WEBVTT - Ep.087: The Meat Tree, Part 2

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<v Speaker 1>This is the Meat Eater Podcast coming at you shirtless, severely,

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<v Speaker 1>bug bitten, and in my case, underwear listening podcast. You

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<v Speaker 1>can't predict anything. Welcome back to the Meat Eater Podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>You are about ready to dig into The Meat Tree

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<v Speaker 1>Part two. Now, if you don't know what I'm talking about,

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm talking about is a story about a fog

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<v Speaker 1>Neck Island and a particular brown bear. This doesn't sound

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<v Speaker 1>familiar to you, back up a episode and go listen

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<v Speaker 1>to The Meat Tree Part one. If you've already listened

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<v Speaker 1>to The Meat Tree Part one and you know that

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<v Speaker 1>you're in the right place, welcome back. We will now

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<v Speaker 1>proceed with the story. Are you the first guy it

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<v Speaker 1>saw it? I definitely heard him first, and I think

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<v Speaker 1>I expressed some some fear that there was something in

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<v Speaker 1>the woods right next to us. And then as soon

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<v Speaker 1>as I heard that breathing and that that deep, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>panting noise, you started hearing some twig snap and you

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<v Speaker 1>could hear something coming out as full bore, and then

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<v Speaker 1>it was like all hell broke loose? Would you agree

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<v Speaker 1>that's how that's you saw? And then and then made Wayne,

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<v Speaker 1>Chris and I were sitting did you see him. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys, I saw Pat's face and that, like I am,

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<v Speaker 1>my attention immediately went to the sound and I just

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<v Speaker 1>saw like that light color hair just shaking back and

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<v Speaker 1>forth and locked eyes with him and he was coming.

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<v Speaker 1>And that was probably that's when that pandemonium of oh,

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<v Speaker 1>f bombs, shit, this is going down, and it was

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<v Speaker 1>this is it was like no chance to grab bear,

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<v Speaker 1>spray pistols, anything. It was like that bear was on

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<v Speaker 1>top of us before we even knew what was going on. Basically,

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<v Speaker 1>what was what was your first, registrate, when did you

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<v Speaker 1>first register it? I think in the same moment, But

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<v Speaker 1>I knew like the whole time. And this was um

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<v Speaker 1>complacency on my part. I didn't have any protection and

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<v Speaker 1>like I didn't cross my mind and look for some

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<v Speaker 1>sort of spray or I should have been I should

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<v Speaker 1>have had something. And so like my initial reaction not

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<v Speaker 1>even seen it, was get behind the separate myself from

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<v Speaker 1>the sound in the direction all the ship was happening

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<v Speaker 1>and the tree. So I just ran behind the see

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<v Speaker 1>it before it was in amongst us. No, I saw

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<v Speaker 1>only when it wrapped around the tree after all the

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<v Speaker 1>other Yeah, and that's yeah, And it was right, I

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<v Speaker 1>saw a charging through the woods. I didn't see that.

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<v Speaker 1>So you guys saw a char the woods, you suck pounder,

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<v Speaker 1>When did you see it? I was sitting there eating

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<v Speaker 1>my sandwich, and I remember looking at Pat and seeing

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<v Speaker 1>Pat's face and like him registering what was going on.

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<v Speaker 1>And then all of a sudden, everybody's up and I

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<v Speaker 1>see the bear. So I'm like looking at Pat and

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<v Speaker 1>I look laughing, there's a there's a bear, like right there.

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<v Speaker 1>I had my back to the bear's approach, and I

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<v Speaker 1>somehow when I saw it, like you know, like you

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<v Speaker 1>I see all you like the guys that see it,

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<v Speaker 1>causes me to turn toward it, turned to my left

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<v Speaker 1>toward it. But then it's like passing. I just remember,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just teeth passing, I mean within arms reach of

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<v Speaker 1>the right side of my face coming into I don't,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what the like. You know, there's this

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<v Speaker 1>there's this idea that, uh, when you remember reading about

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<v Speaker 1>this thing where this guy is saying that like you

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<v Speaker 1>tell a dude guy that fell off of his roof,

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<v Speaker 1>and the feeling that like your life like flashes before

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<v Speaker 1>your eyes, you know, and then later feeling like you

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<v Speaker 1>think that it did right. There's this idea that, uh

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<v Speaker 1>that in that in those seconds you really maybe are

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<v Speaker 1>processing a bunch of thoughts or there's a there's this

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<v Speaker 1>argument psychology that you really are like processing quick processing

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<v Speaker 1>thoughts and fractions of seconds, or the memory you later

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<v Speaker 1>your mind overlays the memory with thoughts, and that when

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<v Speaker 1>your life flashes before your eyes in a moment, it didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>It just becomes overlaid in recollection because you're like thankful

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<v Speaker 1>that you're still there, and you and you think that

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<v Speaker 1>they were contemporaneous, they but they perhaps weren't. I remember

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<v Speaker 1>thinking at the teeth. I remember thinking that, uh, I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, life will be different now, yeah, because someone

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<v Speaker 1>is someone is getting um, someone is going to be

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<v Speaker 1>maimed or killed right now, and life is different. Everything

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<v Speaker 1>is in life is different from this point forward. It's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like that happened to me the second I

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<v Speaker 1>turned and it was like within easy arms reaches, the

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<v Speaker 1>thing's a gape mouth and the noise it was making

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<v Speaker 1>that that second was ah, yeah, I feel like I

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<v Speaker 1>distinctly remember the things that were the most disturbing. Part

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<v Speaker 1>of it is the things that you were thinking while

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<v Speaker 1>this is going down. I feel like like, oh, that's

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<v Speaker 1>the worst case scenario type the worst case scenario. But

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<v Speaker 1>I distinctly in the moment had thoughts. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>it was after the fact, but maybe it will. That's

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<v Speaker 1>that's because I just like, well, but my my actions

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<v Speaker 1>of the thoughts that I had, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So my thought, my first thought was oh shit, obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>but what I was thinking of is my pistol is

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<v Speaker 1>there and the bear is running towards my like I

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<v Speaker 1>have no protection. This is how we're gonna die. And

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<v Speaker 1>my thought was as soon as I can get a

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<v Speaker 1>chance to get that pistol, I'm either gonna get named

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<v Speaker 1>getting that pistol or I'm not gonna like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>because somebody is going to get it here. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>My first like actual real thought that I know happened

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<v Speaker 1>because I acted upon it was to dive out of

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<v Speaker 1>the way of the bear. And I didn't hurt my ankle.

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<v Speaker 1>I never like twist my ankles, but actually injured my

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<v Speaker 1>ankle clearing myself of the bear. Do you feel like

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<v Speaker 1>you got to your feet? No, I don't know. What

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<v Speaker 1>I did was in a very relaxed like on his

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<v Speaker 1>side almost like you're supporting your body on your elbow,

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<v Speaker 1>you're laying down, and especially if you remember that bear

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<v Speaker 1>coming down within arms reach and those teeth, I almost

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<v Speaker 1>feel like you must have like moved from a down

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<v Speaker 1>position to like another down position. I think I just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of rolled and sprang downhill. That's what I downhill. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>definitely downhill. Yeah, there was no because I was at

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<v Speaker 1>that little cut out, a little dugout spot. I rolled downhill. Yanni,

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<v Speaker 1>Now you tell what happened, because this could be a

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<v Speaker 1>thing that's this could be like a very important part,

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<v Speaker 1>like what you did. I feel like I'm involved in

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<v Speaker 1>the pivotal, pivotal moment, but there could be a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of reasons, like a lot of other uh things that

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<v Speaker 1>made it a pivotal moment, you know, obviously, just like

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<v Speaker 1>what the bear decided to do at that moment. But

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<v Speaker 1>I certainly didn't have have um thoughts. There were There

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<v Speaker 1>are no thoughts. There was I did I remember pat

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<v Speaker 1>saying something. I remember like registering that like yes, there's

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<v Speaker 1>a bear coming in, and then I remember like my

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<v Speaker 1>sandwich being thrown to the ground. I remember being on

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<v Speaker 1>my feet. I do not remember picking up hiking poles.

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<v Speaker 1>I do not remember that. I just remember like, and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't remember the bear, Like there was like a

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<v Speaker 1>little gully that the bear came out of, right, and

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<v Speaker 1>then there was about probably ten to fifteen feet of

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<v Speaker 1>open grass before he got to us. And I feel like, really,

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<v Speaker 1>the only thing I remember is being in a very

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<v Speaker 1>aggressive stance with two ski poles held by the handles

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<v Speaker 1>in my hands. Yeah, flick locks, fuck saved our lives.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't remember making the choice because I had

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<v Speaker 1>my bear spray on my hip and I just like,

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<v Speaker 1>on your pack, no, no, no, I had my pistol.

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<v Speaker 1>I was running in the same thing I ran last

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<v Speaker 1>week hunting the elk. I was running pistol on the pack,

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<v Speaker 1>bear spray on my actual belt. That way when you

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<v Speaker 1>go take a pack off, take a pee or whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm at least carrying one of the And um, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>still gonna always have bear spray first, gone second. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just gonna I think it's gonna be my life rule

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<v Speaker 1>in Gris Country. We can talk about that later, but um, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was just there on top on like on top

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<v Speaker 1>of us. I remember thinking, yes, this is it. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to get mauled and I like, all I can

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<v Speaker 1>think is that I somehow made not consciously, but somehow

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<v Speaker 1>somewhere in my head it was fight. And so I

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<v Speaker 1>swung those poles as hard as I could, right at

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<v Speaker 1>his face, at his head. And I've already recounted the

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<v Speaker 1>story a few times, but there's never been a moment

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<v Speaker 1>in my life where there was a um more unexpected

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<v Speaker 1>outcome to one of my actions. It was like kids,

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<v Speaker 1>they don't just go like, okay, then exactly, here's here's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of here's a I'm gonna try to make a

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<v Speaker 1>good analogy here. It would be like me stepping into

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<v Speaker 1>the cub stadium and if someone could give me a

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<v Speaker 1>picture's name and then throwing a fastball at me Muhammad

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<v Speaker 1>Ali it was not a picture, he was a boxer,

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<v Speaker 1>and me taking a ninety mile fastball and swinging that

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<v Speaker 1>bat and knocking it out of the park. That would

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<v Speaker 1>be like how unexpected you would think the outcome would

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<v Speaker 1>be of that action, right, because you'd expect just to

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<v Speaker 1>whiff and you wouldn't even touch the ball. Maybe you

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<v Speaker 1>would like touch the ball and foul out behind you, right,

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<v Speaker 1>But what it felt like was that I hit that

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<v Speaker 1>ball and then went out of the stadium because as

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<v Speaker 1>I connected with this with this bear's face, he did

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<v Speaker 1>a reason or maybe not quite one eight because I

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<v Speaker 1>felt like he came in if you can imagine like

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<v Speaker 1>in acute triangle that you're looking from the point down.

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<v Speaker 1>He came in on one of the sides, and he

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<v Speaker 1>turned and went off the other side. That was that

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<v Speaker 1>was a blur of bear that wasn't. That was most

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<v Speaker 1>surprised to me is that it I was anticipating this

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<v Speaker 1>being a sort of a drawn This was gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>a drawn like I feel as though I was thinking

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<v Speaker 1>that this is gonna be a sort of drawn out thing.

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<v Speaker 1>The fight that is gonna begin, Yeah, yeah, it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>gonna resolve. It was gonna be like someone he's gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get that a gape mouth is gonna get on someone

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<v Speaker 1>that we're gonna have to like that that we're in

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<v Speaker 1>a mix up. Now like the fight has begun, but

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<v Speaker 1>it ended, so we haven't even got into the saga

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<v Speaker 1>of dirt myth. Yeah, so you connect on his head,

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<v Speaker 1>he spins, and what I registered from that moment is

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<v Speaker 1>that at that point I turned and I feel as

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<v Speaker 1>though he has dragged is dragging dirt downhill. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>I thought he had dirt. It was hauling dirt downhill.

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<v Speaker 1>Dirt's ready because he just spit into his just spit

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<v Speaker 1>into his high end juice bottle that was orange first

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<v Speaker 1>light logo and a bear orange logo and a bear

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<v Speaker 1>going in the same direction. Yeah, I thought he was

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<v Speaker 1>dragging you down, and I we'll get to the reality.

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<v Speaker 1>But I thought he was dragging you down. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was frantically trying to find my pack, which wasn't hard

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<v Speaker 1>to find, leaning against the tree to get my spray

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<v Speaker 1>to go down and like that we would all go

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<v Speaker 1>down and attack the bear with with whatever. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>where's the spray, where's the guns? Right, We're go save dirt.

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<v Speaker 1>But what happened was that so I, like I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't opposite of Yanni. My instant deal was flight,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it didn't ever occur like face this thing and

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<v Speaker 1>the assess well, because there was but there was something.

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<v Speaker 1>There was no face. He was like already, um yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>yeah no, but I'm saying so like funny, I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>have a three stooges. But it's just like he was

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<v Speaker 1>just like it was like he wasn't but I wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>like looking at my pack for my spray type. I

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<v Speaker 1>think everybody had that. There was no decisions made. Oh no,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry. Remy did say he like, I mean I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was. My intention was to go because when I

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<v Speaker 1>said I, well, I didn't add this the story, but

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking pistol and it's in front of me

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<v Speaker 1>where you were. You ran out to the side, and

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<v Speaker 1>I like start to go to the pistol, and now

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<v Speaker 1>I'm caught between. Now I don't have any time. So

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<v Speaker 1>I did this like juke move and jumped to the side.

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<v Speaker 1>That's when Yanni took two steps up and that bear turned,

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<v Speaker 1>so I thought, oh shit, Like I I went left,

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<v Speaker 1>the bear went right towards Janice, and then the bear

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<v Speaker 1>wheeled around. But Janice was at this point, I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>see the action of the swinging. I just saw Janice

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<v Speaker 1>and bear right here. I mean I was within arms

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<v Speaker 1>arms reach of the bear, and I think Janice must

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<v Speaker 1>have turned around. I juked, then he turned around and

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<v Speaker 1>the bear went down. Yeah, it was so much that

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know if if I like made like

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<v Speaker 1>if I made contact with the bear or not, like

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<v Speaker 1>in rolling out of the way. It was so fast.

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<v Speaker 1>It was very fast because it was like here and

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<v Speaker 1>just to reach across the couch to grab a pistol

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<v Speaker 1>where you go forward, and the action of going for

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<v Speaker 1>the pistol made me go, oh funk, I have no

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<v Speaker 1>time to get away. So like that left right real fast,

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<v Speaker 1>like which day am I gonna go? And I went

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<v Speaker 1>right and the bear kind of went right and I

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<v Speaker 1>went left, and then the bear kind of did that

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<v Speaker 1>towards Janice. Janice must have swung because I said just

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<v Speaker 1>after I joked him, the bear turned around and it

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<v Speaker 1>was and then later your honest was like you know

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<v Speaker 1>why he turned around? It's like no clue, Yeah, dude.

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<v Speaker 1>It would be like if you were like sitting in

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<v Speaker 1>your living room watching TV and then all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 1>like the bear doesn't come in through the front door.

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<v Speaker 1>The bear is just like next to you and you're like,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta do something, and it's like that's the reaction speed,

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<v Speaker 1>Like that's how fast happened. I think what the saga

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<v Speaker 1>of dirt myth? Yeah, so I was behind the tree,

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<v Speaker 1>like you said, even though it's happening fast, I remember

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<v Speaker 1>thinking like something it's going to be messing people up

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<v Speaker 1>and like assess it kind of and but like the second,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean that happened split second, and that same second

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<v Speaker 1>it came on the back side where I was, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think and try and like, oh, ship you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like it's happening here. Do you mean he went

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<v Speaker 1>all the way around the tree, so the way like

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<v Speaker 1>he came in. I don't know if he went all

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<v Speaker 1>the way around the tree, because if he did, he

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<v Speaker 1>would have the bottom because he would have had to

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<v Speaker 1>come over my head and he didn't. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>you ever turned around where Steve was sitting. He came

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<v Speaker 1>down my side of the tree. Yeah, he couldn't have

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<v Speaker 1>gone around because he would have stepped out all messed

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<v Speaker 1>up because I like, I've literally been plant back over

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<v Speaker 1>and over. Yeah, but at some point, so I'm totally like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is interesting because this whole time I've been thinking

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<v Speaker 1>he went above like uphill of the tree, wrapped around

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<v Speaker 1>to where I was at. That's what I thought happened

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<v Speaker 1>to you and Steve must have ended up in similar places. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think. So it's like this freeze frame of this,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, ship man that was like four ft broad bear.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I don't know if that's an exaggeration.

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<v Speaker 1>Big right there and in some movement of mine or

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<v Speaker 1>being bumped by someone, I think in like trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get out of the way, I tripped and fell on

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<v Speaker 1>its back as it was passing by and was riding

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<v Speaker 1>on its on its bag, on its hump, on my back,

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<v Speaker 1>just pure coincidence and momentum, like for one Mississippi was

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<v Speaker 1>on its back act and got bucked off into an

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<v Speaker 1>alder down he went. You went on him about fifteen

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<v Speaker 1>feet down and crashed into an alder pack. And I

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<v Speaker 1>thought when I was on his back, like my thought

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<v Speaker 1>was like I'm the one that's fucked, like he's this

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<v Speaker 1>is like he's gonna like I'm gonna drop and he's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna turn and get me. And when I got bucked

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<v Speaker 1>and was he already had you? I thought he was

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<v Speaker 1>carrying you. It looked I was just riding riding him,

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<v Speaker 1>riding the storm. Later talking about how he got hurt

0:17:31.680 --> 0:17:35.560
<v Speaker 1>when he got bucked off. He's got a bruise. I've

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<v Speaker 1>seen it, but the yeah and then then yeah, immediately

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<v Speaker 1>realized everything was okay, and hear did you guys say,

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<v Speaker 1>where's Garrett? It was surreal, I mean for everyone, but

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<v Speaker 1>it was like did I Yeah, I remember somebody yelled

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<v Speaker 1>to count off. Remember ever he goes, because I I

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<v Speaker 1>remember seeing Garrett at this point. I had my pistol ready,

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<v Speaker 1>and I saw you and I started running down in

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<v Speaker 1>that direction and then you stood up, and I thought like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>he's got to be right there because I saw you

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<v Speaker 1>and bear and going downhill, and I did you because

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<v Speaker 1>you would have been on that side of the tree

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<v Speaker 1>by that point as well. No, I saw Garrett right,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought the bear had Garrett. So at this point, Yanny,

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<v Speaker 1>you had your you had your pistol by now. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because I think as soon as he was going downhill

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<v Speaker 1>with Garrett, I think you were the one saying like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, everybody, get your bear sprays, get your pistols.

0:18:29.440 --> 0:18:31.000
<v Speaker 1>And I said, not all of this is legal or not.

0:18:31.040 --> 0:18:34.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm assuming it's legal. I said, if that bear comes back,

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<v Speaker 1>kill it. And I said no, ship yeah I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I think at this point we've crossed

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<v Speaker 1>into because here's the thing you can't okay in Alaska,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, so in the Lord forty eight bears are

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<v Speaker 1>covered with the exception, with the exception very recently of

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<v Speaker 1>the greater you Elstone ecosystem. Uh that you know in

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<v Speaker 1>Indiana sized hunk of ground of Idaho, Woming, Montana. Until recently,

0:19:10.520 --> 0:19:11.960
<v Speaker 1>we hold me back. That was a confusing way of

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<v Speaker 1>putting it. In the lower fort they have ees a

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<v Speaker 1>protection outside of a very small area. Uh. And so

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<v Speaker 1>it's like, if you kill a bear to defense, in

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<v Speaker 1>self defense or in defense, you can't kill it in

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<v Speaker 1>defensive property. Okay, you can kill it in defensive life.

0:19:28.359 --> 0:19:31.800
<v Speaker 1>In Alaska you can kill a bear in defense of property.

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<v Speaker 1>So if a grizzly, if a brown bear grizzly is tearing,

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<v Speaker 1>is destroying your camp, you can kill the bear. You

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<v Speaker 1>can't kill the bear to protect your kill. If a

0:19:43.000 --> 0:19:45.479
<v Speaker 1>bear claims your moose kill and you don't have a

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<v Speaker 1>permit to kill the bear as a hunter, you need

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<v Speaker 1>to forfeit the kill to the bear. But in this case,

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<v Speaker 1>we've been attacked. It wasn't like and there was no

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<v Speaker 1>access to the meat for this bear. Yeah he would

0:19:58.040 --> 0:20:01.000
<v Speaker 1>he didn't have it. We've been a hacked. So I

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<v Speaker 1>yelled out, if that bear comes back, shoot it because

0:20:03.840 --> 0:20:08.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, because of obvious reasons, Um, sweet have been Yeah,

0:20:08.920 --> 0:20:16.280
<v Speaker 1>defensive life in that case, uh, suddenly uphill, even though

0:20:16.320 --> 0:20:21.960
<v Speaker 1>he left downhill, suddenly uphill. We heard him wolfing. So

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<v Speaker 1>there's different among our group. There's different interpretations. I feel

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<v Speaker 1>as though it was the same bear. They're so freaking fast,

0:20:30.600 --> 0:20:34.760
<v Speaker 1>he was just back up there wolfing. Um. There's also

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<v Speaker 1>the idea that that it had a cub up there,

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<v Speaker 1>then that cub was wolfing. But I don't think that's

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<v Speaker 1>what happened. I think that bear just was so freaking

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<v Speaker 1>he was jack jacked up and fast he was back

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<v Speaker 1>up there. Um. I mean we kind of surrounded the tree.

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<v Speaker 1>People everyone facing in different directions. I went up in

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<v Speaker 1>the tree started cutting meat out. Some people would have

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<v Speaker 1>just ditched it, but I wasn't. I didn't want to

0:21:05.800 --> 0:21:08.080
<v Speaker 1>ditch it was I was like, let's get the heck

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<v Speaker 1>out of here. We we We made a pretty good

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<v Speaker 1>formation quick though. We circled up. Everybody was pointing in

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<v Speaker 1>a different trection. We circled up around the tree. Everybody

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<v Speaker 1>had protection at that point. To Johannest and I were

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<v Speaker 1>the two with the pistols. Everyone now had bear spray

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<v Speaker 1>in their hands, so we were we were collecting everyone's

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<v Speaker 1>at this point, cool headed and collected. Our backs were

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<v Speaker 1>to a tree, so we couldn't get attacked from the back.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't see the bear coming in at this point.

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<v Speaker 1>You were now in the tree getting the meat, started

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<v Speaker 1>cutting meat down out of the tree. And then anytime

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<v Speaker 1>somebody went to go get something, we had the pistols

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<v Speaker 1>and we made we were creating our own confusion. But

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<v Speaker 1>because we're making a ton of noise, because thinking that,

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<v Speaker 1>and I know it works, making noise at bears bugs bears. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>So like an authoritative like hey, I just noticed through

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of personal experience, like an authority hate of

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<v Speaker 1>standing up group of guys going hey is intimidating the bears. Dude,

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<v Speaker 1>my voice is still raspy from you. But we made

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<v Speaker 1>it rule too, don't say bear unless you see a bear. Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>and all that's okay, but going hey, bear bar because

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<v Speaker 1>we kept like causing a little bit confusion about whether

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<v Speaker 1>someone was seeing it or not. And I'm up in

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<v Speaker 1>the tree and I got a pretty good view at

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<v Speaker 1>half the ground around us. Cut the meat down. Then

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<v Speaker 1>we just grabbed the meat up by hand. I remember

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<v Speaker 1>looking down from my sandwich and it had been mashed,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was as mashed as the original bear ship

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<v Speaker 1>laying under that tree. My sandwich was destroyed. UM hacked

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<v Speaker 1>to meat down either tree. We just picked up bags

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<v Speaker 1>of meat and then in defensive formation. It was impressive

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<v Speaker 1>for guys carrying meat. Two guys with everybody with pepper spray,

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<v Speaker 1>two guys toting pistols. Do you carry the bone in

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<v Speaker 1>shoulder with a busted ankle down a hill and down

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<v Speaker 1>to steve Hill and up a steep ravine and a

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<v Speaker 1>river crossing until we had a big open area to

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<v Speaker 1>load up our packs. I was walking point with the

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<v Speaker 1>shoulder son. Now here's what Here's a little bit about

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<v Speaker 1>not now we're getting into conjecture. Here's a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>about what I think might have happened. Like if I

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<v Speaker 1>had to go, if somehow this had all been captured

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<v Speaker 1>on film by some secret camera we don't know about, um,

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<v Speaker 1>and I had to bet like what the footage would reveal, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>And also if this footage was able to assess the

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<v Speaker 1>psychological state of the bear and evaluate his motivations. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like this is what I kind of feel like

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<v Speaker 1>this is what happened. I feel as though, um, somehow,

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<v Speaker 1>in the hours before our arrival, a bear had come

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<v Speaker 1>in and was like, uh wow, right, some a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of meat, a lot of stuff going on, a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people smell, and he was sussing ship out. I

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't be surprised to learn that us approaching, making a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of noise, hooting and hollering. Perhaps I wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 1>surprised to learn that we maybe move the bear off.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't be surprised to learn that. Then we sat

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<v Speaker 1>down to eat sandwiches, and we're all on the ground.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't really see what's going on in there. He

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<v Speaker 1>is in the area he comes back. In fact, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not like a big, threatening pound bear that's coming and

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<v Speaker 1>claim to kill site. It's like some low, not very

0:24:44.840 --> 0:24:51.080
<v Speaker 1>intimidating things under that tree. I think he came in

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<v Speaker 1>to assert his presence, and I feel was kind I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>this is so conjectural, almost hesitated even bring it up.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's like an interpret I'm offering up an interpretation,

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<v Speaker 1>an unprovable I feel that he ran in it was

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<v Speaker 1>kind of overwhelmed by what he ran into. Yeah, just

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<v Speaker 1>the six, like a collection of six yelling, screaming, extremely

0:25:15.480 --> 0:25:20.320
<v Speaker 1>hands swinging like mayhem, and then also one that jumped

0:25:20.359 --> 0:25:24.520
<v Speaker 1>on him from his perspective. I think he's telling his buddies, Dude,

0:25:25.480 --> 0:25:32.280
<v Speaker 1>I gotta check my people. It was we in that situation.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like, looking back, we were zebras because they

0:25:36.720 --> 0:25:39.320
<v Speaker 1>survived in these groups. And when the lion runs in,

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<v Speaker 1>it's this scattered confusion effect that the predators stretched so

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<v Speaker 1>many ways they don't know a single target to focus on,

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<v Speaker 1>and they end up giving up and reassessing. Yeah. One

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<v Speaker 1>explanation I have is that that like one ham like,

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<v Speaker 1>how could that that mouth have not gotten to somebody?

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, okay, there's two explanations. One that it

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<v Speaker 1>was such an explosion of like it might have been

0:26:07.040 --> 0:26:09.520
<v Speaker 1>expected as much as it expects or whatever. Yeah, I mean,

0:26:09.560 --> 0:26:11.480
<v Speaker 1>like their predators they attacked you. They know what they're doing.

0:26:11.920 --> 0:26:13.720
<v Speaker 1>He was attacking maybe a thing that he thought was

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<v Speaker 1>a thing, a single thing, and in fact it was not.

0:26:17.119 --> 0:26:19.800
<v Speaker 1>It was out of his line of sight. Was all

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<v Speaker 1>of this stuff right? And that that he never got

0:26:23.640 --> 0:26:25.720
<v Speaker 1>ahold of someone or it was never his intention to

0:26:25.760 --> 0:26:29.040
<v Speaker 1>get his mouth on something. It felt like he was intending.

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<v Speaker 1>It seemed like it meant to get ahold of something.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm sure that it knew whatever whoever it was

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<v Speaker 1>looking at as it came through the brush. It knew

0:26:40.400 --> 0:26:43.760
<v Speaker 1>that I am a lot bigger than that thing. I

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<v Speaker 1>think we should also clarify this would like for people,

0:26:48.240 --> 0:26:51.080
<v Speaker 1>this was not a bluff charge. This was a full

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<v Speaker 1>on charge. And he's been false charged and and there's

0:26:56.080 --> 0:26:59.720
<v Speaker 1>a big difference, like false charges go down a certain way.

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<v Speaker 1>This was nothing close to a false charge, the type

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<v Speaker 1>of charge when a guy ends up if he's there

0:27:07.000 --> 0:27:11.000
<v Speaker 1>gets attacked or dying, the surprise charge that goes a

0:27:11.359 --> 0:27:13.560
<v Speaker 1>dent of the way. This was that charge. Yeah, false

0:27:13.680 --> 0:27:17.920
<v Speaker 1>charge being like lots of hooffing, teeth clack and gets up,

0:27:18.040 --> 0:27:21.320
<v Speaker 1>spins that fifteen yards, maybe comes in and spins that

0:27:21.440 --> 0:27:29.520
<v Speaker 1>fifteen yards. Yeah, but there is nothing this dude, Yeah yeah. Um.

0:27:29.560 --> 0:27:31.920
<v Speaker 1>I had a gun pulled on me in the Vata

0:27:32.200 --> 0:27:34.000
<v Speaker 1>and it took a couple of hours. My hand equipped

0:27:34.040 --> 0:27:37.679
<v Speaker 1>shaken and I had uh and the time that we

0:27:37.760 --> 0:27:40.240
<v Speaker 1>got false charged, it took me a couple of hours.

0:27:40.280 --> 0:27:44.760
<v Speaker 1>My handquipped, shaken. It's like that level of but this

0:27:45.000 --> 0:27:50.400
<v Speaker 1>was in there was no spin. He crashed through us,

0:27:51.400 --> 0:27:57.000
<v Speaker 1>um and I think must have gotten confused, got wrapped

0:27:57.080 --> 0:28:03.920
<v Speaker 1>in the face, uh, got jumped on from his perspective, right,

0:28:04.080 --> 0:28:07.399
<v Speaker 1>got gang piled. Yeah, he's like what the hell is

0:28:07.440 --> 0:28:13.639
<v Speaker 1>going on? You know, and and ran down. I have

0:28:13.680 --> 0:28:18.040
<v Speaker 1>a question. I'm sorry not to do you think, like,

0:28:18.280 --> 0:28:21.560
<v Speaker 1>how relevant is it that? The more I think about it,

0:28:21.560 --> 0:28:23.439
<v Speaker 1>the more it makes sense. It was one bear and

0:28:23.480 --> 0:28:26.800
<v Speaker 1>he was back above us, like susten us out even more. Yeah,

0:28:26.800 --> 0:28:29.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't have it, I mean not really knowing. I

0:28:29.880 --> 0:28:31.760
<v Speaker 1>have no doubt that that's what I happened. But so

0:28:32.000 --> 0:28:36.160
<v Speaker 1>in that case, in my mind too, that's very relevant,

0:28:36.200 --> 0:28:39.040
<v Speaker 1>like to see even though it's super thick, like if

0:28:39.080 --> 0:28:40.640
<v Speaker 1>that would have all gone down and we would have

0:28:40.640 --> 0:28:42.320
<v Speaker 1>seen him on the other side of the main creek

0:28:42.840 --> 0:28:46.800
<v Speaker 1>like just getting out of there and been like, yeah

0:28:46.840 --> 0:28:50.280
<v Speaker 1>he didn't, I don't know. The fact that he wrapped

0:28:50.320 --> 0:28:56.560
<v Speaker 1>back around into like a aggressive point contact freaks me

0:28:56.600 --> 0:28:59.240
<v Speaker 1>out even more, like he was just like still like

0:28:59.320 --> 0:29:02.120
<v Speaker 1>it that way For that attack to happen again, it

0:29:02.280 --> 0:29:04.520
<v Speaker 1>was a very confusing moment. It was like in those

0:29:04.560 --> 0:29:07.880
<v Speaker 1>movies where someone's getting attacked and it's over here then

0:29:07.960 --> 0:29:11.640
<v Speaker 1>over there. It was very over here over there that

0:29:12.320 --> 0:29:14.560
<v Speaker 1>we didn't know which way he was going to come

0:29:14.560 --> 0:29:17.120
<v Speaker 1>back in because we heard, we saw him go down,

0:29:17.280 --> 0:29:20.040
<v Speaker 1>weird crashing to the side, and we heard noises over

0:29:20.040 --> 0:29:21.960
<v Speaker 1>here and we heard the wolfing up here. So it

0:29:22.000 --> 0:29:26.360
<v Speaker 1>was a very orienting thing where he could come in

0:29:26.440 --> 0:29:31.080
<v Speaker 1>again in any direction. And that was the the almost

0:29:31.160 --> 0:29:36.720
<v Speaker 1>more scarier for me than the actual charge. Yeah, because

0:29:36.720 --> 0:29:40.200
<v Speaker 1>the charge was all instinct, You're just like react, but

0:29:40.280 --> 0:29:42.560
<v Speaker 1>this was like just waiting for it to happen again,

0:29:42.600 --> 0:29:46.720
<v Speaker 1>and it was intimidating. Man. Now there's this thing and

0:29:46.720 --> 0:29:50.320
<v Speaker 1>and and and bear deal with bears and bearrass safety.

0:29:50.360 --> 0:29:55.680
<v Speaker 1>There's this idea that if you are attacked by a

0:29:55.720 --> 0:29:59.720
<v Speaker 1>black bear, um what you're experiencing as an act of

0:30:00.040 --> 0:30:07.920
<v Speaker 1>addation and um, that you would fight that bear as

0:30:07.920 --> 0:30:10.440
<v Speaker 1>long as you could possibly fight, because he's attacking you

0:30:10.600 --> 0:30:14.600
<v Speaker 1>in an active predation and it's his aim to kill

0:30:14.640 --> 0:30:20.240
<v Speaker 1>you and eat you. Grizzly bears grizzly you know, brown

0:30:20.280 --> 0:30:23.680
<v Speaker 1>bears do that too. They do predatory attacks, but they

0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:28.640
<v Speaker 1>also do attack of that they're startled or threatened or spooked,

0:30:29.240 --> 0:30:33.920
<v Speaker 1>and their response to the spooking is to neutralize the threat.

0:30:34.480 --> 0:30:39.000
<v Speaker 1>And a black bear's response to spooking is to act like,

0:30:39.600 --> 0:30:44.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, everything else in the world run off. So

0:30:45.320 --> 0:30:48.800
<v Speaker 1>when people say that this whole like playing that idea

0:30:49.080 --> 0:30:51.920
<v Speaker 1>with a with a brown bear attack, grizzly attack, is

0:30:51.960 --> 0:30:58.160
<v Speaker 1>that that you're betting on that it's the neutralization of

0:30:58.200 --> 0:31:01.920
<v Speaker 1>a threat thing that's happening to you, and it once

0:31:01.960 --> 0:31:04.800
<v Speaker 1>you cease to be any kind of a threat. And

0:31:04.840 --> 0:31:08.640
<v Speaker 1>he could be like, don't mess with me, man that

0:31:08.640 --> 0:31:10.680
<v Speaker 1>that maybe you'll be lucky, and he'll then leave you

0:31:10.720 --> 0:31:14.800
<v Speaker 1>alone because he's like, hey, this thing scared me. I

0:31:14.920 --> 0:31:18.200
<v Speaker 1>got the situation resolved. Now I'm done. There's all that

0:31:18.280 --> 0:31:24.480
<v Speaker 1>kind of talk, right um now. And I've always maintained

0:31:24.520 --> 0:31:27.560
<v Speaker 1>that like when people ask these questions you know about

0:31:27.600 --> 0:31:29.720
<v Speaker 1>how to deal with bears and bear safety and what

0:31:29.760 --> 0:31:32.400
<v Speaker 1>you should carry in this, and that I usually say

0:31:32.520 --> 0:31:38.640
<v Speaker 1>like best practices or or when people who have exhaustively

0:31:38.880 --> 0:31:42.440
<v Speaker 1>analyzed all these maulings and attacks, like what do they

0:31:42.560 --> 0:31:47.000
<v Speaker 1>find to be recommended practices? I'll point these out to people,

0:31:47.160 --> 0:31:52.040
<v Speaker 1>but I oftentimes will awful clarify that if it were

0:31:52.120 --> 0:31:57.280
<v Speaker 1>actually happening, I don't know how much all of this

0:31:58.000 --> 0:32:01.400
<v Speaker 1>is going to be really that helpful. And now that

0:32:01.480 --> 0:32:11.600
<v Speaker 1>I know what happens when it happens, I'm more um,

0:32:12.040 --> 0:32:16.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm just more aware of of that. It's almost a

0:32:16.040 --> 0:32:20.080
<v Speaker 1>shrug of the shoulders. It's like how it really goes

0:32:20.200 --> 0:32:32.440
<v Speaker 1>down is so fast and dizzying and overwhelming that you're

0:32:32.480 --> 0:32:40.720
<v Speaker 1>not even operating even in a reptilian thing, you know,

0:32:42.400 --> 0:32:46.080
<v Speaker 1>like meaning like that your brain is like these layers

0:32:46.240 --> 0:32:49.040
<v Speaker 1>right and deep in your brain or these ideas of

0:32:49.120 --> 0:32:52.280
<v Speaker 1>just that you need to breathe, okay, like just basic

0:32:52.480 --> 0:32:56.280
<v Speaker 1>things that you do, and then layered over it are

0:32:56.320 --> 0:32:59.480
<v Speaker 1>these more you know, like these more like I like

0:32:59.520 --> 0:33:04.000
<v Speaker 1>emotional ideas and sophisticated actions, right, and I don't. And

0:33:04.160 --> 0:33:08.720
<v Speaker 1>I feel like the shutdown that occurred for that half

0:33:08.800 --> 0:33:13.640
<v Speaker 1>second was a very deep shutdown occurred to my brain,

0:33:14.760 --> 0:33:18.520
<v Speaker 1>like a deep like a deep instantaneous shutdown. And then

0:33:18.640 --> 0:33:22.560
<v Speaker 1>you then coming out of that was like if you

0:33:22.600 --> 0:33:24.320
<v Speaker 1>found if you're in a boat, if you're in a

0:33:24.360 --> 0:33:29.080
<v Speaker 1>boat that capsizes and you're thrust underwater and you need

0:33:29.120 --> 0:33:31.800
<v Speaker 1>to swim up to the surface, I feel like I

0:33:31.840 --> 0:33:34.640
<v Speaker 1>had to swim up out of a I had to

0:33:34.920 --> 0:33:40.320
<v Speaker 1>swim up out of the water to find a breath

0:33:40.360 --> 0:33:42.200
<v Speaker 1>of air, the breath of air being a clear thought.

0:33:42.880 --> 0:33:46.760
<v Speaker 1>I had to like swim through a haze to come

0:33:46.760 --> 0:33:49.280
<v Speaker 1>out with with a clear idea of what to do next.

0:33:50.280 --> 0:33:56.080
<v Speaker 1>It was such a mental setback of all your thinking

0:33:56.080 --> 0:33:59.720
<v Speaker 1>and situational awareness, spatial awareness, of just being a person

0:33:59.720 --> 0:34:03.440
<v Speaker 1>who's like prides themselves on knowing how to deal with

0:34:03.480 --> 0:34:07.480
<v Speaker 1>bad situations right learned through like being out in the woods,

0:34:07.520 --> 0:34:10.480
<v Speaker 1>lot hunting a lot, being in in shitty situations. Subjecting

0:34:10.520 --> 0:34:14.200
<v Speaker 1>yourself to that, you get like pretty good at problem solving.

0:34:14.520 --> 0:34:18.160
<v Speaker 1>It was like all that was gone for some part,

0:34:19.120 --> 0:34:22.200
<v Speaker 1>for some collection of seconds, maybe it was just wiped

0:34:22.239 --> 0:34:27.760
<v Speaker 1>out and I had to like swim to the surface

0:34:27.800 --> 0:34:32.040
<v Speaker 1>of some very murky water to put my head up

0:34:32.080 --> 0:34:35.360
<v Speaker 1>and be like, here's what you need to do. Yeah,

0:34:35.680 --> 0:34:39.000
<v Speaker 1>And in the time it occurred to make that metaphorical

0:34:39.120 --> 0:34:45.480
<v Speaker 1>swim to the surface of consciousness was probably the time

0:34:45.680 --> 0:34:50.359
<v Speaker 1>in which you're just in its teeth, not even feeling it.

0:34:51.000 --> 0:34:53.920
<v Speaker 1>Other maulings play out different ways. Because there was a

0:34:53.920 --> 0:34:57.279
<v Speaker 1>guy that got killed, you know, by Donaly, and he

0:34:57.320 --> 0:35:01.960
<v Speaker 1>had been photographing the bear that killed him up until

0:35:02.000 --> 0:35:04.440
<v Speaker 1>it's very far away and he was still snapping photos

0:35:04.440 --> 0:35:07.719
<v Speaker 1>of twenty yards then the bear killed him. So there

0:35:07.760 --> 0:35:09.839
<v Speaker 1>you have like a situation like that. We've had older

0:35:09.880 --> 0:35:12.360
<v Speaker 1>bears come into our camp or come to claim, like

0:35:12.400 --> 0:35:16.960
<v Speaker 1>a caribou kill, that you had all kinds of time.

0:35:18.360 --> 0:35:21.439
<v Speaker 1>But I think that all that time gives someone who

0:35:21.480 --> 0:35:24.200
<v Speaker 1>knows how you're supposed to behave time to make it

0:35:24.239 --> 0:35:30.240
<v Speaker 1>not happen through how you present, how you can figure

0:35:30.320 --> 0:35:33.719
<v Speaker 1>your group, how you use firearms for warning shots. Like,

0:35:33.800 --> 0:35:36.640
<v Speaker 1>all that time is all the action needed to make

0:35:36.680 --> 0:35:39.319
<v Speaker 1>it not become a situation. But when the situation is

0:35:39.400 --> 0:35:43.200
<v Speaker 1>fast like that, I feel that like it would take

0:35:43.800 --> 0:35:46.759
<v Speaker 1>you would have to live through that six times to

0:35:46.880 --> 0:35:51.400
<v Speaker 1>be able to become right. Yeah, it's just like my

0:35:51.440 --> 0:35:56.759
<v Speaker 1>analogy of like skiing giant freaking black diamond moguls fast. Right,

0:35:56.840 --> 0:35:58.759
<v Speaker 1>the first time you go down that ski run, you're

0:35:58.800 --> 0:36:02.040
<v Speaker 1>just like, oh my god, oh my god, you fall,

0:36:02.200 --> 0:36:04.960
<v Speaker 1>You're trapping. This is worrying by you. And then you

0:36:05.000 --> 0:36:07.839
<v Speaker 1>get to a certain level of feeling comfortable and you're like,

0:36:08.080 --> 0:36:10.840
<v Speaker 1>even though you're smoking that hill, it's all happening slow,

0:36:10.960 --> 0:36:15.040
<v Speaker 1>every every single turn and bomb just happens nice and easy. Yeah,

0:36:15.080 --> 0:36:17.279
<v Speaker 1>it would take a lot of very charges. But the

0:36:17.320 --> 0:36:19.960
<v Speaker 1>thing but I want to I want to preface. I

0:36:20.000 --> 0:36:22.120
<v Speaker 1>want to preface. I'm using that the preface one I

0:36:22.120 --> 0:36:24.399
<v Speaker 1>angles stakes. I am going to turn this into a recommendation,

0:36:25.280 --> 0:36:27.160
<v Speaker 1>right good, That's where I was gonna go with that,

0:36:27.200 --> 0:36:31.879
<v Speaker 1>too yet recommendations, So all of that said, I'm gonna

0:36:31.880 --> 0:36:36.319
<v Speaker 1>turn into recommendation that. UM. I think that that that

0:36:38.320 --> 0:36:40.480
<v Speaker 1>it's possible to go into an area, and you go

0:36:40.600 --> 0:36:45.319
<v Speaker 1>into an area, a risky area, and initially you're very

0:36:45.360 --> 0:36:53.160
<v Speaker 1>aware of the risk, but it's mentally exhausting. Two, it's

0:36:53.160 --> 0:36:57.680
<v Speaker 1>mentally exhausting to be aware of risk, and I think

0:36:57.680 --> 0:37:00.160
<v Speaker 1>that some part of your brain wants to get out

0:37:00.160 --> 0:37:05.760
<v Speaker 1>of the risk mode, and you're like, Okay, we've gone days,

0:37:05.800 --> 0:37:09.200
<v Speaker 1>we haven't seen a bear, I don't see evidence that

0:37:09.239 --> 0:37:12.359
<v Speaker 1>a bear has been on the kill, and you just

0:37:12.400 --> 0:37:21.000
<v Speaker 1>have a gradual letting down of your defenses that that, UM,

0:37:21.160 --> 0:37:23.080
<v Speaker 1>you maybe wouldn't have made that mistake on the first

0:37:23.160 --> 0:37:25.359
<v Speaker 1>day when you went into it, ready for this thing

0:37:25.440 --> 0:37:28.120
<v Speaker 1>to be happening. We were talking about it, we read

0:37:28.160 --> 0:37:30.480
<v Speaker 1>about it, we discussed it, we were joking about it.

0:37:31.200 --> 0:37:33.920
<v Speaker 1>But over the course of a few days, it's somehow

0:37:34.000 --> 0:37:40.680
<v Speaker 1>like a level of complacency took place, UM. And the

0:37:40.760 --> 0:37:46.040
<v Speaker 1>concrete recommend dation one would be to try to to

0:37:46.239 --> 0:37:52.160
<v Speaker 1>try to maintain that level of awareness even when it's

0:37:52.200 --> 0:37:57.360
<v Speaker 1>not being uh reinforced by constant reminders of trouble. Because

0:37:57.480 --> 0:38:00.840
<v Speaker 1>the first bear eye laid eyes on on that trip

0:38:01.080 --> 0:38:07.960
<v Speaker 1>was within arms reach. Mm hmm. So there's that in

0:38:08.040 --> 0:38:12.000
<v Speaker 1>a much more like practical, much more like practical, real

0:38:12.040 --> 0:38:18.600
<v Speaker 1>time thing. Having your deterrent um on the waist belt

0:38:18.640 --> 0:38:22.719
<v Speaker 1>of your pack is great when you wear in your pack.

0:38:23.960 --> 0:38:27.640
<v Speaker 1>But when you take that pack off and set it

0:38:27.680 --> 0:38:30.279
<v Speaker 1>down and you remove from it and then all of

0:38:30.320 --> 0:38:32.080
<v Speaker 1>a sudden the bear that you see as an arms

0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:37.759
<v Speaker 1>reach away, getting it isn't really an option, especially if

0:38:37.800 --> 0:38:39.359
<v Speaker 1>the first thing you need to do is roll out

0:38:39.360 --> 0:38:43.440
<v Speaker 1>of the way of the thing. It's like you have

0:38:43.560 --> 0:38:49.360
<v Speaker 1>to have you have to have it kind of on

0:38:49.480 --> 0:38:53.160
<v Speaker 1>your chest. Mm hmm. I would even say having it

0:38:53.200 --> 0:38:55.600
<v Speaker 1>in the holster could be clumsy, you know. I mean

0:38:55.600 --> 0:38:58.400
<v Speaker 1>you can't just carry it well, I mean if you

0:38:58.440 --> 0:39:00.279
<v Speaker 1>take your pack off and you're just hanging aroun just

0:39:00.360 --> 0:39:03.520
<v Speaker 1>having it unholstered with the safety on just close to

0:39:03.560 --> 0:39:06.160
<v Speaker 1>you all the time. You could have it on your pack,

0:39:06.360 --> 0:39:10.799
<v Speaker 1>but have also like a secondary location where you if

0:39:10.840 --> 0:39:14.120
<v Speaker 1>you take that pack off, Like Rammy, you actually had

0:39:14.120 --> 0:39:18.880
<v Speaker 1>two holsters. Two holster approach. So I promised, I just

0:39:18.920 --> 0:39:21.279
<v Speaker 1>had a weird feeling about this trip, and I went

0:39:21.360 --> 0:39:24.480
<v Speaker 1>and bought a second holster in Anchorage on my layover

0:39:25.120 --> 0:39:27.359
<v Speaker 1>because I was like, and I promised myself, I said,

0:39:27.360 --> 0:39:29.000
<v Speaker 1>because I got just a weird you know those just

0:39:29.080 --> 0:39:31.440
<v Speaker 1>you feel a little uneasy, I said, I promised myself,

0:39:31.560 --> 0:39:33.440
<v Speaker 1>if I take my pack off, I'm gonna put my

0:39:33.480 --> 0:39:36.360
<v Speaker 1>pistol in my other holster, even if it's just to

0:39:36.400 --> 0:39:40.200
<v Speaker 1>go take a leak. I was diligent with it, though

0:39:40.320 --> 0:39:44.080
<v Speaker 1>one time during the trip I did not do it.

0:39:44.160 --> 0:39:46.719
<v Speaker 1>Was that that time because your packs right next to you,

0:39:46.800 --> 0:39:48.920
<v Speaker 1>and I think that that well it was, and I

0:39:49.000 --> 0:39:51.000
<v Speaker 1>remember seeing it sitting there and thinking to myself, I

0:39:51.040 --> 0:39:56.320
<v Speaker 1>should grab that pistol. I was thinking tap and I

0:39:57.120 --> 0:39:59.520
<v Speaker 1>sat and then the confusion of someone sitting where I

0:39:59.560 --> 0:40:02.000
<v Speaker 1>was sitting because I had I actually when we sat down,

0:40:02.040 --> 0:40:09.000
<v Speaker 1>I unclipped the unclipped the whole the part of the

0:40:09.040 --> 0:40:11.640
<v Speaker 1>safety catch, so it was ready to grab. Because I

0:40:11.680 --> 0:40:14.040
<v Speaker 1>was sitting down, I put my hand on it as

0:40:14.160 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 1>like a mock pull out, and then I got up

0:40:17.160 --> 0:40:19.560
<v Speaker 1>to get the water, and then people had moved and

0:40:19.560 --> 0:40:21.960
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't sitting in that position anymore, and I thought, oh,

0:40:22.000 --> 0:40:27.000
<v Speaker 1>I'll grab that. But then throughout the week we had met,

0:40:27.120 --> 0:40:32.600
<v Speaker 1>we we had talked about, oh, our best defense is

0:40:32.600 --> 0:40:34.840
<v Speaker 1>going to be having six people. A bear wouldn't attack

0:40:34.880 --> 0:40:36.920
<v Speaker 1>six people, which is which I think, which is actually

0:40:36.920 --> 0:40:41.200
<v Speaker 1>which I ended up probably saving us or one person

0:40:41.239 --> 0:40:44.120
<v Speaker 1>from some kind of When I say the group thing,

0:40:44.200 --> 0:40:46.520
<v Speaker 1>I mean when you have a bear who's like, oh,

0:40:46.560 --> 0:40:49.720
<v Speaker 1>there's some stuff, I'm gonna go over towards that stuff

0:40:49.760 --> 0:40:51.719
<v Speaker 1>to suss out what's going on. What they do, They

0:40:51.719 --> 0:40:53.680
<v Speaker 1>see stuff and they just go toward it. I think

0:40:53.800 --> 0:40:57.640
<v Speaker 1>having a group of people is is very intimidating to

0:40:57.640 --> 0:41:01.120
<v Speaker 1>a bear. It is And I think what made because

0:41:01.160 --> 0:41:06.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm my dad is hyper bear and now bear anoid.

0:41:06.840 --> 0:41:11.080
<v Speaker 1>And after this experience, I'm gonna go apologize to him

0:41:11.120 --> 0:41:14.480
<v Speaker 1>because there's a lot of times that I've done dumber

0:41:14.560 --> 0:41:19.000
<v Speaker 1>stuff than what we did, way dumber and had no consequence.

0:41:19.600 --> 0:41:21.879
<v Speaker 1>If you were by yourself under that tree, you'd be dead.

0:41:22.040 --> 0:41:25.160
<v Speaker 1>I agree with the question. Yeah. And and when my

0:41:25.280 --> 0:41:29.400
<v Speaker 1>brother and I were on the island previously, we took

0:41:30.360 --> 0:41:35.560
<v Speaker 1>very we were seeing bears, but we also took every precaution.

0:41:36.120 --> 0:41:39.880
<v Speaker 1>We never loitered around the meat treat. We moved the

0:41:39.920 --> 0:41:42.360
<v Speaker 1>meat to cash. Is the minute we got to the cash,

0:41:42.400 --> 0:41:45.040
<v Speaker 1>we climbed to the tree and looked. One person always

0:41:45.040 --> 0:41:48.279
<v Speaker 1>had their deterrent out. We we had a plan, and

0:41:48.320 --> 0:41:51.480
<v Speaker 1>we stuck to that plan because there was two of

0:41:51.600 --> 0:41:54.840
<v Speaker 1>us and we knew that it would probably be one person.

0:41:55.880 --> 0:41:57.880
<v Speaker 1>One person was always on the lookout, one person was

0:41:57.920 --> 0:42:01.120
<v Speaker 1>doing things we were. You know, we went in with

0:42:01.160 --> 0:42:03.239
<v Speaker 1>that plan and said, no matter what, that's what we're

0:42:03.239 --> 0:42:07.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna do. But with the amount of people we had

0:42:07.840 --> 0:42:11.399
<v Speaker 1>and not seeing bears and other things, that whole situation

0:42:11.480 --> 0:42:15.959
<v Speaker 1>got lax, you know. And and that's why my first

0:42:15.960 --> 0:42:18.560
<v Speaker 1>thought was, like, shot, I'm gonna die without in my pistols.

0:42:18.640 --> 0:42:25.080
<v Speaker 1>Right there. The best recommendation, the best recommendation, um, don't

0:42:25.160 --> 0:42:28.839
<v Speaker 1>hunt in bear country. Yeah, but that's not accessible, it's

0:42:28.880 --> 0:42:31.960
<v Speaker 1>not So you need to work down to a solution

0:42:32.000 --> 0:42:35.399
<v Speaker 1>that you can live with. Yeah, yeah, that's I think

0:42:35.440 --> 0:42:38.719
<v Speaker 1>that's very relevant. A solution you can live with is

0:42:38.840 --> 0:42:41.160
<v Speaker 1>I now realize no one wants to have like extra

0:42:41.239 --> 0:42:44.759
<v Speaker 1>unneeded stuff hanging off their body, but I can live

0:42:44.840 --> 0:42:51.480
<v Speaker 1>with the idea of having some annoying contraption, which in

0:42:51.480 --> 0:42:55.840
<v Speaker 1>in and of themselves are dangerous because I've been holes

0:42:55.840 --> 0:43:03.040
<v Speaker 1>by pepper spray. It sucks. H M. Handguns have inherent

0:43:03.160 --> 0:43:07.080
<v Speaker 1>dangers to yourself and your companions. So it's like you're

0:43:09.000 --> 0:43:13.480
<v Speaker 1>and I have at times been jokingly said, uh, pepper

0:43:13.520 --> 0:43:16.759
<v Speaker 1>spray is more dangerous than bears. Haven't been involved in

0:43:16.760 --> 0:43:20.719
<v Speaker 1>a couple of situations where peppers cans blew off, went

0:43:20.760 --> 0:43:23.160
<v Speaker 1>off inadvertently. So it's like you it's like you're, you're,

0:43:23.239 --> 0:43:29.000
<v Speaker 1>you're weighing all these things. But yeah, for the real

0:43:29.040 --> 0:43:31.719
<v Speaker 1>time recommendations, it has to be the reason I say,

0:43:31.760 --> 0:43:35.239
<v Speaker 1>your chest too. It has to be somewhere where you

0:43:35.239 --> 0:43:41.200
<v Speaker 1>can get it blind and your waist belt, your jacket

0:43:41.239 --> 0:43:46.040
<v Speaker 1>covers things, things get in the way. It's get caught

0:43:45.840 --> 0:43:49.240
<v Speaker 1>out now. I mean it right here is the easiest

0:43:49.239 --> 0:43:52.120
<v Speaker 1>place to reach, even if you're if you're on the ground,

0:43:52.360 --> 0:43:54.839
<v Speaker 1>you can defend yourself with your arms and still reach

0:43:55.000 --> 0:43:58.120
<v Speaker 1>your chest. And I had my GPS unit up front

0:43:58.120 --> 0:44:00.640
<v Speaker 1>on my waist belt and my spray and the whole

0:44:00.719 --> 0:44:02.520
<v Speaker 1>damn trip. I kept thinking that I should take a

0:44:02.560 --> 0:44:06.240
<v Speaker 1>second and reverse them so that the spray was easier

0:44:06.239 --> 0:44:09.160
<v Speaker 1>to get at, And every time I look at it,

0:44:09.160 --> 0:44:11.040
<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, oh yeah, I you know, I should

0:44:11.080 --> 0:44:15.680
<v Speaker 1>really get around to never did it. And that's still

0:44:15.680 --> 0:44:18.239
<v Speaker 1>the waste belt problem, the waiste belt problem. And to

0:44:18.320 --> 0:44:19.959
<v Speaker 1>think too that we used to we used to bowl

0:44:20.000 --> 0:44:21.960
<v Speaker 1>hunt elk. We sometimes have our spray in the lid

0:44:21.960 --> 0:44:24.520
<v Speaker 1>of our pack. What and the hell good is that? Well?

0:44:24.640 --> 0:44:28.520
<v Speaker 1>I have hunted this island with spray in my pack.

0:44:29.800 --> 0:44:32.400
<v Speaker 1>That's stupid. I will never do that again. No, you

0:44:32.560 --> 0:44:35.960
<v Speaker 1>only hurt yourself probably with spraying your back your gear.

0:44:37.440 --> 0:44:40.000
<v Speaker 1>I think if I could have a couple of minutes

0:44:40.440 --> 0:44:47.920
<v Speaker 1>on you take a minute, but there for me the recommendations, Um,

0:44:48.000 --> 0:44:49.879
<v Speaker 1>I think that for me it's like even a step

0:44:50.000 --> 0:44:52.840
<v Speaker 1>earlier or two steps earlier, Like I feel like we

0:44:52.880 --> 0:44:55.960
<v Speaker 1>did a good job coming in there making noise, but

0:44:56.000 --> 0:45:00.279
<v Speaker 1>then we quit making a noise, right. It's like and

0:45:00.400 --> 0:45:02.600
<v Speaker 1>you can read like on our website, you can go

0:45:02.640 --> 0:45:05.200
<v Speaker 1>to the articles about grizzly bear attacks and the prevention

0:45:05.280 --> 0:45:08.120
<v Speaker 1>stuff and stuff that that Frank van Mannett was talking

0:45:08.120 --> 0:45:10.920
<v Speaker 1>to us about. It's like constantly making noise. You know.

0:45:10.960 --> 0:45:13.520
<v Speaker 1>It's like where like bear belts come in you know,

0:45:13.600 --> 0:45:15.880
<v Speaker 1>to play where people attach them to their backpacks or

0:45:15.880 --> 0:45:19.080
<v Speaker 1>their hiking sticks whatever, you to avoid like utterly surprising. Yeah,

0:45:19.160 --> 0:45:21.759
<v Speaker 1>the surprise factor, you know. And I think that us,

0:45:22.040 --> 0:45:25.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, making noise throughout you know, obviously not taking

0:45:25.600 --> 0:45:29.719
<v Speaker 1>the break, but making noise throughout the meat retrieval process

0:45:29.880 --> 0:45:34.000
<v Speaker 1>and basically done what we did after the attack, and

0:45:33.800 --> 0:45:37.040
<v Speaker 1>and sort of taking that approach without having that bear

0:45:37.160 --> 0:45:40.440
<v Speaker 1>come in. And again this is hindsight, right, but that's

0:45:40.600 --> 0:45:44.160
<v Speaker 1>how we should have done it. We should have gone

0:45:44.200 --> 0:45:47.719
<v Speaker 1>in there with freaking four four sets of eyes, two

0:45:47.800 --> 0:45:50.719
<v Speaker 1>dudes working the meat, two dudes packing the packs, four

0:45:50.719 --> 0:45:55.240
<v Speaker 1>sets of eyes looking all directions, constantly making noise, yelling,

0:45:55.600 --> 0:46:00.040
<v Speaker 1>being bearware, and moved out of there, even if it

0:46:00.040 --> 0:46:02.359
<v Speaker 1>is two yards, but to a place where we could

0:46:02.400 --> 0:46:06.759
<v Speaker 1>see and we couldn't get surprised. How do we if

0:46:06.760 --> 0:46:08.840
<v Speaker 1>we could see a hundred yards every direction, we wouldn't

0:46:08.840 --> 0:46:12.040
<v Speaker 1>have been surprised. Yeah, I think. Yeah, I was actually

0:46:12.080 --> 0:46:14.800
<v Speaker 1>gonna add that that, like, and I tried to earlier,

0:46:14.880 --> 0:46:17.880
<v Speaker 1>I said, like, the first mistake was lingering under the

0:46:17.880 --> 0:46:22.840
<v Speaker 1>hanging tree. But yeah, like without really knowing, I feel

0:46:22.880 --> 0:46:26.080
<v Speaker 1>as though had we done what you're just saying, this

0:46:26.200 --> 0:46:29.040
<v Speaker 1>might not have happened and hooting and holler and the

0:46:29.040 --> 0:46:35.000
<v Speaker 1>whole time, standing up, big presence, loud presence, deterrence, drawn yelling,

0:46:35.080 --> 0:46:38.080
<v Speaker 1>hey bear, hey bear, hey bear, getting what you needed

0:46:38.080 --> 0:46:41.360
<v Speaker 1>to get taken care of, and getting out of there,

0:46:41.480 --> 0:46:46.759
<v Speaker 1>very loud, lots of noise, clustered together, standing up bodies. Yeah.

0:46:48.440 --> 0:46:51.440
<v Speaker 1>What I could add is I think when you do

0:46:51.520 --> 0:46:54.919
<v Speaker 1>that right, you get into this mode where say, say

0:46:54.960 --> 0:46:57.920
<v Speaker 1>we did that, nothing would have happened. Then you get

0:46:57.920 --> 0:47:00.680
<v Speaker 1>this mindset like, well, nothing happened, it was a waste

0:47:00.680 --> 0:47:06.279
<v Speaker 1>of time. Can get that. Yeah, But from if we

0:47:06.320 --> 0:47:10.920
<v Speaker 1>could lend any advice to anyone is if it feels

0:47:10.960 --> 0:47:14.680
<v Speaker 1>like a waste of time, it's working. You already know

0:47:15.080 --> 0:47:18.080
<v Speaker 1>that you're in the mix. Just assume that it's going

0:47:18.120 --> 0:47:21.200
<v Speaker 1>to happen, and then when it doesn't happen, whatever you're

0:47:21.239 --> 0:47:26.239
<v Speaker 1>doing is the correct solution. But by us getting that

0:47:26.520 --> 0:47:29.359
<v Speaker 1>waysy like, oh it doesn't happen, it hasn't. I mean

0:47:29.360 --> 0:47:33.120
<v Speaker 1>I've spent a good portion of my lifetime in bear

0:47:33.200 --> 0:47:37.600
<v Speaker 1>country and had nothing happened. Yeah. It's like the first

0:47:37.640 --> 0:47:40.720
<v Speaker 1>time you go take a growler, you select the growler

0:47:40.800 --> 0:47:44.399
<v Speaker 1>site where you can see you got the shotgun right

0:47:44.440 --> 0:47:48.640
<v Speaker 1>with some slugs, you got your spray by the third growler,

0:47:48.920 --> 0:47:53.000
<v Speaker 1>You're out there in the dark, chalked up some burm.

0:47:53.120 --> 0:47:55.520
<v Speaker 1>How many times did I ask you where your bear

0:47:55.560 --> 0:47:59.160
<v Speaker 1>space was? And how come you weren't carrying it? To times?

0:47:59.719 --> 0:48:02.040
<v Speaker 1>Too many times I was like, I don't, I got

0:48:02.080 --> 0:48:03.640
<v Speaker 1>too much, I got can't, I got too much stuff,

0:48:03.760 --> 0:48:05.720
<v Speaker 1>I got time for I don't got time for spray.

0:48:05.840 --> 0:48:08.359
<v Speaker 1>That's the other unique thing though, too, is filming. You're

0:48:08.400 --> 0:48:12.440
<v Speaker 1>like in you're on your monitor, not necessarily aware of

0:48:13.239 --> 0:48:18.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, you guys should awareness, but yeah, you need to.

0:48:18.880 --> 0:48:21.640
<v Speaker 1>You need to have a system before you go in

0:48:22.320 --> 0:48:25.480
<v Speaker 1>and stick to the system. And because you aren't having

0:48:25.600 --> 0:48:29.160
<v Speaker 1>encounters or whatever, you just go like Pooh made it

0:48:29.200 --> 0:48:31.479
<v Speaker 1>through that day without an encounter. But I'm still doing

0:48:31.480 --> 0:48:34.520
<v Speaker 1>my system, still doing my system. It's almost like it's

0:48:35.640 --> 0:48:39.480
<v Speaker 1>a pain in the ass, but it's better than getting mauled.

0:48:40.360 --> 0:48:42.560
<v Speaker 1>It's almost like like my brother Danny has the thing

0:48:42.560 --> 0:48:44.160
<v Speaker 1>they do when they're moves on. This has nothing to

0:48:44.160 --> 0:48:47.080
<v Speaker 1>do with bears, but it's interesting. Thing is people get

0:48:47.080 --> 0:48:48.920
<v Speaker 1>carried away in the moment when you're moves on. It's

0:48:48.920 --> 0:48:51.319
<v Speaker 1>hard to pack moves. So he'll go up hunt with

0:48:51.360 --> 0:48:55.200
<v Speaker 1>a group of his buddies and because they know that

0:48:56.840 --> 0:49:01.080
<v Speaker 1>you get carried away in the moment, they'll that like, okay,

0:49:01.080 --> 0:49:03.759
<v Speaker 1>before we go, before we get started, what is the

0:49:03.880 --> 0:49:08.240
<v Speaker 1>distance that everyone in this group agrees, we will pack

0:49:08.280 --> 0:49:14.720
<v Speaker 1>a bull and draw that line now and then later.

0:49:14.800 --> 0:49:18.640
<v Speaker 1>There is no room for someone to be like, ha, guys,

0:49:19.760 --> 0:49:23.279
<v Speaker 1>I shot one four miles off the river because there's

0:49:23.320 --> 0:49:27.600
<v Speaker 1>no room for like making individual assessments about what's past.

0:49:27.600 --> 0:49:29.560
<v Speaker 1>It's like they come into it, we're like, okay, we

0:49:29.640 --> 0:49:34.279
<v Speaker 1>all agree, we're hunting on our own and everyone here.

0:49:34.400 --> 0:49:37.000
<v Speaker 1>If someone kills a bull within a mile and a

0:49:37.080 --> 0:49:40.399
<v Speaker 1>half of the river corridor, everyone's cool, and that's we're

0:49:40.440 --> 0:49:43.319
<v Speaker 1>packing and unless you want to move it yourself, stay

0:49:43.360 --> 0:49:46.600
<v Speaker 1>within one point five miles of this river corridor. And

0:49:46.640 --> 0:49:50.799
<v Speaker 1>it works for them. I feel that a good bear

0:49:50.840 --> 0:49:56.600
<v Speaker 1>approach would beat that. If you have a hunting partner, um,

0:49:56.760 --> 0:49:58.520
<v Speaker 1>this doesn't like work for like my brother Matt like

0:49:58.640 --> 0:50:01.360
<v Speaker 1>largely hunts alone. This is self enforced. But if you

0:50:01.360 --> 0:50:04.280
<v Speaker 1>have a hunting partner or hunting partners that you would

0:50:04.680 --> 0:50:08.600
<v Speaker 1>prior to trip. So like, what's our bear plan? Yeah, now,

0:50:08.680 --> 0:50:11.200
<v Speaker 1>let's make a deal that this bear plant plan is

0:50:11.320 --> 0:50:16.800
<v Speaker 1>concrete and it is not open to it's not open

0:50:16.880 --> 0:50:20.360
<v Speaker 1>to like later complacency or different interpretations of it. Like

0:50:20.440 --> 0:50:25.480
<v Speaker 1>our bear plan is this. At any given time, you

0:50:25.600 --> 0:50:29.440
<v Speaker 1>have whatever we determined through our own research to be

0:50:29.480 --> 0:50:31.360
<v Speaker 1>the most effective deterrent for where we are be at

0:50:31.360 --> 0:50:35.560
<v Speaker 1>a pump shotgun with slugs, a pistol, spray pistol l

0:50:35.560 --> 0:50:38.799
<v Speaker 1>and spray redundant systems. That our bear plan is such

0:50:38.840 --> 0:50:43.040
<v Speaker 1>that there's no deviation from this plan, and we agree

0:50:43.640 --> 0:50:46.200
<v Speaker 1>that that's how I think that that needs to become

0:50:46.320 --> 0:50:51.239
<v Speaker 1>our way. Yeah. So I just think that one of

0:50:51.280 --> 0:50:55.319
<v Speaker 1>the most interesting things of this experience to me was

0:50:57.120 --> 0:51:02.759
<v Speaker 1>the mindset. Okay, so before the event, our mindset was

0:51:02.840 --> 0:51:06.560
<v Speaker 1>such that we were not going to be attacked by

0:51:06.560 --> 0:51:10.160
<v Speaker 1>bears and treated it like that. From the moment that

0:51:10.239 --> 0:51:13.520
<v Speaker 1>bear attacked us till the time we got the heck

0:51:13.560 --> 0:51:17.840
<v Speaker 1>off the island, we were expecting to be attacked. Everywhere

0:51:17.840 --> 0:51:23.359
<v Speaker 1>I looked completely flipped. It went from Oh, they don't

0:51:23.360 --> 0:51:27.239
<v Speaker 1>attack to oh, we are going to be attacked. It

0:51:27.360 --> 0:51:31.279
<v Speaker 1>was and we did see another bear after, and it

0:51:31.320 --> 0:51:34.600
<v Speaker 1>was instead of but had we seen that bear before,

0:51:35.120 --> 0:51:37.680
<v Speaker 1>we thought, oh a bear, no big deal. Now we

0:51:37.719 --> 0:51:39.839
<v Speaker 1>saw that bear and said that bear wants to kill.

0:51:41.000 --> 0:51:43.840
<v Speaker 1>Another thing that people another thing This interesting, man is

0:51:43.880 --> 0:51:46.120
<v Speaker 1>I think about a lot of the lessons I learned

0:51:46.200 --> 0:51:52.359
<v Speaker 1>from our time talking to the uh Rourke Denver, who's

0:51:52.400 --> 0:51:57.480
<v Speaker 1>an author and a retired seal commander, and him talking

0:51:57.520 --> 0:52:03.960
<v Speaker 1>about that they train in practice so much in such

0:52:04.120 --> 0:52:08.400
<v Speaker 1>real situations that when you're actually doing something, like the

0:52:08.520 --> 0:52:11.719
<v Speaker 1>training is so real and so ingrained that when you

0:52:11.800 --> 0:52:13.759
<v Speaker 1>actually go and do it and in his case, that

0:52:13.760 --> 0:52:18.840
<v Speaker 1>you're actually thrust onto the battle field, it doesn't feel

0:52:18.880 --> 0:52:22.399
<v Speaker 1>any different to have it be in reality than what

0:52:22.440 --> 0:52:25.200
<v Speaker 1>it did. That what you were trained to do, Like

0:52:25.239 --> 0:52:28.160
<v Speaker 1>the training is so real and repeated that it's fluid

0:52:28.200 --> 0:52:31.719
<v Speaker 1>to go into reality. He didn't even think like when

0:52:31.719 --> 0:52:33.680
<v Speaker 1>he was actually in situate, he never thought about it

0:52:33.680 --> 0:52:35.920
<v Speaker 1>being like, oh, this is the real thing because everything

0:52:36.000 --> 0:52:38.960
<v Speaker 1>was so real. And I feel that a good system

0:52:39.160 --> 0:52:42.759
<v Speaker 1>with like a good system with sort of managing your

0:52:42.800 --> 0:52:49.399
<v Speaker 1>deterrence would be that you would with your bodies kind

0:52:49.400 --> 0:52:53.560
<v Speaker 1>of test it. Right, Do you think you're cool? Like

0:52:53.600 --> 0:52:56.680
<v Speaker 1>where you is your spray cool? I don't know. Let's

0:52:56.760 --> 0:53:01.319
<v Speaker 1>let's see, like, okay, get your spray. Yeah, how much

0:53:01.320 --> 0:53:03.239
<v Speaker 1>time it was? It's like seven seconds? But you get

0:53:03.280 --> 0:53:06.640
<v Speaker 1>your spray out. That's not a good system. Yeah. Now

0:53:06.640 --> 0:53:08.759
<v Speaker 1>I have a lot of analogies running through my head

0:53:08.800 --> 0:53:12.200
<v Speaker 1>about um and Garrett and Pat. You guys can speak

0:53:12.239 --> 0:53:15.400
<v Speaker 1>to this too, about like staying safe in the back country,

0:53:16.200 --> 0:53:19.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, learning how to use your avalanche beacon, reading snow,

0:53:19.560 --> 0:53:24.000
<v Speaker 1>making group decisions, you know, practicing, it's practicing, I mean, yeah, practicing, digging,

0:53:24.320 --> 0:53:27.439
<v Speaker 1>you know, using your probe. I mean it's proven that,

0:53:27.600 --> 0:53:30.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, groups, the bigger the group is, the more

0:53:30.520 --> 0:53:35.440
<v Speaker 1>dumb decisions are made. You know. It's like another similarity. Um.

0:53:35.480 --> 0:53:38.960
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I feel like I don't I've I've discharged

0:53:39.000 --> 0:53:44.160
<v Speaker 1>bear spray. You said you have just you. Yeah, so

0:53:44.320 --> 0:53:46.440
<v Speaker 1>three out of the six of us have three, haven't

0:53:47.000 --> 0:53:49.640
<v Speaker 1>That should be mandatory that everybody sprayed it. Yeah, And

0:53:49.640 --> 0:53:51.600
<v Speaker 1>Dirt was even that we ran out of time. Dirt

0:53:51.640 --> 0:53:57.800
<v Speaker 1>was even asking about caught loose with a can. Um. Yeah,

0:53:58.080 --> 0:54:01.560
<v Speaker 1>if you if you carry spray or if they even

0:54:01.560 --> 0:54:04.280
<v Speaker 1>make like a non act they make a non active

0:54:04.360 --> 0:54:08.359
<v Speaker 1>ingredient of practice, can do that just to know what

0:54:08.400 --> 0:54:10.319
<v Speaker 1>I mean. The throw is an impressive cloud. That thing

0:54:10.320 --> 0:54:12.319
<v Speaker 1>actually kicks when you hit the button. It throws an

0:54:12.360 --> 0:54:15.600
<v Speaker 1>impressive cloud. But practice with it. The nice thing about

0:54:15.640 --> 0:54:18.279
<v Speaker 1>the one with no active ingredient is you can see

0:54:18.320 --> 0:54:20.720
<v Speaker 1>how it works in the wind, because a big problem

0:54:20.760 --> 0:54:23.960
<v Speaker 1>we had is we were in an area with very

0:54:24.239 --> 0:54:30.080
<v Speaker 1>high winds and came in with the wind. So, yeah,

0:54:30.120 --> 0:54:35.120
<v Speaker 1>that's a weird thing too. He came into us traveling

0:54:35.160 --> 0:54:38.279
<v Speaker 1>with the wind. You all. You know, if someone said

0:54:38.280 --> 0:54:39.879
<v Speaker 1>to me him and bear is gonna come attack, you'd

0:54:39.920 --> 0:54:41.399
<v Speaker 1>be like, Okay, he's gonna come from down wind, because

0:54:41.400 --> 0:54:44.680
<v Speaker 1>he's down wind right now. But he didn't. He didn't,

0:54:44.719 --> 0:54:48.160
<v Speaker 1>he didn't play the wind. The thing I was thinking

0:54:48.160 --> 0:54:54.839
<v Speaker 1>about um about the bear plan is like you got

0:54:54.840 --> 0:54:56.920
<v Speaker 1>all your deterrence and you're all set up and you practice,

0:54:57.280 --> 0:54:59.879
<v Speaker 1>but a bearrett say, a bear charges you, and neither

0:55:00.000 --> 0:55:02.440
<v Speaker 1>your shotgun jams or your spray doesn't go off, or

0:55:02.480 --> 0:55:05.480
<v Speaker 1>something happens in your group and you're with somebody or

0:55:05.480 --> 0:55:08.000
<v Speaker 1>you're alone and you do end up getting mauled. What's

0:55:08.040 --> 0:55:10.919
<v Speaker 1>your plan to like get help at that point? Because

0:55:10.920 --> 0:55:12.200
<v Speaker 1>like that's what I was thinking about. I was like,

0:55:12.480 --> 0:55:15.000
<v Speaker 1>if somebody here got mauled and I had to be

0:55:15.040 --> 0:55:17.000
<v Speaker 1>the one to like make a call to the coast

0:55:17.000 --> 0:55:18.920
<v Speaker 1>guard or whoever the hell they get a HELLI back, like,

0:55:18.960 --> 0:55:21.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how to do that. So like knowing

0:55:21.560 --> 0:55:23.279
<v Speaker 1>that kind of thing about like where you're at, who

0:55:23.320 --> 0:55:26.760
<v Speaker 1>you're going to contact, having something on you that allows

0:55:26.800 --> 0:55:28.920
<v Speaker 1>you to reach the outside world in those situations is

0:55:28.920 --> 0:55:31.560
<v Speaker 1>a good idea. And that's applicable to any emergency. Oh yeah,

0:55:31.560 --> 0:55:35.279
<v Speaker 1>because in it most kind of like travel like this. Um,

0:55:35.600 --> 0:55:38.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, there's like we could have the same discuss

0:55:38.040 --> 0:55:39.799
<v Speaker 1>if one of us had gotten a compound fracture. We

0:55:39.800 --> 0:55:43.280
<v Speaker 1>could have a big conversation about having a compound fracture

0:55:43.320 --> 0:55:48.080
<v Speaker 1>on your femur. So yeah, there's there's that kind of stuff.

0:55:48.560 --> 0:55:50.719
<v Speaker 1>You guys all know the A K Troopers, which is

0:55:50.760 --> 0:55:53.680
<v Speaker 1>the line you call for help when you're out in

0:55:53.719 --> 0:55:57.040
<v Speaker 1>the bush. It's in the SAT phone for that reason.

0:55:57.120 --> 0:56:03.120
<v Speaker 1>That's good. I also had a emergency beacon on me. Yeah,

0:56:03.440 --> 0:56:07.279
<v Speaker 1>but their thing is travel with and this is something

0:56:07.320 --> 0:56:12.040
<v Speaker 1>we do pretty good at, is uh. I mean people

0:56:12.080 --> 0:56:15.640
<v Speaker 1>come into our organization and and out of it, and

0:56:15.680 --> 0:56:19.319
<v Speaker 1>I think that the people that stay within our organization

0:56:19.360 --> 0:56:25.839
<v Speaker 1>are cool headed people. So, um, if you're testing out

0:56:25.960 --> 0:56:30.120
<v Speaker 1>new hunting buddies and stuff, this isn't like a good

0:56:30.160 --> 0:56:34.960
<v Speaker 1>place to find out if someone's a good fit. Yeah,

0:56:35.239 --> 0:56:37.319
<v Speaker 1>do it somewhere else. You don't want to be with

0:56:37.360 --> 0:56:40.360
<v Speaker 1>a guy that dude. If somebody just freaked out and panic,

0:56:40.440 --> 0:56:43.879
<v Speaker 1>that ain't bad. Situation gone even worse. Yeah. And I've

0:56:43.920 --> 0:56:45.759
<v Speaker 1>been with people who a couple of times, I've been

0:56:45.800 --> 0:56:47.840
<v Speaker 1>with people who like full on legit had like panic

0:56:47.880 --> 0:56:54.520
<v Speaker 1>attacks about kind of like wilderness travel and and and um, yeah,

0:56:54.560 --> 0:56:56.000
<v Speaker 1>you just don't want to be around I don't mind

0:56:56.080 --> 0:56:59.239
<v Speaker 1>like talking to those guys like you know, I don't

0:56:59.280 --> 0:57:01.040
<v Speaker 1>mind talking to people like that, but I don't like

0:57:01.120 --> 0:57:06.000
<v Speaker 1>being around him in situations it could turn dicey. But

0:57:06.080 --> 0:57:09.080
<v Speaker 1>give me. Yeah, it shook me out, man. I mean

0:57:09.080 --> 0:57:10.920
<v Speaker 1>just like just for me to kind of like for

0:57:11.000 --> 0:57:16.040
<v Speaker 1>me to kind of summarize it. Um, it was. It

0:57:16.120 --> 0:57:18.800
<v Speaker 1>was a it was a real eye opener, and it

0:57:18.880 --> 0:57:27.760
<v Speaker 1>made me reassass a lot of assumptions I had about, uh,

0:57:28.120 --> 0:57:32.680
<v Speaker 1>how I would like to think I am. And it

0:57:32.760 --> 0:57:38.440
<v Speaker 1>was because I didn't. I don't like knowing that a real,

0:57:38.760 --> 0:57:44.280
<v Speaker 1>big bad surprise can snap me, A real big bad

0:57:44.360 --> 0:57:51.640
<v Speaker 1>surprise can so readily snap me out of um uh,

0:57:51.760 --> 0:57:56.040
<v Speaker 1>out of my my my mental processes. But without you know,

0:57:56.080 --> 0:57:57.960
<v Speaker 1>you could get really hard on yourself about that. But

0:57:58.000 --> 0:58:00.720
<v Speaker 1>also you could be like, well I managed the roll

0:58:00.760 --> 0:58:04.680
<v Speaker 1>clear of the bear. Yeah, maybe there's some guys somewhere

0:58:04.720 --> 0:58:06.680
<v Speaker 1>that wouldn't have done that. It's a laid down gotten

0:58:07.600 --> 0:58:09.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. So it's like, so you want to

0:58:09.120 --> 0:58:12.280
<v Speaker 1>be like nothing happened. So maybe we did as good

0:58:12.280 --> 0:58:13.880
<v Speaker 1>as we could have done. And this is an important

0:58:13.920 --> 0:58:17.360
<v Speaker 1>point we talked about a lot among ourselves afterwards. Even

0:58:17.360 --> 0:58:20.480
<v Speaker 1>if everyone had had no, No, Remy felt that he

0:58:20.520 --> 0:58:22.800
<v Speaker 1>had times he saw it coming. If I had had

0:58:22.840 --> 0:58:25.640
<v Speaker 1>a pistol or pepper spray in my actual hand the

0:58:25.680 --> 0:58:28.600
<v Speaker 1>way I was, there would have never been a safe

0:58:28.600 --> 0:58:30.720
<v Speaker 1>opportunity to discharge it. Oh No, I would have been

0:58:30.880 --> 0:58:32.480
<v Speaker 1>where I was, I would have been at risk of

0:58:32.480 --> 0:58:34.800
<v Speaker 1>shooting one of us because I was behind people. It

0:58:34.840 --> 0:58:38.040
<v Speaker 1>sounds like Remy and Janice could have possibly had a

0:58:38.160 --> 0:58:41.640
<v Speaker 1>chance to Oh, had I had it in my hands

0:58:43.160 --> 0:58:47.160
<v Speaker 1>safely safety and sprayed m Yeah for sure. Yeah so yeah,

0:58:47.200 --> 0:58:50.400
<v Speaker 1>so yeah, because I had Yeah, I would have had

0:58:50.440 --> 0:58:52.840
<v Speaker 1>time to it would have had, I think though, the

0:58:52.840 --> 0:58:54.400
<v Speaker 1>way we were sitting, it would have had to been

0:58:54.400 --> 0:58:56.840
<v Speaker 1>on my chest because it would have been really hard

0:58:56.920 --> 0:59:00.840
<v Speaker 1>to you. Yeah, I don't know about that's the thing.

0:59:01.040 --> 0:59:06.520
<v Speaker 1>Like again, I didn't make the decision, but something like

0:59:06.520 --> 0:59:08.560
<v Speaker 1>I've been carrying the freaking thing on me for a week.

0:59:08.640 --> 0:59:10.800
<v Speaker 1>I feel like in all of September, I've had a

0:59:10.800 --> 0:59:14.640
<v Speaker 1>bear spray on my hip almost and it just like

0:59:14.760 --> 0:59:17.440
<v Speaker 1>did it didn't come through my head to pull the

0:59:17.480 --> 0:59:21.280
<v Speaker 1>bear spray? And I don't know if that was no

0:59:21.320 --> 0:59:23.800
<v Speaker 1>real decision came through my head, except I just was

0:59:23.920 --> 0:59:25.880
<v Speaker 1>like in this like it was almost like an out

0:59:25.880 --> 0:59:28.960
<v Speaker 1>of body experience. There's somebody else there like just doing

0:59:29.000 --> 0:59:31.880
<v Speaker 1>this motion. And then once the bear was running away

0:59:32.000 --> 0:59:33.920
<v Speaker 1>and we started talking, and again that might have been

0:59:33.920 --> 0:59:37.240
<v Speaker 1>me swimming through the murky waters of my capsized ship

0:59:38.400 --> 0:59:41.760
<v Speaker 1>next to it. But yeah, it just it's like it

0:59:41.880 --> 0:59:43.720
<v Speaker 1>wasn't a thing. And I don't even like even if

0:59:43.760 --> 0:59:45.160
<v Speaker 1>it was on my chest, I don't know if there

0:59:45.200 --> 0:59:47.440
<v Speaker 1>would have been the time to pull it out, but

0:59:47.480 --> 0:59:49.520
<v Speaker 1>we never practiced. I feel like we need to start

0:59:49.560 --> 0:59:53.680
<v Speaker 1>doing things. Draw. Yeah, like now that someone's just draw

0:59:53.800 --> 0:59:55.760
<v Speaker 1>and everbody has to whip their ship. Yeah, me and

0:59:55.800 --> 0:59:59.320
<v Speaker 1>my brother would do that, like, yeah, we do. That's

0:59:59.360 --> 1:00:03.520
<v Speaker 1>the test. Your say it, like, okay, spray and rip

1:00:03.560 --> 1:00:07.480
<v Speaker 1>and grab or pistol or whatever you've got or rife,

1:00:07.600 --> 1:00:10.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, and to see how just like when you're

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<v Speaker 1>a kid, or even now, I still do it. When

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<v Speaker 1>I'm wings shooting, I will walk around, I'll throw the

1:00:14.800 --> 1:00:19.120
<v Speaker 1>gun up, constantly throwing the gun up, even though I've

1:00:19.160 --> 1:00:23.920
<v Speaker 1>shot Chucker my entire life. In those mountains, I practiced

1:00:23.960 --> 1:00:27.400
<v Speaker 1>throwing the gun up randomly because when that flush happens,

1:00:27.600 --> 1:00:31.200
<v Speaker 1>I needed to be instinct to put that gun to

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<v Speaker 1>my cheek and shoot and I and yeah, there was Well,

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<v Speaker 1>Dirk got a picture of me practice drawing. Actually I

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<v Speaker 1>did a couple of times. But yeah. I one time

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<v Speaker 1>watched uh, I was watching the Green Bray a team

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<v Speaker 1>train and what they were working on the moment I

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<v Speaker 1>have to be watching them is they're working on transitioning

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<v Speaker 1>from your rifle to your pistol. It was like they're

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<v Speaker 1>doing drills where you drop one and picked the other

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<v Speaker 1>one up, and like, dude, I never once it was like,

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<v Speaker 1>so what would happen if I really needed to quickly

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<v Speaker 1>get my pepper spray out? Um, that's probably a whole

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<v Speaker 1>lot more would say about it. I got got the

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<v Speaker 1>elk out, ran another bear on the way that. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>it's gonna say on a cycle. Like, the biggest thing

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to wrestle with now is keeping that due

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<v Speaker 1>diligence up, but also being able to enjoy and relax

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<v Speaker 1>in Bearer country because I love outside of hunting. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>out in mountains with bears all the time, and I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to be I don't want to let this

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<v Speaker 1>that experience, you know, be a constant anxiety. And I

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<v Speaker 1>think the way to fight that is to know that

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<v Speaker 1>you're doing everything you're you can do and then just

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<v Speaker 1>focus on the enjoyment of of the mountains in the

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<v Speaker 1>wildlife to no no, but it's it's you know, at

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<v Speaker 1>a point on that hike out, it was like I

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<v Speaker 1>just can't deal with us, but you're like, no, I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>I just gotta be Yeah. I feel like if anybody

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<v Speaker 1>did after that, I wouldn't. I wouldn't say anything. I

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<v Speaker 1>would like if you found me, I would would be understanding.

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<v Speaker 1>But I like the places that I always have liked

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<v Speaker 1>the place to have them. Like, if you gave me

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<v Speaker 1>two options, you can hunt in a place that has

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<v Speaker 1>them or a place that doesn't, I'm always going to

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<v Speaker 1>pick the place that does because I like there. I

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<v Speaker 1>like their presence, and I like the knowing that part

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<v Speaker 1>of that is. Part of that is like um, kind

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<v Speaker 1>of feeling not comfortable with risk, but kind of feeling

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<v Speaker 1>like drawn to risk. And that's and I'm I'm definitely

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<v Speaker 1>no doubt about it back to my normal state with

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<v Speaker 1>the addition of being diligent on you know, knowing what

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<v Speaker 1>needs to happen. The physiologist Jared Diamond, Um, he's a

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<v Speaker 1>bunch of things, but that's one of the things he studied.

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<v Speaker 1>He had this idea of why is why is really

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<v Speaker 1>reckless behavior? Why was it not um wiped out through

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<v Speaker 1>natural selection? Because when it comes to natural selection, you

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<v Speaker 1>have like sexual selection. In a natural selection, so sexual

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<v Speaker 1>selection would be things that UM enhance and organisms ability

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<v Speaker 1>to reproduce. So like having like big antlers, having like

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<v Speaker 1>giant antlers is in one hand, can be a detriment. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>you're putting a lot of energy in the production of

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<v Speaker 1>those antlers. That's not helpful. You could be putting it

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<v Speaker 1>into fat reserves. Um, it's harder to get around through

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<v Speaker 1>the woods, right, you got big antlers on your head,

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<v Speaker 1>you can't maneuver as good. So that's like a detriment.

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<v Speaker 1>So what is the point, Well, the point is there

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<v Speaker 1>could be sexual selection, Like the females look at that

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<v Speaker 1>and they want to breed with you. And so even

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<v Speaker 1>though like natural selection might it might not fit with

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<v Speaker 1>that sexual it makes up for it in sexual selection.

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<v Speaker 1>He has this idea of like why would it be

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<v Speaker 1>that you have Like why would it be that you'd

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<v Speaker 1>have Why is it attractive to a species like the

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<v Speaker 1>human species to be like that someone can really party hard?

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<v Speaker 1>Like why would it being a hard partier not have

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<v Speaker 1>been just eliminated through sexual or natural selection? And there's

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<v Speaker 1>a sort of thing this idea he gets. I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>doing a very good job articulating it, but it's a

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<v Speaker 1>demonstration of fitness to be like I am so fit

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<v Speaker 1>that I can afford to do something so reckless in

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<v Speaker 1>such a dramatic expenditure of energy, Like that's how fit

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<v Speaker 1>I am and come out of the other side of

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<v Speaker 1>that still walking. So the idea of like why are

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<v Speaker 1>you drawn towards risk? Like why has it like risk

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<v Speaker 1>been wheedled out? You know, it could just be that

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<v Speaker 1>it's like a demonstration. It's like you're demonstrating a level

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<v Speaker 1>of preparedness and level of fitness by courting disaster and

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<v Speaker 1>that in hindsight, was amazing experience. Dude, I wouldn't have

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<v Speaker 1>it any other way. It worked because it worked out. Yeah, alright, Garrett.

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<v Speaker 1>Concluding thoughts, The experience without the consequence was a gift

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<v Speaker 1>by Mr Brown Bear a fog neck and with this crew,

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<v Speaker 1>Like when when we got out of the the swampy

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<v Speaker 1>waters of our intellect, we were tight tight, like I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>there was a still fear, but I felt like we

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<v Speaker 1>it was like I wouldn't want to be with anybody

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<v Speaker 1>any other people, Like everyone was on the same page.

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<v Speaker 1>Damn get this meet out of there. There was some

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<v Speaker 1>group cohesion there. But I also literally and figurative there

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<v Speaker 1>was something that we didn't mention was after the rest

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<v Speaker 1>of the No, well, this is I think something that

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<v Speaker 1>needs to be mentioned before we sign off the rest

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<v Speaker 1>of the suck of the day. The sock is But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we had the bear attack. It's a story

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<v Speaker 1>worth telling. The bear attack and then the gayale force

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<v Speaker 1>winds which destroyed our camp. So not only do we

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<v Speaker 1>have a bear attack that same day, we come back

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<v Speaker 1>to a destroyed camp. To to describe the winds as

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<v Speaker 1>we're nearing the past, that we've went over I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>a half dozen times during the week, some winds come

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<v Speaker 1>up to the point that Stephen, I think Chris. Chris

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<v Speaker 1>got knocked over by the knocked down by the wind.

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<v Speaker 1>And moments later Pat's rain cover gets ripped off of

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<v Speaker 1>his pack and disappears into the sky like a helium.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, like the even chance that you would try

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<v Speaker 1>to go find everybody in the panel of Florida, it's

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<v Speaker 1>probably like whatever, freaking little bitches. You don't know what

1:07:03.560 --> 1:07:06.480
<v Speaker 1>wind is. But it was windy, and so we went.

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<v Speaker 1>When we crest over the past and look down, I

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<v Speaker 1>see a sleeping pad from from I think what was

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<v Speaker 1>a thousand feet above camp, I see a sleeping pad

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<v Speaker 1>with sheets of rain. Yeah. Yeah, And then having to

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<v Speaker 1>disassemble tents, redo a bear fence because now we're all

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<v Speaker 1>to get killed, re set up tents, dry out, wet

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<v Speaker 1>sleeping bags, fighting hypothermia the entire time. Yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 1>just it was a very taxing day. It was. It

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<v Speaker 1>was a mostly taxing you know, hypothermia gets way more

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<v Speaker 1>people then. Yeah, And I could picture in that situation,

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<v Speaker 1>I could picture like the like a loan or a

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<v Speaker 1>pair of inexperienced campers could have gotten in that situation

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<v Speaker 1>and also on themselves in very serious trouble. I think

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<v Speaker 1>we had two pretty close brushes with some trouble. Trouble,

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<v Speaker 1>serious trouble. That's a song by the National Trouble Will

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<v Speaker 1>Find Me. It found us on multiple occasions. Um Pounder. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>My concluding thought was gonna be kind of piggybacking off

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<v Speaker 1>of what Dirt said. Just thankful to if you know,

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<v Speaker 1>having to go through that at all, just going through

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<v Speaker 1>it with a group of dudes like you, guys that

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<v Speaker 1>are just like level headed and able to handle troublesome

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<v Speaker 1>situations and be cool with it. You wouldn't trade it.

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<v Speaker 1>Good Now, I'm gonna go back to your lonely apartment.

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<v Speaker 1>This is not lonely. I got a lady there. You're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna go back to Miss Pounder and tell the story. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think I would trade it for going in there

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<v Speaker 1>and doing a few things differently and not having it happen. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>to trade it to not have it happen at all. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't. I want to trade it. Now it happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm glad it happened. Learning experience, that's true. Yeah, if

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<v Speaker 1>you like that that way, I don't want it to

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<v Speaker 1>happen again. But yeah, I wouldn't trade it. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>have too much, but I do know that in the

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<v Speaker 1>net the minutes, maybe half an hour. Like he said,

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<v Speaker 1>it took half an hour to quick shake, and I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't get the shakes, but it took me maybe half

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<v Speaker 1>an hour minutes to catch my breath. Yeah, yeah, I didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't get Yeah. I didn't mean to say it

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<v Speaker 1>for I don't know why I didn't, but I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have that like I when I got the gun pulled

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<v Speaker 1>on me. I didn't get the shakes, but I got

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<v Speaker 1>something else. YEA, Well, no, I mean the the endorphins,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, adrenaline. Uh. You know, it's a freaking serious

1:09:49.680 --> 1:09:52.320
<v Speaker 1>high that you're taking on and then you know, coming

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<v Speaker 1>down off of that, it's uh. I got emotional quite

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<v Speaker 1>a few times. I kept thinking about how I really

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to give my kids a huge I thought about

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<v Speaker 1>that a lot by the way out of there. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>But no, that's about it. It was a fun trip.

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<v Speaker 1>It was an adventure. It's like you said, this is

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be one of those ones that's fun to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about later. But wasn't that much fun while you were there? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because I was gonna ask you your honest just as

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<v Speaker 1>a direct question. I felt like the you know a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit afterwards, your demeanor had changed, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>kind of curious, Now he's not back to normal, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's you know, is it the family that runs through

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<v Speaker 1>your mind? Is it the thought of are you mad

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<v Speaker 1>at yourself for not doing things the right way? Like?

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<v Speaker 1>Or is it just kind of a general funk where

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<v Speaker 1>it was like that was a real shitty experience. You're

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<v Speaker 1>more of a learning lesson. I was just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>curious on your take on it. Oh yeah, I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's just just processing it all still. You know, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not through processing it, and uh, I feel a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of responsibility, you know, not really to you, to Remy

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<v Speaker 1>and Steve, because I feel like you guys just sort

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<v Speaker 1>of here on other or don't know, different here as

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<v Speaker 1>a guest, you know, but the guys that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I hire, and you know we sort of set up

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<v Speaker 1>you know, Um, I apologize to all of them from

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<v Speaker 1>putting it into that. You know, I could feel that

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<v Speaker 1>on you because like you're you're a natural leader, Like

1:11:17.360 --> 1:11:20.360
<v Speaker 1>you have leadership tendencies, and when when I could sense

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<v Speaker 1>that you were down on yourself, I imagined, Um, I

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<v Speaker 1>imagine that you were feeling like you were feeling like

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<v Speaker 1>some level of responsibility, which you should know at least,

1:11:33.600 --> 1:11:36.480
<v Speaker 1>I may be for both of us, like I understand

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<v Speaker 1>the ticket that I'm signing up for. Oh sure, yeah, yeah, no,

1:11:39.680 --> 1:11:42.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm not. Yeah, I'm I'm not. No. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>know that. You know, you guys, you guys get the

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<v Speaker 1>heads up for sure. But that still doesn't it just

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, that's what it feels like. Um, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I guess it's just it does suck,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because we do. We all keep thinking about like,

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<v Speaker 1>well would have happened had you know? For me, it

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<v Speaker 1>keeps like I keep just that moment of like the

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<v Speaker 1>bear turned, Why did he turn? You know, I have

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<v Speaker 1>no idea, but he turned, and that like it changed

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<v Speaker 1>it all right, because you know, you having to call

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<v Speaker 1>my wife, you know, and because man you're telling something,

1:12:19.560 --> 1:12:23.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, um, telling her you know, some bad news. Uh,

1:12:24.320 --> 1:12:29.280
<v Speaker 1>I feel shitty about it. So yeah, just a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of process. So yeah, I guess, yeah, I think that

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<v Speaker 1>out of everyone after the situation, you definitely had the

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<v Speaker 1>most weight on your shoulders of you know, you're responsible

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<v Speaker 1>for this crew of guys, and I could see that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, if I was on a guiding trip and

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<v Speaker 1>something like that happened, I would feel like it was

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<v Speaker 1>my responsibility to the people that I brought in there.

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<v Speaker 1>I can understand, probably even legally. Yeah. But no, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so that that was That's a lot, it's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of process. But you did, you you, I mean that's

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<v Speaker 1>what I said. I felt at ease afterwards because of

1:13:05.200 --> 1:13:08.439
<v Speaker 1>your presence. You did do a very good point. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I did feel protected because you were there and that

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<v Speaker 1>behind us with that piste. Yeah, or even like I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like you were a big part of that whole

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<v Speaker 1>when we regrouped, like all right, you guys start protecting

1:13:20.479 --> 1:13:24.520
<v Speaker 1>like Steve's getting the meat. You were, Yeah, you did.

1:13:24.000 --> 1:13:29.519
<v Speaker 1>You were a leader that made it efficient and safe. Pat,

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<v Speaker 1>what's your take because you do a lot of you

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<v Speaker 1>do a lot of things that are more high risk

1:13:33.200 --> 1:13:39.400
<v Speaker 1>because you like to climb. That's what stuff ice, stuff whitewater.

1:13:39.760 --> 1:13:43.639
<v Speaker 1>Uhuh And I love that that risk element that's more

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<v Speaker 1>like that's more risky than el coton. Well yeah, climbing

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<v Speaker 1>it that's what. That's what. When Yanni called me up

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<v Speaker 1>and suggested that come on this trip, I was like,

1:13:54.880 --> 1:13:57.519
<v Speaker 1>hell yeah, that sounds like a badass trip. Like I

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<v Speaker 1>want to be involved. You know, if he had been

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<v Speaker 1>if you called me up and said, hey, we're going

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<v Speaker 1>to Maryland or whatever, I probably would have been like,

1:14:04.479 --> 1:14:08.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm busy. But I had nothing else going

1:14:08.920 --> 1:14:10.320
<v Speaker 1>on us, and I was like, hell, yeah, I'll go

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<v Speaker 1>to Alaska and you know, brown Bear Country and you

1:14:15.439 --> 1:14:17.040
<v Speaker 1>guys need to call if you guys, are anybody out

1:14:17.080 --> 1:14:21.360
<v Speaker 1>there looking for work Pat because he always had so

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<v Speaker 1>much of it. No, no, no, that's not what I've said.

1:14:26.400 --> 1:14:28.360
<v Speaker 1>But it was like a trip you can't turn down,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because of the risk element sort of appealed

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<v Speaker 1>to me. But like a couple of days before this

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<v Speaker 1>whole thing happened, I was talking to Garrett. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not I'm not a hunter, you know im, And

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<v Speaker 1>we're kind of talking. We both like kayak and do

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<v Speaker 1>some stuff like that, and I was like, you know

1:14:44.920 --> 1:14:48.200
<v Speaker 1>what like hunting, Like it's cool being out in these

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<v Speaker 1>remote places, you know, chasing these animals around, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>just not like quite the adrenaline rush you know that

1:14:55.120 --> 1:14:57.479
<v Speaker 1>I get from other activities. And we were saying, like

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<v Speaker 1>you said to like pulling the trigger might be a yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I've I've never like shot something. I'd imagine that's and

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<v Speaker 1>like being a part of like the full process. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just here too, like carry stuff and shoot some

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<v Speaker 1>b roll and stuff. But um, yeah, having this happened

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<v Speaker 1>completely changed my perspective on what hunters have to deal with,

1:15:21.160 --> 1:15:25.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, like I don't know, it's just crazy. It

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<v Speaker 1>was way scarier, way more of an adrenaline rush than

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<v Speaker 1>I've ever gotten from anything I've ever done ice climbing,

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<v Speaker 1>big wall climbing, kayaking, rafting. Yeah, it's not even close.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like I've never felt like I was gonna die,

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<v Speaker 1>like quite as much three seconds that this bear was

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<v Speaker 1>like on our on our ship, you know, oh my god. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, it was really reassuring to be with all

1:15:58.479 --> 1:16:00.839
<v Speaker 1>you guys who I know have spent your entire lives,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, dedicated to hunting, being outside. You guys know

1:16:05.280 --> 1:16:07.600
<v Speaker 1>your ship more than anyone I've I've met. So it

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<v Speaker 1>was like when we re huddled and the bear was

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<v Speaker 1>still you know, somewhere out there in the woods, I

1:16:15.600 --> 1:16:18.840
<v Speaker 1>was scared shitless, but at the same time, it felt

1:16:18.960 --> 1:16:22.599
<v Speaker 1>really good having you guys there with me too. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it was a hell of a trip. I'm I'm really

1:16:25.160 --> 1:16:32.040
<v Speaker 1>glad I was along for the ride. Uh yeah, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I think um. At first, I was worried that this

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<v Speaker 1>trip wouldn't stack up to the level of suckage that

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<v Speaker 1>I had experienced. He was afraid it wasn't sucking off

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<v Speaker 1>and he'd seem like a guy who blew the suckle arm.

1:16:50.439 --> 1:16:52.200
<v Speaker 1>You know those guys who are like, oh yeah, that

1:16:52.360 --> 1:16:54.960
<v Speaker 1>was real tough. And then everyone I was something like,

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<v Speaker 1>what are you talking about? What a woos you know?

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<v Speaker 1>And I feel like it met my expectations. I was

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<v Speaker 1>a little worried we weren't gonna get those gale force

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<v Speaker 1>winds that I promised the honest would happen, because I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, it's gonna be windy. Can these tends to

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<v Speaker 1>handle this and that and the other thing. So we

1:17:12.479 --> 1:17:15.760
<v Speaker 1>got the wind, we got the bears, we got the hike,

1:17:15.880 --> 1:17:20.879
<v Speaker 1>we got the water. It just overall reinforced my belief

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<v Speaker 1>that I don't necessarily have to do that again, but

1:17:23.800 --> 1:17:29.280
<v Speaker 1>we'll probably find myself there and um, and it also,

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<v Speaker 1>I think was a good wake up call for me

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<v Speaker 1>that I needed, uh, because I told myself that I

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<v Speaker 1>needed that wake up call, but still felt lax and

1:17:39.479 --> 1:17:43.760
<v Speaker 1>didn't do things I didn't I honestly was felt. The

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<v Speaker 1>worst part about it is me feeling like I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>do what I knew I should have done. And maybe

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<v Speaker 1>it was the group thing because I just don't do

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<v Speaker 1>things like that. It was just I just felt like

1:17:57.200 --> 1:17:59.280
<v Speaker 1>I did things that were out of character for the

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<v Speaker 1>way I would do things, and it led to situations

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<v Speaker 1>that were bad. So outside of that, you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>just gotta stick to what you tell yourself you're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>do and be diligent about the way you do something

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<v Speaker 1>and not take it for granted. Yeah, because there's yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there's your you know, you know, Steve, yourself and this

1:18:22.400 --> 1:18:25.720
<v Speaker 1>whole crew. We put ourselves in a lot of these

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<v Speaker 1>situations that if you if you go about it right,

1:18:30.240 --> 1:18:33.720
<v Speaker 1>shouldn't be a problem. But there's always that element if

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<v Speaker 1>something could happen. And I'm fully aware of that. I mean,

1:18:36.120 --> 1:18:39.719
<v Speaker 1>I this last year was hunting water Buffalo completely alone

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<v Speaker 1>with no emergency system, in just a bow. You know,

1:18:44.600 --> 1:18:48.160
<v Speaker 1>it's dangerous, it's stupid. I got charged there, but it

1:18:48.280 --> 1:18:52.040
<v Speaker 1>was not anything is scary? Is that? Baar? Like I

1:18:52.439 --> 1:18:56.000
<v Speaker 1>legitimately thought, this is how I'm gonna die, And that

1:18:56.200 --> 1:18:58.519
<v Speaker 1>is not a I've had that happen in a handful

1:18:58.560 --> 1:19:01.600
<v Speaker 1>of times in my life, and I just really, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But on the other hand, I wasn't. I used it

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<v Speaker 1>more of as a learning lesson than anything. And I

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<v Speaker 1>hope that you know, with all the platform that we have,

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<v Speaker 1>ID like to see my life as a good way

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<v Speaker 1>to take what I've learned and showcase it to other

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<v Speaker 1>people so they can maybe learn from my mistakes, learn

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<v Speaker 1>from my successes, and they go out in the field

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<v Speaker 1>and they can have a better a good experience with

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<v Speaker 1>having to put in a less amount of time. So

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<v Speaker 1>I think that if you're listening to the podcast, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think it's just six guys sitting here bullshitting about

1:19:35.000 --> 1:19:37.519
<v Speaker 1>some bear story, because I've heard bear stories before, and

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't taken away what I should have taken away

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<v Speaker 1>from those bear stories. I sat down on a couch

1:19:43.000 --> 1:19:44.840
<v Speaker 1>and a setting like this from a guy that was

1:19:45.000 --> 1:19:49.280
<v Speaker 1>mauled by a bear in that within five miles of

1:19:49.320 --> 1:19:56.000
<v Speaker 1>that spot, and I didn't learn from his lessons this morning.

1:19:56.000 --> 1:19:58.080
<v Speaker 1>His brother got mauled by a bear twenty years ago.

1:19:58.200 --> 1:20:01.920
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, so I think that if there's a takeaway

1:20:02.160 --> 1:20:06.040
<v Speaker 1>take away the things that we're talking about, and the

1:20:06.120 --> 1:20:10.240
<v Speaker 1>other takeaway is it reaffirmed my belief that when it

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<v Speaker 1>actually goes down, like you're saying, you don't know what

1:20:15.000 --> 1:20:17.280
<v Speaker 1>you're it's just you play it out in your head

1:20:17.320 --> 1:20:20.480
<v Speaker 1>a million times, but the actual one that would probably

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<v Speaker 1>get you maybe semi out of your control anyways, and

1:20:24.280 --> 1:20:27.200
<v Speaker 1>you just gotta go with knowing that that's how it

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<v Speaker 1>may go down. I got two concluders. One, if you

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<v Speaker 1>had this coffee table in a house where you were

1:20:34.680 --> 1:20:38.439
<v Speaker 1>raising children, you would get nothing done besides taking those

1:20:38.520 --> 1:20:46.040
<v Speaker 1>children down for stitches. The blade coming out of my

1:20:46.200 --> 1:20:49.639
<v Speaker 1>side of this beautiful table, it was beautiful. I look

1:20:49.680 --> 1:20:53.000
<v Speaker 1>at I imagine little kids with cut foreheads think that's

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<v Speaker 1>what it is. It's a it's a birch burrow. That's

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<v Speaker 1>a giant. I would think it's a spruce. S don't. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>My second conclusion thought is it's like I always try

1:21:05.080 --> 1:21:07.800
<v Speaker 1>to you know what I'm thinking about hunting man. When

1:21:07.840 --> 1:21:10.920
<v Speaker 1>I'll tell people it's like there's two ously there's two things.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, if you remove the food, I wouldn't do

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<v Speaker 1>it anymore, Okay, um, because it was the tangible thing

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<v Speaker 1>would be gone and I need that like I need

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<v Speaker 1>like in my stuff. I really like like tangible results. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And if you remove the fun, I wouldn't do it either.

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<v Speaker 1>Look when I mean a guy who's like, oh, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I just I don't believe in industrial livestock production, so

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<v Speaker 1>I just hunt for my food. I'm like, but you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, dude, you're having fun hunting. Stop acting like

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<v Speaker 1>this is not like you're like, oh brother, here we

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<v Speaker 1>go again. You gotta go hunting again, right, You're enjoying

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<v Speaker 1>it all right. So I was like, if you remove

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<v Speaker 1>the fun, I wouldn't like it anymore. Would I wouldn't.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't do it anymore. If you remove the food,

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't do it anymore. Um. But I almost feel

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<v Speaker 1>like that needs to be That third thing is like

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<v Speaker 1>if the surprise was gone, if the not if the

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<v Speaker 1>every time you wake up, just like being being in

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<v Speaker 1>a situation, we just can't imagine everything that will happen

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<v Speaker 1>today that uh, that they would lose something to Callahan.

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<v Speaker 1>Not long ago, Ryan Callahan was talking about the feeling

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<v Speaker 1>of someone says, oh, I got a private pond stocked

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<v Speaker 1>with trout would you like to come fish? Cal's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you're always gonna go once and he were like, he's right,

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<v Speaker 1>this is great. There's a lot of fishness pond, but

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<v Speaker 1>you're never gonna go a second time because you've eliminated

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<v Speaker 1>the mystery. Well, it depends on the human because unfortunately,

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<v Speaker 1>talking about the worthwhile ones, that's hard because there's a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people that even okay, okay, the kind I

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<v Speaker 1>like to associate with or I don't know, there's two

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<v Speaker 1>kinds of people. There's people who think they can divide

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<v Speaker 1>everyone into two groups, and then there's that's a joke.

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<v Speaker 1>That was my concluding thought. I love the surprise and mystery. No,

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<v Speaker 1>for sure, Yeah, you know, I always you know, we uh,

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<v Speaker 1>my brother and I don't want to say we argue,

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<v Speaker 1>but we debate about like the name of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>the hunt e the T shirts, right, and it's just

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<v Speaker 1>like we'd like someone us want to really push the

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<v Speaker 1>whole like, oh, you're constantly just you know, hunting for

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<v Speaker 1>the food, hunting for the food, hunt for the food.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, really, I mean, yes, for me, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not even that much like you are. We're like, I

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<v Speaker 1>would just give it up if you took away the

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<v Speaker 1>food aspect of it. I have to get to that

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<v Speaker 1>point and then think about it. But for me, if

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<v Speaker 1>you took away the chase and like you're saying, the

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<v Speaker 1>unknown and the adventure and the exercise and just the

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<v Speaker 1>whole activity and the process of the hunt, then I

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<v Speaker 1>would not do it. Yeah. Ite, Like if you were,

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna draw some kind of golf analogy, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm real bad on golf. I feel like the the

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<v Speaker 1>there's the same thing applies to to our job, minding

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<v Speaker 1>Garrett's jobs because I don't always you know, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>always on this show working on hunting stuff. But like

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<v Speaker 1>the same thing, if like the surprise of waking up

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<v Speaker 1>and like, oh what am I gonna see today went

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<v Speaker 1>away and stop being fun, I wouldn't do it. Like

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<v Speaker 1>if I was working on like some show that was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>this is what we're gonna do the same thing every day,

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<v Speaker 1>I would probably try to find something else to do. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>for sure, And you do some when you're not working

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<v Speaker 1>with us, you're still doing sketchy ship, doing some rowdy stuff. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, that's it. Thanks for tuning in.