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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices.

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Speaker 2: I'm Erica and I'm Nila, and I'm gonna be honest, y'all.

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Speaker 1: I don't really feel like talking. That is not the

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Speaker 1: way you start a podcast. I know this is all

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Speaker 1: we got us. Talking is all we got, you know what.

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Speaker 2: Zoom fuck zoom, fuck COVID, fuck education, fuck school, Fuck

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Speaker 2: it America.

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to get out of social media. I mean honestly, like,

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Speaker 1: I'm over.

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Speaker 3: Fuck the one percent of wealth, who's fucking everybody else?

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Speaker 1: Fuck Louisville, Kentucky. Fuck Trump, fuck Mitt Romney, fuck.

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Speaker 3: All the cops that are chilling while they killed Breonna Taylor.

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Speaker 1: And fuck me. That'd be nice. That'd be nice. Maybe

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Speaker 1: that's what I need. I need to get fucked.

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Speaker 2: Fuck me, please, Somebody fuck me, preferably somebody big and

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Speaker 2: girthy and black.

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Speaker 1: Anyway.

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, I'm feeling feeling the same way.

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Speaker 1: Wait.

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Speaker 2: Earlier this week, I decided midweek, for absolutely no reason,

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Speaker 2: that I was going to give myself a hairstyle that

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Speaker 2: I never gave myself before, because I don't really have

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Speaker 2: any hair skills except like the two hairstyles I know

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Speaker 2: and New York is.

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Speaker 1: Like, why are you doing this? What the fuck are

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Speaker 1: you doing? Well?

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Speaker 2: She was already so stressed, and I was like, why

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Speaker 2: are you adding more shit to your plate?

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Speaker 3: Because you know what, I feel less stressed when I

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Speaker 3: feel good.

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Speaker 1: I even got my lashes done.

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Speaker 3: Ask me where I'm going nowhere, But I feel better

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Speaker 3: at least when I wake up in the morning.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, huh, you look cute to bed. The world

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Speaker 1: going to shit? Yeah, I know.

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Speaker 3: So if you're all feeling similar to us, maybe add

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Speaker 3: more stress to do a hairstyle than you never did before.

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Speaker 1: But once it looks cute, you'll feel better. Don't worry.

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Speaker 2: Well, my stepdad told me today that I looked skidnier,

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Speaker 2: so I did feel better about that. I was like, okay,

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Speaker 2: that's great, and then I looked online and then I

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Speaker 2: got sad again. Oh here comes my kid. Yes, okay,

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Speaker 2: I'm working.

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Speaker 1: Baby, I'm recording. What is look like I'm doing?

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Speaker 2: Uh, get down from there, go ask Flora to check

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Speaker 2: what your next schedule is.

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Speaker 1: Your next thing? Oh my gosh, there's no breaks. There

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Speaker 1: are with us all the time.

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Speaker 2: There's no breaks. And you know, I do have help

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Speaker 2: here floor who helps me? But she doesn't know how

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Speaker 2: to use a computer. She doesn't know how to type anything,

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Speaker 2: she doesn't know how to click links, she doesn't like

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Speaker 2: she knows how. She knows how to read the schedule,

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Speaker 2: but look at her, Look at her looking at it.

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Speaker 2: She looks confuse as fuck. It's as confused as I am,

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Speaker 2: So like, really, I don't really have help as far

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Speaker 2: as the zooming goes.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I'm literally gonna.

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Speaker 3: Have It's not for's fault because I follow at all

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Speaker 3: I went. I went to my baby daddy's to show

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Speaker 3: him how to do the stuff because I know everybody's

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Speaker 3: doing the schoology or schoolology, whatever the fuck it's called, and.

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Speaker 1: It's so confusing. It's confusing, it's hard.

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Speaker 3: I had like a one on one with the teacher

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Speaker 3: to show me how, and I'm still confused, intense, and

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Speaker 3: Luna looked at me and was like, Mom, take a

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Speaker 3: deep breath. And I was like, I was like, this

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Speaker 3: is bad when she has to tell me to take

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Speaker 3: a deep breath. But I was like getting super fucking irritated.

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Speaker 3: And in fact, if school doesn't go back the next

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Speaker 3: four months, I'm gonna she's rushed.

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Speaker 1: She gonna be kindergarten to drop out. You think I'm joking.

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Speaker 2: I mean, I like, so Ari was in school last

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Speaker 2: week for half days, and I was super grateful for

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Speaker 2: that because I saw everyone on zoom, I saw everyone

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Speaker 2: on social media literally falling to pieces, and I was like,

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Speaker 2: at least I get these three hours. And then I

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Speaker 2: head of her school like canceled, and I was like,

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Speaker 2: literally gonna cry. And so, you know, now we're here,

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Speaker 2: and I know I sound spoiled because there's there's parents

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Speaker 1: You have three, four or five kids. I don't fucking assoom.

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Speaker 2: Two of those kids are gonna fail. They're dropping out.

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Speaker 2: I'm dropping the mouth. And so I same with me.

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Speaker 2: I had her you were here when her dad came

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Speaker 2: He was half listening. I was getting irritated. He was

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Speaker 2: trying to leave in the middle of me explaining shit.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, niggat.

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Speaker 3: I was trying to show her dad she has she

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Speaker 3: has to like do an evaluation.

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Speaker 1: Like, first of all, whoever invented schoology? You're dumb? What

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Speaker 1: is it called schoology. It's school age. What is schoology?

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Speaker 1: That is what it called an laos. That's what you're

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Speaker 1: using too, bitch. I'm using seesaw. Okay, well seesaw is

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Speaker 1: through schoology. Oh see yeah, we're using seesaw, Seesaw through

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Speaker 1: school age whatever the fuck?

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Speaker 2: Just fucking apps, PBS Kids, YouTube, Kids, fucking ABC Mouse,

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Speaker 2: schoolagee Seesaw, some other shit with the Sea Clever. I'm like,

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Speaker 2: how many fucking apps can one child access?

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Speaker 1: So we need one fucking app. Sorry, I just got

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Speaker 3: But then they're asking the children to upload their own homework.

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Speaker 3: I'm like, so, so I was showing her dad right,

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Speaker 3: and he's like going through what I uploaded, He's like,

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Speaker 3: why are you in all the pictures looking mad as hell?

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Speaker 2: It was like me like, I was like, because it's

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Speaker 2: too hard. She can't hold it up and push the button.

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Speaker 3: Then she's like doing evaluations and she has to Like,

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Speaker 3: first of all, I realized, wow, we need to do work.

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Speaker 3: She's like doesn't know like twelve of the letters from

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Speaker 1: I'm like, what the fuck? I thought you knew these letters?

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Speaker 1: And he's like whispering to her. I'm like, shut up,

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Speaker 2: And then I'm like, I have to start the recording

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Speaker 2: over because I'm him on the social media in the

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Speaker 2: back me cursing him out, him trying to cheat for her,

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Speaker 2: and I'm like, this can't happen.

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Speaker 1: Miss Oh God.

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Speaker 3: You know what I used to think before this all happened,

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Speaker 3: I was like, I can't believe I have to wake

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Speaker 3: Like I when she started going to regular school and

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Speaker 3: I had to like get her there on time. I

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Speaker 3: because as a child that.

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Speaker 1: Gave me excity. I was always late. So now I

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Speaker 3: I can't believe that I'm a mom already, Like I

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Speaker 3: waited it my whole life, trying to get out of school,

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Speaker 3: and now you're back in school.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm like, wait, why did I sign up for this?

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Speaker 1: I don't even like school. I don't even like kids.

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Speaker 3: But now now she's in the house all the time

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Speaker 3: and it is much easier to get her on the

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Speaker 2: Well, I have to yeah, I have to say today

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Speaker 2: was I was literally on his ass and he had it.

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Speaker 2: I was surprised, like because you saw him here, he

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Speaker 2: not going to get it right. And like he had

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Speaker 1: He had a whole table spread out with all of

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Speaker 2: The one thing I will say, her fucking hair looked insane.

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Speaker 2: But everything was done, and in fact, her hair looks

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Speaker 2: so crazy. I guess she got like star of the

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Speaker 2: star of the student of the day. And so all

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Speaker 2: and all the pictures that they drew, these kids drew,

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Speaker 1: My it looks like just a big flopsided bush.

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Speaker 2: But so today's the first day and I'm just like,

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Speaker 2: trip at the end of October to get out of

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Speaker 2: it's possible. Now I'm like, how who's gonna be administering

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Speaker 2: all these links? Floor can't fucking do it. I told

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Speaker 1: I want to voluntar.

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Speaker 3: I want to be your best friend in volunteer, but like,

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Speaker 3: I honestly don't know about the capacity to zoom two

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Speaker 1: Maybe I should do this like a business. We could

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Speaker 3: I will have minister zooms for seventy five dollars a.

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Speaker 2: All I know is that, like I know, the COVID

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Speaker 2: other shit. Like literally, my friend was at a day

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Speaker 1: Kt oh it was a brunch.

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Speaker 3: They were at their own tables, but I'm going on Saturday,

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Speaker 2: Honestly, and the schools can't be open, but we can

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Speaker 2: out be out here and have popping bottles.

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Speaker 1: Honestly, I don't care. I'm gonna be there on Saturday because.

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Speaker 3: At least dancing will make the week go by better

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Speaker 3: because at this point, I'm stressed as fuck and Zoom

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Speaker 1: Because it's insane. I do feel like more.

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Speaker 3: Involved in my child's life right now, though, because I

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Speaker 3: didn't even know she couldn't identify twelve of the alphabet,

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Speaker 1: At least I'm like in the know now, But yeah,

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Speaker 1: I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I do like I posted something yesterdayor today or yesterday

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Speaker 2: when we post this, but asking you know, moms to

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Speaker 2: give tips on zoom because like I'm just starting. I'm

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Speaker 2: hoping this doesn't last forever, but I need to get

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Speaker 2: it together and like, actually there were some good Jessica

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Speaker 2: gave us some good tips. Also shout out to Jessica Rose.

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Speaker 2: Both Jessica's have their shit because bitches has her shit

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Speaker 2: all the way buttoned up. Okay, I saw her Instagram post.

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Speaker 2: teach me how to homeschool because she's got I was like,

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Speaker 2: how are you building a social media empire and have

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Speaker 2: time to be a homeschool teacher.

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Speaker 1: She's not even zooming.

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Speaker 2: She's a home whole ass homeschool teacher.

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Speaker 1: She's a queen.

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Speaker 2: She pulled her kids out of kindergarten, her kid and

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Speaker 1: I don't know. Does democracy really exist? I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I do believe that most politicians are evil or have

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Speaker 2: Pence looks. He looks like a like a little man baby.

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Speaker 2: Oh, Kamala is married to some white man who's a

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Speaker 3: You married him, you're evil. But the only thing that's

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Speaker 2: Okay, it's not Nicaragua because I have post traa syndrome.

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Speaker 3: But at least we know you can run, you know

441
00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:53,480
Speaker 3: how to flee of country. Good you did it before.

442
00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:56,159
Speaker 3: You know, you might know the backwoods there.

443
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Speaker 2: I don't know if y'all listened to our episode last

444
00:19:58,320 --> 00:20:00,840
Speaker 2: year where I took my first and last.

445
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Speaker 1: Was that last year? I was like two years ago,

446
00:20:03,040 --> 00:20:05,760
Speaker 1: wasn't it like two was two years ago? It was

447
00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:08,640
Speaker 1: like my first and last flut out situation.

448
00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:11,439
Speaker 2: I got flewed out and then and then flew me

449
00:20:11,480 --> 00:20:14,480
Speaker 2: to Nicaragua, did not tell me shit about how far

450
00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:17,520
Speaker 2: he was from the airport. I land at like eight pm.

451
00:20:17,840 --> 00:20:21,040
Speaker 2: He has some random Nicaragua dude come pick me up

452
00:20:21,080 --> 00:20:22,800
Speaker 2: in his pickup truck and he's like, oh, it's a

453
00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:26,440
Speaker 2: four hour drive from here, and I would hit fuck yeah,

454
00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:28,680
Speaker 2: I don't remember him and picked me up and the

455
00:20:28,760 --> 00:20:31,439
Speaker 2: niggas didn't even come with him. He just just and

456
00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:33,840
Speaker 2: then there was a he didn't He failed to also

457
00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:36,000
Speaker 2: let me know that there was like a revolt happening

458
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:39,520
Speaker 2: and they were like trying to overthrow the government. So

459
00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:41,879
Speaker 2: I'm driving with this man that I don't know. He

460
00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:43,640
Speaker 2: seemed like a really sweet guy. We were talking about

461
00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:46,000
Speaker 2: his family, would show me pictures. But then we keep

462
00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:49,200
Speaker 2: getting stopped by dudes and machetes and masks, and he's like,

463
00:20:49,240 --> 00:20:51,400
Speaker 2: don't worry, we just got to pay them because they're

464
00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:55,000
Speaker 2: just students that want to get paid, students with machetes, yes, bitch,

465
00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:56,400
Speaker 2: machetes and guns.

466
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Speaker 1: And I was texting Jamila and my other friend.

467
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Speaker 2: I was like, you guys about it. I'm gonna die.

468
00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:03,160
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm gonna die. I'm gonna put my clothes.

469
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:05,280
Speaker 2: I'm gonna putting my like, what is it my find

470
00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:07,920
Speaker 2: my Friend's app, because you might I might be abandoned

471
00:21:08,080 --> 00:21:10,720
Speaker 2: the jungle and Nicaragua. We got stopped like ten times,

472
00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:12,399
Speaker 2: and then at some point he was like, you know what,

473
00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:14,040
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna take the back streets and I was like,

474
00:21:14,119 --> 00:21:15,720
Speaker 2: let let's do that. And then I realized, wait, I

475
00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:19,439
Speaker 2: don't know this, nigga. I am now driving into the

476
00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:22,520
Speaker 2: jungle on not like unpaved roads like I'm driving.

477
00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:23,960
Speaker 1: It was just like trees.

478
00:21:24,040 --> 00:21:27,880
Speaker 2: It wasn't gonna road. It was just ground and trees.

479
00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:32,080
Speaker 2: And I was driving dodging trees for like two hours.

480
00:21:33,240 --> 00:21:35,080
Speaker 2: I was like, he's gonna kill me and take my

481
00:21:35,240 --> 00:21:37,920
Speaker 2: organs and sell them the album on the black market.

482
00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:40,760
Speaker 2: And then I finally get to the place where my

483
00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:43,720
Speaker 2: friend is at and I'm like, I'm cursing out. I'm like, nigga,

484
00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:45,560
Speaker 2: the fuck you didn't even tell me that I had

485
00:21:45,560 --> 00:21:48,040
Speaker 2: to do all this shit. Whatever, we get there, it's beautiful.

486
00:21:48,040 --> 00:21:51,360
Speaker 2: We wake up in the morning. It's gorgeous. I'm so happy.

487
00:21:51,840 --> 00:21:53,280
Speaker 2: He's like, let's go down on the beach. We go

488
00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:55,200
Speaker 2: down on the beach. We have one drink and then

489
00:21:55,200 --> 00:22:00,320
Speaker 2: we get a call literally one drink the country killed

490
00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:04,440
Speaker 2: an American. The country is going into shit, going to shit.

491
00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:08,800
Speaker 2: We must evacuate. The resort is closing and making us leave.

492
00:22:08,920 --> 00:22:12,040
Speaker 2: And I was like, the resort closed, yes, they kicked

493
00:22:12,119 --> 00:22:15,600
Speaker 2: us out. We had nowhere to go, so then we

494
00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:17,320
Speaker 2: have to They're like, the best thing to do is

495
00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:20,280
Speaker 2: drive to Costa Rica. We drive to fucking Costa Rica.

496
00:22:20,359 --> 00:22:24,560
Speaker 2: We passed through customs, no one's there. We just drive through.

497
00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:26,639
Speaker 2: No one says shit. We get to another stop, like

498
00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,960
Speaker 2: an hour into Costa Rica, They're like, where are your stamps?

499
00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:30,679
Speaker 2: You have to go back. So we have to go

500
00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:33,679
Speaker 2: all the way back an hour get the stamps. It

501
00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:35,280
Speaker 2: was the worst, well the worst.

502
00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:36,000
Speaker 1: Here's the thing.

503
00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:38,240
Speaker 3: It sounds like, you know, a guy at the pickup truck.

504
00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:40,080
Speaker 3: We know not to go to a resort. We can

505
00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:42,320
Speaker 3: just get to Airbnb. We can lay low, we can

506
00:22:42,359 --> 00:22:46,240
Speaker 3: maybe buy some guns. Honestly, our odds sound better than

507
00:22:46,240 --> 00:22:49,600
Speaker 3: this fucking piece of shit America. And if all's fails,

508
00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:54,280
Speaker 3: we could do half in Nicaragua and half in Costa Rica. Honestly,

509
00:22:54,320 --> 00:22:56,400
Speaker 3: I think this is this is the route for us.

510
00:22:56,880 --> 00:23:02,080
Speaker 3: We need to podcast internationally because this is an illusion

511
00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:05,360
Speaker 3: and Social Dilemma showed it all. You need to watch

512
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:06,919
Speaker 3: it on Netflix immediately.

513
00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:09,760
Speaker 2: I started watching it last night and then I fell asleep.

514
00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:11,160
Speaker 1: I mean, like you have to have the capacity.

515
00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:12,960
Speaker 2: All I saw was like it was like literally I

516
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:14,359
Speaker 2: saw the first like five minutes and it was this

517
00:23:14,400 --> 00:23:16,240
Speaker 2: guy who worked at Google and he was there to

518
00:23:16,280 --> 00:23:18,359
Speaker 2: like help make them money basically, and one of the

519
00:23:18,359 --> 00:23:20,760
Speaker 2: guys said that he realized that they really had a

520
00:23:20,840 --> 00:23:22,800
Speaker 2: huge There was like a bunch of like white males

521
00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:25,840
Speaker 2: ages twenty five to thirty five creating this new thing

522
00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:29,240
Speaker 2: of like how people were going to set their calendars

523
00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:33,280
Speaker 2: and like how they were going to start scheduling their life.

524
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:35,080
Speaker 1: In the world. And he wrote that he did this

525
00:23:35,119 --> 00:23:53,320
Speaker 1: whole pop. Sorry about that.

526
00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:57,440
Speaker 2: I'm already failing at zoom because I'm ten minutes late

527
00:23:57,480 --> 00:23:59,080
Speaker 2: putting her on her Spanish classroom.

528
00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:01,000
Speaker 3: Well, who the fuck a member week a week, B

529
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:05,000
Speaker 3: one thirty one, small groups, large groups, different classes.

530
00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:05,880
Speaker 1: It's intense.

531
00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:11,200
Speaker 3: Sorry you, I thought you said you need to schedule

532
00:24:11,240 --> 00:24:15,639
Speaker 3: Siri too, or Alexa Alexa and Siri homegirls?

533
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:21,840
Speaker 1: Oh can you sink them? They're not They're not homegirls anyway.

534
00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:25,720
Speaker 2: Basically, I'm cool in Nicaragua. I don't know if I

535
00:24:25,760 --> 00:24:28,439
Speaker 2: can do Nicaragua, I'll do other places. I really like

536
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:31,480
Speaker 2: to be on an island with black people, ideally, Like.

537
00:24:31,960 --> 00:24:34,040
Speaker 1: Well, I told you, listen, I've done my research.

538
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:37,600
Speaker 3: I told you most of the Caribbean islands we can go,

539
00:24:37,800 --> 00:24:40,320
Speaker 3: but we'll have to quarantine. I thought it was two weeks,

540
00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:42,120
Speaker 3: but if we pay one hundred dollars, it's one week.

541
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:44,160
Speaker 3: So that means we'll be in the in the house

542
00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:44,800
Speaker 3: for one week.

543
00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:47,000
Speaker 1: With the kids. That's fine, Okay, so let's do it.

544
00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:52,280
Speaker 2: You know what, look, bitch, well, let's look into it

545
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:54,840
Speaker 2: for real. I'm a serious Okay, Well, I gotta I

546
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:58,120
Speaker 2: have to. Literally, I have a pack my whole home up.

547
00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:00,560
Speaker 2: It's a little not as much. Is just like a

548
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,560
Speaker 2: blink of an eye. Let's go, Like, I gotta plan

549
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:04,720
Speaker 2: some shit. I have a baby daddy that like, you know.

550
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,520
Speaker 1: It's the only thing I was thinking, like, should we

551
00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:07,320
Speaker 1: kidnap them?

552
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 2: This is not good for the records, but like my

553
00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,600
Speaker 2: baby ay is gonna be acting all stupid.

554
00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:12,520
Speaker 1: But it's not up to you.

555
00:25:13,000 --> 00:25:15,119
Speaker 3: I have to go and she has to come with me,

556
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:17,719
Speaker 3: and we'll holler at you after the election.

557
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:20,920
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm not gonna go forever. I just we're

558
00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:21,600
Speaker 1: gonna go.

559
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:25,240
Speaker 3: Until January, mid January, so we see how shit is

560
00:25:25,240 --> 00:25:28,199
Speaker 3: happening over here. And guess what if we don't go

561
00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:30,440
Speaker 3: and she hits the fan, You're gonna wish we went.

562
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:34,119
Speaker 3: You're gonna be like, we should listen to Jamila. We

563
00:25:34,119 --> 00:25:36,080
Speaker 3: should be on an island right now. I'd much rather

564
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:39,600
Speaker 3: be flaeing Nicaragua than fucking picking cotton in America.

565
00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,200
Speaker 1: So I don't know if I'm gonna be picking cotton

566
00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:41,720
Speaker 1: that quick.

567
00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:48,600
Speaker 2: But it's not funny. It's funny anyway. What are you drinking? Oh?

568
00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:50,520
Speaker 2: Remember I was telling you about seed Lip. It's that

569
00:25:50,880 --> 00:25:53,000
Speaker 2: the world's first non alcoholic spirit.

570
00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:54,680
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I remember.

571
00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:56,760
Speaker 2: I know, and you thought I was lame. And it's

572
00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:59,480
Speaker 2: bomb because I have been kind of taking a break

573
00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:00,200
Speaker 2: from drinking.

574
00:26:01,119 --> 00:26:01,960
Speaker 1: I've been working out.

575
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:04,680
Speaker 2: I want my fitness shit, and I feel like alcohol

576
00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:07,160
Speaker 2: is the only thing holding me back from my Beyonce

577
00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:11,560
Speaker 2: six pack dreams. And so I've been drinking seed Lip

578
00:26:11,560 --> 00:26:14,879
Speaker 2: because it doesn't have alcohol. There's no calories, there's no sugar,

579
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:17,639
Speaker 2: and I can still enjoy a drink at the end

580
00:26:17,680 --> 00:26:19,600
Speaker 2: of the night and bitch, you thought it was a

581
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:20,280
Speaker 2: drink I did.

582
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:22,399
Speaker 1: It's pretty delicious. I tried some of her as it

583
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:23,800
Speaker 1: comes in like different flavors.

584
00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,760
Speaker 2: So I was pretty surprised because I'm usually the friend

585
00:26:27,800 --> 00:26:29,959
Speaker 2: that's like, you're not drinking tonight. I know, and so

586
00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:31,919
Speaker 2: I love them so much. I reached out and then

587
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:35,080
Speaker 2: they gave me this code. It's good Mom's fifteen and

588
00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:37,760
Speaker 2: you get fifteen percent off. So for all my mamas

589
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:39,680
Speaker 2: that you know either don't drink or trying to take

590
00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:41,200
Speaker 2: a break but still want to feel like you're having

591
00:26:41,200 --> 00:26:42,520
Speaker 2: a cocktail at the end of the night, you should

592
00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:45,520
Speaker 2: check out seed Lip Drinks dot com.

593
00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:47,760
Speaker 1: But anyway, I'm voting.

594
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:50,520
Speaker 2: I don't know if anyone else is vot voting by ballot,

595
00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:53,800
Speaker 2: but I am because I'm supposedly supposed to be leaving

596
00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:57,840
Speaker 2: town and i'll be gone during November third, and I didn't.

597
00:26:57,840 --> 00:26:59,359
Speaker 2: I haven't gotten my ballot. I don't know if anyone

598
00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:02,960
Speaker 2: else has. But I signed up for this, this website

599
00:27:02,960 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 2: where you can actually check to find the status of

600
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:08,560
Speaker 2: where your mail in ballot is because you know they

601
00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:13,560
Speaker 2: over here picking up fucking the us USPS post office

602
00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:16,480
Speaker 2: drop off boxes all over the United States.

603
00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, Trump had had a bunch picked up, so people

604
00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:22,920
Speaker 1: can't drop their ballots. He's so damn crazy.

605
00:27:23,359 --> 00:27:25,960
Speaker 2: So I'm just trying to make sure my shit gets

606
00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:28,160
Speaker 2: in there before. But I haven't gotten it, or.

607
00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:30,040
Speaker 1: I thought maybe I missed it. I don't know. So

608
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:34,199
Speaker 1: just make sure America's on that trickery. Okay, That's what

609
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:34,480
Speaker 1: I'll be.

610
00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:36,400
Speaker 2: Just make sure you're actually check to make sure you're

611
00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:38,480
Speaker 2: registered to vote. There's a thousand links to make sure.

612
00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:42,560
Speaker 2: Just google it, just putting your information, make sure you're registered.

613
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:46,880
Speaker 2: And there's also a link to figure out if you're ballot.

614
00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:48,480
Speaker 2: I'm gonna I'm actually gonna leave the link in the

615
00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:52,000
Speaker 2: details of this episode to see if you can, you know,

616
00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:53,680
Speaker 2: track where your male mail.

617
00:27:53,480 --> 00:27:54,080
Speaker 1: In ballot is.

618
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:57,720
Speaker 2: Because even if even if we do flee, you know,

619
00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:00,040
Speaker 2: I care about the people that are gonna.

620
00:27:59,840 --> 00:28:01,680
Speaker 1: Be I get it me too.

621
00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:07,800
Speaker 3: So if no one understands that everything's fucked up, what're

622
00:28:07,800 --> 00:28:10,200
Speaker 3: we gonna do? We can't, I mean, I don't know.

623
00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:13,399
Speaker 3: I'm just the only other option. Well, my only option

624
00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:16,439
Speaker 3: is just to dive within.

625
00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:18,920
Speaker 1: Did you start that again? I think so.

626
00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:25,159
Speaker 2: That's where I'm at. I just have to go inside. Myself,

627
00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:29,520
Speaker 2: heal what's happening inside me. Start here, get focused and

628
00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:32,080
Speaker 2: centered here first, it would be nice to do that

629
00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:34,600
Speaker 2: in another island away from this fuckery.

630
00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:38,040
Speaker 1: So I'm not as stressed out, but I've been. Just

631
00:28:38,120 --> 00:28:43,640
Speaker 1: I started. I did a hypnotherapy session. Yeah, tell the

632
00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:44,600
Speaker 1: people what that was like.

633
00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:48,960
Speaker 3: I did a hypno therapy session. I found a black

634
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 3: hypnotherapist and he the first like thirty minutes. He asked

635
00:28:53,560 --> 00:28:56,480
Speaker 3: some questions pertaining to like whatever the issues that I

636
00:28:56,520 --> 00:28:58,040
Speaker 3: wanted to bring up which were for me, or like

637
00:28:58,080 --> 00:29:02,640
Speaker 3: maybe some childhood try some trauma bonds, like the relationship

638
00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:05,880
Speaker 3: my parents had and how that correlates with my relationships,

639
00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:10,120
Speaker 3: my romantic relationships, and basically like you get really relaxed.

640
00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:13,760
Speaker 2: He has like this really like melodic voice, and he's

641
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:19,560
Speaker 2: like basically taps into your subconscious. And I wasn't fully unaware,

642
00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:22,640
Speaker 2: but there were there were moments where I felt like

643
00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:26,760
Speaker 2: I was like I was, I was.

644
00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:32,880
Speaker 3: Like not falling asleep, but president to fall there was

645
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 3: it is like a lengthy thing, you know, like like

646
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 3: I'm aware and then under it's not like I don't know.

647
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:41,640
Speaker 3: It was interesting, but I have six more sessions. I'll

648
00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:42,800
Speaker 3: share him with you, guys, are you.

649
00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:44,760
Speaker 1: Gonna go like every week or how do you? How

650
00:29:44,760 --> 00:29:44,880
Speaker 1: do you?

651
00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:49,960
Speaker 2: I think the first sick, the first three or first

652
00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:51,200
Speaker 2: four or every week.

653
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,640
Speaker 1: And then you can kind of like break them up.

654
00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:56,160
Speaker 3: And then it's interesting because he records the session into two,

655
00:29:56,280 --> 00:29:58,440
Speaker 3: the ones where we asked questions and the one where

656
00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:02,440
Speaker 3: I'm being hypnotized. And so this week before my second session,

657
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 3: I have to listen to that at least four times

658
00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:08,040
Speaker 3: your previous session, my previous hypnotosis.

659
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:10,400
Speaker 2: Was there any like specific questions he's asking? Is he

660
00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:12,080
Speaker 2: just asking about your life? Or like, what is he

661
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:13,280
Speaker 2: asking you during these.

662
00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:16,640
Speaker 1: Things during while I'm hypnotizer before during while you're hypnotized?

663
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 2: Not?

664
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:20,880
Speaker 3: Oh what was interesting? He only asked really one question,

665
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:24,960
Speaker 3: but mostly telling me stuff. You're like what like you're worthy?

666
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 3: You like I remember him at one point saying like,

667
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:31,680
Speaker 3: you're not your parents' choices. You just came through your parents.

668
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 3: They're not your they're not your your responsibility. And then

669
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:39,040
Speaker 3: there's a point where he's like he he tells me

670
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:42,080
Speaker 3: like to raise one hand, bring it down and imagine

671
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:44,960
Speaker 3: a string being tied around my wrist as it raises,

672
00:30:45,040 --> 00:30:47,360
Speaker 3: and then bring it back down. And at the end

673
00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:49,400
Speaker 3: there is a point where he said, ask me to

674
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:52,360
Speaker 3: choose a color. And this is when I was like, damn,

675
00:30:52,400 --> 00:30:55,280
Speaker 3: am I hypnotized because I chose a color that I

676
00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:57,040
Speaker 3: I didn't I didn't see that coming.

677
00:30:58,720 --> 00:30:59,080
Speaker 1: For real.

678
00:30:59,240 --> 00:31:01,400
Speaker 3: And then he was like, every time you see this color,

679
00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:03,800
Speaker 3: you're gonna have these trick You're gonna think of these things.

680
00:31:04,040 --> 00:31:06,800
Speaker 3: You're gonna you're gonna detach from something, detached from this.

681
00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:09,080
Speaker 3: And and I since then, I've seen the color, and

682
00:31:09,120 --> 00:31:12,800
Speaker 3: I can rea, I can I can hear that.

683
00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:16,200
Speaker 1: So it's interesting. But you know, I'm into all types of.

684
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:19,320
Speaker 2: What is his What does he specifically focus on certain things?

685
00:31:19,440 --> 00:31:21,640
Speaker 1: He has a certain type of He's a hypnotherapist, so

686
00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:25,680
Speaker 1: he spoke, he's a black man. He was in Beverly Hills.

687
00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:30,480
Speaker 3: He focuses on it's all type of traumas, trauma bonding

688
00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:36,400
Speaker 3: and basically things of the subconscious brain and whatever you

689
00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:41,040
Speaker 3: think that you may be, you may be doing that

690
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:42,160
Speaker 3: you're not aware of.

691
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:43,800
Speaker 1: And like basically he.

692
00:31:43,800 --> 00:31:48,560
Speaker 3: Was saying, like certain things of the subconscious make you

693
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:52,280
Speaker 3: feel alive, make make your body know that you're alive.

694
00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:55,560
Speaker 3: And there's just certain things that we've programmed ourselves to

695
00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:58,440
Speaker 3: thinking is normal when it's not. It's very deep and

696
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:01,640
Speaker 3: interesting him to come on the show eventually too.

697
00:32:02,600 --> 00:32:08,560
Speaker 1: In addition to my what are you doing, I'm sniffing my.

698
00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:12,520
Speaker 2: Armpits because because it's hot in here, but I smell

699
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:15,960
Speaker 2: great because I've been using a new deodorant. Also because

700
00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:17,440
Speaker 2: that's a part of my my journey.

701
00:32:17,480 --> 00:32:18,840
Speaker 1: Oh wait, are you using loan? Yeah?

702
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:22,160
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I'd a bomb you guys, listen. We

703
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:24,560
Speaker 2: I have been like on I've talked about it before,

704
00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:27,760
Speaker 2: and I've been on this like natural deodorant search because

705
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:32,320
Speaker 2: no breastcanser runs in my family, and like I just

706
00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:38,640
Speaker 2: I just can't put those aluminum deodorants on my armpits anymore.

707
00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 2: I break out. I've literally gotten a staph infection. I

708
00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:43,880
Speaker 2: don't know if it was from the deodorant or what.

709
00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:46,320
Speaker 1: Lymph notes gonna like get swollen and effect.

710
00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:47,880
Speaker 2: So I was using I've been I've been trying a

711
00:32:47,920 --> 00:32:49,720
Speaker 2: few different ones, and one worked for a while and

712
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:52,600
Speaker 2: then literally I started smelling like onions, like not joking,

713
00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:55,880
Speaker 2: like no joke, which smelled like I know, I made

714
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:59,520
Speaker 2: I made poetry bas smell my armpits. And he was like, yeah,

715
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:03,040
Speaker 2: you smell like onions and I was like what. And

716
00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:06,320
Speaker 2: so I was telling Jamila. I told her about Lone

717
00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:08,560
Speaker 2: deodorant and which one are you wearing.

718
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:09,480
Speaker 1: I'm wearing the mid one.

719
00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:16,960
Speaker 2: It's so bomb smut hm and the mid one is

720
00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:19,600
Speaker 2: obsessed with it. She's always like, Mommy, let me smell

721
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:20,320
Speaker 2: your arm pits.

722
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:24,520
Speaker 1: Well, the thing is brust cancer also runs in my family.

723
00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:27,680
Speaker 3: But I'm so vain, Like after I had a baby, Cheo,

724
00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:30,320
Speaker 3: I feel like my like my body odor change and

725
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:31,240
Speaker 3: got stronger.

726
00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:33,560
Speaker 1: And I was like I don't care, like fuck it.

727
00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:34,960
Speaker 3: If I'm gonna go out, I'm gonna have to go

728
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:37,520
Speaker 3: out because I don't want to sink. So for a

729
00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:40,680
Speaker 3: long time, I was like going against my feelings of

730
00:33:41,280 --> 00:33:44,000
Speaker 3: my health just because I didn't want to stink, and

731
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:46,760
Speaker 3: I wasn't like accustomed to my natural scent.

732
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:51,000
Speaker 1: But Loan, it's all natural. It works well.

733
00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:54,400
Speaker 3: It also is like the the whatever the ingredients are,

734
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:58,040
Speaker 3: they help like lighten and you're underneath your armpits wild

735
00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:00,240
Speaker 3: also fighting the odor and it.

736
00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:02,280
Speaker 1: Goes on so smoothly. You can only you only use

737
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:02,760
Speaker 1: a little bit.

738
00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:04,400
Speaker 3: And I just feel like I'm in this new place

739
00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:06,640
Speaker 3: in my life where I'm like going to therapy, I'm

740
00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:09,239
Speaker 3: drinking water, I'm trying not to go crazy. And so

741
00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:12,239
Speaker 3: like when we transition into places in our lives where

742
00:34:12,280 --> 00:34:15,240
Speaker 3: we care about ourselves, it should manifest in all ways.

743
00:34:15,480 --> 00:34:18,680
Speaker 3: And so I feel like, finally I found the yodorant

744
00:34:18,719 --> 00:34:20,680
Speaker 3: that actually is healthy for me and may not kill

745
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 3: me in the long run, which is wonderful, and it's

746
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:26,920
Speaker 3: family owned, it's all natural. They have some bomb ass

747
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:28,920
Speaker 3: like chapstick.

748
00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,320
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I got the I think it's the vanilla.

749
00:34:32,120 --> 00:34:34,920
Speaker 2: And then I gave Poetry Bay. He's obsessed with chai,

750
00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:37,560
Speaker 2: so he has the Chai one and even he likes

751
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:39,480
Speaker 2: the shit because I gave him some, because you know,

752
00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:40,800
Speaker 2: men be looky.

753
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:41,920
Speaker 1: I do think women.

754
00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:44,920
Speaker 2: Sometimes smell worse than men. But I gave it to

755
00:34:45,040 --> 00:34:47,400
Speaker 2: him and he was like, what is this shit? It's amazing,

756
00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:49,360
Speaker 2: and I was like, I know. And there's no baking

757
00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:50,080
Speaker 2: soda in it too.

758
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:51,960
Speaker 1: Oh my god. Let me tell you how how intense

759
00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:52,319
Speaker 1: I am.

760
00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:55,480
Speaker 3: I got a lavender animate and initially I had given

761
00:34:55,560 --> 00:34:58,200
Speaker 3: Adventure Bade the mint one, but then like he dumped me,

762
00:34:59,400 --> 00:35:01,320
Speaker 3: so like to later I was at his house because

763
00:35:01,360 --> 00:35:01,560
Speaker 3: you know.

764
00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:03,839
Speaker 1: That's how dumping works. You still go to the people's house.

765
00:35:04,239 --> 00:35:10,800
Speaker 1: And I was like, yeah, I'm gonna do right speaking

766
00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:14,120
Speaker 1: what you need to wrap this up? I guess I

767
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:18,400
Speaker 1: gotta go care for my non man. I was like,

768
00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:20,160
Speaker 1: by the way, I'm taking this back.

769
00:35:20,239 --> 00:35:23,480
Speaker 3: I like this, I like this flavor, and you dump me,

770
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,080
Speaker 3: so I'm not gonna be able to keep this here.

771
00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:28,240
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, I'm gonna need that back. Thanks.

772
00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:31,279
Speaker 3: Never in my life have I made an ex give

773
00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:32,600
Speaker 3: me back the deodorant.

774
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,719
Speaker 2: I I specifically the de he's used.

775
00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:37,200
Speaker 1: Probably I'm gonna need that back.

776
00:35:37,280 --> 00:35:38,960
Speaker 2: Yeah he did. I was like sharing. I thought I

777
00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 2: was being kind, but I'm like, yeah, no, this is

778
00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:41,279
Speaker 2: my favorite one.

779
00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:44,960
Speaker 1: So sorry. Here's the website if you want to order

780
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:49,120
Speaker 1: your own. Oh my god, no, but for really you guys.

781
00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:50,520
Speaker 2: If you guys have been like I don't know if

782
00:35:50,560 --> 00:35:52,680
Speaker 2: anyone else tries natural deodorance and.

783
00:35:52,680 --> 00:35:55,040
Speaker 1: They don't do shit, We'll try a loan because it's

784
00:35:55,440 --> 00:35:55,840
Speaker 1: the bomb.

785
00:35:56,120 --> 00:35:59,280
Speaker 3: And since we called them and told them how obsessed

786
00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:02,600
Speaker 3: we are with them, they've given us our own discount code.

787
00:36:02,640 --> 00:36:04,120
Speaker 1: It's GMBC fifteen.

788
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:09,480
Speaker 3: So if you want to try this amazing new fucking deodorant.

789
00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:13,000
Speaker 3: But I totally recommend you try its loan body l

790
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:17,040
Speaker 3: O n E and our discount code is GMBC fifteen.

791
00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:18,240
Speaker 1: I'll put it in the description.

792
00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:22,439
Speaker 3: Yes, please do because stack up on that loan.

793
00:36:23,920 --> 00:36:25,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, and make sure to check out their website. It's

794
00:36:25,600 --> 00:36:29,440
Speaker 2: Loandeodorant dot com so you can see all their amazing products.

795
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:31,279
Speaker 1: But back to your hypnotherapy.

796
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:35,839
Speaker 2: Oh so my hypnotherapy went well, what so how did

797
00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:36,359
Speaker 2: you find them?

798
00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:37,399
Speaker 1: Did you find them through a friend?

799
00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:40,560
Speaker 2: Okay, so here and has like I need to know,

800
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:43,200
Speaker 2: Like I don't know, like I believe that you can

801
00:36:43,239 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 2: be hypnotized.

802
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:49,360
Speaker 1: You really have to, like I mean everything but voting.

803
00:36:49,840 --> 00:36:51,840
Speaker 2: You know, I'm not a skett of everything. I just

804
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:54,040
Speaker 2: feel like I do believe you can be hypnotized. It's

805
00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:57,200
Speaker 2: just you have to really be in a relaxed space,

806
00:36:57,280 --> 00:36:59,799
Speaker 2: be in a relax space and be able to do that.

807
00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:01,560
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know, I.

808
00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:04,360
Speaker 3: Just you know, I think that we think that hypnotize,

809
00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:06,480
Speaker 3: we think of hypnotized, and we think of like get

810
00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:09,680
Speaker 3: out or like we think that you're totally not conscious,

811
00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:11,719
Speaker 3: which I've heard of being hypnotized that way, like in

812
00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:12,520
Speaker 3: Las Vegas.

813
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:15,080
Speaker 1: But it wasn't quite like that.

814
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:19,400
Speaker 3: And for me, I've done traditional therapy, probably not for

815
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:21,920
Speaker 3: like a long enough period that I should have, like

816
00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:24,719
Speaker 3: not a year straight, but I for me, I was like,

817
00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:26,960
Speaker 3: I need you to get straight to the nitty gritty. Okay,

818
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:29,520
Speaker 3: I can therapize the fuck out of myself. I know

819
00:37:29,560 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 3: when I'm wrong, I know when I'm fucking out clearly,

820
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:34,960
Speaker 3: there's some shit deeper there that needs to be undone. Okay,

821
00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:38,080
Speaker 3: going and undone the shit that I'm not acknowledging.

822
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:39,040
Speaker 1: So that's what.

823
00:37:38,920 --> 00:37:42,760
Speaker 3: That That was my that was my reasoning. I found

824
00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:45,120
Speaker 3: I have and the weirdest thing. And maybe because I'm

825
00:37:45,120 --> 00:37:47,920
Speaker 3: a weirdo. For like the last ten years, I've been

826
00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:51,239
Speaker 3: thinking about being hypnotized because I don't know, I've always

827
00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:53,719
Speaker 3: felt like there's something like, well, maybe it was just

828
00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:56,000
Speaker 3: me trying to find a way. I was honestly, I

829
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,800
Speaker 3: was trying to find a way to justify my wholeness

830
00:37:59,120 --> 00:37:59,400
Speaker 3: and like.

831
00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:02,200
Speaker 4: Maybe something's that's wrong with me, Maybe something happened to

832
00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:04,799
Speaker 4: me that I'm unaware of. Like I was just like

833
00:38:05,040 --> 00:38:07,840
Speaker 4: hoping that maybe I had some sump shit happened that

834
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:10,040
Speaker 4: I could blame all my years of hoing on. I

835
00:38:10,040 --> 00:38:12,839
Speaker 4: don't know if that's true anymore, but I've been really

836
00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:14,840
Speaker 4: curious about doing it, and I had a friend of

837
00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:17,799
Speaker 4: a friend recommend this man, and I was just like,

838
00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:20,920
Speaker 4: fuck it, now's the time I've ruined my last relationship

839
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,840
Speaker 4: of the love of my life and now it's.

840
00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:25,719
Speaker 3: Time to go to therapy. So that was just really

841
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:29,080
Speaker 3: my reasoning behind it. There was no that was my motivation,

842
00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:34,279
Speaker 3: just trying alternative types of therapy versus just to sit

843
00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:36,200
Speaker 3: and talk on the couch type shit, because that was

844
00:38:36,200 --> 00:38:37,520
Speaker 3: seeming like it was take him too long to get

845
00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:37,919
Speaker 3: to the point.

846
00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:43,040
Speaker 2: But other than that, you know, reading books, going to

847
00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:48,960
Speaker 2: hypnotherapy and oh and adventure by agreed to pay for

848
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:52,080
Speaker 2: my therapy sessions. Okay, even though he won't take me back.

849
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:56,080
Speaker 2: So it's a little bit confusing, but well, he probably

850
00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:58,319
Speaker 2: needs you to go to therapy so that he can

851
00:38:58,480 --> 00:38:59,880
Speaker 2: decide if he wants to take you back.

852
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,440
Speaker 3: But he should probably, like I think that you should,

853
00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:04,279
Speaker 3: like if you want to be on the gym, you.

854
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:07,080
Speaker 2: Can't make the rules of the breakup when you are

855
00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:09,080
Speaker 2: the one that got broken up with. You're not allowed

856
00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:13,320
Speaker 2: to do that. I'm just being real, like, it doesn't

857
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:15,600
Speaker 2: make no sense. Well, I feel like if I feel okay,

858
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:17,839
Speaker 2: for instance, and I'm not on any side, like if

859
00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:19,880
Speaker 2: you fucked up, you can't tell.

860
00:39:19,719 --> 00:39:20,839
Speaker 1: Him how to take you back.

861
00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:21,279
Speaker 3: I know.

862
00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:23,600
Speaker 2: But what I'm saying is he's obviously open to it.

863
00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:27,760
Speaker 2: He's obviously still around. You're obviously, you know, still hanging

864
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:34,200
Speaker 2: out and posting pictures that would join our close friends

865
00:39:34,280 --> 00:39:36,600
Speaker 2: and you'll know all the crazy shit that we're doing

866
00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:36,960
Speaker 2: over here.

867
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:38,319
Speaker 1: By the way, I don't know if you guys saw

868
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:40,239
Speaker 1: that we did. We like prank called a bunch of

869
00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:41,239
Speaker 1: people a few nights ago.

870
00:39:43,239 --> 00:39:46,239
Speaker 2: It was Jamila's idea, and it was the best idea ever.

871
00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,399
Speaker 2: It was like, I haven't prank called people I don't

872
00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:51,080
Speaker 2: know since high school. It was so and I've decided

873
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:53,120
Speaker 2: that I think it's like in my new weekend hobby.

874
00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:56,400
Speaker 3: Well, there's nothing else to do.

875
00:39:56,560 --> 00:40:00,879
Speaker 2: I highly highly suggest you prank called people. It is

876
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:05,200
Speaker 2: what is it cathartic when you need it's just funny.

877
00:40:05,239 --> 00:40:08,120
Speaker 2: It's funny. It's just it's a silly way to just

878
00:40:08,360 --> 00:40:08,920
Speaker 2: feel better.

879
00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:11,320
Speaker 3: First of all, our accents, like our ghetto girl accent,

880
00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:14,000
Speaker 3: our English accents like hello, yeah, because you know I

881
00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:16,520
Speaker 3: such your dick yesterday, I called.

882
00:40:16,320 --> 00:40:21,239
Speaker 2: Jamila's baby daddy and I was like, hello, Hi, Hi.

883
00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:26,080
Speaker 1: I even called my own baby daddy. I called her.

884
00:40:26,600 --> 00:40:29,440
Speaker 2: She called him and she was like, it's Crystal and

885
00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:30,920
Speaker 2: he was like and he was like, oh, why are

886
00:40:30,920 --> 00:40:35,040
Speaker 2: you call on this phone. I'm like this, nigga, let

887
00:40:35,080 --> 00:40:37,000
Speaker 2: me call you on my other phone, Like.

888
00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:40,720
Speaker 1: Who is he calling Crystal? It was great. That's actually

889
00:40:40,760 --> 00:40:42,839
Speaker 1: the best idea I have had in a long time.

890
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:44,040
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

891
00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:46,760
Speaker 2: We called the guy's next door, we called brunch boys,

892
00:40:46,800 --> 00:40:48,280
Speaker 2: we called our boy Van Lathan.

893
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:52,040
Speaker 1: Everyone was getting called getting it. Oh.

894
00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:56,040
Speaker 3: Also on Patreon coming up because Erica is a genius.

895
00:40:56,080 --> 00:41:01,480
Speaker 3: And also we're exploiting our relationships till we die. Now

896
00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:03,600
Speaker 3: we have a podcast, She's gonna exploit everybody around.

897
00:41:03,680 --> 00:41:05,720
Speaker 1: Oh my god, don't say that. I'm just joking.

898
00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:08,120
Speaker 3: Oh my god, I can't say that a poetry Bay

899
00:41:08,239 --> 00:41:11,240
Speaker 3: is a cancer. You know, we've be taking it so serious.

900
00:41:13,239 --> 00:41:17,520
Speaker 3: We're gonna have a love and marriage coach on a

901
00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:21,080
Speaker 3: therapist coach in the in the next coming weeks, and

902
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:24,759
Speaker 3: then we're going to have a Patreon episode of me

903
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:28,200
Speaker 3: an Adventure Bay trying to work through our problems, which

904
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:30,160
Speaker 3: is me basically trying to convince him that he should

905
00:41:30,160 --> 00:41:33,239
Speaker 3: take me back immediately, not next year.

906
00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:34,719
Speaker 1: Yeah.

907
00:41:35,120 --> 00:41:36,640
Speaker 2: I don't know if you guys have checked out Black

908
00:41:36,680 --> 00:41:40,520
Speaker 2: Marriage Movement. She's a relationship coach. Her name is Deny

909
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:44,240
Speaker 2: and or Denay maybe Denay, and she's gonna come on. Actually,

910
00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:46,440
Speaker 2: I think one of our somebody from the tribe, had

911
00:41:46,440 --> 00:41:48,400
Speaker 2: recommended her a few different times, and I was like,

912
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:49,799
Speaker 2: let me go over there and check what the fuck

913
00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:50,680
Speaker 2: she's doing over there, and.

914
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:53,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, we have relationship problems. No better time than now.

915
00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:54,919
Speaker 1: She's on some real shit.

916
00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:56,239
Speaker 2: So I was like, we need to have her on

917
00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,000
Speaker 2: And I was like what if because I used see

918
00:41:58,120 --> 00:42:00,799
Speaker 2: Meal over here fucking acting like a psycho. And I'm like,

919
00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:02,800
Speaker 2: I think you need to both get into therapy and

920
00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 2: figure out how you guys can come together. And I

921
00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:07,080
Speaker 2: was like, I have the Black Marriage Movement.

922
00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:09,640
Speaker 1: I think she can heal both of you. Wait.

923
00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:14,640
Speaker 2: Wait, So we were hanging out because I'm unhealthy, and

924
00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:17,480
Speaker 2: I was like, I was trying to I was trying

925
00:42:17,480 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 2: to engage when it's a good time to like propose this,

926
00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:21,800
Speaker 2: like I don't want him to think like I'm putting

927
00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:25,719
Speaker 2: him on Patreon. Also, I love you so I was like,

928
00:42:25,800 --> 00:42:27,560
Speaker 2: so I have a proposal, but I was we were

929
00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:29,360
Speaker 2: test driving a car. I'm buying a car, and he

930
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:31,200
Speaker 2: was like, so I had asked him. I was like,

931
00:42:31,239 --> 00:42:33,080
Speaker 2: never mind, never mind. And then if you're texting a car,

932
00:42:33,120 --> 00:42:35,640
Speaker 2: He's like, so, how much do you need? I was like,

933
00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:37,160
Speaker 2: what what are you talking about? I was like, how

934
00:42:37,239 --> 00:42:37,799
Speaker 2: much do you need?

935
00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:38,719
Speaker 1: What is this proposal?

936
00:42:38,719 --> 00:42:41,279
Speaker 2: I'm like, again, I'm not asking you for money, but like,

937
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:43,640
Speaker 2: if you have some to get me, I'm like, you

938
00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:44,560
Speaker 2: want to put it on the car?

939
00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:46,880
Speaker 1: You can hold it whenever you want. What are you

940
00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:47,600
Speaker 1: talking about?

941
00:42:48,239 --> 00:42:50,120
Speaker 2: I was like, actually, it's a proposal from Erica, and

942
00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:55,279
Speaker 2: it's not you bitch. He really appreciates the things that

943
00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:57,880
Speaker 2: you say about me being.

944
00:42:57,760 --> 00:43:02,759
Speaker 1: Wrong on the podcast. I'm so he I was.

945
00:43:02,719 --> 00:43:05,239
Speaker 2: Like, actually, eric I thinks that maybe we got a

946
00:43:05,360 --> 00:43:08,200
Speaker 2: relationship coach that might be able to help us, and

947
00:43:08,400 --> 00:43:10,680
Speaker 2: maybe if you're willing, we could do a little session

948
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:15,239
Speaker 2: on Patreon so it won't be everybody won't hear it.

949
00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:19,799
Speaker 2: And he's like, okay, yeah, okay, we could do that.

950
00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:21,560
Speaker 2: I'm like, really, do you want it?

951
00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:23,480
Speaker 1: You'll do it? Okay?

952
00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:26,600
Speaker 2: All right? Then I'm like, how do you know I'm

953
00:43:26,600 --> 00:43:29,600
Speaker 2: not paying her to convince you to take me back.

954
00:43:30,920 --> 00:43:34,400
Speaker 2: Just say this, say what needs to be sid I

955
00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:35,880
Speaker 2: think it'll be I think it'll be cool. I think

956
00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:37,799
Speaker 2: it'll be interesting. I don't know should I be there.

957
00:43:37,840 --> 00:43:39,359
Speaker 2: Maybe it should just be you guys, Like I don't

958
00:43:39,360 --> 00:43:40,880
Speaker 2: even know if I should be there. I think it

959
00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:41,960
Speaker 2: should be you guys.

960
00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:44,480
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm not a third wheeling your relationship,

961
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:45,880
Speaker 1: but you are. I'm a listener.

962
00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:49,480
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be I'm gonna be a patron pay for

963
00:43:49,680 --> 00:43:50,359
Speaker 2: my own ship.

964
00:43:50,640 --> 00:43:52,800
Speaker 1: So yeah, that's just a little bit stupid.

965
00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:54,960
Speaker 3: That's just the ship, a little bit of the ship

966
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:56,640
Speaker 3: we have going on over on Patreon.

967
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:58,680
Speaker 1: And you know, we're working on a lot of projects.

968
00:43:59,040 --> 00:44:00,879
Speaker 2: And I know it seems like we're doing great over here,

969
00:44:00,880 --> 00:44:03,080
Speaker 2: but we're not send us money.

970
00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:06,640
Speaker 1: We need help. We're trying to build. We're trying to

971
00:44:06,680 --> 00:44:08,520
Speaker 1: build over here. We're trying to make an empire. And

972
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:10,040
Speaker 1: don't you want to see us win? Don't you want

973
00:44:10,040 --> 00:44:11,000
Speaker 1: to see our tribe win?

974
00:44:11,719 --> 00:44:15,600
Speaker 3: Join Patreon please so I won't kill myself on zoom

975
00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:16,719
Speaker 3: and we can like get a.

976
00:44:16,719 --> 00:44:19,319
Speaker 2: Tutor, also get so much out of it. There's so

977
00:44:19,360 --> 00:44:22,120
Speaker 2: many there's so many things over there. I know that

978
00:44:22,920 --> 00:44:25,080
Speaker 2: you can't possibly think we could create.

979
00:44:24,800 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 1: Any more than we already do.

980
00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:28,759
Speaker 2: Posting four hundred motherfucking times a day, I feel like

981
00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:32,480
Speaker 2: it's twice. I know it's twice, man, But there is

982
00:44:32,520 --> 00:44:33,719
Speaker 2: there's some cool stuff over there.

983
00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:38,080
Speaker 1: It's very personal, and that's a lot. It's even more

984
00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:39,480
Speaker 1: personal than here. I get more.

985
00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:41,879
Speaker 2: Oh, you know, I did it. So last week before

986
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:45,239
Speaker 2: we go, I did. I did a reading. I had

987
00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:48,400
Speaker 2: a reading with Queen Cups and Queen Cups again because

988
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:51,120
Speaker 2: our tribe is the shit and they just keep throwing

989
00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:53,919
Speaker 2: great people. Our way was recommended by someone who listens

990
00:44:53,960 --> 00:44:56,560
Speaker 2: to the podcast, and she offered to give me a reading,

991
00:44:56,640 --> 00:45:01,200
Speaker 2: and so I took it and h She basically told

992
00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:03,319
Speaker 2: me a few different things. She said that I need

993
00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:04,920
Speaker 2: to open up more on the podcast, that I need

994
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:05,799
Speaker 2: to be I was like.

995
00:45:05,719 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 1: How much more could I fucking open? What do you

996
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:09,120
Speaker 1: want for me to bear myself?

997
00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:11,560
Speaker 2: I was like, you know what, Queen Cups, you just

998
00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:14,320
Speaker 2: haven't joined Patreon, okay, because that's where I be crying.

999
00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:16,960
Speaker 1: I don't be crying here, I'll be crying on Patreon. Okay.

1000
00:45:17,960 --> 00:45:20,160
Speaker 2: She also told me that my baby Daddy was my

1001
00:45:20,520 --> 00:45:24,560
Speaker 2: probably my son in a past life, which makes total sense,

1002
00:45:24,680 --> 00:45:29,000
Speaker 2: right because he's always saying that I'm treating him like

1003
00:45:29,040 --> 00:45:31,640
Speaker 2: a mom. He also acts like a child and says

1004
00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:32,279
Speaker 2: things like.

1005
00:45:32,239 --> 00:45:33,759
Speaker 1: What do I do? Every time I say we have

1006
00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:35,440
Speaker 1: to talk, he goes, what I do? Why I need

1007
00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:38,839
Speaker 1: Queen Cup to do my reading? What I do?

1008
00:45:38,880 --> 00:45:40,680
Speaker 2: I'm like, nigga, why don't I just wanted you to

1009
00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:42,080
Speaker 2: pick up I read tomorrow?

1010
00:45:42,160 --> 00:45:43,920
Speaker 1: What do you mean? What would you do? Like? So

1011
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:45,360
Speaker 1: then I was like, it all makes sense. He is

1012
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:46,520
Speaker 1: my son. He was my son.

1013
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:50,040
Speaker 2: But it was a really interesting read. And if you

1014
00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:52,000
Speaker 2: haven't checked her out, you should definitely check out her YouTube.

1015
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,560
Speaker 2: She does monthly, like in depth monthly readings on every

1016
00:45:54,560 --> 00:45:57,640
Speaker 2: single sign. She's dope, she's black, she's young, and she's

1017
00:45:57,680 --> 00:46:02,760
Speaker 2: on it. So check out Queen Cups also another Humble

1018
00:46:02,800 --> 00:46:09,520
Speaker 2: brag if you guys haven't checked out my other platform,

1019
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:13,600
Speaker 2: Me and poetry Bay have started an app and the

1020
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:16,760
Speaker 2: app has not yet launched, but it's called Circle Black

1021
00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:19,480
Speaker 2: and it's basically think.

1022
00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:20,120
Speaker 1: Of Open tables.

1023
00:46:20,120 --> 00:46:21,799
Speaker 2: If you guys know what open tables is, it's an

1024
00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:25,400
Speaker 2: app where you can like book restaurant, reservations in your city,

1025
00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:27,560
Speaker 2: like wherever you are. It tells you the best restaurants

1026
00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:30,160
Speaker 2: in your area and the availability. You know, you can

1027
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:32,600
Speaker 2: book directly right there. Circle Black is a place for

1028
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:35,880
Speaker 2: people who provide services and goods. For example, like Jamila,

1029
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:39,120
Speaker 2: she's an esthetician or a nail tech, or a massuse

1030
00:46:39,320 --> 00:46:42,480
Speaker 2: or a babysitter, a tutor. If you're in that area,

1031
00:46:42,640 --> 00:46:44,360
Speaker 2: you open the app and you can see all the

1032
00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:47,400
Speaker 2: black and Brown service providers in your area, depending on

1033
00:46:47,440 --> 00:46:50,000
Speaker 2: what you're looking for, and you can book right there immediately.

1034
00:46:50,080 --> 00:46:50,480
Speaker 1: And like the.

1035
00:46:50,760 --> 00:46:53,200
Speaker 2: Idea kind of came because I don't know about you,

1036
00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:56,600
Speaker 2: but like, whenever you want to support our community, like

1037
00:46:56,640 --> 00:46:58,400
Speaker 2: I want to find it's hard to find, Like I

1038
00:46:58,480 --> 00:47:01,480
Speaker 2: literally have to type in like in hashtag like black

1039
00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:02,880
Speaker 2: nail Tech Los Angeles.

1040
00:47:02,920 --> 00:47:03,919
Speaker 1: Maybe ship is at my bio.

1041
00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:06,719
Speaker 3: I mean it's clear I'm black, but oh follow me

1042
00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:07,960
Speaker 3: NILA's mobile spot.

1043
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:08,440
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1044
00:47:08,480 --> 00:47:10,840
Speaker 2: Like, and it just should be easy to book black

1045
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:12,839
Speaker 2: and brown. It just to be super easy. So it's

1046
00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:16,200
Speaker 2: all about circulating the black and Brown dollar. If you

1047
00:47:16,200 --> 00:47:19,520
Speaker 2: yourself are a service have a service provider, make sure

1048
00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:23,759
Speaker 2: you go follow my account. It's circle at Circle BLK

1049
00:47:24,320 --> 00:47:27,359
Speaker 2: and sign up, sign up on the application. We haven't

1050
00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:29,239
Speaker 2: launched the app yet. We're still trying to build out,

1051
00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:31,560
Speaker 2: you know, all the service providers in each city. We're

1052
00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:34,759
Speaker 2: really starting big in LA obviously because that's home base,

1053
00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:37,640
Speaker 2: but we have every single city on there, major city

1054
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:37,960
Speaker 2: on there.

1055
00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:40,759
Speaker 1: So sign up and let's get you paid. I want

1056
00:47:40,840 --> 00:47:44,160
Speaker 1: us to be paid. All of us utilize each other more.

1057
00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:46,239
Speaker 2: And also, if you're white and you're listening to this,

1058
00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:47,840
Speaker 2: I know a lot of times white people are always

1059
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:49,439
Speaker 2: asking like, how do I help? How do I help?

1060
00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:52,440
Speaker 2: Give us money? That's how you help. So when this

1061
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:56,320
Speaker 2: app does launch, Book Black, Book Brown, like, it's so important.

1062
00:47:56,360 --> 00:47:59,080
Speaker 2: That's how we build our communities. That's how we've changed

1063
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:02,680
Speaker 2: the way our kids receive education and the opportunities that

1064
00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:07,880
Speaker 2: we receive. So anyway, that's my that's my soapbox moment.

1065
00:48:08,160 --> 00:48:11,759
Speaker 1: And I'm done. It's like getting ninety three degrees in here.

1066
00:48:11,880 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 1: It's so fucking hot. Also, a venture bays waiting for

1067
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:14,960
Speaker 1: me to care for him.

1068
00:48:15,080 --> 00:48:18,320
Speaker 3: He's had the surgery, and even though I'm not the girlfriend,

1069
00:48:18,360 --> 00:48:22,200
Speaker 3: I gotta go, okay because it's totally healthy over here,

1070
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:23,520
Speaker 3: everything's healthy.

1071
00:48:23,520 --> 00:48:25,800
Speaker 2: I'm gonna need to go back to this hypno tomorrow.

1072
00:48:27,080 --> 00:48:28,040
Speaker 1: Anyway, you guys.

1073
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:31,000
Speaker 2: If you guys don't know where to find us, it's

1074
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:33,200
Speaker 2: good moms underscore bad choices on Instagram.

1075
00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:36,440
Speaker 3: Don't be a freeloader. At least write a review and

1076
00:48:36,520 --> 00:48:38,360
Speaker 3: a rate and review us. It would be great for

1077
00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:39,560
Speaker 3: you to just join Patreon.

1078
00:48:39,760 --> 00:48:42,799
Speaker 1: What's five bucks? What's ten dollars a month? It ain't shit.

1079
00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:45,799
Speaker 1: You spend that on iTunes and iTunes is not even

1080
00:48:45,840 --> 00:48:46,160
Speaker 1: that good.

1081
00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:48,840
Speaker 2: And you can you can watch We have every single

1082
00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:50,320
Speaker 2: episode on Patreon.

1083
00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:51,520
Speaker 1: You can watch this episode.

1084
00:48:51,560 --> 00:48:52,880
Speaker 2: I mean, I know you like to listen to my

1085
00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:55,720
Speaker 2: sexy boys, but you can look at my sexy face

1086
00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:57,239
Speaker 2: and my sexy boys.

1087
00:48:57,040 --> 00:49:00,839
Speaker 1: And you can see my diy hairstyle actually looks pretty good.

1088
00:49:01,480 --> 00:49:03,920
Speaker 1: You might need a refresher, a little refresh this one

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Speaker 1: right here. This one's hang. This one's been hanging. But

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Speaker 1: I'm so cheap. I was like, damn, do you I

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Speaker 1: need to get my hairt in? This might be my look.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't know. Girls might figure look it's free,

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Speaker 1: but I'll probably get my herd.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, we're gonna rate this review us on Apple

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Speaker 2: and shouts next week, right

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Speaker 4: And solo recorder, and then let's just say us