1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:13,160 Speaker 1: The Nickels Podcasts. Nikki, Hello, it's Nikki here. I am 2 00:00:13,280 --> 00:00:18,320 Speaker 1: It's Nick Laser podcast. Welcome to Monday morning in St. Louis, Missouri. 3 00:00:18,360 --> 00:00:22,120 Speaker 1: I'm here with Andrew Colin. Um Noah is in Arizona. 4 00:00:22,200 --> 00:00:25,680 Speaker 1: Hey Andrew, how's it going? It's good? Is that Tom 5 00:00:25,680 --> 00:00:28,680 Speaker 1: Petty T shirt? Where'd you get that? I've had it? 6 00:00:28,960 --> 00:00:32,479 Speaker 1: I got at the concert? Maybe? Why why you were? 7 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:35,400 Speaker 1: I don't like it without an over shirt? What's going 8 00:00:35,440 --> 00:00:37,400 Speaker 1: with your hair? What do you mean? There's a little 9 00:00:37,440 --> 00:00:39,800 Speaker 1: like it looks like just like a little like you 10 00:00:39,920 --> 00:00:42,919 Speaker 1: got some gell in it or something? A little product? 11 00:00:43,360 --> 00:00:48,400 Speaker 1: Is that new product? Newish? Yeah? It's a it's a cream. Yeah. 12 00:00:48,800 --> 00:00:51,000 Speaker 1: Have you ever done his body? Have I ever done 13 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:53,440 Speaker 1: a cream? No? Did you hear this? Guy asked me 14 00:00:53,440 --> 00:00:55,520 Speaker 1: if I've ever put a cream in my hair? I 15 00:00:55,560 --> 00:00:58,080 Speaker 1: don't know what girls put in there here? Yeah? Um? 16 00:00:58,200 --> 00:01:02,680 Speaker 1: Do you want to know what my routineous? No? You 17 00:01:02,720 --> 00:01:06,240 Speaker 1: got to share yours too, then I'll mind. I'll share mine. Well, 18 00:01:06,440 --> 00:01:08,360 Speaker 1: I can tell you what yours is. You get out 19 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:09,880 Speaker 1: of the shower, you dry your hair, and then you 20 00:01:09,880 --> 00:01:11,520 Speaker 1: put some product in it and you just go. You 21 00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:13,160 Speaker 1: put a little palm maaid in your hand or whatever 22 00:01:13,200 --> 00:01:14,840 Speaker 1: it is, and you just scrunch it in and then 23 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:18,040 Speaker 1: you wait. But from back to front, like how I wipe, 24 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:20,440 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I do everything back to front, from 25 00:01:20,440 --> 00:01:25,319 Speaker 1: hair to huh, back to front. It's really good idea 26 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:27,800 Speaker 1: because the back you get rid of most of the 27 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:31,000 Speaker 1: access excess, you know, and that way you don't have 28 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:32,880 Speaker 1: too much product greasing it up. If you put on 29 00:01:32,880 --> 00:01:34,360 Speaker 1: the front. It's almost like when you use condition or 30 00:01:34,360 --> 00:01:36,040 Speaker 1: you're supposed to start on the ends then work up 31 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:39,600 Speaker 1: because your roots are more they have more oil. Anyway, 32 00:01:39,760 --> 00:01:42,280 Speaker 1: I learned that the hard way, like you know, way 33 00:01:42,280 --> 00:01:48,040 Speaker 1: too late in the game, but yeah, I learned that 34 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:52,960 Speaker 1: the hard way. You learn how to do things your 35 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:57,240 Speaker 1: own way, and you gotta take is something, and isn't it. 36 00:01:57,280 --> 00:02:00,360 Speaker 1: I mean you have a very petty look going tom 37 00:02:00,400 --> 00:02:05,560 Speaker 1: petty yeah, like petty right now and uh yeah, I'm 38 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:10,839 Speaker 1: angry about petty things this morning to what's this hair? Um, well, 39 00:02:10,840 --> 00:02:13,040 Speaker 1: my hair thing. I'm so greased up right now. My 40 00:02:13,080 --> 00:02:15,560 Speaker 1: hair is still going from Saturday night, I think. Yeah, 41 00:02:15,720 --> 00:02:17,200 Speaker 1: so it was just two days old, which is nothing, 42 00:02:17,280 --> 00:02:19,160 Speaker 1: but I was already I put too much product. Then 43 00:02:19,160 --> 00:02:22,359 Speaker 1: I okay. So I usually, UM, I washed my hair 44 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:25,760 Speaker 1: every three days every day. If I have to do, 45 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:28,080 Speaker 1: like if I'm on TV or something or have a 46 00:02:28,160 --> 00:02:34,000 Speaker 1: live performance, UM, I get in the shower. I use shampoo. 47 00:02:34,040 --> 00:02:37,720 Speaker 1: I try to use UM. Usually I do whatever the 48 00:02:37,760 --> 00:02:40,040 Speaker 1: funk they have there, because shampoo, to me is less. 49 00:02:40,520 --> 00:02:43,440 Speaker 1: I could use the soap I use. UM. Oh my god, 50 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:46,640 Speaker 1: I hate to say it, but her products are amazing. UM. 51 00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:49,560 Speaker 1: I was making I think a list on Target dot 52 00:02:49,560 --> 00:02:52,240 Speaker 1: com one day for something you know, they delivered to you, 53 00:02:52,639 --> 00:02:55,280 Speaker 1: and I was like, I'll try this Honest brand, you know, 54 00:02:55,960 --> 00:03:00,280 Speaker 1: Jessica Alba's brand, the Honest Company, I think it's called. 55 00:03:00,320 --> 00:03:02,840 Speaker 1: And their shampoo works as a body wash and a 56 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:05,840 Speaker 1: m and a shampoo. So I was like, I love that, 57 00:03:05,880 --> 00:03:08,320 Speaker 1: which I've already always used shampoo as body wash. It does. 58 00:03:08,400 --> 00:03:12,520 Speaker 1: It's it's negligible differences between the two. If you're going 59 00:03:12,560 --> 00:03:15,240 Speaker 1: to like a hotel, you just grab the thing that's clear. 60 00:03:15,400 --> 00:03:17,240 Speaker 1: It's a shampoo. Every body washed. It's the same ship. 61 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:21,200 Speaker 1: And I threw that. UM, so I use that. It's 62 00:03:21,240 --> 00:03:24,000 Speaker 1: like the vanilla orange kind, I think. And then I 63 00:03:24,080 --> 00:03:26,400 Speaker 1: use that for body wash too, But I just use 64 00:03:26,480 --> 00:03:28,200 Speaker 1: a lot, Like I don't use a lot. I don't 65 00:03:28,200 --> 00:03:30,440 Speaker 1: like it to be like super suddsy on my head, 66 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:32,560 Speaker 1: like I'm a woman in the nineties hair commercial. I 67 00:03:32,600 --> 00:03:34,720 Speaker 1: just want to get like the oils out, and I 68 00:03:34,720 --> 00:03:37,400 Speaker 1: think that shampoo strips a lot. So I try not 69 00:03:37,480 --> 00:03:40,320 Speaker 1: to go too crazy, but sometimes if I don't do 70 00:03:40,360 --> 00:03:43,400 Speaker 1: it enough, it will start to build up. No, what 71 00:03:43,400 --> 00:03:46,560 Speaker 1: what do you feel about shampoo? What's your shampoo? Well, 72 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:49,960 Speaker 1: I I just had a reaction because you said that 73 00:03:49,960 --> 00:03:53,440 Speaker 1: your shampoo is vanilla and orange, and those are two 74 00:03:53,480 --> 00:03:58,200 Speaker 1: of my least favorite like artificial sense, Well, it's not artificial. 75 00:03:58,280 --> 00:04:01,040 Speaker 1: This ship is natural. Well, I think it's vanilla orange, 76 00:04:01,120 --> 00:04:04,320 Speaker 1: just like in product that Yes, I get that, Like 77 00:04:04,360 --> 00:04:07,960 Speaker 1: you don't want them outside of the food that you consume. Yeah, 78 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:09,800 Speaker 1: you've never tried to eat my hair. If a piece 79 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:11,920 Speaker 1: of my hair got in your food, you'd probably leave it, 80 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:15,520 Speaker 1: probably not. Yeah, I love vanilla cream out of your head. 81 00:04:15,920 --> 00:04:21,440 Speaker 1: I'm gonna get there and then I use But I 82 00:04:21,440 --> 00:04:24,120 Speaker 1: gotta say the shampoo in the body wash was the 83 00:04:24,120 --> 00:04:25,719 Speaker 1: thing that I used for her first, and then I 84 00:04:25,720 --> 00:04:27,800 Speaker 1: was always using my own conditioners that are I use 85 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:31,320 Speaker 1: like expensive conditioners because conditioning is like what I need 86 00:04:31,360 --> 00:04:36,000 Speaker 1: the most of my white girl overprocessed blonde hair. It's 87 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:39,760 Speaker 1: dry and conditioner has always been since high school. I've used, 88 00:04:41,120 --> 00:04:44,600 Speaker 1: I would say, and this is not an exaggeration, forty 89 00:04:44,600 --> 00:04:47,919 Speaker 1: times the amount of conditioner that I do shampoo per session. 90 00:04:48,080 --> 00:04:50,240 Speaker 1: I mean conditioner used. I used to pile it up 91 00:04:50,279 --> 00:04:56,200 Speaker 1: like a sigh of a two hackey sacks in my hand, 92 00:04:56,240 --> 00:04:59,880 Speaker 1: like just a joy promount of it. And then for shampoo, 93 00:04:59,920 --> 00:05:02,400 Speaker 1: I would just use a little dollarp um. You know 94 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:05,760 Speaker 1: you just reminded me of huh. I remember when I 95 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:09,480 Speaker 1: was in high school, herbal Essence had like it was 96 00:05:09,520 --> 00:05:12,640 Speaker 1: the most popular shampoo because they had those controversial commercials 97 00:05:12,640 --> 00:05:15,279 Speaker 1: of the women having orgasms. I know that was my 98 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:19,280 Speaker 1: first time seeing what an orgasm was. I didn't even 99 00:05:19,279 --> 00:05:22,000 Speaker 1: know what they were been making in those ads. You 100 00:05:22,040 --> 00:05:27,200 Speaker 1: know you're too young, but I would be so funny 101 00:05:27,279 --> 00:05:31,640 Speaker 1: that's what would actually happen every morning. Well, I mean 102 00:05:31,680 --> 00:05:34,039 Speaker 1: some people jerk off every morning, so that could be. 103 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:38,359 Speaker 1: Do you think anyone's ever come from? Probably have asturbated 104 00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:41,640 Speaker 1: more times in a week than shampoo my hair. It's 105 00:05:41,680 --> 00:05:43,800 Speaker 1: some weeks of my life. Have you ever rubbed your 106 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,960 Speaker 1: Have you ever conditioned your head so much that it's 107 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:50,000 Speaker 1: turned you on yourself? No, that's what I'm saying. Well, 108 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:52,599 Speaker 1: I'm just saying that you were saying it would be 109 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:54,400 Speaker 1: weird if every time you did that you would come. 110 00:05:54,480 --> 00:05:56,599 Speaker 1: But I would say, the only weirdness about that would 111 00:05:56,640 --> 00:05:58,240 Speaker 1: be like, oh, it's so frequent you would have to 112 00:05:58,240 --> 00:06:00,720 Speaker 1: calm all the time. But really, I'm probably masturbating more 113 00:06:00,720 --> 00:06:02,320 Speaker 1: than I am washing my hair, so it wouldn't be 114 00:06:02,320 --> 00:06:05,599 Speaker 1: as frequent, do you know what I mean? Um, So, 115 00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:08,320 Speaker 1: then I use but I use this, But I got 116 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:10,799 Speaker 1: the conditioner from this honest company, and I gotta recommend 117 00:06:10,800 --> 00:06:12,840 Speaker 1: it to people there if you're a girl that likes 118 00:06:12,920 --> 00:06:16,040 Speaker 1: really good conditioner that helps you just right away your 119 00:06:16,080 --> 00:06:18,960 Speaker 1: your fingers slip through your hair. Like That's how I 120 00:06:18,960 --> 00:06:21,120 Speaker 1: know a good conditioner is it makes it completely dentangled 121 00:06:21,200 --> 00:06:23,440 Speaker 1: right away. And my hair is so tangled it takes 122 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:25,839 Speaker 1: so much conditioner to get through it. And that's always 123 00:06:25,839 --> 00:06:27,440 Speaker 1: the mark of a great conditioner for me. And so 124 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:31,640 Speaker 1: this and that kind. I uses the lavender kind. So 125 00:06:31,839 --> 00:06:34,800 Speaker 1: I um, but now I use way less conditioner, probably 126 00:06:35,200 --> 00:06:37,279 Speaker 1: probably double the amount of shampoo when it used to 127 00:06:37,360 --> 00:06:40,279 Speaker 1: literally be forty times the amount. So I washed shampoo 128 00:06:40,320 --> 00:06:44,080 Speaker 1: my hair, immediately leave it on for maybe not even 129 00:06:44,440 --> 00:06:46,800 Speaker 1: like I just do it and then immediately wash it out, 130 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:48,279 Speaker 1: like I don't leave it. I probably should leave it. 131 00:06:48,360 --> 00:06:49,800 Speaker 1: People are gonna write to me and be like, this 132 00:06:49,960 --> 00:06:51,440 Speaker 1: is not the right way to do it. This works 133 00:06:51,480 --> 00:06:55,560 Speaker 1: for me. Then I do conditioner ton and then I 134 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:57,360 Speaker 1: start on the ends, and then I do maybe a 135 00:06:57,400 --> 00:06:58,920 Speaker 1: little bit more, and I go all the way up 136 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:00,560 Speaker 1: to the top and I just at least soak it, 137 00:07:00,600 --> 00:07:04,320 Speaker 1: and then I kind of twist it like this into 138 00:07:04,320 --> 00:07:06,520 Speaker 1: a knot so that it can because I have long hair, 139 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:08,040 Speaker 1: and if I twisted up enough and it's wet, I 140 00:07:08,040 --> 00:07:09,960 Speaker 1: can all make it like it just stays on top 141 00:07:09,960 --> 00:07:11,760 Speaker 1: of my head like that. And so I do it 142 00:07:11,800 --> 00:07:14,239 Speaker 1: so it's almost like a mask, so it's like soaking, 143 00:07:14,600 --> 00:07:16,240 Speaker 1: and then I maybe take some more conditioner and then 144 00:07:16,320 --> 00:07:19,920 Speaker 1: over I like pad it over it so that every 145 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:22,040 Speaker 1: stingle strand has some conditioner on it, and then I 146 00:07:22,160 --> 00:07:24,360 Speaker 1: then that's when I do Okay. I go, okay, so 147 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:26,560 Speaker 1: I want this condition to the last longest. I don't 148 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:29,120 Speaker 1: take long showers, as we all know, So then I go, 149 00:07:30,120 --> 00:07:34,080 Speaker 1: Now I'll shave my legs, which again will take literally 150 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:36,000 Speaker 1: a minute and a half. I don't know what other 151 00:07:36,040 --> 00:07:39,480 Speaker 1: women are doing. I only cut myself once in a while. Um, 152 00:07:39,520 --> 00:07:42,360 Speaker 1: but I shave really fast, so minimal. Yeah. No, I 153 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:46,760 Speaker 1: use conditioner or shampoo, same stuff. No, no special stuff, 154 00:07:46,840 --> 00:07:51,800 Speaker 1: but I use Harry's um razors. I really recommend those, 155 00:07:52,680 --> 00:07:54,880 Speaker 1: like the expensive kind that are like they're not even 156 00:07:55,280 --> 00:07:57,240 Speaker 1: they're ten bucks, which I know is not cheap, but 157 00:07:57,240 --> 00:07:59,880 Speaker 1: it's ten bucks and they come with a refillable things. 158 00:08:00,400 --> 00:08:03,240 Speaker 1: They're the ones that target they just work the best girls. 159 00:08:03,240 --> 00:08:05,680 Speaker 1: Like if you're shaving your vagina, stop using these like 160 00:08:05,760 --> 00:08:09,679 Speaker 1: little like two blade once, like, use a big fucking 161 00:08:09,840 --> 00:08:12,840 Speaker 1: nice men's razor for your vagina and I never get 162 00:08:12,920 --> 00:08:15,720 Speaker 1: razor burned anymore. You can also use ten skin afterwards 163 00:08:15,720 --> 00:08:17,760 Speaker 1: if you do get razor burn after you shave your vagina. 164 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:20,120 Speaker 1: There's stuff you can buy an Amazon and I think 165 00:08:20,280 --> 00:08:22,679 Speaker 1: probably get out Walgreens. And it's in a blue bottle. 166 00:08:22,680 --> 00:08:24,240 Speaker 1: It's called ten skin And if you put it on 167 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:26,280 Speaker 1: like a little cotton bad or toilet paper and you 168 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:28,640 Speaker 1: like dab it around, it kills the bacteria and it 169 00:08:28,680 --> 00:08:30,240 Speaker 1: makes it so you do not get those but you 170 00:08:30,240 --> 00:08:32,360 Speaker 1: have to do it preemptively, not before. You don't wait 171 00:08:32,400 --> 00:08:35,280 Speaker 1: till after you get the infections. Do it before, right 172 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:38,319 Speaker 1: after you shave, so then I rinse out my hair 173 00:08:38,720 --> 00:08:40,880 Speaker 1: and if my fingers run through it, then I know 174 00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:43,600 Speaker 1: it's been a successful conditioning. And then I get out 175 00:08:43,880 --> 00:08:50,199 Speaker 1: and I ha yes the night. But if it normally, 176 00:08:50,520 --> 00:08:51,959 Speaker 1: I'll put up my hair and like a scrunchy, or 177 00:08:52,000 --> 00:08:53,360 Speaker 1: I'll put my hair up in a towel and I'll 178 00:08:53,400 --> 00:08:55,280 Speaker 1: just wash my body so that my hair doesn't get wet. 179 00:08:55,440 --> 00:08:58,319 Speaker 1: If if it's you know, every day, I shower basically 180 00:08:58,440 --> 00:09:00,640 Speaker 1: maybe twice a day. But if I don't want to 181 00:09:00,640 --> 00:09:01,880 Speaker 1: wet my hair, do that and then I get out 182 00:09:01,920 --> 00:09:03,120 Speaker 1: of the shower. If my hair is wet, and then 183 00:09:03,160 --> 00:09:05,200 Speaker 1: I um towel dry. I put it up in a 184 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:07,960 Speaker 1: towel like a classic lady from the fifties, and then 185 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:10,080 Speaker 1: I take it out after it absorbs most of it, 186 00:09:10,440 --> 00:09:13,920 Speaker 1: and then I brushed through it with detangling brush. And 187 00:09:14,640 --> 00:09:16,760 Speaker 1: if I have any snags, I like, don't try to 188 00:09:16,800 --> 00:09:19,360 Speaker 1: just brush through them. I don't understand women who do that. 189 00:09:19,440 --> 00:09:22,080 Speaker 1: Please stop doing that. If you feel a snag, don't 190 00:09:22,120 --> 00:09:24,000 Speaker 1: just try to push through it it's gonna rip your 191 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,160 Speaker 1: hair out and no, you go, no, it doesn't. It does. 192 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:28,880 Speaker 1: So then you find the not and then you work 193 00:09:28,920 --> 00:09:31,520 Speaker 1: it through with either more conditioner and then you wash 194 00:09:31,559 --> 00:09:34,040 Speaker 1: it out, but you try to get that little snag 195 00:09:34,040 --> 00:09:36,240 Speaker 1: out so that you don't just rip that hair out. 196 00:09:36,840 --> 00:09:39,000 Speaker 1: And then I brushed through it and then I either 197 00:09:39,080 --> 00:09:44,040 Speaker 1: let it air dry and um and then curl it 198 00:09:44,160 --> 00:09:46,079 Speaker 1: later and try to like gussie it up. But you 199 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:48,920 Speaker 1: usually the best solution is to then um oh, and 200 00:09:48,920 --> 00:09:53,480 Speaker 1: then I put in a cream. Um it is, oh 201 00:09:53,679 --> 00:09:56,720 Speaker 1: you ai. I first think of the name is and 202 00:09:56,760 --> 00:09:59,160 Speaker 1: it's like conditioning cream. It's a white bottle. It's like 203 00:09:59,240 --> 00:10:07,120 Speaker 1: oh yo, um that is. So what's a ham drip 204 00:10:07,160 --> 00:10:11,840 Speaker 1: that comes before the it's that's a turkey tear and 205 00:10:11,840 --> 00:10:14,520 Speaker 1: you'll see why soon. So I use that and I 206 00:10:14,559 --> 00:10:16,640 Speaker 1: put a dollop in my hand about a dime sized amount, 207 00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:18,040 Speaker 1: and then I rub it all over my hands and 208 00:10:18,080 --> 00:10:19,720 Speaker 1: then I start at the ends and then I go 209 00:10:19,800 --> 00:10:23,280 Speaker 1: to the top, eventually the crown and then um, I 210 00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:27,160 Speaker 1: blowed her my hair with a just regular paddle like 211 00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:29,080 Speaker 1: I don't sometimes I'll do a round brush, but right 212 00:10:29,080 --> 00:10:30,719 Speaker 1: now I'm using a paddle and I use this really 213 00:10:30,800 --> 00:10:33,920 Speaker 1: nice hair dryer I got that gives is supposed to 214 00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:35,959 Speaker 1: give a lot of shine to your hair. Forget the 215 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:37,800 Speaker 1: name of it, but just look up. You know hair 216 00:10:37,880 --> 00:10:39,840 Speaker 1: dryers that give you shine. They really actually do if 217 00:10:39,880 --> 00:10:41,640 Speaker 1: you spend the extra money on them. It's like it's 218 00:10:41,679 --> 00:10:44,520 Speaker 1: two hair dryer, so you know, it's packs a punch 219 00:10:44,559 --> 00:10:47,600 Speaker 1: and then um, and then once my hair has been 220 00:10:47,640 --> 00:10:49,880 Speaker 1: blow dried, I can do anything with it later on. 221 00:10:50,240 --> 00:10:54,800 Speaker 1: Sometimes it's a little bit like two moisturized after a shower, 222 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:56,160 Speaker 1: and I need it to dry out a little bit 223 00:10:56,160 --> 00:10:58,120 Speaker 1: before I curl it, because to keep a curl, your 224 00:10:58,120 --> 00:10:59,880 Speaker 1: hair needs to be a little bit dryer and not 225 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:02,760 Speaker 1: have as much thickness to it. This is boring to 226 00:11:02,800 --> 00:11:04,800 Speaker 1: anyone who doesn't do hair care. But then I can 227 00:11:04,840 --> 00:11:07,360 Speaker 1: curl my hair and and I really do want to 228 00:11:07,360 --> 00:11:09,360 Speaker 1: do a makeup tutorial because every time I go on 229 00:11:09,360 --> 00:11:11,680 Speaker 1: Instagram Live and I go, guys, I gotta go because 230 00:11:11,679 --> 00:11:14,120 Speaker 1: I gotta put on my makeup for a thing. People 231 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:16,800 Speaker 1: are like, do a makeup tutorial, and I'm like, I would, 232 00:11:16,800 --> 00:11:18,600 Speaker 1: but I just got to throw it on really fast 233 00:11:18,679 --> 00:11:20,520 Speaker 1: right now. This isn't the time, so I'm gonna do 234 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:22,720 Speaker 1: that at some point, not that I know what I'm doing, 235 00:11:22,720 --> 00:11:25,600 Speaker 1: but I I kind of do. I know what works 236 00:11:25,640 --> 00:11:27,360 Speaker 1: for me. And I've been watching a lot of makeup 237 00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:31,240 Speaker 1: tutorial instagrams that have like these new kind of tips. 238 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:33,439 Speaker 1: I'm using one of my favorites. Oh my god, I 239 00:11:33,480 --> 00:11:35,080 Speaker 1: did this weekend and I just didn't do it right 240 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:37,040 Speaker 1: now because I didn't have time. No, it's so good. 241 00:11:37,679 --> 00:11:39,960 Speaker 1: So I don't know why I took off my sunglasses 242 00:11:40,040 --> 00:11:42,960 Speaker 1: because my eyes are like little little tiny slivers of 243 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:45,520 Speaker 1: almonds like you would find in a good salad right now, 244 00:11:45,559 --> 00:11:47,480 Speaker 1: Like my eyes are puffy because I just have been 245 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:49,559 Speaker 1: like I'll get into it in a second, but I've 246 00:11:49,559 --> 00:11:52,360 Speaker 1: just been like a puffy bitch. Like not that not 247 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:56,000 Speaker 1: saying that, I'm just saying like his stamine and like emotional. 248 00:11:56,080 --> 00:11:58,640 Speaker 1: I've been like very emotional, but not cry. It's just 249 00:11:58,720 --> 00:12:01,160 Speaker 1: like I need to. I My face constantly looks like 250 00:12:01,200 --> 00:12:05,240 Speaker 1: it needs to cry. So uh, but it's good. It's 251 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:07,720 Speaker 1: all good. It's it's good to feel your feelings even 252 00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:09,440 Speaker 1: though you don't let them out ever and you hold 253 00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:13,720 Speaker 1: them back. So but this is the best tip that 254 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:15,679 Speaker 1: I saw. No I should send you some of these 255 00:12:15,679 --> 00:12:17,720 Speaker 1: tips because I always send them to Robin, my makeup girl, 256 00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:19,440 Speaker 1: to be like, what do you think about this? You'll 257 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:21,400 Speaker 1: like this one because you're a big eye makeup girl. 258 00:12:21,920 --> 00:12:25,840 Speaker 1: So you take tweezers, okay, and you take your mass 259 00:12:25,840 --> 00:12:28,800 Speaker 1: scara wand and you get a bunch of goop on it, 260 00:12:28,880 --> 00:12:32,040 Speaker 1: and you take the tweezers and you tweeze goop between them. 261 00:12:32,200 --> 00:12:35,240 Speaker 1: So you you tweeze the masscara goop with the tweezers. Okay, 262 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:36,760 Speaker 1: So you get a bunch of goop that just looks 263 00:12:36,760 --> 00:12:39,480 Speaker 1: like almost like a paint brush of goop. And then 264 00:12:39,640 --> 00:12:41,800 Speaker 1: you this for your under eyelashes because when you do 265 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:44,240 Speaker 1: your under eyelashes, they collect too much with the wand 266 00:12:44,679 --> 00:12:48,480 Speaker 1: they bleed onto your uh skin and it will just 267 00:12:48,480 --> 00:12:51,200 Speaker 1: look clumpy or or bad. So then you lightly do 268 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:53,520 Speaker 1: not tweez like you're tweezing out hair, but you take 269 00:12:53,559 --> 00:12:55,280 Speaker 1: the hair gently and you know how to do. You 270 00:12:55,320 --> 00:12:57,080 Speaker 1: think you're going to tweeze your hair out, but you 271 00:12:57,080 --> 00:12:59,240 Speaker 1: you will not. There's not even a part of you 272 00:12:59,320 --> 00:13:01,360 Speaker 1: that could ever out your own eyelashes unless you have 273 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:04,000 Speaker 1: trick it tilmnia, which is a different thing. Altogether, and 274 00:13:04,040 --> 00:13:07,200 Speaker 1: then you go through individually and you grasp inside the 275 00:13:07,240 --> 00:13:11,200 Speaker 1: gloopy between the tweezer. You just gently like tug on 276 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:13,840 Speaker 1: each of your eyelashes to do like a singular, and 277 00:13:13,920 --> 00:13:16,760 Speaker 1: it gives it this like awesome, like you know, kind 278 00:13:16,800 --> 00:13:21,040 Speaker 1: of Twiggy. I was gonna say, Twiggy, Yeah, Twiggy goldie 279 00:13:21,080 --> 00:13:25,559 Speaker 1: hawn um like look underneath your eye like for your 280 00:13:25,600 --> 00:13:28,679 Speaker 1: lower lashes that I did this weekend, and I was like, 281 00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:31,000 Speaker 1: oh my god, I don't even need like it was 282 00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:33,200 Speaker 1: just such a cool look that I love when something 283 00:13:33,240 --> 00:13:35,720 Speaker 1: makeup wise, I discovered like a whole new look to 284 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:37,240 Speaker 1: my face. And then I just found out last night. 285 00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:41,520 Speaker 1: If you're in over forty and you're doing contour right 286 00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:45,440 Speaker 1: here where your cheekbone, right below your cheekbone where everyone 287 00:13:45,440 --> 00:13:47,440 Speaker 1: thinks you're supposed to do contour, now, contour is the 288 00:13:47,520 --> 00:13:49,880 Speaker 1: dark line that you do. Like if you're doing contouring, 289 00:13:50,160 --> 00:13:52,240 Speaker 1: you do like a brown line. If you're a white girl, 290 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:56,280 Speaker 1: or you know, lighter skinned or just any skin color. Really, 291 00:13:56,280 --> 00:13:58,520 Speaker 1: if you're contouring, you do a darker shade than your color, 292 00:13:58,679 --> 00:14:03,520 Speaker 1: much darker in between your cheekbone and your jaw. I 293 00:14:03,559 --> 00:14:06,040 Speaker 1: guess like where that dent is. But if you're over forty, 294 00:14:06,120 --> 00:14:08,600 Speaker 1: that's wrong. You're pulling your face down. You should do 295 00:14:08,640 --> 00:14:13,920 Speaker 1: the um the dark line on your cheekbone, which is 296 00:14:13,960 --> 00:14:16,640 Speaker 1: totally different than I thought. It's just so interesting because 297 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:19,760 Speaker 1: it is all really like painting. It's like Bob Ross 298 00:14:19,800 --> 00:14:21,920 Speaker 1: and there's all these tricks. It's all an illusion. It's 299 00:14:21,920 --> 00:14:23,840 Speaker 1: optical illusions. You're drawing on your face, but you can 300 00:14:23,920 --> 00:14:28,480 Speaker 1: highlight different places and truly look like so much different 301 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:33,400 Speaker 1: with just a little bit of It's just it's so 302 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:36,040 Speaker 1: easy to just do these things. And and by the way, 303 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:38,600 Speaker 1: like the things that we think we're doing to make 304 00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:40,800 Speaker 1: ourselves look younger, in fact sometimes can be making us 305 00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:43,600 Speaker 1: look a lot older. Like eyeshadow for me makes me 306 00:14:43,640 --> 00:14:46,600 Speaker 1: look so old because it closes off my eye. It 307 00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:50,000 Speaker 1: makes it look smaller, or like gives if I use 308 00:14:50,120 --> 00:14:52,840 Speaker 1: just um, if I use concealer on my eye and 309 00:14:52,880 --> 00:14:55,040 Speaker 1: make my eye like almost a lighter color than my 310 00:14:55,080 --> 00:14:58,520 Speaker 1: skin tone and my it gives me a youthful look 311 00:14:58,560 --> 00:15:01,760 Speaker 1: because k it's don't wear makeup, so if you look 312 00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:03,760 Speaker 1: like you're not, if you wear less makeup, your face 313 00:15:03,880 --> 00:15:06,600 Speaker 1: will look younger. It will also look more masculine. But 314 00:15:06,640 --> 00:15:09,080 Speaker 1: then that's why you do the eyelashes. Eyelashes are the 315 00:15:09,120 --> 00:15:11,760 Speaker 1: thing that sets part women. And then final answer, I 316 00:15:11,800 --> 00:15:16,080 Speaker 1: fucking forgot I have bottom eyelashes. Yeah, mine are I 317 00:15:16,120 --> 00:15:19,480 Speaker 1: had no idea. I really haven't thought about. Like, I 318 00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:22,800 Speaker 1: would love to give your eyes this look because bottom 319 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:26,680 Speaker 1: lashes are such it's a thing that everyone forgets. Really 320 00:15:26,760 --> 00:15:31,280 Speaker 1: and browsed change everything. I was looking an old eyebrow 321 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:36,600 Speaker 1: or old eyebrow pictures. Oh my god, can noah no, 322 00:15:36,680 --> 00:15:40,920 Speaker 1: what can you tell him what you discovered? Please? So 323 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:44,920 Speaker 1: on your Instagram story, you posted a close up photo 324 00:15:45,080 --> 00:15:47,680 Speaker 1: that you just recently took on tour of you turning 325 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:51,160 Speaker 1: around looking kind of sultry, and then you posted a 326 00:15:51,280 --> 00:15:57,040 Speaker 1: younger version of yourself photo but like just a lot younger, 327 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:05,720 Speaker 1: and I said younger, Andrew reminds me of Brenda. You 328 00:16:05,840 --> 00:16:09,320 Speaker 1: look like Brenna's brother. Do you look like a hot 329 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:11,560 Speaker 1: girl like you? You have the face of like a 330 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:14,640 Speaker 1: really like Brenna has one of the prettiest faces that 331 00:16:14,680 --> 00:16:18,080 Speaker 1: you'll ever see in person, and trust like she pops 332 00:16:18,160 --> 00:16:21,120 Speaker 1: on his Instagram, but like in person, she's one of 333 00:16:21,160 --> 00:16:24,160 Speaker 1: the most striking, beautif naturally beautiful people I've ever seen, 334 00:16:24,600 --> 00:16:28,640 Speaker 1: and you have night and I was like, they do 335 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:31,200 Speaker 1: look so similar and this and this is no insult 336 00:16:31,200 --> 00:16:33,280 Speaker 1: to Brenna or to you know, it's actually like the 337 00:16:33,320 --> 00:16:36,080 Speaker 1: most compliment to both of you because you just have 338 00:16:36,160 --> 00:16:42,160 Speaker 1: a beautiful face and and it supports our thesis that 339 00:16:42,360 --> 00:16:45,000 Speaker 1: is not even ours. It's like one that I think 340 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:47,440 Speaker 1: it's biologically proven, is that we're attracted to people with 341 00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:49,760 Speaker 1: our same like face structure. And like that kind of 342 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:53,960 Speaker 1: looked like us and Chris I realized, looks we both 343 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:59,600 Speaker 1: have like big smiles, big smiles, very little but yeah, 344 00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:01,680 Speaker 1: but I I could see that how back in the day, 345 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:05,160 Speaker 1: the back in the day, but I realized my eyebrows 346 00:17:05,160 --> 00:17:08,760 Speaker 1: were very manicured. Then then that photo and my mom 347 00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:10,639 Speaker 1: would make me wax my eyebrows. Maybe you should go 348 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:12,600 Speaker 1: back to that. It's a good look. Yeah, I don't 349 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:15,160 Speaker 1: know the bottoms. It hurts, man, I know it hurts. 350 00:17:15,200 --> 00:17:18,520 Speaker 1: But you know what, every girl knows what you're talking about. 351 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:20,880 Speaker 1: And you get I know this sounds stupid, You get 352 00:17:20,880 --> 00:17:24,040 Speaker 1: callous to it, like it doesn't hurt anymore. Maybe I'm wrong. 353 00:17:24,080 --> 00:17:26,800 Speaker 1: Maybe if you're sensitive ones talking about sensitivity, I just 354 00:17:26,800 --> 00:17:30,480 Speaker 1: want to say, I am like, I you got off 355 00:17:30,600 --> 00:17:33,639 Speaker 1: Zoloft recently, right like about two months. Was that a 356 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:35,679 Speaker 1: choice or did it just you miss some doses and 357 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:37,879 Speaker 1: you go, I'll just see what this? What do you remember? 358 00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:40,960 Speaker 1: What was the impetus? It was? We were in um 359 00:17:41,119 --> 00:17:43,600 Speaker 1: Cabo and I think I was just in a really 360 00:17:43,640 --> 00:17:51,000 Speaker 1: good space head wise, brain wise to the point eyebrow wise. Um, 361 00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:53,720 Speaker 1: well we'll never get there. But that has nothing to 362 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:57,720 Speaker 1: do with off. Oh my god, So I um want 363 00:17:57,760 --> 00:18:03,600 Speaker 1: to talk about library Liberry was funny, he said, Lieberry 364 00:18:03,720 --> 00:18:05,840 Speaker 1: this weekend, and I go, I just have never known 365 00:18:05,880 --> 00:18:10,520 Speaker 1: you to not say that word. It was um. So 366 00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:13,600 Speaker 1: I ended up Yeah, So I just like I took 367 00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:15,560 Speaker 1: one and then I was like down to three days. 368 00:18:15,600 --> 00:18:17,840 Speaker 1: I started well beautron too, So I felt like I 369 00:18:17,920 --> 00:18:21,920 Speaker 1: was getting whatever endorphin or whatever feeling of like less 370 00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:25,200 Speaker 1: anxiety from that. So I could slowly get off the Zoloft. 371 00:18:25,200 --> 00:18:27,320 Speaker 1: I know plenty of I read. I read a lot 372 00:18:27,359 --> 00:18:30,080 Speaker 1: about people being able to wean off one for the other, 373 00:18:30,760 --> 00:18:33,879 Speaker 1: and then I got off the Zoloft. I didn't feel 374 00:18:33,920 --> 00:18:38,600 Speaker 1: too many. Uh, I felt a little zappy little people 375 00:18:38,640 --> 00:18:41,040 Speaker 1: talk about but I wasn't sad at all. Like I 376 00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:43,879 Speaker 1: wasn't feeling Those are withdrawal symptoms, so maybe you go 377 00:18:43,960 --> 00:18:46,080 Speaker 1: all wait him out. If they persist, then we'll think 378 00:18:46,119 --> 00:18:49,720 Speaker 1: about But you you were monitoring your withdrawals. And then 379 00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:52,040 Speaker 1: and then with well Beautron, I was like, okay, well 380 00:18:52,760 --> 00:18:55,520 Speaker 1: I don't really, I'm not really I was getting a 381 00:18:55,520 --> 00:18:59,480 Speaker 1: little anger. It's like I felt like very on edge, 382 00:18:59,520 --> 00:19:02,080 Speaker 1: a little bit from the well you. And I was like, okay, 383 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:04,480 Speaker 1: let me slowly get off this too. While I'm here. 384 00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:07,879 Speaker 1: It's kind of like a rehab down there. And I 385 00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:10,040 Speaker 1: you know, the only tough part was looking in the 386 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:12,719 Speaker 1: mirror that one day at my body and like that 387 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:14,639 Speaker 1: was a great day for me. I mean it was 388 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:19,160 Speaker 1: offe so anyway, so I was able to just get 389 00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:20,679 Speaker 1: off and there it felt like I was in I mean, 390 00:19:20,720 --> 00:19:23,160 Speaker 1: I was in paradise. Yeah. So and then I came 391 00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:26,280 Speaker 1: back and it's been it's been good. It's been really good. 392 00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:28,639 Speaker 1: I've noticed that you have. There's been an uptick. And 393 00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:32,680 Speaker 1: this is just me being aware because I'm usually suffering 394 00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:34,680 Speaker 1: and I'm trying to look for other people suffering around 395 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:36,680 Speaker 1: me to justify my suffering. Let me just be honest 396 00:19:36,720 --> 00:19:39,800 Speaker 1: with that. But I've noticed that there's been more like 397 00:19:39,800 --> 00:19:42,479 Speaker 1: like doing the biting your fingernails than when you were 398 00:19:42,480 --> 00:19:44,439 Speaker 1: on well betim, but it's not as bad as it 399 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:46,760 Speaker 1: was before you were on that stuff or before so left. 400 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:49,760 Speaker 1: It's just for me. I look at you biting your 401 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:52,600 Speaker 1: fingers and I go, that's just me, like going like 402 00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:57,760 Speaker 1: I'm worried, Like it's okay to bite your fingernails. Before 403 00:19:57,760 --> 00:19:59,359 Speaker 1: it was the thing where you were sometimes clawing on 404 00:19:59,400 --> 00:20:01,639 Speaker 1: your hand constantly. Well, there's a time when I clawed 405 00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:03,520 Speaker 1: my hand and it's when my anxiety is the highest. 406 00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:05,440 Speaker 1: And when when I bite my nails. I know when 407 00:20:05,440 --> 00:20:08,439 Speaker 1: I do it. It's when I fly, especially after I 408 00:20:08,520 --> 00:20:11,320 Speaker 1: drink a lot of coffee, or and when I do shows. 409 00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:14,480 Speaker 1: And I noticed it other times too. Okay, but I'm 410 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:17,320 Speaker 1: saying for me, I know that I get I get it. 411 00:20:17,359 --> 00:20:19,760 Speaker 1: I know, you know. But I do things too where 412 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:21,399 Speaker 1: I go, oh, I know I'm doing this because I'm stressed. 413 00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:22,720 Speaker 1: But I think sometimes we do those things and we 414 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:25,120 Speaker 1: don't realize we're doing it. But it's not a bad thing. 415 00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:27,840 Speaker 1: It's not like we should be able to chew on 416 00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:30,399 Speaker 1: our fingernails instead of taking a drug so that we 417 00:20:30,400 --> 00:20:32,359 Speaker 1: don't have to do that if if we know our 418 00:20:32,400 --> 00:20:35,280 Speaker 1: fingernails aren't bleeding, let's talk about this stuff like these 419 00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:38,640 Speaker 1: are all coping mechanisms in the short term because I 420 00:20:38,640 --> 00:20:42,720 Speaker 1: am only bringing this up because I, uh recently got 421 00:20:42,720 --> 00:20:44,560 Speaker 1: off an antidepressant and I'm going to talk about it 422 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:46,040 Speaker 1: right when we get back from this. But I really 423 00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:48,800 Speaker 1: relate to seeing little things like that come up for 424 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:51,800 Speaker 1: me where I'm like, it's okay, you know, are you 425 00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:56,240 Speaker 1: doing that on purpose? We'll be right back here. I 426 00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:58,919 Speaker 1: come down the road all the time, off the street, 427 00:20:59,240 --> 00:21:04,399 Speaker 1: don't freak, can eat street met unless you got utensils. 428 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:09,280 Speaker 1: It's just good advice. Okay, we're back. So as I 429 00:21:09,320 --> 00:21:13,439 Speaker 1: was saying, um, I, I was wondering how you got 430 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:15,360 Speaker 1: off it, because whenever I get off antonia presence, which 431 00:21:15,359 --> 00:21:20,360 Speaker 1: I've gotten off every single thirty five times, like I've 432 00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:25,959 Speaker 1: been on so many things. Now, let's ever breakup. Um, 433 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:30,480 Speaker 1: But that is interesting that perfectly know it always well 434 00:21:30,760 --> 00:21:33,000 Speaker 1: what really happen? And I don't want this. Please, if 435 00:21:33,040 --> 00:21:34,960 Speaker 1: you are on stuff right now, please do not get 436 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:39,320 Speaker 1: off it. This is not and this was This doesn't 437 00:21:39,320 --> 00:21:40,760 Speaker 1: work out for a lot of people, and it might 438 00:21:40,760 --> 00:21:42,160 Speaker 1: not work out for me. Because I want to say 439 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:44,080 Speaker 1: the only reason I'm off stuff right now, because I 440 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:48,160 Speaker 1: just want to be honest with people, is that I couldn't. 441 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:50,960 Speaker 1: You know, there's got to be a solution for people 442 00:21:51,040 --> 00:21:54,000 Speaker 1: with meds that are dealing with anxiety and depression, because 443 00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:57,119 Speaker 1: it is so hard to get meds on time and 444 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:58,680 Speaker 1: things like that. If you have a d D, if 445 00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:01,760 Speaker 1: you have anxiety like staying up with I'll have two 446 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:03,440 Speaker 1: pills left, and I'll go, i gotta call the doctor, 447 00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:04,719 Speaker 1: and then I don't get around to it, and then 448 00:22:04,760 --> 00:22:07,200 Speaker 1: all of a sudden, I'm missing a pill and then 449 00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:09,399 Speaker 1: I know the side effects are suicidal thoughts, and I'm like, 450 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:11,920 Speaker 1: oh my god, fuck. And then i'd call and then 451 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:13,919 Speaker 1: I have the transfer to the CDs. I go to 452 00:22:13,960 --> 00:22:15,879 Speaker 1: the CVS. We're in a strange town. They don't have 453 00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:17,880 Speaker 1: my information. I'm just like, there's been a long line. 454 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:19,080 Speaker 1: We have to get to the next gig, and I'm like, 455 00:22:19,119 --> 00:22:20,400 Speaker 1: you know what, I'm just gonna skip it and see 456 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:24,080 Speaker 1: what happens. I'm gonna be aware of any possible side effects. 457 00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:27,679 Speaker 1: So I was on the drug Pristique for because I 458 00:22:27,720 --> 00:22:30,920 Speaker 1: was like, you know, on they got me on anxiety 459 00:22:30,960 --> 00:22:33,280 Speaker 1: men's and then I was still having like, really this 460 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:36,800 Speaker 1: urge to smoke pot. This was back in like a 461 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:38,800 Speaker 1: couple of years ago, and I was still like, god, 462 00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:41,119 Speaker 1: you know, like this is taking care of this part 463 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:42,600 Speaker 1: of my life, this one drug, but this other part, 464 00:22:42,640 --> 00:22:45,919 Speaker 1: I'm still dying smoke weed all the time. And my 465 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:48,760 Speaker 1: doctor was probably like, Okay, well weed, you're reaching for 466 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:51,880 Speaker 1: that because of anxiety and like, so maybe we give 467 00:22:51,880 --> 00:22:53,640 Speaker 1: you Pristique. So I was on that and then yeah, 468 00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:55,480 Speaker 1: the weed urges went away. I was able to quit. 469 00:22:55,560 --> 00:22:56,920 Speaker 1: It didn't go away, but I was able to quit 470 00:22:56,920 --> 00:22:59,640 Speaker 1: on my own and then, um, and I never really 471 00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:01,280 Speaker 1: thought it helped with the weed stuff. I thought that 472 00:23:01,359 --> 00:23:03,520 Speaker 1: I just found a different solution for myself. The reason 473 00:23:03,560 --> 00:23:05,639 Speaker 1: I quit weed was because it was making me unfunny 474 00:23:05,680 --> 00:23:08,960 Speaker 1: and like I was doing it every day, so that 475 00:23:09,119 --> 00:23:11,920 Speaker 1: I shared my own path with that in multiple episodes. 476 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,000 Speaker 1: But anyway, so I just kept taking Pristi because I'm 477 00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:15,359 Speaker 1: scared to get off it because the one of the 478 00:23:15,359 --> 00:23:19,800 Speaker 1: side effects was like possible suicide, like which is so ironic, 479 00:23:19,840 --> 00:23:22,240 Speaker 1: Like you talked about so all oft is like it 480 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:24,840 Speaker 1: helps depression, but then you can't come and it's like, well, 481 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:27,760 Speaker 1: now I'm depressed because I can't come. It's like, what's 482 00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:30,400 Speaker 1: what is this doing to us? So you can only 483 00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:34,000 Speaker 1: kill yourself, I know, and you can only come once. 484 00:23:36,880 --> 00:23:40,160 Speaker 1: So I was like, and I don't want to kill myself. 485 00:23:40,240 --> 00:23:42,840 Speaker 1: I don't want anything to like do. But I also 486 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:46,119 Speaker 1: know that people no one wants to kill themselves, you know, 487 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:48,919 Speaker 1: like it's not something that if even if you do 488 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:54,240 Speaker 1: want to kill yourself, it's not there's something there's a 489 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:56,800 Speaker 1: disease happening in your head, Like a disease is trying 490 00:23:56,800 --> 00:23:59,400 Speaker 1: to kill you, not you know then and it's it's 491 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:02,480 Speaker 1: out of your troll. Um. So I just didn't want 492 00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:04,359 Speaker 1: to catch whatever disease that would be from a withdrawal 493 00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:06,000 Speaker 1: side effect. So I was monitoring it and I was 494 00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:08,040 Speaker 1: making sure. I was like, I'm not having suicidal thoughts. 495 00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:10,679 Speaker 1: I'm very aware of that when those come up. And 496 00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:13,679 Speaker 1: so I lapsed in my like I was off it 497 00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:15,440 Speaker 1: for a week, and I was like, Okay, I looked 498 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:17,200 Speaker 1: up like the half life of the stuff, like things 499 00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:20,080 Speaker 1: withdrawal symptoms should be taking place. And I've never experienced 500 00:24:20,119 --> 00:24:23,359 Speaker 1: withdrawal symptoms like I just I read about when I 501 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:26,160 Speaker 1: used to be on two d milligrams the ultimate dose, 502 00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:28,760 Speaker 1: and I went off cold turkey because I was just, oh, 503 00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:31,120 Speaker 1: I feel good. I don't need anymore. I didn't feel 504 00:24:31,119 --> 00:24:33,320 Speaker 1: the brains apps, I didn't feel the suicidal thoughts. I 505 00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:38,520 Speaker 1: didn't I didn't feel anything. And I have weaned in 506 00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:40,520 Speaker 1: the past when I was more responsible, But there are 507 00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:43,080 Speaker 1: times where I've just cold turkey it and I have 508 00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:45,719 Speaker 1: just gotten lucky. I have whatever chemistry is in my 509 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:47,920 Speaker 1: body for those types of things. I do not experience 510 00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:51,879 Speaker 1: withdrawal symptoms from those meds, or I haven't yet. But 511 00:24:51,960 --> 00:24:53,600 Speaker 1: I was like, prostque is something I haven't been on, 512 00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:55,520 Speaker 1: so I don't want to make zolof I know that 513 00:24:55,560 --> 00:24:58,080 Speaker 1: I've never experienced withdraws. I've gone off in a million times, 514 00:24:58,640 --> 00:25:01,080 Speaker 1: but so, but do not do that. It's very dangerous, 515 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,240 Speaker 1: you guys. I think I'm just like lucky in that way, 516 00:25:03,280 --> 00:25:06,600 Speaker 1: like what my physiology is different, and you know, so 517 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:09,000 Speaker 1: please don't do that. I'm not saying you will have 518 00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,040 Speaker 1: I've never heard of someone not having it, but I 519 00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:13,920 Speaker 1: have not. So with f Steek, I was worried about it, 520 00:25:14,119 --> 00:25:18,120 Speaker 1: and I just I was paying attention to it. But 521 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,920 Speaker 1: what I've discovered is no withdraw symptoms. But all of 522 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:24,359 Speaker 1: a sudden, so many feelings all the time. I feel 523 00:25:24,359 --> 00:25:26,600 Speaker 1: like I'm constantly p mssing, which doesn't make sense because 524 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:28,439 Speaker 1: I just had my period and I was able to 525 00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:30,679 Speaker 1: like write the feelings off when they first came in 526 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:33,520 Speaker 1: as PMS because I was like about to start my period. 527 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:37,040 Speaker 1: That makes sense, But the field it's so interesting because 528 00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:39,320 Speaker 1: I just don't know how to feel like, I don't 529 00:25:39,320 --> 00:25:41,879 Speaker 1: know how to cry. I don't. I truly don't know 530 00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:44,239 Speaker 1: how to cry. I don't I know how. There are 531 00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:45,720 Speaker 1: some things that get me to do it, like when 532 00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:47,520 Speaker 1: my friends give me permission, or I'm able to like 533 00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:49,879 Speaker 1: talk about something enough that starts bringing it up. I 534 00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:51,359 Speaker 1: was able to cry last night. I was texting with 535 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:55,000 Speaker 1: my sister about just some stuff I felt like stupid about, 536 00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:57,720 Speaker 1: and she like so sweet. She just like asked one question. 537 00:25:57,720 --> 00:25:59,679 Speaker 1: I was like blah blah blah blah, and like spilled. 538 00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:01,040 Speaker 1: She was like, I really want to talk to you 539 00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:02,480 Speaker 1: about this thing that's going on in my life. And 540 00:26:02,480 --> 00:26:04,320 Speaker 1: she was like, yeah, we'll get coffee later this week 541 00:26:04,359 --> 00:26:05,560 Speaker 1: because it was late, and I was like I don't 542 00:26:05,560 --> 00:26:06,800 Speaker 1: have time to get into it. And then all of 543 00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:08,520 Speaker 1: a sudden, I just keep texting and I'm getting into 544 00:26:08,560 --> 00:26:10,080 Speaker 1: it and then I start crying and it felt good, 545 00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:13,399 Speaker 1: but it was just like not enough anyway. I'm just 546 00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:20,520 Speaker 1: feeling so so much and it's okay, and it's like 547 00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:24,600 Speaker 1: it almost feels good, like I I think that, but 548 00:26:24,680 --> 00:26:27,119 Speaker 1: I am compelled to smoke weed again, and like I 549 00:26:27,160 --> 00:26:29,560 Speaker 1: want to because I want a way out of these feelings. 550 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:32,679 Speaker 1: That's like always what everything is, that's what thinking is, 551 00:26:32,760 --> 00:26:35,879 Speaker 1: that's what are I was just doing a meditation today 552 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:37,720 Speaker 1: where he was like it was such a good Sam 553 00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:39,800 Speaker 1: Harris that I put on, which I'm obviously starting to 554 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:42,280 Speaker 1: meditate again because when things start coming up like this 555 00:26:42,760 --> 00:26:45,080 Speaker 1: and I don't have these drugs pushing down the feelings, 556 00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:47,280 Speaker 1: I gotta find other ways. So now I'm journaling, I'm 557 00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:49,840 Speaker 1: getting back into meditation, like I'm finding other ways so 558 00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:51,320 Speaker 1: I don't have to go back on a drug. But 559 00:26:52,359 --> 00:26:54,280 Speaker 1: I was listening to the meditation and he was just like, 560 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,879 Speaker 1: you know, it's about focusing on the thought. Okay. Notice 561 00:26:57,880 --> 00:27:00,720 Speaker 1: when a thought comes up, okay, conjure thought that stressing 562 00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:02,320 Speaker 1: you out, something that's stressing you out. So I was 563 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:03,879 Speaker 1: all of a sudden, I'm like, oh, He's letting me 564 00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:06,439 Speaker 1: think during this quitation. Perfect. So I conjure up the 565 00:27:06,440 --> 00:27:08,760 Speaker 1: fact that I had an audition that I was supposed 566 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:11,040 Speaker 1: to turn in today at eleven am my time. I 567 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:14,120 Speaker 1: didn't even read the script, like not even didn't even 568 00:27:14,119 --> 00:27:16,280 Speaker 1: do it. And then I was like just he goes, now, 569 00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:18,280 Speaker 1: notice the feelings that come up when you think about 570 00:27:18,359 --> 00:27:21,040 Speaker 1: this thing that is bothering you, that you fit whatever 571 00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:25,320 Speaker 1: at all? No, No, but I asked for an extension, 572 00:27:25,359 --> 00:27:29,000 Speaker 1: but this meditation happened after I before I got back 573 00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:31,080 Speaker 1: that I could have an extension, and it really was 574 00:27:31,119 --> 00:27:33,080 Speaker 1: prompt about like you needed in by nine am. P 575 00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:34,920 Speaker 1: s T like, and I was like, okay, so I 576 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:38,040 Speaker 1: didn't get it, so whatever. So I was thinking about 577 00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:42,560 Speaker 1: it and he was like, notice physiologically, like through your 578 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:46,439 Speaker 1: body where that feeling is, like what's what's changed? So 579 00:27:46,480 --> 00:27:48,879 Speaker 1: I went from a state like a state of just 580 00:27:49,240 --> 00:27:50,600 Speaker 1: paying attention to my breath and then all of a sudden, 581 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:53,960 Speaker 1: I think about this audition and I noticed like just 582 00:27:54,040 --> 00:27:56,359 Speaker 1: this like kind of a little bit of ache in 583 00:27:56,440 --> 00:28:00,639 Speaker 1: my chest and like my leg a little bit of 584 00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:02,240 Speaker 1: my leg, and I was and I was just focusing 585 00:28:02,240 --> 00:28:04,479 Speaker 1: on this cloud of like kind of tingling of like 586 00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:07,640 Speaker 1: just like anxiety. And I was like, okay, that's where 587 00:28:07,680 --> 00:28:09,399 Speaker 1: it is, which I don't usually I am able to 588 00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:11,280 Speaker 1: feel that. I used to go to a somatic therapist 589 00:28:11,280 --> 00:28:12,920 Speaker 1: and she used to be like, now where is this feeling? 590 00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:15,320 Speaker 1: And I would be like, my head, I don't know, 591 00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:18,800 Speaker 1: I'm not connected. For some reason, I felt it this 592 00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:21,800 Speaker 1: morning and it was interesting because he was like, so 593 00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:24,280 Speaker 1: what the At the end of the thing, he was like, 594 00:28:25,160 --> 00:28:27,159 Speaker 1: what this was? He kind of broke down what we 595 00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:30,560 Speaker 1: just did. What this was was you paying attention to 596 00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:35,040 Speaker 1: when things, when emotions come up, paying attention to what 597 00:28:35,240 --> 00:28:38,520 Speaker 1: those thoughts do to you physiologically, what they do to 598 00:28:38,560 --> 00:28:40,040 Speaker 1: your heart, what they do to your stomach, what they 599 00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:43,520 Speaker 1: do to your body, and not just notice and let 600 00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:47,200 Speaker 1: it happen. Because what we do when we have normally, 601 00:28:47,240 --> 00:28:49,440 Speaker 1: when we have a feeling come up, we turn off 602 00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:51,840 Speaker 1: those we don't feel it. We're do anything to not 603 00:28:51,880 --> 00:28:53,720 Speaker 1: feel it, so we think about something, we put on 604 00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:57,120 Speaker 1: a song, we we distract ourselves with our phone, and 605 00:28:57,160 --> 00:29:00,280 Speaker 1: we keep that feeling from just going through us like 606 00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:02,680 Speaker 1: a wave, like just letting the wave pass over you. 607 00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:05,960 Speaker 1: And what you find any what he said in today's 608 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:08,360 Speaker 1: meditation is that the half life of these feelings that 609 00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:12,160 Speaker 1: you are pushing away constantly is so much shorter than 610 00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:14,200 Speaker 1: you think if you just let it run through you 611 00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:16,680 Speaker 1: and you let that feeling go, because all it is, 612 00:29:17,120 --> 00:29:20,800 Speaker 1: all thoughts are are really distractions from feeling things. So 613 00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:25,160 Speaker 1: if you're able to take something that's causing you a 614 00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:28,880 Speaker 1: lot of anxiety and just look at it as almost 615 00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:34,960 Speaker 1: this thing that like like a bunch of like, um god, 616 00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:36,520 Speaker 1: I don't know how it like a wave, Like you're 617 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:39,520 Speaker 1: in the ocean, and your thoughts and your worries are waves. 618 00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:41,360 Speaker 1: And if you let them pass over you and you 619 00:29:41,400 --> 00:29:44,040 Speaker 1: suffer the brunt, it's gonna feel uncomfortable for like a bit. 620 00:29:44,240 --> 00:29:46,040 Speaker 1: But if you let if you just hold on and 621 00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:48,520 Speaker 1: you pay attention to how that manifests, you can notice 622 00:29:48,560 --> 00:29:51,040 Speaker 1: that it's just it's a thing. It's not you. It's 623 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:54,960 Speaker 1: not this permanent thing that you are now Like Nikki 624 00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:57,240 Speaker 1: you're a failed person because you didn't get the thing 625 00:29:57,320 --> 00:29:59,840 Speaker 1: turned in time, your bad actress, You're you're not going 626 00:30:00,040 --> 00:30:03,840 Speaker 1: have success, all these things. It's just it's just a moment. 627 00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:06,320 Speaker 1: And in a year, will I even think about this audition? No, 628 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:09,080 Speaker 1: if I get the movie. Would it have happened because 629 00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:12,080 Speaker 1: I asked for an extension or because I didn't like it? 630 00:30:12,960 --> 00:30:14,520 Speaker 1: Most of the stuff that I think back on that 631 00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:16,960 Speaker 1: causes me so much pain about myself, or just these 632 00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:20,240 Speaker 1: fleeting moments that I'll never remember. My friend recently just 633 00:30:20,280 --> 00:30:23,280 Speaker 1: shared a story that she someone thought she was pregnant 634 00:30:24,320 --> 00:30:28,960 Speaker 1: and she's not, and she was so embarrassed and so 635 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:31,080 Speaker 1: sad because she's trying to lose weight and someone thought 636 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:34,160 Speaker 1: she was pregnant. And I was thinking about that, and 637 00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,280 Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, I told her, and 638 00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:38,880 Speaker 1: I'm serious about this. If someone thought I was pregnant, 639 00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:42,520 Speaker 1: I would be so fucking excited, because for me, as 640 00:30:42,560 --> 00:30:44,560 Speaker 1: a thirty about to be thirty eight in a week, 641 00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:48,280 Speaker 1: if someone thought I looked like I could a be 642 00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:51,400 Speaker 1: a mom, was someone who was maybe trying for kids 643 00:30:51,480 --> 00:30:54,000 Speaker 1: equals I have my life together enough, Like I associate 644 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:56,160 Speaker 1: being a mother with things that I didn't back when 645 00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:59,600 Speaker 1: I was even two years ago. Whereas like, you look healthy, 646 00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:02,200 Speaker 1: you look like you could carry a baby, you look happy, 647 00:31:02,520 --> 00:31:04,520 Speaker 1: you look like you maybe have someone in your life 648 00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:06,240 Speaker 1: that's gonna help you raise this with you. You look 649 00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:09,640 Speaker 1: like content, like I would associate that with so many 650 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:13,480 Speaker 1: things that aren't fat, whereas my friend who is not 651 00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:16,280 Speaker 1: wanting to look like she is having a baby, took 652 00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:19,000 Speaker 1: it as only as negatives, so that also helped me. 653 00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:21,400 Speaker 1: There was this great Sam Harris thing that I came 654 00:31:21,480 --> 00:31:23,480 Speaker 1: upon upon yesterday and I just want to share it 655 00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:26,560 Speaker 1: really quickly, and this one really is a hack for 656 00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:29,360 Speaker 1: being in a bad mood, for like getting out of 657 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:31,920 Speaker 1: a bad mood instantly, And I shared it on our 658 00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:35,600 Speaker 1: threat today, Noah that you have probably sixty thousand miss 659 00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:37,960 Speaker 1: messages from from all the girls that went to Cabo 660 00:31:38,040 --> 00:31:41,160 Speaker 1: on that Girl's trip, because everyone is suffering on that 661 00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:44,520 Speaker 1: Cabo Strain trip, like in different ways, and it's so 662 00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:47,760 Speaker 1: great because they're everyone's suffering. One of us is one 663 00:31:47,800 --> 00:31:50,160 Speaker 1: of the girls is married to a brilliant man who 664 00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:51,680 Speaker 1: loves her so much and they just had a baby 665 00:31:51,680 --> 00:31:54,240 Speaker 1: in their lives are so happy, and she's a beautiful 666 00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:56,400 Speaker 1: model and like has everything that we would ever have, 667 00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:58,880 Speaker 1: a house in the Hampton's, the house in New York, um, 668 00:31:58,920 --> 00:32:02,680 Speaker 1: a supportive husband who loves her, and she is finding 669 00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:06,560 Speaker 1: ways that her life is like unmanageable and miserable. And 670 00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:08,960 Speaker 1: then there's another friend who's like, has a waitressing job 671 00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:12,040 Speaker 1: she fucking hates, has no time for herself, is getting 672 00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:14,280 Speaker 1: woken up every morning at seven thirty by a construction 673 00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:17,600 Speaker 1: literally a foot outside her window, and these two lots. 674 00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:20,640 Speaker 1: It's nice because you think, like, oh, girl whose life 675 00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:22,520 Speaker 1: seems perfect, shut the funk up, look at my life. 676 00:32:22,680 --> 00:32:25,880 Speaker 1: But instead, what you find is that even if you 677 00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:28,120 Speaker 1: had all the things that you think that, if you 678 00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:30,200 Speaker 1: had what that person had, you would be appreciative of. 679 00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:33,280 Speaker 1: If you if you don't change your mindset, you're gonna 680 00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:35,920 Speaker 1: find things to be pissed about. We're all equal in 681 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,840 Speaker 1: that way, Like you're it's not about getting that TV show. 682 00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:40,560 Speaker 1: It's not about getting that job. Is not abou getting 683 00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:42,080 Speaker 1: the boyfriend. It's not about having the baby. It's not 684 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:45,320 Speaker 1: about losing the weight. Like, unless you're unless you fix 685 00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:47,800 Speaker 1: your perspective, there's always gonna be something to fuck you up. 686 00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:51,440 Speaker 1: So what this um this thing that he said, it's 687 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,360 Speaker 1: different than the meditation I did. I'm really getting back 688 00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:57,960 Speaker 1: into sam. I'll just paraphrise it. So he says, when 689 00:32:57,960 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 1: you're driving, let's say you're stuck in traffic in your 690 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:02,400 Speaker 1: for something, You're like, mother fuck, I'm going to relate 691 00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:05,680 Speaker 1: this fucking thing stop for a second, and it's a 692 00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:07,440 Speaker 1: practice of gratitude, but it's a different way of looking 693 00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:11,400 Speaker 1: at gratitude. Think about how right now, a thing that 694 00:33:11,440 --> 00:33:13,720 Speaker 1: could be happening in your life that would completely ruin 695 00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:16,760 Speaker 1: your life, that is something that could happen didn't happen. 696 00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:20,840 Speaker 1: Like let's say you're stuck in drafting, you're late for 697 00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:23,000 Speaker 1: this fucking thing, and you're like, fucking give it. Think 698 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:25,600 Speaker 1: about the fact that you haven't been diagnosed with terminal 699 00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:29,360 Speaker 1: cancer today, which someone in your position, with your same 700 00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:32,720 Speaker 1: kind of happiness in life has been, and there's spending 701 00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,479 Speaker 1: the next two months of their lives getting their affairs 702 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,560 Speaker 1: in order to die. You haven't been today. So think 703 00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:42,440 Speaker 1: about that person that would consider their biggest prayers answered 704 00:33:42,680 --> 00:33:45,920 Speaker 1: to be in your position, stuck in traffic, think about 705 00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:48,560 Speaker 1: the things not not don't think about the starving kids 706 00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:50,600 Speaker 1: in Africa unless that is something that could be you, 707 00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:52,920 Speaker 1: which it could be, but let's go beyond that, Like 708 00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:55,120 Speaker 1: something that could actually happen to you in your life 709 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:57,680 Speaker 1: right now that day hasn't happened. The worst thing that 710 00:33:57,720 --> 00:34:00,640 Speaker 1: could happen that could happen that hasn't happened to you 711 00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:04,360 Speaker 1: and just be grateful for that, and just think about, Wow, 712 00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:06,840 Speaker 1: if I was that person, how much would I give 713 00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:08,920 Speaker 1: if I learned tomorrow I'm dying of cancer and I 714 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:11,640 Speaker 1: have a month to live. How much would I give 715 00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:14,759 Speaker 1: for that day where I was in traffic and just 716 00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:18,040 Speaker 1: my biggest worry in life was being late for something. 717 00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:20,200 Speaker 1: I like that because I think a lot of times 718 00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:23,960 Speaker 1: we do here, well, you could be living in Afghanistan 719 00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:27,160 Speaker 1: under war, Like it's always something so far fetched that 720 00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:30,480 Speaker 1: you can't put yourself in those shoes. So it's interesting 721 00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:33,920 Speaker 1: to think about, like something very terrible, but that's all 722 00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:36,640 Speaker 1: had that happened before? Where you learn something terrible and 723 00:34:36,640 --> 00:34:39,320 Speaker 1: you go, God, yesterday, I didn't even know that happened. 724 00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:40,960 Speaker 1: Why can't I wish I could go back to my 725 00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:45,719 Speaker 1: naivete of yesterday. You are currently whatever you're living, even 726 00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:48,800 Speaker 1: if it is horrible, You are living in some version 727 00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:50,520 Speaker 1: of a world that is better than one that could 728 00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:52,359 Speaker 1: be happening to you right now, and so live in 729 00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:57,000 Speaker 1: that moment of like tomorrow everything could change. You would 730 00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:00,120 Speaker 1: long for today when your biggest worry was that your 731 00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:03,120 Speaker 1: Uber Eats order got stolen or whatever, which doesn't happen 732 00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:04,799 Speaker 1: with uber eats, and they will reimburse you. I want 733 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:06,520 Speaker 1: to say, but like you know, there have been times 734 00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:10,360 Speaker 1: where I'm like, this is the worst, and I'm like, God, 735 00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,920 Speaker 1: something that happened. Like with the first part of what 736 00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:17,120 Speaker 1: you were saying about learning how to feel your feelings 737 00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:22,680 Speaker 1: and what happens physiologically, No, I don't think it's denying it. 738 00:35:22,719 --> 00:35:25,880 Speaker 1: I think that some people just really have no idea 739 00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:29,359 Speaker 1: what it is, what an emotion is, and then they're 740 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:32,920 Speaker 1: feeling it in that present moment. So going back, I 741 00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:36,520 Speaker 1: think it's important not to lose sight of learning what 742 00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:39,920 Speaker 1: happens to your body physiologically so that you can connect 743 00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:43,279 Speaker 1: it with your emotion to know, hey, right now I 744 00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:46,480 Speaker 1: am anxious, or right now I'm upset about something, or 745 00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:49,160 Speaker 1: I feel anger because it's it's in my chest and 746 00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:54,640 Speaker 1: my leg instead of in my back. Yes, noticing Like 747 00:35:54,719 --> 00:35:57,200 Speaker 1: this weekend, I was such a dick to Andrew about 748 00:35:57,239 --> 00:35:59,040 Speaker 1: this thing that we're not going to get into, but 749 00:35:59,080 --> 00:36:01,000 Speaker 1: I was just I was in a fucking mood and 750 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:03,000 Speaker 1: he said something that set me off and made me 751 00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:05,600 Speaker 1: insecure about something, and I lash out at him in 752 00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:08,080 Speaker 1: the moment when you you know when you've been a 753 00:36:08,080 --> 00:36:12,000 Speaker 1: bit before or a dick whoever I'm talking to, you 754 00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:15,200 Speaker 1: know I'm out of line here and I'm going to 755 00:36:15,200 --> 00:36:18,600 Speaker 1: own apology and you just can't bring yourself in that 756 00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:21,400 Speaker 1: moment to be in that or maybe you don't know 757 00:36:21,760 --> 00:36:25,040 Speaker 1: I'm I'm I'm mindful enough that I know in the 758 00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:27,920 Speaker 1: moment I'm gonna owe and an apology for this, and 759 00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:29,920 Speaker 1: I'm I can't do it now. I am too weak. 760 00:36:30,280 --> 00:36:32,719 Speaker 1: I don't have the backbone right now. My backbone is 761 00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:35,880 Speaker 1: covered in anxiety and it's weekend and I don't have 762 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:39,400 Speaker 1: it right now to actually do this. Like it's almost 763 00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:41,080 Speaker 1: like when sometimes you do a workout and you're like 764 00:36:41,080 --> 00:36:43,160 Speaker 1: I do this workout every day, why can't I do 765 00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:44,520 Speaker 1: it today? And it's like, I just don't have it 766 00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:46,400 Speaker 1: in me. Tomorrow, I'll do this workout, like I know 767 00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:48,920 Speaker 1: I can do it tomorrow. I cannot do this today, 768 00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:52,440 Speaker 1: And I wasn't able to apologize for it till the 769 00:36:52,480 --> 00:36:56,160 Speaker 1: next day, almost like well after it had happened, but 770 00:36:56,880 --> 00:37:00,200 Speaker 1: because I was in a weekend state, like my it's 771 00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:03,560 Speaker 1: not an excuse. I'm just saying, like if you get 772 00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:05,439 Speaker 1: mad about something, or if you become an ugly version 773 00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:08,759 Speaker 1: of yourself. I do feel that as long as you're 774 00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:10,640 Speaker 1: able to account for it at some point and hopefully 775 00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:13,200 Speaker 1: sooner than later, and always be working towards making that 776 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:17,840 Speaker 1: time between offending and apologizing shorter and shorter, closing that gap. 777 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:21,879 Speaker 1: If you're trying in your life to do that, you're 778 00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:27,520 Speaker 1: doing the best you can, and that you're not You're 779 00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:29,840 Speaker 1: not a bad person. We all have moments where like 780 00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:33,040 Speaker 1: we're late for something and then our where our skin 781 00:37:33,160 --> 00:37:35,560 Speaker 1: is itching because this these pants are too tight, and 782 00:37:35,560 --> 00:37:38,040 Speaker 1: like so many different things are making you uncomfortable that 783 00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:41,000 Speaker 1: one little thing will you'll be like and if you like, 784 00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:43,480 Speaker 1: you can't even in that moment, you can't even realize. 785 00:37:43,480 --> 00:37:45,239 Speaker 1: It's about being late, it's about being in traffic, it's 786 00:37:45,239 --> 00:37:47,600 Speaker 1: about being scared. Do you think it's important though, to 787 00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,680 Speaker 1: try to get ahead of that reaction and to be 788 00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:54,160 Speaker 1: able to respond instead, Like if Andrew had said something 789 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,719 Speaker 1: that you know you don't like to respond to it 790 00:37:57,760 --> 00:38:00,360 Speaker 1: as opposed to react and then have to apologize, because 791 00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:03,319 Speaker 1: I think that it would be so much better for 792 00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:06,919 Speaker 1: me to recognize what happens. Hey, I'm starting to feel 793 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:09,000 Speaker 1: it in my body. Soon it's going to get to 794 00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,799 Speaker 1: my head and then I'm gonna blow up. Yeah, and 795 00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:14,560 Speaker 1: that takes so much more work on That's why I'm saying, 796 00:38:14,600 --> 00:38:16,440 Speaker 1: like I'm trying to get to some where it doesn't Yeah, 797 00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:19,000 Speaker 1: you're right, I'm trying to I stay minimize the gap 798 00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:21,760 Speaker 1: between it happening and then apologizing. I'm trying to minimize 799 00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:24,000 Speaker 1: so that I get ahead of before it even happens. 800 00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:27,000 Speaker 1: Where I know, I see it. I see the the 801 00:38:27,080 --> 00:38:29,440 Speaker 1: Richter scale starting to go through, and I'm like, oh 802 00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:33,120 Speaker 1: my god, we have an earthquake coming. Handrew go hide 803 00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:40,400 Speaker 1: under a table. Yeah, I mean, it's it was just 804 00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:44,840 Speaker 1: sometimes we just I feel like the argument. You know, 805 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:48,120 Speaker 1: I don't even if someone wants to apologize, I don't 806 00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:52,640 Speaker 1: want them to feel that that like burden or guilt, 807 00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:57,240 Speaker 1: Like I want even if I'm the one getting whatever, 808 00:38:57,520 --> 00:38:59,799 Speaker 1: Like I just like I understand being on the other 809 00:39:00,080 --> 00:39:02,680 Speaker 1: end of it and that I don't want that person 810 00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:06,200 Speaker 1: to fucking be like I don't know whether to do. 811 00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,959 Speaker 1: It's like just talk to me, like through it. Well, 812 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:11,759 Speaker 1: I feel like I'm you met me with a little 813 00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:13,920 Speaker 1: bit of like don't feel bad, and it's like and 814 00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:15,560 Speaker 1: I didn't want to. I hate when people when you 815 00:39:15,640 --> 00:39:17,600 Speaker 1: apologize and that you go, don't feel bad and they go, oh, 816 00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:19,759 Speaker 1: I don't, and you're like, well that's not what I want, 817 00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:22,640 Speaker 1: like curse. I know Chris is listening. You used to 818 00:39:22,719 --> 00:39:24,239 Speaker 1: do that in high school, and I used to get 819 00:39:24,280 --> 00:39:27,319 Speaker 1: so angry. I'd be like, I'm really sorry, sorry I 820 00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:29,680 Speaker 1: did this, or like person would apologize for something and 821 00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:31,400 Speaker 1: I'd go like it's okay, and she goes, well, I 822 00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:33,560 Speaker 1: know it's okay, but and I'd be like, well, that's 823 00:39:33,600 --> 00:39:37,680 Speaker 1: not but I wanted to let you know, like I 824 00:39:37,719 --> 00:39:40,959 Speaker 1: forgive myself, but I still think that what I did 825 00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:42,719 Speaker 1: was out of line, and I'm doing my best to 826 00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:45,120 Speaker 1: not do that again because I understand that it hurt 827 00:39:45,160 --> 00:39:47,120 Speaker 1: you as and it hurt me to hurt you, but 828 00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:48,920 Speaker 1: it's not something I'm going to live with and like 829 00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:52,680 Speaker 1: cut myself later about. And I think that in the moment, 830 00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:55,319 Speaker 1: your instinct was like no, just don't don't make don't 831 00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:57,200 Speaker 1: be don't make it a big thing. And it's like 832 00:39:57,280 --> 00:39:59,200 Speaker 1: it wasn't a big thing, but you are owed an 833 00:39:59,239 --> 00:40:01,600 Speaker 1: apology for and there was nothing you did and it 834 00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:04,080 Speaker 1: was all me and like, I but I get what 835 00:40:04,120 --> 00:40:06,799 Speaker 1: you're saying of like you don't want because sometimes, like 836 00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:09,120 Speaker 1: I say, when someone inappropriately touches me at a thing 837 00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:11,120 Speaker 1: and I called them out for it and then they apologize, 838 00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:14,319 Speaker 1: it's suddenly it's my fucking burden to make that person 839 00:40:14,360 --> 00:40:16,759 Speaker 1: feel better about the thing they did to me. And 840 00:40:16,800 --> 00:40:19,719 Speaker 1: I never want when I'm apologizing someone to have to 841 00:40:19,760 --> 00:40:22,319 Speaker 1: go No, Nikki, it's okay, I don't need forgiveness. It 842 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:26,279 Speaker 1: really is about I just need I just need understanding 843 00:40:26,360 --> 00:40:28,160 Speaker 1: from I just need to know that you understand that 844 00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:32,880 Speaker 1: I um am doing better. I want to do better. Yeah, 845 00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:35,480 Speaker 1: I get that. I also think, like I was just 846 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:39,240 Speaker 1: thinking about the first away from the argument or whatever, 847 00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:43,040 Speaker 1: the whole uh the feeling thing and like letting it 848 00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:47,120 Speaker 1: go through you. My whole thing with that is like 849 00:40:48,040 --> 00:40:50,480 Speaker 1: you have to be in a mind space even before 850 00:40:50,520 --> 00:40:52,040 Speaker 1: And it's kind of like what no I was saying, 851 00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:55,479 Speaker 1: like before you react in a way that you're gonna 852 00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:59,440 Speaker 1: have to apologize later. In order to uh react to 853 00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:02,040 Speaker 1: a feeling or an emotion and let it go through you, 854 00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:04,600 Speaker 1: you have to already be in a mind space that 855 00:41:04,600 --> 00:41:08,799 Speaker 1: that you're stable enough to take that in like comes in. Yeah, 856 00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:13,560 Speaker 1: I feel like there's two steps. The step before, it's 857 00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:16,840 Speaker 1: meditating everything being preventative for it. So like knowing that 858 00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:18,520 Speaker 1: the only way to get to a place where you 859 00:41:18,520 --> 00:41:21,800 Speaker 1: can stop that and be mindful of your emotions bubbling 860 00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:24,520 Speaker 1: up is to practice meditation and to get in touch 861 00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:28,200 Speaker 1: with the mundane thoughts, not just the thoughts that are 862 00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:30,799 Speaker 1: going to turn into a fight, but like every kind 863 00:41:30,800 --> 00:41:32,840 Speaker 1: of thought, and when you're able to be you know, 864 00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:34,600 Speaker 1: when you're like looking for a new pair of boots 865 00:41:34,640 --> 00:41:35,800 Speaker 1: and then all of a sudden, all you see is 866 00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:38,759 Speaker 1: boots everywhere. Or I'm looking for a car right now, 867 00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:40,839 Speaker 1: and I look at every car now, and usually cars 868 00:41:40,880 --> 00:41:43,440 Speaker 1: do not even enter into my scope of vision. I 869 00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:46,040 Speaker 1: would not even know if the car hit me what 870 00:41:46,239 --> 00:41:48,160 Speaker 1: model it was. But now I'm like obsessed with Oh, 871 00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:51,000 Speaker 1: that's Alexis, that's whatever, So I literally can't think of 872 00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:54,279 Speaker 1: another car. So um, But I think that's the same 873 00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:57,200 Speaker 1: thing with meditation. Is like if you practice just like 874 00:41:57,760 --> 00:42:00,239 Speaker 1: scrolling through your thoughts the way you practice. If're looking 875 00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:03,200 Speaker 1: for a new backpack, suddenly you just start seeing backpacks everywhere, 876 00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:06,360 Speaker 1: not because the algorithm knows you're looking at backpacks and 877 00:42:06,360 --> 00:42:07,919 Speaker 1: start showing you them. Do you know what I'm talking 878 00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:09,919 Speaker 1: about like when you start looking at something and you're 879 00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:12,319 Speaker 1: in the market for something and you're paying attention to something, 880 00:42:12,400 --> 00:42:15,520 Speaker 1: like you start noticing it everywhere. You Guys know that feeling, right, Well, 881 00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:18,560 Speaker 1: I think it relates to you getting feelings after getting 882 00:42:18,560 --> 00:42:20,880 Speaker 1: off that drug. It's like, oh, now I see feelings, 883 00:42:20,920 --> 00:42:22,960 Speaker 1: I feel feelings. Now I feel all the feelings. So 884 00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:25,640 Speaker 1: now I am having to go Okay, a lot of 885 00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:27,640 Speaker 1: feelings are coming up that would not have come up 886 00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:29,400 Speaker 1: before when I was on this drug. I need to 887 00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:32,360 Speaker 1: get more vigilant. I need to start researching my thoughts 888 00:42:32,560 --> 00:42:34,720 Speaker 1: and like looking at them every day, like I'm looking 889 00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:36,920 Speaker 1: for a new pair of boots. So it's like that. Now, 890 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:40,319 Speaker 1: that's what meditation is. It's like the mundane observance of 891 00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:43,600 Speaker 1: your thoughts and a lot of thoughts. You're on Zappos 892 00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:45,319 Speaker 1: and you're looking at boots that you would never even 893 00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:47,360 Speaker 1: fucking look at. You just scroll through them, you know, 894 00:42:47,360 --> 00:42:49,359 Speaker 1: when you're looking for shoes and you're going through something 895 00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:51,000 Speaker 1: and you go, oh, that doesn't even catch your eye. 896 00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:53,960 Speaker 1: That's what meditation is. It's letting thoughts go by and 897 00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,040 Speaker 1: you observe them, and once you're willing, once you're able 898 00:42:57,160 --> 00:43:01,239 Speaker 1: to uh immerse yourself in us random thoughts enough, like 899 00:43:01,239 --> 00:43:04,680 Speaker 1: you're looking for shoes on Zappos, Suddenly thoughts will start 900 00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:06,680 Speaker 1: appearing to you and you will be able to dodge 901 00:43:06,719 --> 00:43:08,480 Speaker 1: the ones that don't matter and pay attention to ones 902 00:43:08,520 --> 00:43:11,440 Speaker 1: that go, Oh, my god, that's something that that's a car, Actually, oh, 903 00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:13,000 Speaker 1: what model is that? I want to like check that 904 00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:14,640 Speaker 1: out later, And you go, what is that car that 905 00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:16,799 Speaker 1: drives by? And suddenly I'm paying attend to a car 906 00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:18,759 Speaker 1: that would have driven past me and I would never 907 00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:21,799 Speaker 1: thought about it, and it might have been a car 908 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:24,920 Speaker 1: that I actually need to have in my life. But 909 00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:26,399 Speaker 1: now I see that car to go, oh, I'll take 910 00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:28,200 Speaker 1: a picture of it and maybe research it later. And 911 00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:30,080 Speaker 1: I think that's what meditation does, is it makes us 912 00:43:30,400 --> 00:43:33,360 Speaker 1: be able to find the things that we should focus 913 00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:37,239 Speaker 1: on before they hit us. It's a rough analogy, but 914 00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:38,960 Speaker 1: I think it works. Let's get to the news. Probably 915 00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:48,560 Speaker 1: gonna be Alexis friend to guess abe had all the 916 00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:50,840 Speaker 1: swells this weekend. It's Monday. You know what that means? 917 00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:54,600 Speaker 1: It is Monday? Apparently, who knows. I think we met 918 00:43:54,640 --> 00:43:58,520 Speaker 1: so many besties, so many besties. Someone gave me golf 919 00:43:58,520 --> 00:44:01,040 Speaker 1: balls with cut on it. Yeah, that was to carry 920 00:44:01,040 --> 00:44:03,480 Speaker 1: on and her girlfriend, I forgot a girlfriend's name, but 921 00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:07,520 Speaker 1: a girlfriend was like I let my girlfriend, you know, 922 00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:10,959 Speaker 1: thank you, Like she almost was like she was like, yeah, 923 00:44:11,040 --> 00:44:14,160 Speaker 1: be your girlfriend, Like my girlfriend is in love with 924 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,840 Speaker 1: you guys, and I let her be and um she 925 00:44:17,040 --> 00:44:18,439 Speaker 1: was just she waited to the end of the line 926 00:44:18,520 --> 00:44:21,160 Speaker 1: on UM I think it was. Yeah, it was the 927 00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:24,240 Speaker 1: first show at Foxwoods on Saturday night. But she was awesome. 928 00:44:24,239 --> 00:44:26,759 Speaker 1: And she was wearing a Nickolas podcast T shirt, the 929 00:44:26,800 --> 00:44:29,160 Speaker 1: black one, which is my favorite one actually like the 930 00:44:29,160 --> 00:44:33,120 Speaker 1: blue one too. Like people these fucking festies. And then 931 00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:36,200 Speaker 1: there was another bestie on UM Boston at the Boston 932 00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:38,240 Speaker 1: Show that gave me a bookmark that said like fucking 933 00:44:38,280 --> 00:44:40,080 Speaker 1: read this book, bitch or something like that. It was 934 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:43,040 Speaker 1: this amazing, cute kid. I believe I know, I'm gonna 935 00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:46,080 Speaker 1: suck your name. It was Kolby or Morty or something 936 00:44:46,120 --> 00:44:47,719 Speaker 1: like that. And you're probably laughing because it's not even 937 00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:50,040 Speaker 1: close to that. But you had your boyfriend with you. 938 00:44:50,040 --> 00:44:52,400 Speaker 1: You were so cute, and you gave me a bookmark 939 00:44:52,440 --> 00:44:54,799 Speaker 1: and you were like, here's this bookmark to hold your 940 00:44:54,840 --> 00:44:57,040 Speaker 1: place in a third of books that you read, which 941 00:44:57,120 --> 00:45:03,320 Speaker 1: was adorable. He was awesome. Again, It's Morty Molby Colby 942 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:06,520 Speaker 1: or so. It was a really cute name. And I'm 943 00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:08,279 Speaker 1: so sorry I'm sucking it up, and please write me 944 00:45:08,320 --> 00:45:11,600 Speaker 1: about your name. But we met so many other busties. Um, 945 00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:13,560 Speaker 1: And if I don't remember your name, it's not because 946 00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:16,000 Speaker 1: you didn't make an imprint on my heart. Like there's 947 00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:18,480 Speaker 1: so many of you that I will if we see 948 00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:20,200 Speaker 1: you again on the show, I'll remember because you just 949 00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:24,000 Speaker 1: said the nicest things. And we do remember, like I remember, like, 950 00:45:24,320 --> 00:45:26,279 Speaker 1: oh I was at this show. Oh you're with those 951 00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:28,959 Speaker 1: two other people like you remember, we remember the best 952 00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:33,200 Speaker 1: he's faces. I don't know what it is and you 953 00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:35,520 Speaker 1: can't describe it. You can just sense before they even 954 00:45:35,520 --> 00:45:37,399 Speaker 1: walk up, even if they're not wearing merch that they're 955 00:45:37,400 --> 00:45:40,000 Speaker 1: a bestie. You can just sense it, like there's just something. 956 00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:42,440 Speaker 1: You guys are the best. And we really appreciate you 957 00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:45,200 Speaker 1: listening and all the love you give us via letters 958 00:45:45,280 --> 00:45:48,120 Speaker 1: and just just listening. You don't have to do anything, 959 00:45:48,160 --> 00:45:50,000 Speaker 1: and just the fact that you're listening it matters a lot. 960 00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:52,600 Speaker 1: And um, and then we we got to talk about 961 00:45:52,640 --> 00:45:57,279 Speaker 1: the at some point the weird people that came that 962 00:45:57,360 --> 00:45:59,880 Speaker 1: was we had such a okay, we just say it 963 00:46:00,320 --> 00:46:04,680 Speaker 1: really quick in the Okay, we'll do it. Well, you 964 00:46:04,719 --> 00:46:09,319 Speaker 1: know what, we'll save it go on all right, Well 965 00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:11,960 Speaker 1: if I get through the news, boom boom boom, there's 966 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:17,600 Speaker 1: a theme through it. Okay. So people on TikTok are 967 00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:21,000 Speaker 1: putting their heads inside a coat hanger and getting freaked 968 00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:24,799 Speaker 1: out by their head by the head turning effect of 969 00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:28,560 Speaker 1: the hangar reflex. Have you seen this? The head turning? 970 00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:31,400 Speaker 1: So I saw Chris on his show today. We have 971 00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:37,879 Speaker 1: to take off our you can put your head, yeah, 972 00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:40,640 Speaker 1: like Nikki's. So we don't need it to go past 973 00:46:40,680 --> 00:46:43,719 Speaker 1: our ears at any point. No, you have to put 974 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:47,600 Speaker 1: it on the temples. Make sure that so put the 975 00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:52,080 Speaker 1: so put it around the temple. So it's like squeezing. Yeah, okay, 976 00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:55,560 Speaker 1: now what okay, I don't think it's working on you guys. 977 00:46:56,480 --> 00:47:00,960 Speaker 1: So basically what's supposed to happen. The effect um uh 978 00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:04,920 Speaker 1: is supposed to turn your head and it's it's supposed 979 00:47:04,960 --> 00:47:08,880 Speaker 1: to turn your head away from the hangar's hook involuntarily. 980 00:47:10,360 --> 00:47:11,680 Speaker 1: Let me take off the headphones because I think the 981 00:47:11,680 --> 00:47:17,240 Speaker 1: headphones are sucking us up. Wait, what the fuck? Seriously? 982 00:47:18,320 --> 00:47:20,480 Speaker 1: Is it like we g maybe where it's like I'm 983 00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:24,319 Speaker 1: now that you said it, I'm doing I'm not kidding you. 984 00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:26,319 Speaker 1: It kind of does it. Hold on, let me try 985 00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:29,680 Speaker 1: it on the other side. I feel like this is 986 00:47:29,719 --> 00:47:32,239 Speaker 1: a time where like someone like eats much rooms and 987 00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:35,239 Speaker 1: I don't get the feeling. I don't gut it. I 988 00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:37,640 Speaker 1: don't get it either. Maybe I don't have a magnetic 989 00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:40,239 Speaker 1: brain or whatever. Hold on, I'm putting on my I 990 00:47:40,280 --> 00:47:43,400 Speaker 1: can't hear you. This is exactly like the Wegi board. 991 00:47:43,560 --> 00:47:46,520 Speaker 1: So this reminded me. Did you ever do that like 992 00:47:46,800 --> 00:47:49,680 Speaker 1: ghost thing where you put your hands in between a 993 00:47:49,719 --> 00:47:52,640 Speaker 1: friend's hands and they push as you push out, they 994 00:47:52,680 --> 00:47:55,480 Speaker 1: push in as you push out, and then so you 995 00:47:55,960 --> 00:47:59,560 Speaker 1: push in and they push out and then and then 996 00:47:59,560 --> 00:48:01,279 Speaker 1: they let go in your arms just kind of like 997 00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:04,280 Speaker 1: open wide. Yes, Or you do the thing where you 998 00:48:04,280 --> 00:48:06,160 Speaker 1: you kind of do it. You can hold your hands 999 00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:08,240 Speaker 1: to the side like you're doing like a bird flapping 1000 00:48:08,239 --> 00:48:11,280 Speaker 1: its wings and you push out. Or in a doorway, actually, 1001 00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:13,040 Speaker 1: have you ever done that? I haven't done. You're standing 1002 00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:15,160 Speaker 1: in a doorway and you push your hands up the 1003 00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:18,080 Speaker 1: doorway like you're trying to extend your hands like really hard, 1004 00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:20,120 Speaker 1: and then you drop them and step out of the 1005 00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:24,160 Speaker 1: doorway and your hands will just go muscle memory. Yes, 1006 00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:26,840 Speaker 1: so it's the same thing. Um, yeah, it's interesting. I 1007 00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:28,600 Speaker 1: like that you're gonna leave yours on. Yeah, I can 1008 00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:32,600 Speaker 1: see you at the end and see if my arms lift. Um. 1009 00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:35,440 Speaker 1: I never really believed in, like QUI gi stuff. I 1010 00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:40,360 Speaker 1: always the power of suggestion is so insane that I 1011 00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:42,320 Speaker 1: would want, you know, we'd be like, what are you 1012 00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:43,560 Speaker 1: going to be when you grow up? And I would 1013 00:48:43,600 --> 00:48:46,239 Speaker 1: always make it go to hooker just for jokes, and 1014 00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:48,720 Speaker 1: I didn't I wanted the ghost to tell us hooker, 1015 00:48:49,080 --> 00:48:50,960 Speaker 1: even though I didn't want to be the one controlling it. 1016 00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:52,160 Speaker 1: I was not someone who was like, I'm going to 1017 00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:54,279 Speaker 1: make it say hooker. I was thinking hooker and then 1018 00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:56,959 Speaker 1: it would happen. And by the way, a ghost would 1019 00:48:56,960 --> 00:48:59,440 Speaker 1: not say hooker. I would say prostitute or sex worker. 1020 00:48:59,480 --> 00:49:01,840 Speaker 1: I mean, I feel it gho, you know, hopefully it 1021 00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:03,239 Speaker 1: would do a word I know how to spell. It 1022 00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:07,399 Speaker 1: was so funny because like, yeah, you know, it's because 1023 00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:15,960 Speaker 1: philanthropist money, Like I have a genius, bro, Like, like 1024 00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:19,000 Speaker 1: the only time you could spell is with a ghost 1025 00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:22,200 Speaker 1: that is that always reminds me of like when um, 1026 00:49:23,040 --> 00:49:24,400 Speaker 1: I know this is a really dark thought, but you 1027 00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:27,319 Speaker 1: always hear about there's a story of remember hearing and 1028 00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:31,400 Speaker 1: maybe it's like a urban legend about like during the Holocaust, 1029 00:49:31,480 --> 00:49:35,239 Speaker 1: like Nazis, Like there was this one circumstance where a 1030 00:49:35,239 --> 00:49:37,640 Speaker 1: guy was had a violin and a Nazi was like, 1031 00:49:37,960 --> 00:49:39,960 Speaker 1: play me a song and like had a gun and 1032 00:49:40,080 --> 00:49:41,920 Speaker 1: was going to murder them if they didn't play this 1033 00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:44,480 Speaker 1: one song. And the guy did not know how to 1034 00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:46,719 Speaker 1: play violin, and then suddenly he was able to do 1035 00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:50,319 Speaker 1: this like amazing violin solo and was able to spare 1036 00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:54,560 Speaker 1: his life because he so or like mom's lifting cars 1037 00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:56,000 Speaker 1: kind of things where you can do this thing that 1038 00:49:56,040 --> 00:49:59,239 Speaker 1: you can't do because you are scared of death or 1039 00:49:59,280 --> 00:50:01,440 Speaker 1: like because you're so Sometimes when I play guitar, I'm 1040 00:50:01,480 --> 00:50:05,839 Speaker 1: just like, so I had a gun, what can I do? 1041 00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:09,239 Speaker 1: And I just like and then umg and then you 1042 00:50:09,239 --> 00:50:14,480 Speaker 1: started speaking Hebrew. Yeah. No, that it's interesting to like 1043 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:17,680 Speaker 1: learn a skin like a car, get lifting a car, 1044 00:50:17,719 --> 00:50:21,040 Speaker 1: because there's probably strength. Is there anything in your life 1045 00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:23,160 Speaker 1: though that you've never been able to do? There used 1046 00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:24,719 Speaker 1: to be a human giant sketch. I want to say, 1047 00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:26,319 Speaker 1: by the way, it was a zas on sorry Rob 1048 00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:28,799 Speaker 1: Hubil and Paul Shears show on MTV, and they did. 1049 00:50:29,000 --> 00:50:31,480 Speaker 1: It was called um. It was a moving company that 1050 00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:34,000 Speaker 1: was just all moms that they always say that a 1051 00:50:34,040 --> 00:50:36,360 Speaker 1: mom can summon the strength of like a thousand guerrillas 1052 00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:38,560 Speaker 1: if their child is pinned underneath the car. So they 1053 00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:42,120 Speaker 1: would just put the woman's child underneath like credenzas and 1054 00:50:42,160 --> 00:50:44,439 Speaker 1: then suddenly the spat was just lifted with all her mind. 1055 00:50:44,480 --> 00:50:46,160 Speaker 1: And it was a moving company where they would just 1056 00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:49,920 Speaker 1: position the child in arms way. It was so funny. 1057 00:50:49,920 --> 00:50:51,759 Speaker 1: I mean, human giant go back and launch those on 1058 00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:55,799 Speaker 1: the question have you ever, either of you ever been 1059 00:50:55,800 --> 00:50:59,879 Speaker 1: able to do something where you go I swear to god. Yeah. 1060 00:51:00,080 --> 00:51:06,239 Speaker 1: My my dad accidentally um backed over my brother's kid 1061 00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:08,880 Speaker 1: on its leg with a golf cart, like a heavy 1062 00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:12,319 Speaker 1: golf cart, and we didn't know what everyone was kind 1063 00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:14,239 Speaker 1: of fight or flight, like we didn't know what to do. 1064 00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:16,960 Speaker 1: Like it was fucking obviously get the car, but do 1065 00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:19,560 Speaker 1: you keep reversing? Do you run back over the leg? 1066 00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,920 Speaker 1: My brother we were like still like sitting in the car. 1067 00:51:24,239 --> 00:51:27,000 Speaker 1: I swear to god, fucking picked the ship up and 1068 00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:29,200 Speaker 1: took his kid out. And after it he took the 1069 00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:31,759 Speaker 1: kid out. I went and I go, how heavy is 1070 00:51:31,800 --> 00:51:35,840 Speaker 1: this thing? I fu and I'm strong. I'm like stronger 1071 00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:37,560 Speaker 1: than my brother. Like, did they try to put a 1072 00:51:37,560 --> 00:51:39,759 Speaker 1: golf club underneath it that you had? Just? Yeah? They 1073 00:51:39,760 --> 00:51:41,880 Speaker 1: put a nine under and I started spinting it on 1074 00:51:41,920 --> 00:51:47,480 Speaker 1: my finger. Yeah. No, dude, Yes, that's interesting. Yeah, yeah, 1075 00:51:46,200 --> 00:51:49,480 Speaker 1: they put my brother under it. I just got on 1076 00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:53,320 Speaker 1: top of it and stomped. No. Yeah, it was fucking wild. 1077 00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:55,799 Speaker 1: It was straight up that like that happened, and I 1078 00:51:55,840 --> 00:51:57,680 Speaker 1: was like, holy sh it, that's a real you know, 1079 00:51:57,680 --> 00:52:01,680 Speaker 1: adrenaline is a real thing to say. Uh, it's a 1080 00:52:01,719 --> 00:52:04,160 Speaker 1: real word. Let's go to the next story that might 1081 00:52:04,239 --> 00:52:07,879 Speaker 1: have a theme. Bomo okay. A twenty three year old 1082 00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:12,200 Speaker 1: man drowned while recreating the Titanic King of the World 1083 00:52:12,239 --> 00:52:15,160 Speaker 1: pose with his girlfriend on a Turkish pier after the 1084 00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:20,080 Speaker 1: couple slipped and fell into see No, why does this 1085 00:52:20,160 --> 00:52:23,040 Speaker 1: a theme? No? Uh wait, he wasn't even on a boat. 1086 00:52:23,120 --> 00:52:24,920 Speaker 1: He was just on a dock and you're on the 1087 00:52:24,960 --> 00:52:27,640 Speaker 1: pier of the couple had been drinking. I bet there's 1088 00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:30,000 Speaker 1: been more people than one that have died from recreating that. 1089 00:52:30,080 --> 00:52:33,520 Speaker 1: It's such an iconic thing that I've done. I've probably 1090 00:52:33,520 --> 00:52:35,600 Speaker 1: tried to recreate in my life a million times, Like 1091 00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:36,880 Speaker 1: every time I'm on a boat, I do. I was 1092 00:52:37,120 --> 00:52:40,200 Speaker 1: drowned doing one. I was going to ask you, guys, 1093 00:52:40,640 --> 00:52:47,200 Speaker 1: what what is like favorite or at least favorite couple pos. Oh, 1094 00:52:47,239 --> 00:52:52,640 Speaker 1: that's great to die recreating. Um, sure they rest in 1095 00:52:52,680 --> 00:52:55,040 Speaker 1: peace to that kid. That's so tragic and I'm so sorry. 1096 00:52:55,080 --> 00:52:58,160 Speaker 1: And that girl probably has so much trauma, you know, 1097 00:52:58,280 --> 00:53:03,160 Speaker 1: trauma that she suffered almost maybe worst, um, I will 1098 00:53:03,200 --> 00:53:08,600 Speaker 1: say the worst. I don't like, um, the caressing or 1099 00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:13,000 Speaker 1: the kissing of the pregnant baby belly by men. And 1100 00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:15,839 Speaker 1: I don't like when men are shirtless in pictures with 1101 00:53:15,920 --> 00:53:20,560 Speaker 1: their wives who are pregnant either, like those like those 1102 00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:24,480 Speaker 1: those moments really great, their stach. I mean, if it's 1103 00:53:24,480 --> 00:53:26,719 Speaker 1: for a joke, that's funny. If they sometimes they're just 1104 00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:29,080 Speaker 1: like they all want like skin on skin, and so 1105 00:53:29,120 --> 00:53:32,160 Speaker 1: there's like these poses that really disgusted me. But other 1106 00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:37,040 Speaker 1: than that, I love love, and I love people's public 1107 00:53:37,080 --> 00:53:40,480 Speaker 1: displays of affection. I love any sweet like p d A. 1108 00:53:40,560 --> 00:53:43,360 Speaker 1: I don't care if you're penetrating each other in front 1109 00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:47,880 Speaker 1: of me at a ice cream parlor. I just as 1110 00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:49,680 Speaker 1: long as one of you is not pregnant, and just 1111 00:53:49,719 --> 00:53:53,239 Speaker 1: like caressing your baby bump, I don't care, and I 1112 00:53:53,280 --> 00:53:56,760 Speaker 1: support it. What about you guys, I mean they're pretty hacky, 1113 00:53:56,880 --> 00:53:59,920 Speaker 1: But the one with whenever girls looking at a key 1114 00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:02,319 Speaker 1: andre and the guys looking at her, I just feel 1115 00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:04,840 Speaker 1: like that relationship is doomed. And I just I don't know. 1116 00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:08,080 Speaker 1: It's called Myron, that's what it's. Oh, Myron. Well, the 1117 00:54:08,120 --> 00:54:13,160 Speaker 1: other day I actually I followed Myron on account a subreddit. 1118 00:54:13,239 --> 00:54:17,319 Speaker 1: It's it's called myron when like admiring, like oh, or 1119 00:54:17,360 --> 00:54:21,239 Speaker 1: he's Myron her m I R I N. And there's 1120 00:54:21,239 --> 00:54:24,640 Speaker 1: a subreddit called myron where it's just like pictures of 1121 00:54:24,680 --> 00:54:27,160 Speaker 1: like catching people, like just looking at the significant other, 1122 00:54:27,239 --> 00:54:29,400 Speaker 1: kind of just being like I love you, like just 1123 00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:33,600 Speaker 1: and I love If I can ever find a picture, 1124 00:54:33,640 --> 00:54:36,880 Speaker 1: there's one picture that actually, and this is kind of 1125 00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:39,000 Speaker 1: stupid of me to talk about, but it's one of 1126 00:54:39,040 --> 00:54:40,920 Speaker 1: my most cherished pictures that I don't even have the 1127 00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:43,640 Speaker 1: other side of there's a picture of me and my 1128 00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:46,600 Speaker 1: friend who killed himself in high school. He um. We 1129 00:54:46,600 --> 00:54:48,759 Speaker 1: were at this drama club thing, and I was making 1130 00:54:48,840 --> 00:54:51,200 Speaker 1: him laugh pretty hard, and he was looking at me 1131 00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:53,560 Speaker 1: with like such like she's so fun like just he 1132 00:54:53,600 --> 00:54:55,600 Speaker 1: had this great smile and he was just like had 1133 00:54:55,640 --> 00:54:58,560 Speaker 1: this amazing look on his face. And you know, he 1134 00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:00,719 Speaker 1: killed himself in November. In the year a book came out, 1135 00:55:01,239 --> 00:55:05,000 Speaker 1: you know, in May, and so when the yearbook was 1136 00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:07,200 Speaker 1: put together, they kind of chose a picture that made 1137 00:55:07,239 --> 00:55:10,839 Speaker 1: him look angelic like to celebrate him, and they cut 1138 00:55:10,880 --> 00:55:13,200 Speaker 1: me out of it. So he's Myron had nothing. But 1139 00:55:13,239 --> 00:55:15,400 Speaker 1: I know it was me because I found there. I 1140 00:55:15,440 --> 00:55:17,160 Speaker 1: had the original picture for so long and I used 1141 00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:19,840 Speaker 1: to hold it and cry and I feel really stupid 1142 00:55:19,840 --> 00:55:21,439 Speaker 1: because I was like, what are you in seventh Heaven? 1143 00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:22,880 Speaker 1: Why are you like trying to make a scene in 1144 00:55:22,880 --> 00:55:25,239 Speaker 1: your bedroom where you're like, my friend is dead. But 1145 00:55:25,280 --> 00:55:27,160 Speaker 1: that was a really important one to me. But but 1146 00:55:27,239 --> 00:55:29,480 Speaker 1: that's a different kind of iron. Oh, I love that mine. 1147 00:55:29,520 --> 00:55:31,560 Speaker 1: That's a great Myron. Well, it's like but anyway, I 1148 00:55:31,560 --> 00:55:35,839 Speaker 1: don't like. I don't like a Myron that stage Those 1149 00:55:35,840 --> 00:55:38,200 Speaker 1: are gross. Yeah, a stage Myron where it's like the 1150 00:55:38,200 --> 00:55:40,640 Speaker 1: guys right here and he's like this and the girl's 1151 00:55:40,680 --> 00:55:44,000 Speaker 1: looking at the camera like, oh, it's not for me. 1152 00:55:44,280 --> 00:55:47,880 Speaker 1: Chris and I did a roast for Tim's wedding last week, 1153 00:55:47,960 --> 00:55:51,120 Speaker 1: like we both were back. He was asked to give 1154 00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:53,239 Speaker 1: a speech and then he was like, you know what 1155 00:55:54,280 --> 00:55:56,840 Speaker 1: I'm gonna get last year at Tim's wedding because it 1156 00:55:56,880 --> 00:55:59,000 Speaker 1: was a redo, he was like, I gave um. We 1157 00:55:59,040 --> 00:56:02,120 Speaker 1: did a bunch of like um. He did this whole speech. 1158 00:56:02,160 --> 00:56:03,960 Speaker 1: It was so funny, but it was all like praising 1159 00:56:03,960 --> 00:56:07,759 Speaker 1: Tim and Emma and and their reunion and everything, and 1160 00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:09,719 Speaker 1: it was he goes in this year because you guys 1161 00:56:09,719 --> 00:56:12,160 Speaker 1: have had such a successful year with a baby, Tim's 1162 00:56:12,360 --> 00:56:15,000 Speaker 1: new job, Emma's promotions, I feel like you need to 1163 00:56:15,000 --> 00:56:16,759 Speaker 1: get taken down a notch and so I'm gonna do 1164 00:56:16,760 --> 00:56:19,360 Speaker 1: a little roast. Lucky for me, I just hope happened 1165 00:56:19,360 --> 00:56:22,200 Speaker 1: to be close personal friends with one of Tim's favorite 1166 00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:25,000 Speaker 1: roast comedians. But Anthony Jessel said he couldn't be here. 1167 00:56:25,080 --> 00:56:28,440 Speaker 1: So um, I brought my favorite roast comedian, Nicki Glazer, 1168 00:56:28,480 --> 00:56:30,160 Speaker 1: and he brings me up and then we do this 1169 00:56:30,200 --> 00:56:32,880 Speaker 1: back and forth like roast thing. And there was a 1170 00:56:32,880 --> 00:56:35,120 Speaker 1: picture from it. There's only one picture from it, and 1171 00:56:35,160 --> 00:56:37,799 Speaker 1: he's Myron so hard and it was, and I just 1172 00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:40,960 Speaker 1: love it because he's looking at me like she's the 1173 00:56:41,040 --> 00:56:43,960 Speaker 1: funniest and I love her and I was, and I 1174 00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:45,840 Speaker 1: sent him a picture of it. I was like, someone's 1175 00:56:45,880 --> 00:56:48,200 Speaker 1: Myron caught you Myron. I was like, I remember him 1176 00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:51,920 Speaker 1: Myron at Dancing with the Stars when you were on 1177 00:56:51,960 --> 00:56:55,120 Speaker 1: the belt, and um, I just happened to like look 1178 00:56:55,160 --> 00:56:58,239 Speaker 1: back and I see Chris and he had sunglasses and 1179 00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:00,200 Speaker 1: he like pulled them down and he was like looking 1180 00:57:00,239 --> 00:57:04,160 Speaker 1: at you in the book. Oh that was I will 1181 00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:06,640 Speaker 1: I will not disclude that being a sweet thing, but 1182 00:57:06,719 --> 00:57:08,880 Speaker 1: that was him. We often do this thing where he 1183 00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:11,319 Speaker 1: will try to get my attention by staring at like 1184 00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:13,960 Speaker 1: if you know he's the audience. He'll just look at 1185 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:18,240 Speaker 1: me like really weird, like it and hold it until 1186 00:57:18,240 --> 00:57:20,040 Speaker 1: I all of a sudden see it. And then I'm like, like, 1187 00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:22,280 Speaker 1: last word, because someone's looking at you look so weird. 1188 00:57:23,000 --> 00:57:25,080 Speaker 1: But yeah, he might hemires all the time, and so 1189 00:57:25,120 --> 00:57:27,240 Speaker 1: do I. That's why I love my reality shows because 1190 00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:32,240 Speaker 1: I catched so many moments where I'm either I could 1191 00:57:32,280 --> 00:57:34,560 Speaker 1: see how much I love someone or how much like 1192 00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:36,680 Speaker 1: I could just see I'm not performative. I'm just like 1193 00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:39,880 Speaker 1: being me. And it's like a natural moment. Or I 1194 00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:42,800 Speaker 1: see my family appreciating each other or me and it 1195 00:57:42,880 --> 00:57:48,280 Speaker 1: just feels so good to see people like not posing. Yeah. Natural. Yes, 1196 00:57:48,440 --> 00:57:50,240 Speaker 1: I heard the episode last night was really good, but 1197 00:57:50,280 --> 00:57:52,280 Speaker 1: I didn't watch it yet because I was just in 1198 00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:55,240 Speaker 1: bed crying to my sister about something. Um, but I 1199 00:57:55,280 --> 00:58:00,600 Speaker 1: heard it was really invests. Yeah, I had the live podcast. 1200 00:58:01,200 --> 00:58:05,040 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, I was in it. How did you 1201 00:58:05,080 --> 00:58:07,920 Speaker 1: like your appearance? I I really liked it, to be honest, 1202 00:58:08,000 --> 00:58:12,320 Speaker 1: I was pleasantly surprised. There's no there are no stupid 1203 00:58:12,320 --> 00:58:17,160 Speaker 1: faces featured. Oh good. Yeah. A lot of people wrote 1204 00:58:17,200 --> 00:58:19,439 Speaker 1: to me and said, okay, now this shows kicking. There's 1205 00:58:19,480 --> 00:58:21,640 Speaker 1: some stuff going on. There was an I guess there's 1206 00:58:21,640 --> 00:58:23,840 Speaker 1: a conversation between me and Chris about having kids that 1207 00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:29,120 Speaker 1: was very fod jokes. We were really so much Yeah, 1208 00:58:29,160 --> 00:58:32,360 Speaker 1: oh my god, if yeah, I think I was. That 1209 00:58:32,480 --> 00:58:35,480 Speaker 1: was That was a That was a conversation. Man. That 1210 00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:40,000 Speaker 1: was like one of those scenes where after it, uh, 1211 00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:42,720 Speaker 1: there was some like there was a lot of that 1212 00:58:42,920 --> 00:58:47,240 Speaker 1: that conversation. There was a lot there was aftershocks of 1213 00:58:47,240 --> 00:58:51,000 Speaker 1: that for many many days, weeks probably still continuing of 1214 00:58:51,080 --> 00:58:54,240 Speaker 1: like that was not a fun conversation, and like it's 1215 00:58:54,280 --> 00:58:56,840 Speaker 1: just interesting to what I said it before. But I 1216 00:58:57,000 --> 00:59:00,200 Speaker 1: watching myself on the show, and I'm seeing like I'm 1217 00:59:00,200 --> 00:59:03,000 Speaker 1: seeing my biting my fingernails, things that I do when 1218 00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:05,640 Speaker 1: I'm nervous or when I'm like stuck in a moment 1219 00:59:05,880 --> 00:59:09,440 Speaker 1: and I can't get out of it. You got to 1220 00:59:10,200 --> 00:59:13,680 Speaker 1: get to the next segment. Are we ready to go 1221 00:59:13,720 --> 00:59:16,160 Speaker 1: to break and come back with why do I Care? Yes, 1222 00:59:16,240 --> 00:59:21,760 Speaker 1: let's do it back with why do my gar nets? Boomoom? 1223 00:59:21,960 --> 00:59:24,600 Speaker 1: All right? Why do I care? Wait? Whatever happened to? Oh? 1224 00:59:25,840 --> 00:59:34,560 Speaker 1: I'll get you all right? Why do I care? Oh? 1225 00:59:34,600 --> 00:59:38,120 Speaker 1: I know? This story accuses our label of holding her 1226 00:59:38,160 --> 00:59:41,760 Speaker 1: new single hostage over a fake viral moment. I'm want 1227 00:59:41,760 --> 00:59:43,720 Speaker 1: to tell these a new song. It's going to be 1228 00:59:43,760 --> 00:59:46,840 Speaker 1: about my baby. Please let me just sing really fast 1229 00:59:46,840 --> 00:59:49,680 Speaker 1: and like a little baby. I've got new music that 1230 00:59:49,720 --> 00:59:51,520 Speaker 1: I want to come out, and you won't let me 1231 00:59:51,600 --> 00:59:54,120 Speaker 1: put it out. It's all my label's fault, not the 1232 00:59:54,280 --> 00:59:56,919 Speaker 1: fact that I've you know, just signed with the label 1233 00:59:56,960 --> 01:00:01,160 Speaker 1: that I probably shouldn't have and I'm a baby. Ironically, Okay, 1234 01:00:01,600 --> 01:00:06,200 Speaker 1: that TikTok post went viral, so maybe we'll get that 1235 01:00:06,240 --> 01:00:10,760 Speaker 1: ston maybe we will wait wait, so she can't. She 1236 01:00:10,800 --> 01:00:13,600 Speaker 1: can't release the song because her label is not allowing 1237 01:00:13,600 --> 01:00:15,960 Speaker 1: her to release new music right now. For what reason 1238 01:00:16,040 --> 01:00:19,240 Speaker 1: do we know? Unless they can fake a fake viral 1239 01:00:19,320 --> 01:00:24,720 Speaker 1: moment on TikTok to market the song. Oh, everything is 1240 01:00:24,800 --> 01:00:28,000 Speaker 1: marketing and they are doing this to basically every artist 1241 01:00:28,120 --> 01:00:32,280 Speaker 1: these days. She said, Oh god, so unless she put 1242 01:00:32,320 --> 01:00:34,760 Speaker 1: out a viral video regarding the song on TikTok, they 1243 01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:36,919 Speaker 1: don't want to release. Yeah. I think like they want 1244 01:00:36,920 --> 01:00:40,200 Speaker 1: to do it, but the irony is that this is 1245 01:00:40,240 --> 01:00:46,920 Speaker 1: now going to viral. Okay, I like this. I do 1246 01:00:47,120 --> 01:00:52,280 Speaker 1: think that, um yeah, so many songs now have to 1247 01:00:52,320 --> 01:00:57,320 Speaker 1: be TikTok dances or whatever to make it or have 1248 01:00:57,440 --> 01:01:00,680 Speaker 1: a moment um. But honestly, that's kind of how people 1249 01:01:01,080 --> 01:01:03,680 Speaker 1: learn new music. I think there must be uh, it 1250 01:01:03,760 --> 01:01:06,000 Speaker 1: must be hard to get new music played if you're 1251 01:01:06,000 --> 01:01:08,800 Speaker 1: not already famous and people are anticipating it, which Halsey is. 1252 01:01:09,240 --> 01:01:12,440 Speaker 1: But for new artists to like emerge, I think it 1253 01:01:12,560 --> 01:01:13,840 Speaker 1: used to be it would just be hard enough to 1254 01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:17,160 Speaker 1: getting your songs played on the radio. But you would, 1255 01:01:17,240 --> 01:01:18,919 Speaker 1: like you would listen to the radio and you would 1256 01:01:18,920 --> 01:01:22,040 Speaker 1: just hear what comes on for me new music. I 1257 01:01:22,040 --> 01:01:24,240 Speaker 1: I don't hear new music unless I already know the 1258 01:01:24,280 --> 01:01:27,200 Speaker 1: artists and I'm anticipating it, like or someone as there's 1259 01:01:27,200 --> 01:01:30,280 Speaker 1: a TikTok, like I know there's curators and there's people, 1260 01:01:30,360 --> 01:01:33,120 Speaker 1: but I think that a lot of people I used 1261 01:01:33,160 --> 01:01:35,280 Speaker 1: to discover a lot of music by just being in 1262 01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:38,720 Speaker 1: public spaces and hearing it over just like just hearing 1263 01:01:38,720 --> 01:01:41,000 Speaker 1: it on the radio or like Now, I feel like 1264 01:01:41,040 --> 01:01:43,200 Speaker 1: new music is so much harder to come by because 1265 01:01:43,200 --> 01:01:45,280 Speaker 1: we can always control what we're listening to, if that 1266 01:01:45,320 --> 01:01:48,040 Speaker 1: makes sense. That's why I do. On Spotify, I'll do 1267 01:01:48,560 --> 01:01:52,280 Speaker 1: you know, Sturgill Simpson Radio, and then it'll give me, 1268 01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:54,840 Speaker 1: give me like three or four different artists that I 1269 01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:57,120 Speaker 1: haven't heard before, and I'm like, and then I go, 1270 01:01:57,520 --> 01:01:59,760 Speaker 1: I think I just want Stergel. Well, you know what, 1271 01:02:00,920 --> 01:02:03,640 Speaker 1: But I love when it Spotify. I was listening to 1272 01:02:03,800 --> 01:02:07,800 Speaker 1: the Moon Soong yesterday was uh, Phoebe Bridgers. There was 1273 01:02:07,840 --> 01:02:09,960 Speaker 1: like some I follow Phoebe Bridgers sub breddit because I'm 1274 01:02:09,960 --> 01:02:12,800 Speaker 1: obsessed with her now and there was a clip from 1275 01:02:12,800 --> 01:02:15,520 Speaker 1: a performance at Red Rocks and there was this lyric 1276 01:02:15,600 --> 01:02:18,440 Speaker 1: that I just loved, and it was something about um, 1277 01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:21,720 Speaker 1: you're married and you're dying and I love you. And 1278 01:02:21,720 --> 01:02:23,720 Speaker 1: it was just like just the idea of like her 1279 01:02:23,760 --> 01:02:25,680 Speaker 1: writing a song about a guy that's married that she's 1280 01:02:25,720 --> 01:02:27,080 Speaker 1: in love. I was just like, what is this song? 1281 01:02:27,120 --> 01:02:29,080 Speaker 1: So I googled the lyrics. It's the song called the 1282 01:02:29,120 --> 01:02:31,800 Speaker 1: Moon Song, and so I listened to it on Spotify, 1283 01:02:32,280 --> 01:02:33,600 Speaker 1: pulled it up, and then all of a sudden, I 1284 01:02:33,640 --> 01:02:35,480 Speaker 1: just was, you know, lost in my phone and other 1285 01:02:35,560 --> 01:02:37,800 Speaker 1: songs started playing and I'm like, I like this song. 1286 01:02:38,080 --> 01:02:40,120 Speaker 1: I like this song. Well, that's a song already know 1287 01:02:40,160 --> 01:02:41,800 Speaker 1: that I really like. How did they know? Is this 1288 01:02:41,880 --> 01:02:44,320 Speaker 1: my playlist? And it's like, no, it was just the 1289 01:02:44,360 --> 01:02:46,880 Speaker 1: Moon soong radio. If you like this song, we figured 1290 01:02:46,920 --> 01:02:49,440 Speaker 1: out other songs are like, it's amazing how specific they 1291 01:02:49,480 --> 01:02:51,800 Speaker 1: can be. But for me to be open to new things, 1292 01:02:51,840 --> 01:02:55,640 Speaker 1: it's so fucking hard. Why is That's why I love 1293 01:02:55,680 --> 01:02:59,440 Speaker 1: when besties go Nikki based on what I know about you? Again, 1294 01:02:59,480 --> 01:03:01,720 Speaker 1: I love this song. Just give it a listen. And 1295 01:03:02,160 --> 01:03:06,400 Speaker 1: I often screenshot those d m s to get back 1296 01:03:06,440 --> 01:03:08,320 Speaker 1: to them. But if you have a song that you're like, 1297 01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:10,480 Speaker 1: I know Nikki Glazer will love this, don't give me 1298 01:03:10,520 --> 01:03:14,280 Speaker 1: a whole list give me one song. I promise I'll 1299 01:03:14,440 --> 01:03:16,680 Speaker 1: give it a chance if you bug me enough. And 1300 01:03:16,680 --> 01:03:19,360 Speaker 1: I would would like the recommendation. Noah gave me one. 1301 01:03:20,440 --> 01:03:23,920 Speaker 1: How how long have you loved another? Well, I'm dreaming 1302 01:03:23,960 --> 01:03:27,760 Speaker 1: of us together. She got the best. If you thought 1303 01:03:27,760 --> 01:03:30,800 Speaker 1: of you always knew to blow? Who I learned about 1304 01:03:30,800 --> 01:03:33,800 Speaker 1: from you? Long? If you Yeah? To Blow has this 1305 01:03:33,880 --> 01:03:38,160 Speaker 1: other song that she's like, uh oh, it's about um 1306 01:03:38,200 --> 01:03:40,240 Speaker 1: being a piece of ship. And she's like, I eat 1307 01:03:40,320 --> 01:03:43,920 Speaker 1: my dinner in the bathtub, then I go to sex clubs, 1308 01:03:43,960 --> 01:03:48,120 Speaker 1: watching freaky people getting in on it kind of makes 1309 01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:52,440 Speaker 1: me nervous than anything. I'm reckless. Yeah, I've been around 1310 01:03:52,560 --> 01:03:55,600 Speaker 1: NFC at all. Go home and eat some twinkies, throw 1311 01:03:55,680 --> 01:03:57,760 Speaker 1: up in the sink like she talks about being bliemic. 1312 01:03:57,840 --> 01:04:01,000 Speaker 1: It's just like, so to low is great. That song 1313 01:04:01,120 --> 01:04:03,680 Speaker 1: is called um I forget, but check out to flow 1314 01:04:03,760 --> 01:04:05,600 Speaker 1: t O V E L O. I do think there's 1315 01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:08,480 Speaker 1: other people that will go. I don't like anything mainstream. 1316 01:04:08,600 --> 01:04:10,959 Speaker 1: I only try to find new artists. And to that, 1317 01:04:11,080 --> 01:04:15,240 Speaker 1: we say, kid, let's get to top one bottom one 1318 01:04:15,240 --> 01:04:18,400 Speaker 1: our category this week is in honor of my upcoming 1319 01:04:18,400 --> 01:04:26,640 Speaker 1: birthday celebration. Karaoke songs. Karaoke songs. Now, I want to 1320 01:04:26,680 --> 01:04:28,800 Speaker 1: do this as your song that you would want to 1321 01:04:28,840 --> 01:04:31,200 Speaker 1: sing the most if you had to sing a song 1322 01:04:31,240 --> 01:04:32,840 Speaker 1: in front of your fans and family, and then the 1323 01:04:32,880 --> 01:04:35,640 Speaker 1: worst song that you could sing in front of your 1324 01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:37,200 Speaker 1: friends and family, and it has to be a song 1325 01:04:37,240 --> 01:04:39,320 Speaker 1: that you do know, though, like I think the worst 1326 01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:40,920 Speaker 1: song would be when you don't know. This should be 1327 01:04:40,920 --> 01:04:42,800 Speaker 1: a song you know but you just don't want to 1328 01:04:42,800 --> 01:04:48,440 Speaker 1: sing it. We always start with worst first, and I'll 1329 01:04:48,440 --> 01:04:52,040 Speaker 1: start with mine the worst one. Um, I will pick 1330 01:04:52,080 --> 01:04:54,200 Speaker 1: a song that has the N word throughout it because 1331 01:04:54,200 --> 01:04:56,160 Speaker 1: I would just be so nervous the whole time that 1332 01:04:56,240 --> 01:04:58,760 Speaker 1: I would accidentally say the N word in avoiding sing 1333 01:04:58,760 --> 01:05:00,680 Speaker 1: the N word, So that is on. I do like 1334 01:05:00,760 --> 01:05:02,680 Speaker 1: to sing up the song by Cardi B. It is 1335 01:05:02,720 --> 01:05:05,640 Speaker 1: one that I have karaoke before too great success. But 1336 01:05:05,720 --> 01:05:08,040 Speaker 1: I did have nerves the whole time that I was 1337 01:05:08,080 --> 01:05:10,080 Speaker 1: accidentally going to say the N word in the places 1338 01:05:10,120 --> 01:05:12,960 Speaker 1: where she says it because I was trying so hard 1339 01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:15,280 Speaker 1: not to say it. And I think even if I 1340 01:05:15,320 --> 01:05:17,520 Speaker 1: accidentally slipped and said the N word while I was 1341 01:05:17,560 --> 01:05:20,560 Speaker 1: performing it and people did film it, that I still 1342 01:05:20,840 --> 01:05:24,120 Speaker 1: could be forgiven because my intention was not to say it, 1343 01:05:24,280 --> 01:05:26,080 Speaker 1: and I think that matters. So I want to live 1344 01:05:26,080 --> 01:05:28,160 Speaker 1: in a world where I can perform up by Cardi 1345 01:05:28,200 --> 01:05:30,120 Speaker 1: B on karaoke and if I accidentally say the N 1346 01:05:30,120 --> 01:05:32,680 Speaker 1: word because I'm intentionally trying not to say it, you, 1347 01:05:32,800 --> 01:05:35,240 Speaker 1: I won't get canceled because my intention is never to 1348 01:05:35,320 --> 01:05:39,320 Speaker 1: ever say that word. And sometimes things go wrong. Um, 1349 01:05:39,320 --> 01:05:41,040 Speaker 1: but that's my biggest fear. But the worst song to 1350 01:05:41,120 --> 01:05:44,640 Speaker 1: karaoke by far is one that was given to me 1351 01:05:44,680 --> 01:05:47,040 Speaker 1: by Henry Phillips, one of my favorite comedians, and he 1352 01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:49,520 Speaker 1: used to do just have an anecdote of saying, you 1353 01:05:49,560 --> 01:05:51,520 Speaker 1: know what, I always think the worst He talks like this, 1354 01:05:51,600 --> 01:05:54,200 Speaker 1: He's like, I think the worst karaoke song to possibly do, 1355 01:05:54,320 --> 01:05:55,920 Speaker 1: and he was always talking about like he wanted to 1356 01:05:55,960 --> 01:05:59,080 Speaker 1: put it on and actually do it. Is I I 1357 01:06:09,320 --> 01:06:13,640 Speaker 1: what a song about conditioner? Yeah, but that song would 1358 01:06:13,640 --> 01:06:15,919 Speaker 1: be so funny and what probably one of the worst 1359 01:06:15,960 --> 01:06:17,800 Speaker 1: that you could carry. The only reason why I think 1360 01:06:17,800 --> 01:06:19,800 Speaker 1: that would actually I think because you don't have to 1361 01:06:19,840 --> 01:06:21,800 Speaker 1: know the lyrics. I think people would Really it's not 1362 01:06:21,840 --> 01:06:23,640 Speaker 1: really the worst, It's just one of the funniest ones 1363 01:06:23,680 --> 01:06:27,720 Speaker 1: that a person yeah, it's a very funny turned innocence 1364 01:06:30,240 --> 01:06:32,480 Speaker 1: or the sting song that has the Indian guy chanting 1365 01:06:32,480 --> 01:06:38,840 Speaker 1: in it would be hard not that one, but that's 1366 01:06:38,840 --> 01:06:42,360 Speaker 1: not sick. But what's your hangerhead? Which that's not saying 1367 01:06:42,440 --> 01:06:44,600 Speaker 1: I wear my sunglasses at night? Was that Phil Collins? 1368 01:06:44,680 --> 01:06:47,760 Speaker 1: It's definitely not sting. It's that the police. No, it's 1369 01:06:47,800 --> 01:06:51,560 Speaker 1: not a thousand dollars says it's not the police. It 1370 01:06:51,600 --> 01:06:53,640 Speaker 1: really is not. I would bet everything I have on it. 1371 01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:58,000 Speaker 1: But anyway, what's your least favorite? Hard? Thank you? Yes? Yeah, 1372 01:06:58,040 --> 01:07:01,720 Speaker 1: well he he didn't originally he was arrested by the police. 1373 01:07:02,280 --> 01:07:05,360 Speaker 1: One point is my least favorite would be like something 1374 01:07:05,400 --> 01:07:10,080 Speaker 1: like um like something Whitney Houston I Will Always Love You, 1375 01:07:10,440 --> 01:07:12,880 Speaker 1: But that was originally by Dolly Parton, which is originally 1376 01:07:12,880 --> 01:07:18,000 Speaker 1: by the police, but uh yeah, something like that where 1377 01:07:18,040 --> 01:07:20,680 Speaker 1: it's just like so emotional and it's like what are 1378 01:07:20,720 --> 01:07:23,000 Speaker 1: we doing, like we're at a party. You're kind of 1379 01:07:24,440 --> 01:07:27,200 Speaker 1: hit No, not even not you, but like anyone like 1380 01:07:27,440 --> 01:07:30,080 Speaker 1: some ones that are like, oh girl, what are you trying? 1381 01:07:30,120 --> 01:07:33,240 Speaker 1: Because if someone can do that song, bring it on true, 1382 01:07:33,440 --> 01:07:36,440 Speaker 1: but I can't. So that's a very emotional song that 1383 01:07:36,560 --> 01:07:38,080 Speaker 1: is more of a song that you should be listening 1384 01:07:38,080 --> 01:07:40,640 Speaker 1: alone in your room and not sharing with other people. 1385 01:07:40,960 --> 01:07:43,920 Speaker 1: Spotify radio so you find out other ones. Yeah, you know. 1386 01:07:45,760 --> 01:07:48,480 Speaker 1: Least favorite song to hear in karaoke has to be 1387 01:07:48,600 --> 01:07:53,400 Speaker 1: Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen Oh You're doing to hear? Okay? Yes? 1388 01:07:53,840 --> 01:07:57,240 Speaker 1: Because it was too long. It's too long. It's too long, 1389 01:07:57,600 --> 01:08:00,080 Speaker 1: too long, too long. It's it's like you said, and 1390 01:08:00,120 --> 01:08:03,960 Speaker 1: you're like, there's emotional, like I hate the part, especially 1391 01:08:04,000 --> 01:08:05,920 Speaker 1: like if guys are singing it, like where they go 1392 01:08:06,120 --> 01:08:11,000 Speaker 1: mama right and like you know, you're like, God, just 1393 01:08:11,000 --> 01:08:13,920 Speaker 1: go talk to a therapy sing the song. Yeah, the 1394 01:08:13,960 --> 01:08:17,240 Speaker 1: ideal karaoke song should be under three minutes. Really, it 1395 01:08:17,439 --> 01:08:21,280 Speaker 1: really should. And you know what, that's why it's so important. 1396 01:08:21,280 --> 01:08:23,160 Speaker 1: If it is over three minutes, that is either your 1397 01:08:23,160 --> 01:08:25,719 Speaker 1: birthday and your people allow it, or you bring someone 1398 01:08:25,760 --> 01:08:28,240 Speaker 1: else up to share in it with you and you 1399 01:08:28,280 --> 01:08:29,640 Speaker 1: make a dance about it and you make it like 1400 01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:33,160 Speaker 1: kind of fun, make it fun, make it funny. Um. 1401 01:08:33,200 --> 01:08:35,280 Speaker 1: Also a great way to spice up a karaoke song 1402 01:08:35,720 --> 01:08:37,840 Speaker 1: if it's too much is to have someone come up 1403 01:08:37,880 --> 01:08:40,640 Speaker 1: and talk over it, like in between the interludes and 1404 01:08:40,680 --> 01:08:42,960 Speaker 1: like talk and do like a comedy bit with you, 1405 01:08:43,680 --> 01:08:45,439 Speaker 1: which is like I like you doing that with Taylor 1406 01:08:45,439 --> 01:08:47,800 Speaker 1: Swift songs when I'm like doing something and you're like 1407 01:08:47,920 --> 01:08:49,720 Speaker 1: just rapping in the background or something, and I'll make 1408 01:08:49,760 --> 01:08:51,640 Speaker 1: it fun and worth it if you don't enjoy the 1409 01:08:51,680 --> 01:08:54,640 Speaker 1: music itself. Okay, best karaoke song, what's your? What's your? 1410 01:08:54,680 --> 01:08:58,479 Speaker 1: What are you gonna sing? You can go? I usually 1411 01:08:58,640 --> 01:09:00,640 Speaker 1: my go to I have to go twos. I do 1412 01:09:00,800 --> 01:09:03,400 Speaker 1: Stay by Lisa Lobe. Oh my god, I was gonna 1413 01:09:03,400 --> 01:09:06,160 Speaker 1: say that too. We gotta do that one together. I 1414 01:09:07,080 --> 01:09:09,200 Speaker 1: could do that without ever tell you about. Literally, the 1415 01:09:09,200 --> 01:09:11,360 Speaker 1: most embarrassing moment of my life was that song in 1416 01:09:11,439 --> 01:09:14,759 Speaker 1: a karaoke night. Why it was a karaoke gong show, 1417 01:09:15,000 --> 01:09:19,559 Speaker 1: which I didn't know, not right away. I go, that 1418 01:09:19,640 --> 01:09:21,840 Speaker 1: might be worse to get it at the very end. No, 1419 01:09:22,040 --> 01:09:25,519 Speaker 1: I in the middle. It was a comedy show that 1420 01:09:25,560 --> 01:09:27,640 Speaker 1: I did at this place downtown Los Angeles. Such a 1421 01:09:27,720 --> 01:09:32,200 Speaker 1: hipster crowd. Uh no, just regular karaoke. But it's like 1422 01:09:32,240 --> 01:09:33,800 Speaker 1: there's no stage. You kind of like perform in the 1423 01:09:33,800 --> 01:09:35,720 Speaker 1: middle of the dance floor and everyone is around you, 1424 01:09:35,760 --> 01:09:37,559 Speaker 1: and it's like so fun. But it's a gone show. 1425 01:09:37,600 --> 01:09:41,640 Speaker 1: I didn't even know that I picked Lisa Lobe. I 1426 01:09:41,720 --> 01:09:46,920 Speaker 1: go and you say gong oh before I mean, that's 1427 01:09:46,920 --> 01:09:49,160 Speaker 1: not even right away. That's before I even like and 1428 01:09:49,240 --> 01:09:51,120 Speaker 1: I kept singing, they go no, no, and they take 1429 01:09:51,120 --> 01:09:53,479 Speaker 1: the micro from I was like, that's clearly a joke 1430 01:09:53,920 --> 01:09:55,920 Speaker 1: because I didn't do anything wrong and they were just 1431 01:09:56,000 --> 01:09:58,439 Speaker 1: gonging me because it wasn't a cool song. This was 1432 01:09:58,520 --> 01:10:01,920 Speaker 1: before it was totally because I was like, this is 1433 01:10:01,920 --> 01:10:04,880 Speaker 1: too this song is too tall about all right, we 1434 01:10:04,880 --> 01:10:11,599 Speaker 1: gotta we gotta go. Okay, so my pepper, Oh that's fun. Yeah, okay, 1435 01:10:12,439 --> 01:10:16,000 Speaker 1: it's a fun one. Um, I'm going to go with 1436 01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:21,400 Speaker 1: Criminal by uh Fyoda Apple And I know that is 1437 01:10:21,439 --> 01:10:24,880 Speaker 1: an emotional song, but it's in my range. My mom 1438 01:10:24,880 --> 01:10:26,400 Speaker 1: and I both love to sing that song. That's the 1439 01:10:26,400 --> 01:10:27,720 Speaker 1: one she never wants to share with me and just 1440 01:10:27,760 --> 01:10:29,599 Speaker 1: does on her own and then I can't do it. 1441 01:10:29,680 --> 01:10:35,280 Speaker 1: But it's really fun and it's very emotion Yeah, it's 1442 01:10:35,320 --> 01:10:36,880 Speaker 1: just like and people know it. I like a song 1443 01:10:36,920 --> 01:10:39,479 Speaker 1: that other people know enough that they can sing along. 1444 01:10:39,520 --> 01:10:42,040 Speaker 1: I don't want to alienate anyone, but you know, I 1445 01:10:42,040 --> 01:10:45,000 Speaker 1: would also like to get into some Britney Spears because 1446 01:10:45,040 --> 01:10:48,080 Speaker 1: it's just fun to like sing like her, and like 1447 01:10:48,800 --> 01:10:52,800 Speaker 1: if you're not gonna sing, well you might I would. 1448 01:10:52,960 --> 01:10:54,720 Speaker 1: I know that. Not a lot of people don't know this, 1449 01:10:54,760 --> 01:10:57,040 Speaker 1: but I would like to do. I used to think 1450 01:10:57,880 --> 01:11:03,920 Speaker 1: I had the answer everything. I'm not at though, like 1451 01:11:03,960 --> 01:11:09,559 Speaker 1: that would be my favorite that okay, well then I'll 1452 01:11:09,560 --> 01:11:13,360 Speaker 1: do it, thank you, Um noah, but you're okay. So 1453 01:11:13,479 --> 01:11:16,360 Speaker 1: I just want to say I cannot sing carry Okay. 1454 01:11:16,360 --> 01:11:20,479 Speaker 1: I would never have the balls to do it. But 1455 01:11:21,000 --> 01:11:23,599 Speaker 1: the song that popped into what's your biggest fear, well, 1456 01:11:23,640 --> 01:11:26,360 Speaker 1: it's it's not fear. I just sound terrible, So you 1457 01:11:26,439 --> 01:11:31,760 Speaker 1: don't want to okay okay, um okay Pony by Genuine 1458 01:11:34,720 --> 01:11:38,479 Speaker 1: because that would be I would enjoy hearing anybody singing 1459 01:11:38,520 --> 01:11:41,240 Speaker 1: it one. You know the song as soon as like 1460 01:11:41,280 --> 01:11:45,599 Speaker 1: the first like wow wow, like the first thing that 1461 01:11:45,760 --> 01:11:48,639 Speaker 1: comes out. It sounds like a guy burping a sexual 1462 01:11:49,200 --> 01:11:51,680 Speaker 1: root and it's such like a rawnchy song and it's 1463 01:11:51,880 --> 01:11:53,920 Speaker 1: I don't know, it would just be funny and I 1464 01:11:53,920 --> 01:11:57,640 Speaker 1: would enjoy it. Robot with acid reflix Um. That's a 1465 01:11:57,640 --> 01:11:59,720 Speaker 1: good that's a good song. It reminds me of like 1466 01:11:59,760 --> 01:12:02,000 Speaker 1: our Kelly my about is telling me, no, it's the 1467 01:12:02,000 --> 01:12:05,240 Speaker 1: same kind of vibe. It's very sexual. I did a 1468 01:12:05,320 --> 01:12:07,559 Speaker 1: joke about that song. I said that, um, I never 1469 01:12:07,560 --> 01:12:09,639 Speaker 1: want to get married because I don't want to do 1470 01:12:09,800 --> 01:12:13,799 Speaker 1: the father daughter dance at the reception because everyone watches 1471 01:12:13,840 --> 01:12:16,320 Speaker 1: you dance. Slow dance with your dad is so awkward. 1472 01:12:16,320 --> 01:12:19,599 Speaker 1: And then we you know, and our song is Genuine's Pony, 1473 01:12:19,680 --> 01:12:21,720 Speaker 1: and I just that's for us. I just that's are 1474 01:12:22,320 --> 01:12:23,800 Speaker 1: And then you're grinding with your dad and that's like 1475 01:12:23,840 --> 01:12:25,280 Speaker 1: the thing you guys do together and you don't want 1476 01:12:25,280 --> 01:12:28,320 Speaker 1: to share with other people. So that was my al Right, guys, 1477 01:12:28,479 --> 01:12:31,760 Speaker 1: let's go to final thought. So um oh yeah, I 1478 01:12:31,800 --> 01:12:34,120 Speaker 1: was gonna say I had the worst karaoke moment ever 1479 01:12:34,200 --> 01:12:37,120 Speaker 1: with Shoop. So like a week before I did Shoop 1480 01:12:37,160 --> 01:12:40,240 Speaker 1: at like a barn Brooklyn and you killed killed. Then 1481 01:12:40,240 --> 01:12:42,519 Speaker 1: I was in New Orleans with my little brother. We 1482 01:12:42,520 --> 01:12:45,920 Speaker 1: were drunk and I was like and we were in 1483 01:12:45,960 --> 01:12:48,360 Speaker 1: line of karaoke, like we went to this bar it's 1484 01:12:48,400 --> 01:12:53,000 Speaker 1: called because you were like practice this home and I'm 1485 01:12:53,040 --> 01:12:55,360 Speaker 1: that cats me out and I pay the guy that's 1486 01:12:55,360 --> 01:12:58,479 Speaker 1: doing a karaoke the bugs to bump me up to 1487 01:12:58,640 --> 01:13:03,280 Speaker 1: show my brother that I'm a former essentially, and then 1488 01:13:03,400 --> 01:13:07,200 Speaker 1: guy goes up before me and he destroys. I forget 1489 01:13:07,280 --> 01:13:10,000 Speaker 1: what's song he did, but he brought the like I 1490 01:13:10,160 --> 01:13:12,479 Speaker 1: carried off the stage. And then you go up with 1491 01:13:12,520 --> 01:13:16,479 Speaker 1: your and no one listens. It was just such a 1492 01:13:16,479 --> 01:13:19,679 Speaker 1: funny song to sing to nobody anyhow. But your brother 1493 01:13:19,880 --> 01:13:22,559 Speaker 1: just kind of supporting you, kind of wanting to believe you, 1494 01:13:23,560 --> 01:13:29,080 Speaker 1: hoping you get stabbed against. Okay, so let's just quickly 1495 01:13:29,080 --> 01:13:33,320 Speaker 1: talk about the worst, the weirdest, uh interaction we had 1496 01:13:33,400 --> 01:13:37,760 Speaker 1: this weekend. Oh god, talk about a bomb. Um. I 1497 01:13:37,760 --> 01:13:41,760 Speaker 1: don't want to be just specific, but there was I 1498 01:13:41,800 --> 01:13:43,920 Speaker 1: don't know how to do. There were some people that 1499 01:13:43,960 --> 01:13:45,880 Speaker 1: came to the show. I'm going to say they came 1500 01:13:45,920 --> 01:13:48,400 Speaker 1: to a show, even though it's not the whole story, 1501 01:13:48,400 --> 01:13:52,280 Speaker 1: but they came to a show and afterwards that being great, 1502 01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:55,800 Speaker 1: they took pictures. It was nice, they said lovely things. 1503 01:13:56,439 --> 01:13:59,720 Speaker 1: Um also, well, yeah, I was trying not to be 1504 01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:02,040 Speaker 1: if it about who they were. So they came to 1505 01:14:02,120 --> 01:14:05,720 Speaker 1: both shows. They came to two shows, and which is 1506 01:14:05,760 --> 01:14:09,120 Speaker 1: already suspect because you go, well, I don't you didn't 1507 01:14:09,120 --> 01:14:12,120 Speaker 1: need to do that, but thank you. Um. Two meet 1508 01:14:12,160 --> 01:14:14,000 Speaker 1: and greets, and then in what they took a picture 1509 01:14:14,000 --> 01:14:17,920 Speaker 1: and then they wanted to do a video like where 1510 01:14:17,960 --> 01:14:19,400 Speaker 1: I he was like, well, you just do a video 1511 01:14:19,439 --> 01:14:25,320 Speaker 1: where you say good job Blake. No to him, like 1512 01:14:25,720 --> 01:14:27,719 Speaker 1: say it to the camera and be like I'm standing 1513 01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:29,160 Speaker 1: with Blake and he wants me to stay at the camera. 1514 01:14:29,479 --> 01:14:31,920 Speaker 1: Good job Blake. You can do it like an encouraging 1515 01:14:32,000 --> 01:14:33,880 Speaker 1: video that he can watch when he needs encouragement. And 1516 01:14:33,920 --> 01:14:35,920 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, that's kind of a fun idea. Whatever. 1517 01:14:36,240 --> 01:14:38,120 Speaker 1: Then his buddy came over and did the same thing, 1518 01:14:38,120 --> 01:14:39,280 Speaker 1: and he was like, you can just say anything, and 1519 01:14:39,280 --> 01:14:41,120 Speaker 1: I was like, you're lovable and you deserve love, and 1520 01:14:41,160 --> 01:14:43,440 Speaker 1: I just gave him like a you know, positive affirmations. 1521 01:14:44,200 --> 01:14:46,280 Speaker 1: Then they it was the end. They were the last 1522 01:14:46,280 --> 01:14:49,439 Speaker 1: in line and they're walking away and we see these two. 1523 01:14:49,479 --> 01:14:52,600 Speaker 1: They're two older men and they're too kind of like misfits. 1524 01:14:52,720 --> 01:14:55,160 Speaker 1: Let me just say one looked like a bouncer to 1525 01:14:55,400 --> 01:14:59,840 Speaker 1: like a Mormon um church, and then the other one 1526 01:15:00,040 --> 01:15:05,880 Speaker 1: looked like his special friend, Like I feel like he 1527 01:15:05,920 --> 01:15:11,439 Speaker 1: plays the Oregon at the church. Yes, okay, nice looking guys, 1528 01:15:11,439 --> 01:15:13,760 Speaker 1: but like different looks right, like kind of mismatch where 1529 01:15:13,760 --> 01:15:15,360 Speaker 1: you go, how are they friends? But it's none of 1530 01:15:15,360 --> 01:15:19,200 Speaker 1: my business. Then they're walking away and they have by 1531 01:15:19,200 --> 01:15:21,479 Speaker 1: the way, they took this with cameras, not with phones. 1532 01:15:22,080 --> 01:15:27,160 Speaker 1: They're walking away and fans, and you go, they didn't 1533 01:15:27,200 --> 01:15:29,799 Speaker 1: like my comedy. They just want to get a picture 1534 01:15:29,800 --> 01:15:31,720 Speaker 1: with me, like they there's something else here. It's like 1535 01:15:31,760 --> 01:15:33,720 Speaker 1: they these guys just reminded me of guys that like 1536 01:15:33,800 --> 01:15:38,120 Speaker 1: just like meeting celebrities and collecting pictures, which is fine, 1537 01:15:38,200 --> 01:15:40,680 Speaker 1: like teach their I don't give a fuck. But the 1538 01:15:40,680 --> 01:15:43,760 Speaker 1: weird part was they were leaving and there was this 1539 01:15:43,840 --> 01:15:50,160 Speaker 1: old woman who was probably like she looked like, um, 1540 01:15:50,240 --> 01:15:54,160 Speaker 1: she was a witch from Macbeth, like had like two 1541 01:15:54,160 --> 01:15:57,559 Speaker 1: teeth bent over, very old. And by the way, it's 1542 01:15:57,800 --> 01:15:59,760 Speaker 1: to one one o'clock at night at this point, so 1543 01:16:00,040 --> 01:16:01,960 Speaker 1: at eleven, this is one o'clock at night at this point. 1544 01:16:02,120 --> 01:16:05,800 Speaker 1: This woman has been there all night long, probably and 1545 01:16:05,880 --> 01:16:08,040 Speaker 1: she's with these two guys and there we don't know 1546 01:16:08,040 --> 01:16:11,000 Speaker 1: how they're connected, but you see her go can I 1547 01:16:11,040 --> 01:16:17,200 Speaker 1: can I meet her? And they go, no, no, we're leaving, 1548 01:16:17,240 --> 01:16:19,559 Speaker 1: and I'm standing there like we're just standing. I mean, 1549 01:16:19,600 --> 01:16:20,880 Speaker 1: this is the end of the line. And I hear 1550 01:16:20,920 --> 01:16:23,120 Speaker 1: them like, shuffle her off if they don't. No, no, 1551 01:16:23,360 --> 01:16:26,760 Speaker 1: it's enough no, And I go, no, I'll take a 1552 01:16:26,760 --> 01:16:28,679 Speaker 1: picture with you, and she goes, can I have one? 1553 01:16:29,000 --> 01:16:30,960 Speaker 1: I'd love it, And I'd go, I love I would 1554 01:16:30,960 --> 01:16:33,400 Speaker 1: love to, Oh my god, And so I hold her 1555 01:16:33,400 --> 01:16:35,799 Speaker 1: real tight and like give her a cute little hug 1556 01:16:36,160 --> 01:16:39,160 Speaker 1: and they and I swear to you, I would bet 1557 01:16:39,160 --> 01:16:42,439 Speaker 1: anything on it. He did not take the picture because 1558 01:16:42,439 --> 01:16:44,400 Speaker 1: I saw him take the picture, and I could just 1559 01:16:44,479 --> 01:16:47,680 Speaker 1: tell it was like what you would do if you're 1560 01:16:47,720 --> 01:16:50,400 Speaker 1: miming taking And then they walked off with this woman 1561 01:16:50,400 --> 01:16:52,479 Speaker 1: who I couldn't tell if it was their mom, if 1562 01:16:52,520 --> 01:16:54,360 Speaker 1: it was like some woman that they had taken advantage 1563 01:16:54,400 --> 01:16:57,760 Speaker 1: of to get them into the Like it just went 1564 01:16:57,800 --> 01:17:00,080 Speaker 1: from being like this cute kind of awkward and of 1565 01:17:00,120 --> 01:17:02,680 Speaker 1: the weirdest thing. Andrew and I could not shake it. 1566 01:17:02,680 --> 01:17:04,840 Speaker 1: It was so disturbing because they yelled at this woman 1567 01:17:04,840 --> 01:17:06,360 Speaker 1: that she couldn't have a picture, even though I'm standing 1568 01:17:06,360 --> 01:17:08,840 Speaker 1: there and she's in line with them, Like there isn't like, 1569 01:17:09,320 --> 01:17:11,360 Speaker 1: you know, everyone has to have a wristband. It's like 1570 01:17:11,400 --> 01:17:13,920 Speaker 1: whoever is there gets one. There's no checking, like once 1571 01:17:13,960 --> 01:17:16,120 Speaker 1: you're there, you're there to get it, and she had 1572 01:17:16,120 --> 01:17:20,280 Speaker 1: a wristband to even get back there. Yeah, I don't 1573 01:17:20,320 --> 01:17:22,439 Speaker 1: know how to feel. We went backstage. I was kind 1574 01:17:22,439 --> 01:17:24,360 Speaker 1: of in a rage because I was like, man, what's 1575 01:17:24,360 --> 01:17:26,080 Speaker 1: her age? Andrew was like, she's has to be like 1576 01:17:26,120 --> 01:17:28,599 Speaker 1: a hundred. I'm like, probably somewhere in her nineties. That 1577 01:17:28,640 --> 01:17:31,719 Speaker 1: poor woman. I feel like we just witnessed a crime, see, 1578 01:17:31,760 --> 01:17:34,200 Speaker 1: because that man was mean to her and then they 1579 01:17:34,200 --> 01:17:36,200 Speaker 1: shuffled off. I wish that woman the best, but I 1580 01:17:36,240 --> 01:17:38,120 Speaker 1: don't have a good feeling, and I just feel off. 1581 01:17:38,520 --> 01:17:40,680 Speaker 1: I rhymed off with off man when I saw it. 1582 01:17:40,720 --> 01:17:42,640 Speaker 1: That lady. I was like, man, she's gonna fall. I 1583 01:17:42,640 --> 01:17:45,679 Speaker 1: think she lives inside the theater walls. She's so old 1584 01:17:45,800 --> 01:17:50,960 Speaker 1: she died before vampire. Huh. It sounds like a Limerick 1585 01:17:51,040 --> 01:17:55,000 Speaker 1: keeping you could suck my big fat little finger because 1586 01:17:55,040 --> 01:17:58,080 Speaker 1: it rhymes with dick. I don't even know anymore, because look, 1587 01:17:58,479 --> 01:18:00,320 Speaker 1: I want to find these people, and I want to 1588 01:18:00,320 --> 01:18:02,080 Speaker 1: find out if they live in her basement and they 1589 01:18:02,120 --> 01:18:04,400 Speaker 1: take her money and they fucking don't look at her. 1590 01:18:04,439 --> 01:18:07,320 Speaker 1: Funny got to her. You got to give her water. 1591 01:18:07,640 --> 01:18:10,920 Speaker 1: She's gonna die soon. The cavin for being so nice 1592 01:18:10,960 --> 01:18:17,040 Speaker 1: to me, and that's what late And if you were 1593 01:18:17,080 --> 01:18:20,960 Speaker 1: listening to this and you please explain what the connection 1594 01:18:21,000 --> 01:18:24,040 Speaker 1: to that woman was, to her and everything. Please tell 1595 01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:25,559 Speaker 1: me that you took a picture and send the picture 1596 01:18:25,600 --> 01:18:27,839 Speaker 1: to me to confront that that woman had her picture taken. 1597 01:18:27,680 --> 01:18:31,120 Speaker 1: Please do not take advantage of her and and erase 1598 01:18:31,240 --> 01:18:33,080 Speaker 1: my video to you because you're not a good person. 1599 01:18:33,160 --> 01:18:36,439 Speaker 1: If if my biggest spears are true, we gotta go 1600 01:18:36,600 --> 01:18:40,400 Speaker 1: have a great day, will be here all week long. Um, 1601 01:18:40,640 --> 01:18:53,880 Speaker 1: don't be cut and can't take the hanger off now, yeah, 1602 01:18:53,880 --> 01:18:55,479 Speaker 1: I know what I wasn't even making you put it on.