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Speaker 1: Oh, what's up man?

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Speaker 2: What's up?

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Speaker 1: How's life?

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Speaker 2: It's good? Is this Lyle?

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Speaker 1: This is Lyle?

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Speaker 2: Is this?

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Speaker 3: Uh?

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Speaker 1: Bone says your name says? Your name is bone?

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Speaker 2: Boone? Boon b b oh? Oh, indeed is that your

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Speaker 2: real name? It's a real name.

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Speaker 1: You know what it's. I guess it's a real name

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Speaker 1: because you're you're real and you're named it. So that

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Speaker 1: makes any any name that exists is a real name

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Speaker 1: because if the if that person who the name is exists,

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Speaker 1: then the name is real. M.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I didn't think i'd ever get on. I've been

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Speaker 2: trying to call you for years.

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Speaker 1: Well, uh, boone, what's up man? Would you want to

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Speaker 1: talk about today?

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Speaker 2: Well? I just stepped out and I let this moon

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Speaker 2: rocks want No, I'm gonna walk.

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Speaker 1: What is a moon rocks blunt?

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Speaker 2: So a moon rocks blunt is uh like a blunt.

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Speaker 2: It's flower that's then rolled in hash or like Uh,

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Speaker 2: I guess it's called dads. So you roll it in

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Speaker 2: the hash and then you sprinkle it in keith, and

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Speaker 1: How often do you smoke a moon rocks blunt?

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Speaker 2: Uh? It's it's been a long time since I had

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Speaker 2: one of these. I think the last time I smoked

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Speaker 1: Oh and you were like you were like, you were like,

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Speaker 1: I need to get extraordinarily high before seeing my grow

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Speaker 1: best friend.

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Speaker 2: Well, we we went to Aftershock, which is like a

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Speaker 2: big music festival, and then we drove down to San

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Speaker 2: and he got so fucked up. Like we were drinking

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Speaker 2: then I was like, Paul, you want to soak some

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Speaker 2: he got tho stoned. They had to leave and eventually

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Speaker 2: he uh like in a haze, got up and like

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Speaker 2: they tried to go to bed and he woke up

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Speaker 1: Well, boon, I mean, let's get into something.

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Speaker 4: Man.

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Speaker 1: Can I help you with anything? I suppose.

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Speaker 2: I mean, I think the very first time I tried

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Speaker 2: I think I texted the show. It came to Portland

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Speaker 2: and I wanted to talk about my daughter living in

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Speaker 1: But it does interesting. Okay, how old is your daughter?

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Speaker 2: She's seven now, but her mom is in the military,

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Speaker 2: and she was born in Germany overseas on a military base.

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Speaker 2: It was a shitty tibe obviously because the COVID they

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Speaker 1: So let me get this straight. Your pregnant wife was

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Speaker 2: Is just my ex girlfriend. We weren't even we weren't

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Speaker 1: But definitely a whole thing. Why did you got up.

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Speaker 2: I just wasn't really into like a like an open relationship.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the uh uh, there's too much friction going on.

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Speaker 1: So tell me about, uh what it was like raising

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Speaker 2: Like when I flew out there, I stayed with her

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Speaker 2: but it was really great. You know, We've spent time

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Speaker 2: Daughter and well they will come, they'll come and spend

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Speaker 2: it's been her Her whole life has just been this

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Speaker 1: Her So she's seven and her she made like, she

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Speaker 2: Uh, Well, she lived with us for that whole year

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Speaker 1: What's your name again, Chris boom boom? Oh, I say,

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Speaker 1: Chris boom boo. I'm gonna let you finish your blunt walk,

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Speaker 2: Well, thanks, I do have one thing that I wanted

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Speaker 1: Okay, they wait that just okay, just now, just now

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Speaker 2: Oh no, I was just gonna say, we're about to

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Speaker 1: My man, you'll find it or you won't, but you'll

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Speaker 1: find something. You'll find something. You're high walking around in

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Speaker 2: I think you're right.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for calling Boone.

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Speaker 1: That was Boone. Interesting, interesting family dynamic. A moon rocks blunt?

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Speaker 1: Someone find that out? Can you still? Can you still

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Speaker 2: Thank you?

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Speaker 1: Boone? Hello, Hi there, what's your name? My name is Sedona?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Like, is there am I? There's a Sodona in Arizona?

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Speaker 4: Right there is? That's what I'm named after?

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Speaker 1: Are you from there?

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Speaker 2: No?

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Speaker 1: I'm from Tennessee, Tennessee, Tennessee, Tennessee. Sedona from Tennessee. Mm hmmm,

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Speaker 1: Sadonah from Tennessee. What's going on? Oh, it says you

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Speaker 4: Yeah, unfortunately, I got like engaged at your show. Like

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, you know, it's funny. Okay. Actually, I'll

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Speaker 4: No, I was actually the second, the second one mmm, okay, yeah.

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Speaker 1: And then your fiance ended up leaving you for your

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Speaker 4: No, it was like we'd polly. Uh yeah, so I had.

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Speaker 4: We we have always been Polly, but whenever we got engaged,

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Speaker 1: Okay, So you got engaged to this guy was a.

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Speaker 1: And then the lady you were engaged with left you

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Speaker 4: Yes, it's terrible.

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Speaker 1: This is a sign to not propose at my live

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Speaker 4: I know, I think so. I think so.

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Speaker 1: Was it a mistake? Was it a mistake to throw

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Speaker 4: Yeah, essentially. But I had like started a new job

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Speaker 4: like they were really cheating on me. They had, you know,

440
00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 4: they even like started trying for like like a baby

441
00:27:25,560 --> 00:27:28,480
Speaker 4: together like without and then like running it across me.

442
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:36,920
Speaker 1: I know, Okay, okay, okay, what's your name again? Sedonah Sana?

443
00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:43,040
Speaker 1: You know what my gut feeling is like, Sedona, You

444
00:27:43,119 --> 00:27:50,960
Speaker 1: know me, I'm pretty open minded. You know me, I'm

445
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:57,439
Speaker 1: pretty open minded, but this is one of this is

446
00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:01,280
Speaker 1: this is but I'm pretty open minded, but this is

447
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:06,040
Speaker 1: totally like a point on the scoreboard for people who

448
00:28:06,080 --> 00:28:09,240
Speaker 1: are anti polyamorous relationships.

449
00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:14,160
Speaker 4: I know, I just, I mean, I the thing about

450
00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 4: like my fiance was, she was so like she knew

451
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:21,760
Speaker 4: what she was doing in like polyamorous relationships. You know,

452
00:28:21,880 --> 00:28:24,320
Speaker 4: she was like giving other people advice and things.

453
00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:30,119
Speaker 1: Well, it's just like the Machavelian power stru It's like

454
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:34,760
Speaker 1: the it's like secession or something. It's like a weird thing,

455
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:37,200
Speaker 1: you know, and you feel. And she had more experience

456
00:28:37,240 --> 00:28:40,040
Speaker 1: in that dynamic than you, and she was trying to

457
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:44,520
Speaker 1: basically reign supreme in the hierarchy of the of the

458
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:45,360
Speaker 1: of the throttle.

459
00:28:47,080 --> 00:28:50,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, but it gets so much worse.

460
00:28:50,720 --> 00:28:50,920
Speaker 2: Gick.

461
00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:55,400
Speaker 4: I just I have been like honestly so miserable, and

462
00:28:55,840 --> 00:29:00,200
Speaker 4: I recently like I had like blocked them because like

463
00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:02,400
Speaker 4: I was in the time that I had done blocked,

464
00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:05,400
Speaker 4: I was doing so much better, like mentally, but then

465
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:08,000
Speaker 4: I just for some reason, I was just so close

466
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:09,840
Speaker 4: to the house and I just went over there and

467
00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:11,600
Speaker 4: like all my cats are still over there, and I

468
00:29:11,680 --> 00:29:13,920
Speaker 4: just I don't know. I went over there and they

469
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:17,560
Speaker 4: look at they're very like controlling, and they made me

470
00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:22,440
Speaker 4: unblock them and that lasted like two days and then

471
00:29:22,480 --> 00:29:25,640
Speaker 4: I walk them again. And I don't really feel bad

472
00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:29,720
Speaker 4: about it, Okay.

473
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:31,680
Speaker 1: I don't think first of all, I don't think it

474
00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 1: was a mistake too. If you are in a relationship

475
00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:38,600
Speaker 1: or a situation where you feel like you're not wanted,

476
00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:44,959
Speaker 1: you should leave. Yeah, you know, you should leave. If

477
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:47,479
Speaker 1: you feel like you're not being chosen and you're not wanted,

478
00:29:47,560 --> 00:29:54,240
Speaker 1: you should uh you know, not be there. Especially. I mean,

479
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:56,960
Speaker 1: I mean it's one thing, by the way, by the

480
00:29:56,960 --> 00:30:01,440
Speaker 1: way that goes that advice is like like kind of

481
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:07,960
Speaker 1: uh uh complicated in a monogamous relationship, but in a

482
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:11,959
Speaker 1: polyamorous relationship, it's like dog, you know, if they're if

483
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:17,040
Speaker 1: they're if they're having a baby without you, that's like, yeah,

484
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:19,600
Speaker 1: that's that's a lot. I don't think it was a

485
00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:21,240
Speaker 1: mistake to leave in that situation.

486
00:30:22,560 --> 00:30:27,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, And because I had found out like maybe like

487
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:30,520
Speaker 4: not even a month ago, like because I had already

488
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:32,440
Speaker 4: been gone for like a month and a month after

489
00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:36,320
Speaker 4: I left, she's like pregnant now, so that kind of

490
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:38,960
Speaker 4: hurts so I've been trying to deal with that, so

491
00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:41,440
Speaker 4: it's like already, well, like I still have like this

492
00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:44,160
Speaker 4: big open wound. Like they it's just like they dig

493
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:50,040
Speaker 4: it even deeper. And yeah, I just and I try

494
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:52,040
Speaker 4: to be so understand. I haven't done anything but be

495
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:54,840
Speaker 4: so wonderful to them about it, and I try so hard,

496
00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:58,520
Speaker 4: but it just hurts so much because like, and no

497
00:30:58,560 --> 00:31:01,680
Speaker 4: one has like really under stood like what I'm talking about.

498
00:31:01,720 --> 00:31:04,120
Speaker 4: Like I tried to speak to one of my friends

499
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,720
Speaker 4: about it, and he was just like, oh, you're you're jealous.

500
00:31:06,720 --> 00:31:09,560
Speaker 4: You're just like, no, I'm not jealous. It's like the

501
00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:12,120
Speaker 4: wrong word. But it's like, you know, we had like

502
00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:15,600
Speaker 4: lightly talked about it, and if anybody would have a baby,

503
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:19,600
Speaker 4: it would be me, and even if our girlfriend were

504
00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:22,480
Speaker 4: to get pregnant, it would be like my baby too.

505
00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:25,080
Speaker 4: And now that baby's going to exist and it's not

506
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,560
Speaker 4: my baby, you know what I mean. It's just like

507
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:30,920
Speaker 4: kind of painful. I know, it's a very weird situation,

508
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,719
Speaker 4: but it's just a situation that I was living in

509
00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:35,800
Speaker 4: for years. So it's r I mean, and no one

510
00:31:35,840 --> 00:31:36,640
Speaker 4: relates to it.

511
00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:38,640
Speaker 1: I know, I know, I know what you mean. I

512
00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:40,480
Speaker 1: know what you mean, and even like, again, it's a

513
00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:43,880
Speaker 1: weird situation. There's like a polyamorous element to it. But

514
00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:46,280
Speaker 1: I mean, if you take out the polyamorous element of it, right,

515
00:31:46,320 --> 00:31:48,640
Speaker 1: and it's like you and this lady you talk about

516
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:50,800
Speaker 1: having a baby together and then you see your having

517
00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:54,080
Speaker 1: a baby with someone else, you know the clear as

518
00:31:54,160 --> 00:32:02,200
Speaker 1: day as to why that would be emotionally difficult. How

519
00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:07,480
Speaker 1: long ago did you exit from the group chat?

520
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:16,520
Speaker 4: I officially moved out, like early April. M hmm.

521
00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:19,160
Speaker 1: Okay, so this is pretty new.

522
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:21,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's it's still really new.

523
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:23,440
Speaker 1: This is very fresh.

524
00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:25,320
Speaker 2: M hmm.

525
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:26,880
Speaker 1: Yeah. How old are you?

526
00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:29,840
Speaker 4: I'm about to be twenty two?

527
00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 1: Oh oh man, I know, I know you're gonna be.

528
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:37,600
Speaker 1: You're gonna be. You're gonna be just fine, My friends,

529
00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:41,720
Speaker 1: You're gonna be just fine. You're gonna I'm way more

530
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:47,120
Speaker 1: worried about, uh, the people. Those two they're in for

531
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:51,960
Speaker 1: a treat. You got you about of all three of

532
00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:56,400
Speaker 1: you guys, you guys, of all three of you guys,

533
00:32:56,480 --> 00:33:00,320
Speaker 1: she you got out the best, it seems, because it

534
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:02,520
Speaker 1: sounds like a lot of you guys got the best

535
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:06,680
Speaker 1: of you gotta the best of them, Because it sounds

536
00:33:06,760 --> 00:33:13,719
Speaker 1: like the lady that you initially got engaged with was

537
00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:16,880
Speaker 1: like playing some weird mind power games and doing a

538
00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:22,480
Speaker 1: whole thing, and then you know that sucks for her,

539
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:25,520
Speaker 1: and then it's gonna suck for whoever she raises the

540
00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:31,040
Speaker 1: baby with. So I mean, yeah, that's a lot. That's

541
00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:35,520
Speaker 1: a lot. Yeah, that's a lot you should be. I

542
00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:37,560
Speaker 1: don't know, you should be doing graffiti or something.

543
00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:42,720
Speaker 4: I know I need to do something else. But yeah,

544
00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:45,040
Speaker 4: she was. Can I talk a little bit more about it?

545
00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:47,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course, okay.

546
00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:50,760
Speaker 4: She was just like also like super like controlling, Like

547
00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:54,080
Speaker 4: I like smoke and stuff, and she was like so

548
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:57,080
Speaker 4: mean about it, like not just like a normal like

549
00:33:57,400 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 4: amount of like hair, I want you to stop smoking,

550
00:33:59,560 --> 00:34:03,720
Speaker 4: but like like ultimatums like all the time. She's always

551
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:07,000
Speaker 4: trying to control and change like everything about me to

552
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:10,520
Speaker 4: where like it just is so like miserable, and like

553
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:13,279
Speaker 4: one thing of like moving out was it's like raw,

554
00:34:13,400 --> 00:34:19,560
Speaker 4: I can like do this and that now nervous. But yeah,

555
00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:23,120
Speaker 4: it's just crazy how controlling she was. But I still

556
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:24,840
Speaker 4: miss them a lot, and I don't know why.

557
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:28,719
Speaker 1: I well, I mean it makes sense that your your

558
00:34:28,719 --> 00:34:32,840
Speaker 1: body has uh uh, well, the literal answer as to

559
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,200
Speaker 1: why you miss them is that your brain has formed

560
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:42,640
Speaker 1: neurochemical trenches that align themselves with their presence over a

561
00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:45,480
Speaker 1: period of time, and it takes a certain period of

562
00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:50,200
Speaker 1: time for those trenches in your brain to be entrenched

563
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:58,800
Speaker 1: a little longer than three months. Yeah, are you dating?

564
00:34:58,840 --> 00:35:01,759
Speaker 1: Are you on? What's the are you on? Field? Is

565
00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:03,840
Speaker 1: that the one field?

566
00:35:05,880 --> 00:35:09,440
Speaker 4: No? I I tried like a little bit, like not

567
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,760
Speaker 4: like one into like day or anything, but just maybe

568
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:14,879
Speaker 4: like see people and meet people, but that didn't go well.

569
00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:17,760
Speaker 4: So I'm just like I straight up and just gonna,

570
00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:20,319
Speaker 4: you know, not be with anybody. Like I'm to the

571
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:23,600
Speaker 4: point to where I'm just for here on out for

572
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:26,479
Speaker 4: I just don't want to be around like, I don't

573
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:28,920
Speaker 4: think anyone. I don't want any partners or anything.

574
00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:35,320
Speaker 1: Well, what's the rest of your life look like your friends?

575
00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:41,879
Speaker 4: Not too much. I just work a lot. Hopefully I

576
00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:46,520
Speaker 4: can break my way up where I work, and hopefully

577
00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:48,719
Speaker 4: I can go on vacation October.

578
00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:51,880
Speaker 1: Where do you want to go on vacation October?

579
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:56,279
Speaker 4: I really don't know. I'm kind of even thinking like

580
00:35:56,400 --> 00:36:02,479
Speaker 4: New York. I'm thinking with Canada. Yeah, I've never been

581
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:07,279
Speaker 4: really out of Tennessee. So you know, I don't. I

582
00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:07,960
Speaker 4: don't really know.

583
00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:10,760
Speaker 1: But you've Tennessee.

584
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,880
Speaker 4: No, I've really never been out of Tennessee.

585
00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:17,640
Speaker 1: Homegirl. What's your name again, Sedona? Sedonah? How did I

586
00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:21,640
Speaker 1: forget that? Sedonah? Sdonah, Sedona? You have so much life,

587
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:25,600
Speaker 1: Jesus man, you have so much life to go and live.

588
00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:28,920
Speaker 4: I know. I I don't feel like I'll get to

589
00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:33,880
Speaker 4: like live a lot though, Why cause I just like,

590
00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:38,440
Speaker 4: even like I work NonStop and the like job I

591
00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:41,000
Speaker 4: have now is kind of like the same field I'm

592
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:43,040
Speaker 4: going to be in, probably hopefully for the rest of

593
00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:45,759
Speaker 4: my life. So I know, kind of like what that

594
00:36:45,800 --> 00:36:47,880
Speaker 4: looks like? It's good, and like I'm not going to

595
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:50,640
Speaker 4: have like a lot of time to like travel because

596
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:53,960
Speaker 4: you know, I'm just not gonna have that a lot.

597
00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:56,480
Speaker 1: So what's the job medical?

598
00:36:57,480 --> 00:37:00,520
Speaker 4: I hope run a hotel. Mmmm.

599
00:37:01,440 --> 00:37:05,280
Speaker 1: Well interesting, You're like, that's that's kind of interesting because

600
00:37:06,040 --> 00:37:07,640
Speaker 1: the travelers are coming to you.

601
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:10,239
Speaker 4: I know they are. They're coming to me.

602
00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:13,799
Speaker 1: So like you know, when you meet some guy and

603
00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:19,359
Speaker 1: his wife from uh Columbus, Ohio, you talk to them

604
00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:21,840
Speaker 1: for a little bit, it's like you get to visit Columbus, Ohio,

605
00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:25,040
Speaker 1: my proxy.

606
00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:27,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, I try to enjoy it, but like like in

607
00:37:27,960 --> 00:37:30,239
Speaker 4: the position I'm at, like the only guests I really

608
00:37:30,239 --> 00:37:34,400
Speaker 4: get to talk to or ones that are terrible people

609
00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:37,600
Speaker 4: and that are like causing major issues. So like it's

610
00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:40,799
Speaker 4: also made me kind of like lose faith in humanity

611
00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:44,520
Speaker 4: and like the kind of not like people anymore. I

612
00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:48,280
Speaker 4: just am always you know, I just discussed at people.

613
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:54,920
Speaker 1: Now, what like give me some examples.

614
00:37:52,640 --> 00:37:58,080
Speaker 4: Some examples, Yeah, oh my gosh. We have like a

615
00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:01,600
Speaker 4: lot of like scam artists come in. I had one yesterday,

616
00:38:01,760 --> 00:38:04,919
Speaker 4: but one that really sticks out to me was when

617
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:08,000
Speaker 4: it was still like cold outside and it was this

618
00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:10,680
Speaker 4: lady and her little kid, and since she had like

619
00:38:10,719 --> 00:38:13,239
Speaker 4: a little boy with her, we felt really like, man,

620
00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:16,160
Speaker 4: we really got to help. So we gave her like

621
00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:20,520
Speaker 4: a free room. And this was whenever, like we were

622
00:38:20,520 --> 00:38:23,160
Speaker 4: getting like really iced in and stuff, and all of

623
00:38:23,200 --> 00:38:25,640
Speaker 4: the employees were like, because you know, whenever it's like

624
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:28,640
Speaker 4: in the winter and it's like icing in. Employees of hotels,

625
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:31,640
Speaker 4: we like essentially lived at the hotel, so they were

626
00:38:31,680 --> 00:38:34,440
Speaker 4: like giving us like dinner and like every meal. So

627
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:37,040
Speaker 4: we were like seeding those two, like the mom and

628
00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:41,920
Speaker 4: the kid as well. I forget exactly like what went down,

629
00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:44,560
Speaker 4: but she was doing like some really sketchy stuff when

630
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:46,960
Speaker 4: we asked her to leave and we had to get

631
00:38:46,960 --> 00:38:51,120
Speaker 4: the cops involved. And what's that little you know when

632
00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:53,359
Speaker 4: people have to have like their like colon or something

633
00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:56,879
Speaker 4: removed and they have that little tube with a bag? Yes,

634
00:38:56,880 --> 00:39:00,840
Speaker 4: what's that called colostomy bag? Yeah, she's showed me hers.

635
00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:03,520
Speaker 4: She like it was like a feel bad and she

636
00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:06,640
Speaker 4: like pulled down her pants and like whipped out her bag.

637
00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:10,000
Speaker 4: And I've never been so disgusted in my entire line.

638
00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:13,960
Speaker 4: It was horrible. Yeah, I just completely snapped in that moment.

639
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:16,520
Speaker 4: I was like, you gotta go, you gotta go right now.

640
00:39:16,719 --> 00:39:19,320
Speaker 1: Is that the was that the moment where you told.

641
00:39:20,360 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 4: Oh, no, I was telling her that before. Yeah, she

642
00:39:23,160 --> 00:39:25,960
Speaker 4: was pulling every every trick out of the bag. She

643
00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:28,520
Speaker 4: was like, I got this, I got that like feel

644
00:39:28,520 --> 00:39:31,200
Speaker 4: bad for me, feel bad for me. But she you know,

645
00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:33,799
Speaker 4: it happened so often. We kind of like feel like

646
00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:35,960
Speaker 4: we were kind of fulled that time and we got

647
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:38,680
Speaker 4: like kind of like scanned a little bit. But she

648
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:41,360
Speaker 4: was also kind of like you know, nick lesting her

649
00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:43,960
Speaker 4: child a little bit. So we're just letting it happen.

650
00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:46,279
Speaker 4: To take care of him a little bit, but there's

651
00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:47,399
Speaker 4: only so much we can do.

652
00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:50,320
Speaker 1: Sedana, you're a good soul.

653
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:51,640
Speaker 4: Well, thank you. Good.

654
00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:54,759
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

655
00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:56,239
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

656
00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:57,480
Speaker 4: I don't think so.

657
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:01,520
Speaker 1: All right, Hi, hang in there, man, you're gonna You're

658
00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:04,920
Speaker 1: gonna be okay. You know you're gonna. I think you

659
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:05,600
Speaker 1: got out good.

660
00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:08,799
Speaker 4: All right, Thank you, gag. I appreciate you.

661
00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:10,600
Speaker 1: Bye bye, take care.

662
00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:19,440
Speaker 3: Hello from Elizabeth. Hello, Hello, Hi, Oh my goodness, this

663
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:21,160
Speaker 3: is so funny.

664
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:21,839
Speaker 1: What's your name?

665
00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:23,719
Speaker 3: How are you doing? My name is.

666
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:27,600
Speaker 1: Elizabeth, Elizabeth. How am I doing? I'm doing all right,

667
00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:29,160
Speaker 1: I'm living my life.

668
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:29,879
Speaker 2: That's good.

669
00:40:30,360 --> 00:40:33,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, as you should. As you should. I know you

670
00:40:33,680 --> 00:40:35,520
Speaker 3: hear this all the time, but I've been calling since

671
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:37,360
Speaker 3: like twenty twenty. I was just looking at all of

672
00:40:37,440 --> 00:40:38,480
Speaker 3: the times I've called you.

673
00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:44,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's crazy I've been doing it this long. But well,

674
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:46,560
Speaker 1: so what have you been What have you been wanting

675
00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:49,080
Speaker 1: to talk about?

676
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:53,080
Speaker 3: I don't know. I feel like we are twin souls

677
00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:56,200
Speaker 3: in a weird way. Like my whole life, I knew

678
00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:59,080
Speaker 3: I wanted to like help people and talk to people

679
00:40:59,120 --> 00:41:01,879
Speaker 3: about their problem. And I just absolutely love the way

680
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 3: that you use your platform. And I listened to you

681
00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:07,960
Speaker 3: all through college when I was studying to be a counselor,

682
00:41:08,239 --> 00:41:10,839
Speaker 3: and like, in the weirdest way, I took so many

683
00:41:10,880 --> 00:41:13,000
Speaker 3: ways that you talk to people and get people to

684
00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:16,520
Speaker 3: open up. I just think you have a gift with it.

685
00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:17,360
Speaker 2: Thank you.

686
00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:22,960
Speaker 1: It's really really sweet. I really appreciate that. Yeah, yeah,

687
00:41:23,320 --> 00:41:24,680
Speaker 1: so you're Are you a counselor?

688
00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:29,240
Speaker 3: I want to be. I'm actually like a general manager

689
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:34,239
Speaker 3: of a mellow mushroom right now. It's kind of it

690
00:41:34,280 --> 00:41:38,200
Speaker 3: matches my personality at heart, because like I'm a smoker,

691
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:40,799
Speaker 3: and no part of me ever like it didn't really

692
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:44,600
Speaker 3: mesh in my head to like smoke weed but then

693
00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 3: also be a counselor. So it was really hard for

694
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:50,040
Speaker 3: me during school to try to mesh the two. But

695
00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:52,920
Speaker 3: at the same time, it was like smoking helps you

696
00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:55,799
Speaker 3: connect with people so much to like, in the ideal world,

697
00:41:55,880 --> 00:41:58,279
Speaker 3: if I could just be a counselor and have like

698
00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:00,960
Speaker 3: a smoke sash with all my clients, I feel like

699
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:02,160
Speaker 3: I got help so many people.

700
00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:05,279
Speaker 1: I have so many things to say that I mean,

701
00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:08,480
Speaker 1: good news is you can absolutely smoke a ton of

702
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:11,960
Speaker 1: weed and be the general manager of Melo Mushroom Pizza.

703
00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:14,759
Speaker 1: I fuck with Mela Mushron Pizza heavy. I love a

704
00:42:14,840 --> 00:42:17,600
Speaker 1: Melo Mushroom Pizza. Where are they? Where are they located?

705
00:42:17,640 --> 00:42:17,839
Speaker 4: Again?

706
00:42:17,880 --> 00:42:19,960
Speaker 1: I know I've been to them before a bunch of that,

707
00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:23,600
Speaker 1: but they're like kind of specifically in some region of

708
00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:24,839
Speaker 1: the states. Where are they?

709
00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:29,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, like they started in Atlanta and they're all over

710
00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:33,080
Speaker 3: the country now, but they're I'm I'm in Georgia.

711
00:42:33,360 --> 00:42:38,440
Speaker 1: So yeah, Melo mushrom Pizza is awesome. I have to

712
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:40,279
Speaker 1: say that. I mean, it depends on who you are.

713
00:42:40,360 --> 00:42:43,480
Speaker 1: Sometimes weed helpspe connect with people. Other times it does

714
00:42:44,000 --> 00:42:46,759
Speaker 1: the true exact opposite, and I'm like, yeah, I don't

715
00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:49,839
Speaker 1: want to talk to anyone, you know.

716
00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:52,759
Speaker 3: I feel like every time I've ever smoked with anybody,

717
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:57,640
Speaker 3: like it's either like that person never wants to smoke

718
00:42:57,680 --> 00:43:00,400
Speaker 3: with me again because I unlocked up or to their

719
00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:05,120
Speaker 3: personality that they didn't know like existed, or like that

720
00:43:05,160 --> 00:43:08,600
Speaker 3: person becomes like almost addicted to me, where they can't

721
00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:12,360
Speaker 3: stop unlocking parts of themselves through conversation.

722
00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:14,879
Speaker 1: Okay, tell me more about this, Tell me more about

723
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:18,920
Speaker 1: the how you feel like you unlock parts of people

724
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:19,799
Speaker 1: through conversation.

725
00:43:21,480 --> 00:43:25,880
Speaker 3: So it's like, if you can get a person to

726
00:43:26,000 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 3: see that you see them and you're not just like

727
00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:33,759
Speaker 3: talking to them with the script, then you've won and

728
00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 3: they know that they are seen, then they'll open up

729
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:42,240
Speaker 3: in ways that they wanted of if they felt overlooked totally.

730
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:47,560
Speaker 3: And I feel like the way I use smoking, like

731
00:43:47,640 --> 00:43:51,080
Speaker 3: it just completely unlocks that first layer of yourself, because

732
00:43:51,120 --> 00:43:54,240
Speaker 3: that's at least how it affects me, Like I'm able

733
00:43:54,280 --> 00:43:57,680
Speaker 3: to be who I am meant to be without the

734
00:43:57,760 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 3: layers of anxiety lock in myself.

735
00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:03,040
Speaker 1: Then you're able to be here you're meant to be

736
00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:07,400
Speaker 1: with up layers of anxiety locking you in. So we okay,

737
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:10,480
Speaker 1: so we does the opp weed makes you less anxious

738
00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:12,440
Speaker 1: so that you can be yourself?

739
00:44:13,480 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 3: Yes, ok I know it's not the same for everybody, Okay.

740
00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:21,000
Speaker 1: And do you still desire to be a counselor it

741
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:26,040
Speaker 1: sounds like this is a big, a big thing for you.

742
00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:32,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like my whole life, like I've been like the

743
00:44:32,160 --> 00:44:35,160
Speaker 3: the mediator of every like situation I've been in. So

744
00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:36,719
Speaker 3: it kind of just like it's a natural part of

745
00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:39,520
Speaker 3: my personality where it kind of felt silly to go

746
00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:42,440
Speaker 3: to school for it because it was like flying through

747
00:44:42,440 --> 00:44:46,320
Speaker 3: school with a's because it's just discovering parts of yourself

748
00:44:46,360 --> 00:44:50,719
Speaker 3: through the textbook almost and a part of me really

749
00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:53,720
Speaker 3: wants to do that, but it's like going to school

750
00:44:54,400 --> 00:44:57,840
Speaker 3: is so expensive that it just seems like a corporate

751
00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:59,480
Speaker 3: game that I don't want to be a part of.

752
00:45:00,080 --> 00:45:02,040
Speaker 3: Like I can help people without going to school.

753
00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:05,080
Speaker 1: I mean, here's if you really want to. You can

754
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:09,800
Speaker 1: totally uh start a twitch stream where you talk to

755
00:45:09,880 --> 00:45:15,359
Speaker 1: people on the phone and uh and and smoke weed

756
00:45:15,440 --> 00:45:18,239
Speaker 1: with them. You know, there's nothing stopping you from doing that.

757
00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:23,120
Speaker 1: You can be a coach. You've thought about it.

758
00:45:23,120 --> 00:45:23,399
Speaker 3: You should?

759
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:24,920
Speaker 1: You should? You should? You should do it? It sounds like

760
00:45:24,920 --> 00:45:26,040
Speaker 1: it's something you want to do. I mean, you can

761
00:45:26,080 --> 00:45:29,359
Speaker 1: go into the streets and be like uh Lucy from

762
00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:33,239
Speaker 1: Peanuts and just fucking be like smoke and hang out

763
00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:37,560
Speaker 1: with me and people people when you don't I've noticed, Uh,

764
00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:39,200
Speaker 1: this is a thing I've noticed by the fact of

765
00:45:39,239 --> 00:45:41,960
Speaker 1: like just walking around in the get Go suit and whatnot.

766
00:45:42,160 --> 00:45:45,160
Speaker 1: It's very funny to me because like doing all this

767
00:45:45,239 --> 00:45:48,359
Speaker 1: stuff is second nature to me because I've been doing

768
00:45:48,400 --> 00:45:51,400
Speaker 1: it for so long. But uh, I'm like, anytime you

769
00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:57,880
Speaker 1: set up a thing, people notice, you know, especially in

770
00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:01,359
Speaker 1: real life, particularly in real life, if you set up

771
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:05,160
Speaker 1: a little thing, people who walk by, they look at

772
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:07,160
Speaker 1: your little thing and they go, what's this little thing?

773
00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:13,239
Speaker 1: So yeah, I think I'm I'm pro little thing like

774
00:46:13,280 --> 00:46:15,640
Speaker 1: that park that I'm always filming at Washington Square Park,

775
00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:17,879
Speaker 1: there's all sorts of people there with their with their

776
00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:20,200
Speaker 1: little thing. Like I stopped by there yesterday and there

777
00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:23,279
Speaker 1: was a guy who's like had a little table up

778
00:46:23,719 --> 00:46:28,280
Speaker 1: being like, uh, you should pretend like God is real,

779
00:46:29,160 --> 00:46:32,239
Speaker 1: And he had a whole line of people talking to him.

780
00:46:32,880 --> 00:46:34,600
Speaker 1: He wasn't famous or nothing. He just had a whole

781
00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:37,000
Speaker 1: lot of people who wanted to talk be a part

782
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:40,480
Speaker 1: of his little thing, debating him about God. You know.

783
00:46:40,719 --> 00:46:44,239
Speaker 1: So just do a little do a little thing if

784
00:46:44,239 --> 00:46:47,759
Speaker 1: that's If that's what you so desire, I think you'll

785
00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:48,399
Speaker 1: have a good time.

786
00:46:49,480 --> 00:46:53,880
Speaker 3: Mm hmm. I definitely I definitely need to what's your

787
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:57,000
Speaker 3: like number one piece of advice for somebody who's trying

788
00:46:57,040 --> 00:47:02,040
Speaker 3: to start a little thing, like uh, out in the wild.

789
00:47:03,320 --> 00:47:05,400
Speaker 1: My number one piece of advice for someone trying to

790
00:47:05,400 --> 00:47:08,919
Speaker 1: start a little thing out in the wild, is uh,

791
00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:16,239
Speaker 1: push at least thirty minutes past the when you have

792
00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:20,239
Speaker 1: that thought, when you have that inevitable thought of I

793
00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:22,680
Speaker 1: feel really stupid right now. I think this is a

794
00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:26,840
Speaker 1: stupid and bad idea. You should push back, push through

795
00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:30,239
Speaker 1: that for at least thirty minutes, because it's always on

796
00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:32,640
Speaker 1: the other side of that idea, And that's fine. I never,

797
00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:35,879
Speaker 1: I never, I never don't get that feeling, even after

798
00:47:35,920 --> 00:47:37,440
Speaker 1: doing it for so long. I still every time I

799
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:40,040
Speaker 1: go out and walk around in that costume, I still

800
00:47:40,120 --> 00:47:41,879
Speaker 1: get a little feeling of like I feel a little

801
00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:45,240
Speaker 1: stupid right now. I think this was like a stupid idea,

802
00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 1: even though it's worked so many times. Every time I

803
00:47:48,719 --> 00:47:50,360
Speaker 1: do it, I'm like, no, this is a stupid idea.

804
00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:53,759
Speaker 1: So but then, but then on the on the other

805
00:47:53,840 --> 00:47:56,400
Speaker 1: end of that, like usually about a half hour after

806
00:47:56,560 --> 00:48:00,799
Speaker 1: deciding that what I'm doing is a stupid idea, is

807
00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:03,280
Speaker 1: when something fun and cool happens.

808
00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:07,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, I respect you so much for like breaking the

809
00:48:07,840 --> 00:48:13,640
Speaker 3: boundary with like, you know, I'm not trying to sound

810
00:48:13,680 --> 00:48:16,000
Speaker 3: any type of way, but like stressing up as a

811
00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:19,719
Speaker 3: green gecko and like breaking the boundary with people with

812
00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:23,120
Speaker 3: that is crazy and that's such a cool, unique thing.

813
00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:27,080
Speaker 1: Well, I'll tell you this, I genuinely do believe I

814
00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:30,480
Speaker 1: am being this. I'm being one hundred percent years. I

815
00:48:30,600 --> 00:48:34,399
Speaker 1: genuinely believe that being the general manager at a Melo

816
00:48:34,440 --> 00:48:38,719
Speaker 1: Mushroom pizza is more difficult than dressing up as a

817
00:48:38,719 --> 00:48:44,200
Speaker 1: gecko and walking around. So yeah, you so, I think

818
00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:48,080
Speaker 1: that you have already done the more difficult thing, and thus,

819
00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:50,759
Speaker 1: if you want to do another little thing where you

820
00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:54,280
Speaker 1: put yourself out there, I think you're you're well primed.

821
00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:56,320
Speaker 1: Are you with a baby right now? Do you have

822
00:48:56,360 --> 00:48:56,840
Speaker 1: a baby?

823
00:48:57,000 --> 00:48:57,840
Speaker 2: I hear a baby?

824
00:48:57,960 --> 00:49:01,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm so sorry. I'm in the car with my daughter. Actually,

825
00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:06,120
Speaker 3: crazy story. My cat is in the urgent tear right now,

826
00:49:06,400 --> 00:49:09,120
Speaker 3: and I was trying to distract myself by calling you,

827
00:49:09,320 --> 00:49:10,720
Speaker 3: and I'm baby bitting my daughter.

828
00:49:11,560 --> 00:49:13,760
Speaker 1: How old is your daughter?

829
00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:16,799
Speaker 3: My daughter is eighteen months old?

830
00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:20,400
Speaker 1: Wow, wait, you also have a daughter. That's way harder

831
00:49:20,440 --> 00:49:25,520
Speaker 1: than setting up a fucking You've done so many You've

832
00:49:25,560 --> 00:49:27,520
Speaker 1: done so many things in your life that are way

833
00:49:27,600 --> 00:49:31,920
Speaker 1: harder than you know, setting up a fucking sign at

834
00:49:31,920 --> 00:49:36,759
Speaker 1: a park and talking to people. So yeah, you're already there.

835
00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:41,160
Speaker 1: How yeah, how's it been how's how the eighteen months been.

836
00:49:42,520 --> 00:49:46,719
Speaker 3: It's been good. I never really thought that I'd enjoy

837
00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:49,640
Speaker 3: parenting as much as I do. It's really fun to

838
00:49:49,760 --> 00:49:54,840
Speaker 3: have like all the first experiences with somebody and walking

839
00:49:54,840 --> 00:49:59,240
Speaker 3: them through it and like being like, I'm twenty four

840
00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:03,319
Speaker 3: and I just I decided to have kids young because

841
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:07,160
Speaker 3: I knew I was ready to grow up with my

842
00:50:07,239 --> 00:50:09,640
Speaker 3: best friend, you know what I mean without founding so

843
00:50:09,719 --> 00:50:11,600
Speaker 3: cliche mm hmm.

844
00:50:12,880 --> 00:50:16,040
Speaker 1: Your your daughter being your best friend or your.

845
00:50:16,160 --> 00:50:21,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, my daughter. It's like, you know that everybody has

846
00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:23,440
Speaker 3: different experiences with their kids, but I always knew that

847
00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:24,560
Speaker 3: i'd be close to mine.

848
00:50:25,480 --> 00:50:25,919
Speaker 4: M hmm.

849
00:50:26,520 --> 00:50:28,080
Speaker 1: And who's the father.

850
00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:34,560
Speaker 3: My husband? I met him when I was twenty two.

851
00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:38,960
Speaker 3: I dropped out of college and started working at Mellow Mushroom,

852
00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:47,040
Speaker 3: and you know, wow, everything went from there.

853
00:50:47,600 --> 00:50:49,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, what's what's your husband do?

854
00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:54,520
Speaker 3: He works? His job's blame his job, blame. He works

855
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:58,360
Speaker 3: in a big cold warehouse. He works in a big freezer.

856
00:50:59,440 --> 00:51:01,239
Speaker 1: And how is it for him being a father?

857
00:51:03,080 --> 00:51:03,919
Speaker 4: He loves it.

858
00:51:04,280 --> 00:51:08,440
Speaker 3: He's actually like the best dad he could ever be. Like,

859
00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:12,160
Speaker 3: he lets me really kind of explore who I want

860
00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:14,680
Speaker 3: to be still even though I'm so young, and he

861
00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:18,920
Speaker 3: takes care of her and is really there for us

862
00:51:18,960 --> 00:51:21,279
Speaker 3: in every way that he could be. And I know

863
00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:24,640
Speaker 3: I am so blessed compared to like I hear so

864
00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:29,400
Speaker 3: many people with young dads nowadays, Like it's like the

865
00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:34,000
Speaker 3: whole father experience has like changed, and I'm so thankful

866
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:36,040
Speaker 3: to have a good one. I don't know, I feel

867
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:38,319
Speaker 3: like a lot of dads are like deadbeats nowadays. And

868
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:44,160
Speaker 3: without that sounded too harsh, I just hearing things from

869
00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:47,960
Speaker 3: friends and co workers. It's like I know that, like

870
00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:53,040
Speaker 3: the fact that my child's father reads their bedtime stories

871
00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:56,120
Speaker 3: and changes their diapers and gives their backs, like is

872
00:51:56,120 --> 00:51:56,760
Speaker 3: a big deal.

873
00:52:00,040 --> 00:52:07,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, mm hmm. What do you have in mind for

874
00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:08,279
Speaker 1: this little thing you want to do?

875
00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:14,680
Speaker 3: I really want to go back to school, I think

876
00:52:15,440 --> 00:52:21,279
Speaker 3: in general, and I want to start something creative to

877
00:52:21,400 --> 00:52:25,480
Speaker 3: help people. Like I was saying earlier, I really like

878
00:52:25,600 --> 00:52:27,480
Speaker 3: like outdoor stuff.

879
00:52:27,360 --> 00:52:27,680
Speaker 2: And.

880
00:52:29,280 --> 00:52:34,360
Speaker 3: I think they're messing something like, uh something crazy outdoor

881
00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:39,360
Speaker 3: with like counseling mixed with smoking. I just think would

882
00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:44,799
Speaker 3: be like the coolest, But I know that there's gonna

883
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:45,919
Speaker 3: be a lot of steps to get there.

884
00:52:49,040 --> 00:52:51,360
Speaker 1: Well, trying not to think too many about the steps

885
00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:57,680
Speaker 1: and just do the thing. Yeah, well, I'll hear you.

886
00:52:57,840 --> 00:53:00,160
Speaker 1: I hear your daughter asking for you, So I'm I'll

887
00:53:00,239 --> 00:53:03,440
Speaker 1: let you go. But so, what is your name again?

888
00:53:04,520 --> 00:53:08,040
Speaker 1: My name's Elizabeth, Elizabeth, Elizabeth, Thank you very much for sharing.

889
00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:08,960
Speaker 1: I appreciate it.

890
00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:11,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, thank you for talking to me.

891
00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:12,759
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

892
00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:14,520
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

893
00:53:16,680 --> 00:53:19,200
Speaker 3: Live long and prosper swag out?

894
00:53:20,880 --> 00:53:21,680
Speaker 1: Thank you, Elizabeth.

895
00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:23,919
Speaker 3: Sure, have a great night.

896
00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:25,280
Speaker 1: You too, by Elizabeth.

897
00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:26,680
Speaker 2: Bye.

898
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:32,520
Speaker 1: That was Elizabeth. Good lady. Melow Mushroom Pizza is a

899
00:53:32,560 --> 00:53:36,080
Speaker 1: good time. Where did they? Where are where are they?

900
00:53:36,280 --> 00:53:38,759
Speaker 1: They're in Georgia. All right, we're doing it. We're gonna

901
00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:40,480
Speaker 1: I gotta I gotta start doing. I gotta do a

902
00:53:40,520 --> 00:53:46,200
Speaker 1: new podcast that's just looking at stuff on Wikipedia. Okay,

903
00:53:46,239 --> 00:53:49,879
Speaker 1: it's in Atlanta. But there's a bunch of them, right,

904
00:53:49,920 --> 00:53:54,960
Speaker 1: there's one hundred and seventy of them, holy shit, across

905
00:53:55,400 --> 00:54:03,120
Speaker 1: twenty states. Yeah, it's like a stonery pizza place. It's

906
00:54:03,160 --> 00:54:06,080
Speaker 1: pretty good. Okay, when I'm in Atlanta, I'm gonna go.

907
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:09,520
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go to this Melow Mushrom Pizza is gonna

908
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:15,480
Speaker 1: be sick. Hello. Folks, this is Lyle Gecko. Man. I'm

909
00:54:15,520 --> 00:54:22,640
Speaker 1: gonna end the podcast by doing one gek mail, maybe two.

910
00:54:23,800 --> 00:54:26,560
Speaker 1: I'll see how I feel. I shouldn't have even brought

911
00:54:26,560 --> 00:54:29,120
Speaker 1: it up. I made a mistake. I brought it up,

912
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:32,239
Speaker 1: and some people are expecting to. But if I had

913
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:34,600
Speaker 1: just said, we're gonna read one and then I had

914
00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:36,800
Speaker 1: been like, you know what, let's do two, and that

915
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:38,719
Speaker 1: it would have been a pleasant surprise, as opposed to

916
00:54:40,200 --> 00:54:42,359
Speaker 1: now I you know, I could have set myself up

917
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:46,680
Speaker 1: for only the possibility of a pleasant surprise, and now

918
00:54:46,719 --> 00:54:50,760
Speaker 1: I've set myself up for only the possibility of either

919
00:54:50,960 --> 00:54:57,279
Speaker 1: a disappointment or something that was already anticipated. So I

920
00:54:57,320 --> 00:54:59,440
Speaker 1: fucked up. That's why you can't let people know your

921
00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:02,600
Speaker 1: plans to in advanced folks. That's why you can't let

922
00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:04,800
Speaker 1: people know your plans do foreign advance anyway. I forget

923
00:55:04,800 --> 00:55:06,080
Speaker 1: what I even said. I forget where I am. I

924
00:55:06,120 --> 00:55:12,640
Speaker 1: don't know what year it is. I'm crazy. I did

925
00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:18,840
Speaker 1: four rounds of ketamine therapy over the past few weeks.

926
00:55:19,120 --> 00:55:22,680
Speaker 1: It was crazy. They scrambled my brain. This isn't an

927
00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:24,239
Speaker 1: email I'm reading. This is just I don't know why

928
00:55:24,239 --> 00:55:25,959
Speaker 1: I decided to talk about this right now. I've wanted

929
00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:31,640
Speaker 1: to talk about this. It scrambled my brain. It didn't

930
00:55:32,320 --> 00:55:37,680
Speaker 1: do the thing I wanted it to do. But what

931
00:55:37,760 --> 00:55:45,080
Speaker 1: happened was I was I was going in, I was

932
00:55:45,120 --> 00:55:47,560
Speaker 1: going in for the injection, and I was really nervous

933
00:55:47,560 --> 00:55:49,960
Speaker 1: about how it would feel, and I wanted something to

934
00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:54,400
Speaker 1: calm me down. So I started thinking about Larry David

935
00:55:55,080 --> 00:55:57,879
Speaker 1: and I started running I started running Curb Your Enthusiasm

936
00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:01,520
Speaker 1: episodes in my head. I was nervous for the ketemine.

937
00:56:01,600 --> 00:56:05,640
Speaker 1: And then when they started injecting me with it, fucking

938
00:56:05,640 --> 00:56:07,719
Speaker 1: all of a sudden, Larry David is guiding me through

939
00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:11,920
Speaker 1: the astral plane. And I didn't really have any life epiphanies.

940
00:56:12,239 --> 00:56:14,160
Speaker 1: I just thought about Larry David guiding me through the

941
00:56:14,160 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 1: astral plane. And then I wake up and the fucking

942
00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:18,600
Speaker 1: nurse is looking at me and she's like, did you

943
00:56:18,680 --> 00:56:22,600
Speaker 1: have any particular feelings? And I was like, I thought

944
00:56:22,600 --> 00:56:26,600
Speaker 1: a lot about Larry David and she was like, oh,

945
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:30,200
Speaker 1: who is that? And I said he's a He's a

946
00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:34,560
Speaker 1: very funny guy and she was like, oh, he's a comedian.

947
00:56:34,840 --> 00:56:37,120
Speaker 1: I was like yeah, and she was like, do you

948
00:56:37,160 --> 00:56:39,759
Speaker 1: know him? And I was like, no, but he's a

949
00:56:40,000 --> 00:56:44,680
Speaker 1: very funny guy. And then uh, and then the doctor

950
00:56:44,719 --> 00:56:54,440
Speaker 1: fake laughed and then I gave her money and that

951
00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:58,560
Speaker 1: was it. So that's my review of ketamine therapy. I

952
00:56:58,600 --> 00:57:02,040
Speaker 1: could go more in depth, but h maybe I will,

953
00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:05,560
Speaker 1: but I want to read this email. This is why

954
00:57:05,640 --> 00:57:08,000
Speaker 1: this is the one gak mail I'll read. We got

955
00:57:08,000 --> 00:57:13,120
Speaker 1: one gak mail maybe maybe maybe maybe two, I don't know. Okay,

956
00:57:14,160 --> 00:57:16,959
Speaker 1: this is from This is from someone called Giga Cats.

957
00:57:17,720 --> 00:57:25,600
Speaker 1: Subject line I hate my mother in law. Sometimes I

958
00:57:25,680 --> 00:57:28,439
Speaker 1: truly feel that some people deserve to suffer and some

959
00:57:28,520 --> 00:57:32,920
Speaker 1: deserve to die. Jesus Christ. There's only three people that

960
00:57:32,960 --> 00:57:35,120
Speaker 1: I have this very real hatred for, and my mother

961
00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:37,720
Speaker 1: in law is one of them. I wish I could

962
00:57:37,720 --> 00:57:39,560
Speaker 1: just show up to my boyfriend's house to find out

963
00:57:39,600 --> 00:57:42,960
Speaker 1: she's dead. Oh my god, this is crazy. She's slowly

964
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:47,040
Speaker 1: been losing connections with her family to her intolerable self,

965
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:50,880
Speaker 1: but she deserves it. She deserves to be alone in

966
00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:53,880
Speaker 1: need with no one to help her. Jesus Christ. This

967
00:57:54,000 --> 00:57:55,400
Speaker 1: I feel like this was an email, that this is

968
00:57:55,440 --> 00:57:57,960
Speaker 1: just someone's journal entry and they were like, I'm going

969
00:57:58,000 --> 00:58:04,240
Speaker 1: to send this in. I wish she could feel regret,

970
00:58:04,280 --> 00:58:07,720
Speaker 1: but she is incapable of internalizing her actions, and she

971
00:58:07,760 --> 00:58:11,800
Speaker 1: could never blame herself, only play the victim. Sometimes I

972
00:58:11,840 --> 00:58:14,360
Speaker 1: think about taking matters into my own hands to teach

973
00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:16,720
Speaker 1: her a lesson, but my partner wants me to get

974
00:58:16,720 --> 00:58:19,680
Speaker 1: along with her, and my close relationship to her would

975
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:22,720
Speaker 1: make me a suspect if I were to commit any crimes.

976
00:58:23,280 --> 00:58:30,200
Speaker 1: Jesus Christ. I am left only to think this is

977
00:58:30,240 --> 00:58:32,320
Speaker 1: gonna be like her mother in law, like eight her

978
00:58:32,440 --> 00:58:35,120
Speaker 1: leftovers in the fucking fridge once, or something like that.

979
00:58:37,120 --> 00:58:40,560
Speaker 1: I've been in a committed relationship with her son for

980
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:44,360
Speaker 1: five years and really want to spend my life with him,

981
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,440
Speaker 1: so that requires I interact with her every so often.

982
00:58:47,880 --> 00:58:49,880
Speaker 1: At first, I thought it was just annoying how often

983
00:58:49,920 --> 00:58:52,960
Speaker 1: she would call my boyfriend and how almost every time

984
00:58:53,000 --> 00:58:55,120
Speaker 1: we planned a date she had to ruin it by

985
00:58:55,120 --> 00:58:58,440
Speaker 1: making my boyfriend do work for her. What kind of work?

986
00:58:59,160 --> 00:59:01,960
Speaker 1: But the deeper my relationship has grown, the worse are

987
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:05,000
Speaker 1: the things I learn about and see in her. I'm

988
00:59:05,000 --> 00:59:08,280
Speaker 1: not talking about the neglect towards my boyfriend and his childhood.

989
00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:13,720
Speaker 1: I'm talking about straight up egocentricity and lack of self consciousness.

990
00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:18,200
Speaker 1: Throughout multiple surgeries my boyfriend needed to get done. She

991
00:59:18,240 --> 00:59:22,520
Speaker 1: would dismiss his needs and call him lazy for needing

992
00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:27,760
Speaker 1: so much rest, disgusting for not cleaning his room, and

993
00:59:27,840 --> 00:59:30,560
Speaker 1: worst of all, ask him for tons of favors he

994
00:59:30,640 --> 00:59:34,120
Speaker 1: barely had the physical capacity to do, and guilt trip

995
00:59:34,200 --> 00:59:36,800
Speaker 1: him for not doing them. When he gets mad at

996
00:59:36,840 --> 00:59:39,600
Speaker 1: her and sets boundaries, she'll tell him he needs to

997
00:59:39,600 --> 00:59:42,760
Speaker 1: go to a psychiatrist to get his mood checked, something

998
00:59:43,160 --> 00:59:45,880
Speaker 1: she used to do when he was a minor. It's

999
00:59:45,880 --> 00:59:48,560
Speaker 1: as if she never could realize the things she says,

1000
00:59:50,960 --> 00:59:53,720
Speaker 1: as if her entire uni, as if the entire universe

1001
00:59:53,720 --> 00:59:56,920
Speaker 1: had to respond to her every command. What are your

1002
00:59:56,920 --> 00:59:59,000
Speaker 1: thoughts on people like her? And how do you keep

1003
00:59:59,000 --> 01:00:03,080
Speaker 1: your sanity around them when seeing them is necessary? Thank you, gak,

1004
01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:11,360
Speaker 1: You're an amazing person worthy of love. Okay, you're okay,

1005
01:00:11,400 --> 01:00:13,680
Speaker 1: my actual, my hosband. Your boyfriend needs to do so.

1006
01:00:13,800 --> 01:00:20,200
Speaker 1: Your boyfriend needs to uh deal with this. Your boyfriend

1007
01:00:20,240 --> 01:00:22,280
Speaker 1: needs to deal with this, or you need to deal

1008
01:00:22,280 --> 01:00:25,360
Speaker 1: with It's if if if? If your boyfriend like, because

1009
01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:28,800
Speaker 1: you're an adult, right, I assume I assume you're an adult.

1010
01:00:28,840 --> 01:00:32,600
Speaker 1: I assume your boyfriend's an adult, and like, as to adults,

1011
01:00:32,760 --> 01:00:37,960
Speaker 1: if there's another person who's like making your fucking life

1012
01:00:38,000 --> 01:00:42,160
Speaker 1: a living hell, like you gotta get them out and

1013
01:00:42,200 --> 01:00:44,640
Speaker 1: you gotta I would literally tell your boyfriend like, yo,

1014
01:00:44,680 --> 01:00:49,240
Speaker 1: you gotta, like we need, we need to distance ourselves

1015
01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:53,280
Speaker 1: from your mother or I'm out. I do I do

1016
01:00:53,360 --> 01:00:56,400
Speaker 1: kind of believe that because this because you this woman

1017
01:00:56,480 --> 01:01:00,440
Speaker 1: clearly like you despise her, You despise the way that

1018
01:01:00,520 --> 01:01:04,480
Speaker 1: she treats your boyfriend, and I mean, you want to

1019
01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:09,280
Speaker 1: kill her. This is crazy, This is absolutely insane. Your

1020
01:01:09,320 --> 01:01:11,280
Speaker 1: boyfriend doesn't sound like he needs to be around this lady.

1021
01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:13,560
Speaker 1: You don't sound like you want to be around this lady.

1022
01:01:15,040 --> 01:01:16,640
Speaker 1: So if I were the if the if I were you,

1023
01:01:16,680 --> 01:01:20,440
Speaker 1: I'd be like, yo, dude, you gotta, we gotta get

1024
01:01:20,440 --> 01:01:23,160
Speaker 1: out of here. This is a lot, This is too much.

1025
01:01:23,920 --> 01:01:26,720
Speaker 1: And if he and if it's too hard for him,

1026
01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:31,000
Speaker 1: that does suck. That is a complicated, sad thing. But

1027
01:01:31,080 --> 01:01:32,720
Speaker 1: then I guess you have to decide whether or not

1028
01:01:32,880 --> 01:01:37,080
Speaker 1: like you want to be a part of that. You know,

1029
01:01:38,040 --> 01:01:39,680
Speaker 1: it's up to you. It's a difficult situation.

1030
01:01:39,800 --> 01:01:40,000
Speaker 4: Though.

1031
01:01:41,000 --> 01:01:45,120
Speaker 1: Don't kill this lady. Don't kill this lady, that's a

1032
01:01:45,160 --> 01:01:49,320
Speaker 1: bad idea. I recommend not killing this lady. Thank you

1033
01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:55,120
Speaker 1: for sharing giga cats. Uh. I think this is I

1034
01:01:55,160 --> 01:01:58,320
Speaker 1: think this is the end of the podcast. My name

1035
01:01:58,360 --> 01:02:02,800
Speaker 1: is Lyle. I'm a gecko. H oh, I have an

1036
01:02:02,920 --> 01:02:07,160
Speaker 1: up I have a fun thing. We did a show

1037
01:02:08,680 --> 01:02:13,520
Speaker 1: in Portland a few weeks ago, and in real life,

1038
01:02:14,280 --> 01:02:22,320
Speaker 1: I met the famous train hopping Trip, the caller who

1039
01:02:22,320 --> 01:02:26,080
Speaker 1: hops trains. He showed up on our show as Steve.

1040
01:02:26,840 --> 01:02:30,760
Speaker 1: He legally changed his name to Trip, which is awesome.

1041
01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:36,640
Speaker 1: He came up on stage and he gave us some

1042
01:02:36,680 --> 01:02:38,520
Speaker 1: life updates. It was really cool to meet him in

1043
01:02:38,520 --> 01:02:41,400
Speaker 1: person and ship, you know. That's that's one of the

1044
01:02:41,400 --> 01:02:43,240
Speaker 1: cool things about doing the live shows. You meet a

1045
01:02:43,280 --> 01:02:47,280
Speaker 1: lot of people in person who you met on the phone,

1046
01:02:48,240 --> 01:02:54,720
Speaker 1: which is pretty dope. I'm posting the live shows on

1047
01:02:54,720 --> 01:02:59,920
Speaker 1: my Patreon, Patreon dot com slash Lyle forever, So if

1048
01:03:00,000 --> 01:03:01,760
Speaker 1: if you want to listen to that conversation that we

1049
01:03:01,800 --> 01:03:04,520
Speaker 1: had with Trip, and then also it's a whole episode.

1050
01:03:04,520 --> 01:03:07,840
Speaker 1: It's an hour of that conversation and then other conversations

1051
01:03:07,880 --> 01:03:12,160
Speaker 1: that I had uh from the various live shows that

1052
01:03:12,240 --> 01:03:14,920
Speaker 1: we've been doing across the States. You can go to

1053
01:03:14,960 --> 01:03:19,480
Speaker 1: patreon dot com slash lyle forever to listen to the

1054
01:03:19,520 --> 01:03:23,120
Speaker 1: full thing. Patreon dot com slash lyle forever. I think

1055
01:03:23,120 --> 01:03:29,840
Speaker 1: we just uploaded it the other day. Uh yes, Sunday.

1056
01:03:29,760 --> 01:03:34,600
Speaker 1: The episode is called Therapy Gecko Live. Bonus Therapy Gecko Live.

1057
01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:37,640
Speaker 1: I was invited to an orgy gone wrong. That's a

1058
01:03:37,680 --> 01:03:42,320
Speaker 1: crazy that was a crazy story too. That was that

1059
01:03:42,440 --> 01:03:46,760
Speaker 1: was a lot that was in Seattle. So go check

1060
01:03:46,760 --> 01:03:49,600
Speaker 1: that out Patreon dot com slash lyle forever. And then,

1061
01:03:51,560 --> 01:03:55,760
Speaker 1: oh I did I didn't read a second one. I

1062
01:03:55,800 --> 01:03:57,480
Speaker 1: shouldn't have brought it up if I forgot you guys

1063
01:03:57,480 --> 01:04:01,080
Speaker 1: probably forgot too. Let's see if I can find a

1064
01:04:01,160 --> 01:04:13,840
Speaker 1: quick one. This is from Google. Every couple of years

1065
01:04:13,920 --> 01:04:16,520
Speaker 1: we update our terms of service. We wanted to let

1066
01:04:16,560 --> 01:04:18,480
Speaker 1: you know ahead of time that the next update will

1067
01:04:18,480 --> 01:04:22,640
Speaker 1: be on July thirtieth, twenty twenty six. Thank you Google,

1068
01:04:22,800 --> 01:04:25,400
Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you Google. No, I actually don't. I

1069
01:04:25,400 --> 01:04:26,400
Speaker 1: don't know if I have it in me to read

1070
01:04:26,400 --> 01:04:31,560
Speaker 1: another one. But oh wait, this one is from Trip

1071
01:04:33,080 --> 01:04:36,720
Speaker 1: Polaroid photos from the Portland show Ghek. Here's the photos

1072
01:04:36,760 --> 01:04:38,440
Speaker 1: of the polaroids. I had a great time and it

1073
01:04:38,480 --> 01:04:40,080
Speaker 1: was awesome to meet you, and I hope you enjoyed

1074
01:04:40,080 --> 01:04:42,720
Speaker 1: your time in Oregon. Dude, hell yeah, Oh look at

1075
01:04:42,720 --> 01:04:48,000
Speaker 1: these polaroids. These are awesome. I know this is not

1076
01:04:48,080 --> 01:04:52,080
Speaker 1: helpful at all because this is an audio podcast, but okay,

1077
01:04:52,120 --> 01:04:55,760
Speaker 1: I'm off track. I'm crazy. I think I'm I think

1078
01:04:55,800 --> 01:04:58,040
Speaker 1: I think that's it. I think we did it. I

1079
01:04:58,080 --> 01:05:02,080
Speaker 1: think we did the therapy iCal podcast. My name is Uh.

1080
01:05:02,160 --> 01:05:04,120
Speaker 1: I'm honored that you guys listen to me do this.

1081
01:05:04,880 --> 01:05:10,520
Speaker 1: It's it's it's a crazy thing. I feel insane, but

1082
01:05:11,200 --> 01:05:16,880
Speaker 1: we are going to live to the max as we do.

1083
01:05:18,200 --> 01:05:22,080
Speaker 1: Have a good night, get bless See you guys next

1084
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Speaker 1: time goes on the line taking your phone calls every night,

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Speaker 1: goes to ride. I'm just teaching you.

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Speaker 2: A loud in the mind of your life.

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Speaker 1: But he's not really an expert.