WEBVTT - LaRUSSELL - What Is This Egg Sandwich Worth To You?

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to another episode of Eating While Broke. I'm your

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<v Speaker 1>host Colleen Wits, and today we have in the building

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<v Speaker 1>music artists, philosopher entrepreneur Lar Russell, and I am truly excited.

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<v Speaker 1>Nothing made my day more than like what two days

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<v Speaker 1>ago when your I think his crew confirmed like two

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<v Speaker 1>or three days ago, and it literally they were like,

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<v Speaker 1>holy why are you so silent? You're supposed to be happy.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, well, I'm just making sure you

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<v Speaker 1>tell me the date because if you tell me a

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<v Speaker 1>month from now, I'm not getting excited because just in

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<v Speaker 1>case something happens. And she was like, so you're happy,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, what was the date two days from now?

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<v Speaker 1>I said, hell, yeah, I'm happy. Girl. Thanks shoutouts in

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<v Speaker 1>Nicole from the Black Effect for booking you. UM super

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<v Speaker 1>happy to have you. I love the name of your

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<v Speaker 1>company and I love what you're about. I'm the name

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<v Speaker 1>of his company is called Good comp Penny as in Points,

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<v Speaker 1>which I was like, oh, oh that's different, I said, Man,

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<v Speaker 1>Larrussell's hitting us with so much in teg pretty you

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<v Speaker 1>remind me of a cross between jay Z and Drake

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<v Speaker 1>and anyone that has not heard your music or kind

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<v Speaker 1>of even tried to cyberspy on you was like really

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<v Speaker 1>missing out, like on some good stuff. But um, since

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<v Speaker 1>I have you in my kitchen, uh the eating while

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<v Speaker 1>broke kitchen, I have to know what were you eating

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<v Speaker 1>when you were broke? Man. Today I'm going to be

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<v Speaker 1>making an egg sandwich. This was a classic. My mama

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<v Speaker 1>taught me how to make eggs when I was like five,

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<v Speaker 1>and I used to wake up every morning and make

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<v Speaker 1>eggs and that was the only thing I knew how

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<v Speaker 1>to make. So we're taking it back to the basics.

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<v Speaker 1>We got some eggs, we got some salt and pepper.

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<v Speaker 1>Today we're gonna be doing it on garlic bread. Because

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<v Speaker 1>I usually use regular bread. We just throw it in

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<v Speaker 1>a toaster. But my boy Austin was like, you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>do garlic bread, so I figured we spice it up today. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we've had a whole discussion about the whole garlic bread,

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<v Speaker 1>you and I because I've actually never even thought of

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<v Speaker 1>garlic bread. Actually, the first time I ever had garlic

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<v Speaker 1>bread for real, for real was the Texas toast in

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<v Speaker 1>the box. And now if you go into a store,

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<v Speaker 1>it is sold out, like you can't get it. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a miracle if you find one maybe on eBay, but

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know the pandemic. Just like said, take away

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<v Speaker 1>the best bread on earth? Um, but um, I'm excited

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<v Speaker 1>to eat with you, so let's get it cracking. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my gosh, an egg a crack. I listened to rap

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<v Speaker 1>music so much that my girlfriend and I shout out

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<v Speaker 1>to will Let behind the mirror over there. Um. I

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<v Speaker 1>listened to wrap soap music so much that I actually

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<v Speaker 1>speak in metaphors and sometimes people have to stop me

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<v Speaker 1>and say, can we get it? You know you don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to, you don't have to rebreak it down in

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<v Speaker 1>puzzle terms. I'm a metaphor speakers. Can I move this

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<v Speaker 1>so I can crack some magazine? Slide over to my

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<v Speaker 1>side the greatest? Are you eating one too? So I

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<v Speaker 1>should make all you have to cook for both of

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<v Speaker 1>us because if it's trash, we can both discover that

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<v Speaker 1>garlic bread egg sandwiches is just not I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>drop some butt up in here because my mom would

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<v Speaker 1>be like, use some PAM so you don't leave egg

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<v Speaker 1>stained all over the now. Are you one of those

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<v Speaker 1>people that are really going to use metal on age? Yes? Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we're not supposed to do that. Even every listener is

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<v Speaker 1>hearing that scratching is like, what is he doing? That's crazy?

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<v Speaker 1>What is he doing? His mama could have handled ever

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<v Speaker 1>let him do that. Man, she did. You wouldn't believe

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<v Speaker 1>how much stuff my mom let me do. Let I

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<v Speaker 1>don't even think we had tesline back then. Maybe I

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<v Speaker 1>don't remember. You're right, it was like a luxury. I'm sure, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>back then. I think you're right. You just had to

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<v Speaker 1>butter everything down. Otherwise it's stuck or you get that

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<v Speaker 1>good old pam spray and you in it. Oh, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>getting it all over there. I'm not. I'm not a

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<v Speaker 1>you know, So tell me a little bit about what

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<v Speaker 1>was going on. I know this is like the first

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<v Speaker 1>dish that you ever cooked, But tell me what was

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<v Speaker 1>going on during the time of Also, I usually add

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<v Speaker 1>bacon beat bacon bits and cheddar cheese. But I heard

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<v Speaker 1>y'all broke, so it wasn't here. So we're gonna go pepper.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't see salt over here. There's y'all struggling, Yo,

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<v Speaker 1>so much fun of us over here. You're not even

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<v Speaker 1>gonna use lorries because we don't Now, I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 1>use lorries. I've never done that. I'm trying to you

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<v Speaker 1>could authentic. Wow, okay, okay, I respect it to be honest.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't use lowries. Well, I just started to recently,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's only because I married a black man from

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<v Speaker 1>Detroit who believes loss everything season and yes, beautiful. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>So what was going on growing up? Uh? Like around

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<v Speaker 1>when you were making egg sandwiches? I know you started

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<v Speaker 1>at five, you know, making these, but like kind of

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<v Speaker 1>tell me a little bit of your background growing up,

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<v Speaker 1>Like where you middle class? I thought I was middle

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<v Speaker 1>class until I got older and realized we're definitely lower

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<v Speaker 1>middle class. But my pops was a hustler, so we

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<v Speaker 1>were like we had enough money to be like the

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<v Speaker 1>richest nigga is in the broke neighborhood. Touch you feel it,

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<v Speaker 1>but definitely uh lord class, just regular neighborhood and be

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<v Speaker 1>hard to describe when people ask that question because you've

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<v Speaker 1>got to kind of growth in it to to be familiar.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you grow up in a two parent household? Yeah? Definitely. Wow, Okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people on the show haven't. I'm going in. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>that's good. So when did you transition to music. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been writing since I was like seven, whether through

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<v Speaker 1>like writing poems or just journaling, um, drawing. Just I've

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<v Speaker 1>just always used kind of writing an art as like

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<v Speaker 1>an artistic expression inform um. So yeah, since I was seven,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's kind of just cultivated me. And my sister

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<v Speaker 1>had this boom box and we used to download instrumentals

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<v Speaker 1>from line Wire and burn them on the CD the

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<v Speaker 1>instrumentals on the boom box and wrap over it. And

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<v Speaker 1>I remember we had a wrapped over nucket you buck,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was going crazy, but my sister was better

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<v Speaker 1>than me at the time, so I just had to

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<v Speaker 1>keep working. Your sister was rapping two. Yeah, my sister

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<v Speaker 1>was rapping two So does she still wrap? No, she doesn't.

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<v Speaker 1>So you surpassed her and the rap skills and then

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<v Speaker 1>she was like, I'm good. I don't. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>she ever had a passion for it. It It was just

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<v Speaker 1>something we like to play around and do, and I

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<v Speaker 1>just kind of stuck with it. Okay, okay, okay, that's

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<v Speaker 1>pretty cool. So you is it that you like Drake,

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<v Speaker 1>because its like from what I've researched on you, is

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<v Speaker 1>that you from other articles and you could correct me

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<v Speaker 1>if I'm wrong. But your goal was to be on

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<v Speaker 1>the level I want to say, and on the I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, like numbers level, because obviously talent wise, you're

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<v Speaker 1>on the same level as Drake, but I'm saying numbers wise,

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<v Speaker 1>you want to be on the same level, but independently. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>is that correct? And not necessarily numbers wise, but impacting

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<v Speaker 1>notoriety wise. You know, I want people to respect me

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<v Speaker 1>as such, and partially the way to do that is

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<v Speaker 1>to put up the numbers. Right. If you're not scoring

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<v Speaker 1>as well as Jordan's, people don't expect you respect you

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<v Speaker 1>like a Jordan, right, Um, and yeah, to do that

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<v Speaker 1>independently and just show people that it's possible to be

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<v Speaker 1>the greatest at something without um having to utilize someone

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<v Speaker 1>else's infrastructure that they tell you you gotta go through

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<v Speaker 1>and you got to use these methods and you gotta

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<v Speaker 1>sell away your ownership, you know, like everyone knows early

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<v Speaker 1>on Drake didn't have his masters and had a horrible deal. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to show people that you can get to

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<v Speaker 1>that level without having to go through that. Right. When

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<v Speaker 1>you say, uh, I just want to rewind you said

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<v Speaker 1>it was important for you to have impact and notoriety,

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<v Speaker 1>Like why, what does that even mean to me? It

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<v Speaker 1>just uh, it enables you to two It enables you

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<v Speaker 1>to make change, like right now, feed the whole hood

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<v Speaker 1>where I'm from. You know, from down to the end

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<v Speaker 1>of the year, I've been feeding the hood out of

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<v Speaker 1>my own pocket. And I've only been able to do

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<v Speaker 1>that because of my impact and my notoriety. I've become

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<v Speaker 1>so great that I make enough money to where I

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<v Speaker 1>could take care of the place that birth me right,

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<v Speaker 1>And a lot of people don't get to do that

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<v Speaker 1>because they don't have either the talent, devil or the

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<v Speaker 1>resource to do it. I've been able to do it independently.

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<v Speaker 1>I finish dropped this garly bread on this joint. It's already,

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<v Speaker 1>it's already done, already toasted it in Oh that's crazy. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I try to cheat it because I wanted to get

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<v Speaker 1>all up in yourkool aid. Wow, So I put the

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<v Speaker 1>tempo because you can't find that anywhere intriguing. Okay, let's

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<v Speaker 1>try it. Let's be a team here. Um dang, why

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<v Speaker 1>do we have to break from your story? Though? Right?

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<v Speaker 1>Is this not the hardest interview or process? This is great,

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<v Speaker 1>This is great I'm a I'm a multitasker. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>try this still, all right, So we get the bread. Everyone,

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<v Speaker 1>we're getting the garlic bread situation together and we're putting

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<v Speaker 1>eggs in it. Yeah, this is new. I've never had this.

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<v Speaker 1>Shout out Austin for you have to turn off the store.

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<v Speaker 1>Ye let me get right on there. Berthie was talking

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<v Speaker 1>as mess about us being broke. Now, well, I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to put garlic bread on there, but you know

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<v Speaker 1>you guys did it so okay, completely forgot you were

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<v Speaker 1>going to actually make it. You don't even know how

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<v Speaker 1>to make garlic bread, do you. I mean, I use

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<v Speaker 1>Texas toes, so I was just gonna throw it up

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<v Speaker 1>on that joint and then it does what it does

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<v Speaker 1>and you're good after let's trying. Okay, let's go back

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<v Speaker 1>to notoriety and impact and you feeding your community. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>stealing all your eggs, buddy, All right, here we go.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you want to sample it first before we get

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<v Speaker 1>into the nuts and bolts? Sure, all right, let's try

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<v Speaker 1>to Here we go. Okay, bread, I think Texas garlic,

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<v Speaker 1>but at least we now know we actually now know

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<v Speaker 1>how to do it in the future. But it's way

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<v Speaker 1>too much bread on this one, way too much bread.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like a bread with a side of eggs. It's

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<v Speaker 1>actually garlic, a garlic bread sandwich. Would you ever serve

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<v Speaker 1>the same? Almost? Mm hmm. That could be an ideal

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<v Speaker 1>but within a bread, right, yeah, look at me? Do

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<v Speaker 1>I Can we call it the eating wall Brooks and no?

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<v Speaker 1>That would probably be horrible haunts to name it the

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<v Speaker 1>eating wall broke sandwich? While you're at a pay pay

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<v Speaker 1>as you go, is it pay as you go or

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<v Speaker 1>pay what you want? Let's pay what you want? Proud

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<v Speaker 1>to pay? Well, comes sit sit with me so I

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<v Speaker 1>can get all up in your who I know he

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<v Speaker 1>jumped off camera on that one. Right, It's fine, it's

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<v Speaker 1>real life, real life. So let's go into moments Momo's

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<v Speaker 1>moms Cafe, momos cafe for a second. What inspired all

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<v Speaker 1>of that? Mm hmmm, or at least a partner just

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<v Speaker 1>seeing the need. There's a lot of homeless in Leo

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<v Speaker 1>and just people who don't get to eat. And I'm

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<v Speaker 1>always outside so I always see it. I'm always giving

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<v Speaker 1>someone money or take care of someone. Whether my mom

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<v Speaker 1>would drop off boxes of merch to the homeless community,

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<v Speaker 1>out there to the different encampments, and um, I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>always trying to help, right, and this is the way

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<v Speaker 1>that we can help now that I'm in a granded position.

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<v Speaker 1>I've done a few of these prior this year, but

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<v Speaker 1>just for a day. And when you do it today,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like everybody don't get a chance to eat. So

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<v Speaker 1>this time it was like, let's make sure everybody gets

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<v Speaker 1>a chance to e. Yeah, so I think what you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing is great. I'm gonna circle back to your music again. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>so you're a talented artist. Again, for anyone that hasn't

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<v Speaker 1>heard your music, I definitely would say you're in the

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<v Speaker 1>same lay as jay Z and Drake, which, by the way,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a hardcore jay Z fan. Everyone that listens to

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<v Speaker 1>this show knows this. I have a huge five ft

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<v Speaker 1>painting that's literally the only one in the world that

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<v Speaker 1>was custom made of jay Z like hanging out and projects.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm from Brooklyn. But but I will say this in

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<v Speaker 1>all truest form um. Currently, over the last couple of years,

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<v Speaker 1>I listened to Drake more and I feel guilty. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I'm cheating, like for real, Like I don't

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<v Speaker 1>let nobody know that, Like nobody knows that this is

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<v Speaker 1>the first time I've set it out loud, but in

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<v Speaker 1>my heart, I'm like, yo, just listen to jay Z today,

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<v Speaker 1>dog and you don't have to always pick Drake. But um,

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<v Speaker 1>I listened to your lyrics. I'm just wondering, like, what

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<v Speaker 1>did have you ever been signed? Uh? Not in the

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<v Speaker 1>capacity that artists get signed, Like I've never been signed

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<v Speaker 1>to a major deal. All of my deals have been partnerships,

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<v Speaker 1>like distribution deals. Uh No, I've done like record deals,

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<v Speaker 1>but in partnership for him, like fifty profit shares, like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't belong to anyone on my own entity and

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<v Speaker 1>we just split profit versus when a record label usually

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<v Speaker 1>signed to you, you're in like a royalty deal and

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<v Speaker 1>they own your ship. And if they don't own your ship,

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<v Speaker 1>they like and said for twenty years and they have

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<v Speaker 1>power and rule over when you release, how you release,

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<v Speaker 1>any of that. So I've never I've never been in

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<v Speaker 1>a major deal. All of my deals have been partnerships. Currently,

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<v Speaker 1>are you in a partnership deal or are you independent?

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<v Speaker 1>I've been independent the entire time, So all of these

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<v Speaker 1>partnerships are completely like me and my team do everything

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<v Speaker 1>you see you're controlling all the marketing everything, so in

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<v Speaker 1>they're controlling because nowadays it's a little confusing what a

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<v Speaker 1>record label is really bringing to the table at this point.

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<v Speaker 1>It depends now I mean with I mean if oh

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<v Speaker 1>my gosh, why am I spacing? Uh? When it comes

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<v Speaker 1>to who is Drake in Little Wayne? And what's their

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<v Speaker 1>name of their young Money is it? No, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>young Money, it's but no, no, no, he was signed

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<v Speaker 1>to Little Wayne, who was the young So they're so

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<v Speaker 1>from what I know of the history of the music industry,

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<v Speaker 1>Birdman had the best deal in the industry. So young

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<v Speaker 1>Money cash Money has literally the best deals on the table.

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<v Speaker 1>Cash money, cash money. So if cash Money calls you

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<v Speaker 1>up right now, I'm just playing it. It was advocated

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<v Speaker 1>not to see there's a cash Money had the best

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<v Speaker 1>deal in terms of their deal with Republic, not in him,

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<v Speaker 1>of the deals that they gave artists. Really, you don't

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<v Speaker 1>think they gave artists really good deals? No, because they

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<v Speaker 1>Drake didn't have his masters. He just got him. He

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<v Speaker 1>was in the royalty deal. A Little Wayne had to

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<v Speaker 1>take him to court to get his money. How could

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<v Speaker 1>they be in a great deal? Has been complaining for years.

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<v Speaker 1>How could they be in a great deal that doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>make any sense? Yeah, I didn't know that. Yeah, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>cash Money had a substantial deal. You know when dy

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<v Speaker 1>Day was a part of helping put that together with Republic,

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<v Speaker 1>they really broke the bank. When did you? So you're

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<v Speaker 1>a music artist, what is intriguing about you is, for instance,

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<v Speaker 1>today we gave you a release, Clarence, and you sat

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<v Speaker 1>there quietly and read it. Um, you're a businessman all

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<v Speaker 1>the way through. So where do you think you're an

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<v Speaker 1>entrepreneur before you're an artist? Definitely? Definitely. Before I was

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<v Speaker 1>releasing art, I was selling beats. I was making like

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<v Speaker 1>album covers for people and selling I've been I used

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<v Speaker 1>to sell swishers. One of your parents, Yeah, my pops

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<v Speaker 1>was a hustler. He sold everything under the sun except drugs,

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<v Speaker 1>like everything. I was gonna be my next question, cause

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<v Speaker 1>when I hear hustle, I'm like, what was he saying? Yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 1>man ever everything. But exactly so, you got your entrepreneur

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<v Speaker 1>spirit from him, and then you're talent girls kind of

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<v Speaker 1>came from you and your sister, like in this boombox.

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<v Speaker 1>Kind of my pops as well, he's very creatively inclined, right,

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<v Speaker 1>And he's a problem solver, right. And I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>a part of my talent and just my skill, my

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<v Speaker 1>business acumen is because I'm a problem solver. My favorite

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<v Speaker 1>thing to say is I'll figure it out, and I will. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>spoken like a true entrepreneur. You know how to pivot, right, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>That's whenever I see a problem, I'm always like, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not a problem, it's a challenge. Right, what are we

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<v Speaker 1>going to do? I was I was walking to get

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<v Speaker 1>my daughter the other day and I was talking to

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<v Speaker 1>my brother, and uh, I was like, man, are you

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<v Speaker 1>looking for problems or are you looking for lu? You

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<v Speaker 1>usually find whatever you're looking for. I like that, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what you say? How I think. I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>why I like you so much. I genuinely I genuinely

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<v Speaker 1>funk with you hard. I don't say funk on the

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<v Speaker 1>show ever. Really, I genuinely mess with you. I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, yo, is he as dope? So what I've

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<v Speaker 1>learned being a Christian and just living in the world

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<v Speaker 1>is like, there's so many dope people that are doing

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<v Speaker 1>great things externally. But now that I'm old, older, I've

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<v Speaker 1>grown enough. Wasn't to ask myself, well, if they're externally

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<v Speaker 1>have all this integrity, I just wonder, like if I

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<v Speaker 1>was a fly on their wall at home, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>do they carry that same level of integrity? When I

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<v Speaker 1>listen to some of your rap lyrics, I'm like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>they're great. And then there's some that teeter into like

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<v Speaker 1>how you uh enjoy women in the past. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if current, I don't know. You know, it's hard

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<v Speaker 1>being a man. I'm not a man, So I just wondering,

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<v Speaker 1>like I think, if you're a fly on the wall

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<v Speaker 1>in my house, you'd see a human and supreme form

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<v Speaker 1>right in every aspect on their roller coaster and on

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<v Speaker 1>the journey. I think there's everyone around me could speak

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<v Speaker 1>to my my heart and my greatness and my moral

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<v Speaker 1>and my character. But I also have issues as a

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<v Speaker 1>human as well that I have to develop from and

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<v Speaker 1>that I've had to grow from just through a journey,

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<v Speaker 1>right like you, m you learn self respect and you

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<v Speaker 1>learn value, and you learn respecting other people throughout your journey,

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<v Speaker 1>depending on your experience and you're surrounding and what you witness, right,

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<v Speaker 1>most of us just replicate whatever we see. If you

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<v Speaker 1>don't see anybody and like loving and nurturing situations and

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<v Speaker 1>providing that you don't often replicate it, right, because that's

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<v Speaker 1>not something you're familiar with, So just through that process.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, I'm a human, but I think for the

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<v Speaker 1>most part, what you see externally of me, it's what

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<v Speaker 1>you see and when you meet me, I'm the exact

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<v Speaker 1>same person. Right when I hear your lyrics, you're I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like you're vulnerable, You're you're honest with yourself, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think for a lot of men, I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to say a lot of men, for humans, I think

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<v Speaker 1>we we tend to either tell ourselves the truth that

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<v Speaker 1>we tell ourselves a lie, and it's the battle of

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<v Speaker 1>you know, but the only way to grow is to

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<v Speaker 1>tell yourself the truth. So there's a lot of vulnerability

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<v Speaker 1>in your lyrics, and I love it like I love

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<v Speaker 1>it for the same reason why I love a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of y'all. You know that you are my top three,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so, Um, now I do do snooping. Obviously

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<v Speaker 1>I had the cyberstalk the hell out of you. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>but um, I noticed you were, like, if you're a

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<v Speaker 1>fan of mine, you come directly to me, Like, how

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<v Speaker 1>did you even conceive that concept of like you want

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<v Speaker 1>to come to my show, you buy the tickets from me.

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<v Speaker 1>No ticket messing, no no middleman, Like where did that

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<v Speaker 1>come from? Um? Life? That's always been the process, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I've watched my dad hustle, and everyone who bought

0:21:15.119 --> 0:21:17.760
<v Speaker 1>product from him pulled up on him, or he pulled

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<v Speaker 1>up on them. If you want something from the Russell,

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<v Speaker 1>you have to go communicate with the Russell. When you

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<v Speaker 1>start adding third parties, you can either miss opportunity or

0:21:26.520 --> 0:21:29.040
<v Speaker 1>something to you misplaced. Like I used to do booking

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<v Speaker 1>for a theater and I was trying to book certain

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<v Speaker 1>artists and I'd have to go through their agents and

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<v Speaker 1>It'll be like a C, A W or whatever. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>they down even get to it, and then when I

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<v Speaker 1>meet them later, I'm like, bro, I was trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get you for it would have been dope because I

0:21:43.320 --> 0:21:45.080
<v Speaker 1>was building this thing. And they're like, man, I didn't

0:21:45.080 --> 0:21:48.760
<v Speaker 1>even know, right, And that's because you ain't holding at you.

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<v Speaker 1>And then as the more middlemen you have, the more

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<v Speaker 1>uh pie that's getting dipped into. And I'm a firm

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<v Speaker 1>believer and if I'm splitting pie, it needs to be

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<v Speaker 1>with people who helped me bake the pie, not some

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<v Speaker 1>on who's just there. Because the end, this is a standard.

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<v Speaker 1>You need to have a business manager, You need to

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<v Speaker 1>have a this that like, we're not going to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>You got to actually provide something. If you didn't bring

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<v Speaker 1>no ingredients or help bath this, you shouldn't get a

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<v Speaker 1>slice of it. Now, you do have a team, because

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<v Speaker 1>to get to you, I tried emailing, Okay, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is the email, this is how I gets him.

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<v Speaker 1>But you do have a team. Do you have a

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<v Speaker 1>rule amongst your team that they don't get to say no,

0:22:28.640 --> 0:22:30.760
<v Speaker 1>that you have to at least they have to at

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<v Speaker 1>least present the opportunity to you. Because that's a valid

0:22:33.400 --> 0:22:36.399
<v Speaker 1>point that happens in the industry. Just about everything comes

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<v Speaker 1>to me. And I may have seen this, I was

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<v Speaker 1>telling Austin. No, I'm for sure I have. I was

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<v Speaker 1>telling Austin when it first came I had seen the

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<v Speaker 1>show similar and I was like, I don't know, because

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen the tide that eating while broke thing, and

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like a lot of people play on like

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<v Speaker 1>poor people and ship and I didn't. I didn't like it.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was just like, I'm not gonna deal with

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<v Speaker 1>that right now and let me see as it cultivates. So,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I've seen it. There's not too much that

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<v Speaker 1>comes through the email that I don't see. And if

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<v Speaker 1>I don't see it, my two right hands always see

0:23:06.600 --> 0:23:08.680
<v Speaker 1>it and it and it still makes his way to me.

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<v Speaker 1>So with thet I broke, that was one of the reasons.

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<v Speaker 1>I was, like the title, I don't like when people

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<v Speaker 1>play on the on poverty and like, it's just like

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<v Speaker 1>when I created Eating Wall Broke, I I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I just I have so many dope successful friends that

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<v Speaker 1>are like millionaires and blowing celebrities, entrepreneurs, and they always

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<v Speaker 1>have these crazy stories like they were in jail, or

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<v Speaker 1>they were male escorts or just crazy as stories, and

0:23:39.160 --> 0:23:40.680
<v Speaker 1>I love them. I live for them. We go on

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<v Speaker 1>a hike and like, tell me more, what else did

0:23:42.720 --> 0:23:44.800
<v Speaker 1>you do? You're a hugger? Okay, let's there, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>And so I just love the journey. I actually don't

0:23:48.440 --> 0:23:51.359
<v Speaker 1>even I do enjoy the solutions, but I love the journey.

0:23:51.400 --> 0:23:53.960
<v Speaker 1>I love the storytelling. I love the hero's journey. And

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<v Speaker 1>so when I came up with Eating Wall Broke, I

0:23:56.119 --> 0:23:58.040
<v Speaker 1>was like, well, we gotta started at the root, you

0:23:58.119 --> 0:24:01.000
<v Speaker 1>know that everyone can relate to, like, you know, people

0:24:01.080 --> 0:24:03.119
<v Speaker 1>that are aspiring rappers that are literally only have two

0:24:03.160 --> 0:24:05.920
<v Speaker 1>pennies to rub together. And I named the Eating Wall Broke.

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<v Speaker 1>But then I realized, damn. Every time I pitched the show,

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<v Speaker 1>I have to say, hey, I have this great opportunity

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<v Speaker 1>for you. It's it's ignore the name. Let me tell

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<v Speaker 1>you what it is. And I always have to say,

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<v Speaker 1>ignore the name, and then I tell them, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the show is about inspiring people and just kind of

0:24:24.119 --> 0:24:27.000
<v Speaker 1>leveling with them and inspiring them that they can do

0:24:27.119 --> 0:24:29.200
<v Speaker 1>exactly what you did, or they should believe in themselves

0:24:29.200 --> 0:24:31.720
<v Speaker 1>no matter what their environment isn't. But I always have

0:24:31.840 --> 0:24:36.280
<v Speaker 1>to do this thing her. That's why I like certain

0:24:36.320 --> 0:24:38.680
<v Speaker 1>things will get to me through email, but since it

0:24:38.760 --> 0:24:41.879
<v Speaker 1>doesn't have full context, it's like I can't tend to

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<v Speaker 1>it right because it doesn't resonate. But that's why I'm

0:24:44.200 --> 0:24:47.200
<v Speaker 1>always somebody. I'm so open. If you see me anywhere,

0:24:47.520 --> 0:24:50.040
<v Speaker 1>you can comes to me and address me, and once

0:24:50.119 --> 0:24:52.360
<v Speaker 1>I meet you and feel your energy, it's like, okay,

0:24:52.440 --> 0:24:55.600
<v Speaker 1>that makes sense, right, But emails have no context like that.

0:24:55.800 --> 0:25:00.320
<v Speaker 1>Just you gotta take it for whatever you want I'm uh.

0:25:00.840 --> 0:25:03.400
<v Speaker 1>Pitpole told me this once. He said, if they locked

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<v Speaker 1>the door, you're climbing through the window. I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>he didn't respond, and nicolete better use that show me

0:25:22.280 --> 0:25:24.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's running this show and uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>get his attention. And not only did I do that,

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<v Speaker 1>but I liked you so much. I literally was like,

0:25:31.680 --> 0:25:34.399
<v Speaker 1>and your Leisure should have him, Charlemagne should have him,

0:25:34.520 --> 0:25:36.440
<v Speaker 1>all these people should have him, and she was like, mmmm,

0:25:37.359 --> 0:25:39.240
<v Speaker 1>I think they already did. Like I was like the

0:25:39.359 --> 0:25:41.240
<v Speaker 1>last one to the table, like these are the shows

0:25:41.280 --> 0:25:44.000
<v Speaker 1>he should be on. I don't even even never had

0:25:44.000 --> 0:25:45.800
<v Speaker 1>an opportunity with him, but I was like, damn, all

0:25:45.840 --> 0:25:49.000
<v Speaker 1>your publicists over there like this is who I want, um,

0:25:49.359 --> 0:25:53.680
<v Speaker 1>And and that's you know why we name the show,

0:25:54.040 --> 0:25:55.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, at the end of the day, eating Wall Broke.

0:25:55.760 --> 0:25:58.200
<v Speaker 1>But I get it because I literally every time I

0:25:58.280 --> 0:26:00.840
<v Speaker 1>sell someone on the idea, I'm like, just ignore the name,

0:26:01.760 --> 0:26:04.280
<v Speaker 1>ignore the name. But I'm glad that you take time

0:26:04.359 --> 0:26:07.359
<v Speaker 1>to come and sit with me, and super excited. I

0:26:07.520 --> 0:26:13.639
<v Speaker 1>love literally everything you're about um and uh sorry, uh.

0:26:13.960 --> 0:26:17.600
<v Speaker 1>One of the things that kind of surprised me is

0:26:17.760 --> 0:26:25.520
<v Speaker 1>the entrepreneur in you and like also, like, why did

0:26:25.600 --> 0:26:30.480
<v Speaker 1>you name your company the good compenny? Right? Well, I

0:26:30.560 --> 0:26:33.320
<v Speaker 1>mean good company just because there's a quote. Let's say

0:26:33.359 --> 0:26:36.040
<v Speaker 1>your mamma say you just by the company you keep, right,

0:26:36.480 --> 0:26:38.879
<v Speaker 1>So I feel like good company isn't compassing of just

0:26:39.080 --> 0:26:41.240
<v Speaker 1>I like to have good people around me, and we

0:26:41.359 --> 0:26:43.920
<v Speaker 1>build great energy when we go into places. We're good

0:26:43.960 --> 0:26:47.960
<v Speaker 1>company to have, right, just that name, it's welcoming. And

0:26:48.000 --> 0:26:50.240
<v Speaker 1>then I use pennies because I feel like pennies are

0:26:50.440 --> 0:26:53.320
<v Speaker 1>undervalued and overlooked. Right, if you see a penny on

0:26:53.359 --> 0:26:55.320
<v Speaker 1>the ground, you usually don't stop and pick it up.

0:26:55.560 --> 0:26:57.840
<v Speaker 1>But imagine if you stopped and picked up every penny

0:26:57.880 --> 0:27:00.600
<v Speaker 1>you walk past throughout your whole life, only have more

0:27:00.640 --> 0:27:02.640
<v Speaker 1>money than a lot of the people beside you. Even

0:27:02.680 --> 0:27:05.200
<v Speaker 1>though it's a penny, there's a multitude of them, Like

0:27:05.320 --> 0:27:08.359
<v Speaker 1>we passed them up all the time everywhere, and no

0:27:08.480 --> 0:27:11.720
<v Speaker 1>one really cares. Right, But it exists for a reason.

0:27:12.760 --> 0:27:15.640
<v Speaker 1>I sometimes think pennies exists to go in my daughter's mouth.

0:27:18.960 --> 0:27:21.359
<v Speaker 1>That was a terrible joke. I'm a new mom, I'm

0:27:21.400 --> 0:27:23.960
<v Speaker 1>a random mom. I spend most of my days trying

0:27:24.000 --> 0:27:26.040
<v Speaker 1>to commence my daughter, not to try a new way

0:27:26.119 --> 0:27:29.320
<v Speaker 1>to commit suicide right right now? You see. Now you

0:27:29.359 --> 0:27:32.480
<v Speaker 1>see why our parents are like tired by eight o'clock

0:27:32.480 --> 0:27:34.920
<v Speaker 1>because they spent the entire day like what do you

0:27:35.040 --> 0:27:40.280
<v Speaker 1>have to do next? But? Um, but what can people

0:27:40.400 --> 0:27:45.440
<v Speaker 1>expect from you in the future music wise? Um? A

0:27:45.560 --> 0:27:48.240
<v Speaker 1>ton of it? Oh a lot of it. You know.

0:27:48.400 --> 0:27:52.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm someone I live by this theory of like leaving empty.

0:27:52.960 --> 0:27:55.119
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to leave with nothing on my plate

0:27:55.320 --> 0:27:57.720
<v Speaker 1>and all the music I have I intend to release

0:27:57.800 --> 0:28:00.320
<v Speaker 1>and get out. I don't want to sit on things

0:28:00.400 --> 0:28:05.360
<v Speaker 1>for years. Um. I'm currently building crazy infrastructure at home.

0:28:05.480 --> 0:28:08.480
<v Speaker 1>I keep saying I'm building Disneyland because we're building something

0:28:08.640 --> 0:28:13.680
<v Speaker 1>like that completely laterally. Um but really, uh, I don't know.

0:28:13.800 --> 0:28:16.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't have any expectation of myself. So I think

0:28:16.240 --> 0:28:18.679
<v Speaker 1>people shouldn't. They should just enjoy the journey. Like how

0:28:18.760 --> 0:28:20.639
<v Speaker 1>you say you've been spying, Like, I hope when you

0:28:20.720 --> 0:28:23.119
<v Speaker 1>spy you're smiling because it's just it's a hell of

0:28:23.200 --> 0:28:26.000
<v Speaker 1>a show to watch. You haven't got to see too

0:28:26.080 --> 0:28:30.000
<v Speaker 1>many artists actually make it in front of us, right,

0:28:30.160 --> 0:28:33.280
<v Speaker 1>Like we see the resulting that the label post and share,

0:28:33.400 --> 0:28:35.960
<v Speaker 1>but we don't see like him going City of the

0:28:36.040 --> 0:28:37.640
<v Speaker 1>City Hey, yeah, I'm out. I'm gonna do a pop

0:28:37.760 --> 0:28:39.200
<v Speaker 1>up to you know, like we don't get to see

0:28:39.240 --> 0:28:41.520
<v Speaker 1>that part of the journey, and I'm showing all of it.

0:28:41.560 --> 0:28:43.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm showing us running merch fulfilment out of my house.

0:28:44.160 --> 0:28:46.680
<v Speaker 1>My mom is dropping them, dropping them off, like I'm

0:28:46.720 --> 0:28:50.080
<v Speaker 1>showing the entire process, and we're sharing the gyms alone.

0:28:50.280 --> 0:28:52.880
<v Speaker 1>So I think people should just stay tuned and and

0:28:53.080 --> 0:28:56.000
<v Speaker 1>and this. We got enough sequels to to beat the

0:28:56.080 --> 0:28:59.320
<v Speaker 1>Fast and Furious series, you know, like we're coming like that,

0:29:00.040 --> 0:29:03.080
<v Speaker 1>and you will do your pop YouTube pop up shows, right,

0:29:03.320 --> 0:29:06.080
<v Speaker 1>We're doing one tonight. I just I just got off

0:29:06.120 --> 0:29:08.080
<v Speaker 1>a plane and I was like, man, I want to

0:29:08.120 --> 0:29:10.080
<v Speaker 1>do a show. So we announced it and now the

0:29:10.120 --> 0:29:13.440
<v Speaker 1>show tickets have been selling tonight. It's going to be

0:29:13.600 --> 0:29:21.000
<v Speaker 1>at going this is. This one's gonna be special because

0:29:21.040 --> 0:29:23.480
<v Speaker 1>it's an unplugged version and it's like live Q and

0:29:23.560 --> 0:29:28.480
<v Speaker 1>A like people eight, I'm not gonna lie, like I

0:29:28.560 --> 0:29:36.560
<v Speaker 1>would love to go come on, please come on. Man's

0:29:36.640 --> 0:29:39.800
<v Speaker 1>dope about our shows. It's like this one is a

0:29:39.880 --> 0:29:43.040
<v Speaker 1>bit different, but generally with our shows, like I used

0:29:43.400 --> 0:29:45.320
<v Speaker 1>the second half of my set to just let the

0:29:45.440 --> 0:29:47.840
<v Speaker 1>fans choose the songs they wanted here, and I wrap

0:29:48.040 --> 0:29:50.280
<v Speaker 1>whatever they say they want to hear, right, So it's

0:29:50.320 --> 0:29:53.239
<v Speaker 1>like a really interactive show. We did one in New

0:29:53.320 --> 0:29:55.360
<v Speaker 1>York and Brooklyn when we went out there and sold

0:29:55.400 --> 0:29:58.360
<v Speaker 1>out in six hours five hundred tickets. So now I've

0:29:58.440 --> 0:30:01.040
<v Speaker 1>just kind of been in this wave where it's like

0:30:01.160 --> 0:30:02.920
<v Speaker 1>I just be like, I feel like doing it, and

0:30:03.040 --> 0:30:06.440
<v Speaker 1>we do it and it usually goes well. And then

0:30:06.560 --> 0:30:11.280
<v Speaker 1>who kind of does the logistics? So myself for Naughty,

0:30:11.440 --> 0:30:13.520
<v Speaker 1>he's a member of my team. He helps with booking,

0:30:14.480 --> 0:30:17.520
<v Speaker 1>Teata helps with logistics. Millie is on my team so

0:30:17.760 --> 0:30:19.840
<v Speaker 1>anytime we go to a tour route and she kind

0:30:19.880 --> 0:30:23.880
<v Speaker 1>of plans and give a guy in girl team. Yeah, yeah,

0:30:24.680 --> 0:30:26.560
<v Speaker 1>I like that because sometimes you work with people and

0:30:26.640 --> 0:30:31.280
<v Speaker 1>they like Slay Holder, like Charloagne's companies pretty pretty much

0:30:31.400 --> 0:30:36.480
<v Speaker 1>ran by women, Black women, which is amazing. Man. I

0:30:36.520 --> 0:30:38.840
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't be where I am without women. I have a

0:30:38.920 --> 0:30:42.560
<v Speaker 1>team of like the most incredible creative intuit and women

0:30:42.640 --> 0:30:46.400
<v Speaker 1>when it comes to just business and everything. Now, one

0:30:46.440 --> 0:30:49.000
<v Speaker 1>of the things I did see, and I could be wrong,

0:30:49.440 --> 0:30:52.920
<v Speaker 1>maybe lack of research, um, but I feel like on

0:30:53.240 --> 0:30:55.520
<v Speaker 1>one of the things you had posted was like if

0:30:55.640 --> 0:30:57.640
<v Speaker 1>people buy your records, they have like some kind of

0:30:58.560 --> 0:31:02.240
<v Speaker 1>ownership in it, so not necessarily if you buy it

0:31:02.480 --> 0:31:06.160
<v Speaker 1>some people so on on. Usually on projects, I'll sell

0:31:06.240 --> 0:31:09.640
<v Speaker 1>my album before it comes to streaming, and anyone who

0:31:09.720 --> 0:31:13.360
<v Speaker 1>buys that project is up for selection to receive a royalty.

0:31:13.640 --> 0:31:15.640
<v Speaker 1>So I usually go through the list of buyers and

0:31:15.680 --> 0:31:17.920
<v Speaker 1>I'll pick like fifty to a hundred people, sometimes a

0:31:18.000 --> 0:31:20.760
<v Speaker 1>hundred fifty if I'm feeling good, sometimes two, and I'll

0:31:20.800 --> 0:31:23.280
<v Speaker 1>give them a percentage of royalty in different songs from

0:31:23.360 --> 0:31:26.640
<v Speaker 1>that album. You can also buy royalties, like you could

0:31:26.760 --> 0:31:28.840
<v Speaker 1>make an offer to purchase a share. So if you

0:31:28.920 --> 0:31:30.920
<v Speaker 1>have a favorite song you're like, I love this song,

0:31:31.240 --> 0:31:32.920
<v Speaker 1>I know it's gonna be big, or just I love

0:31:33.000 --> 0:31:34.680
<v Speaker 1>this song, I just want to have a stake in it,

0:31:35.040 --> 0:31:37.000
<v Speaker 1>you can make an offer to me and say I

0:31:37.120 --> 0:31:39.440
<v Speaker 1>want five percent of the revenue from this song. I'm

0:31:39.440 --> 0:31:42.320
<v Speaker 1>willing to give you a thousand dollars five hundred dollars,

0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:44.600
<v Speaker 1>and I'll read I'll hit you and negotiate and say

0:31:44.800 --> 0:31:46.959
<v Speaker 1>I'm willing to take this so I'm not, and then

0:31:47.000 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 1>I send you a percentage through the distro you collect

0:31:49.400 --> 0:31:52.400
<v Speaker 1>every month into perpetuity for the rest of your life. Yeah,

0:31:52.480 --> 0:31:54.760
<v Speaker 1>I've never heard of someone doing that, but I've never

0:31:54.840 --> 0:31:56.280
<v Speaker 1>heard of song. I was like, did he do what

0:31:56.360 --> 0:31:59.680
<v Speaker 1>I think he did? How do you? How do you?

0:32:01.000 --> 0:32:03.520
<v Speaker 1>How did you come up with that? Though? How it

0:32:03.720 --> 0:32:06.719
<v Speaker 1>was just a late night thought of Like, I've always

0:32:06.800 --> 0:32:11.080
<v Speaker 1>been split in revenue with my team. Everyone who helped, producers, engineers,

0:32:11.120 --> 0:32:12.960
<v Speaker 1>they all get a percent. So one day it was

0:32:13.080 --> 0:32:16.160
<v Speaker 1>just like, we should give the fans something. They listened

0:32:16.200 --> 0:32:18.760
<v Speaker 1>to this ship every day. Imagine if your favorite jay

0:32:18.840 --> 0:32:20.680
<v Speaker 1>Z song, I Man, you listen to it every day,

0:32:20.760 --> 0:32:22.960
<v Speaker 1>but you don't want to present it my fans, like

0:32:23.040 --> 0:32:25.920
<v Speaker 1>Baggas claim, blew up. Some of my fans had equity

0:32:25.960 --> 0:32:28.600
<v Speaker 1>in that song when it first dropped, that a year

0:32:28.720 --> 0:32:31.200
<v Speaker 1>before it even took off. So they for the rest

0:32:31.240 --> 0:32:33.200
<v Speaker 1>of their life they're going to be getting money off,

0:32:33.240 --> 0:32:35.760
<v Speaker 1>Baggs claimed, because they just made the right call. They

0:32:35.880 --> 0:32:40.800
<v Speaker 1>enjoyed the song so and then, but they reached out

0:32:40.880 --> 0:32:43.400
<v Speaker 1>to you, or how did you even announce that I

0:32:43.520 --> 0:32:46.400
<v Speaker 1>made this big announcement in Tieta on my team. She

0:32:46.520 --> 0:32:49.040
<v Speaker 1>created this form for people to go fill out and

0:32:49.120 --> 0:32:51.280
<v Speaker 1>you put all your information, you put your offer amount,

0:32:51.320 --> 0:32:53.440
<v Speaker 1>how much you want it comes to a database. I

0:32:53.560 --> 0:32:55.880
<v Speaker 1>look at all the offers. I'll email you and say, yeah,

0:32:55.880 --> 0:32:59.280
<v Speaker 1>I sent your offer, I liked it, I accept me.

0:32:59.520 --> 0:33:03.400
<v Speaker 1>I go every offered person over, even through email, like

0:33:03.680 --> 0:33:05.840
<v Speaker 1>when we do bookings and ship like, people are always

0:33:05.880 --> 0:33:08.640
<v Speaker 1>surprised that they're talking to me. It's like, it's my business.

0:33:08.960 --> 0:33:12.560
<v Speaker 1>Of course you're talking to me. It makes sense, right,

0:33:12.760 --> 0:33:16.800
<v Speaker 1>I most of my companies, for social reason, cannot get

0:33:16.880 --> 0:33:19.640
<v Speaker 1>them past a certain threshold. I don't know if it's

0:33:19.680 --> 0:33:23.000
<v Speaker 1>like my whatever, but um so most of my companies

0:33:23.000 --> 0:33:25.800
<v Speaker 1>are smaller. So I'll email, but I email under an alias.

0:33:25.880 --> 0:33:28.680
<v Speaker 1>It would be like Samantha, and it'll be like Samantha

0:33:29.080 --> 0:33:31.440
<v Speaker 1>was so crazy. When I used to send out emails

0:33:31.480 --> 0:33:33.600
<v Speaker 1>to get booked, to go to venues and try to

0:33:33.680 --> 0:33:35.600
<v Speaker 1>book them, I used to act like I was my

0:33:35.680 --> 0:33:39.000
<v Speaker 1>own manager. And then eventually it's like, bro, it's me,

0:33:39.360 --> 0:33:42.120
<v Speaker 1>I am the Russell. I'm gonna venue. This is what

0:33:42.200 --> 0:33:44.440
<v Speaker 1>I want to do right. And I've gotten so much

0:33:44.520 --> 0:33:47.800
<v Speaker 1>more rapport response because it's like, of course people want

0:33:47.840 --> 0:33:50.520
<v Speaker 1>to talk to you like I'm doing it right. You

0:33:50.520 --> 0:33:56.640
<v Speaker 1>should you didn't feel at some point, um it hinders

0:33:56.800 --> 0:34:00.760
<v Speaker 1>how much more you can get because like, I'll give

0:34:00.800 --> 0:34:05.560
<v Speaker 1>it pretty v uh. I emailed her and I'm like, okay,

0:34:05.880 --> 0:34:09.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, she responded and then like it was her

0:34:09.320 --> 0:34:10.719
<v Speaker 1>and then she got on the phone with me. She

0:34:10.800 --> 0:34:13.520
<v Speaker 1>like just called me, and then I hear the Jamaican accent.

0:34:13.600 --> 0:34:16.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, wait a minute, I said, and we ended

0:34:16.239 --> 0:34:18.560
<v Speaker 1>up vibing on the phone like for forty five minutes.

0:34:18.760 --> 0:34:21.759
<v Speaker 1>And but it was it was the first time that

0:34:21.840 --> 0:34:25.120
<v Speaker 1>I cold called emailed somebody and not only did they

0:34:25.200 --> 0:34:27.319
<v Speaker 1>respond in record speed, but I mean, first of all,

0:34:27.400 --> 0:34:30.600
<v Speaker 1>that girl is as humble as they yet, but that

0:34:30.719 --> 0:34:32.960
<v Speaker 1>was the first time that I've ever seen like someone

0:34:33.120 --> 0:34:36.439
<v Speaker 1>on that level just be like, what's up, what's let's

0:34:36.480 --> 0:34:38.480
<v Speaker 1>do it? She was like what do you want me

0:34:38.520 --> 0:34:42.479
<v Speaker 1>to cook? I got beans and then I was like nope.

0:34:42.560 --> 0:34:44.040
<v Speaker 1>I was just like you know, you know, and it

0:34:44.160 --> 0:34:47.160
<v Speaker 1>was past um, no team, no nothing, And you know,

0:34:47.200 --> 0:34:48.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know it was her until she called me,

0:34:48.880 --> 0:34:51.319
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh, it's you. You know, that's

0:34:51.320 --> 0:34:52.879
<v Speaker 1>like if jay Z calls me after her n email

0:34:52.880 --> 0:34:55.560
<v Speaker 1>and be like right, people usually get that same shot,

0:34:55.680 --> 0:34:59.279
<v Speaker 1>but it just builds a different relationship, right You You

0:34:59.440 --> 0:35:02.000
<v Speaker 1>respect what someone is building a lot more when you

0:35:02.080 --> 0:35:04.279
<v Speaker 1>know they're working it right. It's hard to suck someone

0:35:04.400 --> 0:35:08.160
<v Speaker 1>over when it's like, oh it's you. They're right. There's

0:35:08.160 --> 0:35:11.200
<v Speaker 1>a different report you have to do. You have a

0:35:12.120 --> 0:35:15.640
<v Speaker 1>internal rule about letting new people into your camp because

0:35:15.680 --> 0:35:18.400
<v Speaker 1>it seems like you have a very large camp. It

0:35:18.640 --> 0:35:21.760
<v Speaker 1>is kind of my kind of Yeah, even my immediate

0:35:21.840 --> 0:35:24.719
<v Speaker 1>group is pretty large. Uh, there's not really a rule,

0:35:24.920 --> 0:35:28.520
<v Speaker 1>just an energy, right, if I know who I like

0:35:28.680 --> 0:35:31.000
<v Speaker 1>and who I don't like, and who fits and who doesn't.

0:35:31.120 --> 0:35:33.920
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes will trial people out and it's like that didn't

0:35:33.960 --> 0:35:36.520
<v Speaker 1>really work, and we kind of maneuver forward. But it's

0:35:36.560 --> 0:35:39.680
<v Speaker 1>not really any rule, just your energy, how you feel,

0:35:40.120 --> 0:35:42.840
<v Speaker 1>how everyone feels about you, how you feel about everyone,

0:35:43.600 --> 0:35:46.440
<v Speaker 1>and we could usually get a sense of that really fast.

0:35:46.560 --> 0:35:49.480
<v Speaker 1>I also have like I like to work with people

0:35:49.520 --> 0:35:52.480
<v Speaker 1>who work hard, like the best. You know, I don't

0:35:52.520 --> 0:35:54.480
<v Speaker 1>want to It's like, bro, I'm playing at a high

0:35:54.560 --> 0:35:56.719
<v Speaker 1>level at all times. If you can't keep up, you

0:35:56.840 --> 0:35:58.680
<v Speaker 1>need to go on the other court and play with

0:35:58.760 --> 0:36:01.319
<v Speaker 1>the little kids for a bid to your game. Get up.

0:36:02.200 --> 0:36:07.120
<v Speaker 1>Have you experienced failure? Let me just rephrase that, have

0:36:07.200 --> 0:36:11.080
<v Speaker 1>you experienced perceived failure? I hate the word, of course, yeah,

0:36:11.320 --> 0:36:15.920
<v Speaker 1>of course about perceived failure and like what the experience was. Man,

0:36:16.000 --> 0:36:18.600
<v Speaker 1>I've had shows where there was five people in the

0:36:18.719 --> 0:36:21.720
<v Speaker 1>crowd and I had to pay for venue. I rented

0:36:21.760 --> 0:36:24.640
<v Speaker 1>a sprinter van to get my team there. We brought equipment,

0:36:24.719 --> 0:36:26.719
<v Speaker 1>We brought a ton of merch that we didn't sail

0:36:26.800 --> 0:36:29.520
<v Speaker 1>because there wasn't no one to sell it to um

0:36:30.080 --> 0:36:31.920
<v Speaker 1>And I was a tough ride home. You know, I

0:36:32.080 --> 0:36:34.920
<v Speaker 1>was silent. I'm usually allowding and talking and childing, but

0:36:35.080 --> 0:36:37.520
<v Speaker 1>I was silent, right. And I've had several of those,

0:36:38.120 --> 0:36:42.400
<v Speaker 1>uh moments of perceived failure even beyond that, just sometimes

0:36:42.480 --> 0:36:44.480
<v Speaker 1>releasing merch and putting all your money into it and

0:36:44.680 --> 0:36:47.120
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't go. The people don't react. Early on, I

0:36:47.239 --> 0:36:50.320
<v Speaker 1>had a lot of albums. I dropped twenty two albums.

0:36:50.480 --> 0:36:52.279
<v Speaker 1>I've had a lot of albums. Early on, I was like,

0:36:52.360 --> 0:36:59.120
<v Speaker 1>this is gonna be Yeah, we've been We didn't blow nothing. Yeah,

0:36:59.440 --> 0:37:03.400
<v Speaker 1>way mote in not even twenty two singles. No, And

0:37:03.520 --> 0:37:07.520
<v Speaker 1>that's just my catalog. I've written other EPs single albums

0:37:07.560 --> 0:37:09.680
<v Speaker 1>for a bunch of other people, so, but just in

0:37:09.800 --> 0:37:15.280
<v Speaker 1>my own album, it's twenty two. When you experienced perceived failure,

0:37:16.600 --> 0:37:22.600
<v Speaker 1>can you walk me through your thoughts um usually as

0:37:22.680 --> 0:37:25.759
<v Speaker 1>negative first, right, it's all like I look for all

0:37:25.840 --> 0:37:28.960
<v Speaker 1>the problems, what I didn't do, how I didn't do

0:37:29.080 --> 0:37:31.200
<v Speaker 1>it while I could have done it better, And then

0:37:31.320 --> 0:37:36.239
<v Speaker 1>eventually it just becomes like analytical solution based, like I

0:37:36.360 --> 0:37:40.919
<v Speaker 1>always want to I always want to prove me wrong

0:37:41.160 --> 0:37:44.319
<v Speaker 1>or anybody wrong. I'm like, well, I'm I'm Finnish. Next time,

0:37:44.400 --> 0:37:47.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do it triple the sides and it's gonna

0:37:47.520 --> 0:37:51.120
<v Speaker 1>be a success. But yeah, it's usually just that emotional

0:37:51.239 --> 0:37:54.279
<v Speaker 1>emotional turmoil that comes with it first, where you know,

0:37:54.440 --> 0:37:56.960
<v Speaker 1>you feel that dark cloud over you and sometimes you

0:37:57.040 --> 0:37:59.600
<v Speaker 1>gotta cry or you gotta sit in there and and

0:37:59.680 --> 0:38:01.799
<v Speaker 1>kind of be in that space until you can work

0:38:01.880 --> 0:38:06.120
<v Speaker 1>through it. I'm surprised that you didn't just say, well,

0:38:06.239 --> 0:38:10.400
<v Speaker 1>maybe maybe this is a question. But in that negative space,

0:38:10.800 --> 0:38:15.200
<v Speaker 1>have you questioned you're worth? Like whether you know like

0:38:15.400 --> 0:38:18.120
<v Speaker 1>or five people. I get the logistics because I as

0:38:18.120 --> 0:38:20.400
<v Speaker 1>an entrepreneur, I get like, what did we do? What

0:38:20.520 --> 0:38:23.320
<v Speaker 1>could we have done differently? But in that negative space,

0:38:23.800 --> 0:38:28.600
<v Speaker 1>can you say and you are prolific for sure, but

0:38:28.760 --> 0:38:32.719
<v Speaker 1>have you questioned your own not? Not in music, like

0:38:32.880 --> 0:38:35.719
<v Speaker 1>anytime I failed in music. It wasn't a question of

0:38:35.840 --> 0:38:39.319
<v Speaker 1>my own worth. It was just like they don't see it. Right.

0:38:39.440 --> 0:38:42.080
<v Speaker 1>I knew, I knew I was it. I'm just like

0:38:42.239 --> 0:38:44.480
<v Speaker 1>they don't see it. I haven't done enough work for

0:38:44.600 --> 0:38:46.920
<v Speaker 1>them to see it. They don't see it. Um. So

0:38:47.080 --> 0:38:49.440
<v Speaker 1>I've never questioned my worth in that aspect. If I'm

0:38:49.520 --> 0:38:52.120
<v Speaker 1>questioning my worth, it's usually through some life ship like

0:38:52.280 --> 0:38:57.120
<v Speaker 1>me doing something um against my own morals or against

0:38:57.200 --> 0:39:00.040
<v Speaker 1>my own code, or just I let somebody down on

0:39:00.120 --> 0:39:03.000
<v Speaker 1>that's fear to me. Those are moments I questioned my

0:39:03.120 --> 0:39:05.120
<v Speaker 1>worth when I can't show up for my daughter in

0:39:05.200 --> 0:39:07.600
<v Speaker 1>a way that I felt like I should. Things like that,

0:39:07.880 --> 0:39:13.480
<v Speaker 1>but not music, and I put my our case. No, yeah, no,

0:39:13.680 --> 0:39:17.839
<v Speaker 1>not career wise at all. I know what I'm worth

0:39:17.960 --> 0:39:19.800
<v Speaker 1>in my career. I know what I deliver, I know

0:39:19.880 --> 0:39:22.719
<v Speaker 1>what I bring forth, and even even through life like

0:39:22.840 --> 0:39:26.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm getting to a point where I know my impact

0:39:26.080 --> 0:39:29.120
<v Speaker 1>and how significant I am to you know, the life

0:39:29.200 --> 0:39:33.120
<v Speaker 1>around me in the world. I'm feeding the community, needing

0:39:33.160 --> 0:39:36.239
<v Speaker 1>the community. So there's a book I just recently checked out.

0:39:36.280 --> 0:39:37.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you've ever heard of it. It's

0:39:37.680 --> 0:39:42.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm called Male Versus man, DeAndre Whitfield shoutouts to him.

0:39:42.880 --> 0:39:45.319
<v Speaker 1>I picked up the book. I thought it was for men,

0:39:46.160 --> 0:39:49.360
<v Speaker 1>but so I got it from my uh my friend

0:39:49.800 --> 0:39:52.800
<v Speaker 1>and um but I ended up reading it because I

0:39:53.000 --> 0:39:57.759
<v Speaker 1>like to read. I'm literally in a book headed that

0:39:58.000 --> 0:40:02.160
<v Speaker 1>I am obsessed with books. Um. But I read the

0:40:02.239 --> 0:40:04.880
<v Speaker 1>book and one of the things he pointed out in

0:40:04.920 --> 0:40:06.960
<v Speaker 1>the book, which I will gift you the book now

0:40:07.040 --> 0:40:08.560
<v Speaker 1>that I have, I think I have your address on

0:40:09.360 --> 0:40:12.400
<v Speaker 1>I'll get you information. Um. But anyways, one of the

0:40:12.480 --> 0:40:15.799
<v Speaker 1>things he talked about was like the male versus man.

0:40:16.040 --> 0:40:19.480
<v Speaker 1>You know, the mail is self seeking and the man

0:40:19.680 --> 0:40:22.680
<v Speaker 1>is of service, which is different programs. I never thought

0:40:22.719 --> 0:40:24.320
<v Speaker 1>of that, Like, so when a guy takes me on

0:40:24.360 --> 0:40:26.800
<v Speaker 1>a date, I'm like, are you trying to give it me?

0:40:27.200 --> 0:40:30.040
<v Speaker 1>Are you trying to serve me? Now? At first I

0:40:30.120 --> 0:40:32.160
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, that's messed up to like seek service,

0:40:32.320 --> 0:40:35.520
<v Speaker 1>But as a female, it's actually not because you know,

0:40:35.719 --> 0:40:39.279
<v Speaker 1>we seek protection and we proceed. Some of us do

0:40:39.480 --> 0:40:42.200
<v Speaker 1>need help providing and some of us need of course,

0:40:42.239 --> 0:40:45.240
<v Speaker 1>everyone wants to be professed to marry me the announced

0:40:45.320 --> 0:40:50.200
<v Speaker 1>the world, I'm the one. Um. I also in a

0:40:50.280 --> 0:40:53.160
<v Speaker 1>hip hop head and after reading that book, lately, it's

0:40:53.239 --> 0:40:56.239
<v Speaker 1>like every song on the radio is like shout out

0:40:56.360 --> 0:40:59.719
<v Speaker 1>to my sneaky link or or yeah, I'm having sex

0:40:59.800 --> 0:41:02.200
<v Speaker 1>with a my side chick raw. But I'm never gonna

0:41:02.320 --> 0:41:06.040
<v Speaker 1>leave you. I'm never gonna leave my family for you.

0:41:06.760 --> 0:41:09.839
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, yo, did he really just say he's

0:41:09.880 --> 0:41:12.399
<v Speaker 1>having sex with his side chick raw and that's why

0:41:12.480 --> 0:41:15.240
<v Speaker 1>she's attached? And some of these lyrics are so terrible

0:41:15.440 --> 0:41:19.520
<v Speaker 1>to women. I'm like, at what point? And who is responsible?

0:41:19.560 --> 0:41:22.560
<v Speaker 1>And this is just an honest like friend or you

0:41:22.640 --> 0:41:27.640
<v Speaker 1>know you you you have responsibilities as a philosopher and

0:41:28.000 --> 0:41:31.440
<v Speaker 1>entrepreneur and a leader and being a vulnerable man yourself,

0:41:31.920 --> 0:41:34.640
<v Speaker 1>Like who is who do you think is responsible? Is

0:41:34.680 --> 0:41:38.160
<v Speaker 1>it the art form, is it the male energy, or

0:41:38.239 --> 0:41:44.440
<v Speaker 1>is it us women? Uh? I don't think anyone is responsible,

0:41:44.520 --> 0:41:47.000
<v Speaker 1>but I think everyone is accountable. I hear the same

0:41:47.120 --> 0:41:50.520
<v Speaker 1>music coming from females as well. I agree. I went

0:41:50.640 --> 0:41:53.080
<v Speaker 1>to a nail salon. I saw nothing but strippers and

0:41:53.400 --> 0:41:56.160
<v Speaker 1>all the girls. I don't I don't think there's a responsibility,

0:41:56.280 --> 0:41:59.359
<v Speaker 1>but there's an accountability. And uh, I think that's one

0:41:59.400 --> 0:42:02.279
<v Speaker 1>of those things. Sad. It's hard to ever be what

0:42:02.440 --> 0:42:05.040
<v Speaker 1>you never see right, A lot of these men that

0:42:05.239 --> 0:42:07.960
<v Speaker 1>make it in hip hop and music, they haven't had

0:42:08.160 --> 0:42:13.560
<v Speaker 1>great examples of leadership or of men that have that

0:42:13.719 --> 0:42:16.799
<v Speaker 1>in them to not fall to desire, or that are

0:42:16.960 --> 0:42:21.279
<v Speaker 1>disciplined or impeccable in their soul or fulfill to where

0:42:21.320 --> 0:42:23.560
<v Speaker 1>they don't need to seek or go get extra and

0:42:23.600 --> 0:42:26.560
<v Speaker 1>the same with women. So I think that's just uh.

0:42:26.920 --> 0:42:30.680
<v Speaker 1>We often ask these artists to build things that they

0:42:30.719 --> 0:42:34.600
<v Speaker 1>don't have the tools to build, right, Like, if you

0:42:34.719 --> 0:42:40.040
<v Speaker 1>go look in their toolbox, it's it's like you want

0:42:40.080 --> 0:42:41.960
<v Speaker 1>them to build a house, you guys. Feel like jay

0:42:42.040 --> 0:42:44.200
<v Speaker 1>Z kind of touched on that in uh. I want

0:42:44.239 --> 0:42:46.120
<v Speaker 1>to say four for four one of the albums like

0:42:46.160 --> 0:42:49.839
<v Speaker 1>where he was the first one to be where we're

0:42:49.920 --> 0:42:53.400
<v Speaker 1>see that, Oh wow, you've upgraded your toolbox, right, But

0:42:53.480 --> 0:42:55.560
<v Speaker 1>a lot of artists don't have that. We're coming out

0:42:55.600 --> 0:42:59.360
<v Speaker 1>of environments that don't nurture that type of behavior or system.

0:42:59.440 --> 0:43:02.240
<v Speaker 1>Like when I was coming up, the older men around

0:43:02.280 --> 0:43:05.560
<v Speaker 1>me was like players do like what you feel me,

0:43:05.640 --> 0:43:07.920
<v Speaker 1>So you grow up embracing that and wanted to be

0:43:08.120 --> 0:43:10.360
<v Speaker 1>like that. That's what you replicate, that's what you know.

0:43:10.920 --> 0:43:15.640
<v Speaker 1>You don't see anyone I've I don't think I've ever

0:43:15.719 --> 0:43:18.000
<v Speaker 1>seen a man that was just so in love and

0:43:18.120 --> 0:43:22.160
<v Speaker 1>revere their family so much and treated the woman so well,

0:43:22.680 --> 0:43:24.360
<v Speaker 1>like they meant the world to me. For me to

0:43:24.440 --> 0:43:28.120
<v Speaker 1>be like, man, that's what I want, right, Very seldom

0:43:28.239 --> 0:43:31.000
<v Speaker 1>do you witness that and experience that. But yet you

0:43:31.160 --> 0:43:35.040
<v Speaker 1>expect someone to conduct themselves in that manner, that's what's

0:43:35.080 --> 0:43:38.520
<v Speaker 1>not gonna happen. That's interesting. So when it comes to

0:43:38.560 --> 0:43:43.920
<v Speaker 1>accountability in your personal life, who holds you accountable? Is it?

0:43:44.719 --> 0:43:48.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to answer questions. Um, everyone around me

0:43:49.239 --> 0:43:52.440
<v Speaker 1>in a sense holds me accountable in some way, but

0:43:52.640 --> 0:43:56.080
<v Speaker 1>ultimately me like I have to be. I have to

0:43:56.360 --> 0:43:58.440
<v Speaker 1>be the one that wants to get up every day

0:43:58.480 --> 0:44:00.840
<v Speaker 1>and put in work and be better and want to

0:44:00.920 --> 0:44:02.640
<v Speaker 1>drop my daughter off and pick her up and do

0:44:02.800 --> 0:44:06.680
<v Speaker 1>work and things like that. But everyone around me, from myself,

0:44:06.800 --> 0:44:11.640
<v Speaker 1>my mom, my dad, my daughter, her mother, Tieta, Milli, Testy, everyone, Fani,

0:44:11.960 --> 0:44:14.920
<v Speaker 1>just all of my friends hold me accountable in some aspect.

0:44:15.000 --> 0:44:18.240
<v Speaker 1>They're always in my you know, I can only stoop

0:44:18.360 --> 0:44:21.680
<v Speaker 1>so low sometimes before someone it's like, hey, bro, what

0:44:21.840 --> 0:44:25.480
<v Speaker 1>we're doing? Oh? I like that? I like that? Okay,

0:44:26.080 --> 0:44:31.719
<v Speaker 1>is there anything that your fans or me, I don't

0:44:31.760 --> 0:44:39.239
<v Speaker 1>know about you. Um, I mean everything. I mean, I

0:44:39.320 --> 0:44:42.400
<v Speaker 1>guess you only know the music because you're kind of

0:44:42.480 --> 0:44:46.160
<v Speaker 1>signed a camera on your entrepreneurship. You also do all

0:44:46.200 --> 0:44:48.399
<v Speaker 1>these little I don't want to say little, but these

0:44:48.480 --> 0:44:52.239
<v Speaker 1>gems on social media. Um So when I say is

0:44:52.280 --> 0:44:54.880
<v Speaker 1>there anything we don't know about you? I feel like

0:44:55.200 --> 0:44:57.759
<v Speaker 1>you're It's like you learn a lesson. You're like, let's

0:44:57.760 --> 0:45:02.600
<v Speaker 1>put it out there. What about there really somebody else

0:45:02.640 --> 0:45:17.880
<v Speaker 1>today social battle that I be like, I don't know

0:45:17.920 --> 0:45:22.640
<v Speaker 1>if I want to be personal man real no such thing.

0:45:22.920 --> 0:45:25.320
<v Speaker 1>I've had the realist reals, and I share there's no

0:45:25.480 --> 0:45:28.040
<v Speaker 1>such thing. Because there's a billion people in the world

0:45:28.120 --> 0:45:30.480
<v Speaker 1>and someone's been through exactly what you've been through, and

0:45:30.600 --> 0:45:33.359
<v Speaker 1>they may need your help, right, but you're refusing to help.

0:45:33.400 --> 0:45:35.320
<v Speaker 1>You have all the tools and all the means to

0:45:35.400 --> 0:45:38.000
<v Speaker 1>help them, but you're refusing to do it because of

0:45:38.120 --> 0:45:40.719
<v Speaker 1>your own fear, right, And Like, I don't want to

0:45:40.760 --> 0:45:43.360
<v Speaker 1>deny nobody of that tool. Like I want people to

0:45:43.440 --> 0:45:45.480
<v Speaker 1>be able to grow. If that's going to be through

0:45:45.520 --> 0:45:48.400
<v Speaker 1>me just sharing what I felt or experienced, that's an

0:45:48.400 --> 0:45:55.759
<v Speaker 1>easy call, right do you do? And the the world

0:45:55.880 --> 0:45:58.759
<v Speaker 1>is always a sensitive around this topic, but I'm gonna

0:45:58.800 --> 0:46:00.440
<v Speaker 1>go ahead and throw it out there. But do you

0:46:00.800 --> 0:46:04.280
<v Speaker 1>believe in therapy? Do you do therapy? So I recently

0:46:04.360 --> 0:46:07.200
<v Speaker 1>started therapy, probably a few months back, and I had

0:46:07.239 --> 0:46:11.400
<v Speaker 1>a few sessions, and it's uh cool. I'm not consistent

0:46:11.560 --> 0:46:15.000
<v Speaker 1>with it because I don't feel like, um, I'm gaining

0:46:16.040 --> 0:46:19.120
<v Speaker 1>much from it. But I also had like an expectation

0:46:19.239 --> 0:46:20.880
<v Speaker 1>of what I was supposed to get from it, like

0:46:20.960 --> 0:46:23.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm supposed to be here, like I have a sessions,

0:46:23.400 --> 0:46:25.239
<v Speaker 1>like man, I'm a gold new Man, right, And that's

0:46:25.280 --> 0:46:28.040
<v Speaker 1>not how it happens, and um, for me, I just

0:46:28.320 --> 0:46:30.680
<v Speaker 1>I just realized that it was worth that I need

0:46:30.760 --> 0:46:32.719
<v Speaker 1>to do right. I don't need anyone's help to be

0:46:32.800 --> 0:46:34.560
<v Speaker 1>a better human. I just need to choose to be

0:46:34.640 --> 0:46:37.000
<v Speaker 1>a better human and commit to that. That's not something

0:46:37.080 --> 0:46:40.600
<v Speaker 1>I need to talk to someone about. If you want to, yes,

0:46:40.840 --> 0:46:44.760
<v Speaker 1>But for me personally, it's like I built an entire empire.

0:46:45.000 --> 0:46:47.680
<v Speaker 1>I could definitely build myself as a man, right. I

0:46:47.760 --> 0:46:50.120
<v Speaker 1>don't need anyone's assistant to do that. But I chose.

0:46:50.160 --> 0:46:54.040
<v Speaker 1>I've chosen not to write, I've chosen not to allocate

0:46:54.160 --> 0:46:56.440
<v Speaker 1>my energy towards that, which is the only reason I

0:46:56.560 --> 0:46:59.919
<v Speaker 1>haven't grown in any way that I wish to. It's

0:47:00.000 --> 0:47:03.319
<v Speaker 1>funny you say that because I recently full vulnerability here.

0:47:04.680 --> 0:47:08.040
<v Speaker 1>I recently did try therapy and I kind of felt like,

0:47:09.640 --> 0:47:11.799
<v Speaker 1>oh man, this is gonna sound really shitty for all

0:47:11.840 --> 0:47:14.200
<v Speaker 1>those people that give it. But I felt like, yeah,

0:47:14.200 --> 0:47:16.960
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't getting the response in that I needed, in

0:47:17.040 --> 0:47:19.719
<v Speaker 1>the in the record speed that I needed, And it

0:47:19.840 --> 0:47:22.200
<v Speaker 1>was like I knew the answers, but I just wasn't

0:47:22.320 --> 0:47:25.680
<v Speaker 1>choosing to make the choice that I needed to make.

0:47:26.200 --> 0:47:29.560
<v Speaker 1>And in therapy, it takes so much uprooting of your

0:47:29.719 --> 0:47:32.279
<v Speaker 1>childhood to get to the route that I was like, yo,

0:47:32.440 --> 0:47:34.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm not trying to relive the thing that I ran from,

0:47:35.000 --> 0:47:38.080
<v Speaker 1>like trying to give me PTSD. Like no, I'm good,

0:47:38.480 --> 0:47:40.480
<v Speaker 1>But I do agree with you, and I'm glad you

0:47:40.520 --> 0:47:43.320
<v Speaker 1>were honest about that because people say therapy, therapy, therapy,

0:47:43.960 --> 0:47:47.040
<v Speaker 1>and I actually thought you weren't going to say that

0:47:47.200 --> 0:47:51.520
<v Speaker 1>you do therapy because I low key feel like your

0:47:51.600 --> 0:47:56.160
<v Speaker 1>vulnerability and your lyrics is a form of therapy. Definitely, Definitely,

0:47:56.280 --> 0:47:58.520
<v Speaker 1>that's where I get to get all of that from.

0:47:58.680 --> 0:48:01.520
<v Speaker 1>And someone gets you, man, and like, because I feel

0:48:01.520 --> 0:48:06.080
<v Speaker 1>like Drake every time. Writing and talking really helps. And

0:48:06.160 --> 0:48:08.719
<v Speaker 1>that's the thing about the past, like you saying, and

0:48:08.800 --> 0:48:12.200
<v Speaker 1>that shows you how much how deep your trauma is,

0:48:12.400 --> 0:48:15.320
<v Speaker 1>because you think like speaking about it is reliving it.

0:48:15.640 --> 0:48:18.560
<v Speaker 1>You can't relive the past, right, It's already been lived,

0:48:18.640 --> 0:48:21.319
<v Speaker 1>it's gone. It only exists in your memory. You can't

0:48:21.360 --> 0:48:24.880
<v Speaker 1>relive it. But we when trauma hits in a certain way,

0:48:24.920 --> 0:48:27.440
<v Speaker 1>it makes you feel like you're going through that experience again,

0:48:27.600 --> 0:48:29.879
<v Speaker 1>but it's not. And you really have to work through

0:48:29.960 --> 0:48:31.680
<v Speaker 1>that to get You got to go through it to

0:48:31.760 --> 0:48:34.600
<v Speaker 1>get through it, right, yeah, yeah, Or you can try.

0:48:39.040 --> 0:48:42.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I tried my hardest to I believe. I

0:48:42.440 --> 0:48:45.439
<v Speaker 1>tell myself this. Every store at the end of every

0:48:45.480 --> 0:48:49.400
<v Speaker 1>storm is a rainbow. So the faster I don't cope

0:48:49.440 --> 0:48:52.759
<v Speaker 1>through it or the more I do not cope in them,

0:48:53.480 --> 0:48:56.640
<v Speaker 1>the faster I get through the storm. So like, if

0:48:56.719 --> 0:48:59.200
<v Speaker 1>I were to number something, drink, get high, have sex,

0:48:59.360 --> 0:49:01.319
<v Speaker 1>or do what ever it is, go go to the mall,

0:49:02.000 --> 0:49:04.719
<v Speaker 1>look pretty, whatever I gotta do, go to the clubs um.

0:49:05.239 --> 0:49:08.200
<v Speaker 1>If I cope through it, then it's gonna take me

0:49:08.400 --> 0:49:11.080
<v Speaker 1>longer to heal. So if I go through it and

0:49:11.239 --> 0:49:15.360
<v Speaker 1>like blow my girlfriends then to strangers and seven elevens.

0:49:15.440 --> 0:49:18.319
<v Speaker 1>You know whatever, I'm gonna get through it faster even

0:49:18.360 --> 0:49:20.600
<v Speaker 1>though it's gonna hurt, like you know what I'm saying.

0:49:21.480 --> 0:49:25.640
<v Speaker 1>So definitely, you definitely prolonged the healing process as you

0:49:26.200 --> 0:49:29.480
<v Speaker 1>as you add, right, every every twinky you eat just

0:49:29.880 --> 0:49:32.239
<v Speaker 1>makes you closer to the opposite end of where you

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<v Speaker 1>want to be, right, and that that's how it is,

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<v Speaker 1>or everything. Every time you do another act that goes

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<v Speaker 1>against what you want to be, you're just adding it.

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<v Speaker 1>Because the thing with with how the human system work

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<v Speaker 1>is the more you do something, the better you get

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<v Speaker 1>at it, right, So the more you live out, the

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<v Speaker 1>better you get at it. Some people are phenomenal cheaters,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's because they do it a whole lot, right,

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<v Speaker 1>So every time you do it, you're getting better at it,

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<v Speaker 1>which means it's going to take a lot long ger

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<v Speaker 1>to get better in the other direction because you're so

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<v Speaker 1>exceptional at what you do. If you lie a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>you're exceptional, it's gonna take you a lot to become

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<v Speaker 1>someone who tells the truth exceptionally. Right. That's that's deep,

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<v Speaker 1>that's deep. But I think at the end of the day. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I personally give people a lot of grace.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm one of those people that you can literally push

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<v Speaker 1>me off my seat and be like, I was just

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<v Speaker 1>angry my bad plan. So I'll be like, oh no,

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<v Speaker 1>it's okay. Get But now I'm at the place where

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<v Speaker 1>it's like, I get it, you're angry. I just don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to sit next to you anymore. Take your anger

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<v Speaker 1>out on the flowers over there, you know. But it's

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<v Speaker 1>a pleasure to have you. I know, we kind of

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<v Speaker 1>we're all over the space. Um, I really would like

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<v Speaker 1>to go to your show tonight. I do have some plans,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm gonna pivot and I'm and I'm a mother now,

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<v Speaker 1>so trust me, everything is like a babysitter, babysitter, nanny, babysitter.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like any amount of freedom costs you have to come.

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<v Speaker 1>This is gonna be special. I'm definitely gonna come. I

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<v Speaker 1>am a true fan. I have so much ad ration

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<v Speaker 1>for the way you run your businesses, how everyone gets

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<v Speaker 1>to buy and how everyone gets an option to invest,

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<v Speaker 1>and how you partner and do this restaurant where it's

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<v Speaker 1>like pay what you what you want, which is brilliant

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<v Speaker 1>and it's just something that a lot of artists aren't doing,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. And I love the vulnerability and your lyrics.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm truly thankful that we finally got you on

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<v Speaker 1>the show. Um, thank you all listeners for checking out

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<v Speaker 1>another episode of Eating Wow Broke. I'm your host, coly

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<v Speaker 1>Wit and today we have wrestle in the building. Where

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<v Speaker 1>can they find your Like your Instagram handle? What's your Instagram?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm at Larussell on everything l A r U s

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<v Speaker 1>AS E L L. You can find me on social

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<v Speaker 1>media on DSPs, at home in Valeo, walking around. So

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<v Speaker 1>you don't, oh, you stay in the Bay, I stay home.

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<v Speaker 1>I live where I'm from and I'm there every day.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm taking my daughter to school, I'm begging her up,

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<v Speaker 1>and Momo's checking in on people. I'm around. I'm at home.

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<v Speaker 1>They when they told me that I got you, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like I had like two days notice, like you

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<v Speaker 1>know or whatever. And I was like negotiating with the team.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone's scheduled. There's like four people that have to all

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<v Speaker 1>online schedules, and there was a hiccup and I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>going back and forth, like yo, do you think we

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<v Speaker 1>can push back and we're all like, no, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>worth it. Think we got an hour, let's take it.

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<v Speaker 1>But thank you and thanks for feeding me. You and

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<v Speaker 1>I both agree. You know, moving forward, we could do eggs,

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<v Speaker 1>but maybe on not bread thunder garlic bread Yeah, beautiful.

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