WEBVTT - Big Hits and Politics feat. Robert Wilson 0:00:01.040 --> 0:00:05.760 Get Get Boys. It's back and reoaded all in your mind. Yeah, 0:00:05.800 --> 0:00:08.560 and that deep throating. This is for the streets, the reel, 0:00:08.680 --> 0:00:12.680 the railroading, the distant franchise, the truth escape building. And 0:00:12.800 --> 0:00:14.760 they ain't know wing. We speak the truth, so they 0:00:14.800 --> 0:00:18.000 ain't quoted because we wrote it. The North South East Coach, 0:00:18.280 --> 0:00:21.279 the g b my tree keeping your head bobbing. It 0:00:21.400 --> 0:00:24.680 ain't no stopping and wants to be drips head by. 0:00:24.720 --> 0:00:27.000 And then the system is so corrupt they throw the 0:00:27.120 --> 0:00:29.320 rock out of their heads and then blame it on us. 0:00:31.040 --> 0:00:33.600 Don't get it twisted on code and me and danceing 0:00:33.640 --> 0:00:39.680 for no buttament biscuits. It's Willie d y'all scar faces 0:00:39.680 --> 0:00:43.520 in the building. Collectively we are the ghetto Boys. Reloaded, 0:00:43.600 --> 0:00:47.440 Reloaded with another episode of information and instructions to help 0:00:47.440 --> 0:00:51.440 you navigate through this wild, crazy, beautiful world. In the studio, 0:00:52.640 --> 0:01:03.160 Robert Wilson Jr. Say, Man, how does a guy from 0:01:03.240 --> 0:01:07.120 Worth in high school make it to the NFL? You 0:01:07.280 --> 0:01:11.120 was drafted in the third round by the Tampa Bay Buccaneers. 0:01:13.120 --> 0:01:16.720 It pick overall, sir, How do you how do you 0:01:16.760 --> 0:01:18.520 get that? Because you're straight from the hood, man, You 0:01:18.720 --> 0:01:21.360 just like us you're at the hood and more specifically 0:01:21.600 --> 0:01:28.199 from brad neighborhood, South Park, three Wood right Blue Ridge. 0:01:29.080 --> 0:01:34.280 All that is. Uh, So I had to go back 0:01:34.319 --> 0:01:41.160 to where I was born, born in Germany and military 0:01:41.200 --> 0:01:44.640 parents born in Germany. Stay there for till I was 0:01:44.680 --> 0:01:50.760 three years old, came back to Sunday Side, went back 0:01:50.800 --> 0:01:55.400 to Germany till I was eight, and uh, you know 0:01:55.760 --> 0:01:58.600 that's I always love football, man. Because we had one 0:01:58.680 --> 0:02:03.760 channel that were play uh American football game, So I 0:02:03.800 --> 0:02:06.040 was I was hooked as soon as I saw it. 0:02:06.400 --> 0:02:11.440 And it was Eric Metcalf's dad that I would always see, 0:02:11.520 --> 0:02:14.240 Terry Mattcalf. He was playing for the Cardinals at the time. 0:02:15.120 --> 0:02:17.919 So that was my first That was my first NFL hero. 0:02:18.639 --> 0:02:21.440 Then it was O j Then it was Earl Campbell 0:02:21.600 --> 0:02:26.440 because I was running back. So I patted myself after 0:02:26.480 --> 0:02:32.560 those guys. As far as playing football and h being 0:02:32.760 --> 0:02:36.919 in the military. My dad, uh, as far as work ethic, 0:02:37.160 --> 0:02:39.520 you know, he in't still that in me. You know, 0:02:40.120 --> 0:02:42.360 people like okay, so get in the truck. I'd be 0:02:42.400 --> 0:02:47.360 like he said the old Domadan bowing. He said, uh, 0:02:47.520 --> 0:02:50.240 when the dominant got the three miles, He's like, all right, son, 0:02:50.320 --> 0:02:53.720 I see at the house, you're running even walk, So 0:02:53.720 --> 0:02:55.120 I'm in i herd to get back to the house. 0:02:55.360 --> 0:02:58.080 I'm gonna go ahead and run, you know what I mean. 0:02:58.880 --> 0:03:02.960 And and so just you know that having that work ethic, 0:03:03.720 --> 0:03:07.079 being able to go to Denver and train in the summertime, 0:03:09.080 --> 0:03:13.040 and how do you at this time? I'm fourteen, fifteen 0:03:13.080 --> 0:03:16.400 sixteen at that time, So at what point did you 0:03:16.440 --> 0:03:21.000 guys moved to the South side of Houston. I was. 0:03:22.040 --> 0:03:26.800 We was always here with my mom. Uh. After we 0:03:26.840 --> 0:03:31.760 came back from that last uh trip to Germany, my 0:03:31.840 --> 0:03:37.440 parents got divorced and my father ended up retiring in Denver. 0:03:38.320 --> 0:03:43.480 So I had to make a decision. Well, not only that, um, 0:03:43.560 --> 0:03:47.640 my mother and my sister. My mother and my two 0:03:47.640 --> 0:03:50.600 sisters and my nephew got in a horrible car right, 0:03:51.000 --> 0:03:54.480 so I lost my mom. Man, Yeah, I lost my mom, 0:03:54.640 --> 0:04:00.880 lost my sister, and my nephew. M my older sister lived. 0:04:01.440 --> 0:04:05.800 I'm already here that brow, So I had to I 0:04:05.880 --> 0:04:10.080 had to make decision on either going to Denver and 0:04:10.080 --> 0:04:13.120 then with my dad. I'm being raised by my grandparents 0:04:13.440 --> 0:04:16.360 like a lot of us were in the hood. So 0:04:16.480 --> 0:04:19.520 I I thought about it, and I based I based 0:04:19.560 --> 0:04:22.520 it totally on football. I said, Man, they ain't playing 0:04:22.520 --> 0:04:24.800 no football in Denver, you know what I mean. I 0:04:24.839 --> 0:04:27.440 was like, the I'm gonna stay here and I'm staying 0:04:27.440 --> 0:04:31.760 with my grandparents. So that's that's kind of where that's 0:04:31.760 --> 0:04:35.040 when I made a decision to stay in Blue Ridge 0:04:35.080 --> 0:04:39.440 and be raised by my grandparents. And definitely don't regret 0:04:39.520 --> 0:04:42.440 that because she was my grandmother, was mine. I was 0:04:42.440 --> 0:04:44.800 like I was telling Brad, my grandmother was was my 0:04:45.400 --> 0:04:50.839 h biggest fan, you know, And you did your sister 0:04:51.040 --> 0:04:55.800 make a full recovery? No? No, they shook up, man, 0:04:55.960 --> 0:05:00.440 and she ended up, you know, the lack of a 0:05:00.480 --> 0:05:04.400 better word, on crack. You know, she ended up on crack. 0:05:04.960 --> 0:05:07.840 But but she she overcame a physical injuries, but she 0:05:07.920 --> 0:05:13.760 was never able to overcome emotionally because she saw the 0:05:13.880 --> 0:05:17.360 aftermath of the accident. Oh my goodness. She was still 0:05:17.440 --> 0:05:24.839 stood outside the car and saw everything. So that's absolutely heartbreaking. Man. Yeah, 0:05:24.960 --> 0:05:29.720 that was so And that's when I found That's when 0:05:29.720 --> 0:05:32.440 I found out, man. You know, I was young, and 0:05:32.480 --> 0:05:37.080 I said, um, Andre Kelly, and um. It was a 0:05:37.080 --> 0:05:42.000 preacher that lived across the street and he was preaching 0:05:42.000 --> 0:05:46.640 one day right before his sermon, he said, he said, 0:05:47.760 --> 0:05:50.839 you know what, you might see me in my front 0:05:50.880 --> 0:05:57.839 yard waving, but nobody's passing by. And that's when zoom. 0:05:57.839 --> 0:06:01.960 It was like zoom to me. That's what let me know. Okay, 0:06:01.960 --> 0:06:06.359 if something else, it's a higher power, somebody else is 0:06:06.360 --> 0:06:08.240 taking care of things. Because you know, I had to 0:06:08.240 --> 0:06:11.080 figure it out. And how long did it take you 0:06:12.080 --> 0:06:16.279 from the time that your family was died in that 0:06:16.360 --> 0:06:21.120 greg to figure that out? Uh? That moment that you 0:06:21.160 --> 0:06:22.800 were at church and you got that you had that 0:06:22.839 --> 0:06:27.919 epiphany what it was about. It happened when I was 0:06:29.880 --> 0:06:37.279 like eleven twelve, and I figured it out when I 0:06:37.400 --> 0:06:42.000 was like about a year later. Because I I, if 0:06:42.120 --> 0:06:48.120 you can imagine, I dove into sports. Sports was my relief, 0:06:48.240 --> 0:06:57.240 my getaway. N did you know what, okay, Coach Blair, Yeah, man, yeah. 0:06:57.720 --> 0:07:03.240 Coach rose bro I didn't have nothing. Coach Roseboro took 0:07:03.320 --> 0:07:06.080 me to the store and bought me shoes to play basketball. 0:07:06.440 --> 0:07:13.560 I'll be damn coach Glad. Coach Rosenberg, Uh Russian Uh 0:07:14.240 --> 0:07:20.320 Harris Coach Harris. Coach Harris had the store in Hellwood, 0:07:20.800 --> 0:07:23.920 Harris Store. Guess what he taught me? He taught me 0:07:23.960 --> 0:07:28.520 how to drive. I'll be damned. He would say every day, 0:07:28.560 --> 0:07:32.720 every morning, Wilson gonna move to my car. I'm at Woodson, 0:07:33.840 --> 0:07:36.280 you know what I'm saying, Wilson gonna move to my car. 0:07:36.560 --> 0:07:39.680 So in essence, he taught me how to drive, you know. 0:07:40.200 --> 0:07:44.560 But he knew. Those those coaches back then, they were 0:07:44.600 --> 0:07:48.400 they were developed developmental coaches. They don't have that now, hey, 0:07:48.600 --> 0:07:51.680 And they realized back then that it took a village man, 0:07:52.160 --> 0:07:56.280 and everybody was involved in the upbringing of those children 0:07:56.320 --> 0:08:00.080 that went to those schools back then. You know, I 0:08:00.080 --> 0:08:03.040 haven't seen this Russian and coach Blair a long time. 0:08:03.160 --> 0:08:05.520 But when I do get a chance to see, like 0:08:05.560 --> 0:08:08.560 the older teachers that that taught me in school, the 0:08:08.760 --> 0:08:11.760 coaches that coached me in school, man, I always tell him, 0:08:11.760 --> 0:08:14.520 thank you. You know, looking at my life, she could 0:08:14.560 --> 0:08:17.720 went either way, and they kept a foot on my 0:08:17.880 --> 0:08:21.480 neck and made sure that I walked that path. You know, 0:08:22.120 --> 0:08:24.200 even even even even though I did drop out of 0:08:24.240 --> 0:08:26.920 school because you know, life happens and the career started, 0:08:27.240 --> 0:08:31.160 they were still very instrumental in me being who I 0:08:31.160 --> 0:08:36.240 am today. And know those teachers, man, we appreciate them 0:08:36.280 --> 0:08:39.920 and I respect him for that because absolutely good teachers. Absolutely. 0:08:40.920 --> 0:08:46.080 I was thinking, just now, man, going back, my girdfather, 0:08:46.880 --> 0:08:49.680 who was a Baptist minister, died in a house five 0:08:50.640 --> 0:08:56.160 and he died trying to save his wife. And I 0:08:56.640 --> 0:09:00.120 at that moment, man, I was like, I question the 0:09:00.240 --> 0:09:03.480 hell out of God. I drilled, how are you? How 0:09:03.559 --> 0:09:08.880 are you? I was fourteen, fourteen, fourteen, fifteen. I was 0:09:08.920 --> 0:09:13.520 fifteen when that happened. So I'm fifteen and I'm mad, man, 0:09:13.600 --> 0:09:16.160 I'm mad for real because I'm thinking, Man, I don't 0:09:16.240 --> 0:09:19.360 know any people that's more godly than these people. You know, 0:09:19.760 --> 0:09:24.040 who was more deserving of aging with grace and and 0:09:24.400 --> 0:09:31.120 you know, seeing their life go the distance and die naturally, 0:09:31.240 --> 0:09:34.280 you know, for them to die in such a horrific manner. 0:09:34.679 --> 0:09:38.440 I mean I was really really hot, So you never 0:09:38.480 --> 0:09:41.559 felt that way. And when your your mother died and 0:09:41.600 --> 0:09:47.760 your sister died and no, I didn't have time. What 0:09:47.800 --> 0:09:50.440 do you mean by that? I didn't have time. I 0:09:50.440 --> 0:09:54.080 didn't have time, but you were playing sports. Yeah, I 0:09:54.080 --> 0:09:57.480 didn't have time to question when it had happened. But 0:09:57.559 --> 0:10:00.000 then when I when I heard the preachers say, I'm 0:10:00.200 --> 0:10:05.120 be in my yard waving and nobody's passing by? What 0:10:05.240 --> 0:10:11.439 does that mean to you? That means that if I'm 0:10:11.480 --> 0:10:16.280 in my yard waving and nobody's passing by, I'm my 0:10:16.400 --> 0:10:23.080 hand is to God. Mhm mhmm. Okay, that my hand 0:10:23.160 --> 0:10:25.760 is to God. That's the only that's that's the only 0:10:25.800 --> 0:10:30.000 other person entity or whatever that I could be dealing 0:10:30.000 --> 0:10:35.480 with it that what what's your relationship now with your 0:10:35.520 --> 0:10:41.080 surviving sister? Actually, man, she's doing great. My dad just 0:10:41.160 --> 0:10:46.280 this year moved up back to Denver. She's uh, blenders 0:10:46.280 --> 0:10:51.080 her name. She's uh, she's working again. She never had 0:10:51.120 --> 0:10:54.040 a time, she never had a problem working. He was 0:10:54.120 --> 0:10:57.600 just getting out of the hood, you know, and all 0:10:57.679 --> 0:11:00.760 of problem ain't getting out of the hood. But it's 0:11:00.800 --> 0:11:04.280 like Bernie Max said, man, we are all our families 0:11:04.320 --> 0:11:07.319 got problems, and all our families might have had somebody 0:11:07.360 --> 0:11:10.600 that that was on drugs, you know. But for for 0:11:10.679 --> 0:11:14.720 me to see that up close and personal, you know 0:11:15.360 --> 0:11:21.079 they you know how how that drug made people do 0:11:22.080 --> 0:11:25.160 things to their families, you know, like they didn't even 0:11:25.200 --> 0:11:31.040 know him. I've seen I've seen crack cocaine rent wives. 0:11:32.400 --> 0:11:36.120 I've seen me and rent their wives for a hit 0:11:36.640 --> 0:11:42.520 of crack. It ain't this ain't nothing that I heard. 0:11:43.320 --> 0:11:50.360 This is something that I actually saw man prostitute his 0:11:50.440 --> 0:11:54.320 wife out for some dopey But do you know see 0:11:54.480 --> 0:11:57.600 mothers prostitute their daughters. That it's cold blooded? Man. But 0:11:57.679 --> 0:12:02.920 now but now fast forward, fitting on, hey man, that's 0:12:02.920 --> 0:12:08.439 fitting on. But but but but see it wasn't it wasn't. 0:12:09.200 --> 0:12:13.600 It wasn't a tragic epidemic. Crack wasn't that. Crack wasn't 0:12:13.640 --> 0:12:16.160 a tragic epidemic. It was like, oh, we just dropped 0:12:16.160 --> 0:12:18.280 it in the hood. Let them deal with it. Now, 0:12:18.360 --> 0:12:21.960 the tragic epidemic to them. To them. But now since 0:12:22.000 --> 0:12:27.679 it's affecting a certain group, now it's tragic. Now, we 0:12:27.760 --> 0:12:32.160 gotta make laws to stop it. And you know, you know, 0:12:32.280 --> 0:12:35.960 now it's you know, it's it's it's a it's a 0:12:36.160 --> 0:12:41.480 level five or whatever drug. And what baffles me is, 0:12:41.520 --> 0:12:45.479 do you remember that you remember the drug sentencing guidelines 0:12:45.880 --> 0:12:49.240 when it came to crack and then when it came 0:12:49.280 --> 0:12:53.640 to powder. What's the difference in the two? Excuse me, 0:12:53.679 --> 0:12:55.920 besides the banking. So you know, the trip part about 0:12:55.960 --> 0:12:59.959 it is that you would think that because because cocaine 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:03.360 in its purest form is more deadly, you know, you 0:13:03.360 --> 0:13:07.240 would think that the time would be stiffer, or if 0:13:07.320 --> 0:13:11.720 they just be it would just be possession of cocaine. Well, 0:13:11.720 --> 0:13:14.040 I'm saying, if if you if you're gonna make a 0:13:14.080 --> 0:13:16.840 difference in the sentencing guidelines, you know you're gonna say 0:13:16.880 --> 0:13:21.079 one is one is more harsher than the other. You 0:13:21.120 --> 0:13:23.160 would think that they would say, Okay, since this is 0:13:23.200 --> 0:13:25.600 the purest form we get, we you can we catch 0:13:25.640 --> 0:13:28.240 you with this. You're gone, you know, but it's now 0:13:28.400 --> 0:13:31.160 now this is the black us. We're gonna hit you hard. 0:13:31.480 --> 0:13:34.199 And it's kind of that that, you know, these people 0:13:34.320 --> 0:13:38.840 hear you. Yeah, you got, you got, you get five 0:13:38.920 --> 0:13:42.320 years ten years probation for a keylo cocaine and a 0:13:42.400 --> 0:13:45.880 life sentence for a dime rock. Yeah, I mean it's well, 0:13:45.920 --> 0:13:48.200 I mean I'm exaggerating, but it's still sick though. And 0:13:48.200 --> 0:13:51.480 then I think it was Robin Williams that said, here's 0:13:51.520 --> 0:13:56.199 your cocaine, here's your baking part. You gotta cook this 0:13:56.200 --> 0:14:02.480 ship yourself ship. Being in the NFL, you've seen a lot, man, 0:14:02.520 --> 0:14:06.160 I mean, you NFL pretty much don't get any bigger 0:14:06.160 --> 0:14:09.240 than that. Like, that's that's the ultimate floor, that's the 0:14:09.360 --> 0:14:11.920 dance for many that's the dance. That's the dance for 0:14:12.320 --> 0:14:15.000 so so I'm sure that there were times when you 0:14:15.080 --> 0:14:17.480 walked into rooms and they said, here it is, baby, 0:14:17.920 --> 0:14:21.000 have at it. How do you respond the first time 0:14:21.040 --> 0:14:22.680 you walked in that? What? What? What was it like 0:14:22.760 --> 0:14:25.440 the first time, because I'm I'm I just assuming that 0:14:25.520 --> 0:14:28.280 you had to walk it into at least one room 0:14:28.320 --> 0:14:32.240 and see that and go like you have to make 0:14:32.280 --> 0:14:36.400 a choice. Uh, not really, man, it was more you 0:14:36.480 --> 0:14:38.960 never seen that. You never never seen that. I never 0:14:39.040 --> 0:14:41.400 seen that. It was but how many times have you 0:14:41.400 --> 0:14:51.640 seen it in the entertainment I'm talking to you, okay, 0:14:51.880 --> 0:14:55.040 but how many times you never said that I've seen 0:14:55.080 --> 0:14:57.640 a few times it was. It was more, you know, 0:14:58.000 --> 0:14:59.720 the thing that was it was just more of the 0:15:00.000 --> 0:15:02.560 all the guys with the women for me. For me, 0:15:02.680 --> 0:15:05.560 you know, it was like, hey, if you live in 0:15:05.560 --> 0:15:08.680 apartment complex, there's one guy He's like, hey, man, get 0:15:08.720 --> 0:15:11.840 your ass over here. So I go over there. It's 0:15:11.920 --> 0:15:16.760 wide open, everybody buck naked. You know what I'm saying. 0:15:16.840 --> 0:15:19.440 Said ship like that. But other than that, But and 0:15:19.480 --> 0:15:24.080 then the weed man, we were smoking weeds, you know, 0:15:24.480 --> 0:15:27.240 in junior high. No, but I'm trying in the league. 0:15:28.400 --> 0:15:31.480 In the league, man, we I used to twist my 0:15:31.520 --> 0:15:33.600 ship up and put it in my suitcase because we 0:15:33.640 --> 0:15:36.960 went through the we went through uh uh private airports. 0:15:38.480 --> 0:15:42.080 You think it ever affected your performance, like in a 0:15:42.120 --> 0:15:46.280 negative way? No, because it it was kind of vibe. 0:15:46.280 --> 0:15:53.440 Did he give you when you smoke weed? Uh? When 0:15:53.440 --> 0:15:57.920 I smoked weed, gives it com when you smoke weed. 0:15:58.000 --> 0:16:05.840 When you smoke weed back there, it's the same. It's 0:16:05.880 --> 0:16:08.920 the same. It's it's calming, you know, because you know 0:16:09.160 --> 0:16:12.720 it's like this man. Uh, I saw Tony Dorset do 0:16:12.840 --> 0:16:17.280 a thing about his his head, his traumatic head injury, right, 0:16:17.400 --> 0:16:20.560 all that stuff, and he said, and this is what 0:16:20.760 --> 0:16:23.080 this shook me up. And I started treating my kids 0:16:23.120 --> 0:16:26.920 different after I saw that. Yeah, he said, uh, he 0:16:26.960 --> 0:16:31.320 said his kids, his daughters were petrified. Was scared of him. 0:16:31.520 --> 0:16:35.440 I think I saw this for thirty or some that was. 0:16:35.840 --> 0:16:41.960 And he said, he said, the the mood swings, you know, 0:16:42.000 --> 0:16:45.800 the violent moon swings, and you know, and cocaine to me, 0:16:45.960 --> 0:16:48.840 rob but I'm just I'm just saying, but go ahead. No, 0:16:48.960 --> 0:16:53.160 it's it's it's from it's from head. Yeah, and then 0:16:53.200 --> 0:16:56.400 you know, you go we go from that's why people 0:16:57.320 --> 0:17:00.880 people to see these kids, the NFL players run through 0:17:00.960 --> 0:17:05.200 doors all of a sudden, and and and this and that. 0:17:05.200 --> 0:17:09.200 That's because all your life you were talked to go. 0:17:10.680 --> 0:17:12.720 You had to be you know, you had to be 0:17:13.840 --> 0:17:17.159 from zero to one hundred in the instant. Yeah, you 0:17:17.240 --> 0:17:19.199 had to be damn you know, you had to be 0:17:19.240 --> 0:17:23.120 a little crazy. You had to be. Dis Imagine, I'm 0:17:23.240 --> 0:17:28.919 running and I'm running from behind me twenty yards and 0:17:29.040 --> 0:17:31.560 my job is to not slow down and running the 0:17:31.920 --> 0:17:34.560 running the brat ship. That would be like you know 0:17:34.600 --> 0:17:36.879 what I'm saying. And that's and that's what you and 0:17:36.880 --> 0:17:39.880 that's what your job is based on, you know. So 0:17:41.000 --> 0:17:43.480 that's that's what it is. Man. And I saw that 0:17:43.560 --> 0:17:46.920 in myself with my kids. By you know, I'm going 0:17:46.960 --> 0:17:51.320 there in the room not clean. Oh yeah, hey did 0:17:51.359 --> 0:17:54.080 you did you play with two tall Jones? No? No, no. 0:17:58.480 --> 0:18:02.880 Willie Man said that that guy is seventy years old, bro, 0:18:03.400 --> 0:18:06.520 and he looked like he about forty six Max. Yeah, 0:18:06.600 --> 0:18:09.119 he looked like man. That man, that man is in 0:18:09.240 --> 0:18:13.080 great shape. Man. He moving around just two tall too 0:18:13.119 --> 0:18:16.240 tall Jones man, class act man, good dude man. He 0:18:16.280 --> 0:18:19.960 played with rogerck Thomas, correct rogerck Thomas got some ship 0:18:20.000 --> 0:18:22.800 going on with him bull with with with his with 0:18:22.880 --> 0:18:27.200 his head from the uh bro. He said he went 0:18:27.200 --> 0:18:31.199 into Walmart and he bought groceries and they said they 0:18:31.240 --> 0:18:34.560 got all the way home before he realized that he 0:18:34.600 --> 0:18:37.880 didn't have the grocers in the car. Like Willie's serious. Man, 0:18:37.920 --> 0:18:40.760 They boy, what's the kid named that that they say 0:18:40.840 --> 0:18:47.240 killed his friend? Uh hernandez bro saying he was when 0:18:47.240 --> 0:18:49.200 they looked at his head to say he was going 0:18:49.200 --> 0:18:53.760 through ship when he was when he was at when 0:18:53.800 --> 0:18:55.960 he was at the University of Miami and they interviewed 0:18:56.040 --> 0:18:58.359 him in the in the locker room. Yeah, he was. 0:18:58.400 --> 0:19:01.359 I'm a fucking soldier the fund. You asked me that 0:19:01.520 --> 0:19:04.600 for you know, that's when I knew the right thing. 0:19:04.640 --> 0:19:08.040 I said, Okay, Junior, say out but but now and 0:19:08.119 --> 0:19:10.359 see like say, oh is somebody on the other end 0:19:10.400 --> 0:19:16.800 of the spectrum. Yeah, but but to where his his 0:19:17.119 --> 0:19:23.080 brain problems. He dealt with it. But once you so 0:19:23.800 --> 0:19:26.280 the thing is, man and for y'all are to be 0:19:26.320 --> 0:19:29.679 putting the mic down, But for us is when you 0:19:29.720 --> 0:19:34.600 take that helmet off, you cannot replace that. You cannot 0:19:34.640 --> 0:19:38.240 replace that. No, it's nothing that's why Dan Passerini drove, 0:19:38.880 --> 0:19:42.680 uh the sports cars. You know he's racing cars and 0:19:42.880 --> 0:19:46.000 what happened with Dan Pastorini? No, but that's why he did. 0:19:47.000 --> 0:19:49.520 He's trying to replace I just saw him in the 0:19:49.560 --> 0:19:52.240 golf turn. Yeah. No, he's fine, but he but he 0:19:52.480 --> 0:19:55.959 but we try to replace that, We try to replace 0:19:56.000 --> 0:19:59.879 that feeling of being inside that helmet. And you can't, 0:20:00.600 --> 0:20:04.360 you know, you can't. You know so um, but that's 0:20:04.359 --> 0:20:07.600 why Junior say when he killed himself, he shot himself 0:20:07.600 --> 0:20:10.960 in the chest. Come on, and he left he left 0:20:10.960 --> 0:20:16.600 a note that says, checked my brain. Wow, we're talking 0:20:16.640 --> 0:20:22.359 about CT and and CT stands for chronic traumatic what 0:20:22.359 --> 0:20:26.240 what's that? Cephaliza and something like I don't even know. Man, 0:20:26.320 --> 0:20:30.120 let me look at this ship. No, no, no no, it's 0:20:30.200 --> 0:20:37.480 it's it's exceptful. I'm just gonna lock except But but 0:20:38.680 --> 0:20:44.680 you know what, it's so crazypathy something that's cephalopathy and 0:20:44.760 --> 0:20:52.880 cephalopathy cephalopathy, chronic traumatic and cephalic cephalopathy. But but yeah, 0:20:53.080 --> 0:20:57.040 but the problem whatever that means that that's when, that's when, 0:20:57.560 --> 0:21:04.439 that's when that's uh, that's a disease in your brain 0:21:04.640 --> 0:21:08.320 that that that that is that is caused by uh 0:21:08.720 --> 0:21:16.400 trauma like trauma. Blood, trauma like toxic blood in your 0:21:16.400 --> 0:21:20.600 in your brain, toxic blood. And then what's he not? 0:21:21.000 --> 0:21:25.960 The tragedy about the ct E is they can't they 0:21:26.000 --> 0:21:31.080 can't detect it until you're dead. I thought you're ready 0:21:31.119 --> 0:21:37.359 to break some bread though they have been. So this 0:21:37.440 --> 0:21:40.600 is what happened. We found out there's a thing called 0:21:40.680 --> 0:21:44.560 raising normally. Say that again, what does that mean? That 0:21:44.600 --> 0:21:48.080 means me and you and Willie. So it was a 0:21:48.080 --> 0:21:56.840 white boyshting right here. We are inherently not smart. So 0:21:56.880 --> 0:21:59.480 they went ahead and paid all the white boys. Cut 0:21:59.520 --> 0:22:02.720 that ship out with the concussion ship. Yeah it's race Norman. Yeah, 0:22:03.160 --> 0:22:05.080 it just came out. So why why did not? Why 0:22:05.080 --> 0:22:09.200 did they get paid the white boys? Because race Norman 0:22:09.320 --> 0:22:12.960 means that we are Norman. Like you're making that normal 0:22:14.520 --> 0:22:16.960 race Norman. It's like we So they're saying because we 0:22:17.240 --> 0:22:19.720 get out knew there's not it don't matter because we 0:22:19.920 --> 0:22:29.880 already seriously seriously, yes, man looked that up. Man shot 0:22:29.960 --> 0:22:33.159 man I man I man I all the ass got 0:22:33.240 --> 0:22:36.200 to go to hill something like that. Bro, Like people 0:22:36.200 --> 0:22:39.919 are like myself, I played fullback. I should get money 0:22:40.000 --> 0:22:43.600 just off my fan us a block. I'm head in 0:22:43.680 --> 0:22:47.720 college and in the pro I'm sucking. I'm crash test 0:22:47.800 --> 0:22:53.520 dumb me, Holy ship, whole ship. I'm a crash test 0:22:53.600 --> 0:22:57.359 dumb me on the motherfucker kickoff team. Oh god, damn 0:22:57.440 --> 0:23:02.640 you see that will Oh it's gonna be exposed. The 0:23:02.720 --> 0:23:09.000 NFL is race nor me. Are you kidding me? Yeah? Man, 0:23:10.480 --> 0:23:13.600 Now they got to cut the chick. They got they 0:23:13.640 --> 0:23:16.240 got to chick. But let's see, they wait, they wait 0:23:16.280 --> 0:23:21.720 for us to die, man, because are our age? What's 0:23:21.760 --> 0:23:25.280 it called when you die at a certain age? It's 0:23:25.359 --> 0:23:29.440 fifty five? Oh god damn you know, so we we're 0:23:29.520 --> 0:23:32.919 coming over at fifty five? How well, biggerl I've seen bigger, 0:23:32.920 --> 0:23:35.760 I've seen too talk big Hall is big girl now 0:23:37.359 --> 0:23:39.800 yeah yeah, but yeah there's some people don't live. But 0:23:40.520 --> 0:23:44.320 you got to think about big Girl. Man, Damn my 0:23:44.400 --> 0:23:47.200 live U life. I don't. I love you Big Girl. 0:23:47.520 --> 0:23:51.439 So so uh, it's it's it's it's crazy man, because 0:23:51.480 --> 0:23:54.240 and then like me, I didn't make no millions and 0:23:54.280 --> 0:23:57.520 millions of dollars when I when I retired, but she 0:23:57.600 --> 0:23:59.560 was a hero to us though, no, no, I'm staying. 0:24:01.040 --> 0:24:04.439 But when I didn't make millions of millions of dollars. So, uh, 0:24:04.760 --> 0:24:10.680 we had this, We had a four one k okay, 0:24:10.720 --> 0:24:12.520 you could get some you can get some of your 0:24:12.520 --> 0:24:15.720 money out of penalty at forty five, right, which I 0:24:15.760 --> 0:24:19.960 wasn't at the time. And then you get all over 0:24:20.040 --> 0:24:23.280 the fifty five and they talked about all these programs 0:24:23.280 --> 0:24:26.480 they got to help us transition out the game. Motherfucker, 0:24:26.520 --> 0:24:33.040 give me my money just then, I'm transition transition smoothfu. Yeah, 0:24:33.080 --> 0:24:35.560 give me my ship that I put in into this ship. 0:24:35.680 --> 0:24:37.960 You know what I'm saying. So who holding their nuts 0:24:38.000 --> 0:24:41.560 on the bag? Who specifically? What the give me somebody name? 0:24:42.240 --> 0:24:47.000 Good deal? It's good deal, you dirty low down son. 0:24:47.920 --> 0:24:49.920 But then and then, but then they put my boy, 0:24:50.240 --> 0:24:56.160 Troy Vincent up under him as a player Rep. Blufford, 0:24:56.480 --> 0:24:58.600 so that y'all don't go in so hard because it's 0:24:58.600 --> 0:25:01.120 a brother. It's a brother. And I played with him 0:25:01.119 --> 0:25:05.240 in Miami, Be played with him, Richmond, Richmond Way played 0:25:05.280 --> 0:25:09.239 with him. You know, Damn, man, y'all went through too 0:25:09.359 --> 0:25:14.040 much ship man, I'm talking about God, Damn, I'm talking 0:25:14.040 --> 0:25:18.280 about these injuries. Man. So I So it was like 0:25:18.359 --> 0:25:22.000 four or five years ago. So, uh, one of the 0:25:22.040 --> 0:25:25.359 receivers was taking a shot in his ass. What the fund? 0:25:25.960 --> 0:25:27.720 And I said, man, what is that? He says, tore it? 0:25:27.720 --> 0:25:31.240 Doll man, get you one. I said, okay, So I 0:25:31.280 --> 0:25:35.960 looked it up after you after the is a this 0:25:36.000 --> 0:25:41.439 ship is a post surgery pain reliever and and and 0:25:41.680 --> 0:25:48.960 anti inflammatory. No, it just it just it was the 0:25:49.000 --> 0:25:53.440 anti inflammatory value that was helping supposed to be helping us. 0:25:53.880 --> 0:25:57.560 But we're taking toward doll shots before the game and 0:25:57.680 --> 0:26:00.840 any any hill, any hill of a drug that you 0:26:00.920 --> 0:26:04.760 needed to play. They was given the tour. You know, 0:26:05.280 --> 0:26:08.720 they don't talk about that in the concussion ship Perkas said, 0:26:10.200 --> 0:26:14.240 ship man. Come on, man, oh my god, they need 0:26:14.240 --> 0:26:17.120 to hear this man. They's giving us all that ship man, 0:26:17.960 --> 0:26:21.000 all that ship bro. They and and and and it 0:26:21.080 --> 0:26:25.520 didn't stop. Who is giving this stuff? The team? Doctors, 0:26:25.640 --> 0:26:28.320 team doctor. They had a saying you can't make the 0:26:28.320 --> 0:26:30.760 club and the tub, you can't make the club in 0:26:30.800 --> 0:26:38.680 the What wow? So these uh particular doctors are brought 0:26:38.760 --> 0:26:43.800 to you guys by the NFL. Yeah, the doctors or 0:26:43.880 --> 0:26:46.880 does a team hire the doctor? Team have the doctors? 0:26:47.080 --> 0:26:50.160 I'll be there and then and and the coaching staff 0:26:50.200 --> 0:26:52.399 in the in the in the in the front office, 0:26:52.400 --> 0:26:54.080 they all know about this ship. They all know that 0:26:54.200 --> 0:26:56.320 they sticking you out with all kinds of ship to 0:26:56.400 --> 0:27:00.680 get you all to play, get the product on the field. Basically, 0:27:01.960 --> 0:27:06.880 uh crash, dumb cattle back then, back then, basically slaves. 0:27:08.000 --> 0:27:09.560 And I was gonna ask you, what do you think 0:27:09.560 --> 0:27:13.640 about that comment that Cat made about NFL players basically 0:27:13.640 --> 0:27:17.880 being slaves. Yeah, I think I think he's he's right, man, 0:27:17.920 --> 0:27:20.560 because right now, so this is what this is my 0:27:20.680 --> 0:27:24.080 thing with it. If you if you, if if the 0:27:24.200 --> 0:27:28.200 NFL players knew the power that they have, and and 0:27:28.320 --> 0:27:34.639