WEBVTT - Re-reincarnation 0:00:00.280 --> 0:00:03.360 Welcome to Insider's Guide to the Other Side, a production 0:00:03.440 --> 0:00:09.280 of iHeartRadio. Hi y'all, I'm Julie. 0:00:09.400 --> 0:00:13.320 Hi there, I'm Brenda. Welcome to Insider's Guide to the 0:00:13.360 --> 0:00:13.920 Other Side. 0:00:14.400 --> 0:00:16.880 Now, y'all need to know that we are obsessed with 0:00:17.320 --> 0:00:20.040 everything on the other side. 0:00:20.480 --> 0:00:23.800 Yes, we are, because once you learn to navigate the energetic, 0:00:24.360 --> 0:00:27.920 or to some the invisible world, life is going to 0:00:27.920 --> 0:00:30.600 be more fun and much more serene. 0:00:31.320 --> 0:00:35.640 Uh heck, yes it can, because let's be honest, br in, 0:00:35.720 --> 0:00:36.600 earth school is hard. 0:00:36.640 --> 0:00:40.080 In fact, you taught me that let's crush Earth school together. 0:00:43.520 --> 0:00:49.080 Well, hello, my witchy, oh pooh boy, did you have 0:00:49.120 --> 0:00:51.240 some trivia for me today? But we'll get that in 0:00:51.240 --> 0:00:52.519 the second. How are you? 0:00:54.360 --> 0:00:58.960 I'm doing great, my off, and how are you well? 0:00:59.280 --> 0:01:01.920 It first starts you blew my damn mind. Yes, you're 0:01:01.960 --> 0:01:04.760 in the house. This is actually the first time I 0:01:04.920 --> 0:01:10.119 recorded from our primary residence. So after eighteen long ass 0:01:10.200 --> 0:01:16.800 months of congratulations being untethered, we are in our home. 0:01:17.680 --> 0:01:20.919 So I'm in the casita. I'm about fifteen paces away 0:01:21.000 --> 0:01:24.720 from the tombstones that I found about eight nine months ago. 0:01:28.200 --> 0:01:30.520 But I have to just share with everybody. You blew 0:01:30.520 --> 0:01:34.920 my mind. And maybe everybody knows this, but you and 0:01:34.959 --> 0:01:38.199 I were talking about our moms, and like, my mom 0:01:38.360 --> 0:01:41.440 was way in she loved pork chops. It was her thing, 0:01:41.480 --> 0:01:43.720 and she liked it with mint jelly, all this kind 0:01:43.760 --> 0:01:46.360 of stuff. And you share that you just gone back 0:01:46.400 --> 0:01:48.640 to Wisconsin to see your mom and she made you 0:01:48.680 --> 0:01:50.480 a pork chop. And then you said, you know, I 0:01:50.520 --> 0:01:52.960 don't understand why, because you know, pigs don't have livers, 0:01:52.960 --> 0:01:54.760 and so that means everything you eat has all the 0:01:54.800 --> 0:01:57.800 toxins of what they eat with what they ate. And 0:01:57.840 --> 0:02:01.400 then our conversation continued for a good fifteen minutes, and 0:02:01.440 --> 0:02:02.920 then you looked at me and said, Okay, I just 0:02:02.920 --> 0:02:04.880 have to say I can't get over the fact that 0:02:05.000 --> 0:02:06.960 you just dropped on me that pigs don't have livers. 0:02:07.040 --> 0:02:09.000 I did not know that until now. That seems like 0:02:09.000 --> 0:02:12.760 a design flaw and that is bullshit. And on top 0:02:12.800 --> 0:02:16.040 of it, I shared with you that Patricia told Susanna 0:02:16.040 --> 0:02:18.320 and I not to eat chicken because they're stupid, and 0:02:18.360 --> 0:02:19.720 I'm like, what the fuck can I eat? 0:02:23.600 --> 0:02:27.600 This is what she took away from our truly meaningful 0:02:28.560 --> 0:02:32.880 prowing conversation. She comes back with, wait a minute. 0:02:32.720 --> 0:02:35.639 I can't wait a minute. They should have livers. 0:02:37.960 --> 0:02:41.480 So we are infantreat today, y'all. That's all I got 0:02:41.520 --> 0:02:45.800 to say. Here we go. 0:02:48.639 --> 0:02:51.920 Okay, So we are re re recording because this is 0:02:52.000 --> 0:02:56.720 re reincarnation and it's and we're rereading because you know, listen, 0:02:56.760 --> 0:02:59.800 we've talked about reincarnation before. Let's be honest, this probably 0:02:59.840 --> 0:03:02.560 will be the last time either. But had some really 0:03:02.560 --> 0:03:07.280 good questions and and of course I call them really good. 0:03:07.280 --> 0:03:09.280 Brenda rolls her eyes at me half the time when 0:03:09.320 --> 0:03:12.840 I say that, so it's totally fucking true. 0:03:13.480 --> 0:03:14.600 I'm always entertained. 0:03:15.440 --> 0:03:18.080 Well, entertainment is pretty much all I bring to the show. 0:03:18.160 --> 0:03:22.320 So so we had I thought some really great questions 0:03:22.919 --> 0:03:26.480 and and honestly, I just found it really important to 0:03:26.520 --> 0:03:29.519 share with everybody that pigs don't have livers. It might 0:03:29.520 --> 0:03:30.720 make you rethink. 0:03:30.840 --> 0:03:33.400 That's awesome, all. 0:03:32.680 --> 0:03:37.600 Of your barbecue people in the Southwest, in Kansas City, 0:03:38.000 --> 0:03:43.400 in South Carolina. So anyway, just Sharon and Karen there, 0:03:43.600 --> 0:03:48.800 So I think we should talk about re reincarnation. Where 0:03:48.800 --> 0:03:51.280 are you doing? Your eyes are all over everybody else 0:03:51.280 --> 0:03:53.160 wants you to know. I think Brenda s's a ghost. 0:03:53.760 --> 0:03:55.920 I do not see a ghost. I just wanted to 0:03:55.920 --> 0:03:58.040 make sure that my microphone is good because I don't 0:03:58.040 --> 0:03:59.360 see my little stuff moving. 0:03:59.600 --> 0:04:01.720 I see you little stuff moving just fine. Here, I'll 0:04:01.720 --> 0:04:04.800 tell you if it doesn't work. Speaking of little ghost. 0:04:05.120 --> 0:04:07.920 So our first night in the house, I was actually 0:04:07.960 --> 0:04:10.760 staying at the rental. The first night Suzanne slept in 0:04:10.800 --> 0:04:13.360 the house and the next day because I had like 0:04:13.400 --> 0:04:16.640 some weird fever thing that hit me, and uh, it 0:04:16.680 --> 0:04:19.599 was so weird, by the way, it's like hot as hell, 0:04:19.680 --> 0:04:22.760 But then the chills, and the next day I was fine. 0:04:23.160 --> 0:04:25.200 I mean, my body like got rid of whatever the 0:04:25.279 --> 0:04:28.240 hell that was evicted it. But the next day she 0:04:28.279 --> 0:04:30.320 said to me, she goes, I think I heard somebody 0:04:30.400 --> 0:04:34.440 upstairs bouncing a ball. I'm like, that was for you. 0:04:34.480 --> 0:04:39.120 What was their name night? Did you have a little 0:04:39.160 --> 0:04:40.400 sit down powwow with them? 0:04:41.360 --> 0:04:43.040 Well, I haven't heard it. It could have been a 0:04:43.080 --> 0:04:44.839 passer buyer, or it could have just been a noise 0:04:44.839 --> 0:04:46.599 in the house. Had nothing to do with ghosts. But 0:04:46.640 --> 0:04:50.960 don't tell Suzanne again, she tells everybody, we have a 0:04:50.960 --> 0:04:58.360 ghost that bounces a ball. Kobe, that'd be awesome. It 0:04:58.480 --> 0:05:01.880 goes to Kobe in her little house, be fantastic. Yeah, 0:05:01.920 --> 0:05:05.680 I'll put up a hoop for him. Okay, So I 0:05:05.720 --> 0:05:07.640 think what we should quickly do just to get gained 0:05:07.640 --> 0:05:09.520 a little bit of composure here. It's a little soon 0:05:09.600 --> 0:05:11.040 for a break, but I think we should do it, 0:05:11.279 --> 0:05:15.680 and I think we should come back full force re reincarnation. 0:05:16.080 --> 0:05:32.400 So I'm calling a break and will be right back everybody. Okay, y'all, 0:05:32.760 --> 0:05:33.800 I just said, okay, we're back. 0:05:33.880 --> 0:05:37.159 Just for the record, I'm very composed that. 0:05:37.880 --> 0:05:41.159 That was like, that was like a thorn. No wait, 0:05:41.480 --> 0:05:44.080 who shoots like shit out of their fingers? Like what 0:05:44.640 --> 0:05:46.600 it's like, that's what you did, Brenda call? She was 0:05:46.640 --> 0:05:48.320 doing one instead of going three two one, she was 0:05:48.360 --> 0:05:50.599 one two three and with three fingers. She kind of 0:05:50.600 --> 0:05:53.400 like whipped her fingers at the camera like she's like 0:05:53.640 --> 0:05:59.040 shooting me with a flame of some sort. All right, Okay, 0:05:59.080 --> 0:06:02.560 we're back to apparently the Julian Brenda comedy Show with 0:06:02.720 --> 0:06:07.320 really not a whole lot of content. So re Reincarnation, 0:06:07.400 --> 0:06:10.640 we had some really great questions, and so I'm gonna 0:06:10.640 --> 0:06:12.440 go ahead and start with the question because this one 0:06:12.680 --> 0:06:16.800 utterly fascinates me, and I kind of changed the question 0:06:16.839 --> 0:06:20.720 around to make it my version of it, but it 0:06:20.800 --> 0:06:21.360 is the factive. 0:06:21.360 --> 0:06:22.840 Basically, you had a question. 0:06:23.520 --> 0:06:26.560 I didn't. I just changed a few words. I have 0:06:26.680 --> 0:06:32.159 done that before. So it's like somebody asked talking about 0:06:32.200 --> 0:06:36.120 myself and a third person. So the question was do 0:06:36.240 --> 0:06:42.479 we choose our birthday suit? Like when we're reincarnating, do 0:06:42.560 --> 0:06:50.799 we choose our gender? Do we choose our ethnicity? Where 0:06:50.839 --> 0:06:55.560 we live? You know, where we're meant to be born? 0:06:55.680 --> 0:06:58.440 And I found it really interesting because you know, and 0:06:58.520 --> 0:07:00.560 I've shared this so many times, I shared it in 0:07:00.600 --> 0:07:03.200 different contexts, So in this context, I'll share it in 0:07:03.240 --> 0:07:06.520 a different way, which was when Jade Luna, you know, 0:07:06.600 --> 0:07:12.520 did my five past life five lives that affect this one. 0:07:14.360 --> 0:07:16.720 I think that ghost with the with the bouncing of 0:07:16.760 --> 0:07:22.640 balls around, uh fucking with me in my casita. But 0:07:22.680 --> 0:07:25.800 what was interesting about those five past live carbac lives 0:07:25.800 --> 0:07:28.640 that are affecting this one is four of them I 0:07:28.680 --> 0:07:32.760 was a woman. And of those four, I was a woman, 0:07:32.800 --> 0:07:36.720 and one I was from India, so there's a the 0:07:36.720 --> 0:07:42.400 birthday suit female but different cultures. And then the other 0:07:42.480 --> 0:07:46.600 one I was I would like to say, a very tall, 0:07:46.680 --> 0:07:49.560 handsome black man in Africa, because I think I was 0:07:49.600 --> 0:07:51.520 handsome during that I'm just going to say out loud, 0:07:53.280 --> 0:07:56.720 and that's awesome. And and and here's the thing. I 0:07:56.760 --> 0:07:59.080 love it. I want to live them all I've written. 0:07:59.160 --> 0:08:04.440 I may have, but I think it's amazing. Probably why 0:08:04.560 --> 0:08:06.760 I'm not like a racist person because I think I've 0:08:06.760 --> 0:08:09.680 been them all. Also I'm a decent human, so I 0:08:09.680 --> 0:08:13.000 wouldn't do be that way anyway. But I but I 0:08:13.040 --> 0:08:15.720 think it's an interesting question. Brand do you what do 0:08:15.800 --> 0:08:17.360 you like? Why? 0:08:17.640 --> 0:08:17.720 Like? 0:08:17.800 --> 0:08:19.679 How how does that happen? Do we choose? 0:08:20.720 --> 0:08:27.920 Well? My understanding is that to get it's often referred 0:08:27.960 --> 0:08:30.120 to as getting back on the wheel. So when we 0:08:30.160 --> 0:08:33.360 get back on the wheel to be served back to 0:08:33.440 --> 0:08:36.240 Earth school, like to be re enrolled in Earth school. 0:08:36.600 --> 0:08:39.679 And it takes while right because we have to integrate 0:08:40.080 --> 0:08:44.559 our lessons, our challenges, our understanding of how our gifts 0:08:44.640 --> 0:08:49.520 landed or influenced other people or situations, or how when 0:08:49.559 --> 0:08:53.960 we held back our gifts, how that had its consequences 0:08:54.000 --> 0:08:57.120 as well, or you know, when we weren't at our best, 0:08:57.320 --> 0:09:00.719 like what were the consequences? How can we integrate? And 0:09:00.800 --> 0:09:06.199 it's not for punishment, for it's for understanding how are 0:09:06.760 --> 0:09:11.960 how we can take responsibility and prepare ourselves to execute 0:09:12.000 --> 0:09:16.120 our sole plan with more elegance in our next time 0:09:16.360 --> 0:09:18.319 on the wheel, right, next time we line up to 0:09:19.040 --> 0:09:21.640 come back to Earth School, to return to Earth School. 0:09:21.720 --> 0:09:25.320 So with that is the foundation you would have an 0:09:25.400 --> 0:09:30.559 understanding for Okay, I was a man in this life 0:09:31.000 --> 0:09:34.160 in whatever culture continent. 0:09:34.400 --> 0:09:38.040 It's a very tall, handsome black man in Africa. 0:09:38.200 --> 0:09:43.880 Like that, right, that's an absolutely legit version, right, So like, 0:09:44.040 --> 0:09:46.560 what did I what was my experience in that? What 0:09:46.600 --> 0:09:50.079 did I integrate from that? How could I have executed 0:09:50.120 --> 0:09:54.120 that better? Or how would that you know, the cultural 0:09:54.160 --> 0:10:00.520 implications of that be transcended into other cultural situations. And 0:10:00.559 --> 0:10:03.720 these are things, excuse me, I would have. These are 0:10:03.760 --> 0:10:08.160 conversations I would take into consideration as I'm signing up 0:10:08.200 --> 0:10:11.320 to return to Earth School, you know, maybe a couple 0:10:11.400 --> 0:10:14.800 generations later, so that it kind of you know, I 0:10:14.840 --> 0:10:16.920 think of it as a big algorithm in the sky, 0:10:17.360 --> 0:10:21.439 right that says, hey, you need these specifications on your 0:10:21.480 --> 0:10:24.640 next turn on the wheel. Then that's going to put 0:10:24.679 --> 0:10:27.240 you at this place in line, and you'll be You'll 0:10:27.280 --> 0:10:31.319 be incarnated, you know, re enrolled in Earth School during 0:10:31.440 --> 0:10:37.720 this time period where we anticipate this situation going on globally, locally, 0:10:38.600 --> 0:10:43.720 you'll have this socio economic entrance. We know that where 0:10:43.800 --> 0:10:47.160 you go is really up to you and the volition 0:10:47.360 --> 0:10:51.560 and the challenges or whatever it is circumstances around you 0:10:52.000 --> 0:10:54.800 that are collective because those things all play in to 0:10:55.000 --> 0:10:59.440 how you experience Earth School. So these are things that 0:10:59.480 --> 0:11:03.800 are all taking into consideration and what you have agreed to, 0:11:04.760 --> 0:11:07.920 what you have signed up for, Like I want to 0:11:07.960 --> 0:11:11.000 dial learning more about this up. I want to dial 0:11:11.440 --> 0:11:14.200 Learning about this down because I feel like I really 0:11:14.240 --> 0:11:17.080 address that or I need more recovery time in this topic. 0:11:17.679 --> 0:11:22.360 So don't really put me in that situation, you know, 0:11:22.400 --> 0:11:23.199 things like that. 0:11:24.720 --> 0:11:26.760 Or I'm so fascinating, so then okay. 0:11:27.240 --> 0:11:29.400 But it also it also I just want to say, 0:11:29.600 --> 0:11:33.200 it also depends, like when we're negotiating this what we're 0:11:33.200 --> 0:11:36.520 going to really take on full on, It also depends 0:11:36.880 --> 0:11:40.680 who we are, Like you know, who's enrolling with us, 0:11:40.880 --> 0:11:43.200 what kind of support will I have? Who am I 0:11:43.240 --> 0:11:45.719 going to take with me? Who will I be reunited with? 0:11:46.120 --> 0:11:48.280 Who is going to be a new influence that It 0:11:48.320 --> 0:11:50.680 could be a challenge, It could be a supporter like 0:11:50.720 --> 0:11:52.280 how am I going to dance with that? And how 0:11:52.320 --> 0:11:56.640 will I recognize them, and you know that. And you 0:11:56.679 --> 0:12:00.000 don't get all those answers. You get all those answers 0:12:00.000 --> 0:12:01.720 in the spirit world, but they don't all come with 0:12:01.760 --> 0:12:06.280 you consciously into our school. So that's the really interesting part. 0:12:06.440 --> 0:12:10.800 That is utterly fascinating actually, because it's like a well, 0:12:10.800 --> 0:12:11.120 it's a. 0:12:11.120 --> 0:12:12.800 Dance, right, it is a dance. 0:12:12.880 --> 0:12:17.680 It's a dance, And it is because I think about 0:12:18.520 --> 0:12:20.680 at least the lives that I'm the lives I'm aware of. 0:12:20.760 --> 0:12:24.560 I do believe I've had lots far more than five, 0:12:26.080 --> 0:12:31.120 and how that and I wonder the same thing for you, 0:12:31.160 --> 0:12:35.160 and how that integrates who we are today and you know, 0:12:35.679 --> 0:12:39.439 our intersection into this world too, right, Like, so you 0:12:39.520 --> 0:12:44.199 kind of look at all of that. But it's funny 0:12:44.200 --> 0:12:46.280 because the ones that I am aware of, I also 0:12:46.480 --> 0:12:51.320 know how incredibly it's funny even though the lessons from 0:12:51.320 --> 0:12:56.240 those past lives are not at least the lessons that 0:12:56.280 --> 0:12:59.040 were expressed to me were not about my gender or 0:12:59.200 --> 0:13:02.559 my culture escape color, you know. But I've shared before. 0:13:02.760 --> 0:13:04.520 I remember the first time I went to Indian and 0:13:04.559 --> 0:13:06.880 I walked off the plane in Della and I'm like, oh, 0:13:06.920 --> 0:13:10.400 it's so good to be home, and and that was 0:13:10.480 --> 0:13:14.040 such a tell for me. But but it is interesting 0:13:14.080 --> 0:13:17.280 that that we have to weave kind of you know, 0:13:17.360 --> 0:13:18.839 through this. And you know, I have to tell you 0:13:18.920 --> 0:13:22.600 another thing that's interesting, and it's not so much about 0:13:22.640 --> 0:13:27.079 gender or ethnicity. But you know, I'd shared before one 0:13:27.360 --> 0:13:33.640 of a past life was Egyptian days and I committed suicide. 0:13:33.760 --> 0:13:36.640 And I tell you, what's so fascinating, what is happening? 0:13:37.160 --> 0:13:42.000 So remember the languaging. I died by suicide that much. 0:13:42.000 --> 0:13:45.640 I died by suicide in that lifetime, thank you. But 0:13:45.960 --> 0:13:49.760 I tell you what I've been facing. A lot of 0:13:49.960 --> 0:13:53.360 kind of around me are a lot of people who 0:13:53.559 --> 0:13:56.720 have attempted or have actually succeeded. And it's a really 0:13:56.840 --> 0:14:01.079 interesting perspective to have have on it. And it feels 0:14:01.160 --> 0:14:03.360 like part of my role was to actually have really 0:14:03.400 --> 0:14:07.040 open and honest conversations with people, like fearless conversations. It's 0:14:07.080 --> 0:14:10.040 it's just an interesting thing. What the past lives, how 0:14:10.040 --> 0:14:14.280 they you know, can't affect us like that. It also 0:14:14.360 --> 0:14:16.600 makes you wonder, you know, part of the whole birthday 0:14:16.600 --> 0:14:20.960 suit thing is the gender part is coming back, you know, 0:14:21.200 --> 0:14:25.760 to be gay. Mm hmm, right, it's because I'm here 0:14:25.800 --> 0:14:29.480 to tell you I didn't pick it, Yeah, like it 0:14:29.560 --> 0:14:32.400 was not a choice. You mean, I agree to it, 0:14:32.440 --> 0:14:34.880 but it's not like I didn't pick it on earth 0:14:35.480 --> 0:14:39.760 being like, oh, I want to freak everybody out, including 0:14:39.840 --> 0:14:46.040 myself in the early nineties and be you know, like 0:14:46.240 --> 0:14:50.120 I'm like a freak on the side of the road. 0:14:50.360 --> 0:14:53.520 It's like that is it was not a choice. Yeah, 0:14:55.280 --> 0:14:59.440 but it's part of that you choose, you chose before. 0:14:59.760 --> 0:15:04.280 Right, right. You know, it's funny I've had to me 0:15:04.400 --> 0:15:09.680 it's it's interesting to see how or to wonder, like 0:15:09.880 --> 0:15:12.840 how will this feed into your next algorithm? Like when 0:15:12.880 --> 0:15:18.440 you think, you know, having that contract, agreeing to it 0:15:18.600 --> 0:15:20.920 to this life experience, right, because when you think of it, 0:15:21.040 --> 0:15:22.720 you think of like, you know, when you go to 0:15:22.800 --> 0:15:24.880 some restaurants and there's like a lot of pages on 0:15:24.920 --> 0:15:26.880 the menu. And you go to some restaurants and there's 0:15:26.920 --> 0:15:29.560 like you know, it's one page and there's only like, 0:15:29.880 --> 0:15:33.960 you know, maybe ten items, you know, when the appetite, right, 0:15:34.040 --> 0:15:34.360 that's like. 0:15:34.360 --> 0:15:37.760 The dumpling restaurant here, it's like ten things versus cheesecay 0:15:37.840 --> 0:15:40.480 factory and it's like four hundred pages exactly. 0:15:41.000 --> 0:15:47.520 So you know, depending the more advanced. The more you 0:15:47.600 --> 0:15:50.720 are in our school, a soul school, really, you would 0:15:50.760 --> 0:15:55.040 have fewer selections for challenges. That doesn't mean you wouldn't 0:15:55.040 --> 0:15:57.520 go back to serve as a guide for someone else. 0:15:57.760 --> 0:15:59.480 For I totally want to be a guide. I kind 0:15:59.480 --> 0:16:00.080 of want to bring. 0:16:00.800 --> 0:16:03.800 And well, look, the truth is, our school is hard, 0:16:03.880 --> 0:16:07.520 right son, you had a ship. Even if you come back, 0:16:08.520 --> 0:16:10.920 even if you come back as I'm going to help 0:16:11.000 --> 0:16:14.360 this person, I'm coming back, you know, to be you 0:16:14.360 --> 0:16:18.320 know your you know Robin to your Batman, I still 0:16:18.440 --> 0:16:21.080 have my school agenda. Like there's no there's no hall 0:16:21.160 --> 0:16:24.440 pass for that. But you know, hopefully if I make 0:16:24.480 --> 0:16:28.960 that choice, I'm still advancing my soul and I still 0:16:28.960 --> 0:16:33.080 get challenges, and you know, we want these challenges. Otherwise 0:16:33.120 --> 0:16:34.120 there's not I would just. 0:16:34.200 --> 0:16:38.040 Like the challenge without the temptation of a kit kat. 0:16:39.800 --> 0:16:43.760 That's all. Like, just let me just be like a 0:16:43.760 --> 0:16:47.440 little guide. And I would like to be the joy 0:16:47.520 --> 0:16:50.800 guide if I can requests. 0:16:51.160 --> 0:16:52.520 That takes a lot more lifetimes. 0:16:53.240 --> 0:16:55.600 Okay, But so I want to be serious again, which 0:16:55.680 --> 0:16:59.440 is hard for me, but is so if you look 0:16:59.440 --> 0:17:03.240 at how the world is right now, there is there's 0:17:03.560 --> 0:17:06.280 it's like it's like everything that was bad feels worse. 0:17:06.720 --> 0:17:09.040 So when it comes to let's talk about this country 0:17:09.040 --> 0:17:14.200 in particular, so we see that, you know, there's huge 0:17:14.240 --> 0:17:17.359 forces about you know, women not being able to choose 0:17:17.440 --> 0:17:21.480 or have dominion over their their body or if it 0:17:21.520 --> 0:17:24.800 is even you know, more tax from a racial standpoint 0:17:26.160 --> 0:17:30.040 or from you know, any any other is getting attacked 0:17:30.440 --> 0:17:31.560 more than they ever have. 0:17:32.200 --> 0:17:32.600 And so. 0:17:34.160 --> 0:17:37.679 Like, are these just new souls that are dicks that 0:17:37.760 --> 0:17:41.560 are like coming out at everybody? Or like is it 0:17:41.640 --> 0:17:43.840 like I'm trying, like because there's times I look at 0:17:43.840 --> 0:17:47.280 this and I'm like, well, what the fuck's the plan be? 0:17:47.320 --> 0:17:51.600 Cause it's it's uh or is that the plan? Well? 0:17:51.760 --> 0:17:58.119 Remember that please Earth School Adventures. When you sit at 0:17:58.119 --> 0:18:01.320 that negotiating table for a couple decks, aides saying what 0:18:01.359 --> 0:18:03.960 are you signing up for? Right, because time doesn't exist 0:18:04.000 --> 0:18:06.960 in the spirit world. So when you're sitting there negotiating, 0:18:07.560 --> 0:18:12.560 it's an endless menu. So it's an endless menu and 0:18:12.800 --> 0:18:16.560 you get to go through everything, go what do I 0:18:16.600 --> 0:18:18.800 want this to be my foundation? Do I want that 0:18:18.840 --> 0:18:21.760 to be my foundation? Well? Am I signing up to 0:18:21.800 --> 0:18:28.720 be rebellious? Compliant? You know, like there's a plan that's 0:18:28.800 --> 0:18:31.640 going to land you at the perfect spot to have 0:18:31.680 --> 0:18:35.199 the experience that your soul needs. That says, am I 0:18:35.240 --> 0:18:37.800 going to be subservient? Am I going to be a 0:18:37.920 --> 0:18:41.440 rock star? And you know, like take up all suck 0:18:41.480 --> 0:18:42.800 the air out of the room, and take up. 0:18:43.920 --> 0:18:47.159 Taylor Swift like she picked all the right boxes. She 0:18:47.160 --> 0:18:49.399 should say out loud, she picked a lot of good boxes. 0:18:49.440 --> 0:18:51.960 So it's interesting that you say that. I was just 0:18:52.040 --> 0:18:56.159 reading a story about a guy who works for antiques 0:18:56.240 --> 0:19:00.439 roadshow and there was a something that came up and 0:19:00.480 --> 0:19:04.880 had this carved bone and it was like a pendant 0:19:05.359 --> 0:19:08.880 and like beautiful calligraphy on it. And the guy who 0:19:09.040 --> 0:19:15.080 was the expert is probably my age, not tall, but 0:19:15.080 --> 0:19:18.920 a handsome black man, and he said, he goes, this 0:19:18.960 --> 0:19:21.560 is from he goes, this is the ship's name. This 0:19:21.680 --> 0:19:24.280 was from a slave trade, and it was in the 0:19:24.320 --> 0:19:27.120 late seventeen hundreds. And he said, I refuse to give 0:19:27.119 --> 0:19:29.480 you a value to it, because this was the most 0:19:29.480 --> 0:19:31.879 heinous thing that could have ever been done to another 0:19:31.960 --> 0:19:34.399 human being, is to trade them like they were an object. 0:19:34.440 --> 0:19:36.880 And I will not give you a value to this. 0:19:36.920 --> 0:19:39.640 And the woman who had it, a little karen ish, 0:19:40.080 --> 0:19:42.200 got a little pissy about it because she's a Karen. 0:19:44.320 --> 0:19:48.320 But he was like holding so steadfast to it. I 0:19:48.359 --> 0:19:51.480 love this guy, Like I'm like, I'm with you, man, 0:19:52.320 --> 0:19:54.800 so with you like that should I don't know where 0:19:54.800 --> 0:19:57.800 it should go, but it shouldn't be bought because that 0:19:57.840 --> 0:20:00.560 was the whole problem in the first place, was that's 0:20:00.640 --> 0:20:06.240 exchanged exchanged, right, And so there's just like so many 0:20:06.320 --> 0:20:09.960 things that that come up, and I don't know, maybe 0:20:09.960 --> 0:20:13.600 I need to check out more and quit looking at 0:20:13.720 --> 0:20:14.720 things so closely, but. 0:20:15.560 --> 0:20:18.399 Well, no, I mean, I do think it's important to 0:20:19.119 --> 0:20:22.560 take in consideration to have the bigger view of humanity 0:20:22.640 --> 0:20:30.400 that says, isn't that interesting? Because oftentimes when we I'm 0:20:30.400 --> 0:20:35.520 not saying, things aren't upsetting and absolutely heart wrenching or 0:20:35.640 --> 0:20:38.760 abhorrent or you know, all kinds of things that are 0:20:38.880 --> 0:20:44.680 so hard to consume. However, when we dive deeper into 0:20:44.720 --> 0:20:47.520 someone's personal experience, you're like, oh, that's really interesting. Your 0:20:47.560 --> 0:20:50.040 soul gate your soul chose that path, right. I can 0:20:50.040 --> 0:20:52.280 see I can see how you got there. I can 0:20:52.359 --> 0:20:56.080 see your wayward worries. But you know, like you just 0:20:56.200 --> 0:21:00.000 you have more compassion for their humanity. It's not you know, 0:21:00.200 --> 0:21:06.239 condoning doesn't change perhaps your position, but you're like, our 0:21:06.280 --> 0:21:09.640 school is hard, it's dicey out there, and we have 0:21:09.720 --> 0:21:13.359 to do a better job or we get to to me, 0:21:13.920 --> 0:21:18.359 the option that's being presented is can we still work 0:21:18.440 --> 0:21:23.399 together in a way. That's like the host who said, 0:21:23.800 --> 0:21:25.800 I cannot give you a price for this because it 0:21:25.840 --> 0:21:31.040 goes against how I value humans. My expertise is in 0:21:31.119 --> 0:21:34.600 valuing these objects, but that has nothing to do with 0:21:34.640 --> 0:21:36.760 how I value humans. Those are two different worlds and 0:21:36.760 --> 0:21:40.200 they will never meet. Right, But I'm sure he didn't 0:21:40.240 --> 0:21:44.480 insult her while he said that, Right, he wasn't a 0:21:44.520 --> 0:21:48.600 personal attack on her when he said that. I'm assuming. 0:21:50.160 --> 0:21:52.560 No, he wasn't attacking her at all. 0:21:52.600 --> 0:21:55.879 But that's my point. And then maybe having this conversation 0:21:56.119 --> 0:21:58.520 like I'm so curious how this object came to you 0:21:58.720 --> 0:22:01.359 or you know, something like that, like that. 0:22:02.160 --> 0:22:06.040 She worked for apparently a family that collected said objects 0:22:06.440 --> 0:22:09.399 and bought this from them, and not knowing exactly what 0:22:09.440 --> 0:22:14.480 it was that she says, so yeah, yeah. 0:22:14.400 --> 0:22:19.879 So Karen said, But I do think it's to me 0:22:20.200 --> 0:22:24.680 when when the birthday suits and the school journey that 0:22:24.720 --> 0:22:28.240 we've been on are so different and could collide. How 0:22:28.280 --> 0:22:33.000 do we take that opposition and see if we can 0:22:33.000 --> 0:22:36.439 find a pass path to peace? So that says I 0:22:36.480 --> 0:22:39.840 don't have to agree with you, but I can stay 0:22:39.880 --> 0:22:44.800 where I am and acknowledge your humanity even though I 0:22:44.840 --> 0:22:46.159 don't understand. 0:22:45.680 --> 0:22:49.120 It absolutely, and that right, and that feels like that's 0:22:49.160 --> 0:22:52.760 been lost to me. I think it's lost. 0:22:52.800 --> 0:22:56.000 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it's it's it's it's a little 0:22:56.200 --> 0:22:59.320 intense right now, which is why it's our school is hard. 0:22:59.359 --> 0:23:01.560 And one of the channel Jesus are like, Okay, Brenda, 0:23:01.600 --> 0:23:04.480 breathe and stop your mind. It's not helping. Drop into 0:23:04.480 --> 0:23:07.960 your heart and remember we are more like than we 0:23:08.000 --> 0:23:08.479 are different. 0:23:09.240 --> 0:23:12.560 And the other thing is I go like nerdy elf 0:23:12.720 --> 0:23:15.639 and say, just math tells us we're going to have 0:23:15.680 --> 0:23:19.600 more problems because there's more people. I mean, for real, 0:23:20.200 --> 0:23:22.280 just look at the shirt numbers. 0:23:25.040 --> 0:23:29.360 But the thing about that is as humanity, I parsonally 0:23:29.400 --> 0:23:32.679 don't interact with more people just because there are more people, right? 0:23:32.800 --> 0:23:33.560 Do you know what I'm saying? 0:23:33.680 --> 0:23:37.560 No, But I think that there is a collectiveness that happens. 0:23:37.720 --> 0:23:39.560 I think there's no doubt what I'm thinking of than 0:23:39.560 --> 0:23:40.120 anything now. 0:23:40.640 --> 0:23:43.080 And I do agree, I do agree with that for real, 0:23:43.200 --> 0:23:45.520 but I do think sometimes people get rubbed up about 0:23:45.520 --> 0:23:47.280 stuff like I'm like, that's not even in your lanth 0:23:47.320 --> 0:23:49.480