Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio
Speaker 1: and the Black Effect. Back there, nice little back there,
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Speaker 1: another episode of Carefully Reckless with your Girl just hilarious.
Speaker 1: Now that will be no story time today. We're gonna
Speaker 1: take a different approach. I have a spiritual side now,
Speaker 1: y'all know that, And on this episode today, I want
Speaker 1: to let y'all in on that. I want to show
Speaker 1: you all that side. Now. With this pandemic, I often
Speaker 1: hear people talk about it and they'll give the devil
Speaker 1: credit for it. You know, people will say, oh, the
Speaker 1: devil is busy, and well I look at it in
Speaker 1: a different light. I look at it differently. I feel
Speaker 1: that sometimes God will do certain things and play certain
Speaker 1: things in our way to help us see what's more important.
Speaker 1: That's my message to y'all today. The pandemic, A lot
Speaker 1: of people died from it. It hurt people. It took
Speaker 1: a lot of people out of here, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. It affected families, that affected jobs, and um,
Speaker 1: that's the downside of it. To me, my experiences, I
Speaker 1: have learned so much more about myself, my child, I
Speaker 1: feel like the pandemic is God's way of saying, let's
Speaker 1: get back to how we used to be, or as
Speaker 1: close as we used to be as possible, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, Like modern date things, something as simple
Speaker 1: as setting down with your family to eat dinner. We
Speaker 1: don't do that no more. When's the last time you
Speaker 1: sat down and ate dinner as a family, even if
Speaker 1: there's no man in your house, if you only have
Speaker 1: one child, when's the last time you sat down with
Speaker 1: your child and eight when's the last time you sat
Speaker 1: down and had a conversation with your child about what
Speaker 1: they're going through? About school? Nowadays, kids cannot be in school.
Speaker 1: There's virtual learning, so their home with you. You can
Speaker 1: get to know them. You can build a bond with
Speaker 1: your child. I'm speaking from experience. I'm not afraid to
Speaker 1: say I did not know my child, Ashton, my eight
Speaker 1: year old boy, like I should have known him. And
Speaker 1: I didn't get to or get the motivation to do
Speaker 1: that until we had to be shut in. I was
Speaker 1: forced to cook instead of going out to restaurants. Our
Speaker 1: mayor shut down our city. I was forced to watch
Speaker 1: TV and had been paying for cable for years but
Speaker 1: never watched TV. I always had my phone stuck in
Speaker 1: my face. I found more ways to be innovative online,
Speaker 1: creating new content. I was forced to sit in the house.
Speaker 1: I built the studio in my basement. I became more
Speaker 1: hands on with my content, more creative, like I said,
Speaker 1: more innovative, finding new ways to make you guys laugh.
Speaker 1: I sat in my house and really became creative. Before
Speaker 1: the pandemic, we were just running around, running around, running around.
Speaker 1: I'm talking about getting hooked up with the wrong people.
Speaker 1: Even it goes that far, letting people into our space,
Speaker 1: not paying attention to the things that we need to.
Speaker 1: Like I said, our kids are career not protecting our peace,
Speaker 1: our mental health, our privacy, our spirits. All of that
Speaker 1: is important. And this pandemic has taught me to protect that.
Speaker 1: It has taught me how to protect that. I've lost
Speaker 1: a lot of people, not in death, not to COVID.
Speaker 1: I'm talking about old friends, family members, employees, men, love life,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Sometimes God will remove everything
Speaker 1: that's detrimental to you that you don't even know, out
Speaker 1: of your life, out of your mind, your body, your soul,
Speaker 1: your spirit, to help you see what's more important. That's
Speaker 1: a word, or to focus you, to help you prepare
Speaker 1: for the blessings he's about to grant you. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. However, it's too much clutter. You may
Speaker 1: have too much clutter. It may be people with you.
Speaker 1: You may be surrounded by snakes and you don't even know.
Speaker 1: So God will do something to get rid of them.
Speaker 1: He works in mysterious ways. Everybody is not worthy of
Speaker 1: a piece of your pie. Everybody is not worthy to
Speaker 1: get on that ride with you. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Everybody is not worthy to sit at the table with you.
Speaker 1: You won't know this. God will reveal it. And I
Speaker 1: had this prayer that I pray every morning, every morning
Speaker 1: and every night. Yes, I am very spiritual, you know,
Speaker 1: And I'm letting y'all in on that. I asked God
Speaker 1: to prepare me, you know, And and I talked to
Speaker 1: him every day. And I have this thing called the
Speaker 1: Three RS that I asked and may be corny to y'all,
Speaker 1: but just listen to it. Reveal, read, and rebuke. I
Speaker 1: asked him to reveal, reveal anything unlike you that needs
Speaker 1: to be washed away. Reveal it. Reveal what whether that's
Speaker 1: people things, anything in my environment, in my atmosphere, that
Speaker 1: that's that's clouding my judgment, that's distracting me, that's tainting
Speaker 1: my spirit. Reveal it and then get rid of it,
Speaker 1: wash it away, and then rebuke it so it may
Speaker 1: never come back to me again, So it can never
Speaker 1: surround me again, it can never get in my spirit.
Speaker 1: Feel me, this is real stuff, this is a real word. Reveal,
Speaker 1: rid and rebuke. I asked God to also prepare me
Speaker 1: for the revealing, because sometimes he'll reveal things that you're
Speaker 1: not ready to leave, you're not ready to get rid of.
Speaker 1: You know, you're not ready to to say goodbye to
Speaker 1: to throw in the trash, But you have to I
Speaker 1: experienced that. I asked him to reveal, read and rebuke,
Speaker 1: and then when he did it, I wasn't ready to
Speaker 1: accept it. The people that I had to throw away,
Speaker 1: the things I had to get rid of, I wasn't ready.
Speaker 1: So when you asked him to reveal, read and rebuke,
Speaker 1: you also have to ask him to prepare you, to
Speaker 1: prepare you to accept it. It's a lot of things
Speaker 1: that you can hold on too, that we're guilty of
Speaker 1: holding onto that we know it's not good for us.
Speaker 1: It could be drugs, it could be habits. Like I said,
Speaker 1: it don't only have to go for people. It could
Speaker 1: be your friends. It could be a man. Something that
Speaker 1: you know is eating at you, holding you back from
Speaker 1: doing things, and you know that, but you have to
Speaker 1: get rid of it. You have to be strong enough.
Speaker 1: You have to pray that God strengthens you. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I lost a lot of people, got
Speaker 1: rid of a lot of things. I call it my
Speaker 1: spirit spring cleaning. It's a tongue to us to say
Speaker 1: it with me, spirit spring cleaning for real, that's real
Speaker 1: ship man. And this is also a word when somebody
Speaker 1: or something isn't right for you, God will continuously cause
Speaker 1: them or that thing to hurt you until you're strong
Speaker 1: enough to let it go. So don't confuse this man
Speaker 1: that keeps cheating on you and keeps a mentally abusing
Speaker 1: you or or or vocally abusing you, physically abusing you.
Speaker 1: Don't let the distraction be when he apologizes, or when
Speaker 1: he has sex with you it's great, or I love you,
Speaker 1: Please don't leave me. You're all I have. Don't let
Speaker 1: that be the distraction, because it'll be good for a while,
Speaker 1: and then he's only gonna go back to doing what
Speaker 1: hurts you if he's not good for you. And God
Speaker 1: will allow it to happen until you're strong enough to
Speaker 1: get rid of it, even if it's a friend going
Speaker 1: behind your back doing ship, constantly showing you signs that
Speaker 1: they're not the person for you. They don't have your
Speaker 1: best interests. They sneaky the way they move little ship
Speaker 1: that you're put in the back of your mind because
Speaker 1: y'all have history, don't let the history distract you. History
Speaker 1: doesn't matter in most cases. And I know this is
Speaker 1: hitting somebody. Somebody needs to hear it somewhere. I went
Speaker 1: through it. Also, you have to learn to take heath
Speaker 1: to signs seriously. You can't ask off of something and
Speaker 1: then ignore it when he shows it to you. Like
Speaker 1: I said, even going back to the pandemic, like I said,
Speaker 1: I look at it differently. I was lazy as hell
Speaker 1: before the pandemic. I'm talking about paying people to do
Speaker 1: ship that I can do myself, You know what I
Speaker 1: mean a lot of things I didn't pay attention to,
Speaker 1: like the people around me, that I had to get
Speaker 1: rid of. But first it started with my job, my
Speaker 1: career me as the CEO of Jess Hillery is incorporated,
Speaker 1: Like I was paying people to pay my bills, Like
Speaker 1: what the hell? Why the hell did I even have
Speaker 1: anybody else having access to my money because I was
Speaker 1: too lazy to be responsible. God will work in mysterious
Speaker 1: ways to wake your ass up. The pandemic forced me
Speaker 1: to get my ship together, to get my ship in order.
Speaker 1: I even built a stronger bond with God through the pandemic.
Speaker 1: I wasn't really worried about that before, when I was
Speaker 1: just ripping and running, running wild. You know what I'm saying, traveling,
Speaker 1: blowing money on dumb ship, not paying attention to what's
Speaker 1: important around me, not saving money because I knew I
Speaker 1: could make it back, Like, oh man, I'm not worrying
Speaker 1: about that ship, shopping Chanel, findy Gucci product, like all
Speaker 1: that ship don't matter. It don't matter because when we
Speaker 1: shut down with a funk that I wear all that
Speaker 1: ship at we had nowhere to go. That ship didn't
Speaker 1: do nothing but sit in my walking closet and collect us.
Speaker 1: He will let you know that ship don't matter. He
Speaker 1: will humble you. He has ways of humbling your ass.
Speaker 1: He will do it. I had to regain my strength.
Speaker 1: I had to recollect myself. I had to get my
Speaker 1: ship together, and I got it together. About friends, people
Speaker 1: who have certain problems that you can't make yours. You
Speaker 1: cannot make other people's problems your problem. Like I said,
Speaker 1: I lost a lot of people. I'm gonna bring you
Speaker 1: all into my world and give you all my experiences,
Speaker 1: like firsthand. I don't have a problem with telling you
Speaker 1: all my business. Y'all know it all. Anyhow, I lost
Speaker 1: a god sister. You ever have somebody that you text
Speaker 1: and you're just asking how's your day? It could be
Speaker 1: a friend, it could be anybody. That person got a
Speaker 1: long ass book of how stressed out they always are,
Speaker 1: what they're going through, what they need, how you need
Speaker 1: to feel sorry for them. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: That ship is a burden in itself, and you cannot
Speaker 1: make it your burden. I don't have a problem with
Speaker 1: helping people. I want to help people. That's what I've
Speaker 1: been put on this earth to do. Help. That's what
Speaker 1: I do on my everyday life. When I make these
Speaker 1: videos and I put smiles on people's faces. I have
Speaker 1: messages from strangers that said that I've helped him not
Speaker 1: commit suicide. I've helped them get over the grief of
Speaker 1: their parents or somebody that they had just lost. People
Speaker 1: are honest with me about that, strangers people I know
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I make people feel better,
Speaker 1: but I don't always want to hear a sob story
Speaker 1: when I'm just checking in on you. Yeah, I'll pay
Speaker 1: a bill for you here and there. I'll even come
Speaker 1: see you, give you a hug, because you'd be surprised
Speaker 1: what the funk a hug, a real genuine holding hug
Speaker 1: can do for somebody's day. But when I'm only checking
Speaker 1: on you just to tell you I love you, or
Speaker 1: just to really really see how you're doing, because motherfucker's
Speaker 1: may ask you how you're doing, but don't even care.
Speaker 1: People do it in their everyday life. You might see
Speaker 1: your mother and be like, oh, how you doing. You
Speaker 1: don't really want to hear how they're doing. That's just
Speaker 1: another word for hi or hello, that's just you speaking.
Speaker 1: But people have habits of saying how you're doing and
Speaker 1: not really giving a funk about how somebody's doing. I do.
Speaker 1: But my God's sister, my God sister, she is always
Speaker 1: stressed out about something. I had to let her go.
Speaker 1: She likes to project her burdens on others. She loves
Speaker 1: she loves for people to feel sorry for her. She
Speaker 1: loves the sorrow. She loves to cry, she loves the
Speaker 1: attention of it. She's very selfish. I checked on her.
Speaker 1: Grandmother died. I checked on her. I can't believe that
Speaker 1: she would leave me here. What do you mean that
Speaker 1: old lady was tortured here, she was suffering, she had cancer.
Speaker 1: She's gone. Now. You need to be happy that she's
Speaker 1: not here, with tubes and coming out of each and
Speaker 1: every place they could come out of. Her body was tired.
Speaker 1: She was tired. She told you she was tired, and
Speaker 1: you make her death about you. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I will not sit here and feel sorry for you, y'all.
Speaker 1: You need to get yourself together. I had to leave
Speaker 1: her alone. Hold up, hold up, I know the ship
Speaker 1: getting good. But listen to just a couple of seconds
Speaker 1: of a commercial. If you love me, you'll listen. Childhood
Speaker 1: friend slash sister, the one who put my business out
Speaker 1: there a couple of years back. Y'all know of her.
Speaker 1: We even got back, right, We got back col I
Speaker 1: accepted her. This girl stopped speaking to my son, my
Speaker 1: innocent fucking child, somebody that she considered a nephew, and
Speaker 1: I consider her children my nieces and nephew. This was
Speaker 1: somebody I had a twenty five year relationship with. I
Speaker 1: met her when I was two years old. She was
Speaker 1: seven when I moved on a block. We grew up together.
Speaker 1: She took me under her wing as her big sister.
Speaker 1: I lost my virginity on this bitch's couch. Do you
Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying? People? Later on we get back cool.
Speaker 1: She exposed me, first of all, because she got fired.
Speaker 1: I created a fucking job for her first of all.
Speaker 1: Then I fired it because she got too comfortable. You
Speaker 1: can't work with family, you can't work with friends. Some
Speaker 1: of them is just not good. I fired her and
Speaker 1: she went online. She took it public. She got so
Speaker 1: upset that she went and told everybody that I had
Speaker 1: a b b L I had a fat transfer. That
Speaker 1: ship crushed me. Not only did she tell people that,
Speaker 1: but she posted pictures of me on a surgery table
Speaker 1: that I thought were safe. With her stid them paid
Speaker 1: somebody to interview her, to go and tell a bunch
Speaker 1: of fucking lies about me. Tell me I do drugs,
Speaker 1: and I do this, and I do that, and I
Speaker 1: sell pussy and I what all the things that she
Speaker 1: has done. She put that ship on me. I even
Speaker 1: made up with her after that. I accepted her back
Speaker 1: into my life. And that goes back to what I say,
Speaker 1: don't let history distract you from the people that you
Speaker 1: need to get rid of. I thought I could trust
Speaker 1: her again. I thought that she had done the worst
Speaker 1: she can't do. The more harm I missed her. I
Speaker 1: love her, that's my sister. I'm not gonna let years
Speaker 1: go to waste because of this ship. I should have.
Speaker 1: I should have never got back cool with her, because
Speaker 1: when I did, we fell out again and she felt
Speaker 1: some type of because she found out I was talking
Speaker 1: about her during the time me and her were beefing.
Speaker 1: Your motherfucking right, I was talking about you, bitch. What
Speaker 1: the funk you thought? Because I didn't retaliate online and
Speaker 1: give you any fucking followers and give you and blow
Speaker 1: you up more. No, I was hurt by that ship.
Speaker 1: I cried for fucking weeks saying, how the funking my
Speaker 1: sister do that to me? And you get mad because
Speaker 1: it got back to you that I was talking about
Speaker 1: you to somebody, bitch, get the funk out of here.
Speaker 1: So now she's gone for good like she should have been.
Speaker 1: The first time, one of my friends I fell out
Speaker 1: with because I made a video about a certain situation
Speaker 1: she was telling me about. I told her I was
Speaker 1: gonna do the fucking video. She got upset because the
Speaker 1: person that she was dealing with, a married man, had
Speaker 1: seen the fucking video and so did his wife. So
Speaker 1: she hit me and said, can't take the video down. No,
Speaker 1: I'm not taking it down. I didn't say no names,
Speaker 1: and you was okay with me making a video. But
Speaker 1: now that your spot has blown up by the wife
Speaker 1: that you knew he had, you want me to take
Speaker 1: it down. No, that's not how it works. You know.
Speaker 1: I got a good heart. Yes, the funk I do,
Speaker 1: and I give people chances. But I'm a comedian I am,
Speaker 1: and if you tell me something, I'm gonna tell you first,
Speaker 1: like yea, I'm gonna make a video about this. If
Speaker 1: I know it will hurt you, I won't do it
Speaker 1: because I still have a heart. She was fine with
Speaker 1: me doing it until the wife's saying in it, well,
Speaker 1: bit you shouldn't have placed yourself in that predicament. So
Speaker 1: we went back and forth for a couple of days,
Speaker 1: and then she decides to expose both of my phone
Speaker 1: numbers and post my home address where my son lays
Speaker 1: his head. Not only me, but me, my son, and
Speaker 1: my dog. She exposed my home address. Was she ever
Speaker 1: a friend? Guys? I don't fucking know. Men, this girl
Speaker 1: have stayed up and cried to each other. She's had
Speaker 1: a hardass life. By the way, mother, don't give a
Speaker 1: funk about of your father. Don't want you type ship.
Speaker 1: You got siblings that you don't even speak to you.
Speaker 1: Y'all all funked up because of y'all. Mother. I've cried
Speaker 1: with you, You've cried with me. You told me that,
Speaker 1: you said you don't never tell nobody else, and I
Speaker 1: still didn't put that ship out there. But you hurt me.
Speaker 1: You did that. You consider my son your nephew, another one,
Speaker 1: but you exposed you compromise the safety of my child, bitch,
Speaker 1: And you got two girls, and I know where you
Speaker 1: live at and I still wouldn't ever do that for them.
Speaker 1: Had to get rid of her. One of my employees
Speaker 1: taking advantage of me, Man oh man, this is supposed
Speaker 1: to be a goldfair man one of my ex security Yo,
Speaker 1: what you're blackmailing me? You're holding ship over my head.
Speaker 1: Y'all got videos of buh bupa. Oh all right, you're done.
Speaker 1: Had to get rid of him. What the funk wrong
Speaker 1: with you, nigga? Fucking with the wrong one? Now you
Speaker 1: don't have a job. Family member who was also an employee,
Speaker 1: fucked up my money, funked up my credit and was
Speaker 1: unapologetic about it. What I gave you a fucking job,
Speaker 1: my nigga, I'm helping create jobs for you. Motherfucker's I
Speaker 1: could be doing this ship myself and y'all motherfucker's hurt me.
Speaker 1: That's crazy, right. Had to get rid of that one too.
Speaker 1: Female best friend, disloyal dis lawyer was fucked y'all know
Speaker 1: the person the friend that I said exposed my address.
Speaker 1: How about my female best friend hanging with this bitch
Speaker 1: just as cool with it as the day is long?
Speaker 1: I said, God damn, you're done. My male best friend.
Speaker 1: I had to lose him too. He's so into drugs
Speaker 1: in the streets and thinking that I owe him something. Nigga,
Speaker 1: I don't owe you ship you owe yourself. You owe
Speaker 1: it to your kids to be their father. You don't like, honestly,
Speaker 1: you don't like when I put you in your place.
Speaker 1: You can't be my fucking friend. You can't come around
Speaker 1: my son, and you don't need go on your own
Speaker 1: fucking kids. Y'all hurt me, you feel me. Get your
Speaker 1: ship together, get off drugs, get off the streets. Stop
Speaker 1: selling that ship, and then you'll stop doing that ship.
Speaker 1: Had to let him go. I add a songwriter, a friend.
Speaker 1: He helped me write nice little ass caddy sneaky, opportunistic
Speaker 1: going around. Tell people, oh, I wrote the whole song
Speaker 1: she did? Why the funk? Do you feel like you
Speaker 1: have to write the whole song? Maan, you know you didn't.
Speaker 1: Who the funk? You didn't? Just certain ship people do? YO? Like?
Speaker 1: Come on, bro, now, if you got the piss from
Speaker 1: all the tea you've been drinking, now it was the
Speaker 1: time because we got a commercial. I'll be right back.
Speaker 1: So now we're gonna take it to just fix my mess. Okay.
Speaker 1: So I went on my Instagram and I asked you, guys,
Speaker 1: the worst thing you've ever forgiven someone? For go now.
Speaker 1: This baby girl said she would like to remain anonymous soul.
Speaker 1: I'm going to grant her that she says, causing me
Speaker 1: to never be able to get pregnant naturally again because
Speaker 1: of stdo That ship makes me sick to my stomach.
Speaker 1: It makes me want to cry, It makes me angry. Now,
Speaker 1: I don't know if it was unknowingly. I don't know
Speaker 1: if it was intentionally, you know, but you never know
Speaker 1: these days. He probably knew he had some ship and
Speaker 1: he was just scared to tell you. He probably knew
Speaker 1: he had the ship, or maybe he didn't know. But
Speaker 1: that's why you have to remain faithful. You have to
Speaker 1: strap up people, young people, old people. You gotta use condoms.
Speaker 1: My god, this woman can't even have kids. She can't
Speaker 1: even conceive naturally because of an std A Nigga gave her.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I hope and pray that you are
Speaker 1: able to have children before you leave this earth. You
Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. You can't even bring life into
Speaker 1: the world add to the population. Life is a beautiful
Speaker 1: thing when it's done the right way. You know. Giving
Speaker 1: birth is something that women around the world can't do,
Speaker 1: would love to do. Some people would kill to have kids.
Speaker 1: You understand what I'm saying. And it's horrible that this
Speaker 1: is not a natural cause, this is not hereditary. This
Speaker 1: is something that a man did to you, baby girl.
Speaker 1: So you gotta leave. You gotta leave that ship. You
Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. I really really do hope that
Speaker 1: you find the help you need. You know, I really do,
Speaker 1: because that's some sad ship. That's some sad ship. I know,
Speaker 1: y'all can hear me getting emotional right now? That's some
Speaker 1: sad ship right there. M camp underscore. David Promo says,
Speaker 1: stealing from me then staged a breaking of my house.
Speaker 1: Oh you're gonna have to get one of your sisters
Speaker 1: or your mother or a cool cousin to slap that bitch.
Speaker 1: Ain't no way you're gonna stage or breaking. It's no
Speaker 1: way you're gonna steal from me, and I can take
Speaker 1: you back. You forgave her for that, David, Are you
Speaker 1: fucking kidding me? I need to have a class. I
Speaker 1: need to do a tour, a tour or how to
Speaker 1: let motherfucker's go. I'm i'm uh, this is crazy. First
Speaker 1: of all, if you had the balls to steal from me,
Speaker 1: I can never trust you. I don't know what the
Speaker 1: funk you can do. If you can steal from me,
Speaker 1: and I loved you and you loved me, you can
Speaker 1: steal from me though. That's what happened in my past
Speaker 1: relationship Chris. Chris stole from me. After I took care
Speaker 1: of the nigga. He stole from me. That's why I
Speaker 1: would never ever ever be able to trust him again again.
Speaker 1: Now I've forgiven him because that's the Christian thing to do,
Speaker 1: that's the that's the right thing to do. But I
Speaker 1: will never forget a motherfucker who stole from me that
Speaker 1: I was once with. I loved you, we were in
Speaker 1: a relationship, and you could fucking you can really steal
Speaker 1: from me. That's disgusting. Sheba underscore read says stole money
Speaker 1: from me hundred to be exact. My man at the
Speaker 1: time we had a fight. He stole my purse and
Speaker 1: my phone, with drew money off of my card and
Speaker 1: tried to come back two weeks later because he spent
Speaker 1: all the money and was broke. Honestly, I'm just still
Speaker 1: wondering how he lasted two weeks hundred she but you
Speaker 1: worried about the long ship the nigga stole it from y'all.
Speaker 1: Don't give a fuck how he went two weeks on
Speaker 1: fifth a hunt it. You'd be surprised what your brocade
Speaker 1: can do. How long you can stretch five dollars in
Speaker 1: a week, You don't know spend a dollar a day.
Speaker 1: Motherfucker's is making it happen. You must never been broke
Speaker 1: before Sheba, and that's probably why you stole from your ass.
Speaker 1: That's the only thing you worried about. Girl. You better
Speaker 1: get it to you, better get it together. Ship. Last
Speaker 1: one I'm gonna read this person would like to remain anonymous,
Speaker 1: so I will grant him that the worst thing you've
Speaker 1: ever forgiven someone for go fucking their siblings, sister and brother,
Speaker 1: blood sister and brother. That ship is incest forgave her.
Speaker 1: But I ain't funk with her no more. And that's
Speaker 1: exactly how you do it. I don't know how to
Speaker 1: hell somebody is even able to fuck their sister or
Speaker 1: their brother like blood brother. I've heard of instances where
Speaker 1: people sucked their step siblings, step siblings, not even half brother.
Speaker 1: Because if we got the same of I don't fucking
Speaker 1: want you. If we got the same mother, I don't
Speaker 1: fucking want you boy, please now now on the step brother, al,
Speaker 1: I don't know you know, I on the point that
Speaker 1: I watched. Sometimes I like to watch the step brother
Speaker 1: and the step the step siblings fuck each other. That's
Speaker 1: some cool little role play. But if you got any
Speaker 1: type of bloodline that resonates with my bloodline, I ain't
Speaker 1: fucking with you. That should is just disgusting. You should
Speaker 1: not even look at your siblings in that manner, especially
Speaker 1: if we grew up in the same house. What the
Speaker 1: hell is wrong with you? But there are sick and
Speaker 1: twisted people like that. There are, and a lot of
Speaker 1: that should be generational curses. So listen, guys, when it
Speaker 1: comes to forgiving people, you have to know how to
Speaker 1: forgive and to walk away. Don't forgive and accept these
Speaker 1: people back into your lives. They when somebody hurts you,
Speaker 1: hurt you. I'm talking about, hurts you to your core,
Speaker 1: to the point where you never thought a person could
Speaker 1: do you like this. Don't sit and and try to
Speaker 1: figure out why they did it, or what their motive was,
Speaker 1: or how could you just know that they did it.
Speaker 1: They meant it, and you need to move the funk
Speaker 1: on and get the funk away before they hurt you
Speaker 1: again and again and again and again, because sometimes God
Speaker 1: will allow the same ship to keep happening to you
Speaker 1: over and over and over repeatedly until you open your
Speaker 1: goddamn eyes and see I need to leave. I need
Speaker 1: to separate myself. I need to get these people, this,
Speaker 1: this person, this habit away from me. I need to
Speaker 1: detach myself. I need to rebuke it. I need to
Speaker 1: get rid of it. I need to I need it
Speaker 1: to be revealed first. But I need to be able
Speaker 1: to accept that this is not where I need to be.
Speaker 1: This is not good for my life, this is not
Speaker 1: benefiting me. You'll need to understand that. Now, Just fix
Speaker 1: my mess. Ain't for nothing. I'm really trying to help y'all,
Speaker 1: but y'all have to help yourself. You have to know
Speaker 1: everybody is not for you. Everything is not for you,
Speaker 1: and you ain't for everybody. Everybody don't deserve you, and
Speaker 1: it's gonna be that way. That's how life is sad,
Speaker 1: but that's how it is. So. Like I said, your
Speaker 1: God will remove people out of your life to help
Speaker 1: you focus on what's important or to help you prepare
Speaker 1: for the blessings. He's about to give you and everybody
Speaker 1: cannot go with you. Sometimes you gotta get rid of
Speaker 1: that clutter. Ask God to reveal, rid and rebuke anything
Speaker 1: out of your mind, body, soul and spirit that is
Speaker 1: unlike him, and he will do it. He will prepare
Speaker 1: you and is he only doing it for the betterment
Speaker 1: of you? Trust me, you'll be better. It's gonna hurt
Speaker 1: letting a lot of motherfucker's go, letting everything go, letting
Speaker 1: drugs go, whatever helps you or whatever is not helping you,
Speaker 1: whatever hinders you, whatever is hindering you. Yo, he will
Speaker 1: get rid of it and he won't put it back
Speaker 1: in your life, but you have to be ready to
Speaker 1: leave it alone. Because God fights your battles. Yes he does,
Speaker 1: he does, and he helps you, but you have to
Speaker 1: want to be helped. So on that note, I'm telling y'all,
Speaker 1: I love y'all, I really really do. If you listen
Speaker 1: in this touched you today, tell me how hit me
Speaker 1: up an email my d M. I love y'all. Make
Speaker 1: sure y'all tune in for next week's episode of Carefully
Speaker 1: Reckless on Wednesday. Every Wednesday, that's Humpday and my best
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