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Speaker 1: What's up, y'all. This is Dylan Marlowe. Yeah, it's definitely

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Speaker 1: tough because you see, like a lot of other things

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Speaker 1: that's like the goal. But I want to do it

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Speaker 1: the way God wants me to do it and not

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Speaker 1: the way I want to do it, like you know,

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Speaker 1: the fruits that I carried by by when you look

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Speaker 1: talk to me, like, that's my goal. I want people

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Speaker 1: to know like, Okay, this is what Dylan's about, and

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Speaker 1: this is the upload. Man.

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Speaker 2: How are you? How's everything?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's been great, probably slowing down for the year.

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Speaker 2: Slowing down, Bro, you're expecting twins?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I know, well, the music slowing down. The parenting's

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Speaker 3: Man, I'm so excited for you. That was one thing

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Speaker 3: that I was so excited to talk to you about

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Speaker 1: So excited. I'm ready, though I'm excited.

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Speaker 3: Well, if you don't know, Dylan is on the upload

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Speaker 3: today and I'm so excited to chat with you and

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Speaker 3: dive into you about just lots of things. But I

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Speaker 3: want to first start off our conversation with just talking

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Speaker 3: about the word faith. It means such different things to

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Speaker 1: I think it's like faith to me, is just like

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Speaker 1: believing what you can't physically see with your eyes, but

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Speaker 1: just like knowing in your heart, like believing what you

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: One of the things that I love about faith is

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Speaker 3: just like you said, you can't see it, but you

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Speaker 3: believe it. And my little brother actually was recently talking

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Speaker 3: and he's like, you do realize you guys sound crazy, right,

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Speaker 3: And I was just like, yeah, we do.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, No, it's either yeah I saw something yesterday butcher.

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Speaker 1: But it's just like we either believe in something some

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Speaker 3: And I like to believe that one, Yeah, the one

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Speaker 3: When it comes to faith specifically, we all have different

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that is so special to have those kind of

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Speaker 2: Yeah, why did you choose that one?

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Speaker 1: Because I feel like, especially in this like industry, it's

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Speaker 3: And being a musician, like you said, it's it's all

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Speaker 3: are good for you.

435
00:18:17,880 --> 00:18:20,359
Speaker 1: For sure, gosh differ. It's tough because you kind of

436
00:18:20,359 --> 00:18:23,440
Speaker 1: feel weird, like you know, I'm loyal to a fault too,

437
00:18:23,760 --> 00:18:25,879
Speaker 1: so but uh yeah, if you're listening to this and

438
00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:28,080
Speaker 1: you're like a new artist and you're looking for a band,

439
00:18:28,119 --> 00:18:29,560
Speaker 1: like take them to coffee. That's why I did. I

440
00:18:29,600 --> 00:18:31,119
Speaker 1: took these guys a coffee and I was like, what

441
00:18:31,119 --> 00:18:33,920
Speaker 1: are your You can tell? You know, if there's Jesus

442
00:18:33,920 --> 00:18:36,479
Speaker 1: and somebody when from an hour of coffee, you know

443
00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:38,680
Speaker 1: you could tell. Yeah, I mean even even if people

444
00:18:38,720 --> 00:18:40,560
Speaker 1: can put like a thing on, like, you could tell.

445
00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,600
Speaker 1: So take take your guys a coffee and get to

446
00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:45,720
Speaker 1: know them because I feel like I learned so much

447
00:18:45,720 --> 00:18:48,720
Speaker 1: about my guys in that hour of coffee or just

448
00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:51,679
Speaker 1: hanging And also like NAT's the sermon's crazy. Nat can

449
00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:53,640
Speaker 1: pick people out of mile aways. She's like, I don't

450
00:18:53,640 --> 00:18:54,479
Speaker 1: ever need to be hanging out.

451
00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:57,480
Speaker 2: It's crazy. I feel like a woman's deir serment period.

452
00:18:57,640 --> 00:18:59,840
Speaker 1: It's crazy. And I could be like, no, it's fine,

453
00:18:59,840 --> 00:19:01,160
Speaker 1: and she always is right.

454
00:19:01,359 --> 00:19:03,680
Speaker 3: You know, listen, I'm just going to say this right now,

455
00:19:03,760 --> 00:19:06,719
Speaker 3: Wait till she becomes a mom, because they just like magnified.

456
00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:10,680
Speaker 3: But you're just like, oh, I think she's feeling sick.

457
00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:12,719
Speaker 3: And then the mom's like, yeah, she has this, this, this,

458
00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:14,080
Speaker 3: and this, and then we need to do this to

459
00:19:14,119 --> 00:19:14,840
Speaker 3: make it better.

460
00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:16,760
Speaker 1: It's crazy. I bet. Yeah.

461
00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:17,919
Speaker 2: Yeah.

462
00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:20,119
Speaker 3: I want to talk sort of about you and not

463
00:19:20,359 --> 00:19:23,119
Speaker 3: in marriage and kids coming, but first I want to

464
00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:25,000
Speaker 3: talk about just since we're on the topic of being

465
00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:26,639
Speaker 3: out on the road, I feel like we all have

466
00:19:26,800 --> 00:19:29,920
Speaker 3: moments where God just like meets us in our mess

467
00:19:30,080 --> 00:19:33,040
Speaker 3: and there's just moments in our life where you know

468
00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:36,480
Speaker 3: you can't do it without anybody but Him. Yeah, can

469
00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:39,520
Speaker 3: you remember specifically, just like maybe a moment out on

470
00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:42,240
Speaker 3: the road or just end life specifically where you just

471
00:19:42,320 --> 00:19:44,000
Speaker 3: you're like, man, I can't handle this on my own,

472
00:19:44,040 --> 00:19:45,920
Speaker 3: Like this is just going to be something God helps

473
00:19:45,960 --> 00:19:46,280
Speaker 3: me out of.

474
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Speaker 1: I feel like there's been times though, where I've just

475
00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:52,280
Speaker 1: been like, sometimes you can spend a lot of time

476
00:19:52,320 --> 00:19:55,600
Speaker 1: on your phone out there, and I think on our

477
00:19:55,640 --> 00:19:58,600
Speaker 1: first headline tour, I just got so consumed by you

478
00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:00,960
Speaker 1: have like eight hours free day. I think my screen

479
00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,439
Speaker 1: time was like ten or eleven hours a day, and

480
00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:06,199
Speaker 1: I was just falling. I was like crashing hard, and

481
00:20:06,240 --> 00:20:07,879
Speaker 1: I was like, God, I don't think you've called me

482
00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:09,159
Speaker 1: to come out here and do this and sit on

483
00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:12,200
Speaker 1: my phone all day and just scroll and compare myself

484
00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:15,280
Speaker 1: and do this and this. And I remember like specifically

485
00:20:15,320 --> 00:20:18,720
Speaker 1: just praying right there and then immediately just calm the storm. Yeah,

486
00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:20,720
Speaker 1: you know, And there's plenty other times in my life

487
00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:23,680
Speaker 1: where it's done that, but I feel like keeping him

488
00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:27,560
Speaker 1: close out there is has been pretty that's beneficial.

489
00:20:27,080 --> 00:20:28,119
Speaker 2: The only way to do it.

490
00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:28,480
Speaker 1: Yeah.

491
00:20:28,840 --> 00:20:31,399
Speaker 3: I think there was some statistic or study that was

492
00:20:31,440 --> 00:20:35,080
Speaker 3: done that it's like twelve minutes of prayer a day

493
00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:38,760
Speaker 3: can completely change your entire the way your brain like fires,

494
00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:41,200
Speaker 3: like how the nerdons and things fire in your brain.

495
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,680
Speaker 3: And I think it's to a testament to what you're saying,

496
00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:46,440
Speaker 3: like a little bit of prayer goes so so far.

497
00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:49,679
Speaker 1: Yeah, he hears you. Yeah, especially in the valleys for sure.

498
00:20:50,119 --> 00:20:54,440
Speaker 3: Okay, so let's dive into marriage. Yeah, relationship, kids coming,

499
00:20:54,560 --> 00:20:56,000
Speaker 3: because this is exciting, not.

500
00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:57,880
Speaker 2: Just one we're getting twins.

501
00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:02,800
Speaker 3: I feel like when it comes to marriage, specifically, praying

502
00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:05,280
Speaker 3: out loud, I think is such a great thing for

503
00:21:05,359 --> 00:21:08,400
Speaker 3: people to do. Has there been other ways in your

504
00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:10,920
Speaker 3: marriage where you're just like, this is how God keeps

505
00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:13,640
Speaker 3: us on track, because you know, in marriage, we all fight,

506
00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:16,960
Speaker 3: y'all have things that we don't agree with, and navigating

507
00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,920
Speaker 3: those things, especially as a young couple, I think it's

508
00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:22,960
Speaker 3: it's great to get those perspectives for those listening who

509
00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:26,080
Speaker 3: maybe are new to marriage to or need a little

510
00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:29,800
Speaker 3: bit of guidance on how to seek God together as

511
00:21:29,840 --> 00:21:30,560
Speaker 3: a married couple.

512
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Speaker 1: I think it started for me when I realized, like

513
00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:35,600
Speaker 1: I wanted to be the spiritual leader of our household

514
00:21:35,600 --> 00:21:38,000
Speaker 1: because Nat was always when me and Nat met, like,

515
00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:40,760
Speaker 1: NAT's always been light years ahead of me because her mom,

516
00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:43,720
Speaker 1: like miss Nancy just awesome. Yeah, and she just was

517
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:46,920
Speaker 1: raised so right, And so I think there was a

518
00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:48,520
Speaker 1: little bit of catch up for us when we got

519
00:21:48,560 --> 00:21:52,359
Speaker 1: married because I just wasn't probably where I should have

520
00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:54,959
Speaker 1: been or needed to be. Spiritually when we first got married.

521
00:21:55,280 --> 00:21:58,200
Speaker 1: So it's kind of been a fun like seeing how

522
00:21:58,240 --> 00:22:00,280
Speaker 1: I can lead our family. It's been that's been a

523
00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:03,040
Speaker 1: journey in a process of just like learning, Okay, I

524
00:22:03,040 --> 00:22:05,040
Speaker 1: don't have to be no more Bible versus than that,

525
00:22:05,320 --> 00:22:07,000
Speaker 1: you know, but I need to do this to lead

526
00:22:07,040 --> 00:22:09,439
Speaker 1: her because at first I thought, like, you know, but

527
00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:12,600
Speaker 1: I would say Natt is also very good about asking

528
00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:15,560
Speaker 1: intentional questions, and I'm like, I could sit on a

529
00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:18,240
Speaker 1: couch for four hours with her and watch a movie

530
00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:21,200
Speaker 1: and that's cool with me, you know, but twenty minutes

531
00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:24,320
Speaker 1: of just intentional conversation goes way longer further with her.

532
00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:28,320
Speaker 1: You know, she wants intentionality. So I've learned intentionality. And

533
00:22:28,359 --> 00:22:31,800
Speaker 1: then the biggest piece of advice I guess that I

534
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:36,360
Speaker 1: have is whenever you just feel so frustrated in marriage,

535
00:22:36,800 --> 00:22:40,920
Speaker 1: like the immediate killer to that to like whether it's

536
00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:45,159
Speaker 1: like anger, frustration or whatever, is just like serving you know,

537
00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:48,639
Speaker 1: like even like I can't remember maybe a week or

538
00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:51,000
Speaker 1: two ago, we just weren't like arguing, but we're just

539
00:22:51,080 --> 00:22:52,520
Speaker 1: you know, you have days you're just not on the.

540
00:22:52,520 --> 00:22:54,000
Speaker 2: Same It's like I don't want to be around you

541
00:22:54,080 --> 00:22:54,280
Speaker 2: right now.

542
00:22:54,320 --> 00:22:58,480
Speaker 1: It's on the same page, you know. And I was like, like,

543
00:22:58,520 --> 00:22:59,880
Speaker 1: we have a gate at our house and we opened

544
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:02,119
Speaker 1: the clothes for the dogs in the front yard. So

545
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,440
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm just she was leaving. She just

546
00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:05,720
Speaker 1: got to get I was like, I'm gonna go just

547
00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:07,560
Speaker 1: shut the gate or open the gate for and shut

548
00:23:07,600 --> 00:23:09,119
Speaker 1: it so she have to get out. And then that

549
00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:12,720
Speaker 1: immediately just like takes away any whatever. You're like, Okay,

550
00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:14,400
Speaker 1: I see I was wrong in the situation. I need

551
00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:17,480
Speaker 1: to like apologize or you know. So I think serving

552
00:23:17,600 --> 00:23:21,719
Speaker 1: like your your spouse is probably like an immediate like

553
00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:24,560
Speaker 1: it's like an immediate advil for a headache. It just

554
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:25,399
Speaker 1: takes it away.

555
00:23:25,680 --> 00:23:27,240
Speaker 2: That is so so good.

556
00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:29,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, that is one thing I feel like when you're

557
00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:31,840
Speaker 3: in the moment, when you're in the heat of everything, Yeah,

558
00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:33,639
Speaker 3: the last thing on your mind is what can I

559
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:35,679
Speaker 3: do to serve my spouse, you know, and what a

560
00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:37,440
Speaker 3: what a good tool to use.

561
00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:39,840
Speaker 1: To Yeah, and I'm still learning, you know, so like

562
00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:42,280
Speaker 1: just if you're watching this, don't think that I've got

563
00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:44,440
Speaker 1: to figure it out. I'm just figuring it out along

564
00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:44,760
Speaker 1: the way.

565
00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:46,080
Speaker 2: How long have you guys been married?

566
00:23:46,480 --> 00:23:49,240
Speaker 1: Uh, two and a half years, okay, yeah, running on that.

567
00:23:49,440 --> 00:23:51,840
Speaker 2: We're right in the honeymoon phase, crushing it.

568
00:23:52,119 --> 00:23:55,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's been it's been so good and yeah we

569
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:58,040
Speaker 1: yeah so excited to be a dad. That that was

570
00:23:58,040 --> 00:24:00,360
Speaker 1: a process. That's a whole story in itself, but yeah,

571
00:24:00,359 --> 00:24:02,160
Speaker 1: it was so thankful.

572
00:24:02,320 --> 00:24:04,960
Speaker 3: Yeah did you did you guys have trouble getting pregnant.

573
00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:07,480
Speaker 1: Yeah, we tried for I want to say, we tried

574
00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:11,760
Speaker 1: for like eleven months, couldn't get pregnant. And Nat went

575
00:24:11,840 --> 00:24:15,560
Speaker 1: to this like, I guess it's a holistic doctor, which

576
00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:17,880
Speaker 1: sounds like a weird word. It wasn't like, yeah, it's

577
00:24:17,920 --> 00:24:19,560
Speaker 1: not like it's not like a weird It's not like

578
00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:22,720
Speaker 1: I thought that was like a weird juju thing or something.

579
00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:26,600
Speaker 1: It's like, no, it's just natural somebody. So they just

580
00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:28,320
Speaker 1: I'm sure and I wouldn't care if I said this,

581
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:30,920
Speaker 1: but she like they were just like he could do

582
00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,960
Speaker 1: these like amino acid testing and look at her fingernails

583
00:24:33,960 --> 00:24:36,480
Speaker 1: and say like, okay, from all my thing, I think

584
00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:39,000
Speaker 1: you just have like flow this high this and then

585
00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:41,480
Speaker 1: you might have like a candida infection, so let's tackle that,

586
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:43,840
Speaker 1: you know, And so put her on like a candy

587
00:24:43,920 --> 00:24:48,320
Speaker 1: to diet and six weeks after that, like we got pregnant.

588
00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:52,439
Speaker 1: But the funniest thing was is my biggest thing was

589
00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:55,280
Speaker 1: if we're gonna use somebody like a doctor like that,

590
00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:57,159
Speaker 1: because I wanted to. I was like, hey, let's just

591
00:24:57,160 --> 00:24:59,040
Speaker 1: trust God in our time, you know. And then I

592
00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,040
Speaker 1: got to thinking, well, some tis like you know, God

593
00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:04,600
Speaker 1: places people down here as long as the credit's not

594
00:25:04,760 --> 00:25:06,600
Speaker 1: just going to this, you know, we're not saying like

595
00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:09,000
Speaker 1: this doctor is the reason we got pregnant, like, you know,

596
00:25:09,119 --> 00:25:11,920
Speaker 1: God led us to this doctor, and God also gave

597
00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:15,880
Speaker 1: this doctor a discernment and the knowledge that to help

598
00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:18,200
Speaker 1: us in our situation. I think about that story where

599
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,399
Speaker 1: the the guy's like stuck on his roof you know,

600
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:22,359
Speaker 1: have you ever heard this? Yep? And he's like I

601
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:24,960
Speaker 1: sent you a boat, a helicopter and a thing like

602
00:25:25,160 --> 00:25:27,200
Speaker 1: you know, sometimes God is not just gonna come down

603
00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:31,560
Speaker 1: and exactly. So I think our biggest thing was like, hey,

604
00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:33,560
Speaker 1: when we tell the story, like we want people to

605
00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:36,199
Speaker 1: know like this was just fully God. You know, we

606
00:25:36,320 --> 00:25:38,280
Speaker 1: just he helped us out with some pieces along the

607
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:41,280
Speaker 1: way that Yeah, so we got pregnant. But the funny

608
00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:44,720
Speaker 1: thing is this whole pregnancy, are trying to get pregnant. Thing.

609
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:48,000
Speaker 1: Like I later realized that I was just praying for

610
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:51,400
Speaker 1: fertility every night and I wasn't like, Hey, God, give

611
00:25:51,440 --> 00:25:53,720
Speaker 1: us a kid, a boy, girl, you know. And so

612
00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:56,679
Speaker 1: I asked for fertility and God said, there you go,

613
00:25:57,600 --> 00:25:59,680
Speaker 1: two of them we got. We got the Bible and

614
00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:01,880
Speaker 1: get one free deal. You know. I love it, man.

615
00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:04,520
Speaker 3: I gotta say though, because I my husband and I

616
00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:07,240
Speaker 3: we struggled with infertility for like it was like a

617
00:26:07,240 --> 00:26:09,920
Speaker 3: little over a year, yeah, after we had our first

618
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:13,560
Speaker 3: and those thoughts that start putting in especially I'm sure

619
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:16,920
Speaker 3: Nat went through that where you're just thinking, is there

620
00:26:16,920 --> 00:26:17,800
Speaker 3: something wrong with me?

621
00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:18,440
Speaker 1: Yeah?

622
00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:20,919
Speaker 2: Are we going to be able to do this? And

623
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:22,760
Speaker 2: that's that's a tough walk with God too.

624
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:25,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was a tough season for sure, especially because

625
00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:29,520
Speaker 1: I've never seen Nat really like constantly upset about something

626
00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:32,320
Speaker 1: and like I'm a fixture, Like I'm a like like

627
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:34,000
Speaker 1: if me and you were beefing, like I'm gonna try

628
00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:36,399
Speaker 1: to fix it within five minutes, Like, Hey, what can

629
00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:37,960
Speaker 1: I do to do this? You know, And there's nothing

630
00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:41,960
Speaker 1: I can do in that situation except just pray that God,

631
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:44,840
Speaker 1: you know, God's timing and pray for patients, and yeah,

632
00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:48,840
Speaker 1: when we found out we were in well, we were

633
00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:54,119
Speaker 1: in Alaska and we went on this like excruciating hike,

634
00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:56,600
Speaker 1: you know, and Nat crushed it. She was fine, and

635
00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,520
Speaker 1: she's like, I don't really feel good, and she started

636
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:02,399
Speaker 1: like she's never not She's just the healthiest person. I know.

637
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:05,600
Speaker 1: That was why we also was were pretty confused about

638
00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:09,000
Speaker 1: getting pregnant because now it's like insanely healthy, you know.

639
00:27:10,040 --> 00:27:11,439
Speaker 1: But turned out it was like a lot of the

640
00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:13,560
Speaker 1: fruit she was eating had like tons of sugars and

641
00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:20,120
Speaker 1: the fruit itself. So that ended up yeah exactly, yeah, yeah, yeah,

642
00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:23,199
Speaker 1: things I don't know knowledge enough about. But yeah, So

643
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:26,680
Speaker 1: we get home and it's like probably three am, four am,

644
00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:31,600
Speaker 1: and we were like, you know, expecting to not to

645
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:34,199
Speaker 1: like not even need to do a pregnancy test. But

646
00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:37,280
Speaker 1: then obviously, you know, we're all like she was late.

647
00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:40,800
Speaker 1: So we're like, okay, well maybe the span is just

648
00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:42,760
Speaker 1: different this month, and you know, maybe this is it.

649
00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:44,920
Speaker 1: I was pretty I feel like I was pretty optimistic

650
00:27:44,920 --> 00:27:47,080
Speaker 1: the whole time. But we got home it was like

651
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:49,800
Speaker 1: four am, and I'm eating like air fried chicken logans

652
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:52,880
Speaker 1: or chicken tenders in the kitchen, and we found out

653
00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:54,560
Speaker 1: and we only had one pregnancy test and I was like,

654
00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 1: we're going to get more, and we're like, nowhere's open,

655
00:27:56,640 --> 00:28:01,040
Speaker 1: so we like, I mean, we just like and jumped

656
00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:03,040
Speaker 1: in joy. And Yeah. It was crazy. Ysh.

657
00:28:03,200 --> 00:28:06,640
Speaker 3: It's such a crazy thing, that first pregnancy test where

658
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:08,400
Speaker 3: you're like, oh, I need like three more to confirm.

659
00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:10,360
Speaker 1: Oh. I was like, babe, we're going right now. She's

660
00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:12,480
Speaker 1: like doing it's four am, nowhere's open. Yeah.

661
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:14,640
Speaker 2: All had to sit with that one all night.

662
00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:17,720
Speaker 1: I think when I fell asleep, she probably did for

663
00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:19,439
Speaker 1: a minute, but she went at the head to be

664
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:21,720
Speaker 1: six am or seven am, and she went and got

665
00:28:21,720 --> 00:28:23,160
Speaker 1: like three or four more and she was like, they're

666
00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:23,800
Speaker 1: all pregnant.

667
00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:26,199
Speaker 3: It is so sweet, and I just I love that

668
00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:29,120
Speaker 3: story because it really is one of those things, especially

669
00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:32,359
Speaker 3: as I mean as a married couple, as a unit,

670
00:28:32,600 --> 00:28:36,080
Speaker 3: you're trying to lead and trying to diffuse. She's seeing

671
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:38,880
Speaker 3: a negative pregnancy test and her emotions are crazy and

672
00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 3: there's doubt and there's all of these things, and man,

673
00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:42,960
Speaker 3: what a roller coaster.

674
00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:45,720
Speaker 1: Onna It definitely was. And I know so many people

675
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:47,959
Speaker 1: that I've even gone through more than that, and it

676
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:51,520
Speaker 1: feels like going through more than that would I can't imagine.

677
00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 1: You know, you don't really think is your whole life.

678
00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:58,120
Speaker 1: You're just taught rightfully, so before you're married, like you know,

679
00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:00,520
Speaker 1: don't get pregant, don't get pregnant. So when you start

680
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:05,600
Speaker 1: trying to get preyed almost feels weird, weird, right yeah, yeah, yeah,

681
00:29:05,680 --> 00:29:07,520
Speaker 1: but you spend your whole life like trying not to

682
00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:10,480
Speaker 1: and then yeah, it's crazy. I don't know. God, it's

683
00:29:10,480 --> 00:29:12,120
Speaker 1: such a blessing, I mean, and then to have like

684
00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:14,600
Speaker 1: a double busting is just like, holy cow.

685
00:29:14,800 --> 00:29:16,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, invite us into that room really quick when you

686
00:29:16,920 --> 00:29:19,440
Speaker 3: guys are getting the ultrasound there.

687
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:22,800
Speaker 1: So we went into the to get the ultrasound, you know,

688
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:25,080
Speaker 1: and I mean I think we were so we were

689
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:27,360
Speaker 1: just like, please, dear God, just be a heartbeat, Just

690
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:30,000
Speaker 1: be a healthy heartbeat. That's all we care about, you know.

691
00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:33,280
Speaker 1: And uh, I've never seen an ultrasound. I've seen them

692
00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:33,800
Speaker 1: on movies.

693
00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 2: They're not nice and pretty.

694
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:39,160
Speaker 1: No, so they start like doing it, you know, and

695
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:42,200
Speaker 1: I look at the screen and I think like probably

696
00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:44,960
Speaker 1: a split second before the nurse said anything, like I

697
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:47,840
Speaker 1: saw two little jellybean looking things and I was like,

698
00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 1: I like put my hand over my mouth and I

699
00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:52,080
Speaker 1: was about to stand up and I was and she

700
00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:56,560
Speaker 1: was like, oh, uh well, y'all knew there was two, right, Yeah,

701
00:29:56,760 --> 00:30:00,040
Speaker 1: we just felt it and Natalie was like no. So

702
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:04,200
Speaker 1: I like jumped with joy, and I was very like nervous,

703
00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:06,480
Speaker 1: but I was like, this is awesome. We tried so

704
00:30:06,520 --> 00:30:08,520
Speaker 1: long for one and we got two. Like, let's go.

705
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:11,920
Speaker 1: So I'm like five inches from the TV screen standing

706
00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:13,920
Speaker 1: up and I'm like, nat this is great. Like she's

707
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:16,960
Speaker 1: behind me, like this is great, this is awesome. I'm

708
00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:19,040
Speaker 1: so excited we got two, you know. And I turn

709
00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:22,920
Speaker 1: around and she's just like freaking out. I've never seen

710
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:28,640
Speaker 1: anybody actually hyperventilate before, man. So I facetimeed her mom

711
00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:30,720
Speaker 1: and I was like, it's gonna be okay. Like there's

712
00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,400
Speaker 1: two though, Like we're okay, and uh so we had

713
00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:36,680
Speaker 1: just told all of our family our red Rocks were pregnant,

714
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:38,840
Speaker 1: so then we had to go back and call everybody

715
00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:41,840
Speaker 1: and be like, hey, we're also having twins. And I

716
00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:44,160
Speaker 1: wish we were a video in that moment, but yeah,

717
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:45,480
Speaker 1: she was like freaking out.

718
00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:48,760
Speaker 3: Have you ever seen those videos where it's like the

719
00:30:49,800 --> 00:30:52,040
Speaker 3: couple has a baby and then they surprised with the twin.

720
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:55,280
Speaker 1: They never said, I'm like, that's great, that's crazy because

721
00:30:55,880 --> 00:30:58,680
Speaker 1: on NAT's seventeen weeks and she's already showing a ton

722
00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:01,320
Speaker 1: like I don't know how you would hide having twins totally,

723
00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:03,400
Speaker 1: which is sick. I think she's finally starting to feel them,

724
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:05,880
Speaker 1: like kick around and stuff like I can't feel them

725
00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:08,400
Speaker 1: like feeling from the outside, but that she can feel him.

726
00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:11,840
Speaker 3: Like, you know, I feel like pregnancy is such a

727
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,440
Speaker 3: gift from God where it's like if you go through

728
00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:18,040
Speaker 3: out a pregnancy and then when you see childbirth like

729
00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:20,360
Speaker 3: in the room, Yeah, I don't know how you can't

730
00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:23,120
Speaker 3: believe in God. It's such a beautiful thing.

731
00:31:23,520 --> 00:31:25,760
Speaker 1: I bet I'm excited. I feel like there's so many

732
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:27,880
Speaker 1: things I've said recently where you're like, how do you

733
00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:29,760
Speaker 1: not see God in this? You know?

734
00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:32,120
Speaker 3: And what a miracle to where He's like, I'm gonna

735
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,120
Speaker 3: give you a double portion. Don't even worry about it.

736
00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:37,640
Speaker 1: Now. What we're worried about is like, Okay, if we

737
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 1: go for another one, which we want, you know, probably

738
00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:43,080
Speaker 1: four kids another said twins could be I don't know,

739
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:46,360
Speaker 1: let's see, man, I'm excited for you guys have you

740
00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:50,040
Speaker 1: guys talked about sort of just leading kids.

741
00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:52,120
Speaker 3: I know that seventeen weeks, you guys got a little

742
00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:52,800
Speaker 3: bit of time left.

743
00:31:52,840 --> 00:31:55,160
Speaker 1: But and that's all we've been talking about because I

744
00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:57,200
Speaker 1: feel like we've been going through just some stuff in

745
00:31:57,240 --> 00:32:00,760
Speaker 1: our marriage where we're like and we're constantly learning, like

746
00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:03,560
Speaker 1: what do we want to teach our kids? What do

747
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:08,040
Speaker 1: like I want my kids specifically to see like vulnerability

748
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:10,479
Speaker 1: through me. Like I want them to see like, Okay,

749
00:32:10,520 --> 00:32:13,040
Speaker 1: mom and dad like just had an argument, but they're

750
00:32:13,080 --> 00:32:16,360
Speaker 1: they're talking about it and they're open, and they're like

751
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:19,880
Speaker 1: there's forgiveness and there's I want them to see like

752
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:21,880
Speaker 1: that cycle because sometimes it can be you can be

753
00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:23,680
Speaker 1: like numb to it or you can just be like

754
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:26,280
Speaker 1: you don't see that all the time. So I want,

755
00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:28,400
Speaker 1: I think I just want our kids to see like

756
00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:31,680
Speaker 1: us being vulnerable and and feel like they can come

757
00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:35,480
Speaker 1: to us. And Yeah, there's definitely things that we've already

758
00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:37,320
Speaker 1: talked about, like what how do we want to lead

759
00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:39,280
Speaker 1: our kids? How do we want what do they we

760
00:32:39,360 --> 00:32:41,440
Speaker 1: want them to see? Because I know they pick everything up,

761
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:44,320
Speaker 1: you know, Yeah, so there's a lot of that already

762
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:44,800
Speaker 1: for sure.

763
00:32:45,040 --> 00:32:47,000
Speaker 3: Well, if I can encourage you guys at all. I

764
00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:51,480
Speaker 3: can say that having those conversations now is so huge. Yeah,

765
00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:55,320
Speaker 3: and watching the fruit of seeing Jesus and your kids.

766
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:57,040
Speaker 3: I have a four year old and a one year old,

767
00:32:57,120 --> 00:32:59,760
Speaker 3: and it's just so special when it's just like you're

768
00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:02,440
Speaker 3: sitting down for dinner, yeah, and your four year old goes.

769
00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:04,480
Speaker 2: Mommy, you forgot to pray. It's just like, you know

770
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:06,880
Speaker 2: what I did, thank you for the reminder, or.

771
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:10,640
Speaker 3: Just singing worship songs and just we have people in

772
00:33:10,680 --> 00:33:13,560
Speaker 3: our family that are unbelievers. And to see my daughter

773
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:15,640
Speaker 3: like crawl up and be like, hey, did you know

774
00:33:15,720 --> 00:33:18,120
Speaker 3: that God lives in my heart? And you're just like

775
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:21,120
Speaker 3: tearing up in the background and you're like, man, just

776
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:25,760
Speaker 3: that childlike faith. Yeah, And just having those conversations now,

777
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:29,400
Speaker 3: like that is so encouraging because it just it just

778
00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:30,000
Speaker 3: gets better.

779
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:30,960
Speaker 2: It's so cool.

780
00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:34,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like you have to prepare that. Yeah,

781
00:33:34,160 --> 00:33:35,960
Speaker 1: you know for sure. Man.

782
00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:41,360
Speaker 3: Well, I'm very excited for you guys. Congratulations. I always

783
00:33:41,440 --> 00:33:44,240
Speaker 3: love hearing what God is teaching people lately, and I

784
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:46,440
Speaker 3: know you guys are walking into a complete new season.

785
00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:49,960
Speaker 3: Is there something that God has been maybe teaching you recently?

786
00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:52,120
Speaker 3: That's changing you guys, or changing your.

787
00:33:52,040 --> 00:33:55,720
Speaker 1: Heart probably, Like my word for the year has been obedience,

788
00:33:56,000 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 1: and so are obey. And that's been a thing itself,

789
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:04,400
Speaker 1: just because like you always hear, like the Holy Spirit,

790
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:06,800
Speaker 1: you have this discernment, like thankfully just at a spot

791
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:08,719
Speaker 1: in my faith where I do hear from the Lord,

792
00:34:08,760 --> 00:34:11,240
Speaker 1: like I hear whenever it's time to make a decision,

793
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:15,240
Speaker 1: like I feel this thing, and typically whenever you obey

794
00:34:15,360 --> 00:34:17,120
Speaker 1: like what the Lord's saying, or like when you just

795
00:34:17,120 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 1: say yes to whatever the spear's saying or not to

796
00:34:19,080 --> 00:34:22,440
Speaker 1: whatever it's saying, like you can. Really it's pretty it's

797
00:34:22,440 --> 00:34:25,640
Speaker 1: probably the closest thing to immediate. Like it's not all

798
00:34:25,640 --> 00:34:27,920
Speaker 1: the time immediate, but the last couple of things that

799
00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:30,279
Speaker 1: I've seen have been pretty immediate. The Lord said this,

800
00:34:30,400 --> 00:34:32,520
Speaker 1: I've done this, and this has happened. I know it's

801
00:34:32,520 --> 00:34:34,120
Speaker 1: not always going to be like that, and there's probably

802
00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:37,040
Speaker 1: seasons where you wait years to see the answer, you know.

803
00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:40,319
Speaker 1: But I've just been learning to listen and like being

804
00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:42,680
Speaker 1: in the words so much more, and journaling and like

805
00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:46,560
Speaker 1: really not just reading but reading to like get something

806
00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:49,239
Speaker 1: out of what I'm reading, and like look for what

807
00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:52,879
Speaker 1: the Bible's saying when it says this, it's so easy

808
00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:54,719
Speaker 1: to skip over so much good stuff. And I feel

809
00:34:54,719 --> 00:34:56,640
Speaker 1: like you could read something so many times and not

810
00:34:56,719 --> 00:34:58,879
Speaker 1: see it or get something different from it every time.

811
00:34:59,040 --> 00:35:01,080
Speaker 1: But staying in the word. Started my day with the word.

812
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:03,239
Speaker 1: Because I'm not a morning person, but I've slowly I

813
00:35:03,280 --> 00:35:06,400
Speaker 1: think the Lord has slowly started to prepare me because

814
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:08,360
Speaker 1: I've just been getting up a little earlier. And that

815
00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:10,200
Speaker 1: might not would say the same because she's like an

816
00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 1: early earlier riser, like eight thirty for me's early.

817
00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:15,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's earlier. Yeah, but then when you have kids.

818
00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:18,360
Speaker 1: Oh, I sleep it in. But it's it's crazy the

819
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:20,600
Speaker 1: trajectory of my days once I start in the word,

820
00:35:21,000 --> 00:35:24,160
Speaker 1: and then when I don't, I'll get like halfway through

821
00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 1: my day and be like, why do I just feel

822
00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:26,680
Speaker 1: like this? You know?

823
00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:26,920
Speaker 3: Why?

824
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:29,239
Speaker 1: Why does this feel off? It's like, Oh, I didn't

825
00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:31,719
Speaker 1: I didn't start this way this morning, or not even

826
00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:33,759
Speaker 1: if you know, if you don't even read, if you

827
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 1: just spend some time with God in the morning. Doesn't

828
00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:37,160
Speaker 1: even have to be in the Bible, can be on

829
00:35:37,160 --> 00:35:40,319
Speaker 1: the front porch with coffee, just talking to him or

830
00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:42,879
Speaker 1: anything I can tell whenever I don't do that.

831
00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:46,160
Speaker 3: It's it is that like tangible feeling of like equipping

832
00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:48,480
Speaker 3: yourself for the day. Yeah, And I always think it's

833
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:51,000
Speaker 3: cool how God will use like say a devotional or

834
00:35:51,200 --> 00:35:53,640
Speaker 3: just you open your Bible, you read something, and then

835
00:35:53,680 --> 00:35:56,440
Speaker 3: something happens later that day and you go immediately back

836
00:35:56,480 --> 00:35:58,240
Speaker 3: to that You're like, oh, that's why I read that today.

837
00:35:58,360 --> 00:36:01,879
Speaker 1: Yeah. It just he's it's there, you know, like when

838
00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:05,239
Speaker 1: you look forward, it's there. And you also can't listen

839
00:36:05,280 --> 00:36:07,560
Speaker 1: if you're not trying to hear too, Like I've been

840
00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:09,480
Speaker 1: learning that too, Like if I'm not listening to God,

841
00:36:09,520 --> 00:36:11,480
Speaker 1: I'm not going to hear him, you know.

842
00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, You're like God, where are you? And it's just

843
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:14,360
Speaker 2: like are your ears even open?

844
00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:17,360
Speaker 1: Yeah? What are you doing at? Yeah? Right for sure.

845
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:19,680
Speaker 3: And I feel like there's just been this such move

846
00:36:19,719 --> 00:36:22,200
Speaker 3: in the world lately, like over the last like six months,

847
00:36:22,200 --> 00:36:25,040
Speaker 3: specifically for myself, I'm like, I want to memorize scripture,

848
00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 3: like I want to know Bible versus you know, because

849
00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:29,960
Speaker 3: I always have been like, well, I'm just not equipped,

850
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:32,040
Speaker 3: like I don't have Bible like biblical knowledge, like I

851
00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:34,879
Speaker 3: know stories and I know different verses and things like that.

852
00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:37,480
Speaker 3: But I want to go to like Matthew and be

853
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:39,560
Speaker 3: like like, this is what you know.

854
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:41,400
Speaker 1: What I mean? Yeah, I have people like that in

855
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:43,560
Speaker 1: my life. I'm pretty jealous of You're like, how do

856
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 1: you know that?

857
00:36:44,239 --> 00:36:46,279
Speaker 3: Yeah, well that's Mark. He's not here because he's not

858
00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:48,719
Speaker 3: feeling well. But he's kind of like that biblical sword.

859
00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:50,840
Speaker 3: I feel like sometimes or I'm like, remember that scripture?

860
00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:52,360
Speaker 3: What does that say? And he can like fire it

861
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:54,839
Speaker 3: off and I'm like, that's the kind of knowledge that

862
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:58,040
Speaker 3: I desire from God. And I don't know that's what

863
00:36:58,040 --> 00:36:59,959
Speaker 3: God's been teaching me is He's just like you can't.

864
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Speaker 2: You just have to, You just have to do it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. I feel like the more you read, like you

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Speaker 1: might read like a whole passage and then just remember

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Speaker 1: I was one verse. But then there's a conversation in

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Speaker 1: two months where you're like, oh, thank god I read

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Speaker 1: that two months ago. Oddly remember that Matthew five says this, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you know, I feel like it comes It's like learning guitar,

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Speaker 1: like you learn wagon wheel and then you're like, oh,

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Speaker 1: well this song also has a version of wagon wheel.

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Speaker 1: Let me just twist it to that, Like, Okay, these

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Speaker 1: chords work here and then this verse works here.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, It's like I saw a wagon wheel and Joe like,

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Speaker 3: let me go to Matthew.

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Speaker 2: Wagon wheel's there too, exactly.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Oh man, Well, I always like to kind of wrap

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00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:39,600
Speaker 3: things up with is seeing how you are, how your

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Speaker 3: heart is, and how we can pray for you. Are

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Speaker 3: there specific things that we can pray for you?

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Speaker 1: Probably just I'm about to go into a season of

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Speaker 1: like probably a slower season than I've been in the

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Speaker 1: last four years, not well just just from the roads

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Speaker 1: kind of tailing off, and then with the kids coming, like,

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Speaker 1: we'll definitely take probably a couple of months off of that.

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Speaker 1: I think they're doing uh March, but they'll probably come

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Speaker 1: early with them being twins. So probably just for like

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Speaker 1: in this season of like slowness, that I take advantage

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Speaker 1: of that and really spend time with the Lord and

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Speaker 1: really try to like deepen my faith because I feel

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Speaker 1: like it'd be easy, Like I don't know the last

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Speaker 1: time I had this much time off, So I definitely

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Speaker 1: don't want it to be like a, oh, we're falling

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Speaker 1: off or that ship's going down. It's like, no, I

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Speaker 1: think we just need a little time with you. Know,

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Speaker 1: to get ready to be parents and then to be

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Speaker 1: parents for the first couple of months. So maybe I'll

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Speaker 1: just take a lot of advantage of the next couple

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Speaker 1: months coming up, and yeah, I can just be a

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Speaker 1: good dad.

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Speaker 3: Well, And I feel like too, like just knowing the

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Speaker 3: crazy and chaos that ensues, and I feel like the

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Speaker 3: world just specifically makes childbirth and parenthood look like this

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Speaker 3: crazy chaotic thing we're ever gonna sleep again and blah

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Speaker 3: blah blah. It is the most amazing journey. Yeah, I

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Speaker 3: love being a mom, I love you know, our family,

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Speaker 3: and I just I think that if I can encourage

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Speaker 3: you guys in that take advantage of this slowness right

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Speaker 3: before kids, because it does get chaotic. It's just like

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Speaker 3: this organized chaos that you won't even know what the

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Speaker 3: slowness was before. But just take advantage of this slow

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Speaker 3: season because God will teach you so many things in it.

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Speaker 3: But also like kind of like what a crazy blessing

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Speaker 3: from God to give you this insanely slow season where.

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Speaker 2: You can just be with your wife.

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Speaker 3: You know, it's perfect, So excited for you. Yes, all right,

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Speaker 3: Well I'm going to pray us out. Yeah, and we'll

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Speaker 3: let you get out of here. Dear heavenly father. Lord,

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Speaker 3: just thank you for this platform, thank you for speaking

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Speaker 3: through us today and just glorifying your word. And we

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Speaker 3: just we pray over this next season with Dylan and

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Speaker 3: not that you would just allow them to take advantage

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Speaker 3: of the slowness, that you would use this season to

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Speaker 3: equip them to just be a unit together as husband

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Speaker 3: and wife, but also to be a unit as parents. Lord,

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Speaker 3: and that you would just give them discernment and wiz

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Speaker 3: them and equip them with all of the knowledge that

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Speaker 3: they need to get through childbirth and get to just

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Speaker 3: one of the most amazing blessings that you could ever

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Speaker 3: bless them with, these these beautiful little babies, Lord.

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Speaker 2: And we just say thank you for them.

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Speaker 3: We say thank you for the answered prayer, fertility, and

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Speaker 3: we just we just glorify you in this season and

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Speaker 3: just say we just ask that you bless Dylan and

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Speaker 3: Natalie as they go into this next season and you

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Speaker 3: just give them supernatural wisdom.

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Speaker 2: Lord. We love you. Amen.

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Speaker 3: Amen, Amen, thank you for coming again and redoing this

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Speaker 3: episode that got deleted last time.

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Speaker 1: We got it. I know