1 00:00:00,440 --> 00:00:02,520 Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning. 2 00:00:02,600 --> 00:00:08,400 Speaker 2: The Breakfast Club Morning, everybody in stevej n V Jess hilarious, Charlamage, 3 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:09,840 Speaker 2: the guy. We are the Breakfast Club. 4 00:00:09,880 --> 00:00:11,399 Speaker 3: We got a special guest in the building. 5 00:00:13,760 --> 00:00:14,480 Speaker 4: Thanks for having me. 6 00:00:14,560 --> 00:00:15,160 Speaker 1: Ho, are you feeling? 7 00:00:15,280 --> 00:00:16,880 Speaker 3: I feel good. I think the last time we did this, 8 00:00:16,920 --> 00:00:19,080 Speaker 3: we might have been on a Zoom call. So it's 9 00:00:19,079 --> 00:00:19,920 Speaker 3: cool to be in person. 10 00:00:20,079 --> 00:00:22,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was zoom. How's your spirit? How's your energy? 11 00:00:22,800 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 3: I'm super good. I'm like, probably the best. 12 00:00:25,200 --> 00:00:25,720 Speaker 4: I've ever been. 13 00:00:25,920 --> 00:00:27,480 Speaker 1: Amazing, and why is that? 14 00:00:28,120 --> 00:00:29,639 Speaker 3: I think just life is really cool. I think I 15 00:00:29,680 --> 00:00:32,519 Speaker 3: made something I'm stoked about. My fans are stoked. I 16 00:00:32,560 --> 00:00:34,519 Speaker 3: got to do all these cool signings and see all 17 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:36,080 Speaker 3: of them in person, and just like be back in 18 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:36,760 Speaker 3: the swing of things. 19 00:00:36,760 --> 00:00:39,680 Speaker 2: So I'm good, I said. They say you're a gym wrap. 20 00:00:39,680 --> 00:00:41,120 Speaker 2: They said you up at six o'clock this morning in 21 00:00:41,159 --> 00:00:42,520 Speaker 2: the gym. They say every morning. 22 00:00:43,320 --> 00:00:46,400 Speaker 3: They might have lied about this morning. I was dead 23 00:00:46,440 --> 00:00:49,840 Speaker 3: sleep this morning. But yeah, I'm up. I'm always about 24 00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:52,519 Speaker 3: my fitness stuff. I'm super healthy and the healthiest I've 25 00:00:52,560 --> 00:00:53,240 Speaker 3: also ever been. 26 00:00:53,320 --> 00:00:55,600 Speaker 1: So yeah, I've been watching videos of you all weekend 27 00:00:55,600 --> 00:00:57,320 Speaker 1: in New York and like you know, a lot of 28 00:00:57,320 --> 00:00:59,280 Speaker 1: people have been coming to your signings and you pop 29 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:02,560 Speaker 1: up crazy make you feel getting that type of love. 30 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:04,280 Speaker 3: It's been cool. I mean, I've been doing this for 31 00:01:04,319 --> 00:01:06,680 Speaker 3: so long, and I've been doing signings for so long, 32 00:01:06,760 --> 00:01:08,840 Speaker 3: and at some point, like my brain tricked me into 33 00:01:08,880 --> 00:01:11,080 Speaker 3: being like, you know, they're probably gonna lessen over the years, 34 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:12,759 Speaker 3: because it's like, you know, we've seen her a bunch, 35 00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:15,000 Speaker 3: she dropped a bunch of projects. I'm on project seven 36 00:01:15,520 --> 00:01:18,880 Speaker 3: or six on project six is a seven seven? Oh, 37 00:01:18,920 --> 00:01:22,240 Speaker 3: I was right, see so much music. I forgot that, 38 00:01:22,319 --> 00:01:25,480 Speaker 3: you know, I didn't expect it to be getting bigger. 39 00:01:25,680 --> 00:01:28,560 Speaker 3: So they're actually the craziest signings I've ever had so 40 00:01:28,640 --> 00:01:30,480 Speaker 3: far because it's growing, and that's you know, that's all 41 00:01:30,520 --> 00:01:31,080 Speaker 3: you can pray for. 42 00:01:31,480 --> 00:01:34,039 Speaker 1: I will say, you know, listening to your new album 43 00:01:34,319 --> 00:01:37,160 Speaker 1: and just seeing you over the last few months several 44 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:39,720 Speaker 1: months talking like there's a confidence in a sense of 45 00:01:39,800 --> 00:01:43,600 Speaker 1: self that you have now that you didn't have years ago. 46 00:01:43,800 --> 00:01:46,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, Why is that? I mean, I think 47 00:01:46,080 --> 00:01:48,000 Speaker 3: it's been a long mental health journey. I think it's 48 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:54,800 Speaker 3: been a lot of contributing factors, new motherhood, different angles 49 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:58,000 Speaker 3: of like publicly being publicly aligned with certain things are 50 00:01:58,040 --> 00:02:01,640 Speaker 3: publicly misaligned. They're just like not stepping into myself. I'm 51 00:02:01,680 --> 00:02:03,880 Speaker 3: twenty nine, I'll be thirty next year. Like I'm just 52 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:06,440 Speaker 3: I'm growing up in a real way, so like I 53 00:02:06,480 --> 00:02:08,560 Speaker 3: know how to prioritize and take care of myself differently. 54 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:11,320 Speaker 4: Now, So why did you name the album Crash? 55 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:16,440 Speaker 3: So essentially, a crash is the height and the peak 56 00:02:16,760 --> 00:02:19,240 Speaker 3: of a moment. It isn't like the anxiety that comes before, 57 00:02:19,280 --> 00:02:22,399 Speaker 3: and it isn't like the overthinking that comes after. It's 58 00:02:22,639 --> 00:02:25,040 Speaker 3: just this like, excuse me, cluster fuck. 59 00:02:25,080 --> 00:02:26,240 Speaker 4: It's just this this. 60 00:02:26,160 --> 00:02:29,320 Speaker 3: Thing that happens. And I knew this album wasn't gonna 61 00:02:29,360 --> 00:02:31,400 Speaker 3: make sense to most people. I knew that it would 62 00:02:31,400 --> 00:02:33,280 Speaker 3: be something that you either loved or that you hated, 63 00:02:33,400 --> 00:02:36,480 Speaker 3: and that kind of just is a crash, And that's 64 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:38,200 Speaker 3: kind of been The reception is some people hate it, 65 00:02:38,280 --> 00:02:39,799 Speaker 3: some people love it, and people think it's my worst 66 00:02:39,840 --> 00:02:41,440 Speaker 3: and some people think it's my best. And I think 67 00:02:41,440 --> 00:02:42,200 Speaker 3: that's really cool. 68 00:02:42,360 --> 00:02:43,280 Speaker 1: It's a little bit of everything. 69 00:02:43,360 --> 00:02:46,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a crash. It's really a. 70 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:48,919 Speaker 2: Cool everything with that, what you wanted. 71 00:02:48,720 --> 00:02:50,960 Speaker 3: To do, you know, I didn't start wanting to do 72 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:52,920 Speaker 3: that it started as myself titled and I went on 73 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:55,680 Speaker 3: this mission to like make finally make the Kailani album 74 00:02:55,680 --> 00:02:58,840 Speaker 3: because I haven't done that yet. And we started in 75 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:00,720 Speaker 3: like going to all these different cities and we got 76 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:03,320 Speaker 3: all these airbnbs in different places, and it just kind 77 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:07,000 Speaker 3: of grew into this thing that resembled I feel like 78 00:03:07,040 --> 00:03:08,680 Speaker 3: me as a person. I feel like I've always been 79 00:03:08,760 --> 00:03:11,520 Speaker 3: kind of this thing that doesn't make sense to everyone. 80 00:03:11,560 --> 00:03:13,799 Speaker 3: They can't figure out, like who I am, what I am, 81 00:03:13,880 --> 00:03:15,639 Speaker 3: what my story is, how it's been all of these 82 00:03:15,680 --> 00:03:18,760 Speaker 3: things like can't figure me out and whatever kind of 83 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:20,720 Speaker 3: way how I look versus how what kind of music 84 00:03:20,760 --> 00:03:24,200 Speaker 3: I make, how I sound? And once it started taking 85 00:03:24,200 --> 00:03:25,720 Speaker 3: its own life, I was like, oh, okay, it's just 86 00:03:25,760 --> 00:03:26,560 Speaker 3: me as an album. 87 00:03:26,639 --> 00:03:29,959 Speaker 2: So what is the self titled Kilania album supposed to 88 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:31,280 Speaker 2: be like? Because you said it was supposed to be 89 00:03:31,320 --> 00:03:33,400 Speaker 2: a Kilania album, what was that supposed to. 90 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:38,160 Speaker 3: Well, that album, to me, is more rooted in the 91 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:41,360 Speaker 3: core things that shaped why I sing. I feel like 92 00:03:41,360 --> 00:03:44,600 Speaker 3: the Kilani album will be much more referencing like my 93 00:03:44,720 --> 00:03:47,160 Speaker 3: actual core musical references. It'll probably be a lot more 94 00:03:47,280 --> 00:03:49,840 Speaker 3: R and B. But this album really reflected all the 95 00:03:49,840 --> 00:03:53,040 Speaker 3: things that I listened to, like that I grew up 96 00:03:53,040 --> 00:03:56,600 Speaker 3: listening to, but didn't necessarily shape my identity as an artist, 97 00:03:56,720 --> 00:03:59,600 Speaker 3: but reflect like, you know, worldly where I'm at. 98 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,640 Speaker 4: Basically, we're still getting kaylaning oubum. 99 00:04:01,640 --> 00:04:04,840 Speaker 3: Absolutely, that'll probably be my next album. Probably. Yeah. 100 00:04:05,080 --> 00:04:07,920 Speaker 1: Lose My Wife as such a toxic record. It is 101 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:12,160 Speaker 1: so toxic kl Why would you make those choices and 102 00:04:12,240 --> 00:04:14,240 Speaker 1: decisions knowing that it could cost you your wife? 103 00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:16,240 Speaker 3: Oh? You know, it's not a true story. I just 104 00:04:16,279 --> 00:04:22,320 Speaker 3: wanted to do so in my head, Crash is the 105 00:04:22,360 --> 00:04:25,560 Speaker 3: story of this anti hero version of myself that goes 106 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:28,840 Speaker 3: to Vegas and has this crazy run in Vegas and 107 00:04:29,080 --> 00:04:32,560 Speaker 3: ends with that lament of like damn. I've like, oh 108 00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:34,880 Speaker 3: this is crashed instantly, and it's almost like the come 109 00:04:34,920 --> 00:04:37,240 Speaker 3: down song of like oh, these are the decisions that 110 00:04:37,279 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 3: I've made and like this is what happens. So it's 111 00:04:39,440 --> 00:04:41,560 Speaker 3: more of like a sonic story and an ending to 112 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:44,680 Speaker 3: the story than a true story that I needed to 113 00:04:44,720 --> 00:04:47,400 Speaker 3: smack on there. It kind of feels like the Hungover 114 00:04:47,520 --> 00:04:49,320 Speaker 3: song kind of feels like the next day you're like. 115 00:04:49,440 --> 00:04:53,200 Speaker 1: Oh shit, this is your shadow side exactly. Yeah, when 116 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:55,280 Speaker 1: you were in the studio writing these songs. You were like, 117 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:56,760 Speaker 1: I'm gonna let my shadow side. 118 00:04:56,960 --> 00:04:59,359 Speaker 3: I was like, you know, there is. There's been so 119 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:03,039 Speaker 3: many toxic so it really has. There really has, And 120 00:05:03,080 --> 00:05:06,520 Speaker 3: I feel like it's they are moments that people don't 121 00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:08,560 Speaker 3: people maybe want to say in their head and been 122 00:05:08,600 --> 00:05:10,440 Speaker 3: like I've had that perspective, or I've gone through that, 123 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:12,200 Speaker 3: or I've wanted to say that, and like I would 124 00:05:12,200 --> 00:05:14,400 Speaker 3: never say it out loud and to me. After I 125 00:05:14,400 --> 00:05:16,719 Speaker 3: wrote that verse, I was like, this is kind of 126 00:05:16,760 --> 00:05:20,440 Speaker 3: like stingy and it is kind of harsh. But some 127 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:21,360 Speaker 3: people feel like that. 128 00:05:22,400 --> 00:05:24,440 Speaker 1: But when I hear songs like after Hours or like 129 00:05:24,560 --> 00:05:27,160 Speaker 1: Better than Not or Tears, it does feel like you're 130 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:31,360 Speaker 1: longing for a stable relationship, does it a little bit? 131 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:36,160 Speaker 3: Yeah. I mean I think everybody wants love, everybody wants 132 00:05:36,200 --> 00:05:38,279 Speaker 3: stable love, and we all just have different journeys to it. 133 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:38,520 Speaker 4: You know. 134 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:40,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, how has motherhood been? 135 00:05:40,480 --> 00:05:41,920 Speaker 3: Oh, it's the best journey. 136 00:05:42,040 --> 00:05:42,760 Speaker 4: It's the best. 137 00:05:42,880 --> 00:05:48,920 Speaker 3: She's five, I can't believe it. Yeah, And that that's 138 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:53,359 Speaker 3: a different I got a third thing. I'm literally like, 139 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:55,560 Speaker 3: I'll make the day seem so fun. I'm like, we're 140 00:05:55,560 --> 00:05:57,920 Speaker 3: going with the aquarium and we're going here, We're going here, 141 00:05:57,960 --> 00:06:00,400 Speaker 3: and then she's like, no kind of I just want 142 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:02,440 Speaker 3: to stay in the house and play. I'm like, jeez, 143 00:06:02,480 --> 00:06:04,280 Speaker 3: what are we gonna do. The other day took her 144 00:06:04,279 --> 00:06:06,360 Speaker 3: to the park and she was like, I'm just letting 145 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,559 Speaker 3: you guys know I'm not playing with any of those kids. 146 00:06:08,560 --> 00:06:10,240 Speaker 3: And I was like, I respect it, but maybe we 147 00:06:10,279 --> 00:06:14,440 Speaker 3: should try. And she made some friends, and she's in school, 148 00:06:14,480 --> 00:06:16,320 Speaker 3: so like she is friends, she still. 149 00:06:16,160 --> 00:06:18,000 Speaker 1: Got musical interest. I heard you say one time she 150 00:06:18,040 --> 00:06:18,279 Speaker 1: had some. 151 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:21,960 Speaker 3: She's on the album she's on Deep. She actually sounds 152 00:06:21,960 --> 00:06:24,160 Speaker 3: so good that you can't really tell that it's her 153 00:06:24,240 --> 00:06:26,960 Speaker 3: except for her tone is obviously sounds a lot younger 154 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:28,680 Speaker 3: than mine. But she's singing her asshole. 155 00:06:29,920 --> 00:06:30,920 Speaker 2: Do you want her in the industry. 156 00:06:31,360 --> 00:06:32,800 Speaker 3: I want her to do whatever she wants to do. 157 00:06:32,960 --> 00:06:34,920 Speaker 3: If that means industry, sure, If that means she wants 158 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:36,880 Speaker 3: my help, sure, If that means she doesn't want my help, sure. 159 00:06:36,880 --> 00:06:38,640 Speaker 3: If that means she wants to be a rein surgeon 160 00:06:38,680 --> 00:06:40,680 Speaker 3: or a rocket scientist, let's do that. It's her world. 161 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:41,280 Speaker 3: I'm just here. 162 00:06:41,480 --> 00:06:41,680 Speaker 4: Yeah. 163 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:44,240 Speaker 1: Is the industry good for kids? I mean, you're somebody 164 00:06:44,240 --> 00:06:46,120 Speaker 1: who came in the industry young. 165 00:06:47,360 --> 00:06:52,360 Speaker 3: I think that compared like, there's two different There's there's 166 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:55,760 Speaker 3: pros and cons on both sides. One, I didn't have 167 00:06:55,920 --> 00:07:00,840 Speaker 3: access to the proper like mental wellness type of regimen 168 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,200 Speaker 3: or care to have grown up in it the way 169 00:07:03,240 --> 00:07:05,000 Speaker 3: that I did. And we're seeing the effects of people 170 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:07,440 Speaker 3: who you know, adults now and all these stories are 171 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:10,000 Speaker 3: coming out about them being like child stars are coming 172 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:12,560 Speaker 3: out young. And on the flip side, I feel like 173 00:07:13,120 --> 00:07:15,880 Speaker 3: people now have access to that, But there's it's also 174 00:07:15,920 --> 00:07:19,280 Speaker 3: a different demon fame now is completely different. It's why 175 00:07:19,320 --> 00:07:20,520 Speaker 3: I don't really post my daughter. 176 00:07:20,600 --> 00:07:20,960 Speaker 4: I don't. 177 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:23,880 Speaker 3: There's too many creeps. I don't ever hear it ever 178 00:07:23,880 --> 00:07:25,680 Speaker 3: look back and be like, I actually didn't consent to 179 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:28,119 Speaker 3: any of this. I didn't give any permission. We already 180 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:30,280 Speaker 3: get embarrassed when our parents play home videos for our 181 00:07:30,280 --> 00:07:33,720 Speaker 3: friends when they come over, Like if I'm just subjecting 182 00:07:33,760 --> 00:07:36,280 Speaker 3: my child to her home video, her freaking growing up 183 00:07:36,280 --> 00:07:39,240 Speaker 3: home videos being widely known all over the internet, and 184 00:07:39,280 --> 00:07:40,720 Speaker 3: she grows up one day and it's like, I didn't 185 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:42,000 Speaker 3: get to tell you if I wanted that or not. 186 00:07:42,120 --> 00:07:43,720 Speaker 3: You know, that's not me as a parent, So. 187 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:46,120 Speaker 4: Yeah, any more babies. I would love to. 188 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:47,920 Speaker 3: Have more babies. Whatever God wants to bless me with 189 00:07:48,040 --> 00:07:48,440 Speaker 3: I receive. 190 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:49,440 Speaker 4: Yeah. 191 00:07:50,040 --> 00:07:51,400 Speaker 1: Can we talk about the record? What I want? 192 00:07:51,720 --> 00:07:52,120 Speaker 4: Yeah? 193 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:54,280 Speaker 1: I want a bitch that look better than me? Pussy get. 194 00:07:57,720 --> 00:07:59,040 Speaker 4: You reading it so serious? 195 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:00,480 Speaker 1: Yeah? 196 00:08:01,160 --> 00:08:05,800 Speaker 3: What I want? 197 00:08:07,000 --> 00:08:09,280 Speaker 1: So excited to read on that record, it seems like 198 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:11,880 Speaker 1: you're torn between wanting to be spoiled but also feeling 199 00:08:11,920 --> 00:08:13,960 Speaker 1: comfortable being the one who spoils. 200 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:18,560 Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, I'm definitely like I fluctuate. Absolutely. I think 201 00:08:18,600 --> 00:08:21,480 Speaker 3: I'm more of a giver than a receiver of like spoiling. 202 00:08:21,680 --> 00:08:24,920 Speaker 3: I think that's just my nature. But I it's just 203 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:27,400 Speaker 3: a classic song about naming all the things that I want. 204 00:08:27,400 --> 00:08:29,160 Speaker 3: I don't think any of them are even cohesive. I 205 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:31,120 Speaker 3: think they're just like, here's a list of all the 206 00:08:31,200 --> 00:08:32,520 Speaker 3: all my dream things that I want. 207 00:08:32,679 --> 00:08:34,400 Speaker 1: If you having a while weekend in Vegas, why would 208 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:36,200 Speaker 1: you lie to a woman like that? Why would you 209 00:08:36,200 --> 00:08:37,320 Speaker 1: make her feel? 210 00:08:39,800 --> 00:08:42,600 Speaker 3: Isn't that what you do in Vegas? Doesn't Vegas make you? No? 211 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:44,760 Speaker 3: Not like that? But I'm saying, does it? It's Vegas, 212 00:08:44,880 --> 00:08:49,080 Speaker 3: not like some adult Disneyland, like all your vices and 213 00:08:49,120 --> 00:08:53,120 Speaker 3: you don't talk about it. Actually, actually I have a 214 00:08:53,160 --> 00:08:55,520 Speaker 3: tiny residency in Vegas. Thank you. I have a show, 215 00:08:55,559 --> 00:08:57,559 Speaker 3: thank you. I have a show at the end of 216 00:08:57,679 --> 00:08:59,880 Speaker 3: next month and in August. That's what I do in Vegas. 217 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:02,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, because even on the song Vegas maybe I'm tripping, 218 00:09:02,480 --> 00:09:04,400 Speaker 1: it didn't sound like you was actually in Vegas. You 219 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:07,280 Speaker 1: just said what we do is like Vegas exactly. 220 00:09:07,360 --> 00:09:09,960 Speaker 3: The only I made a couple of songs. Actually I 221 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:12,040 Speaker 3: made part of what I Want in Vegas. I made 222 00:09:12,120 --> 00:09:14,960 Speaker 3: part of SUSI on Vegas. I mean actually I made 223 00:09:15,000 --> 00:09:17,280 Speaker 3: most of SUSI on Vegas and a part of Groove 224 00:09:17,320 --> 00:09:19,880 Speaker 3: Theory in Vegas. But the song Vegas I made in 225 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:22,960 Speaker 3: Los Angeles, Okay, And then on my go to. 226 00:09:23,040 --> 00:09:25,360 Speaker 4: Vegas the full in love like they go to create 227 00:09:25,440 --> 00:09:26,360 Speaker 4: had fun, you know. 228 00:09:27,640 --> 00:09:31,040 Speaker 3: To the person who said, I'm lying what going on? 229 00:09:31,679 --> 00:09:32,240 Speaker 4: We don't know? 230 00:09:32,600 --> 00:09:38,240 Speaker 1: Hell, the record Sushi a Sushi doesn't mean, isn't that's fantasy. 231 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:43,400 Speaker 3: Sushia sushi. 232 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:48,920 Speaker 1: And that's dirty yeah, dirty girl. 233 00:09:49,400 --> 00:09:53,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, there we go, biling Is that what the record? Yeah? 234 00:09:54,280 --> 00:09:58,360 Speaker 3: Basically I mean Young Miko's versus Crazy if it's translated, 235 00:09:58,400 --> 00:10:03,959 Speaker 3: and Jill Scott is free, Auntie Max Extreme is the 236 00:10:04,640 --> 00:10:08,000 Speaker 3: freak Lord honestly the original freak. So I had to 237 00:10:08,080 --> 00:10:10,600 Speaker 3: tap her in. Yeah, yeah, she that was an honor. 238 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:12,760 Speaker 3: I noticed that she don't have a lot of features. Yeah, 239 00:10:13,320 --> 00:10:16,280 Speaker 3: was that intentional? No, I tried to get more features. 240 00:10:16,280 --> 00:10:17,760 Speaker 3: There was a couple of things that were going on, 241 00:10:17,800 --> 00:10:22,200 Speaker 3: different time things and not necessarily being aligned at the time, 242 00:10:22,280 --> 00:10:24,800 Speaker 3: different people not aligning with me, and just things not 243 00:10:24,880 --> 00:10:27,640 Speaker 3: making sense. But the ones that did stick around for 244 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:29,480 Speaker 3: me and really, you know, held me down. I'm super 245 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:30,719 Speaker 3: appreciative and they killed it. 246 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:31,160 Speaker 4: Yeah. 247 00:10:31,280 --> 00:10:33,719 Speaker 2: Now After Hours, were you surprised of how fast I 248 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:35,240 Speaker 2: took off, especially on social media? 249 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:36,000 Speaker 4: Crazy? 250 00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:38,319 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was like a huge dance. 251 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:40,079 Speaker 3: Yeah, I honestly you have to give a lot of 252 00:10:40,120 --> 00:10:43,400 Speaker 3: credit to Darius Hickman, who's an incredible dancer, and he 253 00:10:43,480 --> 00:10:46,080 Speaker 3: was in the After Hours video and he left rehearsal 254 00:10:46,200 --> 00:10:48,720 Speaker 3: for one of the for the After Hours video. I 255 00:10:48,760 --> 00:10:50,720 Speaker 3: went home and just like made this little dance on 256 00:10:50,760 --> 00:10:53,160 Speaker 3: TikTok and it just like it took it on one. 257 00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:55,560 Speaker 3: I think it's such a testament to how powerful like 258 00:10:55,720 --> 00:10:58,079 Speaker 3: dance is and how like dancers are, like DJ's like 259 00:10:58,120 --> 00:11:01,160 Speaker 3: they could really break songs like it's I give him 260 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:02,680 Speaker 3: all the credit for that because it's crazy. 261 00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:04,240 Speaker 4: Do you know who Loomi d was beforehand? 262 00:11:04,840 --> 00:11:11,040 Speaker 5: Yeah, of course you disrespect her like that, like of 263 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:15,000 Speaker 5: course the one song you know, maybe people she have one? 264 00:11:16,720 --> 00:11:18,079 Speaker 3: I think she had one. 265 00:11:18,520 --> 00:11:20,800 Speaker 1: Now. You also mentioned that this album isn't rooted in 266 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:24,760 Speaker 1: your personal experiences are relationships like your previous albums? Are 267 00:11:24,800 --> 00:11:26,160 Speaker 1: you saying that just so you don't get in trouble 268 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:27,880 Speaker 1: and people be like, damn, Colode's so toxic? 269 00:11:28,400 --> 00:11:32,440 Speaker 3: No, I think I think anytime a running I want 270 00:11:32,480 --> 00:11:36,880 Speaker 3: you to so bad, so bad. You know what's so 271 00:11:36,920 --> 00:11:39,360 Speaker 3: funny is I think people would be surprised if they 272 00:11:39,400 --> 00:11:41,960 Speaker 3: sat down with me to to actually ask and inquire 273 00:11:41,960 --> 00:11:44,719 Speaker 3: about my experiences, because they might look one way, but 274 00:11:44,760 --> 00:11:47,560 Speaker 3: it's so many different scenarios that lead to while my 275 00:11:47,600 --> 00:11:49,960 Speaker 3: love life looks the way it does, and so many 276 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:52,760 Speaker 3: that you'd be surprised. Who what's happened with this? And 277 00:11:52,760 --> 00:11:55,440 Speaker 3: what's happened with this? And it's just it's my business 278 00:11:55,440 --> 00:11:57,839 Speaker 3: and it's my world, and I'm pretty much in good 279 00:11:57,880 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 3: standing with anybody ever, So like running through these chicks 280 00:12:01,120 --> 00:12:03,400 Speaker 3: is extreme? You do really want me to be a pampan? 281 00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:03,640 Speaker 4: You know? 282 00:12:03,720 --> 00:12:08,839 Speaker 3: Maybe maybe I'll just start embodying it. Maybe maybe I 283 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:09,840 Speaker 3: just accept it. 284 00:12:11,760 --> 00:12:13,600 Speaker 2: Does that bother people in your in your in your 285 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:15,760 Speaker 2: regular business, not just your music business all the time? 286 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:17,959 Speaker 3: No, I think it came. It comes with the territory. 287 00:12:18,160 --> 00:12:22,360 Speaker 3: I think I got. I hated it so bad, But 288 00:12:22,400 --> 00:12:26,440 Speaker 3: I also I have been again, your mental health journey 289 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:30,160 Speaker 3: and your journey in being a public facing person, those 290 00:12:30,320 --> 00:12:32,679 Speaker 3: have to be in lockstep like those if you are 291 00:12:32,760 --> 00:12:35,120 Speaker 3: ever having poor mental health. There are so many times 292 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:37,760 Speaker 3: I could say I've been at a table with y'all 293 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:39,480 Speaker 3: and been in the worst states of my life and 294 00:12:39,600 --> 00:12:41,600 Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, that interview is going to be whatever. 295 00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:43,640 Speaker 3: And times I've been like, I'm actually not doing interviews 296 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:48,080 Speaker 3: this year because all of this shit. And absolutely, but 297 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:52,480 Speaker 3: I've also was not in a positive space to even 298 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:55,440 Speaker 3: be able to walk in a room and like hold that. Granted, 299 00:12:55,559 --> 00:12:58,280 Speaker 3: I think the interview at the time that caused things 300 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:01,400 Speaker 3: like that, was it my favorite experience with someone. No, 301 00:13:01,600 --> 00:13:04,400 Speaker 3: but I also at multiple times in my career just 302 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:07,360 Speaker 3: have not been just aligned with where I needed to 303 00:13:07,400 --> 00:13:08,680 Speaker 3: be to be able to show up in that way. 304 00:13:08,760 --> 00:13:11,120 Speaker 3: So now I can hold that you could probably say 305 00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:13,120 Speaker 3: anything to me and I'd be like, all right, cool. 306 00:13:13,240 --> 00:13:15,040 Speaker 1: I've record label's gotten to the point where they actually 307 00:13:15,040 --> 00:13:17,400 Speaker 1: respect our artists mental health, meaning like if you wake 308 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:18,880 Speaker 1: up a morning and you say, look, I'm not doing 309 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:20,679 Speaker 1: no interviews today, I'm not doing no interviews for the 310 00:13:20,760 --> 00:13:22,560 Speaker 1: next six months, but they're like, no, you have to, 311 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:24,320 Speaker 1: like they'll push you to do it anyway. 312 00:13:24,320 --> 00:13:25,840 Speaker 3: Well, I've been signed to the same label since I 313 00:13:25,840 --> 00:13:29,880 Speaker 3: was nineteen years old and I'm twenty nine, and they 314 00:13:29,920 --> 00:13:32,920 Speaker 3: have seen me through everything, So I think they're at 315 00:13:32,920 --> 00:13:35,520 Speaker 3: the point with me where they're like, we get it, 316 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:37,160 Speaker 3: and we also know what you are going to show 317 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:39,200 Speaker 3: up and show out for, and that's you know, your fans. 318 00:13:39,320 --> 00:13:42,640 Speaker 3: Like I never I never play about my fans. I 319 00:13:42,679 --> 00:13:45,040 Speaker 3: never played for showing, you know, showing up for them. 320 00:13:45,080 --> 00:13:47,839 Speaker 3: And we've always been super transparent, developed a really good 321 00:13:47,880 --> 00:13:50,079 Speaker 3: relationship with people in media to where like I've been 322 00:13:50,080 --> 00:13:52,360 Speaker 3: able to call people personally and been like, it's not you, 323 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:55,720 Speaker 3: I promise, like I'm not doing well, or I've been 324 00:13:55,760 --> 00:13:57,360 Speaker 3: on a run and going and going and going for 325 00:13:57,400 --> 00:13:59,040 Speaker 3: six days and I just need to come in a 326 00:13:59,040 --> 00:14:01,120 Speaker 3: little later, I need to reschedule this, and people have 327 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:02,200 Speaker 3: been super gracious with me. 328 00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:05,439 Speaker 1: So I'm a huge mental health advocate. So what got 329 00:14:05,480 --> 00:14:08,600 Speaker 1: you to that place where you are? Now? You know? 330 00:14:08,640 --> 00:14:09,959 Speaker 1: And I mean, and I know it's a journey. I 331 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:11,840 Speaker 1: know it's up, so I know it's down. But what 332 00:14:11,880 --> 00:14:12,480 Speaker 1: got you to this? 333 00:14:13,160 --> 00:14:15,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, honestly, I'm going to use this moment to be 334 00:14:16,000 --> 00:14:19,160 Speaker 3: really transparent and to really advocate for people, you know, 335 00:14:19,280 --> 00:14:22,760 Speaker 3: getting psychiatric care. And I got a psychiatrist and I 336 00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:25,520 Speaker 3: got a proper diagnosis after what felt like years of 337 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:29,320 Speaker 3: getting soft diagnosis and misdiagnosis, and I'm able to get 338 00:14:29,360 --> 00:14:32,040 Speaker 3: medicated help and it keeps my mood stable and I'm 339 00:14:32,040 --> 00:14:35,200 Speaker 3: here and it keeps me like I would absolutely recommend 340 00:14:35,200 --> 00:14:37,320 Speaker 3: it to anybody that feels like they need it, because 341 00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:39,920 Speaker 3: it's not something that anybody needs to shame or like 342 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:42,680 Speaker 3: be nervous about. And it's probably the best thing I've 343 00:14:42,680 --> 00:14:43,440 Speaker 3: ever done for myself. 344 00:14:43,840 --> 00:14:44,360 Speaker 4: What got you there? 345 00:14:44,400 --> 00:14:46,200 Speaker 2: Because most people, like you said, they feel like they 346 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:48,320 Speaker 2: can't talk about it, they can't discuss it, they can't 347 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:49,600 Speaker 2: get the help because they don't want to be shamed, 348 00:14:49,640 --> 00:14:52,080 Speaker 2: especially a celebrity. You feel like somebody will see me 349 00:14:52,080 --> 00:14:53,160 Speaker 2: do this, that and the other. What got you to 350 00:14:53,160 --> 00:14:54,880 Speaker 2: the point was like, f this, I need to get help. 351 00:14:55,240 --> 00:14:57,040 Speaker 3: You know, I was medicated when I was a kid, 352 00:14:57,760 --> 00:15:03,560 Speaker 3: and I remember not having the most proper experience with it, 353 00:15:03,640 --> 00:15:05,880 Speaker 3: just because I was really young, and like you're in 354 00:15:05,880 --> 00:15:09,560 Speaker 3: school and like every kid has ADHD and like it's hyperactive, 355 00:15:09,640 --> 00:15:14,800 Speaker 3: and I had to be in like the third grade 356 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:19,200 Speaker 3: on riddling and it really messed with my personality, and 357 00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:21,440 Speaker 3: my mom was like, yeah, no, like you can't be 358 00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:24,480 Speaker 3: a zombie. Like I'll take hyperactive, turn the you know 359 00:15:24,680 --> 00:15:29,880 Speaker 3: over like whatever this zombie, you know. And then on 360 00:15:29,960 --> 00:15:32,120 Speaker 3: top of that, still I just remained with the psychiatrist, 361 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:34,200 Speaker 3: and then you know, went into a teenagehood and I 362 00:15:34,280 --> 00:15:36,200 Speaker 3: didn't have that anymore. And then I became an adult 363 00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:40,560 Speaker 3: and just like my experiences in the music industry and 364 00:15:40,680 --> 00:15:45,640 Speaker 3: the amount of like honestly PTSD that that causes, paired 365 00:15:45,680 --> 00:15:48,280 Speaker 3: with you know, all your childhood trauma and like all 366 00:15:48,320 --> 00:15:50,760 Speaker 3: these things, you kind of get to a point where 367 00:15:50,760 --> 00:15:52,800 Speaker 3: you're like, all right, I'm not an expert. Like I 368 00:15:52,840 --> 00:15:55,760 Speaker 3: can't keep being the one to dictate this or to 369 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:58,280 Speaker 3: supplement or like to to try to fix it, ice 370 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:00,320 Speaker 3: to smoke a lot of weed. Can't do it, won't 371 00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:04,920 Speaker 3: do it. I haven't been a smoker in five years. 372 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:08,760 Speaker 3: People bring me wet all the time, and I'm like, dang, that's. 373 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:12,360 Speaker 1: About Indigo kind of calms your anxiety. So Teva makes 374 00:16:12,360 --> 00:16:12,880 Speaker 1: you have panic. 375 00:16:13,240 --> 00:16:15,960 Speaker 3: You know. It was because I got pregnant and I 376 00:16:15,960 --> 00:16:17,960 Speaker 3: couldn't and then I got I went to a throat 377 00:16:17,960 --> 00:16:19,320 Speaker 3: doctor and he was like, Oh, you don't want to 378 00:16:19,320 --> 00:16:20,800 Speaker 3: sing for the rest of your life the way your 379 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:22,880 Speaker 3: shit looks cause I was smoking backwards. I was smoking 380 00:16:22,920 --> 00:16:25,200 Speaker 3: blunts like I was what you can find pictures of 381 00:16:25,240 --> 00:16:28,840 Speaker 3: me with like backwoods like packs spread out like like 382 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:34,480 Speaker 3: like a money spread psychotic and just nasty, just nasty. 383 00:16:35,520 --> 00:16:38,280 Speaker 3: And it just I couldn't do it anymore. And I'm 384 00:16:38,320 --> 00:16:39,840 Speaker 3: just I got to a point where I was like, Okay, 385 00:16:39,840 --> 00:16:42,200 Speaker 3: I'm doing all the things that I can possibly do. 386 00:16:42,320 --> 00:16:46,680 Speaker 3: I'm going to the gym, I'm developing good hobbies. I'm 387 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:48,720 Speaker 3: not going out and I'm not doing this and I'm 388 00:16:48,760 --> 00:16:50,720 Speaker 3: still struggling. It's to the point where I need to call, 389 00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:52,200 Speaker 3: you know, I need to ask for help. 390 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:55,640 Speaker 1: Did it affect your art when you're on whatever medication? 391 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:59,800 Speaker 3: No, No, it doesn't. It honestly is the first time, 392 00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:03,120 Speaker 3: maybe ever in my life that I feel like I 393 00:17:03,200 --> 00:17:03,640 Speaker 3: have been. 394 00:17:04,040 --> 00:17:04,199 Speaker 4: I have. 395 00:17:04,320 --> 00:17:04,879 Speaker 3: I'm clear. 396 00:17:05,560 --> 00:17:07,960 Speaker 1: Yes, Oh congratulates. Like I told you when we first started, 397 00:17:08,119 --> 00:17:10,960 Speaker 1: you can really see it's a different level of confidence, 398 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:12,880 Speaker 1: it's a different level sense of security. 399 00:17:12,880 --> 00:17:14,480 Speaker 3: I would say, yeah, absolutely, thank you. 400 00:17:14,520 --> 00:17:15,080 Speaker 4: I appreciate it. 401 00:17:15,359 --> 00:17:17,600 Speaker 2: Now we're doing this album. You know, usually people see 402 00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:20,000 Speaker 2: Kalani as an R and B artist, but this album 403 00:17:20,080 --> 00:17:23,760 Speaker 2: is popped its country, there's house music, is reggae music. 404 00:17:23,760 --> 00:17:26,040 Speaker 2: Were you nervous at all and be like my fan fans, 405 00:17:26,119 --> 00:17:27,160 Speaker 2: my core won't get it. 406 00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:30,800 Speaker 3: I actually felt the opposite. I felt like my core fans, 407 00:17:30,840 --> 00:17:33,680 Speaker 3: my actual core fans, would get it because there's been 408 00:17:33,760 --> 00:17:37,040 Speaker 3: hints of all these things. When my mixhape was nominated 409 00:17:37,040 --> 00:17:38,639 Speaker 3: for a Grammy, it wasn't nominated for R and B. 410 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:41,879 Speaker 3: It was nominated for like Contemporary, you know, R and B. 411 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:45,840 Speaker 3: So there's been hints of things my whole life, and 412 00:17:45,920 --> 00:17:48,919 Speaker 3: I felt like they would really understand. I felt like 413 00:17:49,040 --> 00:17:52,520 Speaker 3: everybody else who really loved one really R and B 414 00:17:52,640 --> 00:17:55,800 Speaker 3: project of mine, or like R and B SoundCloud drops 415 00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:58,479 Speaker 3: or features would be like, what is this and so 416 00:17:58,640 --> 00:18:01,640 Speaker 3: far for the most part, that's kind of what I've seen. 417 00:18:02,160 --> 00:18:04,600 Speaker 3: Plus this little subgroup of people who are going like, Wow, 418 00:18:04,640 --> 00:18:06,000 Speaker 3: I didn't even know she had this in her. This 419 00:18:06,040 --> 00:18:08,879 Speaker 3: is what's gonna make me fuck with her. So it's honestly, 420 00:18:08,920 --> 00:18:11,080 Speaker 3: it's been cool. I'm kind of really liking the polarity 421 00:18:11,080 --> 00:18:12,800 Speaker 3: of the response at this point. If I make the 422 00:18:12,840 --> 00:18:15,359 Speaker 3: same album again, I'm not an artist If I make 423 00:18:15,400 --> 00:18:18,640 Speaker 3: the same project after seven projects. This is my chance 424 00:18:18,680 --> 00:18:21,320 Speaker 3: to pivot, and I took it, and I'm just I'm stoked. 425 00:18:21,080 --> 00:18:21,360 Speaker 4: To be here. 426 00:18:21,840 --> 00:18:28,159 Speaker 3: Is exactly exactly. Some people are like, this is the 427 00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:30,119 Speaker 3: best thing I've ever heard you do, and some people 428 00:18:30,160 --> 00:18:32,639 Speaker 3: are like this is chicken scratch and it sounds like 429 00:18:32,680 --> 00:18:35,960 Speaker 3: noise and I hate it. It's like, oh, I don't 430 00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:37,600 Speaker 3: listen to anyone. I made the album I wanted to make, 431 00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:38,480 Speaker 3: and I'm happy with it. 432 00:18:38,920 --> 00:18:41,679 Speaker 4: It's a bunch of different genres and it's so different. 433 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:43,359 Speaker 3: It was so fun to make. I had it was 434 00:18:43,400 --> 00:18:46,480 Speaker 3: the funnest process. It was so many people involved that 435 00:18:46,520 --> 00:18:48,439 Speaker 3: were all feel the exact same way about it. It 436 00:18:48,480 --> 00:18:50,560 Speaker 3: felt like our album, not just mine. We got to 437 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:52,280 Speaker 3: celebrate it, like I'm happy. 438 00:18:52,440 --> 00:18:55,280 Speaker 1: I keep hearing you talk about your fitness journey. Yeah, 439 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:57,639 Speaker 1: but then they said recently you were body shamed on. 440 00:18:59,480 --> 00:19:01,600 Speaker 3: You know, it was interesting body shame because what it 441 00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:10,560 Speaker 3: was was the accusations that I got ab etching. But yeah, 442 00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:13,520 Speaker 3: it's it's really interesting. The thing is I have diascesis 443 00:19:13,600 --> 00:19:16,159 Speaker 3: right that and a hernia from being pregnant, so my 444 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:19,679 Speaker 3: muscles are split down the middle. So I have I 445 00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:21,760 Speaker 3: have this space right here and this I have like 446 00:19:21,800 --> 00:19:24,359 Speaker 3: a lump because it's my intestine, it's a hernia and 447 00:19:24,400 --> 00:19:27,560 Speaker 3: it kind of looks like an extra ab randomly above 448 00:19:27,640 --> 00:19:30,040 Speaker 3: my belly button. Everybody was like, that's the proof, like 449 00:19:30,720 --> 00:19:32,879 Speaker 3: and then they were like, yes, proof because she's not 450 00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:35,280 Speaker 3: super muscly anywhere else but just her core and won 451 00:19:35,320 --> 00:19:38,080 Speaker 3: if you go back like genetically I have my dad 452 00:19:38,119 --> 00:19:40,440 Speaker 3: is super buff, like I'm damn here bill like my father, 453 00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:45,199 Speaker 3: and then I've always kind of had right you can 454 00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:48,639 Speaker 3: really see it, and I and I've always had abs. 455 00:19:48,800 --> 00:19:51,359 Speaker 3: And then upon like just really training my core to 456 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:53,720 Speaker 3: like make up for the fact that my muscles aren't 457 00:19:53,720 --> 00:19:56,000 Speaker 3: connected and I have to get my core together to 458 00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:58,040 Speaker 3: be able to do any things. That's the center of everything. 459 00:19:58,359 --> 00:20:00,560 Speaker 3: I have to go a little hard on that. And 460 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:04,040 Speaker 3: I honestly thought it was hilarious. And then people just 461 00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:06,280 Speaker 3: being like, is that a man, and I was like, 462 00:20:06,320 --> 00:20:09,040 Speaker 3: do you want me to be? Would you like me 463 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:09,280 Speaker 3: to be? 464 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:11,560 Speaker 6: But what I love is like you didn't get mad 465 00:20:11,640 --> 00:20:14,120 Speaker 6: and like go get online and start going crazy. 466 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:15,960 Speaker 4: Man, it doesn't do anything. 467 00:20:16,320 --> 00:20:17,960 Speaker 3: I used to do that a lot, and then you 468 00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:21,600 Speaker 3: just realize, like there's crazy shit every day, like people 469 00:20:21,640 --> 00:20:23,760 Speaker 3: talk about some new shit the next day. I remember 470 00:20:23,760 --> 00:20:27,720 Speaker 3: when the internet used to destroy me, like it you 471 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:30,919 Speaker 3: what I remember the other day, maybe last week, somebody 472 00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:34,600 Speaker 3: might have tweeted like, oh, like, y'all don't call Kiline 473 00:20:34,640 --> 00:20:36,359 Speaker 3: dirty and she has tattoos and someone said, oh, you 474 00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:39,159 Speaker 3: must be new here, and everybody was like yeah, because 475 00:20:39,160 --> 00:20:44,679 Speaker 3: twenty sixteen to twenty eighteen, that was it. Everybody was 476 00:20:44,680 --> 00:20:48,879 Speaker 3: calling me ugly, dirty, all everything. And I used to 477 00:20:48,960 --> 00:20:51,960 Speaker 3: be what I was fucked up about it like consistently, 478 00:20:52,400 --> 00:20:53,800 Speaker 3: and then I just got to a point where I 479 00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:55,960 Speaker 3: was like, well, life kind of goes on, and like 480 00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:58,679 Speaker 3: I know myself and like there are people that know 481 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:01,000 Speaker 3: me and love me deeply and about me and like 482 00:21:01,400 --> 00:21:04,800 Speaker 3: how you wash right? Hello? Yes, if you guys would 483 00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:06,240 Speaker 3: like to come to my house for a week and 484 00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:09,280 Speaker 3: don'tle check in my shower twice a day and the 485 00:21:09,359 --> 00:21:12,280 Speaker 3: levels of aftercare, Like that's on you, guys, but you 486 00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:14,160 Speaker 3: know you don't. You can't prove those things to people. 487 00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:16,200 Speaker 3: People who already want to be like that are gonna 488 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:16,560 Speaker 3: be like that. 489 00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:18,160 Speaker 2: Regarding anyway, Are you still on social media? 490 00:21:18,200 --> 00:21:19,040 Speaker 1: You got off because of that? 491 00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:21,200 Speaker 3: No, I had got off for a second. I actually 492 00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:23,120 Speaker 3: didn't have Twitter for two years. I just got back 493 00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:26,679 Speaker 3: on because it's just what I get back on good 494 00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:29,520 Speaker 3: mental Oh it's a terrible place. It's a terrible place. 495 00:21:29,640 --> 00:21:33,960 Speaker 3: But the people that I need to speak to, my fans. 496 00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:36,199 Speaker 3: I once I learned how to really put blinders on, 497 00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:40,520 Speaker 3: and not theoretical blinders, but like actual blinders to be 498 00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:44,679 Speaker 3: consistently like this is what matters. And these are the 499 00:21:44,680 --> 00:21:46,399 Speaker 3: people that love me. It's been the best thing in 500 00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:49,480 Speaker 3: the world. Sometimes I have my moments. Someone yesterday says 501 00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:51,200 Speaker 3: some shit to me, like I think Calin is confused 502 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:53,800 Speaker 3: about her sexuality, and I was like, I've been exclusively 503 00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:56,800 Speaker 3: dating women for three years and like the music's really gay, 504 00:21:56,880 --> 00:22:01,920 Speaker 3: but sure, and it's somebody who like, how am I confused? 505 00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:03,840 Speaker 3: I think I'm the least confused I've ever been. But 506 00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:07,520 Speaker 3: like I left the tweet up for ten seconds and 507 00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:09,280 Speaker 3: deleted it. You have you know, you have your moments. 508 00:22:09,359 --> 00:22:13,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, how did your record label and I guess just 509 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:17,320 Speaker 1: the industry period react to your advocacy for Palestine? 510 00:22:17,840 --> 00:22:22,080 Speaker 3: You know, I think I think we're in a kind 511 00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:24,600 Speaker 3: of a loop for so long of like what's safe 512 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:26,400 Speaker 3: to speak about and what's not safe to speak about, 513 00:22:26,480 --> 00:22:29,719 Speaker 3: especially with the powers that be being so powerful and 514 00:22:29,760 --> 00:22:32,840 Speaker 3: that running so deep. Obviously, my music came out, and 515 00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:35,720 Speaker 3: obviously I'm super supportive, so absolutely no problem from my 516 00:22:35,800 --> 00:22:38,560 Speaker 3: record label. I have experienced a lot of pushback. I've 517 00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:40,320 Speaker 3: experienced a lot of loss. I've experienced a lot of 518 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,600 Speaker 3: things that were promised and set up for this rollout 519 00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:44,359 Speaker 3: and album to happen, that were supposed to be a 520 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:48,560 Speaker 3: lot of first really yeah, magazines and these things and 521 00:22:48,840 --> 00:22:51,680 Speaker 3: those brand deals and opportunities that were sad to lose 522 00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:53,119 Speaker 3: by at the end of the day, like, I don't 523 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:57,040 Speaker 3: I don't regret doing something that I can go to 524 00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:59,520 Speaker 3: sleep at night. I can go to sleep knowing that, 525 00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:02,120 Speaker 3: like what I learned to be as an artist, I'm 526 00:23:02,119 --> 00:23:05,639 Speaker 3: aligned with because I grew up fully understanding, you know, 527 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:08,840 Speaker 3: the role of art in liberation, and and that's not 528 00:23:08,960 --> 00:23:12,639 Speaker 3: to place myself in alignment with you know, those artists 529 00:23:12,680 --> 00:23:15,080 Speaker 3: and those revolutionary acts. But that's to say, like I 530 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:17,919 Speaker 3: understood what it meant to not be silent, even if 531 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:21,080 Speaker 3: I never you know, put it with the song in 532 00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:23,080 Speaker 3: the video, even if just me speaking out, I always 533 00:23:23,119 --> 00:23:24,760 Speaker 3: knew what it meant to have a platform and that 534 00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:27,080 Speaker 3: responsibility in that way, and like I can go to 535 00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:29,160 Speaker 3: sleep knowing that, like I don't, I can look myself 536 00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:30,919 Speaker 3: in the mirror, you know, and know that I did, 537 00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:31,639 Speaker 3: I did the right thing. 538 00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:34,240 Speaker 1: Do these magazines and stuff tell your people why they 539 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:36,120 Speaker 1: say you always hear advocacy of palest. 540 00:23:36,280 --> 00:23:39,000 Speaker 3: Those are really big buildings with a lot of people involved, 541 00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:40,600 Speaker 3: so it always makes its way back. 542 00:23:40,880 --> 00:23:44,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, now you speak. You also mentioned that your advocacy 543 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:48,400 Speaker 1: for Palestine caused a lot of artists to ignore your collaboration. 544 00:23:48,520 --> 00:23:51,680 Speaker 3: So I was talking very fast on a live very 545 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:54,119 Speaker 3: caffeinated early in the morning, and I wasn't able to 546 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:56,119 Speaker 3: like really elaborate on that. There are a lot of 547 00:23:56,119 --> 00:23:58,960 Speaker 3: more people involved on artists teams and just the artists. 548 00:23:58,960 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 3: And it also wasn't everything feature. There were certain people 549 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:03,440 Speaker 3: who didn't get it back in time, or it wasn't 550 00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:05,600 Speaker 3: aligned with like the timing of their album. I didn't 551 00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:08,439 Speaker 3: mean every single artist, but there were artists that I 552 00:24:08,440 --> 00:24:10,159 Speaker 3: did reach to when someone on the team was like, 553 00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:13,719 Speaker 3: we don't fuck with her, or they said this, and 554 00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:16,199 Speaker 3: then another thing made its way to me, or like 555 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:20,919 Speaker 3: another like things we know, we know, things travel, we know, 556 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:25,560 Speaker 3: people have conversations, and those people have conversations, and people 557 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:28,040 Speaker 3: were respectful enough to not, you know, text me back 558 00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:30,600 Speaker 3: and say, girl, fuck you, I'm Zionists. You know, things 559 00:24:30,640 --> 00:24:33,360 Speaker 3: like that. But I wasn't able to really elaborate that 560 00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:36,720 Speaker 3: when I and I would never I would never sit 561 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:39,680 Speaker 3: here and name names because it's not about that. It's 562 00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:43,560 Speaker 3: more about how insidious these the industries are and that 563 00:24:43,600 --> 00:24:46,040 Speaker 3: we can be so afraid to lose what we've built 564 00:24:46,280 --> 00:24:48,399 Speaker 3: because so many of us have come from nothing to 565 00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:51,239 Speaker 3: where we have this scarcity mindset of like I have 566 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,280 Speaker 3: to protect what I have going on so hard that 567 00:24:53,359 --> 00:24:55,199 Speaker 3: I will do anything to stay in that world to 568 00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:57,280 Speaker 3: protect it because I have to keep feeding my family. 569 00:24:57,320 --> 00:24:59,639 Speaker 3: I have to keep you know, building my legacy. I 570 00:24:59,680 --> 00:25:01,359 Speaker 3: have to do that. I don't want to chance that. 571 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:03,480 Speaker 3: And it's sad because that thing that does get dangled 572 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:05,480 Speaker 3: in front of our faces when it comes to really 573 00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:08,080 Speaker 3: important political matters that people don't align with. It's sad, 574 00:25:08,080 --> 00:25:10,200 Speaker 3: it's unfortunate, and I don't I'm not mad at anyone. 575 00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:13,439 Speaker 3: I'm not holding anything against anyone. I was definitely on 576 00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:14,879 Speaker 3: that live like yeah, and by the way, let me 577 00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:17,639 Speaker 3: tell y'all about that. But I definitely have those moments 578 00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:20,119 Speaker 3: where I'm like, this shit is fucked up. But typically 579 00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:23,000 Speaker 3: I'm I'm a longer thinker and I have more to 580 00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:25,320 Speaker 3: the thought and it was just unfortunately. 581 00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,840 Speaker 1: So you understand when artists don't want to speak god 582 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:31,159 Speaker 1: about political or social issue. How do you feel about it? 583 00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:36,239 Speaker 3: Right particular background, I am the type of person that 584 00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:40,879 Speaker 3: is very nuanced, like I understand how people got to 585 00:25:40,960 --> 00:25:45,760 Speaker 3: most things. It's unfortunate. I feel like it's unfortunate. I 586 00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:48,880 Speaker 3: am saddened by It does make me sad because I 587 00:25:48,960 --> 00:25:52,720 Speaker 3: really do believe in our power as people with influence. 588 00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:56,280 Speaker 3: This is why the presidents involve music artists. 589 00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:57,080 Speaker 4: What they've got. 590 00:25:57,160 --> 00:26:00,240 Speaker 3: They've got all type of music artists campaigning for for 591 00:26:00,240 --> 00:26:02,680 Speaker 3: for the president. Say God, they bring it. They bring 592 00:26:02,760 --> 00:26:05,399 Speaker 3: us out to sing out all the campaigns, all the events, 593 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:07,560 Speaker 3: whenever there's anything going on. They want us to all 594 00:26:07,560 --> 00:26:10,080 Speaker 3: get together and drop a song for it, like they 595 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:14,000 Speaker 3: keep showing us how powerful we are. There's people there's 596 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:16,439 Speaker 3: a younger generation who don't know what a policy is, 597 00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:19,520 Speaker 3: but they would. They know their rappers' favorite songs, they 598 00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:21,800 Speaker 3: know their R and B singer's favorite songs, and they 599 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,920 Speaker 3: will learn about anything going on in the world if 600 00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:28,520 Speaker 3: their favorite person tells them. And I may have expressed 601 00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:32,120 Speaker 3: it super like angrily every single time I've talked about 602 00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:34,880 Speaker 3: it online, but that's because I understand that also sometimes 603 00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:36,560 Speaker 3: shame works as a teacher. So if I got to 604 00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:38,440 Speaker 3: come on there and say fuck all of y'all, because 605 00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:40,840 Speaker 3: wake your ass up. If you want to sit and 606 00:26:40,880 --> 00:26:42,679 Speaker 3: have a longer conversation with me, we can get to 607 00:26:42,720 --> 00:26:46,919 Speaker 3: this point. But it has made me viscerally angry so 608 00:26:47,119 --> 00:26:49,679 Speaker 3: many times to feel like, look what we could do. 609 00:26:49,720 --> 00:26:52,320 Speaker 3: And they also wouldn't be able to hold us back anymore. 610 00:26:52,359 --> 00:26:54,679 Speaker 3: If we all bended together. They can't cancel all of us. 611 00:26:55,200 --> 00:26:57,439 Speaker 3: They could cancel me, and they'd be like, Okay, we 612 00:26:57,480 --> 00:26:59,280 Speaker 3: got somebody out of here. That's cool. They get canceled 613 00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:01,879 Speaker 3: a couple people that speak up, but if everybody spoke up, 614 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:06,439 Speaker 3: that power imbalance wouldn't exist anymore. We're just the people united, 615 00:27:06,480 --> 00:27:09,040 Speaker 3: that's the quote. So we have to like stand on that. 616 00:27:09,480 --> 00:27:11,320 Speaker 1: And you raised over a half a million dollars for 617 00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:15,440 Speaker 1: Gaza Sudan and the Yeah, do you think money is 618 00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:16,480 Speaker 1: the only way people can help? 619 00:27:17,040 --> 00:27:21,680 Speaker 3: Absolutely not. I think in every single issue, the idea 620 00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:24,119 Speaker 3: is that you're supposed to listen to the requests of 621 00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:26,080 Speaker 3: the people at the core of the issue. You're supposed 622 00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:28,080 Speaker 3: to abide by the request of the most suppressed. And 623 00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:32,280 Speaker 3: they have asked us to literally speak, like that's the 624 00:27:32,359 --> 00:27:34,600 Speaker 3: thing about this whole, Like social media doesn't do anything. 625 00:27:35,040 --> 00:27:37,960 Speaker 3: Speaking doesn't do anything. Awareness doesn't do anything. But those 626 00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:41,480 Speaker 3: there are people in Congo who are just saying, make 627 00:27:41,520 --> 00:27:44,120 Speaker 3: our stories heard. There are people in Sudan who go 628 00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:47,280 Speaker 3: just speak about us. They're not talking about us on 629 00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:49,720 Speaker 3: the news, they're not talking about us in these magazines, 630 00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:52,359 Speaker 3: they're not talking about us anywhere. But you guys are 631 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:56,120 Speaker 3: Gaza opened the door for people to even be aware 632 00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:58,840 Speaker 3: of Congo and Sudan on a global scale because those 633 00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:02,639 Speaker 3: issues have preceded this genocide. Those genocides have been have 634 00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:07,000 Speaker 3: been happening, Those famines that extremely like displacement, those have 635 00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:10,719 Speaker 3: already been existing, and Gaza has opened up the world 636 00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:14,240 Speaker 3: to to Haiti, to Yemen, to all of these places 637 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:16,480 Speaker 3: that all this is going on. So the least we 638 00:28:16,560 --> 00:28:19,000 Speaker 3: can do is share things here and there. And you 639 00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:20,800 Speaker 3: don't have to have money, but if you do, you 640 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:22,000 Speaker 3: should put it where your mouth is. 641 00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:22,400 Speaker 4: For sure. 642 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:25,600 Speaker 2: I was gonna ask what Kamala Harris, being from from 643 00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:28,000 Speaker 2: your side of town, did y'all ever have a conversation 644 00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:29,639 Speaker 2: did you ever reach out to her everything that's going 645 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:30,359 Speaker 2: on at all? 646 00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:34,120 Speaker 3: I'm not really a big on presidents or they're they're folks. 647 00:28:34,560 --> 00:28:36,359 Speaker 3: Not a governmental girl, really. 648 00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:39,960 Speaker 1: Like they're not really. I mean there's powering government, but 649 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:41,760 Speaker 1: the real power with the people people. 650 00:28:41,840 --> 00:28:46,160 Speaker 6: Absolutely, Yeah, you are a West Coast girl, and girl, 651 00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:48,600 Speaker 6: what do you think about going? 652 00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:54,600 Speaker 4: Who was going for what? 653 00:28:56,280 --> 00:28:58,480 Speaker 3: I haven't publicly rooted for anyone, but have you not 654 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:02,200 Speaker 3: seen me at the club? Oh? You could hear me 655 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:10,880 Speaker 3: through the soundproof story. I very much respect both artists. 656 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:13,720 Speaker 3: Drake actually named my album it was good until it 657 00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:15,360 Speaker 3: was and he showed me a lot of love over time, 658 00:29:15,440 --> 00:29:19,160 Speaker 3: like publicly privately, so has Kendrick like he did. You 659 00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:20,920 Speaker 3: were having a conversation and I told him what I 660 00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:22,280 Speaker 3: wanted to name it, and then he was like, no, 661 00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:23,880 Speaker 3: what's going on in life? And I told him and 662 00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:25,520 Speaker 3: he was like, and I was like, yeah, I was. Honestly, 663 00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:27,120 Speaker 3: it was good until it wasn't. He was like, if 664 00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:29,120 Speaker 3: you don't use it as your album title, I am, 665 00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:32,240 Speaker 3: And I was like, okay, right, you're right. It is 666 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:36,640 Speaker 3: a very Drake album title. I think it's it came 667 00:29:36,720 --> 00:29:39,240 Speaker 3: down to if I'm on some West Coast shit, I'm 668 00:29:39,280 --> 00:29:41,760 Speaker 3: from the West, Like, I know, I know how important 669 00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:43,440 Speaker 3: this unity is of all of us, and I know 670 00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:47,640 Speaker 3: how imperative this representation of us is. Like I love Kendrick. 671 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:50,000 Speaker 3: That's the only artist I've ever stood in the line 672 00:29:50,040 --> 00:29:51,960 Speaker 3: and like waited to get something signed for when I 673 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,400 Speaker 3: was in high school, Like it's soundtrack to my life. 674 00:29:54,440 --> 00:29:59,920 Speaker 3: So I have no like personal entrances in anything. I 675 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:07,640 Speaker 3: I'm just as a fan of the music, just musically, 676 00:30:08,280 --> 00:30:10,160 Speaker 3: just music. I mean, we have to respect what we 677 00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:11,360 Speaker 3: what we saw. 678 00:30:11,360 --> 00:30:13,120 Speaker 2: We saw as base people. 679 00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:16,040 Speaker 1: Ever since though, oh my god, hilarious listen when you sing, 680 00:30:16,040 --> 00:30:18,400 Speaker 1: not like because it's so catchy. 681 00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:20,480 Speaker 3: I have had moments where I was like in the 682 00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:22,640 Speaker 3: club and I've seen that it's a club thing and 683 00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:24,920 Speaker 3: I was like, damn, this is crazy. But I also 684 00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:28,400 Speaker 3: remember every single big diss track in history being able 685 00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:31,040 Speaker 3: to be played for massive groups of people gathering and 686 00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:34,680 Speaker 3: it being a thing that everybody is like I was 687 00:30:34,720 --> 00:30:38,800 Speaker 3: too young for like the Ether era, but like everybody 688 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:41,240 Speaker 3: talks about it and they're like this was crazy, like. 689 00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:43,000 Speaker 2: This this is in the club every night though, wasn't 690 00:30:43,080 --> 00:30:43,440 Speaker 2: the club? 691 00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:46,880 Speaker 3: I mean Back to Back was in the club the club. Yeah, 692 00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:50,120 Speaker 3: So it's eras it's moments. Honestly, I'm not in hip hop, 693 00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:52,560 Speaker 3: so I can't speak to the sport of it, but 694 00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:53,959 Speaker 3: like it's a sport. 695 00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:55,920 Speaker 1: I guess you have a text drink like, yo, man, 696 00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:57,719 Speaker 1: you did your think let me be ashamed about it? 697 00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:58,440 Speaker 1: Was all good. No. 698 00:30:58,680 --> 00:31:00,600 Speaker 3: I feel like he has real people around him will 699 00:31:00,600 --> 00:31:02,320 Speaker 3: hold them down, and I feel like it's taken that 700 00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:07,680 Speaker 3: moment to be like, hey, by the way, let me 701 00:31:07,720 --> 00:31:09,920 Speaker 3: make sure you know I support you. Yeah, he's got 702 00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:10,440 Speaker 3: his folks. 703 00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:11,000 Speaker 1: Man. 704 00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:17,840 Speaker 6: You mentioned a tour, are absolutely I made this album 705 00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:19,880 Speaker 6: to tours specifically, Like. 706 00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:21,680 Speaker 3: There was so many sounds where I was like, this 707 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:23,600 Speaker 3: is gonna be so fun to saying it's gonna be 708 00:31:23,640 --> 00:31:25,400 Speaker 3: so fun to dance too. It's gonna be so fun 709 00:31:25,400 --> 00:31:29,120 Speaker 3: to play with a band. So absolutely. I think for me, 710 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:32,920 Speaker 3: touring is the epicenter of my like my career, to 711 00:31:32,920 --> 00:31:35,920 Speaker 3: the point where sometimes you don't even see you can't 712 00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:37,959 Speaker 3: even really tell what's going on with the music streaming 713 00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:39,800 Speaker 3: and charting wise, people are like, what, And then you 714 00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:41,920 Speaker 3: come to the tour and it's these huge venues and 715 00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:44,800 Speaker 3: people are like, I actually had no idea because when 716 00:31:44,840 --> 00:31:46,960 Speaker 3: I look at how it's doing over there, and it's 717 00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:50,680 Speaker 3: just a classic example for me of like impact versus 718 00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:54,440 Speaker 3: you know, numbers, and my shows are huge. My shows 719 00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:57,320 Speaker 3: are a blast. Everybody has a great time, everybody feels safe, 720 00:31:57,360 --> 00:32:00,800 Speaker 3: everybody has fun. Like that, that is what's important to me. 721 00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:02,120 Speaker 3: So we're gonna do it again, for sure. 722 00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:04,440 Speaker 6: That's what's up, because by then I would have had 723 00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:09,480 Speaker 6: my baby and I can get high. You miss it 724 00:32:09,760 --> 00:32:11,720 Speaker 6: very much, Okay, Oh yeah, I'm not like you, girl. 725 00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:15,560 Speaker 6: I'm going to smoke okay, but not backwards though. 726 00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:19,400 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's good. I'm trying to. I'm starting to 727 00:32:19,520 --> 00:32:21,959 Speaker 3: get off the backwoods movement with all the friends will 728 00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:26,760 Speaker 3: take care of yoursel based medicines. I like CBD a lot. 729 00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:29,360 Speaker 3: I like mushrooms and a lot of mushrooms making this album. 730 00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:31,480 Speaker 3: You might could tell there's some trips on here. 731 00:32:31,600 --> 00:32:34,080 Speaker 4: Yeah, that one that you played me, Oh my god? 732 00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:36,719 Speaker 4: Which one it was? When, oh my god, it sounds 733 00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:39,440 Speaker 4: like a oh my god, it's like. 734 00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:41,720 Speaker 1: If we very next to you. 735 00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:42,680 Speaker 4: I don't know, but he. 736 00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:44,640 Speaker 6: Had played it, and I was like, damn, if I sure, 737 00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:47,280 Speaker 6: I'll probably be like after hours going crazy. No, no, 738 00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:49,240 Speaker 6: I was, I can dance to that one, but this 739 00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:52,400 Speaker 6: one just seemed like I have no idea. I forgot 740 00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:55,440 Speaker 6: but he was playing it, playing the whole album earlier, 741 00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:57,080 Speaker 6: but it was one particular song. 742 00:32:57,680 --> 00:32:59,760 Speaker 4: I was like, oh yeah, I'm can't wait to get 743 00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:00,320 Speaker 4: it that. 744 00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:02,160 Speaker 3: I was probably on mushrooms when I made it. 745 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:02,400 Speaker 4: For you? 746 00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,800 Speaker 1: Are you are you aware of like the journey in 747 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:08,560 Speaker 1: life that you're going through, and if so, what era 748 00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:09,400 Speaker 1: would you define? 749 00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:10,760 Speaker 4: This era? 750 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:17,040 Speaker 3: So comparatively to where I was at with my last album, 751 00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:21,640 Speaker 3: I feel like my last album, I had reached the 752 00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:29,280 Speaker 3: ending of what was like toxic positivity and like toxic spirituality, 753 00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:34,560 Speaker 3: like almost psychossy, being like really in my like and 754 00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,160 Speaker 3: not accepting that. Also what comes with that is like 755 00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:40,120 Speaker 3: they're really getting into your shadow and really getting into 756 00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:43,400 Speaker 3: also like every single part of myself and now I'm 757 00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:45,600 Speaker 3: in this I feel like this era is just really 758 00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:48,200 Speaker 3: standing in it. I feel like I'm down to be 759 00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:50,560 Speaker 3: whatever everybody thinks I am. For the first time in 760 00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:52,840 Speaker 3: my life, I'm not over here trying to prove anything different. 761 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:54,920 Speaker 3: I'm not over here like I don't care to clear 762 00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,640 Speaker 3: up anything. I don't care to address anything. I have 763 00:33:57,760 --> 00:34:00,600 Speaker 3: nothing to say about any of that. If you think 764 00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:02,120 Speaker 3: I suck, let's do it. If you think I'm a 765 00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:03,720 Speaker 3: terrible person, let's do it. If you think I'm the 766 00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:05,720 Speaker 3: best person in the world. Thank you. I appreciate you, 767 00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:09,120 Speaker 3: and I think that that truly speaks to what you 768 00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:11,200 Speaker 3: were saying about how different I feel is that I'm 769 00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:13,840 Speaker 3: settled in a way where I'm so at peace with 770 00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:16,239 Speaker 3: who I know I am and my court foundation that 771 00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:18,640 Speaker 3: it's not going to be rocked by anything else going on. 772 00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:22,640 Speaker 4: Great, Thank you. 773 00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:26,160 Speaker 2: The album Crash is out now. What you want to hear, 774 00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:27,840 Speaker 2: don't say after hours. We played that already. 775 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:32,279 Speaker 3: Besides that, play Deep, Deep one. That's a fun one. 776 00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:34,560 Speaker 2: Deep all right, Let's get into Deep right now. Make 777 00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:36,120 Speaker 2: sure you pick up the album if you haven't got 778 00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:39,440 Speaker 2: it already, and congratulations on everything. The fact that you're 779 00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:40,279 Speaker 2: just happy, you just. 780 00:34:40,239 --> 00:34:44,120 Speaker 1: Look that's happy that you are in a place of peace. 781 00:34:44,719 --> 00:34:45,480 Speaker 4: I'm super happy. 782 00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:47,000 Speaker 2: Well, it's killiney, ladies and gentlemen. 783 00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:51,480 Speaker 1: It's the Breakfast Club wakes up in the morning. The 784 00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:52,480 Speaker 1: Breakfast Club