WEBVTT - #050 Jason Flom with Ronald Cotton

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<v Speaker 1>America has two point two million people in prison. If

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<v Speaker 1>just one percent is wrong, that's twenty two thousand people.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a lot of people's lives destroyed.

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<v Speaker 2>If the system want to take you out of society,

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<v Speaker 2>they will do it no matter what laws they have

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<v Speaker 2>to break, saying that they are enforcing the laws, but

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<v Speaker 2>they're breaking the lord.

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<v Speaker 1>Having to hear those people say that I was guilty

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<v Speaker 1>of a crime that I did not commit, and then

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<v Speaker 1>hear my family break down behind me and not be

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<v Speaker 1>able to do anything about it. I can't describe the

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<v Speaker 1>crushing weight that was.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not anti police, I'm just anti corruption.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of times we look and we see something

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<v Speaker 2>happen to somebody, and that's the first thing we said,

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<v Speaker 2>that could never happen to me, But.

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<v Speaker 3>They can. This is wrongful conviction. Welcome back to Wrongful

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<v Speaker 3>Conviction with Jason Flamm. Today's episode is one of a

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<v Speaker 3>kind because I have two people here who are truly

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<v Speaker 3>one of a kind, both individually and together.

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<v Speaker 4>Their story begins in nineteen eighty four, when Jennifer was

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<v Speaker 4>a college student in North Carolina. A man broke into

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<v Speaker 4>her apartment.

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<v Speaker 5>Even as she was being raped. Jennifer summoned the strength

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<v Speaker 5>to study her attacker. She tried to memorize his face,

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<v Speaker 5>his eyes, his hair.

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<v Speaker 4>Jennifer eventually escaped, eventually made her way to the police,

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<v Speaker 4>where she used that image burned in her mind for

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<v Speaker 4>an artist to create this sketch. That guy, she says

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<v Speaker 4>she was one hundred percent sure about, was Ronald Cotton.

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<v Speaker 5>Ronald Cotton was twenty two years old and worked at

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<v Speaker 5>a seafood restaurant near Jennifer's home.

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<v Speaker 4>Ronald went to trial Jennifer again I d'd him in court.

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<v Speaker 4>It took a jury four hours to convict him, and

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<v Speaker 4>a judge sentenced him till life. Eleven years went by.

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<v Speaker 4>Cotton maintained his innocence.

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<v Speaker 5>Scientists were able to isolate a tiny fragment of sperm

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<v Speaker 5>that they could test. The results confirmed what he had

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<v Speaker 5>been saying all along. The DNA did not match. On

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<v Speaker 5>June thirtieth, nineteen ninety five, Ronald Cotton walked out of

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<v Speaker 5>the Alamance County Courthouse a freeman.

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<v Speaker 3>Without further ado. Ronald Cotton, Welcome to rafel conviction.

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<v Speaker 6>Thank you pleasure to be here today.

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<v Speaker 3>And with him is Jennifer Thompson. Welcome to raful conviction.

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<v Speaker 7>Thank you, Jason.

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<v Speaker 3>Let's go back to the beginning first of all, but

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<v Speaker 3>talking about North Carolina and Jennifer's that where you grew up.

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<v Speaker 7>Yes, yes, I grew up in Winston Sale, North Carolina.

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<v Speaker 7>But the crime happened in Burlington, North Carolina when I

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<v Speaker 7>was a college student.

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<v Speaker 3>And of course it's a client that Ronald was wrongfully

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<v Speaker 3>convicted of. But at the time it seemed like an

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<v Speaker 3>open and shutcase. And that's one of the things that

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<v Speaker 3>makes this story so important. Again, Let's go back to

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<v Speaker 3>that time. You were a twenty two year old girl

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<v Speaker 3>becoming a woman. You sort of had the world at

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<v Speaker 3>your feet, so to speak, right, and everything to look

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<v Speaker 3>forward to until one horrible night. Yes, and can you

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<v Speaker 3>tell us about that night and how this all started?

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<v Speaker 7>Sure? Sure, I had gone to bed on July twenty eighth,

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<v Speaker 7>nineteen eighty four alone. I had had a headache that evening,

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<v Speaker 7>so my boyfriend that I was dating at the time,

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<v Speaker 7>we were talking about getting married, took me home. I

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<v Speaker 7>went to sleep around nine o'clock and didn't really hear

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<v Speaker 7>anything that was going on in the community. There was

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<v Speaker 7>police kind of circling the neighborhood. They were looking for

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<v Speaker 7>someone who had attempted to break into a neighbor's house.

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<v Speaker 7>We know now that they couldn't find him because he

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<v Speaker 7>was hiding out in my apartment. So around three am

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<v Speaker 7>on July twenty ninth, I heard a noise in the bedroom,

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<v Speaker 7>like feet moving across the carpet. Of course, I lived alone,

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<v Speaker 7>and as I kind of woke up and that in

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<v Speaker 7>between place of being awake and asleep, I saw the

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<v Speaker 7>top of a person's head beside my mattress and I

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<v Speaker 7>quickly asked, who was that? Who's there? And a man

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<v Speaker 7>jumped up on my bed. I screamed. He covered my

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<v Speaker 7>mouth with a gloved hand and put a knife to

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<v Speaker 7>the left side of my throat and told me to

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<v Speaker 7>shut up. He was going to kill me.

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<v Speaker 3>It's literally a horror movie like this.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh yeah, it's a horror movie. There's several things going on, right,

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, you're trying to figure out what's happening. It's

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<v Speaker 7>that that place where you're you're wondering if this is

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<v Speaker 7>a dream or this is really happening, and then you

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<v Speaker 7>realize that you are in terrible danger. I knew, I

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<v Speaker 7>knew that he was going to rate me. That was

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<v Speaker 7>very clear. But what you don't know, no survivor ever knows,

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<v Speaker 7>is was he going to kill me? And I honestly

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<v Speaker 7>believe that I'd probably not live, that he would slip

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<v Speaker 7>my throat, that he would, you know, beat me. And

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<v Speaker 7>you start wondering in those moments, how quickly will I

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<v Speaker 7>be able to die? And while I feel it as

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<v Speaker 7>I'm dying, will it be painful? Will it you know?

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<v Speaker 7>Will it just be quick and over with? And you

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<v Speaker 7>start thinking about your parents, You start thinking about your future,

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<v Speaker 7>You start thinking about the things that you're going to miss,

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<v Speaker 7>and you you know, the things you wish you had said,

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<v Speaker 7>and that was what was happening, and that you know

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<v Speaker 7>that moment when when you realize that this could be

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<v Speaker 7>the last thing that ever touches your skin.

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<v Speaker 3>Be cliche about your whole life lashing before your eyes,

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<v Speaker 3>It's really true, isn't it.

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<v Speaker 7>It's really true. It's really true.

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<v Speaker 3>And I know you've spoken about how you at that

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<v Speaker 3>moment you made a commitment to do everything you could

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<v Speaker 3>not only to survive, but to memorize every detail of

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<v Speaker 3>your assailant, your attacker, your your torturer, so that you

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<v Speaker 3>could identify him. I mean that's some very amazingly sort

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<v Speaker 3>of clear thinking at a time of utmost terror. Right,

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<v Speaker 3>you were a clear eyed college student. You weren't high

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<v Speaker 3>or stoned, you hadn't been out drinking that night. You

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<v Speaker 3>were perfect for this particular task that now lay in

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<v Speaker 3>front of you. When this attack finally ended, And how

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<v Speaker 3>long did it go on for?

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<v Speaker 7>By the way, well, from the beginning of when he

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<v Speaker 7>woke me up to when I was able to escape

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<v Speaker 7>was probably around twenty minutes. The assault lasted probably five

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<v Speaker 7>and I was able to talk him off of me

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<v Speaker 7>after part of the assault had happened, because I knew

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<v Speaker 7>that I needed to find a way to escape. But

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<v Speaker 7>during that time, when I was trying to figure out

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<v Speaker 7>a plan, I was able to stand close to him,

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<v Speaker 7>to gauge his height, to gauge his weight, to remember

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<v Speaker 7>his clothing. I mean, everything became important to me that night.

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<v Speaker 7>And I'm glad you said task because that's exactly what

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<v Speaker 7>was happening in my head. I was very task driven,

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, a survive, find a way to live and

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<v Speaker 7>be watch him rotten hell for the rest of his life.

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<v Speaker 7>So I was making a very concerted effort to pay

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<v Speaker 7>attention to everything even listening to his voice as he

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<v Speaker 7>began to talk to me, trying to pick up any

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<v Speaker 7>details that he might you know, kind of drop, and

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<v Speaker 7>I could remember in getting myself into different positions of light.

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<v Speaker 7>It was all, you know, part of that need to survive,

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<v Speaker 7>and that task gave me that need and will to

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<v Speaker 7>survive until I was able to escape after about twenty minutes.

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<v Speaker 3>You made this amazing commitment to this process right when

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<v Speaker 3>I think most people would have just been focused on

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<v Speaker 3>getting out of there. Right, and if this wasn't enough

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<v Speaker 3>of a horror movie scenario, your sailing had cut the

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<v Speaker 3>phone line as well. Right, He had.

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<v Speaker 7>Cut the phone line. He had been in my apartment

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<v Speaker 7>for hours, smoking cigarettes, drinking beer out of my refrigerator.

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<v Speaker 7>He'd stolen money out of my wallet. He'd even gone

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<v Speaker 7>through a photo album and taken photographs of me out

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<v Speaker 7>and actually asked permission. He said, I hope you don't mind,

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<v Speaker 7>but I took some of the photographs of you to keep.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, it was it was a mental, physical torture,

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<v Speaker 7>and you know, it was sexual assault and violence. It

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<v Speaker 7>is a forever thing. And he changed me that night

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<v Speaker 7>in ways that I that you know, the girl was

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<v Speaker 7>just the girl died that night. She she was gone.

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<v Speaker 3>You did manage to escape, obviously and run down the road,

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<v Speaker 3>which was a very brave thing to do, not knowing

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<v Speaker 3>you know, he could have come after you, and he

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<v Speaker 3>did come after me.

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<v Speaker 7>He chased me through the.

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<v Speaker 3>Dark, unreal. But you out ran him. Is that basically

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<v Speaker 3>how to come down?

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<v Speaker 7>I outran. The trick for me was I knew I

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<v Speaker 7>had to get to light, and I knew he wouldn't

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<v Speaker 7>come under light with me. So I found a carport

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<v Speaker 7>that was on at a house that I didn't know

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<v Speaker 7>who lived there. I just kind of prayed that people

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<v Speaker 7>were there, but I knew he wouldn't come underneath that

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<v Speaker 7>carport because if someone was home, they would see him.

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<v Speaker 7>So that kept him away from me. As I banged

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<v Speaker 7>on the door, and fortunately the husband and wife and

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<v Speaker 7>the family were there, and the woman recognized me. She

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<v Speaker 7>was a professor at the college I was attending. I

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<v Speaker 7>didn't take any of her classes, but she had seen

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<v Speaker 7>me on campus and they let me in and basically

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<v Speaker 7>saved my life.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, what a story I have any words? Now, Ronald,

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<v Speaker 3>let me turn to you for a second. So did

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<v Speaker 3>you live in the same town I did yes. And

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<v Speaker 3>in the days and weeks prior to your arrest, were

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<v Speaker 3>you aware of this was this big local news?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, I guess it was. The week before I got arrested.

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<v Speaker 6>Me and my brother were standing on the Sweet corner

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<v Speaker 6>and I let a newspaper, local newspaper down and in

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<v Speaker 6>the rapper. I pulled it out the rapper on the

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<v Speaker 6>front page and there was this SketchUp guy and it

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<v Speaker 6>described him and showing a picture of him and instruction

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<v Speaker 6>that he committed a crime upon this female and it

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<v Speaker 6>was Jennifer. I didn't know Jennifer, you know. I just

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<v Speaker 6>read the article and I told my brother then that

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<v Speaker 6>I don't know who the guy is. But when they

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<v Speaker 6>get him, I said, he's through, you know, he's done.

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<v Speaker 6>And uh. Well, that following Monday, I went home from

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<v Speaker 6>not staying in the hotel with my girlfriend, and my

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<v Speaker 6>mother and boyfriend told me as I approached the door

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<v Speaker 6>that the police had been looking for me, and I

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<v Speaker 6>went down to find out for that particular crime.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, prior to this nightmare unfolding in your life, how

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<v Speaker 3>was your life before that? How old were you?

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<v Speaker 6>I was about the same age. Well, I had been

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<v Speaker 6>working at local restaurants and you know, seafood places and uh.

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<v Speaker 6>And at the particular moment in the time, I was

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<v Speaker 6>not working. I was unemployed. I was in the process

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<v Speaker 6>I building that application here and there, you know, trying

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<v Speaker 6>to become employed.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh.

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<v Speaker 6>But that particular time, I had been in the fast

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<v Speaker 6>lane running the bars. And you know, I had quit

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<v Speaker 6>school and and I was working. I was just enjoying

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<v Speaker 6>life in general. Once my mother boyfriend instructed me that

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<v Speaker 6>the cops were looking for me, I had walked inside

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<v Speaker 6>the apartment. I know. It was a paper there on

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<v Speaker 6>a television. It had named on it. So I took

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<v Speaker 6>the paper. I read it, and instruction on it was

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<v Speaker 6>how this individual had entered the Stompson apartment and committed

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<v Speaker 6>to scrime upon her. And I said, no, they got

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<v Speaker 6>the wrong guy. And some of my mother boyfriend said, well,

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<v Speaker 6>you all gonna get it straightened out. And so I

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<v Speaker 6>walked outside and I looked across the road and I

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<v Speaker 6>noticed my neighbor Patricia was standing on the front board sweeping,

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<v Speaker 6>and I walked over and asked her to bought her

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<v Speaker 6>car to drive down the police apartment and see what's

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<v Speaker 6>going on in this matter. I said, well, I take

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<v Speaker 6>my sister Tuoty with me just in case they locked

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<v Speaker 6>me up, and that way she can bring your car back.

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<v Speaker 6>So on our way there, we buried off and went

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<v Speaker 6>by my girlfriend Teresa's place, and she come running to

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<v Speaker 6>the car and crying, holling Ryan and Ron the police

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<v Speaker 6>been over here looking for you, saying that you rate

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<v Speaker 6>this woman. And she said, I know you didn't. I said, no,

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<v Speaker 6>I did not. I said, baby, we're all getting ready

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<v Speaker 6>to go to the police department right now and trying

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<v Speaker 6>to get this minter taken care of. So I want

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<v Speaker 6>to ride. So we all hopped in the car and

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<v Speaker 6>went down and pulled in the parking lot. I exited

0:12:50.600 --> 0:12:53.920
<v Speaker 6>the car. I was approaching the police apartment and I

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<v Speaker 6>looked up. You know, it was about two three stories high,

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<v Speaker 6>and the older cops that was I saw him looking

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<v Speaker 6>at the window. Rush away from the wonder and run

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<v Speaker 6>downstairs and met me at the door. And out the

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<v Speaker 6>door pops Mike Golden, and uh, he saidthing detected, Mike Goldan.

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<v Speaker 6>I said, yes, I heard you. I've been looking for

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<v Speaker 6>me for a crime in the community that I need committed.

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<v Speaker 5>Uh.

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<v Speaker 6>He said, well, come on inside and let's talk. About it,

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<v Speaker 6>and uh, you know, trying to get this thing worked out.

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<v Speaker 6>So I went inside and the alibi that I gave

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<v Speaker 6>them was totally different, because you know, I parted a

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<v Speaker 6>lot and I wasn't keeping up with everything.

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<v Speaker 3>So how long after the actual crime was this taking place?

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<v Speaker 6>Augustry? First?

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<v Speaker 7>Three days?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, sub short time.

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<v Speaker 6>Augustr first around about twelve thirty, and we went upstairs

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<v Speaker 6>and they began to ask me a question about Jennifer.

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<v Speaker 6>You want They ended, I want in this woman apartment,

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<v Speaker 6>committed all the acts un her, and I said, I

0:13:47.640 --> 0:13:49.719
<v Speaker 6>kept telling him, no, I did not. I said, my

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<v Speaker 6>reason for coming down here, for trying to get this

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<v Speaker 6>matter taken care of. And then the police chief he

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<v Speaker 6>told me that, yeah, I took a flashlight and held

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<v Speaker 6>it in a woman's facing rape, which I was I said,

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<v Speaker 6>I convict him. Happened that night as well. I told him, Noah,

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<v Speaker 6>I said, you got me wrong. You know I did

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<v Speaker 6>not commit this crime. He said yeah, he said, you

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<v Speaker 6>think you missed the big stuff going around town swim

0:14:12.520 --> 0:14:15.719
<v Speaker 6>white women. I said, sir, you're totally wrong. I did

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<v Speaker 6>not commit these crimes. Then they was instructed to take

0:14:19.280 --> 0:14:20.960
<v Speaker 6>me in a room and lock me up, you know,

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<v Speaker 6>photograph me, fangle print me, and they took me down

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<v Speaker 6>to that Damans County jail, put mine one hundred and

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<v Speaker 6>fifty thousand dollars bail.

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<v Speaker 3>And there was no way you could post that.

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<v Speaker 6>No, I was there ontil due date.

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<v Speaker 3>A trial actually didn't walk out for eleven years. Yes,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean that night you spent in the motel was

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<v Speaker 3>the last night you spent as a free man. Yes,

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<v Speaker 3>until this whole thing was finally resolved all those years later. So, Jennifer,

0:14:57.280 --> 0:15:02.360
<v Speaker 3>you had now seen his picture see Royn's picture in

0:15:02.400 --> 0:15:06.840
<v Speaker 3>a photo array, and you had identified him, and now

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<v Speaker 3>they had him under arrest, so you must have felt

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<v Speaker 3>a huge sense of relief I did.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, there had been another rape immediately after mine,

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<v Speaker 7>and we knew it was the same person. An hour later,

0:15:19.040 --> 0:15:21.800
<v Speaker 7>a mile down the road, there's another woman who's assaulted,

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<v Speaker 7>and I felt that we had a serial rapist in

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<v Speaker 7>the community and he needed to be removed. So yes,

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<v Speaker 7>I thought a huge sense of relief after I knew

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<v Speaker 7>that he had been arrested and of course would be

0:15:34.360 --> 0:15:38.320
<v Speaker 7>held over for probable cause and we would go to trial,

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<v Speaker 7>which became a next task.

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<v Speaker 3>How did they know that it was the same person.

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<v Speaker 7>It was a description of the clothing. Both of us

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<v Speaker 7>had said that the person who had attacked us had

0:15:48.560 --> 0:15:50.960
<v Speaker 7>had on a navy blue shirt with three white stripes

0:15:50.960 --> 0:15:54.280
<v Speaker 7>that went along as biceps. He had on khaki tight pants.

0:15:54.840 --> 0:15:56.800
<v Speaker 7>He had white gloves that were knit. I mean, both

0:15:56.840 --> 0:15:59.800
<v Speaker 7>of us had the same exact description. And as he

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<v Speaker 7>was running from the second rape survivor, police were being called,

0:16:05.560 --> 0:16:08.480
<v Speaker 7>and he actually passed the police, so there was a

0:16:08.480 --> 0:16:11.920
<v Speaker 7>police that actually got a short glimpse of the assailants,

0:16:11.920 --> 0:16:14.200
<v Speaker 7>so we knew it was the same person. It was

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<v Speaker 7>the same person who had attempted to break into the

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<v Speaker 7>woman before me, because she had said the same thing

0:16:19.040 --> 0:16:21.920
<v Speaker 7>and arm was coming through her door, blew shirt with

0:16:21.960 --> 0:16:24.840
<v Speaker 7>white stripes, nick gloves. She just happened to be awake

0:16:24.880 --> 0:16:27.800
<v Speaker 7>and called the police. So he never assaulted the first woman.

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<v Speaker 3>The other woman who was raped, Was she involved in

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<v Speaker 3>this process in any way? Did they show her the

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<v Speaker 3>same photo array and if so, did she identify ron

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<v Speaker 3>as well?

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<v Speaker 7>They did show her the same array, and she was

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<v Speaker 7>much older than me. And during her assault, he hit

0:16:45.800 --> 0:16:48.960
<v Speaker 7>her and bitter and put a flashlight in her eyes

0:16:49.320 --> 0:16:51.840
<v Speaker 7>and put a pillow on her face when he raped her,

0:16:51.880 --> 0:16:54.040
<v Speaker 7>So she was not able to get the same kind

0:16:54.040 --> 0:16:57.200
<v Speaker 7>of description and details that I was able to get.

0:16:57.240 --> 0:16:59.840
<v Speaker 7>And so when she went to the photographic lineup and

0:17:00.080 --> 0:17:03.520
<v Speaker 7>physical lineup, she wasn't sure. She said that I think

0:17:03.520 --> 0:17:06.119
<v Speaker 7>it's number four, but it could be number five. And

0:17:06.160 --> 0:17:08.840
<v Speaker 7>so the district attorney made the decision to not try

0:17:08.840 --> 0:17:12.040
<v Speaker 7>the cases together, that they would only try my case

0:17:12.600 --> 0:17:16.880
<v Speaker 7>because basically they had a better conviction with just my identification.

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<v Speaker 3>Right again, yours was perfect, seemingly right right.

0:17:20.160 --> 0:17:22.720
<v Speaker 7>I literally was called the perfect witness.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so you're in prison. You're getting some sleep now,

0:17:27.320 --> 0:17:30.360
<v Speaker 3>hopefully by not really, where were you staying, by the way,

0:17:30.359 --> 0:17:32.000
<v Speaker 3>when this rapist was still on the loose.

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<v Speaker 7>I was staying about three miles off campus in a

0:17:35.160 --> 0:17:36.440
<v Speaker 7>condominium complex.

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<v Speaker 3>But you didn't stay in your own apartment after this?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh no, I never returned, just only for my things.

0:17:41.119 --> 0:17:44.760
<v Speaker 7>And you know, again, the thing about being an assault

0:17:44.840 --> 0:17:49.280
<v Speaker 7>survivor is when when you're broken, like I was broken,

0:17:50.320 --> 0:17:53.240
<v Speaker 7>you can't ever return to that place that you were before.

0:17:53.720 --> 0:17:56.720
<v Speaker 7>And I talk to people, your lens that you look

0:17:56.720 --> 0:18:01.120
<v Speaker 7>at through the world becomes distorted and everything you choose

0:18:01.800 --> 0:18:05.040
<v Speaker 7>becomes seen through that distortion. Your place in the world

0:18:05.200 --> 0:18:07.480
<v Speaker 7>is now distorted. What value do I have?

0:18:08.480 --> 0:18:08.720
<v Speaker 6>You know?

0:18:09.320 --> 0:18:11.800
<v Speaker 7>Where do you go from here? Because who you were

0:18:11.840 --> 0:18:15.480
<v Speaker 7>before is no longer an option and it's now trying

0:18:15.480 --> 0:18:19.840
<v Speaker 7>to recreate this new person. But you have no support.

0:18:19.960 --> 0:18:22.399
<v Speaker 7>So people didn't want to hang out with me. My

0:18:22.480 --> 0:18:25.560
<v Speaker 7>family wouldn't talk to me about it. My boyfriend said

0:18:26.119 --> 0:18:28.119
<v Speaker 7>he just couldn't handle it, so he broke up with me.

0:18:28.480 --> 0:18:33.359
<v Speaker 7>I mean, literally everything in my world was gone, and

0:18:33.040 --> 0:18:39.240
<v Speaker 7>your task now with trying to somehow recover. And I

0:18:39.359 --> 0:18:43.439
<v Speaker 7>use that like with a big sigh, because it is

0:18:43.480 --> 0:18:46.640
<v Speaker 7>a forever recovery. It's just as long as you live,

0:18:46.680 --> 0:18:47.720
<v Speaker 7>you're still in recovery.

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<v Speaker 3>It's hard for me to adam how those particular people

0:18:51.160 --> 0:18:53.600
<v Speaker 3>who were so close and intimate with you made exactly

0:18:53.640 --> 0:18:58.200
<v Speaker 3>the wrong choice ron back to you. So you are

0:18:58.200 --> 0:19:03.520
<v Speaker 3>in crazyland now, right because you can't possibly understand I

0:19:03.520 --> 0:19:07.040
<v Speaker 3>imagine why this is happening. And now all of a sudden,

0:19:07.040 --> 0:19:09.000
<v Speaker 3>you find yourself in the situation that you had just

0:19:09.000 --> 0:19:11.560
<v Speaker 3>been discussing with your brother, right, you had just predicted

0:19:11.600 --> 0:19:14.639
<v Speaker 3>your own fate actually right, because you had said, whoever

0:19:14.680 --> 0:19:17.160
<v Speaker 3>they get well of this guy's going down whatever, right,

0:19:17.280 --> 0:19:19.639
<v Speaker 3>that's right, and now it's you. The day of the

0:19:19.680 --> 0:19:22.480
<v Speaker 3>trial comes. How long had you been held by then?

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<v Speaker 6>About four months?

0:19:25.680 --> 0:19:29.080
<v Speaker 3>Four months, so you had been in for quite a while.

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<v Speaker 3>And the jail. I don't know how that jail was,

0:19:31.600 --> 0:19:33.480
<v Speaker 3>but we know that a lot of the jails in

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<v Speaker 3>America are even worse and even more dangerous and scary

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<v Speaker 3>than the maximum security prisons. Was this jail one of those?

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<v Speaker 6>I wasn't one of those. Just a lot of guys

0:19:43.000 --> 0:19:45.960
<v Speaker 6>talking jump and you know, if you wanted to make

0:19:45.960 --> 0:19:48.440
<v Speaker 6>a stand, you know, you took a chance, you know.

0:19:49.160 --> 0:19:50.879
<v Speaker 3>So, Jennifer back to you. So the day of the

0:19:50.920 --> 0:19:53.840
<v Speaker 3>trial comes, you're there hoping to get some closure, right.

0:19:54.280 --> 0:19:57.600
<v Speaker 7>Well yeah, closure is such an interesting part. Well yeah,

0:19:57.680 --> 0:20:00.000
<v Speaker 7>I mean you're looking for justice, is what you're looking for.

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<v Speaker 7>And that's what I was looking for. I was looking

0:20:03.160 --> 0:20:06.639
<v Speaker 7>for him to be held responsible for what he had

0:20:06.640 --> 0:20:08.800
<v Speaker 7>done to not just me, but the other woman who

0:20:09.359 --> 0:20:11.560
<v Speaker 7>wasn't going to be able to tell her story and

0:20:11.800 --> 0:20:14.119
<v Speaker 7>other women who could never find justice. So it was

0:20:14.160 --> 0:20:17.000
<v Speaker 7>like kind of this thing I needed, I really needed

0:20:17.000 --> 0:20:19.720
<v Speaker 7>it to move to the next place of my life.

0:20:19.760 --> 0:20:22.440
<v Speaker 7>And the trial was over, two weeks long.

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<v Speaker 3>Wow, Yeah, that's a long trial. I'm actually surprised it

0:20:25.600 --> 0:20:30.200
<v Speaker 3>was that long. But by now you had identified ron

0:20:30.640 --> 0:20:33.440
<v Speaker 3>in a photo array and in a lineup, and it's

0:20:33.480 --> 0:20:36.840
<v Speaker 3>important to highlight the fact that he was the only

0:20:36.920 --> 0:20:39.919
<v Speaker 3>person that was featured in both the photo array and

0:20:39.960 --> 0:20:43.359
<v Speaker 3>the lineup that is correct, which is obviously going to

0:20:43.480 --> 0:20:48.160
<v Speaker 3>have some impact on your perception, your memory, right.

0:20:48.560 --> 0:20:50.080
<v Speaker 7>And of course what we know now is that the

0:20:50.119 --> 0:20:53.000
<v Speaker 7>perpetrator was never in any of the lineups.

0:20:52.560 --> 0:20:56.679
<v Speaker 3>So it seems like they did what they could in

0:20:56.720 --> 0:21:00.480
<v Speaker 3>a very imperfect system to try to be in harshall.

0:21:00.800 --> 0:21:01.520
<v Speaker 3>Was that accurate?

0:21:01.920 --> 0:21:02.040
<v Speaker 6>Not?

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<v Speaker 7>Really. They had thought before I went down to do

0:21:05.440 --> 0:21:08.800
<v Speaker 7>the photographic lineup, they had believed that Ronald Cotton had

0:21:08.800 --> 0:21:12.640
<v Speaker 7>actually committed these crimes. So during the first lineup, which

0:21:12.680 --> 0:21:14.960
<v Speaker 7>was the photographic lineup and what they call six pack,

0:21:15.320 --> 0:21:18.640
<v Speaker 7>and I had been given some instructions to take my time,

0:21:18.720 --> 0:21:22.479
<v Speaker 7>not feel compelled to choose anyone, which was pretty modern

0:21:22.560 --> 0:21:23.800
<v Speaker 7>thinking in nineteen.

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<v Speaker 3>Eighty four, right, that's what I was referraing.

0:21:25.119 --> 0:21:28.480
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, but when I picked Ronald out of the photographs,

0:21:28.520 --> 0:21:31.600
<v Speaker 7>they did tell me, good job. That's who we thought

0:21:31.600 --> 0:21:35.000
<v Speaker 7>it was. Of course, what we know now is that

0:21:35.119 --> 0:21:39.400
<v Speaker 7>just gave my certainty that confirmation I needed, and boy,

0:21:39.520 --> 0:21:42.679
<v Speaker 7>my certainty went out the roof once they said that

0:21:42.800 --> 0:21:48.640
<v Speaker 7>to me, Ronald Cotton, that photo became the rapist.

0:21:49.040 --> 0:21:53.040
<v Speaker 3>And we were dealing in this case with a cross

0:21:53.160 --> 0:21:57.920
<v Speaker 3>racial identification, which we know are the least reliable of

0:21:58.640 --> 0:22:01.520
<v Speaker 3>all the different forms of I would identification. It's been

0:22:01.560 --> 0:22:05.960
<v Speaker 3>proven in every study that's ever been done just how

0:22:06.240 --> 0:22:09.439
<v Speaker 3>unreliable I woulds identification is. And we know that it

0:22:09.480 --> 0:22:13.480
<v Speaker 3>goes up in cases in which either the victim or

0:22:13.480 --> 0:22:17.640
<v Speaker 3>the witness is in mortal danger, which you certainly were.

0:22:18.320 --> 0:22:21.399
<v Speaker 3>Of course, it triggers all sorts of chemical reactions in

0:22:21.440 --> 0:22:28.200
<v Speaker 3>your brain, which in turn caused your memory to play

0:22:28.240 --> 0:22:31.200
<v Speaker 3>tricks on you. It's odd, right, you were the perfect witness,

0:22:31.240 --> 0:22:34.200
<v Speaker 3>but it was also the perfect storm because you had

0:22:34.680 --> 0:22:38.359
<v Speaker 3>this particular case, had all of those factors right, You

0:22:38.440 --> 0:22:41.960
<v Speaker 3>had again the cross racial identification problem, you had the

0:22:42.640 --> 0:22:46.080
<v Speaker 3>mortal fear problem, for lack of better the weapon focus, right,

0:22:46.160 --> 0:22:49.439
<v Speaker 3>that's the best term for it. And so what should

0:22:49.480 --> 0:22:54.000
<v Speaker 3>have been really an open and shut case was anything but.

0:22:54.000 --> 0:22:55.320
<v Speaker 3>But we didn't know that at the time.

0:22:55.400 --> 0:22:59.119
<v Speaker 7>Now, we thought we were doing things best practices at

0:22:59.119 --> 0:23:01.320
<v Speaker 7>that time in nineteen eighty four.

0:23:02.200 --> 0:23:06.520
<v Speaker 3>We know now that it all went horribly wrong, and

0:23:06.600 --> 0:23:11.520
<v Speaker 3>so you now had identified him in the photo array

0:23:11.720 --> 0:23:17.119
<v Speaker 3>and in the lineup. You were given a positive reinforcement

0:23:17.600 --> 0:23:20.280
<v Speaker 3>in both of those cases. Now the day the trial

0:23:20.320 --> 0:23:26.840
<v Speaker 3>comes and you're asked to identify the perpetrator in the courtroom, Yeah,

0:23:26.840 --> 0:23:27.280
<v Speaker 3>that's great.

0:23:27.400 --> 0:23:30.040
<v Speaker 7>I was on the stand for two days Jesus having

0:23:30.119 --> 0:23:32.280
<v Speaker 7>to just over and over and over again talk about

0:23:32.320 --> 0:23:34.639
<v Speaker 7>what had been done to me, well literally over and

0:23:34.680 --> 0:23:37.640
<v Speaker 7>over again, in front of my family, in front of strangers.

0:23:38.520 --> 0:23:41.360
<v Speaker 7>I mean, it was really awful. And then the rape survivor,

0:23:41.520 --> 0:23:45.560
<v Speaker 7>so the defense attorney is beginning to assassinate my character,

0:23:46.200 --> 0:23:49.879
<v Speaker 7>basically blaming me for inviting my own rape because I

0:23:49.960 --> 0:23:52.639
<v Speaker 7>had the audacity to go to bed that night in

0:23:52.760 --> 0:23:55.560
<v Speaker 7>just my underwear, and so didn't I know that's what

0:23:55.640 --> 0:23:58.760
<v Speaker 7>led people to rape women. And so there's a lot

0:23:58.800 --> 0:23:59.640
<v Speaker 7>of things happening.

0:24:00.240 --> 0:24:01.880
<v Speaker 3>What are you supposed to wear a coat of armor?

0:24:02.080 --> 0:24:04.720
<v Speaker 7>Well that was my point. My point to the defense

0:24:04.760 --> 0:24:07.800
<v Speaker 7>attorney was basically, so if I had gone to bed

0:24:07.840 --> 0:24:10.960
<v Speaker 7>in a sweatsuit, and he would have looked at me

0:24:11.000 --> 0:24:12.760
<v Speaker 7>and said at I don't think, so it's just too

0:24:12.840 --> 0:24:15.040
<v Speaker 7>much trouble, is that what you're saying to me? And

0:24:15.080 --> 0:24:17.960
<v Speaker 7>of course it shut that down immediately. But I was

0:24:18.040 --> 0:24:22.200
<v Speaker 7>so angry. I was so angry that somehow me going

0:24:22.240 --> 0:24:24.679
<v Speaker 7>to bed as a twenty two year old woman and

0:24:24.720 --> 0:24:29.680
<v Speaker 7>my underwear had been the cost of my own sexual assault. Yeah,

0:24:29.720 --> 0:24:34.320
<v Speaker 7>that's not And of course it didn't help ron honestly

0:24:34.400 --> 0:24:36.280
<v Speaker 7>with a jury. The jury was really angry at the

0:24:36.280 --> 0:24:39.119
<v Speaker 7>defense attorney for even suggesting that. So there were some

0:24:39.160 --> 0:24:39.600
<v Speaker 7>things that.

0:24:39.640 --> 0:24:42.760
<v Speaker 3>Happened that must have made you feel uncomfortable to ron

0:24:42.800 --> 0:24:44.560
<v Speaker 3>to have that line of questioning. I mean, here's this

0:24:44.600 --> 0:24:47.280
<v Speaker 3>woman that you've never met, that you don't know what

0:24:47.440 --> 0:24:49.880
<v Speaker 3>happened or why you're in this situation that you're in.

0:24:50.800 --> 0:24:53.399
<v Speaker 3>You're four months and five months in jail, whatever it was,

0:24:53.800 --> 0:24:57.560
<v Speaker 3>So your head's fitting around in all different directions, right,

0:24:58.000 --> 0:25:03.040
<v Speaker 3>and now you know your own team is acting in

0:25:03.040 --> 0:25:05.560
<v Speaker 3>a way that I can't imagine you would ever act.

0:25:05.760 --> 0:25:11.119
<v Speaker 3>The whole situation is just wrong, and ultimately you're asked

0:25:11.280 --> 0:25:13.800
<v Speaker 3>to make a positive identification. And what happens.

0:25:14.160 --> 0:25:16.520
<v Speaker 7>I looked straight over at Ronald and I said, he's

0:25:16.520 --> 0:25:19.399
<v Speaker 7>sitting at the defense table as the man who raped me,

0:25:19.560 --> 0:25:22.600
<v Speaker 7>and the jury deliberated four hours and came back with,

0:25:23.480 --> 0:25:25.560
<v Speaker 7>of course, a guilty verdict on all charges.

0:25:25.840 --> 0:25:28.199
<v Speaker 3>And what was that moment, like Ron, I mean, that

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<v Speaker 3>had to be the worst moment of your life.

0:25:30.680 --> 0:25:33.679
<v Speaker 6>I just couldn't believe it. You know, I just shook

0:25:33.720 --> 0:25:35.600
<v Speaker 6>my head. You know, I looked at my atturneys and

0:25:36.680 --> 0:25:40.080
<v Speaker 6>I looked I recollect the judge and the foreman and

0:25:40.119 --> 0:25:45.520
<v Speaker 6>the jewels and Kurt reporter, and once a verdict was

0:25:45.560 --> 0:25:48.560
<v Speaker 6>read from the jeurid form, I just I said, no,

0:25:48.640 --> 0:25:51.119
<v Speaker 6>that's what I'm saying to myself. I said, they have

0:25:51.200 --> 0:25:55.159
<v Speaker 6>it wrong. And so the judge I said, if I

0:25:55.160 --> 0:25:57.360
<v Speaker 6>had anything to say to the court, and I said yes.

0:25:57.440 --> 0:25:59.520
<v Speaker 6>I told him that I would like to have this

0:25:59.560 --> 0:26:02.200
<v Speaker 6>permission to sing a song that I have written in jail.

0:26:03.040 --> 0:26:05.520
<v Speaker 6>And so I stood up and I sang the song.

0:26:05.640 --> 0:26:09.320
<v Speaker 6>And as I was singing that song, you know my

0:26:09.440 --> 0:26:11.719
<v Speaker 6>turn is, you know, they saying with the head dropped,

0:26:11.760 --> 0:26:14.240
<v Speaker 6>you know, as if though I put him the shame.

0:26:14.359 --> 0:26:18.159
<v Speaker 6>But I didn't care anything at that particular time because

0:26:18.240 --> 0:26:20.360
<v Speaker 6>I had just been found guilty for crime or did

0:26:20.400 --> 0:26:21.639
<v Speaker 6>not commit and.

0:26:21.720 --> 0:26:24.080
<v Speaker 3>You sang a song. Can you sing it now.

0:26:25.359 --> 0:26:27.720
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, if I can remember word for word, I'll try

0:26:27.760 --> 0:26:31.760
<v Speaker 6>to anyway. It was a boem written to my girlfriend,

0:26:31.800 --> 0:26:35.760
<v Speaker 6>but I changed the words and wrote a gospel song. Whatever,

0:26:35.800 --> 0:26:39.159
<v Speaker 6>and they want something like this. The sit insa I

0:26:39.200 --> 0:26:43.240
<v Speaker 6>can know no longer me because my future so one

0:26:43.359 --> 0:26:44.080
<v Speaker 6>down to me.

0:26:45.680 --> 0:26:46.720
<v Speaker 3>And then.

0:26:47.960 --> 0:26:51.840
<v Speaker 6>I could no longer say he.

0:26:52.200 --> 0:26:56.920
<v Speaker 8>Because during that day I wonder at not a heard

0:26:57.040 --> 0:27:02.719
<v Speaker 8>with fear call his name, suddenly tears appear.

0:27:04.640 --> 0:27:10.199
<v Speaker 9>Until God came in my life. Until God came in

0:27:10.440 --> 0:27:18.000
<v Speaker 9>my life, I was often alone and people I really conface.

0:27:20.160 --> 0:27:24.840
<v Speaker 9>I just didn't know what to do before I feel

0:27:25.000 --> 0:27:29.000
<v Speaker 9>so wild a place. How many time as I say

0:27:29.200 --> 0:27:38.080
<v Speaker 9>this before you agree, there's no other God whoever loved

0:27:38.720 --> 0:27:45.399
<v Speaker 9>of you, not quite as much as Lord God. Believe me, everyone,

0:27:46.080 --> 0:27:52.200
<v Speaker 9>because God will change your life. And that is a fire,

0:27:53.240 --> 0:27:57.360
<v Speaker 9>because I will pave of night and day until you.

0:27:59.600 --> 0:28:01.240
<v Speaker 6>God, oh bye.

0:28:03.160 --> 0:28:03.480
<v Speaker 3>To me.

0:28:07.800 --> 0:28:12.120
<v Speaker 7>Yeah yeah, hey, all those words too. I just don't

0:28:12.160 --> 0:28:12.720
<v Speaker 7>sound like that.

0:28:12.920 --> 0:28:16.280
<v Speaker 3>Oh God, that's beautiful. Your life is literally coming to

0:28:16.320 --> 0:28:18.159
<v Speaker 3>an end, and then you get up and sing a

0:28:18.200 --> 0:28:31.520
<v Speaker 3>damn song. Unbelievable. Now things start to get crazier because

0:28:32.760 --> 0:28:35.320
<v Speaker 3>you're in prison. What steps did you take and what

0:28:35.359 --> 0:28:36.160
<v Speaker 3>hope did you have?

0:28:37.240 --> 0:28:40.800
<v Speaker 6>Well, I had uh entered the prison system with life

0:28:40.800 --> 0:28:46.040
<v Speaker 6>in fifty four year prison term. Immediately they pointed me

0:28:46.200 --> 0:28:49.479
<v Speaker 6>a guidance counselor in the prison and I went in

0:28:49.600 --> 0:28:53.040
<v Speaker 6>and met him, took tests, talked with him about my

0:28:53.560 --> 0:28:55.760
<v Speaker 6>being in prison, and uh, you know the crime that

0:28:55.840 --> 0:28:58.200
<v Speaker 6>I was in there for, but he said, we're not

0:28:58.320 --> 0:29:00.880
<v Speaker 6>here for that, We're here to keep So you know,

0:29:00.920 --> 0:29:02.840
<v Speaker 6>I know it was a lost couse I was fighting,

0:29:03.320 --> 0:29:05.560
<v Speaker 6>and so it was all upon me to do what

0:29:05.600 --> 0:29:08.200
<v Speaker 6>I had to do to survive, and that was to

0:29:08.280 --> 0:29:11.320
<v Speaker 6>stay in contact with my trial lawyers, which still continued

0:29:11.360 --> 0:29:12.760
<v Speaker 6>to fight my case on a pill.

0:29:13.320 --> 0:29:15.560
<v Speaker 3>So you actually had a competent attorney in this case. Yes,

0:29:15.600 --> 0:29:17.560
<v Speaker 3>it would have needed OJ's dream team, and you probably

0:29:17.600 --> 0:29:19.760
<v Speaker 3>might have still gotten convicted. I don't I don't know

0:29:19.800 --> 0:29:22.160
<v Speaker 3>that there's a lawyer on this planet that could have

0:29:22.160 --> 0:29:22.960
<v Speaker 3>gotten you out of this.

0:29:23.280 --> 0:29:25.120
<v Speaker 6>Now, I was fighting a lost court, but you know

0:29:25.160 --> 0:29:27.080
<v Speaker 6>it was a battle field that I was in that

0:29:27.120 --> 0:29:30.200
<v Speaker 6>I couldn't give up. Uh, you know. Immediately, you know,

0:29:30.240 --> 0:29:34.080
<v Speaker 6>I put myself in the school, I buried the central

0:29:34.120 --> 0:29:38.239
<v Speaker 6>prison and start filing motions from inside the prison and

0:29:38.320 --> 0:29:41.480
<v Speaker 6>which didn't do any good at all. And so one

0:29:41.520 --> 0:29:43.560
<v Speaker 6>day I was on my way to the gym to

0:29:43.640 --> 0:29:47.760
<v Speaker 6>work out, and I recognized this inmate being escorted inside

0:29:47.800 --> 0:29:51.680
<v Speaker 6>the prison, and he looked very familiar to me, So

0:29:51.840 --> 0:29:54.479
<v Speaker 6>I started thinking. I said, I saw this guy before,

0:29:54.600 --> 0:29:58.720
<v Speaker 6>you know, as I'm walking, and I went on continued

0:29:58.840 --> 0:30:02.040
<v Speaker 6>that process of working out, and I went back to

0:30:02.080 --> 0:30:05.400
<v Speaker 6>my dorm that night. You know, they had him finished

0:30:05.400 --> 0:30:08.240
<v Speaker 6>processing him inside the prison, and I went to him

0:30:08.600 --> 0:30:11.880
<v Speaker 6>the next day as I recognized him from being outside

0:30:11.920 --> 0:30:14.360
<v Speaker 6>in the recreation yard. I was playing a handball game

0:30:14.440 --> 0:30:17.240
<v Speaker 6>I was in and immediately I had someone to come

0:30:17.280 --> 0:30:20.120
<v Speaker 6>and relieve me from that game, and I made an

0:30:20.160 --> 0:30:24.280
<v Speaker 6>approach on him and I asked him where was he from,

0:30:24.320 --> 0:30:26.680
<v Speaker 6>and he told me he was from Burleton of Cardine also,

0:30:26.840 --> 0:30:28.880
<v Speaker 6>and I said, well, you look like they're drawing up

0:30:28.920 --> 0:30:31.520
<v Speaker 6>from part of the schedule rap that was committed in

0:30:31.560 --> 0:30:34.160
<v Speaker 6>Burlton that I'm in prison for. That you commit the crime,

0:30:34.200 --> 0:30:37.200
<v Speaker 6>And immediately he told me no, he did not, but

0:30:37.320 --> 0:30:39.560
<v Speaker 6>you just had a feeling. Yes, I had to feel,

0:30:39.880 --> 0:30:41.960
<v Speaker 6>because he resembled to drawing. You know, I had to

0:30:42.000 --> 0:30:44.560
<v Speaker 6>cut it out the local newspaper because I had my

0:30:44.640 --> 0:30:47.880
<v Speaker 6>hands from the newspaper in the count of jail, and

0:30:48.120 --> 0:30:50.200
<v Speaker 6>I cut it out and put it in my possession.

0:30:50.440 --> 0:30:54.280
<v Speaker 3>Now, finally destiny. So that throws you a bone, right,

0:30:54.360 --> 0:30:56.640
<v Speaker 3>because this guy, if he hadn't come to your prison,

0:30:57.040 --> 0:30:59.000
<v Speaker 3>you wouldn't have had any idea if you had to

0:30:59.000 --> 0:31:02.400
<v Speaker 3>cross paths with him at that particular time, you might

0:31:02.400 --> 0:31:04.520
<v Speaker 3>not have had that same feeling, that instinct that you had.

0:31:04.600 --> 0:31:05.480
<v Speaker 6>Right, that is correct.

0:31:05.520 --> 0:31:07.760
<v Speaker 3>But here he goes and he denies it. You have

0:31:07.880 --> 0:31:11.040
<v Speaker 3>this instinct, this feeling. It turns out he's from the

0:31:11.080 --> 0:31:17.320
<v Speaker 3>same town. He denies it. So you're basically back where

0:31:17.320 --> 0:31:19.840
<v Speaker 3>you started. Accept it. Now you're under the same roof

0:31:20.440 --> 0:31:24.240
<v Speaker 3>with the guy who's responsible for destroying both of your lives.

0:31:25.000 --> 0:31:27.200
<v Speaker 3>But there's nothing you can really do about it. But

0:31:27.240 --> 0:31:30.120
<v Speaker 3>that all changed one day as a result of a

0:31:30.200 --> 0:31:34.120
<v Speaker 3>conversation that you had with another inmate, right, And can

0:31:34.680 --> 0:31:36.600
<v Speaker 3>you tell us how that started, because this is a

0:31:36.640 --> 0:31:38.200
<v Speaker 3>really amazing part of the story.

0:31:38.760 --> 0:31:43.240
<v Speaker 6>Well, this guy, he began to lust after me in prison.

0:31:44.480 --> 0:31:46.640
<v Speaker 6>I told him one night as I was in a shower,

0:31:46.760 --> 0:31:49.520
<v Speaker 6>you know, I was washing my hair and shallow curtain

0:31:49.520 --> 0:31:52.680
<v Speaker 6>I heard slide, So I lifted up my hair because

0:31:52.720 --> 0:31:55.080
<v Speaker 6>I had an e f ro at the time, and

0:31:55.240 --> 0:31:57.160
<v Speaker 6>he was standing out lust and you know, telling me

0:31:57.240 --> 0:31:58.920
<v Speaker 6>what a beautiful body I had, And I told him

0:31:58.960 --> 0:32:01.280
<v Speaker 6>I'm not trying to hear that need to keep moving,

0:32:01.440 --> 0:32:03.760
<v Speaker 6>you know, and he kept on. I said, well, I'm

0:32:03.800 --> 0:32:05.640
<v Speaker 6>not gonna want to try to fight a guy, you know,

0:32:05.680 --> 0:32:07.440
<v Speaker 6>in the nude. You know, I might slip and fallow

0:32:07.480 --> 0:32:09.960
<v Speaker 6>my head, you know, bump on the floor or something,

0:32:09.960 --> 0:32:12.560
<v Speaker 6>getting knocked out unconscious, and you know, got do me in.

0:32:13.280 --> 0:32:16.640
<v Speaker 6>So I just chilled. And the next day I was

0:32:16.680 --> 0:32:20.400
<v Speaker 6>in the gym shooting pool a guy from Greensboro named Roger.

0:32:20.480 --> 0:32:23.880
<v Speaker 6>He told me to cott now Kenny and the kids

0:32:23.960 --> 0:32:26.400
<v Speaker 6>and talking junk about you, you know, And I said, well,

0:32:26.440 --> 0:32:28.240
<v Speaker 6>I'm tired of this stuff. I'm gonna get this man

0:32:28.320 --> 0:32:30.880
<v Speaker 6>straightened out right now. So I'm hand in my pool

0:32:30.920 --> 0:32:34.280
<v Speaker 6>stick and I chug a log up to the kitchen.

0:32:34.400 --> 0:32:36.200
<v Speaker 6>He was in the parking paying the area with his

0:32:36.240 --> 0:32:40.240
<v Speaker 6>back turn. When I approached. I stopped so many feet

0:32:40.280 --> 0:32:42.280
<v Speaker 6>from him and I called his name out and he

0:32:42.360 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 6>turned around he said yeah. I said, look, man, you've

0:32:45.600 --> 0:32:48.160
<v Speaker 6>been talking junk about me for so many months. I'm

0:32:48.200 --> 0:32:50.640
<v Speaker 6>tired of it. You let my name taste like crap

0:32:50.640 --> 0:32:52.680
<v Speaker 6>in your mouth. And he proached me and said you

0:32:52.720 --> 0:32:54.960
<v Speaker 6>better get up my face for I kill you. He

0:32:55.000 --> 0:32:56.640
<v Speaker 6>put his hand on me and I said, oh, you

0:32:56.680 --> 0:32:59.239
<v Speaker 6>want to fight, right, I said, okay, let's go. So

0:32:59.360 --> 0:33:01.320
<v Speaker 6>he walked around in the corner and get off a camera,

0:33:01.480 --> 0:33:05.000
<v Speaker 6>you know, and we falled and I ended up breaking

0:33:05.000 --> 0:33:07.480
<v Speaker 6>his jaw and put them down, and you know, and

0:33:07.720 --> 0:33:09.560
<v Speaker 6>they got bou off of him, and he goes to

0:33:09.600 --> 0:33:13.440
<v Speaker 6>surrogation and I do not because you know, they prism

0:33:13.520 --> 0:33:16.760
<v Speaker 6>stewards in the kitchen had heard me telling this guy

0:33:16.800 --> 0:33:19.200
<v Speaker 6>to leave me alone. So you know, they they got

0:33:19.240 --> 0:33:21.480
<v Speaker 6>on my side. And so he went the hole for

0:33:21.520 --> 0:33:24.680
<v Speaker 6>thirty days. And after thirty days he come out. I

0:33:24.760 --> 0:33:27.080
<v Speaker 6>was sating in my dorm. I was sitting in the corner.

0:33:27.120 --> 0:33:29.760
<v Speaker 6>Come my bump was in a corner wall. I kept

0:33:29.760 --> 0:33:32.680
<v Speaker 6>three chairs lining up along the wall. And he walked

0:33:32.720 --> 0:33:34.360
<v Speaker 6>up to the window and he said cott and I

0:33:34.360 --> 0:33:37.000
<v Speaker 6>said yeah. He said, let me holler at you man.

0:33:37.440 --> 0:33:39.240
<v Speaker 6>I told him come on. Then you know, he comes

0:33:39.240 --> 0:33:41.600
<v Speaker 6>in my dorm and I told him to have a seat.

0:33:41.640 --> 0:33:43.640
<v Speaker 6>He sit down and he span he said, I'm sorry

0:33:43.680 --> 0:33:46.320
<v Speaker 6>to fight you. He said, you're fighting, dude, And I said, no,

0:33:46.520 --> 0:33:48.480
<v Speaker 6>I'm just not gonna go for that bull, you know.

0:33:48.640 --> 0:33:51.840
<v Speaker 6>So he said, I apologize. I just wanted to become

0:33:51.920 --> 0:33:54.360
<v Speaker 6>your friend. I said, well, becoming a friend and don't

0:33:54.440 --> 0:33:57.560
<v Speaker 6>approach me in that way. And he said, well, I

0:33:57.640 --> 0:33:59.480
<v Speaker 6>just want to tell you that mister Poole told me

0:33:59.560 --> 0:34:04.240
<v Speaker 6>that he committed the crime you in prison for. And

0:34:04.320 --> 0:34:06.560
<v Speaker 6>I said, well, thank you. And so he gets up

0:34:06.600 --> 0:34:09.440
<v Speaker 6>and he walks off. And so later that night, I

0:34:09.520 --> 0:34:11.200
<v Speaker 6>go to my locker and I put out my legal

0:34:11.239 --> 0:34:13.960
<v Speaker 6>pad and a pen, and I set up about two

0:34:14.000 --> 0:34:16.200
<v Speaker 6>o'clock in the morning, and I wrote my lawd your

0:34:16.200 --> 0:34:18.319
<v Speaker 6>feel most and I told him what had been told

0:34:18.400 --> 0:34:21.480
<v Speaker 6>to me. And so a week or two went by,

0:34:21.719 --> 0:34:25.520
<v Speaker 6>he wrote me back and instructed me, well, then we're

0:34:25.520 --> 0:34:27.360
<v Speaker 6>gonna look into it, you know, but right now we

0:34:27.440 --> 0:34:31.600
<v Speaker 6>got to go through the process of the pills. And so, uh,

0:34:32.000 --> 0:34:34.919
<v Speaker 6>I just went head on. And about the next week

0:34:34.960 --> 0:34:38.200
<v Speaker 6>mister Poole approached me. He said, cause he worked, he

0:34:38.239 --> 0:34:40.480
<v Speaker 6>got a job in the kitchen as well. He said that. Uh,

0:34:40.600 --> 0:34:42.800
<v Speaker 6>he said, I know you got a lot of sisters, man. Uh,

0:34:42.960 --> 0:34:44.400
<v Speaker 6>he said, why don't you let me write one of

0:34:44.440 --> 0:34:47.680
<v Speaker 6>your sisters. I said, what, I don't normally let guys

0:34:48.440 --> 0:34:51.640
<v Speaker 6>in prison write my sisters. And uh, I said, but

0:34:51.760 --> 0:34:55.319
<v Speaker 6>with view two with exception I consider. I said, but

0:34:55.400 --> 0:34:56.799
<v Speaker 6>first of all we have to do I said, we

0:34:56.880 --> 0:35:00.239
<v Speaker 6>have to take a photograph together. And uh, I a

0:35:00.320 --> 0:35:02.640
<v Speaker 6>letter and I sent it to my sister. I said,

0:35:02.960 --> 0:35:05.600
<v Speaker 6>she see what you look like. She'll write your back.

0:35:05.680 --> 0:35:07.799
<v Speaker 6>If she doesn't, I don't know what to tell you.

0:35:08.480 --> 0:35:13.399
<v Speaker 6>And so we took the photograph. Anyway, I didn't send

0:35:13.400 --> 0:35:15.880
<v Speaker 6>that letter to my sister. I sent it to my lawyer.

0:35:16.719 --> 0:35:19.120
<v Speaker 6>He liked what he saw, Yeah, that it really got

0:35:19.160 --> 0:35:21.680
<v Speaker 6>the ball kind of rolling. Well. I was transferred on

0:35:21.760 --> 0:35:25.480
<v Speaker 6>through the prison and I ended up in Mason, Tennessee,

0:35:26.120 --> 0:35:28.799
<v Speaker 6>and I wrote the quartover ap pills from there, you know,

0:35:28.920 --> 0:35:31.440
<v Speaker 6>by listening to the OJ trial, you know, I took

0:35:31.480 --> 0:35:33.960
<v Speaker 6>my legal paths shot taking notes on the DNA and

0:35:34.280 --> 0:35:37.880
<v Speaker 6>when I felt I had enough evident and information written

0:35:37.880 --> 0:35:40.359
<v Speaker 6>down on my legal paths, I said, well, it's time

0:35:40.400 --> 0:35:42.080
<v Speaker 6>for me to write to the Court of Appills and

0:35:42.200 --> 0:35:46.239
<v Speaker 6>Requests for this DNA test. So once I wrote the

0:35:46.280 --> 0:35:50.360
<v Speaker 6>letter and send it out, Tiger Harner from Raleigh. He

0:35:50.440 --> 0:35:53.080
<v Speaker 6>wrote me a letter and told me that. He said,

0:35:53.760 --> 0:35:57.279
<v Speaker 6>you got a good case. The pills caught we Uh,

0:35:57.440 --> 0:35:59.680
<v Speaker 6>he said, they turn it down, but we're gonna continue

0:35:59.719 --> 0:36:04.080
<v Speaker 6>looking at it. So he forwarded my letter to law

0:36:04.120 --> 0:36:09.120
<v Speaker 6>school at UNC, and wasn't long after that they wrote

0:36:09.160 --> 0:36:12.400
<v Speaker 6>me a letter from the legislator, I mean the lawyer,

0:36:12.520 --> 0:36:16.000
<v Speaker 6>and he told me, I said that Cotton. Uh, we're

0:36:16.000 --> 0:36:18.799
<v Speaker 6>gonna do your request and send you and you have

0:36:18.880 --> 0:36:20.799
<v Speaker 6>a DNA done. They didn't send me to do it,

0:36:20.840 --> 0:36:23.239
<v Speaker 6>but they're gonna have it done. Said, we'll do your

0:36:23.360 --> 0:36:27.160
<v Speaker 6>DNA testing, but if the tests come back stating that

0:36:27.239 --> 0:36:29.120
<v Speaker 6>you committed to scribe, you're gonna spend the rest of

0:36:29.120 --> 0:36:31.080
<v Speaker 6>your life in prison. What do you want us to do?

0:36:32.040 --> 0:36:35.399
<v Speaker 6>I didn't hesitate for one moment. I immediately I sent

0:36:35.520 --> 0:36:38.960
<v Speaker 6>a letter back out do the test, because come back

0:36:39.000 --> 0:36:44.960
<v Speaker 6>stating anything other than innocent, guilty, realant, I said, because

0:36:45.000 --> 0:36:48.200
<v Speaker 6>I'm an innocent man, I said, the Good Lord knows them.

0:36:48.480 --> 0:36:50.560
<v Speaker 6>I know in my heart that I did not commit

0:36:50.640 --> 0:36:51.080
<v Speaker 6>the scribe.

0:36:51.719 --> 0:36:53.560
<v Speaker 3>Jennifer, were you aware of this, any of this stuff

0:36:53.560 --> 0:36:54.480
<v Speaker 3>going on at this time?

0:36:54.719 --> 0:36:54.919
<v Speaker 6>No?

0:36:55.000 --> 0:36:56.840
<v Speaker 7>Not at that time, and we had gone through a

0:36:56.880 --> 0:36:58.600
<v Speaker 7>second trial nineteen eighty seven.

0:36:59.080 --> 0:37:00.880
<v Speaker 3>Did Bobbypool to fight that trial.

0:37:01.080 --> 0:37:04.719
<v Speaker 7>Well, in nineteen eighty seven, they had told me that

0:37:04.760 --> 0:37:07.439
<v Speaker 7>there was this new name out there, Bobby Pool, that

0:37:07.840 --> 0:37:10.680
<v Speaker 7>you know, Ronald had been claiming that he had confessed

0:37:10.680 --> 0:37:15.319
<v Speaker 7>to it. But don't worry about it. We know that

0:37:15.360 --> 0:37:17.400
<v Speaker 7>we have the right guy. So in the second trial

0:37:17.440 --> 0:37:20.640
<v Speaker 7>they brought Bobby Pool into the courtroom under wardeer. They

0:37:20.640 --> 0:37:24.160
<v Speaker 7>had removed the jury, so the jury never knew about

0:37:24.160 --> 0:37:27.080
<v Speaker 7>Bobby Pool. And of course in the court Bobby Pool

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:29.399
<v Speaker 7>denied it, said he had never said anything, he didn't

0:37:29.440 --> 0:37:32.359
<v Speaker 7>commit the crime. And by that point three years had

0:37:32.400 --> 0:37:37.360
<v Speaker 7>gone by and there was no memory of Bobby Pool

0:37:37.640 --> 0:37:40.640
<v Speaker 7>in my head or the second survivor who was in

0:37:40.640 --> 0:37:42.879
<v Speaker 7>the courtroom, and both of us said that we did

0:37:42.920 --> 0:37:45.280
<v Speaker 7>not recognize Bobby Pool. And then we were asked again,

0:37:46.239 --> 0:37:47.759
<v Speaker 7>did we see the person in the courtroom who had

0:37:48.000 --> 0:37:50.840
<v Speaker 7>raped us? And we both pointed out Ronald Cotton. So

0:37:51.920 --> 0:37:54.960
<v Speaker 7>you go to put your life back together again as

0:37:54.960 --> 0:37:58.560
<v Speaker 7>best as you can. You know, life moves on. I

0:37:58.560 --> 0:38:02.439
<v Speaker 7>had gotten married, I had gotten pregnant, I gave birth

0:38:02.480 --> 0:38:06.120
<v Speaker 7>to triplets the spring of nineteen ninety I had two

0:38:06.160 --> 0:38:09.960
<v Speaker 7>little girls and a baby boy. And by you know,

0:38:10.080 --> 0:38:13.160
<v Speaker 7>nineteen ninety five, my babies. I have three five year olds,

0:38:13.160 --> 0:38:16.120
<v Speaker 7>and I'm busy. You know, I'm a busy mama.

0:38:16.239 --> 0:38:19.160
<v Speaker 3>I'm halfway surprised you even showed up with a child, because,

0:38:19.280 --> 0:38:21.440
<v Speaker 3>I mean, you said you were busy, and you were

0:38:21.480 --> 0:38:24.000
<v Speaker 3>absolutely certain that the justice had already been done. Why

0:38:24.000 --> 0:38:25.680
<v Speaker 3>would you even want to go back that you weren't

0:38:25.680 --> 0:38:26.960
<v Speaker 3>forced to come back, were you? No?

0:38:27.040 --> 0:38:29.000
<v Speaker 7>But you want to make sure that the person that

0:38:29.040 --> 0:38:31.359
<v Speaker 7>you think tried to kill you stays in prison, all right,

0:38:31.400 --> 0:38:33.640
<v Speaker 7>So you have a vested interest in this.

0:38:33.880 --> 0:38:35.640
<v Speaker 3>So you were there not to learn anything but to

0:38:35.719 --> 0:38:38.239
<v Speaker 3>reaffirm what you already knew, and to you know, make

0:38:38.280 --> 0:38:40.480
<v Speaker 3>sure that nothing went wrong and that he was ever

0:38:40.600 --> 0:38:42.120
<v Speaker 3>free to prey on anybody else.

0:38:42.160 --> 0:38:45.960
<v Speaker 7>Absolutely absolutely, And you know, by ninety five, when they

0:38:45.960 --> 0:38:48.760
<v Speaker 7>came to me and said that there was this thing

0:38:49.080 --> 0:38:52.440
<v Speaker 7>called post conviction DNA testing, something I had never heard of.

0:38:52.560 --> 0:38:54.960
<v Speaker 7>I knew what DNA was, but I had never heard

0:38:55.000 --> 0:38:58.719
<v Speaker 7>the word exoneration or wrongful convictions. It wasn't part of

0:38:58.719 --> 0:39:00.680
<v Speaker 7>my life. It wasn't part of my story.

0:39:01.120 --> 0:39:02.280
<v Speaker 3>It wasn't really part of anybody.

0:39:02.320 --> 0:39:04.640
<v Speaker 7>It wasn't it was really it wasn't anybody's story at

0:39:04.680 --> 0:39:07.320
<v Speaker 7>that point we're talking about nineteen eighty five. But my

0:39:07.440 --> 0:39:10.640
<v Speaker 7>blood from the rape kit had dissolved and sintegrated after

0:39:11.120 --> 0:39:14.160
<v Speaker 7>those eleven years, and at some point the courts would

0:39:14.200 --> 0:39:17.200
<v Speaker 7>probably require me to give a new blood sample. And

0:39:17.280 --> 0:39:18.680
<v Speaker 7>I said to them, I said, you know, I've got

0:39:18.719 --> 0:39:23.120
<v Speaker 7>five year old triplets, and I'm busy, and I'm a

0:39:23.200 --> 0:39:25.319
<v Speaker 7>mama now, and that's my job and that's what I

0:39:25.320 --> 0:39:27.360
<v Speaker 7>want to do. So I went to the lab that

0:39:27.440 --> 0:39:31.000
<v Speaker 7>day and I had my doctor take blood, put it

0:39:31.040 --> 0:39:34.000
<v Speaker 7>in a vial, give it straight to the ADA and

0:39:34.040 --> 0:39:37.600
<v Speaker 7>Mike Golden, who now was captain of the Burlington Police Department,

0:39:37.600 --> 0:39:40.759
<v Speaker 7>and I said, run the test because I can't do

0:39:40.840 --> 0:39:41.680
<v Speaker 7>this anymore.

0:39:42.800 --> 0:39:46.600
<v Speaker 3>And then and then we had hit the.

0:39:46.560 --> 0:39:49.799
<v Speaker 7>Fan pretty yeah much. I mean it was three months later,

0:39:49.880 --> 0:39:54.120
<v Speaker 7>which in legal time, three months is like two seconds lightning.

0:39:54.200 --> 0:39:55.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah yeah, probably not when you're in prison.

0:39:55.880 --> 0:39:58.000
<v Speaker 7>Not when you're in prison. But you know, some of

0:39:58.040 --> 0:40:00.839
<v Speaker 7>these tests take years and years years, and this one

0:40:00.920 --> 0:40:04.920
<v Speaker 7>was three months. And they came to my house and

0:40:05.000 --> 0:40:09.400
<v Speaker 7>told me that the DNA had completely excluded Ronald Cotton

0:40:10.040 --> 0:40:12.880
<v Speaker 7>but had been a direct hit on Bobby Pool.

0:40:13.880 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 3>You you must have been florid.

0:40:19.480 --> 0:40:21.520
<v Speaker 7>It was one of the worst days of my life.

0:40:22.120 --> 0:40:26.160
<v Speaker 3>I'm getting the shells done. So when they told you this,

0:40:27.360 --> 0:40:33.080
<v Speaker 3>did you immediately realize that, in fact, this was true

0:40:33.360 --> 0:40:35.200
<v Speaker 3>and that you had been wrong all this time?

0:40:36.120 --> 0:40:39.279
<v Speaker 7>Well? I think what happened for me was part of

0:40:39.280 --> 0:40:41.719
<v Speaker 7>my degree had been science. So I understood DNA like

0:40:41.760 --> 0:40:46.839
<v Speaker 7>I understood DYNA in relation to human memory. I got

0:40:46.840 --> 0:40:52.240
<v Speaker 7>that that human memory is fallible. DNA was pretty dang

0:40:52.680 --> 0:40:57.320
<v Speaker 7>spot on. I understood it like I understood that Ronald

0:40:57.680 --> 0:41:02.600
<v Speaker 7>was now going to be exonerated, understood that Bobbypool had

0:41:02.640 --> 0:41:06.720
<v Speaker 7>committed all these crimes, that a mistake had been made.

0:41:07.440 --> 0:41:09.719
<v Speaker 7>The best I can say is it's like the earth

0:41:09.800 --> 0:41:15.480
<v Speaker 7>opened up and it swallowed me, and everything became black

0:41:15.640 --> 0:41:24.080
<v Speaker 7>and dark, and I dissolved. I felt paralyzed. I felt

0:41:24.080 --> 0:41:26.520
<v Speaker 7>like I couldn't breathe. I couldn't function. I mean, you know,

0:41:26.520 --> 0:41:28.520
<v Speaker 7>I try to talk about this in terms of I

0:41:28.520 --> 0:41:30.959
<v Speaker 7>could do my day to day things like I could

0:41:31.040 --> 0:41:33.799
<v Speaker 7>make a peanut butter sandwich, and I could put the

0:41:33.880 --> 0:41:37.840
<v Speaker 7>clothes from the washer into the dryer. But I couldn't function.

0:41:39.000 --> 0:41:42.280
<v Speaker 7>And when it got quiet and I was left by myself,

0:41:43.120 --> 0:41:49.680
<v Speaker 7>I just was debilitated with fear and guilt. It just

0:41:49.719 --> 0:41:57.400
<v Speaker 7>suffocated me and I stopped functioning for two years, two years,

0:41:57.560 --> 0:42:00.279
<v Speaker 7>two years. I just couldn't got in, you know, what

0:42:00.360 --> 0:42:00.680
<v Speaker 7>to do.

0:42:00.760 --> 0:42:00.920
<v Speaker 6>Right.

0:42:01.040 --> 0:42:04.960
<v Speaker 7>There's nobody was talking about these issues. Nobody was even

0:42:04.960 --> 0:42:07.680
<v Speaker 7>talking to me about rape and what happened to me,

0:42:08.040 --> 0:42:12.120
<v Speaker 7>but they really weren't talking about wrongful convictions. And I

0:42:12.160 --> 0:42:14.560
<v Speaker 7>had nobody to turn to. There was nobody for me

0:42:14.640 --> 0:42:17.840
<v Speaker 7>to talk to. You know, Ronald was on the Larry

0:42:17.920 --> 0:42:21.120
<v Speaker 7>King Show and in People magazine, and I understood that,

0:42:21.239 --> 0:42:24.760
<v Speaker 7>like I understood that, but there was nobody that cared

0:42:24.760 --> 0:42:27.880
<v Speaker 7>about me. And not only did they not care about me,

0:42:28.760 --> 0:42:30.919
<v Speaker 7>but they were blaming me right.

0:42:30.960 --> 0:42:33.120
<v Speaker 3>And that's a crazy phenomenon too.

0:42:33.120 --> 0:42:34.080
<v Speaker 6>It happens to.

0:42:34.160 --> 0:42:37.600
<v Speaker 7>All of our crime survivors. We get blamed for something

0:42:37.640 --> 0:42:40.719
<v Speaker 7>that should never have been our fault. Like we're the

0:42:40.719 --> 0:42:45.359
<v Speaker 7>first person harmed. There is someone to blame, it's the perpetrator.

0:42:45.800 --> 0:42:49.279
<v Speaker 7>Because not only did Bobby Poole destroy my life and

0:42:49.320 --> 0:42:52.319
<v Speaker 7>the second survivor, but he sat there and watched an

0:42:52.320 --> 0:42:56.359
<v Speaker 7>innocent man go to prison, and he committed over two

0:42:56.400 --> 0:42:59.640
<v Speaker 7>dozen other crimes that fall of nineteen eighty four, in

0:42:59.640 --> 0:43:02.799
<v Speaker 7>the spring of nineteen eighty five, before he was ever apprehended.

0:43:02.800 --> 0:43:07.880
<v Speaker 7>He raped many women, sexually assaulted them, broke into their homes,

0:43:08.239 --> 0:43:14.399
<v Speaker 7>terrorized them for months, and yet somehow the media and

0:43:14.680 --> 0:43:19.520
<v Speaker 7>the general public felt that it was okay to bludgeon

0:43:19.600 --> 0:43:22.680
<v Speaker 7>me to a bloody pulp for something that was never

0:43:23.320 --> 0:43:27.120
<v Speaker 7>my fault. Like, there's no survivor in the world that

0:43:27.200 --> 0:43:31.400
<v Speaker 7>wants to get this wrong. No, no, we want the

0:43:31.440 --> 0:43:33.840
<v Speaker 7>person to go to prison who committed the crimes against

0:43:33.960 --> 0:43:37.840
<v Speaker 7>us or murdered our families. Nobody wants to get this wrong.

0:43:38.480 --> 0:43:41.720
<v Speaker 7>I mean, it was wrong, but it wasn't my fault.

0:43:42.080 --> 0:43:44.960
<v Speaker 7>It was just Jason for me to explain. I mean,

0:43:45.000 --> 0:43:48.080
<v Speaker 7>I got death threats, people who would say people who

0:43:48.200 --> 0:43:52.560
<v Speaker 7>said to me, if I find her, I will kidnap her,

0:43:52.920 --> 0:43:55.680
<v Speaker 7>I will rape her, I will slit her throat from

0:43:55.719 --> 0:43:58.719
<v Speaker 7>ear to ear, and I will watch her die and

0:43:58.800 --> 0:44:01.279
<v Speaker 7>bleed to death in a ditch lock.

0:44:01.400 --> 0:44:03.279
<v Speaker 3>Is that all about, I mean, blaming me.

0:44:03.480 --> 0:44:06.080
<v Speaker 7>For something that was never my fault, something that Ron

0:44:06.120 --> 0:44:07.160
<v Speaker 7>didn't even blame me for.

0:44:07.520 --> 0:44:11.520
<v Speaker 3>Well, then that's a very very important part of the story, obviously.

0:44:11.640 --> 0:44:15.960
<v Speaker 3>I mean, the grace of this man who's sitting in

0:44:16.000 --> 0:44:21.640
<v Speaker 3>front of us is impossible to exaggerate or describe accurately,

0:44:21.760 --> 0:44:23.120
<v Speaker 3>And we'll get to that part of the story in

0:44:23.160 --> 0:44:27.000
<v Speaker 3>a second. But yeah, it's so it's so bizarre because

0:44:27.040 --> 0:44:30.920
<v Speaker 3>now you've got to deal with the guilt of having

0:44:32.440 --> 0:44:35.920
<v Speaker 3>convicted an innocent man, which I know has such a

0:44:35.960 --> 0:44:39.319
<v Speaker 3>profound effect on you and still does. And also the

0:44:39.400 --> 0:44:43.440
<v Speaker 3>idea that you were now in a situation where you

0:44:43.680 --> 0:44:47.200
<v Speaker 3>had not done the thing that was most important to you,

0:44:47.760 --> 0:44:53.080
<v Speaker 3>which was to correctly identify your assailant, which led to

0:44:53.560 --> 0:44:57.920
<v Speaker 3>these terrible outcomes for all these other women. It seems

0:44:57.960 --> 0:45:01.520
<v Speaker 3>like to me, like every where you look, it's just bad.

0:45:02.320 --> 0:45:06.320
<v Speaker 7>Well, first of all, I want to make sure everybody

0:45:06.360 --> 0:45:07.440
<v Speaker 7>understands that I did not.

0:45:07.440 --> 0:45:11.120
<v Speaker 3>Convict Ronald count Well, you can't convict anybody.

0:45:10.800 --> 0:45:14.360
<v Speaker 7>Exactly, I mean, but that's something that gets narrated in

0:45:14.400 --> 0:45:16.120
<v Speaker 7>a way that is not right. Like the state of

0:45:16.200 --> 0:45:21.360
<v Speaker 7>North Carolina indicted Ronald and press charges and convicted Ronald.

0:45:21.480 --> 0:45:25.640
<v Speaker 7>Jennifer Thompson had no power to convict anybody. Did I

0:45:25.680 --> 0:45:27.120
<v Speaker 7>pick Ronald out of a lineup?

0:45:27.360 --> 0:45:27.880
<v Speaker 3>I did?

0:45:28.280 --> 0:45:30.560
<v Speaker 7>And I can explain to you how those kind of

0:45:30.600 --> 0:45:35.120
<v Speaker 7>things happen, how memory kind of contaminates itself over time.

0:45:35.640 --> 0:45:41.400
<v Speaker 7>But there was no way for me to adequately explain

0:45:42.719 --> 0:45:47.000
<v Speaker 7>what was happening to me. For the exonery and their families,

0:45:47.800 --> 0:45:50.600
<v Speaker 7>an overturning of a conviction is the day they've been

0:45:50.640 --> 0:45:55.239
<v Speaker 7>praying for. Is that they're happy ending for a crime survivor,

0:45:55.760 --> 0:45:59.239
<v Speaker 7>for murder victim, family member who thought that the system

0:45:59.520 --> 0:46:02.680
<v Speaker 7>had given them justice, which is what they promised to

0:46:02.719 --> 0:46:08.160
<v Speaker 7>do for a victim, and find out that the system

0:46:08.200 --> 0:46:12.520
<v Speaker 7>had failed to give me justice. It had failed my family,

0:46:12.800 --> 0:46:16.000
<v Speaker 7>it had failed Ronald, it had failed Ronald's family, it

0:46:16.040 --> 0:46:19.239
<v Speaker 7>had failed the other women in the community. I have

0:46:19.360 --> 0:46:21.640
<v Speaker 7>not come up with a word yet that can actually

0:46:21.719 --> 0:46:24.480
<v Speaker 7>explain what that looks like and what that feels like

0:46:24.600 --> 0:46:28.600
<v Speaker 7>for those of us they get impacted, except it is

0:46:28.680 --> 0:46:32.640
<v Speaker 7>an additional nightmare. So for Ronald, he's home, he's with

0:46:32.719 --> 0:46:36.440
<v Speaker 7>his family. They've supported him, they're embracing him. The community

0:46:36.840 --> 0:46:41.160
<v Speaker 7>is celebrating this man who comes back to freedom, and rightly,

0:46:41.280 --> 0:46:45.080
<v Speaker 7>so that's exactly what should be happening. The crime survivor

0:46:45.840 --> 0:46:48.320
<v Speaker 7>should be cared for as well. And I've talked to

0:46:48.440 --> 0:46:51.600
<v Speaker 7>lots of police and prosecutors in training and talking about

0:46:51.640 --> 0:46:54.080
<v Speaker 7>these things, and they'll come up to me at the end,

0:46:54.120 --> 0:46:56.840
<v Speaker 7>and they say, you know, oh my god, I totally

0:46:56.880 --> 0:46:59.960
<v Speaker 7>forgot about the victim in these cases. And it shocked

0:47:00.239 --> 0:47:03.280
<v Speaker 7>me because for every wrongful conviction.

0:47:03.680 --> 0:47:06.920
<v Speaker 3>There's a victim, right, and even if that victim is

0:47:06.920 --> 0:47:10.400
<v Speaker 3>someone who was killed, that there's a family, and we are.

0:47:10.280 --> 0:47:15.640
<v Speaker 7>Ignored and we are placed aside and our harm is

0:47:15.680 --> 0:47:19.720
<v Speaker 7>not validated. And then on top of it, the media

0:47:19.760 --> 0:47:23.960
<v Speaker 7>places to blame and says things such as rape survivor

0:47:24.080 --> 0:47:27.560
<v Speaker 7>falsely accuses innocent man and sends him to prison not once,

0:47:27.640 --> 0:47:31.560
<v Speaker 7>but twice. And there's everything wrong with that sentence.

0:47:31.800 --> 0:47:34.600
<v Speaker 3>Right, as if you were doing it deliberately, that this was.

0:47:34.520 --> 0:47:36.560
<v Speaker 7>To kill a mockingbird, and I was just making.

0:47:36.400 --> 0:47:40.240
<v Speaker 3>Up a story, right, And so then the most amazing

0:47:40.239 --> 0:47:43.520
<v Speaker 3>part of this story, I would say, the positive part

0:47:43.600 --> 0:47:47.160
<v Speaker 3>starts right, which is Jennifer reaches out, and how did

0:47:47.200 --> 0:47:47.840
<v Speaker 3>that happen?

0:47:48.280 --> 0:47:52.320
<v Speaker 7>I actually called Mike Golden at the police department and said,

0:47:52.840 --> 0:47:56.440
<v Speaker 7>I am not doing well. It's been two years. I

0:47:56.760 --> 0:47:59.839
<v Speaker 7>haven't moved forward at all. I need you to set

0:47:59.880 --> 0:48:02.880
<v Speaker 7>up a private meeting. Because Ron was the first dnags

0:48:02.920 --> 0:48:05.480
<v Speaker 7>honery in North Carolina. I mean he was about twenty

0:48:05.480 --> 0:48:08.080
<v Speaker 7>third I think in the country. So everybody was trying

0:48:08.080 --> 0:48:10.800
<v Speaker 7>to find the girl. Everybody wanted to find the girl.

0:48:11.560 --> 0:48:14.000
<v Speaker 7>So I asked him to set up a private meeting

0:48:14.000 --> 0:48:16.520
<v Speaker 7>where journalists couldn't find us because they were all trying

0:48:16.560 --> 0:48:18.560
<v Speaker 7>to find me. So they set it up at a

0:48:18.680 --> 0:48:20.239
<v Speaker 7>church that was about a mile and a half from

0:48:20.200 --> 0:48:23.640
<v Speaker 7>where I had been raped thirteen years before that. And

0:48:25.320 --> 0:48:26.839
<v Speaker 7>he didn't know where he was going, and I didn't

0:48:26.880 --> 0:48:29.000
<v Speaker 7>know where I was going, so we couldn't accidentally leak

0:48:29.040 --> 0:48:31.280
<v Speaker 7>it to anybody. And I found myself at the pastor

0:48:31.400 --> 0:48:35.560
<v Speaker 7>study and looking out the window, I see this humongous

0:48:36.239 --> 0:48:39.520
<v Speaker 7>six foot four man kind of walking towards the building.

0:48:39.560 --> 0:48:42.600
<v Speaker 7>And I remember thinking, as I looked at him, because

0:48:42.640 --> 0:48:44.520
<v Speaker 7>his wife was seeing him beside of him, who is

0:48:44.560 --> 0:48:47.200
<v Speaker 7>my height? And the first thing I thought of was,

0:48:47.440 --> 0:48:51.920
<v Speaker 7>my god, he's too tall. That my attacker had never

0:48:51.960 --> 0:48:56.040
<v Speaker 7>been that tall. Now now it hit me because I

0:48:56.040 --> 0:48:59.520
<v Speaker 7>had that relation right, I'm looking, I'm thinking, oh my god,

0:49:00.560 --> 0:49:04.680
<v Speaker 7>he's huge, and he was five inches taller.

0:49:05.400 --> 0:49:08.320
<v Speaker 3>What'd you say? What did you say? How did what happened?

0:49:08.520 --> 0:49:11.319
<v Speaker 6>Well, my wife she didn't want me to go in

0:49:11.360 --> 0:49:14.520
<v Speaker 6>the beginning, but I had to determine that I was

0:49:14.560 --> 0:49:17.759
<v Speaker 6>going anyway. She said, no, you're not going. I said, yes,

0:49:17.800 --> 0:49:19.960
<v Speaker 6>I am, I said, because there would be a book

0:49:20.360 --> 0:49:24.320
<v Speaker 6>closed brain closure. So, you know, after I got dressed

0:49:24.320 --> 0:49:26.520
<v Speaker 6>and I looked at my wife, she was there, and

0:49:26.600 --> 0:49:29.000
<v Speaker 6>she said, well, I'm going too. So we jumped in

0:49:29.040 --> 0:49:31.640
<v Speaker 6>my truck and we pull up and I'll get out

0:49:31.680 --> 0:49:34.360
<v Speaker 6>and she gets out, and we met to take the

0:49:34.440 --> 0:49:38.480
<v Speaker 6>goll and my lawyaf Tom Blambert, and Jennifer's husband was there.

0:49:38.520 --> 0:49:41.120
<v Speaker 6>And so as we were getting ready to enter the

0:49:41.239 --> 0:49:45.200
<v Speaker 6>room to go in to talk, Jennifer instructed that her

0:49:45.320 --> 0:49:48.680
<v Speaker 6>husband stayed back and wasn't nobody but me, my wife,

0:49:48.680 --> 0:49:50.759
<v Speaker 6>and Jennifer in the room. So when I walked in

0:49:50.800 --> 0:49:53.279
<v Speaker 6>the room, Jennifer sitting just like she's sitting down with

0:49:53.360 --> 0:49:57.160
<v Speaker 6>a Jane outfit on, and she had a nervous expression

0:49:57.200 --> 0:50:02.319
<v Speaker 6>on her face. And I walked up and looked at her,

0:50:02.320 --> 0:50:06.240
<v Speaker 6>and she looked at me and she said, I'm sorry.

0:50:06.360 --> 0:50:08.400
<v Speaker 6>She said, I don't know how, I don't know what

0:50:08.440 --> 0:50:12.080
<v Speaker 6>to call you, mister Cotton, Ronald Cotton, and she said

0:50:12.719 --> 0:50:15.880
<v Speaker 6>I'm sorry, you know, and I said, I forgive you,

0:50:15.960 --> 0:50:19.200
<v Speaker 6>and I hugged her, and you know, I she stood up.

0:50:19.239 --> 0:50:21.719
<v Speaker 6>I hugged her. She cried, I cried, I said, grown

0:50:21.760 --> 0:50:23.279
<v Speaker 6>me and nothing cried. But that's a lie. You know,

0:50:23.680 --> 0:50:26.200
<v Speaker 6>you got it hard to have sympathy for people. You

0:50:26.200 --> 0:50:28.480
<v Speaker 6>know you're gonna cry. You know, I don't care who

0:50:28.560 --> 0:50:30.120
<v Speaker 6>you are. You know, you try to be hard all

0:50:30.160 --> 0:50:33.160
<v Speaker 6>you want to. You know, people walk over you, you know,

0:50:33.280 --> 0:50:37.520
<v Speaker 6>walk on you. And uh so after that, Jennifer and

0:50:37.560 --> 0:50:39.759
<v Speaker 6>my wife, they stepped to the side, said the little

0:50:39.800 --> 0:50:43.760
<v Speaker 6>private things that women say together, you know, to encourage

0:50:43.760 --> 0:50:47.040
<v Speaker 6>each other to be strong and carry on. So then

0:50:47.160 --> 0:50:49.840
<v Speaker 6>me and Jennifer, you know, after we went outside to

0:50:50.600 --> 0:50:54.400
<v Speaker 6>leave the premises, but before that we exchanged phone numbers

0:50:54.400 --> 0:50:56.240
<v Speaker 6>and you know, that way we can stay in contact

0:50:56.280 --> 0:50:59.480
<v Speaker 6>with one another as time went by, and it was

0:51:00.040 --> 0:51:02.719
<v Speaker 6>it's like a good story coming to an end, and

0:51:02.800 --> 0:51:07.320
<v Speaker 6>you know, but we continue to stay in touch. And

0:51:07.560 --> 0:51:10.480
<v Speaker 6>this book that he'll come about it. You know. I

0:51:10.520 --> 0:51:13.879
<v Speaker 6>went on to be on Larry King Live and all

0:51:13.920 --> 0:51:16.400
<v Speaker 6>those shows, you know, and people back and saying, but

0:51:16.440 --> 0:51:18.120
<v Speaker 6>I didn't let it blow my head up become My

0:51:18.160 --> 0:51:22.120
<v Speaker 6>head is already big enough, you see, had so I

0:51:22.200 --> 0:51:24.040
<v Speaker 6>just went on with my life and she went on

0:51:24.160 --> 0:51:26.120
<v Speaker 6>with her you know. But so it was one thing

0:51:26.200 --> 0:51:29.879
<v Speaker 6>after another. You know, I met the kids and all,

0:51:29.960 --> 0:51:34.920
<v Speaker 6>and she met my daughter after she come into this world,

0:51:34.960 --> 0:51:37.880
<v Speaker 6>and it's just been an amazing thing, you know, to

0:51:38.680 --> 0:51:41.080
<v Speaker 6>know that this book has been written and it's out

0:51:41.120 --> 0:51:45.239
<v Speaker 6>and come together and it's been blossoming year after year.

0:51:45.320 --> 0:51:47.960
<v Speaker 6>You know, it's been over thirty years now and they

0:51:48.000 --> 0:51:51.000
<v Speaker 6>still talking about Peking Cotton and I believe my picking

0:51:51.080 --> 0:51:51.520
<v Speaker 6>every day.

0:51:51.840 --> 0:51:54.600
<v Speaker 3>You know, I'm a close I do want to get

0:51:54.680 --> 0:51:59.560
<v Speaker 3>your perspective and your memories of that most incredible moment.

0:51:59.840 --> 0:52:02.000
<v Speaker 3>I think it's a very brave thing that you did

0:52:02.120 --> 0:52:05.560
<v Speaker 3>in a lot of ways. So what was that moment

0:52:06.080 --> 0:52:06.640
<v Speaker 3>like for you.

0:52:08.960 --> 0:52:13.520
<v Speaker 7>I went in thinking that probably the best case scenario

0:52:13.560 --> 0:52:16.759
<v Speaker 7>out of this meeting is going to be Ronald looking

0:52:16.800 --> 0:52:20.239
<v Speaker 7>at me, going okay, thanks for saying that. You know,

0:52:20.480 --> 0:52:22.120
<v Speaker 7>I don't want you any harm, but just go away,

0:52:22.840 --> 0:52:24.560
<v Speaker 7>Like that was going to be the best scenario. The

0:52:24.600 --> 0:52:27.640
<v Speaker 7>worst was going to be, yeah, I'm screaming at me

0:52:27.840 --> 0:52:32.200
<v Speaker 7>and wishing me death and destruction and terrible things. What

0:52:32.280 --> 0:52:35.759
<v Speaker 7>I didn't expect was what happened, and that was you know,

0:52:36.320 --> 0:52:40.600
<v Speaker 7>really looking at him sincerely, and I was sobbing telling

0:52:40.680 --> 0:52:42.120
<v Speaker 7>him that if I spent the rest of my life

0:52:42.239 --> 0:52:45.560
<v Speaker 7>telling you how sorry I am. Can you ever forgive me?

0:52:45.600 --> 0:52:49.800
<v Speaker 7>And Ronald literally took my hands and started to cry

0:52:49.960 --> 0:52:54.320
<v Speaker 7>and he said, I'm not angry at you. I forgave

0:52:54.440 --> 0:52:58.120
<v Speaker 7>you years ago. And Bobby Pool did this to both

0:52:58.120 --> 0:53:01.680
<v Speaker 7>of us, and we were both victims of this man.

0:53:02.120 --> 0:53:05.720
<v Speaker 7>And it was really that foundation that we were able

0:53:05.760 --> 0:53:08.399
<v Speaker 7>to love each other. And we spent the next two

0:53:08.440 --> 0:53:11.600
<v Speaker 7>hours asking each other questions I think that we had

0:53:11.640 --> 0:53:14.120
<v Speaker 7>wanted to ask each other all those eleven years. You know,

0:53:14.600 --> 0:53:16.880
<v Speaker 7>why did you think it was me? And you know

0:53:16.960 --> 0:53:19.759
<v Speaker 7>my question was, well, then if that if you weren't there,

0:53:19.800 --> 0:53:22.120
<v Speaker 7>then where were you? You know, that type of thing,

0:53:22.200 --> 0:53:25.480
<v Speaker 7>like trying to peel back the layers of the truth.

0:53:26.160 --> 0:53:32.160
<v Speaker 7>And he really truly gave me back pieces of myself

0:53:32.320 --> 0:53:37.600
<v Speaker 7>that I had lost and for the first time and

0:53:38.040 --> 0:53:41.760
<v Speaker 7>thirteen years, there were parts of my spirit and my soul,

0:53:41.880 --> 0:53:45.480
<v Speaker 7>my heart that kind of found a way back. And

0:53:46.680 --> 0:53:50.280
<v Speaker 7>you know, by watching Ronald and his just incredible love,

0:53:51.120 --> 0:53:53.600
<v Speaker 7>my next task was to find a way to let

0:53:53.640 --> 0:53:56.920
<v Speaker 7>go of what Bobby Pool had done to me all

0:53:56.960 --> 0:53:59.560
<v Speaker 7>those years ago, and you know, find a way to

0:53:59.600 --> 0:54:01.880
<v Speaker 7>take my pack power back. Where do I want to

0:54:01.920 --> 0:54:05.080
<v Speaker 7>give my power, and it sure as heck wasn't gonna

0:54:05.120 --> 0:54:06.359
<v Speaker 7>be the Bobby Pool.

0:54:06.640 --> 0:54:11.120
<v Speaker 3>So Bobby died in prison three years later after.

0:54:10.960 --> 0:54:11.839
<v Speaker 7>He was exonerated.

0:54:12.080 --> 0:54:16.040
<v Speaker 6>Yeah was he was he killed or he I had cancer. Yeah,

0:54:16.160 --> 0:54:18.920
<v Speaker 6>I wanted to kill him though. I made me a weapon,

0:54:19.000 --> 0:54:21.160
<v Speaker 6>and I was going to do it, you know, until

0:54:21.920 --> 0:54:24.480
<v Speaker 6>my father payment visit, and uh, I told him what

0:54:24.520 --> 0:54:28.120
<v Speaker 6>my intention were. And my father said, son, he said,

0:54:28.120 --> 0:54:29.719
<v Speaker 6>don't do that. He said, you tell me you're a

0:54:29.719 --> 0:54:32.200
<v Speaker 6>innocent man. I believe you're in it, he said, but

0:54:32.239 --> 0:54:34.200
<v Speaker 6>if you kill him, he said, you're gonna be guilty.

0:54:35.239 --> 0:54:37.960
<v Speaker 6>And so I walked away thinking of that for two weeks.

0:54:38.000 --> 0:54:40.200
<v Speaker 6>You know, this guy he slept in the same dormitory

0:54:40.920 --> 0:54:44.360
<v Speaker 6>that I slept in, maybe from here to over there,

0:54:44.680 --> 0:54:47.319
<v Speaker 6>you know, the next room, and he walked by my

0:54:47.560 --> 0:54:50.120
<v Speaker 6>bunk every day two or three times a day or

0:54:50.120 --> 0:54:53.920
<v Speaker 6>maybe more, and worked in the same kitchen. And you know,

0:54:54.120 --> 0:54:56.040
<v Speaker 6>it was hard for me not to do it. But

0:54:56.120 --> 0:54:58.920
<v Speaker 6>I'm glad I didn't do it, you know. But I

0:54:58.960 --> 0:55:02.000
<v Speaker 6>said a prayer to the Good Lord for me to

0:55:02.000 --> 0:55:04.680
<v Speaker 6>forgive Jennifer making a costly mistake on my life. That's

0:55:04.719 --> 0:55:08.120
<v Speaker 6>how I was able to face her without saying any

0:55:08.160 --> 0:55:10.399
<v Speaker 6>bad things toward her. You know, I wanted to give

0:55:10.440 --> 0:55:14.279
<v Speaker 6>her love Strent and lift her up in the world,

0:55:14.360 --> 0:55:16.960
<v Speaker 6>you know, because you know, she had been down just

0:55:17.040 --> 0:55:19.520
<v Speaker 6>like myself. So y'all were down during time. She was

0:55:19.560 --> 0:55:22.799
<v Speaker 6>down in heart and in pain. I just had to

0:55:22.800 --> 0:55:25.319
<v Speaker 6>put one foot in front of the other and keep

0:55:25.360 --> 0:55:28.719
<v Speaker 6>on walking and you know, not be sad, but just

0:55:28.800 --> 0:55:32.400
<v Speaker 6>continue living my life as I am today. But my

0:55:32.560 --> 0:55:37.560
<v Speaker 6>life today is more in freedom and crime free.

0:55:37.800 --> 0:55:42.040
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's an amazing, amazing thing. I never get tired

0:55:42.040 --> 0:55:45.760
<v Speaker 3>of hearing these stories. It puts a lot of gratitude

0:55:45.760 --> 0:55:48.280
<v Speaker 3>in my attitude, so thank you for that. I wanted

0:55:48.320 --> 0:55:53.440
<v Speaker 3>to talk about compensation because it's a very bizarre system

0:55:53.480 --> 0:55:56.080
<v Speaker 3>that we have in America because it varies wildly from

0:55:56.080 --> 0:55:59.400
<v Speaker 3>state to state. And in your case, you were given

0:55:59.680 --> 0:56:02.400
<v Speaker 3>ten thousand dollars a year, which is the North Carolina

0:56:02.640 --> 0:56:05.600
<v Speaker 3>statute for or eleven years in present, one hundred and

0:56:05.640 --> 0:56:08.040
<v Speaker 3>ten thousand dollars. How do you feel about that?

0:56:09.080 --> 0:56:12.200
<v Speaker 6>Well, I felt bad about it at the beginning, but

0:56:13.280 --> 0:56:16.279
<v Speaker 6>I had to accept it. You know, I would have

0:56:16.320 --> 0:56:18.719
<v Speaker 6>fought for it, but it wouldn't have done any good

0:56:18.760 --> 0:56:20.759
<v Speaker 6>you know, they already had their mind made up. I

0:56:20.840 --> 0:56:24.319
<v Speaker 6>accepted and I walked away. You know, it's like they

0:56:24.760 --> 0:56:27.239
<v Speaker 6>give me a little bit and packed on the shoulder, say,

0:56:28.000 --> 0:56:30.400
<v Speaker 6>you know, enjoy life, Jason.

0:56:30.400 --> 0:56:33.160
<v Speaker 7>It's important to note, though, that when he got compensated,

0:56:33.680 --> 0:56:36.960
<v Speaker 7>the laws hadn't been changed for fifty years, so he

0:56:37.080 --> 0:56:40.800
<v Speaker 7>was actually eligible for five hundred dollars a year with

0:56:40.920 --> 0:56:42.120
<v Speaker 7>a cap of five thousand.

0:56:42.360 --> 0:56:42.440
<v Speaker 6>Ye.

0:56:42.800 --> 0:56:46.160
<v Speaker 7>So Mike Goalden and I lobbied the legislature has changed

0:56:46.160 --> 0:56:48.520
<v Speaker 7>that to ten thousand dollars a year, and we thought

0:56:48.560 --> 0:56:51.959
<v Speaker 7>we'd done this amazing thing. And then North Carolina changed

0:56:52.000 --> 0:56:54.920
<v Speaker 7>it again in the early two thousands, two thousands to

0:56:54.960 --> 0:56:57.759
<v Speaker 7>fifty thousand dollars a year with a cap of seven

0:56:57.880 --> 0:57:00.520
<v Speaker 7>hundred and fifty thousand dollars. But they and make it

0:57:00.560 --> 0:57:01.960
<v Speaker 7>retroactive to Ron.

0:57:02.280 --> 0:57:05.680
<v Speaker 3>Well, I never understand that. So Jennifer, tell me about

0:57:05.680 --> 0:57:08.640
<v Speaker 3>the work you've been doing with Healing Justice, because it's

0:57:08.680 --> 0:57:11.760
<v Speaker 3>from what I've read, it seems like an extraordinary mission

0:57:12.440 --> 0:57:14.560
<v Speaker 3>and it looks like it's making a real change.

0:57:15.080 --> 0:57:15.319
<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

0:57:15.400 --> 0:57:18.880
<v Speaker 7>We launched Healing Justice three years ago because I became

0:57:18.920 --> 0:57:22.800
<v Speaker 7>frustrated why we weren't addressing this long term damage done

0:57:22.800 --> 0:57:25.920
<v Speaker 7>to everybody that gets harmed by a wrongful conviction. I

0:57:25.920 --> 0:57:28.720
<v Speaker 7>would listen to crime survivors. I'd listen to family members

0:57:28.720 --> 0:57:31.320
<v Speaker 7>of Exoneries and the ex Hooneries, and I would hear

0:57:31.360 --> 0:57:34.200
<v Speaker 7>the stories about what they had lost. And you keep thinking,

0:57:34.280 --> 0:57:37.240
<v Speaker 7>right that Pennsylvania is going to step up and fix

0:57:37.640 --> 0:57:40.360
<v Speaker 7>the problems they created with ex houneries in Pennsylvania, and

0:57:40.360 --> 0:57:43.480
<v Speaker 7>they weren't doing it. So I launched Healing Justice in

0:57:43.480 --> 0:57:49.280
<v Speaker 7>twenty fifteen. And what we do is really look at

0:57:49.320 --> 0:57:52.200
<v Speaker 7>the total harm done in our wrongful conviction and who

0:57:52.240 --> 0:57:55.560
<v Speaker 7>gets impacted by it, and finding ways that we can

0:57:55.600 --> 0:57:58.960
<v Speaker 7>address that harm in a myriad of ways, but probably

0:57:59.240 --> 0:58:03.120
<v Speaker 7>the cornerstone program we do is we host healing retreats

0:58:03.520 --> 0:58:06.280
<v Speaker 7>four times a year and we bring together about twenty

0:58:06.320 --> 0:58:10.120
<v Speaker 7>five exgneries and their family members and crime survivors for

0:58:10.200 --> 0:58:12.440
<v Speaker 7>a weekend. We pay for all of it, We fly

0:58:12.560 --> 0:58:16.840
<v Speaker 7>them in, and we do healing circles. We have art,

0:58:17.440 --> 0:58:22.200
<v Speaker 7>we address the harm, not the cases. We literally have

0:58:22.320 --> 0:58:26.680
<v Speaker 7>people kind of unfold the grief sitting in a safe

0:58:26.680 --> 0:58:30.160
<v Speaker 7>space with people who get it. Because unless you've traveled

0:58:30.160 --> 0:58:33.640
<v Speaker 7>a road like Ron and I have traveled, you can't

0:58:33.760 --> 0:58:37.000
<v Speaker 7>understand it, and so being in space with people who

0:58:37.160 --> 0:58:40.560
<v Speaker 7>understand it, you don't have to explain why you feel depression,

0:58:40.920 --> 0:58:44.720
<v Speaker 7>why you've had substance abuse issues, why you have family problems,

0:58:45.160 --> 0:58:48.480
<v Speaker 7>like we understand it. So it's really a way of

0:58:48.560 --> 0:58:53.040
<v Speaker 7>looking at the concentric circles of harm when the system fails.

0:58:54.240 --> 0:58:56.520
<v Speaker 7>So the other thing we do is training for police

0:58:56.560 --> 0:59:02.320
<v Speaker 7>and prosecutors about how do we address the aftermath of exonerations.

0:59:02.400 --> 0:59:05.440
<v Speaker 7>You know, we're really we're not an innocence project. We

0:59:05.480 --> 0:59:08.960
<v Speaker 7>really work on the aftermath, bringing folks together after the

0:59:09.000 --> 0:59:11.720
<v Speaker 7>harm's been done. How do we heal from that place?

0:59:12.240 --> 0:59:17.560
<v Speaker 7>I'm using restorative justice principles, using peer support. It's very

0:59:17.640 --> 0:59:20.920
<v Speaker 7>unique and its kind because everything we do is driven

0:59:21.000 --> 0:59:24.240
<v Speaker 7>by those who have lived it. So all of our

0:59:24.360 --> 0:59:27.760
<v Speaker 7>expertise is being given to us by folks that have

0:59:27.840 --> 0:59:29.120
<v Speaker 7>been impacted and harmed.

0:59:29.840 --> 0:59:32.400
<v Speaker 3>And how do people get involved? How do they.

0:59:32.400 --> 0:59:37.560
<v Speaker 7>Support www dot Healing Justice Project dot org. Do we

0:59:37.600 --> 0:59:41.280
<v Speaker 7>really need the financial support to continue kind of expanding

0:59:41.320 --> 0:59:43.800
<v Speaker 7>our work and bringing in more people. You know, we've

0:59:43.800 --> 0:59:48.600
<v Speaker 7>got twenty two hundred wrongful convictions, so we have a

0:59:48.640 --> 0:59:50.840
<v Speaker 7>lot of work ahead of us. We're excited about.

0:59:50.600 --> 0:59:54.320
<v Speaker 3>It all right, So I'm going to give and I'm

0:59:54.320 --> 0:59:56.320
<v Speaker 3>going to ask everybody else to do the same. And

0:59:56.360 --> 1:00:00.280
<v Speaker 3>then we have a tradition here at Wrongful Conviction to

1:00:00.360 --> 1:00:05.160
<v Speaker 3>turn the mic over to you for any closing thoughts. Ron,

1:00:05.200 --> 1:00:08.920
<v Speaker 3>We're going to save you for last, Jennifer, the mic

1:00:09.040 --> 1:00:09.640
<v Speaker 3>is yours.

1:00:09.840 --> 1:00:12.760
<v Speaker 7>I really want people to understand that when a wrongful

1:00:12.760 --> 1:00:16.080
<v Speaker 7>conviction happens, at the center of all of it is

1:00:16.120 --> 1:00:19.040
<v Speaker 7>a perpetrator. And when we don't get it right, we've

1:00:19.160 --> 1:00:22.440
<v Speaker 7>left the perpetrator on the streets to commit further harm,

1:00:22.480 --> 1:00:26.040
<v Speaker 7>something that I refer to as wrongful liberty. And everybody

1:00:26.040 --> 1:00:29.080
<v Speaker 7>needs to care about that. Everybody needs to know that

1:00:29.240 --> 1:00:33.840
<v Speaker 7>when a wrongful conviction happens, the system has failed every

1:00:33.840 --> 1:00:38.200
<v Speaker 7>single person except the perpetrator, and he is the only

1:00:38.240 --> 1:00:39.040
<v Speaker 7>person who wins.

1:00:40.360 --> 1:00:46.640
<v Speaker 6>Rod Well, when someone tells you that they are innocent,

1:00:47.960 --> 1:00:52.240
<v Speaker 6>having an open ear and open eye to reach out

1:00:52.600 --> 1:00:59.120
<v Speaker 6>and touch and love very much, because just putting on

1:00:59.200 --> 1:01:02.720
<v Speaker 6>foot in front of it, you can't walk your way out.

1:01:02.760 --> 1:01:05.040
<v Speaker 6>You have to work your way out. It's easy to

1:01:05.040 --> 1:01:09.960
<v Speaker 6>say it than done. But I've learned my lesson. God,

1:01:10.000 --> 1:01:13.760
<v Speaker 6>I've been there, I know how it is. I keep

1:01:13.800 --> 1:01:16.040
<v Speaker 6>my head to the sky every day because I'm not

1:01:16.120 --> 1:01:19.520
<v Speaker 6>ashamed from where I've been yet not knowing where I'm going.

1:01:20.320 --> 1:01:22.840
<v Speaker 6>I'm on the road that I'm leading in the hands

1:01:22.840 --> 1:01:26.600
<v Speaker 6>of the Good Lord because he knows best, and I

1:01:26.640 --> 1:01:27.840
<v Speaker 6>will not follow the rest.

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