WEBVTT - F*ck These B*tches, Get Money! 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:03.120 Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio 0:00:03.240 --> 0:00:07.680 and the Black Effect. Back there, nice little back there, 0:00:08.039 --> 0:00:19.720 n lit back there. Hey, y'all, what up? Welcome to 0:00:19.960 --> 0:00:23.200 another episode of Carefully Reckless with your Girl just hilarious. 0:00:23.520 --> 0:00:25.840 Now that will be no story time today. We're gonna 0:00:25.840 --> 0:00:29.320 take a different approach. I have a spiritual side now, 0:00:29.400 --> 0:00:32.080 y'all know that, And on this episode today, I want 0:00:32.120 --> 0:00:34.560 to let y'all in on that. I want to show 0:00:34.600 --> 0:00:37.720 you all that side. Now. With this pandemic, I often 0:00:37.840 --> 0:00:41.520 hear people talk about it and they'll give the devil 0:00:41.600 --> 0:00:44.440 credit for it. You know, people will say, oh, the 0:00:44.560 --> 0:00:47.600 devil is busy, and well I look at it in 0:00:47.680 --> 0:00:50.520 a different light. I look at it differently. I feel 0:00:50.640 --> 0:00:54.360 that sometimes God will do certain things and play certain 0:00:54.440 --> 0:00:57.240 things in our way to help us see what's more important. 0:00:57.680 --> 0:01:00.880 That's my message to y'all today. The pandemic, A lot 0:01:00.920 --> 0:01:03.639 of people died from it. It hurt people. It took 0:01:03.640 --> 0:01:04.800 a lot of people out of here, you know what 0:01:04.880 --> 0:01:08.480 I'm saying. It affected families, that affected jobs, and um, 0:01:08.880 --> 0:01:13.240 that's the downside of it. To me, my experiences, I 0:01:13.480 --> 0:01:18.320 have learned so much more about myself, my child, I 0:01:18.360 --> 0:01:22.560 feel like the pandemic is God's way of saying, let's 0:01:22.600 --> 0:01:25.600 get back to how we used to be, or as 0:01:25.800 --> 0:01:27.840 close as we used to be as possible, you know 0:01:27.880 --> 0:01:31.400 what I mean, Like modern date things, something as simple 0:01:31.480 --> 0:01:34.840 as setting down with your family to eat dinner. We 0:01:34.920 --> 0:01:37.240 don't do that no more. When's the last time you 0:01:37.400 --> 0:01:40.960 sat down and ate dinner as a family, even if 0:01:41.000 --> 0:01:42.800 there's no man in your house, if you only have 0:01:42.920 --> 0:01:44.840 one child, when's the last time you sat down with 0:01:44.880 --> 0:01:46.960 your child and eight when's the last time you sat 0:01:47.040 --> 0:01:49.680 down and had a conversation with your child about what 0:01:49.800 --> 0:01:53.760 they're going through? About school? Nowadays, kids cannot be in school. 0:01:53.800 --> 0:01:57.400 There's virtual learning, so their home with you. You can 0:01:57.440 --> 0:01:59.400 get to know them. You can build a bond with 0:01:59.520 --> 0:02:03.040 your child. I'm speaking from experience. I'm not afraid to 0:02:03.080 --> 0:02:06.960 say I did not know my child, Ashton, my eight 0:02:07.040 --> 0:02:09.760 year old boy, like I should have known him. And 0:02:09.840 --> 0:02:13.079 I didn't get to or get the motivation to do 0:02:13.280 --> 0:02:16.799 that until we had to be shut in. I was 0:02:16.919 --> 0:02:19.880 forced to cook instead of going out to restaurants. Our 0:02:19.960 --> 0:02:23.360 mayor shut down our city. I was forced to watch 0:02:23.520 --> 0:02:28.280 TV and had been paying for cable for years but 0:02:28.440 --> 0:02:31.519 never watched TV. I always had my phone stuck in 0:02:31.600 --> 0:02:36.000 my face. I found more ways to be innovative online, 0:02:36.280 --> 0:02:39.520 creating new content. I was forced to sit in the house. 0:02:39.800 --> 0:02:42.520 I built the studio in my basement. I became more 0:02:42.639 --> 0:02:45.359 hands on with my content, more creative, like I said, 0:02:45.440 --> 0:02:48.280 more innovative, finding new ways to make you guys laugh. 0:02:48.639 --> 0:02:53.320 I sat in my house and really became creative. Before 0:02:53.360 --> 0:02:56.320 the pandemic, we were just running around, running around, running around. 0:02:56.360 --> 0:02:58.280 I'm talking about getting hooked up with the wrong people. 0:02:58.440 --> 0:03:01.480 Even it goes that far, letting people into our space, 0:03:02.000 --> 0:03:04.320 not paying attention to the things that we need to. 0:03:04.880 --> 0:03:08.280 Like I said, our kids are career not protecting our peace, 0:03:08.400 --> 0:03:12.720 our mental health, our privacy, our spirits. All of that 0:03:12.880 --> 0:03:16.280 is important. And this pandemic has taught me to protect that. 0:03:16.720 --> 0:03:19.399 It has taught me how to protect that. I've lost 0:03:19.480 --> 0:03:21.760 a lot of people, not in death, not to COVID. 0:03:21.960 --> 0:03:26.920 I'm talking about old friends, family members, employees, men, love life, 0:03:27.200 --> 0:03:31.480 you know what I mean. Sometimes God will remove everything 0:03:31.880 --> 0:03:34.359 that's detrimental to you that you don't even know, out 0:03:34.400 --> 0:03:36.520 of your life, out of your mind, your body, your soul, 0:03:36.560 --> 0:03:39.760 your spirit, to help you see what's more important. That's 0:03:39.760 --> 0:03:43.520 a word, or to focus you, to help you prepare 0:03:44.040 --> 0:03:46.120 for the blessings he's about to grant you. You know 0:03:46.160 --> 0:03:48.720 what I'm saying. However, it's too much clutter. You may 0:03:48.800 --> 0:03:51.160 have too much clutter. It may be people with you. 0:03:51.320 --> 0:03:53.760 You may be surrounded by snakes and you don't even know. 0:03:54.400 --> 0:03:56.440 So God will do something to get rid of them. 0:03:56.680 --> 0:04:00.640 He works in mysterious ways. Everybody is not worthy of 0:04:00.720 --> 0:04:03.600 a piece of your pie. Everybody is not worthy to 0:04:03.680 --> 0:04:05.520 get on that ride with you. You know what I'm saying. 0:04:05.520 --> 0:04:08.000 Everybody is not worthy to sit at the table with you. 0:04:08.520 --> 0:04:10.800 You won't know this. God will reveal it. And I 0:04:10.880 --> 0:04:14.400 had this prayer that I pray every morning, every morning 0:04:14.480 --> 0:04:17.400 and every night. Yes, I am very spiritual, you know, 0:04:17.480 --> 0:04:19.440 And I'm letting y'all in on that. I asked God 0:04:19.520 --> 0:04:22.040 to prepare me, you know, And and I talked to 0:04:22.200 --> 0:04:25.200 him every day. And I have this thing called the 0:04:25.360 --> 0:04:28.279 Three RS that I asked and may be corny to y'all, 0:04:28.320 --> 0:04:32.120 but just listen to it. Reveal, read, and rebuke. I 0:04:32.200 --> 0:04:36.320 asked him to reveal, reveal anything unlike you that needs 0:04:36.400 --> 0:04:40.000 to be washed away. Reveal it. Reveal what whether that's 0:04:40.080 --> 0:04:44.920 people things, anything in my environment, in my atmosphere, that 0:04:45.080 --> 0:04:48.520 that's that's clouding my judgment, that's distracting me, that's tainting 0:04:48.600 --> 0:04:51.520 my spirit. Reveal it and then get rid of it, 0:04:51.920 --> 0:04:55.400 wash it away, and then rebuke it so it may 0:04:55.480 --> 0:04:57.760 never come back to me again, So it can never 0:04:57.839 --> 0:04:59.880 surround me again, it can never get in my spirit. 0:05:00.080 --> 0:05:03.839 Feel me, this is real stuff, this is a real word. Reveal, 0:05:04.040 --> 0:05:06.880 rid and rebuke. I asked God to also prepare me 0:05:07.360 --> 0:05:11.720 for the revealing, because sometimes he'll reveal things that you're 0:05:11.760 --> 0:05:14.440 not ready to leave, you're not ready to get rid of. 0:05:15.160 --> 0:05:17.560 You know, you're not ready to to say goodbye to 0:05:18.279 --> 0:05:21.360 to throw in the trash, But you have to I 0:05:21.520 --> 0:05:25.239 experienced that. I asked him to reveal, read and rebuke, 0:05:25.600 --> 0:05:27.720 and then when he did it, I wasn't ready to 0:05:27.880 --> 0:05:31.400 accept it. The people that I had to throw away, 0:05:31.920 --> 0:05:34.480 the things I had to get rid of, I wasn't ready. 0:05:34.680 --> 0:05:37.719 So when you asked him to reveal, read and rebuke, 0:05:37.800 --> 0:05:40.480 you also have to ask him to prepare you, to 0:05:40.640 --> 0:05:43.360 prepare you to accept it. It's a lot of things 0:05:43.400 --> 0:05:45.560 that you can hold on too, that we're guilty of 0:05:45.640 --> 0:05:47.960 holding onto that we know it's not good for us. 0:05:48.360 --> 0:05:50.480 It could be drugs, it could be habits. Like I said, 0:05:50.520 --> 0:05:52.720 it don't only have to go for people. It could 0:05:52.760 --> 0:05:55.320 be your friends. It could be a man. Something that 0:05:55.400 --> 0:05:58.320 you know is eating at you, holding you back from 0:05:58.360 --> 0:06:00.960 doing things, and you know that, but you have to 0:06:01.000 --> 0:06:02.560 get rid of it. You have to be strong enough. 0:06:02.600 --> 0:06:05.240 You have to pray that God strengthens you. You know 0:06:05.279 --> 0:06:07.160 what I'm saying. I lost a lot of people, got 0:06:07.279 --> 0:06:09.120 rid of a lot of things. I call it my 0:06:09.200 --> 0:06:11.920 spirit spring cleaning. It's a tongue to us to say 0:06:11.920 --> 0:06:15.960 it with me, spirit spring cleaning for real, that's real 0:06:16.000 --> 0:06:19.720 ship man. And this is also a word when somebody 0:06:20.040 --> 0:06:24.119 or something isn't right for you, God will continuously cause 0:06:24.240 --> 0:06:27.200 them or that thing to hurt you until you're strong 0:06:27.360 --> 0:06:31.839 enough to let it go. So don't confuse this man 0:06:32.200 --> 0:06:35.440 that keeps cheating on you and keeps a mentally abusing 0:06:35.480 --> 0:06:38.600 you or or or vocally abusing you, physically abusing you. 0:06:39.080 --> 0:06:43.640 Don't let the distraction be when he apologizes, or when 0:06:44.160 --> 0:06:48.120 he has sex with you it's great, or I love you, 0:06:48.560 --> 0:06:51.240 Please don't leave me. You're all I have. Don't let 0:06:51.560 --> 0:06:55.360 that be the distraction, because it'll be good for a while, 0:06:55.400 --> 0:06:57.640 and then he's only gonna go back to doing what 0:06:57.880 --> 0:07:00.240 hurts you if he's not good for you. And God 0:07:00.320 --> 0:07:03.760 will allow it to happen until you're strong enough to 0:07:03.920 --> 0:07:07.080 get rid of it, even if it's a friend going 0:07:07.200 --> 0:07:11.720 behind your back doing ship, constantly showing you signs that 0:07:11.880 --> 0:07:15.560 they're not the person for you. They don't have your 0:07:15.600 --> 0:07:18.440 best interests. They sneaky the way they move little ship 0:07:18.520 --> 0:07:20.680 that you're put in the back of your mind because 0:07:20.800 --> 0:07:24.520 y'all have history, don't let the history distract you. History 0:07:24.600 --> 0:07:27.800 doesn't matter in most cases. And I know this is 0:07:27.880 --> 0:07:31.640 hitting somebody. Somebody needs to hear it somewhere. I went 0:07:31.760 --> 0:07:34.680 through it. Also, you have to learn to take heath 0:07:34.800 --> 0:07:37.760 to signs seriously. You can't ask off of something and 0:07:37.840 --> 0:07:40.120 then ignore it when he shows it to you. Like 0:07:40.200 --> 0:07:42.320 I said, even going back to the pandemic, like I said, 0:07:42.360 --> 0:07:44.920 I look at it differently. I was lazy as hell 0:07:45.200 --> 0:07:48.360 before the pandemic. I'm talking about paying people to do 0:07:48.560 --> 0:07:50.400 ship that I can do myself, You know what I 0:07:50.480 --> 0:07:52.240 mean a lot of things I didn't pay attention to, 0:07:52.640 --> 0:07:54.240 like the people around me, that I had to get 0:07:54.320 --> 0:07:56.840 rid of. But first it started with my job, my 0:07:57.040 --> 0:08:00.920 career me as the CEO of Jess Hillery is incorporated, 0:08:01.000 --> 0:08:05.000 Like I was paying people to pay my bills, Like 0:08:05.080 --> 0:08:07.480 what the hell? Why the hell did I even have 0:08:08.240 --> 0:08:11.160 anybody else having access to my money because I was 0:08:11.240 --> 0:08:14.480 too lazy to be responsible. God will work in mysterious 0:08:14.520 --> 0:08:17.640 ways to wake your ass up. The pandemic forced me 0:08:18.200 --> 0:08:20.720 to get my ship together, to get my ship in order. 0:08:21.120 --> 0:08:24.200 I even built a stronger bond with God through the pandemic. 0:08:24.800 --> 0:08:27.320 I wasn't really worried about that before, when I was 0:08:27.360 --> 0:08:30.960 just ripping and running, running wild. You know what I'm saying, traveling, 0:08:31.000 --> 0:08:33.880 blowing money on dumb ship, not paying attention to what's 0:08:33.880 --> 0:08:36.959 important around me, not saving money because I knew I 0:08:37.000 --> 0:08:38.840 could make it back, Like, oh man, I'm not worrying 0:08:38.880 --> 0:08:42.760 about that ship, shopping Chanel, findy Gucci product, like all 0:08:42.840 --> 0:08:46.599 that ship don't matter. It don't matter because when we 0:08:46.679 --> 0:08:48.880 shut down with a funk that I wear all that 0:08:48.960 --> 0:08:51.760 ship at we had nowhere to go. That ship didn't 0:08:51.760 --> 0:08:54.480 do nothing but sit in my walking closet and collect us. 0:08:54.760 --> 0:08:56.679 He will let you know that ship don't matter. He 0:08:56.720 --> 0:08:59.600 will humble you. He has ways of humbling your ass. 0:09:00.040 --> 0:09:02.000 He will do it. I had to regain my strength. 0:09:02.080 --> 0:09:04.400 I had to recollect myself. I had to get my 0:09:04.440 --> 0:09:07.760 ship together, and I got it together. About friends, people 0:09:07.760 --> 0:09:10.319 who have certain problems that you can't make yours. You 0:09:10.480 --> 0:09:14.320 cannot make other people's problems your problem. Like I said, 0:09:14.320 --> 0:09:16.000 I lost a lot of people. I'm gonna bring you 0:09:16.000 --> 0:09:18.320 all into my world and give you all my experiences, 0:09:18.400 --> 0:09:20.400 like firsthand. I don't have a problem with telling you 0:09:20.400 --> 0:09:22.920 all my business. Y'all know it all. Anyhow, I lost 0:09:23.000 --> 0:09:26.040 a god sister. You ever have somebody that you text 0:09:26.320 --> 0:09:29.120 and you're just asking how's your day? It could be 0:09:29.160 --> 0:09:31.360 a friend, it could be anybody. That person got a 0:09:31.559 --> 0:09:34.640 long ass book of how stressed out they always are, 0:09:34.960 --> 0:09:37.760 what they're going through, what they need, how you need 0:09:37.840 --> 0:09:39.840 to feel sorry for them. You know what I'm saying. 0:09:40.120 --> 0:09:43.280 That ship is a burden in itself, and you cannot 0:09:43.360 --> 0:09:45.640 make it your burden. I don't have a problem with 0:09:45.760 --> 0:09:47.679 helping people. I want to help people. That's what I've 0:09:47.720 --> 0:09:49.839 been put on this earth to do. Help. That's what 0:09:49.960 --> 0:09:51.640 I do on my everyday life. When I make these 0:09:51.720 --> 0:09:54.360 videos and I put smiles on people's faces. I have 0:09:55.080 --> 0:09:57.920 messages from strangers that said that I've helped him not 0:09:58.080 --> 0:10:00.719 commit suicide. I've helped them get over the grief of 0:10:00.800 --> 0:10:03.920 their parents or somebody that they had just lost. People 0:10:04.000 --> 0:10:07.079 are honest with me about that, strangers people I know 0:10:07.600 --> 0:10:09.360 you know what I'm saying. I make people feel better, 0:10:09.600 --> 0:10:12.400 but I don't always want to hear a sob story 0:10:12.480 --> 0:10:14.840 when I'm just checking in on you. Yeah, I'll pay 0:10:14.880 --> 0:10:17.200 a bill for you here and there. I'll even come 0:10:17.280 --> 0:10:20.200 see you, give you a hug, because you'd be surprised 0:10:20.240 --> 0:10:23.920 what the funk a hug, a real genuine holding hug 0:10:24.000 --> 0:10:27.199 can do for somebody's day. But when I'm only checking 0:10:27.280 --> 0:10:29.559 on you just to tell you I love you, or 0:10:29.679 --> 0:10:32.400 just to really really see how you're doing, because motherfucker's 0:10:32.440 --> 0:10:34.720 may ask you how you're doing, but don't even care. 0:10:35.160 --> 0:10:37.640 People do it in their everyday life. You might see 0:10:37.679 --> 0:10:39.319 your mother and be like, oh, how you doing. You 0:10:39.400 --> 0:10:41.240 don't really want to hear how they're doing. That's just 0:10:41.360 --> 0:10:44.680 another word for hi or hello, that's just you speaking. 0:10:45.200 --> 0:10:48.079 But people have habits of saying how you're doing and 0:10:48.200 --> 0:10:51.360 not really giving a funk about how somebody's doing. I do. 0:10:51.840 --> 0:10:55.280 But my God's sister, my God sister, she is always 0:10:55.440 --> 0:10:58.880 stressed out about something. I had to let her go. 0:10:59.800 --> 0:11:02.200 She likes to project her burdens on others. She loves 0:11:02.360 --> 0:11:04.679 she loves for people to feel sorry for her. She 0:11:04.800 --> 0:11:08.160 loves the sorrow. She loves to cry, she loves the 0:11:08.240 --> 0:11:11.360 attention of it. She's very selfish. I checked on her. 0:11:11.400 --> 0:11:14.079 Grandmother died. I checked on her. I can't believe that 0:11:14.240 --> 0:11:16.319 she would leave me here. What do you mean that 0:11:16.400 --> 0:11:20.439 old lady was tortured here, she was suffering, she had cancer. 0:11:20.960 --> 0:11:24.400 She's gone. Now. You need to be happy that she's 0:11:24.440 --> 0:11:27.000 not here, with tubes and coming out of each and 0:11:27.040 --> 0:11:30.160 every place they could come out of. Her body was tired. 0:11:30.320 --> 0:11:33.559 She was tired. She told you she was tired, and 0:11:33.679 --> 0:11:36.800 you make her death about you. No, no, no, no, 0:11:37.040 --> 0:11:40.360 I will not sit here and feel sorry for you, y'all. 0:11:40.400 --> 0:11:43.200 You need to get yourself together. I had to leave 0:11:43.280 --> 0:11:45.559 her alone. Hold up, hold up, I know the ship 0:11:45.640 --> 0:11:47.840 getting good. But listen to just a couple of seconds 0:11:47.880 --> 0:11:51.600 of a commercial. If you love me, you'll listen. Childhood 0:11:51.679 --> 0:11:54.719 friend slash sister, the one who put my business out 0:11:54.760 --> 0:11:57.280 there a couple of years back. Y'all know of her. 0:11:58.080 --> 0:12:01.240 We even got back, right, We got back col I 0:12:01.320 --> 0:12:04.559 accepted her. This girl stopped speaking to my son, my 0:12:04.720 --> 0:12:08.800 innocent fucking child, somebody that she considered a nephew, and 0:12:08.880 --> 0:12:11.679 I consider her children my nieces and nephew. This was 0:12:11.840 --> 0:12:14.880 somebody I had a twenty five year relationship with. I 0:12:15.080 --> 0:12:17.679 met her when I was two years old. She was 0:12:17.800 --> 0:12:20.520 seven when I moved on a block. We grew up together. 0:12:21.240 --> 0:12:23.199 She took me under her wing as her big sister. 0:12:23.280 --> 0:12:26.240 I lost my virginity on this bitch's couch. Do you 0:12:26.360 --> 0:12:30.000 understand what I'm saying? People? Later on we get back cool. 0:12:30.400 --> 0:12:33.360 She exposed me, first of all, because she got fired. 0:12:33.520 --> 0:12:36.400 I created a fucking job for her first of all. 0:12:36.679 --> 0:12:38.760 Then I fired it because she got too comfortable. You 0:12:38.840 --> 0:12:40.640 can't work with family, you can't work with friends. Some 0:12:40.760 --> 0:12:43.319 of them is just not good. I fired her and 0:12:43.480 --> 0:12:46.040 she went online. She took it public. She got so 0:12:46.240 --> 0:12:49.160 upset that she went and told everybody that I had 0:12:49.200 --> 0:12:51.280 a b b L I had a fat transfer. That 0:12:51.360 --> 0:12:54.160 ship crushed me. Not only did she tell people that, 0:12:54.640 --> 0:12:57.839 but she posted pictures of me on a surgery table 0:12:57.920 --> 0:13:01.199 that I thought were safe. With her stid them paid 0:13:01.280 --> 0:13:04.160 somebody to interview her, to go and tell a bunch 0:13:04.200 --> 0:13:06.520 of fucking lies about me. Tell me I do drugs, 0:13:06.559 --> 0:13:07.880 and I do this, and I do that, and I 0:13:07.960 --> 0:13:11.280 sell pussy and I what all the things that she 0:13:11.520 --> 0:13:14.360 has done. She put that ship on me. I even 0:13:14.600 --> 0:13:17.560 made up with her after that. I accepted her back 0:13:17.920 --> 0:13:19.920 into my life. And that goes back to what I say, 0:13:20.200 --> 0:13:22.839 don't let history distract you from the people that you 0:13:22.920 --> 0:13:24.760 need to get rid of. I thought I could trust 0:13:24.800 --> 0:13:26.800 her again. I thought that she had done the worst 0:13:27.160 --> 0:13:29.000 she can't do. The more harm I missed her. I 0:13:29.080 --> 0:13:31.800 love her, that's my sister. I'm not gonna let years 0:13:31.840 --> 0:13:33.679 go to waste because of this ship. I should have. 0:13:33.960 --> 0:13:35.880 I should have never got back cool with her, because 0:13:35.920 --> 0:13:38.400 when I did, we fell out again and she felt 0:13:38.440 --> 0:13:40.160 some type of because she found out I was talking 0:13:40.200 --> 0:13:43.120 about her during the time me and her were beefing. 0:13:43.400 --> 0:13:46.040 Your motherfucking right, I was talking about you, bitch. What 0:13:46.160 --> 0:13:49.400 the funk you thought? Because I didn't retaliate online and 0:13:49.520 --> 0:13:51.920 give you any fucking followers and give you and blow 0:13:52.040 --> 0:13:54.920 you up more. No, I was hurt by that ship. 0:13:55.000 --> 0:13:58.520 I cried for fucking weeks saying, how the funking my 0:13:58.640 --> 0:14:01.240 sister do that to me? And you get mad because 0:14:01.320 --> 0:14:03.240 it got back to you that I was talking about 0:14:03.320 --> 0:14:07.000 you to somebody, bitch, get the funk out of here. 0:14:07.240 --> 0:14:10.760 So now she's gone for good like she should have been. 0:14:10.800 --> 0:14:13.559 The first time, one of my friends I fell out 0:14:13.640 --> 0:14:16.120 with because I made a video about a certain situation 0:14:16.240 --> 0:14:18.120 she was telling me about. I told her I was 0:14:18.160 --> 0:14:20.760 gonna do the fucking video. She got upset because the 0:14:20.880 --> 0:14:24.480 person that she was dealing with, a married man, had 0:14:24.560 --> 0:14:27.720 seen the fucking video and so did his wife. So 0:14:28.280 --> 0:14:30.600 she hit me and said, can't take the video down. No, 0:14:30.680 --> 0:14:32.800 I'm not taking it down. I didn't say no names, 0:14:32.840 --> 0:14:35.240 and you was okay with me making a video. But 0:14:35.440 --> 0:14:38.880 now that your spot has blown up by the wife 0:14:39.000 --> 0:14:41.120 that you knew he had, you want me to take 0:14:41.160 --> 0:14:43.720 it down. No, that's not how it works. You know. 0:14:44.360 --> 0:14:45.800 I got a good heart. Yes, the funk I do, 0:14:45.880 --> 0:14:48.680 and I give people chances. But I'm a comedian I am, 0:14:49.080 --> 0:14:51.560 and if you tell me something, I'm gonna tell you first, 0:14:51.560 --> 0:14:53.400 like yea, I'm gonna make a video about this. If 0:14:53.760 --> 0:14:55.840 I know it will hurt you, I won't do it 0:14:56.040 --> 0:14:58.160 because I still have a heart. She was fine with 0:14:58.280 --> 0:15:00.520 me doing it until the wife's saying in it, well, 0:15:00.560 --> 0:15:03.200 bit you shouldn't have placed yourself in that predicament. So 0:15:03.440 --> 0:15:05.040 we went back and forth for a couple of days, 0:15:05.080 --> 0:15:08.640 and then she decides to expose both of my phone 0:15:08.720 --> 0:15:12.360 numbers and post my home address where my son lays 0:15:12.440 --> 0:15:15.360 his head. Not only me, but me, my son, and 0:15:15.480 --> 0:15:19.360 my dog. She exposed my home address. Was she ever 0:15:19.480 --> 0:15:22.520 a friend? Guys? I don't fucking know. Men, this girl 0:15:22.560 --> 0:15:25.040 have stayed up and cried to each other. She's had 0:15:25.080 --> 0:15:27.720 a hardass life. By the way, mother, don't give a 0:15:27.760 --> 0:15:30.120 funk about of your father. Don't want you type ship. 0:15:30.320 --> 0:15:32.440 You got siblings that you don't even speak to you. 0:15:32.800 --> 0:15:35.200 Y'all all funked up because of y'all. Mother. I've cried 0:15:35.320 --> 0:15:37.400 with you, You've cried with me. You told me that, 0:15:37.440 --> 0:15:39.240 you said you don't never tell nobody else, and I 0:15:39.400 --> 0:15:41.840 still didn't put that ship out there. But you hurt me. 0:15:42.240 --> 0:15:45.160 You did that. You consider my son your nephew, another one, 0:15:45.320 --> 0:15:49.160 but you exposed you compromise the safety of my child, bitch, 0:15:49.200 --> 0:15:51.240 And you got two girls, and I know where you 0:15:51.360 --> 0:15:53.040 live at and I still wouldn't ever do that for them. 0:15:53.160 --> 0:15:55.080 Had to get rid of her. One of my employees 0:15:55.320 --> 0:15:58.160 taking advantage of me, Man oh man, this is supposed 0:15:58.200 --> 0:16:01.080 to be a goldfair man one of my ex security Yo, 0:16:01.320 --> 0:16:03.840 what you're blackmailing me? You're holding ship over my head. 0:16:04.360 --> 0:16:07.920 Y'all got videos of buh bupa. Oh all right, you're done. 0:16:08.040 --> 0:16:09.760 Had to get rid of him. What the funk wrong 0:16:09.800 --> 0:16:12.400 with you, nigga? Fucking with the wrong one? Now you 0:16:12.440 --> 0:16:16.640 don't have a job. Family member who was also an employee, 0:16:17.000 --> 0:16:20.720 fucked up my money, funked up my credit and was 0:16:20.880 --> 0:16:25.080 unapologetic about it. What I gave you a fucking job, 0:16:25.200 --> 0:16:28.840 my nigga, I'm helping create jobs for you. Motherfucker's I 0:16:28.920 --> 0:16:31.640 could be doing this ship myself and y'all motherfucker's hurt me. 0:16:31.920 --> 0:16:34.240 That's crazy, right. Had to get rid of that one too. 0:16:34.760 --> 0:16:38.800 Female best friend, disloyal dis lawyer was fucked y'all know 0:16:38.960 --> 0:16:41.720 the person the friend that I said exposed my address. 0:16:42.040 --> 0:16:44.960 How about my female best friend hanging with this bitch 0:16:45.400 --> 0:16:47.280 just as cool with it as the day is long? 0:16:47.400 --> 0:16:51.320 I said, God damn, you're done. My male best friend. 0:16:51.560 --> 0:16:54.240 I had to lose him too. He's so into drugs 0:16:54.320 --> 0:16:57.320 in the streets and thinking that I owe him something. Nigga, 0:16:57.320 --> 0:17:00.600 I don't owe you ship you owe yourself. You owe 0:17:00.640 --> 0:17:03.440 it to your kids to be their father. You don't like, honestly, 0:17:03.440 --> 0:17:04.800 you don't like when I put you in your place. 0:17:05.040 --> 0:17:07.560 You can't be my fucking friend. You can't come around 0:17:07.640 --> 0:17:08.959 my son, and you don't need go on your own 0:17:09.040 --> 0:17:12.760 fucking kids. Y'all hurt me, you feel me. Get your 0:17:12.760 --> 0:17:15.879 ship together, get off drugs, get off the streets. Stop 0:17:15.960 --> 0:17:18.480 selling that ship, and then you'll stop doing that ship. 0:17:18.840 --> 0:17:21.640 Had to let him go. I add a songwriter, a friend. 0:17:21.920 --> 0:17:26.360 He helped me write nice little ass caddy sneaky, opportunistic 0:17:26.880 --> 0:17:28.920 going around. Tell people, oh, I wrote the whole song 0:17:29.040 --> 0:17:31.560 she did? Why the funk? Do you feel like you 0:17:31.680 --> 0:17:33.879 have to write the whole song? Maan, you know you didn't. 0:17:34.359 --> 0:17:38.440 Who the funk? You didn't? Just certain ship people do? YO? Like? 0:17:38.560 --> 0:17:41.080 Come on, bro, now, if you got the piss from 0:17:41.080 --> 0:17:42.920 all the tea you've been drinking, now it was the 0:17:42.960 --> 0:17:44.960 time because we got a commercial. I'll be right back. 0:17:45.840 --> 0:17:48.520 So now we're gonna take it to just fix my mess. Okay. 0:17:48.560 --> 0:17:50.600 So I went on my Instagram and I asked you, guys, 0:17:50.760 --> 0:17:54.479 the worst thing you've ever forgiven someone? For go now. 0:17:54.600 --> 0:17:58.160 This baby girl said she would like to remain anonymous soul. 0:17:58.400 --> 0:18:01.440 I'm going to grant her that she says, causing me 0:18:01.680 --> 0:18:05.119 to never be able to get pregnant naturally again because 0:18:05.200 --> 0:18:09.399 of stdo That ship makes me sick to my stomach. 0:18:09.440 --> 0:18:12.800 It makes me want to cry, It makes me angry. Now, 0:18:12.960 --> 0:18:14.680 I don't know if it was unknowingly. I don't know 0:18:14.760 --> 0:18:17.240 if it was intentionally, you know, but you never know 0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:20.320 these days. He probably knew he had some ship and 0:18:20.440 --> 0:18:23.200 he was just scared to tell you. He probably knew 0:18:23.600 --> 0:18:25.680 he had the ship, or maybe he didn't know. But 0:18:25.880 --> 0:18:28.639 that's why you have to remain faithful. You have to 0:18:28.840 --> 0:18:33.000 strap up people, young people, old people. You gotta use condoms. 0:18:33.600 --> 0:18:36.920 My god, this woman can't even have kids. She can't 0:18:36.960 --> 0:18:41.439 even conceive naturally because of an std A Nigga gave her. 0:18:42.200 --> 0:18:44.679 Oh my god, I hope and pray that you are 0:18:44.760 --> 0:18:47.000 able to have children before you leave this earth. You 0:18:47.080 --> 0:18:49.640 understand what I'm saying. You can't even bring life into 0:18:49.680 --> 0:18:52.320 the world add to the population. Life is a beautiful 0:18:52.400 --> 0:18:55.200 thing when it's done the right way. You know. Giving 0:18:55.280 --> 0:18:57.840 birth is something that women around the world can't do, 0:18:57.920 --> 0:19:00.359 would love to do. Some people would kill to have kids. 0:19:00.680 --> 0:19:04.720 You understand what I'm saying. And it's horrible that this 0:19:04.920 --> 0:19:07.159 is not a natural cause, this is not hereditary. This 0:19:07.320 --> 0:19:09.359 is something that a man did to you, baby girl. 0:19:09.840 --> 0:19:12.280 So you gotta leave. You gotta leave that ship. You 0:19:12.400 --> 0:19:14.920 understand what I'm saying. I really really do hope that 0:19:15.040 --> 0:19:19.200 you find the help you need. You know, I really do, 0:19:19.760 --> 0:19:22.639 because that's some sad ship. That's some sad ship. I know, 0:19:22.720 --> 0:19:25.280 y'all can hear me getting emotional right now? That's some 0:19:25.440 --> 0:19:32.200 sad ship right there. M camp underscore. David Promo says, 0:19:32.600 --> 0:19:35.840 stealing from me then staged a breaking of my house. 0:19:36.400 --> 0:19:38.399 Oh you're gonna have to get one of your sisters 0:19:38.560 --> 0:19:41.359 or your mother or a cool cousin to slap that bitch. 0:19:41.680 --> 0:19:45.040 Ain't no way you're gonna stage or breaking. It's no 0:19:45.119 --> 0:19:47.400 way you're gonna steal from me, and I can take 0:19:47.480 --> 0:19:51.320 you back. You forgave her for that, David, Are you 0:19:51.440 --> 0:19:54.200 fucking kidding me? I need to have a class. I 0:19:54.280 --> 0:19:57.240 need to do a tour, a tour or how to 0:19:57.359 --> 0:20:02.359 let motherfucker's go. I'm i'm uh, this is crazy. First 0:20:02.400 --> 0:20:04.800 of all, if you had the balls to steal from me, 0:20:05.000 --> 0:20:06.440 I can never trust you. I don't know what the 0:20:06.480 --> 0:20:07.920 funk you can do. If you can steal from me, 0:20:08.359 --> 0:20:10.840 and I loved you and you loved me, you can 0:20:10.880 --> 0:20:13.840 steal from me though. That's what happened in my past 0:20:13.920 --> 0:20:17.280 relationship Chris. Chris stole from me. After I took care 0:20:17.400 --> 0:20:20.600 of the nigga. He stole from me. That's why I 0:20:20.640 --> 0:20:24.080