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Speaker 1: Welcome to We Talk Back podcast, the production of iHeartRadio

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Speaker 1: and the Black Effect Networks Talk Talk Talk.

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Speaker 2: We're just two unapologetically black women with an opinion who

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Speaker 2: talks back.

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Speaker 1: What's up, y'all? Thank you for turning that for a

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Speaker 1: new episode of We Talk Fat, a show dedicated to

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Speaker 1: you big back, burly and slim bitches. Okay, this is

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Speaker 1: your co host AJ Holidays Up Tampa.

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Speaker 2: Everybody in between. She said that because we just got

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Speaker 2: finished talk about this bitch. We ain't gonna tell you

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Speaker 2: all which bitch, but one of them, one of them bitches, girl.

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Speaker 1: But I want to be one of them bitches in

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Speaker 1: between for the rest of my life. Okay, so that's

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Speaker 1: my goal.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I've been. I've been on every area of the spectrum.

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Speaker 2: I've been a big back, burly bitch. I've been a

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Speaker 2: skinny bitch and now finally visiting the in between. Kind

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Speaker 2: of my back still kind of linebackery, but it's getting smaller.

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Speaker 1: I've been a skitty bitch since like two thousand and bitch,

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Speaker 1: when I was living in Columbia. Once upon a time,

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Speaker 1: I had got real slim on them bitches. Even when

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Speaker 1: I lived in Saint Louis. I was slim and healing,

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Speaker 1: and I came back South with all the bullshitsing.

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Speaker 2: Rice out this movie.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, when I'm isolated someplace by myself, I be looking

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Speaker 1: my best. It's like, as soon did you start being

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Speaker 1: around motherfuckers.

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Speaker 2: Social drinking all the time, eating, listen, I'm I think

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Speaker 2: I'm in my I'm in the best shape I've been

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Speaker 2: in in a long time. And I ain't had no

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Speaker 2: dick all year lost, And I think that might be

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Speaker 2: a correlation between the two.

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Speaker 1: Yes, because now I really do. And you know that

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Speaker 1: sexual energy goes into your creative energy, so you just

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Speaker 1: did a little swap out, and now you're more focused

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Speaker 1: without dick cloud in your brain and dealing with men.

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Speaker 1: I saw Drezy, one of my favorite rappers. She was

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Speaker 1: on Poor Minds and she was saying how she hadn't

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Speaker 1: had sex in two months. And you know, the thing

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Speaker 1: people don't realize is that, like sex is the easy part.

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Speaker 1: It's like really getting to know the motherfucker, really finding

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Speaker 1: out people, antics and all the bullshit. That's the hard part,

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Speaker 1: and that takes time. So that's why it's okay to

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Speaker 1: wait sometimes should I think the older we get. The

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Speaker 1: longer you be waiting to small, I don't even be

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Speaker 1: I'd be good, okay. I don't gotta smash all the time,

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Speaker 1: especially when you guys.

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Speaker 2: I miss it. I watched this dude on Snapchat and

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Speaker 2: he posts his dick every morning, and I that's my

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Speaker 2: morning affirmation.

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Speaker 1: That's so you be thinking, be at the gym, spend

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Speaker 1: spend classic with the beat of the song.

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Speaker 2: I miss it, but it's okay. I'll be fine with

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Speaker 2: out it till I meet me a nice, a proper suitor.

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Speaker 2: That's what I'm waiting on, the proper suitor. Shame and

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Speaker 2: not a moment before let's get in this. Oh wait,

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Speaker 2: your weekend? I do shit?

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Speaker 1: What did I do this weekend?

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Speaker 2: It was sinkle day drinko yeah.

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Speaker 1: Not single to drink sing not. I ain't do nothing.

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Speaker 1: I didn't even go off a single de mayo. I

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Speaker 1: think Saturday was raining real hard. I'd be renegging a lot, man.

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Speaker 1: It was so many different things to do this weekend.

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Speaker 1: Last weekend, I just didn't do anything. This weekend. They

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Speaker 1: had like a little Greek festival, so I might go

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Speaker 1: check that out in the city, but.

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Speaker 2: I didn't. I went out Friday night I met some

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Speaker 2: friends at a bar for a couple of drinks, but

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Speaker 2: I was home by eleven. I drank so much the

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Speaker 2: weekend before while we was in Atlanta, Like, I feel

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Speaker 2: like I drank Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Then I drink

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Speaker 2: on Tuesday. Then I drink again on Thursday. I was like,

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Speaker 2: I don't care what holiday it is this weekend, I

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Speaker 2: cannot drink another. And then I still drink on Friday

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Speaker 2: a little bit, so I was like, Saturday, Sunday, I'm

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Speaker 2: not I don't care what holiday it is. I don't

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Speaker 2: want no more.

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Speaker 1: I can't do it no more, y'all. I've been buying

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Speaker 1: Costco brand tequila. Tell me had that ship when she

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's good all day. The next sick, I was

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Speaker 2: sick to cut.

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Speaker 1: Your eyes and smoking to see I gotta choose one.

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Speaker 1: I can't do both ever, okay, and then I always

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Speaker 1: do both. Yeah, you be tripping.

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Speaker 2: I always do both, but that Costco brand and that

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Speaker 2: nigga hurt.

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Speaker 1: The next day, Kirkland Costco Kirkland brand. That should be

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Speaker 1: good as hell. You can get the anaijo okay to

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Speaker 1: kill it for thirty dollars. I like it.

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Speaker 2: It was, I mean with down smooth.

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Speaker 1: You know a lot of times you just gotta used

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Speaker 1: the back afrough math to drinking. You gotta get that

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Speaker 1: stuff out your body after you finish drinking. So if

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Speaker 1: you don't pass a by movement, it'd be like stuck

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Speaker 1: in you.

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Speaker 2: Typically, if I eat something greasy and drink a bunch

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Speaker 2: of water before I go to bed, I'll be okay

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Speaker 2: the next day. But if I if I'm eating like

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Speaker 2: how I'm eating now, it's all bad the next day.

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Speaker 2: Life feel like you need to be over.

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Speaker 1: Y'all mn, just better stop trying to act like y'all

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Speaker 1: young man. Listen, my body does not process alcohol well

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Speaker 1: like I be really fucked up. I'll ruin my whole

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Speaker 1: next day because a three drinks. So my max like

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Speaker 1: nowadays is like two drinks. That's it. That's who drinks. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's enough to where the drunk people around me don't

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Speaker 1: annoy me. I'm enough, Like I got enough in my

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Speaker 1: system to deal with somebody else's drunkenness.

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Speaker 2: That's all you drink when you go out is too drink.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't. I can't drink too much, man, I can't.

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Speaker 1: I don't be feeling good. We literally poison ourselves.

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Speaker 2: It's poison, damn just as get out and live a

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Speaker 2: little Wait a minute, hold on before it's a whole

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Speaker 2: big world out there for you to fuck up in.

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Speaker 1: Hold on before we get into stupid internet news. Did

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Speaker 1: you see how see I didn't realize this that poetic

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Speaker 1: justice coincide with Boys in the Hood. Did you realize that?

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Speaker 2: I did? I didn't. I felt like it did. It's

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Speaker 2: all some of the same bitches in the same neighborhood,

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Speaker 2: the same it felt It felt the same. It felt

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Speaker 1: The character that Regina King plays, she was like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna guess so and so the same niggas from

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Speaker 1: the cookout on Boys in the Hood to beat your ass.

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Speaker 1: That was funny. I did. I didn't realize.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I didn't. I didn't realize that. But it felt

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Speaker 2: like the same group of people, right did it?

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Speaker 1: Not know? It was just one person that was from

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Speaker 1: the other movie, which was Regina King. Everybody else, the characters.

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Speaker 2: It seemed like the same around the same time, the

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Speaker 1: Right. No, No, I never didn't feel like I never

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Speaker 1: made that connection. Until I saw that shit on social media.

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Speaker 1: You learn something new every day.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, let's get into sis. What happened girl all the show?

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Speaker 1: Oh that's what I did do this weekend? Okay, wait,

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Speaker 1: just these niggas had me in a choke hold on

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Speaker 1: Instagram and between Instagram, YouTube, the blogs, trying to see

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Speaker 1: who responded, who said what. So let's run through right quick,

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Speaker 1: just the chain of events from this last weekend. Y'all.

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Speaker 2: She talking about Kendred Lamar and dre Yes.

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Speaker 1: These niggas, one of them is a nigga appearing.

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Speaker 2: That shit had me stressed. I was I had to

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Speaker 2: log out of everybody, the whole world. I had to

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Speaker 2: log out. I was like this, I cannot consume much more.

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Speaker 1: Y'all, we gotta we talked back group chat. Okay, it's

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Speaker 1: us and our producers, and this bitch got out. I

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Speaker 1: had to create a whole separate account, a separate text thread,

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Speaker 1: so you know we can live over there. But one

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Speaker 1: motherfucker accidentally said one extra thing and bitch left the

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Speaker 1: group like I did.

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Speaker 2: And oh fucking and that's what I said, sim one

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Speaker 2: before it happened. I said, sim war more more motherfucking thing.

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Speaker 2: And see if I don't leave this group by Felipe

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Speaker 2: extent stage left.

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Speaker 1: What team y'all think, tamy On, I.

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Speaker 2: Don't have a team.

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Speaker 1: You got a team.

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Speaker 2: Listen, listen. You know if I was on the team,

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Speaker 2: it would be Team Drake. But then it got too dark.

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Speaker 2: All of it got too dark, and now I don't.

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Speaker 2: I'm on team j Cole. As much as I love Drake,

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Speaker 2: I'm TMJ Cole. Like pedophilia, child molestation, domestic violence, colorism.

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Speaker 2: It was just too much darkness. It was it was

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Speaker 2: too dark for me. Okay, No, I'm in the gym.

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Speaker 2: I'm on a light plane right now. I feel I

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Speaker 2: have too much endorphins for this.

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Speaker 1: I yeah, that girl, I dwell with the both. Okay,

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Speaker 1: light and dark over here. That's what self awareness is

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Speaker 1: when I know she can get stupid if needby and

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Speaker 1: otherwise I'm here. Okay, but yeah, Okay, So now this

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Speaker 1: whole shit been going on, Like I know for a

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Speaker 1: fact that there are some things that are not I

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Speaker 1: don't know for a fact. I'm just saying, okay, I'm

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Speaker 1: speculating there has to be more going on behind the

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Speaker 1: scenes than just these songs. Okay, because there was a

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Speaker 1: lot of vitrioll that came out in those last two

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Speaker 1: songs from Drake and from Kendrick Lamar. So from what

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Speaker 1: we know right the public the ship started on October sixth,

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Speaker 1: were first person shooting with Drake and J Cole. This

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Speaker 1: is where j Cole, I don't respect how he bowed

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Speaker 1: out because why you even on that song if you

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Speaker 1: cool with Kendrick Lamar, Because that whole song was like

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Speaker 1: a big shot at a bunch of different people. Drake

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Speaker 1: was pop pop pop pop pop. Everybody okay with lyrics

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Speaker 1: of course. Okay, right, So just March twenty seven this year, now,

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Speaker 1: Kendrick Lamar's features on Future, on Yeah Future's song like That, Okay,

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Speaker 1: everybody was going wild. I even made a little Gemini

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Speaker 1: post listen. I trust Geminis, I trust their judgment because

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Speaker 1: I know you about to go through the whole town

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Speaker 1: everything that has no no, no, no no. We don't have to,

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Speaker 1: but I mean, everybody know the last couple of days

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Speaker 1: We're songs, the last two songs not like us Okay,

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Speaker 1: we got a club banger for the summer, okay, and

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Speaker 1: then the Heart part six Drake was his response to

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Speaker 1: like that, Actually three dis not like Us? Three three

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Speaker 1: dis tracks later, No, not like us? Was j Cole

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Speaker 1: the fuck not like Us? Kendrick Lamar and then.

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Speaker 2: The Heart part six was the response.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so he basically sold Kendrick Lamar's songs too, because

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Speaker 1: Kendrick Lamar has the Heart one through five, So Drake

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Speaker 1: stole his songside the part So, I just felt like

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Speaker 1: Drake did a lot of a lot of explaining on

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Speaker 1: the part six. Now shit has gotten real because now

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Speaker 1: somebody has shot a security guard in front of Drake's

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Speaker 1: Toronto mansion. Okay, So I didn't feel like she could

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Speaker 1: get like to that type of beef. And I don't

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Speaker 1: think it's them, Okay, I think we have to. They

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Speaker 1: need to take into a sideration that it's crazy people

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Speaker 1: out here who takes this entertainment and go left with it.

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Speaker 2: All everybody's porn and feeding this dark energy. They're feeding it,

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Speaker 2: feeding it.

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Speaker 1: Feed It doesn't feel dark to me though it doesn't.

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Speaker 1: It really doesn't. The thing is is that.

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Speaker 2: Pedophilia, child molestation, domestic violence that don't feel dark to you.

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Speaker 1: Shit like this, girl. This works than in the fucking election,

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Speaker 1: But everybody beefing. I was looking forward to another response

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Speaker 2: That's what he thought he was doing, but it don't work.

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Speaker 2: Because she said that you weren't black and this was

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Speaker 1: That's and it's because it was Princeton, because if it

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Speaker 2: How dare you and then tell me I'm white and

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Speaker 2: No, You're not in But he dou double back and

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Speaker 1: The damage has already done. And see, that is the

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Speaker 1: We don't want to hear your same nigga no more? Anyway.

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Speaker 1: I feel like he can say it whatever, girl, let

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Speaker 2: Okay, yep, y'all.

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Speaker 1: Did you see that tom Brady roase the Netflix? Tom

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Speaker 2: Had to watch? First of all, that shit was about

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Speaker 2: But that shit was fun.

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Speaker 2: like kind of like the America?

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Speaker 1: It's like, yes, he fine, Now he's a nice looking man,

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, and filler and all that he better.

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Speaker 2: He said. Somebody said, you put the jis in Gazel.

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Speaker 1: Listen, I'm off for jokes, and actually like those that

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, because bitch, I got an

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Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, I would have been like, motherfucker, you went

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Speaker 2: That's why they don't have that many of them because people,

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Speaker 1: In kim K. They got on kim K two mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: Me too, pratt.

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Speaker 1: For real.

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Speaker 1: Just call me fat, you win, bitch, you win. I

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Speaker 1: So y'all, this week we're in Atlanta. Okay, and we

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Speaker 1: did collapse with one of our label mates. Okay, No

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Speaker 1: Ceilings podcast hosted buy Glasses Malone and Peter rose Gold Bass. Okay,

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Speaker 1: y'all stay tuned. We got Rose Gold, Pete and Glasses Malone.

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Speaker 1: We talked back this week, y'all. What's up.

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Speaker 5: We're in Atlanta. But y'all are good.

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Speaker 4: Like I listen to a lot more critical.

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Speaker 1: It takes a while for me to say shit, so

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Speaker 1: when I say it, I mean it, so it might

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Speaker 1: not be received and we're not getting.

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Speaker 2: These targatures problem when we're talking about.

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Speaker 4: Every last we had sponsors. We lost all our sponsors

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Speaker 4: the first show.

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Speaker 1: The first show, nobody paying attention to what the fuck

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Speaker 1: we're talking about on this show because we still got sponsors.

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Speaker 1: So it was podcasting need sponsors Man, there's a lot

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Speaker 1: of people not really making no type of checks in podcast,

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Speaker 1: and you need shame.

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Speaker 4: No, I see that's my problem, have nothing like I

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Speaker 4: have some in real life. But because I am me

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Speaker 4: publicly out in front of everybody, I don't really have

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Speaker 4: shame to the same capacity. Like I'm more shamed ashamed

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Speaker 4: of myself. Like I was telling J like, I'm a

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Speaker 4: shame that I know better and I don't do better.

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Speaker 4: That's a real shame. But I actually admit that I

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Speaker 4: know better and I don't do better.

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Speaker 1: Right, And once you say it out loud, it's no

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Speaker 1: longer something to be ashamed of.

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Speaker 5: Well, I'm still gonna be ashamed, right, because.

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Speaker 2: Then yeah, there's in turn.

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Speaker 1: And then it's public shame or other people shaming, right,

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Speaker 1: other people shaming you. So once you say the thing

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Speaker 1: and you know that you can do better, I can

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Speaker 1: see why you would still be ashamed, because, like I said,

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Speaker 1: I'd be wanting to get up earlier, but my body

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Speaker 1: won't let me. I like to be awake when everybody

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Speaker 1: else sleep. I think better and I know that about myself,

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Speaker 1: So that's just a level of self awareness. I'm asleep,

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna make some T shirts that say I love it,

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Speaker 1: lay down shit.

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Speaker 4: I didn't think.

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Speaker 2: I like, now, I keep thinking about your grandma and

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Speaker 2: I heard.

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Speaker 3: How many episodes are gonna drag this lady.

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Speaker 5: I don't know why you brought it up.

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Speaker 1: I can across the coming up.

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Speaker 4: Somebody hit me on Twitter was like that, why would

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Speaker 4: you let Pete talk about his grandmother like that?

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Speaker 5: I'm like, bro, how many times.

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Speaker 6: Do you hear? Why do you let Pete blank?

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Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 3: I feel like that's a term, that's a phrase that

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Speaker 3: I have heard come up at least a dozen times.

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Speaker 4: Probably true because I have to remind other black people

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Speaker 4: that you're white. I think people hear you talk and like,

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Speaker 4: don't get me wrong, you have a very sophisticated tone.

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Speaker 4: You could tell you know your ship, but you have

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Speaker 4: a little soul. So people think maybe you're life skinned.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, no, cuzin that's power, isn't it?

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Speaker 5: Like for.

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Speaker 4: Bro, So it's like it's intellectual Tommy, and he's going

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Speaker 4: to tell you.

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Speaker 2: How to call me that the strip club is crazy.

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Speaker 3: At Stars, there was like half a dozen of them.

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Speaker 3: Girls used to always call me Tommy and I had

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Speaker 3: never seen the show. I don't know what the fun

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Speaker 3: they were talking about for years, like three years my

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Speaker 3: name is talking about.

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Speaker 6: I'm like, no one else comes in here looks like me.

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Speaker 6: They're like, it's not a guy who comes.

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Speaker 1: In here strippers.

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Speaker 4: Mind you the strip club. He's talking about, only black people.

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Speaker 4: This is an So if y'all been to l A like,

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Speaker 4: so there's a couple of black suburbs, like Carson is

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Speaker 4: a black suburb, Guardiana is a.

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Speaker 1: Black Black people live there. I never knew.

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Speaker 5: Yes, there's people.

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Speaker 4: The strip luff he's talking about is in the black suburb.

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Speaker 3: They closed it down, but it was everybody, so it's

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Speaker 3: not it was everybody's spot man.

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Speaker 4: But he would be one of the only few people

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Speaker 4: that look like them there. It's gonna be very few

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Speaker 4: people that look like Pete that ever go there.

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Speaker 3: That might also be true.

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Speaker 4: That's why they call you time because think about if

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Speaker 4: you from where we're from, like you don't see that

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Speaker 4: many white people. It's either postman, the male man, the police, uh,

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Speaker 4: somebody serving us a poena uh white and.

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Speaker 6: Pete shame.

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Speaker 5: And Pete has not that would make no sellings, have

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Speaker 5: no shame.

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Speaker 3: But my life is defined by just an absolute, just

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Speaker 3: personal and and and public public shame.

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Speaker 6: Absolutely, yeah, yeah, we all do.

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Speaker 1: So, y'all know I like definitions. Okay, let's be the

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Speaker 1: definition of shame. Okay. So shame is a painful feeling

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Speaker 1: of humiliation or distress caused by the consciousness of wrong

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Speaker 1: or foolish behavior. She was hot with shame.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, like.

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Speaker 1: A painful feeling of humiliation. So then if you're amiliated,

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Speaker 1: that would have to be public shame because things that

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Speaker 1: you do in private you wouldn't necessarily be humiliating.

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Speaker 2: That's not true because after I finished, and I'm like,

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Speaker 2: I'm disgusting, so shameful, disgusting, it's shame.

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Speaker 1: They go ahead and hand is there? Pain great?

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Speaker 4: But I'm like, you look at yourself in the mirror.

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Speaker 5: You'll be like, you nasty girl.

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Speaker 1: Cut that off as soon as you come you come

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Speaker 1: to your senses, like pushing it away, push.

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Speaker 2: Your laptop away.

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Speaker 1: Now, I gotta hide my vibrate.

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Speaker 6: To the girl's place and have for to my place.

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Speaker 3: You got to get it there to get yourself out

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Speaker 3: of somewhere and get someone else out of your place.

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Speaker 1: This is true.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely. You couldn't just say what you're doing.

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Speaker 5: Tomorrow go too long?

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Speaker 4: That used to be my prime go too long? What

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Speaker 4: you about to do? I feel so bad?

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Speaker 2: That's so mean.

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Speaker 3: You know what?

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Speaker 5: I changed as I.

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Speaker 4: Got older, Like right when I finally hit my thirties,

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Speaker 4: I start realizing like that I really want to sleep

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Speaker 4: with the girl. So personally I used to just like

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Speaker 4: get in the shower right, I would rub one out

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Speaker 4: and then if I still wanted to call her, then

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Speaker 4: I would call her.

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Speaker 5: That pretty much fixed ninety five percent of the problem.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, that's why I always uh, I always had

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Speaker 1: this campaign when vibrators were ran by batteries. Now you

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Speaker 1: can charge and sh up with the cell phone, but

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Speaker 1: them triple double A batteries save your life. Like once

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Speaker 1: you just get one out right quick, you ain't about

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Speaker 1: to do no dumb bit shit Like you're not calling

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Speaker 1: him over.

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Speaker 5: You stop exchanging with people that's not worth.

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Speaker 1: It exactly just like your laptop. Yeah, you're just tripping

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Speaker 1: like the chemical and balanced it is fucked up right now?

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Speaker 4: Might something bad about it? Might not be be like

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Speaker 4: what ain't that bad? And then you rub when even

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Speaker 4: this is why the fuck is the scum of the earth.

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Speaker 4: I can't believe feel him but that But no, if

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Speaker 4: you really think about it. Now back to that point

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Speaker 4: with Diddy, Like so when they talk about because parties,

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Speaker 4: like that's really Now, I've been a Diddy's party. I've

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Speaker 4: never seen drugs, But I don't know if I'm probably

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Speaker 4: the person he probably want, Like let me get glasses

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Speaker 4: in the room where the drugs is, right, But I'm saying,

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Speaker 4: think about every time we talk about these type of situations,

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Speaker 4: Somewhere along the whole premise is drugs.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because they don't call alcohol for one spirits for

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Speaker 1: no reason. Right, you live in your body open and

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Speaker 1: people want to but people want to get into that frequency.

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Speaker 1: That's why they do the drugs. So is it the

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Speaker 1: drugs or does the shame come before or after?

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Speaker 2: Like, because I think it allows you to be free

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Speaker 2: and who you already are I.

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Speaker 1: Feel exactly, So that is already an element of who

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Speaker 1: you are. Once you take the drug, you don't give

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Speaker 1: a fuck who knows anymore? Or are you just trying

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Speaker 1: to limit it to the little bit of people you

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Speaker 1: lit in that room?

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Speaker 5: So are you the person you are when you hire

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Speaker 5: or are you the person you're.

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Speaker 1: I'm the same person every day online offline on drugs.

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Speaker 4: I could.

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Speaker 2: Even when I'm high, because I be freestyling when I

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Speaker 2: get high. Yeah, I turned into a rapper. Instrumentals give

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Speaker 2: them to me. But when I'm not high, I don't

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Speaker 2: want to do that.

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Speaker 5: I ain't got no bars.

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Speaker 4: I know, for I thought we was kindred spirit. I

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Speaker 4: could tell that like straightforward and it's like it's honest.

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Speaker 4: It ain't about like one up in people. But I

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Speaker 4: think that's because I walk out every day as myself exactly.

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Speaker 1: And I think in this world now it's like not

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Speaker 1: cool to be yourself. And I mean when I say.

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Speaker 4: Be your no social currency being yourself, yes.

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Speaker 1: It's nothing social. People have a problem with you being yourself.

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Speaker 1: So that's why why I feel like so shame is

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Speaker 1: necessary and then it's not necessary at the same time,

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Speaker 1: like I don't want to publicly shame people for however

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Speaker 1: it is that they present. I can be very judgmental, but.

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Speaker 2: I don't want the difference.

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Speaker 1: I feel shame publicly shame in somebody, Like when I

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Speaker 1: see people calm, it's like, bitch, did you brush your

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Speaker 1: teeth before your publicly trying to shame this person? Like

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Speaker 1: your comment makes you look crazier than the person you're

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Speaker 1: comment and on. You see what I'm saying.

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Speaker 4: But social media gave everybody in their mind a voice. Really,

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Speaker 4: they had a voice tell people shoul shut the fuck up.

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Speaker 3: Well.

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Speaker 4: The difference in social media is when you have a voice,

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Speaker 4: Like in real life, if you say the wrong thing

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Speaker 4: to somebody, it comes with like my man Pete favorite word, consequence.

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Speaker 4: Social media doesn't come with any consequence. You can see

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Speaker 4: people get mad when social media starts to come with consequence.

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Speaker 4: They start getting upset. They could they banned my account.

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Speaker 4: It's like, bro, you can't just say anything might come

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Speaker 4: a consequence.

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Speaker 6: And it's an inverse power hierarchy.

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Speaker 3: The more powerful you are on social media, more vulnerable

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Speaker 3: you are because you have a million followers and a

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Speaker 3: big footprint and a lot to lose than five hundred

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Speaker 3: nobodies who do nothing and don't matter in any way,

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Speaker 3: shape or form. They'll be what brings you down, but

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Speaker 3: you can't bring them down the same way because they're irrelevant,

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Speaker 3: don't exist.

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Speaker 1: And the more power you have, the less shame you have.

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Speaker 1: I think also, you do more of the ship you

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Speaker 1: want to do, and you don't give a fuck private right.

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Speaker 4: Privately, but publicly. We just talked about I've argued, I've

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Speaker 4: argued with people, but but it's different when you're the villain.

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Speaker 4: Like that's how I feel like right, being a crip

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Speaker 4: allows me to be the villain. So like, I'll say,

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Speaker 4: what the funk I want.

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Speaker 1: To say from you.

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Speaker 4: That's why I say if like I look at I

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Speaker 4: saw Gez that's crazy. I saw Gez on social media

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Speaker 4: defending himself because they said he slapped his wife. And

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Speaker 4: I'm thinking to myself, why the funk would you defire

656
00:33:40,840 --> 00:33:43,760
Speaker 4: you fucking young Jez if you slapped your wife, Ain't

657
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 4: nobody gonna say nothing, like you knew this nigga with

658
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:46,240
Speaker 4: some bullshit.

659
00:33:46,760 --> 00:33:48,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, but he actually put in the caption and y'all

660
00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 1: know me, Actually, Nigga, I didn't.

661
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:53,800
Speaker 2: Expect say that.

662
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:56,640
Speaker 1: I didn't expect him to marry an Asian woman.

663
00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:59,440
Speaker 4: Is that so now if you slapped it, I'm not surprised.

664
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,600
Speaker 4: On Jeez, that nigga crazy.

665
00:34:01,640 --> 00:34:03,280
Speaker 2: I don't say nothing to that's a lyric.

666
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:04,080
Speaker 1: I don't see.

667
00:34:05,640 --> 00:34:09,360
Speaker 4: I see that's a character, mimer.

668
00:34:10,040 --> 00:34:11,680
Speaker 1: We know the rappers being character.

669
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:13,200
Speaker 2: That's real.

670
00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:17,000
Speaker 1: Understand you think GZ is really about that life for real?

671
00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:20,320
Speaker 3: I should That's not the question.

672
00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 1: Do you think you about that life, and especially once

673
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:24,719
Speaker 1: you get to a certain level, like you ain't about

674
00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:27,160
Speaker 1: to crash out because niggas expecting crash out.

675
00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:28,920
Speaker 5: Slapping old lady is crashing out.

676
00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:32,120
Speaker 1: If you young zan in relationship just happened, I might

677
00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:33,720
Speaker 1: set your ass one.

678
00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:37,880
Speaker 4: Day, Like what if she nigga slapped her?

679
00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:40,680
Speaker 5: If you can't understand, like, who the fun would?

680
00:34:41,400 --> 00:34:46,839
Speaker 4: I can't live in one If you slap this woman

681
00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:49,799
Speaker 4: because your coffee was cold, you are a savage. You

682
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:53,160
Speaker 4: are a horrible human being. You missed her from color purple? Right,

683
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:55,799
Speaker 4: But if she said, what does she call you a

684
00:34:55,880 --> 00:34:57,439
Speaker 4: nigger with the heart?

685
00:34:58,080 --> 00:34:58,319
Speaker 1: Yeah?

686
00:34:59,560 --> 00:35:04,080
Speaker 2: Nigger and you I shouldn't have fucked with you, then

687
00:35:04,080 --> 00:35:04,640
Speaker 2: it's a problem.

688
00:35:04,680 --> 00:35:08,040
Speaker 1: I don't think she was saying it's not about him.

689
00:35:08,320 --> 00:35:10,560
Speaker 1: I don't think that he did that to her because

690
00:35:10,600 --> 00:35:13,040
Speaker 1: she's not the one who filed for a divorce. All

691
00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:15,560
Speaker 1: of this now is coming up because he's trying to

692
00:35:15,640 --> 00:35:18,840
Speaker 1: leave your ass, and you are publicly shamed because bitch,

693
00:35:18,880 --> 00:35:21,440
Speaker 1: I had never been left, So now you're getting left

694
00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:25,400
Speaker 1: by a man publicly or a baby. So she's pulling

695
00:35:25,440 --> 00:35:27,359
Speaker 1: all types of shit out her ass. At this point,

696
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:28,440
Speaker 1: as far as I'm concerned.

697
00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:32,440
Speaker 2: You wanted this black culture, baby, you got it, have

698
00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:34,240
Speaker 2: a baby, be a single parent.

699
00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:39,279
Speaker 4: He's playing this wrong, like, you're young, fucking j z Bro.

700
00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:42,840
Speaker 4: You used to sell drugs all the time. Your biggest

701
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:45,759
Speaker 4: fear should not be you slapped your ex wife, like,

702
00:35:45,840 --> 00:35:48,480
Speaker 4: oh he's abusive. It's young jasus. You know what you're

703
00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:51,400
Speaker 4: getting if you come fuck girls, be pleasantly surprised when

704
00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:53,560
Speaker 4: they're there for me, because they already had me figured out.

705
00:35:54,000 --> 00:35:55,839
Speaker 4: They think I'm finna fire him up when I come

706
00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:58,839
Speaker 4: to him to discuss a problem, maybe like, well, they

707
00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:00,760
Speaker 4: don't even know how to answer it because they expect

708
00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:02,240
Speaker 4: me automatically.

709
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:03,920
Speaker 5: To kick their ass. And I'm like, I want to

710
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:05,160
Speaker 5: explain to you what's wrong.

711
00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:07,880
Speaker 1: I don't never expect anybody to put their hands in

712
00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:12,319
Speaker 1: because if you see me with that bag of any sort,

713
00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 1: your hands on me.

714
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 4: I'm saying, people expect that of me.

715
00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:19,560
Speaker 1: So then when I like that, your energy does not

716
00:36:19,600 --> 00:36:21,719
Speaker 1: say not at all.

717
00:36:21,800 --> 00:36:23,880
Speaker 4: But that's not what people think of crips.

718
00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:25,879
Speaker 2: Oh oh yeah.

719
00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:29,319
Speaker 4: And people know that I'm genuinely a crip, so they like,

720
00:36:29,560 --> 00:36:31,759
Speaker 4: this is expected. So when I come to them with

721
00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:34,160
Speaker 4: amicable resolutions, they be disappointed.

722
00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:39,560
Speaker 1: So you think you'd be attracting women that wants to guaranteed, Yo,

723
00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:42,239
Speaker 1: he don't love me if he didn't heed me that

724
00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:42,799
Speaker 1: kind of girl.

725
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:48,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, because they don't. That's how most men on drugs communicate.

726
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:51,799
Speaker 4: All my homies have to fight them nigga smoke weed,

727
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:55,239
Speaker 4: smoke shine, blah blah, and then you know nobody else.

728
00:36:55,239 --> 00:36:57,920
Speaker 5: You can't communicate effectively, you know what I'm saying. This

729
00:36:58,040 --> 00:36:58,920
Speaker 5: is why people doing that.

730
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:02,359
Speaker 4: So then they communicate the way they communicate, which I'm

731
00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:05,280
Speaker 4: I honored a request because you know I'm such a

732
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:08,000
Speaker 4: so you gentlemen. No not, I'm saying I will fight

733
00:37:08,080 --> 00:37:11,120
Speaker 4: my friends now for a girl telling me the slapper, Like,

734
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:12,160
Speaker 4: that's just weird.

735
00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:14,800
Speaker 2: Slap me, what about sextually?

736
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,520
Speaker 5: That's weird. That's weird. Like you know, slap you on

737
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 5: your ass is one thing. But I met girls who

738
00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:20,520
Speaker 5: wanted me.

739
00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:22,360
Speaker 4: To slap them in the face or choke them, And

740
00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:23,879
Speaker 4: I'm like, look at my hands, man.

741
00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:27,120
Speaker 5: If I choke you, well, just enough food?

742
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:29,440
Speaker 6: What's just enough? When you're.

743
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:34,640
Speaker 1: No?

744
00:37:35,480 --> 00:37:38,279
Speaker 4: So yeah, Like, but that's back to that same thing

745
00:37:39,239 --> 00:37:42,640
Speaker 4: which one of us, I don't.

746
00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 1: Something you remember that you said.

747
00:37:47,719 --> 00:37:48,280
Speaker 5: Too much?

748
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:54,400
Speaker 4: Like no, so so Jiz. I feel like Jez is

749
00:37:54,440 --> 00:37:56,720
Speaker 4: dealing with that wrong. But that's also because he's catering

750
00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:59,560
Speaker 4: to a different audience, and that brought shame to that

751
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:02,040
Speaker 4: audience for him, Like people like, oh, you was.

752
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:03,439
Speaker 5: Abusing, It don't matter.

753
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:05,880
Speaker 4: They already call you an abusing My nigga used to

754
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:08,359
Speaker 4: call you a drug dinner you.

755
00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:12,799
Speaker 1: I just I have a problem with her if she's

756
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:15,480
Speaker 1: you can't just say ship like that about a black man.

757
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:19,279
Speaker 1: That shit ain't cool. And this is why you need

758
00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:25,040
Speaker 1: to stay your ass in the house, not even like

759
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:28,200
Speaker 1: just have more discernment. You know what I'm saying. I

760
00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:31,120
Speaker 1: feel like like I'm the type of person I want

761
00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:33,560
Speaker 1: to knock all this shit over with my forearm and

762
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:37,320
Speaker 1: start anew. I don't want proximity to close to certain people.

763
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:40,239
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying is there's some people who

764
00:38:40,280 --> 00:38:43,120
Speaker 1: really want change, and there's some people who just want

765
00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:46,920
Speaker 1: proximity to bullshit. Like there's some niggas lined up to

766
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:47,360
Speaker 1: be Diddy.

767
00:38:48,360 --> 00:38:50,000
Speaker 2: They what do you have it?

768
00:38:50,719 --> 00:38:53,520
Speaker 1: They are willing to do the things that Diddy did

769
00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:56,239
Speaker 1: to get a billion dollars. They are willing to do that.

770
00:38:56,280 --> 00:38:58,440
Speaker 1: They already know who they're going to kill in a family,

771
00:38:58,520 --> 00:39:00,239
Speaker 1: all type of shit. I feel like this is what

772
00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:06,080
Speaker 1: I feel like. They already know they are the sacrifice

773
00:39:06,080 --> 00:39:06,600
Speaker 1: for the check.

774
00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:12,279
Speaker 4: I'm sure. I mean, Diddy is actually God damn it.

775
00:39:12,280 --> 00:39:13,800
Speaker 1: Listen, we gotta get back to shame.

776
00:39:14,239 --> 00:39:16,719
Speaker 2: Let's get away. Let's get back to shame, you guys.

777
00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:19,680
Speaker 5: But it's all, it's all incoming. It's all.

778
00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:25,480
Speaker 1: Because y'all disagree with what I just Askedould I feel

779
00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:26,600
Speaker 1: shame because I don't.

780
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:30,640
Speaker 3: I meant what I said, supplant the word shame in

781
00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:31,400
Speaker 3: the English style.

782
00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:35,480
Speaker 2: I mean, I felt so Diddy, that's crazy.

783
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:36,680
Speaker 6: This is what we do.

784
00:39:39,840 --> 00:39:43,279
Speaker 1: Publicly publicly shamed Gucci Man right now for his new song,

785
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:46,800
Speaker 1: and he used like the the Biggie and and Diddy

786
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,360
Speaker 1: little Woman. They went the baptub with the bubble and

787
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:51,839
Speaker 1: all the women around like that's his album covers him

788
00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:55,279
Speaker 1: and and a couple other bitches in the in the Yeah.

789
00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:58,440
Speaker 1: So now they're pubably publicly trying to shame Gucci for

790
00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,279
Speaker 1: using that imagery because of what Diddy is now going through.

791
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:03,320
Speaker 5: But Diddy is not going through anything.

792
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:05,319
Speaker 2: He looked like he look slim.

793
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:09,320
Speaker 4: Look that's because that's because he's having an issue because

794
00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:13,040
Speaker 4: he was the hero. See that's the thing, Like if

795
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:16,719
Speaker 4: he was the hero, I always tell see the same thing,

796
00:40:16,800 --> 00:40:19,279
Speaker 4: Charliae Mane. Don't become the hero. Be the anti hero.

797
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:22,240
Speaker 4: At best, be the anti like, be the villain. Blacker

798
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:25,200
Speaker 4: Puff was the hero the whole time. He was the

799
00:40:25,239 --> 00:40:28,880
Speaker 4: shining white knight for white people the whole time.

800
00:40:29,680 --> 00:40:30,680
Speaker 1: Oh, I see what you're saying.

801
00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:33,000
Speaker 5: I mean like he was sugar or Diddy.

802
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:36,799
Speaker 4: Sugar fucking looked like Satan to the white fol They

803
00:40:36,800 --> 00:40:39,080
Speaker 4: were like, oh, he's making us pay them the money

804
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:45,359
Speaker 4: that we owe him. He's the evil man. And yeah,

805
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:48,439
Speaker 4: how that is hero that screams hero.

806
00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:50,640
Speaker 2: But it wasn't. I didn't see.

807
00:40:50,680 --> 00:40:54,840
Speaker 1: You mean palatable, the delectable, palatable negro.

808
00:40:55,040 --> 00:40:58,120
Speaker 5: It's all listen, no black person is really hero in them.

809
00:40:58,160 --> 00:40:58,680
Speaker 5: It's America.

810
00:40:58,719 --> 00:41:01,920
Speaker 1: Come on, oh j he's safe though he was safe for.

811
00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:04,400
Speaker 4: Them, OJ Puff. You know what I'm saying, They like,

812
00:41:05,040 --> 00:41:06,120
Speaker 4: look at the alternatives.

813
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:08,719
Speaker 2: OJ was not a hero in American and I think

814
00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:12,399
Speaker 2: mad and black America's but not in America.

815
00:41:12,440 --> 00:41:16,280
Speaker 4: OJ you young, No, no, I'm very grown.

816
00:41:16,400 --> 00:41:18,240
Speaker 5: No you young, you think.

817
00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:24,560
Speaker 2: OJ was a hero, oj okay prior for black people.

818
00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:27,319
Speaker 1: But what is for black pople. You know, people be

819
00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:30,200
Speaker 1: so mad trying to shame him for saying that he's

820
00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:31,839
Speaker 1: not black. It's subjective.

821
00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:34,959
Speaker 4: No, no, yes, it is. That's the fact he's black.

822
00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:37,719
Speaker 2: They're like, pull over, get your black ass out of

823
00:41:37,719 --> 00:41:37,960
Speaker 2: the car.

824
00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:39,560
Speaker 5: Exactly, you're not talking to me.

825
00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:40,360
Speaker 6: He's talking to y'all.

826
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:45,120
Speaker 3: Jim Brown or OJ the way O J is arrested

827
00:41:45,160 --> 00:41:48,440
Speaker 3: with he proved that he was not black. They followed

828
00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:52,360
Speaker 3: him at about thirteen miles per hour, driving eighty miles.

829
00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:53,560
Speaker 6: He came in.

830
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:56,960
Speaker 3: They didn't arrest him. He walked in. He poured himself

831
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:58,919
Speaker 3: a glass of orange juice and see you need any

832
00:41:58,920 --> 00:42:00,759
Speaker 3: more time and talk to his We're gonna have to

833
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:02,720
Speaker 3: ask you to come here, make a couple of calls, talk.

834
00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:03,040
Speaker 5: To your mom.

835
00:42:03,640 --> 00:42:07,320
Speaker 6: That was like, wait, after all that.

836
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:13,040
Speaker 1: It was it was.

837
00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:18,000
Speaker 4: It wasn't even it was an escort to.

838
00:42:19,480 --> 00:42:20,640
Speaker 1: The escorting him.

839
00:42:20,680 --> 00:42:22,880
Speaker 3: They were just the police just happened to have somehow

840
00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:23,879
Speaker 3: fund around and got.

841
00:42:23,840 --> 00:42:27,759
Speaker 1: Behind the glove. It must have quit.

842
00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:33,319
Speaker 4: You had sugar night puff. That was the pantheon of

843
00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:35,440
Speaker 4: blackness when it came to white eyes.

844
00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:38,200
Speaker 5: Jim Brown, O J. Simpson.

845
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:42,600
Speaker 4: So it's like, you know, yeah, like they chose him.

846
00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:45,520
Speaker 4: They chose Puff, he was the hero. So all the

847
00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:49,160
Speaker 4: stuff that we heard about, they didn't hear about it. Now,

848
00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:51,480
Speaker 4: some of them white folks knew about it, but we

849
00:42:51,560 --> 00:42:54,839
Speaker 4: heard about Puffer. All black people coming up in our

850
00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:57,800
Speaker 4: era of the nineties, we heard about.

851
00:42:57,600 --> 00:42:58,880
Speaker 5: Puff Puff parties.

852
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:01,480
Speaker 4: Probably Puffy got the they got the pink cocaine, they

853
00:43:01,520 --> 00:43:04,600
Speaker 4: got all the drugs. You go to puff party, all

854
00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:06,920
Speaker 4: the girls and it's popping it.

855
00:43:07,160 --> 00:43:07,239
Speaker 3: You.

856
00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:10,120
Speaker 4: We heard white people didn't hear that. Only the white

857
00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:11,759
Speaker 4: people that went to the parties that knew it. But

858
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:13,839
Speaker 4: the average white kid thought of Puff as the hero

859
00:43:14,040 --> 00:43:16,160
Speaker 4: or Oj as a hero. That's why they be so

860
00:43:16,239 --> 00:43:20,160
Speaker 4: disappointed in these moments. And then that shame sets in.

861
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

862
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:24,160
Speaker 2: Gots to be more careful.

863
00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,000
Speaker 5: Then that shame sets in.

864
00:43:28,280 --> 00:43:31,760
Speaker 1: I'm not I don't have shame, So this I have shame.

865
00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:37,120
Speaker 1: Any shame I do have, Okay, So shame is when nobody.

866
00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:40,200
Speaker 1: Shame is when people know about your little things that

867
00:43:40,239 --> 00:43:43,360
Speaker 1: you do. That's when the shame comes in. Do I

868
00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:46,799
Speaker 1: have like personal shame? Not for real? It'll be some

869
00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:49,719
Speaker 1: shit like what Glasses said, Like bitch, you know to

870
00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:51,279
Speaker 1: get up and go to the gym and do all

871
00:43:51,320 --> 00:43:51,760
Speaker 1: the things.

872
00:43:51,960 --> 00:43:52,600
Speaker 6: Do you have.

873
00:43:52,520 --> 00:43:55,840
Speaker 2: Anything that you've ever done that you know, if people knew,

874
00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:57,799
Speaker 2: you might feel shame.

875
00:43:57,880 --> 00:44:00,279
Speaker 1: But once I say it out loud some girl, it's

876
00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:02,680
Speaker 1: no longer like, yeah, there's some girls that you.

877
00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:04,880
Speaker 4: Knocked down, like some girls if you said things that

878
00:44:04,920 --> 00:44:06,920
Speaker 4: you do some girls, Yeah, I'm everybody.

879
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:09,920
Speaker 2: First, Yeah, you have shame.

880
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:13,840
Speaker 1: So that's I talked about my crackhead first on an episode,

881
00:44:13,840 --> 00:44:19,160
Speaker 1: like he's a crackhead. Now I feel shamed, But I

882
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:25,560
Speaker 1: had no business even then like he might have been. Yes,

883
00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:29,320
Speaker 1: And then when I was a teenager, I got pregnant

884
00:44:29,320 --> 00:44:31,560
Speaker 1: for this guy. I am a shame. That is one

885
00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:33,839
Speaker 1: thing I am ashamed of. I would never like show

886
00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:38,000
Speaker 1: somebody this person that I lit sweat on me one

887
00:44:38,040 --> 00:44:42,239
Speaker 1: time in life. Dog, I'm like thirty five years old

888
00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:43,920
Speaker 1: at the time. Now I'm in front of my mom's

889
00:44:43,960 --> 00:44:46,719
Speaker 1: house coming from out of town. I hadn't seen this

890
00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:50,120
Speaker 1: person since I was a teenager. And somebody down the

891
00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:54,839
Speaker 1: street like, Ashley, come here, what the fuck is called?

892
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:57,480
Speaker 1: I'm like, you're in a car. You come here, this

893
00:44:57,520 --> 00:45:03,080
Speaker 1: car reversus in this thing gets out the fucking car, dog,

894
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:06,600
Speaker 1: and he like walking and pulling his pants up still

895
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:11,040
Speaker 1: like a teenager, like, let's up, baby, mama.

896
00:45:11,760 --> 00:45:12,480
Speaker 2: Let me hold.

897
00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 1: My heart dropped, let me get what you what you

898
00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:18,320
Speaker 1: got going? I gotta get your phone out. I'm like, no,

899
00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:20,560
Speaker 1: I have a family plan. Now I'm talking real boogie

900
00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:24,239
Speaker 1: and him like, nigga, you don't know me, okay, like

901
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:27,400
Speaker 1: I had that. You don't got no kids? No, I

902
00:45:27,400 --> 00:45:29,800
Speaker 1: don't have any kids. You got kids? No lying because

903
00:45:29,840 --> 00:45:31,480
Speaker 1: my mom my sister told me she saw you in

904
00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:35,719
Speaker 1: county jail, like for child support, but just looking like

905
00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:41,720
Speaker 1: thing or it. Let him hit and body.

906
00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:44,880
Speaker 2: At eleven fifty nine on New Year's eave all my

907
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:46,400
Speaker 2: body's getting raised for the years.

908
00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:52,319
Speaker 1: Unless that nigga die, he's still there. So now that's

909
00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:54,920
Speaker 1: why you gotta had at M for h money.

910
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:55,160
Speaker 2: Man.

911
00:45:55,640 --> 00:45:57,440
Speaker 1: You gotta get these niggas out here, because you know,

912
00:45:57,520 --> 00:46:00,440
Speaker 1: at some point we might get like you know, super

913
00:46:00,520 --> 00:46:03,279
Speaker 1: super duper stars. It is going to be somebody that

914
00:46:03,360 --> 00:46:04,360
Speaker 1: comes out the woodwork.

915
00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:09,680
Speaker 4: And that's how we really do it. Though I ain't

916
00:46:09,680 --> 00:46:11,279
Speaker 4: gonna lie, that's how we really do it.

917
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:14,120
Speaker 1: Remember, they wait until they see you.

918
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:16,160
Speaker 4: With your when you pop it, Yeah, you sure with

919
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:19,879
Speaker 4: something you're like, yeah, that was me. That's that's why,

920
00:46:19,920 --> 00:46:22,239
Speaker 4: like when you date a girl, you feel me like

921
00:46:22,680 --> 00:46:25,000
Speaker 4: you she don't realize everything she did in the past.

922
00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:28,400
Speaker 4: You inherit because if it's the wrong type of dude,

923
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:32,080
Speaker 4: he gonna let especially if it's on your status. Like

924
00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:34,040
Speaker 4: one thing I've always tried to do is never be

925
00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:36,680
Speaker 4: an embarrassment for a woman. Like if she says she

926
00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:38,480
Speaker 4: fuck with me as always, I don't give fucking she

927
00:46:38,520 --> 00:46:40,560
Speaker 4: came and with Warren Buffett after she gonna like, yeah,

928
00:46:40,640 --> 00:46:43,279
Speaker 4: nigga glasses though, you feel me like I'm gonna be

929
00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:45,839
Speaker 4: the best version of me. But man, when you get

930
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:47,560
Speaker 4: that kind of girl and you look at the kind

931
00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:49,560
Speaker 4: of guys she slept with you like you was fucking.

932
00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:53,719
Speaker 1: Him, That's why I like to see people exes. I

933
00:46:53,880 --> 00:46:56,120
Speaker 1: like to know, like the type of women you like.

934
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:59,960
Speaker 1: I don't like men who got a bunch of different types.

935
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:00,360
Speaker 2: I like.

936
00:47:00,560 --> 00:47:03,800
Speaker 1: I like somebody who has like preference, you know what

937
00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:04,280
Speaker 1: I'm saying.

938
00:47:04,360 --> 00:47:13,200
Speaker 4: I got nurses, oscar winners, aesthetic. Like literally, I have

939
00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:17,080
Speaker 4: made it my business to explore the pantheon of women's beauty.

940
00:47:17,719 --> 00:47:18,799
Speaker 5: I'm talking about.

941
00:47:18,640 --> 00:47:21,799
Speaker 4: As short as five two or five to one, it's

942
00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:23,120
Speaker 4: tall as six foot.

943
00:47:22,880 --> 00:47:26,680
Speaker 3: Three, But do you have a preference within.

944
00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:31,280
Speaker 1: It don't matter. That's scary to me when you don't.

945
00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:34,480
Speaker 4: Care when you're young, right, you don't because really you

946
00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:37,560
Speaker 4: looking for one thing specifically when you first meet somebody. Right,

947
00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:40,680
Speaker 4: then as you get older, that one thing obviously stopped

948
00:47:40,719 --> 00:47:44,080
Speaker 4: being the most important thing, and then everything else start mattering.

949
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:46,640
Speaker 4: But so for a long time, you know, you coming

950
00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:48,799
Speaker 4: into you know, I'm hustling you selling drugs and shit,

951
00:47:48,880 --> 00:47:51,520
Speaker 4: you hustling you girls, just you know, you kind of

952
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:54,040
Speaker 4: getting your choice and you, you know, getting the music

953
00:47:54,080 --> 00:47:55,600
Speaker 4: business and things work out for you.

954
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:56,239
Speaker 5: You're around us.

955
00:47:56,560 --> 00:47:58,439
Speaker 4: I'm around a little Wayne. The quarter three is out,

956
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:00,640
Speaker 4: I'm picking you know what I'm saying.

957
00:48:00,719 --> 00:48:01,160
Speaker 5: We up.

958
00:48:01,600 --> 00:48:02,360
Speaker 2: So it's just like.

959
00:48:04,239 --> 00:48:06,160
Speaker 5: Sleep because that's really.

960
00:48:06,080 --> 00:48:07,759
Speaker 4: What else I want them to do, Like you know

961
00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:10,239
Speaker 4: what I mean, who do I want to sleep with?

962
00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:13,080
Speaker 4: So at that point, I don't have a type, Like

963
00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:14,000
Speaker 4: it'll just look.

964
00:48:13,840 --> 00:48:15,200
Speaker 1: Crazy and that's what I.

965
00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:22,680
Speaker 3: Have more.

966
00:48:23,920 --> 00:48:24,680
Speaker 6: Of a type.

967
00:48:24,800 --> 00:48:28,239
Speaker 3: But there's like there's spectrum to that, you know, so

968
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:34,120
Speaker 3: it and like I get what he's saying and what

969
00:48:34,200 --> 00:48:36,439
Speaker 3: he's not saying. So like at this point in time,

970
00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:39,880
Speaker 3: your type is a certain type of personality compatibility.

971
00:48:39,880 --> 00:48:43,040
Speaker 6: You can't necessarily call that from across the street. So

972
00:48:43,080 --> 00:48:44,400
Speaker 6: it's more on the soft value.

973
00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:48,359
Speaker 3: It's he actually values more of what women say they

974
00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:49,600
Speaker 3: wish men valued.

975
00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:59,440
Speaker 6: Not all women. So I mean it depends.

976
00:48:59,080 --> 00:48:59,239
Speaker 1: Like.

977
00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:03,160
Speaker 2: So there's still a type, it's just not an aesthetic.

978
00:49:03,239 --> 00:49:05,479
Speaker 5: It's already I didn't have a type like.

979
00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:10,839
Speaker 1: Forever your personality profile because I feel like there's only

980
00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:13,600
Speaker 1: there's only like I want to say, like five different

981
00:49:13,640 --> 00:49:16,440
Speaker 1: profiles of five different characteristics, and you can find that

982
00:49:16,719 --> 00:49:22,080
Speaker 1: find that same characteristic and multiple people. So people aren't

983
00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:25,240
Speaker 1: like you on your show. People aren't really that unique.

984
00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:29,480
Speaker 1: So what is that thing that that those five things

985
00:49:29,520 --> 00:49:33,040
Speaker 1: that you look for that it has to be something

986
00:49:33,080 --> 00:49:37,719
Speaker 1: that attracts you to these different people and not well

987
00:49:38,280 --> 00:49:39,839
Speaker 1: you want anybody juice on you.

988
00:49:39,920 --> 00:49:42,960
Speaker 4: Like I didn't think of it like that at that time.

989
00:49:43,080 --> 00:49:45,960
Speaker 4: I didn't have We don't value ourselves. We can't make

990
00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:46,360
Speaker 4: a baby.

991
00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:49,200
Speaker 1: I always say men, men just all should value.

992
00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:51,239
Speaker 4: Y'allselves because y'all can, like you, like God, you can

993
00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,320
Speaker 4: make a child. You bring a child into the universe.

994
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:57,000
Speaker 5: That's crazy. So how y'all get push you away is absolutely.

995
00:49:56,400 --> 00:50:00,960
Speaker 4: Absurd, Like you literally can carry on a niggas line like,

996
00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:04,120
Speaker 4: that's the decision you make it with this ship is ship.

997
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:08,360
Speaker 6: We're like, we're just the world.

998
00:50:09,360 --> 00:50:12,239
Speaker 1: Wait, so do men have less shame? Of course?

999
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:13,120
Speaker 2: Absolutely?

1000
00:50:14,560 --> 00:50:16,399
Speaker 1: Why do y'all get to be shameless? Why do y'all

1001
00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:17,759
Speaker 1: of the earth and.

1002
00:50:19,880 --> 00:50:21,640
Speaker 3: Everybody else consequences?

1003
00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:28,840
Speaker 5: That's exactly what it is. Exactly, that's what it is.

1004
00:50:29,600 --> 00:50:33,320
Speaker 4: Listen. I remember growing up thinking, because like a girl

1005
00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:37,120
Speaker 4: with a big ass booty with something right, and then

1006
00:50:37,200 --> 00:50:40,080
Speaker 4: you get your world rocked by a skinny ass piece

1007
00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:44,080
Speaker 4: of plywood. You can't judge this ship. You got to

1008
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:46,680
Speaker 4: just go with the flow and see who fuck with you?

1009
00:50:46,960 --> 00:50:49,200
Speaker 4: See how y'all interact, and then you build from there.

1010
00:50:50,680 --> 00:50:52,040
Speaker 2: So that's how you pick your person.

1011
00:50:52,120 --> 00:50:56,080
Speaker 5: Now, well it depends like right next to me? Is

1012
00:50:56,160 --> 00:50:57,239
Speaker 5: that how Like?

1013
00:50:57,280 --> 00:51:01,040
Speaker 4: I don't really I don't really even even at all time,

1014
00:51:01,080 --> 00:51:04,280
Speaker 4: I don't really entertain that way. I'm not really looking.

1015
00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:09,160
Speaker 4: I haven't looked in twelve years. I don't look like.

1016
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 4: We'll just interact and then if the interact has like

1017
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:14,919
Speaker 4: something there, then well you know, we'll see where it goes.

1018
00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:18,480
Speaker 4: Then I'm not I've been so passed just finding something

1019
00:51:18,560 --> 00:51:21,080
Speaker 4: like to sleep with. Like, now it's just do we

1020
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:22,960
Speaker 4: interact or not? Then we'll see where it go.

1021
00:51:25,080 --> 00:51:29,719
Speaker 1: You sound like an adult brown as nigga. Like what

1022
00:51:30,640 --> 00:51:31,560
Speaker 1: because before it.

1023
00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:33,080
Speaker 2: Was just about sex, is what you're saying?

1024
00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:37,640
Speaker 1: You really want men who are emotionally intelligent?

1025
00:51:38,040 --> 00:51:38,399
Speaker 2: I do.

1026
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:40,480
Speaker 1: I don't think a lot of men. I don't think

1027
00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:42,040
Speaker 1: a lot of women are even ready for that ship.

1028
00:51:42,480 --> 00:51:44,360
Speaker 5: You do not want a nigga comany by his feelings

1029
00:51:44,360 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 5: all the time? I do know you don't. You just

1030
00:51:46,560 --> 00:51:47,799
Speaker 5: think that you want to.

1031
00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:51,439
Speaker 1: Be Like who was that question?

1032
00:51:52,080 --> 00:51:53,960
Speaker 3: Do you do you want a guy come and see

1033
00:51:54,000 --> 00:51:56,960
Speaker 3: with his feelings all the time or whatever, because it's

1034
00:51:57,000 --> 00:52:00,200
Speaker 3: an alibi for your emotional instability instead.

1035
00:51:59,920 --> 00:52:03,120
Speaker 1: Of God, wait a minute, wait a minute.

1036
00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:07,080
Speaker 2: No, I just want him to feel like it's a

1037
00:52:07,120 --> 00:52:08,880
Speaker 2: safe space to share his feelings with me.

1038
00:52:09,040 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 4: You don't think that's personally empowering for you to make

1039
00:52:11,160 --> 00:52:13,080
Speaker 4: you feel like you have more saying control.

1040
00:52:13,480 --> 00:52:15,640
Speaker 2: I'm not trying to control him. I just want to

1041
00:52:15,400 --> 00:52:18,239
Speaker 2: watch share. This is my partner. I want him to

1042
00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:20,640
Speaker 2: feel like he can say anything to me, especially how

1043
00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:23,719
Speaker 2: he feels when you Because black men especially don't get

1044
00:52:23,840 --> 00:52:26,480
Speaker 2: an outlet for their feelings, especially with other black men.

1045
00:52:26,840 --> 00:52:29,080
Speaker 2: Where are you taking your feelings? You take it to me?

1046
00:52:29,160 --> 00:52:30,440
Speaker 2: I'm your safe No.

1047
00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:32,040
Speaker 1: I'm not your therapist.

1048
00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:34,080
Speaker 2: You see, that's I'm not saying I want to be.

1049
00:52:35,640 --> 00:52:38,440
Speaker 4: That's the problem because if you start, if he starts

1050
00:52:38,440 --> 00:52:41,120
Speaker 4: telling you what's wrong with him, you're a therapist.

1051
00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:44,960
Speaker 1: And if you start fixing them trying to find.

1052
00:52:44,800 --> 00:52:47,200
Speaker 4: You heard with Shaq said, don't tell a woman you're

1053
00:52:47,200 --> 00:52:48,520
Speaker 4: feeling because she's gonna bring it up.

1054
00:52:49,360 --> 00:52:52,040
Speaker 1: No, that's mean people, And that's what Tammy is getting at.

1055
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:54,800
Speaker 1: I hate when and I say this a lot because

1056
00:52:54,840 --> 00:52:59,440
Speaker 1: I fucking mean it. Mean people use your vulnerabilities against you.

1057
00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:02,160
Speaker 1: It's not so thing that's exclusive to women, because I

1058
00:53:02,160 --> 00:53:05,080
Speaker 1: have never, ever, ever, ever been with a man who

1059
00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:08,120
Speaker 1: did not call me a bad head, fat bitch when

1060
00:53:08,120 --> 00:53:09,000
Speaker 1: we got in an argument.

1061
00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:18,719
Speaker 5: Woman, I don't.

1062
00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:20,759
Speaker 1: I don't say the worship to win the argument because

1063
00:53:20,760 --> 00:53:22,440
Speaker 1: I want you to love me. Lad you know what

1064
00:53:22,440 --> 00:53:24,520
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like when I say the worst ship, I

1065
00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:25,919
Speaker 1: mean that ship, dog, I don't.

1066
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:37,480
Speaker 5: When I'm working on this is why you know. This

1067
00:53:37,560 --> 00:53:39,600
Speaker 5: is why you don't tell you because you're waiting.

1068
00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:43,000
Speaker 2: I used to be that way. I'm working on it now.

1069
00:53:43,239 --> 00:53:45,200
Speaker 2: Where I will say the worst thing, but I did.

1070
00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:48,319
Speaker 1: Your woman cannot be a therapist. Dog were not, like

1071
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:50,880
Speaker 1: everybody is not. I feel like I could be a therapist, right.

1072
00:53:50,920 --> 00:53:52,440
Speaker 1: I give a lot of good advice, and I may

1073
00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:56,000
Speaker 1: not always take my own right, But mentioned not get

1074
00:53:56,000 --> 00:54:00,400
Speaker 1: into the habit of unpacking all the ship onto and

1075
00:54:00,440 --> 00:54:03,279
Speaker 1: then wanting her to use those things that he's told

1076
00:54:03,280 --> 00:54:06,520
Speaker 1: her to justify bad behavior. Okay, that's fair that the

1077
00:54:06,520 --> 00:54:09,080
Speaker 1: ship gets to be kind of fucked up sometimes, like, oh,

1078
00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 1: you had a bad relationship with your mom. You know

1079
00:54:12,239 --> 00:54:15,279
Speaker 1: she was a bitch, right, A lot of men are

1080
00:54:15,400 --> 00:54:17,200
Speaker 1: sons of bitches in a real way.

1081
00:54:17,480 --> 00:54:18,560
Speaker 2: I had a slut grandmother.

1082
00:54:19,040 --> 00:54:20,040
Speaker 5: I make that profanity.

1083
00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:24,000
Speaker 1: You get it, okay, And you don't want to end

1084
00:54:24,040 --> 00:54:25,200
Speaker 1: up with somebody like that.

1085
00:54:26,719 --> 00:54:30,359
Speaker 2: Is talking about.

1086
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:32,200
Speaker 6: If I don't get affected by a single.

1087
00:54:33,480 --> 00:54:37,760
Speaker 4: What about double its like great grandma and.

1088
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:42,960
Speaker 3: I My brain's only like if I have like a

1089
00:54:43,040 --> 00:54:46,160
Speaker 3: large enough sample size, that would be like for you know,

1090
00:54:46,320 --> 00:54:48,880
Speaker 3: state presidential polling, you know in a small state, like

1091
00:54:48,880 --> 00:54:52,200
Speaker 3: they'll they'll, they'll they'll determine that Biden's trailing Trump by

1092
00:54:52,360 --> 00:54:54,479
Speaker 3: five about twelve people.

1093
00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:57,439
Speaker 5: So you're working off twelve month replays. I'm only twelve months.

1094
00:54:57,440 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 3: I just like if I can observe enough data in

1095
00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:05,640
Speaker 3: the aggregate to go, okay, that's happening. That's my critical

1096
00:55:05,680 --> 00:55:09,719
Speaker 3: mass point. I don't take anything that just happens personally.

1097
00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:13,200
Speaker 2: What's the point in having a partner if they can't

1098
00:55:13,239 --> 00:55:15,760
Speaker 2: come to you with their feelings? What is the point?

1099
00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:17,160
Speaker 1: But I can't always I can't.

1100
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:21,440
Speaker 2: What is the point if my partner is feeling all

1101
00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:24,040
Speaker 2: these things and he's holding it in because he feels

1102
00:55:24,040 --> 00:55:26,440
Speaker 2: like I'm gonna use it against him later, or he

1103
00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:27,120
Speaker 2: just feels.

1104
00:55:26,920 --> 00:55:29,759
Speaker 6: Like, what are you gonna do it?

1105
00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:32,160
Speaker 2: What am I going to do about him not coming

1106
00:55:32,200 --> 00:55:32,960
Speaker 2: to me with my feelings?

1107
00:55:33,920 --> 00:55:36,000
Speaker 3: So he's got all these issues and Coach tells you about.

1108
00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:41,560
Speaker 2: I don't know. Maybe I could just be nurturing to

1109
00:55:41,640 --> 00:55:45,200
Speaker 2: him in that moment if that's what he's mama, which

1110
00:55:45,239 --> 00:55:47,520
Speaker 2: is really what you're Black men need nurturing, You don't

1111
00:55:47,520 --> 00:55:48,319
Speaker 2: feel that's the truth.

1112
00:55:48,520 --> 00:55:50,560
Speaker 5: Yeah, So so you want to be somebody mama, then

1113
00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:51,720
Speaker 5: that's really what I love.

1114
00:55:51,560 --> 00:55:53,000
Speaker 2: Is I want to be I don't want to be

1115
00:55:53,080 --> 00:55:55,120
Speaker 2: his mom, but I want to be a safe space.

1116
00:55:57,719 --> 00:56:01,520
Speaker 1: And because I don't feel like becau because dog, and

1117
00:56:01,640 --> 00:56:04,040
Speaker 1: I do love and I have a love that is

1118
00:56:04,200 --> 00:56:06,640
Speaker 1: unconditional for him. This is somebody I'm back with now

1119
00:56:06,760 --> 00:56:08,040
Speaker 1: after many years, right.

1120
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:10,160
Speaker 6: And I do have the same guy from the car

1121
00:56:10,320 --> 00:56:10,920
Speaker 6: story earlier.

1122
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:16,399
Speaker 2: No, but I don't like sho.

1123
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:20,080
Speaker 1: He has unconditional love for me though, because through conversation,

1124
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:22,880
Speaker 1: Like through conversing and now I'll say like, well, what

1125
00:56:23,000 --> 00:56:25,520
Speaker 1: if I did what you did, I'm the fuck up

1126
00:56:25,520 --> 00:56:27,680
Speaker 1: out of here. You don't have unconditional love for me.

1127
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:31,960
Speaker 1: It's different where do When do women get unconditional love?

1128
00:56:32,040 --> 00:56:33,799
Speaker 1: When do I get the grades that.

1129
00:56:33,880 --> 00:56:38,640
Speaker 5: We Because you don't have to do anything women.

1130
00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:40,520
Speaker 6: Men are producers. Women are consumers.

1131
00:56:40,760 --> 00:56:41,680
Speaker 5: You don't have to do anything.

1132
00:56:41,920 --> 00:56:44,640
Speaker 1: I feel like men consume us. They eat us alive.

1133
00:56:44,840 --> 00:56:47,399
Speaker 1: You have to give a man your soul to prove

1134
00:56:47,520 --> 00:56:51,040
Speaker 1: to him that you are the one. Men are predators.

1135
00:56:51,120 --> 00:56:54,359
Speaker 1: Men are the consumers. Y'all suck the energy and life

1136
00:56:54,400 --> 00:56:57,760
Speaker 1: out of women. That's why single bitches and live longer.

1137
00:56:58,719 --> 00:57:01,520
Speaker 2: Babies. Really, y y'all don't take when y'all leave, y'all

1138
00:57:01,560 --> 00:57:02,600
Speaker 2: don't take the babies with y'all.

1139
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:06,320
Speaker 4: Y'all got no shame, y'all just be round here for

1140
00:57:06,440 --> 00:57:10,120
Speaker 4: that because men have families, women have children.

1141
00:57:11,880 --> 00:57:12,880
Speaker 2: Who makes families?

1142
00:57:13,120 --> 00:57:15,000
Speaker 5: It comes out of you first, you know what I'm saying,

1143
00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:17,480
Speaker 5: We have families. You guys have children?

1144
00:57:18,480 --> 00:57:21,680
Speaker 1: What the do I just saw an African man say

1145
00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:26,520
Speaker 1: he said he got six baby mamas. He said three. No,

1146
00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:29,280
Speaker 1: excuse me, he has six kids, three women and two

1147
00:57:29,360 --> 00:57:32,040
Speaker 1: of them two of them something like. However, he was

1148
00:57:32,080 --> 00:57:34,120
Speaker 1: telling how this one has two kids, so she should

1149
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:36,480
Speaker 1: be good, she shouldn't stress. This one has one kid.

1150
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:39,520
Speaker 1: You know, she shouldn't stress that much. This is and

1151
00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:42,240
Speaker 1: he's like making it okay that he has now spread

1152
00:57:42,320 --> 00:57:45,560
Speaker 1: hisself this thin between different households and will create a

1153
00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:52,640
Speaker 1: way to justify bull shit that men have famili and

1154
00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:53,640
Speaker 1: women have children.

1155
00:57:53,840 --> 00:57:55,480
Speaker 5: True, we can't have children.

1156
00:57:56,480 --> 00:57:57,840
Speaker 2: What do you mean you can't have children?

1157
00:57:59,640 --> 00:58:00,800
Speaker 1: Know y'all, No, y'all can't.

1158
00:58:01,080 --> 00:58:04,160
Speaker 2: You can't. You can't bear a child.

1159
00:58:04,040 --> 00:58:06,720
Speaker 4: From your body, So then therefore we can't have children.

1160
00:58:07,360 --> 00:58:13,720
Speaker 4: You can give us that's just semantics. Actually, the fact,

1161
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:15,560
Speaker 4: what do you mean you have.

1162
00:58:17,080 --> 00:58:21,200
Speaker 1: A lot of the probably uterus at the same time.

1163
00:58:21,160 --> 00:58:22,920
Speaker 5: We can't have children.

1164
00:58:23,160 --> 00:58:27,880
Speaker 1: You can't physically have youth, have children, birth children, But

1165
00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:29,080
Speaker 1: you can have children.

1166
00:58:29,680 --> 00:58:32,200
Speaker 5: They can be my child it could be my seed,

1167
00:58:32,320 --> 00:58:33,160
Speaker 5: it could be myself.

1168
00:58:33,680 --> 00:58:37,640
Speaker 2: You have children, and then we got kids. If you

1169
00:58:37,800 --> 00:58:41,120
Speaker 2: make one with me, that's the goal, then now we

1170
00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:45,160
Speaker 2: have a family. They really do these words at that

1171
00:58:45,240 --> 00:58:45,800
Speaker 2: point it's not.

1172
00:58:46,120 --> 00:58:50,320
Speaker 4: Words are important, his words you Thats why, that's why

1173
00:58:50,360 --> 00:58:52,800
Speaker 4: you have to be that much more serious about the

1174
00:58:52,960 --> 00:58:58,800
Speaker 4: decisions you make the words. Right, we cannot have children,

1175
00:58:58,920 --> 00:59:01,800
Speaker 4: Yes we can. You can have a children, We can

1176
00:59:01,880 --> 00:59:05,000
Speaker 4: have a family. That child can be my family. We

1177
00:59:05,080 --> 00:59:07,200
Speaker 4: can be a family. That's why she just said it

1178
00:59:07,600 --> 00:59:08,240
Speaker 4: a second ago.

1179
00:59:08,400 --> 00:59:11,160
Speaker 1: Like me, you if we had kids, me, you could

1180
00:59:11,240 --> 00:59:14,440
Speaker 1: never be family. You are related to them churns. So

1181
00:59:14,560 --> 00:59:16,120
Speaker 1: when you leave, take them with you.

1182
00:59:16,360 --> 00:59:19,800
Speaker 4: But we are family at that point, not really.

1183
00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:22,320
Speaker 6: The child shows up, you can't exactly.

1184
00:59:24,600 --> 00:59:25,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's true.

1185
00:59:25,920 --> 00:59:28,880
Speaker 5: So that's why the power you you and you'll have.

1186
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:35,200
Speaker 1: Your package deliver. You can see your daddy house if you.

1187
00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:38,880
Speaker 4: Can find him, mama, your mom, what he can find.

1188
00:59:39,000 --> 00:59:44,480
Speaker 5: Guess what the baby gonna find your ass. The lady

1189
00:59:44,520 --> 00:59:45,720
Speaker 5: gonna come hand that off a right to you.

1190
00:59:45,840 --> 00:59:47,240
Speaker 4: But are you hand it to me?

1191
00:59:47,760 --> 00:59:48,960
Speaker 1: Do you think that's okay? Though?

1192
00:59:50,000 --> 00:59:53,160
Speaker 4: It's nature, it's not about what we like to have

1193
00:59:53,480 --> 00:59:55,240
Speaker 4: or to create a false sense of balance because it

1194
00:59:55,280 --> 00:59:56,040
Speaker 4: ain't really real.

1195
00:59:56,520 --> 00:59:56,600
Speaker 3: Right.

1196
00:59:56,880 --> 00:59:58,880
Speaker 1: You think I man should just be with the children

1197
00:59:58,960 --> 00:59:59,880
Speaker 1: and mention be around.

1198
01:00:00,200 --> 01:00:02,520
Speaker 4: No, No, I think that you should really decide who

1199
01:00:02,600 --> 01:00:05,040
Speaker 4: the fuck you have a child for. I think you

1200
01:00:05,120 --> 01:00:07,600
Speaker 4: gotta stop acting like we can do the exact same

1201
01:00:08,120 --> 01:00:11,600
Speaker 4: thing and find some shame in who you're giving because

1202
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:12,880
Speaker 4: this is a serious decision.

1203
01:00:13,600 --> 01:00:17,080
Speaker 1: It's not as serious for me, but it should be, though.

1204
01:00:17,760 --> 01:00:19,960
Speaker 1: It should be as serious for men who they give

1205
01:00:20,040 --> 01:00:22,360
Speaker 1: them by their body to you, living your body open

1206
01:00:22,480 --> 01:00:24,840
Speaker 1: to all type of you. You're trying to figure out

1207
01:00:24,880 --> 01:00:26,960
Speaker 1: why you're not as successful as you think you should be.

1208
01:00:27,040 --> 01:00:29,320
Speaker 1: It's because of the lousy bitches that you're allowing to

1209
01:00:29,360 --> 01:00:31,720
Speaker 1: have access to you, not you and pretending I'm just

1210
01:00:31,800 --> 01:00:32,400
Speaker 1: talking about men.

1211
01:00:32,520 --> 01:00:32,840
Speaker 4: Period.

1212
01:00:33,360 --> 01:00:35,680
Speaker 1: You want some inspiration, go to the fucking strip club

1213
01:00:36,160 --> 01:00:39,240
Speaker 1: Roads Gold and those bitches is in there getting money Tomorrow.

1214
01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:41,640
Speaker 1: All of a sudden, your money multiplied because you got

1215
01:00:41,720 --> 01:00:43,600
Speaker 1: this energy of the holes.

1216
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:53,000
Speaker 5: I totally understand what I'm saying. Ended with that, you

1217
01:00:53,200 --> 01:00:53,600
Speaker 5: go to the.

1218
01:00:53,600 --> 01:00:55,960
Speaker 2: Strip club, you gonta be Richard tomorrow because the hoes

1219
01:00:56,000 --> 01:00:59,480
Speaker 2: got money, the hose got that hustling frequency.

1220
01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:06,000
Speaker 3: The hustless strippers I've known personally, I've never met one

1221
01:01:06,080 --> 01:01:08,960
Speaker 3: that didn't make up seven undred dollars a night, and

1222
01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:10,439
Speaker 3: I never met one that had any money.

1223
01:01:11,560 --> 01:01:13,240
Speaker 1: These bitches in Atlanta got that bag.

1224
01:01:13,360 --> 01:01:18,360
Speaker 4: Okay, they still got to depend on some nigga still,

1225
01:01:19,120 --> 01:01:19,439
Speaker 4: I think.

1226
01:01:19,360 --> 01:01:24,280
Speaker 1: Could sometimes they be getting pimped somebody else managing.

1227
01:01:24,360 --> 01:01:29,640
Speaker 4: The truth is you, guys, body is worth much more

1228
01:01:29,840 --> 01:01:32,240
Speaker 4: than our body in the grand scale of having children,

1229
01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:35,120
Speaker 4: which is the ultimate purpose of sex and the greatest

1230
01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:38,080
Speaker 4: you know reward of it all your legacy being carried on,

1231
01:01:38,200 --> 01:01:41,040
Speaker 4: your DNA spread it. So if we make the same

1232
01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:43,240
Speaker 4: decisions based off of the fact that we have equal

1233
01:01:43,280 --> 01:01:44,400
Speaker 4: plant were not equal in this.

1234
01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:46,800
Speaker 1: I agree. And you know when you were in our

1235
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:49,600
Speaker 1: show before, like we I look at comments and stuff

1236
01:01:49,960 --> 01:01:51,920
Speaker 1: and oh, don't have him back on. I don't like

1237
01:01:52,280 --> 01:01:56,400
Speaker 1: you know why, because women don't like being ashamed. We

1238
01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:57,880
Speaker 1: don't like being told.

1239
01:01:57,680 --> 01:01:59,720
Speaker 2: What to do her accountability.

1240
01:02:00,240 --> 01:02:01,040
Speaker 1: I don't want to see.

1241
01:02:00,880 --> 01:02:03,160
Speaker 2: Account Every time I hear that word, it hurts.

1242
01:02:04,200 --> 01:02:09,280
Speaker 1: But we don't like being reprimanded. We think we are

1243
01:02:09,320 --> 01:02:11,520
Speaker 1: above reproach. And I tell Tammy this all the time.

1244
01:02:11,640 --> 01:02:15,640
Speaker 1: We leave relationships right without seeing the part we played

1245
01:02:15,840 --> 01:02:19,640
Speaker 1: in the I feel like, especially a marriage, it's not winning.

1246
01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:21,240
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying. The voce is like

1247
01:02:21,320 --> 01:02:23,040
Speaker 1: you lost, y'all lost something.

1248
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:27,720
Speaker 4: I am the greatest advocate of women, especially Black women

1249
01:02:27,880 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 4: today in the podcast space as a man. Right. I

1250
01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:33,560
Speaker 4: remember I did man in the show, right, and the

1251
01:02:33,680 --> 01:02:35,520
Speaker 4: women was mad because I told them you should have

1252
01:02:35,600 --> 01:02:38,360
Speaker 4: hold pussy till you get married. That made me the

1253
01:02:38,520 --> 01:02:41,520
Speaker 4: villain of the show. And that's not that's whack to me,

1254
01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:44,480
Speaker 4: right because and it's like everybody else is catering to

1255
01:02:44,600 --> 01:02:47,400
Speaker 4: your sense of you know again, you already don't have

1256
01:02:47,520 --> 01:02:50,640
Speaker 4: no consequence the concept until you have a child. See

1257
01:02:50,680 --> 01:02:53,200
Speaker 4: they're not saying that. And this is where Pete will agree. Right,

1258
01:02:53,480 --> 01:02:56,840
Speaker 4: once you have a kid, all your consequences come boom.

1259
01:02:58,120 --> 01:03:01,080
Speaker 4: You won't have none till that point. So again, us

1260
01:03:01,240 --> 01:03:04,600
Speaker 4: making a child, it might take me five seconds, like

1261
01:03:04,680 --> 01:03:06,280
Speaker 4: we canna lay down in five seconds.

1262
01:03:06,440 --> 01:03:07,240
Speaker 5: I did my part.

1263
01:03:07,680 --> 01:03:09,920
Speaker 4: Nigga is ten months for you and I don't got

1264
01:03:10,000 --> 01:03:12,240
Speaker 4: to do one thing, and you should make decisions knowing

1265
01:03:12,320 --> 01:03:12,760
Speaker 4: that that's.

1266
01:03:12,640 --> 01:03:16,600
Speaker 5: The truth, so yourself.

1267
01:03:16,800 --> 01:03:18,360
Speaker 4: For me, I feel you know what I'm saying, But

1268
01:03:18,400 --> 01:03:20,680
Speaker 4: I'm telling you something that no nigga gonna tell you

1269
01:03:20,880 --> 01:03:23,479
Speaker 4: like you probably should not be giving a pussy away

1270
01:03:23,520 --> 01:03:26,760
Speaker 4: as easy. We just don't have those consequences in that regard.

1271
01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:29,800
Speaker 1: It's not in that regard, and that's why you need

1272
01:03:29,880 --> 01:03:33,360
Speaker 1: more wise men and daddy's and uncles.

1273
01:03:33,440 --> 01:03:34,919
Speaker 2: I want to go back to something that you said.

1274
01:03:34,960 --> 01:03:37,520
Speaker 2: Though you said you didn't know strippers, they would make

1275
01:03:37,520 --> 01:03:39,160
Speaker 2: a lot of money, but they still didn't. That's part

1276
01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:43,360
Speaker 2: of the fins. They probably were telling you that they like,

1277
01:03:43,440 --> 01:03:44,280
Speaker 2: why would I ever have.

1278
01:03:46,240 --> 01:03:46,800
Speaker 4: I never.

1279
01:03:48,560 --> 01:03:50,640
Speaker 3: And I've known them when I've had ones of her friends,

1280
01:03:50,680 --> 01:03:51,320
Speaker 3: I've lived with them.

1281
01:03:51,560 --> 01:03:52,360
Speaker 5: You know he's not lying.

1282
01:03:52,440 --> 01:03:54,760
Speaker 6: This is not bullshit. They don't have anything.

1283
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:55,680
Speaker 5: There's no witch process.

1284
01:03:55,720 --> 01:03:57,720
Speaker 6: They off money like you couldn't believe.

1285
01:03:57,680 --> 01:04:00,480
Speaker 1: Like drug dealers. You know, I always this would make

1286
01:04:00,560 --> 01:04:02,439
Speaker 1: jokes about drugs. Does they would always have the same

1287
01:04:02,560 --> 01:04:04,840
Speaker 1: not They always had a bunch of money, right, but

1288
01:04:04,960 --> 01:04:06,720
Speaker 1: we don't know how old ak not of money is

1289
01:04:06,960 --> 01:04:09,600
Speaker 1: like how have you recycled or you just carrying around

1290
01:04:09,640 --> 01:04:11,360
Speaker 1: the same Not for them, it's your bank account, you

1291
01:04:11,400 --> 01:04:13,360
Speaker 1: got in your bucket. They really don't be having a

1292
01:04:13,400 --> 01:04:17,480
Speaker 1: whole bunch of money because they spend it that business.

1293
01:04:17,600 --> 01:04:20,080
Speaker 4: They spend it making right to save money, Like, you

1294
01:04:20,160 --> 01:04:22,400
Speaker 4: still got to do good business even as a d boy.

1295
01:04:22,520 --> 01:04:25,000
Speaker 4: Like some of my homeboys that's hell and successful. That

1296
01:04:25,120 --> 01:04:28,080
Speaker 4: was hustling, million dollar dudes they were. They could have

1297
01:04:28,160 --> 01:04:31,320
Speaker 4: ran businesses. Now, that don't mean they could take the

1298
01:04:31,440 --> 01:04:33,240
Speaker 4: mind and then make it work somewhere else because they're

1299
01:04:33,240 --> 01:04:35,640
Speaker 4: not as informed in those specific keys.

1300
01:04:35,720 --> 01:04:36,720
Speaker 5: You know, all of that shit.

1301
01:04:36,800 --> 01:04:39,520
Speaker 4: But like the homies, most people, she right, most of

1302
01:04:39,560 --> 01:04:41,880
Speaker 4: my homies that sell drugs, like none of us.

1303
01:04:42,320 --> 01:04:44,000
Speaker 5: Most money. I've had cent of drugs about.

1304
01:04:43,880 --> 01:04:47,200
Speaker 3: Ninety seven thousand dollars and and that kind of money

1305
01:04:47,280 --> 01:04:52,280
Speaker 3: because it doesn't have proper gateways. It's basically just plastic

1306
01:04:52,320 --> 01:04:55,480
Speaker 3: gift cards. It's it's retail only money. It's not it's

1307
01:04:55,560 --> 01:04:57,960
Speaker 3: not a tool. It's not the tool the capital is

1308
01:04:58,040 --> 01:05:02,040
Speaker 3: made to be. It's just simply transient gift card cash.

1309
01:05:02,320 --> 01:05:05,000
Speaker 4: So he's not tripping when he's saying, like I have

1310
01:05:05,200 --> 01:05:07,360
Speaker 4: met a lot of strippers. I never met a risk stripper,

1311
01:05:07,600 --> 01:05:09,240
Speaker 4: and I knew strippers. I was making good money, but

1312
01:05:09,320 --> 01:05:11,840
Speaker 4: I never met the one that had no money. I

1313
01:05:11,920 --> 01:05:13,440
Speaker 4: mean they might have had a band, they might have

1314
01:05:13,440 --> 01:05:15,040
Speaker 4: had a little apartment, they might have asked some bag

1315
01:05:15,160 --> 01:05:16,479
Speaker 4: but they ain't never had no money.

1316
01:05:16,560 --> 01:05:18,040
Speaker 3: The only time that they get money is when they

1317
01:05:18,120 --> 01:05:24,160
Speaker 3: transitioned out to being RNs, and some of them.

1318
01:05:24,080 --> 01:05:26,240
Speaker 1: Don't make it there. They'd be in CNA.

1319
01:05:27,560 --> 01:05:30,520
Speaker 5: Because money is not just like that's his point. I

1320
01:05:30,600 --> 01:05:32,520
Speaker 5: think too, that's dope. I never thought about that.

1321
01:05:33,120 --> 01:05:35,920
Speaker 4: Money is not just the currency on your end, right,

1322
01:05:36,080 --> 01:05:38,120
Speaker 4: It's the way americuld treat you. It's the way you

1323
01:05:38,280 --> 01:05:40,800
Speaker 4: position a dollar itself. It's the way you could leverage

1324
01:05:40,840 --> 01:05:43,640
Speaker 4: the dollar for more. And when you in a dope game,

1325
01:05:43,720 --> 01:05:44,080
Speaker 4: you can't.

1326
01:05:44,880 --> 01:05:46,480
Speaker 6: I didn't even need to ask if you read a

1327
01:05:48,160 --> 01:05:49,680
Speaker 6: Scandal of Money yet I know you haven't.

1328
01:05:50,920 --> 01:05:51,720
Speaker 4: Right, exactly what.

1329
01:05:51,880 --> 01:05:56,000
Speaker 1: Is it talking about. It's a book about the creation

1330
01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:56,880
Speaker 1: of the system.

1331
01:05:57,160 --> 01:05:59,480
Speaker 3: No, it's about the theory of what money actually is.

1332
01:06:01,160 --> 01:06:03,959
Speaker 3: A currency, it's a it's a measuring stick.

1333
01:06:04,040 --> 01:06:04,560
Speaker 2: It's a metric.

1334
01:06:05,040 --> 01:06:07,680
Speaker 3: It's not it's not representative of wealth. It's a measurement

1335
01:06:07,760 --> 01:06:10,120
Speaker 3: of wealth and value. It's a definition of value. Is

1336
01:06:10,160 --> 01:06:14,000
Speaker 3: where money's gone wrong? Where baseless currencies and floating currencies,

1337
01:06:14,040 --> 01:06:16,120
Speaker 3: all that kind of stuff. It's just a myth that

1338
01:06:16,200 --> 01:06:16,680
Speaker 3: kind of stuff.

1339
01:06:17,840 --> 01:06:20,160
Speaker 6: No, it's it's a ruler. It's a tool like anything else.

1340
01:06:20,320 --> 01:06:22,760
Speaker 2: When bigcoin came out, I just could not wrap my

1341
01:06:22,880 --> 01:06:26,160
Speaker 2: mind around what the fuck it was like. At one

1342
01:06:26,200 --> 01:06:29,840
Speaker 2: point dollar, the dollar had gold or silver to back it, right,

1343
01:06:30,240 --> 01:06:33,000
Speaker 2: So bitcoin is just an idea and people put value

1344
01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:33,200
Speaker 2: to it.

1345
01:06:33,280 --> 01:06:35,200
Speaker 1: The dollar is an idea now because it's no longer

1346
01:06:35,280 --> 01:06:37,520
Speaker 1: backed by gold and silver, so now we are giving

1347
01:06:37,600 --> 01:06:40,160
Speaker 1: it the value it has. That's why I'm pissed about

1348
01:06:40,200 --> 01:06:45,000
Speaker 1: my fucking stocks today, and I've been nervous all this time.

1349
01:06:46,240 --> 01:06:49,240
Speaker 4: Remember the money, the money that we even use now, right,

1350
01:06:49,400 --> 01:06:51,200
Speaker 4: Abraham Lincoln started putting that money.

1351
01:06:52,280 --> 01:06:54,720
Speaker 5: It wasn't green bags like it's it's it's some ship.

1352
01:06:55,120 --> 01:06:55,640
Speaker 5: It's some ship.

1353
01:06:55,840 --> 01:07:00,000
Speaker 1: And yeah, so having that paper.

1354
01:07:04,800 --> 01:07:07,680
Speaker 3: That simultaneously when you're in bad city of economy, when

1355
01:07:07,800 --> 01:07:10,320
Speaker 3: everything is going up at the same time, that means

1356
01:07:10,400 --> 01:07:12,600
Speaker 3: the measuring sticks going down exactly.

1357
01:07:13,320 --> 01:07:14,080
Speaker 6: You shouldn't have.

1358
01:07:15,240 --> 01:07:20,080
Speaker 3: Tech stocks, energy stocks, real estate, gold bonds, everything, everything

1359
01:07:20,200 --> 01:07:21,440
Speaker 3: is going up against the dollar.

1360
01:07:24,000 --> 01:07:26,520
Speaker 4: So yeah, strip that's why strippers really dealing shame. Whether

1361
01:07:26,560 --> 01:07:28,840
Speaker 4: you know it or not, they really still be trying

1362
01:07:28,840 --> 01:07:32,080
Speaker 4: to find somebody rich. Risk people don't try to find

1363
01:07:32,080 --> 01:07:33,280
Speaker 4: somebody rich, they just find.

1364
01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:35,439
Speaker 1: Somebody that's true.

1365
01:07:35,840 --> 01:07:38,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, m hmm, unless you're white, white rich people.

1366
01:07:38,680 --> 01:07:40,200
Speaker 5: White show to find other white rich people so they

1367
01:07:40,240 --> 01:07:40,720
Speaker 5: can get richer.

1368
01:07:41,600 --> 01:07:42,479
Speaker 2: I think we should.

1369
01:07:42,560 --> 01:07:49,200
Speaker 5: All women would not get chos at all.

1370
01:07:50,240 --> 01:07:52,840
Speaker 4: If women got choles all their monetary value, it would

1371
01:07:52,920 --> 01:07:55,640
Speaker 4: be bad if me and got chols.

1372
01:07:56,400 --> 01:08:01,200
Speaker 1: That's why you just lies. Like my homegirl yesterday, she

1373
01:08:01,280 --> 01:08:03,560
Speaker 1: said a guy, this guy she was talking to, told her,

1374
01:08:04,600 --> 01:08:07,200
Speaker 1: you know, I thought yesterday I thought about something. I

1375
01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:10,920
Speaker 1: don't know nothing about your past. And she was very

1376
01:08:11,000 --> 01:08:13,880
Speaker 1: offended by that, Like why you need to know anything

1377
01:08:13,920 --> 01:08:15,760
Speaker 1: about my past? Like what are you now? Like are

1378
01:08:15,800 --> 01:08:18,880
Speaker 1: you inquiring about me around town now or something like that?

1379
01:08:19,439 --> 01:08:21,120
Speaker 5: I'm crying, Like.

1380
01:08:21,200 --> 01:08:23,479
Speaker 1: You ask your niggas about her now?

1381
01:08:24,520 --> 01:08:25,840
Speaker 6: We need a credit check?

1382
01:08:26,560 --> 01:08:32,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, don't be checking my whole facts because listen, but

1383
01:08:32,479 --> 01:08:35,200
Speaker 1: I like dick facts. I like to see who you

1384
01:08:35,320 --> 01:08:38,720
Speaker 1: were with before, right, because I just don't want to

1385
01:08:38,760 --> 01:08:41,160
Speaker 1: fuck behind certain bitches. I don't want to fuck you

1386
01:08:41,280 --> 01:08:41,680
Speaker 1: behind her.

1387
01:08:42,040 --> 01:08:43,200
Speaker 2: I don't like how she looks.

1388
01:08:43,240 --> 01:08:47,840
Speaker 1: She looks stink like I don't want to do it. Yeah,

1389
01:08:47,920 --> 01:08:50,439
Speaker 1: like I seen guys, baby Mama, I messed around and

1390
01:08:50,479 --> 01:08:53,400
Speaker 1: get turned off. I'm turned off from you now because

1391
01:08:53,400 --> 01:08:56,720
Speaker 1: I saw what you actually are used to and that's

1392
01:08:56,720 --> 01:08:59,559
Speaker 1: why I said men with money, y'all should have access

1393
01:08:59,680 --> 01:09:01,320
Speaker 1: to the win mean you had access to before you

1394
01:09:01,400 --> 01:09:05,400
Speaker 1: got the bag. So I feel, okay, let me see

1395
01:09:05,400 --> 01:09:07,439
Speaker 1: your first baby, mama. That's how you know who you're

1396
01:09:07,439 --> 01:09:07,800
Speaker 1: dealing with.

1397
01:09:08,080 --> 01:09:09,000
Speaker 5: I do not change.

1398
01:09:09,120 --> 01:09:10,880
Speaker 4: I don never. I don't think I'm too good for

1399
01:09:10,960 --> 01:09:13,760
Speaker 4: no woman, as long as she got something to offer,

1400
01:09:13,920 --> 01:09:15,519
Speaker 4: Like her mind is cooled, we cool.

1401
01:09:15,880 --> 01:09:17,720
Speaker 5: I look a she grew up right where I grew up.

1402
01:09:17,760 --> 01:09:18,960
Speaker 5: At her she live in Beverly Hills.

1403
01:09:19,000 --> 01:09:21,880
Speaker 4: They all the same. It's the same Tams. We're going

1404
01:09:21,920 --> 01:09:27,720
Speaker 4: to the same Tams. Like I'll take no lie to

1405
01:09:27,880 --> 01:09:29,160
Speaker 4: a different brand name on it.

1406
01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:31,200
Speaker 5: I took wealthy women.

1407
01:09:31,800 --> 01:09:33,920
Speaker 4: I took wealthy women to the burger stand and content,

1408
01:09:34,000 --> 01:09:37,240
Speaker 4: and I took ghetto girls to the best restaurants at

1409
01:09:37,240 --> 01:09:40,639
Speaker 4: Beverly Hills. I just try to make people experience better,

1410
01:09:41,760 --> 01:09:44,400
Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, Like you experience life. I remember,

1411
01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:46,840
Speaker 4: oh man, if I told her she'd be hot. But

1412
01:09:46,920 --> 01:09:49,439
Speaker 4: this one lady who wanted Grammy right, she she was

1413
01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:51,920
Speaker 4: like into me. I think she just like a crip

1414
01:09:51,960 --> 01:09:58,680
Speaker 4: fetish or something. She used to get disappointed when she

1415
01:09:58,760 --> 01:09:59,320
Speaker 4: found out I.

1416
01:09:59,400 --> 01:10:01,960
Speaker 6: Read and sh I swear.

1417
01:10:03,640 --> 01:10:07,560
Speaker 2: I've seen the movie American American Fiction. Nobody's seen that.

1418
01:10:07,960 --> 01:10:11,080
Speaker 2: It's about this black author. He's very intelligent, but his

1419
01:10:11,160 --> 01:10:14,120
Speaker 2: books won't sell and then he starts making this literature

1420
01:10:14,200 --> 01:10:17,360
Speaker 2: that's like very ghetto and he had to become this

1421
01:10:17,600 --> 01:10:21,639
Speaker 2: very ghetto like just out fresh out of prison. And yeah, Donald,

1422
01:10:23,000 --> 01:10:26,320
Speaker 2: the white people were like, they was like, what do

1423
01:10:26,400 --> 01:10:27,760
Speaker 2: you want to call it? He was like, we'll call

1424
01:10:27,800 --> 01:10:30,680
Speaker 2: it fuck, like that's what he named and they were like,

1425
01:10:31,400 --> 01:10:32,000
Speaker 2: we love it.

1426
01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:33,840
Speaker 6: This is amazing and it's so real.

1427
01:10:34,040 --> 01:10:38,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, so that's basically no.

1428
01:10:39,080 --> 01:10:40,240
Speaker 5: Yeah, she was just into it.

1429
01:10:40,360 --> 01:10:42,479
Speaker 4: She was just like into it and shit, so when

1430
01:10:42,520 --> 01:10:45,920
Speaker 4: we I ain't gonna lie. I'm always sober, so I

1431
01:10:46,040 --> 01:10:47,840
Speaker 4: signed everything up really fast.

1432
01:10:48,240 --> 01:10:49,880
Speaker 5: So I seen what she was into. And I remember

1433
01:10:49,920 --> 01:10:51,439
Speaker 5: I picked her up in my Lowrider and all that.

1434
01:10:51,600 --> 01:10:54,000
Speaker 4: I brought her to This is my favorite spot, TAM's

1435
01:10:54,000 --> 01:10:57,120
Speaker 4: on Long Beach Boulevard right and trumping, and she.

1436
01:10:57,360 --> 01:11:00,559
Speaker 5: Was just so blown. It made her day. It made

1437
01:11:00,600 --> 01:11:02,280
Speaker 5: her day. She thought it was just like the greatest

1438
01:11:02,320 --> 01:11:02,920
Speaker 5: thing in the world.

1439
01:11:03,040 --> 01:11:06,160
Speaker 2: It's a hood spot. Yes, I went to the gett.

1440
01:11:08,000 --> 01:11:10,559
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying. So it's like you got

1441
01:11:10,680 --> 01:11:13,120
Speaker 5: to know what people want from you, and then is

1442
01:11:13,160 --> 01:11:14,840
Speaker 5: your job to over deliver.

1443
01:11:19,200 --> 01:11:22,000
Speaker 2: All right, So I need everybody to share something that

1444
01:11:22,200 --> 01:11:23,160
Speaker 2: they are ashamed of.

1445
01:11:23,200 --> 01:11:25,000
Speaker 1: I already told y'all, I'm ashamed of that, Nigga, I

1446
01:11:25,080 --> 01:11:28,519
Speaker 1: was pregnant. You already saw that. That's my shame.

1447
01:11:28,680 --> 01:11:29,720
Speaker 2: That's the only shame you have.

1448
01:11:32,360 --> 01:11:35,000
Speaker 1: Yes, that I would like to say and not be

1449
01:11:35,120 --> 01:11:36,320
Speaker 1: publicly shamed about.

1450
01:11:37,280 --> 01:11:38,439
Speaker 2: That's so one shame.

1451
01:11:38,680 --> 01:11:40,519
Speaker 1: So when I thought about I thought about this this

1452
01:11:40,920 --> 01:11:43,040
Speaker 1: topic a couple of weeks ago, but I explained it

1453
01:11:43,439 --> 01:11:45,519
Speaker 1: better maybe last night where we can have a conversation

1454
01:11:45,640 --> 01:11:48,160
Speaker 1: about it. But I told Tam and her homegirl, like

1455
01:11:48,240 --> 01:11:51,920
Speaker 1: one of the things I'm ashamed of. But I've since

1456
01:11:52,040 --> 01:11:54,880
Speaker 1: learned other bitches do it too. Okay, when we use

1457
01:11:54,920 --> 01:11:58,160
Speaker 1: public restrooms, we have to scott squat and sometimes the

1458
01:11:58,320 --> 01:12:02,760
Speaker 1: aim ain't always like on points. Okay, So if I

1459
01:12:03,560 --> 01:12:06,479
Speaker 1: pee on the toilet seat a little bit, I'm going

1460
01:12:06,560 --> 01:12:09,280
Speaker 1: to use the toilet tissue like first to wipe my

1461
01:12:09,800 --> 01:12:13,040
Speaker 1: wife wife first, and then I might you know, pat

1462
01:12:13,120 --> 01:12:15,559
Speaker 1: pat with the same tissue to clean the pea off

1463
01:12:15,600 --> 01:12:18,680
Speaker 1: the toilet. I was like, we all do that, right,

1464
01:12:19,160 --> 01:12:21,439
Speaker 1: and I feel like it's the person who comes behind

1465
01:12:21,560 --> 01:12:24,439
Speaker 1: me to use the restroom. To be mindful, bitch, don't

1466
01:12:24,439 --> 01:12:26,280
Speaker 1: set your nasty ass on that toilet, because it's like

1467
01:12:26,320 --> 01:12:29,160
Speaker 1: the whole thing is to a pair clean, but that

1468
01:12:29,240 --> 01:12:31,400
Speaker 1: ship is dirty as hell, full of shame.

1469
01:12:32,000 --> 01:12:41,479
Speaker 2: Okay, alright, here's mine. Does anybody else want to go first?

1470
01:12:43,000 --> 01:12:45,960
Speaker 2: Brought up? You wanted to do this?

1471
01:12:46,320 --> 01:12:46,559
Speaker 1: Okay?

1472
01:12:46,720 --> 01:12:46,760
Speaker 3: Go?

1473
01:12:48,320 --> 01:12:49,080
Speaker 1: Alright? It was.

1474
01:12:52,479 --> 01:12:53,960
Speaker 2: It went to this Mexican restaurant.

1475
01:12:54,040 --> 01:12:58,880
Speaker 5: Oh my god, delicious bean deal. This is getting worse.

1476
01:13:00,040 --> 01:13:02,479
Speaker 1: We went to the club and we had hookah.

1477
01:13:03,439 --> 01:13:07,439
Speaker 5: Something about the hookah and Mexican for crazy.

1478
01:13:11,040 --> 01:13:13,000
Speaker 2: I shoot in the club, ya the club?

1479
01:13:14,600 --> 01:13:16,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, I took a ship in the bathroom, though.

1480
01:13:16,600 --> 01:13:20,000
Speaker 2: Right in the bathroom, not like at the section. I

1481
01:13:20,160 --> 01:13:24,599
Speaker 2: just so you're I'm never at the club.

1482
01:13:25,720 --> 01:13:31,679
Speaker 1: I'm pooped in a club. Look, I'm a I cannot

1483
01:13:31,720 --> 01:13:32,479
Speaker 1: believe it too that.

1484
01:13:35,360 --> 01:13:38,000
Speaker 6: You went to the restroom in the restroom.

1485
01:13:39,960 --> 01:13:40,519
Speaker 5: White people.

1486
01:13:40,880 --> 01:13:43,120
Speaker 4: You see what I said, White people just like to

1487
01:13:43,360 --> 01:13:44,040
Speaker 4: use the restaroom.

1488
01:13:44,720 --> 01:13:48,000
Speaker 1: He got. You took a ship in the club. You

1489
01:13:48,080 --> 01:13:51,800
Speaker 1: can't make a party like regular. I can't take a

1490
01:13:51,840 --> 01:13:53,040
Speaker 1: ship without taking a shower.

1491
01:13:54,360 --> 01:13:56,800
Speaker 2: I came back and enjoyed my night and shipped a

1492
01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:57,639
Speaker 2: different levels.

1493
01:13:58,439 --> 01:13:59,840
Speaker 6: Did you take anybody home that night?

1494
01:14:00,320 --> 01:14:06,160
Speaker 1: No? I why the fuck?

1495
01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:07,439
Speaker 2: Everybody naked over here?

1496
01:14:07,560 --> 01:14:07,760
Speaker 5: Dog?

1497
01:14:07,840 --> 01:14:10,240
Speaker 1: What is happening? We stayed? We saw naked bitches all

1498
01:14:10,320 --> 01:14:14,200
Speaker 1: day with no shame, with no shame.

1499
01:14:14,560 --> 01:14:16,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, so all right, I told you all my story.

1500
01:14:16,479 --> 01:14:19,519
Speaker 2: Like judge me if you will, come on Jesus.

1501
01:14:19,600 --> 01:14:22,880
Speaker 3: The last time I embarked on a shame derived monologue,

1502
01:14:23,400 --> 01:14:30,800
Speaker 3: we got suicide watch emails. So I don't even know

1503
01:14:30,920 --> 01:14:33,080
Speaker 3: my whole life is defined by shame. I mean, like

1504
01:14:33,720 --> 01:14:35,720
Speaker 3: you want like a like a funny shame story, or.

1505
01:14:35,840 --> 01:14:39,640
Speaker 1: Like like just okay, maybe think about some ship, that

1506
01:14:40,280 --> 01:14:42,240
Speaker 1: some ship, that something.

1507
01:14:42,880 --> 01:14:45,519
Speaker 5: Ship from here on now, think about you.

1508
01:14:45,680 --> 01:14:46,080
Speaker 2: Look at me?

1509
01:14:47,320 --> 01:14:50,560
Speaker 1: Uh, just something you don't want people to know. If something.

1510
01:14:52,560 --> 01:14:55,000
Speaker 6: No one knows me anyhow, anybody that knows me knows

1511
01:14:55,120 --> 01:14:55,599
Speaker 6: my ship.

1512
01:14:56,760 --> 01:14:59,040
Speaker 3: No one that doesn't know me just doesn't know me.

1513
01:14:59,439 --> 01:15:00,360
Speaker 2: Stop looking at me.

1514
01:15:01,760 --> 01:15:09,160
Speaker 6: Sorry? No, I mean probably my worst is just like

1515
01:15:09,840 --> 01:15:11,519
Speaker 6: a myroadly.

1516
01:15:11,120 --> 01:15:14,720
Speaker 3: Long through my twenties situation, just.

1517
01:15:14,800 --> 01:15:20,560
Speaker 6: Just like perpetually finding myself.

1518
01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:24,639
Speaker 3: Having woken up from drunken stupors and places I didn't

1519
01:15:24,680 --> 01:15:26,320
Speaker 3: know where the hell they were, how I got there,

1520
01:15:26,640 --> 01:15:29,599
Speaker 3: and then having to go go backtrack like myself into

1521
01:15:29,680 --> 01:15:34,640
Speaker 3: coherent functionality, like how the fuck where am I? Who is?

1522
01:15:34,880 --> 01:15:37,040
Speaker 6: How the fuck did I get here? No, it wouldn't

1523
01:15:37,040 --> 01:15:38,200
Speaker 6: even be like that.

1524
01:15:38,720 --> 01:15:40,760
Speaker 1: Oh you would just be like on your streets somewhere like.

1525
01:15:42,920 --> 01:15:46,519
Speaker 6: But I be like, oh, ship, where's my phone? My

1526
01:15:46,600 --> 01:15:50,760
Speaker 6: phone's gone, I don't know where I am. I gotta

1527
01:15:50,760 --> 01:15:51,680
Speaker 6: go find where my car is.

1528
01:15:51,720 --> 01:15:53,760
Speaker 3: I gotta get my wallet back, all this other type

1529
01:15:53,760 --> 01:15:56,439
Speaker 3: of ship and then oh, ship, did I am? I

1530
01:15:56,479 --> 01:15:58,439
Speaker 3: gonna get arrested when I go outside, Like do I

1531
01:15:58,560 --> 01:16:00,760
Speaker 3: did I do something? Did somebody? It's gonna be somebody

1532
01:16:00,800 --> 01:16:03,000
Speaker 3: after me, like all this type of shit, having to

1533
01:16:03,040 --> 01:16:04,840
Speaker 3: try to backtrack it, And then the worst part of

1534
01:16:04,920 --> 01:16:07,400
Speaker 3: it is getting the phone and you gotta look on

1535
01:16:07,439 --> 01:16:11,759
Speaker 3: the phone. I got a call somebody who was around

1536
01:16:11,840 --> 01:16:15,280
Speaker 3: last night, so I can do a responsibility check to

1537
01:16:15,360 --> 01:16:17,439
Speaker 3: make sure that I gotta know, you know, for something

1538
01:16:17,439 --> 01:16:18,000
Speaker 3: I gotta deal with.

1539
01:16:18,120 --> 01:16:19,519
Speaker 6: It's very very serious.

1540
01:16:20,200 --> 01:16:27,519
Speaker 3: And those calls, those like eleven, am, oh you're alive, Yes,

1541
01:16:27,880 --> 01:16:32,600
Speaker 3: don't rub it in. He's gonna be last night that

1542
01:16:32,760 --> 01:16:36,120
Speaker 3: I gotta really really really really answered any fires, No, none,

1543
01:16:36,240 --> 01:16:40,320
Speaker 3: just the usual all right, goodness, Have you ever had.

1544
01:16:40,240 --> 01:16:41,880
Speaker 2: Any fires to put out though.

1545
01:16:44,400 --> 01:16:46,439
Speaker 1: Not showing up at a girlfriend you got married to

1546
01:16:46,640 --> 01:16:48,599
Speaker 1: stripper last night kind of ship.

1547
01:16:49,240 --> 01:16:50,639
Speaker 6: Nah, that wouldn't have been that big a deal.

1548
01:16:52,240 --> 01:16:55,080
Speaker 1: So he would be a good hangover right character.

1549
01:16:55,520 --> 01:16:58,400
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, I would be like me

1550
01:16:58,560 --> 01:17:01,040
Speaker 3: and the hangover would be like the Asian dude in

1551
01:17:01,080 --> 01:17:07,840
Speaker 3: the Hangover sequel, just like, but I don't do drugs.

1552
01:17:07,880 --> 01:17:09,439
Speaker 6: It's just it's just purely alcohol.

1553
01:17:10,120 --> 01:17:15,519
Speaker 1: The spirit. So you basically listen, you were walking your

1554
01:17:15,560 --> 01:17:18,320
Speaker 1: whole twenties basically like a spirit can kind of walk

1555
01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:20,760
Speaker 1: into your ship and had you you just getting animated

1556
01:17:20,840 --> 01:17:21,519
Speaker 1: all over town.

1557
01:17:21,720 --> 01:17:23,760
Speaker 6: Not my whole twenties. It was like late teens in

1558
01:17:23,800 --> 01:17:24,519
Speaker 6: the early twenties.

1559
01:17:24,560 --> 01:17:27,240
Speaker 3: And then there would be like an occasional relaptic moment

1560
01:17:27,439 --> 01:17:30,439
Speaker 3: that just became't you know, further and further spaced out

1561
01:17:30,479 --> 01:17:32,080
Speaker 3: as I went out out of my twenties.

1562
01:17:32,720 --> 01:17:33,080
Speaker 2: Mmmm.

1563
01:17:34,960 --> 01:17:36,800
Speaker 1: I think I was the drunkest in my twenties two.

1564
01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:38,680
Speaker 1: And I think about it now as like, why the

1565
01:17:38,720 --> 01:17:43,240
Speaker 1: fuck was I drinking that much in college? That's why

1566
01:17:43,439 --> 01:17:44,400
Speaker 1: I don't drink a mecca.

1567
01:17:44,960 --> 01:17:47,800
Speaker 3: I did have one fire and it turned out to

1568
01:17:47,880 --> 01:17:49,680
Speaker 3: be kind of a faux fire, and it turned into

1569
01:17:49,720 --> 01:17:52,920
Speaker 3: a really messed up situation. Like my whole, like my

1570
01:17:53,040 --> 01:17:55,280
Speaker 3: last year of high school was like your whole What

1571
01:17:55,960 --> 01:17:56,880
Speaker 3: was my whole last year.

1572
01:17:56,760 --> 01:17:57,320
Speaker 1: Of high school?

1573
01:17:57,560 --> 01:18:04,120
Speaker 3: W h O from like whatever prom like eleventh grade,

1574
01:18:04,200 --> 01:18:07,160
Speaker 3: Like I I hadn't hardly drank that many times before

1575
01:18:07,240 --> 01:18:08,720
Speaker 3: like that in my life, but like I drank too

1576
01:18:08,760 --> 01:18:10,719
Speaker 3: much of some like since I said.

1577
01:18:10,560 --> 01:18:11,160
Speaker 4: Like like.

1578
01:18:13,040 --> 01:18:16,360
Speaker 3: Fireball, the story of what I did some girl became

1579
01:18:16,680 --> 01:18:17,400
Speaker 3: very opaque.

1580
01:18:18,439 --> 01:18:22,240
Speaker 6: And I'm like that sounds like bullshit, but I was.

1581
01:18:22,640 --> 01:18:23,760
Speaker 6: I can't, I can't argue.

1582
01:18:23,760 --> 01:18:25,800
Speaker 3: I'm not in a position to are you pushed back

1583
01:18:25,960 --> 01:18:30,320
Speaker 3: to anybody? But the story kids just kept ballooning. And

1584
01:18:30,520 --> 01:18:34,400
Speaker 3: so for oh like a long time, like years in

1585
01:18:34,520 --> 01:18:36,479
Speaker 3: my hometown, like there was there was a lot of

1586
01:18:36,720 --> 01:18:39,160
Speaker 3: that on me and all my reputation and how people

1587
01:18:39,160 --> 01:18:40,559
Speaker 3: have viewed me and saw me whatever. And I think

1588
01:18:40,600 --> 01:18:43,040
Speaker 3: probably like seven or eight years later, I bumped into

1589
01:18:43,080 --> 01:18:44,920
Speaker 3: this girl and I was friends with her sisters, sister's friends,

1590
01:18:44,960 --> 01:18:49,000
Speaker 3: whatever else. And but I hadn't really gone when I

1591
01:18:49,040 --> 01:18:50,600
Speaker 3: got out of high school. I really just didn't go

1592
01:18:50,760 --> 01:18:52,400
Speaker 3: back there. And so I was sitting there and I

1593
01:18:52,439 --> 01:18:55,720
Speaker 3: was probably in my late twenties whatever, and.

1594
01:18:55,760 --> 01:18:56,439
Speaker 6: This girl was like.

1595
01:18:58,520 --> 01:19:00,080
Speaker 3: It was like it was like an awkwardly sound. I

1596
01:19:00,160 --> 01:19:01,360
Speaker 3: was like, hey, you know, I don't think I've ever

1597
01:19:01,400 --> 01:19:02,600
Speaker 3: got a chance to talk to you. I was like,

1598
01:19:02,680 --> 01:19:05,559
Speaker 3: you know, whatever happened. She was like, oh, I mean

1599
01:19:05,640 --> 01:19:07,719
Speaker 3: nothing like really happened. It just kind of got blown

1600
01:19:07,720 --> 01:19:08,439
Speaker 3: with out of proportion.

1601
01:19:08,600 --> 01:19:11,280
Speaker 6: And then no, no, no, and I'm like, huh.

1602
01:19:13,000 --> 01:19:17,280
Speaker 3: I got blown out of proportion. It depended like like

1603
01:19:17,439 --> 01:19:19,320
Speaker 3: my nose broke, Like you said, my nose broke. Sure,

1604
01:19:19,560 --> 01:19:21,560
Speaker 3: some dude got pissed me the party was friends with

1605
01:19:21,600 --> 01:19:23,800
Speaker 3: that girl and he was like drunk and trying to

1606
01:19:23,800 --> 01:19:26,800
Speaker 3: start to fight with some ship and like, I'm more

1607
01:19:27,200 --> 01:19:29,160
Speaker 3: the type I'm more worried about winning a fight than

1608
01:19:29,200 --> 01:19:29,760
Speaker 3: losing a fight.

1609
01:19:30,000 --> 01:19:30,320
Speaker 1: Mm hm.

1610
01:19:30,720 --> 01:19:32,320
Speaker 3: So I wasn't too worried about him, but he and

1611
01:19:32,400 --> 01:19:34,519
Speaker 3: I was like, I'm a rollless dude. And then he

1612
01:19:34,560 --> 01:19:36,080
Speaker 3: said something about that and I was like, oh, if

1613
01:19:36,080 --> 01:19:38,479
Speaker 3: he wants to punch me and then over that, then I'll,

1614
01:19:38,560 --> 01:19:39,840
Speaker 3: you know whatever, I'll take it.

1615
01:19:40,280 --> 01:19:40,719
Speaker 6: So I didn't.

1616
01:19:40,760 --> 01:19:43,920
Speaker 3: I didn't, I didn't throw punched. I let him take

1617
01:19:43,960 --> 01:19:45,719
Speaker 3: off and get get a couple and I just slipped

1618
01:19:45,760 --> 01:19:47,600
Speaker 3: like five or six and somebody grabbed or whatever. But

1619
01:19:47,720 --> 01:19:49,960
Speaker 3: like when I was done letting him hit me, he

1620
01:19:49,960 --> 01:19:50,719
Speaker 3: didn't hit me again.

1621
01:19:50,880 --> 01:19:53,800
Speaker 5: Like I had to walk with that label. So like

1622
01:19:54,200 --> 01:19:59,360
Speaker 5: for a while it was like, Lael, well that what

1623
01:19:59,479 --> 01:19:59,800
Speaker 5: it was.

1624
01:20:00,200 --> 01:20:00,640
Speaker 3: I had like.

1625
01:20:02,720 --> 01:20:03,040
Speaker 6: Hit her.

1626
01:20:03,120 --> 01:20:04,640
Speaker 3: Then it was like I beat her. Then it was

1627
01:20:04,720 --> 01:20:06,400
Speaker 3: like I beat her and pulled her into a closet

1628
01:20:06,400 --> 01:20:09,040
Speaker 3: and tried to rape. It was like anybody who told

1629
01:20:09,120 --> 01:20:12,240
Speaker 3: the thing told just kept adding a new chapter's book.

1630
01:20:12,520 --> 01:20:15,880
Speaker 3: And I found out it was like it was like, well, no,

1631
01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:17,720
Speaker 3: you just got really mad and were like kind of

1632
01:20:17,760 --> 01:20:19,840
Speaker 3: raised your voice in me. I'm like, huh.

1633
01:20:20,080 --> 01:20:21,840
Speaker 1: But it started with her though she had to have

1634
01:20:21,960 --> 01:20:23,040
Speaker 1: told people these stories.

1635
01:20:23,280 --> 01:20:25,599
Speaker 5: She told somebody a simple story and it's a bunch

1636
01:20:25,640 --> 01:20:26,680
Speaker 5: of jeph.

1637
01:20:27,000 --> 01:20:29,879
Speaker 3: And it probably got razzled and stuff and was emotional

1638
01:20:29,920 --> 01:20:31,000
Speaker 3: and people start.

1639
01:20:30,880 --> 01:20:34,479
Speaker 5: Crying as he jumped on and stepped around.

1640
01:20:35,120 --> 01:20:39,439
Speaker 6: For probably ten years, nothing happened that man. That shit sucked.

1641
01:20:39,520 --> 01:20:43,240
Speaker 3: But that was only my own fault, because if it

1642
01:20:43,400 --> 01:20:45,240
Speaker 3: wasn't for that, that wouldn't have gone anyway.

1643
01:20:45,439 --> 01:20:50,840
Speaker 5: You would have traumati Yeah, like you living with the therapy.

1644
01:20:50,680 --> 01:20:53,200
Speaker 2: This scarlet letter over some shit that never happened.

1645
01:20:53,200 --> 01:20:55,800
Speaker 1: I remember one of my subs not substitute, but like

1646
01:20:55,920 --> 01:20:58,479
Speaker 1: a tutor this after school program. I was in middle

1647
01:20:58,520 --> 01:21:01,640
Speaker 1: in middle school, like sixth grade. This lady really I

1648
01:21:01,800 --> 01:21:05,080
Speaker 1: lived with shame until I was an adult, thinking I

1649
01:21:05,200 --> 01:21:08,559
Speaker 1: had done something to this lady and when she told

1650
01:21:08,600 --> 01:21:12,240
Speaker 1: me what I supposedly did to her. So after I finished,

1651
01:21:12,240 --> 01:21:14,920
Speaker 1: after I stopped going to the after school program, all

1652
01:21:15,000 --> 01:21:16,640
Speaker 1: the kids told her. I used to talk shit about her,

1653
01:21:16,720 --> 01:21:19,040
Speaker 1: like she's really the reason I started wearing eyelashes. This

1654
01:21:19,160 --> 01:21:22,080
Speaker 1: lady had long, real hair, black lady, but she would

1655
01:21:22,080 --> 01:21:25,960
Speaker 1: always wear lashes and I loved the lashes. So she

1656
01:21:26,160 --> 01:21:28,160
Speaker 1: came to me after I stopped the program because she

1657
01:21:28,240 --> 01:21:31,400
Speaker 1: lives three doors down for my mom still, and she's

1658
01:21:31,439 --> 01:21:33,519
Speaker 1: real sick now and that's why you don't fuck with me.

1659
01:21:33,960 --> 01:21:38,280
Speaker 1: So she was like, uh, she was like, yeah, you

1660
01:21:38,439 --> 01:21:40,400
Speaker 1: told all the kids I wore weave and all this

1661
01:21:40,560 --> 01:21:42,559
Speaker 1: weird shit, and I'm not gonna tell your mom. I'm

1662
01:21:42,560 --> 01:21:45,880
Speaker 1: gonna let you tell her. So I was afraid for years,

1663
01:21:46,080 --> 01:21:47,880
Speaker 1: like I felt like I really did something to her.

1664
01:21:47,960 --> 01:21:49,600
Speaker 1: And now as an adult, I realized I ain't doing

1665
01:21:49,640 --> 01:21:51,439
Speaker 1: shit to you, bitch. You might have had a couple

1666
01:21:51,439 --> 01:21:53,840
Speaker 1: of tracks, and you wear fake lashes like that's the truth.

1667
01:21:54,560 --> 01:21:56,800
Speaker 1: But she had me feeling like I really did because

1668
01:21:56,840 --> 01:22:00,920
Speaker 1: I didn't have them. Yes, you shame into not even

1669
01:22:00,960 --> 01:22:02,040
Speaker 1: being themselves no more.

1670
01:22:02,280 --> 01:22:03,760
Speaker 4: I understand adults do that.

1671
01:22:04,280 --> 01:22:04,719
Speaker 2: Adults.

1672
01:22:06,640 --> 01:22:08,599
Speaker 5: I thank god I was such an honorary kid.

1673
01:22:10,000 --> 01:22:14,120
Speaker 1: What's your shame, glasses? What you shaming about? Oh you

1674
01:22:14,160 --> 01:22:18,600
Speaker 1: already said you shamed because your ass working out, not just.

1675
01:22:18,640 --> 01:22:21,519
Speaker 4: Working out, but just eating better. You want to know,

1676
01:22:21,600 --> 01:22:25,160
Speaker 4: A good story is a good story about thirty two

1677
01:22:25,280 --> 01:22:28,160
Speaker 4: thirty three years old. So this is roughly eleven years

1678
01:22:28,200 --> 01:22:31,599
Speaker 4: ago forty four now, so it's thirty three thirty maybe

1679
01:22:31,680 --> 01:22:35,599
Speaker 4: thirty three thirty four. I had met a girl, right,

1680
01:22:35,680 --> 01:22:38,840
Speaker 4: and she started dming me on Instagram, right, So I

1681
01:22:39,000 --> 01:22:41,240
Speaker 4: was like, you know, she she was cool. She just

1682
01:22:41,280 --> 01:22:44,280
Speaker 4: talked to me. I ain't trip whatever. We ran into

1683
01:22:44,280 --> 01:22:49,800
Speaker 4: each other in real life. She's like probably five foot

1684
01:22:50,000 --> 01:22:52,160
Speaker 4: four eleven five to one somewhere in there. It's really

1685
01:22:52,280 --> 01:22:57,280
Speaker 4: short girl, right, fatigue. She's cute, and she was just

1686
01:22:57,439 --> 01:23:00,479
Speaker 4: on me. She just liked me a lot. She had

1687
01:23:00,479 --> 01:23:03,320
Speaker 4: a cool personality. So I ended up sleeping with her, right.

1688
01:23:06,120 --> 01:23:09,599
Speaker 4: I ended up sleeping with her, probably a little bit

1689
01:23:09,720 --> 01:23:13,519
Speaker 4: more because when I was fucking with her. My dick

1690
01:23:13,720 --> 01:23:16,720
Speaker 4: felt like it was sixteen inches long because she was

1691
01:23:16,760 --> 01:23:18,479
Speaker 4: so tiny and her hands.

1692
01:23:18,280 --> 01:23:23,240
Speaker 5: Were so little. No, she was close to it, like

1693
01:23:23,600 --> 01:23:33,280
Speaker 5: me right short tim So I kept sleeping with her

1694
01:23:33,920 --> 01:23:37,360
Speaker 5: because of like she would you feel bad?

1695
01:23:41,120 --> 01:23:42,920
Speaker 2: That was it? You didn't like her, you just were

1696
01:23:43,080 --> 01:23:44,160
Speaker 2: use her for her hands.

1697
01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:46,920
Speaker 5: I have that's the truth.

1698
01:23:48,240 --> 01:23:52,559
Speaker 3: I have hypothesized that that is the root cause behind

1699
01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:57,320
Speaker 3: the white guy Asian girl fetish thing like since forever.

1700
01:23:57,680 --> 01:24:00,840
Speaker 4: Like so don't get me wrong, like like a girl

1701
01:24:00,960 --> 01:24:03,720
Speaker 4: that's regular sized, two hands is normal, but like she

1702
01:24:03,760 --> 01:24:06,080
Speaker 4: would have needed like five or six hands, and it's

1703
01:24:06,160 --> 01:24:16,320
Speaker 4: just I imagine this visualig felt like eighteen inches long.

1704
01:24:16,400 --> 01:24:17,760
Speaker 5: And I just kept sleep with her.

1705
01:24:25,080 --> 01:24:25,840
Speaker 1: Trying to find this.

1706
01:24:26,120 --> 01:24:27,760
Speaker 2: Uh, it was this. It was this.

1707
01:24:27,920 --> 01:24:31,559
Speaker 1: It's a series on Amazon and one of the characters

1708
01:24:31,680 --> 01:24:36,240
Speaker 1: just passed away recently. A young guy. He looks he's biracial, dude.

1709
01:24:36,720 --> 01:24:40,040
Speaker 1: But these kids have superhero It's called V something like

1710
01:24:40,080 --> 01:24:44,880
Speaker 1: that V. Like all of these kids got this vaccine

1711
01:24:45,680 --> 01:24:47,640
Speaker 1: at some point, like their parents signed them up for

1712
01:24:47,680 --> 01:24:49,679
Speaker 1: this experiment and now they're all like in the school

1713
01:24:49,720 --> 01:24:53,120
Speaker 1: together where they all have like these special powers and ship.

1714
01:24:53,479 --> 01:24:56,280
Speaker 1: So one of the girls, she can make herself really big,

1715
01:24:56,439 --> 01:24:58,719
Speaker 1: like giant, and then or she can get really small.

1716
01:24:59,360 --> 01:25:03,000
Speaker 1: So whenever she felt depressed, she'd be You'd be looking

1717
01:25:03,040 --> 01:25:05,000
Speaker 1: for her and she would be sitting right here somewhere right.

1718
01:25:05,040 --> 01:25:08,439
Speaker 5: Flamed, yes, tiny, So to do it, she.

1719
01:25:08,560 --> 01:25:11,680
Speaker 1: Was dating like he was acting like he liked her

1720
01:25:11,760 --> 01:25:14,200
Speaker 1: so much because her fucking she was making her some

1721
01:25:14,439 --> 01:25:18,840
Speaker 1: little around his dick on the on the episode, like

1722
01:25:19,000 --> 01:25:23,400
Speaker 1: she's sliding down a dick, like they showed a dick.

1723
01:25:24,960 --> 01:25:27,360
Speaker 2: His whole body slide and she just like holding on,

1724
01:25:27,520 --> 01:25:30,240
Speaker 2: like yeah, to the left, to the left.

1725
01:25:30,479 --> 01:25:33,120
Speaker 5: It's so shameful, so.

1726
01:25:36,080 --> 01:25:42,040
Speaker 4: Shameful, woman's body. I never told that story out loud

1727
01:25:42,520 --> 01:25:46,840
Speaker 4: on his wet dick. I've never told this story out loud.

1728
01:25:46,880 --> 01:25:48,040
Speaker 4: So it's so fucking funny.

1729
01:25:49,280 --> 01:25:49,600
Speaker 1: That was.

1730
01:25:49,880 --> 01:25:51,519
Speaker 5: Now I think about it, I was like, that is

1731
01:25:51,600 --> 01:25:52,280
Speaker 5: fucking hello.

1732
01:25:52,439 --> 01:25:54,519
Speaker 1: So you meant to stop sucking her after the first time,

1733
01:25:55,320 --> 01:25:55,640
Speaker 1: doing it.

1734
01:25:57,320 --> 01:25:58,040
Speaker 5: Like right after the.

1735
01:25:58,040 --> 01:26:01,920
Speaker 4: First time, because respecting my because really, because really the

1736
01:26:02,000 --> 01:26:05,000
Speaker 4: reason why, because I kind of took up this, I

1737
01:26:05,120 --> 01:26:07,120
Speaker 4: took up this morale point at like twenty eight I

1738
01:26:07,200 --> 01:26:08,360
Speaker 4: was like, yo, if I'm not gonna be with you,

1739
01:26:08,400 --> 01:26:10,600
Speaker 4: I'm not gonna sleep with you, So that kind of

1740
01:26:10,680 --> 01:26:11,200
Speaker 4: changed a lot.

1741
01:26:11,280 --> 01:26:12,600
Speaker 5: Right, So if I can't be with you, I'm not

1742
01:26:12,600 --> 01:26:13,000
Speaker 5: gonna sleep.

1743
01:26:13,040 --> 01:26:15,160
Speaker 4: Ninety nine percent of girls we interact with we can't

1744
01:26:15,200 --> 01:26:17,400
Speaker 4: be with I mean, and I could tell because I'm

1745
01:26:17,400 --> 01:26:20,040
Speaker 4: always sober. So like I knew I couldn't be with

1746
01:26:20,160 --> 01:26:22,760
Speaker 4: her even before we slept together, so I should have

1747
01:26:22,840 --> 01:26:25,040
Speaker 4: never got that far. But even once I slept with her,

1748
01:26:25,040 --> 01:26:27,439
Speaker 4: I knew I shouldn't have been with her anymore because

1749
01:26:27,439 --> 01:26:28,559
Speaker 4: there was no way we could be together.

1750
01:26:28,640 --> 01:26:33,080
Speaker 1: That's the only time he had a sixteen incher man, I.

1751
01:26:33,120 --> 01:26:37,920
Speaker 4: Felt like, Gozilla, you know what I'm saying. It's the greatest,

1752
01:26:38,000 --> 01:26:40,240
Speaker 4: one of the greatest experiences we.

1753
01:26:41,560 --> 01:26:42,160
Speaker 2: Have this segment.

1754
01:26:42,479 --> 01:26:43,800
Speaker 1: I was about to say, we're going to trade it

1755
01:26:43,840 --> 01:26:46,960
Speaker 1: out for the for the shame same us saying our

1756
01:26:47,000 --> 01:26:49,880
Speaker 1: little shameful things. Is that a trade out for a

1757
01:26:50,000 --> 01:26:50,679
Speaker 1: SIMP series?

1758
01:26:51,280 --> 01:26:51,600
Speaker 4: It is?

1759
01:26:51,880 --> 01:26:54,719
Speaker 2: I mean, do y'all want to tell another embarrassing moment?

1760
01:26:54,840 --> 01:26:57,400
Speaker 1: Perhaps y'all got played, but since sex.

1761
01:26:57,680 --> 01:26:58,439
Speaker 2: You got played by.

1762
01:27:00,560 --> 01:27:03,040
Speaker 5: That happened a lot. I remember I took this girl down,

1763
01:27:03,120 --> 01:27:04,960
Speaker 5: slept with like three four dudes on the football team,

1764
01:27:05,040 --> 01:27:05,240
Speaker 5: and not.

1765
01:27:07,080 --> 01:27:08,880
Speaker 2: Know you already told you that story on her show.

1766
01:27:08,920 --> 01:27:11,920
Speaker 1: You gotta tell a different one that happened to you

1767
01:27:12,080 --> 01:27:14,679
Speaker 1: told that before, Like, so we'll get what from Rose

1768
01:27:14,720 --> 01:27:15,439
Speaker 1: Gold and I'd be it.

1769
01:27:16,400 --> 01:27:17,160
Speaker 5: A girl played you?

1770
01:27:18,400 --> 01:27:25,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, please everybody else story from high school.

1771
01:27:25,880 --> 01:27:28,840
Speaker 3: I've let myself get played sometimes to prove a point

1772
01:27:29,000 --> 01:27:30,920
Speaker 3: or out of usually if I get played this out

1773
01:27:30,960 --> 01:27:34,200
Speaker 3: of my own arrogance where I'm like, oh whatever, if

1774
01:27:34,240 --> 01:27:38,240
Speaker 3: I gotta like ben the rules a little bit to

1775
01:27:38,479 --> 01:27:40,840
Speaker 3: get some more face timed her, she just she just

1776
01:27:40,920 --> 01:27:44,439
Speaker 3: hasn't been around me enough long enough to like you,

1777
01:27:44,600 --> 01:27:47,160
Speaker 3: to get it, to understand what's what's really you.

1778
01:27:47,240 --> 01:27:49,599
Speaker 4: Know, good for her, Yeah, to understand magic.

1779
01:27:49,720 --> 01:27:50,240
Speaker 6: So that's that's.

1780
01:27:50,360 --> 01:27:53,640
Speaker 3: That's ninety nine and a half percent of any you know,

1781
01:27:53,760 --> 01:27:54,479
Speaker 3: rude instance like that.

1782
01:27:54,560 --> 01:27:55,599
Speaker 6: But this one was weird.

1783
01:27:55,680 --> 01:27:59,680
Speaker 3: I've never in my life of all the scammering and

1784
01:27:59,720 --> 01:28:02,360
Speaker 3: all the bullshit, all to La lifestyle, all of it

1785
01:28:02,760 --> 01:28:06,479
Speaker 3: since forever, I have never ever seen anything like this

1786
01:28:06,600 --> 01:28:10,400
Speaker 3: before in my entire life forty fucking years. I've known

1787
01:28:10,439 --> 01:28:12,559
Speaker 3: this girl for damn like nine or ten years.

1788
01:28:12,840 --> 01:28:16,000
Speaker 6: No, Mom, we go back like cool.

1789
01:28:16,120 --> 01:28:17,560
Speaker 3: She's the only person that's come to visit me in

1790
01:28:17,600 --> 01:28:19,280
Speaker 3: Miami since I've been in Florida, like.

1791
01:28:20,760 --> 01:28:21,120
Speaker 6: Whatever.

1792
01:28:22,000 --> 01:28:24,479
Speaker 3: So I get her ticket out here like last month,

1793
01:28:26,160 --> 01:28:27,439
Speaker 3: and I pick her from the airport. We go to

1794
01:28:27,479 --> 01:28:29,160
Speaker 3: dinner and stop off a Walmart. She buys all of

1795
01:28:29,200 --> 01:28:31,120
Speaker 3: her shit or whatever. She's had some family out, she

1796
01:28:31,240 --> 01:28:32,800
Speaker 3: was gonna go see her niece and some people.

1797
01:28:32,840 --> 01:28:35,719
Speaker 6: Whatever. All right, cool, it's great.

1798
01:28:35,760 --> 01:28:38,320
Speaker 3: So next morning, you know, she gets up, gets dressed

1799
01:28:39,560 --> 01:28:42,519
Speaker 3: and goes and I shot her texting afternoon like hey,

1800
01:28:42,520 --> 01:28:43,960
Speaker 3: there's this thing that's like Tako Tuesday deal.

1801
01:28:43,960 --> 01:28:45,160
Speaker 6: I people want to go. I didn't want to go,

1802
01:28:45,240 --> 01:28:48,000
Speaker 6: but I was like, if they wanted to go, I

1803
01:28:48,040 --> 01:28:50,160
Speaker 6: don't know what we're doing. Well.

1804
01:28:50,200 --> 01:28:53,160
Speaker 3: And then later in the night I got to you know,

1805
01:28:53,680 --> 01:28:55,240
Speaker 3: know if you're coming back so I can let you

1806
01:28:55,320 --> 01:28:58,760
Speaker 3: back in. So I texted her on here fromhere like, well,

1807
01:28:58,760 --> 01:28:59,800
Speaker 3: I'm getting tired, I want to go to sleep. So

1808
01:29:00,080 --> 01:29:03,519
Speaker 3: all man, bit, she blocked my number. She used you

1809
01:29:03,600 --> 01:29:07,439
Speaker 3: for a flight, which is so odd because she'd been

1810
01:29:07,520 --> 01:29:09,559
Speaker 3: out and stayed with me for a week twice before.

1811
01:29:10,040 --> 01:29:11,439
Speaker 3: And I've not, like I said, I'm known as one

1812
01:29:11,520 --> 01:29:12,599
Speaker 3: for ten years.

1813
01:29:12,680 --> 01:29:13,920
Speaker 5: I told you she blocked.

1814
01:29:14,360 --> 01:29:15,200
Speaker 2: I started.

1815
01:29:16,560 --> 01:29:19,439
Speaker 1: Years ago, but y'all just recently started back fucking around.

1816
01:29:20,800 --> 01:29:22,400
Speaker 6: No, I wouldn't night.

1817
01:29:22,560 --> 01:29:24,360
Speaker 1: Sometimes it be subtle ship women make it.

1818
01:29:26,560 --> 01:29:28,639
Speaker 2: Okay, alive, she is alive.

1819
01:29:29,880 --> 01:29:31,479
Speaker 4: He didn't understand, but he did. I told him he

1820
01:29:31,479 --> 01:29:32,960
Speaker 4: did somebody I didn't know anything.

1821
01:29:33,080 --> 01:29:33,479
Speaker 5: She don't know.

1822
01:29:34,000 --> 01:29:35,040
Speaker 2: She might be did.

1823
01:29:37,760 --> 01:29:39,600
Speaker 6: Some dumb ship, but I didn't know.

1824
01:29:39,840 --> 01:29:42,719
Speaker 1: I know for you give her your credit card number

1825
01:29:42,720 --> 01:29:44,000
Speaker 1: to book the flight, or you booked it for her,

1826
01:29:44,000 --> 01:29:49,800
Speaker 1: booked it. Okay, I'm just trying to did because somebody year,

1827
01:29:50,560 --> 01:29:54,599
Speaker 1: it's a bath since is your bathroom good enough?

1828
01:29:55,200 --> 01:29:55,679
Speaker 2: Not enough?

1829
01:29:55,840 --> 01:29:56,240
Speaker 4: She did?

1830
01:29:57,000 --> 01:29:58,160
Speaker 5: He did something?

1831
01:29:59,000 --> 01:29:59,240
Speaker 3: She was.

1832
01:29:59,600 --> 01:29:59,960
Speaker 6: It was weird.

1833
01:30:00,000 --> 01:30:01,559
Speaker 3: It was like in the morning, she's talking to whoever

1834
01:30:01,600 --> 01:30:05,439
Speaker 3: she's talking to, like, oh, yeah, over here, I'm at

1835
01:30:05,479 --> 01:30:06,040
Speaker 3: Peter's place.

1836
01:30:06,080 --> 01:30:07,360
Speaker 6: That It wasn't like she was.

1837
01:30:07,760 --> 01:30:10,360
Speaker 3: Oh that was what was that? That was also was weird, like, oh,

1838
01:30:10,479 --> 01:30:13,320
Speaker 3: she came out, I swooped up by some dude whoever

1839
01:30:13,400 --> 01:30:15,960
Speaker 3: the fuck picked her up. When you're telling the person,

1840
01:30:16,320 --> 01:30:18,120
Speaker 3: you're saying you're it was just.

1841
01:30:19,720 --> 01:30:22,599
Speaker 4: You haven't spoken to her chin some picture she found something.

1842
01:30:22,720 --> 01:30:24,160
Speaker 3: So nothing in the.

1843
01:30:24,960 --> 01:30:27,320
Speaker 6: Place is a science She wasn't in my phone. My

1844
01:30:27,439 --> 01:30:29,799
Speaker 6: place is a science lab. It's fucking sterile.

1845
01:30:29,960 --> 01:30:31,120
Speaker 1: And how does this make you feel?

1846
01:30:31,800 --> 01:30:32,360
Speaker 2: You feel plate?

1847
01:30:33,240 --> 01:30:33,880
Speaker 6: I feel playing.

1848
01:30:33,880 --> 01:30:35,080
Speaker 2: I'm just like puzzled.

1849
01:30:35,840 --> 01:30:37,880
Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm like, what in the living fuck? I don't mind,

1850
01:30:37,960 --> 01:30:39,120
Speaker 6: Like what the you gotta do?

1851
01:30:39,400 --> 01:30:40,880
Speaker 1: Ain't just asked me about the ticket?

1852
01:30:41,040 --> 01:30:45,280
Speaker 6: I wasn't, So it just doesn't. It's like for for

1853
01:30:45,400 --> 01:30:45,800
Speaker 6: what it was?

1854
01:30:45,920 --> 01:30:48,320
Speaker 3: Like what for what was it? It was only about

1855
01:30:48,360 --> 01:30:49,920
Speaker 3: one way? It was like one hundred and fifty bucks.

1856
01:30:49,760 --> 01:30:51,960
Speaker 6: On what are we talking about?

1857
01:30:52,080 --> 01:30:53,679
Speaker 5: He did something like he didn't do anything?

1858
01:30:53,680 --> 01:30:55,599
Speaker 2: You had to? Because why, I mean, this is something

1859
01:30:56,080 --> 01:30:58,519
Speaker 2: like that and fifty dollars ticket?

1860
01:30:58,640 --> 01:31:05,640
Speaker 1: Is she She's one gotta be cooked. She might have

1861
01:31:05,760 --> 01:31:08,760
Speaker 1: ended up on a drug binge whenever she left your house.

1862
01:31:09,120 --> 01:31:12,040
Speaker 1: And she just can't even tell you what she did.

1863
01:31:12,280 --> 01:31:17,439
Speaker 5: She's a shame, you know, sixty on something?

1864
01:31:18,160 --> 01:31:20,280
Speaker 1: No, something happened, Yeah, something I can't tell.

1865
01:31:20,160 --> 01:31:23,519
Speaker 3: He said, nothing happened, don't work. If something happened, it

1866
01:31:23,760 --> 01:31:25,320
Speaker 3: was she got another dude.

1867
01:31:25,520 --> 01:31:28,120
Speaker 4: No, she wouldn't have blocked you three sixty like that,

1868
01:31:28,760 --> 01:31:29,360
Speaker 4: Yeah she would.

1869
01:31:29,840 --> 01:31:32,200
Speaker 1: Why would she tell you might have your sleep dog,

1870
01:31:32,280 --> 01:31:34,120
Speaker 1: you might have on her in your sleep.

1871
01:31:34,200 --> 01:31:36,639
Speaker 2: No, that wouldn't talking on the phone.

1872
01:31:36,840 --> 01:31:37,880
Speaker 5: That wouldn't have did nothing.

1873
01:31:38,320 --> 01:31:41,679
Speaker 4: That's one of them. I saw something that that really

1874
01:31:41,800 --> 01:31:43,400
Speaker 4: fucked me up and let me And it's not.

1875
01:31:43,600 --> 01:31:47,320
Speaker 3: That it's like if you know someone for that fucking long,

1876
01:31:48,240 --> 01:31:51,840
Speaker 3: then she was up my place like three hours, Like

1877
01:31:52,439 --> 01:31:55,000
Speaker 3: you can you know what I'm saying, if you if

1878
01:31:55,080 --> 01:31:59,679
Speaker 3: somethe on was that weird person like her, can't hide

1879
01:31:59,720 --> 01:32:02,040
Speaker 3: that in face, you know what I mean? Like you know,

1880
01:32:02,400 --> 01:32:04,720
Speaker 3: like if someone's if someone comes on.

1881
01:32:04,880 --> 01:32:07,200
Speaker 1: So she wasn't seeming uncomfortable at all and no points

1882
01:32:09,560 --> 01:32:10,000
Speaker 1: like that that.

1883
01:32:10,280 --> 01:32:13,559
Speaker 2: Are you sure she's alive? Yeah? For sure?

1884
01:32:13,960 --> 01:32:16,160
Speaker 1: You know they creating AIS. This is this website called

1885
01:32:16,680 --> 01:32:19,880
Speaker 1: these People Are Not Real dot com and she could

1886
01:32:19,920 --> 01:32:21,920
Speaker 1: be on it. You just keep hitting and refreshed and

1887
01:32:22,000 --> 01:32:24,479
Speaker 1: a different person pops up and they don't. They're not

1888
01:32:24,600 --> 01:32:27,880
Speaker 1: real people. So maybe they don't create the AI of

1889
01:32:28,000 --> 01:32:30,439
Speaker 1: her on her social media doing shit.

1890
01:32:30,760 --> 01:32:32,879
Speaker 2: She really might not be here anymore.

1891
01:32:33,280 --> 01:32:40,920
Speaker 1: She got tyrone, I know, but I wish Okay, y'all,

1892
01:32:42,760 --> 01:32:45,479
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