1 00:00:12,600 --> 00:00:19,080 Speaker 1: Wow, have I been through an experience. So I think 2 00:00:19,079 --> 00:00:24,239 Speaker 1: it's important to mention that I only sweat the small stuff. 3 00:00:25,400 --> 00:00:28,120 Speaker 1: And what I know to be true, and what everyone 4 00:00:28,160 --> 00:00:33,199 Speaker 1: around me realizes, is that I place equal importance on 5 00:00:35,200 --> 00:00:40,000 Speaker 1: things that would seem very different in importance to other 6 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:44,560 Speaker 1: things proportionally. And what I mean is like what dish 7 00:00:44,640 --> 00:00:49,240 Speaker 1: we're ordering at a restaurant, to what caption I put 8 00:00:49,280 --> 00:00:54,520 Speaker 1: on a post, to what kind of cookie place we 9 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:59,760 Speaker 1: go to first to try, to what drugstore lip gloss 10 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:05,600 Speaker 1: I put on is equally as important to me as 11 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:10,640 Speaker 1: speaking in front of five thousand people or going on 12 00:01:10,680 --> 00:01:16,039 Speaker 1: the Today Show or a date, or walking a runway 13 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:18,959 Speaker 1: in front of millions of people. Literally, like it's not 14 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:24,000 Speaker 1: a joke, Like I have a very strange way of 15 00:01:24,040 --> 00:01:29,240 Speaker 1: prioritizing things. Everything matters, Like everything matters equally very If 16 00:01:29,240 --> 00:01:31,200 Speaker 1: you do it, it matters. It doesn't matter how small 17 00:01:31,240 --> 00:01:33,120 Speaker 1: or how big it is. If you're making it in 18 00:01:33,120 --> 00:01:35,800 Speaker 1: the kitchen, you do you make it good or you 19 00:01:35,800 --> 00:01:37,360 Speaker 1: don't make it at all, like and you throw it 20 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:39,360 Speaker 1: out if it's gross, Like you don't just settle. I 21 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:42,240 Speaker 1: don't settle in any way. I don't settle in. I 22 00:01:42,840 --> 00:01:46,800 Speaker 1: won't settle in relationships or work or I'd rather just 23 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:48,760 Speaker 1: not do it. So I am a very big like 24 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:51,640 Speaker 1: do it or don't type of person. And I'm really 25 00:01:51,640 --> 00:01:53,800 Speaker 1: not a gray. I'm a black or a white. So 26 00:01:53,880 --> 00:01:59,520 Speaker 1: that's hard sometimes because I'm obsessed with everything, but I 27 00:01:59,600 --> 00:02:02,960 Speaker 1: lose the plot because I focus on the smaller things 28 00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:05,280 Speaker 1: sometimes and don't realize the big things. Like I've been 29 00:02:05,280 --> 00:02:08,200 Speaker 1: in restaurants and there could be a seven forty seven 30 00:02:08,240 --> 00:02:10,760 Speaker 1: that could could crash in through the ceiling and I 31 00:02:10,760 --> 00:02:13,880 Speaker 1: wouldn't notice it, but I would notice like some smudge 32 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:14,560 Speaker 1: on the table. 33 00:02:14,720 --> 00:02:16,400 Speaker 2: You know. I'm very myopic in that way. 34 00:02:17,160 --> 00:02:20,440 Speaker 1: And also I kind of when people ask me if 35 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:22,960 Speaker 1: I have the Emperor has no close thing, I think 36 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:26,360 Speaker 1: I kind of do. I've always said no, but I 37 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:32,440 Speaker 1: think I might because I maybe ironically don't think I'm worthy, 38 00:02:32,520 --> 00:02:35,040 Speaker 1: Like I know that I'm worthy, but I can never 39 00:02:35,120 --> 00:02:36,359 Speaker 1: believe that I'm worthy. 40 00:02:36,440 --> 00:02:37,079 Speaker 2: I know it. 41 00:02:37,320 --> 00:02:40,160 Speaker 1: I'm very confident, I'm not insecure, I'm not vain, but 42 00:02:40,200 --> 00:02:43,799 Speaker 1: I can never really believe that I'm worthy. Like knowing 43 00:02:43,840 --> 00:02:47,519 Speaker 1: it is different than believing it than feeling it in 44 00:02:47,560 --> 00:02:53,000 Speaker 1: your body. So, for example, when I got the MTV 45 00:02:53,160 --> 00:02:56,320 Speaker 1: like Lifetime Achievement Award. Someone had to let me know 46 00:02:56,360 --> 00:02:58,120 Speaker 1: that it really wasn't supposed to be for me. It 47 00:02:58,160 --> 00:03:00,240 Speaker 1: was supposed to be for somebody else. But they couldn't though, 48 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:02,839 Speaker 1: And I was like, who cares, I'm there. I don't 49 00:03:02,840 --> 00:03:04,880 Speaker 1: give a shit. But then we get there and it's 50 00:03:04,919 --> 00:03:07,120 Speaker 1: like a different MTV Awards, Like it's not the one 51 00:03:07,160 --> 00:03:09,000 Speaker 1: that like j Lo's at. It's like this other like 52 00:03:09,080 --> 00:03:11,760 Speaker 1: reality one that like snooky and like Kristin Cavalari's at, 53 00:03:11,760 --> 00:03:13,560 Speaker 1: which I was grateful and thrilled to be there. I'm 54 00:03:13,560 --> 00:03:16,000 Speaker 1: just saying, like, it's always like you're always a hair short, 55 00:03:16,120 --> 00:03:17,920 Speaker 1: you know, I'm always like it's always like you're there, 56 00:03:17,960 --> 00:03:21,600 Speaker 1: but like not really Like listen, I was on the 57 00:03:21,639 --> 00:03:23,640 Speaker 1: cover of Forbes magazine and I was on the list, 58 00:03:23,639 --> 00:03:26,280 Speaker 1: and I was one hundredth on the list, like out 59 00:03:26,320 --> 00:03:28,320 Speaker 1: of one hundred, So like, I don't care I made 60 00:03:28,360 --> 00:03:30,880 Speaker 1: it in, and I'm that person that like says, like, 61 00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:32,000 Speaker 1: I don't care how we got in. 62 00:03:32,280 --> 00:03:32,919 Speaker 2: We're inlets. 63 00:03:32,919 --> 00:03:34,280 Speaker 1: It's what we do when we get there. I don't 64 00:03:34,320 --> 00:03:36,000 Speaker 1: care that I got paid seven and two hundred fifty 65 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:37,920 Speaker 1: dollars to be on the Housewives. I got in there 66 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:39,440 Speaker 1: and I made a meal out of it, Like that's 67 00:03:39,440 --> 00:03:42,200 Speaker 1: how I roll. And I never know what anything actually 68 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:45,000 Speaker 1: means or is, Like I don't. Something can come in 69 00:03:45,000 --> 00:03:47,040 Speaker 1: from my publicist that she's like, you should definitely do this, 70 00:03:47,120 --> 00:03:48,760 Speaker 1: and then I'm like, why am I doing this? And 71 00:03:48,800 --> 00:03:50,440 Speaker 1: this sucks and we're not gonna do it, and then 72 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:53,000 Speaker 1: we get there and I'm like, holy shit, and she's like, 73 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:55,200 Speaker 1: I mean I told you. And also sometimes she tells 74 00:03:55,240 --> 00:03:57,400 Speaker 1: me to do things that then our shit. 75 00:03:57,600 --> 00:03:58,600 Speaker 2: I mean, you can't. You can't. 76 00:03:58,640 --> 00:04:01,160 Speaker 1: Can't hit a home run every time. But like I 77 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:03,800 Speaker 1: never know what something is until I arrive, Like when 78 00:04:03,800 --> 00:04:05,560 Speaker 1: you describe it to me, this is an appearance we're 79 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:07,360 Speaker 1: doing that. I kind of get it. I get the 80 00:04:07,400 --> 00:04:09,080 Speaker 1: sense of it. Is it on brand? Is it like 81 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:11,640 Speaker 1: not compromising myself? But I forget I said it and 82 00:04:11,640 --> 00:04:13,840 Speaker 1: forget it, and then the day of it's always the 83 00:04:13,880 --> 00:04:16,120 Speaker 1: same thing. Someone comes to me, can we do want 84 00:04:16,120 --> 00:04:18,479 Speaker 1: the questions in advance? And I always say no, And 85 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:19,520 Speaker 1: then I just want to do everything. 86 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:20,200 Speaker 2: Let's do real. 87 00:04:20,240 --> 00:04:21,840 Speaker 1: I always say, let's do real, like I just want 88 00:04:21,839 --> 00:04:23,960 Speaker 1: it to be the real moment that's happening. I like 89 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:26,760 Speaker 1: thrive on authenticity and just like the real moment, because 90 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:29,400 Speaker 1: that's where the beauty and the magic happens. That's where 91 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:33,000 Speaker 1: the happy accidents happen. When you're overproduced, which I discussed 92 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:36,320 Speaker 1: on a post about Blake Lively and Jennifer Lopez, you know, 93 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:39,760 Speaker 1: and you're overproduced in an archaic model of trying to 94 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:42,120 Speaker 1: make everything perfect and be perfect and show everybody that 95 00:04:42,160 --> 00:04:45,120 Speaker 1: you're perfect, you miss a lot of the magic. So 96 00:04:45,200 --> 00:04:48,000 Speaker 1: I'm about the magic. Sometimes with the magic, there's not 97 00:04:48,120 --> 00:04:50,400 Speaker 1: Sometimes all the times, there's some crazy thing that happens. 98 00:04:50,440 --> 00:04:52,080 Speaker 2: I don't know why. I don't know if it's me. 99 00:04:52,240 --> 00:04:54,400 Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm Lucille Ball or Carol Burnett 100 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:58,200 Speaker 1: or like why things Maybe it's because I get too excited. 101 00:04:58,320 --> 00:04:58,880 Speaker 2: I don't know what. 102 00:04:58,920 --> 00:05:02,039 Speaker 1: Things happen me all the time that are like insane. 103 00:05:02,279 --> 00:05:04,640 Speaker 1: There's always something and I and even when I try 104 00:05:04,680 --> 00:05:06,360 Speaker 1: so hard for it not to be something, something has 105 00:05:06,360 --> 00:05:08,400 Speaker 1: to happen as little as like I'm in a feather 106 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:10,320 Speaker 1: dress in Paris, like locked in a bathroom, and like 107 00:05:10,360 --> 00:05:12,640 Speaker 1: my assistant's like now trying to be a mechanic. Like 108 00:05:12,920 --> 00:05:16,159 Speaker 1: it's just always something. So when Danielle, who works with me, 109 00:05:16,240 --> 00:05:18,880 Speaker 1: calls me and says, you're sitting down and I say, no, 110 00:05:18,960 --> 00:05:21,400 Speaker 1: I'm not, but what and she says, you're walking in 111 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:25,800 Speaker 1: Paris at the Lorel fashion show. So like that doesn't 112 00:05:25,960 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 1: I don't understand what that. I don't even understand what 113 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:32,160 Speaker 1: that sentence means. I heard like Paris Fashion Week, she said, 114 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:34,279 Speaker 1: and I'm like, that sounds really big, but like for me, 115 00:05:34,400 --> 00:05:36,960 Speaker 1: my mind will always go to like there are other 116 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:39,719 Speaker 1: people walking in big shows, but like whatever I'm invited 117 00:05:39,760 --> 00:05:43,000 Speaker 1: to is probably like the thing the day before, you 118 00:05:43,040 --> 00:05:45,880 Speaker 1: know what I mean, like just not the real thing. 119 00:05:46,560 --> 00:05:48,280 Speaker 1: But I was excited. I'm like, oh my god, I'm 120 00:05:48,320 --> 00:05:51,000 Speaker 1: going to Paris. But I still was like I don't 121 00:05:51,320 --> 00:05:52,800 Speaker 1: believe it, Like I don't know what it means. 122 00:05:52,800 --> 00:05:53,400 Speaker 2: It's a constant. 123 00:05:53,440 --> 00:06:09,920 Speaker 1: It's like not it's too abstract. So everyone's getting excited 124 00:06:09,920 --> 00:06:11,520 Speaker 1: and I'm getting excited, but I don't really even know 125 00:06:11,520 --> 00:06:15,440 Speaker 1: what I'm excited about. And Loreal is a big, major company. 126 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:17,480 Speaker 1: I didn't realize they were the biggest in the world. 127 00:06:17,680 --> 00:06:19,280 Speaker 1: I now know that they're the biggest beauty brand in 128 00:06:19,320 --> 00:06:23,360 Speaker 1: the world, but like, I still don't get it. So 129 00:06:23,360 --> 00:06:25,599 Speaker 1: so we had like let's call it like six weeks 130 00:06:25,680 --> 00:06:28,320 Speaker 1: or a month ago, and I'm telling I'm not allowed 131 00:06:28,320 --> 00:06:30,080 Speaker 1: to say anything, but I'm telling my friends and anybody 132 00:06:30,080 --> 00:06:31,760 Speaker 1: who will like be impressed by the fact that I'm 133 00:06:31,760 --> 00:06:34,200 Speaker 1: going to Paris Fashion Week, like just like fronting. But 134 00:06:34,240 --> 00:06:36,760 Speaker 1: I really didn't want to sell out and act like 135 00:06:36,760 --> 00:06:39,360 Speaker 1: I belong, Like, oh, I have to go to Version Week, 136 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:42,680 Speaker 1: you know, like I was super excited and decided that 137 00:06:42,760 --> 00:06:45,960 Speaker 1: I would. They were sending me with just with my 138 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:48,440 Speaker 1: with one person who was going to be Britain. But 139 00:06:48,520 --> 00:06:50,960 Speaker 1: I realized I needed someone for work and I don't 140 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:53,040 Speaker 1: usually like a lot of people around, Like I'm not 141 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:56,400 Speaker 1: like a group person. I get anxiety. But like I 142 00:06:56,480 --> 00:06:57,800 Speaker 1: knew I had to bring one person. Then I was like, 143 00:06:57,839 --> 00:07:00,160 Speaker 1: I should also bring my other social person, and kind 144 00:07:00,160 --> 00:07:02,960 Speaker 1: of it became like this is little Miss Sunshine or 145 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:05,920 Speaker 1: the Muppets go to Hot Wherever Manhattan, but Muppets take 146 00:07:05,920 --> 00:07:08,400 Speaker 1: Manhattan like little Miss Sunshine. If you didn't see the movie, 147 00:07:08,400 --> 00:07:11,520 Speaker 1: it's a girl named Olive who's like not the typical 148 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:14,480 Speaker 1: pageant girl by you know, with the She's got the 149 00:07:14,480 --> 00:07:17,240 Speaker 1: big thick glasses and her family is. 150 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:18,600 Speaker 2: Completely like flawed. 151 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:23,840 Speaker 1: Everybody's sortifiable and something's wrong and they're a disaster, like 152 00:07:23,920 --> 00:07:28,040 Speaker 1: a disaster, and I'm like, now three of us are going. 153 00:07:28,200 --> 00:07:30,600 Speaker 1: Now we're all going, So like it was an expense 154 00:07:30,640 --> 00:07:32,240 Speaker 1: for me, Like it was like we're getting everyone playing 155 00:07:32,240 --> 00:07:34,800 Speaker 1: tickets and hotel rooms and I'm like, but we're got 156 00:07:34,880 --> 00:07:37,680 Speaker 1: like one for all awful one. Everyone's coming, We're getting 157 00:07:37,680 --> 00:07:39,880 Speaker 1: in the van, and Olive is going to go into 158 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:43,040 Speaker 1: some version of a fashion show, right, So like one 159 00:07:43,080 --> 00:07:45,440 Speaker 1: by one, I was just asking people. They were freaking out, 160 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:49,600 Speaker 1: and only one person had ever been to Paris before. 161 00:07:50,080 --> 00:07:53,040 Speaker 1: One person had never left the country before, and so 162 00:07:53,200 --> 00:07:55,680 Speaker 1: like it really was like people were, you know, four 163 00:07:55,720 --> 00:07:59,120 Speaker 1: weeks planning, you know, eating healthy, like trying to figure 164 00:07:59,120 --> 00:08:04,240 Speaker 1: out outfits. Like everybody was super excited and we didn't 165 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:05,960 Speaker 1: really know anything and no one was telling us anything, 166 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:07,720 Speaker 1: so we didn't understand what's gonna happen. And then like 167 00:08:07,760 --> 00:08:09,400 Speaker 1: someone said, you could do a photo shoot with Brinn 168 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:12,200 Speaker 1: when you're there, which sounded like an obligation because I 169 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:14,000 Speaker 1: didn't understand it. But I was like, yes, we're coming 170 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:17,840 Speaker 1: from a place of yes. So there were six of us, 171 00:08:17,880 --> 00:08:20,160 Speaker 1: which is insane, Like who am I Like, now I'm 172 00:08:20,160 --> 00:08:22,480 Speaker 1: a gangster rapper? I just like bring like six people 173 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:25,080 Speaker 1: into like a posse and fly everybody to Europe. Like okay, 174 00:08:25,640 --> 00:08:29,280 Speaker 1: so we all my team of four all like younger, 175 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:31,280 Speaker 1: you know, they're flying together, which Brenn and I had 176 00:08:31,320 --> 00:08:33,160 Speaker 1: some fomo we weren't flying with them, but we landed 177 00:08:33,160 --> 00:08:36,280 Speaker 1: at the exact same time, and like it was gonna 178 00:08:36,280 --> 00:08:37,839 Speaker 1: be a vacation for Brinn and I, but like we 179 00:08:37,880 --> 00:08:40,600 Speaker 1: would do the work obligations, like not obligations, but like 180 00:08:40,600 --> 00:08:42,440 Speaker 1: the show and the other things around it, like there 181 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:45,839 Speaker 1: was an optional dinner with the Loreal team, an optional thing, 182 00:08:45,880 --> 00:08:48,719 Speaker 1: and I'm usually the like not optional dinner person, Like 183 00:08:48,760 --> 00:08:50,160 Speaker 1: I'm doing my own thing and then I'm going. 184 00:08:50,040 --> 00:08:50,679 Speaker 2: To the real thing. 185 00:08:51,320 --> 00:08:54,480 Speaker 1: But like we land and I'm feeling fomo missing my team. 186 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:56,680 Speaker 1: It really is like a little miss Sunshine. So I'm 187 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:58,600 Speaker 1: like to Brinn, like let's go to lunch because somebody 188 00:08:58,600 --> 00:08:59,920 Speaker 1: she likes to be with me alone. She's like, no, 189 00:09:00,160 --> 00:09:02,280 Speaker 1: let's go to lunch with everyone. So we were gonna 190 00:09:02,280 --> 00:09:05,640 Speaker 1: go to lunch with everyone, to just a restaurant, just 191 00:09:05,679 --> 00:09:07,680 Speaker 1: like a French restaurant, and then we passed this place 192 00:09:07,720 --> 00:09:10,040 Speaker 1: called like Maison de la Trouf, which is like the 193 00:09:10,080 --> 00:09:14,079 Speaker 1: House of Truffles. I'm like, oh my god, how can 194 00:09:14,120 --> 00:09:15,959 Speaker 1: I not take them all to Truffles, Like, let's fucking 195 00:09:16,040 --> 00:09:18,640 Speaker 1: lean in, double down, triple down, and forget. I don't 196 00:09:18,679 --> 00:09:20,240 Speaker 1: remember why we're there. I forget that we're there for 197 00:09:20,240 --> 00:09:21,640 Speaker 1: a fashion job. I'm just in the moment of like 198 00:09:21,679 --> 00:09:24,000 Speaker 1: we're a little miss Sunshine and we're And then next 199 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,000 Speaker 1: to that was like caviar Caspa, the place that I 200 00:09:26,040 --> 00:09:29,079 Speaker 1: had that like two million dollar baked potato filled with caviar, 201 00:09:29,160 --> 00:09:31,360 Speaker 1: like loaded with caviar. When are these people ever gonna 202 00:09:31,360 --> 00:09:33,319 Speaker 1: have caviar? Now, this is what's going on with the 203 00:09:33,400 --> 00:09:36,080 Speaker 1: Land of the Misfit Toys. Behind the scenes, Jason, the 204 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:39,280 Speaker 1: makeup artist they all tell me, did not sleep one second. 205 00:09:39,400 --> 00:09:41,400 Speaker 1: Was laughing out loud at whatever he was watching on 206 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:45,080 Speaker 1: the plane and drank six Vodkas, like en route to 207 00:09:45,120 --> 00:09:48,240 Speaker 1: a work trip. And when the person who was serving 208 00:09:48,360 --> 00:09:51,319 Speaker 1: him asked him what he wanted, he kept saying double 209 00:09:51,400 --> 00:09:53,880 Speaker 1: vodkas each time of the six and they were like, well, 210 00:09:53,920 --> 00:09:55,880 Speaker 1: and he's very tall, and they were like, well, they 211 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:58,160 Speaker 1: like it's like having two in the air. He's like, well, 212 00:09:58,200 --> 00:10:01,839 Speaker 1: I'm twice the size, so loaded up, so he's drinking 213 00:10:01,920 --> 00:10:02,720 Speaker 1: multiple vodkas. 214 00:10:02,720 --> 00:10:03,160 Speaker 2: Apparently. 215 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:05,880 Speaker 1: My assistant Mia has a very unique way of sleeping 216 00:10:05,920 --> 00:10:08,280 Speaker 1: on an airplane where she like faces and hugs the 217 00:10:08,320 --> 00:10:08,920 Speaker 1: seat to sleep. 218 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:10,079 Speaker 2: None of us understand that. 219 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:13,280 Speaker 1: And also she lets everybody know that she's like she's 220 00:10:13,520 --> 00:10:16,040 Speaker 1: has never had Merleau, so she has Merlau for the 221 00:10:16,040 --> 00:10:18,000 Speaker 1: first time on the plane, and also is excited to 222 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,480 Speaker 1: come to Paris to taste Barata, not realizing that Barat 223 00:10:20,559 --> 00:10:21,080 Speaker 1: is from Italy. 224 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:22,040 Speaker 2: But they're going with. 225 00:10:22,040 --> 00:10:26,839 Speaker 1: It, like everybody was just and Emily, my social girl, 226 00:10:27,120 --> 00:10:29,080 Speaker 1: looked at Danielle like she was a crazy person for 227 00:10:29,120 --> 00:10:32,880 Speaker 1: bringing a normal sized suitcase because of course on brand. Emily, 228 00:10:32,920 --> 00:10:35,040 Speaker 1: who's that girl who wears like leggings and like a 229 00:10:35,080 --> 00:10:37,920 Speaker 1: half top to an airport, which is serial killer behavior. 230 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:40,480 Speaker 1: And she's like has tattoos and she's like gorgeous, but 231 00:10:40,559 --> 00:10:43,200 Speaker 1: like she's like that tough, bad like production bitch with 232 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:45,960 Speaker 1: all the stuff, with all the gear she has carry 233 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:48,440 Speaker 1: on luggage, which to me is serial killer going to Paris. 234 00:10:48,600 --> 00:10:50,320 Speaker 1: So she's looking at Danielle like what the fuck are 235 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:53,120 Speaker 1: you doing? And so their fire like it's just every 236 00:10:53,240 --> 00:10:56,000 Speaker 1: they're all laughing, which makes me so happy. Because I'm 237 00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:57,959 Speaker 1: that friend that like wants my friends to be friends 238 00:10:57,960 --> 00:10:59,320 Speaker 1: with each other. I don't need to be there. I 239 00:10:59,320 --> 00:11:00,640 Speaker 1: in fact, I don't want to be there, Like I 240 00:11:00,760 --> 00:11:02,760 Speaker 1: just die that they're all laughing and becoming friends with 241 00:11:02,800 --> 00:11:04,920 Speaker 1: each other and enjoying each other, you know, like my 242 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:08,480 Speaker 1: housekeeper still has relationships with my former assistant, and like 243 00:11:08,720 --> 00:11:11,640 Speaker 1: I just like everybody to be like have a family dysfunctional. 244 00:11:12,040 --> 00:11:15,679 Speaker 1: I crave and attract crazy dysfunctional people that are like 245 00:11:16,080 --> 00:11:19,480 Speaker 1: misfits that fit together, that are little nuts that like 246 00:11:19,559 --> 00:11:22,240 Speaker 1: value humor first. So they're all having their own experience. 247 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:26,120 Speaker 1: So we go. We have touched the ground, we've bathed 248 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:28,840 Speaker 1: and now and also Danielle, who's who is a president 249 00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:31,600 Speaker 1: of my company, who she and I really have She 250 00:11:31,800 --> 00:11:34,560 Speaker 1: myself and Emily have really built this business together like 251 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:37,160 Speaker 1: they have been my like non traditional team. 252 00:11:37,200 --> 00:11:39,240 Speaker 2: I don't have an agent. I don't do anything normally. 253 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:41,960 Speaker 1: I just Danielle was working in social and I don't 254 00:11:41,960 --> 00:11:43,600 Speaker 1: even think that that was like her best skill set, 255 00:11:43,640 --> 00:11:45,360 Speaker 1: to be perfectly honest, She's like a young girl that 256 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:48,079 Speaker 1: used to work in like publishing whatever, and I'm like, no, 257 00:11:48,120 --> 00:11:49,360 Speaker 1: I think you should come over here, and we should 258 00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:51,960 Speaker 1: work on like deals together and like we created this 259 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:53,959 Speaker 1: position for her and in a world that neither of 260 00:11:54,040 --> 00:11:55,480 Speaker 1: us understand what we were doing, and we just have 261 00:11:55,559 --> 00:11:58,000 Speaker 1: made this happen on our own. Like anything is possible. 262 00:11:58,040 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 1: You could do anything. You could have any job. You 263 00:11:59,360 --> 00:12:01,200 Speaker 1: could be a publish she could be a producer, you 264 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:02,719 Speaker 1: could be a stylist. You could be anything you want. 265 00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:04,160 Speaker 1: It's not that hard. You can't be a doctor or 266 00:12:04,160 --> 00:12:07,240 Speaker 1: a surgeon. I don't advise that without a degree. So 267 00:12:07,640 --> 00:12:11,400 Speaker 1: Danielle goes to bed every night at nine o'clock. She's 268 00:12:11,440 --> 00:12:13,960 Speaker 1: a toddler, and it's like annoying. So Emily is on 269 00:12:14,120 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 1: a West coast, so I talked to her late at 270 00:12:15,720 --> 00:12:17,760 Speaker 1: night and Danielle, they're on like different shifts of dealing 271 00:12:17,760 --> 00:12:21,280 Speaker 1: with me, because I roll from six am to eleven pm. 272 00:12:21,320 --> 00:12:23,040 Speaker 1: So I need people on different shifts to deal with 273 00:12:23,080 --> 00:12:26,480 Speaker 1: my ideas. So Danielle all of a sudden has a 274 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:28,800 Speaker 1: new personality in Paris. Now she like drinks wine. Now 275 00:12:28,840 --> 00:12:30,680 Speaker 1: she's up late at night. Now she's ready to go 276 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:33,080 Speaker 1: off the plane, like she has a new French personality. 277 00:12:33,800 --> 00:12:35,240 Speaker 1: So all of us get in the car and we 278 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:37,400 Speaker 1: go and we have an Amus boush. We have a 279 00:12:37,480 --> 00:12:40,520 Speaker 1: giant baked potato with caviar and wine and like this 280 00:12:40,600 --> 00:12:42,200 Speaker 1: experience and they're all like, this is the greatest thing 281 00:12:42,240 --> 00:12:44,120 Speaker 1: that's ever happened in my whole life. We haven't even 282 00:12:44,120 --> 00:12:46,800 Speaker 1: done anything yet, they can't believe their lives. Then we 283 00:12:46,840 --> 00:12:48,760 Speaker 1: go next door and we have like a multiple course 284 00:12:48,800 --> 00:12:51,920 Speaker 1: truffle tasting, like just decadence at its finest, and are 285 00:12:51,960 --> 00:12:55,160 Speaker 1: off to races and we are the little Miss Sunshine 286 00:12:55,200 --> 00:12:59,240 Speaker 1: team that like does everything like meaning Loreeale is like, 287 00:12:59,240 --> 00:13:00,520 Speaker 1: do you want to go on the their first night 288 00:13:00,600 --> 00:13:02,040 Speaker 1: and we're all like yup. We're in the dinner like 289 00:13:02,080 --> 00:13:06,760 Speaker 1: and we meet the other influencers and Kensington is a 290 00:13:06,800 --> 00:13:11,400 Speaker 1: young influencer, becomes my five 't eleven supermodel like Glamazon child, 291 00:13:11,520 --> 00:13:14,839 Speaker 1: and my team takes over a lot of space and 292 00:13:14,880 --> 00:13:17,640 Speaker 1: they're just like eating every morsel and drinking every drink 293 00:13:17,679 --> 00:13:20,560 Speaker 1: and like dancing every dance and they're just like bending 294 00:13:20,640 --> 00:13:24,640 Speaker 1: over Paris and fucking it like they're not missing one crumb, 295 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:27,400 Speaker 1: and everyone's just attracted to them and us because it's 296 00:13:27,400 --> 00:13:28,880 Speaker 1: like we don't even know why we're that. We forgot 297 00:13:28,880 --> 00:13:30,640 Speaker 1: we're doing a show. We're just like living our best 298 00:13:30,679 --> 00:13:31,439 Speaker 1: lives in the moment. 299 00:13:32,440 --> 00:13:32,880 Speaker 2: So we go. 300 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:35,760 Speaker 1: I go to the fitting with Danielle, which is a 301 00:13:35,840 --> 00:13:38,080 Speaker 1: Larel fitting, and I get there and I don't realize 302 00:13:38,080 --> 00:13:40,280 Speaker 1: that this woman, Delphine, who they introduced me to, is 303 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,800 Speaker 1: like the global head of everything. She's like the HBI C, 304 00:13:42,960 --> 00:13:45,640 Speaker 1: they head bitch in charge of Lorel. But I'm just saying. 305 00:13:45,440 --> 00:13:47,080 Speaker 2: Hello to everybody, meeting everybody. I'm excited. 306 00:13:47,080 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 1: I have no idea, and they're like, oh my god. 307 00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:50,600 Speaker 1: And she comes up to me and she's like, oh 308 00:13:50,640 --> 00:13:53,120 Speaker 1: my god, you sold the shit out. I mean, she 309 00:13:53,120 --> 00:13:54,600 Speaker 1: shouldn't say it that way, but she's like, you sold 310 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:57,560 Speaker 1: midnight cream and like I'm like, she's like you made 311 00:13:57,640 --> 00:14:00,520 Speaker 1: that product and I'm like, I was in pajamas dirty 312 00:14:00,520 --> 00:14:01,040 Speaker 1: and she's. 313 00:14:00,880 --> 00:14:02,000 Speaker 2: Like, you know, you're real. 314 00:14:02,120 --> 00:14:04,400 Speaker 1: And I don't realize till later that she's like the 315 00:14:04,520 --> 00:14:07,920 Speaker 1: HBI C and she's planning the entire fashion show that 316 00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:10,520 Speaker 1: I also don't realize what it's like. And so we 317 00:14:10,600 --> 00:14:12,600 Speaker 1: go into this fitting and now it starts to come 318 00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:15,720 Speaker 1: into fruition, like what I'm walking into because this is 319 00:14:15,760 --> 00:14:18,480 Speaker 1: like multiple rooms that one time I think I was 320 00:14:18,520 --> 00:14:21,320 Speaker 1: in like a Harper's No that was just a Harper's 321 00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:23,600 Speaker 1: Bizarre photo shoot. I've never been into one of those 322 00:14:23,600 --> 00:14:25,960 Speaker 1: like Vogue or something fashion rooms. When I tell you 323 00:14:25,960 --> 00:14:29,480 Speaker 1: I've been into rooms, it was. It was two giant 324 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:34,440 Speaker 1: rooms of like I don't know, maybe like a thousand 325 00:14:34,880 --> 00:14:41,240 Speaker 1: to fifteen maybe to fifteen hundred elaborate dresses when I 326 00:14:41,320 --> 00:14:44,720 Speaker 1: tell you, not like like something. Everything was something that 327 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:49,280 Speaker 1: like Rihanna would wear to the maccallap, like giant feathers 328 00:14:49,320 --> 00:14:53,320 Speaker 1: and sequins and like cra like over the top, like 329 00:14:53,360 --> 00:14:55,760 Speaker 1: you're looking like the Statue of Liberty. You're just like 330 00:14:56,640 --> 00:15:00,120 Speaker 1: and all different colors. And I was like, what the 331 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:02,240 Speaker 1: the hell is going on? I pictured I was going 332 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:03,800 Speaker 1: to go into some dressing room with some person and 333 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:05,320 Speaker 1: they were gonna give me three things they picked out 334 00:15:05,360 --> 00:15:05,480 Speaker 1: for me. 335 00:15:05,680 --> 00:15:06,280 Speaker 2: I try what not? 336 00:15:06,680 --> 00:15:09,640 Speaker 1: This was like you walk through here and you pick 337 00:15:09,680 --> 00:15:14,080 Speaker 1: whatever you want, like and I'm not. I didn't even 338 00:15:14,120 --> 00:15:16,200 Speaker 1: go I just saw this little cute dress that was 339 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:19,160 Speaker 1: hanging in it looked like my personality. Because also I 340 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:21,280 Speaker 1: didn't want to go there and act like I belong. Oh. 341 00:15:21,320 --> 00:15:23,120 Speaker 1: I forgot to tell you that me and the land 342 00:15:23,120 --> 00:15:26,360 Speaker 1: and Misfit toys at my house weeks before in like 343 00:15:26,440 --> 00:15:28,880 Speaker 1: fifteen to twenty minutes we sat on my bed. And 344 00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:33,640 Speaker 1: I have a crazy, weird, like beautiful mind way of dressing. 345 00:15:34,160 --> 00:15:37,680 Speaker 1: I don't wear something in my closet until it's absolutely 346 00:15:38,120 --> 00:15:40,400 Speaker 1: perfect for the event. Like I don't rush an outfit 347 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:42,560 Speaker 1: to make it work for the event. I wait, I 348 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:45,120 Speaker 1: could wait five years something sitting in there staring at 349 00:15:45,120 --> 00:15:47,920 Speaker 1: me like like toy story, like that toy that wants 350 00:15:47,920 --> 00:15:49,600 Speaker 1: to be played with. Then I leave it there crying 351 00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:52,600 Speaker 1: until five years in I'm like, that's what I'm wearing 352 00:15:52,600 --> 00:15:55,680 Speaker 1: to the US Open, Like that little gene Oscarla went 353 00:15:55,720 --> 00:15:58,160 Speaker 1: a flirty little bow dress that like won't work anywhere else, 354 00:15:58,200 --> 00:16:01,040 Speaker 1: like you look like a toddler, and it it always works. 355 00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:04,280 Speaker 1: So and I have like a section for like some 356 00:16:04,360 --> 00:16:06,960 Speaker 1: when I go into like some Milan fashion week, like 357 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:09,320 Speaker 1: if that ever happens because I'm now a supermodel, like 358 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:11,640 Speaker 1: there's oh, there's a section for that. But like those 359 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:13,800 Speaker 1: things I bought on ninety percent off sale, they have 360 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:16,560 Speaker 1: tags on them, they're waiting for their moment. I'll buy 361 00:16:16,680 --> 00:16:18,880 Speaker 1: like a gown that was fifteen thousand dollars that I 362 00:16:18,920 --> 00:16:21,680 Speaker 1: found for one thousand dollars and it looks like you're 363 00:16:21,680 --> 00:16:24,040 Speaker 1: going to win an Academy award and it's sitting in 364 00:16:24,080 --> 00:16:26,360 Speaker 1: the closet like you're a weirdo, Like why would you 365 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:28,960 Speaker 1: buy that? Because there'll be a day. So everyone sat 366 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:31,120 Speaker 1: on my bed and I'm like, Okay, here are my ideas. 367 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:34,480 Speaker 1: And we styled fashion week and I was like, I'm 368 00:16:34,560 --> 00:16:37,080 Speaker 1: doing it and I'm doing it myself. I don't borrow clothes, 369 00:16:37,120 --> 00:16:39,280 Speaker 1: I don't use a stylist. It feels inauthentic to me. 370 00:16:39,720 --> 00:16:43,160 Speaker 1: I'm doing it myself. And like we styled it forever 371 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:45,440 Speaker 1: for lunches, like to wear ball gowns, like we just 372 00:16:45,560 --> 00:16:48,800 Speaker 1: leaned into the carry Bradshaw moment. I was like, I'm 373 00:16:48,800 --> 00:16:50,520 Speaker 1: going I'm not gonna be my normal self whom we're 374 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:53,240 Speaker 1: in like sweatpants, you know, or just like jeans and 375 00:16:53,280 --> 00:16:54,920 Speaker 1: like a blazer or like I wanted do this right. 376 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:58,000 Speaker 1: So we did that. So now I go to the 377 00:16:58,040 --> 00:16:59,920 Speaker 1: fashion shoot. They told me I'm the fastest one that's 378 00:17:00,080 --> 00:17:00,680 Speaker 1: ever done it. 379 00:17:00,760 --> 00:17:01,320 Speaker 2: I walked in. 380 00:17:01,360 --> 00:17:02,960 Speaker 1: They had a couple of things they showed me. They 381 00:17:02,960 --> 00:17:05,399 Speaker 1: didn't seem like my personality. I didn't want to act 382 00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:08,520 Speaker 1: like nothing's worse than someone shows up at like a 383 00:17:08,560 --> 00:17:11,119 Speaker 1: movie premiere and were's like something where they act like 384 00:17:11,160 --> 00:17:13,600 Speaker 1: they're getting the award or like they were in the movie. 385 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:15,680 Speaker 2: You got to like know your place in society. 386 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:19,200 Speaker 1: I am like the one hundredth person on the Forbes 387 00:17:19,240 --> 00:17:22,560 Speaker 1: list at this Lorel show, like I heard, there's fifty people, 388 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:26,600 Speaker 1: twenty eight countries, a lot of actual supermodels. Like know 389 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:29,800 Speaker 1: your freaking place. Sit in the back. Just try to 390 00:17:29,800 --> 00:17:32,040 Speaker 1: stick the landing and get something that makes some sense. 391 00:17:32,080 --> 00:17:35,119 Speaker 1: So I picked this cute, adorable dress that looks like me. 392 00:17:35,320 --> 00:17:39,280 Speaker 1: It's a tulip flower, it's a Romanian designer, and but 393 00:17:39,640 --> 00:17:42,560 Speaker 1: but I'm fifty three. So I'm like, I want to 394 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:44,399 Speaker 1: rock the body that rocks the party. I want to 395 00:17:44,400 --> 00:17:45,960 Speaker 1: be like, I'm not gonna cover myself. I'm gonna be 396 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,639 Speaker 1: like hi, like dance with the legs that wrung you, Like, 397 00:17:48,640 --> 00:17:50,760 Speaker 1: I'm gonna show my body like but I'm also not 398 00:17:50,800 --> 00:17:53,239 Speaker 1: gonna try to overstep. So I picked an outfit that 399 00:17:53,320 --> 00:17:56,159 Speaker 1: was comfortable and quintessentially me. I looked at it, I 400 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:57,879 Speaker 1: put it on, it fit like it had been sewn 401 00:17:57,920 --> 00:17:59,680 Speaker 1: onto me, and we walked the fuck out to get 402 00:17:59,680 --> 00:18:01,000 Speaker 1: on with the rest of what we were doing, which 403 00:18:01,040 --> 00:18:17,280 Speaker 1: is like enjoying every morsel of wine. So then we 404 00:18:17,359 --> 00:18:19,320 Speaker 1: go out like on a brand dinner with Lorel and 405 00:18:19,359 --> 00:18:21,480 Speaker 1: we have a great time and like, you know, my 406 00:18:21,520 --> 00:18:23,240 Speaker 1: team is just like so fun and we just like 407 00:18:23,320 --> 00:18:24,960 Speaker 1: keep going. And then the next day it's like, oh, 408 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:27,040 Speaker 1: Brenn and I have a fashion shoot that we're doing, 409 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:30,439 Speaker 1: like in front of the Eiffel Tower, which initially felt 410 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:32,280 Speaker 1: like work, and then all of a sudden we meet 411 00:18:32,280 --> 00:18:37,600 Speaker 1: this amazing photographer, Nicholas Gerard Den, and he shoots Shakira 412 00:18:37,680 --> 00:18:40,919 Speaker 1: and the Kardashians and Lauren Sanchez and Eva Longoria and 413 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:44,080 Speaker 1: his wife is a famous psychic, and like he's our 414 00:18:44,080 --> 00:18:46,959 Speaker 1: new best friend, and he takes us to like these 415 00:18:47,000 --> 00:18:49,119 Speaker 1: little alleys where like you have the best view of 416 00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:51,919 Speaker 1: the Eiffel Tower, but not like in the obvious tourist place, 417 00:18:52,240 --> 00:18:54,119 Speaker 1: so you feel like you're like in the bowels of Paris, 418 00:18:54,119 --> 00:18:56,960 Speaker 1: but like next to the Eiffel Tower, and we're in 419 00:18:57,000 --> 00:19:00,639 Speaker 1: these gorgeous outfits, and like everyone came because like the 420 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,280 Speaker 1: whole Muppet crew doesn't need to come, little on a 421 00:19:02,359 --> 00:19:04,040 Speaker 1: Sunshine van doesn't need to come, but it's like one 422 00:19:04,080 --> 00:19:06,159 Speaker 1: for all. Everyone came for this and they were all 423 00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:08,760 Speaker 1: so happy because they got like the views and the 424 00:19:08,800 --> 00:19:11,960 Speaker 1: pictures and it was just like magic gull. Every second 425 00:19:12,040 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 1: was the best second of our lives. And then two 426 00:19:15,840 --> 00:19:18,760 Speaker 1: years ago Brennan and I went and she wanted to 427 00:19:18,760 --> 00:19:20,359 Speaker 1: get one of those locks and put it on the bridge, 428 00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:22,760 Speaker 1: like those love locks. If you ever do this, get 429 00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:24,760 Speaker 1: get a brightly colored one, bring it from home, put 430 00:19:24,760 --> 00:19:28,040 Speaker 1: some painted purple, put ryanstones on it. Do not just 431 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:30,639 Speaker 1: get the basic bitch tourist store lock like we got, 432 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:33,760 Speaker 1: because you may one day want to go back and 433 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:36,000 Speaker 1: find it, and it's not that easy. So we go 434 00:19:36,080 --> 00:19:38,120 Speaker 1: to the lock bridge two years ago and the lock 435 00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:39,840 Speaker 1: bridge is no room or they won't let you do 436 00:19:39,880 --> 00:19:41,800 Speaker 1: it or something, and they cut them off, we heard. 437 00:19:42,200 --> 00:19:46,320 Speaker 1: So we find like the scaffolding sort of side like 438 00:19:46,440 --> 00:19:49,399 Speaker 1: ledge under the bridge where there are also thousands of locks. 439 00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:52,239 Speaker 1: Like we're this wasn't our idea, Like for miles there 440 00:19:52,240 --> 00:19:54,560 Speaker 1: are these locks and we can't find one spot, and 441 00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:56,480 Speaker 1: we find this one little spot and we jam it. 442 00:19:56,600 --> 00:19:58,600 Speaker 1: I remember, like it was yesterday. It was so hard 443 00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:01,439 Speaker 1: to like move a other locks because some people are 444 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:03,680 Speaker 1: putting their locks on other people's locks, and we didn't 445 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:05,280 Speaker 1: want to do that. So we like want needed to 446 00:20:05,320 --> 00:20:07,959 Speaker 1: be in like the initial spot. So we got the 447 00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:10,560 Speaker 1: lock in, we put like Mama loves Peanut on it, 448 00:20:11,040 --> 00:20:12,639 Speaker 1: and Brinn's like, Mom, I want to go back and 449 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:15,040 Speaker 1: find the lock. I don't know how to explain to 450 00:20:15,080 --> 00:20:16,600 Speaker 1: you what this would be like doing like this is 451 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:19,199 Speaker 1: not this is this is psychotic. I'm like, Brin, I mean, 452 00:20:19,240 --> 00:20:21,920 Speaker 1: I love you, I love your spirit. It's like putting 453 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:24,840 Speaker 1: a message in a bottle and expecting it to like 454 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:25,920 Speaker 1: wash up and you're gonna find it. 455 00:20:25,960 --> 00:20:27,080 Speaker 2: I mean, it's ridiculous. 456 00:20:27,320 --> 00:20:31,560 Speaker 1: But we took I remember taking a picture of the 457 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:34,920 Speaker 1: lock and being like, then if we ever come back, 458 00:20:35,960 --> 00:20:37,679 Speaker 1: But it all ends up looking the same. You know, 459 00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:41,600 Speaker 1: it's a long, endless bridge and it's everything looks the same. 460 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:44,600 Speaker 1: Every stairway down to this ledge looks the same. So 461 00:20:44,760 --> 00:20:48,199 Speaker 1: somehow we find the area and we can see it 462 00:20:48,240 --> 00:20:50,720 Speaker 1: in the picture, and this famous photographer comes with us, 463 00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:52,960 Speaker 1: and we see this little hole in the stone that 464 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:55,399 Speaker 1: seemed like it was an identifiable spot in the bridge. 465 00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:58,520 Speaker 1: I don't think it ended up actually not being and 466 00:20:58,560 --> 00:21:00,520 Speaker 1: it was such a lesson in life. So Nickicholas and 467 00:21:00,600 --> 00:21:05,919 Speaker 1: Brynn are digging into cobweb laden locks, like arguing with 468 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:07,760 Speaker 1: each other. It's here, it's not here, it's that, it's 469 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:10,119 Speaker 1: not that. Like we almost started to feel bad that 470 00:21:10,160 --> 00:21:12,040 Speaker 1: the photographer was helping us for so long. It was 471 00:21:12,080 --> 00:21:15,159 Speaker 1: like it ended up being sixteen minutes. But like that 472 00:21:15,240 --> 00:21:17,439 Speaker 1: she wanted to almost like faking an orgasm, like she 473 00:21:17,480 --> 00:21:19,439 Speaker 1: wanted to almost tell him like, oh, we're there, but 474 00:21:19,560 --> 00:21:25,080 Speaker 1: like it would have been so like dissatisfying. So I 475 00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:28,520 Speaker 1: then me, as they're playing checkers and I'm always playing chess, 476 00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:31,520 Speaker 1: so I'm stepping back. I'm like, guys, brin, step away 477 00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:33,919 Speaker 1: from the problem, keep going back to the picture, like 478 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:36,720 Speaker 1: retrace your steps, go step back. And then they find 479 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:42,040 Speaker 1: like where the locks like crossed with this like railing 480 00:21:42,080 --> 00:21:43,720 Speaker 1: that was in front of it, and like then they 481 00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:47,160 Speaker 1: were able to identify it and we find the lock. 482 00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:48,840 Speaker 1: Too bad, we didn't keep the key. That was a 483 00:21:48,920 --> 00:21:52,800 Speaker 1: rookie move. We find the lock, it says Mama Peanut, 484 00:21:53,040 --> 00:21:54,800 Speaker 1: and we want to put something on it. So next time, 485 00:21:54,800 --> 00:21:56,920 Speaker 1: so she takes off a bracelet that's definitely gonna fall off. 486 00:21:56,960 --> 00:22:00,280 Speaker 1: But like we found the lock. It was magical that 487 00:22:00,359 --> 00:22:02,520 Speaker 1: happened on the trip and everyone Mi I was there 488 00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:06,480 Speaker 1: for that my assistant like that was insane. Okay, So 489 00:22:06,560 --> 00:22:14,240 Speaker 1: we find the lock and then the next day is showtime. 490 00:22:14,640 --> 00:22:16,920 Speaker 1: Now each night we're staying out late. We're going out 491 00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:19,240 Speaker 1: like you just like sleep and look good, like I 492 00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:21,680 Speaker 1: don't sleep at all. The night before the show, I 493 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:26,119 Speaker 1: get a last minute, amazing massage at this great place 494 00:22:26,200 --> 00:22:28,960 Speaker 1: codage spot inside the Kimpton Hotel. If you're going to Paris, 495 00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:31,720 Speaker 1: Kimpton is perfect. It's a boutique hotel. If you don't 496 00:22:31,760 --> 00:22:34,240 Speaker 1: like transacting, you want something to feel Parisian. You want 497 00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:36,720 Speaker 1: to be in a cute area. You want to like 498 00:22:38,119 --> 00:22:40,359 Speaker 1: not it's still expensive, but it's not like being at 499 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,920 Speaker 1: the Ritz, where like the lobbies. Everything but your room 500 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,240 Speaker 1: is gonna be tiny. There are people like that. I'm 501 00:22:45,280 --> 00:22:46,920 Speaker 1: not that person. I want my room to be good. 502 00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:48,720 Speaker 1: I want to not see a lot of people. I 503 00:22:48,720 --> 00:22:50,720 Speaker 1: want the food to be good. The breakfast was amazing, 504 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:53,160 Speaker 1: big fan. I would stay at the Kimpton every time. 505 00:22:53,480 --> 00:22:55,600 Speaker 1: Rooms are as small. We had a sweet so was 506 00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:58,800 Speaker 1: a little bigger but pretty balcony, gorgeous. It just I 507 00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:01,960 Speaker 1: loved it. So I got a gorgeous massage. 508 00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:02,680 Speaker 2: They're shocking. 509 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:05,960 Speaker 1: So I fell asleep the morning of the show, which 510 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:07,119 Speaker 1: I was thrilled about. 511 00:23:07,800 --> 00:23:09,120 Speaker 2: And then we go. 512 00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:12,639 Speaker 1: Over to the show and I'm wondering, I think I 513 00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:14,960 Speaker 1: might have to be continued because this is the show 514 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,880 Speaker 1: itself is such a story what happened that I need 515 00:23:17,920 --> 00:23:20,080 Speaker 1: to take a deep breath and do that in the 516 00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:23,000 Speaker 1: next episode. And it's okay, because the trip was so 517 00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:24,800 Speaker 1: sick that we forgot why we were there, Like it 518 00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:28,720 Speaker 1: was so sick that now like we're there for the now, 519 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:31,880 Speaker 1: we'd like realize why we're there. And and oh, it's 520 00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:35,320 Speaker 1: at le Berra, which is the opera. It's a massive 521 00:23:35,400 --> 00:23:40,000 Speaker 1: landmark in the middle of Paris. And I realized as 522 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,160 Speaker 1: we got there that it's twenty eight countries. 523 00:23:42,200 --> 00:23:44,080 Speaker 2: As I told you fifty models. 524 00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:47,400 Speaker 1: They say they're twenty five hundred people going to watch, 525 00:23:47,440 --> 00:23:49,560 Speaker 1: but it's not really twenty five hundred a it's going 526 00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:52,000 Speaker 1: to be like televised and all over the world. But 527 00:23:52,920 --> 00:23:54,920 Speaker 1: I didn't realize that there are like thousands of people 528 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:56,280 Speaker 1: that are gonna be on the street because people are 529 00:23:56,359 --> 00:23:58,639 Speaker 1: like in their buildings and you in the windows, and 530 00:23:58,680 --> 00:24:03,800 Speaker 1: like they're closing off streets. They're closing off streets in Paris, 531 00:24:03,880 --> 00:24:06,639 Speaker 1: like for this show, like what I thought this was 532 00:24:06,680 --> 00:24:09,000 Speaker 1: going to be like be in the meatpacking district version 533 00:24:09,040 --> 00:24:11,879 Speaker 1: of Paris, like which looks amazing, like in just like 534 00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:14,920 Speaker 1: fashion week and you're just walking down this long, chic runway, 535 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:17,200 Speaker 1: and I thought it was gonna be like I've been to. 536 00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:19,960 Speaker 2: Fashion Week in New York and it's like a little pretentious. 537 00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:22,199 Speaker 1: It's a little like everyone takes themselves very seriously and 538 00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:24,359 Speaker 1: it's I have fashion Week this week, and everyone acts 539 00:24:24,359 --> 00:24:26,280 Speaker 1: like they're curing cancer and going to fashion Week. And 540 00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:28,680 Speaker 1: it's just it's not like it doesn't have a soul. 541 00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:31,560 Speaker 1: It's not that alive. Like, yes, it's alive because they 542 00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:34,199 Speaker 1: are beautiful people and it's gorgeous creations and you have 543 00:24:34,280 --> 00:24:36,720 Speaker 1: to respect the art and I've it, but it's not 544 00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:39,800 Speaker 1: like it just doesn't feel totally like. 545 00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:41,879 Speaker 2: Free. 546 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:45,639 Speaker 1: It doesn't feel free and it doesn't feel alive. And 547 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:47,600 Speaker 1: I have been to everything. I have been to the 548 00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,639 Speaker 1: Vanity Fair party, I have been to the Grammys, I 549 00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:53,360 Speaker 1: have been to the Emmys. I've gone to every movie 550 00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:57,200 Speaker 1: premiere I've I know, I know probably seventy five percent 551 00:24:57,240 --> 00:25:01,480 Speaker 1: of mainstream celebrities, and that mainstream of like major celebrities, 552 00:25:01,520 --> 00:25:05,040 Speaker 1: Like I've been in the world. Okay, So what I'm 553 00:25:05,040 --> 00:25:07,159 Speaker 1: about to set you up for like is coming from 554 00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,080 Speaker 1: that perspective, not a braggy perspective, but like I pretty 555 00:25:10,119 --> 00:25:13,200 Speaker 1: much know everybody through like my whole life, just all 556 00:25:13,280 --> 00:25:17,040 Speaker 1: the jobs working for Laura Michaels, working for Jerry Bruckheimer, 557 00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:21,400 Speaker 1: partnering with Ellen, running into Sea, working with Mark Burnett, 558 00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:25,399 Speaker 1: like you know, working with Martha Stewart, just like I 559 00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:26,760 Speaker 1: just know a lot of people. 560 00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:30,080 Speaker 2: It just this is just what it's been. And I've 561 00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:32,560 Speaker 2: been to a lot of things, and. 562 00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:37,680 Speaker 1: You know, Mark Cuban and Steve Cohener on speed dial, 563 00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:41,040 Speaker 1: Like I just want you to know, like I've seen it, 564 00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:46,440 Speaker 1: sporting events, super Bowl, famous photographer boyfriends, Like we've been there, 565 00:25:46,440 --> 00:25:48,560 Speaker 1: We've done it. I'm about to set you up for 566 00:25:48,600 --> 00:25:53,800 Speaker 1: the single greatest experience of my life, like you know, 567 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:56,239 Speaker 1: short of having a child and childbirth and things like that, 568 00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:59,959 Speaker 1: but this is like this was I've never been more humble. 569 00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:03,760 Speaker 1: I've never experienced something more monumental and also something that 570 00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:08,480 Speaker 1: I had no idea what I was walking into, no 571 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:12,320 Speaker 1: idea for what was to come. I mean there's a 572 00:26:12,359 --> 00:26:15,960 Speaker 1: concept that you're like, Okay, Kendall, Jenn or Eva Longoria. 573 00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,200 Speaker 1: But sometimes like you hear that people are at something, 574 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:19,760 Speaker 1: like I was at the It Ends with Us premiere, 575 00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:22,600 Speaker 1: but I was, like, I never interacted with Blake Lively. 576 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:25,440 Speaker 1: I was at the halle Berry premiere. I happened to 577 00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:27,400 Speaker 1: have been in a beauty pageant with halle Berry when 578 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:30,119 Speaker 1: I was thirteen, but I didn't interact with halle Berry. Like, 579 00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:32,480 Speaker 1: just because you're going to something and someone else is 580 00:26:32,520 --> 00:26:34,840 Speaker 1: doesn't mean they're interacting with you. Anna Wintour was that 581 00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:37,760 Speaker 1: It Ends with Us. I mean she breezed right by me, 582 00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:42,399 Speaker 1: like I did not know, like what just because those 583 00:26:42,440 --> 00:26:44,880 Speaker 1: people were gonna be at this thing and Viola Davis 584 00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:49,919 Speaker 1: and I had no idea what I was entering into 585 00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:53,800 Speaker 1: and how much of an honor it was going to 586 00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:56,800 Speaker 1: be to be included in this experience. So I just 587 00:26:56,840 --> 00:26:58,680 Speaker 1: wanted to give you the fore play because I'm usually 588 00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:00,240 Speaker 1: I get to the main act kind of person sin 589 00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:05,480 Speaker 1: but like I really was olive in the Little Miss 590 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:09,320 Speaker 1: Sunshine Van like it felt the same. And the one 591 00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:11,520 Speaker 1: thing that I just do know in life is and 592 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:14,960 Speaker 1: that I've always told my daughter, you don't have to 593 00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:19,159 Speaker 1: act like you belong. It's not necessarily that it's commit 594 00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:22,520 Speaker 1: to the bit, like I am a commit to the 595 00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:26,040 Speaker 1: bit person, and we all committed with our whole entire 596 00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:29,200 Speaker 1: bodies to every dinner, every piece of caviar, every glass 597 00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:32,399 Speaker 1: of wine, every experience, the fitting, the photo shoot, like 598 00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:35,680 Speaker 1: we just went in and left no crumbs. We left 599 00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:39,240 Speaker 1: it all on the field, and then we get to 600 00:27:40,160 --> 00:28:00,880 Speaker 1: game day. The big cop