WEBVTT - Introducing: Everyone Knows But Me

0:00:00.050 --> 0:00:03.050
<v Speaker 1>Hey, Love Trapped listeners. Today, we wanted to share a

0:00:03.090 --> 0:00:06.660
<v Speaker 1>sneak peek of another podcast we think you'll love. It's

0:00:06.700 --> 0:00:10.680
<v Speaker 1>called Everybody Knows But Me. And like Love Trapped, it

0:00:10.720 --> 0:00:14.220
<v Speaker 1>was named one of Apple Podcasts' best shows of 2026

0:00:14.220 --> 0:00:19.619
<v Speaker 1>so far. Hosted by comedian Holly Brown, the series kicks

0:00:19.739 --> 0:00:23.890
<v Speaker 1>off with her real-life family secret. At 17 years old,

0:00:24.250 --> 0:00:27.590
<v Speaker 1>while her father was dying of cancer... he confessed that

0:00:27.640 --> 0:00:32.169
<v Speaker 1>he had secretly fathered six-year-old twins. Twins that everybody else

0:00:32.190 --> 0:00:39.659
<v Speaker 1>in Holly's family already knew about. Everybody but her. Now,

0:00:40.320 --> 0:00:43.180
<v Speaker 1>Holly sets out to figure out how her entire family

0:00:43.220 --> 0:00:46.140
<v Speaker 1>kept a secret that big, to meet her twin brothers,

0:00:46.880 --> 0:00:49.379
<v Speaker 1>and find out what happens when she starts sharing some

0:00:49.420 --> 0:00:53.360
<v Speaker 1>long-held family secrets of her own. Everybody Knows But Me

0:00:53.520 --> 0:00:57.500
<v Speaker 1>is also steeped in the backdrop of sitcom nostalgia. Holly

0:00:57.520 --> 0:01:00.380
<v Speaker 1>grew up on TV sets, while her dad worked behind

0:01:00.420 --> 0:01:02.860
<v Speaker 1>the scenes on some of the biggest shows of the era.

0:01:03.740 --> 0:01:07.570
<v Speaker 1>And every episode opens inside the fictional sitcom version of

0:01:07.610 --> 0:01:12.550
<v Speaker 1>her life. It's like true crime meets 90s nostalgia. Here's

0:01:12.790 --> 0:01:14.090
<v Speaker 1>Everybody Knows But Me.

0:01:18.530 --> 0:01:20.760
<v Speaker 2>Did you ever feel like your life was a TV show?

0:01:22.800 --> 0:01:25.540
<v Speaker 2>If millions of people were tuning in every Friday night

0:01:25.600 --> 0:01:27.660
<v Speaker 2>to see what kind of crazy antics you and your

0:01:27.700 --> 0:01:30.320
<v Speaker 2>family and friends were getting into, do you think they'd

0:01:30.340 --> 0:01:35.319
<v Speaker 2>be watching a sitcom or a drama? I know what

0:01:35.360 --> 0:01:40.059
<v Speaker 2>you're probably thinking right now. You're probably saying to yourself, uh, Holly,

0:01:40.319 --> 0:01:44.420
<v Speaker 2>life's not that simple. Sometimes it's hysterically funny and sometimes

0:01:44.520 --> 0:01:48.340
<v Speaker 2>it's fucking horrifying. That's me, by the way. I'm Holly.

0:01:48.730 --> 0:01:51.550
<v Speaker 2>Holly Brown. Nice to meet you. And trust me when

0:01:51.590 --> 0:01:54.440
<v Speaker 2>I say... I agree with you. But I hope you

0:01:54.480 --> 0:01:57.220
<v Speaker 2>won't think it's cliche when I also say that growing up,

0:01:57.780 --> 0:02:01.890
<v Speaker 2>I genuinely believed my life had to be scripted.

0:02:03.110 --> 0:02:07.510
<v Speaker 3>I desperately wanted it to be a sitcom so badly.

0:02:08.330 --> 0:02:10.350
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I was the daughter of a man who

0:02:10.450 --> 0:02:14.669
<v Speaker 2>literally helped build sitcom worlds for a living. Growing up

0:02:14.750 --> 0:02:18.040
<v Speaker 2>in Los Angeles's San Fernando Valley in the 90s, show

0:02:18.080 --> 0:02:21.070
<v Speaker 2>business was part of our physical realities. Something you could

0:02:21.110 --> 0:02:25.310
<v Speaker 2>come face to face with every day. Especially since my dad, Mark,

0:02:25.750 --> 0:02:27.970
<v Speaker 2>worked behind the scenes on the kind of shows that

0:02:28.010 --> 0:02:32.250
<v Speaker 2>made families look perfect. Or at least, perfectly dysfunctional.

0:02:32.650 --> 0:02:34.570
<v Speaker 4>Are you out of your minds? A gun just went

0:02:34.590 --> 0:02:35.330
<v Speaker 4>off in here!

0:02:35.470 --> 0:02:37.330
<v Speaker 5>Niles bought a starter's pistol.

0:02:37.730 --> 0:02:38.990
<v Speaker 2>And there's no need to get snippy.

0:02:39.090 --> 0:02:41.669
<v Speaker 4>Accidents happen, you know. Oh, I'm sorry, was I snippy?

0:02:44.510 --> 0:02:46.050
<v Speaker 3>I didn't realize it was too much to ask that

0:02:46.070 --> 0:02:47.890
<v Speaker 3>there not be gunplay in.

0:02:47.790 --> 0:02:51.510
<v Speaker 2>My living room! I always assumed that's where my intense

0:02:51.570 --> 0:02:55.889
<v Speaker 2>love of sitcoms came from. Those tidy, 30-minute universes full

0:02:55.930 --> 0:02:58.910
<v Speaker 2>of love, lessons, and the kind of laughter that only

0:02:58.950 --> 0:03:01.850
<v Speaker 2>exists because a producer is holding up a sign telling

0:03:01.889 --> 0:03:03.530
<v Speaker 2>a live studio audience how to react.

0:03:03.790 --> 0:03:04.450
<v Speaker 4>What do you think of me now?

0:03:06.530 --> 0:03:09.370
<v Speaker 2>Sitcoms didn't just play in the background of my childhood, though.

0:03:09.810 --> 0:03:13.810
<v Speaker 2>They consumed it. My dad worked his way up through Hollywood,

0:03:14.290 --> 0:03:17.350
<v Speaker 2>from being a best boy, and no, that's not a

0:03:17.490 --> 0:03:20.520
<v Speaker 2>tiny little groomsman in a wedding, Then he paid his

0:03:20.560 --> 0:03:24.480
<v Speaker 2>dues in various other roles behind the camera, eventually establishing

0:03:24.520 --> 0:03:28.700
<v Speaker 2>himself as the lead man in the art department. And

0:03:28.760 --> 0:03:32.020
<v Speaker 2>as a Hollywood-obsessed kid, I loved being on set with

0:03:32.060 --> 0:03:35.880
<v Speaker 2>him and going to tapings. Roaming the Paramount backlot felt

0:03:35.900 --> 0:03:39.880
<v Speaker 2>like a dream, filled with recognizable sets and celebrities just

0:03:40.560 --> 0:03:44.380
<v Speaker 2>existing like normal. I thought it was so cool that

0:03:44.430 --> 0:03:47.190
<v Speaker 2>my dad played basketball with George Clooney and chatted with

0:03:47.230 --> 0:03:51.180
<v Speaker 2>Michael Keaton like it was nothing. But more importantly, he

0:03:51.220 --> 0:03:56.500
<v Speaker 2>got me original art from the Rugrats. The Rugrats! And

0:03:56.970 --> 0:04:00.730
<v Speaker 2>Salem Saberhagen's paw print signature from Sabrina the Teenage Witch.

0:04:01.010 --> 0:04:03.990
<v Speaker 4>Salem, is this a desperate cry for help? No, this is.

0:04:04.290 --> 0:04:04.550
<v Speaker 2>Help!

0:04:05.030 --> 0:04:06.270
<v Speaker 3>I'm running out of air!

0:04:06.290 --> 0:04:08.250
<v Speaker 5>Zap it off and gimme mouth to mouth.

0:04:09.890 --> 0:04:12.410
<v Speaker 2>I mean, these kinds of things made me feel pretty special.

0:04:13.190 --> 0:04:16.510
<v Speaker 2>Different from other kids. In my house, our furniture was

0:04:16.550 --> 0:04:20.099
<v Speaker 2>mostly props from Frasier sets, a pair of bar stools,

0:04:20.140 --> 0:04:23.839
<v Speaker 2>a wooden hutch, our dining room table. I'd sip my

0:04:23.880 --> 0:04:26.880
<v Speaker 2>chocolate milk from the same Cafe Nervosa cup as Frasier

0:04:26.940 --> 0:04:27.420
<v Speaker 2>Crane and.

0:04:27.380 --> 0:04:30.560
<v Speaker 3>Think, see, my life is a TV show.

0:04:31.620 --> 0:04:34.210
<v Speaker 2>But as I got older, I started to wonder if

0:04:34.290 --> 0:04:37.330
<v Speaker 2>maybe it wasn't that I loved sitcoms because my dad

0:04:37.370 --> 0:04:40.950
<v Speaker 2>helped create them. Maybe I loved them because I needed

0:04:40.970 --> 0:04:44.599
<v Speaker 2>to believe my life could become one. That this world

0:04:44.700 --> 0:04:47.830
<v Speaker 2>I was living in, the one filled with intense sickness

0:04:48.050 --> 0:04:52.130
<v Speaker 2>and screaming matches, where pain pills and silent prayers for

0:04:52.170 --> 0:04:55.590
<v Speaker 2>someone to step in and save us were all conveniently off-camera,

0:04:56.529 --> 0:05:00.670
<v Speaker 2>it all felt so unbelievably cruel and absurd that it

0:05:00.730 --> 0:05:03.669
<v Speaker 2>had to be cooked up in a writer's room. Because

0:05:03.790 --> 0:05:08.679
<v Speaker 2>if it were scripted, maybe it could be rewritten. Maybe

0:05:09.220 --> 0:05:15.520
<v Speaker 2>it could still have a happy ending. When you stripped

0:05:15.560 --> 0:05:17.190
<v Speaker 2>away the props that filled our house.

0:05:17.730 --> 0:05:21.789
<v Speaker 3>The autograph book signed by my TGIF heroes, the golf

0:05:21.830 --> 0:05:24.810
<v Speaker 3>cart rides around the studio lot as a kid, you'd

0:05:24.990 --> 0:05:28.870
<v Speaker 3>actually see that my life was anything but wholesome family fun.

0:05:30.050 --> 0:05:34.190
<v Speaker 3>In reality, the worst things that could happen always did.

0:05:36.330 --> 0:05:39.830
<v Speaker 3>But just like the spotless sitcom-perfect sets my dad helped build,

0:05:40.470 --> 0:05:42.170
<v Speaker 3>everything looked fine from the outside.

0:05:42.800 --> 0:05:45.700
<v Speaker 2>And people saw what we wanted them to see. Or

0:05:46.120 --> 0:05:50.630
<v Speaker 2>maybe what they wanted to see. Everybody wants to believe

0:05:50.670 --> 0:05:54.630
<v Speaker 2>in a happy family, right? After all, ours pretty much

0:05:54.710 --> 0:05:57.390
<v Speaker 2>looked the part with all the tried and true stereotypes.

0:05:58.130 --> 0:06:01.330
<v Speaker 2>The kind mom, the older sister on the honor roll,

0:06:01.630 --> 0:06:04.790
<v Speaker 2>the rebellious middle child, the zany little brother, and the

0:06:04.910 --> 0:06:10.719
<v Speaker 2>perfect sitcom dad. Tim the Toolman Taylor. What? Danny Tanner.

0:06:10.920 --> 0:06:11.690
<v Speaker 4>Me, Al.

0:06:12.140 --> 0:06:12.770
<v Speaker 2>Al Bundy.

0:06:12.910 --> 0:06:14.930
<v Speaker 4>Do I come to the hag shop by you.

0:06:14.870 --> 0:06:16.710
<v Speaker 2>When you're working? Carl Winslow.

0:06:16.910 --> 0:06:17.990
<v Speaker 5>Almost lost it there.

0:06:20.570 --> 0:06:23.310
<v Speaker 2>My old man could steal the show with the best

0:06:23.360 --> 0:06:26.719
<v Speaker 2>of them. He looked like a sitcom dad, too. Dark

0:06:26.779 --> 0:06:30.400
<v Speaker 2>hair and broad shoulders, a mischievous grin he'd flash right

0:06:30.480 --> 0:06:35.080
<v Speaker 2>before doing something ridiculous. His looks and likability always reminded

0:06:35.120 --> 0:06:37.820
<v Speaker 2>me of John Ritter growing up. If John had been

0:06:37.880 --> 0:06:40.280
<v Speaker 2>just like a lot more rough around the edges.

0:06:40.660 --> 0:06:42.320
<v Speaker 4>Two glasses of white wine, please.

0:06:42.480 --> 0:06:48.760
<v Speaker 5>I'll have the same. I think everyone sort of idolized

0:06:48.820 --> 0:06:53.900
<v Speaker 5>your dad because he had such a strong personality. He

0:06:53.960 --> 0:06:57.700
<v Speaker 5>could take over any room he walked into, take over

0:06:58.480 --> 0:07:03.200
<v Speaker 5>any party we were at. He always wanted to perform.

0:07:03.260 --> 0:07:09.429
<v Speaker 5>He always wanted to entertain people. And he did for years.

0:07:10.770 --> 0:07:13.330
<v Speaker 5>He just was somebody that I think a lot of

0:07:13.410 --> 0:07:14.350
<v Speaker 5>people looked up to.

0:07:15.490 --> 0:07:18.540
<v Speaker 2>That's my Aunt KJ, one of my dad's four siblings

0:07:18.690 --> 0:07:21.120
<v Speaker 2>who knew full well that in a family so big,

0:07:21.480 --> 0:07:24.120
<v Speaker 2>you had to have something special to stand out. And

0:07:24.140 --> 0:07:26.020
<v Speaker 2>that didn't end once he grew up and left home

0:07:26.040 --> 0:07:28.040
<v Speaker 2>to make it on his own. No matter what my

0:07:28.060 --> 0:07:32.050
<v Speaker 2>dad did, his charm and imagination knocked you off your feet.

0:07:32.830 --> 0:07:36.290
<v Speaker 2>Take movie nights. In our house, movie night wasn't just

0:07:36.350 --> 0:07:40.990
<v Speaker 2>throwing on a VHS. It was an event. Before every movie,

0:07:41.030 --> 0:07:43.850
<v Speaker 2>we were served by our butler, Jeeves, who bore a

0:07:43.930 --> 0:07:46.880
<v Speaker 2>striking resemblance to my dad in a ponytail, with a

0:07:46.940 --> 0:07:49.360
<v Speaker 2>British accent and a napkin draped over his arm.

0:07:50.300 --> 0:07:55.060
<v Speaker 4>Dad, like, primed us to believe in everything, though. Like,

0:07:55.320 --> 0:07:58.940
<v Speaker 4>we just lived in a kind of magical childhood. I

0:07:59.420 --> 0:08:01.490
<v Speaker 4>don't remember what he did. I just remember the towel

0:08:01.990 --> 0:08:06.020
<v Speaker 4>and his British accent and that he had... Jeeves had

0:08:06.060 --> 0:08:10.660
<v Speaker 4>three kids in England named Yisak, Lee Hall, and Sunkar.

0:08:10.680 --> 0:08:15.380
<v Speaker 4>So just pig Latin versions of our names, I guess.

0:08:15.620 --> 0:08:16.600
<v Speaker 3>I forgot about that.

0:08:16.800 --> 0:08:18.580
<v Speaker 4>And he would tell us all about his kids in

0:08:18.680 --> 0:08:22.380
<v Speaker 4>England who were shockingly similar to us in so many ways,

0:08:22.440 --> 0:08:22.920
<v Speaker 4>but British.

0:08:23.940 --> 0:08:26.790
<v Speaker 2>My older sister Casey, who you just heard, has some

0:08:26.850 --> 0:08:30.370
<v Speaker 2>conflicting memories about exactly which version of him had the ponytail.

0:08:31.010 --> 0:08:34.760
<v Speaker 2>because after all, he did have multiple characters. There was

0:08:34.800 --> 0:08:38.760
<v Speaker 2>also Bob the Bowler, a fast-talking pro bowler from New York,

0:08:38.860 --> 0:08:42.900
<v Speaker 2>New Jersey. Eh, the region is fuzzy, but our local

0:08:42.920 --> 0:08:44.220
<v Speaker 2>bowling alley was his stage.

0:08:47.280 --> 0:08:48.640
<v Speaker 4>You know, I think you think about it when you're

0:08:48.660 --> 0:08:51.280
<v Speaker 4>an adult, and maybe people will be like, what the heck, guys?

0:08:51.320 --> 0:08:52.860
<v Speaker 4>Have you really thought you had a butler that flew

0:08:52.900 --> 0:08:56.300
<v Speaker 4>in from England? But like, You know, we would drive

0:08:56.380 --> 0:08:58.880
<v Speaker 4>up to see our grandma and grandpa. They lived like

0:08:58.900 --> 0:09:03.570
<v Speaker 4>three hours north of us in California. And you drive

0:09:03.610 --> 0:09:06.070
<v Speaker 4>past the ocean along most of the way. And our

0:09:06.110 --> 0:09:08.689
<v Speaker 4>dad would be driving and like, I mean, this man

0:09:08.710 --> 0:09:10.810
<v Speaker 4>was a trained actor. The most convincing would be like.

0:09:10.830 --> 0:09:12.069
<v Speaker 5>Guys, guys, did you see that?

0:09:12.130 --> 0:09:12.740
<v Speaker 2>Did you see that?

0:09:13.240 --> 0:09:15.890
<v Speaker 4>And you'd be like, no, what? It's like... I saw

0:09:15.910 --> 0:09:16.990
<v Speaker 4>a mermaid tail out there.

0:09:17.010 --> 0:09:18.989
<v Speaker 1>I can't believe you all missed it again.

0:09:19.410 --> 0:09:21.390
<v Speaker 4>But, you know, you're living in a world where, like,

0:09:21.490 --> 0:09:23.500
<v Speaker 4>mermaids are real, fairies are real.

0:09:23.580 --> 0:09:24.740
<v Speaker 2>Fairies and sprites.

0:09:24.760 --> 0:09:25.840
<v Speaker 4>Sprites and Snickers.

0:09:31.059 --> 0:09:34.900
<v Speaker 2>Music was another part of his magic. My dad was

0:09:34.980 --> 0:09:37.360
<v Speaker 2>music in every sense of the word.

0:09:38.020 --> 0:09:41.590
<v Speaker 5>We would sit as a family and just wait for

0:09:41.630 --> 0:09:44.170
<v Speaker 5>him to come home so he could play whatever new

0:09:44.230 --> 0:09:47.119
<v Speaker 5>song he would. Really? About our family. I mean, I

0:09:47.140 --> 0:09:49.830
<v Speaker 5>know you've heard all the Christmas songs he wrote and

0:09:49.870 --> 0:09:52.370
<v Speaker 5>all the Thanksgiving songs and all the wedding songs, but

0:09:52.850 --> 0:09:57.309
<v Speaker 5>he always wrote very personal songs. I wish that we

0:09:57.350 --> 0:09:59.950
<v Speaker 5>had a recording of our wedding song. And I asked him.

0:10:01.260 --> 0:10:03.740
<v Speaker 5>way too late to please record it but he was

0:10:03.820 --> 0:10:06.600
<v Speaker 5>so sick he couldn't yeah he's like i can't yeah

0:10:06.920 --> 0:10:08.750
<v Speaker 5>i can't do it i can't do it justice but

0:10:08.870 --> 0:10:12.170
<v Speaker 5>i it was beautiful it was a beautiful.

0:10:11.890 --> 0:10:16.690
<v Speaker 2>Song he'd played beatle songs so well on his guitar

0:10:16.730 --> 0:10:18.470
<v Speaker 2>that i thought he must have been in the band

0:10:18.510 --> 0:10:21.260
<v Speaker 2>himself He could listen to a song on the radio

0:10:21.660 --> 0:10:24.559
<v Speaker 2>and without a single lesson, play the melody on a

0:10:24.600 --> 0:10:29.220
<v Speaker 2>piano every time. He wrote songs for his siblings and nieces'

0:10:29.280 --> 0:10:32.780
<v Speaker 2>weddings and recorded an entire album in our garage that

0:10:32.840 --> 0:10:36.469
<v Speaker 2>I swear to you holds up. Tell me this country

0:10:36.510 --> 0:10:42.689
<v Speaker 2>song doesn't slap. I dare you. Gather round my family

0:10:42.710 --> 0:10:46.109
<v Speaker 2>and friends so dear And I'll sing y'all a story

0:10:46.130 --> 0:10:48.270
<v Speaker 2>if you lend me your.

0:10:48.250 --> 0:10:53.260
<v Speaker 4>Ear About a midnight ride back some 50 years And

0:10:53.280 --> 0:10:54.650
<v Speaker 4>you could say my grandpappy was.

0:10:54.590 --> 0:10:58.370
<v Speaker 2>Paul Revere Wherever we went, my dad carried an energy

0:10:58.410 --> 0:11:02.569
<v Speaker 2>that pulled people in. He talked to every cashier, asking

0:11:02.590 --> 0:11:04.590
<v Speaker 2>them about their day as though it were the most

0:11:04.850 --> 0:11:09.140
<v Speaker 2>interesting conversation he'd ever had. He'd tell stories about jumping

0:11:09.220 --> 0:11:13.180
<v Speaker 2>onto moving trains, driving his motorcycle off a bridge, and

0:11:13.220 --> 0:11:17.160
<v Speaker 2>doing so many drugs that I'd say, Dad, oh my God!

0:11:18.120 --> 0:11:21.609
<v Speaker 2>And you believed him Not because the story sounded real.

0:11:22.190 --> 0:11:25.489
<v Speaker 2>I'm honestly not sure what was and what wasn't. But

0:11:26.010 --> 0:11:31.270
<v Speaker 2>because he did. Everybody put my dad on a pedestal. Everybody.

0:11:32.090 --> 0:11:36.250
<v Speaker 5>He was just everybody's friend, everybody's hero.

0:11:37.550 --> 0:11:40.099
<v Speaker 2>I mean, how could they not see him that way?

0:11:40.880 --> 0:11:44.800
<v Speaker 2>He was the epitome of main character energy. He was

0:11:44.860 --> 0:11:48.500
<v Speaker 2>the funniest man I've ever known, always committed to making

0:11:48.540 --> 0:11:51.540
<v Speaker 2>someone laugh. And for the better part of the last decade,

0:11:51.940 --> 0:11:56.310
<v Speaker 2>I have been too. Time out. You know my name,

0:11:56.650 --> 0:12:00.610
<v Speaker 2>but you don't really know me. I'm a stand-up comedian

0:12:00.650 --> 0:12:03.390
<v Speaker 2>who shares a little too much of herself on stage.

0:12:03.750 --> 0:12:06.950
<v Speaker 2>But there are some things I've never been able to

0:12:06.990 --> 0:12:22.240
<v Speaker 2>talk about openly. Talking about them openly means I lose

0:12:22.280 --> 0:12:26.240
<v Speaker 2>control of the narrative, which honestly scares the shit out

0:12:26.280 --> 0:12:29.540
<v Speaker 2>of me. Because I spent most of my life with

0:12:30.020 --> 0:12:33.900
<v Speaker 2>zero control over what was happening to me. And really,

0:12:33.920 --> 0:12:36.429
<v Speaker 2>it means I'm going to finally have to confront a

0:12:36.450 --> 0:12:39.730
<v Speaker 2>bombshell that my dad dropped on me almost 15 years ago.

0:12:40.510 --> 0:12:44.429
<v Speaker 2>One I've been actively avoiding ever since. A secret that

0:12:44.550 --> 0:12:47.350
<v Speaker 2>forced me to reckon with what family secrets do to you,

0:12:47.790 --> 0:12:55.260
<v Speaker 2>and how they quietly rearrange... Everything you thought you knew. Okay,

0:12:55.720 --> 0:12:57.540
<v Speaker 2>so this is the part in the sitcom where the

0:12:57.580 --> 0:13:00.690
<v Speaker 2>theme song kicks in. I pull up in my cool-ass

0:13:00.710 --> 0:13:04.950
<v Speaker 2>convertible in front of a totally nondescript suburban house. I

0:13:05.050 --> 0:13:07.850
<v Speaker 2>walk up to the door. My key hits the lock,

0:13:07.890 --> 0:13:11.330
<v Speaker 2>and as it turns, the title slams onto the screen.

0:13:13.050 --> 0:13:17.820
<v Speaker 2>Everybody knows but me. From Next Chapter Podcasts and Companion Arts,

0:13:18.100 --> 0:13:21.300
<v Speaker 2>this is Episode 1. The one with my dad's confessions.