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Speaker 1: Welcome to We Talk Back Podcast, the production of iHeartRadio

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Speaker 1: and the Black Effect Network.

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Speaker 2: We're just two unapologetically black women with an opinion to talks.

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Speaker 1: What's up, y'all? It's your girl a j Holiday, what's.

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Speaker 2: Up, tambn my girlfriend? Hey, y'all were back again? And

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Speaker 2: I love y'all so much. You hate that they love

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Speaker 2: me too? What are we talking?

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Speaker 1: All right? Say y'all? Today's topic? Okay, what I want

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Speaker 1: to talk about? Y'all know, Ari Lennox got her little

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Speaker 1: me and myself.

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Speaker 2: I love that song, girl, I listened to that song

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Speaker 2: on repeat in the gym.

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Speaker 1: You manifesting the soft lives?

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Speaker 2: She said, Yeah, she was like, I try to take

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Speaker 2: out this trash. I'm trying to throw.

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Speaker 1: Some ass period.

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Speaker 2: I love that song.

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Speaker 1: But is a soft girl, uh era? Or a soft life?

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Speaker 1: Is that it almost feels like it's exclusively like to

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Speaker 1: black women, like you really only see black women like craving.

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Speaker 2: The stress free, soft delicate. Yes, because so long, like

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Speaker 2: most of my life I aspired to be a strong

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Speaker 2: black woman, really black. But I heard you know that

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Speaker 2: was like the epitome of black womanness, Like she's such

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Speaker 2: a strong black woman. And then as I became an adult,

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Speaker 2: I realized why you never hear any other race of

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Speaker 2: women called strong. You never heard a strong, strong Asian lady.

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Speaker 2: You ain't never heard that shit.

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Speaker 1: Strong and Hispanic women be on the roof with their husband, okay,

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Speaker 1: and they still don't be saying that.

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Speaker 2: She's no strong Hispanic woman, only strong Black woman, you know.

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Speaker 2: And that should be a adjective attributed to our black men,

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Speaker 2: not to us. And I think that's why soft girl

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Speaker 2: era became a thing for us, because we want to

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Speaker 2: be seen as delicate and something to be honored and

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Speaker 2: protected and cared for and treated like a flower, you know.

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Speaker 2: And that's what I want and that's what i'm you know.

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Speaker 2: So that's where that soft girl shit came from.

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Speaker 1: Well, you know, there's a lot of social media accounts

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Speaker 1: I follow, right, some black, some I like the lifestyle

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Speaker 1: social media. It's like, I, yeah, I never hate her, Okay.

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Speaker 1: When I see somebody doing some shit, I know like

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Speaker 1: my turn is coming, right, So I just look to

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Speaker 1: see how I'm ana decorate my mansion all the things.

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Speaker 1: So I follow this one. I think she might, Well,

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Speaker 1: you send me her Alana Elena wherever her last name

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Speaker 1: is I.

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Speaker 2: Love to see her contents and breathe.

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Speaker 1: I love to see her live. And because her so luxurious,

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Speaker 1: it's so soft. Okay, what we see white. Her bedroom

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Speaker 1: is white, the kitchen is white. The dog's black, low

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Speaker 1: ugly eyes, pug, and she's just like super luxurious. Right.

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Speaker 1: And then you have like the black girls now who

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Speaker 1: have their like Instagram's booming because they are now married

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Speaker 1: to white men. And now those are the women, right,

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Speaker 1: Because on one other episode we talked about divesting, I

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Speaker 1: would say, those are the women who have divested, right,

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Speaker 1: And the only problem I have with women who have

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Speaker 1: divested out the black community is why are you still

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Speaker 1: talking about it? If you don't fuck with black people?

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Speaker 1: Black men, you know, they got the whole dusty thing.

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Speaker 1: You know, they talk about how the men are dusties.

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Speaker 1: I had a baby for a dusty. Now I got

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Speaker 1: a soft life. I followed some of those accounts too,

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Speaker 1: because it's entertaining to me, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: So my the question is, is the man, the man,

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Speaker 1: the only person that could provide a black woman with

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Speaker 1: a soft life.

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Speaker 2: No, I think we've been trying to provide it to ourselves,

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Speaker 2: you know, Like I see a lot of people like

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Speaker 2: doing self care, you know, more self care things that

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Speaker 2: makes it maa right in a robe and uh painting

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Speaker 2: at their home, you know, things like that. So we're

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Speaker 2: being softer to ourselves. And I think that's the first step.

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Speaker 2: You know, it's treating ourselves when you know. Like another

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Speaker 2: thing that I was, like I in DP, that was

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Speaker 2: like they were setting us up. Ever they were setting

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Speaker 2: us up the whole time. Independent. We should not be independent.

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Speaker 2: We should be cared for and loved and nurtured and

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Speaker 2: provided for. I mean not saying that we shouldn't do

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Speaker 2: anything but sit around and be pretty, even though I

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Speaker 2: aspired to that, but you know, we should be careful

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Speaker 2: like a delicate little flower.

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Speaker 1: I'm a super strong black woman, right, you know, and

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Speaker 1: I hate that, you know, but I see what it

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Speaker 1: has done to her now in her older age, like

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Speaker 1: she wasn't she had to work super hard and fight

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Speaker 1: everything that she had even while being married. I don't

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Speaker 1: want that life. So I mean I'm that way too,

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Speaker 1: Like I do all the things, y'all. If it's an

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Speaker 1: American mad car, I could fix it, Okay, I be underneath.

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Speaker 2: Right, see me out there with a newport hanging out

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Speaker 2: her mouth might cost you a little bight cost you

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Speaker 2: a lot. Operators is gonna cost you not y'all.

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Speaker 1: For real, I got one in a five hundred dollar

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Speaker 1: Jacks that you could pick your fucking cup and spend

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Speaker 1: that bitch around like, I really be fixing cars, and

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Speaker 1: I also want a partner who knows how to do

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Speaker 1: those things too, like I like. I like men who

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Speaker 1: can do things, who could build some shit, who could

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Speaker 1: fix some things, like I don't want to always spend

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Speaker 1: money to do stuff.

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Speaker 2: Right, so I don't mind it either.

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Speaker 1: Like a super soft life to where I didn't have

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Speaker 1: to do those things, I probably would still do some

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Speaker 1: of them for myself because it just it makes me

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Speaker 1: feel good to take some shit apart and put it

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Speaker 1: back together.

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Speaker 2: I don't want to work on a car like my nails.

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Speaker 2: I can't, but I know if in the event that

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Speaker 2: I need to change my own tire, I can do that.

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Speaker 1: Oh, I thought you was about to say, you gonna

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Speaker 1: call me.

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Speaker 2: No, I can change my tire. Now start smoking. I

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Speaker 2: would start, I would call you, bitch, But the tire

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Speaker 2: I can do that by myself. I can jacket up.

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Speaker 2: First of all, you don't jacket up first. You loosen

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Speaker 2: the lugs first, then you jacket up. Then you take

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Speaker 2: the lugs off, take the tire off, get the replacement tire,

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Speaker 2: put it on, tighten the lugs, drop it, tighten it

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Speaker 2: the rest of the way. Bam, bitch, I don't need

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Speaker 2: you to do that for me.

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Speaker 1: I can do it.

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Speaker 2: I think that's right, something like that. Yeah, so I just.

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Speaker 1: I don't really, I don't dream of a life of labor, Okay, y'all.

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Speaker 1: I do not like working for anybody. I know that

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Speaker 1: about myself. Like, no, I don't want to just sit

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Speaker 1: at the house, but I would like somebody to somebody

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Speaker 1: or me. What I've realized recently is that what I

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Speaker 1: want I'm gonna have to give myself because I have

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Speaker 1: had this expectation for men, right that they're supposed to

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Speaker 1: save me, Like y'all supposed to do everything I need

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Speaker 1: you to do, Like where the fuck is my husband

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Speaker 1: to do all this shit I don't feel like doing,

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Speaker 1: like carrying all these bags, like washing.

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Speaker 2: My car, putting the gas. I hate that shit. I

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Speaker 2: hate putting on my own gas in my car, and

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Speaker 2: I hate washing my own car. It would be nice

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Speaker 2: to have a man that was just like keep our cars.

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Speaker 1: I really just I really Uh it's those things, but

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Speaker 1: it's really like the financial part, like where is like

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Speaker 1: everybody can't have a rich man. Okay, y'all, we are

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Speaker 1: a real delusion or as women if we think that

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Speaker 1: all of us can get a rich man, it's just

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Speaker 1: not gonna happen. No, that I'm gonna get one. But

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Speaker 1: I'm a good one because I feel like I deserve that, right.

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Speaker 1: But I realized if I can't get a rich nigga,

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Speaker 1: I got to be one. I gotta be a rich nigga.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. So now you're talking about rich in money because

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Speaker 2: there's difference.

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Speaker 1: No, I'm talking about finances right now. Okay, Yes, to

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Speaker 1: get the life I want, I've realized as of late

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Speaker 1: that I'm I'm gonna have to be the one to

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Speaker 1: give it to me. I was waiting, like to try

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Speaker 1: to build with another person, because listen, this life is

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Speaker 1: based off a double occupancy. Okay, it is just hard

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Speaker 1: trying to do some shit by yourself. I see the

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Speaker 1: younger generation, like the like my niece, she's twenty seven.

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Speaker 1: Those that generation, they're getting married and having kids. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, I'm at a twenty eight

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Speaker 1: year old yesterday, he's married a deacon. You know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like he just the things he was talking about.

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Speaker 1: He has his head on right for his age, so

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Speaker 1: imagine where he would be at in ten years. We

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Speaker 1: learned that window. Okay, so if you didn't meet your

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Speaker 1: husband in college, it's over for your ass.

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Speaker 2: Okay.

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Speaker 1: He could be just like that.

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Speaker 2: I never know.

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Speaker 1: So I'm like my niece. I'm trying to tell her,

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Speaker 1: the one that's in college, you gotta balance it. Do

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Speaker 1: not listen to my mama when she say, girl, get

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Speaker 1: you go to school. Don't focus on them boys, No,

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Speaker 1: focus on the niggas too. You gotta find balance. You

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Speaker 1: gotta do both. And because white girls go to college

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Speaker 1: and they come out with a goddamn husband. So I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna need you to do that because it's easier to build.

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Speaker 2: Don't just marry somebody so you can have a husband.

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Speaker 2: You gotta like.

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Speaker 1: But you amongst all of these people, there's only five

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Speaker 1: characteristics of humans in the world, I believe, and you

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Speaker 1: can find those. The whatever characteristic you need, you can

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Speaker 1: find that in about one hundred two hundred, three hundred

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Speaker 1: thousand about who you.

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Speaker 2: Was at twenty twenty one in college or nineteen relationship, Yeah,

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Speaker 2: but are you You're not that personal? Nine times out

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Speaker 2: of ten, if you married a person that you like

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Speaker 2: in college, you're gonna be divorced by the time you're

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Speaker 2: thirty five.

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Speaker 1: That's fine, but you'll have assets. Do you see what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying? At least you're gonna have you might you

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Speaker 1: might have to have some Ask the right person. Y'all

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Speaker 1: both get y'all degree, Maybe y'all get a degree in

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Speaker 1: some real shit like this is life planning, right, this

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Speaker 1: is what this is what we're missing in our community,

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Speaker 1: like helping the younger people planning life out based on

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Speaker 1: what you didn't do. So yes, I am going to

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Speaker 1: tell my niece find you a husband while you're in college.

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Speaker 1: Y'all can do all the life things together. And if

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Speaker 1: you do end up being divorced by thirty five, you'll

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Speaker 1: have some property. Okay, y'all having something nice? My homegirls

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Speaker 1: who got married at twenty one kids in committed relationships

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Speaker 1: up until now. Like one of my friends just got

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Speaker 1: divorced her and her her and I know her husband.

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Speaker 1: I met her husband. I met her through her husband.

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Speaker 1: But they had a lot, They had a nice chunk

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Speaker 1: of ship, they had an amicable breakup, you know what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying, And they had a nice chunk of money

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Speaker 1: to split to split, you know what I'm saying. Like

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Speaker 1: neither one of them are struggling. But he.

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Speaker 2: Just sounds like you was telling what you could just

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Speaker 2: find a business partner.

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Speaker 1: That is what marriage is. We already talked about how

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Speaker 1: love is for poor people. Marriage is is a business.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but I'm saying like they could just get a

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Speaker 2: business partner.

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Speaker 1: Oh bitch, I've been wanting to break out your ass.

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Speaker 1: Same shit. It's a lot different when you contractually obligated

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Speaker 2: Okay, but marriage license is nothing but a contract, That's

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Speaker 1: Am not married for love anymore. I'm not dating for

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Speaker 2: No, that's the wrong idea. I think if you do

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Speaker 2: I know people heard that it was like being shitting me.

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Speaker 2: your true wealth does not lie in the tangible things.

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Speaker 1: Right at garden wouldn't make you happier, absolutely, or make

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Speaker 2: Ocean that's immersing, sitting on the ocean right now, ready

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Speaker 2: I'm just saying like, fine, you know, if you can

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Speaker 2: You ain't got the resources yet. Let's see.

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Speaker 1: Not be an asshole with money, bitch a little bit.

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Speaker 1: So imagine if I have actual, real, some real bands

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Speaker 2: Right, I just think, you know, the truest form of

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Speaker 1: I loved my cat. I've been wanting cat for a

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Speaker 2: Well that's different because you're telling like because if animals

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Speaker 2: And then after a while I was like that you

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Speaker 1: but that that's not the type of things I aspire

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Speaker 1: You got people committing to religions that they haven't actually studied.

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Speaker 1: and it could also store make money. But when you're

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Speaker 2: You just gotta do. Yeah, especially when you have kids.

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Speaker 2: My dreams is my dreams Like right now, I like,

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Speaker 1: I've seen this off topic a little bit. I've seen

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Speaker 2: Hmm.

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Speaker 1: And when I heard that shit, I was like, that

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Speaker 1: is what I have been experiencing. I believe in my relationships.

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Speaker 2: They're just trying to make you sit still.

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Speaker 1: Yes, because I you know, I don't have no kids.

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Speaker 1: But I can do what I want to do when

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Speaker 2: There's a softness in that, though you know, maybe you're

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Speaker 1: I've actually been doing what I want to do for

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Speaker 1: So that's another thing that I'm trying to change about

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Speaker 2: Your heights in the Sarratoga water. Yes, get the get

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Speaker 1: I don't sleep at the lashes on.

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Speaker 2: So when I wake up, you put on eyelashes every morning?

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Speaker 1: I'd be having lashes on every day. It only take

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Speaker 2: Shame. I could do with my eye closes that I wanted,

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Speaker 1: But that ship is why isn't so high? See, you

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Speaker 1: do the ones you do strips? Are you doing strips?

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Speaker 2: So I'm liking to I know this is off topic, girl,

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Speaker 1: Are they the same?

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Speaker 2: It's like little clusters that go under kneath, and they're

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Speaker 1: I think it's the same clusters. You can either put

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Speaker 2: No, I think these are specifically for underneath.

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Speaker 2: Girl, don't get me lying. I don't know, but all

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Speaker 2: I know is they look good. And it's half the

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Speaker 2: girlies and y'all get y'all money, but I just can't.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because they if they got to fill in your

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Speaker 2: So then when it's time for me to come in,

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Speaker 2: she said, but it's been three Who fucking fault is that?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? If I really could have just not come back

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Speaker 1: here and got my shit by done by somebody else

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Speaker 1: two weeks ago, but here you are trying to charge

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Speaker 2: Well when you kids. When I'm pulling it, she said.

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Speaker 1: or so and it's something, I might do it here,

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00:20:48,359 --> 00:20:49,400
Speaker 1: but y'all.

437
00:20:49,200 --> 00:20:52,480
Speaker 2: People might though I'm fair license.

438
00:20:52,840 --> 00:20:55,359
Speaker 1: Temmy always called me and asked me if she tripping

439
00:20:55,440 --> 00:20:57,480
Speaker 1: before she tripped on y'all bitches. I just want y'all

440
00:20:57,480 --> 00:21:00,199
Speaker 1: to know you got a moment she would call and

441
00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:02,200
Speaker 1: tell me what the situation is, I'd be like, I'm.

442
00:21:02,119 --> 00:21:03,280
Speaker 2: Like, do you have the bandwidth?

443
00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:06,600
Speaker 1: Why would it? You know? Yeah, so y'all people who

444
00:21:06,640 --> 00:21:10,040
Speaker 1: offer services between y'all y'all clients. I don't, and I

445
00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:12,840
Speaker 1: know I send you post sometimes with people going off

446
00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:17,000
Speaker 1: on a beautician and the nails. Yah, And that's why

447
00:21:17,080 --> 00:21:18,560
Speaker 1: I have to worry about that type of show.

448
00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:23,879
Speaker 2: We like. Listen, God, everybody, buy your heads bless me

449
00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:27,600
Speaker 2: in this show in our YouTube checks so that I

450
00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,919
Speaker 2: ain't got to stand behind a chair no more. And

451
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:33,320
Speaker 2: she's the same. Amen, fy the guy because this shit

452
00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:36,320
Speaker 2: it's stressful, and it's not just because of hair. Because

453
00:21:36,359 --> 00:21:38,720
Speaker 2: I enjoy making women feel beautiful. I love when a

454
00:21:38,760 --> 00:21:41,240
Speaker 2: woman walks out and she's feeling herself. That made me

455
00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:43,399
Speaker 2: feel like a proud mama watching my baby, you know,

456
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:46,840
Speaker 2: walk down the stage getting their diploma. But what I

457
00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:50,240
Speaker 2: don't like is standing over somebody's head all the time.

458
00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:53,040
Speaker 2: Sometimes I'd be like, I could donkey comb this bitch

459
00:21:53,040 --> 00:21:53,680
Speaker 2: at the top of it.

460
00:21:55,440 --> 00:21:57,639
Speaker 1: You know, me, me and my best friend Priscilla have

461
00:21:57,720 --> 00:22:01,120
Speaker 1: literally been doing here since first grade. Her oldest sister

462
00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:04,080
Speaker 1: is a licensed cosmetologist. So she you know, she went

463
00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:07,160
Speaker 1: on she got she's a beautician as well. I never

464
00:22:07,280 --> 00:22:09,520
Speaker 1: wanted to do that because it's not about standing out.

465
00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:12,520
Speaker 1: It's about the customer service aspect of having to deal

466
00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:15,040
Speaker 1: with black women. And they fucking hear like, you can

467
00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:17,760
Speaker 1: do somebody's hair on Friday. I like, when I worked

468
00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:20,840
Speaker 1: in the office, I would be doing people's hair on there,

469
00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:23,000
Speaker 1: like I could do a bitch here on Friday, and

470
00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:25,360
Speaker 1: you come back on Monday looking at them. I'm like, bitch,

471
00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:27,160
Speaker 1: don't tell nobody I did your hair because you don't

472
00:22:27,200 --> 00:22:29,240
Speaker 1: let some nigger pull on that shit all weekend. Now

473
00:22:29,280 --> 00:22:32,680
Speaker 1: you looking at me like I'm supposed to refresh book.

474
00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:34,760
Speaker 1: That's not how you looked when you let I'm not

475
00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:37,120
Speaker 1: a licensed professional. You see what I'm saying. I'm not licensed,

476
00:22:37,119 --> 00:22:39,280
Speaker 1: so those same rules don't apply to me. I'm not

477
00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:42,280
Speaker 1: redoing your hair after you don't let somebody pull on

478
00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:44,359
Speaker 1: your shit all weekend? Are you acting like a saw it?

479
00:22:44,359 --> 00:22:47,080
Speaker 2: Ain't let him pull it. I'll redo it, book it.

480
00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:50,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, but they didn't. They don't. When I say customer

481
00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:54,560
Speaker 1: service aspect, it's people wanting to finesse you out of

482
00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:58,000
Speaker 1: a service and acting like, oh, what us lifting over

483
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,560
Speaker 1: here and all this, Like you have to be able

484
00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:03,359
Speaker 1: to do a little bit of your own maintenance. Yeah,

485
00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:05,159
Speaker 1: I agree, you know what I'm saying. You can't expect

486
00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:07,760
Speaker 1: your hair to look fresh every day for two to

487
00:23:07,840 --> 00:23:08,320
Speaker 1: three weeks.

488
00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:10,600
Speaker 2: See, that was all right. I know we're off the topic,

489
00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:13,960
Speaker 2: but super off. We used to. It used to when

490
00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:15,640
Speaker 2: everything was pumped up, you.

491
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:18,960
Speaker 1: Know, like your hair would last two to three weeks. Yeah,

492
00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:21,200
Speaker 1: but if you're not getting a scrunch baby, you want

493
00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:23,960
Speaker 1: to fucking bust down with a lace front that only

494
00:23:24,040 --> 00:23:26,080
Speaker 1: lasts a week. Especially if you're a gym girly, it's

495
00:23:26,080 --> 00:23:30,119
Speaker 1: gonna be lifting in no time. You're not gonna get that.

496
00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:30,440
Speaker 2: Like.

497
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:34,760
Speaker 1: That's like you at the fucking Live show that my.

498
00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:36,679
Speaker 2: Legs was fucked up because I was doing my seventy

499
00:23:36,720 --> 00:23:41,560
Speaker 2: five hard flig. But yeah, my lece was up the

500
00:23:41,600 --> 00:23:43,600
Speaker 2: next day and I spent one thousand dollars.

501
00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:45,840
Speaker 1: You're a fault of the beautician. It's mine.

502
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:48,320
Speaker 2: You know, I understood. I didn't call her because I

503
00:23:48,359 --> 00:23:49,200
Speaker 2: know I sweat.

504
00:23:49,320 --> 00:23:52,080
Speaker 1: Somebody else would call her. That's the customer service. Shit.

505
00:23:52,160 --> 00:23:53,320
Speaker 1: I would not be one to.

506
00:23:53,240 --> 00:24:00,800
Speaker 2: Deal with soft girl. It's soft life, skiing off men

507
00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:02,159
Speaker 2: are attracting the right ones.

508
00:24:04,040 --> 00:24:06,520
Speaker 1: Here's how I feel if you are out here dating,

509
00:24:06,760 --> 00:24:09,360
Speaker 1: I put all your expectations on the table day one.

510
00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:11,439
Speaker 1: If the person who's in front of you isn't for

511
00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:15,199
Speaker 1: that shit, good riddance. Okay, somebody is going to be

512
00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:19,640
Speaker 1: okay with your demands, your expectations, your boundaries.

513
00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:23,520
Speaker 2: No, sometimes you also know it's.

514
00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:24,680
Speaker 1: Your opinion versus month.

515
00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:30,440
Speaker 2: Okay, it's never know though, all right, so it's not. No,

516
00:24:30,720 --> 00:24:38,160
Speaker 2: It's my thought is you also have to have realistic expectations.

517
00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:41,520
Speaker 2: Like I saw this video or this woman she was

518
00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:45,840
Speaker 2: on the podcast and her husband got fired and he

519
00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:48,439
Speaker 2: had been taking good care of her, she said, And

520
00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:52,720
Speaker 2: he got fired and he was unemployed for a month

521
00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:56,840
Speaker 2: and she was ready to divorce him, and she was like,

522
00:24:56,960 --> 00:24:59,720
Speaker 2: my money is my money, and you're supposed to like

523
00:24:59,760 --> 00:25:02,320
Speaker 2: you knew, you knew when you married me that I

524
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,200
Speaker 2: want to be taken care of. And no, I don't

525
00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:09,119
Speaker 2: want that. I want a soft life. And I was like,

526
00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:11,480
Speaker 2: that's not I don't think that's what soft life means.

527
00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:14,399
Speaker 1: No, it absolutely not, because soft life doesn't mean like

528
00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:17,760
Speaker 1: just a lazy life. Now there are boom I know

529
00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:20,680
Speaker 1: some women right who and I know their husband's struggle

530
00:25:20,720 --> 00:25:22,959
Speaker 1: and they just won't go get a job like you

531
00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:25,760
Speaker 1: are not with somebody Like are you content with how

532
00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:28,560
Speaker 1: y'all living like okay, y'all to house a car to

533
00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:32,480
Speaker 1: a house, two cars and one job? Right? So is

534
00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:36,399
Speaker 1: that do you feel like you've arrived? Like the income

535
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:38,359
Speaker 1: your man is bringing in and make cover the bills?

536
00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:41,159
Speaker 1: But how like y'all probably struggling with everything else. I

537
00:25:41,160 --> 00:25:44,440
Speaker 1: would never watch my mate struggle right, first of all,

538
00:25:45,320 --> 00:25:48,000
Speaker 1: But I'm also in the place in my life right

539
00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:51,560
Speaker 1: now where I don't even want. I don't want, I

540
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:52,720
Speaker 1: don't feel like building no one.

541
00:25:53,320 --> 00:25:55,440
Speaker 2: But I'm not going to abandon ship if we begin

542
00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:58,320
Speaker 2: to struggle, you know, like let's say you have someone

543
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:00,560
Speaker 2: who is a provider and something with a sick you

544
00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:02,000
Speaker 2: know you're just gonna believe no.

545
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:05,240
Speaker 1: Absolutely not. You know, this week has been kind of weird.

546
00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:07,960
Speaker 1: I know, I sent y'all an AI video. I feel

547
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:09,720
Speaker 1: like a lot of the ship we've been seeing online

548
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:13,560
Speaker 1: has already been AI. We don't know who the fuck

549
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,880
Speaker 1: these people be talking, dude? Are these even real people

550
00:26:15,920 --> 00:26:18,960
Speaker 1: will be having these conversations? And who's behind the AI?

551
00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:24,600
Speaker 1: Acting like niggas because it's real niggerish. Okay. They are

552
00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:26,960
Speaker 1: putting all the stereotypes out there. So was that a

553
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:30,520
Speaker 1: real person who said this. I know a lot of women.

554
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:33,600
Speaker 1: Most women they be going hard and their relationships, they

555
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:35,520
Speaker 1: be going hard for their men.

556
00:26:35,680 --> 00:26:38,240
Speaker 2: They look pretty real. But that Ai shit look real now,

557
00:26:38,359 --> 00:26:40,639
Speaker 2: you can never tell. That's why if I ever like,

558
00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:43,359
Speaker 2: if I was a cheater and it was a video,

559
00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:49,040
Speaker 2: it's just Ai. I don't know that's Ai who made

560
00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:50,159
Speaker 2: that video. That's Ai.

561
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:53,359
Speaker 1: It was an episode of Cheaters the Girl Show. The

562
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:56,960
Speaker 1: dude he was like, dang, meet us my toys. I'd

563
00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:58,440
Speaker 1: be like, damn, that's my surrogate.

564
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:04,040
Speaker 2: That's Ai, bitch. I would never cheat. I'm joking.

565
00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:08,119
Speaker 1: Cheat Everything is Ai now. So yeah, that person might

566
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,920
Speaker 1: not even have been real. Okay, Yeah, putting out there black.

567
00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,439
Speaker 2: They don't want women to listen to us and assume that,

568
00:27:14,640 --> 00:27:18,359
Speaker 2: especially young women, to assume that we're saying like, be

569
00:27:18,440 --> 00:27:20,439
Speaker 2: a lazy bitch and wait for somebody to come just

570
00:27:21,600 --> 00:27:24,080
Speaker 2: do all the things, and you do absolutely nothing but

571
00:27:24,160 --> 00:27:24,800
Speaker 2: just be pretty.

572
00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:28,880
Speaker 1: I mean, but there is some okay, there are some men, right.

573
00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:30,879
Speaker 1: That's all they want you to do is look pretty

574
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:32,639
Speaker 1: for them. They want you to they want you to

575
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:36,760
Speaker 1: shut up right, and they want you to look very

576
00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:39,560
Speaker 1: pretty going to different events with them. That's what I'm saying.

577
00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:41,199
Speaker 1: A lot of people want these lifestyles that they not

578
00:27:41,280 --> 00:27:44,919
Speaker 1: even really set up for. Like those are usually the

579
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:47,560
Speaker 1: what is it? The thing the young girls do? What

580
00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:50,439
Speaker 1: the uh?

581
00:27:53,680 --> 00:27:55,560
Speaker 2: That me? Sorry to get.

582
00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:59,680
Speaker 1: Like a deputant? Tight girls though, you know what I'm saying,

583
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:04,080
Speaker 1: they were raised to be these girls. Around A couple

584
00:28:04,080 --> 00:28:06,320
Speaker 1: of weeks ago, I was telling you how a guy

585
00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:09,800
Speaker 1: friend of mine basically told me that I'm not I

586
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:12,720
Speaker 1: wouldn't get anybody just just to completely take care of

587
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:15,480
Speaker 1: me because I know what I want. So I'm like,

588
00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:18,399
Speaker 1: what do you mean? So basically you have to be

589
00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:21,840
Speaker 1: like a dumb bitch. Also that I think that's what

590
00:28:21,880 --> 00:28:24,520
Speaker 1: men think, right Men. If you if a man is

591
00:28:24,560 --> 00:28:29,480
Speaker 1: giving you this this super soft life, they expect you

592
00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:32,439
Speaker 1: just to just sit there, just don't do much. I

593
00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:34,280
Speaker 1: just need you to do what I asked.

594
00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:36,800
Speaker 2: I think they would want you to be more peaceful

595
00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:39,120
Speaker 2: if they're providing everything.

596
00:28:39,280 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 1: You know, I would be more peaceful if a man

597
00:28:41,880 --> 00:28:44,560
Speaker 1: if I got to work and do all the things too.

598
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:49,680
Speaker 1: I'm not going to be peaceful, not as not as peaceful, No,

599
00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:53,160
Speaker 1: because we I'm doing exactly what you're doing. What are

600
00:28:53,160 --> 00:28:55,880
Speaker 1: you doing? And you're not peaceful? You know what I'm saying?

601
00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:57,640
Speaker 1: You frustrated with life and all this shit. And I

602
00:28:57,680 --> 00:28:59,840
Speaker 1: got to feel a bun of that, like what are

603
00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:11,000
Speaker 1: you doing that I'm not? You know, I I I'm

604
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 1: want a hybrid life.

605
00:29:13,560 --> 00:29:14,440
Speaker 2: What is that?

606
00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:17,920
Speaker 1: I just want somebody to cover my fucking life expenses

607
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:21,400
Speaker 1: so that I can create, so that I can have

608
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:26,520
Speaker 1: What are you gonna provide for them? My feminine energy?

609
00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:29,720
Speaker 1: That's that's that's what these women say they're providing these men,

610
00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:31,520
Speaker 1: they're feminine energy.

611
00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:32,800
Speaker 2: What does that entail?

612
00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:34,720
Speaker 1: Being soft?

613
00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:40,520
Speaker 2: Because I feel like you got strong alpha energy though.

614
00:29:40,520 --> 00:29:44,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, And I am working on being softer, and I

615
00:29:44,040 --> 00:29:46,560
Speaker 1: don't know if I don't I don't know if being

616
00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:49,160
Speaker 1: soft is just talking soft because to me, that's manipulation.

617
00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:53,320
Speaker 1: So I am actually working on the artist seduction then, right,

618
00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:56,040
Speaker 1: because those women, the women who have mastered the art

619
00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:59,720
Speaker 1: of seduction, which is the soft life women, right, it's

620
00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:03,640
Speaker 1: real manipulation. Submissive to being a submissive person. To me,

621
00:30:03,680 --> 00:30:06,760
Speaker 1: it is also manipulation. It is the ability to make

622
00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:11,040
Speaker 1: somebody do something while simultaneously making them think that it's

623
00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:16,160
Speaker 1: their idea. Okay, so that is a skill set that

624
00:30:16,280 --> 00:30:18,840
Speaker 1: I'm working on because I don't know. I'm not a finesser,

625
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I don't know how to

626
00:30:20,280 --> 00:30:23,880
Speaker 1: finesse people. I know how, but it's not my normal

627
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 1: setting to be right, So I would have to really

628
00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:31,200
Speaker 1: like consciously work on finessing somebody, and I don't. I

629
00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:33,800
Speaker 1: just I don't like doing that. That's why. That's why

630
00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:36,560
Speaker 1: I can't date people that don't find like esthetically pleasing

631
00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:39,160
Speaker 1: to me, right, because I don't know how to pretend

632
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:41,080
Speaker 1: like I like you for money and shit like that,

633
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:42,720
Speaker 1: Like I gotta actually like you.

634
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:47,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, I can't do that either. So women like I

635
00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:48,320
Speaker 2: gotta actually.

636
00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:50,080
Speaker 1: Like people are like Rick Ross, think you're dying, but

637
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,400
Speaker 1: instead of somebody be pretending.

638
00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:56,400
Speaker 2: But I have dated men who aren't like you know,

639
00:30:56,560 --> 00:31:00,360
Speaker 2: typically hints and I'm like mm hmm, but I they

640
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:03,040
Speaker 2: grew softer on my eyes because of how they treated me,

641
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,320
Speaker 2: you know, Like, So you don't have to be the

642
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:08,080
Speaker 2: I don't. I don't even really lie to fine ass

643
00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:11,040
Speaker 2: needed I don't want you thinking you finer than me,

644
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:13,040
Speaker 2: you know, like I'm the fine one.

645
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:16,000
Speaker 1: So so do you feel like Black women are just

646
00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:19,600
Speaker 1: burnt out? Like collectively, so we're all just looking for

647
00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:21,360
Speaker 1: somebody to leave us.

648
00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:24,600
Speaker 2: Absolutely, I think that's why this soft girl era even

649
00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:27,200
Speaker 2: came about. We're just tired.

650
00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 1: And I think I think men think it has something

651
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,360
Speaker 1: to do with them, like it does. Like I would

652
00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:34,280
Speaker 1: like to have somebody like do it for me, but

653
00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:37,000
Speaker 1: I could do do it for myself and also like

654
00:31:37,040 --> 00:31:38,280
Speaker 1: live this soft life.

655
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:42,200
Speaker 2: And a lot of us that's gonna have to be

656
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:45,560
Speaker 2: the situation. You know, we're going to have to because

657
00:31:45,600 --> 00:31:50,040
Speaker 2: of one, if you're not interested in polygamous lifestyle, we

658
00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:53,080
Speaker 2: outnumber these men, you know, so somebody gonna have to

659
00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:57,440
Speaker 2: come on shore. We outnumber the men. And then if

660
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:02,280
Speaker 2: you you know, factor in homosexuals, you factor in incarceration,

661
00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:07,760
Speaker 2: you factoring already taken. You know, you're going to have

662
00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:12,320
Speaker 2: all the people niggas left, yes, full niggas letter, And

663
00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:16,120
Speaker 2: if you're not willing to share, then you might have

664
00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:19,520
Speaker 2: to be soft to yourself, you know.

665
00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:22,840
Speaker 1: Well that's where I'm at right. So I am aspiring

666
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:24,800
Speaker 1: to have a softer life. I even want to talk

667
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,200
Speaker 1: softer sometime I listen to this podcast, like why the

668
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:29,880
Speaker 1: fuck you so crumped because I'm at the house like chilling,

669
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,080
Speaker 1: but that listens to the episode I just.

670
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:35,080
Speaker 2: Talked crump, like when we was doing the juneteenth episode,

671
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:37,360
Speaker 2: like you were yelling over me the whole time I

672
00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:40,360
Speaker 2: was listening to the episode, like really, damn, she comes

673
00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 2: with your seventeen thousand times yess what we're talking though,

674
00:32:45,040 --> 00:32:47,080
Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying. You was looking at me, bitch,

675
00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:52,360
Speaker 2: we be all camera with each other. Fuck you talk

676
00:32:52,440 --> 00:32:53,440
Speaker 2: about you.

677
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:56,280
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have to go listen now, yeah, yeah, because

678
00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,920
Speaker 1: I might get get super filled with convictions.

679
00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:01,840
Speaker 2: So okay, let's hear your soft voice.

680
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:05,840
Speaker 1: I don't really have a soft voice, like and I'm

681
00:33:05,880 --> 00:33:09,080
Speaker 1: not about to one of my homegirls, like she puts

682
00:33:09,120 --> 00:33:11,960
Speaker 1: on this little girl voice when she talks to men,

683
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:15,120
Speaker 1: and you despise a hard bitch just like me. Like

684
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:19,360
Speaker 1: not a hard bitch. She's like firm, Okay, she's strict,

685
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:22,320
Speaker 1: just like talks when she talks to men like she

686
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:26,360
Speaker 1: it's an act though, because she when she talked you

687
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:27,400
Speaker 1: probably could beat them up.

688
00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:29,760
Speaker 2: She sound like DMX. And then when she talked to me,

689
00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:30,800
Speaker 2: and it's cute.

690
00:33:30,840 --> 00:33:33,320
Speaker 1: See yeah, it's like a whole nother like who is hello?

691
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:37,120
Speaker 2: But you know what, I think, so men do that

692
00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:40,200
Speaker 2: the way they interact with their homeboys is different than

693
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:42,920
Speaker 2: how they interact with their women. I think we should

694
00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:45,680
Speaker 2: inspire to that, honestly, Like, we don't have to be

695
00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:47,840
Speaker 2: talking the same way with our men that we talk

696
00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:48,840
Speaker 2: with everybody else.

697
00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:53,320
Speaker 1: I just I'm just myself, right, So it's just easier

698
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:55,840
Speaker 1: for me to be that. It's just easier for me

699
00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 1: to be myself and then find somebody who's okay with me,

700
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:03,320
Speaker 1: me and myself, because that's what I'm gonna be.

701
00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:03,600
Speaker 2: Like.

702
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:06,960
Speaker 1: You know, I might not have to do that for

703
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:09,719
Speaker 1: somebody else. I might not have to do that for

704
00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:11,000
Speaker 1: a person.

705
00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:12,399
Speaker 2: But you might have to do it for the type

706
00:34:12,440 --> 00:34:13,480
Speaker 2: of person you're looking for.

707
00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:16,880
Speaker 1: I might not, and I might not because is that authentic?

708
00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:20,279
Speaker 1: That's not authentic. If I got to be talking like

709
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:25,080
Speaker 1: Mary Poppins, Hey, baby, would you like a uh maya?

710
00:34:26,200 --> 00:34:29,319
Speaker 2: I would like one from that voice, say it in

711
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:30,240
Speaker 2: your regular voice.

712
00:34:30,440 --> 00:34:36,839
Speaker 1: You want some to drink? Not not really, you put

713
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:40,880
Speaker 1: some to drink though, So I don't know that I

714
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:44,000
Speaker 1: could put an act on. And that's another thing like, so,

715
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:47,080
Speaker 1: these these women who have these soft flies on social media,

716
00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:53,160
Speaker 1: they're making money, right, a light off lifestyle. Is that

717
00:34:53,200 --> 00:34:56,720
Speaker 1: the real image? Or are they actually stressed in real life?

718
00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:00,360
Speaker 2: Well, everybody's got stressed there. I don't find find me

719
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:02,719
Speaker 2: somebody who doesn't have any stress, and I'll show you

720
00:35:02,760 --> 00:35:06,719
Speaker 2: somebody who's probably not alive there. Ai. You know, everybody's

721
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:09,560
Speaker 2: life has stress in it, you know, even the soft life.

722
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:12,880
Speaker 2: It's stressful creating the content to put it on social media,

723
00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:15,960
Speaker 2: you know. So I don't really try to use social

724
00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:19,120
Speaker 2: media as a you know, a baseline for how I'm

725
00:35:19,239 --> 00:35:23,440
Speaker 2: live my life because everybody, everybody's showing their highlight reel anyway.

726
00:35:23,560 --> 00:35:27,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, because I know some women who husbands can afford

727
00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:29,960
Speaker 1: for them to do whatever they want to do, and

728
00:35:30,680 --> 00:35:33,280
Speaker 1: like you said, they have children that should look different,

729
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:36,840
Speaker 1: even with the nanny. It's hard to work being a

730
00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:40,839
Speaker 1: a stay at home mom to four or five kids

731
00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:43,680
Speaker 1: and shit like that, to two kids, to one kid,

732
00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 1: it's a whole problem. So, I mean, it's not it's

733
00:35:49,719 --> 00:35:52,600
Speaker 1: not it's not soft.

734
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,799
Speaker 2: Can life even be soft? Real? I don't know that

735
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 2: I want to meet someone who feels like they're living

736
00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:01,640
Speaker 2: a soft life. Do you know anybody who's really doing that.

737
00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:03,440
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. I know people like to me

738
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:05,799
Speaker 1: they might be living a soft life because they don't

739
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:09,800
Speaker 1: have to worry about anything financially, right, But I also

740
00:36:09,840 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 1: see that the struggles that they you know, it's still stressful,

741
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:16,480
Speaker 1: they're still stressed. They still probably can use an extra

742
00:36:16,840 --> 00:36:20,600
Speaker 1: hour sleep, you know what I'm saying. But the financial rules,

743
00:36:20,640 --> 00:36:24,239
Speaker 1: they don't have that, right, But regular all other regular shit.

744
00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:27,560
Speaker 1: But these women I'm specifically talking about the software eric

745
00:36:27,600 --> 00:36:30,520
Speaker 1: because it is a social media thing. So is it

746
00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:36,520
Speaker 1: is it real life or is it TV? Are there

747
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:41,120
Speaker 1: actual women out here living like super alone whatever her

748
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:44,000
Speaker 1: name is she's living. I watch her build that fucking

749
00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:45,719
Speaker 1: house she in and people's talking.

750
00:36:45,520 --> 00:36:49,799
Speaker 2: Shit, that's just stuff. You never know what's going on.

751
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:52,800
Speaker 2: After she dropped that camera and put that stuff down,

752
00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:58,080
Speaker 2: that's just stuff. The soft life is not just stuff.

753
00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:00,440
Speaker 1: It's just less stress or maybe met I don't want

754
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:03,520
Speaker 1: to ever manage stress, right, I just I want to

755
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:06,719
Speaker 1: have less stress to where when something does happen, it

756
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:09,719
Speaker 1: doesn't really feel like stress. It's like I can take

757
00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:12,400
Speaker 1: care of this, you know what I'm saying. So it's

758
00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:17,560
Speaker 1: Ain't that what you're already doing? No, you know, it's

759
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:19,560
Speaker 1: little things that stress me out, not big things. I

760
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:23,359
Speaker 1: handle big things easily because it's like you gotta deal

761
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:26,120
Speaker 1: with it. But anything I got a choice about, I'm

762
00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:28,680
Speaker 1: fucking pissed, like I'm about to be. I'm gonna choose

763
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:30,400
Speaker 1: to be mad because I don't feel like doing this

764
00:37:30,440 --> 00:37:32,480
Speaker 1: and why do I have to do it? Like it's pakito.

765
00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 1: It's little as shit, And those are the things that

766
00:37:35,239 --> 00:37:37,440
Speaker 1: stressed me out, small things.

767
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:41,439
Speaker 2: It's never don't let the small things stress either. Yeah,

768
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:43,560
Speaker 2: there's so much big shit to be stressed about you

769
00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:45,799
Speaker 2: letting the small things get you in the get your

770
00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:48,880
Speaker 2: panties in a bunch, all right? What's your last last.

771
00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:49,319
Speaker 3: No, ain't out?

772
00:37:49,360 --> 00:37:51,720
Speaker 1: No last last year? God damn? How long we recording?

773
00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 2: So like seven hours?

774
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 1: It hasn't been seven hours. Hold on a second. We

775
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 1: talked about man, Okay, okay, don't just go into with

776
00:38:04,920 --> 00:38:07,719
Speaker 1: your lab. Let's have a little piece of conversation like, okay.

777
00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:08,720
Speaker 2: I'm in a minute sweeping record.

778
00:38:09,800 --> 00:38:12,440
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, it's more minutes.

779
00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:17,719
Speaker 2: Yeah that's long enough. Okay, do you have a do

780
00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:18,959
Speaker 2: you have something else to add?

781
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:25,759
Speaker 1: Agent abruptly stop and we already did that on one episode.

782
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:32,239
Speaker 1: I do think women, we are gonna have to if

783
00:38:32,239 --> 00:38:34,279
Speaker 1: we want a soft life, most of us again will

784
00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:36,839
Speaker 1: have to provide it for ourselves. It's not a bad

785
00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:40,040
Speaker 1: thing to look for a partner that can provide that

786
00:38:40,160 --> 00:38:45,160
Speaker 1: soft life. Now, if you're looking, they may not be black.

787
00:38:46,680 --> 00:38:47,920
Speaker 2: Oh this is what you're getting.

788
00:38:48,239 --> 00:38:52,120
Speaker 1: Yes, And that's why I said earlier it's dumb man, right,

789
00:38:52,160 --> 00:38:54,560
Speaker 1: the white man, because this is what you see on

790
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:56,560
Speaker 1: social media is the women married to the white men

791
00:38:56,600 --> 00:39:02,480
Speaker 1: that's affording these lives. And then you call in black mendusties. Right.

792
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:05,040
Speaker 1: I don't like that me either, not at all. So

793
00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:10,440
Speaker 1: can can Can you be a hustler and also have

794
00:39:10,520 --> 00:39:13,520
Speaker 1: a soft life.

795
00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:14,640
Speaker 2: If you hustling, ain't nothing soft about the hustle.

796
00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:18,319
Speaker 1: Can you be working nine to five and so have

797
00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:19,040
Speaker 1: a soft life.

798
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:25,080
Speaker 2: I think you can do soft things for yourself. I

799
00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:28,759
Speaker 2: think you could add soft things to your life. There's

800
00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:32,240
Speaker 2: nothing soft about doing it all by yourself. There's nothing

801
00:39:32,320 --> 00:39:36,000
Speaker 2: soft about being a mom. There's nothing soft about hustling,

802
00:39:36,239 --> 00:39:36,440
Speaker 2: you know.

803
00:39:36,760 --> 00:39:40,479
Speaker 1: I think it's just choosing like peace over performance basically, right.

804
00:39:40,880 --> 00:39:45,120
Speaker 1: So it's just I don't know, find some I don't

805
00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:47,440
Speaker 1: think it's about talking. I don't think it's an aesthetic.

806
00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:53,080
Speaker 1: I think it's a mindset. A soft life is a mindset, right.

807
00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:56,279
Speaker 2: I agree. That's why I said, like the type of

808
00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:59,600
Speaker 2: piece that comes without money. That's really what's gonna bring

809
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:01,879
Speaker 2: your soft girl air to you. Is a mental thing.

810
00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:06,040
Speaker 2: It's not how much money you got, because let's be honest,

811
00:40:06,040 --> 00:40:08,480
Speaker 2: everybody ain't gonna be rich in it's life, not in money,

812
00:40:08,719 --> 00:40:11,719
Speaker 2: you know. But they can be rich in peace, they

813
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:14,640
Speaker 2: can be rich in health, they can be rich in love.

814
00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:17,239
Speaker 2: If you've got a community of people who support and

815
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:20,279
Speaker 2: love you every day, you are rich, you know.

816
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,200
Speaker 1: And get a rest.

817
00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:27,479
Speaker 2: Yeah, when you get real solid rest, that's soft girl era,

818
00:40:27,640 --> 00:40:28,600
Speaker 2: that's wealth.

819
00:40:29,320 --> 00:40:32,279
Speaker 3: So that y'all get y'all a class pass and go

820
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:37,440
Speaker 3: to hot yoga, you feel soft with the white girls

821
00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:39,839
Speaker 3: going girl, I'm so pissed the white girls and yoga, Like,

822
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:41,120
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna stop it.

823
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:43,439
Speaker 1: That's how I started spending while you pissed that down

824
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:46,120
Speaker 1: because they know how to do it. So I'm like mad.

825
00:40:46,800 --> 00:40:49,439
Speaker 2: It's like, listen, I have a good friend she teaches yoga.

826
00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,919
Speaker 1: I have a couple of friends too, do yoga. Ampilates instructors,

827
00:40:54,440 --> 00:40:57,120
Speaker 1: but it's that shit is fucking hard and maybe in

828
00:40:57,160 --> 00:40:59,560
Speaker 1: there just I'm gonna keep going though, because that was

829
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:01,239
Speaker 1: the same they would spin. I go to went to

830
00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:03,160
Speaker 1: spin class. It was a whole bunch of white girls,

831
00:41:03,440 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I'm not letting the ash on me up.

832
00:41:05,600 --> 00:41:07,520
Speaker 1: This is fat girls spinning. Got right back up in

833
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,680
Speaker 1: there and I can out spind a lot of motherfuckersmen.

834
00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:14,120
Speaker 1: But the yoga shit, bitch, I need to stretch, Bitch,

835
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:17,320
Speaker 1: I am stiff. I could throw these legs back a

836
00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:20,200
Speaker 1: little bit now, but girl.

837
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:22,760
Speaker 2: I don't like my legs back. I can my lungs

838
00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:25,080
Speaker 2: and my stomach mass together. I don't know what the fuck.

839
00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:27,800
Speaker 2: Put my legs down.

840
00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:32,000
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die and I'm enjoying it the whole time.

841
00:41:32,239 --> 00:41:38,600
Speaker 1: Just like you to concentrate, You really gotta concentrate in

842
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:42,279
Speaker 1: that position to breathe. Bitch, what's the all right?

843
00:41:42,760 --> 00:41:44,759
Speaker 2: I know we gotta go, But what's the machine in

844
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:47,640
Speaker 2: the gym where you're laid on your back and your

845
00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:50,359
Speaker 2: feet are up and you're pressing the weight like this?

846
00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:52,959
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know.

847
00:41:52,880 --> 00:41:56,319
Speaker 2: I don't know what it's called, but that's do that

848
00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,719
Speaker 2: ship the gym. That ship take me out every time

849
00:41:58,880 --> 00:42:01,920
Speaker 2: we die. I don't never forget, and not because it's

850
00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 2: hurt my legs. It's because I cannot breathe.

851
00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:08,440
Speaker 1: Really, you know, I can do that shit a lot

852
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:10,080
Speaker 1: with a lot of weight. Like my life. I can

853
00:42:10,239 --> 00:42:12,160
Speaker 1: do a lot of weight, but you like when your

854
00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:14,560
Speaker 1: thighs come back to your stomach and having to push back.

855
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:20,759
Speaker 2: Baby, whereas the oxygen you might gotta work.

856
00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:22,880
Speaker 1: You might need to do something like breathing. I use

857
00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:25,040
Speaker 1: this app call Open. I know I mentioned it before.

858
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:28,399
Speaker 1: I can I give me some ads. I'm paying twenty

859
00:42:28,400 --> 00:42:31,319
Speaker 1: dollars a month for that shit, but it's really it's real.

860
00:42:31,719 --> 00:42:32,479
Speaker 2: It's really good.

861
00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:35,680
Speaker 1: But because it puts me asleep every night, right, but

862
00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:38,080
Speaker 1: it starts with the breathing every year.

863
00:42:38,560 --> 00:42:40,840
Speaker 2: Well maybe I need to do that because yeah, baby,

864
00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:43,920
Speaker 2: that machine, that's my worst enemy in the gym, and

865
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:47,279
Speaker 2: I like to do my worst enemy workouts first. But

866
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Speaker 2: what's your last last? Can I ask? Now?

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Speaker 1: That's it? Man, Listen, you y'all gonna have to probably

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Speaker 1: you know, create your own soft life young Gilly's dating

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Speaker 1: apps and meet you a weardo white man if you

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Speaker 1: want to. But orn one possibly man the ones that

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Speaker 1: these girls got online. I feel like those are the

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Speaker 1: last ones, Like the super fine, gray haired old white man.

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Speaker 2: They're still exist.

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Speaker 1: One of them gotting no kids.

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Speaker 2: They're getting older every day there.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, they're ving. And I heard Monico. They say Monico

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Speaker 1: has like how many one hundred and thirty thousand millionaires

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Speaker 1: or some stupid shit, some crazy twenty thousand, thirty thousand

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Speaker 1: millionaires in the small ass island. Like maybe need to

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Speaker 1: go on vacation to Monico.

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Speaker 2: Are you looking that's what you're looking for? Yeah? Yeah,

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Speaker 2: tell me.

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Speaker 1: What, Like she ain't looking for niggas with money like this.

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Speaker 1: See she's I'm not able to like act like I'm

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Speaker 1: not doing the thing that I'm doing.

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Speaker 2: What are you talking about?

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Speaker 1: See?

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Speaker 2: What are you talking about?

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Speaker 1: And that's all right, y'all And that's your last last

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