1 00:00:01,040 --> 00:00:05,760 Speaker 1: Get Get Boys. It's back and reoaded all in your mind. Yeah, 2 00:00:05,800 --> 00:00:08,560 Speaker 1: and that deep throating. This is for the streets, the reel, 3 00:00:08,680 --> 00:00:12,680 Speaker 1: the railroading, the distant franchise, the truth escape building. And 4 00:00:12,800 --> 00:00:14,760 Speaker 1: they ain't know wing. We speak the truth, so they 5 00:00:14,800 --> 00:00:18,000 Speaker 1: ain't quoted because we wrote it. The North South East Coach, 6 00:00:18,280 --> 00:00:21,279 Speaker 1: the g b my tree keeping your head bobbing. It 7 00:00:21,400 --> 00:00:24,680 Speaker 1: ain't no stopping and wants to be drips head by. 8 00:00:24,720 --> 00:00:27,000 Speaker 1: And then the system is so corrupt they throw the 9 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:29,320 Speaker 1: rock out of their heads and then blame it on us. 10 00:00:31,040 --> 00:00:33,600 Speaker 1: Don't get it twisted on code and me and danceing 11 00:00:33,640 --> 00:00:39,680 Speaker 1: for no buttament biscuits. It's Willie d y'all scar faces 12 00:00:39,680 --> 00:00:43,520 Speaker 1: in the building. Collectively we are the ghetto Boys. Reloaded, 13 00:00:43,600 --> 00:00:47,440 Speaker 1: Reloaded with another episode of information and instructions to help 14 00:00:47,440 --> 00:00:51,440 Speaker 1: you navigate through this wild, crazy, beautiful world. In the studio, 15 00:00:52,640 --> 00:01:03,160 Speaker 1: Robert Wilson Jr. Say, Man, how does a guy from 16 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:07,120 Speaker 1: Worth in high school make it to the NFL? You 17 00:01:07,280 --> 00:01:11,120 Speaker 1: was drafted in the third round by the Tampa Bay Buccaneers. 18 00:01:13,120 --> 00:01:16,720 Speaker 1: It pick overall, sir, How do you how do you 19 00:01:16,760 --> 00:01:18,520 Speaker 1: get that? Because you're straight from the hood, man, You 20 00:01:18,720 --> 00:01:21,360 Speaker 1: just like us you're at the hood and more specifically 21 00:01:21,600 --> 00:01:28,199 Speaker 1: from brad neighborhood, South Park, three Wood right Blue Ridge. 22 00:01:29,080 --> 00:01:34,280 Speaker 1: All that is. Uh, So I had to go back 23 00:01:34,319 --> 00:01:41,160 Speaker 1: to where I was born, born in Germany and military 24 00:01:41,200 --> 00:01:44,640 Speaker 1: parents born in Germany. Stay there for till I was 25 00:01:44,680 --> 00:01:50,760 Speaker 1: three years old, came back to Sunday Side, went back 26 00:01:50,800 --> 00:01:55,400 Speaker 1: to Germany till I was eight, and uh, you know 27 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:58,600 Speaker 1: that's I always love football, man. Because we had one 28 00:01:58,680 --> 00:02:03,760 Speaker 1: channel that were play uh American football game, So I 29 00:02:03,800 --> 00:02:06,040 Speaker 1: was I was hooked as soon as I saw it. 30 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:11,440 Speaker 1: And it was Eric Metcalf's dad that I would always see, 31 00:02:11,520 --> 00:02:14,240 Speaker 1: Terry Mattcalf. He was playing for the Cardinals at the time. 32 00:02:15,120 --> 00:02:17,919 Speaker 1: So that was my first That was my first NFL hero. 33 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:21,440 Speaker 1: Then it was O j Then it was Earl Campbell 34 00:02:21,600 --> 00:02:26,440 Speaker 1: because I was running back. So I patted myself after 35 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:32,560 Speaker 1: those guys. As far as playing football and h being 36 00:02:32,760 --> 00:02:36,919 Speaker 1: in the military. My dad, uh, as far as work ethic, 37 00:02:37,160 --> 00:02:39,520 Speaker 1: you know, he in't still that in me. You know, 38 00:02:40,120 --> 00:02:42,360 Speaker 1: people like okay, so get in the truck. I'd be 39 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:47,360 Speaker 1: like he said the old Domadan bowing. He said, uh, 40 00:02:47,520 --> 00:02:50,240 Speaker 1: when the dominant got the three miles, He's like, all right, son, 41 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:53,720 Speaker 1: I see at the house, you're running even walk, So 42 00:02:53,720 --> 00:02:55,120 Speaker 1: I'm in i herd to get back to the house. 43 00:02:55,360 --> 00:02:58,080 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go ahead and run, you know what I mean. 44 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:02,960 Speaker 1: And and so just you know that having that work ethic, 45 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:07,079 Speaker 1: being able to go to Denver and train in the summertime, 46 00:03:09,080 --> 00:03:13,040 Speaker 1: and how do you at this time? I'm fourteen, fifteen 47 00:03:13,080 --> 00:03:16,400 Speaker 1: sixteen at that time, So at what point did you 48 00:03:16,440 --> 00:03:21,000 Speaker 1: guys moved to the South side of Houston. I was. 49 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:26,800 Speaker 1: We was always here with my mom. Uh. After we 50 00:03:26,840 --> 00:03:31,760 Speaker 1: came back from that last uh trip to Germany, my 51 00:03:31,840 --> 00:03:37,440 Speaker 1: parents got divorced and my father ended up retiring in Denver. 52 00:03:38,320 --> 00:03:43,480 Speaker 1: So I had to make a decision. Well, not only that, um, 53 00:03:43,560 --> 00:03:47,640 Speaker 1: my mother and my sister. My mother and my two 54 00:03:47,640 --> 00:03:50,600 Speaker 1: sisters and my nephew got in a horrible car right, 55 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:54,480 Speaker 1: so I lost my mom. Man, Yeah, I lost my mom, 56 00:03:54,640 --> 00:04:00,880 Speaker 1: lost my sister, and my nephew. M my older sister lived. 57 00:04:01,440 --> 00:04:05,800 Speaker 1: I'm already here that brow, So I had to I 58 00:04:05,880 --> 00:04:10,080 Speaker 1: had to make decision on either going to Denver and 59 00:04:10,080 --> 00:04:13,120 Speaker 1: then with my dad. I'm being raised by my grandparents 60 00:04:13,440 --> 00:04:16,360 Speaker 1: like a lot of us were in the hood. So 61 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:19,520 Speaker 1: I I thought about it, and I based I based 62 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:22,520 Speaker 1: it totally on football. I said, Man, they ain't playing 63 00:04:22,520 --> 00:04:24,800 Speaker 1: no football in Denver, you know what I mean. I 64 00:04:24,839 --> 00:04:27,440 Speaker 1: was like, the I'm gonna stay here and I'm staying 65 00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:31,760 Speaker 1: with my grandparents. So that's that's kind of where that's 66 00:04:31,760 --> 00:04:35,040 Speaker 1: when I made a decision to stay in Blue Ridge 67 00:04:35,080 --> 00:04:39,440 Speaker 1: and be raised by my grandparents. And definitely don't regret 68 00:04:39,520 --> 00:04:42,440 Speaker 1: that because she was my grandmother, was mine. I was 69 00:04:42,440 --> 00:04:44,800 Speaker 1: like I was telling Brad, my grandmother was was my 70 00:04:45,400 --> 00:04:50,839 Speaker 1: h biggest fan, you know, And you did your sister 71 00:04:51,040 --> 00:04:55,800 Speaker 1: make a full recovery? No? No, they shook up, man, 72 00:04:55,960 --> 00:05:00,440 Speaker 1: and she ended up, you know, the lack of a 73 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:04,400 Speaker 1: better word, on crack. You know, she ended up on crack. 74 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:07,840 Speaker 1: But but she she overcame a physical injuries, but she 75 00:05:07,920 --> 00:05:13,760 Speaker 1: was never able to overcome emotionally because she saw the 76 00:05:13,880 --> 00:05:17,360 Speaker 1: aftermath of the accident. Oh my goodness. She was still 77 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:24,839 Speaker 1: stood outside the car and saw everything. So that's absolutely heartbreaking. Man. Yeah, 78 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:29,720 Speaker 1: that was so And that's when I found That's when 79 00:05:29,720 --> 00:05:32,440 Speaker 1: I found out, man. You know, I was young, and 80 00:05:32,480 --> 00:05:37,080 Speaker 1: I said, um, Andre Kelly, and um. It was a 81 00:05:37,080 --> 00:05:42,000 Speaker 1: preacher that lived across the street and he was preaching 82 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:46,640 Speaker 1: one day right before his sermon, he said, he said, 83 00:05:47,760 --> 00:05:50,839 Speaker 1: you know what, you might see me in my front 84 00:05:50,880 --> 00:05:57,839 Speaker 1: yard waving, but nobody's passing by. And that's when zoom. 85 00:05:57,839 --> 00:06:01,960 Speaker 1: It was like zoom to me. That's what let me know. Okay, 86 00:06:01,960 --> 00:06:06,359 Speaker 1: if something else, it's a higher power, somebody else is 87 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:08,240 Speaker 1: taking care of things. Because you know, I had to 88 00:06:08,240 --> 00:06:11,080 Speaker 1: figure it out. And how long did it take you 89 00:06:12,080 --> 00:06:16,279 Speaker 1: from the time that your family was died in that 90 00:06:16,360 --> 00:06:21,120 Speaker 1: greg to figure that out? Uh? That moment that you 91 00:06:21,160 --> 00:06:22,800 Speaker 1: were at church and you got that you had that 92 00:06:22,839 --> 00:06:27,919 Speaker 1: epiphany what it was about. It happened when I was 93 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:37,279 Speaker 1: like eleven twelve, and I figured it out when I 94 00:06:37,400 --> 00:06:42,000 Speaker 1: was like about a year later. Because I I, if 95 00:06:42,120 --> 00:06:48,120 Speaker 1: you can imagine, I dove into sports. Sports was my relief, 96 00:06:48,240 --> 00:06:57,240 Speaker 1: my getaway. N did you know what, okay, Coach Blair, Yeah, man, yeah. 97 00:06:57,720 --> 00:07:03,240 Speaker 1: Coach rose bro I didn't have nothing. Coach Roseboro took 98 00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:06,080 Speaker 1: me to the store and bought me shoes to play basketball. 99 00:07:06,440 --> 00:07:13,560 Speaker 1: I'll be damn coach Glad. Coach Rosenberg, Uh Russian Uh 100 00:07:14,240 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 1: Harris Coach Harris. Coach Harris had the store in Hellwood, 101 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:23,920 Speaker 1: Harris Store. Guess what he taught me? He taught me 102 00:07:23,960 --> 00:07:28,520 Speaker 1: how to drive. I'll be damned. He would say every day, 103 00:07:28,560 --> 00:07:32,720 Speaker 1: every morning, Wilson gonna move to my car. I'm at Woodson, 104 00:07:33,840 --> 00:07:36,280 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Wilson gonna move to my car. 105 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:39,680 Speaker 1: So in essence, he taught me how to drive, you know. 106 00:07:40,200 --> 00:07:44,560 Speaker 1: But he knew. Those those coaches back then, they were 107 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:48,400 Speaker 1: they were developed developmental coaches. They don't have that now, hey, 108 00:07:48,600 --> 00:07:51,680 Speaker 1: And they realized back then that it took a village man, 109 00:07:52,160 --> 00:07:56,280 Speaker 1: and everybody was involved in the upbringing of those children 110 00:07:56,320 --> 00:08:00,080 Speaker 1: that went to those schools back then. You know, I 111 00:08:00,080 --> 00:08:03,040 Speaker 1: haven't seen this Russian and coach Blair a long time. 112 00:08:03,160 --> 00:08:05,520 Speaker 1: But when I do get a chance to see, like 113 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:08,560 Speaker 1: the older teachers that that taught me in school, the 114 00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:11,760 Speaker 1: coaches that coached me in school, man, I always tell him, 115 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:14,520 Speaker 1: thank you. You know, looking at my life, she could 116 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:17,720 Speaker 1: went either way, and they kept a foot on my 117 00:08:17,880 --> 00:08:21,480 Speaker 1: neck and made sure that I walked that path. You know, 118 00:08:22,120 --> 00:08:24,200 Speaker 1: even even even even though I did drop out of 119 00:08:24,240 --> 00:08:26,920 Speaker 1: school because you know, life happens and the career started, 120 00:08:27,240 --> 00:08:31,160 Speaker 1: they were still very instrumental in me being who I 121 00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:36,240 Speaker 1: am today. And know those teachers, man, we appreciate them 122 00:08:36,280 --> 00:08:39,920 Speaker 1: and I respect him for that because absolutely good teachers. Absolutely. 123 00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:46,080 Speaker 1: I was thinking, just now, man, going back, my girdfather, 124 00:08:46,880 --> 00:08:49,680 Speaker 1: who was a Baptist minister, died in a house five 125 00:08:50,640 --> 00:08:56,160 Speaker 1: and he died trying to save his wife. And I 126 00:08:56,640 --> 00:09:00,120 Speaker 1: at that moment, man, I was like, I question the 127 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:03,480 Speaker 1: hell out of God. I drilled, how are you? How 128 00:09:03,559 --> 00:09:08,880 Speaker 1: are you? I was fourteen, fourteen, fourteen, fifteen. I was 129 00:09:08,920 --> 00:09:13,520 Speaker 1: fifteen when that happened. So I'm fifteen and I'm mad, man, 130 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:16,160 Speaker 1: I'm mad for real because I'm thinking, Man, I don't 131 00:09:16,240 --> 00:09:19,360 Speaker 1: know any people that's more godly than these people. You know, 132 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:24,040 Speaker 1: who was more deserving of aging with grace and and 133 00:09:24,400 --> 00:09:31,120 Speaker 1: you know, seeing their life go the distance and die naturally, 134 00:09:31,240 --> 00:09:34,280 Speaker 1: you know, for them to die in such a horrific manner. 135 00:09:34,679 --> 00:09:38,440 Speaker 1: I mean I was really really hot, So you never 136 00:09:38,480 --> 00:09:41,559 Speaker 1: felt that way. And when your your mother died and 137 00:09:41,600 --> 00:09:47,760 Speaker 1: your sister died and no, I didn't have time. What 138 00:09:47,800 --> 00:09:50,440 Speaker 1: do you mean by that? I didn't have time. I 139 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:54,080 Speaker 1: didn't have time, but you were playing sports. Yeah, I 140 00:09:54,080 --> 00:09:57,480 Speaker 1: didn't have time to question when it had happened. But 141 00:09:57,559 --> 00:10:00,000 Speaker 1: then when I when I heard the preachers say, I'm 142 00:10:00,200 --> 00:10:05,120 Speaker 1: be in my yard waving and nobody's passing by? What 143 00:10:05,240 --> 00:10:11,439 Speaker 1: does that mean to you? That means that if I'm 144 00:10:11,480 --> 00:10:16,280 Speaker 1: in my yard waving and nobody's passing by, I'm my 145 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:23,080 Speaker 1: hand is to God. Mhm mhmm. Okay, that my hand 146 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:25,760 Speaker 1: is to God. That's the only that's that's the only 147 00:10:25,800 --> 00:10:30,000 Speaker 1: other person entity or whatever that I could be dealing 148 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:35,480 Speaker 1: with it that what what's your relationship now with your 149 00:10:35,520 --> 00:10:41,080 Speaker 1: surviving sister? Actually, man, she's doing great. My dad just 150 00:10:41,160 --> 00:10:46,280 Speaker 1: this year moved up back to Denver. She's uh, blenders 151 00:10:46,280 --> 00:10:51,080 Speaker 1: her name. She's uh, she's working again. She never had 152 00:10:51,120 --> 00:10:54,040 Speaker 1: a time, she never had a problem working. He was 153 00:10:54,120 --> 00:10:57,600 Speaker 1: just getting out of the hood, you know, and all 154 00:10:57,679 --> 00:11:00,760 Speaker 1: of problem ain't getting out of the hood. But it's 155 00:11:00,800 --> 00:11:04,280 Speaker 1: like Bernie Max said, man, we are all our families 156 00:11:04,320 --> 00:11:07,319 Speaker 1: got problems, and all our families might have had somebody 157 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:10,600 Speaker 1: that that was on drugs, you know. But for for 158 00:11:10,679 --> 00:11:14,720 Speaker 1: me to see that up close and personal, you know 159 00:11:15,360 --> 00:11:21,079 Speaker 1: they you know how how that drug made people do 160 00:11:22,080 --> 00:11:25,160 Speaker 1: things to their families, you know, like they didn't even 161 00:11:25,200 --> 00:11:31,040 Speaker 1: know him. I've seen I've seen crack cocaine rent wives. 162 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:36,120 Speaker 1: I've seen me and rent their wives for a hit 163 00:11:36,640 --> 00:11:42,520 Speaker 1: of crack. It ain't this ain't nothing that I heard. 164 00:11:43,320 --> 00:11:50,360 Speaker 1: This is something that I actually saw man prostitute his 165 00:11:50,440 --> 00:11:54,320 Speaker 1: wife out for some dopey But do you know see 166 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:57,600 Speaker 1: mothers prostitute their daughters. That it's cold blooded? Man. But 167 00:11:57,679 --> 00:12:02,920 Speaker 1: now but now fast forward, fitting on, hey man, that's 168 00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:08,439 Speaker 1: fitting on. But but but but see it wasn't it wasn't. 169 00:12:09,200 --> 00:12:13,600 Speaker 1: It wasn't a tragic epidemic. Crack wasn't that. Crack wasn't 170 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:16,160 Speaker 1: a tragic epidemic. It was like, oh, we just dropped 171 00:12:16,160 --> 00:12:18,280 Speaker 1: it in the hood. Let them deal with it. Now, 172 00:12:18,360 --> 00:12:21,960 Speaker 1: the tragic epidemic to them. To them. But now since 173 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:27,679 Speaker 1: it's affecting a certain group, now it's tragic. Now, we 174 00:12:27,760 --> 00:12:32,160 Speaker 1: gotta make laws to stop it. And you know, you know, 175 00:12:32,280 --> 00:12:35,960 Speaker 1: now it's you know, it's it's it's a it's a 176 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:41,480 Speaker 1: level five or whatever drug. And what baffles me is, 177 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:45,479 Speaker 1: do you remember that you remember the drug sentencing guidelines 178 00:12:45,880 --> 00:12:49,240 Speaker 1: when it came to crack and then when it came 179 00:12:49,280 --> 00:12:53,640 Speaker 1: to powder. What's the difference in the two? Excuse me, 180 00:12:53,679 --> 00:12:55,920 Speaker 1: besides the banking. So you know, the trip part about 181 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:59,959 Speaker 1: it is that you would think that because because cocaine 182 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:03,360 Speaker 1: in its purest form is more deadly, you know, you 183 00:13:03,360 --> 00:13:07,240 Speaker 1: would think that the time would be stiffer, or if 184 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:11,720 Speaker 1: they just be it would just be possession of cocaine. Well, 185 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:14,040 Speaker 1: I'm saying, if if you if you're gonna make a 186 00:13:14,080 --> 00:13:16,840 Speaker 1: difference in the sentencing guidelines, you know you're gonna say 187 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:21,079 Speaker 1: one is one is more harsher than the other. You 188 00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:23,160 Speaker 1: would think that they would say, Okay, since this is 189 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:25,600 Speaker 1: the purest form we get, we you can we catch 190 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:28,240 Speaker 1: you with this. You're gone, you know, but it's now 191 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:31,160 Speaker 1: now this is the black us. We're gonna hit you hard. 192 00:13:31,480 --> 00:13:34,199 Speaker 1: And it's kind of that that, you know, these people 193 00:13:34,320 --> 00:13:38,840 Speaker 1: hear you. Yeah, you got, you got, you get five 194 00:13:38,920 --> 00:13:42,320 Speaker 1: years ten years probation for a keylo cocaine and a 195 00:13:42,400 --> 00:13:45,880 Speaker 1: life sentence for a dime rock. Yeah, I mean it's well, 196 00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:48,200 Speaker 1: I mean I'm exaggerating, but it's still sick though. And 197 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:51,480 Speaker 1: then I think it was Robin Williams that said, here's 198 00:13:51,520 --> 00:13:56,199 Speaker 1: your cocaine, here's your baking part. You gotta cook this 199 00:13:56,200 --> 00:14:02,480 Speaker 1: ship yourself ship. Being in the NFL, you've seen a lot, man, 200 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:06,160 Speaker 1: I mean, you NFL pretty much don't get any bigger 201 00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:09,240 Speaker 1: than that. Like, that's that's the ultimate floor, that's the 202 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:11,920 Speaker 1: dance for many that's the dance. That's the dance for 203 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:15,000 Speaker 1: so so I'm sure that there were times when you 204 00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:17,480 Speaker 1: walked into rooms and they said, here it is, baby, 205 00:14:17,920 --> 00:14:21,000 Speaker 1: have at it. How do you respond the first time 206 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:22,680 Speaker 1: you walked in that? What? What? What was it like 207 00:14:22,760 --> 00:14:25,440 Speaker 1: the first time, because I'm I'm I just assuming that 208 00:14:25,520 --> 00:14:28,280 Speaker 1: you had to walk it into at least one room 209 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:32,240 Speaker 1: and see that and go like you have to make 210 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:36,400 Speaker 1: a choice. Uh, not really, man, it was more you 211 00:14:36,480 --> 00:14:38,960 Speaker 1: never seen that. You never never seen that. I never 212 00:14:39,040 --> 00:14:41,400 Speaker 1: seen that. It was but how many times have you 213 00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:51,640 Speaker 1: seen it in the entertainment I'm talking to you, okay, 214 00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:55,040 Speaker 1: but how many times you never said that I've seen 215 00:14:55,080 --> 00:14:57,640 Speaker 1: a few times it was. It was more, you know, 216 00:14:58,000 --> 00:14:59,720 Speaker 1: the thing that was it was just more of the 217 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,560 Speaker 1: all the guys with the women for me. For me, 218 00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:05,560 Speaker 1: you know, it was like, hey, if you live in 219 00:15:05,560 --> 00:15:08,680 Speaker 1: apartment complex, there's one guy He's like, hey, man, get 220 00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:11,840 Speaker 1: your ass over here. So I go over there. It's 221 00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:16,760 Speaker 1: wide open, everybody buck naked. You know what I'm saying. 222 00:15:16,840 --> 00:15:19,440 Speaker 1: Said ship like that. But other than that, But and 223 00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:24,080 Speaker 1: then the weed man, we were smoking weeds, you know, 224 00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:27,240 Speaker 1: in junior high. No, but I'm trying in the league. 225 00:15:28,400 --> 00:15:31,480 Speaker 1: In the league, man, we I used to twist my 226 00:15:31,520 --> 00:15:33,600 Speaker 1: ship up and put it in my suitcase because we 227 00:15:33,640 --> 00:15:36,960 Speaker 1: went through the we went through uh uh private airports. 228 00:15:38,480 --> 00:15:42,080 Speaker 1: You think it ever affected your performance, like in a 229 00:15:42,120 --> 00:15:46,280 Speaker 1: negative way? No, because it it was kind of vibe. 230 00:15:46,280 --> 00:15:53,440 Speaker 1: Did he give you when you smoke weed? Uh? When 231 00:15:53,440 --> 00:15:57,920 Speaker 1: I smoked weed, gives it com when you smoke weed. 232 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:05,840 Speaker 1: When you smoke weed back there, it's the same. It's 233 00:16:05,880 --> 00:16:08,920 Speaker 1: the same. It's it's calming, you know, because you know 234 00:16:09,160 --> 00:16:12,720 Speaker 1: it's like this man. Uh, I saw Tony Dorset do 235 00:16:12,840 --> 00:16:17,280 Speaker 1: a thing about his his head, his traumatic head injury, right, 236 00:16:17,400 --> 00:16:20,560 Speaker 1: all that stuff, and he said, and this is what 237 00:16:20,760 --> 00:16:23,080 Speaker 1: this shook me up. And I started treating my kids 238 00:16:23,120 --> 00:16:26,920 Speaker 1: different after I saw that. Yeah, he said, uh, he 239 00:16:26,960 --> 00:16:31,320 Speaker 1: said his kids, his daughters were petrified. Was scared of him. 240 00:16:31,520 --> 00:16:35,440 Speaker 1: I think I saw this for thirty or some that was. 241 00:16:35,840 --> 00:16:41,960 Speaker 1: And he said, he said, the the mood swings, you know, 242 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:45,800 Speaker 1: the violent moon swings, and you know, and cocaine to me, 243 00:16:45,960 --> 00:16:48,840 Speaker 1: rob but I'm just I'm just saying, but go ahead. No, 244 00:16:48,960 --> 00:16:53,160 Speaker 1: it's it's it's from it's from head. Yeah, and then 245 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:56,400 Speaker 1: you know, you go we go from that's why people 246 00:16:57,320 --> 00:17:00,880 Speaker 1: people to see these kids, the NFL players run through 247 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:05,200 Speaker 1: doors all of a sudden, and and and this and that. 248 00:17:05,200 --> 00:17:09,200 Speaker 1: That's because all your life you were talked to go. 249 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:12,720 Speaker 1: You had to be you know, you had to be 250 00:17:13,840 --> 00:17:17,159 Speaker 1: from zero to one hundred in the instant. Yeah, you 251 00:17:17,240 --> 00:17:19,199 Speaker 1: had to be damn you know, you had to be 252 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:23,120 Speaker 1: a little crazy. You had to be. Dis Imagine, I'm 253 00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:28,919 Speaker 1: running and I'm running from behind me twenty yards and 254 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:31,560 Speaker 1: my job is to not slow down and running the 255 00:17:31,920 --> 00:17:34,560 Speaker 1: running the brat ship. That would be like you know 256 00:17:34,600 --> 00:17:36,879 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And that's and that's what you and 257 00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:39,880 Speaker 1: that's what your job is based on, you know. So 258 00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:43,480 Speaker 1: that's that's what it is. Man. And I saw that 259 00:17:43,560 --> 00:17:46,920 Speaker 1: in myself with my kids. By you know, I'm going 260 00:17:46,960 --> 00:17:51,320 Speaker 1: there in the room not clean. Oh yeah, hey did 261 00:17:51,359 --> 00:17:54,080 Speaker 1: you did you play with two tall Jones? No? No, no. 262 00:17:58,480 --> 00:18:02,880 Speaker 1: Willie Man said that that guy is seventy years old, bro, 263 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:06,520 Speaker 1: and he looked like he about forty six Max. Yeah, 264 00:18:06,600 --> 00:18:09,119 Speaker 1: he looked like man. That man, that man is in 265 00:18:09,240 --> 00:18:13,080 Speaker 1: great shape. Man. He moving around just two tall too 266 00:18:13,119 --> 00:18:16,240 Speaker 1: tall Jones man, class act man, good dude man. He 267 00:18:16,280 --> 00:18:19,960 Speaker 1: played with rogerck Thomas, correct rogerck Thomas got some ship 268 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,800 Speaker 1: going on with him bull with with with his with 269 00:18:22,880 --> 00:18:27,200 Speaker 1: his head from the uh bro. He said he went 270 00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:31,199 Speaker 1: into Walmart and he bought groceries and they said they 271 00:18:31,240 --> 00:18:34,560 Speaker 1: got all the way home before he realized that he 272 00:18:34,600 --> 00:18:37,880 Speaker 1: didn't have the grocers in the car. Like Willie's serious. Man, 273 00:18:37,920 --> 00:18:40,760 Speaker 1: They boy, what's the kid named that that they say 274 00:18:40,840 --> 00:18:47,240 Speaker 1: killed his friend? Uh hernandez bro saying he was when 275 00:18:47,240 --> 00:18:49,200 Speaker 1: they looked at his head to say he was going 276 00:18:49,200 --> 00:18:53,760 Speaker 1: through ship when he was when he was at when 277 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:55,960 Speaker 1: he was at the University of Miami and they interviewed 278 00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:58,359 Speaker 1: him in the in the locker room. Yeah, he was. 279 00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:01,359 Speaker 1: I'm a fucking soldier the fund. You asked me that 280 00:19:01,520 --> 00:19:04,600 Speaker 1: for you know, that's when I knew the right thing. 281 00:19:04,640 --> 00:19:08,040 Speaker 1: I said, Okay, Junior, say out but but now and 282 00:19:08,119 --> 00:19:10,359 Speaker 1: see like say, oh is somebody on the other end 283 00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:16,800 Speaker 1: of the spectrum. Yeah, but but to where his his 284 00:19:17,119 --> 00:19:23,080 Speaker 1: brain problems. He dealt with it. But once you so 285 00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:26,280 Speaker 1: the thing is, man and for y'all are to be 286 00:19:26,320 --> 00:19:29,679 Speaker 1: putting the mic down, But for us is when you 287 00:19:29,720 --> 00:19:34,600 Speaker 1: take that helmet off, you cannot replace that. You cannot 288 00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:38,240 Speaker 1: replace that. No, it's nothing that's why Dan Passerini drove, 289 00:19:38,880 --> 00:19:42,680 Speaker 1: uh the sports cars. You know he's racing cars and 290 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:46,000 Speaker 1: what happened with Dan Pastorini? No, but that's why he did. 291 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:49,520 Speaker 1: He's trying to replace I just saw him in the 292 00:19:49,560 --> 00:19:52,240 Speaker 1: golf turn. Yeah. No, he's fine, but he but he 293 00:19:52,480 --> 00:19:55,959 Speaker 1: but we try to replace that, We try to replace 294 00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:59,879 Speaker 1: that feeling of being inside that helmet. And you can't, 295 00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:04,360 Speaker 1: you know, you can't. You know so um, but that's 296 00:20:04,359 --> 00:20:07,600 Speaker 1: why Junior say when he killed himself, he shot himself 297 00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:10,960 Speaker 1: in the chest. Come on, and he left he left 298 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:16,600 Speaker 1: a note that says, checked my brain. Wow, we're talking 299 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:22,359 Speaker 1: about CT and and CT stands for chronic traumatic what 300 00:20:22,359 --> 00:20:26,240 Speaker 1: what's that? Cephaliza and something like I don't even know. Man, 301 00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:30,120 Speaker 1: let me look at this ship. No, no, no no, it's 302 00:20:30,200 --> 00:20:37,480 Speaker 1: it's it's exceptful. I'm just gonna lock except But but 303 00:20:38,680 --> 00:20:44,680 Speaker 1: you know what, it's so crazypathy something that's cephalopathy and 304 00:20:44,760 --> 00:20:52,880 Speaker 1: cephalopathy cephalopathy, chronic traumatic and cephalic cephalopathy. But but yeah, 305 00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:57,040 Speaker 1: but the problem whatever that means that that's when, that's when, 306 00:20:57,560 --> 00:21:04,439 Speaker 1: that's when that's uh, that's a disease in your brain 307 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:08,320 Speaker 1: that that that that is that is caused by uh 308 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:16,400 Speaker 1: trauma like trauma. Blood, trauma like toxic blood in your 309 00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:20,600 Speaker 1: in your brain, toxic blood. And then what's he not? 310 00:21:21,000 --> 00:21:25,960 Speaker 1: The tragedy about the ct E is they can't they 311 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:31,080 Speaker 1: can't detect it until you're dead. I thought you're ready 312 00:21:31,119 --> 00:21:37,359 Speaker 1: to break some bread though they have been. So this 313 00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:40,600 Speaker 1: is what happened. We found out there's a thing called 314 00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:44,560 Speaker 1: raising normally. Say that again, what does that mean? That 315 00:21:44,600 --> 00:21:48,080 Speaker 1: means me and you and Willie. So it was a 316 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:56,840 Speaker 1: white boyshting right here. We are inherently not smart. So 317 00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:59,480 Speaker 1: they went ahead and paid all the white boys. Cut 318 00:21:59,520 --> 00:22:02,720 Speaker 1: that ship out with the concussion ship. Yeah it's race Norman. Yeah, 319 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:05,080 Speaker 1: it just came out. So why why did not? Why 320 00:22:05,080 --> 00:22:09,200 Speaker 1: did they get paid the white boys? Because race Norman 321 00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:12,960 Speaker 1: means that we are Norman. Like you're making that normal 322 00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:16,960 Speaker 1: race Norman. It's like we So they're saying because we 323 00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:19,720 Speaker 1: get out knew there's not it don't matter because we 324 00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:29,880 Speaker 1: already seriously seriously, yes, man looked that up. Man shot 325 00:22:29,960 --> 00:22:33,159 Speaker 1: man I man I man I all the ass got 326 00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:36,200 Speaker 1: to go to hill something like that. Bro, Like people 327 00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:39,919 Speaker 1: are like myself, I played fullback. I should get money 328 00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:43,600 Speaker 1: just off my fan us a block. I'm head in 329 00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:47,720 Speaker 1: college and in the pro I'm sucking. I'm crash test 330 00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:53,520 Speaker 1: dumb me, Holy ship, whole ship. I'm a crash test 331 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:57,359 Speaker 1: dumb me on the motherfucker kickoff team. Oh god, damn 332 00:22:57,440 --> 00:23:02,640 Speaker 1: you see that will Oh it's gonna be exposed. The 333 00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:09,000 Speaker 1: NFL is race nor me. Are you kidding me? Yeah? Man, 334 00:23:10,480 --> 00:23:13,600 Speaker 1: Now they got to cut the chick. They got they 335 00:23:13,640 --> 00:23:16,240 Speaker 1: got to chick. But let's see, they wait, they wait 336 00:23:16,280 --> 00:23:21,720 Speaker 1: for us to die, man, because are our age? What's 337 00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:25,280 Speaker 1: it called when you die at a certain age? It's 338 00:23:25,359 --> 00:23:29,440 Speaker 1: fifty five? Oh god damn you know, so we we're 339 00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:32,919 Speaker 1: coming over at fifty five? How well, biggerl I've seen bigger, 340 00:23:32,920 --> 00:23:35,760 Speaker 1: I've seen too talk big Hall is big girl now 341 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:39,800 Speaker 1: yeah yeah, but yeah there's some people don't live. But 342 00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:44,320 Speaker 1: you got to think about big Girl. Man, Damn my 343 00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:47,200 Speaker 1: live U life. I don't. I love you Big Girl. 344 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:51,439 Speaker 1: So so uh, it's it's it's it's crazy man, because 345 00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:54,240 Speaker 1: and then like me, I didn't make no millions and 346 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:57,520 Speaker 1: millions of dollars when I when I retired, but she 347 00:23:57,600 --> 00:23:59,560 Speaker 1: was a hero to us though, no, no, I'm staying. 348 00:24:01,040 --> 00:24:04,439 Speaker 1: But when I didn't make millions of millions of dollars. So, uh, 349 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:10,680 Speaker 1: we had this, We had a four one k okay, 350 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:12,520 Speaker 1: you could get some you can get some of your 351 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:15,720 Speaker 1: money out of penalty at forty five, right, which I 352 00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:19,960 Speaker 1: wasn't at the time. And then you get all over 353 00:24:20,040 --> 00:24:23,280 Speaker 1: the fifty five and they talked about all these programs 354 00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:26,480 Speaker 1: they got to help us transition out the game. Motherfucker, 355 00:24:26,520 --> 00:24:33,040 Speaker 1: give me my money just then, I'm transition transition smoothfu. Yeah, 356 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:35,560 Speaker 1: give me my ship that I put in into this ship. 357 00:24:35,680 --> 00:24:37,960 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. So who holding their nuts 358 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:41,560 Speaker 1: on the bag? Who specifically? What the give me somebody name? 359 00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:47,000 Speaker 1: Good deal? It's good deal, you dirty low down son. 360 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:49,920 Speaker 1: But then and then, but then they put my boy, 361 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:56,160 Speaker 1: Troy Vincent up under him as a player Rep. Blufford, 362 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:58,600 Speaker 1: so that y'all don't go in so hard because it's 363 00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:01,120 Speaker 1: a brother. It's a brother. And I played with him 364 00:25:01,119 --> 00:25:05,240 Speaker 1: in Miami, Be played with him, Richmond, Richmond Way played 365 00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:09,239 Speaker 1: with him. You know, Damn, man, y'all went through too 366 00:25:09,359 --> 00:25:14,040 Speaker 1: much ship man, I'm talking about God, Damn, I'm talking 367 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:18,280 Speaker 1: about these injuries. Man. So I So it was like 368 00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:22,000 Speaker 1: four or five years ago. So, uh, one of the 369 00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:25,359 Speaker 1: receivers was taking a shot in his ass. What the fund? 370 00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:27,720 Speaker 1: And I said, man, what is that? He says, tore it? 371 00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:31,240 Speaker 1: Doll man, get you one. I said, okay, So I 372 00:25:31,280 --> 00:25:35,960 Speaker 1: looked it up after you after the is a this 373 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:41,439 Speaker 1: ship is a post surgery pain reliever and and and 374 00:25:41,680 --> 00:25:48,960 Speaker 1: anti inflammatory. No, it just it just it was the 375 00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:53,440 Speaker 1: anti inflammatory value that was helping supposed to be helping us. 376 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:57,560 Speaker 1: But we're taking toward doll shots before the game and 377 00:25:57,680 --> 00:26:00,840 Speaker 1: any any hill, any hill of a drug that you 378 00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:04,760 Speaker 1: needed to play. They was given the tour. You know, 379 00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:08,720 Speaker 1: they don't talk about that in the concussion ship Perkas said, 380 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:14,240 Speaker 1: ship man. Come on, man, oh my god, they need 381 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:17,120 Speaker 1: to hear this man. They's giving us all that ship man, 382 00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:21,000 Speaker 1: all that ship bro. They and and and and it 383 00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:25,520 Speaker 1: didn't stop. Who is giving this stuff? The team? Doctors, 384 00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:28,320 Speaker 1: team doctor. They had a saying you can't make the 385 00:26:28,320 --> 00:26:30,760 Speaker 1: club and the tub, you can't make the club in 386 00:26:30,800 --> 00:26:38,680 Speaker 1: the What wow? So these uh particular doctors are brought 387 00:26:38,760 --> 00:26:43,800 Speaker 1: to you guys by the NFL. Yeah, the doctors or 388 00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:46,880 Speaker 1: does a team hire the doctor? Team have the doctors? 389 00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:50,160 Speaker 1: I'll be there and then and and the coaching staff 390 00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:52,399 Speaker 1: in the in the in the in the front office, 391 00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:54,080 Speaker 1: they all know about this ship. They all know that 392 00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:56,320 Speaker 1: they sticking you out with all kinds of ship to 393 00:26:56,400 --> 00:27:00,680 Speaker 1: get you all to play, get the product on the field. Basically, 394 00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:06,880 Speaker 1: uh crash, dumb cattle back then, back then, basically slaves. 395 00:27:08,000 --> 00:27:09,560 Speaker 1: And I was gonna ask you, what do you think 396 00:27:09,560 --> 00:27:13,640 Speaker 1: about that comment that Cat made about NFL players basically 397 00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:17,880 Speaker 1: being slaves. Yeah, I think I think he's he's right, man, 398 00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:20,560 Speaker 1: because right now, so this is what this is my 399 00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:24,080 Speaker 1: thing with it. If you if you, if if the 400 00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:28,200 Speaker 1: NFL players knew the power that they have, and and 401 00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:34,639 Speaker 1: it's the only thing. Remember Will Smith did I don't 402 00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:41,119 Speaker 1: when he slapped Chris Rock. Okay, so Will Smith? That 403 00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:46,000 Speaker 1: was live TV? Right. I love Chris Rock, But Will 404 00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:51,960 Speaker 1: Smith shut down live TV. The NFL players have the 405 00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:55,639 Speaker 1: power to shut down live TV. So now we're in 406 00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:58,880 Speaker 1: the locker room right now. We played for the Dolphins. 407 00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:01,760 Speaker 1: The game is supposed to start at one. We're not 408 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:05,719 Speaker 1: going out there. God damn. If the game start at 409 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:09,840 Speaker 1: one and so one o'clock hit, guess guess who phone's 410 00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:13,720 Speaker 1: gonna be ringing? The owner. It's gonna take the owners 411 00:28:13,720 --> 00:28:16,200 Speaker 1: off of us and put it on the owner. Now, 412 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:21,040 Speaker 1: the owner Toyota and fucking Derito's. They called, hey, man, 413 00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:25,040 Speaker 1: we paid three million dollars for the first spot on 414 00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:27,240 Speaker 1: the on the Sunday game at one o'clock and the 415 00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:32,400 Speaker 1: game didn't start. What the fun out doing? That's all 416 00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:35,080 Speaker 1: they got to do. But they don't know what their 417 00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:39,320 Speaker 1: power is. You know, they don't know what They're happy 418 00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:40,960 Speaker 1: to be. They're happy to be getting the money that 419 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:46,080 Speaker 1: they're getting. It's more, it's more guaranteed ship doing their way. 420 00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,560 Speaker 1: But they don't understand the power and the leverage they had. Man, 421 00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:51,040 Speaker 1: if you shut down live TV, it's a rap. What 422 00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:53,280 Speaker 1: they're gonna do arrest. I think some of these guys 423 00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:56,400 Speaker 1: do understand their power. They just they just don't want 424 00:28:56,440 --> 00:28:59,800 Speaker 1: to exercise their power because their college. You know, some 425 00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:03,120 Speaker 1: I disagree now. I do believe that a lot of 426 00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:06,200 Speaker 1: these guys are just collars. And then there are those 427 00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:08,960 Speaker 1: There are those who say, well, you know, I would 428 00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:10,480 Speaker 1: do it, but I'm not gonna just be out here 429 00:29:10,480 --> 00:29:13,640 Speaker 1: all by myself now. And I believe that part. I 430 00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:16,800 Speaker 1: don't think. I think too. I think two things can 431 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:19,760 Speaker 1: be betwit at the same time. And I do believe 432 00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:22,520 Speaker 1: that just like you got college in other industries. You 433 00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:25,280 Speaker 1: have college in sports also. I just don't think I 434 00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:27,240 Speaker 1: think I think that everybody. I think if everyone got 435 00:29:27,240 --> 00:29:30,200 Speaker 1: on the same accord, you know, if everybody was like, 436 00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:33,160 Speaker 1: you know what, when the clock strike twelve fifty nine, 437 00:29:33,560 --> 00:29:36,040 Speaker 1: we're locked in the locker room, but we're not going 438 00:29:36,320 --> 00:29:38,520 Speaker 1: Everybody got to go there. Everybody got to say it, 439 00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:42,360 Speaker 1: we're not going out. That's still gonna be just simple 440 00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:46,880 Speaker 1: to where the game won't start, and the thing exactly 441 00:29:47,320 --> 00:29:49,720 Speaker 1: at four o'clock they do the same thing. So so 442 00:29:49,760 --> 00:29:55,240 Speaker 1: now you got to back back that up into the politics. Yeah, 443 00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:58,440 Speaker 1: you see, what's gonna happen is that when you say, okay, 444 00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:02,160 Speaker 1: let's everybody get on the same court, what's gonna happen 445 00:30:02,240 --> 00:30:04,600 Speaker 1: is that they're gonna go and they're gonna start searching 446 00:30:04,640 --> 00:30:06,720 Speaker 1: for the weakest links, the ones that they know that 447 00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:08,280 Speaker 1: they can get inside of their head and say, look, 448 00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:11,440 Speaker 1: I'm gonna do this for you, And now this person 449 00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:13,640 Speaker 1: gonna be like, well, you know, I'm looking at for myself. 450 00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:16,440 Speaker 1: It happens on it, Yeah, it happens all the time. 451 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:18,640 Speaker 1: That's how that's how you penetrate, just going find the 452 00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:24,720 Speaker 1: weakest link. So back in my rookie year. That's what 453 00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:26,680 Speaker 1: this is, what this is, what the politicis. This is 454 00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:30,000 Speaker 1: when I first saw it. I was blocking for Reggie 455 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:33,760 Speaker 1: Carb r I p he died a couple of years ago, 456 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:36,800 Speaker 1: one of my best friends. Damn think about him every day, man. 457 00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:47,600 Speaker 1: So I'm blocking a Reggie car December twenty second. Cobb 458 00:30:47,680 --> 00:30:52,120 Speaker 1: has a contract that says if he gets a thousand yards, 459 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:56,720 Speaker 1: he's a free agent. He gets he gets to leave. 460 00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:02,160 Speaker 1: Sorry as Tampa, you know, and we all hope praying 461 00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:06,240 Speaker 1: that they get it right. So we're flying, were flying 462 00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:09,360 Speaker 1: the temple. They reduced his with reps. First player the 463 00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:12,560 Speaker 1: game to lay draw Paul getting nine yards now here 464 00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:16,680 Speaker 1: at nine eighty right, I'll get back to the huddle. 465 00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:19,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm looking at that. I'm like, and instead 466 00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:24,200 Speaker 1: of Car, it's Gary Anderson. I said, due, what's up? 467 00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:27,400 Speaker 1: What's Car? He said, I don't know. He's hurt. I 468 00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:30,040 Speaker 1: don't think so ready break boom. Never put him back 469 00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:33,680 Speaker 1: in the game. Go damn. That's how that's that's why 470 00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:37,000 Speaker 1: when you watch football games and you see people that 471 00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:42,000 Speaker 1: you don't think it's hurt, but they're not playing, that's 472 00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:45,400 Speaker 1: why they own the bench. Because it's people's job to 473 00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:48,560 Speaker 1: keep up with them numbers. Man, it's people's job. That 474 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:50,640 Speaker 1: said called down there on that phone and say, hey, man, 475 00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:54,480 Speaker 1: when the defendi get the defense get playing time and 476 00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:58,360 Speaker 1: that comes with a million dollar bonus, set them down. 477 00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:02,080 Speaker 1: Tell him about some ass whoopings on that day, some 478 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:04,800 Speaker 1: talking about talking about talking about the owner getting his 479 00:32:04,960 --> 00:32:08,560 Speaker 1: ass whooped in front of national television. Man, I'm not 480 00:32:08,680 --> 00:32:11,000 Speaker 1: playing it by my money, man, But look so then 481 00:32:11,840 --> 00:32:15,880 Speaker 1: so so it was twofold. So now they sucked over 482 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:20,160 Speaker 1: car with his thousand and he out of Tampa because 483 00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:22,479 Speaker 1: we're three and thirteen at the two and thirteen at 484 00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:25,120 Speaker 1: the time, getting ready to lose to Chicago. We end 485 00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:28,680 Speaker 1: up three and thirteen. Now I'm not a rookie foollback 486 00:32:28,920 --> 00:32:32,800 Speaker 1: blocking four thousand yard Russia. So that up, that sucked 487 00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:38,280 Speaker 1: me over. Yeah, yeah, you know. It also goes another 488 00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:42,840 Speaker 1: side to that corn is that when you signed these 489 00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:47,760 Speaker 1: incentive bonuses sometimes it's percentages. So like like you said, 490 00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:50,960 Speaker 1: it's a percentage. So if I already got my percentage, 491 00:32:51,160 --> 00:32:53,280 Speaker 1: I don't want to risk going out there trying to 492 00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:56,120 Speaker 1: catch the ball and end up dropping the ball, and 493 00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:59,440 Speaker 1: now my percentage go down. So you know if I'm 494 00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:02,920 Speaker 1: gonna receive, if you receive, that's not well, no, no, 495 00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:06,280 Speaker 1: put it on. If they put it in the contract. 496 00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:08,239 Speaker 1: Anything can be put in the contract. If they put 497 00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,240 Speaker 1: in the contract that I have to catch a certain 498 00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:13,800 Speaker 1: percentage of balls, like I gotta I gotta meet that 499 00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:18,080 Speaker 1: with it. They they slick with it because they don't 500 00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:22,400 Speaker 1: put it on catch it. So they'll they'll say every touchdown, 501 00:33:22,480 --> 00:33:24,360 Speaker 1: you may will give your thousands, but they shoot it on. 502 00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:27,400 Speaker 1: They do it on they do it on basketball that 503 00:33:27,760 --> 00:33:30,240 Speaker 1: a lot of people will. But it's time. We're so 504 00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:34,280 Speaker 1: we're so competitive man, you know I played football. Like 505 00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:39,200 Speaker 1: we're so competitive man until I can't see us laying down, 506 00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:41,480 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Like we we and the 507 00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:43,360 Speaker 1: man don't carry the ball. If you if you break 508 00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:46,000 Speaker 1: the line of scrimmage, we're gonna find you. We're gonna 509 00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:49,320 Speaker 1: break the last See. That's why you see when people 510 00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:52,600 Speaker 1: like it would be the end of the game and 511 00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:55,640 Speaker 1: the coach tell that running back, hey man, get the ball. 512 00:33:56,880 --> 00:34:02,360 Speaker 1: They can't do it. Yeah, but they put it on 513 00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:07,840 Speaker 1: playing time. So if and the number played we played, 514 00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:12,120 Speaker 1: we placed uh forty, we played seventy two plays on offense, 515 00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:17,439 Speaker 1: you played fifty of them. That's over. So you made 516 00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:19,799 Speaker 1: your percentage on that. But you gotta do that for 517 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:23,040 Speaker 1: the whole season. You know, you gotta play forty of 518 00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:27,080 Speaker 1: the plays to get that that incentive because the contract 519 00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:29,640 Speaker 1: was incentive laden back then. You know, they didn't really 520 00:34:29,880 --> 00:34:32,480 Speaker 1: and they wouldn't even let you reach it get it. 521 00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:36,399 Speaker 1: They wouldn't let you get it. Bow So now you're done. 522 00:34:36,520 --> 00:34:40,200 Speaker 1: So now that's that's early on. Then you come now 523 00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:44,560 Speaker 1: you end up with this concussion ship. You know, average 524 00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:51,799 Speaker 1: average average uh salary of a rookie in in the 525 00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:56,960 Speaker 1: nineties a couple hundred thousand and something like that. Okay, 526 00:34:57,360 --> 00:35:02,200 Speaker 1: and then when you get to be a pro bowler 527 00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:07,880 Speaker 1: five millions, you might go, you might go jump to 528 00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:10,520 Speaker 1: a million, but you're not You're not getting You're not 529 00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:12,279 Speaker 1: getting the money like that. That's what I'm saying. So 530 00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:16,560 Speaker 1: my story is I came, I got cut by Miami, 531 00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:20,960 Speaker 1: and I had a good friend, Chico Nelson. He died, 532 00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:26,200 Speaker 1: he was the ballplayer. Uh. He came to my house 533 00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:29,279 Speaker 1: the day after I got cut. He said, Man, I 534 00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:32,360 Speaker 1: want you to meet these people in the South Beach. Okay, 535 00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:34,319 Speaker 1: that's going on down there. I ain't no problem going 536 00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:36,600 Speaker 1: South Beach. So man I went down there and he 537 00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:39,600 Speaker 1: introduced me to an artist named Royal Yakaba, and he 538 00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:42,600 Speaker 1: introduced me to two guys that ended up being my 539 00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:49,040 Speaker 1: best friends, Dave and Elliott Merlis. Okay, so from that meeting, 540 00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:54,280 Speaker 1: I got cut by the Dolphins one morning. The next morning, 541 00:35:54,640 --> 00:36:00,600 Speaker 1: I'm selling sports art, selling sports art. The the man 542 00:36:01,640 --> 00:36:04,759 Speaker 1: took a devalue currency from all over the world and 543 00:36:04,840 --> 00:36:10,680 Speaker 1: made that as his collage. And then I would call 544 00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:13,200 Speaker 1: you that, Brad, send me your favorite action shot, Send 545 00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,080 Speaker 1: me your favorite action shot. In a week, I would 546 00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:18,920 Speaker 1: send you a one like this of what the painting 547 00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:22,160 Speaker 1: would look like. If you okay, the painting we're on 548 00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:29,040 Speaker 1: the plane, just just money you're making we made I 549 00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:34,560 Speaker 1: was I didn't sell a painting for under four And 550 00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:37,399 Speaker 1: you know, if it's you and me and we grew 551 00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:40,280 Speaker 1: up rapping together, we grew up playing together. They weren't 552 00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:42,120 Speaker 1: doing it because of the painting. They're doing it because 553 00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:45,080 Speaker 1: because it was bull you know what I mean, just 554 00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:48,319 Speaker 1: trying to support you know what I'm saying, So how 555 00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:51,279 Speaker 1: much money, but but how much money we're looking at, 556 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:53,040 Speaker 1: like in one year, what's the most you ever made 557 00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:56,600 Speaker 1: doing that. I mean, we made thirty in the first 558 00:36:56,680 --> 00:37:00,959 Speaker 1: year doing that voice reloaded podcast to be right back 559 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:12,120 Speaker 1: after the point and ninety three, you were inactive in 560 00:37:12,120 --> 00:37:15,520 Speaker 1: the NFL, Right, what were you injured? Up? What was 561 00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,960 Speaker 1: going on? No? I just uh so when I went 562 00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:23,560 Speaker 1: to Tampa, I got drafted by a coach that nobody 563 00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:27,160 Speaker 1: knows to this, Richard Williams che Williams R. I p. 564 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:33,600 Speaker 1: Two thousand and fifteen. Hey, nobody knew him. So everybody 565 00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:37,160 Speaker 1: on that team that got released, nobody knew who you were. 566 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:41,560 Speaker 1: In essence, you get drafted by Jimmy Johnson. Jimmy got 567 00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:44,440 Speaker 1: a job. You got a job. You went to University 568 00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:47,759 Speaker 1: of Miami. You got a job. And and and when 569 00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:51,160 Speaker 1: Jimmy came to Miami, that should have turned into the 570 00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:57,200 Speaker 1: University of Miami off the streets. He left the Cowboys 571 00:37:57,320 --> 00:37:59,320 Speaker 1: right there. He left the Cowboys and went to Miami, 572 00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:02,200 Speaker 1: came to Miami, and my contract happened to be up 573 00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:06,520 Speaker 1: when he came. He don't believe in paying veterans. He 574 00:38:07,320 --> 00:38:09,719 Speaker 1: got to play for Jimmy. I played for Jimmy one year, 575 00:38:10,160 --> 00:38:12,600 Speaker 1: and you played for Don Shooting too, right, Yeah, shoo 576 00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:16,880 Speaker 1: shoot was the man or I loved on shooting. Shooler 577 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:19,520 Speaker 1: brought me in, put me on the active roster so 578 00:38:19,560 --> 00:38:21,839 Speaker 1: I can get all my money. I ain't doing them 579 00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:25,480 Speaker 1: but flying around and dressing like we dressed right now. Yeah, 580 00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:29,640 Speaker 1: Shoola was a man. And then my my contract was up. 581 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:34,120 Speaker 1: When when when Jimmy came and you know he, you 582 00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:37,000 Speaker 1: know he I could pay I could pay two rookies, 583 00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:39,120 Speaker 1: you know what I could pay you, you know what 584 00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:41,520 Speaker 1: I'm saying, and groom him and like I wanted him 585 00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:45,160 Speaker 1: because he didn't he didn't like Jimmy didn't necessarily like veterans, 586 00:38:46,160 --> 00:38:48,120 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's like a record label 587 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,560 Speaker 1: that no y'all know about the royalties and ship so 588 00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:56,560 Speaker 1: they're gonna they're gonna face you out. They're gonna face you. 589 00:38:57,320 --> 00:39:01,239 Speaker 1: But I love I love up his coaching style. Man, 590 00:39:02,280 --> 00:39:06,160 Speaker 1: Jimmy Johns. Man, I'm telling Jimmy Johns din't play, man, 591 00:39:07,600 --> 00:39:11,600 Speaker 1: I'm sorry. So Jimmy knew the axes and the odes 592 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:17,440 Speaker 1: for real people around him. Jimmy has a degree in psychology. 593 00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:23,120 Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Jimmy knew how to motivate the players. Man. 594 00:39:23,239 --> 00:39:26,520 Speaker 1: Jimmy went up on the board, he drew a you 595 00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:31,280 Speaker 1: drew a house. You dore a house with one window, 596 00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:34,160 Speaker 1: and in that one window he put the thirteen in. 597 00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:39,560 Speaker 1: That motherfucker. He said, this is the house. Damn Marino 598 00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:48,759 Speaker 1: is the only motherfucker. And now together M like that. 599 00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:54,120 Speaker 1: And then uh a kid from Rice. My boy was 600 00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:58,600 Speaker 1: a linebacker from Rice. He came up there performing on 601 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:00,640 Speaker 1: special team, which I was. You know, me and him 602 00:40:00,680 --> 00:40:04,200 Speaker 1: played the same position on special team. So we're going 603 00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:06,960 Speaker 1: back and forth. I'm making plays, he's making plays. So 604 00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:10,799 Speaker 1: we're watching the film and Jimmy Johnson. Everybody in the 605 00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:14,640 Speaker 1: building watch special teams. That's how much you put on 606 00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:19,239 Speaker 1: that ship. All starters play special teams. Everybody the whole 607 00:40:19,239 --> 00:40:24,560 Speaker 1: team watched the special teams take. You know, So Larry 608 00:40:24,640 --> 00:40:27,200 Speaker 1: is oo is his name? And my boy I call 609 00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:29,200 Speaker 1: him is it because you know we're good friends. We 610 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:33,000 Speaker 1: just happened to be playing the same position. Man, Larry 611 00:40:33,040 --> 00:40:36,399 Speaker 1: is a We're watching the film kick Off Return. He's 612 00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:39,120 Speaker 1: on the front line. I'm back in the wedge. He 613 00:40:39,280 --> 00:40:44,640 Speaker 1: peeled back, knocked his man down, got up, knock somebody 614 00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:48,759 Speaker 1: else down. Motherucker's Jimmy Johnson stopped the film. Man, that 615 00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:51,040 Speaker 1: motherfucker said, Larry is the call your parents and tell 616 00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:54,479 Speaker 1: him your Miami dolf. I'm like, oh, ship, what then 617 00:40:54,600 --> 00:40:56,120 Speaker 1: I've been to do around this bit? Do you know 618 00:40:56,120 --> 00:41:01,640 Speaker 1: what I'm meaning? God? Damn? Yeah, man, oh fuck for 619 00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:05,239 Speaker 1: two blocks like that hustle like yeah, And he knew 620 00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:06,919 Speaker 1: how to get it. He knew how to get into 621 00:41:06,960 --> 00:41:09,279 Speaker 1: your head. Yeah, you know. He was the first man 622 00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:11,719 Speaker 1: I heard talking about the pack Melian theory. What the 623 00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:15,320 Speaker 1: fund is that if you keep, if you keep telling 624 00:41:15,320 --> 00:41:23,480 Speaker 1: somebody that they are a thief? Eventually, what's pa Melian theory? 625 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:30,400 Speaker 1: Pag Malian dope? Something new every day? And uh so 626 00:41:30,400 --> 00:41:33,200 Speaker 1: so with him, I liked this coaching style, but I 627 00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:36,279 Speaker 1: was a veteran, so I didn't fit in his overall plan. 628 00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:44,719 Speaker 1: If you put Jimmy and let's say Don Shuiler in 629 00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:50,600 Speaker 1: the same situation with let's say an average team, which 630 00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:54,920 Speaker 1: one of those guys you think could compel that team 631 00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:58,480 Speaker 1: to victory? I think it will be Uh. I think 632 00:41:58,480 --> 00:42:03,799 Speaker 1: it'll be Demmon because he's more of a motivator. Don 633 00:42:03,800 --> 00:42:08,400 Speaker 1: Shula had us in that. Oh motherfucker's you know what 634 00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:15,240 Speaker 1: I'm saying? That back the old back then was third 635 00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:20,400 Speaker 1: and up uh nine up? Uh? Eric Green, you remember 636 00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:23,520 Speaker 1: that Big Tight and Eric Green from from Play for 637 00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:28,920 Speaker 1: the Steelers. Man, I watched I watched Eric Green every 638 00:42:29,000 --> 00:42:32,040 Speaker 1: game of the season. I walked through the locker room 639 00:42:32,239 --> 00:42:35,200 Speaker 1: for the game Boom, give me some of that hardcore 640 00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:41,719 Speaker 1: ship you listen to. And I would take him my 641 00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:46,440 Speaker 1: headphones because every week before the game he would have 642 00:42:46,480 --> 00:42:50,360 Speaker 1: to get his knee drained to play. It need be 643 00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:54,840 Speaker 1: swolled up full of fluid. Every week he got a 644 00:42:57,400 --> 00:43:00,239 Speaker 1: It's just it's just the swelling of it. And then 645 00:43:00,239 --> 00:43:02,480 Speaker 1: we get on the planes right out of the game 646 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:06,239 Speaker 1: and all you know, all that pressure cold. God, you 647 00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:08,680 Speaker 1: know what I'm telling you, brother, that ship is Yeah, 648 00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:12,920 Speaker 1: it's crazy. I saw the bus. Wasn't it William the 649 00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:20,360 Speaker 1: bus who played for Pittsburgh? Uh? Uh the bus, come on, bus, 650 00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:25,600 Speaker 1: But I know bus. I know the bus. William his 651 00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:31,560 Speaker 1: name Shot. I can't think I'm the bus man. Hold on, 652 00:43:31,640 --> 00:43:35,120 Speaker 1: but what about it? So I saw a video of him. 653 00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:39,680 Speaker 1: He can't walk upstare, Yeah, like going through his daily routine. 654 00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:48,480 Speaker 1: And man, the dude. So dude was getting out of 655 00:43:48,760 --> 00:43:53,239 Speaker 1: bed and it's his knees was snapped, crackling and pop 656 00:43:54,520 --> 00:43:56,239 Speaker 1: and he and it took him seemed like it took 657 00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:59,320 Speaker 1: him five minutes just to roll out of bed. Damn 658 00:43:59,480 --> 00:44:02,640 Speaker 1: nothing by the team, and I think he was steal 659 00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:05,440 Speaker 1: in his thirties. When when when I saw that video, Man, 660 00:44:06,160 --> 00:44:08,359 Speaker 1: I'm looking at a big girl, and hey, how many 661 00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:14,520 Speaker 1: knee surgeries? Man? Now the thing with Miami, I got 662 00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:20,000 Speaker 1: to see the best quarterback ever uploading person Dan Arena. 663 00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:24,080 Speaker 1: And I'm one of the two hundred and forty five 664 00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:28,120 Speaker 1: people they caught a touchdown from Damn Arena. You know, 665 00:44:28,960 --> 00:44:33,000 Speaker 1: so so so I yeah, but it ended up being 666 00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:37,160 Speaker 1: I got tossed out. But you caught three touchdowns from 667 00:44:37,239 --> 00:44:41,319 Speaker 1: Damn Arena too, one, one, one, you know. But you 668 00:44:41,360 --> 00:44:44,600 Speaker 1: know so that that My time in Miami was good. 669 00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:49,239 Speaker 1: But now you have to go back to if you 670 00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:53,760 Speaker 1: don't retire in the team in the city where you played. 671 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:58,320 Speaker 1: It's rough man. Even though me being from Houston. You 672 00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:01,560 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, they're gonna with the Texans retirees 673 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:03,839 Speaker 1: before they work with me. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, 674 00:45:03,920 --> 00:45:05,960 Speaker 1: they're not gonna. They're not gonna do that. So let's 675 00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:08,880 Speaker 1: go back to the paint. But but before you go further, 676 00:45:08,920 --> 00:45:11,319 Speaker 1: do you think that had anything to do with your 677 00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:14,640 Speaker 1: your lack of visibility in the city because you you know, 678 00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:17,760 Speaker 1: you wasn't really out, you know, and about in the city. 679 00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:21,239 Speaker 1: You know when when when you were playing here are 680 00:45:21,600 --> 00:45:25,360 Speaker 1: in Houston? Yeah, like we didn't really see you out anywhere, 681 00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:27,560 Speaker 1: like you know, like I saw a few times, but 682 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:29,520 Speaker 1: I don't under staying we really didn't see you. No, 683 00:45:29,680 --> 00:45:32,960 Speaker 1: I didn't know. And I think so if the people 684 00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:35,000 Speaker 1: don't see you like that, you know what I'm saying, 685 00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:37,960 Speaker 1: they may you know, that's a that tends to be 686 00:45:38,239 --> 00:45:40,759 Speaker 1: a bit of disconnect. And then and then you're right. 687 00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:44,160 Speaker 1: But then when I came back and saw what Santana 688 00:45:44,239 --> 00:45:48,120 Speaker 1: was doing in Houston, already we love you. What's up there? Bro? 689 00:45:48,280 --> 00:45:50,759 Speaker 1: When I sped Santana, I just dumped jumped from sale. 690 00:45:51,560 --> 00:45:57,120 Speaker 1: Yeah boos having the baby. Oh I don't know, okay, Instagram, 691 00:45:58,800 --> 00:46:04,279 Speaker 1: I just I just is it on Instagram? But what's 692 00:46:04,680 --> 00:46:07,080 Speaker 1: you know? You go to the back to the paintings 693 00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:14,960 Speaker 1: and uh, my, my, my, my journey after football started 694 00:46:15,160 --> 00:46:18,640 Speaker 1: with the painting, right, So me and me and Dave 695 00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:20,839 Speaker 1: and Elliot Merlin's were sitting there like, man, you know 696 00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:23,440 Speaker 1: what if we can set at least my fucking painting, 697 00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:27,480 Speaker 1: so that The collection was called Money Players Players who 698 00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:30,560 Speaker 1: come through in the Clutch. So we're just like, man, 699 00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:34,520 Speaker 1: we could sell payton for twelve d hundred Eddie George 700 00:46:35,120 --> 00:46:38,080 Speaker 1: on when Eddie George did Cribs, we had a painting 701 00:46:38,120 --> 00:46:44,040 Speaker 1: that was seven ft long and uh seven foot long 702 00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:46,879 Speaker 1: and three ft wide and he was up on his 703 00:46:47,160 --> 00:46:52,040 Speaker 1: on his fireplace. It was him and he had it 704 00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:55,839 Speaker 1: was a college picture that we did. It was him 705 00:46:55,840 --> 00:46:58,520 Speaker 1: and he had like nine people from Notre Dame chasing him, 706 00:46:59,520 --> 00:47:00,960 Speaker 1: you know. So he was like, man, if we can 707 00:47:01,000 --> 00:47:04,760 Speaker 1: do this, let's let's knock this ship back to church 708 00:47:04,840 --> 00:47:12,040 Speaker 1: and hats. So we launched Money Players clothing line, you know, man. 709 00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:14,320 Speaker 1: So me and the Day went down the garment district 710 00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:17,839 Speaker 1: in Miami and and got sourced to all that ship 711 00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:21,200 Speaker 1: out came out with the with the Money Players man, 712 00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:26,480 Speaker 1: and the rest is history. And and and we did that. 713 00:47:27,520 --> 00:47:30,319 Speaker 1: Then we shot a documentary on high school football down there, 714 00:47:30,400 --> 00:47:34,440 Speaker 1: the Soul Bowl. We did uh Blanche Eli High School 715 00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:38,239 Speaker 1: and dealing high school to the oldest black uh high 716 00:47:38,239 --> 00:47:43,040 Speaker 1: schools in for a lot of them. So we did that, uh. 717 00:47:43,239 --> 00:47:45,040 Speaker 1: And then so I came back to came back and 718 00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:47,120 Speaker 1: then my you know, my brother in law's Kevin Smith 719 00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:50,399 Speaker 1: from the Cowboys, three times super Bowl champion, Pup Kevin 720 00:47:50,480 --> 00:47:53,080 Speaker 1: Pup Smith. And so he called me, you know about 721 00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:54,920 Speaker 1: the music business. He's like, man, come on down there. 722 00:47:55,400 --> 00:47:57,759 Speaker 1: I was still in in Miami. He's like, man, come 723 00:47:57,800 --> 00:47:59,239 Speaker 1: on down to Houston. Man, I mean, come on down 724 00:47:59,239 --> 00:48:01,560 Speaker 1: to Dallas. Mane you can you can, you know, run 725 00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:04,520 Speaker 1: the studio. Blah blah blah. I say, okay, I went 726 00:48:04,560 --> 00:48:08,919 Speaker 1: down there, run the studio. Uh. I didn't know what 727 00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:10,960 Speaker 1: was going on and when I before I got there. 728 00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:12,880 Speaker 1: But once I got there, you know, you had people, 729 00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:16,400 Speaker 1: lazy people, blah blah blah. And I wasn't putting up 730 00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:19,880 Speaker 1: with that ship. So the office part of the the 731 00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:23,480 Speaker 1: office part of the studio, I moved into my one 732 00:48:23,520 --> 00:48:26,279 Speaker 1: bedroom apartment. I put that ship in the bedroom and 733 00:48:26,320 --> 00:48:29,120 Speaker 1: I had my bed out in the living room at 734 00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:31,719 Speaker 1: my apartment, you know, because we didn't. You know, I'm 735 00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:34,239 Speaker 1: not like, man, I'm not doing this ship. If these 736 00:48:34,280 --> 00:48:36,279 Speaker 1: motherfucker's don't want to work, I'm not. I'm not funny 737 00:48:36,280 --> 00:48:39,600 Speaker 1: to be sitting here all day bullshitting with them, you know. 738 00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:44,400 Speaker 1: So did that came back? So that was around That 739 00:48:44,480 --> 00:48:50,120 Speaker 1: was two thousands, I'm back home. Two thousand, I started over, 740 00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:55,000 Speaker 1: brolet's be straight up. I started over, staying at my 741 00:48:55,040 --> 00:49:00,760 Speaker 1: ain house in him Clark Jeweler gonsuh, she's my arm's sister. 742 00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:04,719 Speaker 1: So I started over. Two thousand, went to went back. 743 00:49:04,800 --> 00:49:07,520 Speaker 1: When I went back and coach that worthy, let me 744 00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:11,319 Speaker 1: ask yourself, how does that go, like from going from 745 00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:16,960 Speaker 1: the NFL the line like two basically coming back like 746 00:49:17,120 --> 00:49:21,560 Speaker 1: resetting like restarted when you start every day, Joe, What 747 00:49:21,960 --> 00:49:24,960 Speaker 1: I'm saying is that, how was that any pressure for 748 00:49:25,080 --> 00:49:28,560 Speaker 1: you to to excel, you know and get back to 749 00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:31,840 Speaker 1: the top like you were not necessarily the NFL, but 750 00:49:32,160 --> 00:49:34,160 Speaker 1: you know, to be this guy that everybody looking at 751 00:49:34,239 --> 00:49:36,680 Speaker 1: saying like he made it because now you know you 752 00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:38,799 Speaker 1: you you went to the top and then now you're 753 00:49:38,840 --> 00:49:41,839 Speaker 1: back in the hood, you know. And I'm sure there 754 00:49:41,880 --> 00:49:44,719 Speaker 1: had to be some murmurs, people talking ship saying some 755 00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:48,200 Speaker 1: slick ship. Yeah, at least at least one family member 756 00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:51,160 Speaker 1: because they're the worst family. But not my family. My 757 00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,719 Speaker 1: family took me in, man, because I called my uncle 758 00:49:53,800 --> 00:49:57,160 Speaker 1: head r I p uh, I said, Man, I'm coming home. 759 00:49:57,239 --> 00:50:00,160 Speaker 1: He's like, come on. That was my aunt's husband. So 760 00:50:00,239 --> 00:50:03,759 Speaker 1: I went there, moved upstairs. That's when I started coaching 761 00:50:03,800 --> 00:50:06,399 Speaker 1: that worthy went over there. All my coaches were still there, 762 00:50:06,480 --> 00:50:09,120 Speaker 1: Coach Evans and coach Snow and all of them. They 763 00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:13,360 Speaker 1: took me in and uh, I started. I started, you know, 764 00:50:13,800 --> 00:50:16,000 Speaker 1: working with the kids over there. And then we got 765 00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:21,759 Speaker 1: that year. We had five x NFL players on the 766 00:50:21,800 --> 00:50:27,440 Speaker 1: coaching staff myself when Coreya came, when coreas my roommate 767 00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:31,400 Speaker 1: out of a and m you know, and uh and 768 00:50:31,520 --> 00:50:35,320 Speaker 1: you know, so fast forward. Man, If you if you 769 00:50:35,400 --> 00:50:37,279 Speaker 1: don't have a if you don't have a hustle, if 770 00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:40,399 Speaker 1: you don't have a hustle in you, you're break man, 771 00:50:41,280 --> 00:50:44,360 Speaker 1: you know. And so you gotta have a hustle, and 772 00:50:44,440 --> 00:50:47,319 Speaker 1: you gotta be humble. That's what you was asking about. 773 00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:50,360 Speaker 1: You know. You gotta be your hustle and humble go together, 774 00:50:51,080 --> 00:50:53,319 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And the pride you can't 775 00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:56,040 Speaker 1: wear that pride can't be cloaked in pride. You know, 776 00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:58,880 Speaker 1: that's what people getting messed up, you know. So I 777 00:50:59,880 --> 00:51:02,719 Speaker 1: the fall come before the fall, man, And and man, 778 00:51:02,800 --> 00:51:06,160 Speaker 1: I just I just kept hustling, man and did good 779 00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:09,200 Speaker 1: at at at Worthing. We was nine and old till 780 00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:12,080 Speaker 1: we ran in the vin Young in the dome. So 781 00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:14,800 Speaker 1: you know, we had a hell of a team, a 782 00:51:14,880 --> 00:51:19,040 Speaker 1: lot of kids of college, you know. But that was 783 00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:23,080 Speaker 1: that was it. So then I ended up through my 784 00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:27,399 Speaker 1: A and M. I'm with to Texas A and M University. Uh. 785 00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:32,960 Speaker 1: I was driving point one yards per carry. I was 786 00:51:33,080 --> 00:51:37,440 Speaker 1: at I was driving hot shots for Beeline delivery. And 787 00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:41,919 Speaker 1: this is what my story gets crazy. I'm driving hot shots. 788 00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:46,440 Speaker 1: I'm downtown driving hot shots for Beline delivery. I get 789 00:51:46,480 --> 00:51:51,680 Speaker 1: a phone call Mr Galson County. Sure, goddamn it, Mr Wilson, 790 00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:55,880 Speaker 1: I'm sitting outside the house were living in Dickinson. Mr Wisdom, 791 00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:58,480 Speaker 1: sitting outside the house, got one for your rest? What 792 00:51:58,680 --> 00:52:01,680 Speaker 1: the fun? Some kind of some kind of deal up 793 00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:05,520 Speaker 1: in the college station. Is my oldest boy child support? 794 00:52:06,520 --> 00:52:08,759 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying? So I said. I told him. 795 00:52:08,760 --> 00:52:14,359 Speaker 1: I said, sir, can you hear the truck running? I said, 796 00:52:14,360 --> 00:52:15,920 Speaker 1: you hear my truck running? I said, I'm on the 797 00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:19,239 Speaker 1: highway right now. I said, I'm working literally right at 798 00:52:19,280 --> 00:52:22,560 Speaker 1: this moment to get the money for the child support. 799 00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:27,960 Speaker 1: Right So man, let's dude. So he said, you know what, 800 00:52:28,160 --> 00:52:33,160 Speaker 1: Mrs Wilson, I believe that, And I'll get you to monday. 801 00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:37,640 Speaker 1: But for me to get till monday, I had to 802 00:52:37,960 --> 00:52:43,000 Speaker 1: shoot them, you know what I mean. So I go 803 00:52:43,120 --> 00:52:45,680 Speaker 1: to I go up there, man, get get this, get 804 00:52:45,760 --> 00:52:50,800 Speaker 1: this going, and I'm going the thing man these people, 805 00:52:51,160 --> 00:52:53,919 Speaker 1: and I still feel like I should shoot Attorney general 806 00:52:54,000 --> 00:52:58,279 Speaker 1: for this. Everybody. This motherfucker's charged me. That motherfucker's charged me. 807 00:52:59,120 --> 00:53:04,799 Speaker 1: Not seven is of Dolphin Miami. Dolphin pay, bro. If 808 00:53:04,840 --> 00:53:09,040 Speaker 1: you don't get it for seven, damn the gave for 809 00:53:09,239 --> 00:53:11,799 Speaker 1: two years, three years, three year. If you don't get 810 00:53:11,840 --> 00:53:16,320 Speaker 1: a check from the Dolphins, bro, obviously I'm not employed 811 00:53:16,360 --> 00:53:19,000 Speaker 1: that anymore. Well with your responsibility to do the blue, 812 00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:22,279 Speaker 1: Blue Blue, I said, no, motherfucker, this is so. The 813 00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:25,440 Speaker 1: niggas wont one oh eight, bro, they want six figures. 814 00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:32,520 Speaker 1: I went to that courthouse, man, and the court the 815 00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:35,759 Speaker 1: judge was fed up. And I remember I'm driving for 816 00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:39,440 Speaker 1: Beatline at the time. I'm driving as my job and 817 00:53:39,560 --> 00:53:42,840 Speaker 1: my last name started with a debut. Everybody before me 818 00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:47,319 Speaker 1: went up there. They had the women and they had 819 00:53:47,360 --> 00:53:51,400 Speaker 1: the judge. The judge say asking women, would you like 820 00:53:51,520 --> 00:53:53,839 Speaker 1: to leave him his back page, any of this back pay? 821 00:53:55,120 --> 00:53:59,400 Speaker 1: Every woman said no, every last one of them. I 822 00:53:59,480 --> 00:54:02,520 Speaker 1: went in. Uh, I got up, I wrote my I 823 00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:07,600 Speaker 1: wrote Matthew's mom, dell on your bar a note. I said, 824 00:54:07,640 --> 00:54:11,400 Speaker 1: please say eighty that she would relieve me of eighty 825 00:54:11,560 --> 00:54:17,719 Speaker 1: thousand of the back pager. Right man, But before then, 826 00:54:18,200 --> 00:54:21,919 Speaker 1: everybody when she said no, the judge is like hunt 827 00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:24,840 Speaker 1: night days, suspend your license, und D days, suspend your 828 00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:29,759 Speaker 1: license un day spending likes to everybody. Man, old white 829 00:54:29,840 --> 00:54:33,600 Speaker 1: man walked up there on a cane and sold. He said, Judge, 830 00:54:33,640 --> 00:54:35,480 Speaker 1: I worked on the board on the barbecue truck. I 831 00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:39,240 Speaker 1: made four hundred dollars a month, sent two hundred hundred 832 00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:43,520 Speaker 1: eight days, suspend your license. That's when I started learning 833 00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:46,480 Speaker 1: about your support. You know, about what you need to do. 834 00:54:46,600 --> 00:54:49,160 Speaker 1: He told that man. He told everybody that. He said, 835 00:54:49,160 --> 00:54:52,760 Speaker 1: if you cut a yard and you made ten dollars, 836 00:54:53,719 --> 00:54:57,960 Speaker 1: send five. Put some on them books every month, because 837 00:54:58,600 --> 00:55:00,319 Speaker 1: if you don't, it's going on your back. Can pay 838 00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:02,800 Speaker 1: anyway what you don't seeing. But if you don't have 839 00:55:02,960 --> 00:55:07,759 Speaker 1: something on them books every month, you're not making no effort. Yeah. 840 00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:11,560 Speaker 1: So we got up there. We finally got up there 841 00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:16,960 Speaker 1: in front of the people. Now to judge, remember me, 842 00:55:17,360 --> 00:55:19,400 Speaker 1: I will is the full back because I'm up in 843 00:55:19,520 --> 00:55:22,600 Speaker 1: college station. Yeah, yeah, what's up? Man? So you know, 844 00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:26,719 Speaker 1: he on the sign boom boom. I was like, oh, okay, yeah, 845 00:55:26,800 --> 00:55:32,719 Speaker 1: sold this, it's gonna go right. They flipped on me right. 846 00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:37,160 Speaker 1: Then he started talking to her. He said, ma'am. First thing, 847 00:55:37,239 --> 00:55:41,359 Speaker 1: he said, ma'am, you know once you because she said eighty. 848 00:55:41,400 --> 00:55:42,960 Speaker 1: She said, you said you want to leave it from 849 00:55:42,960 --> 00:55:44,719 Speaker 1: the back page. She said, hey they. I said yeah, okay, 850 00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:47,920 Speaker 1: and she said eighty. She said eighty thousands. She said, man, 851 00:55:48,280 --> 00:55:50,040 Speaker 1: you know, once you just once you do this, this 852 00:55:50,160 --> 00:55:53,799 Speaker 1: money goes away and never comes back. So that was one. 853 00:55:53,960 --> 00:55:59,040 Speaker 1: That was one bullet. I took that, ma'am, are you sure? 854 00:56:00,000 --> 00:56:06,600 Speaker 1: Another bullock? Look? But look so then the motherfucker said, 855 00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:09,600 Speaker 1: do you want another court date? I sew my hand. 856 00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:12,680 Speaker 1: I said, hey, man, what the hell are you doing? 857 00:56:13,520 --> 00:56:15,239 Speaker 1: He's like Mr Wilson calmed down, and I said, she 858 00:56:15,400 --> 00:56:18,040 Speaker 1: said eighty man with them, He said, man, do you 859 00:56:18,080 --> 00:56:20,640 Speaker 1: want another court dat? And by this time she's shaking 860 00:56:20,760 --> 00:56:25,359 Speaker 1: dog wow and I said and she said no, we're good. 861 00:56:25,440 --> 00:56:27,399 Speaker 1: Boom boom boom. Because I told her, I said, look, 862 00:56:27,440 --> 00:56:30,480 Speaker 1: I just I'll go on my retirement and give you 863 00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:34,480 Speaker 1: the rest out of that. If you say eighty you 864 00:56:34,520 --> 00:56:38,480 Speaker 1: know so, man, So I was able to drive home 865 00:56:38,640 --> 00:56:41,239 Speaker 1: after that. So, you know so after that, I did 866 00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:45,680 Speaker 1: be Line delivery that summer gas hit a dollar ninety seven. 867 00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:49,040 Speaker 1: I couldn't. I couldn't do be Lyne delivery no more. 868 00:56:49,120 --> 00:56:53,360 Speaker 1: My wife was traveling Angela Wilson, my wife was traveling 869 00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:57,440 Speaker 1: for work, and we had two boys. So I said, look, 870 00:56:57,480 --> 00:57:02,960 Speaker 1: we're playing fine hunted. We're playing hunted for uh, for 871 00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:05,520 Speaker 1: the lady to watch the boys. And I'm doing four 872 00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:08,640 Speaker 1: hunting and gas right now. You're traveling. I said, you 873 00:57:08,719 --> 00:57:11,200 Speaker 1: know what, We're gonna shut this down. I'm gonna keep 874 00:57:11,239 --> 00:57:14,640 Speaker 1: the boys for the suthing while you travel, and we're 875 00:57:14,640 --> 00:57:18,160 Speaker 1: gonna just save all that money, you know. So. And 876 00:57:18,240 --> 00:57:22,000 Speaker 1: at the end of that summer, man, Uh, my uncle 877 00:57:22,440 --> 00:57:25,640 Speaker 1: and uh one of the aggies was at the Houstonian 878 00:57:25,680 --> 00:57:29,480 Speaker 1: Golfing country Club and uh I end up getting a 879 00:57:29,560 --> 00:57:32,200 Speaker 1: job there at the end of that summer. And I 880 00:57:32,280 --> 00:57:35,120 Speaker 1: worked at the Houstonian Golfing Country Club for twelve years. 881 00:57:36,720 --> 00:57:39,120 Speaker 1: So it's it's about so when I say all of that, 882 00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:43,880 Speaker 1: man to say, it's about bridging that gap. You know 883 00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:46,280 Speaker 1: what I mean? You got to bridge you got to 884 00:57:46,360 --> 00:57:48,080 Speaker 1: be able to bridge that gap. And that's what I 885 00:57:48,120 --> 00:57:51,120 Speaker 1: tell my my kids and anybody else, anybody who listened. 886 00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:54,000 Speaker 1: I said, like them youngsters right now, I said, Man, 887 00:57:54,480 --> 00:57:57,720 Speaker 1: get your paperwork in order, because y'all not built for 888 00:57:57,880 --> 00:58:01,680 Speaker 1: the school of hard knocks. Bro y'are not you know, 889 00:58:01,760 --> 00:58:04,200 Speaker 1: growing up in the suburbs and all that ship You're not. 890 00:58:04,360 --> 00:58:07,160 Speaker 1: You're not. You're not groom for that. What's your relationship 891 00:58:07,280 --> 00:58:12,800 Speaker 1: like with your kids? Yeah, boys, revoted podcast will be 892 00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:22,560 Speaker 1: right back after the point. Let's talk about your book, Man. 893 00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:27,280 Speaker 1: Hits in politics, the big hits in politics, Big big 894 00:58:27,400 --> 00:58:32,080 Speaker 1: hits in politics. Yes, sir, don't always a lot of 895 00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:36,080 Speaker 1: best players don't always play and and that that. So 896 00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:38,120 Speaker 1: when I first started writing the book, man, I thought 897 00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:40,720 Speaker 1: I was gonna be talking about, uh what I just 898 00:58:40,800 --> 00:58:45,200 Speaker 1: talked about, some of the stuff in the NFL. That's 899 00:58:45,200 --> 00:58:48,960 Speaker 1: when my boys were starting, literally, you know, and that's 900 00:58:48,960 --> 00:58:51,720 Speaker 1: when I found out that's where the politics start. And 901 00:58:51,800 --> 00:58:55,720 Speaker 1: literally it's I'm not gonna say a white man, but 902 00:58:56,520 --> 00:58:59,560 Speaker 1: a man. A man would become a president of a 903 00:58:59,640 --> 00:59:04,040 Speaker 1: whole youth organization so his unathletic son can play quarterback. 904 00:59:04,520 --> 00:59:07,240 Speaker 1: M you know, it's cold blood. I've seen that too 905 00:59:07,280 --> 00:59:10,040 Speaker 1: many times. The dad and the coach, and the sun 906 00:59:10,200 --> 00:59:17,840 Speaker 1: is the quarterback son, but his daddy the coach. So 907 00:59:17,920 --> 00:59:20,800 Speaker 1: it started there. And then when they got to a 908 00:59:20,880 --> 00:59:24,760 Speaker 1: parley in high school politics, and now head coach got 909 00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:28,160 Speaker 1: two sons. My son played receiver, hit son played tight 910 00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:32,840 Speaker 1: end and receiver. They're catching mobiles and my son what 911 00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:39,560 Speaker 1: we're doing? So got over with that. And then so 912 00:59:39,680 --> 00:59:42,920 Speaker 1: I moved my my youngest that's at Midwestern State right now, 913 00:59:43,000 --> 00:59:45,960 Speaker 1: I moved him to Manville for his senior year. I 914 00:59:46,040 --> 00:59:49,360 Speaker 1: told him straight up, I said, Ben, if you stay apparently, 915 00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:51,640 Speaker 1: and I'm gonna be in jail half the season because 916 00:59:51,640 --> 00:59:54,200 Speaker 1: I'm back, and I'm gonna block these driveways as some 917 00:59:54,280 --> 00:59:57,160 Speaker 1: of these coaches at five in the morning asking what 918 00:59:57,280 --> 01:00:00,360 Speaker 1: they really what are we really doing? You know what 919 01:00:00,440 --> 01:00:05,120 Speaker 1: I'm saying. It was that serious. So we went to Manfield. 920 01:00:05,120 --> 01:00:07,720 Speaker 1: He had a good senior year. Now he had Midwestern State. 921 01:00:07,920 --> 01:00:15,960 Speaker 1: What year was that senior year? Ben was ship And 922 01:00:16,240 --> 01:00:20,360 Speaker 1: so we we don't we don't have um, we don't 923 01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:25,960 Speaker 1: have a do are you mentioning names in the book? Yeah? 924 01:00:26,960 --> 01:00:28,840 Speaker 1: Dropping the name? Just tell me what you're saying what 925 01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:34,280 Speaker 1: it is like when I was at UH Dallas. I 926 01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:38,800 Speaker 1: went to Green Bay, right, so this is how, this 927 01:00:38,960 --> 01:00:41,080 Speaker 1: is how the meeting rooms are set up for the 928 01:00:41,160 --> 01:00:44,480 Speaker 1: running backs. Me, you know, so we're the running back. 929 01:00:45,080 --> 01:00:48,680 Speaker 1: So y'all already in Green Bay. I come in the door. 930 01:00:49,080 --> 01:00:51,640 Speaker 1: I look at these two motherfucker's. They got the same 931 01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:55,360 Speaker 1: kind of hand cut the parking lot. They both got 932 01:00:55,440 --> 01:00:59,360 Speaker 1: a black fire thirty five and its Green Bay. So 933 01:01:00,040 --> 01:01:02,320 Speaker 1: it don't matter how many people I knocked the funk out, 934 01:01:03,080 --> 01:01:06,640 Speaker 1: They're not gonna break up this continuity for me. The 935 01:01:06,840 --> 01:01:08,800 Speaker 1: right on the wall as soon as you walk in there. 936 01:01:09,160 --> 01:01:11,560 Speaker 1: I was just a body for camp, you know what 937 01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:17,480 Speaker 1: I mean? A body for camp for camp, you know? So, yeah, 938 01:01:18,360 --> 01:01:24,640 Speaker 1: so I'll go to that's three. I went to live 939 01:01:24,720 --> 01:01:28,479 Speaker 1: with my buddy Quentin in Indianapolis. He's playing for the coach. 940 01:01:28,800 --> 01:01:31,320 Speaker 1: I wouldn't have worked out for them, blah blah. He said, Man, 941 01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:33,720 Speaker 1: they love you, man, drink coach love you to everybody 942 01:01:33,800 --> 01:01:38,520 Speaker 1: loves you. So we died in Dallas UH at Kevin 943 01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:43,040 Speaker 1: Smith department. He was a second year player. He comes 944 01:01:43,080 --> 01:01:46,760 Speaker 1: from practice. He said, bull, they got a locker with 945 01:01:46,800 --> 01:01:51,480 Speaker 1: your name in it. I said, huh, and now, mind you, 946 01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:54,000 Speaker 1: I'm supposed to be leaving the next day to go 947 01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:58,200 Speaker 1: sign with Indy. God damn it. And he said, yeah, 948 01:01:58,200 --> 01:02:00,360 Speaker 1: they gotta lock it with your name. Man, So this 949 01:02:00,480 --> 01:02:03,200 Speaker 1: the Cowboys on. So I was like, man, we sat 950 01:02:03,240 --> 01:02:05,600 Speaker 1: there at the table and we thought. I thought about it. 951 01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:08,080 Speaker 1: I said, may you know what if I get sucked 952 01:02:08,160 --> 01:02:11,280 Speaker 1: up again, I'm being Texas. So when I went on 953 01:02:11,360 --> 01:02:14,000 Speaker 1: and signed with the Cowboys, you know, wasn't a bad 954 01:02:14,240 --> 01:02:17,640 Speaker 1: wasn't a bad move. You know, I wouldn't have never 955 01:02:17,960 --> 01:02:20,520 Speaker 1: ended up in Miami if I hadn't signed with the Cowboys. 956 01:02:20,880 --> 01:02:22,800 Speaker 1: You know. But I don't know what I hadn't what 957 01:02:23,560 --> 01:02:25,920 Speaker 1: Indianapolis having a stake for me, you know what I mean. 958 01:02:27,160 --> 01:02:30,520 Speaker 1: Did you have a relationship with with the owner, Jerry 959 01:02:30,600 --> 01:02:35,600 Speaker 1: Jones at all? Did you ever meet him? Yeah, Jared Jones. 960 01:02:35,800 --> 01:02:37,760 Speaker 1: After every game he's standing at the locker room. He 961 01:02:37,800 --> 01:02:40,720 Speaker 1: shake every player hand going back into the locker room. 962 01:02:41,160 --> 01:02:46,640 Speaker 1: He's just checking on the product. Yeah, he Jared Jed Jones. 963 01:02:46,840 --> 01:02:49,440 Speaker 1: Just a word. That's how he comes out to me. 964 01:02:49,520 --> 01:02:53,040 Speaker 1: He comes out and ignoble, dude, you know he told 965 01:02:53,080 --> 01:02:59,320 Speaker 1: me ignoble. Yeah, noble. He comes but when he went 966 01:02:59,560 --> 01:03:02,520 Speaker 1: when he won a ride with me, was when he said, 967 01:03:03,000 --> 01:03:05,880 Speaker 1: all our players are gonna to the line and we're 968 01:03:05,920 --> 01:03:09,800 Speaker 1: not kneeling. That's what I'm saying. Stuff like that. It's 969 01:03:09,840 --> 01:03:13,720 Speaker 1: like taking rights away. Man exposed himself, you know, during 970 01:03:13,800 --> 01:03:17,240 Speaker 1: that whole Trump era. Yeah, he exposed him said he 971 01:03:17,320 --> 01:03:20,000 Speaker 1: got exposed during the Trump era because at first it 972 01:03:20,040 --> 01:03:21,880 Speaker 1: looked like, oh, he's he's he's the guy, he's looking 973 01:03:21,920 --> 01:03:24,240 Speaker 1: out for the black guys. And now you know this, 974 01:03:24,400 --> 01:03:26,840 Speaker 1: it's no coincidence that he only was looking out for 975 01:03:26,920 --> 01:03:29,520 Speaker 1: the really, really good black players, the guys who could 976 01:03:29,520 --> 01:03:31,680 Speaker 1: really play. As long as you could help him win, 977 01:03:32,680 --> 01:03:34,920 Speaker 1: he was on your team. And then so I go 978 01:03:35,080 --> 01:03:39,480 Speaker 1: to Dallas, Green Bay, I mean leave Green Bay ninety three, 979 01:03:39,560 --> 01:03:42,480 Speaker 1: go to Dallas and went to that camp. I'm knocking 980 01:03:42,640 --> 01:03:48,080 Speaker 1: motherfucker's out. I got more respect in Dallas camp then 981 01:03:48,160 --> 01:03:52,240 Speaker 1: I did for playing because I was laying motherfucker's out 982 01:03:52,320 --> 01:03:56,600 Speaker 1: like that. All the players, all the coaches, they knew 983 01:03:56,640 --> 01:04:03,040 Speaker 1: what it was. But I got this guy, Emmy Smith, Damn, 984 01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:07,360 Speaker 1: Emma Smith. Got this guy. We come off the field, 985 01:04:07,920 --> 01:04:10,600 Speaker 1: He's like, man, make go make my Matrex shape. Don't 986 01:04:10,640 --> 01:04:13,600 Speaker 1: make his what go make his shake after practice shape 987 01:04:13,800 --> 01:04:17,000 Speaker 1: for a call in it. Man. No, No, there's a 988 01:04:17,040 --> 01:04:21,080 Speaker 1: guy that he had like a dude boy know his 989 01:04:21,200 --> 01:04:24,320 Speaker 1: dude boy. He telling the dude boy, go make go 990 01:04:24,520 --> 01:04:26,640 Speaker 1: do this, go do that, because I got to say 991 01:04:26,880 --> 01:04:28,680 Speaker 1: it didn't come off that tack. No no, and then 992 01:04:28,760 --> 01:04:30,800 Speaker 1: we go. But then but then, but the dude doing 993 01:04:30,840 --> 01:04:33,320 Speaker 1: it on his own, you know, you know, it's just 994 01:04:33,920 --> 01:04:37,360 Speaker 1: what it was. And then so then I found out 995 01:04:37,600 --> 01:04:40,920 Speaker 1: the year before I got there, they cut that dude 996 01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:46,240 Speaker 1: when they went to the playoffs. Emit the next day, 997 01:04:47,040 --> 01:04:52,480 Speaker 1: went over there and didn't speak to nobody from Jerry 998 01:04:52,560 --> 01:04:58,880 Speaker 1: Jones on down, didn't speak, didn't say a word. Next 999 01:04:58,920 --> 01:05:03,360 Speaker 1: week he was back. They brother back. That's why I'm 1000 01:05:03,440 --> 01:05:06,720 Speaker 1: up against. Man, you already got moose. Moves ain't going nowhere. 1001 01:05:08,040 --> 01:05:10,280 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You gotta respect moves. Moves 1002 01:05:10,320 --> 01:05:13,680 Speaker 1: ain't going nowhere. So that's what I'm up again. You know, 1003 01:05:13,800 --> 01:05:15,840 Speaker 1: it would go with the politics again, you know what 1004 01:05:15,920 --> 01:05:18,800 Speaker 1: I mean. But you know, so when you when you 1005 01:05:19,000 --> 01:05:20,920 Speaker 1: when you came into the league, you know you was 1006 01:05:21,160 --> 01:05:24,080 Speaker 1: you was you know, you was that dude in Tampa Bay, 1007 01:05:24,240 --> 01:05:27,760 Speaker 1: you know, and then you went from that to being 1008 01:05:27,800 --> 01:05:32,760 Speaker 1: a journeyman. Uh, basically like and that's what helped me. 1009 01:05:33,000 --> 01:05:38,880 Speaker 1: That's what helped me. Being the dude helped me when 1010 01:05:38,920 --> 01:05:42,040 Speaker 1: I wasn't to do because when I went to Tampa, 1011 01:05:43,640 --> 01:05:47,200 Speaker 1: we started the season with just one fullback me, They 1012 01:05:47,280 --> 01:05:51,080 Speaker 1: ran everybody else off. So I had seen that process, 1013 01:05:51,840 --> 01:05:53,840 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I didn't say one day 1014 01:05:53,880 --> 01:05:57,080 Speaker 1: that's gonna be me, but it ended up being that way, 1015 01:05:57,440 --> 01:06:00,080 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? So so how do the 1016 01:06:00,200 --> 01:06:02,360 Speaker 1: follow apart in Tampa? Bato? You know, I know it 1017 01:06:02,480 --> 01:06:05,920 Speaker 1: was a three and thirteen season, didn't help but coach, 1018 01:06:06,280 --> 01:06:09,400 Speaker 1: but she still was productive that year. Coach got fired. 1019 01:06:10,000 --> 01:06:14,000 Speaker 1: Coach got fired. They brought Sam White shan. Now the 1020 01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:20,080 Speaker 1: politics of that was Bront saying White sham super Bowl winning. 1021 01:06:20,160 --> 01:06:23,240 Speaker 1: He won the Super Bowl and eight right, so what 1022 01:06:23,360 --> 01:06:28,880 Speaker 1: was he coaching the Ridskins. The Bengals cut that ship out. 1023 01:06:29,280 --> 01:06:32,880 Speaker 1: So now you're sitting there, Remember I told you, if 1024 01:06:32,920 --> 01:06:35,840 Speaker 1: you if if a coach draft you, if you win 1025 01:06:35,960 --> 01:06:37,840 Speaker 1: with a coach, you always have a job. If you 1026 01:06:37,920 --> 01:06:44,120 Speaker 1: have a job, All of a sudden, motherfucking everybody from 1027 01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:47,320 Speaker 1: the Bengals start showing up in the locker room. So 1028 01:06:47,960 --> 01:06:51,440 Speaker 1: once again, the riding's on the wall, you know. So. 1029 01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:54,400 Speaker 1: But my thing is, man, what I tell the kids, 1030 01:06:55,120 --> 01:06:58,720 Speaker 1: my boys, I said, look, we watched that last preseason 1031 01:06:58,840 --> 01:07:04,560 Speaker 1: game every year, and I said, look, man, they're going 1032 01:07:04,640 --> 01:07:07,560 Speaker 1: down from They're going from eighty five to sixty five 1033 01:07:08,120 --> 01:07:14,280 Speaker 1: to fifty three sixty five. Most of them play that. 1034 01:07:14,920 --> 01:07:19,960 Speaker 1: Most of that twenty will never play again. Wow, will 1035 01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:24,120 Speaker 1: never play again. Half of that twenty. It's gonna flip 1036 01:07:24,200 --> 01:07:30,040 Speaker 1: off into depression because they don't have nothing to fall 1037 01:07:30,160 --> 01:07:33,960 Speaker 1: back on, whether it's a degree or job or you know, 1038 01:07:34,000 --> 01:07:37,600 Speaker 1: if you're good with your hands, none of that. Man. Yeah. 1039 01:07:37,920 --> 01:07:41,960 Speaker 1: In your opinion, is the NFL doing enough in safety 1040 01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:48,640 Speaker 1: protocols in regards to concussions and head injuries? Uh? I 1041 01:07:48,800 --> 01:07:51,120 Speaker 1: think it is. I think I think what they're doing 1042 01:07:51,480 --> 01:07:56,920 Speaker 1: is is is helping, But they're not. But it's that's 1043 01:07:56,920 --> 01:08:00,440 Speaker 1: why you see all these other catastrophic injuries. Now, because 1044 01:08:01,480 --> 01:08:03,640 Speaker 1: if I'm coming, you're coming to me full speed. I'm 1045 01:08:03,640 --> 01:08:06,440 Speaker 1: coming and you and you so Brad coming to me 1046 01:08:06,560 --> 01:08:09,160 Speaker 1: full speed. What are you gonna do when you get there. 1047 01:08:09,240 --> 01:08:12,680 Speaker 1: He's gonna take my knees out. You know what I'm saying, 1048 01:08:12,840 --> 01:08:17,080 Speaker 1: Ain't no more head to head up, the hand, the head. 1049 01:08:17,320 --> 01:08:20,679 Speaker 1: So that's why it's all these knee injuries and people 1050 01:08:20,920 --> 01:08:24,880 Speaker 1: people getting hurt like that. And then it's the game 1051 01:08:25,000 --> 01:08:27,439 Speaker 1: is so much softer. They don't they don't hit. You 1052 01:08:27,520 --> 01:08:30,320 Speaker 1: can't hit, but twice a week not all this bullshit. 1053 01:08:30,920 --> 01:08:36,080 Speaker 1: So last year, the first five games of the regular 1054 01:08:36,120 --> 01:08:41,200 Speaker 1: season was really as far as NFL players bodies was concerned, 1055 01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:44,960 Speaker 1: was the preseason. That's why it was all his injuries. 1056 01:08:45,800 --> 01:08:51,080 Speaker 1: Motherfucker's out there non contact. Motherfucker cut his achilles, gone 1057 01:08:52,280 --> 01:08:55,040 Speaker 1: cut his knee, blow up. You know what I mean. 1058 01:08:55,320 --> 01:08:58,519 Speaker 1: You haven't prepared your body to take that, to take 1059 01:08:58,560 --> 01:09:03,080 Speaker 1: that punchent. Yeah, man, it's it's it's it's wild, man, 1060 01:09:03,720 --> 01:09:09,479 Speaker 1: It's it's it's wild. But you know, you gotta they 1061 01:09:09,560 --> 01:09:12,960 Speaker 1: gotta keep fighting a good fight man, and and and 1062 01:09:13,240 --> 01:09:17,320 Speaker 1: uh try to We gotta get this. We gotta get 1063 01:09:17,360 --> 01:09:26,400 Speaker 1: this concussion thing shuttle, you know, because Norman. Let's say 1064 01:09:26,400 --> 01:09:29,400 Speaker 1: I'm a new guy coming into the league. Well I'm 1065 01:09:29,439 --> 01:09:31,679 Speaker 1: not even in the league yet. I'm I'm a new guy. 1066 01:09:31,760 --> 01:09:36,320 Speaker 1: That's I'm the man. I'm playing football, and I'm really 1067 01:09:36,439 --> 01:09:40,080 Speaker 1: really good at football on any level. Let's just say 1068 01:09:40,120 --> 01:09:43,640 Speaker 1: I'm I'm let's just say, I'm high school age and 1069 01:09:43,720 --> 01:09:47,080 Speaker 1: I'm cold with it. What's your advice. I'm trying to 1070 01:09:47,120 --> 01:09:49,280 Speaker 1: get to the league. I'm everybody looking at me like 1071 01:09:49,360 --> 01:09:52,080 Speaker 1: I'm that dude. I'm all area this, I'm national this. 1072 01:09:53,120 --> 01:09:58,240 Speaker 1: What's your advice to me and my parents? Business wise 1073 01:09:58,600 --> 01:10:02,000 Speaker 1: in the NFL business? Oh, I'm glad. There's a great question. 1074 01:10:02,080 --> 01:10:07,400 Speaker 1: Glad you asked that is business wise? Is know what 1075 01:10:07,560 --> 01:10:09,960 Speaker 1: you want to do on the way in as far 1076 01:10:10,040 --> 01:10:13,960 Speaker 1: as business? You know what I mean? Because, like me, 1077 01:10:15,479 --> 01:10:19,560 Speaker 1: the phone call is different because like if I'm on 1078 01:10:19,680 --> 01:10:23,479 Speaker 1: the team and I'm calling trying to do business with you. Hey, 1079 01:10:23,840 --> 01:10:27,439 Speaker 1: it's uh Miami Dolphin Robert Wilson, I want to talk 1080 01:10:27,479 --> 01:10:31,920 Speaker 1: to you. Oh ship boom, after I'm not on the team, 1081 01:10:32,960 --> 01:10:39,719 Speaker 1: it's your name comes last. Hey, former former Miami Dolphin 1082 01:10:39,760 --> 01:10:42,439 Speaker 1: fullback Robert Wilson want to talk to you. You know 1083 01:10:42,479 --> 01:10:46,439 Speaker 1: what I'm saying former, So that that's a different spin. 1084 01:10:47,120 --> 01:10:49,960 Speaker 1: You know, then they're not even gonna do business with you. 1085 01:10:50,520 --> 01:10:53,160 Speaker 1: They want active players, you know what I mean. So, 1086 01:10:53,360 --> 01:10:57,040 Speaker 1: my my, so they have this uh thing where they 1087 01:10:57,120 --> 01:11:00,679 Speaker 1: take all of the top draft picks and have coaches 1088 01:11:00,720 --> 01:11:03,920 Speaker 1: talk to him about this and that, but they don't 1089 01:11:03,960 --> 01:11:06,280 Speaker 1: talk to everybody about it. But so my my advice 1090 01:11:06,320 --> 01:11:08,760 Speaker 1: would be, I would say, look, man, find out what 1091 01:11:08,840 --> 01:11:13,200 Speaker 1: you wanna do after football, and started while you acted. 1092 01:11:15,040 --> 01:11:19,320 Speaker 1: Started now, because the phone call is different when you're acting. 1093 01:11:20,080 --> 01:11:30,120 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, man, you ain't farmer farmer rappers right. They 1094 01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:31,600 Speaker 1: don't want to talk to me no more. He's a 1095 01:11:31,680 --> 01:11:36,120 Speaker 1: farmer rapper right right right on top of that game. 1096 01:11:36,400 --> 01:11:39,160 Speaker 1: If you had, you know, a hot single out or something, 1097 01:11:40,240 --> 01:11:43,840 Speaker 1: ye like, yeah, okay, give him my number, you know. 1098 01:11:44,200 --> 01:11:45,760 Speaker 1: But that's what I would tell him. I'll say, man, 1099 01:11:46,560 --> 01:11:49,080 Speaker 1: whatever you want, let that team come from Let that 1100 01:11:49,240 --> 01:11:52,240 Speaker 1: phone call come from the team, because they've got people 1101 01:11:52,240 --> 01:11:58,519 Speaker 1: whose job that is you know, you name that big 1102 01:11:58,640 --> 01:12:03,559 Speaker 1: hits and politics. Here in politics, the best players don't 1103 01:12:03,600 --> 01:12:06,479 Speaker 1: always play by the best players always at you on 1104 01:12:06,680 --> 01:12:09,400 Speaker 1: social media. And first of all, that book is available 1105 01:12:09,439 --> 01:12:12,760 Speaker 1: on Amazon. Amazon Book a book on Amazon right now 1106 01:12:14,120 --> 01:12:16,400 Speaker 1: coming out with The Harker. I have to thank my 1107 01:12:17,000 --> 01:12:23,320 Speaker 1: good friend and fellow aggy Shanidria Wagner. And let me 1108 01:12:23,439 --> 01:12:28,920 Speaker 1: tell you why it took me eight years man to 1109 01:12:29,040 --> 01:12:36,080 Speaker 1: do this book, maybe nine. You have to get right 1110 01:12:36,120 --> 01:12:40,000 Speaker 1: in the head to go in right. No, I'm forgetting 1111 01:12:40,000 --> 01:12:46,840 Speaker 1: about the goddamn meetings. I'm forgetting about the goddamn book session. Wow, 1112 01:12:48,920 --> 01:12:52,639 Speaker 1: so you're forgetting too. So you started it actually eight 1113 01:12:52,720 --> 01:12:57,760 Speaker 1: years ago completed? No? No, are you having the same 1114 01:12:57,840 --> 01:13:01,320 Speaker 1: CTV we all do? Man? No ship? Yes? What the fuck? 1115 01:13:01,520 --> 01:13:04,439 Speaker 1: Why we man? We need to fight? Man man man 1116 01:13:04,760 --> 01:13:08,080 Speaker 1: man a man man. Listen, I'm I'm I got my 1117 01:13:08,160 --> 01:13:12,599 Speaker 1: boys at the doctor's office. I did this ship up 1118 01:13:12,720 --> 01:13:15,719 Speaker 1: to as recently as a month ago. Leave a mothering 1119 01:13:15,760 --> 01:13:19,640 Speaker 1: pot on the stove and I'm out the door. Anybody's 1120 01:13:19,680 --> 01:13:23,040 Speaker 1: doing this, I'm hearing this story from you. Who are 1121 01:13:23,120 --> 01:13:26,920 Speaker 1: you working with in regards to trying to recover some 1122 01:13:27,200 --> 01:13:31,439 Speaker 1: some some funds you know, for these injuries you suffered? Uh? 1123 01:13:32,600 --> 01:13:37,400 Speaker 1: Right now, I'm working with Dr Cornella Manix. She's uh, 1124 01:13:38,200 --> 01:13:44,120 Speaker 1: she's uh. She works with brain injuries. She works with 1125 01:13:44,160 --> 01:13:47,400 Speaker 1: people that have brain injuries and like that. Her company 1126 01:13:47,479 --> 01:13:51,920 Speaker 1: is called dot org. But who is she working and 1127 01:13:51,960 --> 01:13:54,559 Speaker 1: then she is she working with these We all have lawyers. 1128 01:13:55,000 --> 01:14:00,200 Speaker 1: We all have lawyers, and it's called uh nf L 1129 01:14:00,240 --> 01:14:04,600 Speaker 1: Concussions Claims Administrator. They have a claims administrator that you 1130 01:14:04,680 --> 01:14:07,759 Speaker 1: go through. But are you are you is this somebody 1131 01:14:07,880 --> 01:14:11,559 Speaker 1: that that the NFL or some group that answers right 1132 01:14:11,600 --> 01:14:13,760 Speaker 1: here in conflict the inswest is the same lay that 1133 01:14:13,800 --> 01:14:16,240 Speaker 1: represents the NFL represent you all too? No, no, no, no, 1134 01:14:17,439 --> 01:14:21,800 Speaker 1: it was the same doctors because they went, they went, 1135 01:14:22,080 --> 01:14:25,160 Speaker 1: and they went, we all went got tested and all 1136 01:14:25,200 --> 01:14:31,280 Speaker 1: this ship. No no, no, the doctors, like the doctors 1137 01:14:31,360 --> 01:14:37,360 Speaker 1: that gave favorable uh responses what we had, all of 1138 01:14:37,400 --> 01:14:40,960 Speaker 1: a sudden they can't take their word no more. They 1139 01:14:41,040 --> 01:14:44,200 Speaker 1: cut the doctor lists in half and all the mother's 1140 01:14:44,280 --> 01:14:48,560 Speaker 1: that was given favorable you know, ship. Then you know 1141 01:14:48,600 --> 01:14:50,920 Speaker 1: they knocked us out. They knocked us on. But like 1142 01:14:51,040 --> 01:14:54,960 Speaker 1: I tell them, man, because I like to fish. You 1143 01:14:55,040 --> 01:14:57,240 Speaker 1: know what I mean? Man, I listen, I got, I got, 1144 01:14:57,360 --> 01:15:01,519 Speaker 1: I got partners homeboards right now, Bro, they will not 1145 01:15:01,800 --> 01:15:04,800 Speaker 1: come on this shower. They will not come on this 1146 01:15:04,960 --> 01:15:09,200 Speaker 1: Why not because they're showing some kind of It takes 1147 01:15:09,280 --> 01:15:13,320 Speaker 1: some kind of cognitive ability. God damn it. I had 1148 01:15:13,400 --> 01:15:16,280 Speaker 1: my homework come to my house and we're sitting in 1149 01:15:16,320 --> 01:15:20,240 Speaker 1: the backyard. He wouldn't put his phone on the damn fence. 1150 01:15:20,720 --> 01:15:23,439 Speaker 1: How I said, what they're doing, bro? Man, motherfucker's following me? 1151 01:15:23,600 --> 01:15:28,120 Speaker 1: Many He said, they followed the NFL. He said, they've 1152 01:15:28,120 --> 01:15:31,000 Speaker 1: got people following. That's what he said. I said, Man, 1153 01:15:31,000 --> 01:15:32,640 Speaker 1: you're taking the ship too far. Bro. I was like, 1154 01:15:33,520 --> 01:15:36,519 Speaker 1: and so my thing is as an a former NFL player, 1155 01:15:37,720 --> 01:15:39,400 Speaker 1: you got to be able to have a good day. Man, 1156 01:15:39,760 --> 01:15:42,080 Speaker 1: you can't have a good day. Well, motherfucker might see 1157 01:15:42,120 --> 01:15:45,880 Speaker 1: you playing golf or fishing or riding a bike. Come out. 1158 01:15:46,400 --> 01:15:49,240 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Bullshit, Man, do you ever 1159 01:15:49,320 --> 01:15:56,759 Speaker 1: get violent tendencies? Yeah? Right, So not to a person. 1160 01:15:57,880 --> 01:16:01,639 Speaker 1: So long story short, My son Benjamin was a nine 1161 01:16:01,680 --> 01:16:05,160 Speaker 1: grade basketball team. Man, my wife went out to eat. 1162 01:16:06,040 --> 01:16:10,040 Speaker 1: We're going it's his birthday had just passed, so he 1163 01:16:10,160 --> 01:16:12,479 Speaker 1: had his money. So, you know, nine grades, he want 1164 01:16:12,479 --> 01:16:15,160 Speaker 1: to have his money on it. So he called the 1165 01:16:15,400 --> 01:16:18,639 Speaker 1: call phone. I could heard his voice and I said, 1166 01:16:18,680 --> 01:16:21,840 Speaker 1: they got his money. Somebody took his money. He's like, yeah, 1167 01:16:21,920 --> 01:16:24,519 Speaker 1: and coach somebody, what you want me to do? Blah 1168 01:16:24,560 --> 01:16:28,320 Speaker 1: blah blah. Right, so he knows though, he knows me. 1169 01:16:29,240 --> 01:16:33,040 Speaker 1: So um so me and my wife go up to 1170 01:16:33,080 --> 01:16:36,800 Speaker 1: the school. We went up to the school and I 1171 01:16:36,840 --> 01:16:41,439 Speaker 1: don't know why I called the police. I said, magic, 1172 01:16:41,760 --> 01:16:43,880 Speaker 1: then I need somebody come up to the school. They 1173 01:16:43,920 --> 01:16:47,639 Speaker 1: stole my boys money. Blah blah blah. The bust pull 1174 01:16:47,760 --> 01:16:51,000 Speaker 1: up and I don't know why they let me get 1175 01:16:51,040 --> 01:16:55,120 Speaker 1: on that bus. M hm. I got on that bus. 1176 01:16:55,800 --> 01:17:03,840 Speaker 1: I said, I want my fucking money now, and the 1177 01:17:03,920 --> 01:17:07,800 Speaker 1: money magically appeared. So I got in. So there's like, 1178 01:17:07,840 --> 01:17:09,680 Speaker 1: miss wilson't you have to go out the bus. So 1179 01:17:09,760 --> 01:17:12,080 Speaker 1: I'm walking around the bus. My wife, go get in 1180 01:17:12,120 --> 01:17:15,320 Speaker 1: the car, Go get in the car. I'm walking around 1181 01:17:15,320 --> 01:17:18,960 Speaker 1: the back of the bus. I hit the back window. Now, 1182 01:17:19,640 --> 01:17:22,439 Speaker 1: cracked the back window. Oh ship, you know what I'm saying. 1183 01:17:23,200 --> 01:17:27,320 Speaker 1: Cracked the back window of the bus. Now the police 1184 01:17:27,400 --> 01:17:31,639 Speaker 1: that I called put me in the back of his car. Yeah, 1185 01:17:31,680 --> 01:17:37,640 Speaker 1: but you went a man so so, but that's that 1186 01:17:37,800 --> 01:17:40,000 Speaker 1: zero to the hundred, so that the money you ever 1187 01:17:40,040 --> 01:17:43,600 Speaker 1: get recovered. All of a sudden, it's a hundred and 1188 01:17:43,640 --> 01:17:45,800 Speaker 1: nine dollars on the back of the bus, on the floor. 1189 01:17:47,080 --> 01:17:49,960 Speaker 1: So they came and let me out the car. I 1190 01:17:50,040 --> 01:17:52,360 Speaker 1: went off again because I see the man counting out 1191 01:17:52,360 --> 01:17:55,160 Speaker 1: the money to my wife. So I'm talking to the coach. 1192 01:17:55,160 --> 01:17:57,599 Speaker 1: I said, coach, see you do have a fucking thief 1193 01:17:57,680 --> 01:18:01,320 Speaker 1: on your goddamn team. They counting out the money. So 1194 01:18:01,720 --> 01:18:03,880 Speaker 1: everybody started rushing me back to the car because they 1195 01:18:03,960 --> 01:18:05,920 Speaker 1: want the police was coming to the restume at that point, 1196 01:18:06,200 --> 01:18:08,439 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So yeah, this ship like that. 1197 01:18:09,080 --> 01:18:11,000 Speaker 1: And then then they banned me from the campus. They 1198 01:18:11,040 --> 01:18:14,880 Speaker 1: banned me from what But what's that parental instincts kicking 1199 01:18:14,920 --> 01:18:17,240 Speaker 1: in or what's that something to do? I think you 1200 01:18:17,400 --> 01:18:21,000 Speaker 1: haven't happened. It was happening because the cracker back window 1201 01:18:21,040 --> 01:18:23,960 Speaker 1: on the bus. I mean, you didn't shoot out the 1202 01:18:24,040 --> 01:18:35,040 Speaker 1: back one shooting out the bass inwards. Yeah, but I 1203 01:18:35,120 --> 01:18:40,280 Speaker 1: told him, I told him. I told him x NFL 1204 01:18:40,479 --> 01:18:45,080 Speaker 1: running down. Oh my god, this is bad. I told him. 1205 01:18:45,120 --> 01:18:47,640 Speaker 1: I said, I said, coach, you won't have no copycasts. 1206 01:18:48,479 --> 01:18:51,040 Speaker 1: Then my son with school next day, so I called 1207 01:18:51,080 --> 01:18:53,920 Speaker 1: the principal. I said, hey, man, you know what, my 1208 01:18:54,000 --> 01:18:57,040 Speaker 1: older son running track. So you banned me from the school, 1209 01:18:57,080 --> 01:18:59,960 Speaker 1: I'm gonna watch my son running track, He said, Mrs Will. 1210 01:19:00,760 --> 01:19:03,679 Speaker 1: Half the basketball team did not come to school today 1211 01:19:03,800 --> 01:19:05,439 Speaker 1: because they thought he was gonna be up here looking 1212 01:19:05,479 --> 01:19:13,439 Speaker 1: for Oh Jesus, I'm saying I was think that man, Bro, 1213 01:19:13,880 --> 01:19:15,960 Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. But that's that's what you know. 1214 01:19:16,120 --> 01:19:18,519 Speaker 1: You don't know what you don't get and where does 1215 01:19:18,560 --> 01:19:22,000 Speaker 1: your sign play? What school is he he was apparently 1216 01:19:22,040 --> 01:19:24,880 Speaker 1: in that time he was a freshman freshman basketball team. 1217 01:19:25,840 --> 01:19:28,880 Speaker 1: But he said, he said, uh, I don't know if 1218 01:19:28,920 --> 01:19:31,559 Speaker 1: it's funny or not, but it's funny to him, he said, 1219 01:19:31,760 --> 01:19:34,160 Speaker 1: I went to school dad, I was a rock star. 1220 01:19:35,720 --> 01:19:40,360 Speaker 1: That's funny. Yeah, that's funny. But yeah, man, but but 1221 01:19:40,520 --> 01:19:44,080 Speaker 1: but that's that's that's kinda but he shouldn't had all 1222 01:19:44,160 --> 01:19:46,320 Speaker 1: him you know, the parents. They don't take me all 1223 01:19:46,400 --> 01:19:48,080 Speaker 1: that money on your at that at one time. But 1224 01:19:49,040 --> 01:19:51,160 Speaker 1: but that's the kind of ship that happened. Man. And 1225 01:19:51,400 --> 01:19:55,799 Speaker 1: you never you never know what trigger it's gonna trigger. 1226 01:19:55,880 --> 01:19:59,040 Speaker 1: That the ultimate response. Man, I'm so glad we're having 1227 01:19:59,080 --> 01:20:02,880 Speaker 1: this conversation. I think the world needs to hear that 1228 01:20:03,479 --> 01:20:08,120 Speaker 1: that CTE concussions, those those hits to the head, man, 1229 01:20:08,479 --> 01:20:11,680 Speaker 1: you know, even in boxing, like those hits in the 1230 01:20:11,840 --> 01:20:15,880 Speaker 1: head really caused That's that's right. That's what kept me 1231 01:20:16,120 --> 01:20:22,519 Speaker 1: from going back boxing. Yeah, it's going to my hand, 1232 01:20:22,640 --> 01:20:24,960 Speaker 1: but it's getting hard as here to Yeah, but but 1233 01:20:25,080 --> 01:20:27,479 Speaker 1: it's but it's like, because I like to fight for real, 1234 01:20:27,640 --> 01:20:30,880 Speaker 1: you know, like I like I like, I like the 1235 01:20:31,040 --> 01:20:32,800 Speaker 1: energy of fighting, you know, what I'm saying, like like 1236 01:20:32,920 --> 01:20:36,479 Speaker 1: what it likes. It's something you know, I become like 1237 01:20:36,600 --> 01:20:39,559 Speaker 1: a monster, like really like and I want to just destroy, 1238 01:20:39,720 --> 01:20:42,600 Speaker 1: just like you're in a football field. You're trained, like 1239 01:20:42,920 --> 01:20:48,559 Speaker 1: just coming through the phone man into somebody, you turned 1240 01:20:48,560 --> 01:20:52,120 Speaker 1: into something different. Man. And but but I do. But 1241 01:20:52,200 --> 01:20:54,960 Speaker 1: I'm always cognizant because I see so many dudes who 1242 01:20:55,640 --> 01:20:59,519 Speaker 1: just in there just recently retired from basket from boxing 1243 01:21:00,080 --> 01:21:03,640 Speaker 1: is something thirty some years old, and most skills bro 1244 01:21:03,880 --> 01:21:07,840 Speaker 1: motor skills gone. I remember seeing Iran Barkley in New 1245 01:21:07,960 --> 01:21:10,880 Speaker 1: York had a fight once and then I said, I 1246 01:21:11,080 --> 01:21:16,559 Speaker 1: ran and he turned around like this sugar Ray Leonard too, man, 1247 01:21:17,200 --> 01:21:23,160 Speaker 1: uh huh, like what's up? Will it d wrong? No, 1248 01:21:23,320 --> 01:21:26,240 Speaker 1: this is years ago. It's like really years ago, Iran. 1249 01:21:27,080 --> 01:21:30,719 Speaker 1: I ain't no telling what shape Iran is in right now, Shannon, Shannon, 1250 01:21:30,760 --> 01:21:32,800 Speaker 1: the cannon looked pretty good still too. I mean he 1251 01:21:32,840 --> 01:21:35,840 Speaker 1: looks real good right now too. He's still there, you 1252 01:21:35,920 --> 01:21:39,160 Speaker 1: know what I mean. You know another sport that mikes 1253 01:21:39,280 --> 01:21:41,920 Speaker 1: that deals with it too is hockey. Man. I don't 1254 01:21:41,960 --> 01:21:44,800 Speaker 1: know nothing about hockey. Man. I watched the physical really 1255 01:21:45,000 --> 01:21:47,840 Speaker 1: and they let him fight. So that's why I ain't 1256 01:21:48,040 --> 01:21:50,880 Speaker 1: hockey player, got no teeth. Yeah, it's physical and they 1257 01:21:50,960 --> 01:21:54,200 Speaker 1: let him fight man, so so cold bloody you can't. 1258 01:21:55,400 --> 01:21:58,160 Speaker 1: It's bad man. So that would that would have That's 1259 01:21:58,280 --> 01:21:59,679 Speaker 1: that's what I was just looking at. So that would 1260 01:21:59,680 --> 01:22:03,960 Speaker 1: have been when I saw it, right, it's like right 1261 01:22:04,000 --> 01:22:13,280 Speaker 1: after they died. But then my boy, my boy hot Smith. 1262 01:22:14,360 --> 01:22:16,880 Speaker 1: I talked to Hotsmith a lot. Yeah, but he's doing 1263 01:22:17,320 --> 01:22:21,759 Speaker 1: he remember he went into boxing. He went into boxing 1264 01:22:22,000 --> 01:22:26,840 Speaker 1: because what can't replace me? And in the Heilman, you 1265 01:22:26,880 --> 01:22:29,720 Speaker 1: know what I mean, you can't replace it. And so 1266 01:22:29,920 --> 01:22:31,840 Speaker 1: that's why that's why when I go fishing, it would 1267 01:22:31,880 --> 01:22:33,920 Speaker 1: have been good with with with with with with the 1268 01:22:34,000 --> 01:22:36,960 Speaker 1: Heilman on for for practice. But the problem is when 1269 01:22:36,960 --> 01:22:42,240 Speaker 1: you take it off for the profile. You aight. But 1270 01:22:43,320 --> 01:22:45,240 Speaker 1: but like with them tests and then they take they 1271 01:22:45,320 --> 01:22:48,920 Speaker 1: take us all these tests and basically the tests all 1272 01:22:49,000 --> 01:22:53,120 Speaker 1: they do. They asked you it's like three hours, right, 1273 01:22:54,040 --> 01:22:57,479 Speaker 1: and they asked you during the three hours, they asked 1274 01:22:57,520 --> 01:23:01,800 Speaker 1: you the same question five different times in different ways. 1275 01:23:02,160 --> 01:23:03,680 Speaker 1: When you go when you go out, are you the 1276 01:23:03,760 --> 01:23:07,720 Speaker 1: life for the party? And then an hour later and say, 1277 01:23:08,000 --> 01:23:10,479 Speaker 1: when you go to a party, do people get excited? 1278 01:23:10,520 --> 01:23:13,360 Speaker 1: Because you're there. You know that that that type of 1279 01:23:13,400 --> 01:23:17,120 Speaker 1: ship you know, and see if you answer differently. Yeah, 1280 01:23:18,320 --> 01:23:22,559 Speaker 1: and so I have one of my homeboys, Derek Frazier. Uh, 1281 01:23:24,160 --> 01:23:26,080 Speaker 1: he took it. He took it. He took it to 1282 01:23:26,120 --> 01:23:30,479 Speaker 1: the next level. He just wanted to motherfucker turned to 1283 01:23:30,479 --> 01:23:33,560 Speaker 1: all that ship over and walked up. You know what 1284 01:23:33,600 --> 01:23:38,400 Speaker 1: I'm saying, He said, Man, this test you know, yeah, 1285 01:23:38,560 --> 01:23:41,280 Speaker 1: not doing that. Man, We thank you for coming on 1286 01:23:41,360 --> 01:23:45,240 Speaker 1: the show and sharing your story, problem your wisdom, and man, 1287 01:23:45,640 --> 01:23:47,880 Speaker 1: I hope you get the relief, not just you, but 1288 01:23:48,000 --> 01:23:49,960 Speaker 1: all of the players out that man, who've given us 1289 01:23:50,000 --> 01:23:52,000 Speaker 1: so much to the game. I hope y'all get the 1290 01:23:52,040 --> 01:23:54,560 Speaker 1: relief that y'all deserved. Man, NFL need to do the 1291 01:23:54,680 --> 01:23:59,200 Speaker 1: right thing. Man, cut the check man, cut the check. CTC, 1292 01:24:00,080 --> 01:24:06,559 Speaker 1: cut that check the check man. There's so much money 1293 01:24:07,479 --> 01:24:11,240 Speaker 1: right now to the NFL owners that it doesn't matter 1294 01:24:11,320 --> 01:24:15,240 Speaker 1: to them if the games, if there's nobody in the 1295 01:24:15,320 --> 01:24:19,760 Speaker 1: state in the stadium, because it's the it's the TV contract. Well, 1296 01:24:19,760 --> 01:24:23,000 Speaker 1: they's just being greedy, man, They're they're being greedy, and 1297 01:24:23,680 --> 01:24:27,240 Speaker 1: they're also trying to control the narrative. It's like Caps said, 1298 01:24:27,360 --> 01:24:29,920 Speaker 1: you know, they still got that type of slave boss 1299 01:24:30,000 --> 01:24:37,960 Speaker 1: mentality and mentality. Until we have at least two or 1300 01:24:38,040 --> 01:24:42,960 Speaker 1: three black NFL owners, nothing I'm gonna change. I don't 1301 01:24:43,000 --> 01:24:47,559 Speaker 1: even think that that's gonna um. Yeah, that ain't gonna 1302 01:24:47,640 --> 01:24:51,000 Speaker 1: change because black the black owners are just as bad 1303 01:24:51,080 --> 01:24:52,720 Speaker 1: as the other ones. You know what I mean by 1304 01:24:52,840 --> 01:24:58,479 Speaker 1: sixteen eighteen? Yeah, no, how many teams? How many teams 1305 01:24:59,320 --> 01:25:03,360 Speaker 1: that we need to two thirty two black owners? Tim Scott, 1306 01:25:03,479 --> 01:25:05,559 Speaker 1: you get your temp Scott in there on the football 1307 01:25:05,600 --> 01:25:08,800 Speaker 1: teams just just you look at the setup just bad 1308 01:25:08,840 --> 01:25:12,840 Speaker 1: as the other you're talking about gummy man, gummy bad. Yeah, 1309 01:25:12,920 --> 01:25:16,920 Speaker 1: what is gummy mind bad? Look at the set up though, 1310 01:25:17,040 --> 01:25:21,599 Speaker 1: Look at the setup on game day. What the owners 1311 01:25:21,640 --> 01:25:25,439 Speaker 1: that in the box in the box, in the box seats? 1312 01:25:26,640 --> 01:25:31,360 Speaker 1: What the product on the field they watching them? Now 1313 01:25:31,560 --> 01:25:34,240 Speaker 1: now you're talking about that master that that the overseas 1314 01:25:35,000 --> 01:25:38,600 Speaker 1: he watching, He watching this product? Yeah, cold blood it. 1315 01:25:40,680 --> 01:25:46,200 Speaker 1: Ladies and gentlemen, Robert, thank you, thank you, thank you 1316 01:25:46,280 --> 01:25:48,680 Speaker 1: so much. This was so this was so enlightening man, 1317 01:25:48,760 --> 01:25:52,400 Speaker 1: in so many ways. You know, it looked like it's 1318 01:25:52,479 --> 01:25:56,599 Speaker 1: all glamor glamorous. You know, all of the bright lights 1319 01:25:56,640 --> 01:25:59,160 Speaker 1: and superstars man, But it's a lot of ship to 1320 01:25:59,240 --> 01:26:02,760 Speaker 1: come behind. And there's more people like me than the 1321 01:26:02,880 --> 01:26:06,559 Speaker 1: people that made the millions, you know what I'm saying, 1322 01:26:06,680 --> 01:26:09,360 Speaker 1: more journeyman, like you said exactly, It's more of those 1323 01:26:09,439 --> 01:26:13,200 Speaker 1: people out there and than not. Yeah, I'm just so 1324 01:26:13,360 --> 01:26:15,760 Speaker 1: glad they had to be able to We really do 1325 01:26:15,880 --> 01:26:19,840 Speaker 1: appreciate you, man, And and and again it's not just you, 1326 01:26:20,000 --> 01:26:22,600 Speaker 1: but all the people, all of those guys out that 1327 01:26:22,760 --> 01:26:24,960 Speaker 1: man that that risk it all man, because every time 1328 01:26:24,960 --> 01:26:26,920 Speaker 1: you step on that field, man, you don't know if 1329 01:26:26,920 --> 01:26:29,280 Speaker 1: you're gonna walk off that field the same you know, 1330 01:26:29,520 --> 01:26:31,560 Speaker 1: and they don't know, you don't know, and and and 1331 01:26:31,720 --> 01:26:33,479 Speaker 1: the NFL. Man, You'll need to do the right thing 1332 01:26:33,520 --> 01:26:36,040 Speaker 1: because these these are this is not just products. This 1333 01:26:36,160 --> 01:26:38,639 Speaker 1: is this is not just products. These are human beings, 1334 01:26:39,280 --> 01:26:48,160 Speaker 1: father's father's brother's son, right, homeboys boys ship like being. Man, 1335 01:26:48,200 --> 01:26:52,360 Speaker 1: I don't know, huh so when I was coming into 1336 01:26:52,360 --> 01:26:56,559 Speaker 1: Woods in the sixth grade, he was already eight grade. Yeah, 1337 01:26:56,960 --> 01:26:58,880 Speaker 1: but they just think think about this is the thing 1338 01:26:58,960 --> 01:27:02,519 Speaker 1: that I think about all the time. Think about all 1339 01:27:02,640 --> 01:27:07,080 Speaker 1: the people, all of all your homeboys that you came 1340 01:27:07,200 --> 01:27:11,720 Speaker 1: up with, that was more talented than you, that just 1341 01:27:11,920 --> 01:27:16,840 Speaker 1: didn't get the grades. That was me. I could, I could, 1342 01:27:16,960 --> 01:27:20,519 Speaker 1: I could name you know, so many people that was 1343 01:27:20,640 --> 01:27:25,360 Speaker 1: more talented than me. But back then, getting the getting 1344 01:27:25,400 --> 01:27:29,800 Speaker 1: the grays was not you know, because that's why I 1345 01:27:29,880 --> 01:27:36,160 Speaker 1: think my Coachesoth Brown, coach Elliott, they was military. That 1346 01:27:36,320 --> 01:27:39,559 Speaker 1: no pass, no play sucked me up. Yeah, it bucked 1347 01:27:39,600 --> 01:27:41,280 Speaker 1: me up. I didn't even want to go to school 1348 01:27:41,320 --> 01:27:43,400 Speaker 1: no more after no Pass because football was such a 1349 01:27:43,920 --> 01:27:46,840 Speaker 1: so my passion. Bro hey man, why he wheels locked 1350 01:27:46,880 --> 01:27:49,960 Speaker 1: on this chick ship? Why is the cat on the bridge? 1351 01:27:55,320 --> 01:27:57,840 Speaker 1: This episode was produced by a King and brought to 1352 01:27:57,960 --> 01:28:01,560 Speaker 1: you by The Black Effect, pie Cast Network and I 1353 01:28:01,960 --> 01:28:02,880 Speaker 1: Heart Radio