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Speaker 1: Hello, my dear listener. I pray that you are doing well.

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Speaker 2: I am doing fantastic. I'm having a great day, thank God.

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Speaker 1: And I say that in that way because I'm not

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Speaker 1: gonna lie. The energy has been very dense, I think,

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Speaker 1: just in the world and the super moon and the

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Speaker 1: eclipse we just had, and some of you may not

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Speaker 1: believe in that stuff, and that's okay, but I definitely do.

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Speaker 1: And I am a cardinal sign, so those types of

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Speaker 1: things do affect me.

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Speaker 2: So I was very emotional up and down. It was weird.

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Speaker 1: I was moody and sad and I don't know why,

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Speaker 1: and it was just so weird.

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Speaker 2: But thank goodness, I am good. I had to surrender and.

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Speaker 1: Release the way I've been teaching you guys, and it

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Speaker 1: helped a lot. I grounded myself. Yesterday I was feeling

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Speaker 1: some type of way. I'm like, wait a second, no, no, no,

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Speaker 1: you know what to do today. So I went outside

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Speaker 1: in my backyard and I took off my chank glass

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Speaker 1: and I stepped on the grass and I just let

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Speaker 1: the sun hit me, and I'm like, I am here,

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Speaker 1: I am grateful, and I just started being grateful for

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Speaker 1: everything around me, and it completely shifted everything. I'm on

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Speaker 1: my way to a retreat, and I was feeling like

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Speaker 1: canceling because I'm like, I'm just so overwhelmed. There's just

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Speaker 1: so much to do, and that's why I want to

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Speaker 1: go do that because I was like, I don't feel

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Speaker 1: like packing. And as soon as I did that, and

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Speaker 1: I just surrendered it to God and I'm like, you

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Speaker 1: know what, God, if this is meant for me and

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Speaker 1: you really want me to go, please please please change

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Speaker 1: my mood.

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Speaker 2: And I kid you not.

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Speaker 1: Within like twenty minutes, I felt better and I was

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Speaker 1: happy and optimistic, and I put some music on and

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Speaker 1: I started packing and I cleaned up my room and

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Speaker 1: I put everything away, like I did more than I

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Speaker 1: needed to do, and I started very late and was

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Speaker 1: able to finish everything. And I felt very proud of

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Speaker 1: myself because usually I'm late, and I did not.

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Speaker 2: I was able to go.

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Speaker 1: Work out this morning, go home and put everything in

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Speaker 1: the car and make it on time because I'm driving

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Speaker 1: there myself. I'm actually driving right now to it's called

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Speaker 1: Three Rivers, California.

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Speaker 2: It's by Sequoia.

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Speaker 1: It's about twenty minutes from Sequoia, and I'm going to

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Speaker 1: a spiritual retreat. And I won't give details yet because

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Speaker 1: I'm not necessarily ready to give details, but it's a

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Speaker 1: spiritual retreat. I'm coming by myself, and I'm excited and

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Speaker 1: I'm glad that I came and I didn't let those

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Speaker 1: negative feelings stop me from doing this because sometimes, and

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Speaker 1: I've done this in the past, our emotions aren't reliable,

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Speaker 1: so we have to kind of check them, you know,

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Speaker 1: and be like, Okay, wait, what triggered this emotion?

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Speaker 2: Where's this coming from?

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Speaker 1: And kind of like give ourselves self therapy before we

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Speaker 1: make decisions. And I used to make decisions off of

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Speaker 1: impulse because I was feeling some type of way. So

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Speaker 1: I'm glad that I give to myself this and give

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Speaker 1: myself the opportunity to come because I deserve it, and

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Speaker 1: I deserve this time alone and I deserve this time

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Speaker 1: to connect with God, to connect with my higher self,

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Speaker 1: with my inner child, and really take this time to

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Speaker 1: be honest with myself. Are there things that I want

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Speaker 1: to change? Are there things that I still need to

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Speaker 1: work on? Because healing is is, healing is a journey.

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Speaker 1: Healing is a for everything, you know, and I'm starting

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Speaker 1: to understand and accept that I used to think, Okay,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna heal from this and then I'm gonna.

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Speaker 2: Be happy forever. No, it's not how it works, and

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Speaker 2: it's okay.

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Speaker 1: Life is life and healing is not linear, you know.

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Speaker 2: So now that I understand that, I know how to.

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Speaker 1: Face certain things and not react a certain way. So anyway,

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Speaker 1: I just wanted to share this hope with something I

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Speaker 1: said in this voice memo for you helps you, because

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Speaker 1: that's always my intention behind everything and anything that I

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Speaker 1: do is to connect with you, guys, and inspire you

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Speaker 1: and make you feel better and share with you the

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Speaker 1: things I'm going through so that you don't feel alone

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Speaker 1: because you're not You're not crazy, and there's nothing wrong

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Speaker 1: with you and you're not broken. Like Jayla, my niece

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Speaker 1: one said, it's a bad moment, it's not a bad life.

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Speaker 1: I think I've shared that with you guys before on

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Speaker 1: Cheeky's and Chill. But anyway, guys, I'm almost here. I'm

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Speaker 1: seven minutes away, So pray for me and wish me

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Speaker 1: luck and send me blessings and positive vibes, and I'll

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Speaker 1: be thinking about you, guys, because this is also for us,

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Speaker 1: because if I better myself then I am a better

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Speaker 1: communicator and that's what I do here on Sincerely Jane,

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Speaker 1: and your cheeky's and chiki's and chill and everything else

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Speaker 1: I do through my music too, So anyway, I love you,

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Speaker 1: I appreciate you, and I thank God for you best

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Speaker 1: out there. Sincerely Jane,