WEBVTT - "I HAVE A WEED DISEASE THING" 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:02.400 I went to the doctor about it because I really 0:00:02.440 --> 0:00:05.920 depended on Wheed and I told him the whole truth 0:00:05.960 --> 0:00:08.320 and then he diagnosed me with it, and he said 0:00:08.360 --> 0:00:11.520 the best thing to do is to stop smoking, since 0:00:11.760 --> 0:00:15.040 you know it's I'm risking my health if I kept smoking, 0:00:15.160 --> 0:00:17.279 I could be hospitalized for it. You don't want to 0:00:17.280 --> 0:00:18.799 get hospitalized. I don't have the money for that. 0:00:19.239 --> 0:00:19.639 Jacob. 0:00:19.680 --> 0:00:22.280 Hello, Yeah, it's me. 0:00:24.000 --> 0:00:26.720 Jacob. What's going on? How are you this evening? 0:00:28.440 --> 0:00:31.760 I'm doing pretty good. I'm sorry if you hear something weird. 0:00:31.800 --> 0:00:34.720 I'm driving home. I literally what I was. I was 0:00:34.760 --> 0:00:36.879 watching your stream at work and I was like, I'm 0:00:36.880 --> 0:00:39.239 going to call in, and I did, and now it's 0:00:39.240 --> 0:00:41.080 time for me to go home. So it was just 0:00:41.159 --> 0:00:42.559 cool that I'm that I'm talking to you on the 0:00:42.760 --> 0:00:44.320 on the phone on the way home. 0:00:45.640 --> 0:00:47.879 Uh, are we in the car? Right? Where are we right? 0:00:47.880 --> 0:00:48.000 Now? 0:00:48.000 --> 0:00:49.400 Are we in the car? 0:00:50.040 --> 0:00:52.040 We're in the car. But I mean, I'm like two 0:00:52.120 --> 0:00:53.000 minutes away from home. 0:00:53.080 --> 0:00:56.920 I swear, well, you're not in trouble, all right, I'm 0:00:56.920 --> 0:00:59.200 not here. I'm not here to yell at you. You 0:00:59.240 --> 0:01:00.960 sound like you've feel like you're in trouble. 0:01:01.960 --> 0:01:05.080 I'm a very manic person. I'm sorry, really. 0:01:06.920 --> 0:01:09.440 Kind of how does that manifest itself? 0:01:13.480 --> 0:01:13.920 I don't know. 0:01:15.240 --> 0:01:19.360 I used to smoke a lot of weed and I 0:01:19.360 --> 0:01:23.399 got paranoid, so that kind of manifested itself, if that 0:01:23.440 --> 0:01:24.040 makes sense. 0:01:24.959 --> 0:01:29.800 It says here that you have developed a something called CHS, 0:01:30.400 --> 0:01:36.800 which stands for cannibalinoid hypermeous hypermisis syndrome. And it's funny 0:01:36.800 --> 0:01:40.959 that you called in because I actually just learned about 0:01:41.880 --> 0:01:45.840 CHS today. I saw someone on TikTok talking about it 0:01:45.880 --> 0:01:47.880 and I looked it up for five seconds before I 0:01:47.920 --> 0:01:53.120 got distracted by YouTube video about Super Mario sixty four. 0:01:53.200 --> 0:01:56.240 But what would tell me more about CHS? What is it? 0:01:58.200 --> 0:01:58.280 So? 0:01:59.200 --> 0:02:05.720 When I was in eighth grade, I started smoking cards 0:02:05.960 --> 0:02:08.880 to hide, like, because it's easy to hide the smell 0:02:08.919 --> 0:02:11.720 if you're smoking cards, so I wanted to hide it 0:02:11.720 --> 0:02:18.000 from my parents, and I just smoked constantly for five years. 0:02:18.200 --> 0:02:21.239 And if you smoke I think a cart in a week, 0:02:21.880 --> 0:02:25.600 it's very bad. I kind of had a dependency on it, 0:02:25.960 --> 0:02:31.120 and I developed this syndrome CHS, and it kind of 0:02:31.160 --> 0:02:34.000 like it kind of really fucked with me, to be 0:02:34.080 --> 0:02:37.520 completely honest, because I really depended on weed you know, 0:02:37.560 --> 0:02:43.079 I have anxiety, and it kind of just calmed me down, 0:02:43.400 --> 0:02:47.160 and so I had a really strong dependency on it. 0:02:47.919 --> 0:02:51.160 So I started getting really sick, like in the mornings, 0:02:51.160 --> 0:02:55.920 I would just throw up constantly, and I went to 0:02:55.960 --> 0:02:58.960 the doctor about it. And since I just turned like 0:02:59.000 --> 0:03:02.080 eighteen a week before I went to the doctor, he uh, 0:03:02.440 --> 0:03:04.840 I was able to go by myself, so I wasn't 0:03:04.880 --> 0:03:08.000 scared of telling him that I smoked weed, and I 0:03:08.120 --> 0:03:10.720 did and he asked me, you know, how much do 0:03:10.880 --> 0:03:14.400 I smoke? And I I told him the whole truth. 0:03:14.440 --> 0:03:16.800 And then he diagnosed me with it, and he said, 0:03:16.800 --> 0:03:21.000 the best thing to do is to stop smoking, since 0:03:21.280 --> 0:03:24.560 you know it's I'm risking my health. If I kept smoking, 0:03:24.680 --> 0:03:26.880 I could be hospitalized for it. And you know in 0:03:26.919 --> 0:03:29.200 this in this country, you don't want to do that. 0:03:29.560 --> 0:03:31.079 You don't want to get hospitalized. I don't have the 0:03:31.120 --> 0:03:32.280 money for that, you know. 0:03:34.320 --> 0:03:37.440 Mm hmm. How How often were you smoking? 0:03:37.520 --> 0:03:37.880 Was it like? 0:03:38.800 --> 0:03:41.400 Was it once a day? Was all day? Every day? 0:03:41.560 --> 0:03:42.920 Five years? 0:03:45.040 --> 0:03:48.240 Almost anytime? I can't. I would wake up in the morning, 0:03:48.720 --> 0:03:52.240 take a dab and take a shower, do my thing. 0:03:52.360 --> 0:03:55.960 I wouldn't smoke when I'm driving. I would I would try, 0:03:56.000 --> 0:04:00.320 and because I'm I'm you know, I'm a teenager, so 0:04:00.560 --> 0:04:04.280 I don't even I'm really scared of crashing the car 0:04:04.320 --> 0:04:07.240 that I bought for myself, So I I really like didn't. 0:04:08.520 --> 0:04:12.160 I didn't want to like keep on smoking and driving 0:04:12.240 --> 0:04:14.560 because I feel like I would crash my car. So 0:04:14.680 --> 0:04:18.080 I would kind of I would smoke, wait two hours, 0:04:18.120 --> 0:04:19.320 and then drive to school. 0:04:21.279 --> 0:04:21.680 But I would. 0:04:21.800 --> 0:04:24.960 I would do it at school too, Like I, when you. 0:04:24.920 --> 0:04:27.680 Get to school, are you going in the bathroom vapor 0:04:27.720 --> 0:04:30.280 and getting high? 0:04:30.360 --> 0:04:33.440 Exactly? Yeah. I would go to the bathroom, take a 0:04:33.440 --> 0:04:37.120 couple of dabs, go back to class. Absolutely like zoint. 0:04:37.360 --> 0:04:38.000 You know what I'm saying. 0:04:38.520 --> 0:04:42.200 And was it was it affecting your ability to do school? Shit? 0:04:44.000 --> 0:04:46.320 No, I have really good grades. That's why my that's 0:04:46.360 --> 0:04:51.240 why my never really caught on. I am. Yeah, I 0:04:51.240 --> 0:04:53.200 have really good grades and I only have I'm a senior. 0:04:53.240 --> 0:04:55.800 I only have three classes. It's not that hard to 0:04:56.960 --> 0:04:57.400 do both. 0:04:58.360 --> 0:05:01.200 Oh that's just so dangerous about weed. And I noticed 0:05:01.240 --> 0:05:05.120 this in my own life as well. As you can 0:05:05.560 --> 0:05:12.520 like the you can retain a pretty well put together 0:05:13.560 --> 0:05:21.280 life in the macro, at least while getting high every day. Yeah, 0:05:21.440 --> 0:05:24.120 like I see people do it. I've been able to 0:05:24.160 --> 0:05:26.800 do it a little bit sort of. But then in 0:05:26.839 --> 0:05:29.120 the micro of your like, you're like, You're like, you 0:05:29.320 --> 0:05:32.520 can have a pretty you can keep it together, your 0:05:32.640 --> 0:05:36.640 life on paper pretty well, getting high all the time, 0:05:36.800 --> 0:05:39.760 but don't mean you look deeper, deeper in at like 0:05:39.920 --> 0:05:43.040 the days and the hours of your life. Then you're like, 0:05:43.440 --> 0:05:46.040 and then you're that's when things are start to crumble. 0:05:48.279 --> 0:05:48.680 Mm hmm. 0:05:50.440 --> 0:05:55.560 I I completely yeah, you know, whenever, whenever I said 0:05:55.560 --> 0:05:56.880 I had a dependency on it. 0:05:56.800 --> 0:05:57.359 Like, I wasn't. 0:05:57.400 --> 0:05:59.640 I literally wasn't mine. I was going to work. My 0:05:59.760 --> 0:06:03.680 job is relatively easy. I clean office building. I would 0:06:03.680 --> 0:06:06.760 go to work and get so high where I could, 0:06:06.839 --> 0:06:08.960 you know, not really like barely function, but I could 0:06:09.000 --> 0:06:11.040 just barely do my job and have a good time. 0:06:12.640 --> 0:06:14.560 But I don't know, I kind of I'm I'm kind 0:06:14.560 --> 0:06:18.200 of grateful for that that I kind of did develop 0:06:18.279 --> 0:06:21.039 this because it you know, it sucks because I was 0:06:21.080 --> 0:06:23.839 going to college, and I'm going to college and I 0:06:23.880 --> 0:06:26.080 really want to smoke in college, but that's out of 0:06:26.080 --> 0:06:29.360 the window because you know, I developed this thing, and 0:06:29.400 --> 0:06:30.960 I kind of fucked myself over. 0:06:31.920 --> 0:06:34.040 Right, But I I you know, it's interesting, I understand 0:06:34.080 --> 0:06:36.520 where that gratefulness comes from, right, because now you have 0:06:36.720 --> 0:06:41.640 like a compelling reason to give a hard stop. You 0:06:41.680 --> 0:06:45.039 almost you almost have no choice, which allows you to 0:06:45.080 --> 0:06:47.760 do I mean, that's the easiest way to do the 0:06:47.800 --> 0:06:49.839 way to do something is if you have no fucking 0:06:49.920 --> 0:06:50.880 choice but to do it. 0:06:51.720 --> 0:06:57.960 Mm hmm, I I know, Sorry, no, go ahead. 0:06:59.120 --> 0:06:59.520 Oh. 0:06:59.560 --> 0:07:04.280 I know one other person that has THCHS and they 0:07:04.320 --> 0:07:08.599 just continue to smoke, and it completely baffles me because 0:07:08.640 --> 0:07:12.080 it's like, why you doing that? And I told them, like, 0:07:12.720 --> 0:07:15.920 I stopped. I'm sober two months now. I avoid it 0:07:16.840 --> 0:07:19.600 and I don't even wake up sick anymore. I don't 0:07:19.600 --> 0:07:23.520 have issues with my appetite anymore. You know, all of 0:07:23.560 --> 0:07:25.720 the symptoms are gone. But that's because I caught it 0:07:25.760 --> 0:07:28.120 on very early. And I don't want to scare people 0:07:28.200 --> 0:07:30.480 in the chat because I know a lot of your 0:07:30.480 --> 0:07:34.320 fan base is kind of you know, potheads, I guess, 0:07:35.240 --> 0:07:37.760 but they just you got to be smoking a lot, 0:07:37.800 --> 0:07:39.400 and you got to be under the age of like 0:07:39.480 --> 0:07:43.280 twenty five, if your brain isn't developed and you smoke 0:07:43.320 --> 0:07:46.640 a ton of weed and you're just constantly giving yourself 0:07:46.680 --> 0:07:49.840 thchc all the time you're going to develop the syndrome. 0:07:49.960 --> 0:07:52.960 And it kind of sucks because in the future, you know, 0:07:53.000 --> 0:07:55.960 I can't really smoke unless I smoke once or twice 0:07:55.960 --> 0:07:58.800 a week, keep it down to moderation, and even then 0:07:58.840 --> 0:08:00.640 you have the chance of picking up old habit. 0:08:01.560 --> 0:08:01.960 Mm hmm. 0:08:04.120 --> 0:08:08.400 Yeah, you know. It's uh, it's interesting with weed because 0:08:08.520 --> 0:08:11.320 all the other sort of vices that weed, I feel like, 0:08:11.480 --> 0:08:13.640 is like the only one of these vices that's like 0:08:13.800 --> 0:08:18.000 celebrated in a sense, Like like tobacco has always been 0:08:18.000 --> 0:08:20.160 getting its come up, and people have always been talking 0:08:20.160 --> 0:08:23.440 about how bad tobacco is for you. They're running the 0:08:23.480 --> 0:08:26.480 ads everyone, you know, teachers are telling you not to smoke. 0:08:27.320 --> 0:08:33.400 Alcohols getting its comumpus. There's alcoholism, alcoholics, it's a whole thing. 0:08:33.440 --> 0:08:37.240 But I feel like like a weed addiction and the 0:08:38.000 --> 0:08:45.120 downsides of smoking weed every day are not as heavily 0:08:45.679 --> 0:08:49.600 talked about or vilified. I mean, I mean are the opposite, right, 0:08:49.600 --> 0:08:52.600 We got like fucking Snoop Dogg and Whiz Khalifa. Could 0:08:52.600 --> 0:08:55.280 you imagine if Snoop Dogg and Whiz Khalifa were famous 0:08:55.320 --> 0:08:59.839 for getting fucking drunk all the time or smoking cigarettes, 0:09:00.160 --> 0:09:03.319 never couldn't believe it, couldn't believe it could never happen. 0:09:03.400 --> 0:09:07.880 But we have this different culture surrounding weed than we 0:09:07.960 --> 0:09:11.520 do any of these other drugs, So people forget that 0:09:11.600 --> 0:09:17.080 they that, yes, there are negative health effects. I fucking 0:09:17.160 --> 0:09:21.320 forget that there are negative health effects just smoking a 0:09:21.320 --> 0:09:23.800 weed all the time every day. People think that it's 0:09:23.880 --> 0:09:30.040 just a free thing, you know. So thanks for the 0:09:30.200 --> 0:09:34.840 education and good good luck to you moving forward. Congratulations 0:09:34.880 --> 0:09:38.400 on the two months, and I fuck I believe in you. 0:09:38.400 --> 0:09:38.520 Man. 0:09:38.520 --> 0:09:39.720 If you can do it two months, you can do 0:09:39.720 --> 0:09:40.559 it the rest of your life. 0:09:42.040 --> 0:09:42.400 Thank you. 0:09:42.480 --> 0:09:45.000 I just want to say, you can't really like develop 0:09:45.400 --> 0:09:48.160 HS from like smoking flower because you know, it's like 0:09:48.160 --> 0:09:51.440 the healthiest way to do it. You know, smoking isn't healthy. 0:09:51.559 --> 0:09:54.200 But like that's why people like Snoop Dogg and Whiskalifa 0:09:54.280 --> 0:09:57.839 they don't have HS. It's because their brains are developed. 0:09:58.040 --> 0:10:00.360 And when they weren't developed as children and they were 0:10:00.440 --> 0:10:03.440 only smoking flower, like, they didn't have carts, they didn't 0:10:03.480 --> 0:10:06.120 have access to constant THHC like me. 0:10:08.240 --> 0:10:10.880 Yeah, oh dude, the carts are tricky. I remember when 0:10:10.960 --> 0:10:13.120 carts first came into my life because when I was 0:10:14.040 --> 0:10:19.360 what fucking sixteen and I started smoking weed. It was 0:10:19.440 --> 0:10:22.400 such a it was a whole production to get high, 0:10:22.480 --> 0:10:24.760 because you had to get the bong out, and you 0:10:24.840 --> 0:10:28.319 had to like assemble all the pieces, and you had 0:10:28.360 --> 0:10:31.959 to grind up the flower, and you had to hide 0:10:32.000 --> 0:10:36.760 the smell with the osium and the fabreeze, and they 0:10:36.800 --> 0:10:39.840 had those little things you could like blow into and whatnot, 0:10:39.840 --> 0:10:41.880 with the made out of the with the with the 0:10:41.880 --> 0:10:45.040 fucking toilet paper. Well, it was a whole production, and 0:10:45.120 --> 0:10:47.200 so there was a bit of a wall between you 0:10:47.320 --> 0:10:51.160 and getting out and getting high. But then with the carts, 0:10:51.200 --> 0:10:56.200 it just became you can preston, press up a button. 0:10:56.200 --> 0:10:58.280 It's in your pocket all the time. You know, you 0:10:58.679 --> 0:11:01.559 fucking you know you do it. You do fucking smoke 0:11:01.600 --> 0:11:04.040 it while you're driving. You smoke it in the middle 0:11:04.080 --> 0:11:06.520 of the streets and there's no smell. I mean it's 0:11:06.800 --> 0:11:10.480 so it definitely got a little bit more dangerous. You 0:11:10.520 --> 0:11:12.200 go to the bathroom mats, yeah you can't it. You 0:11:12.200 --> 0:11:14.640 can't rip up. You can't put a bong in your 0:11:14.679 --> 0:11:17.080 pocket and then bring it into the bathroom at school 0:11:17.080 --> 0:11:20.720 and start ripping it, you know. So yeah, there's definitely, uh, 0:11:21.000 --> 0:11:22.800 it's definitely a whole thing. These cars. 0:11:25.160 --> 0:11:27.120 I would say, Jack, if you're under the age of 0:11:27.160 --> 0:11:29.040 twenty five, just stay away from it. That's all I 0:11:29.080 --> 0:11:29.600 gotta say. 0:11:30.760 --> 0:11:34.439 Beautiful, thank you for sharing, Jake. If you have a 0:11:34.520 --> 0:11:34.800 rest of. 0:11:34.800 --> 0:11:38.120 The night, thank you you too, have a great one. Gek, 0:11:38.760 --> 0:11:41.120 I'm glad I caught your stream right before you moved 0:11:41.120 --> 0:11:43.160 to California and you became douche Gk. 0:11:44.280 --> 0:11:46.079 Douche gek, Baby, it's happening. 0:11:47.760 --> 0:11:49.480 It's happening, baby, Love. 0:11:49.320 --> 0:11:55.480 You Bye, douche Gek. Hello is the Hey? Is this 0:11:55.520 --> 0:11:57.800 the therapy echo? I'm sorry, the therapy echo is not here. 0:11:58.000 --> 0:12:00.960 You can send all inquiry to the therapy It goes 0:12:01.000 --> 0:12:07.240 agent therapy. Getto is not available. Therape Getto is busy 0:12:07.240 --> 0:12:07.720 at the club? 0:12:10.000 --> 0:12:16.319 Hello Ava, Yeah yeah, oh my god? 0:12:16.400 --> 0:12:17.600 What hey? 0:12:17.600 --> 0:12:18.160 What's up Eva? 0:12:20.760 --> 0:12:21.280 Not much? 0:12:22.840 --> 0:12:23.080 Uh? 0:12:23.160 --> 0:12:25.199 I mean I don't like talking to my friend. We've 0:12:25.200 --> 0:12:26.640 been watching you like this whole time. 0:12:28.559 --> 0:12:30.600 How's life? 0:12:30.960 --> 0:12:31.480 That's good? 0:12:31.640 --> 0:12:32.080 That's good. 0:12:33.040 --> 0:12:37.679 Says here that you have you. It says here that 0:12:38.440 --> 0:12:43.160 you have a threesome scheduled tomorrow with your two friends 0:12:43.200 --> 0:12:46.719 who are dating, and you do not know what to expect. 0:12:47.960 --> 0:12:54.600 I don't because I'm bisexual. But so originally it happened 0:12:55.120 --> 0:12:57.880 because me and like a good friend of mine, we're 0:12:57.920 --> 0:13:00.600 like friends with benef and we were like like we 0:13:00.720 --> 0:13:03.040 fucked a bit, and then out of nowhere, he got 0:13:03.040 --> 0:13:05.720 a girlfriend. I was like, I know her, She's like chill. 0:13:05.760 --> 0:13:07.199 It's just like really caught. 0:13:06.960 --> 0:13:07.600 Me off guard. 0:13:08.360 --> 0:13:12.559 And so like one day my two friends were lesbians. 0:13:12.559 --> 0:13:14.679 They were like, hey, you want to you want to 0:13:14.720 --> 0:13:17.120 join us sometime And at first I was like not sure, Evic, 0:13:17.120 --> 0:13:19.480 because I was like a little a little hurt. And 0:13:19.520 --> 0:13:22.760 then eventually it's like, yeah, what fuck it, fuck, I'll 0:13:22.800 --> 0:13:24.080 fuck I'll do that. 0:13:24.280 --> 0:13:26.520 And wait a minute, you're too well hold on, So 0:13:26.559 --> 0:13:28.920 I'm you. You you you confused me. You confused me 0:13:28.960 --> 0:13:32.080 here because you start you first started talking about this 0:13:32.120 --> 0:13:34.560 guy that you were that you were sleeping with, who 0:13:34.640 --> 0:13:37.679 then got a girlfriend who you know, but then you 0:13:37.720 --> 0:13:39.040 but then all of a sudden, you brought up this 0:13:39.040 --> 0:13:41.840 this lesbian couple. So which who are you having the threesome. 0:13:41.559 --> 0:13:44.040 With the lesbian couple? 0:13:44.679 --> 0:13:44.839 Oh? 0:13:44.920 --> 0:13:47.120 So it's so, what's the relevance of the of the 0:13:47.120 --> 0:13:49.000 the guy you were sticking with you got the girlfriend? 0:13:50.040 --> 0:13:52.960 Because the reason they asked is because like we stopped 0:13:53.040 --> 0:13:55.400 because he got a girlfriend, and that's why they asked. 0:13:58.600 --> 0:14:00.840 So they were like, hey, since you're not doing that anymore, 0:14:00.840 --> 0:14:03.280 you wanna you want to join us? 0:14:06.000 --> 0:14:08.080 Okay, that kind of makes sense, all right. So so 0:14:08.080 --> 0:14:10.280 it's a threesome with this lesbian called how do you 0:14:10.320 --> 0:14:11.120 know the lesbian couple? 0:14:12.880 --> 0:14:14.480 One's been a friend of mine for a few years 0:14:14.480 --> 0:14:17.280 and any other ones or hot girlfriend who i'd like 0:14:17.400 --> 0:14:17.760 kind of know. 0:14:18.760 --> 0:14:22.920 Yeah, okay, So how are you feeling about the. 0:14:25.440 --> 0:14:29.120 I'm a little nervous because, like, like, I am bisexual, 0:14:29.160 --> 0:14:32.160 but I haven't sexually been with a female person yet, 0:14:32.560 --> 0:14:34.520 and now these are two, so like, I don't know, 0:14:35.120 --> 0:14:36.480 I don't know what's going to go on, and I'm 0:14:36.520 --> 0:14:37.160 nervous about that. 0:14:38.040 --> 0:14:42.000 Mm hmm. Do you have a You said that you 0:14:42.080 --> 0:14:43.640 don't know one of them, but one of them is 0:14:43.680 --> 0:14:45.960 your friend. How would you say, I mean, not even 0:14:45.960 --> 0:14:52.040 in sexual terms, just uh, you know, in in general cordiality. 0:14:52.040 --> 0:14:53.360 I don't know if that's a word about making it 0:14:53.400 --> 0:14:57.320 a word general cordiality. How are you with with with 0:14:57.360 --> 0:14:57.840 these people? 0:14:59.640 --> 0:14:59.840 Oh? 0:15:00.000 --> 0:15:00.320 I'm good. 0:15:00.440 --> 0:15:02.720 One of them is like one of my best friends 0:15:02.120 --> 0:15:05.200 and like her girlfriend who like I do kind of 0:15:05.240 --> 0:15:07.280 know her I haven't known her like super well, but 0:15:07.320 --> 0:15:09.640 like I've known her for like like casually for like 0:15:09.640 --> 0:15:11.600 a month now, like like we're good. 0:15:11.720 --> 0:15:16.720 She's jealous, Yeah, I mean, is there anything like specifically 0:15:16.760 --> 0:15:19.400 that you're nervous about or you're nervous about like being 0:15:19.400 --> 0:15:23.560 in experienced. 0:15:22.560 --> 0:15:25.640 Like I'm doing the experience. I just I just I 0:15:25.680 --> 0:15:27.960 don't know what to do in a sense because like 0:15:28.080 --> 0:15:31.960 you know, there's just a lot going on when you 0:15:31.960 --> 0:15:35.680 know you do that. And also then like the repercussions 0:15:35.720 --> 0:15:37.760 of oh, I've now had a th reason with a 0:15:37.760 --> 0:15:38.160 friend of. 0:15:38.120 --> 0:15:43.040 Mine is when you say repercussions, are you afraid of? 0:15:45.280 --> 0:15:47.520 Because well, when you say repercussions, I get the sense 0:15:47.560 --> 0:15:51.600 that like like like like that like that that you 0:15:51.600 --> 0:15:53.960 think something bad will happen as a result, or that 0:15:54.000 --> 0:15:58.440 there will be some sort of uh, negative consequences to this. 0:16:00.280 --> 0:16:03.200 Well it's more just like mentally also like you know, 0:16:03.280 --> 0:16:06.200 maybe something will be different with our friendship, Like I 0:16:06.200 --> 0:16:09.000 think is that one like we're not and it changed? 0:16:09.120 --> 0:16:13.720 Bit is that is the idea of a shifting dynamic 0:16:13.800 --> 0:16:22.440 between you and your friend a legitimate concern of yours. 0:16:21.040 --> 0:16:23.440 A bit because like like I love her, but she's 0:16:23.480 --> 0:16:27.560 really affectionate with her friends and obviously her girlfriend, and 0:16:27.720 --> 0:16:30.640 like like I don't know if she's gonna like act 0:16:30.640 --> 0:16:33.440 differently around me, but like in that manner, not like 0:16:33.480 --> 0:16:34.880 a like a talking thing, you know. 0:16:35.880 --> 0:16:39.800 So you say she's affectionate with her friends. And before, 0:16:39.840 --> 0:16:41.920 I mean even before she invited you to this threesome, 0:16:42.000 --> 0:16:42.840 was she affectionate with you? 0:16:44.560 --> 0:16:44.800 Yeah? 0:16:44.840 --> 0:16:47.320 Yeah, yeah? And how did that make you feel? That 0:16:47.320 --> 0:16:48.200 she was affectionate with you? 0:16:49.680 --> 0:16:51.920 Like, I'm good with it, I'm just worried she'd do 0:16:51.960 --> 0:16:53.960 it in like, you know, like a different manner instead 0:16:54.000 --> 0:16:55.800 of like like a hug and I'll hold them and 0:16:55.960 --> 0:16:59.320 be like kind of like a like like imply kind 0:16:59.400 --> 0:17:00.560 of a thing going on, you know. 0:17:00.800 --> 0:17:01.080 M h. 0:17:03.240 --> 0:17:11.159 Yeah, are you is this so? 0:17:11.200 --> 0:17:11.479 Are you? 0:17:11.520 --> 0:17:13.359 Are you currently? Are you on the fence about it? 0:17:13.480 --> 0:17:14.800 Or you're like I'm gonna do it, But I do 0:17:14.880 --> 0:17:16.479 have these apprehensions. 0:17:17.560 --> 0:17:21.760 I'm gonna do it, like I got like like it's 0:17:21.760 --> 0:17:23.960 something I do want to do. I'm just like I'm 0:17:24.000 --> 0:17:28.800 just like wary of like the repercussions, not not necessarily repercussions, 0:17:28.800 --> 0:17:32.359 but like things that may occur because. 0:17:32.000 --> 0:17:32.600 Of it, you know. 0:17:34.600 --> 0:17:37.520 Well, you know, I mean I feel like, uh, I 0:17:37.520 --> 0:17:39.280 feel like a lot of the stuff you're talking about, 0:17:39.440 --> 0:17:44.920 can you know, sort of be quelled via via communication. 0:17:45.840 --> 0:17:48.359 You know what I'm saying, Like, Uh, this girl of 0:17:48.400 --> 0:17:51.320 your friends, but she seems cool, right, she seems like 0:17:51.320 --> 0:17:53.320 if you told her like, hey, I feel weird about 0:17:53.359 --> 0:17:55.160 this thing and this thing and this thing, she seems 0:17:55.200 --> 0:17:56.800 like she'd be like, Oh, don't worry because of this 0:17:56.800 --> 0:17:58.280 thing and this thing. You'd be like, oh, okay, because 0:17:58.280 --> 0:17:59.600 I was worried about this thing and this thing, and 0:17:59.640 --> 0:18:01.000 she'd be like, oh no, no, I get it. 0:18:01.040 --> 0:18:01.439 I get. 0:18:02.840 --> 0:18:04.639 So it sounds to me like it's a matter of 0:18:05.600 --> 0:18:10.000 sort of communication and being like honest about ship. She 0:18:10.080 --> 0:18:13.280 sounds she sounds cool. She sounds like she's. 0:18:14.240 --> 0:18:14.400 Yeah. 0:18:14.440 --> 0:18:16.200 I mean I don't know her or her friends or 0:18:16.280 --> 0:18:18.080 I mean her girlfriends. 0:18:17.359 --> 0:18:19.680 No, No, she is cool. 0:18:20.200 --> 0:18:22.640 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 0:18:22.680 --> 0:18:24.919 I guess like the answer to a lot of problems 0:18:24.960 --> 0:18:27.760 with people, it's just communication. And just like you're too 0:18:27.880 --> 0:18:30.520 often at times you're just too scared to talk about it, 0:18:30.800 --> 0:18:32.920 even though that solves the problem a lot of the time. 0:18:33.560 --> 0:18:37.840 M Yeah, I understand that that's a natural Uh, it's 0:18:37.920 --> 0:18:42.119 natural fear. I preach all the time. By communication, probably 0:18:42.119 --> 0:18:44.440 scared to communicate things I should communicate in my life. 0:18:44.520 --> 0:18:51.160 You know, I think everyone feels that way. Yeah? Yeah, 0:18:52.200 --> 0:18:54.080 do you do? You do you have to use protection? 0:18:54.240 --> 0:18:57.760 What's what's the deal? Is there like a condom thing? 0:18:59.440 --> 0:19:01.960 I don't think so, because, like I know, they don't 0:19:02.000 --> 0:19:03.760 have any guests, you guys or anything like that. I 0:19:03.800 --> 0:19:05.760 know I don't so I don't think video is anything 0:19:05.800 --> 0:19:06.000 like that. 0:19:08.400 --> 0:19:16.600 Then go crazy, go nuts having a good time. Ava, 0:19:19.119 --> 0:19:23.320 report back to let us know how it is. Write 0:19:23.359 --> 0:19:26.840 a journal entry of your thoughts and feelings. 0:19:26.960 --> 0:19:29.080 Yeah, I'll finish, and the first thing I'll do is 0:19:29.160 --> 0:19:30.359 just write it down in my phone. 0:19:31.119 --> 0:19:35.760 Perfect. Perfect. Thank you for calling Ava, Yeah, yeah. 0:19:35.640 --> 0:19:36.800 No problem, Thank you for having me. 0:19:37.520 --> 0:19:38.040 Good night. 0:19:39.520 --> 0:19:39.960 You're nut? 0:19:40.800 --> 0:19:42.600 Hello, what's up? 0:19:44.320 --> 0:19:44.719 What's up? 0:19:44.800 --> 0:19:45.080 Gig? 0:19:46.320 --> 0:19:46.920 How are you doing? 0:19:48.520 --> 0:19:49.840 I'm doing all right? How are you? 0:19:51.000 --> 0:19:52.080 I'm doing good? 0:19:56.160 --> 0:19:56.400 Good? 0:19:56.600 --> 0:19:56.840 Good? 0:19:58.080 --> 0:20:02.720 So I have a predicular I guess you could say. 0:20:03.280 --> 0:20:04.960 What is your predicaments? 0:20:07.000 --> 0:20:12.200 Me and my girlfriend have been together for about twelve 0:20:12.320 --> 0:20:19.200 years now, and she wants to get married officially on paper. 0:20:20.320 --> 0:20:26.240 But I don't know if a piece of paper really. 0:20:28.200 --> 0:20:29.000 Needs anything? 0:20:33.440 --> 0:20:37.439 Are you are you do you have active objections to 0:20:37.560 --> 0:20:40.680 this piece of paper? Well? 0:20:40.800 --> 0:20:46.359 No, not really. I mean it's just I just feel 0:20:46.400 --> 0:20:50.080 like when a lot of people do get married, they 0:20:50.920 --> 0:20:52.480 shit goes downhill real quick. 0:20:54.480 --> 0:20:58.680 What sorts of shit do you anticipate or fear going downhill? 0:21:00.760 --> 0:21:05.200 Well, her debt comes becomes my debt, and vice versa, 0:21:05.320 --> 0:21:08.959 and yeah, I just feel like it just causes a 0:21:09.000 --> 0:21:10.960 lot of problems. 0:21:16.520 --> 0:21:21.560 So you're you're worried about entangling finances, Well, not so 0:21:21.640 --> 0:21:21.920 much that. 0:21:22.080 --> 0:21:24.479 But I've seen a bunch of our friends and stuff 0:21:24.520 --> 0:21:28.680 that have been together the same amount of time or 0:21:28.720 --> 0:21:30.520 you know, half the time we have, and they get 0:21:30.520 --> 0:21:33.720 married and then within a year or so they end 0:21:33.800 --> 0:21:38.040 up breaking up or splitting and parting ways. And I 0:21:38.080 --> 0:21:45.239 don't know if a piece of papers like justifies like, 0:21:45.240 --> 0:21:46.399 I don't know how to I don't know how to 0:21:46.440 --> 0:21:46.879 explain it. 0:21:46.920 --> 0:21:52.399 Really, What do you think it is about the idea 0:21:52.440 --> 0:21:56.400 of getting married that really excites your partner? 0:21:59.200 --> 0:22:01.800 I think she's decided to carry my last name, and 0:22:01.920 --> 0:22:04.399 in the eyes of like the government and other people, 0:22:05.040 --> 0:22:06.000 we be official. 0:22:07.640 --> 0:22:12.639 M hm. So that officialness and that that title is 0:22:13.240 --> 0:22:13.920 exciting to her. 0:22:15.440 --> 0:22:18.040 Yes, I mean we've been together for so long. I 0:22:18.040 --> 0:22:21.440 mean we're common law married, but she wants to be 0:22:23.119 --> 0:22:28.359 fully married, like in the eyes of the wall, because 0:22:28.920 --> 0:22:33.959 you know, stuff happens, she's not legally she can't legally 0:22:34.000 --> 0:22:40.800 do things for me, and vice versa. 0:22:39.920 --> 0:22:43.240 And so, and this sort of officialness, this title, the 0:22:43.280 --> 0:22:46.200 ability to sort of do the things that married couples 0:22:46.240 --> 0:22:48.960 are are legally allowed to do that I'm married couples aren't. 0:22:49.720 --> 0:22:50.919 Does does that excite you? 0:22:52.960 --> 0:22:53.680 Well, yeah, it. 0:22:53.600 --> 0:22:54.240 Does, but. 0:22:55.800 --> 0:23:01.760 It's I just I don't know. 0:23:01.960 --> 0:23:02.840 I just don't. 0:23:03.240 --> 0:23:06.080 I just feel like if we do get married, I 0:23:06.200 --> 0:23:09.360 just feel like a lot of things will it'll mess 0:23:09.440 --> 0:23:13.440 up what we have, Like I want to get married. 0:23:13.440 --> 0:23:16.200 But at the same time, like is it that is 0:23:16.240 --> 0:23:17.440 it that big of a deal to. 0:23:22.080 --> 0:23:26.080 When you as the concerns and issues that you have 0:23:26.480 --> 0:23:30.679 around getting married, have you talked about them with your partner? 0:23:32.680 --> 0:23:35.800 Yeah, she I mean we've talked about it a little bit. 0:23:35.880 --> 0:23:39.680 I mean, but that just that just it just intensifies 0:23:39.720 --> 0:23:42.160 her want to get married and weddings, you know, they're 0:23:42.160 --> 0:23:43.720 not cheap. I mean, I guess we could go to 0:23:43.800 --> 0:23:48.359 the courthouse. But it's just. 0:23:49.920 --> 0:23:53.240 These sort of these sort of concerns that you have 0:23:53.320 --> 0:23:58.399 of like I've seen other people's relationships go downhill. I 0:23:58.400 --> 0:24:03.439 don't want to share that all these other sort of 0:24:03.440 --> 0:24:06.119 concerns that you've you've brought up. What does how does 0:24:06.160 --> 0:24:09.720 she typically respond to them? 0:24:09.920 --> 0:24:12.040 I mean she just I mean she tells me we 0:24:12.080 --> 0:24:14.679 can get through anything and everything, and you know, she 0:24:14.840 --> 0:24:20.240 just really she wants to be able to to I mean, 0:24:20.240 --> 0:24:22.000 we call each other wife and everything like that, and 0:24:22.080 --> 0:24:24.639 people as we say we're married, and then it's just 0:24:24.680 --> 0:24:27.159 like on major paperwork and stuff like that. She just 0:24:27.200 --> 0:24:30.480 she just kind of I think it saddens her that 0:24:30.680 --> 0:24:32.840 we've been together so long and we haven't made it 0:24:32.880 --> 0:24:34.040 like official official. 0:24:34.760 --> 0:24:40.440 Mm hmmm, what does comm what is that? 0:24:40.560 --> 0:24:40.679 Good? 0:24:40.680 --> 0:24:42.760 Does it mean to be common law married? 0:24:44.720 --> 0:24:47.520 It means like if you live together for so long 0:24:48.880 --> 0:24:52.760 in the eyes of the state, I guess that you 0:24:52.840 --> 0:24:56.679 live in the consider you common law married, meaning like 0:24:56.760 --> 0:24:59.240 you're married, but you're not actually married on paper. 0:25:00.480 --> 0:25:05.760 Yeah, So you see this is this is tough because 0:25:05.800 --> 0:25:12.080 I think, uh, different people have sort of different respect 0:25:12.119 --> 0:25:18.359 and excitement for institutions, right, Like, it sounds to me 0:25:18.440 --> 0:25:21.480 that you are like, hey, we've been together for twelve years, 0:25:21.840 --> 0:25:25.640 we love each other. Uh, I call you my wife, 0:25:26.240 --> 0:25:28.439 you know, I don't all why the fuck do I 0:25:28.520 --> 0:25:31.000 need a government or I don't. I don't I fuck 0:25:31.040 --> 0:25:32.560 that ship. I don't. I don't even I don't need 0:25:32.600 --> 0:25:37.200 a government to reckon. I need anyone to our love 0:25:37.280 --> 0:25:38.520 except for me and you. 0:25:39.880 --> 0:25:42.240 Yeah, exactly, And I tell her that, But I mean 0:25:43.000 --> 0:25:45.480 the way the way shit runs nowadays, Like if she 0:25:45.560 --> 0:25:48.160 were to get sick or something like that or hospitalized, 0:25:48.200 --> 0:25:51.960 like I would have I mean, in the doctor's eyes, 0:25:52.000 --> 0:25:53.800 I would have no say, I'd have to pull her 0:25:53.800 --> 0:25:56.800 family into it. And her family loves me, of course. 0:25:56.560 --> 0:25:56.720 But. 0:25:58.440 --> 0:26:02.640 It's just having that being almost like eighty percent there 0:26:02.680 --> 0:26:05.160 but not one hundred percent there. And then I get 0:26:05.200 --> 0:26:07.800 scared too that, you know, if we do do it, 0:26:07.880 --> 0:26:12.840 and then you know what happens if you know, it 0:26:13.200 --> 0:26:17.240 screws me, like you know within you straight couple as well, 0:26:17.280 --> 0:26:19.600 Like you know, you see people getting married and then 0:26:19.640 --> 0:26:22.040 they turn around and then within like a year or 0:26:22.040 --> 0:26:24.000 two they end up splitting up and you got to 0:26:24.040 --> 0:26:29.080 split up assets and and do all that. Yeah, it's 0:26:29.080 --> 0:26:31.800 a fighting up of ship, and I just, yeah, it is. 0:26:32.359 --> 0:26:33.880 So. I just. 0:26:36.800 --> 0:26:39.320 I wanted to be official. I wanted to be able 0:26:39.359 --> 0:26:43.919 to carry my last name and and be able to 0:26:43.920 --> 0:26:45.960 be proud of it and all that, But I mean 0:26:46.440 --> 0:26:49.200 I just don't under I just don't I don't want 0:26:49.200 --> 0:26:51.760 the the problems that come with it. 0:26:52.760 --> 0:26:59.560 Yeah, no, I mean this. I mean you have very reasonable, 0:26:59.680 --> 0:27:04.000 you reasonable fears and it sucks because I you know, 0:27:04.080 --> 0:27:09.160 I know that it probably you know, it doesn't feel 0:27:09.359 --> 0:27:15.879 like great that like you know, maybe maybe maybe you 0:27:15.920 --> 0:27:20.359 feel like you're like disappointing your your partner a little 0:27:20.359 --> 0:27:24.920 bit because she's very But it's I mean, it's no, 0:27:25.040 --> 0:27:26.640 it's a really it's a really it's a really tough 0:27:26.640 --> 0:27:29.440 issue because because you have because I mean, both parties 0:27:29.480 --> 0:27:33.680 are you know, legitimate, like you know, I mean I 0:27:34.000 --> 0:27:36.439 understand why you have a rejection of institutions. I have 0:27:36.480 --> 0:27:40.320 a sort of similar rejection. Uh, but that it's like 0:27:40.600 --> 0:27:42.680 you know, I guess I you know, I understand why 0:27:42.680 --> 0:27:47.840 she has the why she's excited to be like officially recognized, 0:27:47.880 --> 0:27:50.960 and you know, really sort of I guess. Quote mean, 0:27:51.000 --> 0:27:53.360 it's when when she's calling your wife and all that, 0:27:56.359 --> 0:27:58.640 it's tough. I don't really have a I don't really 0:27:58.640 --> 0:28:02.119 have an answer, but I mean I totally, uh totally 0:28:02.160 --> 0:28:12.480 get it from both sides. What I mean, Also, it 0:28:12.480 --> 0:28:16.439 sounds like you've had been communication with her, like it 0:28:16.480 --> 0:28:19.000 sounds to me like you guys have relationships such that 0:28:19.080 --> 0:28:22.200 all these things you're talking about, you've had a pretty 0:28:22.400 --> 0:28:24.440 it sounds like you've had a pretty easy time expressing 0:28:24.480 --> 0:28:24.919 them to her. 0:28:26.400 --> 0:28:28.440 Oh yeah, I mean we've talked about I mean, we've 0:28:28.440 --> 0:28:34.480 been engaged for six years and then been together for twelve, 0:28:34.600 --> 0:28:37.560 so it's like she knows I'm in for the long haul. 0:28:37.680 --> 0:28:40.440 But it's just like, do we really need a piece 0:28:40.440 --> 0:28:45.160 of paper? I mean, I mean, I get it, but 0:28:45.240 --> 0:28:48.400 at the same time, it's just it scares me because 0:28:48.800 --> 0:28:52.240 we've been together for so long, and you know, I 0:28:52.600 --> 0:28:54.560 just I've seen a lot of people that get married 0:28:54.600 --> 0:28:57.640 and then they end up getting divorced and then you know, 0:28:57.680 --> 0:29:00.080 they just trash the other person, and it's just like, 0:29:00.400 --> 0:29:02.800 are we ready to do that to one another? I mean, 0:29:02.800 --> 0:29:04.880 I don't think we would in a long na, But 0:29:05.040 --> 0:29:07.200 it's it's always a ear that's in the back of 0:29:07.200 --> 0:29:07.640 my mind. 0:29:09.960 --> 0:29:12.680 These couples that you see that get married and things deteriorate. 0:29:12.760 --> 0:29:15.360 I mean, why do you think they deteriorate? 0:29:20.120 --> 0:29:23.200 The other one just gets too cooped up and then 0:29:23.200 --> 0:29:27.680 then they start going to stray, and you know, the 0:29:27.800 --> 0:29:31.920 debt like I said, you know, becomes the other one's 0:29:31.920 --> 0:29:36.320 debt and then money and then wanting to build a family. 0:29:36.480 --> 0:29:39.440 And you know, we've talked about having kids and stuff 0:29:39.480 --> 0:29:43.560 like that, and we both, you know, we're both really 0:29:43.880 --> 0:29:47.400 chill about just being like really dope as ants. You know, 0:29:47.480 --> 0:29:53.480 we we've never really we're more cat moms. So I mean, 0:29:53.520 --> 0:29:59.280 we have that baseline established. But I don't know, it's 0:29:59.320 --> 0:30:02.120 just I want to be able to do it for her, 0:30:02.200 --> 0:30:04.480 but I don't know if I if I'm willing to 0:30:04.680 --> 0:30:10.240 risk you know, that possibility of losing her if things 0:30:10.320 --> 0:30:21.120 go astray. 0:30:21.400 --> 0:30:25.440 Oh this is this is a very tough Uh yeah, 0:30:26.200 --> 0:30:28.760 but I will say I will say I think that 0:30:30.200 --> 0:30:35.160 no matter what happens or what you decide to do, 0:30:35.640 --> 0:30:37.560 it sounds to me like you guys have a very 0:30:37.720 --> 0:30:42.760 very very strong relationship. You know, I don't know you guys, 0:30:42.760 --> 0:30:46.600 but it sounds like right, it sounds very healthy. I mean, 0:30:46.680 --> 0:30:51.360 you you've been together for twelve years. You already call 0:30:51.400 --> 0:30:54.680 each other. Why if you It sounds like you communicate 0:30:54.680 --> 0:30:58.040 with each other pretty well. So I mean, whatever happens, 0:30:58.120 --> 0:31:05.960 you know, even if you're afraid of the potential downsides 0:31:06.320 --> 0:31:11.040 and getting your finances entangled. I don't think and you know, 0:31:11.080 --> 0:31:14.400 for whatever my opinion is worth not knowing you guys 0:31:15.280 --> 0:31:19.360 whatsoever at all. I don't think things are going to 0:31:19.400 --> 0:31:25.719 deteriorate based off of finances and whatnot. I mean, if 0:31:25.720 --> 0:31:31.000 you've been together for twelve years, right, Yeah, how much 0:31:31.080 --> 0:31:35.400 is really going to change when you get Yeah, exactly 0:31:35.920 --> 0:31:39.520 exactly didn't come up in these past twelve years that 0:31:39.640 --> 0:31:43.120 was gonna fuck everything up pretty much in the the 0:31:43.120 --> 0:31:44.480 rest of your life for as long as you want 0:31:44.480 --> 0:31:44.640 to be. 0:31:47.280 --> 0:31:51.040 Yeah, I mean, make good point. I just it just 0:31:51.080 --> 0:31:55.160 scares me to be tied to somebody. I mean, I 0:31:55.160 --> 0:31:57.160 know it's easy, it's as easy as getting a divorce, 0:31:57.240 --> 0:32:03.280 but I should just I guess I should just do it. 0:32:04.280 --> 0:32:11.080 Right, I'm gonna say something cheesy. I'm trying to do 0:32:11.160 --> 0:32:13.000 it in my own mind. If it's cheesy, get ready, 0:32:13.040 --> 0:32:17.040 it's very cheesy. Okay, I think I think it makes sense. 0:32:17.280 --> 0:32:20.840 I think it makes sense. But whatever decision you make, 0:32:22.280 --> 0:32:26.080 M make, don't make it out of fear, make it 0:32:26.120 --> 0:32:26.880 out of love. 0:32:28.640 --> 0:32:35.840 Right, definitely, definitely would you say your name was Vanessa? 0:32:37.960 --> 0:32:41.040 Vanessa, thank you very much for calling, and I wish 0:32:41.040 --> 0:32:44.720 you both much happiness, no matter what, no matter what happens. 0:32:45.880 --> 0:32:49.880 Well, thanks, Dick, I greatly appreciate you. Bet to the wedding. 0:32:50.600 --> 0:32:54.840 I'll come and throw all fucking I'll cater it. I'll 0:32:54.840 --> 0:32:55.720 bring a little gek. 0:32:55.920 --> 0:32:57.880 You can come appreciate us. I heard you're. 0:32:57.840 --> 0:33:02.680 Ordained that I'm I'm only ordained in Illinois. Do you 0:33:02.720 --> 0:33:04.320 live in Illinois? 0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:05.160 Ship? 0:33:05.280 --> 0:33:06.480 Now, I live in Texas. 0:33:07.360 --> 0:33:09.560 I'll bring sandwiches. Anyway, we'll have a good time. 0:33:11.000 --> 0:33:12.640 Hey, that works songs, it's not tuna. 0:33:13.400 --> 0:33:20.560 Good night Vanessa. Hello, is this Lady Catherine of Aragon. 0:33:21.920 --> 0:33:23.640 Yes, this is Lady Catherine of Aragon. 0:33:24.720 --> 0:33:26.120 What's up, Lady Catherine of Aragon. 0:33:28.080 --> 0:33:33.600 Well, I am wanting to talk about Princess Diana, my mother. Hm. 0:33:34.920 --> 0:33:37.520 She's a beautiful woman. Inside it she sounds like it 0:33:38.000 --> 0:33:42.120 suffers from Berlinia nevosa. She was the people's princess. I 0:33:42.160 --> 0:33:46.959 also suffered from Berlinia nevosa. 0:33:46.640 --> 0:33:51.240 Blinia ni versa. Yes, well what is that? 0:33:53.160 --> 0:33:57.360 Blimia nevosa is where we make ourselves throw up after 0:33:57.400 --> 0:34:01.520 we eat. Mm hmm, because they want us to be 0:34:01.600 --> 0:34:05.280 a certain weight. Else they beat us and bully us 0:34:05.560 --> 0:34:08.920 because we don't meet the beauty standards of the royal family. 0:34:09.719 --> 0:34:14.960 That sounds tough, it is. Tell me, tell me, tell me, 0:34:16.000 --> 0:34:19.480 tell me, Lady Catherine of Arragon, what compels you you 0:34:19.560 --> 0:34:24.800 say that you are. You feel pressured, You feel almost 0:34:24.920 --> 0:34:31.640 like your your uh held to this, to this standard. 0:34:32.120 --> 0:34:34.680 That's that's that's trapping you. Why do you why do 0:34:34.719 --> 0:34:37.240 you feel so tightly held to this, to this beauty 0:34:37.280 --> 0:34:41.479 standard that the royal family receives. 0:34:42.800 --> 0:34:46.960 Because if we have to command respect, if we don't 0:34:47.040 --> 0:34:49.760 look a certain way, if we don't dress for success, 0:34:49.840 --> 0:34:52.000 if we don't take care of our bodies, then how 0:34:52.000 --> 0:34:54.759 could we be positive role models to other people. I've 0:34:54.800 --> 0:34:58.120 stopped forcing myself to throw up after our eat. I 0:34:58.239 --> 0:35:03.320 cured myself of my bolimia neversa, and so have my mother. Unfortunately, 0:35:03.480 --> 0:35:07.480 because I was put through such strenuous things when I 0:35:07.520 --> 0:35:16.600 was under their captivity, I am it was difficult. I 0:35:16.640 --> 0:35:20.520 managed to cure myself of everything they gave me, the PTSD, 0:35:21.239 --> 0:35:26.799 from the beatings and the starvations and the solitary confinement, 0:35:27.640 --> 0:35:32.279 and I survived. I survived much like my mother did. 0:35:32.680 --> 0:35:35.000 I want the world to know that Diana isn't dead, 0:35:35.520 --> 0:35:38.480 She's alive and she's still on the mission to save 0:35:38.560 --> 0:35:43.000 the world from itself. We no longer make ourselves so up. 0:35:43.520 --> 0:35:47.040 We exercise and eat healthy. We want to be positive 0:35:47.120 --> 0:35:50.520 role models for young women, but currently here in California 0:35:50.560 --> 0:35:54.240 where I'm hiding with the man of my dreams. 0:35:54.280 --> 0:35:58.640 Honestly, that's a good goal. I think it's a good 0:35:58.680 --> 0:36:01.239 goal that you have, Lady cass of Aragon. Is it 0:36:01.360 --> 0:36:05.680 Aragon or Lady Catherine of what's the Catavols? 0:36:05.760 --> 0:36:06.080 Lady? 0:36:06.600 --> 0:36:11.000 Your lady, Lady Catherine of Aragon, Lady Catherine of Aragon, listen, 0:36:11.440 --> 0:36:13.960 you know you say that you have to be a 0:36:13.960 --> 0:36:16.840 certain way to be a role model to young girls. 0:36:16.880 --> 0:36:19.200 But to me, I mean, if you're asking me, I 0:36:19.239 --> 0:36:20.960 don't know if you are, but I'll tell you anyway. 0:36:22.760 --> 0:36:24.400 You know, the best way for you to be a 0:36:24.440 --> 0:36:30.080 good role model, Lady Catherine of Aragon is uh to 0:36:30.160 --> 0:36:33.759 be yourself. I mean, right, if if you're constantly allowing 0:36:33.800 --> 0:36:37.719 yourself to fall pressure to the to the scrutiny and 0:36:37.760 --> 0:36:41.120 the opinions of others, and you're only morphing yourself in 0:36:41.160 --> 0:36:44.279 a way that pleases other people, I would go as 0:36:44.280 --> 0:36:46.360 far as to say, is that's that's a bad quality 0:36:46.480 --> 0:36:49.640 to to have and that you would actually be be 0:36:49.719 --> 0:36:53.680 an even better role model, Lady Catherine of Aragon, were 0:36:53.719 --> 0:37:00.279 you to practice an independence not just from the Row family, 0:37:00.360 --> 0:37:03.640 but from all of the opinions and beliefs of other 0:37:03.680 --> 0:37:06.359 people that they put onto the royal family. You know, 0:37:06.600 --> 0:37:08.920 I mean, that's what I think. That's what I think. 0:37:08.960 --> 0:37:10.920 It would be nice for the little girls. 0:37:11.160 --> 0:37:14.480 Brilliant, brilliant. I'm so glad you said that, because I 0:37:14.480 --> 0:37:17.520 have fantastic news for you. I want to tell you 0:37:17.600 --> 0:37:23.800 something fantastic. I am a witch and I've been walking 0:37:23.840 --> 0:37:27.000 around California dressed up like one. And if you know 0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:30.640 Harry Potter, then you've heard of the elder Ones. I've 0:37:30.680 --> 0:37:35.320 found it through alchemy. I told them, I said, listen, 0:37:35.400 --> 0:37:38.560 I broke free from your tower of magnic Yes, and 0:37:38.640 --> 0:37:46.160 now I'm on parade in Huntington Beach. I've been walking 0:37:46.200 --> 0:37:51.520 around just telling people me name, introducing myself, giving away jewelry, 0:37:51.719 --> 0:37:54.719 telling them not to despair, and telling skinheads where to 0:37:54.719 --> 0:37:57.640 go shove it because I've said, you kneel, not see 0:37:57.719 --> 0:38:01.319 that evil. I converted to Judaism because I said, the 0:38:01.400 --> 0:38:07.080 Jewish people know the truth, the Kabbalah is a beautiful book. 0:38:07.680 --> 0:38:10.960 And I saw you and I said, Wow, he's not 0:38:11.080 --> 0:38:13.040 a therapist, which is why I'm going to talk to him. 0:38:13.040 --> 0:38:16.680 Because I'm not crazy. I know. I hear the people 0:38:16.719 --> 0:38:19.879 that call you, and I respect what you do. You 0:38:19.960 --> 0:38:25.839 are making the whole world see the truth. And that 0:38:26.040 --> 0:38:29.759 is what I fight. I don't fight for any other 0:38:29.840 --> 0:38:34.480 reason except the freest of the tyranny, of the bloody 0:38:34.520 --> 0:38:41.240 regime of the queen and a poisonous, lecherous, lucky I said. 0:38:43.480 --> 0:38:46.640 Catherine Aragon. But so when you when you walk, when 0:38:46.680 --> 0:38:51.080 you walk the streets and you spread your message to 0:38:51.160 --> 0:38:55.279 the people, and you inform them of the witchcraft, you you, 0:38:55.280 --> 0:38:58.319 you introduce yourself, you make, you make friendly what how 0:38:58.320 --> 0:39:00.560 do how do people typically respond to this? 0:39:01.400 --> 0:39:03.719 They called the police on me, They tried to beat me, 0:39:03.840 --> 0:39:07.080 they called me whole, the B word, you name it. 0:39:07.640 --> 0:39:11.759 I am degraded and treated like I am nothing. They 0:39:11.800 --> 0:39:13.920 look at me, you scream at me. They tell me 0:39:13.960 --> 0:39:14.520 I'm nothing. 0:39:15.239 --> 0:39:15.680 Mm hmm. 0:39:16.080 --> 0:39:18.000 They won't give me but you, they won't give me 0:39:18.000 --> 0:39:20.759 the money. And yet I still smile at them, and 0:39:20.800 --> 0:39:21.919 I say, you have a good day. 0:39:22.480 --> 0:39:25.880 Well so yeah, so okay, so after you you you 0:39:25.920 --> 0:39:28.000 go on the streets, you introduce yourself to people, You 0:39:28.040 --> 0:39:30.440 try to, you know, make nice, be friendly, and and 0:39:30.520 --> 0:39:34.279 you you receive what sounds like to be terrible feedback, 0:39:34.360 --> 0:39:37.239 people you know being nasty to you, and yet you 0:39:37.280 --> 0:39:38.839 are still what? What's what? What? 0:39:38.920 --> 0:39:39.120 Then? 0:39:39.200 --> 0:39:46.560 Still compels you two to to to continue on on 0:39:46.560 --> 0:39:50.520 on your on, on this journey, Lady Catherine Eragon. 0:39:50.440 --> 0:39:59.040 Justice, Justice for all. I was inspired by Alice Island. 0:40:00.080 --> 0:40:01.240 Inspired by Ellis Island. 0:40:01.280 --> 0:40:04.680 You said, yes, sir, yes sir, yes sir? 0:40:05.800 --> 0:40:07.839 What inspired you by Ellis Island? 0:40:09.920 --> 0:40:12.919 Bring your rich, you're hungry, your poor, and you're downtrodden? 0:40:15.800 --> 0:40:20.600 You get it? I was inspired by the American dreams, 0:40:21.120 --> 0:40:25.640 and I wanted to tell the world America, you are 0:40:25.680 --> 0:40:28.279 no longer a prison colony if you just look up 0:40:29.040 --> 0:40:31.000 and tell yourself that you are free. 0:40:32.000 --> 0:40:38.560 Beautiful, my beautiful. That's all I think you for sharing 0:40:40.840 --> 0:40:44.640 Cadwell's Lady Catherine, America. Is there any any last final words, sentiments, thoughts, 0:40:44.719 --> 0:40:46.160 or feelings that you wish to share before we go? 0:40:47.600 --> 0:40:49.360 All I want to tell you is I had a 0:40:49.480 --> 0:40:53.040 very happy honkah, and I hope you did too. But no, 0:40:53.800 --> 0:40:56.719 that honkah never has to end in our hearts as 0:40:56.760 --> 0:40:58.320 long as we know that eight. 0:40:58.200 --> 0:41:04.919 Means infinity, beautiful, beyond person. I celebrate Hanikah every day. 0:41:05.440 --> 0:41:06.920 Me too happy. 0:41:09.560 --> 0:41:14.799 I tells you that God bless you. You have a good 0:41:14.800 --> 0:41:15.279 rest of the night. 0:41:16.640 --> 0:41:17.479 Thank you very much. 0:41:18.239 --> 0:41:23.040 Good buy you know what? That's nice? You know nobody, 0:41:23.120 --> 0:41:24.759 you know what, you know what? You know what? She's right. 0:41:24.840 --> 0:41:28.960 Nobody did wish me a happy Honikah. Finally, you know, 0:41:29.520 --> 0:41:32.799 two month late, but finally someone did. 0:41:32.920 --> 0:41:33.000 So. 0:41:33.120 --> 0:41:39.800 Thank you, Princess Catherine of Aragon, the Queen. 0:41:42.160 --> 0:41:44.440 No way, your captain, no way. I just tried to 0:41:44.480 --> 0:41:45.200 beat my aunt. 0:41:46.400 --> 0:41:46.759 What's up? 0:41:46.800 --> 0:41:52.040 Probably you're fucking lying. Let's go wait, hold on, all right, 0:41:52.080 --> 0:41:54.600 First and first, I want to save my spot and shot. 0:41:54.640 --> 0:41:56.600 I'm not gonna look at it, but I just want 0:41:56.640 --> 0:41:57.160 to read it later. 0:41:57.200 --> 0:42:02.680 Okay, you you said you're saving spot. Hold on, okay, okay, 0:42:02.680 --> 0:42:04.720 here's what you're doing, right? Is your saving your spot 0:42:04.719 --> 0:42:06.920 in chat so that you can then go back and 0:42:07.000 --> 0:42:10.640 look at how chat chat the phone. 0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:12.239 I can't look at it right now. 0:42:13.080 --> 0:42:15.200 Well, what's why do you want to know so badly 0:42:15.239 --> 0:42:16.880 what chat has to say about our conversation? 0:42:19.040 --> 0:42:23.280 Because I think what we talked about tonight could possibly 0:42:23.320 --> 0:42:25.960 be interesting. Also, I'm going in my closet for the 0:42:26.080 --> 0:42:35.439 chat because it's ironic. So also, well before that, I'd 0:42:35.480 --> 0:42:38.400 like to give a shout out to the lady I 0:42:38.560 --> 0:42:42.520 was who screened me, or Kate. I don't know what's 0:42:42.560 --> 0:42:45.160 it called, but she was Kate. 0:42:45.920 --> 0:42:46.440 Wonderful. 0:42:48.120 --> 0:42:52.000 Yeah, she is wonderful. So I just wanted. 0:42:51.800 --> 0:42:55.719 To shout out to k Lizard, shout out to shout 0:42:55.760 --> 0:42:58.640 out to Tim, shuts the door, shout out to cake Buster, 0:42:58.719 --> 0:43:01.000 shout out to I Love, shout out to Ash, just 0:43:01.040 --> 0:43:01.680 a little vision. 0:43:03.120 --> 0:43:04.480 We're doing it full. 0:43:04.680 --> 0:43:06.840 My heart is pounded. As soon as I got in 0:43:06.920 --> 0:43:10.239 the queue, my anxiety went through the roof because I've 0:43:10.239 --> 0:43:12.640 never been that far, and I had an extra four 0:43:12.680 --> 0:43:15.440 loco in my bag and I wasn't playing on drinking tonite, 0:43:15.560 --> 0:43:17.400 but I just chugged that ship because I kind of 0:43:17.440 --> 0:43:17.719 knew it. 0:43:18.840 --> 0:43:21.359 Yes, your heart was being extremely fast, so you thought, 0:43:21.400 --> 0:43:27.520 what will calm my heart rate more than a four loco? 0:43:27.800 --> 0:43:30.600 And the answer was some some fucking alcohol because I'm 0:43:30.640 --> 0:43:32.680 out of weeds and I'm too poor to afford it. 0:43:32.760 --> 0:43:40.000 So okay, so tell me, it says here, Robbie, you 0:43:40.000 --> 0:43:41.560 know what go ahead, you tell me what it is 0:43:41.560 --> 0:43:44.000 you wanted to talk about, Robbie, I won't. I'll let 0:43:44.040 --> 0:43:44.640 you speak. 0:43:44.719 --> 0:43:54.920 So I think I'm gay. Mm hmm, yeah, yeah, that's 0:43:54.920 --> 0:43:57.440 what the end is, ironic. So I think I'm gay. 0:43:58.960 --> 0:44:01.680 No one really knows about it. It's not a problem 0:44:01.800 --> 0:44:04.719 like if my parents were to know, because they're both 0:44:04.719 --> 0:44:08.279 from Europe and you know, they're not really like that 0:44:08.320 --> 0:44:09.719 big of a cunts about it over there. 0:44:10.640 --> 0:44:12.840 Okay, I was wondering, I like. 0:44:12.880 --> 0:44:17.040 Looking at I like looking at men, sureless, you know, 0:44:18.040 --> 0:44:20.120 I feel like a lot of people do to an extent, 0:44:20.440 --> 0:44:23.200 but it like sexually arouses me, like it makes my 0:44:23.320 --> 0:44:27.440 ball single, And I don't know it happens for women 0:44:27.480 --> 0:44:30.359 as well. So maybe I'm bisexual. But I would much 0:44:30.480 --> 0:44:34.400 rather like put my lips on another man's lips to 0:44:34.560 --> 0:44:36.319 catch some stand mm hm. 0:44:37.440 --> 0:44:39.840 Well, you know there's like a uh, there's like a 0:44:40.640 --> 0:44:43.640 spectrum to this, right, you know, you don't have to 0:44:43.640 --> 0:44:46.560 be like, yeah, you don't have to be like fifty 0:44:46.600 --> 0:44:48.880 to fifty bisexual or one hundred percent gay or one 0:44:48.920 --> 0:44:49.799 hundred percent straight. 0:44:50.239 --> 0:44:53.160 Yes, virtue, I'm on a few different spectrums. You know. 0:44:53.239 --> 0:44:56.480 Autism is definitely one of them as well. But this 0:44:56.640 --> 0:45:01.520 is just something that i'm kind of scoring. So my 0:45:01.640 --> 0:45:04.680 best friend of about I don't know, I don't know 0:45:04.680 --> 0:45:06.719 how long we've been best friends for, but we've been 0:45:06.719 --> 0:45:10.359 best friends for a while. He actually came out to 0:45:10.400 --> 0:45:17.799 me as gay incidentally, and he doesn't know that. I 0:45:17.840 --> 0:45:22.080 think he's pretty cute and I haven't told him that 0:45:22.160 --> 0:45:30.520 I am a little bit interested in him. And then, well, 0:45:30.680 --> 0:45:32.880 but like something kind of confirmed it for me, like 0:45:33.400 --> 0:45:38.600 the other day that like, I think I'm definitely probably homosexual. 0:45:39.040 --> 0:45:42.360 So it was just me and him and his parents 0:45:42.360 --> 0:45:46.640 were home and we were just hanging out in his house, 0:45:46.680 --> 0:45:49.359 and well, I'm not sure if it was the butt 0:45:49.400 --> 0:45:51.200 sex or the fact that he came on my face, 0:45:51.280 --> 0:45:53.640 but I think I'm definitely homosexual. 0:45:54.400 --> 0:45:56.440 All Right, So you had sex with. 0:45:56.239 --> 0:45:59.840 Friend and he came on my face. 0:46:00.560 --> 0:46:05.360 That's awesome. Yeah, sex with your friend. He came on 0:46:05.400 --> 0:46:07.440 your face? And uh? And was that was that your 0:46:07.480 --> 0:46:09.200 first time having gay sex. 0:46:10.840 --> 0:46:11.439 With a man? 0:46:11.719 --> 0:46:11.839 Oh? 0:46:11.880 --> 0:46:13.960 Yeah, gay sex. Yes, that was my first time having 0:46:13.960 --> 0:46:17.360 gay sex. And I've had sex before with a woman 0:46:18.280 --> 0:46:19.479 and that was pretty fun too. 0:46:21.239 --> 0:46:22.520 Okay, you're all over the place. 0:46:24.280 --> 0:46:26.920 I know, I know, I've actually I have a pretty 0:46:27.200 --> 0:46:30.440 interesting story for another one, believe. 0:46:30.160 --> 0:46:30.440 It or not. 0:46:30.560 --> 0:46:32.479 But this is something I want to talk about because 0:46:32.520 --> 0:46:33.880 I've been thinking about, like, what do I want to 0:46:33.880 --> 0:46:35.719 talk about for a while, because I listen to your 0:46:35.719 --> 0:46:39.279 ship all the time whenever i'm doing door dash. Just good, 0:46:39.360 --> 0:46:41.319 you know, that's a good thing to listen to keep 0:46:41.400 --> 0:46:46.000 my brain running. But uh so I go, I'm a 0:46:46.080 --> 0:46:50.200 freshman in college and I'm on the rugby team. That's 0:46:50.320 --> 0:46:52.440 relevant to the story, But I just like to give 0:46:52.480 --> 0:46:54.799 a shout out to the sport of rugby. I don't know, 0:46:55.320 --> 0:46:58.040 that's a pretty tight sport in that like tight shorts 0:46:58.120 --> 0:46:59.960 and short shorts. So maybe that has something to do 0:47:00.160 --> 0:47:06.359 with my homosexuality. Anyway, beyond the point, I was at 0:47:06.400 --> 0:47:10.000 the bar and I was plastered. That was my first 0:47:10.080 --> 0:47:16.680 night drinking tequila, and you know that kind of yeah, 0:47:16.719 --> 0:47:18.239 of course, of course you kind of have to have 0:47:18.239 --> 0:47:23.120 a fake idea. My university is a very bar driven. 0:47:23.239 --> 0:47:24.240 That's kind of the parties. 0:47:25.520 --> 0:47:28.800 And okay, so you're at the bar, your plaster, what happens. 0:47:29.840 --> 0:47:32.719 We're at the bar, well plastered. It's my first night 0:47:32.920 --> 0:47:36.920 drinking tequila, so I bought four tequila shops. I was 0:47:36.920 --> 0:47:39.640 already drunk too, by the way, and not like tipsy, 0:47:39.760 --> 0:47:43.560 like I was drunk. And so I bought four tequila 0:47:43.600 --> 0:47:47.040 shops for me and all my friends, and next thing, 0:47:47.040 --> 0:47:50.400 you know, when they get there, my friends are nowhere 0:47:50.400 --> 0:47:54.200 to be found. So I start ripping through these shots. 0:47:54.239 --> 0:47:59.560 I take all four right, and there's at this point 0:48:00.440 --> 0:48:03.759 I'm kind of blackout, not really, but like, you know, 0:48:03.880 --> 0:48:07.520 it's pretty bad. You get a point, you get and 0:48:07.560 --> 0:48:10.320 then there's this girl. She's I've never met her before, 0:48:10.520 --> 0:48:15.040 I do remember her name. Her name was Emma. And incidentally, 0:48:16.200 --> 0:48:19.480 I played ultimate frisbee for like a club social and 0:48:19.640 --> 0:48:23.040 my partner was also named Emma, and my ex girlfriend 0:48:23.040 --> 0:48:24.960 of three years was also. 0:48:24.760 --> 0:48:26.760 Named Emma's where's this going. 0:48:26.920 --> 0:48:30.719 Of a PROSPECTA that's irrelevant. I'm just giving more details 0:48:30.719 --> 0:48:34.640 because I like add and layers the things, but I 0:48:34.640 --> 0:48:36.000 don't want to take up too much time, so I'm 0:48:36.000 --> 0:48:40.000 trying to talk quick. Anyway. So me and em are just, 0:48:40.080 --> 0:48:42.319 you know, hanging out at the bar. We're drinking our 0:48:42.400 --> 0:48:46.520 drink and he was real horny, so she asked me 0:48:47.280 --> 0:48:50.759 if she wanted to have sex. I'm like, fuck, yeah, 0:48:51.040 --> 0:48:53.120 obviously I want to have sex. Why else would I 0:48:53.120 --> 0:48:53.600 go to the bar? 0:48:53.840 --> 0:48:54.000 Right? 0:48:54.719 --> 0:48:57.640 And then she's like you want to go? 0:48:57.800 --> 0:49:01.440 She she just says to you, she just point blank 0:49:01.520 --> 0:49:03.759 to your face, says, would you like to have sex 0:49:03.800 --> 0:49:04.120 with men? 0:49:05.800 --> 0:49:08.520 She was like, well, it was more like tuning fuck. 0:49:09.040 --> 0:49:11.480 Well no she wasn't ratchet, so but it was like 0:49:11.760 --> 0:49:14.719 it was like she probably used fuck not sex, but yeah, 0:49:14.880 --> 0:49:17.080 point blank she. 0:49:16.560 --> 0:49:18.440 Said, do you want to fuck? 0:49:20.160 --> 0:49:20.359 Yes? 0:49:21.160 --> 0:49:22.080 Okay, he was. 0:49:22.120 --> 0:49:28.239 A hoe and sorry, so she was a hoe, and 0:49:28.560 --> 0:49:31.640 so I'm like, hell, yeah, I'm trying to have some sex. 0:49:31.760 --> 0:49:35.120 Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, slow 0:49:35.160 --> 0:49:36.959 down for me, real quick, Slow down for me, real quick. 0:49:37.160 --> 0:49:39.200 Yes, sorry, I don't I don't want to take up 0:49:39.239 --> 0:49:39.839 too much time. 0:49:40.920 --> 0:49:43.600 Okay, Robbie, what are we talking about here right now? 0:49:43.640 --> 0:49:47.880 What's what where? What's what's the central what's the central 0:49:47.920 --> 0:49:48.759 thesis of all this? 0:49:49.000 --> 0:49:52.840 Robbie, It's just it's just an interesting story. 0:49:52.880 --> 0:49:56.279 You know, this is all for entertainment, right, so just 0:49:56.280 --> 0:49:58.960 just the the well, let's let's I want let's skip 0:49:59.000 --> 0:50:01.319 to the very end. Then let's skip to the very 0:50:01.440 --> 0:50:04.320 end where we learn the information that. 0:50:05.719 --> 0:50:10.239 In about two seconds. Okay, she's like, yeah, I want 0:50:10.239 --> 0:50:11.960 to have sex, or I'm like I want to have sex, 0:50:12.000 --> 0:50:14.799 and she's like, all right, let's go to the bathroom. 0:50:14.960 --> 0:50:18.520 I'm like, okay, that's a great idea because I'm a 0:50:18.560 --> 0:50:22.359 little bit incoherent. I don't know if that's the right word. 0:50:23.480 --> 0:50:25.600 Not an English major. And so we go into the 0:50:25.600 --> 0:50:29.320 bathroom and we start having sex in the bar that's packed, 0:50:30.320 --> 0:50:33.840 and we get caught and I get we get recorded, 0:50:34.160 --> 0:50:36.040 both of our faces are in it, and we get 0:50:36.120 --> 0:50:39.799 posted on barstool and we went viral and I've never 0:50:39.800 --> 0:50:42.120 seen her again, and I got a nickname, and my 0:50:42.239 --> 0:50:45.040 nickname is dirty Bob on the rugby. 0:50:44.840 --> 0:50:48.720 Seem dirty Bob. Wait, it went viral on barstool. 0:50:50.280 --> 0:50:53.319 Yeah, it's like it's on Twitter still, Like you could 0:50:53.320 --> 0:50:53.960 definitely find it. 0:50:54.000 --> 0:50:57.120 I'm not gonna say you like it's a graphic, full 0:50:57.200 --> 0:50:59.799 penetration video of YouTube having sex and. 0:51:00.480 --> 0:51:03.279 The penetration, but you can see you can see our 0:51:03.400 --> 0:51:07.120 feet under the stall with my pants are down, and 0:51:07.160 --> 0:51:09.719 then you can kind of see my mullet because there's 0:51:09.760 --> 0:51:12.040 another video of someone peeking their phone. 0:51:13.520 --> 0:51:16.600 Okay, so again, Robbie, I feel like, Okay, rob Robbie, Robbie, 0:51:17.400 --> 0:51:19.080 really in a real quick let me really in a 0:51:19.120 --> 0:51:25.920 real quick. I feel like this conversation started with you 0:51:26.400 --> 0:51:33.399 attempting to come to some conclusion, not you know, because 0:51:33.400 --> 0:51:35.000 you know you don't have to be conclusing. You know 0:51:35.200 --> 0:51:37.120 you don't have to be conclusive about this. Things are 0:51:37.120 --> 0:51:39.800 always ever changing. But I feel like this conversation started 0:51:39.800 --> 0:51:43.879 with you trying to come to some form of conclusion 0:51:45.040 --> 0:51:48.680 in a way regarding regarding your your sexuality, or or 0:51:48.840 --> 0:51:52.320 or regarding just you know, you as a person in general. 0:51:52.880 --> 0:52:01.800 And it's evolved into you know you you spraying, come 0:52:02.520 --> 0:52:09.000 onto the entire state of wherever you live. So what what? 0:52:09.000 --> 0:52:13.160 What would you say before before we go, Robbie, is 0:52:13.160 --> 0:52:15.799 is is the central thesis of of what of what 0:52:15.840 --> 0:52:18.920 you've learned lately, through through through your life experiences. 0:52:21.560 --> 0:52:25.160 Well, if you spray, come with someone expects person, come 0:52:25.280 --> 0:52:26.680 to be sprayed on your own. 0:52:26.520 --> 0:52:31.320 Face, beautiful. Thank you for sharing, Robbie. You have a 0:52:31.360 --> 0:52:32.000 good rest of the night. 0:52:33.040 --> 0:52:35.319 I fuck you, love you, Lyle, have a great rest 0:52:35.360 --> 0:52:36.800 of the night. I love. 0:52:40.400 --> 0:52:41.280 I love Coding. 0:52:44.040 --> 0:52:45.000 Hey, it was happening. 0:52:45.680 --> 0:52:49.080 How are you Cody? Hey? 0:52:49.200 --> 0:52:49.879 How are you man? 0:52:51.560 --> 0:52:53.920 I'm good I'm a lizard. I'm on the computer. 0:52:57.080 --> 0:52:58.200 Nice, is this the real gig? 0:53:00.719 --> 0:53:02.280 I don't know how to answer that, To be honest 0:53:02.320 --> 0:53:07.080 with you, what what would if the answer to that 0:53:07.200 --> 0:53:08.560 was no? Then who would I be? 0:53:13.480 --> 0:53:17.000 Okay, so this is really funny. 0:53:17.440 --> 0:53:19.000 Are you okay? Am I fucking with? Am I fucking 0:53:19.040 --> 0:53:22.040 with you? Or am I? Are you okay? 0:53:22.719 --> 0:53:22.919 Well? 0:53:22.960 --> 0:53:27.240 I don't have the h Well I had the actual 0:53:27.280 --> 0:53:32.000 podcast on, but I turned it off. So, but you 0:53:32.080 --> 0:53:39.640 just called someone named Cody. I mean, he called someone Cody, Cody. 0:53:39.400 --> 0:53:41.440 How are you feeling right now? Tell me what? Tell me? 0:53:41.480 --> 0:53:45.000 Tell me what's going on in your brain and your body? 0:53:49.560 --> 0:53:49.799 Uh? 0:53:50.280 --> 0:53:54.359 I'm to find right now. Uh, just like very very 0:53:54.400 --> 0:53:58.600 shocked to get a call from anybody. 0:53:58.960 --> 0:54:01.480 Very shocked to get a call from anybody. 0:54:01.520 --> 0:54:07.000 You say, yeah, to get a call. 0:54:09.400 --> 0:54:16.319 Yeah, just just on the phone, by the way, music. 0:54:16.719 --> 0:54:20.000 Just so you know, because I don't know if you 0:54:20.040 --> 0:54:22.600 know this. I don't know if this is part of 0:54:23.280 --> 0:54:31.280 whatever you've got going on right now. But Cody, Cody, Yeah, 0:54:32.000 --> 0:54:32.759 you called me. 0:54:35.760 --> 0:54:36.920 I called you. 0:54:36.920 --> 0:54:38.719 You do know that, right? You know that you called me? 0:54:41.360 --> 0:54:41.800 Yeah? 0:54:42.000 --> 0:54:45.839 Yeah, I was just been searching for an answer. I mean, 0:54:45.920 --> 0:54:49.120 you know, always searching for answers. 0:54:49.440 --> 0:54:50.239 Are you high right now? 0:54:50.280 --> 0:54:51.200 You know? Just some? 0:54:53.760 --> 0:54:54.480 Uh? 0:54:54.719 --> 0:54:55.560 No, I don't think so. 0:54:56.080 --> 0:54:56.680 I don't think so. 0:54:57.400 --> 0:55:00.200 You you don't think so? What does that mean? You 0:55:00.280 --> 0:55:04.520 do believe that you have potentially been drugged and you're 0:55:04.520 --> 0:55:09.600 not sure? I feel like people, I feel like you 0:55:09.760 --> 0:55:13.960 either know that you're high, or you know that you're not, 0:55:14.320 --> 0:55:16.840 or you have a suspicion that you have been drugged. 0:55:19.800 --> 0:55:23.759 No, I I'm glad I haven't. I don't know. I 0:55:23.760 --> 0:55:27.839 would hate to hate to be drugs. It's not good. 0:55:28.080 --> 0:55:34.000 I mean, uh, you know, to have you know, it's 0:55:34.080 --> 0:55:38.640 just I mean, no one wants to be I mean, 0:55:38.680 --> 0:55:42.479 I I say, I'm I think because I don't really 0:55:42.520 --> 0:55:46.480 know if I'm like feeling anything. 0:55:46.560 --> 0:55:47.600 But I mean. 0:55:49.440 --> 0:55:52.280 To a cartridge at least that's tonight. 0:55:52.320 --> 0:55:53.800 That's all. Okay? 0:55:54.000 --> 0:55:57.000 So you so you did you smoked a cartridge? 0:55:58.520 --> 0:55:59.920 Yes, it's just a little bit a lot. 0:56:00.680 --> 0:56:02.360 How how or how how recently? 0:56:05.320 --> 0:56:05.480 How? 0:56:05.640 --> 0:56:06.600 How was I recently? 0:56:07.239 --> 0:56:09.359 How recently did you smoke the cartridge? 0:56:11.560 --> 0:56:15.840 Maybe like the beginning of the call, like an hour ago. 0:56:17.320 --> 0:56:20.520 You know you probably have this thing called HS you 0:56:20.560 --> 0:56:21.160 know what that is? 0:56:24.800 --> 0:56:27.840 Yeah? Yeah, I heard that. I heard that. 0:56:27.920 --> 0:56:28.200 I heard. 0:56:28.200 --> 0:56:31.680 It sounds for constantly. It stands for constantly high syndrome. 0:56:32.600 --> 0:56:36.960 It's when you smoke once and it's uh this is 0:56:36.960 --> 0:56:39.040 like it's a one in a million chants. But you 0:56:39.120 --> 0:56:41.920 smoked once and it's permanent and now you're high all 0:56:41.960 --> 0:56:42.360 the time. 0:56:47.280 --> 0:56:50.960 Uh well, I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if I 0:56:51.080 --> 0:56:54.040 it's like extremely high right now, because I can't tell 0:56:54.080 --> 0:56:54.520 you is. 0:56:54.440 --> 0:56:57.120 There anything in particular that you called in to talk about. 0:56:57.160 --> 0:56:59.000 It's okay if there's not, I'm just curious. 0:57:02.520 --> 0:57:14.640 I didn't call in real questions or or or I 0:57:14.719 --> 0:57:16.000 just came in with the answers. 0:57:16.040 --> 0:57:18.680 You know, I none of none of none of this 0:57:18.720 --> 0:57:21.560 is true. None of what you're saying is true. You told, okay, 0:57:21.640 --> 0:57:23.840 I don't you might all right? You know, I don't 0:57:23.840 --> 0:57:26.000 know if you remember this because you're extremely high, but 0:57:26.800 --> 0:57:28.440 and you're gonna and you're probably gonna be like this 0:57:28.560 --> 0:57:34.080 forever because you have the syndrome. But you told this 0:57:34.160 --> 0:57:36.920 is what you know what. Look, here's the thing. I'm 0:57:36.920 --> 0:57:38.680 gonna we can move on. We can move on. You 0:57:38.720 --> 0:57:40.600 don't have to tell this story, but I just want 0:57:40.640 --> 0:57:43.080 you to know in case if you forgot that you 0:57:43.200 --> 0:57:47.520 did call in to tell a story, and you don't 0:57:47.600 --> 0:57:49.280 have to tell I'm not here to pressure you to 0:57:49.280 --> 0:57:51.200 tell the story, but I just want you to just 0:57:51.200 --> 0:57:53.360 to help, just for your sake, I want you to remember, 0:57:55.040 --> 0:57:58.640 just for your sake of awareness of the timeline of 0:57:58.680 --> 0:58:04.920 your life, you hauled in and you spoke with either 0:58:06.240 --> 0:58:11.080 someone named Tim or someone named Kate, and you told 0:58:11.200 --> 0:58:16.439 them that, and you told them that you once beat 0:58:16.720 --> 0:58:19.400 on the door. You once banged on the door of 0:58:19.440 --> 0:58:24.040 a bathroom thinking that your brother was in there, and 0:58:24.080 --> 0:58:28.760 you screamed in a scary voice like you were banging 0:58:28.760 --> 0:58:33.160 and going over to scare your brother who was in 0:58:33.200 --> 0:58:37.120 the bathroom, and you succeeded. You scared the shit out 0:58:37.160 --> 0:58:41.480 of your brother in the bathroom. But then you found 0:58:41.480 --> 0:58:45.960 out that it wasn't actually your brother, it was a 0:58:46.000 --> 0:58:50.560 stranger that had no familial connection to you at all, 0:58:51.120 --> 0:58:56.360 and that you never learned who was in the bathroom, 0:58:57.120 --> 0:58:58.800 but that you think about it from time to time. 0:58:58.880 --> 0:59:01.840 And then I don't know if you talked to Tim, 0:59:01.840 --> 0:59:04.000 if you talked to Kate, but they wrote this note. 0:59:04.040 --> 0:59:07.000 This is another thing that you said. You also said 0:59:07.600 --> 0:59:12.960 that you do not feel any remorse for what you did. 0:59:15.360 --> 0:59:20.160 You're not. I don't feel any remorse because it was 0:59:20.200 --> 0:59:24.360 easy to just get passed, you know, I wasn't. I 0:59:24.400 --> 0:59:26.240 didn't feel too bad because it just all happened, so 0:59:26.840 --> 0:59:31.840 pass you know, and it was done. Put it behind me. 0:59:38.520 --> 0:59:40.439 No, I don't think you need to feel room. I mean, look, 0:59:40.680 --> 0:59:44.760 you know is that that person? I mean, how old 0:59:44.800 --> 0:59:47.520 are you? Seventeen? 0:59:48.320 --> 0:59:53.080 Well, this happened, uh three week ago, three years ago. 0:59:53.120 --> 0:59:53.640 I'm eighteen. 0:59:54.920 --> 0:59:57.800 Yeah, three years ago, so I was about fifteen, okay. 0:59:57.920 --> 0:59:58.520 I mean it's a. 0:59:58.560 --> 1:00:01.040 Very short story. I just I thought it would be 1:00:01.080 --> 1:00:02.160 something interesting. 1:00:01.840 --> 1:00:04.840 To talk about, I thought, but no, okay, but I 1:00:04.840 --> 1:00:07.760 thought that, Uh all right, So you do know why 1:00:07.800 --> 1:00:13.120 you called in? Uh well I. 1:00:13.480 --> 1:00:17.600 Called in to talk to the GEG and uh everything's 1:00:17.760 --> 1:00:20.160 improv from there, you know. 1:00:23.920 --> 1:00:28.280 Cody before we go, before we go, is there? And 1:00:28.440 --> 1:00:31.600 and I before we go, And it's been a pleasure 1:00:31.680 --> 1:00:33.680 talking to you. And I'm sorry to hear that you're 1:00:33.880 --> 1:00:36.120 going to be high forever and you're probably not gonna 1:00:36.120 --> 1:00:40.360 remember this, but sorta thing. There's anything we can help 1:00:40.400 --> 1:00:42.800 you with, Cody, there is anything, anything, anything we can 1:00:42.840 --> 1:00:43.840 help you with at all? 1:00:47.400 --> 1:00:52.120 Well, this does have like over five hundred viewers. So 1:00:52.760 --> 1:00:56.400 I just I would like a lot of help, but 1:00:57.400 --> 1:01:02.080 but just keep doing what you doing it. It's amazing 1:01:02.400 --> 1:01:04.800 what you're doing. Thank you having dream job. 1:01:04.720 --> 1:01:09.320 Ship that God bless you, God bless you to Cody. 1:01:09.520 --> 1:01:13.560 It's been a pleasure to talk. Thank you, Cody. God 1:01:13.560 --> 1:01:17.320 bless you as well. I appreciate everything that you do. Uh, 1:01:17.320 --> 1:01:19.880 You're an American hero and I hope that they find 1:01:19.880 --> 1:01:20.480 a cure for you. 1:01:21.400 --> 1:01:24.040 Right, that's right, beautiful, I hope so too. 1:01:24.080 --> 1:01:24.320 Thank you. 1:01:25.080 --> 1:01:29.360 Have a good night, Cody, you too, God blessed. 1:01:31.120 --> 1:01:34.480 I see a bright future ahead for Cody. I think 1:01:34.800 --> 1:01:37.400 that an extremely high you know what, you know what 1:01:37.440 --> 1:01:40.920 I will do for Cody. I will campaign on Cody's 1:01:40.960 --> 1:01:46.040 behalf to make sure that I'm extremely high person can 1:01:46.120 --> 1:01:50.560 have just as full of a life as as someone 1:01:50.600 --> 1:01:53.120 who does not have the same ailment Cody does. All right, 1:01:53.360 --> 1:01:56.240 I think Cody, I think extremely high people. They should 1:01:56.240 --> 1:01:59.480 be able to drive cars. They should be able. If 1:01:59.520 --> 1:02:02.960 Cody want wants to pursue a field in the medical industry, 1:02:03.200 --> 1:02:05.320 wants to pursue a career in the medical field, he 1:02:05.320 --> 1:02:11.080 should be able to perform surgery while he's high. He 1:02:11.120 --> 1:02:13.760 should be if he wants to be a constructor. Cody 1:02:13.760 --> 1:02:17.880 should be able to operate heavy machinery while he's high. Okay. 1:02:18.080 --> 1:02:21.439 I don't think that Cody being high all the time 1:02:21.480 --> 1:02:24.840 for the rest of his life should impact the way 1:02:24.840 --> 1:02:27.480 that people view him or his competence in any way 1:02:27.480 --> 1:02:31.400 shape or for him. So God bless Cody, and I 1:02:31.400 --> 1:02:33.240 hope they I hope they. I hope now I don't 1:02:33.280 --> 1:02:34.720 even I don't even hope they find a cure. I 1:02:34.760 --> 1:02:36.840 just hope that we all can learn to accept that 1:02:36.920 --> 1:02:39.680 high people are people too, okay, and they have just 1:02:39.720 --> 1:02:44.800 as many rights and you know, reason reasons to be 1:02:44.880 --> 1:02:49.600 here as as anyone else. So goes on the line, 1:02:49.840 --> 1:02:54.760 taking his own every nine, goes to teaching you.