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Speaker 3: Hello, Yeah, it's me.

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Speaker 2: Jacob. What's going on? How are you this evening?

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Speaker 1: I'm doing pretty good. I'm sorry if you hear something weird.

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Speaker 2: I swear, well, you're not in trouble, all right, I'm

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Speaker 2: If you can do it two months, you can do

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Speaker 2: Beautiful, thank you for sharing, Jake. If you have a

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Speaker 1: The night, thank you you too, have a great one. Gek,

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Speaker 1: I'm glad I caught your stream right before you moved

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Speaker 2: Douche gek, Baby, it's happening.

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Speaker 1: It's happening, baby, Love.

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Speaker 2: You Bye, douche Gek. Hello is the Hey? Is this

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Speaker 2: the therapy echo? I'm sorry, the therapy echo is not here.

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Speaker 7: Hello Ava, Yeah yeah, oh my god?

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Speaker 3: What hey?

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Speaker 2: What's up Eva?

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Speaker 3: Not much?

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Speaker 1: Uh?

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Speaker 7: I mean I don't like talking to my friend. We've

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Speaker 2: How's life?

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Speaker 3: That's good?

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Speaker 5: That's good.

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Speaker 2: Says here that you have you. It says here that

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Speaker 7: I don't because I'm bisexual. But so originally it happened

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Speaker 7: It's just like really caught.

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Speaker 7: And so like one day my two friends were lesbians.

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Speaker 7: They were like, hey, you want to you want to

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Speaker 2: And wait a minute, you're too well hold on, So

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Speaker 2: I'm you. You you you confused me. You confused me

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Speaker 2: this lesbian couple. So which who are you having the threesome.

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Speaker 4: With the lesbian couple?

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Speaker 2: So it's so, what's the relevance of the of the

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Speaker 7: Because the reason they asked is because like we stopped

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Speaker 7: So they were like, hey, since you're not doing that anymore,

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Speaker 7: One's been a friend of mine for a few years

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Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, So how are you feeling about the.

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Speaker 7: I'm a little nervous because, like, like, I am bisexual,

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Do you have a You said that you

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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Speaker 5: I'm good.

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Speaker 7: One of them is like one of my best friends

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Speaker 2: She's jealous, Yeah, I mean, is there anything like specifically

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Speaker 7: Like I'm doing the experience. I just I just I

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Speaker 7: you know, there's just a lot going on when you

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Speaker 2: Mine is when you say repercussions, are you afraid of?

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Speaker 7: Well it's more just like mentally also like you know,

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Speaker 2: Bit is that is the idea of a shifting dynamic

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Speaker 7: A bit because like like I love her, but she's

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Speaker 7: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah? And how did that make you feel? That

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Speaker 7: Like, I'm good with it, I'm just worried she'd do

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Speaker 7: it in like, you know, like a different manner instead

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Speaker 3: M h.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, are you is this so?

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Speaker 4: Are you?

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Speaker 2: Are you currently? Are you on the fence about it?

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Speaker 2: Or you're like I'm gonna do it, But I do

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Speaker 7: I'm gonna do it, like I got like like it's

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Speaker 5: Of it, you know.

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Speaker 2: Well, you know, I mean I feel like, uh, I

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Like, Uh, this girl of

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Speaker 2: she'd be like, oh no, no, I get it.

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Speaker 5: I get.

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Speaker 2: So it sounds to me like it's a matter of

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: I mean I don't know her or her friends or

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Speaker 7: No, No, she is cool.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 7: I guess like the answer to a lot of problems

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Speaker 2: M Yeah, I understand that that's a natural Uh, it's

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Speaker 2: natural fear. I preach all the time. By communication, probably

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Speaker 2: scared to communicate things I should communicate in my life.

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Speaker 2: You know, I think everyone feels that way. Yeah? Yeah,

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Speaker 2: do you do? You do you have to use protection?

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Speaker 2: What's what's the deal? Is there like a condom thing?

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Speaker 7: I don't think so, because, like I know, they don't

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Speaker 7: know I don't so I don't think video is anything

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Speaker 2: Then go crazy, go nuts having a good time. Ava,

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Speaker 2: report back to let us know how it is. Write

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Speaker 2: a journal entry of your thoughts and feelings.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I'll finish, and the first thing I'll do is

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Speaker 7: just write it down in my phone.

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Speaker 2: Perfect. Perfect. Thank you for calling Ava, Yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 7: No problem, Thank you for having me.

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Speaker 2: Good night.

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Speaker 5: You're nut?

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Speaker 2: Hello, what's up?

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Speaker 5: What's up?

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Speaker 3: Gig?

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Speaker 2: How are you doing?

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Speaker 5: I'm doing all right? How are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm doing good?

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Speaker 5: Good?

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Speaker 8: Good?

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Speaker 4: So I have a predicular I guess you could say.

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Speaker 2: What is your predicaments?

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Speaker 4: Me and my girlfriend have been together for about twelve

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Speaker 4: But I don't know if a piece of paper really.

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Speaker 5: Needs anything?

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Speaker 2: Are you are you do you have active objections to

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Speaker 2: this piece of paper? Well?

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Speaker 4: No, not really. I mean it's just I just feel

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Speaker 2: What sorts of shit do you anticipate or fear going downhill?

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Speaker 4: Well, her debt comes becomes my debt, and vice versa,

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Speaker 2: So you're you're worried about entangling finances, Well, not so

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Speaker 4: But I've seen a bunch of our friends and stuff

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Speaker 4: don't know if a piece of papers like justifies like,

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Speaker 4: I don't know how to I don't know how to

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Speaker 2: Really, What do you think it is about the idea

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Speaker 4: I think she's decided to carry my last name, and

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Speaker 2: M hm. So that officialness and that that title is

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Speaker 4: Yes, I mean we've been together for so long. I

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Speaker 2: And so, and this sort of officialness, this title, the

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Speaker 2: Does does that excite you?

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Speaker 6: Well, yeah, it.

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Speaker 1: Does, but.

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Speaker 4: It's I just I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I just don't.

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Speaker 4: I just feel like if we do get married, I

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Speaker 4: But at the same time, like is it that is

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Speaker 2: When you as the concerns and issues that you have

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Speaker 4: Yeah, she I mean we've talked about it a little bit.

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Speaker 4: the courthouse. But it's just.

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Speaker 2: These sort of these sort of concerns that you have

446
00:23:53,320 --> 00:23:58,399
Speaker 2: of like I've seen other people's relationships go downhill. I

447
00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:03,439
Speaker 2: don't want to share that all these other sort of

448
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:06,119
Speaker 2: concerns that you've you've brought up. What does how does

449
00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:09,720
Speaker 2: she typically respond to them?

450
00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:12,040
Speaker 4: I mean she just I mean she tells me we

451
00:24:12,080 --> 00:24:14,679
Speaker 4: can get through anything and everything, and you know, she

452
00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:20,240
Speaker 4: just really she wants to be able to to I mean,

453
00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:22,000
Speaker 4: we call each other wife and everything like that, and

454
00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:24,639
Speaker 4: people as we say we're married, and then it's just

455
00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:27,159
Speaker 4: like on major paperwork and stuff like that. She just

456
00:24:27,200 --> 00:24:30,480
Speaker 4: she just kind of I think it saddens her that

457
00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:32,840
Speaker 4: we've been together so long and we haven't made it

458
00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:34,040
Speaker 4: like official official.

459
00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:40,440
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, what does comm what is that?

460
00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:40,679
Speaker 3: Good?

461
00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:42,760
Speaker 2: Does it mean to be common law married?

462
00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:47,520
Speaker 4: It means like if you live together for so long

463
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:52,760
Speaker 4: in the eyes of the state, I guess that you

464
00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:56,679
Speaker 4: live in the consider you common law married, meaning like

465
00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:59,240
Speaker 4: you're married, but you're not actually married on paper.

466
00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:05,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, So you see this is this is tough because

467
00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:12,080
Speaker 2: I think, uh, different people have sort of different respect

468
00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:18,359
Speaker 2: and excitement for institutions, right, Like, it sounds to me

469
00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:21,480
Speaker 2: that you are like, hey, we've been together for twelve years,

470
00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:25,640
Speaker 2: we love each other. Uh, I call you my wife,

471
00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:28,439
Speaker 2: you know, I don't all why the fuck do I

472
00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:31,000
Speaker 2: need a government or I don't. I don't I fuck

473
00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:32,560
Speaker 2: that ship. I don't. I don't even I don't need

474
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:37,200
Speaker 2: a government to reckon. I need anyone to our love

475
00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:38,520
Speaker 2: except for me and you.

476
00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:42,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, exactly, And I tell her that, But I mean

477
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:45,480
Speaker 4: the way the way shit runs nowadays, Like if she

478
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:48,160
Speaker 4: were to get sick or something like that or hospitalized,

479
00:25:48,200 --> 00:25:51,960
Speaker 4: like I would have I mean, in the doctor's eyes,

480
00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:53,800
Speaker 4: I would have no say, I'd have to pull her

481
00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:56,800
Speaker 4: family into it. And her family loves me, of course.

482
00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:56,720
Speaker 5: But.

483
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:02,640
Speaker 4: It's just having that being almost like eighty percent there

484
00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:05,160
Speaker 4: but not one hundred percent there. And then I get

485
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,800
Speaker 4: scared too that, you know, if we do do it,

486
00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:12,840
Speaker 4: and then you know what happens if you know, it

487
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:17,240
Speaker 4: screws me, like you know within you straight couple as well,

488
00:26:17,280 --> 00:26:19,600
Speaker 4: Like you know, you see people getting married and then

489
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:22,040
Speaker 4: they turn around and then within like a year or

490
00:26:22,040 --> 00:26:24,000
Speaker 4: two they end up splitting up and you got to

491
00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:29,080
Speaker 4: split up assets and and do all that. Yeah, it's

492
00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:31,800
Speaker 4: a fighting up of ship, and I just, yeah, it is.

493
00:26:32,359 --> 00:26:33,880
Speaker 5: So. I just.

494
00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:39,320
Speaker 4: I wanted to be official. I wanted to be able

495
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Speaker 4: to carry my last name and and be able to

496
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:45,960
Speaker 4: be proud of it and all that, But I mean

497
00:26:46,440 --> 00:26:49,200
Speaker 4: I just don't under I just don't I don't want

498
00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:51,760
Speaker 4: the the problems that come with it.

499
00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:59,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, I mean this. I mean you have very reasonable,

500
00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:04,000
Speaker 2: you reasonable fears and it sucks because I you know,

501
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:09,160
Speaker 2: I know that it probably you know, it doesn't feel

502
00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:15,879
Speaker 2: like great that like you know, maybe maybe maybe you

503
00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:20,359
Speaker 2: feel like you're like disappointing your your partner a little

504
00:27:20,359 --> 00:27:24,920
Speaker 2: bit because she's very But it's I mean, it's no,

505
00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:26,640
Speaker 2: it's a really it's a really it's a really tough

506
00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:29,440
Speaker 2: issue because because you have because I mean, both parties

507
00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:33,680
Speaker 2: are you know, legitimate, like you know, I mean I

508
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,439
Speaker 2: understand why you have a rejection of institutions. I have

509
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 2: a sort of similar rejection. Uh, but that it's like

510
00:27:40,600 --> 00:27:42,680
Speaker 2: you know, I guess I you know, I understand why

511
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:47,840
Speaker 2: she has the why she's excited to be like officially recognized,

512
00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:50,960
Speaker 2: and you know, really sort of I guess. Quote mean,

513
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:53,360
Speaker 2: it's when when she's calling your wife and all that,

514
00:27:56,359 --> 00:27:58,640
Speaker 2: it's tough. I don't really have a I don't really

515
00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:02,119
Speaker 2: have an answer, but I mean I totally, uh totally

516
00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:12,480
Speaker 2: get it from both sides. What I mean, Also, it

517
00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:16,439
Speaker 2: sounds like you've had been communication with her, like it

518
00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:19,000
Speaker 2: sounds to me like you guys have relationships such that

519
00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:22,200
Speaker 2: all these things you're talking about, you've had a pretty

520
00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:24,440
Speaker 2: it sounds like you've had a pretty easy time expressing

521
00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:24,919
Speaker 2: them to her.

522
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:28,440
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, I mean we've talked about I mean, we've

523
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:34,480
Speaker 4: been engaged for six years and then been together for twelve,

524
00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:37,560
Speaker 4: so it's like she knows I'm in for the long haul.

525
00:28:37,680 --> 00:28:40,440
Speaker 4: But it's just like, do we really need a piece

526
00:28:40,440 --> 00:28:45,160
Speaker 4: of paper? I mean, I mean, I get it, but

527
00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:48,400
Speaker 4: at the same time, it's just it scares me because

528
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:52,240
Speaker 4: we've been together for so long, and you know, I

529
00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:54,560
Speaker 4: just I've seen a lot of people that get married

530
00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:57,640
Speaker 4: and then they end up getting divorced and then you know,

531
00:28:57,680 --> 00:29:00,080
Speaker 4: they just trash the other person, and it's just like,

532
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:02,800
Speaker 4: are we ready to do that to one another? I mean,

533
00:29:02,800 --> 00:29:04,880
Speaker 4: I don't think we would in a long na, But

534
00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 4: it's it's always a ear that's in the back of

535
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:07,640
Speaker 4: my mind.

536
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:12,680
Speaker 2: These couples that you see that get married and things deteriorate.

537
00:29:12,760 --> 00:29:15,360
Speaker 2: I mean, why do you think they deteriorate?

538
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 4: The other one just gets too cooped up and then

539
00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:27,680
Speaker 4: then they start going to stray, and you know, the

540
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:31,920
Speaker 4: debt like I said, you know, becomes the other one's

541
00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:36,320
Speaker 4: debt and then money and then wanting to build a family.

542
00:29:36,480 --> 00:29:39,440
Speaker 4: And you know, we've talked about having kids and stuff

543
00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 4: like that, and we both, you know, we're both really

544
00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:47,400
Speaker 4: chill about just being like really dope as ants. You know,

545
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:53,480
Speaker 4: we we've never really we're more cat moms. So I mean,

546
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:59,280
Speaker 4: we have that baseline established. But I don't know, it's

547
00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:02,120
Speaker 4: just I want to be able to do it for her,

548
00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:04,480
Speaker 4: but I don't know if I if I'm willing to

549
00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:10,240
Speaker 4: risk you know, that possibility of losing her if things

550
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:21,120
Speaker 4: go astray.

551
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:25,440
Speaker 2: Oh this is this is a very tough Uh yeah,

552
00:30:26,200 --> 00:30:28,760
Speaker 2: but I will say I will say I think that

553
00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 2: no matter what happens or what you decide to do,

554
00:30:35,640 --> 00:30:37,560
Speaker 2: it sounds to me like you guys have a very

555
00:30:37,720 --> 00:30:42,760
Speaker 2: very very strong relationship. You know, I don't know you guys,

556
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:46,600
Speaker 2: but it sounds like right, it sounds very healthy. I mean,

557
00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:51,360
Speaker 2: you you've been together for twelve years. You already call

558
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:54,680
Speaker 2: each other. Why if you It sounds like you communicate

559
00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:58,040
Speaker 2: with each other pretty well. So I mean, whatever happens,

560
00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:05,960
Speaker 2: you know, even if you're afraid of the potential downsides

561
00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:11,040
Speaker 2: and getting your finances entangled. I don't think and you know,

562
00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:14,400
Speaker 2: for whatever my opinion is worth not knowing you guys

563
00:31:15,280 --> 00:31:19,360
Speaker 2: whatsoever at all. I don't think things are going to

564
00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:25,719
Speaker 2: deteriorate based off of finances and whatnot. I mean, if

565
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 2: you've been together for twelve years, right, Yeah, how much

566
00:31:31,080 --> 00:31:35,400
Speaker 2: is really going to change when you get Yeah, exactly

567
00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:39,520
Speaker 2: exactly didn't come up in these past twelve years that

568
00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:43,120
Speaker 2: was gonna fuck everything up pretty much in the the

569
00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:44,480
Speaker 2: rest of your life for as long as you want

570
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:44,640
Speaker 2: to be.

571
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:51,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, make good point. I just it just

572
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:55,160
Speaker 4: scares me to be tied to somebody. I mean, I

573
00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:57,160
Speaker 4: know it's easy, it's as easy as getting a divorce,

574
00:31:57,240 --> 00:32:03,280
Speaker 4: but I should just I guess I should just do it.

575
00:32:04,280 --> 00:32:11,080
Speaker 2: Right, I'm gonna say something cheesy. I'm trying to do

576
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 2: it in my own mind. If it's cheesy, get ready,

577
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:17,040
Speaker 2: it's very cheesy. Okay, I think I think it makes sense.

578
00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:20,840
Speaker 2: I think it makes sense. But whatever decision you make,

579
00:32:22,280 --> 00:32:26,080
Speaker 2: M make, don't make it out of fear, make it

580
00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:26,880
Speaker 2: out of love.

581
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:35,840
Speaker 4: Right, definitely, definitely would you say your name was Vanessa?

582
00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:41,040
Speaker 2: Vanessa, thank you very much for calling, and I wish

583
00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:44,720
Speaker 2: you both much happiness, no matter what, no matter what happens.

584
00:32:45,880 --> 00:32:49,880
Speaker 4: Well, thanks, Dick, I greatly appreciate you. Bet to the wedding.

585
00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:54,840
Speaker 2: I'll come and throw all fucking I'll cater it. I'll

586
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:55,720
Speaker 2: bring a little gek.

587
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:57,880
Speaker 4: You can come appreciate us. I heard you're.

588
00:32:57,840 --> 00:33:02,680
Speaker 2: Ordained that I'm I'm only ordained in Illinois. Do you

589
00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:04,320
Speaker 2: live in Illinois?

590
00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:05,160
Speaker 1: Ship?

591
00:33:05,280 --> 00:33:06,480
Speaker 5: Now, I live in Texas.

592
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,560
Speaker 2: I'll bring sandwiches. Anyway, we'll have a good time.

593
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:12,640
Speaker 4: Hey, that works songs, it's not tuna.

594
00:33:13,400 --> 00:33:20,560
Speaker 2: Good night Vanessa. Hello, is this Lady Catherine of Aragon.

595
00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:23,640
Speaker 5: Yes, this is Lady Catherine of Aragon.

596
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,120
Speaker 2: What's up, Lady Catherine of Aragon.

597
00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:33,600
Speaker 5: Well, I am wanting to talk about Princess Diana, my mother. Hm.

598
00:33:34,920 --> 00:33:37,520
Speaker 5: She's a beautiful woman. Inside it she sounds like it

599
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:42,120
Speaker 5: suffers from Berlinia nevosa. She was the people's princess. I

600
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:46,959
Speaker 5: also suffered from Berlinia nevosa.

601
00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:51,240
Speaker 2: Blinia ni versa. Yes, well what is that?

602
00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:57,360
Speaker 5: Blimia nevosa is where we make ourselves throw up after

603
00:33:57,400 --> 00:34:01,520
Speaker 5: we eat. Mm hmm, because they want us to be

604
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:05,280
Speaker 5: a certain weight. Else they beat us and bully us

605
00:34:05,560 --> 00:34:08,920
Speaker 5: because we don't meet the beauty standards of the royal family.

606
00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:14,960
Speaker 2: That sounds tough, it is. Tell me, tell me, tell me,

607
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:19,480
Speaker 2: tell me, Lady Catherine of Arragon, what compels you you

608
00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:24,800
Speaker 2: say that you are. You feel pressured, You feel almost

609
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:31,640
Speaker 2: like your your uh held to this, to this standard.

610
00:34:32,120 --> 00:34:34,680
Speaker 2: That's that's that's trapping you. Why do you why do

611
00:34:34,719 --> 00:34:37,240
Speaker 2: you feel so tightly held to this, to this beauty

612
00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:41,479
Speaker 2: standard that the royal family receives.

613
00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:46,960
Speaker 5: Because if we have to command respect, if we don't

614
00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:49,760
Speaker 5: look a certain way, if we don't dress for success,

615
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:52,000
Speaker 5: if we don't take care of our bodies, then how

616
00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:54,759
Speaker 5: could we be positive role models to other people. I've

617
00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:58,120
Speaker 5: stopped forcing myself to throw up after our eat. I

618
00:34:58,239 --> 00:35:03,320
Speaker 5: cured myself of my bolimia neversa, and so have my mother. Unfortunately,

619
00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:07,480
Speaker 5: because I was put through such strenuous things when I

620
00:35:07,520 --> 00:35:16,600
Speaker 5: was under their captivity, I am it was difficult. I

621
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:20,520
Speaker 5: managed to cure myself of everything they gave me, the PTSD,

622
00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:26,799
Speaker 5: from the beatings and the starvations and the solitary confinement,

623
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:32,279
Speaker 5: and I survived. I survived much like my mother did.

624
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,000
Speaker 5: I want the world to know that Diana isn't dead,

625
00:35:35,520 --> 00:35:38,480
Speaker 5: She's alive and she's still on the mission to save

626
00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:43,000
Speaker 5: the world from itself. We no longer make ourselves so up.

627
00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:47,040
Speaker 5: We exercise and eat healthy. We want to be positive

628
00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:50,520
Speaker 5: role models for young women, but currently here in California

629
00:35:50,560 --> 00:35:54,240
Speaker 5: where I'm hiding with the man of my dreams.

630
00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:58,640
Speaker 2: Honestly, that's a good goal. I think it's a good

631
00:35:58,680 --> 00:36:01,239
Speaker 2: goal that you have, Lady cass of Aragon. Is it

632
00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:05,680
Speaker 2: Aragon or Lady Catherine of what's the Catavols?

633
00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:06,080
Speaker 5: Lady?

634
00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:11,000
Speaker 2: Your lady, Lady Catherine of Aragon, Lady Catherine of Aragon, listen,

635
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:13,960
Speaker 2: you know you say that you have to be a

636
00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:16,840
Speaker 2: certain way to be a role model to young girls.

637
00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:19,200
Speaker 2: But to me, I mean, if you're asking me, I

638
00:36:19,239 --> 00:36:20,960
Speaker 2: don't know if you are, but I'll tell you anyway.

639
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:24,400
Speaker 2: You know, the best way for you to be a

640
00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:30,080
Speaker 2: good role model, Lady Catherine of Aragon is uh to

641
00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:33,759
Speaker 2: be yourself. I mean, right, if if you're constantly allowing

642
00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:37,719
Speaker 2: yourself to fall pressure to the to the scrutiny and

643
00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:41,120
Speaker 2: the opinions of others, and you're only morphing yourself in

644
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:44,279
Speaker 2: a way that pleases other people, I would go as

645
00:36:44,280 --> 00:36:46,360
Speaker 2: far as to say, is that's that's a bad quality

646
00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:49,640
Speaker 2: to to have and that you would actually be be

647
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:53,680
Speaker 2: an even better role model, Lady Catherine of Aragon, were

648
00:36:53,719 --> 00:37:00,279
Speaker 2: you to practice an independence not just from the Row family,

649
00:37:00,360 --> 00:37:03,640
Speaker 2: but from all of the opinions and beliefs of other

650
00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:06,359
Speaker 2: people that they put onto the royal family. You know,

651
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:08,920
Speaker 2: I mean, that's what I think. That's what I think.

652
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:10,920
Speaker 2: It would be nice for the little girls.

653
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:14,480
Speaker 5: Brilliant, brilliant. I'm so glad you said that, because I

654
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:17,520
Speaker 5: have fantastic news for you. I want to tell you

655
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:23,800
Speaker 5: something fantastic. I am a witch and I've been walking

656
00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:27,000
Speaker 5: around California dressed up like one. And if you know

657
00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:30,640
Speaker 5: Harry Potter, then you've heard of the elder Ones. I've

658
00:37:30,680 --> 00:37:35,320
Speaker 5: found it through alchemy. I told them, I said, listen,

659
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:38,560
Speaker 5: I broke free from your tower of magnic Yes, and

660
00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:46,160
Speaker 5: now I'm on parade in Huntington Beach. I've been walking

661
00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:51,520
Speaker 5: around just telling people me name, introducing myself, giving away jewelry,

662
00:37:51,719 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 5: telling them not to despair, and telling skinheads where to

663
00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:57,640
Speaker 5: go shove it because I've said, you kneel, not see

664
00:37:57,719 --> 00:38:01,319
Speaker 5: that evil. I converted to Judaism because I said, the

665
00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:07,080
Speaker 5: Jewish people know the truth, the Kabbalah is a beautiful book.

666
00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:10,960
Speaker 5: And I saw you and I said, Wow, he's not

667
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:13,040
Speaker 5: a therapist, which is why I'm going to talk to him.

668
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:16,680
Speaker 5: Because I'm not crazy. I know. I hear the people

669
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:19,879
Speaker 5: that call you, and I respect what you do. You

670
00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:25,839
Speaker 5: are making the whole world see the truth. And that

671
00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:29,759
Speaker 5: is what I fight. I don't fight for any other

672
00:38:29,840 --> 00:38:34,480
Speaker 5: reason except the freest of the tyranny, of the bloody

673
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:41,240
Speaker 5: regime of the queen and a poisonous, lecherous, lucky I said.

674
00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:46,640
Speaker 2: Catherine Aragon. But so when you when you walk, when

675
00:38:46,680 --> 00:38:51,080
Speaker 2: you walk the streets and you spread your message to

676
00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:55,279
Speaker 2: the people, and you inform them of the witchcraft, you you,

677
00:38:55,280 --> 00:38:58,319
Speaker 2: you introduce yourself, you make, you make friendly what how

678
00:38:58,320 --> 00:39:00,560
Speaker 2: do how do people typically respond to this?

679
00:39:01,400 --> 00:39:03,719
Speaker 5: They called the police on me, They tried to beat me,

680
00:39:03,840 --> 00:39:07,080
Speaker 5: they called me whole, the B word, you name it.

681
00:39:07,640 --> 00:39:11,759
Speaker 5: I am degraded and treated like I am nothing. They

682
00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:13,920
Speaker 5: look at me, you scream at me. They tell me

683
00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:14,520
Speaker 5: I'm nothing.

684
00:39:15,239 --> 00:39:15,680
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

685
00:39:16,080 --> 00:39:18,000
Speaker 5: They won't give me but you, they won't give me

686
00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:20,759
Speaker 5: the money. And yet I still smile at them, and

687
00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:21,919
Speaker 5: I say, you have a good day.

688
00:39:22,480 --> 00:39:25,880
Speaker 2: Well so yeah, so okay, so after you you you

689
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:28,000
Speaker 2: go on the streets, you introduce yourself to people, You

690
00:39:28,040 --> 00:39:30,440
Speaker 2: try to, you know, make nice, be friendly, and and

691
00:39:30,520 --> 00:39:34,279
Speaker 2: you you receive what sounds like to be terrible feedback,

692
00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:37,239
Speaker 2: people you know being nasty to you, and yet you

693
00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:38,839
Speaker 2: are still what? What's what? What?

694
00:39:38,920 --> 00:39:39,120
Speaker 6: Then?

695
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:46,560
Speaker 2: Still compels you two to to to continue on on

696
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:50,520
Speaker 2: on your on, on this journey, Lady Catherine Eragon.

697
00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:59,040
Speaker 5: Justice, Justice for all. I was inspired by Alice Island.

698
00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:01,240
Speaker 2: Inspired by Ellis Island.

699
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:04,680
Speaker 5: You said, yes, sir, yes sir, yes sir?

700
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:07,839
Speaker 2: What inspired you by Ellis Island?

701
00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:12,919
Speaker 5: Bring your rich, you're hungry, your poor, and you're downtrodden?

702
00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:20,600
Speaker 5: You get it? I was inspired by the American dreams,

703
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:25,640
Speaker 5: and I wanted to tell the world America, you are

704
00:40:25,680 --> 00:40:28,279
Speaker 5: no longer a prison colony if you just look up

705
00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:31,000
Speaker 5: and tell yourself that you are free.

706
00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:38,560
Speaker 2: Beautiful, my beautiful. That's all I think you for sharing

707
00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:44,640
Speaker 2: Cadwell's Lady Catherine, America. Is there any any last final words, sentiments, thoughts,

708
00:40:44,719 --> 00:40:46,160
Speaker 2: or feelings that you wish to share before we go?

709
00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:49,360
Speaker 5: All I want to tell you is I had a

710
00:40:49,480 --> 00:40:53,040
Speaker 5: very happy honkah, and I hope you did too. But no,

711
00:40:53,800 --> 00:40:56,719
Speaker 5: that honkah never has to end in our hearts as

712
00:40:56,760 --> 00:40:58,320
Speaker 5: long as we know that eight.

713
00:40:58,200 --> 00:41:04,919
Speaker 2: Means infinity, beautiful, beyond person. I celebrate Hanikah every day.

714
00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:06,920
Speaker 5: Me too happy.

715
00:41:09,560 --> 00:41:14,799
Speaker 2: I tells you that God bless you. You have a good

716
00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:15,279
Speaker 2: rest of the night.

717
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:17,479
Speaker 5: Thank you very much.

718
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:23,040
Speaker 2: Good buy you know what? That's nice? You know nobody,

719
00:41:23,120 --> 00:41:24,759
Speaker 2: you know what, you know what? You know what? She's right.

720
00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:28,960
Speaker 2: Nobody did wish me a happy Honikah. Finally, you know,

721
00:41:29,520 --> 00:41:32,799
Speaker 2: two month late, but finally someone did.

722
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:33,000
Speaker 5: So.

723
00:41:33,120 --> 00:41:39,800
Speaker 2: Thank you, Princess Catherine of Aragon, the Queen.

724
00:41:42,160 --> 00:41:44,440
Speaker 3: No way, your captain, no way. I just tried to

725
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:45,200
Speaker 3: beat my aunt.

726
00:41:46,400 --> 00:41:46,759
Speaker 2: What's up?

727
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:52,040
Speaker 3: Probably you're fucking lying. Let's go wait, hold on, all right,

728
00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:54,600
Speaker 3: First and first, I want to save my spot and shot.

729
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:56,600
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna look at it, but I just want

730
00:41:56,640 --> 00:41:57,160
Speaker 3: to read it later.

731
00:41:57,200 --> 00:42:02,680
Speaker 2: Okay, you you said you're saving spot. Hold on, okay, okay,

732
00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:04,720
Speaker 2: here's what you're doing, right? Is your saving your spot

733
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:06,920
Speaker 2: in chat so that you can then go back and

734
00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:10,640
Speaker 2: look at how chat chat the phone.

735
00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:12,239
Speaker 3: I can't look at it right now.

736
00:42:13,080 --> 00:42:15,200
Speaker 2: Well, what's why do you want to know so badly

737
00:42:15,239 --> 00:42:16,880
Speaker 2: what chat has to say about our conversation?

738
00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:23,280
Speaker 3: Because I think what we talked about tonight could possibly

739
00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:25,960
Speaker 3: be interesting. Also, I'm going in my closet for the

740
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:35,439
Speaker 3: chat because it's ironic. So also, well before that, I'd

741
00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:38,400
Speaker 3: like to give a shout out to the lady I

742
00:42:38,560 --> 00:42:42,520
Speaker 3: was who screened me, or Kate. I don't know what's

743
00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:45,160
Speaker 3: it called, but she was Kate.

744
00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:46,440
Speaker 2: Wonderful.

745
00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:52,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, she is wonderful. So I just wanted.

746
00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:55,719
Speaker 2: To shout out to k Lizard, shout out to shout

747
00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:58,640
Speaker 2: out to Tim, shuts the door, shout out to cake Buster,

748
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:01,000
Speaker 2: shout out to I Love, shout out to Ash, just

749
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:01,680
Speaker 2: a little vision.

750
00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:04,480
Speaker 6: We're doing it full.

751
00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:06,840
Speaker 3: My heart is pounded. As soon as I got in

752
00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:10,239
Speaker 3: the queue, my anxiety went through the roof because I've

753
00:43:10,239 --> 00:43:12,640
Speaker 3: never been that far, and I had an extra four

754
00:43:12,680 --> 00:43:15,440
Speaker 3: loco in my bag and I wasn't playing on drinking tonite,

755
00:43:15,560 --> 00:43:17,400
Speaker 3: but I just chugged that ship because I kind of

756
00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:17,719
Speaker 3: knew it.

757
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:21,359
Speaker 2: Yes, your heart was being extremely fast, so you thought,

758
00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:27,520
Speaker 2: what will calm my heart rate more than a four loco?

759
00:43:27,800 --> 00:43:30,600
Speaker 3: And the answer was some some fucking alcohol because I'm

760
00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:32,680
Speaker 3: out of weeds and I'm too poor to afford it.

761
00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:40,000
Speaker 2: So okay, so tell me, it says here, Robbie, you

762
00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:41,560
Speaker 2: know what go ahead, you tell me what it is

763
00:43:41,560 --> 00:43:44,000
Speaker 2: you wanted to talk about, Robbie, I won't. I'll let

764
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:44,640
Speaker 2: you speak.

765
00:43:44,719 --> 00:43:54,920
Speaker 3: So I think I'm gay. Mm hmm, yeah, yeah, that's

766
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:57,440
Speaker 3: what the end is, ironic. So I think I'm gay.

767
00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:01,680
Speaker 3: No one really knows about it. It's not a problem

768
00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:04,719
Speaker 3: like if my parents were to know, because they're both

769
00:44:04,719 --> 00:44:08,279
Speaker 3: from Europe and you know, they're not really like that

770
00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:09,719
Speaker 3: big of a cunts about it over there.

771
00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:12,840
Speaker 2: Okay, I was wondering, I like.

772
00:44:12,880 --> 00:44:17,040
Speaker 3: Looking at I like looking at men, sureless, you know,

773
00:44:18,040 --> 00:44:20,120
Speaker 3: I feel like a lot of people do to an extent,

774
00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:23,200
Speaker 3: but it like sexually arouses me, like it makes my

775
00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:27,440
Speaker 3: ball single, And I don't know it happens for women

776
00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:30,359
Speaker 3: as well. So maybe I'm bisexual. But I would much

777
00:44:30,480 --> 00:44:34,400
Speaker 3: rather like put my lips on another man's lips to

778
00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:36,319
Speaker 3: catch some stand mm hm.

779
00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:39,840
Speaker 2: Well, you know there's like a uh, there's like a

780
00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:43,640
Speaker 2: spectrum to this, right, you know, you don't have to

781
00:44:43,640 --> 00:44:46,560
Speaker 2: be like, yeah, you don't have to be like fifty

782
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:48,880
Speaker 2: to fifty bisexual or one hundred percent gay or one

783
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:49,799
Speaker 2: hundred percent straight.

784
00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:53,160
Speaker 3: Yes, virtue, I'm on a few different spectrums. You know.

785
00:44:53,239 --> 00:44:56,480
Speaker 3: Autism is definitely one of them as well. But this

786
00:44:56,640 --> 00:45:01,520
Speaker 3: is just something that i'm kind of scoring. So my

787
00:45:01,640 --> 00:45:04,680
Speaker 3: best friend of about I don't know, I don't know

788
00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:06,719
Speaker 3: how long we've been best friends for, but we've been

789
00:45:06,719 --> 00:45:10,359
Speaker 3: best friends for a while. He actually came out to

790
00:45:10,400 --> 00:45:17,799
Speaker 3: me as gay incidentally, and he doesn't know that. I

791
00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:22,080
Speaker 3: think he's pretty cute and I haven't told him that

792
00:45:22,160 --> 00:45:30,520
Speaker 3: I am a little bit interested in him. And then, well,

793
00:45:30,680 --> 00:45:32,880
Speaker 3: but like something kind of confirmed it for me, like

794
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:38,600
Speaker 3: the other day that like, I think I'm definitely probably homosexual.

795
00:45:39,040 --> 00:45:42,360
Speaker 3: So it was just me and him and his parents

796
00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:46,640
Speaker 3: were home and we were just hanging out in his house,

797
00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:49,359
Speaker 3: and well, I'm not sure if it was the butt

798
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:51,200
Speaker 3: sex or the fact that he came on my face,

799
00:45:51,280 --> 00:45:53,640
Speaker 3: but I think I'm definitely homosexual.

800
00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:56,440
Speaker 2: All Right, So you had sex with.

801
00:45:56,239 --> 00:45:59,840
Speaker 3: Friend and he came on my face.

802
00:46:00,560 --> 00:46:05,360
Speaker 2: That's awesome. Yeah, sex with your friend. He came on

803
00:46:05,400 --> 00:46:07,440
Speaker 2: your face? And uh? And was that was that your

804
00:46:07,480 --> 00:46:09,200
Speaker 2: first time having gay sex.

805
00:46:10,840 --> 00:46:11,439
Speaker 3: With a man?

806
00:46:11,719 --> 00:46:11,839
Speaker 5: Oh?

807
00:46:11,880 --> 00:46:13,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, gay sex. Yes, that was my first time having

808
00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:17,360
Speaker 3: gay sex. And I've had sex before with a woman

809
00:46:18,280 --> 00:46:19,479
Speaker 3: and that was pretty fun too.

810
00:46:21,239 --> 00:46:22,520
Speaker 2: Okay, you're all over the place.

811
00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:26,920
Speaker 3: I know, I know, I've actually I have a pretty

812
00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:30,440
Speaker 3: interesting story for another one, believe.

813
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:30,440
Speaker 5: It or not.

814
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:32,479
Speaker 3: But this is something I want to talk about because

815
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:33,880
Speaker 3: I've been thinking about, like, what do I want to

816
00:46:33,880 --> 00:46:35,719
Speaker 3: talk about for a while, because I listen to your

817
00:46:35,719 --> 00:46:39,279
Speaker 3: ship all the time whenever i'm doing door dash. Just good,

818
00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:41,319
Speaker 3: you know, that's a good thing to listen to keep

819
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:46,000
Speaker 3: my brain running. But uh so I go, I'm a

820
00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:50,200
Speaker 3: freshman in college and I'm on the rugby team. That's

821
00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:52,440
Speaker 3: relevant to the story, But I just like to give

822
00:46:52,480 --> 00:46:54,799
Speaker 3: a shout out to the sport of rugby. I don't know,

823
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:58,040
Speaker 3: that's a pretty tight sport in that like tight shorts

824
00:46:58,120 --> 00:46:59,960
Speaker 3: and short shorts. So maybe that has something to do

825
00:47:00,160 --> 00:47:06,359
Speaker 3: with my homosexuality. Anyway, beyond the point, I was at

826
00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:10,000
Speaker 3: the bar and I was plastered. That was my first

827
00:47:10,080 --> 00:47:16,680
Speaker 3: night drinking tequila, and you know that kind of yeah,

828
00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:18,239
Speaker 3: of course, of course you kind of have to have

829
00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:23,120
Speaker 3: a fake idea. My university is a very bar driven.

830
00:47:23,239 --> 00:47:24,240
Speaker 3: That's kind of the parties.

831
00:47:25,520 --> 00:47:28,800
Speaker 2: And okay, so you're at the bar, your plaster, what happens.

832
00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:32,719
Speaker 3: We're at the bar, well plastered. It's my first night

833
00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:36,920
Speaker 3: drinking tequila, so I bought four tequila shops. I was

834
00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:39,640
Speaker 3: already drunk too, by the way, and not like tipsy,

835
00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:43,560
Speaker 3: like I was drunk. And so I bought four tequila

836
00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:47,040
Speaker 3: shops for me and all my friends, and next thing,

837
00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:50,400
Speaker 3: you know, when they get there, my friends are nowhere

838
00:47:50,400 --> 00:47:54,200
Speaker 3: to be found. So I start ripping through these shots.

839
00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:59,560
Speaker 3: I take all four right, and there's at this point

840
00:48:00,440 --> 00:48:03,759
Speaker 3: I'm kind of blackout, not really, but like, you know,

841
00:48:03,880 --> 00:48:07,520
Speaker 3: it's pretty bad. You get a point, you get and

842
00:48:07,560 --> 00:48:10,320
Speaker 3: then there's this girl. She's I've never met her before,

843
00:48:10,520 --> 00:48:15,040
Speaker 3: I do remember her name. Her name was Emma. And incidentally,

844
00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:19,480
Speaker 3: I played ultimate frisbee for like a club social and

845
00:48:19,640 --> 00:48:23,040
Speaker 3: my partner was also named Emma, and my ex girlfriend

846
00:48:23,040 --> 00:48:24,960
Speaker 3: of three years was also.

847
00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:26,760
Speaker 2: Named Emma's where's this going.

848
00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:30,719
Speaker 3: Of a PROSPECTA that's irrelevant. I'm just giving more details

849
00:48:30,719 --> 00:48:34,640
Speaker 3: because I like add and layers the things, but I

850
00:48:34,640 --> 00:48:36,000
Speaker 3: don't want to take up too much time, so I'm

851
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:40,000
Speaker 3: trying to talk quick. Anyway. So me and em are just,

852
00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:42,319
Speaker 3: you know, hanging out at the bar. We're drinking our

853
00:48:42,400 --> 00:48:46,520
Speaker 3: drink and he was real horny, so she asked me

854
00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:50,759
Speaker 3: if she wanted to have sex. I'm like, fuck, yeah,

855
00:48:51,040 --> 00:48:53,120
Speaker 3: obviously I want to have sex. Why else would I

856
00:48:53,120 --> 00:48:53,600
Speaker 3: go to the bar?

857
00:48:53,840 --> 00:48:54,000
Speaker 5: Right?

858
00:48:54,719 --> 00:48:57,640
Speaker 3: And then she's like you want to go?

859
00:48:57,800 --> 00:49:01,440
Speaker 2: She she just says to you, she just point blank

860
00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:03,759
Speaker 2: to your face, says, would you like to have sex

861
00:49:03,800 --> 00:49:04,120
Speaker 2: with men?

862
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,520
Speaker 3: She was like, well, it was more like tuning fuck.

863
00:49:09,040 --> 00:49:11,480
Speaker 3: Well no she wasn't ratchet, so but it was like

864
00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:14,719
Speaker 3: it was like she probably used fuck not sex, but yeah,

865
00:49:14,880 --> 00:49:17,080
Speaker 3: point blank she.

866
00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:18,440
Speaker 2: Said, do you want to fuck?

867
00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:20,359
Speaker 3: Yes?

868
00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:22,080
Speaker 2: Okay, he was.

869
00:49:22,120 --> 00:49:28,239
Speaker 3: A hoe and sorry, so she was a hoe, and

870
00:49:28,560 --> 00:49:31,640
Speaker 3: so I'm like, hell, yeah, I'm trying to have some sex.

871
00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:35,120
Speaker 2: Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, Robbie, slow

872
00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:36,959
Speaker 2: down for me, real quick, Slow down for me, real quick.

873
00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:39,200
Speaker 3: Yes, sorry, I don't I don't want to take up

874
00:49:39,239 --> 00:49:39,839
Speaker 3: too much time.

875
00:49:40,920 --> 00:49:43,600
Speaker 2: Okay, Robbie, what are we talking about here right now?

876
00:49:43,640 --> 00:49:47,880
Speaker 2: What's what where? What's what's the central what's the central

877
00:49:47,920 --> 00:49:48,759
Speaker 2: thesis of all this?

878
00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:52,840
Speaker 3: Robbie, It's just it's just an interesting story.

879
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:56,279
Speaker 2: You know, this is all for entertainment, right, so just

880
00:49:56,280 --> 00:49:58,960
Speaker 2: just the the well, let's let's I want let's skip

881
00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:01,319
Speaker 2: to the very end. Then let's skip to the very

882
00:50:01,440 --> 00:50:04,320
Speaker 2: end where we learn the information that.

883
00:50:05,719 --> 00:50:10,239
Speaker 3: In about two seconds. Okay, she's like, yeah, I want

884
00:50:10,239 --> 00:50:11,960
Speaker 3: to have sex, or I'm like I want to have sex,

885
00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:14,799
Speaker 3: and she's like, all right, let's go to the bathroom.

886
00:50:14,960 --> 00:50:18,520
Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, that's a great idea because I'm a

887
00:50:18,560 --> 00:50:22,359
Speaker 3: little bit incoherent. I don't know if that's the right word.

888
00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:25,600
Speaker 3: Not an English major. And so we go into the

889
00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:29,320
Speaker 3: bathroom and we start having sex in the bar that's packed,

890
00:50:30,320 --> 00:50:33,840
Speaker 3: and we get caught and I get we get recorded,

891
00:50:34,160 --> 00:50:36,040
Speaker 3: both of our faces are in it, and we get

892
00:50:36,120 --> 00:50:39,799
Speaker 3: posted on barstool and we went viral and I've never

893
00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:42,120
Speaker 3: seen her again, and I got a nickname, and my

894
00:50:42,239 --> 00:50:45,040
Speaker 3: nickname is dirty Bob on the rugby.

895
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:48,720
Speaker 2: Seem dirty Bob. Wait, it went viral on barstool.

896
00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:53,319
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like it's on Twitter still, Like you could

897
00:50:53,320 --> 00:50:53,960
Speaker 3: definitely find it.

898
00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:57,120
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna say you like it's a graphic, full

899
00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:59,799
Speaker 2: penetration video of YouTube having sex and.

900
00:51:00,480 --> 00:51:03,279
Speaker 3: The penetration, but you can see you can see our

901
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:07,120
Speaker 3: feet under the stall with my pants are down, and

902
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:09,719
Speaker 3: then you can kind of see my mullet because there's

903
00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:12,040
Speaker 3: another video of someone peeking their phone.

904
00:51:13,520 --> 00:51:16,600
Speaker 2: Okay, so again, Robbie, I feel like, Okay, rob Robbie, Robbie,

905
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,080
Speaker 2: really in a real quick let me really in a

906
00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:25,920
Speaker 2: real quick. I feel like this conversation started with you

907
00:51:26,400 --> 00:51:33,399
Speaker 2: attempting to come to some conclusion, not you know, because

908
00:51:33,400 --> 00:51:35,000
Speaker 2: you know you don't have to be conclusing. You know

909
00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:37,120
Speaker 2: you don't have to be conclusive about this. Things are

910
00:51:37,120 --> 00:51:39,800
Speaker 2: always ever changing. But I feel like this conversation started

911
00:51:39,800 --> 00:51:43,879
Speaker 2: with you trying to come to some form of conclusion

912
00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:48,680
Speaker 2: in a way regarding regarding your your sexuality, or or

913
00:51:48,840 --> 00:51:52,320
Speaker 2: or regarding just you know, you as a person in general.

914
00:51:52,880 --> 00:52:01,800
Speaker 2: And it's evolved into you know you you spraying, come

915
00:52:02,520 --> 00:52:09,000
Speaker 2: onto the entire state of wherever you live. So what what?

916
00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:13,160
Speaker 2: What would you say before before we go, Robbie, is

917
00:52:13,160 --> 00:52:15,799
Speaker 2: is is the central thesis of of what of what

918
00:52:15,840 --> 00:52:18,920
Speaker 2: you've learned lately, through through through your life experiences.

919
00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:25,160
Speaker 3: Well, if you spray, come with someone expects person, come

920
00:52:25,280 --> 00:52:26,680
Speaker 3: to be sprayed on your own.

921
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:31,320
Speaker 2: Face, beautiful. Thank you for sharing, Robbie. You have a

922
00:52:31,360 --> 00:52:32,000
Speaker 2: good rest of the night.

923
00:52:33,040 --> 00:52:35,319
Speaker 3: I fuck you, love you, Lyle, have a great rest

924
00:52:35,360 --> 00:52:36,800
Speaker 3: of the night. I love.

925
00:52:40,400 --> 00:52:41,280
Speaker 2: I love Coding.

926
00:52:44,040 --> 00:52:45,000
Speaker 8: Hey, it was happening.

927
00:52:45,680 --> 00:52:49,080
Speaker 2: How are you Cody? Hey?

928
00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:49,879
Speaker 3: How are you man?

929
00:52:51,560 --> 00:52:53,920
Speaker 2: I'm good I'm a lizard. I'm on the computer.

930
00:52:57,080 --> 00:52:58,200
Speaker 8: Nice, is this the real gig?

931
00:53:00,719 --> 00:53:02,280
Speaker 2: I don't know how to answer that, To be honest

932
00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:07,080
Speaker 2: with you, what what would if the answer to that

933
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:08,560
Speaker 2: was no? Then who would I be?

934
00:53:13,480 --> 00:53:17,000
Speaker 8: Okay, so this is really funny.

935
00:53:17,440 --> 00:53:19,000
Speaker 2: Are you okay? Am I fucking with? Am I fucking

936
00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:22,040
Speaker 2: with you? Or am I? Are you okay?

937
00:53:22,719 --> 00:53:22,919
Speaker 3: Well?

938
00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:27,240
Speaker 8: I don't have the h Well I had the actual

939
00:53:27,280 --> 00:53:32,000
Speaker 8: podcast on, but I turned it off. So, but you

940
00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:39,640
Speaker 8: just called someone named Cody. I mean, he called someone Cody, Cody.

941
00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:41,440
Speaker 2: How are you feeling right now? Tell me what? Tell me?

942
00:53:41,480 --> 00:53:45,000
Speaker 2: Tell me what's going on in your brain and your body?

943
00:53:49,560 --> 00:53:49,799
Speaker 5: Uh?

944
00:53:50,280 --> 00:53:54,359
Speaker 8: I'm to find right now. Uh, just like very very

945
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:58,600
Speaker 8: shocked to get a call from anybody.

946
00:53:58,960 --> 00:54:01,480
Speaker 2: Very shocked to get a call from anybody.

947
00:54:01,520 --> 00:54:07,000
Speaker 6: You say, yeah, to get a call.

948
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:16,319
Speaker 8: Yeah, just just on the phone, by the way, music.

949
00:54:16,719 --> 00:54:20,000
Speaker 2: Just so you know, because I don't know if you

950
00:54:20,040 --> 00:54:22,600
Speaker 2: know this. I don't know if this is part of

951
00:54:23,280 --> 00:54:31,280
Speaker 2: whatever you've got going on right now. But Cody, Cody, Yeah,

952
00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:32,759
Speaker 2: you called me.

953
00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:36,920
Speaker 8: I called you.

954
00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:38,719
Speaker 2: You do know that, right? You know that you called me?

955
00:54:41,360 --> 00:54:41,800
Speaker 4: Yeah?

956
00:54:42,000 --> 00:54:45,839
Speaker 8: Yeah, I was just been searching for an answer. I mean,

957
00:54:45,920 --> 00:54:49,120
Speaker 8: you know, always searching for answers.

958
00:54:49,440 --> 00:54:50,239
Speaker 2: Are you high right now?

959
00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:51,200
Speaker 4: You know? Just some?

960
00:54:53,760 --> 00:54:54,480
Speaker 2: Uh?

961
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:55,560
Speaker 8: No, I don't think so.

962
00:54:56,080 --> 00:54:56,680
Speaker 3: I don't think so.

963
00:54:57,400 --> 00:55:00,200
Speaker 2: You you don't think so? What does that mean? You

964
00:55:00,280 --> 00:55:04,520
Speaker 2: do believe that you have potentially been drugged and you're

965
00:55:04,520 --> 00:55:09,600
Speaker 2: not sure? I feel like people, I feel like you

966
00:55:09,760 --> 00:55:13,960
Speaker 2: either know that you're high, or you know that you're not,

967
00:55:14,320 --> 00:55:16,840
Speaker 2: or you have a suspicion that you have been drugged.

968
00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:23,759
Speaker 8: No, I I'm glad I haven't. I don't know. I

969
00:55:23,760 --> 00:55:27,839
Speaker 8: would hate to hate to be drugs. It's not good.

970
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:34,000
Speaker 8: I mean, uh, you know, to have you know, it's

971
00:55:34,080 --> 00:55:38,640
Speaker 8: just I mean, no one wants to be I mean,

972
00:55:38,680 --> 00:55:42,479
Speaker 8: I I say, I'm I think because I don't really

973
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:46,480
Speaker 8: know if I'm like feeling anything.

974
00:55:46,560 --> 00:55:47,600
Speaker 5: But I mean.

975
00:55:49,440 --> 00:55:52,280
Speaker 8: To a cartridge at least that's tonight.

976
00:55:52,320 --> 00:55:53,800
Speaker 5: That's all. Okay?

977
00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:57,000
Speaker 2: So you so you did you smoked a cartridge?

978
00:55:58,520 --> 00:55:59,920
Speaker 8: Yes, it's just a little bit a lot.

979
00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:02,360
Speaker 2: How how or how how recently?

980
00:56:05,320 --> 00:56:05,480
Speaker 4: How?

981
00:56:05,640 --> 00:56:06,600
Speaker 8: How was I recently?

982
00:56:07,239 --> 00:56:09,359
Speaker 2: How recently did you smoke the cartridge?

983
00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:15,840
Speaker 8: Maybe like the beginning of the call, like an hour ago.

984
00:56:17,320 --> 00:56:20,520
Speaker 2: You know you probably have this thing called HS you

985
00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:21,160
Speaker 2: know what that is?

986
00:56:24,800 --> 00:56:27,840
Speaker 8: Yeah? Yeah, I heard that. I heard that.

987
00:56:27,920 --> 00:56:28,200
Speaker 7: I heard.

988
00:56:28,200 --> 00:56:31,680
Speaker 2: It sounds for constantly. It stands for constantly high syndrome.

989
00:56:32,600 --> 00:56:36,960
Speaker 2: It's when you smoke once and it's uh this is

990
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:39,040
Speaker 2: like it's a one in a million chants. But you

991
00:56:39,120 --> 00:56:41,920
Speaker 2: smoked once and it's permanent and now you're high all

992
00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:42,360
Speaker 2: the time.

993
00:56:47,280 --> 00:56:50,960
Speaker 8: Uh well, I mean, I wouldn't be surprised if I

994
00:56:51,080 --> 00:56:54,040
Speaker 8: it's like extremely high right now, because I can't tell

995
00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:54,520
Speaker 8: you is.

996
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:57,120
Speaker 2: There anything in particular that you called in to talk about.

997
00:56:57,160 --> 00:56:59,000
Speaker 2: It's okay if there's not, I'm just curious.

998
00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:14,640
Speaker 8: I didn't call in real questions or or or I

999
00:57:14,719 --> 00:57:16,000
Speaker 8: just came in with the answers.

1000
00:57:16,040 --> 00:57:18,680
Speaker 2: You know, I none of none of none of this

1001
00:57:18,720 --> 00:57:21,560
Speaker 2: is true. None of what you're saying is true. You told, okay,

1002
00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:23,840
Speaker 2: I don't you might all right? You know, I don't

1003
00:57:23,840 --> 00:57:26,000
Speaker 2: know if you remember this because you're extremely high, but

1004
00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:28,440
Speaker 2: and you're gonna and you're probably gonna be like this

1005
00:57:28,560 --> 00:57:34,080
Speaker 2: forever because you have the syndrome. But you told this

1006
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:36,920
Speaker 2: is what you know what. Look, here's the thing. I'm

1007
00:57:36,920 --> 00:57:38,680
Speaker 2: gonna we can move on. We can move on. You

1008
00:57:38,720 --> 00:57:40,600
Speaker 2: don't have to tell this story, but I just want

1009
00:57:40,640 --> 00:57:43,080
Speaker 2: you to know in case if you forgot that you

1010
00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:47,520
Speaker 2: did call in to tell a story, and you don't

1011
00:57:47,600 --> 00:57:49,280
Speaker 2: have to tell I'm not here to pressure you to

1012
00:57:49,280 --> 00:57:51,200
Speaker 2: tell the story, but I just want you to just

1013
00:57:51,200 --> 00:57:53,360
Speaker 2: to help, just for your sake, I want you to remember,

1014
00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:58,640
Speaker 2: just for your sake of awareness of the timeline of

1015
00:57:58,680 --> 00:58:04,920
Speaker 2: your life, you hauled in and you spoke with either

1016
00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:11,080
Speaker 2: someone named Tim or someone named Kate, and you told

1017
00:58:11,200 --> 00:58:16,439
Speaker 2: them that, and you told them that you once beat

1018
00:58:16,720 --> 00:58:19,400
Speaker 2: on the door. You once banged on the door of

1019
00:58:19,440 --> 00:58:24,040
Speaker 2: a bathroom thinking that your brother was in there, and

1020
00:58:24,080 --> 00:58:28,760
Speaker 2: you screamed in a scary voice like you were banging

1021
00:58:28,760 --> 00:58:33,160
Speaker 2: and going over to scare your brother who was in

1022
00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:37,120
Speaker 2: the bathroom, and you succeeded. You scared the shit out

1023
00:58:37,160 --> 00:58:41,480
Speaker 2: of your brother in the bathroom. But then you found

1024
00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:45,960
Speaker 2: out that it wasn't actually your brother, it was a

1025
00:58:46,000 --> 00:58:50,560
Speaker 2: stranger that had no familial connection to you at all,

1026
00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:56,360
Speaker 2: and that you never learned who was in the bathroom,

1027
00:58:57,120 --> 00:58:58,800
Speaker 2: but that you think about it from time to time.

1028
00:58:58,880 --> 00:59:01,840
Speaker 2: And then I don't know if you talked to Tim,

1029
00:59:01,840 --> 00:59:04,000
Speaker 2: if you talked to Kate, but they wrote this note.

1030
00:59:04,040 --> 00:59:07,000
Speaker 2: This is another thing that you said. You also said

1031
00:59:07,600 --> 00:59:12,960
Speaker 2: that you do not feel any remorse for what you did.

1032
00:59:15,360 --> 00:59:20,160
Speaker 8: You're not. I don't feel any remorse because it was

1033
00:59:20,200 --> 00:59:24,360
Speaker 8: easy to just get passed, you know, I wasn't. I

1034
00:59:24,400 --> 00:59:26,240
Speaker 8: didn't feel too bad because it just all happened, so

1035
00:59:26,840 --> 00:59:31,840
Speaker 8: pass you know, and it was done. Put it behind me.

1036
00:59:38,520 --> 00:59:40,439
Speaker 2: No, I don't think you need to feel room. I mean, look,

1037
00:59:40,680 --> 00:59:44,760
Speaker 2: you know is that that person? I mean, how old

1038
00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:47,520
Speaker 2: are you? Seventeen?

1039
00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:53,080
Speaker 1: Well, this happened, uh three week ago, three years ago.

1040
00:59:53,120 --> 00:59:53,640
Speaker 3: I'm eighteen.

1041
00:59:54,920 --> 00:59:57,800
Speaker 8: Yeah, three years ago, so I was about fifteen, okay.

1042
00:59:57,920 --> 00:59:58,520
Speaker 3: I mean it's a.

1043
00:59:58,560 --> 01:00:01,040
Speaker 8: Very short story. I just I thought it would be

1044
01:00:01,080 --> 01:00:02,160
Speaker 8: something interesting.

1045
01:00:01,840 --> 01:00:04,840
Speaker 2: To talk about, I thought, but no, okay, but I

1046
01:00:04,840 --> 01:00:07,760
Speaker 2: thought that, Uh all right, So you do know why

1047
01:00:07,800 --> 01:00:13,120
Speaker 2: you called in? Uh well I.

1048
01:00:13,480 --> 01:00:17,600
Speaker 8: Called in to talk to the GEG and uh everything's

1049
01:00:17,760 --> 01:00:20,160
Speaker 8: improv from there, you know.

1050
01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:28,280
Speaker 2: Cody before we go, before we go, is there? And

1051
01:00:28,440 --> 01:00:31,600
Speaker 2: and I before we go, And it's been a pleasure

1052
01:00:31,680 --> 01:00:33,680
Speaker 2: talking to you. And I'm sorry to hear that you're

1053
01:00:33,880 --> 01:00:36,120
Speaker 2: going to be high forever and you're probably not gonna

1054
01:00:36,120 --> 01:00:40,360
Speaker 2: remember this, but sorta thing. There's anything we can help

1055
01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:42,800
Speaker 2: you with, Cody, there is anything, anything, anything we can

1056
01:00:42,840 --> 01:00:43,840
Speaker 2: help you with at all?

1057
01:00:47,400 --> 01:00:52,120
Speaker 8: Well, this does have like over five hundred viewers. So

1058
01:00:52,760 --> 01:00:56,400
Speaker 8: I just I would like a lot of help, but

1059
01:00:57,400 --> 01:01:02,080
Speaker 8: but just keep doing what you doing it. It's amazing

1060
01:01:02,400 --> 01:01:04,800
Speaker 8: what you're doing. Thank you having dream job.

1061
01:01:04,720 --> 01:01:09,320
Speaker 2: Ship that God bless you, God bless you to Cody.

1062
01:01:09,520 --> 01:01:13,560
Speaker 2: It's been a pleasure to talk. Thank you, Cody. God

1063
01:01:13,560 --> 01:01:17,320
Speaker 2: bless you as well. I appreciate everything that you do. Uh,

1064
01:01:17,320 --> 01:01:19,880
Speaker 2: You're an American hero and I hope that they find

1065
01:01:19,880 --> 01:01:20,480
Speaker 2: a cure for you.

1066
01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:24,040
Speaker 8: Right, that's right, beautiful, I hope so too.

1067
01:01:24,080 --> 01:01:24,320
Speaker 3: Thank you.

1068
01:01:25,080 --> 01:01:29,360
Speaker 6: Have a good night, Cody, you too, God blessed.

1069
01:01:31,120 --> 01:01:34,480
Speaker 2: I see a bright future ahead for Cody. I think

1070
01:01:34,800 --> 01:01:37,400
Speaker 2: that an extremely high you know what, you know what

1071
01:01:37,440 --> 01:01:40,920
Speaker 2: I will do for Cody. I will campaign on Cody's

1072
01:01:40,960 --> 01:01:46,040
Speaker 2: behalf to make sure that I'm extremely high person can

1073
01:01:46,120 --> 01:01:50,560
Speaker 2: have just as full of a life as as someone

1074
01:01:50,600 --> 01:01:53,120
Speaker 2: who does not have the same ailment Cody does. All right,

1075
01:01:53,360 --> 01:01:56,240
Speaker 2: I think Cody, I think extremely high people. They should

1076
01:01:56,240 --> 01:01:59,480
Speaker 2: be able to drive cars. They should be able. If

1077
01:01:59,520 --> 01:02:02,960
Speaker 2: Cody want wants to pursue a field in the medical industry,

1078
01:02:03,200 --> 01:02:05,320
Speaker 2: wants to pursue a career in the medical field, he

1079
01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:11,080
Speaker 2: should be able to perform surgery while he's high. He

1080
01:02:11,120 --> 01:02:13,760
Speaker 2: should be if he wants to be a constructor. Cody

1081
01:02:13,760 --> 01:02:17,880
Speaker 2: should be able to operate heavy machinery while he's high. Okay.

1082
01:02:18,080 --> 01:02:21,439
Speaker 2: I don't think that Cody being high all the time

1083
01:02:21,480 --> 01:02:24,840
Speaker 2: for the rest of his life should impact the way

1084
01:02:24,840 --> 01:02:27,480
Speaker 2: that people view him or his competence in any way

1085
01:02:27,480 --> 01:02:31,400
Speaker 2: shape or for him. So God bless Cody, and I

1086
01:02:31,400 --> 01:02:33,240
Speaker 2: hope they I hope they. I hope now I don't

1087
01:02:33,280 --> 01:02:34,720
Speaker 2: even I don't even hope they find a cure. I

1088
01:02:34,760 --> 01:02:36,840
Speaker 2: just hope that we all can learn to accept that

1089
01:02:36,920 --> 01:02:39,680
Speaker 2: high people are people too, okay, and they have just

1090
01:02:39,720 --> 01:02:44,800
Speaker 2: as many rights and you know, reason reasons to be

1091
01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:49,600
Speaker 2: here as as anyone else. So goes on the line,

1092
01:02:49,840 --> 01:02:54,760
Speaker 2: taking his own every nine, goes to teaching you.