WEBVTT - Released To Die: Episode 2

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<v Speaker 2>Puturo investigates Embassida.

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<v Speaker 3>A few months after Frank Ross is released from prison

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<v Speaker 3>on compassionate release. We meet a woman named Marie Scott,

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<v Speaker 3>but she doesn't use that name very often.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm so used to.

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<v Speaker 5>The police calling me Maurice goott till I don't even

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<v Speaker 5>use that unless I have to be talking to a cop.

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<v Speaker 3>For decades now, she's gone by Michi. Michi is seventy

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<v Speaker 3>two years old. She was sentenced to life in prison

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<v Speaker 3>at just nineteen years old, and she spent more than

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<v Speaker 3>half a century at a woman's prison in Pennsylvania. In

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<v Speaker 3>January of twenty twenty six, she was given a second chance.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'm free.

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<v Speaker 5>I have to do with fifty three years in prison,

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<v Speaker 5>and right now it doesn't even feel like I have

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<v Speaker 5>feet because everything I.

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<v Speaker 4>Do is flu.

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<v Speaker 3>She's now getting adjusted to her new life, But before

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<v Speaker 3>she was released, Michi says she spent years dealing with

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<v Speaker 3>health issues inside the prison. It started with pain full

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<v Speaker 3>sciatica that made it hard to walk. She thinks this

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<v Speaker 3>was from decades of sleeping on a hard prison mattress.

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<v Speaker 5>Sciatica hit my right leg and I dragged it until forever,

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<v Speaker 5>and that kind of pain when you have a sciatic attack,

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<v Speaker 5>people don't understand.

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<v Speaker 4>That's the kind of pain that makes you holler.

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<v Speaker 3>Coupled with decades of prison meals, lacking in nutrition, limited

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<v Speaker 3>access to the outdoors, and little access to doctors, Michi's

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<v Speaker 3>health issues grew. She says she also worried about cancer.

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<v Speaker 3>She saw so many women inside the prison getting diagnosed

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<v Speaker 3>when it was already too late.

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<v Speaker 5>Many of women had died of cancer in the here

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<v Speaker 5>died shortly thereafter.

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<v Speaker 3>And there is something to her observation. A recent study

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<v Speaker 3>from the National Institute of Health found that women in

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<v Speaker 3>prison are more likely to develop some kinds of cancer,

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<v Speaker 3>and they are also more likely to die because of it.

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<v Speaker 3>Mitschi didn't have this information then, but she says The

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<v Speaker 3>women at MUNCI didn't trust the prison to take their

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<v Speaker 3>health concerns seriously, so they kept tabs on their own bodies,

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<v Speaker 3>their own health. One day, Mitschi found a lump in

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<v Speaker 3>her breast and she pushed to see a doctor.

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<v Speaker 5>And he said, miss Scott, I said yeah. He said,

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<v Speaker 5>I'm sorry to.

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<v Speaker 4>Tell you have breast cancer.

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<v Speaker 3>Mitschi says she fought cancer behind bars at the same

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<v Speaker 3>time that she applied for commutation. That's a process that

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<v Speaker 3>requires governor approval and that basically suspends the rest of

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<v Speaker 3>a person's sentence. Eventually, Mischi was granted her freedom. She

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<v Speaker 3>was released just two days before Frank Ross in January

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<v Speaker 3>of twenty twenty six.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm just so glad that I'm still a lie while

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<v Speaker 5>I'm out here.

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<v Speaker 4>I got free. Being free is one.

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<v Speaker 5>Thing, but staying alive is another, and That's what I'm

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<v Speaker 5>trying to do. Stay alive.

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<v Speaker 3>Michi's story would soon paint a vivid picture of what

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<v Speaker 3>growing old and getting sick in prison feels, like, how

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<v Speaker 3>similar her experience was to Frank's, and how me and

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<v Speaker 3>a woman can make those health challenges somehow even tougher

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<v Speaker 3>to navigate in prison. From Futuro media. It's Latino usay.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm Maria Hosa. Today released To Die Part two. It's

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<v Speaker 3>a three episode mini series about incarcerated elders and the

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<v Speaker 3>grain of American prisons. For this episode, we're going to

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<v Speaker 3>step away temporarily from Frank's story and we're going to

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<v Speaker 3>hear about Michi's experience and the particular challenges that face

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<v Speaker 3>women who are getting older and getting sick in prison. Now,

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<v Speaker 3>it's undeniable that we know less about the experiences of

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<v Speaker 3>women behind bars. Part of that is because women make

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<v Speaker 3>up a smaller percentage of the incarcerated population across the board,

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<v Speaker 3>in both federal and state prisons. The Prison Policy Initiative

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<v Speaker 3>says that about ten percent of people in prison are women.

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<v Speaker 3>But just as a number of aging people behind bars

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<v Speaker 3>is growing rapidly, so is the number of women. According

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<v Speaker 3>to a study by the Pennsylvania re Entry Coalition, the

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<v Speaker 3>rate of incarceration for women rowse more than fifty percent

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<v Speaker 3>faster than that of men between nineteen eighty and twenty fourteen.

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<v Speaker 3>That's why experts say it's important to understand how both

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<v Speaker 3>gender and age play upart in healthcare needs and why

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<v Speaker 3>reform aimed at reducing the number of elderly incarcerated people

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<v Speaker 3>is actually really important and also, dear listener, a warning.

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<v Speaker 3>There are mentions of sexual assault, so take care. Senior

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<v Speaker 3>producer Julia Ta Martinelli picks up the story from here.

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<v Speaker 6>A few weeks after her release. On a dark, rainy

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<v Speaker 6>morning in April, Suave, Michi and I meet at Community

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<v Speaker 6>College of Philadelphia, where Suave works. We sit down together

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<v Speaker 6>in a classroom. Michi is short, or maybe she looks

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<v Speaker 6>shorter than she actually is. She's crouched over a walker

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<v Speaker 6>that she now needs to be mobile. She is a

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<v Speaker 6>black woman with light skin and a bald head. She

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<v Speaker 6>has this great, big, friendly smile with a gap between

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<v Speaker 6>her front teeth. On this day, she's wearing a matching sweatsuit, sneakers,

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<v Speaker 6>and a silver chain. She's got style. Before we get

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<v Speaker 6>into her cancer diagnosis in prison, Michie asked if we

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<v Speaker 6>can take a detour to talk about her past.

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<v Speaker 5>I was raised in Teeneck, New Jersey, three blocks from

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<v Speaker 5>the Isley Brothers. We all grew up together, going between Teeneck,

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<v Speaker 5>New Jersey, to Peka, Kansas and Orlando, Florida.

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<v Speaker 4>Those are the places that I grew up.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi lived with her dad. Her mom had passed away

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<v Speaker 6>when she was young, and she says her father's girlfriend

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<v Speaker 6>just didn't like having her around, so she was shuffled

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<v Speaker 6>around the family. At some point, Michie says that she

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<v Speaker 6>and her older sister ended up living with an aunt.

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<v Speaker 6>Michie says that her sister was sexually assaulted by their uncle,

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<v Speaker 6>and later so was she.

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<v Speaker 5>I learned how to jump out of second floor windows

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<v Speaker 5>because he would pick my lock and I couldn't keep

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<v Speaker 5>out of my room.

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<v Speaker 6>When she got older, Michi says she oathered the courage

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<v Speaker 6>to tell her aunt.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, I wasn't like let this was for comedy again,

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<v Speaker 5>and I'll kill him. I didn't have to kill her effect.

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<v Speaker 5>I was only five six seven in widow until I

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<v Speaker 5>was fifteen years old.

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<v Speaker 6>She says, nothing really came of it. Michi felt ashamed. Later,

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<v Speaker 6>when staying with her grandfather, she says she was molested

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<v Speaker 6>by a neighbor.

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<v Speaker 7>And he said, if you scream, I'll kill you, and

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<v Speaker 7>I didn't scream.

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<v Speaker 6>By sixteen, Michi had a baby. By seventeen, she had

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<v Speaker 6>run away in the streets. She says she was introduced

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<v Speaker 6>to all kinds of things, but the worst do.

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<v Speaker 4>Nobody tell you, Hey, this is Haron. You take this.

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<v Speaker 5>You're gonna throw up and not like it at first,

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<v Speaker 5>but after that you're gonna need it after three days,

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<v Speaker 5>and you're going to start feeling sick, dope, sick.

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<v Speaker 6>That's exactly what happened.

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<v Speaker 5>I got shot, I got stabbed, I got sodomized. I

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<v Speaker 5>got everything that could happen to somebody that young. If

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<v Speaker 5>you homeless in New York, you're gonna get raped. That's

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<v Speaker 5>par for the course.

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<v Speaker 6>Without support and now fighting an addiction, Michi says, so

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<v Speaker 6>she decided to give up custody of her son.

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<v Speaker 5>And I could not figure out how I was going

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<v Speaker 5>to take care of my son the right way. I

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<v Speaker 5>had to give him up because my desire to get

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<v Speaker 5>that sickness off of me was greater than the need

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<v Speaker 5>that I needed to take care of my son.

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<v Speaker 4>I couldn't think logically.

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<v Speaker 6>Eventually, she says, she was able to get clean. Her

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<v Speaker 6>father told her to return to Philadelphia.

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<v Speaker 4>And that was the worst thing that could have happened

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<v Speaker 4>to me.

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<v Speaker 6>Moving back to Philadelphia would change her life forever. Not

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<v Speaker 6>long after she moved back home, Michie says to her

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<v Speaker 6>father's girlfriend once again and kicked her out. She took

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<v Speaker 6>the first job she found at a restaurant. One night,

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<v Speaker 6>while working the cash register at the front, Michi says

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<v Speaker 6>that her sister ran in. She told her that she

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<v Speaker 6>heard the men about to come in were planning to

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<v Speaker 6>rob her. When the men walked into the restaurant, Michi

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<v Speaker 6>says she told them she had a gun under the register,

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<v Speaker 6>a lie, and then.

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<v Speaker 5>All of a sudden, this guy comes from the in

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<v Speaker 5>part of the restaurant and has a silver gun up

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<v Speaker 5>in his hand, and he's telling them to get the

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<v Speaker 5>hell out, cussing it to the guys.

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<v Speaker 6>After a life of abuse, Michi says she felt cared for.

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<v Speaker 5>I felt like if a guy took me to the movies,

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<v Speaker 5>he was in love with me, if he wanted to

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<v Speaker 5>take me to dinner, he's getting ready to pull out

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<v Speaker 5>a ring and.

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<v Speaker 4>Ask me to marry him. So if he saves my life,

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<v Speaker 4>how do you think I feel? He's hero all my

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<v Speaker 4>life for me? There's nothing to.

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<v Speaker 5>This guy that asked me did I would say no to?

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<v Speaker 5>So ten days later, when he asked me to go

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<v Speaker 5>on a robbery.

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<v Speaker 4>With him, I said, what am I supposed to do.

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<v Speaker 4>He said, just be a lookout. I said look out

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<v Speaker 4>for what?

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<v Speaker 5>And he said for any band that comes or cops

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<v Speaker 5>to come.

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<v Speaker 4>But it didn't end up happening like that.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi says she had never done anything like that, but

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<v Speaker 6>she figured all she had to do was stand outside

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<v Speaker 6>a gas station. The man named Leroy would go inside

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<v Speaker 6>and take the money from a safe. In her head,

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<v Speaker 6>at nineteen years old, Michi says she just saw an

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<v Speaker 6>opportunity to help this man, this hero who had helped her.

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<v Speaker 6>She didn't think too much about it. She figured it

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<v Speaker 6>would all be done in a matter of minutes. Instead,

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<v Speaker 6>when they got there.

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<v Speaker 5>He wanted me to go inside with him, and he

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<v Speaker 5>wanted me to search the man when he put that

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<v Speaker 5>knife around his neck, and the man had to watch

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<v Speaker 5>a wallet and a gun, and I felt it.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know how many.

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<v Speaker 5>Hundreds of times lifeers will always think to themselves in

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<v Speaker 5>their rooms, some quiet place, how that crime could have

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<v Speaker 5>been done differently. I wished that I would have took

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<v Speaker 5>that gun and shot my codeyfind it.

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<v Speaker 4>That's what I wished.

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<v Speaker 6>What actually happened was far different from the fantasy that

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<v Speaker 6>she would later envision in her cell.

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<v Speaker 4>We went in, I searched him.

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<v Speaker 5>I went to the safe, and the man had told

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<v Speaker 5>us his name is mister Michael Kirgan. I don't want

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<v Speaker 5>to call him the man, because he's part of me.

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<v Speaker 5>Mister Kirkhan said, there's a safe over there. It's already opened,

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<v Speaker 5>and I went over it and there were these coins

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<v Speaker 5>wrapped up in paper.

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<v Speaker 4>That's all it was in the safe, and I took

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<v Speaker 4>them all me.

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<v Speaker 6>She says. When she looked outside, she saw the victims

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<v Speaker 6>coworker who was arriving for his shift.

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<v Speaker 5>I screamed, and when I screamed, the gun went off.

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<v Speaker 5>And I didn't see it, but I knew that he

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<v Speaker 5>had killed our victim. And he ran to the door.

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<v Speaker 5>And my feet are like stuck like seamen in the ground.

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<v Speaker 5>That man lost his life for eighty seven dollars, no number.

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<v Speaker 5>If I had said eighty seven million dollars, that man

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<v Speaker 5>lost his life for a million dollars, it wouldn't be

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<v Speaker 5>worth it. No money, no, nothing would be worth taking

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<v Speaker 5>somebody's life. I can tell you that, even though I

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<v Speaker 5>didn't kill him, I'm responsible for his death. And I

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<v Speaker 5>can tell you what it feels like to be responsible

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<v Speaker 5>for killing.

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<v Speaker 6>Somebody Michi and the shooter went to trial separately. Both

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<v Speaker 6>received life sentences. Me she says, she never spoke to

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<v Speaker 6>him again.

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<v Speaker 5>I hated him for using me, knowing that I never

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<v Speaker 5>knew anything about how to nobody.

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<v Speaker 4>You didn't have to do that. Why you take me

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<v Speaker 4>with you?

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<v Speaker 6>Her first few days in prison were a blur.

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<v Speaker 5>I wasn't even thinking about that I killed anybody, because

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<v Speaker 5>in my mind, I didn't shoot nobody, I didn't stab nobody.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not a killer, but I'm in jailed for first

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<v Speaker 4>degree murder.

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<v Speaker 6>She remembers being in a room in a group of

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<v Speaker 6>women reading a newspaper. They kept looking at her.

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<v Speaker 4>And they said, this is you. I was on front page.

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<v Speaker 4>I said, oh God.

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<v Speaker 3>When we come back, we hear more from Michi about

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<v Speaker 3>her life in prison. The challenges of accessing healthcare inside

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<v Speaker 3>and now being a woman makes the situation all that

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<v Speaker 3>It's Latino USA. I'm Maria no Hosa. We've been hearing

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<v Speaker 3>from Michi about how a traumatic childhood ultimately led her

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<v Speaker 3>down a road that ended in a prison cell. Now

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<v Speaker 3>we're going to hear from her about what growing older

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<v Speaker 3>and sicker in prison really feels like. Senior producer Jujiata

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<v Speaker 3>Martinelli continues the story here.

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<v Speaker 6>And that's how the years went by at sci Munci.

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<v Speaker 6>Mitchi says that she was far from a model prisoner.

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<v Speaker 6>In the beginning, she ran away three times. On one occasion,

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<v Speaker 6>she was caught a couple of months later.

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<v Speaker 4>I was eight weeks pregnant, she says.

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<v Speaker 6>She gave birth in shackles.

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<v Speaker 5>I had a little girl, and that little girl is

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<v Speaker 5>in her forties now.

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<v Speaker 4>I never got to raise her.

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<v Speaker 6>The baby's aunt on her father's side took custody.

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<v Speaker 5>I said, when she gets old enough to call you anything,

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<v Speaker 5>let her call you mom, because my mother died when

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<v Speaker 5>I was three, and when I asked my aunt about

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<v Speaker 5>five years old, could I call her mommy?

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<v Speaker 4>She said no, and that hurt me.

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<v Speaker 5>And I never wanted my daughter to feel like I

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<v Speaker 5>felt when I was denied calling somebody mom.

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<v Speaker 6>Eventually, Mitchie was able to attend therapy in prison. She

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<v Speaker 6>says that she spoke out loud for the first time

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<v Speaker 6>with other women about the abuse she had endured, about

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<v Speaker 6>the shame that she carried so deep inside of her,

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<v Speaker 6>about the terrible thing that she was a part of,

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<v Speaker 6>just so she could feel valued by a man she

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<v Speaker 6>didn't even know.

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<v Speaker 5>Loathed myself for what I did. I am a person

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<v Speaker 5>of embarrassment. I am a person of regret. I am

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<v Speaker 5>a person of negligence. I am a person of bad,

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<v Speaker 5>but I am also a person of good. Today I

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<v Speaker 5>am a person of good. You know, my life is

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<v Speaker 5>worse up to now it wasn't before.

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<v Speaker 4>What is worth up to now?

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<v Speaker 6>Mitchie says she has now been sober for over thirty

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<v Speaker 6>years in prison, She says she made it her mission

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<v Speaker 6>to help other women do the same. Mitchie's story is

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<v Speaker 6>rife with trauma, but as she tells us. It's not

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<v Speaker 6>so different from the experiences of many of the women

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<v Speaker 6>she met in prison. A recent study by the Council

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<v Speaker 6>of Criminal Justice estimates that about seventy percent of incarcerated

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<v Speaker 6>women report being victims of abuse or sexual assault in

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<v Speaker 6>their childhood. Women in prison also consistently report higher rates

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<v Speaker 6>of mental health issues and addiction. All of these factors

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<v Speaker 6>raised the likelihood that these women will have more severe

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<v Speaker 6>health issues, especially as they get older. People who study

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<v Speaker 6>access to healthcare in prison say that institutions are not

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<v Speaker 6>prepared to address complex healthcare needs like these. Mitchie says

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<v Speaker 6>her experience with the healthcare system was basically nonexistent.

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<v Speaker 5>You mean the care that health give you or your

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<v Speaker 5>own health is to care for because there is no healthcare.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, the people who come to play doctor on us.

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<v Speaker 6>Mitchie says that as she got older, she began to

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<v Speaker 6>lose friends one by one, some to cancer and others

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<v Speaker 6>to various other illnesses. It was from these women that

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<v Speaker 6>she learned to take meticulous care of herself and to

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<v Speaker 6>note any changes in her body.

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<v Speaker 5>This one day, I get in the shower and I

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<v Speaker 5>feel is not and I said, oh, that cad to

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<v Speaker 5>come overnight let me jump on this is it now?

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<v Speaker 4>What is inside of me?

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<v Speaker 6>Mitchie says she put in a request a visit in

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<v Speaker 6>the prison infirmary. She saved up for money for the

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<v Speaker 6>five dollars cope. Yes, incarcerated people also have a cope.

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<v Speaker 5>Paid my five dollars. I said, look a not just

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<v Speaker 5>popped up on me overnight. I need a check for cancer.

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<v Speaker 5>So it took them like a month to put me

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<v Speaker 5>on the list for ultrasound. They said it was fine

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<v Speaker 5>that I was on a stage too.

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<v Speaker 6>But Mitchie didn't trust the results. She wanted to attack

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<v Speaker 6>cancer as hard as possible. She wanted to live, so

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<v Speaker 6>she insisted on another opinion. She wanted to see a

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<v Speaker 6>doctor at a hospital.

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<v Speaker 5>They finally came back a month later and took me

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<v Speaker 5>out to see the on colleges. He did his own

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<v Speaker 5>and half an hour later he came back and he said,

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<v Speaker 5>miss Scott, and he sat down and said yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>He said, I'm sorry to.

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<v Speaker 5>Tell you have breast cancer.

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<v Speaker 6>She began chemotherapy. Because Michi was not terminal, she couldn't

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<v Speaker 6>apply for compassionate release, but Michi could apply for something

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<v Speaker 6>called commutation. That's a process that could potentially reduce her

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<v Speaker 6>life sentence and allow her to be released from prison.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi had tried once to apply but had been denied.

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<v Speaker 6>She decided to try again with the support of the

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<v Speaker 6>Abolitionist Law Center, who also represented Frank Cross. Michi says

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<v Speaker 6>that many people wrote letters of support, including some within

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<v Speaker 6>the prison administration. Supporters on the outside made calls and

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<v Speaker 6>wrote letters to the governor and the Board of Parole

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<v Speaker 6>asking for her release. By then, Leroy Saxton, the actual shooter,

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<v Speaker 6>was already free. He was resentenced and released from prison

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<v Speaker 6>years prior when laws governing juvenile life sentences were amended,

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<v Speaker 6>and yet Michi, who received a life sentence for murder

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<v Speaker 6>despite not killing anyone herself, was still in prison. Supporters

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<v Speaker 6>asked the state to consider the fifty years she spent inside,

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<v Speaker 6>her rehabilitation and her illness.

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<v Speaker 5>And I used the rest of that time in Muncie

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<v Speaker 5>fighting breast cancer to the point where I said, just

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<v Speaker 5>take the other one too. I don't want either one

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<v Speaker 5>of them because I don't ever want to go through

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<v Speaker 5>what I went through trying to get rid of breast cancer.

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<v Speaker 6>Eventually, she had a double mis stectomy.

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<v Speaker 5>So now I don't have any breast but I don't

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<v Speaker 5>want cancer coming up with me through the breasts, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>So if it comes again, it's going to have to

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<v Speaker 5>come back somewhere else.

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<v Speaker 3>We'll be right back, and we're back. Senior producer Juliata

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<v Speaker 3>Martinelli continues from here.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi says undergoing chemotherapy and a double mistectomy was difficult

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<v Speaker 6>and painful. She made a point of speaking to the

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<v Speaker 6>younger women and passing on the wisdom that she had received.

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<v Speaker 5>And I tell the women, I said, you got to

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<v Speaker 5>speak up for yourself. Tell them you want more than

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<v Speaker 5>a Maym gram. You wanted three D because you're resident.

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<v Speaker 5>Don't let them tell.

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<v Speaker 4>You that you can't have And if they do tell

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<v Speaker 4>you that.

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<v Speaker 10>Let me know.

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<v Speaker 6>While we're recording our interview, Michi receives a call from prison.

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<v Speaker 3>This call is subject to recording and monitory.

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<v Speaker 6>It's her friend Terry calling to check up on her.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi and Terry were cellmates like thirty years ago, but

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<v Speaker 6>they're still really close friends.

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<v Speaker 10>She has been such a great fund to me and

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<v Speaker 10>it has been a blessing in to have her in

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<v Speaker 10>mind corner and.

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<v Speaker 6>To be herves Mitchi asked Terry if she would be

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<v Speaker 6>willing to talk to us and tell us about her

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<v Speaker 6>own struggles with prison healthcare.

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<v Speaker 10>Well, I've had seven surgeryes in fifteen years, so between

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<v Speaker 10>my carpo tunnel, my hysterectomy, my foot surgery, my two

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<v Speaker 10>back surgery, it's been rough.

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<v Speaker 6>Terry says. It's difficult to get a diagnosis, let alone treatment.

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<v Speaker 10>But fortunately for me, I have a very strong support

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<v Speaker 10>system and family, so when something is wrong, I can

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<v Speaker 10>voice it that it will do research for me, and

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<v Speaker 10>then I go into the doctor's clinical to sit call

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<v Speaker 10>and say, okay, now this is what I know what

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<v Speaker 10>you're going to do. So I think that has made

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<v Speaker 10>my way easier. For watching other people around me get

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<v Speaker 10>sick and not have that has really been a challenge.

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<v Speaker 10>The healthcare system that they bought into sucks.

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<v Speaker 6>Terry is referring to Pennsylvania's private prison healthcare system. All

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<v Speaker 6>across the country, private companies will bid for contracts with prisons.

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<v Speaker 6>Elected officials and the Department of Correction often tell taxpayers

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<v Speaker 6>that this is a good thing, that it's cheaper for

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<v Speaker 6>the state, and that they're passing the responsibility of healthcare

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<v Speaker 6>to professionals. It sounds good on paper. The problem is

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<v Speaker 6>private companies are incentivized to reduce spending and maximize profit,

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<v Speaker 6>and there's little oversight across the country, and over the

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<v Speaker 6>years there have been thousands of reports of neglect, failure

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<v Speaker 6>to provide adequate care, working with doctors who've lost their

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<v Speaker 6>medical licenses, among other issues, Terry says even the most

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<v Speaker 6>basic of medical needs can become a month's or even

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<v Speaker 6>years long process that requires putting up a fight.

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<v Speaker 10>A prime example, I had issues with my foot. It

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<v Speaker 10>took a five years to get permission just to even

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<v Speaker 10>pay for my own shoes because what they were selling

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<v Speaker 10>on commentary wasn't what specialist and physical therapist say that

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<v Speaker 10>i's and that now every shoe that I get has

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<v Speaker 10>to be under one hundred dollars as far as its value.

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<v Speaker 10>None of those shoes in less than one hundred and

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<v Speaker 10>sixty bucks.

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<v Speaker 6>Shoes A doctor had prescribed shoes that she was willing

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<v Speaker 6>to pay for, and still Terry says that it took

0:26:19.359 --> 0:26:21.800
<v Speaker 6>years for the prison to approve the request.

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<v Speaker 10>Everything is so quickie cutter in and output quickly. They

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<v Speaker 10>don't listen, and them not listening has been to the

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<v Speaker 10>detriment of hundreds of people. I have to get off

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<v Speaker 10>the phone because of somebody's phone down.

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<v Speaker 4>Y'all all right to call you, lady.

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<v Speaker 8>I love y'all talk to your phone.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi tells me that she doesn't have that many friends

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<v Speaker 6>left around her age. Many have died inside. She's one

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<v Speaker 6>of the survivors and one of the only ones to

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<v Speaker 6>be granted her freedom. That came about on January seventh

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<v Speaker 6>of this year, when her commutation was approved and she

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<v Speaker 6>was released from prison into a halfway house in Philadelphia.

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<v Speaker 6>All she had with her was a bag and a

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<v Speaker 6>five day supply of her medication.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm supposed to be on medicine for the rest of

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<v Speaker 5>my life, a pill in the morning and a pill

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<v Speaker 5>at night to keep it from coming back somewhere else

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<v Speaker 5>in me. So who's to say it's not going to

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<v Speaker 5>pop up somewhere else.

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<v Speaker 6>Mitchie tells me she hasn't taken her medication in over

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<v Speaker 6>two weeks. Now that she's free, it's her responsibility to

0:27:32.760 --> 0:27:36.639
<v Speaker 6>sign up for Medicare or to find health insurance and

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<v Speaker 6>seek out a medical provider, you name it.

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<v Speaker 5>I guess that's incumbent upon me, who has never even

0:27:44.200 --> 0:27:47.719
<v Speaker 5>built out an application before. In jail, they do all

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<v Speaker 5>that shit for you. I don't know how to take

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<v Speaker 5>care of medical needs. I'm learning, just like I'm learning

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<v Speaker 5>the phone. I'm learning how to find ways to take

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<v Speaker 5>care of myself through the phone. So I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 5>get Social Security, I'm trying to get medicare.

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<v Speaker 4>I wrote all these different people.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi says she's now in the process of getting the

0:28:05.640 --> 0:28:08.919
<v Speaker 6>support she needs. But as hard as it is to

0:28:08.960 --> 0:28:13.399
<v Speaker 6>start over while recovering from cancer, she says, at least

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<v Speaker 6>now she's free.

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<v Speaker 5>Right now, it doesn't even feel like I have feet,

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<v Speaker 5>because everything I do is flu you know, it's on

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<v Speaker 5>a float. And things that I see that people.

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<v Speaker 4>Take for granted is huge to me. What kind of

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<v Speaker 4>stuff like puppies.

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<v Speaker 5>Walking down the street with their leases. I am like

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<v Speaker 5>a bad boon in a car. When I see a puppy,

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<v Speaker 5>everything is animated. That's the best way I can explain

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<v Speaker 5>coming out into freedom after being so long. I had

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<v Speaker 5>a friend of mine from an organization that was doing

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<v Speaker 5>paintings or pictures of what we thought freedom would be

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<v Speaker 5>like before we had even had a chance to get it.

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<v Speaker 5>So I told them freedom to me would be like

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<v Speaker 5>me standing on Mars and looking down at Earth and

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<v Speaker 5>I'm seeing I'm getting ready to get a ship to

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<v Speaker 5>be transported to Earth. But in the meantime, you see

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<v Speaker 5>all these thoughts coming out of my head, like.

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<v Speaker 4>What is a microwave? Or never, what is a iPhone?

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<v Speaker 5>I've never had these things in my hand, So all

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<v Speaker 5>of these things that people take for granted are huge

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<v Speaker 5>deferred dreams. To me, life was a deferred dream until

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<v Speaker 5>I woke up outside.

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<v Speaker 6>You know, so then it looked like you thought that

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<v Speaker 6>it would when you were imagining being on Mars.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. No, no, it was better. It was better.

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<v Speaker 6>Michi has now been free for more than five months.

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<v Speaker 6>She's building a relationship with her daughter and grandson and

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<v Speaker 6>is looking forward to moving away from the halfway house

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<v Speaker 6>into her own place eventually. She's finally back on her

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<v Speaker 6>medication and learning how to navigate the healthcare system on

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<v Speaker 6>the outside. She's also been more open to sharing her

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<v Speaker 6>story and experiences with cancer inside and supporting an effort

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<v Speaker 6>to reform the system. Lawyers and advocates in Pennsylvania are

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<v Speaker 6>asking the state to take into account the aging population,

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<v Speaker 6>and they're supporting a bill that would expand access to

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<v Speaker 6>medical transfers or compassionate release so someone like Michi could

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<v Speaker 6>seek out better quality healthcare on the outside for being

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<v Speaker 6>considered terminally ill. Well delve into those werefom efforts on

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<v Speaker 6>the next episode of Release to Die, and we go

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<v Speaker 6>back to Frank Ross and an unexpected hurdle.

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<v Speaker 10>He's now facing the Bill Silver petition to revoke his

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<v Speaker 10>compact records and now we've got a.

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<v Speaker 6>Record that's next time on the final chapter of Released

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<v Speaker 6>to Die.

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