WEBVTT - ORLANDO BROWN - Microwavable Egg Sandwich 0:00:00.520 --> 0:00:04.640 Hey, guys, welcome to another episode of Eating While Broke. 0:00:04.760 --> 0:00:08.840 I'm your host, Colleen Witt, and today we are in Dallas, Texas. 0:00:09.160 --> 0:00:12.400 I'm really excited about our special guest today. We're not 0:00:12.480 --> 0:00:15.680 gonna be doing a stovetop kitchen. We're just gonna be 0:00:15.720 --> 0:00:19.840 talking about what our special guest dish was while he 0:00:19.960 --> 0:00:20.320 was broke. 0:00:20.400 --> 0:00:22.120 Today, my special guest. 0:00:21.920 --> 0:00:26.360 Is the one and only Orlando Brown, and I'm freaking 0:00:26.440 --> 0:00:30.680 hyped to be sitting here next to you, you mutual. 0:00:57.960 --> 0:01:01.480 So Orlando, you have I have seen the top of 0:01:01.520 --> 0:01:03.880 the mountaintops when it comes to success. You've ridden the 0:01:03.920 --> 0:01:06.680 whole roller coaster throughout this whole industry. And that's why 0:01:06.680 --> 0:01:10.319 I wanted to sit down with you. So let's just 0:01:10.360 --> 0:01:12.280 start with what did you used to eat when you 0:01:12.280 --> 0:01:15.280 were broke? And what was that dish? 0:01:15.720 --> 0:01:21.199 And hop raymen with a number two two number two pencils. Okay, 0:01:21.680 --> 0:01:24.520 uh you know, uh, it was more like you know 0:01:24.560 --> 0:01:27.319 what I'm saying, Like my favorite thing was to I 0:01:27.520 --> 0:01:32.039 take like the egg, crack it in the bowl and 0:01:32.080 --> 0:01:34.760 then put it in the microwave, take the egg out, 0:01:35.280 --> 0:01:37.920 take the bread, put some mail on there. After I 0:01:38.000 --> 0:01:39.880 put the mail in there and put the egg on there, 0:01:40.480 --> 0:01:41.880 and then I put a little bit of cheese on 0:01:41.959 --> 0:01:45.000 the thing. You know what I'm saying, billiuston noodles. You 0:01:45.040 --> 0:01:46.679 got the sandwich, the egg sandwich with the. 0:01:46.720 --> 0:01:48.760 Noodles, Okay, perfect? 0:01:49.240 --> 0:01:53.680 And then uh, sorry, I'm trying to get this micros 0:01:54.200 --> 0:01:55.600 You put the egg in the microwave. 0:01:56.040 --> 0:01:58.000 Yeah, that she is tight because I learned that from 0:01:58.040 --> 0:01:59.040 Jamie Fox. You know what I'm saying. 0:01:59.160 --> 0:02:02.040 Jamie, we'd had time on set a lot of the time, 0:02:02.080 --> 0:02:03.760 you know what I mean. So, like what Jamie would 0:02:03.800 --> 0:02:05.560 do is he'll put the egg in the microwave for 0:02:05.600 --> 0:02:08.600 about like maybe thirty five seconds to a minute or 0:02:08.639 --> 0:02:11.080 something like that, and then and then he got an 0:02:11.080 --> 0:02:11.760 egg sandwich. 0:02:12.840 --> 0:02:13.280 Work. 0:02:13.919 --> 0:02:16.000 I didn't even know you could do that till just now. 0:02:16.080 --> 0:02:18.839 So you you you was basically the egg sandwich guy 0:02:18.960 --> 0:02:19.560 pretty much. 0:02:19.680 --> 0:02:21.080 Okay, perfect? Perfect? 0:02:21.160 --> 0:02:23.320 Do you still do the egg in the microwave every 0:02:23.320 --> 0:02:25.040 once in a while or you in a. 0:02:25.000 --> 0:02:27.760 While if I get time to do it, reflect on me, 0:02:27.800 --> 0:02:31.160 and you know how I learned it. I'd be like, yo, man, 0:02:31.200 --> 0:02:32.400 let me give me an egg sandwich. 0:02:32.639 --> 0:02:33.080 I'm saying. 0:02:33.240 --> 0:02:36.960 Okay, Now, what's interesting is that the person that you 0:02:37.040 --> 0:02:39.640 learned about your egg sandwich trick from is Jamie Fox? 0:02:39.880 --> 0:02:39.960 Right? 0:02:40.280 --> 0:02:43.800 So, but you were doing this because now because you're 0:02:43.800 --> 0:02:46.680 broke necessarily at I'm saying when you learned about it, 0:02:46.720 --> 0:02:47.919 what was going on at that time? 0:02:47.960 --> 0:02:51.000 Because Jan Nelson on the Jamie Fox Show, and I 0:02:51.040 --> 0:02:53.400 was learning, you know, I was just learning how to 0:02:53.840 --> 0:02:55.679 you know at that time, Like you know what I'm saying, 0:02:55.760 --> 0:02:59.960 be around people, uh and and you know, I understand 0:03:00.080 --> 0:03:04.200 and what fame was, understand what no money was, and 0:03:05.200 --> 0:03:07.800 understand that my mama was in control a little bit 0:03:07.840 --> 0:03:10.079 at the time, and a whole bunch of shit, you know. 0:03:10.160 --> 0:03:13.480 But the main thing was, you know. 0:03:12.680 --> 0:03:16.040 Knowing that if I was hungry, I could pop motherfucking 0:03:16.040 --> 0:03:19.320 eggs and a bowl in a microwave. 0:03:20.200 --> 0:03:22.120 But how old were you then, though? Like if you 0:03:22.120 --> 0:03:23.120 think about it, though. 0:03:23.240 --> 0:03:25.600 When I did Jamie Fox Show, I was about like 0:03:26.040 --> 0:03:29.360 nine ten years old if not eight. 0:03:30.240 --> 0:03:34.160 Wow. And then you're surrounded by all adults I'm imagining, right. 0:03:34.320 --> 0:03:37.480 Yeah, surrounded by nothing but adults who think that, you know, 0:03:37.520 --> 0:03:40.600 you're adorable and all of this until actually somebody says 0:03:40.680 --> 0:03:45.800 action and then from there, you know, everybody's lines and 0:03:46.720 --> 0:03:52.440 things of that nature and then your growth starts growing mentally, 0:03:52.920 --> 0:03:56.760 you know, and artistically, because you know, you just around 0:03:56.760 --> 0:03:57.840 nothing but great people. 0:03:59.000 --> 0:03:59.840 Wow. Wow. 0:04:00.240 --> 0:04:02.440 And then as a kid, though, how much pressure are 0:04:02.440 --> 0:04:04.360 you feeling? Like, are you feeling pressure from your mom? 0:04:04.400 --> 0:04:07.000 Behind the scenes, the actors, like the cameras. 0:04:07.360 --> 0:04:09.840 It wasn't no pressure at all. It was it was 0:04:09.960 --> 0:04:12.640 always fun. I didn't know what was going on. It 0:04:12.760 --> 0:04:15.120 was always fun. That's why I'm still doing it, because 0:04:15.160 --> 0:04:18.400 it's still fun. When things don't become fun anymore, that's 0:04:18.400 --> 0:04:19.880 when you stopped doing them. 0:04:20.200 --> 0:04:23.000 There was a period though, where you stopped for or 0:04:23.080 --> 0:04:23.719 you paused. 0:04:23.960 --> 0:04:26.240 Well, yeah, I had to pause because it wasn't nobody 0:04:26.240 --> 0:04:30.560 trying to hire a nigga. You know, you hot one 0:04:30.600 --> 0:04:32.839 second in this industry, then you not one second. But 0:04:32.880 --> 0:04:35.920 then you go through this spell of actually, just there's 0:04:36.000 --> 0:04:38.520 nothing for you as an artist, and there's nothing for 0:04:38.560 --> 0:04:41.160 you as you know, the person you are in the game. 0:04:41.240 --> 0:04:43.279 It's just nothing for you right now. And that does 0:04:43.360 --> 0:04:46.320 happen to people, you know, and then they they you know, 0:04:46.360 --> 0:04:47.760 they don't know how to handle it. A lot of 0:04:47.760 --> 0:04:49.320 people don't know how to come back from it, and 0:04:49.360 --> 0:04:51.200 a lot of people get confused. A lot of people 0:04:51.240 --> 0:04:52.560 don't know how to write their own shows. A lot 0:04:52.600 --> 0:04:54.680 of people don't know, you know, what's gonna happen after 0:04:54.839 --> 0:04:56.720 something like that ends. You know, this is the biggest 0:04:56.720 --> 0:04:59.280 thing they ever ever happened, that they ever had happen 0:04:59.320 --> 0:05:01.839 in their life, and the ends within like the first 0:05:02.000 --> 0:05:03.680 year or whatever the case may be. 0:05:03.960 --> 0:05:05.159 It's a problem. You know. 0:05:06.560 --> 0:05:09.000 My main thing is I just put myself in position 0:05:09.400 --> 0:05:12.359 to understand that. You know, a lot of things, a 0:05:12.400 --> 0:05:14.480 lot of things happen for a reason, but a lot 0:05:14.560 --> 0:05:19.039 of things don't happen for your season. Everything's not about us. 0:05:19.720 --> 0:05:22.719 Everything's not about us. And that's the problem. Like people 0:05:22.760 --> 0:05:25.880 really think that it's all about us. It's not all 0:05:25.920 --> 0:05:29.720 about us. It's about the people that put us in 0:05:29.800 --> 0:05:32.680 position to be who we are. And the best that 0:05:32.720 --> 0:05:35.719 you could do is all you can do. You can't 0:05:35.800 --> 0:05:38.039 just force the best, or you can't just force greatness. 0:05:38.080 --> 0:05:42.359 You can't just force see the thing about greatness and 0:05:42.400 --> 0:05:45.640 words of these nature, you know, it's like it's like 0:05:45.800 --> 0:05:48.880 it's like I don't think that some people understand what 0:05:49.000 --> 0:05:58.560 that word means, like great, you know, broke, uh, indignant, ignorant, stupid, 0:05:58.800 --> 0:06:05.479 you know, pedophile, certain things that you know certain things 0:06:05.480 --> 0:06:08.320 in this industry, certain people, do you know, it causes 0:06:08.360 --> 0:06:12.520 you to pull back from a lot of shit and 0:06:12.560 --> 0:06:15.920 it has nothing to do with you as a person 0:06:15.960 --> 0:06:18.880 per se. You just got to know, like it's everything 0:06:18.920 --> 0:06:21.760 ain't for you, everything's not your battle, and everything's not 0:06:21.839 --> 0:06:24.320 about us. You know, you come in, you play your role, 0:06:24.360 --> 0:06:25.719 you do what you're supposed to do, You go to 0:06:25.760 --> 0:06:27.480 fuck ho me feeds your family period. 0:06:28.120 --> 0:06:28.480 Yeah. 0:06:29.320 --> 0:06:33.760 Yeah, I'm just now actually starting to learn that what 0:06:33.920 --> 0:06:35.880 you just said, Like I'm starting to learn like, hey, 0:06:35.920 --> 0:06:39.240 the world isn't just about me and just like I'm 0:06:39.279 --> 0:06:43.240 playing my role within this game. Do you feel like 0:06:43.320 --> 0:06:46.760 the industry when you say it's like mainly for their people. 0:06:46.760 --> 0:06:49.839 Do you feel to some degree like talent can be 0:06:49.880 --> 0:06:50.760 considered a pawn? 0:06:51.560 --> 0:06:55.000 I feel like talent is talent is more than a pawn. 0:06:55.960 --> 0:06:56.400 It's like. 0:06:58.680 --> 0:07:00.880 You can have talent, but you if you got no brains, 0:07:00.880 --> 0:07:02.240 what the fuck you're gonna do with the talent? 0:07:02.839 --> 0:07:03.000 Oh? 0:07:03.040 --> 0:07:05.599 When I say talent, I mean like in the case 0:07:05.640 --> 0:07:11.040 of like actor, actress, uh, model, like whoever's in front 0:07:11.040 --> 0:07:13.320 of the camera. Do you feel like, because at the 0:07:13.440 --> 0:07:15.840 end of the day, you guys, talent at the end 0:07:15.880 --> 0:07:18.280 of the day carries the most pressure, right because look, 0:07:18.320 --> 0:07:20.880 say you become famous, or you become a Rocks or 0:07:20.960 --> 0:07:23.800 you hit the Michael Jackson level of iconism, right, and 0:07:23.840 --> 0:07:26.080 then all of a sudden, the people say, you know what, 0:07:26.280 --> 0:07:28.360 we don't have a position for you to play right now, 0:07:28.400 --> 0:07:30.640 We're gonna put you off to the side. You're the 0:07:30.720 --> 0:07:33.000 face the whole world has seen you under one light. 0:07:33.080 --> 0:07:37.800 It's so hard to transition your identity after that, right, No, it's. 0:07:37.640 --> 0:07:39.280 Not hard to transition your soul. 0:07:39.640 --> 0:07:42.040 It's not hard to transition what you do because you 0:07:42.080 --> 0:07:43.120 love it. 0:07:42.320 --> 0:07:44.880 It's because you do it because you love it. 0:07:46.080 --> 0:07:48.679 Okay, but even so, at that point. 0:07:48.640 --> 0:07:49.760 I work at McDonald's. 0:07:49.760 --> 0:07:51.040 Not to cut you off, but if I work at 0:07:51.080 --> 0:07:54.000 McDonald's and i'm selling burgers, I'm selling fucking burgers. 0:07:54.040 --> 0:07:55.440 I'm not gonna get you one free all the time 0:07:55.440 --> 0:07:56.320 because i'm your friend. 0:07:56.560 --> 0:07:56.960 Yeah. 0:07:57.120 --> 0:08:00.800 Yeah, when the burgers stop is because we're closed. Yeah, 0:08:00.880 --> 0:08:03.280 I'm still coming to work back in the morning. Yeah, 0:08:03.640 --> 0:08:06.160 well in the afternoon whatever my shift lets me, I 0:08:06.200 --> 0:08:07.720 gotta come back and do my shift. 0:08:07.880 --> 0:08:09.320 Okay, that's what this shit is. 0:08:09.880 --> 0:08:11.680 Yeah, yeah, I get it. 0:08:11.720 --> 0:08:13.800 You know what I'm saying like you can't, you can't 0:08:13.840 --> 0:08:16.360 make no burgers after we closed. 0:08:18.120 --> 0:08:20.240 Facts, you know, you're fired if you're. 0:08:20.080 --> 0:08:22.080 In there after you Yeah, because you're not the manager, 0:08:22.520 --> 0:08:24.760 you're not the owner, none of that shit. So why 0:08:24.800 --> 0:08:26.920 the fuck are you in my establishment? If I'm If 0:08:26.960 --> 0:08:29.040 I'm the manager and then I have a worker that's 0:08:29.040 --> 0:08:30.880 in here after hours, why the fuck. 0:08:30.720 --> 0:08:31.400 Are you in here? 0:08:31.680 --> 0:08:34.480 You're fired? Yeah, what are you doing? You're making us 0:08:34.520 --> 0:08:38.720 look stupid. Yes, yes, it's a big ass corporation. Yes, 0:08:38.840 --> 0:08:42.280 but that's just McDonald's. I'm still me, Yeah, yeah, I 0:08:42.360 --> 0:08:45.280 still gotta work. I gotta go in to work for 0:08:45.360 --> 0:08:47.600 these people. Yeah, they're commercial, that's huge a shit. But 0:08:47.640 --> 0:08:50.000 just because you know, we got commercials and all this shit, 0:08:50.320 --> 0:08:52.600 don't fucking come look for me to give you a 0:08:52.640 --> 0:08:53.920 fucking free burger all the time. 0:08:54.760 --> 0:08:55.240 Yeah. 0:08:55.440 --> 0:08:58.880 So in the case for you, how long was your 0:08:58.920 --> 0:09:02.079 off season? Like after so the last thing you take 0:09:02.200 --> 0:09:04.600 there was a gap? So how long was that gap 0:09:04.640 --> 0:09:04.880 for you? 0:09:05.200 --> 0:09:07.680 There was a three year gap, there was a six 0:09:07.800 --> 0:09:08.480 year gap. 0:09:08.960 --> 0:09:10.960 There was you know, because every time you do something 0:09:10.960 --> 0:09:13.320 on a camera, it lasts longer than what you expect. 0:09:13.360 --> 0:09:15.720 So people could be thinking you hot right now, but 0:09:15.840 --> 0:09:19.000 your shit ain't even know yet. Yeah, it's just it's 0:09:19.040 --> 0:09:20.560 just because you was in the process. They've seen you 0:09:20.600 --> 0:09:22.040 work and it may be coming, but it may never 0:09:22.080 --> 0:09:26.319 even get to their eyes. Yeah, it's your ego. Everything 0:09:26.400 --> 0:09:30.439 is fucking ego. It's just ego. Ego, ego, egotistical. Motherfuckers 0:09:30.559 --> 0:09:31.719 just want to be egotistical. 0:09:31.760 --> 0:09:34.079 I gotta have this. I gotta have that. I want this. 0:09:34.200 --> 0:09:35.960 I want the biggest stat I gotta have that. I 0:09:35.960 --> 0:09:38.280 gotta have this. Or I want to be Michael Jackson. 0:09:38.280 --> 0:09:40.800 I want to be Jada. I want to be Bill Cosby. 0:09:40.880 --> 0:09:41.959 I want to be Small. 0:09:42.040 --> 0:09:44.360 I want to be Or I want to be It's 0:09:44.360 --> 0:09:47.080 so much shit going on in people's heads when they 0:09:47.080 --> 0:09:52.239 see people that they deem success for, and it's tiresome. 0:09:52.840 --> 0:09:54.040 It's fucking tiresome. 0:09:54.120 --> 0:09:56.680 Like people really get beat the shit out of them, 0:09:56.840 --> 0:09:58.760 like they like you get beat the shut out of 0:09:58.800 --> 0:10:01.280 because you want to know why it doesn't make sense, 0:10:01.400 --> 0:10:04.000 like like you get So that's why I love this 0:10:04.080 --> 0:10:06.640 bad boys shit. It's bad boys shit. It put me 0:10:06.679 --> 0:10:08.920 on a whole other level of you know what. I 0:10:09.000 --> 0:10:10.880 just feel like I should just break some shit because 0:10:10.960 --> 0:10:11.600 I feel like it. 0:10:13.440 --> 0:10:14.040 I just don't. 0:10:14.080 --> 0:10:17.319 No, no, I deserve that because you don't know why. 0:10:17.440 --> 0:10:24.200 These people are fucking nuts. They're in fucking sane. They're insane. 0:10:24.320 --> 0:10:26.400 These people, the things that they think, of the things 0:10:26.440 --> 0:10:30.240 that they do. They're not artists. They don't bring any date. 0:10:30.320 --> 0:10:33.080 They have no contribution to our world. They're not doing 0:10:33.120 --> 0:10:36.400 anything for our children. They're not doing something for our futures. 0:10:36.480 --> 0:10:40.280 They're not doing shit. They ain't doing a motherfucking thing. 0:10:40.640 --> 0:10:41.760 And they they want to sit here and act like 0:10:41.760 --> 0:10:44.079 they're gonna get all this and all that and all this. No, no, nigga, 0:10:44.080 --> 0:10:45.040 we're tired of your music. 0:10:45.240 --> 0:10:48.160 We're tired of hearing your bullshit. Fucking this that. We're 0:10:48.200 --> 0:10:49.000 tired of all that shit. 0:10:49.120 --> 0:10:52.480 Nigga, come with it, come fucking with it, or nigga, 0:10:52.480 --> 0:10:55.360 it's on bad boys shit like it's on. 0:10:56.240 --> 0:10:58.319 So you're saying you like bad boys because the transparency 0:10:58.320 --> 0:11:02.239 of being able to be real, yes, and not be fake. 0:11:02.160 --> 0:11:06.719 And not be fake at all. Okay, Yeah, so they 0:11:06.920 --> 0:11:08.000 like have a problem. 0:11:08.040 --> 0:11:08.680 It's a difference. 0:11:08.880 --> 0:11:11.280 It's the difference between a person that realized that they 0:11:11.360 --> 0:11:15.720 was doing something and are you out in trouble like damn, 0:11:16.160 --> 0:11:18.560 But then when they realize what you're doing is actually 0:11:18.600 --> 0:11:22.360 helping him out. And you gotta jailing and all of 0:11:22.400 --> 0:11:23.720 this and all of this and all of you and 0:11:23.760 --> 0:11:26.880 this and this. You know, it's like he's. 0:11:26.280 --> 0:11:31.040 Crazy, he's he's fucking insane. But why is why Am 0:11:31.040 --> 0:11:31.480 I right? 0:11:31.679 --> 0:11:32.600 Because it's the truth? 0:11:32.760 --> 0:11:33.400 Okay? Cool? 0:11:33.520 --> 0:11:35.120 So if you're fighting for that, then that's what we 0:11:35.240 --> 0:11:37.199 stand on because a lot of people that they want 0:11:37.240 --> 0:11:38.880 to be able to tell the truth, but they can't 0:11:38.920 --> 0:11:42.199 see with my eyes. They can't see with your eyes, 0:11:42.240 --> 0:11:44.840 they can't see with your producer's eyes, they can't see 0:11:44.840 --> 0:11:47.120 what your assistants are, they can't see like how you 0:11:47.160 --> 0:11:49.600 see it, how you see it. It's not gonna be 0:11:49.640 --> 0:11:51.280 the way everybody else sees it, sweetie. 0:11:51.360 --> 0:11:53.480 It's just not. And that's what we have to get 0:11:53.520 --> 0:11:53.800 used to. 0:11:54.160 --> 0:11:56.160 We gotta get used to knowing and it ain't gonna 0:11:56.200 --> 0:11:58.000 be our motherfucking way because it's not about me. 0:11:58.400 --> 0:12:00.520 It's about the motherfuckers around me that want what I got. 0:12:01.360 --> 0:12:04.160 Yeah, what advice would you give to like listeners that 0:12:04.200 --> 0:12:07.880 are listening that are aspiring to be to be kind 0:12:07.880 --> 0:12:09.480 of like feed the ego at the at the end 0:12:09.480 --> 0:12:10.840 of the day, I guess the way you put it, 0:12:10.880 --> 0:12:12.880 like trying to be a Jlo, trying to be an Orlando, 0:12:12.960 --> 0:12:15.240 Like what advice would you give them being the person 0:12:15.280 --> 0:12:17.679 that's sitting in your seat, Like is it as glamorous 0:12:17.840 --> 0:12:21.640 as they think it is? Or like what advice would 0:12:21.679 --> 0:12:22.360 you really give them? 0:12:22.440 --> 0:12:26.080 Like if as want to ask Orlando Brown, because I 0:12:26.240 --> 0:12:28.720 never fucking know what Jlo eats at. 0:12:28.679 --> 0:12:31.640 Nighttime, But I'm saying, Okay, I want to be Orlando Brown, 0:12:32.120 --> 0:12:33.440 what would what advice would you give? 0:12:33.520 --> 0:12:36.320 Likeency, you can never be Orlando Brown, But what you 0:12:36.360 --> 0:12:38.440 can do is you can figure out how to be 0:12:38.720 --> 0:12:41.400 the next Orlando Brown or the next this or the 0:12:41.440 --> 0:12:43.679 next that, the next Will Smith, the next Chris Rock 0:12:43.720 --> 0:12:45.679 the next day. Yo, everybody got a bag. I don't 0:12:45.720 --> 0:12:47.640 understand why niggas is mad and everybody want to be 0:12:47.679 --> 0:12:49.720 the man. But they motherfucking you know what I'm saying, 0:12:49.720 --> 0:12:50.400 They got half. 0:12:50.240 --> 0:12:50.680 Of a dick. 0:12:51.120 --> 0:12:53.439 But you also just said that the ego is also 0:12:53.480 --> 0:12:56.440 the problem, right yeah, And so I'm saying if you 0:12:56.600 --> 0:12:58.920 know that, say say I'm your little sister. I come 0:12:58.960 --> 0:13:00.240 to you and I'm like, yo, I want to be 0:13:00.240 --> 0:13:04.120 the next superstar. But you know, ego and success aren't 0:13:04.400 --> 0:13:07.120 ego and success are two different things. And success isn't 0:13:07.320 --> 0:13:10.240 that from what you're saying. Success isn't even as great 0:13:10.280 --> 0:13:12.200 as we all perceive it to be. 0:13:12.559 --> 0:13:13.920 So I want you to break it down to me. 0:13:13.920 --> 0:13:16.800 It's like supposed to be your job. You get you 0:13:16.840 --> 0:13:21.760 get famous for doing your job because because you have 0:13:21.800 --> 0:13:25.080 a production and all this shit, they're doing their job. 0:13:25.200 --> 0:13:27.840 Everybody's doing their job the way the world knows you. 0:13:28.200 --> 0:13:33.000 It's not you. It's never by yourself. You can do 0:13:33.080 --> 0:13:33.920 it by yourself. 0:13:34.200 --> 0:13:37.400 If you want to think that, be delusional because even 0:13:37.440 --> 0:13:39.120 when you think you by yourself, as somebody on the 0:13:39.160 --> 0:13:42.160 other side, like yo, let that fly for him. 0:13:42.520 --> 0:13:45.559 I love that for her. I love that for him, 0:13:45.880 --> 0:13:46.640 I love that for her. 0:13:46.880 --> 0:13:50.280 That right, it's somebody on the other side that's like yo, 0:13:50.400 --> 0:13:54.120 run at. It's never us. And that's the problem. People 0:13:54.160 --> 0:13:57.040 want to see us win, but we fuck ourselves up 0:13:57.080 --> 0:14:00.400 with the ego. People want to see us wineple want 0:14:00.440 --> 0:14:02.760 to see us love. People want to see us with 0:14:02.920 --> 0:14:05.719 our people significant this and that, and they want to 0:14:05.760 --> 0:14:08.840 see us with our co stars. And don't nobody want 0:14:08.880 --> 0:14:11.720 to work no more. Ain't nobody about the bag no more. 0:14:11.920 --> 0:14:16.920 Everybody's about ego. Everybody want to be a fucking migo. 0:14:17.080 --> 0:14:19.400 Everybody want to be Michael. Everybody want to be j 0:14:19.560 --> 0:14:23.040 Low everybody. Everybody want to be Adam Sandler, everybody want 0:14:23.080 --> 0:14:25.840 to be Eddie Murphy, everybody. I'm tired of the same 0:14:26.000 --> 0:14:29.400 fucking names. And why am I sticking out like a 0:14:29.400 --> 0:14:31.080 short thumb, Because I don't give a fuck. 0:14:31.480 --> 0:14:33.560 I think you stick out because you speak the truth. 0:14:33.840 --> 0:14:38.280 Yeah, yuh, you know you are the most I've met you. 0:14:38.640 --> 0:14:40.640 I met you years ago when I first moved to 0:14:41.160 --> 0:14:43.840 LA and you must have been like twelve or fourteen. 0:14:43.880 --> 0:14:46.280 I was in a community college. I met you. You could 0:14:46.280 --> 0:14:49.520 play every instrument. We all thought you were like eighteen 0:14:49.600 --> 0:14:52.040 or nineteen the way you spoke, and I remember bringing 0:14:52.040 --> 0:14:55.560 you home to my family and you played every instrument 0:14:55.640 --> 0:14:57.680 in their house, and everybody was like, what the fuck 0:14:57.800 --> 0:14:59.840 was that? And then we found out that you were 0:14:59.880 --> 0:15:03.200 like twelve or fourteen, like kicking it into college, and 0:15:03.280 --> 0:15:05.680 all I could think is like, this guy is brilliant. 0:15:05.760 --> 0:15:08.240 Then I see your music talent, and I just see 0:15:08.240 --> 0:15:11.200 how raw you are, and I fucking genuinely am like, yo, 0:15:11.280 --> 0:15:14.200 there's truth there. And I know executives that know of 0:15:14.200 --> 0:15:17.080 you and are like, what is the story because you 0:15:17.200 --> 0:15:20.320 have a guy that is when the truth is in you, 0:15:20.720 --> 0:15:23.360 it's a light. Whether it doesn't matter what antics go 0:15:23.440 --> 0:15:25.960 on around you. If the light is in you, people 0:15:26.040 --> 0:15:28.640 recognize it. And that's why people want to see I 0:15:28.640 --> 0:15:31.080 feel like people with the truth in them, everybody kind 0:15:31.080 --> 0:15:32.680 of is like rooting for you, like I want to 0:15:32.680 --> 0:15:35.800 see this nigga win. So when I got the phone 0:15:35.800 --> 0:15:38.320 call to even sit down with you, I fucking packed 0:15:38.360 --> 0:15:39.600 up my childer came here. 0:15:40.240 --> 0:15:41.800 I was like, cause I want to see this. I 0:15:41.840 --> 0:15:42.600 want to see you win. 0:15:42.680 --> 0:15:44.760 But I love the truth and the truth is so 0:15:44.960 --> 0:15:47.200 in you that and that's why it comes out in 0:15:47.240 --> 0:15:49.520 your music. Every time you open your mouth, even just 0:15:49.520 --> 0:15:52.760 sitting here in ten minutes, it's like the truth is 0:15:52.760 --> 0:15:54.480 there and it's fucking beautiful. 0:15:54.760 --> 0:15:57.120 Oh thank you, thank you. 0:15:57.120 --> 0:16:01.640 You know, the atmosphere of life is the beauty inside 0:16:01.640 --> 0:16:05.640 of life. The atmosphere is just the canvas, and there 0:16:05.680 --> 0:16:08.880 are words, that's the paint, right, and then so you 0:16:08.960 --> 0:16:11.080 throw certain things out and then maybe it's not gonna 0:16:11.080 --> 0:16:13.240 work for certain people, but what works for people is 0:16:13.720 --> 0:16:17.800 knowing that it's okay to be themselves, making it okay 0:16:17.840 --> 0:16:20.080 for someone to be themselves and making it okay for 0:16:20.440 --> 0:16:23.760 people that haven't had a platform to make make make 0:16:23.840 --> 0:16:26.760 make a platform for themselves, make uh, you know, make 0:16:27.400 --> 0:16:31.600 make more money, make money, and then give opportunity to 0:16:31.680 --> 0:16:35.760 those like that actually never had an opportunity to do shit, 0:16:36.480 --> 0:16:36.640 you know. 0:16:36.640 --> 0:16:38.720 What I'm saying. And then that's where you come in. 0:16:39.040 --> 0:16:44.120 It's like, your gift is a blessing to certain people 0:16:44.160 --> 0:16:46.640 based off of what they can get from you because 0:16:46.640 --> 0:16:49.520 they want to be in your mind, is what we're 0:16:49.520 --> 0:16:50.240 doing is great? 0:16:50.320 --> 0:16:52.120 Yeah, all right, but they don't have your. 0:16:52.040 --> 0:16:54.920 Passion, right, So so you sit down with certain people 0:16:54.960 --> 0:16:57.560 and they don't have the same passion as what It's like, Yo, 0:16:57.920 --> 0:17:02.000 it's none of their fucking business. No, nobody's business. It's 0:17:02.000 --> 0:17:05.720 nobody's business what God has for you. It's nobody's business 0:17:05.920 --> 0:17:07.919 with you while you're your light shines by it to. 0:17:07.920 --> 0:17:10.480 The next person. It's nobody's fucking business. 0:17:10.760 --> 0:17:13.159 Don't ask me about why God put this on me, 0:17:13.560 --> 0:17:14.640 But don't ask why. 0:17:14.720 --> 0:17:17.080 Don't ask her why God put that on her. Don't 0:17:17.240 --> 0:17:17.600 don't know. 0:17:17.800 --> 0:17:21.400 We we we we are shining. We're a light because 0:17:21.760 --> 0:17:23.040 we're tired of your bullshit. 0:17:23.920 --> 0:17:25.359 Yeah, we can see it. 0:17:25.400 --> 0:17:27.639 We see right through it. She can see right through it. 0:17:27.640 --> 0:17:29.280 I can see right through it. Everybody can see right 0:17:29.320 --> 0:17:32.879 through your bullshit, everybody. So when you think about it, 0:17:32.880 --> 0:17:35.880 it's like, Okay, we want to see something different as 0:17:35.880 --> 0:17:38.720 a nation. You know, we want to we want to 0:17:38.720 --> 0:17:43.040 see everybody progress. We want to see everybody actually excel. Okay, 0:17:43.160 --> 0:17:46.919 what about being beyond the realm of human comprehension. You know, 0:17:47.160 --> 0:17:49.359 that's the best thing that we could do at this point, 0:17:49.400 --> 0:17:52.240 because no one knows what they're really trying to do. 0:17:52.600 --> 0:17:54.439 But if we're the day, then that means we're the 0:17:54.440 --> 0:17:55.080 Who's Who's. 0:17:56.320 --> 0:17:57.719 Oh yeah, I see. 0:17:57.920 --> 0:18:01.000 How can I lose when we're the Who's Who's? 0:18:03.320 --> 0:18:07.359 That's some deed that's dead though. So one of the 0:18:07.440 --> 0:18:09.120 questions I was asking. 0:18:09.080 --> 0:18:12.560 This shottle baby. 0:18:12.119 --> 0:18:15.360 Oh is that lyric? I'm I'm sorry, I am still 0:18:15.400 --> 0:18:17.879 old school. I only listen to like jay Z and Drake. 0:18:18.040 --> 0:18:22.240 I refuse to pick up new talent. Wow, I'm all 0:18:22.280 --> 0:18:26.800 old school. I'm also old school, but I'm school. 0:18:26.840 --> 0:18:29.320 But I love it. I love that little little baby 0:18:29.359 --> 0:18:33.200 line where he said, how can I lose? Who's who? 0:18:33.560 --> 0:18:35.080 I thought you just came over. Well, I may have 0:18:35.119 --> 0:18:36.440 to listen to the baby baby. 0:18:36.240 --> 0:18:37.720 Little baby baby. 0:18:37.840 --> 0:18:45.680 Yeah yeah, if if that's one of his lyrics. 0:18:43.040 --> 0:18:45.280 Really I'm playing he's serious as so. 0:18:45.440 --> 0:18:48.880 Yeah, you know, like, uh, you know these people out 0:18:48.880 --> 0:18:50.280 here they're thinking, you know, you know what I'm saying, 0:18:50.320 --> 0:18:52.760 it's just like shooting and beating up and this is that. 0:18:52.800 --> 0:18:54.720 It's not that you know, it's the glory of God. 0:18:54.800 --> 0:18:57.840 It's the the containment of your soul. It's the containment 0:18:57.880 --> 0:19:01.080 of your spirits. It's the light in your eyes, you know. Uh, 0:19:01.240 --> 0:19:03.600 the spirit that that that shines through when you walk 0:19:03.600 --> 0:19:05.919 in the room. It's it's who are you making happy? 0:19:05.960 --> 0:19:08.520 When you talk to him? You know, It's it's uh, 0:19:08.800 --> 0:19:11.120 it's when you hug somebody, can they feel the warmth? 0:19:11.200 --> 0:19:12.840 You know what I'm saying, like, it's your heart still 0:19:12.840 --> 0:19:13.600 beating type ship? 0:19:13.840 --> 0:19:16.200 Yeah, yeah, you know what I'm saying. 0:19:29.640 --> 0:19:31.480 You know what I'm saying, like, is your heart still 0:19:31.520 --> 0:19:32.480 beating when I hug you? 0:19:32.560 --> 0:19:35.200 Because it could be a hug, right, And he was like, yeah, yeah, 0:19:35.200 --> 0:19:39.840 but it could be a hug Like oh my, you. 0:19:39.800 --> 0:19:41.440 Know what I'm saying. You know what I mean, it's 0:19:41.520 --> 0:19:45.159 two different ways to hug. I don't trust these niggas. 0:19:45.480 --> 0:19:48.000 Yeah, yeah, I see yeah, yeah, I. 0:19:47.960 --> 0:19:50.680 Don't trust these niggas. And that's what I'm talking about. 0:19:50.800 --> 0:19:54.480 We like on the whole other ship. Like when where 0:19:54.760 --> 0:19:58.080 when Rasby told me, Hey, Orlando Brown, I gotta play 0:20:00.040 --> 0:20:02.840 how to play for you? How to play for you? Well, 0:20:02.720 --> 0:20:04.760 I gotta play for you, you know. You know what 0:20:04.800 --> 0:20:06.520 I'm saying. Yeah, So we're gonna go over here. 0:20:06.640 --> 0:20:07.120 You know what I mean. 0:20:07.160 --> 0:20:10.399 And what we're gonna do is I got motherfucking yeah sister. 0:20:10.600 --> 0:20:12.200 Uh and then when she do it, you know what 0:20:12.200 --> 0:20:13.800 I'm saying, she only I got to pray it right, 0:20:13.960 --> 0:20:14.800 So look check this out. 0:20:14.840 --> 0:20:16.040 Then all right, you got it. 0:20:16.560 --> 0:20:26.320 I'll be I met you downstairs, r let Brow and exactly. 0:20:26.800 --> 0:20:29.040 So it's like, you know, you put things in position 0:20:29.600 --> 0:20:33.200 to know that, you know, Like I was like, oh wow, 0:20:34.040 --> 0:20:38.639 this is something great. Rasby put this together. My sister's involved. 0:20:39.040 --> 0:20:41.000 I'm like, all right, we're good, bro. You know what 0:20:41.040 --> 0:20:42.840 I'm saying. It's just certain people that call you a 0:20:42.960 --> 0:20:45.040 Rasby called me about certain things. 0:20:45.080 --> 0:20:45.280 You know. 0:20:45.760 --> 0:20:47.760 I gotta go because it's you know, not not not 0:20:47.800 --> 0:20:49.960 only is it Rasby, but I gotta go because that's 0:20:50.000 --> 0:20:53.280 my my older brother, that's my brother. So I look 0:20:53.320 --> 0:20:55.399 at it as an honor and a blessing to be 0:20:55.440 --> 0:20:58.320 able to to make my brother look good and then 0:20:58.359 --> 0:21:01.760 also we can we can also make everybody else look 0:21:01.800 --> 0:21:03.560 good at the same time in the process. You know, 0:21:04.600 --> 0:21:08.240 I enjoyed watching you with UH with Neo was it Neil? 0:21:08.520 --> 0:21:11.600 I enjoyed that it was cool. 0:21:13.160 --> 0:21:14.640 Neil's a great storyteller. 0:21:14.720 --> 0:21:15.359 That was tight. 0:21:15.520 --> 0:21:18.320 I enjoyed that ship because I ain't seen Neo in 0:21:18.359 --> 0:21:20.600 a long time. And then I heard all about you 0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:22.280 and I was like, Okay, well let. 0:21:22.119 --> 0:21:25.840 Me see the show. I see you with Neo. I 0:21:25.880 --> 0:21:28.720 was like, yeah, we own we're doing this shit. 0:21:28.920 --> 0:21:31.320 Yeah, thank you, thank you because you're doing your thing. 0:21:31.440 --> 0:21:33.359 You know what I'm saying, Yeah, because you're doing your things. 0:21:33.960 --> 0:21:37.280 So I have a question, how how do you handle 0:21:37.320 --> 0:21:39.600 your off seasons? And I'm when I say off seasons 0:21:39.680 --> 0:21:41.240 like seasons where you're not working. 0:21:42.520 --> 0:21:46.439 My off seasons are filled with the Holy Spirit and 0:21:46.520 --> 0:21:47.040 nothing but. 0:21:48.680 --> 0:21:52.800 Ooh, nothing but the Word of God. Nothing but the 0:21:52.800 --> 0:21:53.359 Word of God. 0:21:53.480 --> 0:21:57.920 Nobody wants to read the Bible, nobody wants everybody, nobody talk, 0:21:58.200 --> 0:21:59.000 nobody wants. 0:21:58.840 --> 0:22:00.440 To nobody want they want to read. You know what 0:22:00.480 --> 0:22:00.840 I'm saying. 0:22:00.840 --> 0:22:03.000 The instructions to the universal remote, but they will, you know, 0:22:03.080 --> 0:22:04.920 work the TV, but they don't want to work their life. 0:22:05.160 --> 0:22:07.000 And then when you pick up the Bible and it's 0:22:07.000 --> 0:22:09.320 happening right now and it's scared your ass, you want 0:22:09.359 --> 0:22:11.200 to put the Bible down. You want to stop reading. 0:22:11.200 --> 0:22:12.920 You want to stop reading God's word. You want to 0:22:12.920 --> 0:22:15.080 stop reading God's word because why it's scaring your ass. 0:22:15.400 --> 0:22:18.040 It's real, it's happening right now. And a lot of 0:22:18.080 --> 0:22:19.120 people don't. They don't like it. 0:22:19.200 --> 0:22:21.160 They hate it because they're not a part of it. 0:22:21.600 --> 0:22:23.040 They don't know what the fuck's going on because they're 0:22:23.040 --> 0:22:23.560 not reading their word. 0:22:23.560 --> 0:22:26.359 They're not reading the Word, and it's literally going on 0:22:26.760 --> 0:22:30.520 right now. It's going on right now when you pick 0:22:30.560 --> 0:22:30.920 it up. 0:22:31.080 --> 0:22:33.760 When you read the Word, it talks about the flesh 0:22:33.880 --> 0:22:37.320 and the spirit, and they they're not in agreement. How 0:22:37.359 --> 0:22:40.639 do you when you're reading the Word? Like, what do 0:22:40.680 --> 0:22:42.960 you feel when you constantly see that the flesh and 0:22:43.000 --> 0:22:44.720 the spirit are constantly in battle? 0:22:44.920 --> 0:22:47.680 It has nothing to do with the flesh fighting and 0:22:47.720 --> 0:22:49.800 all this shit. It has everything to. 0:22:49.800 --> 0:22:58.440 Do with you reading the word. Everybody's being difficult. How 0:22:58.800 --> 0:23:00.199 just pick it up? So? 0:23:00.240 --> 0:23:02.320 But are you only picking it up when you're off season, 0:23:02.400 --> 0:23:05.560 or you pick it up. How often do you read 0:23:05.560 --> 0:23:07.560 your Bible every day? 0:23:08.640 --> 0:23:15.280 I don't play every day. I need it every day. 0:23:16.080 --> 0:23:20.480 I need it every day. I can't do it without 0:23:20.520 --> 0:23:26.720 my Bible. It ain't gonna happen. I tell them, I 0:23:26.840 --> 0:23:27.439 get locked up. 0:23:27.480 --> 0:23:30.359 I look at him. Give me my fucking Bible and 0:23:30.440 --> 0:23:34.840 a sweater. Bitch is cold. I don't want no food. 0:23:34.880 --> 0:23:37.000 I don't want none of that shit. Give me my bible. 0:23:37.640 --> 0:23:42.320 Give me my bible. Give me my fucking Bible. 0:23:43.520 --> 0:23:46.880 Before I start spaccing, Like yeah, I need it every day. 0:23:46.920 --> 0:23:49.080 I search for them every day. I see this every day. 0:23:49.119 --> 0:23:52.080 This ain't no game. It s ain't no game. With 0:23:52.240 --> 0:23:54.120 my soul, with your soul, this ain't no game. Want 0:23:54.119 --> 0:23:57.359 our souls. They want us to go from this to 0:23:57.400 --> 0:23:59.000 that to thatfter this to this to that, and they 0:23:59.000 --> 0:24:00.320 want us flip flopping it wanta. 0:24:00.359 --> 0:24:02.119 They want to rape our souls, in our bodies. 0:24:02.160 --> 0:24:04.360 They want our pussies open, they want our asses up, 0:24:04.440 --> 0:24:07.399 they want our dicks out. It's serious. These niggas is 0:24:07.440 --> 0:24:10.520 hot and horny and don't give a fuck. They want 0:24:10.560 --> 0:24:12.840 to touch you between your legs. They want to fuck you. 0:24:13.240 --> 0:24:13.639 That's it. 0:24:15.119 --> 0:24:17.160 You know, there's a big pimp out there running around 0:24:17.160 --> 0:24:20.840 here somewhere, you know, and it ain't God, you know. 0:24:21.040 --> 0:24:22.840 So my main thing is, you know what I'm saying, Like, 0:24:22.960 --> 0:24:23.560 I can't. 0:24:23.320 --> 0:24:27.280 Put you in position to understand every fucking day if 0:24:27.320 --> 0:24:30.240 I can, I'm not perfect. He ain't done with me 0:24:30.320 --> 0:24:33.879 like I was. Steve Harvey, understand me. Say no, this 0:24:33.920 --> 0:24:36.159 is an ongoing process. You ain't gonna never be perfect 0:24:36.200 --> 0:24:36.760 in this bitch. 0:24:38.080 --> 0:24:39.000 What's your strive for? 0:24:39.160 --> 0:24:39.320 Though? 0:24:39.480 --> 0:24:41.200 Just to get after what they did to us? We're 0:24:41.200 --> 0:24:43.840 striving for everything we could possibly be allowed to have. 0:24:44.320 --> 0:24:46.800 Not what we want. We don't want, Ship because. 0:24:46.600 --> 0:24:49.560 What we want and what we need, what do you 0:24:49.600 --> 0:24:50.200 think we need? 0:24:50.320 --> 0:24:59.359 We need each other? Yeah, collectiveness, that's it. Yeah, we 0:24:59.520 --> 0:25:04.120 got a call gift Shies. You know. 0:25:04.359 --> 0:25:08.760 It's a different like I rolle with like obatun Day 0:25:09.560 --> 0:25:12.600 and you know, it's legends like that that put me 0:25:12.640 --> 0:25:14.520 in position to be like you know, like a. 0:25:15.960 --> 0:25:17.040 You know, Mario VN. 0:25:17.080 --> 0:25:21.800 Peebles and Damon Ways and you know Robert Townsend and Ship. 0:25:21.960 --> 0:25:23.960 You know, like these are the people that I grew 0:25:24.000 --> 0:25:26.679 up with a few of people that you know, so 0:25:26.760 --> 0:25:29.040 I look at shit totally different when it comes down 0:25:29.040 --> 0:25:33.840 to how we present ourselves. We are getting paid to 0:25:33.960 --> 0:25:37.080 make ourselves look like fucking stupid assholes. 0:25:39.920 --> 0:25:40.679 Do you do you do? 0:25:40.720 --> 0:25:42.679 You have social media? By the way, Yeah, I have 0:25:42.760 --> 0:25:44.840 social Do you actually go on it or you? 0:25:45.600 --> 0:25:47.920 I'm on it all the time, but I only I don't. 0:25:47.960 --> 0:25:50.479 But I don't read I post. 0:25:50.720 --> 0:25:51.480 It's a difference. 0:25:52.119 --> 0:25:53.520 Oh so you don't go to scroll. 0:25:53.680 --> 0:25:55.719 I don't read the narrative. I am the narrative. 0:25:56.640 --> 0:25:58.600 Okay, okay, so you just go to post. 0:25:59.240 --> 0:26:03.199 I'm not looking to do anything other than cook for 0:26:03.320 --> 0:26:06.159 my wife. If there's some recipes I see, I'll scroll 0:26:06.200 --> 0:26:10.720 and tap it to my wife. Everything else is Are 0:26:10.760 --> 0:26:11.320 you a cooker? 0:26:11.520 --> 0:26:12.640 Yes? I cooked mynd. 0:26:13.920 --> 0:26:14.200 Really? 0:26:14.960 --> 0:26:17.199 If so, usually we tape on set. What would you 0:26:17.200 --> 0:26:18.440 have cooked for me for real though? 0:26:19.080 --> 0:26:20.400 Probably like some lobster mac? 0:26:20.880 --> 0:26:22.679 Well, actually no, you would have done the egg sandwich 0:26:22.680 --> 0:26:24.080 because it's okay? 0:26:24.080 --> 0:26:26.480 Well yeah, well ship all right. Well if it was 0:26:26.520 --> 0:26:28.240 like that, then your lobster mac though. 0:26:28.200 --> 0:26:29.440 But you do the lobster bake mac. 0:26:30.400 --> 0:26:32.040 I do the lobster mac and cheese for you. 0:26:32.359 --> 0:26:33.880 But is it baked or is it regular? 0:26:34.400 --> 0:26:39.040 Oh? Okay, okay, I cook. I could cook like my grandma. 0:26:39.119 --> 0:26:41.600 You know what I'm saying, like Mammy Ganny and uh, 0:26:41.680 --> 0:26:43.080 you know Mama Helen and shit. 0:26:43.240 --> 0:26:47.399 You know I cook. You know when your grandma baby. 0:26:47.400 --> 0:26:49.600 You got to be around grandma all the time. So 0:26:49.640 --> 0:26:52.199 I'm in the kids. You're looking all the time grandma 0:26:52.240 --> 0:26:53.160 and baby. Yeah. 0:26:53.200 --> 0:26:55.760 So who put you onto God in the Bible? 0:26:56.040 --> 0:26:57.640 My grandma, Mama grain. 0:26:57.840 --> 0:27:00.240 So you've been doing the Bible for a while now, 0:27:00.359 --> 0:27:01.040 Oh yeah. 0:27:01.320 --> 0:27:04.720 Well Bible for a long time for a Bible. 0:27:04.760 --> 0:27:07.280 Yeah, so that's your staple. That's it keeps you grounded. 0:27:07.720 --> 0:27:10.480 When if you get off track, are you reaching for 0:27:10.520 --> 0:27:11.000 the Bible? 0:27:11.840 --> 0:27:13.040 What's pulling you back? Like? 0:27:13.040 --> 0:27:15.520 What is nothing to get You can't You can't get 0:27:15.560 --> 0:27:17.920 off track. There's no such thing as going off track. 0:27:18.359 --> 0:27:20.000 Which you can do? Is you can? 0:27:20.240 --> 0:27:22.760 What about when you indulge, that's not going off track? 0:27:22.880 --> 0:27:26.000 Oh no, when you indulge, you can. People make mistakes. 0:27:26.040 --> 0:27:28.800 People get fucked up all the time. I'm not gonna 0:27:28.800 --> 0:27:31.119 blame the person that get fucked up and get drunk 0:27:31.119 --> 0:27:32.879 in the club. But this white bitch can walk in 0:27:32.920 --> 0:27:35.000 her house every day with a mansion and shit. 0:27:34.960 --> 0:27:40.520 And have martini after work. Yeah, ain't that the same alcoholic. 0:27:40.840 --> 0:27:42.960 Well, I'm just saying when I say indulged, like when 0:27:43.000 --> 0:27:45.120 you're I call it feeding the flesh, because that's how 0:27:45.119 --> 0:27:47.600 when I read the Bible. I just became Christian at 0:27:47.640 --> 0:27:50.840 twenty nine. Okay, I was raised Jewish. Okay, so when 0:27:50.840 --> 0:27:53.040 I I kind of did the whole like born again 0:27:54.119 --> 0:27:56.920 Jesus freak level, like you know, you go, are you go? Well, 0:27:56.960 --> 0:27:59.600 I've been having sex and you know, all the girls 0:27:59.600 --> 0:28:02.399 at church, your virgins and everybody speaking and they're not cursing. 0:28:02.400 --> 0:28:04.159 And I went through that phase of guilt. So what 0:28:04.200 --> 0:28:06.879 I had interpreted it as when I read the Bible, 0:28:06.920 --> 0:28:10.000 it's like, you know, to walk in spirit and try 0:28:10.040 --> 0:28:12.360 to deny your flesh because fleshly is like I want 0:28:12.400 --> 0:28:14.640 to be cool, I want to be popular, I want 0:28:14.680 --> 0:28:17.200 to have money, I want to be beautiful. I'm competing 0:28:17.200 --> 0:28:20.560 with you know nowadays with Instagram, I feel like, honestly, 0:28:20.680 --> 0:28:22.879 like I'm just saying, like between you and me, like 0:28:23.000 --> 0:28:24.960 i feel like holes are starting to make me feel 0:28:24.960 --> 0:28:27.760 insecure as a woman, and I'm not even that's because 0:28:27.840 --> 0:28:29.800 as much as guys say, and I don't want to 0:28:29.800 --> 0:28:31.359 get off topic, but as much as guys say, they 0:28:31.400 --> 0:28:34.040 don't value like you value your wife, right, But I 0:28:34.080 --> 0:28:36.800 feel like in the same light, guys can say I 0:28:36.920 --> 0:28:39.760 value my wife. But man, these hoes, Man, this is 0:28:39.760 --> 0:28:43.440 where I want to be. You're you're my almost not 0:28:43.560 --> 0:28:44.240 where I want to be. 0:28:44.560 --> 0:28:47.160 Yeah, but I got my motherfucking baby mamas. Those are 0:28:47.320 --> 0:28:51.040 those are those are my hoes. I have baby mamas 0:28:51.480 --> 0:28:55.600 that are hoes, like they real hoes. Though my wife 0:28:55.760 --> 0:29:02.040 is a real wife, Like these hoes are crazy. 0:29:02.680 --> 0:29:04.920 But I'm just saying, some of these holes look classy, 0:29:05.040 --> 0:29:07.200 Like I when I used to think of holes, I 0:29:07.280 --> 0:29:08.640 used to think about the girl that walks around on 0:29:08.680 --> 0:29:10.640 the g string, the girls that are sucking my husband. 0:29:10.680 --> 0:29:13.560 I'm just being honest. They look like regular girls. And 0:29:13.600 --> 0:29:15.120 some of them, yeah they have their ass out. But 0:29:15.120 --> 0:29:17.560 I'm just saying, like holes are to me. I'm a 0:29:17.640 --> 0:29:20.240 real woman that's obviously faithful and like does the cook 0:29:20.240 --> 0:29:21.880 and cleaning. But I'm just saying, like I look at 0:29:21.880 --> 0:29:25.000 these holes now like shit, maybe I you know, like 0:29:25.200 --> 0:29:28.200 I'm my flesh and my spirit just battle on a 0:29:28.360 --> 0:29:29.400 lame level. 0:29:29.520 --> 0:29:33.880 Yeah, we battle. We battle. We battle as human beings. 0:29:35.280 --> 0:29:40.000 The flesh is just a stop, It's just a pitstop. 0:29:40.840 --> 0:29:43.680 It's not possible for you to sell yourself. It's possible 0:29:43.720 --> 0:29:46.240 for you to trade places with somebody, though, possible for 0:29:46.280 --> 0:29:47.320 you to put somebody's skin on. 0:29:47.840 --> 0:29:49.480 I give you two hundred and fifty million right now, 0:29:49.560 --> 0:29:55.160 turn you into j love. It's facts. 0:29:55.240 --> 0:29:55.960 It is possible. 0:29:56.480 --> 0:30:01.120 So anybody that has put themsel in a position for 0:30:01.200 --> 0:30:04.479 somebody to be them, then that's what we can do. 0:30:04.520 --> 0:30:06.840 We're supposed to. It's called in America. You can be 0:30:06.920 --> 0:30:08.720 whoever you want to be. You can do you can 0:30:08.760 --> 0:30:12.480 be your superhero. So if if I wanted, if I 0:30:12.480 --> 0:30:16.240 if I pay ten million dollars right now and right 0:30:16.320 --> 0:30:18.600 and and then so I say, I pay ten million 0:30:18.600 --> 0:30:21.320 to be the rock. So I wanted to call my 0:30:21.360 --> 0:30:26.760 son as the rock. They're idolizing these people. It has 0:30:26.840 --> 0:30:29.920 nothing to do with the flesh no more. It's the spirit. 0:30:30.440 --> 0:30:34.800 It's the mind and the soul, the body. We can 0:30:34.880 --> 0:30:35.800 shake this at any time. 0:30:35.960 --> 0:30:39.800 I'm saying, and I idolize, that's my spirit idolizing right well. 0:30:39.680 --> 0:30:45.640 No, idolizing is literally like I love another God. 0:30:46.280 --> 0:30:47.160 That's idolizing. 0:30:47.320 --> 0:30:51.760 And okay, so me saying that I am in love 0:30:51.840 --> 0:30:58.120 with myself idolizing, you know, I'm idolizing myself. Okay, when 0:30:58.120 --> 0:31:00.920 it comes down to me and what I believe and 0:31:01.000 --> 0:31:04.280 who I am, it's certain things that you're gonna see 0:31:04.320 --> 0:31:07.120 in my in my process and how I move that. 0:31:07.240 --> 0:31:08.920 Nobody else gonna move like that. 0:31:09.600 --> 0:31:12.640 Nobody else gonna talk like that, nobody else gonna pop 0:31:12.680 --> 0:31:14.760 off that, nobody's gonna say that kind of shit because 0:31:14.760 --> 0:31:20.640 that's how I move. That's my soul. That has nothing 0:31:20.680 --> 0:31:23.160 to do with my flesh. That mean, if they put 0:31:23.200 --> 0:31:26.680 me in your body right now, I can step outside 0:31:26.720 --> 0:31:28.840 get shot. It's like, you know what I'm saying, It's 0:31:28.920 --> 0:31:33.160 like that's my soul that they taking away. Yeah, they 0:31:33.200 --> 0:31:36.160 can't have my it's impossible to sell it. But you 0:31:36.200 --> 0:31:38.560 can silence a person for a very long time, like 0:31:38.600 --> 0:31:44.000 they did Tupac, turn you into a dog ten years. 0:31:44.440 --> 0:31:46.280 What do you mean, shut the fuck up. You're talking 0:31:46.320 --> 0:31:48.000 too much. We're gonna turn your ass into a dog. 0:31:50.640 --> 0:31:52.480 I think you lost me I'm supposed to. 0:31:54.760 --> 0:31:56.959 I think you actually may have lost me there. Yeah, 0:31:57.080 --> 0:31:58.680 what do you think about when you look at Kanye? 0:31:58.960 --> 0:32:00.920 I think Kanye is one of the most brilliant people 0:32:00.960 --> 0:32:04.880 I've ever seen or been around. I'm just saying I 0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:06.920 do think. I mean there's a massive ego there. But 0:32:07.040 --> 0:32:09.320 I think what's the look for the. 0:32:09.280 --> 0:32:10.080 Thing with Kanye? 0:32:10.200 --> 0:32:12.360 The thing is, the thing with Kanye is more like 0:32:12.360 --> 0:32:15.840 the thing with Kanye is I don't care, Like like, 0:32:16.000 --> 0:32:17.640 Kanye can do whatever the fuck you want to do 0:32:17.720 --> 0:32:19.800 because they gave him that kind of money. 0:32:20.600 --> 0:32:23.400 But do they know they they did. 0:32:23.240 --> 0:32:25.720 That to these kids heads, They allowed him to step 0:32:25.760 --> 0:32:27.800 in the studio, They know he has a problem. 0:32:28.040 --> 0:32:29.080 They don't give a fuck. 0:32:29.480 --> 0:32:31.360 That's what I'm trying to tell you, though. 0:32:31.880 --> 0:32:35.080 We everybody that allowed it. Who was you want brought 0:32:35.120 --> 0:32:36.360 him up? True? 0:32:36.400 --> 0:32:39.080 Okay, so we're they we're talking about Kanye right now. 0:32:39.120 --> 0:32:44.120 He's not even fucking here, That's what. But that's what 0:32:44.160 --> 0:32:47.120 I'm no. But that's what I'm that. Nah, it's cool 0:32:47.120 --> 0:32:49.080 when they do it, it's a problem when I do it. 0:32:49.440 --> 0:32:52.920 Fuck that what you mean about Kanye? Kanye gonna be 0:32:53.000 --> 0:32:56.760 Kanye West until he can stop streaming Kim Kardashian's name 0:32:57.480 --> 0:33:01.720 or to an earth Northwest get a fucking record deal. Yeah, 0:33:02.080 --> 0:33:04.200 because it's not gonna stop. It's not gonna stop, and 0:33:04.200 --> 0:33:08.040 it's fucking annoying. Well, what about Kanye and what about Kanye? 0:33:08.080 --> 0:33:10.959 And what? No fuck that what about Orlando fucking Brown? 0:33:11.920 --> 0:33:13.160 Facts? 0:33:14.360 --> 0:33:15.880 What about what about Orlando Brown? 0:33:16.000 --> 0:33:17.880 Speaking of Orlando, what's the next move? 0:33:18.480 --> 0:33:22.440 The next move is this bad boy's thing, you know, 0:33:22.880 --> 0:33:25.480 it is just like an awesome thing. But the next 0:33:25.520 --> 0:33:28.640 move is just making sure I go to the telly 0:33:28.880 --> 0:33:30.800 and make love of my wife. I ain't seen my 0:33:30.840 --> 0:33:33.280 wife like in three weeks, and I'm finna have some 0:33:33.440 --> 0:33:38.240 fucking love sessions that I'm finna put my son to 0:33:38.320 --> 0:33:40.400 sleep and oh. 0:33:40.400 --> 0:33:43.440 I love that. What was your decision when you when 0:33:43.440 --> 0:33:44.760 you decided to marry your wife? 0:33:44.840 --> 0:33:46.720 What was what was for me? 0:33:48.680 --> 0:33:51.120 What was what was that decision that made you choose 0:33:51.160 --> 0:33:53.040 your wife? Like, what was that pivotal moment where you 0:33:53.080 --> 0:33:54.400 were like that's it? 0:33:54.400 --> 0:33:56.840 Well, the thing, the thing with my wife is she's 0:33:56.920 --> 0:34:00.239 not a playtoy, you know what I'm saying, Like like 0:34:00.360 --> 0:34:08.640 she shows that every man and every woman you know, 0:34:08.880 --> 0:34:11.520 you know, we have we have choices, and we have options, 0:34:11.520 --> 0:34:13.960 and we can do what we want to do. Somebody 0:34:14.000 --> 0:34:19.080 fuck with you, they really fuck with you, that's what 0:34:19.160 --> 0:34:21.359 that's how, that's how that happen. My wife really fuck 0:34:21.440 --> 0:34:25.480 with me though, like the long way. 0:34:24.760 --> 0:34:29.399 I like that, and then that was the that was it. Now, 0:34:29.440 --> 0:34:31.279 when you are out in the world and you have 0:34:31.360 --> 0:34:34.440 all these options and everything, that's the thing that holds Those. 0:34:34.280 --> 0:34:36.920 Are not considered options. Those are bodies. Remember we just 0:34:36.960 --> 0:34:40.400 talked about that. Those are bodies. Those are not options. 0:34:41.280 --> 0:34:46.560 Those temptations. Yeah, it's not options. Want me to have 0:34:46.560 --> 0:34:50.319 an option, Want me to have an option? Okay, take me, 0:34:50.600 --> 0:34:54.560 take me to uh, take me to Prince Harry's house. 0:34:56.480 --> 0:34:58.680 Fuck his bitch like he like she fucking everybody else. 0:35:01.360 --> 0:35:02.480 That's not Oh. 0:35:03.880 --> 0:35:08.600 Yeah, yeah, you know what I'm saying, Let's do that. 0:35:09.000 --> 0:35:11.919 Let's fuck his bitch like like she fucking everybody else. 0:35:12.719 --> 0:35:16.640 Let's let's let's let's do that. You know, like you 0:35:16.680 --> 0:35:19.480 want options. If if I'm gonna have options, then we want 0:35:19.480 --> 0:35:20.200 to my mama's house. 0:35:20.239 --> 0:35:23.399 We're going, yeah, we're going. Yeah. You know what I'm saying. 0:35:23.480 --> 0:35:25.480 Other than that, I can't. I can't do nothing with 0:35:25.560 --> 0:35:29.120 this options thing there. These people are not considered options. 0:35:29.520 --> 0:35:34.000 They're just temptations. They're temptations and bodies bodies. 0:35:34.040 --> 0:35:37.200 Bodies, bodies, got a body, got a bag than you 0:35:37.280 --> 0:35:37.799 one of us. 0:35:38.880 --> 0:35:43.080 Okay, So Orlando, you're doing the bad boys thing. Okay, 0:35:43.280 --> 0:35:47.239 you're spiritually aligned. It's obvious. I love the way you're 0:35:47.800 --> 0:35:53.400 You're just dropping gems. So are you gonna be dropping music. 0:35:54.400 --> 0:35:55.279 If I'm allowed to? 0:35:56.640 --> 0:35:58.680 Why do you say if allowed? We're in a different age. 0:35:59.160 --> 0:36:01.120 There's no no. I have to be allowed. 0:36:01.239 --> 0:36:03.640 I can't like when you say aloud, what does that mean? 0:36:05.920 --> 0:36:08.280 It means my mother is Elvis Presley and my daddy 0:36:08.360 --> 0:36:09.240 is Michael Jackson. 0:36:11.800 --> 0:36:13.560 That's what it means. I have to be allowed. 0:36:15.080 --> 0:36:17.880 I have to be allowed if they allow me to, 0:36:18.600 --> 0:36:20.760 I would oblige them. 0:36:21.160 --> 0:36:22.520 Promise you I would. 0:36:24.520 --> 0:36:26.680 Do you want to stay in the industry or would you. 0:36:26.960 --> 0:36:28.440 The industry's minds? 0:36:29.880 --> 0:36:35.239 So you're you're here to stay, not going nowhere? What's 0:36:35.280 --> 0:36:36.760 the best part of being in an industry? 0:36:36.920 --> 0:36:42.480 The best part is no part. What do you mean? 0:36:42.960 --> 0:36:43.839 There is no part? 0:36:44.880 --> 0:36:47.280 Okay, So there's no downside to being in an industry. 0:36:47.320 --> 0:36:51.080 There's no upside either, So why being it? Because I'm 0:36:51.520 --> 0:36:54.839 already chosen burgers job. 0:36:55.320 --> 0:37:00.239 It's your job. I see, Look, man, I'm going to cool. 0:37:00.280 --> 0:37:01.400 You're taking me to school. 0:37:01.440 --> 0:37:03.280 Okay, I'm making burrier. 0:37:03.400 --> 0:37:07.319 Ay, even without McDonald's behind me, I can go anywhere 0:37:07.360 --> 0:37:11.000 and still make the same burgers. Without Disney, I could 0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:14.520 still go back to the Orlando Brown Show without without Zeus, 0:37:14.560 --> 0:37:18.280 I could still go without. Yeah, it's it's it's the person. 0:37:18.760 --> 0:37:20.919 Yeah, but that's why I'm saying, like, Okay, I've seen 0:37:20.960 --> 0:37:23.719 your talent musically, it's a no brainer. But then you 0:37:24.000 --> 0:37:26.560 I say, well, are you going to drop music? I 0:37:26.600 --> 0:37:28.640 have to be allowed. And I don't know what that 0:37:28.760 --> 0:37:30.160 answer means. To be honest, I. 0:37:30.080 --> 0:37:31.480 Gave you an answer, and I told you who my 0:37:31.480 --> 0:37:32.320 mom and my dad is. 0:37:32.440 --> 0:37:37.640 Yeah, and Jack Jackson, right, Michael Jackson, Elvis president, and 0:37:37.680 --> 0:37:38.239 they're not here. 0:37:38.480 --> 0:37:39.960 They don't even know Elvis is a woman. 0:37:41.719 --> 0:37:44.920 See, did you keep you lost me? I'm supposed to 0:37:46.320 --> 0:37:47.560 let me ask you something. I was talking to some 0:37:47.600 --> 0:37:51.000 girlfriends yesterday and this is off topic, but and I said, 0:37:51.160 --> 0:37:53.359 you know, it would be interesting. I feel like there's 0:37:53.400 --> 0:37:56.040 a chance that God is a woman and she's black. 0:37:57.000 --> 0:38:02.440 Yeah. Well if she wasn't black, then why are here? Nappy? Yeah? 0:38:02.719 --> 0:38:05.439 Like I just I feel like black women carry so much. 0:38:06.760 --> 0:38:10.160 Wait yeah, also, but I also feel like white people 0:38:10.200 --> 0:38:10.640 do too. 0:38:11.400 --> 0:38:15.960 In one way, they are a lot of ship, motherfucker, 0:38:16.320 --> 0:38:20.160 but they stole a lot of ship. But who cares. 0:38:20.440 --> 0:38:24.080 It's over see, that's that forty cow, that forty mule 0:38:24.120 --> 0:38:26.600 in the fucking land and all the shit. Leave that 0:38:26.640 --> 0:38:32.000 ship alone. It's too much. Let it go today, But 0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:34.080 let it go. Can you let it go if it's 0:38:34.080 --> 0:38:36.080 still happening, But let it go. Let me whoop your 0:38:36.120 --> 0:38:37.680 ass every day and then you tell me to let 0:38:37.719 --> 0:38:39.719 it go. I promise you got to let it go 0:38:39.800 --> 0:38:41.600 because you're not getting your ass with right now. 0:38:42.200 --> 0:38:44.040 That's what I'm saying. It's still happening today. 0:38:44.280 --> 0:38:45.320 Yeah, but it's different. 0:38:45.360 --> 0:38:47.399 Like I was already telling you about the body being 0:38:47.400 --> 0:38:49.840 able to travel with spirit leaving this and that we 0:38:49.880 --> 0:38:54.040 already talked about that. Slavery is the governments, it's not ours. 0:38:55.800 --> 0:38:58.799 You have to allow the devil to come in. You 0:38:58.880 --> 0:39:00.880 have to let that. You have to let the devil in. 0:39:00.920 --> 0:39:03.839 You can't. He can't just do it to you. Yeah, 0:39:04.719 --> 0:39:07.200 oh now you see me. Yeah, he can't. Just he 0:39:07.280 --> 0:39:11.319 can't just touch God's children. Oh yeah, you have to. 0:39:12.600 --> 0:39:15.520 God allows him to play, to ask. 0:39:15.440 --> 0:39:18.440 Questions and ship like that and tempt you. Yeah, but 0:39:19.200 --> 0:39:22.880 he's not gonna. He's not gonna. He's not he's not 0:39:22.920 --> 0:39:26.799 built like that Lucifer or not built like. 0:39:39.280 --> 0:39:43.560 Lucifer, not built like that. Neither is satan. 0:39:44.360 --> 0:39:48.600 Okay, so just just going back before you know, but 0:39:48.640 --> 0:39:51.080 I know you got to buy that, so okay, we're 0:39:51.080 --> 0:39:55.480 gonna go back to eat, all right. So okay, so 0:39:55.719 --> 0:39:57.640 when you were on set, you were doing these broke 0:39:57.719 --> 0:40:01.239 dishes just to kind of like, you know, suffice the time, 0:40:01.360 --> 0:40:04.560 just quick meal. But were you ever actually broke ever 0:40:04.719 --> 0:40:07.840 where you were actually trying to survive? 0:40:08.000 --> 0:40:11.120 And I'm just being. 0:40:10.080 --> 0:40:13.360 Personally like I went through a lot of shit, and 0:40:13.400 --> 0:40:16.359 you know what I'm saying. I went through a lot 0:40:16.360 --> 0:40:19.360 of ship and that shit was fun at fuck, but 0:40:20.160 --> 0:40:21.560 I went through a lot of shit and then I 0:40:21.600 --> 0:40:26.759 made that shit work. So like, you know, like, what 0:40:26.920 --> 0:40:29.640 was the brokers like the brokeus I ever been? 0:40:30.160 --> 0:40:32.560 Like, like straight up, like, what was the brocus you're 0:40:32.600 --> 0:40:35.560 seeing money been? What's the brocus You've ever been? 0:40:35.719 --> 0:40:36.680 I ever been? Is right now? 0:40:38.880 --> 0:40:41.600 That's the brokeers I've ever been. And I'm telling you 0:40:42.120 --> 0:40:43.279 that's the brocust I've ever been? 0:40:43.880 --> 0:40:44.960 And how do you feel about it? 0:40:45.000 --> 0:40:46.520 Because I feel good about it? 0:40:46.560 --> 0:40:48.960 Because you want to know why if somebody out there 0:40:49.000 --> 0:40:52.879 still broke, I could go right now? 0:40:52.960 --> 0:40:54.919 I could. I could, I could I could take care 0:40:55.000 --> 0:40:56.280 of my family. 0:40:56.800 --> 0:40:59.360 I could actually eat I could actually, like you know, 0:40:59.400 --> 0:41:01.920 because remember I told you I slept in parks. 0:41:02.120 --> 0:41:02.960 I did that, I did. 0:41:03.200 --> 0:41:04.200 You didn't tell me that. 0:41:04.400 --> 0:41:06.399 Yeah, I slept in parks and did all that shit, 0:41:06.920 --> 0:41:07.480 and you will. 0:41:07.560 --> 0:41:08.840 But that was after success. 0:41:09.080 --> 0:41:11.799 Nah, that was while I was successful. While you think 0:41:11.840 --> 0:41:12.960 I'm sitting here talking to you. 0:41:13.000 --> 0:41:18.240 Wait a minute, while you so you're saying while you're successful, yeah, 0:41:18.360 --> 0:41:20.359 is that because you're not seeing the money, the money 0:41:20.360 --> 0:41:21.160 getting rerouted? 0:41:21.239 --> 0:41:21.640 I want? 0:41:21.800 --> 0:41:26.480 That's because I literally couldn't take either, couldn't take the 0:41:26.480 --> 0:41:28.200 people that was around me. I don't want to be 0:41:28.239 --> 0:41:31.760 around the motherfuckers. Or I just wanted to go away. 0:41:34.040 --> 0:41:39.080 I drift, they call me Jesus, I guess. 0:41:39.840 --> 0:41:41.000 So you'll just check out. 0:41:41.040 --> 0:41:43.200 I'll check out on a nigga like I'll just go 0:41:43.280 --> 0:41:46.279 walk and leave me the fuck alone and figure it out, 0:41:46.280 --> 0:41:51.279 because sometimes some people can't understand how you know to 0:41:51.360 --> 0:41:54.120 eat to Molly's for fucking weeks at a time, because 0:41:54.160 --> 0:41:56.000 that's all you could buy with the ten dollars that 0:41:56.080 --> 0:41:58.600 was in your bag, you know, in this place over here. 0:41:58.880 --> 0:42:00.880 You know what I'm saying, they got for a dollar? 0:42:01.160 --> 0:42:03.000 Can we talks an alcohol? 0:42:03.120 --> 0:42:04.040 You can talk whatever? 0:42:04.080 --> 0:42:04.920 You know what I'm saying. 0:42:05.040 --> 0:42:08.719 When do you do drugs and alcohol play a role 0:42:08.760 --> 0:42:11.239 in Brokeness? Or were you just like I'm checking out 0:42:11.280 --> 0:42:12.080 when I have money. 0:42:12.520 --> 0:42:15.120 It's more like like you know, I'm I'm a fan 0:42:15.200 --> 0:42:17.200 of I'm you know, I'm a fan of like you 0:42:17.239 --> 0:42:21.799 know Jim Morrison, you know a led Zeppelin. I'm I'm 0:42:21.840 --> 0:42:25.440 a big fan of. You know, Mick Jagger. You know 0:42:26.040 --> 0:42:31.520 I I don't. I'm I'm the truth, you know what 0:42:31.560 --> 0:42:34.520 I'm saying. So I don't play with like certain ship. 0:42:35.160 --> 0:42:38.120 It's like I get I stay away, Like if you 0:42:38.239 --> 0:42:42.000 don't bring drugs and alcohol into it, you have to 0:42:42.160 --> 0:42:48.120 actually be fucked off off. Yeah you gotta chase that ship. 0:42:49.120 --> 0:42:52.960 You gotta chase that ship as a thirty five year 0:42:53.000 --> 0:42:56.080 old man, Yeah, I would have to go chase it. Yeah, 0:42:56.600 --> 0:42:57.759 that's where the problem comes in. 0:42:58.320 --> 0:42:59.560 That's where is all right. 0:42:59.600 --> 0:43:01.640 But when you say you're broke and you're choosing to 0:43:01.680 --> 0:43:03.120 sleep out in a park, you're like, well, I don't 0:43:03.120 --> 0:43:05.160 want to be around people. So it's not because of 0:43:05.320 --> 0:43:08.239 say drugs or alcohol or actual brokeness. It's just like, hey, 0:43:08.880 --> 0:43:10.800 I want to go Like there's a guy I follow 0:43:10.880 --> 0:43:13.479 his three mules and a guy or something. He lives 0:43:13.480 --> 0:43:16.320 in California. He has three mules, and he like lives 0:43:16.360 --> 0:43:18.560 on a like ten dollars a month budget, and he 0:43:18.680 --> 0:43:20.839 likes to be living on the streets or whatever, and 0:43:20.840 --> 0:43:25.000 that's his choice. I'm saying, your brokeness isn't really is it? Well, 0:43:25.760 --> 0:43:28.920 I guess it is somewhat you need broke actual physical money, 0:43:28.920 --> 0:43:31.239 but it sounds to me like it's also like no, 0:43:31.400 --> 0:43:33.640 I like one with earth, Like I want to go 0:43:33.680 --> 0:43:35.759 to the park and chill. I want to check out 0:43:35.760 --> 0:43:37.319 of this money shit. I don't want to carry a 0:43:37.320 --> 0:43:39.640 debit card a credit card, like I'm just checked out. 0:43:39.680 --> 0:43:43.799 So you're saying that you're broke physic like that, or 0:43:43.880 --> 0:43:47.160 you just choose like peace is kind of more broke 0:43:47.239 --> 0:43:47.440 for you. 0:43:48.200 --> 0:43:51.359 I think that when it comes down to, well, when 0:43:51.400 --> 0:43:54.560 you have you have peace, then you have broke. 0:43:56.000 --> 0:44:00.960 You have rich, then you have famous wealthy. 0:44:01.000 --> 0:44:02.480 But you are experiencing all of that. 0:44:03.239 --> 0:44:04.080 Most people don't. 0:44:04.080 --> 0:44:07.239 Most people just experience brokeness or having money. When you 0:44:07.280 --> 0:44:09.640 add fame to it, then you have ego. But in 0:44:09.680 --> 0:44:12.160 your case, you can always make money. Look at you today, 0:44:12.200 --> 0:44:12.799 You're sitting here. 0:44:12.800 --> 0:44:13.399 You're making money. 0:44:14.560 --> 0:44:19.560 Check this out as the seven forty seven? Do you 0:44:19.560 --> 0:44:21.080 want to be a private jet? 0:44:25.160 --> 0:44:26.680 Honestly, I don't know the difference. 0:44:27.040 --> 0:44:31.360 Yeah, sorry, I'm okay as the seven forty seven darling, 0:44:31.600 --> 0:44:34.200 would you want to turn into the private jet or 0:44:34.239 --> 0:44:37.560 do you want to stay at a seven forty Yeah, 0:44:37.560 --> 0:44:40.840 You're gonna make more money that way, So I'm not 0:44:40.840 --> 0:44:43.440 gonna play with your time. What I'm gonna tell you 0:44:43.600 --> 0:44:47.799 is is there's legends, there's historical people, there's this, that that, 0:44:47.840 --> 0:44:51.920 But they're calling them, they're self proclaiming these these names. Okay, 0:44:52.400 --> 0:44:57.400 when you're that person, you're the one getting called the names. 0:44:57.640 --> 0:45:01.440 You never self proclaim yourself to be any thing. That's 0:45:01.520 --> 0:45:02.480 where it comes in. 0:45:02.800 --> 0:45:03.080 Now. 0:45:03.560 --> 0:45:06.640 If a person is gonna be high drunk, this you're 0:45:06.680 --> 0:45:09.319 self proclaiming yourself. Is that when when you walk in 0:45:09.320 --> 0:45:12.800 the room, you're a drunk motherfucker. You're self proclaiming yourself. 0:45:12.880 --> 0:45:14.479 Is that when you come in, when you come into 0:45:14.480 --> 0:45:16.680 the room and you're high as fuck, you're eld of March. 0:45:17.840 --> 0:45:19.680 Oh you're highest fuck all the time? Oh we know 0:45:19.719 --> 0:45:22.239 you to be high. Right, it's not a it's not 0:45:22.280 --> 0:45:25.279 a like, don't self proclaim yourself as something without even 0:45:25.520 --> 0:45:29.880 speaking it. That's what drugs and alcohol does it self 0:45:29.920 --> 0:45:32.279 proclaims the person to be something that they're not even 0:45:32.480 --> 0:45:35.560 you know, and they're just being it and they haven't 0:45:35.560 --> 0:45:37.680 even gotten over it and they haven't gotten over yet. 0:45:38.000 --> 0:45:39.680 So we've all had that that. 0:45:39.760 --> 0:45:42.560 Experience to where we're down or we're drunk, or we're 0:45:42.560 --> 0:45:44.680 having fun with our friends, we're turned up, we're getting high, 0:45:44.680 --> 0:45:46.400 we're smoking with we're doing what you know, I mean, 0:45:46.600 --> 0:45:49.080 like I have my times. You know, there's there's fun 0:45:49.200 --> 0:45:51.200 in that. But at the same time, we're not gonna 0:45:51.560 --> 0:45:55.400 revel in that. We're not gonna wallow when that we're not. 0:45:55.560 --> 0:45:59.880 We're going to go over the border and across the sea. 0:46:00.360 --> 0:46:05.000 Over the border, cross sea. I know, some thing's going 0:46:05.080 --> 0:46:06.799 to be weirding for. 0:46:07.080 --> 0:46:11.520 Or I had at thirty five, though, you've accomplished going 0:46:11.560 --> 0:46:15.760 through all these hurdles and you're sitting here, you're survived, married, 0:46:16.360 --> 0:46:20.359 have a family, and you're doing well. Right to me, 0:46:20.840 --> 0:46:23.560 the fact that you're sitting here doing well, you have 0:46:23.960 --> 0:46:27.040 done what most people have never done in their lifetime. 0:46:28.080 --> 0:46:30.360 That's why they want me. They wanted me dead. 0:46:30.640 --> 0:46:32.400 And when you say they so, One of the questions 0:46:32.400 --> 0:46:34.759 one of my friends had asked me, was like, do 0:46:34.800 --> 0:46:39.800 you think Orlando was purposely pushed out of the industry 0:46:39.800 --> 0:46:40.799 at some point I. 0:46:40.719 --> 0:46:42.840 Was purposely pushed out my mam and pushy. I'm sure that. 0:46:42.840 --> 0:46:45.440 Should heard it, but not out the industry. 0:46:46.200 --> 0:46:46.760 The industry. 0:46:47.120 --> 0:46:50.400 Yeah, it's different, But you know, my main thing is 0:46:50.520 --> 0:46:55.160 just more like I say all the time, I could care. 0:46:55.440 --> 0:46:58.399 But the thing about caring is you have to care. 0:47:00.040 --> 0:47:02.359 You have to actually care. And then that's where I am. 0:47:02.400 --> 0:47:04.480 And that's where everybody know me as I actually care. 0:47:05.080 --> 0:47:06.200 You care, you don't care? 0:47:06.280 --> 0:47:11.319 I care, Okay, you can, you can, you cannot care. 0:47:12.320 --> 0:47:14.960 You know, you can easily not care. But I care 0:47:15.320 --> 0:47:18.560 genuinely and then and then and then I have I 0:47:18.560 --> 0:47:20.160 have family members to prove it. 0:47:21.320 --> 0:47:22.520 I get to call them people. 0:47:22.360 --> 0:47:26.160 Mama's and yeah, it's a problem like I'm in and 0:47:26.400 --> 0:47:29.560 and but not like a friend friend friend, like I'm 0:47:29.600 --> 0:47:30.680 family to everybody. 0:47:30.760 --> 0:47:33.879 I'm the baby. Okay, you know what I'm saying. 0:47:34.120 --> 0:47:37.000 So you're gonna have to talk to me otherwise it's 0:47:37.000 --> 0:47:39.640 gonna be some ship, you know. 0:47:39.640 --> 0:47:41.120 What I'm saying. And that's where it's at. 0:47:41.200 --> 0:47:45.120 Like I've I've grown, I've grown to understand the difference 0:47:45.120 --> 0:47:47.640 between the level of a man and the mouth of 0:47:47.680 --> 0:47:50.040 a man, the eyes of a man, and the heart 0:47:50.040 --> 0:47:52.640 of a man, the soul of a man and the 0:47:52.680 --> 0:47:55.520 body of a man, the feet of a man, the 0:47:55.600 --> 0:48:00.640 mouths of a man. Where you're going, how long you've 0:48:00.680 --> 0:48:04.960 been walking? Brother, you're hungry, you're thirsty. That's where it 0:48:05.040 --> 0:48:07.440 sat with me. You get on on that level that 0:48:07.480 --> 0:48:10.640 ain't nobody could ever deny you because you actually, you 0:48:10.680 --> 0:48:12.160 actually gave that man some shoes. 0:48:12.520 --> 0:48:14.920 You actually gave him some fucking water when he really 0:48:15.000 --> 0:48:17.080 was bad, down, he was down bad, He didn't have 0:48:17.120 --> 0:48:17.520 no water. 0:48:17.800 --> 0:48:20.040 He was fucking thirsty as a bitch. You actually put 0:48:20.040 --> 0:48:22.600 a jacket on that man when he was cold. You 0:48:22.640 --> 0:48:26.440 didn't even know that that man was Bill Gates. That's 0:48:26.600 --> 0:48:29.120 that's what it is. They when they say, oh, yeah, well, 0:48:29.120 --> 0:48:30.960 be careful who you talk to when you walk into 0:48:31.000 --> 0:48:32.920 a store, when you're doing this and when you're doing that. No, 0:48:33.239 --> 0:48:36.359 be careful who the fuck you talk to. You don't 0:48:36.480 --> 0:48:39.319 know who you're talking to. I know who I'm talking to. 0:48:40.160 --> 0:48:41.120 That's the difference. 0:48:42.400 --> 0:48:43.880 Is it that you know who you're talking to, you 0:48:43.920 --> 0:48:45.680 know who you are. I feel like you just know 0:48:45.719 --> 0:48:46.359 who you are. 0:48:46.760 --> 0:48:50.040 Both both but it's more like I know who I'm 0:48:50.120 --> 0:48:54.319 talking to though when I'm talking, you know what I'm saying, 0:48:54.400 --> 0:48:55.799 And it's a difference. 0:48:56.120 --> 0:48:58.040 It's just the movement. It's the respect. 0:48:58.320 --> 0:49:02.160 It's the idolization of idolizing a person so much to 0:49:02.160 --> 0:49:05.080 where you're just like, oh my goodness, or just no, 0:49:05.200 --> 0:49:08.520 fuck all that idolize the shit me. 0:49:07.800 --> 0:49:10.600 I look like, all right, let me give you this ring. 0:49:11.120 --> 0:49:13.440 It's tight, cause I think that looks nice. I think 0:49:13.440 --> 0:49:15.799 I love that for you. 0:49:15.800 --> 0:49:18.040 You know what I'm saying, Like, get into the heart 0:49:18.080 --> 0:49:20.319 of a person before you start making decisions for a 0:49:20.360 --> 0:49:23.360 person soul or trying to claim a person soul or 0:49:23.760 --> 0:49:25.799 trying to do stuff that you don't. You don't it 0:49:25.840 --> 0:49:29.520 doesn't fit you. You gotta be a person of solace. 0:49:30.040 --> 0:49:32.520 You know what that word means. Okay, you have to 0:49:32.520 --> 0:49:39.440 be a solace. It's basically piece, your piece, whatever your 0:49:39.480 --> 0:49:43.040 piece is, when you find solace in something like I 0:49:43.080 --> 0:49:45.520 find solace in the Bible, I find solace in this, 0:49:45.719 --> 0:49:48.680 or I find solace in music. I'm finding my piece 0:49:48.680 --> 0:49:52.560 in something. Anti disestablishmentarianisms, that's what I'm into. Do you 0:49:52.600 --> 0:49:53.280 know what that means. 0:49:53.960 --> 0:49:56.400 It's the seventh biggest word in the dictionary, and it 0:49:56.440 --> 0:49:57.000 means church. 0:50:00.040 --> 0:50:09.480 Will say the word anti anti disestablishmentarianism, anti disestablishmentarianisms means churches. Okay, 0:50:09.480 --> 0:50:13.640 but it says anti So you're anti disestablishment anti church. 0:50:13.840 --> 0:50:16.080 That is the word, not what I'm saying. 0:50:16.320 --> 0:50:20.800 The seventh biggest word in the dictionary is anti disestablishmentarianism 0:50:20.800 --> 0:50:25.960 with me, which means church and anti disestablishmentarianisms means churches. 0:50:26.920 --> 0:50:33.360 Yes, baby, well is ras in here because we're gunning 0:50:33.400 --> 0:50:37.360 it close on time? Oh is trying to save you? 0:50:37.400 --> 0:50:37.920 Look at. 0:50:39.480 --> 0:50:44.320 You say, angels there he's Jackson. 0:50:45.080 --> 0:50:47.080 Oh yeah, he came to save me. That's what he did. 0:50:47.120 --> 0:50:50.920 That's what And let me tell you something. 0:50:51.200 --> 0:50:54.120 Orlando did a killer impressonation of you. That was, like 0:50:55.280 --> 0:50:57.880 I promise you, people will believe that was you talking. 0:50:58.400 --> 0:50:59.120 He did it good. 0:51:00.840 --> 0:51:04.439 Yeah, because you know because every time you know, it's 0:51:04.480 --> 0:51:05.000 me and my brother. 0:51:05.040 --> 0:51:05.600 You know what I'm saying. 0:51:06.160 --> 0:51:07.560 And then when I do this shit, I do it 0:51:07.640 --> 0:51:09.839 so small because see the think no, no, no, thinking about 0:51:09.880 --> 0:51:13.319 beat you is they don't understand. I put I got 0:51:13.320 --> 0:51:16.040 all the receipts. I have all the receipts, I have everything, 0:51:16.120 --> 0:51:20.160 all the receipts. No, that's not yesterday, niggasid we had 0:51:20.160 --> 0:51:22.319 all the receipts the motherfucker Millennium tour. 0:51:23.520 --> 0:51:25.600 Let me just okay, well he got it. Let me 0:51:25.600 --> 0:51:28.040 tell you, I'm gonna close out. Thank you so much 0:51:28.040 --> 0:51:31.720 for your time, Thanks for being vulnerable, real and honest 0:51:31.760 --> 0:51:33.759 and truthful, and just thank you for your time. 0:51:33.960 --> 0:51:35.960 It's a blessing. And as for your. 0:51:35.840 --> 0:51:38.480 Time, and thank you for your show, and God bless 0:51:38.520 --> 0:51:41.080 your show. And I can't wait to watch more episodes 0:51:41.160 --> 0:51:43.040 of your show. And I can't wait to see this 0:51:43.040 --> 0:51:44.320 ship when you get an audience. 0:51:44.320 --> 0:51:48.360 I'm coming okay perfect, Oh oh, I like you speaking 0:51:48.440 --> 0:51:49.440 that on me. Thank you. 0:51:50.040 --> 0:51:50.919 I love that for you. 0:51:51.200 --> 0:51:55.080 Thank you all right, Thanks guys for checking out another 0:51:55.080 --> 0:51:58.120 episode of Eating While Broke, And even though Orlando isn't 0:51:58.160 --> 0:52:01.439 in the kitchen, I'm definitely gonna add his Eating while 0:52:01.440 --> 0:52:03.040 Broke dish to our cookbook. 0:52:03.120 --> 0:52:04.319 So please look out for that. 0:52:04.640 --> 0:52:08.239 Peace peace. 0:52:26.600 --> 0:52:29.880 For more Eating While Broke from iHeartRadio and The Black Effect, 0:52:30.000 --> 0:52:33.600 visit the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen 0:52:33.600 --> 0:52:34.720 to your favorite shows.