1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:03,120 Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of our Heart Radio 2 00:00:03,240 --> 00:00:07,680 Speaker 1: and the Black Effect. Back there, nice little back there, 3 00:00:08,039 --> 00:00:19,720 Speaker 1: n lit back there. Hey, y'all, what up? Welcome to 4 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:23,200 Speaker 1: another episode of Carefully Reckless with your Girl just hilarious. 5 00:00:23,520 --> 00:00:25,840 Speaker 1: Now that will be no story time today. We're gonna 6 00:00:25,840 --> 00:00:29,320 Speaker 1: take a different approach. I have a spiritual side now, 7 00:00:29,400 --> 00:00:32,080 Speaker 1: y'all know that, And on this episode today, I want 8 00:00:32,120 --> 00:00:34,560 Speaker 1: to let y'all in on that. I want to show 9 00:00:34,600 --> 00:00:37,720 Speaker 1: you all that side. Now. With this pandemic, I often 10 00:00:37,840 --> 00:00:41,520 Speaker 1: hear people talk about it and they'll give the devil 11 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:44,440 Speaker 1: credit for it. You know, people will say, oh, the 12 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:47,600 Speaker 1: devil is busy, and well I look at it in 13 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:50,520 Speaker 1: a different light. I look at it differently. I feel 14 00:00:50,640 --> 00:00:54,360 Speaker 1: that sometimes God will do certain things and play certain 15 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 1: things in our way to help us see what's more important. 16 00:00:57,680 --> 00:01:00,880 Speaker 1: That's my message to y'all today. The pandemic, A lot 17 00:01:00,920 --> 00:01:03,639 Speaker 1: of people died from it. It hurt people. It took 18 00:01:03,640 --> 00:01:04,800 Speaker 1: a lot of people out of here, you know what 19 00:01:04,880 --> 00:01:08,480 Speaker 1: I'm saying. It affected families, that affected jobs, and um, 20 00:01:08,880 --> 00:01:13,240 Speaker 1: that's the downside of it. To me, my experiences, I 21 00:01:13,480 --> 00:01:18,320 Speaker 1: have learned so much more about myself, my child, I 22 00:01:18,360 --> 00:01:22,560 Speaker 1: feel like the pandemic is God's way of saying, let's 23 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:25,600 Speaker 1: get back to how we used to be, or as 24 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:27,840 Speaker 1: close as we used to be as possible, you know 25 00:01:27,880 --> 00:01:31,400 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like modern date things, something as simple 26 00:01:31,480 --> 00:01:34,840 Speaker 1: as setting down with your family to eat dinner. We 27 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:37,240 Speaker 1: don't do that no more. When's the last time you 28 00:01:37,400 --> 00:01:40,960 Speaker 1: sat down and ate dinner as a family, even if 29 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:42,800 Speaker 1: there's no man in your house, if you only have 30 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:44,840 Speaker 1: one child, when's the last time you sat down with 31 00:01:44,880 --> 00:01:46,960 Speaker 1: your child and eight when's the last time you sat 32 00:01:47,040 --> 00:01:49,680 Speaker 1: down and had a conversation with your child about what 33 00:01:49,800 --> 00:01:53,760 Speaker 1: they're going through? About school? Nowadays, kids cannot be in school. 34 00:01:53,800 --> 00:01:57,400 Speaker 1: There's virtual learning, so their home with you. You can 35 00:01:57,440 --> 00:01:59,400 Speaker 1: get to know them. You can build a bond with 36 00:01:59,520 --> 00:02:03,040 Speaker 1: your child. I'm speaking from experience. I'm not afraid to 37 00:02:03,080 --> 00:02:06,960 Speaker 1: say I did not know my child, Ashton, my eight 38 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:09,760 Speaker 1: year old boy, like I should have known him. And 39 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:13,079 Speaker 1: I didn't get to or get the motivation to do 40 00:02:13,280 --> 00:02:16,799 Speaker 1: that until we had to be shut in. I was 41 00:02:16,919 --> 00:02:19,880 Speaker 1: forced to cook instead of going out to restaurants. Our 42 00:02:19,960 --> 00:02:23,360 Speaker 1: mayor shut down our city. I was forced to watch 43 00:02:23,520 --> 00:02:28,280 Speaker 1: TV and had been paying for cable for years but 44 00:02:28,440 --> 00:02:31,519 Speaker 1: never watched TV. I always had my phone stuck in 45 00:02:31,600 --> 00:02:36,000 Speaker 1: my face. I found more ways to be innovative online, 46 00:02:36,280 --> 00:02:39,520 Speaker 1: creating new content. I was forced to sit in the house. 47 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:42,520 Speaker 1: I built the studio in my basement. I became more 48 00:02:42,639 --> 00:02:45,359 Speaker 1: hands on with my content, more creative, like I said, 49 00:02:45,440 --> 00:02:48,280 Speaker 1: more innovative, finding new ways to make you guys laugh. 50 00:02:48,639 --> 00:02:53,320 Speaker 1: I sat in my house and really became creative. Before 51 00:02:53,360 --> 00:02:56,320 Speaker 1: the pandemic, we were just running around, running around, running around. 52 00:02:56,360 --> 00:02:58,280 Speaker 1: I'm talking about getting hooked up with the wrong people. 53 00:02:58,440 --> 00:03:01,480 Speaker 1: Even it goes that far, letting people into our space, 54 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:04,320 Speaker 1: not paying attention to the things that we need to. 55 00:03:04,880 --> 00:03:08,280 Speaker 1: Like I said, our kids are career not protecting our peace, 56 00:03:08,400 --> 00:03:12,720 Speaker 1: our mental health, our privacy, our spirits. All of that 57 00:03:12,880 --> 00:03:16,280 Speaker 1: is important. And this pandemic has taught me to protect that. 58 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:19,399 Speaker 1: It has taught me how to protect that. I've lost 59 00:03:19,480 --> 00:03:21,760 Speaker 1: a lot of people, not in death, not to COVID. 60 00:03:21,960 --> 00:03:26,920 Speaker 1: I'm talking about old friends, family members, employees, men, love life, 61 00:03:27,200 --> 00:03:31,480 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Sometimes God will remove everything 62 00:03:31,880 --> 00:03:34,359 Speaker 1: that's detrimental to you that you don't even know, out 63 00:03:34,400 --> 00:03:36,520 Speaker 1: of your life, out of your mind, your body, your soul, 64 00:03:36,560 --> 00:03:39,760 Speaker 1: your spirit, to help you see what's more important. That's 65 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:43,520 Speaker 1: a word, or to focus you, to help you prepare 66 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:46,120 Speaker 1: for the blessings he's about to grant you. You know 67 00:03:46,160 --> 00:03:48,720 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. However, it's too much clutter. You may 68 00:03:48,800 --> 00:03:51,160 Speaker 1: have too much clutter. It may be people with you. 69 00:03:51,320 --> 00:03:53,760 Speaker 1: You may be surrounded by snakes and you don't even know. 70 00:03:54,400 --> 00:03:56,440 Speaker 1: So God will do something to get rid of them. 71 00:03:56,680 --> 00:04:00,640 Speaker 1: He works in mysterious ways. Everybody is not worthy of 72 00:04:00,720 --> 00:04:03,600 Speaker 1: a piece of your pie. Everybody is not worthy to 73 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:05,520 Speaker 1: get on that ride with you. You know what I'm saying. 74 00:04:05,520 --> 00:04:08,000 Speaker 1: Everybody is not worthy to sit at the table with you. 75 00:04:08,520 --> 00:04:10,800 Speaker 1: You won't know this. God will reveal it. And I 76 00:04:10,880 --> 00:04:14,400 Speaker 1: had this prayer that I pray every morning, every morning 77 00:04:14,480 --> 00:04:17,400 Speaker 1: and every night. Yes, I am very spiritual, you know, 78 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:19,440 Speaker 1: And I'm letting y'all in on that. I asked God 79 00:04:19,520 --> 00:04:22,040 Speaker 1: to prepare me, you know, And and I talked to 80 00:04:22,200 --> 00:04:25,200 Speaker 1: him every day. And I have this thing called the 81 00:04:25,360 --> 00:04:28,279 Speaker 1: Three RS that I asked and may be corny to y'all, 82 00:04:28,320 --> 00:04:32,120 Speaker 1: but just listen to it. Reveal, read, and rebuke. I 83 00:04:32,200 --> 00:04:36,320 Speaker 1: asked him to reveal, reveal anything unlike you that needs 84 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:40,000 Speaker 1: to be washed away. Reveal it. Reveal what whether that's 85 00:04:40,080 --> 00:04:44,920 Speaker 1: people things, anything in my environment, in my atmosphere, that 86 00:04:45,080 --> 00:04:48,520 Speaker 1: that's that's clouding my judgment, that's distracting me, that's tainting 87 00:04:48,600 --> 00:04:51,520 Speaker 1: my spirit. Reveal it and then get rid of it, 88 00:04:51,920 --> 00:04:55,400 Speaker 1: wash it away, and then rebuke it so it may 89 00:04:55,480 --> 00:04:57,760 Speaker 1: never come back to me again, So it can never 90 00:04:57,839 --> 00:04:59,880 Speaker 1: surround me again, it can never get in my spirit. 91 00:05:00,080 --> 00:05:03,839 Speaker 1: Feel me, this is real stuff, this is a real word. Reveal, 92 00:05:04,040 --> 00:05:06,880 Speaker 1: rid and rebuke. I asked God to also prepare me 93 00:05:07,360 --> 00:05:11,720 Speaker 1: for the revealing, because sometimes he'll reveal things that you're 94 00:05:11,760 --> 00:05:14,440 Speaker 1: not ready to leave, you're not ready to get rid of. 95 00:05:15,160 --> 00:05:17,560 Speaker 1: You know, you're not ready to to say goodbye to 96 00:05:18,279 --> 00:05:21,360 Speaker 1: to throw in the trash, But you have to I 97 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:25,239 Speaker 1: experienced that. I asked him to reveal, read and rebuke, 98 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:27,720 Speaker 1: and then when he did it, I wasn't ready to 99 00:05:27,880 --> 00:05:31,400 Speaker 1: accept it. The people that I had to throw away, 100 00:05:31,920 --> 00:05:34,480 Speaker 1: the things I had to get rid of, I wasn't ready. 101 00:05:34,680 --> 00:05:37,719 Speaker 1: So when you asked him to reveal, read and rebuke, 102 00:05:37,800 --> 00:05:40,480 Speaker 1: you also have to ask him to prepare you, to 103 00:05:40,640 --> 00:05:43,360 Speaker 1: prepare you to accept it. It's a lot of things 104 00:05:43,400 --> 00:05:45,560 Speaker 1: that you can hold on too, that we're guilty of 105 00:05:45,640 --> 00:05:47,960 Speaker 1: holding onto that we know it's not good for us. 106 00:05:48,360 --> 00:05:50,480 Speaker 1: It could be drugs, it could be habits. Like I said, 107 00:05:50,520 --> 00:05:52,720 Speaker 1: it don't only have to go for people. It could 108 00:05:52,760 --> 00:05:55,320 Speaker 1: be your friends. It could be a man. Something that 109 00:05:55,400 --> 00:05:58,320 Speaker 1: you know is eating at you, holding you back from 110 00:05:58,360 --> 00:06:00,960 Speaker 1: doing things, and you know that, but you have to 111 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:02,560 Speaker 1: get rid of it. You have to be strong enough. 112 00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:05,240 Speaker 1: You have to pray that God strengthens you. You know 113 00:06:05,279 --> 00:06:07,160 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I lost a lot of people, got 114 00:06:07,279 --> 00:06:09,120 Speaker 1: rid of a lot of things. I call it my 115 00:06:09,200 --> 00:06:11,920 Speaker 1: spirit spring cleaning. It's a tongue to us to say 116 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:15,960 Speaker 1: it with me, spirit spring cleaning for real, that's real 117 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:19,720 Speaker 1: ship man. And this is also a word when somebody 118 00:06:20,040 --> 00:06:24,119 Speaker 1: or something isn't right for you, God will continuously cause 119 00:06:24,240 --> 00:06:27,200 Speaker 1: them or that thing to hurt you until you're strong 120 00:06:27,360 --> 00:06:31,839 Speaker 1: enough to let it go. So don't confuse this man 121 00:06:32,200 --> 00:06:35,440 Speaker 1: that keeps cheating on you and keeps a mentally abusing 122 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:38,600 Speaker 1: you or or or vocally abusing you, physically abusing you. 123 00:06:39,080 --> 00:06:43,640 Speaker 1: Don't let the distraction be when he apologizes, or when 124 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:48,120 Speaker 1: he has sex with you it's great, or I love you, 125 00:06:48,560 --> 00:06:51,240 Speaker 1: Please don't leave me. You're all I have. Don't let 126 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:55,360 Speaker 1: that be the distraction, because it'll be good for a while, 127 00:06:55,400 --> 00:06:57,640 Speaker 1: and then he's only gonna go back to doing what 128 00:06:57,880 --> 00:07:00,240 Speaker 1: hurts you if he's not good for you. And God 129 00:07:00,320 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 1: will allow it to happen until you're strong enough to 130 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:07,080 Speaker 1: get rid of it, even if it's a friend going 131 00:07:07,200 --> 00:07:11,720 Speaker 1: behind your back doing ship, constantly showing you signs that 132 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:15,560 Speaker 1: they're not the person for you. They don't have your 133 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:18,440 Speaker 1: best interests. They sneaky the way they move little ship 134 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:20,680 Speaker 1: that you're put in the back of your mind because 135 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:24,520 Speaker 1: y'all have history, don't let the history distract you. History 136 00:07:24,600 --> 00:07:27,800 Speaker 1: doesn't matter in most cases. And I know this is 137 00:07:27,880 --> 00:07:31,640 Speaker 1: hitting somebody. Somebody needs to hear it somewhere. I went 138 00:07:31,760 --> 00:07:34,680 Speaker 1: through it. Also, you have to learn to take heath 139 00:07:34,800 --> 00:07:37,760 Speaker 1: to signs seriously. You can't ask off of something and 140 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:40,120 Speaker 1: then ignore it when he shows it to you. Like 141 00:07:40,200 --> 00:07:42,320 Speaker 1: I said, even going back to the pandemic, like I said, 142 00:07:42,360 --> 00:07:44,920 Speaker 1: I look at it differently. I was lazy as hell 143 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:48,360 Speaker 1: before the pandemic. I'm talking about paying people to do 144 00:07:48,560 --> 00:07:50,400 Speaker 1: ship that I can do myself, You know what I 145 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:52,240 Speaker 1: mean a lot of things I didn't pay attention to, 146 00:07:52,640 --> 00:07:54,240 Speaker 1: like the people around me, that I had to get 147 00:07:54,320 --> 00:07:56,840 Speaker 1: rid of. But first it started with my job, my 148 00:07:57,040 --> 00:08:00,920 Speaker 1: career me as the CEO of Jess Hillery is incorporated, 149 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:05,000 Speaker 1: Like I was paying people to pay my bills, Like 150 00:08:05,080 --> 00:08:07,480 Speaker 1: what the hell? Why the hell did I even have 151 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:11,160 Speaker 1: anybody else having access to my money because I was 152 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:14,480 Speaker 1: too lazy to be responsible. God will work in mysterious 153 00:08:14,520 --> 00:08:17,640 Speaker 1: ways to wake your ass up. The pandemic forced me 154 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:20,720 Speaker 1: to get my ship together, to get my ship in order. 155 00:08:21,120 --> 00:08:24,200 Speaker 1: I even built a stronger bond with God through the pandemic. 156 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:27,320 Speaker 1: I wasn't really worried about that before, when I was 157 00:08:27,360 --> 00:08:30,960 Speaker 1: just ripping and running, running wild. You know what I'm saying, traveling, 158 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:33,880 Speaker 1: blowing money on dumb ship, not paying attention to what's 159 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:36,959 Speaker 1: important around me, not saving money because I knew I 160 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:38,840 Speaker 1: could make it back, Like, oh man, I'm not worrying 161 00:08:38,880 --> 00:08:42,760 Speaker 1: about that ship, shopping Chanel, findy Gucci product, like all 162 00:08:42,840 --> 00:08:46,599 Speaker 1: that ship don't matter. It don't matter because when we 163 00:08:46,679 --> 00:08:48,880 Speaker 1: shut down with a funk that I wear all that 164 00:08:48,960 --> 00:08:51,760 Speaker 1: ship at we had nowhere to go. That ship didn't 165 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:54,480 Speaker 1: do nothing but sit in my walking closet and collect us. 166 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:56,679 Speaker 1: He will let you know that ship don't matter. He 167 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:59,600 Speaker 1: will humble you. He has ways of humbling your ass. 168 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:02,000 Speaker 1: He will do it. I had to regain my strength. 169 00:09:02,080 --> 00:09:04,400 Speaker 1: I had to recollect myself. I had to get my 170 00:09:04,440 --> 00:09:07,760 Speaker 1: ship together, and I got it together. About friends, people 171 00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:10,319 Speaker 1: who have certain problems that you can't make yours. You 172 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:14,320 Speaker 1: cannot make other people's problems your problem. Like I said, 173 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:16,000 Speaker 1: I lost a lot of people. I'm gonna bring you 174 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:18,320 Speaker 1: all into my world and give you all my experiences, 175 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:20,400 Speaker 1: like firsthand. I don't have a problem with telling you 176 00:09:20,400 --> 00:09:22,920 Speaker 1: all my business. Y'all know it all. Anyhow, I lost 177 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:26,040 Speaker 1: a god sister. You ever have somebody that you text 178 00:09:26,320 --> 00:09:29,120 Speaker 1: and you're just asking how's your day? It could be 179 00:09:29,160 --> 00:09:31,360 Speaker 1: a friend, it could be anybody. That person got a 180 00:09:31,559 --> 00:09:34,640 Speaker 1: long ass book of how stressed out they always are, 181 00:09:34,960 --> 00:09:37,760 Speaker 1: what they're going through, what they need, how you need 182 00:09:37,840 --> 00:09:39,840 Speaker 1: to feel sorry for them. You know what I'm saying. 183 00:09:40,120 --> 00:09:43,280 Speaker 1: That ship is a burden in itself, and you cannot 184 00:09:43,360 --> 00:09:45,640 Speaker 1: make it your burden. I don't have a problem with 185 00:09:45,760 --> 00:09:47,679 Speaker 1: helping people. I want to help people. That's what I've 186 00:09:47,720 --> 00:09:49,839 Speaker 1: been put on this earth to do. Help. That's what 187 00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:51,640 Speaker 1: I do on my everyday life. When I make these 188 00:09:51,720 --> 00:09:54,360 Speaker 1: videos and I put smiles on people's faces. I have 189 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:57,920 Speaker 1: messages from strangers that said that I've helped him not 190 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:00,719 Speaker 1: commit suicide. I've helped them get over the grief of 191 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:03,920 Speaker 1: their parents or somebody that they had just lost. People 192 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:07,079 Speaker 1: are honest with me about that, strangers people I know 193 00:10:07,600 --> 00:10:09,360 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I make people feel better, 194 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:12,400 Speaker 1: but I don't always want to hear a sob story 195 00:10:12,480 --> 00:10:14,840 Speaker 1: when I'm just checking in on you. Yeah, I'll pay 196 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:17,200 Speaker 1: a bill for you here and there. I'll even come 197 00:10:17,280 --> 00:10:20,200 Speaker 1: see you, give you a hug, because you'd be surprised 198 00:10:20,240 --> 00:10:23,920 Speaker 1: what the funk a hug, a real genuine holding hug 199 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:27,199 Speaker 1: can do for somebody's day. But when I'm only checking 200 00:10:27,280 --> 00:10:29,559 Speaker 1: on you just to tell you I love you, or 201 00:10:29,679 --> 00:10:32,400 Speaker 1: just to really really see how you're doing, because motherfucker's 202 00:10:32,440 --> 00:10:34,720 Speaker 1: may ask you how you're doing, but don't even care. 203 00:10:35,160 --> 00:10:37,640 Speaker 1: People do it in their everyday life. You might see 204 00:10:37,679 --> 00:10:39,319 Speaker 1: your mother and be like, oh, how you doing. You 205 00:10:39,400 --> 00:10:41,240 Speaker 1: don't really want to hear how they're doing. That's just 206 00:10:41,360 --> 00:10:44,680 Speaker 1: another word for hi or hello, that's just you speaking. 207 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:48,079 Speaker 1: But people have habits of saying how you're doing and 208 00:10:48,200 --> 00:10:51,360 Speaker 1: not really giving a funk about how somebody's doing. I do. 209 00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:55,280 Speaker 1: But my God's sister, my God sister, she is always 210 00:10:55,440 --> 00:10:58,880 Speaker 1: stressed out about something. I had to let her go. 211 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:02,200 Speaker 1: She likes to project her burdens on others. She loves 212 00:11:02,360 --> 00:11:04,679 Speaker 1: she loves for people to feel sorry for her. She 213 00:11:04,800 --> 00:11:08,160 Speaker 1: loves the sorrow. She loves to cry, she loves the 214 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:11,360 Speaker 1: attention of it. She's very selfish. I checked on her. 215 00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:14,079 Speaker 1: Grandmother died. I checked on her. I can't believe that 216 00:11:14,240 --> 00:11:16,319 Speaker 1: she would leave me here. What do you mean that 217 00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:20,439 Speaker 1: old lady was tortured here, she was suffering, she had cancer. 218 00:11:20,960 --> 00:11:24,400 Speaker 1: She's gone. Now. You need to be happy that she's 219 00:11:24,440 --> 00:11:27,000 Speaker 1: not here, with tubes and coming out of each and 220 00:11:27,040 --> 00:11:30,160 Speaker 1: every place they could come out of. Her body was tired. 221 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:33,559 Speaker 1: She was tired. She told you she was tired, and 222 00:11:33,679 --> 00:11:36,800 Speaker 1: you make her death about you. No, no, no, no, 223 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:40,360 Speaker 1: I will not sit here and feel sorry for you, y'all. 224 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:43,200 Speaker 1: You need to get yourself together. I had to leave 225 00:11:43,280 --> 00:11:45,559 Speaker 1: her alone. Hold up, hold up, I know the ship 226 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:47,840 Speaker 1: getting good. But listen to just a couple of seconds 227 00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:51,600 Speaker 1: of a commercial. If you love me, you'll listen. Childhood 228 00:11:51,679 --> 00:11:54,719 Speaker 1: friend slash sister, the one who put my business out 229 00:11:54,760 --> 00:11:57,280 Speaker 1: there a couple of years back. Y'all know of her. 230 00:11:58,080 --> 00:12:01,240 Speaker 1: We even got back, right, We got back col I 231 00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:04,559 Speaker 1: accepted her. This girl stopped speaking to my son, my 232 00:12:04,720 --> 00:12:08,800 Speaker 1: innocent fucking child, somebody that she considered a nephew, and 233 00:12:08,880 --> 00:12:11,679 Speaker 1: I consider her children my nieces and nephew. This was 234 00:12:11,840 --> 00:12:14,880 Speaker 1: somebody I had a twenty five year relationship with. I 235 00:12:15,080 --> 00:12:17,679 Speaker 1: met her when I was two years old. She was 236 00:12:17,800 --> 00:12:20,520 Speaker 1: seven when I moved on a block. We grew up together. 237 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:23,199 Speaker 1: She took me under her wing as her big sister. 238 00:12:23,280 --> 00:12:26,240 Speaker 1: I lost my virginity on this bitch's couch. Do you 239 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:30,000 Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying? People? Later on we get back cool. 240 00:12:30,400 --> 00:12:33,360 Speaker 1: She exposed me, first of all, because she got fired. 241 00:12:33,520 --> 00:12:36,400 Speaker 1: I created a fucking job for her first of all. 242 00:12:36,679 --> 00:12:38,760 Speaker 1: Then I fired it because she got too comfortable. You 243 00:12:38,840 --> 00:12:40,640 Speaker 1: can't work with family, you can't work with friends. Some 244 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:43,319 Speaker 1: of them is just not good. I fired her and 245 00:12:43,480 --> 00:12:46,040 Speaker 1: she went online. She took it public. She got so 246 00:12:46,240 --> 00:12:49,160 Speaker 1: upset that she went and told everybody that I had 247 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:51,280 Speaker 1: a b b L I had a fat transfer. That 248 00:12:51,360 --> 00:12:54,160 Speaker 1: ship crushed me. Not only did she tell people that, 249 00:12:54,640 --> 00:12:57,839 Speaker 1: but she posted pictures of me on a surgery table 250 00:12:57,920 --> 00:13:01,199 Speaker 1: that I thought were safe. With her stid them paid 251 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:04,160 Speaker 1: somebody to interview her, to go and tell a bunch 252 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:06,520 Speaker 1: of fucking lies about me. Tell me I do drugs, 253 00:13:06,559 --> 00:13:07,880 Speaker 1: and I do this, and I do that, and I 254 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:11,280 Speaker 1: sell pussy and I what all the things that she 255 00:13:11,520 --> 00:13:14,360 Speaker 1: has done. She put that ship on me. I even 256 00:13:14,600 --> 00:13:17,560 Speaker 1: made up with her after that. I accepted her back 257 00:13:17,920 --> 00:13:19,920 Speaker 1: into my life. And that goes back to what I say, 258 00:13:20,200 --> 00:13:22,839 Speaker 1: don't let history distract you from the people that you 259 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:24,760 Speaker 1: need to get rid of. I thought I could trust 260 00:13:24,800 --> 00:13:26,800 Speaker 1: her again. I thought that she had done the worst 261 00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:29,000 Speaker 1: she can't do. The more harm I missed her. I 262 00:13:29,080 --> 00:13:31,800 Speaker 1: love her, that's my sister. I'm not gonna let years 263 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:33,679 Speaker 1: go to waste because of this ship. I should have. 264 00:13:33,960 --> 00:13:35,880 Speaker 1: I should have never got back cool with her, because 265 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:38,400 Speaker 1: when I did, we fell out again and she felt 266 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:40,160 Speaker 1: some type of because she found out I was talking 267 00:13:40,200 --> 00:13:43,120 Speaker 1: about her during the time me and her were beefing. 268 00:13:43,400 --> 00:13:46,040 Speaker 1: Your motherfucking right, I was talking about you, bitch. What 269 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:49,400 Speaker 1: the funk you thought? Because I didn't retaliate online and 270 00:13:49,520 --> 00:13:51,920 Speaker 1: give you any fucking followers and give you and blow 271 00:13:52,040 --> 00:13:54,920 Speaker 1: you up more. No, I was hurt by that ship. 272 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:58,520 Speaker 1: I cried for fucking weeks saying, how the funking my 273 00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:01,240 Speaker 1: sister do that to me? And you get mad because 274 00:14:01,320 --> 00:14:03,240 Speaker 1: it got back to you that I was talking about 275 00:14:03,320 --> 00:14:07,000 Speaker 1: you to somebody, bitch, get the funk out of here. 276 00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:10,760 Speaker 1: So now she's gone for good like she should have been. 277 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:13,559 Speaker 1: The first time, one of my friends I fell out 278 00:14:13,640 --> 00:14:16,120 Speaker 1: with because I made a video about a certain situation 279 00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:18,120 Speaker 1: she was telling me about. I told her I was 280 00:14:18,160 --> 00:14:20,760 Speaker 1: gonna do the fucking video. She got upset because the 281 00:14:20,880 --> 00:14:24,480 Speaker 1: person that she was dealing with, a married man, had 282 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:27,720 Speaker 1: seen the fucking video and so did his wife. So 283 00:14:28,280 --> 00:14:30,600 Speaker 1: she hit me and said, can't take the video down. No, 284 00:14:30,680 --> 00:14:32,800 Speaker 1: I'm not taking it down. I didn't say no names, 285 00:14:32,840 --> 00:14:35,240 Speaker 1: and you was okay with me making a video. But 286 00:14:35,440 --> 00:14:38,880 Speaker 1: now that your spot has blown up by the wife 287 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:41,120 Speaker 1: that you knew he had, you want me to take 288 00:14:41,160 --> 00:14:43,720 Speaker 1: it down. No, that's not how it works. You know. 289 00:14:44,360 --> 00:14:45,800 Speaker 1: I got a good heart. Yes, the funk I do, 290 00:14:45,880 --> 00:14:48,680 Speaker 1: and I give people chances. But I'm a comedian I am, 291 00:14:49,080 --> 00:14:51,560 Speaker 1: and if you tell me something, I'm gonna tell you first, 292 00:14:51,560 --> 00:14:53,400 Speaker 1: like yea, I'm gonna make a video about this. If 293 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:55,840 Speaker 1: I know it will hurt you, I won't do it 294 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:58,160 Speaker 1: because I still have a heart. She was fine with 295 00:14:58,280 --> 00:15:00,520 Speaker 1: me doing it until the wife's saying in it, well, 296 00:15:00,560 --> 00:15:03,200 Speaker 1: bit you shouldn't have placed yourself in that predicament. So 297 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:05,040 Speaker 1: we went back and forth for a couple of days, 298 00:15:05,080 --> 00:15:08,640 Speaker 1: and then she decides to expose both of my phone 299 00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:12,360 Speaker 1: numbers and post my home address where my son lays 300 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:15,360 Speaker 1: his head. Not only me, but me, my son, and 301 00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:19,360 Speaker 1: my dog. She exposed my home address. Was she ever 302 00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:22,520 Speaker 1: a friend? Guys? I don't fucking know. Men, this girl 303 00:15:22,560 --> 00:15:25,040 Speaker 1: have stayed up and cried to each other. She's had 304 00:15:25,080 --> 00:15:27,720 Speaker 1: a hardass life. By the way, mother, don't give a 305 00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:30,120 Speaker 1: funk about of your father. Don't want you type ship. 306 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:32,440 Speaker 1: You got siblings that you don't even speak to you. 307 00:15:32,800 --> 00:15:35,200 Speaker 1: Y'all all funked up because of y'all. Mother. I've cried 308 00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:37,400 Speaker 1: with you, You've cried with me. You told me that, 309 00:15:37,440 --> 00:15:39,240 Speaker 1: you said you don't never tell nobody else, and I 310 00:15:39,400 --> 00:15:41,840 Speaker 1: still didn't put that ship out there. But you hurt me. 311 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:45,160 Speaker 1: You did that. You consider my son your nephew, another one, 312 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:49,160 Speaker 1: but you exposed you compromise the safety of my child, bitch, 313 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:51,240 Speaker 1: And you got two girls, and I know where you 314 00:15:51,360 --> 00:15:53,040 Speaker 1: live at and I still wouldn't ever do that for them. 315 00:15:53,160 --> 00:15:55,080 Speaker 1: Had to get rid of her. One of my employees 316 00:15:55,320 --> 00:15:58,160 Speaker 1: taking advantage of me, Man oh man, this is supposed 317 00:15:58,200 --> 00:16:01,080 Speaker 1: to be a goldfair man one of my ex security Yo, 318 00:16:01,320 --> 00:16:03,840 Speaker 1: what you're blackmailing me? You're holding ship over my head. 319 00:16:04,360 --> 00:16:07,920 Speaker 1: Y'all got videos of buh bupa. Oh all right, you're done. 320 00:16:08,040 --> 00:16:09,760 Speaker 1: Had to get rid of him. What the funk wrong 321 00:16:09,800 --> 00:16:12,400 Speaker 1: with you, nigga? Fucking with the wrong one? Now you 322 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:16,640 Speaker 1: don't have a job. Family member who was also an employee, 323 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:20,720 Speaker 1: fucked up my money, funked up my credit and was 324 00:16:20,880 --> 00:16:25,080 Speaker 1: unapologetic about it. What I gave you a fucking job, 325 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:28,840 Speaker 1: my nigga, I'm helping create jobs for you. Motherfucker's I 326 00:16:28,920 --> 00:16:31,640 Speaker 1: could be doing this ship myself and y'all motherfucker's hurt me. 327 00:16:31,920 --> 00:16:34,240 Speaker 1: That's crazy, right. Had to get rid of that one too. 328 00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:38,800 Speaker 1: Female best friend, disloyal dis lawyer was fucked y'all know 329 00:16:38,960 --> 00:16:41,720 Speaker 1: the person the friend that I said exposed my address. 330 00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:44,960 Speaker 1: How about my female best friend hanging with this bitch 331 00:16:45,400 --> 00:16:47,280 Speaker 1: just as cool with it as the day is long? 332 00:16:47,400 --> 00:16:51,320 Speaker 1: I said, God damn, you're done. My male best friend. 333 00:16:51,560 --> 00:16:54,240 Speaker 1: I had to lose him too. He's so into drugs 334 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:57,320 Speaker 1: in the streets and thinking that I owe him something. Nigga, 335 00:16:57,320 --> 00:17:00,600 Speaker 1: I don't owe you ship you owe yourself. You owe 336 00:17:00,640 --> 00:17:03,440 Speaker 1: it to your kids to be their father. You don't like, honestly, 337 00:17:03,440 --> 00:17:04,800 Speaker 1: you don't like when I put you in your place. 338 00:17:05,040 --> 00:17:07,560 Speaker 1: You can't be my fucking friend. You can't come around 339 00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:08,959 Speaker 1: my son, and you don't need go on your own 340 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:12,760 Speaker 1: fucking kids. Y'all hurt me, you feel me. Get your 341 00:17:12,760 --> 00:17:15,879 Speaker 1: ship together, get off drugs, get off the streets. Stop 342 00:17:15,960 --> 00:17:18,480 Speaker 1: selling that ship, and then you'll stop doing that ship. 343 00:17:18,840 --> 00:17:21,640 Speaker 1: Had to let him go. I add a songwriter, a friend. 344 00:17:21,920 --> 00:17:26,360 Speaker 1: He helped me write nice little ass caddy sneaky, opportunistic 345 00:17:26,880 --> 00:17:28,920 Speaker 1: going around. Tell people, oh, I wrote the whole song 346 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:31,560 Speaker 1: she did? Why the funk? Do you feel like you 347 00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:33,879 Speaker 1: have to write the whole song? Maan, you know you didn't. 348 00:17:34,359 --> 00:17:38,440 Speaker 1: Who the funk? You didn't? Just certain ship people do? YO? Like? 349 00:17:38,560 --> 00:17:41,080 Speaker 1: Come on, bro, now, if you got the piss from 350 00:17:41,080 --> 00:17:42,920 Speaker 1: all the tea you've been drinking, now it was the 351 00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:44,960 Speaker 1: time because we got a commercial. I'll be right back. 352 00:17:45,840 --> 00:17:48,520 Speaker 1: So now we're gonna take it to just fix my mess. Okay. 353 00:17:48,560 --> 00:17:50,600 Speaker 1: So I went on my Instagram and I asked you, guys, 354 00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:54,479 Speaker 1: the worst thing you've ever forgiven someone? For go now. 355 00:17:54,600 --> 00:17:58,160 Speaker 1: This baby girl said she would like to remain anonymous soul. 356 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:01,440 Speaker 1: I'm going to grant her that she says, causing me 357 00:18:01,680 --> 00:18:05,119 Speaker 1: to never be able to get pregnant naturally again because 358 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:09,399 Speaker 1: of stdo That ship makes me sick to my stomach. 359 00:18:09,440 --> 00:18:12,800 Speaker 1: It makes me want to cry, It makes me angry. Now, 360 00:18:12,960 --> 00:18:14,680 Speaker 1: I don't know if it was unknowingly. I don't know 361 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:17,240 Speaker 1: if it was intentionally, you know, but you never know 362 00:18:17,480 --> 00:18:20,320 Speaker 1: these days. He probably knew he had some ship and 363 00:18:20,440 --> 00:18:23,200 Speaker 1: he was just scared to tell you. He probably knew 364 00:18:23,600 --> 00:18:25,680 Speaker 1: he had the ship, or maybe he didn't know. But 365 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:28,639 Speaker 1: that's why you have to remain faithful. You have to 366 00:18:28,840 --> 00:18:33,000 Speaker 1: strap up people, young people, old people. You gotta use condoms. 367 00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:36,920 Speaker 1: My god, this woman can't even have kids. She can't 368 00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:41,439 Speaker 1: even conceive naturally because of an std A Nigga gave her. 369 00:18:42,200 --> 00:18:44,679 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I hope and pray that you are 370 00:18:44,760 --> 00:18:47,000 Speaker 1: able to have children before you leave this earth. You 371 00:18:47,080 --> 00:18:49,640 Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. You can't even bring life into 372 00:18:49,680 --> 00:18:52,320 Speaker 1: the world add to the population. Life is a beautiful 373 00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:55,200 Speaker 1: thing when it's done the right way. You know. Giving 374 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:57,840 Speaker 1: birth is something that women around the world can't do, 375 00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:00,359 Speaker 1: would love to do. Some people would kill to have kids. 376 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:04,720 Speaker 1: You understand what I'm saying. And it's horrible that this 377 00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:07,159 Speaker 1: is not a natural cause, this is not hereditary. This 378 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:09,359 Speaker 1: is something that a man did to you, baby girl. 379 00:19:09,840 --> 00:19:12,280 Speaker 1: So you gotta leave. You gotta leave that ship. You 380 00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:14,920 Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. I really really do hope that 381 00:19:15,040 --> 00:19:19,200 Speaker 1: you find the help you need. You know, I really do, 382 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:22,639 Speaker 1: because that's some sad ship. That's some sad ship. I know, 383 00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:25,280 Speaker 1: y'all can hear me getting emotional right now? That's some 384 00:19:25,440 --> 00:19:32,200 Speaker 1: sad ship right there. M camp underscore. David Promo says, 385 00:19:32,600 --> 00:19:35,840 Speaker 1: stealing from me then staged a breaking of my house. 386 00:19:36,400 --> 00:19:38,399 Speaker 1: Oh you're gonna have to get one of your sisters 387 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:41,359 Speaker 1: or your mother or a cool cousin to slap that bitch. 388 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:45,040 Speaker 1: Ain't no way you're gonna stage or breaking. It's no 389 00:19:45,119 --> 00:19:47,400 Speaker 1: way you're gonna steal from me, and I can take 390 00:19:47,480 --> 00:19:51,320 Speaker 1: you back. You forgave her for that, David, Are you 391 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:54,200 Speaker 1: fucking kidding me? I need to have a class. I 392 00:19:54,280 --> 00:19:57,240 Speaker 1: need to do a tour, a tour or how to 393 00:19:57,359 --> 00:20:02,359 Speaker 1: let motherfucker's go. I'm i'm uh, this is crazy. First 394 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:04,800 Speaker 1: of all, if you had the balls to steal from me, 395 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,440 Speaker 1: I can never trust you. I don't know what the 396 00:20:06,480 --> 00:20:07,920 Speaker 1: funk you can do. If you can steal from me, 397 00:20:08,359 --> 00:20:10,840 Speaker 1: and I loved you and you loved me, you can 398 00:20:10,880 --> 00:20:13,840 Speaker 1: steal from me though. That's what happened in my past 399 00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:17,280 Speaker 1: relationship Chris. Chris stole from me. After I took care 400 00:20:17,400 --> 00:20:20,600 Speaker 1: of the nigga. He stole from me. That's why I 401 00:20:20,640 --> 00:20:24,080 Speaker 1: would never ever ever be able to trust him again again. 402 00:20:24,119 --> 00:20:26,159 Speaker 1: Now I've forgiven him because that's the Christian thing to do, 403 00:20:26,280 --> 00:20:27,960 Speaker 1: that's the that's the right thing to do. But I 404 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:30,040 Speaker 1: will never forget a motherfucker who stole from me that 405 00:20:30,119 --> 00:20:32,560 Speaker 1: I was once with. I loved you, we were in 406 00:20:32,600 --> 00:20:35,440 Speaker 1: a relationship, and you could fucking you can really steal 407 00:20:35,560 --> 00:20:41,320 Speaker 1: from me. That's disgusting. Sheba underscore read says stole money 408 00:20:41,400 --> 00:20:44,240 Speaker 1: from me hundred to be exact. My man at the 409 00:20:44,359 --> 00:20:46,800 Speaker 1: time we had a fight. He stole my purse and 410 00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:49,800 Speaker 1: my phone, with drew money off of my card and 411 00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 1: tried to come back two weeks later because he spent 412 00:20:52,440 --> 00:20:55,560 Speaker 1: all the money and was broke. Honestly, I'm just still 413 00:20:55,600 --> 00:20:59,159 Speaker 1: wondering how he lasted two weeks hundred she but you 414 00:20:59,240 --> 00:21:01,720 Speaker 1: worried about the long ship the nigga stole it from y'all. 415 00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:04,240 Speaker 1: Don't give a fuck how he went two weeks on 416 00:21:04,440 --> 00:21:07,600 Speaker 1: fifth a hunt it. You'd be surprised what your brocade 417 00:21:07,640 --> 00:21:09,800 Speaker 1: can do. How long you can stretch five dollars in 418 00:21:09,840 --> 00:21:12,680 Speaker 1: a week, You don't know spend a dollar a day. 419 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:16,040 Speaker 1: Motherfucker's is making it happen. You must never been broke 420 00:21:16,119 --> 00:21:19,200 Speaker 1: before Sheba, and that's probably why you stole from your ass. 421 00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:21,600 Speaker 1: That's the only thing you worried about. Girl. You better 422 00:21:21,680 --> 00:21:25,400 Speaker 1: get it to you, better get it together. Ship. Last 423 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:28,600 Speaker 1: one I'm gonna read this person would like to remain anonymous, 424 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:31,120 Speaker 1: so I will grant him that the worst thing you've 425 00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:35,800 Speaker 1: ever forgiven someone for go fucking their siblings, sister and brother, 426 00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:40,160 Speaker 1: blood sister and brother. That ship is incest forgave her. 427 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:43,359 Speaker 1: But I ain't funk with her no more. And that's 428 00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:46,359 Speaker 1: exactly how you do it. I don't know how to 429 00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:51,040 Speaker 1: hell somebody is even able to fuck their sister or 430 00:21:51,119 --> 00:21:54,440 Speaker 1: their brother like blood brother. I've heard of instances where 431 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:58,840 Speaker 1: people sucked their step siblings, step siblings, not even half brother. 432 00:21:58,840 --> 00:22:00,920 Speaker 1: Because if we got the same of I don't fucking 433 00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:03,800 Speaker 1: want you. If we got the same mother, I don't 434 00:22:03,880 --> 00:22:07,479 Speaker 1: fucking want you boy, please now now on the step brother, al, 435 00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:09,560 Speaker 1: I don't know you know, I on the point that 436 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:12,080 Speaker 1: I watched. Sometimes I like to watch the step brother 437 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:14,040 Speaker 1: and the step the step siblings fuck each other. That's 438 00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:16,440 Speaker 1: some cool little role play. But if you got any 439 00:22:16,520 --> 00:22:22,080 Speaker 1: type of bloodline that resonates with my bloodline, I ain't 440 00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:24,960 Speaker 1: fucking with you. That should is just disgusting. You should 441 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:28,800 Speaker 1: not even look at your siblings in that manner, especially 442 00:22:28,840 --> 00:22:30,159 Speaker 1: if we grew up in the same house. What the 443 00:22:30,240 --> 00:22:32,320 Speaker 1: hell is wrong with you? But there are sick and 444 00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:35,680 Speaker 1: twisted people like that. There are, and a lot of 445 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:40,280 Speaker 1: that should be generational curses. So listen, guys, when it 446 00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:44,560 Speaker 1: comes to forgiving people, you have to know how to 447 00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:48,240 Speaker 1: forgive and to walk away. Don't forgive and accept these 448 00:22:48,320 --> 00:22:51,000 Speaker 1: people back into your lives. They when somebody hurts you, 449 00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:54,360 Speaker 1: hurt you. I'm talking about, hurts you to your core, 450 00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:56,840 Speaker 1: to the point where you never thought a person could 451 00:22:56,880 --> 00:22:59,760 Speaker 1: do you like this. Don't sit and and try to 452 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:02,840 Speaker 1: figure out why they did it, or what their motive was, 453 00:23:02,960 --> 00:23:04,920 Speaker 1: or how could you just know that they did it. 454 00:23:05,040 --> 00:23:06,760 Speaker 1: They meant it, and you need to move the funk 455 00:23:06,800 --> 00:23:08,520 Speaker 1: on and get the funk away before they hurt you 456 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:12,000 Speaker 1: again and again and again and again, because sometimes God 457 00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:14,639 Speaker 1: will allow the same ship to keep happening to you 458 00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:18,400 Speaker 1: over and over and over repeatedly until you open your 459 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:21,280 Speaker 1: goddamn eyes and see I need to leave. I need 460 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,879 Speaker 1: to separate myself. I need to get these people, this, 461 00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:26,760 Speaker 1: this person, this habit away from me. I need to 462 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:30,040 Speaker 1: detach myself. I need to rebuke it. I need to 463 00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:31,840 Speaker 1: get rid of it. I need to I need it 464 00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:34,480 Speaker 1: to be revealed first. But I need to be able 465 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:36,760 Speaker 1: to accept that this is not where I need to be. 466 00:23:37,080 --> 00:23:38,560 Speaker 1: This is not good for my life, this is not 467 00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:42,200 Speaker 1: benefiting me. You'll need to understand that. Now, Just fix 468 00:23:42,280 --> 00:23:44,320 Speaker 1: my mess. Ain't for nothing. I'm really trying to help y'all, 469 00:23:44,520 --> 00:23:47,520 Speaker 1: but y'all have to help yourself. You have to know 470 00:23:48,200 --> 00:23:50,680 Speaker 1: everybody is not for you. Everything is not for you, 471 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,920 Speaker 1: and you ain't for everybody. Everybody don't deserve you, and 472 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:56,960 Speaker 1: it's gonna be that way. That's how life is sad, 473 00:23:57,240 --> 00:23:59,600 Speaker 1: but that's how it is. So. Like I said, your 474 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:03,720 Speaker 1: God will remove people out of your life to help 475 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:07,520 Speaker 1: you focus on what's important or to help you prepare 476 00:24:07,640 --> 00:24:10,200 Speaker 1: for the blessings. He's about to give you and everybody 477 00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:12,800 Speaker 1: cannot go with you. Sometimes you gotta get rid of 478 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:17,840 Speaker 1: that clutter. Ask God to reveal, rid and rebuke anything 479 00:24:17,960 --> 00:24:20,040 Speaker 1: out of your mind, body, soul and spirit that is 480 00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:23,480 Speaker 1: unlike him, and he will do it. He will prepare 481 00:24:23,560 --> 00:24:25,920 Speaker 1: you and is he only doing it for the betterment 482 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:28,640 Speaker 1: of you? Trust me, you'll be better. It's gonna hurt 483 00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:31,920 Speaker 1: letting a lot of motherfucker's go, letting everything go, letting 484 00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:35,240 Speaker 1: drugs go, whatever helps you or whatever is not helping you, 485 00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:39,040 Speaker 1: whatever hinders you, whatever is hindering you. Yo, he will 486 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:40,840 Speaker 1: get rid of it and he won't put it back 487 00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:43,520 Speaker 1: in your life, but you have to be ready to 488 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:47,320 Speaker 1: leave it alone. Because God fights your battles. Yes he does, 489 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:49,960 Speaker 1: he does, and he helps you, but you have to 490 00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:52,400 Speaker 1: want to be helped. So on that note, I'm telling y'all, 491 00:24:52,480 --> 00:24:55,320 Speaker 1: I love y'all, I really really do. If you listen 492 00:24:55,440 --> 00:24:58,320 Speaker 1: in this touched you today, tell me how hit me 493 00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:00,919 Speaker 1: up an email my d M. I love y'all. Make 494 00:25:00,960 --> 00:25:04,160 Speaker 1: sure y'all tune in for next week's episode of Carefully 495 00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:08,080 Speaker 1: Reckless on Wednesday. Every Wednesday, that's Humpday and my best 496 00:25:08,240 --> 00:25:17,480 Speaker 1: deep palms boys, peace hit me like, just you got 497 00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:20,960 Speaker 1: your aster, Nicker, shut the fucker. I've been out hit 498 00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:24,000 Speaker 1: on my cash one, sold you pot my hustle. 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