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Speaker 1: four ever. So these are conversations with strangers. These are
Speaker 1: phone calls with people that I have never met before. Okay.
Speaker 1: We recorded the first part of this episode on the
Speaker 1: beach as we told stories of our enemies. The second
Speaker 1: part from outer space as we discussed times, as we
Speaker 1: discussed things that activate us. Okay, the third part from
Speaker 1: the middle of the ocean, as we talked about times
Speaker 1: we've been lost. All right, enough of me, enough of this.
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Speaker 1: Hail Satan, I love you all.
Speaker 2: All from Bailey.
Speaker 1: Bailey Bailey Bailey Bailey Bailey. Are you watching You're not
Speaker 1: even on your computer? You're like on your TV right now?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I just I just meant it is this is
Speaker 4: this good?
Speaker 1: Now? Yes? How are you in? Where are you? Are
Speaker 1: you in a living room right now?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm just in a living room.
Speaker 1: Do you have a price? Can you go into perhaps
Speaker 1: the Do you have a small bathroom? Could you go
Speaker 1: into the nearest bathroom and sit in the bathtub? And
Speaker 1: I want I want to you're you're in a public
Speaker 1: space right now. You're in a living room or something,
Speaker 1: aren't you?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, living room.
Speaker 1: I want to talk to the most insular version of you.
Speaker 1: I want to talk to you, uninfluenced by by the outside.
Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, I can go. Uh I mean yeah, my room.
Speaker 7: Uh I go on there, I get the basket upstairs?
Speaker 1: Is it upstairs? Do you have to go?
Speaker 4: It's all one level. So all right, I'm in the bathroom.
Speaker 1: You're in the bathroom.
Speaker 4: My room has a bathroom in it, so you're in.
Speaker 1: The bathroom of your room. Yeah, that's perfect. That's a
Speaker 1: combination of our two options. That's the best of my world.
Speaker 1: What does your bathroom look like? What? What's the what
Speaker 1: color is it?
Speaker 4: Let's see walls or kind of like a light like
Speaker 4: not white, but you know, a good little cream color.
Speaker 1: How dirty is your bathroom?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 4: You know it's it's pretty clean, surprisingly, you know. I
Speaker 4: mean there's not much here really to make it dirty.
Speaker 4: I mean, you know, I got like some soap toothbust
Speaker 4: hair jel on it, but that's about it.
Speaker 1: Hello, do you have any enemies Bailey?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know I was calling because I got I
Speaker 4: got one on my mind, my downstairs neighbor. I live
Speaker 4: in an apartment. I just moved to, uh to an apartment,
Speaker 4: and yeah, the downstairs neighbor's uh you know, I mean
Speaker 4: we're probably in these you know.
Speaker 1: Do you think he doesn't? Do you think that they
Speaker 1: don't like you? Or do you think that yeah like
Speaker 1: that or do they just know?
Speaker 4: Okay, I mean I don't. I'm not a big fan
Speaker 4: of them. They're like they're like this like seventy maybe
Speaker 4: maybe even older, just like white hairs, you know, just
Speaker 4: like an old couple, really really elderly couple, but like
Speaker 4: not like old enough to not like do anything as
Speaker 4: far as like like they they do leave the house
Speaker 4: and everything, but they're retired so they're like always home.
Speaker 4: So it's like, you know, I when I moved here,
Speaker 4: I have a pretty nice little sound system, so you know,
Speaker 4: I do have a sub.
Speaker 1: And they definitely more than you hate them, I can
Speaker 1: I can already tell.
Speaker 4: But yeah, yeah, but you know, the day I plugged
Speaker 4: it in, I probably had it on for like, I
Speaker 4: don't know, a minute or two and you know, knocking
Speaker 4: on the door. This is like at noon, I'm working
Speaker 4: from home with you know, COVID going on and everything.
Speaker 4: So I didn't know, you know, if they worked from
Speaker 4: home or if they you know not or if they
Speaker 4: go to work or whatever. But yeah, they knocked like
Speaker 4: two minutes and they're like, oh, the sub is shaking
Speaker 4: our apartment. And I was like, okay, come on, like
Speaker 4: it's bare lyon, you know. So I was like, so
Speaker 4: this is how this is gonna play out, you know,
Speaker 4: for however long we're Here's.
Speaker 1: Funny because I've been we've all been to old people's houses,
Speaker 1: and we all know how much like fine China and
Speaker 1: like you know, ceramic chotchki's they have in their homes. Yeah,
Speaker 1: just like all of them are like shaking off of
Speaker 1: their davenports and dressers and shattering memories or and I.
Speaker 4: Was like, okay, that's what I was kind of picturing
Speaker 4: in my mind. And then I was like, okay, come on.
Speaker 4: Like and also it was at like noons, so I
Speaker 4: was hoping they wouldn't be home. And then the ladies
Speaker 4: she's like, oh, yeah, we're home. Like I worked from home,
Speaker 4: but my husband's retired. I was like, oh sick. So, like,
Speaker 4: you know, there's no safe time where I'm going to
Speaker 4: be able to like really listen to music or anything,
Speaker 4: because I just did all my lunch break, you know,
Speaker 4: trying to enjoy myself. You know, that's just one incident.
Speaker 4: You know, I hung a couple of TVs. One in
Speaker 4: my room, one in the living room. They're like, what
Speaker 4: are you doing up there? I'm like, you know, look,
Speaker 4: I'm moving in. It's gonna be loud, you know, foxes, fronderture,
Speaker 4: moving around, you know, mountain stuff in the walls and stuff,
Speaker 4: you know, and they'll see me out on the streets
Speaker 4: and she'd be like, oh, what you doing up there?
Speaker 4: There's different little things like that. You know, they're probably
Speaker 4: you know, an enemy of mine. I don't necessarily.
Speaker 1: You know, what's funny is the fact that you started
Speaker 1: this call with your TV blaring at the tops like full.
Speaker 1: I don't have anyone of the chat remembers is, but
Speaker 1: you started this call with the TV blaring, and I
Speaker 1: can only imagine, but I can just tell from that
Speaker 1: that you're one hundred percent that just that's the way
Speaker 1: that you do things.
Speaker 4: You know. I try to be considerate for sure. For sure.
Speaker 4: You know, I've I've limited the the sub use. I've
Speaker 4: turned it down to just minuscule.
Speaker 1: I feel bad that my voice is destroying the glass
Speaker 1: chotchkes in this old couple's house right now.
Speaker 4: Well it's muted. I muted the TV. You know, I
Speaker 4: moved away, so it's it probably shouldn't be at least,
Speaker 4: you know, but I definitely was playing the stream on
Speaker 4: there prior to this call. So hopefully they're not like
Speaker 4: wondering what the hell is going on? You know, we'll see.
Speaker 1: Do you have any other enemies? You know?
Speaker 4: Uh, you know, maybe you know, I think you know,
Speaker 4: people get enemies, you know, throughout their lifetime, and you know,
Speaker 4: I think they come and go and it's hard to say,
Speaker 4: you know, do they still view you as an enemy
Speaker 4: because you know, for the most part, I feel like
Speaker 4: you can just put them them in the past and
Speaker 4: just be like, oh, you know, put that person behind me,
Speaker 4: and you know you just kind of like ignore them
Speaker 4: to see them like day to day. I don't know, like.
Speaker 3: Stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Do you consistently have enemies like throughout each phase of
Speaker 1: your life?
Speaker 4: How old are you, uh, twenty five? Twenty five? Yeah,
Speaker 4: graduated college like two years ago and you know, got
Speaker 4: like a corporate job and everything like that.
Speaker 1: Did you have enemies in college?
Speaker 6: You know?
Speaker 4: Here and there? I mean, you know, you have more
Speaker 4: friends than I would say enemies, and enemies are like
Speaker 4: nothing like long term. You know. Maybe it's just like
Speaker 4: one night, you know, you're out drinking with your buddies.
Speaker 4: You might, you know, make an enemy there, you know,
Speaker 4: getting a little a little a little humble, you know,
Speaker 4: a little little fight here and there. But I don't
Speaker 4: think like, no, like nemesis.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 1: Well, Mike, you know, look, I hope that this I
Speaker 1: hope that you're able to resolve this issue that you
Speaker 1: have with this old couple peacefully.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 4: Yeah, we'll see you know, yeah hopefully.
Speaker 9: Yeah.
Speaker 4: I can't see I've been respectful, more respectful, I guess it.
Speaker 1: Give a call in again and give us an update
Speaker 1: on you know who ends up dead?
Speaker 3: Of course, of course that's gladly. Thank you all.
Speaker 1: Right, Bailey. I love you very much. I'll talk to
Speaker 1: you again soon.
Speaker 4: Thank you, gay love you, love you to you.
Speaker 1: Take care.
Speaker 9: Call from Katie, Call from Katie, Katie, Hello, Oh my gosh.
Speaker 9: I didn't actually think I was going to get on tonight.
Speaker 1: I don't think you were going to get on tonight either,
Speaker 1: and that had Now are we on?
Speaker 9: Hi, Lyle? How are you tonight?
Speaker 1: You know I'm doing all right? Thanks for asking. Not
Speaker 1: a lot of people ask me how I am, but
Speaker 1: and they don't have to, but you know, it always
Speaker 1: feels nice when they do. It's okay, Yes, you said,
Speaker 1: whoa are you?
Speaker 6: Are you?
Speaker 9: I've been like trying to call you for like three
Speaker 9: streams now and also in my phone I would call
Speaker 9: you and then it would hang up like two seconds later,
Speaker 9: So I was like really afraid that. I don't know
Speaker 9: why I thought you like blocked me.
Speaker 5: You were like this girl's annoying.
Speaker 1: Mmm, No, I don't think you were annoying. Wait have
Speaker 1: we talked before? I remember talking to a Katie.
Speaker 9: It's a different Katie. I was there for that stream, though,
Speaker 9: But I love a.
Speaker 3: New kt Yeah.
Speaker 1: No, I don't. I don't. I haven't blocked people. Are
Speaker 1: There are people who've called like five hundred times. I
Speaker 1: don't block them. I'm actively rooting for them. If you've called,
Speaker 1: if you've called two hundred times, I want you to
Speaker 1: get in because that means you want to be here.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I have tried fifty four times.
Speaker 1: That's persistent. Yes, And I mean let me ask you
Speaker 1: while while this moment is still fresh within you, Katie,
Speaker 1: how does how has it compared two? How is how
Speaker 1: is the anticipation compared to the results to the reality.
Speaker 9: The results are really great. The anticipation was killing me because.
Speaker 1: I'll speak too soon on it being great, because it
Speaker 1: might go bad. We need to we need to plan,
Speaker 1: not necessarily because of you. You seem great. I might
Speaker 1: fuck it up.
Speaker 9: I doubt that they're a therapists unofficially unlicensed.
Speaker 1: But even what are you gonna say, Katie?
Speaker 9: I have a story about an enemy that I've been
Speaker 9: trying to tell all. I'm very excited for the prompt
Speaker 9: for tonight because I hate this girl. I will give
Speaker 9: her a space name because I do have a little
Speaker 9: better respect for her and won't. I don't want her
Speaker 9: to get docked or anything like that. So we're gonna
Speaker 9: we're gonna.
Speaker 1: Call Yes, do you have any enemies?
Speaker 10: I do.
Speaker 9: This is from when I was a child around the
Speaker 9: age like grades first up until high school. This girl
Speaker 9: hated me. We're not I'm not gonna say her real name,
Speaker 9: so we'll just like, we'll call her Garnet. So Garnet.
Speaker 9: She really had it out for me. We were in
Speaker 9: the same extracurricular activity. We both dance, did like competitive dance,
Speaker 9: and she I don't know why she didn't like me,
Speaker 9: but she was so mean to me that she would
Speaker 9: tell the other girls on the dance team because I
Speaker 9: was a competition like on Dance Moms, but not Dance
Speaker 9: Moms competition. Yeah, I would do competition dance where I
Speaker 9: would have to travel around my states and compete. It
Speaker 9: was very fun. But she she was popular and I
Speaker 9: was not, so she would tell the other girls that
Speaker 9: if they were friends with me, that she would not
Speaker 9: be friends with them. So I did not have a
Speaker 9: lot of friends growing up.
Speaker 1: How old were you? How old were you at the time, I.
Speaker 9: Was in the first grade. I was in first grade.
Speaker 11: Yeah, she was older than me too, how much older.
Speaker 9: She is like a year ahead of me, so she
Speaker 9: was in second grade. But it was pretty brutal. It
Speaker 9: was pretty brutal, and she would I would try to
Speaker 9: make friends with people, and she would call me selfish
Speaker 9: for trying to make friends. She was an asshole.
Speaker 1: So she was attempting to to rule the king the
Speaker 1: rule the social kingdom by set those rules of who
Speaker 1: could and could not be friends with whom.
Speaker 12: Yeah.
Speaker 9: Yeah, but it only worked for like a specific age group.
Speaker 9: All of the older girls who were in like high
Speaker 9: school in middle school at that time, they were super
Speaker 9: nice to me because they saw through the bullshit.
Speaker 4: But it got to.
Speaker 9: The point where she would make me cry during class,
Speaker 9: and one time my teacher saw me cry and she
Speaker 9: got in trouble and said if she continued to bully
Speaker 9: me that she would not be able to do recital,
Speaker 9: which is like a big end of the year like performance.
Speaker 9: But fast forward a few years, we ended up going
Speaker 9: to the same middle school in high school, not on
Speaker 9: my plans.
Speaker 8: That was just the.
Speaker 9: Schools I was zoned for. I was in sophomore year,
Speaker 9: and she into a car wreck that almost killed her,
Speaker 9: and everyone was like really sad about it, and I
Speaker 9: kind of feel bad that I wasn't sad that she
Speaker 9: almost died, Like it was really bad, like she had
Speaker 9: two punctured lungs and like a crushed femur or something,
Speaker 9: and I just I remember hearing about the car wreck
Speaker 9: and I was like, Oh, was Garnet in the call
Speaker 9: car wreck? And there were a few of her, like
Speaker 9: actual names at my school, so I didn't realize it
Speaker 9: was her, So I asked if it was and I
Speaker 9: was like, oh, yeah, I don't like her. They were
Speaker 9: discussing how she almost died, and I was just like, oh, well,
Speaker 9: and I still feel kind of bad for that.
Speaker 1: So this girl was mean to you in second grade? Yes,
Speaker 1: and then fast forward what four years? Five years? Five years?
Speaker 9: A little bit more than that?
Speaker 12: Yeah?
Speaker 1: How long? How much longer?
Speaker 12: Well?
Speaker 9: I was in fifth grade when I left the team
Speaker 9: that I was on before joining a new team, And
Speaker 9: she was mean.
Speaker 1: To you for the whole time or was she only
Speaker 1: mean to you in second grade?
Speaker 9: No, she was mean to me the entire time. Everyone
Speaker 9: was super mean to me because of her, Like even
Speaker 9: the teachers were mean to me. I, oh, here's another one.
Speaker 9: I broke my arm in fourth grade. I snapped my
Speaker 9: radius and my alma, which is like the bones in
Speaker 9: your forearm. I snapped them both. I can send you
Speaker 9: a picture of this X ray because it's pretty gruesome.
Speaker 9: It won't I don't think it'll get you banned. It's
Speaker 9: just an X ray. It's not like Gore, but it's
Speaker 9: pretty brutal. And I I had a dance with two
Speaker 9: other girls, so it was a trio, and they took
Speaker 9: the trio and made it a duo so it was
Speaker 9: only the two other people, and they took it to
Speaker 9: competition without me knowing, and I still had to pay.
Speaker 9: And it was just stuff like that. And I was like,
Speaker 9: you know what, I gotta I gotta go. I can't
Speaker 9: be in this environment anymore. So I went to a
Speaker 9: new studio.
Speaker 1: So you didn't actively you weren't actively happy that this
Speaker 1: that Garnet was in a car accident. You just didn't
Speaker 1: care or was part of it? Was any part of
Speaker 1: you actively happy?
Speaker 9: I wasn't actively happy, but I thought it was the fauna.
Speaker 9: I thought it was very much karma.
Speaker 1: Did any part of you actively feel good about it.
Speaker 9: No, okay, but I felt that I couldn't care, all.
Speaker 1: Right, because that would be that would just be bad
Speaker 1: for you.
Speaker 9: I feel like, yeah, okay, but listen, nothing can be
Speaker 9: as bad as James. James, yeah, the last guy, the.
Speaker 1: But we're never We're not talking about James. We're talking
Speaker 1: about you.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 1: What did you say? Your name was Katie? Katie right?
Speaker 1: New Katie new Katie? What? What? What are you in
Speaker 1: college now?
Speaker 4: Ah?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 9: What?
Speaker 1: When's the last time you even her? Are you still
Speaker 1: Facebook friends with this girl?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 9: No, I was. I haven't really seen her since she
Speaker 9: you're into the car accident, like at like uh, I
Speaker 9: saw her one year at school and I live in
Speaker 9: a college town, so we have like dual enrollment where
Speaker 9: you can spend your junior and senior year at the
Speaker 9: community college, so you can get your AA degree out
Speaker 9: of the way, you can get all your core crosses done.
Speaker 6: Well.
Speaker 9: So she did that.
Speaker 1: Well, I guess at least you feel bad about not
Speaker 1: feeling bad. This could have This could have been way worse.
Speaker 9: It could have been, but I would have I would.
Speaker 1: Have been more. I had to ask you that, like
Speaker 1: if you actively because if you I would be disturbed
Speaker 1: if you actively were pleased that you were in a
Speaker 1: car accident. You not you being apathetic about her being
Speaker 1: in a car accident not that bad as long as
Speaker 1: you're not like, actively reveling in it, because there's that's
Speaker 1: not a good thing to revel in.
Speaker 6: No.
Speaker 1: Well, I appreciate you sharing that with us, Katie.
Speaker 9: I'm glad I could. I've been waiting for an opportunity
Speaker 9: to call, and this was my moment to shine.
Speaker 1: I asked for a story about an enemy, and you
Speaker 1: gave me a solid story about an enemy.
Speaker 5: I'm really glad delivered.
Speaker 1: You know what, Katie, if there were a job, you'd
Speaker 1: have done a good one.
Speaker 9: Thank you.
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you soon.
Speaker 5: Man.
Speaker 1: I love you very much.
Speaker 9: I love you too. Happy birthday, Lyle.
Speaker 1: Thank you very much. Have a good one. Bye bye bye.
Speaker 2: Call from.
Speaker 1: What Eddie?
Speaker 4: Eddie?
Speaker 1: Tell me something? Tell me nothing.
Speaker 7: Yeah, I can't believe you got on. Man, give me
Speaker 7: one moment. I'm gonna get to my coffin. I'm gonna
Speaker 7: get to my coffin.
Speaker 1: Don't hold on. Do you have a coffin?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 1: No, do you have a coffin?
Speaker 10: No?
Speaker 7: But no, it's coffin like, what do you.
Speaker 1: Mean it's coughin? Like, send me a picture, don't don't
Speaker 1: describe it to me, semi a picture?
Speaker 7: All right, give me one moment.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we'll wait. I don't want you to stop watching either,
Speaker 1: DEMI chronicles. Just have it on while you sleep and
Speaker 1: I'll infiltrate your dreams. Someone just texted me saying, boobs
Speaker 1: are ass.
Speaker 2: All right?
Speaker 7: I'm good? I uh too. You didn't expect to get
Speaker 7: on my bad. I was completely unprepared, you know what.
Speaker 1: Look you're as prepared to take the call as I
Speaker 1: was to make it, So I guess you're right. I
Speaker 1: don't prepare either.
Speaker 7: How you're doing, gig?
Speaker 1: You know I'm doing all right? Thanks for asking. Not
Speaker 1: a lot of people ask me how I am, but
Speaker 1: I appreciate when they do, not that they're obligated.
Speaker 7: Well you say that, but I've watched this stream. I've
Speaker 7: called like one other stream, but this stream everybody seems
Speaker 7: to care about.
Speaker 8: You get.
Speaker 1: Did you send me the picture?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 1: All right, we'll wait.
Speaker 7: You want me to in the picture right now?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Right now?
Speaker 7: It's just a it's a truck, I mean inside a car.
Speaker 6: What is it?
Speaker 7: I'man just inside a truck.
Speaker 1: You're inside of a truck.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I just.
Speaker 7: Wanted to get secluded away from you know, family and
Speaker 7: other you know, other people who might still be awake.
Speaker 1: Would you say your name was.
Speaker 8: Hetty?
Speaker 1: Do you have any enemies, Eddie, Not at the moment.
Speaker 7: I've had enemies before. I guess.
Speaker 1: Tell me about a past enemy of yours.
Speaker 7: Let me think, Uh, you know, I have a good story.
Speaker 7: This isn't me, but this is a really good Like
Speaker 7: I think everybody has enemies, you know, like even if
Speaker 7: you haven't met them yet, there's gonna be a time
Speaker 7: of one like just forces himself in your life. But uh,
Speaker 7: this is a story that happened to two of my
Speaker 7: dad's friends growing up.
Speaker 8: This is like a.
Speaker 1: Do you believe that you have enemies right now that
Speaker 1: you don't know about?
Speaker 7: Yes, and they might not be aware of me either,
Speaker 7: If that makes sense.
Speaker 1: What do you think? Who do you think is more
Speaker 1: scared you or your potential enemies that don't know about you?
Speaker 7: Based on how I walk through that, I would say
Speaker 7: them because I don't mess with people you know I
Speaker 7: might want or two. I don't seek out I'm not confrontational,
Speaker 7: I don't try to I'll try stuff on people's.
Speaker 1: Shoes and stuff.
Speaker 7: I feel like whoever's it's gonna be my enemy is
Speaker 7: gonna have to really go out of their way. And
Speaker 7: I guess not you know, you know I try to
Speaker 7: rob me or something on the long night or something
Speaker 7: like that, or like my house.
Speaker 1: Or like you do you consider yourself deadly?
Speaker 7: No, not by any means, but also like went back
Speaker 7: into a corner. I can get kind of crazy, you know.
Speaker 1: How crazy.
Speaker 7: I don't mean not like I'm not like a violent dude,
Speaker 7: but there's a part of like I guess we all
Speaker 7: have like a little animalistic side that's like got to
Speaker 7: come out if like someone's really trying to hurt you,
Speaker 7: you know what I mean, I think even you.
Speaker 8: Got that gick?
Speaker 1: You really think I have that?
Speaker 7: I mean, I mean you're a get to see you
Speaker 7: got some animal qualities already going, you know.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had to use your animalistic side?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 7: Not not outside of just like sport like boxing or
Speaker 7: something like that. I've never, like I said, I've avoided
Speaker 7: conflict like almost professionally.
Speaker 1: I just you're very good at avoiding conflict, you're professionally Yeah.
Speaker 7: I'm usually the one mediating conflict.
Speaker 1: All right, tell me the thing that I interrupted you.
Speaker 7: Oh yeah, So this this kind of goes back to
Speaker 7: my like Flosphy, Like everyone has an enemy, whether you've
Speaker 7: met them or not. So two of my dad's friends
Speaker 7: growing up. This is like I'm saying, like late seventies,
Speaker 7: early eighties. I can't remember exactly what you used this would,
Speaker 7: but uh, they're crumbing up a mountain near our town.
Speaker 7: They get all the way to the top and they're
Speaker 7: just sitting there smoking a joint. And this dude comes
Speaker 7: out of the woods with a gun and like makes
Speaker 7: them jump off a cliff and like both of them,
Speaker 7: I just like shatter their legs and stuff. They like
Speaker 7: neither one of them died, but it's still just like that,
Speaker 7: that's just insane.
Speaker 1: So he threatened to shoot them lest they jump off.
Speaker 7: Yeah, yes, it's like I'm gonna shoot you and kill you,
Speaker 7: or you can jump off this cliff.
Speaker 1: What what were they doing that for? Just for they
Speaker 1: just did it for no reason.
Speaker 7: I mean, they were up there just hiking, and they
Speaker 7: went up there to smoke a joint. This is this
Speaker 7: other dude was just a complete stranger.
Speaker 1: We don't know the motives of the stranger. He wasn't
Speaker 1: rotten he forced them to.
Speaker 7: No, No, he just wanted to make people jump off
Speaker 7: a cliff and they never found a.
Speaker 1: Dude he was at the top of the cliffs.
Speaker 7: That's you hit the high ground.
Speaker 1: Man hit the high ground. It's actually a good strategy
Speaker 1: for him to accomplish a terrible goal.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's so fucked up though.
Speaker 7: That's the kind of shit I'm saying, Like, you know,
Speaker 7: like you in little Woods, I'm just gonna sit here
Speaker 7: enjoy this joint, like you never know, like people people
Speaker 7: are gonna Yeah that sucks. You never know, man, Like
Speaker 7: people are gonna bad. People are gonna find a way
Speaker 7: to introduce themselves into your life. So in a way,
Speaker 7: I mean I do this kind of happened to me,
Speaker 7: not and waives that severe, But it's it's in being
Speaker 7: people around me. Like I'm not gonna say it's gonna
Speaker 7: happen to everyone. But you can't just say like, oh,
Speaker 7: I'm in a safe spot, or like oh I'm in
Speaker 7: a good neighborhood, or like it's it really knows no bounds.
Speaker 1: Do you believe that people are generally good?
Speaker 7: No, I'm gonna say kind of neutral, some some people
Speaker 7: could be bad, like against no matter what, no matter
Speaker 7: how you raise them. Some people can be good coming
Speaker 7: from terrible upbringings. I think there's there's some balance of
Speaker 7: control we have and there's some just environmental, like I
Speaker 7: guess effects on us.
Speaker 1: You know, did are they? Were they in a wheelchair?
Speaker 6: Now?
Speaker 1: Do their legs ever recover?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 7: They're not. I don't think you know when I'm like
Speaker 7: a wheelchair, But there definitely got like pains and you know,
Speaker 7: like nerves damage and things like that.
Speaker 1: How high I have a cliff?
Speaker 4: Was this? I don't know.
Speaker 7: I'm gonna try to guess.
Speaker 8: I'm trying.
Speaker 7: I'm looking at like the trees around me. I mean
Speaker 7: it was leave. Yeah, Well I'm in a truck, I'm
Speaker 7: in a car, out in a driveway. I live out
Speaker 7: and I live out in like a small town.
Speaker 12: Uh.
Speaker 7: It's just it's just nothing but woods around me. But
Speaker 7: I don't know, I'm gonna stay around probably like forty
Speaker 7: fifty feet maybe probably like a four story building. Maybe
Speaker 7: Jesus fucking Christ, maybe not that.
Speaker 1: Would you have ran away? Would you have?
Speaker 7: I don't know, man, I mean I guess, I mean
Speaker 7: they they both, I mean two people were like fuck it,
Speaker 7: I'll just take the jump. I mean I probably would have.
Speaker 7: In my mind, I'm like, in my head when I'm
Speaker 7: playing the situation in my head, I see me like
Speaker 7: going and trying to disarm the guy, you know, But
Speaker 7: it could have been one of those things where he
Speaker 7: was just like so sneaky and already up on you
Speaker 7: with the gun pointed at you, where it's like you
Speaker 7: know what I mean, you couldn't just turn around and
Speaker 7: like Rambo that guy.
Speaker 1: Damn, that's like some psycho. I can't even imagine what
Speaker 1: the motive would be.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 1: It's not like he robbed them or like you know,
Speaker 1: killed them so we could like have sex with them
Speaker 1: or whatever.
Speaker 7: He's just yeah, and it could just be like he
Speaker 7: was just he had yeah yeah. I mean, he could
Speaker 7: have just had some mental issues or like you know,
Speaker 7: actual like psychopath of some sword, where it was just
Speaker 7: he was just like older and bored. You know, I
Speaker 7: don't know, I can't. I can't fathom. There's no logic
Speaker 7: behind it, you know, if you try to like find reason,
Speaker 7: But with stories like that, it's like you're you're you're
Speaker 7: gonna be looking forever.
Speaker 3: Well, but it springs.
Speaker 7: I have a question about the get suit or just
Speaker 7: the I guess what, there's something draw you to lizards
Speaker 7: in the general or was it just like, do you
Speaker 7: feel a connection to a gecko or a lizard? Or
Speaker 7: was it just something kind of random that came together.
Speaker 1: It was something random that kind of came together.
Speaker 7: I'm only asked because we have I don't know the
Speaker 7: scientific name, but there's a part in our brain that's
Speaker 7: referred to as the lizard brain. That is basically you're
Speaker 7: fight or flight like You're like, you don't think about
Speaker 7: you don't use this part of the brain that actively,
Speaker 7: it just works by itself. It's like you know, like
Speaker 7: like I was saying, like flight or flight, like your
Speaker 7: immediate instincts. Do you think your flight or flight skills
Speaker 7: have improved since you've got the get suit?
Speaker 1: Maybe in a way because I don't think about what
Speaker 1: I'm doing, I don't think about what I'm saying as
Speaker 1: much as like when I'm just talking, you know, and
Speaker 1: I'm a stream and I don't know, the gek suit
Speaker 1: maybe makes it less personal. Yeah, so that could that
Speaker 1: could be something.
Speaker 8: I could do that.
Speaker 7: Kind of gives you like a yeah, I guess so,
Speaker 7: I yeah, So how much of it is Lyle and
Speaker 7: how much.
Speaker 3: Of it is gek.
Speaker 1: You know, that's a great question.
Speaker 7: Does it give you like when you put the suit on,
Speaker 7: you know, you're like, okay, well I'm GAK now I
Speaker 7: can kind of like, you know, does that a personality
Speaker 7: kind of come out with it?
Speaker 1: The honest answer to that question is that the GAK
Speaker 1: is a hand selected bunch of my personality traits that
Speaker 1: are then exaggerated for the effect of a character.
Speaker 7: I appreciate you being honest with me good of course.
Speaker 1: Look, you know, people come in to my show and
Speaker 1: they're honest with me, and I'm not going to give
Speaker 1: that back to them. That would be That would be
Speaker 1: ludicrous of me.
Speaker 3: It would.
Speaker 1: Would you say your name was Eddie? Listen, Eddie. I
Speaker 1: think that you and I were meant to be together,
Speaker 1: and so I'm very happy that we have crossed paths
Speaker 1: and that I was given the rare opportunity to express
Speaker 1: my love for you before we part ways, possibly forever.
Speaker 7: Well, I hope it's not for forever, but I appreciate
Speaker 7: your love get and I'll post some love your way
Speaker 7: as well.
Speaker 1: Take care, Eddie, and have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 8: You two men.
Speaker 1: Bye bye. So everyone came down.
Speaker 3: All right?
Speaker 1: Just hold on, hold on, hold on. Listen to those waves, baby,
Speaker 1: mm hmm.
Speaker 13: Listen to those waves, baby, listen to those waves, babe.
Speaker 13: Does everyone relax and listen to the waves, baby? Everyone
Speaker 13: just listen to the waves become the waves.
Speaker 5: Call from Granada, Ranada? Oh my god?
Speaker 10: What's up?
Speaker 1: You know? Not a whole lot?
Speaker 11: Really?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I'm just here. I'm in space. I
Speaker 1: do this a lot. I do this every Monday, Wednesday, Friday.
Speaker 1: So I'm just I'm kind of used to it by now.
Speaker 1: This is kind of what you're doing. What are you
Speaker 1: doing or not?
Speaker 5: Playing in bed, drinking up beer, hanging out? Watching your
Speaker 5: stream for the first time.
Speaker 1: This is the first time. Yeah, how did you find
Speaker 1: out about the stream?
Speaker 5: H My friend is always sending clips like in our
Speaker 5: group chat of this and it's really funny.
Speaker 10: So I decided to watch.
Speaker 6: How are you?
Speaker 1: How do you know? What's your relationship with your friend?
Speaker 1: How do you become friends with them?
Speaker 5: We lived like in the same dorm building as each other.
Speaker 1: Are you in college now?
Speaker 10: Not anymore?
Speaker 11: I just graduated graduations.
Speaker 1: How how much money do you have in student loan?
Speaker 5: Debt fifty six thousand dollars.
Speaker 14: Dude, Jesus Christ, all.
Speaker 1: Right, what did you get for What did you get
Speaker 1: for six thousand dollars?
Speaker 5: I got a degree in journalism that I'm not using.
Speaker 1: We're not a what what's your dream story?
Speaker 11: My dream story?
Speaker 5: Well, I would love to write for the New York Times.
Speaker 5: I live in New York, so it would be really cool.
Speaker 5: But my dream story would be something like super deep diving,
Speaker 5: like I don't know, maybe like definitely like a celebrity
Speaker 5: related story or something that'd be super cool to be
Speaker 5: able to interview with celebrity.
Speaker 9: Like Beyonce.
Speaker 5: Oh, Beyonce would be a good one.
Speaker 1: What would you ask Beyonce? Okay, but think about this, Beyonce.
Speaker 1: I mean, what would you ask Beyonce that no one
Speaker 1: has ever asked Beyonce before? What would you do to
Speaker 1: get her to really think, to get her to open
Speaker 1: up to you in a way that she's I've ever
Speaker 1: done any other interview? How would you how would what
Speaker 1: would be your plan for that? True?
Speaker 11: I don't know.
Speaker 5: I feel like Beyonce, if I were to ask her
Speaker 5: like the questions I really wanted to ask her, she
Speaker 5: would refuse to have an interview with me, I think,
Speaker 5: because I would want to ask her about like like
Speaker 5: the dark, like Hollywood.
Speaker 11: Shit, you know, like.
Speaker 5: Is there like are you in the Illuminati? That's the
Speaker 5: type of stuff I probably want.
Speaker 1: To ask her. Rihanna, let's do real quick, let's do
Speaker 1: two minutes. Pretend that Beyonce and you've scored an you
Speaker 1: with me for the New York Times.
Speaker 5: Okay, all right, so Beyonce.
Speaker 11: Yes, So your album albums in twenty sixteen illuminade.
Speaker 5: What type of mind space for you?
Speaker 9: And when you decided to write this album, I was.
Speaker 1: Thinking about.
Speaker 6: You know that even though there's a lot of people
Speaker 6: out there who are alone, they should have the power
Speaker 6: and the confidence to be themselves, even even without even
Speaker 6: if they don't have a boyfriend.
Speaker 5: So the rumors are this album it's about dais cheating
Speaker 5: on you?
Speaker 4: Is that true?
Speaker 3: You know?
Speaker 6: Jesi and I I've had a lot of problems in
Speaker 6: the past, and I am glad that he and I
Speaker 6: are together now and in love. But even if you want,
Speaker 6: I would be found on.
Speaker 1: My own as well.
Speaker 5: Like Michael Jackson.
Speaker 6: Well, me and Michael a good relationship, and I have
Speaker 6: taken a lot of inspiration from him in my music
Speaker 6: as well. And yeah, and I love the way that
Speaker 6: he performed with all of himself put into his performance
Speaker 6: and that and that inspires me and I shake my
Speaker 6: hips doing the single Ladies Dance.
Speaker 5: It's beautiful a lot. A great interview, Beyonce. Can I
Speaker 5: ask you to put jay Z on the phone?
Speaker 1: Yeah, girl, I can't even get jay Z on the phone.
Speaker 8: Sorry.
Speaker 5: I like that A little bit of impro we did there.
Speaker 14: I was nice.
Speaker 1: Would you say you name was again? We're We're not.
Speaker 1: I think you've got a shot.
Speaker 9: Thank you.
Speaker 1: I think I think that. I think this is going
Speaker 1: to work out for you. I'm excited for the future
Speaker 1: that you have ahead of you.
Speaker 15: Thank you.
Speaker 1: I love you very much for Nada, and I can't
Speaker 1: wait to read your interview with you. I love you
Speaker 1: whoever the next, whoever the next what's his face is?
Speaker 1: Uh like Cardi B or something?
Speaker 8: Okay?
Speaker 5: Yeah Cardi?
Speaker 14: Oh that would be fun with you.
Speaker 5: Yeah, thank you so much.
Speaker 1: Good night, Rihanna.
Speaker 5: That could be one, Rihanna.
Speaker 1: Rihanna interviewed by Ranata. Yeah, you're gonna be fine. You're
Speaker 1: gonna be fine, don't worry, all right, Vernata. I love
Speaker 1: you very much. I'll talk to you again soon.
Speaker 8: Bye bye bye.
Speaker 1: I'm interested in talking to another caller. Someone get me. Someone,
Speaker 1: get me another caller. Someone get me another caller, right
Speaker 1: goddamn now, God damn it. I'm paying good money to
Speaker 1: be here, and I better have another caller in my
Speaker 1: I'd better have another caller in my presence very soon,
Speaker 1: or I'm gonna I don't even I don't even know
Speaker 1: what the hell I'm gonna do. Honestly, if I don't
Speaker 1: get another caller at the at the end of this sentence,
Speaker 1: I might actually explode into dust. I would just be
Speaker 1: so unconsolably pissed if I don't get another caller immediately.
Speaker 7: Fabio Flavio, Oh hey, Hello, what's up?
Speaker 1: What's up?
Speaker 3: Hey man?
Speaker 8: How you doing?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm doing? All right? Thank you for asking.
Speaker 1: Not a lot of people ask me how I'm doing,
Speaker 1: but you know, not that they're obligated to, but it
Speaker 1: does feel good when they do, so I appreciate that.
Speaker 1: This is crazy.
Speaker 3: I actually got in.
Speaker 1: Have you have we never spoken before?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 3: Never, This is my first time.
Speaker 1: How long have you been watching the stream? The stream?
Speaker 3: I'll say, like this is like my third stream. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I mean I do. I love your streams honestly, thank you?
Speaker 3: I mean regularly of like what I call you, I
Speaker 3: love every single one, honest thank you.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 1: That that means a lot to what How did you
Speaker 1: find out about the street.
Speaker 3: I met you to TikTok? Yeah I saw one of
Speaker 3: your tiktoks?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Actually yeah? Yeah? Nice? Yeah?
Speaker 12: Man?
Speaker 1: You forget what were gonna say? Said you actually something? Oh?
Speaker 3: No, I forgot. I forget about things easily.
Speaker 1: Sorry, I've already forgotten. Do you forget that important? Things? Ever?
Speaker 3: Sometimes? Sometimes how about you? Do you forget?
Speaker 1: Did I forget anything important? I guess I hope not right?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean you can.
Speaker 1: I mean if you're stressed, you know, do you do
Speaker 1: you find yourself often stressed?
Speaker 10: Uh?
Speaker 3: As of recently?
Speaker 8: Yeah? Of course?
Speaker 1: What's just stressing you out? The most recently?
Speaker 3: Honestly? Work because you know in the you know how
Speaker 3: we're living in the time of COVID. You don't know
Speaker 3: when you're going to lose your job and stuff.
Speaker 1: So what is your job?
Speaker 3: I'm actually a shipping clerk. This shipping company very boring.
Speaker 1: I think shipping is sustainable and coronavirus people are always
Speaker 1: going to be shipping stuff.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, but I mean I work for this really
Speaker 3: small company and like Covid is now starting to like
Speaker 3: hit us, like, you know, really hard, because we're starting
Speaker 3: to like use a lot of customers because of it.
Speaker 1: What do you ship.
Speaker 3: Just everything from just home? Uh? Home appliesness to like,
Speaker 3: I don't know, it's just food whatever you need in
Speaker 3: the house, honestly.
Speaker 6: H.
Speaker 4: M hm.
Speaker 1: Fabio Fabio, Fabio, Fabio.
Speaker 3: Flavio with an L like the Italian supermodel.
Speaker 1: You ever played Paper Mario in the Thousand Year Door?
Speaker 3: Yes, a very good game.
Speaker 1: Is a great game? Yes, isn't there is their character
Speaker 1: in your name? Flavia?
Speaker 3: Oh, I don't think so. I think I don't remember.
Speaker 3: My name is very weird. Honestly, it's it sucks having
Speaker 3: this name.
Speaker 1: Honestly, Why don't you like the name?
Speaker 3: I don't know. I mean I I hate it sometimes
Speaker 3: and I love it because it's unique. But at the
Speaker 3: same time, like people don't really know how to say
Speaker 3: my name. I don't know it. I don't know. I
Speaker 3: think it's weird.
Speaker 1: What activates you, Flavia?
Speaker 3: Food? I fucking love food. Honestly, you might think this
Speaker 3: is weird, but I love like I good like mao
Speaker 3: sandwich with like ham and cheese and like egg egg
Speaker 3: I love I love mayo a lot.
Speaker 8: Mm hm.
Speaker 1: Would you ever just eat a sandwich with like two
Speaker 1: pieces of bread and just mayo in it?
Speaker 12: Yes?
Speaker 3: I know, I know it sounds gross, but like this
Speaker 3: one time, I was like, you know what, let me
Speaker 3: just try to like put mayo on a on a
Speaker 3: pancake and it was actually pretty good.
Speaker 1: What inspired you to do that?
Speaker 3: I don't know. Sometimes you just gotta try new things,
Speaker 3: you know.
Speaker 1: What. Was it good?
Speaker 3: It was good? I mean I just only I only
Speaker 3: put it on one pancake. That's it. Then after that,
Speaker 3: I was like, you know what, e it was just
Speaker 3: you know, a one time thing. That's it. I don't
Speaker 3: think I'll ever do it again.
Speaker 1: How many pancakes did you have in front of you?
Speaker 3: Like three?
Speaker 1: So you stopped at the first pancake? Yes, you didn't
Speaker 1: push forward to the second and third?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 3: No, it was good, but I think it was just like,
Speaker 3: you know, just to try it, that's it. You should
Speaker 3: try it sometimes.
Speaker 1: I might.
Speaker 3: I mean I tried it on that one and h
Speaker 3: on eggoes.
Speaker 1: Try it on a pancake and on eggos.
Speaker 3: Yeah, which was better, say the eggos?
Speaker 1: Why?
Speaker 3: I don't know. I guess it's because it was toasted,
Speaker 3: it was crunchy, it felt like a like a cracker.
Speaker 1: So why didn't you just put mayo on a cracker?
Speaker 3: I don't know, try something different. You know.
Speaker 1: Do you feel bad about people judging you for putting
Speaker 1: mayo on a pancake?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I don't feel bad about people judging me.
Speaker 3: But like all my friends call me Mayo boyriends call you, yeah, man,
Speaker 3: I mean they see it when they see me, They're like, hey,
Speaker 3: there's Flavo Mayo boy. I'm just like, oh, what's up?
Speaker 1: Wait real quick?
Speaker 8: Yep?
Speaker 1: Are you lying to me right now? No, Sash, you
Speaker 1: are you? Are you exaggerating?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 1: Your friends call you Mayo boy?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I mean not always, but sometimes, you know, my close
Speaker 3: friends actually.
Speaker 1: How close of a friend do they have to be
Speaker 1: to call you Mayo boy?
Speaker 3: You have to be like kind of like my brother.
Speaker 4: You know?
Speaker 1: Can I call you Mayo boy?
Speaker 3: Sure of course you can call me Mayo boy.
Speaker 7: You're the gag.
Speaker 6: All right.
Speaker 1: Now that you've given me the opportunity that I can,
Speaker 1: I want you to know that I won't however, Hm,
Speaker 1: I appreciate.
Speaker 3: That I can, of course, and I appreciate you, man, honestly,
Speaker 3: I I appreciate all the screams, you know, I love
Speaker 3: every single one of them.
Speaker 1: So thank you so much for me that you've that
Speaker 1: you found that you found me on TikTok right as
Speaker 1: you know. I'm so, I'm so upset about all the
Speaker 1: different Flavio's I'm not going to get to meet because
Speaker 1: you know, TikTok's going away. But you know what, I'll
Speaker 1: when I'm remembering the journey that I had, when I'm
Speaker 1: remembering the Flavio's I did get to meet, I'll be
Speaker 1: thinking about you, Oh sweet, I love you deeply spiritually.
Speaker 3: I love you man, honestly, You're You're You're You're the best,
Speaker 3: and I will follow you wherever you go.
Speaker 1: Man, that makes you really happy to hear, and it's
Speaker 1: very encourage as I continue down the path of becoming therapy.
Speaker 3: Yes, I'm glad. I'm want to be one of the
Speaker 3: call call myself one of your first followers.
Speaker 1: So take it easy, man, have a good night too.
Speaker 3: Man, I wipe you probably a good night to man
Speaker 3: good night, then I may have.
Speaker 1: By lammeo.
Speaker 3: Hello, Hello, lamoo with the bee.
Speaker 8: With the B?
Speaker 1: Where is there? I don't even know where the B
Speaker 1: would be?
Speaker 12: Where's it's a b l A m oh h, it's
Speaker 12: librarian b l A.
Speaker 1: M oh h. Blomo blom. Yeah, I don't want to.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to fuck up your name because but
Speaker 1: I mean, I am. I don't wan, I'm not going to.
Speaker 10: You got it right?
Speaker 1: Which time is? Well? Just now?
Speaker 6: Absolutely?
Speaker 10: Blam blammo.
Speaker 3: Yes like that.
Speaker 12: Yeah, So how are you tonight?
Speaker 10: Are you thriving?
Speaker 1: You know, I'm all right. I appreciate you asking. Not
Speaker 1: a lot of people ask about me, but I you know,
Speaker 1: not that they're obligated to, but it is nice when
Speaker 1: they do.
Speaker 15: But are you?
Speaker 10: Uh?
Speaker 1: You know, I'm chilling. I'm doing pretty good. I'm feeling
Speaker 1: very relaxed.
Speaker 5: That's good.
Speaker 12: That's good. So I wanted to answer today's topic question.
Speaker 12: What activates me and when I get up in the morning.
Speaker 12: Activate to me is reaching my full potential.
Speaker 14: Like an image?
Speaker 1: What activates you?
Speaker 12: It's reaching my potential. There's a me I have in
Speaker 12: my mind, and I want to do something every day
Speaker 12: that helps me get closer to that ideal me.
Speaker 1: Tell me about this me? That you have in your mind.
Speaker 12: Well, this me is successful not just in her career,
Speaker 12: but in whole social interactions and with her money, with
Speaker 12: pretty much in every area of her life. She's doing
Speaker 12: pretty good. And she's very mentally stable and connected to
Speaker 12: the earth. Yeah, that's my me.
Speaker 1: In what way would you like to be better at
Speaker 1: social interactions? Where do you feel like you're lacking now
Speaker 1: that you would like to be better out.
Speaker 12: In the future, Reading, social cues and emotions. Definitely those
Speaker 12: two areas.
Speaker 1: Do you feel like social cues?
Speaker 10: Yes, I am.
Speaker 12: And it's more like it's not that I'm watching from
Speaker 12: ques from just one person. It's like if I was
Speaker 12: in a group of people, I would be watching the
Speaker 12: general mood and not just one people. And because I
Speaker 12: do that, I feel like I miss out on how
Speaker 12: certain individuals feel about certain situations because I'm going with
Speaker 12: what the majority feel like.
Speaker 10: That makes sense.
Speaker 1: So you feel like so this this is applies mainly
Speaker 1: group settings.
Speaker 8: M M.
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you're better in one on ones?
Speaker 12: Yes, one on ones because I can definitely focus more
Speaker 12: on that person, their vibe, their movie, Thank you, M.
Speaker 1: Well, I guess you're only you're I was going to
Speaker 1: say you're in luck, but I guess you're out of
Speaker 1: luck because you can't. I mean, I don't know where.
Speaker 3: Do you live in Texas?
Speaker 1: Do they care about coronavirus in Texas?
Speaker 12: Some do, some don't. It's hard with the masks going
Speaker 12: on right now to read social cues. I'm not good
Speaker 12: at reading eye, so I take most of my cues
Speaker 12: from the eyebrows in the mouth, and since the mouse
Speaker 12: is all covered, I kind of have to go off
Speaker 12: of the eyebrows in the general tone, which can be
Speaker 12: slightly confusing at times.
Speaker 1: What can you tell from the mouse?
Speaker 12: Well, I can tell how certain people mean to inflect
Speaker 12: their words with what kind of emotion they need. Like
Speaker 12: a little quirk upwards to me would be oh, maybe
Speaker 12: they're joking, and in combination with their tone, I would say, yeah,
Speaker 12: that was definitely joke. Or if they're founding a little
Speaker 12: bit or just you know, showing too much teeth, it
Speaker 12: would mean like they're really involved, if that makes sense.
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, now, okay, we're talking right now about the fuck.
Speaker 8: Follow Yes.
Speaker 1: That getting ready to bollow.
Speaker 12: No, it's.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're talking right now, but we're talking on the
Speaker 1: phone and you can't see me. Well you can, yeah,
Speaker 1: but I can't see you m hm, And you can
Speaker 1: kind of you can only kind of see me, not
Speaker 1: really though. Yeah, So how are you how? What are
Speaker 1: you picking up from this?
Speaker 12: I'm picking up from your tone that you're listening. You're interested, genuinely,
Speaker 12: That's what I'm getting from you.
Speaker 1: But also, don't don't include me in your data set
Speaker 1: because I'm not a normal human being.
Speaker 6: Mm.
Speaker 12: I don't think anybody's normal, and I don't think we're human.
Speaker 12: I think we're something else. But that's a different topic.
Speaker 1: Who do you think we are?
Speaker 12: I think, well, whatever we want to be physically, we
Speaker 12: characterize that sold as a human, but mentally, emotionally, spiritually,
Speaker 12: you could be whatever you want to be. You don't
Speaker 12: have to be what people label as human. You can
Speaker 12: have humanity, which definitely would make you, I guess, more human,
Speaker 12: But you don't have to label yourself as human because
Speaker 12: when you think about it, humanity is just showing empathy
Speaker 12: and a lot of animals show empathy too, if that
Speaker 12: makes sense.
Speaker 1: Sorry, don't be sorry, Blama, that makes sense. You can
Speaker 1: kind of be anything. You can be animals. You're not
Speaker 1: the first person who's you know, come here, with that.
Speaker 1: You know, not to say not special, but you know that's, uh,
Speaker 1: it's a popular I think sentiment. That's not Maybe maybe
Speaker 1: that's not a popular senterm but I actually I totally disagree.
Speaker 1: I don't think that's pop your sentiment at all, but
Speaker 1: it's you know, it's it's it's definitely a sentiment shared
Speaker 1: by others in the world.
Speaker 12: I don't technically mean like animals. I mean like you
Speaker 12: can destroy yourself through what traits you choose to behaveen
Speaker 12: or what traits you choose to have. You know, I
Speaker 12: was just saying, like humanity having that empathy. It's shared
Speaker 12: amongst different species, So technically you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 12: Also, I had one more question for you. I was
Speaker 12: wondering if you would be up to answer it.
Speaker 1: Hit me blamo.
Speaker 12: Okay, So this is gonna seem kind of silly, But
Speaker 12: which one do you think is better? Waffles are pancakes
Speaker 12: because personally I don't like pancakes. I feel like waffles
Speaker 12: are a better choice. And breafact foods because they have
Speaker 12: pockets to hold in all the good things. If you're
Speaker 12: eating pancakes, my guy, like the syrup is slipping down
Speaker 12: that and then the syrup is everywhere. However, waffles they
Speaker 12: can hold in the butter, the peanut butter, like the syrup,
Speaker 12: whatever you decide to put in there, Bob, So, how
Speaker 12: do you feel about that.
Speaker 1: Which everyone has the least mayonnaise on it? I think.
Speaker 12: That's it's a.
Speaker 10: Good way to Yeah, I guess you ever had a mcgriddle?
Speaker 1: Have you ever had a mcgriddle?
Speaker 12: I actually don't.
Speaker 1: Go go Texas, go to go to go to McDonald's.
Speaker 1: They probably have a McDonald You can. Probably you haven't.
Speaker 1: You probably live next store to McDonald's. Go down store,
Speaker 1: go to McDonald's and get get yourself a bacon, egg
Speaker 1: and cheese mcrittle. They're delicious. They're pancakes and they have
Speaker 1: the syrup infused into the pancake. Blamo.
Speaker 12: That sounds disgusting personally. I don't like syrup.
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 1: But you just said that you like waffles because they
Speaker 1: can hold all the stuff.
Speaker 12: Yes, but I eat my waffles with peanut butter, or
Speaker 12: with butter or jam.
Speaker 10: I don't eat it with syrup.
Speaker 1: Peanut butter is too thick and dense to be actively
Speaker 1: evenly spread out amongst waffle holes. Well, unlike syrup.
Speaker 12: Okay, if you heat up the waffles and they're honeyenoughs
Speaker 12: the peanut butter will melt as it comes into contact
Speaker 12: with it, and then you can spread it in their knife.
Speaker 10: You should give it a try. That's really pretty good.
Speaker 1: You know, maybe I will. I mean I probably won't,
Speaker 1: but yeah, what do you read? Okay, before we leave?
Speaker 1: What are you reading from you right now? So socially.
Speaker 10: So Sally, I'm reading.
Speaker 12: Open mindedness, genuine interests again but also very I don't
Speaker 12: know how to put it into words, but like not
Speaker 12: agreed to disagree, a very very chain version of agreed
Speaker 12: to disagree. But I'm still reading that, like, you respect
Speaker 12: my decisions and certain things like putting peanut butter on muffels,
Speaker 12: and you even considered maybe trying it yourself, even though
Speaker 12: you know you were like I might not. So I'm
Speaker 12: reading that like consideration.
Speaker 10: There we go, consideration.
Speaker 1: Wellmo, look, I think one day you'll achieve, you'll become,
Speaker 1: you'll become the idealized Blamo. But till then, you know,
Speaker 1: I think I think current Blos is pretty dang good.
Speaker 8: You know, thank you.
Speaker 12: I think you're pretty snaddy yourself.
Speaker 1: Thank you and you know what that works out because
Speaker 1: I am madly in love with you. I want you
Speaker 1: to know, and they do believe that our union is
Speaker 1: on its way.
Speaker 10: Bye.
Speaker 12: All right, I'm gonna let you go. You have a
Speaker 12: wonderful day and keep up the good lives.
Speaker 6: Brouh.
Speaker 1: Thank you, Blama, talk to you soon, all right?
Speaker 10: Bye?
Speaker 1: Chloe.
Speaker 4: Hi, how are you?
Speaker 1: Chloe?
Speaker 10: I'm doing very well?
Speaker 15: All about yourself?
Speaker 1: You know, I'm all right? Thank you for asking. Not
Speaker 1: a lot of people ask me how I am. But
Speaker 1: and they're not obligated to Chloe. You know it's best
Speaker 1: when they do. Do you feel like you have a
Speaker 1: lot of obligations in life?
Speaker 15: Oh, I wouldn't say.
Speaker 9: I don't know.
Speaker 15: I guess it depends on what you mean. Like I mean,
Speaker 15: I guess I do. I have to be like a
Speaker 15: responsible adult?
Speaker 1: So sure? What what? How would you define your obligations as
Speaker 1: a responsible adult?
Speaker 7: Uh?
Speaker 15: Well, right now they're very low because I'm unemployed due
Speaker 15: to COVID, so I kind of don't have to be.
Speaker 10: As responsible as I used to.
Speaker 15: But uh, I guess like loosely being a responsible adult
Speaker 15: is probably like kind of having your shit together and
Speaker 15: maybe having like a steady life, a steady job and income, hold.
Speaker 1: On someone in the chest. I asked you, oh, Keith said,
Speaker 1: I asked you, but you didn't say shit about what?
Speaker 8: What?
Speaker 1: Sorry? Anyway, I see That's that's why I can't damn it, Chloe.
Speaker 1: I you know, I spent the whole I spent all
Speaker 1: of that last call, Chloe. I spent all of that
Speaker 1: last call talk about how I'm not going to read
Speaker 1: the chat when I'm talking to people. It's like, I
Speaker 1: mean more in the more present with people. And you
Speaker 1: know why, I get to Chloy, I read the fucking
Speaker 1: goddamn chat instead is talking to you, and I'm a hypocrite.
Speaker 1: I'm going to hell.
Speaker 15: Okay, it's okay me too.
Speaker 1: Why are you going to hell? Chloy? What did you do?
Speaker 1: What did you What were your sins in this in
Speaker 1: this current life?
Speaker 15: Well, if it's like as little as just looking at
Speaker 15: the chat, I probably like went to hell a long
Speaker 15: time ago. If that's like, if it's up to your standards, yeah,
Speaker 15: I'm going to hell.
Speaker 1: What would your standards be for for sin?
Speaker 15: Oh? Yeah, I don't know if I'm right, Cherson as that.
Speaker 1: You're the only person to answer that question as to
Speaker 1: your own personal standards for what sends someone to hell.
Speaker 15: I mean, say, I don't know. I don't if you,
Speaker 15: I don't know, I don't know how to answer that.
Speaker 15: I guess I don't have any standard to judge people
Speaker 15: on if they're going to hell. But I guess I
Speaker 15: feel like I'm going to hell though, Okay, I judge myself.
Speaker 9: I don't know.
Speaker 15: There's a lot of reasons, I guess give me one
Speaker 15: of them. I'm a heathen.
Speaker 1: You're a heathen.
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm just a general heathen.
Speaker 1: What's the worst thing you've ever done?
Speaker 15: The worst thing I've ever done? I I don't actually
Speaker 15: thought of a story of something that somebody else has
Speaker 15: done that I make fun of them for that I
Speaker 15: think is pretty bad. Can I tell that story?
Speaker 1: You can only tell it if afterwards you promised to
Speaker 1: tell tell me something bad that you have It doesn't
Speaker 1: do the worst thing, but you promise. You have to
Speaker 1: promise that you will tell me something bad that you
Speaker 1: have done.
Speaker 12: Okay.
Speaker 15: Uh, There's somebody I know used to live in Portland
Speaker 15: and they were out drinking late and apparently they were
Speaker 15: walking down the street or something, and they decided to
Speaker 15: take a piss somewhere and they after like coming out,
Speaker 15: coming to maybe out of their blackout. While they're peeing,
Speaker 15: they realized that they were peeing on a sleeping bumb
Speaker 15: So sometimes sometimes I think about that and I'm like, well,
Speaker 15: that person might be going to help.
Speaker 1: Yes, her and James you can hang out together.
Speaker 15: Do they like peeing on them?
Speaker 1: They like doing something? That's why that's why she accident
Speaker 1: on a homeless person.
Speaker 15: Yeah, I mean it was an accident, but what would
Speaker 15: she last?
Speaker 1: What did she do next? What was her reaction?
Speaker 15: Oh, it was a heat heat and then the bomb
Speaker 15: was I think he just walked away shamefully. I don't
Speaker 15: really know. I don't think there was a confrontation. I
Speaker 15: just think he realized it was a sleeping bomb and
Speaker 15: then he's like he didn't Hey, I'm just going to do.
Speaker 1: This say sorry. That's a weird situation, like, right, because
Speaker 1: do you wake them up? Yeah? Do you wake them
Speaker 1: up to say hey, I'm sorry for peeing on you?
Speaker 1: Or do you leave?
Speaker 15: Maybe that's like a moral dilemma because if you were, like,
Speaker 15: I don't know, if you're very sorry, maybe, Like I
Speaker 15: feel like I know people who.
Speaker 3: Probably would do that, But he did not, so.
Speaker 15: He decided it was best to just move on from
Speaker 15: the situation.
Speaker 1: How okay, how much did he p on them? Like,
Speaker 1: was it a full stream or did he start and
Speaker 1: the gulf fuck? And then.
Speaker 15: I believe from the story I remember, I think it
Speaker 15: was basically full pye. And then I don't think he
Speaker 15: decided to finish like I think at that.
Speaker 10: Point it was too late.
Speaker 15: But I just walked away from it. I don't think
Speaker 15: it was full pya.
Speaker 1: All right, what's the world give me? Give me Chloe? Okay, Chloe,
Speaker 1: level with me.
Speaker 8: Here, Chloe, all right?
Speaker 15: Uh, the worst thing I've done, I'll think, I mean,
Speaker 15: the one thing that comes to mind is thinking about
Speaker 15: how I've stolen from stores before. Uh, I've done some
Speaker 15: petty theft, but that's about it. I mean, I don't know,
Speaker 15: I haven't like murdered anybody or anything yet.
Speaker 1: So what have you stolen? Did you say yet?
Speaker 10: I mean, you never know who knows?
Speaker 1: Who would you murder?
Speaker 10: Oh?
Speaker 15: Is it illegal to I mean, is it illegal to say?
Speaker 15: You remember that whitest kids? You know skip where He's like,
Speaker 15: it's illegal to say you want to kill the president
Speaker 15: of the United States of America?
Speaker 1: Is that who you want to kill.
Speaker 15: I mean it's illegal to say it.
Speaker 1: Okay, what did you stolen?
Speaker 15: I've just stolen, like just like shirts or something like
Speaker 15: little things like clothes. That's probably the worst thing I've done.
Speaker 1: Well, Chloe, Yes, how did how did? How was this
Speaker 1: for you?
Speaker 8: Was this?
Speaker 1: Did this work for you? This conversation?
Speaker 10: Yeah, it works for me.
Speaker 15: I'm actually surprised we even got through. So I was
Speaker 15: just kind of ripping. So I appreciate this conversation genuinely.
Speaker 1: Absolutely, Yeah, Chloe, I appreciate you. I love you. I
Speaker 1: I you know, hope one day you and I can
Speaker 1: get married and have children and I will talk to
Speaker 1: you again soon.
Speaker 15: All right, I love you, and God bless God.
Speaker 1: Bless take care of it.
Speaker 2: From buff.
Speaker 1: Buff.
Speaker 3: Hey kick, what are you doing right now?
Speaker 1: Buff?
Speaker 8: Uh h? Laying down in my room?
Speaker 1: What do you look like?
Speaker 8: What do I look like?
Speaker 9: Well?
Speaker 8: Mh, I'm a I'm a big guy about six one
Speaker 8: six two, you know, uh, brown skin, long black hair. Hoot.
Speaker 1: You were.
Speaker 8: A big guy, okay, yeah, so around clocking around the
Speaker 8: three bills. Used to play football? Okay, yeah?
Speaker 1: Were you were you good?
Speaker 3: I was?
Speaker 8: I was Okay, I played uh played little Division three
Speaker 8: ball back in the day older now, but uh, yeah,
Speaker 8: that was. I graduated back in two thousand and eight.
Speaker 8: But I was okay, I wasn't great or nothing, but
Speaker 8: no NFL talent here.
Speaker 1: Do you still play football casual?
Speaker 8: I don't, you know, physical sport like that kind of
Speaker 8: kind of wearing out my joints now and yeah, and
Speaker 8: I'm thirty five now, so it was it was some
Speaker 8: years ago.
Speaker 1: Do you do anything currently in your life about which
Speaker 1: which makes to which your physical size benefits you in
Speaker 1: doing it?
Speaker 3: Well?
Speaker 8: I I work with youth and families at the moment,
Speaker 8: but you know, I tend to get to know respect
Speaker 8: of kids a little bit more easier than other twoatures
Speaker 8: and all that stuff, and they kind of look up
Speaker 8: to me for that and all that stuff. But I
Speaker 8: think when you're working with youth, it's, you know, it's
Speaker 8: it's all about listening and kind of like what you
Speaker 8: do and the streams I've been watching, listening is a
Speaker 8: very useful tool.
Speaker 1: Yeah, what what do what do? What are these kids?
Speaker 8: Do?
Speaker 1: You do you feel like they are not adequately listened
Speaker 1: to regularly?
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's it's a whole different generation. Like you know,
Speaker 8: we've been talking about generations tonight. And you know when
Speaker 8: you when you're a teacher or a youth worker, you
Speaker 8: have to be flexible in understanding today's kids what technology
Speaker 8: and playing on their iPads and cell phones and such.
Speaker 8: You know that, you know they're tiktoks. You know, you
Speaker 8: have to be pleasful on that.
Speaker 1: It can get a little you know, it can get
Speaker 1: a little scary.
Speaker 8: Yeah, especially yeah, yeah, and I you know, listening to
Speaker 8: you in your streams and really hearing how you're careful
Speaker 8: of TikTok as well, and I and I do that
Speaker 8: as well. And I'm on TikTok too. You know, you
Speaker 8: have to be very careful on there. And there's a
Speaker 8: lot of kids on there, and so you know, just
Speaker 8: be cautious of that. And I don't think the internet
Speaker 8: gets that.
Speaker 1: Have you seen anything on TikTok that's like disturb you.
Speaker 8: Oh, plenty of things, I think, you know, the just
Speaker 8: the way I think that kids are on there. I
Speaker 8: don't think they're aware of a lot of things on
Speaker 8: the Internet. Even I don't think their parents are really
Speaker 8: paying attention to them what's on the Internet. And that's
Speaker 8: the scary part to me personally.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't. Do you have kids?
Speaker 8: No, No, I have zero kids, but I've worked with
Speaker 8: hundreds of kids.
Speaker 1: To me, you know, to me, it was it's always like,
Speaker 1: you know, if if you did, if you like. The
Speaker 1: thing about TikTok is like how public it is. Like
Speaker 1: I think before TikTok, it was like if you posted
Speaker 1: something inappropriate or whatever on your Instagram or on your
Speaker 1: Facebook or on your Snapchat, then everyone in like that
Speaker 1: kid's high school would know, and that's fucking bad enough.
Speaker 1: But then with TikTok, it's like, oh now every now
Speaker 1: there's now everyone in the whole world can see the
Speaker 1: thing that you regret posting on the Internet. It's not
Speaker 1: limited to just to defined sort of social circle anymore.
Speaker 8: Yeah, and sorry. I with the kids I work with
Speaker 8: and the families I work with, I tell them that,
Speaker 8: you know, in your first future workforce, they're going to
Speaker 8: look at your Facebook and TikTok or these other sites
Speaker 8: that you've been posting material or saying this Amen. That's
Speaker 8: what job interviews and jobs do nowadays, and so they
Speaker 8: need to see the reality of that.
Speaker 1: You know, judging from the people that the kids that
Speaker 1: you've interacted with, are you opt are you would you
Speaker 1: say you're optimistic or leaning would you say you're leaning
Speaker 1: optimistically or pessimistically towards you know, kids' abilities to navigate
Speaker 1: this well.
Speaker 8: Technology is always evolving and we have to keep up
Speaker 8: with it, you know. You know, everyone has to have
Speaker 8: a cell phone. Everyone, you know, I has a you know,
Speaker 8: a phone that co ops as a as an Internet device,
Speaker 8: and so yeah, and I'm feeling good about it on
Speaker 8: that end, but I just don't thankfully preaching us about
Speaker 8: Internet awareness, and so that's that's what I'm kind of
Speaker 8: disturbed out.
Speaker 1: It's funny because when I I remember being in like
Speaker 1: I felt like it was middle school or something. And
Speaker 1: do any even in the chat, like, do any of
Speaker 1: you guys remember having like an Internet safety class and
Speaker 1: they and they would tell they would tell you shit
Speaker 1: like never give out your real on the internet. Yes,
Speaker 1: they would tell you shit, that's just like out of
Speaker 1: the fucking water by like nig never give your real
Speaker 1: name on the internet. Everyone does, like never like never
Speaker 1: meet up with a stranger from the Internet. Everyone's doing
Speaker 1: that with like yeah.
Speaker 8: But you would say that that's common sense, but it's not.
Speaker 3: It's not.
Speaker 8: And so I think it's kind of like PSA's right.
Speaker 8: People either listen to them or they don't. People wear
Speaker 8: their masks or they don't. So you know, you know,
Speaker 8: it starts from the home, and especially when I'm working
Speaker 8: with you, that's where it starts. But it's a two
Speaker 8: way street, you know, with schools and the home. You know,
Speaker 8: schools can't do it on their own. Parents have to
Speaker 8: be parents and take your kids about that stuff. But
Speaker 8: you're right there, there's there should be a class.
Speaker 1: On man, what kind of places do you work at?
Speaker 8: It's one of the largest school districts in Minnesota. I
Speaker 8: don't want to name where, but yeah, yeah, yeah, I
Speaker 8: don't want to.
Speaker 1: I met. I meant less like you know, the specific
Speaker 1: seven more like I guess the you were you are?
Speaker 1: Are you a teacher?
Speaker 8: I mean again, no, no, no, not a teacher. I'm
Speaker 8: more in a family engagement if that makes sense to
Speaker 8: school you know, because when you have thirty seven thousand
Speaker 8: kids in a school district, it's hard for families to
Speaker 8: engage into a huge district like that, And so my
Speaker 8: job is to channel between administration and families, if that
Speaker 8: makes sense.
Speaker 1: So, you know, you were kind of talking about the
Speaker 1: kind of things that I do on stream, and I'll
Speaker 1: reiterate I'm not a therapist or a qualified advice giver
Speaker 1: or in anything at all whatsoever, even slightly even kind
Speaker 1: of And so I'm asking, I'm curious to you, like
Speaker 1: what what kinds Like what do they tell you in
Speaker 1: your training to be able to handle like when people
Speaker 1: come to you with with you know, crisises, especially children.
Speaker 8: Yeah, because when you're on that because I remember a
Speaker 8: couple of streams ago there was a kid on man
Speaker 8: of that. You know, he was an abusive home, right, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 8: and so and I tried to think, like if I
Speaker 8: was a teacher in that building, you know, because you
Speaker 8: were right, you know, there has to be at least
Speaker 8: one trusted adult that he trusts in that school building somewhere.
Speaker 8: It can be the janitor, it can be the principal,
Speaker 8: the lunch lady, somebody. Because what they call that, they
Speaker 8: call that. I'm sorry, I actually do have a psychology background,
Speaker 8: but they call it a I'm gonna have to get
Speaker 8: back to you in the chat. But yeah, it's mandated reporting.
Speaker 8: Mandated reporting. Does that make sense? Yeah, Mandated reporting is
Speaker 8: something that especially like psychologists or in the social background
Speaker 8: or even teachers that if they heard that the one
Speaker 8: kid from a couple of weeks ago, right, they have
Speaker 8: to report that to administration or or or the police. Right.
Speaker 8: So but I felt bad for him because he the
Speaker 8: system failed him, And I know the system isn't perfect,
Speaker 8: but you know that's that's our jobs.
Speaker 1: So yeah, and to kind of I guess to reiterate
Speaker 1: to anyone who's who's watching other saying that doesn't know
Speaker 1: what we're talking about. There was a kid who you know,
Speaker 1: was talking about how he was abused by his uh
Speaker 1: fo there and that he like, yeah, by his dad.
Speaker 1: He kind of reported it and went to went to
Speaker 1: through the system and did all the things that you know,
Speaker 1: people tell him to do, and that I wasn't working
Speaker 1: for him. And he kept like, I mean, what what
Speaker 1: do you think someone would should do in situations like
Speaker 1: that when they go to these like systems and institutions
Speaker 1: and they don't get a sort of satisfactory result from them.
Speaker 8: Yeah, and it's not just child protection either, it's it's
Speaker 8: you know, abuse at home and with COVID, you know,
Speaker 8: the domestic assault rates raised up. I don't know, especially
Speaker 8: here in Minnesota, and I'm pretty sure nationwide, and so
Speaker 8: when you're dealing with that, it's it's such sometimes because
Speaker 8: there's there's holes in the system, but we try to
Speaker 8: fix it, especially for that kid, you know. And so
Speaker 8: and I got a roommate that works and kind of
Speaker 8: in child protection kind of, but we're we're both social
Speaker 8: service workers. So it's a it's a tough deal.
Speaker 1: Well man, you know, thanks for thanks for calling in
Speaker 1: sharing that with us. I hope it I hope it wasn't.
Speaker 1: You know, it's cool, it's it's it's it's interesting to
Speaker 1: talk to people who like, have actual experience doing the
Speaker 1: thing that I don't claim to do at all. What's
Speaker 1: so but I guess is in the name of the thing.
Speaker 8: But yet you do a good job at communicating that,
Speaker 8: especially you know, in the discord or the chatter or whatever.
Speaker 8: And you're not actual therapists, and you do a pretty
Speaker 8: good job of saying that. And you know, there's people
Speaker 8: like me that that do the work. And it's not
Speaker 8: easy work when you listen to people, and you know,
Speaker 8: because you hear a lot of bad things all the time,
Speaker 8: and it kind of beat telling you. But you know,
Speaker 8: if I think for everyone, just try to stay healthy,
Speaker 8: and stay safe and listen.
Speaker 1: I can roll man. Well, dude, thank you, thank you
Speaker 1: again for calling in and for sharing that with with
Speaker 1: with us. You know, I appreciate you.
Speaker 3: I know that.
Speaker 12: I said.
Speaker 1: Someone in the chat was like the Gecko man is
Speaker 1: saying to be cautious about what you post online. But
Speaker 1: you know, I feel like there's a difference, Like I
Speaker 1: don't care if an employer saw this, actually before you go,
Speaker 1: I'm interested with you. For me. If an employer saw
Speaker 1: this and wouldn't want to work with me because of this,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't want to work with them. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: pretty confident about the things that I'm putting on the internet.
Speaker 1: I feel bad for kids who when I put stuff
Speaker 1: out on the internet, I'm like, I am okay with
Speaker 1: anyone who would want to employ me seeing this, because
Speaker 1: anyone wouldn't want employ it because of this. I wouldn't want
Speaker 1: to art for anyone. But I feel bad for kids
Speaker 1: who are just putting stuff out and don't even like
Speaker 1: think about that.
Speaker 8: Yeah, if they want to be a teacher someday, or
Speaker 8: if they want to do this or do that, or
Speaker 8: but I mean, just what you do personally is helping you.
Speaker 8: You know because you present a stream, there's skills that
Speaker 8: go into It's not just putting on a green suit
Speaker 8: and green makeup. There's computer setup, camera setup, production setup
Speaker 8: that that skills that your potential employer will see. But
Speaker 8: you know, the content, you know is also funny. But
Speaker 8: you know, and and if I was a supervisor, that'd
Speaker 8: be the first thing I would look at. And so, yeah, kids,
Speaker 8: be careful and I know there's kids on the chat now,
Speaker 8: and be careful what you post.
Speaker 1: I agree, be careful which posts don't you know?
Speaker 8: Don't do the wop, don't do the Yeah.
Speaker 1: That's that's not a skill set. That's not something you
Speaker 1: should you can put on yours. Yeah, well, man, take
Speaker 1: care and thank you for calling in. And as always,
Speaker 1: I love you very much and I hope to talk
Speaker 1: to you soon. Man, thanks for sticking around the stream.
Speaker 8: Yeah, I love you.
Speaker 1: Good night, Take care.
Speaker 2: Buff all from Ali.
Speaker 1: Ali? Hello, Hello, Ali Is are you there?
Speaker 10: I'm here?
Speaker 1: Are you there?
Speaker 3: Ali?
Speaker 1: It's me GHEK.
Speaker 10: Did I really get in?
Speaker 8: You?
Speaker 1: Did you did get in? Did you think you weren't
Speaker 1: going to get in?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 10: I've been calling for a long time.
Speaker 1: Okay, how long? How long has it been?
Speaker 10: Exactly how many tonight just tonight, but like quite a
Speaker 10: lot of times.
Speaker 1: How how long have you been watching this? Is this
Speaker 1: your first time on the stream or watching the stream?
Speaker 10: No, I've been watching like two now.
Speaker 1: And now how does this experience compared to how you
Speaker 1: thought it would be?
Speaker 10: Well, this is so I can't I'm not watching this
Speaker 10: stream right now, obviously because I'm talking.
Speaker 2: To you nice.
Speaker 10: So this is much more personal than I expected.
Speaker 1: That great, That's exactly what I wanted, you know, I
Speaker 1: wanted to feel like because look, I'm just I'm just
Speaker 1: a one small man in his tiny little basement.
Speaker 10: I'm so nervous right now.
Speaker 1: Why are you nervous?
Speaker 10: Aly, I don't know. I wish I could watch the chat.
Speaker 1: No, don't chat. Watching the chat will only make you
Speaker 1: more nervous. I'm not watching the chat right now. I'm trying.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get better at reading the chat less. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so that I can be more on the phone.
Speaker 10: Yeah, bless you?
Speaker 1: Thank you? Do you normally get ner?
Speaker 6: Do?
Speaker 1: What else in your life makes you nervous?
Speaker 10: Uh? Going to grocery stores? Day to day activities?
Speaker 1: Why does go into the grocery store make you nervous?
Speaker 10: Just seeing strangers, I guess.
Speaker 1: Is it just the grocery store, is it generally being
Speaker 1: out in public? Was it a is it a coronavirus thing?
Speaker 1: Or is where is this before?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 10: This was I guess before now it's always been before.
Speaker 10: But yeah, just in general seeing strangers.
Speaker 1: Do you have a social anxiety?
Speaker 10: I think so? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Does it make it easier that we're talking on would
Speaker 1: you be more nervous if we were less nervous, if
Speaker 1: we were talking, if we were like in the same room,
Speaker 1: we were like talking.
Speaker 10: To each other, less nervous?
Speaker 1: Really?
Speaker 10: Yeah, I do much better kind of one on one.
Speaker 10: And also, uh, not with the thought that there's a
Speaker 10: whole entire stream listening to me right now. Oh you
Speaker 10: know I should never have called.
Speaker 1: No no, no, no, no, no, no, You're perfect, You're totally fine.
Speaker 1: I don't the fact that people listening. You know, people
Speaker 1: are always listening, you know what I mean people? You know,
Speaker 1: God is listening mhm to us at all times. He's
Speaker 1: watching us. So and look, if you're willing, if you're
Speaker 1: willing to accept the fact that God is always listening
Speaker 1: to everything that you say, Ali, then you know what's
Speaker 1: what's a couple of people on twitch.
Speaker 10: You know, true, true?
Speaker 1: What did you do today?
Speaker 10: I am? I work and then I ate dinner and
Speaker 10: I got on here.
Speaker 6: M.
Speaker 1: If you could change anything about your day to day life,
Speaker 1: would you or are you like chilling with it right now?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 10: I would change it.
Speaker 1: What would you change it to?
Speaker 10: I just feel like it's boring. I would definitely change it.
Speaker 10: I don't know. I'd like to make it more exciting
Speaker 10: in my day to day life. I don't know how
Speaker 10: to go about that.
Speaker 1: But what excites you ally?
Speaker 10: That's a good question. That's a hard question because the
Speaker 10: things that excite me, I think also might be really scared,
Speaker 10: Like this, this is exciting, but I'm like, oh yeah,
Speaker 10: but I'm terrified at the same time.
Speaker 1: You know, I had I kind of have that a
Speaker 1: little bit, Like even the other day when I was like,
Speaker 1: I was like a little nervous to have a Britney
Speaker 1: come because I never had a guess yeah, and I was.
Speaker 1: I remember, I was like, I was like thinking to myself,
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, I feel kind of lucky
Speaker 1: right now. I've started to do this. Whenever I feel nervous,
Speaker 1: I feel a little lucky because I'm like it's kind
Speaker 1: of cool that I'm getting to do something that makes
Speaker 1: me nervous. Does that? Does that make any sense?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 10: It does? And really I feel like I have I've
Speaker 10: always done stuff that is detrimental to me ultimately, like
Speaker 10: I hated Like if I hated a subject in school,
Speaker 10: I would go to college and try to major in that,
Speaker 10: or like then go to grad school and try to
Speaker 10: major in why he's in college or something like it.
Speaker 10: I think there's I think there's a term for that.
Speaker 1: It's like a masochistic Yeah, although okay, okay, but but
Speaker 1: you hear me. I think there's a different there's To me,
Speaker 1: there's a huge difference between doing things that you don't
Speaker 1: like and doing.
Speaker 10: Things that trying to challenge yourself or something.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and doing things that's scary, you know what I mean? True?
Speaker 10: True, So I hope that's what it is. I hope
Speaker 10: I'm not just a maskiss.
Speaker 1: But yeah, it's kind of fun though. I think if
Speaker 1: it's like to make the habit out of it, that's
Speaker 1: almost kind of what I'm trying to do with the
Speaker 1: stream a little bit. Is intentionally what were you gonna say?
Speaker 10: I was going to ask if you enjoy it, like
Speaker 10: how have you enjoyed it? Have you learned to not
Speaker 10: enjoy it? Or have you like started to like get
Speaker 10: more since you've been doing it?
Speaker 1: Or the stream?
Speaker 10: How has it?
Speaker 1: Yeah, the streams it's fun. It's it's like four hours
Speaker 1: where I'm not looking at my phone, you know. Uh No,
Speaker 1: I do like doing it. It's like it's a very
Speaker 1: active activity. It gets me out of my own head
Speaker 1: and like you know, talking to people. There are like
Speaker 1: there are there's a lot of like peripheral things around
Speaker 1: doing it that are stressful. But I'm learning to ignore
Speaker 1: those things and be more in the moment of the
Speaker 1: meat of it, which is like just fucking me talking
Speaker 1: to you right now, instead of thinking about like you know,
Speaker 1: who's watching the stream, how many people are watching the stream?
Speaker 1: Am I getting good? Whatever? I just want to be
Speaker 1: more present in the conversations because that's like the most
Speaker 1: that's you know, that's yeah, that's the activity of it,
Speaker 1: that's the being I think.
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, And people can I think people can tell
Speaker 10: when you're into the conversations rather than trying to put
Speaker 10: on a show or something, which is what I think
Speaker 10: people like.
Speaker 1: I enjoy it, but I also enjoy putting on a show.
Speaker 1: I do enjoy. Yeah, that part too, the theatrics of it,
Speaker 1: and like the performance of it. I also enjoy. It's
Speaker 1: the way it's the like peripheral stupid things, anything that's
Speaker 1: not just like. That's why. That's why I'm not even
Speaker 1: reading the chain. That's why I don't like reading the chat.
Speaker 1: That's why I don't even want like it's even annoying because.
Speaker 10: I tell the people to chat.
Speaker 1: Yeah, after the show, I'll read the chat. I'll like
Speaker 1: go through my chat, my chat logs, and I'll see
Speaker 1: what people were saying, which ye.
Speaker 6: Can.
Speaker 10: Can I go back and read what what people are
Speaker 10: saying right now? I probably don't want to, but you can.
Speaker 1: I don't know why you even want. I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna tell you not to because I probably will
Speaker 1: at like four am. Well, I'm still fucking I literally,
Speaker 1: I'll look when the stream ends, I'll go and i'll
Speaker 1: look at the I'll still I'll still have the green
Speaker 1: face paint on. I'll keep it on for an hour.
Speaker 1: I'll have not washed it off, I swear.
Speaker 10: So when do you wash it off? Do you wash
Speaker 10: it off? Like an hour later? The next morning. It's
Speaker 10: like a brush on your cheek kind of thing.
Speaker 1: Like you ever, it's like that you ever get in
Speaker 1: the shower, you ever get out of the shower and
Speaker 1: just like lounger, like lounge around naked because you're like
Speaker 1: too busy, so you're just too bored or not you're
Speaker 1: too lazy to addressed. That's kind of what it's like.
Speaker 10: Showers are tiring.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so like I'll it's the exact same phenomenon.
Speaker 10: I think that makes sense.
Speaker 1: O what are what? What get ali? Give me one?
Speaker 1: Give me one thing, Give me one thing that you
Speaker 1: feel like you want to do but that you're nervous
Speaker 1: to do, not that you hate just in general.
Speaker 10: Yeah, probably, like I guess, go well, I mean, I
Speaker 10: don't know. It's the COVID kind of thing has hindered
Speaker 10: a lot of like social stuff. But once once that's better.
Speaker 10: I think going out, I don't know, trying to go
Speaker 10: out and like be more social is something that I
Speaker 10: should probably try and do.
Speaker 1: It's true. Do you do you have friends?
Speaker 10: I have friends? Yep, I have, yeah, a few good friends.
Speaker 10: Trying to make more.
Speaker 1: But yeah, are you be in college?
Speaker 10: I am not. I'm out of college. I'm a full
Speaker 10: fledged adult, you.
Speaker 1: Know, I don't know. People say it's hard to make
Speaker 1: friends when you're out of college, but I feel like
Speaker 1: it's all about like communities. I feel like I've said
Speaker 1: this a million times, Blake. I feel like it's like
Speaker 1: finding communities and adding to them or building to them
Speaker 1: or starting your own communities on your interests and all
Speaker 1: that cheesy stuff.
Speaker 10: So yeah, no, I agree with that. I think it's
Speaker 10: like I tried to join a uh dodgeball league last
Speaker 10: year and that worked out a little bit to like
Speaker 10: try to put myself out there. So then I've been
Speaker 10: trying to like do sports kind of things in the community.
Speaker 1: But I'm going to be very honest with you, dodgeball
Speaker 1: is not on the top one hundred first guests.
Speaker 10: Was a lot more competitive than you would think. So
Speaker 10: I tried to sign up for it because I thought, oh,
Speaker 10: that's fun, like that's something that I played in elementary
Speaker 10: school and you know, kids were nice. But it was
Speaker 10: actually like very competitive.
Speaker 1: Why did you pick dodgeball? Is the thing? I feel like,
Speaker 1: you can't talk to me.
Speaker 10: I know, well, because my sister told me that it
Speaker 10: wasn't competitive. She was like, because I was trying to say, oh,
Speaker 10: I could try to look up, you know, like soccer
Speaker 10: or I don't know, softball in the community. And she
Speaker 10: was like, no, they were gonna be too competitive. Why
Speaker 10: don't you try like dodgeball or kickball. I thought, oh,
Speaker 10: that sounds good, and then I tried it and these
Speaker 10: teams were like like like I described it as just
Speaker 10: like you know, like those eighties movies where you have
Speaker 10: like a villain tee.
Speaker 1: Yes, were you the villain team?
Speaker 10: No, I was playing against the villaine they like they
Speaker 10: had the T shirts with the cutoff leaves, and they
Speaker 10: were tall. They were awful.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 1: I think you know. If I could give you, you know,
Speaker 1: any parting words, alli is I would join an activity
Speaker 1: that doesn't have any villains in it.
Speaker 10: Thank you. Yeah, thank you. That's very helpful. I agree
Speaker 10: with that for sure.
Speaker 1: Yeah, maybe like arts, although I guess arts and crafts
Speaker 1: could have villains, look like in the world of pottery.
Speaker 10: I mean, it's only up to me. I probably will
Speaker 10: find out whenever I go.
Speaker 1: I well, Alie, listen, I'm glad you called in. I
Speaker 1: hope that this wasn't too painful for you or I guess,
Speaker 1: you know, I hope it was. I hope it was
Speaker 1: incredibly painful for you, because that because you'll because that
Speaker 1: means you'll have done it even though I was painful.
Speaker 10: Right, well, I appreciate you talking to me and I'm
Speaker 10: m yeah, thank you.
Speaker 1: Of course, I'll talk to you soon. Ali. I love
Speaker 1: you very much and as always, you know, bond it together.
Speaker 10: Probably never con yep of hell.
Speaker 1: All right, I'll talk to you soon.
Speaker 10: Bye.
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