WEBVTT - Conversations with Jodie Sweetin

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<v Speaker 1>This is Conversationous with Olivia Jade and I Heart Radio podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello everybody, it's Olivia Jade. Welcome back to another episode

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<v Speaker 1>of Conversation. Today's guest is somebody very special and somebody

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<v Speaker 1>who I've known probably since I was a baby, because

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<v Speaker 1>she was on Full House with my mom. She has

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<v Speaker 1>such an amazing story and has been through so much.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm sure some of you know and are familiar

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<v Speaker 1>with her, and maybe some of you know who she is,

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<v Speaker 1>but don't know what she's been through and the strength

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<v Speaker 1>she carries. So I am really excited to interview her today.

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<v Speaker 1>And with that being said, please welcome miss Jodie Sweeten.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much for coming on. Absolutely my pleasure.

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<v Speaker 1>Olivia's good to be here. I'm so excited to have you. Obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I've known you forever just through my

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<v Speaker 1>mom and stuff. But and I know so many people

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<v Speaker 1>who listen to this podcast know who you are and

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<v Speaker 1>grew up watching Full House and are such big fans.

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<v Speaker 1>But maybe for those who don't know who you are,

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<v Speaker 1>which is probably a very small percent of people, but

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<v Speaker 1>maybe you could explain a little bit about yourself. Um, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I have been best known as Stephanie Tanner on full

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<v Speaker 1>and Fuller House. Um. I have played the character since

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<v Speaker 1>I was five years old and then got to come

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<v Speaker 1>back and do it on Fuller House for five seasons. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm also a mom to two girls, Zoe who just

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<v Speaker 1>turned fourteen yesterday and Beatrix who was eleven and a half.

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<v Speaker 1>And um, yeah, busy working and doing holiday movies and

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<v Speaker 1>all that kind of stuff too. So there's a few

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<v Speaker 1>places you can find me my podcast as well. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm kind of all over the place. I love it,

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<v Speaker 1>So I obviously I just know who you are through

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<v Speaker 1>my mom and through Full House and growing up around

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<v Speaker 1>all this. But then I also went before coming on here,

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to do my research and have some facts,

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<v Speaker 1>um what I thought was really interesting. And I was

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<v Speaker 1>listening to another podcast you did actually, and you were

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<v Speaker 1>talking about being adopted and how later in life you've

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<v Speaker 1>kind of accepted that now and you're like, it's it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's a positive to you, but maybe when you were

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit younger, and for other kids that have

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<v Speaker 1>been adopted, like feeling like, I don't know if unwanted

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<v Speaker 1>is the right word, because obviously I'm not adopted, so

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to put into your mouth. No, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a it's a definite it's a it's a you know,

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<v Speaker 1>this weird feeling of rejection that you that you oftentimes

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<v Speaker 1>can't heal, that you can't find you know you you

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<v Speaker 1>don't know the reason you can't find the person. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>that beginning of your life is sort of a mystery.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think for everyone that feels that would feel

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<v Speaker 1>really strange just not know, you know what that little

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<v Speaker 1>beginning period of your life really was. Um. But for me,

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<v Speaker 1>like coming through that and and becoming a mom myself,

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<v Speaker 1>and like figuring out that just because you become a

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<v Speaker 1>mom doesn't mean you'd stopped becoming a human who has

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<v Speaker 1>to make really tough life choices for themselves. Um. It

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<v Speaker 1>just changed a lot of things for me. And how

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<v Speaker 1>old were you when you were adopted? You were really Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like just around a year old, So it

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<v Speaker 1>was you know, I don't have like a long history

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<v Speaker 1>of life without my parents that I know. Um, but

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<v Speaker 1>you know, there is there's a lot of stuff that

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<v Speaker 1>I just will never know, right, And you're okay with

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<v Speaker 1>that now, Like, yeah, I mean I I've gotten to

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<v Speaker 1>the place where I'm like, you know, what if for

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<v Speaker 1>some reason information falls in my lap or I find

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<v Speaker 1>out something cool, but I no longer feel like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know who I am. And I think that's really

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<v Speaker 1>what it was, is I once I really started getting

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<v Speaker 1>more secure and who I was, it was no longer

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<v Speaker 1>the search for what external thing made me who I was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was more like, oh, no, I know who I am, right.

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<v Speaker 1>And so my mom actually, when I told her you

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<v Speaker 1>were coming on the podcast, she was explaining to me.

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<v Speaker 1>She was like, Jody has a really act, a very

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<v Speaker 1>interesting story, and she was explaining to me that you're

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<v Speaker 1>somehow your your your parents, the people that have adopted

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<v Speaker 1>you have some correlation to your birth parents. Is that

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<v Speaker 1>corre Yeah? Yeah, yeah, well my so, my my add

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<v Speaker 1>sam Um. I adopted Dad his ex wife who he

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<v Speaker 1>had three adult kids with, uh W. When they adopted me.

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<v Speaker 1>She was my biological father's aunt, and so I've come

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<v Speaker 1>to stay at her house. I was staying at Rose's house,

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<v Speaker 1>my dad's ex wife, and and he would go over

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<v Speaker 1>there to check on her and check on the house that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, make sure things were working right or whatever

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<v Speaker 1>is still around that family. And Um saw me there

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<v Speaker 1>and my parents really wanted to have kids, and um,

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<v Speaker 1>they were having some struggles and and so you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it wound up that they were able to adopt me

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<v Speaker 1>through sort of through that chain. So yeah, it's an

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<v Speaker 1>interesting story and I think actually is a story that

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<v Speaker 1>happens a lot, but people don't really talk about it

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<v Speaker 1>because I think there's like this weird sense of shame,

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<v Speaker 1>um if there's like an inter family a option. But

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<v Speaker 1>I think, you know, I think that in her family,

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<v Speaker 1>adoption happens a lot. So I like sharing my story

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<v Speaker 1>now because I think more people were like, oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>me too, and it doesn't feels isolating and weird and

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<v Speaker 1>like outside of the norm totally. And then so you

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<v Speaker 1>were fourteen months essentially when you were adopted, and then

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<v Speaker 1>at what age when you could talk, did you know

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<v Speaker 1>you wanted to be in like the show business world

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<v Speaker 1>and in this industry or how did that come about?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I really did. I grew up. I was, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I was a pretty bright little kid. Um like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>not to be like obnoxious about and stuff. But I

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<v Speaker 1>was like reading full books. By the age of about

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<v Speaker 1>three and a half. You could set pretty much anything

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<v Speaker 1>in front of me and I could. I could read

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<v Speaker 1>just about anything. I loved reading. I was a voracious reader. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>Memorizing dance music, all of that was what I absolutely loved.

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<v Speaker 1>And I would tell my mom that, Um, I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to be a modeler, which was what I called people

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<v Speaker 1>on TV. UM. And so I started doing like little

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<v Speaker 1>print work, you know, in Orange County, down in like

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<v Speaker 1>South l A where we lived, and um, I was

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<v Speaker 1>in dance recitals. But like I remember being in my

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<v Speaker 1>first dance recital dressed as a cabbage patch kid. Just

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<v Speaker 1>picture that form, gigantic bonnet, very eight oh so so

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<v Speaker 1>eighties dance moms like sparkly. It was just amazing. Um. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>so our dance recital, I was in the second row

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<v Speaker 1>and the girl in front of me. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>she's just not doing it right. So I sort of

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<v Speaker 1>wedged my way up into the front, was like this

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<v Speaker 1>is how it's done. And I think it was that

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<v Speaker 1>moment that my mom was like, you know, maybe she

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<v Speaker 1>likes to perform. I think maybe she can handle it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And I started doing like commercials and little things like that.

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<v Speaker 1>But because I, you know, I could pick things up

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<v Speaker 1>really quickly. UM, I just started working a lot, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was doing a ton of commercials and stuff, and

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<v Speaker 1>then I did, um, Valerie. I did an episode of

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<v Speaker 1>Valerie and then got cast as Stephanie. Because the producers

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<v Speaker 1>on when you were on Valerie weren't the same producers

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<v Speaker 1>on Full House, right, Yes, they were Bob Boyette and

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<v Speaker 1>Tom So Miller Boyette and also Rich Correll, who wound

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<v Speaker 1>up directing a ton of Full House episodes, who I'm

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<v Speaker 1>very dear friends with. Um, he was a producer on

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<v Speaker 1>Valerie at the time. You know, there was a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people that I've known since I was four years old,

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<v Speaker 1>and I did that Valerie appearance and that was how

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<v Speaker 1>I got cast to Stephanie. I never auditioned or anything. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>it just sort of fell in my lap and and

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<v Speaker 1>the rest is history. So I also feel like you

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<v Speaker 1>can tell just from Full House and your rolling like

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<v Speaker 1>as Stephanie, you were definitely a very bright child because

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<v Speaker 1>you were so like just the way you talk at

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<v Speaker 1>such a young age, literally like five years old, you

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<v Speaker 1>can tell you're so so bright. Um. Yeah, of course,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean that's just I feel like a given to

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<v Speaker 1>anybody because it's such a loved character obviously, but also

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like you can see like a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>of your personality as well, because when you're that young,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like naturally part of you half to shine

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<v Speaker 1>through absolutely, Like I you know, there are definitely times

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<v Speaker 1>when I look at, particularly getting to come back and play,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, Stephanie as an adult, where I was like

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<v Speaker 1>the line between Stephanie and me is, you know, is

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<v Speaker 1>very fuzzy sometimes because I'm like, she has so much

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<v Speaker 1>of me in her, or is it that I have

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<v Speaker 1>so much of her in me because I became her

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<v Speaker 1>at five? Like I don't know, but we're definitely like intermeshed.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you like being known like best known as you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Stephanie from Full House? Because I remember when my mom

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<v Speaker 1>was doing a lot of homework stuff, she was never

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<v Speaker 1>upset if anybody would come and be like, you're in

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<v Speaker 1>Packy from full House. But when she was doing the

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<v Speaker 1>Hallmark movies, I remember She's like, damn. I wish like

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<v Speaker 1>people would say, like you're on one calls the heart

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever it is, right, I mean, you know the

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<v Speaker 1>there there, It's it's a blessing and a curse. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think in a way I've grown through it and

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<v Speaker 1>grown to accept it. I think at some point when

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<v Speaker 1>I was young, there was some resentment about it and

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<v Speaker 1>like absolutely wanting to shed that image. UM, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think sometimes I did some really self destructive things to

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<v Speaker 1>do that, and as I grew up and like grew

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<v Speaker 1>out of it. Like I had an experience the other

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<v Speaker 1>day walking down the street over here with my fiance

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<v Speaker 1>after lunch, and this girl a little younger than me

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<v Speaker 1>stopped me and she just said, Oh my god, I

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<v Speaker 1>have to tell you what an incredibly important part of

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<v Speaker 1>my life you are. Like you are so I I

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<v Speaker 1>grew up watching you. You were always my favorite, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I watched it with my mom and my grandma. You

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<v Speaker 1>have no idea what you mean to me, and like

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<v Speaker 1>I follow you, I look like, thank you so much

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<v Speaker 1>for just like what you do and who you are.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was the I was taken aback, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>was incredibly moved by this experience, And it had to

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<v Speaker 1>do with the fact that I'm so well known for

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<v Speaker 1>this character that like people have watched it their entire

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<v Speaker 1>lives and it means something incredibly important. And I've now

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<v Speaker 1>come to this place where I really appreciate that. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad that that I get to bring that to somebody,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and now do I wish I had other

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<v Speaker 1>opportunities or that people may take me seriously as doing

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<v Speaker 1>something else? Absolutely, I know I can do a lot more, um,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, sometimes I just have to make the

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<v Speaker 1>choice of like, okay, but what you know, what do

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<v Speaker 1>you want to do? Do you want to like fight

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, only try and do what you want

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<v Speaker 1>to do, or do you want to just lean into

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<v Speaker 1>the fact that you make people happy with me in

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<v Speaker 1>this person? So? Yeah, yeah, it is such a big blessing.

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<v Speaker 1>And you were So you started out five on Full

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<v Speaker 1>House and then how long? How long did Full House run?

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<v Speaker 1>We had eight seasons? So how many years? Is that

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<v Speaker 1>eight years? Well? Roughly? Yeah, roughly eight years because we

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<v Speaker 1>would shoot like nine months um out of the year

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<v Speaker 1>and then we usually have like a little bit of

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<v Speaker 1>spring and early summer off and then we come back

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<v Speaker 1>like around July. Got it. So when you were done

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<v Speaker 1>with Full House? Was that like a really weird transition

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<v Speaker 1>period because I can only imagine being that young and

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<v Speaker 1>being around the same people so often and like building

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<v Speaker 1>these relationships with producers and like not being a completely

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<v Speaker 1>normal kid where you have kids around all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>In a normal school, like you're hanging out with like

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<v Speaker 1>Bob and John and my mom and Canvas, and like,

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<v Speaker 1>what was that like when it was over? You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I look at it now and I realized it was

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<v Speaker 1>a big loss. You know, at the time, I think

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<v Speaker 1>it I didn't realize, and I don't think I considered

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<v Speaker 1>or gave myself enough credit for UM going through such

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<v Speaker 1>a big loss at that age. It was the loss

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<v Speaker 1>of everything I'd really known growing up. I mean, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have many memories from before doing Full House and

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<v Speaker 1>before these people were in my life, and a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of my memories have to do with traveling with them,

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<v Speaker 1>being on set with them, going to events with them,

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<v Speaker 1>like they are so they are my family because they

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<v Speaker 1>are what I knew growing up, Like they surrounded me.

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<v Speaker 1>And so it's like, it's such a weird experience to

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<v Speaker 1>um to have that and then suddenly lose it. It's

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<v Speaker 1>like being separated from your entire family, and you know

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<v Speaker 1>that I could only imagine what that's like, but it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a sudden disconnect. Did you and roll in school?

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<v Speaker 1>I actually went to school. I went to school in

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<v Speaker 1>the mornings and then rehearsed in the afternoon and then

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<v Speaker 1>we because we worked four day weeks, I would have

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<v Speaker 1>Monday off all day, I'd go to school. Um, Tuesday

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<v Speaker 1>and Wednesday I went to school and tell lunch, and

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<v Speaker 1>then I would drive my mom would pick me up

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<v Speaker 1>because I've lived in Orange County and drive to Set.

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<v Speaker 1>I've learned my lines in the car and then like

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<v Speaker 1>do homework in the car on the way home. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And then Thursday and Friday I was schooled exclusively on SET.

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<v Speaker 1>So I did have like a foot in normal life,

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<v Speaker 1>So it wasn't quite as much of a shock. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know, it felt like it just felt really

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<v Speaker 1>different all of a sudden, and and you certainly didn't

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<v Speaker 1>just blend in, you know what I mean. And so

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was it was this weird time in

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<v Speaker 1>my life of trying to figure out who I was,

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<v Speaker 1>but also to just blend into everyone else completely because

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<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to be normal. Yeah, you know, so

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<v Speaker 1>it was it was hard, It was no, it was

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<v Speaker 1>a it was a big loss. But um, like coming

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<v Speaker 1>back to Fuller House and getting to do that again

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<v Speaker 1>as an adult and getting to understand it in a

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<v Speaker 1>different way was like such an incredible gift. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like that's also such a testament to like

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<v Speaker 1>how impactful Full House was, the fact that like, like

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<v Speaker 1>shows don't come back that often. And I remember when

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<v Speaker 1>it came back, I said to my mom, because I didn't,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think, well, obviously I wasn't alive when you

0:14:04.840 --> 0:14:06.600
<v Speaker 1>guys were all filming full House, and then I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think I ever really had an understanding of like how

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<v Speaker 1>big the show was until I started my YouTube channel

0:14:13.480 --> 0:14:16.280
<v Speaker 1>and I knew a lot about like YouTube views, and

0:14:16.559 --> 0:14:19.120
<v Speaker 1>I saw the fuller House trailer come out on YouTube

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<v Speaker 1>and I saw the views it had, and I ran

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<v Speaker 1>into my parents room and I was like, wait, mom,

0:14:23.280 --> 0:14:25.400
<v Speaker 1>was full House like a massive show? Like why does

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<v Speaker 1>this new trail so many views? Yeah? And she was

0:14:29.160 --> 0:14:31.800
<v Speaker 1>like laughing, She's like, yeah, that's a pretty big show. Um.

0:14:31.880 --> 0:14:34.040
<v Speaker 1>And speaking of that, actually, I kind of want to

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<v Speaker 1>know because obviously, when you guys were filming full House,

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<v Speaker 1>there wasn't social media. It was a completely different world,

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<v Speaker 1>Like people didn't see into your personal life. People felt

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<v Speaker 1>so connected to your character. But do you think there

0:14:46.840 --> 0:14:49.200
<v Speaker 1>was like when you guys were out and about, was

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<v Speaker 1>it like mayhem where people were coming up to you

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<v Speaker 1>and it was a crazy, crazy thing at the time,

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<v Speaker 1>or is that like, yeah, yeah, it was wild. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think, you know, as a kid did it.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like a weird way to grow up, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>people following you into the bathroom and passing a note

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<v Speaker 1>under the door to be like will you sign this

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<v Speaker 1>for me? And you're like, this is really kind of

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<v Speaker 1>a bad time for me. I don't get touching your

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<v Speaker 1>pen right now? Bro? What is wrong with you? You

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean? Um? And so growing up with

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<v Speaker 1>that spotlight I mean and that you know, Yeah, there

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<v Speaker 1>were times like I go to the mall. I'll never

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<v Speaker 1>forget Oh my god, this was such a great one.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll never forget it. I was probably nine or ten

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<v Speaker 1>years old and someone came up to me in a mall.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was like a meat and Greek thing

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<v Speaker 1>that you know I used to do all appearances or whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>and they came up and they just touched me like

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<v Speaker 1>that and they were like, oh my god, you're real,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it was what out what? What? What? What do

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<v Speaker 1>you expect? Like? And it was just a real moment

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<v Speaker 1>where I was like, oh, people see me as this

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<v Speaker 1>thing that exists only here, but like me as a

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<v Speaker 1>person is doesn't really exist for them and it was

0:16:08.040 --> 0:16:10.600
<v Speaker 1>just like a weird realization. So yeah, but it was

0:16:10.680 --> 0:16:12.880
<v Speaker 1>it was crazy. I mean I had to get snuck

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<v Speaker 1>out of a mall in Iowa once because um, a

0:16:16.360 --> 0:16:20.240
<v Speaker 1>mall appearance attracted too many people and um, it was

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<v Speaker 1>a mess, so wild. I think. Also, what's so special

0:16:24.400 --> 0:16:27.600
<v Speaker 1>about Full Houses? Like how close the whole cast was,

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<v Speaker 1>like genuinely and even being at Bob like Bob's memorial recently,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like the love like that fills the room when

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<v Speaker 1>it's all of you guys together is so genuine. Why

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<v Speaker 1>do you think that was? Because I feel like most

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<v Speaker 1>shows and even friends that I have now that are

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<v Speaker 1>on TV shows with other cast mates around their age

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff, it's not like that. Like what made that

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<v Speaker 1>so um special? I don't I truly, I know it

0:16:54.200 --> 0:16:57.440
<v Speaker 1>was the people, But the fact that those people all

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<v Speaker 1>came together at that time in their lives is amazing

0:17:01.240 --> 0:17:04.040
<v Speaker 1>to me. I mean, there I always say like there

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<v Speaker 1>was some sort of magical thing that happened with Full House,

0:17:08.200 --> 0:17:12.720
<v Speaker 1>with the cast, with the crew, with our producers. It

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<v Speaker 1>was more than just a show. Um, it really was

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<v Speaker 1>a family amongst all of us and you know, in

0:17:20.760 --> 0:17:23.919
<v Speaker 1>in large part that was do we we had a cast,

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<v Speaker 1>and we had adults on a cast who included the kids.

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<v Speaker 1>We were not just these like, you know, annoying things.

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<v Speaker 1>We were the kids that they joked around with in

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<v Speaker 1>between takes. And you know, I would spend time with

0:17:43.280 --> 0:17:47.720
<v Speaker 1>Bob's family on weekends and they were, you know, changing

0:17:47.760 --> 0:17:50.680
<v Speaker 1>the twins diet like somebody would change the twins diaper

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<v Speaker 1>my mom or you know, our teacher. Like it was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just a family unit. And I am so

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<v Speaker 1>incredibly grateful for it, becaus I just gained this huge

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<v Speaker 1>family of people that I know love me like no

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<v Speaker 1>matter what, you know, no matter whatever happens, our differences

0:18:10.960 --> 0:18:13.919
<v Speaker 1>are whatever, Like we just genuinely love each other and

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<v Speaker 1>no matter what happens, we will always show up for

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<v Speaker 1>each other. Yeah, it's so true. And you have two

0:18:18.800 --> 0:18:21.639
<v Speaker 1>kids now and Bob obviously playing your dad on the

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<v Speaker 1>show and having like John as the uncle and Dave

0:18:24.440 --> 0:18:26.280
<v Speaker 1>and everybody around that was a bit older. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like you not like maybe learned parenting tips, but

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<v Speaker 1>like do you feel like that is like something that

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<v Speaker 1>you remember and like it connects to how you parent now?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, um, in a way like when I think

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<v Speaker 1>back on it, like I remember, I remember Bob just

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<v Speaker 1>being really inclusive of his kids, like they he and

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<v Speaker 1>he didn't talk to them like they were idiots like

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<v Speaker 1>he really and he and he did the same with me,

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<v Speaker 1>like he treated me with respect, um as a young person.

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<v Speaker 1>And so did John and David, Like I under stood that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know when I had kids, like you can joke

0:19:05.119 --> 0:19:07.679
<v Speaker 1>with them, you can have real conversations, and I, you know,

0:19:07.720 --> 0:19:09.760
<v Speaker 1>my my mom taught me that too, like I and

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<v Speaker 1>I think, I don't know, I just think they they've

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<v Speaker 1>also brought a level of humor to my parenting. Um

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<v Speaker 1>that my kids are also inheriting, which is you know,

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<v Speaker 1>both good and bad. Uh. Yeah, it's uh, it's definitely

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<v Speaker 1>a challenge. Sometimes I'm like, not in front of Grammy, please,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, don't do that. But yeah, I learned.

0:19:34.400 --> 0:19:36.199
<v Speaker 1>I learned a lot from them, and I and I

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<v Speaker 1>continue to. You know, Dave is an amazing dad and

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<v Speaker 1>his son, I mean, Luke is so successful in what

0:19:41.160 --> 0:19:44.040
<v Speaker 1>he does. And you know, it's all of our extended

0:19:44.080 --> 0:19:46.680
<v Speaker 1>family too, like those are my you know, my my

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<v Speaker 1>nieces and nephews and my cousins and my you know,

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<v Speaker 1>but I grew up with Do you have any like

0:20:07.920 --> 0:20:11.480
<v Speaker 1>funny stories on set that stand out? I mean I've

0:20:11.520 --> 0:20:14.240
<v Speaker 1>heard a million and the thousand. Every time I'm around,

0:20:14.320 --> 0:20:16.160
<v Speaker 1>somebody always has something to say. But anything you can

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<v Speaker 1>think of off the top of your hat, and then

0:20:17.480 --> 0:20:20.760
<v Speaker 1>we can move on from Full House. Okay, there is

0:20:21.680 --> 0:20:23.880
<v Speaker 1>there's one story, and I know we've told it before.

0:20:24.040 --> 0:20:25.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if the guys have told it. But

0:20:27.080 --> 0:20:30.439
<v Speaker 1>we had this director, joel's Wick, who was fantastic and

0:20:30.440 --> 0:20:33.520
<v Speaker 1>directed a ton of episodes of Full House, but he

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<v Speaker 1>was tying of like a small statured man, and he

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<v Speaker 1>would get really frustrated and like he was great until

0:20:41.160 --> 0:20:44.879
<v Speaker 1>he just lost it. And you know, Bob and John

0:20:44.880 --> 0:20:50.040
<v Speaker 1>and Dave would push things. Particularly Bob and Dave would

0:20:50.119 --> 0:20:52.600
<v Speaker 1>push and push. They were the kids that just wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to test the boundary and like keep going and keep

0:20:54.600 --> 0:21:04.040
<v Speaker 1>sucking around and what um So anyway, uh that was there.

0:21:04.040 --> 0:21:06.399
<v Speaker 1>There was a time, an incident whatever the guys were

0:21:06.400 --> 0:21:10.600
<v Speaker 1>screwing around and Joel lost it and was like that's it.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody up to the green room. Everybody up there. And

0:21:13.400 --> 0:21:18.040
<v Speaker 1>so everybody went up there, like the kids, the adults

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<v Speaker 1>and we're all like sitting around the stable and he

0:21:19.680 --> 0:21:21.800
<v Speaker 1>walks in and he's like, hey, it's not the kids,

0:21:21.840 --> 0:21:24.679
<v Speaker 1>they're actually doing well. I'm talking to the adult. And

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<v Speaker 1>it was like we got kicked out of the room

0:21:26.440 --> 0:21:30.840
<v Speaker 1>so that the adults could get in front. Like I

0:21:30.920 --> 0:21:35.040
<v Speaker 1>was just like, wow, okay, jeez, got you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>it was just really funny, um when the adults were

0:21:38.920 --> 0:21:43.720
<v Speaker 1>the kids exactly exactly and around, and I became that

0:21:43.800 --> 0:21:47.960
<v Speaker 1>adult that was just screwing around, and I inherited that

0:21:47.960 --> 0:21:52.240
<v Speaker 1>that gene was Fuller House. Do you feel like, I mean,

0:21:52.280 --> 0:21:54.399
<v Speaker 1>I think it's different obviously because there were kids on

0:21:54.480 --> 0:21:57.280
<v Speaker 1>Fuller House too, Like did you feel like then you

0:21:57.400 --> 0:22:01.159
<v Speaker 1>were like in Bob or Day or John or my

0:22:01.200 --> 0:22:05.600
<v Speaker 1>Mom's position for these kids. Yeah? Absolutely absolutely. And you

0:22:05.640 --> 0:22:10.560
<v Speaker 1>know what, in a big way, the way that John

0:22:10.600 --> 0:22:13.360
<v Speaker 1>and Bob and Dave and your mom treated us as

0:22:13.480 --> 0:22:17.280
<v Speaker 1>kids and as young people, as young adults really I

0:22:17.320 --> 0:22:19.920
<v Speaker 1>think had an effect on how we treated the kids.

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<v Speaker 1>We knew how to treat these kids with respect, We

0:22:23.240 --> 0:22:26.120
<v Speaker 1>knew how to get them to do their jobs, um,

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<v Speaker 1>and we knew how to have fun, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>we knew how to include them and stuff and how

0:22:31.080 --> 0:22:33.479
<v Speaker 1>to make it feel like the family. Um, and I

0:22:33.520 --> 0:22:36.440
<v Speaker 1>really do think that's in large part two, how we

0:22:36.440 --> 0:22:39.320
<v Speaker 1>were treated. We knew that's how it should be. It

0:22:39.359 --> 0:22:42.160
<v Speaker 1>should be a family, you should actually genuinely care about

0:22:42.200 --> 0:22:44.840
<v Speaker 1>each other and spend time together. So that was that

0:22:44.920 --> 0:22:47.880
<v Speaker 1>was a huge influence. And I'm assuming when they came

0:22:47.920 --> 0:22:50.320
<v Speaker 1>and said we're going to do Fuller House, there wasn't hesitation.

0:22:50.400 --> 0:22:52.800
<v Speaker 1>Everybody was like, yep, on board, right, Oh well, we

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<v Speaker 1>were actually in the rooms pitching the idea of meet

0:22:55.080 --> 0:22:58.680
<v Speaker 1>Candice in any way. I don't know that stays along

0:22:58.720 --> 0:23:01.480
<v Speaker 1>with Jeff Franklin and Bob Boy we were in on

0:23:01.520 --> 0:23:04.520
<v Speaker 1>all the pitch meetings. Um. So it was really our

0:23:04.560 --> 0:23:07.920
<v Speaker 1>our you know, John and Jeff and the three of

0:23:08.000 --> 0:23:11.679
<v Speaker 1>us had really you know, been fighting for this for

0:23:11.720 --> 0:23:14.359
<v Speaker 1>a long time. So yeah, it was great. It was great.

0:23:15.720 --> 0:23:18.200
<v Speaker 1>And then you went to college. So what was that?

0:23:18.280 --> 0:23:21.800
<v Speaker 1>Like you were famous on full House doing all this

0:23:21.840 --> 0:23:24.359
<v Speaker 1>stuff and then like you're going to be normal and

0:23:24.400 --> 0:23:26.760
<v Speaker 1>go to school. I went, Yeah, I went to high school.

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<v Speaker 1>The show I did when I was thirteen, so I

0:23:28.800 --> 0:23:31.359
<v Speaker 1>went right into high school after that, and then I

0:23:31.400 --> 0:23:34.280
<v Speaker 1>did graduate high school, and I um, I was doing well,

0:23:34.320 --> 0:23:37.520
<v Speaker 1>I wound up going to Chapman University UM, and you know,

0:23:37.600 --> 0:23:40.640
<v Speaker 1>that was at the point when I really started struggling

0:23:40.640 --> 0:23:44.399
<v Speaker 1>with some of my addiction and all kinds of stuff. UM.

0:23:44.520 --> 0:23:49.399
<v Speaker 1>And so for me, the college experience, it was you

0:23:49.440 --> 0:23:53.520
<v Speaker 1>know a lot of um falling down and getting back up.

0:23:54.240 --> 0:23:56.720
<v Speaker 1>But I managed to graduate. You know, it took me

0:23:56.800 --> 0:23:59.200
<v Speaker 1>like a semester longer because my first semester was not

0:23:59.320 --> 0:24:03.720
<v Speaker 1>pretty uh and you know, I wanted graduating with the

0:24:04.119 --> 0:24:08.640
<v Speaker 1>uh bachelor's in Liberal Studies with an emphasis and elementary

0:24:08.720 --> 0:24:12.840
<v Speaker 1>education and history minor. And I sort of tried to

0:24:12.960 --> 0:24:16.159
<v Speaker 1>enjoy just being just having that normal life for a

0:24:16.160 --> 0:24:19.560
<v Speaker 1>little while. You've been pretty open with like addiction, right,

0:24:19.640 --> 0:24:22.120
<v Speaker 1>you talked about that publicly. I don't want to ask

0:24:22.160 --> 0:24:26.840
<v Speaker 1>any questions if it's about and definitely, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>definitely given me the perspective of life that I that

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<v Speaker 1>I have UM. And I think, you know, the openness

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<v Speaker 1>has really helped a lot of people. So I was

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<v Speaker 1>gonna say that when we share our stories, I think,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it not only loses the fear that we

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<v Speaker 1>have in people finding out our secrets, but it also

0:24:46.040 --> 0:24:49.840
<v Speaker 1>allows other people to realize that their secrets maybe aren't

0:24:49.880 --> 0:24:54.480
<v Speaker 1>so isolating, right, I think that it's that's so true obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>Like especially in my age. I feel like my demographic

0:24:56.920 --> 0:25:00.680
<v Speaker 1>is quite close to my age, like early twenties in college,

0:25:00.760 --> 0:25:03.560
<v Speaker 1>going through all this stuff, being introduced to different drugs

0:25:03.560 --> 0:25:05.359
<v Speaker 1>and alcohol and stuff like that, and it can be

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<v Speaker 1>like a really hard time for so many people because

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like a lot of people don't know like

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<v Speaker 1>how addictive some of these substances can be, and so

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<v Speaker 1>it's like funn in games until it's not. Um, how

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<v Speaker 1>did you? How did that all happen for you? Like,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you know, it was a journey. It was,

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<v Speaker 1>like I said, like I spent a lot of my

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<v Speaker 1>not only college but twenties just sort of like climbing

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<v Speaker 1>the mountain and then tumbling down the other side, but

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<v Speaker 1>getting up and climbing in again, you know, And it

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<v Speaker 1>was um uh gosho from eleven uh. It's been like

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<v Speaker 1>eleven years. My sobriety is eleven years ago, my official one.

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<v Speaker 1>But I haven't had alcohol or any like crazy drugs

0:25:48.800 --> 0:25:51.040
<v Speaker 1>or anything like that. Other it was muscle relaxers that

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<v Speaker 1>I took. Um. Other than that, I've spent like fourteen years, um,

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<v Speaker 1>since I've done any of that. And you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>I as a person who I thought that was just

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<v Speaker 1>who I was, that it was a part of who

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<v Speaker 1>I was. Um, it was a part of my self worth.

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<v Speaker 1>There was you know, there was a lot of things

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<v Speaker 1>that played into it, um. But I look at it

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<v Speaker 1>now as just someone who was trying to deal with

0:26:15.040 --> 0:26:18.639
<v Speaker 1>a lot of hurt um and had nowhere to put it.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I think I judge myself a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>less too, you know, and I um and as I've

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<v Speaker 1>been able to do that, it has allowed me to

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<v Speaker 1>open up a little bit more and not be so

0:26:31.040 --> 0:26:35.080
<v Speaker 1>afraid of other people's judgment. I'm like, I really don't care.

0:26:35.119 --> 0:26:39.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm giving time for it um And and connected me

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<v Speaker 1>with some really amazing, wonderful people, And I, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>hope that being open and honest about who I've been

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<v Speaker 1>and who I hope to become and I'm still working

0:26:46.560 --> 0:26:50.360
<v Speaker 1>on is a journey that we're all on. So yeah, totally.

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<v Speaker 1>Was there like a breaking point where you're like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I need to be sober or is it something that

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<v Speaker 1>like somebody else in your life was I mean, I

0:26:57.520 --> 0:26:59.920
<v Speaker 1>had those moments over and over and I think until,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, until you really all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 1>oh okay, like I get it. I get it now.

0:27:08.040 --> 0:27:12.440
<v Speaker 1>Just exactly what this is doing for me? And why

0:27:12.440 --> 0:27:15.520
<v Speaker 1>why I I abuse this? Why I you know, I

0:27:15.520 --> 0:27:19.200
<v Speaker 1>am searching for something? Um. And you know, ever since,

0:27:19.440 --> 0:27:22.040
<v Speaker 1>those moments kind of all lined up and eventually I

0:27:22.119 --> 0:27:25.800
<v Speaker 1>just decided that it was easier to go heal the

0:27:25.800 --> 0:27:31.560
<v Speaker 1>pain than keep creating more. So, UM, yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so grateful for the place that I am in

0:27:33.920 --> 0:27:37.359
<v Speaker 1>my life today and I and I've become grateful for

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of the hard things that I went through too. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>what's like the one thing that you think you've learned

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<v Speaker 1>just from being not only in the public eye, but

0:27:46.359 --> 0:27:49.680
<v Speaker 1>going through a lot, coming out clean, being sober, being

0:27:49.720 --> 0:27:52.359
<v Speaker 1>a wonderful mom to your two kids? Like, what's something

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<v Speaker 1>that you would teach them or something that you're constantly

0:27:54.920 --> 0:28:01.120
<v Speaker 1>telling your own kids that's like so important to you. Um,

0:28:01.160 --> 0:28:07.400
<v Speaker 1>there is no perfect, There is no perfect, don't It's

0:28:07.440 --> 0:28:12.960
<v Speaker 1>an unattainable you know illusion that you can spend your

0:28:13.119 --> 0:28:15.640
<v Speaker 1>entire life chasing trying to be the perfect mom, trying

0:28:15.640 --> 0:28:20.600
<v Speaker 1>to be the perfect girlfriend, you know, actress. Um, whatever

0:28:20.680 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 1>it might be like I just have to be perfect

0:28:23.000 --> 0:28:26.679
<v Speaker 1>and that doesn't exist, and it's something that we create

0:28:26.760 --> 0:28:30.280
<v Speaker 1>and then we judge ourselves by it. And I've just

0:28:30.359 --> 0:28:33.200
<v Speaker 1>learned that, Okay, I'm just doing the best I can.

0:28:33.480 --> 0:28:36.080
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm I'm just trying, and sometimes that best is

0:28:36.119 --> 0:28:40.800
<v Speaker 1>not great, and sometimes there's three days. Um, but like,

0:28:41.240 --> 0:28:43.560
<v Speaker 1>don't get too hung up on the idea of perfect

0:28:43.640 --> 0:28:49.080
<v Speaker 1>because it's it's impossible and it only makes you feel worse.

0:28:49.240 --> 0:28:52.720
<v Speaker 1>So well, I will definitely take that advice in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you. I know you have another interview. I'm being

0:28:55.280 --> 0:28:57.280
<v Speaker 1>told we have to wrap it up. Um, I do

0:28:57.360 --> 0:29:00.240
<v Speaker 1>want to plug the show Beyond the Edge, Yes, and

0:29:00.480 --> 0:29:03.000
<v Speaker 1>April the Worst cook starts. You want to talk about

0:29:03.040 --> 0:29:04.920
<v Speaker 1>that really quick before you have to go. You know what,

0:29:05.440 --> 0:29:08.840
<v Speaker 1>Beyond the Edge was amazing, talk about another incredibly pivotal

0:29:09.000 --> 0:29:11.040
<v Speaker 1>time in my life. I'm not kidding. This was a

0:29:11.040 --> 0:29:14.520
<v Speaker 1>life changing experience for me. Um, going out there and

0:29:15.280 --> 0:29:18.400
<v Speaker 1>surviving in the jungle. Um, you know you you watched

0:29:18.400 --> 0:29:20.520
<v Speaker 1>the show and I just wish the physical pain, like

0:29:20.560 --> 0:29:22.720
<v Speaker 1>you could feel what it felt like out there. Um,

0:29:22.760 --> 0:29:24.240
<v Speaker 1>it was one of the hardest things I've ever done

0:29:24.240 --> 0:29:27.360
<v Speaker 1>in my life. Is it out. Yes it's uh. The

0:29:27.400 --> 0:29:31.200
<v Speaker 1>fourth episode airs tonight, uh on Wednesday's nine pm. I

0:29:31.200 --> 0:29:35.960
<v Speaker 1>think tonight is at ten pm, UM, but yeah it is. UM.

0:29:36.200 --> 0:29:39.560
<v Speaker 1>It's a pretty incredible journey that I am forever grateful

0:29:39.600 --> 0:29:41.600
<v Speaker 1>for because it really changed a lot of my perspective

0:29:41.640 --> 0:29:46.160
<v Speaker 1>on things. UM. And then Worst Cooks was really fun. Um.

0:29:46.200 --> 0:29:48.480
<v Speaker 1>I am not a great cook, but I'm great ordering

0:29:48.520 --> 0:29:53.320
<v Speaker 1>take out. Yeah. So I was really excited for the

0:29:53.360 --> 0:29:57.240
<v Speaker 1>opportunity to play for Girls Inc. For both of these shows, UM,

0:29:57.240 --> 0:30:00.200
<v Speaker 1>which is a really wonderful organization that builds up wrong

0:30:00.240 --> 0:30:04.040
<v Speaker 1>powerful leadership and young women. UM. And I got to

0:30:04.120 --> 0:30:07.080
<v Speaker 1>learn how to cook and be taught by professional chefs.

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<v Speaker 1>And let me tell you, that's this stressful. It is

0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:14.760
<v Speaker 1>a lot to take in and it's super stressful. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>But I I was really proud of myself. I'm proud

0:30:17.840 --> 0:30:20.040
<v Speaker 1>that I took on that challenge of something that I

0:30:20.120 --> 0:30:22.160
<v Speaker 1>didn't think I was good at. I like to challenge

0:30:22.160 --> 0:30:25.160
<v Speaker 1>myself to do I think I might not be able

0:30:25.200 --> 0:30:26.600
<v Speaker 1>to do and be like, why don't you try it?

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<v Speaker 1>Just see. Yeah, that's how I fought with Dancing with

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<v Speaker 1>the Stars. I'm like, I don't know if I can dance,

0:30:31.080 --> 0:30:33.720
<v Speaker 1>but I'm gonna try and see what happen. It's you

0:30:33.760 --> 0:30:36.320
<v Speaker 1>know what, why not like? And and again that's kind

0:30:36.320 --> 0:30:39.120
<v Speaker 1>of the you know, there is no perfect, there's no like.

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<v Speaker 1>Just go for it, just try and do it if

0:30:41.720 --> 0:30:43.959
<v Speaker 1>you can and be on the edge. Has also really

0:30:44.200 --> 0:30:46.600
<v Speaker 1>tapped into that spirit a lot and been able to

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<v Speaker 1>kind of show who I am and so I'm really

0:30:48.800 --> 0:30:51.040
<v Speaker 1>grateful for that. Um, but yeah, it's been a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of fun. I've been. I've been very busy and shooting

0:30:53.520 --> 0:30:55.800
<v Speaker 1>two other holiday movies that I just finished last week,

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<v Speaker 1>and um, that's awesome. It's been really busy. I'm gonna

0:30:59.080 --> 0:31:03.720
<v Speaker 1>be hopefully directing some soon as well. So um, yeah, amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm happy to hear your booked and busy, and thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much for coming on, Jody, and I hope

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<v Speaker 1>I see you soon. I'm about to talk to you.