WEBVTT - From the Archives: Patti LuPone

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the

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<v Speaker 1>Thing from iHeart Radio. According to the online Urban Dictionary,

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<v Speaker 1>today's guest has become a verb. To LuPone is quote

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<v Speaker 1>to give an outstanding theatrical performance, to make an audience

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<v Speaker 1>revel in, open mouthed awe at your unparalleled brilliance. Unquote.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't cry for me, gentlea. The truth is I never

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<v Speaker 2>left you.

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<v Speaker 3>All through my wild days, my mad existence, I kept

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<v Speaker 3>my promise.

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<v Speaker 2>Dorge your dist.

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<v Speaker 1>Patty Lapone has twenty six Broadway credits to date and

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<v Speaker 1>has won two Tony's, one for Evida and one for

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<v Speaker 1>Gypsy in London. She originated the role of Norma Desmond

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<v Speaker 1>in Sunset Boulevard and Fantine in Les Miserabla, for which

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<v Speaker 1>she won an Olivier Award. She's worked in film and

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<v Speaker 1>on television, most notably as the mom on the ABC

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<v Speaker 1>drama Life Goes On. Before all this success, Patty was

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<v Speaker 1>in the first class of the Drama Division at Juilliard

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<v Speaker 1>in nineteen sixty eight, which seems like a reasonable place

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<v Speaker 1>to start dreaming of a career in the theater. But

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<v Speaker 1>Patty Lapone's story really begins even earlier.

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<v Speaker 4>I knew when I was a kid that I had

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<v Speaker 4>a Broadway voice. I wanted to be a rocker because

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<v Speaker 4>I grew up in that era of transistor radios at

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<v Speaker 4>the beach, you know, the rascals. We started in the fifties,

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<v Speaker 4>Little Anthony in the Imperials. I mean, all through the

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<v Speaker 4>fifties and sixties and seventies, I knew I didn't have

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<v Speaker 4>a rock voice. Though I knew I had a Broadway voice.

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<v Speaker 2>This is all.

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<v Speaker 4>Instinctual behavior, completely instinctual behavior. And my mom listened to

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<v Speaker 4>opera and my dad listened to jazz.

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<v Speaker 1>What did he do?

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<v Speaker 4>He was a principal of an lamentary school on Long

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<v Speaker 4>Island in Northport, and my mom was a housewife, a homemaker.

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<v Speaker 1>How many kids in your family?

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<v Speaker 4>Twin brothers and me, you know, typical in a ranch

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<v Speaker 4>house on Long Island, right, typical. I know the drum, yeah, exactly.

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<v Speaker 4>And I was enrolled in dance at four years old,

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<v Speaker 4>and I fell in love with the stage. But that

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<v Speaker 4>wasn't really the first inkling of some sort of connection

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<v Speaker 4>to the stage. My mother used to troop me out

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<v Speaker 4>in front of guests to do my Marilyn Monroe imitation,

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<v Speaker 4>and I don't even know how I came up with this,

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<v Speaker 4>but I would come out, they'd laugh, and I'd go, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>this is cool. Like you know I was. I was

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<v Speaker 4>pretty astute when I was very very young, pretty. So

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<v Speaker 4>I started dancing, and I fell in love with the audience,

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<v Speaker 4>and so the performance aspect started very very young in dance.

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<v Speaker 4>When Julliard happened, well, my brother attended the dance division

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<v Speaker 4>of the Juilliard School and told me that they were

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<v Speaker 4>starting a drama division. I actually had moved into New

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<v Speaker 4>York City and was auditioning for musicals and working, and

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<v Speaker 4>I just wanted to be in musicals and hang out

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<v Speaker 4>in New York City and party. And I auditioned and

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<v Speaker 4>I got in. And what happened in the four years

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<v Speaker 4>the course of the four years of the Juilliard School,

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<v Speaker 4>I fell out of love with musical and in love

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<v Speaker 4>with classical theater. And I was actually trained as a

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<v Speaker 4>classical actress. So we did know a lot of other

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<v Speaker 4>great classical actress Yes, Kevin Klein, David Steyers, David Shram,

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<v Speaker 4>Mary Louisatto, and then of course the classes below me

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<v Speaker 4>have gained more recognition than my class did. We were

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<v Speaker 4>the very first class.

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<v Speaker 1>But that girl from Northport who's doing Marilyn Monroe impersonations

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<v Speaker 1>in the ranch house with your family, what's that like

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<v Speaker 1>for you that transitioned to be in that very heady, sophisticated.

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<v Speaker 4>With Well, it was tough for me because I was

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<v Speaker 4>not a favorite at school. My best friend, who I

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<v Speaker 4>met in the first year, Nancy Nichols, was a favorite

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<v Speaker 4>and I was not. But Nancy and I would always

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<v Speaker 4>palle around together and make trouble, but Nancy would get

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<v Speaker 4>the roles and I would not. And that went on

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<v Speaker 4>for several years. I think it was only my third

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<v Speaker 4>year when I realized that they were trying to throw

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<v Speaker 4>me out of school. And what they did. They couldn't

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<v Speaker 4>throw me up because they didn't like my personality. But

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<v Speaker 4>what they did was they through every conceivable role in

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<v Speaker 4>my direction to make me fail as an actor. But

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<v Speaker 4>what happened was they that they didn't belong. Yeah, they

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<v Speaker 4>didn't like me. They or you know, I didn't get cut.

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<v Speaker 4>Every year students got cut, So we started with they

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to years. We ended up with the seventeen of

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<v Speaker 4>the original thirty six. In the fourth year. I never

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<v Speaker 4>got cut. So I'm confused as to why that actually happened,

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<v Speaker 4>because why didn't they just cut me? Possibly because every

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<v Speaker 4>role I played I succeeded in. But what they did

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<v Speaker 4>was they trained one actor in my class and versatility,

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<v Speaker 4>and the rest of them were pigeonholed, as you know,

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<v Speaker 4>life will pigeonhole you into exactly the sub brett, the

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<v Speaker 4>leading lady, the character woman. But I went back and forth,

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<v Speaker 4>back and forth, back and forth, which taught me that

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<v Speaker 4>I could.

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<v Speaker 1>There were no boundaries, no, and if you look.

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<v Speaker 4>At my history, I've done more plays than i've done musicals.

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<v Speaker 4>But because I guess the voice is a powerful instrument,

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<v Speaker 4>do you know what I mean? And it's an American

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<v Speaker 4>cultural event, the American broad the musical, not the Broadway.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, also the music that you've performed when someone is

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<v Speaker 1>as successful as you, And I've said this to people

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<v Speaker 1>who have careers of music beyond the theater, as leading

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<v Speaker 1>actresses in the theater. Music distinguishes things because it's a

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<v Speaker 1>product you can consume anywhere. You know, your career goes

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<v Speaker 1>to another level when I can drive in my car

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<v Speaker 1>and listen to the soundtracks.

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<v Speaker 4>When anything goes I never thought about that I can.

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<v Speaker 1>Be on the beach and I can listen to the

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<v Speaker 1>soundtrack from Sweeney Todd music. Performers will always have the

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<v Speaker 1>upper hand on actors. But you were saying, how the

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<v Speaker 1>versatility thing. You were almost forced to embrace this versatility

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<v Speaker 1>to survive. And you graduate from that program the first

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<v Speaker 1>class graduates.

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<v Speaker 4>What year nineteen seventy two and where do you go?

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<v Speaker 4>John Housman in our third year, he presented a season

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<v Speaker 4>to the prominent people in New York theater and critics,

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<v Speaker 4>and mel Gusa was the one that said. Mel Gusa

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<v Speaker 4>was a second string critic for the New York Times,

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<v Speaker 4>and he was the one that said, why break this

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<v Speaker 4>company up? Why not form a permanent acting company? Which

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<v Speaker 4>was John's q. And when we graduated, he handed us

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<v Speaker 4>our equity card and four years. But we stayed for

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<v Speaker 4>four years of touring the country performing classical plays in

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<v Speaker 4>true revolving rep which is a different play every single night.

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<v Speaker 4>So we got even more training because in our first

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<v Speaker 4>year we lost several bookings because we didn't know how

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<v Speaker 4>to tour, We didn't know how to maintain a performance.

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<v Speaker 4>We only did three at Juilliard and we had no

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<v Speaker 4>idea what happened on the fourth and that sounds crazy,

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<v Speaker 4>but it's we lost.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think this acting company idea and the touring

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<v Speaker 1>was what Hausman had up asleeve the whole time when

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<v Speaker 1>he instigated the Juilliard program, No, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Don't think so. You know, the training was intense and

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<v Speaker 4>emotionally intense, psychologically intense, physically intense. By there was one

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<v Speaker 4>production where the company formed an invisible circle of support

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<v Speaker 4>around each other, and that was his He saw the

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<v Speaker 4>ensemble and I remember, I mean it was it bores

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<v Speaker 4>to Marn's production of You from the Bridge, and oh,

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<v Speaker 4>I could cry now thinking of it. It was an extraordinary,

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<v Speaker 4>powerful experience to be a student actor but in a

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<v Speaker 4>professional mindset. And I remember our curtain call and the

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<v Speaker 4>pride and the power, and it was an amazing moment

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<v Speaker 4>that changed the course of all of us. And we

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<v Speaker 4>understood what ensemble meant, and we understood what support meant,

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<v Speaker 4>and we understood the power we had as individuals and

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<v Speaker 4>as actors. And John saw that in his actors. There's

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<v Speaker 4>been a couple of experiences that I've had that it's

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<v Speaker 4>that same ensemble mentality. So that's the other thing I

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<v Speaker 4>have to interject here when I left Juilliard and left

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<v Speaker 4>the acting company, and then of course landed musicals. We

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<v Speaker 4>all did, by the way David Stiers did, Kevin did,

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<v Speaker 4>Mandy did. We all ended musicals. But there's only a

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<v Speaker 4>couple of times where I felt I had that kind

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<v Speaker 4>of ensemble. And one was Lima's in London because it

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<v Speaker 4>was a Royal Shakespeare Company actors. And the other was Gypsy,

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<v Speaker 4>where every actor owned their part, big or small, and

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<v Speaker 4>gave themselves to the play every single night. The other

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<v Speaker 4>one was Sweeney Too, because and our stage manager said

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<v Speaker 4>in Sweeney that we acted more like a band than

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<v Speaker 4>a bunch of actors. Right.

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<v Speaker 1>I love that feeling. So the acting company thing lasts

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<v Speaker 1>for how long? You didn't?

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<v Speaker 4>I did it for four years. Nobody goes in for

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<v Speaker 4>four years anymore. We all did it for four years,

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<v Speaker 4>and you know, I thought about the other I don't

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<v Speaker 4>know why we stayed, except we thought, I'm sure we

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<v Speaker 4>all went we are not going to be able to

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<v Speaker 4>play these parts in real life.

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<v Speaker 1>And that was back in a time when there were

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<v Speaker 1>the very last vapors in the air here in New

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<v Speaker 1>York of the old way, and the old way was

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<v Speaker 1>you went downtown, and you sat carried a spear for Joe,

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<v Speaker 1>or you carried a spear in the park. And there

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<v Speaker 1>was an apprenticeship in the theater. And if you didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have cred in the theater, Raoul and Chris Walkin and

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<v Speaker 1>Sir Gurney and you and Kevin and everybody, everybody who

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<v Speaker 1>were the princes and princesses and Mandy of the theater

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<v Speaker 1>in New York, that's where you headed. So when you

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<v Speaker 1>finished the acting company and you've decided, you know, you've

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<v Speaker 1>done enough, it's four years, which was a typical of people.

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<v Speaker 1>Then where do you go?

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<v Speaker 4>Then we came home, Kevin and I came home.

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<v Speaker 1>And so you're with Kevin. Yes, Kevin and you were

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<v Speaker 1>Kevin and you were a.

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<v Speaker 4>Couple for seven years. We broke up, we got back together,

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<v Speaker 4>we broke up, we got back together, we broke up,

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<v Speaker 4>We got back.

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<v Speaker 1>To Can you imagine the children you would have had

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<v Speaker 1>for him? Good God, in heaven, good God, they would

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<v Speaker 1>have a theater big enough to house that person's ego

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<v Speaker 1>and talent.

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<v Speaker 4>So we both came home and Kevin went off and

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<v Speaker 4>did a play, and I had auditions four I didn't

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<v Speaker 4>get the Baker's Wife Stephen Schwartz musical The Baker's Wife,

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<v Speaker 4>based on marcell Panos La fem de Boulange. But I

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<v Speaker 4>got a telephone call from David Merrick's general manager, Helen Nickerson,

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<v Speaker 4>and to ask if I was free because they wanted

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<v Speaker 4>me to come out to La to replace the leading lady.

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<v Speaker 4>And I wanted to do this musical so badly, so

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<v Speaker 4>I went out and I did my first big, gut wrenching,

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<v Speaker 4>rip out of your body, squish heart, the most horrible,

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<v Speaker 4>vulnerable experience of my life, The Baker's Wife.

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<v Speaker 5>Who does he think he is? Who could be as handsome?

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<v Speaker 5>Who could be as smart as he thinks he is?

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<v Speaker 5>He just had to snap his fingers. Women fall up?

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<v Speaker 5>What does he think that'll.

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<v Speaker 2>Slink away with him? Palla him rise?

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<v Speaker 4>And truly it was an unbelievable disaster, and we were

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<v Speaker 4>on the road for six months. That is that's the

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<v Speaker 4>big question. It is a great idea, it's a great film.

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<v Speaker 4>It had Stephen Schwartz music, it had Joe Melziner's last sets,

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<v Speaker 4>Jennifer Tipped into the lights and the one Oldrins did

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<v Speaker 4>the costumes. David Merrick was producing. It had all the

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<v Speaker 4>potential to be a smash hit, and it got progressive.

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<v Speaker 4>I joined two days after they opened in LA and

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<v Speaker 4>it got progressively worse. For you knew months and no

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<v Speaker 4>I thought it was going to be okay, but I

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<v Speaker 4>didn't realize that nobody realized what was really going to

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<v Speaker 4>happen to us and it and what did happen, Well,

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<v Speaker 4>six people were fired. The show never got better. David

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<v Speaker 4>Merrick came out. One of the most theatrical moments I've

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<v Speaker 4>ever had in my career was David Merrick showing up

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<v Speaker 4>in San Francisco. We were performing in San Francisco with

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<v Speaker 4>no director. We were told to stay after the show.

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<v Speaker 4>They assembled us on the stage and there was it

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<v Speaker 4>was not lit except for the ghost light. David Merrick

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<v Speaker 4>showed up and stood in front of the ghost light,

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<v Speaker 4>so he was totally backlit. Couldn't see his face, only

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<v Speaker 4>saw the outline of a long coat and a bowler hat,

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<v Speaker 4>and proceeded to ask us to go into rehearsal for nothing,

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<v Speaker 4>so that we could save this wonderful show. And it

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<v Speaker 4>was so dramatic, because he's incredibly dramatic, and so in

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<v Speaker 4>the light of day, everybody went what we had just

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<v Speaker 4>gotten out of rehearsal for nothing. We were in rehearsal

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<v Speaker 4>every single day, performing at night for six months. And

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<v Speaker 4>what we rehearsed that day when in that night, only

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<v Speaker 4>to rehearse the next day, and that stuff would come out,

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<v Speaker 4>some new stuff would go in that was not better

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<v Speaker 4>than what we had just taken.

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<v Speaker 1>We're in a laboratory. We were in you were in

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<v Speaker 1>Doctor Frankenstein's.

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<v Speaker 4>The people were dying, the rats were dying, the rats

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<v Speaker 4>were losing air. Oh my god, it was so horrible.

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<v Speaker 4>And you know, there's an expression, Larry Galbart's expression. If

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<v Speaker 4>Hitler were alive today, his punishment should be to send

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<v Speaker 4>him out on the road with the music in trouble.

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<v Speaker 1>I did a movie once in the movie was going

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<v Speaker 1>really badly and said, this is as if the government

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<v Speaker 1>made movies.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I've always said, there's a fine line between

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<v Speaker 4>a hit and a flop. And you don't know what

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<v Speaker 4>it is. You don't know why it is a hit,

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<v Speaker 4>and you don't know why it is a flop. You know,

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<v Speaker 4>if it's really terrible, you know right off the bat,

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<v Speaker 4>and you're not going to take the job. But if

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<v Speaker 4>it has the potential to be a hit and ends

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<v Speaker 4>up being a flop. You can't figure it out, so you.

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<v Speaker 1>Do this show and when you come out of that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>what's the lesson for you? Was there something you said

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<v Speaker 1>to yourself? Never again am I going to no?

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<v Speaker 4>I went into a depression for nine months. I was

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<v Speaker 4>on valium to sleep for the six months, and I

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<v Speaker 4>went into a valium depression for nine months, gained forty pounds,

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<v Speaker 4>woke up went what the hell just happened? And I

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<v Speaker 4>couldn't say you think that?

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<v Speaker 1>It is like like you care a lot. There's nothing

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<v Speaker 1>casual about you. There's nothing amateurish about you. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you're very serious and you're very dedicated. You're very hard

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<v Speaker 1>working along with being very talented, and you feel these wounds.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you think that is why?

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<v Speaker 4>Our business is subjective? It's all subjective, you know what

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<v Speaker 4>I mean? You talk to anybody from the baker's wife

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<v Speaker 4>and they can remember it as if it was yesterday,

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<v Speaker 4>and there's blood spilled, and we became blood a blood family.

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<v Speaker 4>I just said to me Jerome, who's in phantom now

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<v Speaker 4>and we see each other and what we recall is

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<v Speaker 4>that bonding in that horrible experience, and we can talk

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<v Speaker 4>about it as if it was yesterday. I think it's

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<v Speaker 4>because you know, it happened to us. Of course it

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<v Speaker 4>happened to the creators, but they're not on stage. We're

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<v Speaker 4>on stage succeeding or failing in front of an audience.

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<v Speaker 4>We're on stage being judged by the audience. We're the messengers.

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<v Speaker 1>We're the ones who take the hit.

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<v Speaker 4>We take the hit all the time. This was really abusive.

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<v Speaker 4>It was just horrible. I woke up one morning and

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<v Speaker 4>my face was filled with what looked like whiteheads. The

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<v Speaker 4>entire face had raised bumps on it. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 4>what it was. I went to sleep, well, God, and

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<v Speaker 4>the entire face. I maybe it was from the valume.

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<v Speaker 4>I have no idea what I was. Things were happening

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<v Speaker 4>to us, physically happening to us. And when does the.

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<v Speaker 1>Sun come out for you? When does the sun come

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<v Speaker 1>out for Patty Lapone? Career wise?

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<v Speaker 4>I think when I go back to work with David Mammott,

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<v Speaker 4>I go back and work with David, I go into

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, go back David and I did it play

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<v Speaker 4>in Chicago? Was that after Baker's wife? Was that I see,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm trying to keep I'm trying to keep it straight.

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<v Speaker 1>What play did you do with him? First?

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<v Speaker 4>The very first play I did with him was a

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<v Speaker 4>thing called All Men or Whores Kevin sam ch Chiffish

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<v Speaker 4>and I did it at Yelle Rep for one night.

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<v Speaker 4>I said, Hey, Dave, we opened and closed in new Haven.

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<v Speaker 4>And new Haven used to be one of the circuit

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<v Speaker 4>you know, when you took a show out of town,

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<v Speaker 4>your first stop was new Haven and it was a

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<v Speaker 4>big deciding factor. So we opened and closed, we bombed well.

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<v Speaker 4>And from there he gave me a play called The Woods.

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<v Speaker 1>What happens when you do the Woods?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I go back to what I was trained for,

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<v Speaker 4>and I go back to an honest environment pretty much.

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<v Speaker 1>And you're back to the circle of trust. Yeah, eving

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<v Speaker 1>feels right. This is more like it.

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<v Speaker 4>And it's a risk. It's a big risk. And when

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<v Speaker 4>every time I work with David I learned so much

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<v Speaker 4>as a human being. Was that approximately and I think

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<v Speaker 4>late nineteen seventy six, seventy seven, So you had a

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<v Speaker 4>relationship with him, yes, well we met him in thirty

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<v Speaker 4>five years. Yes, yes, and I will I will drop

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<v Speaker 4>everything to do a play by David everything. I don't

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<v Speaker 4>care how risky. It is. I learned so much from

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<v Speaker 4>David and I instinctually have the mammot speak. That's something

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<v Speaker 4>that I know how to do his rhythms, and I

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<v Speaker 4>think it's because it's someone said I cut my teeth

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<v Speaker 4>on David. David's words when you know, starting with allmen

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<v Speaker 4>or whores and the woods and the water engine and Edmund.

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<v Speaker 4>I had finished Devita and I went down to the

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<v Speaker 4>Provincetome playoffs at the opening of Edmund, and I said,

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<v Speaker 4>why couldn't I have been in this? In the back

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<v Speaker 4>of my head? And not two weeks later I got

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<v Speaker 4>a call from Gregorymoser and David saying would you replace

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<v Speaker 4>to Linda's a Chicago actress, and she wanted to go

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<v Speaker 4>back to Chicago. She was playing What the Wife. She

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<v Speaker 4>came on and she was at the beginning, beginning, That's

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<v Speaker 4>that's it, you know, and she visits broke.

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<v Speaker 1>The dish or whatever it is exactly I'm leaving. She's

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<v Speaker 1>what do you mean you're leaving? Of course we're leaving.

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<v Speaker 1>We'read geting dress book and I think, no, I'm leaving

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<v Speaker 1>you what do you know?

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<v Speaker 5>This?

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<v Speaker 4>Will you know?

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<v Speaker 1>I begged Mammon to give me the right to do

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<v Speaker 1>the movie, but he gave it to Bill Mason.

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<v Speaker 4>And so I joined the company and my agent was

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<v Speaker 4>so furious with me. He said, this will hurt your

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<v Speaker 4>negotiational you know ability, And I went for what you know,

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<v Speaker 4>If anybody in the business knows who I am, they

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<v Speaker 4>know that this is where I came from before I

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<v Speaker 4>did Ivita, and they did not want me to go backwards.

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<v Speaker 4>They didn't want me to go to the Guthrie to

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<v Speaker 4>do Rosalind and As You Like It. But I was

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<v Speaker 4>able to work with leave U Chule, a great Romanian

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<v Speaker 4>director which is passed god rest is soul, in his

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<v Speaker 4>internationally famous production of As You Like It at the Guthnment.

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<v Speaker 4>I was raked over the calls by the critics. One

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<v Speaker 4>critic said, you know, basically, what was Ivita doing here?

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<v Speaker 4>And it was It was difficult, as you say to

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<v Speaker 4>rad all that, but I kept doing it because I

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<v Speaker 4>was given the opportunity to do it, and I wasn't

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<v Speaker 4>going to say no, I have to wait for the

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<v Speaker 4>next ev de part to come along. If I waited

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<v Speaker 4>for the next ev de part to come along my

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<v Speaker 4>ten years, I'd still be waiting.

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<v Speaker 1>Is a Vita. The next big thing for you, recollection

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<v Speaker 1>Avida is the big thing is the.

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<v Speaker 4>Thing that was nineteen seventy nine. But in because how

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<v Speaker 4>does that happen? I auditioned Joanna Merlin is how princess

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<v Speaker 4>casting director, and of course how directed, how directed, And

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<v Speaker 4>as I said earlier, all of those people had come

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<v Speaker 4>to see this acting company at Juilliard, this unsemble.

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<v Speaker 1>They were aware of you.

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<v Speaker 4>They were aware, yes, And so I was brought in

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<v Speaker 4>for a preliminary audition, and then I was told to

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<v Speaker 4>make myself free, make sure that I made myself free

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<v Speaker 4>for the final callback. And as I understand it, How

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to cast actors in the role the roles as

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<v Speaker 4>opposed to just musical theater people. So I think that's

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<v Speaker 4>one of the reasons why I got in there, because

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<v Speaker 4>he knew, they knew I was an actor. Between there

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<v Speaker 4>were several plays, there was stage directions by Israel Horovitz,

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<v Speaker 4>John Glover, Ellen Green and I down at the public

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<v Speaker 4>while Merrill's.

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<v Speaker 1>Doing You're doing everything you can to scratch that inch

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<v Speaker 1>of yours and not become a star.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I get it, No, no, it was it was

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<v Speaker 4>it was the available work.

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<v Speaker 1>We're about to talk about the moment when perhaps one

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<v Speaker 1>of the greatest musical stars of the last fifty years

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<v Speaker 1>is born on Broadway. So let's talk about how that

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<v Speaker 1>the moment this happens, how Prince wants people who can

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<v Speaker 1>act and sing. And you go to the make yourself

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<v Speaker 1>available to the final callback and what happened. How do

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<v Speaker 1>you feel when you're in that room.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I was very mad because I was actually shooting

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<v Speaker 4>nineteen forty one and there was a little issue about

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<v Speaker 4>the Larch movie. Yes, about letting me go, and the

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<v Speaker 4>producer said, if you're not back tomorrow or the next day,

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<v Speaker 4>you'll never work in Hollywood again. So I left Hollywood

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<v Speaker 4>with those words ringing in my ear. And I woke

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<v Speaker 4>up in New York to the nineteen seventy eight blizzard

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<v Speaker 4>where they are like two feet of snow on the ground.

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<v Speaker 1>Couldn't get back to LA I couldn't.

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<v Speaker 4>Get back to La No, Christopher Reeve got me on

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<v Speaker 4>the plane. I only missed three hours of shooting. When

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<v Speaker 4>they said how'd you get here, I said, Superman, it's

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<v Speaker 4>a camaraderie exactly. So I went to the final callback,

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<v Speaker 4>but I was really mad because I didn't want to

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<v Speaker 4>do this musical. I didn't like the music. I thought, you, Vita,

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<v Speaker 4>you didn't like it?

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<v Speaker 1>Ah, what specifically? You're a smart woman, what specifically didn't

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<v Speaker 1>you like?

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<v Speaker 3>Well?

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't like. I heard the White album, the Julie Covington,

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<v Speaker 4>David Essex, Colin Wilkinson, very rocky, weird music, but it

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<v Speaker 4>rocked out a lot, and I thought, what's the matter.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm a rocker. I want to be a rocker. It

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<v Speaker 4>was really really high. Didn't grab me. I mean, I

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<v Speaker 4>grew up on Rogers and Hammerstein, I grew up on

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<v Speaker 4>Julie Stein, Meredith Wilson, Stephen Sondheime. This was not a

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<v Speaker 4>musical to me. This was noise from Britain, you know

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<v Speaker 4>what I mean? It wasn't. It just didn't. It didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>So how did you go out there and do it?

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<v Speaker 4>I went out and the final edition, I was wet

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<v Speaker 4>from my knees down, wearing sneakers and jeans, not knowing

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<v Speaker 4>it was going to snow. Who you know, I did

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<v Speaker 4>so stupid. I didn't look at the weather report. I

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<v Speaker 4>went out there and I blasted, literally blasted through rainbow

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<v Speaker 4>high Buenos Aires and don't cry for me, Argentina and

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<v Speaker 4>there were tears in my eyes, apparently, and there were

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<v Speaker 4>there were tears of rage, necessarily, not tears of right.

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<v Speaker 4>And I left and I got I got a call

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<v Speaker 4>on the set. I made it back and I got

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<v Speaker 4>a call on the set in the makeup trailer, and

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<v Speaker 4>they said you've got the part. And I started to

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<v Speaker 4>cry again because I had promised David that I would

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<v Speaker 4>reprise The Woods at the Public Theater with Ullu gross

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<v Speaker 4>Bar directing.

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<v Speaker 1>What I love is that you're going to blow your

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<v Speaker 1>Hollywood film career to go do a musical you don't

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<v Speaker 1>even like, and then that one they offered to you're

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<v Speaker 1>not sure you're going to think because you got to

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<v Speaker 1>go to another little man play well.

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<v Speaker 4>I had been trained to be an actor, and I

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<v Speaker 4>thought my responsibility was to act at every possible opportunity,

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<v Speaker 4>and especially good opportunity. You know it put you know,

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<v Speaker 4>fly your craft and if it's good material. And I

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<v Speaker 4>David and I forged a friendship and a bond, and

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't want to let him down. David and I

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<v Speaker 4>became really really good friends. David lived on twentieth Kevin

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<v Speaker 4>and I lived on twenty first Street. He'd come over

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<v Speaker 4>all the time. For breakfast, we'd walk around, we'd do Antia.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna start calling you out by the way, because

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<v Speaker 1>you keep changing the subject.

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<v Speaker 4>What happened with how how did hell get you to

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<v Speaker 4>do that material?

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<v Speaker 1>And it became what it became?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, No, I knew I had to do it. I

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<v Speaker 4>cried because I knew that it would have to I

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<v Speaker 4>couldn't do the Woods and I had to do a

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<v Speaker 4>the Tip because I knew I wanted to work with

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<v Speaker 4>hol and I knew that it would change the course

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<v Speaker 4>of my career.

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<v Speaker 1>You knew going in that was going to be a hit.

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<v Speaker 4>There was so much hype before have.

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<v Speaker 1>They done it in London?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>So what is a big hit in London?

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<v Speaker 4>Huge hit?

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<v Speaker 1>And you were in the American cast. It was a

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<v Speaker 1>huge hit in London, So you knew this was a

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<v Speaker 1>big opportunity and.

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<v Speaker 4>There was hype. You can't believe. That was my first

0:22:49.840 --> 0:22:51.679
<v Speaker 4>indication that this was going to be a tough experience

0:22:51.760 --> 0:22:53.440
<v Speaker 4>because it was I went, how am I going to

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<v Speaker 4>get around the hype? It was the first musical that

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<v Speaker 4>I was aware of that had so much pre opening

0:23:01.240 --> 0:23:05.480
<v Speaker 4>hype the modern way, not even buzz, you know, not

0:23:05.680 --> 0:23:10.640
<v Speaker 4>word of mouth, hype, media hype, and it was created,

0:23:10.680 --> 0:23:13.159
<v Speaker 4>of course by really useful by Andrew's company, do you

0:23:13.200 --> 0:23:14.920
<v Speaker 4>know what I mean? That's how he operates. And it

0:23:15.080 --> 0:23:17.239
<v Speaker 4>was frightening and I had no vocal time. So now

0:23:17.280 --> 0:23:18.560
<v Speaker 4>this thing is all hyped up.

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<v Speaker 1>You've been through everything you've been through, You've had some

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<v Speaker 1>good times and some tough times, and you've worked hard,

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<v Speaker 1>god knows four years in the row with Housman in

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<v Speaker 1>that company, and you step out for the Broadway opening,

0:23:29.240 --> 0:23:31.240
<v Speaker 1>the opening of Avida. What was it like for you?

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<v Speaker 1>How did they even perfect? Of course you did.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and I threw up in the sink before I sank.

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<v Speaker 4>Don't cry from me, Argentina. I'm sure it was a

0:23:40.280 --> 0:23:45.240
<v Speaker 4>combination of I got. I got extremely bad notices opening

0:23:45.280 --> 0:23:48.879
<v Speaker 4>in LA and extremely bad notices opening in San Francisco.

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<v Speaker 4>And How came to me and said, we're going to

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<v Speaker 4>laugh about this. In twenty years of Patty, they pulled

0:23:54.080 --> 0:23:56.240
<v Speaker 4>the entire company together, and he said there was an

0:23:56.320 --> 0:23:58.960
<v Speaker 4>article coming out in Susie nicker Parker's column the next

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<v Speaker 4>day that I was going to be fired, and that

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<v Speaker 4>Actor's Equity was waiting to clear Elaine Page to take

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<v Speaker 4>my place, and this was in the newspapers A bad Yeah,

0:24:07.400 --> 0:24:09.800
<v Speaker 4>she's the one that originated in London. I'm dealing with

0:24:09.960 --> 0:24:12.280
<v Speaker 4>all of this press of me being fired and me

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<v Speaker 4>not being able to sing the part and still going

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<v Speaker 4>on for my.

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<v Speaker 1>Well that was that was opening night, and so so

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<v Speaker 1>you go out and do the opening of What Happens?

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<v Speaker 4>Bad reviews again, Actually they weren't bad. They dismissed how

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<v Speaker 4>and is this was an innovative This was an innovative

0:24:29.480 --> 0:24:34.600
<v Speaker 4>concept and innovative production. They dismissed how and they barely

0:24:34.720 --> 0:24:38.400
<v Speaker 4>touched on Mandy and me. And that's worse when you're ignored.

0:24:38.720 --> 0:24:41.280
<v Speaker 4>It's one thing if they're passionate and you're back and

0:24:41.440 --> 0:24:44.600
<v Speaker 4>passionate when you're good, but when you're ignored. And Mandy

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<v Speaker 4>and I at one point I said you want to

0:24:47.280 --> 0:24:49.200
<v Speaker 4>go out for a drink? He said yeah. We were

0:24:49.280 --> 0:24:53.199
<v Speaker 4>on fifty second. I think that's where the bread with theaters.

0:24:53.680 --> 0:24:57.680
<v Speaker 4>And we walked down eighth Avenue and simultaneously we burst

0:24:57.720 --> 0:25:00.320
<v Speaker 4>into tears. I mean, we worked hard in those parts

0:25:00.359 --> 0:25:03.200
<v Speaker 4>and then to be ignored is tough. And then of

0:25:03.280 --> 0:25:05.800
<v Speaker 4>course nine months later they give us the Tonys.

0:25:06.760 --> 0:25:11.679
<v Speaker 1>More after the break, when you win the Tony did.

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<v Speaker 1>Was it any vindication for you at all? Or was

0:25:13.520 --> 0:25:13.800
<v Speaker 1>it just a.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Such a relief. It was such a relief because

0:25:19.760 --> 0:25:23.280
<v Speaker 4>really have you read? Because I was still performing and

0:25:23.359 --> 0:25:26.199
<v Speaker 4>still scared out of my mind. Every night I envied

0:25:26.440 --> 0:25:28.840
<v Speaker 4>Mandy because Mandy was just all over the place. He

0:25:28.880 --> 0:25:31.359
<v Speaker 4>didn't have a problem singing it. So he literally he

0:25:31.520 --> 0:25:34.399
<v Speaker 4>told me. He told me something the other day we

0:25:34.480 --> 0:25:36.280
<v Speaker 4>were talking about it beat He said, well, how tell

0:25:36.320 --> 0:25:38.359
<v Speaker 4>me to go? He wanted me over there, and I

0:25:38.400 --> 0:25:40.680
<v Speaker 4>said to how how do I get there? He said,

0:25:40.720 --> 0:25:43.600
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, just get there, And so that's where

0:25:43.840 --> 0:25:46.760
<v Speaker 4>he does a jette across the stage and I went.

0:25:46.880 --> 0:25:49.320
<v Speaker 4>I would see it every night, going why is Mandy

0:25:49.520 --> 0:25:52.200
<v Speaker 4>doing that? And it was because Hal told him to

0:25:52.240 --> 0:25:55.320
<v Speaker 4>get there, get there, and he didn't care. How so

0:25:55.480 --> 0:25:58.520
<v Speaker 4>Mandy put it in and it became part of his performance.

0:25:59.119 --> 0:26:02.600
<v Speaker 4>And so I suppose in that respect, how gives the

0:26:02.720 --> 0:26:06.920
<v Speaker 4>actor freedom? But I didn't have that freedom because I

0:26:07.040 --> 0:26:08.760
<v Speaker 4>was so tied up in a not because I didn't

0:26:08.800 --> 0:26:10.000
<v Speaker 4>think I could sing it.

0:26:10.240 --> 0:26:20.880
<v Speaker 2>I wanna be be when a apne what I did.

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<v Speaker 4>If I hadn't thought, if I hadn't known, we would

0:26:23.920 --> 0:26:29.600
<v Speaker 4>stay to again. Really, you know when you in a

0:26:29.680 --> 0:26:32.240
<v Speaker 4>rehearsal period, you know this, you have to do it

0:26:32.280 --> 0:26:34.080
<v Speaker 4>over and over and over again, so you're not hitting

0:26:34.160 --> 0:26:37.879
<v Speaker 4>that d in. Screw the middle classes once you're not

0:26:37.960 --> 0:26:41.560
<v Speaker 4>hitting that g in. Screw the middle classes, once you're

0:26:41.600 --> 0:26:44.800
<v Speaker 4>doing it over and over again. I didn't have vocal

0:26:44.880 --> 0:26:48.360
<v Speaker 4>technique to know that. I didn't have to hit those

0:26:48.440 --> 0:26:52.880
<v Speaker 4>notes every day. I didn't have vocal technique. I got

0:26:52.960 --> 0:26:57.840
<v Speaker 4>it during the run by from a kidney chorus who

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<v Speaker 4>David Rosberg I came stage in the tips. They got

0:27:03.640 --> 0:27:05.760
<v Speaker 4>him a piano, that put a piano in my dressing room,

0:27:05.840 --> 0:27:08.600
<v Speaker 4>and he worked with me an hour every single day

0:27:08.880 --> 0:27:12.520
<v Speaker 4>before the show. He would come to me and work

0:27:12.560 --> 0:27:13.800
<v Speaker 4>out of the goodness of his heart.

0:27:14.200 --> 0:27:16.240
<v Speaker 1>David Vosper where is he.

0:27:16.680 --> 0:27:19.800
<v Speaker 4>He's in Ohio. He's a director of opera. But he

0:27:19.880 --> 0:27:22.959
<v Speaker 4>would give me a vocal technique. He would warm me up.

0:27:23.160 --> 0:27:27.440
<v Speaker 4>And the difficult thing was to be to apply what

0:27:27.680 --> 0:27:29.720
<v Speaker 4>he had just taught me that night. Because I would

0:27:30.000 --> 0:27:33.600
<v Speaker 4>do one thing right, something else would go disastrously wrong.

0:27:34.119 --> 0:27:37.760
<v Speaker 4>But at least I was getting a technique to sing

0:27:37.880 --> 0:27:41.120
<v Speaker 4>that part. He saved my job, and they they knew

0:27:41.240 --> 0:27:42.560
<v Speaker 4>that and they paid him.

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<v Speaker 1>Now you say, when you talk about this, you talk

0:27:45.080 --> 0:27:47.680
<v Speaker 1>about the tension and the anxiety and the fear, and

0:27:48.280 --> 0:27:50.680
<v Speaker 1>you don't really want to necessarily be doing a vida

0:27:50.680 --> 0:27:52.440
<v Speaker 1>because you got another David play and this and this

0:27:52.560 --> 0:27:54.840
<v Speaker 1>and that. When did it start to become fun for you?

0:27:55.080 --> 0:27:55.199
<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Anything goes with a ball, Okay, So talk about that. Wow,

0:27:58.240 --> 0:28:00.520
<v Speaker 4>because of the material and because of the cast, and

0:28:01.160 --> 0:28:04.239
<v Speaker 4>it was hysterical, I mean Jerry's acts and Jerry did

0:28:04.359 --> 0:28:08.399
<v Speaker 4>a great job of directors, yes he is. But however,

0:28:09.320 --> 0:28:11.880
<v Speaker 4>these were the way musicals used to be written. You'd

0:28:11.920 --> 0:28:17.159
<v Speaker 4>have a joke coming and then a gorgeous song. The

0:28:17.280 --> 0:28:21.320
<v Speaker 4>material was so ripe and so beautiful. If I was

0:28:21.359 --> 0:28:23.080
<v Speaker 4>in a bad mood, all I had to do was

0:28:23.119 --> 0:28:32.560
<v Speaker 4>hear that. Okay, I know where I am tonight, just

0:28:32.720 --> 0:28:36.280
<v Speaker 4>looking and at the audience and seeing tears of joy

0:28:36.640 --> 0:28:39.720
<v Speaker 4>from laughter. The only thing we are as actors are messengers.

0:28:39.800 --> 0:28:42.800
<v Speaker 4>That's all we are. Correct. We are delivering the playwright's

0:28:42.840 --> 0:28:46.400
<v Speaker 4>intentions through the concept of the director. And I come

0:28:46.480 --> 0:28:49.240
<v Speaker 4>on stage if I feel confident in the role, then

0:28:50.120 --> 0:28:52.440
<v Speaker 4>I give it away. I give it away anyway. But

0:28:52.800 --> 0:28:55.360
<v Speaker 4>it's all about them. So I have to go out

0:28:55.400 --> 0:28:59.040
<v Speaker 4>there and love them, and I do. And I think

0:28:59.240 --> 0:29:02.000
<v Speaker 4>they see that they can relax with me because they

0:29:02.160 --> 0:29:04.840
<v Speaker 4>know I'm giving it to them. I'm not. You know,

0:29:04.880 --> 0:29:06.760
<v Speaker 4>there are some actors that don't want to be on

0:29:06.920 --> 0:29:09.560
<v Speaker 4>stage that because you just nailed it.

0:29:09.560 --> 0:29:12.080
<v Speaker 1>Because Patty Lepone to me is a woman who comes

0:29:12.080 --> 0:29:13.440
<v Speaker 1>out there and the first thing she sat up to

0:29:13.520 --> 0:29:16.080
<v Speaker 1>and she's like, you know, how's everybody doing? It's like

0:29:16.120 --> 0:29:17.840
<v Speaker 1>a little moment like a nightclub singer, like you know

0:29:18.000 --> 0:29:19.800
<v Speaker 1>how you all doing tonight? Without saying how y' all

0:29:19.840 --> 0:29:21.479
<v Speaker 1>doing tonight? Like just connect to them and let them

0:29:21.520 --> 0:29:24.960
<v Speaker 1>feel like there's no place else we'd rather be is

0:29:25.080 --> 0:29:26.000
<v Speaker 1>there than here? Right now?

0:29:26.200 --> 0:29:30.440
<v Speaker 4>Well, I think our responsibility is to relax them. You've

0:29:30.520 --> 0:29:32.680
<v Speaker 4>been in an audience. I've been in an audience where

0:29:32.760 --> 0:29:38.320
<v Speaker 4>we're worried for the performer and then we're not having experience.

0:29:38.320 --> 0:29:38.920
<v Speaker 4>They're paying a lot.

0:29:39.160 --> 0:29:40.840
<v Speaker 1>And if I'm worried for the performer and they and

0:29:40.880 --> 0:29:42.800
<v Speaker 1>they should be worried for, then I'm worried for me

0:29:42.840 --> 0:29:44.560
<v Speaker 1>because I want to get the f out of there. Yeah.

0:29:44.760 --> 0:29:47.640
<v Speaker 4>Hello. Our responsibility is the minute we hit the deck

0:29:48.960 --> 0:29:51.320
<v Speaker 4>is to relax the audience. And that is what is

0:29:51.400 --> 0:29:52.160
<v Speaker 4>called command.

0:29:54.760 --> 0:30:02.280
<v Speaker 2>You're the colony, you're the top, You're You're a melody

0:30:02.520 --> 0:30:07.120
<v Speaker 2>from a symphony by Strass. I say this on it.

0:30:09.840 --> 0:30:10.960
<v Speaker 1>How long did you do anything?

0:30:11.040 --> 0:30:14.720
<v Speaker 4>Goes ah, fifteen months? I think fifteen Oh, I laughed

0:30:14.760 --> 0:30:16.840
<v Speaker 4>my ass off, and that'sa we had such a ball.

0:30:17.560 --> 0:30:19.440
<v Speaker 1>And the same thing is, is this this idea that

0:30:19.640 --> 0:30:21.440
<v Speaker 1>someone said to me, why do you like doing the theater?

0:30:21.480 --> 0:30:23.600
<v Speaker 1>I mean, even now, did you get it? A lot

0:30:23.640 --> 0:30:25.280
<v Speaker 1>of actors do it for a period and you get

0:30:25.320 --> 0:30:26.920
<v Speaker 1>it out of your system. I said, you know, the

0:30:26.960 --> 0:30:28.560
<v Speaker 1>one thing I've never gotten out of my system is

0:30:28.600 --> 0:30:30.600
<v Speaker 1>if the play is the right play, I said, I

0:30:30.720 --> 0:30:32.160
<v Speaker 1>go to work at six o'clock. I like to get

0:30:32.160 --> 0:30:34.120
<v Speaker 1>to the theater early. Me too, the kind of drain

0:30:34.320 --> 0:30:36.200
<v Speaker 1>the day out of me. And then I go out

0:30:36.240 --> 0:30:37.560
<v Speaker 1>on stage and I said, you know what I love?

0:30:37.600 --> 0:30:39.640
<v Speaker 1>I said, I know exactly what I'm going to say.

0:30:40.280 --> 0:30:41.840
<v Speaker 1>I know exactly what the other guy is going to

0:30:41.880 --> 0:30:43.120
<v Speaker 1>say for the next two and a half hours, and

0:30:43.160 --> 0:30:45.520
<v Speaker 1>I know exactly how people are likely going to react.

0:30:45.840 --> 0:30:47.480
<v Speaker 1>I said, how often can you say that in your life?

0:30:47.560 --> 0:30:49.320
<v Speaker 1>You know exactly what's going to happen, And it's a

0:30:49.360 --> 0:30:52.240
<v Speaker 1>good thing for the next two and a half hours

0:30:52.280 --> 0:30:54.360
<v Speaker 1>of your life. I never get tired of that.

0:30:54.680 --> 0:30:57.840
<v Speaker 4>No, and I it's magical. It's magical. And you said,

0:30:57.920 --> 0:30:59.560
<v Speaker 4>drain the day out, drain the day out to have

0:30:59.640 --> 0:31:01.360
<v Speaker 4>a magic good night. Do you know what I mean?

0:31:01.800 --> 0:31:02.000
<v Speaker 2>Really?

0:31:02.080 --> 0:31:05.640
<v Speaker 4>To have an experience with a group of people. Do

0:31:05.640 --> 0:31:07.600
<v Speaker 4>you know I mean not just your your fellow actors

0:31:07.680 --> 0:31:09.360
<v Speaker 4>on the stage, but people that want that leave the

0:31:09.440 --> 0:31:11.920
<v Speaker 4>theater going oh my. I mean I've done that. I've

0:31:11.960 --> 0:31:14.720
<v Speaker 4>walked out of a production going oh my, oh what

0:31:14.880 --> 0:31:17.680
<v Speaker 4>street are we on? You know, we've been transported, We've

0:31:17.680 --> 0:31:20.600
<v Speaker 4>been taken away, We've drained the day out of our life,

0:31:20.840 --> 0:31:24.240
<v Speaker 4>and we've experienced something that has changed us. It's another

0:31:24.320 --> 0:31:27.360
<v Speaker 4>thing I love about our profession, the arts. I mean,

0:31:27.400 --> 0:31:29.000
<v Speaker 4>you can do that in the in the movies too.

0:31:29.360 --> 0:31:32.960
<v Speaker 1>Was as a woman, as an actress who is known

0:31:33.760 --> 0:31:37.480
<v Speaker 1>for a raft. Now of these heavy duty, you know,

0:31:38.320 --> 0:31:41.360
<v Speaker 1>powerful musical roles, was there another one that I'm missing?

0:31:41.400 --> 0:31:45.479
<v Speaker 1>Between Avida and No, we did all I did?

0:31:45.520 --> 0:31:49.440
<v Speaker 4>Oliver? I did Oliver? I know Oliver here le miss

0:31:49.480 --> 0:31:51.960
<v Speaker 4>in London. Who were the leads in Oliver, Ron Moody

0:31:52.240 --> 0:31:54.680
<v Speaker 4>and Graham Campbell God Restless, so Ron Moody was reprising

0:31:54.760 --> 0:31:57.840
<v Speaker 4>his Yeah he was great, beautiful.

0:31:57.480 --> 0:32:00.640
<v Speaker 1>Song, gorgeous as long as he needs me, one of

0:32:00.640 --> 0:32:02.800
<v Speaker 1>the most beautiful songs in all of the musical theater.

0:32:02.960 --> 0:32:03.160
<v Speaker 2>God.

0:32:03.560 --> 0:32:06.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, he wrote a great score. And then I went

0:32:06.480 --> 0:32:08.800
<v Speaker 4>to London and did lea miz so le miz you

0:32:08.840 --> 0:32:12.520
<v Speaker 4>did only in London? Yes? Why well? And this because

0:32:12.520 --> 0:32:15.000
<v Speaker 4>I didn't want to do it well. And it's a

0:32:15.080 --> 0:32:18.480
<v Speaker 4>reason that I have questioned my entire career. When I

0:32:18.680 --> 0:32:21.360
<v Speaker 4>was at the Barbicane rehearsing the Barbicane was then the

0:32:21.440 --> 0:32:25.200
<v Speaker 4>Royal Shakespeare Company's London home, it felt so much like

0:32:25.320 --> 0:32:29.080
<v Speaker 4>being in the hallways of Juilliard. It was amaze the

0:32:29.160 --> 0:32:31.600
<v Speaker 4>rehearsal rooms. I just felt like I was at Juilliard.

0:32:32.080 --> 0:32:35.600
<v Speaker 4>And Trevor actually said to me, if anybody belongs in

0:32:35.680 --> 0:32:38.440
<v Speaker 4>this production or with the Royal Shakespeare Company, it's you, Patty.

0:32:38.520 --> 0:32:42.200
<v Speaker 4>Because Michelle Sudni was an artistic director of the Royal

0:32:42.240 --> 0:32:45.040
<v Speaker 4>Shakespeare Company. Michelle sun Deny was one of the co

0:32:45.200 --> 0:32:47.680
<v Speaker 4>founders and an artistic director of the Drama division of

0:32:47.680 --> 0:32:50.400
<v Speaker 4>the Juilliard School. So I came full circle two different

0:32:50.440 --> 0:32:53.240
<v Speaker 4>countries but I had come full circle in training.

0:32:53.680 --> 0:32:55.200
<v Speaker 1>Couple of the notices for you when you did le

0:32:55.280 --> 0:32:55.880
<v Speaker 1>Mis in London.

0:32:56.080 --> 0:32:58.240
<v Speaker 4>I don't even remember, but I won an Olivier Award

0:32:58.320 --> 0:33:00.720
<v Speaker 4>for Fontine. So I have no idea. But everybody that

0:33:00.800 --> 0:33:02.160
<v Speaker 4>I know that saw you do it said you were

0:33:02.200 --> 0:33:03.080
<v Speaker 4>breathtaking in that role.

0:33:03.280 --> 0:33:04.720
<v Speaker 1>So there was no desire you had.

0:33:04.880 --> 0:33:07.680
<v Speaker 4>Well, this is what happened. Two weeks after we opened

0:33:07.720 --> 0:33:10.640
<v Speaker 4>at the Barbicane. I came off stage in my barricade

0:33:10.720 --> 0:33:13.239
<v Speaker 4>uniform because I was in the barricade scene, and I went,

0:33:13.280 --> 0:33:15.120
<v Speaker 4>I can't do this in New York. It was an instinct,

0:33:15.560 --> 0:33:17.360
<v Speaker 4>I can't do this in New York. And I went

0:33:17.360 --> 0:33:18.760
<v Speaker 4>to the stage door to drop off a name to

0:33:18.800 --> 0:33:21.120
<v Speaker 4>the stage door man. A Cameron McIntosh, the producer you

0:33:21.160 --> 0:33:24.000
<v Speaker 4>know besides or Sci was standing there and I said, Cameron,

0:33:24.040 --> 0:33:25.080
<v Speaker 4>I can't do this in New York. I was the

0:33:25.120 --> 0:33:26.960
<v Speaker 4>only American in the company. He said, I know, the

0:33:27.000 --> 0:33:29.720
<v Speaker 4>parts too small. I said, no, that's not it. I said,

0:33:31.600 --> 0:33:34.880
<v Speaker 4>this is my company. I realized when I came off

0:33:34.960 --> 0:33:37.760
<v Speaker 4>the stage that I was in the perfect theatrical environment,

0:33:38.240 --> 0:33:40.720
<v Speaker 4>in the perfect play, with the perfect cast, and I

0:33:40.800 --> 0:33:44.680
<v Speaker 4>didn't want anything to touch that memory and I made it.

0:33:44.840 --> 0:33:46.440
<v Speaker 1>It would be different in New York totally.

0:33:46.560 --> 0:33:50.800
<v Speaker 4>It would be a reproduction of this production. And I

0:33:50.960 --> 0:33:53.640
<v Speaker 4>didn't think that I would see And you know, I've

0:33:53.720 --> 0:33:55.440
<v Speaker 4>never known whether I made the right decision or not.

0:33:55.800 --> 0:33:56.840
<v Speaker 1>But what did you do after that?

0:33:58.960 --> 0:34:01.440
<v Speaker 4>LBJ? I came back to do LBJ and.

0:34:01.680 --> 0:34:05.280
<v Speaker 1>We didn't talk about film in your life now because

0:34:05.360 --> 0:34:09.400
<v Speaker 1>in and around all of your historic career in the theater,

0:34:10.440 --> 0:34:11.400
<v Speaker 1>what is going on for you?

0:34:11.520 --> 0:34:13.920
<v Speaker 4>Film one nothing? I wish it did nothing, I mean

0:34:14.160 --> 0:34:16.200
<v Speaker 4>but minor. But I don't know why I don't get

0:34:16.280 --> 0:34:17.840
<v Speaker 4>cast or I don't know why that you know, And

0:34:17.920 --> 0:34:20.160
<v Speaker 4>now it's probably too light because I'm one of those

0:34:20.280 --> 0:34:22.960
<v Speaker 4>women that are too old for Hollywood, or maybe maybe

0:34:23.000 --> 0:34:25.080
<v Speaker 4>I'm coming into my film career now. I don't know

0:34:25.160 --> 0:34:28.319
<v Speaker 4>why it didn't happen, but it didn't. I did driving

0:34:28.360 --> 0:34:31.080
<v Speaker 4>Miss Daisy, and Alfred Duri was responsible for my casting

0:34:31.160 --> 0:34:34.680
<v Speaker 4>in that I did. And that's the best experience you

0:34:34.760 --> 0:34:38.400
<v Speaker 4>had making a film, all of them, working, especially working

0:34:38.480 --> 0:34:41.399
<v Speaker 4>with the Australian directors Bris Beresford and Peter Weirer.

0:34:41.560 --> 0:34:42.200
<v Speaker 1>What did you do with them?

0:34:42.520 --> 0:34:45.719
<v Speaker 4>We did Witness with Peter Weheir and I did Driving Daisy.

0:34:45.560 --> 0:34:47.440
<v Speaker 1>With Do you ever worked with Lamette?

0:34:48.480 --> 0:34:51.200
<v Speaker 4>Very little? I had a tiny, tiny, little part in something.

0:34:51.239 --> 0:34:53.239
<v Speaker 4>I can't remember what it was, but I thought, oh

0:34:53.320 --> 0:34:54.920
<v Speaker 4>my god, I would love to have worked with him.

0:34:55.160 --> 0:34:55.920
<v Speaker 1>Who were the stars.

0:34:56.520 --> 0:34:59.080
<v Speaker 4>I don't remember the whole experience. I was literally I

0:34:59.120 --> 0:35:02.520
<v Speaker 4>had one tiny and I can't remember if it was

0:35:02.600 --> 0:35:05.840
<v Speaker 4>a movie or I can't remember television series. Could have

0:35:05.920 --> 0:35:07.759
<v Speaker 4>been a television series, but I can't remember what about.

0:35:08.760 --> 0:35:11.120
<v Speaker 4>Life goes on for four years and then you know,

0:35:11.239 --> 0:35:13.800
<v Speaker 4>guest spots here and there. But it was It's odd

0:35:13.880 --> 0:35:16.440
<v Speaker 4>that that that I haven't had that opportunity.

0:35:17.200 --> 0:35:20.160
<v Speaker 1>I probably did have that opportunity, but you passed on it. Correct. No,

0:35:20.239 --> 0:35:21.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't think I in the chance to do a

0:35:21.600 --> 0:35:22.879
<v Speaker 1>television series come your way.

0:35:24.040 --> 0:35:24.080
<v Speaker 5>No.

0:35:24.400 --> 0:35:32.600
<v Speaker 4>I it's interesting. I'm a hard sell, Alec. I've been

0:35:32.680 --> 0:35:36.640
<v Speaker 4>cut at the studio level on auditions in California because

0:35:36.640 --> 0:35:39.640
<v Speaker 4>I didn't believe I was I could do this or that,

0:35:39.760 --> 0:35:41.680
<v Speaker 4>And you know, it's like it's I'm a hard sell

0:35:41.760 --> 0:35:45.000
<v Speaker 4>in California. I'm a hard sell in movies. I'm a

0:35:45.040 --> 0:35:49.960
<v Speaker 4>heart sell in TV. You know, I'm always a hard cell.

0:35:50.880 --> 0:35:52.759
<v Speaker 4>I could tell you a story, right, now, but I can't.

0:35:53.120 --> 0:35:55.719
<v Speaker 4>I've been asked to audition for a musical, and it's

0:35:55.760 --> 0:35:58.839
<v Speaker 4>twenty five years since I've auditioned for a musical. When

0:35:58.920 --> 0:36:01.080
<v Speaker 4>does it stop coming up?

0:36:01.200 --> 0:36:04.760
<v Speaker 1>Patty Lapone talks about the most painful loss of her career,

0:36:05.239 --> 0:36:08.239
<v Speaker 1>her subsequent illness, and how she recovered from both.

0:36:09.200 --> 0:36:11.320
<v Speaker 2>But the time is come.

0:36:12.320 --> 0:36:24.440
<v Speaker 3>Not with the voice as soft as thunder, as they tear.

0:36:24.440 --> 0:36:33.400
<v Speaker 2>Your whole, Bob, as they turn your dream to share,

0:36:46.880 --> 0:36:49.160
<v Speaker 2>he can make your sound heard.

0:36:49.480 --> 0:37:00.280
<v Speaker 3>Say with one law your known.

0:36:59.680 --> 0:37:01.960
<v Speaker 1>This is It's Alec Baldwin and you were listening to

0:37:02.120 --> 0:37:06.440
<v Speaker 1>here's the thing. Patty Lapone originated the role of Norma

0:37:06.520 --> 0:37:10.560
<v Speaker 1>Desmond in Andrew Lloyd Webber's Sunset Boulevard in London. She

0:37:10.760 --> 0:37:13.640
<v Speaker 1>was set to move with the show to Broadway until

0:37:13.680 --> 0:37:16.560
<v Speaker 1>she found out she was being replaced by Glenn Close.

0:37:17.120 --> 0:37:20.279
<v Speaker 1>To say she was devastated is an understatement.

0:37:20.560 --> 0:37:23.120
<v Speaker 4>You know, there's always going to be some kind of

0:37:24.200 --> 0:37:25.960
<v Speaker 4>stuff going on in a musical. That's just the nature

0:37:26.000 --> 0:37:27.960
<v Speaker 4>of a musical. But it was a great company, we

0:37:28.040 --> 0:37:30.719
<v Speaker 4>had a great time. That was the exterior information that

0:37:30.880 --> 0:37:34.080
<v Speaker 4>was coming to me that was very painful. I mean, clearly,

0:37:34.160 --> 0:37:36.719
<v Speaker 4>when I didn't get the reviews Andrew wanted me to get.

0:37:37.120 --> 0:37:39.319
<v Speaker 4>I was on the chopping block, but I didn't find

0:37:39.360 --> 0:37:42.479
<v Speaker 4>that out until after Glenn Close opened in New York

0:37:42.680 --> 0:37:46.640
<v Speaker 4>and Vincent Canby gave her this review against my bad review. Meantime,

0:37:46.640 --> 0:37:50.360
<v Speaker 4>I'm getting standing ovations in London and there's nothing about

0:37:50.400 --> 0:37:52.480
<v Speaker 4>me in the press in London because I show up

0:37:52.480 --> 0:37:55.000
<v Speaker 4>every night. I'm turning in my it's working, yeah, but

0:37:55.200 --> 0:37:57.160
<v Speaker 4>Andrew wanted something else. And the way they got me

0:37:57.239 --> 0:37:59.040
<v Speaker 4>out was the way they were going to get me

0:37:59.120 --> 0:38:02.239
<v Speaker 4>out was to have me quit because of the the

0:38:02.800 --> 0:38:07.160
<v Speaker 4>barrage of negative publicity and my agents and the lawyer

0:38:07.200 --> 0:38:08.560
<v Speaker 4>said stay on stage. And I don't know if it

0:38:08.680 --> 0:38:11.720
<v Speaker 4>was worth it, because it was really painful integration. Months

0:38:11.719 --> 0:38:14.359
<v Speaker 4>before I closed, I got a telephone call from my agent.

0:38:14.440 --> 0:38:17.359
<v Speaker 4>I'm in the dressing room getting ready for the show.

0:38:17.400 --> 0:38:19.359
<v Speaker 4>I called my agent call. He said here, you're sitting down.

0:38:19.400 --> 0:38:21.640
<v Speaker 4>I said yeah. He said, you've been fired. Glenn Close

0:38:21.760 --> 0:38:24.680
<v Speaker 4>was replacing you in New York and he went and

0:38:24.800 --> 0:38:26.640
<v Speaker 4>I got up and had batting practice in my dressing

0:38:26.680 --> 0:38:28.879
<v Speaker 4>room with a you know, a floor lamp, and left.

0:38:29.320 --> 0:38:31.400
<v Speaker 4>They could hear me crying and screaming, and the company

0:38:31.480 --> 0:38:34.439
<v Speaker 4>came up and company manager. I said, I've been fired.

0:38:34.480 --> 0:38:36.399
<v Speaker 4>I said, I'm leaving. I'm going bye. I can't take

0:38:36.440 --> 0:38:38.239
<v Speaker 4>this anymore. And if people say, what would you do

0:38:38.280 --> 0:38:39.560
<v Speaker 4>if you saw Andrew again, I said, it's not what

0:38:39.560 --> 0:38:42.800
<v Speaker 4>I would do, It's what my husband would do. Because

0:38:43.160 --> 0:38:47.120
<v Speaker 4>whatever I had to absorb I then took out on

0:38:47.200 --> 0:38:49.440
<v Speaker 4>my husband when I came home, and that was like

0:38:49.480 --> 0:38:51.239
<v Speaker 4>I went into therapy. I was on prozac. It was

0:38:51.320 --> 0:38:53.640
<v Speaker 4>like it was like a long healing process because I

0:38:53.680 --> 0:38:55.360
<v Speaker 4>had to absorb it and I couldn't. There was no

0:38:55.440 --> 0:38:57.080
<v Speaker 4>place I could release it because I had to perform

0:38:57.120 --> 0:39:00.800
<v Speaker 4>every night and that. But that company was extraordinary and

0:39:00.800 --> 0:39:02.200
<v Speaker 4>we had a great time. We had a great time.

0:39:02.360 --> 0:39:03.560
<v Speaker 1>So after that, you do Sweeney.

0:39:04.480 --> 0:39:07.279
<v Speaker 4>Then the next musical I do is Sweeney with John Doe.

0:39:07.320 --> 0:39:10.600
<v Speaker 4>Oh well, that is two thousand. This is interesting. I

0:39:10.719 --> 0:39:16.239
<v Speaker 4>come home beat up emotionally and also physically. I find

0:39:16.280 --> 0:39:21.520
<v Speaker 4>out through a routine eye examination that I am in

0:39:21.600 --> 0:39:24.759
<v Speaker 4>the middle of detached retinas in both eyes. There's like

0:39:24.800 --> 0:39:27.399
<v Speaker 4>four hundred shots of laser in one eye, two hundred

0:39:27.440 --> 0:39:29.680
<v Speaker 4>and fifty in the other eye. Kevin Anderson gets into

0:39:29.719 --> 0:39:33.160
<v Speaker 4>a life threatening motorcycle accident, and bob Aby and the

0:39:33.239 --> 0:39:36.440
<v Speaker 4>choreographer comes down with a really really severe case of

0:39:36.480 --> 0:39:38.680
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, shingles or something. So three of us

0:39:38.760 --> 0:39:42.600
<v Speaker 4>are manifesting illness at the end of this experience, which

0:39:42.680 --> 0:39:46.520
<v Speaker 4>was so bad. So I take time to heal and

0:39:46.719 --> 0:39:49.480
<v Speaker 4>I do a movie. I do bits and pieces. But

0:39:49.600 --> 0:39:52.440
<v Speaker 4>the next big thing that comes comes on the heels

0:39:52.560 --> 0:39:55.640
<v Speaker 4>of breast cancer. They say, do you want to play

0:39:56.000 --> 0:39:58.040
<v Speaker 4>Nellie love It in Sweeney Todd with the New York

0:39:58.120 --> 0:40:01.400
<v Speaker 4>philm brintervill playing I went first thing, I said to

0:40:01.440 --> 0:40:04.600
<v Speaker 4>Steve now, because I've never been cast an Assantai musical.

0:40:04.960 --> 0:40:06.480
<v Speaker 4>They said, yes, it gives the proval. I said, of

0:40:06.480 --> 0:40:08.439
<v Speaker 4>course I do. But this is a year earlier. Within

0:40:08.520 --> 0:40:10.600
<v Speaker 4>that year, I find out that I have breast cancer.

0:40:11.160 --> 0:40:13.160
<v Speaker 4>And what happens is I deal with it. There's nothing

0:40:13.160 --> 0:40:15.160
<v Speaker 4>else I can do but deal with it and go

0:40:15.280 --> 0:40:17.920
<v Speaker 4>through radiation. On my last day of radiation, start rehearsal

0:40:17.960 --> 0:40:19.040
<v Speaker 4>for Sweeney Todd or the New.

0:40:19.040 --> 0:40:21.799
<v Speaker 1>York Fill And it's that one for the Fill.

0:40:22.480 --> 0:40:27.279
<v Speaker 4>Yes, the quintessential New York moment. The New York Philharmonic

0:40:27.440 --> 0:40:31.280
<v Speaker 4>on a New York stage in a New Yorker's production,

0:40:31.800 --> 0:40:33.960
<v Speaker 4>and that was an unbelievable experience.

0:40:34.200 --> 0:40:43.480
<v Speaker 2>Here are hot from the oven. What is that it's priest,

0:40:44.360 --> 0:40:47.560
<v Speaker 2>have a little priest? Is it really good? That it's

0:40:47.600 --> 0:40:48.880
<v Speaker 2>too good? At least?

0:40:49.520 --> 0:40:52.960
<v Speaker 4>Then again they don't comment since all the flesh, so

0:40:53.040 --> 0:40:53.960
<v Speaker 4>that what's pretty fresh.

0:40:56.080 --> 0:40:59.879
<v Speaker 1>Now let's talk about Mammo's last place. So here you're

0:41:00.120 --> 0:41:03.440
<v Speaker 1>last venture in New York? Is you with your old buddy?

0:41:04.280 --> 0:41:06.239
<v Speaker 1>So he calls you. He's got the play and he

0:41:06.320 --> 0:41:06.600
<v Speaker 1>called you.

0:41:07.080 --> 0:41:10.359
<v Speaker 4>I called him. I saw November, and I saw after

0:41:10.440 --> 0:41:14.040
<v Speaker 4>the play. I saw his wife, Rebecca Pigeon. I said, Rebecca,

0:41:14.080 --> 0:41:16.080
<v Speaker 4>I'm hitting David up for a play. It's too long.

0:41:16.760 --> 0:41:19.439
<v Speaker 4>It's too long that we've worked together. And I wrote

0:41:19.480 --> 0:41:20.600
<v Speaker 4>him a letter and I said, I don't want a

0:41:20.600 --> 0:41:23.080
<v Speaker 4>relationship to end with the old neighborhood. I said, let's

0:41:23.120 --> 0:41:25.480
<v Speaker 4>do something. And then he called me and he said,

0:41:25.480 --> 0:41:27.880
<v Speaker 4>do you know who Kathy Boudin is? And I did,

0:41:27.920 --> 0:41:30.600
<v Speaker 4>but I didn't. And then he started to tell me

0:41:30.640 --> 0:41:32.480
<v Speaker 4>about he was right. He was thinking about writing a

0:41:32.520 --> 0:41:35.560
<v Speaker 4>play about the weatherman or the or an anarchist. And

0:41:35.640 --> 0:41:37.359
<v Speaker 4>I went, oh cool. And then then I found out

0:41:38.040 --> 0:41:39.560
<v Speaker 4>this was last year. And then I found out that

0:41:39.600 --> 0:41:42.279
<v Speaker 4>the play was being done in London, and I went, no, no, no, man,

0:41:42.680 --> 0:41:44.360
<v Speaker 4>I said, I have to play this part. And I

0:41:44.400 --> 0:41:45.640
<v Speaker 4>wrote to him and I said, is this the part

0:41:45.719 --> 0:41:47.160
<v Speaker 4>we were talking about? I said, they don't want me

0:41:47.200 --> 0:41:49.000
<v Speaker 4>in London because they don't want me in London, But

0:41:49.040 --> 0:41:50.080
<v Speaker 4>can I do it in New York? And he called me.

0:41:50.120 --> 0:41:52.600
<v Speaker 4>I said, scure, London, Let's do it now. So that's

0:41:52.680 --> 0:41:55.000
<v Speaker 4>how that happened. I knew it was a risk, but

0:41:55.080 --> 0:41:57.200
<v Speaker 4>that you know, I always take a risk with David

0:41:57.280 --> 0:41:58.040
<v Speaker 4>and I.

0:41:58.680 --> 0:42:02.120
<v Speaker 1>You've been directed by David before a lot more often

0:42:02.200 --> 0:42:05.840
<v Speaker 1>than you're comfortable with him in both very aspects. And

0:42:06.239 --> 0:42:08.120
<v Speaker 1>we talked about because I came and saw you that

0:42:08.280 --> 0:42:15.320
<v Speaker 1>last performance, and we talked about how the financing and

0:42:15.440 --> 0:42:18.080
<v Speaker 1>the financiers themselves have changed a lot, which is, if

0:42:18.080 --> 0:42:21.040
<v Speaker 1>they don't get those results very very quickly, they jump,

0:42:21.640 --> 0:42:22.400
<v Speaker 1>they put the parachute.

0:42:22.560 --> 0:42:25.000
<v Speaker 4>This is a risky play. And you know what Broadway

0:42:25.040 --> 0:42:27.960
<v Speaker 4>should be, what Broadway is supposed to be, which is

0:42:29.239 --> 0:42:38.080
<v Speaker 4>a vehicle for every idea. And I also am frustrated

0:42:38.160 --> 0:42:41.520
<v Speaker 4>with the producers that have made gobs of money. They

0:42:41.560 --> 0:42:44.319
<v Speaker 4>should have a levy tax, a tax levied against them.

0:42:44.320 --> 0:42:47.240
<v Speaker 4>They should open a black box theater. They should support

0:42:47.280 --> 0:42:49.880
<v Speaker 4>all the new playwrights and composers. There should be a

0:42:49.920 --> 0:42:52.319
<v Speaker 4>great deal of support. Art is the soul of a nation,

0:42:52.520 --> 0:42:57.080
<v Speaker 4>and our art is not being supported before they developed. Yes,

0:42:57.480 --> 0:43:01.080
<v Speaker 4>and it's very, very very depressing. It's very depressing. If

0:43:01.120 --> 0:43:02.680
<v Speaker 4>I go back on the stage in New York, I'm

0:43:02.680 --> 0:43:04.200
<v Speaker 4>going to find out who the producers are and who

0:43:04.239 --> 0:43:06.400
<v Speaker 4>their partners are, and I'm going to sit down and

0:43:06.440 --> 0:43:07.920
<v Speaker 4>talk to them, and I want to find out what

0:43:08.000 --> 0:43:09.239
<v Speaker 4>their marketing campaign is.

0:43:09.280 --> 0:43:11.440
<v Speaker 1>What their marketing You know, I need some answers going in.

0:43:11.719 --> 0:43:13.520
<v Speaker 4>Yes, you definitely, And I want to pay and play,

0:43:13.640 --> 0:43:15.480
<v Speaker 4>which you don't have pair play on Broadway. You don't

0:43:15.520 --> 0:43:17.520
<v Speaker 4>have that. But you know they don't think we take

0:43:17.560 --> 0:43:20.000
<v Speaker 4>the risk with them. We most certainly do.

0:43:20.200 --> 0:43:23.520
<v Speaker 1>Actually, well, we book out the payer play concepts and films.

0:43:23.600 --> 0:43:26.000
<v Speaker 1>Is important because we book out and sometimes you got

0:43:26.120 --> 0:43:27.680
<v Speaker 1>to take a deeper I think, go, maybe I shouldn't

0:43:27.719 --> 0:43:28.279
<v Speaker 1>care so much.

0:43:28.320 --> 0:43:31.480
<v Speaker 4>I don't know whether that's true, Alec, you would it

0:43:31.520 --> 0:43:34.960
<v Speaker 4>would reflect in your performance, do you know what I mean?

0:43:35.000 --> 0:43:36.880
<v Speaker 4>I think that you can see when people care and

0:43:36.960 --> 0:43:39.320
<v Speaker 4>when you an audience. This can see when they don't.

0:43:39.120 --> 0:43:41.759
<v Speaker 1>Care, because you see, because you seem like someone in

0:43:41.880 --> 0:43:45.400
<v Speaker 1>the years I've bumped into you, run into you, known you,

0:43:45.719 --> 0:43:49.399
<v Speaker 1>known you better, you seem to care the exact same

0:43:49.480 --> 0:43:50.480
<v Speaker 1>amount as you used to.

0:43:50.680 --> 0:43:53.000
<v Speaker 4>I love what I do, and I love the audience,

0:43:53.000 --> 0:43:54.520
<v Speaker 4>and I love the fact that I get to do it,

0:43:54.840 --> 0:43:58.040
<v Speaker 4>and I love I love our craft very very much,

0:43:58.120 --> 0:44:01.440
<v Speaker 4>and it's it's a noble craft. We have a responsibility

0:44:01.480 --> 0:44:03.280
<v Speaker 4>to it and to the audience, and to the playwright

0:44:03.320 --> 0:44:06.560
<v Speaker 4>and to the message. I won't ever care less if

0:44:06.640 --> 0:44:07.360
<v Speaker 4>the scar.

0:44:08.440 --> 0:44:16.520
<v Speaker 2>Should fall into the scene and the storm, it all.

0:44:18.040 --> 0:44:18.319
<v Speaker 5>To me.

0:44:23.200 --> 0:44:29.640
<v Speaker 2>That we have lonely, I will say.

0:44:32.239 --> 0:44:33.040
<v Speaker 4>To Lone.

0:44:35.239 --> 0:44:38.200
<v Speaker 1>Next month, Patty Lapone will go on a national tour

0:44:38.320 --> 0:44:42.600
<v Speaker 1>with her concert entitled Faraway Places This is Him to

0:44:42.760 --> 0:44:46.000
<v Speaker 1>Love from the CD of the same name. Her book,

0:44:46.200 --> 0:44:50.160
<v Speaker 1>Patty Lapone, a Memoir, is now available both in hardcover

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<v Speaker 1>and as an ebook. So the last thing I want

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<v Speaker 1>to say to you is a comment and a question

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<v Speaker 1>embedded in a comment. And that is, and I want

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<v Speaker 1>to say this as carefully as I can, is that

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<v Speaker 1>I want to get myself in trouble here on public

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<v Speaker 1>radio watching you perform, Patty sometimes it's like having sex

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<v Speaker 1>with you, and it's a good section.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like sex.

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<v Speaker 1>When you do what you do, it's like and when

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<v Speaker 1>you're done, I almost get this feeling like you're looking

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<v Speaker 1>at me personally, look at me, going, you really enjoyed

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<v Speaker 1>that day? That was good for you, wasn't it. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you realize My question is do you realize the effect

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<v Speaker 1>you have on people?

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<v Speaker 5>Do you know?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, when you come out there, can you feel how

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<v Speaker 4>much they're digging what you do?

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<v Speaker 1>You must be able to feel it.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I don't know. If I don't go out there

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<v Speaker 4>going they're going to dig me. I go out there,

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<v Speaker 4>and I do know that the people that have come

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<v Speaker 4>to see me know that I have them in mind

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<v Speaker 4>and that they I already have them on my side.

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<v Speaker 4>They know that I'm doing it for them. They it

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<v Speaker 4>just it could be a persona could be a body

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<v Speaker 4>language thing, but they know that I know they're there.

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<v Speaker 4>And the differences when actors don't acknowledge the audience, the

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<v Speaker 4>audience can't come. When an actor acknowledges the audience, then

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<v Speaker 4>you can have a moment of ecstasy