WEBVTT - Zoom School Sucks

0:00:19.800 --> 0:00:21.960
<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices.

0:00:22.079 --> 0:00:27.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm Erica and I'm Nila, and I'm gonna be honest, y'all.

0:00:27.560 --> 0:00:31.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't really feel like talking. That is not the

0:00:31.160 --> 0:00:33.840
<v Speaker 1>way you start a podcast. I know this is all

0:00:33.840 --> 0:00:38.320
<v Speaker 1>we got us. Talking is all we got, you know what.

0:00:38.520 --> 0:00:43.240
<v Speaker 2>Zoom fuck zoom, fuck COVID, fuck education, fuck school, Fuck

0:00:43.360 --> 0:00:44.479
<v Speaker 2>it America.

0:00:44.760 --> 0:00:48.879
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to get out of social media. I mean honestly, like,

0:00:48.920 --> 0:00:49.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm over.

0:00:49.760 --> 0:00:53.360
<v Speaker 3>Fuck the one percent of wealth, who's fucking everybody else?

0:00:54.040 --> 0:01:01.160
<v Speaker 1>Fuck Louisville, Kentucky. Fuck Trump, fuck Mitt Romney, fuck.

0:01:00.560 --> 0:01:04.640
<v Speaker 3>All the cops that are chilling while they killed Breonna Taylor.

0:01:05.400 --> 0:01:09.959
<v Speaker 1>And fuck me. That'd be nice. That'd be nice. Maybe

0:01:10.080 --> 0:01:11.919
<v Speaker 1>that's what I need. I need to get fucked.

0:01:13.800 --> 0:01:19.080
<v Speaker 2>Fuck me, please, Somebody fuck me, preferably somebody big and

0:01:19.120 --> 0:01:20.360
<v Speaker 2>girthy and black.

0:01:21.280 --> 0:01:21.720
<v Speaker 1>Anyway.

0:01:23.319 --> 0:01:26.440
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, I'm feeling feeling the same way.

0:01:27.480 --> 0:01:27.720
<v Speaker 1>Wait.

0:01:27.760 --> 0:01:31.959
<v Speaker 2>Earlier this week, I decided midweek, for absolutely no reason,

0:01:31.959 --> 0:01:34.120
<v Speaker 2>that I was going to give myself a hairstyle that

0:01:34.200 --> 0:01:36.680
<v Speaker 2>I never gave myself before, because I don't really have

0:01:36.720 --> 0:01:39.080
<v Speaker 2>any hair skills except like the two hairstyles I know

0:01:39.160 --> 0:01:39.800
<v Speaker 2>and New York is.

0:01:39.800 --> 0:01:42.120
<v Speaker 1>Like, why are you doing this? What the fuck are

0:01:42.160 --> 0:01:43.119
<v Speaker 1>you doing? Well?

0:01:43.160 --> 0:01:45.280
<v Speaker 2>She was already so stressed, and I was like, why

0:01:45.280 --> 0:01:47.120
<v Speaker 2>are you adding more shit to your plate?

0:01:47.319 --> 0:01:49.960
<v Speaker 3>Because you know what, I feel less stressed when I

0:01:50.000 --> 0:01:50.560
<v Speaker 3>feel good.

0:01:51.160 --> 0:01:52.320
<v Speaker 1>I even got my lashes done.

0:01:52.480 --> 0:01:56.200
<v Speaker 3>Ask me where I'm going nowhere, But I feel better

0:01:56.200 --> 0:01:57.320
<v Speaker 3>at least when I wake up in the morning.

0:01:57.360 --> 0:01:59.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, huh, you look cute to bed. The world

0:02:00.120 --> 0:02:04.280
<v Speaker 1>going to shit? Yeah, I know.

0:02:04.760 --> 0:02:08.560
<v Speaker 3>So if you're all feeling similar to us, maybe add

0:02:08.560 --> 0:02:11.040
<v Speaker 3>more stress to do a hairstyle than you never did before.

0:02:11.240 --> 0:02:13.720
<v Speaker 1>But once it looks cute, you'll feel better. Don't worry.

0:02:14.040 --> 0:02:16.520
<v Speaker 2>Well, my stepdad told me today that I looked skidnier,

0:02:16.639 --> 0:02:19.320
<v Speaker 2>so I did feel better about that. I was like, okay,

0:02:19.480 --> 0:02:21.600
<v Speaker 2>that's great, and then I looked online and then I

0:02:21.600 --> 0:02:28.800
<v Speaker 2>got sad again. Oh here comes my kid. Yes, okay,

0:02:29.520 --> 0:02:30.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm working.

0:02:30.040 --> 0:02:33.079
<v Speaker 1>Baby, I'm recording. What is look like I'm doing?

0:02:33.280 --> 0:02:36.359
<v Speaker 2>Uh, get down from there, go ask Flora to check

0:02:36.400 --> 0:02:37.600
<v Speaker 2>what your next schedule is.

0:02:37.680 --> 0:02:42.960
<v Speaker 1>Your next thing? Oh my gosh, there's no breaks. There

0:02:43.000 --> 0:02:44.160
<v Speaker 1>are with us all the time.

0:02:44.480 --> 0:02:48.320
<v Speaker 2>There's no breaks. And you know, I do have help

0:02:48.360 --> 0:02:50.520
<v Speaker 2>here floor who helps me? But she doesn't know how

0:02:50.520 --> 0:02:53.160
<v Speaker 2>to use a computer. She doesn't know how to type anything,

0:02:53.560 --> 0:02:56.120
<v Speaker 2>she doesn't know how to click links, she doesn't like

0:02:56.240 --> 0:02:58.360
<v Speaker 2>she knows how. She knows how to read the schedule,

0:02:58.360 --> 0:02:59.560
<v Speaker 2>but look at her, Look at her looking at it.

0:02:59.560 --> 0:03:02.239
<v Speaker 2>She looks confuse as fuck. It's as confused as I am,

0:03:02.720 --> 0:03:05.200
<v Speaker 2>So like, really, I don't really have help as far

0:03:05.200 --> 0:03:06.040
<v Speaker 2>as the zooming goes.

0:03:06.160 --> 0:03:07.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm literally gonna.

0:03:07.639 --> 0:03:10.359
<v Speaker 3>Have It's not for's fault because I follow at all

0:03:10.480 --> 0:03:13.680
<v Speaker 3>I went. I went to my baby daddy's to show

0:03:13.760 --> 0:03:16.520
<v Speaker 3>him how to do the stuff because I know everybody's

0:03:16.560 --> 0:03:20.000
<v Speaker 3>doing the schoology or schoolology, whatever the fuck it's called, and.

0:03:20.000 --> 0:03:24.280
<v Speaker 1>It's so confusing. It's confusing, it's hard.

0:03:24.360 --> 0:03:25.840
<v Speaker 3>I had like a one on one with the teacher

0:03:25.919 --> 0:03:28.600
<v Speaker 3>to show me how, and I'm still confused, intense, and

0:03:28.680 --> 0:03:31.320
<v Speaker 3>Luna looked at me and was like, Mom, take a

0:03:31.360 --> 0:03:33.960
<v Speaker 3>deep breath. And I was like, I was like, this

0:03:34.040 --> 0:03:35.240
<v Speaker 3>is bad when she has to tell me to take

0:03:35.280 --> 0:03:38.600
<v Speaker 3>a deep breath. But I was like getting super fucking irritated.

0:03:38.800 --> 0:03:41.240
<v Speaker 3>And in fact, if school doesn't go back the next

0:03:41.400 --> 0:03:43.600
<v Speaker 3>four months, I'm gonna she's rushed.

0:03:43.600 --> 0:03:47.040
<v Speaker 1>She gonna be kindergarten to drop out. You think I'm joking.

0:03:47.080 --> 0:03:49.160
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I like, so Ari was in school last

0:03:49.160 --> 0:03:51.600
<v Speaker 2>week for half days, and I was super grateful for

0:03:51.600 --> 0:03:53.720
<v Speaker 2>that because I saw everyone on zoom, I saw everyone

0:03:53.760 --> 0:03:56.040
<v Speaker 2>on social media literally falling to pieces, and I was like,

0:03:56.080 --> 0:03:57.680
<v Speaker 2>at least I get these three hours. And then I

0:03:57.720 --> 0:04:00.520
<v Speaker 2>got an email like ten pm at night from the

0:04:00.560 --> 0:04:03.000
<v Speaker 2>head of her school like canceled, and I was like,

0:04:03.400 --> 0:04:07.720
<v Speaker 2>literally gonna cry. And so, you know, now we're here,

0:04:08.040 --> 0:04:10.320
<v Speaker 2>and I know I sound spoiled because there's there's parents

0:04:10.320 --> 0:04:11.920
<v Speaker 2>out there, and you know what, kudos to you.

0:04:11.920 --> 0:04:15.400
<v Speaker 1>You have three, four or five kids. I don't fucking assoom.

0:04:16.000 --> 0:04:18.160
<v Speaker 2>Two of those kids are gonna fail. They're dropping out.

0:04:18.240 --> 0:04:22.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm dropping the mouth. And so I same with me.

0:04:22.800 --> 0:04:25.160
<v Speaker 2>I had her you were here when her dad came

0:04:25.200 --> 0:04:27.040
<v Speaker 2>over here, and I was trying to explain shit to him.

0:04:27.080 --> 0:04:29.080
<v Speaker 2>He was half listening. I was getting irritated. He was

0:04:29.080 --> 0:04:31.599
<v Speaker 2>trying to leave in the middle of me explaining shit.

0:04:31.680 --> 0:04:32.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, niggat.

0:04:33.400 --> 0:04:36.120
<v Speaker 3>I was trying to show her dad she has she

0:04:36.160 --> 0:04:37.680
<v Speaker 3>has to like do an evaluation.

0:04:37.880 --> 0:04:41.719
<v Speaker 1>Like, first of all, whoever invented schoology? You're dumb? What

0:04:41.920 --> 0:04:44.360
<v Speaker 1>is it called schoology. It's school age. What is schoology?

0:04:44.520 --> 0:04:46.720
<v Speaker 1>That is what it called an laos. That's what you're

0:04:46.800 --> 0:04:50.200
<v Speaker 1>using too, bitch. I'm using seesaw. Okay, well seesaw is

0:04:50.200 --> 0:04:53.000
<v Speaker 1>through schoology. Oh see yeah, we're using seesaw, Seesaw through

0:04:53.040 --> 0:04:54.200
<v Speaker 1>school age whatever the fuck?

0:04:54.600 --> 0:04:59.440
<v Speaker 2>Just fucking apps, PBS Kids, YouTube, Kids, fucking ABC Mouse,

0:05:00.040 --> 0:05:04.000
<v Speaker 2>schoolagee Seesaw, some other shit with the Sea Clever. I'm like,

0:05:04.120 --> 0:05:07.520
<v Speaker 2>how many fucking apps can one child access?

0:05:07.600 --> 0:05:10.760
<v Speaker 1>So we need one fucking app. Sorry, I just got

0:05:10.760 --> 0:05:11.839
<v Speaker 1>it got intense.

0:05:12.000 --> 0:05:15.880
<v Speaker 3>But then they're asking the children to upload their own homework.

0:05:16.200 --> 0:05:18.600
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, so, so I was showing her dad right,

0:05:18.600 --> 0:05:20.880
<v Speaker 3>and he's like going through what I uploaded, He's like,

0:05:20.880 --> 0:05:23.320
<v Speaker 3>why are you in all the pictures looking mad as hell?

0:05:23.680 --> 0:05:28.280
<v Speaker 2>It was like me like, I was like, because it's

0:05:28.320 --> 0:05:30.480
<v Speaker 2>too hard. She can't hold it up and push the button.

0:05:32.080 --> 0:05:34.479
<v Speaker 3>Then she's like doing evaluations and she has to Like,

0:05:34.480 --> 0:05:36.479
<v Speaker 3>first of all, I realized, wow, we need to do work.

0:05:36.560 --> 0:05:39.040
<v Speaker 3>She's like doesn't know like twelve of the letters from

0:05:39.080 --> 0:05:40.960
<v Speaker 3>the alphabet r KT.

0:05:41.200 --> 0:05:43.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what the fuck? I thought you knew these letters?

0:05:43.560 --> 0:05:45.600
<v Speaker 1>And he's like whispering to her. I'm like, shut up,

0:05:45.880 --> 0:05:47.240
<v Speaker 1>shut up, you can't tell her.

0:05:47.279 --> 0:05:48.760
<v Speaker 2>And then I'm like, I have to start the recording

0:05:48.800 --> 0:05:52.640
<v Speaker 2>over because I'm him on the social media in the

0:05:52.680 --> 0:05:56.039
<v Speaker 2>back me cursing him out, him trying to cheat for her,

0:05:56.120 --> 0:05:58.160
<v Speaker 2>and I'm like, this can't happen.

0:06:00.200 --> 0:06:02.640
<v Speaker 1>Miss Oh God.

0:06:03.680 --> 0:06:06.800
<v Speaker 3>You know what I used to think before this all happened,

0:06:06.839 --> 0:06:09.280
<v Speaker 3>I was like, I can't believe I have to wake

0:06:09.360 --> 0:06:11.280
<v Speaker 3>up and take kids to school and pick them up.

0:06:11.320 --> 0:06:13.680
<v Speaker 3>Like I when she started going to regular school and

0:06:13.720 --> 0:06:16.159
<v Speaker 3>I had to like get her there on time. I

0:06:16.279 --> 0:06:19.440
<v Speaker 3>was so annoyed that I had to like wake up,

0:06:19.520 --> 0:06:21.760
<v Speaker 3>get her dress, and drop her somewhere before a bell

0:06:21.839 --> 0:06:22.960
<v Speaker 3>because as a child that.

0:06:22.920 --> 0:06:24.760
<v Speaker 1>Gave me excity. I was always late. So now I

0:06:24.800 --> 0:06:25.520
<v Speaker 1>have to do I couldn't.

0:06:25.560 --> 0:06:28.039
<v Speaker 3>I can't believe that I'm a mom already, Like I

0:06:28.160 --> 0:06:30.320
<v Speaker 3>waited it my whole life, trying to get out of school,

0:06:30.640 --> 0:06:32.479
<v Speaker 3>and now you're back in school.

0:06:32.680 --> 0:06:35.320
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm like, wait, why did I sign up for this?

0:06:35.360 --> 0:06:37.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't even like school. I don't even like kids.

0:06:38.839 --> 0:06:42.200
<v Speaker 3>But now now she's in the house all the time

0:06:42.200 --> 0:06:44.000
<v Speaker 3>and it is much easier to get her on the

0:06:44.080 --> 0:06:45.960
<v Speaker 3>zoom on time than it is to get her to

0:06:46.000 --> 0:06:46.560
<v Speaker 3>the school.

0:06:46.880 --> 0:06:48.440
<v Speaker 2>Well, I have to yeah, I have to say today

0:06:48.520 --> 0:06:50.479
<v Speaker 2>is my first actually official day of me doing the

0:06:50.520 --> 0:06:53.840
<v Speaker 2>zoom because I was working at six am yesterday and

0:06:53.920 --> 0:06:55.920
<v Speaker 2>so her dad had to do zoom yesterday and I

0:06:56.000 --> 0:06:57.880
<v Speaker 2>was I was literally on his ass and he had it.

0:06:57.920 --> 0:06:59.880
<v Speaker 2>I was surprised, like because you saw him here, he

0:06:59.920 --> 0:07:02.400
<v Speaker 2>was barely fucking listening. I was like, this nigga is

0:07:02.400 --> 0:07:03.880
<v Speaker 2>not going to get it right. And like he had

0:07:03.920 --> 0:07:05.919
<v Speaker 2>a whole spread he had the like he had a

0:07:06.240 --> 0:07:07.320
<v Speaker 2>you know, he has a bigger house than me.

0:07:07.320 --> 0:07:08.880
<v Speaker 1>He had a whole table spread out with all of

0:07:08.880 --> 0:07:10.520
<v Speaker 1>her supplies out. He took a picture.

0:07:10.760 --> 0:07:13.080
<v Speaker 2>The one thing I will say, her fucking hair looked insane.

0:07:13.520 --> 0:07:16.080
<v Speaker 2>But everything was done, and in fact, her hair looks

0:07:16.080 --> 0:07:18.040
<v Speaker 2>so crazy. I guess she got like star of the

0:07:18.400 --> 0:07:19.960
<v Speaker 2>star of the student of the day. And so all

0:07:19.960 --> 0:07:21.640
<v Speaker 2>the kids had to draw a picture of her. These

0:07:21.880 --> 0:07:24.520
<v Speaker 2>pictures that they drew of her, she looked her hair

0:07:25.920 --> 0:07:27.840
<v Speaker 2>and all the pictures that they drew, these kids drew,

0:07:27.880 --> 0:07:29.320
<v Speaker 2>I was like, yes, this is accurate.

0:07:29.400 --> 0:07:32.560
<v Speaker 1>My it looks like just a big flopsided bush.

0:07:33.880 --> 0:07:36.560
<v Speaker 2>But so today's the first day and I'm just like,

0:07:36.880 --> 0:07:40.160
<v Speaker 2>oh my god, I mean doing this. I planned a

0:07:40.200 --> 0:07:41.960
<v Speaker 2>trip at the end of October to get out of

0:07:42.000 --> 0:07:43.320
<v Speaker 2>here for a second, and I don't even know if

0:07:43.360 --> 0:07:46.120
<v Speaker 2>it's possible. Now I'm like, how who's gonna be administering

0:07:46.120 --> 0:07:48.840
<v Speaker 2>all these links? Floor can't fucking do it. I told

0:07:48.880 --> 0:07:51.040
<v Speaker 2>her today, I was like, I'm gonna like do a

0:07:51.120 --> 0:07:54.160
<v Speaker 2>record a video of me doing this so you know

0:07:54.240 --> 0:07:55.840
<v Speaker 2>how to do it. And then I just realized, like

0:07:55.960 --> 0:07:57.120
<v Speaker 2>they keep adding new shit.

0:07:57.640 --> 0:07:58.440
<v Speaker 1>I want to voluntar.

0:07:58.440 --> 0:08:00.760
<v Speaker 3>I want to be your best friend in volunteer, but like,

0:08:00.880 --> 0:08:03.640
<v Speaker 3>I honestly don't know about the capacity to zoom two

0:08:03.680 --> 0:08:04.360
<v Speaker 3>kids at one time.

0:08:04.720 --> 0:08:06.440
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I should do this like a business. We could

0:08:06.440 --> 0:08:07.480
<v Speaker 1>fit like six kids here.

0:08:08.120 --> 0:08:11.240
<v Speaker 3>I will have minister zooms for seventy five dollars a.

0:08:11.240 --> 0:08:15.960
<v Speaker 1>Child like it. Really, I don't know, man.

0:08:16.400 --> 0:08:18.960
<v Speaker 2>All I know is that, like I know, the COVID

0:08:19.080 --> 0:08:22.080
<v Speaker 2>numbers are going down in LA and like they're opening

0:08:22.120 --> 0:08:24.720
<v Speaker 2>other shit. Like literally, my friend was at a day

0:08:24.760 --> 0:08:26.600
<v Speaker 2>party this weekend, like how.

0:08:27.440 --> 0:08:29.360
<v Speaker 1>Kt oh it was a brunch.

0:08:29.360 --> 0:08:31.480
<v Speaker 3>They were at their own tables, but I'm going on Saturday,

0:08:31.600 --> 0:08:34.240
<v Speaker 3>but it was but still there were people there, like

0:08:34.679 --> 0:08:37.440
<v Speaker 3>it was out it was outside bit.

0:08:39.080 --> 0:08:41.280
<v Speaker 2>Honestly, and the schools can't be open, but we can

0:08:41.280 --> 0:08:42.800
<v Speaker 2>out be out here and have popping bottles.

0:08:42.840 --> 0:08:46.160
<v Speaker 1>Honestly, I don't care. I'm gonna be there on Saturday because.

0:08:45.920 --> 0:08:48.640
<v Speaker 3>At least dancing will make the week go by better

0:08:48.720 --> 0:08:54.559
<v Speaker 3>because at this point, I'm stressed as fuck and Zoom

0:08:54.720 --> 0:08:58.520
<v Speaker 3>is I'm zoom better be paying for the drugs that

0:08:58.559 --> 0:09:00.880
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna have to take and the weed that I'm

0:09:00.920 --> 0:09:02.040
<v Speaker 3>gonna have to smoke.

0:09:01.840 --> 0:09:04.559
<v Speaker 1>Because it's insane. I do feel like more.

0:09:06.080 --> 0:09:08.560
<v Speaker 3>Involved in my child's life right now, though, because I

0:09:08.559 --> 0:09:11.000
<v Speaker 3>didn't even know she couldn't identify twelve of the alphabet,

0:09:11.679 --> 0:09:12.960
<v Speaker 3>so that feel better about them.

0:09:13.040 --> 0:09:16.920
<v Speaker 1>At least I'm like in the know now, But yeah,

0:09:17.000 --> 0:09:17.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

0:09:18.240 --> 0:09:21.480
<v Speaker 2>I do like I posted something yesterdayor today or yesterday

0:09:21.520 --> 0:09:25.520
<v Speaker 2>when we post this, but asking you know, moms to

0:09:25.520 --> 0:09:28.240
<v Speaker 2>give tips on zoom because like I'm just starting. I'm

0:09:28.280 --> 0:09:30.439
<v Speaker 2>hoping this doesn't last forever, but I need to get

0:09:30.440 --> 0:09:33.200
<v Speaker 2>it together and like, actually there were some good Jessica

0:09:33.440 --> 0:09:38.040
<v Speaker 2>gave us some good tips. Also shout out to Jessica Rose.

0:09:38.120 --> 0:09:41.080
<v Speaker 2>Both Jessica's have their shit because bitches has her shit

0:09:41.200 --> 0:09:44.480
<v Speaker 2>all the way buttoned up. Okay, I saw her Instagram post.

0:09:44.520 --> 0:09:46.040
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I'm a failure. I'm about to go

0:09:46.080 --> 0:09:48.000
<v Speaker 2>over there and get lessons. She's about she's about to

0:09:48.040 --> 0:09:50.240
<v Speaker 2>teach me how to homeschool because she's got I was like,

0:09:50.280 --> 0:09:52.440
<v Speaker 2>how are you building a social media empire and have

0:09:52.480 --> 0:09:53.679
<v Speaker 2>time to be a homeschool teacher.

0:09:53.840 --> 0:09:54.960
<v Speaker 1>She's not even zooming.

0:09:55.000 --> 0:09:56.960
<v Speaker 2>She's a home whole ass homeschool teacher.

0:09:57.040 --> 0:09:57.679
<v Speaker 1>She's a queen.

0:09:57.920 --> 0:10:00.079
<v Speaker 2>She pulled her kids out of kindergarten, her kid and

0:10:00.200 --> 0:10:03.280
<v Speaker 2>is doing the teaching. I said, wow, okay, that is

0:10:03.480 --> 0:10:04.120
<v Speaker 2>very I'm.

0:10:04.000 --> 0:10:06.640
<v Speaker 1>About to say. I told her about to drop one off. Yeah,

0:10:06.640 --> 0:10:08.760
<v Speaker 1>can you teach? I'll pay you won't be the teaching right?

0:10:09.040 --> 0:10:10.160
<v Speaker 1>How much do you need a week?

0:10:10.920 --> 0:10:13.120
<v Speaker 2>But Jessica was saying that that I should set a

0:10:15.280 --> 0:10:17.440
<v Speaker 2>timer with a like you know, Alexa, you don't have

0:10:17.440 --> 0:10:18.280
<v Speaker 2>the Alexa.

0:10:18.800 --> 0:10:21.040
<v Speaker 3>When it starts, when breaks are, when it's ten minutes

0:10:21.080 --> 0:10:21.439
<v Speaker 3>to go back?

0:10:21.480 --> 0:10:21.960
<v Speaker 1>That is.

0:10:22.040 --> 0:10:23.560
<v Speaker 2>I just did that right now, and it was helpful

0:10:23.559 --> 0:10:25.480
<v Speaker 2>because I don't I did I lose track of time?

0:10:25.520 --> 0:10:27.080
<v Speaker 1>Did she say it? Yeah? Alexa was like, it's twelve

0:10:27.160 --> 0:10:29.200
<v Speaker 1>forty time to get on the computer. Okay, Well, I'm

0:10:29.240 --> 0:10:31.280
<v Speaker 1>gonna need to get Alexa. Yeah, we did talk to

0:10:31.320 --> 0:10:32.160
<v Speaker 1>siory Oh.

0:10:32.200 --> 0:10:33.839
<v Speaker 3>I don't know she's a bitch, she has a bitch,

0:10:34.200 --> 0:10:37.080
<v Speaker 3>you know. I honestly, I just honestly feel like the

0:10:37.120 --> 0:10:40.160
<v Speaker 3>world is ending. And last night I watched fucking Social

0:10:40.200 --> 0:10:44.240
<v Speaker 3>Dilemma on Netflix, which gave me even more anxiety than

0:10:44.280 --> 0:10:46.560
<v Speaker 3>I already have. You know, I don't believe in shit,

0:10:46.679 --> 0:10:49.120
<v Speaker 3>and I also think the world is ending, and it

0:10:49.240 --> 0:10:56.080
<v Speaker 3>confirmed all of my fears. And basically, basically, social media

0:10:56.600 --> 0:11:00.760
<v Speaker 3>is like crack cocaine, and the rate, like the rates

0:11:00.800 --> 0:11:05.440
<v Speaker 3>of preteen the suicide rates and preteens has increased one

0:11:05.520 --> 0:11:09.560
<v Speaker 3>hundred and twenty percent since twenty ten, which was when

0:11:09.600 --> 0:11:15.240
<v Speaker 3>social media was began on cellular phones. So basically, if

0:11:16.400 --> 0:11:18.800
<v Speaker 3>just like we're addicted to the phone, our kids are

0:11:18.840 --> 0:11:21.760
<v Speaker 3>going to be and then probably have pre anxiety because

0:11:21.800 --> 0:11:23.480
<v Speaker 3>of it. Also, my eyes are going bad because I'm

0:11:23.480 --> 0:11:26.440
<v Speaker 3>looking at my fucking phone all the time, and I'm

0:11:26.440 --> 0:11:30.440
<v Speaker 3>stressed out. And it's it's controlling our emotions and it's

0:11:30.559 --> 0:11:33.280
<v Speaker 3>basically telling us, dictating how we feel.

0:11:33.120 --> 0:11:33.920
<v Speaker 1>What we choose.

0:11:34.000 --> 0:11:36.800
<v Speaker 3>And AI knows it's better than we know ourselves, and

0:11:36.800 --> 0:11:38.160
<v Speaker 3>we're the product we're being sold.

0:11:38.480 --> 0:11:41.560
<v Speaker 1>We're like, we are the product we're being sold. What

0:11:41.600 --> 0:11:42.000
<v Speaker 1>we like.

0:11:42.160 --> 0:11:46.640
<v Speaker 2>Everything we're like is basically consumer based, and people like,

0:11:46.640 --> 0:11:48.360
<v Speaker 2>it's a billion dollar industry and they don't.

0:11:48.160 --> 0:11:50.840
<v Speaker 3>Care that the kids are fucking trying to kill themselves.

0:11:50.880 --> 0:11:53.520
<v Speaker 3>That's three times the rate is ten years ago. They're

0:11:53.520 --> 0:11:55.040
<v Speaker 3>going to continue to do it because it's a billion

0:11:55.040 --> 0:11:58.080
<v Speaker 3>dollar industry. So in like, unless we throw all of

0:11:58.080 --> 0:12:00.200
<v Speaker 3>our fucking phones in the trash can and go live

0:12:00.280 --> 0:12:03.720
<v Speaker 3>together in the woods, we're all fucked. And they even

0:12:03.880 --> 0:12:08.320
<v Speaker 3>control politics, they control conspiracy theories. It can everything you

0:12:08.400 --> 0:12:12.960
<v Speaker 3>believe and you fucking intakes in your psychological psyche is

0:12:13.000 --> 0:12:17.040
<v Speaker 3>being fucking manipulated. So get off your phones, not don't

0:12:17.040 --> 0:12:20.800
<v Speaker 3>step the podcast though, rate and reviews before you get off.

0:12:25.640 --> 0:12:27.280
<v Speaker 3>So I ordered five books this week.

0:12:27.440 --> 0:12:29.360
<v Speaker 1>I saw that you have a new book what I like?

0:12:29.360 --> 0:12:31.240
<v Speaker 1>Where is it called my Okay?

0:12:31.280 --> 0:12:33.160
<v Speaker 2>So this new book I got was recommended to me

0:12:33.200 --> 0:12:35.760
<v Speaker 2>from a friend, and it's called post Traumatic slave Syndrome

0:12:36.200 --> 0:12:37.840
<v Speaker 2>by doctor Joy degree.

0:12:38.360 --> 0:12:43.719
<v Speaker 1>Did I say a degree? Yeah? Degree? Degree? D E G?

0:12:43.960 --> 0:12:45.600
<v Speaker 1>Are you why? Degree?

0:12:46.280 --> 0:12:49.760
<v Speaker 3>But my friend recommended to me and it's like, basically,

0:12:49.840 --> 0:12:54.680
<v Speaker 3>how a lot of African Americans have we do certain

0:12:54.720 --> 0:12:59.120
<v Speaker 3>things without realizing it's related to our post traumatic slave syndrome.

0:12:58.920 --> 0:13:00.720
<v Speaker 1>And that it's like embedded in us. And so I

0:13:00.800 --> 0:13:01.720
<v Speaker 1>just started pretty good.

0:13:01.720 --> 0:13:05.559
<v Speaker 3>But I just decided, because I'm obviously going I'm going

0:13:05.600 --> 0:13:07.880
<v Speaker 3>through some trying to transformation and I'm trying not to

0:13:07.920 --> 0:13:09.960
<v Speaker 3>fight it, that I need to get the fuck off

0:13:10.000 --> 0:13:12.120
<v Speaker 3>social media. I need to read more, I spend more

0:13:12.160 --> 0:13:14.320
<v Speaker 3>time with my kid because she doesn't know the alphabet,

0:13:14.520 --> 0:13:18.160
<v Speaker 3>and I just need to like ground myself. And I'm

0:13:18.160 --> 0:13:21.560
<v Speaker 3>the type of cancer that I literally just don't tell

0:13:21.559 --> 0:13:23.200
<v Speaker 3>me any bad news, don't send me any links. I'm

0:13:23.200 --> 0:13:25.480
<v Speaker 3>not going to watch any more documentaries because I just

0:13:25.520 --> 0:13:28.079
<v Speaker 3>get too I get too anxious, I get sad.

0:13:28.320 --> 0:13:30.000
<v Speaker 1>I think I have to go live in the woods

0:13:30.080 --> 0:13:30.960
<v Speaker 1>or else. I'm not going to make it.

0:13:30.960 --> 0:13:33.200
<v Speaker 3>I've literally I've tried to convince Erica this month that

0:13:33.240 --> 0:13:35.280
<v Speaker 3>we should go to a different country and stay till

0:13:35.280 --> 0:13:35.719
<v Speaker 3>the new year.

0:13:35.760 --> 0:13:36.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm convinced.

0:13:36.400 --> 0:13:39.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, I'm you didn't have to do much convincing,

0:13:39.120 --> 0:13:40.959
<v Speaker 2>and you know, I'm a bitch that like you got

0:13:41.000 --> 0:13:41.880
<v Speaker 2>to convinced a little bit.

0:13:41.880 --> 0:13:43.240
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, right on it. I was like,

0:13:43.320 --> 0:13:45.240
<v Speaker 1>do you don't even have to go back to school anymore.

0:13:45.240 --> 0:13:46.560
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, we can just do zoom in

0:13:46.559 --> 0:13:48.920
<v Speaker 1>Costa Rica. Yet we can't. Let's just go to New

0:13:49.800 --> 0:13:50.040
<v Speaker 1>do it.

0:13:50.280 --> 0:13:50.640
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:13:50.800 --> 0:13:52.320
<v Speaker 1>I was showing Sebastian. I was like, look at this

0:13:52.320 --> 0:13:52.640
<v Speaker 1>ship that.

0:13:52.880 --> 0:13:54.079
<v Speaker 2>I was like, me and me there were up till

0:13:54.080 --> 0:13:57.040
<v Speaker 2>like two in the morning, exchanging links to different airbnbs,

0:13:57.400 --> 0:13:59.080
<v Speaker 2>and the rent is cheaper than my right here, and

0:13:59.080 --> 0:14:01.199
<v Speaker 2>I will just pack all my up put it in storage.

0:14:02.760 --> 0:14:05.920
<v Speaker 2>Podcast the ship out of myself, out by the waters,

0:14:06.040 --> 0:14:10.079
<v Speaker 2>and we pe and the ocean yep and.

0:14:10.000 --> 0:14:12.560
<v Speaker 3>Maybe learns a different language. I don't know, but we

0:14:12.600 --> 0:14:16.760
<v Speaker 3>need to get out of here. Things things don't look

0:14:16.760 --> 0:14:22.360
<v Speaker 3>like they're going well, and nobody cares except me, So

0:14:22.640 --> 0:14:23.000
<v Speaker 3>I don't.

0:14:23.120 --> 0:14:23.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I know it's.

0:14:23.880 --> 0:14:26.000
<v Speaker 2>Voting season and we're supposed to tell you guys to vote,

0:14:26.000 --> 0:14:27.000
<v Speaker 2>but like, I don't.

0:14:26.800 --> 0:14:27.920
<v Speaker 1>Even know if that count. I don't even know if

0:14:27.960 --> 0:14:28.280
<v Speaker 1>it matters.

0:14:28.280 --> 0:14:29.880
<v Speaker 2>Okay, don't listen to the world is evil.

0:14:30.040 --> 0:14:30.720
<v Speaker 1>The world is evil?

0:14:30.800 --> 0:14:33.720
<v Speaker 2>Run means Mila, how to like semi argument. I literally

0:14:33.880 --> 0:14:36.360
<v Speaker 2>was like, don't talk to me, bitch. I was telling her.

0:14:36.480 --> 0:14:38.360
<v Speaker 2>I was like, we need to start talking about voting,

0:14:38.360 --> 0:14:40.400
<v Speaker 2>and she's like why I was like, I don't say why.

0:14:40.440 --> 0:14:41.520
<v Speaker 1>I just it doesn't matter.

0:14:41.680 --> 0:14:44.800
<v Speaker 2>I said, you said why, I said why, you said why?

0:14:45.000 --> 0:14:45.120
<v Speaker 1>Just?

0:14:45.400 --> 0:14:48.240
<v Speaker 3>I just think everybody's evil, Like, doesn't matter where we vote.

0:14:48.240 --> 0:14:52.240
<v Speaker 3>Biden's evil, Trump is evil, everybody's the fuck evil. You're

0:14:52.400 --> 0:14:55.040
<v Speaker 3>fucking gonna get slack for this too. I think Kamala's

0:14:55.040 --> 0:14:55.720
<v Speaker 3>ass is evil.

0:14:56.240 --> 0:14:57.120
<v Speaker 1>Shit is fucked up.

0:14:57.320 --> 0:14:59.840
<v Speaker 3>I think nobody cares like I think there's people are

0:15:00.280 --> 0:15:03.000
<v Speaker 3>in moral and unethical and they just don't care about

0:15:03.080 --> 0:15:06.280
<v Speaker 3>human beings, like the most common sense shit. And so

0:15:06.360 --> 0:15:07.360
<v Speaker 3>does voting really matter?

0:15:07.440 --> 0:15:10.240
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Does democracy really exist? I don't know.

0:15:10.280 --> 0:15:12.440
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't feel like, what's it? Electoral vote? I don't

0:15:12.480 --> 0:15:20.360
<v Speaker 1>fucking know. I don't know. I do think voting matters.

0:15:20.480 --> 0:15:25.360
<v Speaker 2>I do believe that most politicians are evil or have

0:15:25.440 --> 0:15:27.840
<v Speaker 2>some sort of have done some shady shit to get

0:15:27.880 --> 0:15:31.000
<v Speaker 2>where they are, absolutely every single one of them, including Kamala,

0:15:31.040 --> 0:15:32.440
<v Speaker 2>and that's on record.

0:15:32.200 --> 0:15:34.080
<v Speaker 1>And including everyone.

0:15:34.120 --> 0:15:36.080
<v Speaker 2>I mean, but before this, think about it, Joe Biden

0:15:36.200 --> 0:15:37.840
<v Speaker 2>was like the golden child. But then he's now he's

0:15:37.880 --> 0:15:40.640
<v Speaker 2>running for president, so of course he's evil now, you know,

0:15:40.680 --> 0:15:43.800
<v Speaker 2>And of course he's done some shit that to get

0:15:44.360 --> 0:15:47.640
<v Speaker 2>to rise the ranks. That's evil. I'm gonna vote for

0:15:47.680 --> 0:15:49.760
<v Speaker 2>the lesser of both evils.

0:15:49.400 --> 0:15:50.080
<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm not.

0:15:50.440 --> 0:15:57.240
<v Speaker 2>And I can't spare to fucking look at Donald Trump's

0:15:57.280 --> 0:16:00.000
<v Speaker 2>face for another four years. I would like to look

0:16:00.120 --> 0:16:05.480
<v Speaker 2>get Joe Biden's aging, balding ass face, Okay, way more

0:16:05.640 --> 0:16:06.720
<v Speaker 2>than his ass, okay.

0:16:06.760 --> 0:16:08.200
<v Speaker 1>And I just I just.

0:16:08.080 --> 0:16:10.800
<v Speaker 2>Feel like I obviously know, like I would imagine that

0:16:11.480 --> 0:16:14.720
<v Speaker 2>all no one's born evil, right, like maybe maybe whatever.

0:16:14.760 --> 0:16:17.240
<v Speaker 1>That's yeah, that's a good question. Is evilness just a

0:16:17.400 --> 0:16:19.600
<v Speaker 1>human trait? I believe.

0:16:19.760 --> 0:16:22.440
<v Speaker 3>No, I'm not evil. I'm not I could be like careless,

0:16:22.560 --> 0:16:23.160
<v Speaker 3>I'm not evil.

0:16:23.200 --> 0:16:26.560
<v Speaker 2>I think that even politicians. When when when when you're

0:16:26.600 --> 0:16:30.360
<v Speaker 2>a young, right, you know, student that wants to get

0:16:30.360 --> 0:16:33.080
<v Speaker 2>into politics, you have all these all the intentions in

0:16:33.120 --> 0:16:35.720
<v Speaker 2>the world of changing the world and changing the way

0:16:35.760 --> 0:16:38.280
<v Speaker 2>government works and all these things. Then you actually get

0:16:38.280 --> 0:16:41.480
<v Speaker 2>in there and you're like, oh, fuck, this shit is

0:16:41.600 --> 0:16:44.160
<v Speaker 2>fucked up and that and like you've learned all these

0:16:44.200 --> 0:16:47.240
<v Speaker 2>secret things that the rest of society doesn't know, and

0:16:47.960 --> 0:16:51.200
<v Speaker 2>you have to make a choice. You either stay or

0:16:51.200 --> 0:16:54.280
<v Speaker 2>do you keep going and sacrifice parts of yourself to

0:16:54.400 --> 0:16:56.840
<v Speaker 2>try to keep to try to keep some sort of

0:16:56.840 --> 0:16:59.280
<v Speaker 2>integrity and keep it going and keep it pushing forward.

0:16:59.560 --> 0:17:02.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't think that Kamala hasn't done anything bad. Of

0:17:02.320 --> 0:17:04.720
<v Speaker 2>course she has. But I also think about her as

0:17:04.720 --> 0:17:07.640
<v Speaker 2>a brown woman. Some people say she's not black.

0:17:07.680 --> 0:17:09.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Whatever. I said, she's black in India.

0:17:10.200 --> 0:17:11.600
<v Speaker 1>He's not black, she's whatever.

0:17:12.040 --> 0:17:14.720
<v Speaker 2>As a woman of color, I can imagine making a

0:17:14.760 --> 0:17:17.399
<v Speaker 2>woman of color and being in a position trying to

0:17:17.520 --> 0:17:20.320
<v Speaker 2>advance your career, the type of sacrifices and the ship

0:17:20.400 --> 0:17:22.520
<v Speaker 2>you've had to let slide, and the choices that you've

0:17:22.520 --> 0:17:24.240
<v Speaker 2>had to make in order to get into the rooms

0:17:24.240 --> 0:17:26.640
<v Speaker 2>that you need to get into to make change. I'm

0:17:26.640 --> 0:17:29.760
<v Speaker 2>not saying that she's I don't know her like. I'm

0:17:29.760 --> 0:17:33.600
<v Speaker 2>not saying that she's a great person overall, but I

0:17:33.600 --> 0:17:38.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I get the sense that she has

0:17:38.520 --> 0:17:41.399
<v Speaker 2>better intentions than Pence.

0:17:41.480 --> 0:17:42.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, that's another thing.

0:17:42.640 --> 0:17:46.840
<v Speaker 2>Pence looks. He looks like a like a little man baby.

0:17:46.920 --> 0:17:50.720
<v Speaker 2>He does look he has like a little boy like haircut.

0:17:50.760 --> 0:17:52.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't like little he just looks

0:17:52.720 --> 0:17:55.479
<v Speaker 1>a little worm. He looks. I don't like it. I

0:17:55.520 --> 0:17:56.920
<v Speaker 1>just can't do it anymore.

0:17:56.920 --> 0:17:59.280
<v Speaker 2>I can't do it. I'm voting. I don't give a fuck.

0:17:59.560 --> 0:18:01.399
<v Speaker 2>I hope you vote. I know you don't feel like

0:18:01.440 --> 0:18:04.920
<v Speaker 2>you should care. One thing that is what makes it okay, Okay,

0:18:05.680 --> 0:18:08.480
<v Speaker 2>back to the Social Dilemma. And then then what you did,

0:18:08.560 --> 0:18:11.280
<v Speaker 2>Pat You tagged me in this post and you're like,

0:18:10.880 --> 0:18:13.960
<v Speaker 2>I posted it. Yeah. If Trump wins, don't, I don't

0:18:13.960 --> 0:18:15.960
<v Speaker 2>want to hear about didn't vote. You're out here seeing

0:18:16.000 --> 0:18:21.240
<v Speaker 2>a negro spiritual if you don't vote the next year,

0:18:21.280 --> 0:18:23.280
<v Speaker 2>if Trump wins, I don't want to hear shiit except

0:18:23.320 --> 0:18:26.280
<v Speaker 2>negro spirituals when you're back in the right.

0:18:28.119 --> 0:18:28.399
<v Speaker 1>Okay.

0:18:28.400 --> 0:18:30.720
<v Speaker 2>So another thing that I learned from the social media,

0:18:30.760 --> 0:18:32.160
<v Speaker 2>I mean, the Social.

0:18:31.840 --> 0:18:34.040
<v Speaker 1>Dilemma documentary is that.

0:18:35.600 --> 0:18:40.000
<v Speaker 3>Fake news travels like six times as fast and because

0:18:40.080 --> 0:18:45.960
<v Speaker 3>everything is like robotic, Like for me, for instance, I'm

0:18:46.000 --> 0:18:49.680
<v Speaker 3>always like looking at ship like no vaccinations, fuck the president,

0:18:49.960 --> 0:18:53.879
<v Speaker 3>like conspiracy theory, ship, all that popping up. That's what

0:18:53.960 --> 0:18:56.960
<v Speaker 3>he's up for me. But also, like you, it's hard

0:18:57.000 --> 0:18:58.920
<v Speaker 3>to know what the truth is. And then the robots

0:18:59.200 --> 0:19:01.159
<v Speaker 3>don't know what the truth so they just continue to

0:19:01.200 --> 0:19:01.840
<v Speaker 3>program whatever.

0:19:01.880 --> 0:19:02.920
<v Speaker 1>You know, But.

0:19:04.680 --> 0:19:10.080
<v Speaker 2>Oh, Kamala is married to some white man who's a

0:19:10.480 --> 0:19:13.639
<v Speaker 2>big pharma he's a lawyer for Big Pharma, which I

0:19:13.680 --> 0:19:15.520
<v Speaker 2>fucking hate, which I also think if.

0:19:15.480 --> 0:19:18.680
<v Speaker 3>You married him, you're evil. But the only thing that's

0:19:18.760 --> 0:19:23.119
<v Speaker 3>keeping me from not not voting is I don't want

0:19:23.560 --> 0:19:27.560
<v Speaker 3>the Republicans to take away abortion. That's important, And like

0:19:27.680 --> 0:19:30.280
<v Speaker 3>I just it's just too much. Honestly, I'm a cancer.

0:19:30.320 --> 0:19:32.040
<v Speaker 3>It's too much. All this evil in the world is

0:19:32.080 --> 0:19:33.680
<v Speaker 3>too much. And I don't know what the fuck I'm

0:19:33.680 --> 0:19:35.439
<v Speaker 3>gonna do. Erica, if you don't fucking get on this

0:19:35.560 --> 0:19:38.280
<v Speaker 3>train to get out of the country soon, this is over.

0:19:38.320 --> 0:19:39.439
<v Speaker 1>This whole shit is done.

0:19:40.119 --> 0:19:43.080
<v Speaker 2>I'm on the I'm on board I But I also just.

0:19:43.400 --> 0:19:45.600
<v Speaker 1>So is a coaster record in Nicaragua.

0:19:45.760 --> 0:19:49.840
<v Speaker 2>Okay, it's not Nicaragua because I have post traa syndrome.

0:19:49.920 --> 0:19:51.600
<v Speaker 3>But at least we know you can run, you know

0:19:51.600 --> 0:19:53.480
<v Speaker 3>how to flee of country. Good you did it before.

0:19:53.640 --> 0:19:56.159
<v Speaker 3>You know, you might know the backwoods there.

0:19:56.400 --> 0:19:58.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if y'all listened to our episode last

0:19:58.320 --> 0:20:00.840
<v Speaker 2>year where I took my first and last.

0:20:01.200 --> 0:20:02.720
<v Speaker 1>Was that last year? I was like two years ago,

0:20:03.040 --> 0:20:05.760
<v Speaker 1>wasn't it like two was two years ago? It was

0:20:05.760 --> 0:20:08.640
<v Speaker 1>like my first and last flut out situation.

0:20:08.840 --> 0:20:11.439
<v Speaker 2>I got flewed out and then and then flew me

0:20:11.480 --> 0:20:14.480
<v Speaker 2>to Nicaragua, did not tell me shit about how far

0:20:14.600 --> 0:20:17.520
<v Speaker 2>he was from the airport. I land at like eight pm.

0:20:17.840 --> 0:20:21.040
<v Speaker 2>He has some random Nicaragua dude come pick me up

0:20:21.080 --> 0:20:22.800
<v Speaker 2>in his pickup truck and he's like, oh, it's a

0:20:22.800 --> 0:20:26.440
<v Speaker 2>four hour drive from here, and I would hit fuck yeah,

0:20:26.760 --> 0:20:28.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't remember him and picked me up and the

0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:31.439
<v Speaker 2>niggas didn't even come with him. He just just and

0:20:31.480 --> 0:20:33.840
<v Speaker 2>then there was a he didn't He failed to also

0:20:33.920 --> 0:20:36.000
<v Speaker 2>let me know that there was like a revolt happening

0:20:36.000 --> 0:20:39.520
<v Speaker 2>and they were like trying to overthrow the government. So

0:20:39.840 --> 0:20:41.879
<v Speaker 2>I'm driving with this man that I don't know. He

0:20:41.920 --> 0:20:43.640
<v Speaker 2>seemed like a really sweet guy. We were talking about

0:20:43.680 --> 0:20:46.000
<v Speaker 2>his family, would show me pictures. But then we keep

0:20:46.040 --> 0:20:49.200
<v Speaker 2>getting stopped by dudes and machetes and masks, and he's like,

0:20:49.240 --> 0:20:51.400
<v Speaker 2>don't worry, we just got to pay them because they're

0:20:51.440 --> 0:20:55.000
<v Speaker 2>just students that want to get paid, students with machetes, yes, bitch,

0:20:55.119 --> 0:20:56.400
<v Speaker 2>machetes and guns.

0:20:56.440 --> 0:20:58.920
<v Speaker 1>And I was texting Jamila and my other friend.

0:20:58.960 --> 0:21:01.240
<v Speaker 2>I was like, you guys about it. I'm gonna die.

0:21:01.440 --> 0:21:03.160
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I'm gonna die. I'm gonna put my clothes.

0:21:03.160 --> 0:21:05.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna putting my like, what is it my find

0:21:05.320 --> 0:21:07.920
<v Speaker 2>my Friend's app, because you might I might be abandoned

0:21:08.080 --> 0:21:10.720
<v Speaker 2>the jungle and Nicaragua. We got stopped like ten times,

0:21:10.720 --> 0:21:12.399
<v Speaker 2>and then at some point he was like, you know what,

0:21:12.440 --> 0:21:14.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm just gonna take the back streets and I was like,

0:21:14.119 --> 0:21:15.720
<v Speaker 2>let let's do that. And then I realized, wait, I

0:21:15.720 --> 0:21:19.439
<v Speaker 2>don't know this, nigga. I am now driving into the

0:21:19.520 --> 0:21:22.520
<v Speaker 2>jungle on not like unpaved roads like I'm driving.

0:21:22.600 --> 0:21:23.960
<v Speaker 1>It was just like trees.

0:21:24.040 --> 0:21:27.880
<v Speaker 2>It wasn't gonna road. It was just ground and trees.

0:21:28.320 --> 0:21:32.080
<v Speaker 2>And I was driving dodging trees for like two hours.

0:21:33.240 --> 0:21:35.080
<v Speaker 2>I was like, he's gonna kill me and take my

0:21:35.240 --> 0:21:37.920
<v Speaker 2>organs and sell them the album on the black market.

0:21:38.000 --> 0:21:40.760
<v Speaker 2>And then I finally get to the place where my

0:21:40.800 --> 0:21:43.720
<v Speaker 2>friend is at and I'm like, I'm cursing out. I'm like, nigga,

0:21:43.880 --> 0:21:45.560
<v Speaker 2>the fuck you didn't even tell me that I had

0:21:45.560 --> 0:21:48.040
<v Speaker 2>to do all this shit. Whatever, we get there, it's beautiful.

0:21:48.040 --> 0:21:51.360
<v Speaker 2>We wake up in the morning. It's gorgeous. I'm so happy.

0:21:51.840 --> 0:21:53.280
<v Speaker 2>He's like, let's go down on the beach. We go

0:21:53.400 --> 0:21:55.200
<v Speaker 2>down on the beach. We have one drink and then

0:21:55.200 --> 0:22:00.320
<v Speaker 2>we get a call literally one drink the country killed

0:22:00.320 --> 0:22:04.440
<v Speaker 2>an American. The country is going into shit, going to shit.

0:22:04.680 --> 0:22:08.800
<v Speaker 2>We must evacuate. The resort is closing and making us leave.

0:22:08.920 --> 0:22:12.040
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, the resort closed, yes, they kicked

0:22:12.119 --> 0:22:15.600
<v Speaker 2>us out. We had nowhere to go, so then we

0:22:15.640 --> 0:22:17.320
<v Speaker 2>have to They're like, the best thing to do is

0:22:17.400 --> 0:22:20.280
<v Speaker 2>drive to Costa Rica. We drive to fucking Costa Rica.

0:22:20.359 --> 0:22:24.560
<v Speaker 2>We passed through customs, no one's there. We just drive through.

0:22:24.600 --> 0:22:26.639
<v Speaker 2>No one says shit. We get to another stop, like

0:22:26.680 --> 0:22:28.960
<v Speaker 2>an hour into Costa Rica, They're like, where are your stamps?

0:22:28.960 --> 0:22:30.679
<v Speaker 2>You have to go back. So we have to go

0:22:30.760 --> 0:22:33.679
<v Speaker 2>all the way back an hour get the stamps. It

0:22:33.720 --> 0:22:35.280
<v Speaker 2>was the worst, well the worst.

0:22:35.440 --> 0:22:36.000
<v Speaker 1>Here's the thing.

0:22:36.119 --> 0:22:38.240
<v Speaker 3>It sounds like, you know, a guy at the pickup truck.

0:22:38.480 --> 0:22:40.080
<v Speaker 3>We know not to go to a resort. We can

0:22:40.119 --> 0:22:42.320
<v Speaker 3>just get to Airbnb. We can lay low, we can

0:22:42.359 --> 0:22:46.240
<v Speaker 3>maybe buy some guns. Honestly, our odds sound better than

0:22:46.240 --> 0:22:49.600
<v Speaker 3>this fucking piece of shit America. And if all's fails,

0:22:49.640 --> 0:22:54.280
<v Speaker 3>we could do half in Nicaragua and half in Costa Rica. Honestly,

0:22:54.320 --> 0:22:56.400
<v Speaker 3>I think this is this is the route for us.

0:22:56.880 --> 0:23:02.080
<v Speaker 3>We need to podcast internationally because this is an illusion

0:23:02.680 --> 0:23:05.360
<v Speaker 3>and Social Dilemma showed it all. You need to watch

0:23:05.400 --> 0:23:06.919
<v Speaker 3>it on Netflix immediately.

0:23:07.000 --> 0:23:09.760
<v Speaker 2>I started watching it last night and then I fell asleep.

0:23:09.840 --> 0:23:11.160
<v Speaker 1>I mean, like you have to have the capacity.

0:23:11.520 --> 0:23:12.960
<v Speaker 2>All I saw was like it was like literally I

0:23:12.960 --> 0:23:14.359
<v Speaker 2>saw the first like five minutes and it was this

0:23:14.400 --> 0:23:16.240
<v Speaker 2>guy who worked at Google and he was there to

0:23:16.280 --> 0:23:18.359
<v Speaker 2>like help make them money basically, and one of the

0:23:18.359 --> 0:23:20.760
<v Speaker 2>guys said that he realized that they really had a

0:23:20.840 --> 0:23:22.800
<v Speaker 2>huge There was like a bunch of like white males

0:23:22.840 --> 0:23:25.840
<v Speaker 2>ages twenty five to thirty five creating this new thing

0:23:25.880 --> 0:23:29.240
<v Speaker 2>of like how people were going to set their calendars

0:23:29.280 --> 0:23:33.280
<v Speaker 2>and like how they were going to start scheduling their life.

0:23:33.000 --> 0:23:35.080
<v Speaker 1>In the world. And he wrote that he did this

0:23:35.119 --> 0:23:53.320
<v Speaker 1>whole pop. Sorry about that.

0:23:53.840 --> 0:23:57.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm already failing at zoom because I'm ten minutes late

0:23:57.480 --> 0:23:59.080
<v Speaker 2>putting her on her Spanish classroom.

0:23:59.160 --> 0:24:01.000
<v Speaker 3>Well, who the fuck a member week a week, B

0:24:01.280 --> 0:24:05.000
<v Speaker 3>one thirty one, small groups, large groups, different classes.

0:24:05.200 --> 0:24:05.880
<v Speaker 1>It's intense.

0:24:06.880 --> 0:24:11.200
<v Speaker 3>Sorry you, I thought you said you need to schedule

0:24:11.240 --> 0:24:15.639
<v Speaker 3>Siri too, or Alexa Alexa and Siri homegirls?

0:24:16.680 --> 0:24:21.840
<v Speaker 1>Oh can you sink them? They're not They're not homegirls anyway.

0:24:22.600 --> 0:24:25.720
<v Speaker 2>Basically, I'm cool in Nicaragua. I don't know if I

0:24:25.760 --> 0:24:28.439
<v Speaker 2>can do Nicaragua, I'll do other places. I really like

0:24:28.480 --> 0:24:31.480
<v Speaker 2>to be on an island with black people, ideally, Like.

0:24:31.960 --> 0:24:34.040
<v Speaker 1>Well, I told you, listen, I've done my research.

0:24:34.080 --> 0:24:37.600
<v Speaker 3>I told you most of the Caribbean islands we can go,

0:24:37.800 --> 0:24:40.320
<v Speaker 3>but we'll have to quarantine. I thought it was two weeks,

0:24:40.320 --> 0:24:42.120
<v Speaker 3>but if we pay one hundred dollars, it's one week.

0:24:42.440 --> 0:24:44.160
<v Speaker 3>So that means we'll be in the in the house

0:24:44.160 --> 0:24:44.800
<v Speaker 3>for one week.

0:24:44.720 --> 0:24:47.000
<v Speaker 1>With the kids. That's fine, Okay, so let's do it.

0:24:47.080 --> 0:24:52.280
<v Speaker 2>You know what, look, bitch, well, let's look into it

0:24:52.320 --> 0:24:54.840
<v Speaker 2>for real. I'm a serious Okay, Well, I gotta I

0:24:54.880 --> 0:24:58.120
<v Speaker 2>have to. Literally, I have a pack my whole home up.

0:24:58.400 --> 0:25:00.560
<v Speaker 2>It's a little not as much. Is just like a

0:25:00.600 --> 0:25:02.560
<v Speaker 2>blink of an eye. Let's go, Like, I gotta plan

0:25:02.680 --> 0:25:04.720
<v Speaker 2>some shit. I have a baby daddy that like, you know.

0:25:04.680 --> 0:25:06.520
<v Speaker 1>It's the only thing I was thinking, like, should we

0:25:06.600 --> 0:25:07.320
<v Speaker 1>kidnap them?

0:25:07.680 --> 0:25:09.280
<v Speaker 2>This is not good for the records, but like my

0:25:09.320 --> 0:25:11.600
<v Speaker 2>baby ay is gonna be acting all stupid.

0:25:11.400 --> 0:25:12.520
<v Speaker 1>But it's not up to you.

0:25:13.000 --> 0:25:15.119
<v Speaker 3>I have to go and she has to come with me,

0:25:15.280 --> 0:25:17.719
<v Speaker 3>and we'll holler at you after the election.

0:25:18.680 --> 0:25:20.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm not gonna go forever. I just we're

0:25:20.960 --> 0:25:21.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna go.

0:25:21.640 --> 0:25:25.240
<v Speaker 3>Until January, mid January, so we see how shit is

0:25:25.240 --> 0:25:28.199
<v Speaker 3>happening over here. And guess what if we don't go

0:25:28.480 --> 0:25:30.440
<v Speaker 3>and she hits the fan, You're gonna wish we went.

0:25:32.040 --> 0:25:34.119
<v Speaker 3>You're gonna be like, we should listen to Jamila. We

0:25:34.119 --> 0:25:36.080
<v Speaker 3>should be on an island right now. I'd much rather

0:25:36.119 --> 0:25:39.600
<v Speaker 3>be flaeing Nicaragua than fucking picking cotton in America.

0:25:39.840 --> 0:25:41.200
<v Speaker 1>So I don't know if I'm gonna be picking cotton

0:25:41.240 --> 0:25:41.720
<v Speaker 1>that quick.

0:25:41.840 --> 0:25:48.600
<v Speaker 2>But it's not funny. It's funny anyway. What are you drinking? Oh?

0:25:48.600 --> 0:25:50.520
<v Speaker 2>Remember I was telling you about seed Lip. It's that

0:25:50.880 --> 0:25:53.000
<v Speaker 2>the world's first non alcoholic spirit.

0:25:53.400 --> 0:25:54.680
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, I remember.

0:25:55.000 --> 0:25:56.760
<v Speaker 2>I know, and you thought I was lame. And it's

0:25:56.800 --> 0:25:59.480
<v Speaker 2>bomb because I have been kind of taking a break

0:25:59.480 --> 0:26:00.200
<v Speaker 2>from drinking.

0:26:01.119 --> 0:26:01.960
<v Speaker 1>I've been working out.

0:26:02.000 --> 0:26:04.680
<v Speaker 2>I want my fitness shit, and I feel like alcohol

0:26:04.720 --> 0:26:07.160
<v Speaker 2>is the only thing holding me back from my Beyonce

0:26:07.600 --> 0:26:11.560
<v Speaker 2>six pack dreams. And so I've been drinking seed Lip

0:26:11.560 --> 0:26:14.879
<v Speaker 2>because it doesn't have alcohol. There's no calories, there's no sugar,

0:26:15.600 --> 0:26:17.639
<v Speaker 2>and I can still enjoy a drink at the end

0:26:17.680 --> 0:26:19.600
<v Speaker 2>of the night and bitch, you thought it was a

0:26:19.640 --> 0:26:20.280
<v Speaker 2>drink I did.

0:26:20.520 --> 0:26:22.399
<v Speaker 1>It's pretty delicious. I tried some of her as it

0:26:22.400 --> 0:26:23.800
<v Speaker 1>comes in like different flavors.

0:26:25.080 --> 0:26:27.760
<v Speaker 2>So I was pretty surprised because I'm usually the friend

0:26:27.800 --> 0:26:29.959
<v Speaker 2>that's like, you're not drinking tonight. I know, and so

0:26:30.440 --> 0:26:31.919
<v Speaker 2>I love them so much. I reached out and then

0:26:31.920 --> 0:26:35.080
<v Speaker 2>they gave me this code. It's good Mom's fifteen and

0:26:35.200 --> 0:26:37.760
<v Speaker 2>you get fifteen percent off. So for all my mamas

0:26:37.760 --> 0:26:39.680
<v Speaker 2>that you know either don't drink or trying to take

0:26:39.680 --> 0:26:41.200
<v Speaker 2>a break but still want to feel like you're having

0:26:41.200 --> 0:26:42.520
<v Speaker 2>a cocktail at the end of the night, you should

0:26:42.600 --> 0:26:45.520
<v Speaker 2>check out seed Lip Drinks dot com.

0:26:45.840 --> 0:26:47.760
<v Speaker 1>But anyway, I'm voting.

0:26:48.000 --> 0:26:50.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if anyone else is vot voting by ballot,

0:26:51.160 --> 0:26:53.800
<v Speaker 2>but I am because I'm supposedly supposed to be leaving

0:26:53.880 --> 0:26:57.840
<v Speaker 2>town and i'll be gone during November third, and I didn't.

0:26:57.840 --> 0:26:59.359
<v Speaker 2>I haven't gotten my ballot. I don't know if anyone

0:26:59.400 --> 0:27:02.960
<v Speaker 2>else has. But I signed up for this, this website

0:27:02.960 --> 0:27:05.280
<v Speaker 2>where you can actually check to find the status of

0:27:05.320 --> 0:27:08.560
<v Speaker 2>where your mail in ballot is because you know they

0:27:08.640 --> 0:27:13.560
<v Speaker 2>over here picking up fucking the us USPS post office

0:27:14.080 --> 0:27:16.480
<v Speaker 2>drop off boxes all over the United States.

0:27:17.800 --> 0:27:20.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Trump had had a bunch picked up, so people

0:27:20.920 --> 0:27:22.920
<v Speaker 1>can't drop their ballots. He's so damn crazy.

0:27:23.359 --> 0:27:25.960
<v Speaker 2>So I'm just trying to make sure my shit gets

0:27:25.960 --> 0:27:28.160
<v Speaker 2>in there before. But I haven't gotten it, or.

0:27:28.119 --> 0:27:30.040
<v Speaker 1>I thought maybe I missed it. I don't know. So

0:27:30.800 --> 0:27:34.199
<v Speaker 1>just make sure America's on that trickery. Okay, That's what

0:27:34.200 --> 0:27:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I'll be.

0:27:34.560 --> 0:27:36.400
<v Speaker 2>Just make sure you're actually check to make sure you're

0:27:36.400 --> 0:27:38.480
<v Speaker 2>registered to vote. There's a thousand links to make sure.

0:27:39.040 --> 0:27:42.560
<v Speaker 2>Just google it, just putting your information, make sure you're registered.

0:27:43.240 --> 0:27:46.880
<v Speaker 2>And there's also a link to figure out if you're ballot.

0:27:46.880 --> 0:27:48.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna I'm actually gonna leave the link in the

0:27:48.480 --> 0:27:52.000
<v Speaker 2>details of this episode to see if you can, you know,

0:27:52.080 --> 0:27:53.680
<v Speaker 2>track where your male mail.

0:27:53.480 --> 0:27:54.080
<v Speaker 1>In ballot is.

0:27:54.200 --> 0:27:57.720
<v Speaker 2>Because even if even if we do flee, you know,

0:27:58.200 --> 0:28:00.040
<v Speaker 2>I care about the people that are gonna.

0:27:59.840 --> 0:28:01.680
<v Speaker 1>Be I get it me too.

0:28:02.320 --> 0:28:07.800
<v Speaker 3>So if no one understands that everything's fucked up, what're

0:28:07.800 --> 0:28:10.200
<v Speaker 3>we gonna do? We can't, I mean, I don't know.

0:28:10.400 --> 0:28:13.399
<v Speaker 3>I'm just the only other option. Well, my only option

0:28:13.560 --> 0:28:16.439
<v Speaker 3>is just to dive within.

0:28:16.880 --> 0:28:18.920
<v Speaker 1>Did you start that again? I think so.

0:28:21.080 --> 0:28:25.159
<v Speaker 2>That's where I'm at. I just have to go inside. Myself,

0:28:25.440 --> 0:28:29.520
<v Speaker 2>heal what's happening inside me. Start here, get focused and

0:28:29.560 --> 0:28:32.080
<v Speaker 2>centered here first, it would be nice to do that

0:28:32.200 --> 0:28:34.600
<v Speaker 2>in another island away from this fuckery.

0:28:34.720 --> 0:28:38.040
<v Speaker 1>So I'm not as stressed out, but I've been. Just

0:28:38.120 --> 0:28:43.640
<v Speaker 1>I started. I did a hypnotherapy session. Yeah, tell the

0:28:43.680 --> 0:28:44.600
<v Speaker 1>people what that was like.

0:28:45.400 --> 0:28:48.960
<v Speaker 3>I did a hypno therapy session. I found a black

0:28:49.040 --> 0:28:53.520
<v Speaker 3>hypnotherapist and he the first like thirty minutes. He asked

0:28:53.560 --> 0:28:56.480
<v Speaker 3>some questions pertaining to like whatever the issues that I

0:28:56.520 --> 0:28:58.040
<v Speaker 3>wanted to bring up which were for me, or like

0:28:58.080 --> 0:29:02.640
<v Speaker 3>maybe some childhood try some trauma bonds, like the relationship

0:29:02.760 --> 0:29:05.880
<v Speaker 3>my parents had and how that correlates with my relationships,

0:29:06.040 --> 0:29:10.120
<v Speaker 3>my romantic relationships, and basically like you get really relaxed.

0:29:10.160 --> 0:29:13.760
<v Speaker 2>He has like this really like melodic voice, and he's

0:29:13.880 --> 0:29:19.560
<v Speaker 2>like basically taps into your subconscious. And I wasn't fully unaware,

0:29:20.240 --> 0:29:22.640
<v Speaker 2>but there were there were moments where I felt like

0:29:22.680 --> 0:29:26.760
<v Speaker 2>I was like I was, I was.

0:29:29.040 --> 0:29:32.880
<v Speaker 3>Like not falling asleep, but president to fall there was

0:29:32.960 --> 0:29:35.800
<v Speaker 3>it is like a lengthy thing, you know, like like

0:29:35.840 --> 0:29:38.920
<v Speaker 3>I'm aware and then under it's not like I don't know.

0:29:38.960 --> 0:29:41.640
<v Speaker 3>It was interesting, but I have six more sessions. I'll

0:29:41.640 --> 0:29:42.800
<v Speaker 3>share him with you, guys, are you.

0:29:42.800 --> 0:29:44.760
<v Speaker 1>Gonna go like every week or how do you? How

0:29:44.760 --> 0:29:44.880
<v Speaker 1>do you?

0:29:46.040 --> 0:29:49.960
<v Speaker 2>I think the first sick, the first three or first

0:29:50.000 --> 0:29:51.200
<v Speaker 2>four or every week.

0:29:51.000 --> 0:29:52.640
<v Speaker 1>And then you can kind of like break them up.

0:29:53.400 --> 0:29:56.160
<v Speaker 3>And then it's interesting because he records the session into two,

0:29:56.280 --> 0:29:58.440
<v Speaker 3>the ones where we asked questions and the one where

0:29:58.520 --> 0:30:02.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm being hypnotized. And so this week before my second session,

0:30:02.520 --> 0:30:04.680
<v Speaker 3>I have to listen to that at least four times

0:30:05.120 --> 0:30:08.040
<v Speaker 3>your previous session, my previous hypnotosis.

0:30:08.240 --> 0:30:10.400
<v Speaker 2>Was there any like specific questions he's asking? Is he

0:30:10.440 --> 0:30:12.080
<v Speaker 2>just asking about your life? Or like, what is he

0:30:12.160 --> 0:30:13.280
<v Speaker 2>asking you during these.

0:30:13.160 --> 0:30:16.640
<v Speaker 1>Things during while I'm hypnotizer before during while you're hypnotized?

0:30:17.600 --> 0:30:17.680
<v Speaker 2>Not?

0:30:18.600 --> 0:30:20.880
<v Speaker 3>Oh what was interesting? He only asked really one question,

0:30:20.920 --> 0:30:24.960
<v Speaker 3>but mostly telling me stuff. You're like what like you're worthy?

0:30:25.040 --> 0:30:27.000
<v Speaker 3>You like I remember him at one point saying like,

0:30:28.240 --> 0:30:31.680
<v Speaker 3>you're not your parents' choices. You just came through your parents.

0:30:31.720 --> 0:30:35.920
<v Speaker 3>They're not your they're not your your responsibility. And then

0:30:35.920 --> 0:30:39.040
<v Speaker 3>there's a point where he's like he he tells me

0:30:39.120 --> 0:30:42.080
<v Speaker 3>like to raise one hand, bring it down and imagine

0:30:42.120 --> 0:30:44.960
<v Speaker 3>a string being tied around my wrist as it raises,

0:30:45.040 --> 0:30:47.360
<v Speaker 3>and then bring it back down. And at the end

0:30:47.400 --> 0:30:49.400
<v Speaker 3>there is a point where he said, ask me to

0:30:49.600 --> 0:30:52.360
<v Speaker 3>choose a color. And this is when I was like, damn,

0:30:52.400 --> 0:30:55.280
<v Speaker 3>am I hypnotized because I chose a color that I

0:30:55.280 --> 0:30:57.040
<v Speaker 3>I didn't I didn't see that coming.

0:30:58.720 --> 0:30:59.080
<v Speaker 1>For real.

0:30:59.240 --> 0:31:01.400
<v Speaker 3>And then he was like, every time you see this color,

0:31:01.480 --> 0:31:03.800
<v Speaker 3>you're gonna have these trick You're gonna think of these things.

0:31:04.040 --> 0:31:06.800
<v Speaker 3>You're gonna you're gonna detach from something, detached from this.

0:31:07.120 --> 0:31:09.080
<v Speaker 3>And and I since then, I've seen the color, and

0:31:09.120 --> 0:31:12.800
<v Speaker 3>I can rea, I can I can hear that.

0:31:13.560 --> 0:31:16.200
<v Speaker 1>So it's interesting. But you know, I'm into all types of.

0:31:16.320 --> 0:31:19.320
<v Speaker 2>What is his What does he specifically focus on certain things?

0:31:19.440 --> 0:31:21.640
<v Speaker 1>He has a certain type of He's a hypnotherapist, so

0:31:21.680 --> 0:31:25.680
<v Speaker 1>he spoke, he's a black man. He was in Beverly Hills.

0:31:26.400 --> 0:31:30.480
<v Speaker 3>He focuses on it's all type of traumas, trauma bonding

0:31:30.560 --> 0:31:36.400
<v Speaker 3>and basically things of the subconscious brain and whatever you

0:31:36.440 --> 0:31:41.040
<v Speaker 3>think that you may be, you may be doing that

0:31:41.080 --> 0:31:42.160
<v Speaker 3>you're not aware of.

0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:43.800
<v Speaker 1>And like basically he.

0:31:43.800 --> 0:31:48.560
<v Speaker 3>Was saying, like certain things of the subconscious make you

0:31:48.640 --> 0:31:52.280
<v Speaker 3>feel alive, make make your body know that you're alive.

0:31:52.360 --> 0:31:55.560
<v Speaker 3>And there's just certain things that we've programmed ourselves to

0:31:55.640 --> 0:31:58.440
<v Speaker 3>thinking is normal when it's not. It's very deep and

0:31:58.480 --> 0:32:01.640
<v Speaker 3>interesting him to come on the show eventually too.

0:32:02.600 --> 0:32:08.560
<v Speaker 1>In addition to my what are you doing, I'm sniffing my.

0:32:08.560 --> 0:32:12.520
<v Speaker 2>Armpits because because it's hot in here, but I smell

0:32:12.560 --> 0:32:15.960
<v Speaker 2>great because I've been using a new deodorant. Also because

0:32:15.960 --> 0:32:17.440
<v Speaker 2>that's a part of my my journey.

0:32:17.480 --> 0:32:18.840
<v Speaker 1>Oh wait, are you using loan? Yeah?

0:32:18.920 --> 0:32:22.160
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I'd a bomb you guys, listen. We

0:32:22.520 --> 0:32:24.560
<v Speaker 2>I have been like on I've talked about it before,

0:32:24.640 --> 0:32:27.760
<v Speaker 2>and I've been on this like natural deodorant search because

0:32:29.200 --> 0:32:32.320
<v Speaker 2>no breastcanser runs in my family, and like I just

0:32:32.600 --> 0:32:38.640
<v Speaker 2>I just can't put those aluminum deodorants on my armpits anymore.

0:32:38.920 --> 0:32:41.840
<v Speaker 2>I break out. I've literally gotten a staph infection. I

0:32:41.880 --> 0:32:43.880
<v Speaker 2>don't know if it was from the deodorant or what.

0:32:44.120 --> 0:32:46.320
<v Speaker 1>Lymph notes gonna like get swollen and effect.

0:32:46.440 --> 0:32:47.880
<v Speaker 2>So I was using I've been I've been trying a

0:32:47.920 --> 0:32:49.720
<v Speaker 2>few different ones, and one worked for a while and

0:32:49.760 --> 0:32:52.600
<v Speaker 2>then literally I started smelling like onions, like not joking,

0:32:52.800 --> 0:32:55.880
<v Speaker 2>like no joke, which smelled like I know, I made

0:32:56.160 --> 0:32:59.520
<v Speaker 2>I made poetry bas smell my armpits. And he was like, yeah,

0:32:59.640 --> 0:33:03.040
<v Speaker 2>you smell like onions and I was like what. And

0:33:03.120 --> 0:33:06.320
<v Speaker 2>so I was telling Jamila. I told her about Lone

0:33:06.680 --> 0:33:08.560
<v Speaker 2>deodorant and which one are you wearing.

0:33:08.600 --> 0:33:09.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm wearing the mid one.

0:33:10.200 --> 0:33:16.960
<v Speaker 2>It's so bomb smut hm and the mid one is

0:33:17.080 --> 0:33:19.600
<v Speaker 2>obsessed with it. She's always like, Mommy, let me smell

0:33:19.640 --> 0:33:20.320
<v Speaker 2>your arm pits.

0:33:21.560 --> 0:33:24.520
<v Speaker 1>Well, the thing is brust cancer also runs in my family.

0:33:24.760 --> 0:33:27.680
<v Speaker 3>But I'm so vain, Like after I had a baby, Cheo,

0:33:27.680 --> 0:33:30.320
<v Speaker 3>I feel like my like my body odor change and

0:33:30.440 --> 0:33:31.240
<v Speaker 3>got stronger.

0:33:31.600 --> 0:33:33.560
<v Speaker 1>And I was like I don't care, like fuck it.

0:33:33.720 --> 0:33:34.960
<v Speaker 3>If I'm gonna go out, I'm gonna have to go

0:33:35.040 --> 0:33:37.520
<v Speaker 3>out because I don't want to sink. So for a

0:33:37.520 --> 0:33:40.680
<v Speaker 3>long time, I was like going against my feelings of

0:33:41.280 --> 0:33:44.000
<v Speaker 3>my health just because I didn't want to stink, and

0:33:44.040 --> 0:33:46.760
<v Speaker 3>I wasn't like accustomed to my natural scent.

0:33:47.440 --> 0:33:51.000
<v Speaker 1>But Loan, it's all natural. It works well.

0:33:51.040 --> 0:33:54.400
<v Speaker 3>It also is like the the whatever the ingredients are,

0:33:54.480 --> 0:33:58.040
<v Speaker 3>they help like lighten and you're underneath your armpits wild

0:33:58.120 --> 0:34:00.240
<v Speaker 3>also fighting the odor and it.

0:34:00.240 --> 0:34:02.280
<v Speaker 1>Goes on so smoothly. You can only you only use

0:34:02.280 --> 0:34:02.760
<v Speaker 1>a little bit.

0:34:02.880 --> 0:34:04.400
<v Speaker 3>And I just feel like I'm in this new place

0:34:04.440 --> 0:34:06.640
<v Speaker 3>in my life where I'm like going to therapy, I'm

0:34:06.680 --> 0:34:09.239
<v Speaker 3>drinking water, I'm trying not to go crazy. And so

0:34:09.440 --> 0:34:12.239
<v Speaker 3>like when we transition into places in our lives where

0:34:12.280 --> 0:34:15.240
<v Speaker 3>we care about ourselves, it should manifest in all ways.

0:34:15.480 --> 0:34:18.680
<v Speaker 3>And so I feel like, finally I found the yodorant

0:34:18.719 --> 0:34:20.680
<v Speaker 3>that actually is healthy for me and may not kill

0:34:20.719 --> 0:34:23.080
<v Speaker 3>me in the long run, which is wonderful, and it's

0:34:23.120 --> 0:34:26.920
<v Speaker 3>family owned, it's all natural. They have some bomb ass

0:34:26.960 --> 0:34:28.920
<v Speaker 3>like chapstick.

0:34:28.960 --> 0:34:31.320
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I got the I think it's the vanilla.

0:34:32.120 --> 0:34:34.920
<v Speaker 2>And then I gave Poetry Bay. He's obsessed with chai,

0:34:35.040 --> 0:34:37.560
<v Speaker 2>so he has the Chai one and even he likes

0:34:37.560 --> 0:34:39.480
<v Speaker 2>the shit because I gave him some, because you know,

0:34:39.800 --> 0:34:40.800
<v Speaker 2>men be looky.

0:34:40.880 --> 0:34:41.920
<v Speaker 1>I do think women.

0:34:41.880 --> 0:34:44.920
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes smell worse than men. But I gave it to

0:34:45.040 --> 0:34:47.400
<v Speaker 2>him and he was like, what is this shit? It's amazing,

0:34:47.560 --> 0:34:49.360
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I know. And there's no baking

0:34:49.360 --> 0:34:50.080
<v Speaker 2>soda in it too.

0:34:50.120 --> 0:34:51.960
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. Let me tell you how how intense

0:34:52.000 --> 0:34:52.319
<v Speaker 1>I am.

0:34:52.920 --> 0:34:55.480
<v Speaker 3>I got a lavender animate and initially I had given

0:34:55.560 --> 0:34:58.200
<v Speaker 3>Adventure Bade the mint one, but then like he dumped me,

0:34:59.400 --> 0:35:01.320
<v Speaker 3>so like to later I was at his house because

0:35:01.360 --> 0:35:01.560
<v Speaker 3>you know.

0:35:01.600 --> 0:35:03.839
<v Speaker 1>That's how dumping works. You still go to the people's house.

0:35:04.239 --> 0:35:10.800
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, yeah, I'm gonna do right speaking

0:35:10.840 --> 0:35:14.120
<v Speaker 1>what you need to wrap this up? I guess I

0:35:14.160 --> 0:35:18.400
<v Speaker 1>gotta go care for my non man. I was like,

0:35:18.440 --> 0:35:20.160
<v Speaker 1>by the way, I'm taking this back.

0:35:20.239 --> 0:35:23.480
<v Speaker 3>I like this, I like this flavor, and you dump me,

0:35:23.520 --> 0:35:25.080
<v Speaker 3>so I'm not gonna be able to keep this here.

0:35:26.400 --> 0:35:28.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, yeah, I'm gonna need that back. Thanks.

0:35:28.520 --> 0:35:31.279
<v Speaker 3>Never in my life have I made an ex give

0:35:31.320 --> 0:35:32.600
<v Speaker 3>me back the deodorant.

0:35:32.680 --> 0:35:35.719
<v Speaker 2>I I specifically the de he's used.

0:35:35.760 --> 0:35:37.200
<v Speaker 1>Probably I'm gonna need that back.

0:35:37.280 --> 0:35:38.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah he did. I was like sharing. I thought I

0:35:39.000 --> 0:35:40.560
<v Speaker 2>was being kind, but I'm like, yeah, no, this is

0:35:40.600 --> 0:35:41.279
<v Speaker 2>my favorite one.

0:35:41.440 --> 0:35:44.960
<v Speaker 1>So sorry. Here's the website if you want to order

0:35:44.960 --> 0:35:49.120
<v Speaker 1>your own. Oh my god, no, but for really you guys.

0:35:49.120 --> 0:35:50.520
<v Speaker 2>If you guys have been like I don't know if

0:35:50.560 --> 0:35:52.680
<v Speaker 2>anyone else tries natural deodorance and.

0:35:52.680 --> 0:35:55.040
<v Speaker 1>They don't do shit, We'll try a loan because it's

0:35:55.440 --> 0:35:55.840
<v Speaker 1>the bomb.

0:35:56.120 --> 0:35:59.280
<v Speaker 3>And since we called them and told them how obsessed

0:35:59.280 --> 0:36:02.600
<v Speaker 3>we are with them, they've given us our own discount code.

0:36:02.640 --> 0:36:04.120
<v Speaker 1>It's GMBC fifteen.

0:36:04.640 --> 0:36:09.480
<v Speaker 3>So if you want to try this amazing new fucking deodorant.

0:36:09.600 --> 0:36:13.000
<v Speaker 3>But I totally recommend you try its loan body l

0:36:13.080 --> 0:36:17.040
<v Speaker 3>O n E and our discount code is GMBC fifteen.

0:36:17.200 --> 0:36:18.240
<v Speaker 1>I'll put it in the description.

0:36:18.800 --> 0:36:22.439
<v Speaker 3>Yes, please do because stack up on that loan.

0:36:23.920 --> 0:36:25.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and make sure to check out their website. It's

0:36:25.600 --> 0:36:29.440
<v Speaker 2>Loandeodorant dot com so you can see all their amazing products.

0:36:30.000 --> 0:36:31.279
<v Speaker 1>But back to your hypnotherapy.

0:36:31.480 --> 0:36:35.839
<v Speaker 2>Oh so my hypnotherapy went well, what so how did

0:36:35.880 --> 0:36:36.359
<v Speaker 2>you find them?

0:36:36.360 --> 0:36:37.399
<v Speaker 1>Did you find them through a friend?

0:36:37.440 --> 0:36:40.560
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so here and has like I need to know,

0:36:40.719 --> 0:36:43.200
<v Speaker 2>Like I don't know, like I believe that you can

0:36:43.239 --> 0:36:44.080
<v Speaker 2>be hypnotized.

0:36:45.000 --> 0:36:49.360
<v Speaker 1>You really have to, like I mean everything but voting.

0:36:49.840 --> 0:36:51.840
<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm not a skett of everything. I just

0:36:51.880 --> 0:36:54.040
<v Speaker 2>feel like I do believe you can be hypnotized. It's

0:36:54.040 --> 0:36:57.200
<v Speaker 2>just you have to really be in a relaxed space,

0:36:57.280 --> 0:36:59.799
<v Speaker 2>be in a relax space and be able to do that.

0:36:59.840 --> 0:37:01.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I don't know, I.

0:37:01.640 --> 0:37:04.360
<v Speaker 3>Just you know, I think that we think that hypnotize,

0:37:04.360 --> 0:37:06.480
<v Speaker 3>we think of hypnotized, and we think of like get

0:37:06.480 --> 0:37:09.680
<v Speaker 3>out or like we think that you're totally not conscious,

0:37:09.760 --> 0:37:11.719
<v Speaker 3>which I've heard of being hypnotized that way, like in

0:37:11.800 --> 0:37:12.520
<v Speaker 3>Las Vegas.

0:37:12.760 --> 0:37:15.080
<v Speaker 1>But it wasn't quite like that.

0:37:15.800 --> 0:37:19.400
<v Speaker 3>And for me, I've done traditional therapy, probably not for

0:37:19.520 --> 0:37:21.920
<v Speaker 3>like a long enough period that I should have, like

0:37:21.960 --> 0:37:24.719
<v Speaker 3>not a year straight, but I for me, I was like,

0:37:24.760 --> 0:37:26.960
<v Speaker 3>I need you to get straight to the nitty gritty. Okay,

0:37:27.160 --> 0:37:29.520
<v Speaker 3>I can therapize the fuck out of myself. I know

0:37:29.560 --> 0:37:31.960
<v Speaker 3>when I'm wrong, I know when I'm fucking out clearly,

0:37:32.040 --> 0:37:34.960
<v Speaker 3>there's some shit deeper there that needs to be undone. Okay,

0:37:35.320 --> 0:37:38.080
<v Speaker 3>going and undone the shit that I'm not acknowledging.

0:37:38.280 --> 0:37:39.040
<v Speaker 1>So that's what.

0:37:38.920 --> 0:37:42.760
<v Speaker 3>That That was my that was my reasoning. I found

0:37:42.800 --> 0:37:45.120
<v Speaker 3>I have and the weirdest thing. And maybe because I'm

0:37:45.120 --> 0:37:47.920
<v Speaker 3>a weirdo. For like the last ten years, I've been

0:37:47.960 --> 0:37:51.239
<v Speaker 3>thinking about being hypnotized because I don't know, I've always

0:37:51.280 --> 0:37:53.719
<v Speaker 3>felt like there's something like, well, maybe it was just

0:37:53.760 --> 0:37:56.000
<v Speaker 3>me trying to find a way. I was honestly, I

0:37:56.000 --> 0:37:57.800
<v Speaker 3>was trying to find a way to justify my wholeness

0:37:59.120 --> 0:37:59.400
<v Speaker 3>and like.

0:37:59.400 --> 0:38:02.200
<v Speaker 4>Maybe something's that's wrong with me, Maybe something happened to

0:38:02.200 --> 0:38:04.799
<v Speaker 4>me that I'm unaware of. Like I was just like

0:38:05.040 --> 0:38:07.840
<v Speaker 4>hoping that maybe I had some sump shit happened that

0:38:07.920 --> 0:38:10.040
<v Speaker 4>I could blame all my years of hoing on. I

0:38:10.040 --> 0:38:12.839
<v Speaker 4>don't know if that's true anymore, but I've been really

0:38:12.840 --> 0:38:14.840
<v Speaker 4>curious about doing it, and I had a friend of

0:38:14.920 --> 0:38:17.799
<v Speaker 4>a friend recommend this man, and I was just like,

0:38:17.800 --> 0:38:20.920
<v Speaker 4>fuck it, now's the time I've ruined my last relationship

0:38:21.000 --> 0:38:22.840
<v Speaker 4>of the love of my life and now it's.

0:38:22.719 --> 0:38:25.719
<v Speaker 3>Time to go to therapy. So that was just really

0:38:25.800 --> 0:38:29.080
<v Speaker 3>my reasoning behind it. There was no that was my motivation,

0:38:29.280 --> 0:38:34.279
<v Speaker 3>just trying alternative types of therapy versus just to sit

0:38:34.360 --> 0:38:36.200
<v Speaker 3>and talk on the couch type shit, because that was

0:38:36.200 --> 0:38:37.520
<v Speaker 3>seeming like it was take him too long to get

0:38:37.520 --> 0:38:37.919
<v Speaker 3>to the point.

0:38:39.040 --> 0:38:43.040
<v Speaker 2>But other than that, you know, reading books, going to

0:38:43.120 --> 0:38:48.960
<v Speaker 2>hypnotherapy and oh and adventure by agreed to pay for

0:38:49.000 --> 0:38:52.080
<v Speaker 2>my therapy sessions. Okay, even though he won't take me back.

0:38:52.480 --> 0:38:56.080
<v Speaker 2>So it's a little bit confusing, but well, he probably

0:38:56.160 --> 0:38:58.319
<v Speaker 2>needs you to go to therapy so that he can

0:38:58.480 --> 0:38:59.880
<v Speaker 2>decide if he wants to take you back.

0:39:00.200 --> 0:39:02.440
<v Speaker 3>But he should probably, like I think that you should,

0:39:02.480 --> 0:39:04.279
<v Speaker 3>like if you want to be on the gym, you.

0:39:04.200 --> 0:39:07.080
<v Speaker 2>Can't make the rules of the breakup when you are

0:39:07.120 --> 0:39:09.080
<v Speaker 2>the one that got broken up with. You're not allowed

0:39:09.120 --> 0:39:13.320
<v Speaker 2>to do that. I'm just being real, like, it doesn't

0:39:13.320 --> 0:39:15.600
<v Speaker 2>make no sense. Well, I feel like if I feel okay,

0:39:15.600 --> 0:39:17.839
<v Speaker 2>for instance, and I'm not on any side, like if

0:39:17.880 --> 0:39:19.880
<v Speaker 2>you fucked up, you can't tell.

0:39:19.719 --> 0:39:20.839
<v Speaker 1>Him how to take you back.

0:39:21.000 --> 0:39:21.279
<v Speaker 3>I know.

0:39:21.360 --> 0:39:23.600
<v Speaker 2>But what I'm saying is he's obviously open to it.

0:39:23.920 --> 0:39:27.760
<v Speaker 2>He's obviously still around. You're obviously, you know, still hanging

0:39:27.800 --> 0:39:34.200
<v Speaker 2>out and posting pictures that would join our close friends

0:39:34.280 --> 0:39:36.600
<v Speaker 2>and you'll know all the crazy shit that we're doing

0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:36.960
<v Speaker 2>over here.

0:39:37.000 --> 0:39:38.319
<v Speaker 1>By the way, I don't know if you guys saw

0:39:38.400 --> 0:39:40.239
<v Speaker 1>that we did. We like prank called a bunch of

0:39:40.280 --> 0:39:41.239
<v Speaker 1>people a few nights ago.

0:39:43.239 --> 0:39:46.239
<v Speaker 2>It was Jamila's idea, and it was the best idea ever.

0:39:46.280 --> 0:39:48.399
<v Speaker 2>It was like, I haven't prank called people I don't

0:39:48.440 --> 0:39:51.080
<v Speaker 2>know since high school. It was so and I've decided

0:39:51.120 --> 0:39:53.120
<v Speaker 2>that I think it's like in my new weekend hobby.

0:39:53.400 --> 0:39:56.400
<v Speaker 3>Well, there's nothing else to do.

0:39:56.560 --> 0:40:00.879
<v Speaker 2>I highly highly suggest you prank called people. It is

0:40:02.080 --> 0:40:05.200
<v Speaker 2>what is it cathartic when you need it's just funny.

0:40:05.239 --> 0:40:08.120
<v Speaker 2>It's funny. It's just it's a silly way to just

0:40:08.360 --> 0:40:08.920
<v Speaker 2>feel better.

0:40:09.040 --> 0:40:11.320
<v Speaker 3>First of all, our accents, like our ghetto girl accent,

0:40:11.600 --> 0:40:14.000
<v Speaker 3>our English accents like hello, yeah, because you know I

0:40:14.080 --> 0:40:16.520
<v Speaker 3>such your dick yesterday, I called.

0:40:16.320 --> 0:40:21.239
<v Speaker 2>Jamila's baby daddy and I was like, hello, Hi, Hi.

0:40:21.040 --> 0:40:26.080
<v Speaker 1>I even called my own baby daddy. I called her.

0:40:26.600 --> 0:40:29.440
<v Speaker 2>She called him and she was like, it's Crystal and

0:40:29.719 --> 0:40:30.920
<v Speaker 2>he was like and he was like, oh, why are

0:40:30.920 --> 0:40:35.040
<v Speaker 2>you call on this phone. I'm like this, nigga, let

0:40:35.080 --> 0:40:37.000
<v Speaker 2>me call you on my other phone, Like.

0:40:36.960 --> 0:40:40.720
<v Speaker 1>Who is he calling Crystal? It was great. That's actually

0:40:40.760 --> 0:40:42.839
<v Speaker 1>the best idea I have had in a long time.

0:40:43.440 --> 0:40:44.040
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god.

0:40:44.360 --> 0:40:46.760
<v Speaker 2>We called the guy's next door, we called brunch boys,

0:40:46.800 --> 0:40:48.280
<v Speaker 2>we called our boy Van Lathan.

0:40:48.600 --> 0:40:52.040
<v Speaker 1>Everyone was getting called getting it. Oh.

0:40:52.160 --> 0:40:56.040
<v Speaker 3>Also on Patreon coming up because Erica is a genius.

0:40:56.080 --> 0:41:01.480
<v Speaker 3>And also we're exploiting our relationships till we die. Now

0:41:01.520 --> 0:41:03.600
<v Speaker 3>we have a podcast, She's gonna exploit everybody around.

0:41:03.680 --> 0:41:05.720
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, don't say that. I'm just joking.

0:41:05.880 --> 0:41:08.120
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, I can't say that a poetry Bay

0:41:08.239 --> 0:41:11.240
<v Speaker 3>is a cancer. You know, we've be taking it so serious.

0:41:13.239 --> 0:41:17.520
<v Speaker 3>We're gonna have a love and marriage coach on a

0:41:17.600 --> 0:41:21.080
<v Speaker 3>therapist coach in the in the next coming weeks, and

0:41:21.120 --> 0:41:24.759
<v Speaker 3>then we're going to have a Patreon episode of me

0:41:24.920 --> 0:41:28.200
<v Speaker 3>an Adventure Bay trying to work through our problems, which

0:41:28.200 --> 0:41:30.160
<v Speaker 3>is me basically trying to convince him that he should

0:41:30.160 --> 0:41:33.239
<v Speaker 3>take me back immediately, not next year.

0:41:34.520 --> 0:41:34.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:41:35.120 --> 0:41:36.640
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if you guys have checked out Black

0:41:36.680 --> 0:41:40.520
<v Speaker 2>Marriage Movement. She's a relationship coach. Her name is Deny

0:41:40.800 --> 0:41:44.240
<v Speaker 2>and or Denay maybe Denay, and she's gonna come on. Actually,

0:41:44.360 --> 0:41:46.440
<v Speaker 2>I think one of our somebody from the tribe, had

0:41:46.440 --> 0:41:48.400
<v Speaker 2>recommended her a few different times, and I was like,

0:41:48.440 --> 0:41:49.799
<v Speaker 2>let me go over there and check what the fuck

0:41:49.840 --> 0:41:50.680
<v Speaker 2>she's doing over there, and.

0:41:50.719 --> 0:41:53.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we have relationship problems. No better time than now.

0:41:53.840 --> 0:41:54.919
<v Speaker 1>She's on some real shit.

0:41:55.000 --> 0:41:56.239
<v Speaker 2>So I was like, we need to have her on

0:41:56.360 --> 0:41:58.000
<v Speaker 2>And I was like what if because I used see

0:41:58.120 --> 0:42:00.799
<v Speaker 2>Meal over here fucking acting like a psycho. And I'm like,

0:42:00.880 --> 0:42:02.800
<v Speaker 2>I think you need to both get into therapy and

0:42:02.840 --> 0:42:04.600
<v Speaker 2>figure out how you guys can come together. And I

0:42:04.640 --> 0:42:07.080
<v Speaker 2>was like, I have the Black Marriage Movement.

0:42:07.080 --> 0:42:09.640
<v Speaker 1>I think she can heal both of you. Wait.

0:42:09.760 --> 0:42:14.640
<v Speaker 2>Wait, So we were hanging out because I'm unhealthy, and

0:42:15.600 --> 0:42:17.480
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I was trying to I was trying

0:42:17.480 --> 0:42:19.680
<v Speaker 2>to engage when it's a good time to like propose this,

0:42:20.400 --> 0:42:21.800
<v Speaker 2>like I don't want him to think like I'm putting

0:42:21.840 --> 0:42:25.719
<v Speaker 2>him on Patreon. Also, I love you so I was like,

0:42:25.800 --> 0:42:27.560
<v Speaker 2>so I have a proposal, but I was we were

0:42:27.600 --> 0:42:29.360
<v Speaker 2>test driving a car. I'm buying a car, and he

0:42:29.480 --> 0:42:31.200
<v Speaker 2>was like, so I had asked him. I was like,

0:42:31.239 --> 0:42:33.080
<v Speaker 2>never mind, never mind. And then if you're texting a car,

0:42:33.120 --> 0:42:35.640
<v Speaker 2>He's like, so, how much do you need? I was like,

0:42:35.719 --> 0:42:37.160
<v Speaker 2>what what are you talking about? I was like, how

0:42:37.239 --> 0:42:37.799
<v Speaker 2>much do you need?

0:42:37.840 --> 0:42:38.719
<v Speaker 1>What is this proposal?

0:42:38.719 --> 0:42:41.279
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, again, I'm not asking you for money, but like,

0:42:41.600 --> 0:42:43.640
<v Speaker 2>if you have some to get me, I'm like, you

0:42:43.640 --> 0:42:44.560
<v Speaker 2>want to put it on the car?

0:42:44.680 --> 0:42:46.880
<v Speaker 1>You can hold it whenever you want. What are you

0:42:46.960 --> 0:42:47.600
<v Speaker 1>talking about?

0:42:48.239 --> 0:42:50.120
<v Speaker 2>I was like, actually, it's a proposal from Erica, and

0:42:50.120 --> 0:42:55.279
<v Speaker 2>it's not you bitch. He really appreciates the things that

0:42:55.320 --> 0:42:57.880
<v Speaker 2>you say about me being.

0:42:57.760 --> 0:43:02.759
<v Speaker 1>Wrong on the podcast. I'm so he I was.

0:43:02.719 --> 0:43:05.239
<v Speaker 2>Like, actually, eric I thinks that maybe we got a

0:43:05.360 --> 0:43:08.200
<v Speaker 2>relationship coach that might be able to help us, and

0:43:08.400 --> 0:43:10.680
<v Speaker 2>maybe if you're willing, we could do a little session

0:43:11.840 --> 0:43:15.239
<v Speaker 2>on Patreon so it won't be everybody won't hear it.

0:43:15.280 --> 0:43:19.799
<v Speaker 2>And he's like, okay, yeah, okay, we could do that.

0:43:19.880 --> 0:43:21.560
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, really, do you want it?

0:43:21.640 --> 0:43:23.480
<v Speaker 1>You'll do it? Okay?

0:43:23.760 --> 0:43:26.600
<v Speaker 2>All right? Then I'm like, how do you know I'm

0:43:26.600 --> 0:43:29.600
<v Speaker 2>not paying her to convince you to take me back.

0:43:30.920 --> 0:43:34.400
<v Speaker 2>Just say this, say what needs to be sid I

0:43:34.400 --> 0:43:35.880
<v Speaker 2>think it'll be I think it'll be cool. I think

0:43:35.920 --> 0:43:37.799
<v Speaker 2>it'll be interesting. I don't know should I be there.

0:43:37.840 --> 0:43:39.359
<v Speaker 2>Maybe it should just be you guys, Like I don't

0:43:39.360 --> 0:43:40.880
<v Speaker 2>even know if I should be there. I think it

0:43:40.920 --> 0:43:41.960
<v Speaker 2>should be you guys.

0:43:42.320 --> 0:43:44.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I'm not a third wheeling your relationship,

0:43:44.800 --> 0:43:45.880
<v Speaker 1>but you are. I'm a listener.

0:43:46.239 --> 0:43:49.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna be I'm gonna be a patron pay for

0:43:49.680 --> 0:43:50.359
<v Speaker 2>my own ship.

0:43:50.640 --> 0:43:52.800
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, that's just a little bit stupid.

0:43:53.160 --> 0:43:54.960
<v Speaker 3>That's just the ship, a little bit of the ship

0:43:55.000 --> 0:43:56.640
<v Speaker 3>we have going on over on Patreon.

0:43:56.800 --> 0:43:58.680
<v Speaker 1>And you know, we're working on a lot of projects.

0:43:59.040 --> 0:44:00.879
<v Speaker 2>And I know it seems like we're doing great over here,

0:44:00.880 --> 0:44:03.080
<v Speaker 2>but we're not send us money.

0:44:03.320 --> 0:44:06.640
<v Speaker 1>We need help. We're trying to build. We're trying to

0:44:06.680 --> 0:44:08.520
<v Speaker 1>build over here. We're trying to make an empire. And

0:44:08.520 --> 0:44:10.040
<v Speaker 1>don't you want to see us win? Don't you want

0:44:10.040 --> 0:44:11.000
<v Speaker 1>to see our tribe win?

0:44:11.719 --> 0:44:15.600
<v Speaker 3>Join Patreon please so I won't kill myself on zoom

0:44:15.680 --> 0:44:16.719
<v Speaker 3>and we can like get a.

0:44:16.719 --> 0:44:19.319
<v Speaker 2>Tutor, also get so much out of it. There's so

0:44:19.360 --> 0:44:22.120
<v Speaker 2>many there's so many things over there. I know that

0:44:22.920 --> 0:44:25.080
<v Speaker 2>you can't possibly think we could create.

0:44:24.800 --> 0:44:26.000
<v Speaker 1>Any more than we already do.

0:44:26.120 --> 0:44:28.759
<v Speaker 2>Posting four hundred motherfucking times a day, I feel like

0:44:29.080 --> 0:44:32.480
<v Speaker 2>it's twice. I know it's twice, man, But there is

0:44:32.520 --> 0:44:33.719
<v Speaker 2>there's some cool stuff over there.

0:44:34.560 --> 0:44:38.080
<v Speaker 1>It's very personal, and that's a lot. It's even more

0:44:38.080 --> 0:44:39.480
<v Speaker 1>personal than here. I get more.

0:44:39.640 --> 0:44:41.879
<v Speaker 2>Oh, you know, I did it. So last week before

0:44:41.920 --> 0:44:45.239
<v Speaker 2>we go, I did. I did a reading. I had

0:44:45.239 --> 0:44:48.400
<v Speaker 2>a reading with Queen Cups and Queen Cups again because

0:44:48.400 --> 0:44:51.120
<v Speaker 2>our tribe is the shit and they just keep throwing

0:44:51.160 --> 0:44:53.919
<v Speaker 2>great people. Our way was recommended by someone who listens

0:44:53.960 --> 0:44:56.560
<v Speaker 2>to the podcast, and she offered to give me a reading,

0:44:56.640 --> 0:45:01.200
<v Speaker 2>and so I took it and h She basically told

0:45:01.239 --> 0:45:03.319
<v Speaker 2>me a few different things. She said that I need

0:45:03.360 --> 0:45:04.920
<v Speaker 2>to open up more on the podcast, that I need

0:45:04.960 --> 0:45:05.799
<v Speaker 2>to be I was like.

0:45:05.719 --> 0:45:07.600
<v Speaker 1>How much more could I fucking open? What do you

0:45:07.600 --> 0:45:09.120
<v Speaker 1>want for me to bear myself?

0:45:09.600 --> 0:45:11.560
<v Speaker 2>I was like, you know what, Queen Cups, you just

0:45:11.560 --> 0:45:14.320
<v Speaker 2>haven't joined Patreon, okay, because that's where I be crying.

0:45:14.400 --> 0:45:16.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't be crying here, I'll be crying on Patreon. Okay.

0:45:17.960 --> 0:45:20.160
<v Speaker 2>She also told me that my baby Daddy was my

0:45:20.520 --> 0:45:24.560
<v Speaker 2>probably my son in a past life, which makes total sense,

0:45:24.680 --> 0:45:29.000
<v Speaker 2>right because he's always saying that I'm treating him like

0:45:29.040 --> 0:45:31.640
<v Speaker 2>a mom. He also acts like a child and says

0:45:31.719 --> 0:45:32.279
<v Speaker 2>things like.

0:45:32.239 --> 0:45:33.759
<v Speaker 1>What do I do? Every time I say we have

0:45:33.800 --> 0:45:35.440
<v Speaker 1>to talk, he goes, what I do? Why I need

0:45:35.520 --> 0:45:38.839
<v Speaker 1>Queen Cup to do my reading? What I do?

0:45:38.880 --> 0:45:40.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, nigga, why don't I just wanted you to

0:45:40.680 --> 0:45:42.080
<v Speaker 2>pick up I read tomorrow?

0:45:42.160 --> 0:45:43.920
<v Speaker 1>What do you mean? What would you do? Like? So

0:45:43.960 --> 0:45:45.360
<v Speaker 1>then I was like, it all makes sense. He is

0:45:45.400 --> 0:45:46.520
<v Speaker 1>my son. He was my son.

0:45:47.800 --> 0:45:50.040
<v Speaker 2>But it was a really interesting read. And if you

0:45:50.040 --> 0:45:52.000
<v Speaker 2>haven't checked her out, you should definitely check out her YouTube.

0:45:52.000 --> 0:45:54.560
<v Speaker 2>She does monthly, like in depth monthly readings on every

0:45:54.560 --> 0:45:57.640
<v Speaker 2>single sign. She's dope, she's black, she's young, and she's

0:45:57.680 --> 0:46:02.760
<v Speaker 2>on it. So check out Queen Cups also another Humble

0:46:02.800 --> 0:46:09.520
<v Speaker 2>brag if you guys haven't checked out my other platform,

0:46:09.560 --> 0:46:13.600
<v Speaker 2>Me and poetry Bay have started an app and the

0:46:13.600 --> 0:46:16.760
<v Speaker 2>app has not yet launched, but it's called Circle Black

0:46:17.080 --> 0:46:19.480
<v Speaker 2>and it's basically think.

0:46:19.320 --> 0:46:20.120
<v Speaker 1>Of Open tables.

0:46:20.120 --> 0:46:21.799
<v Speaker 2>If you guys know what open tables is, it's an

0:46:21.800 --> 0:46:25.400
<v Speaker 2>app where you can like book restaurant, reservations in your city,

0:46:25.480 --> 0:46:27.560
<v Speaker 2>like wherever you are. It tells you the best restaurants

0:46:27.560 --> 0:46:30.160
<v Speaker 2>in your area and the availability. You know, you can

0:46:30.160 --> 0:46:32.600
<v Speaker 2>book directly right there. Circle Black is a place for

0:46:32.640 --> 0:46:35.880
<v Speaker 2>people who provide services and goods. For example, like Jamila,

0:46:35.960 --> 0:46:39.120
<v Speaker 2>she's an esthetician or a nail tech, or a massuse

0:46:39.320 --> 0:46:42.480
<v Speaker 2>or a babysitter, a tutor. If you're in that area,

0:46:42.640 --> 0:46:44.360
<v Speaker 2>you open the app and you can see all the

0:46:44.400 --> 0:46:47.400
<v Speaker 2>black and Brown service providers in your area, depending on

0:46:47.440 --> 0:46:50.000
<v Speaker 2>what you're looking for, and you can book right there immediately.

0:46:50.080 --> 0:46:50.480
<v Speaker 1>And like the.

0:46:50.760 --> 0:46:53.200
<v Speaker 2>Idea kind of came because I don't know about you,

0:46:53.239 --> 0:46:56.600
<v Speaker 2>but like, whenever you want to support our community, like

0:46:56.640 --> 0:46:58.400
<v Speaker 2>I want to find it's hard to find, Like I

0:46:58.480 --> 0:47:01.480
<v Speaker 2>literally have to type in like in hashtag like black

0:47:01.640 --> 0:47:02.880
<v Speaker 2>nail Tech Los Angeles.

0:47:02.920 --> 0:47:03.919
<v Speaker 1>Maybe ship is at my bio.

0:47:04.080 --> 0:47:06.719
<v Speaker 3>I mean it's clear I'm black, but oh follow me

0:47:06.840 --> 0:47:07.960
<v Speaker 3>NILA's mobile spot.

0:47:08.120 --> 0:47:08.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:47:08.480 --> 0:47:10.840
<v Speaker 2>Like, and it just should be easy to book black

0:47:10.880 --> 0:47:12.839
<v Speaker 2>and brown. It just to be super easy. So it's

0:47:12.840 --> 0:47:16.200
<v Speaker 2>all about circulating the black and Brown dollar. If you

0:47:16.200 --> 0:47:19.520
<v Speaker 2>yourself are a service have a service provider, make sure

0:47:19.560 --> 0:47:23.759
<v Speaker 2>you go follow my account. It's circle at Circle BLK

0:47:24.320 --> 0:47:27.359
<v Speaker 2>and sign up, sign up on the application. We haven't

0:47:27.400 --> 0:47:29.239
<v Speaker 2>launched the app yet. We're still trying to build out,

0:47:29.600 --> 0:47:31.560
<v Speaker 2>you know, all the service providers in each city. We're

0:47:31.560 --> 0:47:34.759
<v Speaker 2>really starting big in LA obviously because that's home base,

0:47:35.120 --> 0:47:37.640
<v Speaker 2>but we have every single city on there, major city

0:47:37.680 --> 0:47:37.960
<v Speaker 2>on there.

0:47:38.000 --> 0:47:40.759
<v Speaker 1>So sign up and let's get you paid. I want

0:47:40.840 --> 0:47:44.160
<v Speaker 1>us to be paid. All of us utilize each other more.

0:47:44.200 --> 0:47:46.239
<v Speaker 2>And also, if you're white and you're listening to this,

0:47:46.320 --> 0:47:47.840
<v Speaker 2>I know a lot of times white people are always

0:47:47.880 --> 0:47:49.439
<v Speaker 2>asking like, how do I help? How do I help?

0:47:49.520 --> 0:47:52.440
<v Speaker 2>Give us money? That's how you help. So when this

0:47:52.520 --> 0:47:56.320
<v Speaker 2>app does launch, Book Black, Book Brown, like, it's so important.

0:47:56.360 --> 0:47:59.080
<v Speaker 2>That's how we build our communities. That's how we've changed

0:47:59.120 --> 0:48:02.680
<v Speaker 2>the way our kids receive education and the opportunities that

0:48:02.719 --> 0:48:07.880
<v Speaker 2>we receive. So anyway, that's my that's my soapbox moment.

0:48:08.160 --> 0:48:11.759
<v Speaker 1>And I'm done. It's like getting ninety three degrees in here.

0:48:11.880 --> 0:48:14.120
<v Speaker 1>It's so fucking hot. Also, a venture bays waiting for

0:48:14.160 --> 0:48:14.960
<v Speaker 1>me to care for him.

0:48:15.080 --> 0:48:18.320
<v Speaker 3>He's had the surgery, and even though I'm not the girlfriend,

0:48:18.360 --> 0:48:22.200
<v Speaker 3>I gotta go, okay because it's totally healthy over here,

0:48:22.760 --> 0:48:23.520
<v Speaker 3>everything's healthy.

0:48:23.520 --> 0:48:25.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna need to go back to this hypno tomorrow.

0:48:27.080 --> 0:48:28.040
<v Speaker 1>Anyway, you guys.

0:48:28.200 --> 0:48:31.000
<v Speaker 2>If you guys don't know where to find us, it's

0:48:31.000 --> 0:48:33.200
<v Speaker 2>good moms underscore bad choices on Instagram.

0:48:33.440 --> 0:48:36.440
<v Speaker 3>Don't be a freeloader. At least write a review and

0:48:36.520 --> 0:48:38.360
<v Speaker 3>a rate and review us. It would be great for

0:48:38.400 --> 0:48:39.560
<v Speaker 3>you to just join Patreon.

0:48:39.760 --> 0:48:42.799
<v Speaker 1>What's five bucks? What's ten dollars a month? It ain't shit.

0:48:42.880 --> 0:48:45.799
<v Speaker 1>You spend that on iTunes and iTunes is not even

0:48:45.840 --> 0:48:46.160
<v Speaker 1>that good.

0:48:46.200 --> 0:48:48.840
<v Speaker 2>And you can you can watch We have every single

0:48:48.920 --> 0:48:50.320
<v Speaker 2>episode on Patreon.

0:48:50.400 --> 0:48:51.520
<v Speaker 1>You can watch this episode.

0:48:51.560 --> 0:48:52.880
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I know you like to listen to my

0:48:52.960 --> 0:48:55.720
<v Speaker 2>sexy boys, but you can look at my sexy face

0:48:55.880 --> 0:48:57.239
<v Speaker 2>and my sexy boys.

0:48:57.040 --> 0:49:00.839
<v Speaker 1>And you can see my diy hairstyle actually looks pretty good.

0:49:01.480 --> 0:49:03.920
<v Speaker 1>You might need a refresher, a little refresh this one

0:49:04.000 --> 0:49:07.759
<v Speaker 1>right here. This one's hang. This one's been hanging. But

0:49:08.280 --> 0:49:09.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm so cheap. I was like, damn, do you I

0:49:09.560 --> 0:49:11.840
<v Speaker 1>need to get my hairt in? This might be my look.

0:49:13.200 --> 0:49:16.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I don't know. Girls might figure look it's free,

0:49:16.600 --> 0:49:17.560
<v Speaker 1>but I'll probably get my herd.

0:49:18.920 --> 0:49:20.960
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, we're gonna rate this review us on Apple

0:49:21.600 --> 0:49:25.080
<v Speaker 2>and shouts next week, right

0:49:35.960 --> 0:49:44.160
<v Speaker 4>And solo recorder, and then let's just say us