1 00:00:05,200 --> 00:00:07,840 Speaker 1: Hey, this is Annie and Samantha. I'm welcome to Steph. 2 00:00:07,840 --> 00:00:18,599 Speaker 1: I never told your production of I Heart Radio. So 3 00:00:18,800 --> 00:00:22,320 Speaker 1: before we get into this one quick content warning. We 4 00:00:22,400 --> 00:00:25,680 Speaker 1: are going to be discussing issues around weight, weight loss, 5 00:00:25,960 --> 00:00:29,800 Speaker 1: fad diets um, and some violence, some grief. Not so 6 00:00:29,920 --> 00:00:32,440 Speaker 1: much on those last two, but the first three like 7 00:00:32,520 --> 00:00:35,639 Speaker 1: weight weight loss a lot. So if that's something that's 8 00:00:35,680 --> 00:00:38,680 Speaker 1: triggering for you, or especially now when we're in the 9 00:00:38,680 --> 00:00:41,520 Speaker 1: time of resolutions and and a lot of those often 10 00:00:41,560 --> 00:00:46,000 Speaker 1: do involve dieting and weight uh, then I would probably 11 00:00:46,840 --> 00:00:49,840 Speaker 1: skip this one, or at least skip the first half. 12 00:00:50,200 --> 00:00:53,159 Speaker 1: The first half, yes, because we are doing something interesting 13 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:56,520 Speaker 1: today where we're talking about two short stories that really 14 00:00:56,520 --> 00:01:00,320 Speaker 1: had a big impact on me when I is younger, 15 00:01:00,360 --> 00:01:02,960 Speaker 1: and I guess now because I still think about them. Um, 16 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:06,040 Speaker 1: and we'll talk more about that in a second. But Samantha, 17 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:08,480 Speaker 1: do you have any short stories that you read in 18 00:01:08,720 --> 00:01:10,800 Speaker 1: high school or just when you were younger that really 19 00:01:10,880 --> 00:01:14,360 Speaker 1: stuck with you? Yeah, the ones that traumatized me were 20 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:17,160 Speaker 1: the ones that I remember the most. Rose a Rose 21 00:01:17,240 --> 00:01:19,640 Speaker 1: for Emily I told you about, which is the William 22 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:22,399 Speaker 1: Faulkner one that I was like, what is this, and 23 00:01:22,440 --> 00:01:25,720 Speaker 1: then um, a good man is hard to find, which 24 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:30,039 Speaker 1: is the Flannie O'Connor, And I've actually really went through 25 00:01:30,120 --> 00:01:32,840 Speaker 1: all of her short collection because she's a Georgia person 26 00:01:32,920 --> 00:01:34,480 Speaker 1: and so I felt like I needed to connect and 27 00:01:34,520 --> 00:01:37,480 Speaker 1: I love Southern Gothic like that is probably some some 28 00:01:37,560 --> 00:01:42,679 Speaker 1: of my favorite genre books. Like Flanny O'Connor, she's okay 29 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:45,679 Speaker 1: at all, But Carson mccullor's was my person um and 30 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:49,800 Speaker 1: love her stories, so things like that really got into it. 31 00:01:49,920 --> 00:01:52,040 Speaker 1: But I those were the ones that pierced my brain 32 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:56,120 Speaker 1: the most of like what is happening? Why did I 33 00:01:56,240 --> 00:02:00,600 Speaker 1: read this? Why? Like that? Typically, and I guess it's 34 00:02:00,600 --> 00:02:02,400 Speaker 1: probably a sign of a great book. And that's the 35 00:02:02,440 --> 00:02:04,880 Speaker 1: same thing I've always said. It's like, yes, I hate them, 36 00:02:04,920 --> 00:02:07,200 Speaker 1: but they are amazing writers because they are the worst 37 00:02:07,240 --> 00:02:09,480 Speaker 1: for putting this in my head and I can't let 38 00:02:09,480 --> 00:02:12,519 Speaker 1: it go. So those two short stories stick with me 39 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:16,000 Speaker 1: the most. From high school. I do love a good novella, 40 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:20,120 Speaker 1: so like hash mccallers has a couple of really good 41 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:24,160 Speaker 1: short novellas. I also read of Mice and Men in 42 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:28,440 Speaker 1: middle school and cried for three days very much, But 43 00:02:28,560 --> 00:02:30,080 Speaker 1: I do love s time back as well, who was 44 00:02:30,120 --> 00:02:32,560 Speaker 1: not necessarily a Southern Gothic but was kind of in 45 00:02:32,600 --> 00:02:40,160 Speaker 1: that time frame. So those are the stories that I remember. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 46 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:44,040 Speaker 1: I I was thinking about this because we're today we're 47 00:02:44,080 --> 00:02:46,520 Speaker 1: talking about one that I imagine most of you haven't 48 00:02:46,560 --> 00:02:49,839 Speaker 1: heard of, called Lose Now Pay Later. I've never heard 49 00:02:49,840 --> 00:02:52,360 Speaker 1: of the story. Me and my friends we read it 50 00:02:52,400 --> 00:02:54,880 Speaker 1: in ninth grade, I think, and we still talk about it, 51 00:02:55,160 --> 00:02:58,240 Speaker 1: and then we're talking about Neo Gaiman's The Problem with Susan, 52 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:02,480 Speaker 1: The Problem of Susan, excuse me, And I do think 53 00:03:02,560 --> 00:03:06,480 Speaker 1: it's really fascinating that when I there were a lot 54 00:03:06,520 --> 00:03:08,760 Speaker 1: of literature stories that I read, short stories I read 55 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:11,600 Speaker 1: in literature class that I it's they stuck out to 56 00:03:11,639 --> 00:03:14,799 Speaker 1: me and I remember them to this day. And when 57 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:18,160 Speaker 1: I was in tenth grade, we did a whole section 58 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:21,280 Speaker 1: on religious stories from around the world, and that actually 59 00:03:21,320 --> 00:03:24,920 Speaker 1: had a huge impact on me and my because I 60 00:03:24,960 --> 00:03:26,800 Speaker 1: grew up very religious, but I was kind of stepping 61 00:03:26,840 --> 00:03:29,400 Speaker 1: away and that was part of that where I was like, 62 00:03:29,560 --> 00:03:32,920 Speaker 1: this story is essentially the same as Noah's Ark, and 63 00:03:32,960 --> 00:03:36,480 Speaker 1: it was written way earlier, as being very like logical 64 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:39,880 Speaker 1: about it and annoying about it. But yeah, and then 65 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:41,760 Speaker 1: there was another story that I still think of it 66 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:44,200 Speaker 1: to this day. I can't remember like any of the 67 00:03:44,240 --> 00:03:50,280 Speaker 1: details other than the main character was kind of he 68 00:03:50,360 --> 00:03:52,800 Speaker 1: was a male teenager and he was kind of a jerk, 69 00:03:52,800 --> 00:03:54,240 Speaker 1: and he kind of went out and did all this 70 00:03:54,360 --> 00:03:57,480 Speaker 1: stuff and cut his family out and really burnt them, 71 00:03:57,560 --> 00:04:01,120 Speaker 1: left them burnt. And then he went through all this 72 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:04,240 Speaker 1: like trauma, and he came back and the family just 73 00:04:04,280 --> 00:04:06,160 Speaker 1: accepted him and they were so happy to see him again. 74 00:04:06,200 --> 00:04:09,520 Speaker 1: And I just remember for some reason that really stuck 75 00:04:09,520 --> 00:04:13,760 Speaker 1: with me. Another one, Harrison Bergeron, which was written by 76 00:04:13,800 --> 00:04:19,000 Speaker 1: Kurt Vonnegut in e I reread it. It's really short, 77 00:04:19,440 --> 00:04:21,800 Speaker 1: just kind of because I found it online when I 78 00:04:21,839 --> 00:04:24,360 Speaker 1: was doing the research for this, and it's got a 79 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:26,479 Speaker 1: lot of interesting stuff in there that might be a 80 00:04:26,520 --> 00:04:28,599 Speaker 1: maybe we'll come back if we ever do another short 81 00:04:28,680 --> 00:04:32,160 Speaker 1: story thing again, We'll say. Kurt vonnegut short stories are 82 00:04:32,279 --> 00:04:36,599 Speaker 1: so different from his uh novels that it threw me 83 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:38,839 Speaker 1: when I first read it, because I was expecting one thing, 84 00:04:39,120 --> 00:04:41,000 Speaker 1: but I loved it. I was like, wait, it was 85 00:04:41,040 --> 00:04:44,400 Speaker 1: almost reminiscent of Truman Capote and his short stories as 86 00:04:44,440 --> 00:04:47,560 Speaker 1: well that I was like, wait, wait what, But I 87 00:04:47,640 --> 00:04:49,600 Speaker 1: know that's not the case necessarily because they are very 88 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:53,000 Speaker 1: different styles, very beautiful in each of us way. But 89 00:04:53,120 --> 00:04:56,560 Speaker 1: I really enjoyed his store stories. It did go more 90 00:04:56,600 --> 00:04:59,560 Speaker 1: into that literary world that I knew because I'm not 91 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:02,600 Speaker 1: a big I five fan, and honestly, I don't think 92 00:05:02,600 --> 00:05:05,000 Speaker 1: Hart Boyet is super sci fi. He does have the 93 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:08,200 Speaker 1: futuristic vibe to everything he does, and that's why I 94 00:05:08,200 --> 00:05:10,680 Speaker 1: think I like his stuff and I think he's hilarious. 95 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:14,200 Speaker 1: But his actual short stories are very reminiscent to the 96 00:05:14,279 --> 00:05:17,560 Speaker 1: literary works to me of Trim and Caponi is like 97 00:05:17,640 --> 00:05:22,920 Speaker 1: kind of very lyrical. Yeah, way, but don't get me started. 98 00:05:23,200 --> 00:05:25,800 Speaker 1: I want to get you started. Oh my gosh, it 99 00:05:25,880 --> 00:05:28,919 Speaker 1: was so fun. Yeah. No, I really enjoyed it and 100 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:31,480 Speaker 1: I'm glad I reread it. And yeah, there's just a 101 00:05:31,520 --> 00:05:33,279 Speaker 1: lot of stuff we can talk about now, especially in 102 00:05:33,279 --> 00:05:39,000 Speaker 1: our modern context, because it is very fascinating to me 103 00:05:39,240 --> 00:05:41,200 Speaker 1: to read a story that's set in the future when 104 00:05:41,240 --> 00:05:45,960 Speaker 1: we're kind of approaching that date, Um, right, where are 105 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:48,800 Speaker 1: we when it comes to that, which is a good 106 00:05:48,880 --> 00:05:53,080 Speaker 1: segue into the first story we're going to read, Well, 107 00:05:53,120 --> 00:05:55,240 Speaker 1: not read that we read and we're going to talk about, 108 00:05:55,640 --> 00:05:58,640 Speaker 1: which you can find for free online. And it is 109 00:05:58,680 --> 00:06:03,120 Speaker 1: called dues Now Pay Later. So yes, I did. I 110 00:06:03,160 --> 00:06:06,760 Speaker 1: read this in ninth grade literature. It's by Carol Farley. 111 00:06:06,920 --> 00:06:10,480 Speaker 1: I think it was published, but it was surprisingly hard 112 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:12,000 Speaker 1: to check down. I guess it's just like me and 113 00:06:12,040 --> 00:06:15,159 Speaker 1: my friend group that remember this story so well. I 114 00:06:15,279 --> 00:06:18,440 Speaker 1: like it. Yeah, it's definitely got some language we get 115 00:06:18,480 --> 00:06:21,320 Speaker 1: in trouble for using on this podcast, like crazy and 116 00:06:21,440 --> 00:06:24,240 Speaker 1: dumb in it um. And I couldn't find too much 117 00:06:24,279 --> 00:06:27,080 Speaker 1: about the author, but he's hoping she isn't a terrible 118 00:06:27,200 --> 00:06:32,560 Speaker 1: human being. But me and my friends, yeah, we talked 119 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:36,839 Speaker 1: about the story pretty frequently. And since it's all about 120 00:06:36,839 --> 00:06:40,080 Speaker 1: fat diets gone really really wrong, we thought it was 121 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:43,640 Speaker 1: sort of appropriate, um for all this New Year, New 122 00:06:43,680 --> 00:06:47,640 Speaker 1: You messaging. And let's get into the plot. So it 123 00:06:47,760 --> 00:06:51,160 Speaker 1: is about two girls, Deb and trenja Um and I'm 124 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:53,240 Speaker 1: guessing on how to pronounce that it's t r I 125 00:06:53,760 --> 00:06:57,159 Speaker 1: in j A. And they they encounter this news store 126 00:06:57,200 --> 00:06:59,720 Speaker 1: at a mall selling something called swooties. And this is 127 00:06:59,760 --> 00:07:03,200 Speaker 1: another reason I think it's probably correct, because it feels 128 00:07:03,279 --> 00:07:06,720 Speaker 1: very nineties to me, so the shop sounds like the 129 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:10,760 Speaker 1: fanciest frozen yogurt shop you've ever heard of. And yeah, 130 00:07:11,360 --> 00:07:14,800 Speaker 1: it reminds me of the fro yo trend which was 131 00:07:14,880 --> 00:07:17,800 Speaker 1: taking off in the in the ninety nineties in America. 132 00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:22,640 Speaker 1: UM so, very bright, very clean, but no employees in sight. 133 00:07:23,040 --> 00:07:26,200 Speaker 1: There's a sign inside the shop that reads sweets plus 134 00:07:26,280 --> 00:07:30,240 Speaker 1: goodies equals swooties. I'm pronouncing it swooties, but I guess 135 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:34,559 Speaker 1: it would be I'm saying swooties. I'm sticking with it. 136 00:07:36,400 --> 00:07:40,600 Speaker 1: Um Suties came in a variety of flavors peanut butter crunch, 137 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 1: butter rump, pecan, coconut, almond, marshmallow, and chocolate nut mint. 138 00:07:45,480 --> 00:07:49,840 Speaker 1: And best of all, they were free. I feel like 139 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:52,440 Speaker 1: those flavors are very adult flavors because as a kid, 140 00:07:52,520 --> 00:07:54,680 Speaker 1: I would never go for the coconut almond. I would 141 00:07:54,680 --> 00:07:58,360 Speaker 1: be like, what what is this? I might, but it 142 00:07:58,400 --> 00:08:01,520 Speaker 1: would be for the cocon not the almond, if that 143 00:08:01,560 --> 00:08:06,600 Speaker 1: makes sense. I so like butter fudge crunch, even though like, yeah, 144 00:08:06,720 --> 00:08:09,760 Speaker 1: that sounds like it would be a lot more child friendly. 145 00:08:09,800 --> 00:08:14,520 Speaker 1: But whatever. So deb the narrator is suspicious, a little 146 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:17,320 Speaker 1: on edge about how bright and um empty the story 147 00:08:17,480 --> 00:08:21,160 Speaker 1: is and doubtful that they are truly free is really 148 00:08:21,160 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 1: excited about it, though so deb mentioned she's on a 149 00:08:24,240 --> 00:08:28,360 Speaker 1: diet and it is therefore always thinking about food. The 150 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:32,080 Speaker 1: smell lures them in and they try some from the 151 00:08:32,160 --> 00:08:36,320 Speaker 1: automated machine that dispenses a chocolate covered cone and then 152 00:08:36,320 --> 00:08:40,000 Speaker 1: a swirl of something with a similar consistency to a 153 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:41,920 Speaker 1: soft serve, which, by the way, I still can't quite 154 00:08:41,920 --> 00:08:45,800 Speaker 1: grasp this um. By all accounts, they're delicious, and they 155 00:08:45,960 --> 00:08:50,520 Speaker 1: repair try every flavor before leaving trene of vowing to 156 00:08:50,559 --> 00:08:52,520 Speaker 1: diet for a whole year to make up for it. 157 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:55,800 Speaker 1: As they exit, they tell others passing by to go 158 00:08:55,920 --> 00:08:58,679 Speaker 1: and try some. Yes. So this is the thing we 159 00:08:58,679 --> 00:09:02,720 Speaker 1: talked about the most, is the descriptions of how good 160 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:05,839 Speaker 1: they taste like. We still think about how good they 161 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:10,920 Speaker 1: sounded quest we want them. So here's a quote. Swooties 162 00:09:10,920 --> 00:09:13,400 Speaker 1: aren't cold like ice cream, are warm like cooked pudding, 163 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:16,080 Speaker 1: but they are blending of both in temperature and texture. 164 00:09:16,320 --> 00:09:18,840 Speaker 1: The flavor melts instantly, and your whole mouth and brain 165 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:21,679 Speaker 1: are flooded with taste and impressions. Like the first foodie 166 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:25,520 Speaker 1: I tried coconut almond marshmallow. Suddenly, as my mouth separated 167 00:09:25,559 --> 00:09:29,000 Speaker 1: the individual taste, my brain bursted into memories associated with 168 00:09:29,080 --> 00:09:31,280 Speaker 1: each flavor. I felt as if I were lying on 169 00:09:31,320 --> 00:09:34,440 Speaker 1: a warm beach, all covered with coconut suntan oil. Then 170 00:09:34,480 --> 00:09:36,640 Speaker 1: I heard myself giggling and singing as a group of 171 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:39,800 Speaker 1: us roasted marshmallows around a campfire. Then I lived the 172 00:09:39,840 --> 00:09:42,600 Speaker 1: long ago moments of biting into the special Christmas cookies 173 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:46,440 Speaker 1: with almonds my grandmother made when I was little. And 174 00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:48,200 Speaker 1: that's something we have talked about, is this kind of 175 00:09:48,200 --> 00:09:51,840 Speaker 1: nostalgia of of food and how powerful that can be. 176 00:09:52,840 --> 00:09:58,080 Speaker 1: So Yeah, Swooties take off, and despite achieving widespread popularity, 177 00:09:58,240 --> 00:10:02,040 Speaker 1: the product remains free. Um. People are so excited about 178 00:10:02,080 --> 00:10:05,920 Speaker 1: swooties that nobody really asked any questions about it. Um, 179 00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:09,080 Speaker 1: someone was paying the rent and the product was determined 180 00:10:09,120 --> 00:10:12,640 Speaker 1: to be safe for human consumption. People aligned up to 181 00:10:12,640 --> 00:10:15,520 Speaker 1: get their hands on some swooties, and the machines never 182 00:10:15,559 --> 00:10:19,280 Speaker 1: seemed to run out, and everyone who partakes starts to 183 00:10:19,360 --> 00:10:23,040 Speaker 1: gain weight. UM. Trenja and Deb complain about it, knowing 184 00:10:23,080 --> 00:10:26,200 Speaker 1: the swooties are to blame, leading Deb to ask aloud, 185 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:28,680 Speaker 1: if only there was some easy way to eat all 186 00:10:28,679 --> 00:10:32,480 Speaker 1: the swooties we want and still not gain any weight. Well, 187 00:10:33,480 --> 00:10:37,200 Speaker 1: ask and you shall receive. Deb almost immediately notices a 188 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:40,240 Speaker 1: new fixture in the mall parking lot. A tall, white 189 00:10:40,320 --> 00:10:44,280 Speaker 1: telephone booth sized box flashing light next to it reads 190 00:10:44,720 --> 00:10:48,320 Speaker 1: the Slimmer um and a thin, tan, short woman with 191 00:10:48,360 --> 00:10:51,760 Speaker 1: a quote strange sounding voice is standing outside of it, 192 00:10:51,800 --> 00:10:54,040 Speaker 1: telling the girls that it is a machine to make 193 00:10:54,080 --> 00:10:57,560 Speaker 1: you slimmer, that if they step inside, they'll lose unwanted fat. 194 00:10:58,040 --> 00:11:01,800 Speaker 1: Deb has taken aback at this woman's confidence, knowing that quote. 195 00:11:02,160 --> 00:11:07,120 Speaker 1: In the old days, people believed they could lose weight quickly, 196 00:11:07,160 --> 00:11:11,679 Speaker 1: but in twenty one they weren't that gullible that they 197 00:11:11,720 --> 00:11:14,520 Speaker 1: knew fat diets don't work and that's fat. The woman 198 00:11:14,559 --> 00:11:17,160 Speaker 1: explains that it is a new process and that instant 199 00:11:17,160 --> 00:11:21,520 Speaker 1: removal of fat costs twenty five yen per pound. Was 200 00:11:21,559 --> 00:11:27,040 Speaker 1: this supposed to be based in China or no, so Japan? 201 00:11:27,240 --> 00:11:30,079 Speaker 1: So I think because of the time it was written, 202 00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:33,600 Speaker 1: Japan was a big economic power, and that's actually one 203 00:11:33,640 --> 00:11:37,160 Speaker 1: of the reasons we see so many damaging stereotypes Asian 204 00:11:37,200 --> 00:11:41,720 Speaker 1: stereotypes and eighties nineties movies was to kind of combat 205 00:11:41,800 --> 00:11:44,000 Speaker 1: that so I think because of when this was written, 206 00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:51,160 Speaker 1: she was imagining that in the future, Japan was the power. Yeah, 207 00:11:51,280 --> 00:11:53,240 Speaker 1: I mean he also thought that way too. I think 208 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:56,240 Speaker 1: that it was more China at that point in his books, 209 00:11:56,280 --> 00:11:59,280 Speaker 1: but that they would be in power in future, which 210 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:03,120 Speaker 1: movie we an't not um though, they are both dubious 211 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:06,000 Speaker 1: that the woman's confidence convinces Death to give it a go, 212 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:09,640 Speaker 1: digging up a hundred thirty yen literally, they just say, well, 213 00:12:09,679 --> 00:12:11,000 Speaker 1: I mean, how much money do you have? And the 214 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:13,160 Speaker 1: woman pushes it, takes some money and pushes the men, 215 00:12:14,160 --> 00:12:16,960 Speaker 1: and the woman pushes Deb inside the booth, slams the 216 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:19,800 Speaker 1: door behind her. There's a humming sound, and before Deb 217 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:22,959 Speaker 1: can scream, Trenja opens the door, yelling at the woman 218 00:12:23,000 --> 00:12:25,880 Speaker 1: when she says that five pounds are gone. In a daze, 219 00:12:26,679 --> 00:12:30,040 Speaker 1: Dev says her jeans feel loose, but Trenja says it's 220 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:33,440 Speaker 1: in her all in her imagination. However, when Deb wastes herself, 221 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:37,680 Speaker 1: it turns out to be true. So yes Excited, the 222 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:40,320 Speaker 1: girls scrounge up as much money as they can and 223 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:44,400 Speaker 1: head back to the mall. The woman reveals, for every 224 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:47,600 Speaker 1: ten pounds you lose because you know make trenjeted more 225 00:12:48,000 --> 00:12:51,440 Speaker 1: than just five, she has to prick your wrist, leaving 226 00:12:51,480 --> 00:12:56,400 Speaker 1: behind a tiny little mark for quote safety reasons. Um 227 00:12:56,440 --> 00:12:59,080 Speaker 1: and the girls are so relieved at the weight loss 228 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:01,880 Speaker 1: and the prospect of never having to diet again they 229 00:13:01,880 --> 00:13:07,200 Speaker 1: accept this without question. Yes, and soon after slimmers start 230 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:10,760 Speaker 1: appearing all over the world right next to swootie stores. 231 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:14,520 Speaker 1: Everyone loves them, and the population at large gets skinnier. 232 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:18,040 Speaker 1: Some people have four or five pin pricks around their 233 00:13:18,080 --> 00:13:21,640 Speaker 1: wrist um, but no one really understands how the machines work. 234 00:13:21,840 --> 00:13:25,319 Speaker 1: The machine attendants, who are all just kind of slightly off, 235 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:28,920 Speaker 1: will explain it, but it's too technical to really understand, 236 00:13:29,280 --> 00:13:31,720 Speaker 1: and in the words of Trenja, people really didn't care 237 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:34,160 Speaker 1: how they worked because it meant they could eat swooties 238 00:13:34,160 --> 00:13:36,959 Speaker 1: all day long and not gain an ounce, and that's 239 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:43,000 Speaker 1: what mattered. Everyone seems to love swooties and slimmers, except 240 00:13:43,360 --> 00:13:47,040 Speaker 1: for Deb's ten year old brother, Trevor. He theorizes that 241 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:51,920 Speaker 1: they are the plot of aliens from outer space who 242 00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:54,520 Speaker 1: are plumping people up with swooties and then harvesting the 243 00:13:54,559 --> 00:13:58,080 Speaker 1: fact collected from slimmers for fuel. That once the dots 244 00:13:58,160 --> 00:14:02,280 Speaker 1: circle someone's risk completely will be cold, their fat content 245 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:07,319 Speaker 1: no longer a value, of course, deb and Trenja dismiss him, 246 00:14:07,360 --> 00:14:10,560 Speaker 1: deb thinking quote, humans would never sacrifice their freedom and 247 00:14:10,559 --> 00:14:12,920 Speaker 1: dignity just so they could eat and still be thin. 248 00:14:13,320 --> 00:14:16,000 Speaker 1: Even aliens ought to know that. I could quit eating 249 00:14:16,040 --> 00:14:19,040 Speaker 1: suoties and using those slimmers anytime I want. But all 250 00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:21,560 Speaker 1: those little blue marks Trencha and I have are beginning 251 00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:24,600 Speaker 1: to look like delicate tattooed bracelets, and we both think 252 00:14:24,640 --> 00:14:36,000 Speaker 1: they'd look really neat on our wrist. And that's the end. Yeah, 253 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:40,400 Speaker 1: So it was interesting to reread this because it's been 254 00:14:41,360 --> 00:14:45,040 Speaker 1: what two decades almost since I read it, and I 255 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:48,920 Speaker 1: could I couldn't find it, and it why. One night 256 00:14:48,960 --> 00:14:51,200 Speaker 1: I just was determined to find it, and I think 257 00:14:51,240 --> 00:14:53,680 Speaker 1: I texted you about it. Then I was like, we 258 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:57,520 Speaker 1: gotta talk about this, um. But one thing in there 259 00:14:58,520 --> 00:15:01,360 Speaker 1: I kind of wanted to talk about um because I 260 00:15:01,760 --> 00:15:06,840 Speaker 1: moll culture is kind of dying, has been dying. But 261 00:15:07,040 --> 00:15:10,640 Speaker 1: when I was growing up, this was a thing. You 262 00:15:10,640 --> 00:15:14,000 Speaker 1: you go to the mall, you'd get your your frozen 263 00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:18,080 Speaker 1: yogurt or whatever it was, and there's just so much 264 00:15:19,520 --> 00:15:23,440 Speaker 1: The pretzels are so good yes, I know exactly what 265 00:15:23,480 --> 00:15:26,880 Speaker 1: you're talking about. I love them too. Um. Oh yeah, 266 00:15:27,080 --> 00:15:29,040 Speaker 1: and you would kind of hang out with your friends 267 00:15:29,040 --> 00:15:32,040 Speaker 1: and do this um And I think probably in middle 268 00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:35,640 Speaker 1: school to high school I would. I would hang out 269 00:15:35,640 --> 00:15:37,720 Speaker 1: with friends at the mall sometimes. But you know, we 270 00:15:37,800 --> 00:15:39,360 Speaker 1: both grew up in small towns, so this was a 271 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:44,680 Speaker 1: big endeavor, like you had to get out. Yeah, it 272 00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:48,440 Speaker 1: was like at least an hour away to get to 273 00:15:48,560 --> 00:15:54,320 Speaker 1: a mall. But I do think throughout this and even 274 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:58,840 Speaker 1: we just see it everywhere, is this kind of fad 275 00:15:58,840 --> 00:16:05,160 Speaker 1: diet ida, this diet culture thing, this fat phobia of 276 00:16:06,800 --> 00:16:12,800 Speaker 1: people wanting to to eat these delicious sounding things but 277 00:16:12,920 --> 00:16:16,280 Speaker 1: not wanting to gain any weight from it. And I 278 00:16:17,040 --> 00:16:21,360 Speaker 1: don't think I've ever done a fad diet per se, 279 00:16:21,440 --> 00:16:26,920 Speaker 1: but I've dieted. I've definitely done some extreme dyet, right. 280 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:29,600 Speaker 1: I would think that I did not do many fad 281 00:16:29,720 --> 00:16:32,760 Speaker 1: diets because I just that took too much discipline and 282 00:16:32,800 --> 00:16:36,680 Speaker 1: I didn't have that uh meaning like whatever the whole 283 00:16:36,720 --> 00:16:40,200 Speaker 1: thirty um I think existed. And I know Atkins was 284 00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:43,200 Speaker 1: a huge thing when I was in college, and so 285 00:16:43,280 --> 00:16:45,520 Speaker 1: people were all about it and I was like, there's 286 00:16:45,640 --> 00:16:48,960 Speaker 1: no way only eating meat is healthy for you. There's 287 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:53,080 Speaker 1: no way. But again, like I was like, whatever, people 288 00:16:53,080 --> 00:16:55,240 Speaker 1: do what they need to do. I'm not gonna I'm 289 00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:57,320 Speaker 1: not gonna push your judge or anything. But I could 290 00:16:57,360 --> 00:17:01,440 Speaker 1: not do it. But I was all about the calorie counting, 291 00:17:01,680 --> 00:17:05,159 Speaker 1: like that is something that I have been really dangerously 292 00:17:05,240 --> 00:17:08,920 Speaker 1: obsessed with, like keeping underneath a certain amount, and that's 293 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:12,919 Speaker 1: my obsession. Was that instead of just necessarily like and 294 00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:16,360 Speaker 1: I guess Calgary counting is a fat of itself, like 295 00:17:16,440 --> 00:17:20,440 Speaker 1: kind of a trend in itself tactic, but yeah, it's 296 00:17:20,440 --> 00:17:24,159 Speaker 1: a whole level of like, Okay, this level of obsession, 297 00:17:25,520 --> 00:17:29,440 Speaker 1: there's something to be concerned about. Yeah. I was the same, 298 00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:31,760 Speaker 1: And I think I told you for a while I 299 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:33,960 Speaker 1: was keeping I was using an app to keep track, 300 00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:36,400 Speaker 1: and the app actually sent me a message and it said, 301 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:41,040 Speaker 1: if this is true, this is dangerous. Right. Yeah, this 302 00:17:41,920 --> 00:17:44,000 Speaker 1: is so pervasive and we've talked about it a lot, 303 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:49,159 Speaker 1: but especially for younger girls who are kind of observing 304 00:17:49,880 --> 00:17:53,600 Speaker 1: through perhaps our our moms or other people in our 305 00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:57,480 Speaker 1: lives or entertainment, Like maybe we're not directly getting the messages, 306 00:17:58,480 --> 00:18:02,159 Speaker 1: which we usually are, but there's also just this underlying 307 00:18:02,480 --> 00:18:06,080 Speaker 1: everywhere you look or everything you hear that you should 308 00:18:06,119 --> 00:18:10,320 Speaker 1: look this way, And I think for me, it's still 309 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:15,359 Speaker 1: hard to just enjoy something, to just enjoy, Like if 310 00:18:15,400 --> 00:18:18,720 Speaker 1: I had a sutie, I would be thinking, like the 311 00:18:18,760 --> 00:18:22,399 Speaker 1: whole day like guilt. I'd be feeling guilty and like 312 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:26,639 Speaker 1: how can I counteract that, which is just not a 313 00:18:26,720 --> 00:18:30,040 Speaker 1: fun I'm not saying you shouldn't be aware of what 314 00:18:30,080 --> 00:18:32,359 Speaker 1: you're putting in your body, but I think it goes 315 00:18:32,440 --> 00:18:36,200 Speaker 1: beyond that. It goes to you can't have those You 316 00:18:36,240 --> 00:18:42,080 Speaker 1: can't have anything without feeling guilty about it, to be honest. Yeah, 317 00:18:42,359 --> 00:18:44,280 Speaker 1: and sort of that whole idea at the end of 318 00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:50,200 Speaker 1: ire where they say, you know, we would never give 319 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:54,920 Speaker 1: up everything just to look this way, And kind of 320 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:57,919 Speaker 1: I've been thinking about that in terms of what we 321 00:18:57,960 --> 00:19:00,400 Speaker 1: talked about recently with the pandemic and health and how 322 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,240 Speaker 1: you and I were saying, like, we know we're going 323 00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:04,000 Speaker 1: to pay for this, just like the title of the 324 00:19:04,000 --> 00:19:06,960 Speaker 1: story is, like we know I'm not going into the dentist. 325 00:19:07,040 --> 00:19:09,520 Speaker 1: I need to go to the dast I'm gonna pay 326 00:19:09,520 --> 00:19:12,159 Speaker 1: for this later. But kind of that putting off of 327 00:19:13,080 --> 00:19:15,159 Speaker 1: right now, I would rather look this way and I 328 00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:21,520 Speaker 1: will deal with the impacts later, which is very not 329 00:19:21,640 --> 00:19:28,240 Speaker 1: eating disorder territory. M hmm. Yeah. And then another big 330 00:19:28,280 --> 00:19:31,479 Speaker 1: theme throughout this is sort of the whole idea. If 331 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:34,719 Speaker 1: it sounds too good to be true, it probably is. 332 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:38,960 Speaker 1: There is a whole Seinfeld episode about actually frozen yogurt 333 00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:41,960 Speaker 1: and this very thing. There's not aliens involved, but there 334 00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:46,040 Speaker 1: is lying about content in the ingredients amount. And also 335 00:19:46,160 --> 00:19:47,920 Speaker 1: this whole idea of no such thing as a free lunge. 336 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:50,920 Speaker 1: You know, they're giving away this free yogurt and people 337 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:54,120 Speaker 1: aren't really asking questions because they like it. Uh So 338 00:19:54,880 --> 00:19:58,919 Speaker 1: it's a big theme throughout. And then just because you know, 339 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:01,560 Speaker 1: I love this, Santa, I wanted to touch on some 340 00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:07,879 Speaker 1: of the old tick because this takes place in right 341 00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:10,400 Speaker 1: but it's you can tell it's very much an imagined 342 00:20:10,520 --> 00:20:12,679 Speaker 1: future that is the product of its time. Also, it 343 00:20:12,760 --> 00:20:17,040 Speaker 1: was written for children. It was specifically aimed towards I 344 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:18,639 Speaker 1: think it was I read at high school, but I 345 00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:20,439 Speaker 1: think it was am towards like seventh and eighth grade. 346 00:20:21,119 --> 00:20:25,239 Speaker 1: But there's the facts machine. I love that in the 347 00:20:25,240 --> 00:20:29,600 Speaker 1: eighties and nineties we thought the facts machines. That's the 348 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:33,800 Speaker 1: whole like the future for back back literally is how 349 00:20:33,840 --> 00:20:37,960 Speaker 1: they communicate is via TV, which they weren't wrong because 350 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:41,680 Speaker 1: they can do that the whole like computer like skyping 351 00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:44,320 Speaker 1: video which didn't exist at that point in time. But 352 00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:47,720 Speaker 1: also the fact machine that was in every room, that 353 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:52,919 Speaker 1: every household had, that was the prediction of the future. 354 00:20:53,359 --> 00:20:58,640 Speaker 1: I know, it cracks me up every time. Um. Also, yes, 355 00:20:58,760 --> 00:21:01,480 Speaker 1: that malls would still be kind of this place where 356 00:21:01,480 --> 00:21:03,520 Speaker 1: we congregate and hang out, and maybe we'll also make 357 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:07,320 Speaker 1: a comeback. I don't know, but right now I don't 358 00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:12,040 Speaker 1: they seem to be on their way out right, yes, 359 00:21:12,119 --> 00:21:15,359 Speaker 1: And then yeah, Japan has an economic power, So I 360 00:21:15,480 --> 00:21:19,440 Speaker 1: just I find all that interesting when people are imagining 361 00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:22,879 Speaker 1: the future. And I mean, isn't that far away as 362 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:25,840 Speaker 1: scary as that is, But yeah, it's just sort of 363 00:21:26,240 --> 00:21:31,080 Speaker 1: interesting to see where we are versus what people imagined 364 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:36,320 Speaker 1: would be the future. Okay, So I do recommend like 365 00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:38,960 Speaker 1: if as long as you're not going to be triggered 366 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:42,760 Speaker 1: by a weight issues, which I totally understand. Um, if 367 00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:45,800 Speaker 1: you are, and it's definitely I would say, don't risk it, 368 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:49,639 Speaker 1: although you've already come through this, So I recommend it. 369 00:21:49,640 --> 00:21:51,159 Speaker 1: Like I said, you can find you can find it 370 00:21:51,160 --> 00:21:53,080 Speaker 1: for free online. It's really short, it's like seven pages. 371 00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:10,640 Speaker 1: But moving on, let's talk about the Problem of Susan, 372 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:13,120 Speaker 1: which is a Neil game in short story you can 373 00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:16,560 Speaker 1: also find online for free. But it's also a whole 374 00:22:16,800 --> 00:22:20,480 Speaker 1: concept now, and we're going to talk about that bits. 375 00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:23,560 Speaker 1: And I did think, you know, we don't normally try 376 00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:28,680 Speaker 1: to highlight works by men in this segment, but because 377 00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:32,399 Speaker 1: it did become this whole thing to describe this issue 378 00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:34,040 Speaker 1: which we are going to talk about if you haven't 379 00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:37,480 Speaker 1: heard of it, I also thought about Forever Winter, Never Christmas, 380 00:22:37,720 --> 00:22:40,240 Speaker 1: which is kind of the whole thing of the Lion, 381 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:46,320 Speaker 1: which in Wardrobe is Narnias Forever Winter, Never Christmas, as 382 00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:48,800 Speaker 1: a lot of us are preparing to enter the weekend 383 00:22:48,840 --> 00:22:54,320 Speaker 1: of snow and chills, I thought it was appropriate. So 384 00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:57,320 Speaker 1: did you ever read the Chronicles of Narniasmantha? Oh yeah, 385 00:22:57,400 --> 00:23:00,359 Speaker 1: oh yeah. I actually had the old school of version 386 00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:04,240 Speaker 1: of it where it begins with the Lion, the Witch, 387 00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:09,240 Speaker 1: and the wardrobe, all of the sixties drawings and its glory. 388 00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:12,199 Speaker 1: I lost it in a fire and I've been on 389 00:23:12,240 --> 00:23:17,159 Speaker 1: the search for that type of that specific series because 390 00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:20,080 Speaker 1: I don't like this new switch up with the Magician's Nephew, 391 00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:22,560 Speaker 1: which we know is a prequel. I know, but it 392 00:23:22,560 --> 00:23:24,679 Speaker 1: doesn't belong in there like that. He wrote it like 393 00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:27,800 Speaker 1: that for a reason. I'm weirdly purist about that. I 394 00:23:27,800 --> 00:23:31,080 Speaker 1: don't know why. N't necessarily so, but I really have 395 00:23:31,119 --> 00:23:33,200 Speaker 1: been trying to find the old school versions of it 396 00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:37,680 Speaker 1: because I really loved those books. And it wasn't until 397 00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:40,800 Speaker 1: you brought this back up that I forgot the last battle. 398 00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:44,080 Speaker 1: I completely forgot what happened out of my head. I 399 00:23:44,119 --> 00:23:46,480 Speaker 1: don't know if because you know, it's been so long 400 00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:49,520 Speaker 1: and it's been a long long time, and I used 401 00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:53,240 Speaker 1: these books when I was teaching the Bible as part 402 00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:57,000 Speaker 1: of my curriculum, um in talking about each of the characters, 403 00:23:57,119 --> 00:23:59,679 Speaker 1: and I really did forget about Susan's character. In the end, 404 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:04,240 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, yeah, So it's a whole level 405 00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:08,840 Speaker 1: of like trying to remember where where we where we 406 00:24:08,880 --> 00:24:12,000 Speaker 1: came from with this. Also in the movie Ben Barnes, 407 00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:14,199 Speaker 1: That's where I was introduced to Ben Barnes. In the 408 00:24:14,280 --> 00:24:17,680 Speaker 1: second movie who is west World? He was a bad 409 00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:21,679 Speaker 1: guy in Westworld, Yeah, and then he was Yeah. He 410 00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:23,800 Speaker 1: was in several other movies and he's in several other 411 00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:26,800 Speaker 1: shows that I absolutely love. He was in He's one 412 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,800 Speaker 1: of the marvel Ones. Is an iron fist. I think 413 00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:33,159 Speaker 1: he's an iron fist, which is forgettable. But any of 414 00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:36,159 Speaker 1: those things I can't remember. But I loved Ben Barnes 415 00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:39,400 Speaker 1: and I think he's fantastic. But this I remember then 416 00:24:39,400 --> 00:24:42,359 Speaker 1: trying to pair him and Susan Up. I was like, yeah, 417 00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:46,560 Speaker 1: he's twenty years older than her. Stuff this that's a 418 00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:49,920 Speaker 1: side tracking of all of Chronicles of Narnia. But yes, 419 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,879 Speaker 1: I loved it, loved it, loved it. I loved C. S. 420 00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:56,359 Speaker 1: Lewis during that time in my wondering because he also 421 00:24:56,440 --> 00:25:01,440 Speaker 1: wasn't as a big snob as Tolkien. I'm sorry when 422 00:25:01,480 --> 00:25:04,600 Speaker 1: it comes to English literature. I know people are very 423 00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:08,760 Speaker 1: very like Puris and that mode too, and so therefore 424 00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:11,639 Speaker 1: I felt like he was a little more open. Do 425 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:14,000 Speaker 1: I agree? Like, thinking back on it now and I'm like, oh, 426 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:17,960 Speaker 1: I have a whole different perspective, but yeah, yeah, I 427 00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:20,440 Speaker 1: wanted to me at that point in time. Yeah, I 428 00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:22,760 Speaker 1: love them. When I was a kid, um, I loved 429 00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:26,040 Speaker 1: there was an animated lion, which in the wardrobe I 430 00:25:26,119 --> 00:25:29,760 Speaker 1: loved and I went through such an intense period of 431 00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:33,280 Speaker 1: loving them that I actually wrote fan fiction for it. Yeah, 432 00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:37,159 Speaker 1: but I mean it's pretty it's kind of really. There 433 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,359 Speaker 1: are things that I love, love, love more than I 434 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:42,000 Speaker 1: loved that that I never wrote fan fiction for, but 435 00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,840 Speaker 1: I wrote fan fiction for it, and that's that's pretty 436 00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:48,480 Speaker 1: indicative of how much I loved it. I in case 437 00:25:48,480 --> 00:25:50,440 Speaker 1: anyone doesn't know what we're talking about, I'm gonna explain 438 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:52,399 Speaker 1: it more in a second. But depending on when you 439 00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:55,600 Speaker 1: bought these are a book series of seven books. I 440 00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:57,919 Speaker 1: bought them at the time when The Magician's Nephew was 441 00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:04,960 Speaker 1: the first in the series, but for people before me, uh, Lion, 442 00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:07,400 Speaker 1: which in the Wardrobe came first. So if you're confused 443 00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:10,240 Speaker 1: by that, I did. I loved it, and then I 444 00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:12,280 Speaker 1: just got so weird about religion and then I kind 445 00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:17,480 Speaker 1: of just turned away. But I do remember him pretty well. Um, 446 00:26:17,560 --> 00:26:19,320 Speaker 1: and we're gonna, yeah, we're gonna get into all of this, 447 00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:22,480 Speaker 1: but okay, for anyone who doesn't know, The Chronicles of 448 00:26:22,560 --> 00:26:25,560 Speaker 1: Narnia is yes, a seven books series written by C. S. Lewis, 449 00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:28,960 Speaker 1: first published in nineteen fifty through nineteen fifty six, and 450 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:32,359 Speaker 1: there have since been animated and live adaptations for the screen. 451 00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:35,200 Speaker 1: We're not going to go too deeply into the plots. 452 00:26:35,520 --> 00:26:38,560 Speaker 1: Weirdly enough, you can check out the Saver podcast that 453 00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:41,560 Speaker 1: I do. We did an episode on fictional foods of 454 00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:46,560 Speaker 1: Narnia for more information. We really want then because I 455 00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:48,560 Speaker 1: have a weird picture in my head and then when 456 00:26:48,600 --> 00:26:50,360 Speaker 1: someone told him what it was, I was like, wait, 457 00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:55,720 Speaker 1: what Yeah, So it's kind of a gelatin based It's 458 00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:59,679 Speaker 1: usually lightly sweet with like rose and it's got some 459 00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:05,359 Speaker 1: sugar on top, but it's sort of a gelatin light desserts. Now, 460 00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:09,120 Speaker 1: that being said, a lot of people have said it's 461 00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:15,159 Speaker 1: kind of represents drugs this case, Yes, because it is 462 00:27:15,200 --> 00:27:20,000 Speaker 1: something that the which gives out to to Edmund in 463 00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:23,200 Speaker 1: particular in this case to kind of get him hooked. Anyway, 464 00:27:24,880 --> 00:27:26,920 Speaker 1: I love anybody who doesn't know what we're talking about 465 00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:30,680 Speaker 1: must be what is going on here. So many there 466 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:35,640 Speaker 1: is literal Christian workbooks that go along with the series 467 00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:40,520 Speaker 1: to talk about and analyze the depth of of the 468 00:27:40,600 --> 00:27:42,800 Speaker 1: pretty much the origin story. So it's kind of like 469 00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:45,639 Speaker 1: saying this is a taking genesis into a modern detail, 470 00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:47,679 Speaker 1: which is also why TOKEN didn't like it, Like as 471 00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:49,920 Speaker 1: you're hitting there being too obvious and over the top 472 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:53,720 Speaker 1: right back to right, which we'll touch on in a 473 00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:57,200 Speaker 1: second more a little bit. But Okay, despite the fact 474 00:27:57,240 --> 00:28:00,240 Speaker 1: that Lewis, who yes, wrote a lot about religion, was 475 00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:04,600 Speaker 1: adamant these books weren't an allegory a religious allegory and 476 00:28:04,640 --> 00:28:08,760 Speaker 1: specific they have often been interpreted through religious lends, with 477 00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:13,600 Speaker 1: Narnia being Heaven and Aslin being God and or Jesus. 478 00:28:15,119 --> 00:28:20,520 Speaker 1: There's even a whole magic apple temptation thing that goes on. Yeah, 479 00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:22,360 Speaker 1: there's a lot we could get into, but that would 480 00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:26,200 Speaker 1: be a different podcast. So for our purposes, we're focusing 481 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:30,200 Speaker 1: on the Pevency children, Peter, Susan, Edmund, and Lucy, who 482 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:35,520 Speaker 1: have adventures and become royalty in Narnia. However, as Susan 483 00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:39,080 Speaker 1: grows older, she is quote no longer a friend of Narnia, 484 00:28:39,280 --> 00:28:42,280 Speaker 1: a k for a lot of people. Yep, heaven. Even 485 00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:45,480 Speaker 1: though yes, Lewis disputed this and said perhaps one day 486 00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:50,360 Speaker 1: Susan could find her way. Um, yeah, she's the second oldest, 487 00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:54,560 Speaker 1: she's the oldest daughter of this group, but so why 488 00:28:54,880 --> 00:28:57,800 Speaker 1: is she no longer a friend of Narnia? Here we go, 489 00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,920 Speaker 1: Here's the whole exchange from the book the last Battle, 490 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:04,280 Speaker 1: which is the final book. My sister, Susan, answered Peter 491 00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:07,640 Speaker 1: shortly and gravely. Is no longer a friend of Narnia, yes, 492 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:10,200 Speaker 1: said Eustace. And whenever you try to get her to 493 00:29:10,280 --> 00:29:13,240 Speaker 1: come and talk about Narnia or do anything about Narnia, 494 00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:17,440 Speaker 1: she says, what wonderful memories you have? Fancy you're still 495 00:29:17,440 --> 00:29:19,600 Speaker 1: thinking about all these funny games we used to play 496 00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:23,440 Speaker 1: when we were children, Oh, Susan, said Jill. She's interested 497 00:29:23,480 --> 00:29:27,400 Speaker 1: in nothing nowadays except nylons and lipstick and invitations. She 498 00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:30,320 Speaker 1: always was a jolly sight too, keen on being grown up. 499 00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:34,280 Speaker 1: Grown up indeed, said the lady Polly, I wish you 500 00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:37,320 Speaker 1: would grow up. She wasted all her school time wanting 501 00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:39,880 Speaker 1: to be the age she is now, and she'll waste 502 00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:42,440 Speaker 1: all the rest of her life trying to stay that age. 503 00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:45,600 Speaker 1: Her whole idea is to race onto the silliest time 504 00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:47,880 Speaker 1: of one's life as quick as she can, and then 505 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:51,800 Speaker 1: stop there as long as she can. Yep, and that's 506 00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:55,120 Speaker 1: pretty much it. Um. That's pretty much the attitude about 507 00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:59,960 Speaker 1: her from everyone, her family and friends. Notably, Lucy doesn't 508 00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:03,840 Speaker 1: say anything during this exchange, as doesn't sing anything during 509 00:30:03,840 --> 00:30:08,840 Speaker 1: this exchange, right, I find it. I like, again, we'll 510 00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:12,120 Speaker 1: come back to it. But in my mind she had 511 00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,960 Speaker 1: the very first book. She was already too grown as well, 512 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:18,080 Speaker 1: and they accused her of that from jump, So I 513 00:30:18,120 --> 00:30:20,920 Speaker 1: found that interesting that that's how it built up. But 514 00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:26,200 Speaker 1: again I forgot the last battle completely, So well, here 515 00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:30,360 Speaker 1: we go. Susan was always the more practical one. That 516 00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:33,000 Speaker 1: she was a caregiver, and I feel like that seems 517 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:36,520 Speaker 1: on brand, which makes sense because the children had lost 518 00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:38,960 Speaker 1: their mother and she was always making sure they had 519 00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:42,040 Speaker 1: their COEs and that they ate. She is the oldest 520 00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:46,280 Speaker 1: girl and referred to as quote little mother. She was kind, gentle, 521 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:50,840 Speaker 1: and yes, very beautiful. So what's the issue. It seemed 522 00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:54,440 Speaker 1: to be she's choosing being an adult over Narnia and 523 00:30:54,560 --> 00:30:58,480 Speaker 1: as Land the fantasy essentially. Um Lewis wrote in a 524 00:30:58,560 --> 00:31:01,800 Speaker 1: letter about her that she was quote a rather silly, 525 00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:05,840 Speaker 1: conceited young woman, even though that really doesn't seem to 526 00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:09,040 Speaker 1: match up with everything else we the readers knew about her, 527 00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:12,840 Speaker 1: although we are supposed to think her annoying. Um some 528 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:15,400 Speaker 1: believe he did this more out of his need for 529 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:19,440 Speaker 1: her to represent something quote the believer that walks away 530 00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:25,400 Speaker 1: from faith instead of telling the story true to the character. Yeah. So, uh, 531 00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:28,600 Speaker 1: there's this is kind of a tricky conversation actually because 532 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,440 Speaker 1: and we're going to get into it, but it almost 533 00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:36,920 Speaker 1: seems like it was just confusion, like it was kind 534 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:40,840 Speaker 1: of out of nowhere. There was no attempt like this. 535 00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:43,040 Speaker 1: There was sus mentioned of her. She's not coming back 536 00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:45,280 Speaker 1: to Narnia, and that's it. Like there was no attempt 537 00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:47,520 Speaker 1: to redeem her or talk to her or anything with her. 538 00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:53,640 Speaker 1: It was just like, oh, never talk about her again, right, Yeah? Good. 539 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:56,000 Speaker 1: Like I said to you when we were originally talking 540 00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:58,160 Speaker 1: about this, I was like I had to go back 541 00:31:58,200 --> 00:32:01,080 Speaker 1: and figure out what happened because I didn't exactly understand 542 00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:03,880 Speaker 1: what just happened in the book when I read originally 543 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,520 Speaker 1: read the book and to the point, uh, and we're 544 00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:08,240 Speaker 1: going to talk about more about this later, I know. 545 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:10,920 Speaker 1: But um, this was during the time that passion and 546 00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:14,440 Speaker 1: purity was big. I don't know if you know this book, Annie, 547 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:17,440 Speaker 1: I'm so sorry. I'm very critical. I'm so sorry for 548 00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:20,040 Speaker 1: the religious listeners if you're offended by this, But I 549 00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,680 Speaker 1: will say it brought me a lot of pain. This 550 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:26,040 Speaker 1: one book that talks about a woman's place in religion. 551 00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:30,440 Speaker 1: It is very stereotypical, um, and some of the things 552 00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:33,520 Speaker 1: that I get what they're saying at the same time, 553 00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:35,760 Speaker 1: could be really damaging to women. We talked about this 554 00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:39,520 Speaker 1: during the Purity during our episode, but I think that's 555 00:32:39,560 --> 00:32:45,680 Speaker 1: what Susan represented as being anti Christian woman if thats 556 00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:49,360 Speaker 1: too worldly, Yeah, yeah, now that makes sense, um, And 557 00:32:49,360 --> 00:32:51,640 Speaker 1: we're definitely gonna break some of that down to you. 558 00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,200 Speaker 1: And we are one day going to do an episode 559 00:32:54,240 --> 00:33:00,000 Speaker 1: on religious trauma and that's going to be fun. Um. 560 00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:07,120 Speaker 1: Last that deserved kind of frightened. So another point to 561 00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:09,680 Speaker 1: make here is Peter, who is older than Susan, was 562 00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:12,000 Speaker 1: told he was too old to return to Narnia, but 563 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:16,040 Speaker 1: he did and she didn't. And to male characters get 564 00:33:16,040 --> 00:33:18,760 Speaker 1: painful redemption arcs, but she does not. And you mentioned 565 00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:24,840 Speaker 1: earlier one of the worst characters to me and this 566 00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:28,000 Speaker 1: entire book. And yes, it's supposed to be that he 567 00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:31,800 Speaker 1: was childish and didn't understand he'd gone through trauma. He 568 00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:36,320 Speaker 1: lost his parents too, and was a brat essentially, But yeah, 569 00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:38,800 Speaker 1: after he just turned into a dragon for his greed 570 00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:43,320 Speaker 1: and then freed of Best Spell, he repents essentially to Muslin. 571 00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:46,280 Speaker 1: And becomes whole again. But yeah, I think it's really 572 00:33:46,360 --> 00:33:50,040 Speaker 1: interesting because Lucy and Edmund are too old which is 573 00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:52,760 Speaker 1: why you see Eustace and Jill come into play, because 574 00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:55,560 Speaker 1: they're young enough to believe these, so they technically aged 575 00:33:55,600 --> 00:34:00,400 Speaker 1: out too. Yeah. Yeah, and that's um. There are listeners. 576 00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:03,800 Speaker 1: You might be surprised at how many people have written 577 00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:08,279 Speaker 1: long essays about this, So so many, and they were 578 00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:10,160 Speaker 1: all really interesting and a lot of them had different 579 00:34:10,239 --> 00:34:13,920 Speaker 1: viewpoints which I found interesting too. Um. But somebody was saying, like, 580 00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:18,319 Speaker 1: essentially the message we're supposed to take is that you 581 00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:22,799 Speaker 1: have to be young and believe, never grow up and 582 00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:25,880 Speaker 1: never like being an adult and take care of people, 583 00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:29,640 Speaker 1: or you can't go to what is essentially happened, right, 584 00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:32,200 Speaker 1: So it's um, And I just remember the city I 585 00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:35,479 Speaker 1: have Somewhere in one of my journals, I went through 586 00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:39,120 Speaker 1: and did a whole dive not only in the books, 587 00:34:39,160 --> 00:34:43,200 Speaker 1: but compared it to specific Bible verses like I went in. 588 00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:47,120 Speaker 1: So yeah again when I say, these meant a lot 589 00:34:47,120 --> 00:34:48,920 Speaker 1: to me at that point in time. Um, yeah, And 590 00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:52,360 Speaker 1: essentially this is kind of a play into childlike faith, 591 00:34:52,560 --> 00:34:55,080 Speaker 1: like he was being literal, even though he probably would 592 00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:59,560 Speaker 1: deny it, but it is literal, right, yeah, no, no, no, 593 00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:02,800 Speaker 1: He's got a lot of interesting quotes about this, uh C. 594 00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:19,680 Speaker 1: S Lewis. But okay, going back to what you were 595 00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:22,600 Speaker 1: saying about, you know, the good Christian woman. Um. I 596 00:35:22,640 --> 00:35:24,799 Speaker 1: think a lot of folks thought that this whole sort 597 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:28,160 Speaker 1: of writing out of Susan. It was more that she 598 00:35:28,239 --> 00:35:32,040 Speaker 1: had become shallow. But a lot of people point out, 599 00:35:32,239 --> 00:35:35,160 Speaker 1: and I think we should point out that the things 600 00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:40,200 Speaker 1: that are listed are feminine things, patriarchal, feminine things put 601 00:35:40,239 --> 00:35:43,120 Speaker 1: onto Susan who has been told she needs to be 602 00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:46,960 Speaker 1: an adult and take care of her siblings. And I 603 00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:49,440 Speaker 1: think for a long time my interpretation was that too. 604 00:35:50,040 --> 00:35:51,839 Speaker 1: Before I kind of got more nuanced as I grow 605 00:35:51,920 --> 00:35:53,759 Speaker 1: up well as a kid, I was like, oh, she 606 00:35:53,880 --> 00:35:57,200 Speaker 1: wants to grow up. It's just gross, like so shallow. 607 00:35:57,239 --> 00:36:00,040 Speaker 1: She could go to Narcia and be having fun, but 608 00:36:00,080 --> 00:36:03,200 Speaker 1: instead she wants to do this. But it is very feminized, 609 00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:05,360 Speaker 1: Like we can't turn away from the fact that it 610 00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:09,640 Speaker 1: is purposely or not that is very feminized the things 611 00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:13,480 Speaker 1: he lists, but also these are things that he lists 612 00:36:13,840 --> 00:36:16,400 Speaker 1: when women want to feel good about themselves. The lipstick, 613 00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:20,680 Speaker 1: the stockings are very specific during a time where you're 614 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:24,279 Speaker 1: supposed to be natural and cowering, and so that was 615 00:36:24,360 --> 00:36:26,799 Speaker 1: too bold of her to be. So I feel like 616 00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:29,879 Speaker 1: that's to this day that would be listed as a 617 00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:33,160 Speaker 1: good god the character to dress up for your man, 618 00:36:33,640 --> 00:36:38,000 Speaker 1: only for your man, obviously or for your yea in 619 00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:41,200 Speaker 1: this man this very also a heteronormative in this idea. 620 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:44,799 Speaker 1: But but that fact, at that point in time, that 621 00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:47,720 Speaker 1: was even too much, and that was being too loud, 622 00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:51,279 Speaker 1: essentially too proud of what you look like. And so 623 00:36:51,400 --> 00:36:54,040 Speaker 1: for women to be that at that point in time 624 00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:57,640 Speaker 1: was a sin. And so you see that turn like 625 00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:01,960 Speaker 1: m hmm, yeah, yeah, And I mean I think in 626 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:05,319 Speaker 1: case we didn't make it clear she's a teenager. I 627 00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:09,920 Speaker 1: think she may be twenty, like getting at past school 628 00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:13,480 Speaker 1: a little bit when this happens. So I mean, it's 629 00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:18,920 Speaker 1: just kind of a natural face for for women. But 630 00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:22,040 Speaker 1: it does feel like when you're reading it, like, oh wow, 631 00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:27,600 Speaker 1: she can't go to heaven because she did this. Yeah yeah, 632 00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:31,080 Speaker 1: And and as as we said already C. S. Lewis, 633 00:37:31,239 --> 00:37:34,040 Speaker 1: he denies this, but also says she has time to repent, 634 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:38,840 Speaker 1: like it's not over for her, but also it is 635 00:37:38,880 --> 00:37:42,319 Speaker 1: for us because no one else wrote that story. We 636 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:44,040 Speaker 1: can imagine it, we can write a fan fix and 637 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:48,000 Speaker 1: if we want. But well, speaking of okay, all of 638 00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:51,120 Speaker 1: this discussion around this character led to Neil Gaiman writing 639 00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:53,600 Speaker 1: The Problem of Susan in two thousand four, and the 640 00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:56,400 Speaker 1: phrase has yes become sort of a catch all to 641 00:37:56,480 --> 00:38:01,480 Speaker 1: describe feminists and literary investigation into the character, which, as 642 00:38:01,520 --> 00:38:05,440 Speaker 1: I said, there's a lot and it's actually really really interesting. 643 00:38:05,480 --> 00:38:08,680 Speaker 1: I recommend going to look into it more. But this 644 00:38:08,719 --> 00:38:11,319 Speaker 1: whole thing was later turned into a comic. Both are 645 00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:14,440 Speaker 1: fairly graphic in terms of violence and sex and sexual violence. 646 00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:17,799 Speaker 1: So just astrix that if that's not something you're into, 647 00:38:17,880 --> 00:38:19,759 Speaker 1: you can definitely read about it and not have to 648 00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:22,960 Speaker 1: read the whole thing, which is also very short. So 649 00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:26,439 Speaker 1: the plot centers on Professor Hastings, an older woman who 650 00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:30,280 Speaker 1: strongly resembles Susan, who lost her family in a train crash, 651 00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:33,800 Speaker 1: which is how the Last Battle ended. Um Susan loses 652 00:38:33,800 --> 00:38:36,520 Speaker 1: her family in a train crash, It opens with her 653 00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:38,960 Speaker 1: dreaming that she is with her siblings on a battlefield, 654 00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:42,680 Speaker 1: surrounded by the bodies of dead creatures. Later that day, 655 00:38:42,719 --> 00:38:44,840 Speaker 1: she is interviewed by a student named Greta, who is 656 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:48,680 Speaker 1: doing a profile on Hastings for the Literary Chronicle. Hastings 657 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:51,040 Speaker 1: is an author known for her work A Quest for 658 00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:54,840 Speaker 1: the Meanings in Children's Fiction. The two are discussing the 659 00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:57,640 Speaker 1: history of children's fiction and famous examples when Greta realizes 660 00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,600 Speaker 1: that Hastings lost her entire family and it's rain accident 661 00:39:00,640 --> 00:39:04,080 Speaker 1: and says, just like Susan, And she tells Hastings how 662 00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:06,480 Speaker 1: much that bothered her as a kid um so much 663 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:08,640 Speaker 1: so that she spoke to her teacher about it, and 664 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:11,440 Speaker 1: the teacher told her Susan still had time to repent 665 00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,239 Speaker 1: not believing and the sin of Eve. So that was 666 00:39:14,280 --> 00:39:15,840 Speaker 1: what the teacher kind of said was her sin was 667 00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:19,680 Speaker 1: not believing. Also the whole thing with Eve that we 668 00:39:19,719 --> 00:39:21,800 Speaker 1: talked about being a woman. Yes, So all of this 669 00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:25,000 Speaker 1: prompts Gretta to say, there must have been something else 670 00:39:25,080 --> 00:39:29,120 Speaker 1: wrong with Susan, something they didn't tell us, otherwise she 671 00:39:29,160 --> 00:39:32,120 Speaker 1: wouldn't have been damned like that, denied the heaven of 672 00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:35,040 Speaker 1: Further up and further in, Hastings says that she doubted 673 00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:37,640 Speaker 1: Susan had time for lipstick and nylons after her whole 674 00:39:37,680 --> 00:39:39,840 Speaker 1: family died, and that quote. I don't know about the 675 00:39:39,840 --> 00:39:42,800 Speaker 1: girl in the books, but remaining behind would have also 676 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:45,080 Speaker 1: meant that she was able to identify her brothers and 677 00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:47,439 Speaker 1: her little sister's bodies. There were a lot of people 678 00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:49,800 Speaker 1: dead in that crash. I was taken to a nearby school. 679 00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:52,279 Speaker 1: It was the first day of term and they had 680 00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:54,960 Speaker 1: taken the bodies there. My older brother looked okay, like 681 00:39:55,040 --> 00:39:57,560 Speaker 1: he was asleep. The other two were a bit messier. 682 00:39:57,680 --> 00:39:59,919 Speaker 1: I remember looking at them and thinking, what if I'm wrong, 683 00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:02,560 Speaker 1: What if it's not him? After all, my younger brother 684 00:40:02,600 --> 00:40:05,360 Speaker 1: was decapitated. You know a god who would punish me 685 00:40:05,400 --> 00:40:07,960 Speaker 1: for liking nylons and parties by making me walk through 686 00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:11,799 Speaker 1: that school dining room with the flies to identify ed. Well, 687 00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:14,680 Speaker 1: he's enjoying himself a bit too much, Is any like 688 00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:17,000 Speaker 1: a cat getting the last ounce of enjoyment out of 689 00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:19,600 Speaker 1: a mouse? Right? Which is how the story begins, By 690 00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:23,480 Speaker 1: the way, Hastings cuts the interview short, and that night 691 00:40:23,520 --> 00:40:26,920 Speaker 1: sleeps in her childhood bed looking through old photos. She 692 00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:30,479 Speaker 1: notices children's books on the bedside tables and knows she's 693 00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:32,840 Speaker 1: dreaming because she's never kept these kinds of books around. 694 00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:35,640 Speaker 1: The one on top of the pile shows two girls 695 00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:40,560 Speaker 1: weaving daisies into a lion's maine. Meanwhile, Greta dreams that 696 00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:43,799 Speaker 1: she is on the same battlefield and Aslin and the 697 00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:46,239 Speaker 1: Witch have come to an agreement. She will take the 698 00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:50,200 Speaker 1: boys and he will take the girls. She understands what 699 00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:52,560 Speaker 1: must have happened, and she runs, but the beast is 700 00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,759 Speaker 1: upon her before she's covered a dozen paces. The lion 701 00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:58,799 Speaker 1: eats all of her except her head with a long 702 00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:01,080 Speaker 1: in her dream, and he leaves the head in one 703 00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:03,319 Speaker 1: of her hands, just like the house gat at the 704 00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:06,360 Speaker 1: beginning of the story leaves parts of a mouse it 705 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,280 Speaker 1: has no desire for for later or as a gift, 706 00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:13,080 Speaker 1: again referencing how Susan found a mouse at the door 707 00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:15,799 Speaker 1: bats at the beginning of the story. Yeah, yeah, so 708 00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:18,520 Speaker 1: that was a lot of that was quote. Greta watches, 709 00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:20,920 Speaker 1: unable to shut her eyes as her brothers are transformed 710 00:41:20,960 --> 00:41:23,359 Speaker 1: into monsters, and then quote the great piece ate her 711 00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:25,600 Speaker 1: little sister more slowly, and it seemed to her with 712 00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:28,520 Speaker 1: more relish and pleasure than it had eaten her. But 713 00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:32,000 Speaker 1: then her little sister had always been its favorite. Then 714 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:35,640 Speaker 1: the witch disrobes and the lion tongues her and they 715 00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:38,880 Speaker 1: have sex, making Greta slash Susan kind of in this 716 00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:43,319 Speaker 1: dream um watch, before finally eating her head. Greta wakes 717 00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:45,560 Speaker 1: up thinking it's true that Susan didn't die, that this 718 00:41:45,600 --> 00:41:49,520 Speaker 1: whole thing actually happened. And then here's another quote. She 719 00:41:49,600 --> 00:41:52,000 Speaker 1: imagines the professor waking in the night and listening to 720 00:41:52,000 --> 00:41:55,000 Speaker 1: the noises coming from the old applewood wardrobe in the corner, 721 00:41:55,239 --> 00:41:58,600 Speaker 1: to the wrestlings of all these gliding ghosts, which might 722 00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:01,520 Speaker 1: be mistaken for the sk worries of mycer rats, and 723 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:04,440 Speaker 1: to the padding of enormous velvet pause and the distant, 724 00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:07,320 Speaker 1: dangerous music of a hunting horn. She knows she is 725 00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:09,759 Speaker 1: being ridiculous, although she will not be surprised when she 726 00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:12,600 Speaker 1: reads of her professor's demise. Death comes in the night, 727 00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:15,400 Speaker 1: she thinks, before she returns to sleep like a lion. 728 00:42:15,960 --> 00:42:18,640 Speaker 1: The white Witch rides naked on the lion's golden back. 729 00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:22,040 Speaker 1: Its muzzle is spotted with fresh scarlet blood. Then the 730 00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:24,759 Speaker 1: vast pinkness of its tongue wipes around its face, and 731 00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:32,160 Speaker 1: once more it is perfectly clean. Okay, so there's a 732 00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:34,440 Speaker 1: lot of things we can discuss about this. Obviously, I 733 00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:36,600 Speaker 1: did want to include this quote game and set about it. 734 00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:38,800 Speaker 1: There's so much in the books that I love, but 735 00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:41,320 Speaker 1: each time I found the disposal Susan to be intensely 736 00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:44,560 Speaker 1: problematic and deeply irritating. I suppose I wanted to write 737 00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:46,759 Speaker 1: a story that would be equally problematic and just as 738 00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:49,319 Speaker 1: much of an irritant, if from a different direction, and 739 00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:52,440 Speaker 1: to talk about the remarkable power of children's literature. And 740 00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:54,279 Speaker 1: He's not the only author to I've spoken out about this. 741 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:57,400 Speaker 1: Philip Pullman said, I just don't like the conclusions Lewis 742 00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:00,200 Speaker 1: comes to after all that analysis, the way he touch 743 00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:02,520 Speaker 1: children out from heaven or whatever it is, on the 744 00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:06,160 Speaker 1: grounds that one girl is interested in boys, she's a teenager. 745 00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:12,960 Speaker 1: It's terrible sex can't have that. Yeah, yeah, okay, so yeah, 746 00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:15,080 Speaker 1: we've already been I'm so excited that you know a 747 00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:17,640 Speaker 1: lot about this. Samantha and I I got some background 748 00:43:17,680 --> 00:43:20,040 Speaker 1: and we have kind of how did it impact us? 749 00:43:33,280 --> 00:43:37,880 Speaker 1: So as we discussed a lot of people took away 750 00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:41,400 Speaker 1: from this whole thing that feminine things like makeup and 751 00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:45,919 Speaker 1: stockings are frivolous and sinful and worth shutting you out 752 00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:51,240 Speaker 1: of heaven for and eve kind of being the representative 753 00:43:51,880 --> 00:43:57,480 Speaker 1: kind of the first example of that, and because I 754 00:43:57,480 --> 00:44:00,319 Speaker 1: feel like my favorite character was Lucy, but a lot 755 00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:02,840 Speaker 1: of people said, like she, Susan was their favorite character, 756 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:06,080 Speaker 1: and she was generally well liked, even if she wasn't. 757 00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:09,480 Speaker 1: She wasn't like a hated character, right, And to have 758 00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:14,200 Speaker 1: her just suddenly when you know, even she was queen, 759 00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,600 Speaker 1: she was Susan the gentle and she was, you know, 760 00:44:16,640 --> 00:44:19,839 Speaker 1: taking care of children who needed it and just very 761 00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:24,640 Speaker 1: kind and to kind of have that go from that too, well, 762 00:44:24,920 --> 00:44:27,399 Speaker 1: she's gone and that's the that's the end of that. 763 00:44:27,520 --> 00:44:30,279 Speaker 1: Don't worry. You know, it's interesting too because when we 764 00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:35,759 Speaker 1: see the flashbacks where they meet the adult queens and 765 00:44:35,920 --> 00:44:40,080 Speaker 1: she is being forced into an arranged marriage, that's right, right, 766 00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:42,960 Speaker 1: and she's the one that refuses to do so unless 767 00:44:42,960 --> 00:44:44,880 Speaker 1: you can pick her own, which would have been seen 768 00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:48,799 Speaker 1: as valiant. But yeah, that's not remembered. It's it's quite 769 00:44:48,800 --> 00:44:53,440 Speaker 1: fascinating how the adult version of her in Narnia does 770 00:44:53,480 --> 00:44:55,600 Speaker 1: not compare to the adult version of her in the 771 00:44:55,640 --> 00:44:58,759 Speaker 1: real world and why would it be so? Um? But 772 00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:01,439 Speaker 1: I did, I do remember that a specific scene because 773 00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:03,360 Speaker 1: you're like, yeah, girl, go ahead, tell him you're not 774 00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:06,479 Speaker 1: gonna marry anyone, you know, like you can choose because 775 00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:09,520 Speaker 1: you are the high queen. You do you and then 776 00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:11,919 Speaker 1: we see that flip, but like, yeah, it definitely does 777 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,240 Speaker 1: feel it needed to be a little bit on the nose, 778 00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:17,600 Speaker 1: whether it's it was Louis showing his disapproval for how 779 00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:20,600 Speaker 1: women were acting during that time and wanted to bring 780 00:45:20,640 --> 00:45:23,160 Speaker 1: him back to this is a religion or not, or 781 00:45:23,200 --> 00:45:25,640 Speaker 1: this is godly and what's not? Or whether he just 782 00:45:25,719 --> 00:45:28,279 Speaker 1: needed a villain and he found a way to make 783 00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:30,360 Speaker 1: one of them a villain and it made sense for 784 00:45:30,520 --> 00:45:35,200 Speaker 1: him as she is a woman and disposable. Yeah, well 785 00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:38,680 Speaker 1: that's I'm glad you brought that up because somebody wrote 786 00:45:38,680 --> 00:45:43,600 Speaker 1: a really interesting essay about kind of that idea, where 787 00:45:43,719 --> 00:45:47,160 Speaker 1: the author was saying, there's sort of a funny thing 788 00:45:47,239 --> 00:45:51,160 Speaker 1: happening here that game and comments on directly is that 789 00:45:51,239 --> 00:45:56,680 Speaker 1: we are really interpreting, like as the audience interpreting in 790 00:45:56,760 --> 00:45:58,640 Speaker 1: a way that perhaps he didn't mean it, but it 791 00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:01,000 Speaker 1: doesn't change the fact we're in herpreting it that way, 792 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:03,800 Speaker 1: and that's how it impact. It does. But the author 793 00:46:03,840 --> 00:46:07,879 Speaker 1: was saying, like, basically, he got kind of lazy, and 794 00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:10,640 Speaker 1: so we've got four kids. You've got Edmund, who is 795 00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:14,960 Speaker 1: the betrayer who comes back. You've got Lucy who's the 796 00:46:15,080 --> 00:46:18,839 Speaker 1: natural believer. You've got Peter, who is like the stuff. 797 00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:22,560 Speaker 1: He's Peter at the st Peter essentially, and he needed 798 00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:25,320 Speaker 1: somebody to be the opposite of Edmund, of the person 799 00:46:25,320 --> 00:46:27,319 Speaker 1: who believed and then walked away, and she was the 800 00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:30,239 Speaker 1: one that was left, and so he put it on her. 801 00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:35,920 Speaker 1: But we were all as readers like, but wait, it 802 00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,560 Speaker 1: doesn't make sense with all the other stuff you said, 803 00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:41,560 Speaker 1: which which is? I thought that was a really interesting 804 00:46:41,640 --> 00:46:45,759 Speaker 1: take on that. And throughout Gaiman's short story, there are 805 00:46:45,760 --> 00:46:48,960 Speaker 1: these signifiers of sex associated with evil. You've got the 806 00:46:49,000 --> 00:46:53,360 Speaker 1: witches lipstick, you've got handset, professor hasting sexuality, um and 807 00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:56,600 Speaker 1: the dream She notices the dead center's penis um and 808 00:46:56,640 --> 00:46:58,880 Speaker 1: wonders what it would have been like to kiss him. Um. 809 00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:02,959 Speaker 1: She remembers pat sexual experiences with men, making the point 810 00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:07,640 Speaker 1: that in this framework, in this story, Susan is tied 811 00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:12,120 Speaker 1: to evil for being sexual like this is wrong. There's 812 00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:16,600 Speaker 1: also throughout the frivolous desire for youth um quote, there 813 00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:19,480 Speaker 1: are things about herself that the Professor despises her smell. 814 00:47:19,600 --> 00:47:22,680 Speaker 1: For example, she smells like her grandmother smelled like old 815 00:47:22,719 --> 00:47:25,600 Speaker 1: women smell, and for this she cannot forgive herself. So 816 00:47:25,680 --> 00:47:28,640 Speaker 1: on waking she bays and scented water and naked and 817 00:47:28,640 --> 00:47:31,359 Speaker 1: towel Gied adapts several drops of she nailed toilet water 818 00:47:31,440 --> 00:47:34,239 Speaker 1: beneath her arms and on her neck. Um. And that's 819 00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:38,920 Speaker 1: kind of like in there too. Of I guess it 820 00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:42,000 Speaker 1: feels like a contrast between she wanted to be an adult, 821 00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:44,080 Speaker 1: that kind of narrative, she always wanted to be an adult, 822 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:47,520 Speaker 1: and now that she is one, she's also kind of 823 00:47:47,520 --> 00:47:53,520 Speaker 1: punishing herself and being societally punished for being an older woman. Right. Yeah, 824 00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:56,359 Speaker 1: there's also I just want to put this in here 825 00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:58,360 Speaker 1: because it's suck out to me how she thought she 826 00:47:58,440 --> 00:48:01,239 Speaker 1: was old when she quote lost what was left of 827 00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:05,239 Speaker 1: her virginity at twenty, which I think probably a lot 828 00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:08,680 Speaker 1: of us can identify with about thinking that's old and 829 00:48:08,719 --> 00:48:10,799 Speaker 1: then when you get older thinking oh no, that was 830 00:48:10,880 --> 00:48:16,840 Speaker 1: so young. Yeah, you're a ready exactly exactly. Um. She 831 00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:21,200 Speaker 1: also hastings thinks about how young Greta looks. Another interesting 832 00:48:21,239 --> 00:48:24,960 Speaker 1: take I read was this kind of idea that like God, 833 00:48:25,040 --> 00:48:28,080 Speaker 1: the patriarchy comes for us all that if God, in 834 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:30,799 Speaker 1: the context of literature is the creation of man, and 835 00:48:30,800 --> 00:48:33,080 Speaker 1: in this particular case it is if we're saying, like 836 00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:36,560 Speaker 1: as Land is the godlike figure and CUIs is a 837 00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:38,680 Speaker 1: man of his time that wrote it, and it stands 838 00:48:38,719 --> 00:48:41,279 Speaker 1: to reason that he is a part of the patriarchy. 839 00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:45,239 Speaker 1: So this whole idea of like the God in this 840 00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:50,160 Speaker 1: case as Land punishing Susan for being feminine or not 841 00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:54,560 Speaker 1: fitting into whatever rules of this patriarchy, I thought that 842 00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:59,239 Speaker 1: was an interesting an interesting take as well. Right, and 843 00:48:59,280 --> 00:49:01,839 Speaker 1: when we again, when we talk about Susan's role and 844 00:49:02,160 --> 00:49:05,520 Speaker 1: the individual roles that he has placed on these characters, 845 00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:08,680 Speaker 1: it is very obvious that it is a very male 846 00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:12,920 Speaker 1: lead throughout, whether it's Caspian that we're talking about bin 847 00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:16,319 Speaker 1: Barn's character that I mentioned earlier, Um coming to find 848 00:49:16,360 --> 00:49:20,640 Speaker 1: the father, and or talking about as Land being this 849 00:49:20,760 --> 00:49:24,560 Speaker 1: lion who comes roaring through and Evil being a woman, 850 00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:27,480 Speaker 1: a witch till the Swinton who play the hell out 851 00:49:27,480 --> 00:49:29,319 Speaker 1: of that character gets hell out of me. I'm not 852 00:49:29,320 --> 00:49:35,560 Speaker 1: gonna lie, but like, really obviously again women leader, evil, 853 00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:39,040 Speaker 1: bat um, there's definitely notes of that that you have. 854 00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:42,320 Speaker 1: You can't really ignore any of that. He does mentioned 855 00:49:42,400 --> 00:49:44,200 Speaker 1: to Lucy that she would not be a part of 856 00:49:44,200 --> 00:49:46,680 Speaker 1: the battle, that she would be the healer, and though 857 00:49:46,800 --> 00:49:49,040 Speaker 1: actually Susan is a part of the battle. She has 858 00:49:49,080 --> 00:49:51,200 Speaker 1: the bow and she but she's also has a call 859 00:49:51,239 --> 00:49:54,720 Speaker 1: for help, which Peter comes running to. So like, there's 860 00:49:54,760 --> 00:49:57,920 Speaker 1: a lot of things for sure. Yeah, yeah, you know, 861 00:49:57,960 --> 00:50:00,279 Speaker 1: that's a good point. A lot of people um brought 862 00:50:00,280 --> 00:50:02,319 Speaker 1: that up as well. It's like, if you look at 863 00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:06,719 Speaker 1: the earlier ones, while she was always sort of the 864 00:50:06,719 --> 00:50:10,200 Speaker 1: practical one, she was also pretty like she wrote on 865 00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:13,680 Speaker 1: Nason's back, she was there when he was resurrected, like 866 00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:17,960 Speaker 1: she was pretty stalwart. So yeah, just not that you 867 00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:21,120 Speaker 1: can't go from being stalwart and not being stalard. But again, 868 00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:22,640 Speaker 1: it was just one of those things where people were like, 869 00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:26,759 Speaker 1: this doesn't track, it doesn't feel right. As we said, 870 00:50:26,760 --> 00:50:30,560 Speaker 1: there's that whole messaging of being adult equals being bad, 871 00:50:31,719 --> 00:50:37,680 Speaker 1: especially for women. Then there is trauma, so that the 872 00:50:37,719 --> 00:50:40,640 Speaker 1: impetus behind this story that Neil Gaiman wrote actually was 873 00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:44,080 Speaker 1: imagining like Susan was a woman who was left behind, 874 00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:45,880 Speaker 1: she lost her whole family, and there's a scene at 875 00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:48,719 Speaker 1: the end where it is kind of confusing, but yeah, 876 00:50:48,760 --> 00:50:50,840 Speaker 1: they die in this train accident, and then they're in 877 00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:55,000 Speaker 1: Narnia and as the reader, we realized they've died, and yeah, 878 00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:59,040 Speaker 1: they're in Narnia and you know, they're happy and embracing 879 00:50:59,040 --> 00:51:02,040 Speaker 1: and all this stuff, and Uson really doesn't not mentioned. 880 00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:05,000 Speaker 1: So she was just left behind and she's going to 881 00:51:05,120 --> 00:51:09,200 Speaker 1: deal with this aftermath. And some people really hurt that 882 00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:16,200 Speaker 1: there wasn't even a thought. There wasn't even like exactly, 883 00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:18,800 Speaker 1: but if we're looking at a Christian perspective of heaven, 884 00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:21,680 Speaker 1: that's the intent is that you will forget that trauma, 885 00:51:21,800 --> 00:51:23,560 Speaker 1: and if she has a trauma, part of that trauma, 886 00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:25,839 Speaker 1: you don't remember her like that is the joy of 887 00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:29,399 Speaker 1: heaven because honestly, that's one of the things that didn't 888 00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:31,799 Speaker 1: trek with me. I was really hurt by the idea 889 00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:35,279 Speaker 1: that I would forget everyone go to heaven, and that 890 00:51:35,560 --> 00:51:39,000 Speaker 1: is kind of that narrative that you forget everyone. And again, 891 00:51:39,040 --> 00:51:41,200 Speaker 1: I'm not going to go into the religious back and 892 00:51:41,280 --> 00:51:44,360 Speaker 1: forth about religious religious trauma, which I laughed about earlier 893 00:51:44,400 --> 00:51:47,560 Speaker 1: because I was like, there's a lot there, but that 894 00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:49,960 Speaker 1: is one of the thoughts is yeah, I don't I 895 00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:51,759 Speaker 1: think this is why I'm so confused because I'm still 896 00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:55,560 Speaker 1: too connected to well, something bad happened that translated into 897 00:51:55,640 --> 00:52:00,960 Speaker 1: something amazing happening, And yeah, that means they forget everything, 898 00:52:01,400 --> 00:52:03,760 Speaker 1: and so that includes their sister who they had loved. 899 00:52:04,080 --> 00:52:05,680 Speaker 1: Um and she is no longer a part of the 900 00:52:05,680 --> 00:52:07,640 Speaker 1: story and not no longer a part of the narrative, 901 00:52:08,600 --> 00:52:12,720 Speaker 1: and yeah, having her in this case go to identify 902 00:52:12,760 --> 00:52:14,880 Speaker 1: the bodies in this short story or like she's going 903 00:52:14,920 --> 00:52:18,000 Speaker 1: to be dealing with this right, which is just very 904 00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:21,279 Speaker 1: very painful. Um. And something else we've already mentioned, and 905 00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:24,120 Speaker 1: we've mentioned a lot that these stories are more forgiving 906 00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:27,680 Speaker 1: to white male characters and their trauma, and people pointed 907 00:52:27,719 --> 00:52:29,960 Speaker 1: that out a lot of it. They was repenting and 908 00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,239 Speaker 1: redeeming for a lot of male characters, but not so 909 00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:36,759 Speaker 1: much characters like you either were always a believer or 910 00:52:36,880 --> 00:52:40,440 Speaker 1: you did one mistake and you're out. Well yeah, and 911 00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:42,279 Speaker 1: I don't know if I just remember one thing that 912 00:52:42,320 --> 00:52:44,440 Speaker 1: really bothered me and had nothing to do with Susan. 913 00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:48,520 Speaker 1: But when they do return, and Lucy was supposed to 914 00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:51,200 Speaker 1: make them believe in and ASLN got mad at her 915 00:52:51,200 --> 00:52:54,200 Speaker 1: because she did could not convince them, and really kind 916 00:52:54,239 --> 00:52:57,640 Speaker 1: of state like called her out again. This is kind 917 00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:00,680 Speaker 1: of that trauma, religious drauma that whether C. S. Lewis 918 00:53:00,680 --> 00:53:02,839 Speaker 1: meant to do it, whether it was just something that 919 00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:05,560 Speaker 1: was like supposed to be storytelling, but it's very true, 920 00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:09,120 Speaker 1: like this guilt on Christians in general. Why didn't you 921 00:53:09,160 --> 00:53:12,040 Speaker 1: convert them? You partially damn them to hell because you 922 00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:15,359 Speaker 1: could not convince them? Right, Yeah, I I will never 923 00:53:15,400 --> 00:53:19,200 Speaker 1: forget one time when I was in seventh grade, my 924 00:53:19,320 --> 00:53:22,919 Speaker 1: algebra teacher told me, it's like I'm watching you walk 925 00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:25,000 Speaker 1: off a cliff and I just want to save you. 926 00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:28,040 Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, I had that done at 927 00:53:28,040 --> 00:53:30,919 Speaker 1: my workplace when I was a d J j as. 928 00:53:30,920 --> 00:53:33,359 Speaker 1: She was just like, you know, I love you so much. 929 00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:35,279 Speaker 1: I don't want this for you. And I looked at 930 00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:37,160 Speaker 1: I was like, I know what you're doing and it's 931 00:53:37,160 --> 00:53:44,960 Speaker 1: sweet and I know you made those love But okay, 932 00:53:45,280 --> 00:53:50,799 Speaker 1: math teacher, can we go back to now and then 933 00:53:50,920 --> 00:53:53,400 Speaker 1: really briefly to close this up, because I really I 934 00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:56,800 Speaker 1: find this so so interesting and legitimately I find this interesting. 935 00:53:56,800 --> 00:54:00,520 Speaker 1: A lot of people did make this argument of kind 936 00:54:00,520 --> 00:54:03,640 Speaker 1: of a distinction between what C. S. Lewis meant and 937 00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:08,800 Speaker 1: what he said he meant versus what we interpreted and 938 00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:12,640 Speaker 1: how much how much it matters or shouldn't matter. I 939 00:54:12,680 --> 00:54:16,239 Speaker 1: think another interesting point somebody made is unless you went 940 00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:19,080 Speaker 1: and like research to this and looked up the letters 941 00:54:19,120 --> 00:54:22,239 Speaker 1: he wrote specifically about Susan that people wrote in about 942 00:54:22,280 --> 00:54:23,840 Speaker 1: him and like why did you do this? And he 943 00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:27,600 Speaker 1: would respond, you wouldn't know. His response, we only have 944 00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:31,680 Speaker 1: the books. Really unless you go beyond that, and some 945 00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:37,120 Speaker 1: people did. We're saying, like, there's just a very interesting 946 00:54:37,200 --> 00:54:41,960 Speaker 1: line between kind of what Gaman was talking about in 947 00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:45,920 Speaker 1: this short story of researching children's book and searching for 948 00:54:46,000 --> 00:54:50,960 Speaker 1: men like you and I did, and then maybe being 949 00:54:51,040 --> 00:54:54,520 Speaker 1: hurt by that or maybe internalizing these messages that might 950 00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:57,440 Speaker 1: not have been intended but that did have the impact, 951 00:54:58,440 --> 00:55:02,000 Speaker 1: especially for kids that the young age. So I just 952 00:55:02,080 --> 00:55:05,280 Speaker 1: I thought that was really interesting. And Lewis once wrote 953 00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:10,240 Speaker 1: to someone that he thought this person who was concerned 954 00:55:10,239 --> 00:55:13,640 Speaker 1: about Susan should go write the story of Susan. Was 955 00:55:13,680 --> 00:55:16,319 Speaker 1: he being smart, alec I don't think so. He might 956 00:55:16,360 --> 00:55:18,839 Speaker 1: have been. He said it was like older he liked 957 00:55:18,920 --> 00:55:22,440 Speaker 1: children's literature that was more of an adult thing. But 958 00:55:22,520 --> 00:55:24,440 Speaker 1: a lot of people did say this was what was missing. 959 00:55:24,480 --> 00:55:26,960 Speaker 1: We needed the story of Susan after this, like if 960 00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:30,600 Speaker 1: you're just going to write her out, we needed something 961 00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:34,480 Speaker 1: and that's why we're still talking about it today. That's 962 00:55:34,520 --> 00:55:37,520 Speaker 1: why there's a whole thing called the He could do 963 00:55:37,560 --> 00:55:43,719 Speaker 1: a post. Yeah, well maybe it's time not anymore, but 964 00:55:43,920 --> 00:55:46,480 Speaker 1: you and I could get in on this. Actually probably 965 00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:51,920 Speaker 1: could lawyers and stuff, but this is what the picture 966 00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:56,120 Speaker 1: is for. But yeah, this was a fun conversation. I'm 967 00:55:56,120 --> 00:55:58,640 Speaker 1: glad we had it. If you could return to it 968 00:55:59,000 --> 00:56:02,680 Speaker 1: another day, Uh, absolutely, I think especially when it comes 969 00:56:02,680 --> 00:56:06,000 Speaker 1: to like religious religious fiction and women in the connotations, 970 00:56:06,040 --> 00:56:10,480 Speaker 1: because I read many a religious romance novels and let 971 00:56:10,520 --> 00:56:16,040 Speaker 1: me tell you the amount of marital discourse and what 972 00:56:16,120 --> 00:56:19,839 Speaker 1: women were supposed to do and be. Man, that's dramatizing 973 00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:22,719 Speaker 1: in itself. Um, not even read one book where she 974 00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:26,799 Speaker 1: was raped, got left by her pastor husband, and but 975 00:56:26,920 --> 00:56:32,719 Speaker 1: she was accepted by another godly man, so she's okay, wow, yeah, 976 00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:35,879 Speaker 1: all right. Well I thought it was something at the time, 977 00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:37,759 Speaker 1: and I thought it was something at the time. Was 978 00:56:37,880 --> 00:56:41,760 Speaker 1: coming back to now, Oh my god, what was I thinking? Yeah, 979 00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:44,640 Speaker 1: I mean, that's that's time what we're talking about. Why 980 00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:47,239 Speaker 1: did somebody say it's like we're searching for meaning or 981 00:56:47,320 --> 00:56:50,800 Speaker 1: meaning wasn't there, but we made it then. But because 982 00:56:50,840 --> 00:56:52,840 Speaker 1: of the product of their time and how we're raised 983 00:56:52,880 --> 00:56:59,040 Speaker 1: and how it was written, who can blame us? Who 984 00:56:59,040 --> 00:57:01,799 Speaker 1: can blame us? Okay, well, we've we've talked a lot 985 00:57:01,840 --> 00:57:04,920 Speaker 1: about this. I love it so listeners. If you have 986 00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:08,640 Speaker 1: any short stories or any books um to recommend to 987 00:57:08,680 --> 00:57:11,680 Speaker 1: us for this, or any recommendations at all, we love 988 00:57:11,719 --> 00:57:13,799 Speaker 1: to get them. You can email us at Stephania mom 989 00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:15,560 Speaker 1: Stuff at I heart media dot com. You can find 990 00:57:15,600 --> 00:57:17,800 Speaker 1: us on Twitter at Mom's Podcast or on Instagram at 991 00:57:17,800 --> 00:57:20,200 Speaker 1: stuff One Never Told You. 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