WEBVTT - Questlove Supreme: Corinne Bailey Rae

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<v Speaker 1>Quest Love Supreme is a production of iHeartRadio.

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<v Speaker 2>Ladies and gentlemen, Welcome to another episode of Quetch Love Supreme.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm you know, it's court Love and with three of course,

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<v Speaker 2>this is the ever present Team Supreme. Uh, frantically, what's happening.

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<v Speaker 3>What's happening, what's happening, what's happening?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was about to say, you gotta tell me

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<v Speaker 2>what's the after effect of the Little Brother documentary.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh, it's been a lot, man.

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<v Speaker 4>I think the first week it came out, like when

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<v Speaker 4>we first put it out during the uh during Black Friday,

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<v Speaker 4>I had one my homie hit me and was like, Yo, man,

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<v Speaker 4>I haven't talked to my sister in three years, and

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<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna give her a call after watching this. So

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<v Speaker 4>it's been it's been stuff like that. Like it hasn't

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<v Speaker 4>even been a lot of music shit. It's been people

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<v Speaker 4>just been hitting me, just talking about personal shit, personal

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<v Speaker 4>shit like yo, ill my man's like yo, I'm about to.

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<v Speaker 3>Start my own business now being bullshit and this. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>it's been a lot.

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<v Speaker 4>So it's been opened up a lot of conversations that uh,

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<v Speaker 4>I think we're Yeah, it was it was kind of

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<v Speaker 4>overwhelming at first, just to kind of be getting all

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<v Speaker 4>that at one time, you know what I mean. But uh,

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<v Speaker 4>but people really enjoyed it, and they see the spirit

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<v Speaker 4>of what we made and you know, the love and

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<v Speaker 4>care what we made it, and so I'm just happy

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<v Speaker 4>that people enjoying it.

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<v Speaker 3>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was going to say that we're kind of

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<v Speaker 2>at the the end of the stretch, like where we

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<v Speaker 2>must turn the record in somewhere, and it's sort of like,

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<v Speaker 2>kind of after watching the documentary, I was like, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>do we have to give this to.

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<v Speaker 1>A major label?

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<v Speaker 3>Like come on, come on, come on, come on.

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<v Speaker 1>He preaches this forever.

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<v Speaker 2>I was going to say that we're seriously trying to.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we're considering, you know, taking the training wheels

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<v Speaker 2>off and see if we can do this for depth.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, technically, yes, we owe def jam another record,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's also like it's been ten years and there's

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<v Speaker 2>a whole nother ministration there, so you know, it's not

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<v Speaker 2>like I think they're crying, like damn it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. When we were.

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<v Speaker 2>Last there working on How I Got Over, there was

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<v Speaker 2>an executive in the studio with us, and he was

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<v Speaker 2>talking shit about us, thinking that Tarik was like one

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<v Speaker 2>of the staff at Electric Ladies Studios.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what they look like. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>the album.

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<v Speaker 2>Just fucking hearing ship Manek's like, Yo, I'm in this

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<v Speaker 2>studio with you.

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<v Speaker 1>He was, Oh, I'm sorry. I thought, Oh damn, I

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<v Speaker 1>thought he worked here.

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<v Speaker 3>So y'all institution, Man, I love to see it. That'll

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<v Speaker 3>be dope.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so I'll say that you definitely planned to see

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<v Speaker 2>in that to see if we can do this on

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<v Speaker 2>our own bill.

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<v Speaker 1>What's up man? All of our lives?

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<v Speaker 5>Like, I'm great. I was just thinking about what I

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<v Speaker 5>learned from the Little Brother documentary is do whatever the

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<v Speaker 5>fuck you want and be.

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<v Speaker 1>Really good at it.

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<v Speaker 5>Like that's the best piece of advice, Like don't succume

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<v Speaker 5>to anybody else's wants. Just do you and be true

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<v Speaker 5>to your art, like no Ship and I we all

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<v Speaker 5>make art here, but like to be that true to

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<v Speaker 5>it and like honest about it is really cool. And

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<v Speaker 5>that's what I learned, amongst other things about other certain people.

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<v Speaker 5>That's what I learned from the Little Brother documentary.

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<v Speaker 1>I loved it.

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<v Speaker 2>I would love to say that you're like your JMI

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<v Speaker 2>Jazz recording offices, Steve, but that's how that's how official

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<v Speaker 2>it looks right now. So I don't know what's going on,

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<v Speaker 2>Like you got your own merch now your own bags.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, oh you saw that.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, we're doing well JMI Recordings dot com. Yeah, little

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<v Speaker 6>jazz label here and Yo, Steve, I want to.

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<v Speaker 4>Tell you too, Bro, I bought I finally broke down

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<v Speaker 4>and bought a turntable and I listened to like all

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<v Speaker 4>like the records that you've given. Bro, they sound amazing, man,

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<v Speaker 4>like amazing, Like they sound great on vinyl.

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<v Speaker 3>So now y'all are doing a great job, Bro. This

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<v Speaker 3>ship is the shit is dope. The records really great.

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<v Speaker 6>Thank you so much. I'll send you. I'll fill you

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<v Speaker 6>in on what you don't have.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, for sure. I mean cops, I mean the link.

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<v Speaker 7>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It takes money.

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<v Speaker 5>He makes, he makes house calls. He came to Hoboken

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<v Speaker 5>and delivered me records. That happens, Damn I have to ask.

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<v Speaker 1>Damn. Meanwhile, Steve, I live in the same building.

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<v Speaker 2>I find myself stealing my own product anyway, So let's

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<v Speaker 2>get to it. I will say I love a good

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<v Speaker 2>transformation story, the artistic metamorphosis or what we call uh

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<v Speaker 2>departure albums. I've even taught about departure albums at NY

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<v Speaker 2>you were a few semesters for those not hip to

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<v Speaker 2>the term. You know, departure album is basically like the

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<v Speaker 2>one album you can and that doesn't sound like what

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<v Speaker 2>you represented when you first came in the door. I

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<v Speaker 2>mean there's there's some legiti metamorphosis, like artists like and

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<v Speaker 2>grow eventually. I guess the most famous departure album would

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<v Speaker 2>be right going on? Well, no, I was going to

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<v Speaker 2>say Sergeant Pepper's was the very first one, because the

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<v Speaker 2>Beatles wanted to kill the Beatles or the idea of

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<v Speaker 2>the mop tops and teeny boppers and never tour again,

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<v Speaker 2>and then that backfired and actually made them more famous

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<v Speaker 2>and then caused them to implode. But even that was

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<v Speaker 2>inspired by a departure record, which I guess you could

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<v Speaker 2>say pet Sounds by the Beach Boys as that, But

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<v Speaker 2>I mean there's millions of them.

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<v Speaker 3>There's Thinker Life of Plants.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Secret Life of Plants, right going on? Kid A

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<v Speaker 2>Grace land Light, Yeah, oh Rave Light?

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<v Speaker 7>Uh huh?

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<v Speaker 1>Actually was she trend hoping or was that really?

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<v Speaker 3>You know? It was it was a departure from what

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<v Speaker 3>came before.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll say that, right, right, she wasn't popped.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, you're right, but I mean, well, awaken my love,

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<v Speaker 2>Ata waits and heartbreaks for hip hop, Paul's benef there

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<v Speaker 2>you go, yeah, bitch brewe dirty mind. So it's all there.

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<v Speaker 3>Did the roots of a departure album?

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<v Speaker 1>What phrenology or something? It's hard to say.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, phrenology wasn't more an excuse to do something

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<v Speaker 2>different than I realized, Like how slow I was listening

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<v Speaker 2>to The Roots Come Alive and like shit was like slow,

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<v Speaker 2>but also doing the Roots Come Alive? Like I was

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<v Speaker 2>at my physical heaviest at like four hundred plus pounds,

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<v Speaker 2>and I had lost weight for Phrenology, and suddenly I

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<v Speaker 2>felt like I wanted to be more energetic. So and

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<v Speaker 2>then it became like, let's just do what we're not

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<v Speaker 2>supposed to do. So it's sort of a departure record.

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<v Speaker 2>But time will tell if I was just you know,

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<v Speaker 2>not willing to face the keep the things fall apart

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<v Speaker 2>thing alive? I don't know, but I will say that

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<v Speaker 2>our Guest Today has been a long time favorite of

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<v Speaker 2>mine since her two thousand and six debut, and shortly

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<v Speaker 2>there after I was fortunate enough to, I guess a

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<v Speaker 2>year later work on work with her on Al Green's

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<v Speaker 2>Laid Down album, and then a year after that we

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<v Speaker 2>worked on her sophomore album, To See, And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of thought I had her completely figure it out,

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<v Speaker 2>and nothing prepared me for her fourth record. I'll just

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<v Speaker 2>say that that much quick backstory. I guess our guest

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<v Speaker 2>and I reconnected in the summer of twenty twenty three.

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<v Speaker 2>She give me a copy of the record. She did

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<v Speaker 2>it so casually that two days went by before I

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<v Speaker 2>remember that, OHI the record, let me peep and see

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<v Speaker 2>what's up, And.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it was kind of gobsmack.

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<v Speaker 2>And again, I'm trying to avoid typical questlove hyper bowl

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<v Speaker 2>when it comes to my excitement for something. But you know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's been a minute that I've listened to a complete

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<v Speaker 2>album on repeat over again by an artist not named Salt,

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<v Speaker 2>and I will to say that there's a lot to

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<v Speaker 2>unpack here. Normally I want to go through the whole,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, journey of an artist's life, but I'm so

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<v Speaker 2>obsessed with this record. I have so many questions. I

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<v Speaker 2>might have to do this interview backwards. But yeah, for me,

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<v Speaker 2>Black Rainbows is one of my favorite records of the year,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm really really excited to have a conversation with

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<v Speaker 2>our guest today, Krinn Belly Ray One Quest Love Supreme.

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<v Speaker 7>Welcome, Heydan, Thanks so much. Thanks for that introduction.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait let me see, Oh god, okay, twelve minutes. We're

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<v Speaker 2>not bad. Normally I don't even get to the guest

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<v Speaker 2>until twenty seven minutes. All right, and it's time to go.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you very much, Karin, thank you. So right now

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<v Speaker 2>you are in You're in Connecticut right now?

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<v Speaker 7>Correct, right now, I'm in New York, so I may

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<v Speaker 7>or may not be getting up to Connecticut today. It

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<v Speaker 7>depends as loads of snow on the road. So I

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<v Speaker 7>always try and make a show like I'm happy to

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<v Speaker 7>be there, and if only twenty people come, then we're

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<v Speaker 7>still going to have a good time. But we'll see

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<v Speaker 7>what the he says. I hate cancel shows. It's so disappointing,

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<v Speaker 7>you know. I hate to be a fan and have

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<v Speaker 7>a council show, and I've been to so many shows

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<v Speaker 7>where nobody else could make it. You know, then you

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<v Speaker 7>feel like you're the lucky one hundred people who brave

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<v Speaker 7>the storm or whatever. So yeah, hopefully we'll be up there.

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<v Speaker 2>And when someone cancels on you, okay, let me get

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<v Speaker 2>out my feelings anyway. Yeah, I hate when artists cancel

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<v Speaker 2>on people. Well, first of all, I'm curious for this

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<v Speaker 2>particular tour, how many musicians are you with because this

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<v Speaker 2>album is so sprawling in terms of its I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>you literally cover every damn near every genre of music.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, my obsession with it was how is

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<v Speaker 2>she going to pull this off live? What is the

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<v Speaker 2>makeup of the band that you're with on tour?

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<v Speaker 7>The lineup, there's just six of us in the band.

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<v Speaker 7>So there is Melanie Charles who's singing and she's playing

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<v Speaker 7>flute and she's playing percushion, and I'm singing and playing guitar,

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<v Speaker 7>electric guitar and some percussion stuff. Aaron Barnette is playing

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<v Speaker 7>tenor saxophone. Kyle Bolden is playing electric guitar, who I

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<v Speaker 7>absolutely love. I've wanted to work with him for a

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<v Speaker 7>long time. He plays with Stevie Wonder and we're lucky

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<v Speaker 7>that Stevie's in the studio right now, so it's like

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<v Speaker 7>entice Kyle. So yeah, so's he's kind of like three people,

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<v Speaker 7>you know. He plays just one guitar. He showed me

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<v Speaker 7>his guitar the other day. It folds in half and

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<v Speaker 7>packs in a backpack, you know, like some guitars. Really

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<v Speaker 7>it has to be this and it has to be

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<v Speaker 7>this wood that's maple and cherry and seasoned. And he's

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<v Speaker 7>just like it folds and half, he puts it in

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<v Speaker 7>his backpack. He's playing one guitar through the whole show

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<v Speaker 7>the string you know, it falls forward and the strings everything.

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<v Speaker 7>It's a portable guitar that it's playing right now and

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<v Speaker 7>he can cover. He's playing like wailing electric guitar. He's

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<v Speaker 7>playing like really pretty Curtis Mayfield, and he just does

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<v Speaker 7>it all. It's just in the spring, you know. So

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<v Speaker 7>he's amazing. And then I'm playing with Stephen Brown. He's

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<v Speaker 7>my long time collaborator and he has a massive setup.

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<v Speaker 7>So he has a few keyboards. He's playing bass sometimes

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<v Speaker 7>with the with organ pedals that he has underneath the

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<v Speaker 7>underneath the keyboards, he's playing based with his feet a

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<v Speaker 7>lot of times, or sometimes he's playing synth bas sometimes

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<v Speaker 7>he's playing electric bass. Look on New York Transit Queen.

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<v Speaker 7>He gets up from the keyboards and he has a

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<v Speaker 7>whole row on top of we've taken spring tanks, and

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<v Speaker 7>we've taken headles, we've taken modular synths, so everything that

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<v Speaker 7>he's doing on stage sort of all of the sends

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<v Speaker 7>from stage are going into that rig so that he

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<v Speaker 7>can affect it in real time, so that he can,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, if we're singing and we wanted to get

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<v Speaker 7>like trippy and transcendent, he can put in his delays

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<v Speaker 7>and reverbs and backwards things and octavizers and then that's

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<v Speaker 7>going out to front of house. So yeah, we just

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<v Speaker 7>we just put it all on a plane yesterday. I

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<v Speaker 7>think are over oversize or whatever. You know, we have

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<v Speaker 7>to pay over it. She was like like, what, we

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<v Speaker 7>can't leave any of this shit behind. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 7>just like boxes and boxes and stuff. But it's worth

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<v Speaker 7>it because I like to be able to make this

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<v Speaker 7>six more expensive sound.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm also known for completely wild outtakes, and

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<v Speaker 2>of which I don't want to get canceled, so I'll

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<v Speaker 2>I'll say the majority of them behind, but I will

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<v Speaker 2>say the safest one of my wild outtakes was I

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<v Speaker 2>think maybe.

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<v Speaker 1>This was ideally.

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<v Speaker 2>The album I thought I was making with Electric Circus

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<v Speaker 2>where you know, where you want to show a wide

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<v Speaker 2>range of styles but not appear to be too you know,

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<v Speaker 2>over eager or enthusiastic with it, like it just sounds natural.

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<v Speaker 2>And then you know, by the third listen, I realized

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<v Speaker 2>that like you're literally covering you're covering so much territory.

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<v Speaker 2>Like you go from literally from this, uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>some shit goes completely hardcore to you know, then you

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<v Speaker 2>go after futurists and you do this nineties Riot Girls

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<v Speaker 2>throwback thing, and then like with the last song before

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<v Speaker 2>the Throne, like it's almost like like you transport it

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<v Speaker 2>back to an Alice Coltrane kind of outtake, and the

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<v Speaker 2>thing one is like I was hoping the song was

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be seventeen minutes like an Alice Coltrane song, and

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<v Speaker 2>then it cuts off and I'm like, what the fuck?

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<v Speaker 3>But that was one of my favorite ones on the

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<v Speaker 3>album too. That's a hard ass. That's a hard that

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<v Speaker 3>it flows the album.

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<v Speaker 2>That Yeah, it's goddamn and it's can you tell me

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<v Speaker 2>just from soup to nuts how you put it together?

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<v Speaker 2>Because in my mind it's so every song is so unique.

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<v Speaker 2>I think if making it in real time, I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 2>know how you had seen it as cohesive, but yet

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<v Speaker 2>together it feels cohesive.

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<v Speaker 1>Can can you just describe to us the process.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm glad that it feels like one thing, and it

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<v Speaker 7>felt like one thing to me because it was all

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<v Speaker 7>driven by this obsession, and it was driven by this

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<v Speaker 7>subsession with this building. I had been on a friend's board.

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<v Speaker 7>It was like a it was a Pinterest board that

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<v Speaker 7>she had she called Jamala John's and she's kind of

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<v Speaker 7>a arc curator. I think in the early days of Pinterest,

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<v Speaker 7>it wasn't just like this is a cute hairstyle, but

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<v Speaker 7>some people were using it like a magazine, you know.

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<v Speaker 7>So there they were using they would put up a

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<v Speaker 7>picture and then they were just right tons and tons.

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<v Speaker 7>And she had this board called Artists and their Creatives

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<v Speaker 7>and their Workplaces. So she had Carra Walker arranging her silhouettes.

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<v Speaker 7>She had a Picasso painting with light, and she had

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<v Speaker 7>this photograph of this artist, this black artist, contemporary artist,

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<v Speaker 7>this man, and he was sort of staring out of

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<v Speaker 7>the frame with this peacefuls of bold expression and behind

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<v Speaker 7>him was this weird contemporary art that I didn't understand,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, A pile of bricks on the floor, this

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<v Speaker 7>shaggy goat instead of legs, it had the spindles and

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<v Speaker 7>it was going around on a circular track. And then

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<v Speaker 7>there was a big shop for a big sign for

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<v Speaker 7>a shop, Harold's Chicken Shop in Chicago, with like a

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<v Speaker 7>chef chasing after a chicken with a meat leaver. And

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<v Speaker 7>he was just looking out like he was represented by

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<v Speaker 7>white Cuban. He was looking at the frame like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 7>this is my art, you know. And I thought, who

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<v Speaker 7>is this? I don't know contemporary art. Who's this man specifically,

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<v Speaker 7>who's this black man who's not working in figurative art?

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<v Speaker 3>Right?

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<v Speaker 7>It's not paintings of people, it's not drawings of people,

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<v Speaker 7>it's not photographs. It's this stuff. And I found out

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<v Speaker 7>he was called theaster Gates. And then when I did

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<v Speaker 7>some research, I found out that part of his practice

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<v Speaker 7>is saving these buildings on the South side of Chicago.

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<v Speaker 7>You know, he lives in the South Side of Chicago.

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<v Speaker 7>He's watched many buildings just get torn down by the city,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, on the Stoney Island where this building is

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<v Speaker 7>used to have big theaters, you know, really important theaters

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<v Speaker 7>for black music, and just over the years have been

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<v Speaker 7>torn down one by one, so I mean Chicago's architectural masterpieces.

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<v Speaker 7>But then when you get to the south side, there's

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<v Speaker 7>these holes, dise these gaps, and it's a kind of

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<v Speaker 7>erasure of the history of the place and of the presence,

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<v Speaker 7>the black presence in the place. And so he saw

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<v Speaker 7>this bank. It's one hundred year old bank and had

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<v Speaker 7>been slated for demolition for a long time. It's going

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<v Speaker 7>to be pulled down by the city. The basement was underwater,

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<v Speaker 7>but it's this beautiful bank with these columns outside, and

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<v Speaker 7>it's like a big square sort of Greeco Roman building

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<v Speaker 7>on Stoney Island. And he decided he was going to

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<v Speaker 7>save it, and so he bought it for one dollar

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<v Speaker 7>from the government, and he saved four million dollars by

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<v Speaker 7>selling his own art to transform this bank. So it

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<v Speaker 7>doesn't have art in anymore, it doesn't have any money in.

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<v Speaker 7>He's saved it by filling it with art archives and

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<v Speaker 7>historical archives. So it has twenty six thousand books that

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<v Speaker 7>were given to the Johnson Publishing Company, to the Johnson

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<v Speaker 7>Publishing Company who made Ebony magazine, Jet magazine, the Egro Digest,

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<v Speaker 7>So from nineteen forty three, you know, if you wrote

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<v Speaker 7>a book in anything to do with black space, architecture, politics, dance, entertainment,

0:17:14.480 --> 0:17:18.520
<v Speaker 7>recipe books, yearbooks. If you wrote PhDs and you wanted

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<v Speaker 7>the Johnsons to review it and include it in their publication,

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<v Speaker 7>you would send it to the Johnson's. So twenty six

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<v Speaker 7>thousand of these books you know, some of them we

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<v Speaker 7>know and the familiar, some of them super rare books.

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<v Speaker 7>It's got those. It's got all of Frankie Knuckles records.

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<v Speaker 7>And when Frankie Nuckles passed away, his entire record collection

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<v Speaker 7>was given to the Stony Island Arts Bank, and it

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<v Speaker 7>also has upstairs on the second floor these problematic objects

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<v Speaker 7>from America's past, the mammy jars, the postcards depicting racial violence,

0:17:51.920 --> 0:17:59.040
<v Speaker 7>newspaper articles since the eighteen hundreds, advertising copy, signage, objects

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<v Speaker 7>for the home, photographs that were collected by this Black

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<v Speaker 7>and Chinese banker called Ed Williams, who would go to

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<v Speaker 7>these yard sales and flea markets and see these objects

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<v Speaker 7>and think, you know, who wants who's collecting these things?

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<v Speaker 7>Who wants to continue to have these things in the home.

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<v Speaker 7>So he would buy them to take them out of

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<v Speaker 7>circulation and put them in boxes in his house, and

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<v Speaker 7>once he had amassed forty thousand of these objects, his

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<v Speaker 7>kids were out, can we get it's kind of intense

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<v Speaker 7>to be around this stuff. Can we get this out?

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<v Speaker 7>So he gave that, he donated it to the Rebuilt Foundation.

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<v Speaker 7>So the Arts Bank is contemporary art on the walls,

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<v Speaker 7>it has exhibitions. Then it's these historic objects, the Frankie Knuckles,

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<v Speaker 7>it's all the slides from the University of Chicago, the

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<v Speaker 7>glass slides from when people give talk, so you know,

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<v Speaker 7>or all of history that had been photographed for the

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<v Speaker 7>University of Chicago. And then these twenty six thousand books.

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<v Speaker 7>So when I saw the work that THEASTA was doing,

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<v Speaker 7>I thought, I want to get in that bank. I

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<v Speaker 7>just want to be there. I just want to look around.

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<v Speaker 7>I want to And we managed to connect with him.

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<v Speaker 7>I was on tour, he came to the show. He

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<v Speaker 7>met up with me afterwards, and I was just like, Ah,

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<v Speaker 7>I'm so excited to meet you. Because you're a visual artist,

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<v Speaker 7>because you also have a band called the Black Months

0:19:18.640 --> 0:19:21.760
<v Speaker 7>of Mississippi, because you're a saramacist, which I love ceramics,

0:19:21.760 --> 0:19:24.679
<v Speaker 7>because he trained in Japan, and because he's collecting these

0:19:24.720 --> 0:19:26.919
<v Speaker 7>objects and because he's saving all these buildings in the

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<v Speaker 7>South side of Chicago. He has a social practice. I

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<v Speaker 7>just I was really excited to meet him, and I said,

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<v Speaker 7>I really wish you'd come to the bank, but I'm

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<v Speaker 7>leaving town at like eight am tomorrow morning. And he said,

0:19:38.119 --> 0:19:41.280
<v Speaker 7>I'm also leaving town tomorrow because I'm going to President

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<v Speaker 7>Obama's fiftieth birthday party. And I was like, Oh, okay,

0:19:44.840 --> 0:19:47.240
<v Speaker 7>this is this is this guy is. So we opened

0:19:47.240 --> 0:19:49.080
<v Speaker 7>the bank early for us and I went to it,

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<v Speaker 7>and once I opened those doors, I've just sort of

0:19:51.520 --> 0:19:54.679
<v Speaker 7>blown away by the building, the side of the building,

0:19:54.760 --> 0:19:59.399
<v Speaker 7>the library, the double height cube, the just the amount

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<v Speaker 7>of you know, every single drawer you opened it just

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<v Speaker 7>like songs from slavery times, newspapers, curling newspapers from eighteen forties,

0:20:08.400 --> 0:20:12.800
<v Speaker 7>print adverts from the thirties, tins of beauty products, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>just stuff and stuff and every corner and every just

0:20:16.000 --> 0:20:18.520
<v Speaker 7>the arrangement of it. And the ASTA said, oh, you

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<v Speaker 7>know you have to you have to do a show

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<v Speaker 7>in it, and straight away I sort of flashed on

0:20:23.640 --> 0:20:25.800
<v Speaker 7>the music that I had made to this point and

0:20:25.920 --> 0:20:29.359
<v Speaker 7>felt like this is a new vessel. Nothing that I

0:20:29.440 --> 0:20:32.359
<v Speaker 7>have made sort of fits in this space. It's a

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<v Speaker 7>different kind of response that's needed. But then when I left,

0:20:38.040 --> 0:20:40.520
<v Speaker 7>all I could think about was the things that I

0:20:40.600 --> 0:20:43.119
<v Speaker 7>had seen. You know, he had this sculpture in the corner,

0:20:43.200 --> 0:20:45.119
<v Speaker 7>and I said, oh, who did that? He said, it's

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<v Speaker 7>one of mine. And it looked like it had been

0:20:47.240 --> 0:20:50.160
<v Speaker 7>made from wood that had maybe had the paint stripped off.

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<v Speaker 7>There was a certain amount of violence to it. And

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<v Speaker 7>I said, oh, you know, what is it? And he said,

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<v Speaker 7>it's a sculpture I made. It's from the floorboards from

0:20:58.560 --> 0:21:02.360
<v Speaker 7>an abandoned police station in Chicago. And as soon as

0:21:02.359 --> 0:21:08.600
<v Speaker 7>he said that, I immediately was thinking about the floorboards.

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<v Speaker 7>What are the floorboards seen? You know, so often in

0:21:12.600 --> 0:21:17.040
<v Speaker 7>history the objects are the witnesses to what's happened. They're

0:21:17.040 --> 0:21:19.600
<v Speaker 7>the things that can't speak, but they're the things that

0:21:19.760 --> 0:21:24.000
<v Speaker 7>see everything. The floor in the police station, the telephone

0:21:24.000 --> 0:21:27.320
<v Speaker 7>in the police station, the car, the rearview mirror. They

0:21:27.359 --> 0:21:30.960
<v Speaker 7>are the things that really are holding the truth. And

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<v Speaker 7>so when I was on tour, you know, I mean,

0:21:32.960 --> 0:21:34.760
<v Speaker 7>my head was in the tour, but at the same time,

0:21:34.760 --> 0:21:36.680
<v Speaker 7>I'd be lying on my tour bos bed and I'd

0:21:36.680 --> 0:21:39.520
<v Speaker 7>be just writing poems about things that I've seen. You know,

0:21:39.800 --> 0:21:41.960
<v Speaker 7>I wrote this poem called you who have walked These

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<v Speaker 7>floors in fear. I was thinking about this floorboard. It

0:21:46.440 --> 0:21:49.960
<v Speaker 7>was after the death of Sandra Bland, So I was

0:21:50.000 --> 0:21:54.639
<v Speaker 7>thinking about, you know, who knows truth? In some cases

0:21:54.680 --> 0:21:58.000
<v Speaker 7>it's a person. In some cases that person is unwilling

0:21:58.080 --> 0:22:02.760
<v Speaker 7>to to to express what has really happened in the situation.

0:22:03.040 --> 0:22:05.800
<v Speaker 7>But all that not all the physical objects they know.

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<v Speaker 7>And I just thought, I want to get back to

0:22:07.960 --> 0:22:10.119
<v Speaker 7>that bank. I want to open murderers. I want to

0:22:10.119 --> 0:22:12.040
<v Speaker 7>touch more stuff. And every time I touched something, I

0:22:12.080 --> 0:22:15.600
<v Speaker 7>felt like it was it's old stuff, but it's fisiing

0:22:15.680 --> 0:22:21.119
<v Speaker 7>with a kind of contemporary, real life things happening in

0:22:21.160 --> 0:22:24.600
<v Speaker 7>the Molecule's story. So really with the writing of the record,

0:22:24.920 --> 0:22:27.000
<v Speaker 7>you know, I went back for a two week residency.

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<v Speaker 7>Was stayed in the South Side of Chicago. I mean,

0:22:29.000 --> 0:22:31.480
<v Speaker 7>I'm from the UK, but you guys know Chicago, Chicago

0:22:31.520 --> 0:22:36.840
<v Speaker 7>has its huge challenges, you know. Yeah, so so that

0:22:37.000 --> 0:22:39.760
<v Speaker 7>was an eye opener. You know, we didn't have a

0:22:39.760 --> 0:22:41.399
<v Speaker 7>car there, and we said, oh, we'll just you know,

0:22:41.400 --> 0:22:43.439
<v Speaker 7>we're staying so nearby, we'll just walk around. They're like,

0:22:43.440 --> 0:22:46.399
<v Speaker 7>oh no, you can't walk around. You can't walk around,

0:22:46.880 --> 0:22:49.240
<v Speaker 7>you know. So we walked to the place where we

0:22:49.320 --> 0:22:52.240
<v Speaker 7>hide the car, and on a bus shelter there was

0:22:52.280 --> 0:22:55.760
<v Speaker 7>an advert for for what you could do if you

0:22:56.600 --> 0:22:58.919
<v Speaker 7>wanted to needed to give up your child in the

0:22:58.960 --> 0:23:01.199
<v Speaker 7>first thirty days of it life, you know, it was

0:23:01.240 --> 0:23:03.480
<v Speaker 7>a list of things. It said, all you need to

0:23:03.520 --> 0:23:06.199
<v Speaker 7>do is wrap it in a clean towel. It has

0:23:06.240 --> 0:23:07.640
<v Speaker 7>to be in the first thirty days of its life.

0:23:07.680 --> 0:23:10.920
<v Speaker 7>You could take it to a fire station where you

0:23:10.920 --> 0:23:13.960
<v Speaker 7>could drop it at this particular school or that particular hospital.

0:23:14.520 --> 0:23:17.160
<v Speaker 7>You can give information or you can have no questions asked.

0:23:17.600 --> 0:23:20.840
<v Speaker 7>And it was particularly poignant that it was a bushshelter

0:23:20.960 --> 0:23:24.479
<v Speaker 7>because of course that's where so many children that couldn't

0:23:24.480 --> 0:23:27.399
<v Speaker 7>be looked after have been left by parents that couldn't

0:23:27.400 --> 0:23:30.000
<v Speaker 7>look after the children. So, you know, just sort of walking,

0:23:30.040 --> 0:23:32.720
<v Speaker 7>I thought, this is what this area, this is what

0:23:32.840 --> 0:23:36.679
<v Speaker 7>this area is. And I thought about the importance of

0:23:37.480 --> 0:23:43.960
<v Speaker 7>a building like this which talks about the history of

0:23:44.040 --> 0:23:45.879
<v Speaker 7>the area and just about the history of the people

0:23:45.960 --> 0:23:48.879
<v Speaker 7>and how the situation is as it is now and

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<v Speaker 7>it hasn't always been the way it is, and it

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<v Speaker 7>won't always be the way it is. But how art

0:23:53.720 --> 0:23:57.639
<v Speaker 7>is a place of it's a new space, it's a

0:23:57.640 --> 0:24:00.000
<v Speaker 7>physical space. It's a place where people have the opportunity

0:24:00.320 --> 0:24:04.280
<v Speaker 7>to imagine something different. So I was ever two weeks.

0:24:04.560 --> 0:24:07.280
<v Speaker 7>I wrote some songs there, I was, I was home,

0:24:07.320 --> 0:24:09.280
<v Speaker 7>I was back and forth. I mean, this record was

0:24:09.320 --> 0:24:12.600
<v Speaker 7>sort of seven years coming together, you know. So sometimes

0:24:12.640 --> 0:24:14.560
<v Speaker 7>I was making music in the place we set up

0:24:14.560 --> 0:24:17.000
<v Speaker 7>a studio and one of the buildings next the bank,

0:24:18.200 --> 0:24:21.560
<v Speaker 7>and all the songs on the record are inspired inspired

0:24:21.560 --> 0:24:26.760
<v Speaker 7>by particular objects in the bank or groups of objects

0:24:26.840 --> 0:24:28.600
<v Speaker 7>or events in the bank. And that to me wasn't

0:24:28.600 --> 0:24:30.640
<v Speaker 7>my sort of golden thread when I was making it.

0:24:31.359 --> 0:24:34.800
<v Speaker 7>And then to me, whatever the style was, it didn't matter.

0:24:34.840 --> 0:24:37.280
<v Speaker 7>It just whatever the music was, it just kind of

0:24:37.280 --> 0:24:39.960
<v Speaker 7>bounced off the objects. So it's all about the objects,

0:24:39.960 --> 0:24:42.680
<v Speaker 7>and that the tight remit was it has to be

0:24:42.720 --> 0:24:45.840
<v Speaker 7>in response to these objects. And it just became my obsession.

0:24:45.840 --> 0:24:48.920
<v Speaker 7>I felt like everywhere I looked there was a story

0:24:49.040 --> 0:24:51.600
<v Speaker 7>or a photo or something about Chicago, something about the

0:24:51.640 --> 0:24:54.400
<v Speaker 7>South Side.

0:24:57.680 --> 0:24:59.800
<v Speaker 2>What comes to you first? Do the words come first

0:24:59.880 --> 0:25:03.800
<v Speaker 2>or does the music come first? Because there's some songs

0:25:03.840 --> 0:25:07.840
<v Speaker 2>in which he will follow me with his eyes, which

0:25:08.640 --> 0:25:12.680
<v Speaker 2>like specifically melodically, and your words are depending on whatever

0:25:12.720 --> 0:25:15.199
<v Speaker 2>chords being played. And it's not a circular song that

0:25:15.240 --> 0:25:20.359
<v Speaker 2>it's looping. It's just kind of gone linear into and

0:25:20.400 --> 0:25:22.320
<v Speaker 2>it wors into a whole nother song by the end

0:25:22.320 --> 0:25:24.959
<v Speaker 2>of it. So like what comes first for you? Like

0:25:25.200 --> 0:25:27.360
<v Speaker 2>are the words hitting you first and then you find

0:25:27.720 --> 0:25:30.159
<v Speaker 2>music to it? Or does the music come first?

0:25:30.359 --> 0:25:33.560
<v Speaker 7>I think in that situation, and he will follow you

0:25:33.640 --> 0:25:37.120
<v Speaker 7>with his eyes. I had found this tin of a

0:25:37.160 --> 0:25:40.879
<v Speaker 7>beauty product. It was by this company called Valmar, and

0:25:40.920 --> 0:25:43.040
<v Speaker 7>it was set up in Chicago in nineteen twenty six.

0:25:43.200 --> 0:25:47.199
<v Speaker 7>And all the illustrations I found to be really beautiful,

0:25:47.320 --> 0:25:49.560
<v Speaker 7>really elegant, and they were done by this artist, this

0:25:49.680 --> 0:25:53.000
<v Speaker 7>black artist called Charles Dawson who came. He was a

0:25:53.080 --> 0:25:56.920
<v Speaker 7>very well known artist in his time, and they were

0:25:57.000 --> 0:25:58.919
<v Speaker 7>elegant and they were beautiful, and there was also all

0:25:58.920 --> 0:26:03.320
<v Speaker 7>this romance surrounding Valmore. You know the copy in the adverts.

0:26:03.760 --> 0:26:05.960
<v Speaker 7>So if you saw an advert for valve Or it

0:26:06.000 --> 0:26:09.160
<v Speaker 7>might see things like his eyes will follow you across

0:26:09.200 --> 0:26:13.400
<v Speaker 7>the room, or the perfume. The perfumes were called things

0:26:13.440 --> 0:26:17.880
<v Speaker 7>like follow me boy, or look me over everything had

0:26:17.880 --> 0:26:19.920
<v Speaker 7>this romance and this glamour. So I was kind of interested,

0:26:20.240 --> 0:26:22.800
<v Speaker 7>what's this beauty? You know, what's his company? And I

0:26:22.840 --> 0:26:25.840
<v Speaker 7>found out that it was sold door to door, you know,

0:26:25.880 --> 0:26:27.560
<v Speaker 7>so like Avon, they were knock on the door with

0:26:27.600 --> 0:26:29.520
<v Speaker 7>this big basket of stuff. And I found that there

0:26:29.520 --> 0:26:33.160
<v Speaker 7>was targeted mostly at black men and women of course

0:26:33.280 --> 0:26:36.360
<v Speaker 7>the era. Looking through the products, there's lots of perfumes,

0:26:36.359 --> 0:26:39.720
<v Speaker 7>there's lots of moisturizers and shampoos and stuff, but there's

0:26:39.720 --> 0:26:44.399
<v Speaker 7>a lot of hair straightening products, skin lightning products, you know,

0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:47.840
<v Speaker 7>white rose cold cream, and you know, worked straight away

0:26:48.160 --> 0:26:50.320
<v Speaker 7>the adverts to say things like, don't you want to

0:26:50.400 --> 0:26:53.840
<v Speaker 7>help yourself to love unhappiness? You know, all of this

0:26:54.000 --> 0:26:56.960
<v Speaker 7>is just away from you if you don't just take

0:26:56.960 --> 0:26:58.840
<v Speaker 7>if you take your skin a few shades.

0:26:58.560 --> 0:27:00.960
<v Speaker 1>Lighter, that's right, they ran at the end.

0:27:01.160 --> 0:27:05.359
<v Speaker 2>Okay, yeah, I was going to say, because upon first listening,

0:27:05.400 --> 0:27:08.040
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I was like, Wow, this might be

0:27:08.080 --> 0:27:11.160
<v Speaker 2>her best vocal performance because and then the second time

0:27:11.200 --> 0:27:13.119
<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh, maybe she's singing in a character.

0:27:13.320 --> 0:27:17.879
<v Speaker 2>And then I realized by the end, I mean, I

0:27:17.880 --> 0:27:19.960
<v Speaker 2>don't know if it's if it's more of an angry

0:27:20.080 --> 0:27:23.560
<v Speaker 2>rent or more just a defiant thing about it. But

0:27:23.880 --> 0:27:26.960
<v Speaker 2>I realized that that must be the start. I didn't

0:27:27.000 --> 0:27:29.679
<v Speaker 2>know the history behind the song, but I love the

0:27:29.680 --> 0:27:33.080
<v Speaker 2>way that you singing character in the beginning, And yeah.

0:27:32.880 --> 0:27:35.200
<v Speaker 7>I wanted to get into that sort of fifty space,

0:27:35.240 --> 0:27:42.240
<v Speaker 7>and I was thinking about fifties medicated domestic femininity in America. Okay,

0:27:42.400 --> 0:27:45.439
<v Speaker 7>so you've got all the things you meant to need.

0:27:45.480 --> 0:27:47.680
<v Speaker 7>You've got your vacuum cleaner, and you've got your washing machine,

0:27:47.720 --> 0:27:51.200
<v Speaker 7>you've got your refrigerator. So as a woman, your life

0:27:51.280 --> 0:27:54.160
<v Speaker 7>is not difficult anymore. You know, you've got these appliances

0:27:54.200 --> 0:27:57.399
<v Speaker 7>and you shouldn't complain, and you're in the home, and

0:27:57.480 --> 0:27:59.480
<v Speaker 7>if things feel difficult, there's always a tople that you

0:27:59.480 --> 0:28:01.440
<v Speaker 7>can take from the doctors, just to take the edge

0:28:01.440 --> 0:28:04.000
<v Speaker 7>of things. And then but then, you know, imagining someone

0:28:04.080 --> 0:28:06.320
<v Speaker 7>coming to your door with these products, there's a kind

0:28:06.400 --> 0:28:10.680
<v Speaker 7>of femininity is already this narrow, and then for black

0:28:10.720 --> 0:28:14.359
<v Speaker 7>women it's it's even more narrow because the beauty is

0:28:14.400 --> 0:28:17.320
<v Speaker 7>white aligned at this point. You know, so you've got

0:28:17.320 --> 0:28:18.919
<v Speaker 7>to do all the women's stuff, and then you've got

0:28:18.960 --> 0:28:24.399
<v Speaker 7>to do the stuff to make your natural self augmented

0:28:24.600 --> 0:28:26.520
<v Speaker 7>to be accepted, and so in the first half of

0:28:26.520 --> 0:28:30.040
<v Speaker 7>the song, the person is definitely under the spell of

0:28:30.200 --> 0:28:32.879
<v Speaker 7>how more I did that. I wrote that song in

0:28:33.000 --> 0:28:34.840
<v Speaker 7>the in the bank, and I just played I played

0:28:34.840 --> 0:28:37.800
<v Speaker 7>it on guitar, you know, I sort of do my

0:28:37.840 --> 0:28:40.160
<v Speaker 7>best on my guitar, like I'm not a trained guitar rist.

0:28:40.240 --> 0:28:43.160
<v Speaker 7>But I wanted to make it sort of you know,

0:28:43.280 --> 0:28:45.640
<v Speaker 7>fifties and dream like, like those kind of chords that

0:28:45.680 --> 0:28:48.520
<v Speaker 7>would be in you know, those movies that start whether

0:28:48.520 --> 0:28:51.640
<v Speaker 7>the car's winding around the side of a mountain or whatever,

0:28:51.720 --> 0:28:53.640
<v Speaker 7>the open top car and it's like there's a glamour

0:28:53.680 --> 0:28:56.040
<v Speaker 7>and then halfway through. I wanted to have this kind

0:28:56.080 --> 0:28:59.400
<v Speaker 7>of sonic arresting, you know. So when I first wrote that,

0:28:59.400 --> 0:29:01.240
<v Speaker 7>that was just like me playing one string.

0:29:01.080 --> 0:29:06.240
<v Speaker 8>Dumb, dumb, dumb, you know, my plum red lipstick, my

0:29:06.520 --> 0:29:11.560
<v Speaker 8>black hair, kinkin my black skin, gleaming.

0:29:11.720 --> 0:29:11.840
<v Speaker 9>You know.

0:29:11.880 --> 0:29:14.160
<v Speaker 7>I wanted it to be, as you say, sort of defiant.

0:29:14.280 --> 0:29:15.880
<v Speaker 7>You know, I don't it says at the end, I

0:29:15.880 --> 0:29:18.640
<v Speaker 7>don't want to leave myself behind, vanishing into a girl

0:29:18.640 --> 0:29:21.480
<v Speaker 7>I don't recognize and went after you know, because the

0:29:21.560 --> 0:29:23.080
<v Speaker 7>record took me a long time. So one time I

0:29:23.120 --> 0:29:25.200
<v Speaker 7>was listening to vocals, I feel like I could bring

0:29:25.240 --> 0:29:26.520
<v Speaker 7>more character into this, you know.

0:29:26.520 --> 0:29:29.360
<v Speaker 9>I was thinking of like her as a kid, you know,

0:29:29.440 --> 0:29:33.840
<v Speaker 9>with her incredbled diction and poise and the movement of

0:29:33.920 --> 0:29:38.480
<v Speaker 9>the words and everything so dramatic and elegant and control

0:29:38.600 --> 0:29:39.040
<v Speaker 9>that I.

0:29:39.120 --> 0:29:39.840
<v Speaker 7>Went to bring some men.

0:29:40.440 --> 0:29:45.560
<v Speaker 1>And so in my excitement, I was making h.

0:29:47.160 --> 0:29:51.160
<v Speaker 2>A quiet sleep playlist the David the album came out,

0:29:52.240 --> 0:29:55.720
<v Speaker 2>and so not even thinking about it, I just rushed

0:29:55.720 --> 0:29:58.160
<v Speaker 2>that on the list first.

0:29:58.160 --> 0:29:59.320
<v Speaker 1>It went to sleep.

0:30:00.600 --> 0:30:01.200
<v Speaker 7>Anyway up.

0:30:01.360 --> 0:30:02.880
<v Speaker 1>It was like, what the hell of Mira? And I

0:30:02.920 --> 0:30:03.720
<v Speaker 1>was like huh.

0:30:03.880 --> 0:30:06.880
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, oh, I forgot that sometimes coders

0:30:06.920 --> 0:30:10.240
<v Speaker 2>and because you know, in my mind when you're listening

0:30:10.280 --> 0:30:12.840
<v Speaker 2>to it, I'm thinking like, okay, might have a new

0:30:12.920 --> 0:30:16.160
<v Speaker 2>ID track, and that's the next song. I didn't realize

0:30:16.200 --> 0:30:20.040
<v Speaker 2>it was the same song until that person told me, like, dog,

0:30:20.120 --> 0:30:23.120
<v Speaker 2>you woke us up in the middle of the night, Like, yeah,

0:30:23.120 --> 0:30:24.440
<v Speaker 2>it was it wasn't.

0:30:24.240 --> 0:30:26.280
<v Speaker 7>There, It wasn't what you thought. Yeah, it's the worst

0:30:26.320 --> 0:30:29.520
<v Speaker 7>record for DJs. But I just think my stuf's a

0:30:29.520 --> 0:30:31.640
<v Speaker 7>bit like that anyway, sort of like it's bumpy, like

0:30:31.640 --> 0:30:33.680
<v Speaker 7>you're just getting into one thing and then there's another thing.

0:30:33.720 --> 0:30:35.840
<v Speaker 7>And I don't know if that's my background. It's like

0:30:36.040 --> 0:30:39.200
<v Speaker 7>I was a classically trained violinist and then I was

0:30:39.240 --> 0:30:41.400
<v Speaker 7>in an indie band when I was fifteen. That was

0:30:41.400 --> 0:30:43.320
<v Speaker 7>the music that I loved, you know. I had grown

0:30:43.400 --> 0:30:46.240
<v Speaker 7>up with soul music, but India was like my thing

0:30:46.320 --> 0:30:49.400
<v Speaker 7>that I found, you know, Rucasol and L seven and

0:30:49.480 --> 0:30:52.720
<v Speaker 7>Belly and and I liked. I guess I liked, you know,

0:30:52.800 --> 0:30:55.640
<v Speaker 7>women in that music. I like seeing women play guitars.

0:30:55.680 --> 0:30:58.200
<v Speaker 7>And I don't know if they weren't shaving their armpits

0:30:58.240 --> 0:31:00.360
<v Speaker 7>or they weren't having to wear certain things. They're just

0:31:00.360 --> 0:31:02.720
<v Speaker 7>wearing T shirts and the jeans and they're just doing

0:31:02.720 --> 0:31:04.840
<v Speaker 7>the thing, and there was a lot of freedom in that.

0:31:05.240 --> 0:31:07.920
<v Speaker 2>Of course, I understand that a lot of your albums

0:31:07.960 --> 0:31:11.720
<v Speaker 2>are also confessional diaries because of lost love and what

0:31:12.080 --> 0:31:14.040
<v Speaker 2>you've gone through in mourning and all that stuff. But

0:31:14.040 --> 0:31:17.400
<v Speaker 2>would you say that this album is more closer to

0:31:17.480 --> 0:31:20.080
<v Speaker 2>your creative heart then say what your debut record was.

0:31:20.240 --> 0:31:23.120
<v Speaker 7>Yes, I think this is really close to my creative heart.

0:31:23.160 --> 0:31:26.680
<v Speaker 7>And the irony is that I thought it was always

0:31:26.720 --> 0:31:28.720
<v Speaker 7>a side project, you know, when I made it, I

0:31:28.760 --> 0:31:31.200
<v Speaker 7>was like, it's not going to be my name's not

0:31:31.200 --> 0:31:33.640
<v Speaker 7>going to be on it. It's an independent record, it's

0:31:33.680 --> 0:31:34.800
<v Speaker 7>not going to be a major label.

0:31:36.840 --> 0:31:41.959
<v Speaker 1>Weren't you. No, Mariah's sort of do you know the

0:31:42.000 --> 0:31:43.400
<v Speaker 1>history of the Chick record?

0:31:44.040 --> 0:31:46.040
<v Speaker 7>No, I mean, and not until you mentioned you mentioned

0:31:46.080 --> 0:31:48.280
<v Speaker 7>it the other day, but I still, I mean, I

0:31:48.320 --> 0:31:50.440
<v Speaker 7>haven't heard that record. You sent me some pictures and

0:31:50.480 --> 0:31:52.960
<v Speaker 7>I thought, wow, she looks different, but yeah, I think

0:31:53.000 --> 0:31:53.640
<v Speaker 7>she's amazing.

0:31:53.760 --> 0:31:55.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Mariah did the same thing, like she was this

0:31:56.800 --> 0:31:59.640
<v Speaker 2>recording her real record, but just to have some fun,

0:32:00.080 --> 0:32:03.280
<v Speaker 2>you would, you know, play around, fuck around, doing dinner

0:32:03.320 --> 0:32:06.160
<v Speaker 2>breaks and all that stuff, and then they had enough

0:32:06.200 --> 0:32:08.960
<v Speaker 2>material to make a record. But it was always just

0:32:08.960 --> 0:32:12.120
<v Speaker 2>supposed to be like a joke amongst the band makes

0:32:12.120 --> 0:32:15.800
<v Speaker 2>and you know, and I still maintained that that's Mariah

0:32:15.800 --> 0:32:20.800
<v Speaker 2>Carry's best record because she doesn't care about the outward

0:32:20.880 --> 0:32:26.760
<v Speaker 2>gaze of critics and the record label and keep keeping

0:32:26.800 --> 0:32:30.200
<v Speaker 2>the machinery going, because you know, all the time artists

0:32:30.600 --> 0:32:33.960
<v Speaker 2>tell me, like, especially like in the first ten years

0:32:34.000 --> 0:32:36.920
<v Speaker 2>of my career, it was like, man, y'all gotta label

0:32:36.960 --> 0:32:39.440
<v Speaker 2>that supports y'all. Like and at first, I was like

0:32:39.440 --> 0:32:41.960
<v Speaker 2>a little insulted. He's like, yeah, man, because y'all could

0:32:41.960 --> 0:32:44.120
<v Speaker 2>just do any o shit in your label. Never drop y'all.

0:32:44.160 --> 0:32:46.160
<v Speaker 2>Like I was like, what was that supposed to be?

0:32:47.040 --> 0:32:49.680
<v Speaker 2>You know, like, you know, like y'all don't care about

0:32:49.760 --> 0:32:53.600
<v Speaker 2>hit singles and making money and because success, I'm like

0:32:53.640 --> 0:32:58.880
<v Speaker 2>what the fuck? I was like, No, I just don't

0:32:58.920 --> 0:33:00.000
<v Speaker 2>know what an effective hook.

0:33:00.080 --> 0:33:00.360
<v Speaker 1>Kids.

0:33:02.240 --> 0:33:04.520
<v Speaker 2>I feel like I'm doing too much inside baseball. But

0:33:05.320 --> 0:33:08.320
<v Speaker 2>you gotta let me know what was your inspiration behind Earthlings?

0:33:08.720 --> 0:33:11.800
<v Speaker 2>Because I'm obsessed with the effic futurism and all that stuff,

0:33:11.800 --> 0:33:14.240
<v Speaker 2>and like I am too.

0:33:14.120 --> 0:33:16.959
<v Speaker 7>You know. I feel my dad had Funk you know,

0:33:17.240 --> 0:33:20.320
<v Speaker 7>like p Funk Records when I was little, and Parliament Records,

0:33:20.320 --> 0:33:22.600
<v Speaker 7>and I'd look on the back and see these weird cartoons,

0:33:23.200 --> 0:33:26.040
<v Speaker 7>you know, if like the women in the booby tops

0:33:26.040 --> 0:33:29.320
<v Speaker 7>and the booty shirts and this, and there was all

0:33:29.320 --> 0:33:31.480
<v Speaker 7>these stuff about space, and I remember just thinking like

0:33:31.560 --> 0:33:33.640
<v Speaker 7>what is this? And definitely when I was a teenager,

0:33:33.640 --> 0:33:36.000
<v Speaker 7>I just sort of thought I sort of thought of

0:33:36.040 --> 0:33:39.200
<v Speaker 7>it as kind of a bit silly or escapist. And

0:33:39.240 --> 0:33:42.080
<v Speaker 7>it was only when I got into my well, probably

0:33:42.640 --> 0:33:45.600
<v Speaker 7>you know, ten fifteen years ago that the penny dropped,

0:33:46.160 --> 0:33:49.280
<v Speaker 7>you know, and the expansive thing of if someone wants

0:33:49.320 --> 0:33:51.960
<v Speaker 7>a pigeonhole as being from here, you have to be

0:33:52.000 --> 0:33:55.840
<v Speaker 7>within the system of what it means to be black

0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:59.400
<v Speaker 7>in America, and like Sunral, the only way to explain

0:33:59.480 --> 0:34:02.400
<v Speaker 7>its actually, I'm not from here, or you think I'm

0:34:02.440 --> 0:34:03.920
<v Speaker 7>from here? Do you think I'm like that? Now, I'm

0:34:03.920 --> 0:34:07.520
<v Speaker 7>not even from this planet, you know. And I loved

0:34:07.560 --> 0:34:11.120
<v Speaker 7>that when I went back to that music, the idea

0:34:11.200 --> 0:34:15.400
<v Speaker 7>that there's another space and alternative space that lives outside

0:34:15.480 --> 0:34:20.799
<v Speaker 7>of catalysm and white supremacy, and that this band is

0:34:20.920 --> 0:34:22.799
<v Speaker 7>from there and they're going to take you there and

0:34:22.880 --> 0:34:24.960
<v Speaker 7>all you have to do is get on board the mothership.

0:34:25.040 --> 0:34:28.480
<v Speaker 7>And so the philosophy of it, which I had missed

0:34:30.200 --> 0:34:32.520
<v Speaker 7>because I was too busy just sort of enjoying the

0:34:33.040 --> 0:34:35.719
<v Speaker 7>groove of the music, you know, that was right there.

0:34:35.760 --> 0:34:37.960
<v Speaker 7>And so I mean, there's a really good affort futuristic

0:34:38.040 --> 0:34:40.399
<v Speaker 7>film showing in the bank when I was there, and

0:34:40.800 --> 0:34:42.920
<v Speaker 7>you know, I was thinking saying all these things together

0:34:43.680 --> 0:34:46.560
<v Speaker 7>that the main thing was the inspiration behind that was

0:34:46.600 --> 0:34:50.960
<v Speaker 7>the these different searches for utopia that I read about

0:34:51.000 --> 0:34:53.560
<v Speaker 7>in the bank. You know, there was a conversation bouncing

0:34:53.600 --> 0:34:56.640
<v Speaker 7>back and forwards between the black thinkers from I guess that,

0:34:56.960 --> 0:35:01.799
<v Speaker 7>you know, eighteen tens onwards the classic two positions. You

0:35:01.840 --> 0:35:05.880
<v Speaker 7>could call it a Martin Luther King versus early Malcolm X,

0:35:05.920 --> 0:35:11.240
<v Speaker 7>you know, integrationist versus separatist position. You know, we find

0:35:11.239 --> 0:35:14.960
<v Speaker 7>ourselves to be here outside of Africa, in this country,

0:35:15.000 --> 0:35:18.840
<v Speaker 7>in these places which are intolerant of us. What do

0:35:18.920 --> 0:35:23.520
<v Speaker 7>we do? Do we find allies and make a new community.

0:35:22.800 --> 0:35:27.439
<v Speaker 7>Do we become part of everyone, we all each other's

0:35:27.480 --> 0:35:30.560
<v Speaker 7>brothers and sisters like a Martin Luther King position? Or

0:35:31.320 --> 0:35:37.319
<v Speaker 7>is there do we recognize the aggression and turn inwards

0:35:37.760 --> 0:35:40.960
<v Speaker 7>and turn away from the place where we find ourselves

0:35:41.000 --> 0:35:43.279
<v Speaker 7>to be. And whether it's a Marcus Garvey going back

0:35:43.320 --> 0:35:47.279
<v Speaker 7>to Africa, or whether it's a more of a spiritual

0:35:48.800 --> 0:35:51.480
<v Speaker 7>separatist community where you're still in America, but you have

0:35:51.600 --> 0:35:54.400
<v Speaker 7>your own commune and you have your own rules and laws,

0:35:55.360 --> 0:35:59.120
<v Speaker 7>or whether it's a community of that's exclusive in terms

0:35:59.120 --> 0:36:01.000
<v Speaker 7>of who you're socialized with.

0:36:01.280 --> 0:36:01.440
<v Speaker 3>You know.

0:36:01.520 --> 0:36:03.879
<v Speaker 7>So I would see these ideas going back and forth

0:36:03.920 --> 0:36:07.000
<v Speaker 7>in the bank all the way through history, people trying

0:36:07.000 --> 0:36:09.920
<v Speaker 7>to work it out. How do we live now outside

0:36:09.920 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Speaker 7>of Africa in this place which is not entirely welcoming.

0:36:13.400 --> 0:36:16.400
<v Speaker 7>And so I've thought a lot about these utopias that

0:36:16.440 --> 0:36:18.880
<v Speaker 7>have been attempted. You know that all black towns of

0:36:18.920 --> 0:36:21.560
<v Speaker 7>the West, and those of them that were successful, and

0:36:21.600 --> 0:36:24.680
<v Speaker 7>those of those that weren't successful or were like a

0:36:24.760 --> 0:36:27.640
<v Speaker 7>green wood that was eventually firebombed, you know, the first

0:36:27.640 --> 0:36:31.200
<v Speaker 7>incidence of fire bombing on American soil. So I thought

0:36:31.200 --> 0:36:33.520
<v Speaker 7>about those, like, what is it to yearn for utopia?

0:36:34.320 --> 0:36:37.719
<v Speaker 7>Try for perfection? It always will fail. And yet that's

0:36:37.760 --> 0:36:43.320
<v Speaker 7>the direction, that's what all communities are looking for. Peace, love, freedom.

0:36:43.800 --> 0:36:46.759
<v Speaker 7>And I was blown away by Missus Johnson using the

0:36:46.800 --> 0:36:49.640
<v Speaker 7>Ebony fashion fair, and the Black panthers would say to her,

0:36:50.120 --> 0:36:53.080
<v Speaker 7>why are you bringing it clothes? You know this is

0:36:53.080 --> 0:36:57.200
<v Speaker 7>a bourgeoise thing. You're bringing clothes from France to put

0:36:57.239 --> 0:36:59.120
<v Speaker 7>on the back of black models to parade around the

0:36:59.160 --> 0:37:03.720
<v Speaker 7>town halls and the city halls for local black maids

0:37:03.760 --> 0:37:06.080
<v Speaker 7>to see. Like what you're doing. Apart from the fact

0:37:06.080 --> 0:37:08.239
<v Speaker 7>they were raising millions of dollars for the historical black

0:37:08.320 --> 0:37:13.120
<v Speaker 7>universities and colleges, Missus Johnson was saying, it's important for

0:37:13.239 --> 0:37:17.520
<v Speaker 7>people to see themselves reflected on this cat walk. It's

0:37:17.560 --> 0:37:21.440
<v Speaker 7>important for women to see this elegance, see this dream,

0:37:21.600 --> 0:37:24.400
<v Speaker 7>see this art, see this creativity. It's like, what do

0:37:24.440 --> 0:37:27.920
<v Speaker 7>we want on the other side of the struggle? Struggles

0:37:28.200 --> 0:37:30.839
<v Speaker 7>meant to end at some point, and then you're meant

0:37:30.880 --> 0:37:34.400
<v Speaker 7>to be, you know, eating pineapple in the sun, digging

0:37:34.440 --> 0:37:38.279
<v Speaker 7>your garden to live and finding work, but also time

0:37:38.320 --> 0:37:41.319
<v Speaker 7>to enjoy yourself. You know, that's the world we're trying

0:37:41.320 --> 0:37:44.000
<v Speaker 7>to build. We're not constantly so much in a struggle

0:37:44.040 --> 0:37:46.680
<v Speaker 7>that we're imagining will never end. And so I guess

0:37:46.760 --> 0:37:49.160
<v Speaker 7>the song Earth Things is about a non human person

0:37:49.200 --> 0:37:51.440
<v Speaker 7>sort of looking in on us and seeing how easy

0:37:51.480 --> 0:37:55.120
<v Speaker 7>it would be to reset our world, which causes a

0:37:55.280 --> 0:37:58.880
<v Speaker 7>super naive position. But that was the position that I

0:37:58.960 --> 0:38:03.160
<v Speaker 7>took from looking at these attempts at utopious of the effort,

0:38:03.239 --> 0:38:07.239
<v Speaker 7>the attempt, the hope, the audacity of it is the

0:38:07.320 --> 0:38:08.200
<v Speaker 7>only place to start.

0:38:09.239 --> 0:38:12.680
<v Speaker 2>Or I'm curious to how the outside of America, like

0:38:12.719 --> 0:38:16.799
<v Speaker 2>the British press, has received this record, And you know,

0:38:16.840 --> 0:38:20.759
<v Speaker 2>I think it's really curious that you and interesting that

0:38:20.800 --> 0:38:26.600
<v Speaker 2>you chose Chicago as your base creative hub. You know,

0:38:26.800 --> 0:38:31.440
<v Speaker 2>I think, if anything, even Americans and myself I might

0:38:31.480 --> 0:38:34.880
<v Speaker 2>be guilty of this as well. Like there's so much

0:38:35.520 --> 0:38:38.319
<v Speaker 2>propaganda talk about Chicago, like right now, you know, the

0:38:38.360 --> 0:38:42.319
<v Speaker 2>hashtag what about Chicago is a kind of go to.

0:38:43.560 --> 0:38:47.600
<v Speaker 1>Right wing yeah term of.

0:38:49.320 --> 0:38:52.480
<v Speaker 2>You know, they're so violent and uncultured over there that

0:38:53.000 --> 0:38:56.120
<v Speaker 2>most people I know are definitely afraid to even visit

0:38:56.239 --> 0:39:00.359
<v Speaker 2>Chicago just because of what they heard, you know, propaganda wise.

0:39:00.880 --> 0:39:04.240
<v Speaker 1>But is there not any place in the UK.

0:39:04.800 --> 0:39:07.359
<v Speaker 2>That has their own rich cultural stories that you could

0:39:07.400 --> 0:39:11.640
<v Speaker 2>have pulled from? Because I find it very interesting that

0:39:11.640 --> 0:39:15.040
<v Speaker 2>that you had to come, you know, five thousand miles

0:39:15.080 --> 0:39:18.600
<v Speaker 2>across the Pound, you know, to find this wealth of inspiration.

0:39:19.440 --> 0:39:22.080
<v Speaker 7>I think it's a really good point. I think the

0:39:22.160 --> 0:39:26.760
<v Speaker 7>holders of archive is a really interesting thing in America

0:39:26.960 --> 0:39:31.960
<v Speaker 7>versus the UK. So I'd say American history and archive

0:39:32.040 --> 0:39:35.360
<v Speaker 7>seems to be I mean, you have obviously the Smithsonian,

0:39:35.719 --> 0:39:40.040
<v Speaker 7>which is a reasonably new museum that holds all this

0:39:40.160 --> 0:39:43.759
<v Speaker 7>black history and archive. But it seems like a lot

0:39:43.800 --> 0:39:47.960
<v Speaker 7>of black archive in this country is held by private

0:39:47.960 --> 0:39:53.160
<v Speaker 7>individuals or private foundations that have come from corporations. America

0:39:53.239 --> 0:39:55.120
<v Speaker 7>is still in its move of you know, you've got

0:39:55.160 --> 0:39:59.000
<v Speaker 7>the Mellon Foundation, you've got the Ford Foundation, organizations that

0:39:59.120 --> 0:40:01.799
<v Speaker 7>made lots of wealth through capitalism that are now sort

0:40:01.840 --> 0:40:06.560
<v Speaker 7>of giving back, and it shows their brains and it

0:40:06.640 --> 0:40:10.560
<v Speaker 7>sort of legitimizes them to a certain extent, and they

0:40:10.640 --> 0:40:14.200
<v Speaker 7>it shows that they are invested in people's history and

0:40:14.239 --> 0:40:19.240
<v Speaker 7>holding history. I think in the UK that period certainly

0:40:19.320 --> 0:40:24.200
<v Speaker 7>happened during the Industrial Revolution, where we had massively wealthy

0:40:24.200 --> 0:40:28.319
<v Speaker 7>industrialists in the eighteen thirties, eighteen forties, eighteen fifties, and

0:40:28.440 --> 0:40:32.200
<v Speaker 7>they then invested in people in our you know, they

0:40:32.239 --> 0:40:36.280
<v Speaker 7>made their own towns, they had fair comparatively fair places

0:40:36.280 --> 0:40:39.520
<v Speaker 7>and safe places for workers. But then the state took

0:40:39.560 --> 0:40:43.600
<v Speaker 7>over in looking after history and archive, which is probably

0:40:43.640 --> 0:40:47.160
<v Speaker 7>the right place for these things if the state is interested.

0:40:47.760 --> 0:40:51.319
<v Speaker 7>But at the moment the conservative government that we have now,

0:40:51.360 --> 0:40:54.880
<v Speaker 7>which is more of a right wing government, there just

0:40:54.920 --> 0:40:58.600
<v Speaker 7>hasn't been the investment in black stories and black archives.

0:40:58.680 --> 0:41:01.520
<v Speaker 7>So there are black archives that aren't open to the

0:41:01.520 --> 0:41:04.520
<v Speaker 7>public and that you would need maybe a research a

0:41:04.600 --> 0:41:07.120
<v Speaker 7>qualification or sort of invitation to go and look at.

0:41:07.360 --> 0:41:10.720
<v Speaker 7>But also so much of the work is not valued

0:41:10.840 --> 0:41:14.280
<v Speaker 7>or lost or it's lost. I mean, I think specifically

0:41:14.360 --> 0:41:18.160
<v Speaker 7>of the wind rush incident, that happened a few years

0:41:18.200 --> 0:41:22.400
<v Speaker 7>ago where people like my dad's generation. The black people

0:41:22.440 --> 0:41:26.279
<v Speaker 7>in England are either from Africa and have come in

0:41:26.320 --> 0:41:30.759
<v Speaker 7>the last ten twenty thirty forty years, or their Caribbeans,

0:41:30.920 --> 0:41:33.399
<v Speaker 7>and they were invited by the government after the Second

0:41:33.440 --> 0:41:38.040
<v Speaker 7>World War because so many men had died, so the

0:41:38.160 --> 0:41:40.800
<v Speaker 7>UK needed people on the trains, people on the buses,

0:41:40.840 --> 0:41:44.040
<v Speaker 7>they needed women in the hospitals as nurses, so an

0:41:44.080 --> 0:41:46.480
<v Speaker 7>invitation went out to the colonies, you know, they're still

0:41:46.480 --> 0:41:49.080
<v Speaker 7>owned by Britain, like Saint KITT's where my dad's from,

0:41:49.280 --> 0:41:51.960
<v Speaker 7>you know, please come and help the motherland. And these

0:41:51.960 --> 0:41:54.920
<v Speaker 7>people felt like England was their home. You know, my

0:41:55.000 --> 0:42:00.319
<v Speaker 7>dad knew more about the counties and rivers of England,

0:42:00.480 --> 0:42:03.239
<v Speaker 7>you know then he even knew about Saint Kitts. It

0:42:03.320 --> 0:42:06.480
<v Speaker 7>was taught. This information was taught in tandem. So the

0:42:06.520 --> 0:42:09.720
<v Speaker 7>Caribbeans came, and a lot of them came as children.

0:42:09.960 --> 0:42:14.160
<v Speaker 7>You know, they had that passport and you would think

0:42:14.160 --> 0:42:17.560
<v Speaker 7>the government's held records on who was in the country

0:42:17.600 --> 0:42:19.200
<v Speaker 7>and who wasn't. But a few years ago there was

0:42:19.239 --> 0:42:22.840
<v Speaker 7>this big scandal where Caribbeans were leaving their country that

0:42:22.880 --> 0:42:25.680
<v Speaker 7>they'd lived in for fifty years sixty years moved for

0:42:25.680 --> 0:42:28.360
<v Speaker 7>a family wedding, trying to get back in the country,

0:42:28.400 --> 0:42:30.560
<v Speaker 7>and the UK said, sorry, we don't have any record

0:42:30.600 --> 0:42:30.800
<v Speaker 7>of you.

0:42:31.719 --> 0:42:32.000
<v Speaker 3>Wow.

0:42:32.040 --> 0:42:35.960
<v Speaker 7>And it turned out they'd just lost all these people's passports.

0:42:35.960 --> 0:42:38.680
<v Speaker 7>People had come to UK's children. So you've got people

0:42:38.680 --> 0:42:40.319
<v Speaker 7>who are trying to get cancer care and they say, oh,

0:42:40.360 --> 0:42:42.920
<v Speaker 7>you're not registered to live here. They say, I've lived

0:42:42.920 --> 0:42:44.960
<v Speaker 7>here for fifty years, I've been married here, have raised

0:42:44.960 --> 0:42:47.200
<v Speaker 7>my children, I've got grandchildren in the UK. They say, sorry,

0:42:47.239 --> 0:42:49.480
<v Speaker 7>you have to go back to Jamaica. So I think

0:42:49.600 --> 0:42:53.600
<v Speaker 7>the UK government is not good at holding even the

0:42:53.600 --> 0:42:56.799
<v Speaker 7>the citizenship and passports of these black people that they

0:42:57.000 --> 0:42:59.400
<v Speaker 7>just lost. There was just no other explanation. It was

0:42:59.480 --> 0:43:02.200
<v Speaker 7>just like sorry, we last year passports. But I don't

0:43:02.239 --> 0:43:05.719
<v Speaker 7>think there was even a wide public apology. So I

0:43:05.760 --> 0:43:09.759
<v Speaker 7>think in terms of the Black stories, I think they

0:43:09.840 --> 0:43:11.880
<v Speaker 7>live in literature. You know, I live in Leeds with

0:43:12.000 --> 0:43:15.560
<v Speaker 7>people Tree Press, that's the biggest publisher of Caribbean literature

0:43:15.600 --> 0:43:19.560
<v Speaker 7>outside the Caribbean, so I know these Caribbean stories. I

0:43:19.600 --> 0:43:23.759
<v Speaker 7>think what I felt in encountering the bank was just

0:43:24.200 --> 0:43:27.719
<v Speaker 7>this is me with my own lens and my own

0:43:27.800 --> 0:43:32.319
<v Speaker 7>prejudices as a woman from the UK, as someone who

0:43:32.360 --> 0:43:36.040
<v Speaker 7>has African heritage through my dad's Caribbean side, but also

0:43:36.200 --> 0:43:38.120
<v Speaker 7>you know, my mum is white as well, like all

0:43:38.160 --> 0:43:42.000
<v Speaker 7>these I was just arriving as myself viewing all this

0:43:42.200 --> 0:43:45.160
<v Speaker 7>historical stuff. So the record is definitely not me trying

0:43:45.200 --> 0:43:48.680
<v Speaker 7>to tell an American story. It's just me responding to

0:43:48.719 --> 0:43:50.759
<v Speaker 7>all this stuff like this is what the stuff did

0:43:50.800 --> 0:43:53.279
<v Speaker 7>to me. That's what the record is, rather than I'm

0:43:53.360 --> 0:43:56.920
<v Speaker 7>now some kind of you know, historian or journalist on

0:43:56.960 --> 0:43:57.880
<v Speaker 7>the American story.

0:43:58.920 --> 0:44:05.759
<v Speaker 2>Oh no, Look, just to hear an artist with a

0:44:05.880 --> 0:44:13.279
<v Speaker 2>point of view is fucking refreshing, refreshing because what we're

0:44:13.280 --> 0:44:19.600
<v Speaker 2>doing with now, well, yeah, what the fuck?

0:44:20.320 --> 0:44:21.359
<v Speaker 3>Well I want to ask you.

0:44:21.360 --> 0:44:24.880
<v Speaker 4>You've collaborated with uh been frequent, collaborated with very good friends,

0:44:24.920 --> 0:44:26.200
<v Speaker 4>my parents and Amber Strolder.

0:44:27.040 --> 0:44:30.680
<v Speaker 3>What is it like collaborating with them? How do y'all

0:44:30.960 --> 0:44:32.040
<v Speaker 3>start seing ideas?

0:44:32.040 --> 0:44:32.600
<v Speaker 1>What is it like?

0:44:33.560 --> 0:44:37.280
<v Speaker 7>I got introduced to Paris and Amber through Esperanza Spaulding.

0:44:38.000 --> 0:44:41.040
<v Speaker 7>I was working on my third record, and you know,

0:44:41.080 --> 0:44:43.359
<v Speaker 7>speaking of record companies, my third record was the one

0:44:43.400 --> 0:44:46.080
<v Speaker 7>with all the pressure on. It was like first record,

0:44:46.760 --> 0:44:50.759
<v Speaker 7>big success, so grateful. My second album was a kind

0:44:50.760 --> 0:44:53.520
<v Speaker 7>of response to that. You know, everybody was saying, oh,

0:44:53.560 --> 0:44:55.279
<v Speaker 7>you've been an indie band, but you've made this pop

0:44:55.320 --> 0:44:56.960
<v Speaker 7>soul record, and I thought, right, I'm going to play

0:44:56.960 --> 0:44:59.400
<v Speaker 7>more guitar on this record. But also, you know, halfway

0:44:59.400 --> 0:45:03.200
<v Speaker 7>through that record, I lost my husband and so there

0:45:03.239 --> 0:45:04.880
<v Speaker 7>was this big break. And when I started again and

0:45:04.920 --> 0:45:07.480
<v Speaker 7>I made the record that, you know, the label would say,

0:45:07.480 --> 0:45:09.879
<v Speaker 7>You've made the record you needed to make, but it

0:45:09.920 --> 0:45:14.000
<v Speaker 7>wasn't full of you know, smash hit sunshine songs. And

0:45:14.000 --> 0:45:16.400
<v Speaker 7>so the third record I really felt from the label

0:45:16.520 --> 0:45:20.000
<v Speaker 7>was like, okay, right, let's get back in it. You're

0:45:20.120 --> 0:45:23.719
<v Speaker 7>just a sort of sleeping giant, you know, like you've

0:45:23.760 --> 0:45:28.600
<v Speaker 7>got this, you've had this big hits, these and this

0:45:28.680 --> 0:45:30.440
<v Speaker 7>is the record where you're going to sort of come back.

0:45:31.000 --> 0:45:35.200
<v Speaker 7>And so that was really really difficult for me. And

0:45:35.360 --> 0:45:37.680
<v Speaker 7>I was working one time in Los Angeles with a

0:45:37.800 --> 0:45:41.359
<v Speaker 7>very very well known producer and artist who of course

0:45:41.400 --> 0:45:47.239
<v Speaker 7>I won't know, and he was very busy. He was

0:45:47.239 --> 0:45:50.240
<v Speaker 7>working with several artists at the same time, which sometimes

0:45:50.239 --> 0:45:52.719
<v Speaker 7>people do, right, so it's like, oh, hi, thanks for

0:45:52.800 --> 0:45:56.040
<v Speaker 7>coming right, let's work on this song for forty minutes

0:45:56.480 --> 0:45:58.640
<v Speaker 7>and then like, yeah, if you got some ideas, you

0:45:58.760 --> 0:46:01.719
<v Speaker 7>call like Jerome my assistant, right, he's going to be

0:46:01.719 --> 0:46:04.080
<v Speaker 7>in the room with you. I'm going down the hall

0:46:04.560 --> 0:46:06.880
<v Speaker 7>because you know, five other people are in the studio

0:46:06.920 --> 0:46:10.400
<v Speaker 7>complex and I'm just like sprinkling my sort of genius

0:46:10.480 --> 0:46:15.920
<v Speaker 7>hip power everywhere. So I don't know, I just I

0:46:15.960 --> 0:46:19.439
<v Speaker 7>wish I had that ability to sort of perform under

0:46:19.480 --> 0:46:22.600
<v Speaker 7>that kind of setup, but I just don't. So it's

0:46:22.680 --> 0:46:25.400
<v Speaker 7>like the inspiration just kind of left me. And I

0:46:25.480 --> 0:46:27.960
<v Speaker 7>left the session and I can't remember how So responds

0:46:27.960 --> 0:46:29.360
<v Speaker 7>that will. We met up and I was like, She's like,

0:46:29.360 --> 0:46:32.920
<v Speaker 7>how's it going with superstar producer that everyone else has

0:46:32.920 --> 0:46:35.640
<v Speaker 7>had massive hits with? And I said, Oh, it's going terribly.

0:46:35.719 --> 0:46:38.080
<v Speaker 7>You know, it makes you feel like you're you're the

0:46:38.120 --> 0:46:40.560
<v Speaker 7>one that's kind of flunking, you know, they're they're the

0:46:40.560 --> 0:46:42.799
<v Speaker 7>superstar and the other one. And she just said, have

0:46:42.920 --> 0:46:45.400
<v Speaker 7>you met these guys? And she brought out the CD

0:46:45.600 --> 0:46:49.440
<v Speaker 7>of the EP Kings King and I was like, God,

0:46:50.000 --> 0:46:53.040
<v Speaker 7>I said, someone just played me this two days ago.

0:46:53.239 --> 0:46:55.319
<v Speaker 7>It's so amazing. She said, I loved them. I went

0:46:55.360 --> 0:46:58.600
<v Speaker 7>to school with them. You should work with them. She picks.

0:46:58.719 --> 0:47:01.040
<v Speaker 7>You should work with them tonight. I'm calling them right now.

0:47:01.080 --> 0:47:03.399
<v Speaker 7>You should go will go around tonight. And she picked

0:47:03.480 --> 0:47:05.160
<v Speaker 7>up the phone and she's like, hey, Paris, you know

0:47:05.320 --> 0:47:07.319
<v Speaker 7>with Kreine. I was like, I don't know if they

0:47:07.480 --> 0:47:08.680
<v Speaker 7>I don't know if they ever heard of me, And

0:47:08.719 --> 0:47:12.800
<v Speaker 7>they knew me. And we went over to the house

0:47:12.880 --> 0:47:16.879
<v Speaker 7>and I just instantly loved them because aside from being

0:47:17.200 --> 0:47:19.319
<v Speaker 7>the musical geniuses that they are, they just have this

0:47:19.480 --> 0:47:24.600
<v Speaker 7>like still well you know them, still calm, beautiful presence.

0:47:24.680 --> 0:47:26.560
<v Speaker 7>And we just sat and we just had a jam.

0:47:26.560 --> 0:47:28.760
<v Speaker 7>My s friends was playing bass, Paris was playing keyboards,

0:47:28.800 --> 0:47:32.040
<v Speaker 7>me and Ambo was singing, and I just thought, oh,

0:47:32.040 --> 0:47:35.640
<v Speaker 7>I've sort of found a harbor here. You know, this

0:47:35.760 --> 0:47:38.040
<v Speaker 7>is so different to being in the room with all

0:47:38.080 --> 0:47:41.600
<v Speaker 7>these dudes, you know, like I've been told they're a songwriter,

0:47:41.680 --> 0:47:44.440
<v Speaker 7>but they're just tapping out the beats, like where's your tune?

0:47:44.520 --> 0:47:47.040
<v Speaker 7>Like tell me when your tracks finished, I can put

0:47:47.080 --> 0:47:50.080
<v Speaker 7>my superstar beats to it. And I'd be like, haven't

0:47:50.960 --> 0:47:52.799
<v Speaker 7>We're just starting from scratch. I thought, you know, I

0:47:52.880 --> 0:47:56.960
<v Speaker 7>kind of naive going into those those settings. So it

0:47:57.040 --> 0:47:59.600
<v Speaker 7>was just a dream to it with them and worked

0:47:59.600 --> 0:48:02.000
<v Speaker 7>together with on my third record, and then yeah, for

0:48:02.040 --> 0:48:04.799
<v Speaker 7>this one, I would just drift in. So Red Red

0:48:04.840 --> 0:48:09.520
<v Speaker 7>Horse came about at their place. You know, Paris is

0:48:09.640 --> 0:48:14.320
<v Speaker 7>just like an amazing producer. You know what she hears

0:48:14.360 --> 0:48:17.279
<v Speaker 7>and the lines and the weaves and the denseness of

0:48:17.320 --> 0:48:19.719
<v Speaker 7>the production, you know, the amount of tracks and all

0:48:19.719 --> 0:48:22.239
<v Speaker 7>the things that's going on, one thing feeding another and

0:48:22.280 --> 0:48:24.600
<v Speaker 7>other lines, and so it's just kind of like a

0:48:24.680 --> 0:48:28.719
<v Speaker 7>dream space. And we just got this beat going and

0:48:29.080 --> 0:48:32.359
<v Speaker 7>Pass was playing forwards. I was playing bass since bass.

0:48:32.400 --> 0:48:34.720
<v Speaker 7>I had my I remember I had my little baby.

0:48:34.760 --> 0:48:37.120
<v Speaker 7>I'd just had a baby, and she was strapped onto

0:48:37.160 --> 0:48:39.000
<v Speaker 7>me and it was like playing. So it felt really

0:48:39.120 --> 0:48:42.040
<v Speaker 7>kind of like it was working. You know, it's like

0:48:42.120 --> 0:48:44.879
<v Speaker 7>here I am and my kids asleep and I'm doing

0:48:44.880 --> 0:48:47.520
<v Speaker 7>this song. And then yeah, the Red Horse came out

0:48:47.520 --> 0:48:50.000
<v Speaker 7>of that where. Because I'd read so much of the

0:48:50.040 --> 0:48:51.839
<v Speaker 7>Bank and so much was in my head, I find

0:48:51.880 --> 0:48:55.600
<v Speaker 7>it really easy to what came out was was the

0:48:55.640 --> 0:48:59.200
<v Speaker 7>tales of the things that I'd read about, or i'd

0:48:59.200 --> 0:49:01.719
<v Speaker 7>seen a photograph. I've seen this photograph of this young

0:49:01.760 --> 0:49:04.640
<v Speaker 7>black girl who was going west with a white family,

0:49:05.960 --> 0:49:07.879
<v Speaker 7>and I just couldn't work out what she was doing.

0:49:07.920 --> 0:49:10.480
<v Speaker 7>She's ten, eleven, twelve, and it turned out, I mean,

0:49:10.520 --> 0:49:12.560
<v Speaker 7>she was an enslaved girl, but she was going to

0:49:12.600 --> 0:49:15.319
<v Speaker 7>be the nanny for this baby. And I was sort

0:49:15.320 --> 0:49:18.440
<v Speaker 7>of thinking, you know, who's looking after this child, this

0:49:18.520 --> 0:49:21.600
<v Speaker 7>black child in the you know, going to this west

0:49:21.680 --> 0:49:25.239
<v Speaker 7>town in the west there's been newly established, and what's

0:49:25.280 --> 0:49:27.400
<v Speaker 7>going to happen to her when they don't need her anymore?

0:49:27.480 --> 0:49:29.840
<v Speaker 7>And you know, I couldn't find any more information in

0:49:29.880 --> 0:49:32.880
<v Speaker 7>this book, and so I just imagined for her a

0:49:32.920 --> 0:49:37.840
<v Speaker 7>stranger riding into town on a red horse. But it

0:49:37.920 --> 0:49:40.000
<v Speaker 7>all it sort of came out when I was there,

0:49:40.360 --> 0:49:43.439
<v Speaker 7>because they just make this amazing dream space. So yeah,

0:49:43.560 --> 0:49:45.840
<v Speaker 7>I mean, I love I love working with Parasonal.

0:49:45.960 --> 0:49:47.560
<v Speaker 3>I was really happy to see our Glabrary.

0:49:52.360 --> 0:49:54.840
<v Speaker 1>I want to know more about your your childhood and

0:49:54.880 --> 0:49:56.399
<v Speaker 1>your upbringing. Where were you born.

0:49:57.080 --> 0:49:59.279
<v Speaker 7>I was born in Leeds and that's where I still live.

0:49:59.360 --> 0:50:03.120
<v Speaker 7>So Leeds is two hundred miles north of London and

0:50:03.280 --> 0:50:05.640
<v Speaker 7>it's two hundred miles south of Edinburgh. Like at the

0:50:05.640 --> 0:50:07.479
<v Speaker 7>bottom of our street where we live, there's an old

0:50:07.520 --> 0:50:09.640
<v Speaker 7>way post and it says, you know, London this way

0:50:09.680 --> 0:50:11.640
<v Speaker 7>two hundred miles you know, Edinburgh this.

0:50:11.680 --> 0:50:14.000
<v Speaker 1>Way right on the border.

0:50:14.560 --> 0:50:18.000
<v Speaker 7>We're right between, yeah, the capital of Scotland and the

0:50:18.000 --> 0:50:20.400
<v Speaker 7>capital of England. So as much as I feel, you know,

0:50:20.480 --> 0:50:24.640
<v Speaker 7>I feel myself to you know, be English, but the

0:50:24.680 --> 0:50:27.360
<v Speaker 7>north is really different to the South. It's not as wealthy,

0:50:27.640 --> 0:50:31.319
<v Speaker 7>it's more it was industrial, but then the industry sort

0:50:31.360 --> 0:50:34.080
<v Speaker 7>of went away, so there's that kind of a feeling.

0:50:34.160 --> 0:50:38.040
<v Speaker 7>I mean, Leeds is a big university town, you know, Scots.

0:50:38.360 --> 0:50:40.560
<v Speaker 7>I think more than one hundred thousand students between the

0:50:40.600 --> 0:50:43.439
<v Speaker 7>different universities, so it's a big place where people come

0:50:43.480 --> 0:50:46.360
<v Speaker 7>to learn, lots of thinkers come, but then lots of

0:50:46.400 --> 0:50:49.239
<v Speaker 7>people leave at the end of it, right because like

0:50:49.280 --> 0:50:51.799
<v Speaker 7>they go to London, they go, they go somewhere else

0:50:51.840 --> 0:50:55.120
<v Speaker 7>where the jobs are. So it's a creative place, but

0:50:55.239 --> 0:50:57.960
<v Speaker 7>sometimes it's hard to get things going because there's not

0:50:58.239 --> 0:51:00.640
<v Speaker 7>necessarily people don't necessarily come and stay. They kind of

0:51:00.680 --> 0:51:01.239
<v Speaker 7>passed through.

0:51:02.800 --> 0:51:04.640
<v Speaker 1>Well, you have three siblings.

0:51:04.120 --> 0:51:06.560
<v Speaker 7>Correct or they're three of us. Yeah, there's two sisters.

0:51:06.640 --> 0:51:09.440
<v Speaker 7>So my sister, my middle sister works in politics and

0:51:09.440 --> 0:51:12.280
<v Speaker 7>she worked in social justice, and then my younger sister

0:51:12.600 --> 0:51:15.000
<v Speaker 7>acts and then yeah, then there's me too.

0:51:15.560 --> 0:51:20.480
<v Speaker 2>So he described the household, Like, how were your parents

0:51:20.560 --> 0:51:23.000
<v Speaker 2>artistically inclined or musically inclined or anything.

0:51:24.000 --> 0:51:28.040
<v Speaker 7>I think my mom really liked singing. My mum used

0:51:28.040 --> 0:51:29.799
<v Speaker 7>to sing around the house all the time, so she

0:51:29.880 --> 0:51:33.960
<v Speaker 7>and she would sing at church. And then my dad

0:51:34.160 --> 0:51:36.560
<v Speaker 7>collected music, so that was his thing. He had just

0:51:37.000 --> 0:51:40.719
<v Speaker 7>sort of piles of records. He was really fastidious. There

0:51:40.760 --> 0:51:43.200
<v Speaker 7>was a really good record shop in these called Jumbo

0:51:43.320 --> 0:51:48.840
<v Speaker 7>Records that would import us records, so my parents would

0:51:48.840 --> 0:51:51.520
<v Speaker 7>go there all the time. They met on the dance floor,

0:51:51.560 --> 0:51:55.000
<v Speaker 7>you know, when they were teenagers. And my dad's family

0:51:55.120 --> 0:51:57.640
<v Speaker 7>is from Saint Kitts and the Caribbean. But yeah, he's

0:51:57.640 --> 0:52:01.839
<v Speaker 7>a big collector of music, and so I think sometimes

0:52:01.920 --> 0:52:04.400
<v Speaker 7>I would just look through these forty five you know,

0:52:04.440 --> 0:52:06.360
<v Speaker 7>they were just in paper. They didn't have any covers,

0:52:06.960 --> 0:52:09.560
<v Speaker 7>so you could just maybe get a bit of an

0:52:09.560 --> 0:52:11.960
<v Speaker 7>idea from the name on the label, but mostly you

0:52:12.000 --> 0:52:14.200
<v Speaker 7>had to actually put the record on, you know, and

0:52:14.280 --> 0:52:17.560
<v Speaker 7>just like put the needle on. And so he had

0:52:17.600 --> 0:52:19.920
<v Speaker 7>his pile, and then I had my pile out of

0:52:20.000 --> 0:52:22.799
<v Speaker 7>his pile of things that I liked to listen to

0:52:22.920 --> 0:52:24.560
<v Speaker 7>that I kind of kept separately. So I don't know

0:52:25.160 --> 0:52:28.479
<v Speaker 7>what it was, and you know, I just I grew

0:52:28.560 --> 0:52:31.959
<v Speaker 7>up with music definitely, But then I got into music

0:52:31.960 --> 0:52:34.440
<v Speaker 7>at school, but not even if my parents played instruments.

0:52:35.360 --> 0:52:38.760
<v Speaker 7>I started playing violin at school and I really really

0:52:38.800 --> 0:52:41.080
<v Speaker 7>loved that, and at first I found it easy. I mean,

0:52:41.400 --> 0:52:43.080
<v Speaker 7>later on I found it really hard, because I do

0:52:43.160 --> 0:52:45.960
<v Speaker 7>find reading music really hard. But I liked the thing

0:52:46.000 --> 0:52:48.680
<v Speaker 7>of listening and picking up stuff. I really liked being

0:52:48.680 --> 0:52:53.760
<v Speaker 7>in orchestras. You know, I was often the only person

0:52:53.800 --> 0:52:56.319
<v Speaker 7>of color in the whole orchestra that was or at

0:52:56.360 --> 0:53:00.000
<v Speaker 7>ballet or whatever it was. But I think our parents

0:52:59.719 --> 0:53:05.000
<v Speaker 7>and especially my mum just encourage us to do express,

0:53:05.320 --> 0:53:07.359
<v Speaker 7>express ourselves things. So we did, you know, we did

0:53:07.600 --> 0:53:12.160
<v Speaker 7>do ballet, We did play instruments, We did go to

0:53:12.480 --> 0:53:15.400
<v Speaker 7>watch concerts and went to theater when we could. I mean,

0:53:15.440 --> 0:53:18.040
<v Speaker 7>my mum was cleaning houses when I was younger, and

0:53:18.080 --> 0:53:21.680
<v Speaker 7>then she started she started working with kids from school

0:53:22.040 --> 0:53:24.560
<v Speaker 7>from the school that was at you know, reading to

0:53:24.600 --> 0:53:26.880
<v Speaker 7>them in the lessons, the kids who were struggling. Then

0:53:27.040 --> 0:53:29.520
<v Speaker 7>she did some qualification so that she could be a

0:53:29.600 --> 0:53:34.280
<v Speaker 7>learning mentor in the school. And my dad, my dad's

0:53:34.360 --> 0:53:38.880
<v Speaker 7>kind of visically had a shop, kind of picture framing

0:53:38.960 --> 0:53:42.960
<v Speaker 7>and candles and clocks shop. But he was always you know,

0:53:43.000 --> 0:53:45.520
<v Speaker 7>he's got a big math's brain, which is the opposite

0:53:45.560 --> 0:53:48.040
<v Speaker 7>of my brain. So he would teach. There was a

0:53:48.080 --> 0:53:51.360
<v Speaker 7>school for kids who didn't get on well at school,

0:53:51.400 --> 0:53:54.520
<v Speaker 7>and it was mostly Black and Asian children in England.

0:53:54.520 --> 0:53:59.200
<v Speaker 7>That's like Indian, Pakistani, Bangladeshi and Black children. And that

0:53:59.320 --> 0:54:03.040
<v Speaker 7>was in the sort of concentration of black area, Chapeltown,

0:54:03.120 --> 0:54:07.920
<v Speaker 7>where his family came. So he would teach these kids,

0:54:08.120 --> 0:54:11.520
<v Speaker 7>you know, he'd teach the maths mostly math's a bit

0:54:11.560 --> 0:54:14.840
<v Speaker 7>of English. But so all the boys and girls in

0:54:14.880 --> 0:54:18.799
<v Speaker 7>our school that were maybe had a reputation of being

0:54:18.840 --> 0:54:21.360
<v Speaker 7>more sort of tough or like they didn't get on

0:54:21.440 --> 0:54:25.680
<v Speaker 7>with the teachers. They didn't get on with the teachers

0:54:25.680 --> 0:54:27.839
<v Speaker 7>at our school. They would know me because my dad

0:54:27.880 --> 0:54:29.960
<v Speaker 7>would teach them maths, you know, and they'd be like,

0:54:30.000 --> 0:54:35.520
<v Speaker 7>mister Bailey, he's so strict. Yeah, So it was. I

0:54:35.680 --> 0:54:37.919
<v Speaker 7>liked growing up there. It had a big Caribbean community leagues.

0:54:37.920 --> 0:54:41.200
<v Speaker 7>I mean it still does, so I would be I

0:54:41.200 --> 0:54:44.200
<v Speaker 7>guess I grew up between these two worlds. Where we

0:54:44.280 --> 0:54:47.520
<v Speaker 7>lived was a white area and a big Jewish area

0:54:47.560 --> 0:54:49.480
<v Speaker 7>as well, my high school was a big jewsh high school,

0:54:49.920 --> 0:54:53.520
<v Speaker 7>lots of the Jewish teachers and children, so when it

0:54:53.560 --> 0:54:56.280
<v Speaker 7>was Jewish holidays, like a third of the kids wouldn't

0:54:56.280 --> 0:54:59.080
<v Speaker 7>be there, so our calendar was kind of worked around

0:54:59.080 --> 0:55:04.280
<v Speaker 7>the Jewish holiday. And then my grandparents lived in the

0:55:04.360 --> 0:55:07.160
<v Speaker 7>Caribbean area of Leeds, so I would always be like

0:55:08.360 --> 0:55:12.840
<v Speaker 7>between these two worlds. Do I fit in these worlds?

0:55:13.080 --> 0:55:16.480
<v Speaker 7>I do. I do fit in them, but I feel different,

0:55:17.320 --> 0:55:19.600
<v Speaker 7>you know, in both places. I feel a bit of different.

0:55:19.719 --> 0:55:22.359
<v Speaker 7>You know. It's like I'm black, but I'm sort of

0:55:22.440 --> 0:55:25.040
<v Speaker 7>not black in the same way my cousins are. And

0:55:25.080 --> 0:55:30.640
<v Speaker 7>then I'm definitely not white, but I am my mum's daughter,

0:55:31.000 --> 0:55:33.719
<v Speaker 7>you know. So it's always just like finding identity. And

0:55:33.760 --> 0:55:37.240
<v Speaker 7>I think I think that's why I really pulled towards

0:55:38.080 --> 0:55:41.120
<v Speaker 7>I don't know, Indie sort of you know, riot girl,

0:55:41.400 --> 0:55:44.200
<v Speaker 7>like all of that stuff, you know, feeling like I

0:55:44.200 --> 0:55:47.560
<v Speaker 7>feel like an outsider. I have something to say. I

0:55:47.640 --> 0:55:52.600
<v Speaker 7>am underweight, I'm riding to school on a bike balancing

0:55:52.600 --> 0:55:57.799
<v Speaker 7>my violin. I'm a nerd. But I'm also not from

0:55:57.840 --> 0:56:00.839
<v Speaker 7>a wealthy background, so I'm fitting in, you know, like

0:56:01.320 --> 0:56:04.080
<v Speaker 7>a lot of my peers might not be going to

0:56:04.120 --> 0:56:07.840
<v Speaker 7>play in the orchestra or reading Jane Austin and you know,

0:56:07.920 --> 0:56:11.239
<v Speaker 7>Charlotte Bronte, but at the same time, that's just what

0:56:11.320 --> 0:56:13.400
<v Speaker 7>I'm doing. So yeah, I felt like an outsider.

0:56:13.440 --> 0:56:16.360
<v Speaker 1>I guess were you born in the early eighties.

0:56:16.400 --> 0:56:19.000
<v Speaker 7>I believe I was born in nineteen seventy nine.

0:56:19.440 --> 0:56:23.399
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So who did you gravity towards musically? Like who

0:56:23.480 --> 0:56:27.839
<v Speaker 2>was the first like moment of I.

0:56:27.760 --> 0:56:30.960
<v Speaker 7>Mean, I guess Michael Jackson was the biggest thing in

0:56:31.000 --> 0:56:34.480
<v Speaker 7>our world. Just that's the age that I had. Yeah,

0:56:34.560 --> 0:56:36.640
<v Speaker 7>could avoid him, and so I remember there was a

0:56:36.680 --> 0:56:38.680
<v Speaker 7>concert in Leeds. We used to live near this park

0:56:38.719 --> 0:56:41.480
<v Speaker 7>called Ruante Park and there was a big park that

0:56:41.560 --> 0:56:44.040
<v Speaker 7>used to have concerts, so like Madonna played there or

0:56:44.719 --> 0:56:48.000
<v Speaker 7>you know, but but Michael Jackson played there, and I

0:56:48.080 --> 0:56:50.799
<v Speaker 7>remember it was like a sort of pilgrimage to go

0:56:50.840 --> 0:56:53.280
<v Speaker 7>to this concert, Like we couldn't afford tickets for the concert,

0:56:53.360 --> 0:56:55.760
<v Speaker 7>but I remember it was it was a bank holiday

0:56:55.760 --> 0:56:59.839
<v Speaker 7>in August that we went to the concert. Yeah, I mean,

0:56:59.840 --> 0:57:03.000
<v Speaker 7>Mychael Jackson's stuff was so interesting because obviously there was

0:57:03.040 --> 0:57:06.240
<v Speaker 7>the music itself, then there was all the mystery around

0:57:06.280 --> 0:57:09.040
<v Speaker 7>the man. But remember how they used to film the

0:57:09.120 --> 0:57:12.880
<v Speaker 7>concerts is I feel like nearly half of the concept

0:57:12.920 --> 0:57:18.840
<v Speaker 7>wasn't showing him, it was showing the audience. So it

0:57:18.880 --> 0:57:22.200
<v Speaker 7>was just showing these people having these responses to him,

0:57:22.320 --> 0:57:25.640
<v Speaker 7>And I remember feeling that feeling that they had this

0:57:25.760 --> 0:57:30.240
<v Speaker 7>kind of like melting sort of spiritual feeling. I mean,

0:57:31.160 --> 0:57:34.800
<v Speaker 7>I think the music has what that music is doing

0:57:34.840 --> 0:57:38.040
<v Speaker 7>in sort of jazz and harmony because I'm not trained,

0:57:38.120 --> 0:57:39.800
<v Speaker 7>I just don't understand what it's doing, but it still

0:57:39.800 --> 0:57:42.520
<v Speaker 7>does the same thing to my brain where it's like

0:57:42.720 --> 0:57:44.880
<v Speaker 7>I don't know what's happening here, and this thing is

0:57:44.920 --> 0:57:48.400
<v Speaker 7>transitioning into this thing, and there's this lushness and then

0:57:48.400 --> 0:57:51.320
<v Speaker 7>there's this tension and then it goes away. And so

0:57:51.360 --> 0:57:54.640
<v Speaker 7>his music had that complex of beauty, but it was

0:57:54.720 --> 0:57:56.919
<v Speaker 7>being absorbed by all of us, including you know, five

0:57:56.960 --> 0:58:00.280
<v Speaker 7>year olds, ten year olds, and so I think, I mean,

0:58:00.360 --> 0:58:04.000
<v Speaker 7>aside from of course, all the separate things about Michael

0:58:04.040 --> 0:58:08.040
<v Speaker 7>Jackson which we learned about in that time when those

0:58:08.160 --> 0:58:11.680
<v Speaker 7>those issues weren't swirling, I just yeah, I just Michael

0:58:11.760 --> 0:58:15.040
<v Speaker 7>Jackson's music was kind of the pinnacle. But I grewup

0:58:15.080 --> 0:58:17.360
<v Speaker 7>with Stevie Wonder as well, because it's what my parents liked.

0:58:17.400 --> 0:58:19.440
<v Speaker 7>I really liked Secret Life of Plants. That was the

0:58:19.480 --> 0:58:23.120
<v Speaker 7>record I remember having. I remember touching the braille. I

0:58:23.160 --> 0:58:26.240
<v Speaker 7>remember the sort of weirdness and mystery of it, and

0:58:26.240 --> 0:58:29.880
<v Speaker 7>the way the synth sounded, and the photograph of him

0:58:29.920 --> 0:58:31.600
<v Speaker 7>inside and the way you could see, you know, you

0:58:31.600 --> 0:58:35.080
<v Speaker 7>can see his eyes. And so I sort of loved Stevie.

0:58:35.160 --> 0:58:38.080
<v Speaker 7>I thought, oh, like, I just felt in my heart

0:58:38.080 --> 0:58:39.760
<v Speaker 7>like I want to meet Stevie. I'm sure that all

0:58:39.840 --> 0:58:42.400
<v Speaker 7>kids feel that, right, So but then when I did

0:58:42.440 --> 0:58:43.720
<v Speaker 7>get to meet it, I was like, this is like

0:58:43.840 --> 0:58:46.120
<v Speaker 7>my dream that I had, and here I you know,

0:58:46.200 --> 0:58:49.160
<v Speaker 7>I wrote Stevie Wonder a letter and as a teenager

0:58:49.360 --> 0:58:55.080
<v Speaker 7>saying about how much I love I never dreamed you'd leave.

0:58:55.360 --> 0:58:58.360
<v Speaker 7>I never dreamed you'd leave in summer. I remember writing

0:58:58.400 --> 0:59:01.160
<v Speaker 7>this passionate letter about it. And then I thought, why

0:59:01.160 --> 0:59:02.720
<v Speaker 7>am I writing a letter. I should be writing it

0:59:02.760 --> 0:59:04.840
<v Speaker 7>in Braille, And you know, I never got around to.

0:59:05.640 --> 0:59:07.280
<v Speaker 1>I was about to say he learned braille.

0:59:07.440 --> 0:59:11.200
<v Speaker 7>Just yeah, yeah, he is a you know, he obviously

0:59:11.280 --> 0:59:11.840
<v Speaker 7>reached brail.

0:59:12.320 --> 0:59:17.760
<v Speaker 2>There's there's a funny story where, uh, you know, producer NARDA.

0:59:17.800 --> 0:59:23.680
<v Speaker 2>Michael Walden. He produced Whitney Houston's I Want to I

0:59:23.800 --> 0:59:26.680
<v Speaker 2>Will I Know, and I Want to Dance with Somebody,

0:59:26.680 --> 0:59:30.280
<v Speaker 2>And he also did like starships, like nothing's going to

0:59:30.320 --> 0:59:32.200
<v Speaker 2>stop us now or not. Like he was like Clive

0:59:32.280 --> 0:59:35.320
<v Speaker 2>Davis's go to guy. But he tells the story that

0:59:35.360 --> 0:59:38.680
<v Speaker 2>he was so inspired after seeing Stevie do fingertips when

0:59:38.680 --> 0:59:39.360
<v Speaker 2>he was a kid.

0:59:40.080 --> 0:59:42.560
<v Speaker 1>Somewhere in the mid sixties.

0:59:43.600 --> 0:59:48.880
<v Speaker 2>Was a kind of solar eclipse in which you know,

0:59:48.920 --> 0:59:52.520
<v Speaker 2>they warned parents, do not let your child look in

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<v Speaker 2>the sun or else you're going to go blind. And

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<v Speaker 2>you know, they were giving out free glasses and you're

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<v Speaker 2>supposed to wear glasses all day and whatever. And Narda

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<v Speaker 2>was like, if I take these glasses off, then I

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<v Speaker 2>too can be a genius like Stevie wonder He told

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<v Speaker 2>me about the first time he got in trouble with

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<v Speaker 2>his mom, like she said, like you know, like yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>punished him, but yeah, he was he wanted to be

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<v Speaker 2>blind like Stevie Wonders so that he could be a genius.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you do you remember the first concert that you went.

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<v Speaker 7>To, the first concert I went to. I mean, I

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<v Speaker 7>think I didn't go to concerts when I was little because,

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<v Speaker 7>like I said, well, my parents got divorced, so you know,

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<v Speaker 7>we didn't have a car, we didn't have a telephone,

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<v Speaker 7>we didn't my mum was cleaned houses and then she

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<v Speaker 7>worked at this school, so we didn't have to spare

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<v Speaker 7>money at all. You know. We used to get our

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<v Speaker 7>clothes in a binliner from unless it was Christmas or birthdays,

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<v Speaker 7>but we used to get our clothes from people from church,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, with their names still selling it, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>and yeah, I love this, like if they had trainers,

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<v Speaker 7>we always had the trainers then Nick's not the Nikes

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<v Speaker 7>and all of that sort of stuff, you know, right,

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<v Speaker 7>But so we didn't we didn't go to gigs when

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<v Speaker 7>we were little, but I remember I probably went to

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<v Speaker 7>something like I probably would have gone to the Cockpit,

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<v Speaker 7>which was a sort of indie venue, and I would

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<v Speaker 7>have gone to see a band like some small bands

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<v Speaker 7>like Shed seven or the Charlatan's, the band called the

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<v Speaker 7>Charlatans that I really like. I definitely got.

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<v Speaker 2>I've heard the Charlatans. Yeah you saw them in their

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<v Speaker 2>early stages.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, I saw them. I mean I think there's still

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<v Speaker 7>been Yeah, they've been going a little while, but obviously

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<v Speaker 7>that I was still still going ahead. But yeah, I

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<v Speaker 7>remember seeing a band called Kaniki, which had a female's

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<v Speaker 7>lead singer, and I remember seeing Belly, who I thought

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<v Speaker 7>were amazing. So yeah, just but so before i'd gone

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<v Speaker 7>to gigs, I was doing gigs, you know, like it

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<v Speaker 7>was it's just a thing because it was the nineties

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<v Speaker 7>and everybody I knew was that abound, and I was.

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<v Speaker 7>I had I was part of this church group and

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<v Speaker 7>we had a youth leader who was called Simon Hall,

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<v Speaker 7>and he was really into music. He was kind of

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<v Speaker 7>like a like a music snob, you know. So one

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<v Speaker 7>time I turn up at church and he's like, here's

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<v Speaker 7>a guitar, and I was just, you know, I couldn't

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<v Speaker 7>believe it. And so I had to pay him back

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<v Speaker 7>like ten pounds every month, you know, like I'd said,

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<v Speaker 7>I've got my seven pounds, Oh thank you, and you

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<v Speaker 7>know sometimes you just said, oh, just buy me a pizza,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, and but I might, you know, I managed

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<v Speaker 7>to pay back, and he is, you know, still a

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<v Speaker 7>dear friend of mine. But that that was really great.

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<v Speaker 7>And I used to play my guitar through the stereo

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<v Speaker 7>because I didn't have an amp, and but I just loved.

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<v Speaker 7>I loved learning songs. I sort of could learn songs wrong.

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<v Speaker 7>I liked Lena Fiedbe, I liked Buuck. You know, so

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<v Speaker 7>I try and learn a B York song but not

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<v Speaker 7>quite get the chords right. But then I had some

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<v Speaker 7>chords I liked, and then I could write a different

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<v Speaker 7>song over And I liked that time of music for

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<v Speaker 7>especially for women. It was really confessional. I loved Julian

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<v Speaker 7>Hatfield and she had this song called My Sister. The

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<v Speaker 7>song was like, I hate my sister. She's such a bitch.

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<v Speaker 7>She acts like she doesn't even know that I exist.

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<v Speaker 7>But I'd give her anything to let her know I care.

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<v Speaker 7>But I'm only talking to myself because she's not there.

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<v Speaker 7>I remember thinking, you can write a song about that.

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<v Speaker 7>You can write a song about how you feel about

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<v Speaker 7>your siblings. You can write a song about your walk

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<v Speaker 7>to school. You can write a song about how a

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<v Speaker 7>boy laughed at your hair, like you know. So, it's

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<v Speaker 7>just it was different to pop music, which was more

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<v Speaker 7>like universal. Everyone's included, you know, big messages, and this

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<v Speaker 7>was just the every day. And that was my entry

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<v Speaker 7>into songwriting because I thought, oh, you can write about anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, are you aware of Nandy Bushell. So she's she's

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<v Speaker 2>a kid from the UK. She is notable when she

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<v Speaker 2>was like six or seven years old playing the drums

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<v Speaker 2>on Instagram.

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<v Speaker 1>Since then, I.

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<v Speaker 7>Think I've seen a play. I think one time we

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<v Speaker 7>were borting Leny Kravitz and she came on the sound

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<v Speaker 7>check and she played. I didn't know she was from

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<v Speaker 7>the UK, and I didn't remember her name, but I've

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<v Speaker 7>seen her. She's played with Dave Grohl, right.

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<v Speaker 2>And yes, yeah, it's scary for her now. So she's

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<v Speaker 2>entering her teens now and already like you know, first

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<v Speaker 2>it was just the drums and singing, but then now

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<v Speaker 2>she's like on her saxophone kick, like she plays saxophone

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<v Speaker 2>now and keyboards. Like it's the way that she's developing.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it's it's really interesting to see, like who kind

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<v Speaker 2>of rises to the occasion, like when they start off

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<v Speaker 2>as I'm not saying novelty, but like when you're six

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<v Speaker 2>and seven, like your parents are sort of like being

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<v Speaker 2>backstage parents and that sort of thing. And I was

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<v Speaker 2>kind of wondering, like, Okay, well she keep at it,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, at at nine, ten and eleven, now that

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<v Speaker 2>she's getting up there, like she's her chops are like

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<v Speaker 2>she's not relying on the novelty of like, hey, you

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<v Speaker 2>know cute black girl from the UK and I complete

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<v Speaker 2>drums a little, like she's really.

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<v Speaker 1>Kicking ass and getting more into songwriting and that sort

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<v Speaker 1>of thing. It's such a rapid piece that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's mind blowing to me.

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<v Speaker 2>I just wanted to know if you were aware of her,

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<v Speaker 2>how did you start the band and were you guys

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<v Speaker 2>at all like seriously trying to pursue a record deal

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<v Speaker 2>or was it just like, hey, we're a local band.

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<v Speaker 7>We really were trying to get somewhere. I think I

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<v Speaker 7>was very serious when I was a kid. And also

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<v Speaker 7>the band that i'd seen, Kiniki, they were only teenagers

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<v Speaker 7>when they got signed, like they got signed out of

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<v Speaker 7>high school. So I just kind of thought, like it

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<v Speaker 7>is possible, you know, it was possible for it to happen.

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<v Speaker 7>And so my band was my best friend who was

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<v Speaker 7>called Jennifer Pugh, and she me and her used to

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<v Speaker 7>play violins together, so we used to make these tapes

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<v Speaker 7>together of like I don't know if she's singing or

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<v Speaker 7>I'm singing, We're made of a story or like a

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<v Speaker 7>keyboard thing about made a song about monsters, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>like when you're ten or whatever. And then that just

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<v Speaker 7>kind of kept going. And so when I started guitar,

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<v Speaker 7>she started guitar, she got really good and she was

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<v Speaker 7>so she was the lead guitarist, you know, she had

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<v Speaker 7>proper lessons. And then we had a friend who was

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<v Speaker 7>just a bad ass, and she has called Joanne Wilson.

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<v Speaker 7>She played bass, and she had she'd learned a bit

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<v Speaker 7>of flute, she'd learned a bit piano. She didn't really

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<v Speaker 7>know the bass, so we used to have to teach it,

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<v Speaker 7>like you know two two two two two two three

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<v Speaker 7>through three three three three one one mightn't you know,

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<v Speaker 7>but she she picked it up and she just looked

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<v Speaker 7>the part. And it was those days, you know, we

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<v Speaker 7>can smoke indoors and like, so she had just like

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<v Speaker 7>have a cigarette and she had this bleach blonde hair.

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<v Speaker 7>She she was like a regular, real life bad girl.

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<v Speaker 7>And then my boyfriend at the time played drums. He

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<v Speaker 7>was two years older than me and he was in

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<v Speaker 7>a band. And I remember one time his band were

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<v Speaker 7>playing at this pub called Joseph Well, I know it

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<v Speaker 7>was the Duchess. It was the Duchess and that was

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<v Speaker 7>famous to us because Nirvanna had played there, so we're

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<v Speaker 7>like the duchess. And that was in those days. You

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<v Speaker 7>could go to a pub even though you were underage.

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<v Speaker 7>As long as she didn't drink, you could be there.

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<v Speaker 7>So you could be there at sort of sixteen seventeen

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<v Speaker 7>as long as you didn't go anywhere in the bar.

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<v Speaker 7>And he called me and he said, our support act

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<v Speaker 7>is not can't can't do our show next week? Do

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<v Speaker 7>you guys want to play? And well, you know, we've

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<v Speaker 7>got three songs. We have to get together and write,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, three more songs so we can see we

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<v Speaker 7>can be in the support band. But I just loved it.

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<v Speaker 7>And I remember being on stage. I love the transition

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<v Speaker 7>of like you write the songs in your bedroom, you're

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<v Speaker 7>practicing someone's living room, you take the equipment with you

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<v Speaker 7>on the bus, you walk into the pub. You know,

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<v Speaker 7>for us, it was like three girls and we're all

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<v Speaker 7>kind of like petite with our instruments, so we just

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<v Speaker 7>like these guys. And then but then you get on

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<v Speaker 7>stage and then and the music was, you know, as

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<v Speaker 7>distorted guitars, And I loved the fact that people weren't

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<v Speaker 7>expecting it of us. That's one thing I loved that.

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<v Speaker 7>I also really loved just being there and thinking, oh,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, I had this idea in my room, and

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<v Speaker 7>now here I am playing it on stage. And you know,

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<v Speaker 7>when you first do shows like that, it's your parents

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<v Speaker 7>and your friend's parents and everyone's saying, oh, that was lovely.

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<v Speaker 7>And then but I remember the first time we did

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<v Speaker 7>a gig where a person I didn't know came up

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<v Speaker 7>to me and they were like, god, that was and

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<v Speaker 7>I thought, like, whose dad is this? But it was

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<v Speaker 7>no one's dad. It was just a guy. And I

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<v Speaker 7>really liked when you were play in a pub and

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<v Speaker 7>people would be drinking at the barn and they just look

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<v Speaker 7>over and then one by one, you know, they would

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<v Speaker 7>come into the room, and then by the end there'd

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<v Speaker 7>be more people there. Then started and I just really

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<v Speaker 7>liked the feeling of it, the excitement, the fear of it,

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<v Speaker 7>and so I just carried on and yeah, we really

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<v Speaker 7>wanted to make it. We had a deal offered from

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<v Speaker 7>road Runner Records, who were a metal label, but we

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<v Speaker 7>were going to be the first indie signing, and the

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<v Speaker 7>manager that we had at a time ended up in

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<v Speaker 7>prison because he was kind of like a dodgy tax guy.

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<v Speaker 7>And he was the son of a very very well

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<v Speaker 7>known music manager. But anyway, you know, he took us

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<v Speaker 7>out for lunch to a fancy hotel. You know, we

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<v Speaker 7>never we hadn't eaten places like that. He pay and

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<v Speaker 7>it was all going really well. But our bass player,

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<v Speaker 7>who was the you know, the cool girl in the band,

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<v Speaker 7>she she got pregnant. And I remember telling him. I

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<v Speaker 7>was like, you know, Joanne's pregnant, but that's great, right,

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<v Speaker 7>because we'll be able to be on stage she'll have

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<v Speaker 7>a bump. And then so I remember the next time

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<v Speaker 7>we tried to call the phone, he didn't answer the phone.

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<v Speaker 7>And then the next time we tried to call, he

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<v Speaker 7>didn't answer the phone. Then the next time we tried

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<v Speaker 7>to call it This is before email or anything, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>so you've got Yeah, that was the end, and I

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<v Speaker 7>never saw him again. I saw that. It was like

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<v Speaker 7>literally went to.

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<v Speaker 5>Prison forgot that.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, But I mean that's not why I didn't answer

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<v Speaker 7>the phone. I think he just the idea of like

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<v Speaker 7>a pregnant teen bass player wasn't as cool as it

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<v Speaker 7>was to us. Then I had to go back to university.

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<v Speaker 7>I was in my second year and had to go

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<v Speaker 7>into the third year kind of like tail between my legs.

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<v Speaker 7>I'd been like, yes, you know, we're on our way.

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<v Speaker 7>You know, I had to come back and pick up

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<v Speaker 7>all the bits of literature that no one wanted to do,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, medieval literature. And I finished my course and

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<v Speaker 7>then I waitressed, and then I worked on the jewelry

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<v Speaker 7>counter at this fancy department store, just kind of waiting

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<v Speaker 7>to see what happened with my band. And in the meantime,

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<v Speaker 7>we got another manager and he was like, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>you're writing all the songs, you are standing out. Why

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<v Speaker 7>did you come to London and write some songs with

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<v Speaker 7>these different people and just sort of see what happens.

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<v Speaker 7>And I felt really divided because it was all my

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<v Speaker 7>best friends, you know at the time, but my best

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<v Speaker 7>friend who had a baby, she'd left and we had

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<v Speaker 7>a different person. Then the drummer had left, who got

1:10:54.800 --> 1:10:56.920
<v Speaker 7>a different drummer, so it wasn't really the same bad

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<v Speaker 7>and I just thought, yeah, I'm going to try that.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm gonna try this, and those songs became the songs

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<v Speaker 7>that I had from my first record.

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<v Speaker 2>So what was what was that first year like to

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<v Speaker 2>just come out the box and instantly I almost feel

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<v Speaker 2>like it's harder to top the charts in the UK

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<v Speaker 2>than it is America. Like I know, for everyone, making

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<v Speaker 2>it in America is the dream, but I'm way more

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<v Speaker 2>impressed because I feel like the hurdles are harder and

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<v Speaker 2>higher to even make some sort of dent or impression

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<v Speaker 2>in the UK, because I almost feel like if you're

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<v Speaker 2>hit in the UK, you can work forever because they're

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<v Speaker 2>not as disposable as we are in the States, like

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<v Speaker 2>I know right now, like who's old Boy with One Eye?

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<v Speaker 1>Fante Old Boy with one Eye?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Like even when Betty Watt was supposed to be

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<v Speaker 2>the second coming of something and I just found out

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<v Speaker 2>he he's in jail, like I didn't even know.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, yeah, the two records he had, the Trap

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<v Speaker 4>Queen and he had yeah, he had like one of them.

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<v Speaker 2>He had a moment in which I found out like

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<v Speaker 2>he was going to be a thing, at least a

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<v Speaker 2>second or third album or fourth you know what I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>that sort of thing. But to me, like your album

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<v Speaker 2>Chop topped the charts in the UK, what was that

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<v Speaker 2>feeling like for you?

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<v Speaker 7>It was such a surprise. I remember getting a phone call.

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<v Speaker 7>I was in Switzerland, because I guess Europe so small, right,

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<v Speaker 7>So you do your bit of promotion in the UK,

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<v Speaker 7>then you go to France, then you go to Italy,

1:12:37.000 --> 1:12:38.599
<v Speaker 7>then you go to Spain, then you go to Germany,

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<v Speaker 7>then you go to Holland then and you can do

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<v Speaker 7>all that in about two weeks because it's so small.

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<v Speaker 7>And so I remember being in Switzerland's I got a

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<v Speaker 7>phone call that said, like, the album's gone to number one,

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<v Speaker 7>and I just look like, what you know? I just

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<v Speaker 7>because I still didn't know anybody knew about me. And

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<v Speaker 7>it was of course in the days when you had

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<v Speaker 7>to physically go to a record shop and buy a record,

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<v Speaker 7>So I was like, how how has this happened? And

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<v Speaker 7>but I had got a lot of support from the

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<v Speaker 7>BBC really early on. So in two thousand and five

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<v Speaker 7>I had put out Like a Star as a just

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<v Speaker 7>an EP. It was like a limited edition EP, but

1:13:13.520 --> 1:13:15.960
<v Speaker 7>the BBC had kind of picked up on it and

1:13:16.000 --> 1:13:18.800
<v Speaker 7>they put me on this TV show. It was Got

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<v Speaker 7>Later with Jules Holland and I remember last week yeah

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<v Speaker 7>yeah really yeah, so good. We just did one a

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<v Speaker 7>few weeks ago. But I mean, he's such a big

1:13:28.640 --> 1:13:32.160
<v Speaker 7>supporter of music, and it's a fully live show. It's

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<v Speaker 7>five or six bands in a round, you know, and

1:13:34.560 --> 1:13:36.880
<v Speaker 7>you just you just watch everyone do their thing. You'll

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<v Speaker 7>get one or two goes at it. I remember I

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<v Speaker 7>was seeing the showcase in London and maybe the first

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<v Speaker 7>first Thursday, one hundred people came, and then second Thursday,

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<v Speaker 7>like two hundred people came, and the third Thursday like

1:13:51.040 --> 1:13:54.000
<v Speaker 7>people couldn't get in. And then on the fourth Thursday,

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<v Speaker 7>I'd done Jules Holland like earlier on in the day

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<v Speaker 7>before I went to it, so it felt like it

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<v Speaker 7>had really gone from nobody knows about me too, like

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<v Speaker 7>I just got to play on the first ever TV show,

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<v Speaker 7>you know. I remember once getting into a hotel room

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<v Speaker 7>and I put on the radio through the TV and

1:14:10.880 --> 1:14:12.600
<v Speaker 7>like a Star was playing and I was looking at

1:14:12.640 --> 1:14:16.600
<v Speaker 7>it thinking is my CD player plugged in here? And

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<v Speaker 7>then I realized it's on the radio, the actual radio.

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<v Speaker 7>Someone else is playing it. So it was just new

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<v Speaker 7>to me. And then everything was so fast, like, oh,

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<v Speaker 7>Stevie Wonder's on the phone, what, like we're playing a

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<v Speaker 7>show in America. Oh Prince has come to the show,

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<v Speaker 7>Like you've just met Mary j Blige and she has

1:14:34.640 --> 1:14:38.080
<v Speaker 7>heard of you. You know. It's just like I went

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<v Speaker 7>to read out the nominations and the Grammys and I thought,

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<v Speaker 7>this is amazing. I'm getting to read out the nominations

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<v Speaker 7>and then just in Timberlake was saying, you know, song

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<v Speaker 7>of the Record of the Year and put your records

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<v Speaker 7>on what you know? To me, the nominations were the Grammys,

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<v Speaker 7>Like it was that was the biggest excitement for me.

1:14:59.400 --> 1:15:02.320
<v Speaker 7>Is just like hearing my name read out in a

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<v Speaker 7>few categories, you know. So so yeah, it was.

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<v Speaker 1>Answer one question for me.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't I don't want to interrupt you, but since

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<v Speaker 2>you mentioned that, I got to ask, so, since you

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<v Speaker 2>were on the Joni letters, do you receive an actual Grammy?

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<v Speaker 7>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, okay, so I get it.

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<v Speaker 2>See, there's there's so much goalpost moving when it comes

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<v Speaker 2>to you.

1:15:25.400 --> 1:15:28.360
<v Speaker 1>Who can get one? Who can't get one? Yeah, because I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>Associated with a few records that are albums of the Year.

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<v Speaker 2>But I find out like in some categories, like especially

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<v Speaker 2>with hip hop and soul, because there's so many collaborators

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<v Speaker 2>and sample credits and all that stuff.

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<v Speaker 7>They don't want to trophies.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they'll just give you a little certificate. Yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>you participated.

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<v Speaker 2>But then I'll notice, like on in Classical and Country

1:15:50.840 --> 1:15:56.160
<v Speaker 2>and in the main categories, like everyone gets like you're

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<v Speaker 2>an official Grammy winner, where mine is sort of like

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<v Speaker 2>I get it trophy awards, like, yeah, I participate.

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<v Speaker 1>In voodoo here, here's my thing, you know. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>always wanted to know.

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<v Speaker 7>Well, you should, you should redress that.

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<v Speaker 1>Man, I got my own other battles to deal with.

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<v Speaker 2>So no, but I do feel like when artists win

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<v Speaker 2>Album of the Year and their respective categories, like we

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<v Speaker 2>too should get awards as well.

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<v Speaker 7>So yeah, but I always wanted.

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<v Speaker 2>To know in the main category, do you get an

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<v Speaker 2>award or do you not get work?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, I remember Herbie saying if we win, I want

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<v Speaker 7>you to come up on stage. But in the moment,

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<v Speaker 7>I didn't go up. I just like, I've contributed one

1:16:40.040 --> 1:16:42.840
<v Speaker 7>song to this. This is Herbie's saying. And he had

1:16:42.880 --> 1:16:44.360
<v Speaker 7>such a he had a lot to say, right, he

1:16:44.360 --> 1:16:45.960
<v Speaker 7>had a speech prepared in his pocket.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, m No, don't don't dismiss that.

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<v Speaker 2>That was your moment, you know, just in wrapping up

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<v Speaker 2>for me, like I feel like this album is the

1:16:57.600 --> 1:17:01.040
<v Speaker 2>soundtrack to a movie that doesn't exist yet, or.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, how do you take this further?

1:17:04.920 --> 1:17:07.439
<v Speaker 2>Because I feel like there's no turning, Like you've done

1:17:07.439 --> 1:17:09.920
<v Speaker 2>to open a door that can't be closed now, So

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<v Speaker 2>like what is your what is your next plan?

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<v Speaker 1>Musically? At least that's a.

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<v Speaker 7>Really good question. I mean, definitely, my engagement with that

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<v Speaker 7>building and those histories definitely doesn't stop. You know, I

1:17:22.120 --> 1:17:24.720
<v Speaker 7>really want to write an essay about the erasure of

1:17:24.720 --> 1:17:27.320
<v Speaker 7>black childhood that I saw in the objects in the

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<v Speaker 7>Arts Bank, because it's a kind of strategic, you know,

1:17:33.080 --> 1:17:38.559
<v Speaker 7>wide ranging kind of assault on childhood. You know, you know,

1:17:38.680 --> 1:17:40.800
<v Speaker 7>hundreds of years long, but you know, it's two hundred

1:17:40.880 --> 1:17:43.240
<v Speaker 7>years of evidence in that in the Arts Bank in

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<v Speaker 7>terms of black children being depicted as not fully innocent,

1:17:47.080 --> 1:17:52.880
<v Speaker 7>they're sexualized, they're seen as labor, you know, people who labor,

1:17:53.160 --> 1:17:55.840
<v Speaker 7>like black childhood doesn't exist for the black children in

1:17:55.880 --> 1:17:59.800
<v Speaker 7>the objects in the Ed Williams collection. And then right

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<v Speaker 7>now next to the Arts Bank is there Tamir rice

1:18:03.520 --> 1:18:07.240
<v Speaker 7>pavilion which is going to be torn down. And Timir

1:18:07.320 --> 1:18:10.800
<v Speaker 7>Rice's mother came to Theesta and asked whether that could

1:18:11.040 --> 1:18:13.360
<v Speaker 7>have its place next to the bank, so that Tamir

1:18:13.479 --> 1:18:16.040
<v Speaker 7>Rice Pavilion is there, and you know, I think a

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<v Speaker 7>lot about the connection between what is it for a

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<v Speaker 7>police officer to not perceive someone as a child, to

1:18:24.200 --> 1:18:26.519
<v Speaker 7>think of them as a dangerous adult instead of seeing

1:18:26.600 --> 1:18:30.840
<v Speaker 7>them as a child playing with a toy because they've

1:18:30.880 --> 1:18:35.800
<v Speaker 7>been swimming in this culture, lifelong culture that extends back

1:18:35.840 --> 1:18:42.520
<v Speaker 7>generations of not affording black children the same space, innocent,

1:18:43.000 --> 1:18:48.920
<v Speaker 7>joy freedom as other children. You know, how does it?

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<v Speaker 7>One thing is cartoons and stories and silly picture books

1:18:53.040 --> 1:18:57.560
<v Speaker 7>and you know, illustrations in the Black Sambo and postcards

1:18:58.720 --> 1:19:02.719
<v Speaker 7>saying all these coon look alike. But the real world

1:19:02.800 --> 1:19:08.040
<v Speaker 7>of effect is, you know, it's death for some young people,

1:19:09.080 --> 1:19:11.800
<v Speaker 7>and so I definitely want to make some sort of

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<v Speaker 7>I want to do some sort of work around that.

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<v Speaker 7>But at the same time, I know there's people who

1:19:16.400 --> 1:19:18.720
<v Speaker 7>are more gifted in that area. You know, I'm just

1:19:18.760 --> 1:19:22.480
<v Speaker 7>reading Christina Sharp's book. You know, there's some towering academics

1:19:22.479 --> 1:19:24.720
<v Speaker 7>in that world. But at the same time, there's all

1:19:24.720 --> 1:19:27.040
<v Speaker 7>this collection of the stuff that I'm interested in. So,

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, and you wanted to find a way to

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<v Speaker 7>make some sort of commentary and that, But yeah, for me, musically,

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<v Speaker 7>I just feel like I came from a place on

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<v Speaker 7>my third album feeling like I am a failed pop

1:19:40.360 --> 1:19:44.240
<v Speaker 7>star who has sort of squandered their chips at the

1:19:45.240 --> 1:19:49.560
<v Speaker 7>you know, the Roulette table of music. You know, you

1:19:49.640 --> 1:19:51.679
<v Speaker 7>had all this and you could have And my third

1:19:51.720 --> 1:19:54.800
<v Speaker 7>record was that. You know, it's me just playing what

1:19:55.240 --> 1:19:58.640
<v Speaker 7>songs to music executives, you know, eight men in a

1:19:58.720 --> 1:20:03.120
<v Speaker 7>room and having them say I just don't think that's

1:20:03.120 --> 1:20:06.639
<v Speaker 7>the first single, you know, and thinking okay, And after

1:20:06.680 --> 1:20:08.200
<v Speaker 7>a while I didn't need them to be in the

1:20:08.280 --> 1:20:09.920
<v Speaker 7>room at all because they were just in my head

1:20:10.720 --> 1:20:13.760
<v Speaker 7>everything I started. What's the point of even finishing this song?

1:20:13.800 --> 1:20:18.000
<v Speaker 7>It's not an international megasmash, you know, it's not uptown funk,

1:20:18.439 --> 1:20:22.280
<v Speaker 7>So why am I even going to finish it? To

1:20:22.400 --> 1:20:26.479
<v Speaker 7>now feeling like I am an artist? An artist's job

1:20:26.520 --> 1:20:31.120
<v Speaker 7>is to exemplify freedom. I this is my work. This

1:20:31.200 --> 1:20:32.599
<v Speaker 7>is what I love to do. It's what I've always

1:20:32.640 --> 1:20:35.080
<v Speaker 7>loved to do. This is what I'll always do. That

1:20:35.160 --> 1:20:36.720
<v Speaker 7>is the position I feel like I'm in.

1:20:37.320 --> 1:20:40.599
<v Speaker 2>Are you pleased with the response that you're getting about

1:20:40.600 --> 1:20:40.960
<v Speaker 2>the record.

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<v Speaker 7>I've overjoyed with the response, definitely, because I feel, I mean,

1:20:46.479 --> 1:20:50.479
<v Speaker 7>I don't read it, but I've got someone who's telling me,

1:20:50.520 --> 1:20:53.360
<v Speaker 7>you know, yeah, you know, it's a good response.

1:20:53.400 --> 1:20:56.679
<v Speaker 2>And I live between fuck Pitchfork and did you see

1:20:56.680 --> 1:21:00.920
<v Speaker 2>where Pittsfork said? And to me, you know, sometimes they

1:21:01.000 --> 1:21:03.160
<v Speaker 2>get it right. I mean even when they're this and me,

1:21:03.240 --> 1:21:05.760
<v Speaker 2>they get it right. But sometimes they get it right.

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<v Speaker 4>What's been the difference we were talking about labels earlier,

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<v Speaker 4>Now that you're with thirty Tigers and kind of doing

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<v Speaker 4>it independently, what is that like now?

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<v Speaker 2>What is the difference between you know, being labels? YEA,

1:21:21.520 --> 1:21:23.200
<v Speaker 2>put a number before an animal is.

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<v Speaker 9>Right?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, I think, doctor Seuss, I think. But yeah, I

1:21:30.040 --> 1:21:31.920
<v Speaker 7>loved that label straight away when I met them. I mean,

1:21:31.920 --> 1:21:34.360
<v Speaker 7>I made the record independently. I made it with my

1:21:35.160 --> 1:21:37.960
<v Speaker 7>own means, and I made it with you know, from

1:21:38.200 --> 1:21:41.639
<v Speaker 7>our studio, and that gave me all this freedom. One

1:21:41.680 --> 1:21:43.439
<v Speaker 7>I thought of it as a side project too. There

1:21:43.520 --> 1:21:45.880
<v Speaker 7>was no one saying where's the hits or when is

1:21:45.920 --> 1:21:49.280
<v Speaker 7>it finished? Which was really important because I also realized

1:21:49.320 --> 1:21:51.360
<v Speaker 7>I don't respond well to that kind of pressure either.

1:21:51.840 --> 1:21:54.120
<v Speaker 7>And my first record sort of being made like that,

1:21:54.200 --> 1:21:56.839
<v Speaker 7>I made it in the basement of an art studio

1:21:57.680 --> 1:21:59.679
<v Speaker 7>with someone that I got to know as a friend,

1:21:59.720 --> 1:22:02.400
<v Speaker 7>you know, so, and then we walked it into labels

1:22:02.439 --> 1:22:04.200
<v Speaker 7>and we worked it to Sony and they were like,

1:22:06.120 --> 1:22:09.760
<v Speaker 7>And then we walked at Universal and they were you know.

1:22:09.840 --> 1:22:13.479
<v Speaker 7>So it's like I felt, and I feel like, whatever

1:22:13.520 --> 1:22:15.720
<v Speaker 7>I do in the future, I'm going to make that

1:22:15.760 --> 1:22:18.320
<v Speaker 7>record and see who likes it, because why would you

1:22:18.320 --> 1:22:19.680
<v Speaker 7>want to work with people who don't like it? And

1:22:19.680 --> 1:22:21.920
<v Speaker 7>it's so hard, you know, my third record, it was

1:22:21.920 --> 1:22:25.920
<v Speaker 7>so hard, feeling like I was just disappointing people at

1:22:25.960 --> 1:22:27.960
<v Speaker 7>every turn, you know, and at that point, people are

1:22:27.960 --> 1:22:30.639
<v Speaker 7>getting sacked if you don't make the right record right.

1:22:30.800 --> 1:22:32.960
<v Speaker 7>People are losing their jobs, and the people you've known

1:22:33.000 --> 1:22:35.559
<v Speaker 7>for ten years and you know their kids, and so

1:22:36.280 --> 1:22:39.360
<v Speaker 7>you feel a lot of responsibility. But it's so weird

1:22:39.360 --> 1:22:42.120
<v Speaker 7>being an artist how you can feel trapped by the

1:22:42.160 --> 1:22:44.439
<v Speaker 7>things that you made. You know that it doesn't make

1:22:44.439 --> 1:22:47.840
<v Speaker 7>any sense, does it. But I think you can make

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<v Speaker 7>something and then it makes you this corridor and then

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<v Speaker 7>you think, well that I have to go down that.

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<v Speaker 7>You know. The way that I was able to feel

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<v Speaker 7>free on this was thinking it's not a Corinne Bailey

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<v Speaker 7>ray record, but that that's just me. So, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>it was only when the artist, you know, he's a

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<v Speaker 7>brilliant graph Writery writes, it makes amazing things for skateboard.

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<v Speaker 7>Skateboard magazine is where I saw his work. It's only

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<v Speaker 7>when he sent me the cover and I saw my name.

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<v Speaker 7>The first thing I thought was like, I got to

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<v Speaker 7>tell him not to put my name on it. It meant

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<v Speaker 7>to say black rainbows, right, And then I saw my name.

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<v Speaker 7>I thought, there's something about not seeing it as a font.

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<v Speaker 7>I think sometimes when you see your name as a font,

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<v Speaker 7>it becomes a sort of brand that somehow like tears

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<v Speaker 7>away from you and becomes a separate thing. And it's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 7>it's not in that font, it's just freehand, but it's me.

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<v Speaker 7>And I thought, yeah, I never want to be boxed

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<v Speaker 7>in again by my perception of what I think other

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<v Speaker 7>people's perception of me, which, which of course is too

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<v Speaker 7>is too circular anyway, So yeah, I definitely sort of

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<v Speaker 7>can't go back. And then now I'm just trying to

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<v Speaker 7>work out what to do.

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<v Speaker 2>Next tour wise. How many weeks are you doing in

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<v Speaker 2>the States, And we did.

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<v Speaker 7>Five weeks in September, then we went to Europe and

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<v Speaker 7>did six weeks. I know it wasn't six weeks. It

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<v Speaker 7>was about four. And then we've come back now and

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<v Speaker 7>we've done some West Coast dates and then we've got

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<v Speaker 7>our Blue Note shows, and then we're coming back in

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<v Speaker 7>June and do some US dates as well. And I'm

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<v Speaker 7>playing in Australia and I'm playing you know, it's like

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<v Speaker 7>it's that's a good thing is you know, just getting

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<v Speaker 7>to play all over the world. It's a dream to me.

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<v Speaker 7>You know, I'm not playing to twenty thousand people. I'm

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<v Speaker 7>playing to two thousand people. But they're scattered all over

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<v Speaker 7>the world, and I'm happy to get on a plane

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<v Speaker 7>and go to them. You know.

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<v Speaker 4>One the last question I wanted to ask Korean. I

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<v Speaker 4>was always curious about your recording process for The Sea.

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<v Speaker 4>You mentioned earlier that you know, that was when your

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<v Speaker 4>husband had died, and so from what I've read, part

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<v Speaker 4>of it was recorded prior, and then the other half was.

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<v Speaker 3>How did you make it through that process?

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<v Speaker 2>I was going to say it happened. I think it

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<v Speaker 2>happened when we were recording Black.

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<v Speaker 1>Lily, That's right.

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<v Speaker 7>We had done some work take and then yeah, and

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<v Speaker 7>we had done I've done this great jam with James

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<v Speaker 7>Poison and it was like, oh this all this feels

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<v Speaker 7>really good and I'm happy in this really happy place,

1:25:10.200 --> 1:25:12.360
<v Speaker 7>and Jason was playing with Mark Ronson and it was

1:25:12.680 --> 1:25:20.160
<v Speaker 7>things were looking so good for us, and then.

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<v Speaker 1>Break and then I just remember the session stopped.

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<v Speaker 2>And at first I was like, well, I guess you

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<v Speaker 2>didn't like where we were going with it.

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<v Speaker 1>I had no clue, and then they explained to me

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<v Speaker 1>what I can't remember.

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<v Speaker 7>I think something something might have happened while we were on,

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<v Speaker 7>while we were there, but then yeah, this all happened

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<v Speaker 7>in the in the March in two thousand and eight.

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<v Speaker 7>And then I guess after that I just sort of

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<v Speaker 7>stopped making music. It kind of felt like the end

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<v Speaker 7>of my life. And I was twenty nine, and you know,

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<v Speaker 7>when you're twenty nine, you sort of think you're old,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, because you're nearly thirty, and thirty is the

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<v Speaker 7>end of your life, right, So I thought, well, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>I've had this great life and I've done this, I've

1:25:55.680 --> 1:25:59.240
<v Speaker 7>had all this great you know, I've really enjoyed my music.

1:25:59.320 --> 1:26:02.960
<v Speaker 7>Stuff that when you have an intense period, sometimes that

1:26:03.000 --> 1:26:06.040
<v Speaker 7>eighteen months feels more expansive than it really is. So

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<v Speaker 7>it felt like I've done a few years of this,

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<v Speaker 7>and then yeah, I just thought, Okay, that's the end

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<v Speaker 7>of my life. And then and they also it was

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<v Speaker 7>so painful. I kind of couldn't imagine thirty nine, forty nine,

1:26:19.280 --> 1:26:21.800
<v Speaker 7>fifty nine. I was just about how could I sort

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<v Speaker 7>of carry on with this amount of physical pain? And

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<v Speaker 7>then I guess, you know, anyone who's experienced grief is

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<v Speaker 7>just like slowly, slowly, slowly, it's like the sound being

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<v Speaker 7>sort of turned back up again, and you find little

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<v Speaker 7>moments or you find interest, so you find you cease.

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<v Speaker 7>I remember being in New York and seeing this couple

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<v Speaker 7>and she was pregnantly had a little baby, and I

1:26:43.960 --> 1:26:46.799
<v Speaker 7>remember sort of thinking, oh, like I had a little pine

1:26:46.880 --> 1:26:49.120
<v Speaker 7>for that, like, oh, in my future, I want to

1:26:49.160 --> 1:26:51.760
<v Speaker 7>be a parent. I remember feeling that, and that was

1:26:51.760 --> 1:26:55.160
<v Speaker 7>a little sort of crack of hope. And then, you know,

1:26:55.320 --> 1:26:57.000
<v Speaker 7>or I'd sit at the piano and just get like

1:26:57.560 --> 1:26:59.800
<v Speaker 7>two chords and think, oh, I want to finish that.

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<v Speaker 7>There were just little bits of things, but it's a

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<v Speaker 7>really really really really long time, you know. I And

1:27:06.880 --> 1:27:09.400
<v Speaker 7>when I was touring the Sea, I was still very

1:27:09.520 --> 1:27:14.080
<v Speaker 7>much in my sort of widowhood, and so I mean

1:27:14.120 --> 1:27:16.680
<v Speaker 7>it was it was useful to play the songs, but

1:27:16.760 --> 1:27:18.920
<v Speaker 7>it was really difficult to play them as well. And

1:27:19.000 --> 1:27:22.599
<v Speaker 7>also it attracted to me a lot of people who

1:27:22.600 --> 1:27:25.920
<v Speaker 7>were grieving too, which was very beautiful but also had

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<v Speaker 7>its own weight to it. You know. I remember meeting

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<v Speaker 7>a couple after a show and they had lost a

1:27:31.720 --> 1:27:34.519
<v Speaker 7>child before it was born, and they wanted to talk

1:27:34.520 --> 1:27:36.360
<v Speaker 7>to me about that, and they even wanted to show

1:27:36.400 --> 1:27:39.760
<v Speaker 7>me photographs, and I remember sort of thinking I am

1:27:39.840 --> 1:27:47.080
<v Speaker 7>not sort of qualified for that, but at the same time,

1:27:47.880 --> 1:27:51.080
<v Speaker 7>here I am in this space, which is I'm standing

1:27:51.120 --> 1:27:55.599
<v Speaker 7>on the stage talking about loss, and not many people

1:27:55.600 --> 1:27:57.400
<v Speaker 7>that are saying that this moment, and so it was

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<v Speaker 7>just I'd meet people in the street they say I

1:27:59.720 --> 1:28:03.559
<v Speaker 7>lost my brother, I lost my mother, I lost my partner.

1:28:03.840 --> 1:28:06.400
<v Speaker 7>People would write your letters I lost my husband, and

1:28:06.439 --> 1:28:08.599
<v Speaker 7>I just I felt in my heart were so open

1:28:08.680 --> 1:28:12.120
<v Speaker 7>and bleeding in that time. You know, just just like

1:28:12.200 --> 1:28:14.760
<v Speaker 7>the naivety that you can have if you haven't experienced loss,

1:28:14.760 --> 1:28:16.760
<v Speaker 7>you sort of walk around the world like, yeah, kind

1:28:16.800 --> 1:28:19.240
<v Speaker 7>of in control of my life, and you know, like

1:28:19.360 --> 1:28:22.040
<v Speaker 7>I just got to manifest this, and you just don't

1:28:22.080 --> 1:28:26.200
<v Speaker 7>realize how everything can change. In a moment. So I

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<v Speaker 7>guess when I came through that grief, the place I

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<v Speaker 7>arrived at was total gratitude at being alive, and you know,

1:28:34.120 --> 1:28:35.639
<v Speaker 7>and then I had my children, and then I felt

1:28:35.760 --> 1:28:38.160
<v Speaker 7>very differently about my life. I thought I really wanted

1:28:38.160 --> 1:28:41.080
<v Speaker 7>to live, you know, I want to make it, you know,

1:28:41.200 --> 1:28:42.639
<v Speaker 7>I want to make it and I want to survive

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<v Speaker 7>for them. So every day that I wake up, I'm

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<v Speaker 7>like an old person. You know, when you talk to

1:28:46.560 --> 1:28:48.720
<v Speaker 7>an eighty year old and they say, you say, how

1:28:48.760 --> 1:28:50.559
<v Speaker 7>are you and they say, well, I woke up today,

1:28:51.120 --> 1:28:53.240
<v Speaker 7>you know, they say that, It's like that's what I'm like.

1:28:53.320 --> 1:28:59.120
<v Speaker 7>Am I here? I am, I'm awake, you know, I'm here.

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<v Speaker 7>Like I just feel this massive gratitude and massive joy

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<v Speaker 7>all the time because I have been so low to

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<v Speaker 7>the point where I felt I don't want this life.

1:29:10.720 --> 1:29:13.519
<v Speaker 7>I don't want my life, and now I really really

1:29:13.560 --> 1:29:16.240
<v Speaker 7>want it, really want it. So I'm really grateful and

1:29:16.320 --> 1:29:21.759
<v Speaker 7>definitely play music help me to articulate those thoughts.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I thank you for sharing that, and again I

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<v Speaker 2>love No, I fucking love your album. And I you know,

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<v Speaker 2>anyone listening now just please like give your support, like

1:29:37.200 --> 1:29:41.799
<v Speaker 2>this is really, really a great record and repeat listens

1:29:41.840 --> 1:29:44.519
<v Speaker 2>over and over again. And you know, I can't wait

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<v Speaker 2>to see this live. I'm going to see you this

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<v Speaker 2>week when you come to Blue Note. Of course, this

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<v Speaker 2>will be on the air way after the fact, so

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<v Speaker 2>if Corinth is in town then you need to support her.

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<v Speaker 2>But thank you for doing this for us, and I

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<v Speaker 2>appreciate you.

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<v Speaker 7>Thanks, I appreciate it. Thanks everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, this is Quest Love and thank you once again, Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>miss Ray for joining us.

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<v Speaker 1>And we'll see you guys on the next go round

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