WEBVTT - We Talk Back Replay* | Bring Back Shame

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to We Talk Back podcast, the production of iHeartRadio

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<v Speaker 1>and the Black Effect Networks Talk Talk Talk.

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<v Speaker 2>We're just two unapologetically black women with an opinion who

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<v Speaker 2>talks back.

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<v Speaker 1>What's up, y'all? Thank you for turning that for a

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<v Speaker 1>new episode of We Talk Fat, a show dedicated to

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<v Speaker 1>you big back, burly and slim bitches. Okay, this is

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<v Speaker 1>your co host AJ Holidays Up Tampa.

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<v Speaker 2>Everybody in between. She said that because we just got

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<v Speaker 2>finished talk about this bitch. We ain't gonna tell you

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<v Speaker 2>all which bitch, but one of them, one of them bitches, girl.

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<v Speaker 1>But I want to be one of them bitches in

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<v Speaker 1>between for the rest of my life. Okay, so that's

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<v Speaker 1>my goal.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I've been. I've been on every area of the spectrum.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been a big back, burly bitch. I've been a

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<v Speaker 2>skinny bitch and now finally visiting the in between. Kind

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<v Speaker 2>of my back still kind of linebackery, but it's getting smaller.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been a skitty bitch since like two thousand and bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>when I was living in Columbia. Once upon a time,

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<v Speaker 1>I had got real slim on them bitches. Even when

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<v Speaker 1>I lived in Saint Louis. I was slim and healing,

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<v Speaker 1>and I came back South with all the bullshitsing.

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<v Speaker 2>Rice out this movie.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, when I'm isolated someplace by myself, I be looking

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<v Speaker 1>my best. It's like, as soon did you start being

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<v Speaker 1>around motherfuckers.

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<v Speaker 2>Social drinking all the time, eating, listen, I'm I think

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<v Speaker 2>I'm in my I'm in the best shape I've been

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<v Speaker 2>in in a long time. And I ain't had no

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<v Speaker 2>dick all year lost, And I think that might be

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<v Speaker 2>a correlation between the two.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, because now I really do. And you know that

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<v Speaker 1>sexual energy goes into your creative energy, so you just

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<v Speaker 1>did a little swap out, and now you're more focused

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<v Speaker 1>without dick cloud in your brain and dealing with men.

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<v Speaker 1>I saw Drezy, one of my favorite rappers. She was

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<v Speaker 1>on Poor Minds and she was saying how she hadn't

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<v Speaker 1>had sex in two months. And you know, the thing

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<v Speaker 1>people don't realize is that, like sex is the easy part.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like really getting to know the motherfucker, really finding

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<v Speaker 1>out people, antics and all the bullshit. That's the hard part,

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<v Speaker 1>and that takes time. So that's why it's okay to

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<v Speaker 1>wait sometimes should I think the older we get. The

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<v Speaker 1>longer you be waiting to small, I don't even be

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<v Speaker 1>I'd be good, okay. I don't gotta smash all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>especially when you guys.

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<v Speaker 2>I miss it. I watched this dude on Snapchat and

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<v Speaker 2>he posts his dick every morning, and I that's my

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<v Speaker 2>morning affirmation.

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<v Speaker 1>That's so you be thinking, be at the gym, spend

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<v Speaker 1>spend classic with the beat of the song.

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<v Speaker 2>I miss it, but it's okay. I'll be fine with

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<v Speaker 2>out it till I meet me a nice, a proper suitor.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I'm waiting on, the proper suitor. Shame and

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<v Speaker 2>not a moment before let's get in this. Oh wait,

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<v Speaker 2>your weekend? I do shit?

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<v Speaker 1>What did I do this weekend?

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<v Speaker 2>It was sinkle day drinko yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Not single to drink sing not. I ain't do nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't even go off a single de mayo. I

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<v Speaker 1>think Saturday was raining real hard. I'd be renegging a lot, man.

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<v Speaker 1>It was so many different things to do this weekend.

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<v Speaker 1>Last weekend, I just didn't do anything. This weekend. They

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<v Speaker 1>had like a little Greek festival, so I might go

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<v Speaker 1>check that out in the city, but.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't. I went out Friday night I met some

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<v Speaker 2>friends at a bar for a couple of drinks, but

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<v Speaker 2>I was home by eleven. I drank so much the

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<v Speaker 2>weekend before while we was in Atlanta, Like, I feel

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<v Speaker 2>like I drank Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Then I drink

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<v Speaker 2>on Tuesday. Then I drink again on Thursday. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't care what holiday it is this weekend, I

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<v Speaker 2>cannot drink another. And then I still drink on Friday

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit, so I was like, Saturday, Sunday, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not I don't care what holiday it is. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>want no more.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't do it no more, y'all. I've been buying

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<v Speaker 1>Costco brand tequila. Tell me had that ship when she

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<v Speaker 1>came down here.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's good all day. The next sick, I was

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<v Speaker 2>sick to cut.

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<v Speaker 1>Your eyes and smoking to see I gotta choose one.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't do both ever, okay, and then I always

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<v Speaker 1>do both. Yeah, you be tripping.

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<v Speaker 2>I always do both, but that Costco brand and that

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<v Speaker 2>nigga hurt.

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<v Speaker 1>The next day, Kirkland Costco Kirkland brand. That should be

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<v Speaker 1>good as hell. You can get the anaijo okay to

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<v Speaker 1>kill it for thirty dollars. I like it.

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<v Speaker 2>It was, I mean with down smooth.

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<v Speaker 1>You know a lot of times you just gotta used

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<v Speaker 1>the back afrough math to drinking. You gotta get that

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<v Speaker 1>stuff out your body after you finish drinking. So if

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<v Speaker 1>you don't pass a by movement, it'd be like stuck

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<v Speaker 1>in you.

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<v Speaker 2>Typically, if I eat something greasy and drink a bunch

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<v Speaker 2>of water before I go to bed, I'll be okay

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<v Speaker 2>the next day. But if I if I'm eating like

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<v Speaker 2>how I'm eating now, it's all bad the next day.

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<v Speaker 2>Life feel like you need to be over.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all mn, just better stop trying to act like y'all

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<v Speaker 1>young man. Listen, my body does not process alcohol well

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<v Speaker 1>like I be really fucked up. I'll ruin my whole

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<v Speaker 1>next day because a three drinks. So my max like

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<v Speaker 1>nowadays is like two drinks. That's it. That's who drinks. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that's enough to where the drunk people around me don't

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<v Speaker 1>annoy me. I'm enough, Like I got enough in my

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<v Speaker 1>system to deal with somebody else's drunkenness.

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<v Speaker 2>That's all you drink when you go out is too drink.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't. I can't drink too much, man, I can't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't be feeling good. We literally poison ourselves.

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<v Speaker 2>It's poison, damn just as get out and live a

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<v Speaker 2>little Wait a minute, hold on before it's a whole

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<v Speaker 2>big world out there for you to fuck up in.

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<v Speaker 1>Hold on before we get into stupid internet news. Did

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<v Speaker 1>you see how see I didn't realize this that poetic

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<v Speaker 1>justice coincide with Boys in the Hood. Did you realize that?

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<v Speaker 2>I did? I didn't. I felt like it did. It's

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<v Speaker 2>all some of the same bitches in the same neighborhood,

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<v Speaker 2>the same it felt It felt the same. It felt

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<v Speaker 2>like the same and uh.

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<v Speaker 1>The character that Regina King plays, she was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna guess so and so the same niggas from

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<v Speaker 1>the cookout on Boys in the Hood to beat your ass.

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<v Speaker 1>That was funny. I did. I didn't realize.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I didn't. I didn't realize that. But it felt

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<v Speaker 2>like the same group of people, right did it?

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<v Speaker 1>Not know? It was just one person that was from

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<v Speaker 1>the other movie, which was Regina King. Everybody else, the characters.

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<v Speaker 2>It seemed like the same around the same time, the

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<v Speaker 2>same neighborhood.

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<v Speaker 1>Right. No, No, I never didn't feel like I never

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<v Speaker 1>made that connection. Until I saw that shit on social media.

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<v Speaker 1>You learn something new every day.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, let's get into sis. What happened girl all the show?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that's what I did do this weekend? Okay, wait,

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<v Speaker 1>just these niggas had me in a choke hold on

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<v Speaker 1>Instagram and between Instagram, YouTube, the blogs, trying to see

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<v Speaker 1>who responded, who said what. So let's run through right quick,

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<v Speaker 1>just the chain of events from this last weekend. Y'all.

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<v Speaker 2>She talking about Kendred Lamar and dre Yes.

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<v Speaker 1>These niggas, one of them is a nigga appearing.

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<v Speaker 2>That shit had me stressed. I was I had to

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<v Speaker 2>log out of everybody, the whole world. I had to

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<v Speaker 2>log out. I was like this, I cannot consume much more.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all, we gotta we talked back group chat. Okay, it's

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<v Speaker 1>us and our producers, and this bitch got out. I

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<v Speaker 1>had to create a whole separate account, a separate text thread,

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<v Speaker 1>so you know we can live over there. But one

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<v Speaker 1>motherfucker accidentally said one extra thing and bitch left the

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<v Speaker 1>group like I did.

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<v Speaker 2>And oh fucking and that's what I said, sim one

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<v Speaker 2>before it happened. I said, sim war more more motherfucking thing.

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<v Speaker 2>And see if I don't leave this group by Felipe

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<v Speaker 2>extent stage left.

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<v Speaker 1>What team y'all think, tamy On, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't have a team.

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<v Speaker 1>You got a team.

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<v Speaker 2>Listen, listen. You know if I was on the team,

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<v Speaker 2>it would be Team Drake. But then it got too dark.

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<v Speaker 2>All of it got too dark, and now I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm on team j Cole. As much as I love Drake,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm TMJ Cole. Like pedophilia, child molestation, domestic violence, colorism.

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<v Speaker 2>It was just too much darkness. It was it was

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<v Speaker 2>too dark for me. Okay, No, I'm in the gym.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm on a light plane right now. I feel I

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<v Speaker 2>have too much endorphins for this.

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<v Speaker 1>I yeah, that girl, I dwell with the both. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>light and dark over here. That's what self awareness is

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<v Speaker 1>when I know she can get stupid if needby and

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<v Speaker 1>otherwise I'm here. Okay, but yeah, Okay, So now this

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<v Speaker 1>whole shit been going on, Like I know for a

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<v Speaker 1>fact that there are some things that are not I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know for a fact. I'm just saying, okay, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>speculating there has to be more going on behind the

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<v Speaker 1>scenes than just these songs. Okay, because there was a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of vitrioll that came out in those last two

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<v Speaker 1>songs from Drake and from Kendrick Lamar. So from what

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<v Speaker 1>we know right the public the ship started on October sixth,

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<v Speaker 1>were first person shooting with Drake and J Cole. This

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<v Speaker 1>is where j Cole, I don't respect how he bowed

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<v Speaker 1>out because why you even on that song if you

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<v Speaker 1>cool with Kendrick Lamar, Because that whole song was like

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<v Speaker 1>a big shot at a bunch of different people. Drake

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<v Speaker 1>was pop pop pop pop pop. Everybody okay with lyrics

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<v Speaker 1>of course. Okay, right, So just March twenty seven this year, now,

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<v Speaker 1>Kendrick Lamar's features on Future, on Yeah Future's song like That, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody was going wild. I even made a little Gemini

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<v Speaker 1>post listen. I trust Geminis, I trust their judgment because

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<v Speaker 1>I know you about to go through the whole town

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<v Speaker 1>everything that has no no, no, no no. We don't have to,

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<v Speaker 1>but I mean, everybody know the last couple of days

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<v Speaker 1>We're songs, the last two songs not like us Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we got a club banger for the summer, okay, and

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<v Speaker 1>then the Heart part six Drake was his response to

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<v Speaker 1>like that, Actually three dis not like Us? Three three

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<v Speaker 1>dis tracks later, No, not like us? Was j Cole

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<v Speaker 1>the fuck not like Us? Kendrick Lamar and then.

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<v Speaker 2>The Heart part six was the response.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so he basically sold Kendrick Lamar's songs too, because

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<v Speaker 1>Kendrick Lamar has the Heart one through five, So Drake

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<v Speaker 1>stole his songside the part So, I just felt like

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<v Speaker 1>Drake did a lot of a lot of explaining on

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<v Speaker 1>the part six. Now shit has gotten real because now

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<v Speaker 1>somebody has shot a security guard in front of Drake's

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<v Speaker 1>Toronto mansion. Okay, So I didn't feel like she could

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<v Speaker 1>get like to that type of beef. And I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think it's them, Okay, I think we have to. They

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<v Speaker 1>need to take into a sideration that it's crazy people

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<v Speaker 1>out here who takes this entertainment and go left with it.

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<v Speaker 2>All everybody's porn and feeding this dark energy. They're feeding it,

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<v Speaker 2>feeding it.

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<v Speaker 1>Feed It doesn't feel dark to me though it doesn't.

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<v Speaker 1>It really doesn't. The thing is is that.

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<v Speaker 2>Pedophilia, child molestation, domestic violence that don't feel dark to you.

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<v Speaker 1>We live in America where trafficking that stuff has always

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<v Speaker 1>been an industry in America. But it also needs to

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<v Speaker 1>be It needs to come to the light. It should

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<v Speaker 1>no longer be taboo. So somebody is dwelling in that

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<v Speaker 1>type of darkness, they do need to be ostracized, they

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<v Speaker 1>do need to be put out on Front Street. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think that's something that a real nigga would just

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<v Speaker 1>say about somebody with no merit. I just don't think so.

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<v Speaker 2>I agree, but I don't think music is the way

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<v Speaker 2>people dancing. And he's a pet of dancing in the

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<v Speaker 2>club to the song. That's not That's not how it

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<v Speaker 2>should be brought to the lions.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, you're freaking six six and nine, god, six and god.

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<v Speaker 2>It should be more. It's a serious thing where you

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<v Speaker 2>know you're taking serious action against people who are doing

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<v Speaker 2>these things. Not these rap battles are just like blogs

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<v Speaker 2>to be. As far as I'm concerned, this ain't nothing

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<v Speaker 2>but an episode of Mari. I Actually, I didn't even

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<v Speaker 2>listen to drake last song. And y'all know how much

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<v Speaker 2>I love Drake. I'm one of Drake's biggest fans in

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<v Speaker 2>the world. Okay, and I I left, I left. I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't even support the last song because it just was

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<v Speaker 2>none of it made me feel good.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, so it was a whole two week guy

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<v Speaker 1>in between Drake's Drake's song and well Drake's reply to

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<v Speaker 1>the the lyric one part of future song was a

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<v Speaker 1>whole two weeks. And then Kendrick Lamar came through like

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<v Speaker 1>a wrecking ball on last week Monday. Also, you know

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<v Speaker 1>right before I guess right before, like that came out

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<v Speaker 1>on what day was that?

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<v Speaker 3>Hold on?

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<v Speaker 1>On the twenty ninth, The Weekend, which is another name

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<v Speaker 1>that was dropped through some songs able right, Kendrick Lamar. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>Kendrick Lamar didn't drop the Weekend's name. Drake dropped the

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<v Speaker 1>Weekend's name like this In the Weekend. Also, another Canadian

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<v Speaker 1>superstar and his coal manager's house was shot up or

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<v Speaker 1>the security guard was shot at his house on the

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<v Speaker 1>twenty ninth. Also, and this was before all kind of

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<v Speaker 1>this is the twenty ninth was when this is way,

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<v Speaker 1>this is before all of this shit kind of started

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<v Speaker 1>this month anyway, between ninth of April.

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<v Speaker 2>I just I just hope don't nobody else get hurt

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<v Speaker 2>behind this, because these niggas take these songs real serious.

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<v Speaker 1>Even if the people singing them aren't. Yeah, like people,

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of there are a lot of grown adults

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<v Speaker 1>who don't know the difference between entertainment and and like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is not reality.

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<v Speaker 2>It don't have Yeah until somebody dies though, like that's

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<v Speaker 2>it and then it listen. I left the group chat

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<v Speaker 2>because I just was like annoyed with the conversation. I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't want no more parts of it. When we talked again,

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<v Speaker 2>Taylor was like, Hey, I want you to know I

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<v Speaker 2>love you. I'm like, girl, it's not that deep, not bad,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's people really out there falling out behind.

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<v Speaker 1>Shit like this, girl. This works than in the fucking election,

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<v Speaker 1>like I fell out about my mom about who I

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<v Speaker 1>voted for, like she might be on Drake's side. This

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<v Speaker 1>might be something else to be argued about.

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<v Speaker 2>A Yeah, that's what I hope. I hope that people

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<v Speaker 2>are discussing the election like this. Are we gonna get

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<v Speaker 2>up in arms and and have a timeline for this election,

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<v Speaker 2>because then we might be all right, child motherfuckers don't

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<v Speaker 2>care about that.

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<v Speaker 1>But everybody beefing. I was looking forward to another response

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<v Speaker 1>from Kendrick, but I guess he's probably just let it go,

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<v Speaker 1>like Nigga you explaining.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember he was waiting for what I can't do

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<v Speaker 2>it all on one day. God damn, people need to break.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's watch the playoffs and then when the playoffs is over,

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<v Speaker 2>you drop all right, goddamn shame.

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<v Speaker 1>So what else we got going on?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Girl dog? So this is still a line, so like

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<v Speaker 1>along the lines of the shit that's going on with

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<v Speaker 1>Drake and Kendrick Lamar. But DJ Vlad had been posting,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, I got some choice words for dj

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<v Speaker 1>vladd and I really wish black men would stop sitting

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<v Speaker 1>down with him for real.

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<v Speaker 4>Man.

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<v Speaker 1>Now after this last thing, like, so there's a a

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<v Speaker 1>former Princeton University professor commented back to Vlad and told

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<v Speaker 1>him basically, stay at a black folks business. He just

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<v Speaker 1>started going in, Like, I'm pretty sure a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people was at in him responding to his post or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to figure out why you chose this woman

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<v Speaker 1>in particular to go at her job, to go at

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<v Speaker 1>her job also, you know what I'm saying, to go

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<v Speaker 1>after her livelihood. It just seemed kind of weird to me,

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<v Speaker 1>but expected.

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<v Speaker 2>He's tried to do. I'm a do a you on you,

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<v Speaker 2>That's what he thought he was doing, but it don't work.

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<v Speaker 2>The same, baby, No, it don't work the same.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what racism is, right, because you have the power

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<v Speaker 1>to actually put stuff, put a machine behind your prejudice. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>We don't have the power to do that. So you

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<v Speaker 1>white man who graduated from an Ivy League school probably

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<v Speaker 1>have you. We are well connected and they have planed you.

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<v Speaker 1>And I believe in hip hop in the culture. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>he's there. He don't even be in studio with these people.

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<v Speaker 1>They literally be talking to him over an iPad or

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<v Speaker 1>a screen because you know, you always just see their faces.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't ever see his face in his videos. Why

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<v Speaker 1>y'all still going over there? It's weird to me. Stop

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<v Speaker 1>going over there.

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<v Speaker 2>Because she said that you weren't black and this was

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<v Speaker 2>in a black affair. You really wanted to take her job,

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<v Speaker 2>that was what you thought of.

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<v Speaker 1>That's and it's because it was Princeton, because if it

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<v Speaker 1>was Benedict College, he wouldn't give a fuck. But how

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<v Speaker 1>dare you, black woman be a fucking professor at an

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<v Speaker 1>ivy League college.

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<v Speaker 2>How dare you and then tell me I'm white and

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<v Speaker 2>this is a black affair.

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<v Speaker 1>How dare you?

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<v Speaker 2>No, You're not in But he dou double back and

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<v Speaker 2>was like, I didn't mean it like that. I wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>gonna do it. I was just talking about.

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<v Speaker 1>The damage has already done. And see, that is the

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<v Speaker 1>same way I feel about how Drake posted those text

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<v Speaker 1>messages between him him and his mom and called Rick

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<v Speaker 1>Ross racist. You know what I'm saying. I feel the

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<v Speaker 1>same exact way, like, who are you signaling when you

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<v Speaker 1>do that?

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<v Speaker 2>Cool?

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<v Speaker 1>We don't want to hear your same nigga no more? Anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like he can say it whatever, girl, let

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<v Speaker 1>him say why he hit that ass?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, yep, y'all.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you see that tom Brady roase the Netflix? Tom

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<v Speaker 1>Brady rose what I.

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<v Speaker 2>Had to watch? First of all, that shit was about

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<v Speaker 2>seventeen hours long. I don't know why it was so

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<v Speaker 2>fucking long. I had to watch it in three parts.

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<v Speaker 2>But that shit was fun.

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<v Speaker 1>I enjoy every bit of.

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<v Speaker 2>Tom Brady looks so uncomfortable with half of them jokes,

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<v Speaker 2>and he's just kind of grinn and Berry are kind

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<v Speaker 2>of grinded because his face so tight. Don't he look

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<v Speaker 2>like kind of like the America?

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, yes, he fine, Now he's a nice looking man,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm pretty sure he's gotten botox.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, and filler and all that he better.

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<v Speaker 1>Not play with his fucking wife. Man, she a whole witch.

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<v Speaker 1>He even said it before. And this is what.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, well they're getting a divorce. They divorced the divorce,

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<v Speaker 2>you said his wife.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I did say x. I said, Oh, anyway, he

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<v Speaker 1>better not play with his ex wife because then people

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<v Speaker 1>played with her all night and she didn't appreciate it either.

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<v Speaker 2>I would have been mad as hell if I was Jazell.

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<v Speaker 2>He said. Somebody said, you put the jis in Gazel.

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<v Speaker 1>Listen, I'm off for jokes, and actually like those that

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<v Speaker 1>type of joke like Jones in off each of people like,

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<v Speaker 1>that's my favorite type of comedy.

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<v Speaker 2>Real me too.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, because bitch, I got an

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<v Speaker 1>hour worth of stand up from trying to play with me. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>when you chunky with a Jerry Curl in elementary school,

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<v Speaker 1>you better have fucking jokes, bitch, because after you talk

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<v Speaker 1>about this juice, bitch, I'm coming for your crackhead ass

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<v Speaker 1>mama next period. I always had jokes.

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<v Speaker 2>Like so it's funny and if people like I don't

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<v Speaker 2>think I'm the type of person who could be roasted

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<v Speaker 2>like that. Like be the person who everybody came out

0:20:21.840 --> 0:20:25.400
<v Speaker 2>to roast. I know it's done in love, but I'd

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<v Speaker 2>be ready to fight.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's a whole ritual, y'all know. I go, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think it's not normal to have someone centered

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<v Speaker 1>in that way and then spew all these ridicules at them.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what it is in a joking manner. It's not funny.

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's funny, but it's not funny because it's like

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<v Speaker 1>you're really telling this person's business in front of a

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<v Speaker 1>room of people plus the whole world. It's humiliating. It's

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<v Speaker 1>very humiliating.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah, I would have been like, motherfucker, you went

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<v Speaker 2>too far that time and be fighting.

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<v Speaker 1>She like, you know how your mama jokes turn into hands.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah, absolutely, bitch.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm catching somebody in the parking lot after the.

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<v Speaker 2>Netflix special, after durn that shit gonna turn to w

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<v Speaker 2>W I Will Smith on me, Will Smith walking up

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<v Speaker 2>on the stage, keep my damn your fucking mouth. Just

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<v Speaker 2>laugh a bitch real quick.

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<v Speaker 1>Ah.

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<v Speaker 2>That's why they don't have that many of them because people,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, people don't want to participate.

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<v Speaker 1>In kim K. They got on kim K two mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>You got your ass up on that stage. You were

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<v Speaker 2>you you had to be open to it.

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<v Speaker 1>She didn't look comfortable with the jokes that was coming

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<v Speaker 1>back at her at all. And you got to know

0:21:47.480 --> 0:21:49.760
<v Speaker 1>all of its scripted. You know what I'm saying. All

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<v Speaker 1>that shit is fucking scripted because some of the people

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<v Speaker 1>aren't comedians, like Kim Kardashians is not a comedian.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeaes, somebody wrote that for her.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and then the responses that Tom Brady had, He's

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<v Speaker 1>not a comedian, okay, him talking about Kanye and the

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<v Speaker 1>kids be home at home with Kanye and all this ship.

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<v Speaker 1>That's this all fucking scripted, like who Like, it's just

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<v Speaker 1>weird to me. I don'tould. I would never want to

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<v Speaker 1>participate in some ship like that because bitch, I might

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<v Speaker 1>shoot that whole thing up.

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<v Speaker 2>Me too, pratt.

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<v Speaker 1>For real.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd be giggling at first and then and then it's up. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't, bitch, get the sweat up there and swear,

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<v Speaker 2>oh hell no, she's mad saision.

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<v Speaker 1>My skin is rice paper, Okay for that ship who

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<v Speaker 1>he's talking to mad as hell?

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<v Speaker 2>First joke out say something about my thing is just bitch,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm about to turn this little funk out like anybody

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<v Speaker 2>would fucking do a joke LOLd session with me.

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<v Speaker 1>Just call me fat, you win, bitch, you win. I

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<v Speaker 1>run out crying, for real, I'm that sensitive about my

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<v Speaker 1>fucking weight.

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<v Speaker 2>Bitch, you know what you win. I don't even want to.

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<v Speaker 1>I just call me fat, you fucking win. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>So y'all, this week we're in Atlanta. Okay, and we

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<v Speaker 1>did collapse with one of our label mates. Okay, No

0:23:28.600 --> 0:23:35.679
<v Speaker 1>Ceilings podcast hosted buy Glasses Malone and Peter rose Gold Bass. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>y'all stay tuned. We got Rose Gold, Pete and Glasses Malone.

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<v Speaker 1>We talked back this week, y'all. What's up.

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<v Speaker 5>We're in Atlanta. But y'all are good.

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<v Speaker 4>Like I listen to a lot more critical.

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<v Speaker 1>It takes a while for me to say shit, so

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<v Speaker 1>when I say it, I mean it, so it might

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<v Speaker 1>not be received and we're not getting.

0:23:59.280 --> 0:24:01.800
<v Speaker 2>These targatures problem when we're talking about.

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<v Speaker 4>Every last we had sponsors. We lost all our sponsors

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<v Speaker 4>the first show.

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<v Speaker 1>The first show, nobody paying attention to what the fuck

0:24:09.680 --> 0:24:12.400
<v Speaker 1>we're talking about on this show because we still got sponsors.

0:24:13.000 --> 0:24:15.800
<v Speaker 1>So it was podcasting need sponsors Man, there's a lot

0:24:15.840 --> 0:24:18.520
<v Speaker 1>of people not really making no type of checks in podcast,

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<v Speaker 1>and you need shame.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I see that's my problem, have nothing like I

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<v Speaker 4>have some in real life. But because I am me

0:24:26.600 --> 0:24:29.360
<v Speaker 4>publicly out in front of everybody, I don't really have

0:24:29.480 --> 0:24:33.520
<v Speaker 4>shame to the same capacity. Like I'm more shamed ashamed

0:24:33.560 --> 0:24:37.000
<v Speaker 4>of myself. Like I was telling J like, I'm a

0:24:37.040 --> 0:24:38.920
<v Speaker 4>shame that I know better and I don't do better.

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<v Speaker 4>That's a real shame. But I actually admit that I

0:24:42.520 --> 0:24:43.760
<v Speaker 4>know better and I don't do better.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, And once you say it out loud, it's no

0:24:47.840 --> 0:24:49.280
<v Speaker 1>longer something to be ashamed of.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, I'm still gonna be ashamed, right, because.

0:24:52.000 --> 0:24:54.840
<v Speaker 2>Then yeah, there's in turn.

0:24:54.760 --> 0:24:57.520
<v Speaker 1>And then it's public shame or other people shaming, right,

0:24:57.600 --> 0:25:00.479
<v Speaker 1>other people shaming you. So once you say the thing

0:25:00.520 --> 0:25:03.160
<v Speaker 1>and you know that you can do better, I can

0:25:03.200 --> 0:25:05.960
<v Speaker 1>see why you would still be ashamed, because, like I said,

0:25:06.000 --> 0:25:08.000
<v Speaker 1>I'd be wanting to get up earlier, but my body

0:25:08.000 --> 0:25:10.159
<v Speaker 1>won't let me. I like to be awake when everybody

0:25:10.240 --> 0:25:13.520
<v Speaker 1>else sleep. I think better and I know that about myself,

0:25:13.560 --> 0:25:16.280
<v Speaker 1>So that's just a level of self awareness. I'm asleep,

0:25:16.280 --> 0:25:18.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna make some T shirts that say I love it,

0:25:18.119 --> 0:25:21.119
<v Speaker 1>lay down shit.

0:25:24.560 --> 0:25:25.040
<v Speaker 4>I didn't think.

0:25:25.720 --> 0:25:30.159
<v Speaker 2>I like, now, I keep thinking about your grandma and

0:25:30.240 --> 0:25:30.679
<v Speaker 2>I heard.

0:25:30.800 --> 0:25:33.720
<v Speaker 3>How many episodes are gonna drag this lady.

0:25:33.920 --> 0:25:35.119
<v Speaker 5>I don't know why you brought it up.

0:25:35.119 --> 0:25:37.359
<v Speaker 1>I can across the coming up.

0:25:39.600 --> 0:25:41.960
<v Speaker 4>Somebody hit me on Twitter was like that, why would

0:25:41.960 --> 0:25:43.600
<v Speaker 4>you let Pete talk about his grandmother like that?

0:25:43.640 --> 0:25:45.480
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, bro, how many times.

0:25:45.240 --> 0:25:47.760
<v Speaker 6>Do you hear? Why do you let Pete blank?

0:25:48.280 --> 0:25:48.359
<v Speaker 1>Like?

0:25:48.440 --> 0:25:50.320
<v Speaker 3>I feel like that's a term, that's a phrase that

0:25:50.359 --> 0:25:52.520
<v Speaker 3>I have heard come up at least a dozen times.

0:25:52.520 --> 0:25:56.160
<v Speaker 4>Probably true because I have to remind other black people

0:25:56.160 --> 0:25:58.760
<v Speaker 4>that you're white. I think people hear you talk and like,

0:25:58.760 --> 0:26:01.240
<v Speaker 4>don't get me wrong, you have a very sophisticated tone.

0:26:01.480 --> 0:26:03.679
<v Speaker 4>You could tell you know your ship, but you have

0:26:03.800 --> 0:26:06.399
<v Speaker 4>a little soul. So people think maybe you're life skinned.

0:26:06.400 --> 0:26:09.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, cuzin that's power, isn't it?

0:26:09.600 --> 0:26:09.920
<v Speaker 5>Like for.

0:26:11.560 --> 0:26:14.440
<v Speaker 4>Bro, So it's like it's intellectual Tommy, and he's going

0:26:14.480 --> 0:26:15.080
<v Speaker 4>to tell you.

0:26:15.080 --> 0:26:17.520
<v Speaker 2>How to call me that the strip club is crazy.

0:26:18.000 --> 0:26:20.000
<v Speaker 3>At Stars, there was like half a dozen of them.

0:26:20.000 --> 0:26:21.840
<v Speaker 3>Girls used to always call me Tommy and I had

0:26:21.880 --> 0:26:23.280
<v Speaker 3>never seen the show. I don't know what the fun

0:26:23.359 --> 0:26:27.760
<v Speaker 3>they were talking about for years, like three years my

0:26:27.880 --> 0:26:28.720
<v Speaker 3>name is talking about.

0:26:28.760 --> 0:26:30.320
<v Speaker 6>I'm like, no one else comes in here looks like me.

0:26:30.359 --> 0:26:31.720
<v Speaker 6>They're like, it's not a guy who comes.

0:26:31.600 --> 0:26:34.040
<v Speaker 1>In here strippers.

0:26:33.840 --> 0:26:36.639
<v Speaker 4>Mind you the strip club. He's talking about, only black people.

0:26:37.760 --> 0:26:40.439
<v Speaker 4>This is an So if y'all been to l A like,

0:26:40.520 --> 0:26:42.680
<v Speaker 4>so there's a couple of black suburbs, like Carson is

0:26:42.680 --> 0:26:44.040
<v Speaker 4>a black suburb, Guardiana is a.

0:26:44.040 --> 0:26:45.880
<v Speaker 1>Black Black people live there. I never knew.

0:26:46.040 --> 0:26:46.960
<v Speaker 5>Yes, there's people.

0:26:46.960 --> 0:26:49.560
<v Speaker 4>The strip luff he's talking about is in the black suburb.

0:26:51.480 --> 0:26:55.160
<v Speaker 3>They closed it down, but it was everybody, so it's

0:26:55.160 --> 0:26:56.840
<v Speaker 3>not it was everybody's spot man.

0:26:57.320 --> 0:26:59.400
<v Speaker 4>But he would be one of the only few people

0:26:59.440 --> 0:27:02.280
<v Speaker 4>that look like them there. It's gonna be very few

0:27:02.280 --> 0:27:04.560
<v Speaker 4>people that look like Pete that ever go there.

0:27:05.119 --> 0:27:07.639
<v Speaker 3>That might also be true.

0:27:08.240 --> 0:27:10.280
<v Speaker 4>That's why they call you time because think about if

0:27:10.280 --> 0:27:12.359
<v Speaker 4>you from where we're from, like you don't see that

0:27:12.480 --> 0:27:17.200
<v Speaker 4>many white people. It's either postman, the male man, the police, uh,

0:27:17.280 --> 0:27:20.800
<v Speaker 4>somebody serving us a poena uh white and.

0:27:20.840 --> 0:27:22.480
<v Speaker 6>Pete shame.

0:27:24.080 --> 0:27:27.600
<v Speaker 5>And Pete has not that would make no sellings, have

0:27:27.760 --> 0:27:28.240
<v Speaker 5>no shame.

0:27:28.280 --> 0:27:32.920
<v Speaker 3>But my life is defined by just an absolute, just

0:27:35.040 --> 0:27:39.360
<v Speaker 3>personal and and and public public shame.

0:27:39.480 --> 0:27:41.359
<v Speaker 6>Absolutely, yeah, yeah, we all do.

0:27:41.560 --> 0:27:43.639
<v Speaker 1>So, y'all know I like definitions. Okay, let's be the

0:27:43.640 --> 0:27:48.000
<v Speaker 1>definition of shame. Okay. So shame is a painful feeling

0:27:48.040 --> 0:27:52.280
<v Speaker 1>of humiliation or distress caused by the consciousness of wrong

0:27:52.480 --> 0:27:55.880
<v Speaker 1>or foolish behavior. She was hot with shame.

0:27:56.480 --> 0:27:57.360
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, like.

0:27:59.280 --> 0:28:02.959
<v Speaker 1>A painful feeling of humiliation. So then if you're amiliated,

0:28:03.000 --> 0:28:05.720
<v Speaker 1>that would have to be public shame because things that

0:28:05.800 --> 0:28:09.359
<v Speaker 1>you do in private you wouldn't necessarily be humiliating.

0:28:09.400 --> 0:28:13.440
<v Speaker 2>That's not true because after I finished, and I'm like,

0:28:14.160 --> 0:28:19.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm disgusting, so shameful, disgusting, it's shame.

0:28:20.359 --> 0:28:26.840
<v Speaker 1>They go ahead and hand is there? Pain great?

0:28:26.880 --> 0:28:29.240
<v Speaker 4>But I'm like, you look at yourself in the mirror.

0:28:29.240 --> 0:28:30.680
<v Speaker 5>You'll be like, you nasty girl.

0:28:33.160 --> 0:28:36.199
<v Speaker 1>Cut that off as soon as you come you come

0:28:36.240 --> 0:28:38.840
<v Speaker 1>to your senses, like pushing it away, push.

0:28:39.320 --> 0:28:41.320
<v Speaker 2>Your laptop away.

0:28:41.360 --> 0:28:43.240
<v Speaker 1>Now, I gotta hide my vibrate.

0:28:43.120 --> 0:28:45.080
<v Speaker 6>To the girl's place and have for to my place.

0:28:47.360 --> 0:28:49.120
<v Speaker 3>You got to get it there to get yourself out

0:28:49.120 --> 0:28:50.920
<v Speaker 3>of somewhere and get someone else out of your place.

0:28:51.160 --> 0:28:51.720
<v Speaker 1>This is true.

0:28:52.120 --> 0:28:55.920
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely. You couldn't just say what you're doing.

0:28:55.800 --> 0:28:58.280
<v Speaker 5>Tomorrow go too long?

0:28:59.160 --> 0:29:01.000
<v Speaker 4>That used to be my prime go too long? What

0:29:01.040 --> 0:29:03.320
<v Speaker 4>you about to do? I feel so bad?

0:29:03.440 --> 0:29:04.280
<v Speaker 2>That's so mean.

0:29:04.760 --> 0:29:05.040
<v Speaker 3>You know what?

0:29:05.200 --> 0:29:06.600
<v Speaker 5>I changed as I.

0:29:06.560 --> 0:29:08.920
<v Speaker 4>Got older, Like right when I finally hit my thirties,

0:29:08.960 --> 0:29:10.960
<v Speaker 4>I start realizing like that I really want to sleep

0:29:10.960 --> 0:29:13.440
<v Speaker 4>with the girl. So personally I used to just like

0:29:13.680 --> 0:29:16.200
<v Speaker 4>get in the shower right, I would rub one out

0:29:16.440 --> 0:29:18.720
<v Speaker 4>and then if I still wanted to call her, then

0:29:18.760 --> 0:29:19.480
<v Speaker 4>I would call her.

0:29:19.720 --> 0:29:21.840
<v Speaker 5>That pretty much fixed ninety five percent of the problem.

0:29:21.960 --> 0:29:25.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, absolutely, that's why I always uh, I always had

0:29:25.120 --> 0:29:28.200
<v Speaker 1>this campaign when vibrators were ran by batteries. Now you

0:29:28.200 --> 0:29:30.560
<v Speaker 1>can charge and sh up with the cell phone, but

0:29:30.960 --> 0:29:34.280
<v Speaker 1>them triple double A batteries save your life. Like once

0:29:34.320 --> 0:29:36.520
<v Speaker 1>you just get one out right quick, you ain't about

0:29:36.520 --> 0:29:38.479
<v Speaker 1>to do no dumb bit shit Like you're not calling

0:29:38.560 --> 0:29:39.680
<v Speaker 1>him over.

0:29:40.120 --> 0:29:42.120
<v Speaker 5>You stop exchanging with people that's not worth.

0:29:41.880 --> 0:29:45.080
<v Speaker 1>It exactly just like your laptop. Yeah, you're just tripping

0:29:45.160 --> 0:29:48.040
<v Speaker 1>like the chemical and balanced it is fucked up right now?

0:29:48.400 --> 0:29:50.680
<v Speaker 4>Might something bad about it? Might not be be like

0:29:50.720 --> 0:29:52.840
<v Speaker 4>what ain't that bad? And then you rub when even

0:29:53.000 --> 0:29:54.600
<v Speaker 4>this is why the fuck is the scum of the earth.

0:29:55.120 --> 0:29:59.760
<v Speaker 4>I can't believe feel him but that But no, if

0:29:59.760 --> 0:30:01.720
<v Speaker 4>you really think about it. Now back to that point

0:30:01.760 --> 0:30:05.000
<v Speaker 4>with Diddy, Like so when they talk about because parties,

0:30:05.400 --> 0:30:07.760
<v Speaker 4>like that's really Now, I've been a Diddy's party. I've

0:30:07.760 --> 0:30:10.680
<v Speaker 4>never seen drugs, But I don't know if I'm probably

0:30:10.680 --> 0:30:12.479
<v Speaker 4>the person he probably want, Like let me get glasses

0:30:12.480 --> 0:30:14.880
<v Speaker 4>in the room where the drugs is, right, But I'm saying,

0:30:15.240 --> 0:30:18.400
<v Speaker 4>think about every time we talk about these type of situations,

0:30:18.440 --> 0:30:21.520
<v Speaker 4>Somewhere along the whole premise is drugs.

0:30:22.840 --> 0:30:25.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because they don't call alcohol for one spirits for

0:30:25.720 --> 0:30:28.840
<v Speaker 1>no reason. Right, you live in your body open and

0:30:28.920 --> 0:30:31.440
<v Speaker 1>people want to but people want to get into that frequency.

0:30:31.440 --> 0:30:33.440
<v Speaker 1>That's why they do the drugs. So is it the

0:30:33.520 --> 0:30:36.880
<v Speaker 1>drugs or does the shame come before or after?

0:30:37.080 --> 0:30:39.840
<v Speaker 2>Like, because I think it allows you to be free

0:30:40.000 --> 0:30:41.160
<v Speaker 2>and who you already are I.

0:30:41.200 --> 0:30:45.040
<v Speaker 1>Feel exactly, So that is already an element of who

0:30:45.120 --> 0:30:47.320
<v Speaker 1>you are. Once you take the drug, you don't give

0:30:47.320 --> 0:30:51.640
<v Speaker 1>a fuck who knows anymore? Or are you just trying

0:30:51.640 --> 0:30:53.080
<v Speaker 1>to limit it to the little bit of people you

0:30:53.120 --> 0:30:53.760
<v Speaker 1>lit in that room?

0:30:54.040 --> 0:30:56.280
<v Speaker 5>So are you the person you are when you hire

0:30:56.400 --> 0:30:57.360
<v Speaker 5>or are you the person you're.

0:30:57.320 --> 0:31:00.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm the same person every day online offline on drugs.

0:31:01.240 --> 0:31:01.640
<v Speaker 4>I could.

0:31:03.080 --> 0:31:05.360
<v Speaker 2>Even when I'm high, because I be freestyling when I

0:31:05.400 --> 0:31:09.240
<v Speaker 2>get high. Yeah, I turned into a rapper. Instrumentals give

0:31:09.240 --> 0:31:11.600
<v Speaker 2>them to me. But when I'm not high, I don't

0:31:11.640 --> 0:31:12.160
<v Speaker 2>want to do that.

0:31:12.240 --> 0:31:13.160
<v Speaker 5>I ain't got no bars.

0:31:15.560 --> 0:31:17.280
<v Speaker 4>I know, for I thought we was kindred spirit. I

0:31:17.280 --> 0:31:20.360
<v Speaker 4>could tell that like straightforward and it's like it's honest.

0:31:20.400 --> 0:31:22.880
<v Speaker 4>It ain't about like one up in people. But I

0:31:22.920 --> 0:31:25.840
<v Speaker 4>think that's because I walk out every day as myself exactly.

0:31:25.880 --> 0:31:28.480
<v Speaker 1>And I think in this world now it's like not

0:31:28.600 --> 0:31:30.800
<v Speaker 1>cool to be yourself. And I mean when I say.

0:31:30.680 --> 0:31:33.600
<v Speaker 4>Be your no social currency being yourself, yes.

0:31:34.000 --> 0:31:37.120
<v Speaker 1>It's nothing social. People have a problem with you being yourself.

0:31:37.160 --> 0:31:39.680
<v Speaker 1>So that's why why I feel like so shame is

0:31:39.720 --> 0:31:42.880
<v Speaker 1>necessary and then it's not necessary at the same time,

0:31:43.440 --> 0:31:46.480
<v Speaker 1>like I don't want to publicly shame people for however

0:31:46.520 --> 0:31:52.840
<v Speaker 1>it is that they present. I can be very judgmental, but.

0:31:52.800 --> 0:31:53.840
<v Speaker 2>I don't want the difference.

0:31:54.200 --> 0:31:57.040
<v Speaker 1>I feel shame publicly shame in somebody, Like when I

0:31:57.080 --> 0:31:58.920
<v Speaker 1>see people calm, it's like, bitch, did you brush your

0:31:58.920 --> 0:32:01.720
<v Speaker 1>teeth before your publicly trying to shame this person? Like

0:32:01.760 --> 0:32:04.720
<v Speaker 1>your comment makes you look crazier than the person you're

0:32:04.760 --> 0:32:07.200
<v Speaker 1>comment and on. You see what I'm saying.

0:32:07.480 --> 0:32:11.560
<v Speaker 4>But social media gave everybody in their mind a voice. Really,

0:32:11.560 --> 0:32:13.640
<v Speaker 4>they had a voice tell people shoul shut the fuck up.

0:32:13.840 --> 0:32:14.080
<v Speaker 3>Well.

0:32:14.400 --> 0:32:16.640
<v Speaker 4>The difference in social media is when you have a voice,

0:32:16.720 --> 0:32:18.600
<v Speaker 4>Like in real life, if you say the wrong thing

0:32:18.640 --> 0:32:22.880
<v Speaker 4>to somebody, it comes with like my man Pete favorite word, consequence.

0:32:23.400 --> 0:32:26.400
<v Speaker 4>Social media doesn't come with any consequence. You can see

0:32:26.440 --> 0:32:29.080
<v Speaker 4>people get mad when social media starts to come with consequence.

0:32:29.800 --> 0:32:32.880
<v Speaker 4>They start getting upset. They could they banned my account.

0:32:32.920 --> 0:32:36.239
<v Speaker 4>It's like, bro, you can't just say anything might come

0:32:36.320 --> 0:32:37.400
<v Speaker 4>a consequence.

0:32:36.960 --> 0:32:39.400
<v Speaker 6>And it's an inverse power hierarchy.

0:32:39.520 --> 0:32:43.160
<v Speaker 3>The more powerful you are on social media, more vulnerable

0:32:43.200 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 3>you are because you have a million followers and a

0:32:45.600 --> 0:32:49.880
<v Speaker 3>big footprint and a lot to lose than five hundred

0:32:50.080 --> 0:32:53.120
<v Speaker 3>nobodies who do nothing and don't matter in any way,

0:32:53.160 --> 0:32:55.400
<v Speaker 3>shape or form. They'll be what brings you down, but

0:32:55.440 --> 0:32:59.760
<v Speaker 3>you can't bring them down the same way because they're irrelevant,

0:32:59.800 --> 0:33:00.360
<v Speaker 3>don't exist.

0:33:00.680 --> 0:33:04.600
<v Speaker 1>And the more power you have, the less shame you have.

0:33:05.320 --> 0:33:07.920
<v Speaker 1>I think also, you do more of the ship you

0:33:07.960 --> 0:33:11.000
<v Speaker 1>want to do, and you don't give a fuck private right.

0:33:10.920 --> 0:33:18.240
<v Speaker 4>Privately, but publicly. We just talked about I've argued, I've

0:33:18.360 --> 0:33:21.040
<v Speaker 4>argued with people, but but it's different when you're the villain.

0:33:22.000 --> 0:33:23.840
<v Speaker 4>Like that's how I feel like right, being a crip

0:33:23.880 --> 0:33:26.400
<v Speaker 4>allows me to be the villain. So like, I'll say,

0:33:26.440 --> 0:33:27.400
<v Speaker 4>what the funk I want.

0:33:27.240 --> 0:33:29.800
<v Speaker 1>To say from you.

0:33:30.760 --> 0:33:32.719
<v Speaker 4>That's why I say if like I look at I

0:33:32.760 --> 0:33:36.480
<v Speaker 4>saw Gez that's crazy. I saw Gez on social media

0:33:36.520 --> 0:33:39.000
<v Speaker 4>defending himself because they said he slapped his wife. And

0:33:39.000 --> 0:33:40.840
<v Speaker 4>I'm thinking to myself, why the funk would you defire

0:33:40.840 --> 0:33:43.760
<v Speaker 4>you fucking young Jez if you slapped your wife, Ain't

0:33:43.800 --> 0:33:45.720
<v Speaker 4>nobody gonna say nothing, like you knew this nigga with

0:33:45.760 --> 0:33:46.240
<v Speaker 4>some bullshit.

0:33:46.760 --> 0:33:48.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but he actually put in the caption and y'all

0:33:48.800 --> 0:33:51.840
<v Speaker 1>know me, Actually, Nigga, I didn't.

0:33:51.600 --> 0:33:53.800
<v Speaker 2>Expect say that.

0:33:54.400 --> 0:33:56.640
<v Speaker 1>I didn't expect him to marry an Asian woman.

0:33:56.800 --> 0:33:59.440
<v Speaker 4>Is that so now if you slapped it, I'm not surprised.

0:34:00.080 --> 0:34:01.600
<v Speaker 4>On Jeez, that nigga crazy.

0:34:01.640 --> 0:34:03.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't say nothing to that's a lyric.

0:34:03.560 --> 0:34:04.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't see.

0:34:05.640 --> 0:34:09.360
<v Speaker 4>I see that's a character, mimer.

0:34:10.040 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 1>We know the rappers being character.

0:34:11.960 --> 0:34:13.200
<v Speaker 2>That's real.

0:34:13.960 --> 0:34:17.000
<v Speaker 1>Understand you think GZ is really about that life for real?

0:34:17.440 --> 0:34:20.320
<v Speaker 3>I should That's not the question.

0:34:20.840 --> 0:34:23.080
<v Speaker 1>Do you think you about that life, and especially once

0:34:23.080 --> 0:34:24.719
<v Speaker 1>you get to a certain level, like you ain't about

0:34:24.719 --> 0:34:27.160
<v Speaker 1>to crash out because niggas expecting crash out.

0:34:27.320 --> 0:34:28.920
<v Speaker 5>Slapping old lady is crashing out.

0:34:28.920 --> 0:34:32.120
<v Speaker 1>If you young zan in relationship just happened, I might

0:34:32.680 --> 0:34:33.720
<v Speaker 1>set your ass one.

0:34:33.600 --> 0:34:37.880
<v Speaker 4>Day, Like what if she nigga slapped her?

0:34:38.400 --> 0:34:40.680
<v Speaker 5>If you can't understand, like, who the fun would?

0:34:41.400 --> 0:34:46.839
<v Speaker 4>I can't live in one If you slap this woman

0:34:46.840 --> 0:34:49.799
<v Speaker 4>because your coffee was cold, you are a savage. You

0:34:49.840 --> 0:34:53.160
<v Speaker 4>are a horrible human being. You missed her from color purple? Right,

0:34:53.520 --> 0:34:55.799
<v Speaker 4>But if she said, what does she call you a

0:34:55.880 --> 0:34:57.439
<v Speaker 4>nigger with the heart?

0:34:58.080 --> 0:34:58.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:34:59.560 --> 0:35:04.080
<v Speaker 2>Nigger and you I shouldn't have fucked with you, then

0:35:04.080 --> 0:35:04.640
<v Speaker 2>it's a problem.

0:35:04.680 --> 0:35:08.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't think she was saying it's not about him.

0:35:08.320 --> 0:35:10.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't think that he did that to her because

0:35:10.600 --> 0:35:13.040
<v Speaker 1>she's not the one who filed for a divorce. All

0:35:13.040 --> 0:35:15.560
<v Speaker 1>of this now is coming up because he's trying to

0:35:15.640 --> 0:35:18.840
<v Speaker 1>leave your ass, and you are publicly shamed because bitch,

0:35:18.880 --> 0:35:21.440
<v Speaker 1>I had never been left, So now you're getting left

0:35:21.480 --> 0:35:25.400
<v Speaker 1>by a man publicly or a baby. So she's pulling

0:35:25.440 --> 0:35:27.359
<v Speaker 1>all types of shit out her ass. At this point,

0:35:27.400 --> 0:35:28.440
<v Speaker 1>as far as I'm concerned.

0:35:29.480 --> 0:35:32.440
<v Speaker 2>You wanted this black culture, baby, you got it, have

0:35:32.520 --> 0:35:34.240
<v Speaker 2>a baby, be a single parent.

0:35:35.160 --> 0:35:39.279
<v Speaker 4>He's playing this wrong, like, you're young, fucking j z Bro.

0:35:39.560 --> 0:35:42.840
<v Speaker 4>You used to sell drugs all the time. Your biggest

0:35:42.840 --> 0:35:45.759
<v Speaker 4>fear should not be you slapped your ex wife, like,

0:35:45.840 --> 0:35:48.480
<v Speaker 4>oh he's abusive. It's young jasus. You know what you're

0:35:48.520 --> 0:35:51.400
<v Speaker 4>getting if you come fuck girls, be pleasantly surprised when

0:35:51.400 --> 0:35:53.560
<v Speaker 4>they're there for me, because they already had me figured out.

0:35:54.000 --> 0:35:55.839
<v Speaker 4>They think I'm finna fire him up when I come

0:35:55.880 --> 0:35:58.839
<v Speaker 4>to him to discuss a problem, maybe like, well, they

0:35:58.840 --> 0:36:00.760
<v Speaker 4>don't even know how to answer it because they expect

0:36:00.760 --> 0:36:02.240
<v Speaker 4>me automatically.

0:36:01.600 --> 0:36:03.920
<v Speaker 5>To kick their ass. And I'm like, I want to

0:36:04.000 --> 0:36:05.160
<v Speaker 5>explain to you what's wrong.

0:36:05.560 --> 0:36:07.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't never expect anybody to put their hands in

0:36:07.920 --> 0:36:12.319
<v Speaker 1>because if you see me with that bag of any sort,

0:36:11.560 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Speaker 1>your hands on me.

0:36:13.880 --> 0:36:15.960
<v Speaker 4>I'm saying, people expect that of me.

0:36:16.960 --> 0:36:19.560
<v Speaker 1>So then when I like that, your energy does not

0:36:19.600 --> 0:36:21.719
<v Speaker 1>say not at all.

0:36:21.800 --> 0:36:23.880
<v Speaker 4>But that's not what people think of crips.

0:36:24.800 --> 0:36:25.879
<v Speaker 2>Oh oh yeah.

0:36:26.600 --> 0:36:29.319
<v Speaker 4>And people know that I'm genuinely a crip, so they like,

0:36:29.560 --> 0:36:31.759
<v Speaker 4>this is expected. So when I come to them with

0:36:31.880 --> 0:36:34.160
<v Speaker 4>amicable resolutions, they be disappointed.

0:36:35.040 --> 0:36:39.560
<v Speaker 1>So you think you'd be attracting women that wants to guaranteed, Yo,

0:36:40.320 --> 0:36:42.239
<v Speaker 1>he don't love me if he didn't heed me that

0:36:42.320 --> 0:36:42.799
<v Speaker 1>kind of girl.

0:36:42.880 --> 0:36:48.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, because they don't. That's how most men on drugs communicate.

0:36:49.719 --> 0:36:51.799
<v Speaker 4>All my homies have to fight them nigga smoke weed,

0:36:52.000 --> 0:36:55.239
<v Speaker 4>smoke shine, blah blah, and then you know nobody else.

0:36:55.239 --> 0:36:57.920
<v Speaker 5>You can't communicate effectively, you know what I'm saying. This

0:36:58.040 --> 0:36:58.920
<v Speaker 5>is why people doing that.

0:36:59.000 --> 0:37:02.359
<v Speaker 4>So then they communicate the way they communicate, which I'm

0:37:02.480 --> 0:37:05.280
<v Speaker 4>I honored a request because you know I'm such a

0:37:05.440 --> 0:37:08.000
<v Speaker 4>so you gentlemen. No not, I'm saying I will fight

0:37:08.080 --> 0:37:11.120
<v Speaker 4>my friends now for a girl telling me the slapper, Like,

0:37:11.160 --> 0:37:12.160
<v Speaker 4>that's just weird.

0:37:12.920 --> 0:37:14.800
<v Speaker 2>Slap me, what about sextually?

0:37:15.560 --> 0:37:18.520
<v Speaker 5>That's weird. That's weird. Like you know, slap you on

0:37:18.560 --> 0:37:20.080
<v Speaker 5>your ass is one thing. But I met girls who

0:37:20.120 --> 0:37:20.520
<v Speaker 5>wanted me.

0:37:20.480 --> 0:37:22.360
<v Speaker 4>To slap them in the face or choke them, And

0:37:22.400 --> 0:37:23.879
<v Speaker 4>I'm like, look at my hands, man.

0:37:24.680 --> 0:37:27.120
<v Speaker 5>If I choke you, well, just enough food?

0:37:27.920 --> 0:37:29.440
<v Speaker 6>What's just enough? When you're.

0:37:34.440 --> 0:37:34.640
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:37:35.480 --> 0:37:38.279
<v Speaker 4>So yeah, Like, but that's back to that same thing

0:37:39.239 --> 0:37:42.640
<v Speaker 4>which one of us, I don't.

0:37:43.640 --> 0:37:45.680
<v Speaker 1>Something you remember that you said.

0:37:47.719 --> 0:37:48.280
<v Speaker 5>Too much?

0:37:50.400 --> 0:37:54.400
<v Speaker 4>Like no, so so Jiz. I feel like Jez is

0:37:54.440 --> 0:37:56.720
<v Speaker 4>dealing with that wrong. But that's also because he's catering

0:37:56.760 --> 0:37:59.560
<v Speaker 4>to a different audience, and that brought shame to that

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:02.040
<v Speaker 4>audience for him, Like people like, oh, you was.

0:38:02.000 --> 0:38:03.439
<v Speaker 5>Abusing, It don't matter.

0:38:03.480 --> 0:38:05.880
<v Speaker 4>They already call you an abusing My nigga used to

0:38:05.880 --> 0:38:08.359
<v Speaker 4>call you a drug dinner you.

0:38:09.280 --> 0:38:12.799
<v Speaker 1>I just I have a problem with her if she's

0:38:13.280 --> 0:38:15.480
<v Speaker 1>you can't just say ship like that about a black man.

0:38:15.960 --> 0:38:19.279
<v Speaker 1>That shit ain't cool. And this is why you need

0:38:19.320 --> 0:38:25.040
<v Speaker 1>to stay your ass in the house, not even like

0:38:25.360 --> 0:38:28.200
<v Speaker 1>just have more discernment. You know what I'm saying. I

0:38:28.200 --> 0:38:31.120
<v Speaker 1>feel like like I'm the type of person I want

0:38:31.120 --> 0:38:33.560
<v Speaker 1>to knock all this shit over with my forearm and

0:38:33.640 --> 0:38:37.320
<v Speaker 1>start anew. I don't want proximity to close to certain people.

0:38:38.280 --> 0:38:40.239
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying is there's some people who

0:38:40.280 --> 0:38:43.120
<v Speaker 1>really want change, and there's some people who just want

0:38:43.120 --> 0:38:46.920
<v Speaker 1>proximity to bullshit. Like there's some niggas lined up to

0:38:46.920 --> 0:38:47.360
<v Speaker 1>be Diddy.

0:38:48.360 --> 0:38:50.000
<v Speaker 2>They what do you have it?

0:38:50.719 --> 0:38:53.520
<v Speaker 1>They are willing to do the things that Diddy did

0:38:53.640 --> 0:38:56.239
<v Speaker 1>to get a billion dollars. They are willing to do that.

0:38:56.280 --> 0:38:58.440
<v Speaker 1>They already know who they're going to kill in a family,

0:38:58.520 --> 0:39:00.239
<v Speaker 1>all type of shit. I feel like this is what

0:39:00.280 --> 0:39:06.080
<v Speaker 1>I feel like. They already know they are the sacrifice

0:39:06.080 --> 0:39:06.600
<v Speaker 1>for the check.

0:39:06.719 --> 0:39:12.279
<v Speaker 4>I'm sure. I mean, Diddy is actually God damn it.

0:39:12.280 --> 0:39:13.800
<v Speaker 1>Listen, we gotta get back to shame.

0:39:14.239 --> 0:39:16.719
<v Speaker 2>Let's get away. Let's get back to shame, you guys.

0:39:17.200 --> 0:39:19.680
<v Speaker 5>But it's all, it's all incoming. It's all.

0:39:23.320 --> 0:39:25.480
<v Speaker 1>Because y'all disagree with what I just Askedould I feel

0:39:25.560 --> 0:39:26.600
<v Speaker 1>shame because I don't.

0:39:26.760 --> 0:39:30.640
<v Speaker 3>I meant what I said, supplant the word shame in

0:39:30.640 --> 0:39:31.400
<v Speaker 3>the English style.

0:39:31.960 --> 0:39:35.480
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I felt so Diddy, that's crazy.

0:39:35.960 --> 0:39:36.680
<v Speaker 6>This is what we do.

0:39:39.840 --> 0:39:43.279
<v Speaker 1>Publicly publicly shamed Gucci Man right now for his new song,

0:39:43.360 --> 0:39:46.800
<v Speaker 1>and he used like the the Biggie and and Diddy

0:39:47.000 --> 0:39:49.360
<v Speaker 1>little Woman. They went the baptub with the bubble and

0:39:49.360 --> 0:39:51.839
<v Speaker 1>all the women around like that's his album covers him

0:39:51.880 --> 0:39:55.279
<v Speaker 1>and and a couple other bitches in the in the Yeah.

0:39:55.600 --> 0:39:58.440
<v Speaker 1>So now they're pubably publicly trying to shame Gucci for

0:39:58.560 --> 0:40:01.279
<v Speaker 1>using that imagery because of what Diddy is now going through.

0:40:01.760 --> 0:40:03.320
<v Speaker 5>But Diddy is not going through anything.

0:40:03.760 --> 0:40:05.319
<v Speaker 2>He looked like he look slim.

0:40:06.160 --> 0:40:09.320
<v Speaker 4>Look that's because that's because he's having an issue because

0:40:09.360 --> 0:40:13.040
<v Speaker 4>he was the hero. See that's the thing, Like if

0:40:13.360 --> 0:40:16.719
<v Speaker 4>he was the hero, I always tell see the same thing,

0:40:16.800 --> 0:40:19.279
<v Speaker 4>Charliae Mane. Don't become the hero. Be the anti hero.

0:40:19.360 --> 0:40:22.240
<v Speaker 4>At best, be the anti like, be the villain. Blacker

0:40:23.080 --> 0:40:25.200
<v Speaker 4>Puff was the hero the whole time. He was the

0:40:25.239 --> 0:40:28.880
<v Speaker 4>shining white knight for white people the whole time.

0:40:29.680 --> 0:40:30.680
<v Speaker 1>Oh, I see what you're saying.

0:40:30.800 --> 0:40:33.000
<v Speaker 5>I mean like he was sugar or Diddy.

0:40:34.400 --> 0:40:36.799
<v Speaker 4>Sugar fucking looked like Satan to the white fol They

0:40:36.800 --> 0:40:39.080
<v Speaker 4>were like, oh, he's making us pay them the money

0:40:39.080 --> 0:40:45.359
<v Speaker 4>that we owe him. He's the evil man. And yeah,

0:40:45.400 --> 0:40:48.439
<v Speaker 4>how that is hero that screams hero.

0:40:49.200 --> 0:40:50.640
<v Speaker 2>But it wasn't. I didn't see.

0:40:50.680 --> 0:40:54.840
<v Speaker 1>You mean palatable, the delectable, palatable negro.

0:40:55.040 --> 0:40:58.120
<v Speaker 5>It's all listen, no black person is really hero in them.

0:40:58.160 --> 0:40:58.680
<v Speaker 5>It's America.

0:40:58.719 --> 0:41:01.920
<v Speaker 1>Come on, oh j he's safe though he was safe for.

0:41:01.880 --> 0:41:04.400
<v Speaker 4>Them, OJ Puff. You know what I'm saying, They like,

0:41:05.040 --> 0:41:06.120
<v Speaker 4>look at the alternatives.

0:41:06.120 --> 0:41:08.719
<v Speaker 2>OJ was not a hero in American and I think

0:41:09.120 --> 0:41:12.399
<v Speaker 2>mad and black America's but not in America.

0:41:12.440 --> 0:41:16.280
<v Speaker 4>OJ you young, No, no, I'm very grown.

0:41:16.400 --> 0:41:18.240
<v Speaker 5>No you young, you think.

0:41:18.080 --> 0:41:24.560
<v Speaker 2>OJ was a hero, oj okay prior for black people.

0:41:25.560 --> 0:41:27.319
<v Speaker 1>But what is for black pople. You know, people be

0:41:27.360 --> 0:41:30.200
<v Speaker 1>so mad trying to shame him for saying that he's

0:41:30.239 --> 0:41:31.839
<v Speaker 1>not black. It's subjective.

0:41:32.160 --> 0:41:34.959
<v Speaker 4>No, no, yes, it is. That's the fact he's black.

0:41:35.680 --> 0:41:37.719
<v Speaker 2>They're like, pull over, get your black ass out of

0:41:37.719 --> 0:41:37.960
<v Speaker 2>the car.

0:41:38.080 --> 0:41:39.560
<v Speaker 5>Exactly, you're not talking to me.

0:41:39.560 --> 0:41:40.360
<v Speaker 6>He's talking to y'all.

0:41:42.000 --> 0:41:45.120
<v Speaker 3>Jim Brown or OJ the way O J is arrested

0:41:45.160 --> 0:41:48.440
<v Speaker 3>with he proved that he was not black. They followed

0:41:48.480 --> 0:41:52.360
<v Speaker 3>him at about thirteen miles per hour, driving eighty miles.

0:41:52.960 --> 0:41:53.560
<v Speaker 6>He came in.

0:41:53.880 --> 0:41:56.960
<v Speaker 3>They didn't arrest him. He walked in. He poured himself

0:41:56.960 --> 0:41:58.919
<v Speaker 3>a glass of orange juice and see you need any

0:41:58.920 --> 0:42:00.759
<v Speaker 3>more time and talk to his We're gonna have to

0:42:00.760 --> 0:42:02.720
<v Speaker 3>ask you to come here, make a couple of calls, talk.

0:42:02.560 --> 0:42:03.040
<v Speaker 5>To your mom.

0:42:03.640 --> 0:42:07.320
<v Speaker 6>That was like, wait, after all that.

0:42:09.800 --> 0:42:13.040
<v Speaker 1>It was it was.

0:42:14.440 --> 0:42:18.000
<v Speaker 4>It wasn't even it was an escort to.

0:42:19.480 --> 0:42:20.640
<v Speaker 1>The escorting him.

0:42:20.680 --> 0:42:22.880
<v Speaker 3>They were just the police just happened to have somehow

0:42:23.000 --> 0:42:23.879
<v Speaker 3>fund around and got.

0:42:23.840 --> 0:42:27.759
<v Speaker 1>Behind the glove. It must have quit.

0:42:28.800 --> 0:42:33.319
<v Speaker 4>You had sugar night puff. That was the pantheon of

0:42:33.400 --> 0:42:35.440
<v Speaker 4>blackness when it came to white eyes.

0:42:36.400 --> 0:42:38.200
<v Speaker 5>Jim Brown, O J. Simpson.

0:42:38.480 --> 0:42:42.600
<v Speaker 4>So it's like, you know, yeah, like they chose him.

0:42:42.680 --> 0:42:45.520
<v Speaker 4>They chose Puff, he was the hero. So all the

0:42:45.560 --> 0:42:49.160
<v Speaker 4>stuff that we heard about, they didn't hear about it. Now,

0:42:49.200 --> 0:42:51.480
<v Speaker 4>some of them white folks knew about it, but we

0:42:51.560 --> 0:42:54.839
<v Speaker 4>heard about Puffer. All black people coming up in our

0:42:54.920 --> 0:42:57.800
<v Speaker 4>era of the nineties, we heard about.

0:42:57.600 --> 0:42:58.880
<v Speaker 5>Puff Puff parties.

0:42:58.920 --> 0:43:01.480
<v Speaker 4>Probably Puffy got the they got the pink cocaine, they

0:43:01.520 --> 0:43:04.600
<v Speaker 4>got all the drugs. You go to puff party, all

0:43:04.600 --> 0:43:06.920
<v Speaker 4>the girls and it's popping it.

0:43:07.160 --> 0:43:07.239
<v Speaker 3>You.

0:43:07.360 --> 0:43:10.120
<v Speaker 4>We heard white people didn't hear that. Only the white

0:43:10.120 --> 0:43:11.759
<v Speaker 4>people that went to the parties that knew it. But

0:43:11.800 --> 0:43:13.839
<v Speaker 4>the average white kid thought of Puff as the hero

0:43:14.040 --> 0:43:16.160
<v Speaker 4>or Oj as a hero. That's why they be so

0:43:16.239 --> 0:43:20.160
<v Speaker 4>disappointed in these moments. And then that shame sets in.

0:43:21.160 --> 0:43:21.600
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm.

0:43:22.920 --> 0:43:24.160
<v Speaker 2>Gots to be more careful.

0:43:24.840 --> 0:43:26.000
<v Speaker 5>Then that shame sets in.

0:43:28.280 --> 0:43:31.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm not I don't have shame, So this I have shame.

0:43:32.080 --> 0:43:37.120
<v Speaker 1>Any shame I do have, Okay, So shame is when nobody.

0:43:37.480 --> 0:43:40.200
<v Speaker 1>Shame is when people know about your little things that

0:43:40.239 --> 0:43:43.360
<v Speaker 1>you do. That's when the shame comes in. Do I

0:43:43.440 --> 0:43:46.799
<v Speaker 1>have like personal shame? Not for real? It'll be some

0:43:46.840 --> 0:43:49.719
<v Speaker 1>shit like what Glasses said, Like bitch, you know to

0:43:49.760 --> 0:43:51.279
<v Speaker 1>get up and go to the gym and do all

0:43:51.320 --> 0:43:51.760
<v Speaker 1>the things.

0:43:51.960 --> 0:43:52.600
<v Speaker 6>Do you have.

0:43:52.520 --> 0:43:55.840
<v Speaker 2>Anything that you've ever done that you know, if people knew,

0:43:56.680 --> 0:43:57.799
<v Speaker 2>you might feel shame.

0:43:57.880 --> 0:44:00.279
<v Speaker 1>But once I say it out loud some girl, it's

0:44:00.400 --> 0:44:02.680
<v Speaker 1>no longer like, yeah, there's some girls that you.

0:44:02.760 --> 0:44:04.880
<v Speaker 4>Knocked down, like some girls if you said things that

0:44:04.920 --> 0:44:06.920
<v Speaker 4>you do some girls, Yeah, I'm everybody.

0:44:07.960 --> 0:44:09.920
<v Speaker 2>First, Yeah, you have shame.

0:44:10.200 --> 0:44:13.840
<v Speaker 1>So that's I talked about my crackhead first on an episode,

0:44:13.840 --> 0:44:19.160
<v Speaker 1>like he's a crackhead. Now I feel shamed, But I

0:44:19.200 --> 0:44:25.560
<v Speaker 1>had no business even then like he might have been. Yes,

0:44:27.080 --> 0:44:29.320
<v Speaker 1>And then when I was a teenager, I got pregnant

0:44:29.320 --> 0:44:31.560
<v Speaker 1>for this guy. I am a shame. That is one

0:44:31.560 --> 0:44:33.839
<v Speaker 1>thing I am ashamed of. I would never like show

0:44:33.920 --> 0:44:38.000
<v Speaker 1>somebody this person that I lit sweat on me one

0:44:38.040 --> 0:44:42.239
<v Speaker 1>time in life. Dog, I'm like thirty five years old

0:44:42.239 --> 0:44:43.920
<v Speaker 1>at the time. Now I'm in front of my mom's

0:44:43.960 --> 0:44:46.719
<v Speaker 1>house coming from out of town. I hadn't seen this

0:44:46.760 --> 0:44:50.120
<v Speaker 1>person since I was a teenager. And somebody down the

0:44:50.160 --> 0:44:54.839
<v Speaker 1>street like, Ashley, come here, what the fuck is called?

0:44:54.920 --> 0:44:57.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you're in a car. You come here, this

0:44:57.520 --> 0:45:03.080
<v Speaker 1>car reversus in this thing gets out the fucking car, dog,

0:45:03.800 --> 0:45:06.600
<v Speaker 1>and he like walking and pulling his pants up still

0:45:07.600 --> 0:45:11.040
<v Speaker 1>like a teenager, like, let's up, baby, mama.

0:45:11.760 --> 0:45:12.480
<v Speaker 2>Let me hold.

0:45:14.360 --> 0:45:16.520
<v Speaker 1>My heart dropped, let me get what you what you

0:45:16.520 --> 0:45:18.320
<v Speaker 1>got going? I gotta get your phone out. I'm like, no,

0:45:18.400 --> 0:45:20.560
<v Speaker 1>I have a family plan. Now I'm talking real boogie

0:45:20.600 --> 0:45:24.239
<v Speaker 1>and him like, nigga, you don't know me, okay, like

0:45:24.520 --> 0:45:27.400
<v Speaker 1>I had that. You don't got no kids? No, I

0:45:27.400 --> 0:45:29.800
<v Speaker 1>don't have any kids. You got kids? No lying because

0:45:29.840 --> 0:45:31.480
<v Speaker 1>my mom my sister told me she saw you in

0:45:31.520 --> 0:45:35.719
<v Speaker 1>county jail, like for child support, but just looking like

0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:41.720
<v Speaker 1>thing or it. Let him hit and body.

0:45:41.600 --> 0:45:44.880
<v Speaker 2>At eleven fifty nine on New Year's eave all my

0:45:44.960 --> 0:45:46.400
<v Speaker 2>body's getting raised for the years.

0:45:47.160 --> 0:45:52.319
<v Speaker 1>Unless that nigga die, he's still there. So now that's

0:45:52.360 --> 0:45:54.920
<v Speaker 1>why you gotta had at M for h money.

0:45:54.920 --> 0:45:55.160
<v Speaker 2>Man.

0:45:55.640 --> 0:45:57.440
<v Speaker 1>You gotta get these niggas out here, because you know,

0:45:57.520 --> 0:46:00.440
<v Speaker 1>at some point we might get like you know, super

0:46:00.520 --> 0:46:03.279
<v Speaker 1>super duper stars. It is going to be somebody that

0:46:03.360 --> 0:46:04.360
<v Speaker 1>comes out the woodwork.

0:46:07.400 --> 0:46:09.680
<v Speaker 4>And that's how we really do it. Though I ain't

0:46:09.680 --> 0:46:11.279
<v Speaker 4>gonna lie, that's how we really do it.

0:46:12.480 --> 0:46:14.120
<v Speaker 1>Remember, they wait until they see you.

0:46:14.040 --> 0:46:16.160
<v Speaker 4>With your when you pop it, Yeah, you sure with

0:46:16.239 --> 0:46:19.879
<v Speaker 4>something you're like, yeah, that was me. That's that's why,

0:46:19.920 --> 0:46:22.239
<v Speaker 4>like when you date a girl, you feel me like

0:46:22.680 --> 0:46:25.000
<v Speaker 4>you she don't realize everything she did in the past.

0:46:25.080 --> 0:46:28.400
<v Speaker 4>You inherit because if it's the wrong type of dude,

0:46:28.680 --> 0:46:32.080
<v Speaker 4>he gonna let especially if it's on your status. Like

0:46:32.120 --> 0:46:34.040
<v Speaker 4>one thing I've always tried to do is never be

0:46:34.080 --> 0:46:36.680
<v Speaker 4>an embarrassment for a woman. Like if she says she

0:46:36.719 --> 0:46:38.480
<v Speaker 4>fuck with me as always, I don't give fucking she

0:46:38.520 --> 0:46:40.560
<v Speaker 4>came and with Warren Buffett after she gonna like, yeah,

0:46:40.640 --> 0:46:43.279
<v Speaker 4>nigga glasses though, you feel me like I'm gonna be

0:46:43.400 --> 0:46:45.839
<v Speaker 4>the best version of me. But man, when you get

0:46:45.880 --> 0:46:47.560
<v Speaker 4>that kind of girl and you look at the kind

0:46:47.560 --> 0:46:49.560
<v Speaker 4>of guys she slept with you like you was fucking.

0:46:49.360 --> 0:46:53.719
<v Speaker 1>Him, That's why I like to see people exes. I

0:46:53.880 --> 0:46:56.120
<v Speaker 1>like to know, like the type of women you like.

0:46:56.160 --> 0:46:59.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't like men who got a bunch of different types.

0:47:00.080 --> 0:47:00.360
<v Speaker 2>I like.

0:47:00.560 --> 0:47:03.800
<v Speaker 1>I like somebody who has like preference, you know what

0:47:03.840 --> 0:47:04.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying.

0:47:04.360 --> 0:47:13.200
<v Speaker 4>I got nurses, oscar winners, aesthetic. Like literally, I have

0:47:13.360 --> 0:47:17.080
<v Speaker 4>made it my business to explore the pantheon of women's beauty.

0:47:17.719 --> 0:47:18.799
<v Speaker 5>I'm talking about.

0:47:18.640 --> 0:47:21.799
<v Speaker 4>As short as five two or five to one, it's

0:47:21.840 --> 0:47:23.120
<v Speaker 4>tall as six foot.

0:47:22.880 --> 0:47:26.680
<v Speaker 3>Three, But do you have a preference within.

0:47:27.600 --> 0:47:31.280
<v Speaker 1>It don't matter. That's scary to me when you don't.

0:47:31.320 --> 0:47:34.480
<v Speaker 4>Care when you're young, right, you don't because really you

0:47:34.600 --> 0:47:37.560
<v Speaker 4>looking for one thing specifically when you first meet somebody. Right,

0:47:37.840 --> 0:47:40.680
<v Speaker 4>then as you get older, that one thing obviously stopped

0:47:40.719 --> 0:47:44.080
<v Speaker 4>being the most important thing, and then everything else start mattering.

0:47:44.520 --> 0:47:46.640
<v Speaker 4>But so for a long time, you know, you coming

0:47:46.640 --> 0:47:48.799
<v Speaker 4>into you know, I'm hustling you selling drugs and shit,

0:47:48.880 --> 0:47:51.520
<v Speaker 4>you hustling you girls, just you know, you kind of

0:47:51.520 --> 0:47:54.040
<v Speaker 4>getting your choice and you, you know, getting the music

0:47:54.080 --> 0:47:55.600
<v Speaker 4>business and things work out for you.

0:47:55.600 --> 0:47:56.239
<v Speaker 5>You're around us.

0:47:56.560 --> 0:47:58.439
<v Speaker 4>I'm around a little Wayne. The quarter three is out,

0:47:58.800 --> 0:48:00.640
<v Speaker 4>I'm picking you know what I'm saying.

0:48:00.719 --> 0:48:01.160
<v Speaker 5>We up.

0:48:01.600 --> 0:48:02.360
<v Speaker 2>So it's just like.

0:48:04.239 --> 0:48:06.160
<v Speaker 5>Sleep because that's really.

0:48:06.080 --> 0:48:07.759
<v Speaker 4>What else I want them to do, Like you know

0:48:07.760 --> 0:48:10.239
<v Speaker 4>what I mean, who do I want to sleep with?

0:48:10.320 --> 0:48:13.080
<v Speaker 4>So at that point, I don't have a type, Like

0:48:13.120 --> 0:48:14.000
<v Speaker 4>it'll just look.

0:48:13.840 --> 0:48:15.200
<v Speaker 1>Crazy and that's what I.

0:48:21.600 --> 0:48:22.680
<v Speaker 3>Have more.

0:48:23.920 --> 0:48:24.680
<v Speaker 6>Of a type.

0:48:24.800 --> 0:48:28.239
<v Speaker 3>But there's like there's spectrum to that, you know, so

0:48:28.280 --> 0:48:34.120
<v Speaker 3>it and like I get what he's saying and what

0:48:34.200 --> 0:48:36.439
<v Speaker 3>he's not saying. So like at this point in time,

0:48:36.560 --> 0:48:39.880
<v Speaker 3>your type is a certain type of personality compatibility.

0:48:39.880 --> 0:48:43.040
<v Speaker 6>You can't necessarily call that from across the street. So

0:48:43.080 --> 0:48:44.400
<v Speaker 6>it's more on the soft value.

0:48:44.560 --> 0:48:48.359
<v Speaker 3>It's he actually values more of what women say they

0:48:48.400 --> 0:48:49.600
<v Speaker 3>wish men valued.

0:48:50.920 --> 0:48:59.440
<v Speaker 6>Not all women. So I mean it depends.

0:48:59.080 --> 0:48:59.239
<v Speaker 1>Like.

0:49:00.719 --> 0:49:03.160
<v Speaker 2>So there's still a type, it's just not an aesthetic.

0:49:03.239 --> 0:49:05.479
<v Speaker 5>It's already I didn't have a type like.

0:49:05.480 --> 0:49:10.839
<v Speaker 1>Forever your personality profile because I feel like there's only

0:49:11.080 --> 0:49:13.600
<v Speaker 1>there's only like I want to say, like five different

0:49:13.640 --> 0:49:16.440
<v Speaker 1>profiles of five different characteristics, and you can find that

0:49:16.719 --> 0:49:22.080
<v Speaker 1>find that same characteristic and multiple people. So people aren't

0:49:22.360 --> 0:49:25.240
<v Speaker 1>like you on your show. People aren't really that unique.

0:49:25.320 --> 0:49:29.480
<v Speaker 1>So what is that thing that that those five things

0:49:29.520 --> 0:49:33.040
<v Speaker 1>that you look for that it has to be something

0:49:33.080 --> 0:49:37.719
<v Speaker 1>that attracts you to these different people and not well

0:49:38.280 --> 0:49:39.839
<v Speaker 1>you want anybody juice on you.

0:49:39.920 --> 0:49:42.960
<v Speaker 4>Like I didn't think of it like that at that time.

0:49:43.080 --> 0:49:45.960
<v Speaker 4>I didn't have We don't value ourselves. We can't make

0:49:45.960 --> 0:49:46.360
<v Speaker 4>a baby.

0:49:46.480 --> 0:49:49.200
<v Speaker 1>I always say men, men just all should value.

0:49:49.000 --> 0:49:51.239
<v Speaker 4>Y'allselves because y'all can, like you, like God, you can

0:49:51.280 --> 0:49:53.320
<v Speaker 4>make a child. You bring a child into the universe.

0:49:53.360 --> 0:49:57.000
<v Speaker 5>That's crazy. So how y'all get push you away is absolutely.

0:49:56.400 --> 0:50:00.960
<v Speaker 4>Absurd, Like you literally can carry on a niggas line like,

0:50:01.040 --> 0:50:04.120
<v Speaker 4>that's the decision you make it with this ship is ship.

0:50:04.360 --> 0:50:08.360
<v Speaker 6>We're like, we're just the world.

0:50:09.360 --> 0:50:12.239
<v Speaker 1>Wait, so do men have less shame? Of course?

0:50:12.480 --> 0:50:13.120
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely?

0:50:14.560 --> 0:50:16.399
<v Speaker 1>Why do y'all get to be shameless? Why do y'all

0:50:17.200 --> 0:50:17.759
<v Speaker 1>of the earth and.

0:50:19.880 --> 0:50:21.640
<v Speaker 3>Everybody else consequences?

0:50:23.080 --> 0:50:28.840
<v Speaker 5>That's exactly what it is. Exactly, that's what it is.

0:50:29.600 --> 0:50:33.320
<v Speaker 4>Listen. I remember growing up thinking, because like a girl

0:50:33.360 --> 0:50:37.120
<v Speaker 4>with a big ass booty with something right, and then

0:50:37.200 --> 0:50:40.080
<v Speaker 4>you get your world rocked by a skinny ass piece

0:50:40.120 --> 0:50:44.080
<v Speaker 4>of plywood. You can't judge this ship. You got to

0:50:44.200 --> 0:50:46.680
<v Speaker 4>just go with the flow and see who fuck with you?

0:50:46.960 --> 0:50:49.200
<v Speaker 4>See how y'all interact, and then you build from there.

0:50:50.680 --> 0:50:52.040
<v Speaker 2>So that's how you pick your person.

0:50:52.120 --> 0:50:56.080
<v Speaker 5>Now, well it depends like right next to me? Is

0:50:56.160 --> 0:50:57.239
<v Speaker 5>that how Like?

0:50:57.280 --> 0:51:01.040
<v Speaker 4>I don't really I don't really even even at all time,

0:51:01.080 --> 0:51:04.280
<v Speaker 4>I don't really entertain that way. I'm not really looking.

0:51:04.719 --> 0:51:09.160
<v Speaker 4>I haven't looked in twelve years. I don't look like.

0:51:09.239 --> 0:51:11.440
<v Speaker 4>We'll just interact and then if the interact has like

0:51:11.880 --> 0:51:14.919
<v Speaker 4>something there, then well you know, we'll see where it goes.

0:51:14.960 --> 0:51:18.480
<v Speaker 4>Then I'm not I've been so passed just finding something

0:51:18.560 --> 0:51:21.080
<v Speaker 4>like to sleep with. Like, now it's just do we

0:51:21.120 --> 0:51:22.960
<v Speaker 4>interact or not? Then we'll see where it go.

0:51:25.080 --> 0:51:29.719
<v Speaker 1>You sound like an adult brown as nigga. Like what

0:51:30.640 --> 0:51:31.560
<v Speaker 1>because before it.

0:51:31.480 --> 0:51:33.080
<v Speaker 2>Was just about sex, is what you're saying?

0:51:33.200 --> 0:51:37.640
<v Speaker 1>You really want men who are emotionally intelligent?

0:51:38.040 --> 0:51:38.399
<v Speaker 2>I do.

0:51:39.120 --> 0:51:40.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't think a lot of men. I don't think

0:51:40.480 --> 0:51:42.040
<v Speaker 1>a lot of women are even ready for that ship.

0:51:42.480 --> 0:51:44.360
<v Speaker 5>You do not want a nigga comany by his feelings

0:51:44.360 --> 0:51:46.560
<v Speaker 5>all the time? I do know you don't. You just

0:51:46.560 --> 0:51:47.799
<v Speaker 5>think that you want to.

0:51:47.840 --> 0:51:51.439
<v Speaker 1>Be Like who was that question?

0:51:52.080 --> 0:51:53.960
<v Speaker 3>Do you do you want a guy come and see

0:51:54.000 --> 0:51:56.960
<v Speaker 3>with his feelings all the time or whatever, because it's

0:51:57.000 --> 0:52:00.200
<v Speaker 3>an alibi for your emotional instability instead.

0:51:59.920 --> 0:52:03.120
<v Speaker 1>Of God, wait a minute, wait a minute.

0:52:05.600 --> 0:52:07.080
<v Speaker 2>No, I just want him to feel like it's a

0:52:07.120 --> 0:52:08.880
<v Speaker 2>safe space to share his feelings with me.

0:52:09.040 --> 0:52:11.120
<v Speaker 4>You don't think that's personally empowering for you to make

0:52:11.160 --> 0:52:13.080
<v Speaker 4>you feel like you have more saying control.

0:52:13.480 --> 0:52:15.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm not trying to control him. I just want to

0:52:15.400 --> 0:52:18.239
<v Speaker 2>watch share. This is my partner. I want him to

0:52:18.280 --> 0:52:20.640
<v Speaker 2>feel like he can say anything to me, especially how

0:52:20.640 --> 0:52:23.719
<v Speaker 2>he feels when you Because black men especially don't get

0:52:23.840 --> 0:52:26.480
<v Speaker 2>an outlet for their feelings, especially with other black men.

0:52:26.840 --> 0:52:29.080
<v Speaker 2>Where are you taking your feelings? You take it to me?

0:52:29.160 --> 0:52:30.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm your safe No.

0:52:30.400 --> 0:52:32.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm not your therapist.

0:52:32.120 --> 0:52:34.080
<v Speaker 2>You see, that's I'm not saying I want to be.

0:52:35.640 --> 0:52:38.440
<v Speaker 4>That's the problem because if you start, if he starts

0:52:38.440 --> 0:52:41.120
<v Speaker 4>telling you what's wrong with him, you're a therapist.

0:52:41.320 --> 0:52:44.960
<v Speaker 1>And if you start fixing them trying to find.

0:52:44.800 --> 0:52:47.200
<v Speaker 4>You heard with Shaq said, don't tell a woman you're

0:52:47.200 --> 0:52:48.520
<v Speaker 4>feeling because she's gonna bring it up.

0:52:49.360 --> 0:52:52.040
<v Speaker 1>No, that's mean people, And that's what Tammy is getting at.

0:52:52.400 --> 0:52:54.800
<v Speaker 1>I hate when and I say this a lot because

0:52:54.840 --> 0:52:59.440
<v Speaker 1>I fucking mean it. Mean people use your vulnerabilities against you.

0:52:59.480 --> 0:53:02.160
<v Speaker 1>It's not so thing that's exclusive to women, because I

0:53:02.160 --> 0:53:05.080
<v Speaker 1>have never, ever, ever, ever been with a man who

0:53:05.120 --> 0:53:08.120
<v Speaker 1>did not call me a bad head, fat bitch when

0:53:08.120 --> 0:53:09.000
<v Speaker 1>we got in an argument.

0:53:17.840 --> 0:53:18.719
<v Speaker 5>Woman, I don't.

0:53:19.000 --> 0:53:20.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't say the worship to win the argument because

0:53:20.760 --> 0:53:22.440
<v Speaker 1>I want you to love me. Lad you know what

0:53:22.440 --> 0:53:24.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. Like when I say the worst ship, I

0:53:24.600 --> 0:53:25.919
<v Speaker 1>mean that ship, dog, I don't.

0:53:28.840 --> 0:53:37.480
<v Speaker 5>When I'm working on this is why you know. This

0:53:37.560 --> 0:53:39.600
<v Speaker 5>is why you don't tell you because you're waiting.

0:53:40.800 --> 0:53:43.000
<v Speaker 2>I used to be that way. I'm working on it now.

0:53:43.239 --> 0:53:45.200
<v Speaker 2>Where I will say the worst thing, but I did.

0:53:45.640 --> 0:53:48.319
<v Speaker 1>Your woman cannot be a therapist. Dog were not, like

0:53:48.480 --> 0:53:50.880
<v Speaker 1>everybody is not. I feel like I could be a therapist, right.

0:53:50.920 --> 0:53:52.440
<v Speaker 1>I give a lot of good advice, and I may

0:53:52.480 --> 0:53:56.000
<v Speaker 1>not always take my own right, But mentioned not get

0:53:56.000 --> 0:54:00.400
<v Speaker 1>into the habit of unpacking all the ship onto and

0:54:00.440 --> 0:54:03.279
<v Speaker 1>then wanting her to use those things that he's told

0:54:03.280 --> 0:54:06.520
<v Speaker 1>her to justify bad behavior. Okay, that's fair that the

0:54:06.520 --> 0:54:09.080
<v Speaker 1>ship gets to be kind of fucked up sometimes, like, oh,

0:54:09.480 --> 0:54:12.080
<v Speaker 1>you had a bad relationship with your mom. You know

0:54:12.239 --> 0:54:15.279
<v Speaker 1>she was a bitch, right, A lot of men are

0:54:15.400 --> 0:54:17.200
<v Speaker 1>sons of bitches in a real way.

0:54:17.480 --> 0:54:18.560
<v Speaker 2>I had a slut grandmother.

0:54:19.040 --> 0:54:20.040
<v Speaker 5>I make that profanity.

0:54:20.160 --> 0:54:24.000
<v Speaker 1>You get it, okay, And you don't want to end

0:54:24.040 --> 0:54:25.200
<v Speaker 1>up with somebody like that.

0:54:26.719 --> 0:54:30.359
<v Speaker 2>Is talking about.

0:54:29.160 --> 0:54:32.200
<v Speaker 6>If I don't get affected by a single.

0:54:33.480 --> 0:54:37.760
<v Speaker 4>What about double its like great grandma and.

0:54:36.800 --> 0:54:42.960
<v Speaker 3>I My brain's only like if I have like a

0:54:43.040 --> 0:54:46.160
<v Speaker 3>large enough sample size, that would be like for you know,

0:54:46.320 --> 0:54:48.880
<v Speaker 3>state presidential polling, you know in a small state, like

0:54:48.880 --> 0:54:52.200
<v Speaker 3>they'll they'll, they'll they'll determine that Biden's trailing Trump by

0:54:52.360 --> 0:54:54.479
<v Speaker 3>five about twelve people.

0:54:54.520 --> 0:54:57.439
<v Speaker 5>So you're working off twelve month replays. I'm only twelve months.

0:54:57.440 --> 0:55:00.680
<v Speaker 3>I just like if I can observe enough data in

0:55:00.760 --> 0:55:05.640
<v Speaker 3>the aggregate to go, okay, that's happening. That's my critical

0:55:05.680 --> 0:55:09.719
<v Speaker 3>mass point. I don't take anything that just happens personally.

0:55:10.560 --> 0:55:13.200
<v Speaker 2>What's the point in having a partner if they can't

0:55:13.239 --> 0:55:15.760
<v Speaker 2>come to you with their feelings? What is the point?

0:55:15.880 --> 0:55:17.160
<v Speaker 1>But I can't always I can't.

0:55:17.680 --> 0:55:21.440
<v Speaker 2>What is the point if my partner is feeling all

0:55:21.480 --> 0:55:24.040
<v Speaker 2>these things and he's holding it in because he feels

0:55:24.040 --> 0:55:26.440
<v Speaker 2>like I'm gonna use it against him later, or he

0:55:26.560 --> 0:55:27.120
<v Speaker 2>just feels.

0:55:26.920 --> 0:55:29.759
<v Speaker 6>Like, what are you gonna do it?

0:55:30.320 --> 0:55:32.160
<v Speaker 2>What am I going to do about him not coming

0:55:32.200 --> 0:55:32.960
<v Speaker 2>to me with my feelings?

0:55:33.920 --> 0:55:36.000
<v Speaker 3>So he's got all these issues and Coach tells you about.

0:55:39.640 --> 0:55:41.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Maybe I could just be nurturing to

0:55:41.640 --> 0:55:45.200
<v Speaker 2>him in that moment if that's what he's mama, which

0:55:45.239 --> 0:55:47.520
<v Speaker 2>is really what you're Black men need nurturing, You don't

0:55:47.520 --> 0:55:48.319
<v Speaker 2>feel that's the truth.

0:55:48.520 --> 0:55:50.560
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So so you want to be somebody mama, then

0:55:50.680 --> 0:55:51.720
<v Speaker 5>that's really what I love.

0:55:51.560 --> 0:55:53.000
<v Speaker 2>Is I want to be I don't want to be

0:55:53.080 --> 0:55:55.120
<v Speaker 2>his mom, but I want to be a safe space.

0:55:57.719 --> 0:56:01.520
<v Speaker 1>And because I don't feel like becau because dog, and

0:56:01.640 --> 0:56:04.040
<v Speaker 1>I do love and I have a love that is

0:56:04.200 --> 0:56:06.640
<v Speaker 1>unconditional for him. This is somebody I'm back with now

0:56:06.760 --> 0:56:08.040
<v Speaker 1>after many years, right.

0:56:08.280 --> 0:56:10.160
<v Speaker 6>And I do have the same guy from the car

0:56:10.320 --> 0:56:10.920
<v Speaker 6>story earlier.

0:56:11.320 --> 0:56:16.399
<v Speaker 2>No, but I don't like sho.

0:56:16.800 --> 0:56:20.080
<v Speaker 1>He has unconditional love for me though, because through conversation,

0:56:20.480 --> 0:56:22.880
<v Speaker 1>Like through conversing and now I'll say like, well, what

0:56:23.000 --> 0:56:25.520
<v Speaker 1>if I did what you did, I'm the fuck up

0:56:25.520 --> 0:56:27.680
<v Speaker 1>out of here. You don't have unconditional love for me.

0:56:27.800 --> 0:56:31.960
<v Speaker 1>It's different where do When do women get unconditional love?

0:56:32.040 --> 0:56:33.799
<v Speaker 1>When do I get the grades that.

0:56:33.880 --> 0:56:38.640
<v Speaker 5>We Because you don't have to do anything women.

0:56:38.960 --> 0:56:40.520
<v Speaker 6>Men are producers. Women are consumers.

0:56:40.760 --> 0:56:41.680
<v Speaker 5>You don't have to do anything.

0:56:41.920 --> 0:56:44.640
<v Speaker 1>I feel like men consume us. They eat us alive.

0:56:44.840 --> 0:56:47.399
<v Speaker 1>You have to give a man your soul to prove

0:56:47.520 --> 0:56:51.040
<v Speaker 1>to him that you are the one. Men are predators.

0:56:51.120 --> 0:56:54.359
<v Speaker 1>Men are the consumers. Y'all suck the energy and life

0:56:54.400 --> 0:56:57.760
<v Speaker 1>out of women. That's why single bitches and live longer.

0:56:58.719 --> 0:57:01.520
<v Speaker 2>Babies. Really, y y'all don't take when y'all leave, y'all

0:57:01.560 --> 0:57:02.600
<v Speaker 2>don't take the babies with y'all.

0:57:02.640 --> 0:57:06.320
<v Speaker 4>Y'all got no shame, y'all just be round here for

0:57:06.440 --> 0:57:10.120
<v Speaker 4>that because men have families, women have children.

0:57:11.880 --> 0:57:12.880
<v Speaker 2>Who makes families?

0:57:13.120 --> 0:57:15.000
<v Speaker 5>It comes out of you first, you know what I'm saying,

0:57:15.239 --> 0:57:17.480
<v Speaker 5>We have families. You guys have children?

0:57:18.480 --> 0:57:21.680
<v Speaker 1>What the do I just saw an African man say

0:57:22.720 --> 0:57:26.520
<v Speaker 1>he said he got six baby mamas. He said three. No,

0:57:26.800 --> 0:57:29.280
<v Speaker 1>excuse me, he has six kids, three women and two

0:57:29.360 --> 0:57:32.040
<v Speaker 1>of them two of them something like. However, he was

0:57:32.080 --> 0:57:34.120
<v Speaker 1>telling how this one has two kids, so she should

0:57:34.160 --> 0:57:36.480
<v Speaker 1>be good, she shouldn't stress. This one has one kid.

0:57:36.880 --> 0:57:39.520
<v Speaker 1>You know, she shouldn't stress that much. This is and

0:57:39.640 --> 0:57:42.240
<v Speaker 1>he's like making it okay that he has now spread

0:57:42.320 --> 0:57:45.560
<v Speaker 1>hisself this thin between different households and will create a

0:57:45.640 --> 0:57:52.640
<v Speaker 1>way to justify bull shit that men have famili and

0:57:52.760 --> 0:57:53.640
<v Speaker 1>women have children.

0:57:53.840 --> 0:57:55.480
<v Speaker 5>True, we can't have children.

0:57:56.480 --> 0:57:57.840
<v Speaker 2>What do you mean you can't have children?

0:57:59.640 --> 0:58:00.800
<v Speaker 1>Know y'all, No, y'all can't.

0:58:01.080 --> 0:58:04.160
<v Speaker 2>You can't. You can't bear a child.

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<v Speaker 4>From your body, So then therefore we can't have children.

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<v Speaker 4>You can give us that's just semantics. Actually, the fact,

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<v Speaker 4>what do you mean you have.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of the probably uterus at the same time.

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<v Speaker 5>We can't have children.

0:58:23.160 --> 0:58:27.880
<v Speaker 1>You can't physically have youth, have children, birth children, But

0:58:28.040 --> 0:58:29.080
<v Speaker 1>you can have children.

0:58:29.680 --> 0:58:32.200
<v Speaker 5>They can be my child it could be my seed,

0:58:32.320 --> 0:58:33.160
<v Speaker 5>it could be myself.

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<v Speaker 2>You have children, and then we got kids. If you

0:58:37.800 --> 0:58:41.120
<v Speaker 2>make one with me, that's the goal, then now we

0:58:41.200 --> 0:58:45.160
<v Speaker 2>have a family. They really do these words at that

0:58:45.240 --> 0:58:45.800
<v Speaker 2>point it's not.

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<v Speaker 4>Words are important, his words you Thats why, that's why

0:58:50.360 --> 0:58:52.800
<v Speaker 4>you have to be that much more serious about the

0:58:52.960 --> 0:58:58.800
<v Speaker 4>decisions you make the words. Right, we cannot have children,

0:58:58.920 --> 0:59:01.800
<v Speaker 4>Yes we can. You can have a children, We can

0:59:01.880 --> 0:59:05.000
<v Speaker 4>have a family. That child can be my family. We

0:59:05.080 --> 0:59:07.200
<v Speaker 4>can be a family. That's why she just said it

0:59:07.600 --> 0:59:08.240
<v Speaker 4>a second ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Like me, you if we had kids, me, you could

0:59:11.240 --> 0:59:14.440
<v Speaker 1>never be family. You are related to them churns. So

0:59:14.560 --> 0:59:16.120
<v Speaker 1>when you leave, take them with you.

0:59:16.360 --> 0:59:19.800
<v Speaker 4>But we are family at that point, not really.

0:59:20.160 --> 0:59:22.320
<v Speaker 6>The child shows up, you can't exactly.

0:59:24.600 --> 0:59:25.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's true.

0:59:25.920 --> 0:59:28.880
<v Speaker 5>So that's why the power you you and you'll have.

0:59:29.000 --> 0:59:35.200
<v Speaker 1>Your package deliver. You can see your daddy house if you.

0:59:35.240 --> 0:59:38.880
<v Speaker 4>Can find him, mama, your mom, what he can find.

0:59:39.000 --> 0:59:44.480
<v Speaker 5>Guess what the baby gonna find your ass. The lady

0:59:44.520 --> 0:59:45.720
<v Speaker 5>gonna come hand that off a right to you.

0:59:45.840 --> 0:59:47.240
<v Speaker 4>But are you hand it to me?

0:59:47.760 --> 0:59:48.960
<v Speaker 1>Do you think that's okay? Though?

0:59:50.000 --> 0:59:53.160
<v Speaker 4>It's nature, it's not about what we like to have

0:59:53.480 --> 0:59:55.240
<v Speaker 4>or to create a false sense of balance because it

0:59:55.280 --> 0:59:56.040
<v Speaker 4>ain't really real.

0:59:56.520 --> 0:59:56.600
<v Speaker 3>Right.

0:59:56.880 --> 0:59:58.880
<v Speaker 1>You think I man should just be with the children

0:59:58.960 --> 0:59:59.880
<v Speaker 1>and mention be around.

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<v Speaker 4>No, No, I think that you should really decide who

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<v Speaker 4>the fuck you have a child for. I think you

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<v Speaker 4>gotta stop acting like we can do the exact same

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<v Speaker 4>thing and find some shame in who you're giving because

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<v Speaker 4>this is a serious decision.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not as serious for me, but it should be, though.

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<v Speaker 1>It should be as serious for men who they give

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<v Speaker 1>them by their body to you, living your body open

1:00:22.480 --> 1:00:24.840
<v Speaker 1>to all type of you. You're trying to figure out

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<v Speaker 1>why you're not as successful as you think you should be.

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<v Speaker 1>It's because of the lousy bitches that you're allowing to

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<v Speaker 1>have access to you, not you and pretending I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>talking about men.

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<v Speaker 4>Period.

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<v Speaker 1>You want some inspiration, go to the fucking strip club

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<v Speaker 1>Roads Gold and those bitches is in there getting money Tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 1>All of a sudden, your money multiplied because you got

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<v Speaker 1>this energy of the holes.

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<v Speaker 5>I totally understand what I'm saying. Ended with that, you

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<v Speaker 5>go to the.

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<v Speaker 2>Strip club, you gonta be Richard tomorrow because the hoes

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<v Speaker 2>got money, the hose got that hustling frequency.

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<v Speaker 3>The hustless strippers I've known personally, I've never met one

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<v Speaker 3>that didn't make up seven undred dollars a night, and

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<v Speaker 3>I never met one that had any money.

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<v Speaker 1>These bitches in Atlanta got that bag.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, they still got to depend on some nigga still,

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<v Speaker 4>I think.

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<v Speaker 1>Could sometimes they be getting pimped somebody else managing.

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<v Speaker 4>The truth is you, guys, body is worth much more

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<v Speaker 4>than our body in the grand scale of having children,

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<v Speaker 4>which is the ultimate purpose of sex and the greatest

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<v Speaker 4>you know reward of it all your legacy being carried on,

1:01:38.200 --> 1:01:41.040
<v Speaker 4>your DNA spread it. So if we make the same

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<v Speaker 4>decisions based off of the fact that we have equal

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<v Speaker 4>plant were not equal in this.

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<v Speaker 1>I agree. And you know when you were in our

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<v Speaker 1>show before, like we I look at comments and stuff

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<v Speaker 1>and oh, don't have him back on. I don't like

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<v Speaker 1>you know why, because women don't like being ashamed. We

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<v Speaker 1>don't like being told.

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<v Speaker 2>What to do her accountability.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to see.

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<v Speaker 2>Account Every time I hear that word, it hurts.

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<v Speaker 1>But we don't like being reprimanded. We think we are

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<v Speaker 1>above reproach. And I tell Tammy this all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>We leave relationships right without seeing the part we played

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<v Speaker 1>in the I feel like, especially a marriage, it's not winning.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you know what I'm saying. The voce is like

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<v Speaker 1>you lost, y'all lost something.

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<v Speaker 4>I am the greatest advocate of women, especially Black women

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<v Speaker 4>today in the podcast space as a man. Right. I

1:02:30.960 --> 1:02:33.560
<v Speaker 4>remember I did man in the show, right, and the

1:02:33.680 --> 1:02:35.520
<v Speaker 4>women was mad because I told them you should have

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<v Speaker 4>hold pussy till you get married. That made me the

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<v Speaker 4>villain of the show. And that's not that's whack to me,

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<v Speaker 4>right because and it's like everybody else is catering to

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<v Speaker 4>your sense of you know again, you already don't have

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<v Speaker 4>no consequence the concept until you have a child. See

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<v Speaker 4>they're not saying that. And this is where Pete will agree. Right,

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<v Speaker 4>once you have a kid, all your consequences come boom.

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<v Speaker 4>You won't have none till that point. So again, us

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<v Speaker 4>making a child, it might take me five seconds, like

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<v Speaker 4>we canna lay down in five seconds.

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<v Speaker 5>I did my part.

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<v Speaker 4>Nigga is ten months for you and I don't got

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<v Speaker 4>to do one thing, and you should make decisions knowing

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<v Speaker 4>that that's.

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<v Speaker 5>The truth, so yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>For me, I feel you know what I'm saying, But

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<v Speaker 4>I'm telling you something that no nigga gonna tell you

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<v Speaker 4>like you probably should not be giving a pussy away

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<v Speaker 4>as easy. We just don't have those consequences in that regard.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not in that regard, and that's why you need

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<v Speaker 1>more wise men and daddy's and uncles.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to go back to something that you said.

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<v Speaker 2>Though you said you didn't know strippers, they would make

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of money, but they still didn't. That's part

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<v Speaker 2>of the fins. They probably were telling you that they like,

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<v Speaker 2>why would I ever have.

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<v Speaker 4>I never.

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<v Speaker 3>And I've known them when I've had ones of her friends,

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<v Speaker 3>I've lived with them.

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<v Speaker 5>You know he's not lying.

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<v Speaker 6>This is not bullshit. They don't have anything.

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<v Speaker 5>There's no witch process.

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<v Speaker 6>They off money like you couldn't believe.

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<v Speaker 1>Like drug dealers. You know, I always this would make

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<v Speaker 1>jokes about drugs. Does they would always have the same

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<v Speaker 1>not They always had a bunch of money, right, but

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<v Speaker 1>we don't know how old ak not of money is

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<v Speaker 1>like how have you recycled or you just carrying around

1:04:09.640 --> 1:04:11.360
<v Speaker 1>the same Not for them, it's your bank account, you

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<v Speaker 1>got in your bucket. They really don't be having a

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<v Speaker 1>whole bunch of money because they spend it that business.

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<v Speaker 4>They spend it making right to save money, Like, you

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<v Speaker 4>still got to do good business even as a d boy.

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<v Speaker 4>Like some of my homeboys that's hell and successful. That

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<v Speaker 4>was hustling, million dollar dudes they were. They could have

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<v Speaker 4>ran businesses. Now, that don't mean they could take the

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<v Speaker 4>mind and then make it work somewhere else because they're

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<v Speaker 4>not as informed in those specific keys.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, all of that shit.

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<v Speaker 4>But like the homies, most people, she right, most of

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<v Speaker 4>my homies that sell drugs, like none of us.

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<v Speaker 5>Most money. I've had cent of drugs about.

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<v Speaker 3>Ninety seven thousand dollars and and that kind of money

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<v Speaker 3>because it doesn't have proper gateways. It's basically just plastic

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<v Speaker 3>gift cards. It's it's retail only money. It's not it's

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<v Speaker 3>not a tool. It's not the tool the capital is

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<v Speaker 3>made to be. It's just simply transient gift card cash.

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<v Speaker 4>So he's not tripping when he's saying, like I have

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<v Speaker 4>met a lot of strippers. I never met a risk stripper,

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<v Speaker 4>and I knew strippers. I was making good money, but

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<v Speaker 4>I never met the one that had no money. I

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<v Speaker 4>mean they might have had a band, they might have

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<v Speaker 4>had a little apartment, they might have asked some bag

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<v Speaker 4>but they ain't never had no money.

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<v Speaker 3>The only time that they get money is when they

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<v Speaker 3>transitioned out to being RNs, and some of them.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't make it there. They'd be in CNA.

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<v Speaker 5>Because money is not just like that's his point. I

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<v Speaker 5>think too, that's dope. I never thought about that.

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<v Speaker 4>Money is not just the currency on your end, right,

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<v Speaker 4>It's the way americuld treat you. It's the way you

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<v Speaker 4>position a dollar itself. It's the way you could leverage

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<v Speaker 4>the dollar for more. And when you in a dope game,

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<v Speaker 4>you can't.

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<v Speaker 6>I didn't even need to ask if you read a

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<v Speaker 6>Scandal of Money yet I know you haven't.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, exactly what.

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<v Speaker 1>Is it talking about. It's a book about the creation

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<v Speaker 1>of the system.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it's about the theory of what money actually is.

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<v Speaker 3>A currency, it's a it's a measuring stick.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a metric.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not it's not representative of wealth. It's a measurement

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<v Speaker 3>of wealth and value. It's a definition of value. Is

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<v Speaker 3>where money's gone wrong? Where baseless currencies and floating currencies,

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<v Speaker 3>all that kind of stuff. It's just a myth that

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<v Speaker 3>kind of stuff.

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<v Speaker 6>No, it's it's a ruler. It's a tool like anything else.

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<v Speaker 2>When bigcoin came out, I just could not wrap my

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<v Speaker 2>mind around what the fuck it was like. At one

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<v Speaker 2>point dollar, the dollar had gold or silver to back it, right,

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<v Speaker 2>So bitcoin is just an idea and people put value

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<v Speaker 2>to it.

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<v Speaker 1>The dollar is an idea now because it's no longer

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<v Speaker 1>backed by gold and silver, so now we are giving

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<v Speaker 1>it the value it has. That's why I'm pissed about

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<v Speaker 1>my fucking stocks today, and I've been nervous all this time.

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<v Speaker 4>Remember the money, the money that we even use now, right,

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<v Speaker 4>Abraham Lincoln started putting that money.

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<v Speaker 5>It wasn't green bags like it's it's it's some ship.

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<v Speaker 5>It's some ship.

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, so having that paper.

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<v Speaker 3>That simultaneously when you're in bad city of economy, when

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<v Speaker 3>everything is going up at the same time, that means

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<v Speaker 3>the measuring sticks going down exactly.

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<v Speaker 6>You shouldn't have.

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<v Speaker 3>Tech stocks, energy stocks, real estate, gold bonds, everything, everything

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<v Speaker 3>is going up against the dollar.

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<v Speaker 4>So yeah, strip that's why strippers really dealing shame. Whether

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<v Speaker 4>you know it or not, they really still be trying

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<v Speaker 4>to find somebody rich. Risk people don't try to find

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<v Speaker 4>somebody rich, they just find.

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<v Speaker 1>Somebody that's true.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, m hmm, unless you're white, white rich people.

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<v Speaker 5>White show to find other white rich people so they

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<v Speaker 5>can get richer.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we should.

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<v Speaker 5>All women would not get chos at all.

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<v Speaker 4>If women got choles all their monetary value, it would

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<v Speaker 4>be bad if me and got chols.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why you just lies. Like my homegirl yesterday, she

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<v Speaker 1>said a guy, this guy she was talking to, told her,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I thought yesterday I thought about something. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know nothing about your past. And she was very

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<v Speaker 1>offended by that, Like why you need to know anything

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<v Speaker 1>about my past? Like what are you now? Like are

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<v Speaker 1>you inquiring about me around town now or something like that?

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<v Speaker 5>I'm crying, Like.

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<v Speaker 1>You ask your niggas about her now?

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<v Speaker 6>We need a credit check?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, don't be checking my whole facts because listen, but

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<v Speaker 1>I like dick facts. I like to see who you

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<v Speaker 1>were with before, right, because I just don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>fuck behind certain bitches. I don't want to fuck you

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<v Speaker 1>behind her.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't like how she looks.

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<v Speaker 1>She looks stink like I don't want to do it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like I seen guys, baby Mama, I messed around and

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<v Speaker 1>get turned off. I'm turned off from you now because

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<v Speaker 1>I saw what you actually are used to and that's

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<v Speaker 1>why I said men with money, y'all should have access

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<v Speaker 1>to the win mean you had access to before you

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<v Speaker 1>got the bag. So I feel, okay, let me see

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<v Speaker 1>your first baby, mama. That's how you know who you're

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<v Speaker 1>dealing with.

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<v Speaker 5>I do not change.

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<v Speaker 4>I don never. I don't think I'm too good for

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<v Speaker 4>no woman, as long as she got something to offer,

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<v Speaker 4>Like her mind is cooled, we cool.

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<v Speaker 5>I look a she grew up right where I grew up.

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<v Speaker 5>At her she live in Beverly Hills.

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<v Speaker 4>They all the same. It's the same Tams. We're going

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<v Speaker 4>to the same Tams. Like I'll take no lie to

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<v Speaker 4>a different brand name on it.

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<v Speaker 5>I took wealthy women.

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<v Speaker 4>I took wealthy women to the burger stand and content,

1:09:34.000 --> 1:09:37.240
<v Speaker 4>and I took ghetto girls to the best restaurants at

1:09:37.240 --> 1:09:40.639
<v Speaker 4>Beverly Hills. I just try to make people experience better,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I'm saying, Like you experience life. I remember,

1:09:45.200 --> 1:09:46.840
<v Speaker 4>oh man, if I told her she'd be hot. But

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<v Speaker 4>this one lady who wanted Grammy right, she she was

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<v Speaker 4>like into me. I think she just like a crip

1:09:51.960 --> 1:09:58.680
<v Speaker 4>fetish or something. She used to get disappointed when she

1:09:58.760 --> 1:09:59.320
<v Speaker 4>found out I.

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<v Speaker 6>Read and sh I swear.

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<v Speaker 2>I've seen the movie American American Fiction. Nobody's seen that.

1:10:07.960 --> 1:10:11.080
<v Speaker 2>It's about this black author. He's very intelligent, but his

1:10:11.160 --> 1:10:14.120
<v Speaker 2>books won't sell and then he starts making this literature

1:10:14.200 --> 1:10:17.360
<v Speaker 2>that's like very ghetto and he had to become this

1:10:17.600 --> 1:10:21.639
<v Speaker 2>very ghetto like just out fresh out of prison. And yeah, Donald,

1:10:23.000 --> 1:10:26.320
<v Speaker 2>the white people were like, they was like, what do

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<v Speaker 2>you want to call it? He was like, we'll call

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<v Speaker 2>it fuck, like that's what he named and they were like,

1:10:31.400 --> 1:10:32.000
<v Speaker 2>we love it.

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<v Speaker 6>This is amazing and it's so real.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so that's basically no.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, she was just into it.

1:10:40.360 --> 1:10:42.479
<v Speaker 4>She was just like into it and shit, so when

1:10:42.520 --> 1:10:45.920
<v Speaker 4>we I ain't gonna lie. I'm always sober, so I

1:10:46.040 --> 1:10:47.840
<v Speaker 4>signed everything up really fast.

1:10:48.240 --> 1:10:49.880
<v Speaker 5>So I seen what she was into. And I remember

1:10:49.920 --> 1:10:51.439
<v Speaker 5>I picked her up in my Lowrider and all that.

1:10:51.600 --> 1:10:54.000
<v Speaker 4>I brought her to This is my favorite spot, TAM's

1:10:54.000 --> 1:10:57.120
<v Speaker 4>on Long Beach Boulevard right and trumping, and she.

1:10:57.360 --> 1:11:00.559
<v Speaker 5>Was just so blown. It made her day. It made

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<v Speaker 5>her day. She thought it was just like the greatest

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<v Speaker 5>thing in the world.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a hood spot. Yes, I went to the gett.

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<v Speaker 5>You know what I'm saying. So it's like you got

1:11:10.680 --> 1:11:13.120
<v Speaker 5>to know what people want from you, and then is

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<v Speaker 5>your job to over deliver.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, So I need everybody to share something that

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<v Speaker 2>they are ashamed of.

1:11:23.200 --> 1:11:25.000
<v Speaker 1>I already told y'all, I'm ashamed of that, Nigga, I

1:11:25.080 --> 1:11:28.519
<v Speaker 1>was pregnant. You already saw that. That's my shame.

1:11:28.680 --> 1:11:29.720
<v Speaker 2>That's the only shame you have.

1:11:32.360 --> 1:11:35.000
<v Speaker 1>Yes, that I would like to say and not be

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<v Speaker 1>publicly shamed about.

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<v Speaker 2>That's so one shame.

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<v Speaker 1>So when I thought about I thought about this this

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<v Speaker 1>topic a couple of weeks ago, but I explained it

1:11:43.439 --> 1:11:45.519
<v Speaker 1>better maybe last night where we can have a conversation

1:11:45.640 --> 1:11:48.160
<v Speaker 1>about it. But I told Tam and her homegirl, like

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<v Speaker 1>one of the things I'm ashamed of. But I've since

1:11:52.040 --> 1:11:54.880
<v Speaker 1>learned other bitches do it too. Okay, when we use

1:11:54.920 --> 1:11:58.160
<v Speaker 1>public restrooms, we have to scott squat and sometimes the

1:11:58.320 --> 1:12:02.760
<v Speaker 1>aim ain't always like on points. Okay, So if I

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<v Speaker 1>pee on the toilet seat a little bit, I'm going

1:12:06.560 --> 1:12:09.280
<v Speaker 1>to use the toilet tissue like first to wipe my

1:12:09.800 --> 1:12:13.040
<v Speaker 1>wife wife first, and then I might you know, pat

1:12:13.120 --> 1:12:15.559
<v Speaker 1>pat with the same tissue to clean the pea off

1:12:15.600 --> 1:12:18.680
<v Speaker 1>the toilet. I was like, we all do that, right,

1:12:19.160 --> 1:12:21.439
<v Speaker 1>and I feel like it's the person who comes behind

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<v Speaker 1>me to use the restroom. To be mindful, bitch, don't

1:12:24.439 --> 1:12:26.280
<v Speaker 1>set your nasty ass on that toilet, because it's like

1:12:26.320 --> 1:12:29.160
<v Speaker 1>the whole thing is to a pair clean, but that

1:12:29.240 --> 1:12:31.400
<v Speaker 1>ship is dirty as hell, full of shame.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, alright, here's mine. Does anybody else want to go first?

1:12:43.000 --> 1:12:45.960
<v Speaker 2>Brought up? You wanted to do this?

1:12:46.320 --> 1:12:46.559
<v Speaker 1>Okay?

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<v Speaker 3>Go?

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<v Speaker 1>Alright? It was.

1:12:52.479 --> 1:12:53.960
<v Speaker 2>It went to this Mexican restaurant.

1:12:54.040 --> 1:12:58.880
<v Speaker 5>Oh my god, delicious bean deal. This is getting worse.

1:13:00.040 --> 1:13:02.479
<v Speaker 1>We went to the club and we had hookah.

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<v Speaker 5>Something about the hookah and Mexican for crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>I shoot in the club, ya the club?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I took a ship in the bathroom, though.

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<v Speaker 2>Right in the bathroom, not like at the section. I

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<v Speaker 2>just so you're I'm never at the club.

1:13:25.720 --> 1:13:31.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm pooped in a club. Look, I'm a I cannot

1:13:31.720 --> 1:13:32.479
<v Speaker 1>believe it too that.

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<v Speaker 6>You went to the restroom in the restroom.

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<v Speaker 5>White people.

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<v Speaker 4>You see what I said, White people just like to

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<v Speaker 4>use the restaroom.

1:13:44.720 --> 1:13:48.000
<v Speaker 1>He got. You took a ship in the club. You

1:13:48.080 --> 1:13:51.800
<v Speaker 1>can't make a party like regular. I can't take a

1:13:51.840 --> 1:13:53.040
<v Speaker 1>ship without taking a shower.

1:13:54.360 --> 1:13:56.800
<v Speaker 2>I came back and enjoyed my night and shipped a

1:13:57.080 --> 1:13:57.639
<v Speaker 2>different levels.

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<v Speaker 6>Did you take anybody home that night?

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<v Speaker 1>No? I why the fuck?

1:14:06.240 --> 1:14:07.439
<v Speaker 2>Everybody naked over here?

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<v Speaker 5>Dog?

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<v Speaker 1>What is happening? We stayed? We saw naked bitches all

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<v Speaker 1>day with no shame, with no shame.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so all right, I told you all my story.

1:14:16.479 --> 1:14:19.519
<v Speaker 2>Like judge me if you will, come on Jesus.

1:14:19.600 --> 1:14:22.880
<v Speaker 3>The last time I embarked on a shame derived monologue,

1:14:23.400 --> 1:14:30.800
<v Speaker 3>we got suicide watch emails. So I don't even know

1:14:30.920 --> 1:14:33.080
<v Speaker 3>my whole life is defined by shame. I mean, like

1:14:33.720 --> 1:14:35.720
<v Speaker 3>you want like a like a funny shame story, or.

1:14:35.840 --> 1:14:39.640
<v Speaker 1>Like like just okay, maybe think about some ship, that

1:14:40.280 --> 1:14:42.240
<v Speaker 1>some ship, that something.

1:14:42.880 --> 1:14:45.519
<v Speaker 5>Ship from here on now, think about you.

1:14:45.680 --> 1:14:46.080
<v Speaker 2>Look at me?

1:14:47.320 --> 1:14:50.560
<v Speaker 1>Uh, just something you don't want people to know. If something.

1:14:52.560 --> 1:14:55.000
<v Speaker 6>No one knows me anyhow, anybody that knows me knows

1:14:55.120 --> 1:14:55.599
<v Speaker 6>my ship.

1:14:56.760 --> 1:14:59.040
<v Speaker 3>No one that doesn't know me just doesn't know me.

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<v Speaker 2>Stop looking at me.

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<v Speaker 6>Sorry? No, I mean probably my worst is just like

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<v Speaker 6>a myroadly.

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<v Speaker 3>Long through my twenties situation, just.

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<v Speaker 6>Just like perpetually finding myself.

1:15:21.640 --> 1:15:24.639
<v Speaker 3>Having woken up from drunken stupors and places I didn't

1:15:24.680 --> 1:15:26.320
<v Speaker 3>know where the hell they were, how I got there,

1:15:26.640 --> 1:15:29.599
<v Speaker 3>and then having to go go backtrack like myself into

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<v Speaker 3>coherent functionality, like how the fuck where am I? Who is?

1:15:34.880 --> 1:15:37.040
<v Speaker 6>How the fuck did I get here? No, it wouldn't

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<v Speaker 6>even be like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh you would just be like on your streets somewhere like.

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<v Speaker 6>But I be like, oh, ship, where's my phone? My

1:15:46.600 --> 1:15:50.760
<v Speaker 6>phone's gone, I don't know where I am. I gotta

1:15:50.760 --> 1:15:51.680
<v Speaker 6>go find where my car is.

1:15:51.720 --> 1:15:53.760
<v Speaker 3>I gotta get my wallet back, all this other type

1:15:53.760 --> 1:15:56.439
<v Speaker 3>of ship and then oh, ship, did I am? I

1:15:56.479 --> 1:15:58.439
<v Speaker 3>gonna get arrested when I go outside, Like do I

1:15:58.560 --> 1:16:00.760
<v Speaker 3>did I do something? Did somebody? It's gonna be somebody

1:16:00.800 --> 1:16:03.000
<v Speaker 3>after me, like all this type of shit, having to

1:16:03.040 --> 1:16:04.840
<v Speaker 3>try to backtrack it, And then the worst part of

1:16:04.920 --> 1:16:07.400
<v Speaker 3>it is getting the phone and you gotta look on

1:16:07.439 --> 1:16:11.759
<v Speaker 3>the phone. I got a call somebody who was around

1:16:11.840 --> 1:16:15.280
<v Speaker 3>last night, so I can do a responsibility check to

1:16:15.360 --> 1:16:17.439
<v Speaker 3>make sure that I gotta know, you know, for something

1:16:17.439 --> 1:16:18.000
<v Speaker 3>I gotta deal with.

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<v Speaker 6>It's very very serious.

1:16:20.200 --> 1:16:27.519
<v Speaker 3>And those calls, those like eleven, am, oh you're alive, Yes,

1:16:27.880 --> 1:16:32.600
<v Speaker 3>don't rub it in. He's gonna be last night that

1:16:32.760 --> 1:16:36.120
<v Speaker 3>I gotta really really really really answered any fires, No, none,

1:16:36.240 --> 1:16:40.320
<v Speaker 3>just the usual all right, goodness, Have you ever had.

1:16:40.240 --> 1:16:41.880
<v Speaker 2>Any fires to put out though.

1:16:44.400 --> 1:16:46.439
<v Speaker 1>Not showing up at a girlfriend you got married to

1:16:46.640 --> 1:16:48.599
<v Speaker 1>stripper last night kind of ship.

1:16:49.240 --> 1:16:50.639
<v Speaker 6>Nah, that wouldn't have been that big a deal.

1:16:52.240 --> 1:16:55.080
<v Speaker 1>So he would be a good hangover right character.

1:16:55.520 --> 1:16:58.400
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, I would be like me

1:16:58.560 --> 1:17:01.040
<v Speaker 3>and the hangover would be like the Asian dude in

1:17:01.080 --> 1:17:07.840
<v Speaker 3>the Hangover sequel, just like, but I don't do drugs.

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<v Speaker 6>It's just it's just purely alcohol.

1:17:10.120 --> 1:17:15.519
<v Speaker 1>The spirit. So you basically listen, you were walking your

1:17:15.560 --> 1:17:18.320
<v Speaker 1>whole twenties basically like a spirit can kind of walk

1:17:18.360 --> 1:17:20.760
<v Speaker 1>into your ship and had you you just getting animated

1:17:20.840 --> 1:17:21.519
<v Speaker 1>all over town.

1:17:21.720 --> 1:17:23.760
<v Speaker 6>Not my whole twenties. It was like late teens in

1:17:23.800 --> 1:17:24.519
<v Speaker 6>the early twenties.

1:17:24.560 --> 1:17:27.240
<v Speaker 3>And then there would be like an occasional relaptic moment

1:17:27.439 --> 1:17:30.439
<v Speaker 3>that just became't you know, further and further spaced out

1:17:30.479 --> 1:17:32.080
<v Speaker 3>as I went out out of my twenties.

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<v Speaker 2>Mmmm.

1:17:34.960 --> 1:17:36.800
<v Speaker 1>I think I was the drunkest in my twenties two.

1:17:37.000 --> 1:17:38.680
<v Speaker 1>And I think about it now as like, why the

1:17:38.720 --> 1:17:43.240
<v Speaker 1>fuck was I drinking that much in college? That's why

1:17:43.439 --> 1:17:44.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't drink a mecca.

1:17:44.960 --> 1:17:47.800
<v Speaker 3>I did have one fire and it turned out to

1:17:47.880 --> 1:17:49.680
<v Speaker 3>be kind of a faux fire, and it turned into

1:17:49.720 --> 1:17:52.920
<v Speaker 3>a really messed up situation. Like my whole, like my

1:17:53.040 --> 1:17:55.280
<v Speaker 3>last year of high school was like your whole What

1:17:55.960 --> 1:17:56.880
<v Speaker 3>was my whole last year.

1:17:56.760 --> 1:17:57.320
<v Speaker 1>Of high school?

1:17:57.560 --> 1:18:04.120
<v Speaker 3>W h O from like whatever prom like eleventh grade,

1:18:04.200 --> 1:18:07.160
<v Speaker 3>Like I I hadn't hardly drank that many times before

1:18:07.240 --> 1:18:08.720
<v Speaker 3>like that in my life, but like I drank too

1:18:08.760 --> 1:18:10.719
<v Speaker 3>much of some like since I said.

1:18:10.560 --> 1:18:11.160
<v Speaker 4>Like like.

1:18:13.040 --> 1:18:16.360
<v Speaker 3>Fireball, the story of what I did some girl became

1:18:16.680 --> 1:18:17.400
<v Speaker 3>very opaque.

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<v Speaker 6>And I'm like that sounds like bullshit, but I was.

1:18:22.640 --> 1:18:23.760
<v Speaker 6>I can't, I can't argue.

1:18:23.760 --> 1:18:25.800
<v Speaker 3>I'm not in a position to are you pushed back

1:18:25.960 --> 1:18:30.320
<v Speaker 3>to anybody? But the story kids just kept ballooning. And

1:18:30.520 --> 1:18:34.400
<v Speaker 3>so for oh like a long time, like years in

1:18:34.520 --> 1:18:36.479
<v Speaker 3>my hometown, like there was there was a lot of

1:18:36.720 --> 1:18:39.160
<v Speaker 3>that on me and all my reputation and how people

1:18:39.160 --> 1:18:40.559
<v Speaker 3>have viewed me and saw me whatever. And I think

1:18:40.600 --> 1:18:43.040
<v Speaker 3>probably like seven or eight years later, I bumped into

1:18:43.080 --> 1:18:44.920
<v Speaker 3>this girl and I was friends with her sisters, sister's friends,

1:18:44.960 --> 1:18:49.000
<v Speaker 3>whatever else. And but I hadn't really gone when I

1:18:49.040 --> 1:18:50.600
<v Speaker 3>got out of high school. I really just didn't go

1:18:50.760 --> 1:18:52.400
<v Speaker 3>back there. And so I was sitting there and I

1:18:52.439 --> 1:18:55.720
<v Speaker 3>was probably in my late twenties whatever, and.

1:18:55.760 --> 1:18:56.439
<v Speaker 6>This girl was like.

1:18:58.520 --> 1:19:00.080
<v Speaker 3>It was like it was like an awkwardly sound. I

1:19:00.160 --> 1:19:01.360
<v Speaker 3>was like, hey, you know, I don't think I've ever

1:19:01.400 --> 1:19:02.600
<v Speaker 3>got a chance to talk to you. I was like,

1:19:02.680 --> 1:19:05.559
<v Speaker 3>you know, whatever happened. She was like, oh, I mean

1:19:05.640 --> 1:19:07.719
<v Speaker 3>nothing like really happened. It just kind of got blown

1:19:07.720 --> 1:19:08.439
<v Speaker 3>with out of proportion.

1:19:08.600 --> 1:19:11.280
<v Speaker 6>And then no, no, no, and I'm like, huh.

1:19:13.000 --> 1:19:17.280
<v Speaker 3>I got blown out of proportion. It depended like like

1:19:17.439 --> 1:19:19.320
<v Speaker 3>my nose broke, Like you said, my nose broke. Sure,

1:19:19.560 --> 1:19:21.560
<v Speaker 3>some dude got pissed me the party was friends with

1:19:21.600 --> 1:19:23.800
<v Speaker 3>that girl and he was like drunk and trying to

1:19:23.800 --> 1:19:26.800
<v Speaker 3>start to fight with some ship and like, I'm more

1:19:27.200 --> 1:19:29.160
<v Speaker 3>the type I'm more worried about winning a fight than

1:19:29.200 --> 1:19:29.760
<v Speaker 3>losing a fight.

1:19:30.000 --> 1:19:30.320
<v Speaker 1>Mm hm.

1:19:30.720 --> 1:19:32.320
<v Speaker 3>So I wasn't too worried about him, but he and

1:19:32.400 --> 1:19:34.519
<v Speaker 3>I was like, I'm a rollless dude. And then he

1:19:34.560 --> 1:19:36.080
<v Speaker 3>said something about that and I was like, oh, if

1:19:36.080 --> 1:19:38.479
<v Speaker 3>he wants to punch me and then over that, then I'll,

1:19:38.560 --> 1:19:39.840
<v Speaker 3>you know whatever, I'll take it.

1:19:40.280 --> 1:19:40.719
<v Speaker 6>So I didn't.

1:19:40.760 --> 1:19:43.920
<v Speaker 3>I didn't, I didn't throw punched. I let him take

1:19:43.960 --> 1:19:45.719
<v Speaker 3>off and get get a couple and I just slipped

1:19:45.760 --> 1:19:47.600
<v Speaker 3>like five or six and somebody grabbed or whatever. But

1:19:47.720 --> 1:19:49.960
<v Speaker 3>like when I was done letting him hit me, he

1:19:49.960 --> 1:19:50.719
<v Speaker 3>didn't hit me again.

1:19:50.880 --> 1:19:53.800
<v Speaker 5>Like I had to walk with that label. So like

1:19:54.200 --> 1:19:59.360
<v Speaker 5>for a while it was like, Lael, well that what

1:19:59.479 --> 1:19:59.800
<v Speaker 5>it was.

1:20:00.200 --> 1:20:00.640
<v Speaker 3>I had like.

1:20:02.720 --> 1:20:03.040
<v Speaker 6>Hit her.

1:20:03.120 --> 1:20:04.640
<v Speaker 3>Then it was like I beat her. Then it was

1:20:04.720 --> 1:20:06.400
<v Speaker 3>like I beat her and pulled her into a closet

1:20:06.400 --> 1:20:09.040
<v Speaker 3>and tried to rape. It was like anybody who told

1:20:09.120 --> 1:20:12.240
<v Speaker 3>the thing told just kept adding a new chapter's book.

1:20:12.520 --> 1:20:15.880
<v Speaker 3>And I found out it was like it was like, well, no,

1:20:16.000 --> 1:20:17.720
<v Speaker 3>you just got really mad and were like kind of

1:20:17.760 --> 1:20:19.840
<v Speaker 3>raised your voice in me. I'm like, huh.

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<v Speaker 1>But it started with her though she had to have

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<v Speaker 1>told people these stories.

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<v Speaker 5>She told somebody a simple story and it's a bunch

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<v Speaker 5>of jeph.

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<v Speaker 3>And it probably got razzled and stuff and was emotional

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<v Speaker 3>and people start.

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<v Speaker 5>Crying as he jumped on and stepped around.

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<v Speaker 6>For probably ten years, nothing happened that man. That shit sucked.

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<v Speaker 3>But that was only my own fault, because if it

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't for that, that wouldn't have gone anyway.

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<v Speaker 5>You would have traumati Yeah, like you living with the therapy.

1:20:50.680 --> 1:20:53.200
<v Speaker 2>This scarlet letter over some shit that never happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember one of my subs not substitute, but like

1:20:55.920 --> 1:20:58.479
<v Speaker 1>a tutor this after school program. I was in middle

1:20:58.520 --> 1:21:01.640
<v Speaker 1>in middle school, like sixth grade. This lady really I

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<v Speaker 1>lived with shame until I was an adult, thinking I

1:21:05.200 --> 1:21:08.559
<v Speaker 1>had done something to this lady and when she told

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<v Speaker 1>me what I supposedly did to her. So after I finished,

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<v Speaker 1>after I stopped going to the after school program, all

1:21:15.000 --> 1:21:16.640
<v Speaker 1>the kids told her. I used to talk shit about her,

1:21:16.720 --> 1:21:19.040
<v Speaker 1>like she's really the reason I started wearing eyelashes. This

1:21:19.160 --> 1:21:22.080
<v Speaker 1>lady had long, real hair, black lady, but she would

1:21:22.080 --> 1:21:25.960
<v Speaker 1>always wear lashes and I loved the lashes. So she

1:21:26.160 --> 1:21:28.160
<v Speaker 1>came to me after I stopped the program because she

1:21:28.240 --> 1:21:31.400
<v Speaker 1>lives three doors down for my mom still, and she's

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<v Speaker 1>real sick now and that's why you don't fuck with me.

1:21:33.960 --> 1:21:38.280
<v Speaker 1>So she was like, uh, she was like, yeah, you

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<v Speaker 1>told all the kids I wore weave and all this

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<v Speaker 1>weird shit, and I'm not gonna tell your mom. I'm

1:21:42.560 --> 1:21:45.880
<v Speaker 1>gonna let you tell her. So I was afraid for years,

1:21:46.080 --> 1:21:47.880
<v Speaker 1>like I felt like I really did something to her.

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<v Speaker 1>And now as an adult, I realized I ain't doing

1:21:49.640 --> 1:21:51.439
<v Speaker 1>shit to you, bitch. You might have had a couple

1:21:51.439 --> 1:21:53.840
<v Speaker 1>of tracks, and you wear fake lashes like that's the truth.

1:21:54.560 --> 1:21:56.800
<v Speaker 1>But she had me feeling like I really did because

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have them. Yes, you shame into not even

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<v Speaker 1>being themselves no more.

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<v Speaker 4>I understand adults do that.

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<v Speaker 2>Adults.

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<v Speaker 5>I thank god I was such an honorary kid.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your shame, glasses? What you shaming about? Oh you

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<v Speaker 1>already said you shamed because your ass working out, not just.

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<v Speaker 4>Working out, but just eating better. You want to know,

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<v Speaker 4>A good story is a good story about thirty two

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<v Speaker 4>thirty three years old. So this is roughly eleven years

1:22:28.200 --> 1:22:31.599
<v Speaker 4>ago forty four now, so it's thirty three thirty maybe

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<v Speaker 4>thirty three thirty four. I had met a girl, right,

1:22:35.680 --> 1:22:38.840
<v Speaker 4>and she started dming me on Instagram, right, So I

1:22:39.000 --> 1:22:41.240
<v Speaker 4>was like, you know, she she was cool. She just

1:22:41.280 --> 1:22:44.280
<v Speaker 4>talked to me. I ain't trip whatever. We ran into

1:22:44.280 --> 1:22:49.800
<v Speaker 4>each other in real life. She's like probably five foot

1:22:50.000 --> 1:22:52.160
<v Speaker 4>four eleven five to one somewhere in there. It's really

1:22:52.280 --> 1:22:57.280
<v Speaker 4>short girl, right, fatigue. She's cute, and she was just

1:22:57.439 --> 1:23:00.479
<v Speaker 4>on me. She just liked me a lot. She had

1:23:00.479 --> 1:23:03.320
<v Speaker 4>a cool personality. So I ended up sleeping with her, right.

1:23:06.120 --> 1:23:09.599
<v Speaker 4>I ended up sleeping with her, probably a little bit

1:23:09.720 --> 1:23:13.519
<v Speaker 4>more because when I was fucking with her. My dick

1:23:13.720 --> 1:23:16.720
<v Speaker 4>felt like it was sixteen inches long because she was

1:23:16.760 --> 1:23:18.479
<v Speaker 4>so tiny and her hands.

1:23:18.280 --> 1:23:23.240
<v Speaker 5>Were so little. No, she was close to it, like

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<v Speaker 5>me right short tim So I kept sleeping with her

1:23:33.920 --> 1:23:37.360
<v Speaker 5>because of like she would you feel bad?

1:23:41.120 --> 1:23:42.920
<v Speaker 2>That was it? You didn't like her, you just were

1:23:43.080 --> 1:23:44.160
<v Speaker 2>use her for her hands.

1:23:44.600 --> 1:23:46.920
<v Speaker 5>I have that's the truth.

1:23:48.240 --> 1:23:52.559
<v Speaker 3>I have hypothesized that that is the root cause behind

1:23:52.640 --> 1:23:57.320
<v Speaker 3>the white guy Asian girl fetish thing like since forever.

1:23:57.680 --> 1:24:00.840
<v Speaker 4>Like so don't get me wrong, like like a girl

1:24:00.960 --> 1:24:03.720
<v Speaker 4>that's regular sized, two hands is normal, but like she

1:24:03.760 --> 1:24:06.080
<v Speaker 4>would have needed like five or six hands, and it's

1:24:06.160 --> 1:24:16.320
<v Speaker 4>just I imagine this visualig felt like eighteen inches long.

1:24:16.400 --> 1:24:17.760
<v Speaker 5>And I just kept sleep with her.

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<v Speaker 1>Trying to find this.

1:24:26.120 --> 1:24:27.760
<v Speaker 2>Uh, it was this. It was this.

1:24:27.920 --> 1:24:31.559
<v Speaker 1>It's a series on Amazon and one of the characters

1:24:31.680 --> 1:24:36.240
<v Speaker 1>just passed away recently. A young guy. He looks he's biracial, dude.

1:24:36.720 --> 1:24:40.040
<v Speaker 1>But these kids have superhero It's called V something like

1:24:40.080 --> 1:24:44.880
<v Speaker 1>that V. Like all of these kids got this vaccine

1:24:45.680 --> 1:24:47.640
<v Speaker 1>at some point, like their parents signed them up for

1:24:47.680 --> 1:24:49.679
<v Speaker 1>this experiment and now they're all like in the school

1:24:49.720 --> 1:24:53.120
<v Speaker 1>together where they all have like these special powers and ship.

1:24:53.479 --> 1:24:56.280
<v Speaker 1>So one of the girls, she can make herself really big,

1:24:56.439 --> 1:24:58.719
<v Speaker 1>like giant, and then or she can get really small.

1:24:59.360 --> 1:25:03.000
<v Speaker 1>So whenever she felt depressed, she'd be You'd be looking

1:25:03.040 --> 1:25:05.000
<v Speaker 1>for her and she would be sitting right here somewhere right.

1:25:05.040 --> 1:25:08.439
<v Speaker 5>Flamed, yes, tiny, So to do it, she.

1:25:08.560 --> 1:25:11.680
<v Speaker 1>Was dating like he was acting like he liked her

1:25:11.760 --> 1:25:14.200
<v Speaker 1>so much because her fucking she was making her some

1:25:14.439 --> 1:25:18.840
<v Speaker 1>little around his dick on the on the episode, like

1:25:19.000 --> 1:25:23.400
<v Speaker 1>she's sliding down a dick, like they showed a dick.

1:25:24.960 --> 1:25:27.360
<v Speaker 2>His whole body slide and she just like holding on,

1:25:27.520 --> 1:25:30.240
<v Speaker 2>like yeah, to the left, to the left.

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<v Speaker 5>It's so shameful, so.

1:25:36.080 --> 1:25:42.040
<v Speaker 4>Shameful, woman's body. I never told that story out loud

1:25:42.520 --> 1:25:46.840
<v Speaker 4>on his wet dick. I've never told this story out loud.

1:25:46.880 --> 1:25:48.040
<v Speaker 4>So it's so fucking funny.

1:25:49.280 --> 1:25:49.600
<v Speaker 1>That was.

1:25:49.880 --> 1:25:51.519
<v Speaker 5>Now I think about it, I was like, that is

1:25:51.600 --> 1:25:52.280
<v Speaker 5>fucking hello.

1:25:52.439 --> 1:25:54.519
<v Speaker 1>So you meant to stop sucking her after the first time,

1:25:55.320 --> 1:25:55.640
<v Speaker 1>doing it.

1:25:57.320 --> 1:25:58.040
<v Speaker 5>Like right after the.

1:25:58.040 --> 1:26:01.920
<v Speaker 4>First time, because respecting my because really, because really the

1:26:02.000 --> 1:26:05.000
<v Speaker 4>reason why, because I kind of took up this, I

1:26:05.120 --> 1:26:07.120
<v Speaker 4>took up this morale point at like twenty eight I

1:26:07.200 --> 1:26:08.360
<v Speaker 4>was like, yo, if I'm not gonna be with you,

1:26:08.400 --> 1:26:10.600
<v Speaker 4>I'm not gonna sleep with you, So that kind of

1:26:10.680 --> 1:26:11.200
<v Speaker 4>changed a lot.

1:26:11.280 --> 1:26:12.600
<v Speaker 5>Right, So if I can't be with you, I'm not

1:26:12.600 --> 1:26:13.000
<v Speaker 5>gonna sleep.

1:26:13.040 --> 1:26:15.160
<v Speaker 4>Ninety nine percent of girls we interact with we can't

1:26:15.200 --> 1:26:17.400
<v Speaker 4>be with I mean, and I could tell because I'm

1:26:17.400 --> 1:26:20.040
<v Speaker 4>always sober. So like I knew I couldn't be with

1:26:20.160 --> 1:26:22.760
<v Speaker 4>her even before we slept together, so I should have

1:26:22.840 --> 1:26:25.040
<v Speaker 4>never got that far. But even once I slept with her,

1:26:25.040 --> 1:26:27.439
<v Speaker 4>I knew I shouldn't have been with her anymore because

1:26:27.439 --> 1:26:28.559
<v Speaker 4>there was no way we could be together.

1:26:28.640 --> 1:26:33.080
<v Speaker 1>That's the only time he had a sixteen incher man, I.

1:26:33.120 --> 1:26:37.920
<v Speaker 4>Felt like, Gozilla, you know what I'm saying. It's the greatest,

1:26:38.000 --> 1:26:40.240
<v Speaker 4>one of the greatest experiences we.

1:26:41.560 --> 1:26:42.160
<v Speaker 2>Have this segment.

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<v Speaker 1>I was about to say, we're going to trade it

1:26:43.840 --> 1:26:46.960
<v Speaker 1>out for the for the shame same us saying our

1:26:47.000 --> 1:26:49.880
<v Speaker 1>little shameful things. Is that a trade out for a

1:26:50.000 --> 1:26:50.679
<v Speaker 1>SIMP series?

1:26:51.280 --> 1:26:51.600
<v Speaker 4>It is?

1:26:51.880 --> 1:26:54.719
<v Speaker 2>I mean, do y'all want to tell another embarrassing moment?

1:26:54.840 --> 1:26:57.400
<v Speaker 1>Perhaps y'all got played, but since sex.

1:26:57.680 --> 1:26:58.439
<v Speaker 2>You got played by.

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<v Speaker 5>That happened a lot. I remember I took this girl down,

1:27:03.120 --> 1:27:04.960
<v Speaker 5>slept with like three four dudes on the football team,

1:27:05.040 --> 1:27:05.240
<v Speaker 5>and not.

1:27:07.080 --> 1:27:08.880
<v Speaker 2>Know you already told you that story on her show.

1:27:08.920 --> 1:27:11.920
<v Speaker 1>You gotta tell a different one that happened to you

1:27:12.080 --> 1:27:14.679
<v Speaker 1>told that before, Like, so we'll get what from Rose

1:27:14.720 --> 1:27:15.439
<v Speaker 1>Gold and I'd be it.

1:27:16.400 --> 1:27:17.160
<v Speaker 5>A girl played you?

1:27:18.400 --> 1:27:25.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, please everybody else story from high school.

1:27:25.880 --> 1:27:28.840
<v Speaker 3>I've let myself get played sometimes to prove a point

1:27:29.000 --> 1:27:30.920
<v Speaker 3>or out of usually if I get played this out

1:27:30.960 --> 1:27:34.200
<v Speaker 3>of my own arrogance where I'm like, oh whatever, if

1:27:34.240 --> 1:27:38.240
<v Speaker 3>I gotta like ben the rules a little bit to

1:27:38.479 --> 1:27:40.840
<v Speaker 3>get some more face timed her, she just she just

1:27:40.920 --> 1:27:44.439
<v Speaker 3>hasn't been around me enough long enough to like you,

1:27:44.600 --> 1:27:47.160
<v Speaker 3>to get it, to understand what's what's really you.

1:27:47.240 --> 1:27:49.599
<v Speaker 4>Know, good for her, Yeah, to understand magic.

1:27:49.720 --> 1:27:50.240
<v Speaker 6>So that's that's.

1:27:50.360 --> 1:27:53.640
<v Speaker 3>That's ninety nine and a half percent of any you know,

1:27:53.760 --> 1:27:54.479
<v Speaker 3>rude instance like that.

1:27:54.560 --> 1:27:55.599
<v Speaker 6>But this one was weird.

1:27:55.680 --> 1:27:59.680
<v Speaker 3>I've never in my life of all the scammering and

1:27:59.720 --> 1:28:02.360
<v Speaker 3>all the bullshit, all to La lifestyle, all of it

1:28:02.760 --> 1:28:06.479
<v Speaker 3>since forever, I have never ever seen anything like this

1:28:06.600 --> 1:28:10.400
<v Speaker 3>before in my entire life forty fucking years. I've known

1:28:10.439 --> 1:28:12.559
<v Speaker 3>this girl for damn like nine or ten years.

1:28:12.840 --> 1:28:16.000
<v Speaker 6>No, Mom, we go back like cool.

1:28:16.120 --> 1:28:17.560
<v Speaker 3>She's the only person that's come to visit me in

1:28:17.600 --> 1:28:19.280
<v Speaker 3>Miami since I've been in Florida, like.

1:28:20.760 --> 1:28:21.120
<v Speaker 6>Whatever.

1:28:22.000 --> 1:28:24.479
<v Speaker 3>So I get her ticket out here like last month,

1:28:26.160 --> 1:28:27.439
<v Speaker 3>and I pick her from the airport. We go to

1:28:27.479 --> 1:28:29.160
<v Speaker 3>dinner and stop off a Walmart. She buys all of

1:28:29.200 --> 1:28:31.120
<v Speaker 3>her shit or whatever. She's had some family out, she

1:28:31.240 --> 1:28:32.800
<v Speaker 3>was gonna go see her niece and some people.

1:28:32.840 --> 1:28:35.719
<v Speaker 6>Whatever. All right, cool, it's great.

1:28:35.760 --> 1:28:38.320
<v Speaker 3>So next morning, you know, she gets up, gets dressed

1:28:39.560 --> 1:28:42.519
<v Speaker 3>and goes and I shot her texting afternoon like hey,

1:28:42.520 --> 1:28:43.960
<v Speaker 3>there's this thing that's like Tako Tuesday deal.

1:28:43.960 --> 1:28:45.160
<v Speaker 6>I people want to go. I didn't want to go,

1:28:45.240 --> 1:28:48.000
<v Speaker 6>but I was like, if they wanted to go, I

1:28:48.040 --> 1:28:50.160
<v Speaker 6>don't know what we're doing. Well.

1:28:50.200 --> 1:28:53.160
<v Speaker 3>And then later in the night I got to you know,

1:28:53.680 --> 1:28:55.240
<v Speaker 3>know if you're coming back so I can let you

1:28:55.320 --> 1:28:58.760
<v Speaker 3>back in. So I texted her on here fromhere like, well,

1:28:58.760 --> 1:28:59.800
<v Speaker 3>I'm getting tired, I want to go to sleep. So

1:29:00.080 --> 1:29:03.519
<v Speaker 3>all man, bit, she blocked my number. She used you

1:29:03.600 --> 1:29:07.439
<v Speaker 3>for a flight, which is so odd because she'd been

1:29:07.520 --> 1:29:09.559
<v Speaker 3>out and stayed with me for a week twice before.

1:29:10.040 --> 1:29:11.439
<v Speaker 3>And I've not, like I said, I'm known as one

1:29:11.520 --> 1:29:12.599
<v Speaker 3>for ten years.

1:29:12.680 --> 1:29:13.920
<v Speaker 5>I told you she blocked.

1:29:14.360 --> 1:29:15.200
<v Speaker 2>I started.

1:29:16.560 --> 1:29:19.439
<v Speaker 1>Years ago, but y'all just recently started back fucking around.

1:29:20.800 --> 1:29:22.400
<v Speaker 6>No, I wouldn't night.

1:29:22.560 --> 1:29:24.360
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes it be subtle ship women make it.

1:29:26.560 --> 1:29:28.639
<v Speaker 2>Okay, alive, she is alive.

1:29:29.880 --> 1:29:31.479
<v Speaker 4>He didn't understand, but he did. I told him he

1:29:31.479 --> 1:29:32.960
<v Speaker 4>did somebody I didn't know anything.

1:29:33.080 --> 1:29:33.479
<v Speaker 5>She don't know.

1:29:34.000 --> 1:29:35.040
<v Speaker 2>She might be did.

1:29:37.760 --> 1:29:39.600
<v Speaker 6>Some dumb ship, but I didn't know.

1:29:39.840 --> 1:29:42.719
<v Speaker 1>I know for you give her your credit card number

1:29:42.720 --> 1:29:44.000
<v Speaker 1>to book the flight, or you booked it for her,

1:29:44.000 --> 1:29:49.800
<v Speaker 1>booked it. Okay, I'm just trying to did because somebody year,

1:29:50.560 --> 1:29:54.599
<v Speaker 1>it's a bath since is your bathroom good enough?

1:29:55.200 --> 1:29:55.679
<v Speaker 2>Not enough?

1:29:55.840 --> 1:29:56.240
<v Speaker 4>She did?

1:29:57.000 --> 1:29:58.160
<v Speaker 5>He did something?

1:29:59.000 --> 1:29:59.240
<v Speaker 3>She was.

1:29:59.600 --> 1:29:59.960
<v Speaker 6>It was weird.

1:30:00.000 --> 1:30:01.559
<v Speaker 3>It was like in the morning, she's talking to whoever

1:30:01.600 --> 1:30:05.439
<v Speaker 3>she's talking to, like, oh, yeah, over here, I'm at

1:30:05.479 --> 1:30:06.040
<v Speaker 3>Peter's place.

1:30:06.080 --> 1:30:07.360
<v Speaker 6>That It wasn't like she was.

1:30:07.760 --> 1:30:10.360
<v Speaker 3>Oh that was what was that? That was also was weird, like, oh,

1:30:10.479 --> 1:30:13.320
<v Speaker 3>she came out, I swooped up by some dude whoever

1:30:13.400 --> 1:30:15.960
<v Speaker 3>the fuck picked her up. When you're telling the person,

1:30:16.320 --> 1:30:18.120
<v Speaker 3>you're saying you're it was just.

1:30:19.720 --> 1:30:22.599
<v Speaker 4>You haven't spoken to her chin some picture she found something.

1:30:22.720 --> 1:30:24.160
<v Speaker 3>So nothing in the.

1:30:24.960 --> 1:30:27.320
<v Speaker 6>Place is a science She wasn't in my phone. My

1:30:27.439 --> 1:30:29.799
<v Speaker 6>place is a science lab. It's fucking sterile.

1:30:29.960 --> 1:30:31.120
<v Speaker 1>And how does this make you feel?

1:30:31.800 --> 1:30:32.360
<v Speaker 2>You feel plate?

1:30:33.240 --> 1:30:33.880
<v Speaker 6>I feel playing.

1:30:33.880 --> 1:30:35.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm just like puzzled.

1:30:35.840 --> 1:30:37.880
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I'm like, what in the living fuck? I don't mind,

1:30:37.960 --> 1:30:39.120
<v Speaker 6>Like what the you gotta do?

1:30:39.400 --> 1:30:40.880
<v Speaker 1>Ain't just asked me about the ticket?

1:30:41.040 --> 1:30:45.280
<v Speaker 6>I wasn't, So it just doesn't. It's like for for

1:30:45.400 --> 1:30:45.800
<v Speaker 6>what it was?

1:30:45.920 --> 1:30:48.320
<v Speaker 3>Like what for what was it? It was only about

1:30:48.360 --> 1:30:49.920
<v Speaker 3>one way? It was like one hundred and fifty bucks.

1:30:49.760 --> 1:30:51.960
<v Speaker 6>On what are we talking about?

1:30:52.080 --> 1:30:53.679
<v Speaker 5>He did something like he didn't do anything?

1:30:53.680 --> 1:30:55.599
<v Speaker 2>You had to? Because why, I mean, this is something

1:30:56.080 --> 1:30:58.519
<v Speaker 2>like that and fifty dollars ticket?

1:30:58.640 --> 1:31:05.640
<v Speaker 1>Is she She's one gotta be cooked. She might have

1:31:05.760 --> 1:31:08.760
<v Speaker 1>ended up on a drug binge whenever she left your house.

1:31:09.120 --> 1:31:12.040
<v Speaker 1>And she just can't even tell you what she did.

1:31:12.280 --> 1:31:17.439
<v Speaker 5>She's a shame, you know, sixty on something?

1:31:18.160 --> 1:31:20.280
<v Speaker 1>No, something happened, Yeah, something I can't tell.

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<v Speaker 3>He said, nothing happened, don't work. If something happened, it

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<v Speaker 3>was she got another dude.

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<v Speaker 4>No, she wouldn't have blocked you three sixty like that,

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah she would.

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<v Speaker 1>Why would she tell you might have your sleep dog,

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<v Speaker 1>you might have on her in your sleep.

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<v Speaker 2>No, that wouldn't talking on the phone.

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<v Speaker 5>That wouldn't have did nothing.

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<v Speaker 4>That's one of them. I saw something that that really

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<v Speaker 4>fucked me up and let me And it's not.

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<v Speaker 3>That it's like if you know someone for that fucking long,

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<v Speaker 3>then she was up my place like three hours, Like

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<v Speaker 3>you can you know what I'm saying, if you if

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<v Speaker 3>somethe on was that weird person like her, can't hide

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<v Speaker 3>that in face, you know what I mean? Like you know,

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<v Speaker 3>like if someone's if someone comes on.

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<v Speaker 1>So she wasn't seeming uncomfortable at all and no points

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<v Speaker 1>like that that.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you sure she's alive? Yeah? For sure?

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<v Speaker 1>You know they creating AIS. This is this website called

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<v Speaker 1>these People Are Not Real dot com and she could

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<v Speaker 1>be on it. You just keep hitting and refreshed and

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<v Speaker 1>a different person pops up and they don't. They're not

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<v Speaker 1>real people. So maybe they don't create the AI of

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<v Speaker 1>her on her social media doing shit.

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<v Speaker 2>She really might not be here anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>She got tyrone, I know, but I wish Okay, y'all,

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