1 00:00:02,160 --> 00:00:04,880 Speaker 1: What's that this list service time the Angel Yea, I'm Sep, 2 00:00:05,960 --> 00:00:11,239 Speaker 1: I'm Larry, y'all, I'm period the Dagger. Ever since you 3 00:00:11,320 --> 00:00:15,240 Speaker 1: got out in Tower, Um, you know you've been acting funny. 4 00:00:15,560 --> 00:00:18,880 Speaker 1: I have not been acting funny. I'm spine. It's been 5 00:00:18,960 --> 00:00:24,720 Speaker 1: like a day like the funny. You know how people 6 00:00:24,760 --> 00:00:27,400 Speaker 1: do that oncestead everything's popping off. They'd be like, she 7 00:00:27,480 --> 00:00:30,520 Speaker 1: asked funny. Now, I swear they just did that to me. Um. 8 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:32,839 Speaker 1: Last night when I was on Live, somebody was like, 9 00:00:32,880 --> 00:00:34,879 Speaker 1: because I was eating a cup of noodles, and then 10 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:37,480 Speaker 1: they was like, girl, don't don't be trying to act 11 00:00:37,479 --> 00:00:39,599 Speaker 1: like you ain't just go Hollywood on us and you're 12 00:00:39,640 --> 00:00:42,200 Speaker 1: sitting there eating your noodles. You better humble yourself because 13 00:00:42,200 --> 00:00:44,519 Speaker 1: this is the first show you've been I said, I'm 14 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:46,520 Speaker 1: eating a damn cup of noodles. And he ain't even 15 00:00:46,520 --> 00:00:48,720 Speaker 1: the rainy time, I said, I don't. This ain't humble. 16 00:00:48,760 --> 00:00:53,600 Speaker 1: I don't know what iss what like? What? I'm like, y'all? 17 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:56,720 Speaker 1: Crazy people are crazy. You did see my comment on 18 00:00:56,760 --> 00:01:02,920 Speaker 1: your life? Okay, that was you Okay, but for real, 19 00:01:02,960 --> 00:01:05,000 Speaker 1: congratulations that that was dope because you know I was 20 00:01:05,040 --> 00:01:07,920 Speaker 1: watching I watched that show that was the second episode. 21 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:11,720 Speaker 1: I was like, hold on a second, that person, Okay, 22 00:01:11,720 --> 00:01:14,560 Speaker 1: thank you so much, thank you for real? How did 23 00:01:14,600 --> 00:01:16,399 Speaker 1: that even come about? Because I know you was really 24 00:01:16,440 --> 00:01:18,280 Speaker 1: excited about it. It It seemed like you was keeping it 25 00:01:18,319 --> 00:01:22,280 Speaker 1: a secret too, So how did you do all of that? Yeah, 26 00:01:22,319 --> 00:01:24,559 Speaker 1: so honestly, I've been keeping it a secret for almost 27 00:01:24,560 --> 00:01:27,360 Speaker 1: a year because when I first heard about it, it 28 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:29,000 Speaker 1: was like I think it was like last year of 29 00:01:29,360 --> 00:01:32,800 Speaker 1: October or November. But it's like when it first came 30 00:01:32,840 --> 00:01:34,399 Speaker 1: to me, they was like, hey, they want you to 31 00:01:34,440 --> 00:01:36,920 Speaker 1: be on the show. And I'm like, what show. They're 32 00:01:36,959 --> 00:01:39,040 Speaker 1: like the spin off for Power that where it's gonna 33 00:01:39,080 --> 00:01:42,440 Speaker 1: be Ghost And I'm like, y'all, y'all kiddy, Like ain't 34 00:01:42,480 --> 00:01:44,000 Speaker 1: no fucking way, like you know what I'm saying. So 35 00:01:44,080 --> 00:01:47,520 Speaker 1: then like I had also been already knew, Um, Michael Rainey, 36 00:01:47,600 --> 00:01:51,080 Speaker 1: who plays Tarik, I had been we all hate him. 37 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:56,120 Speaker 1: Everybody hates him. Not you know what's crazy because you 38 00:01:56,120 --> 00:01:58,400 Speaker 1: would never be able to like escape that character. Like 39 00:01:58,480 --> 00:02:02,040 Speaker 1: everybody like they it, they cannot stay there. It's no funny. 40 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:04,960 Speaker 1: But um, he is like, by the way, outside of that, 41 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:07,280 Speaker 1: he is such a great human being, like you like, 42 00:02:07,320 --> 00:02:10,040 Speaker 1: he's cool as funk. So, um, I had met him 43 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:12,520 Speaker 1: like probably like two years parts of that or whatever, 44 00:02:12,520 --> 00:02:14,160 Speaker 1: two or three years prior to that in the studio 45 00:02:14,360 --> 00:02:16,240 Speaker 1: because he on the side he makes beats and stuff 46 00:02:16,240 --> 00:02:18,639 Speaker 1: like that. He has really good production too. So when 47 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:21,040 Speaker 1: I heard about it, though, um, I was like, what 48 00:02:21,120 --> 00:02:22,600 Speaker 1: the funk? Like, what do you mean? Like they want 49 00:02:22,639 --> 00:02:24,480 Speaker 1: me to be in selling stuff. So I'm like, y'all 50 00:02:24,520 --> 00:02:26,120 Speaker 1: need to find out the t about this and and 51 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:27,840 Speaker 1: and see how accurate this is because I'm like, I 52 00:02:27,840 --> 00:02:30,200 Speaker 1: don't know somebody playing with me or what. So then 53 00:02:30,280 --> 00:02:32,560 Speaker 1: like the ships start keep on rolling in and they're 54 00:02:32,600 --> 00:02:35,680 Speaker 1: like sending emails, and then my agent he keeps calling me. 55 00:02:35,680 --> 00:02:37,960 Speaker 1: He's like he's this is serious. He's like, they need 56 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:39,720 Speaker 1: to know your schedule because you gotta go up to 57 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:42,679 Speaker 1: New York and film. And I'm like, what the funk 58 00:02:42,760 --> 00:02:44,600 Speaker 1: you mean? So then I'm like, Okay, Well, usually when 59 00:02:44,639 --> 00:02:47,240 Speaker 1: I travel out of state or wherever I travel with 60 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:49,840 Speaker 1: my agent in my two security guard, they're like, no, 61 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:52,679 Speaker 1: you can't have nobody with you. I'm like, and at that, 62 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:54,680 Speaker 1: I'm like somebody trying to kid at me. What the 63 00:02:54,720 --> 00:02:57,280 Speaker 1: funk like you say. I'm like, what did I do? 64 00:02:57,520 --> 00:03:00,320 Speaker 1: But somebody don't want to kid at me, and so 65 00:03:00,440 --> 00:03:02,360 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my gosh. So then they actually like 66 00:03:02,440 --> 00:03:05,799 Speaker 1: booked the flight. But then what was kind of like surreal. 67 00:03:05,880 --> 00:03:08,120 Speaker 1: But then when they was like they they send the 68 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:10,720 Speaker 1: text from the driver and the drivers like, oh, we're 69 00:03:10,760 --> 00:03:13,520 Speaker 1: outside of your house, and I'm like, what the funk? 70 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:15,440 Speaker 1: Then I get to the airport and they got the 71 00:03:15,520 --> 00:03:16,639 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, They got the signs with 72 00:03:16,760 --> 00:03:18,080 Speaker 1: your name on it and all that type of stuff 73 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:19,840 Speaker 1: or never. So I'm like, oh wait wait, I'm like 74 00:03:19,880 --> 00:03:21,640 Speaker 1: this might be official, like you know what I'm saying. 75 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:23,800 Speaker 1: Then I pulled up to the damn production studio and 76 00:03:23,800 --> 00:03:25,560 Speaker 1: then we actually like walk in. They give me like 77 00:03:25,560 --> 00:03:28,480 Speaker 1: a whole itinerary and everything like walking, they take me 78 00:03:28,520 --> 00:03:30,800 Speaker 1: to wardrobe and all this ship. So I'm like, oh, ship, 79 00:03:30,960 --> 00:03:33,240 Speaker 1: this is real, Like I'm really gonna be up in 80 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:35,440 Speaker 1: this beach, like you know what's then you did all 81 00:03:35,440 --> 00:03:39,120 Speaker 1: of that without knowing if it was real. Well, I 82 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:42,040 Speaker 1: was like, you know what, I was like listening, I'm 83 00:03:42,080 --> 00:03:46,520 Speaker 1: a big beach so and I think like a motherfucking milkshake. 84 00:03:46,640 --> 00:03:49,920 Speaker 1: So listen. I was like, given, then somebody trying to 85 00:03:49,920 --> 00:03:51,800 Speaker 1: come from me. I'm going down with the mother. I'm 86 00:03:51,800 --> 00:03:56,240 Speaker 1: not going you know, one guy just trying to gang 87 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:58,120 Speaker 1: up on me. I'm gonna be you know what I'm saying, Like, 88 00:03:58,120 --> 00:04:00,320 Speaker 1: I'm I'm gonna with your ass. I don't know, somebody 89 00:04:00,320 --> 00:04:02,520 Speaker 1: go get hit. So that stuff. You didn't even have 90 00:04:02,560 --> 00:04:05,560 Speaker 1: to have no audition. They just knew they wanted you. Man. 91 00:04:05,920 --> 00:04:08,360 Speaker 1: It was so crazy too, because when I was I was, 92 00:04:08,440 --> 00:04:10,960 Speaker 1: I hit Michael and I'm like, bro, I'm nervous, and 93 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:13,720 Speaker 1: he like, don't be nervous. He's like, it's literally you. 94 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:15,520 Speaker 1: He was like, they kind of like I guess I 95 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:17,040 Speaker 1: don't know. I don't know how it came up, but 96 00:04:17,120 --> 00:04:19,520 Speaker 1: he said something like along the lines of like the 97 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:22,720 Speaker 1: character is basically like brought up off of like me, 98 00:04:22,839 --> 00:04:24,560 Speaker 1: based up with me, And I don't know how true 99 00:04:24,600 --> 00:04:26,839 Speaker 1: that is, but I was like, if this is the case, 100 00:04:26,880 --> 00:04:28,600 Speaker 1: like what the fun. He's like, literally, all you gotta 101 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:30,760 Speaker 1: do is just be yourself. But you know, like you know, 102 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:32,640 Speaker 1: turn up a little bit, like you know what I'm saying. 103 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:34,920 Speaker 1: So I was nervous as fucking I'm like I can't 104 00:04:34,920 --> 00:04:37,040 Speaker 1: even believe it. And then I get here and I'm 105 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:39,440 Speaker 1: around all these all the all the people that's in 106 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:41,960 Speaker 1: the series, and you know what I'm saying, I'm seeing 107 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:45,560 Speaker 1: different actresses and actors. So I'm like, oh, Ship, Like 108 00:04:45,920 --> 00:04:48,280 Speaker 1: and I didn't have the audition for this ship. I'm like, oh, 109 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:52,240 Speaker 1: this is crazy. Like I'm so so fucking thankful, Like literally, 110 00:04:52,839 --> 00:04:54,800 Speaker 1: isn't it ironic? At that time, he lead just over 111 00:04:54,839 --> 00:04:58,360 Speaker 1: the weekend was saying that she d m fifty brow 112 00:04:58,640 --> 00:05:03,479 Speaker 1: and he blocked her. Yeah, yeah, I don't know, I 113 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:05,360 Speaker 1: think I think that is ironic. It was crazy because 114 00:05:05,360 --> 00:05:07,039 Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, we're getting ready to you know, 115 00:05:07,320 --> 00:05:10,760 Speaker 1: everybody the team, we get ready to you know, released 116 00:05:10,839 --> 00:05:12,640 Speaker 1: this and come out with it or whatever. And then 117 00:05:12,839 --> 00:05:16,000 Speaker 1: like I didn't see it, and then I'm like, oh ship. 118 00:05:16,200 --> 00:05:19,159 Speaker 1: And then next thing, you know, I was like, well, like, 119 00:05:19,200 --> 00:05:22,640 Speaker 1: I'm on Power tonight. I'm on this episode, and you 120 00:05:22,680 --> 00:05:24,320 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, I'm on this I'm on Power tonight. 121 00:05:24,440 --> 00:05:28,000 Speaker 1: So yeah, y'all gonna fifty follow you. No, So it's 122 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:30,599 Speaker 1: crazy because I have not actually, um, I have not 123 00:05:30,720 --> 00:05:33,600 Speaker 1: met fifty yet. But we were probably like a week 124 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:36,440 Speaker 1: or two ago. We all were like on a zoom 125 00:05:36,440 --> 00:05:38,960 Speaker 1: call for the cast members, because we did a table read, 126 00:05:39,080 --> 00:05:40,760 Speaker 1: you know the table readers where we all go over 127 00:05:40,760 --> 00:05:42,520 Speaker 1: the scripts and stuff like that or whatever, so you 128 00:05:42,600 --> 00:05:44,400 Speaker 1: have the entire cast, and that's where it was like 129 00:05:44,480 --> 00:05:46,240 Speaker 1: I've seen him and you know what I'm saying. But 130 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:49,200 Speaker 1: and we allays go around and introduce ourselves and introduce 131 00:05:49,240 --> 00:05:51,440 Speaker 1: the character that we're playing and stuff at least, but 132 00:05:51,680 --> 00:05:54,919 Speaker 1: actually did I didn't see Mary in person, and I 133 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:59,400 Speaker 1: started slick, like having like a damn panic attack. It 134 00:05:59,520 --> 00:06:01,960 Speaker 1: was crazy because like the first the first table reader 135 00:06:01,960 --> 00:06:05,240 Speaker 1: I walked into, she just casually gets up and she's 136 00:06:05,240 --> 00:06:07,320 Speaker 1: like walking, and I'm like, I literally hed. It was 137 00:06:07,360 --> 00:06:09,800 Speaker 1: like word on me, Like I was like, how are 138 00:06:09,880 --> 00:06:14,640 Speaker 1: you because I'm like Mary Tape live. Then I turned 139 00:06:14,680 --> 00:06:19,119 Speaker 1: around and fucking method man walks in. Then Lorenz tap walking, 140 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:21,080 Speaker 1: and I'm like and I'm sitting at the table like 141 00:06:21,400 --> 00:06:24,040 Speaker 1: texting my boyfriend like oh ship, Like I'm like I'm 142 00:06:24,080 --> 00:06:25,760 Speaker 1: having anxiety. I'm in here with all these one of 143 00:06:25,800 --> 00:06:27,640 Speaker 1: the legends, Like I don't know what the fucking they 144 00:06:27,720 --> 00:06:29,680 Speaker 1: just everybody's like calm down, just kill and I'm like 145 00:06:29,720 --> 00:06:31,400 Speaker 1: the whole time, nobody knows this go. But I'm like 146 00:06:31,400 --> 00:06:33,480 Speaker 1: getting nervous. I'm gonna have a nervous breakdown. But I'm like, 147 00:06:34,240 --> 00:06:36,359 Speaker 1: let me pull it together. Let me go ahead and 148 00:06:36,640 --> 00:06:39,000 Speaker 1: say my lines and turn up in the speech experience. 149 00:06:39,080 --> 00:06:42,640 Speaker 1: So all of that, and you man, is that? So 150 00:06:42,680 --> 00:06:44,320 Speaker 1: what was he doing at that time when he back 151 00:06:44,360 --> 00:06:46,560 Speaker 1: in Atlanta? Where was he at? Yeah, he's in it. 152 00:06:46,680 --> 00:06:48,760 Speaker 1: He was in Atlanta. He was in Atlanta. So we're 153 00:06:48,839 --> 00:06:50,680 Speaker 1: we were always like face timing and stuff like that 154 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:53,159 Speaker 1: or whatever, like even when um, like currently I'm in 155 00:06:53,200 --> 00:06:54,839 Speaker 1: New York right now, but he in Atlanta, but he 156 00:06:54,839 --> 00:06:57,400 Speaker 1: can't come up here soon. But like when we're not together, 157 00:06:57,440 --> 00:06:59,599 Speaker 1: we'll be like on the on FaceTime. We fought sleep 158 00:06:59,600 --> 00:07:03,080 Speaker 1: on the call on the phone call every day every night. 159 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:04,880 Speaker 1: We saw a sleep on the phone. Y'all be having 160 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:12,680 Speaker 1: sex on FaceTime? No we don't. I mean with masturbating. Yeah, 161 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:17,680 Speaker 1: I gotta show him me worried he skid has gotta 162 00:07:17,720 --> 00:07:19,520 Speaker 1: be the thing. But because I ain't seen you in 163 00:07:19,520 --> 00:07:21,120 Speaker 1: a minute, so I gotta shog you. You know what 164 00:07:21,120 --> 00:07:26,240 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like you got a distance, you gotta do 165 00:07:26,280 --> 00:07:27,920 Speaker 1: what you gotta do. You gotta keep that ship spicy. 166 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:31,280 Speaker 1: You know who starts it? Is that you or him? 167 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:33,280 Speaker 1: Because y'all will be on the phone and then is 168 00:07:33,280 --> 00:07:35,960 Speaker 1: it just like do you get the freakiness going? Or 169 00:07:36,040 --> 00:07:38,800 Speaker 1: does he? Sometimes he popping off with then sometimes I 170 00:07:38,840 --> 00:07:40,880 Speaker 1: do too, because I'll just be walking around my TV's out, 171 00:07:41,560 --> 00:07:45,880 Speaker 1: so well that doesn't start something, okay, very he or 172 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:47,600 Speaker 1: like I might be like in this, i't feel like 173 00:07:47,640 --> 00:07:48,920 Speaker 1: if I was on face time with him right now, 174 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:50,800 Speaker 1: he would be like m he'd be like shop. He'd 175 00:07:50,800 --> 00:07:52,000 Speaker 1: be like, I see that and she'd be like, show 176 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:55,680 Speaker 1: me that cab. Be like, oh my god, here and 177 00:07:55,720 --> 00:07:56,920 Speaker 1: he'd be like he'd be like, let me see him. 178 00:07:56,960 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 1: He'd be like pull him out, and I'll be like, 179 00:07:58,240 --> 00:08:02,400 Speaker 1: oh my god, here we go. He takes your stuff 180 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:04,760 Speaker 1: out too. You'd be like, take your dick out. I'll 181 00:08:04,760 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 1: be like, yeah, let me see you. Let me see okay? 182 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:14,120 Speaker 1: Period you So wait, do you all got like videos 183 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:19,680 Speaker 1: in your phone? Sex videos with each other? Ship? Yo? Like? 184 00:08:19,760 --> 00:08:25,160 Speaker 1: Who don't have videos? Like? Oh man, I don't, Yeah 185 00:08:25,240 --> 00:08:28,920 Speaker 1: for sure, I mean we we've we've had them, of course. 186 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:30,800 Speaker 1: But you know when you get like new phones and 187 00:08:30,800 --> 00:08:32,839 Speaker 1: stuff like that or whatever, like it just does it 188 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:35,480 Speaker 1: just them to go away, so fucking like but you know, 189 00:08:35,559 --> 00:08:38,280 Speaker 1: like it's just I don't know, like we we definitely 190 00:08:38,280 --> 00:08:39,920 Speaker 1: had some though, because you know what I'm saying, it's 191 00:08:39,920 --> 00:08:41,880 Speaker 1: just I don't know. It's a spice, it's a spice 192 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:44,600 Speaker 1: level to it, Like, oh, why you hearing from the bag? 193 00:08:44,640 --> 00:08:51,880 Speaker 1: Oh yes, yes, okay. Do you ever be talking during 194 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:53,719 Speaker 1: sex and saying things and then be like what am 195 00:08:53,760 --> 00:08:56,640 Speaker 1: I talking about? Oh? I mean, let me tell you 196 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:58,199 Speaker 1: something when he kind of stays like you didn't know 197 00:08:58,280 --> 00:09:00,600 Speaker 1: limits for me, I I turned into a oh, motherfucker, 198 00:09:00,760 --> 00:09:03,079 Speaker 1: I don't even know porn star like and that's what 199 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:05,280 Speaker 1: he like. He was like, you got such your body'd 200 00:09:05,280 --> 00:09:07,199 Speaker 1: be like your body is like a sucking porn star. 201 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:09,200 Speaker 1: Like he'd be like you're just a freaking knees, like 202 00:09:09,240 --> 00:09:12,160 Speaker 1: your face like it's just everything. So he was his 203 00:09:12,200 --> 00:09:15,560 Speaker 1: favorite porn star, which is crazy, is um you all 204 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:19,560 Speaker 1: know Lisa, Lisa and yeah she's been on We Love 205 00:09:19,720 --> 00:09:23,959 Speaker 1: Lisa and period. He he loved he like bro, he'd 206 00:09:23,960 --> 00:09:25,800 Speaker 1: be like that beach he was like when I was younger, 207 00:09:25,840 --> 00:09:28,080 Speaker 1: Like he was like, man, that beach, Like, oh my gosh. 208 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:29,720 Speaker 1: He was like, you remind me of her like you 209 00:09:29,760 --> 00:09:33,480 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you're the black version, like 210 00:09:33,480 --> 00:09:37,840 Speaker 1: she's a little white. That's why you had, That's why 211 00:09:37,840 --> 00:09:44,160 Speaker 1: I had the period. Great personality to them. Yeah she does. Yeah, 212 00:09:44,679 --> 00:09:46,800 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I would love to meet her like 213 00:09:47,600 --> 00:09:49,280 Speaker 1: we was. It was crazy because we was talking about 214 00:09:49,320 --> 00:09:51,400 Speaker 1: like what if I ended up like having her in 215 00:09:51,440 --> 00:09:53,880 Speaker 1: the video of one day. I thought you was gonna 216 00:09:53,880 --> 00:09:59,840 Speaker 1: say something else, yeah, Like no, I was like, damn, 217 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:05,120 Speaker 1: big bang beach period, big back, freaking this speech, like 218 00:10:05,120 --> 00:10:09,440 Speaker 1: what then? All right, now, before you in a relationship, 219 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:12,959 Speaker 1: we gotta ask you some questions. Right, oh lord, this 220 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:16,000 Speaker 1: is based off your album Clones. Okay, so we got 221 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:17,880 Speaker 1: some patitions. So have you ever been on a date 222 00:10:17,880 --> 00:10:26,160 Speaker 1: with somebody in their card got to climb card, got declimbed. Yes. Actually, 223 00:10:26,200 --> 00:10:28,280 Speaker 1: you know what's crazy is I would have been on 224 00:10:28,960 --> 00:10:33,320 Speaker 1: I'd have listen, It's okay, you fun with some I 225 00:10:33,400 --> 00:10:35,040 Speaker 1: don't in my past. You know what I'm saying, Like 226 00:10:35,040 --> 00:10:37,120 Speaker 1: I feel like every girl has a past or whatever, 227 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:39,760 Speaker 1: a different breed of niggas that we funk with. So 228 00:10:40,480 --> 00:10:43,440 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like I remember sucking with 229 00:10:43,520 --> 00:10:47,080 Speaker 1: a nigga and I had we was out or whatever, 230 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:49,120 Speaker 1: and we um, me and my friends we had ordered 231 00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:52,559 Speaker 1: drinks or whatever. We was in We was in Miami 232 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:56,920 Speaker 1: and we ordered drinks and ship and so um we 233 00:10:57,040 --> 00:10:58,439 Speaker 1: put he pulled up you know what I'm saying with 234 00:10:58,600 --> 00:11:01,120 Speaker 1: his friends or whatever, and then they bring the check. 235 00:11:01,520 --> 00:11:03,240 Speaker 1: My duws just me and my friends. We just ordered 236 00:11:03,320 --> 00:11:05,800 Speaker 1: some shots. But you're know in Miami these shots be 237 00:11:05,880 --> 00:11:10,200 Speaker 1: like like like you know what I'm saying. So and 238 00:11:10,240 --> 00:11:12,200 Speaker 1: at the time this was like before like all of 239 00:11:12,200 --> 00:11:13,679 Speaker 1: this or whatever, but still like you know, when you 240 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:15,599 Speaker 1: go on vacations, like me always if I go on 241 00:11:15,640 --> 00:11:18,080 Speaker 1: the strip, I'm always had my money regardless, like period. 242 00:11:18,200 --> 00:11:21,840 Speaker 1: So they bring the damn check to the table, and 243 00:11:22,200 --> 00:11:25,120 Speaker 1: the nigga getting nervous. He like, I don't wait a minute. 244 00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:26,760 Speaker 1: We was like what's what's going on? What's going on? 245 00:11:26,800 --> 00:11:28,760 Speaker 1: And I looked at that thing. I was like, oh, 246 00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:30,680 Speaker 1: Like I was like, you nigga, we got this ship 247 00:11:30,720 --> 00:11:32,440 Speaker 1: and I just I went ahead and like paid for 248 00:11:32,480 --> 00:11:35,080 Speaker 1: the hotel. But I'm just like, you're panicking and ship 249 00:11:35,120 --> 00:11:36,960 Speaker 1: over a motherfucking a couple of a drunk shots, which 250 00:11:36,960 --> 00:11:38,679 Speaker 1: she's supposed to be to be boss, Like, you don't know, mother, 251 00:11:39,640 --> 00:11:41,320 Speaker 1: how that how many people it was, and let's be 252 00:11:41,320 --> 00:11:43,440 Speaker 1: fair how many it was For me and my friend 253 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:45,680 Speaker 1: it was probably like me and two other girls. I 254 00:11:45,800 --> 00:11:51,120 Speaker 1: was counting eight in my head like it was just 255 00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:52,719 Speaker 1: me and my girl. So I was like, you know 256 00:11:52,760 --> 00:11:54,440 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. At the time, we was the only 257 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:57,040 Speaker 1: three that had like ordered the shots. So when they 258 00:11:57,040 --> 00:11:59,559 Speaker 1: brought the check, he like, oh, ship, Like what's going on? 259 00:11:59,640 --> 00:12:01,160 Speaker 1: Like what's that? What's that like? And it's like what 260 00:12:01,280 --> 00:12:03,000 Speaker 1: you what you saw? They I'm nervous for what you 261 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:06,320 Speaker 1: Just like, what's now? What if everybody would have order 262 00:12:06,400 --> 00:12:12,600 Speaker 1: nineteen forty two shots? Could you understand? No more? It's 263 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:16,679 Speaker 1: not because in Miami beery like it's my are some 264 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:20,800 Speaker 1: regardless just showing to Miami, They're like you hear bitch? 265 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:24,840 Speaker 1: Tacks was at dinner with a guy we went to 266 00:12:24,880 --> 00:12:27,040 Speaker 1: do when the tack came out to like six hundred 267 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:30,319 Speaker 1: dollars and his card was declined to pay for it. Now, 268 00:12:31,480 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 1: he was a drap star, so he was like, don't 269 00:12:34,480 --> 00:12:36,199 Speaker 1: worry about it. When we get back to the block, 270 00:12:36,200 --> 00:12:39,240 Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you the money back that he gave 271 00:12:39,240 --> 00:12:41,480 Speaker 1: it thing, and he gave me the six hundred dollars 272 00:12:41,480 --> 00:12:49,080 Speaker 1: in tens, okay, sixty tens personally like if he gives 273 00:12:49,080 --> 00:12:50,920 Speaker 1: you the money back, and that's a different story, but 274 00:12:50,960 --> 00:12:53,760 Speaker 1: its motherfucker's literally. And then sometimes you know, like I 275 00:12:53,800 --> 00:12:55,800 Speaker 1: don't judge people if they card decline. The only reason 276 00:12:55,840 --> 00:12:57,920 Speaker 1: why I don't is because sometimes the banks to be 277 00:12:58,040 --> 00:12:59,959 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, like I'll be got them. 278 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:02,400 Speaker 1: I might be at the damn Louis Stor gonna make 279 00:13:02,400 --> 00:13:04,560 Speaker 1: a purchase for motherfucking two thousand and then this ship 280 00:13:04,600 --> 00:13:06,439 Speaker 1: it's like on car decline and then it's a text 281 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:09,280 Speaker 1: that's like, okay, are you approving the charges? Like that 282 00:13:09,400 --> 00:13:12,880 Speaker 1: you gotta update that's happened to you before. For sure 283 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:15,560 Speaker 1: you're trattling, yeah, if you're not at home. And then 284 00:13:15,559 --> 00:13:17,720 Speaker 1: they want to double checking the shure it's really you 285 00:13:17,920 --> 00:13:20,360 Speaker 1: using it. Yeah, I like you, I'm not I'm not 286 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:22,199 Speaker 1: gonna judge you that off that because that ship happened 287 00:13:22,200 --> 00:13:23,520 Speaker 1: to me all the time. Or but I'll be letting 288 00:13:23,559 --> 00:13:24,800 Speaker 1: them know like, oh, don't wait a minute, beach my 289 00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:26,800 Speaker 1: name to be back for a reasons, don't don't motherfucking 290 00:13:27,720 --> 00:13:30,400 Speaker 1: it still be slightly embarrassing when it happens even though 291 00:13:30,440 --> 00:13:34,319 Speaker 1: you know why, I gotta make a period when I 292 00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:36,360 Speaker 1: happened to me while I'm shopping and shriveling, and I'll 293 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:39,280 Speaker 1: be like, the money's stepping over you there. They they'll 294 00:13:39,280 --> 00:13:41,600 Speaker 1: be looking at you like that you broke, like you 295 00:13:41,840 --> 00:13:46,640 Speaker 1: You're like no, I'm gonna say right, oh my gosh, 296 00:13:46,640 --> 00:13:48,920 Speaker 1: like in there on the phone like can you come on? 297 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:51,640 Speaker 1: And they're sitting there with the operatis like, oh, go ahead, 298 00:13:51,720 --> 00:13:54,240 Speaker 1: take your time. And I gotta attitude when it comes 299 00:13:54,280 --> 00:13:56,680 Speaker 1: to those people. So I've been to curse the personnel 300 00:13:56,720 --> 00:14:00,400 Speaker 1: on the phone. Look even crazier I'm not, and it'd 301 00:14:00,400 --> 00:14:02,000 Speaker 1: be worse than that. You don't have no service, and 302 00:14:02,040 --> 00:14:12,480 Speaker 1: you gotta like what you're not one second? Have you 303 00:14:12,520 --> 00:14:16,160 Speaker 1: ever gotten a present from a scammer? A present from 304 00:14:16,160 --> 00:14:19,840 Speaker 1: a SCAMMERA yeah, scam good? You're like, hell yeah, you 305 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:21,920 Speaker 1: know like what we say we you know, we've been 306 00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:24,800 Speaker 1: of course, and beaches the data from scammers in their lifetime. Now, 307 00:14:24,880 --> 00:14:28,000 Speaker 1: Like I remember one time a guy gave me a 308 00:14:28,000 --> 00:14:29,440 Speaker 1: pair of errand she just gave it to me like 309 00:14:29,560 --> 00:14:32,920 Speaker 1: from his hand, and I'm like, where did this come from? 310 00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:37,720 Speaker 1: Ears definitely ain't gonna be wrapped up sometimes like it 311 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:40,320 Speaker 1: comes from the baby Mama and he cooked against back. 312 00:14:40,400 --> 00:14:42,480 Speaker 1: I know somebody that did that, and I hope it's 313 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:44,880 Speaker 1: from her because it was looking like he robbed somebody. 314 00:14:45,880 --> 00:14:48,600 Speaker 1: She's wearing the bracelet dell to this day, Like I've 315 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:50,520 Speaker 1: seen a picture and the bitch guy on the baby 316 00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:53,160 Speaker 1: Mama bracelet and I'm like, girl, if you only know 317 00:14:54,160 --> 00:14:59,120 Speaker 1: a playing you know what would you be mad if 318 00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:00,840 Speaker 1: it was a gift, it was a nice present, like 319 00:15:00,880 --> 00:15:02,600 Speaker 1: let's let's say somebody to give you a Rolex, but 320 00:15:02,600 --> 00:15:05,240 Speaker 1: you knew he took it back, but you still take it. 321 00:15:06,760 --> 00:15:09,600 Speaker 1: But took it back from where Like yeah, yeah, from 322 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:13,920 Speaker 1: another woman? Yeah No, I'm not doing that. Yeah, no, 323 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:16,400 Speaker 1: I'm not doing that because that's you thought about it. 324 00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:20,560 Speaker 1: That's not from the heart, like like it's not for me, 325 00:15:20,760 --> 00:15:23,120 Speaker 1: Like I'm not gonna I'm not wearing no beach hand 326 00:15:23,120 --> 00:15:25,880 Speaker 1: me down. You got me fucked up, like at least 327 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:30,760 Speaker 1: going and traded in and get me a one. Yeah, 328 00:15:30,880 --> 00:15:33,160 Speaker 1: what would what if it was one that you really 329 00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:35,920 Speaker 1: liked him wanted. Let's say it was two hundred fifty 330 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:38,920 Speaker 1: thousand dollars and he told you and he was honest. 331 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:44,840 Speaker 1: Two all to watch I would take it. I'm like, 332 00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:47,200 Speaker 1: i'might take that bitch and be like, let's go back 333 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:48,680 Speaker 1: in and trade that ship in for something else. Like 334 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:52,280 Speaker 1: I never they're donna give you like seventy five thousand 335 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:54,080 Speaker 1: for the trade, and they're not gonna get you know, 336 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:59,000 Speaker 1: in or updated or something like you know what? Okay 337 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:03,520 Speaker 1: to do something? Now, what if y'all broke up and 338 00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:06,040 Speaker 1: he asked for something that he gave you back, Like 339 00:16:06,120 --> 00:16:07,760 Speaker 1: let's just say he did give you something that was 340 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:10,560 Speaker 1: really expensive, and then y'all broke up and he's like, 341 00:16:10,800 --> 00:16:15,400 Speaker 1: all right, I'm gonna need that back. I don't know you. 342 00:16:17,720 --> 00:16:20,280 Speaker 1: I don't know you. You're not playing them games. What's 343 00:16:20,360 --> 00:16:23,720 Speaker 1: mine is mine. You can't just to me. I don't 344 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:25,880 Speaker 1: know you. My numbers changed, you can't reach me. You 345 00:16:25,960 --> 00:16:31,280 Speaker 1: gonna from a fake page. I've been pride for in 346 00:16:31,280 --> 00:16:33,360 Speaker 1: my life. And a guy will give you so many things, 347 00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:34,880 Speaker 1: and every time you break up, I'm like, I don't 348 00:16:34,880 --> 00:16:36,880 Speaker 1: need this ship, take it all back. And then I 349 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:39,280 Speaker 1: go back home and I'm like, damn, how did I 350 00:16:39,280 --> 00:16:46,160 Speaker 1: do that? I won't I'm not getting anything back. It 351 00:16:46,280 --> 00:16:49,760 Speaker 1: was yeah, No, that's a gift in this mine like, 352 00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:53,560 Speaker 1: and also, we've talked about this before. If I move 353 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:55,640 Speaker 1: on and get another boyfriend and I still want to 354 00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:58,680 Speaker 1: wear my whatever I was bought by the other guy, 355 00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:01,640 Speaker 1: I'm still gonna wear it, Like unless you buy something 356 00:17:01,920 --> 00:17:06,200 Speaker 1: better and replace it. It's mine. I'm wearing it. One 357 00:17:06,240 --> 00:17:09,040 Speaker 1: of my exes he didn't like me wearing anything, got 358 00:17:09,080 --> 00:17:11,520 Speaker 1: somebody else bought me, so I ended up selling everything 359 00:17:11,560 --> 00:17:13,960 Speaker 1: the other person bought me. And like I said, it's 360 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:19,080 Speaker 1: my X. Now, so what do you think about that? Ship? 361 00:17:20,119 --> 00:17:23,679 Speaker 1: You're gonna still wear something from the X? Hell no, 362 00:17:24,800 --> 00:17:27,760 Speaker 1: I'm not. I I can't do it. I ain't doing it. Wait, 363 00:17:27,840 --> 00:17:30,240 Speaker 1: so like if he brought you something and you you 364 00:17:30,280 --> 00:17:32,480 Speaker 1: would throw it out or something, what would you do? 365 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:35,119 Speaker 1: Buy me some Shingl shoes before? And I gave him 366 00:17:35,119 --> 00:17:38,320 Speaker 1: shipped away because it's a wrap. See now I'm not. 367 00:17:38,400 --> 00:17:41,800 Speaker 1: I'm like, it's I get him away. I was like, 368 00:17:41,800 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 1: here you go. I feel like she was ain't gonna 369 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:49,480 Speaker 1: remind me of somebody else. Though jewelry it's like cloth 370 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:51,679 Speaker 1: to pieces. Its just appearing on like what it is, 371 00:17:51,720 --> 00:17:55,400 Speaker 1: I guess. But if it's like if it's jewelry, if 372 00:17:55,400 --> 00:17:58,119 Speaker 1: it if it was something sentimental didn't. I don't know. 373 00:17:58,119 --> 00:18:00,840 Speaker 1: I don't think I would wear that. Would men different though, 374 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:04,159 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna wear that in the new relationship, but 375 00:18:04,440 --> 00:18:07,520 Speaker 1: close close to me, it's also like that she like 376 00:18:07,720 --> 00:18:09,760 Speaker 1: fucky she I get sow me to do them new 377 00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:14,320 Speaker 1: clothes there men every day like it's fucking like whatever. Like, now, 378 00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:16,639 Speaker 1: let's talk about their relationship. How did y'all decide to 379 00:18:16,640 --> 00:18:19,920 Speaker 1: make it official? Because we feel in love at first sight? 380 00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:24,800 Speaker 1: I'm just kidding, but but um, but me and me 381 00:18:24,880 --> 00:18:27,760 Speaker 1: and my boyfriend, me and Coca, we are literally we 382 00:18:27,760 --> 00:18:31,159 Speaker 1: were best friends. So you know, like we he had 383 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:33,920 Speaker 1: watched me like grow up from like a little girl 384 00:18:34,040 --> 00:18:35,560 Speaker 1: to like, you know what I'm saying, a grown woman 385 00:18:35,600 --> 00:18:37,800 Speaker 1: now you know what I'm saying. So I don't know 386 00:18:37,960 --> 00:18:41,600 Speaker 1: how much older is he than you. I can't even 387 00:18:41,640 --> 00:18:45,720 Speaker 1: I can't disclose that information. But he's really not He's 388 00:18:45,720 --> 00:18:49,520 Speaker 1: not no no, but but yeah, so you know what 389 00:18:49,560 --> 00:18:51,800 Speaker 1: I'm saying. It was just a moment in time where 390 00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:54,720 Speaker 1: like he was dating somebody, I was dating somebody, but 391 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:56,840 Speaker 1: then like you know what I'm saying, I broke up 392 00:18:56,880 --> 00:18:58,399 Speaker 1: with that person or we just kind of went our 393 00:18:58,440 --> 00:19:00,040 Speaker 1: sep of ways or whatever, and I just stopped, know 394 00:19:00,040 --> 00:19:02,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, dating that person, and then he stopped 395 00:19:02,960 --> 00:19:05,199 Speaker 1: or they was he was having issues or whatever the 396 00:19:05,200 --> 00:19:07,199 Speaker 1: case may be, or I don't know. It was just 397 00:19:07,240 --> 00:19:09,919 Speaker 1: some some ship going on, but we was always like 398 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:13,280 Speaker 1: he was always that dude that like I was telling 399 00:19:13,280 --> 00:19:15,680 Speaker 1: me about these niggas, like how to act with these 400 00:19:15,720 --> 00:19:17,320 Speaker 1: niggas and how to like you know what I'm saying, 401 00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:18,920 Speaker 1: move with these niggas and like you know what I'm saying, 402 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:21,199 Speaker 1: don't waste energy or you know what I'm saying, just 403 00:19:21,240 --> 00:19:23,240 Speaker 1: play ship cool and keep ship player. You know what 404 00:19:23,280 --> 00:19:25,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying. When I wanted to stays out because mind 405 00:19:25,840 --> 00:19:27,320 Speaker 1: I told you, like that was my best friends. So 406 00:19:27,359 --> 00:19:28,680 Speaker 1: that used to be the nigga I used to call 407 00:19:28,720 --> 00:19:31,440 Speaker 1: like girl like so and so, like how should I 408 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:35,200 Speaker 1: feel about so and so doing this? Like just calm down, 409 00:19:35,280 --> 00:19:37,439 Speaker 1: he like, just cheetor just keep that cool, keep that 410 00:19:37,440 --> 00:19:39,280 Speaker 1: ship playing, like you know what I'm saying, that doubt 411 00:19:39,920 --> 00:19:43,359 Speaker 1: and then like you know, after our situations with whoever 412 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:47,240 Speaker 1: we was dating or whatever, it was just a moment 413 00:19:47,480 --> 00:19:49,680 Speaker 1: where like I ha got mad at his ass one 414 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:52,200 Speaker 1: time because he said some crazy ship. So I was 415 00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:54,560 Speaker 1: being a crazy bitch. I'm not gonna lie. So I 416 00:19:54,640 --> 00:19:56,200 Speaker 1: was being a crazy bitch. We was in the car 417 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:58,080 Speaker 1: and he said some crazy ship to me or whatever 418 00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:05,479 Speaker 1: that means. He said some ship like this was minds me. 419 00:20:05,520 --> 00:20:08,280 Speaker 1: This is like I was gonna come up. So I 420 00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:10,720 Speaker 1: think we was talking about something about somebody being on 421 00:20:10,760 --> 00:20:14,720 Speaker 1: my song or something. And then he was like he 422 00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:16,760 Speaker 1: was just basically like he wasn't trying to come at me, 423 00:20:16,880 --> 00:20:19,480 Speaker 1: like no fucked up person. He was just trying to 424 00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:21,239 Speaker 1: be like on some friendship. He was like, I mean, 425 00:20:21,280 --> 00:20:23,719 Speaker 1: well right now, you gotta got him work your way up. 426 00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:25,200 Speaker 1: So because someone so why would they want to do 427 00:20:25,240 --> 00:20:28,480 Speaker 1: a song with you like that? But it was more 428 00:20:28,520 --> 00:20:30,800 Speaker 1: so like how he how it came out. It was 429 00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:33,520 Speaker 1: like wrong, how he how he said it was wrong? 430 00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:35,040 Speaker 1: So then I was being a crazy bitch and I 431 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:38,239 Speaker 1: was like, you know what call I'm like, put him 432 00:20:38,240 --> 00:20:40,320 Speaker 1: on the car over and so I got the funk 433 00:20:40,320 --> 00:20:42,000 Speaker 1: out in and I started running down the street and 434 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:44,760 Speaker 1: I'm on my phone like hey because someone so come 435 00:20:44,760 --> 00:20:46,680 Speaker 1: ping me up, like you know what I'm saying. So 436 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:48,879 Speaker 1: this niggata stopped in the middle of the damn street 437 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:52,560 Speaker 1: and he come down running to me, and he like, man, 438 00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:54,720 Speaker 1: just chill, just chill. He was like, I didn't mean 439 00:20:54,720 --> 00:20:55,959 Speaker 1: it like that, like you know what I'm saying. I'm 440 00:20:56,000 --> 00:20:57,879 Speaker 1: just like you, no, like I'm your friend. Like d 441 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:01,520 Speaker 1: he put his arm, he put my arms around like 442 00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:04,080 Speaker 1: you know when you over over the shoulder, when you 443 00:21:04,119 --> 00:21:05,720 Speaker 1: get a hug over the shoulder, so it's like you 444 00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:08,800 Speaker 1: y'all chest to chest, and he did that, and then 445 00:21:08,800 --> 00:21:10,479 Speaker 1: it was just like we just hugged and we were 446 00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:12,080 Speaker 1: just in the middle of the street hugging, and I 447 00:21:12,119 --> 00:21:14,200 Speaker 1: was just like it was like a fucking spark of 448 00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:17,119 Speaker 1: some ship on some cinderellaship. It was weird like and 449 00:21:17,119 --> 00:21:19,280 Speaker 1: we was like we just looked at each other like 450 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:21,560 Speaker 1: what the fuck? And it was just crazy. And then 451 00:21:21,640 --> 00:21:24,479 Speaker 1: after that, like he would be saying certain ship and 452 00:21:24,480 --> 00:21:26,439 Speaker 1: then he would like sweet certain ship. He would be like, man, 453 00:21:26,440 --> 00:21:28,960 Speaker 1: I'd have fell in love with this girl and all 454 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:31,000 Speaker 1: this other stuff. And I would ask him, I'll be like, well, 455 00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:33,520 Speaker 1: who you talking about that of the doc, but he 456 00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:35,480 Speaker 1: wouldn't necessarily tell me. And then later on he told 457 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:38,720 Speaker 1: me he was like, I was talking about you, okay. 458 00:21:40,080 --> 00:21:42,119 Speaker 1: So he was in a relationship during that time. But 459 00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:45,040 Speaker 1: trying to get out of it. No, so it's like 460 00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:47,560 Speaker 1: he was I don't know what the fucking situation was 461 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:49,320 Speaker 1: he was in. He was in a relationship, but it 462 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:50,920 Speaker 1: was more so like he was getting I guess he 463 00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:52,479 Speaker 1: was getting out of it because then maybe used to 464 00:21:52,480 --> 00:21:55,040 Speaker 1: just be like miserable. I guess, like I don't know 465 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:58,160 Speaker 1: what the fun I don't know, but he was like miserable. 466 00:21:58,200 --> 00:21:59,560 Speaker 1: And then I guess, like you know what I'm saying, 467 00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:01,960 Speaker 1: that he was trying to like go his separate ways 468 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:03,680 Speaker 1: and ship like that or thatver. So then it was 469 00:22:03,720 --> 00:22:05,680 Speaker 1: like afterwards, it was just like, Okay, me and him, 470 00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:07,840 Speaker 1: like you know, we just kind of like it was. 471 00:22:08,520 --> 00:22:10,199 Speaker 1: And when when I tell you, me and him, we 472 00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:12,919 Speaker 1: used to fucking hate each other. We used to we 473 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:15,560 Speaker 1: could not stand each other. So it was crazy because 474 00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:18,240 Speaker 1: like over years we had built a friendship and all 475 00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:20,280 Speaker 1: types of ships. So he knew like a lot of 476 00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:23,080 Speaker 1: my deep darkest secrets. I knew a lot of heads 477 00:22:23,119 --> 00:22:25,080 Speaker 1: and then it was just like out of nowhere. It's 478 00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 1: just like it just happened. And you know, like sometimes 479 00:22:27,560 --> 00:22:30,120 Speaker 1: you just can't help. You can't help with your soul 480 00:22:30,160 --> 00:22:35,119 Speaker 1: mate might be you know, you like him originally because 481 00:22:35,160 --> 00:22:37,439 Speaker 1: he used to be a motherfucking fun me like I 482 00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:40,199 Speaker 1: used to. I could not stand him like we used to. 483 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:44,240 Speaker 1: He used to be talking shit about me, like one time, Yes, 484 00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:46,400 Speaker 1: he used to be talking ship because like one time, 485 00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:48,440 Speaker 1: mind you, Like he met me when I was like 486 00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:56,119 Speaker 1: maybe a fresh like probably, so I was like, you 487 00:22:56,119 --> 00:22:57,639 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, we're younger and ship and so 488 00:22:57,760 --> 00:22:59,760 Speaker 1: like I remember he was like cool with a girl 489 00:22:59,760 --> 00:23:01,200 Speaker 1: that I cool with. It was on the phone and 490 00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:02,960 Speaker 1: stuff like that or whatever, and he didn't know I 491 00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:05,040 Speaker 1: was in the background, but he was talking. He was 492 00:23:05,080 --> 00:23:08,760 Speaker 1: talking on the phone to her about me the background. 493 00:23:08,880 --> 00:23:11,359 Speaker 1: He didn't even know, Like what what the kind of 494 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:14,920 Speaker 1: ship was he talking about? You sing saying like yeah, 495 00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:16,880 Speaker 1: like you just saying like man, she probably a whole 496 00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:25,160 Speaker 1: she probably doing that. Yeah, Like like he like you. Yeah, 497 00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:28,159 Speaker 1: he didn't want to be around you, say he was. 498 00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:30,560 Speaker 1: He was trying to get her away from you, said 499 00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:33,640 Speaker 1: that he could work with you getting Its funny though, 500 00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:36,080 Speaker 1: it's because we literally be going We were going back 501 00:23:36,119 --> 00:23:38,199 Speaker 1: and forth all the time. We'd be like probably, like bro, 502 00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:39,800 Speaker 1: you know that you like me back again? Like you 503 00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:42,600 Speaker 1: know you were He's like no, no, no, you know 504 00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:44,560 Speaker 1: that you like me, Like maybe I already know that 505 00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:45,720 Speaker 1: you like me, Like you know what I'm saying, you 506 00:23:45,760 --> 00:23:48,560 Speaker 1: have feelings. I'd be like, no, you was in love 507 00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:52,640 Speaker 1: with my aunts, like stop playing like whatever, Like we'd 508 00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:54,359 Speaker 1: be going back and forth. It'd be funny though, you know. 509 00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,879 Speaker 1: I feel like when you when you when your friends 510 00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:59,520 Speaker 1: first and then you get into a relationship, the relationship 511 00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:01,159 Speaker 1: is so much better because you don't have to go 512 00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:03,760 Speaker 1: through that stage or getting to know each other. Yeah, 513 00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:06,400 Speaker 1: you're already really honest with each other. You know each 514 00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:09,840 Speaker 1: other's family and friends. So it's just it's just works. 515 00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:12,680 Speaker 1: I I really love this story. I do. I do 516 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:15,680 Speaker 1: feel like you know, like but with that too, it's 517 00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:19,399 Speaker 1: like you know them on a friendship side, but you 518 00:24:19,480 --> 00:24:21,440 Speaker 1: know you also have to get to know them on 519 00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,920 Speaker 1: a relationship side. Now that y'all are like, you know 520 00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:27,200 Speaker 1: significant others and you guys are being sexual, like you 521 00:24:27,359 --> 00:24:32,560 Speaker 1: being emotional with that person, right, it's not awkward because 522 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:34,800 Speaker 1: of the simple fact that you know the person. It's 523 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:38,280 Speaker 1: just like, Okay, now I have to we have to 524 00:24:38,359 --> 00:24:40,920 Speaker 1: learn how to maneuver with each other in certain situations. 525 00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:43,399 Speaker 1: So now it's like okay, now I've known you for 526 00:24:43,520 --> 00:24:45,080 Speaker 1: all these years, and you know what I'm saying, you 527 00:24:45,119 --> 00:24:47,280 Speaker 1: are my nigga, Like we're homies, like you know what 528 00:24:47,320 --> 00:24:50,440 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Everything got them cool, but now you show 529 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:52,640 Speaker 1: me holding from side, Like I didn't cry in front 530 00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:54,639 Speaker 1: of him. He never you know before that, you know 531 00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:56,280 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, you know, I wasn't trying to 532 00:24:56,359 --> 00:24:58,320 Speaker 1: crying in front him or anything like that. But if 533 00:24:58,320 --> 00:25:01,360 Speaker 1: I'm emotional now, it's like, oh, like what the fucking 534 00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:04,080 Speaker 1: you know I'm telling him like I'm hard on myself sometimes, 535 00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:05,840 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Because this industry will drive 536 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,240 Speaker 1: you the fun crazy, so you know, sometimes I might 537 00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:11,240 Speaker 1: have been depressed and break down, or he'd be depressed 538 00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:12,880 Speaker 1: and break down about ship, you know what I'm saying. 539 00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:15,360 Speaker 1: But it's just like that's what it that's what it takes, 540 00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:17,399 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying. So we still like it. 541 00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:20,239 Speaker 1: But it's still for us. Although we've known each other 542 00:25:20,320 --> 00:25:22,680 Speaker 1: for so long, it still feels so new because we 543 00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:25,480 Speaker 1: keep it so like fresh, you know what I'm saying. 544 00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:28,040 Speaker 1: We're still discovering new things about each other. But if 545 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:30,240 Speaker 1: it's all love, like you know, but what was it 546 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:33,920 Speaker 1: like the first time y'all have sex. Oh, it was amazing. 547 00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:38,240 Speaker 1: I think with the first time we cast six, he 548 00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:39,920 Speaker 1: was talking to me why he was in. He was 549 00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:41,639 Speaker 1: like see, he was like, I'll see what is be 550 00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:43,359 Speaker 1: going crazy of your ass? He was like, cause, what 551 00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:46,160 Speaker 1: the funk? And then like the second time we had six, 552 00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:51,040 Speaker 1: like five times in a row, it was insane. Five 553 00:25:51,359 --> 00:25:56,320 Speaker 1: time it was insane. Yes, like that comes something that 554 00:25:56,359 --> 00:25:58,760 Speaker 1: I see what it is it comes from now? Yeah, 555 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:02,080 Speaker 1: Like it was ain't like five times like we was 556 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:03,640 Speaker 1: like going back to back. He was like, I don't 557 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:05,000 Speaker 1: know what the fund did she He was like, I 558 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,040 Speaker 1: never did no ship like this. I was like I 559 00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:09,240 Speaker 1: haven't either, Like what the funk? Like? It was just 560 00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:12,320 Speaker 1: crazy like and then I remember one time I didn't 561 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:14,119 Speaker 1: want him to go to the studio and he was like, 562 00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:17,000 Speaker 1: shut the funk up, and he came in and six 563 00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:20,639 Speaker 1: he will beat me over the counter and kitchen. He 564 00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:23,760 Speaker 1: left and went to the motherfucker's studio and I was like, oh, 565 00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:28,560 Speaker 1: fucking finance nigga, Like what I was gonna say that 566 00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:29,840 Speaker 1: to what you were saying that? When he said the 567 00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:32,560 Speaker 1: guys be going crazy? What do he mean by that? Like? 568 00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:34,920 Speaker 1: What did he know about how guys feel about you, 569 00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:37,600 Speaker 1: what guys be going crazy, because like you know what 570 00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:39,880 Speaker 1: I'm saying, he knew, like you know, on a frame level, 571 00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:42,000 Speaker 1: he knew, like you know what I'm saying, why niggas 572 00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:43,680 Speaker 1: would just be like or if I if I was 573 00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:45,560 Speaker 1: talking to a nigga or dating nigga at a certain 574 00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:48,080 Speaker 1: time or whatever, like he would be there like during 575 00:26:48,119 --> 00:26:50,280 Speaker 1: the experience of while I'm with these niggas, you know 576 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,400 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, So it would be like he would 577 00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:54,080 Speaker 1: win this ship himself, Like you know what I'm saying. 578 00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:57,200 Speaker 1: He didn't see niggas being my d ms, like losing it, 579 00:26:57,320 --> 00:27:00,320 Speaker 1: going crazy, like oh, you better fucking call me type 580 00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:02,560 Speaker 1: of ship like that or whatever. So he's like, I 581 00:27:02,920 --> 00:27:05,679 Speaker 1: I understand why I liked. You're trying to say, hell, 582 00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:14,080 Speaker 1: you got some good okay period. So let me ask 583 00:27:14,119 --> 00:27:17,640 Speaker 1: you a question. What made you say, all right, I'm 584 00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:21,159 Speaker 1: gonna do loving hip hop and bring my real boyfriend 585 00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:24,040 Speaker 1: who I really love on there. Because if you look 586 00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:26,560 Speaker 1: at the track record of how loving hip hop goes, 587 00:27:27,160 --> 00:27:30,000 Speaker 1: nine times out of ten, they're getting in between relationships 588 00:27:30,040 --> 00:27:32,480 Speaker 1: and they're breaking them down. People that have been together 589 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:36,600 Speaker 1: for years. You know, so what made you say, like, 590 00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:39,320 Speaker 1: all right, I know we're stronger than this. Let's just 591 00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:44,840 Speaker 1: going this together because like it's more so well, first 592 00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:47,000 Speaker 1: of all that I think they really came to us 593 00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:50,520 Speaker 1: more so like for us because we're in a relationship. 594 00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:53,520 Speaker 1: So I mean ship, I don't know, like you know 595 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:54,560 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. At the end of the day, I 596 00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:58,280 Speaker 1: would say this like reality TV is reality TV. It's 597 00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:01,119 Speaker 1: it's reality to a certain extent in and at the 598 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:04,360 Speaker 1: end of the day, we saw themn cool like outside 599 00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:07,320 Speaker 1: of that being like my man, like that's my niggle, 600 00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:09,399 Speaker 1: you feel me, So it's like that's my homeboy, Like 601 00:28:09,560 --> 00:28:12,840 Speaker 1: that's my homies. So it's like we saw down tight. 602 00:28:13,040 --> 00:28:15,119 Speaker 1: It's like, can't nobody break this ship? In mind? You Like, 603 00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:17,359 Speaker 1: we've been in the music industry together. We have gotten 604 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:20,399 Speaker 1: on the Billboard charts together, We've had hit records on 605 00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:22,879 Speaker 1: the radio charts together, We've been signed to the same label, 606 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:25,840 Speaker 1: all types of ships. So it's like during all that time, 607 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,239 Speaker 1: a lot of people were trying to like separate us 608 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:29,880 Speaker 1: and do this, like you know what I'm saying, break 609 00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:32,320 Speaker 1: us apart. But it's like literally we overcoming and it's 610 00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:36,600 Speaker 1: like you have to see the bigger picture when we together, 611 00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:41,000 Speaker 1: because when we're together, it's some motherfucking fighting. Like we 612 00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:43,240 Speaker 1: got a whole fan base. He got his own fan base, 613 00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:44,640 Speaker 1: I got my own fan base, and then we have 614 00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:47,600 Speaker 1: our own fan base together. Like it's a lot of 615 00:28:47,640 --> 00:28:50,200 Speaker 1: big ship that happens with us together. So it's like 616 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:53,520 Speaker 1: why not, Like and then y'all can defeating hip hop 617 00:28:54,520 --> 00:29:01,920 Speaker 1: anything never and nothing like we we were not because 618 00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:03,560 Speaker 1: the thing about it is like you on top of that, 619 00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:05,080 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying and shout out to 620 00:29:05,120 --> 00:29:07,400 Speaker 1: a love of hip hop, but you know, like with 621 00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:11,160 Speaker 1: that being said, but still it's like our life ain't 622 00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:13,920 Speaker 1: out outside of that. Our life is so fucking lit, 623 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:16,680 Speaker 1: Like we're not We're not know fun up people, we 624 00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:20,040 Speaker 1: not know ill hearted people. We're good. We we're cool 625 00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:22,920 Speaker 1: at fucked, We're genuine as fun, like we a vibe 626 00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:25,239 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, Like, everybody, come over 627 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:28,040 Speaker 1: our house. We gotta be be chilling, were drinking, we're laughing, 628 00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:29,920 Speaker 1: we're talking about you know what I'm saying, nixt moves 629 00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:32,360 Speaker 1: and making bigger moves and ship. So it's like when 630 00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:35,400 Speaker 1: you get over here to this show, Oh, it's showing that, 631 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:37,560 Speaker 1: oh they're trying to pull the drama out. But really, 632 00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:40,120 Speaker 1: the reason why we don't really have drama with each 633 00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:42,720 Speaker 1: other because we don't really have that in real life, 634 00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:45,160 Speaker 1: like you know, of course we have our issues or whatever, 635 00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,440 Speaker 1: like we have issues, but our issues will be about 636 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:50,440 Speaker 1: business relationship and we cantol argument would be would be 637 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:53,360 Speaker 1: about business like or because he might have been being 638 00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:55,480 Speaker 1: too hard on me. But the but the the good 639 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:57,800 Speaker 1: thing about it is because he being hard on me 640 00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:59,920 Speaker 1: because he believed in me, so he pushes me to 641 00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:02,640 Speaker 1: be a better a better meat. Even if he just 642 00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:04,560 Speaker 1: said some ship that comes out of his mouth that 643 00:30:04,640 --> 00:30:07,320 Speaker 1: comes off wrong, But it's like that's our issues. Our 644 00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:10,960 Speaker 1: issues ain't never about who cheating on who? Or who 645 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:13,720 Speaker 1: who who hiding this from who? And all this other 646 00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:15,600 Speaker 1: ship or whatever. Like our issues ain't dead. And you 647 00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:16,840 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying that, And that's why we were 648 00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:18,560 Speaker 1: like we're thankful and blessed for that because you know 649 00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:20,080 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, that's a lot of people that go 650 00:30:20,280 --> 00:30:23,400 Speaker 1: through that ship. But do he look at me like 651 00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:26,080 Speaker 1: he basically says all the time, like, man, you're my 652 00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:29,000 Speaker 1: best friend outside of this ship, and I don't witness niggas. 653 00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:31,400 Speaker 1: Do you wrong, I didn't witness niggas. Try to play 654 00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,480 Speaker 1: you talk about you and all this other ship or whatever. 655 00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:36,200 Speaker 1: Use a bad bitch. You know what I'm saying. You 656 00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:38,520 Speaker 1: got ship going on for yourself. You know what I'm saying. 657 00:30:38,560 --> 00:30:40,840 Speaker 1: Even before you had ship going on, you was always just, 658 00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:43,360 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, a good hearted person. You're 659 00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:45,800 Speaker 1: a sweet girl. So ain't no way in the world 660 00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:48,320 Speaker 1: that I could go out there and disrespect you with 661 00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:50,040 Speaker 1: all of this You you you got all of this 662 00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:52,000 Speaker 1: ship and then then I'm supposed to be your homeboy, 663 00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:54,640 Speaker 1: so like that will make me feel bad. That'll make 664 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:56,880 Speaker 1: me motherfucking depressed if I go out there and the bear. Shoot, 665 00:30:57,320 --> 00:30:59,600 Speaker 1: that's why everybody be like, Oh, he's your biggest fan, 666 00:30:59,680 --> 00:31:02,920 Speaker 1: because that's my nigga. Like he supported me through every 667 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:06,800 Speaker 1: funding period. Now, what about the clubs girlfriends you had 668 00:31:06,880 --> 00:31:10,040 Speaker 1: around you before you and him got together. Did they 669 00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,560 Speaker 1: started to feel a little bit about the fact that 670 00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:15,520 Speaker 1: they were basically replaced by him because he's your best 671 00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,160 Speaker 1: friend and your nigga, so you're gonna see them more 672 00:31:18,280 --> 00:31:21,520 Speaker 1: time with him, obviously, So did anybody feel any kind 673 00:31:21,520 --> 00:31:23,680 Speaker 1: of way about that, Oh, they just felt some type 674 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,360 Speaker 1: of way, because let me tell you something, like they 675 00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:27,920 Speaker 1: just felt some type of way. And on top of that, 676 00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:31,600 Speaker 1: it just it just feel like him, I ain't gonna 677 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:33,520 Speaker 1: lie like he probably don't suck some of them most 678 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:35,640 Speaker 1: like like you know what I'm back in the day, 679 00:31:35,760 --> 00:31:39,440 Speaker 1: like what I mess mind you like, but while we're friends. 680 00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:40,880 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, you don't probably suck some 681 00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:42,400 Speaker 1: of them bitches and all type of ship or whatever. 682 00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:45,240 Speaker 1: But you know, like the thing about it, I always 683 00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:47,400 Speaker 1: say like we me and him being together wasn't trying 684 00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:50,560 Speaker 1: to be on a facetious ship. We literally came together. 685 00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:52,960 Speaker 1: It was random. It was I don't know, it's god like, 686 00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:54,640 Speaker 1: I don't know, like you know what I'm saying. It 687 00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,719 Speaker 1: wasn't like, oh, yeah, we've been goddamn fun with each other, 688 00:31:56,760 --> 00:31:58,320 Speaker 1: so we can get back and so and so and so. 689 00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:02,240 Speaker 1: It's no. It was literally like a this authentic type 690 00:32:02,280 --> 00:32:04,720 Speaker 1: of feeling like it was just sucking. I don't know, 691 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:08,840 Speaker 1: it just happened. So but it just did start. You know, 692 00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:11,320 Speaker 1: I can tell what this this was asking a different 693 00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:14,160 Speaker 1: type of way or be this was being sneaky trying 694 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:15,800 Speaker 1: to figure out if we was talking to each other 695 00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:18,560 Speaker 1: or whatever the case may be, and they was trying 696 00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:20,800 Speaker 1: to get his attention while they felt like, oh well, 697 00:32:20,840 --> 00:32:23,080 Speaker 1: they might have an idea of Okay, they dat even 698 00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:26,640 Speaker 1: ship like that, and they were your friends some of 699 00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:30,200 Speaker 1: these people. Some yeah, but guess what, I don't talk 700 00:32:30,280 --> 00:32:33,440 Speaker 1: to none of them. But just knowing they wasn't really 701 00:32:33,480 --> 00:32:35,680 Speaker 1: your friends. There wasn't really my friends, you know what 702 00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:37,560 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like a lot of people, it's crazy because 703 00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:40,000 Speaker 1: it's like how I look at myself. I'm such a 704 00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:42,080 Speaker 1: I'm just I'm just a down there as bitch. Like 705 00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:43,480 Speaker 1: you know, if I funk with you, I funk with you. 706 00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:45,280 Speaker 1: I don't get sun right or wrong. I'm gonna be 707 00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:47,719 Speaker 1: on your mother sucking side. Now. I'm not gonna ever 708 00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:50,719 Speaker 1: embarrass you publicly, but if you're my friend, I am 709 00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:52,960 Speaker 1: that friend that's gonna be blunt what you would tell you, Like, 710 00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:55,120 Speaker 1: I'm gonna put you to the side behind closed doors 711 00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:56,480 Speaker 1: and let you know what you can do to maybe 712 00:32:56,480 --> 00:32:58,920 Speaker 1: fix your situations or whatever case maybe where you were wrong. 713 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:01,320 Speaker 1: But to the public, I don't give a funk Like 714 00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,560 Speaker 1: I'm riding with you. You know what I'm saying, I'm 715 00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:05,520 Speaker 1: riding with you because that's that's just what it is, 716 00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:07,840 Speaker 1: like you my big So I'm sucking with shoot, but 717 00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:10,040 Speaker 1: I don't know, like you know what I'm saying, a 718 00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:12,560 Speaker 1: lot of bitches just started getting like besides himself, a 719 00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:15,480 Speaker 1: lot of bitch wasn't even supporting me, and I supported 720 00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:17,720 Speaker 1: it is all day, yea, every the motherfucking day. So 721 00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:19,040 Speaker 1: it was like, you know what I'm saying, it didn't 722 00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,080 Speaker 1: hurt my feelings because it was like, at one point 723 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:22,880 Speaker 1: the time, it hurt my feelings. Now we don't because 724 00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:24,480 Speaker 1: I ain't talk to bitches in like years or so, 725 00:33:25,080 --> 00:33:27,880 Speaker 1: but yeah, them, but it's like, you know what I'm saying, 726 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:29,760 Speaker 1: they didn't hurt my feelings because it would be like, damn, 727 00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:33,200 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, I supported all these girls 728 00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:35,600 Speaker 1: or these people or even niggas, like I'm saying, I 729 00:33:35,640 --> 00:33:39,360 Speaker 1: supported people genuinely. I was always supporting people, being nice 730 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:41,560 Speaker 1: to people, being honest for people, you know what I'm saying, 731 00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:43,400 Speaker 1: giving it the benefit of the doubt. And now I 732 00:33:43,560 --> 00:33:45,800 Speaker 1: was just like, Okay, you know what I'm saying. When 733 00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:47,680 Speaker 1: it was my time to shine or you know what 734 00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:50,920 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm coming up bitches. Wasn't supportive or beaches 735 00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:53,880 Speaker 1: was trying to count my pockets. It just was being 736 00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:56,520 Speaker 1: on something, hating ship behind closed doors, not understanding like 737 00:33:57,120 --> 00:33:58,920 Speaker 1: that ship was gonna come back to me. You know 738 00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:01,840 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You can talk about me to my folks, 739 00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:03,920 Speaker 1: because guess what, my folk's gonna come back and tell me. 740 00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:06,640 Speaker 1: And you had a long path to get here too. 741 00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:09,200 Speaker 1: I read about how he was homeless living in your love. 742 00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:13,080 Speaker 1: Yeah I did. I was. And that's another reason why 743 00:34:13,400 --> 00:34:17,080 Speaker 1: me and Coca we sold like this because during that time, 744 00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:20,120 Speaker 1: I was, first of all, I was living with a roommate, 745 00:34:20,680 --> 00:34:23,560 Speaker 1: and and me and the roommate sister got into a 746 00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:25,799 Speaker 1: weeks so I was like, be fuck you, I'm gonna 747 00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:27,680 Speaker 1: motherfucking go. I don't know what then I'm gonna go do, 748 00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:29,799 Speaker 1: but I'm gonna go, motherfucker. I gotta move, I gotta leave. 749 00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:31,800 Speaker 1: But going back to my mama house was not a 750 00:34:31,880 --> 00:34:41,680 Speaker 1: option because my mama virgo and yes, thank you, thank you, 751 00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,200 Speaker 1: thank you, And my mama birthday was just what yesterday, 752 00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:56,680 Speaker 1: My mom's birthday was yesterday too, my birthday, hear you, 753 00:34:57,320 --> 00:35:02,160 Speaker 1: But too, Virgo's in the house together. It's women at 754 00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:05,320 Speaker 1: that when something go wrong, you go wrong, like it 755 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:08,080 Speaker 1: go wrong, so you know what I'm saying. And plus 756 00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:09,960 Speaker 1: on top of that, like my mama had eight kids. 757 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:12,120 Speaker 1: This is eight of us, five girls, three boys. I 758 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:14,279 Speaker 1: didn't want to be another burden, Like girl, you didn't 759 00:35:14,320 --> 00:35:15,640 Speaker 1: raise me, you didn't get what you had to do 760 00:35:15,719 --> 00:35:16,759 Speaker 1: with me. You know what I'm saying, Let me go 761 00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:18,200 Speaker 1: try to figure this shot out on my own. Like 762 00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:20,080 Speaker 1: I had to tell the other day, well one time 763 00:35:20,120 --> 00:35:21,440 Speaker 1: because she had caught me because she had seen a 764 00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:23,759 Speaker 1: lovely hip hop ship or whatever. And you know what 765 00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:26,040 Speaker 1: I'm saying, she read about or people like, oh, well, 766 00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:29,400 Speaker 1: why you why she was homeless? Why she and she 767 00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:31,359 Speaker 1: was like why are you seeing that? Never I had 768 00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:33,120 Speaker 1: to tell I was like mom, I said, at the 769 00:35:33,200 --> 00:35:35,200 Speaker 1: end of the day, I had to go through that, 770 00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:38,400 Speaker 1: Like I wasn't gonna go back to your house or 771 00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:40,120 Speaker 1: whatever case may because I had to go through that 772 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:42,480 Speaker 1: because you bet eight of us, Like it's your time 773 00:35:42,560 --> 00:35:44,400 Speaker 1: to relax now, Like I'm not trying to be another 774 00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:46,640 Speaker 1: burden on your on you like I already got my 775 00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:49,000 Speaker 1: own ship going on. It wouldn't be thirty you you 776 00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:50,640 Speaker 1: only you. You know what I'm saying you're getting older, 777 00:35:50,719 --> 00:35:52,200 Speaker 1: like it wouldn't be fair to you to put my 778 00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:54,040 Speaker 1: bullshit on top of the ship that you already got 779 00:35:54,080 --> 00:36:01,000 Speaker 1: going on. Sound period, So that help but but it 780 00:36:01,239 --> 00:36:03,000 Speaker 1: but it helped me in the long run. And so 781 00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:06,319 Speaker 1: like back to like with the whole homeless ship like yea, 782 00:36:06,440 --> 00:36:08,960 Speaker 1: Like I had quit a job. I was working at 783 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:11,239 Speaker 1: fucking Top Golf. I don't know if you've ever been there. Yes, 784 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:20,480 Speaker 1: I hate that place. I suck. I was. I know 785 00:36:20,640 --> 00:36:23,280 Speaker 1: you said a lot of people creeping that drink strong 786 00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:25,919 Speaker 1: enough for me to be able to golf. Oh yeah, 787 00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:27,440 Speaker 1: I mean we'll just being on who the barks in 788 00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:30,040 Speaker 1: it because you know, when us working there, we used 789 00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:32,160 Speaker 1: to you know what I'm saying from this all the way, Yeah, 790 00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:38,120 Speaker 1: you for me an extra I know that experien But 791 00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:39,960 Speaker 1: I mean I used to work get Top golfing in 792 00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:41,920 Speaker 1: like I was like I thought I was gonna be 793 00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:44,800 Speaker 1: motherfucking corporate top Golf in that beach like you know, 794 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,759 Speaker 1: but you know, I always imagine myself being like a 795 00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:49,440 Speaker 1: star as well too. But you know, it was like 796 00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:50,759 Speaker 1: it was it had to be a come up. But 797 00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:53,160 Speaker 1: I ended up quitting that and I didn't know what 798 00:36:53,239 --> 00:36:55,839 Speaker 1: the funk I was gonna do. But during that time 799 00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:58,280 Speaker 1: when I was homeless, like I had, I was driving 800 00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:01,000 Speaker 1: my Hondai, I had a Hondaid and living out of 801 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:04,400 Speaker 1: my fucking trunk. I remember one of my god brothers, 802 00:37:04,600 --> 00:37:06,360 Speaker 1: he was in jail at the time or whatever, so 803 00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:08,160 Speaker 1: he would let me stay in his place while he 804 00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:11,000 Speaker 1: was gone. But his girlfriend was staring there at the time, 805 00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:12,879 Speaker 1: and then I was like it was just too much 806 00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:14,440 Speaker 1: going on. So I was kind of like living out 807 00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:16,920 Speaker 1: of my car. And then you know, Coca. He was 808 00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:19,239 Speaker 1: always the person that I could just talk to and 809 00:37:19,360 --> 00:37:20,959 Speaker 1: tell him like, you know what I'm saying, I ain't 810 00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,880 Speaker 1: happy right now, but he would be like, you know what, 811 00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:25,560 Speaker 1: I'm gonna get your hotel. He wouldn't go to sleep 812 00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:27,680 Speaker 1: until he found me a hotel to go stay here. 813 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:32,000 Speaker 1: Mind you, while he was doing that too, like you 814 00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:33,799 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, he was in a relationship at 815 00:37:33,800 --> 00:37:36,080 Speaker 1: the time. But you know what I'm saying, we show 816 00:37:36,120 --> 00:37:38,319 Speaker 1: to them cool, like we're on the phone all the time, 817 00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:41,400 Speaker 1: like everything, every morning, every night. Like he like, you 818 00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:43,200 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, You're good, You're good. Let me 819 00:37:43,280 --> 00:37:44,680 Speaker 1: make sure that you know what I'm saying I'm gonna 820 00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:46,200 Speaker 1: try to get this hotel for you, this is for 821 00:37:46,360 --> 00:37:50,040 Speaker 1: this night, and that the doc he cared about. He did. 822 00:37:50,160 --> 00:37:52,359 Speaker 1: He really does, he really does. And he would try 823 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,719 Speaker 1: to make me like make the situation sound better. He'd 824 00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:56,840 Speaker 1: be like, man, you live like you're in a hotel. 825 00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:58,520 Speaker 1: You're in a nice hotel. You know what I'm saying that. 826 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:00,680 Speaker 1: And I'm like, nigga, please, I don't want to be living. 827 00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:03,960 Speaker 1: That's not late. I'm like. He was like, man, don't 828 00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:05,239 Speaker 1: worry about it. He was like, man, like, you know 829 00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:06,920 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. There's people I hear this on the streets. 830 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:08,600 Speaker 1: He was like, man, I'm gona make sure that you 831 00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:10,520 Speaker 1: got a roof over your head every night, you know. 832 00:38:10,640 --> 00:38:11,880 Speaker 1: And mind you, I didn't have to come out of 833 00:38:11,920 --> 00:38:14,279 Speaker 1: pocket for none of this stuff. But it was just 834 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:17,840 Speaker 1: one day. My first time ever going to Ikea was 835 00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:23,480 Speaker 1: with him, literally, and he was like yes, and he 836 00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:25,080 Speaker 1: was like and that was the first time, so I've 837 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:27,200 Speaker 1: never been there, so you know, like when you're going Ikea, 838 00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:30,440 Speaker 1: it got wrooms set up that ship. I'm like, oh, 839 00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:33,399 Speaker 1: ship ship, it's fun. He was like yeah. He was like, man, 840 00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:35,120 Speaker 1: all people gotta do is just come in here and 841 00:38:35,200 --> 00:38:36,520 Speaker 1: look and just search. You know what I'm saying. It 842 00:38:36,560 --> 00:38:38,239 Speaker 1: was like people don't take the time out to just look. 843 00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:40,160 Speaker 1: He's like, this ship don't even be that much. You 844 00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:41,839 Speaker 1: can get this two hunting and get this for three 845 00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:43,279 Speaker 1: hunty next and you know you got a little something 846 00:38:43,280 --> 00:38:45,640 Speaker 1: to put together, like you know. And I was like, 847 00:38:45,760 --> 00:38:47,640 Speaker 1: you know what, You're right, I gotta get my spot. 848 00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:50,400 Speaker 1: I was like, I don't feel comfortable standing no damn hotels. 849 00:38:50,719 --> 00:38:53,120 Speaker 1: I'm hiding this ship from people because I didn't want 850 00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:55,040 Speaker 1: people to see me in the dam hotel, you know 851 00:38:55,080 --> 00:38:56,799 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Like i'd have had that I didn't 852 00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:58,640 Speaker 1: been through some ship out and out of had to 853 00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:02,200 Speaker 1: you know then that had scammer pieces on old tales 854 00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:04,359 Speaker 1: and all type of ship. We had the goddamn wake 855 00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:06,040 Speaker 1: up the next morning to hurry up and pack up 856 00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:07,560 Speaker 1: and get the funk out of the old Tail because 857 00:39:07,600 --> 00:39:10,040 Speaker 1: security is gonna come at the doll like all types 858 00:39:10,040 --> 00:39:11,800 Speaker 1: of ship. Like you know what I'm saying. It just 859 00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:15,000 Speaker 1: was crazy ship. And I was like, literally the next day, 860 00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:16,680 Speaker 1: I think it was like a day or two after 861 00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:20,719 Speaker 1: that from the Ikea trip, I woke up and I 862 00:39:20,840 --> 00:39:22,719 Speaker 1: was like I'm gonna just try it, because he kept 863 00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:24,400 Speaker 1: on saying like, man, just try to get an apartment 864 00:39:24,440 --> 00:39:26,439 Speaker 1: in your name, like you never know until you try. 865 00:39:27,120 --> 00:39:30,080 Speaker 1: I went. I literally looked at three apartments that day. 866 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:34,400 Speaker 1: The third apartment was the apartment that I looked at 867 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,720 Speaker 1: it and they had it available, and they was like, okay, 868 00:39:36,760 --> 00:39:38,480 Speaker 1: well we had this available, and I was like, I 869 00:39:38,560 --> 00:39:41,640 Speaker 1: want to apply right now. I applied and it was 870 00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:44,439 Speaker 1: about to close. They was like, okay, so you gotta proved. 871 00:39:44,480 --> 00:39:46,719 Speaker 1: But they was like you'll have to. You know, at 872 00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:50,360 Speaker 1: the time, my credit wasn't right. Yeah, you have to 873 00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:54,600 Speaker 1: put some money down. I used to have messed up, 874 00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:58,360 Speaker 1: but I'm together now period okay. And I was like, 875 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:01,200 Speaker 1: I was like so and but and by that time too, 876 00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:03,279 Speaker 1: like during this time, I had already released like two 877 00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:05,080 Speaker 1: records or whatever, but I didn't know, you know what 878 00:40:05,080 --> 00:40:07,399 Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm just releasing some she just just doing 879 00:40:07,680 --> 00:40:09,840 Speaker 1: not even really knowing. And at the time I ministry 880 00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:11,600 Speaker 1: called me, he like, man, do you know that in 881 00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:14,360 Speaker 1: your in this account you got like four thousand dollars 882 00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:18,800 Speaker 1: I just stacked up and I was like what So 883 00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I'm gonna go get my motherfucking apartment. 884 00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:23,080 Speaker 1: So the people at the in the least and office 885 00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:24,800 Speaker 1: say like all right. I was like listen, there was 886 00:40:24,840 --> 00:40:26,480 Speaker 1: like we've been a close. I was like listen. I 887 00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:28,439 Speaker 1: was like, please stay right here. I said, I'm gonna 888 00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:30,799 Speaker 1: go right there to the croker get it their money order, 889 00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:32,400 Speaker 1: and I'm gonna come give you all this money right 890 00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:35,200 Speaker 1: the funk now, I said, because I'm trying to be responsible, 891 00:40:35,239 --> 00:40:36,520 Speaker 1: I don't know what the funk. I don't know what 892 00:40:36,760 --> 00:40:39,840 Speaker 1: type of monthy I might have tomorrow, So let me 893 00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:42,359 Speaker 1: go to the Kroger and go do this and get 894 00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:43,839 Speaker 1: you the money order. He was like all right, I'm 895 00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:47,080 Speaker 1: gonna wait. He waited. I came back out the money order. 896 00:40:47,120 --> 00:40:48,640 Speaker 1: He was like okay. He was like tomorrow morning, you 897 00:40:48,680 --> 00:40:50,160 Speaker 1: can just come over and pick up your keys or 898 00:40:50,200 --> 00:40:53,080 Speaker 1: key five that the dogue in and I remember like 899 00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:56,240 Speaker 1: walking into the apartment and I was like I literally 900 00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:58,520 Speaker 1: broke down in tears because I was like what the fuck, 901 00:40:58,640 --> 00:41:01,960 Speaker 1: Like I had been through so much, Like it was 902 00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:03,840 Speaker 1: just so much, and I was like, damn, this is 903 00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:06,919 Speaker 1: my ship. And then like it's crazy because I only 904 00:41:06,960 --> 00:41:09,239 Speaker 1: stayed in that damn apartment for three months before Coca 905 00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:11,560 Speaker 1: was like, uh, he got his new spot and he 906 00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,880 Speaker 1: was like, no, You're gonna stay with me. He was like, one, nigga, 907 00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:15,600 Speaker 1: why do you already saying that three months ago? I 908 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:19,960 Speaker 1: couldn't say like, I'm like with like, no, I'm like, 909 00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:22,480 Speaker 1: it's gonna stay with me, Like you ain't going back home, 910 00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:24,359 Speaker 1: so mind you. I'm over here paying a whole another 911 00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:27,320 Speaker 1: rent and he paying he paid. I'm over here with 912 00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,200 Speaker 1: him and I'm like, okay, I just got a whole 913 00:41:29,280 --> 00:41:34,279 Speaker 1: vacant as house and it was fully furnishing everything. Damn. Now, 914 00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:36,239 Speaker 1: let me ask you this about your deal right because 915 00:41:36,239 --> 00:41:38,360 Speaker 1: you're signed to hit Car. That's l A Read's label, 916 00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:43,080 Speaker 1: which is the firm. Oh you're not okay, So why 917 00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:45,439 Speaker 1: do I think you signed? Eric? And everything I see? 918 00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:48,560 Speaker 1: It's like she because that was that was the beginning 919 00:41:48,560 --> 00:41:50,239 Speaker 1: of stages. You know what I'm saying. I was I 920 00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:55,719 Speaker 1: was signed. Okay. Yeah, now I'm independent. I've been independent 921 00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:58,680 Speaker 1: for about a year and a half. Now you like 922 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,960 Speaker 1: that life better? I'm not gonna lie like it's like 923 00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:04,640 Speaker 1: you know, I feel like certain labels are for certain people. 924 00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:06,879 Speaker 1: Um I do feel like you know what I'm saying. 925 00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:09,360 Speaker 1: I will say, like l A read he gave me 926 00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:11,840 Speaker 1: the opportunity, Like that's a that's a big that's one 927 00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:14,520 Speaker 1: of the biggest music exists in the world to every exist. 928 00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:16,600 Speaker 1: Because you know what I'm saying, he's he's you know, 929 00:42:16,760 --> 00:42:19,320 Speaker 1: he's he's He's responsible for a lot of the stars 930 00:42:19,360 --> 00:42:21,799 Speaker 1: that we see today. So you know what I'm saying, 931 00:42:21,880 --> 00:42:23,440 Speaker 1: Like to have him believe in me and give me 932 00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:25,600 Speaker 1: a chance, it was just, you know what I'm saying, amazing, 933 00:42:26,160 --> 00:42:28,080 Speaker 1: But you know what I'm saying, Um, you know how 934 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:30,080 Speaker 1: the music industry goes, sometimes you have to go step 935 00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:32,840 Speaker 1: of ways and just go discover different things. So I 936 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:35,160 Speaker 1: feel like right now with this independent ship that I've 937 00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:38,040 Speaker 1: been on, like it's crazy. I've been doing ship. I've 938 00:42:38,080 --> 00:42:41,520 Speaker 1: been doing way more ship independently. It's it's insane. Like 939 00:42:41,640 --> 00:42:43,360 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I'm on TV, I'm on 940 00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:47,480 Speaker 1: Love and Hip Hop, no no management, no label, I'm 941 00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:51,360 Speaker 1: on Revenge Prank on fucking Vhan n MTV, no management, 942 00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:53,680 Speaker 1: no label. Now I'm on the number one series in 943 00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:56,759 Speaker 1: the fucking world, like you no no label, Like you 944 00:42:56,800 --> 00:42:58,600 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So I's like, and you know, 945 00:42:58,680 --> 00:43:00,960 Speaker 1: I just put out a project it that charted on 946 00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:04,560 Speaker 1: the Apple charts and stuff like my monthly listeners going up, 947 00:43:04,640 --> 00:43:07,640 Speaker 1: like I'm getting so much like great feedback. So it's 948 00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:09,560 Speaker 1: just it's it's amazing to see what I can do 949 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:12,759 Speaker 1: like independently, like and I'm still putting numbers up on 950 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:15,239 Speaker 1: the board. So it just and that's why I said 951 00:43:15,239 --> 00:43:18,239 Speaker 1: that in Queen Kong, I'm like doing better than these buses. 952 00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:20,719 Speaker 1: And I ain't even gotta deal like because that's fact, 953 00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:23,040 Speaker 1: Like it's it's people that's end deals or that might 954 00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:25,279 Speaker 1: be the funked up deals that they don't even get 955 00:43:25,400 --> 00:43:28,160 Speaker 1: like certain type of looks or experiences or you know 956 00:43:28,160 --> 00:43:29,759 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Things that can just comes in. And 957 00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:32,879 Speaker 1: but with for me, I just feel like it's it's God, 958 00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:35,279 Speaker 1: Like God got me. He got me so so tight, 959 00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:37,279 Speaker 1: like he got his hands wrapped around my career because 960 00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:40,440 Speaker 1: it's like I went through some ship. I went through 961 00:43:40,480 --> 00:43:41,719 Speaker 1: some ship. I went through a lot of ships like 962 00:43:41,719 --> 00:43:43,480 Speaker 1: I hit the I went through a the pressure state 963 00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:45,680 Speaker 1: when I was signed, like because there was just a 964 00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:48,799 Speaker 1: lot like mind you, I had Roy Good was going 965 00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:51,280 Speaker 1: fucking crazy on the radio. I had really three records 966 00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:54,319 Speaker 1: on the radio going crazy yeah, Yeah, I had three 967 00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:57,080 Speaker 1: records on the radio going fucking crazy during that time. 968 00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:00,399 Speaker 1: I was depressed as funk. What were you you? Why? 969 00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:02,680 Speaker 1: Why were you to pass? Because it was just like 970 00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:04,439 Speaker 1: I don't know, like we was on a radio tour. 971 00:44:04,640 --> 00:44:06,040 Speaker 1: It was just a lot like me and Coca. That's 972 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,840 Speaker 1: another reason why we just so tight again, because we 973 00:44:07,920 --> 00:44:10,719 Speaker 1: go through a lot of situations um around. We go 974 00:44:10,800 --> 00:44:13,000 Speaker 1: through a lot of situations together, like whether it be 975 00:44:13,080 --> 00:44:14,880 Speaker 1: with people, whether it be with situations or whatever the 976 00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:16,759 Speaker 1: case may be. But I don't know, like I just 977 00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:18,480 Speaker 1: felt like, you know, people were trying to change me 978 00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:20,680 Speaker 1: at the time. You know what I'm saying, people was 979 00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:22,560 Speaker 1: you know, in this music industry, you need a lot 980 00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:24,840 Speaker 1: of people that's that's fake in your face, you know 981 00:44:24,880 --> 00:44:26,479 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. They try to act like they're cool 982 00:44:26,560 --> 00:44:28,360 Speaker 1: with you or they support you in behind the scenes. 983 00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:30,680 Speaker 1: They caught me get a wretched its beached all other 984 00:44:30,960 --> 00:44:32,640 Speaker 1: or whatever, and I just felt like, you know, a 985 00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:34,080 Speaker 1: lot of people were trying to change me or I 986 00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:36,440 Speaker 1: couldn't be who I wanted to be or couldn't be me. 987 00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:39,799 Speaker 1: But you know, I'm like at the end of the day, 988 00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:41,600 Speaker 1: that's just it just goes handing in Like when people 989 00:44:41,640 --> 00:44:43,719 Speaker 1: try to change me, I'll be like, for what, Like 990 00:44:44,120 --> 00:44:46,759 Speaker 1: why because I've gotten here off of me being me. 991 00:44:47,719 --> 00:44:50,800 Speaker 1: It's like very organic. It wasn't it wasn't even playing. 992 00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:52,920 Speaker 1: It was all kind of organic the way it happened 993 00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:55,320 Speaker 1: forgetting Like I didn't get no damn hand out, so 994 00:44:55,400 --> 00:44:57,040 Speaker 1: I didn't get no coach signs. I never had no 995 00:44:57,120 --> 00:44:58,880 Speaker 1: big gass coach sign never had no big gaess Like 996 00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,320 Speaker 1: even even with I read signing me like, you know 997 00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:02,960 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, that's one of the biggest music exists 998 00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:04,560 Speaker 1: in the world, but still like you know what I'm saying, 999 00:45:04,600 --> 00:45:06,759 Speaker 1: Like I still had to hold my own. Of course 1000 00:45:06,800 --> 00:45:08,239 Speaker 1: I had to hold my own, just as any other 1001 00:45:08,320 --> 00:45:10,839 Speaker 1: artist should, you know what I mean, Like every artist 1002 00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:12,960 Speaker 1: should try to be as organic as possible, you know 1003 00:45:13,000 --> 00:45:16,160 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Because it's like once once that goes away, 1004 00:45:16,239 --> 00:45:18,160 Speaker 1: or once you might have those coach signs or whoever 1005 00:45:18,239 --> 00:45:19,840 Speaker 1: they might go away, they might stop pussing with you. 1006 00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:21,840 Speaker 1: What you got, what you got to represent for yourself, 1007 00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:24,240 Speaker 1: what you've got to bring to the table for yourself. 1008 00:45:24,560 --> 00:45:26,279 Speaker 1: So you know what I'm saying, It's like I don't 1009 00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:29,000 Speaker 1: have no big coach signs and all of this ship 1010 00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:31,600 Speaker 1: like that or whatever. It was literally hard fucking work, 1011 00:45:31,800 --> 00:45:35,000 Speaker 1: Like I'm talking about literally waking up at five o'clock 1012 00:45:35,040 --> 00:45:38,360 Speaker 1: in the morning, can't gotta go do interviews, can't lay soft, 1013 00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:44,160 Speaker 1: funked up bath bitch, motherfucking e bookers all type of ship. 1014 00:45:44,280 --> 00:45:46,960 Speaker 1: Like I'm looking fucking dusty as fucking and bucking interviews. 1015 00:45:47,040 --> 00:45:49,080 Speaker 1: But I gotta go up here and gotta go show 1016 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:50,600 Speaker 1: up to these people that showing up to me. And 1017 00:45:50,680 --> 00:45:52,120 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, meet these people around the 1018 00:45:52,160 --> 00:45:54,320 Speaker 1: world because they supported my ship. So you know what 1019 00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:55,719 Speaker 1: I'm saying, that's just what I had to do. Like 1020 00:45:55,800 --> 00:45:57,560 Speaker 1: people don't understand that it's a lot of stuff that 1021 00:45:57,640 --> 00:46:01,520 Speaker 1: goes behind, behind the closed doors and behind the scenes, 1022 00:46:01,600 --> 00:46:04,320 Speaker 1: that just goes down all everybody else see. They just 1023 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:06,560 Speaker 1: see the products. They just see what we put out. 1024 00:46:06,640 --> 00:46:09,640 Speaker 1: They don't see like it's hella fucking tears, it's nights 1025 00:46:09,680 --> 00:46:12,600 Speaker 1: where we don't go to sleep, it's motherfucking fight, it's 1026 00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:17,000 Speaker 1: it's goddamn hell. Sometimes I might not even damn eat. Yeah, 1027 00:46:17,560 --> 00:46:19,279 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, I'm losing weight. You know 1028 00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:21,560 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because I just can't even focus right now, 1029 00:46:21,640 --> 00:46:24,040 Speaker 1: like or I feel like I'm being overlooked at times, 1030 00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:26,320 Speaker 1: or whatever the case may be. So I was just 1031 00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:29,319 Speaker 1: it was just depressing, like and I remember one time, 1032 00:46:29,360 --> 00:46:30,919 Speaker 1: like l A, he said, you act like you ain't 1033 00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:33,000 Speaker 1: got no motherfucking top five record on the on the 1034 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:35,480 Speaker 1: on the charts, and I was like, I'm sorry. I 1035 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:37,239 Speaker 1: was like I don't even know, Like I was just 1036 00:46:37,320 --> 00:46:39,120 Speaker 1: like I don't even know how like how to even 1037 00:46:39,239 --> 00:46:41,719 Speaker 1: like because it's it's such a big moment and it's 1038 00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:44,640 Speaker 1: such exciting moment, but it's like when you're going through 1039 00:46:44,719 --> 00:46:48,000 Speaker 1: some ship personally within yourself or whatever the case, maybe 1040 00:46:48,080 --> 00:46:50,680 Speaker 1: it's like damn, like how can I enjoy this? You 1041 00:46:50,719 --> 00:46:52,160 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like I want to enjoy this 1042 00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:54,400 Speaker 1: ship so bad, but it's like I'm just dealing with 1043 00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:57,439 Speaker 1: some mother ship. But would you sign to another label 1044 00:46:57,520 --> 00:46:59,200 Speaker 1: now that you do have so much more to bring 1045 00:46:59,280 --> 00:47:01,879 Speaker 1: to the table, a lot more experience and nine times 1046 00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:03,520 Speaker 1: I got to tell your first deal is always your 1047 00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:07,560 Speaker 1: worst deal. So would you be interested? And you know, 1048 00:47:07,680 --> 00:47:10,080 Speaker 1: if a label was looking right now, would you be 1049 00:47:10,239 --> 00:47:13,239 Speaker 1: interested in the major? YEA, I'm always I'm always open. 1050 00:47:13,280 --> 00:47:15,080 Speaker 1: I wouldn't even say that my first deal, My first 1051 00:47:15,160 --> 00:47:17,960 Speaker 1: deal was lit like I ain't gonna I mean, you 1052 00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:20,680 Speaker 1: know what l A read like, That's one thing I 1053 00:47:20,719 --> 00:47:22,160 Speaker 1: would say, like l A re He set me up 1054 00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:24,160 Speaker 1: for success, you know what I'm saying, just to even 1055 00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:25,800 Speaker 1: have that, just to even have that on my on 1056 00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:27,480 Speaker 1: my you know what I'm saying, My resume a like 1057 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:29,360 Speaker 1: l A read like, come on now, like you know 1058 00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:31,000 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So he set me up, and I 1059 00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:34,000 Speaker 1: just feel like, you know now, it's my kind of 1060 00:47:34,080 --> 00:47:35,960 Speaker 1: goddamn flop, like you know what I'm saying, like you 1061 00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:37,839 Speaker 1: gave me my wings and I was talking to motherfucking fly, 1062 00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:40,719 Speaker 1: So of course I would definitely be open, you know 1063 00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,040 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, But they just gotta come with it 1064 00:47:42,160 --> 00:47:46,799 Speaker 1: back because back me the motherfucking But that's right, we're 1065 00:47:46,840 --> 00:47:48,480 Speaker 1: coming with some jit like you know what I'm saying. 1066 00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:50,360 Speaker 1: My thing is this And that's why I always be 1067 00:47:50,440 --> 00:47:52,839 Speaker 1: bragging some time something. You know, I'm humble, of course, 1068 00:47:52,920 --> 00:47:55,920 Speaker 1: but when it's time my time to brag about being independent, 1069 00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:58,680 Speaker 1: like yo, like bitch, I'm doing a lot of ship, 1070 00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:00,440 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. In depend in it lead 1071 00:48:00,560 --> 00:48:03,080 Speaker 1: like because I and I went through a lot of ship, 1072 00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:06,279 Speaker 1: but I'm doing a lot of ship independently. So yeah, 1073 00:48:06,400 --> 00:48:08,280 Speaker 1: like if it was if it was a record label 1074 00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:11,200 Speaker 1: that wants to you know, sign me or whatever the case. Absolutely, 1075 00:48:11,239 --> 00:48:12,439 Speaker 1: but we don't have to sit down and we don't 1076 00:48:12,440 --> 00:48:14,400 Speaker 1: have talking about some things because I'm coming to the 1077 00:48:14,480 --> 00:48:16,640 Speaker 1: table with a whole lot of ship. What if they 1078 00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:18,960 Speaker 1: had you to change their name, because there's been content 1079 00:48:19,080 --> 00:48:21,320 Speaker 1: very sey around your name, especially in the times that 1080 00:48:21,680 --> 00:48:23,879 Speaker 1: how things are going, and I've seen some people say 1081 00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:27,440 Speaker 1: things to you about doing the whole light skin you 1082 00:48:27,560 --> 00:48:30,600 Speaker 1: know situation. How do you feel about the people that 1083 00:48:30,719 --> 00:48:34,320 Speaker 1: have something to say about that? Um, I feel like 1084 00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:36,960 Speaker 1: first and foremost, I've addressed things like years ago, first 1085 00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:39,640 Speaker 1: and foremost, and my name is being like skin Keisha 1086 00:48:39,920 --> 00:48:43,000 Speaker 1: for I don't know how long years now. So it's 1087 00:48:43,040 --> 00:48:45,840 Speaker 1: like when I when I when I called myself like 1088 00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:50,200 Speaker 1: skin Keisha, I was not coming at it from a colorist, 1089 00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:52,879 Speaker 1: uh standpoint, you know what I'm saying point of view, 1090 00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:55,719 Speaker 1: or I'm not coming at it from a discrimination or 1091 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:57,880 Speaker 1: oh I'm better than you because my skin colors this 1092 00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:00,080 Speaker 1: or whatever the case may be. Like, that's not for 1093 00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:03,600 Speaker 1: being my motive because regardless regardless of how people see me, 1094 00:49:03,680 --> 00:49:06,680 Speaker 1: whether they think I'm light skinned, dark skinned, brown skin, whatever, 1095 00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:09,440 Speaker 1: I'm a black girl and I ain't hiding away from 1096 00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:11,560 Speaker 1: my black miness. You know what I'm saying, Like, period, 1097 00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:14,640 Speaker 1: I I love it here. Period. I would not thank 1098 00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:17,279 Speaker 1: you God that I'm like I would. I wouldn't want 1099 00:49:17,280 --> 00:49:18,640 Speaker 1: to be nothing else because at the end of the day, 1100 00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:21,919 Speaker 1: it is what it is. So to those people though, 1101 00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:23,799 Speaker 1: like I'll just be feeling like, why is that your 1102 00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:26,920 Speaker 1: first instinct when you see light skin, kysha, Because then 1103 00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:29,239 Speaker 1: there's people that some of these kids ain't seeing belly. 1104 00:49:29,480 --> 00:49:31,600 Speaker 1: They don't even get the references. They don't even get 1105 00:49:31,640 --> 00:49:34,279 Speaker 1: the reference. They don't get the reference in on top 1106 00:49:34,320 --> 00:49:35,719 Speaker 1: of it, like they see they'd be like, Okay, well 1107 00:49:35,760 --> 00:49:37,560 Speaker 1: she got too many stories at the end of the day, 1108 00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:41,359 Speaker 1: Like it's it's a it's a description for me. If 1109 00:49:41,440 --> 00:49:43,560 Speaker 1: you if I'm looking at you right now, I'm gonna 1110 00:49:43,560 --> 00:49:46,120 Speaker 1: say you light skin, or if I'm looking at somebody else, 1111 00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:49,080 Speaker 1: I'm just okay brown, you know what I'm saying. That's 1112 00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:54,040 Speaker 1: that's all I said. I was because you can't tell yeah, 1113 00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:58,760 Speaker 1: like you know what I'm like I'm like, okay, serious, 1114 00:49:59,640 --> 00:50:02,279 Speaker 1: you know, like I'm just like regardless, like you know 1115 00:50:02,320 --> 00:50:04,239 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, regardless of what you think I am. 1116 00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:08,200 Speaker 1: I'm black maybe, and they don't even understand the other 1117 00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:11,719 Speaker 1: situation of me. If I'm a colorist, why am I? 1118 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:15,080 Speaker 1: Why am I praising? Uh dark skinned woman? You know 1119 00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:17,120 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like if I'm a color as, people 1120 00:50:17,160 --> 00:50:19,040 Speaker 1: just be throwing that that that word around like they 1121 00:50:19,120 --> 00:50:21,239 Speaker 1: just like just using it because they just want to 1122 00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:24,839 Speaker 1: say something. But it's like my name also other than 1123 00:50:24,880 --> 00:50:26,239 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying and being the description and 1124 00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:28,279 Speaker 1: people being able to tell, you know what I'm saying, Oh, 1125 00:50:28,480 --> 00:50:30,439 Speaker 1: that's that's light skin Kisha, or you know what I'm saying. 1126 00:50:30,960 --> 00:50:34,759 Speaker 1: Also because Belly is one of my favorite movies and 1127 00:50:35,080 --> 00:50:37,239 Speaker 1: you know that's been my favorite movies since I was 1128 00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:39,640 Speaker 1: like one of my you like, you gotta let the 1129 00:50:39,760 --> 00:50:42,000 Speaker 1: youth know, Like listen, you don't understand why I make 1130 00:50:42,120 --> 00:50:46,960 Speaker 1: my name Watch Belly, period, my name Watch Belly because 1131 00:50:47,520 --> 00:50:51,120 Speaker 1: Keisha and Belly was that big superiod. It's like she 1132 00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:54,680 Speaker 1: was that big boss big. I love her like I 1133 00:50:54,840 --> 00:50:57,200 Speaker 1: love her and I've watched that movie since I was 1134 00:50:57,280 --> 00:51:00,400 Speaker 1: like youngest fuck like from belly Minnister societ id all 1135 00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:02,680 Speaker 1: that ship like I I loved her like that was 1136 00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:10,040 Speaker 1: so so for me. It's just like would I ever 1137 00:51:10,160 --> 00:51:12,360 Speaker 1: changed my name? Absolutely not, because if I changed my 1138 00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:14,320 Speaker 1: name to that mean that I just I feel like, 1139 00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:16,560 Speaker 1: you know what, I feel like I wasn't true to 1140 00:51:16,800 --> 00:51:18,640 Speaker 1: to to who I am, Like you know what I'm saying, 1141 00:51:18,719 --> 00:51:20,400 Speaker 1: Like at the end of the day, you know what 1142 00:51:20,400 --> 00:51:22,640 Speaker 1: I'm saying. I don't want nobody to ever look at 1143 00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:25,080 Speaker 1: me and be like, oh, well, you know she thinks 1144 00:51:25,080 --> 00:51:27,400 Speaker 1: she better than instead I don't think. I don't think 1145 00:51:27,440 --> 00:51:29,640 Speaker 1: none of that. I know that. You know I'm saying. 1146 00:51:29,640 --> 00:51:31,399 Speaker 1: I bring some ship to the table and I am 1147 00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:33,960 Speaker 1: who I am. But why would I change my name now? 1148 00:51:35,520 --> 00:51:37,520 Speaker 1: And I'm not going around saying that you have to 1149 00:51:37,560 --> 00:51:39,880 Speaker 1: call me light skin Keisha. You can call me Keisha. 1150 00:51:40,120 --> 00:51:46,400 Speaker 1: You can call me big bank Bisha like you for 1151 00:51:46,680 --> 00:51:48,479 Speaker 1: years now too. Like you know what I'm saying, because 1152 00:51:48,480 --> 00:51:51,000 Speaker 1: I said, I said, you know what, everything everybody I 1153 00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:53,480 Speaker 1: see so many littles little this, little that, little this 1154 00:51:53,600 --> 00:51:56,319 Speaker 1: little that, and ship about me little because I'm gonna 1155 00:51:56,320 --> 00:52:01,480 Speaker 1: be on these hopes. Last question before we get out 1156 00:52:01,520 --> 00:52:04,760 Speaker 1: of here, um, so I was watching about Real Housewife 1157 00:52:04,800 --> 00:52:06,640 Speaker 1: at the stomach. I don't know if y'all watched that show, 1158 00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:11,000 Speaker 1: but Ashley is saying that in order to see if 1159 00:52:11,000 --> 00:52:13,120 Speaker 1: her husband's cheating on her, she always made sure she 1160 00:52:13,200 --> 00:52:16,120 Speaker 1: texted ale his messages and she sniffs his underwear. Have 1161 00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:19,640 Speaker 1: any of y'all ever sniffed your man's underwear or done 1162 00:52:19,680 --> 00:52:22,160 Speaker 1: any anything to figure out if he's cheating? Like, what 1163 00:52:22,280 --> 00:52:24,919 Speaker 1: are some things that you've done that's embarrassing to see 1164 00:52:24,960 --> 00:52:27,480 Speaker 1: if your man was cheating on you. One time I 1165 00:52:27,680 --> 00:52:30,680 Speaker 1: called my man with a girl. I called him and 1166 00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:34,960 Speaker 1: Terry and sweatpand she had on a Veri and sweatpants. 1167 00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:38,000 Speaker 1: I told the story before she had on the Bearers sweatpants. 1168 00:52:38,239 --> 00:52:40,080 Speaker 1: So when I got to the house because I made 1169 00:52:40,120 --> 00:52:42,200 Speaker 1: him kick her, I was go bass Now. I was like, 1170 00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:44,680 Speaker 1: oh you think you cute with this girling house? All right? 1171 00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:47,319 Speaker 1: She thinks she she thinks she's playing house up in there, 1172 00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:49,600 Speaker 1: or now she gotta go. When I got to the house, 1173 00:52:49,640 --> 00:52:53,160 Speaker 1: I was doing his mauxery and I smelled the sweatpants 1174 00:52:53,200 --> 00:52:57,080 Speaker 1: that she got on. Oh yeah, I told this story 1175 00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:06,920 Speaker 1: and they gross. Why did you know that that I 1176 00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,000 Speaker 1: didn't even put it to my nose. I just smoged like, 1177 00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:12,000 Speaker 1: and I was like, well, and I went to him 1178 00:53:12,080 --> 00:53:14,200 Speaker 1: and I was like, oh you do you sucking My 1179 00:53:14,280 --> 00:53:17,919 Speaker 1: girls don't know how to clean their ass? Cool? Cool? Bad? 1180 00:53:18,920 --> 00:53:21,560 Speaker 1: He liked that you in psycho like, bitch, did you 1181 00:53:21,719 --> 00:53:24,600 Speaker 1: just sniff like? And then he was like, are you 1182 00:53:24,719 --> 00:53:31,080 Speaker 1: still here? I bed just pens in the dryer down dude, 1183 00:53:32,520 --> 00:53:40,160 Speaker 1: Oh my god, that's pretty bad. You might you might 1184 00:53:40,200 --> 00:53:41,759 Speaker 1: have took the cake on that one. I mean, I've 1185 00:53:41,920 --> 00:53:43,759 Speaker 1: been through like I'd have been throwing nigga phone and 1186 00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:46,880 Speaker 1: she I think, yeah, i'dn't been throwing nigga phone, but 1187 00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:50,080 Speaker 1: sniffing wrong. I never did it. I don't went through 1188 00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:53,880 Speaker 1: that garbage in the bathroom a little yeah, Gage, you 1189 00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:56,239 Speaker 1: know what, you know what you just reminded me. I 1190 00:53:56,360 --> 00:53:58,040 Speaker 1: have done it. I'm not gonna lie. I have to. 1191 00:53:58,280 --> 00:54:04,239 Speaker 1: That's nothing that's lad to see somebody's hair, if you 1192 00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:06,719 Speaker 1: know it only because it's only because when I came in, 1193 00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:10,000 Speaker 1: not just not in my my relationship now, this is 1194 00:54:10,040 --> 00:54:12,800 Speaker 1: in a previous relationship. But when I came in and 1195 00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:16,840 Speaker 1: I was cleaning the nigga house, and I've seen fucking 1196 00:54:17,520 --> 00:54:21,440 Speaker 1: condom rappers in the damn like in trash that's what 1197 00:54:21,600 --> 00:54:25,239 Speaker 1: the fuck of the trojan ship or whatever? And I'm like, 1198 00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:27,279 Speaker 1: what the funk? And then like I'm looking the trash 1199 00:54:27,360 --> 00:54:30,080 Speaker 1: can or whatever and it's condom, So I'm like, what 1200 00:54:30,239 --> 00:54:32,520 Speaker 1: the fund is going on? And then of course you 1201 00:54:32,600 --> 00:54:34,879 Speaker 1: know when you ask them, they was, no, that's someone. 1202 00:54:34,920 --> 00:54:40,000 Speaker 1: So because he got down, you know what he was like, 1203 00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:41,879 Speaker 1: when you don't play with me, I'll take your ship 1204 00:54:42,000 --> 00:54:45,640 Speaker 1: right now. You no look around. I feel like if 1205 00:54:45,680 --> 00:54:47,520 Speaker 1: you don't check the garbage as soon as you go 1206 00:54:47,600 --> 00:54:49,960 Speaker 1: in the bathroom there, you don't like that nigga, because 1207 00:54:50,000 --> 00:54:53,120 Speaker 1: I felt like like off top, even if like I 1208 00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:55,279 Speaker 1: just started talking to I just kind of peek a 1209 00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:58,319 Speaker 1: little bit. I may not see some random hairs that's 1210 00:54:58,360 --> 00:55:01,080 Speaker 1: not the same color as you look at the flood first, 1211 00:55:01,120 --> 00:55:04,359 Speaker 1: you ain't even got to get to the garbage. One time, 1212 00:55:04,360 --> 00:55:06,400 Speaker 1: I only leave with my man and I was like, 1213 00:55:06,520 --> 00:55:07,800 Speaker 1: let me see the garbage. I was like, let me 1214 00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:11,839 Speaker 1: see the garbage. So he showed me, and I see 1215 00:55:11,880 --> 00:55:13,759 Speaker 1: a rapper in there, and I'm like, what the fund 1216 00:55:13,920 --> 00:55:17,759 Speaker 1: is that? That's a car and he picked it up 1217 00:55:17,800 --> 00:55:25,040 Speaker 1: and he's like, no, this is a blood rapper. What 1218 00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:28,120 Speaker 1: interesting people will put up at certain things. I don't know. 1219 00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:32,120 Speaker 1: If you saw Andrew Gill him, uh God, he was 1220 00:55:32,200 --> 00:55:35,160 Speaker 1: running from mayor uh I mean for a governor of Florida. 1221 00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:37,120 Speaker 1: He was the mayor of Tallahassee. He just did his 1222 00:55:37,239 --> 00:55:40,200 Speaker 1: first interview since his big scandal where he got caught 1223 00:55:40,280 --> 00:55:42,480 Speaker 1: with pictures in the bedroom and in a hotel room 1224 00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:47,080 Speaker 1: with another man and him and his life was on. Yes, him, 1225 00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:50,840 Speaker 1: he's like wife on Cammera Hall today and basically he 1226 00:55:50,960 --> 00:55:53,160 Speaker 1: said he is bisexual and his wife is like, you know, 1227 00:55:54,040 --> 00:55:56,759 Speaker 1: we can understand and work through certain things in our relationship. 1228 00:55:57,880 --> 00:55:59,640 Speaker 1: She knew that from the beginning and she was the 1229 00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,680 Speaker 1: big aired or she's sell embarrassed, she don't know what 1230 00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:04,600 Speaker 1: else to say, or he's paying her and have to 1231 00:56:04,600 --> 00:56:07,760 Speaker 1: be fun because I can't imagine. Just man, it's okay. 1232 00:56:08,040 --> 00:56:10,400 Speaker 1: He takes dick sometimes and I just found out with 1233 00:56:10,480 --> 00:56:12,600 Speaker 1: the rest of the world. But where still like I 1234 00:56:12,719 --> 00:56:15,799 Speaker 1: couldn't me personally don't know when she found out? Well 1235 00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:21,400 Speaker 1: I know when I found out and period. Yeah, you know, 1236 00:56:21,600 --> 00:56:24,920 Speaker 1: we just we go. No, I'm not kidding. I'm good 1237 00:56:24,960 --> 00:56:29,719 Speaker 1: on this. Hitting a jailbreaker for me with a man 1238 00:56:30,400 --> 00:56:34,919 Speaker 1: or just no, Joe, I was a man. I'm sucking 1239 00:56:34,960 --> 00:56:38,759 Speaker 1: dead period. Okay, but for me, I mean absolutely because 1240 00:56:38,760 --> 00:56:41,239 Speaker 1: I feel like ship I bring. I'm just I feel 1241 00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:43,279 Speaker 1: like in my head, you know, everybody, every woman is 1242 00:56:43,320 --> 00:56:44,880 Speaker 1: supposed to feel like that that beach. So it's like 1243 00:56:45,040 --> 00:56:47,200 Speaker 1: I'm that beach. I come up with a four package. 1244 00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:49,040 Speaker 1: I don't give it them my cook I clean, I 1245 00:56:49,120 --> 00:56:51,759 Speaker 1: sucked be good, I suck good. You know what I'm saying. 1246 00:56:51,800 --> 00:56:53,920 Speaker 1: I wrapped good, I act good, beach like I got 1247 00:56:53,960 --> 00:56:55,360 Speaker 1: that money I got. You know what I'm saying, Like 1248 00:56:55,800 --> 00:56:58,800 Speaker 1: my nigga, I'm gonna motherfucking spoil your ass, you know 1249 00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:00,960 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. With all this motherfucking love, look at 1250 00:57:00,960 --> 00:57:02,080 Speaker 1: these titties, like, you know what I'm saying. This is 1251 00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:06,680 Speaker 1: a lot. So we see them people. I know people 1252 00:57:06,719 --> 00:57:08,919 Speaker 1: watch this episode from the beginning to see if something 1253 00:57:08,960 --> 00:57:12,960 Speaker 1: would pop out, but no, nothing, I like about three times. 1254 00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,040 Speaker 1: You know what's crazy though, I'm really interested in and 1255 00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:19,360 Speaker 1: then getting a breast reduction though, saying so when you 1256 00:57:19,520 --> 00:57:23,439 Speaker 1: find her, are you I'm not telling you on here, 1257 00:57:25,080 --> 00:57:28,000 Speaker 1: I have a really big chest, like can we get 1258 00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:36,320 Speaker 1: you my only fans first? Oh hell, no, just I 1259 00:57:36,480 --> 00:57:41,960 Speaker 1: just I just send you some pictures Angela period, y'all 1260 00:57:42,280 --> 00:57:44,320 Speaker 1: him send you some of the night in late night pictures. 1261 00:57:44,520 --> 00:57:47,000 Speaker 1: Everybody's like, are they gonna pop out? What's happening here? 1262 00:57:47,560 --> 00:57:53,440 Speaker 1: No noures locked up. Very interested breast reduction. So if 1263 00:57:53,520 --> 00:57:55,960 Speaker 1: y'all got any good doctors that y'all can request, like, 1264 00:57:56,120 --> 00:57:58,400 Speaker 1: let me know, because I'm very interested because I'm I 1265 00:57:58,480 --> 00:58:00,320 Speaker 1: feel like they might be. They just to be to 1266 00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:02,600 Speaker 1: be like, I don't know, you don't know. They just 1267 00:58:02,680 --> 00:58:04,520 Speaker 1: had a breast of rejection somebody. Do you know a 1268 00:58:04,600 --> 00:58:06,800 Speaker 1: few people? I don't know if they're comfortable. What about 1269 00:58:06,840 --> 00:58:13,080 Speaker 1: Tammy Rivera? She had one? I'm an asker and she 1270 00:58:13,200 --> 00:58:18,600 Speaker 1: looks good. So, um, Laura, he said, what didn't Laura 1271 00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:23,880 Speaker 1: have one recently? No, she had a lift. Anyway, I 1272 00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:26,360 Speaker 1: just want to say congratulations though, I think you have 1273 00:58:26,440 --> 00:58:29,920 Speaker 1: an amazing personality. Now we listened to that. It's a 1274 00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:33,320 Speaker 1: fun ass album. Thank you, so you can have a 1275 00:58:33,400 --> 00:58:36,280 Speaker 1: good time. We love seeing you and Saucy Santana together 1276 00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:41,000 Speaker 1: to that. We love him. That's my speriod, that's my silk. 1277 00:58:42,520 --> 00:58:44,360 Speaker 1: I really were just here and he were just over 1278 00:58:44,440 --> 00:58:46,479 Speaker 1: here yesterday in New York with me. So we were 1279 00:58:46,520 --> 00:58:48,600 Speaker 1: shooting a whole bunch of content too, so that should 1280 00:58:48,600 --> 00:58:49,920 Speaker 1: be coming out. So we can't wait to see that. 1281 00:58:49,920 --> 00:58:51,480 Speaker 1: Are you gonna be on the rest of this season 1282 00:58:51,680 --> 00:58:56,840 Speaker 1: of Power Book too? Yes? Yes, in New York. So 1283 00:58:57,040 --> 00:58:59,560 Speaker 1: I'm in New York. We're quarantine him right now or whatever, 1284 00:58:59,680 --> 00:59:01,600 Speaker 1: but you know, in a couple of days, they're probably 1285 00:59:01,600 --> 00:59:02,760 Speaker 1: like in a week or so, weer that we're gonna 1286 00:59:02,800 --> 00:59:05,120 Speaker 1: pick up the filming and I think we're gonna finish 1287 00:59:05,160 --> 00:59:08,720 Speaker 1: it out. Oh that is so dope. That is that 1288 00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:12,160 Speaker 1: is amazing. So thank you, great, it's happening for you. 1289 00:59:12,760 --> 00:59:14,480 Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you so much, and I appreciate you 1290 00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:16,040 Speaker 1: all for taking the time out there but with me, 1291 00:59:16,680 --> 00:59:18,480 Speaker 1: Harry yet because you know, so we want to get 1292 00:59:18,480 --> 00:59:21,200 Speaker 1: on here for a minute, talk my hit. We love it. 1293 00:59:21,600 --> 00:59:25,160 Speaker 1: You'll be back, Yeah, you have to come back. I 1294 00:59:25,280 --> 00:59:28,320 Speaker 1: can't wait, especially in person too, when this Hope Endemic 1295 00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:30,440 Speaker 1: ship is over, like, because we want to drink with you, 1296 00:59:30,640 --> 00:59:35,040 Speaker 1: because if you're this sun sober, we gotta oh period, 1297 00:59:35,120 --> 00:59:38,440 Speaker 1: I'm bringing pet and Ran to the party. Hey, you 1298 00:59:38,520 --> 00:59:41,000 Speaker 1: gotta pay for the shots though, girl, Let's do it. 1299 00:59:41,120 --> 00:59:46,520 Speaker 1: Let's do it. No alright much lab Close is out now. 1300 00:59:46,640 --> 00:59:48,280 Speaker 1: Make sure you check it out big thank feach you 1301 00:59:48,360 --> 00:59:52,000 Speaker 1: like get Keisha, love y'all, bye by