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Speaker 2: You can't think of yourself as like, oh, I'm alone.

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Speaker 3: Like I'm free.

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Speaker 2: I'm free now to make every decision I want for myself.

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Speaker 2: You can do everything you want. You're gonna have a

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Speaker 1: Thanks for watching, guys. Today's episode is brought to you

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Speaker 1: by boost Mobile. Today's guest is a fearless comedian, television host,

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Speaker 1: seven time New York Times bestselling author.

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Speaker 4: That's pretty fucking impressive. Seven times.

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Speaker 1: You can experience her sharp humor and radical honesty live

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Speaker 1: on her High and Mighty comedy tour, which is right

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Speaker 1: now in Las Vegas.

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Speaker 4: Please welcome Chelsea. You can't look to the IRL podcast today.

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Speaker 3: Yay, thank you for having me.

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Speaker 4: Is that oring?

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Speaker 5: No?

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Speaker 3: I don't think so.

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Speaker 2: This is just like a regular pretty rich Yeah, that's

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Speaker 2: a pretty nive you any now, I'm not into my aura.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to know what's going on.

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Speaker 2: Listen you think I want to know what's going on

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Speaker 2: with my sleep, with my metabolic ray, with my track

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Speaker 4: I need to break from my because every day it

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Speaker 1: I have so many questions about drugs today, though, I

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Speaker 1: just came off the Critics' Choice. Yeah, and I was

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Speaker 1: I had like secondhand almost anxiety that maybe you don't

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Speaker 1: Do you feel that going into it? You know, you

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Speaker 2: I feel its Actually yes, I'm nervous to a degree,

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Speaker 3: But usually I'm hitting on them, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 2: Usually it's a compliment, Like Nicio del Toro was telling

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Speaker 3: I am all Last year it was Ray Fines.

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Speaker 1: Have you ever made a mistake and put that sexual

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Speaker 3: So, but no, I don't. I don't know if it's fearlessness.

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Speaker 1: So you might take that for granted, but that's not

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Speaker 4: People yearn to have that or want more of that, or.

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Speaker 2: But like I have so many people always saying that

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Speaker 3: And I was like, no problem, sister, I got you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but it was more of a responsibility once my

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't need her coming back and you.

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Speaker 2: Best Christmas of my life. I mean, I took mushrooms,

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Speaker 2: I skied all day by yourself. Well, I had some friends,

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Speaker 4: Isn't that crazy?

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Speaker 2: By the way, I should clarify separate than my High

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Speaker 2: this year.

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Speaker 2: I do once a month and then I start my

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Speaker 4: Wow. But and in the middle of that you managed

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Speaker 2: So I like to combine work and you know, play.

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Speaker 2: So I was in Vegas my friends. I take my

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Speaker 3: Girls, stay the fuck away from me. You're bad Juju.

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Speaker 3: I took my gay friend Terrence. He came with me.

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Speaker 2: There's a guy and a cowboy hat and he's got

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Speaker 2: The whole tables pop. It like we are splitting twos

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Speaker 2: and it was crazy. It was so much fun. And

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Speaker 2: then I leave and I was like, you know, I

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Speaker 2: I was ready to go to bed. I leave, and

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Speaker 2: the next morning I get all these texts from the

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Speaker 4: Who is this?

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Speaker 2: My friend Terrence is like, that's a cowboy. You were

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Speaker 2: sitting next to him, like the Republican from Texas and

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Speaker 2: He must have told you that fifteen times last night,

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Speaker 2: he had a cowboy hat on. Yeah, so that's his

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Speaker 2: Let me know when I can join you on one

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Speaker 2: of your adventures. And I was just about to go

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Speaker 2: to Antarctica. On this trip, it was like a psychedelic

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Speaker 4: Don't tell me you told the band to just cuff.

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Speaker 2: So I sent him the link to the trip, and

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Speaker 2: That was a pretty That was a pretty big move.

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Speaker 2: I like big moves. You got to follow him up

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Speaker 2: with more big moves. But that is good at the

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Speaker 2: bar and I was like, okay, I'm interested.

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Speaker 1: So he shows up and so you're an Antarctica. He

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Speaker 1: shows up. Yes, does he have a cowboy head on? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's his things.

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Speaker 3: Yeah sometimes yeah, yeah, he wears.

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Speaker 4: This could have went terribly bad.

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Speaker 2: Well, there was one hundred and ninety people on the boat,

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Speaker 2: so I figured I was going with my girlfriend. She

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Speaker 2: then there's a million other people on the boat to

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Speaker 2: there are plenty of good looking people on that trip.

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Speaker 2: I'm not going to go on a trip with baut

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Speaker 2: looking people. Come on, you're such a planner, I know,

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Speaker 4: So so this is going well clearly. So yeah, it's cute.

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Speaker 3: We're dating. Yeah that's who I'm dating.

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Speaker 4: The cowboy. But he's not a Republican and he's not

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Speaker 4: from Texas. Now I love that for you, thank you?

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Speaker 4: And so is this like a goal? Like do you

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Speaker 4: who like?

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Speaker 1: No, I'm listen, some women really deeply care, like they

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Speaker 1: You don't strike me as you strike me as like,

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Speaker 1: if it's real and it's cool, then good.

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Speaker 4: If not, I'm fucking okay either.

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Speaker 3: I'm not out seeking men. That is not my agenda

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Speaker 2: I'm here for women and I'm here for myself like

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Speaker 2: I've never been. I mean, I'm sure there have been

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Speaker 2: I've never been very thirsty for a man or a partner. So, like,

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Speaker 2: you've got to really kind of get my attention for

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I like that.

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Speaker 2: I like traveling a lot, I like hooking up with guys.

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Speaker 2: I don't like to get too serious. I don't want

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Speaker 4: You know, it's such a different way to live. Nobody's

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Speaker 2: First of all, my whole vibe is about freedom. I

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Speaker 3: Do you have children?

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Speaker 2: I do, but they're older, they're cooked done freedom like you.

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Speaker 2: I love the idea that I don't have to check

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Speaker 3: You know what I mean.

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Speaker 4: I'll do all of that stuff.

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Speaker 1: You're not somebody who believes in like somebody to grow

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Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, sure, but there's a million, there's eight

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Speaker 2: I'm alone. You have to think of yourself is like

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Speaker 2: I'm free. I'm free now to make every decision I

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Speaker 4: Am I gonna do drugs like you?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yea.

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Speaker 3: I'll give you drugs too, whatever you need.

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Speaker 4: Drugs scare me. Also, Cat today next to her.

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Speaker 2: Usually seem like a real pussy next to me. I mean,

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Speaker 4: I'm like, I'm like the tough, badass girl in the room.

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Speaker 4: Your energy is so strong that I'm even feeling like

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Speaker 5: I feel like dainty, and like I like that I'm

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Speaker 5: making you feel dainty two of us. I love that

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Speaker 5: for me, That's yeah, I love that for me.

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Speaker 4: This might be my era. I might slide into a dainty.

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Speaker 3: Girl and you might meet a man that's gonna make

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Speaker 4: You how do you go? How does that work for you?

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Speaker 3: I like to feel like a woman when I'm with

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Speaker 4: Like?

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Speaker 2: I want them to see all of me and appreciate

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Speaker 2: but they have to see it. I'm not faking anything

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Speaker 2: to be ready to move and hustle with me, or

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Speaker 2: if you want to see me, you got to be

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Speaker 2: ready to pop over, you know, Like I'm not going

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Speaker 2: going to go out of their way for me, and

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Speaker 2: then I'll, you know, if it becomes a serious relationship.

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Speaker 2: Of course I can be serious if I have to be.

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Speaker 2: Can you be soft and dainty detail I can be

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Speaker 4: Really yeah.

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Speaker 2: I love being in love, like I love the beginnings

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Speaker 2: of relationships. You know, it's always so fun in the beginning,

442
00:17:33,520 --> 00:17:36,680
Speaker 2: the flirting, the texting, the calling, and the I love

443
00:17:36,760 --> 00:17:38,480
Speaker 2: Like you know, when you're checking your phone to see

444
00:17:38,480 --> 00:17:41,640
Speaker 2: if a guy texted that you're really into and this

445
00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:44,960
Speaker 2: guy's really sweet and special, and like he just keeps

446
00:17:45,080 --> 00:17:47,200
Speaker 2: kind of making me like him more.

447
00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:50,920
Speaker 4: You're like, damn near in love. Well, I didn't say that,

448
00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:53,639
Speaker 4: I feel it coming. I give it three months and

449
00:17:53,680 --> 00:17:54,080
Speaker 4: you're like.

450
00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:56,159
Speaker 3: Love okay, I'll keep you posting.

451
00:17:56,160 --> 00:17:57,200
Speaker 4: This is the energy you're giving.

452
00:17:57,320 --> 00:17:57,600
Speaker 2: Yeah.

453
00:17:57,720 --> 00:18:00,520
Speaker 4: Yeah. And also his introduction was love you.

454
00:18:00,720 --> 00:18:02,439
Speaker 2: I mean the story alone, I have to see it

455
00:18:02,480 --> 00:18:06,560
Speaker 2: through because the guy flew to ant Arctica. Know's it's like,

456
00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:09,840
Speaker 2: not even going to Long Beach, I was going to Antarctica.

457
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:11,880
Speaker 3: No one's going to ant Arctica.

458
00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:14,000
Speaker 1: But this ever, and if you're this because you give

459
00:18:14,040 --> 00:18:16,000
Speaker 1: me the I'm sorry, I'm I'm free and you have

460
00:18:16,040 --> 00:18:18,320
Speaker 1: to know on my terms and I'm in control and

461
00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:21,879
Speaker 1: I am strong and bossy energy. But ever do you

462
00:18:21,920 --> 00:18:26,119
Speaker 1: get caught up in I don't know the softness of that. Like,

463
00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:29,600
Speaker 1: so when you're checking your phone and then and say

464
00:18:29,600 --> 00:18:31,880
Speaker 1: he doesn't text, you don't get caught.

465
00:18:31,760 --> 00:18:33,639
Speaker 4: Up ever in that kind. I don't get caught up

466
00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:35,280
Speaker 4: in behavior. You know what I mean? You know what

467
00:18:35,320 --> 00:18:35,720
Speaker 4: I'm saying.

468
00:18:35,920 --> 00:18:38,320
Speaker 3: I know I can get girly and soft, for sure.

469
00:18:38,440 --> 00:18:41,639
Speaker 2: I have that part of me either, right, you know

470
00:18:41,680 --> 00:18:44,080
Speaker 2: I'm not needy and I'm not insecure. If I check

471
00:18:44,160 --> 00:18:45,840
Speaker 2: my phone and he hasn't texted me, I.

472
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Speaker 4: Don't go like no, you don't quit. I'm like, I

473
00:18:49,640 --> 00:18:50,720
Speaker 4: go good, good. Give me?

474
00:18:50,760 --> 00:18:52,560
Speaker 2: You know I like it, like I like a little bit,

475
00:18:52,600 --> 00:18:54,280
Speaker 2: and you know I'm not. I don't need a lot

476
00:18:54,320 --> 00:18:58,640
Speaker 2: of of that I need. I like, I just attracted

477
00:18:58,720 --> 00:19:01,040
Speaker 2: to somebody who's got their ship together and has something

478
00:19:01,040 --> 00:19:02,760
Speaker 2: going on that doesn't evolve me.

479
00:19:03,680 --> 00:19:06,440
Speaker 1: You think you'll ever It's hard to say, right because

480
00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:07,800
Speaker 1: you don't know who you're going to meet or how

481
00:19:07,800 --> 00:19:08,639
Speaker 1: they're going to show up.

482
00:19:08,720 --> 00:19:12,480
Speaker 4: But would you do you see yourself committing to like,

483
00:19:12,720 --> 00:19:16,320
Speaker 4: I don't know, marriage or being with somebody. You said

484
00:19:16,480 --> 00:19:18,679
Speaker 4: you've never been with somebody for that long, Like, could you.

485
00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:22,199
Speaker 4: I just think marriage is so outdated. It's just a

486
00:19:22,240 --> 00:19:25,480
Speaker 4: really silly idea. But you know, since I've.

487
00:19:25,440 --> 00:19:28,719
Speaker 2: Bemoaned marriage my whole entire public life, I would be

488
00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:31,720
Speaker 2: really hypocritical for me to get married, which means I'll

489
00:19:31,720 --> 00:19:32,520
Speaker 2: probably do it.

490
00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:33,200
Speaker 4: You know, at some.

491
00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:35,679
Speaker 2: Point I might just go, Okay, fuck it, I'm you know,

492
00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:37,480
Speaker 2: I'm fifty years old, so I might as well just

493
00:19:37,520 --> 00:19:39,280
Speaker 2: go get married. What you know, what could go wrong

494
00:19:39,320 --> 00:19:41,600
Speaker 2: at this point. But I don't care about marriage. I

495
00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:44,119
Speaker 2: don't care about that kind of like I feel like

496
00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:47,239
Speaker 2: that's a very patriarchal thing anyway, you're kind of like

497
00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:48,600
Speaker 2: it's property a little bit.

498
00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:51,240
Speaker 1: I think it makes sense when you are building a family,

499
00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,240
Speaker 1: if you're if you're if you want to have children

500
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Speaker 1: and you want them to have the same name, if

501
00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:59,000
Speaker 1: you're building that type of thing. But if you're fifty

502
00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:02,120
Speaker 1: or older and your life is you've done a great

503
00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:04,160
Speaker 1: life for yourself, and you can go to my work

504
00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:04,960
Speaker 1: or whenever.

505
00:20:04,680 --> 00:20:07,320
Speaker 4: You want, yeah, on any weekend, maybe I can I

506
00:20:07,400 --> 00:20:10,080
Speaker 4: can understand then why it does it? Yeah, it's not.

507
00:20:10,440 --> 00:20:12,440
Speaker 3: That's not something I attained to do.

508
00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:16,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not on the bucket list. Yeah yeah, it's

509
00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:18,560
Speaker 1: going to be the fucking cowboy that's going to get you.

510
00:20:18,520 --> 00:20:18,879
Speaker 4: To do it.

511
00:20:19,359 --> 00:20:23,200
Speaker 2: You im No, No, he's very he's much younger than

512
00:20:23,200 --> 00:20:25,680
Speaker 2: me as well. Oh yeah, how do you feel about that?

513
00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:27,800
Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't really feel anything. At first,

514
00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:29,280
Speaker 2: I was like, I don't want to date young. You know,

515
00:20:29,359 --> 00:20:30,400
Speaker 2: I dated You say much?

516
00:20:30,440 --> 00:20:31,000
Speaker 4: What is much?

517
00:20:31,119 --> 00:20:33,919
Speaker 2: Well, he's fourteen years younger than me. Oh, so he's

518
00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:37,840
Speaker 2: thirty six years old. But I when I was young,

519
00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:41,120
Speaker 2: twenties thirties, I always dated older guys twenties, like twenty

520
00:20:41,200 --> 00:20:42,760
Speaker 2: years older than me. I was dated forty year old

521
00:20:42,800 --> 00:20:44,719
Speaker 2: when I was twenty, fifty year olds when I was thirty,

522
00:20:45,040 --> 00:20:46,439
Speaker 2: and then I was forty, and I'm like, I'm not

523
00:20:46,520 --> 00:20:47,640
Speaker 2: dating fucking sixty year old.

524
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Speaker 3: It's like I got to flip it and reverse it,

525
00:20:49,040 --> 00:20:49,239
Speaker 3: you know.

526
00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:52,240
Speaker 2: So now I'm heading in the opposite direction because I'm

527
00:20:52,240 --> 00:20:53,919
Speaker 2: too hot to be dating a sixty five year old.

528
00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:54,679
Speaker 4: Let's be honest.

529
00:20:54,760 --> 00:20:56,760
Speaker 2: I mean, I don't work this hard on myself and

530
00:20:56,800 --> 00:20:58,920
Speaker 2: take such good care of myself, so that I can't

531
00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:01,800
Speaker 2: have fun and you know, have a good time, So

532
00:21:02,040 --> 00:21:04,080
Speaker 2: I don't it just kind of the minute I hung

533
00:21:04,119 --> 00:21:05,679
Speaker 2: out with him, that age thing went out the window.

534
00:21:05,880 --> 00:21:08,320
Speaker 2: Uh huh, didn't really. It's not like he's a boy,

535
00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:09,480
Speaker 2: he's not. He's a man.

536
00:21:09,640 --> 00:21:12,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, he was cowboy heads, he's probably he's a cowboy.

537
00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:15,399
Speaker 4: He's a cowboy, not from taking I love hearing this

538
00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:15,960
Speaker 4: in here.

539
00:21:16,119 --> 00:21:17,840
Speaker 3: He's gonna be like, oh, thanks for outing me.

540
00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:21,080
Speaker 4: We're going to do a whole clip about you. It's

541
00:21:21,119 --> 00:21:24,720
Speaker 4: gonna be a whole little segment about him. I love.

542
00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:27,159
Speaker 1: I love how free you are about I don't know,

543
00:21:27,560 --> 00:21:29,760
Speaker 1: especially women, they put so many things on us, what

544
00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:31,440
Speaker 1: we should do, what we should look like, what our

545
00:21:31,440 --> 00:21:34,159
Speaker 1: partnership should look like. You're like, fuck all of that.

546
00:21:34,400 --> 00:21:36,199
Speaker 3: Yeah, well it's really annoying to be told what to

547
00:21:36,240 --> 00:21:36,840
Speaker 3: do by men.

548
00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:37,800
Speaker 4: I don't like that.

549
00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:40,000
Speaker 3: I don't appreciate being told what to do.

550
00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:43,679
Speaker 2: And you know, part of me in the last you know,

551
00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:46,399
Speaker 2: ever since our election, like it kind of puts a

552
00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:49,399
Speaker 2: real stain on straight guys. You know, like you guys

553
00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:51,880
Speaker 2: didn't they didn't stand up for us in any way.

554
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:52,800
Speaker 3: We got our Roe v.

555
00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:55,320
Speaker 2: Wade overturned. Where there was a woman's march, Where was

556
00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:57,240
Speaker 2: the men's march. Yeah, you know, people want to be

557
00:21:57,320 --> 00:22:00,240
Speaker 2: allies to women, but they don't really do with the thing.

558
00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:02,080
Speaker 2: They don't go to they don't go to town for us.

559
00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:04,119
Speaker 2: We have to go to town for ourselves as women, like,

560
00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:07,560
Speaker 2: we have to stick together. And so this last election,

561
00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:11,040
Speaker 2: even if you're not a Trump supporter, like guys were

562
00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:14,479
Speaker 2: really kind of emblematic of what the problem is. You know,

563
00:22:15,040 --> 00:22:18,280
Speaker 2: straight white guys specifically that are over a certain age.

564
00:22:18,320 --> 00:22:21,560
Speaker 2: You're like, you need the fucking iPhone update. You need

565
00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:24,480
Speaker 2: to get the update, like it's and it's not attractive.

566
00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:28,200
Speaker 2: They kind of became unfuckable. So it was really refreshing

567
00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:30,320
Speaker 2: a to meet someone that I could be attracted that

568
00:22:30,359 --> 00:22:34,280
Speaker 2: I'm attracted to. I really enjoy being attracted to someone. Yeah,

569
00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:38,080
Speaker 2: having flirty you know times with someone, I like that

570
00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:38,480
Speaker 2: a lot.

571
00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:41,960
Speaker 4: I love that for you. Yes, and see and it's time. Yeah,

572
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 4: and that you went younger is good. Yeah, I think.

573
00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:46,000
Speaker 2: So he's gonna have to keep up. He is going

574
00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:47,680
Speaker 2: to have to keep up, but he really, by the way,

575
00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:50,480
Speaker 2: I can't keep up with me. So yeah, so we'll

576
00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:52,240
Speaker 2: see what happens. I'll keep you posted.

577
00:22:52,400 --> 00:22:54,320
Speaker 1: What about the humor thing, how does that show up

578
00:22:54,359 --> 00:22:55,800
Speaker 1: in like dating and relationships?

579
00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:58,960
Speaker 2: This guy's actually pretty funny, so you have to be. No,

580
00:22:59,240 --> 00:23:00,720
Speaker 2: you don't have to be, but you have to get

581
00:23:00,720 --> 00:23:02,600
Speaker 2: the joke, and you have to be sarcastic. Like I'm

582
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:05,600
Speaker 2: a sarcastic person. I was raised in a sarcastic family.

583
00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,000
Speaker 2: Like there's a kind of a generation. I don't know

584
00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:11,040
Speaker 2: which one it is that doesn't have sarcasm really, Like

585
00:23:11,080 --> 00:23:12,640
Speaker 2: there's like, is it a millennial?

586
00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:14,920
Speaker 3: No, No, it's not millennials. It's like that, what's the one

587
00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:15,399
Speaker 3: after that?

588
00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:17,520
Speaker 4: Or Gen z X?

589
00:23:18,040 --> 00:23:20,399
Speaker 2: One of them that the sarcasm is no good? And

590
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:24,280
Speaker 2: I'm like, no, no, I'm I'm all about sarcasm, you know.

591
00:23:24,520 --> 00:23:25,959
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, and he's one of us.

592
00:23:26,240 --> 00:23:29,399
Speaker 3: Yeah, he's sarcastic. He's much nicer than I am, but

593
00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:30,320
Speaker 3: he's still sarcastic.

594
00:23:30,400 --> 00:23:33,600
Speaker 1: But humor's not funny because humor could be. Have I

595
00:23:33,640 --> 00:23:36,040
Speaker 1: ever dated a funny guy? Do date funny guys?

596
00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:39,000
Speaker 2: I dated a comedian Joe coyh that's right, that's right,

597
00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:42,600
Speaker 2: But that was more of like I mean, you know, yeah,

598
00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:46,200
Speaker 2: he was funny. He's funny. Yeah, but that's comedian funny.

599
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:49,040
Speaker 2: Like I'm not expecting that from regular guys. I'm not

600
00:23:49,119 --> 00:23:51,520
Speaker 2: expecting them to entertain me. But it's nice when they

601
00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:53,720
Speaker 2: are fucking funny, and the most important thing is just

602
00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:56,040
Speaker 2: to get the joke, to not be like in La

603
00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:57,359
Speaker 2: La Lands and not get it.

604
00:23:57,440 --> 00:23:59,760
Speaker 4: Do you always feel pressure to be funny? No, not

605
00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:00,000
Speaker 4: at all.

606
00:24:00,359 --> 00:24:03,160
Speaker 1: I don't need to be funny because that sometimes comedians

607
00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:05,640
Speaker 1: Like could I date a comedian guy? I think sometimes

608
00:24:06,359 --> 00:24:08,240
Speaker 1: only one that doesn't feel like he has to be

609
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:11,360
Speaker 1: funny all the time, because that could be freaking annoying. Yeah, totally,

610
00:24:11,400 --> 00:24:12,560
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Yeah, yeah, I mean I

611
00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:14,439
Speaker 1: think for you, you show up in a room and

612
00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:18,120
Speaker 1: it's like, there's Chelsea, I mean, is she gonna.

613
00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:19,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm sure sometimes you know.

614
00:24:19,800 --> 00:24:21,440
Speaker 2: I went through a phase when I went to therapy,

615
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,160
Speaker 2: Like when I was forty, I have like a little

616
00:24:23,680 --> 00:24:26,399
Speaker 2: crisis and I and I went to therapy and I

617
00:24:26,440 --> 00:24:30,479
Speaker 2: realized like how much effort, I like, how much pressure

618
00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:33,159
Speaker 2: I feel to be that person. And I kind of

619
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:36,480
Speaker 2: just dismantled all of that and was like started to

620
00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:39,080
Speaker 2: become like a more authentic version of me, Like if

621
00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:41,119
Speaker 2: I'm in a bad mood. I'm in a bad mood,

622
00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:44,240
Speaker 2: and I usually stick to myself when I am. But

623
00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,919
Speaker 2: if I don't need to make you laugh, I mean,

624
00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:50,879
Speaker 2: I'm naturally just an outgoing kind of silly person. So

625
00:24:51,080 --> 00:24:53,760
Speaker 2: I like to just have that vibe and energy, and

626
00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:57,320
Speaker 2: I like people to feel something fun when they're around me.

627
00:24:57,840 --> 00:25:00,480
Speaker 2: Want them to feel like they've been seen, they've been into,

628
00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:03,080
Speaker 2: and that they had a good time. Yea, So there's that,

629
00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,240
Speaker 2: but that's not really pressure. That's just kind of who

630
00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:05,600
Speaker 2: I am.

631
00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, but you did have to dismantle some of that, Like.

632
00:25:08,600 --> 00:25:11,879
Speaker 3: Yeah, I had to stop performing and with it. Friends,

633
00:25:12,040 --> 00:25:13,280
Speaker 3: there's no reason for that.

634
00:25:13,600 --> 00:25:16,639
Speaker 1: I think that women probably, I think there's a certain

635
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:20,560
Speaker 1: amount of performance that women sometimes do in general, and

636
00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:23,720
Speaker 1: so dismantling that I think should be something that everybody

637
00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:24,560
Speaker 1: attempts to.

638
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,720
Speaker 2: We want people to feel comfortable, we want everyone to

639
00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:29,679
Speaker 2: have a good time. Yeah, Like, if I'm out of

640
00:25:29,840 --> 00:25:31,920
Speaker 2: five people over my house and two people are don't

641
00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:32,480
Speaker 2: talking to.

642
00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:34,680
Speaker 3: Someone, I'm like, I gotta get over there. I gotta

643
00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:37,760
Speaker 3: make sure everyone feels, you know, like they're being talked to.

644
00:25:37,920 --> 00:25:40,159
Speaker 4: Do you still do that or are you dismantling I'm.

645
00:25:40,040 --> 00:25:42,040
Speaker 3: Trying to think when I have people over. No, I

646
00:25:42,080 --> 00:25:43,040
Speaker 3: don't do that anymore.

647
00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:46,240
Speaker 2: I just kind of let everything lay and just let

648
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:48,160
Speaker 2: it all shake itself out, you know what I mean.

649
00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm in that little I've transitioned into I'm in

650
00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:53,280
Speaker 1: the process of transitioning that now.

651
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:53,640
Speaker 4: Yeah.

652
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:55,040
Speaker 1: And every time I do it, I'm like, oh, I'm

653
00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:56,560
Speaker 1: so proud of myself. I didn't try to help that

654
00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:57,160
Speaker 1: person at all.

655
00:25:57,320 --> 00:25:59,960
Speaker 4: Oh really, really, you know what I mean? Does it does?

656
00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:01,280
Speaker 3: Do you feel better about that?

657
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:02,360
Speaker 4: I love it.

658
00:26:02,480 --> 00:26:05,959
Speaker 1: I still have some of the old pool where oh, well,

659
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:09,720
Speaker 1: they probably I don't want them to feel but I

660
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:12,199
Speaker 1: have enough kind of like I trust them.

661
00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:13,080
Speaker 4: I'm a good enough person.

662
00:26:13,119 --> 00:26:14,879
Speaker 1: Then if I don't feel like, if I don't want

663
00:26:14,880 --> 00:26:16,360
Speaker 1: to do that or it doesn't serve me, then I'm

664
00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:17,040
Speaker 1: just not gonna do it.

665
00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:18,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's just like, give what you have.

666
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:19,840
Speaker 1: I always tell my mother the same thing, because my

667
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:22,919
Speaker 1: mother never dismantled that thing. She's always trying to like

668
00:26:22,960 --> 00:26:26,560
Speaker 1: make sure everybody's and I'm like, just give what you

669
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:29,760
Speaker 1: have and then stop giving, because the problem is when

670
00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:32,119
Speaker 1: you do that, if you don't have me boundaries or anything.

671
00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:34,120
Speaker 2: And I'm very bad with boundaries as well. I can

672
00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:36,360
Speaker 2: totally relate to that suck You.

673
00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:38,959
Speaker 4: Could get sucked dry and then who wants that?

674
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:41,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, we deplete ourselves.

675
00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:42,720
Speaker 4: Yeah for sure.

676
00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:43,200
Speaker 3: Yeah.

677
00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,320
Speaker 1: So, like I get excited now because I have turned

678
00:26:45,320 --> 00:26:47,600
Speaker 1: that corner when that's great. I notice it and I'm like,

679
00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:50,040
Speaker 1: oh shit, I didn't. My poll was to want to

680
00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:51,639
Speaker 1: go do something about that, and I didn't.

681
00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:53,679
Speaker 4: Yeah or whatever whatever.

682
00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:56,400
Speaker 1: I just I mean that I can't wait till I'm

683
00:26:56,440 --> 00:26:57,719
Speaker 1: all the way on the other side of that way

684
00:26:57,760 --> 00:26:59,320
Speaker 1: that poll doesn't even happen anymore.

685
00:26:59,359 --> 00:27:01,919
Speaker 3: I like that for you, good right, Yeah, that's how

686
00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:02,520
Speaker 3: we grow up.

687
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:03,840
Speaker 4: I like it for me too. Yeah.

688
00:27:03,920 --> 00:27:06,320
Speaker 2: Women are ascending always. That's how I look at it.

689
00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:09,320
Speaker 2: We're ascending. Like I'm fifty, this is the best I've

690
00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:11,720
Speaker 2: ever felt. I have more energy than I've ever had

691
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,680
Speaker 2: in my life. I mean, I take a shitload of peptides,

692
00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:15,480
Speaker 2: so that probably has something to do with it. But

693
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:20,119
Speaker 2: my body, my man, health, my mind. Like I'm ascending.

694
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:22,720
Speaker 2: That's how I think of womanhood. Like we just get

695
00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:26,399
Speaker 2: wiser and cooler and we give less focks as we

696
00:27:26,440 --> 00:27:29,840
Speaker 2: get older. I mean, obviously through our conversation where I've

697
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:32,240
Speaker 2: never given any focks, you know, according to the world,

698
00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:35,320
Speaker 2: but I have I do give fucks. I mean occasionally

699
00:27:36,160 --> 00:27:38,640
Speaker 2: sometimes if I if I have to, but I try

700
00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 2: not to focus on that, you know, I try and

701
00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:42,520
Speaker 2: focus on what's going to make me like, I want

702
00:27:42,520 --> 00:27:44,920
Speaker 2: to be a good person. I want to be happy,

703
00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:47,840
Speaker 2: and I want to be upbeat and like inspire people

704
00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:50,040
Speaker 2: to do the same. What was the last thing that

705
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:54,560
Speaker 2: you had to ascend to or out of a send

706
00:27:54,840 --> 00:28:01,240
Speaker 2: assend to from from from from from from. I had

707
00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:04,879
Speaker 2: a really kind of messy year last year because I

708
00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:07,600
Speaker 2: have this. I've been building a house in Los Angeles

709
00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:11,359
Speaker 2: and it's been an absolute disaster, and that really got me.

710
00:28:13,240 --> 00:28:16,120
Speaker 2: It's been going on and on and on for four years,

711
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,840
Speaker 2: and the first couple of years I was okay, and

712
00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:21,560
Speaker 2: then last year was when it really just I felt

713
00:28:21,600 --> 00:28:23,600
Speaker 2: like I was being robbed, you know, like I had

714
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:26,919
Speaker 2: to hire a new contractor to fix the first contractor's work,

715
00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:31,120
Speaker 2: and that even though it was a house, I had

716
00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:34,240
Speaker 2: no the way I bounced around the world like I

717
00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:38,320
Speaker 2: had no I felt so no foundation, I had no Yeah,

718
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:42,320
Speaker 2: I felt so like unmoored. So every time I came

719
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:44,080
Speaker 2: to LA I was staying with a friend or renting

720
00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:46,280
Speaker 2: a house, and everyone was like, God, what is up

721
00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 2: with you? Like, how are you letting this affect you

722
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:51,840
Speaker 2: so badly? I'm like, because it's relentless. It's so much

723
00:28:51,880 --> 00:28:53,680
Speaker 2: money out the window. And that's fine too. I don't

724
00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 2: care about material stuff, like in the way I can work.

725
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:57,920
Speaker 2: I'm grateful to be able to work and earn the

726
00:28:57,960 --> 00:28:59,840
Speaker 2: money that I need to make for this house. But

727
00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:03,840
Speaker 2: it just got me so low. And then I went

728
00:29:03,880 --> 00:29:05,840
Speaker 2: to my doctor and I was like, guys, I think

729
00:29:05,880 --> 00:29:07,680
Speaker 2: I need something like an antidepressant.

730
00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:10,000
Speaker 3: I'm so I feel hopeless.

731
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:12,800
Speaker 2: And then they tested my estrogen and they were like,

732
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:14,680
Speaker 2: you have you feel this way because you have no

733
00:29:14,760 --> 00:29:15,960
Speaker 2: testosterone and you have no.

734
00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:18,400
Speaker 3: Estrogen, And then I was like oh and.

735
00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 2: Literally literally twenty four hours later, after I put on

736
00:29:23,240 --> 00:29:26,320
Speaker 2: my estrogen patch, I was a different person.

737
00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:27,000
Speaker 4: Wow.

738
00:29:27,000 --> 00:29:29,360
Speaker 2: So it was like, oh my god, I didn't even

739
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,360
Speaker 2: think about that, you know what I mean. I didn't

740
00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:34,200
Speaker 2: think about that, how what age I am and what

741
00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 2: my body's going through.

742
00:29:35,880 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 3: So now I know the reason, you know what I mean? Like,

743
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:39,920
Speaker 3: I wasn't upseted.

744
00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:43,080
Speaker 2: My coping mechanisms just failed me, and so I was

745
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:46,440
Speaker 2: crying on a regular basis about a house. And even

746
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:48,640
Speaker 2: friends are like and they're like, Chelsea, get a grip.

747
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:51,080
Speaker 2: You have two other houses, you know, like, well, like

748
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:52,959
Speaker 2: what do you mean? I'm like you just like it

749
00:29:53,040 --> 00:29:57,000
Speaker 2: was just relentless the bills one week after another. This

750
00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:59,920
Speaker 2: is wrong. This is wrong. They did this wrong. So anyway,

751
00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:03,000
Speaker 2: that was that was the thing to answer to circle back.

752
00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:06,000
Speaker 2: You know, I don't want to be a wealthy person

753
00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:07,840
Speaker 2: here bitching about a house, but here I am.

754
00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:09,520
Speaker 3: And that brought me.

755
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:11,880
Speaker 2: That got me down because it wasn't the house. It

756
00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:14,600
Speaker 2: was more than that. It's just the stability, you know.

757
00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:17,400
Speaker 4: Like it was also the estrogen. Estrogen.

758
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:21,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, and yeah, so but I came out of

759
00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:25,760
Speaker 2: that when I got the proper dosages. So it's all

760
00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:28,120
Speaker 2: important for all of us because when you feel hopeless,

761
00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:30,840
Speaker 2: that's a bad state of mind.

762
00:30:31,240 --> 00:30:33,560
Speaker 1: So the fact that you went in looking for antidepressants

763
00:30:33,560 --> 00:30:34,840
Speaker 1: at that point, yeah, I was.

764
00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:37,640
Speaker 2: Gonna go on like lexapro or whatever, well buttrin or

765
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:40,200
Speaker 2: whatever the one, the light one is. And then as

766
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:41,800
Speaker 2: student as I took the estrogen, I'm like, I'm not

767
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,280
Speaker 2: taking old buttrin and I've got my estrogen. Now you're like,

768
00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:45,360
Speaker 2: give me some more.

769
00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:48,760
Speaker 4: And it's working. Well.

770
00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:50,600
Speaker 3: They're like, do you have you have to take testosterone two?

771
00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:51,400
Speaker 4: And I go, I don't know.

772
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,400
Speaker 3: I took testosterone a few years ago and it made

773
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:54,120
Speaker 3: my hair thin.

774
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:55,640
Speaker 4: I go, I do. I'm not willing.

775
00:30:55,880 --> 00:30:57,520
Speaker 3: I'm like, what is the testosterone for?

776
00:30:57,640 --> 00:31:00,560
Speaker 2: They're like sex drive, and I'm like, well, I don't

777
00:31:00,600 --> 00:31:02,600
Speaker 2: want to be, you know, bald and horny, like that's

778
00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:04,040
Speaker 2: not going to get me anywhere.

779
00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:05,960
Speaker 4: But then I do take the.

780
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:07,920
Speaker 3: Testile strone and it does help, So that's good.

781
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:12,640
Speaker 4: My hair is actually good today, Thank you. Thanks. And

782
00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:15,680
Speaker 4: then boosts the sex drive also, yeah it does.

783
00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:17,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, it makes you want to have sex lots of

784
00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:20,560
Speaker 2: that good thing. You got a young Yeah, that's good somebody. Yeah,

785
00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:21,880
Speaker 2: I think I have a cowboy.

786
00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:24,480
Speaker 4: You can keep up with you. Hey, guys.

787
00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:27,280
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800
00:32:03,760 --> 00:32:06,760
Speaker 1: Should we go to our bowl? This is our irl bowl?

801
00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:07,480
Speaker 4: Okay?

802
00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:09,560
Speaker 2: Do you want me to write a handler? What's something

803
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:11,920
Speaker 2: that you used to be embarrassed about that you now own?

804
00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:15,560
Speaker 4: Cellulate? Were you really embarrassed I don't imagine you to

805
00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:17,080
Speaker 4: be embarrassed by I would? I would?

806
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:19,320
Speaker 2: I didn't like the way like I have cellulite like

807
00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:22,520
Speaker 2: around my knees for some reason, yeah on one leg

808
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:26,840
Speaker 2: and I yeah, And but I don't give a shit anymore.

809
00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:29,280
Speaker 2: I used to be embarrassed. I wouldn't wear shorts. I

810
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:32,080
Speaker 2: wouldn't wear I would literally like the backs of my

811
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 2: legs are in better shape than the fronts of my legs.

812
00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:36,360
Speaker 2: And then I'm like, fuck it, who cares about that?

813
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:38,840
Speaker 4: Yeah? So that's that's Do you really not?

814
00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:42,400
Speaker 1: Because I've heard you say that too before, Like you yeah,

815
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:46,400
Speaker 1: you embrace changing and growing and age and all that stuff,

816
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:48,880
Speaker 1: but no insecurities about any of it.

817
00:32:49,560 --> 00:32:53,640
Speaker 4: Yes, yes, sure, okay, sometimes yes, but for the most part.

818
00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:57,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, sometimes you fixate on something that you don't like

819
00:32:57,480 --> 00:33:00,800
Speaker 2: about yourself, but not in the last few years, I've

820
00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:04,360
Speaker 2: really just leaned into like being into it. Like I'm

821
00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,240
Speaker 2: really into being strong. I'm really into working out, and

822
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:10,520
Speaker 2: that does just a total number on your brain and

823
00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:14,120
Speaker 2: your body and so like that, especially like at as

824
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:16,560
Speaker 2: a fifty year old woman, Like I started weightlifting when

825
00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:19,160
Speaker 2: I was like thirty nine, and it completely changed my

826
00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:22,160
Speaker 2: life in terms of energy, in terms of power. I

827
00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:24,320
Speaker 2: love skiing in the winter. I live in Canada in

828
00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:29,200
Speaker 2: the winter, and like keeping my body safe and injury free.

829
00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:33,600
Speaker 3: So yeah, so I care about that a lot.

830
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:37,320
Speaker 4: I heard you went skiing recently, right, Yeah.

831
00:33:37,120 --> 00:33:39,080
Speaker 2: I just came, I'm going, I'm I just came from

832
00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:40,880
Speaker 2: Whistler and I just by my head.

833
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:41,600
Speaker 4: Back, I'm all over the place.

834
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:43,520
Speaker 1: But you also, in that little thing you just said,

835
00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:45,360
Speaker 1: inspired me to get my assets at a genoy.

836
00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:47,200
Speaker 3: Oh great, Well, I'm glad I'm inspiring you.

837
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:49,640
Speaker 4: At least you're so inspiring to me today. I want

838
00:33:49,680 --> 00:33:51,720
Speaker 4: to I want to work out dainty little thing.

839
00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:55,040
Speaker 1: I'm so dainty and delicate, and I'm going to the

840
00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:57,120
Speaker 1: next phase of my life is going to be and

841
00:33:57,240 --> 00:33:57,960
Speaker 1: I'm going to flourish.

842
00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:01,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, You're gonna flourish, blossom and as SnSe in a sense,

843
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:02,520
Speaker 2: you're in your ascension and.

844
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:04,920
Speaker 4: I'm gonna wait train uh huh, and I'm gonna go

845
00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:08,040
Speaker 4: to my Yorca. Yeah. I love all of this for me.

846
00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:09,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, this is exciting. This is gonna be an exciting

847
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:11,120
Speaker 3: year for you. I don't know, Matt.

848
00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:12,680
Speaker 2: At the beginning of the year, I don't know about

849
00:34:12,680 --> 00:34:15,719
Speaker 2: the drugs. It's okay, I'll go to drug about the drugs.

850
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:20,040
Speaker 2: I like microdizing LSD primarily, and I love MDMA because

851
00:34:20,040 --> 00:34:21,800
Speaker 2: that's just fun to kiss the bake hous.

852
00:34:22,680 --> 00:34:24,520
Speaker 3: No, drugs don't scare me. I have a very good

853
00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:27,520
Speaker 3: you listen, not drugs are not for everyone. They are

854
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:31,160
Speaker 3: not that. They are for me and my system responds

855
00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:32,080
Speaker 3: very well to them.

856
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:36,520
Speaker 4: But no fears of like addiction or any of those

857
00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:39,759
Speaker 4: I'm not like that. There's a lot of bad stories

858
00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:40,480
Speaker 4: about drugs.

859
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:42,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I don't have that personality either.

860
00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:44,560
Speaker 2: Like I love drinking, but I don't have to drink

861
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:47,560
Speaker 2: every day, or I can take breaks. I don't like

862
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:50,160
Speaker 2: if I drink too much, it grosses me out, you know.

863
00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:52,680
Speaker 3: Like I like drugs, but I don't do them every day.

864
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:56,040
Speaker 2: I use them as enhancers to experiences, and that's how

865
00:34:56,120 --> 00:34:59,200
Speaker 2: I think of them. I'm not somebody who gets typically

866
00:34:59,239 --> 00:35:02,880
Speaker 2: sloppy or wasted. I have, but I don't on a

867
00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:05,759
Speaker 2: regular basis. You know, I'm not like that. I just

868
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:07,799
Speaker 2: I know when it's time to go to bed.

869
00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 4: It's very important. Yeah yeah, So what is it? Then?

870
00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:15,279
Speaker 4: It just it enhances experience.

871
00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:17,719
Speaker 2: Like when I go skiing, I'll take an LSD. If

872
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:20,719
Speaker 2: you're a micro dosing, Yeah, microdose LSD. I have this

873
00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:24,600
Speaker 2: great LSD dealer in Whistler or Canada. They and I

874
00:35:24,680 --> 00:35:27,239
Speaker 2: microdose that. But it just is like it's kind of

875
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:30,920
Speaker 2: like an exclamoint, an exclamation point on your day. Like

876
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:34,640
Speaker 2: it enhances you're skiing, it's beautiful, you're looking at the trees,

877
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:37,399
Speaker 2: you're looking at the views, you're taking it in rather

878
00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:41,880
Speaker 2: than not. And for me, I liked those kinds of enhancements.

879
00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:44,080
Speaker 2: I want to you're not high, You're not like you know,

880
00:35:44,160 --> 00:35:46,320
Speaker 2: you're a little high, Like you're high. I like happy

881
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:50,600
Speaker 2: and you're giggly, that kind of high but not hallucinating, No,

882
00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:51,319
Speaker 2: got it.

883
00:35:51,440 --> 00:35:53,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, I had a really bad experience when I was

884
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:56,839
Speaker 1: a teenage with what it was mescaline.

885
00:35:56,920 --> 00:35:57,759
Speaker 4: Oh I don't like that.

886
00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:00,279
Speaker 2: I don't like mescaline and I don't like messk Well,

887
00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:01,880
Speaker 2: not that those are related, but I just want to

888
00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:02,440
Speaker 2: put that out there.

889
00:36:02,520 --> 00:36:05,040
Speaker 4: Enjoying mescial. I don't mind it's smoky for me. It

890
00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:06,080
Speaker 4: depends how it's mixed.

891
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:08,840
Speaker 1: So I had a really bad trip. I did it

892
00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:11,680
Speaker 1: twice as a young teenager. The first time it was

893
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:13,520
Speaker 1: like hot in my school. It was like junior high school,

894
00:36:13,520 --> 00:36:14,640
Speaker 1: and people were doing masculine.

895
00:36:14,719 --> 00:36:17,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, but masculine is tricky, I know.

896
00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:19,040
Speaker 1: So I was hysterical laughing one time and I thought

897
00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:21,000
Speaker 1: it was so funny. And then the second time I

898
00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:24,759
Speaker 1: wanted to cut all my hair off and cry and

899
00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:27,200
Speaker 1: scream and run down the block. It was horrible, and

900
00:36:27,280 --> 00:36:29,120
Speaker 1: I think it scared me so bad. It scared me

901
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:31,759
Speaker 1: straight that I never I would smoke weed and things

902
00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:34,640
Speaker 1: like that. But I was always so afraid of having

903
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:36,799
Speaker 1: like a bad trip or a bad experience.

904
00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:40,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, but mescaline, you've got to branch out. This is

905
00:36:40,200 --> 00:36:43,879
Speaker 2: your masculine is not, you know, don't base your drug

906
00:36:43,920 --> 00:36:46,640
Speaker 2: experience on something that happened that many years ago anyway.

907
00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:47,680
Speaker 4: No, you just junior high school.

908
00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:50,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, you need to be in like with safe people

909
00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:53,560
Speaker 2: in a safe place, and you start out with like

910
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:55,760
Speaker 2: a half of a microdose so that way you feel

911
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:58,480
Speaker 2: what it is you probably wouldn't even feel anything, and

912
00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:00,000
Speaker 2: then you take the other half and see how you

913
00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:00,520
Speaker 2: like that.

914
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:02,080
Speaker 3: Sometimes I'll take three hits of.

915
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:05,040
Speaker 2: Acid if I want to get get crazy, you know,

916
00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:07,719
Speaker 2: But usually I just microdose one and then that's good

917
00:37:07,760 --> 00:37:08,239
Speaker 2: for the day.

918
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:10,920
Speaker 3: And you know, if if I'm.

919
00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:13,040
Speaker 2: Tired, I'll take an LSD that wakes me right up

920
00:37:13,040 --> 00:37:14,040
Speaker 2: and puts me in a good mood.

921
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:16,480
Speaker 3: If I'm hungover, sometimes I'll take it.

922
00:37:16,560 --> 00:37:18,400
Speaker 4: You've never seen this go bed for anyone, like any

923
00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:19,279
Speaker 4: of your It does.

924
00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:21,960
Speaker 3: Go badly for people, but not for me, and I

925
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:22,560
Speaker 3: don't really.

926
00:37:23,320 --> 00:37:28,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's important to mention that, but I mean, ken, God, I.

927
00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:31,000
Speaker 2: Want to say, listen, there are I gave a couple

928
00:37:31,239 --> 00:37:33,520
Speaker 2: in my Orca. They were walking outside my house. They

929
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:36,440
Speaker 2: were an eighty something year old couple. They were celebrating

930
00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:40,160
Speaker 2: their fiftieth wedding anniversary. I gave them two hits of LSD.

931
00:37:40,480 --> 00:37:42,719
Speaker 2: I gave them my kayaks. They went out on a

932
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:47,239
Speaker 2: kayak at around nine thirty at night. They came back

933
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:50,879
Speaker 2: seven thirty in the morning. They had parked their These

934
00:37:50,880 --> 00:37:52,279
Speaker 2: were eighty years I had by. First of all, I

935
00:37:52,280 --> 00:37:54,000
Speaker 2: got their health history before I gave them the laesty.

936
00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:57,120
Speaker 3: I made sure to have a heart attack very respon and.

937
00:37:57,040 --> 00:37:59,279
Speaker 2: I said, here's some LSD. I know you guys are

938
00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:01,800
Speaker 2: celebrating in fifty the anniversary. This is my gift to you.

939
00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:03,239
Speaker 2: You don't have to take it. If you don't like

940
00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 2: it or you don't want it, throw it in the

941
00:38:04,800 --> 00:38:06,600
Speaker 2: motion like I just want you to know this is

942
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:08,839
Speaker 2: available to you. If you think you're having a good

943
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:12,759
Speaker 2: night tonight, it's only going to get better. They came

944
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:15,320
Speaker 2: back at seven thirty in the morning. These two eighty

945
00:38:15,520 --> 00:38:18,840
Speaker 2: four or eighty five year old couple came back. The

946
00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:20,960
Speaker 2: kayaks pull up in front of my house at seven

947
00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:23,040
Speaker 2: thirty in the morning. I'm on my terrace working out.

948
00:38:23,320 --> 00:38:25,600
Speaker 2: I see the kayak. I had forgotten about this couple.

949
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:28,160
Speaker 2: I forgot I even gave this couple LSD, and.

950
00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:29,160
Speaker 3: I'm like killed.

951
00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:30,960
Speaker 2: I see this kayak coming towards my house. I'm like,

952
00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:33,880
Speaker 2: oh my god, is that the couple and they're waving

953
00:38:33,920 --> 00:38:36,680
Speaker 2: at me. They come upstairs and the man comes up

954
00:38:36,680 --> 00:38:39,000
Speaker 2: to me and puts his hand underneath my chin and

955
00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:42,839
Speaker 2: he said, darling, when you told us that our night

956
00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:48,360
Speaker 2: would get better than it was already, I didn't believe you,

957
00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:51,960
Speaker 2: he said, but now I do. He's like, we sat,

958
00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:55,400
Speaker 2: he goes, we sat in an alcove all night long,

959
00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:57,400
Speaker 2: like there're all these coves on the way out to

960
00:38:57,480 --> 00:39:00,520
Speaker 2: this where I live. And he said, we talk about

961
00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:03,280
Speaker 2: all of our favorite memories in the last fifty years.

962
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:06,560
Speaker 2: We talked about our children, we talked about the first.

963
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:09,240
Speaker 3: Time we met. He's like, you gave us the night.

964
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:09,880
Speaker 4: Of our lives.

965
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:11,920
Speaker 3: I was in tears. I was like, oh my god,

966
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:13,759
Speaker 3: I'm healing the world.

967
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:16,719
Speaker 2: And then the woman and then the woman looked at me,

968
00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:19,640
Speaker 2: put her hand out and said, do you have any

969
00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:26,719
Speaker 2: more LSD? And then I gave them yeah, five. But yeah,

970
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:29,239
Speaker 2: you don't get addicted to stuff like LSD. I mean

971
00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:32,040
Speaker 2: you can, but that's not really very common.

972
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:33,600
Speaker 4: Right, And you gave them like a little like a micro.

973
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:34,719
Speaker 3: Yeah microdose, microdose?

974
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:39,239
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, unbelievable. So there you go to sell it.

975
00:39:39,440 --> 00:39:41,760
Speaker 3: I know, I just want people to have a great time.

976
00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:46,520
Speaker 4: And no, bet, what's let's be responsible. I mean one

977
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:47,480
Speaker 4: of the bad experience.

978
00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:49,000
Speaker 3: There's been some times where like.

979
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:53,160
Speaker 2: Not with LSD, no one's ever had a bad even

980
00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:54,760
Speaker 2: my sisters have taken that and they're fine.

981
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:57,040
Speaker 3: They laughed their asses off. It makes you pretty giggly too.

982
00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:59,680
Speaker 2: But the only time I've seen people have a bad

983
00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:04,080
Speaker 2: experienperiences are about and adverse reaction is with MDMA, which

984
00:40:04,120 --> 00:40:06,880
Speaker 2: is really surprising because I love MDMA. But we were

985
00:40:06,880 --> 00:40:08,800
Speaker 2: in Vegas a few months ago and my girl to

986
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:12,239
Speaker 2: girlfriends took it, like ten of us took it, and

987
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:14,560
Speaker 2: two of them just didn't have a good They were

988
00:40:14,560 --> 00:40:17,040
Speaker 2: in their heads and they were getting paranoid idea and

989
00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:19,279
Speaker 2: I was like, what MDMA and doesn't do that, so

990
00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:22,960
Speaker 2: they shouldn't be taking trucks. Yeah, and now they know.

991
00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:25,600
Speaker 4: Nothing. We'll never do it again.

992
00:40:25,640 --> 00:40:27,040
Speaker 3: I didn't give it to them either, by the way,

993
00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:28,120
Speaker 3: that wasn't me that night.

994
00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:30,120
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1012
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Speaker 1: me we have to do a Q and A and

1013
00:41:18,840 --> 00:41:34,920
Speaker 1: I mean we have to do the question. Of course,

1014
00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:36,040
Speaker 1: you get a drug question.

1015
00:41:36,400 --> 00:41:40,120
Speaker 2: I mean to me, LSD is the most is the

1016
00:41:40,160 --> 00:41:43,440
Speaker 2: easiest one because it's not like LSD from the seventies

1017
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:47,560
Speaker 2: or like you're not hallucinating. It's a just a nice

1018
00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 2: punctuation to your day and you can function on it.

1019
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 2: I could go through a bit work, you know, a

1020
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:55,440
Speaker 2: day of meetings on it, but I wouldn't recommend that

1021
00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:57,440
Speaker 2: as your first time user. If you can get a

1022
00:41:57,480 --> 00:42:00,920
Speaker 2: good clean you know, your source society see very important.

1023
00:42:00,920 --> 00:42:03,360
Speaker 2: But if you can get a good clean LSD microdose

1024
00:42:03,920 --> 00:42:06,760
Speaker 2: and they have it now a sprays everyone has everything

1025
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,440
Speaker 2: you know in sprays. Now, if you can get something

1026
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 2: like that and just take a day to do it

1027
00:42:13,160 --> 00:42:15,160
Speaker 2: with someone you care about or you love, or a

1028
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:18,080
Speaker 2: friend that you trust, you know, be with someone and

1029
00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:22,080
Speaker 2: do something that involves nature, just to introduce yourself to

1030
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:25,480
Speaker 2: that idea and philosophy, because I feel like when you

1031
00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:27,440
Speaker 2: do drugs for the first time, you kind of want

1032
00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:29,560
Speaker 2: to set them up. You want to set it up

1033
00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:32,200
Speaker 2: for how you're going to use it in your life,

1034
00:42:32,560 --> 00:42:35,200
Speaker 2: and when you have a great first experience, you are

1035
00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:37,719
Speaker 2: going to feel safe for the other times that you

1036
00:42:37,800 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 2: want to use them.

1037
00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:41,000
Speaker 4: I mean, she's like a drug coach.

1038
00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:42,040
Speaker 3: I'm a shaman.

1039
00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:47,480
Speaker 1: I don't know why I have so much fear around

1040
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:49,319
Speaker 1: that even talking about that, because I do I know

1041
00:42:49,360 --> 00:42:50,680
Speaker 1: people who have suffered with addiction.

1042
00:42:50,760 --> 00:42:52,000
Speaker 4: I'm sure you do, yeah, but.

1043
00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:53,080
Speaker 3: These aren't addictive.

1044
00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:56,040
Speaker 2: We're not talking about cocaine and heroin and fucking your cigarettes,

1045
00:42:56,080 --> 00:42:58,919
Speaker 2: you know, what I mean, cigarettes are worse. Cigarette spoke

1046
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:01,800
Speaker 2: to a cigarette last night. Yeah, that's why I'm fucking coughing.

1047
00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:02,920
Speaker 2: I can't smoke cigarettes.

1048
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:03,359
Speaker 4: I don't know.

1049
00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:04,319
Speaker 3: Why I do it.

1050
00:43:04,440 --> 00:43:05,279
Speaker 4: Why do you do it?

1051
00:43:05,280 --> 00:43:07,440
Speaker 3: Just every once in a while someone has a cigarette.

1052
00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:10,080
Speaker 2: And I was with Walton Goggins last night and he

1053
00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:12,640
Speaker 2: was smoking, and I thought, that looks good. I'll have

1054
00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:17,680
Speaker 2: one too. No, now I I've been coughing. Yeah, I

1055
00:43:17,719 --> 00:43:20,359
Speaker 2: have bad ones, so I can't really smoke. I can't

1056
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:22,000
Speaker 2: even smoke weed. I get sick every time.

1057
00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 4: What do people get when they come on this tour, Like,

1058
00:43:24,680 --> 00:43:25,560
Speaker 4: what's the experience?

1059
00:43:25,560 --> 00:43:26,560
Speaker 3: It's high and Mighty tour.

1060
00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:29,399
Speaker 2: That's a high and mighty tour is all about all

1061
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:33,320
Speaker 2: of my adventures, all of my craziness, so many adventures,

1062
00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:35,520
Speaker 2: all of my travels around the world, all of the

1063
00:43:35,600 --> 00:43:39,200
Speaker 2: drugs that I've taken in different countries, and the men

1064
00:43:39,239 --> 00:43:41,719
Speaker 2: that I found along the way, and a lot of

1065
00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:47,480
Speaker 2: family like drama, stuff like me excommunicating my family, me

1066
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:52,279
Speaker 2: taking my life back and deciding to not bring my

1067
00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:53,680
Speaker 2: family with me on every vacation.

1068
00:43:54,239 --> 00:43:58,640
Speaker 3: They haven't really earned the right to be there, no,

1069
00:43:58,840 --> 00:43:59,719
Speaker 3: they some of them have.

1070
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:02,000
Speaker 4: Some of them have not. They're going to be so pistol.

1071
00:44:02,200 --> 00:44:03,960
Speaker 2: They've already heard me talking about this for months. They

1072
00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:06,560
Speaker 2: don't they know the message is out.

1073
00:44:06,800 --> 00:44:08,880
Speaker 4: I mean, I would imagine anybody in your life, I

1074
00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:12,160
Speaker 4: know that they are susceptible. I know I know the

1075
00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:18,040
Speaker 4: conversation and podcast right, Yeah, exactly. Cowboys should know it too. Okay,

1076
00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:20,640
Speaker 4: as we wrap our in real life questions. In real life,

1077
00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:22,480
Speaker 4: what are you most proud of yourself for.

1078
00:44:24,239 --> 00:44:27,560
Speaker 2: Standing up for things that are unjust that have nothing

1079
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:30,319
Speaker 2: to do with me? Standing up for other people? Is

1080
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:31,480
Speaker 2: what I find more.

1081
00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:34,120
Speaker 4: Most valuable than that you're most proud of that. I'm

1082
00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:34,640
Speaker 4: proud of you.

1083
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,200
Speaker 1: In real life? What's a habit or belief that you're

1084
00:44:37,239 --> 00:44:41,279
Speaker 1: still struggling to change? Or struggling with a habit or

1085
00:44:41,400 --> 00:44:45,640
Speaker 1: belief that I'm struggling to change. I wish I weren't

1086
00:44:45,680 --> 00:44:52,160
Speaker 1: so judgmental about men's clothing, you know, shoes. If I

1087
00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:55,560
Speaker 1: see the wrong shoe or belt, I can get ACKed

1088
00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:56,440
Speaker 1: pretty quickly.

1089
00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:59,160
Speaker 4: I could see that I have that fear for myself

1090
00:44:59,200 --> 00:44:59,440
Speaker 4: as well.

1091
00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:02,040
Speaker 2: Dude, when people I don't think I actually I don't

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Speaker 2: want to lose my judgment about people who cheo with

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00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:05,919
Speaker 2: their mouth open, but our mouths open.

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Speaker 4: But I want to hold on to that.

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00:45:07,320 --> 00:45:08,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm gonna hold on to that because that's it's

1096
00:45:08,960 --> 00:45:11,480
Speaker 2: not it's not appropriate. Nobody wants to see that. But

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Speaker 2: I want to be less judgmental towards men who are trying,

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00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:19,800
Speaker 2: you know, I want to have more patience.

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Speaker 4: Do you ever think about your legacy? No? I do not.

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00:45:23,360 --> 00:45:26,000
Speaker 3: Never my legacy. No, I don't know what that's gonna be.

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00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:29,040
Speaker 1: You haven't thought about it ever, not even in one

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00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:30,239
Speaker 1: of your trips, like in the.

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Speaker 4: When I'm gone, this is what people will think of.

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00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:36,440
Speaker 3: I mean, they're just gonna know that I lived out loud.

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00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:39,160
Speaker 2: You know, that's my legacy that I was just went

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00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:41,799
Speaker 2: for it, like I totally go for it.

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Speaker 4: You have gone for it since birth. I said that

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00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:46,840
Speaker 4: since birth.

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00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:49,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, I used to anything that I'm scared of, I

1110
00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:52,440
Speaker 2: have to do. That's like a rule of mine. If

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00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:55,319
Speaker 2: I'm fearful, I want to conquer that fear. Yeah. I

1112
00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:57,800
Speaker 2: once went to the Amazon. I'm so scared of snakes.

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00:45:57,800 --> 00:45:59,799
Speaker 2: I have a phobia of snakes. I went to the

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00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:01,839
Speaker 2: am Amazon and I had a guide and I was like,

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00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:03,200
Speaker 2: bring me to an anaconda.

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Speaker 3: I have to face my fears.

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Speaker 2: I did this documentary for Netflix where I did ayahuasca

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00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:10,480
Speaker 2: so I so that was in Peru too, but I

1119
00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:12,440
Speaker 2: went two much earlier, just because I was like, well,

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00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:14,520
Speaker 2: if we're going to Peru, there's going to be snakes.

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00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:16,840
Speaker 2: I need to face my fear. I just want to

1122
00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:19,840
Speaker 2: get over this. And the guy explained to me, you

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00:46:19,880 --> 00:46:22,120
Speaker 2: can't just find fucking anaconda's.

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Speaker 3: In the middle of the night when you want to.

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00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:23,319
Speaker 4: No.

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00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:25,480
Speaker 2: I was like, really, I thought they were everywhere down here.

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00:46:26,200 --> 00:46:28,279
Speaker 2: But if I do have a fear, I I want

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00:46:28,320 --> 00:46:30,919
Speaker 2: to face it. I conquer them, because I don't want

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00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:32,680
Speaker 2: to live like that. I don't want to be fearful.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, that's that's something to be proud about it. Yeah itself.

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00:46:35,880 --> 00:46:37,839
Speaker 4: And did that work out? You never saw the snake

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00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:39,560
Speaker 4: or you never No, we never saw the snake. I'm

1133
00:46:39,560 --> 00:46:43,360
Speaker 4: still scared. I'm still scars. Yeah, that's gross. They're so gross.

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00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:49,160
Speaker 4: They are kind of gross. And are you a religious person? No? No,

1135
00:46:49,320 --> 00:46:54,080
Speaker 4: not at all. No spiritual yeah, connection to God.

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00:46:54,120 --> 00:46:58,640
Speaker 2: Yeah maybe, yeah, I would say a connection to whatever

1137
00:46:58,719 --> 00:46:59,240
Speaker 2: is going.

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00:46:59,080 --> 00:47:01,319
Speaker 4: On that we don't know. You call it the universe. Yeah.

1139
00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:03,160
Speaker 2: I feel like when you put out good vibes, the

1140
00:47:03,360 --> 00:47:05,880
Speaker 2: vibes come back your way. I feel like good energy

1141
00:47:05,880 --> 00:47:08,400
Speaker 2: begets good energy. I feel like there's a time and

1142
00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:12,680
Speaker 2: a place for sadness and obviously seriousness, but overall to

1143
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:16,280
Speaker 2: be optimistic and to be solution oriented. And if something

1144
00:47:16,320 --> 00:47:21,480
Speaker 2: doesn't go your way, to stop fucking fixating on that.

1145
00:47:22,080 --> 00:47:25,000
Speaker 2: It's okay. If something doesn't go your way, just be

1146
00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:28,000
Speaker 2: like water around a rock. You just keep flowing and

1147
00:47:28,040 --> 00:47:30,360
Speaker 2: flowing and find another way to get where you're going.

1148
00:47:30,920 --> 00:47:37,399
Speaker 2: And when we resist obstacles instead of embrace them, we

1149
00:47:37,600 --> 00:47:40,920
Speaker 2: put everything in our growth on hold because you're stuck.

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00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:43,920
Speaker 4: So you believe in like close state, being in close.

1151
00:47:43,680 --> 00:47:47,080
Speaker 2: State totally always Yeah, and set the tone for like

1152
00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:49,239
Speaker 2: you set the vibe when I walk out and host

1153
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:51,799
Speaker 2: the Critics' Choice Awards, I'm setting the vibe when I

1154
00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:52,399
Speaker 2: come in here.

1155
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:53,600
Speaker 3: I want to set the vibe.

1156
00:47:53,600 --> 00:47:55,040
Speaker 2: I want everyone to know I'm going to say hello,

1157
00:47:55,160 --> 00:47:57,960
Speaker 2: then I'm going to be high energy and that we're gonna.

1158
00:47:57,719 --> 00:47:58,279
Speaker 4: Have a good time.

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00:47:58,719 --> 00:48:01,879
Speaker 2: You know, I want to I want everyone. I want

1160
00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:03,560
Speaker 2: that to be that's my thing.

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Speaker 4: Yeah you're good at it, thank you. Yeah, you're really

1162
00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:09,560
Speaker 4: good at it. So do you pray? Sometimes?

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00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:12,080
Speaker 3: I think I prayed the other day before the Critics'

1164
00:48:12,160 --> 00:48:12,760
Speaker 3: Choice Awards.

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00:48:12,840 --> 00:48:14,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, I did. So who are you praying to?

1166
00:48:14,640 --> 00:48:16,680
Speaker 2: Like when my mom and my brother that are dead

1167
00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:18,400
Speaker 2: talking to ancestory, Well.

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00:48:18,280 --> 00:48:20,319
Speaker 3: I'm talking to my mom or my dad, I mean,

1169
00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:22,239
Speaker 3: or not my dad. I don't talk to him, but

1170
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:23,279
Speaker 3: my mom and.

1171
00:48:23,280 --> 00:48:25,800
Speaker 2: My brother and God, I just I got on my

1172
00:48:25,880 --> 00:48:27,680
Speaker 2: knees and I was like, I just please let me

1173
00:48:27,719 --> 00:48:31,960
Speaker 2: shine tonight. Let me bring people joy and happiness and laughter,

1174
00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:35,040
Speaker 2: and let it be a huge success and help me

1175
00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:37,960
Speaker 2: accomplish that. So I don't know who I'm praying to,

1176
00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:40,480
Speaker 2: and it's sporadic. I mean, I'm not praying all the time,

1177
00:48:40,600 --> 00:48:43,240
Speaker 2: but I do like wake up every day and write

1178
00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:46,120
Speaker 2: in my gratitude journal and remind myself of all the

1179
00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:48,759
Speaker 2: great things in my life. So that, you know, I

1180
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:51,160
Speaker 2: think that's a great that's when you when you need

1181
00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:53,680
Speaker 2: a shift change. I think that's a great thing that

1182
00:48:53,719 --> 00:48:56,719
Speaker 2: people do that. You know, it sounds corny, but if

1183
00:48:56,760 --> 00:48:59,080
Speaker 2: you're not feeling it and you wake up and write

1184
00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:01,800
Speaker 2: down five things that you are grateful for, you immediately

1185
00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:04,680
Speaker 2: change your frequency. There's a book called Letting Go by

1186
00:49:04,760 --> 00:49:07,520
Speaker 2: David Hawkings, and I read this book once a year,

1187
00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:11,880
Speaker 2: and it really breaks down the science behind your energy

1188
00:49:12,080 --> 00:49:15,840
Speaker 2: and when you are in a successful state of mind

1189
00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:19,200
Speaker 2: versus a lower vibration and how that impacts others and

1190
00:49:19,239 --> 00:49:22,480
Speaker 2: your own success. It's cool, letting go, letting go, letting go. Yeah,

1191
00:49:22,480 --> 00:49:25,360
Speaker 2: it's amazing. It's pretty metaphysical, and it's intense. It's a

1192
00:49:25,360 --> 00:49:27,440
Speaker 2: hard read, but it's worth it, and you read it

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00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:28,879
Speaker 2: every year. You read it once a year.

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00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:31,200
Speaker 4: I'm going to go get it. Okay. I've inspired many

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00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:33,160
Speaker 4: thoughts today for me, So thank you for that. Okay,

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Speaker 4: I'm going to send it to you. You don't have to

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00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:36,479
Speaker 4: get I'm going to send you are Yeah, okay, fine,

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00:49:36,520 --> 00:49:37,760
Speaker 4: and I'm going to come to Majerica.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and we're going to figure that out.

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Speaker 1: So my usually my last question, that's why I asked

1201
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Speaker 1: you because I wasn't sure, is if God were to

1202
00:49:43,560 --> 00:49:45,919
Speaker 1: send you a text right now today, what would it say?

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00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:46,560
Speaker 3: Good girl?

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00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:51,560
Speaker 4: Oh Chelsea, good girl?

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Speaker 3: Thanks guys, how fun?

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Speaker 4: Thanks awesome. This is Chelsea.

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Speaker 3: Handler in real life.

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