WEBVTT - ENEMY BEACH

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<v Speaker 1>All right, Hello, this is Lyle, This is the gek.

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<v Speaker 1>four ever. So these are conversations with strangers. These are

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<v Speaker 1>phone calls with people that I have never met before. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>We recorded the first part of this episode on the

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<v Speaker 1>beach as we told stories of our enemies. The second

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<v Speaker 1>part from outer space as we discussed times, as we

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<v Speaker 1>discussed things that activate us. Okay, the third part from

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<v Speaker 1>the middle of the ocean, as we talked about times

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<v Speaker 1>we've been lost. All right, enough of me, enough of this.

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<v Speaker 1>This podcast is sponsored by No One. Enjoy the show.

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<v Speaker 1>Hail Satan, I love you all.

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<v Speaker 2>All from Bailey.

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<v Speaker 1>Bailey Bailey Bailey Bailey Bailey. Are you watching You're not

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<v Speaker 1>even on your computer? You're like on your TV right now?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I just I just meant it is this is

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<v Speaker 4>this good?

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<v Speaker 1>Now? Yes? How are you in? Where are you? Are

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<v Speaker 1>you in a living room right now?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm just in a living room.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have a price? Can you go into perhaps

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<v Speaker 1>the Do you have a small bathroom? Could you go

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<v Speaker 1>into the nearest bathroom and sit in the bathtub? And

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<v Speaker 1>I want I want to you're you're in a public

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<v Speaker 1>space right now. You're in a living room or something,

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<v Speaker 1>aren't you?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, living room.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to talk to the most insular version of you.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to talk to you, uninfluenced by by the outside.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, yeah, I can go. Uh I mean yeah, my room.

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<v Speaker 7>Uh I go on there, I get the basket upstairs?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it upstairs? Do you have to go?

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<v Speaker 4>It's all one level. So all right, I'm in the bathroom.

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<v Speaker 1>You're in the bathroom.

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<v Speaker 4>My room has a bathroom in it, so you're in.

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<v Speaker 1>The bathroom of your room. Yeah, that's perfect. That's a

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<v Speaker 1>combination of our two options. That's the best of my world.

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<v Speaker 1>What does your bathroom look like? What? What's the what

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<v Speaker 1>color is it?

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<v Speaker 4>Let's see walls or kind of like a light like

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<v Speaker 4>not white, but you know, a good little cream color.

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<v Speaker 1>How dirty is your bathroom?

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<v Speaker 6>Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>You know it's it's pretty clean, surprisingly, you know. I

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<v Speaker 4>mean there's not much here really to make it dirty.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, you know, I got like some soap toothbust

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<v Speaker 4>hair jel on it, but that's about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, do you have any enemies Bailey?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you know I was calling because I got I

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<v Speaker 4>got one on my mind, my downstairs neighbor. I live

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<v Speaker 4>in an apartment. I just moved to, uh to an apartment,

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<v Speaker 4>and yeah, the downstairs neighbor's uh you know, I mean

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<v Speaker 4>we're probably in these you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think he doesn't? Do you think that they

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<v Speaker 1>don't like you? Or do you think that yeah like

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<v Speaker 1>that or do they just know?

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, I mean I don't. I'm not a big fan

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<v Speaker 4>of them. They're like they're like this like seventy maybe

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<v Speaker 4>maybe even older, just like white hairs, you know, just

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<v Speaker 4>like an old couple, really really elderly couple, but like

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<v Speaker 4>not like old enough to not like do anything as

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<v Speaker 4>far as like like they they do leave the house

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<v Speaker 4>and everything, but they're retired so they're like always home.

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<v Speaker 4>So it's like, you know, I when I moved here,

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<v Speaker 4>I have a pretty nice little sound system, so you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I do have a sub.

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<v Speaker 1>And they definitely more than you hate them, I can

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<v Speaker 1>I can already tell.

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<v Speaker 4>But yeah, yeah, but you know, the day I plugged

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<v Speaker 4>it in, I probably had it on for like, I

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<v Speaker 4>don't know, a minute or two and you know, knocking

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<v Speaker 4>on the door. This is like at noon, I'm working

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<v Speaker 4>from home with you know, COVID going on and everything.

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<v Speaker 4>So I didn't know, you know, if they worked from

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<v Speaker 4>home or if they you know not or if they

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<v Speaker 4>go to work or whatever. But yeah, they knocked like

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<v Speaker 4>two minutes and they're like, oh, the sub is shaking

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<v Speaker 4>our apartment. And I was like, okay, come on, like

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<v Speaker 4>it's bare lyon, you know. So I was like, so

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<v Speaker 4>this is how this is gonna play out, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>for however long we're Here's.

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<v Speaker 1>Funny because I've been we've all been to old people's houses,

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<v Speaker 1>and we all know how much like fine China and

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, ceramic chotchki's they have in their homes. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>just like all of them are like shaking off of

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<v Speaker 1>their davenports and dressers and shattering memories or and I.

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<v Speaker 4>Was like, okay, that's what I was kind of picturing

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<v Speaker 4>in my mind. And then I was like, okay, come on.

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<v Speaker 4>Like and also it was at like noons, so I

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<v Speaker 4>was hoping they wouldn't be home. And then the ladies

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<v Speaker 4>she's like, oh, yeah, we're home. Like I worked from home,

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<v Speaker 4>but my husband's retired. I was like, oh sick. So, like,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, there's no safe time where I'm going to

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<v Speaker 4>be able to like really listen to music or anything,

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<v Speaker 4>because I just did all my lunch break, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>trying to enjoy myself. You know, that's just one incident.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I hung a couple of TVs. One in

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<v Speaker 4>my room, one in the living room. They're like, what

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<v Speaker 4>are you doing up there? I'm like, you know, look,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm moving in. It's gonna be loud, you know, foxes, fronderture,

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<v Speaker 4>moving around, you know, mountain stuff in the walls and stuff,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, and they'll see me out on the streets

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<v Speaker 4>and she'd be like, oh, what you doing up there?

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<v Speaker 4>There's different little things like that. You know, they're probably

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<v Speaker 4>you know, an enemy of mine. I don't necessarily.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, what's funny is the fact that you started

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<v Speaker 1>this call with your TV blaring at the tops like full.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have anyone of the chat remembers is, but

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<v Speaker 1>you started this call with the TV blaring, and I

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<v Speaker 1>can only imagine, but I can just tell from that

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<v Speaker 1>that you're one hundred percent that just that's the way

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<v Speaker 1>that you do things.

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<v Speaker 4>You know. I try to be considerate for sure. For sure.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I've I've limited the the sub use. I've

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<v Speaker 4>turned it down to just minuscule.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel bad that my voice is destroying the glass

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<v Speaker 1>chotchkes in this old couple's house right now.

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<v Speaker 4>Well it's muted. I muted the TV. You know, I

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<v Speaker 4>moved away, so it's it probably shouldn't be at least,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, but I definitely was playing the stream on

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<v Speaker 4>there prior to this call. So hopefully they're not like

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<v Speaker 4>wondering what the hell is going on? You know, we'll see.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have any other enemies? You know?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh, you know, maybe you know, I think you know,

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<v Speaker 4>people get enemies, you know, throughout their lifetime, and you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I think they come and go and it's hard to say,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, do they still view you as an enemy

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<v Speaker 4>because you know, for the most part, I feel like

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<v Speaker 4>you can just put them them in the past and

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<v Speaker 4>just be like, oh, you know, put that person behind me,

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<v Speaker 4>and you know you just kind of like ignore them

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<v Speaker 4>to see them like day to day. I don't know, like.

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<v Speaker 3>Stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you consistently have enemies like throughout each phase of

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<v Speaker 1>your life?

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<v Speaker 4>How old are you, uh, twenty five? Twenty five? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>graduated college like two years ago and you know, got

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<v Speaker 4>like a corporate job and everything like that.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you have enemies in college?

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<v Speaker 6>You know?

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<v Speaker 4>Here and there? I mean, you know, you have more

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<v Speaker 4>friends than I would say enemies, and enemies are like

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<v Speaker 4>nothing like long term. You know. Maybe it's just like

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<v Speaker 4>one night, you know, you're out drinking with your buddies.

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<v Speaker 4>You might, you know, make an enemy there, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>getting a little a little a little humble, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>a little little fight here and there. But I don't

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<v Speaker 4>think like, no, like nemesis.

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<v Speaker 6>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Mike, you know, look, I hope that this I

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<v Speaker 1>hope that you're able to resolve this issue that you

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<v Speaker 1>have with this old couple peacefully.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we'll see you know, yeah hopefully.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I can't see I've been respectful, more respectful, I guess it.

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<v Speaker 1>Give a call in again and give us an update

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<v Speaker 1>on you know who ends up dead?

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<v Speaker 3>Of course, of course that's gladly. Thank you all.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, Bailey. I love you very much. I'll talk to

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<v Speaker 1>you again soon.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you, gay love you, love you to you.

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<v Speaker 1>Take care.

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<v Speaker 9>Call from Katie, Call from Katie, Katie, Hello, Oh my gosh.

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<v Speaker 9>I didn't actually think I was going to get on tonight.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think you were going to get on tonight either,

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<v Speaker 1>and that had Now are we on?

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<v Speaker 9>Hi, Lyle? How are you tonight?

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<v Speaker 1>You know I'm doing all right? Thanks for asking. Not

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people ask me how I am, but

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<v Speaker 1>and they don't have to, but you know, it always

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<v Speaker 1>feels nice when they do. It's okay, Yes, you said,

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<v Speaker 1>whoa are you?

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<v Speaker 6>Are you?

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<v Speaker 9>I've been like trying to call you for like three

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<v Speaker 9>streams now and also in my phone I would call

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<v Speaker 9>you and then it would hang up like two seconds later,

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<v Speaker 9>So I was like really afraid that. I don't know

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<v Speaker 9>why I thought you like blocked me.

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<v Speaker 5>You were like this girl's annoying.

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<v Speaker 1>Mmm, No, I don't think you were annoying. Wait have

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<v Speaker 1>we talked before? I remember talking to a Katie.

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<v Speaker 9>It's a different Katie. I was there for that stream, though,

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<v Speaker 9>But I love a.

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<v Speaker 3>New kt Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I don't. I don't. I haven't blocked people. Are

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<v Speaker 1>There are people who've called like five hundred times. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't block them. I'm actively rooting for them. If you've called,

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<v Speaker 1>if you've called two hundred times, I want you to

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<v Speaker 1>get in because that means you want to be here.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, I have tried fifty four times.

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<v Speaker 1>That's persistent. Yes, And I mean let me ask you

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<v Speaker 1>while while this moment is still fresh within you, Katie,

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<v Speaker 1>how does how has it compared two? How is how

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<v Speaker 1>is the anticipation compared to the results to the reality.

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<v Speaker 9>The results are really great. The anticipation was killing me because.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll speak too soon on it being great, because it

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<v Speaker 1>might go bad. We need to we need to plan,

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<v Speaker 1>not necessarily because of you. You seem great. I might

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<v Speaker 1>fuck it up.

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<v Speaker 9>I doubt that they're a therapists unofficially unlicensed.

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<v Speaker 1>But even what are you gonna say, Katie?

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<v Speaker 9>I have a story about an enemy that I've been

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<v Speaker 9>trying to tell all. I'm very excited for the prompt

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<v Speaker 9>for tonight because I hate this girl. I will give

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<v Speaker 9>her a space name because I do have a little

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<v Speaker 9>better respect for her and won't. I don't want her

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<v Speaker 9>to get docked or anything like that. So we're gonna

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<v Speaker 9>we're gonna.

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<v Speaker 1>Call Yes, do you have any enemies?

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<v Speaker 10>I do.

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<v Speaker 9>This is from when I was a child around the

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<v Speaker 9>age like grades first up until high school. This girl

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<v Speaker 9>hated me. We're not I'm not gonna say her real name,

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<v Speaker 9>so we'll just like, we'll call her Garnet. So Garnet.

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<v Speaker 9>She really had it out for me. We were in

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<v Speaker 9>the same extracurricular activity. We both dance, did like competitive dance,

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<v Speaker 9>and she I don't know why she didn't like me,

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<v Speaker 9>but she was so mean to me that she would

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<v Speaker 9>tell the other girls on the dance team because I

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<v Speaker 9>was a competition like on Dance Moms, but not Dance

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<v Speaker 9>Moms competition. Yeah, I would do competition dance where I

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<v Speaker 9>would have to travel around my states and compete. It

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<v Speaker 9>was very fun. But she she was popular and I

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<v Speaker 9>was not, so she would tell the other girls that

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<v Speaker 9>if they were friends with me, that she would not

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<v Speaker 9>be friends with them. So I did not have a

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<v Speaker 9>lot of friends growing up.

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<v Speaker 1>How old were you? How old were you at the time, I.

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<v Speaker 9>Was in the first grade. I was in first grade.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, she was older than me too, how much older.

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<v Speaker 9>She is like a year ahead of me, so she

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<v Speaker 9>was in second grade. But it was pretty brutal. It

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<v Speaker 9>was pretty brutal, and she would I would try to

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<v Speaker 9>make friends with people, and she would call me selfish

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<v Speaker 9>for trying to make friends. She was an asshole.

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<v Speaker 1>So she was attempting to to rule the king the

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<v Speaker 1>rule the social kingdom by set those rules of who

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<v Speaker 1>could and could not be friends with whom.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, but it only worked for like a specific age group.

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<v Speaker 9>All of the older girls who were in like high

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<v Speaker 9>school in middle school at that time, they were super

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<v Speaker 9>nice to me because they saw through the bullshit.

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<v Speaker 4>But it got to.

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<v Speaker 9>The point where she would make me cry during class,

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<v Speaker 9>and one time my teacher saw me cry and she

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<v Speaker 9>got in trouble and said if she continued to bully

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<v Speaker 9>me that she would not be able to do recital,

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<v Speaker 9>which is like a big end of the year like performance.

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<v Speaker 9>But fast forward a few years, we ended up going

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<v Speaker 9>to the same middle school in high school, not on

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<v Speaker 9>my plans.

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<v Speaker 8>That was just the.

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<v Speaker 9>Schools I was zoned for. I was in sophomore year,

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<v Speaker 9>and she into a car wreck that almost killed her,

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<v Speaker 9>and everyone was like really sad about it, and I

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<v Speaker 9>kind of feel bad that I wasn't sad that she

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<v Speaker 9>almost died, Like it was really bad, like she had

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<v Speaker 9>two punctured lungs and like a crushed femur or something,

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<v Speaker 9>and I just I remember hearing about the car wreck

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<v Speaker 9>and I was like, Oh, was Garnet in the call

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<v Speaker 9>car wreck? And there were a few of her, like

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<v Speaker 9>actual names at my school, so I didn't realize it

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<v Speaker 9>was her, So I asked if it was and I

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<v Speaker 9>was like, oh, yeah, I don't like her. They were

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<v Speaker 9>discussing how she almost died, and I was just like, oh, well,

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<v Speaker 9>and I still feel kind of bad for that.

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<v Speaker 1>So this girl was mean to you in second grade? Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>and then fast forward what four years? Five years? Five years?

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<v Speaker 9>A little bit more than that?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>How long? How much longer?

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<v Speaker 12>Well?

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<v Speaker 9>I was in fifth grade when I left the team

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<v Speaker 9>that I was on before joining a new team, And

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<v Speaker 9>she was mean.

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<v Speaker 1>To you for the whole time or was she only

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<v Speaker 1>mean to you in second grade?

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<v Speaker 9>No, she was mean to me the entire time. Everyone

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<v Speaker 9>was super mean to me because of her, Like even

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<v Speaker 9>the teachers were mean to me. I, oh, here's another one.

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<v Speaker 9>I broke my arm in fourth grade. I snapped my

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<v Speaker 9>radius and my alma, which is like the bones in

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<v Speaker 9>your forearm. I snapped them both. I can send you

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<v Speaker 9>a picture of this X ray because it's pretty gruesome.

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<v Speaker 9>It won't I don't think it'll get you banned. It's

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<v Speaker 9>just an X ray. It's not like Gore, but it's

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<v Speaker 9>pretty brutal. And I I had a dance with two

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<v Speaker 9>other girls, so it was a trio, and they took

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<v Speaker 9>the trio and made it a duo so it was

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<v Speaker 9>only the two other people, and they took it to

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<v Speaker 9>competition without me knowing, and I still had to pay.

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<v Speaker 9>And it was just stuff like that. And I was like,

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<v Speaker 9>you know what, I gotta I gotta go. I can't

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<v Speaker 9>be in this environment anymore. So I went to a

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<v Speaker 9>new studio.

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<v Speaker 1>So you didn't actively you weren't actively happy that this

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<v Speaker 1>that Garnet was in a car accident. You just didn't

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<v Speaker 1>care or was part of it? Was any part of

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<v Speaker 1>you actively happy?

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<v Speaker 9>I wasn't actively happy, but I thought it was the fauna.

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<v Speaker 9>I thought it was very much karma.

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<v Speaker 1>Did any part of you actively feel good about it.

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<v Speaker 9>No, okay, but I felt that I couldn't care, all.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, because that would be that would just be bad

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<v Speaker 1>for you.

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<v Speaker 9>I feel like, yeah, okay, but listen, nothing can be

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<v Speaker 9>as bad as James. James, yeah, the last guy, the.

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<v Speaker 1>But we're never We're not talking about James. We're talking

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<v Speaker 1>about you.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>What did you say? Your name was Katie? Katie right?

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<v Speaker 1>New Katie new Katie? What? What? What are you in

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<v Speaker 1>college now?

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<v Speaker 4>Ah?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>What?

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<v Speaker 1>When's the last time you even her? Are you still

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<v Speaker 1>Facebook friends with this girl?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

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<v Speaker 9>No, I was. I haven't really seen her since she

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<v Speaker 9>you're into the car accident, like at like uh, I

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<v Speaker 9>saw her one year at school and I live in

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<v Speaker 9>a college town, so we have like dual enrollment where

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<v Speaker 9>you can spend your junior and senior year at the

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<v Speaker 9>community college, so you can get your AA degree out

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<v Speaker 9>of the way, you can get all your core crosses done.

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<v Speaker 6>Well.

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<v Speaker 9>So she did that.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I guess at least you feel bad about not

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<v Speaker 1>feeling bad. This could have This could have been way worse.

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<v Speaker 9>It could have been, but I would have I would.

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<v Speaker 1>Have been more. I had to ask you that, like

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<v Speaker 1>if you actively because if you I would be disturbed

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<v Speaker 1>if you actively were pleased that you were in a

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<v Speaker 1>car accident. You not you being apathetic about her being

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<v Speaker 1>in a car accident not that bad as long as

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<v Speaker 1>you're not like, actively reveling in it, because there's that's

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<v Speaker 1>not a good thing to revel in.

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<v Speaker 6>No.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I appreciate you sharing that with us, Katie.

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<v Speaker 9>I'm glad I could. I've been waiting for an opportunity

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<v Speaker 9>to call, and this was my moment to shine.

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<v Speaker 1>I asked for a story about an enemy, and you

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<v Speaker 1>gave me a solid story about an enemy.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm really glad delivered.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what, Katie, if there were a job, you'd

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<v Speaker 1>have done a good one.

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<v Speaker 9>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 5>Man.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you very much.

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<v Speaker 9>I love you too. Happy birthday, Lyle.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you very much. Have a good one. Bye bye bye.

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<v Speaker 2>Call from.

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<v Speaker 1>What Eddie?

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<v Speaker 4>Eddie?

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me something? Tell me nothing.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, I can't believe you got on. Man, give me

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<v Speaker 7>one moment. I'm gonna get to my coffin. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 7>get to my coffin.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't hold on. Do you have a coffin?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>No, do you have a coffin?

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<v Speaker 10>No?

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<v Speaker 7>But no, it's coffin like, what do you.

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<v Speaker 1>Mean it's coughin? Like, send me a picture, don't don't

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<v Speaker 1>describe it to me, semi a picture?

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<v Speaker 7>All right, give me one moment.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we'll wait. I don't want you to stop watching either,

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<v Speaker 1>DEMI chronicles. Just have it on while you sleep and

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<v Speaker 1>I'll infiltrate your dreams. Someone just texted me saying, boobs

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<v Speaker 1>are ass.

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<v Speaker 2>All right?

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<v Speaker 7>I'm good? I uh too. You didn't expect to get

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<v Speaker 7>on my bad. I was completely unprepared, you know what.

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<v Speaker 1>Look you're as prepared to take the call as I

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<v Speaker 1>was to make it, So I guess you're right. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't prepare either.

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<v Speaker 7>How you're doing, gig?

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<v Speaker 1>You know I'm doing all right? Thanks for asking. Not

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people ask me how I am, but

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<v Speaker 1>I appreciate when they do, not that they're obligated.

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<v Speaker 7>Well you say that, but I've watched this stream. I've

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<v Speaker 7>called like one other stream, but this stream everybody seems

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<v Speaker 7>to care about.

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<v Speaker 8>You get.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you send me the picture?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

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<v Speaker 1>All right, we'll wait.

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<v Speaker 7>You want me to in the picture right now?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Right now?

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<v Speaker 7>It's just a it's a truck, I mean inside a car.

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<v Speaker 6>What is it?

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<v Speaker 7>I'man just inside a truck.

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<v Speaker 1>You're inside of a truck.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I just.

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<v Speaker 7>Wanted to get secluded away from you know, family and

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<v Speaker 7>other you know, other people who might still be awake.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you say your name was.

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<v Speaker 8>Hetty?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have any enemies, Eddie, Not at the moment.

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<v Speaker 7>I've had enemies before. I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me about a past enemy of yours.

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<v Speaker 7>Let me think, Uh, you know, I have a good story.

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<v Speaker 7>This isn't me, but this is a really good Like

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<v Speaker 7>I think everybody has enemies, you know, like even if

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<v Speaker 7>you haven't met them yet, there's gonna be a time

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<v Speaker 7>of one like just forces himself in your life. But uh,

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<v Speaker 7>this is a story that happened to two of my

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<v Speaker 7>dad's friends growing up.

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<v Speaker 8>This is like a.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you believe that you have enemies right now that

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know about?

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<v Speaker 7>Yes, and they might not be aware of me either,

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<v Speaker 7>If that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you think? Who do you think is more

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<v Speaker 1>scared you or your potential enemies that don't know about you?

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<v Speaker 7>Based on how I walk through that, I would say

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<v Speaker 7>them because I don't mess with people you know I

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<v Speaker 7>might want or two. I don't seek out I'm not confrontational,

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<v Speaker 7>I don't try to I'll try stuff on people's.

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<v Speaker 1>Shoes and stuff.

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<v Speaker 7>I feel like whoever's it's gonna be my enemy is

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<v Speaker 7>gonna have to really go out of their way. And

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<v Speaker 7>I guess not you know, you know I try to

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<v Speaker 7>rob me or something on the long night or something

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<v Speaker 7>like that, or like my house.

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<v Speaker 1>Or like you do you consider yourself deadly?

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<v Speaker 7>No, not by any means, but also like went back

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<v Speaker 7>into a corner. I can get kind of crazy, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>How crazy.

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<v Speaker 7>I don't mean not like I'm not like a violent dude,

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<v Speaker 7>but there's a part of like I guess we all

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<v Speaker 7>have like a little animalistic side that's like got to

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<v Speaker 7>come out if like someone's really trying to hurt you,

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<v Speaker 7>you know what I mean, I think even you.

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<v Speaker 8>Got that gick?

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<v Speaker 1>You really think I have that?

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, I mean you're a get to see you

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<v Speaker 7>got some animal qualities already going, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever had to use your animalistic side?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

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<v Speaker 7>Not not outside of just like sport like boxing or

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<v Speaker 7>something like that. I've never, like I said, I've avoided

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<v Speaker 7>conflict like almost professionally.

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<v Speaker 1>I just you're very good at avoiding conflict, you're professionally Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm usually the one mediating conflict.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, tell me the thing that I interrupted you.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh yeah, So this this kind of goes back to

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<v Speaker 7>my like Flosphy, Like everyone has an enemy, whether you've

0:27:07.400 --> 0:27:11.320
<v Speaker 7>met them or not. So two of my dad's friends

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<v Speaker 7>growing up. This is like I'm saying, like late seventies,

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<v Speaker 7>early eighties. I can't remember exactly what you used this would,

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<v Speaker 7>but uh, they're crumbing up a mountain near our town.

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<v Speaker 7>They get all the way to the top and they're

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<v Speaker 7>just sitting there smoking a joint. And this dude comes

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<v Speaker 7>out of the woods with a gun and like makes

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<v Speaker 7>them jump off a cliff and like both of them,

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<v Speaker 7>I just like shatter their legs and stuff. They like

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<v Speaker 7>neither one of them died, but it's still just like that,

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<v Speaker 7>that's just insane.

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<v Speaker 1>So he threatened to shoot them lest they jump off.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, yes, it's like I'm gonna shoot you and kill you,

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<v Speaker 7>or you can jump off this cliff.

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<v Speaker 1>What what were they doing that for? Just for they

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<v Speaker 1>just did it for no reason.

0:27:58.200 --> 0:27:59.560
<v Speaker 7>I mean, they were up there just hiking, and they

0:27:59.600 --> 0:28:01.119
<v Speaker 7>went up there to smoke a joint. This is this

0:28:01.320 --> 0:28:03.960
<v Speaker 7>other dude was just a complete stranger.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't know the motives of the stranger. He wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>rotten he forced them to.

0:28:10.480 --> 0:28:12.080
<v Speaker 7>No, No, he just wanted to make people jump off

0:28:12.080 --> 0:28:13.359
<v Speaker 7>a cliff and they never found a.

0:28:13.400 --> 0:28:17.760
<v Speaker 1>Dude he was at the top of the cliffs.

0:28:19.160 --> 0:28:20.440
<v Speaker 7>That's you hit the high ground.

0:28:20.480 --> 0:28:24.600
<v Speaker 1>Man hit the high ground. It's actually a good strategy

0:28:24.640 --> 0:28:26.440
<v Speaker 1>for him to accomplish a terrible goal.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's so fucked up though.

0:28:32.760 --> 0:28:34.280
<v Speaker 7>That's the kind of shit I'm saying, Like, you know,

0:28:34.359 --> 0:28:37.240
<v Speaker 7>like you in little Woods, I'm just gonna sit here

0:28:37.359 --> 0:28:41.040
<v Speaker 7>enjoy this joint, like you never know, like people people

0:28:41.080 --> 0:28:45.880
<v Speaker 7>are gonna Yeah that sucks. You never know, man, Like

0:28:45.880 --> 0:28:49.600
<v Speaker 7>people are gonna bad. People are gonna find a way

0:28:49.600 --> 0:28:56.160
<v Speaker 7>to introduce themselves into your life. So in a way,

0:28:56.760 --> 0:28:58.080
<v Speaker 7>I mean I do this kind of happened to me,

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<v Speaker 7>not and waives that severe, But it's it's in being

0:29:00.520 --> 0:29:02.760
<v Speaker 7>people around me. Like I'm not gonna say it's gonna

0:29:02.760 --> 0:29:05.760
<v Speaker 7>happen to everyone. But you can't just say like, oh,

0:29:05.800 --> 0:29:07.280
<v Speaker 7>I'm in a safe spot, or like oh I'm in

0:29:07.320 --> 0:29:13.560
<v Speaker 7>a good neighborhood, or like it's it really knows no bounds.

0:29:16.680 --> 0:29:18.400
<v Speaker 1>Do you believe that people are generally good?

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<v Speaker 7>No, I'm gonna say kind of neutral, some some people

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<v Speaker 7>could be bad, like against no matter what, no matter

0:29:29.240 --> 0:29:31.800
<v Speaker 7>how you raise them. Some people can be good coming

0:29:31.840 --> 0:29:38.360
<v Speaker 7>from terrible upbringings. I think there's there's some balance of

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<v Speaker 7>control we have and there's some just environmental, like I

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<v Speaker 7>guess effects on us.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, did are they? Were they in a wheelchair?

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<v Speaker 6>Now?

0:29:54.800 --> 0:29:55.920
<v Speaker 1>Do their legs ever recover?

0:29:58.080 --> 0:29:58.120
<v Speaker 6>No?

0:29:58.280 --> 0:29:59.960
<v Speaker 7>They're not. I don't think you know when I'm like

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<v Speaker 7>a wheelchair, But there definitely got like pains and you know,

0:30:04.320 --> 0:30:06.880
<v Speaker 7>like nerves damage and things like that.

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<v Speaker 1>How high I have a cliff?

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<v Speaker 4>Was this? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm gonna try to guess.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm trying.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm looking at like the trees around me. I mean

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<v Speaker 7>it was leave. Yeah, Well I'm in a truck, I'm

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<v Speaker 7>in a car, out in a driveway. I live out

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<v Speaker 7>and I live out in like a small town.

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<v Speaker 12>Uh.

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<v Speaker 7>It's just it's just nothing but woods around me. But

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<v Speaker 7>I don't know, I'm gonna stay around probably like forty

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<v Speaker 7>fifty feet maybe probably like a four story building. Maybe

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<v Speaker 7>Jesus fucking Christ, maybe not that.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you have ran away? Would you have?

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<v Speaker 7>I don't know, man, I mean I guess, I mean

0:30:41.960 --> 0:30:45.080
<v Speaker 7>they they both, I mean two people were like fuck it,

0:30:45.120 --> 0:30:46.880
<v Speaker 7>I'll just take the jump. I mean I probably would have.

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<v Speaker 7>In my mind, I'm like, in my head when I'm

0:30:51.160 --> 0:30:52.760
<v Speaker 7>playing the situation in my head, I see me like

0:30:52.840 --> 0:30:56.480
<v Speaker 7>going and trying to disarm the guy, you know, But

0:30:56.520 --> 0:30:57.800
<v Speaker 7>it could have been one of those things where he

0:30:57.920 --> 0:31:00.120
<v Speaker 7>was just like so sneaky and already up on you

0:31:00.200 --> 0:31:02.800
<v Speaker 7>with the gun pointed at you, where it's like you

0:31:02.800 --> 0:31:04.240
<v Speaker 7>know what I mean, you couldn't just turn around and

0:31:04.320 --> 0:31:05.920
<v Speaker 7>like Rambo that guy.

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<v Speaker 1>Damn, that's like some psycho. I can't even imagine what

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<v Speaker 1>the motive would be.

0:31:12.200 --> 0:31:12.360
<v Speaker 6>You know.

0:31:12.400 --> 0:31:15.560
<v Speaker 1>It's not like he robbed them or like you know,

0:31:16.280 --> 0:31:18.160
<v Speaker 1>killed them so we could like have sex with them

0:31:18.240 --> 0:31:18.600
<v Speaker 1>or whatever.

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<v Speaker 7>He's just yeah, and it could just be like he

0:31:21.640 --> 0:31:24.640
<v Speaker 7>was just he had yeah yeah. I mean, he could

0:31:24.680 --> 0:31:27.520
<v Speaker 7>have just had some mental issues or like you know,

0:31:27.600 --> 0:31:31.960
<v Speaker 7>actual like psychopath of some sword, where it was just

0:31:33.360 --> 0:31:36.640
<v Speaker 7>he was just like older and bored. You know, I

0:31:36.640 --> 0:31:39.600
<v Speaker 7>don't know, I can't. I can't fathom. There's no logic

0:31:39.640 --> 0:31:41.480
<v Speaker 7>behind it, you know, if you try to like find reason,

0:31:42.480 --> 0:31:44.880
<v Speaker 7>But with stories like that, it's like you're you're you're

0:31:44.880 --> 0:31:45.760
<v Speaker 7>gonna be looking forever.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, but it springs.

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<v Speaker 7>I have a question about the get suit or just

0:31:57.240 --> 0:32:00.160
<v Speaker 7>the I guess what, there's something draw you to lizards

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<v Speaker 7>in the general or was it just like, do you

0:32:05.360 --> 0:32:07.720
<v Speaker 7>feel a connection to a gecko or a lizard? Or

0:32:08.200 --> 0:32:11.800
<v Speaker 7>was it just something kind of random that came together.

0:32:13.400 --> 0:32:15.080
<v Speaker 1>It was something random that kind of came together.

0:32:15.480 --> 0:32:18.360
<v Speaker 7>I'm only asked because we have I don't know the

0:32:18.400 --> 0:32:22.240
<v Speaker 7>scientific name, but there's a part in our brain that's

0:32:22.280 --> 0:32:26.520
<v Speaker 7>referred to as the lizard brain. That is basically you're

0:32:26.600 --> 0:32:29.080
<v Speaker 7>fight or flight like You're like, you don't think about

0:32:29.160 --> 0:32:31.120
<v Speaker 7>you don't use this part of the brain that actively,

0:32:31.200 --> 0:32:35.160
<v Speaker 7>it just works by itself. It's like you know, like

0:32:35.160 --> 0:32:37.320
<v Speaker 7>like I was saying, like flight or flight, like your

0:32:37.400 --> 0:32:41.040
<v Speaker 7>immediate instincts. Do you think your flight or flight skills

0:32:41.080 --> 0:32:43.280
<v Speaker 7>have improved since you've got the get suit?

0:32:45.640 --> 0:32:48.680
<v Speaker 1>Maybe in a way because I don't think about what

0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:51.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing, I don't think about what I'm saying as

0:32:51.360 --> 0:32:53.440
<v Speaker 1>much as like when I'm just talking, you know, and

0:32:53.440 --> 0:32:57.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm a stream and I don't know, the gek suit

0:32:57.720 --> 0:33:02.840
<v Speaker 1>maybe makes it less personal. Yeah, so that could that

0:33:02.880 --> 0:33:03.880
<v Speaker 1>could be something.

0:33:06.360 --> 0:33:07.000
<v Speaker 8>I could do that.

0:33:08.720 --> 0:33:12.160
<v Speaker 7>Kind of gives you like a yeah, I guess so,

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<v Speaker 7>I yeah, So how much of it is Lyle and

0:33:15.720 --> 0:33:16.240
<v Speaker 7>how much.

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<v Speaker 3>Of it is gek.

0:33:17.360 --> 0:33:20.480
<v Speaker 1>You know, that's a great question.

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<v Speaker 7>Does it give you like when you put the suit on,

0:33:27.120 --> 0:33:29.120
<v Speaker 7>you know, you're like, okay, well I'm GAK now I

0:33:29.120 --> 0:33:32.160
<v Speaker 7>can kind of like, you know, does that a personality

0:33:32.560 --> 0:33:33.680
<v Speaker 7>kind of come out with it?

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<v Speaker 1>The honest answer to that question is that the GAK

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<v Speaker 1>is a hand selected bunch of my personality traits that

0:33:49.440 --> 0:33:53.000
<v Speaker 1>are then exaggerated for the effect of a character.

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<v Speaker 7>I appreciate you being honest with me good of course.

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<v Speaker 1>Look, you know, people come in to my show and

0:34:02.280 --> 0:34:04.080
<v Speaker 1>they're honest with me, and I'm not going to give

0:34:04.080 --> 0:34:05.840
<v Speaker 1>that back to them. That would be That would be

0:34:05.880 --> 0:34:06.520
<v Speaker 1>ludicrous of me.

0:34:07.480 --> 0:34:08.160
<v Speaker 3>It would.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you say your name was Eddie? Listen, Eddie. I

0:34:15.080 --> 0:34:21.440
<v Speaker 1>think that you and I were meant to be together,

0:34:22.000 --> 0:34:24.200
<v Speaker 1>and so I'm very happy that we have crossed paths

0:34:24.680 --> 0:34:27.120
<v Speaker 1>and that I was given the rare opportunity to express

0:34:27.160 --> 0:34:31.880
<v Speaker 1>my love for you before we part ways, possibly forever.

0:34:33.800 --> 0:34:38.160
<v Speaker 7>Well, I hope it's not for forever, but I appreciate

0:34:38.200 --> 0:34:40.440
<v Speaker 7>your love get and I'll post some love your way

0:34:40.440 --> 0:34:40.799
<v Speaker 7>as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Take care, Eddie, and have a good rest of the night.

0:34:45.920 --> 0:34:46.400
<v Speaker 8>You two men.

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<v Speaker 1>Bye bye. So everyone came down.

0:34:54.640 --> 0:34:55.000
<v Speaker 3>All right?

0:34:55.200 --> 0:35:02.080
<v Speaker 1>Just hold on, hold on, hold on. Listen to those waves, baby,

0:35:03.600 --> 0:35:04.000
<v Speaker 1>mm hmm.

0:35:12.160 --> 0:35:18.040
<v Speaker 13>Listen to those waves, baby, listen to those waves, babe.

0:35:20.600 --> 0:35:26.240
<v Speaker 13>Does everyone relax and listen to the waves, baby? Everyone

0:35:26.480 --> 0:35:31.520
<v Speaker 13>just listen to the waves become the waves.

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<v Speaker 5>Call from Granada, Ranada? Oh my god?

0:35:51.880 --> 0:35:52.359
<v Speaker 10>What's up?

0:35:53.280 --> 0:35:55.359
<v Speaker 1>You know? Not a whole lot?

0:35:56.360 --> 0:35:56.680
<v Speaker 11>Really?

0:35:57.360 --> 0:35:59.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, I'm just here. I'm in space. I

0:35:59.160 --> 0:36:01.200
<v Speaker 1>do this a lot. I do this every Monday, Wednesday, Friday.

0:36:01.239 --> 0:36:02.960
<v Speaker 1>So I'm just I'm kind of used to it by now.

0:36:03.680 --> 0:36:05.440
<v Speaker 1>This is kind of what you're doing. What are you

0:36:05.440 --> 0:36:05.880
<v Speaker 1>doing or not?

0:36:07.239 --> 0:36:11.320
<v Speaker 5>Playing in bed, drinking up beer, hanging out? Watching your

0:36:11.680 --> 0:36:13.200
<v Speaker 5>stream for the first time.

0:36:14.239 --> 0:36:17.879
<v Speaker 1>This is the first time. Yeah, how did you find

0:36:17.880 --> 0:36:18.720
<v Speaker 1>out about the stream?

0:36:19.960 --> 0:36:23.600
<v Speaker 5>H My friend is always sending clips like in our

0:36:23.640 --> 0:36:26.520
<v Speaker 5>group chat of this and it's really funny.

0:36:26.600 --> 0:36:27.880
<v Speaker 10>So I decided to watch.

0:36:29.120 --> 0:36:29.480
<v Speaker 6>How are you?

0:36:29.520 --> 0:36:31.319
<v Speaker 1>How do you know? What's your relationship with your friend?

0:36:31.320 --> 0:36:33.920
<v Speaker 1>How do you become friends with them?

0:36:34.239 --> 0:36:36.680
<v Speaker 5>We lived like in the same dorm building as each other.

0:36:38.920 --> 0:36:41.160
<v Speaker 1>Are you in college now?

0:36:41.239 --> 0:36:41.840
<v Speaker 10>Not anymore?

0:36:42.000 --> 0:36:45.200
<v Speaker 11>I just graduated graduations.

0:36:45.360 --> 0:36:47.440
<v Speaker 1>How how much money do you have in student loan?

0:36:47.480 --> 0:36:50.760
<v Speaker 5>Debt fifty six thousand dollars.

0:36:50.840 --> 0:36:52.080
<v Speaker 14>Dude, Jesus Christ, all.

0:36:52.000 --> 0:36:53.640
<v Speaker 1>Right, what did you get for What did you get

0:36:53.680 --> 0:36:55.839
<v Speaker 1>for six thousand dollars?

0:36:56.719 --> 0:37:01.400
<v Speaker 5>I got a degree in journalism that I'm not using.

0:37:06.360 --> 0:37:10.200
<v Speaker 1>We're not a what what's your dream story?

0:37:10.560 --> 0:37:11.920
<v Speaker 11>My dream story?

0:37:12.400 --> 0:37:15.319
<v Speaker 5>Well, I would love to write for the New York Times.

0:37:15.520 --> 0:37:17.399
<v Speaker 5>I live in New York, so it would be really cool.

0:37:18.440 --> 0:37:23.880
<v Speaker 5>But my dream story would be something like super deep diving,

0:37:24.760 --> 0:37:29.279
<v Speaker 5>like I don't know, maybe like definitely like a celebrity

0:37:29.320 --> 0:37:32.000
<v Speaker 5>related story or something that'd be super cool to be

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<v Speaker 5>able to interview with celebrity.

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<v Speaker 9>Like Beyonce.

0:37:43.880 --> 0:37:45.239
<v Speaker 5>Oh, Beyonce would be a good one.

0:37:47.560 --> 0:37:50.760
<v Speaker 1>What would you ask Beyonce? Okay, but think about this, Beyonce.

0:37:51.360 --> 0:37:53.759
<v Speaker 1>I mean, what would you ask Beyonce that no one

0:37:53.800 --> 0:37:56.799
<v Speaker 1>has ever asked Beyonce before? What would you do to

0:37:56.880 --> 0:37:58.680
<v Speaker 1>get her to really think, to get her to open

0:37:58.760 --> 0:38:00.239
<v Speaker 1>up to you in a way that she's I've ever

0:38:00.239 --> 0:38:04.000
<v Speaker 1>done any other interview? How would you how would what

0:38:04.040 --> 0:38:07.880
<v Speaker 1>would be your plan for that? True?

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>I feel like Beyonce, if I were to ask her

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<v Speaker 5>like the questions I really wanted to ask her, she

0:38:14.080 --> 0:38:16.080
<v Speaker 5>would refuse to have an interview with me, I think,

0:38:16.440 --> 0:38:19.120
<v Speaker 5>because I would want to ask her about like like

0:38:19.200 --> 0:38:20.840
<v Speaker 5>the dark, like Hollywood.

0:38:20.360 --> 0:38:23.520
<v Speaker 11>Shit, you know, like.

0:38:25.400 --> 0:38:27.600
<v Speaker 5>Is there like are you in the Illuminati? That's the

0:38:27.640 --> 0:38:28.960
<v Speaker 5>type of stuff I probably want.

0:38:28.760 --> 0:38:32.880
<v Speaker 1>To ask her. Rihanna, let's do real quick, let's do

0:38:32.960 --> 0:38:36.800
<v Speaker 1>two minutes. Pretend that Beyonce and you've scored an you

0:38:37.080 --> 0:38:38.680
<v Speaker 1>with me for the New York Times.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, all right, so Beyonce.

0:38:45.480 --> 0:38:57.960
<v Speaker 11>Yes, So your album albums in twenty sixteen illuminade.

0:38:59.680 --> 0:39:02.840
<v Speaker 5>What type of mind space for you?

0:39:03.040 --> 0:39:08.879
<v Speaker 9>And when you decided to write this album, I was.

0:39:08.840 --> 0:39:09.759
<v Speaker 1>Thinking about.

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<v Speaker 6>You know that even though there's a lot of people

0:39:14.880 --> 0:39:18.840
<v Speaker 6>out there who are alone, they should have the power

0:39:18.920 --> 0:39:24.759
<v Speaker 6>and the confidence to be themselves, even even without even

0:39:24.800 --> 0:39:26.560
<v Speaker 6>if they don't have a boyfriend.

0:39:30.520 --> 0:39:35.480
<v Speaker 5>So the rumors are this album it's about dais cheating

0:39:35.520 --> 0:39:35.759
<v Speaker 5>on you?

0:39:35.960 --> 0:39:37.359
<v Speaker 4>Is that true?

0:39:38.719 --> 0:39:38.920
<v Speaker 3>You know?

0:39:39.320 --> 0:39:43.520
<v Speaker 6>Jesi and I I've had a lot of problems in

0:39:43.560 --> 0:39:50.640
<v Speaker 6>the past, and I am glad that he and I

0:39:50.640 --> 0:39:53.959
<v Speaker 6>are together now and in love. But even if you want,

0:39:55.600 --> 0:39:56.480
<v Speaker 6>I would be found on.

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<v Speaker 1>My own as well.

0:40:00.680 --> 0:40:01.640
<v Speaker 5>Like Michael Jackson.

0:40:03.880 --> 0:40:11.360
<v Speaker 6>Well, me and Michael a good relationship, and I have

0:40:13.080 --> 0:40:15.600
<v Speaker 6>taken a lot of inspiration from him in my music

0:40:15.640 --> 0:40:18.080
<v Speaker 6>as well. And yeah, and I love the way that

0:40:18.160 --> 0:40:22.840
<v Speaker 6>he performed with all of himself put into his performance

0:40:23.040 --> 0:40:26.480
<v Speaker 6>and that and that inspires me and I shake my

0:40:26.520 --> 0:40:28.719
<v Speaker 6>hips doing the single Ladies Dance.

0:40:30.560 --> 0:40:34.520
<v Speaker 5>It's beautiful a lot. A great interview, Beyonce. Can I

0:40:34.520 --> 0:40:39.200
<v Speaker 5>ask you to put jay Z on the phone?

0:40:39.080 --> 0:40:46.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, girl, I can't even get jay Z on the phone.

0:40:47.600 --> 0:40:47.839
<v Speaker 8>Sorry.

0:40:50.600 --> 0:40:52.480
<v Speaker 5>I like that A little bit of impro we did there.

0:40:52.520 --> 0:41:11.840
<v Speaker 14>I was nice.

0:41:14.840 --> 0:41:18.440
<v Speaker 1>Would you say you name was again? We're We're not.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you've got a shot.

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<v Speaker 9>Thank you.

0:41:25.680 --> 0:41:28.080
<v Speaker 1>I think I think that. I think this is going

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<v Speaker 1>to work out for you. I'm excited for the future

0:41:31.960 --> 0:41:32.680
<v Speaker 1>that you have ahead of you.

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<v Speaker 15>Thank you.

0:41:35.360 --> 0:41:37.080
<v Speaker 1>I love you very much for Nada, and I can't

0:41:37.080 --> 0:41:41.800
<v Speaker 1>wait to read your interview with you. I love you

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<v Speaker 1>whoever the next, whoever the next what's his face is?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh like Cardi B or something?

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<v Speaker 8>Okay?

0:41:58.640 --> 0:41:59.880
<v Speaker 5>Yeah Cardi?

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<v Speaker 14>Oh that would be fun with you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Good night, Rihanna.

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<v Speaker 5>That could be one, Rihanna.

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<v Speaker 1>Rihanna interviewed by Ranata. Yeah, you're gonna be fine. You're

0:42:12.680 --> 0:42:16.560
<v Speaker 1>gonna be fine, don't worry, all right, Vernata. I love

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<v Speaker 1>you very much. I'll talk to you again soon.

0:42:21.840 --> 0:42:23.279
<v Speaker 8>Bye bye bye.

0:42:29.480 --> 0:42:31.959
<v Speaker 1>I'm interested in talking to another caller. Someone get me. Someone,

0:42:31.960 --> 0:42:34.920
<v Speaker 1>get me another caller. Someone get me another caller, right

0:42:34.960 --> 0:42:40.440
<v Speaker 1>goddamn now, God damn it. I'm paying good money to

0:42:40.480 --> 0:42:45.880
<v Speaker 1>be here, and I better have another caller in my

0:42:47.040 --> 0:42:51.359
<v Speaker 1>I'd better have another caller in my presence very soon,

0:42:51.400 --> 0:42:53.000
<v Speaker 1>or I'm gonna I don't even I don't even know

0:42:53.040 --> 0:42:55.319
<v Speaker 1>what the hell I'm gonna do. Honestly, if I don't

0:42:55.320 --> 0:42:58.640
<v Speaker 1>get another caller at the at the end of this sentence,

0:42:58.880 --> 0:43:04.160
<v Speaker 1>I might actually explode into dust. I would just be

0:43:04.480 --> 0:43:11.440
<v Speaker 1>so unconsolably pissed if I don't get another caller immediately.

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<v Speaker 7>Fabio Flavio, Oh hey, Hello, what's up?

0:43:21.680 --> 0:43:22.120
<v Speaker 1>What's up?

0:43:23.200 --> 0:43:23.799
<v Speaker 3>Hey man?

0:43:24.160 --> 0:43:24.759
<v Speaker 8>How you doing?

0:43:25.480 --> 0:43:27.480
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm doing? All right? Thank you for asking.

0:43:27.840 --> 0:43:29.479
<v Speaker 1>Not a lot of people ask me how I'm doing,

0:43:29.560 --> 0:43:31.560
<v Speaker 1>but you know, not that they're obligated to, but it

0:43:31.600 --> 0:43:33.239
<v Speaker 1>does feel good when they do, so I appreciate that.

0:43:35.480 --> 0:43:36.280
<v Speaker 1>This is crazy.

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<v Speaker 3>I actually got in.

0:43:38.360 --> 0:43:39.880
<v Speaker 1>Have you have we never spoken before?

0:43:41.040 --> 0:43:41.160
<v Speaker 6>No?

0:43:41.320 --> 0:43:42.640
<v Speaker 3>Never, This is my first time.

0:43:43.200 --> 0:43:48.120
<v Speaker 1>How long have you been watching the stream? The stream?

0:43:49.080 --> 0:43:54.040
<v Speaker 3>I'll say, like this is like my third stream. Yeah,

0:43:54.360 --> 0:43:57.960
<v Speaker 3>I mean I do. I love your streams honestly, thank you?

0:44:00.080 --> 0:44:03.320
<v Speaker 3>I mean regularly of like what I call you, I

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<v Speaker 3>love every single one, honest thank you.

0:44:06.040 --> 0:44:06.200
<v Speaker 4>Man.

0:44:07.480 --> 0:44:08.880
<v Speaker 1>That that means a lot to what How did you

0:44:08.880 --> 0:44:10.080
<v Speaker 1>find out about the street.

0:44:12.600 --> 0:44:15.520
<v Speaker 3>I met you to TikTok? Yeah I saw one of

0:44:15.560 --> 0:44:16.359
<v Speaker 3>your tiktoks?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Actually yeah? Yeah? Nice? Yeah?

0:44:24.320 --> 0:44:24.480
<v Speaker 12>Man?

0:44:24.680 --> 0:44:28.359
<v Speaker 1>You forget what were gonna say? Said you actually something? Oh?

0:44:28.440 --> 0:44:31.120
<v Speaker 3>No, I forgot. I forget about things easily.

0:44:31.320 --> 0:44:37.319
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, I've already forgotten. Do you forget that important? Things? Ever?

0:44:40.280 --> 0:44:51.799
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes? Sometimes how about you? Do you forget?

0:44:52.239 --> 0:44:57.399
<v Speaker 1>Did I forget anything important? I guess I hope not right?

0:45:01.120 --> 0:45:04.799
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean you can.

0:45:05.040 --> 0:45:09.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean if you're stressed, you know, do you do

0:45:09.200 --> 0:45:11.080
<v Speaker 1>you find yourself often stressed?

0:45:13.120 --> 0:45:13.960
<v Speaker 10>Uh?

0:45:14.280 --> 0:45:15.040
<v Speaker 3>As of recently?

0:45:15.120 --> 0:45:15.840
<v Speaker 8>Yeah? Of course?

0:45:17.440 --> 0:45:19.600
<v Speaker 1>What's just stressing you out? The most recently?

0:45:21.040 --> 0:45:26.160
<v Speaker 3>Honestly? Work because you know in the you know how

0:45:26.160 --> 0:45:28.759
<v Speaker 3>we're living in the time of COVID. You don't know

0:45:28.800 --> 0:45:30.840
<v Speaker 3>when you're going to lose your job and stuff.

0:45:30.880 --> 0:45:38.120
<v Speaker 1>So what is your job?

0:45:41.320 --> 0:45:47.120
<v Speaker 3>I'm actually a shipping clerk. This shipping company very boring.

0:45:49.200 --> 0:45:54.240
<v Speaker 1>I think shipping is sustainable and coronavirus people are always

0:45:54.239 --> 0:45:55.280
<v Speaker 1>going to be shipping stuff.

0:45:57.320 --> 0:46:00.720
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, but I mean I work for this really

0:46:00.719 --> 0:46:05.200
<v Speaker 3>small company and like Covid is now starting to like

0:46:05.280 --> 0:46:09.120
<v Speaker 3>hit us, like, you know, really hard, because we're starting

0:46:09.160 --> 0:46:12.640
<v Speaker 3>to like use a lot of customers because of it.

0:46:16.040 --> 0:46:17.040
<v Speaker 1>What do you ship.

0:46:19.160 --> 0:46:25.920
<v Speaker 3>Just everything from just home? Uh? Home appliesness to like,

0:46:27.560 --> 0:46:30.719
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, it's just food whatever you need in

0:46:30.760 --> 0:46:32.200
<v Speaker 3>the house, honestly.

0:46:34.640 --> 0:46:34.719
<v Speaker 6>H.

0:46:36.239 --> 0:46:36.560
<v Speaker 4>M hm.

0:46:37.920 --> 0:46:40.760
<v Speaker 1>Fabio Fabio, Fabio, Fabio.

0:46:41.600 --> 0:46:45.440
<v Speaker 3>Flavio with an L like the Italian supermodel.

0:46:47.680 --> 0:46:50.000
<v Speaker 1>You ever played Paper Mario in the Thousand Year Door?

0:46:51.360 --> 0:46:53.719
<v Speaker 3>Yes, a very good game.

0:46:54.719 --> 0:46:59.840
<v Speaker 1>Is a great game? Yes, isn't there is their character

0:46:59.880 --> 0:47:00.880
<v Speaker 1>in your name? Flavia?

0:47:02.480 --> 0:47:07.720
<v Speaker 3>Oh, I don't think so. I think I don't remember.

0:47:09.719 --> 0:47:14.200
<v Speaker 3>My name is very weird. Honestly, it's it sucks having

0:47:14.239 --> 0:47:14.600
<v Speaker 3>this name.

0:47:14.640 --> 0:47:18.319
<v Speaker 1>Honestly, Why don't you like the name?

0:47:20.840 --> 0:47:24.040
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I mean I I hate it sometimes

0:47:24.120 --> 0:47:27.000
<v Speaker 3>and I love it because it's unique. But at the

0:47:27.000 --> 0:47:29.560
<v Speaker 3>same time, like people don't really know how to say

0:47:29.600 --> 0:47:34.799
<v Speaker 3>my name. I don't know it. I don't know. I

0:47:34.800 --> 0:47:35.359
<v Speaker 3>think it's weird.

0:47:37.239 --> 0:47:39.640
<v Speaker 1>What activates you, Flavia?

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<v Speaker 3>Food? I fucking love food. Honestly, you might think this

0:47:49.360 --> 0:47:54.200
<v Speaker 3>is weird, but I love like I good like mao

0:47:54.320 --> 0:47:59.479
<v Speaker 3>sandwich with like ham and cheese and like egg egg

0:48:02.400 --> 0:48:03.839
<v Speaker 3>I love I love mayo a lot.

0:48:05.960 --> 0:48:06.319
<v Speaker 8>Mm hm.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you ever just eat a sandwich with like two

0:48:11.520 --> 0:48:12.840
<v Speaker 1>pieces of bread and just mayo in it?

0:48:16.080 --> 0:48:16.319
<v Speaker 12>Yes?

0:48:22.200 --> 0:48:25.520
<v Speaker 3>I know, I know it sounds gross, but like this

0:48:25.680 --> 0:48:28.640
<v Speaker 3>one time, I was like, you know what, let me

0:48:28.719 --> 0:48:32.640
<v Speaker 3>just try to like put mayo on a on a

0:48:32.680 --> 0:48:37.279
<v Speaker 3>pancake and it was actually pretty good.

0:48:41.120 --> 0:48:42.200
<v Speaker 1>What inspired you to do that?

0:48:44.560 --> 0:48:47.960
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. Sometimes you just gotta try new things,

0:48:48.160 --> 0:48:48.440
<v Speaker 3>you know.

0:48:58.719 --> 0:48:59.520
<v Speaker 1>What. Was it good?

0:49:01.040 --> 0:49:04.120
<v Speaker 3>It was good? I mean I just only I only

0:49:04.120 --> 0:49:07.279
<v Speaker 3>put it on one pancake. That's it. Then after that,

0:49:07.320 --> 0:49:11.239
<v Speaker 3>I was like, you know what, e it was just

0:49:11.640 --> 0:49:14.839
<v Speaker 3>you know, a one time thing. That's it. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>think I'll ever do it again.

0:49:17.239 --> 0:49:20.120
<v Speaker 1>How many pancakes did you have in front of you?

0:49:22.239 --> 0:49:23.520
<v Speaker 3>Like three?

0:49:24.360 --> 0:49:29.200
<v Speaker 1>So you stopped at the first pancake? Yes, you didn't

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<v Speaker 1>push forward to the second and third?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

0:49:33.040 --> 0:49:37.040
<v Speaker 3>No, it was good, but I think it was just like,

0:49:37.360 --> 0:49:43.320
<v Speaker 3>you know, just to try it, that's it. You should

0:49:43.320 --> 0:49:44.400
<v Speaker 3>try it sometimes.

0:49:50.239 --> 0:49:51.640
<v Speaker 1>I might.

0:49:54.600 --> 0:49:57.320
<v Speaker 3>I mean I tried it on that one and h

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<v Speaker 3>on eggoes.

0:50:01.000 --> 0:50:02.759
<v Speaker 1>Try it on a pancake and on eggos.

0:50:05.719 --> 0:50:12.200
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, which was better, say the eggos?

0:50:13.600 --> 0:50:15.640
<v Speaker 1>Why?

0:50:16.520 --> 0:50:18.840
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I guess it's because it was toasted,

0:50:19.920 --> 0:50:22.560
<v Speaker 3>it was crunchy, it felt like a like a cracker.

0:50:25.040 --> 0:50:28.640
<v Speaker 1>So why didn't you just put mayo on a cracker?

0:50:33.040 --> 0:50:38.160
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, try something different. You know.

0:50:41.160 --> 0:50:48.520
<v Speaker 1>Do you feel bad about people judging you for putting

0:50:48.520 --> 0:50:49.360
<v Speaker 1>mayo on a pancake?

0:50:51.120 --> 0:50:51.319
<v Speaker 4>Oh?

0:50:51.400 --> 0:50:54.719
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean I don't feel bad about people judging me.

0:50:54.840 --> 0:51:02.640
<v Speaker 3>But like all my friends call me Mayo boyriends call you, yeah, man,

0:51:02.719 --> 0:51:05.280
<v Speaker 3>I mean they see it when they see me, They're like, hey,

0:51:05.400 --> 0:51:09.160
<v Speaker 3>there's Flavo Mayo boy. I'm just like, oh, what's up?

0:51:09.200 --> 0:51:09.879
<v Speaker 1>Wait real quick?

0:51:12.280 --> 0:51:12.520
<v Speaker 8>Yep?

0:51:12.920 --> 0:51:17.040
<v Speaker 1>Are you lying to me right now? No, Sash, you

0:51:17.600 --> 0:51:18.759
<v Speaker 1>are you? Are you exaggerating?

0:51:19.880 --> 0:51:19.920
<v Speaker 6>No?

0:51:23.760 --> 0:51:24.919
<v Speaker 1>Your friends call you Mayo boy?

0:51:26.440 --> 0:51:26.680
<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

0:51:26.719 --> 0:51:29.839
<v Speaker 3>I mean not always, but sometimes, you know, my close

0:51:29.880 --> 0:51:31.000
<v Speaker 3>friends actually.

0:51:32.440 --> 0:51:33.759
<v Speaker 1>How close of a friend do they have to be

0:51:33.800 --> 0:51:36.960
<v Speaker 1>to call you Mayo boy?

0:51:37.080 --> 0:51:38.919
<v Speaker 3>You have to be like kind of like my brother.

0:51:39.440 --> 0:51:39.640
<v Speaker 4>You know?

0:51:41.640 --> 0:51:42.640
<v Speaker 1>Can I call you Mayo boy?

0:51:44.120 --> 0:51:47.120
<v Speaker 3>Sure of course you can call me Mayo boy.

0:51:47.719 --> 0:51:48.480
<v Speaker 7>You're the gag.

0:51:51.920 --> 0:51:52.279
<v Speaker 6>All right.

0:51:53.080 --> 0:51:55.120
<v Speaker 1>Now that you've given me the opportunity that I can,

0:51:55.920 --> 0:52:00.319
<v Speaker 1>I want you to know that I won't however, Hm,

0:52:01.960 --> 0:52:03.360
<v Speaker 1>I appreciate.

0:52:03.040 --> 0:52:10.280
<v Speaker 3>That I can, of course, and I appreciate you, man, honestly,

0:52:10.400 --> 0:52:15.160
<v Speaker 3>I I appreciate all the screams, you know, I love

0:52:15.200 --> 0:52:16.680
<v Speaker 3>every single one of them.

0:52:16.920 --> 0:52:20.840
<v Speaker 1>So thank you so much for me that you've that

0:52:20.920 --> 0:52:23.560
<v Speaker 1>you found that you found me on TikTok right as

0:52:23.600 --> 0:52:26.000
<v Speaker 1>you know. I'm so, I'm so upset about all the

0:52:26.080 --> 0:52:28.000
<v Speaker 1>different Flavio's I'm not going to get to meet because

0:52:28.040 --> 0:52:33.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, TikTok's going away. But you know what, I'll

0:52:33.600 --> 0:52:35.759
<v Speaker 1>when I'm remembering the journey that I had, when I'm

0:52:35.800 --> 0:52:39.400
<v Speaker 1>remembering the Flavio's I did get to meet, I'll be

0:52:39.440 --> 0:52:46.279
<v Speaker 1>thinking about you, Oh sweet, I love you deeply spiritually.

0:52:46.360 --> 0:52:51.040
<v Speaker 3>I love you man, honestly, You're You're You're You're the best,

0:52:51.800 --> 0:52:53.759
<v Speaker 3>and I will follow you wherever you go.

0:52:53.880 --> 0:52:58.640
<v Speaker 1>Man, that makes you really happy to hear, and it's

0:52:59.440 --> 0:53:04.799
<v Speaker 1>very encourage as I continue down the path of becoming therapy.

0:53:05.560 --> 0:53:09.520
<v Speaker 3>Yes, I'm glad. I'm want to be one of the

0:53:10.480 --> 0:53:13.440
<v Speaker 3>call call myself one of your first followers.

0:53:13.520 --> 0:53:19.200
<v Speaker 1>So take it easy, man, have a good night too.

0:53:19.239 --> 0:53:21.560
<v Speaker 3>Man, I wipe you probably a good night to man

0:53:22.040 --> 0:53:24.279
<v Speaker 3>good night, then I may have.

0:53:24.320 --> 0:53:39.279
<v Speaker 1>By lammeo.

0:53:40.600 --> 0:53:45.920
<v Speaker 3>Hello, Hello, lamoo with the bee.

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<v Speaker 8>With the B?

0:53:47.960 --> 0:53:49.320
<v Speaker 1>Where is there? I don't even know where the B

0:53:49.440 --> 0:53:49.759
<v Speaker 1>would be?

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<v Speaker 12>Where's it's a b l A m oh h, it's

0:53:54.840 --> 0:53:57.160
<v Speaker 12>librarian b l A.

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<v Speaker 1>M oh h. Blomo blom. Yeah, I don't want to.

0:54:00.880 --> 0:54:02.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to fuck up your name because but

0:54:02.480 --> 0:54:04.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I am. I don't wan, I'm not going to.

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<v Speaker 10>You got it right?

0:54:07.840 --> 0:54:11.000
<v Speaker 1>Which time is? Well? Just now?

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<v Speaker 6>Absolutely?

0:54:13.480 --> 0:54:15.160
<v Speaker 10>Blam blammo.

0:54:15.320 --> 0:54:16.000
<v Speaker 3>Yes like that.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, So how are you tonight?

0:54:20.000 --> 0:54:20.680
<v Speaker 10>Are you thriving?

0:54:21.480 --> 0:54:23.840
<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm all right. I appreciate you asking. Not

0:54:23.880 --> 0:54:26.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people ask about me, but I you know,

0:54:26.160 --> 0:54:28.759
<v Speaker 1>not that they're obligated to, but it is nice when

0:54:28.760 --> 0:54:29.000
<v Speaker 1>they do.

0:54:31.040 --> 0:54:31.680
<v Speaker 15>But are you?

0:54:33.120 --> 0:54:33.520
<v Speaker 10>Uh?

0:54:33.680 --> 0:54:36.200
<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm chilling. I'm doing pretty good. I'm feeling

0:54:36.239 --> 0:54:36.920
<v Speaker 1>very relaxed.

0:54:38.160 --> 0:54:38.600
<v Speaker 5>That's good.

0:54:38.640 --> 0:54:43.800
<v Speaker 12>That's good. So I wanted to answer today's topic question.

0:54:43.960 --> 0:54:47.640
<v Speaker 12>What activates me and when I get up in the morning.

0:54:47.960 --> 0:54:51.120
<v Speaker 12>Activate to me is reaching my full potential.

0:54:51.680 --> 0:54:52.400
<v Speaker 14>Like an image?

0:54:53.880 --> 0:54:54.880
<v Speaker 1>What activates you?

0:54:57.440 --> 0:55:01.920
<v Speaker 12>It's reaching my potential. There's a me I have in

0:55:01.920 --> 0:55:05.799
<v Speaker 12>my mind, and I want to do something every day

0:55:05.800 --> 0:55:08.160
<v Speaker 12>that helps me get closer to that ideal me.

0:55:10.200 --> 0:55:11.959
<v Speaker 1>Tell me about this me? That you have in your mind.

0:55:14.360 --> 0:55:19.480
<v Speaker 12>Well, this me is successful not just in her career,

0:55:20.280 --> 0:55:26.040
<v Speaker 12>but in whole social interactions and with her money, with

0:55:26.320 --> 0:55:28.799
<v Speaker 12>pretty much in every area of her life. She's doing

0:55:28.840 --> 0:55:33.920
<v Speaker 12>pretty good. And she's very mentally stable and connected to

0:55:33.960 --> 0:55:37.440
<v Speaker 12>the earth. Yeah, that's my me.

0:55:39.000 --> 0:55:40.480
<v Speaker 1>In what way would you like to be better at

0:55:40.520 --> 0:55:42.480
<v Speaker 1>social interactions? Where do you feel like you're lacking now

0:55:42.520 --> 0:55:43.640
<v Speaker 1>that you would like to be better out.

0:55:43.560 --> 0:55:50.680
<v Speaker 12>In the future, Reading, social cues and emotions. Definitely those

0:55:50.680 --> 0:55:51.320
<v Speaker 12>two areas.

0:55:51.880 --> 0:55:53.720
<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like social cues?

0:55:55.239 --> 0:55:55.879
<v Speaker 10>Yes, I am.

0:55:56.920 --> 0:56:01.319
<v Speaker 12>And it's more like it's not that I'm watching from

0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:03.920
<v Speaker 12>ques from just one person. It's like if I was

0:56:03.960 --> 0:56:05.719
<v Speaker 12>in a group of people, I would be watching the

0:56:05.800 --> 0:56:09.520
<v Speaker 12>general mood and not just one people. And because I

0:56:09.600 --> 0:56:12.439
<v Speaker 12>do that, I feel like I miss out on how

0:56:12.520 --> 0:56:16.279
<v Speaker 12>certain individuals feel about certain situations because I'm going with

0:56:16.320 --> 0:56:17.600
<v Speaker 12>what the majority feel like.

0:56:20.000 --> 0:56:20.720
<v Speaker 10>That makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>So you feel like so this this is applies mainly

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<v Speaker 1>group settings.

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<v Speaker 8>M M.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like you're better in one on ones?

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<v Speaker 12>Yes, one on ones because I can definitely focus more

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<v Speaker 12>on that person, their vibe, their movie, Thank you, M.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I guess you're only you're I was going to

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<v Speaker 1>say you're in luck, but I guess you're out of

0:56:47.160 --> 0:56:50.120
<v Speaker 1>luck because you can't. I mean, I don't know where.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you live in Texas?

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<v Speaker 1>Do they care about coronavirus in Texas?

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<v Speaker 12>Some do, some don't. It's hard with the masks going

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<v Speaker 12>on right now to read social cues. I'm not good

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<v Speaker 12>at reading eye, so I take most of my cues

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<v Speaker 12>from the eyebrows in the mouth, and since the mouse

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<v Speaker 12>is all covered, I kind of have to go off

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<v Speaker 12>of the eyebrows in the general tone, which can be

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<v Speaker 12>slightly confusing at times.

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<v Speaker 1>What can you tell from the mouse?

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<v Speaker 12>Well, I can tell how certain people mean to inflect

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<v Speaker 12>their words with what kind of emotion they need. Like

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<v Speaker 12>a little quirk upwards to me would be oh, maybe

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<v Speaker 12>they're joking, and in combination with their tone, I would say, yeah,

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<v Speaker 12>that was definitely joke. Or if they're founding a little

0:57:43.080 --> 0:57:46.600
<v Speaker 12>bit or just you know, showing too much teeth, it

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<v Speaker 12>would mean like they're really involved, if that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, now, okay, we're talking right now about the fuck.

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<v Speaker 8>Follow Yes.

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<v Speaker 1>That getting ready to bollow.

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<v Speaker 12>No, it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we're talking right now, but we're talking on the

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<v Speaker 1>phone and you can't see me. Well you can, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but I can't see you m hm, And you can

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<v Speaker 1>kind of you can only kind of see me, not

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<v Speaker 1>really though. Yeah, So how are you how? What are

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<v Speaker 1>you picking up from this?

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<v Speaker 12>I'm picking up from your tone that you're listening. You're interested, genuinely,

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<v Speaker 12>That's what I'm getting from you.

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<v Speaker 1>But also, don't don't include me in your data set

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm not a normal human being.

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<v Speaker 6>Mm.

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<v Speaker 12>I don't think anybody's normal, and I don't think we're human.

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<v Speaker 12>I think we're something else. But that's a different topic.

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<v Speaker 1>Who do you think we are?

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<v Speaker 12>I think, well, whatever we want to be physically, we

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<v Speaker 12>characterize that sold as a human, but mentally, emotionally, spiritually,

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<v Speaker 12>you could be whatever you want to be. You don't

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<v Speaker 12>have to be what people label as human. You can

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<v Speaker 12>have humanity, which definitely would make you, I guess, more human,

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<v Speaker 12>But you don't have to label yourself as human because

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<v Speaker 12>when you think about it, humanity is just showing empathy

0:59:33.120 --> 0:59:38.320
<v Speaker 12>and a lot of animals show empathy too, if that

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<v Speaker 12>makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry, don't be sorry, Blama, that makes sense. You can

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<v Speaker 1>kind of be anything. You can be animals. You're not

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<v Speaker 1>the first person who's you know, come here, with that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, not to say not special, but you know that's, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a popular I think sentiment. That's not Maybe maybe

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<v Speaker 1>that's not a popular senterm but I actually I totally disagree.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that's pop your sentiment at all, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's you know, it's it's it's definitely a sentiment shared

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<v Speaker 1>by others in the world.

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<v Speaker 12>I don't technically mean like animals. I mean like you

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<v Speaker 12>can destroy yourself through what traits you choose to behaveen

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<v Speaker 12>or what traits you choose to have. You know, I

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<v Speaker 12>was just saying, like humanity having that empathy. It's shared

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<v Speaker 12>amongst different species, So technically you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 12>Also, I had one more question for you. I was

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<v Speaker 12>wondering if you would be up to answer it.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit me blamo.

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<v Speaker 12>Okay, So this is gonna seem kind of silly, But

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<v Speaker 12>which one do you think is better? Waffles are pancakes

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<v Speaker 12>because personally I don't like pancakes. I feel like waffles

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<v Speaker 12>are a better choice. And breafact foods because they have

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<v Speaker 12>pockets to hold in all the good things. If you're

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<v Speaker 12>eating pancakes, my guy, like the syrup is slipping down

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<v Speaker 12>that and then the syrup is everywhere. However, waffles they

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<v Speaker 12>can hold in the butter, the peanut butter, like the syrup,

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<v Speaker 12>whatever you decide to put in there, Bob, So, how

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<v Speaker 12>do you feel about that.

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<v Speaker 1>Which everyone has the least mayonnaise on it? I think.

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<v Speaker 12>That's it's a.

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<v Speaker 10>Good way to Yeah, I guess you ever had a mcgriddle?

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever had a mcgriddle?

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<v Speaker 12>I actually don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Go go Texas, go to go to go to McDonald's.

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<v Speaker 1>They probably have a McDonald You can. Probably you haven't.

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<v Speaker 1>You probably live next store to McDonald's. Go down store,

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<v Speaker 1>go to McDonald's and get get yourself a bacon, egg

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<v Speaker 1>and cheese mcrittle. They're delicious. They're pancakes and they have

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<v Speaker 1>the syrup infused into the pancake. Blamo.

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<v Speaker 12>That sounds disgusting personally. I don't like syrup.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>But you just said that you like waffles because they

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<v Speaker 1>can hold all the stuff.

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<v Speaker 12>Yes, but I eat my waffles with peanut butter, or

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<v Speaker 12>with butter or jam.

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<v Speaker 10>I don't eat it with syrup.

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<v Speaker 1>Peanut butter is too thick and dense to be actively

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<v Speaker 1>evenly spread out amongst waffle holes. Well, unlike syrup.

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<v Speaker 12>Okay, if you heat up the waffles and they're honeyenoughs

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<v Speaker 12>the peanut butter will melt as it comes into contact

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<v Speaker 12>with it, and then you can spread it in their knife.

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<v Speaker 10>You should give it a try. That's really pretty good.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, maybe I will. I mean I probably won't,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, what do you read? Okay, before we leave?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you reading from you right now? So socially.

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<v Speaker 10>So Sally, I'm reading.

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<v Speaker 12>Open mindedness, genuine interests again but also very I don't

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<v Speaker 12>know how to put it into words, but like not

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<v Speaker 12>agreed to disagree, a very very chain version of agreed

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<v Speaker 12>to disagree. But I'm still reading that, like, you respect

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<v Speaker 12>my decisions and certain things like putting peanut butter on muffels,

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<v Speaker 12>and you even considered maybe trying it yourself, even though

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<v Speaker 12>you know you were like I might not. So I'm

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<v Speaker 12>reading that like consideration.

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<v Speaker 10>There we go, consideration.

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<v Speaker 1>Wellmo, look, I think one day you'll achieve, you'll become,

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<v Speaker 1>you'll become the idealized Blamo. But till then, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I think I think current Blos is pretty dang good.

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<v Speaker 8>You know, thank you.

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<v Speaker 12>I think you're pretty snaddy yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you and you know what that works out because

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<v Speaker 1>I am madly in love with you. I want you

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<v Speaker 1>to know, and they do believe that our union is

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<v Speaker 1>on its way.

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<v Speaker 10>Bye.

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<v Speaker 12>All right, I'm gonna let you go. You have a

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<v Speaker 12>wonderful day and keep up the good lives.

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<v Speaker 6>Brouh.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Blama, talk to you soon, all right?

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<v Speaker 10>Bye?

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<v Speaker 1>Chloe.

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<v Speaker 4>Hi, how are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Chloe?

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<v Speaker 10>I'm doing very well?

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<v Speaker 15>All about yourself?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm all right? Thank you for asking. Not

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people ask me how I am. But

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<v Speaker 1>and they're not obligated to Chloe. You know it's best

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<v Speaker 1>when they do. Do you feel like you have a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of obligations in life?

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<v Speaker 15>Oh, I wouldn't say.

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<v Speaker 9>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 15>I guess it depends on what you mean. Like I mean,

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<v Speaker 15>I guess I do. I have to be like a

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<v Speaker 15>responsible adult?

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<v Speaker 1>So sure? What what? How would you define your obligations as

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<v Speaker 1>a responsible adult?

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<v Speaker 7>Uh?

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<v Speaker 15>Well, right now they're very low because I'm unemployed due

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<v Speaker 15>to COVID, so I kind of don't have to be.

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<v Speaker 10>As responsible as I used to.

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<v Speaker 15>But uh, I guess like loosely being a responsible adult

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<v Speaker 15>is probably like kind of having your shit together and

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<v Speaker 15>maybe having like a steady life, a steady job and income, hold.

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<v Speaker 1>On someone in the chest. I asked you, oh, Keith said,

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<v Speaker 1>I asked you, but you didn't say shit about what?

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<v Speaker 8>What?

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry? Anyway, I see That's that's why I can't damn it, Chloe.

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<v Speaker 1>I you know, I spent the whole I spent all

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<v Speaker 1>of that last call, Chloe. I spent all of that

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<v Speaker 1>last call talk about how I'm not going to read

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<v Speaker 1>the chat when I'm talking to people. It's like, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean more in the more present with people. And you

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<v Speaker 1>know why, I get to Chloy, I read the fucking

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<v Speaker 1>goddamn chat instead is talking to you, and I'm a hypocrite.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to hell.

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<v Speaker 15>Okay, it's okay me too.

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<v Speaker 1>Why are you going to hell? Chloy? What did you do?

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<v Speaker 1>What did you What were your sins in this in

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<v Speaker 1>this current life?

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<v Speaker 15>Well, if it's like as little as just looking at

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<v Speaker 15>the chat, I probably like went to hell a long

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<v Speaker 15>time ago. If that's like, if it's up to your standards, yeah,

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<v Speaker 15>I'm going to hell.

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<v Speaker 1>What would your standards be for for sin?

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<v Speaker 15>Oh? Yeah, I don't know if I'm right, Cherson as that.

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<v Speaker 1>You're the only person to answer that question as to

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<v Speaker 1>your own personal standards for what sends someone to hell.

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<v Speaker 15>I mean, say, I don't know. I don't if you,

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<v Speaker 15>I don't know, I don't know how to answer that.

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<v Speaker 15>I guess I don't have any standard to judge people

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<v Speaker 15>on if they're going to hell. But I guess I

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<v Speaker 15>feel like I'm going to hell though, Okay, I judge myself.

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<v Speaker 9>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 15>There's a lot of reasons, I guess give me one

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<v Speaker 15>of them. I'm a heathen.

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<v Speaker 1>You're a heathen.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I'm just a general heathen.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the worst thing you've ever done?

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<v Speaker 15>The worst thing I've ever done? I I don't actually

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<v Speaker 15>thought of a story of something that somebody else has

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<v Speaker 15>done that I make fun of them for that I

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<v Speaker 15>think is pretty bad. Can I tell that story?

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<v Speaker 1>You can only tell it if afterwards you promised to

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<v Speaker 1>tell tell me something bad that you have It doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>do the worst thing, but you promise. You have to

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<v Speaker 1>promise that you will tell me something bad that you

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<v Speaker 1>have done.

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<v Speaker 12>Okay.

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<v Speaker 15>Uh, There's somebody I know used to live in Portland

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<v Speaker 15>and they were out drinking late and apparently they were

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<v Speaker 15>walking down the street or something, and they decided to

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<v Speaker 15>take a piss somewhere and they after like coming out,

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<v Speaker 15>coming to maybe out of their blackout. While they're peeing,

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<v Speaker 15>they realized that they were peeing on a sleeping bumb

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<v Speaker 15>So sometimes sometimes I think about that and I'm like, well,

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<v Speaker 15>that person might be going to help.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, her and James you can hang out together.

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<v Speaker 15>Do they like peeing on them?

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<v Speaker 1>They like doing something? That's why that's why she accident

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<v Speaker 1>on a homeless person.

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<v Speaker 15>Yeah, I mean it was an accident, but what would

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<v Speaker 15>she last?

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<v Speaker 1>What did she do next? What was her reaction?

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<v Speaker 15>Oh, it was a heat heat and then the bomb

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<v Speaker 15>was I think he just walked away shamefully. I don't

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<v Speaker 15>really know. I don't think there was a confrontation. I

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<v Speaker 15>just think he realized it was a sleeping bomb and

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<v Speaker 15>then he's like he didn't Hey, I'm just going to do.

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<v Speaker 1>This say sorry. That's a weird situation, like, right, because

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<v Speaker 1>do you wake them up? Yeah? Do you wake them

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<v Speaker 1>up to say hey, I'm sorry for peeing on you?

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<v Speaker 1>Or do you leave?

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<v Speaker 15>Maybe that's like a moral dilemma because if you were, like,

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<v Speaker 15>I don't know, if you're very sorry, maybe, Like I

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<v Speaker 15>feel like I know people who.

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<v Speaker 3>Probably would do that, But he did not, so.

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<v Speaker 15>He decided it was best to just move on from

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<v Speaker 15>the situation.

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<v Speaker 1>How okay, how much did he p on them? Like,

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<v Speaker 1>was it a full stream or did he start and

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<v Speaker 1>the gulf fuck? And then.

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<v Speaker 15>I believe from the story I remember, I think it

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<v Speaker 15>was basically full pye. And then I don't think he

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<v Speaker 15>decided to finish like I think at that.

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<v Speaker 10>Point it was too late.

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<v Speaker 15>But I just walked away from it. I don't think

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<v Speaker 15>it was full pya.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, what's the world give me? Give me Chloe? Okay, Chloe,

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<v Speaker 1>level with me.

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<v Speaker 8>Here, Chloe, all right?

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<v Speaker 15>Uh, the worst thing I've done, I'll think, I mean,

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<v Speaker 15>the one thing that comes to mind is thinking about

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<v Speaker 15>how I've stolen from stores before. Uh, I've done some

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<v Speaker 15>petty theft, but that's about it. I mean, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 15>I haven't like murdered anybody or anything yet.

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<v Speaker 1>So what have you stolen? Did you say yet?

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<v Speaker 10>I mean, you never know who knows?

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<v Speaker 1>Who would you murder?

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<v Speaker 10>Oh?

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<v Speaker 15>Is it illegal to I mean, is it illegal to say?

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<v Speaker 15>You remember that whitest kids? You know skip where He's like,

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<v Speaker 15>it's illegal to say you want to kill the president

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<v Speaker 15>of the United States of America?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that who you want to kill.

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<v Speaker 15>I mean it's illegal to say it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, what did you stolen?

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<v Speaker 15>I've just stolen, like just like shirts or something like

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<v Speaker 15>little things like clothes. That's probably the worst thing I've done.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Chloe, Yes, how did how did? How was this

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<v Speaker 1>for you?

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<v Speaker 8>Was this?

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<v Speaker 1>Did this work for you? This conversation?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, it works for me.

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<v Speaker 15>I'm actually surprised we even got through. So I was

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<v Speaker 15>just kind of ripping. So I appreciate this conversation genuinely.

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<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, Yeah, Chloe, I appreciate you. I love you. I

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<v Speaker 1>I you know, hope one day you and I can

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<v Speaker 1>get married and have children and I will talk to

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<v Speaker 1>you again soon.

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<v Speaker 15>All right, I love you, and God bless God.

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<v Speaker 1>Bless take care of it.

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<v Speaker 2>From buff.

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<v Speaker 1>Buff.

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<v Speaker 3>Hey kick, what are you doing right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Buff?

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<v Speaker 8>Uh h? Laying down in my room?

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<v Speaker 1>What do you look like?

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<v Speaker 8>What do I look like?

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<v Speaker 9>Well?

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<v Speaker 8>Mh, I'm a I'm a big guy about six one

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<v Speaker 8>six two, you know, uh, brown skin, long black hair. Hoot.

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<v Speaker 1>You were.

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<v Speaker 8>A big guy, okay, yeah, so around clocking around the

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<v Speaker 8>three bills. Used to play football? Okay, yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Were you were you good?

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<v Speaker 3>I was?

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<v Speaker 8>I was Okay, I played uh played little Division three

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<v Speaker 8>ball back in the day older now, but uh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 8>that was. I graduated back in two thousand and eight.

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<v Speaker 8>But I was okay, I wasn't great or nothing, but

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<v Speaker 8>no NFL talent here.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you still play football casual?

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<v Speaker 8>I don't, you know, physical sport like that kind of

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<v Speaker 8>kind of wearing out my joints now and yeah, and

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<v Speaker 8>I'm thirty five now, so it was it was some

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<v Speaker 8>years ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you do anything currently in your life about which

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<v Speaker 1>which makes to which your physical size benefits you in

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<v Speaker 1>doing it?

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<v Speaker 3>Well?

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<v Speaker 8>I I work with youth and families at the moment,

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<v Speaker 8>but you know, I tend to get to know respect

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<v Speaker 8>of kids a little bit more easier than other twoatures

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<v Speaker 8>and all that stuff, and they kind of look up

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<v Speaker 8>to me for that and all that stuff. But I

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<v Speaker 8>think when you're working with youth, it's, you know, it's

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<v Speaker 8>it's all about listening and kind of like what you

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<v Speaker 8>do and the streams I've been watching, listening is a

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<v Speaker 8>very useful tool.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what what do what do? What are these kids?

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<v Speaker 8>Do?

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<v Speaker 1>You do you feel like they are not adequately listened

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<v Speaker 1>to regularly?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, it's it's a whole different generation. Like you know,

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<v Speaker 8>we've been talking about generations tonight. And you know when

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<v Speaker 8>you when you're a teacher or a youth worker, you

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<v Speaker 8>have to be flexible in understanding today's kids what technology

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<v Speaker 8>and playing on their iPads and cell phones and such.

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<v Speaker 8>You know that, you know they're tiktoks. You know, you

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<v Speaker 8>have to be pleasful on that.

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<v Speaker 1>It can get a little you know, it can get

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<v Speaker 1>a little scary.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, especially yeah, yeah, and I you know, listening to

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<v Speaker 8>you in your streams and really hearing how you're careful

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<v Speaker 8>of TikTok as well, and I and I do that

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<v Speaker 8>as well. And I'm on TikTok too. You know, you

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<v Speaker 8>have to be very careful on there. And there's a

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<v Speaker 8>lot of kids on there, and so you know, just

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<v Speaker 8>be cautious of that. And I don't think the internet

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<v Speaker 8>gets that.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you seen anything on TikTok that's like disturb you.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh, plenty of things, I think, you know, the just

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<v Speaker 8>the way I think that kids are on there. I

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<v Speaker 8>don't think they're aware of a lot of things on

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<v Speaker 8>the Internet. Even I don't think their parents are really

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<v Speaker 8>paying attention to them what's on the Internet. And that's

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<v Speaker 8>the scary part to me personally.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't. Do you have kids?

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<v Speaker 8>No, No, I have zero kids, but I've worked with

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<v Speaker 8>hundreds of kids.

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<v Speaker 1>To me, you know, to me, it was it's always like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, if if you did, if you like. The

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<v Speaker 1>thing about TikTok is like how public it is. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I think before TikTok, it was like if you posted

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<v Speaker 1>something inappropriate or whatever on your Instagram or on your

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<v Speaker 1>Facebook or on your Snapchat, then everyone in like that

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<v Speaker 1>kid's high school would know, and that's fucking bad enough.

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<v Speaker 1>But then with TikTok, it's like, oh now every now

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<v Speaker 1>there's now everyone in the whole world can see the

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<v Speaker 1>thing that you regret posting on the Internet. It's not

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<v Speaker 1>limited to just to defined sort of social circle anymore.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, and sorry. I with the kids I work with

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<v Speaker 8>and the families I work with, I tell them that,

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<v Speaker 8>you know, in your first future workforce, they're going to

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<v Speaker 8>look at your Facebook and TikTok or these other sites

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<v Speaker 8>that you've been posting material or saying this Amen. That's

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<v Speaker 8>what job interviews and jobs do nowadays, and so they

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<v Speaker 8>need to see the reality of that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, judging from the people that the kids that

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<v Speaker 1>you've interacted with, are you opt are you would you

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<v Speaker 1>say you're optimistic or leaning would you say you're leaning

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<v Speaker 1>optimistically or pessimistically towards you know, kids' abilities to navigate

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<v Speaker 1>this well.

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<v Speaker 8>Technology is always evolving and we have to keep up

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<v Speaker 8>with it, you know. You know, everyone has to have

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<v Speaker 8>a cell phone. Everyone, you know, I has a you know,

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<v Speaker 8>a phone that co ops as a as an Internet device,

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<v Speaker 8>and so yeah, and I'm feeling good about it on

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<v Speaker 8>that end, but I just don't thankfully preaching us about

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<v Speaker 8>Internet awareness, and so that's that's what I'm kind of

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<v Speaker 8>disturbed out.

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<v Speaker 1>It's funny because when I I remember being in like

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<v Speaker 1>I felt like it was middle school or something. And

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<v Speaker 1>do any even in the chat, like, do any of

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<v Speaker 1>you guys remember having like an Internet safety class and

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<v Speaker 1>they and they would tell they would tell you shit

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<v Speaker 1>like never give out your real on the internet. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>they would tell you shit, that's just like out of

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<v Speaker 1>the fucking water by like nig never give your real

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<v Speaker 1>name on the internet. Everyone does, like never like never

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<v Speaker 1>meet up with a stranger from the Internet. Everyone's doing

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<v Speaker 1>that with like yeah.

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<v Speaker 8>But you would say that that's common sense, but it's not.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not.

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<v Speaker 8>And so I think it's kind of like PSA's right.

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<v Speaker 8>People either listen to them or they don't. People wear

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<v Speaker 8>their masks or they don't. So you know, you know,

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<v Speaker 8>it starts from the home, and especially when I'm working

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<v Speaker 8>with you, that's where it starts. But it's a two

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<v Speaker 8>way street, you know, with schools and the home. You know,

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<v Speaker 8>schools can't do it on their own. Parents have to

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<v Speaker 8>be parents and take your kids about that stuff. But

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<v Speaker 8>you're right there, there's there should be a class.

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<v Speaker 1>On man, what kind of places do you work at?

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<v Speaker 8>It's one of the largest school districts in Minnesota. I

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<v Speaker 8>don't want to name where, but yeah, yeah, yeah, I

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<v Speaker 8>don't want to.

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<v Speaker 1>I met. I meant less like you know, the specific

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<v Speaker 1>seven more like I guess the you were you are?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you a teacher?

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<v Speaker 8>I mean again, no, no, no, not a teacher. I'm

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<v Speaker 8>more in a family engagement if that makes sense to

1:21:30.520 --> 1:21:34.080
<v Speaker 8>school you know, because when you have thirty seven thousand

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<v Speaker 8>kids in a school district, it's hard for families to

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<v Speaker 8>engage into a huge district like that, And so my

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<v Speaker 8>job is to channel between administration and families, if that

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<v Speaker 8>makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>So, you know, you were kind of talking about the

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<v Speaker 1>kind of things that I do on stream, and I'll

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<v Speaker 1>reiterate I'm not a therapist or a qualified advice giver

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<v Speaker 1>or in anything at all whatsoever, even slightly even kind

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<v Speaker 1>of And so I'm asking, I'm curious to you, like

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<v Speaker 1>what what kinds Like what do they tell you in

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<v Speaker 1>your training to be able to handle like when people

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<v Speaker 1>come to you with with you know, crisises, especially children.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, because when you're on that because I remember a

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<v Speaker 8>couple of streams ago there was a kid on man

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<v Speaker 8>of that. You know, he was an abusive home, right, yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 8>and so and I tried to think, like if I

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<v Speaker 8>was a teacher in that building, you know, because you

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<v Speaker 8>were right, you know, there has to be at least

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<v Speaker 8>one trusted adult that he trusts in that school building somewhere.

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<v Speaker 8>It can be the janitor, it can be the principal,

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<v Speaker 8>the lunch lady, somebody. Because what they call that, they

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<v Speaker 8>call that. I'm sorry, I actually do have a psychology background,

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<v Speaker 8>but they call it a I'm gonna have to get

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<v Speaker 8>back to you in the chat. But yeah, it's mandated reporting.

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<v Speaker 8>Mandated reporting. Does that make sense? Yeah, Mandated reporting is

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<v Speaker 8>something that especially like psychologists or in the social background

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<v Speaker 8>or even teachers that if they heard that the one

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<v Speaker 8>kid from a couple of weeks ago, right, they have

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<v Speaker 8>to report that to administration or or or the police. Right.

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<v Speaker 8>So but I felt bad for him because he the

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<v Speaker 8>system failed him, And I know the system isn't perfect,

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<v Speaker 8>but you know that's that's our jobs.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, and to kind of I guess to reiterate

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<v Speaker 1>to anyone who's who's watching other saying that doesn't know

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<v Speaker 1>what we're talking about. There was a kid who you know,

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<v Speaker 1>was talking about how he was abused by his uh

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<v Speaker 1>fo there and that he like, yeah, by his dad.

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<v Speaker 1>He kind of reported it and went to went to

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<v Speaker 1>through the system and did all the things that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>people tell him to do, and that I wasn't working

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<v Speaker 1>for him. And he kept like, I mean, what what

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<v Speaker 1>do you think someone would should do in situations like

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<v Speaker 1>that when they go to these like systems and institutions

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<v Speaker 1>and they don't get a sort of satisfactory result from them.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, and it's not just child protection either, it's it's

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<v Speaker 8>you know, abuse at home and with COVID, you know,

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<v Speaker 8>the domestic assault rates raised up. I don't know, especially

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<v Speaker 8>here in Minnesota, and I'm pretty sure nationwide, and so

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<v Speaker 8>when you're dealing with that, it's it's such sometimes because

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<v Speaker 8>there's there's holes in the system, but we try to

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<v Speaker 8>fix it, especially for that kid, you know. And so

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<v Speaker 8>and I got a roommate that works and kind of

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<v Speaker 8>in child protection kind of, but we're we're both social

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<v Speaker 8>service workers. So it's a it's a tough deal.

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<v Speaker 1>Well man, you know, thanks for thanks for calling in

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<v Speaker 1>sharing that with us. I hope it I hope it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's cool, it's it's it's it's interesting to

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<v Speaker 1>talk to people who like, have actual experience doing the

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<v Speaker 1>thing that I don't claim to do at all. What's

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<v Speaker 1>so but I guess is in the name of the thing.

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<v Speaker 8>But yet you do a good job at communicating that,

1:25:34.680 --> 1:25:38.599
<v Speaker 8>especially you know, in the discord or the chatter or whatever.

1:25:38.720 --> 1:25:41.040
<v Speaker 8>And you're not actual therapists, and you do a pretty

1:25:41.040 --> 1:25:43.479
<v Speaker 8>good job of saying that. And you know, there's people

1:25:43.520 --> 1:25:46.960
<v Speaker 8>like me that that do the work. And it's not

1:25:47.040 --> 1:25:49.559
<v Speaker 8>easy work when you listen to people, and you know,

1:25:49.560 --> 1:25:51.519
<v Speaker 8>because you hear a lot of bad things all the time,

1:25:51.600 --> 1:25:54.080
<v Speaker 8>and it kind of beat telling you. But you know,

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<v Speaker 8>if I think for everyone, just try to stay healthy,

1:25:56.840 --> 1:25:58.920
<v Speaker 8>and stay safe and listen.

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<v Speaker 1>I can roll man. Well, dude, thank you, thank you

1:26:05.880 --> 1:26:09.040
<v Speaker 1>again for calling in and for sharing that with with

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<v Speaker 1>with us. You know, I appreciate you.

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<v Speaker 3>I know that.

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<v Speaker 12>I said.

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<v Speaker 1>Someone in the chat was like the Gecko man is

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<v Speaker 1>saying to be cautious about what you post online. But

1:26:22.680 --> 1:26:26.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, I feel like there's a difference, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't care if an employer saw this, actually before you go,

1:26:30.560 --> 1:26:33.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm interested with you. For me. If an employer saw

1:26:33.040 --> 1:26:37.040
<v Speaker 1>this and wouldn't want to work with me because of this,

1:26:37.360 --> 1:26:40.559
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't want to work with them. You know, I'm

1:26:40.600 --> 1:26:42.799
<v Speaker 1>pretty confident about the things that I'm putting on the internet.

1:26:42.880 --> 1:26:46.200
<v Speaker 1>I feel bad for kids who when I put stuff

1:26:46.200 --> 1:26:48.439
<v Speaker 1>out on the internet, I'm like, I am okay with

1:26:48.479 --> 1:26:51.000
<v Speaker 1>anyone who would want to employ me seeing this, because

1:26:51.120 --> 1:26:53.080
<v Speaker 1>anyone wouldn't want employ it because of this. I wouldn't want

1:26:53.080 --> 1:26:54.679
<v Speaker 1>to art for anyone. But I feel bad for kids

1:26:54.720 --> 1:26:58.200
<v Speaker 1>who are just putting stuff out and don't even like

1:26:58.240 --> 1:26:58.840
<v Speaker 1>think about that.

1:26:59.680 --> 1:27:02.280
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, if they want to be a teacher someday, or

1:27:02.320 --> 1:27:04.479
<v Speaker 8>if they want to do this or do that, or

1:27:04.840 --> 1:27:08.160
<v Speaker 8>but I mean, just what you do personally is helping you.

1:27:08.160 --> 1:27:10.680
<v Speaker 8>You know because you present a stream, there's skills that

1:27:10.800 --> 1:27:13.360
<v Speaker 8>go into It's not just putting on a green suit

1:27:13.400 --> 1:27:17.439
<v Speaker 8>and green makeup. There's computer setup, camera setup, production setup

1:27:17.479 --> 1:27:20.880
<v Speaker 8>that that skills that your potential employer will see. But

1:27:21.120 --> 1:27:23.479
<v Speaker 8>you know, the content, you know is also funny. But

1:27:25.600 --> 1:27:27.720
<v Speaker 8>you know, and and if I was a supervisor, that'd

1:27:27.760 --> 1:27:31.280
<v Speaker 8>be the first thing I would look at. And so, yeah, kids,

1:27:31.320 --> 1:27:34.080
<v Speaker 8>be careful and I know there's kids on the chat now,

1:27:34.160 --> 1:27:36.639
<v Speaker 8>and be careful what you post.

1:27:38.600 --> 1:27:42.360
<v Speaker 1>I agree, be careful which posts don't you know?

1:27:42.439 --> 1:27:45.839
<v Speaker 8>Don't do the wop, don't do the Yeah.

1:27:45.760 --> 1:27:47.600
<v Speaker 1>That's that's not a skill set. That's not something you

1:27:47.600 --> 1:27:53.120
<v Speaker 1>should you can put on yours. Yeah, well, man, take

1:27:53.160 --> 1:27:55.559
<v Speaker 1>care and thank you for calling in. And as always,

1:27:55.680 --> 1:27:58.200
<v Speaker 1>I love you very much and I hope to talk

1:27:58.200 --> 1:28:00.520
<v Speaker 1>to you soon. Man, thanks for sticking around the stream.

1:28:00.600 --> 1:28:01.360
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I love you.

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<v Speaker 1>Good night, Take care.

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<v Speaker 2>Buff all from Ali.

1:28:17.479 --> 1:28:23.000
<v Speaker 1>Ali? Hello, Hello, Ali Is are you there?

1:28:23.800 --> 1:28:24.320
<v Speaker 10>I'm here?

1:28:25.000 --> 1:28:25.439
<v Speaker 1>Are you there?

1:28:25.479 --> 1:28:25.759
<v Speaker 3>Ali?

1:28:25.840 --> 1:28:26.759
<v Speaker 1>It's me GHEK.

1:28:30.200 --> 1:28:31.160
<v Speaker 10>Did I really get in?

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<v Speaker 8>You?

1:28:32.000 --> 1:28:34.040
<v Speaker 1>Did you did get in? Did you think you weren't

1:28:34.080 --> 1:28:34.639
<v Speaker 1>going to get in?

1:28:35.640 --> 1:28:35.840
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

1:28:35.880 --> 1:28:37.240
<v Speaker 10>I've been calling for a long time.

1:28:37.439 --> 1:28:41.479
<v Speaker 1>Okay, how long? How long has it been?

1:28:41.520 --> 1:28:45.640
<v Speaker 10>Exactly how many tonight just tonight, but like quite a

1:28:46.400 --> 1:28:47.280
<v Speaker 10>lot of times.

1:28:49.280 --> 1:28:51.720
<v Speaker 1>How how long have you been watching this? Is this

1:28:51.760 --> 1:28:55.480
<v Speaker 1>your first time on the stream or watching the stream?

1:28:56.240 --> 1:29:00.559
<v Speaker 10>No, I've been watching like two now.

1:29:03.520 --> 1:29:08.439
<v Speaker 1>And now how does this experience compared to how you

1:29:08.479 --> 1:29:09.840
<v Speaker 1>thought it would be?

1:29:13.600 --> 1:29:16.920
<v Speaker 10>Well, this is so I can't I'm not watching this

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<v Speaker 10>stream right now, obviously because I'm talking.

1:29:19.160 --> 1:29:20.519
<v Speaker 2>To you nice.

1:29:21.439 --> 1:29:24.520
<v Speaker 10>So this is much more personal than I expected.

1:29:26.360 --> 1:29:31.519
<v Speaker 1>That great, That's exactly what I wanted, you know, I

1:29:31.560 --> 1:29:34.320
<v Speaker 1>wanted to feel like because look, I'm just I'm just

1:29:34.320 --> 1:29:39.040
<v Speaker 1>a one small man in his tiny little basement.

1:29:40.200 --> 1:29:41.599
<v Speaker 10>I'm so nervous right now.

1:29:41.960 --> 1:29:42.759
<v Speaker 1>Why are you nervous?

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<v Speaker 10>Aly, I don't know. I wish I could watch the chat.

1:29:47.960 --> 1:29:50.160
<v Speaker 1>No, don't chat. Watching the chat will only make you

1:29:50.200 --> 1:29:53.439
<v Speaker 1>more nervous. I'm not watching the chat right now. I'm trying.

1:29:53.439 --> 1:30:00.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to get better at reading the chat less. Yeah,

1:30:00.560 --> 1:30:03.760
<v Speaker 1>so that I can be more on the phone.

1:30:04.360 --> 1:30:06.960
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, bless you?

1:30:07.960 --> 1:30:10.880
<v Speaker 1>Thank you? Do you normally get ner?

1:30:11.040 --> 1:30:11.120
<v Speaker 6>Do?

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<v Speaker 1>What else in your life makes you nervous?

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<v Speaker 10>Uh? Going to grocery stores? Day to day activities?

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<v Speaker 1>Why does go into the grocery store make you nervous?

1:30:35.200 --> 1:30:38.400
<v Speaker 10>Just seeing strangers, I guess.

1:30:42.800 --> 1:30:44.840
<v Speaker 1>Is it just the grocery store, is it generally being

1:30:44.840 --> 1:30:48.040
<v Speaker 1>out in public? Was it a is it a coronavirus thing?

1:30:48.360 --> 1:30:49.679
<v Speaker 1>Or is where is this before?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

1:30:51.439 --> 1:30:54.759
<v Speaker 10>This was I guess before now it's always been before.

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<v Speaker 10>But yeah, just in general seeing strangers.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have a social anxiety?

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<v Speaker 10>I think so? Yeah?

1:31:15.400 --> 1:31:18.000
<v Speaker 1>Does it make it easier that we're talking on would

1:31:18.040 --> 1:31:22.760
<v Speaker 1>you be more nervous if we were less nervous, if

1:31:22.800 --> 1:31:25.200
<v Speaker 1>we were talking, if we were like in the same room,

1:31:25.320 --> 1:31:26.440
<v Speaker 1>we were like talking.

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<v Speaker 10>To each other, less nervous?

1:31:29.479 --> 1:31:29.839
<v Speaker 1>Really?

1:31:30.720 --> 1:31:33.160
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, I do much better kind of one on one.

1:31:33.280 --> 1:31:38.720
<v Speaker 10>And also, uh, not with the thought that there's a

1:31:38.760 --> 1:31:42.240
<v Speaker 10>whole entire stream listening to me right now. Oh you

1:31:42.280 --> 1:31:43.519
<v Speaker 10>know I should never have called.

1:31:44.160 --> 1:31:47.519
<v Speaker 1>No no, no, no, no, no, no, You're perfect, You're totally fine.

1:31:49.960 --> 1:31:53.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't the fact that people listening. You know, people

1:31:54.040 --> 1:31:58.960
<v Speaker 1>are always listening, you know what I mean people? You know,

1:31:59.040 --> 1:32:01.880
<v Speaker 1>God is listening mhm to us at all times. He's

1:32:01.920 --> 1:32:06.040
<v Speaker 1>watching us. So and look, if you're willing, if you're

1:32:06.040 --> 1:32:08.240
<v Speaker 1>willing to accept the fact that God is always listening

1:32:08.280 --> 1:32:10.400
<v Speaker 1>to everything that you say, Ali, then you know what's

1:32:10.520 --> 1:32:12.040
<v Speaker 1>what's a couple of people on twitch.

1:32:12.439 --> 1:32:14.280
<v Speaker 10>You know, true, true?

1:32:16.240 --> 1:32:18.200
<v Speaker 1>What did you do today?

1:32:18.960 --> 1:32:26.400
<v Speaker 10>I am? I work and then I ate dinner and

1:32:26.640 --> 1:32:28.559
<v Speaker 10>I got on here.

1:32:32.760 --> 1:32:32.800
<v Speaker 6>M.

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<v Speaker 1>If you could change anything about your day to day life,

1:32:41.479 --> 1:32:44.000
<v Speaker 1>would you or are you like chilling with it right now?

1:32:44.880 --> 1:32:44.960
<v Speaker 6>No?

1:32:45.080 --> 1:32:45.800
<v Speaker 10>I would change it.

1:32:47.000 --> 1:32:47.880
<v Speaker 1>What would you change it to?

1:32:52.680 --> 1:32:55.519
<v Speaker 10>I just feel like it's boring. I would definitely change it.

1:33:00.840 --> 1:33:02.719
<v Speaker 10>I don't know. I'd like to make it more exciting

1:33:03.920 --> 1:33:10.719
<v Speaker 10>in my day to day life. I don't know how

1:33:10.760 --> 1:33:11.479
<v Speaker 10>to go about that.

1:33:13.200 --> 1:33:17.599
<v Speaker 1>But what excites you ally?

1:33:19.360 --> 1:33:24.880
<v Speaker 10>That's a good question. That's a hard question because the

1:33:24.960 --> 1:33:27.280
<v Speaker 10>things that excite me, I think also might be really scared,

1:33:28.080 --> 1:33:31.639
<v Speaker 10>Like this, this is exciting, but I'm like, oh yeah,

1:33:31.680 --> 1:33:33.040
<v Speaker 10>but I'm terrified at the same time.

1:33:34.120 --> 1:33:37.040
<v Speaker 1>You know, I had I kind of have that a

1:33:37.080 --> 1:33:41.200
<v Speaker 1>little bit, Like even the other day when I was like,

1:33:41.360 --> 1:33:44.439
<v Speaker 1>I was like a little nervous to have a Britney

1:33:44.439 --> 1:33:48.439
<v Speaker 1>come because I never had a guess yeah, and I was.

1:33:48.520 --> 1:33:51.000
<v Speaker 1>I remember, I was like, I was like thinking to myself,

1:33:51.040 --> 1:33:53.040
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know, I feel kind of lucky

1:33:53.160 --> 1:33:56.439
<v Speaker 1>right now. I've started to do this. Whenever I feel nervous,

1:33:56.439 --> 1:33:59.160
<v Speaker 1>I feel a little lucky because I'm like it's kind

1:33:59.160 --> 1:34:02.639
<v Speaker 1>of cool that I'm getting to do something that makes

1:34:02.680 --> 1:34:06.200
<v Speaker 1>me nervous. Does that? Does that make any sense?

1:34:07.120 --> 1:34:07.320
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

1:34:07.360 --> 1:34:10.880
<v Speaker 10>It does? And really I feel like I have I've

1:34:10.880 --> 1:34:15.840
<v Speaker 10>always done stuff that is detrimental to me ultimately, like

1:34:16.240 --> 1:34:19.519
<v Speaker 10>I hated Like if I hated a subject in school,

1:34:19.520 --> 1:34:21.360
<v Speaker 10>I would go to college and try to major in that,

1:34:22.160 --> 1:34:24.960
<v Speaker 10>or like then go to grad school and try to

1:34:24.960 --> 1:34:28.080
<v Speaker 10>major in why he's in college or something like it.

1:34:31.400 --> 1:34:33.280
<v Speaker 10>I think there's I think there's a term for that.

1:34:33.479 --> 1:34:39.960
<v Speaker 1>It's like a masochistic Yeah, although okay, okay, but but

1:34:40.040 --> 1:34:41.720
<v Speaker 1>you hear me. I think there's a different there's To me,

1:34:41.760 --> 1:34:44.639
<v Speaker 1>there's a huge difference between doing things that you don't

1:34:44.880 --> 1:34:46.559
<v Speaker 1>like and doing.

1:34:46.360 --> 1:34:48.479
<v Speaker 10>Things that trying to challenge yourself or something.

1:34:48.320 --> 1:34:52.559
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and doing things that's scary, you know what I mean? True?

1:34:53.080 --> 1:34:55.200
<v Speaker 10>True, So I hope that's what it is. I hope

1:34:55.200 --> 1:34:57.240
<v Speaker 10>I'm not just a maskiss.

1:34:57.560 --> 1:35:03.920
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, it's kind of fun though. I think if

1:35:03.960 --> 1:35:07.080
<v Speaker 1>it's like to make the habit out of it, that's

1:35:07.120 --> 1:35:09.559
<v Speaker 1>almost kind of what I'm trying to do with the

1:35:09.640 --> 1:35:16.320
<v Speaker 1>stream a little bit. Is intentionally what were you gonna say?

1:35:17.080 --> 1:35:18.640
<v Speaker 10>I was going to ask if you enjoy it, like

1:35:18.760 --> 1:35:23.880
<v Speaker 10>how have you enjoyed it? Have you learned to not

1:35:24.040 --> 1:35:26.720
<v Speaker 10>enjoy it? Or have you like started to like get

1:35:26.760 --> 1:35:27.800
<v Speaker 10>more since you've been doing it?

1:35:27.920 --> 1:35:29.360
<v Speaker 1>Or the stream?

1:35:29.640 --> 1:35:30.240
<v Speaker 10>How has it?

1:35:30.680 --> 1:35:34.519
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the streams it's fun. It's it's like four hours

1:35:34.560 --> 1:35:40.479
<v Speaker 1>where I'm not looking at my phone, you know. Uh No,

1:35:40.560 --> 1:35:42.920
<v Speaker 1>I do like doing it. It's like it's a very

1:35:43.120 --> 1:35:47.240
<v Speaker 1>active activity. It gets me out of my own head

1:35:47.280 --> 1:35:49.800
<v Speaker 1>and like you know, talking to people. There are like

1:35:49.960 --> 1:35:54.120
<v Speaker 1>there are there's a lot of like peripheral things around

1:35:54.160 --> 1:35:57.519
<v Speaker 1>doing it that are stressful. But I'm learning to ignore

1:35:57.600 --> 1:36:02.000
<v Speaker 1>those things and be more in the moment of the

1:36:02.040 --> 1:36:04.920
<v Speaker 1>meat of it, which is like just fucking me talking

1:36:04.960 --> 1:36:08.400
<v Speaker 1>to you right now, instead of thinking about like you know,

1:36:08.680 --> 1:36:11.439
<v Speaker 1>who's watching the stream, how many people are watching the stream?

1:36:11.640 --> 1:36:14.000
<v Speaker 1>Am I getting good? Whatever? I just want to be

1:36:14.080 --> 1:36:18.480
<v Speaker 1>more present in the conversations because that's like the most

1:36:18.760 --> 1:36:23.400
<v Speaker 1>that's you know, that's yeah, that's the activity of it,

1:36:23.439 --> 1:36:25.000
<v Speaker 1>that's the being I think.

1:36:25.160 --> 1:36:28.880
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, yeah, And people can I think people can tell

1:36:29.520 --> 1:36:33.800
<v Speaker 10>when you're into the conversations rather than trying to put

1:36:33.840 --> 1:36:35.920
<v Speaker 10>on a show or something, which is what I think

1:36:35.920 --> 1:36:36.439
<v Speaker 10>people like.

1:36:37.600 --> 1:36:39.880
<v Speaker 1>I enjoy it, but I also enjoy putting on a show.

1:36:39.920 --> 1:36:46.840
<v Speaker 1>I do enjoy. Yeah, that part too, the theatrics of it,

1:36:46.960 --> 1:36:50.360
<v Speaker 1>and like the performance of it. I also enjoy. It's

1:36:50.520 --> 1:36:56.559
<v Speaker 1>the way it's the like peripheral stupid things, anything that's

1:36:56.640 --> 1:36:59.360
<v Speaker 1>not just like. That's why. That's why I'm not even

1:36:59.400 --> 1:37:01.240
<v Speaker 1>reading the chain. That's why I don't like reading the chat.

1:37:01.240 --> 1:37:03.839
<v Speaker 1>That's why I don't even want like it's even annoying because.

1:37:03.640 --> 1:37:05.880
<v Speaker 10>I tell the people to chat.

1:37:07.320 --> 1:37:08.960
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, after the show, I'll read the chat. I'll like

1:37:09.040 --> 1:37:11.320
<v Speaker 1>go through my chat, my chat logs, and I'll see

1:37:11.320 --> 1:37:13.920
<v Speaker 1>what people were saying, which ye.

1:37:15.520 --> 1:37:15.640
<v Speaker 6>Can.

1:37:15.840 --> 1:37:18.400
<v Speaker 10>Can I go back and read what what people are

1:37:18.400 --> 1:37:20.960
<v Speaker 10>saying right now? I probably don't want to, but you can.

1:37:21.080 --> 1:37:24.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why you even want. I mean, I'm

1:37:24.000 --> 1:37:26.040
<v Speaker 1>not gonna tell you not to because I probably will

1:37:26.680 --> 1:37:29.679
<v Speaker 1>at like four am. Well, I'm still fucking I literally,

1:37:29.760 --> 1:37:33.720
<v Speaker 1>I'll look when the stream ends, I'll go and i'll

1:37:33.720 --> 1:37:37.599
<v Speaker 1>look at the I'll still I'll still have the green

1:37:37.680 --> 1:37:39.679
<v Speaker 1>face paint on. I'll keep it on for an hour.

1:37:39.720 --> 1:37:41.360
<v Speaker 1>I'll have not washed it off, I swear.

1:37:41.760 --> 1:37:43.559
<v Speaker 10>So when do you wash it off? Do you wash

1:37:43.600 --> 1:37:47.360
<v Speaker 10>it off? Like an hour later? The next morning. It's

1:37:47.439 --> 1:37:48.880
<v Speaker 10>like a brush on your cheek kind of thing.

1:37:48.960 --> 1:37:55.360
<v Speaker 1>Like you ever, it's like that you ever get in

1:37:55.479 --> 1:37:58.160
<v Speaker 1>the shower, you ever get out of the shower and

1:37:58.240 --> 1:38:01.840
<v Speaker 1>just like lounger, like lounge around naked because you're like

1:38:02.760 --> 1:38:05.360
<v Speaker 1>too busy, so you're just too bored or not you're

1:38:05.360 --> 1:38:07.200
<v Speaker 1>too lazy to addressed. That's kind of what it's like.

1:38:08.320 --> 1:38:09.320
<v Speaker 10>Showers are tiring.

1:38:10.560 --> 1:38:13.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so like I'll it's the exact same phenomenon.

1:38:13.920 --> 1:38:16.400
<v Speaker 10>I think that makes sense.

1:38:18.360 --> 1:38:25.040
<v Speaker 1>O what are what? What get ali? Give me one?

1:38:25.080 --> 1:38:26.439
<v Speaker 1>Give me one thing, Give me one thing that you

1:38:26.479 --> 1:38:29.120
<v Speaker 1>feel like you want to do but that you're nervous

1:38:29.160 --> 1:38:32.960
<v Speaker 1>to do, not that you hate just in general.

1:38:35.400 --> 1:38:46.680
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, probably, like I guess, go well, I mean, I

1:38:46.720 --> 1:38:50.000
<v Speaker 10>don't know. It's the COVID kind of thing has hindered

1:38:50.040 --> 1:38:54.400
<v Speaker 10>a lot of like social stuff. But once once that's better.

1:38:54.560 --> 1:38:59.640
<v Speaker 10>I think going out, I don't know, trying to go

1:38:59.720 --> 1:39:02.439
<v Speaker 10>out and like be more social is something that I

1:39:02.479 --> 1:39:03.680
<v Speaker 10>should probably try and do.

1:39:06.520 --> 1:39:10.719
<v Speaker 1>It's true. Do you do you have friends?

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<v Speaker 10>I have friends? Yep, I have, yeah, a few good friends.

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<v Speaker 10>Trying to make more.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, are you be in college?

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<v Speaker 10>I am not. I'm out of college. I'm a full

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<v Speaker 10>fledged adult, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, I don't know. People say it's hard to make

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<v Speaker 1>friends when you're out of college, but I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>it's all about like communities. I feel like I've said

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<v Speaker 1>this a million times, Blake. I feel like it's like

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<v Speaker 1>finding communities and adding to them or building to them

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<v Speaker 1>or starting your own communities on your interests and all

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<v Speaker 1>that cheesy stuff.

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<v Speaker 10>So yeah, no, I agree with that. I think it's

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<v Speaker 10>like I tried to join a uh dodgeball league last

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<v Speaker 10>year and that worked out a little bit to like

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<v Speaker 10>try to put myself out there. So then I've been

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<v Speaker 10>trying to like do sports kind of things in the community.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm going to be very honest with you, dodgeball

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<v Speaker 1>is not on the top one hundred first guests.

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<v Speaker 10>Was a lot more competitive than you would think. So

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<v Speaker 10>I tried to sign up for it because I thought, oh,

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<v Speaker 10>that's fun, like that's something that I played in elementary

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<v Speaker 10>school and you know, kids were nice. But it was

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<v Speaker 10>actually like very competitive.

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<v Speaker 1>Why did you pick dodgeball? Is the thing? I feel like,

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<v Speaker 1>you can't talk to me.

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<v Speaker 10>I know, well, because my sister told me that it

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<v Speaker 10>wasn't competitive. She was like, because I was trying to say, oh,

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<v Speaker 10>I could try to look up, you know, like soccer

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<v Speaker 10>or I don't know, softball in the community. And she

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<v Speaker 10>was like, no, they were gonna be too competitive. Why

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<v Speaker 10>don't you try like dodgeball or kickball. I thought, oh,

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<v Speaker 10>that sounds good, and then I tried it and these

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<v Speaker 10>teams were like like like I described it as just

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<v Speaker 10>like you know, like those eighties movies where you have

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<v Speaker 10>like a villain tee.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, were you the villain team?

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<v Speaker 10>No, I was playing against the villaine they like they

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<v Speaker 10>had the T shirts with the cutoff leaves, and they

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<v Speaker 10>were tall. They were awful.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you know. If I could give you, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>any parting words, alli is I would join an activity

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<v Speaker 1>that doesn't have any villains in it.

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<v Speaker 10>Thank you. Yeah, thank you. That's very helpful. I agree

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<v Speaker 10>with that for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, maybe like arts, although I guess arts and crafts

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<v Speaker 1>could have villains, look like in the world of pottery.

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<v Speaker 10>I mean, it's only up to me. I probably will

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<v Speaker 10>find out whenever I go.

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<v Speaker 1>I well, Alie, listen, I'm glad you called in. I

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<v Speaker 1>hope that this wasn't too painful for you or I guess,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I hope it was. I hope it was

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<v Speaker 1>incredibly painful for you, because that because you'll because that

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<v Speaker 1>means you'll have done it even though I was painful.

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<v Speaker 10>Right, well, I appreciate you talking to me and I'm

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<v Speaker 10>m yeah, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, I'll talk to you soon. Ali. I love

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<v Speaker 1>you very much and as always, you know, bond it together.

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<v Speaker 10>Probably never con yep of hell.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 10>Bye.

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