WEBVTT - The One Where Ocean Does The Thizzle Face 0:00:05.960 --> 0:00:12.680 Hello, gorgeous, Happy super Bowl Rams. Welcome to the Give 0:00:12.720 --> 0:00:17.680 Them WHI La Podcast. I had an epic weekend. 0:00:18.360 --> 0:00:23.600 Did you hi, chess Hi everyone, It's me, Yes, I did. 0:00:24.280 --> 0:00:27.640 I mean it was the Super Bowl in LA. I 0:00:27.680 --> 0:00:31.400 went to the Sports Illustrated party, so fun. It was 0:00:31.480 --> 0:00:35.720 so fun, And you know, there there are times where 0:00:35.720 --> 0:00:37.519 I sit there and I commit to going out, and 0:00:37.560 --> 0:00:41.959 then as the time approaches, I usually say, fuck this, 0:00:42.200 --> 0:00:45.400 I'm not going, Like I'm just tired. Yeah, you know, 0:00:45.400 --> 0:00:49.800 because my mornings start early and the days are very long. 0:00:50.040 --> 0:00:53.680 So when seven o'clock rolls around and an event doesn't 0:00:53.680 --> 0:00:58.080 start until nine, I'm like, whoa, And you don't want 0:00:58.080 --> 0:01:01.200 to be the first person there. But it was a 0:01:01.240 --> 0:01:06.480 lot of fun. I wore this amazing dress by Oceaness. 0:01:06.760 --> 0:01:13.080 I saw it on Instagram, so fantastic. Jack Harlow performed. 0:01:13.080 --> 0:01:16.080 I learned who he was. I go learned who that was. 0:01:16.319 --> 0:01:17.200 Really, you didn't know. 0:01:17.440 --> 0:01:21.720 I'm a ninety year old. I know Tupac Shakur, right, 0:01:22.680 --> 0:01:29.440 I know Britney Spears, the classics, Beyonce, Yeah, Jack Harlow, 0:01:29.600 --> 0:01:30.840 not so much. Eminem I know. 0:01:31.080 --> 0:01:31.920 Yeah. 0:01:31.959 --> 0:01:34.399 So you had fun at the party. How late did 0:01:34.400 --> 0:01:36.759 you say I stayed. 0:01:37.080 --> 0:01:38.600 I got home at like two thirty. 0:01:38.760 --> 0:01:41.320 Oh, that's good. Yeah, when did you show up? 0:01:42.360 --> 0:01:45.440 We got there around ten. That's so good. I rallied 0:01:45.480 --> 0:01:46.160 my ass off. 0:01:46.240 --> 0:01:46.920 That's amazing. 0:01:47.040 --> 0:01:49.840 I got pictures, which I never do. I don't like 0:01:49.960 --> 0:01:52.559 taking pictures because I never feel like how I look 0:01:53.040 --> 0:01:56.440 in person translates into a photo, so I don't know 0:01:56.480 --> 0:01:59.280 which is lying to me, the camera or the mirror, 0:02:00.520 --> 0:02:05.000 like which one of you is the liar? Yeah, and 0:02:05.520 --> 0:02:08.080 so I posted main page Grid. I hardly ever do 0:02:08.200 --> 0:02:13.800 that with my fabulous dress, so good, fabulous Dior bag. 0:02:14.600 --> 0:02:16.680 But some people, and of course I fixate on the 0:02:16.720 --> 0:02:19.320 negative comments, and they weren't even very negative. It was 0:02:19.360 --> 0:02:23.040 more just like you look different, okay. And I think 0:02:23.880 --> 0:02:27.880 it could be many things, one of which is I 0:02:27.919 --> 0:02:31.360 have not been injected in like three years. Yeah, so 0:02:31.400 --> 0:02:35.360 you're seeing my natural my more natural face, like a 0:02:35.400 --> 0:02:39.000 more watered down injection look. 0:02:39.280 --> 0:02:43.600 Right, three years though, that's like extremely watered down. 0:02:43.880 --> 0:02:45.880 Yes, No, it's a long time to not be injected. 0:02:46.160 --> 0:02:49.680 And also I am really really thin right now, and 0:02:49.760 --> 0:02:52.720 I can't say that I love it. In fact, I 0:02:52.760 --> 0:02:57.360 was talking to a friend yesterday and you know, she's 0:02:57.440 --> 0:03:00.519 on the other end where she's like battling her weight 0:03:00.680 --> 0:03:05.280 after a baby. And you know, I made a comment 0:03:05.320 --> 0:03:07.400 like I'm just really thin right now, and she was like, 0:03:07.440 --> 0:03:09.720 you can't say that to someone. You can't say that 0:03:09.800 --> 0:03:12.400 to me. And I had to open her eyes a bit. 0:03:12.480 --> 0:03:14.400 I was like, you have to validate what I'm saying. 0:03:14.560 --> 0:03:17.720 I'm telling you that the stress that I've had since October. 0:03:17.919 --> 0:03:21.320 Because she said, well, then you should eat and it's 0:03:21.360 --> 0:03:23.600 not that simple, and I said, the stress I have 0:03:23.680 --> 0:03:27.840 had since October. It is hard for me to consume food. 0:03:27.880 --> 0:03:30.200 I feel like I want to vomit most of the time. 0:03:30.240 --> 0:03:33.400 I'm under a lot of stress. So validate what I'm 0:03:33.440 --> 0:03:36.960 saying when I say I'm feeling thin and I'm not 0:03:37.000 --> 0:03:40.320 feeling cute. I'm feeling like I look unhealthy. I need 0:03:40.360 --> 0:03:42.840 you to hear me when I say that. And I 0:03:42.920 --> 0:03:44.800 like open her eyes. She was like, I'm so glad 0:03:44.800 --> 0:03:47.960 that you said that, because I always think like I'm 0:03:48.040 --> 0:03:52.440 battling the other side of weight, so I never think 0:03:52.480 --> 0:03:55.440 about what someone like you is going through. So I 0:03:55.440 --> 0:03:57.240 think a lot of people when they say she looks different, 0:03:57.280 --> 0:04:00.680 it's like, well, i've lost about fifteen pounds since October. Yeah, 0:04:01.000 --> 0:04:04.240 not by choice. I don't love feeling this way, you know. 0:04:04.280 --> 0:04:06.320 I like women with curves and for me to like 0:04:07.120 --> 0:04:09.000 put a dress on or literally I can't wear any 0:04:09.040 --> 0:04:11.760 of my clothes. Nothing fits right now. It hangs on me. Yeah, 0:04:11.760 --> 0:04:15.400 and I feel like I look sickly. So yes, I'm 0:04:15.400 --> 0:04:17.719 going to try and eat as much as I'm trying 0:04:17.760 --> 0:04:20.479 to consume as many calories as I can. But it's 0:04:20.520 --> 0:04:22.320 hard when you feel like as quickly as it goes 0:04:22.320 --> 0:04:24.520 in your mouth, you want to throw it up because 0:04:24.560 --> 0:04:27.520 you're just like that much stress and anxiety. 0:04:27.000 --> 0:04:30.760 On you, right, And I mean number one, I don't 0:04:30.920 --> 0:04:33.760 believe you look sickly at all, But it doesn't matter 0:04:33.800 --> 0:04:34.800 what anyone else says. 0:04:34.839 --> 0:04:37.160 When you feel a certain way, that's how you feel. 0:04:37.279 --> 0:04:40.320 And that's but I think that it was good for 0:04:40.360 --> 0:04:41.440 you to open her eyes to that. 0:04:41.520 --> 0:04:44.520 And also, like, I get it, there's going to be trolls. 0:04:44.600 --> 0:04:50.440 It's so so dated to comment on someone's body negatively, 0:04:50.680 --> 0:04:51.280 no matter what. 0:04:52.800 --> 0:04:54.599 Get you know, like get with the times. 0:04:54.640 --> 0:04:57.440 It's so dated. It's so like, grow up. I want 0:04:57.440 --> 0:04:58.800 to say, everyone just grow up. 0:04:58.920 --> 0:05:00.599 Like life. 0:05:00.640 --> 0:05:03.000 And if someone posts a picture on their main page, 0:05:03.320 --> 0:05:06.479 they obviously felt like, they look really great. Yeah, so 0:05:06.760 --> 0:05:09.080 just let them know that they look really great and 0:05:09.120 --> 0:05:11.640 then talk behind their back to your little fucking friends, 0:05:11.720 --> 0:05:14.719 your other troll friends. Yeah, you know, yeah, like you 0:05:14.760 --> 0:05:16.480 don't need to comment on a picture. But for the 0:05:16.480 --> 0:05:18.680 most part, let's fixate on the good part. Right. A 0:05:18.720 --> 0:05:21.600 lot of people were so kind and it looked beautiful. 0:05:21.640 --> 0:05:24.560 The dress was bombed. The shoes, the shoes were great, 0:05:26.720 --> 0:05:29.960 you know, and like fingers crossed Zara. 0:05:30.360 --> 0:05:32.800 A whole vibe. I got them in Paris like years ago. 0:05:33.279 --> 0:05:35.520 Brittany has the same ones in white. She wore them 0:05:35.560 --> 0:05:37.719 I think for her wedding. Oh wow, in one of 0:05:37.760 --> 0:05:40.359 her like for one of her wedding change. Yeah, changes 0:05:40.360 --> 0:05:43.440 that she did. It was great. Yeah, the weekend was great. 0:05:43.760 --> 0:05:45.000 You went out for them? 0:05:45.200 --> 0:05:45.240 No? 0:05:45.360 --> 0:05:47.640 Oh, you guys, I never go out. I went out. 0:05:47.880 --> 0:05:51.160 I went to a party on Yeah, on the super Bowl. 0:05:51.360 --> 0:05:52.080 It was important. 0:05:52.200 --> 0:05:56.000 I really wanted to see the halftime show on a 0:05:56.000 --> 0:05:59.680 big screen. I was like so excited for it and 0:05:59.720 --> 0:06:03.200 all the people performing, and so got invited to this 0:06:03.279 --> 0:06:06.320 party and I was like yeah, and my a friend 0:06:06.360 --> 0:06:07.440 of mine was going, and I. 0:06:07.400 --> 0:06:08.480 Was like, why didn't I just go? 0:06:08.640 --> 0:06:08.880 Yeah? 0:06:08.920 --> 0:06:09.720 It was it was. 0:06:09.680 --> 0:06:12.159 Great, and got to see the halftime show on a 0:06:12.160 --> 0:06:14.240 big screen, which was like everything, and then I left 0:06:14.279 --> 0:06:15.559 right after and was home by seven. 0:06:15.720 --> 0:06:18.080 That's what's up. I mean, we were home by eight thirty, 0:06:18.120 --> 0:06:20.200 so you were in good company, did you What do. 0:06:20.200 --> 0:06:21.400 You think about the halftime show? 0:06:21.760 --> 0:06:27.360 Don't even get me started. Yeah, my most favorite halftime 0:06:27.440 --> 0:06:32.680 show that I've ever seen. It's up there with when 0:06:32.680 --> 0:06:37.440 Beyonce performed. Really yeah, probably higher than that because you're 0:06:37.480 --> 0:06:39.880 taking someone like Mary J. Blige and throwing her in 0:06:40.040 --> 0:06:42.919 with like songs that I grew up listening to. And 0:06:42.960 --> 0:06:48.600 I don't think people people don't understand my obsession with 0:06:48.720 --> 0:06:52.599 like West Coast rap music. Yeah granted, like fifty is 0:06:52.640 --> 0:06:57.320 not from the West Coast, Eminem not from the West Coast, 0:06:57.400 --> 0:07:00.039 but they all are under Doctor Dre and he's the 0:07:00.120 --> 0:07:03.000 king of West Coast gangster rap. Like it's just what 0:07:03.080 --> 0:07:08.480 it is. Yeah, So I I was going insane and 0:07:08.760 --> 0:07:11.640 I became obsessed with fifty cent when in the Club 0:07:11.760 --> 0:07:15.480 first came out and I was like, like he was 0:07:15.520 --> 0:07:18.720 my second crush next to Kobe Bryant. Really, Kobe Bryant 0:07:18.720 --> 0:07:20.680 was my first crush that I ever had. I was 0:07:20.800 --> 0:07:24.960 like borderline usessed like I created books about him and 0:07:25.000 --> 0:07:28.400 then researched him daily beautiful man, stunning. 0:07:28.480 --> 0:07:30.239 Yeah, but when. 0:07:30.160 --> 0:07:35.640 Fifty showed up, I was like, holy shit, Yeah, that's why. 0:07:35.640 --> 0:07:37.800 When like the little beef happened, I was like so sad. 0:07:37.840 --> 0:07:39.640 But then I remember, like it had nothing to do 0:07:39.720 --> 0:07:42.200 with me, so I'm fine with it. I can, you know, 0:07:42.280 --> 0:07:46.360 reclaim my throwback up session with fifty cent, And so 0:07:46.480 --> 0:07:49.040 many people were like, why was he hanging upside down? 0:07:49.080 --> 0:07:51.640 I'm like, are you kidding me? Do you not remember 0:07:51.680 --> 0:07:54.000 when in the club came out and he was hanging 0:07:54.440 --> 0:07:55.920 and doing the little sit up. 0:07:56.120 --> 0:08:00.520 Oh that's why I'm just now And you said that. 0:08:00.600 --> 0:08:02.880 I was like, that was cool. He's coming in different. 0:08:02.960 --> 0:08:04.480 He was a surprise, don't. 0:08:04.280 --> 0:08:07.880 You remember in the freaking music video and he starts 0:08:07.960 --> 0:08:10.720 go shorty and he's freaking hanging upside down while the 0:08:10.800 --> 0:08:17.280 doctor's like making notes. It's fantastic, the whole thing, And 0:08:17.320 --> 0:08:20.120 then Mary J. Blige singing no More Drama for one 0:08:20.120 --> 0:08:22.200 of her songs. I'm like that was the anthem in 0:08:22.280 --> 0:08:25.080 junior high with any heartbreak I ever experienced. 0:08:25.120 --> 0:08:27.960 Looking like a queen, I think she's. 0:08:28.320 --> 0:08:31.760 She's grown and she is stunning. The body was on point. 0:08:31.800 --> 0:08:34.840 Oh my god, and I think she's like fifty. She 0:08:35.120 --> 0:08:36.359 just looks insane. 0:08:37.000 --> 0:08:40.520 See it looks amazing like she and like moving like 0:08:40.679 --> 0:08:43.120 I'm thirty, and I'm like no, I couldn't move like that. 0:08:43.280 --> 0:08:46.600 I would be out of breath within ten seconds. 0:08:46.960 --> 0:08:50.200 It just was doing the most. It was amazing Ionic 0:08:50.320 --> 0:08:50.920 and Kendrick. 0:08:51.559 --> 0:08:55.840 Oh, I Hedrick Lamar and I was hoping he performed 0:08:55.880 --> 0:08:59.480 those two songs They're like my favorite, and I went off. 0:08:59.559 --> 0:09:01.960 I was in my own world, just like dancing and 0:09:02.000 --> 0:09:04.280 seeing and I was so happy to be at a 0:09:04.280 --> 0:09:06.440 party because everyone around me was doing the same. 0:09:06.640 --> 0:09:09.960 Right, Like in that during that halftime performance, you forgot 0:09:10.000 --> 0:09:12.400 that anyone was around you and you just were like 0:09:12.800 --> 0:09:15.400 transported to another world that you want to live in 0:09:15.480 --> 0:09:17.559 forever with the best music you've ever heard. 0:09:17.679 --> 0:09:19.480 Right, it was the best. Okay, wait, so what did 0:09:19.520 --> 0:09:21.440 you do for the super Bowl? You went out for 0:09:21.720 --> 0:09:24.199 the Sports Illustrated Right? And then so, by the way, 0:09:24.240 --> 0:09:27.280 so many people that I met that night or saw, 0:09:27.320 --> 0:09:30.280 they'd be like, what's your next stop tonight? Like where 0:09:30.320 --> 0:09:33.920 else are you going? I'm like, motherfucker, my next stop is. 0:09:34.000 --> 0:09:37.240 My beathtub, and my bed like. 0:09:37.160 --> 0:09:40.160 This is this is where it starts and ends. Yeah, 0:09:40.200 --> 0:09:43.400 going anywhere else. Yeah, we went to Jackson, Brits for 0:09:43.440 --> 0:09:46.480 the Super Bowl. Okay, fun we had kids, so it 0:09:46.640 --> 0:09:51.199 was such a vibe. Stossy cried because you know, Bo 0:09:51.520 --> 0:09:56.120 is a huge Rams fan, like beyond It's so funny 0:09:56.160 --> 0:09:59.400 to see Stossy because she's such like this chic bougie 0:09:59.440 --> 0:10:01.720 I don't want, you know, watch sports. She shows up 0:10:01.720 --> 0:10:05.360 into Rams gear, Hartford's got her little romper on with 0:10:05.720 --> 0:10:10.600 Rams patches on her denim, you know romper. Yeah, and 0:10:10.720 --> 0:10:13.360 when they won, she cried because she's the wife of 0:10:13.440 --> 0:10:16.000 a huge Rams fan, like a super fan. 0:10:15.960 --> 0:10:18.719 So she's not really a sports person, but for Bo, 0:10:19.000 --> 0:10:22.600 she's like there, die hard. Oh and was he at 0:10:22.600 --> 0:10:22.880 the part? 0:10:22.960 --> 0:10:25.480 He was at the game. He went to the game, 0:10:25.600 --> 0:10:27.960 got to go to the Super Bowl yes by himself. 0:10:28.000 --> 0:10:29.120 Oh my gosh. 0:10:29.160 --> 0:10:31.160 And he got there yesterday. I watched his story. It 0:10:31.200 --> 0:10:33.600 was like maybe eleven thirty in the morning, and I 0:10:33.600 --> 0:10:35.760 think he was thinking, like it'll be on and popping. 0:10:35.880 --> 0:10:37.880 No one was at the stadium, but he located a 0:10:37.920 --> 0:10:41.920 red lobster, which he was really happy about. It was 0:10:42.000 --> 0:10:46.079 just so much fun. Yeah, you know, and Ocean during 0:10:46.120 --> 0:10:50.840 the game like she likes what her mom. Yes, I 0:10:50.880 --> 0:10:54.280 mean when she watches the NBA or the NFL, any 0:10:54.280 --> 0:10:57.960 type of game like that, she is into it. Victated 0:10:58.160 --> 0:10:58.480 and you. 0:10:58.440 --> 0:11:02.000 Said she was dancing during the halftime show. 0:11:02.200 --> 0:11:05.560 Okay, full on fzzle face for those of you who 0:11:05.600 --> 0:11:08.240 don't know what a fizzle face is. I dated a 0:11:08.240 --> 0:11:12.040 guy in high school who was from the Bay. Mac 0:11:12.160 --> 0:11:15.920 dre invented the thistle face, and it's first I do 0:11:16.080 --> 0:11:18.720 like this put a look on my face like a 0:11:18.840 --> 0:11:20.319 smell some piss. 0:11:21.320 --> 0:11:23.000 I never, No, I don't know. 0:11:23.240 --> 0:11:26.120 So that's West Coast as well. And Ocean loves the 0:11:26.160 --> 0:11:28.920 good thistle face. So she had her thistle face on. 0:11:29.000 --> 0:11:31.839 She was in my arms and she had her arm 0:11:31.880 --> 0:11:34.600 in the air with her index finger out and she 0:11:34.760 --> 0:11:38.120 was bobbing her her arm and her head. And I 0:11:38.240 --> 0:11:41.880 was like, this is the proudest moment that I will 0:11:41.920 --> 0:11:45.200 ever my daughter. She's totally her mom's kid. 0:11:45.440 --> 0:11:46.960 Oh that's sweet. 0:11:47.240 --> 0:11:53.720 Yes, it was a super Bowl, like I remember, you know, 0:11:54.360 --> 0:11:58.960 people getting together, cocktails, lots of chips and dip right pizza. 0:11:59.480 --> 0:11:59.960 That's fun. 0:12:00.200 --> 0:12:03.160 So you didn't do you You don't have Super Bowl traditions, 0:12:03.200 --> 0:12:05.120 do you. I mean you said super Bowl like you remember, 0:12:05.160 --> 0:12:05.520 so you. 0:12:06.440 --> 0:12:10.360 Yeah, super Bowl Sunday was football season in general at 0:12:10.400 --> 0:12:16.680 my house was like everything yeah, okay, Like I got 0:12:16.760 --> 0:12:20.000 paid by people to like put their fantasy football leagues together, 0:12:20.080 --> 0:12:23.880 because it was like the NFL Draft is on. Okay, well, 0:12:23.880 --> 0:12:25.679 we know what we're doing tonight as a family. It's 0:12:25.720 --> 0:12:28.360 Thursday night football. We know what we're doing. Saturdays were 0:12:28.400 --> 0:12:31.040 dedicated to college foot like what any day of the 0:12:31.040 --> 0:12:34.320 week that had football involved, that was what we were doing. 0:12:34.360 --> 0:12:36.360 So wait, you got paid by people to put their 0:12:36.480 --> 0:12:39.600 draft teams together. Yeah, you were obviously good at it. 0:12:39.679 --> 0:12:41.640 How did you even get good at it? How did 0:12:41.640 --> 0:12:42.920 you go about picking those people? 0:12:43.000 --> 0:12:46.880 Well, because you know, I liked the man's that plays 0:12:46.920 --> 0:12:51.520 the sports, so it was like that was my recruiting 0:12:51.960 --> 0:12:55.720 process for I can did and then just in exchange, 0:12:55.760 --> 0:12:57.920 I got really good at the game because it was like, oh, 0:12:57.920 --> 0:13:01.720 that's the dude who's the wide receiver from LSU and 0:13:01.880 --> 0:13:04.040 he's gonna be top pick or whatever. So it was 0:13:04.080 --> 0:13:05.960 like but I know that because he fine. 0:13:06.040 --> 0:13:11.120 Yeah, and you just got good at it, that's yeah. 0:13:11.160 --> 0:13:12.960 So you would watch like the drafts you were in 0:13:13.000 --> 0:13:15.719 it because I always know it what a draft meant, 0:13:15.760 --> 0:13:17.959 and you were just like watching drafts, which is kind 0:13:17.960 --> 0:13:18.439 of crazy. 0:13:18.600 --> 0:13:20.480 Yes, it was a family affair. 0:13:20.920 --> 0:13:22.160 Okay, so top. 0:13:23.480 --> 0:13:26.280 Best looking right now in your brain when I say this, 0:13:26.360 --> 0:13:28.439 who's the first guy that comes up best looking. 0:13:28.160 --> 0:13:30.800 For Odell Beckham? But I mean everyone will say that. 0:13:30.960 --> 0:13:33.320 And not only is he extremely good looking, his girl 0:13:33.440 --> 0:13:35.480 is even more good looking than he is. And they're 0:13:35.640 --> 0:13:38.040 about to have a baby, and I'm like, this baby 0:13:38.200 --> 0:13:41.600 is going to be like the most stunning thing really 0:13:41.840 --> 0:13:45.640 besides ocean that will ever walk the planet. 0:13:45.840 --> 0:13:48.719 I love it Odell Beckham. Wait, he was I'm so 0:13:48.760 --> 0:13:51.280 bad at sports, you guys. He was on one of 0:13:51.280 --> 0:13:54.080 the teams that played right the rams oj. 0:13:54.520 --> 0:13:55.960 The hair with the color. 0:13:57.000 --> 0:14:00.000 Oh, he's so cute, very good looking, like I said, 0:14:00.000 --> 0:14:03.160 at his girls even more fine than he is. And 0:14:04.040 --> 0:14:06.760 he got hurt though, oh during the game, so he 0:14:06.960 --> 0:14:09.679 was obviously not playing, but he scored the first touchdown 0:14:09.720 --> 0:14:12.160 of the game, so man, you know at least he 0:14:12.200 --> 0:14:14.480 got that. Yeah, it was just really cool. It was 0:14:14.520 --> 0:14:19.200 really cool to be here in La. We live here, 0:14:19.800 --> 0:14:23.760 the game was here, our home team takes the super Bowl, 0:14:23.840 --> 0:14:28.160 and it's like just everything was just in line. 0:14:28.280 --> 0:14:31.280 Everything was happened the right way correct, Like. 0:14:31.440 --> 0:14:35.880 That hasn't happened since the Ravens played the San Francisco 0:14:35.920 --> 0:14:38.200 forty nine ers. For me, because the Ravens I grew 0:14:38.240 --> 0:14:40.400 up watching them. I don't know why that was our 0:14:40.400 --> 0:14:43.040 team of choice, but it just was. Yeah, and it 0:14:43.120 --> 0:14:45.480 was like, oh my god, my sister in lives from 0:14:45.520 --> 0:14:48.680 San Francisco. We're Baltimore Ravens fans. They're playing each other 0:14:48.720 --> 0:14:51.920 in the super Bowl. Beyonce's performing. This is the best 0:14:52.240 --> 0:14:53.160 day ever. 0:14:53.720 --> 0:14:55.280 Yeah, that's fun. 0:14:56.040 --> 0:14:57.480 It's just a great day. Yeah. 0:14:57.520 --> 0:14:59.560 It was good energy all around. You could feel it 0:14:59.600 --> 0:15:02.240 in La you could feel it, could feel it. Just 0:15:02.320 --> 0:15:08.200 everyone was happy, even like even Cincinnati Bengals fans that 0:15:08.240 --> 0:15:09.840 were at the party I was at, they were just 0:15:09.920 --> 0:15:12.800 kind of like just loving it, just loving the game, 0:15:12.880 --> 0:15:13.840 even though they lost. 0:15:14.280 --> 0:15:16.200 Yeah, but it wasn't a blowout. Yeah, you know, it 0:15:16.240 --> 0:15:19.240 wasn't you know? Yeah, Yeah, it was a fun weekend, 0:15:19.240 --> 0:15:20.840 which is always an easy I don't know if it's 0:15:20.840 --> 0:15:23.080 an easier loss to take if it's a blowout or 0:15:23.280 --> 0:15:25.200 that close where you're like, oh, if we would have 0:15:25.360 --> 0:15:28.920 just done that one thing differently, right, Either way, here 0:15:28.960 --> 0:15:31.280 we are it's Valentine's Day. I know this will air 0:15:31.360 --> 0:15:33.520 on Wednesday. It's my little brother's birthday. 0:15:33.880 --> 0:15:35.800 Happy birthday, Easton. 0:15:36.000 --> 0:15:39.480 I'm gonna have him on the podcast today, so fun Naturally, 0:15:40.200 --> 0:15:42.320 I love this day because for me, it's never been 0:15:42.360 --> 0:15:44.600 like about a partner. It's just always been Easton's birthday. 0:15:44.640 --> 0:15:46.200 So I ride hard for this day. 0:15:46.440 --> 0:15:47.440 Yeah, do you? 0:15:48.440 --> 0:15:50.920 Because you said to me the other day, You're like, 0:15:50.960 --> 0:15:53.760 I think Valentine's Day is just about love, like focusing 0:15:53.840 --> 0:15:56.280 on the love you have for all the people in 0:15:56.320 --> 0:15:56.760 your life. 0:15:56.800 --> 0:15:58.560 That's how I feel about it, Like, I don't think 0:15:58.600 --> 0:16:01.040 it has to be about your significant other that should 0:16:01.080 --> 0:16:04.120 be celebrated daily and if it's just one day. 0:16:04.640 --> 0:16:06.160 Yeah, did you ever? 0:16:06.400 --> 0:16:09.800 Because I always, yeah, I always thought growing up it 0:16:09.880 --> 0:16:13.040 was more about that because in class you would hand 0:16:13.080 --> 0:16:16.000 out Valentine's to everyone, right, and then I would always 0:16:16.040 --> 0:16:17.880 get on Valentin's Day, I would wake up and there'd 0:16:17.880 --> 0:16:20.240 be like a little box of chocolates from my dad, right, 0:16:20.320 --> 0:16:22.800 and like a little rose, so cute. So I always 0:16:22.800 --> 0:16:26.400 just assumed it was all about love. I was never like, oh, 0:16:26.480 --> 0:16:28.920 it's a boyfriend girlfriend until I got more like high school. 0:16:29.440 --> 0:16:32.200 Did you ever do anything with like family or friends 0:16:32.240 --> 0:16:33.720 on Valentine's Day, that was a thing. 0:16:33.880 --> 0:16:35.360 It was just always Easton's Birthday. 0:16:35.400 --> 0:16:36.720 Oh yeah, yeah, the part you know. 0:16:37.000 --> 0:16:39.520 So it was like I would take my boyfriend, yeah 0:16:39.560 --> 0:16:42.000 at the time when I like lived back home with 0:16:42.040 --> 0:16:45.600 me to Easton's birthday. But for me, it was like 0:16:45.720 --> 0:16:48.760 me and my boyfriend are banging it out like Jack Rabbits, 0:16:48.840 --> 0:16:51.080 no matter what day it is, you know, we're going 0:16:51.080 --> 0:16:54.280 through a package twelve condoms in a day, you know, 0:16:54.480 --> 0:16:56.840 like in high school, living my. 0:16:56.880 --> 0:17:03.680 Life, yes, living your best life high school. Laala is 0:17:03.720 --> 0:17:06.480 someone that I need to learn about one day because 0:17:06.480 --> 0:17:09.840 I have like these thoughts because I've seen pictures of 0:17:09.880 --> 0:17:14.600 you and you were like pretty honestly you look like it, 0:17:14.760 --> 0:17:16.920 like like you'd be an actress. Like I see your 0:17:17.080 --> 0:17:18.560 you in high school and I'm like, oh, that's like 0:17:18.600 --> 0:17:20.720 a that that girl would be in the movie like 0:17:20.760 --> 0:17:21.520 mean girls. 0:17:21.320 --> 0:17:21.840 Or like I was. 0:17:22.160 --> 0:17:23.760 No, I was a geek. I was a theater geek. 0:17:23.840 --> 0:17:26.760 Yeah you were, but yeah, were you a theater geek. 0:17:26.920 --> 0:17:29.480 I was not a popular kid, really, no, not at all. 0:17:29.600 --> 0:17:31.240 And maybe if you look at pictures, you're like you 0:17:31.280 --> 0:17:33.919 were cute, but like I didn't feel like a cute person. 0:17:34.040 --> 0:17:36.800 I was like bullied by most people. Really, it was 0:17:36.800 --> 0:17:38.960 like never invited to the cool parties with those little 0:17:38.960 --> 0:17:40.760 bitch cheerleaders. 0:17:41.280 --> 0:17:44.880 You know, when did you get well? 0:17:44.920 --> 0:17:46.800 I guess this has been asked before, but like the 0:17:46.800 --> 0:17:49.120 confidence and feeling cool wasn't not until you moved to La. 0:17:49.640 --> 0:17:53.400 No. I didn't get my confidence until I like entered 0:17:53.440 --> 0:17:55.199 Vanderbump rules and had to pretend like I was a 0:17:55.200 --> 0:17:55.920 confident person. 0:17:56.240 --> 0:17:56.680 Wild. 0:17:56.880 --> 0:17:59.840 Yeah, that's crazy. And you had a boyfriend? Did you 0:17:59.880 --> 0:18:01.560 have same boyfriend all through out high school? 0:18:01.560 --> 0:18:03.439 I had my saying I had a he was my 0:18:03.520 --> 0:18:06.040 high school sweetheart, and we got together when I was seventeen, 0:18:07.480 --> 0:18:13.440 and then we broke up when I was twenty. Oh wow, yeah. 0:18:12.840 --> 0:18:16.520 So that's what's seventeen? Is that like junior, sophomore, junior. 0:18:16.560 --> 0:18:17.960 I was a junior and or was a senior. 0:18:18.080 --> 0:18:19.800 Okay, so that's half of high school. 0:18:19.920 --> 0:18:22.159 Yeah, And we moved out to LA together. This was 0:18:22.160 --> 0:18:28.680 like the first time that we like we just had 0:18:28.720 --> 0:18:31.840 been in Utah for however many years and it was fun. 0:18:31.880 --> 0:18:33.520 And then I got word that he was like trying 0:18:33.560 --> 0:18:35.439 to get to this girl I introduced him to. She 0:18:35.560 --> 0:18:38.800 was like my new friend in La Okay, and I 0:18:38.880 --> 0:18:40.600 broke up with him over a text message and said 0:18:40.600 --> 0:18:41.960 I never want to see you again. He was like, 0:18:42.080 --> 0:18:43.960 I was just trying to be your friend, and I 0:18:44.040 --> 0:18:46.760 was like, no, no, I have the pit goodbye. He 0:18:46.760 --> 0:18:48.480 would show up to my apartment and I told the 0:18:48.480 --> 0:18:50.000 gate guy. I was like, do not let him in. 0:18:50.119 --> 0:18:54.000 Don't call me if he shows up. Wow. We right. Yeah. 0:18:54.040 --> 0:18:56.080 We never spoke again. I don't play with the cheating, 0:18:56.240 --> 0:18:59.479 you know, because I once the trust is gone for me, like, 0:18:59.640 --> 0:19:03.440 I have zero interest in keeping you in my life, 0:19:03.480 --> 0:19:06.560 Like yeah, gone. So we broke up when I was twenty, 0:19:07.760 --> 0:19:12.600 and then I found my true love. I found my 0:19:12.720 --> 0:19:16.240 true love. I will not name his name. I'll keep 0:19:16.320 --> 0:19:20.639 him protected. But he was fine as against. He was 0:19:20.680 --> 0:19:21.280 so fine. 0:19:21.640 --> 0:19:24.240 Way at twenty you found your true I think I. 0:19:24.240 --> 0:19:27.359 Was like twenty one after my high school boyfriend is 0:19:27.359 --> 0:19:29.840 when I started going into like okay, we're slipping into 0:19:29.840 --> 0:19:30.320 her face. 0:19:30.480 --> 0:19:33.399 Oh got it? Okay. I thought I'm not kidding. 0:19:33.400 --> 0:19:34.960 I thought you were gonna say found my true love, 0:19:34.960 --> 0:19:36.880 and then there's gonna be a beat, and then you're 0:19:36.880 --> 0:19:38.159