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Speaker 1: Below my gorgeous people.

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Speaker 2: It's Lala Kent welcome back to give them Lalla podcast.

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Speaker 2: We are back in La We are finished with the tour.

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Speaker 1: I kind of feel bummed about it.

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Speaker 3: I know it's really now that we're like, because I

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Speaker 3: feel like, towards the end of the tour, we're like, Okay,

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Speaker 3: this has been it was amazing, but we're like, I mean,

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Speaker 3: you were like, it's time to get back and see ocean.

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Speaker 3: But now, like the day after I woke up and

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Speaker 3: I was like, oh no, I know.

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Speaker 1: It was weird. It was like bittersweet.

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Speaker 2: I was excited to come home and be with my

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Speaker 2: baby because I hadn't seen her.

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Speaker 1: In almost two weeks.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, which you know, selfishly I wanted her with me

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Speaker 2: on tour, but it was way too many dates to

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Speaker 2: like in different places to bounce her around, and even

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Speaker 2: just that you know, to three hour time change was

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Speaker 2: like messing with me.

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Speaker 3: Well that would yeah, that would mess with her schedule

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Speaker 3: and all of that. So we did nine shows in

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Speaker 3: eleven days. Now that it's over, how do you feel

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Speaker 3: about it?

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Speaker 2: Now that I can look back on it. It was

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Speaker 2: one of the most unbelievable experiences that I'll probably ever have.

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Speaker 2: And it's because when you get to see people face

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Speaker 2: to face that have supported you, it gets emotional. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: Like there were people that would you know that we're

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Speaker 2: in VIP that would come around, you know, the little

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Speaker 2: what's that background, like the seven heat thing and sob

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Speaker 2: and like share their stories with me. One woman and

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Speaker 2: I will protect what she what she told me, but

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Speaker 2: it was along the lines of your daughter saved my life.

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Speaker 2: And then she told me the story and we both

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Speaker 2: were sobbing. Yeah, and I just was like, how incredible

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Speaker 2: that I get to do this and that these people

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Speaker 2: have allowed me to do it for a really long time.

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Speaker 1: And I always.

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Speaker 2: Think about, and I talked about this at the live show,

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Speaker 2: that I would think about, you know, when I was

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Speaker 2: God did have another plan for me because me sharing

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Speaker 2: my stories, whether they're amazing or deep. Like one woman

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Speaker 2: stood up and she was like, you got me out

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Speaker 2: of a narcissistic relationship and I need to know how.

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Speaker 1: To bounce back.

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Speaker 2: I signed people's AA books. What the fuck that's what

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Speaker 4: Was really beautiful to watch.

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Speaker 3: And you know, I remember before the tour when you know,

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Speaker 3: we're like talking about it and planning it, and I

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Speaker 3: kept saying like, well, what do you want out of this?

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Speaker 3: And you always went back to like, no matter what,

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Speaker 4: Like that's number one. Always keep that at number one.

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Speaker 3: When we were talking about different segments, you always were like, okay,

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Speaker 3: you stick with that because I think a lot of

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Speaker 2: And I thought it was really nice, really beautiful. Well

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Speaker 2: thank you, Yeah, was always the goal of the tour.

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Speaker 2: We accomplished it above and beyond. I mean people were saying,

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Speaker 2: I really can't believe you spent that much time with

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Speaker 2: I told this, you know, you could have spent your

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Speaker 2: and you chose to spend it to come and like

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Speaker 2: The least I can do is like sit here and

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Speaker 2: and you know, what are you about?

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Speaker 1: Like, that's what the tour was for.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I'm not having you come on back

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Speaker 1: This is the chance for us to like connect for real.

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Speaker 1: And you did and it was really did the damn

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Speaker 3: And you know what too, It's like I thought I

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Speaker 2: No, even when we were in Austin, and the day

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Speaker 2: I was very in the moment during the show because

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Speaker 2: I know how to compartmentalize. But at the end when

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Speaker 2: I literally just like put the mic down.

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Speaker 1: I was like, what the fuck? And I was like,

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Speaker 3: Feel Yeah, you said that, and I was backstage, so

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Speaker 3: I heard Lalla go. You guys can boom me if

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Speaker 3: And I asked you after the show, I'm like, did.

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Speaker 1: They boo you?

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Speaker 1: They all laughed. They laughed and clapped and they were

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Speaker 2: I do know where I am and I had just

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Speaker 2: gotten done telling them I'm moving to Austin. Yeah, if

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Speaker 2: coming to Austin, Texas. Yeah, and they're all going crazy.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, anyway, I love you guys so much,

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Speaker 1: I love you Houston.

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Speaker 4: They were such they were so good about it though.

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Speaker 1: They were amazing about that.

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Speaker 4: I'm going to ask a.

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Speaker 4: But do you have a favorite city on tour? What

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Spell, I loved I loved all the cities, okay, but

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Speaker 2: I just love Texas because it reminds me. It gives

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Speaker 1: Holy shit. I love it here.

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Speaker 4: It's great.

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Speaker 2: Every city was amazing though, and every city had the

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Speaker 1: I think, so nice.

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Speaker 4: I can say this because it's me, not you.

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Speaker 3: I think, in my opinion, I think Clearwater's audience was lit.

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Speaker 2: Clearwater's audience was lit, and that was one of the

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Speaker 3: And then Dallas was like to me, Dallas' audience was unbeatable.

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Speaker 4: Like, you guys came out.

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Speaker 3: I think you all knew it was the last show,

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Speaker 3: And you guys were wild.

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Speaker 1: They were wild.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, But in Austin, Austin was we saw titties, We

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Speaker 1: I was like, holy, I'm a rock star.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, only rock stars have hot women flashing their tits.

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Speaker 1: Yep. By the way, every city too had like gorgeous people.

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Speaker 4: You guys looked amazing, Daming.

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Speaker 1: It all looked so amazing.

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Speaker 2: I almost felt like, why the fuck didn't you pull

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Speaker 1: We have to, that's true.

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Speaker 4: No, but everyone looked so good. You guys are all drunk.

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Speaker 3: I was like noting outfits in my head to copy same.

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Speaker 3: But also I feel like Clearwater audience didn't know this,

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Speaker 3: It was just like I think it was just really unexpectedly,

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Speaker 2: Yes, Yeah, and I thought the dates that we had

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Speaker 3: Yeah, And I feel like that's how a lot of

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Speaker 1: There's so many times where I'm like fuck. And you

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Speaker 1: know in the meet and greets of the like VIP.

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Speaker 2: Of twenty where there were only like twenty five at

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Speaker 2: and I just shared my whole life story.

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Speaker 3: Do you think you I think it was great? Do

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Speaker 3: you think you will do it again?

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Speaker 2: I want to do it again. Yeah, yes, I want

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Speaker 2: to do it again. I now know the drill, I

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Speaker 2: now know what to pack.

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Speaker 1: Yeh.

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Speaker 3: I literally ran out of clothes within six days.

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Speaker 2: I can't even talk about it because I like the

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Speaker 2: only sweatsuit I wore was I've taken up reading books. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: On vander Pump Rules for season ten. Right, I get that.

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Speaker 2: But it'll just be like a completely I haven't been

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Speaker 4: Year and a half.

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Speaker 4: Does that make you nervous?

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Speaker 4: Cameras are going to be around while I'm.

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Speaker 2: No, I don't think about it because I kind of

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Speaker 1: I get that jaw line?

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Speaker 1: But as long as they make a great TV show,

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Speaker 1: But no, I'm excited. Yeah, I'm super excited.

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Speaker 2: I just can I tell you I feel like I'll

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Speaker 2: I'm like, I feel like I'll be back to myself

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Speaker 1: I could do that. Yeah, nobody's business.

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Speaker 5: Right.

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Speaker 1: Have you heard that before? He does this like nobody's business? Yes?

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Speaker 2: Okay, sure, yeah?

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Speaker 1: It's a great example.

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Speaker 3: Yess, he was Johnny on the Spot, like whatever, he

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Speaker 4: Back to back to what you were saying.

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Speaker 2: No, once I find that person where, oh, back to

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Speaker 2: I can do that, Like let's get it pop in yea.

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Speaker 1: How to do that. I've been doing it for six years.

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Speaker 2: But I feel like once I find that dude, even

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Speaker 4: I'm excited. I think this season is going to be iconic.

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Speaker 4: And I said that, but I really do.

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Speaker 1: I found a cute boy in Dallas. By the way,

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Speaker 1: the men in Dallas are fine, Oh my.

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Speaker 3: The men in Texas, I've got to say, or at

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Speaker 4: And I saw this man and he is a cute guy.

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Speaker 3: No, he said what he did, and the listeners will

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Speaker 2: No, it was literally right before I went on stage

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Speaker 3: His opening line, Talala was like, hey, is this your show?

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Speaker 4: Badass.

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Speaker 1: He did say that.

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Speaker 4: But he popped in the back to say that to Lala.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, he was so cute.

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Speaker 4: He was cute.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. So there's that.

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Speaker 4: So we'll see, maybe we'll have an update, maybe not.

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Speaker 2: What a great way to close the tour, an epic audience,

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Speaker 2: the best show and a fine man.

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Speaker 4: Yeah right, yes.

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Speaker 1: The best way.

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Speaker 2: If that is the recipe for an epic finale show.

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Speaker 4: That I agree, it's great. It was great.

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Speaker 2: I'm excited for today's podcast guest. Her name is Serena Kerrigan.

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Speaker 2: If you do not follow her on Instagram, it is

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Speaker 2: a must right now because I thought that I was

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Speaker 1: No, this bitch has me beat.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if she labeled herself this or if

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Speaker 2: and I've been following her. I want to deep dive

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Speaker 2: into like how she how she realized that you can

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Speaker 2: who don't take no for an answer. Me too, and

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Speaker 2: and then they do it and you're like, this is brilliant.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: She was like this card game that I really need

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Speaker 2: her to tell me, Like, I just I've never met

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Speaker 2: anyone in our age group that's like card game.

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Speaker 1: She made a card game, Yes, like a dating card game.

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, that's so cool. Yeah, so I want

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Speaker 3: They need these dating card games, you know. Yeah, me

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Speaker 1: So that's who's on the podcast.

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Speaker 2: I just want to say thank you again to every

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Speaker 1: You guys really do rock my world.

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Speaker 2: I know, I get cheesy, I know I say it

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Speaker 2: all the time, but you provided me with a life

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Speaker 2: that I literally used to dream about, and without you,

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Speaker 2: it would not be this way.

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Speaker 1: So thank you for listening to my podcast. We will

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Speaker 1: be right back with Serena Fucking Carigan.

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Speaker 2: We're back my loves and I have the amazing Serena

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Speaker 2: Karragan and I have to hi Babe for survive.

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Speaker 1: Hi, thanks for coming on to give them Lalla podcast.

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Speaker 2: I have to say, I'm like very intrigued by you.

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Speaker 1: You're like NonStop.

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 6: I just almost like cried in the middle of the meeting,

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Speaker 6: So yeah.

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Speaker 1: Did you really?

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Speaker 5: Yes?

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Speaker 1: What are you? Overwhelmed?

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Speaker 6: Extremely well?

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Speaker 2: I feel like with you, there's like no ceiling, like

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Speaker 2: you're like ready to just take it all on.

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Speaker 1: You don't say no.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I don't and that can come with its own set.

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Speaker 6: Of challenges, I know.

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Speaker 2: And I first of all, so you're you're like the

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Speaker 2: AKA Queen of confidence. Does that just come naturally to

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Speaker 2: you or how did you label yourself that or did

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Speaker 2: other people label you that?

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Speaker 5: Oh? No, I think that like any label that I

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Speaker 5: have is because I just created it for myself.

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Speaker 1: So I love it.

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Speaker 5: Anything that you want to be you can, you literally

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Speaker 5: just have to decide, and you just say it was

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Speaker 5: so much conviction that people eventually just start to believe you.

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Speaker 5: I was someone who wasn't confident. I struggled a lot

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Speaker 5: with my confidence growing up, and then I changed my

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Speaker 5: meland to fucking and I said, it was so much

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Speaker 5: conviction people believe me. And then I became really confident

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Speaker 5: because I just kind of kept, you know, going back

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Speaker 5: to that character or persona that I kept tapping into,

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Speaker 5: and then I was like, you know what, fuck it,

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Speaker 5: I'm going to be the Queen of confidence and I'm

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Speaker 5: going to help other women and people, you know, feel

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Speaker 5: confident about themselves. And so yeah, that's kind of how

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Speaker 5: we got there.

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Speaker 2: I love that because there are many times that people

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Speaker 2: ask me how they can display the confidence I have,

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Speaker 2: and I always say, you fake that shit until you

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Speaker 2: actually wake up and feel it, and that's exactly what

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Speaker 2: you did as well.

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Speaker 5: Yes, and no, I don't really believe it's fake because

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Speaker 5: I believe that we actually are born with confidence.

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Speaker 1: I think you do.

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Speaker 5: Yes, We're all born with confidence. I mean, think about

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Speaker 5: when you were like four years old on a playground

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Speaker 5: and someone pushed to you and kind of just got

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Speaker 5: back up, and you like didn't think much about it. Like,

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Speaker 5: I think that over time, as we become older, we've

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Speaker 5: become kind of like infected by society and ideologies and

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Speaker 5: beliefs of who we should be, what we should look like.

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Speaker 5: And then that's why we begin to start to dislike

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Speaker 5: ourselves because we don't feel like we measure up to

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Speaker 5: certain beliefs or maybe if someone made a comment about us,

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Speaker 5: or you know, we don't look like you know, characters

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Speaker 5: on television.

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Speaker 6: But we were born with confidence. We're not faking it.

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Speaker 5: We're just kind of most reassessed, like we're uncovering it.

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Speaker 5: It's like it was like infected and we're like kind

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Speaker 5: of healing the wound and going back to who.

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Speaker 6: We truly are, which is loving ourselves. I mean, that's

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Speaker 6: what confidence is.

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Speaker 5: It's loving yourself and nurturing yourself like you're your own

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Speaker 5: best friend, believing in yourself. So it's kind of like

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Speaker 5: unlearning and relearning, which in a way, like it's just

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Speaker 5: it is in some ways like as okay, yes, was

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Speaker 5: it fake? It till you make it. I don't really

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Speaker 5: love the fake part because then it's.

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Speaker 1: Like, right, I get that, But was.

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Speaker 5: I channeling you know, a persona or someone that I

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Speaker 5: didn't feel, Yes, was truly me? Sure, But I did

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Speaker 5: it enough, and I did enough until I became that person,

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Speaker 5: So I totally know what you mean. I just get

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Speaker 5: careful over the word because when I tell people my

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Speaker 5: number one piece of advice is you have to go

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Speaker 5: to the mirror.

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Speaker 6: I know when people talk to them themselves in the mirror,

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Speaker 6: and I know when they don't, Like it's so obvious

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Speaker 6: to maybe.

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Speaker 2: Wait, tell me, tell me, tell me how you know

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Speaker 2: someone who does and who doesn't?

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Speaker 1: Like what are they till me?

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Speaker 5: Someone who's insecure in whom someone who's not anyone who

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Speaker 5: gets in the habit of literally like acknowledged loving, hyping

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Speaker 5: themselves up, especially to a mirror. Right, Like it's like

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Speaker 5: you have to look at yourself in the eyes you

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Speaker 5: just have, like you access a different level of confidence

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Speaker 5: that like I don't think you realize existed, because but

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Speaker 5: it makes sense, right, Like what do we do with

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Speaker 5: anyone in our lives that we love, whether it's a colleague,

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Speaker 5: a friend, a podcast, host, an influencer, a parent, a spouse,

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Speaker 5: a loved one.

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Speaker 6: We love them like we but how do we do that?

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Speaker 6: We verbalize it to them.

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Speaker 5: We say, like, you're amazing, you look great, You're going

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Speaker 5: to fucking kill that job interview.

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Speaker 6: I love listening to on that podcast. It's constant verbal affirmations.

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Speaker 6: But we never do that to ourselves ever. We weren't

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Speaker 6: talked to because we were taught that it was narcissistic.

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Speaker 5: We thought that it was arrogant, conceded, Oh, you think

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Speaker 5: so highly of yourself, Like but like if you think

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Speaker 5: about it, well, why is it with.

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Speaker 6: Every other relationship on our lives?

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Speaker 5: We're so quick that guy goes to do fuck him,

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Speaker 5: like you're so much better than him, like he doesn't

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Speaker 5: even write. But when it's like a guy goes to

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Speaker 5: me because I'm I'm the worst, Like I like I

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Speaker 5: don't believe, Like I'm not going to be loved, No

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Speaker 5: one loved me.

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Speaker 6: I'm not worthy. We're so critical.

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Speaker 5: So when you start to look in the mirror and

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Speaker 5: you see that person, it's helpful with the mirror because

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Speaker 5: it's almost kind of like that person isn't you, So

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Speaker 5: you can look at them and you can hype them

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Speaker 5: up the same way you would have a conversation with

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Speaker 5: anyone else in your life. And if you can do

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Speaker 5: that every day, even if it's just like a wink, like,

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Speaker 5: it's like a little like acknowledging your present them, you

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Speaker 5: your goal.

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Speaker 2: Thene like truly, wow, you like really are the queen

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Speaker 2: of fucking confidence.

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Speaker 5: I mean I can't just come on and be like

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Speaker 5: I'm looking at but it's not like I gotta know.

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Speaker 1: But like, you should be a self help coach.

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Speaker 6: I was during the pandemic.

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Speaker 5: I did.

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Speaker 6: I did confidence coaching on Zoom. I started that.

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Speaker 2: So you did do that because I know that you

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Speaker 2: started doing like Instagram Lives that like turned into a

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Speaker 2: series which you have to know you're talking to someone

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Speaker 2: who is technologically challenged. Instagram is not my friend. I'm like,

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Speaker 2: it's so hard to even.

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Speaker 1: Get into this.

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Speaker 2: How what was like the format of your Instagram Live

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Speaker 2: series and was that intimidating?

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Speaker 5: Well, okay, so the format was like every Friday during

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Speaker 5: the pandemic, I went on Instagram Live and I dated

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Speaker 5: men blindly.

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Speaker 2: And you would take you would take the viewers on

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Speaker 2: Instagram Live on the date with.

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Speaker 6: You, right right, they were watching and I would like,

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Speaker 6: literally like I had a producer, and she was like yeah,

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Speaker 6: at first it was a friend.

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Speaker 5: And then I was like, oh wait, this is gonna

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Speaker 5: this is poping off, Like I need to hire someone,

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Speaker 5: hire a producer. She'd be like, I've edit a bunch

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Speaker 5: of guys submitted by your friends and family, and you

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Speaker 5: know Randos, you're gonna like, let use your name Paul

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Speaker 5: let In. And I was like, okay, So I let

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Speaker 5: him into the live and we can go on a

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Speaker 5: date for thirty minutes.

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Speaker 2: Because it was during the pandemic, you couldn't go to

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Speaker 2: you couldn't go out, and about.

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Speaker 5: You were both in our living room. I had my

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Speaker 5: ring light and glass of wine and you just go

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Speaker 5: on that date.

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Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. I would be so nervous.

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Speaker 5: It was so fun. It was so fun.

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Speaker 1: It was fun. Did you did you like any of

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Speaker 1: the guys?

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Speaker 5: Yeah? I did. There was definitely a lot of drama.

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Speaker 5: It was like a real show. Like it was like

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Speaker 5: there was a villain, There was like tea, there was feelings,

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Speaker 5: there was tears, like there was a whole thing.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, so I'm so into this right now, Like

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Speaker 2: I'm so into what everything you're saying, okay, so tell

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Speaker 2: me this. Would the guys come back if you like

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Speaker 2: enjoyed your time?

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Speaker 1: Was it the same? It was like a cast, So.

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Speaker 5: Basically like if the guy, if I liked him, I

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Speaker 5: would have him come back for a second date and

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Speaker 5: that would be a full hour and we'd do like

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Speaker 5: an activity like a live. Yeah.

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Speaker 6: And then the third season. I did three seasons at

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Speaker 6: the show.

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Speaker 5: I did fifty guys like in a year, so like

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Speaker 5: I did like I did a lot. And in the

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Speaker 5: third season, we changed up the format so the audience

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Speaker 5: would vote for their favorite and that was like had

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Speaker 5: brackets and that was like more fun, like guys would

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Speaker 5: go ahead to head with each other. And then the

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Speaker 5: very last episode of the season finale, the guy ended

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Speaker 5: up flying to New York to see me, and like

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Speaker 5: he surprised me during the live, so I thought we

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Speaker 5: were just going to do our typical thing, you know,

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Speaker 5: doing talking, and he ended up being like at my doorstep.

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Speaker 1: And are we still dating him?

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Speaker 5: Oh my god.

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Speaker 2: No.

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Speaker 6: That lasted, like we get fizzled after a month.

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Speaker 5: But it was interesting, Like I thought I liked him

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Speaker 5: a lot more than I did because the audience was

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Speaker 5: so like just down, you know, they voted for him.

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Speaker 5: They thought that we were so cute, you know, And

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Speaker 5: it's really interesting when like how an audience and public

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Speaker 5: perception can really like impact your idea of someone.

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Speaker 6: Not that there was anything wrong with him, We just

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Speaker 6: weren't the right match, but.

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Speaker 5: I was willing to overlook so many things because like

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Speaker 5: he we were perfect together. But it's like we didn't

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Speaker 5: even know each other. Our audience doesn't it us, you

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Speaker 5: know that well, so that was kind of why that

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Speaker 5: kind of fizzled out. It just like wasn't the right match.

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Speaker 5: But it was so interesting, like how much I felt

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Speaker 5: a responsibility to almost like have feelings for him because

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Speaker 5: you know, my audience like was so down and like

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Speaker 5: hyped up that.

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Speaker 1: They were right or die for him, which is.

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Speaker 5: Fair, like they they want me to be happy, but

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Speaker 5: like I think that they also realized that, like I've

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Speaker 5: never to settle.

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Speaker 2: So you know, Okay, so he shows up to New York.

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Speaker 2: You had no idea he was coming, and what did

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Speaker 2: you guys go and do?

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Speaker 5: We sat on the couch because we had an entire

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Speaker 5: live audience watching us. So we like played by card

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Speaker 5: game and I have a card game called let's fucking

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Speaker 5: date and it's planned dates to play anywhere really like

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Speaker 5: you can live okay, like you can play with groups

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Speaker 5: of friends if you're a couple, and like it's in

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Speaker 5: four bases, so it goes first base, second base, third base,

673
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Speaker 5: home run. So as the questions, like the higher the base,

674
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:34,720
Speaker 5: the hotter the questions, so they get hotter and hotter

675
00:29:34,760 --> 00:29:38,400
Speaker 5: and hotter. I it was definitely like I just remembered

676
00:29:38,440 --> 00:29:41,560
Speaker 5: like he didn't really like want to be touching with

677
00:29:41,560 --> 00:29:44,160
Speaker 5: me on camera and like I'm like, you just flew

678
00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:45,280
Speaker 5: to fucking New York, like.

679
00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:48,680
Speaker 6: We right, but afterwards we went to go get a drink.

680
00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,360
Speaker 5: But it was definitely again it was weird, like it

681
00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:53,320
Speaker 5: was weird, like this is someone like I was like

682
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:57,600
Speaker 5: dating virtually, but like you know, I did actually end

683
00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:00,680
Speaker 5: up like you also do know each other already because

684
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:03,480
Speaker 5: it's like ultimately, like that show shows you that like

685
00:30:04,080 --> 00:30:07,880
Speaker 5: the foundation of any great relationship is conversation rights able

686
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:08,320
Speaker 5: to talk.

687
00:30:08,480 --> 00:30:10,600
Speaker 6: So we already did that for a couple of hours

688
00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:11,560
Speaker 6: in front of an audience.

689
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:14,440
Speaker 5: It was interesting to kind of like be in private

690
00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:16,720
Speaker 5: and like get to know each other like intimality like that.

691
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 2: I mean, I love that you have this card game.

692
00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:23,800
Speaker 2: Do you feel like it would I'm new back into

693
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 2: the dating scene, and like I always wonder like how

694
00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:30,440
Speaker 2: you break the ice that's so like this is how

695
00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:32,520
Speaker 2: you break it is the card game. Yes.

696
00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:34,880
Speaker 5: So people are literally like wait, like how do I

697
00:30:34,920 --> 00:30:36,360
Speaker 5: even bring it up on the date? And I'm like

698
00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:38,960
Speaker 5: literally like who have you ever met in your life

699
00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:40,720
Speaker 5: that like you're like, hey, I want to play a game.

700
00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:44,400
Speaker 5: They're like no, man, Like then you shouldn't date that.

701
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:44,840
Speaker 1: You shouldn't fade on.

702
00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:48,240
Speaker 5: No, it's so fun, Like I've heard stories of people

703
00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:49,560
Speaker 5: like bring them on a date then like you know,

704
00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:51,960
Speaker 5: like the waiter, like the server ends of playing and

705
00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,040
Speaker 5: other people play like it's really it's like a good

706
00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:56,400
Speaker 5: icebreaker game because it's not like the questions like are

707
00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:57,480
Speaker 5: on corny, like they're fun.

708
00:30:57,720 --> 00:30:59,480
Speaker 1: So I have to ask you what made you want

709
00:30:59,520 --> 00:31:00,560
Speaker 1: to come up with card game?

710
00:31:00,600 --> 00:31:04,400
Speaker 2: Because it's super super random, Like I have yet to

711
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:09,480
Speaker 2: meet anybody who just says like, and your your resume

712
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:12,800
Speaker 2: is huge, like there's nothing that you really haven't done,

713
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,400
Speaker 2: so of course you would have that you have a

714
00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:18,040
Speaker 2: card game on your resume, but like, what made you

715
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:19,800
Speaker 2: think that this is what you wanted to do.

716
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:20,520
Speaker 5: You're so sweet?

717
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:22,920
Speaker 6: No, I mean honestly, like it was because of the

718
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:23,640
Speaker 6: dating show.

719
00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:26,640
Speaker 5: I had to every week go on a new date

720
00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:28,680
Speaker 5: and like, you know, it was it was a TV

721
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:31,080
Speaker 5: show that I created, but like it was a TV show,

722
00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:33,880
Speaker 5: so it couldn't be like the typical like.

723
00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:35,600
Speaker 6: Oh like do you oh, where do you go to school?

724
00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:35,680
Speaker 2: Oh?

725
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:37,480
Speaker 5: Do you know this person? Like it had to be

726
00:31:38,120 --> 00:31:41,280
Speaker 5: entertaining for the audience as well, and I had to

727
00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 5: get to know I had to get in fast, Like

728
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:45,400
Speaker 5: I couldn't be like what do you do for fun?

729
00:31:45,440 --> 00:31:47,320
Speaker 6: Like it had to get right to the good stuff.

730
00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:50,400
Speaker 5: So you know, like one of the questions is like

731
00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:51,920
Speaker 5: what is something you wanted to say to me but

732
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:54,360
Speaker 5: you haven't yet? Like that's a great question, like that

733
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:58,760
Speaker 5: like right, not quite, that's a sexy question. So what

734
00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:01,360
Speaker 5: I started doing was just writing now fun questions and

735
00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:03,440
Speaker 5: then the list kind of before every episode because I

736
00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:05,680
Speaker 5: had to come up with new stuff, and it literally compiled,

737
00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 5: and I remember after a couple of episodes, girls were like, hey,

738
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:11,160
Speaker 5: like do you mind sending me those questions? Like they

739
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:14,280
Speaker 5: were really good? And I was like, what if I

740
00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:18,280
Speaker 5: created something that no one would ever feel like nervous

741
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:19,960
Speaker 5: on a date because they even if they don't even

742
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,880
Speaker 5: use the card game, it's there. And I can't tell

743
00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:26,000
Speaker 5: you how many people like men, women are like thank

744
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:27,760
Speaker 5: god for your card game. It got me out of

745
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:28,440
Speaker 5: a mind.

746
00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:30,840
Speaker 6: Or like it taught me that the person wasn't for me.

747
00:32:31,360 --> 00:32:32,800
Speaker 5: There are a lot of questions on there, and I

748
00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:35,280
Speaker 5: have three, by the way, and Let's Fucking Date that

749
00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:37,280
Speaker 5: I made, one called Let's Fucking Fuck, and.

750
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:39,720
Speaker 6: I also have another one called Let's Fucking Play. So

751
00:32:39,760 --> 00:32:42,200
Speaker 6: they're all like, you know, they're all essentially you could

752
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:44,200
Speaker 6: mix them together. They're all the same format, but like

753
00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:47,040
Speaker 6: you know, I think Let's Fucking Fuck is obviously, you know,

754
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:49,840
Speaker 6: a little sexier, yeah, and Let's Play is like.

755
00:32:49,800 --> 00:32:52,240
Speaker 5: A little more intimate vibes, like a little like you know,

756
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:55,360
Speaker 5: just goes a little deeper. So I think the thing

757
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:57,760
Speaker 5: about these games is like what I've noticed that people

758
00:32:57,920 --> 00:32:59,520
Speaker 5: had the best exit of their life from them, Like

759
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:01,600
Speaker 5: literally people have broken beds from it.

760
00:33:01,760 --> 00:33:03,840
Speaker 1: I'm like, where are you buying all of them? I'm

761
00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:04,720
Speaker 1: buying all of them now.

762
00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,680
Speaker 5: I'm sitting in jip, like where are you getting your

763
00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:09,240
Speaker 5: furniture if you're breaking your back I've never broken by that,

764
00:33:09,480 --> 00:33:10,959
Speaker 5: but really it happens often.

765
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,360
Speaker 1: Your card game is making it happen.

766
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:16,160
Speaker 5: Literally that and like the next generation of children because

767
00:33:16,200 --> 00:33:18,280
Speaker 5: a lot of pregnancies are occurring, and just be careful,

768
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:18,840
Speaker 5: you know what I mean.

769
00:33:18,920 --> 00:33:21,400
Speaker 2: Oh, I'll be careful, honey. I'm in a new stage

770
00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 2: of life. I'm going to start with it. Let's fucking dates.

771
00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:27,320
Speaker 2: Let's we'll stay in the safe zone.

772
00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:27,560
Speaker 5: You know.

773
00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:29,800
Speaker 1: We can save the fucking for later, you know.

774
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:32,400
Speaker 2: But I am I'm getting all three of them because

775
00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:36,240
Speaker 2: I'm in the zone of like you know, they're I'm

776
00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:39,719
Speaker 2: my safe zone is like communication over like phone calls

777
00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:43,040
Speaker 2: or FaceTime text messages. There's not a lot of in

778
00:33:43,080 --> 00:33:46,360
Speaker 2: person with the people I'm choosing to speak to right now,

779
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:49,120
Speaker 2: and that is a great way to like, you know,

780
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:52,800
Speaker 2: not have it fizzle out and not be stale.

781
00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,120
Speaker 6: They're also really fun to play with FaceTime too. But

782
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:56,960
Speaker 6: I think it's interesting that you say that about.

783
00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:59,440
Speaker 5: In person versus virtual because that's something I noticed like

784
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,200
Speaker 5: postpan I mean, you know, post pandemic, we're not technically

785
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:05,160
Speaker 5: completely out of it, but in this like you know,

786
00:34:05,280 --> 00:34:07,480
Speaker 5: moving out of it and getting back into the real

787
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:12,279
Speaker 5: worlds like I've noticed that no one approaches you RL.

788
00:34:12,680 --> 00:34:15,520
Speaker 5: Like I feel like everyone's like on the apps. Everyone

789
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:19,960
Speaker 5: it's so virtual and it's like it's so text heavy,

790
00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:22,240
Speaker 5: and like you know, you call them, it's like weird.

791
00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:25,360
Speaker 5: It's like why, like I find so much gets like

792
00:34:25,520 --> 00:34:28,440
Speaker 5: lost over text. You know, I don't know how you

793
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:30,000
Speaker 5: feel about it, but I just feel like it's like

794
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:31,160
Speaker 5: kind of like frustrating.

795
00:34:31,400 --> 00:34:33,919
Speaker 2: No, I am the worst text in the world right

796
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:36,120
Speaker 2: now on my phone, I have like five hundred and

797
00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:39,760
Speaker 2: sixty seven on read text messages and for a virgo,

798
00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:41,759
Speaker 2: you know, you would think I'd be panicking, but I'm

799
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 2: into phone calls.

800
00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:43,560
Speaker 1: I'm into FaceTime.

801
00:34:43,680 --> 00:34:47,720
Speaker 2: Like even though, like you said, the pandemic really made

802
00:34:47,840 --> 00:34:50,160
Speaker 2: everybody kind of sink into a hole and get really

803
00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:52,839
Speaker 2: nervous about inner like we're having to relearn how to

804
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:55,160
Speaker 2: interact with people in real life.

805
00:34:55,160 --> 00:35:00,759
Speaker 1: Fully, you're a smart bitch. Graduated.

806
00:35:00,960 --> 00:35:03,560
Speaker 2: I read that you graduated from Duke Okay as someone

807
00:35:03,640 --> 00:35:05,960
Speaker 2: who went to community college.

808
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:08,920
Speaker 1: That is inspiring as fuck.

809
00:35:09,160 --> 00:35:11,800
Speaker 6: It's fine, Like, I mean it's fine.

810
00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:14,239
Speaker 5: No, I mean it is inspiring. But you know what,

811
00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:17,960
Speaker 5: Like I think that there's a lot of emphasis placed

812
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:20,399
Speaker 5: on these elitist schools, and.

813
00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:21,399
Speaker 6: Like, yes, did I love Duke?

814
00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:22,000
Speaker 5: Was It's so fun?

815
00:35:22,040 --> 00:35:23,319
Speaker 6: I'm so fucking literally I loved it.

816
00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:27,280
Speaker 5: But like what I've noticed over time as being older,

817
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:29,520
Speaker 5: it's like it literally doesn't fucking matter where you went

818
00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:32,080
Speaker 5: to school. It, Matt, it's your drive and it's like

819
00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:36,480
Speaker 5: your passion, and it's like being social, being a nice person,

820
00:35:37,160 --> 00:35:39,800
Speaker 5: you know, right, So I just like, yes, I am proud,

821
00:35:39,880 --> 00:35:40,279
Speaker 5: but like.

822
00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:44,520
Speaker 2: So are you saying that you didn't graduate from from

823
00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:49,840
Speaker 2: Duke with a PhD In being the queen of fucking confidence.

824
00:35:49,640 --> 00:35:51,759
Speaker 6: You know what I did? So like, thank you so

825
00:35:51,920 --> 00:35:53,319
Speaker 6: fucking much for acknowledging that.

826
00:35:55,480 --> 00:35:57,960
Speaker 2: But I sometimes feel the same way like my a

827
00:35:58,000 --> 00:35:59,880
Speaker 2: lot of my friends, because I just always knew I

828
00:35:59,880 --> 00:36:02,000
Speaker 2: didn't want to go to school like college. It just

829
00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:05,880
Speaker 2: wasn't my thing, and everyone else was like going to

830
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:09,600
Speaker 2: these incredible schools and then they didn't use their degree

831
00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:12,840
Speaker 2: for anything, Like what did you get your degree?

832
00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:15,560
Speaker 5: I'll tell you what. I got it in drinking, And

833
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:18,120
Speaker 5: I'm just kidding, I got it in I think what

834
00:36:18,239 --> 00:36:20,839
Speaker 5: it really is is a network, Like I think that

835
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:22,839
Speaker 5: that's ultimately like what I got out of it.

836
00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:24,680
Speaker 6: If we really want to like you know, and I

837
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:26,440
Speaker 6: don't know if that was worth the tuition.

838
00:36:27,080 --> 00:36:30,120
Speaker 5: I don't know. I think like that's really what you

839
00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:32,279
Speaker 5: get out of that shit, and I just wanted to

840
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:33,160
Speaker 5: go speak at DUPE.

841
00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:34,560
Speaker 6: They invited me back, which was kind of.

842
00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:38,360
Speaker 1: Fucking sick, and that's really fucking Students.

843
00:36:37,960 --> 00:36:40,440
Speaker 5: Asked me like what it like, what were your takeaways?

844
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 5: And I was like, it's really interesting. It's like I

845
00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:44,719
Speaker 5: was like, I wish I did a lot more on campus,

846
00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:46,440
Speaker 5: Like I wish I drore more clubs, and I was

847
00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:48,640
Speaker 5: more like, you know, I was really impressed. So many

848
00:36:48,680 --> 00:36:50,040
Speaker 5: students came to see me talk, and I was like

849
00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:51,880
Speaker 5: I didn't go that many talks, like I was just

850
00:36:51,920 --> 00:36:55,840
Speaker 5: like fucking around because like you're you're basically like nineteen twenty,

851
00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:57,880
Speaker 5: like you're like whatever, Like so I said that, but

852
00:36:57,880 --> 00:36:59,600
Speaker 5: I also I said, just like the people that you meet,

853
00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:01,399
Speaker 5: you know what I mean. But then again like if

854
00:37:01,400 --> 00:37:03,520
Speaker 5: you don't have that, like you mean people outside schools,

855
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:06,520
Speaker 5: so but agree, no one goes like anyone who has

856
00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:08,840
Speaker 5: meet unless you're like a doctor, like it doesn't.

857
00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:11,560
Speaker 2: Matter, no, and if you're like us, I mean, I

858
00:37:11,719 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 2: just I just didn't feel like I needed to go

859
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:16,799
Speaker 2: to the University of Utah to like do what I

860
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:17,400
Speaker 2: needed to do.

861
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:19,239
Speaker 6: And it's good that you had that gun instinct and

862
00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:20,160
Speaker 6: you listen to yourself.

863
00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 2: Yes, because I'm one of very few that's like celebrating

864
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:26,080
Speaker 2: that they paid off their student loans there, Like I

865
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:27,759
Speaker 2: have so many friends that are like, I just paid

866
00:37:27,760 --> 00:37:28,040
Speaker 2: it off.

867
00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:31,600
Speaker 1: I'm like, holy fuck, we're grown and you just paid

868
00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 1: it off.

869
00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:32,880
Speaker 6: Literally.

870
00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:36,719
Speaker 2: Okay, so you you have a plethora of things you've done,

871
00:37:37,239 --> 00:37:41,840
Speaker 2: including you've done like advertising things for listen to me,

872
00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:44,600
Speaker 2: I like, your world is so foreign to me, but

873
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:49,040
Speaker 2: I'm impressed. Okay, you worked with Nike Absolute Plan B

874
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:52,000
Speaker 2: one step like what they just reached out to you

875
00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:54,319
Speaker 2: and they were like, we need an epic marketing plan

876
00:37:54,440 --> 00:37:56,160
Speaker 2: for a campaign, Like can you help us?

877
00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,800
Speaker 5: You know they hire me, Like you know, they hire

878
00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,040
Speaker 5: a lot of influencers make content.

879
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:03,440
Speaker 2: But I think that like they hire and me, babe,

880
00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:06,960
Speaker 2: Nike a reagion out to me to create content, So

881
00:38:07,120 --> 00:38:08,480
Speaker 2: teach me the ways.

882
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:12,480
Speaker 5: Not yet, not yet, Okay, It's gonna happen soon if

883
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:15,360
Speaker 5: that's what you want. I think, Like, really, it was

884
00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:18,120
Speaker 5: like I don't see what I make branded videos, Like

885
00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:19,640
Speaker 5: I don't see it as like, oh, like you're like,

886
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:21,839
Speaker 5: I'm gonna tell you this water bottle. I'm like, how

887
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:25,280
Speaker 5: can this water bottle fit into the narrative that is SFK,

888
00:38:25,520 --> 00:38:28,240
Speaker 5: this character that I created. So it's like, s Okay

889
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:31,200
Speaker 5: is just like busy, fucking busy making money.

890
00:38:31,280 --> 00:38:34,000
Speaker 6: She's thirsty. She's thirsty for some dick. That's like, how

891
00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:34,440
Speaker 6: I do it?

892
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:34,880
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

893
00:38:35,640 --> 00:38:37,480
Speaker 5: Like I just came up out it out of my ass,

894
00:38:37,520 --> 00:38:39,440
Speaker 5: but that's essentially what I think about with the product.

895
00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:41,520
Speaker 5: Maybe not as sexual always.

896
00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:43,680
Speaker 1: I really fucking love you and SFK.

897
00:38:44,400 --> 00:38:46,880
Speaker 6: Is fringa fucking care again, yes.

898
00:38:46,880 --> 00:38:50,880
Speaker 2: Bitch, Okay, So you like really create a narrative for

899
00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:53,520
Speaker 2: the brand and they're like, okay, we have to have

900
00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:57,720
Speaker 2: this because again I told you I suck social media.

901
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:00,759
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm ninety five, okay, okay, so this is.

902
00:39:00,719 --> 00:39:02,359
Speaker 5: I'm gonna tell you. I'm gonna stop your right here.

903
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:05,759
Speaker 5: You don't speak badly about yourself ever. Ever you're saying

904
00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:08,040
Speaker 5: you can say I'm still learning the ropes.

905
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:09,680
Speaker 1: I'm still learning the ropes.

906
00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:12,000
Speaker 6: But you're saying you suck, great and you suck. It's

907
00:39:12,000 --> 00:39:13,360
Speaker 6: not going to change as for as long as you

908
00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:13,680
Speaker 6: think that.

909
00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:15,919
Speaker 1: No, you're absolutely right, teach me more ways.

910
00:39:15,960 --> 00:39:18,440
Speaker 5: Hey Maggie's not reaching out, well now they will be

911
00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:20,480
Speaker 5: like Nike, you will one day. You know. That's the

912
00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:24,240
Speaker 5: That's that switch of the way you speak about yourself

913
00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:26,640
Speaker 5: is what will get you anything that you want. It's

914
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:29,400
Speaker 5: truly believing it and always like turning into a positive.

915
00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:33,200
Speaker 5: But like listen, Like I could take up a camera

916
00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:34,759
Speaker 5: when I was fifteen years old and I was like,

917
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:36,640
Speaker 5: I want to be I want to make movies, Like

918
00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:37,480
Speaker 5: that's what I want to do.

919
00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:40,360
Speaker 6: Wow, And that's what I will do because you know

920
00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:40,799
Speaker 6: how I am.

921
00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:43,400
Speaker 5: I get to say you just to say it. If

922
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:46,280
Speaker 5: you keep saying it, it eventually just happens like bibdy bopdy

923
00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:49,480
Speaker 5: boot bitch. Like literally that's like my mentality. So but

924
00:39:49,560 --> 00:39:50,680
Speaker 5: I still picked up a camera and I was like,

925
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:52,279
Speaker 5: I want to be a filmmaker. And so while I'm

926
00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:55,879
Speaker 5: not there yet, I use these little branded moments to

927
00:39:55,960 --> 00:39:58,600
Speaker 5: just like make a little movie for these brands, you know,

928
00:39:58,840 --> 00:40:01,120
Speaker 5: Like I did like one for Plan B and it

929
00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:04,360
Speaker 5: was kind of like inspired by Gossip Girls.

930
00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:05,920
Speaker 6: So I shot it like the met on the Steps

931
00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:07,040
Speaker 6: and it was like so fun.

932
00:40:07,040 --> 00:40:08,400
Speaker 5: But I was like this is like a little movie.

933
00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:09,440
Speaker 6: Like that's how I treat it.

934
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:12,840
Speaker 5: And I think that that it's fun because my audience

935
00:40:12,840 --> 00:40:14,799
Speaker 5: isn't like, oh shit, she's trying to sell us Plan

936
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:17,840
Speaker 5: B Like no, like I'm actually trying to sell you

937
00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:20,760
Speaker 5: a story, Like I want you to watch a story

938
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,960
Speaker 5: and then if you like the products associated story, great.

939
00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:26,080
Speaker 2: So how long does it take you to like get

940
00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:28,799
Speaker 2: your little mini movies made made?

941
00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:31,799
Speaker 5: Yeah, I would say it takes like so this is

942
00:40:31,840 --> 00:40:34,560
Speaker 5: the thing too, because you know, fucking is very much

943
00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:35,960
Speaker 5: ingrained in my brand.

944
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:39,440
Speaker 6: It's like I now, I'm like lucky enough where I've

945
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:40,440
Speaker 6: like really proved myself.

946
00:40:40,480 --> 00:40:42,920
Speaker 5: So you know, they're brands that like don't care that

947
00:40:42,960 --> 00:40:45,400
Speaker 5: I use that word, but sometimes there is some maneuvering

948
00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:49,000
Speaker 5: that it has to happen. But you know, like I

949
00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:55,680
Speaker 5: would say, like it takes like two weeks to make something.

950
00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:59,120
Speaker 6: To ide eate it, shoot it, edit it, send it

951
00:40:59,160 --> 00:40:59,560
Speaker 6: to the brand.

952
00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:04,480
Speaker 2: Maybe it's revisions, but I am so impressed by you.

953
00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:06,200
Speaker 6: You're so speed love.

954
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:08,720
Speaker 2: Just a real quick side note, do you think people

955
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:11,440
Speaker 2: that say the fuck word a lot are intelligent than

956
00:41:11,480 --> 00:41:12,040
Speaker 2: most people?

957
00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:13,240
Speaker 1: More intelligent?

958
00:41:13,360 --> 00:41:13,520
Speaker 5: Way?

959
00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:16,200
Speaker 6: I read that somewhere and I was like, well, I'm.

960
00:41:16,400 --> 00:41:19,200
Speaker 2: Fuck yeah, yeah honestly, because if it's true, I'm a

961
00:41:19,239 --> 00:41:20,120
Speaker 2: fucking genius.

962
00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:22,400
Speaker 5: Well you literally we knew that already. Honey.

963
00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:30,520
Speaker 1: Okay, right, okay, oh my god, I love you. Okay.

964
00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:34,279
Speaker 2: My other question is do you have a calendar that

965
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:39,120
Speaker 2: you like, I may be just stealing everything you're doing, Like, Okay,

966
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:42,239
Speaker 2: Serena fucking Karrigan does it this way, so this is

967
00:41:42,239 --> 00:41:44,440
Speaker 2: how we're fucking doing it everybody. Do you have like

968
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:47,040
Speaker 2: a calendar that you set out and you're like, okay

969
00:41:47,040 --> 00:41:49,920
Speaker 2: for the next However, many days this is dedicated to

970
00:41:50,760 --> 00:41:52,160
Speaker 2: plan B one step video.

971
00:41:52,480 --> 00:41:54,920
Speaker 5: No, I don't get that. Many days it's like I

972
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,680
Speaker 5: got an idea, great, let's shoot to the brand. I'm

973
00:41:57,680 --> 00:41:59,839
Speaker 5: gonna shoot it. I'm gonna google cow like I think

974
00:41:59,840 --> 00:42:03,000
Speaker 5: if you blocks hour blocks and maybe dateloks, like if

975
00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:05,280
Speaker 5: it's a shoot, like I'll probably walk the day off

976
00:42:05,719 --> 00:42:08,880
Speaker 5: because I'm, you know, producing it and I'm in it,

977
00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:11,360
Speaker 5: and it's like I have a director, I have camera,

978
00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:13,759
Speaker 5: Like I treat it like a high level production. When

979
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:16,440
Speaker 5: I first started doing this shit, my managers were like,

980
00:42:16,480 --> 00:42:18,720
Speaker 5: you're literally spending all your money on making the video,

981
00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:20,279
Speaker 5: Like all the money you're getting for the brand on

982
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:20,560
Speaker 5: the video.

983
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:22,520
Speaker 6: I was like, oh, no, I know, and they're like

984
00:42:22,520 --> 00:42:24,160
Speaker 6: like what do you need? Like are you okay? And

985
00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:25,640
Speaker 6: I was like, it's going to pay off.

986
00:42:25,719 --> 00:42:27,759
Speaker 5: Watch And I think it's true because it's like I

987
00:42:27,760 --> 00:42:30,279
Speaker 5: delivered them just like a piece of content that could

988
00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:30,839
Speaker 5: literally be on.

989
00:42:30,800 --> 00:42:32,000
Speaker 6: Your TV like a commercial.

990
00:42:32,640 --> 00:42:34,920
Speaker 5: And then it's just like you get to, you know,

991
00:42:35,000 --> 00:42:37,160
Speaker 5: work with bigger brands, get bigger budgets, whatever.

992
00:42:37,719 --> 00:42:39,240
Speaker 6: And by the way, one day we'll have a fucking

993
00:42:39,239 --> 00:42:40,120
Speaker 6: ad on the super Bowl.

994
00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:44,200
Speaker 2: Obviously duh, it's in the atmosphere. You just manifested that shit.

995
00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:46,800
Speaker 5: But I think it's like, really my vice for someone

996
00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:49,040
Speaker 5: who wants to do a lot of things challenging discovery,

997
00:42:49,040 --> 00:42:51,840
Speaker 5: it's like just literally get really specific.

998
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:53,479
Speaker 6: On what you want in life, Like what do you want?

999
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:55,799
Speaker 5: Like ask yourself that. Don't be afraid to say it.

1000
00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:57,920
Speaker 5: You know. It's like you even said, like I don't

1001
00:42:57,960 --> 00:42:59,800
Speaker 5: really want to go to college, like I wanted to

1002
00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:02,040
Speaker 5: do something else, and you said that was so much

1003
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:04,480
Speaker 5: confidence while everyone your other friends were going to other schools,

1004
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:06,640
Speaker 5: but you stuck to that. I think that like having

1005
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:10,239
Speaker 5: that same confidence about anything else is what ultimately like

1006
00:43:10,360 --> 00:43:11,879
Speaker 5: it's going to get you what you want. It's also

1007
00:43:11,920 --> 00:43:14,160
Speaker 5: thinking like asking, like what do you want in life?

1008
00:43:14,160 --> 00:43:16,200
Speaker 5: Like I'll tell you right now, I just wrote a

1009
00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:17,880
Speaker 5: TV show. I want to get it made, like I

1010
00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:19,520
Speaker 5: want to like act in it. I want to get

1011
00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:20,960
Speaker 5: it done. I want it to be on a streamer.

1012
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:22,680
Speaker 5: I want to come back to your podcast. We're going

1013
00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:23,319
Speaker 5: to talk about it.

1014
00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:24,560
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, you.

1015
00:43:24,680 --> 00:43:27,040
Speaker 2: I want to shrink you down and keep you in

1016
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:31,719
Speaker 2: my pocket for real. I would be living like I

1017
00:43:31,760 --> 00:43:33,480
Speaker 2: live the dream as it is, but I would be

1018
00:43:33,680 --> 00:43:36,799
Speaker 2: living the fucking dream if I could just have you

1019
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:37,920
Speaker 2: with me at all times.

1020
00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:39,799
Speaker 5: Well, we could be friends and I can hit you

1021
00:43:39,880 --> 00:43:43,200
Speaker 5: up one hundred percent and remind you. But that's recentally

1022
00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:45,799
Speaker 5: like that kind of vintality and like all this is

1023
00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:48,120
Speaker 5: like what I try to share, Like I'm not like

1024
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:50,440
Speaker 5: a gatekeeper. I'm not like oh, like I'm killing it

1025
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:52,320
Speaker 5: and like I bet you would want to know how.

1026
00:43:52,560 --> 00:43:55,399
Speaker 5: It's more just like I'm just honest, and I think

1027
00:43:55,400 --> 00:43:59,280
Speaker 5: it's everyone's capable. I think people think, you know, things

1028
00:43:59,320 --> 00:44:02,080
Speaker 5: aren't within their reach, but that's because they're insecure a

1029
00:44:02,080 --> 00:44:05,480
Speaker 5: little bit. I think everything's within your reach truly. It's

1030
00:44:05,480 --> 00:44:07,239
Speaker 5: just hearing people think too.

1031
00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:09,560
Speaker 2: I love what you said at the very beginning of

1032
00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:13,480
Speaker 2: the podcast, and I've been sitting on this because I agree.

1033
00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:15,760
Speaker 2: I don't like the I don't like the word fake either,

1034
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:19,480
Speaker 2: And for me, I wasn't. I was not a confident child.

1035
00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:26,600
Speaker 2: I wasn't confident until I was probably late twenties. And

1036
00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:30,320
Speaker 2: I love that you said that you feel that we're

1037
00:44:30,360 --> 00:44:34,520
Speaker 2: born confident, and we just it gets muddied up just

1038
00:44:34,600 --> 00:44:37,960
Speaker 2: by being alive and growing and people saying certain things.

1039
00:44:39,320 --> 00:44:41,759
Speaker 1: It's like getting back to the root of who you are.

1040
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:43,520
Speaker 5: That's what it is.

1041
00:44:43,680 --> 00:44:45,839
Speaker 1: That's what it is, and that's the thing.

1042
00:44:45,880 --> 00:44:46,960
Speaker 6: It's like the fakeness.

1043
00:44:47,040 --> 00:44:49,480
Speaker 5: Ah, it's just saying that it's like, well, then it's

1044
00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:51,399
Speaker 5: not really real, and then if it's not really real,

1045
00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:54,560
Speaker 5: then it can leave at any time. Right, is who

1046
00:44:54,600 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 5: you are When you were a little baby, you weren't insecure.

1047
00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:01,960
Speaker 2: No, I love you said that that was for It

1048
00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:06,640
Speaker 2: sounds so simple, but it's so fucking complex because we

1049
00:45:06,800 --> 00:45:09,400
Speaker 2: are in this world right now, Like I feel so

1050
00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:12,560
Speaker 2: badly for young kids who you know. I think I

1051
00:45:12,600 --> 00:45:16,600
Speaker 2: was at the tail end of like flip phones and

1052
00:45:16,680 --> 00:45:19,960
Speaker 2: like no internet on phones, there was no social media. Right,

1053
00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:22,960
Speaker 2: you were too, and I'm so grateful for that because

1054
00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:26,279
Speaker 2: these kids, now, no, they're fucked, they're fucked, and it

1055
00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:30,640
Speaker 2: makes me so sad for them. And just to hear

1056
00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:34,520
Speaker 2: you say something like that, like that shit needs to

1057
00:45:34,560 --> 00:45:37,879
Speaker 2: be taught in fucking school, I know, right, that's why.

1058
00:45:37,840 --> 00:45:39,480
Speaker 5: We're trying to get this message out. Baby.

1059
00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:41,520
Speaker 1: No, I'm really, I'm really.

1060
00:45:41,640 --> 00:45:43,799
Speaker 2: I was excited to have you on the podcast, but like,

1061
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:46,680
Speaker 2: you're a deep motherfucker and I really appreciate you being

1062
00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:50,960
Speaker 2: so open. So I also want to know you always

1063
00:45:50,960 --> 00:45:54,120
Speaker 2: say do it for the plot. Yeah, instead I do

1064
00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:54,880
Speaker 2: it for the gram.

1065
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:56,080
Speaker 1: It's do it for the plot.

1066
00:45:56,640 --> 00:45:58,520
Speaker 6: Everyone does it for the gram anyway, So let's do

1067
00:45:58,560 --> 00:45:59,319
Speaker 6: it for the fucking plot.

1068
00:45:59,360 --> 00:45:59,520
Speaker 2: Now.

1069
00:45:59,520 --> 00:46:01,400
Speaker 1: Okay, wait, can you like elaborate please?

1070
00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:04,560
Speaker 5: So do over the plot literally means like nothing matters,

1071
00:46:04,760 --> 00:46:12,000
Speaker 5: because everything in your life matters, like every heartbreak, rejection, celebration, milestone, friendship,

1072
00:46:12,280 --> 00:46:15,600
Speaker 5: every like, you know, time that you were like, oh

1073
00:46:15,640 --> 00:46:17,360
Speaker 5: my god, why the fuck is this happening to me?

1074
00:46:17,480 --> 00:46:19,239
Speaker 5: And then four months later you're like, that's why it

1075
00:46:19,239 --> 00:46:22,640
Speaker 5: happened to me, because everything is like for the story

1076
00:46:22,680 --> 00:46:25,240
Speaker 5: of your life. And I started saying you know, before

1077
00:46:25,239 --> 00:46:27,000
Speaker 5: it like blew up all over the internet. Was like

1078
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 5: I was like I'm a new character, Like that's just

1079
00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:30,319
Speaker 5: like who I am, and like everything is for the

1080
00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:34,040
Speaker 5: plot of my life, and so you know this. The

1081
00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:36,400
Speaker 5: point isn't to like jump out the window for the plot. No,

1082
00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:39,359
Speaker 5: obviously do it, like be safe and you know, take

1083
00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 5: calculated risks, but also like stop.

1084
00:46:42,520 --> 00:46:45,239
Speaker 6: Letting fear get in the way of you living your life.

1085
00:46:45,320 --> 00:46:48,040
Speaker 5: You're having your heart broken or fear of like going

1086
00:46:48,080 --> 00:46:49,879
Speaker 5: after a job and maybe not getting it, or moving

1087
00:46:49,880 --> 00:46:51,960
Speaker 5: to a new place and having trouble making friends, because

1088
00:46:52,640 --> 00:46:55,200
Speaker 5: that struggle is the point and it's part of your

1089
00:46:55,280 --> 00:46:58,640
Speaker 5: journey ultimately, and then you're gonna like realize you're like, oh,

1090
00:46:58,680 --> 00:47:02,319
Speaker 5: that's why, Like now I know that, Like, you know,

1091
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,319
Speaker 5: quitting my job two weeks before the pandemic, I did that.

1092
00:47:05,520 --> 00:47:06,839
Speaker 5: I didn't do it for the plot at the time.

1093
00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:08,239
Speaker 5: I'm like, that was for my plot because then I

1094
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:10,439
Speaker 5: built this whole brand and TV show and card game

1095
00:47:10,680 --> 00:47:13,319
Speaker 5: and I'm sitting next to you, across from you, like

1096
00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:16,680
Speaker 5: if I hadn't quit my job, then I would I

1097
00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:17,439
Speaker 5: be here in right.

1098
00:47:17,360 --> 00:47:19,040
Speaker 1: Now, And that's terrifying.

1099
00:47:19,120 --> 00:47:21,040
Speaker 2: I mean, to quit your job and just kind of

1100
00:47:21,080 --> 00:47:23,680
Speaker 2: throw it into the universe's hands. And you know, you're

1101
00:47:23,719 --> 00:47:28,480
Speaker 2: basically saying, I pray to God something catches me, because

1102
00:47:28,560 --> 00:47:30,879
Speaker 2: I'm taking a huge risk right now.

1103
00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:32,880
Speaker 6: See, But I didn't see it as something catches me.

1104
00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:34,120
Speaker 5: It's like I will catch something.

1105
00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:36,040
Speaker 1: Girl.

1106
00:47:36,360 --> 00:47:38,000
Speaker 2: You need to write a book and it needs to

1107
00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:39,640
Speaker 2: be like eight hundred pages.

1108
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Speaker 1: Can you please do that?

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00:47:41,360 --> 00:47:43,160
Speaker 6: Who's going to read an eight hundred beach book?

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00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:45,440
Speaker 1: Fucking everybody? You're a genius.

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00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:49,160
Speaker 5: You're so sweet. Okay, I will set the book for sure.

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Speaker 1: I need everything you're doing. I need the games.

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00:47:51,920 --> 00:47:54,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, the game's done on a resne Wait, I also

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Speaker 5: have that cop by way, is it the vibrator one.

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Speaker 1: I'm drinking out of a Yes? It says it's a

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00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:03,719
Speaker 1: vibe with the hand doing like a rock on.

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00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 2: But she has a vibrator and so you really of course, idio,

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Speaker 2: that's the less a vibrators.

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Speaker 5: Nice.

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Speaker 1: I know I dig them. Shout out to them.

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Speaker 2: Feel free to the podcast, Feel free to sponsor the podcast.

1122
00:48:16,560 --> 00:48:19,600
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I had the fucking best time with you.

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Speaker 1: You have no idea.

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Speaker 5: Literally, you're the best.

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Speaker 6: I can't wait to meet you in real life.

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00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:25,400
Speaker 2: I can't wait either. Will you slide in my DM

1127
00:48:25,440 --> 00:48:27,600
Speaker 2: with your phone number? And if I'm ever in New

1128
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:29,320
Speaker 2: York or you're on my side, we can get together.

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00:48:29,480 --> 00:48:34,160
Speaker 2: Thousand yes, okay, Where can people find you? And what

1130
00:48:34,200 --> 00:48:36,880
Speaker 2: should we be looking out for? Because I'm literally whatever

1131
00:48:36,920 --> 00:48:38,520
Speaker 2: you're fucking selling, I'm buying.

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Speaker 6: You are the queen I am found.

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Speaker 5: Find me on Serena Kerrigan, TikTok, Instagram, Twitter. I just

1134
00:48:46,520 --> 00:48:48,439
Speaker 5: leave my Facebook so you don't look there.

1135
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:51,880
Speaker 6: I was like, these photos are me from high school?

1136
00:48:51,960 --> 00:48:55,560
Speaker 5: And no, like middle school. They don't. We don't look

1137
00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:57,319
Speaker 5: like the TikTokers. Now let me tell you that much.

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Speaker 1: No, we do not like that.

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Speaker 5: And you can buy with the card games ontsfucking date

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Speaker 5: dot com.

1141
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Speaker 6: I have a lot of things going on.

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Speaker 5: Just be on the fucking look app. But most of all,

1143
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Speaker 5: every single person's listening. Go to your mirror right now.

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00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:12,880
Speaker 5: I don't care if you fucking think it's awkward. If

1145
00:49:12,920 --> 00:49:15,799
Speaker 5: it's awkward, it's working. If you you've done way harder shit.

1146
00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:19,000
Speaker 5: Go to your mirror and tell that person, Hey, I

1147
00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:22,319
Speaker 5: love you, I got you. That's it. You can do it.

1148
00:49:22,719 --> 00:49:25,799
Speaker 5: Do it and and DM me let me let me

1149
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Speaker 5: know how full they will change your life.

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00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:30,560
Speaker 1: No, it will change your life. You are a queen.

1151
00:49:30,600 --> 00:49:32,280
Speaker 1: I'm so grateful you did the podcast.

1152
00:49:32,560 --> 00:49:37,239
Speaker 2: You really are, Like, I'm leaving this podcast feeling fantastic.

1153
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Speaker 5: I'm so glad.

1154
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:40,360
Speaker 6: That makes me so happy, and I'm so lovely to

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Speaker 6: meet and.

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Speaker 1: I'll say this, I know I can't wait. Thank you.

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Speaker 1: Vabe me on