WEBVTT - “Mexico”

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<v Speaker 1>Camp Hell Anna Wake is a production of I Heart Radio.

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<v Speaker 1>After hearing all the stories about Carabelle and how in

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<v Speaker 1>Awake had a hotel and marina built by the students,

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<v Speaker 1>I decided I had to see this for myself. I

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<v Speaker 1>booked myself a room at the Moorings of Carabelle, the

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<v Speaker 1>hotel built by an Awake which is still in operation,

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<v Speaker 1>and headed down to Carabelle. I just got into Carabell

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<v Speaker 1>after a quite hairy drive down a two lane Florida

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<v Speaker 1>highway in pouring rain. I've checked in and I am

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<v Speaker 1>at the moorings at Carabelle Hotel and Marina. This is

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<v Speaker 1>the same hotel and the same marina that those boys built.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm going to go out and speak with some

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<v Speaker 1>locals and see what I can't find out about the

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<v Speaker 1>town of Carabell. My first stop was to visit the

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<v Speaker 1>Carabell History Museum, a small local shrine to the fishing

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<v Speaker 1>town of Carabelle. I figured surely they had to know

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<v Speaker 1>about Antiwaki's history in the area. We really have taken

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<v Speaker 1>on the notion of gateway to the Gulf to go fishing,

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<v Speaker 1>that that fishing charters and eco tourism have gotten really

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<v Speaker 1>big here. This is Tamara Allen. She runs the History

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<v Speaker 1>of Carabelle Museum. For a small town with no red light,

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<v Speaker 1>it has an awful lot of history dating back to

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<v Speaker 1>the Native Seminole tribe in Civil War Arab battles. I

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<v Speaker 1>asked Tamara what she knew about Anawaki. To my surprise,

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<v Speaker 1>it was very little. That is Panama City. We have

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<v Speaker 1>been coming here since the eighties. We were staying at

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<v Speaker 1>the Moorings. That was our place to stay, and we

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<v Speaker 1>were told we were the first like official people to

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<v Speaker 1>stay in the motel of the Moorings back in the

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<v Speaker 1>late eighties. And I just heard it was like a

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<v Speaker 1>rehab place for delinquent kids. And so at the time

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<v Speaker 1>I heard about the fact that it had been part

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<v Speaker 1>of of an Awaki, but I didn't know what that

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<v Speaker 1>meant because I'd say to people what happened and they

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<v Speaker 1>went and tell me, it's a big rabbit hole. What

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<v Speaker 1>Tamara did know was that the boys at the Antiwaki

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<v Speaker 1>South campus were a part of the community, going to

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<v Speaker 1>local schools and even churches. These children were students at

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<v Speaker 1>the facility, but they all went to high school with

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<v Speaker 1>other kids, so they made friends here with other kids.

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<v Speaker 1>I do know that a lot of the kids went

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<v Speaker 1>to either the Baptists, from the Men to just church.

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<v Speaker 1>People knew him in the community, and occasionally they would go.

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<v Speaker 1>A group of them would go to a townsperson and

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<v Speaker 1>say we have to leave that place. Do you have

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<v Speaker 1>any where we could stay? Or they would try to

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<v Speaker 1>run away. They wanted to stay in school, They wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to just have a normal life here, but they didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want to be in the program, and some of the

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<v Speaker 1>kids ended up living here marrying local girls. Since I

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<v Speaker 1>had initially contacted Tamara, she had reached out to some

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<v Speaker 1>people she knew in the area who may have more

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<v Speaker 1>insight into what went on it in Awaki. Several people

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<v Speaker 1>said that a lot of the staff that worked there

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<v Speaker 1>were evil types of people that they abused the children

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<v Speaker 1>and particularly did things like just took a perfectly healthy

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<v Speaker 1>child and deliberately broke their arm or their leg if

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<v Speaker 1>they were missed behaving. I tried to see if Tamara

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<v Speaker 1>may be able to connect me with someone who may

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<v Speaker 1>have had a closer connection to the school I could

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<v Speaker 1>speak with. I started talking to people that I thought

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<v Speaker 1>might have a historical perspective, and then they were reluctant

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about it, which piqued my interest, I must say.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I actually had somebody say to me, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to talk to that guy because I might

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<v Speaker 1>end up dead. They wouldn't even tell me what they

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<v Speaker 1>were talking about. And I said, help me understand that comment.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what that means. He said, Well, a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people talk to folks they ended up dead.

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<v Speaker 1>They know that Peter had very high connections way up

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<v Speaker 1>in government in Florida and Georgia. Nobody that I've found

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<v Speaker 1>that works there wants to talk to you because they

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<v Speaker 1>are afraid they'll end up dead. Over the past several weeks,

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<v Speaker 1>we have received number of very serious allegations concerning both

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<v Speaker 1>the facility out there in a number of individuals involved

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<v Speaker 1>with him. It was just a wrong with their therapy.

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<v Speaker 1>They were told to do it, and at the time

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<v Speaker 1>he was fourteen and a half fifteen years old. They

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know any better. I asked him, why are you

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<v Speaker 1>letting this happen? Why are you covering up for Louis Batter.

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<v Speaker 1>He had no answer to that question. Having and this

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<v Speaker 1>sitution paid it of little could be such shock destricable place,

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<v Speaker 1>and did do absolutely the contrary of what they should

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<v Speaker 1>have done. I'm disturbed at the fact of something. He

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<v Speaker 1>was stilled, wat on it, and I wake you. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Josh Stein, and this is camp hell in Awake. I

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<v Speaker 1>quickly realized it may be tougher than I originally thought

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<v Speaker 1>to speak with some locals about in Awake. Luckily I

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<v Speaker 1>managed to find a few people scattered throughout the town

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<v Speaker 1>who were willing to tell me what they remembered. I

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<v Speaker 1>guess I first heard about it when they started coming

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<v Speaker 1>to our school. I must have been six or seventh

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<v Speaker 1>grade when they first started coming to school. When I

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<v Speaker 1>went to school with them, I was Kathy Milliner and

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<v Speaker 1>I graduated with probably ten or fifteen of the guys

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<v Speaker 1>from anna Waki. I'm still good friends with a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of them that went to Annawaki that I graduated high

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<v Speaker 1>school with. I stay in contact. I married one right

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<v Speaker 1>out of high school. Just a lot of good friendships

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<v Speaker 1>that have remained over fifty years now. Were you interacted

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<v Speaker 1>with them regularly on through church? I mean that's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what they did. They ring they bring him to church. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>I think my daughter might have dated one of them

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<v Speaker 1>for a little bit there. I mean, not a daughter

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<v Speaker 1>by my sister. My sister. These kids would come in.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean they had their white shirts and eyes. They

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<v Speaker 1>were just presented. Nice kids, good kids. They're learning, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>they're learning how to better themselves. And they were very

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<v Speaker 1>polite and everything. But I think they're just happy that

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<v Speaker 1>get get out of the the environment that they were in.

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<v Speaker 1>And we had no clue of it. We had no

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<v Speaker 1>really clue of it back then. We never heard about it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. I went to see what the former grounds

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<v Speaker 1>of the inn Awaki work Camp, or Landside as it

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<v Speaker 1>was known, looked like today. The St. James Bay golf

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<v Speaker 1>course currently resides there. What was once untouched wildlife is

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<v Speaker 1>now a subdivision of sorts surrounding the course. I went

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<v Speaker 1>to eat at its resident grill. It's here where I

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<v Speaker 1>heard a harrowing story from my waitress regarding in Awaki.

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<v Speaker 1>My knowledge is a second hand from a friend of

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<v Speaker 1>my father's I knew of one incident in particular where

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<v Speaker 1>a police officer who was working with some capacity UM

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<v Speaker 1>at the facility, took a young boy out into the

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<v Speaker 1>wooded area. A hunter was there. Um he didn't know

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<v Speaker 1>the hunter was there, but the hunter observed him having

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<v Speaker 1>sex with the with the boy. Was this voluntary? From

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<v Speaker 1>your understanding, it was not. It seemed to be more

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<v Speaker 1>of a punishment type situation. Surprisingly, this story sounded familiar.

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<v Speaker 1>In fact, it showed that someone may have actually witnessed

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<v Speaker 1>one of the worst stories I heard in all of

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<v Speaker 1>my interviews. My name is Mark. My number was B

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<v Speaker 1>fourteen seventy four. I attended Anawaki from nineteen eighty four

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<v Speaker 1>March one to be exact, two about March one, nineteen six.

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<v Speaker 1>At the time I was fifteen years old. My background

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<v Speaker 1>before I went into an awake he I came from

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<v Speaker 1>abusive household. Mom tried her best, Dad was very violent.

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<v Speaker 1>Looking back on it now, there was just a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of negative talk, a lot of um destructive behavior. I

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<v Speaker 1>was just lost, very depressed, and after trying to commit

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<v Speaker 1>suicide a couple of times, just not understanding myself or

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<v Speaker 1>my emotions or who I was I um they put

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<v Speaker 1>me away in a adolescent psychiatric unit for emotionally disturbed children.

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<v Speaker 1>I was at South Campus. That was my primary campus. Obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>we all go through e en O in Douglasville, which

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<v Speaker 1>is Central Campus, and I was there twice, first time

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<v Speaker 1>when I was admitted, and then the second time after

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<v Speaker 1>an incident happened. Mark says that during his time in

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<v Speaker 1>Caribille that an Awaki had once again gotten itself in

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<v Speaker 1>the good graces with the local government. The fact that

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<v Speaker 1>would only hide what was going on behind the scenes.

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<v Speaker 1>We were told that we were going to do a dance.

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<v Speaker 1>It was my first dance Hanawake. He had two dances,

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<v Speaker 1>Spring and Fall, and they had said that Governor Bob

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<v Speaker 1>Graham and his daughter was coming. I heard about that.

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<v Speaker 1>I was really impressed that the governor's daughter was coming

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<v Speaker 1>paying Awake for the dance. Mark says that Antawaki's ties

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<v Speaker 1>with Florida Governor Bob Graham were so close has to

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<v Speaker 1>even send boys to his home to do work. We

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<v Speaker 1>went up there, and I don't think it was the

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<v Speaker 1>governor's mansion that we went to. I believe it was

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<v Speaker 1>his personal property because it seemed like a regular home.

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<v Speaker 1>We went up and just kind of cleaned the flower

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<v Speaker 1>beds and trimmed hedges. It seemed like pretty much all

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<v Speaker 1>day we had a good time. There was a pool there,

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<v Speaker 1>a couple staff members were there. Even with such close

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<v Speaker 1>ties to local government, the abuse of the Antiweki South

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<v Speaker 1>campus was just as bad, if not worse, than in Douglasville.

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<v Speaker 1>On many occasions, I personally witnessed at least a good handful,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe a dozen different times that staff members either physically abused,

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<v Speaker 1>sexually abused, or just verbally abused students. Group members Mark

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<v Speaker 1>She had a personal story with me. Fair warning, it's

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<v Speaker 1>pretty rough to listen to. You may want to skip

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<v Speaker 1>ahead if that's too much for you. It came to

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<v Speaker 1>me kind of as a shock. I've never seen anything

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<v Speaker 1>like that. I never was traumatized by seeing it until

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<v Speaker 1>I walked back to my first campsite. I was able

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<v Speaker 1>to walk back with a pass three by five or

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<v Speaker 1>and I had to pick up something that I left

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<v Speaker 1>on campus. The staff member was a new staff member.

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<v Speaker 1>He sent me back to the campsite and I heard

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<v Speaker 1>somebody crying, and it kind of scared me because I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know what to do. So I just ran up

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<v Speaker 1>into the platform tent and one of my group members

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<v Speaker 1>was getting basically raped by a staff member, by a

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<v Speaker 1>unit supervisor. I didn't know this person at first. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I knew my group member, but I didn't know the

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<v Speaker 1>staff member. And I was just so shocked to see

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<v Speaker 1>two people doing that. I've never seen anything like that.

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<v Speaker 1>I never thought of anything like that. So I just

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<v Speaker 1>ran off. I was scared. I didn't know what to do.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't even I don't remember what I had to

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<v Speaker 1>go back and get. But I just ran and I

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<v Speaker 1>ran back, and my heart was going on a hundred

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<v Speaker 1>miles an hour. And I wanted to tell the new

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<v Speaker 1>staff member, but I knew it wasn't the right thing

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<v Speaker 1>to tell him. I I didn't trust this person, so

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<v Speaker 1>I asked him if I could go to the clinic.

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<v Speaker 1>Next thing I know, I'm in the clinic. I tell

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<v Speaker 1>one of the nurses and I let her know what

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<v Speaker 1>was going on. First, I asked her if I could

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<v Speaker 1>speak to her. And I talked to her and I

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<v Speaker 1>told her and this has happened. I don't know what

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<v Speaker 1>to do. I need some help. Can you call the police?

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<v Speaker 1>What do we do? And she said, don't worry about it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll take care of it. The police already know about it.

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna be fine. Everything's gonna be okay. Just go

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<v Speaker 1>back to your group. I don't say anything to anybody,

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<v Speaker 1>and everything will be fine. Three days later, I'm walking

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<v Speaker 1>back by myself again, and the same group later sent

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<v Speaker 1>me back to the campsite, and two men stepped off

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<v Speaker 1>of the trail grabbed me, and then Mr Phillips, who

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<v Speaker 1>has head of security, He's standing in front of me

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<v Speaker 1>and he smacks my face open hand smacks my face,

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<v Speaker 1>and anyone can tell you. Mr Phillips was very big,

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<v Speaker 1>he was very strong, and it just dazed me. And

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<v Speaker 1>the next thing I know, I'm on the ground and

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<v Speaker 1>Mr Phillips has kind of got his knee in the

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<v Speaker 1>back of my head between my shoulder blades, and they

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<v Speaker 1>pulled my pants down and both of the other staff

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<v Speaker 1>members raped me, and I just remember I couldn't breathe.

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<v Speaker 1>It's funny because even today I can almost taste the sand.

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<v Speaker 1>I can almost smell it, because everything is sandy in Florida.

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<v Speaker 1>And after that, I just I guess I passed out

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<v Speaker 1>or I'm not sure what happened. Maybe I'm blocking it somewhere.

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<v Speaker 1>But the next thing I remember was waking up in

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<v Speaker 1>the back of one of our passenger vands that they

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<v Speaker 1>used to transport us. We were in I think it

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<v Speaker 1>was Smim, small town in Georgia, and I woke up

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<v Speaker 1>and I had a really bad headache and my butt ched,

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<v Speaker 1>and I couldn't figure out. I was like, I had

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<v Speaker 1>tape on my butt cheeks, and my butt cheeks were

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<v Speaker 1>taped together really super tight for some reason. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was wearing one of those in a waky green eno robes,

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<v Speaker 1>and I had a medical bracelet on like you get

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<v Speaker 1>when you go to the hospital. And I kept on

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<v Speaker 1>wanting to scratch my backside and there was tape there

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<v Speaker 1>and I can't figure out what it was, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was confused. While I was in a van and one

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<v Speaker 1>of the staff members, there was two people driving for

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<v Speaker 1>one person driving another one past some year and then

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<v Speaker 1>another person was sitting a couple of seats ahead of me,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was sitting all the way in the back

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<v Speaker 1>and he said, Mark, you're fine, because I started kind

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<v Speaker 1>of freaking out, and he goes, um, because you you

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<v Speaker 1>tried to hurt yourself, And I knew that was a

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<v Speaker 1>bunch of ship because I didn't try to hurt myself. UM,

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<v Speaker 1>and I became scared all over again, and he said, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>can we we're gonna stop at McDonald's. Would you like

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<v Speaker 1>something to eat and not a start? And I was

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<v Speaker 1>like sure, Yeah. Then I got to n O UM

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<v Speaker 1>went to a doctor uh in the clinic of Eno

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<v Speaker 1>and they looked at me and I had a staple

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<v Speaker 1>in my anus. They stapled it and some small stitches

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<v Speaker 1>had had some gauze that I had to change, and

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<v Speaker 1>they gave me a whole bunch of stuff. They were

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<v Speaker 1>really super nice this time. When I went to You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I never got the rope thrown at me. Uh. Pretty

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<v Speaker 1>much got to be able to walk in and out

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<v Speaker 1>of my room whenever I wanted. I had a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit more privileges than the new guys getting there. But

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<v Speaker 1>they kept on telling me that I tried to commit suicide.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was trying to tell another of the staff

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<v Speaker 1>members and you know, no, that's not what happened to me.

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<v Speaker 1>This happened to me. He told me. He pulled me

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<v Speaker 1>out aside and took me back into the clinic area

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<v Speaker 1>and he told me, you don't want to talk about this.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't want to say anything about this. They will

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<v Speaker 1>keep hurting you, and your parents will be notified and

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<v Speaker 1>you will never basically win this battle that you're trying

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<v Speaker 1>to fight. And he just told me to go back

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<v Speaker 1>and keep my mouth shut, and if anybody approached me,

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<v Speaker 1>just tell them that I wasn't interested and that I

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<v Speaker 1>had spoke to that staff member and to mention his name,

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<v Speaker 1>and then by mentioning his name that was kind of

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<v Speaker 1>a key word that they would leave me alone. Mark

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<v Speaker 1>says that after this traumatic experience, he never spoke to

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<v Speaker 1>his parents about what they were told by the staff

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<v Speaker 1>of Innawaki until years later. Believe it or not, my

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<v Speaker 1>parents were told that I had tried to commit suicide

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<v Speaker 1>again anally, and I didn't know this until probably five

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<v Speaker 1>years ago. I knew they were told something, and we

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<v Speaker 1>just didn't talk about it. It was just one of

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<v Speaker 1>those things. My mom kind of buried her head in

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<v Speaker 1>the sand with a lot of stuff. After hearing Mark's

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<v Speaker 1>heartbreaking story, I found I kept hearing the same name

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<v Speaker 1>of the counselor who fartook in his abuse, Jim Phillips.

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<v Speaker 1>Mr Phillips was a big man. He was a big guy.

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<v Speaker 1>He was probably I'm gonna say, three hundred pounds. If

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't know him, you think that he would have

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<v Speaker 1>a kind heart. He would put himself like he'd be

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<v Speaker 1>want to help you and and you know the weird

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<v Speaker 1>way he would. He was a church going guy who

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<v Speaker 1>has claimed to be It's funny how that works. And

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<v Speaker 1>he also was involved with the sheriff Department down Carribelle, Florida,

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<v Speaker 1>which is where I know Carripil Police Department at the time,

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<v Speaker 1>and the eighties was dirty as ship too. You can't

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<v Speaker 1>tell me they didn't know about this. This is David Whacker.

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<v Speaker 1>He was a patient at Anniwiki South in Caribell. Mr

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<v Speaker 1>Phillips was there for the intimidation purpose. He was the

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<v Speaker 1>intimidation guy. He come. I remember one of the boys

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<v Speaker 1>had done something or I had gotten a fight, and

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<v Speaker 1>next time I saw him after him visiting Mr Phillips,

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<v Speaker 1>he had more bruises in the black eyes and shaking

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<v Speaker 1>than I've ever seen another human being in my life before.

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<v Speaker 1>You did not mess with that man. This man was

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<v Speaker 1>so strong, No lie, I've seen this man left the

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<v Speaker 1>back of a greyhound bus to change attire. You did

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<v Speaker 1>not argue with this man. If you argue with him,

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<v Speaker 1>if you got on his wrong side, he would put

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<v Speaker 1>you through a concrete wall and a heartbeat and you

0:20:09.640 --> 0:20:12.800
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't know what hits you. David was a victim of

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<v Speaker 1>the sexual abuse taking place on the Caravel campus. He

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<v Speaker 1>claims that there may have been some type of exchange

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<v Speaker 1>in return for access to the boys taking place. This

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<v Speaker 1>is how he recalls the night his abuser took him

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<v Speaker 1>to what he believed was an auctioning off of the boys.

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<v Speaker 1>Woke up. I actually felt him get off the bed.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought he was going out to take a piss,

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<v Speaker 1>and then when he reached down there, I mean, of

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<v Speaker 1>course here, I thought, here, well, here we go again.

0:20:40.200 --> 0:20:43.040
<v Speaker 1>Instead told me and come with him. So I said, okay,

0:20:43.119 --> 0:20:44.520
<v Speaker 1>on of course, I got up through my shoes on.

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<v Speaker 1>I followed him out the door. Next thing I know,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, we're crossing over the creek. But for some

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<v Speaker 1>reason it wasn't of the bridge of somewhere else, and

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<v Speaker 1>we were able to cross over I was aware of

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<v Speaker 1>at the time. We could end up behind the toolship

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<v Speaker 1>that we had there. There was like another door in

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<v Speaker 1>the back, but it wasn't visible to just that you

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<v Speaker 1>had to either slide or move something out of the way.

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<v Speaker 1>He opened the door too many come in. I came in.

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<v Speaker 1>It was behind the tool shed. I remember him sliding

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<v Speaker 1>the door off to the right like you would a

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<v Speaker 1>screen door or a glass door. And then but it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't glasses would. And then I followed him in there

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<v Speaker 1>and opened up to another the size of a master bedroom. Chairs,

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<v Speaker 1>two seated sofa, stuff like that. And then I was

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<v Speaker 1>I turned around. I had to face the wall. Everything

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<v Speaker 1>else I was. I was listening to voices, but I

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<v Speaker 1>recognized the voices. I knew Mr Brown was in there.

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<v Speaker 1>I knew Mr Phillipson there, and I aln't knew Mr

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<v Speaker 1>vanillas and there because he was when they escorted me there.

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<v Speaker 1>They're debating back and forth, others, what they who, which

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<v Speaker 1>which I'm assuming which child they want, who they want,

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<v Speaker 1>what they want to do. It's like I said at

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<v Speaker 1>that time, I'm I'm facing a wall. Not actually I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to remember, trying to look and see who's beside me.

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<v Speaker 1>To my left. In my right, oh your here is

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<v Speaker 1>bags and pleas And you know how don't the sounds

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<v Speaker 1>they haunt you too? Not just thinks matches to the sounds. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm facing the wall. There was carpet on the wall,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was picking at ittles. That's what I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I tried his zone out. You try to block everything.

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<v Speaker 1>When you're that young and you're facing guys twice your size.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't argue, you don't ask questions. You just do this.

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<v Speaker 1>Your co that was probably there maybe fift maybe even

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<v Speaker 1>thirty minutes. Then Mr Finnell walks me out and then

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<v Speaker 1>we get back to the cabinet. And then I went

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<v Speaker 1>back in and I got my bed, face the wall,

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<v Speaker 1>pull the sheets over me as tight as I fucking could.

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<v Speaker 1>I just if you try to forget, but you never do.

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<v Speaker 1>Due to some luck, while in Cara Belle, I was

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<v Speaker 1>finally able to connect with someone who worked at the

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<v Speaker 1>inn Awaki South Campus. My name is Ron Doyle. I

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<v Speaker 1>worked in the mental health center in Tallahassee, and one

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<v Speaker 1>of the psychiatrists they're also worked down here and suggested

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<v Speaker 1>to me that this when I was finishing up my

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<v Speaker 1>master's degree, that this would be a good place for

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<v Speaker 1>me to work. And so I came down and interviewed

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<v Speaker 1>and was hired as a counselor. This was in night

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<v Speaker 1>Ron came to visit me at the Mornings Hotel, which

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<v Speaker 1>he helped build with the patients. It was a mixed bag.

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<v Speaker 1>I really loved working with the boys. I mean, these

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<v Speaker 1>were kids who needed a lot of help, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was an opportunity for me to learn and practice my

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<v Speaker 1>counseling skills. But there were a lot of things that

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<v Speaker 1>we're difficult. I worked a hundred and thirty hour work week.

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<v Speaker 1>Basically I had a day and a half off a week.

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<v Speaker 1>The rest of the time I was on duty. I

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<v Speaker 1>lived with the boys in the cabin us, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was intensive work. I asked Ron, if you thought it

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<v Speaker 1>was normal for the boys to be working on buildings

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<v Speaker 1>such as the hotel we were currently in at the time.

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<v Speaker 1>I did yes, because the labor that they were doing

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<v Speaker 1>was teaching them skills. It was providing structures that they

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<v Speaker 1>were actually using and benefiting from, except for this here

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<v Speaker 1>at the Mornings, which was a different thing. But at

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<v Speaker 1>the time we didn't know that. We thought we were

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<v Speaker 1>building it for their use and that the motel part

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<v Speaker 1>would be used for parents to stay when they came

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<v Speaker 1>to visit campus. It was used to that to some degree,

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<v Speaker 1>but I think for the most part. It was used

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<v Speaker 1>for as a for profit motel, I think at this

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<v Speaker 1>point and his employee and and mine. At that time,

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<v Speaker 1>the sexual abuse was happening more away from campus in Mexico.

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<v Speaker 1>This is Melinda Ron's wife. She's originally from Caribell and

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<v Speaker 1>ended up working there when she met Ron. She and

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<v Speaker 1>her friend came along with Ron to talk to me

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<v Speaker 1>about in Awaki South. She says that Lewis Petter had

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<v Speaker 1>begun taking boys from in Awaki to Mexico for a

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<v Speaker 1>yearly trip where there would be an even less watchful

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<v Speaker 1>eye than there would be stateside. I think that he

0:25:15.560 --> 0:25:20.280
<v Speaker 1>figured out people were onto him, and so there became

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<v Speaker 1>a chosen group and I did that in air quotes

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<v Speaker 1>to accompanying them to Mexico. It was supposed to be

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<v Speaker 1>this big privileged trip every year every summer, Dr Petter

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<v Speaker 1>would lead a group on a trip to Mexico. And

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<v Speaker 1>summer trips were a big thing in the program. You

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<v Speaker 1>know that they would be considered as a reward for

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<v Speaker 1>the kids doing well and earning opportunities and making progress,

0:25:44.640 --> 0:25:48.000
<v Speaker 1>and so groups would plan like a river trip or something.

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<v Speaker 1>But this Mexico trip was a big thing and the

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<v Speaker 1>kids who went on it were hands selected Dr Petter.

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<v Speaker 1>I was invited to go. Dr Petter asked me personally

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<v Speaker 1>to go on the trip, and I didn't really want

0:26:03.920 --> 0:26:06.800
<v Speaker 1>to go. Had heard enough things about it to make

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<v Speaker 1>me leary of it, and so I told Dr Petter

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<v Speaker 1>I don't feel like I can go because I need

0:26:11.920 --> 0:26:14.600
<v Speaker 1>to be here to help my groups. He wasn't used

0:26:14.600 --> 0:26:16.880
<v Speaker 1>to people telling him no that worked for him, so

0:26:17.680 --> 0:26:22.159
<v Speaker 1>that put me on his kind of bad list. I

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<v Speaker 1>heard things about kids being physically abused. Um. I heard

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<v Speaker 1>things about kids being taken to brothels to help them

0:26:34.480 --> 0:26:38.040
<v Speaker 1>become a man. Andrew was a former patient of an

0:26:38.040 --> 0:26:41.320
<v Speaker 1>Awaki who was asked to attend the annual Mexico trip.

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<v Speaker 1>He said Dr Petter reached out to him personally about

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<v Speaker 1>attending right before he was about to reach his termination.

0:26:48.600 --> 0:26:50.679
<v Speaker 1>What in a wake He would call when you had

0:26:50.680 --> 0:26:53.439
<v Speaker 1>completed your time of the facility and we're ready to

0:26:53.520 --> 0:26:58.080
<v Speaker 1>leave and return home. They had some kind of policy

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<v Speaker 1>there which I've have since been told old that this

0:27:00.680 --> 0:27:04.399
<v Speaker 1>was just a policy that was total ludicrous and not

0:27:04.560 --> 0:27:08.119
<v Speaker 1>really enforceable, but they would always enforce this on you.

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<v Speaker 1>They said, well, if you turn eighteen and you want

0:27:11.720 --> 0:27:13.760
<v Speaker 1>to leave. You got to do five days in that

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<v Speaker 1>E and O place that we had discussed earlier in

0:27:16.440 --> 0:27:19.800
<v Speaker 1>this conversation. And I, UM, I said, whatever, I'll do

0:27:19.920 --> 0:27:23.000
<v Speaker 1>five days and then I'm leaving. And so I'm doing

0:27:23.040 --> 0:27:26.200
<v Speaker 1>the five days and I'm in there for like about

0:27:26.240 --> 0:27:30.359
<v Speaker 1>a day and Petter comes back. Dr Petter, he comes back.

0:27:31.080 --> 0:27:33.800
<v Speaker 1>He says, you know, well, Andy or Andrew, I didn't

0:27:33.840 --> 0:27:37.000
<v Speaker 1>want you to leave. You know, I want you to

0:27:37.040 --> 0:27:41.040
<v Speaker 1>finish the program and the enjoy your time here. I um,

0:27:41.080 --> 0:27:43.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, we do these Mexico trips once a year

0:27:43.720 --> 0:27:45.600
<v Speaker 1>and I was planning on taking in this would have

0:27:45.640 --> 0:27:49.439
<v Speaker 1>been in April, and so he said, I wanted you

0:27:49.480 --> 0:27:51.720
<v Speaker 1>to go to Mexico with us this on this next

0:27:51.760 --> 0:27:54.760
<v Speaker 1>Mexico trip in nineteen eighty three, which would have been

0:27:54.760 --> 0:27:57.920
<v Speaker 1>the summer of eighty three. And I am, I'm like, well,

0:27:58.240 --> 0:28:00.560
<v Speaker 1>and I'd heard rumors about what goes on on these

0:28:00.600 --> 0:28:03.720
<v Speaker 1>Mexico trips and I've thought about it for a few

0:28:03.720 --> 0:28:05.840
<v Speaker 1>minutes there with him sitting there with me, and he

0:28:05.960 --> 0:28:09.960
<v Speaker 1>had his chauffeurther with him. UM downam Carl Moore and

0:28:10.160 --> 0:28:12.919
<v Speaker 1>um we uh talked for a little bit longer, and

0:28:12.920 --> 0:28:15.960
<v Speaker 1>then I said, all right, Will Um, We'll go to

0:28:16.040 --> 0:28:19.760
<v Speaker 1>Mexico with you and that Will, That'll be okay, I'll

0:28:19.800 --> 0:28:23.280
<v Speaker 1>go And Peter said good and so he said, um,

0:28:23.440 --> 0:28:27.679
<v Speaker 1>walk on out of the CNA. Here's Carl Moore and

0:28:27.720 --> 0:28:32.720
<v Speaker 1>what he remembers about the Mexico trips. Every group had

0:28:32.760 --> 0:28:35.520
<v Speaker 1>a chance to take a trip every year. It would

0:28:35.520 --> 0:28:37.680
<v Speaker 1>actually raise money to take their trips and it would

0:28:37.720 --> 0:28:40.320
<v Speaker 1>have to be planned and uh we did canoe trips,

0:28:40.400 --> 0:28:43.400
<v Speaker 1>ski trips. The big trip to get to go on

0:28:44.080 --> 0:28:46.840
<v Speaker 1>was the Mexico trip, and we would take three groups

0:28:47.120 --> 0:28:50.360
<v Speaker 1>down to Mexico for almost three months. It seems like

0:28:50.480 --> 0:28:55.080
<v Speaker 1>we're probably uh somewhere between ten and twelve weeks something

0:28:55.120 --> 0:28:58.320
<v Speaker 1>like that, but we would we would cover the uh

0:28:59.280 --> 0:29:03.480
<v Speaker 1>entire country of Mexico most of the time. It was

0:29:03.520 --> 0:29:06.720
<v Speaker 1>a big deal for the kids to get selected to

0:29:06.760 --> 0:29:12.800
<v Speaker 1>do that. It was a pretty amazing trip traveling like that.

0:29:12.920 --> 0:29:14.800
<v Speaker 1>It is just an amazing way to you know. We

0:29:14.840 --> 0:29:18.040
<v Speaker 1>would we took the vans and trailers and we would

0:29:18.120 --> 0:29:20.640
<v Speaker 1>camp out of the trailers. I mean we would tend camp,

0:29:20.680 --> 0:29:23.040
<v Speaker 1>but we kept our food and clothes and stuff and

0:29:23.040 --> 0:29:26.920
<v Speaker 1>the trailers. We leave Atlanta get to h stop at

0:29:27.040 --> 0:29:31.600
<v Speaker 1>Bourbon Street to go through Bourbon Street, Um, get back

0:29:31.640 --> 0:29:37.040
<v Speaker 1>on the road camp probably somewhere in Louisiana or Texas,

0:29:37.120 --> 0:29:41.720
<v Speaker 1>and then cross the border in uh Brownsville, Texas going

0:29:41.760 --> 0:29:46.880
<v Speaker 1>into Mexico. It was just just amazing way too to

0:29:47.000 --> 0:29:49.320
<v Speaker 1>see that part of the United States. But then we

0:29:49.360 --> 0:29:52.920
<v Speaker 1>crossed into Mexico. It was like a magical thing. We

0:29:52.960 --> 0:29:55.960
<v Speaker 1>would drive down through the mountains. We was always stopped

0:29:56.000 --> 0:29:58.720
<v Speaker 1>at a place we called El Salto Falls, which was

0:30:00.920 --> 0:30:03.160
<v Speaker 1>I think it was kind of like a honeymoon resort

0:30:03.280 --> 0:30:07.040
<v Speaker 1>for people in Mexico. But it was you know, thatched

0:30:07.120 --> 0:30:13.200
<v Speaker 1>huts and this just amazing waterfall with the river and uh,

0:30:13.440 --> 0:30:16.320
<v Speaker 1>this blue water that was just it was like something

0:30:16.320 --> 0:30:20.160
<v Speaker 1>out of it was magical. And we would drive through

0:30:20.240 --> 0:30:23.640
<v Speaker 1>the Thomas and Charlie Mountains, which were like nothing that

0:30:23.720 --> 0:30:26.160
<v Speaker 1>any of us had ever seen, and people farmed the

0:30:26.240 --> 0:30:30.440
<v Speaker 1>sides of these mountains and it was just spectacular greenery

0:30:30.600 --> 0:30:36.200
<v Speaker 1>and and terrifying roads through the mountains. And our destination

0:30:36.480 --> 0:30:40.440
<v Speaker 1>was typically we would go down to central Mexico put

0:30:40.560 --> 0:30:44.000
<v Speaker 1>Yucca in the state of Hidago. It was kind of

0:30:44.040 --> 0:30:46.000
<v Speaker 1>a small miracle that we were able to do that

0:30:46.120 --> 0:30:50.320
<v Speaker 1>without major And if you told me right now to

0:30:50.320 --> 0:30:53.480
<v Speaker 1>to put together a group of thirty six kids and

0:30:53.960 --> 0:30:56.160
<v Speaker 1>six or eight staff members and take them down to

0:30:56.240 --> 0:30:59.280
<v Speaker 1>Mexico for eight to twelve weeks, I'd say, you gotta

0:30:59.320 --> 0:31:01.920
<v Speaker 1>be kidding. But we did stuff like that, and it's

0:31:01.960 --> 0:31:03.440
<v Speaker 1>the kind of a I mean, there were there were

0:31:03.440 --> 0:31:08.960
<v Speaker 1>wonderful things about it, and there are questionable and terrible

0:31:09.000 --> 0:31:14.280
<v Speaker 1>things about it. Former patient Andrew says the pettish connections

0:31:14.320 --> 0:31:19.200
<v Speaker 1>had even reached the town of Pachuco, Mexico. The main

0:31:19.360 --> 0:31:21.960
<v Speaker 1>place where Petter like to go in Mexico is a

0:31:22.000 --> 0:31:26.760
<v Speaker 1>town called Pachuca, which was near now about about an

0:31:26.760 --> 0:31:30.960
<v Speaker 1>hour away from Mexico City. And um, I was amazed

0:31:31.080 --> 0:31:33.440
<v Speaker 1>that with the kind of connections and stuff that he

0:31:33.520 --> 0:31:36.880
<v Speaker 1>had in this little town called Pachuca. But there would

0:31:36.920 --> 0:31:41.480
<v Speaker 1>be parties and you know, I could you know that

0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:45.560
<v Speaker 1>would be held at private residences for example, inside this

0:31:45.960 --> 0:31:49.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, town of Pachuca, and there were I could

0:31:49.720 --> 0:31:53.000
<v Speaker 1>tell that these people were you know, upper middle class

0:31:53.080 --> 0:31:55.320
<v Speaker 1>I guess so to speak. And you know a lot

0:31:55.320 --> 0:31:58.840
<v Speaker 1>of gifts would be exchanged between Petter and these um

0:31:58.880 --> 0:32:02.080
<v Speaker 1>in these Mexicans upper class families. I mean these Mexican

0:32:02.880 --> 0:32:05.520
<v Speaker 1>upper class families had money. I mean I could tell

0:32:05.600 --> 0:32:08.600
<v Speaker 1>that nice houses and stuff like that. At one point

0:32:08.600 --> 0:32:10.920
<v Speaker 1>in time, I know, Pedal was given like some kind

0:32:10.960 --> 0:32:15.360
<v Speaker 1>of antique pistol and as a sign of friendship, and

0:32:16.360 --> 0:32:19.520
<v Speaker 1>patters given him like brand new TVs that we you know,

0:32:19.560 --> 0:32:22.240
<v Speaker 1>because we would pull these trailers to Mexico and we

0:32:22.280 --> 0:32:25.120
<v Speaker 1>would have these TVs buried in the bottom and these

0:32:25.160 --> 0:32:28.600
<v Speaker 1>trailers and stuff, you know, I mean, it was pretty

0:32:28.640 --> 0:32:33.440
<v Speaker 1>crazy stuff. Another side note about Mexico. This is also

0:32:33.840 --> 0:32:37.479
<v Speaker 1>where the story of George the Donkey began. I remember

0:32:37.520 --> 0:32:40.160
<v Speaker 1>what year it was, but yeah, we were driving through

0:32:40.240 --> 0:32:42.200
<v Speaker 1>I think we were on a dirt road somewhere in

0:32:42.280 --> 0:32:46.400
<v Speaker 1>the mountains of Mexico and this guy had had George

0:32:46.440 --> 0:32:48.360
<v Speaker 1>with him and he was he was tying, I mean,

0:32:48.360 --> 0:32:51.760
<v Speaker 1>he was, you know, probably just ween and we stopped

0:32:51.800 --> 0:32:54.720
<v Speaker 1>and decided it would be a good idea to have him.

0:32:55.040 --> 0:32:59.240
<v Speaker 1>So we bought him from the guy for fiacos, which

0:32:59.320 --> 0:33:04.720
<v Speaker 1>was back then probably less than five dollars, and he

0:33:04.840 --> 0:33:09.480
<v Speaker 1>traveled around Mexico with us. There was all kinds of

0:33:09.520 --> 0:33:13.160
<v Speaker 1>wildlife in Mexico and stuff for sale. People driving back

0:33:13.200 --> 0:33:16.000
<v Speaker 1>to the border would go through all kinds of animals

0:33:16.040 --> 0:33:18.680
<v Speaker 1>for sale, and some of the kids would have bought

0:33:18.960 --> 0:33:22.000
<v Speaker 1>like iguanas and things like that for pets. So we

0:33:22.080 --> 0:33:25.120
<v Speaker 1>got the bright idea that we could bring George back

0:33:25.160 --> 0:33:27.760
<v Speaker 1>into the US with us. So we made a space

0:33:27.800 --> 0:33:30.320
<v Speaker 1>in the trailer and put him in one of the trailers.

0:33:30.800 --> 0:33:33.440
<v Speaker 1>We crossed the border at about four o'clock in the morning,

0:33:34.000 --> 0:33:37.200
<v Speaker 1>and Uh, I don't know Georgy. He could pray he

0:33:37.240 --> 0:33:40.240
<v Speaker 1>could make some noise if he had started doing that,

0:33:40.440 --> 0:33:43.760
<v Speaker 1>and it was. It was the funniest thing. It was

0:33:43.800 --> 0:33:46.280
<v Speaker 1>four o'clock in the morning. We were all wide awake,

0:33:46.360 --> 0:33:49.200
<v Speaker 1>trying to look like we weren't wide awake, just praying

0:33:49.240 --> 0:33:52.240
<v Speaker 1>that George didn't decide to let loose, and he didn't,

0:33:52.240 --> 0:33:55.640
<v Speaker 1>and that's how we brought him into the country. Injury

0:33:55.680 --> 0:33:59.080
<v Speaker 1>says that the contraband brought back into the United States

0:33:59.120 --> 0:34:02.680
<v Speaker 1>from these Mexico trips was not just limited to goods

0:34:02.920 --> 0:34:07.240
<v Speaker 1>and even animals. There was like a couple on one

0:34:07.280 --> 0:34:11.879
<v Speaker 1>of those Mexico trips. I think it was brought back

0:34:11.920 --> 0:34:16.120
<v Speaker 1>like two kids from Mexico and um I thought they

0:34:16.120 --> 0:34:19.240
<v Speaker 1>were going into the Aniwaki program. I don't know whatever happened.

0:34:19.239 --> 0:34:21.920
<v Speaker 1>To those kids that they vanished, that they were abused

0:34:21.920 --> 0:34:24.719
<v Speaker 1>and vanished or what. I had no likeas I never

0:34:24.760 --> 0:34:27.960
<v Speaker 1>ever saw them again. But there was two Mexican kids,

0:34:28.640 --> 0:34:33.800
<v Speaker 1>teenage kids. They were put into the group that Doc

0:34:33.880 --> 0:34:40.280
<v Speaker 1>had personally and they were brought back to America UM

0:34:40.800 --> 0:34:44.200
<v Speaker 1>and taken to Douglas Hills, Georgia. I never ever saw

0:34:44.200 --> 0:34:49.920
<v Speaker 1>those kids AGAINA here's Carl Moore. We brought people back

0:34:49.960 --> 0:34:53.919
<v Speaker 1>from Mexico, which was a pretty big deal. I think

0:34:54.640 --> 0:34:58.359
<v Speaker 1>some of them worked at Aniwaki and and we had

0:34:58.440 --> 0:35:01.319
<v Speaker 1>relationships with people down there and that uh, you know,

0:35:01.400 --> 0:35:04.040
<v Speaker 1>people expected to see us every year, and you know,

0:35:04.160 --> 0:35:06.680
<v Speaker 1>we would always take stuff down there for them. You know,

0:35:06.760 --> 0:35:10.440
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of gift exchanging, and that was another

0:35:10.520 --> 0:35:14.160
<v Speaker 1>one of the things that that that he was good at.

0:35:15.040 --> 0:35:18.640
<v Speaker 1>He did this with everybody that was important. And we

0:35:18.680 --> 0:35:21.759
<v Speaker 1>would always buy jewelry down there, and you know that

0:35:21.800 --> 0:35:27.360
<v Speaker 1>would end up in the hands of various people as gifts.

0:35:28.719 --> 0:35:32.120
<v Speaker 1>Carl says that the possibility of an Awaki moving into

0:35:32.160 --> 0:35:35.719
<v Speaker 1>Mexico with another campus was something that was not out

0:35:35.719 --> 0:35:39.759
<v Speaker 1>of the question at the time. I think we could

0:35:39.800 --> 0:35:43.400
<v Speaker 1>have had a Mexico campus. We ended up buying a

0:35:43.400 --> 0:35:46.239
<v Speaker 1>house down there, So I think the more was going

0:35:46.320 --> 0:35:48.680
<v Speaker 1>to happen there or there was an opportunity and I

0:35:48.760 --> 0:35:52.000
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't distinguish that from from any other thing

0:35:52.120 --> 0:35:55.120
<v Speaker 1>that you would do with the Antiwaki funds. You know,

0:35:55.160 --> 0:35:59.280
<v Speaker 1>it was all the same thing to me. One aspect

0:35:59.320 --> 0:36:01.840
<v Speaker 1>of the Mexico a trip that was well known among

0:36:01.880 --> 0:36:04.319
<v Speaker 1>the patients at in Awaki was an annual trip to

0:36:04.360 --> 0:36:09.440
<v Speaker 1>a brothel. As Melinda Doyle had mentioned. In Pachuca, they

0:36:09.520 --> 0:36:13.600
<v Speaker 1>had a a strip on a hillside that was their

0:36:13.800 --> 0:36:17.759
<v Speaker 1>red light district, I guess you'd call it, and on

0:36:19.000 --> 0:36:21.680
<v Speaker 1>several of the trips anyway, I mean, it was a

0:36:21.719 --> 0:36:26.160
<v Speaker 1>regular thing. One of the big not so secret secrets

0:36:26.239 --> 0:36:28.560
<v Speaker 1>was that, you know, that was part of the Mexico trip.

0:36:29.120 --> 0:36:31.640
<v Speaker 1>But we would, you know, get everybody together and say,

0:36:31.719 --> 0:36:34.439
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's kind of like a Tonight's tonight kind

0:36:34.440 --> 0:36:37.640
<v Speaker 1>of thing, and Petter would give us speech, you know,

0:36:37.800 --> 0:36:40.359
<v Speaker 1>trying to coach everybody how to get through this in

0:36:40.360 --> 0:36:44.839
<v Speaker 1>a way. But ultimately it might have been it might

0:36:44.880 --> 0:36:47.239
<v Speaker 1>have been something that could have been a positive thing

0:36:47.320 --> 0:36:51.880
<v Speaker 1>for some people. For some people, it's terrifying, and the

0:36:52.040 --> 0:36:56.359
<v Speaker 1>reality of it was it's a really, really really pour

0:36:56.480 --> 0:37:02.319
<v Speaker 1>away to introduce somebody to that experience. Former patient Chris

0:37:02.440 --> 0:37:05.960
<v Speaker 1>McKnight remembers one such outing during his trip to Mexico.

0:37:06.080 --> 0:37:09.840
<v Speaker 1>Would they in awake most years? They took us to

0:37:10.360 --> 0:37:14.400
<v Speaker 1>a house of ill repew house of prostitution, whatever you

0:37:14.400 --> 0:37:17.200
<v Speaker 1>wanna call it. This story is still kind of a

0:37:17.239 --> 0:37:20.759
<v Speaker 1>tough one to tell. So I lost my virginity in

0:37:20.800 --> 0:37:26.920
<v Speaker 1>the Patuca, Mexican horhouse. I was so scared. This is

0:37:27.640 --> 0:37:30.720
<v Speaker 1>summer eighty three. It's it's an alley in these girls

0:37:30.880 --> 0:37:33.560
<v Speaker 1>as side. I don't know what to do. I'm a virgin.

0:37:33.600 --> 0:37:38.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm scared shitless. I'm you know, and always probably Hey,

0:37:38.239 --> 0:37:41.239
<v Speaker 1>come on, Chris, you gotta go incredible amounts of here

0:37:41.320 --> 0:37:43.919
<v Speaker 1>pressure kron. You gotta grow on there and have sex

0:37:43.960 --> 0:37:47.959
<v Speaker 1>with a woman. And and it's just guyss. Just such

0:37:48.000 --> 0:37:52.440
<v Speaker 1>a surreal and i frightening situation. I really was scared,

0:37:52.520 --> 0:37:54.960
<v Speaker 1>not because sex to me was a lot of baggage.

0:37:56.320 --> 0:37:59.520
<v Speaker 1>Chris was another victim of sexual abuse at an awaking

0:37:59.800 --> 0:38:03.479
<v Speaker 1>by the hands of a counselor. Chris says that during

0:38:03.520 --> 0:38:07.000
<v Speaker 1>this trip to a brothel, his abuser had just been

0:38:07.000 --> 0:38:09.440
<v Speaker 1>with the same woman he was being pressured to have

0:38:09.520 --> 0:38:16.719
<v Speaker 1>sex with, so I I had my first sexual experience

0:38:16.800 --> 0:38:20.640
<v Speaker 1>with a woman. It's like my mind was so fucked

0:38:20.680 --> 0:38:23.960
<v Speaker 1>up about sex at that moment in my life that

0:38:24.080 --> 0:38:27.520
<v Speaker 1>the only safe woman I could have sex with wizard

0:38:27.520 --> 0:38:30.360
<v Speaker 1>of the woman who had just had sex with the

0:38:30.400 --> 0:38:34.680
<v Speaker 1>guy who had molested me years before. There's a lot

0:38:34.719 --> 0:38:40.640
<v Speaker 1>of baggage right there, a lot of pain too, girls

0:38:40.640 --> 0:38:42.839
<v Speaker 1>like grab my hand. He's trying to push for someone else,

0:38:42.880 --> 0:38:44.680
<v Speaker 1>just like trying to push me through the door. And

0:38:45.400 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry, I wanted

0:38:47.680 --> 0:38:52.040
<v Speaker 1>to run away. I was afraid. I was scared, I

0:38:52.160 --> 0:38:56.440
<v Speaker 1>was shaking. I mean, it was consensual, it was legal

0:38:56.520 --> 0:39:01.000
<v Speaker 1>in Mexico, no laws were broken. But there was a

0:39:01.000 --> 0:39:03.719
<v Speaker 1>lot of heavy ship going on right there. And I

0:39:03.760 --> 0:39:07.880
<v Speaker 1>remember getting out and running down and throwing up, and

0:39:08.000 --> 0:39:11.440
<v Speaker 1>I didn't eat for a couple of days. Still have

0:39:11.520 --> 0:39:15.600
<v Speaker 1>issues that situation. It's hard to make hedge details of it.

0:39:15.600 --> 0:39:19.320
<v Speaker 1>It's a really messed up situation. A teenager shouldn't have

0:39:19.360 --> 0:39:24.520
<v Speaker 1>been put in. Here's former councilor Ron Doyle again. He says,

0:39:24.960 --> 0:39:27.799
<v Speaker 1>after seeing the effect the Mexico trip had on one

0:39:27.840 --> 0:39:31.400
<v Speaker 1>of his patients under his supervision, he saw a red flag.

0:39:33.680 --> 0:39:36.960
<v Speaker 1>I think probably the real catalyst that read my my

0:39:37.040 --> 0:39:40.880
<v Speaker 1>resignation was I had a boy who was brought into

0:39:41.000 --> 0:39:44.400
<v Speaker 1>one of my groups after returning from a trip to Mexico.

0:39:45.280 --> 0:39:48.280
<v Speaker 1>He had been considered a troublemaker in his previous group,

0:39:49.000 --> 0:39:52.040
<v Speaker 1>but after this trip to Mexico, he just went off

0:39:52.040 --> 0:39:55.280
<v Speaker 1>the deep end, and so they put him in my group,

0:39:55.640 --> 0:39:59.480
<v Speaker 1>thinking that that might might help end. I had been

0:39:59.520 --> 0:40:03.759
<v Speaker 1>effective and helping kids get past problems like that, So

0:40:03.800 --> 0:40:06.279
<v Speaker 1>I worked with this kid and and he began to

0:40:06.320 --> 0:40:08.080
<v Speaker 1>open up to me and to tell me about some

0:40:08.120 --> 0:40:10.279
<v Speaker 1>of the things that had happened to him on that

0:40:10.360 --> 0:40:16.560
<v Speaker 1>Mexico trip, which were just inexcusable physical abuse that the

0:40:16.680 --> 0:40:19.920
<v Speaker 1>other kids were used to help abuse him because he

0:40:20.000 --> 0:40:27.160
<v Speaker 1>wasn't cooperating. This was the Apache roundup. Basically, they put

0:40:27.200 --> 0:40:31.200
<v Speaker 1>him in a circle of other kids and would ask

0:40:31.280 --> 0:40:34.839
<v Speaker 1>him questions and if he didn't answer properly, they were

0:40:35.120 --> 0:40:38.759
<v Speaker 1>on him, basically beat him to a pull. Carl says

0:40:39.000 --> 0:40:43.359
<v Speaker 1>that these so called Apache roundups a racially insensitive term,

0:40:43.440 --> 0:40:46.560
<v Speaker 1>to say the least, we're supposed to be another part

0:40:46.560 --> 0:40:49.879
<v Speaker 1>of pettish therapy. One that he was told to lead.

0:40:50.800 --> 0:40:52.880
<v Speaker 1>They were probably a handful of times where I was

0:40:52.920 --> 0:40:56.680
<v Speaker 1>actually physically involved with anybody. You know. One of the

0:40:56.800 --> 0:41:01.000
<v Speaker 1>things that that Petter would talk out where the Apache

0:41:01.080 --> 0:41:04.200
<v Speaker 1>round up, and we went through a couple of those,

0:41:05.239 --> 0:41:07.880
<v Speaker 1>and that's where the group confronts an individual and the

0:41:07.960 --> 0:41:11.919
<v Speaker 1>idea is to be physical about Ron says that after

0:41:12.040 --> 0:41:15.000
<v Speaker 1>hearing about the Mexico trip, he decided to try to

0:41:15.040 --> 0:41:18.120
<v Speaker 1>do something to help the situation and make known the

0:41:18.120 --> 0:41:22.440
<v Speaker 1>atrocities he had heard about. Well, of course the stories

0:41:22.480 --> 0:41:27.040
<v Speaker 1>about the trips to the prostitutes and that kind of stuff.

0:41:27.400 --> 0:41:30.719
<v Speaker 1>So at that point I realized that there was a

0:41:30.800 --> 0:41:34.279
<v Speaker 1>really ugly underbelly to the program. I thought it was

0:41:34.280 --> 0:41:36.040
<v Speaker 1>a wonderful program that did a lot of good things

0:41:36.040 --> 0:41:39.160
<v Speaker 1>for kids, but then I saw it ruining kids like

0:41:39.239 --> 0:41:42.400
<v Speaker 1>this one. And so, knowing that Dr Putter was the

0:41:42.440 --> 0:41:45.239
<v Speaker 1>one who was arranging all that stuff, I had no

0:41:45.360 --> 0:41:48.240
<v Speaker 1>trust in him whatsoever. I wasn't sure what to do,

0:41:48.480 --> 0:41:51.360
<v Speaker 1>so I wrote a letter to the Board of directors, thinking,

0:41:51.719 --> 0:41:54.839
<v Speaker 1>you know, these are community people who don't really know

0:41:54.960 --> 0:41:58.960
<v Speaker 1>what's going on here, and they need to know. So

0:41:59.040 --> 0:42:02.200
<v Speaker 1>I wrote a letter to the board of director's outlining

0:42:02.280 --> 0:42:05.600
<v Speaker 1>some of my concerns, and I was very careful not

0:42:05.680 --> 0:42:07.880
<v Speaker 1>to say things that I couldn't back up, but but

0:42:08.040 --> 0:42:11.200
<v Speaker 1>just bringing attention to some things that I was concerned about.

0:42:11.680 --> 0:42:13.720
<v Speaker 1>I assumed that that letter had gone to the board,

0:42:13.840 --> 0:42:19.399
<v Speaker 1>and shortly thereafter Dr Petter came down to Carriville and

0:42:19.680 --> 0:42:23.319
<v Speaker 1>convened a meeting at the top leadership. Here, he said

0:42:23.360 --> 0:42:27.200
<v Speaker 1>he had been appointed by the board to investigate my

0:42:27.200 --> 0:42:31.000
<v Speaker 1>my concerns and my claims. I don't remember the details,

0:42:31.080 --> 0:42:34.480
<v Speaker 1>but I do remember that the other administrators all basically

0:42:34.480 --> 0:42:36.719
<v Speaker 1>said now they hadn't heard nothing of any of this kind,

0:42:36.800 --> 0:42:39.040
<v Speaker 1>and everything was wonderful as far as they knew, and

0:42:39.480 --> 0:42:41.880
<v Speaker 1>that I had probably fallen for some stories that the

0:42:41.920 --> 0:42:45.600
<v Speaker 1>boys were making up. So Dr Petter decided that my

0:42:45.719 --> 0:42:48.759
<v Speaker 1>problem was that I was just naive and needed some

0:42:48.800 --> 0:42:53.480
<v Speaker 1>more training, and that I had shown good promise. But

0:42:53.480 --> 0:42:57.160
<v Speaker 1>but he wanted me to work as his assistant and

0:42:57.320 --> 0:42:59.800
<v Speaker 1>moved to Douglasville to work under him so that he

0:43:00.200 --> 0:43:03.239
<v Speaker 1>trained me properly. I told him I wasn't interested in

0:43:03.280 --> 0:43:05.960
<v Speaker 1>moving to Douglasville. He told me I didn't have a choice,

0:43:06.760 --> 0:43:08.520
<v Speaker 1>and I told him I always have a choice, and

0:43:08.640 --> 0:43:11.680
<v Speaker 1>my choice was to leave rather than to accept when

0:43:11.680 --> 0:43:14.400
<v Speaker 1>he was offering. So that's when I left. That was

0:43:14.440 --> 0:43:39.200
<v Speaker 1>after four years here. After hearing about Ron's experience at

0:43:39.200 --> 0:43:42.319
<v Speaker 1>an Awaki as a counselor in Carabelle, we went to

0:43:42.440 --> 0:43:45.239
<v Speaker 1>visit some of the old sites to remember what they

0:43:45.280 --> 0:43:49.400
<v Speaker 1>were and what they had now become. So we are,

0:43:49.880 --> 0:43:52.600
<v Speaker 1>we're at the arena right now. Well, it looked a

0:43:52.640 --> 0:43:54.400
<v Speaker 1>lot different when we first started. I mean, there was

0:43:54.400 --> 0:43:57.319
<v Speaker 1>really nothing much here except for the docks, and in fact,

0:43:57.360 --> 0:43:58.840
<v Speaker 1>at the time there were wood docks, not in this

0:43:59.000 --> 0:44:02.160
<v Speaker 1>concrete nice stuff. You see now that's the hotel. The

0:44:02.200 --> 0:44:05.600
<v Speaker 1>boys built this building. The boys built building we're standing under.

0:44:05.640 --> 0:44:08.239
<v Speaker 1>The boys built. We were under the impression at the

0:44:08.280 --> 0:44:11.319
<v Speaker 1>time that we were building a facility that was going

0:44:11.360 --> 0:44:14.480
<v Speaker 1>to be used for the program. As far as I know,

0:44:14.560 --> 0:44:18.600
<v Speaker 1>it never was. Once it was finished, we didn't come

0:44:18.640 --> 0:44:21.640
<v Speaker 1>back here anymore. We next went to see what had

0:44:21.640 --> 0:44:25.200
<v Speaker 1>become of the inn Awaki South Campus formally referred to

0:44:25.320 --> 0:44:29.760
<v Speaker 1>as Landside. Yeah, at the St. James bake Off Course

0:44:30.960 --> 0:44:35.759
<v Speaker 1>formerly an Awaki. Walking around looking at some of the

0:44:35.800 --> 0:44:40.080
<v Speaker 1>old buildings and what they are now. But it looks

0:44:40.160 --> 0:44:43.320
<v Speaker 1>like they took the whole building down and just built

0:44:43.320 --> 0:44:47.319
<v Speaker 1>it on the same foundation. Okay, this was the yeah,

0:44:47.440 --> 0:44:51.480
<v Speaker 1>the lodge. This was the administration area. Oh, this is

0:44:51.520 --> 0:44:54.080
<v Speaker 1>the courtyards is that? Yeah? This is what we called

0:44:54.080 --> 0:44:57.000
<v Speaker 1>the quad because of the four buildings I can see.

0:44:57.000 --> 0:45:00.200
<v Speaker 1>I can't walk right past this. This looks just like

0:45:00.440 --> 0:45:05.120
<v Speaker 1>the pictures of the quad with the courtyard and in

0:45:05.239 --> 0:45:08.200
<v Speaker 1>the middle of the four buildings every year. See that

0:45:08.560 --> 0:45:11.200
<v Speaker 1>tree right there, the big one. Yeah, my group planted

0:45:11.200 --> 0:45:13.600
<v Speaker 1>it when it was a sapling. That sas what kind

0:45:13.640 --> 0:45:18.760
<v Speaker 1>of tree is? Well? This was administration here, these buildings

0:45:19.520 --> 0:45:24.319
<v Speaker 1>where the social workers were housed. Mm hmm. And was

0:45:24.360 --> 0:45:28.080
<v Speaker 1>this all grass? Was this center here too? This was

0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:32.920
<v Speaker 1>here they laid these bricks, the boys laid these bricks.

0:45:33.080 --> 0:45:44.759
<v Speaker 1>That was a fountain. Wow. Yeah, this looks just like it.

0:45:44.760 --> 0:45:46.400
<v Speaker 1>I can't believe I walked past it. Didn't see this.

0:45:48.840 --> 0:45:52.400
<v Speaker 1>Over there what was formerly the Quad was still in

0:45:52.520 --> 0:45:56.800
<v Speaker 1>practically the same setup at St. James, four small buildings

0:45:57.040 --> 0:45:59.160
<v Speaker 1>built on what was once the four posts of the

0:45:59.239 --> 0:46:03.040
<v Speaker 1>radar tower from Camp Gordon Johnston. I couldn't believe that.

0:46:03.080 --> 0:46:06.120
<v Speaker 1>I had been walking around trying to find some remnants

0:46:06.160 --> 0:46:08.640
<v Speaker 1>of the old an Awaki and it was right under

0:46:08.680 --> 0:46:12.279
<v Speaker 1>my nose the whole time. The same buildings built by

0:46:12.320 --> 0:46:15.759
<v Speaker 1>former patients of an Awaki are still in use by

0:46:15.800 --> 0:46:19.799
<v Speaker 1>this now golf course and resort. One aspect of the

0:46:19.840 --> 0:46:22.480
<v Speaker 1>Caravel campus. I still had not been able to track

0:46:22.560 --> 0:46:28.040
<v Speaker 1>down was the original motel, referred to as Bayside. Ron

0:46:28.160 --> 0:46:30.239
<v Speaker 1>said he could take me down there to show me

0:46:30.320 --> 0:46:33.319
<v Speaker 1>what was left of it today. We drove down to

0:46:33.360 --> 0:46:36.040
<v Speaker 1>a small beach off the side of the highway, a

0:46:36.160 --> 0:46:39.640
<v Speaker 1>light rain coming down and me frantically trying to protect

0:46:39.640 --> 0:46:44.480
<v Speaker 1>my microphone and recorder. This is where by side was.

0:46:45.640 --> 0:46:50.840
<v Speaker 1>There were two strips here along here, about four units

0:46:50.880 --> 0:46:53.120
<v Speaker 1>on east side, four rooms on east side, with our

0:46:53.120 --> 0:46:56.920
<v Speaker 1>courtyard in the middle, like I said, had been a

0:46:56.960 --> 0:47:02.440
<v Speaker 1>little kind of hotel, and and then the um. There

0:47:02.480 --> 0:47:04.080
<v Speaker 1>was one group on one side and one group on

0:47:04.120 --> 0:47:07.040
<v Speaker 1>the other side. They camped in the woods out that

0:47:07.080 --> 0:47:13.040
<v Speaker 1>way just I guess, just to the right of that house,

0:47:13.680 --> 0:47:16.800
<v Speaker 1>there was a trail that went back through the woods.

0:47:16.960 --> 0:47:18.760
<v Speaker 1>You can tell how far it was to the campus

0:47:18.800 --> 0:47:21.240
<v Speaker 1>from here. So it was a he's a good twenty

0:47:21.239 --> 0:47:24.280
<v Speaker 1>minute walk to get from here over to main campus.

0:47:24.719 --> 0:47:27.399
<v Speaker 1>So these kids will wake up here, you know, six

0:47:27.440 --> 0:47:30.600
<v Speaker 1>o'clock in the morning, get up and get ready walk

0:47:30.719 --> 0:47:34.600
<v Speaker 1>that trail to get the breakfast. Two houses built again

0:47:34.640 --> 0:47:37.839
<v Speaker 1>with the with the kid's labor. The first house here

0:47:38.600 --> 0:47:41.640
<v Speaker 1>was Dr. Petter's house where he would stay when he

0:47:41.719 --> 0:47:45.160
<v Speaker 1>was down here. And then the other house was the

0:47:45.800 --> 0:47:49.560
<v Speaker 1>Carrabelle Campus director's house. Now they've been sold and there's

0:47:49.600 --> 0:47:54.200
<v Speaker 1>just yeah, family's living on. We're walking off the side

0:47:54.200 --> 0:47:59.440
<v Speaker 1>of US Highway. Why you here cars going by and

0:47:59.560 --> 0:48:04.160
<v Speaker 1>this just looks like this deserted beach here. Really, all

0:48:04.160 --> 0:48:07.160
<v Speaker 1>that was left of the once motel was some broken

0:48:07.239 --> 0:48:11.680
<v Speaker 1>up slabs of concrete scattered across the sandy beach. A

0:48:11.760 --> 0:48:14.440
<v Speaker 1>hurricane had left it in ruins. A few years back.

0:48:15.280 --> 0:48:19.440
<v Speaker 1>Across the street were two Mexican style built houses painted

0:48:19.520 --> 0:48:22.960
<v Speaker 1>that all familiar and awaky beige as it was known.

0:48:24.719 --> 0:48:26.719
<v Speaker 1>Now you can see the hurricane kind of messed up

0:48:26.719 --> 0:48:29.600
<v Speaker 1>to sea wall there. Ah, like that's what's the left

0:48:29.600 --> 0:48:31.319
<v Speaker 1>of it. You can see far. The more you had

0:48:31.360 --> 0:48:35.759
<v Speaker 1>the picture of the boys putting down sandbags along there,

0:48:36.800 --> 0:48:39.080
<v Speaker 1>I went to see if Ron's wife and her friend

0:48:39.320 --> 0:48:45.520
<v Speaker 1>hit any memories of this place. You know what happened here?

0:48:47.160 --> 0:48:55.080
<v Speaker 1>Nothing relevant? An awaky bayside was now just concrete chunks

0:48:55.120 --> 0:48:59.200
<v Speaker 1>of the once motel and broken oyster shells. Much like

0:48:59.280 --> 0:49:01.759
<v Speaker 1>the rest of my trip to Caravell, all I could

0:49:01.800 --> 0:49:05.200
<v Speaker 1>find was pieces of what was the inn Awake South Campus,

0:49:06.000 --> 0:49:09.799
<v Speaker 1>fragments of stories from those who experienced it or who

0:49:09.880 --> 0:49:14.840
<v Speaker 1>knew family or others involved. The site of the original motel,

0:49:15.000 --> 0:49:17.600
<v Speaker 1>which I had been looking for all week. I must

0:49:17.600 --> 0:49:21.799
<v Speaker 1>have driven past a dozen times, a piece of Carabell's

0:49:21.880 --> 0:49:26.439
<v Speaker 1>history sitting right in plain sight, yet still so hard

0:49:26.480 --> 0:49:31.480
<v Speaker 1>to find. An Awake would continue to expand past Florida,

0:49:32.320 --> 0:49:36.000
<v Speaker 1>more Land was being acquired in Mexico and even Canada.

0:49:37.040 --> 0:49:40.759
<v Speaker 1>The next step in Petter's master plan to build an

0:49:40.760 --> 0:49:50.120
<v Speaker 1>all girls campus right in the state of Georgia. Next

0:49:50.120 --> 0:49:55.719
<v Speaker 1>time on Camp Hill an Awake. The girls campus was

0:49:55.960 --> 0:50:02.880
<v Speaker 1>set back along a very widdening gravel road. We would

0:50:02.920 --> 0:50:10.160
<v Speaker 1>work from eight thirty or nine until eleven thirty. Girls

0:50:10.239 --> 0:50:15.879
<v Speaker 1>were getting heat, exhaustion and heat stroke. We built an

0:50:15.880 --> 0:50:20.239
<v Speaker 1>empire for a pedophile. That's a very difficult thing to

0:50:20.520 --> 0:50:25.480
<v Speaker 1>think about. She shared with us that she had a

0:50:25.520 --> 0:50:29.839
<v Speaker 1>marriage ceremony out on the beach and that they were

0:50:29.880 --> 0:50:33.520
<v Speaker 1>a couple. I don't know it changed her, but it

0:50:33.560 --> 0:50:47.040
<v Speaker 1>didn't seem like in a good way. Campell Anawaki was

0:50:47.160 --> 0:50:50.680
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0:50:50.760 --> 0:50:55.000
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0:50:55.120 --> 0:50:58.240
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0:50:58.800 --> 0:51:02.480
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