WEBVTT - Rebroadcast Ep3 James Pumphrey

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to another episode of Car Stories with Some

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<v Speaker 1>King and Amelia Hartford. Today we have a very special guest.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we get to share the man behind the myth,

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<v Speaker 2>his myth to the madness if you will.

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<v Speaker 1>And he's not afraid to really open up. We talked

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<v Speaker 1>about physical, mental health, his business, how he's come to

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<v Speaker 1>where he is today, where he started, where he hopes

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<v Speaker 1>to go.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he's just a great ambassador for the car community.

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<v Speaker 2>The way he keeps, you know, the enthusiasm for the

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<v Speaker 2>content that he makes and why he does what he does.

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<v Speaker 2>Was just a very inspirational conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's clear that he loves what he does. Without

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<v Speaker 1>further ado, James Pumphrey.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so interesting to meet somebody in person, James, because

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<v Speaker 2>like your persona on screen, Oh yeah, is like so big,

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<v Speaker 2>then when you meet in person.

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<v Speaker 3>You're downright quiet, you are. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I always say, like when we have new hosts, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 4>be one hundred and twenty percent of your personality, and

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<v Speaker 4>so like I think I'm generally one twenty to one

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<v Speaker 4>hundred and fifty percent of myself on camera, but then

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<v Speaker 4>like in real life, like I always tell people if

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<v Speaker 4>I acted like that, all the time. I wouldn't have

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<v Speaker 4>any friends that would be the most annoying person who

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<v Speaker 4>I was just like a.

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<v Speaker 3>Baby.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'd just be like impossible to be around. And

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<v Speaker 4>I also think I'm like a pretty shy person, like

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<v Speaker 4>in general, you know, like I came up doing comedy,

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<v Speaker 4>like that's what I moved to La to do, and

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<v Speaker 4>so like I think being on stage and being in

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<v Speaker 4>front of the camera just like yelling is like the

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<v Speaker 4>way that I am personable. Whereas like I'd much rather

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<v Speaker 4>talk to like three hundred people than one person.

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<v Speaker 3>For sure.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't like parties very much. Same I don't like

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<v Speaker 4>I like the talking at not so much the interaction.

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<v Speaker 2>It seems like that's common thread with a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>people from comedy is that their stage persona is so

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<v Speaker 2>different from their off stage Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I think, like, yeah, my on screen persona is like

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<v Speaker 4>who I want to be, and no one can talk back.

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<v Speaker 3>This is getting a.

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<v Speaker 4>Real deep, real fast it happens, yeah, and so no

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<v Speaker 4>one can chime in, I'm just talking.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you find it exhausting to socialize?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Like what is that like your social battery? I

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<v Speaker 4>definitely think my social battery gets drained I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 4>be better about it though, especially now that I'm like older,

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<v Speaker 4>like I've been doing Donut for almost eight years now,

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<v Speaker 4>and so like there's like a number of like kids

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<v Speaker 4>who when they meet me, like that's like something that

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<v Speaker 4>means something to them. So I'm trying to be more

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<v Speaker 4>like give them like the experience that they want to

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<v Speaker 4>like take away and be like, oh, I'm at James

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<v Speaker 4>from Donut versus like me being like, oh, I'm just

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<v Speaker 4>like shy and they're like okay, but I'm like fifteen,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, so it's like it's not it's I have

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<v Speaker 4>to like overcome my insecurities and and you know, give

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<v Speaker 4>people what they want.

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<v Speaker 2>I can relate with that because when people meet me,

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<v Speaker 2>they think that they're going to meet Han and they

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<v Speaker 2>end up meeting like the grouchy guy. Yeah that's insecure.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah you lucked down.

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<v Speaker 4>You made your like best known on screen persona like stoic,

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<v Speaker 4>Like I wish I would have done that, Like looking back,

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<v Speaker 4>like I'm like, dang, like I wish I would have been.

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<v Speaker 3>Like good looking dude. Staring at stuff is like eating snacks,

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<v Speaker 3>eat like you really like you picked a good one.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean you'd be surprised how many snacks I get

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<v Speaker 2>is like gifts from fans. But it's interesting when fans

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<v Speaker 2>think like you are the person that they see on

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<v Speaker 2>screen for sure, and at the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 2>we're just people with like people problems too.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, man, I got a lot of problems.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And that's something that I relate with you is like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, when I was younger, people would see me

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<v Speaker 2>and they're like, can I get this picture? You know,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know I would many times I would say no, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>because I'm you know, doing my own thing. And then

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<v Speaker 2>Dwayne Johnson actually shared this with me, you know, like

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<v Speaker 2>I asked him. I was like, hey, you're way more

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<v Speaker 2>famous than me, and you've been famous for a long time.

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<v Speaker 2>How do you deal with like the fans? And he

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<v Speaker 2>put it in this like really amazing, like zam perspective.

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<v Speaker 2>He said, you know, there are very few people in

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<v Speaker 2>this world that it's gifted with the opportunity to make

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<v Speaker 2>somebody happy just by asking their name, yeah, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>putting your hand on their shoulder and taking a picture,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, because it might mean the world for them

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<v Speaker 2>for that day or that week, or for their life.

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<v Speaker 2>If you look at it that way, like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>there is a responsibility and a great opportunity.

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<v Speaker 4>Definitely, That's definitely something I've come around too, because, like

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I made no means like super famous, but

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<v Speaker 4>I'm more famous than I thought it would be, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>like I get recognized in the store, and it got

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<v Speaker 4>to a point where I was like annoyed by it.

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<v Speaker 4>Then like one day I just kind of like opened

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<v Speaker 4>my eyes and was like, who am I to like

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<v Speaker 4>be annoyed by this? You know, because those people like

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<v Speaker 4>are one hundred percent responsible for really my entire life,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, like my house and my cars and the

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<v Speaker 4>fact that I get to do what I really like

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<v Speaker 4>to do with my friends every day, Like that's my job. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>like you said, like making someone happy, like that's like

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<v Speaker 4>an extension of it. And you know, I really have

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<v Speaker 4>turned it around and realize like how fortunate I am

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<v Speaker 4>to be able to like have some kid, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>make his day by like seeing me at sprouts.

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<v Speaker 2>In the produce section.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, dude, do you like vegetables too? What do you

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<v Speaker 3>got carrots? Due? Carrots? Dude? For sure?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean I was definitely like uncomfortable with it though,

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<v Speaker 4>for sure, Like early on.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to learn I think you have to grow

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<v Speaker 2>into it, yeah, and then find purpose behind it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and then it becomes a positive thing opposed to you

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<v Speaker 2>like running away from it, right.

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<v Speaker 4>And I think it was also like in being like

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<v Speaker 4>in this situation or whatever, like you welcome criticism a lot,

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<v Speaker 4>people correcting my videos, and you know, like I put

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<v Speaker 4>so much into my work and creation is like a

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<v Speaker 4>very vulnerable process and so like whatever we put out

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<v Speaker 4>is like a representation of ourselves. And like when somebody

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<v Speaker 4>who like you don't know, is like, hey, you suck.

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<v Speaker 4>Like I think early on that really like affected me

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<v Speaker 4>and I think probably influenced like those feelings of like

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<v Speaker 4>just like.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me be Yeah, you get older and stop caring

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<v Speaker 2>what people think.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, And I would really hate it if people stop

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<v Speaker 4>liking me, you know. That's I think that also contributes

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<v Speaker 4>to me being cool with it now, is like what

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<v Speaker 4>if they stop coming up to me, Like then I'm

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<v Speaker 4>in trouble, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>So, I mean we hear it all the time with

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<v Speaker 2>the fast movies. You know, they're like those movies suck

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<v Speaker 2>and oh yeah, you guys suck and you're sucky.

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<v Speaker 3>Actor.

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<v Speaker 1>I had to shift my mindset as well, and like

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<v Speaker 1>hate comments, hate mail even and a lot of just negativity.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, well, you're a comment on my video. I

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<v Speaker 1>hope you enjoyed the video, hero because you watched it

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<v Speaker 1>enough to have this opinion.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I'm sure you don't. I mean, with so

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<v Speaker 4>many more levels, like being a woman in this industry,

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<v Speaker 4>you sure you're recognizing the fact that you're a woman

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<v Speaker 4>or that you.

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<v Speaker 3>Either way.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, people have some audacity, but they're the ones who

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<v Speaker 4>watched the videos.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, Yeah, stepping back now, I admire these people that

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<v Speaker 2>give negative criticism because damn, like first you have the

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<v Speaker 2>time to do that, and then you have the energy

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<v Speaker 2>to spew out that hate because that's not easy, man.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean sometimes we get like legit good criticism that's

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<v Speaker 4>like not necessarily positive, and like we'll take it to

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<v Speaker 4>heart and like kind of we've shifted like last year

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<v Speaker 4>around like the end of last year beginning of this year,

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<v Speaker 4>we kind of like got too far into like YouTube

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<v Speaker 4>and our fans like let us know what's that mean

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<v Speaker 4>to you to be so like we're playing like the

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<v Speaker 4>YouTube game in addition to like doing what we want,

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<v Speaker 4>like we rarely work on our own cars. That's like

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<v Speaker 4>just one way to do it, is like you build

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<v Speaker 4>cars and like people like watch it or whatever. But

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<v Speaker 4>then like we play like the YouTube game, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>and like we think of like what's going to perform

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<v Speaker 4>well on YouTube almost before like or at the same

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<v Speaker 4>time as like what's valuable as like a car thing

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<v Speaker 4>that's like a very delicate rope to walk, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>like between being like click baity or being like two niche.

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<v Speaker 4>Like from the beginning, we've always said, like I want

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<v Speaker 4>to make car videos that my aunt would watch. You

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<v Speaker 4>don't have to like cars, but if you do like cars,

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<v Speaker 4>then like that's like this is your shit, right, And

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<v Speaker 4>so like at one point, I think, like last summer

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<v Speaker 4>we hit just not even car.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I think the video.

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<v Speaker 4>That we all kind of agree was like us jumping

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<v Speaker 4>the shark, was we filled an engine with blood. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>not a lot of people did, but like I still

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<v Speaker 4>think we could have pulled it off.

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<v Speaker 3>We could have made a good video about it.

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<v Speaker 4>But yeah, we like went to the butcher bought a

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<v Speaker 4>bunch of pigs blood and we were like, well, like

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<v Speaker 4>blood is just oil for your body, and so like

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<v Speaker 4>we put like a bunch of stuff in an engine

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<v Speaker 4>and then like finally.

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<v Speaker 1>You put blood in that see if it would run.

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<v Speaker 4>Blood and an engine to see if would run, and

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<v Speaker 4>like we were shooting it and we were like, this

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<v Speaker 4>is not good.

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<v Speaker 3>This is gross.

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<v Speaker 4>Like I think Pete is gonna shut us down, like

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<v Speaker 4>it's stunk, Like blood is gross.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. So yeah, so like our audience was like, what

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<v Speaker 3>are you guys doing and we're like, yeah, you're right.

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<v Speaker 4>So we kind of like refocused because like, yeah, everything

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<v Speaker 4>has to be actual car and.

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<v Speaker 1>Not if you're in the business to get views on YouTube,

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<v Speaker 1>it's certainly become more of a stunt based platform than

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<v Speaker 1>it has.

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<v Speaker 4>Wrenching we're still making videos around the same time. Yeah, right,

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<v Speaker 4>And like back then, like Nicetat was like god of YouTube,

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<v Speaker 4>but yeah, it was like very lifestyle, very like oh

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<v Speaker 4>the this is a way to like get a more

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<v Speaker 4>intimate look at like these people that I admire, and

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<v Speaker 4>you know, like yeah, a lot more vloggy stuff, a

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<v Speaker 4>lot more video essays, which is like what we started doing,

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<v Speaker 4>and now like it is like big stunt, big title

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<v Speaker 4>influenced stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>I've always been curious about, first your origin story, Like

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if the listening audience knows, like how

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<v Speaker 2>did you become the persona that you are or the

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<v Speaker 2>person that you are? Because first, you know what I

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<v Speaker 2>love about you, James is when I watch the videos,

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<v Speaker 2>I use this like you know, analogy. Your headlights are

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<v Speaker 2>on full, like you know, they're like on high beam,

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<v Speaker 2>And anytime I have a question about anything carbulated, I

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<v Speaker 2>go straight to you because you make it so fun.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, and you know you shared with us briefly

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<v Speaker 2>that you know you started in comedy. But how did

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<v Speaker 2>this journey start? Like like where did it begin?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>So, like I as a kid, I like two things.

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<v Speaker 4>I liked comedies and cars. Like I remember like a

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<v Speaker 4>Z thirty two three hundred DX I saw at the airport,

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<v Speaker 4>like my parents were divorced and my dad was taking

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<v Speaker 4>me to the airport to go back to my mom's

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<v Speaker 4>house and I saw three hundred DX.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, oh no, I like these.

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<v Speaker 4>Similarly, in fourth grade, I saw Billy Madison and like

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<v Speaker 4>my dad loved like comedy and stuff. But like Adam

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<v Speaker 4>Sandler was like the first dude who me and my

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<v Speaker 4>friends like got And I think that's very like a

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<v Speaker 4>very similar parallel to like, oh I liked imports, and

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<v Speaker 4>I liked Japanese cars and like European cars, where like

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<v Speaker 4>my dad liked muscle cars and like old British cars.

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<v Speaker 4>So like it was kind of at the same time,

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<v Speaker 4>these two things that like were mine and like the

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<v Speaker 4>first time I had taste that was different than what

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<v Speaker 4>was just fed to me. Those two things are just

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<v Speaker 4>like the main constant through my life. So like I've

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<v Speaker 4>always had a dumb car, and being a comedian has

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<v Speaker 4>always been like my dream. So when I was nineteen,

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<v Speaker 4>I moved to Los Angeles from Louisville, Kentucky, and say Louisville.

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<v Speaker 4>I do, because I'm not like I grew up all

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<v Speaker 4>over the Southeast but landed in Louisville.

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<v Speaker 3>I went to high school there, so that's why I.

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<v Speaker 4>Say I'm from there, but yeah, Louisville, it's also acceptable.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I moved here from Louisville.

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<v Speaker 4>And this theater called Upraad Citizens Brigade was just opening

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<v Speaker 4>their La branch and I just got in really early

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<v Speaker 4>and like luckily got like a bunch of stage time

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<v Speaker 4>and was able to work with like a bunch of

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<v Speaker 4>people that I had seen in movies.

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<v Speaker 2>Like an improv group.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so like I did a lot of improv, a

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<v Speaker 4>lot of improv and then sketch comedy. So like I

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<v Speaker 4>had a number of sketch groups.

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<v Speaker 3>I had a group called the Midnight Show.

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<v Speaker 4>It was a monthly show and we all like lived

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<v Speaker 4>in this big mansion on Wilton in Hollywood together and

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<v Speaker 4>we would like argue about comedy like as a science,

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<v Speaker 4>like there's like rules that make things funny, right, and

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<v Speaker 4>like that's like really how we approached it, and like

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<v Speaker 4>what just the nerdiest stuff like listening to like National

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<v Speaker 4>Lampoon Radio Hour, or like watching like scenes from movies

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<v Speaker 4>and like pausing them and being like all right, so

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<v Speaker 4>what's the game in this scene? Really just like dissecting

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<v Speaker 4>really making comedy not fun, but we'd like, yeah, getting

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<v Speaker 4>fistfights or what's funny? And did some movie stuff? Was

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<v Speaker 4>on some TV shows?

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<v Speaker 1>Was this all through people you met at UCB? Was

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<v Speaker 1>this through an agent? How did you get these opportunities

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<v Speaker 1>early on? I?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I got like representation pretty early when I was younger. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>And like I was doing Hollywood pretty hard, So I

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<v Speaker 4>was like going auditions a whole lot, and like I

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<v Speaker 4>was just like so tired.

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<v Speaker 3>Of doing it. Three or four years in a row.

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<v Speaker 4>I was like tested multiple times for like a sitcom

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<v Speaker 4>during pilot season, you guys know, but if you don't

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<v Speaker 4>for like two months in the spring they cast all

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<v Speaker 4>the new TV shows, and so like I would be

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<v Speaker 4>going to like eleven auditions a week, and so like

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<v Speaker 4>that's like eleven job interviews that I'm not getting. But

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<v Speaker 4>every single one of those job interviews could potentially make

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<v Speaker 4>me a millionaire, you know, if like a show gets

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<v Speaker 4>picked up. I remember my manager telling me, he's like,

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<v Speaker 4>if you get in syndication, then that's fucking You'll have

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<v Speaker 4>like fifteen million dollars. And I was like, yo, I

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<v Speaker 4>don't have any dollars. So I get just like this

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<v Speaker 4>constant up and down. So like when I started with Donut,

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<v Speaker 4>like this guy Ben Conrad who directed a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>the Jim Connas, I just wanted to be around him,

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<v Speaker 4>and I was like done being on camera. And I

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<v Speaker 4>thought like, oh, I'll just like shadow Ben. He can

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<v Speaker 4>mentor me, and I'll be a director and I'll just

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<v Speaker 4>like direct commercials and like that'll be my job. And

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<v Speaker 4>kind of did that for a year. And my boss

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<v Speaker 4>at the time at Donnut was like, make one video

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<v Speaker 4>with you in it where you tell the history of

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<v Speaker 4>a car, any car, just do it and put it

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<v Speaker 4>out and like I was like all right, So like

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<v Speaker 4>I did.

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<v Speaker 3>And that was the first episode of Up to.

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<v Speaker 4>Speed and it got like three million views on Facebook

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<v Speaker 4>in like twenty four hours. And he was like, all right, cool,

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<v Speaker 4>you gotta do that every week. And that was seven

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<v Speaker 4>years ago. So in some form or fashion, been doing

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<v Speaker 4>that ever since.

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<v Speaker 2>So is the acting hat just kind of hung up?

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<v Speaker 4>It's weird, Like I was totally like done, but like

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like this year, like, oh, I don't know

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<v Speaker 4>what I want to do, you know, Like I feel

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<v Speaker 4>like maybe there's some sort of next chapter coming up.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>It'd be a shame for you not to like spread

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<v Speaker 2>your wings because yeah, you're so funny.

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<v Speaker 3>Dude, Thank you man, I appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 2>You're so talented, because how do you make car information

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<v Speaker 2>content like so entertaining? Yeah, that's that's that's a gift.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, that's that's your superpower. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, you guys have done so well, I would say,

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<v Speaker 1>leading the carnistry. Can I say that?

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<v Speaker 3>Sure?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we're not technically the I think we're like the

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<v Speaker 4>fifth biggest automotive YouTube channel. But I do think like

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<v Speaker 4>our other businesses and stuff like all combined, I think

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<v Speaker 4>we have a pretty big footprint.

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<v Speaker 2>It's really cool to hear your journey because for the

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<v Speaker 2>listeners out there, it's a testament to how sometimes when

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<v Speaker 2>you think like you have a certain road that you're following,

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<v Speaker 2>and then there's a roadblocke, these other doors or these

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<v Speaker 2>other windows open and that journey that you were initially

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<v Speaker 2>on actually prepared you for the whole Downut thing.

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<v Speaker 3>For sure.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, definitely I am more aware now than I was then.

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<v Speaker 4>How fortunate, like the timing of this whole thing was

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<v Speaker 4>because like these three guys, who were very experienced in

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<v Speaker 4>all of the stuff that I'm not good at, were

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<v Speaker 4>just like, hey, we're starting this company. You and Jesse

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<v Speaker 4>our chief creative officer, and like my main like creative partners,

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<v Speaker 4>just like you can do whatever you want creatively, and

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<v Speaker 4>so like we were just given like all this space

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<v Speaker 4>to like fail like a lot, like you know, take

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<v Speaker 4>a lot of swings and like come up with something

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<v Speaker 4>that at least works for now consistently. And I think

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<v Speaker 4>one of the strong things about the Donut team is that,

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<v Speaker 4>like you know, We're never satisfied, I guess, so, like

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<v Speaker 4>we're constantly like evolving what it means to be donut.

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<v Speaker 4>And I think that early like encouragement to do things

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<v Speaker 4>that might not work continues to be like part.

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<v Speaker 3>Of what we do.

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<v Speaker 1>Does it get scary to try new things because it's

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<v Speaker 1>not very forgiving on YouTube. If you put something out

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<v Speaker 1>that flops, you may not be promoted again for the

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<v Speaker 1>next post.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, YouTube right now at least rewards consistency. I've always

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<v Speaker 4>like really enjoyed being creative within confined, like whether it's

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<v Speaker 4>like budget or like just like resources or like rules

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<v Speaker 4>or like I think that's why, like the way that

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<v Speaker 4>I approached was like, all right, there's like all these rules,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, like you set up a reality. All right,

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<v Speaker 4>we're all on the same page. Like the audience knows

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<v Speaker 4>that this is the reality. Then you break the reality.

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<v Speaker 4>That's the joke, and so like then you return back

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<v Speaker 4>to the reality and like we kind of catch them

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<v Speaker 4>off guard, break that same joke again. That's the second

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<v Speaker 4>be And like I always like kind of liked rules.

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<v Speaker 2>Gotta know the rules to break them.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Yeah, I'm a big, big proponent of knowing the

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<v Speaker 4>rules and they break them. That's probably my my ethos

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<v Speaker 4>of being a creator for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, is there a method to the madness of how

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<v Speaker 2>you approach your content? Because you're literally a Wikipedia of knowledge?

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<v Speaker 2>I go, does this guy know all of this information beforehand?

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<v Speaker 2>Or do you go and study up on.

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<v Speaker 4>It from the very beginning? Like writers have been a

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<v Speaker 4>big part of Donut, So everything's like super written, Like

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<v Speaker 4>we have punch up sessions, like not so much anymore,

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<v Speaker 4>but like all those early videos. So yeah, it's like

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<v Speaker 4>a lot of research, you know, and like making sure

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<v Speaker 4>we get it right because we've definitely got it wrong before,

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<v Speaker 4>and like that's the worst, Like that's when they come

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<v Speaker 4>for your throat, especially when we're doing up to Speed

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<v Speaker 4>the car history show. We'd like, the worst thing we

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<v Speaker 4>could possibly do is if I'm like talking about like

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<v Speaker 4>a fourth gen something and like an editor shows like

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<v Speaker 4>the wrong generation car and just like lit up, just

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<v Speaker 4>like I was like, I don't know, I haven't even

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<v Speaker 4>seen that edit. But yeah, but like a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>research and then a lot of care put into like

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<v Speaker 4>crafting jokes and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>You realize listening to that is that it doesn't just

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<v Speaker 2>come easy, Like there has to be like a method

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<v Speaker 2>and a process, yeah, and work behind it. Nobody ever sees.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and that process, like I feel like it's constantly

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<v Speaker 4>evolving for us, Like there is a method, but like

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<v Speaker 4>that method is constantly changing, and like as soon as

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<v Speaker 4>we feel like we know what we're doing, it's old

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<v Speaker 4>and so like we have to like start over. And

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<v Speaker 4>that is the aspect of the team that I'm most

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<v Speaker 4>proud of, is that we're willing to just be like,

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<v Speaker 4>what we're doing isn't working anymore, Guys, Like we're done.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, we're starting over, always evolving, always changing it

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<v Speaker 4>like never, it's never quite right, We're always tweaking it.

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<v Speaker 2>That says a lot about your team because first being

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<v Speaker 2>able to take criticism and listen to it, and that

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<v Speaker 2>allowing your ego to take over, because I mean in Hollywood,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, man, it's like people surround themselves with yes man,

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<v Speaker 2>and I see you know colleagues that have so much potential,

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<v Speaker 2>but somehow their ego gets in the way and they

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<v Speaker 2>think there's shit, doesn't stinc But you know, art is subjective,

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<v Speaker 2>and if you are not constantly evolving and growing, I

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<v Speaker 2>think as a human being, you're not accessible to the

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<v Speaker 2>viewer too. That's why it's every time I watch you,

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<v Speaker 2>it's like you're accessible, you know, like it feels like

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<v Speaker 2>it's a friend in my living room talking about their passion.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's something that I search for, you know, as

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<v Speaker 2>I get older, it's like, how do you keep passionate

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<v Speaker 2>about something when you've done it for like close to

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<v Speaker 2>a decade already.

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<v Speaker 3>I just thinking.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, it's probably not healthy, but it's like just

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<v Speaker 4>never thinking it's good. And like as I get older,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like getting better at being like okay, like let's

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<v Speaker 4>celebrate our wins. And I think like just as a team,

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<v Speaker 4>we are so like heads down all the time. I

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<v Speaker 4>think we have kind of missed a lot of like

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<v Speaker 4>milestones and not given them like the proper celebration or something.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like we're actually like actively trying to be better

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<v Speaker 4>at that. I get overwhelmed by my job a lot,

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<v Speaker 4>not a lot, but like enough. But at the end

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<v Speaker 4>of the day, if I look at it, I really

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<v Speaker 4>do feel so fortunate that I'm able to do this,

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<v Speaker 4>Like it's literally what I wanted to do, like when

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<v Speaker 4>I was nine years old, Like I like this thing,

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<v Speaker 4>and I like this thing. How can I make jokes

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<v Speaker 4>about cars and the fact that I get to do that,

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<v Speaker 4>like if I'm in like contract negotiations or like I

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<v Speaker 4>have like a crazy shoe schedule, or frustrated with you know,

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<v Speaker 4>somebody I'm like working with or whatever, Like if I

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<v Speaker 4>really like look at it, like I'll look at it

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<v Speaker 4>like it's like I get to do exactly what I

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to do. And if I ever allow myself to

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<v Speaker 4>not be stoked about it, I sort of like someone

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<v Speaker 4>that either call me out on it or I'll realize

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<v Speaker 4>it myself and be like, dude, like come on man,

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<v Speaker 4>because it could all go away, you know, Like it's

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<v Speaker 4>like we were talking about like people coming up to

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<v Speaker 4>us or something. It's like, well, I would really hate

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<v Speaker 4>it if nobody did, or like I'd really hate it

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<v Speaker 4>if like I didn't have three videos to shoot this week,

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<v Speaker 4>Like that would suck.

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<v Speaker 3>Like this is the best.

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<v Speaker 2>What a healthy perspective? Yeah, yeah, that's great. Perspective's great

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<v Speaker 2>to share with people out there.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you self reflect a lot? Are you an overthinker?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh? I do.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like very I take care of my mental health

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<v Speaker 4>very actively in these days. So yeah, I like meditate,

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<v Speaker 4>practice gratitude.

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<v Speaker 1>What made you realize you wanted to put attention on

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<v Speaker 1>your mental health.

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<v Speaker 4>I went crazy or I was going crazy in what sense? Uh,

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<v Speaker 4>just a lot of senses.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I think I've chosen a pretty extreme path, like moving

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<v Speaker 4>here when I was so young, and choosing this sort

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<v Speaker 4>of like make or break career and then jumping into

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<v Speaker 4>donut and like everything that came with that.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I think I.

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<v Speaker 4>Like got to the point where I was like allowed

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<v Speaker 4>to have a normal life and just sort of like

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<v Speaker 4>one day just realized I was like exhausted, Like I

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<v Speaker 4>was just so beat up.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you take time off?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? I do.

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<v Speaker 4>And our work schedule, like we're all very conscious of

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<v Speaker 4>it now, because I think we went really hard as

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<v Speaker 4>a community. I think like we all were like all right, guys,

0:23:36.200 --> 0:23:38.359
<v Speaker 4>we need to like do this better. So like our

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<v Speaker 4>schedu we have like people that make our schedules, and

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<v Speaker 4>like we're very conscious of burnout now. But there were

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<v Speaker 4>days like in the beginning, I'd say like twenty eighteen

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<v Speaker 4>was probably like when we first started like hitting there's

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<v Speaker 4>like a ninety day stint and like we would just

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<v Speaker 4>be in the office till midnight just because we loved

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<v Speaker 4>being there. You know, and like we're like, oh, it's

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<v Speaker 4>not work because like we love doing it, but it's

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<v Speaker 4>like it is and you need to like take time.

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<v Speaker 3>But I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like older now, I'm I like doing other things.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, you know, thinking about starting a family, care

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<v Speaker 4>about my health, had some health scares just like really

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<v Speaker 4>didn't take care of myself, like from again a mental standpoint,

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<v Speaker 4>but also like a physical standpoint.

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<v Speaker 1>Like working out, eating healthy.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and like.

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<v Speaker 4>I smoked and like drank a bunch and like did

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<v Speaker 4>a bunch of drugs when I was younger, which is

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<v Speaker 4>like fine, just like stop at some point. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>very recently I realized like this is my life. And

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like I've always like not been present, so

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<v Speaker 4>like i feel like every accomplishment or everything, I'm like

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<v Speaker 4>working towards this other thing. And recently I've tried I've

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<v Speaker 4>realized like, oh, this is the life that I live,

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<v Speaker 4>Like this is mine now, Like the dream is now,

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<v Speaker 4>like the dream is no longer like oh I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 4>be will feral. The dream is like I want to

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<v Speaker 4>be like a good partner and I want to be

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<v Speaker 4>like a great like person for my friends, like create

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<v Speaker 4>with I want to, you know, be a good mentor

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<v Speaker 4>to people. I want to you know, do all these

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<v Speaker 4>things and like that's my dream now. So like now

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<v Speaker 4>my dream is like today, and so everything that I

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<v Speaker 4>do isn't like looking towards the future, although like it

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<v Speaker 4>is good to plan towards the future. I think like

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<v Speaker 4>I'm trying to be more present than I ever was,

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<v Speaker 4>because I think I spent a lot of my adulthood

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<v Speaker 4>not being present.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I feel that. I think that's also YouTube grind.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like goals are good, but like the tribes are crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>I totally can relate with that. It took me so

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<v Speaker 2>many years and maybe I feel like I kind of

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<v Speaker 2>just figured it out like recently, like in the past year,

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<v Speaker 2>like living in the moment, you know, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, always in the grind and like you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and thinking about like ten years down the line, and

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<v Speaker 2>also never feeling like, you know, I'm worthy enough or

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<v Speaker 2>I'm good enough. I mean, this one connective tissue that

0:25:57.000 --> 0:25:59.399
<v Speaker 2>we all three of us have is that you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like or biological fathers or not here, Like I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>grow up with my real father, like he left before

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<v Speaker 2>I was even born. You know what, I mean, and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, the parents I did grow up with, they

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<v Speaker 2>kind of split up and stuff. And for me on

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<v Speaker 2>a personal way, I think that's was like one of

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<v Speaker 2>the primary motivations for me to like go into becoming

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<v Speaker 2>an actor, because like I wanted to feel like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I was validated as a human being, Like I wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to turn into something that I was not, like kind

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<v Speaker 2>of change like with the world or even the way

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<v Speaker 2>I saw myself. Do you think that kind of background

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<v Speaker 2>like led you guys into entertainment at all?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I definitely think so.

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<v Speaker 4>I think, like, yeah, being funny or like being loud

0:26:43.000 --> 0:26:45.439
<v Speaker 4>or being just like that dude is like I was

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<v Speaker 4>never good at sports or anything.

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<v Speaker 3>So like that was the first thing I was ever.

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<v Speaker 4>Validated in, and like maybe the only thing I was

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<v Speaker 4>ever validated in as like a kid was like I

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<v Speaker 4>was even now like I'm less like talented and just

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<v Speaker 4>more willing to do so I'm just like not embarrassed

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<v Speaker 4>to do stuff in front of people. And so I think, like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>that was like a skill or a trait that was

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<v Speaker 4>you know, immediately rewarded as a child and then like

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<v Speaker 4>consistently rewarded into adulthood and so I was like, all right,

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<v Speaker 4>I'll just keep doing this, keep doing this, keep doing this.

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<v Speaker 4>But yeah, and I always wanted like a million jobs.

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<v Speaker 4>So like I remember my dad saying, you don't want

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<v Speaker 4>to join the army, you don't want to like be

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<v Speaker 4>an architect, just be an actor and you can pretend

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<v Speaker 4>to do whatever you want to do. He said that, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

0:27:33.119 --> 0:27:34.680
<v Speaker 4>you can pretend to have any job you want.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, all right, but yeah, validation for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I don't know if it's so much of a

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<v Speaker 1>validation not consciously, and maybe it's so consciously it could be.

0:27:44.560 --> 0:27:49.440
<v Speaker 1>I think obviously losing a parent can change your navigation,

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<v Speaker 1>your direction where you're going. But for me, with acting,

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<v Speaker 1>it's I'm almost say it was the first thing I

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<v Speaker 1>would say I wanted to do before even I think

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<v Speaker 1>I fully knew what it was. I just loved, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>hanging with my friends, playing pretend, and if I could

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<v Speaker 1>do that for a living, it's what I wanted to do.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think they're growing up in a household that

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't the most stable. I think caused me in my

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<v Speaker 1>life to psychoanalyze myself, to never feel complacent, to never

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<v Speaker 1>feel kind of like what you were saying about that

0:28:24.440 --> 0:28:28.119
<v Speaker 1>hunger of constantly wanting more and not celebrating the small wines.

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<v Speaker 1>I find that I'm like that in my life, and

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<v Speaker 1>I can only assume that's because as I didn't have

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<v Speaker 1>that growing up.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I can't even do birthdays because I never

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<v Speaker 2>had birthday parties growing up.

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<v Speaker 1>They're hard.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So like my wife is, she's like the mother and

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<v Speaker 2>the sister and the wife that everyone dreams of having, right,

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<v Speaker 2>And she's always trying to have a birthday party for

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<v Speaker 2>me and I can't do it. Yeah, you know, and

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't grow up with that validation. Hey, this is

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<v Speaker 2>your day you were born. I go, well, who would

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<v Speaker 2>come to this birthday party?

0:29:02.400 --> 0:29:02.520
<v Speaker 3>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>And see, like I think a lot of people will

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<v Speaker 2>come for the free food. Yeah, it's it's it's interesting

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<v Speaker 2>how like our childhood molds like how we see ourselves

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<v Speaker 2>in the world. I mean, talking to you, this is

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<v Speaker 2>amazing because you know, I was always so looking forward

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<v Speaker 2>to like sitting down with you in person, because again,

0:29:26.040 --> 0:29:29.280
<v Speaker 2>this light that you radiate through, you know, the content

0:29:29.360 --> 0:29:31.160
<v Speaker 2>that you make. I was like, there has to be

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<v Speaker 2>like some recipe for this. There has to be like

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<v Speaker 2>a method to this madness, and you know, going back

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<v Speaker 2>to like how you know you practice in meditation and gratitude, Like, well,

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<v Speaker 2>what is your approach to that?

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<v Speaker 3>Where'd you learn that meditate?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't do this so much anymore, as much as

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<v Speaker 4>I should, but I really like breath work a whole lot.

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<v Speaker 3>I pray.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not like religious necessarily, but I do make an

0:29:55.880 --> 0:29:59.640
<v Speaker 4>effort to pray. I make lists when I'm at my best.

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<v Speaker 4>I do this stuff, but you know, its slips, and

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<v Speaker 4>then I try more and more now to be like

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<v Speaker 4>physically active. That was never like a thing that like

0:30:09.560 --> 0:30:13.240
<v Speaker 4>I made like an effort to do. But I think

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<v Speaker 4>like one day I was like, dude, I'm getting old

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<v Speaker 4>and when you're old old you can't put on muscle,

0:30:20.600 --> 0:30:22.000
<v Speaker 4>and so like I'm like, all right, I gotta like

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<v Speaker 4>beef up where my kids are gonna be able to

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<v Speaker 4>beat me up. And so like now I'm like actively

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<v Speaker 4>trying to be like more active and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>What made you realize I mean subjective saying someone's old,

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<v Speaker 1>But what made you feel that way? Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, I started getting gray in my beard.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, like I said, I moved like I moved here

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<v Speaker 4>when I was young, and so like I've always been

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<v Speaker 4>the youngest like of all my friends, Like I've always

0:30:42.640 --> 0:30:45.880
<v Speaker 4>been like the youngest person. And then one day I

0:30:45.960 --> 0:30:48.880
<v Speaker 4>kind of like looked around donut I was like, I'm

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<v Speaker 4>older than everybody, and like I went to the streams

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<v Speaker 4>recently and I was like, yo, I'm like old for

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<v Speaker 4>my job. Like I'm like one of the older people

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<v Speaker 4>like in my industry. Like I'm like and I've been

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<v Speaker 4>doing this like for almost a decade, like I've been

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<v Speaker 4>on YouTube and you too, but like for almost ten years.

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<v Speaker 4>Like that's gnarly, dude, and so like, yeah, I just

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<v Speaker 4>I think I've always identified as younger. So I think

0:31:15.800 --> 0:31:18.840
<v Speaker 4>maybe I had some sort of Peter Pan complex. And

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<v Speaker 4>then so like I skipped that like okay, I'm getting old.

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<v Speaker 4>So like now all of a sudden, I'm just like,

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<v Speaker 4>oh dude, I'm.

0:31:24.520 --> 0:31:27.080
<v Speaker 1>Here, Like I'm like life happens fast.

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<v Speaker 4>And I think, you know, like whether it's like because

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like old or whatever, like I really do want

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<v Speaker 4>to do things, you know, like I want to have kids.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm getting married. I'm very excited.

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<v Speaker 4>And so like, you know, I can't ask someone to

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<v Speaker 4>marry me without like being like.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, it's going to be for a while.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, it's like you want to marry me for

0:31:51.680 --> 0:31:53.640
<v Speaker 4>ten years and then I'll die, and it's like I'm

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<v Speaker 4>marry me and I'll do it, Like I have to

0:31:55.400 --> 0:31:59.240
<v Speaker 4>like promise her that like it's going to be for

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<v Speaker 4>as long as I can like possibly make it. I'm

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<v Speaker 4>gonna put in all the effort to make this as

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<v Speaker 4>long of a promise as it can be.

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<v Speaker 1>As you get older, do you find yourself focusing also

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<v Speaker 1>on what legacy you're leaving behind.

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<v Speaker 4>I have like thought about my legacy recently, and so

0:32:32.360 --> 0:32:36.120
<v Speaker 4>like I'm definitely like not done evolving. I would like

0:32:36.120 --> 0:32:39.040
<v Speaker 4>to include stuff outside of YouTube, which is why I'm

0:32:39.200 --> 0:32:41.960
<v Speaker 4>so excited about like the other stuff. Like I think

0:32:42.000 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 4>I enjoy like our podcast the most past gast podcast

0:32:45.680 --> 0:32:50.440
<v Speaker 4>wherever you get your podcasts, and then recently are like

0:32:50.480 --> 0:32:53.600
<v Speaker 4>apparel Line has been like a real a real joy

0:32:53.640 --> 0:32:56.680
<v Speaker 4>for me to like do and like work with our

0:32:56.840 --> 0:33:00.160
<v Speaker 4>lead designer student and Depaz and then Tim Moore are

0:33:00.200 --> 0:33:02.560
<v Speaker 4>like head of product is like that's that's been like

0:33:02.600 --> 0:33:03.000
<v Speaker 4>really fun.

0:33:03.000 --> 0:33:04.520
<v Speaker 3>We're in zoomies now, which is cool.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, congratulations on that.

0:33:06.160 --> 0:33:08.480
<v Speaker 2>What's your legacy that you want to leave behind?

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<v Speaker 1>Really, I'm still trying to figure that out. It has

0:33:13.400 --> 0:33:16.280
<v Speaker 1>been a thought of mine more so lately about what

0:33:16.400 --> 0:33:19.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm leaving behind, which I think is natural, you know,

0:33:19.640 --> 0:33:23.640
<v Speaker 1>as you get older. I like to believe I've helped

0:33:23.920 --> 0:33:28.160
<v Speaker 1>maybe open up people's eyes to women representation in the space,

0:33:28.440 --> 0:33:29.960
<v Speaker 1>But I don't want to take sole credit for that,

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<v Speaker 1>because there's so many incredible women in this industry who

0:33:32.640 --> 0:33:35.440
<v Speaker 1>helped to make it what it is today. So I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. I think as I lean more into the

0:33:37.600 --> 0:33:40.680
<v Speaker 1>mental health space, having just signed on the board of

0:33:40.720 --> 0:33:44.200
<v Speaker 1>a nonprofit called Alive and well, I think just trying

0:33:44.280 --> 0:33:47.600
<v Speaker 1>to give back and help as many people on this

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<v Speaker 1>earth while I'm here. I mean, I can't really think

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<v Speaker 1>of much else that I really want to leave behind

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<v Speaker 1>aside helping other people.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think you've definitely, you know, as a woman

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<v Speaker 4>in our industry, like some thing that we can do,

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<v Speaker 4>almost like accidentally, is give someone something that they want

0:34:05.880 --> 0:34:08.960
<v Speaker 4>to emulate, you know, so like it's so much easier

0:34:08.960 --> 0:34:11.680
<v Speaker 4>for someone to do it if it's already been done,

0:34:11.719 --> 0:34:14.440
<v Speaker 4>because like like you can be like, oh, like I

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<v Speaker 4>really like Amelia Hartford. I'm going to make a channel

0:34:16.880 --> 0:34:20.280
<v Speaker 4>like hers, and when it's like still on that person's

0:34:20.360 --> 0:34:24.440
<v Speaker 4>like style and like their whole like vibe and like

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<v Speaker 4>not ripping you off at all, but just like seeing

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<v Speaker 4>that it worked and like being a fan of something. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>Like when someone new starts at donut, like I'm like, well,

0:34:33.920 --> 0:34:36.160
<v Speaker 4>who do you like? Like what do you like to watch?

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<v Speaker 4>That's like the jumping off point from like what they're

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<v Speaker 4>going to make. But by just existing and like putting

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<v Speaker 4>stuff out, I think, yeah, you are one hundred percent

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<v Speaker 4>influencing what is to come.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, thank you. I don't like taking that much credit,

0:34:48.600 --> 0:34:50.839
<v Speaker 1>but influencing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's also beautiful what Amelia represents, you know, even

0:34:55.560 --> 0:35:00.800
<v Speaker 2>self reflection. To be able to have someone to understand

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<v Speaker 2>what that's about and like constantly like yourself to echo

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<v Speaker 2>what you said earlier. Is to never be complacent to

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<v Speaker 2>who you are and to evolve into something better.

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<v Speaker 3>Right.

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<v Speaker 2>That's something that I noticed about her, and that is

0:35:14.560 --> 0:35:17.799
<v Speaker 2>a trait that separates her from other people that are

0:35:17.800 --> 0:35:20.960
<v Speaker 2>making content. And because the camera doesn't lie, you know,

0:35:21.000 --> 0:35:23.200
<v Speaker 2>it's like you know, I mean you've done enough like

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<v Speaker 2>you know, film projects where you see someone and you go, wow,

0:35:28.200 --> 0:35:30.759
<v Speaker 2>there's something radiating from them, and then you meet them

0:35:30.760 --> 0:35:33.280
<v Speaker 2>and you go, yeah, they're kind of playing a version

0:35:33.320 --> 0:35:36.920
<v Speaker 2>of themselves too, you know, like it's acting, but without that,

0:35:37.040 --> 0:35:38.280
<v Speaker 2>the camera will see the truth.

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<v Speaker 4>You can tell if there's joy behind a performance, and

0:35:41.280 --> 0:35:43.319
<v Speaker 4>you can tell if there's not a note. I'm given

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<v Speaker 4>a number of times to like a lot of our

0:35:45.760 --> 0:35:47.960
<v Speaker 4>guys is like, yo, dude, I could tell you were

0:35:48.000 --> 0:35:51.520
<v Speaker 4>not having any fun while you're making that video, and

0:35:52.160 --> 0:35:54.080
<v Speaker 4>you know, usually it's like what can we do to

0:35:54.160 --> 0:35:56.319
<v Speaker 4>make you have more fun? Like why aren't you having

0:35:56.360 --> 0:35:58.799
<v Speaker 4>fun doing this? Because at the end of the day,

0:35:58.800 --> 0:36:02.480
<v Speaker 4>we're goofing around and like driving cool cars, and it's

0:36:02.520 --> 0:36:03.800
<v Speaker 4>awesome that we get to do this.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, because you started, you know, as an actor.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I think prior to social media and YouTube,

0:36:12.719 --> 0:36:15.800
<v Speaker 2>you know, there was a legitimate excuse that these gates

0:36:16.080 --> 0:36:17.600
<v Speaker 2>to the studios were closed.

0:36:17.760 --> 0:36:18.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:36:18.160 --> 0:36:20.319
<v Speaker 2>I mean, you guys are a testament to like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>there is another road that you can you know, and

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<v Speaker 2>the cadence even with like Asian American kids today that

0:36:27.600 --> 0:36:31.080
<v Speaker 2>are you know, content makers, is way different from my

0:36:31.200 --> 0:36:35.239
<v Speaker 2>generation because we were beholden by the caykeepers. First, you

0:36:35.280 --> 0:36:37.720
<v Speaker 2>had to get an agent, right, and if an agent

0:36:37.800 --> 0:36:40.360
<v Speaker 2>didn't like sign you, you had no way of getting,

0:36:40.560 --> 0:36:42.920
<v Speaker 2>you know, an audition, and if you don't get an audition,

0:36:43.280 --> 0:36:44.920
<v Speaker 2>you're never going to get a job. You can't get

0:36:44.960 --> 0:36:47.520
<v Speaker 2>in the Union. It's just the whole domino effect of

0:36:48.400 --> 0:36:52.160
<v Speaker 2>these barriers, right. And when I see you know, Asian

0:36:52.200 --> 0:36:56.000
<v Speaker 2>American kids today that have like massive viewership on YouTube

0:36:56.120 --> 0:36:59.719
<v Speaker 2>or social media, their walk is different, you know, because

0:36:59.760 --> 0:37:02.400
<v Speaker 2>they're I don't need shit that don't fucking studio to

0:37:02.440 --> 0:37:04.839
<v Speaker 2>tell me, like I'm good enough, Like I'll just make

0:37:04.840 --> 0:37:09.040
<v Speaker 2>my own videos, right, and and the self expression right.

0:37:09.160 --> 0:37:12.839
<v Speaker 2>And with technology today, it's like there really is no

0:37:12.920 --> 0:37:13.760
<v Speaker 2>excuse today.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you know.

0:37:14.880 --> 0:37:17.799
<v Speaker 4>I mean I saw a showed a Comedy Central like

0:37:18.000 --> 0:37:20.600
<v Speaker 4>ten years ago and like worked on it for like

0:37:20.640 --> 0:37:22.839
<v Speaker 4>two and a half years, and like it we never

0:37:22.920 --> 0:37:26.600
<v Speaker 4>shot anything, just like notes and like rewrites and like

0:37:26.600 --> 0:37:28.240
<v Speaker 4>all this stuff. It's like two and a half years,

0:37:28.480 --> 0:37:33.480
<v Speaker 4>you know. I think having had experience with traditional media

0:37:34.120 --> 0:37:37.520
<v Speaker 4>and then coming into YouTube with like the support that

0:37:37.600 --> 0:37:40.840
<v Speaker 4>I had, Like I was just blown away by like

0:37:40.960 --> 0:37:43.400
<v Speaker 4>what I was allowed to do and like how quickly

0:37:43.440 --> 0:37:44.600
<v Speaker 4>I could turn stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Over no excuses.

0:37:46.000 --> 0:37:48.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you have distribution at your fingertips.

0:37:48.560 --> 0:37:48.799
<v Speaker 3>Sure.

0:37:48.920 --> 0:37:52.799
<v Speaker 1>Do you see yourself still on YouTube in five to

0:37:52.840 --> 0:37:55.680
<v Speaker 1>ten years? Where do you see your career going or

0:37:55.719 --> 0:37:56.799
<v Speaker 1>where would you like it to be.

0:37:57.120 --> 0:37:59.040
<v Speaker 4>I have no idea what I'm going to do in

0:37:59.080 --> 0:38:01.040
<v Speaker 4>five to ten years. I mean, I'm always going to

0:38:01.120 --> 0:38:04.640
<v Speaker 4>do something like what I'm doing now more and more.

0:38:04.680 --> 0:38:08.400
<v Speaker 4>I like sort of fostering creativity and other people. I

0:38:08.440 --> 0:38:11.239
<v Speaker 4>think that's like something that I've always like had, but

0:38:11.360 --> 0:38:14.040
<v Speaker 4>like I've never known how to do anything before. But

0:38:14.200 --> 0:38:16.120
<v Speaker 4>so now that I kind of know what I'm doing,

0:38:16.200 --> 0:38:19.640
<v Speaker 4>I really do enjoy sharing that with other people. So

0:38:19.719 --> 0:38:22.239
<v Speaker 4>I think that's going to be a thing that grows more.

0:38:22.320 --> 0:38:25.640
<v Speaker 4>I'm more interested in business than I ever have been. Yeah,

0:38:25.640 --> 0:38:28.400
<v Speaker 4>hopefully I'll be involved in Donut. In five years. I

0:38:28.440 --> 0:38:32.799
<v Speaker 4>think I'll be involved with Donut in some capacity. Just

0:38:32.920 --> 0:38:34.920
<v Speaker 4>like more and more stuff, I think.

0:38:35.160 --> 0:38:37.759
<v Speaker 2>But I love what that's rooted in your answers, that

0:38:38.400 --> 0:38:41.080
<v Speaker 2>you want to be able to share and give back

0:38:41.160 --> 0:38:43.880
<v Speaker 2>and foster creativity to like other folks.

0:38:44.080 --> 0:38:46.279
<v Speaker 4>Right, Yeah, that comes from being like a fan, like

0:38:46.320 --> 0:38:48.920
<v Speaker 4>I like stuff, and you know, like I like being

0:38:49.000 --> 0:38:50.480
<v Speaker 4>a part of it, and I like the process a

0:38:50.520 --> 0:38:53.600
<v Speaker 4>whole lot, and you know, I make a certain type

0:38:53.600 --> 0:38:55.880
<v Speaker 4>of thing, but other people make stuff that like I

0:38:55.880 --> 0:38:58.359
<v Speaker 4>would never think of making, you know, so like if

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<v Speaker 4>I can do anything to like help that, then it's

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<v Speaker 4>really like enjoyable to be allowed to be a part

0:39:04.719 --> 0:39:07.000
<v Speaker 4>of that, you know, Like if I'm able to like

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<v Speaker 4>give someone some shortcut or like let them save some

0:39:10.000 --> 0:39:11.600
<v Speaker 4>time because they don't have to figure it out in

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<v Speaker 4>the way that I did, Like the trade off is like, oh,

0:39:14.400 --> 0:39:16.359
<v Speaker 4>you're really good, and I get to be like kind

0:39:16.360 --> 0:39:19.840
<v Speaker 4>of involved in your thing too, So it's like really enjoyable.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's awesome.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I would love to ask if you were to

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<v Speaker 1>talk to a nineteen year old you today, what advice

0:39:28.920 --> 0:39:29.840
<v Speaker 1>would you give yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>It's okay to get a regular job, go bus tables

0:39:33.480 --> 0:39:36.520
<v Speaker 4>or something. Being broke doesn't legitimize you, just kind of

0:39:36.560 --> 0:39:41.520
<v Speaker 4>like also start a YouTube channel and keep that going.

0:39:41.760 --> 0:39:43.080
<v Speaker 3>That's what I would do for sure.

0:39:43.440 --> 0:39:45.920
<v Speaker 1>What about people who want to get into what you're

0:39:45.960 --> 0:39:48.439
<v Speaker 1>doing today? Do you think it's too late to start

0:39:48.440 --> 0:39:48.960
<v Speaker 1>a YouTube?

0:39:49.280 --> 0:39:52.520
<v Speaker 3>No? No, YouTube's not going anywhere. I think YouTube is

0:39:52.520 --> 0:39:54.200
<v Speaker 3>going to continue to evolve.

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<v Speaker 4>I guess, Like, so if someone wants to do what

0:39:56.920 --> 0:40:00.799
<v Speaker 4>I want to do, surround yourself with people who can

0:40:00.880 --> 0:40:04.360
<v Speaker 4>do things that you can't. I'm good at some stuff,

0:40:04.360 --> 0:40:06.640
<v Speaker 4>but like when you combine me with like three or

0:40:06.640 --> 0:40:09.440
<v Speaker 4>four other dudes, like we're fucking nuts. Like we're like

0:40:09.560 --> 0:40:14.200
<v Speaker 4>really good, So you can do it alone. But like personally,

0:40:14.360 --> 0:40:18.479
<v Speaker 4>I'm always been like a collaborative creator. And whether that's

0:40:18.520 --> 0:40:22.480
<v Speaker 4>like you gotta share a channel or just like being

0:40:22.520 --> 0:40:26.080
<v Speaker 4>around people that like have are doing like kind of

0:40:26.080 --> 0:40:28.759
<v Speaker 4>the same thing. Like I think, like try and find community,

0:40:28.800 --> 0:40:31.839
<v Speaker 4>but also find people that like are better than you

0:40:32.080 --> 0:40:35.400
<v Speaker 4>that you can look up to. And if you like

0:40:35.480 --> 0:40:38.120
<v Speaker 4>rip three people off and like make your own thing,

0:40:38.160 --> 0:40:40.920
<v Speaker 4>then that's not ripping them off. That's having tastes. So

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<v Speaker 4>don't be afraid to like emulate your heroes. Have heroes.

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<v Speaker 4>That's my advice. Have heroes and emulate them.

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<v Speaker 2>That's great advice.

0:40:47.920 --> 0:40:48.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, got to have people around you that are smarter

0:40:51.400 --> 0:40:53.440
<v Speaker 2>than you. You're the smartest person in the room. There's

0:40:53.440 --> 0:40:53.840
<v Speaker 2>a problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, right, I would agree with that.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you for being so open and candid. I feel

0:40:58.480 --> 0:41:01.000
<v Speaker 2>like sure, you know, like I got to know the

0:41:01.080 --> 0:41:03.279
<v Speaker 2>man behind the myths, and you know.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I appreciate you. Guys really got it out of me.

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<v Speaker 1>Now this is great. I appreciate you opening up.

0:41:09.160 --> 0:41:10.960
<v Speaker 2>I mean I have, I have, like so much more

0:41:11.000 --> 0:41:12.880
<v Speaker 2>respect for you after this conversation.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, thank you. Yeah, respect for you too, man.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks brother, thank you,