1 00:00:01,480 --> 00:00:05,080 Speaker 1: Strange Arrivals is a production of iHeart Radio and Grim 2 00:00:05,080 --> 00:00:09,280 Speaker 1: and Mild from Aaron Mackey. For the best experience, listen 3 00:00:09,360 --> 00:00:20,560 Speaker 1: with headphones. In the West, we have very limited number 4 00:00:20,600 --> 00:00:24,560 Speaker 1: of words for different states of consciousness. In Eastern thinking 5 00:00:24,600 --> 00:00:28,600 Speaker 1: and religion, there maybe fifty eighty hundred words for different 6 00:00:28,600 --> 00:00:32,720 Speaker 1: possible states. This phenomenon forces us to think about subtleties, 7 00:00:32,800 --> 00:00:34,640 Speaker 1: and you know, we don't like to think about subtleties. 8 00:00:35,120 --> 00:00:38,560 Speaker 1: High percentage of people will remember until they've had a 9 00:00:38,680 --> 00:00:43,239 Speaker 1: chance to explore their abductions as dreams. Now, when they 10 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:46,040 Speaker 1: call a dream, is it a dream that recollects an abduction? 11 00:00:46,520 --> 00:00:48,760 Speaker 1: Is it an abduction they're calling a dream? There's all 12 00:00:48,840 --> 00:00:51,000 Speaker 1: kinds of ways that word dream is. There's just an 13 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:53,000 Speaker 1: experience that happens at night. You call it a dream 14 00:00:53,040 --> 00:00:55,120 Speaker 1: because that's the way you were raised to think. If 15 00:00:55,120 --> 00:00:59,800 Speaker 1: you take an abduction experiencer through the night of an experience, 16 00:01:00,320 --> 00:01:03,160 Speaker 1: there is that moment of truth when they realize they 17 00:01:03,200 --> 00:01:06,520 Speaker 1: weren't really asleep when this happened. As a sort of 18 00:01:06,560 --> 00:01:08,800 Speaker 1: like you went to bed, and it's very important to go, 19 00:01:08,920 --> 00:01:11,000 Speaker 1: you know, reconstruct the events of the night, like, Okay, 20 00:01:11,000 --> 00:01:13,160 Speaker 1: what time do you go to bed. You're watching television, 21 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:16,120 Speaker 1: and you went to bed, and then what happened? And 22 00:01:16,360 --> 00:01:18,839 Speaker 1: and then this light came in now, but you didn't 23 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:21,440 Speaker 1: say you fell asleep. And that's a moment of truth. 24 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: And at that moment, a shift in consciousness occurs. It's 25 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:28,440 Speaker 1: not as if they're just like an ordinary waking consciousness. 26 00:01:28,440 --> 00:01:30,399 Speaker 1: One of the people that Bud and I have worked 27 00:01:30,400 --> 00:01:34,080 Speaker 1: with in New York describes it's as if the aliens 28 00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:37,520 Speaker 1: come through a screen. They break through like a scrim 29 00:01:37,560 --> 00:01:39,640 Speaker 1: which is a screen in the theater. It's as if 30 00:01:39,680 --> 00:01:43,040 Speaker 1: they shatter one reality and come into this reality versus 31 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:45,440 Speaker 1: not asleep, but they're in another state of consciousness. But 32 00:01:45,520 --> 00:01:47,920 Speaker 1: they're fully present in that state of consciousness. But it's 33 00:01:47,920 --> 00:01:50,720 Speaker 1: a different state of consciousness. So it's a true experience, 34 00:01:50,760 --> 00:01:53,960 Speaker 1: but in another state of consciousness, and we don't have 35 00:01:54,160 --> 00:02:04,240 Speaker 1: language for that. I'm Toby Ball and this is Strange Arrivals, 36 00:02:12,280 --> 00:02:23,080 Speaker 1: Episode five, Unseen Realms of the Infinite. On June thirteenth, 37 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:26,560 Speaker 1: nineteen ninety two, a conference convened on the campus of 38 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:32,080 Speaker 1: the Massachusetts Institute of Technology in Cambridge, Massachusetts, titled the 39 00:02:32,120 --> 00:02:37,040 Speaker 1: Abduction Study Conference. It brought together researchers, experiencers, and a 40 00:02:37,080 --> 00:02:39,800 Speaker 1: loane skeptic in an attempt to make sense of the 41 00:02:39,840 --> 00:02:43,959 Speaker 1: apparent alien abduction phenomenon. It's a little hard to picture 42 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:48,120 Speaker 1: this now because alien abductions have largely faded from public consciousness, 43 00:02:48,600 --> 00:02:52,000 Speaker 1: but these were prominent people in their respective fields who 44 00:02:52,040 --> 00:02:54,400 Speaker 1: were looking at what they felt was the very likely 45 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:59,160 Speaker 1: reality that people, perhaps millions of people, had been abducted 46 00:02:59,160 --> 00:03:03,840 Speaker 1: by aliens. What were the consequences, what should be done? 47 00:03:04,480 --> 00:03:07,639 Speaker 1: The conference was organized by John Mack, who was at Harvard, 48 00:03:07,880 --> 00:03:11,960 Speaker 1: and David Pritchard, a prominent physicist at MIT who had 49 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:15,280 Speaker 1: become intrigued by the subject. Pritchard had looked at the 50 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:19,240 Speaker 1: ufology landscape in nineteen ninety two and realized that there 51 00:03:19,280 --> 00:03:21,280 Speaker 1: was quite a bit of research that had been done, 52 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:25,240 Speaker 1: but almost none of it had been published. An academic conference, 53 00:03:25,280 --> 00:03:28,400 Speaker 1: he thought, was the proper way for these researchers to 54 00:03:28,440 --> 00:03:32,080 Speaker 1: present their findings and then have discussions about them. It 55 00:03:32,160 --> 00:03:35,800 Speaker 1: was an attempt at a serious academic look at the phenomenon, 56 00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:40,680 Speaker 1: but while it was held on the MIT campus, MIT 57 00:03:40,880 --> 00:03:45,560 Speaker 1: did not actually sponsor the conference. Not surprisingly, the subject 58 00:03:45,640 --> 00:03:52,640 Speaker 1: was considered controversial. John mac, biographer Ralph Blumenthal. Now MT 59 00:03:52,840 --> 00:03:55,440 Speaker 1: didn't sponsor this conference, but they gave it a venue 60 00:03:55,960 --> 00:03:59,280 Speaker 1: because this professor Dave Pritchard was very eminent and he 61 00:03:59,360 --> 00:04:02,520 Speaker 1: wanted a place to hold a conference. So it attracted 62 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:08,400 Speaker 1: atomic scientists, psychologists, psychiatrists, religious scholars, a broad cross section 63 00:04:08,440 --> 00:04:12,360 Speaker 1: of academia and people who were really interested in getting 64 00:04:12,360 --> 00:04:15,640 Speaker 1: it at this mystery, which it was. So four five 65 00:04:15,720 --> 00:04:19,560 Speaker 1: days in June of nineteen and ninety two they discussed 66 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:25,120 Speaker 1: all this. The one professed skeptic was Robert Schaeffer, who 67 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:28,960 Speaker 1: had worked with legendary UFO researcher Philip Klass and was 68 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:33,160 Speaker 1: himself a leading skeptical voice in ufology. Here he is 69 00:04:33,560 --> 00:04:38,039 Speaker 1: talking about the conference. They were very serious about this. 70 00:04:39,040 --> 00:04:42,839 Speaker 1: Big conferences like this don't happen all that often. Especially 71 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:45,560 Speaker 1: this is not a conference that was open to the public. 72 00:04:45,600 --> 00:04:48,960 Speaker 1: It's only people who were invited to attend, and actually 73 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:52,520 Speaker 1: they invited They wanted to make a show of having 74 00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:55,159 Speaker 1: skeptics there, to show that they were, you know, open, 75 00:04:55,360 --> 00:04:58,279 Speaker 1: that they were not afraid of septics, because some upologists, 76 00:04:58,279 --> 00:05:01,560 Speaker 1: you know, they'll actually run in in the hole if 77 00:05:01,600 --> 00:05:07,920 Speaker 1: somebody's going to critically examine their claims as Blumenthal mentions. 78 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:11,760 Speaker 1: The conference attracted experts in a number of subjects for 79 00:05:11,800 --> 00:05:15,279 Speaker 1: an interdisciplinary effort at making sense of the reports that 80 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:19,440 Speaker 1: were being obtained by UFO abduction researchers like John Mack, 81 00:05:19,760 --> 00:05:24,560 Speaker 1: Bud Hopkins, and David Jacobs. The conference featured about one 82 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:29,200 Speaker 1: hundred presentations. Several people had more than one presentation as 83 00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:33,640 Speaker 1: the conference organizers tried to create a coherent, comprehensive picture 84 00:05:33,800 --> 00:05:37,880 Speaker 1: of what they believed was happening. In many ways, the 85 00:05:37,960 --> 00:05:42,159 Speaker 1: conference was at venue for mac and Hopkins and other uipologists. 86 00:05:42,760 --> 00:05:45,360 Speaker 1: They had been at the forefront of identifying what they 87 00:05:45,400 --> 00:05:49,200 Speaker 1: saw as an abduction crisis, and this was their opportunity 88 00:05:49,279 --> 00:05:53,040 Speaker 1: to present their findings to a scientific audience. For their response, 89 00:05:53,880 --> 00:05:57,960 Speaker 1: this included giving presentations on their research methods and on 90 00:05:58,040 --> 00:06:03,160 Speaker 1: specific cases they felt were especially compelling, say so that 91 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:05,920 Speaker 1: they had one big new case and a whole bunch 92 00:06:05,920 --> 00:06:08,720 Speaker 1: of other ones. If they thought was so well documented 93 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:11,719 Speaker 1: and everything, this was going to be like their revelation 94 00:06:11,800 --> 00:06:14,200 Speaker 1: to the world. Look at this great stuff, this great 95 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:17,479 Speaker 1: proof that we have. Okay, we could drop this upon 96 00:06:17,520 --> 00:06:20,280 Speaker 1: the world, we could reveal this, and so that's what 97 00:06:20,320 --> 00:06:22,599 Speaker 1: they were trying to do, and of course it didn't 98 00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:27,480 Speaker 1: turn out the way that they were hoping. This big 99 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:31,200 Speaker 1: case was the so called brooklyn Bridge case that involved 100 00:06:31,200 --> 00:06:35,160 Speaker 1: the alleged abduction of a woman identified as Linda Cortill. 101 00:06:35,960 --> 00:06:38,760 Speaker 1: We looked at this incident in episode ten of the 102 00:06:38,800 --> 00:06:43,120 Speaker 1: first season of Strange Arrivals. As time passed, the story 103 00:06:43,200 --> 00:06:47,280 Speaker 1: grew until it became too convoluted and incredible for all 104 00:06:47,320 --> 00:06:51,880 Speaker 1: but the most committed abduction adherents. In the end, it 105 00:06:51,960 --> 00:06:55,240 Speaker 1: was a blow to the credibility of the field, but 106 00:06:55,360 --> 00:06:59,039 Speaker 1: that came after this conference. The conference was also a 107 00:06:59,120 --> 00:07:02,400 Speaker 1: chance for the u Phoe researchers to present their methods 108 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:06,920 Speaker 1: and results to a scientific audience. The expectation was that 109 00:07:06,960 --> 00:07:10,560 Speaker 1: the scientists would affirm that their methods were valid, but 110 00:07:10,680 --> 00:07:14,960 Speaker 1: again the reality was a little different. He had all 111 00:07:15,040 --> 00:07:18,080 Speaker 1: kinds of psychology, were all kinds of psychologists and physinicists 112 00:07:18,120 --> 00:07:22,480 Speaker 1: and everybody in this conference here, and as they were talking, 113 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:26,520 Speaker 1: like Bud Opkins and so I talking about these surveys 114 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:29,080 Speaker 1: that they were doing and such and a whole bunch 115 00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:32,080 Speaker 1: of psychologists, and the audience back saw, right, could you 116 00:07:32,080 --> 00:07:36,600 Speaker 1: didn't you quantify these the survey that Schaefer is talking 117 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:40,160 Speaker 1: about is known as the Roper pole. The Roper pole 118 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:43,800 Speaker 1: is famous in UFO circles. It sought to determine to 119 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:47,080 Speaker 1: some degree the number of people in the US who 120 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:51,200 Speaker 1: had been abducted by UFOs. The idea for it came 121 00:07:51,240 --> 00:07:54,320 Speaker 1: from a man named Robert Bigelow, the owner of the 122 00:07:54,360 --> 00:07:59,680 Speaker 1: discount motel chain, Budget Suites of America, founder of Bigelow Aerospace, 123 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:04,360 Speaker 1: and a leading figure in funding UFO studies. He provided 124 00:08:04,360 --> 00:08:08,120 Speaker 1: the funds to conduct the survey. The survey was conducted 125 00:08:08,200 --> 00:08:11,760 Speaker 1: face to face rather than by phone. It asked respondents 126 00:08:11,800 --> 00:08:16,400 Speaker 1: a series of questions which the designers Hopkins Jacobs and 127 00:08:16,440 --> 00:08:20,600 Speaker 1: a sociologist named Rob Westrom thought would identify people who 128 00:08:20,600 --> 00:08:24,320 Speaker 1: had likely been abducted, even in cases where the respondent 129 00:08:24,440 --> 00:08:29,680 Speaker 1: didn't remember the experience. And the results that two percent 130 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:34,320 Speaker 1: of the population, or three point seven million Americans, were, 131 00:08:34,520 --> 00:08:38,880 Speaker 1: in Bud Hopkins words, highly likely to be UFO abductees. 132 00:08:39,760 --> 00:08:43,320 Speaker 1: They felt that this number was a conservative estimate. Like 133 00:08:43,440 --> 00:08:47,080 Speaker 1: so much of ufology, the Roper poll seems to mimic 134 00:08:47,160 --> 00:08:52,079 Speaker 1: science without actually adhering to scientific rigor, and the scientists 135 00:08:52,080 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 1: at the conference noticed often the most interesting parts of 136 00:08:56,440 --> 00:09:00,560 Speaker 1: conference proceedings are the questions and comments that follow presents. 137 00:09:01,400 --> 00:09:05,440 Speaker 1: This conference was no different. After a presentation on the 138 00:09:05,520 --> 00:09:12,199 Speaker 1: Roper Pole, sociologist Robert Hall expressed his reservations about the pole. 139 00:09:13,960 --> 00:09:17,280 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, but all due respect to Bud Hopkins and 140 00:09:17,360 --> 00:09:19,880 Speaker 1: Dave Jacobs, who have done a lot of things very 141 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:22,840 Speaker 1: valuable in this field, I have to say that I 142 00:09:22,840 --> 00:09:25,680 Speaker 1: think this survey was the worst waste of research money 143 00:09:25,720 --> 00:09:30,280 Speaker 1: I've ever seen, in a terrible, terrible lost opportunity. I 144 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:33,080 Speaker 1: think with proper advanced planning, it could have been a 145 00:09:33,160 --> 00:09:37,520 Speaker 1: very valuable survey, but it does not provide any scientific 146 00:09:37,559 --> 00:09:42,839 Speaker 1: evidence about the prevalence of these events. After another presentation, 147 00:09:43,200 --> 00:09:47,360 Speaker 1: the poll was again the subject of stern questioning. David 148 00:09:47,480 --> 00:09:50,840 Speaker 1: Jacobs protested that he didn't believe that he and others 149 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:54,839 Speaker 1: were making any outlandish claims as a result of the poll. 150 00:09:55,800 --> 00:10:01,320 Speaker 1: Hypnotherapist Joe Nyman replied, reasonably, I think I don't agree 151 00:10:01,320 --> 00:10:05,360 Speaker 1: with that, Dave, I think you are making an outlandish claim. 152 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:09,439 Speaker 1: Its specifically stated that these are the number of abductees 153 00:10:09,840 --> 00:10:13,160 Speaker 1: and two and a half percent of the population are abductees. 154 00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:18,720 Speaker 1: They screwed it up completely and Bud Hopkins said, from 155 00:10:18,800 --> 00:10:21,360 Speaker 1: you know, the speaker's platform. He said, well, I'm glad 156 00:10:21,360 --> 00:10:23,280 Speaker 1: you guys are here. I'm glad you guys are telling 157 00:10:23,320 --> 00:10:25,520 Speaker 1: me this because you're the experts that we brought you here, 158 00:10:25,720 --> 00:10:28,679 Speaker 1: so I ducally give us feedback. I don't understand these things. 159 00:10:28,720 --> 00:10:32,079 Speaker 1: I'm just an artist. I don't understand about psychological tasting. 160 00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:35,080 Speaker 1: It's there, ken, he says, it were. It was not 161 00:10:35,200 --> 00:10:37,559 Speaker 1: nearly as solid as they thought it was, as it 162 00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:40,080 Speaker 1: was immediately apparent from having you know, a number of 163 00:10:40,080 --> 00:10:43,320 Speaker 1: these psychologists of the audience who were not themselves actually 164 00:10:43,800 --> 00:10:48,559 Speaker 1: into ufology, but who are into psychological past daying down 165 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:56,240 Speaker 1: comparisons are various things. Despite these issues, not everyone saw 166 00:10:56,280 --> 00:11:00,200 Speaker 1: the conference as a failure. In fact, people point the 167 00:11:00,200 --> 00:11:03,839 Speaker 1: conference is making a compelling case for the abduction phenomenon. 168 00:11:04,240 --> 00:11:10,480 Speaker 1: Even today again Ralph Blumenthal talking about the conference proceedings. 169 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:14,240 Speaker 1: They made a record of their discussions. It came out 170 00:11:14,320 --> 00:11:17,239 Speaker 1: in a thick book two years later. It was embargoed 171 00:11:17,320 --> 00:11:22,000 Speaker 1: at the time, but it remains a very authoritative account 172 00:11:22,240 --> 00:11:25,720 Speaker 1: of the best research of all these scholars. And you 173 00:11:25,720 --> 00:11:28,600 Speaker 1: know what I like to say is that the so 174 00:11:28,679 --> 00:11:33,079 Speaker 1: called skeptics and debunkers who pooh pooh this whole notion 175 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:37,280 Speaker 1: of alien encounters and dismiss it as ridiculous need to 176 00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:40,480 Speaker 1: do the research, because the research consists of looking at 177 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:44,800 Speaker 1: volumes like this Alien Discussions account of the MIT Conference 178 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:49,040 Speaker 1: to really understand that the strength of the evidence. It's 179 00:11:49,080 --> 00:11:53,000 Speaker 1: circumstantial evidence, to be sure, but these accounts that are 180 00:11:53,120 --> 00:11:57,480 Speaker 1: very vivid and coherent and consistent, and you can really 181 00:11:57,880 --> 00:12:01,480 Speaker 1: challenge these accounts till you know what they really are. 182 00:12:01,760 --> 00:12:04,640 Speaker 1: So a lot of the skeptics are lazy, they haven't 183 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:06,880 Speaker 1: done the work, and they just say this is ridiculous. Well, 184 00:12:06,920 --> 00:12:09,760 Speaker 1: of course it's ridiculous. It makes no sense in our world. 185 00:12:09,960 --> 00:12:13,160 Speaker 1: And yet these accounts are so vivid and so consistent 186 00:12:13,280 --> 00:12:16,240 Speaker 1: and so credible when you look at the people from 187 00:12:16,280 --> 00:12:19,320 Speaker 1: all walks of life are coming out with its, including children, 188 00:12:19,720 --> 00:12:22,520 Speaker 1: not only the aerial school children, but children as young 189 00:12:22,559 --> 00:12:25,400 Speaker 1: as two years old or John mac interviewed who told 190 00:12:25,679 --> 00:12:29,120 Speaker 1: stories of being taken from their cribs and flown into 191 00:12:29,160 --> 00:12:32,199 Speaker 1: the sky by alien beings. And these kids, you know, 192 00:12:32,320 --> 00:12:34,840 Speaker 1: haven't read books, and they haven't seen movies. This is 193 00:12:34,880 --> 00:12:37,880 Speaker 1: just stories that they've told their parents and told John 194 00:12:37,960 --> 00:12:41,160 Speaker 1: mack so That was the importance of the MIT conference 195 00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:44,000 Speaker 1: and the research he did. It gave credibility to this 196 00:12:44,040 --> 00:12:47,360 Speaker 1: phenomenon that once you really go into it, it stands up. 197 00:12:47,440 --> 00:12:52,560 Speaker 1: It's very difficult to challenge. What I find really interesting 198 00:12:52,640 --> 00:12:56,400 Speaker 1: about John Mack is here was an obviously very smart, 199 00:12:56,760 --> 00:13:02,640 Speaker 1: very accomplished guy. He studied alien abducts, worked with experiencers, 200 00:13:02,679 --> 00:13:06,920 Speaker 1: and came to believe unequivocally that people were being abducted 201 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:11,040 Speaker 1: in mass numbers. But this was based on the testimony 202 00:13:11,160 --> 00:13:16,080 Speaker 1: of the experiencers. There was no real physical evidence, certainly 203 00:13:16,120 --> 00:13:18,840 Speaker 1: not of the kind you'd expect with the sheer number 204 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:24,680 Speaker 1: of cases. So how do you resolve this contradiction? After 205 00:13:24,720 --> 00:13:45,160 Speaker 1: the break, strange arrivals will return in a moment. It 206 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:48,040 Speaker 1: seems to me that the tension that lies at the 207 00:13:48,080 --> 00:13:51,920 Speaker 1: heart of ufology and the alien abduction phenomenon is this. 208 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:57,080 Speaker 1: There are thousands and thousands of UFO encounters and far 209 00:13:57,200 --> 00:14:01,720 Speaker 1: fewer but still numerous tales of an abduction, but to 210 00:14:01,760 --> 00:14:04,640 Speaker 1: this day there is no single piece of the kind 211 00:14:04,679 --> 00:14:08,080 Speaker 1: of evidence one would expect an abundance based on the 212 00:14:08,120 --> 00:14:12,559 Speaker 1: sheer number of cases. Someone who thinks seriously about UFOs 213 00:14:12,679 --> 00:14:15,640 Speaker 1: has to confront the question of why this evidence does 214 00:14:15,679 --> 00:14:20,640 Speaker 1: not exist. John Mack wrestled with this question and arrived 215 00:14:20,680 --> 00:14:24,400 Speaker 1: at an answer that is both strange and not surprising 216 00:14:24,800 --> 00:14:28,880 Speaker 1: because it reaches back to his preexisting beliefs. We saw 217 00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:33,520 Speaker 1: how his devotion to environmentalist and peace movements was reflected 218 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:37,720 Speaker 1: in the messages the aerial students said they received. In 219 00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:42,160 Speaker 1: explaining how the phenomenon leaves no physical traces, he looked 220 00:14:42,160 --> 00:14:46,080 Speaker 1: to his beliefs about spirituality and realities not accounted for 221 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:51,520 Speaker 1: in Western science. This is John Mack being interviewed informally 222 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:56,000 Speaker 1: on camera by philosopher Terrence McKenna at the nineteen ninety 223 00:14:56,000 --> 00:15:00,960 Speaker 1: two International Transpersonal Conference in Prague. He mentions the term 224 00:15:01,280 --> 00:15:05,160 Speaker 1: anima mundi, which refers to the concept that there is 225 00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:08,600 Speaker 1: a connection between all living things in the world, much 226 00:15:08,640 --> 00:15:13,960 Speaker 1: like a soul in an individual. The world of both 227 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:19,200 Speaker 1: spirit with form and spirit without form, or the anima mundi, 228 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:23,240 Speaker 1: whatever your language for it, the Great Spirit, the Holy Spirit, 229 00:15:23,440 --> 00:15:28,040 Speaker 1: whatever it is, it we have lost contact with it. 230 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:32,280 Speaker 1: It signals us we don't listen. There are various ways 231 00:15:32,280 --> 00:15:38,000 Speaker 1: that certain people have revelations and experiences. Occasionally, the more 232 00:15:38,040 --> 00:15:42,320 Speaker 1: advanced spiritual people among us are reconnecting with the spirit. 233 00:15:42,640 --> 00:15:45,640 Speaker 1: But for most of us, the only language that we 234 00:15:45,760 --> 00:15:48,720 Speaker 1: know now is the language of the material world. So 235 00:15:48,760 --> 00:15:51,520 Speaker 1: it's as if the Divinity say, Okay, if that's all 236 00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:54,640 Speaker 1: you understand, I'll give it to you in the material world. 237 00:15:54,680 --> 00:15:59,720 Speaker 1: I'll give you physical manipulations. I'll give you reproductive connection. 238 00:16:00,120 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 1: I'll give you cuts, scars, scoop marks. I'll give you 239 00:16:03,240 --> 00:16:07,400 Speaker 1: a burned earth where the UFOs land. And I'll give 240 00:16:07,440 --> 00:16:12,400 Speaker 1: you an experience which is consistent among various people, which 241 00:16:12,480 --> 00:16:17,120 Speaker 1: empirically everybody agrees that photographs of UFOs. It's showing up 242 00:16:17,160 --> 00:16:19,480 Speaker 1: in the physical world. It may not be of the 243 00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:22,640 Speaker 1: physical world as we know it, but it communicates in 244 00:16:22,680 --> 00:16:28,240 Speaker 1: the physical world. What is Max saying here, He believes 245 00:16:28,240 --> 00:16:32,360 Speaker 1: that the phenomenon is essentially a non material or spiritual one. 246 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:36,240 Speaker 1: But we have for the most part lost our ability 247 00:16:36,360 --> 00:16:39,680 Speaker 1: to access that world. So it appears to people in 248 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:44,800 Speaker 1: strange physical ways to let itself be known. So through 249 00:16:44,840 --> 00:16:48,640 Speaker 1: this experience in the body. Because that's the importing point here. 250 00:16:48,960 --> 00:16:53,480 Speaker 1: This experience is not just information and an intellectual sense. 251 00:16:53,760 --> 00:16:57,440 Speaker 1: They experience these abductions in the body and as several 252 00:16:57,480 --> 00:17:01,200 Speaker 1: abductees have said to me, we only know the body 253 00:17:01,320 --> 00:17:03,760 Speaker 1: now as embodied creatures. If you want to reach us, 254 00:17:03,800 --> 00:17:05,960 Speaker 1: you have to reach us through the body, because that's 255 00:17:06,000 --> 00:17:09,679 Speaker 1: the only language we understand it. So that tells us 256 00:17:09,720 --> 00:17:12,960 Speaker 1: that the creatures are real in this on a sense. 257 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:17,960 Speaker 1: As we have seen earlier, Mac had taken part in 258 00:17:18,040 --> 00:17:23,359 Speaker 1: attempts to access a spiritual realm through meditation, taking LSD, 259 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:29,560 Speaker 1: and most importantly, through holotropic breathing, a controlled breathing technique 260 00:17:29,760 --> 00:17:34,520 Speaker 1: intended to cause non normal states. In nineteen ninety four, 261 00:17:34,800 --> 00:17:38,600 Speaker 1: science writer Jill Nemark interviewed Mac for an article in 262 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:43,320 Speaker 1: Psychology Today. In it, they discussed Mac's experience with this 263 00:17:43,400 --> 00:17:48,520 Speaker 1: technique the first time he tried it. Macna only quote 264 00:17:48,560 --> 00:17:52,080 Speaker 1: reexperienced his mother's death when he was eight months old. 265 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:55,800 Speaker 1: He also felt quote my father's grief at the time. 266 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,640 Speaker 1: I got more out of one session that I had 267 00:17:58,760 --> 00:18:02,600 Speaker 1: in all my years of analysis. Later in the session, 268 00:18:02,960 --> 00:18:07,200 Speaker 1: he said, I became a Russian father in the sixteenth century, 269 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:10,560 Speaker 1: a man whose four year old son was decapitated by 270 00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:16,199 Speaker 1: Mongol hordes. Mac found analogs to his conception of the 271 00:18:16,240 --> 00:18:21,240 Speaker 1: phenomenon existing in both the material and spiritual realms. He 272 00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:25,639 Speaker 1: saw the stories of shamans as describing experiences similar to 273 00:18:25,720 --> 00:18:30,119 Speaker 1: those of abductees. In his book Abduction, he quotes the 274 00:18:30,200 --> 00:18:37,560 Speaker 1: great Romanian sociologist Murcia Aliada. During his initiation, the shaman 275 00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:41,159 Speaker 1: learns how to penetrate into other dimensions of reality and 276 00:18:41,240 --> 00:18:45,280 Speaker 1: maintain himself there. His trials, whatever the nature of them, 277 00:18:45,560 --> 00:18:48,960 Speaker 1: endow him with the sensitivity that can perceive and integrate 278 00:18:49,000 --> 00:18:52,399 Speaker 1: these new experiences. Through the strangely sharp and senses of 279 00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:57,040 Speaker 1: the shaman, the sacred manifests itself. He would bring the 280 00:18:57,080 --> 00:19:02,120 Speaker 1: shaman concept to his work with experiencers, making those connections concrete, 281 00:19:02,400 --> 00:19:05,280 Speaker 1: even if the meaning wasn't always clear to the subject. 282 00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:10,639 Speaker 1: This is abduction experiencer Elizabeth Anglin, who worked with Mac. 283 00:19:12,040 --> 00:19:14,199 Speaker 1: He listened a lot, and he took a lot of notes, 284 00:19:14,840 --> 00:19:17,439 Speaker 1: and then when he wanted to get his opinion, he 285 00:19:17,560 --> 00:19:19,879 Speaker 1: would say some blah blah blah, Well, you know, I 286 00:19:19,920 --> 00:19:23,760 Speaker 1: think it might be a shamonic thing. Mac would also 287 00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:26,879 Speaker 1: talk about the phenomenon in terms of what he considered 288 00:19:26,920 --> 00:19:30,240 Speaker 1: the false choice between the real and the not real. 289 00:19:30,800 --> 00:19:36,000 Speaker 1: He wrote, we've got make belief phenomena and we've got reality. 290 00:19:36,080 --> 00:19:38,880 Speaker 1: I think we need a category of phenomena for which 291 00:19:38,880 --> 00:19:45,000 Speaker 1: we have no category. Ralph Blumenthal, Well, he said that 292 00:19:45,040 --> 00:19:48,880 Speaker 1: this phenomenon has a way of penetrating our reality, and 293 00:19:48,960 --> 00:19:53,000 Speaker 1: when it penetrates, it penetrates with a great deal of vividness. 294 00:19:53,119 --> 00:19:57,680 Speaker 1: There's nothing subtle about it. These people who reported these 295 00:19:57,760 --> 00:20:01,080 Speaker 1: encounters say this was more real to me than reality. 296 00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:04,320 Speaker 1: This was not a dream. John Macrone a book on nightmares. 297 00:20:04,359 --> 00:20:08,160 Speaker 1: He studied dreams and nightmares, and these people said, look, 298 00:20:08,160 --> 00:20:11,320 Speaker 1: I know the difference between a nightmare and reality. This 299 00:20:11,440 --> 00:20:14,040 Speaker 1: was not a nightmare. So the best he could come 300 00:20:14,119 --> 00:20:16,199 Speaker 1: up with was that this was some kind of a 301 00:20:16,280 --> 00:20:20,320 Speaker 1: reality that was penetrating our reality. It was absolutely real, 302 00:20:20,560 --> 00:20:24,000 Speaker 1: but not our everyday reality. It was happening in some 303 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:27,880 Speaker 1: other dimension, on some other way that he could not explain. 304 00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:31,640 Speaker 1: But it was absolutely real to the people who encountered it. 305 00:20:33,359 --> 00:20:37,600 Speaker 1: The phenomenon is real, but not from our reality. What 306 00:20:37,680 --> 00:20:43,320 Speaker 1: does this mean to me? It sounds a little like stubbornness. Sure, 307 00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:46,720 Speaker 1: I can't prove it's real, but that's because you're only 308 00:20:46,760 --> 00:20:51,119 Speaker 1: willing to consider our reality. But what reason do we 309 00:20:51,240 --> 00:20:54,800 Speaker 1: have to believe that there is another reality? We seem 310 00:20:54,800 --> 00:20:58,560 Speaker 1: to be far adrift of science. Just how far adrift 311 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:02,360 Speaker 1: is clear when this reasoning is applied to topics outside 312 00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:07,919 Speaker 1: the abduction phenomenon. This passage from Jill Nemark's Psychology Today 313 00:21:08,040 --> 00:21:12,800 Speaker 1: article begins with a quote from Mac. He says, quote, 314 00:21:13,160 --> 00:21:15,600 Speaker 1: I know this sounds like hedging, but we don't know 315 00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:19,440 Speaker 1: in what reality this occurs. False and true memory don't apply. 316 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:23,960 Speaker 1: This is powerfully real, But in what reality? I asked 317 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,879 Speaker 1: him where he felt he belonged in the raging controversy 318 00:21:27,160 --> 00:21:30,960 Speaker 1: over memory and abuse. Does he think memories of satanic 319 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:35,240 Speaker 1: abuse might be happening in an alternate reality? He postulated 320 00:21:35,359 --> 00:21:40,720 Speaker 1: that indeed they might, saying, perhaps those memories are experientially true, 321 00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:44,880 Speaker 1: but they didn't factually happen in this reality. What does 322 00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:50,159 Speaker 1: this mean in the fourth dimension or perhaps the sixth dimension? 323 00:21:52,280 --> 00:21:56,200 Speaker 1: So again, this article was written in nineteen ninety four, 324 00:21:56,640 --> 00:22:00,720 Speaker 1: before the so called Satanic panic had been comprehensive debunked. 325 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:05,879 Speaker 1: He says about a controversy that is raging within psychology, 326 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:09,800 Speaker 1: his field of expertise, that is possible that memories of 327 00:22:09,840 --> 00:22:14,440 Speaker 1: abuse are true but from a different reality. What does 328 00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:18,600 Speaker 1: that mean? What do you do with this idea? People 329 00:22:18,640 --> 00:22:21,440 Speaker 1: were on trial at the time on charges of abuse 330 00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:26,359 Speaker 1: stemming from these quote unquote recovered memories. The more I 331 00:22:26,359 --> 00:22:29,000 Speaker 1: read John Mack, the more I got the sense that 332 00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:32,879 Speaker 1: he was approaching the topic backwards. He wasn't gathering this 333 00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:36,840 Speaker 1: testimonial evidence and trying to determine whether it described a 334 00:22:36,880 --> 00:22:40,520 Speaker 1: phenomenon that was actually physically happening and not just a 335 00:22:40,600 --> 00:22:44,919 Speaker 1: psychological perception. He assumed that the stories were things that 336 00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:48,040 Speaker 1: had actually happened, and he was trying to figure out 337 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:51,719 Speaker 1: how to explain them. And it leads to reasoning like 338 00:22:51,840 --> 00:22:56,040 Speaker 1: this example from Max nineteen ninety four book Passport to 339 00:22:56,080 --> 00:23:00,320 Speaker 1: the Cosmos, where the following is suggested as necessary to 340 00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:05,240 Speaker 1: understanding what is going on. An awareness of unseen realities 341 00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:07,960 Speaker 1: of the Infidel in which the laws of space, time, 342 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:11,320 Speaker 1: reality as we know them seem not to apply. This 343 00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:13,840 Speaker 1: can create a dilemma or a mind that would stay 344 00:23:13,840 --> 00:23:17,840 Speaker 1: in the duality of internal external, for the phenomenon appears 345 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:22,520 Speaker 1: to be both or now one than the other. In fact, 346 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:26,560 Speaker 1: mac even puts forward the idea that whatever is behind 347 00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:31,720 Speaker 1: the phenomenon is actually intentionally creating a situation where there 348 00:23:31,760 --> 00:23:35,359 Speaker 1: is enough evidence to convince believers, but not enough to 349 00:23:35,400 --> 00:23:39,199 Speaker 1: win over skeptics. It is as if the agent or 350 00:23:39,280 --> 00:23:43,800 Speaker 1: intelligence at work here we're parodying, mocking, tricking, and deceiving 351 00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:47,840 Speaker 1: the investigators, providing just enough physical evidence to win over 352 00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:50,600 Speaker 1: those who are prepared to believe in the phenomenon, but 353 00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:55,480 Speaker 1: not enough to convince the skeptic. In this apparently frustrating situation, 354 00:23:55,880 --> 00:24:01,120 Speaker 1: there may lie a deeper truth and possibility. He goes 355 00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:04,560 Speaker 1: on to say that the phenomenon might be inviting us 356 00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:08,000 Speaker 1: to change our way of looking at things, to expand 357 00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:12,640 Speaker 1: our consciousness, to do, in other words, what John Mack 358 00:24:12,760 --> 00:24:18,719 Speaker 1: wants us to do. John Mack died tragically when he 359 00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:22,240 Speaker 1: was hit by a car in London on September twenty seventh, 360 00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:25,840 Speaker 1: two thousand and four. He was seventy four years old. 361 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:29,919 Speaker 1: His final years were marked by two controversies, which I 362 00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:33,080 Speaker 1: won't go into depth about, but which should be mentioned. 363 00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:37,439 Speaker 1: The first was a critical article in the April twenty fifth, 364 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:41,679 Speaker 1: nineteen ninety four edition of Time magazine. It featured the 365 00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:46,240 Speaker 1: revelation that one of Mac's subjects, a woman named Donna Bassett, 366 00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:51,080 Speaker 1: was a debunker. Earlier, she had reported to Mac in 367 00:24:51,119 --> 00:24:54,840 Speaker 1: a session that, among other things, she had been on 368 00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:58,960 Speaker 1: a spacecraft with both John F. Kennedy and Nikita Kruschoff, 369 00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:06,080 Speaker 1: and that she comforted the crying Cruischoff again. Ralph Blumenthal, Yeah, 370 00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:08,760 Speaker 1: this was a very sad episode, as she wanted to 371 00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:11,600 Speaker 1: destroy him. She thought he was a cult leader and 372 00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:14,760 Speaker 1: she'd made the whole thing up. Well, it turns out 373 00:25:14,840 --> 00:25:19,159 Speaker 1: that she probably did have real alien encounter experiences because 374 00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:22,840 Speaker 1: she told them to other people before encountering John Mack. 375 00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:28,000 Speaker 1: She had a very strange background herself, and for whatever reason, 376 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:31,359 Speaker 1: she was determined to bring John Mack down. And Time 377 00:25:31,359 --> 00:25:34,280 Speaker 1: magazine picked this up and made a big issue of it, 378 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:37,840 Speaker 1: and it hurt John mac tremendously. It was damaging to him, 379 00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:40,920 Speaker 1: no doubt, but it did not undermine all the other 380 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:43,720 Speaker 1: cases he had dealt with, and it was just a 381 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:48,280 Speaker 1: very very sad episode. There was more to the article 382 00:25:48,359 --> 00:25:53,160 Speaker 1: than Bassett's allegations at general skepticism about his work. One 383 00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:59,240 Speaker 1: passage reads, psychologists and ethicists do not question max sanity 384 00:25:59,440 --> 00:26:03,159 Speaker 1: so much as his motives and methodology. They charge that 385 00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:06,959 Speaker 1: he is misusing the techniques of hypnosis, trying to shape 386 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,679 Speaker 1: the memories of his subjects to suit his vision of 387 00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:14,120 Speaker 1: an intergalactic future. And very possibly endangering the emotional health 388 00:26:14,119 --> 00:26:17,560 Speaker 1: of his patients in the process. Quote. If this were 389 00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:20,439 Speaker 1: just an example of some zany new outer limit of 390 00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:24,320 Speaker 1: how foolish psychology and psychiatry can be in that wrong hands, 391 00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:27,359 Speaker 1: we'd look at it, roll our eyes and walk away, 392 00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:34,600 Speaker 1: says University of California, Berkeley professor Richard O'she. Quote, but 393 00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:38,919 Speaker 1: the use of his techniques in counseling is substantially harming 394 00:26:38,960 --> 00:26:44,399 Speaker 1: lots of people. End quote. The second controversy was that 395 00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:49,120 Speaker 1: Harvard launched an unprecedented secret committee to look into Max's research. 396 00:26:50,680 --> 00:26:54,920 Speaker 1: Harvard was very uncomfortable with his research and eventually conveying 397 00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:58,600 Speaker 1: a secret committee and inquisition. I call it because that's 398 00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:00,879 Speaker 1: a word that they used at one to see if 399 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:05,359 Speaker 1: he was doing anything wrong inappropriate. And they kept asking 400 00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:08,520 Speaker 1: him what is his proof, and he kept saying, well, 401 00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:11,719 Speaker 1: I really don't have proof apart from the stories that 402 00:27:11,800 --> 00:27:16,040 Speaker 1: all these people have told. The Harvard committee echoed the 403 00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:19,919 Speaker 1: concerns of Richard o'she about Max's treatment of his subjects. 404 00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:24,040 Speaker 1: Max Lawyer wrote a letter during the inquiry that was 405 00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:27,200 Speaker 1: made public and quoted in an article in the student 406 00:27:27,240 --> 00:27:31,880 Speaker 1: newspaper The Harvard Crimson. The letter asserted that a draft 407 00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:36,439 Speaker 1: of the committee reports stated, quote to communicate in any 408 00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:40,080 Speaker 1: way whatsoever to a person who has reported a close 409 00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:44,720 Speaker 1: encounter with an extraterrestrial life form that this experience might 410 00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:48,520 Speaker 1: well have been real is professionally irresponsible on the part 411 00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:55,800 Speaker 1: of any academic scientific professional person. With this letter, the 412 00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:59,480 Speaker 1: committee's work became public and was viewed in some quarters 413 00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:03,879 Speaker 1: as a threat to free inquiry. In the end, the 414 00:28:03,960 --> 00:28:08,960 Speaker 1: committee quote reaffirmed doctor Mac's academic freedom to study what 415 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:13,359 Speaker 1: he wishes and to state his opinions without impediment end quote. 416 00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:17,920 Speaker 1: It concluded, quote doctor mac remains a member and good 417 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:29,560 Speaker 1: standing of the Harvard Faculty of Medicine. I want to 418 00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:32,919 Speaker 1: come back to the Abduction conference because there was something 419 00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:36,159 Speaker 1: that emerged from the conference that I think is important 420 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:41,520 Speaker 1: to remember about John Mack. Western Michigan University professor Michael 421 00:28:41,600 --> 00:28:44,760 Speaker 1: Swords wrote a review of the conference proceedings in a 422 00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:48,880 Speaker 1: nineteen ninety seven issue of the Journal of Scientific Exploration. 423 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:54,160 Speaker 1: He wrote, the conference at MIT split the public unity 424 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:58,800 Speaker 1: of American researchers into at least two major schools of 425 00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:04,000 Speaker 1: opinion deeply disagree to this day. Both continue to believe 426 00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:10,040 Speaker 1: that the phenomenon is extraterrestrially based. Hopkins, Jacobs, and others 427 00:29:10,320 --> 00:29:13,240 Speaker 1: were present to elaborate what some have come to refer 428 00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:18,360 Speaker 1: to as the Dark Marauders view of abductions, but conference 429 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:23,760 Speaker 1: co organizer and world known Harvard psychologist John Mack presented 430 00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:29,880 Speaker 1: an entirely different spin. These experiences are extraterrestrially caused, but 431 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:35,440 Speaker 1: are positively transformational for the human spirit. What sticks with 432 00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:39,640 Speaker 1: me about Mac was his essential optimism. He saw the 433 00:29:39,640 --> 00:29:42,560 Speaker 1: abduction phenomenon as being a force for what he considered 434 00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:45,280 Speaker 1: to be good in the world, and I think this 435 00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:48,880 Speaker 1: optimism carried over to the way he interacted with his subjects. 436 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:52,440 Speaker 1: I agree with Richard o'shee and the draft of the 437 00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:55,760 Speaker 1: Harvard Committee report that telling your patients that they have 438 00:29:55,840 --> 00:30:01,480 Speaker 1: had real alien encounters is hugely problematic. But Mac, in 439 00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:05,760 Speaker 1: contrast with Bud Hopkins, and as we will see, David Jacobs, 440 00:30:06,240 --> 00:30:12,960 Speaker 1: tried to bolster his subjects again Elizabeth Anglin and Mac. 441 00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:15,400 Speaker 1: He wouldn't poo poo you and say, oh, you poor 442 00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:18,240 Speaker 1: little victim. He'd be like, you've been working full time, 443 00:30:18,280 --> 00:30:20,320 Speaker 1: you've been going to school full time, and you survived that, 444 00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:22,240 Speaker 1: and you survived that like twice a week for the 445 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:24,560 Speaker 1: past how many months? So you know what you are. 446 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:28,320 Speaker 1: You're a survivor. That's what you are. You're not a victim, 447 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:32,360 Speaker 1: You're a survivor. And Hopkins would really sort of and 448 00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:35,080 Speaker 1: my sense of its time went on was he was 449 00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:38,160 Speaker 1: really getting off on the victimization of it and saying, oh, 450 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:41,360 Speaker 1: these poor victims, these poor victims, these poor victims. But 451 00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:45,240 Speaker 1: also at the same time you sort of controlling the 452 00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:49,600 Speaker 1: narrative more than I felt mac ever did, and Jacobs 453 00:30:49,760 --> 00:31:06,040 Speaker 1: was worse, much worse next time on Strange Arrivals. Strange 454 00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:09,440 Speaker 1: Arrivals is a production of iHeartRadio and Grimm and Mild 455 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:13,040 Speaker 1: from Aaron Manky. This episode was written and hosted by 456 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:17,240 Speaker 1: Toby Ball and produced by Rima L. Kayali Jesse Funk, 457 00:31:17,600 --> 00:31:22,800 Speaker 1: and Naami Griffin, with executive producers Alexander Williams, Matt Frederick, 458 00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:27,320 Speaker 1: and Aaron Mankey, and supervising producer Josh Thaine. 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