WEBVTT - Episode 214 "Long Live PNB Rock" 0:00:01.360 --> 0:00:13.720 Hold up, Hold up this show ball Alert. Welcome to 0:00:13.800 --> 0:00:16.680 the Ball Alert show. Podcasts available everywhere and you get 0:00:16.680 --> 0:00:18.840 your podcasts. I go by the name of Ferrance Simmons, 0:00:19.040 --> 0:00:25.439 your best You know I'm in the building where that No, 0:00:25.560 --> 0:00:31.000 I just look fly guests in the building. Step and 0:00:31.600 --> 0:00:34.760 let's give us some snaps. Snaps and snaps with us. 0:00:34.800 --> 0:00:37.840 Now you're guest hosting the show. Okay, we'll have some fun. 0:00:41.320 --> 0:00:44.760 Beyonce tickets go on sell. Fans react to the price, 0:00:45.320 --> 0:00:47.800 thoughts and thoughts. You know, the lowest price on Beyonce 0:00:47.920 --> 0:00:50.879 tickets to seven hundred and like fifty bucks. That's if 0:00:50.880 --> 0:00:55.520 you're not registered seven honded register for be Hive to 0:00:55.560 --> 0:00:59.800 get to get to they're putting the tickets out like 0:01:00.000 --> 0:01:04.000 in batches, putting all the tickets out. They're putting them 0:01:04.000 --> 0:01:06.280 out in batches, and you have to register to buy tickets. 0:01:06.319 --> 0:01:08.760 You have to identify what songs you like, like I 0:01:08.800 --> 0:01:11.560 think they're trying to really make sure that her fans 0:01:11.560 --> 0:01:15.600 seven hundred. I saw that the cheapest tickets are one 0:01:15.680 --> 0:01:20.560 fifty um. But we obviously know that third party companies 0:01:20.560 --> 0:01:22.920 are gonna buy tickets and then hawk the price up 0:01:23.080 --> 0:01:26.679 because they're really not that expensive if you registered at 0:01:26.800 --> 0:01:30.240 Beyonce dot live nation dot com. That's where you go 0:01:30.280 --> 0:01:36.000 to register, so you don't have affordable ticket price for 0:01:36.360 --> 0:01:42.520 Beyonce America three to five. I'm I'm yeah, hey, guys, 0:01:43.200 --> 0:01:45.679 this is a world tour. I don't think the US 0:01:45.560 --> 0:01:49.240 and the United States of America tickets are on there yet. 0:01:49.600 --> 0:01:51.320 You know what this is they are because I didn't 0:01:51.320 --> 0:01:54.560 see any when I went online. Yes, you ain't registered. 0:01:55.040 --> 0:02:01.280 You go right like register if you if you want 0:02:01.320 --> 0:02:05.200 Beyonce tickets registered at Beyonce dot live nation dot com. 0:02:06.720 --> 0:02:11.040 A paying seven hund said a hundred and something dollars. 0:02:11.400 --> 0:02:15.280 You might have to Spain to go to that outside 0:02:15.639 --> 0:02:22.200 in the in the waiting areas gonna be like all 0:02:22.200 --> 0:02:27.320 the way like a little little light. That's how millions 0:02:27.440 --> 0:02:29.920 to do that du Bart concert. And she puts on 0:02:29.919 --> 0:02:31.880 the show for real, she really puts on the show. 0:02:31.919 --> 0:02:33.440 So it's it's going to be right there. And I 0:02:33.680 --> 0:02:36.519 really want to see Renaissance because I love that album. Yeah, 0:02:36.760 --> 0:02:42.160 I work out to that album all the time. So yeah. 0:02:42.320 --> 0:02:45.119 Tom Brady announces he's a retirement for the second time, 0:02:45.200 --> 0:02:48.200 oddly so he retired February first, two two, and he 0:02:48.240 --> 0:02:52.639 did it again February first, two thousand twenty three. Finally, yeah, 0:02:52.960 --> 0:02:55.440 my camera at a Tom Tom Brady, go get your 0:02:55.440 --> 0:02:58.079 family back, bro. You lost your family last year because 0:02:58.080 --> 0:03:00.760 you want to play some goddamn football boy. Don't get 0:03:00.760 --> 0:03:05.480 your wife back, my boy. Stop entireman on Black History Month, 0:03:05.680 --> 0:03:07.760 like you're trying to distract from the back list of 0:03:07.760 --> 0:03:14.200 black history. Thomas with us. So Tom is the ultimate 0:03:14.240 --> 0:03:21.000 Jalen Hurts. Don't get he is the winningness quarterback time. 0:03:22.520 --> 0:03:25.280 He's the winning this quarterback of all time, seven Bowls, 0:03:25.320 --> 0:03:30.240 Super seven Super Bowl rings. Jayla hurt Um, the leader 0:03:30.240 --> 0:03:32.799 of leaders. You know the way that you let in 0:03:32.800 --> 0:03:37.120 with we're talking about Jayla Hurts. You were just saying 0:03:37.120 --> 0:03:41.800 how good of a quarterback he is? He was, It 0:03:41.880 --> 0:03:44.960 was fine. Don't be comparing on white man, black man, 0:03:45.040 --> 0:03:50.120 Black History Month. Tom Rock with us, though, But he 0:03:50.160 --> 0:03:53.080 also voted for Trump. Then you have a make American hand. 0:03:53.120 --> 0:03:56.280 I don't think he just it was. It's a lot 0:03:56.320 --> 0:04:00.440 of black people who vote on Trump that y'all don't know, right, y'all. 0:04:01.480 --> 0:04:09.120 Some pps and I'm stimulus and did not vote for Trump. 0:04:11.240 --> 0:04:13.440 You know you're about to run again. Good answer, good answer. 0:04:14.080 --> 0:04:17.880 Neo's divorces finalized. People Neo gets to keep three of 0:04:17.920 --> 0:04:21.120 their four homes, and a Bentley Crystal gets one point 0:04:21.160 --> 0:04:23.720 four one point six million lumps some to balance out 0:04:23.760 --> 0:04:26.839 the division of their estate holdings. She gets one of 0:04:26.920 --> 0:04:30.640 their four Georgian homes, plus twenty thousand dollars in moving expenses, 0:04:30.920 --> 0:04:33.160 a hundred and fifty thousand dollars so she can buy 0:04:33.160 --> 0:04:36.080 a new car, twelve thousand dollars a month in child support, 0:04:36.120 --> 0:04:38.520 and they have three kids together, and he'll cover the 0:04:38.600 --> 0:04:41.640 kids school five thousand dollars a month in alimony for 0:04:41.680 --> 0:04:45.160 the next three years Richard's Hill, and they will have 0:04:45.240 --> 0:04:48.360 joint custody with the kids. And they also both agreed 0:04:48.400 --> 0:04:51.480 that no no one would meet their children unless they 0:04:51.480 --> 0:04:54.000 were getting married, engaged, or they got to sign off 0:04:54.080 --> 0:04:56.919 on the other parents. I think that's really important because 0:04:56.920 --> 0:05:00.520 when people separate and they start dating again, they may 0:05:00.600 --> 0:05:03.080 bring somebody new around the child, and that's not always 0:05:03.080 --> 0:05:04.520 a good idea. You don't know if you're gonna be 0:05:04.520 --> 0:05:06.320 with this person. You don't know if they're gonna be 0:05:06.400 --> 0:05:10.080 good to your kid. So I like that they implemented that, 0:05:10.600 --> 0:05:13.120 let's not forget that Crystal file for divorce back in 0:05:13.160 --> 0:05:16.760 August and two two because claiming Neo fathered the child 0:05:16.760 --> 0:05:23.159 with another woman. Is it love? From the minute I 0:05:23.200 --> 0:05:25.160 met you, baby, I knew I wanted to manage it 0:05:26.000 --> 0:05:30.800 for the love of money. Money. It's love versus money. 0:05:30.960 --> 0:05:32.560 They say you can't put a price tag on love. 0:05:32.760 --> 0:05:38.000 I love you on the ball or alert show all right? 0:05:38.200 --> 0:05:45.960 Seeing people business? Yeah, come on, I'm doing with you. You 0:05:45.880 --> 0:05:48.880 You can keep a gangster. So today's love versus money. 0:05:48.920 --> 0:05:50.520 You tell me if they're there for the business or 0:05:50.680 --> 0:05:54.400 is it love? Marcus Jordan and Larsa Pippin, Damn, I 0:05:54.440 --> 0:05:58.240 think neither. I think she's just bored. Just meet somebody. 0:05:58.920 --> 0:06:00.760 You don't got no money. I mean his daddy got money, 0:06:00.800 --> 0:06:04.960 but Marcus got money. How much money is daddy money? Hell? 0:06:05.320 --> 0:06:08.839 But Marcus owns the story. He owes a Jordan story account. 0:06:11.320 --> 0:06:15.320 That is Michael Jordan. It don't matter what you do. Yeah, 0:06:15.440 --> 0:06:18.359 you're right, because Michael has a new wife and everything. 0:06:18.920 --> 0:06:22.080 They don't take how much money? I want your sign? 0:06:22.120 --> 0:06:24.640 That's how much money doing? How much money? Jordan's guy? 0:06:24.680 --> 0:06:27.120 It don't matter what his kids got, It don't matter. 0:06:27.400 --> 0:06:29.919 Hold on what what? What do you say he owns 0:06:29.920 --> 0:06:33.080 BT said he owns his own sneaker story. Yeah. Cool, 0:06:33.240 --> 0:06:36.200 that's what's up, sneaking story that sells Jordan's that his 0:06:36.279 --> 0:06:39.039 dad So what that what? That's what you should do, 0:06:39.120 --> 0:06:41.520 as I think as he should. I'm not a disagreeing. 0:06:42.160 --> 0:06:44.960 If you're changing, you're changing. You just said neither. You 0:06:45.000 --> 0:06:47.400 said see was bored, Now you see. I think it 0:06:47.600 --> 0:06:49.640 is like I think kids bored. But I just thought 0:06:49.640 --> 0:06:52.280 about it, like they'd be at football games, basketball games, 0:06:52.320 --> 0:06:55.320 they'd be outside together, right, did you see the hand shake? 0:06:55.440 --> 0:06:58.760 Your hand shake? They love each other. So what do 0:06:58.800 --> 0:07:02.320 y'all think she said of because while she outside we're 0:07:02.360 --> 0:07:10.480 having public what do you think a questions? I'm gonna 0:07:10.560 --> 0:07:13.320 agree with the first part of steps answer. I do 0:07:13.440 --> 0:07:16.680 think that Larsa is bored and she looks for like 0:07:16.800 --> 0:07:19.280 something fun and fresh and new, and then when that 0:07:19.320 --> 0:07:22.080 gets boring, she moves on the next thing. It's like 0:07:22.080 --> 0:07:25.640 a dopeman. Yeah, like she's into the dopeaman, Like you 0:07:25.680 --> 0:07:27.960 know when you first meet someone, that little honeymoon phase 0:07:28.120 --> 0:07:31.200 is cute. I think she's in set, but I'm grossed 0:07:31.200 --> 0:07:34.800 out at the facts. Maybe um Scottie kept cheen on 0:07:34.840 --> 0:07:37.960 her and she moving out of spite because she was 0:07:38.000 --> 0:07:40.320 with a future. Yeah, like she probably just trying to 0:07:40.320 --> 0:07:44.600 get in the blogs. She for few dars in the blogs. 0:07:45.920 --> 0:07:47.600 I heard she was a topic of that song future. 0:07:47.680 --> 0:07:51.840 I just look to a bit and go ahead, like 0:07:52.400 --> 0:07:57.520 I suck a cougar somewhere. Do you think I think 0:07:57.600 --> 0:08:00.800 I think that she's you know, I think she's living 0:08:01.200 --> 0:08:04.920 her life as she's in her twenties because I've seen it. Wait, wait, 0:08:05.000 --> 0:08:07.600 wait here. Yeah, I've seen an interview where she said dad, 0:08:07.680 --> 0:08:11.880 her and of scott stopping for that. So her she 0:08:11.920 --> 0:08:14.440 said her and Scottie. She didn't really have you know, 0:08:14.600 --> 0:08:16.680 she didn't have a hot girl face because she got 0:08:17.120 --> 0:08:20.680 pregnant and married super early on in her life and 0:08:20.760 --> 0:08:24.480 she didn't get a chance out of face. Yeah, I'm 0:08:24.520 --> 0:08:27.040 all right, okay, So I think I think this is 0:08:27.120 --> 0:08:29.720 you know, this is her living her life, how she 0:08:29.840 --> 0:08:31.679 how she want to live in Are they still married 0:08:31.800 --> 0:08:36.240 or the Only thing that that that I think would 0:08:36.280 --> 0:08:38.360 be kind of weird is that you know your son 0:08:38.559 --> 0:08:41.120 is is you know, he's of age to where you 0:08:41.160 --> 0:08:46.800 know his friends And I'm like, ddy, she's she got 0:08:46.920 --> 0:08:50.760 to be in her early forties but your ex husband's 0:08:51.679 --> 0:08:56.959 teammate of a hundred years ago, your son, your ex 0:08:57.080 --> 0:09:03.520 husband young son from like like, that's kind of crazy, spiful, 0:09:03.880 --> 0:09:05.360 but you know a crazy thing about it. It was 0:09:05.400 --> 0:09:09.120 the other way around, it would be like totally bad. 0:09:09.760 --> 0:09:12.520 How do you think Scotti feels about her? He probably 0:09:12.559 --> 0:09:15.480 don't care. I think he's been cheating on her for 0:09:15.520 --> 0:09:18.080 a minute, and she like acting out. How do you 0:09:18.080 --> 0:09:22.000 think her kids feel? I don't know. That's difficult, that's difficult. 0:09:22.040 --> 0:09:24.400 That's a difficult question. You feel if your mom was 0:09:24.440 --> 0:09:28.679 out there like that, I don't know. I don't know, supportive, 0:09:31.000 --> 0:09:33.600 I don't know. I don't know. I don't want to 0:09:33.679 --> 0:09:36.960 envision that. I don't. I would be really fucked up. 0:09:37.000 --> 0:09:39.120 But then I would just mean you still got to 0:09:39.160 --> 0:09:43.200 support your mom. Like, you know the pipping Son Um 0:09:43.240 --> 0:09:45.440 he plays for the Lakers. Saw him in the other 0:09:45.480 --> 0:09:48.120 and I was like, wait, that's Um, that's the boy. 0:09:48.280 --> 0:09:50.920 He pretty good, pretty good. He plays on the Lakers. 0:09:51.080 --> 0:09:52.520 Don't get in but he got it a little bit 0:09:52.559 --> 0:09:54.760 of to night and I was like, oh shit, even 0:09:54.840 --> 0:09:57.880 he made it because shock Son and then pipping Son. Yeah, 0:09:57.880 --> 0:10:00.959 but shock soon. I don't think shock soon. I don't think. 0:10:00.960 --> 0:10:03.560 You know, he had a little condition, chess condition, and 0:10:03.600 --> 0:10:05.840 that's why he can't play basketball like how he used to. 0:10:06.320 --> 0:10:10.240 But he's still playing though. Yeah. But I don't know. 0:10:10.320 --> 0:10:11.640 I don't know what they're in. I don't know if 0:10:11.640 --> 0:10:13.400 this is love or money, guys. I mean, I think 0:10:13.440 --> 0:10:15.840 it's love, man. I think she's just trying to find someone. 0:10:16.000 --> 0:10:18.040 He's got the bag before he had the bags. I'm 0:10:18.040 --> 0:10:20.400 trying to tell y'all, he already had the bag. Before 0:10:20.400 --> 0:10:22.640 he had the bag, he got some ship in his name, 0:10:22.679 --> 0:10:25.480 but he already had the bag. It's like little Rory, 0:10:25.600 --> 0:10:27.520 like like little Rory got the bag because I got 0:10:27.559 --> 0:10:29.120 the bag. So when you get up to get some 0:10:29.240 --> 0:10:32.160 in his name, he already had the bag. Okay what 0:10:32.280 --> 0:10:35.040 we're saying. And she got her own back. But she 0:10:35.240 --> 0:10:37.640 was like yeah, man, man, when she was picking up 0:10:37.679 --> 0:10:39.160 up from school, that want the hell was going on 0:10:41.679 --> 0:10:46.000 hard because her son and his son the same age. 0:10:46.120 --> 0:10:50.360 I think, No, they're not bro like his in his 0:10:50.559 --> 0:10:55.640 myth thirties. Her her son, it's her son is like 0:10:55.800 --> 0:10:59.080 nineteen eighteen bro. No, he's like twenty Okay, cool, whatever, 0:10:59.280 --> 0:11:02.160 we'll be right. Look more of the Baller Alert Show 0:11:10.400 --> 0:11:12.920 you're listening to a special edition of The ball Alert. 0:11:13.280 --> 0:11:15.480 I'm Stephanie and I'm chilling with the baller Alert Show 0:11:15.960 --> 0:11:20.360 and we're officially back from commercial. We got special snaps. Yes, 0:11:20.679 --> 0:11:24.960 we have a nice candle. Stephanie. Now, because I always 0:11:24.960 --> 0:11:29.880 called you your minx, she gone gone yea some cli 0:11:30.000 --> 0:11:33.800 audio getting to the mike. Please, ma'am, your minx is gone. Yeah, 0:11:34.040 --> 0:11:39.559 I'm Stephanie, now, Stepanie. Why she called some golfairing woman? Okay, okay, 0:11:39.600 --> 0:11:42.440 so did you associate the other name to like minks? 0:11:42.520 --> 0:11:47.240 She was just like, um, like video vix and model, 0:11:47.880 --> 0:11:51.920 you know, like that type of girl. I was it, though, 0:11:53.480 --> 0:11:56.160 But who are you now? I'm a golfairing woman host 0:11:56.200 --> 0:11:58.679 some I have a daughter. I'm trying to break generational curses. 0:11:58.720 --> 0:12:01.960 I don't want her to be taking sexy pictures for 0:12:02.600 --> 0:12:05.120 bookings and stuff like that. I want her to do 0:12:05.160 --> 0:12:06.480 what she want to do. I don't want her to 0:12:06.559 --> 0:12:08.839 capitalize our her looks and make money, like unless she 0:12:08.960 --> 0:12:11.600 like a Vogue model or Burberry model or Channail model 0:12:11.679 --> 0:12:15.080 or something. But um, yeah, I got a daughter and 0:12:15.080 --> 0:12:18.320 I want her to have something reputable to look up to. 0:12:18.600 --> 0:12:21.360 So how is that transition for you affected you professionally 0:12:21.440 --> 0:12:26.120 and financially. Well, first of all, I got like wiped up. 0:12:26.280 --> 0:12:28.240 So he wasn't going for none of that. He like 0:12:28.400 --> 0:12:30.320 want to take pictures, no more? I want to modeling 0:12:30.360 --> 0:12:32.880 the more, no more videos. I already didn't want to 0:12:32.920 --> 0:12:35.480 do that anyways, Like I was already like growing out 0:12:35.480 --> 0:12:38.760 of that anyway. So and I'm always been super spiritual, 0:12:38.920 --> 0:12:41.160 like and I knew that was my purpose, like the 0:12:41.200 --> 0:12:43.840 way I pray, like my spirituality like that could be 0:12:43.840 --> 0:12:45.559 a purpose to, Like that could be a talent to. 0:12:46.160 --> 0:12:48.079 So I'm like, okay, let me just tap into Ill 0:12:48.120 --> 0:12:50.360 wrote me a book. It's not out yet. It's called 0:12:51.080 --> 0:12:53.400 It's Angel Energy, but it's basically like how to get 0:12:53.400 --> 0:12:55.720 close to God in seven days. And it's gonna be 0:12:55.760 --> 0:12:59.079 like like the Holy Bible, but they knew the New Testament, 0:12:59.160 --> 0:13:03.000 like like so we can to us. And I'd be 0:13:03.040 --> 0:13:05.120 doing these prayers every day. And my prayers they're not 0:13:05.280 --> 0:13:09.319 like traditional prayers. They like New Age prayers, like I 0:13:09.360 --> 0:13:11.440 feel like Lord protect me from the ops, you know, 0:13:11.600 --> 0:13:13.600 like stuff like that, stuff that we can relate to, 0:13:13.760 --> 0:13:17.440 like stuff that can make kids and like gangsters and 0:13:17.559 --> 0:13:20.000 batties feel like, okay, I could praise God to like 0:13:20.040 --> 0:13:22.679 it's you don't have to be houstome and sanctified to 0:13:22.840 --> 0:13:25.920 pray and you know, praise God. So I respect that 0:13:26.000 --> 0:13:28.040 so much. I'm on a spiritual journey myself, so I 0:13:28.080 --> 0:13:31.120 think that's great that you are taking that and moving 0:13:31.120 --> 0:13:33.600 forward with it. So a lot of people don't know that, 0:13:33.800 --> 0:13:37.960 um that outside of being your means and you know, 0:13:38.040 --> 0:13:40.640 being this video model stuff like that. You know, we're 0:13:40.640 --> 0:13:43.360 actually from the same city, being on each other for 0:13:43.360 --> 0:13:46.080 a long time, and people don't understand that you actually 0:13:46.120 --> 0:13:51.959 a businesswoman. You know, you had a million Airbnbs I 0:13:52.040 --> 0:13:55.080 still doing. Yeah, Like I was like, man, she's like 0:13:55.120 --> 0:13:56.520 a hustle because I remember he was like, yo, if 0:13:56.520 --> 0:13:59.440 you ever need Airbnbs, I got you. She see me 0:13:59.480 --> 0:14:03.400 like a link. I'm like, damn, she got This is 0:14:03.440 --> 0:14:07.720 still active. What's what's the name of it, Zoi Lee Properties. 0:14:07.760 --> 0:14:10.040 That's my darting name, Zoi Lee. And it's got is 0:14:10.080 --> 0:14:13.560 Reel properties where the properties in your hometown. Yeah, and 0:14:14.000 --> 0:14:16.679 not no this' here in Georgia. I have I have 0:14:16.840 --> 0:14:19.400 one in l A too, at the w in Hollywood. 0:14:19.400 --> 0:14:21.360 But it's like I hate l A. I need to 0:14:21.400 --> 0:14:24.360 forgive l A. But right now it's just in Georgia. 0:14:24.440 --> 0:14:27.920 I love Georgia, feel like home. Did l A ever 0:14:28.040 --> 0:14:29.960 feel good to you at some point before you to 0:14:30.000 --> 0:14:33.080 have there? It was it was beautiful there. It's it's 0:14:33.120 --> 0:14:35.720 beautiful like you know, you you got lemon trees in 0:14:35.760 --> 0:14:38.440 your backyard, palm trees. It's got the beach there. But 0:14:38.720 --> 0:14:43.080 it's just the vibe like y, the energy is dark there, 0:14:43.080 --> 0:14:45.000 Like I don't like that. Like I could feel, you know, 0:14:45.000 --> 0:14:47.720 when your spiritual, you could feel everything demonic. It's demonic 0:14:47.960 --> 0:14:49.640 like everybody just trying to make it now I don't 0:14:49.640 --> 0:14:51.880 care how they make it, like I don't want none 0:14:51.920 --> 0:14:53.720 of the devil blessings. Honey, I don't want none of 0:14:53.720 --> 0:14:57.680 them blessing. I agree with you. Um, I'm really filling 0:14:57.680 --> 0:15:00.960 the smell of this candle. So how do you pull 0:15:01.000 --> 0:15:04.520 it out your very expensive purse and you we lit 0:15:04.520 --> 0:15:07.920 the candles on sues Instagram at Underscore Sue Solo. Uh. 0:15:07.960 --> 0:15:11.120 And it's called Angel Energy Healing. Is that's the name 0:15:11.160 --> 0:15:14.680 of the candle? Now what is the smell? Like? What 0:15:14.680 --> 0:15:18.040 what what smell? Mom? Vanilla sentiment? And I picked that 0:15:18.120 --> 0:15:22.080 because I don't even like centiment, but my friend, she 0:15:22.280 --> 0:15:24.360 likes Spanish, and she'd be all into this, like, well 0:15:24.400 --> 0:15:27.840 this gets vinegar gets rid of bad energy, and sentiment 0:15:27.840 --> 0:15:29.760 gets rid of bad energy. So I picked centiment because 0:15:29.760 --> 0:15:35.120 it dispels negative energy allegedly, So and how can people 0:15:35.480 --> 0:15:38.120 buy if they want to partake in? They out now, 0:15:38.160 --> 0:15:42.480 but they already sold out, So they out now. But 0:15:42.520 --> 0:15:46.240 they sold out because I sure I dropped February second 0:15:46.280 --> 0:15:48.560 and right, and if I can even post that, they 0:15:48.600 --> 0:15:51.640 was out my host. When I woke up, everything was 0:15:51.680 --> 0:15:55.000 sold out and I was selling jackets for three hundred 0:15:55.040 --> 0:15:57.280 and thirty three dollars and I did not want to 0:15:57.280 --> 0:15:59.720 sell them that high, but the Holy Spirit was like, 0:16:00.320 --> 0:16:02.040 if you want to live a life a luxury, you 0:16:02.040 --> 0:16:05.960 need to know your birth and raise the price. They 0:16:06.720 --> 0:16:10.880 Varsity jackets like Letterman jacket custom custom. I made him. Yeah, 0:16:11.320 --> 0:16:14.840 three three three significant. It's like my brand's angel Energy, 0:16:14.880 --> 0:16:17.600 So I want everything to be like angelic and three 0:16:17.440 --> 0:16:19.920 three when you look it up, it means like twin flame, 0:16:20.320 --> 0:16:24.440 so made like and like, um, just my man in Heaven. 0:16:24.480 --> 0:16:27.320 I began all these like heavenly encounter, so it's it's 0:16:27.360 --> 0:16:30.200 like it's a personal like angelic type of thing. I 0:16:30.280 --> 0:16:33.520 was aver price. This is like that for four. I 0:16:33.640 --> 0:16:36.320 like that. I was nervous about lighting the candle because 0:16:36.320 --> 0:16:38.840 I'm not a vanilla or really a cinnamon girl. But 0:16:38.920 --> 0:16:40.960 I will tell you, I think the sentiment on that 0:16:41.120 --> 0:16:43.600 is kind of overpowering the vanilla for me. So it's 0:16:43.680 --> 0:16:47.760 like a good balance. Yeah, for sure. Mentally, how are 0:16:47.800 --> 0:16:53.840 you doing? Um, I'm not doing so well, but guys 0:16:54.280 --> 0:16:58.200 keeping me. He got his hand on me. Like right now, 0:16:58.720 --> 0:17:02.080 I'm fast and I haven't eight in two days, and 0:17:02.120 --> 0:17:04.520 I'll be smoking weed a lot and i haven't smoked 0:17:04.600 --> 0:17:07.040 at all. So right now, I'm just on this journey 0:17:07.080 --> 0:17:09.280 with God, like I'm just walking with him. I have 0:17:09.359 --> 0:17:12.040 no distractions. I'm pure. I haven't had I mean, of 0:17:12.080 --> 0:17:15.040 course I haven't had sex with nobody, but I haven't 0:17:15.040 --> 0:17:17.200 been talking to you know, nobody. I'm just like a 0:17:17.280 --> 0:17:19.240 lying with God. Like all I do is spend time 0:17:19.240 --> 0:17:22.399 with God, listen to gospel music. I I monitor what 0:17:22.480 --> 0:17:24.400 I listened to, what I look at on the internet, 0:17:24.480 --> 0:17:27.359 like everything. Like I'm just so pure right now and 0:17:27.400 --> 0:17:29.560 I'm just being obedient to God and I'm letting him 0:17:29.640 --> 0:17:32.200 use me. I know that everything happens for a reason. 0:17:32.280 --> 0:17:34.720 And I know I got way more time but Rock 0:17:35.040 --> 0:17:38.399 because he told me like to come on, come on, 0:17:38.440 --> 0:17:42.919 come on, right, he told me like you know, like 0:17:43.119 --> 0:17:45.560 Rock was supposed to be gone, and he like he 0:17:45.640 --> 0:17:47.679 told me like all these different scenarios like that, I 0:17:47.680 --> 0:17:50.800 gave y'all more time so he could get himself together, 0:17:50.880 --> 0:17:53.720 Like the last time we got back together. I'm like, 0:17:53.840 --> 0:17:56.280 I'm not playing with you no more, like you're not 0:17:56.280 --> 0:17:58.359 about to keep doing me wrong, like I'm I'm gonna 0:17:58.400 --> 0:18:00.080 show you. So I'm like, in order to get it 0:18:00.160 --> 0:18:02.000 to me, you need to go through God. Like. So 0:18:02.080 --> 0:18:05.720 he was a Muslim. He converted over from Muslim to Christianity, 0:18:05.920 --> 0:18:08.400 and he in the end he was more spiritual than me, 0:18:08.640 --> 0:18:11.159 Like he was telling me, and I'm super spiritual. He 0:18:11.200 --> 0:18:13.080 was telling me, like, you know, everything gonna be all right, 0:18:13.160 --> 0:18:15.600 let's just pray about it, come on. And his prayers 0:18:15.960 --> 0:18:19.480 was just so in death and in detail, like and 0:18:19.480 --> 0:18:21.160 he would tell me stuff like one time I caught 0:18:21.240 --> 0:18:23.199 him praying in the room and he was like, I 0:18:23.320 --> 0:18:25.960 just love her so much, like, thank you Lord so much. 0:18:25.960 --> 0:18:28.840 She makes my life better. Like and he came to me, 0:18:28.880 --> 0:18:31.320 he was like God don't like me praising you like that. 0:18:31.640 --> 0:18:33.480 He was like, um, he feels like I'm putting you 0:18:33.520 --> 0:18:36.639 before him, like like like I treat you like you 0:18:36.760 --> 0:18:38.760 my guy. And that's when I knew he wasn't because 0:18:38.760 --> 0:18:40.400 at first I'm like, you just capping to get back 0:18:40.440 --> 0:18:43.080 with me like this this you're just capping like But 0:18:43.280 --> 0:18:45.080 then I knew, like, oh, he for real. He really 0:18:45.080 --> 0:18:46.760 on his walk with God, because our God is a 0:18:46.840 --> 0:18:48.840 jealous guy, like he don't like when you, you know, 0:18:49.000 --> 0:18:53.359 pray somebody too much. A child like God has to 0:18:53.400 --> 0:18:54.960 be number one. That's how I knew he was, like 0:18:55.040 --> 0:18:58.040 really on this walk. So I'm proud of him. As 0:18:58.080 --> 0:19:01.120 long as you're fast. I'm only doing two days. It's 0:19:01.160 --> 0:19:03.960 my last day. So you're getting some burgers tomorrow something 0:19:03.960 --> 0:19:15.439 like that, Yes, church or anything. Yeah. I gotta talk 0:19:15.520 --> 0:19:17.600 about you being a mom though, because you are a 0:19:17.600 --> 0:19:20.479 dope mom. I've been seeing that. How how is that 0:19:20.520 --> 0:19:24.280 being a mom? I'm a parent, and it's hard being 0:19:24.320 --> 0:19:26.760 a parent. My heart break from my own stuff, but 0:19:26.800 --> 0:19:29.280 it just really break from my daughter, like she steady 0:19:29.359 --> 0:19:32.919 constantly asking where her daddy at, like steady telling me 0:19:32.960 --> 0:19:39.240 she missed daddy. It's tough. How old again? She's yeah, 0:19:39.240 --> 0:19:42.680 but she'bout to be three next month. She out enough, 0:19:42.840 --> 0:19:45.000 you know, and like she always want to I want 0:19:45.000 --> 0:19:46.600 to hear daddy song. I want to hear daddy song. 0:19:46.640 --> 0:19:51.560 Like and it's like, I don't know, it's tough, but 0:19:51.600 --> 0:19:53.720 were you doing a good job? Thank you? But guy, 0:19:53.840 --> 0:19:55.560 he giving me the strength and he given me the 0:19:55.560 --> 0:19:59.600 grace to like walk through this walk and the song, 0:19:59.840 --> 0:20:02.680 the most recent song is the song that um is 0:20:02.760 --> 0:20:05.880 independently love Me Again, Love Me Again. That's the song 0:20:05.960 --> 0:20:08.880 that everyone needs to download the stream because it's independent. 0:20:09.320 --> 0:20:11.679 That's the only independent record. So that's the one that 0:20:11.920 --> 0:20:14.560 will count. That's the one that is counting, okay, and 0:20:14.560 --> 0:20:18.800 when it counts, it goes to that family. Well, we 0:20:18.800 --> 0:20:22.080 don't have the state situated yet. No one has got nothing. 0:20:22.080 --> 0:20:23.760 It's just it's just, you know, it takes time. It 0:20:23.800 --> 0:20:27.159 takes about I don't know. I asked, like one of 0:20:27.160 --> 0:20:32.720 my friends her husband was young Dolf or is young Dolf, 0:20:32.880 --> 0:20:36.440 and she told me to take about nine months. Yeah, 0:20:36.600 --> 0:20:40.680 all that so it takes a minute. Has anyone from 0:20:40.840 --> 0:20:42.960 his side, I know he had friends reach out to 0:20:43.000 --> 0:20:48.360 you to be like hey man, Grizzly, Yeah, that's why. Yeah, 0:20:48.520 --> 0:20:52.120 but that's it is his family step in, like you know, 0:20:52.320 --> 0:20:54.440 on his behalf, you know, with your daughter and all that. 0:20:54.600 --> 0:20:57.280 We'll see me at Rock. We was like the providers. 0:20:57.480 --> 0:21:00.159 So if anything, I'm you know, I'm looking out for 0:21:00.320 --> 0:21:02.520 you know, for the family. I'm I'm no one looking 0:21:02.520 --> 0:21:06.080 out and um one thing about me, I don't. I 0:21:06.119 --> 0:21:09.119 don't expect nobody to, you know, do for me or 0:21:09.200 --> 0:21:11.239 take care of me, like I'm out here getting out 0:21:11.280 --> 0:21:17.320 the mud, like I don't mean like emotionally everybody everybody 0:21:17.359 --> 0:21:20.320 emotionally like so many people I can't even you know, 0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:23.520 but everybody, you know, everybody did everybody is doing a part, 0:21:23.640 --> 0:21:26.119 like I have no complaints, yeah, because it's not always 0:21:26.119 --> 0:21:29.840 a financial necessity, right, Like sometimes you just want people 0:21:29.840 --> 0:21:33.840 to call in on you are to pray for my family, right, 0:21:34.040 --> 0:21:36.200 That's sweet. I love that you have that support. That's great. 0:21:36.640 --> 0:21:40.240 Did the did the rumors bother you when people were 0:21:40.280 --> 0:21:45.439 bullying you on the internet? And you know, well around 0:21:45.440 --> 0:21:47.679 that time, I really wasn't even on the internet because 0:21:48.840 --> 0:21:52.480 they reported my page so and then I was grieving. 0:21:52.520 --> 0:21:55.040 I wasn't worried about no damn Internet. And you know, 0:21:55.280 --> 0:21:57.000 it's a real life for me, this is this, This 0:21:57.080 --> 0:22:00.120 is like t for them, it's like entertainment. This is 0:22:00.160 --> 0:22:03.919 my real life, my real family, my real household. Like 0:22:04.800 --> 0:22:07.960 so it was it was tragic. I didn't care what 0:22:08.000 --> 0:22:09.680 they had to say, like you know what I'm saying, 0:22:09.760 --> 0:22:14.080 Like if God could be for me, honey, no one 0:22:14.119 --> 0:22:15.960 could be against me, and you know what I'm saying. 0:22:15.960 --> 0:22:17.879 And I knew that the truth would come to light, 0:22:18.000 --> 0:22:19.480 you know what I'm saying. I knew they were all 0:22:20.080 --> 0:22:23.680