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Speaker 1: All right, Hello, this is Lyle, This is the gek.

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Speaker 1: This is the Therapy Gecko, and welcome to the Therapy

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Speaker 1: Gecko podcast. This is a compilation of the best conversations

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Speaker 1: from the Therapy Gecko live stream that I do every

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Speaker 1: four ever. So these are conversations with strangers. These are

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Speaker 1: phone calls with people that I have never met before. Okay.

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Speaker 1: We recorded the first part of this episode on the

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Speaker 1: beach as we told stories of our enemies. The second

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Speaker 1: part from outer space as we discussed times, as we

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Speaker 1: discussed things that activate us. Okay, the third part from

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Speaker 1: the middle of the ocean, as we talked about times

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Speaker 1: we've been lost. All right, enough of me, enough of this.

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Speaker 1: This podcast is sponsored by No One. Enjoy the show.

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Speaker 1: Hail Satan, I love you all.

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Speaker 2: All from Bailey.

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Speaker 1: Bailey Bailey Bailey Bailey Bailey. Are you watching You're not

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Speaker 1: even on your computer? You're like on your TV right now?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I just I just meant it is this is

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Speaker 4: this good?

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Speaker 1: Now? Yes? How are you in? Where are you? Are

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Speaker 1: you in a living room right now?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm just in a living room.

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Speaker 1: Do you have a price? Can you go into perhaps

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Speaker 1: the Do you have a small bathroom? Could you go

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Speaker 1: into the nearest bathroom and sit in the bathtub? And

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Speaker 1: I want I want to you're you're in a public

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Speaker 1: aren't you?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, living room.

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Speaker 1: I want to talk to the most insular version of you.

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Speaker 1: I want to talk to you, uninfluenced by by the outside.

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Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, I can go. Uh I mean yeah, my room.

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Speaker 7: Uh I go on there, I get the basket upstairs?

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Speaker 1: Is it upstairs? Do you have to go?

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Speaker 4: It's all one level. So all right, I'm in the bathroom.

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Speaker 1: You're in the bathroom.

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Speaker 4: My room has a bathroom in it, so you're in.

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Speaker 1: The bathroom of your room. Yeah, that's perfect. That's a

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Speaker 1: combination of our two options. That's the best of my world.

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Speaker 1: What does your bathroom look like? What? What's the what

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Speaker 4: Let's see walls or kind of like a light like

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Speaker 4: not white, but you know, a good little cream color.

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Speaker 1: How dirty is your bathroom?

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Speaker 4: You know it's it's pretty clean, surprisingly, you know. I

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Speaker 4: I mean, you know, I got like some soap toothbust

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Speaker 1: Hello, do you have any enemies Bailey?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, you know I was calling because I got I

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Speaker 4: got one on my mind, my downstairs neighbor. I live

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Speaker 4: and yeah, the downstairs neighbor's uh you know, I mean

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Speaker 4: So it's like, you know, I when I moved here,

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Speaker 4: But yeah, yeah, but you know, the day I plugged

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Speaker 1: Funny because I've been we've all been to old people's houses,

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Speaker 4: You know, I hung a couple of TVs. One in

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Speaker 4: you know, and they'll see me out on the streets

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Speaker 4: and she'd be like, oh, what you doing up there?

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Speaker 4: There's different little things like that. You know, they're probably

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Speaker 1: You know, what's funny is the fact that you started

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Speaker 1: I don't have anyone of the chat remembers is, but

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Speaker 4: You know. I try to be considerate for sure. For sure.

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Speaker 4: You know, I've I've limited the the sub use. I've

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Speaker 1: chotchkes in this old couple's house right now.

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Speaker 4: Well it's muted. I muted the TV. You know, I

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Speaker 4: you know, but I definitely was playing the stream on

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Speaker 4: wondering what the hell is going on? You know, we'll see.

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Speaker 1: Do you have any other enemies? You know?

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Speaker 4: Uh, you know, maybe you know, I think you know,

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Speaker 4: people get enemies, you know, throughout their lifetime, and you know,

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Speaker 4: I think they come and go and it's hard to say,

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Speaker 4: and you know you just kind of like ignore them

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Speaker 4: to see them like day to day. I don't know, like.

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Speaker 3: Stuff like that.

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Speaker 1: Do you consistently have enemies like throughout each phase of

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Speaker 4: How old are you, uh, twenty five? Twenty five? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Did you have enemies in college?

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Speaker 4: Here and there? I mean, you know, you have more

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Speaker 4: nothing like long term. You know. Maybe it's just like

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Speaker 4: You might, you know, make an enemy there, you know,

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Speaker 4: getting a little a little a little humble, you know,

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Speaker 4: a little little fight here and there. But I don't

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Speaker 1: Well, Mike, you know, look, I hope that this I

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Speaker 1: hope that you're able to resolve this issue that you

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Speaker 1: have with this old couple peacefully.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, we'll see you know, yeah hopefully.

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Speaker 4: I can't see I've been respectful, more respectful, I guess it.

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Speaker 1: Give a call in again and give us an update

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Speaker 1: on you know who ends up dead?

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Speaker 3: Of course, of course that's gladly. Thank you all.

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Speaker 1: Right, Bailey. I love you very much. I'll talk to

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Speaker 4: Thank you, gay love you, love you to you.

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Speaker 9: Call from Katie, Call from Katie, Katie, Hello, Oh my gosh.

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Speaker 9: I didn't actually think I was going to get on tonight.

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Speaker 1: I don't think you were going to get on tonight either,

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Speaker 1: and that had Now are we on?

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Speaker 9: Hi, Lyle? How are you tonight?

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Speaker 1: You know I'm doing all right? Thanks for asking. Not

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Speaker 1: a lot of people ask me how I am, but

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Speaker 1: and they don't have to, but you know, it always

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Speaker 1: feels nice when they do. It's okay, Yes, you said,

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Speaker 1: whoa are you?

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Speaker 6: Are you?

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Speaker 9: I've been like trying to call you for like three

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Speaker 9: streams now and also in my phone I would call

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Speaker 9: So I was like really afraid that. I don't know

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Speaker 9: why I thought you like blocked me.

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Speaker 5: You were like this girl's annoying.

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Speaker 1: Mmm, No, I don't think you were annoying. Wait have

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Speaker 1: we talked before? I remember talking to a Katie.

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Speaker 9: It's a different Katie. I was there for that stream, though,

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Speaker 9: But I love a.

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Speaker 3: New kt Yeah.

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Speaker 1: No, I don't. I don't. I haven't blocked people. Are

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Speaker 1: There are people who've called like five hundred times. I

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Speaker 1: don't block them. I'm actively rooting for them. If you've called,

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Speaker 1: if you've called two hundred times, I want you to

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Speaker 1: get in because that means you want to be here.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, I have tried fifty four times.

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Speaker 1: That's persistent. Yes, And I mean let me ask you

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Speaker 1: while while this moment is still fresh within you, Katie,

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Speaker 1: how does how has it compared two? How is how

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Speaker 1: is the anticipation compared to the results to the reality.

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Speaker 9: The results are really great. The anticipation was killing me because.

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Speaker 1: I'll speak too soon on it being great, because it

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Speaker 1: might go bad. We need to we need to plan,

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Speaker 1: not necessarily because of you. You seem great. I might

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Speaker 1: fuck it up.

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Speaker 9: I doubt that they're a therapists unofficially unlicensed.

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Speaker 1: But even what are you gonna say, Katie?

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Speaker 9: I have a story about an enemy that I've been

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Speaker 9: trying to tell all. I'm very excited for the prompt

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Speaker 9: for tonight because I hate this girl. I will give

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Speaker 10: I do.

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Speaker 9: This is from when I was a child around the

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Speaker 9: Was in the first grade. I was in first grade.

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Speaker 1: So she was attempting to to rule the king the

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Speaker 9: Yeah, but it only worked for like a specific age group.

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Speaker 9: The point where she would make me cry during class,

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Speaker 1: So this girl was mean to you in second grade? Yes,

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Speaker 12: Yeah?

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Speaker 12: Well?

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Speaker 9: I was in fifth grade when I left the team

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Speaker 9: No, she was mean to me the entire time. Everyone

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Speaker 9: I broke my arm in fourth grade. I snapped my

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Speaker 9: And it was just stuff like that. And I was like,

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Speaker 1: So you didn't actively you weren't actively happy that this

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Speaker 9: I wasn't actively happy, but I thought it was the fauna.

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Speaker 9: I thought it was very much karma.

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Speaker 9: No, okay, but I felt that I couldn't care, all.

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Speaker 1: Right, because that would be that would just be bad

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Speaker 9: I feel like, yeah, okay, but listen, nothing can be

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Speaker 1: But we're never We're not talking about James. We're talking

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 1: What did you say? Your name was Katie? Katie right?

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Speaker 1: New Katie new Katie? What? What? What are you in

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Speaker 4: Ah?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 9: What?

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Speaker 1: When's the last time you even her? Are you still

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Speaker 6: No?

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Speaker 9: No, I was. I haven't really seen her since she

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Speaker 9: you're into the car accident, like at like uh, I

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Speaker 9: of the way, you can get all your core crosses done.

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Speaker 6: Well.

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Speaker 9: So she did that.

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Speaker 1: Well, I guess at least you feel bad about not

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Speaker 9: It could have been, but I would have I would.

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Speaker 1: Have been more. I had to ask you that, like

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Speaker 1: if you actively because if you I would be disturbed

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Speaker 6: No.

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Speaker 1: Well, I appreciate you sharing that with us, Katie.

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Speaker 9: I'm glad I could. I've been waiting for an opportunity

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Speaker 1: I asked for a story about an enemy, and you

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Speaker 5: I'm really glad delivered.

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Speaker 1: You know what, Katie, if there were a job, you'd

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Speaker 1: have done a good one.

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Speaker 9: Thank you.

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Speaker 1: I'll talk to you soon.

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Speaker 5: Man.

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Speaker 1: I love you very much.

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Speaker 9: I love you too. Happy birthday, Lyle.

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Speaker 1: Thank you very much. Have a good one. Bye bye bye.

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Speaker 2: Call from.

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Speaker 1: What Eddie?

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Speaker 4: Eddie?

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Speaker 1: Tell me something? Tell me nothing.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I can't believe you got on. Man, give me

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Speaker 7: one moment. I'm gonna get to my coffin. I'm gonna

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Speaker 7: get to my coffin.

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Speaker 1: Don't hold on. Do you have a coffin?

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Speaker 8: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: No, do you have a coffin?

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Speaker 10: No?

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Speaker 7: But no, it's coffin like, what do you.

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Speaker 1: Mean it's coughin? Like, send me a picture, don't don't

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Speaker 7: All right, give me one moment.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, we'll wait. I don't want you to stop watching either,

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Speaker 1: DEMI chronicles. Just have it on while you sleep and

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Speaker 1: I'll infiltrate your dreams. Someone just texted me saying, boobs

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Speaker 1: are ass.

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Speaker 2: All right?

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Speaker 7: I'm good? I uh too. You didn't expect to get

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Speaker 7: on my bad. I was completely unprepared, you know what.

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Speaker 1: Look you're as prepared to take the call as I

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Speaker 7: How you're doing, gig?

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Speaker 1: You know I'm doing all right? Thanks for asking. Not

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Speaker 1: I appreciate when they do, not that they're obligated.

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Speaker 7: Well you say that, but I've watched this stream. I've

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Speaker 8: You get.

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Speaker 1: Did you send me the picture?

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Speaker 6: No?

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Speaker 1: All right, we'll wait.

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Speaker 7: You want me to in the picture right now?

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Speaker 8: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Right now?

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Speaker 7: It's just a it's a truck, I mean inside a car.

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Speaker 6: What is it?

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Speaker 7: I'man just inside a truck.

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Speaker 1: You're inside of a truck.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, I just.

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Speaker 7: Wanted to get secluded away from you know, family and

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Speaker 1: Would you say your name was.

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Speaker 8: Hetty?

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Speaker 1: Do you have any enemies, Eddie, Not at the moment.

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Speaker 7: I've had enemies before. I guess.

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Speaker 1: Tell me about a past enemy of yours.

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Speaker 7: Let me think, Uh, you know, I have a good story.

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Speaker 7: This isn't me, but this is a really good Like

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Speaker 7: I think everybody has enemies, you know, like even if

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Speaker 7: this is a story that happened to two of my

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Speaker 8: This is like a.

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Speaker 1: Do you believe that you have enemies right now that

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Speaker 7: Yes, and they might not be aware of me either,

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Speaker 7: If that makes sense.

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Speaker 1: What do you think? Who do you think is more

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Speaker 7: Based on how I walk through that, I would say

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Speaker 7: them because I don't mess with people you know I

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Speaker 7: I don't try to I'll try stuff on people's.

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Speaker 1: Shoes and stuff.

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Speaker 7: I feel like whoever's it's gonna be my enemy is

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Speaker 7: I guess not you know, you know I try to

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Speaker 7: like that, or like my house.

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Speaker 1: Or like you do you consider yourself deadly?

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Speaker 7: No, not by any means, but also like went back

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Speaker 1: How crazy.

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00:26:01,280 --> 00:26:07,800
Speaker 7: I don't mean not like I'm not like a violent dude,

449
00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:11,720
Speaker 7: but there's a part of like I guess we all

450
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,879
Speaker 7: have like a little animalistic side that's like got to

451
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:16,840
Speaker 7: come out if like someone's really trying to hurt you,

452
00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:19,040
Speaker 7: you know what I mean, I think even you.

453
00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:19,680
Speaker 8: Got that gick?

454
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:21,960
Speaker 1: You really think I have that?

455
00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:24,800
Speaker 7: I mean, I mean you're a get to see you

456
00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:26,800
Speaker 7: got some animal qualities already going, you know.

457
00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:31,760
Speaker 1: Have you ever had to use your animalistic side?

458
00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:32,920
Speaker 6: No?

459
00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:36,840
Speaker 7: Not not outside of just like sport like boxing or

460
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:42,800
Speaker 7: something like that. I've never, like I said, I've avoided

461
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:46,480
Speaker 7: conflict like almost professionally.

462
00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:53,480
Speaker 1: I just you're very good at avoiding conflict, you're professionally Yeah.

463
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:55,119
Speaker 7: I'm usually the one mediating conflict.

464
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:01,520
Speaker 1: All right, tell me the thing that I interrupted you.

465
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:05,480
Speaker 7: Oh yeah, So this this kind of goes back to

466
00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:07,359
Speaker 7: my like Flosphy, Like everyone has an enemy, whether you've

467
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:11,320
Speaker 7: met them or not. So two of my dad's friends

468
00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:13,399
Speaker 7: growing up. This is like I'm saying, like late seventies,

469
00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:15,320
Speaker 7: early eighties. I can't remember exactly what you used this would,

470
00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:19,960
Speaker 7: but uh, they're crumbing up a mountain near our town.

471
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:22,200
Speaker 7: They get all the way to the top and they're

472
00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:26,240
Speaker 7: just sitting there smoking a joint. And this dude comes

473
00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:29,040
Speaker 7: out of the woods with a gun and like makes

474
00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:33,800
Speaker 7: them jump off a cliff and like both of them,

475
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:35,480
Speaker 7: I just like shatter their legs and stuff. They like

476
00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:39,760
Speaker 7: neither one of them died, but it's still just like that,

477
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,040
Speaker 7: that's just insane.

478
00:27:44,119 --> 00:27:46,560
Speaker 1: So he threatened to shoot them lest they jump off.

479
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:48,399
Speaker 7: Yeah, yes, it's like I'm gonna shoot you and kill you,

480
00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:49,760
Speaker 7: or you can jump off this cliff.

481
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:54,800
Speaker 1: What what were they doing that for? Just for they

482
00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:57,320
Speaker 1: just did it for no reason.

483
00:27:58,200 --> 00:27:59,560
Speaker 7: I mean, they were up there just hiking, and they

484
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:01,119
Speaker 7: went up there to smoke a joint. This is this

485
00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 7: other dude was just a complete stranger.

486
00:28:06,160 --> 00:28:08,840
Speaker 1: We don't know the motives of the stranger. He wasn't

487
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:10,359
Speaker 1: rotten he forced them to.

488
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:12,080
Speaker 7: No, No, he just wanted to make people jump off

489
00:28:12,080 --> 00:28:13,359
Speaker 7: a cliff and they never found a.

490
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 1: Dude he was at the top of the cliffs.

491
00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:20,440
Speaker 7: That's you hit the high ground.

492
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:24,600
Speaker 1: Man hit the high ground. It's actually a good strategy

493
00:28:24,640 --> 00:28:26,440
Speaker 1: for him to accomplish a terrible goal.

494
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:29,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's so fucked up though.

495
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,280
Speaker 7: That's the kind of shit I'm saying, Like, you know,

496
00:28:34,359 --> 00:28:37,240
Speaker 7: like you in little Woods, I'm just gonna sit here

497
00:28:37,359 --> 00:28:41,040
Speaker 7: enjoy this joint, like you never know, like people people

498
00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:45,880
Speaker 7: are gonna Yeah that sucks. You never know, man, Like

499
00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:49,600
Speaker 7: people are gonna bad. People are gonna find a way

500
00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:56,160
Speaker 7: to introduce themselves into your life. So in a way,

501
00:28:56,760 --> 00:28:58,080
Speaker 7: I mean I do this kind of happened to me,

502
00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:00,440
Speaker 7: not and waives that severe, But it's it's in being

503
00:29:00,520 --> 00:29:02,760
Speaker 7: people around me. Like I'm not gonna say it's gonna

504
00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:05,760
Speaker 7: happen to everyone. But you can't just say like, oh,

505
00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:07,280
Speaker 7: I'm in a safe spot, or like oh I'm in

506
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:13,560
Speaker 7: a good neighborhood, or like it's it really knows no bounds.

507
00:29:16,680 --> 00:29:18,400
Speaker 1: Do you believe that people are generally good?

508
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:27,360
Speaker 7: No, I'm gonna say kind of neutral, some some people

509
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 7: could be bad, like against no matter what, no matter

510
00:29:29,240 --> 00:29:31,800
Speaker 7: how you raise them. Some people can be good coming

511
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:38,360
Speaker 7: from terrible upbringings. I think there's there's some balance of

512
00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:45,280
Speaker 7: control we have and there's some just environmental, like I

513
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:46,480
Speaker 7: guess effects on us.

514
00:29:46,520 --> 00:29:54,600
Speaker 1: You know, did are they? Were they in a wheelchair?

515
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:54,760
Speaker 6: Now?

516
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:55,920
Speaker 1: Do their legs ever recover?

517
00:29:58,080 --> 00:29:58,120
Speaker 6: No?

518
00:29:58,280 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 7: They're not. I don't think you know when I'm like

519
00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:04,240
Speaker 7: a wheelchair, But there definitely got like pains and you know,

520
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,880
Speaker 7: like nerves damage and things like that.

521
00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 1: How high I have a cliff?

522
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:13,000
Speaker 4: Was this? I don't know.

523
00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:13,720
Speaker 7: I'm gonna try to guess.

524
00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:14,120
Speaker 8: I'm trying.

525
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:17,160
Speaker 7: I'm looking at like the trees around me. I mean

526
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:19,800
Speaker 7: it was leave. Yeah, Well I'm in a truck, I'm

527
00:30:19,800 --> 00:30:22,040
Speaker 7: in a car, out in a driveway. I live out

528
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:23,480
Speaker 7: and I live out in like a small town.

529
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:25,240
Speaker 12: Uh.

530
00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 7: It's just it's just nothing but woods around me. But

531
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Speaker 7: I don't know, I'm gonna stay around probably like forty

532
00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:32,640
Speaker 7: fifty feet maybe probably like a four story building. Maybe

533
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,720
Speaker 7: Jesus fucking Christ, maybe not that.

534
00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 1: Would you have ran away? Would you have?

535
00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:41,920
Speaker 7: I don't know, man, I mean I guess, I mean

536
00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:45,080
Speaker 7: they they both, I mean two people were like fuck it,

537
00:30:45,120 --> 00:30:46,880
Speaker 7: I'll just take the jump. I mean I probably would have.

538
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:51,160
Speaker 7: In my mind, I'm like, in my head when I'm

539
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:52,760
Speaker 7: playing the situation in my head, I see me like

540
00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:56,480
Speaker 7: going and trying to disarm the guy, you know, But

541
00:30:56,520 --> 00:30:57,800
Speaker 7: it could have been one of those things where he

542
00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:00,120
Speaker 7: was just like so sneaky and already up on you

543
00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:02,800
Speaker 7: with the gun pointed at you, where it's like you

544
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:04,240
Speaker 7: know what I mean, you couldn't just turn around and

545
00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:05,920
Speaker 7: like Rambo that guy.

546
00:31:08,240 --> 00:31:10,600
Speaker 1: Damn, that's like some psycho. I can't even imagine what

547
00:31:10,640 --> 00:31:11,600
Speaker 1: the motive would be.

548
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:12,360
Speaker 6: You know.

549
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:15,560
Speaker 1: It's not like he robbed them or like you know,

550
00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:18,160
Speaker 1: killed them so we could like have sex with them

551
00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:18,600
Speaker 1: or whatever.

552
00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:21,520
Speaker 7: He's just yeah, and it could just be like he

553
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:24,640
Speaker 7: was just he had yeah yeah. I mean, he could

554
00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:27,520
Speaker 7: have just had some mental issues or like you know,

555
00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:31,960
Speaker 7: actual like psychopath of some sword, where it was just

556
00:31:33,360 --> 00:31:36,640
Speaker 7: he was just like older and bored. You know, I

557
00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:39,600
Speaker 7: don't know, I can't. I can't fathom. There's no logic

558
00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:41,480
Speaker 7: behind it, you know, if you try to like find reason,

559
00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:44,880
Speaker 7: But with stories like that, it's like you're you're you're

560
00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:45,760
Speaker 7: gonna be looking forever.

561
00:31:49,320 --> 00:31:51,080
Speaker 3: Well, but it springs.

562
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 7: I have a question about the get suit or just

563
00:31:57,240 --> 00:32:00,160
Speaker 7: the I guess what, there's something draw you to lizards

564
00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:05,360
Speaker 7: in the general or was it just like, do you

565
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:07,720
Speaker 7: feel a connection to a gecko or a lizard? Or

566
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:11,800
Speaker 7: was it just something kind of random that came together.

567
00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:15,080
Speaker 1: It was something random that kind of came together.

568
00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:18,360
Speaker 7: I'm only asked because we have I don't know the

569
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:22,240
Speaker 7: scientific name, but there's a part in our brain that's

570
00:32:22,280 --> 00:32:26,520
Speaker 7: referred to as the lizard brain. That is basically you're

571
00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:29,080
Speaker 7: fight or flight like You're like, you don't think about

572
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:31,120
Speaker 7: you don't use this part of the brain that actively,

573
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:35,160
Speaker 7: it just works by itself. It's like you know, like

574
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:37,320
Speaker 7: like I was saying, like flight or flight, like your

575
00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:41,040
Speaker 7: immediate instincts. Do you think your flight or flight skills

576
00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:43,280
Speaker 7: have improved since you've got the get suit?

577
00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:48,680
Speaker 1: Maybe in a way because I don't think about what

578
00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:51,280
Speaker 1: I'm doing, I don't think about what I'm saying as

579
00:32:51,360 --> 00:32:53,440
Speaker 1: much as like when I'm just talking, you know, and

580
00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:57,600
Speaker 1: I'm a stream and I don't know, the gek suit

581
00:32:57,720 --> 00:33:02,840
Speaker 1: maybe makes it less personal. Yeah, so that could that

582
00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:03,880
Speaker 1: could be something.

583
00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:07,000
Speaker 8: I could do that.

584
00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 7: Kind of gives you like a yeah, I guess so,

585
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:15,720
Speaker 7: I yeah, So how much of it is Lyle and

586
00:33:15,720 --> 00:33:16,240
Speaker 7: how much.

587
00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:16,840
Speaker 3: Of it is gek.

588
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:20,480
Speaker 1: You know, that's a great question.

589
00:33:20,920 --> 00:33:23,880
Speaker 7: Does it give you like when you put the suit on,

590
00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:29,120
Speaker 7: you know, you're like, okay, well I'm GAK now I

591
00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:32,160
Speaker 7: can kind of like, you know, does that a personality

592
00:33:32,560 --> 00:33:33,680
Speaker 7: kind of come out with it?

593
00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:42,320
Speaker 1: The honest answer to that question is that the GAK

594
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:49,400
Speaker 1: is a hand selected bunch of my personality traits that

595
00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:53,000
Speaker 1: are then exaggerated for the effect of a character.

596
00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:58,840
Speaker 7: I appreciate you being honest with me good of course.

597
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:02,280
Speaker 1: Look, you know, people come in to my show and

598
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:04,080
Speaker 1: they're honest with me, and I'm not going to give

599
00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:05,840
Speaker 1: that back to them. That would be That would be

600
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:06,520
Speaker 1: ludicrous of me.

601
00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:08,160
Speaker 3: It would.

602
00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:15,040
Speaker 1: Would you say your name was Eddie? Listen, Eddie. I

603
00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:21,440
Speaker 1: think that you and I were meant to be together,

604
00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:24,200
Speaker 1: and so I'm very happy that we have crossed paths

605
00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:27,120
Speaker 1: and that I was given the rare opportunity to express

606
00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:31,880
Speaker 1: my love for you before we part ways, possibly forever.

607
00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:38,160
Speaker 7: Well, I hope it's not for forever, but I appreciate

608
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:40,440
Speaker 7: your love get and I'll post some love your way

609
00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:40,799
Speaker 7: as well.

610
00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:44,960
Speaker 1: Take care, Eddie, and have a good rest of the night.

611
00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:46,400
Speaker 8: You two men.

612
00:34:47,640 --> 00:34:54,560
Speaker 1: Bye bye. So everyone came down.

613
00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:55,000
Speaker 3: All right?

614
00:34:55,200 --> 00:35:02,080
Speaker 1: Just hold on, hold on, hold on. Listen to those waves, baby,

615
00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:04,000
Speaker 1: mm hmm.

616
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:18,040
Speaker 13: Listen to those waves, baby, listen to those waves, babe.

617
00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:26,240
Speaker 13: Does everyone relax and listen to the waves, baby? Everyone

618
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:31,520
Speaker 13: just listen to the waves become the waves.

619
00:35:43,440 --> 00:35:51,680
Speaker 5: Call from Granada, Ranada? Oh my god?

620
00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:52,359
Speaker 10: What's up?

621
00:35:53,280 --> 00:35:55,359
Speaker 1: You know? Not a whole lot?

622
00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:56,680
Speaker 11: Really?

623
00:35:57,360 --> 00:35:59,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I'm just here. I'm in space. I

624
00:35:59,160 --> 00:36:01,200
Speaker 1: do this a lot. I do this every Monday, Wednesday, Friday.

625
00:36:01,239 --> 00:36:02,960
Speaker 1: So I'm just I'm kind of used to it by now.

626
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:05,440
Speaker 1: This is kind of what you're doing. What are you

627
00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:05,880
Speaker 1: doing or not?

628
00:36:07,239 --> 00:36:11,320
Speaker 5: Playing in bed, drinking up beer, hanging out? Watching your

629
00:36:11,680 --> 00:36:13,200
Speaker 5: stream for the first time.

630
00:36:14,239 --> 00:36:17,879
Speaker 1: This is the first time. Yeah, how did you find

631
00:36:17,880 --> 00:36:18,720
Speaker 1: out about the stream?

632
00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:23,600
Speaker 5: H My friend is always sending clips like in our

633
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:26,520
Speaker 5: group chat of this and it's really funny.

634
00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:27,880
Speaker 10: So I decided to watch.

635
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:29,480
Speaker 6: How are you?

636
00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:31,319
Speaker 1: How do you know? What's your relationship with your friend?

637
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:33,920
Speaker 1: How do you become friends with them?

638
00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:36,680
Speaker 5: We lived like in the same dorm building as each other.

639
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:41,160
Speaker 1: Are you in college now?

640
00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:41,840
Speaker 10: Not anymore?

641
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:45,200
Speaker 11: I just graduated graduations.

642
00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:47,440
Speaker 1: How how much money do you have in student loan?

643
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:50,760
Speaker 5: Debt fifty six thousand dollars.

644
00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:52,080
Speaker 14: Dude, Jesus Christ, all.

645
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:53,640
Speaker 1: Right, what did you get for What did you get

646
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:55,839
Speaker 1: for six thousand dollars?

647
00:36:56,719 --> 00:37:01,400
Speaker 5: I got a degree in journalism that I'm not using.

648
00:37:06,360 --> 00:37:10,200
Speaker 1: We're not a what what's your dream story?

649
00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:11,920
Speaker 11: My dream story?

650
00:37:12,400 --> 00:37:15,319
Speaker 5: Well, I would love to write for the New York Times.

651
00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:17,399
Speaker 5: I live in New York, so it would be really cool.

652
00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:23,880
Speaker 5: But my dream story would be something like super deep diving,

653
00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:29,279
Speaker 5: like I don't know, maybe like definitely like a celebrity

654
00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:32,000
Speaker 5: related story or something that'd be super cool to be

655
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:47,120
Speaker 5: able to interview with celebrity.

656
00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:43,680
Speaker 9: Like Beyonce.

657
00:37:43,880 --> 00:37:45,239
Speaker 5: Oh, Beyonce would be a good one.

658
00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:50,760
Speaker 1: What would you ask Beyonce? Okay, but think about this, Beyonce.

659
00:37:51,360 --> 00:37:53,759
Speaker 1: I mean, what would you ask Beyonce that no one

660
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:56,799
Speaker 1: has ever asked Beyonce before? What would you do to

661
00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:58,680
Speaker 1: get her to really think, to get her to open

662
00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:00,239
Speaker 1: up to you in a way that she's I've ever

663
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:04,000
Speaker 1: done any other interview? How would you how would what

664
00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:07,880
Speaker 1: would be your plan for that? True?

665
00:38:08,080 --> 00:38:08,520
Speaker 11: I don't know.

666
00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:12,120
Speaker 5: I feel like Beyonce, if I were to ask her

667
00:38:12,160 --> 00:38:14,080
Speaker 5: like the questions I really wanted to ask her, she

668
00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:16,080
Speaker 5: would refuse to have an interview with me, I think,

669
00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:19,120
Speaker 5: because I would want to ask her about like like

670
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:20,840
Speaker 5: the dark, like Hollywood.

671
00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:23,520
Speaker 11: Shit, you know, like.

672
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Speaker 5: Is there like are you in the Illuminati? That's the

673
00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:28,960
Speaker 5: type of stuff I probably want.

674
00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:32,880
Speaker 1: To ask her. Rihanna, let's do real quick, let's do

675
00:38:32,960 --> 00:38:36,800
Speaker 1: two minutes. Pretend that Beyonce and you've scored an you

676
00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:38,680
Speaker 1: with me for the New York Times.

677
00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:44,400
Speaker 5: Okay, all right, so Beyonce.

678
00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:57,960
Speaker 11: Yes, So your album albums in twenty sixteen illuminade.

679
00:38:59,680 --> 00:39:02,840
Speaker 5: What type of mind space for you?

680
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:08,879
Speaker 9: And when you decided to write this album, I was.

681
00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:09,759
Speaker 1: Thinking about.

682
00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:14,839
Speaker 6: You know that even though there's a lot of people

683
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:18,840
Speaker 6: out there who are alone, they should have the power

684
00:39:18,920 --> 00:39:24,759
Speaker 6: and the confidence to be themselves, even even without even

685
00:39:24,800 --> 00:39:26,560
Speaker 6: if they don't have a boyfriend.

686
00:39:30,520 --> 00:39:35,480
Speaker 5: So the rumors are this album it's about dais cheating

687
00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:35,759
Speaker 5: on you?

688
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,359
Speaker 4: Is that true?

689
00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:38,920
Speaker 3: You know?

690
00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:43,520
Speaker 6: Jesi and I I've had a lot of problems in

691
00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:50,640
Speaker 6: the past, and I am glad that he and I

692
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:53,959
Speaker 6: are together now and in love. But even if you want,

693
00:39:55,600 --> 00:39:56,480
Speaker 6: I would be found on.

694
00:39:56,440 --> 00:39:57,120
Speaker 1: My own as well.

695
00:40:00,680 --> 00:40:01,640
Speaker 5: Like Michael Jackson.

696
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:11,360
Speaker 6: Well, me and Michael a good relationship, and I have

697
00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:15,600
Speaker 6: taken a lot of inspiration from him in my music

698
00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:18,080
Speaker 6: as well. And yeah, and I love the way that

699
00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:22,840
Speaker 6: he performed with all of himself put into his performance

700
00:40:23,040 --> 00:40:26,480
Speaker 6: and that and that inspires me and I shake my

701
00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:28,719
Speaker 6: hips doing the single Ladies Dance.

702
00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:34,520
Speaker 5: It's beautiful a lot. A great interview, Beyonce. Can I

703
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:39,200
Speaker 5: ask you to put jay Z on the phone?

704
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:46,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, girl, I can't even get jay Z on the phone.

705
00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:47,839
Speaker 8: Sorry.

706
00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 5: I like that A little bit of impro we did there.

707
00:40:52,520 --> 00:41:11,840
Speaker 14: I was nice.

708
00:41:14,840 --> 00:41:18,440
Speaker 1: Would you say you name was again? We're We're not.

709
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:19,640
Speaker 1: I think you've got a shot.

710
00:41:21,680 --> 00:41:22,160
Speaker 9: Thank you.

711
00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:28,080
Speaker 1: I think I think that. I think this is going

712
00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:31,920
Speaker 1: to work out for you. I'm excited for the future

713
00:41:31,960 --> 00:41:32,680
Speaker 1: that you have ahead of you.

714
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:34,279
Speaker 15: Thank you.

715
00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:37,080
Speaker 1: I love you very much for Nada, and I can't

716
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:41,800
Speaker 1: wait to read your interview with you. I love you

717
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:50,440
Speaker 1: whoever the next, whoever the next what's his face is?

718
00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:56,680
Speaker 1: Uh like Cardi B or something?

719
00:41:57,920 --> 00:41:58,280
Speaker 8: Okay?

720
00:41:58,640 --> 00:41:59,880
Speaker 5: Yeah Cardi?

721
00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:01,359
Speaker 14: Oh that would be fun with you.

722
00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:02,399
Speaker 5: Yeah, thank you so much.

723
00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:04,280
Speaker 1: Good night, Rihanna.

724
00:42:05,360 --> 00:42:08,320
Speaker 5: That could be one, Rihanna.

725
00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:12,640
Speaker 1: Rihanna interviewed by Ranata. Yeah, you're gonna be fine. You're

726
00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:16,560
Speaker 1: gonna be fine, don't worry, all right, Vernata. I love

727
00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:18,040
Speaker 1: you very much. I'll talk to you again soon.

728
00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:23,279
Speaker 8: Bye bye bye.

729
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:31,959
Speaker 1: I'm interested in talking to another caller. Someone get me. Someone,

730
00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:34,920
Speaker 1: get me another caller. Someone get me another caller, right

731
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:40,440
Speaker 1: goddamn now, God damn it. I'm paying good money to

732
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:45,880
Speaker 1: be here, and I better have another caller in my

733
00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:51,359
Speaker 1: I'd better have another caller in my presence very soon,

734
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:53,000
Speaker 1: or I'm gonna I don't even I don't even know

735
00:42:53,040 --> 00:42:55,319
Speaker 1: what the hell I'm gonna do. Honestly, if I don't

736
00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:58,640
Speaker 1: get another caller at the at the end of this sentence,

737
00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:04,160
Speaker 1: I might actually explode into dust. I would just be

738
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:11,440
Speaker 1: so unconsolably pissed if I don't get another caller immediately.

739
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:21,239
Speaker 7: Fabio Flavio, Oh hey, Hello, what's up?

740
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:22,120
Speaker 1: What's up?

741
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:23,799
Speaker 3: Hey man?

742
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:24,759
Speaker 8: How you doing?

743
00:43:25,480 --> 00:43:27,480
Speaker 1: You know what I'm doing? All right? Thank you for asking.

744
00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:29,479
Speaker 1: Not a lot of people ask me how I'm doing,

745
00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:31,560
Speaker 1: but you know, not that they're obligated to, but it

746
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:33,239
Speaker 1: does feel good when they do, so I appreciate that.

747
00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:36,280
Speaker 1: This is crazy.

748
00:43:36,440 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 3: I actually got in.

749
00:43:38,360 --> 00:43:39,880
Speaker 1: Have you have we never spoken before?

750
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:41,160
Speaker 6: No?

751
00:43:41,320 --> 00:43:42,640
Speaker 3: Never, This is my first time.

752
00:43:43,200 --> 00:43:48,120
Speaker 1: How long have you been watching the stream? The stream?

753
00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:54,040
Speaker 3: I'll say, like this is like my third stream. Yeah,

754
00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:57,960
Speaker 3: I mean I do. I love your streams honestly, thank you?

755
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:03,320
Speaker 3: I mean regularly of like what I call you, I

756
00:44:03,840 --> 00:44:05,960
Speaker 3: love every single one, honest thank you.

757
00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:06,200
Speaker 4: Man.

758
00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:08,880
Speaker 1: That that means a lot to what How did you

759
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:10,080
Speaker 1: find out about the street.

760
00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:15,520
Speaker 3: I met you to TikTok? Yeah I saw one of

761
00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:16,359
Speaker 3: your tiktoks?

762
00:44:16,719 --> 00:44:16,919
Speaker 7: Yeah?

763
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:24,279
Speaker 3: Actually yeah? Yeah? Nice? Yeah?

764
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:24,480
Speaker 12: Man?

765
00:44:24,680 --> 00:44:28,359
Speaker 1: You forget what were gonna say? Said you actually something? Oh?

766
00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:31,120
Speaker 3: No, I forgot. I forget about things easily.

767
00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:37,319
Speaker 1: Sorry, I've already forgotten. Do you forget that important? Things? Ever?

768
00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:51,799
Speaker 3: Sometimes? Sometimes how about you? Do you forget?

769
00:44:52,239 --> 00:44:57,399
Speaker 1: Did I forget anything important? I guess I hope not right?

770
00:45:01,120 --> 00:45:04,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean you can.

771
00:45:05,040 --> 00:45:09,120
Speaker 1: I mean if you're stressed, you know, do you do

772
00:45:09,200 --> 00:45:11,080
Speaker 1: you find yourself often stressed?

773
00:45:13,120 --> 00:45:13,960
Speaker 10: Uh?

774
00:45:14,280 --> 00:45:15,040
Speaker 3: As of recently?

775
00:45:15,120 --> 00:45:15,840
Speaker 8: Yeah? Of course?

776
00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:19,600
Speaker 1: What's just stressing you out? The most recently?

777
00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:26,160
Speaker 3: Honestly? Work because you know in the you know how

778
00:45:26,160 --> 00:45:28,759
Speaker 3: we're living in the time of COVID. You don't know

779
00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:30,840
Speaker 3: when you're going to lose your job and stuff.

780
00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:38,120
Speaker 1: So what is your job?

781
00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:47,120
Speaker 3: I'm actually a shipping clerk. This shipping company very boring.

782
00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:54,240
Speaker 1: I think shipping is sustainable and coronavirus people are always

783
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:55,280
Speaker 1: going to be shipping stuff.

784
00:45:57,320 --> 00:46:00,720
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, but I mean I work for this really

785
00:46:00,719 --> 00:46:05,200
Speaker 3: small company and like Covid is now starting to like

786
00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:09,120
Speaker 3: hit us, like, you know, really hard, because we're starting

787
00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:12,640
Speaker 3: to like use a lot of customers because of it.

788
00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:17,040
Speaker 1: What do you ship.

789
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:25,920
Speaker 3: Just everything from just home? Uh? Home appliesness to like,

790
00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 3: I don't know, it's just food whatever you need in

791
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:32,200
Speaker 3: the house, honestly.

792
00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:34,719
Speaker 6: H.

793
00:46:36,239 --> 00:46:36,560
Speaker 4: M hm.

794
00:46:37,920 --> 00:46:40,760
Speaker 1: Fabio Fabio, Fabio, Fabio.

795
00:46:41,600 --> 00:46:45,440
Speaker 3: Flavio with an L like the Italian supermodel.

796
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:50,000
Speaker 1: You ever played Paper Mario in the Thousand Year Door?

797
00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:53,719
Speaker 3: Yes, a very good game.

798
00:46:54,719 --> 00:46:59,840
Speaker 1: Is a great game? Yes, isn't there is their character

799
00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:00,880
Speaker 1: in your name? Flavia?

800
00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:07,720
Speaker 3: Oh, I don't think so. I think I don't remember.

801
00:47:09,719 --> 00:47:14,200
Speaker 3: My name is very weird. Honestly, it's it sucks having

802
00:47:14,239 --> 00:47:14,600
Speaker 3: this name.

803
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:18,319
Speaker 1: Honestly, Why don't you like the name?

804
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:24,040
Speaker 3: I don't know. I mean I I hate it sometimes

805
00:47:24,120 --> 00:47:27,000
Speaker 3: and I love it because it's unique. But at the

806
00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:29,560
Speaker 3: same time, like people don't really know how to say

807
00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:34,799
Speaker 3: my name. I don't know it. I don't know. I

808
00:47:34,800 --> 00:47:35,359
Speaker 3: think it's weird.

809
00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:39,640
Speaker 1: What activates you, Flavia?

810
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:49,239
Speaker 3: Food? I fucking love food. Honestly, you might think this

811
00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:54,200
Speaker 3: is weird, but I love like I good like mao

812
00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:59,479
Speaker 3: sandwich with like ham and cheese and like egg egg

813
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:03,839
Speaker 3: I love I love mayo a lot.

814
00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:06,319
Speaker 8: Mm hm.

815
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,480
Speaker 1: Would you ever just eat a sandwich with like two

816
00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:12,840
Speaker 1: pieces of bread and just mayo in it?

817
00:48:16,080 --> 00:48:16,319
Speaker 12: Yes?

818
00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:25,520
Speaker 3: I know, I know it sounds gross, but like this

819
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:28,640
Speaker 3: one time, I was like, you know what, let me

820
00:48:28,719 --> 00:48:32,640
Speaker 3: just try to like put mayo on a on a

821
00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:37,279
Speaker 3: pancake and it was actually pretty good.

822
00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:42,200
Speaker 1: What inspired you to do that?

823
00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:47,960
Speaker 3: I don't know. Sometimes you just gotta try new things,

824
00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:48,440
Speaker 3: you know.

825
00:48:58,719 --> 00:48:59,520
Speaker 1: What. Was it good?

826
00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:04,120
Speaker 3: It was good? I mean I just only I only

827
00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:07,279
Speaker 3: put it on one pancake. That's it. Then after that,

828
00:49:07,320 --> 00:49:11,239
Speaker 3: I was like, you know what, e it was just

829
00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:14,839
Speaker 3: you know, a one time thing. That's it. I don't

830
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:16,040
Speaker 3: think I'll ever do it again.

831
00:49:17,239 --> 00:49:20,120
Speaker 1: How many pancakes did you have in front of you?

832
00:49:22,239 --> 00:49:23,520
Speaker 3: Like three?

833
00:49:24,360 --> 00:49:29,200
Speaker 1: So you stopped at the first pancake? Yes, you didn't

834
00:49:29,200 --> 00:49:30,640
Speaker 1: push forward to the second and third?

835
00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:32,120
Speaker 6: No?

836
00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:37,040
Speaker 3: No, it was good, but I think it was just like,

837
00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:43,320
Speaker 3: you know, just to try it, that's it. You should

838
00:49:43,320 --> 00:49:44,400
Speaker 3: try it sometimes.

839
00:49:50,239 --> 00:49:51,640
Speaker 1: I might.

840
00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:57,320
Speaker 3: I mean I tried it on that one and h

841
00:49:57,920 --> 00:49:58,680
Speaker 3: on eggoes.

842
00:50:01,000 --> 00:50:02,759
Speaker 1: Try it on a pancake and on eggos.

843
00:50:05,719 --> 00:50:12,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, which was better, say the eggos?

844
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:15,640
Speaker 1: Why?

845
00:50:16,520 --> 00:50:18,840
Speaker 3: I don't know. I guess it's because it was toasted,

846
00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:22,560
Speaker 3: it was crunchy, it felt like a like a cracker.

847
00:50:25,040 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 1: So why didn't you just put mayo on a cracker?

848
00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:38,160
Speaker 3: I don't know, try something different. You know.

849
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:48,520
Speaker 1: Do you feel bad about people judging you for putting

850
00:50:48,520 --> 00:50:49,360
Speaker 1: mayo on a pancake?

851
00:50:51,120 --> 00:50:51,319
Speaker 4: Oh?

852
00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:54,719
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I don't feel bad about people judging me.

853
00:50:54,840 --> 00:51:02,640
Speaker 3: But like all my friends call me Mayo boyriends call you, yeah, man,

854
00:51:02,719 --> 00:51:05,280
Speaker 3: I mean they see it when they see me, They're like, hey,

855
00:51:05,400 --> 00:51:09,160
Speaker 3: there's Flavo Mayo boy. I'm just like, oh, what's up?

856
00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:09,879
Speaker 1: Wait real quick?

857
00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:12,520
Speaker 8: Yep?

858
00:51:12,920 --> 00:51:17,040
Speaker 1: Are you lying to me right now? No, Sash, you

859
00:51:17,600 --> 00:51:18,759
Speaker 1: are you? Are you exaggerating?

860
00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:19,920
Speaker 6: No?

861
00:51:23,760 --> 00:51:24,919
Speaker 1: Your friends call you Mayo boy?

862
00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:26,680
Speaker 6: Yeah?

863
00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:29,839
Speaker 3: I mean not always, but sometimes, you know, my close

864
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:31,000
Speaker 3: friends actually.

865
00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:33,759
Speaker 1: How close of a friend do they have to be

866
00:51:33,800 --> 00:51:36,960
Speaker 1: to call you Mayo boy?

867
00:51:37,080 --> 00:51:38,919
Speaker 3: You have to be like kind of like my brother.

868
00:51:39,440 --> 00:51:39,640
Speaker 4: You know?

869
00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 1: Can I call you Mayo boy?

870
00:51:44,120 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 3: Sure of course you can call me Mayo boy.

871
00:51:47,719 --> 00:51:48,480
Speaker 7: You're the gag.

872
00:51:51,920 --> 00:51:52,279
Speaker 6: All right.

873
00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:55,120
Speaker 1: Now that you've given me the opportunity that I can,

874
00:51:55,920 --> 00:52:00,319
Speaker 1: I want you to know that I won't however, Hm,

875
00:52:01,960 --> 00:52:03,360
Speaker 1: I appreciate.

876
00:52:03,040 --> 00:52:10,280
Speaker 3: That I can, of course, and I appreciate you, man, honestly,

877
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:15,160
Speaker 3: I I appreciate all the screams, you know, I love

878
00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:16,680
Speaker 3: every single one of them.

879
00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:20,840
Speaker 1: So thank you so much for me that you've that

880
00:52:20,920 --> 00:52:23,560
Speaker 1: you found that you found me on TikTok right as

881
00:52:23,600 --> 00:52:26,000
Speaker 1: you know. I'm so, I'm so upset about all the

882
00:52:26,080 --> 00:52:28,000
Speaker 1: different Flavio's I'm not going to get to meet because

883
00:52:28,040 --> 00:52:33,400
Speaker 1: you know, TikTok's going away. But you know what, I'll

884
00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:35,759
Speaker 1: when I'm remembering the journey that I had, when I'm

885
00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:39,400
Speaker 1: remembering the Flavio's I did get to meet, I'll be

886
00:52:39,440 --> 00:52:46,279
Speaker 1: thinking about you, Oh sweet, I love you deeply spiritually.

887
00:52:46,360 --> 00:52:51,040
Speaker 3: I love you man, honestly, You're You're You're You're the best,

888
00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:53,759
Speaker 3: and I will follow you wherever you go.

889
00:52:53,880 --> 00:52:58,640
Speaker 1: Man, that makes you really happy to hear, and it's

890
00:52:59,440 --> 00:53:04,799
Speaker 1: very encourage as I continue down the path of becoming therapy.

891
00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:09,520
Speaker 3: Yes, I'm glad. I'm want to be one of the

892
00:53:10,480 --> 00:53:13,440
Speaker 3: call call myself one of your first followers.

893
00:53:13,520 --> 00:53:19,200
Speaker 1: So take it easy, man, have a good night too.

894
00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:21,560
Speaker 3: Man, I wipe you probably a good night to man

895
00:53:22,040 --> 00:53:24,279
Speaker 3: good night, then I may have.

896
00:53:24,320 --> 00:53:39,279
Speaker 1: By lammeo.

897
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:45,920
Speaker 3: Hello, Hello, lamoo with the bee.

898
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:47,799
Speaker 8: With the B?

899
00:53:47,960 --> 00:53:49,320
Speaker 1: Where is there? I don't even know where the B

900
00:53:49,440 --> 00:53:49,759
Speaker 1: would be?

901
00:53:49,880 --> 00:53:54,759
Speaker 12: Where's it's a b l A m oh h, it's

902
00:53:54,840 --> 00:53:57,160
Speaker 12: librarian b l A.

903
00:53:57,520 --> 00:54:00,840
Speaker 1: M oh h. Blomo blom. Yeah, I don't want to.

904
00:54:00,880 --> 00:54:02,319
Speaker 1: I'm not going to fuck up your name because but

905
00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:04,000
Speaker 1: I mean, I am. I don't wan, I'm not going to.

906
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:06,759
Speaker 10: You got it right?

907
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:11,000
Speaker 1: Which time is? Well? Just now?

908
00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:11,719
Speaker 6: Absolutely?

909
00:54:13,480 --> 00:54:15,160
Speaker 10: Blam blammo.

910
00:54:15,320 --> 00:54:16,000
Speaker 3: Yes like that.

911
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:19,960
Speaker 12: Yeah, So how are you tonight?

912
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:20,680
Speaker 10: Are you thriving?

913
00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:23,840
Speaker 1: You know, I'm all right. I appreciate you asking. Not

914
00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:26,080
Speaker 1: a lot of people ask about me, but I you know,

915
00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:28,759
Speaker 1: not that they're obligated to, but it is nice when

916
00:54:28,760 --> 00:54:29,000
Speaker 1: they do.

917
00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:31,680
Speaker 15: But are you?

918
00:54:33,120 --> 00:54:33,520
Speaker 10: Uh?

919
00:54:33,680 --> 00:54:36,200
Speaker 1: You know, I'm chilling. I'm doing pretty good. I'm feeling

920
00:54:36,239 --> 00:54:36,920
Speaker 1: very relaxed.

921
00:54:38,160 --> 00:54:38,600
Speaker 5: That's good.

922
00:54:38,640 --> 00:54:43,800
Speaker 12: That's good. So I wanted to answer today's topic question.

923
00:54:43,960 --> 00:54:47,640
Speaker 12: What activates me and when I get up in the morning.

924
00:54:47,960 --> 00:54:51,120
Speaker 12: Activate to me is reaching my full potential.

925
00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:52,400
Speaker 14: Like an image?

926
00:54:53,880 --> 00:54:54,880
Speaker 1: What activates you?

927
00:54:57,440 --> 00:55:01,920
Speaker 12: It's reaching my potential. There's a me I have in

928
00:55:01,920 --> 00:55:05,799
Speaker 12: my mind, and I want to do something every day

929
00:55:05,800 --> 00:55:08,160
Speaker 12: that helps me get closer to that ideal me.

930
00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:11,959
Speaker 1: Tell me about this me? That you have in your mind.

931
00:55:14,360 --> 00:55:19,480
Speaker 12: Well, this me is successful not just in her career,

932
00:55:20,280 --> 00:55:26,040
Speaker 12: but in whole social interactions and with her money, with

933
00:55:26,320 --> 00:55:28,799
Speaker 12: pretty much in every area of her life. She's doing

934
00:55:28,840 --> 00:55:33,920
Speaker 12: pretty good. And she's very mentally stable and connected to

935
00:55:33,960 --> 00:55:37,440
Speaker 12: the earth. Yeah, that's my me.

936
00:55:39,000 --> 00:55:40,480
Speaker 1: In what way would you like to be better at

937
00:55:40,520 --> 00:55:42,480
Speaker 1: social interactions? Where do you feel like you're lacking now

938
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:43,640
Speaker 1: that you would like to be better out.

939
00:55:43,560 --> 00:55:50,680
Speaker 12: In the future, Reading, social cues and emotions. Definitely those

940
00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:51,320
Speaker 12: two areas.

941
00:55:51,880 --> 00:55:53,720
Speaker 1: Do you feel like social cues?

942
00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:55,879
Speaker 10: Yes, I am.

943
00:55:56,920 --> 00:56:01,319
Speaker 12: And it's more like it's not that I'm watching from

944
00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:03,920
Speaker 12: ques from just one person. It's like if I was

945
00:56:03,960 --> 00:56:05,719
Speaker 12: in a group of people, I would be watching the

946
00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:09,520
Speaker 12: general mood and not just one people. And because I

947
00:56:09,600 --> 00:56:12,439
Speaker 12: do that, I feel like I miss out on how

948
00:56:12,520 --> 00:56:16,279
Speaker 12: certain individuals feel about certain situations because I'm going with

949
00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:17,600
Speaker 12: what the majority feel like.

950
00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:20,720
Speaker 10: That makes sense.

951
00:56:24,719 --> 00:56:26,919
Speaker 1: So you feel like so this this is applies mainly

952
00:56:27,000 --> 00:56:27,760
Speaker 1: group settings.

953
00:56:28,520 --> 00:56:28,840
Speaker 8: M M.

954
00:56:29,320 --> 00:56:31,000
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you're better in one on ones?

955
00:56:32,120 --> 00:56:35,640
Speaker 12: Yes, one on ones because I can definitely focus more

956
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:41,560
Speaker 12: on that person, their vibe, their movie, Thank you, M.

957
00:56:43,719 --> 00:56:45,800
Speaker 1: Well, I guess you're only you're I was going to

958
00:56:45,840 --> 00:56:47,080
Speaker 1: say you're in luck, but I guess you're out of

959
00:56:47,160 --> 00:56:50,120
Speaker 1: luck because you can't. I mean, I don't know where.

960
00:56:49,920 --> 00:56:52,280
Speaker 3: Do you live in Texas?

961
00:56:53,920 --> 00:56:56,240
Speaker 1: Do they care about coronavirus in Texas?

962
00:56:58,160 --> 00:57:02,200
Speaker 12: Some do, some don't. It's hard with the masks going

963
00:57:02,239 --> 00:57:04,839
Speaker 12: on right now to read social cues. I'm not good

964
00:57:04,880 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 12: at reading eye, so I take most of my cues

965
00:57:07,600 --> 00:57:11,719
Speaker 12: from the eyebrows in the mouth, and since the mouse

966
00:57:11,800 --> 00:57:13,319
Speaker 12: is all covered, I kind of have to go off

967
00:57:13,360 --> 00:57:16,880
Speaker 12: of the eyebrows in the general tone, which can be

968
00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:19,240
Speaker 12: slightly confusing at times.

969
00:57:20,560 --> 00:57:21,920
Speaker 1: What can you tell from the mouse?

970
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:29,360
Speaker 12: Well, I can tell how certain people mean to inflect

971
00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:32,560
Speaker 12: their words with what kind of emotion they need. Like

972
00:57:32,600 --> 00:57:35,200
Speaker 12: a little quirk upwards to me would be oh, maybe

973
00:57:35,240 --> 00:57:39,640
Speaker 12: they're joking, and in combination with their tone, I would say, yeah,

974
00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:43,040
Speaker 12: that was definitely joke. Or if they're founding a little

975
00:57:43,080 --> 00:57:46,600
Speaker 12: bit or just you know, showing too much teeth, it

976
00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:49,480
Speaker 12: would mean like they're really involved, if that makes sense.

977
00:57:52,200 --> 00:57:58,840
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, now, okay, we're talking right now about the fuck.

978
00:58:00,200 --> 00:58:02,680
Speaker 8: Follow Yes.

979
00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:05,520
Speaker 1: That getting ready to bollow.

980
00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:10,600
Speaker 12: No, it's.

981
00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:12,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're talking right now, but we're talking on the

982
00:58:12,640 --> 00:58:15,400
Speaker 1: phone and you can't see me. Well you can, yeah,

983
00:58:15,560 --> 00:58:19,200
Speaker 1: but I can't see you m hm, And you can

984
00:58:19,280 --> 00:58:20,720
Speaker 1: kind of you can only kind of see me, not

985
00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:24,400
Speaker 1: really though. Yeah, So how are you how? What are

986
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:25,440
Speaker 1: you picking up from this?

987
00:58:28,440 --> 00:58:34,280
Speaker 12: I'm picking up from your tone that you're listening. You're interested, genuinely,

988
00:58:36,600 --> 00:58:37,640
Speaker 12: That's what I'm getting from you.

989
00:58:38,840 --> 00:58:41,400
Speaker 1: But also, don't don't include me in your data set

990
00:58:41,400 --> 00:58:42,800
Speaker 1: because I'm not a normal human being.

991
00:58:44,640 --> 00:58:44,760
Speaker 6: Mm.

992
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,800
Speaker 12: I don't think anybody's normal, and I don't think we're human.

993
00:58:49,280 --> 00:58:51,960
Speaker 12: I think we're something else. But that's a different topic.

994
00:58:55,520 --> 00:58:56,400
Speaker 1: Who do you think we are?

995
00:59:00,120 --> 00:59:06,560
Speaker 12: I think, well, whatever we want to be physically, we

996
00:59:06,680 --> 00:59:11,160
Speaker 12: characterize that sold as a human, but mentally, emotionally, spiritually,

997
00:59:11,440 --> 00:59:13,720
Speaker 12: you could be whatever you want to be. You don't

998
00:59:13,840 --> 00:59:18,160
Speaker 12: have to be what people label as human. You can

999
00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:22,400
Speaker 12: have humanity, which definitely would make you, I guess, more human,

1000
00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:28,400
Speaker 12: But you don't have to label yourself as human because

1001
00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:32,880
Speaker 12: when you think about it, humanity is just showing empathy

1002
00:59:33,120 --> 00:59:38,320
Speaker 12: and a lot of animals show empathy too, if that

1003
00:59:38,440 --> 00:59:38,919
Speaker 12: makes sense.

1004
00:59:39,800 --> 00:59:47,520
Speaker 1: Sorry, don't be sorry, Blama, that makes sense. You can

1005
00:59:47,640 --> 00:59:51,120
Speaker 1: kind of be anything. You can be animals. You're not

1006
00:59:51,160 --> 00:59:53,400
Speaker 1: the first person who's you know, come here, with that.

1007
00:59:53,720 --> 00:59:57,760
Speaker 1: You know, not to say not special, but you know that's, uh,

1008
00:59:58,160 --> 01:00:02,280
Speaker 1: it's a popular I think sentiment. That's not Maybe maybe

1009
01:00:02,280 --> 01:00:04,200
Speaker 1: that's not a popular senterm but I actually I totally disagree.

1010
01:00:04,200 --> 01:00:05,480
Speaker 1: I don't think that's pop your sentiment at all, but

1011
01:00:05,520 --> 01:00:09,080
Speaker 1: it's you know, it's it's it's definitely a sentiment shared

1012
01:00:09,080 --> 01:00:10,240
Speaker 1: by others in the world.

1013
01:00:11,080 --> 01:00:13,600
Speaker 12: I don't technically mean like animals. I mean like you

1014
01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:20,440
Speaker 12: can destroy yourself through what traits you choose to behaveen

1015
01:00:21,560 --> 01:00:26,480
Speaker 12: or what traits you choose to have. You know, I

1016
01:00:26,560 --> 01:00:31,480
Speaker 12: was just saying, like humanity having that empathy. It's shared

1017
01:00:31,520 --> 01:00:35,640
Speaker 12: amongst different species, So technically you know what I'm saying.

1018
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:44,000
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1019
01:00:44,360 --> 01:00:47,960
Speaker 12: Also, I had one more question for you. I was

1020
01:00:48,000 --> 01:00:51,600
Speaker 12: wondering if you would be up to answer it.

1021
01:00:51,680 --> 01:00:52,440
Speaker 1: Hit me blamo.

1022
01:00:53,720 --> 01:00:58,320
Speaker 12: Okay, So this is gonna seem kind of silly, But

1023
01:00:59,640 --> 01:01:02,720
Speaker 12: which one do you think is better? Waffles are pancakes

1024
01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:06,520
Speaker 12: because personally I don't like pancakes. I feel like waffles

1025
01:01:06,560 --> 01:01:09,120
Speaker 12: are a better choice. And breafact foods because they have

1026
01:01:09,200 --> 01:01:11,960
Speaker 12: pockets to hold in all the good things. If you're

1027
01:01:12,000 --> 01:01:15,080
Speaker 12: eating pancakes, my guy, like the syrup is slipping down

1028
01:01:15,120 --> 01:01:20,320
Speaker 12: that and then the syrup is everywhere. However, waffles they

1029
01:01:20,320 --> 01:01:23,680
Speaker 12: can hold in the butter, the peanut butter, like the syrup,

1030
01:01:23,720 --> 01:01:27,960
Speaker 12: whatever you decide to put in there, Bob, So, how

1031
01:01:27,960 --> 01:01:29,520
Speaker 12: do you feel about that.

1032
01:01:31,200 --> 01:01:33,960
Speaker 1: Which everyone has the least mayonnaise on it? I think.

1033
01:01:37,480 --> 01:01:38,840
Speaker 12: That's it's a.

1034
01:01:38,840 --> 01:01:44,760
Speaker 10: Good way to Yeah, I guess you ever had a mcgriddle?

1035
01:01:44,880 --> 01:01:45,920
Speaker 1: Have you ever had a mcgriddle?

1036
01:01:46,800 --> 01:01:49,400
Speaker 12: I actually don't.

1037
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:53,680
Speaker 1: Go go Texas, go to go to go to McDonald's.

1038
01:01:53,680 --> 01:01:55,479
Speaker 1: They probably have a McDonald You can. Probably you haven't.

1039
01:01:55,840 --> 01:01:58,919
Speaker 1: You probably live next store to McDonald's. Go down store,

1040
01:01:58,960 --> 01:02:01,000
Speaker 1: go to McDonald's and get get yourself a bacon, egg

1041
01:02:01,000 --> 01:02:03,400
Speaker 1: and cheese mcrittle. They're delicious. They're pancakes and they have

1042
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:06,400
Speaker 1: the syrup infused into the pancake. Blamo.

1043
01:02:06,640 --> 01:02:10,240
Speaker 12: That sounds disgusting personally. I don't like syrup.

1044
01:02:11,440 --> 01:02:11,760
Speaker 2: I don't.

1045
01:02:11,960 --> 01:02:13,600
Speaker 1: But you just said that you like waffles because they

1046
01:02:13,600 --> 01:02:14,680
Speaker 1: can hold all the stuff.

1047
01:02:15,600 --> 01:02:18,600
Speaker 12: Yes, but I eat my waffles with peanut butter, or

1048
01:02:18,640 --> 01:02:19,840
Speaker 12: with butter or jam.

1049
01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:20,920
Speaker 10: I don't eat it with syrup.

1050
01:02:25,880 --> 01:02:29,240
Speaker 1: Peanut butter is too thick and dense to be actively

1051
01:02:29,320 --> 01:02:33,440
Speaker 1: evenly spread out amongst waffle holes. Well, unlike syrup.

1052
01:02:34,720 --> 01:02:37,520
Speaker 12: Okay, if you heat up the waffles and they're honeyenoughs

1053
01:02:37,560 --> 01:02:39,840
Speaker 12: the peanut butter will melt as it comes into contact

1054
01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:42,320
Speaker 12: with it, and then you can spread it in their knife.

1055
01:02:45,120 --> 01:02:46,720
Speaker 10: You should give it a try. That's really pretty good.

1056
01:02:53,720 --> 01:02:55,280
Speaker 1: You know, maybe I will. I mean I probably won't,

1057
01:02:55,320 --> 01:03:01,439
Speaker 1: but yeah, what do you read? Okay, before we leave?

1058
01:03:01,560 --> 01:03:04,200
Speaker 1: What are you reading from you right now? So socially.

1059
01:03:05,440 --> 01:03:09,520
Speaker 10: So Sally, I'm reading.

1060
01:03:10,880 --> 01:03:18,560
Speaker 12: Open mindedness, genuine interests again but also very I don't

1061
01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:22,720
Speaker 12: know how to put it into words, but like not

1062
01:03:22,800 --> 01:03:25,760
Speaker 12: agreed to disagree, a very very chain version of agreed

1063
01:03:25,800 --> 01:03:30,000
Speaker 12: to disagree. But I'm still reading that, like, you respect

1064
01:03:30,040 --> 01:03:33,480
Speaker 12: my decisions and certain things like putting peanut butter on muffels,

1065
01:03:33,520 --> 01:03:36,560
Speaker 12: and you even considered maybe trying it yourself, even though

1066
01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:38,880
Speaker 12: you know you were like I might not. So I'm

1067
01:03:38,880 --> 01:03:40,600
Speaker 12: reading that like consideration.

1068
01:03:40,880 --> 01:03:42,080
Speaker 10: There we go, consideration.

1069
01:03:43,280 --> 01:03:48,440
Speaker 1: Wellmo, look, I think one day you'll achieve, you'll become,

1070
01:03:49,080 --> 01:03:54,320
Speaker 1: you'll become the idealized Blamo. But till then, you know,

1071
01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:57,959
Speaker 1: I think I think current Blos is pretty dang good.

1072
01:03:58,360 --> 01:04:00,280
Speaker 8: You know, thank you.

1073
01:04:00,520 --> 01:04:02,160
Speaker 12: I think you're pretty snaddy yourself.

1074
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:05,560
Speaker 1: Thank you and you know what that works out because

1075
01:04:05,880 --> 01:04:07,960
Speaker 1: I am madly in love with you. I want you

1076
01:04:08,000 --> 01:04:12,240
Speaker 1: to know, and they do believe that our union is

1077
01:04:12,280 --> 01:04:14,120
Speaker 1: on its way.

1078
01:04:14,800 --> 01:04:15,080
Speaker 10: Bye.

1079
01:04:16,800 --> 01:04:19,000
Speaker 12: All right, I'm gonna let you go. You have a

1080
01:04:19,040 --> 01:04:20,720
Speaker 12: wonderful day and keep up the good lives.

1081
01:04:20,800 --> 01:04:21,000
Speaker 6: Brouh.

1082
01:04:21,760 --> 01:04:24,320
Speaker 1: Thank you, Blama, talk to you soon, all right?

1083
01:04:24,400 --> 01:04:30,760
Speaker 10: Bye?

1084
01:04:34,120 --> 01:04:34,560
Speaker 1: Chloe.

1085
01:04:35,520 --> 01:04:37,640
Speaker 4: Hi, how are you?

1086
01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:38,160
Speaker 1: Chloe?

1087
01:04:38,880 --> 01:04:39,840
Speaker 10: I'm doing very well?

1088
01:04:39,840 --> 01:04:40,640
Speaker 15: All about yourself?

1089
01:04:41,680 --> 01:04:44,800
Speaker 1: You know, I'm all right? Thank you for asking. Not

1090
01:04:44,840 --> 01:04:46,480
Speaker 1: a lot of people ask me how I am. But

1091
01:04:47,760 --> 01:04:52,760
Speaker 1: and they're not obligated to Chloe. You know it's best

1092
01:04:52,760 --> 01:04:56,760
Speaker 1: when they do. Do you feel like you have a

1093
01:04:56,800 --> 01:05:00,760
Speaker 1: lot of obligations in life?

1094
01:05:01,280 --> 01:05:04,040
Speaker 15: Oh, I wouldn't say.

1095
01:05:04,240 --> 01:05:04,680
Speaker 9: I don't know.

1096
01:05:05,120 --> 01:05:10,520
Speaker 15: I guess it depends on what you mean. Like I mean,

1097
01:05:10,560 --> 01:05:12,440
Speaker 15: I guess I do. I have to be like a

1098
01:05:12,480 --> 01:05:13,440
Speaker 15: responsible adult?

1099
01:05:13,600 --> 01:05:17,240
Speaker 1: So sure? What what? How would you define your obligations as

1100
01:05:17,240 --> 01:05:18,200
Speaker 1: a responsible adult?

1101
01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:20,320
Speaker 7: Uh?

1102
01:05:20,360 --> 01:05:24,560
Speaker 15: Well, right now they're very low because I'm unemployed due

1103
01:05:24,560 --> 01:05:27,600
Speaker 15: to COVID, so I kind of don't have to be.

1104
01:05:27,560 --> 01:05:30,040
Speaker 10: As responsible as I used to.

1105
01:05:30,440 --> 01:05:35,600
Speaker 15: But uh, I guess like loosely being a responsible adult

1106
01:05:35,680 --> 01:05:38,520
Speaker 15: is probably like kind of having your shit together and

1107
01:05:38,560 --> 01:05:45,560
Speaker 15: maybe having like a steady life, a steady job and income, hold.

1108
01:05:45,320 --> 01:05:47,560
Speaker 1: On someone in the chest. I asked you, oh, Keith said,

1109
01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:50,400
Speaker 1: I asked you, but you didn't say shit about what?

1110
01:05:50,400 --> 01:05:50,480
Speaker 8: What?

1111
01:05:51,720 --> 01:05:54,680
Speaker 1: Sorry? Anyway, I see That's that's why I can't damn it, Chloe.

1112
01:05:54,680 --> 01:05:56,960
Speaker 1: I you know, I spent the whole I spent all

1113
01:05:57,000 --> 01:05:59,440
Speaker 1: of that last call, Chloe. I spent all of that

1114
01:05:59,560 --> 01:06:01,600
Speaker 1: last call talk about how I'm not going to read

1115
01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:03,520
Speaker 1: the chat when I'm talking to people. It's like, I

1116
01:06:03,600 --> 01:06:05,920
Speaker 1: mean more in the more present with people. And you

1117
01:06:05,960 --> 01:06:07,680
Speaker 1: know why, I get to Chloy, I read the fucking

1118
01:06:07,960 --> 01:06:12,760
Speaker 1: goddamn chat instead is talking to you, and I'm a hypocrite.

1119
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Speaker 1: I'm going to hell.

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01:06:14,720 --> 01:06:16,160
Speaker 15: Okay, it's okay me too.

1121
01:06:17,320 --> 01:06:19,480
Speaker 1: Why are you going to hell? Chloy? What did you do?

1122
01:06:19,840 --> 01:06:21,640
Speaker 1: What did you What were your sins in this in

1123
01:06:21,720 --> 01:06:22,480
Speaker 1: this current life?

1124
01:06:23,440 --> 01:06:25,800
Speaker 15: Well, if it's like as little as just looking at

1125
01:06:25,800 --> 01:06:28,240
Speaker 15: the chat, I probably like went to hell a long

1126
01:06:28,320 --> 01:06:32,720
Speaker 15: time ago. If that's like, if it's up to your standards, yeah,

1127
01:06:32,840 --> 01:06:33,560
Speaker 15: I'm going to hell.

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01:06:35,080 --> 01:06:39,560
Speaker 1: What would your standards be for for sin?

1129
01:06:39,920 --> 01:06:44,000
Speaker 15: Oh? Yeah, I don't know if I'm right, Cherson as that.

1130
01:06:46,720 --> 01:06:49,200
Speaker 1: You're the only person to answer that question as to

1131
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:52,040
Speaker 1: your own personal standards for what sends someone to hell.

1132
01:06:52,840 --> 01:07:01,000
Speaker 15: I mean, say, I don't know. I don't if you,

1133
01:07:01,200 --> 01:07:04,280
Speaker 15: I don't know, I don't know how to answer that.

1134
01:07:04,760 --> 01:07:07,240
Speaker 15: I guess I don't have any standard to judge people

1135
01:07:07,320 --> 01:07:10,400
Speaker 15: on if they're going to hell. But I guess I

1136
01:07:10,440 --> 01:07:13,640
Speaker 15: feel like I'm going to hell though, Okay, I judge myself.

1137
01:07:20,320 --> 01:07:20,840
Speaker 9: I don't know.

1138
01:07:21,040 --> 01:07:24,720
Speaker 15: There's a lot of reasons, I guess give me one

1139
01:07:24,760 --> 01:07:26,720
Speaker 15: of them. I'm a heathen.

1140
01:07:27,680 --> 01:07:28,600
Speaker 1: You're a heathen.

1141
01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:31,040
Speaker 15: Yeah, I'm just a general heathen.

1142
01:07:34,240 --> 01:07:35,720
Speaker 1: What's the worst thing you've ever done?

1143
01:07:36,520 --> 01:07:47,560
Speaker 15: The worst thing I've ever done? I I don't actually

1144
01:07:47,560 --> 01:07:49,760
Speaker 15: thought of a story of something that somebody else has

1145
01:07:49,800 --> 01:07:52,240
Speaker 15: done that I make fun of them for that I

1146
01:07:52,240 --> 01:07:57,080
Speaker 15: think is pretty bad. Can I tell that story?

1147
01:07:57,160 --> 01:07:59,800
Speaker 1: You can only tell it if afterwards you promised to

1148
01:07:59,800 --> 01:08:01,600
Speaker 1: tell tell me something bad that you have It doesn't

1149
01:08:01,640 --> 01:08:03,440
Speaker 1: do the worst thing, but you promise. You have to

1150
01:08:03,480 --> 01:08:04,960
Speaker 1: promise that you will tell me something bad that you

1151
01:08:05,040 --> 01:08:05,600
Speaker 1: have done.

1152
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:07,360
Speaker 12: Okay.

1153
01:08:07,680 --> 01:08:12,040
Speaker 15: Uh, There's somebody I know used to live in Portland

1154
01:08:12,760 --> 01:08:18,960
Speaker 15: and they were out drinking late and apparently they were

1155
01:08:18,960 --> 01:08:22,360
Speaker 15: walking down the street or something, and they decided to

1156
01:08:22,400 --> 01:08:27,639
Speaker 15: take a piss somewhere and they after like coming out,

1157
01:08:27,720 --> 01:08:30,240
Speaker 15: coming to maybe out of their blackout. While they're peeing,

1158
01:08:30,920 --> 01:08:33,280
Speaker 15: they realized that they were peeing on a sleeping bumb

1159
01:08:34,600 --> 01:08:39,120
Speaker 15: So sometimes sometimes I think about that and I'm like, well,

1160
01:08:39,280 --> 01:08:40,840
Speaker 15: that person might be going to help.

1161
01:08:42,560 --> 01:08:47,320
Speaker 1: Yes, her and James you can hang out together.

1162
01:08:48,640 --> 01:08:51,880
Speaker 15: Do they like peeing on them?

1163
01:08:52,000 --> 01:08:55,719
Speaker 1: They like doing something? That's why that's why she accident

1164
01:08:56,280 --> 01:08:57,120
Speaker 1: on a homeless person.

1165
01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:00,439
Speaker 15: Yeah, I mean it was an accident, but what would

1166
01:09:00,600 --> 01:09:01,040
Speaker 15: she last?

1167
01:09:01,400 --> 01:09:03,679
Speaker 1: What did she do next? What was her reaction?

1168
01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:07,760
Speaker 15: Oh, it was a heat heat and then the bomb

1169
01:09:07,880 --> 01:09:15,120
Speaker 15: was I think he just walked away shamefully. I don't

1170
01:09:15,120 --> 01:09:17,000
Speaker 15: really know. I don't think there was a confrontation. I

1171
01:09:17,040 --> 01:09:18,840
Speaker 15: just think he realized it was a sleeping bomb and

1172
01:09:18,920 --> 01:09:22,040
Speaker 15: then he's like he didn't Hey, I'm just going to do.

1173
01:09:22,160 --> 01:09:26,080
Speaker 1: This say sorry. That's a weird situation, like, right, because

1174
01:09:26,120 --> 01:09:30,479
Speaker 1: do you wake them up? Yeah? Do you wake them

1175
01:09:30,560 --> 01:09:33,880
Speaker 1: up to say hey, I'm sorry for peeing on you?

1176
01:09:34,640 --> 01:09:36,040
Speaker 1: Or do you leave?

1177
01:09:39,080 --> 01:09:43,200
Speaker 15: Maybe that's like a moral dilemma because if you were, like,

1178
01:09:43,800 --> 01:09:46,040
Speaker 15: I don't know, if you're very sorry, maybe, Like I

1179
01:09:46,040 --> 01:09:47,400
Speaker 15: feel like I know people who.

1180
01:09:47,240 --> 01:09:49,880
Speaker 3: Probably would do that, But he did not, so.

1181
01:09:51,000 --> 01:09:53,040
Speaker 15: He decided it was best to just move on from

1182
01:09:53,080 --> 01:09:53,679
Speaker 15: the situation.

1183
01:09:55,280 --> 01:09:57,479
Speaker 1: How okay, how much did he p on them? Like,

1184
01:09:57,640 --> 01:10:00,400
Speaker 1: was it a full stream or did he start and

1185
01:10:00,439 --> 01:10:01,719
Speaker 1: the gulf fuck? And then.

1186
01:10:03,680 --> 01:10:07,040
Speaker 15: I believe from the story I remember, I think it

1187
01:10:07,200 --> 01:10:11,960
Speaker 15: was basically full pye. And then I don't think he

1188
01:10:12,080 --> 01:10:14,400
Speaker 15: decided to finish like I think at that.

1189
01:10:14,400 --> 01:10:15,320
Speaker 10: Point it was too late.

1190
01:10:15,320 --> 01:10:17,320
Speaker 15: But I just walked away from it. I don't think

1191
01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:18,120
Speaker 15: it was full pya.

1192
01:10:20,120 --> 01:10:24,400
Speaker 1: All right, what's the world give me? Give me Chloe? Okay, Chloe,

1193
01:10:24,520 --> 01:10:25,080
Speaker 1: level with me.

1194
01:10:25,040 --> 01:10:26,639
Speaker 8: Here, Chloe, all right?

1195
01:10:29,840 --> 01:10:34,000
Speaker 15: Uh, the worst thing I've done, I'll think, I mean,

1196
01:10:34,120 --> 01:10:36,320
Speaker 15: the one thing that comes to mind is thinking about

1197
01:10:36,479 --> 01:10:43,880
Speaker 15: how I've stolen from stores before. Uh, I've done some

1198
01:10:43,960 --> 01:10:46,439
Speaker 15: petty theft, but that's about it. I mean, I don't know,

1199
01:10:46,520 --> 01:10:48,679
Speaker 15: I haven't like murdered anybody or anything yet.

1200
01:10:48,800 --> 01:10:51,840
Speaker 1: So what have you stolen? Did you say yet?

1201
01:10:52,840 --> 01:10:54,960
Speaker 10: I mean, you never know who knows?

1202
01:10:55,960 --> 01:10:56,880
Speaker 1: Who would you murder?

1203
01:10:58,520 --> 01:11:00,280
Speaker 10: Oh?

1204
01:11:01,680 --> 01:11:05,639
Speaker 15: Is it illegal to I mean, is it illegal to say?

1205
01:11:08,920 --> 01:11:11,200
Speaker 15: You remember that whitest kids? You know skip where He's like,

1206
01:11:11,280 --> 01:11:13,599
Speaker 15: it's illegal to say you want to kill the president

1207
01:11:13,640 --> 01:11:15,160
Speaker 15: of the United States of America?

1208
01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:18,080
Speaker 1: Is that who you want to kill.

1209
01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:21,160
Speaker 15: I mean it's illegal to say it.

1210
01:11:30,520 --> 01:11:31,639
Speaker 1: Okay, what did you stolen?

1211
01:11:32,800 --> 01:11:36,040
Speaker 15: I've just stolen, like just like shirts or something like

1212
01:11:36,160 --> 01:11:51,240
Speaker 15: little things like clothes. That's probably the worst thing I've done.

1213
01:11:52,760 --> 01:11:59,519
Speaker 1: Well, Chloe, Yes, how did how did? How was this

1214
01:11:59,560 --> 01:11:59,800
Speaker 1: for you?

1215
01:11:59,920 --> 01:12:00,240
Speaker 8: Was this?

1216
01:12:00,320 --> 01:12:02,120
Speaker 1: Did this work for you? This conversation?

1217
01:12:03,560 --> 01:12:04,400
Speaker 10: Yeah, it works for me.

1218
01:12:06,960 --> 01:12:09,240
Speaker 15: I'm actually surprised we even got through. So I was

1219
01:12:09,280 --> 01:12:13,920
Speaker 15: just kind of ripping. So I appreciate this conversation genuinely.

1220
01:12:14,960 --> 01:12:24,640
Speaker 1: Absolutely, Yeah, Chloe, I appreciate you. I love you. I

1221
01:12:24,760 --> 01:12:27,000
Speaker 1: I you know, hope one day you and I can

1222
01:12:27,080 --> 01:12:29,479
Speaker 1: get married and have children and I will talk to

1223
01:12:29,520 --> 01:12:30,120
Speaker 1: you again soon.

1224
01:12:30,920 --> 01:12:34,639
Speaker 15: All right, I love you, and God bless God.

1225
01:12:34,479 --> 01:12:36,280
Speaker 1: Bless take care of it.

1226
01:12:44,960 --> 01:12:46,920
Speaker 2: From buff.

1227
01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:49,519
Speaker 1: Buff.

1228
01:12:51,360 --> 01:12:57,479
Speaker 3: Hey kick, what are you doing right now?

1229
01:12:57,520 --> 01:12:57,840
Speaker 1: Buff?

1230
01:12:59,600 --> 01:13:04,120
Speaker 8: Uh h? Laying down in my room?

1231
01:13:04,160 --> 01:13:04,920
Speaker 1: What do you look like?

1232
01:13:07,040 --> 01:13:08,000
Speaker 8: What do I look like?

1233
01:13:08,120 --> 01:13:08,360
Speaker 9: Well?

1234
01:13:09,160 --> 01:13:14,320
Speaker 8: Mh, I'm a I'm a big guy about six one

1235
01:13:14,439 --> 01:13:31,000
Speaker 8: six two, you know, uh, brown skin, long black hair. Hoot.

1236
01:13:31,080 --> 01:13:31,599
Speaker 1: You were.

1237
01:13:33,720 --> 01:13:39,720
Speaker 8: A big guy, okay, yeah, so around clocking around the

1238
01:13:39,760 --> 01:13:46,960
Speaker 8: three bills. Used to play football? Okay, yeah?

1239
01:13:47,880 --> 01:13:48,800
Speaker 1: Were you were you good?

1240
01:13:50,800 --> 01:13:51,160
Speaker 3: I was?

1241
01:13:51,240 --> 01:13:55,720
Speaker 8: I was Okay, I played uh played little Division three

1242
01:13:55,800 --> 01:14:01,200
Speaker 8: ball back in the day older now, but uh, yeah,

1243
01:14:01,240 --> 01:14:04,400
Speaker 8: that was. I graduated back in two thousand and eight.

1244
01:14:04,520 --> 01:14:07,439
Speaker 8: But I was okay, I wasn't great or nothing, but

1245
01:14:09,080 --> 01:14:10,360
Speaker 8: no NFL talent here.

1246
01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:14,080
Speaker 1: Do you still play football casual?

1247
01:14:16,080 --> 01:14:22,360
Speaker 8: I don't, you know, physical sport like that kind of

1248
01:14:22,920 --> 01:14:27,880
Speaker 8: kind of wearing out my joints now and yeah, and

1249
01:14:27,920 --> 01:14:30,439
Speaker 8: I'm thirty five now, so it was it was some

1250
01:14:30,600 --> 01:14:31,040
Speaker 8: years ago.

1251
01:14:32,479 --> 01:14:39,080
Speaker 1: Do you do anything currently in your life about which

1252
01:14:39,600 --> 01:14:44,720
Speaker 1: which makes to which your physical size benefits you in

1253
01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:45,160
Speaker 1: doing it?

1254
01:14:50,479 --> 01:14:50,679
Speaker 3: Well?

1255
01:14:50,720 --> 01:14:53,639
Speaker 8: I I work with youth and families at the moment,

1256
01:14:53,720 --> 01:14:57,160
Speaker 8: but you know, I tend to get to know respect

1257
01:14:57,200 --> 01:15:00,440
Speaker 8: of kids a little bit more easier than other twoatures

1258
01:15:00,479 --> 01:15:02,880
Speaker 8: and all that stuff, and they kind of look up

1259
01:15:02,920 --> 01:15:06,400
Speaker 8: to me for that and all that stuff. But I

1260
01:15:06,439 --> 01:15:09,880
Speaker 8: think when you're working with youth, it's, you know, it's

1261
01:15:09,960 --> 01:15:12,200
Speaker 8: it's all about listening and kind of like what you

1262
01:15:12,240 --> 01:15:16,559
Speaker 8: do and the streams I've been watching, listening is a

1263
01:15:16,680 --> 01:15:17,599
Speaker 8: very useful tool.

1264
01:15:18,920 --> 01:15:26,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, what what do what do? What are these kids?

1265
01:15:28,479 --> 01:15:28,559
Speaker 8: Do?

1266
01:15:28,600 --> 01:15:31,200
Speaker 1: You do you feel like they are not adequately listened

1267
01:15:31,320 --> 01:15:34,480
Speaker 1: to regularly?

1268
01:15:36,160 --> 01:15:39,800
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's it's a whole different generation. Like you know,

1269
01:15:39,880 --> 01:15:44,920
Speaker 8: we've been talking about generations tonight. And you know when

1270
01:15:44,960 --> 01:15:48,200
Speaker 8: you when you're a teacher or a youth worker, you

1271
01:15:48,280 --> 01:15:53,200
Speaker 8: have to be flexible in understanding today's kids what technology

1272
01:15:53,439 --> 01:15:57,920
Speaker 8: and playing on their iPads and cell phones and such.

1273
01:15:58,479 --> 01:16:01,920
Speaker 8: You know that, you know they're tiktoks. You know, you

1274
01:16:02,000 --> 01:16:04,360
Speaker 8: have to be pleasful on that.

1275
01:16:08,520 --> 01:16:10,920
Speaker 1: It can get a little you know, it can get

1276
01:16:10,920 --> 01:16:12,559
Speaker 1: a little scary.

1277
01:16:13,360 --> 01:16:21,120
Speaker 8: Yeah, especially yeah, yeah, and I you know, listening to

1278
01:16:21,160 --> 01:16:24,439
Speaker 8: you in your streams and really hearing how you're careful

1279
01:16:24,479 --> 01:16:26,559
Speaker 8: of TikTok as well, and I and I do that

1280
01:16:26,600 --> 01:16:30,040
Speaker 8: as well. And I'm on TikTok too. You know, you

1281
01:16:30,120 --> 01:16:32,120
Speaker 8: have to be very careful on there. And there's a

1282
01:16:32,120 --> 01:16:36,280
Speaker 8: lot of kids on there, and so you know, just

1283
01:16:36,360 --> 01:16:38,799
Speaker 8: be cautious of that. And I don't think the internet

1284
01:16:38,880 --> 01:16:39,240
Speaker 8: gets that.

1285
01:16:41,360 --> 01:16:44,479
Speaker 1: Have you seen anything on TikTok that's like disturb you.

1286
01:16:46,240 --> 01:16:53,800
Speaker 8: Oh, plenty of things, I think, you know, the just

1287
01:16:53,880 --> 01:16:56,120
Speaker 8: the way I think that kids are on there. I

1288
01:16:56,160 --> 01:16:58,240
Speaker 8: don't think they're aware of a lot of things on

1289
01:16:58,280 --> 01:17:02,599
Speaker 8: the Internet. Even I don't think their parents are really

1290
01:17:02,600 --> 01:17:06,200
Speaker 8: paying attention to them what's on the Internet. And that's

1291
01:17:06,200 --> 01:17:09,200
Speaker 8: the scary part to me personally.

1292
01:17:10,800 --> 01:17:17,439
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't. Do you have kids?

1293
01:17:17,800 --> 01:17:20,320
Speaker 8: No, No, I have zero kids, but I've worked with

1294
01:17:20,760 --> 01:17:23,719
Speaker 8: hundreds of kids.

1295
01:17:25,400 --> 01:17:27,720
Speaker 1: To me, you know, to me, it was it's always like,

1296
01:17:29,760 --> 01:17:34,080
Speaker 1: you know, if if you did, if you like. The

1297
01:17:34,120 --> 01:17:36,640
Speaker 1: thing about TikTok is like how public it is. Like

1298
01:17:36,800 --> 01:17:40,040
Speaker 1: I think before TikTok, it was like if you posted

1299
01:17:40,080 --> 01:17:43,720
Speaker 1: something inappropriate or whatever on your Instagram or on your

1300
01:17:43,720 --> 01:17:48,200
Speaker 1: Facebook or on your Snapchat, then everyone in like that

1301
01:17:48,320 --> 01:17:53,400
Speaker 1: kid's high school would know, and that's fucking bad enough.

1302
01:17:53,720 --> 01:17:55,960
Speaker 1: But then with TikTok, it's like, oh now every now

1303
01:17:56,000 --> 01:18:01,400
Speaker 1: there's now everyone in the whole world can see the

1304
01:18:01,520 --> 01:18:03,960
Speaker 1: thing that you regret posting on the Internet. It's not

1305
01:18:04,120 --> 01:18:08,679
Speaker 1: limited to just to defined sort of social circle anymore.

1306
01:18:09,720 --> 01:18:14,360
Speaker 8: Yeah, and sorry. I with the kids I work with

1307
01:18:14,479 --> 01:18:17,720
Speaker 8: and the families I work with, I tell them that,

1308
01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:21,640
Speaker 8: you know, in your first future workforce, they're going to

1309
01:18:21,720 --> 01:18:26,519
Speaker 8: look at your Facebook and TikTok or these other sites

1310
01:18:26,560 --> 01:18:31,519
Speaker 8: that you've been posting material or saying this Amen. That's

1311
01:18:31,560 --> 01:18:38,760
Speaker 8: what job interviews and jobs do nowadays, and so they

1312
01:18:38,800 --> 01:18:40,160
Speaker 8: need to see the reality of that.

1313
01:18:48,000 --> 01:18:50,360
Speaker 1: You know, judging from the people that the kids that

1314
01:18:50,400 --> 01:18:53,360
Speaker 1: you've interacted with, are you opt are you would you

1315
01:18:53,360 --> 01:18:56,360
Speaker 1: say you're optimistic or leaning would you say you're leaning

1316
01:18:56,360 --> 01:18:59,879
Speaker 1: optimistically or pessimistically towards you know, kids' abilities to navigate

1317
01:19:00,840 --> 01:19:01,679
Speaker 1: this well.

1318
01:19:02,640 --> 01:19:06,280
Speaker 8: Technology is always evolving and we have to keep up

1319
01:19:06,320 --> 01:19:09,000
Speaker 8: with it, you know. You know, everyone has to have

1320
01:19:09,120 --> 01:19:13,280
Speaker 8: a cell phone. Everyone, you know, I has a you know,

1321
01:19:13,880 --> 01:19:17,599
Speaker 8: a phone that co ops as a as an Internet device,

1322
01:19:17,680 --> 01:19:24,120
Speaker 8: and so yeah, and I'm feeling good about it on

1323
01:19:24,280 --> 01:19:28,479
Speaker 8: that end, but I just don't thankfully preaching us about

1324
01:19:28,520 --> 01:19:33,720
Speaker 8: Internet awareness, and so that's that's what I'm kind of

1325
01:19:34,439 --> 01:19:35,160
Speaker 8: disturbed out.

1326
01:19:38,320 --> 01:19:41,880
Speaker 1: It's funny because when I I remember being in like

1327
01:19:43,320 --> 01:19:45,200
Speaker 1: I felt like it was middle school or something. And

1328
01:19:46,920 --> 01:19:49,160
Speaker 1: do any even in the chat, like, do any of

1329
01:19:49,160 --> 01:19:55,439
Speaker 1: you guys remember having like an Internet safety class and

1330
01:19:55,520 --> 01:19:57,559
Speaker 1: they and they would tell they would tell you shit

1331
01:19:57,800 --> 01:20:01,479
Speaker 1: like never give out your real on the internet. Yes,

1332
01:20:02,120 --> 01:20:04,559
Speaker 1: they would tell you shit, that's just like out of

1333
01:20:04,600 --> 01:20:07,880
Speaker 1: the fucking water by like nig never give your real

1334
01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:12,360
Speaker 1: name on the internet. Everyone does, like never like never

1335
01:20:12,439 --> 01:20:14,920
Speaker 1: meet up with a stranger from the Internet. Everyone's doing

1336
01:20:14,960 --> 01:20:17,040
Speaker 1: that with like yeah.

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Speaker 8: But you would say that that's common sense, but it's not.

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Speaker 3: It's not.

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01:20:22,200 --> 01:20:26,280
Speaker 8: And so I think it's kind of like PSA's right.

1340
01:20:26,320 --> 01:20:28,599
Speaker 8: People either listen to them or they don't. People wear

1341
01:20:28,640 --> 01:20:33,720
Speaker 8: their masks or they don't. So you know, you know,

1342
01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:37,880
Speaker 8: it starts from the home, and especially when I'm working

1343
01:20:37,920 --> 01:20:39,920
Speaker 8: with you, that's where it starts. But it's a two

1344
01:20:39,920 --> 01:20:43,640
Speaker 8: way street, you know, with schools and the home. You know,

1345
01:20:44,479 --> 01:20:46,559
Speaker 8: schools can't do it on their own. Parents have to

1346
01:20:46,560 --> 01:20:57,240
Speaker 8: be parents and take your kids about that stuff. But

1347
01:20:57,320 --> 01:20:59,440
Speaker 8: you're right there, there's there should be a class.

1348
01:20:59,160 --> 01:21:05,200
Speaker 1: On man, what kind of places do you work at?

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01:21:07,200 --> 01:21:10,519
Speaker 8: It's one of the largest school districts in Minnesota. I

1350
01:21:10,520 --> 01:21:13,920
Speaker 8: don't want to name where, but yeah, yeah, yeah, I

1351
01:21:13,960 --> 01:21:14,400
Speaker 8: don't want to.

1352
01:21:15,040 --> 01:21:17,200
Speaker 1: I met. I meant less like you know, the specific

1353
01:21:17,240 --> 01:21:19,599
Speaker 1: seven more like I guess the you were you are?

1354
01:21:19,720 --> 01:21:20,759
Speaker 1: Are you a teacher?

1355
01:21:20,920 --> 01:21:24,320
Speaker 8: I mean again, no, no, no, not a teacher. I'm

1356
01:21:24,320 --> 01:21:29,880
Speaker 8: more in a family engagement if that makes sense to

1357
01:21:30,520 --> 01:21:34,080
Speaker 8: school you know, because when you have thirty seven thousand

1358
01:21:34,160 --> 01:21:37,320
Speaker 8: kids in a school district, it's hard for families to

1359
01:21:37,400 --> 01:21:40,840
Speaker 8: engage into a huge district like that, And so my

1360
01:21:40,960 --> 01:21:46,280
Speaker 8: job is to channel between administration and families, if that

1361
01:21:46,360 --> 01:21:46,840
Speaker 8: makes sense.

1362
01:21:49,240 --> 01:21:51,479
Speaker 1: So, you know, you were kind of talking about the

1363
01:21:51,560 --> 01:21:53,240
Speaker 1: kind of things that I do on stream, and I'll

1364
01:21:53,280 --> 01:21:58,679
Speaker 1: reiterate I'm not a therapist or a qualified advice giver

1365
01:21:59,080 --> 01:22:02,960
Speaker 1: or in anything at all whatsoever, even slightly even kind

1366
01:22:02,960 --> 01:22:05,640
Speaker 1: of And so I'm asking, I'm curious to you, like

1367
01:22:06,200 --> 01:22:11,720
Speaker 1: what what kinds Like what do they tell you in

1368
01:22:11,880 --> 01:22:16,320
Speaker 1: your training to be able to handle like when people

1369
01:22:16,320 --> 01:22:20,360
Speaker 1: come to you with with you know, crisises, especially children.

1370
01:22:20,800 --> 01:22:24,400
Speaker 8: Yeah, because when you're on that because I remember a

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01:22:24,439 --> 01:22:26,519
Speaker 8: couple of streams ago there was a kid on man

1372
01:22:26,640 --> 01:22:32,080
Speaker 8: of that. You know, he was an abusive home, right, yeah, yeah,

1373
01:22:32,160 --> 01:22:35,200
Speaker 8: and so and I tried to think, like if I

1374
01:22:35,240 --> 01:22:37,800
Speaker 8: was a teacher in that building, you know, because you

1375
01:22:37,840 --> 01:22:39,840
Speaker 8: were right, you know, there has to be at least

1376
01:22:39,880 --> 01:22:44,719
Speaker 8: one trusted adult that he trusts in that school building somewhere.

1377
01:22:45,400 --> 01:22:48,480
Speaker 8: It can be the janitor, it can be the principal,

1378
01:22:49,160 --> 01:22:52,760
Speaker 8: the lunch lady, somebody. Because what they call that, they

1379
01:22:52,760 --> 01:22:59,400
Speaker 8: call that. I'm sorry, I actually do have a psychology background,

1380
01:22:59,439 --> 01:23:03,360
Speaker 8: but they call it a I'm gonna have to get

1381
01:23:03,400 --> 01:23:06,639
Speaker 8: back to you in the chat. But yeah, it's mandated reporting.

1382
01:23:06,800 --> 01:23:13,760
Speaker 8: Mandated reporting. Does that make sense? Yeah, Mandated reporting is

1383
01:23:13,800 --> 01:23:17,479
Speaker 8: something that especially like psychologists or in the social background

1384
01:23:17,600 --> 01:23:21,160
Speaker 8: or even teachers that if they heard that the one

1385
01:23:21,200 --> 01:23:23,360
Speaker 8: kid from a couple of weeks ago, right, they have

1386
01:23:23,520 --> 01:23:27,479
Speaker 8: to report that to administration or or or the police. Right.

1387
01:23:28,640 --> 01:23:32,720
Speaker 8: So but I felt bad for him because he the

1388
01:23:32,800 --> 01:23:36,879
Speaker 8: system failed him, And I know the system isn't perfect,

1389
01:23:36,880 --> 01:23:39,599
Speaker 8: but you know that's that's our jobs.

1390
01:23:39,720 --> 01:23:43,679
Speaker 1: So yeah, and to kind of I guess to reiterate

1391
01:23:43,680 --> 01:23:46,479
Speaker 1: to anyone who's who's watching other saying that doesn't know

1392
01:23:46,520 --> 01:23:50,000
Speaker 1: what we're talking about. There was a kid who you know,

1393
01:23:50,160 --> 01:23:52,559
Speaker 1: was talking about how he was abused by his uh

1394
01:23:53,320 --> 01:23:55,439
Speaker 1: fo there and that he like, yeah, by his dad.

1395
01:23:55,560 --> 01:23:58,320
Speaker 1: He kind of reported it and went to went to

1396
01:23:58,760 --> 01:24:01,720
Speaker 1: through the system and did all the things that you know,

1397
01:24:01,760 --> 01:24:03,400
Speaker 1: people tell him to do, and that I wasn't working

1398
01:24:03,400 --> 01:24:07,960
Speaker 1: for him. And he kept like, I mean, what what

1399
01:24:08,479 --> 01:24:12,760
Speaker 1: do you think someone would should do in situations like

1400
01:24:12,840 --> 01:24:15,960
Speaker 1: that when they go to these like systems and institutions

1401
01:24:16,320 --> 01:24:22,840
Speaker 1: and they don't get a sort of satisfactory result from them.

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01:24:23,000 --> 01:24:25,800
Speaker 8: Yeah, and it's not just child protection either, it's it's

1403
01:24:25,960 --> 01:24:28,920
Speaker 8: you know, abuse at home and with COVID, you know,

1404
01:24:29,360 --> 01:24:33,280
Speaker 8: the domestic assault rates raised up. I don't know, especially

1405
01:24:33,320 --> 01:24:37,000
Speaker 8: here in Minnesota, and I'm pretty sure nationwide, and so

1406
01:24:37,080 --> 01:24:42,479
Speaker 8: when you're dealing with that, it's it's such sometimes because

1407
01:24:42,479 --> 01:24:45,840
Speaker 8: there's there's holes in the system, but we try to

1408
01:24:45,880 --> 01:24:51,040
Speaker 8: fix it, especially for that kid, you know. And so

1409
01:24:51,920 --> 01:24:54,880
Speaker 8: and I got a roommate that works and kind of

1410
01:24:54,880 --> 01:24:58,400
Speaker 8: in child protection kind of, but we're we're both social

1411
01:24:58,400 --> 01:25:02,880
Speaker 8: service workers. So it's a it's a tough deal.

1412
01:25:07,600 --> 01:25:13,000
Speaker 1: Well man, you know, thanks for thanks for calling in

1413
01:25:13,160 --> 01:25:15,200
Speaker 1: sharing that with us. I hope it I hope it wasn't.

1414
01:25:15,640 --> 01:25:20,080
Speaker 1: You know, it's cool, it's it's it's it's interesting to

1415
01:25:20,120 --> 01:25:24,200
Speaker 1: talk to people who like, have actual experience doing the

1416
01:25:24,280 --> 01:25:26,720
Speaker 1: thing that I don't claim to do at all. What's

1417
01:25:26,720 --> 01:25:31,439
Speaker 1: so but I guess is in the name of the thing.

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01:25:31,560 --> 01:25:34,400
Speaker 8: But yet you do a good job at communicating that,

1419
01:25:34,680 --> 01:25:38,599
Speaker 8: especially you know, in the discord or the chatter or whatever.

1420
01:25:38,720 --> 01:25:41,040
Speaker 8: And you're not actual therapists, and you do a pretty

1421
01:25:41,040 --> 01:25:43,479
Speaker 8: good job of saying that. And you know, there's people

1422
01:25:43,520 --> 01:25:46,960
Speaker 8: like me that that do the work. And it's not

1423
01:25:47,040 --> 01:25:49,559
Speaker 8: easy work when you listen to people, and you know,

1424
01:25:49,560 --> 01:25:51,519
Speaker 8: because you hear a lot of bad things all the time,

1425
01:25:51,600 --> 01:25:54,080
Speaker 8: and it kind of beat telling you. But you know,

1426
01:25:54,160 --> 01:25:56,679
Speaker 8: if I think for everyone, just try to stay healthy,

1427
01:25:56,840 --> 01:25:58,920
Speaker 8: and stay safe and listen.

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01:26:01,320 --> 01:26:05,840
Speaker 1: I can roll man. Well, dude, thank you, thank you

1429
01:26:05,880 --> 01:26:09,040
Speaker 1: again for calling in and for sharing that with with

1430
01:26:09,040 --> 01:26:11,680
Speaker 1: with us. You know, I appreciate you.

1431
01:26:11,760 --> 01:26:12,120
Speaker 3: I know that.

1432
01:26:13,120 --> 01:26:13,400
Speaker 12: I said.

1433
01:26:13,439 --> 01:26:17,960
Speaker 1: Someone in the chat was like the Gecko man is

1434
01:26:18,200 --> 01:26:21,280
Speaker 1: saying to be cautious about what you post online. But

1435
01:26:22,680 --> 01:26:26,720
Speaker 1: you know, I feel like there's a difference, Like I

1436
01:26:26,760 --> 01:26:30,519
Speaker 1: don't care if an employer saw this, actually before you go,

1437
01:26:30,560 --> 01:26:33,000
Speaker 1: I'm interested with you. For me. If an employer saw

1438
01:26:33,040 --> 01:26:37,040
Speaker 1: this and wouldn't want to work with me because of this,

1439
01:26:37,360 --> 01:26:40,559
Speaker 1: I wouldn't want to work with them. You know, I'm

1440
01:26:40,600 --> 01:26:42,799
Speaker 1: pretty confident about the things that I'm putting on the internet.

1441
01:26:42,880 --> 01:26:46,200
Speaker 1: I feel bad for kids who when I put stuff

1442
01:26:46,200 --> 01:26:48,439
Speaker 1: out on the internet, I'm like, I am okay with

1443
01:26:48,479 --> 01:26:51,000
Speaker 1: anyone who would want to employ me seeing this, because

1444
01:26:51,120 --> 01:26:53,080
Speaker 1: anyone wouldn't want employ it because of this. I wouldn't want

1445
01:26:53,080 --> 01:26:54,679
Speaker 1: to art for anyone. But I feel bad for kids

1446
01:26:54,720 --> 01:26:58,200
Speaker 1: who are just putting stuff out and don't even like

1447
01:26:58,240 --> 01:26:58,840
Speaker 1: think about that.

1448
01:26:59,680 --> 01:27:02,280
Speaker 8: Yeah, if they want to be a teacher someday, or

1449
01:27:02,320 --> 01:27:04,479
Speaker 8: if they want to do this or do that, or

1450
01:27:04,840 --> 01:27:08,160
Speaker 8: but I mean, just what you do personally is helping you.

1451
01:27:08,160 --> 01:27:10,680
Speaker 8: You know because you present a stream, there's skills that

1452
01:27:10,800 --> 01:27:13,360
Speaker 8: go into It's not just putting on a green suit

1453
01:27:13,400 --> 01:27:17,439
Speaker 8: and green makeup. There's computer setup, camera setup, production setup

1454
01:27:17,479 --> 01:27:20,880
Speaker 8: that that skills that your potential employer will see. But

1455
01:27:21,120 --> 01:27:23,479
Speaker 8: you know, the content, you know is also funny. But

1456
01:27:25,600 --> 01:27:27,720
Speaker 8: you know, and and if I was a supervisor, that'd

1457
01:27:27,760 --> 01:27:31,280
Speaker 8: be the first thing I would look at. And so, yeah, kids,

1458
01:27:31,320 --> 01:27:34,080
Speaker 8: be careful and I know there's kids on the chat now,

1459
01:27:34,160 --> 01:27:36,639
Speaker 8: and be careful what you post.

1460
01:27:38,600 --> 01:27:42,360
Speaker 1: I agree, be careful which posts don't you know?

1461
01:27:42,439 --> 01:27:45,839
Speaker 8: Don't do the wop, don't do the Yeah.

1462
01:27:45,760 --> 01:27:47,600
Speaker 1: That's that's not a skill set. That's not something you

1463
01:27:47,600 --> 01:27:53,120
Speaker 1: should you can put on yours. Yeah, well, man, take

1464
01:27:53,160 --> 01:27:55,559
Speaker 1: care and thank you for calling in. And as always,

1465
01:27:55,680 --> 01:27:58,200
Speaker 1: I love you very much and I hope to talk

1466
01:27:58,200 --> 01:28:00,520
Speaker 1: to you soon. Man, thanks for sticking around the stream.

1467
01:28:00,600 --> 01:28:01,360
Speaker 8: Yeah, I love you.

1468
01:28:01,840 --> 01:28:03,000
Speaker 1: Good night, Take care.

1469
01:28:03,080 --> 01:28:15,240
Speaker 2: Buff all from Ali.

1470
01:28:17,479 --> 01:28:23,000
Speaker 1: Ali? Hello, Hello, Ali Is are you there?

1471
01:28:23,800 --> 01:28:24,320
Speaker 10: I'm here?

1472
01:28:25,000 --> 01:28:25,439
Speaker 1: Are you there?

1473
01:28:25,479 --> 01:28:25,759
Speaker 3: Ali?

1474
01:28:25,840 --> 01:28:26,759
Speaker 1: It's me GHEK.

1475
01:28:30,200 --> 01:28:31,160
Speaker 10: Did I really get in?

1476
01:28:31,840 --> 01:28:31,960
Speaker 8: You?

1477
01:28:32,000 --> 01:28:34,040
Speaker 1: Did you did get in? Did you think you weren't

1478
01:28:34,080 --> 01:28:34,639
Speaker 1: going to get in?

1479
01:28:35,640 --> 01:28:35,840
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1480
01:28:35,880 --> 01:28:37,240
Speaker 10: I've been calling for a long time.

1481
01:28:37,439 --> 01:28:41,479
Speaker 1: Okay, how long? How long has it been?

1482
01:28:41,520 --> 01:28:45,640
Speaker 10: Exactly how many tonight just tonight, but like quite a

1483
01:28:46,400 --> 01:28:47,280
Speaker 10: lot of times.

1484
01:28:49,280 --> 01:28:51,720
Speaker 1: How how long have you been watching this? Is this

1485
01:28:51,760 --> 01:28:55,480
Speaker 1: your first time on the stream or watching the stream?

1486
01:28:56,240 --> 01:29:00,559
Speaker 10: No, I've been watching like two now.

1487
01:29:03,520 --> 01:29:08,439
Speaker 1: And now how does this experience compared to how you

1488
01:29:08,479 --> 01:29:09,840
Speaker 1: thought it would be?

1489
01:29:13,600 --> 01:29:16,920
Speaker 10: Well, this is so I can't I'm not watching this

1490
01:29:17,000 --> 01:29:19,560
Speaker 10: stream right now, obviously because I'm talking.

1491
01:29:19,160 --> 01:29:20,519
Speaker 2: To you nice.

1492
01:29:21,439 --> 01:29:24,520
Speaker 10: So this is much more personal than I expected.

1493
01:29:26,360 --> 01:29:31,519
Speaker 1: That great, That's exactly what I wanted, you know, I

1494
01:29:31,560 --> 01:29:34,320
Speaker 1: wanted to feel like because look, I'm just I'm just

1495
01:29:34,320 --> 01:29:39,040
Speaker 1: a one small man in his tiny little basement.

1496
01:29:40,200 --> 01:29:41,599
Speaker 10: I'm so nervous right now.

1497
01:29:41,960 --> 01:29:42,759
Speaker 1: Why are you nervous?

1498
01:29:42,760 --> 01:29:47,200
Speaker 10: Aly, I don't know. I wish I could watch the chat.

1499
01:29:47,960 --> 01:29:50,160
Speaker 1: No, don't chat. Watching the chat will only make you

1500
01:29:50,200 --> 01:29:53,439
Speaker 1: more nervous. I'm not watching the chat right now. I'm trying.

1501
01:29:53,439 --> 01:30:00,440
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get better at reading the chat less. Yeah,

1502
01:30:00,560 --> 01:30:03,760
Speaker 1: so that I can be more on the phone.

1503
01:30:04,360 --> 01:30:06,960
Speaker 10: Yeah, bless you?

1504
01:30:07,960 --> 01:30:10,880
Speaker 1: Thank you? Do you normally get ner?

1505
01:30:11,040 --> 01:30:11,120
Speaker 6: Do?

1506
01:30:11,160 --> 01:30:13,480
Speaker 1: What else in your life makes you nervous?

1507
01:30:14,960 --> 01:30:26,320
Speaker 10: Uh? Going to grocery stores? Day to day activities?

1508
01:30:29,840 --> 01:30:35,160
Speaker 1: Why does go into the grocery store make you nervous?

1509
01:30:35,200 --> 01:30:38,400
Speaker 10: Just seeing strangers, I guess.

1510
01:30:42,800 --> 01:30:44,840
Speaker 1: Is it just the grocery store, is it generally being

1511
01:30:44,840 --> 01:30:48,040
Speaker 1: out in public? Was it a is it a coronavirus thing?

1512
01:30:48,360 --> 01:30:49,679
Speaker 1: Or is where is this before?

1513
01:30:51,160 --> 01:30:51,200
Speaker 6: No?

1514
01:30:51,439 --> 01:30:54,759
Speaker 10: This was I guess before now it's always been before.

1515
01:30:54,960 --> 01:30:59,560
Speaker 10: But yeah, just in general seeing strangers.

1516
01:31:05,720 --> 01:31:07,080
Speaker 1: Do you have a social anxiety?

1517
01:31:08,720 --> 01:31:15,320
Speaker 10: I think so? Yeah?

1518
01:31:15,400 --> 01:31:18,000
Speaker 1: Does it make it easier that we're talking on would

1519
01:31:18,040 --> 01:31:22,760
Speaker 1: you be more nervous if we were less nervous, if

1520
01:31:22,800 --> 01:31:25,200
Speaker 1: we were talking, if we were like in the same room,

1521
01:31:25,320 --> 01:31:26,440
Speaker 1: we were like talking.

1522
01:31:26,120 --> 01:31:28,800
Speaker 10: To each other, less nervous?

1523
01:31:29,479 --> 01:31:29,839
Speaker 1: Really?

1524
01:31:30,720 --> 01:31:33,160
Speaker 10: Yeah, I do much better kind of one on one.

1525
01:31:33,280 --> 01:31:38,720
Speaker 10: And also, uh, not with the thought that there's a

1526
01:31:38,760 --> 01:31:42,240
Speaker 10: whole entire stream listening to me right now. Oh you

1527
01:31:42,280 --> 01:31:43,519
Speaker 10: know I should never have called.

1528
01:31:44,160 --> 01:31:47,519
Speaker 1: No no, no, no, no, no, no, You're perfect, You're totally fine.

1529
01:31:49,960 --> 01:31:53,960
Speaker 1: I don't the fact that people listening. You know, people

1530
01:31:54,040 --> 01:31:58,960
Speaker 1: are always listening, you know what I mean people? You know,

1531
01:31:59,040 --> 01:32:01,880
Speaker 1: God is listening mhm to us at all times. He's

1532
01:32:01,920 --> 01:32:06,040
Speaker 1: watching us. So and look, if you're willing, if you're

1533
01:32:06,040 --> 01:32:08,240
Speaker 1: willing to accept the fact that God is always listening

1534
01:32:08,280 --> 01:32:10,400
Speaker 1: to everything that you say, Ali, then you know what's

1535
01:32:10,520 --> 01:32:12,040
Speaker 1: what's a couple of people on twitch.

1536
01:32:12,439 --> 01:32:14,280
Speaker 10: You know, true, true?

1537
01:32:16,240 --> 01:32:18,200
Speaker 1: What did you do today?

1538
01:32:18,960 --> 01:32:26,400
Speaker 10: I am? I work and then I ate dinner and

1539
01:32:26,640 --> 01:32:28,559
Speaker 10: I got on here.

1540
01:32:32,760 --> 01:32:32,800
Speaker 6: M.

1541
01:32:37,280 --> 01:32:40,799
Speaker 1: If you could change anything about your day to day life,

1542
01:32:41,479 --> 01:32:44,000
Speaker 1: would you or are you like chilling with it right now?

1543
01:32:44,880 --> 01:32:44,960
Speaker 6: No?

1544
01:32:45,080 --> 01:32:45,800
Speaker 10: I would change it.

1545
01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:47,880
Speaker 1: What would you change it to?

1546
01:32:52,680 --> 01:32:55,519
Speaker 10: I just feel like it's boring. I would definitely change it.

1547
01:33:00,840 --> 01:33:02,719
Speaker 10: I don't know. I'd like to make it more exciting

1548
01:33:03,920 --> 01:33:10,719
Speaker 10: in my day to day life. I don't know how

1549
01:33:10,760 --> 01:33:11,479
Speaker 10: to go about that.

1550
01:33:13,200 --> 01:33:17,599
Speaker 1: But what excites you ally?

1551
01:33:19,360 --> 01:33:24,880
Speaker 10: That's a good question. That's a hard question because the

1552
01:33:24,960 --> 01:33:27,280
Speaker 10: things that excite me, I think also might be really scared,

1553
01:33:28,080 --> 01:33:31,639
Speaker 10: Like this, this is exciting, but I'm like, oh yeah,

1554
01:33:31,680 --> 01:33:33,040
Speaker 10: but I'm terrified at the same time.

1555
01:33:34,120 --> 01:33:37,040
Speaker 1: You know, I had I kind of have that a

1556
01:33:37,080 --> 01:33:41,200
Speaker 1: little bit, Like even the other day when I was like,

1557
01:33:41,360 --> 01:33:44,439
Speaker 1: I was like a little nervous to have a Britney

1558
01:33:44,439 --> 01:33:48,439
Speaker 1: come because I never had a guess yeah, and I was.

1559
01:33:48,520 --> 01:33:51,000
Speaker 1: I remember, I was like, I was like thinking to myself,

1560
01:33:51,040 --> 01:33:53,040
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, I feel kind of lucky

1561
01:33:53,160 --> 01:33:56,439
Speaker 1: right now. I've started to do this. Whenever I feel nervous,

1562
01:33:56,439 --> 01:33:59,160
Speaker 1: I feel a little lucky because I'm like it's kind

1563
01:33:59,160 --> 01:34:02,639
Speaker 1: of cool that I'm getting to do something that makes

1564
01:34:02,680 --> 01:34:06,200
Speaker 1: me nervous. Does that? Does that make any sense?

1565
01:34:07,120 --> 01:34:07,320
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1566
01:34:07,360 --> 01:34:10,880
Speaker 10: It does? And really I feel like I have I've

1567
01:34:10,880 --> 01:34:15,840
Speaker 10: always done stuff that is detrimental to me ultimately, like

1568
01:34:16,240 --> 01:34:19,519
Speaker 10: I hated Like if I hated a subject in school,

1569
01:34:19,520 --> 01:34:21,360
Speaker 10: I would go to college and try to major in that,

1570
01:34:22,160 --> 01:34:24,960
Speaker 10: or like then go to grad school and try to

1571
01:34:24,960 --> 01:34:28,080
Speaker 10: major in why he's in college or something like it.

1572
01:34:31,400 --> 01:34:33,280
Speaker 10: I think there's I think there's a term for that.

1573
01:34:33,479 --> 01:34:39,960
Speaker 1: It's like a masochistic Yeah, although okay, okay, but but

1574
01:34:40,040 --> 01:34:41,720
Speaker 1: you hear me. I think there's a different there's To me,

1575
01:34:41,760 --> 01:34:44,639
Speaker 1: there's a huge difference between doing things that you don't

1576
01:34:44,880 --> 01:34:46,559
Speaker 1: like and doing.

1577
01:34:46,360 --> 01:34:48,479
Speaker 10: Things that trying to challenge yourself or something.

1578
01:34:48,320 --> 01:34:52,559
Speaker 1: Yeah, and doing things that's scary, you know what I mean? True?

1579
01:34:53,080 --> 01:34:55,200
Speaker 10: True, So I hope that's what it is. I hope

1580
01:34:55,200 --> 01:34:57,240
Speaker 10: I'm not just a maskiss.

1581
01:34:57,560 --> 01:35:03,920
Speaker 1: But yeah, it's kind of fun though. I think if

1582
01:35:03,960 --> 01:35:07,080
Speaker 1: it's like to make the habit out of it, that's

1583
01:35:07,120 --> 01:35:09,559
Speaker 1: almost kind of what I'm trying to do with the

1584
01:35:09,640 --> 01:35:16,320
Speaker 1: stream a little bit. Is intentionally what were you gonna say?

1585
01:35:17,080 --> 01:35:18,640
Speaker 10: I was going to ask if you enjoy it, like

1586
01:35:18,760 --> 01:35:23,880
Speaker 10: how have you enjoyed it? Have you learned to not

1587
01:35:24,040 --> 01:35:26,720
Speaker 10: enjoy it? Or have you like started to like get

1588
01:35:26,760 --> 01:35:27,800
Speaker 10: more since you've been doing it?

1589
01:35:27,920 --> 01:35:29,360
Speaker 1: Or the stream?

1590
01:35:29,640 --> 01:35:30,240
Speaker 10: How has it?

1591
01:35:30,680 --> 01:35:34,519
Speaker 1: Yeah, the streams it's fun. It's it's like four hours

1592
01:35:34,560 --> 01:35:40,479
Speaker 1: where I'm not looking at my phone, you know. Uh No,

1593
01:35:40,560 --> 01:35:42,920
Speaker 1: I do like doing it. It's like it's a very

1594
01:35:43,120 --> 01:35:47,240
Speaker 1: active activity. It gets me out of my own head

1595
01:35:47,280 --> 01:35:49,800
Speaker 1: and like you know, talking to people. There are like

1596
01:35:49,960 --> 01:35:54,120
Speaker 1: there are there's a lot of like peripheral things around

1597
01:35:54,160 --> 01:35:57,519
Speaker 1: doing it that are stressful. But I'm learning to ignore

1598
01:35:57,600 --> 01:36:02,000
Speaker 1: those things and be more in the moment of the

1599
01:36:02,040 --> 01:36:04,920
Speaker 1: meat of it, which is like just fucking me talking

1600
01:36:04,960 --> 01:36:08,400
Speaker 1: to you right now, instead of thinking about like you know,

1601
01:36:08,680 --> 01:36:11,439
Speaker 1: who's watching the stream, how many people are watching the stream?

1602
01:36:11,640 --> 01:36:14,000
Speaker 1: Am I getting good? Whatever? I just want to be

1603
01:36:14,080 --> 01:36:18,480
Speaker 1: more present in the conversations because that's like the most

1604
01:36:18,760 --> 01:36:23,400
Speaker 1: that's you know, that's yeah, that's the activity of it,

1605
01:36:23,439 --> 01:36:25,000
Speaker 1: that's the being I think.

1606
01:36:25,160 --> 01:36:28,880
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, And people can I think people can tell

1607
01:36:29,520 --> 01:36:33,800
Speaker 10: when you're into the conversations rather than trying to put

1608
01:36:33,840 --> 01:36:35,920
Speaker 10: on a show or something, which is what I think

1609
01:36:35,920 --> 01:36:36,439
Speaker 10: people like.

1610
01:36:37,600 --> 01:36:39,880
Speaker 1: I enjoy it, but I also enjoy putting on a show.

1611
01:36:39,920 --> 01:36:46,840
Speaker 1: I do enjoy. Yeah, that part too, the theatrics of it,

1612
01:36:46,960 --> 01:36:50,360
Speaker 1: and like the performance of it. I also enjoy. It's

1613
01:36:50,520 --> 01:36:56,559
Speaker 1: the way it's the like peripheral stupid things, anything that's

1614
01:36:56,640 --> 01:36:59,360
Speaker 1: not just like. That's why. That's why I'm not even

1615
01:36:59,400 --> 01:37:01,240
Speaker 1: reading the chain. That's why I don't like reading the chat.

1616
01:37:01,240 --> 01:37:03,839
Speaker 1: That's why I don't even want like it's even annoying because.

1617
01:37:03,640 --> 01:37:05,880
Speaker 10: I tell the people to chat.

1618
01:37:07,320 --> 01:37:08,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, after the show, I'll read the chat. I'll like

1619
01:37:09,040 --> 01:37:11,320
Speaker 1: go through my chat, my chat logs, and I'll see

1620
01:37:11,320 --> 01:37:13,920
Speaker 1: what people were saying, which ye.

1621
01:37:15,520 --> 01:37:15,640
Speaker 6: Can.

1622
01:37:15,840 --> 01:37:18,400
Speaker 10: Can I go back and read what what people are

1623
01:37:18,400 --> 01:37:20,960
Speaker 10: saying right now? I probably don't want to, but you can.

1624
01:37:21,080 --> 01:37:24,000
Speaker 1: I don't know why you even want. I mean, I'm

1625
01:37:24,000 --> 01:37:26,040
Speaker 1: not gonna tell you not to because I probably will

1626
01:37:26,680 --> 01:37:29,679
Speaker 1: at like four am. Well, I'm still fucking I literally,

1627
01:37:29,760 --> 01:37:33,720
Speaker 1: I'll look when the stream ends, I'll go and i'll

1628
01:37:33,720 --> 01:37:37,599
Speaker 1: look at the I'll still I'll still have the green

1629
01:37:37,680 --> 01:37:39,679
Speaker 1: face paint on. I'll keep it on for an hour.

1630
01:37:39,720 --> 01:37:41,360
Speaker 1: I'll have not washed it off, I swear.

1631
01:37:41,760 --> 01:37:43,559
Speaker 10: So when do you wash it off? Do you wash

1632
01:37:43,600 --> 01:37:47,360
Speaker 10: it off? Like an hour later? The next morning. It's

1633
01:37:47,439 --> 01:37:48,880
Speaker 10: like a brush on your cheek kind of thing.

1634
01:37:48,960 --> 01:37:55,360
Speaker 1: Like you ever, it's like that you ever get in

1635
01:37:55,479 --> 01:37:58,160
Speaker 1: the shower, you ever get out of the shower and

1636
01:37:58,240 --> 01:38:01,840
Speaker 1: just like lounger, like lounge around naked because you're like

1637
01:38:02,760 --> 01:38:05,360
Speaker 1: too busy, so you're just too bored or not you're

1638
01:38:05,360 --> 01:38:07,200
Speaker 1: too lazy to addressed. That's kind of what it's like.

1639
01:38:08,320 --> 01:38:09,320
Speaker 10: Showers are tiring.

1640
01:38:10,560 --> 01:38:13,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, so like I'll it's the exact same phenomenon.

1641
01:38:13,920 --> 01:38:16,400
Speaker 10: I think that makes sense.

1642
01:38:18,360 --> 01:38:25,040
Speaker 1: O what are what? What get ali? Give me one?

1643
01:38:25,080 --> 01:38:26,439
Speaker 1: Give me one thing, Give me one thing that you

1644
01:38:26,479 --> 01:38:29,120
Speaker 1: feel like you want to do but that you're nervous

1645
01:38:29,160 --> 01:38:32,960
Speaker 1: to do, not that you hate just in general.

1646
01:38:35,400 --> 01:38:46,680
Speaker 10: Yeah, probably, like I guess, go well, I mean, I

1647
01:38:46,720 --> 01:38:50,000
Speaker 10: don't know. It's the COVID kind of thing has hindered

1648
01:38:50,040 --> 01:38:54,400
Speaker 10: a lot of like social stuff. But once once that's better.

1649
01:38:54,560 --> 01:38:59,640
Speaker 10: I think going out, I don't know, trying to go

1650
01:38:59,720 --> 01:39:02,439
Speaker 10: out and like be more social is something that I

1651
01:39:02,479 --> 01:39:03,680
Speaker 10: should probably try and do.

1652
01:39:06,520 --> 01:39:10,719
Speaker 1: It's true. Do you do you have friends?

1653
01:39:12,200 --> 01:39:19,120
Speaker 10: I have friends? Yep, I have, yeah, a few good friends.

1654
01:39:21,000 --> 01:39:21,680
Speaker 10: Trying to make more.

1655
01:39:21,760 --> 01:39:28,320
Speaker 1: But yeah, are you be in college?

1656
01:39:29,720 --> 01:39:33,759
Speaker 10: I am not. I'm out of college. I'm a full

1657
01:39:34,080 --> 01:39:43,880
Speaker 10: fledged adult, you.

1658
01:39:43,840 --> 01:39:45,680
Speaker 1: Know, I don't know. People say it's hard to make

1659
01:39:45,720 --> 01:39:47,320
Speaker 1: friends when you're out of college, but I feel like

1660
01:39:47,320 --> 01:39:50,680
Speaker 1: it's all about like communities. I feel like I've said

1661
01:39:50,720 --> 01:39:52,360
Speaker 1: this a million times, Blake. I feel like it's like

1662
01:39:53,840 --> 01:39:57,400
Speaker 1: finding communities and adding to them or building to them

1663
01:39:57,520 --> 01:40:01,240
Speaker 1: or starting your own communities on your interests and all

1664
01:40:01,240 --> 01:40:02,639
Speaker 1: that cheesy stuff.

1665
01:40:03,680 --> 01:40:06,400
Speaker 10: So yeah, no, I agree with that. I think it's

1666
01:40:06,439 --> 01:40:15,840
Speaker 10: like I tried to join a uh dodgeball league last

1667
01:40:15,920 --> 01:40:21,160
Speaker 10: year and that worked out a little bit to like

1668
01:40:21,200 --> 01:40:22,960
Speaker 10: try to put myself out there. So then I've been

1669
01:40:22,960 --> 01:40:25,800
Speaker 10: trying to like do sports kind of things in the community.

1670
01:40:28,080 --> 01:40:30,840
Speaker 1: But I'm going to be very honest with you, dodgeball

1671
01:40:30,960 --> 01:40:35,160
Speaker 1: is not on the top one hundred first guests.

1672
01:40:35,320 --> 01:40:39,559
Speaker 10: Was a lot more competitive than you would think. So

1673
01:40:39,720 --> 01:40:41,880
Speaker 10: I tried to sign up for it because I thought, oh,

1674
01:40:41,960 --> 01:40:44,280
Speaker 10: that's fun, like that's something that I played in elementary

1675
01:40:44,280 --> 01:40:48,600
Speaker 10: school and you know, kids were nice. But it was

1676
01:40:48,640 --> 01:40:50,920
Speaker 10: actually like very competitive.

1677
01:40:52,840 --> 01:40:55,400
Speaker 1: Why did you pick dodgeball? Is the thing? I feel like,

1678
01:40:55,560 --> 01:40:56,320
Speaker 1: you can't talk to me.

1679
01:40:57,920 --> 01:41:00,240
Speaker 10: I know, well, because my sister told me that it

1680
01:41:00,280 --> 01:41:02,880
Speaker 10: wasn't competitive. She was like, because I was trying to say, oh,

1681
01:41:02,880 --> 01:41:06,240
Speaker 10: I could try to look up, you know, like soccer

1682
01:41:06,520 --> 01:41:09,800
Speaker 10: or I don't know, softball in the community. And she

1683
01:41:09,920 --> 01:41:11,880
Speaker 10: was like, no, they were gonna be too competitive. Why

1684
01:41:11,880 --> 01:41:15,559
Speaker 10: don't you try like dodgeball or kickball. I thought, oh,

1685
01:41:15,600 --> 01:41:19,000
Speaker 10: that sounds good, and then I tried it and these

1686
01:41:19,280 --> 01:41:26,600
Speaker 10: teams were like like like I described it as just

1687
01:41:26,920 --> 01:41:29,320
Speaker 10: like you know, like those eighties movies where you have

1688
01:41:29,439 --> 01:41:30,400
Speaker 10: like a villain tee.

1689
01:41:31,800 --> 01:41:33,479
Speaker 1: Yes, were you the villain team?

1690
01:41:34,120 --> 01:41:36,599
Speaker 10: No, I was playing against the villaine they like they

1691
01:41:36,640 --> 01:41:41,160
Speaker 10: had the T shirts with the cutoff leaves, and they

1692
01:41:41,200 --> 01:41:46,200
Speaker 10: were tall. They were awful.

1693
01:41:49,040 --> 01:41:49,280
Speaker 8: Yeah.

1694
01:41:49,760 --> 01:41:53,880
Speaker 1: I think you know. If I could give you, you know,

1695
01:41:53,920 --> 01:41:58,680
Speaker 1: any parting words, alli is I would join an activity

1696
01:41:58,800 --> 01:42:00,680
Speaker 1: that doesn't have any villains in it.

1697
01:42:02,120 --> 01:42:05,799
Speaker 10: Thank you. Yeah, thank you. That's very helpful. I agree

1698
01:42:05,800 --> 01:42:06,800
Speaker 10: with that for sure.

1699
01:42:07,040 --> 01:42:10,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, maybe like arts, although I guess arts and crafts

1700
01:42:10,320 --> 01:42:16,320
Speaker 1: could have villains, look like in the world of pottery.

1701
01:42:18,439 --> 01:42:20,800
Speaker 10: I mean, it's only up to me. I probably will

1702
01:42:20,800 --> 01:42:21,840
Speaker 10: find out whenever I go.

1703
01:42:22,600 --> 01:42:28,040
Speaker 1: I well, Alie, listen, I'm glad you called in. I

1704
01:42:28,040 --> 01:42:31,960
Speaker 1: hope that this wasn't too painful for you or I guess,

1705
01:42:31,960 --> 01:42:33,360
Speaker 1: you know, I hope it was. I hope it was

1706
01:42:34,200 --> 01:42:38,519
Speaker 1: incredibly painful for you, because that because you'll because that

1707
01:42:38,560 --> 01:42:42,240
Speaker 1: means you'll have done it even though I was painful.

1708
01:42:43,320 --> 01:42:49,080
Speaker 10: Right, well, I appreciate you talking to me and I'm

1709
01:42:50,439 --> 01:42:55,240
Speaker 10: m yeah, thank you.

1710
01:42:56,200 --> 01:42:58,960
Speaker 1: Of course, I'll talk to you soon. Ali. I love

1711
01:42:59,000 --> 01:43:04,360
Speaker 1: you very much and as always, you know, bond it together.

1712
01:43:05,720 --> 01:43:08,599
Speaker 10: Probably never con yep of hell.

1713
01:43:09,479 --> 01:43:10,599
Speaker 1: All right, I'll talk to you soon.

1714
01:43:11,960 --> 01:43:14,120
Speaker 10: Bye.

1715
01:43:18,880 --> 01:43:21,280
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1716
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01:43:25,720 --> 01:43:28,880
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1720
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1729
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