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Speaker 1: Hello, Hey, what's up.

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Speaker 2: How are you doing there?

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Speaker 1: I'm doing good. Uh, what's your name, cowboy?

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Speaker 2: My name is Julian, but you can call me Jude

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Speaker 2: bro Jude Jude.

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Speaker 1: You sent me a message and you said, I'm thirty

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Speaker 1: one and I want to talk about being a jigglo.

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Speaker 1: For those who don't know a jiggalo. At first, I

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Speaker 1: thought it's a juggalo. A juggalo is is someone who's

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Speaker 1: a fan of the insane clown posse. But a jigglo

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Speaker 1: is a male prostitute.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and uh yeah, yeah, that's what it is.

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Speaker 1: Hey, I mean you you're the one who said you

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Speaker 1: are one, so I'll tell you.

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Speaker 2: What I am. I mean, you know, I definitely do

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Speaker 2: sex work for a dollar bill and it's it's fun,

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Speaker 2: it's enjoyable. But recently I came to the conclusion that

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Speaker 2: I can do it because any connections with people. Mm

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Speaker 2: hmmm mmmm. So for two and a half months I

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Speaker 2: made like six k and uh. Then I got to

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Speaker 2: the point where I was like, man, I think I'm

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Speaker 2: doing this for the right reasons, but I feel like

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Speaker 2: I'm doing for the wrong reasons.

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Speaker 1: Well, let's get into that. What's well, let's start, well,

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Speaker 1: what are the what are the right reasons in your

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Speaker 1: in your opinion.

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Speaker 2: Money money, that's on the right reason to do text work?

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Speaker 2: I don't see if any I mean, if you have

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Speaker 2: a kink, which I do many of them, but for

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Speaker 2: the most part is literally just because of money. If

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Speaker 2: I you know, my car broke down, I live in

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Speaker 2: the middle of Maine.

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Speaker 1: So and then what are the wrong reasons? As you say, oh.

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Speaker 2: It's definitely like you know, possibilities of std people getting

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Speaker 2: like hurt when you grow a room, or you know,

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Speaker 2: you get robbed, catch your situations, you know, people doing

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Speaker 2: gnarly things around you. So it gets cool.

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Speaker 1: It's good though, is can I ask you that is prostitute?

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Speaker 1: You're not supposed to are You're not supposed to say prostitute?

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Speaker 2: I think I think so like un aliveing is a

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Speaker 2: new thing. So it's like prostitute. And you know, I

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Speaker 2: mean I am a prostitute, a male prostitute. I didn't

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Speaker 2: know how to word it.

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Speaker 1: Okay, Well, I mean as we Well, I you're I'm

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Speaker 1: asking you because you're you are, so I don't know

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Speaker 1: what you prefer.

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Speaker 2: Yes, sair No, Well, I mean it's cool. I just

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Speaker 2: needed to talk to somebody outside of who I know

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Speaker 2: because I live in Maine and I don't have any

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Speaker 2: family here. So for the most part, it's literally like

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Speaker 2: just me and my dog. Logis nice.

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Speaker 1: Nice, that's cool. So how did you How did you

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Speaker 1: get into this?

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Speaker 2: I actually was I was on Reddit trying to search

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Speaker 2: for a kink of mine that I enjoy doing, and

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Speaker 2: her husband hits you up and asked me if I

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Speaker 2: want to come see his wife. I said uh, but

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Speaker 2: he slaked out, and two weeks later he hits him again,

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Speaker 2: and this time he has another girl he wants to

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Speaker 2: actualssit me up with. But I'm already talking to said

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Speaker 2: girl on Messenger, like we were already playing the hook

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Speaker 2: up and everything. So I sent her a picture that

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Speaker 2: he sent me. I was like, bro, this is and

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Speaker 2: she was like, yeah, what's up? I said, oh my,

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Speaker 2: oh my. So so it ended up her coming through

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Speaker 2: on a Thursday, and that was about total September twenty fifth,

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Speaker 1: Interesting So do you mainly service service women?

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Speaker 2: That's all I serviced there?

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Speaker 1: Oh you only service women?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, m yeah, So if this guy. It's a

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Speaker 2: particular guy enjoys to see I'm a man of color.

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Speaker 2: You could say I have pigment on the skin, so

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Speaker 2: he enjoys seeing me with them.

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Speaker 1: Whoa, oh, so these are guys with so these these

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Speaker 1: these are guys I think they're like, Okay, yeah, So

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Speaker 1: you get mainly hired by men with cuck fetishes who

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Speaker 1: want to see a black guy have sex with their wife.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's pretty much it. That's exactly what it is.

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Speaker 1: Wo and now is it? And it's the guys that

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Speaker 2: Yeah. Man, Nine times out of ten, the females doesn't

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Speaker 2: even want it, doesn't have any like desires to go

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Speaker 2: find a big black man to get picked down by. Instead,

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Speaker 2: they're really nice people too. I mean I've had some

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Speaker 2: I have two Can I say the green leaf choking

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Speaker 2: green leaves? There? Okay? Cool? But for the most part,

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Speaker 2: they're really freaking nice guys. The only word part about

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Speaker 2: it is when he's standing in the corner. That's when

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Speaker 2: I'm like kind of throwing off a little bit, you know.

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Speaker 1: But aren't the guys Like, isn't the whole thing is

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Speaker 1: that they're paying you to sit in the corner.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that's what I'm saying. They can do that.

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Speaker 2: They can do anything they want really in the corner.

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Speaker 2: It's just to lead up to that's pretty awesome too.

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Speaker 2: But just them in the corner sometimes gets in my

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Speaker 2: brain like this, ain't it?

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Speaker 1: Now? How often is this? Is this the woman's idea

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Speaker 1: and she'll call you and be like, hey, I want

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Speaker 2: Zero? Really like none, It's definitely more of a mindset

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Speaker 2: of than man wanting to give up his property type

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Speaker 2: stuff in my point of view. But what do I know?

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Speaker 1: Okay, well, how do they tip like when you talk like,

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Speaker 1: how do they typically feel about the arrangement in general?

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Speaker 2: They really they really are actually pretty open, pretty honest,

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Speaker 2: like literally tell me what they would love me to do.

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Speaker 2: Their wife, They really asked me, Hey can you set

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Speaker 2: her out for me? Can you do this?

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Speaker 1: I met, I met, I met, I met the wives.

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Speaker 2: Oh they love it. Oh when I show up, I'm

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Speaker 2: actually I'm not a good looking guy. I'm okay, you know,

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Speaker 2: but I'm also living Maine, so it's not really like

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Speaker 2: take up here. Mm hmm. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: And then I assume if people are paying you for

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Speaker 1: sex that you're you're a you're a you're a good

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Speaker 1: looking guy. How tall are you?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Six three?

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Speaker 1: Oh my goodness. Okay, let me know when you're free.

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Speaker 2: Yes, sir, Now, it's I'm actually like, I'm just a

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Speaker 2: kink in Maine. I'm actually just a bull. It's kind

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Speaker 2: of cool, and it's brand new for me. I was

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Speaker 2: in a relation of five years before this, and she

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Speaker 2: in August, and I've been doing solo dollo for since then.

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Speaker 1: And really, so your your ex girlfriend? How did she

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Speaker 2: Oh no, I didn't talk to the profession until she

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Speaker 1: And oh really, so here you're still very new to this.

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Speaker 2: Oh no, I've been doing kink thing for for a

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Speaker 2: long time. I just happened to get paid.

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Speaker 1: For it now, Okay, all right, do you are you

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Speaker 1: like trying to pursue like, like an actual relationship. And

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Speaker 1: in addition to the world we're doing.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, actually I am as funny story. You actually talked

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Speaker 2: to her like two weeks ago.

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Speaker 1: Wait, I spoke to your girlfriend?

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Speaker 2: Yeah he did.

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Speaker 1: Who who was she?

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Speaker 2: Uh? Lisia? She was no. I can't know what she

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Speaker 2: talks about though, but uh she said she got to

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Speaker 2: talk to you, and I was like, oh, let's dope.

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Speaker 2: And then today we're watching the streams as they call?

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Speaker 2: But is that cool? Oh?

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Speaker 1: Do you remember what we talked about?

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Speaker 2: Baby? What do I talk about? Sorry?

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Speaker 1: I live in because if I were her and I

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Speaker 1: was calling this show, I would have I probably would

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Speaker 1: have talked about how my boyfriend is a jiggielow.

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Speaker 2: That's what I told her. I asked that. She asked, what, babe,

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Speaker 2: I can't hear? Come here? Oh Dix and sex addiction?

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, okay, yes, yes, yes, yes, I remember. I remember. Yes,

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Speaker 1: I think we put that in the bonus episode. Well, okay, so,

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Speaker 1: so Jude, how does she well, how does she feel

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Speaker 1: about well? Okay, so yeah, how does she feel about

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Speaker 1: your profession?

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Speaker 2: Now? Oh? Because of her, I'm actually kind of stopping

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Speaker 2: it because I can't get out of my head that

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Speaker 2: it's not like it's the whole entire it's a job.

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Speaker 2: At the same time, it's now affecting my home life

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Speaker 2: and I'm not cool with that.

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Speaker 1: Okay, Yeah, Now may I ask, oh, how much do

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Speaker 1: you get paid to have sex with these people?

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Speaker 2: Two hundred dollars a front and then money as you.

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Speaker 1: Go, money out so you they you get, you get,

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Speaker 1: you get tipped based on performance.

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Speaker 2: But a yeah, but a baseline is too fifty there?

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Speaker 1: Okay? Can I ask what's the most amount you've gotten

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Speaker 2: Well, one time it was a weekend. It was a weekend.

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Speaker 2: I got twelve dollars for the weekend. Nice two days,

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Speaker 2: it's like forty eight hours.

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Speaker 1: And how do these people not like like you don't

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Speaker 1: like how do they how do they find you?

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Speaker 2: They just find me. I don't I don't put my

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Speaker 2: I just say, hey, but I as well as that

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Speaker 2: I also do this for that.

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Speaker 1: So have you ever showed up and you're talking to

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Speaker 1: that this relationship is Yeah, oh yeah.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah. When they're streaming saying thank you, Jude, I

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Speaker 2: was like, okay, yeah, you guys are that. I mean,

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Speaker 2: I don't know how you can get that part in

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Speaker 2: your relationship to be like, yo, I want this big

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Speaker 2: black man some be you down real quick and I'm

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Speaker 2: gonna enjoy it in my hand. I'm like, dog, I can't.

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Speaker 2: I can't even do that, but I'll do it for you.

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Speaker 2: I'll get paid for it, no problem.

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Speaker 1: Interesting. Would you ever pay a fat white guy with

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Speaker 1: a small pianist to have sex with girlfriends?

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Speaker 2: Yes, yes I would. I mean I'll say to see

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Speaker 2: it happen for sure? Why not? I mean we can

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Speaker 2: get we get to get costs and everything.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, oh god, no, no, no, no, I wasn't talking.

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Speaker 2: I thought you're trying. You know.

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Speaker 1: I was not talking.

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Speaker 2: About me.

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Speaker 1: Or I mean maybe I was, fuck it, but anyway, okay,

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Speaker 1: all right, So Jude, Yes, so you said so, you

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Speaker 1: said you'll you'll go in there and there'll be couples

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Speaker 1: they'll you'll get involved in the fight.

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Speaker 2: I mean, that'd be cool. Ever done before. But no,

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Speaker 2: they don't do that. Kind of stuff I wish they did.

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Speaker 2: I'd be like, do I any more? That's cool? I

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Speaker 2: can do that, do you?

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Speaker 1: But do you ever get because I okay. So, so

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Speaker 1: the like the escort experience or like the stripper experience,

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Speaker 2: So the guy that first me, he pays me the most.

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Speaker 1: Wait, I'm sorry, so so I you so you're walking

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Speaker 2: Saying, many many, many women? Not many? Okay, I spent

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Speaker 1: Oh, this is okay, you sent me Okay, you just

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Speaker 2: Yeah. That's over the past from September twenty fifth until November,

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Speaker 1: Now do you ever have you ever fallen in love?

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Speaker 1: What kind of I mean? You, look, you we can

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Speaker 1: But what kind of ignorant questions was he asking you?

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Speaker 1: So I mean when you say that all you have

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Speaker 1: Okay? And then does that something you still like feel

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, no, I really have to just tell Alicia

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Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: Do you like, do you feel like you're actually versus looks?

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Speaker 1: Do you feel do you feel like you gotten any

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, man, I've even one point my whole life.

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Speaker 1: You're in your You're in your hulk wearing a sweater

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Speaker 2: Actually, yeah, that's that's one hundred percent when I heard yo,

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Speaker 2: fact pretty cool. Actually I might do that absolutely.

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Speaker 1: Okay, I mean does any I don't know. I hope,

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Speaker 2: I'm older now I called you, you know what I mean?

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Speaker 2: Like you you here, give me your your voice that

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Speaker 2: me on to you, bro, and everything's been listening. You're like, man,

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Speaker 1: Gee, So do you like does that? I mean? Does

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Speaker 2: You have?

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Speaker 1: I mean you've got a girlfriend, I've got six thousand dollars,

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Speaker 2: You know, that's it them. I don't need much in

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Speaker 2: you go to work. I haven't just do my art

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm, do you it just like I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I mean, it's again it sounds like, I mean, you

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Speaker 2: Oh no, I'm gonna still be kinky. I'm just not

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Speaker 2: and over again. Now but I broke stop. I can't

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Speaker 2: perform for you. You want me to do this? And the

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Speaker 2: me a go pro strap it to me and call

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Speaker 2: me fucking Sally. Let's go.

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Speaker 1: That's a that's definitely a package you got to offer

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Speaker 2: I mean I was trying to tell him. I was like, yeah,

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Speaker 2: You just pop and pop out whatever you want.

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Speaker 1: What are you gonna do? What do you what are

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Speaker 2: Now? Uh? Probably go over to men. You know, just

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Speaker 2: I'm actually trying to sell my artwork and everything like that,

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Speaker 2: It's been it's been a hell of a good year.

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Speaker 1: How did you and Alicia meet?

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Speaker 2: Jeez, that is actually pretty funny. So she may have

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Speaker 1: You're right, You're right, though, Okay, I'm going to pretend

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Speaker 2: Oh okay, So Alisha was living in the same house

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Speaker 1: Well, it sounds like everything goes well for you, Jude.

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Speaker 2: No, dude, I mean, so that's what I'm saying. I

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Speaker 1: Well, I don't know, Jude, I don't know what you're

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Speaker 1: I don't know exactly what your life has been like

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm getting better at it, as I mean, for me,

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Speaker 2: So it's just I think, I just I guess my

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Speaker 2: how do you feel about it? That's that's all? Oh

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Speaker 2: Thanks ya.

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Speaker 1: You see, you should see if you can find a

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Speaker 1: having sex with his wife. You think, so, oh what

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Speaker 1: gonna say? Oh yeah, what kind of before we go

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Speaker 1: what kind of art do you do? I'm curious.

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Speaker 2: I do street arts, sir?

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Speaker 1: Oh, cool like graffiti? Yes, sir, you're like Banksy I

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Speaker 2: That dude is a legend. I mean, people say that

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Speaker 1: Out, somehow, always standing out. Okay, Well, if I'm ever

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00:23:02,040 --> 00:23:05,000
Speaker 1: in uh Maine, Maine's one of the states I've never

437
00:23:05,080 --> 00:23:06,919
Speaker 1: been to. If I'm ever in Maine, I will look

438
00:23:06,960 --> 00:23:09,800
Speaker 1: at I will look at the under the underpasses. Yeah,

439
00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:11,160
Speaker 1: I've never had a reason to go, but I've heard

440
00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:11,760
Speaker 1: it's nice.

441
00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:15,320
Speaker 2: Hey, they will love you here if you do a show. Listen,

442
00:23:15,359 --> 00:23:17,119
Speaker 2: you got a lot of yours from Maine itself.

443
00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,520
Speaker 1: Bro for real, brol Okay, I'll try to make it

444
00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:19,920
Speaker 1: up there.

445
00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,280
Speaker 2: Oh, can't I say one more thing? Yeah?

446
00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:22,600
Speaker 1: For sure?

447
00:23:22,640 --> 00:23:26,920
Speaker 2: For you, he Alicia, I love you. You're pretty cool.

448
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,639
Speaker 2: And uh, I've seen my two s. I can go

449
00:23:28,680 --> 00:23:31,520
Speaker 2: and walk in the room. But as well as Maine's

450
00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:33,600
Speaker 2: actually not as bad as everybody think it is, like

451
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:37,280
Speaker 2: I'm gonna tell us from a person's color. Don't believe

452
00:23:37,320 --> 00:23:39,480
Speaker 2: what you hear on the TV and news about society

453
00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:43,520
Speaker 2: not that bad guys? Is maye?

454
00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:46,040
Speaker 1: Are you saying, like, is Maine known for being like racist?

455
00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:49,159
Speaker 2: I mean low key they say it is, and I'm like, bro,

456
00:23:49,320 --> 00:23:51,520
Speaker 2: I live in a country, country bro, and they ain't

457
00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:53,520
Speaker 2: talk to me. No, but I'm also six food two

458
00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:56,480
Speaker 2: seventy five if you're fuck around and find out. So

459
00:23:58,640 --> 00:24:00,840
Speaker 2: it could be that, or because I've heard story that

460
00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:03,960
Speaker 2: people like the first Kukux fan march was in Milo,

461
00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:05,120
Speaker 2: which is only twenty miles away.

462
00:24:05,160 --> 00:24:09,760
Speaker 1: Fan really see, I guess I associate like I'm the

463
00:24:09,880 --> 00:24:13,800
Speaker 1: I associate like hardcore racism with like the South, so

464
00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:16,120
Speaker 1: like Maine is the most northmost so I never thought

465
00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:16,560
Speaker 1: about that.

466
00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:16,960
Speaker 3: Yeah.

467
00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:21,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, I live in Virginia Beach, Florida, Japan, Bwam, Texas,

468
00:24:21,359 --> 00:24:25,560
Speaker 2: and Mi Zuri. So I've had a life of wonders.

469
00:24:27,359 --> 00:24:31,359
Speaker 1: Nice man, Well, keep doing your thing. I hope you

470
00:24:32,760 --> 00:24:37,520
Speaker 1: find whatever you're looking for in this universe, and I

471
00:24:37,600 --> 00:24:40,520
Speaker 1: hope that you feel as though you deserve it. I

472
00:24:40,600 --> 00:24:43,479
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know if I don't know. I'm

473
00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:47,240
Speaker 1: waxing philosophical here, but I don't know if anyone deserves anything.

474
00:24:47,359 --> 00:24:50,320
Speaker 1: I think you, I don't know if anyone deserves That's

475
00:24:50,320 --> 00:24:52,440
Speaker 1: why I don't feel like I don't you know the

476
00:24:52,480 --> 00:24:54,439
Speaker 1: whole like well, you know the whole like you're supposed

477
00:24:54,440 --> 00:24:58,120
Speaker 1: to be like positive, positive affirmation of like I deserve happiness,

478
00:24:58,240 --> 00:25:00,480
Speaker 1: I deserve this, I deserve that. I don't like I

479
00:25:00,560 --> 00:25:03,159
Speaker 1: have trouble feeling like, well, why does anyone deserve anything?

480
00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:05,080
Speaker 1: But you can all you can also say that about

481
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:08,400
Speaker 1: negative stuff, right like because you can apply that thinking

482
00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:12,159
Speaker 1: to like, oh, I don't I I don't deserve to

483
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:15,439
Speaker 1: be unhappy because why if no one deserves anything, then

484
00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:18,520
Speaker 1: why would I deserve negative stuff?

485
00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:23,720
Speaker 2: Exactly Like for me, I think the world I have

486
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:28,159
Speaker 2: bad tattooed on my forearm, and people like what's that for?

487
00:25:28,359 --> 00:25:30,720
Speaker 2: And like, does everybody in the world has bad juju

488
00:25:30,800 --> 00:25:32,560
Speaker 2: with them at all time? No matter what? I just

489
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,600
Speaker 2: happen to wear mine on my sleeve so I know

490
00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:35,199
Speaker 2: it's always there.

491
00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:43,280
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, good luck, gak bless you take care of

492
00:25:43,359 --> 00:25:51,359
Speaker 1: manless ye take care of man. I think I found

493
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:58,199
Speaker 1: myself A new theme song. No let me see if

494
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:00,399
Speaker 1: do I have any post call thoughts. I don't know

495
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:03,960
Speaker 1: yet the whole idea of like uh I've played I've

496
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:08,520
Speaker 1: played around with the idea of affirmations before, not any

497
00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:12,600
Speaker 1: I've never played around with any like I deserve such

498
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:17,320
Speaker 1: and such affirmations because I really don't. I really don't

499
00:26:18,359 --> 00:26:22,399
Speaker 1: feel like I don't know if anyone deserves anything. And

500
00:26:22,600 --> 00:26:24,760
Speaker 1: you could say that negative or positive, right, because like,

501
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:28,399
Speaker 1: I have so many fucking privileges in my life. You know,

502
00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:33,639
Speaker 1: I'm born in a I was born, you know, not

503
00:26:35,119 --> 00:26:38,719
Speaker 1: a struggling, super hard and in a third world country

504
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:41,960
Speaker 1: or anything like that. You know, I can eat food

505
00:26:42,080 --> 00:26:44,920
Speaker 1: and sleep in a bed every night. And it's like,

506
00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:50,280
Speaker 1: do I like deserve those things anymore than the people

507
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:56,159
Speaker 1: who don't have them? I don't think so, uh, But

508
00:26:56,480 --> 00:27:00,960
Speaker 1: I had I shouldn't like hate myself for any privileges

509
00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:03,440
Speaker 1: that I have in my life, and I should I

510
00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:06,760
Speaker 1: don't think I should actively feel as though I deserve pain.

511
00:27:07,480 --> 00:27:09,440
Speaker 1: But I do have trouble accepting the idea that, like,

512
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:16,800
Speaker 1: you know, any I for some reason am entitled to

513
00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:21,280
Speaker 1: some kind of a goodness in my life. I think

514
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:24,480
Speaker 1: a lot of that stuff is kind of random, like

515
00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:27,280
Speaker 1: when anytime, like I don't know, if you like, see

516
00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:30,359
Speaker 1: somebody struggling on the street or something, it's really I

517
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:32,640
Speaker 1: always anytime I see that, I'm like, there's no there's

518
00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:38,680
Speaker 1: no real reason why I'm me and they are them.

519
00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:42,960
Speaker 1: I don't think it's because I cosmically deserve to eat

520
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:46,359
Speaker 1: food more than anyone else. So I have trouble with

521
00:27:46,480 --> 00:27:54,920
Speaker 1: that affirmation. But I don't know. Uh, yeah, whatever, it's cool.

522
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:56,920
Speaker 1: I'm grateful. It's cool I get to eat food and

523
00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:57,800
Speaker 1: live and stuff.

524
00:27:58,040 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 2: Like.

525
00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:00,920
Speaker 1: I don't know. Some people died when they were like fourteen,

526
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:06,119
Speaker 1: and I didn't did I did they? Did they deserve death?

527
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:06,920
Speaker 2: No?

528
00:28:07,280 --> 00:28:09,960
Speaker 1: Did I deserve life? Not just probably just as much

529
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:13,159
Speaker 1: as they deserved death. Like, no, you know, but I

530
00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:16,560
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm just a gecko talking into a phone.

531
00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:22,680
Speaker 4: Hello, Hi, Lyle, how are you?

532
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:23,560
Speaker 2: Hi?

533
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:24,920
Speaker 1: I'm good. What's your name?

534
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:28,160
Speaker 2: Good? I'm Mac Mac.

535
00:28:28,520 --> 00:28:30,200
Speaker 1: What's going on? Mac? Oh?

536
00:28:30,359 --> 00:28:30,760
Speaker 2: Not much.

537
00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:36,720
Speaker 4: I've been a long time listener, long time watcher. I

538
00:28:36,760 --> 00:28:38,320
Speaker 4: have a couple of things that I could talk about

539
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:38,800
Speaker 4: if you want.

540
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:40,440
Speaker 1: I would love to hear these things.

541
00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:48,360
Speaker 3: Tell me the things, right, Okay, Well, I'm a lesbian.

542
00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:56,080
Speaker 4: My last relationship ended pretty spectacularly. If you'd like to

543
00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:56,760
Speaker 4: hear about.

544
00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:59,800
Speaker 1: Us spectacular really quick. How do you feel about that

545
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:03,120
Speaker 1: Rake line where he's like, you said, you're a lesbian girl,

546
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:03,520
Speaker 1: me too?

547
00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:04,600
Speaker 4: Do you not like that?

548
00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:06,280
Speaker 2: No?

549
00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:09,080
Speaker 4: I think it's pretty funny, honestly, because I agree women are.

550
00:29:08,960 --> 00:29:14,680
Speaker 1: Awesome, cool, cool, cool cool. You said, ended spectacularly. Now,

551
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:18,560
Speaker 1: a spectacle can be good or bad?

552
00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:19,040
Speaker 2: Right?

553
00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 1: Is it a good spectacle or a bad spectacle?

554
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:26,840
Speaker 4: I mean a little bit of both, I guess. To

555
00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 4: start it off, we were together for like eight years

556
00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:36,000
Speaker 4: since high school, and she was always bisexual and whatever.

557
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:36,000
Speaker 2: But.

558
00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:43,160
Speaker 4: She was the bipolar maniac who had convinced me that

559
00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:46,120
Speaker 4: she was friends with dudes that she was actually fucking.

560
00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:50,720
Speaker 4: She moved me into her new boyfriend's house. I paid

561
00:29:50,760 --> 00:29:53,120
Speaker 4: their bills, no idea, no clue.

562
00:29:53,880 --> 00:29:58,840
Speaker 1: Really she got you. She like conned you into moving

563
00:29:58,920 --> 00:30:00,920
Speaker 1: in with her and this guy that she was fucking

564
00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:03,920
Speaker 1: and paying her bills. Yeah.

565
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:09,720
Speaker 4: Yeah, So they met at work and then she introduced

566
00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:15,120
Speaker 4: me to him as a friend, and then their friendship

567
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:19,160
Speaker 4: kind of evolved into them canoodling on the back burner

568
00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:22,520
Speaker 4: and yeah, she can miss me one day, Like, hey,

569
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:25,719
Speaker 4: our leis is going to be up soon. We can

570
00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:27,760
Speaker 4: move in with my friend to save some money. And

571
00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:30,000
Speaker 4: I'm like, okay, cool, whatever, and then you know, we

572
00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:33,800
Speaker 4: go on our merry way. I had an inkling something

573
00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:36,680
Speaker 4: was going on, but whatever. Then a few months down

574
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:41,520
Speaker 4: the line, he comes home fucking wasted and still's beans

575
00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:44,240
Speaker 4: but he's the secret boyfriend. So that was pretty awesome.

576
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:48,280
Speaker 1: Holy shit, So how did you react to that information?

577
00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:52,960
Speaker 4: I like to tell people that I could have either

578
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:58,840
Speaker 4: committed a double homicide or I break both my hands.

579
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:00,120
Speaker 3: So I broke both my hand.

580
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:08,080
Speaker 4: You yeah, yeah, instead punching really hard things tends to

581
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:08,760
Speaker 4: break bones.

582
00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:11,080
Speaker 2: So m m m.

583
00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:13,240
Speaker 1: So it was it was just like a gut like

584
00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 1: anger reaction punching walls.

585
00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:22,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, And like, now we're adults, so when you're an adult,

586
00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:24,280
Speaker 4: you can catch a charge and that's not really worth it.

587
00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:28,200
Speaker 1: How did they So, So, if the idea is that

588
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,040
Speaker 1: you would move in with them to save money, how

589
00:31:30,080 --> 00:31:31,520
Speaker 1: did you end up paying their bills?

590
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:34,280
Speaker 2: So?

591
00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:38,000
Speaker 4: I so my ex partner and I were in a

592
00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:41,960
Speaker 4: situation where she would stay home and pursue her own

593
00:31:42,080 --> 00:31:44,240
Speaker 4: side business like doing art and stuff like that, and

594
00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:47,400
Speaker 4: then I would go to work and uh, yeah.

595
00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:52,560
Speaker 1: And so but then like, okay, like like rent, like

596
00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:55,120
Speaker 1: did you like you paid like a third of the rent?

597
00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:01,760
Speaker 4: So at that house, I was paying two thirds. And

598
00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:04,320
Speaker 4: then when I lived with her and she wasn't working,

599
00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 4: she would just kind of provide what she could with

600
00:32:06,320 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 4: her art and then I would take care of the

601
00:32:08,680 --> 00:32:10,840
Speaker 4: rest because I was like, well, it's the middle because

602
00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:13,480
Speaker 4: at that time it was when COVID started. So working

603
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:15,880
Speaker 4: retail kind of sucks because it's like, well, you bring

604
00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:17,560
Speaker 4: COVID home and then both of us are out of

605
00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:21,000
Speaker 4: commission or you stay home and I go work to

606
00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:28,200
Speaker 4: make money. So oh god, damn m Yeah, yeah it's

607
00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:30,880
Speaker 4: pretty fun. But I'm an East tract technician. Now I've

608
00:32:30,920 --> 00:32:33,200
Speaker 4: got a great career. I've got a great girlfriend. And

609
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:35,200
Speaker 4: yeah she's on the up and up.

610
00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:38,040
Speaker 1: Oh wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. So how long ago was all this?

611
00:32:39,760 --> 00:32:39,880
Speaker 2: Uh?

612
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:42,080
Speaker 4: This was about two years ago.

613
00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:46,560
Speaker 1: Now, okay, and I did you break up with your

614
00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:47,440
Speaker 1: girlfriend immediately?

615
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:49,080
Speaker 2: Yes?

616
00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:54,240
Speaker 4: Yes, I moved out. I actually moved all of my

617
00:32:54,360 --> 00:32:58,480
Speaker 4: stuff out of her house with said broken hands, moved

618
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:02,680
Speaker 4: in with my family because had nowhere to stay. And yeah,

619
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,320
Speaker 4: crazy thing too, she thought that she would keep my

620
00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:10,840
Speaker 4: cat from me, saying that, all, well, you can't just

621
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:12,880
Speaker 4: come in here and take everything, and it's like, well,

622
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 4: first of all, it's all mine, you didn't really buy it.

623
00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:17,320
Speaker 4: Second of all, he's my cat.

624
00:33:18,920 --> 00:33:20,920
Speaker 1: She tried to keep the fucking cat man.

625
00:33:22,280 --> 00:33:23,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, she has her.

626
00:33:23,120 --> 00:33:26,840
Speaker 4: Own cat, and then we bought a cat together, and

627
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:30,680
Speaker 4: she said no, he's my cat too, And I was like, well,

628
00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:33,520
Speaker 4: if you pay me back for everything, then sure, and

629
00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:35,720
Speaker 4: lo and behold, I received.

630
00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:40,720
Speaker 1: Him the life to day, I'm looking at these texts

631
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:44,160
Speaker 1: that you've sent me. You've sent me a few texts here,

632
00:33:44,640 --> 00:33:47,920
Speaker 1: you said, just real quick, I just this is just

633
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:50,960
Speaker 1: one thing that you texted me that I want to

634
00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:54,120
Speaker 1: get some clarification on. You just sent a text that

635
00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:57,960
Speaker 1: says Tony Hawk pro Skater. What does that mean?

636
00:34:00,480 --> 00:34:02,360
Speaker 4: I think at the time I was playing Tony Hawk

637
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:05,240
Speaker 4: pro Skater and on stream you had asked, so I said,

638
00:34:05,280 --> 00:34:11,520
Speaker 4: Tony Hawk pro Skater, Okay, are you good? Not really.

639
00:34:11,920 --> 00:34:16,320
Speaker 4: I've played since it was on GameCube, but I have

640
00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:19,880
Speaker 4: lived vicariously through the game. I always loved skateboarding extreme sports,

641
00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:21,359
Speaker 4: but I'm too much of a pussy.

642
00:34:22,080 --> 00:34:25,400
Speaker 1: Now you said that. You also said my life is

643
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:30,359
Speaker 1: now better than ever without my ex. Tell me more

644
00:34:30,400 --> 00:34:31,200
Speaker 1: about your life now.

645
00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:37,480
Speaker 4: Well, I have a great career, I have great friends.

646
00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:39,680
Speaker 4: I mean, when shit like that happens, you really do

647
00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:43,160
Speaker 4: see you know who's around you, who really supports you.

648
00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:47,640
Speaker 4: And unfortunately, when everything happened like it was, it was

649
00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:49,520
Speaker 4: the kind of situation where you've been together for so

650
00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:51,920
Speaker 4: long that you're known as a unit. Right, so when

651
00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:54,879
Speaker 4: you meet people, you have friends as a couple and whatever,

652
00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:58,120
Speaker 4: and then you know when everything happened, it's like you

653
00:34:58,320 --> 00:35:00,480
Speaker 4: have a couple of people who reach out, They're like, hey,

654
00:35:00,600 --> 00:35:02,959
Speaker 4: how are you doing, how's it going? And then there's

655
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Speaker 4: a couple of other people who you never hear from again,

656
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Speaker 4: and it's like, well, okay, you can either get my

657
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Speaker 4: side or not. But I mean it's no shoot off

658
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Speaker 4: my ass. Everything is all good.

659
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Speaker 1: And then HVAC. I saw, dude. I remember there's once

660
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Speaker 1: I was really struggling with doing this podcast, which happens

661
00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:27,120
Speaker 1: time to time, and I remember I saw I was

662
00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:30,600
Speaker 1: like taking a walk and I saw a guy driving

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Speaker 1: an HVAC van and I was like, I guess I

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Speaker 1: could do I bet I could do HVAC.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I mean really, depending on where you're from, Like,

666
00:35:42,560 --> 00:35:45,880
Speaker 4: you can get into it pretty easily. It's a diploma

667
00:35:46,040 --> 00:35:51,600
Speaker 4: program and you can do HVAC on the side. But

668
00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:54,320
Speaker 4: like the I'm in Canada, so the province that I'm in,

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Speaker 4: it's a standardized trade so you have to go to training.

670
00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:00,800
Speaker 4: But it's cool because you get to do like you

671
00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:03,480
Speaker 4: do the electricians job, you do sheet metal job, you

672
00:36:03,560 --> 00:36:05,680
Speaker 4: do refrigeration, you do a little bit of plumbing.

673
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:07,319
Speaker 3: So it's all kind of catch all.

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Speaker 1: What part of Canada are you in? I'm in Alberta, Alberta.

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Speaker 1: You know, I want to go to I want to

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Speaker 1: do a show in Alberta. I keep I feel like

677
00:36:19,560 --> 00:36:23,399
Speaker 1: there's so many people who like I see, I see,

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Speaker 1: like come to Alberta. I don't know if that's the

679
00:36:25,760 --> 00:36:29,200
Speaker 1: new come to Brazil meme. But okay, I'm that's in

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00:36:29,239 --> 00:36:31,480
Speaker 1: the middle. That's like, that's like in the middle of Canada, right.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, we're just off the west coast.

682
00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:39,799
Speaker 1: Okay, I've only ever been to Toronto and Vancouver, which

683
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:43,040
Speaker 1: are like the two most American Canada places.

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Speaker 4: Yes, yes, whenever your band says that they're doing a

685
00:36:46,719 --> 00:36:50,640
Speaker 4: Canadian tour, it's either Vancouver or Toronto. There's nowhere.

686
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Speaker 2: Oh yeah that exists.

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Speaker 1: Okay, I'm gonna look into Alberta. Where'd you meet your

688
00:36:56,360 --> 00:36:57,040
Speaker 1: new girlfriend?

689
00:36:59,640 --> 00:37:05,399
Speaker 4: Where everyone who is under the New World Order does?

690
00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:05,960
Speaker 2: On Tinder?

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00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:10,839
Speaker 1: Tinder? Now, I thought Tinder is Tinder's like phasing out

692
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Speaker 1: a little bit. Everyone's talking about like a hinge and

693
00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:15,360
Speaker 1: bumble and stuff. Are people still Tindering?

694
00:37:17,200 --> 00:37:17,399
Speaker 2: Yeah?

695
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:19,960
Speaker 4: I mean as a lesbian, it's kind of hard, honestly,

696
00:37:20,040 --> 00:37:24,000
Speaker 4: because like on bumble and hinge and all that stuff,

697
00:37:25,200 --> 00:37:27,520
Speaker 4: and even Tinder, Tinder's the worst for it. There's a

698
00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:31,239
Speaker 4: lot of people searching for a quote unquote unicorn, which

699
00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:33,879
Speaker 4: is a couple looking for a girl who's into girls

700
00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:36,800
Speaker 4: and guys, and some of them don't explain that in

701
00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:39,239
Speaker 4: the bio, and then someone them do where it's like

702
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:41,239
Speaker 4: you start talking to a girl and then they then

703
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:43,479
Speaker 4: she's like, oh, yeah, my boyfriend, and you're like, fuck,

704
00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:44,680
Speaker 4: that's what I'm into.

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00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:50,520
Speaker 1: You're scrolling down, like I assume I assume as someone

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00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:54,239
Speaker 1: who does that, it's like they're they you're scrolling down

707
00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:57,440
Speaker 1: their profile and everything's great, and they save the boyfriend.

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00:37:57,440 --> 00:38:00,960
Speaker 1: The boyfriend is like in the background of the last picture,

709
00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:04,480
Speaker 1: and it's like that's the that's the big reveal.

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00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:08,280
Speaker 4: Yes, or it's on the bottom, right on the bottom

711
00:38:08,320 --> 00:38:10,400
Speaker 4: where it's just seeking a third it's like, oh I

712
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:12,800
Speaker 4: love going out, I love doing this, and then on

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Speaker 4: the bottom it's looking.

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Speaker 1: For you corn right burying the lead as they say. Okay,

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00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:21,680
Speaker 1: so you met you met on Tinder? That's cool? Is like,

716
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Speaker 1: is there have you ever done any of the like?

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00:38:25,239 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 1: Can can girls go on Grinder? Or is that for

718
00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:28,680
Speaker 1: gay guys only?

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00:38:29,920 --> 00:38:32,480
Speaker 4: I think grinder is for gay guys only. I mean

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Speaker 4: if you're a trans woman you might be able to.

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Speaker 1: I love the way that you said grinder with a

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Speaker 1: Canadian accent. Can you do that again?

723
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:42,080
Speaker 4: Grinder?

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00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:46,160
Speaker 1: That was that was good? What's what's the Is there

725
00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:47,080
Speaker 1: a lesbian Grinder?

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00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:49,440
Speaker 2: Uh?

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00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:51,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's called she or Her?

728
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:52,640
Speaker 2: I can't remember.

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00:38:55,280 --> 00:38:58,480
Speaker 1: Have you have you done that one? Yeah?

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Speaker 4: I actually matched with my girlfriend on that app as well.

731
00:39:03,280 --> 00:39:08,600
Speaker 1: Oh okay, yeah, double dippin' double dipping rock and roll?

732
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:10,520
Speaker 1: What's what's her deal? What's she do?

733
00:39:12,560 --> 00:39:12,719
Speaker 2: Uh?

734
00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:15,360
Speaker 4: She's a professional works in healthcare?

735
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:21,680
Speaker 1: Now? Does like you? I assume you you keep no

736
00:39:21,800 --> 00:39:23,840
Speaker 1: tabs on the on the on the old girlfriend? You

737
00:39:23,840 --> 00:39:25,600
Speaker 1: don't know what her and that guy are doing? Do

738
00:39:25,719 --> 00:39:28,760
Speaker 1: you her and that guy are they're probably uh searching

739
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:30,440
Speaker 1: for a fucking unicorn.

740
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:34,640
Speaker 4: On hinge, honestly, probably a.

741
00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:37,399
Speaker 1: Unicorn to have sex with us and pay our light

742
00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:38,120
Speaker 1: bill as well.

743
00:39:39,440 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 4: Exactly precisely, well precisely. Uh No, I have a I

744
00:39:44,239 --> 00:39:46,440
Speaker 4: have a few people like she used to follow my

745
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:50,120
Speaker 4: family and stuff on social media, so I would kind

746
00:39:50,120 --> 00:39:52,000
Speaker 4: of get wind of that, which I thought was kind

747
00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:57,200
Speaker 4: of weird. And then like she'll ask old mutual friends

748
00:39:57,239 --> 00:40:01,320
Speaker 4: if I've been up to anything or whatever. But uh, yeah, no,

749
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:04,040
Speaker 4: I have her walked on everything. I hope she hears

750
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:05,520
Speaker 4: me here having my best life.

751
00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:07,680
Speaker 2: Fuck you, fuck you.

752
00:40:11,040 --> 00:40:15,120
Speaker 1: Rock and roll. Well, let me let me see here you.

753
00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:17,279
Speaker 1: I want to end this with you sent me so

754
00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:19,600
Speaker 1: many texts. I want to see you here.

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00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:24,480
Speaker 3: Wait a minute, right now, this is crazy, man, No.

756
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Speaker 1: It's true, you know what. No, it was just it

757
00:40:26,120 --> 00:40:27,719
Speaker 1: was all of them was about the acts, except for

758
00:40:27,719 --> 00:40:29,400
Speaker 1: the one that was about Tony Hawk. I thought you

759
00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:32,960
Speaker 1: had a story of meeting Tony Hawk. But but that's

760
00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:37,160
Speaker 1: okay too. This was this was also an equally juicy story.

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00:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,880
Speaker 4: Yeah did you did you have any other questions about it?

762
00:40:42,080 --> 00:40:44,439
Speaker 1: Like, uh, you know what I'll do let me does

763
00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:48,000
Speaker 1: the chat have any any further questions? Let me open

764
00:40:48,040 --> 00:40:49,400
Speaker 1: it to the chat real quick. We can take a

765
00:40:49,440 --> 00:40:54,120
Speaker 1: couple of questions from the chat. Let me see here,

766
00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:55,560
Speaker 1: do I have any further questions?

767
00:40:55,800 --> 00:40:56,719
Speaker 2: Did was that? So?

768
00:40:56,920 --> 00:40:59,200
Speaker 1: The guy just wasn't paying any of the bills.

769
00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:04,399
Speaker 4: He so the thing is he worked, so I work

770
00:41:04,440 --> 00:41:09,040
Speaker 4: a full time like big boy job. I'm an HVAC technician,

771
00:41:09,080 --> 00:41:12,120
Speaker 4: so I make decent money. He was working a part

772
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:18,440
Speaker 4: time retail job, so he made probably about a third

773
00:41:18,880 --> 00:41:21,080
Speaker 4: or less than I did at the time.

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00:41:23,320 --> 00:41:27,840
Speaker 1: Star Lad ninety one says, what is lesbian dating?

775
00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:38,160
Speaker 4: Like, I'm that's loaded. It sucks to be honest, It's

776
00:41:38,160 --> 00:41:41,759
Speaker 4: hard to find people who how do I put this,

777
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:45,279
Speaker 4: There's a lot of girls who are kind of gay

778
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:48,319
Speaker 4: for pay or gay for play, if that makes sense.

779
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:52,719
Speaker 4: Like they're into it for the acknowledgment from men who

780
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:54,560
Speaker 4: they would like to sleep with, as opposed to actually

781
00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:58,120
Speaker 4: being interested in women. So that can be kind of hard.

782
00:42:01,040 --> 00:42:06,160
Speaker 4: Let me see, I'm not obviously homophobe. However, I will

783
00:42:06,280 --> 00:42:09,640
Speaker 4: not date trans people just for the simply of like,

784
00:42:10,320 --> 00:42:12,840
Speaker 4: I know what I'm into. I'm into a vagina and

785
00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:16,800
Speaker 4: boobs and of feminine woman and it doesn't bother me

786
00:42:16,880 --> 00:42:21,680
Speaker 4: if you're trans or how you're expecting to show yourself

787
00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:23,280
Speaker 4: or whatever, but it's.

788
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:24,480
Speaker 3: Just just not my cup of tea.

789
00:42:24,920 --> 00:42:26,359
Speaker 1: What do you What did you mean when you said

790
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:29,120
Speaker 1: gay for pay? Like like there's girls on there being

791
00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:31,840
Speaker 1: like being like, hey, I'll go on a date with

792
00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:33,680
Speaker 1: you if you venmo me type of shit.

793
00:42:35,400 --> 00:42:39,160
Speaker 4: Uh well kind of just like for the benefits of

794
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:42,640
Speaker 4: having a woman on a woman relationship if that makes sense.

795
00:42:43,280 --> 00:42:45,400
Speaker 4: Uh gifts, uh dates?

796
00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:48,239
Speaker 1: Uh oh, they want you to be like they want

797
00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:49,480
Speaker 1: you to sugar Mama then.

798
00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:54,120
Speaker 4: Yes, yes, it's the sugar sugar Mama version of sugar Daddy.

799
00:42:57,280 --> 00:42:59,920
Speaker 1: Well, what's your name? One more time?

800
00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:00,600
Speaker 2: Oh? Mac?

801
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:03,759
Speaker 1: Mm hmm Mac? Is there anything else you want to

802
00:43:03,760 --> 00:43:05,360
Speaker 1: say to the people the computer before we go?

803
00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:07,839
Speaker 2: Uh?

804
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:12,440
Speaker 4: Keep on keeping on ship gets a lot better. Call

805
00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:14,880
Speaker 4: in and he might answer.

806
00:43:15,640 --> 00:43:20,239
Speaker 1: Beautiful, enjoy all the wonders that Alberta has to offer.

807
00:43:20,320 --> 00:43:23,120
Speaker 1: I hope you I hope you suck them all up.

808
00:43:23,640 --> 00:43:27,000
Speaker 1: That's a play on the on the HVAC thing as well. Okay,

809
00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:27,920
Speaker 1: I'm gonna stop talking.

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00:43:28,239 --> 00:43:31,480
Speaker 3: Thank you, Mac, Yeah, thanks lo g.

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Speaker 1: You know what I got. I'm gonna make my own

812
00:43:36,440 --> 00:43:41,840
Speaker 1: uh all gecko dating app. I'm gonna call it a

813
00:43:42,480 --> 00:43:50,400
Speaker 1: gex match with hot single reptiles in your area. Snakes

814
00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:52,560
Speaker 1: are on that you ide you there's a little box.

815
00:43:52,640 --> 00:43:56,320
Speaker 1: You identify what reptile this is. This is gonna be

816
00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:59,279
Speaker 1: an app for scalies, you know, furries. Furries are like

817
00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:02,840
Speaker 1: people phrase of people who dress up in animal costumes,

818
00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:07,279
Speaker 1: typically mammals like foxes and dogs and shit. But I

819
00:44:07,360 --> 00:44:09,759
Speaker 1: want to do one for people who dress up in

820
00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:17,440
Speaker 1: reptile outfits. You identify what reptile you are, like, I'm

821
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:25,400
Speaker 1: a gecko searching for a crocodile. Also open to snakes,

822
00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:30,400
Speaker 1: and then you can have all kinds of weird, slimy

823
00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:36,120
Speaker 1: reptile sex and it costs. You have to give me

824
00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:42,279
Speaker 1: twenty dollars and I'll put your profile at the top.

825
00:44:44,440 --> 00:44:47,279
Speaker 1: I me know, if there's any venture capitalists out there

826
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:51,560
Speaker 1: listening to this podcast that want to give me one

827
00:44:51,640 --> 00:44:55,800
Speaker 1: hundred dollars to do this idea, let me know. Hey, guys,

828
00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:58,960
Speaker 1: it's Lyle here. I'm about to do some ad reads.

829
00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:01,840
Speaker 1: But if you're a premium member of the podcast, you

830
00:45:01,920 --> 00:45:05,839
Speaker 1: will not hear them. Premium members or gek legends, as

831
00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:09,200
Speaker 1: I like to call them get access to every episode

832
00:45:09,239 --> 00:45:12,680
Speaker 1: of this podcast ad free. They also get bonus episodes,

833
00:45:12,920 --> 00:45:16,640
Speaker 1: recordings for my live shows, members only streams, and they

834
00:45:16,719 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 1: support my ability to keep doing this show for a

835
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:22,520
Speaker 1: long time, do it in cooler, more interesting places, and

836
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:26,160
Speaker 1: also eat food, which is important. If any of that

837
00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:28,960
Speaker 1: sounds cool to you, you can go to Therapy Gecko

838
00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:33,239
Speaker 1: dot supercast dot com to become a gek legend, or

839
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:37,160
Speaker 1: find the link in the episode description. All right, let's

840
00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:38,720
Speaker 1: do some ads.

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00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:42,680
Speaker 3: Call from Brad Page from Saint Louis.

842
00:45:44,120 --> 00:45:46,279
Speaker 1: Brad, you didn't have to give me your full name

843
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:48,600
Speaker 1: and where you live.

844
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,480
Speaker 3: This is the first one I ever called in, so

845
00:45:51,560 --> 00:45:53,840
Speaker 3: I didn't know how else to make the connection.

846
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:56,960
Speaker 1: Wait a minute, you know another thing. I know exactly

847
00:45:57,040 --> 00:45:59,080
Speaker 1: who you are, Brad Page from Saint Louis.

848
00:45:59,280 --> 00:45:59,480
Speaker 2: Yep.

849
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:03,800
Speaker 1: Why all right, I'm going to give some context to

850
00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:06,000
Speaker 1: some people. By the way, this is going to be

851
00:46:06,080 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 1: great because let me tell you, I'm gonna tell you something,

852
00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:13,279
Speaker 1: Brad Page, I forget people's names the second after they

853
00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:15,879
Speaker 1: tell them to me. If you've listened to this podcast enough,

854
00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:19,360
Speaker 1: you've heard me do that several times. So people just

855
00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:23,000
Speaker 1: think I'm a I'm a fucking Alzheimer's ridden stoner that

856
00:46:23,160 --> 00:46:27,640
Speaker 1: doesn't remember anything, but I remember exactly who you are,

857
00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:30,880
Speaker 1: Brad Page from Saint Louis. You came up at one

858
00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:33,160
Speaker 1: of my lot. You came up at my live show

859
00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:37,040
Speaker 1: at Saint Louis and you told the story of I

860
00:46:37,120 --> 00:46:39,160
Speaker 1: want to say you're you told the story of your

861
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Speaker 1: father finding your fleshlight.

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00:46:42,760 --> 00:46:43,200
Speaker 2: That's right.

863
00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:46,680
Speaker 1: I remember you because you were a cool guy. And

864
00:46:46,719 --> 00:46:53,520
Speaker 1: people think I don't remember things, but I remember a lot. Actually, Well, what.

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Speaker 3: I want to tell you recently, what's happened at my

866
00:46:57,320 --> 00:47:00,200
Speaker 3: work where I, you know, recently started about, you know,

867
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Speaker 3: in January, I.

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Speaker 2: How do I put this?

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00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:06,719
Speaker 3: At my at like a general kind of training room,

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Speaker 3: there's the trash can, and I had plans one day

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Speaker 3: to go, you know, to like a soccer game or

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00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:17,279
Speaker 3: something after work. So I had a whole change of

873
00:47:17,360 --> 00:47:21,279
Speaker 3: clothes I brought, as one does, another pair of underwear, right,

874
00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:24,320
Speaker 3: and they were old. So I was like, you know,

875
00:47:24,360 --> 00:47:26,600
Speaker 3: I'm going to throw this away. But then I was

876
00:47:26,680 --> 00:47:28,400
Speaker 3: having lunch in that training room and one of my

877
00:47:28,480 --> 00:47:31,320
Speaker 3: employees came in to throw something away and she's like

878
00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:33,600
Speaker 3: she looked in she goes there are drawers in this

879
00:47:34,160 --> 00:47:38,840
Speaker 3: trash can. And I you know, at that point, I

880
00:47:38,880 --> 00:47:40,040
Speaker 3: didn't really know what to do, so.

881
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:43,279
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, but.

882
00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:50,240
Speaker 3: So you know, that's this kind of the weirdness follows

883
00:47:50,280 --> 00:47:50,840
Speaker 3: me everywhere.

884
00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:54,840
Speaker 1: Brad. I you know you have all these stories. Okay,

885
00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:56,919
Speaker 1: you told me the story on stage at Saint Louis

886
00:47:56,920 --> 00:47:59,360
Speaker 1: about your dad finding your flashlight. Now you're telling me

887
00:47:59,400 --> 00:48:02,520
Speaker 1: a story about somebody finding your boxers. Just be who

888
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:04,840
Speaker 1: you are, Brad. Why are you so ashamed of everybody

889
00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:06,400
Speaker 1: finding your personal items?

890
00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 2: I'm not ashamed.

891
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:11,000
Speaker 3: I just I just I just find it, you know,

892
00:48:11,719 --> 00:48:14,600
Speaker 3: I don't know. I just feel like this stuff just

893
00:48:14,680 --> 00:48:15,440
Speaker 3: happened to me.

894
00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:18,880
Speaker 1: Everyone masturbates, most people wear underwear. You're fine, You're a

895
00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:21,560
Speaker 1: part of You're a normal person. I mean, I you know,

896
00:48:21,800 --> 00:48:23,960
Speaker 1: there's worse things for people to find in your garbage.

897
00:48:24,880 --> 00:48:25,600
Speaker 2: How was your tour?

898
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:27,680
Speaker 1: By the way, how is my tour?

899
00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:28,879
Speaker 2: Yeah?

900
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:31,040
Speaker 3: I have been following on Instagram, but it's often to

901
00:48:31,080 --> 00:48:32,239
Speaker 3: see all places you were at.

902
00:48:32,840 --> 00:48:35,719
Speaker 1: Yeah it is, man, it's really cool. I'm done. Now

903
00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:42,759
Speaker 1: I'm back. I'm ready to you know, uh, be depressed.

904
00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:45,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna trying not to. Last night, yesterday.

905
00:48:47,840 --> 00:48:47,880
Speaker 2: Not.

906
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:50,799
Speaker 1: Yesterday on the Eric Andre stream, somebody called I don't

907
00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:52,200
Speaker 1: know if you watched it, but somebody called in to

908
00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:54,360
Speaker 1: tell me that I seem sad a lot. And so

909
00:48:54,640 --> 00:48:56,880
Speaker 1: I'm gonna work on that now, because you know what,

910
00:48:56,960 --> 00:48:58,640
Speaker 1: I'm on tour. I get a little sad when I'm

911
00:48:58,640 --> 00:49:02,200
Speaker 1: on tour, but I I feel like I'm primed to

912
00:49:02,280 --> 00:49:04,800
Speaker 1: get sad now, and I'm gonna try to work on

913
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:08,839
Speaker 1: not doing that so that you know, people don't call

914
00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:10,560
Speaker 1: me out on it as much.

915
00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:11,880
Speaker 2: I feel like you must be.

916
00:49:12,040 --> 00:49:14,080
Speaker 3: I mean, you wouldn't continue doing it if you didn't,

917
00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:16,160
Speaker 3: you know, get joy out of it.

918
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:20,239
Speaker 1: No, I don't. I don't know if that's true. I

919
00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:22,480
Speaker 1: don't know if that. Well, there's here's the problem is

920
00:49:22,560 --> 00:49:26,919
Speaker 1: that is that I get joy out of it sporadically enough.

921
00:49:28,760 --> 00:49:31,400
Speaker 1: Do you know what I'm saying? No, I get that,

922
00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:34,040
Speaker 1: like some days I get joy out of it. In

923
00:49:34,120 --> 00:49:39,800
Speaker 1: other days it's a chore, but you know it's a

924
00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:42,560
Speaker 1: It's I but I've thought about this a lot, Brad Paige,

925
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:44,640
Speaker 1: I don't think I and I don't even say this

926
00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:46,600
Speaker 1: to be like, oh, I don't have anything better to do.

927
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:49,440
Speaker 1: But I don't think I have anything better to do,

928
00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:51,719
Speaker 1: Like this is the best thing I could be doing

929
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:54,600
Speaker 1: with my life and time. Like I don't like when

930
00:49:54,680 --> 00:49:57,880
Speaker 1: I'm eighty years old. This is one this is a

931
00:49:57,960 --> 00:49:59,560
Speaker 1: thing that keeps me going doing this. It's like, when

932
00:49:59,600 --> 00:50:02,719
Speaker 1: I'm eighty years old, there's no way I'm gonna I'm

933
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:04,880
Speaker 1: gonna look back at, you know, all the time that

934
00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:08,839
Speaker 1: I've spent, you know, interacting with and talking to all

935
00:50:08,880 --> 00:50:11,479
Speaker 1: these different people from all over the world, but whether

936
00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:16,120
Speaker 1: it's in person or on the phone and regret that time.

937
00:50:16,400 --> 00:50:18,080
Speaker 1: You know, I'll always look at this as a as

938
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:22,360
Speaker 1: a great use of time. And so there's there's a

939
00:50:22,440 --> 00:50:26,920
Speaker 1: weird sense of security that i have while I'm recording

940
00:50:27,000 --> 00:50:28,960
Speaker 1: these where I'm like, you know, of all the things

941
00:50:29,000 --> 00:50:31,680
Speaker 1: I could be doing, of all the you know, convenience

942
00:50:31,719 --> 00:50:35,439
Speaker 1: stores I could be robbing, or marketing jobs I could

943
00:50:35,440 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 1: be doing for dentists, facebook pages, I think this is

944
00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:42,000
Speaker 1: the best of a thing I could do. I mean,

945
00:50:42,000 --> 00:50:44,520
Speaker 1: I don't know's there's a lot of there's a lot

946
00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:46,560
Speaker 1: of things to do in the world, and you're gonna

947
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:49,480
Speaker 1: get sick. Whatever it is you do, it will eventually

948
00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:53,640
Speaker 1: become a chore of some kind. You know, whether it's

949
00:50:53,840 --> 00:50:58,120
Speaker 1: traveling the world, or getting married to the person you love,

950
00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:02,239
Speaker 1: or any other kind of you know, awesome thing that

951
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,120
Speaker 1: you could do it Eventually, it'll become a chore at

952
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:08,600
Speaker 1: some point. But I have I have, I have faith that,

953
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:11,520
Speaker 1: you know, for however much longer I do what I'm doing,

954
00:51:11,560 --> 00:51:13,680
Speaker 1: which I hope is a long time, I'll look back

955
00:51:13,719 --> 00:51:15,800
Speaker 1: at it and go, that was a good that was

956
00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:17,880
Speaker 1: a good use of a life, you know. I mean,

957
00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:20,640
Speaker 1: hopefully I do lots more things with my life after this.

958
00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:23,840
Speaker 1: I'm not that old, but yeah.

959
00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:27,640
Speaker 3: That's how I feel too, is that it's not just

960
00:51:29,040 --> 00:51:34,200
Speaker 3: your Your podcast ranges from like, you know, people that

961
00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:38,279
Speaker 3: I'm not trying to say this is discredit, but like,

962
00:51:38,840 --> 00:51:42,120
Speaker 3: like you know, I think there are some some listeners

963
00:51:42,160 --> 00:51:44,080
Speaker 3: that like more like me take it for kind of

964
00:51:44,080 --> 00:51:48,400
Speaker 3: the comedic where sometimes you know it there is you know,

965
00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:50,279
Speaker 3: some humor to it, but there's also a lot of

966
00:51:50,280 --> 00:51:54,600
Speaker 3: people that you know, just love the guidance and kind

967
00:51:54,640 --> 00:51:57,479
Speaker 3: of conversations that you have, like what you just said,

968
00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:00,480
Speaker 3: So you really have a wide range of people that

969
00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:04,760
Speaker 3: you know listen for whatever the reason may be. And also,

970
00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:07,400
Speaker 3: I mean, what one thing I really like about you

971
00:52:07,719 --> 00:52:10,960
Speaker 3: get is that like you and I, the people that

972
00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:12,640
Speaker 3: you have on your shows are people that I have

973
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:15,960
Speaker 3: always been huge fans of, like Tim I High Deecker,

974
00:52:16,480 --> 00:52:20,800
Speaker 3: Eric Andre, Like just it's and I only think of

975
00:52:21,160 --> 00:52:23,920
Speaker 3: how I would feel getting to meet people that are,

976
00:52:24,320 --> 00:52:27,360
Speaker 3: you know, huge icons. I guess you could say, so

977
00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:28,799
Speaker 3: that's awesome for you as well.

978
00:52:29,960 --> 00:52:32,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, those guys, those guys are cool guys. Man, it

979
00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:37,760
Speaker 1: really wasn't honor. Like, you know, if if my thirteen

980
00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:40,880
Speaker 1: year old, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen year old self know I

981
00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:43,320
Speaker 1: was doing all that, I mean, his his dick would explode.

982
00:52:44,680 --> 00:52:48,040
Speaker 1: So it's it's really cool. It's really cool, and you know,

983
00:52:48,120 --> 00:52:49,880
Speaker 1: I look at those things and I'm grateful for them,

984
00:52:49,920 --> 00:52:52,600
Speaker 1: and I think they're awesome, but I also am like,

985
00:52:54,840 --> 00:52:57,480
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's weird, Like I look at them, like,

986
00:52:58,000 --> 00:52:59,640
Speaker 1: oh man, that was a really cool I take a

987
00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:03,000
Speaker 1: second right and I'm like, oh man, you know, that

988
00:53:03,160 --> 00:53:04,879
Speaker 1: was a really cool moment. That would blow the dick

989
00:53:04,960 --> 00:53:07,239
Speaker 1: off my you know, seventeen year old self and and

990
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:09,600
Speaker 1: all that stuff, and I'm grateful for it. And in

991
00:53:09,680 --> 00:53:12,800
Speaker 1: the moment, I'm I'm very excited and and it's awesome.

992
00:53:14,800 --> 00:53:16,200
Speaker 1: But then I have this thing where I'm like and

993
00:53:16,360 --> 00:53:19,680
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't like to I live either. Like,

994
00:53:20,040 --> 00:53:23,359
Speaker 1: if I live either, I want to say I live

995
00:53:25,680 --> 00:53:27,759
Speaker 1: half the time in the future and half the time

996
00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:30,160
Speaker 1: in the present. I don't want to Sayeah, maybe maybe

997
00:53:30,200 --> 00:53:32,560
Speaker 1: that maybe I'm being a little more generous about the present,

998
00:53:32,719 --> 00:53:36,600
Speaker 1: But I don't I like you Like, I'm always like, well, well,

999
00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:38,680
Speaker 1: what the fuck have I done with my life today?

1000
00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 2: You know?

1001
00:53:39,719 --> 00:53:42,600
Speaker 1: Like, even if I have an accomplishment, like finishing a tour,

1002
00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:45,560
Speaker 1: getting somebody I really look up to on the stream,

1003
00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:50,759
Speaker 1: I'm always like, you know, the excitement of it, I'm like,

1004
00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:55,160
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't celebrate, you know, I'm like, oh,

1005
00:53:55,200 --> 00:53:56,719
Speaker 1: what am I going to do tomorrow?

1006
00:53:58,880 --> 00:53:59,239
Speaker 2: For sure?

1007
00:54:01,120 --> 00:54:04,000
Speaker 1: And maybe that's why that woman on the Eric Streame

1008
00:54:04,080 --> 00:54:07,120
Speaker 1: told me that I seemed sad. I really took her

1009
00:54:07,560 --> 00:54:09,560
Speaker 1: because she was cool. I really took I mean. And

1010
00:54:09,640 --> 00:54:11,360
Speaker 1: she also told me she listens to the podcast. So

1011
00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:14,000
Speaker 1: I'm like, well, if a person that listens to me

1012
00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:19,360
Speaker 1: talk for multiple hours a week, you know I have

1013
00:54:19,600 --> 00:54:21,640
Speaker 1: I have faith in what they have to say about

1014
00:54:21,719 --> 00:54:26,399
Speaker 1: my character and emotions. I respect their point of view,

1015
00:54:26,480 --> 00:54:28,239
Speaker 1: and so if she says that I'm sad. I take

1016
00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:30,040
Speaker 1: that to heart. So I'm working on that.

1017
00:54:31,239 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 3: Well, like I said, I mean that's just one person

1018
00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:39,719
Speaker 3: of the thousands and thousands of listeners. I mean, you know, yeah,

1019
00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:43,839
Speaker 3: well I I certainly mean that. I mean I can

1020
00:54:44,400 --> 00:54:47,719
Speaker 3: I know you have just like so much you know,

1021
00:54:47,840 --> 00:54:50,279
Speaker 3: social media and everybody like me that just loved all

1022
00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:52,640
Speaker 3: your content and just everything that that you put out.

1023
00:54:53,719 --> 00:54:55,359
Speaker 1: Thanks, Brad. You know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna

1024
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:58,359
Speaker 1: make a gecko butthole flashlight just for you and then

1025
00:54:58,719 --> 00:55:00,759
Speaker 1: well you can actually get you can gift that one

1026
00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:03,040
Speaker 1: to your dad as a present instead of finding it

1027
00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:03,680
Speaker 1: in the trash.

1028
00:55:04,160 --> 00:55:05,960
Speaker 3: That I'm sure you really appreciate that.

1029
00:55:07,800 --> 00:55:12,200
Speaker 1: Thanks Brad, You're a cool guy. You're definitely you had

1030
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:14,319
Speaker 1: a very memorable story that night, that whole that whole

1031
00:55:14,400 --> 00:55:19,359
Speaker 1: night in Saint Louis was really fun. But well, thanks man,

1032
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:21,320
Speaker 1: thanks for letting thanks for letting me rant to you.

1033
00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:23,319
Speaker 1: I appreciate. I feel like I don't get to rant

1034
00:55:23,400 --> 00:55:26,560
Speaker 1: myself that often, so thanks thanks for giving me the time.

1035
00:55:27,600 --> 00:55:28,080
Speaker 2: You got it.

1036
00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:31,279
Speaker 1: I think you want to say the people the computer.

1037
00:55:31,080 --> 00:55:36,560
Speaker 3: Before we go, just I don't know, support support lyle

1038
00:55:36,600 --> 00:55:41,239
Speaker 3: the get go, you know, it's it's the content that

1039
00:55:41,360 --> 00:55:42,120
Speaker 3: keeps giving back.

1040
00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:43,719
Speaker 2: It's the type of stuff.

1041
00:55:43,440 --> 00:55:45,920
Speaker 3: Whenever you have a rough day or just might be

1042
00:55:46,040 --> 00:55:47,959
Speaker 3: on your way to work and need a quick listen.

1043
00:55:48,160 --> 00:55:51,040
Speaker 3: Like I don't know, I think everybody just needs those

1044
00:55:51,280 --> 00:55:55,520
Speaker 3: little outlets of things that never there's never one show

1045
00:55:55,600 --> 00:55:57,520
Speaker 3: that's the same as the other, but you never know

1046
00:55:57,560 --> 00:56:00,560
Speaker 3: what you're gonna get in you just that's a great guy,

1047
00:56:00,800 --> 00:56:03,040
Speaker 3: because like, not many people that would go on tour

1048
00:56:03,480 --> 00:56:05,480
Speaker 3: actually would talk to me like this, So I really

1049
00:56:05,520 --> 00:56:06,040
Speaker 3: appreciate it.

1050
00:56:07,040 --> 00:56:10,520
Speaker 1: Thanks, Brad. You're fucking cool. I wish the people at

1051
00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:13,000
Speaker 1: home could could see what you look like, because this

1052
00:56:13,239 --> 00:56:15,520
Speaker 1: is something about I remember how you look. I don't

1053
00:56:15,560 --> 00:56:17,480
Speaker 1: just remember. I don't just remember. I remember everything about you.

1054
00:56:17,840 --> 00:56:22,640
Speaker 1: You looked a little bit like I was about to

1055
00:56:22,680 --> 00:56:25,160
Speaker 1: say Peter Griffin from Family Guy, but you're not. You

1056
00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:26,920
Speaker 1: were you were skinnier than that.

1057
00:56:28,520 --> 00:56:29,279
Speaker 2: Well I appreciate that.

1058
00:56:29,440 --> 00:56:32,000
Speaker 1: Thank you. Okay, I love you, Brad. Thanks for calling.

1059
00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:33,799
Speaker 3: All right, talk to you later.

1060
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:40,759
Speaker 1: Brad Page is a fucking legend. Hello, folks, it's Lyle here.

1061
00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:44,520
Speaker 1: That's the end of this episode. But get this, I'm

1062
00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:49,360
Speaker 1: releasing a bonus episode this week. That's right, an entire

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1067
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1068
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Speaker 1: members only streams, and they help support my ability to

1069
00:57:13,880 --> 00:57:17,480
Speaker 1: continue doing this podcast. So here's a clip from this

1070
00:57:17,680 --> 00:57:21,200
Speaker 1: week's members only bonus episode. You texted me and you

1071
00:57:21,360 --> 00:57:25,360
Speaker 1: said that you work at a company that sells chicken

1072
00:57:25,760 --> 00:57:29,480
Speaker 1: that is known for being holy, but there is some

1073
00:57:29,720 --> 00:57:33,520
Speaker 1: stuff going on that people do not see. Now I

1074
00:57:33,720 --> 00:57:37,520
Speaker 1: have in my head, what chicken company this sounds like,

1075
00:57:38,200 --> 00:57:40,480
Speaker 1: So tell us more about what goes on at this

1076
00:57:40,680 --> 00:57:41,400
Speaker 1: chicken company.

1077
00:57:41,760 --> 00:57:44,280
Speaker 2: Most of the people I work with do like cocaine

1078
00:57:44,320 --> 00:57:46,440
Speaker 2: and heroin and the bad drugs.

1079
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:49,400
Speaker 1: Man. You know what's crazy, though, I'll say this about

1080
00:57:49,480 --> 00:57:51,200
Speaker 1: Chick fil A. I know we're talking about Chick fil A.

1081
00:57:51,520 --> 00:57:54,680
Speaker 1: The crazy thing about Chick fil A is that they've

1082
00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:59,080
Speaker 1: managed to keep a stand and this is just free

1083
00:57:59,120 --> 00:58:03,080
Speaker 1: advertising for chick fuck it, and they've they've done horrible things.

1084
00:58:03,360 --> 00:58:06,840
Speaker 1: By the way, Also, Chick fil A they've managed to

1085
00:58:08,360 --> 00:58:12,840
Speaker 1: keep a fantastic standard of quality. If you want to

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