WEBVTT - Katie Maloney 0:00:06.120 --> 0:00:09.520 All right, my love Hello is La La kent Aka. 0:00:09.840 --> 0:00:13.520 Send it to Darryl and I have my best friend here, 0:00:14.040 --> 0:00:15.000 Katie Maloney. 0:00:15.200 --> 0:00:18.800 Hi, wait, what is that truck? Is that all I saw? 0:00:19.120 --> 0:00:21.680 I saw, irscrim is that. 0:00:20.880 --> 0:00:24.280 That's like a real truck rolling around. The merched team 0:00:24.400 --> 0:00:25.720 was like, what do you feel? How do you feel 0:00:25.720 --> 0:00:28.680 about this? And I was like, that sounds amazing. 0:00:29.120 --> 0:00:29.840 Oh I love it. 0:00:30.640 --> 0:00:33.000 And I love that it was the truck because it 0:00:33.240 --> 0:00:36.199 just goes so perfectly with the fact that it's like 0:00:36.240 --> 0:00:38.000 a meme. And to see this like little hot rod 0:00:38.040 --> 0:00:41.840 truck rolling around Los Angeles, it's so funny. Oh my gosh, 0:00:41.880 --> 0:00:42.920 it's zooming around today. 0:00:43.000 --> 0:00:45.200 So today we're recording this on Monday, so it won't 0:00:45.200 --> 0:00:47.280 be zooming around on Wednesday when this comes out. But 0:00:47.360 --> 0:00:49.440 I'm hoping some of you see it. 0:00:49.440 --> 0:00:51.920 It should also be like an ad for like legal 0:00:51.960 --> 0:00:54.200 counsel if you need you need a lawyer called out, 0:00:54.960 --> 0:00:56.440 just have like Daryl's face on there, like with like 0:00:56.440 --> 0:00:57.120 two thumbs up. 0:00:57.480 --> 0:00:59.480 I think Darryl is like, what have you done to me? 0:01:00.880 --> 0:01:03.240 He seemed hyped about it, though I did ask him. 0:01:03.240 --> 0:01:05.840 By the way, I said, Darryl, this is really hitting 0:01:05.880 --> 0:01:08.400 and I didn't realize, like, can I please make merch 0:01:08.480 --> 0:01:10.679 and he said, as long as you send me one 0:01:10.760 --> 0:01:12.280 and they put it in an order for like sex. 0:01:13.120 --> 0:01:14.080 Oh amazing. 0:01:14.160 --> 0:01:14.479 I know. 0:01:14.880 --> 0:01:18.319 No, he like he's like a lawyer celebrity on like 0:01:18.319 --> 0:01:20.000 a website, a lawyer website. 0:01:20.160 --> 0:01:22.399 I know. I saw it was really cute, cute face. 0:01:22.959 --> 0:01:28.000 Darryl's a savage though, right, I love him. Yes, we're 0:01:28.000 --> 0:01:31.200 recording today, but this will air on Wednesday. It's my 0:01:31.319 --> 0:01:35.560 baby second birthday. Yes, I cannot believe she's already two. 0:01:35.920 --> 0:01:38.520 It's very strange to me because I go from like 0:01:39.120 --> 0:01:42.600 acting a damn fool on vander Pump Rules to acting 0:01:42.600 --> 0:01:45.880 a damn fool on social media to put the phone away, 0:01:46.000 --> 0:01:48.760 and I am like a different human being, like I 0:01:48.880 --> 0:01:51.640 have to raise a person. And some people would say like, er, 0:01:52.160 --> 0:01:54.520 I don't know about that, but I feel like I'm 0:01:54.520 --> 0:01:58.640 doing an okay job. You are you amazing, thanks babe, 0:01:58.680 --> 0:01:59.840 And you came to her birthday party. 0:02:00.000 --> 0:02:00.760 Thank you so much. 0:02:01.240 --> 0:02:01.440 Yeah. 0:02:01.480 --> 0:02:02.000 It was wild. 0:02:02.080 --> 0:02:04.680 There's like live music, there was cake. 0:02:04.960 --> 0:02:08.680 There was Pan Express. Yeah, Panic Express. 0:02:08.360 --> 0:02:09.079 Was hitting different. 0:02:09.240 --> 0:02:11.640 Fucked up the Pan Express all of us, Oh, we 0:02:11.680 --> 0:02:14.360 all fucked it up. Yes, it was good and the 0:02:14.400 --> 0:02:16.359 beat Buds, by the way, we're the band. I think 0:02:16.400 --> 0:02:19.280 they're all over the US. They've got like multiple groups, 0:02:19.320 --> 0:02:20.120 but they're so good. 0:02:20.480 --> 0:02:22.400 They're so good. I feel like I was in a nightclub. 0:02:22.520 --> 0:02:25.600 Yeah, and might have them for my next party. They 0:02:25.639 --> 0:02:29.480 bring like instruments is very like you know. Crowd involvement 0:02:30.200 --> 0:02:32.920 was gradual, but like as I was talking to the 0:02:32.960 --> 0:02:35.600 other parents, I was like, is it loud in here? 0:02:36.000 --> 0:02:37.240 Should we turn it down? 0:02:37.639 --> 0:02:38.440 It was super loud. 0:02:39.720 --> 0:02:41.960 Did you see Jenna so Jenna who used to be 0:02:42.000 --> 0:02:44.840 a producer on our show, her son gets so buck 0:02:44.919 --> 0:02:46.560 wild all that stuff. He no. 0:02:46.760 --> 0:02:49.680 I saw him afterwards. He was beat red, just sweating. 0:02:49.680 --> 0:02:52.320 I was like, did he just run a marathon? Like dang, 0:02:52.360 --> 0:02:52.920 he goes hard. 0:02:53.200 --> 0:02:54.320 He goes hard at the birthdays. 0:02:54.400 --> 0:02:56.640 He goes real hard at the birthdays. I have to 0:02:56.680 --> 0:02:59.880 be honest. The biggest reason why I got live music 0:03:00.160 --> 0:03:02.359 because I saw him at Hartford's party and he loved 0:03:02.360 --> 0:03:04.680 it so much that I was like, he's coming. I 0:03:04.720 --> 0:03:05.760 have to have the music. 0:03:05.880 --> 0:03:07.480 Yeah, it was a hit at Hartford's. 0:03:08.080 --> 0:03:10.600 Okay, so obviously you and I know the drill, Katie. 0:03:11.040 --> 0:03:15.360 We can't discuss certain things, but I did ask the 0:03:15.440 --> 0:03:16.560 Graham some questions. 0:03:16.720 --> 0:03:17.919 Okay, we don't have to. 0:03:17.840 --> 0:03:20.640 Answer them all, but I do want to ask you, 0:03:20.800 --> 0:03:24.160 what is your prep like for reunion Day. 0:03:23.520 --> 0:03:25.200 On the actual day of leading up. 0:03:25.120 --> 0:03:27.520 To like, let's just say the week, because it does 0:03:27.600 --> 0:03:30.360 take a week to get mentally prepared, I feel, so 0:03:30.440 --> 0:03:32.880 what is the week like? And then the actual day? 0:03:33.680 --> 0:03:38.440 How do you get amped up? Even like aesthetically how 0:03:38.440 --> 0:03:41.080 do you get yourself looking snatched as fuck? 0:03:41.520 --> 0:03:43.560 You would think I do more? I don't know. 0:03:43.640 --> 0:03:49.000 I well, this year, I'm using a stylist. This past year, 0:03:49.360 --> 0:03:51.960 I've never actually even used a stylist, but I am 0:03:52.040 --> 0:03:53.839 working with Rima, who's amazing. 0:03:53.520 --> 0:03:54.800 Who's across the hall. 0:03:55.160 --> 0:03:58.480 Yeah this year, but I used her for Bravo con 0:03:58.600 --> 0:04:02.000 I'm obsessed with her. So I already got my alf 0:04:02.040 --> 0:04:04.160 it picked out. So that's like that takes a huge 0:04:04.200 --> 0:04:06.040 weight off trying to like figure out what to wear. 0:04:06.840 --> 0:04:08.520 And then it's like, yeah, get a little spray tan 0:04:08.680 --> 0:04:12.000 on so you got a good glow, and then I. 0:04:11.960 --> 0:04:12.960 Don't know, try to like. 0:04:14.560 --> 0:04:17.440 Listen. You can only do so much with everything else. 0:04:17.480 --> 0:04:20.000 I feel like, maybe maybe do some teeth whitening. 0:04:21.360 --> 0:04:25.440 Yeah, I know, I do all this thing pray that the. 0:04:25.400 --> 0:04:29.560 Skin stays good, drink lots of water. I don't know, 0:04:29.839 --> 0:04:32.360 like as far as like the mind, getting the mind right, 0:04:32.440 --> 0:04:35.240 I don't know. I try not to get into like 0:04:35.279 --> 0:04:38.520 a hole about anything. I try to just keep my 0:04:38.600 --> 0:04:40.640 wits about myself and be like, Okay, you know what 0:04:40.680 --> 0:04:43.360 you want to say, you know how you feel, say 0:04:43.400 --> 0:04:45.840 what you mean, mean what you say, speak from your heart, 0:04:46.680 --> 0:04:47.760 don't betray yourself. 0:04:48.040 --> 0:04:50.960 Oh, stand your ground like that's that's just kind of yourself. Yeah, 0:04:51.120 --> 0:04:52.839 just kind of just yeah, already know. 0:04:53.080 --> 0:04:55.760 Just but the thing is a lot of that goes 0:04:55.760 --> 0:04:58.520 out the window anyway, because you know, you get there 0:04:58.560 --> 0:04:59.680 and you're kind of in the moment. 0:05:00.120 --> 0:05:02.680 Well yeah, and you can't control what other people say. 0:05:02.720 --> 0:05:06.479 And I noticed that in scenes and even at reunions. 0:05:07.320 --> 0:05:10.599 Raquel literally I think she like writes down what she's 0:05:10.640 --> 0:05:12.800 going to say, and you can tell because it never 0:05:12.880 --> 0:05:15.760 makes sense. It's just because she's not thinking about what 0:05:16.760 --> 0:05:18.040 the rebuttal. 0:05:17.600 --> 0:05:19.760 Maybe yeah, so oh. 0:05:19.760 --> 0:05:21.920 I think a lot of people prepare in a lot 0:05:21.960 --> 0:05:24.880 of ways. You know, they like they're they're like in 0:05:24.920 --> 0:05:28.080 their notes app or something like ready with you know, 0:05:28.200 --> 0:05:30.479 their comebacks or what they want to bring up and 0:05:30.520 --> 0:05:33.920 It's like to me, that just seems so like inauthentic, 0:05:34.000 --> 0:05:34.640 and I don't know. 0:05:34.640 --> 0:05:36.080 I try not to. 0:05:36.240 --> 0:05:38.320 It's just like I lived it already. We know I 0:05:38.360 --> 0:05:41.200 know what's coming. So I'd rather just sort of react 0:05:41.279 --> 0:05:44.080 to what's being said and whatever questions come my way 0:05:44.120 --> 0:05:45.800 and not be in my head and not be too 0:05:45.839 --> 0:05:47.000 prepared about things. 0:05:47.040 --> 0:05:47.480 I don't know. 0:05:47.800 --> 0:05:51.800 I wing everything because if I if I prep, it 0:05:52.040 --> 0:05:53.279 always ends up bad. 0:05:53.440 --> 0:05:54.320 You can't prep. 0:05:54.560 --> 0:05:55.839 No, do you know? 0:05:56.040 --> 0:05:59.160 Will you know going into the reunion, how many parts 0:05:59.320 --> 0:06:02.240 if it's multi parts they plan on it being or no. 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:04.160 No, that's the fun of it because Andy will Is 0:06:04.240 --> 0:06:06.800 be like he'll do his sort of like wildlnes of 0:06:07.279 --> 0:06:11.320 like welcome back or join us for part two, and 0:06:11.360 --> 0:06:13.320 then if he says part three, then we're all. 0:06:13.160 --> 0:06:16.320 Like ooh, We're all like, oh my gosh, I can 0:06:16.360 --> 0:06:19.360 pay my rent and do some other stuff. Yeah. Yeah. 0:06:19.400 --> 0:06:24.240 We find out literally that day, the day of the reunion, 0:06:24.320 --> 0:06:27.440 while he's while he's delivering his sort of wild lines 0:06:27.480 --> 0:06:28.640 like that, Oh that's cool. 0:06:29.080 --> 0:06:33.000 This is the first year that we are going to 0:06:33.120 --> 0:06:36.279 have a lot of episodes that we're going to have 0:06:36.320 --> 0:06:40.039 to watch before the reunion because obviously we have to, Like, 0:06:40.120 --> 0:06:43.600 the biggest thing is what people say behind your back, right, Yes, 0:06:43.720 --> 0:06:45.360 we lived it, but I don't know what people said 0:06:45.360 --> 0:06:47.680 in their confessionals. I don't know what people said when 0:06:47.680 --> 0:06:51.120 they filmed without me. So we have to see all 0:06:51.120 --> 0:06:53.680 the episodes before we go into the reunion. The reunion 0:06:53.720 --> 0:06:58.680 has not been moved. We're only on episode six. 0:06:59.080 --> 0:07:01.720 And it's next week, so we're gonna have like eight episodes, 0:07:01.839 --> 0:07:03.600 six eight or nine episodes. 0:07:04.200 --> 0:07:05.840 Yeah, to cram in a week. 0:07:06.279 --> 0:07:10.280 And I told them when are we getting these because 0:07:10.360 --> 0:07:13.720 usually we get them like the night before and I 0:07:13.760 --> 0:07:16.040 need a good night's sleep, and if I watch something 0:07:16.120 --> 0:07:18.120 like that before I go to bed, I'm not going 0:07:18.160 --> 0:07:20.680 to sleep. I'm going to replay everything in my mind 0:07:20.680 --> 0:07:23.680 a hundred times. So next week I am going to 0:07:23.720 --> 0:07:26.360 be so chill. I told Jess, I don't want anything 0:07:26.480 --> 0:07:30.240 that's going to make me like tense next week. I 0:07:30.280 --> 0:07:33.160 just want to chill out. I got my spray tan happening. 0:07:34.240 --> 0:07:37.160 I just want I may do like a little sound meditation, 0:07:38.640 --> 0:07:41.600 zen myself out. Do you think Riquel's coming to the reunion. 0:07:42.480 --> 0:07:46.080 I think so. I mean, listen, it's in the contract. 0:07:46.120 --> 0:07:52.200 If you want, that's sort of like the button on things. 0:07:51.840 --> 0:07:53.480 Like if you miss it, you're done. 0:07:54.000 --> 0:07:55.800 I mean, I don't know, if you miss it, you're done. 0:07:55.880 --> 0:07:59.000 But I think it doesn't bode well. 0:07:59.480 --> 0:08:01.680 No, does not like the. 0:08:01.600 --> 0:08:04.840 Only way you would not be able to go listen 0:08:04.920 --> 0:08:06.640 Like I like, I had COVID last year and I 0:08:06.680 --> 0:08:08.520 had to still like phone it in and I was 0:08:08.560 --> 0:08:12.840 sitting there shivering, my body was aching, like I had 0:08:12.840 --> 0:08:13.800 a blanket on my lap. 0:08:13.800 --> 0:08:16.360 And No, but it was gangster because as the reunion 0:08:16.400 --> 0:08:18.600 went on, She's leaning back in her chair, she just 0:08:18.640 --> 0:08:19.240 starts to see me. 0:08:20.880 --> 0:08:21.440 Yeah, like I. 0:08:21.400 --> 0:08:23.680 Started strong, but then just like as like the medicine 0:08:23.720 --> 0:08:25.720 was wearing off, and as the day just progressed, I 0:08:25.800 --> 0:08:28.239 just I was like, just I was just in a bad, 0:08:29.400 --> 0:08:30.120 bad way. 0:08:30.200 --> 0:08:32.840 Should we plan a day to watch the episodes together? 0:08:33.520 --> 0:08:36.880 I think I need you for like emotional and mental support. 0:08:37.000 --> 0:08:39.120 Yeah, I need something. I've have to sit there and 0:08:39.120 --> 0:08:41.760 watch alone. I will like be spiraling because this is 0:08:41.800 --> 0:08:44.640 the first season that I can remember that I've had 0:08:44.679 --> 0:08:46.840 a hard time watching it back because normally. 0:08:46.640 --> 0:08:48.480 Because people like is it harder to like watch it. 0:08:48.440 --> 0:08:50.320 Back or I'm like no, because I've already lived it, 0:08:50.360 --> 0:08:52.000 Like I do know what to expect, right, Yeah, because 0:08:52.360 --> 0:08:55.120 even what people say behind my back, I know, I 0:08:55.160 --> 0:08:57.360 know the drill. I do it, so I don't I 0:08:57.400 --> 0:08:59.200 don't really take it to heart because it's like I 0:08:59.200 --> 0:09:01.160 have to do the same thing. I know what goes 0:09:01.200 --> 0:09:02.880 into it. I know when I go to my interviews 0:09:02.920 --> 0:09:05.040 and I'm sitting in the chair that like that's just 0:09:06.000 --> 0:09:08.320 like part for the course. We have to be like 0:09:08.400 --> 0:09:11.280 a little snarky, you know, that is what it is. 0:09:11.880 --> 0:09:14.600 I don't really take it too seriously. But this year, 0:09:14.640 --> 0:09:19.240 there was so much happening actually like throughout the actual seat, 0:09:19.320 --> 0:09:23.120 not just in our interview byes that I was really 0:09:23.440 --> 0:09:27.760 surprised by, like I and it was hurtful and very disrespectful. 0:09:27.800 --> 0:09:28.560 I thought so like that. 0:09:29.120 --> 0:09:31.200 It's been hard for me so and I just know 0:09:31.280 --> 0:09:33.880 that there's so much more to come and it doesn't 0:09:33.880 --> 0:09:37.520 get much better so much Jesus, Like I'm gonna need 0:09:38.440 --> 0:09:39.120 I'm gonna need. 0:09:39.000 --> 0:09:42.960 Some emotional support. I got your back. I'll be your 0:09:43.000 --> 0:09:46.240 emotional support animal my blanket. 0:09:46.800 --> 0:09:50.160 Think it's interesting though, because you guys have a lot 0:09:50.240 --> 0:09:52.720 of episodes, like you were saying, Laala to watch before 0:09:52.760 --> 0:09:56.040 the reunion, because you have different relationships now. 0:09:56.040 --> 0:09:58.559 I think it's like pretty apparent just off of our 0:09:58.679 --> 0:10:05.240 social media presence that even after just the regular season wrapped, 0:10:06.320 --> 0:10:09.760 friendships changed. But it was for me, like when I 0:10:09.760 --> 0:10:13.040 started hanging out with Shena, there was a line in 0:10:13.120 --> 0:10:17.000 the sand. If Raquel is there even before this stuff happened, 0:10:17.840 --> 0:10:20.160 you will not catch this bit around me. I don't 0:10:20.280 --> 0:10:21.720 like her, I don't like what she did to my 0:10:21.760 --> 0:10:27.240 friend Katie. Don't bring her around me. Then all of 0:10:27.240 --> 0:10:30.200 this shit happens, and I'm like, oh my god, thank god, 0:10:30.240 --> 0:10:32.240 I did not give this hoe a chance to like 0:10:32.360 --> 0:10:34.599 me in my presence and breathe my air. 0:10:35.400 --> 0:10:35.600 You know. 0:10:36.080 --> 0:10:39.080 Yeah, So the last episode is obviously gonna be about 0:10:39.120 --> 0:10:42.000 what's going on now because, like Bravo said, we picked 0:10:42.040 --> 0:10:44.559 cameras up again, which has never happened ever. 0:10:45.280 --> 0:10:47.880 Do you go in with that energy though, because I've 0:10:47.920 --> 0:10:50.600 never been at a reunion filming. Do you go in like, 0:10:50.640 --> 0:10:52.600 for instance, and Katie, you don't have to speak on this, 0:10:52.840 --> 0:10:57.680 but I feel like maybe your relationship with Schwartz on 0:10:57.720 --> 0:11:00.800 the last day of filming might be different than is today. 0:11:00.920 --> 0:11:01.400 I don't know. 0:11:01.720 --> 0:11:03.880 Well, you can always go in with that energy that 0:11:04.840 --> 0:11:06.760 like where you are today. I mean that's kind of 0:11:06.800 --> 0:11:09.520 the what the reunion is about, like, because you're coming 0:11:09.600 --> 0:11:12.000 together like where you stand today. I mean, you're talking 0:11:12.000 --> 0:11:16.200 about everything that happened, but you can absolutely be in 0:11:16.440 --> 0:11:17.119 the place. 0:11:16.880 --> 0:11:17.760 That you are today. 0:11:17.760 --> 0:11:20.520 You don't have to necessarily pretend that you are where 0:11:20.520 --> 0:11:22.520 you were six seven months ago. 0:11:22.640 --> 0:11:25.560 It can be like nope, I'm right. 0:11:25.640 --> 0:11:28.679 But it's interesting because you go in thinking like you're 0:11:28.760 --> 0:11:31.760 all good. But the second you have to start talking 0:11:31.800 --> 0:11:34.920 about the season I don't know about you, Katie, it 0:11:34.960 --> 0:11:38.280 takes me right back to being in that place and 0:11:38.360 --> 0:11:40.960 I start getting amped up again, and I start ripping 0:11:41.000 --> 0:11:43.120 on bitches that I'm like, wait a minute, we're friends, 0:11:43.400 --> 0:11:45.320 and then I just have to hope that they're strong 0:11:45.400 --> 0:11:48.960 enough to like when we leave like high five and 0:11:49.000 --> 0:11:49.440 go back. 0:11:49.640 --> 0:11:51.520 You know, it makes me think of I just thought 0:11:51.559 --> 0:11:53.839 of Brock last year, and you guys were in an 0:11:53.840 --> 0:11:57.559 okay spot when you went into the reunion, but then. 0:11:59.000 --> 0:12:00.880 All help broke Loue. Yes it did. 0:12:01.000 --> 0:12:04.320 So I mean I'm like, so kind of not much 0:12:04.360 --> 0:12:08.280 has changed with me and Bills. 0:12:07.960 --> 0:12:16.760 Katie stays even killed. Not many surprises with Katie. What 0:12:16.800 --> 0:12:19.439 did you think about Episode five? So last week's episode 0:12:19.480 --> 0:12:21.600 six airs tonight. It's crazy. 0:12:21.760 --> 0:12:25.240 First of all, my mom was the MVP of the episode, 0:12:26.160 --> 0:12:27.960 but we all knew that that was gonna happen. 0:12:28.040 --> 0:12:29.200 It's like not a shocked anything. 0:12:29.200 --> 0:12:32.760 I saw so many amazing like memes on Instagram and 0:12:32.840 --> 0:12:34.720 I kept sending her to sending them to her because 0:12:34.720 --> 0:12:37.320 she was so nerver. She's like before it aired, she's like, 0:12:37.600 --> 0:12:38.240 did I cry? 0:12:38.440 --> 0:12:38.760 What's it? 0:12:38.800 --> 0:12:39.120 Okay? 0:12:39.559 --> 0:12:39.720 Was I? 0:12:39.800 --> 0:12:40.440 This was I that? 0:12:40.480 --> 0:12:41.880 I was like, you were great? 0:12:42.080 --> 0:12:45.240 You're great then, and people like like just loved her 0:12:45.280 --> 0:12:46.800 so much. So that made her feel good because she 0:12:46.800 --> 0:12:47.680 gets nervous because she's. 0:12:47.559 --> 0:12:48.839 Like, I don't want to embarrass you. I'm like, You're 0:12:48.880 --> 0:12:52.000 never gonna embarrass me. Mom like, no, so care bear. 0:12:52.800 --> 0:12:58.079 But I, oh yeah, I mean listen knowing it's hard 0:12:58.080 --> 0:12:59.680 because like knowing what I know now, and even just 0:12:59.800 --> 0:13:03.480 like before any of this, I look back on these episodes, 0:13:03.520 --> 0:13:06.559 I'm like, God, I was so nice to that girl. 0:13:06.840 --> 0:13:10.000 And it's also like and seeing what and see how 0:13:10.000 --> 0:13:13.480 she was acting before we went on this trip, like 0:13:13.600 --> 0:13:17.160 standing in the kitchen with Sheena and Schwartz and she's 0:13:17.240 --> 0:13:20.200 just like your wife is of reacting. I was like, bitch, 0:13:20.200 --> 0:13:22.760 I have a name. What do you mean your wife 0:13:22.800 --> 0:13:24.760 is overreacting? Like this is how you're acting. But she 0:13:24.840 --> 0:13:28.120 was totally nice to my face and seemed to understand. 0:13:28.160 --> 0:13:32.719 And you know, I was apprehensive but still trying to 0:13:32.720 --> 0:13:34.360 give her a chance because I was like, listen, you're 0:13:34.400 --> 0:13:35.120 single this summer. 0:13:35.160 --> 0:13:36.719 I'm single this summer. Like let's try to. 0:13:36.640 --> 0:13:40.000 Make this like a girl squad of like us having 0:13:40.040 --> 0:13:42.679 a fun how girl summer, all of us together. So 0:13:42.720 --> 0:13:44.200 I was really trying to give her benefit of the 0:13:44.200 --> 0:13:46.000 doubt and trying to get some kind of friendship off 0:13:46.000 --> 0:13:47.840 the ground with her. That's why I was being and 0:13:47.880 --> 0:13:49.720 I feel like she was being very misguided. We felt 0:13:49.760 --> 0:13:52.120 that way that she was waving away from the shitty 0:13:52.120 --> 0:13:54.120 advice from people. So we were trying to take her 0:13:54.160 --> 0:13:56.480 under her wing, and we could see that she was 0:13:56.520 --> 0:13:59.520 a bit lost. So and yeah, I wasn't trying to 0:13:59.520 --> 0:14:01.560 make it all about Shina, but I really felt that 0:14:01.600 --> 0:14:05.480 like Sina was just gunning for it. Yeah and yeah, 0:14:05.520 --> 0:14:09.480 so again hindsight's twenty twenty. But I just watch it, 0:14:09.520 --> 0:14:12.360 I'm just like, oh, Katie, you should have just told 0:14:12.400 --> 0:14:13.240 her to stay home. 0:14:14.760 --> 0:14:17.960 Right, I mean, even Christina Kelly and I were like, 0:14:18.120 --> 0:14:22.000 are you for real right now, Like, are you really 0:14:22.320 --> 0:14:25.920 bringing this girl on the trip? Really? Yes? 0:14:26.280 --> 0:14:28.120 Yeah they were, And I was just like, I just 0:14:28.160 --> 0:14:31.440 want listen. I try to I do this with people 0:14:31.800 --> 0:14:34.280 and then until they I just I just know. And 0:14:34.280 --> 0:14:37.880 now once I know that I can't with them, then 0:14:37.920 --> 0:14:38.320 it's done. 0:14:38.920 --> 0:14:40.640 See if I were young, yeah, i'd be like a 0:14:40.680 --> 0:14:41.360 mob boss. 0:14:41.440 --> 0:14:43.680 Yeah, I'd look back at that moment. I'd be so proud. 0:14:43.720 --> 0:14:46.320 I'd be like, I gave her every chance. I was 0:14:46.400 --> 0:14:48.880 so nice, I was so kind, I would be. 0:14:49.080 --> 0:14:51.120 This is why, this is why I can confidently say 0:14:51.160 --> 0:14:54.360 like fuck you to her, because I give you every opportunity. 0:14:54.360 --> 0:14:55.720 I was so kind to you when I didn't have 0:14:55.760 --> 0:14:58.040 to be, but I was. And the fact that you 0:14:58.200 --> 0:15:03.000 didn't like really step up or really appreciate that or 0:15:03.000 --> 0:15:06.600 recognize that, and you just walked all over that and 0:15:06.640 --> 0:15:10.000 took a giant junk, diant giant dump on it like 0:15:10.400 --> 0:15:13.160 you're an idiot and I don't care, I don't care 0:15:13.480 --> 0:15:15.120 what's coming to you right now. 0:15:14.920 --> 0:15:17.760 Like he deserves absolutely. 0:15:18.040 --> 0:15:18.320 Yeah. 0:15:18.360 --> 0:15:21.520 That's what is so crazy to me is that when 0:15:21.880 --> 0:15:26.360 people really fuck around and then there's repercussions for your 0:15:26.400 --> 0:15:31.680 actions and they're they're like this isn't fair, though, and 0:15:32.000 --> 0:15:35.360 this shouldn't be happening, and they try to like take 0:15:35.440 --> 0:15:39.200 every avenue to make it make sense, and it's like this, 0:15:40.240 --> 0:15:44.320 you did this. No one did this to you, right, 0:15:44.960 --> 0:15:47.960 So are we sorry that we got caught? Or are 0:15:48.000 --> 0:15:51.120 we sorry that it happened now? Obviously I have my 0:15:51.520 --> 0:15:55.200 thoughts about sand of all, I've always had these feelings. 0:15:55.240 --> 0:15:57.760 I feel like every time he's talking to me and 0:15:57.800 --> 0:16:01.600 telling me what I need to fix, I literally feel 0:16:01.720 --> 0:16:06.080 like he's talking to himself in a mirror. Yeah, it's 0:16:06.240 --> 0:16:08.880 always such a mindful because everything he says to me, 0:16:08.920 --> 0:16:13.520 I'm like, no, this is you. Everything you're projecting on 0:16:13.640 --> 0:16:18.800 to me is everything that you do and possess. And 0:16:18.960 --> 0:16:25.160 finally it's been exposed. And I am so glad that 0:16:25.960 --> 0:16:32.480 the episodes are not being edited to fit this new storyline. 0:16:33.240 --> 0:16:38.000 This was gonna be the storyline. No matter what I think, 0:16:38.040 --> 0:16:40.920 people would would have just been more torn on how 0:16:40.920 --> 0:16:41.400 they felt. 0:16:41.720 --> 0:16:43.960 I think this, okay, this season is gonna be wild 0:16:44.080 --> 0:16:48.000 and entertaining and no matter what, just blow your mind anyway. 0:16:49.440 --> 0:16:53.440 But watching it now is gonna just be a treat, 0:16:53.760 --> 0:16:55.320 you know what I mean. It's like, that's that's what 0:16:55.360 --> 0:16:57.800 I'm excited about. It's like, now it's like gonna be 0:16:57.840 --> 0:17:01.440 some kind of like Shamala on twist, you know what 0:17:01.440 --> 0:17:03.600 I mean, Like that's it's just it's just having it 0:17:03.640 --> 0:17:05.960 has a whole different lens on it. But yeah, with Standaval, 0:17:06.119 --> 0:17:09.439 I mean, I just feel like I never stood a 0:17:09.520 --> 0:17:13.199 chance with him. He was always gonna find fault with me. 0:17:13.480 --> 0:17:15.919 Whenever I'd open up my mouth to talk about anything 0:17:15.960 --> 0:17:19.639 about how I felt, what what hurt me, what I 0:17:19.680 --> 0:17:22.480 was upset about, He'd just be like, Katy, what about this? 0:17:22.680 --> 0:17:23.720 Like the what about hms? 0:17:23.800 --> 0:17:28.800 And the just the constant blame game, I you know, 0:17:28.880 --> 0:17:31.399 and then the nerves to always call me emotionally entitled. 0:17:31.400 --> 0:17:34.760 I'm like emotionally entitled. That's interesting because yes, we're all 0:17:34.920 --> 0:17:38.000 entitled to have emotions, but according to you, I'm not. 0:17:38.440 --> 0:17:42.120 I'm not allowed actually because the minute I start feeling 0:17:42.160 --> 0:17:46.080 anything or expressing anything, it's shut down immediately, and it's 0:17:46.640 --> 0:17:53.360 it's ripped apart, it's criticized, it's crucified. I'm cast aside. 0:17:53.640 --> 0:17:56.600 Like it's just like, how how the hell am I 0:17:56.640 --> 0:18:02.159 emotionally entitled when I've never been justified my like my 0:18:02.240 --> 0:18:08.800 feelings and emotions have never been respected or acknowledged or supported. 0:18:09.359 --> 0:18:11.199 So how the hell I want to know? 0:18:11.240 --> 0:18:11.440 How? 0:18:11.480 --> 0:18:14.760 I've like, I'm so emotionally entitled and it's like ridiculous 0:18:14.760 --> 0:18:15.359 in his eyes. 0:18:16.119 --> 0:18:17.840 But I feel like when you're well, he's never gonna 0:18:17.880 --> 0:18:21.120 understand because he's obviously and I will never stop saying that. 0:18:21.560 --> 0:18:26.360 But also, when you are in a marriage, you are 0:18:26.440 --> 0:18:31.560 both emotionally entitled. Okay, you now have to accept everything 0:18:31.600 --> 0:18:34.000 that I'm feeling and I have to accept everything that 0:18:34.119 --> 0:18:37.680 you're feeling. That's what a marriage is, which is why 0:18:37.720 --> 0:18:38.639 I will never get married. 0:18:39.000 --> 0:18:40.600 Well, no, no, I'm talking about Tom Stannabal. 0:18:41.040 --> 0:18:43.560 I know, but he will never understand that because he's 0:18:43.600 --> 0:18:48.920 not in that. He's never been in that type of partnership. Right, Well, well, 0:18:49.320 --> 0:18:50.800