WEBVTT - Mr. Corey Feldman: Do Feed After Midnight, Stereo Screams, Street dreams [Part 2] 0:00:08.840 --> 0:00:13.520 Misspelling with Tori Spelling and iHeart radio podcast. 0:00:15.280 --> 0:00:21.480 Hill again. Can you it's a Groundhog's day, guys. 0:00:21.760 --> 0:00:23.599 I know, I feel like we did this already. 0:00:24.560 --> 0:00:26.760 Oh should we get home? You are hump I am home. 0:00:26.800 --> 0:00:29.479 But well it's perfect, We're all home. 0:00:29.560 --> 0:00:31.000 Oh No, the lighting is different. 0:00:31.800 --> 0:00:40.920 It's totally different because it doesn't match, you know, better, 0:00:40.920 --> 0:00:42.640 because there's not so much glares, so I think it 0:00:42.640 --> 0:00:43.320 should be nicer. 0:00:43.680 --> 0:00:48.400 No, it's ok. I'm so like if you saw what 0:00:48.440 --> 0:00:50.199 my corner looks like. I'm so unprofessional here. 0:00:50.240 --> 0:00:52.080 I don't even know how this this does well, but 0:00:52.120 --> 0:00:52.600 it does well. 0:00:52.880 --> 0:00:56.600 So here it works professional. You look at a desk 0:00:56.680 --> 0:00:59.840 in an office somewhere and you know, probably high up 0:00:59.840 --> 0:01:01.960 in the top of a very important building. 0:01:03.560 --> 0:01:06.240 Wow, you read all of that completely wrong. But that's 0:01:06.240 --> 0:01:07.360 how it looks. 0:01:07.800 --> 0:01:09.880 That's how it looks. I mean, I know you're probably 0:01:09.920 --> 0:01:13.080 sitting in the darkest corner of your closet or something, but. 0:01:16.440 --> 0:01:20.759 No, that's where all the bodies are. Oh my gosh, 0:01:20.800 --> 0:01:23.440 my closet. I need to go clear up my closet. 0:01:24.000 --> 0:01:25.400 How much storage do you have? 0:01:25.520 --> 0:01:29.080 By the way, God, it's such a nightmare. So we 0:01:29.240 --> 0:01:32.600 just moved into this new house, which is a beautiful home. 0:01:32.640 --> 0:01:34.960 We're really excited to live here. It's beautiful, it's gorgeous. 0:01:35.000 --> 0:01:37.240 It's like four stories with an elevator. It's crazy. 0:01:37.840 --> 0:01:41.240 But wait, so you said four stories with an elevator. 0:01:41.560 --> 0:01:46.800 Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's wild. But anyway, but. 0:01:46.800 --> 0:01:48.680 All of that said by my dad's old house. 0:01:49.240 --> 0:01:52.680 Yeah, right, exactly. No, that was much bigger. I remember 0:01:52.720 --> 0:01:56.560 that house. That was Yeah, no, that was like ten 0:01:56.600 --> 0:01:58.560 times I think the size of this house. But what 0:01:58.800 --> 0:02:01.200 have like eighteen rooms in? There's something? Crazy? 0:02:02.400 --> 0:02:04.720 Eighteen rooms? How dare you? It's like eighty six? 0:02:05.760 --> 0:02:06.800 What was it company? 0:02:07.320 --> 0:02:07.800 I don't know. 0:02:08.440 --> 0:02:10.119 I feel like it's like one hundred and twenty two 0:02:10.240 --> 0:02:11.800 or something. I just read online. 0:02:11.840 --> 0:02:12.200 I don't know. 0:02:12.480 --> 0:02:14.600 I will twenty two rooms? 0:02:15.600 --> 0:02:17.320 Gosh, am I misquoting that? 0:02:18.000 --> 0:02:21.800 It sounds right, I remember now something I read crazy 0:02:21.880 --> 0:02:22.160 like that. 0:02:22.280 --> 0:02:25.359 I will tell you guys this. I can say. 0:02:25.360 --> 0:02:28.720 I don't think I went into all the rooms ever, really, 0:02:28.720 --> 0:02:29.440 and I lived there. 0:02:30.440 --> 0:02:34.200 Wow, how weird is that to have a house that 0:02:34.240 --> 0:02:36.160 you don't go in every room in your house? I 0:02:36.160 --> 0:02:39.600 can't even imagine that? Right, what kind of a life 0:02:39.680 --> 0:02:41.040 is that? To live? That's amazing? 0:02:41.440 --> 0:02:45.480 One hundred and twenty three rooms confirmed. I wasn't far off. 0:02:45.760 --> 0:02:48.680 I remember, Okay, you and I weren't hanging out, but 0:02:48.880 --> 0:02:51.760 I knew your brother. I knew your brother and he 0:02:51.919 --> 0:02:54.680 was hanging out with my crew of friends at the time. 0:02:54.960 --> 0:02:57.120 I was like, I don't know if you remember or 0:02:57.200 --> 0:03:00.160 knew Henry Penzy. Did you know Henry Penzy at all 0:03:00.639 --> 0:03:00.880 or not? 0:03:01.120 --> 0:03:05.400 To give me another name, Michael Marrish, Yes, okay, So. 0:03:05.320 --> 0:03:08.880 That crew of people that your brother was hanging out with, 0:03:09.240 --> 0:03:12.480 and I was hanging out with like Paris and you 0:03:12.480 --> 0:03:13.560 know that old cruise. 0:03:13.680 --> 0:03:14.320 Oh gotcha. 0:03:14.480 --> 0:03:16.280 I ended up at your house a couple of times. 0:03:16.280 --> 0:03:18.519 I never went in, Like we hung out in the 0:03:18.560 --> 0:03:21.280 front yard, we hung out, you know, kind of around 0:03:21.320 --> 0:03:22.960 your house. But I never actually went in here. 0:03:23.000 --> 0:03:24.440 I never went to the bowling alley. 0:03:24.960 --> 0:03:28.200 No, no, I wish I was never invited. I wasn't 0:03:28.200 --> 0:03:33.240 that cool. I wasn't cool enough, right, true, it's true, 0:03:33.880 --> 0:03:36.200 but anyway, so no, I mean, I just I just 0:03:36.280 --> 0:03:37.960 we never got to see the inside. But I remember 0:03:38.000 --> 0:03:40.160 seeing the monstrosity and I was like, oh my god, 0:03:40.240 --> 0:03:42.320 this is literally the biggest house I've ever seen in 0:03:42.360 --> 0:03:42.880 my life. 0:03:44.280 --> 0:03:46.440 I didn't live there long. I mean moved there when 0:03:46.440 --> 0:03:48.280 I was seventeen. I moved out when I was like 0:03:48.400 --> 0:03:49.200 eighteen and a half. 0:03:49.360 --> 0:03:51.720 You know what, I would rather talk about our music 0:03:51.840 --> 0:03:53.800 because we didn't get to talk about it much last 0:03:53.800 --> 0:03:54.760 time we did. 0:03:54.880 --> 0:03:55.680 This is true. 0:03:55.920 --> 0:03:58.720 No, So I want to talk about Adrian's project. 0:03:58.800 --> 0:04:01.240 Yes, Circus Queen to me Circus. 0:04:00.880 --> 0:04:04.800 Queen and her new EP, Gospel of Adrian Sky, which 0:04:04.920 --> 0:04:06.560 just came out a couple of weeks ago and is 0:04:06.840 --> 0:04:10.080 lighting up Spotify as we speak. So very exciting. 0:04:10.120 --> 0:04:16.679 I saw that. That is amazing. Congrats, Thank you, thank you. Wait, 0:04:16.760 --> 0:04:19.240 I want to hear you sing sometime. I would like 0:04:19.279 --> 0:04:24.480 to come. Your voice is so soulful. It is just 0:04:24.520 --> 0:04:26.600 getting the chance to speak with you. 0:04:26.960 --> 0:04:32.960 It's it's it's deeper and just I hear your soul 0:04:33.000 --> 0:04:35.919 when I listen to the music, and then I'm the 0:04:35.960 --> 0:04:37.640 type that I need to go back and like look 0:04:37.680 --> 0:04:41.520 at words to take it in and just reading the 0:04:41.560 --> 0:04:43.040 words and here and then I close my eyes and 0:04:43.600 --> 0:04:48.839 hear it. And and I know we talked briefly about 0:04:49.920 --> 0:04:55.880 your upbringing and bullying in church, and just upon reflecting 0:04:56.000 --> 0:05:02.919 on that, it's just, yeah, where did that boy come from? 0:05:03.720 --> 0:05:05.920 I don't know it was always there. I mean, there 0:05:05.960 --> 0:05:08.120 was no training involved. It was just something that I 0:05:08.160 --> 0:05:09.920 did a lot as a kid. 0:05:10.920 --> 0:05:14.599 It's it's so interesting because when I hear like, it 0:05:14.640 --> 0:05:18.200 doesn't look like it's like two different voices. 0:05:18.400 --> 0:05:19.599 Which is so cool? 0:05:20.040 --> 0:05:22.279 Is that you know what I'm trying to say, Like, 0:05:22.360 --> 0:05:25.560 it's your soul voice coming out, which is different than 0:05:25.560 --> 0:05:26.560 your speaking voice. 0:05:26.560 --> 0:05:27.360 And I love it. 0:05:28.120 --> 0:05:32.360 Yeah, thank you, thank you. She's got a very timid disposition, right, 0:05:32.480 --> 0:05:36.320 her demeanor seems very timid and very quiet, and like. 0:05:36.600 --> 0:05:38.040 I don't know, I haven't met her in person. I 0:05:38.080 --> 0:05:39.440 don't know. 0:05:39.200 --> 0:05:41.880 Similar what you're seeing. You know, this is how she 0:05:41.920 --> 0:05:45.000 behaves with most people, right, Okay, in private when she 0:05:45.000 --> 0:05:46.800 gets to know you, and then she opens up and she's, 0:05:47.000 --> 0:05:50.080 you know, a timid girl. And so to hear that 0:05:50.160 --> 0:05:53.160 lion kind of come out of her, it's shocking because 0:05:53.200 --> 0:05:54.560 you don't expect it, you know. 0:05:56.040 --> 0:06:00.440 Uh lion? Wait do you prefer do we call a 0:06:00.480 --> 0:06:10.320 lion or a lioness? It's so interesting. 0:06:10.440 --> 0:06:15.120 I'm so conditioned to like add the female like to 0:06:15.279 --> 0:06:18.919 it that I so years ago. It's interesting, Like I 0:06:18.960 --> 0:06:20.640 have tattoos, but I was like when I get my 0:06:20.880 --> 0:06:23.200 like first I want to get one like big Tattoo 0:06:23.279 --> 0:06:25.360 somewhere back almost came out. 0:06:25.360 --> 0:06:28.120 Wow, maybe it'supposed to be on my back then, But. 0:06:28.120 --> 0:06:31.520 I always said I want the lioness, but like, why no, 0:06:31.640 --> 0:06:34.479 I just want the lion. But we're so conditioned to 0:06:34.560 --> 0:06:37.320 be like I mean my podcast misspelling. 0:06:38.800 --> 0:06:40.040 I mean that one's just because. 0:06:39.880 --> 0:06:43.440 It's got on my sexual nature. 0:06:44.600 --> 0:06:46.280 When will it get to the point where it's not? 0:06:46.400 --> 0:06:53.760 I wonder, Well, I think we're closely getting there. We 0:06:54.040 --> 0:06:58.599 miss that part. I'm sorry, Well we miss that part though. 0:06:58.880 --> 0:07:01.719 Yeah, exactly, that's the thing, right, so we should probably 0:07:01.839 --> 0:07:03.159 cherish you what We still have a. 0:07:06.120 --> 0:07:08.320 Yes, but I want to hear that lion roar more 0:07:08.520 --> 0:07:11.920 and more. It is so amazing. 0:07:13.880 --> 0:07:16.520 Tell her about your what's your favorite song on the EP? 0:07:16.760 --> 0:07:22.400 What song would you like? Herdie? Mm? 0:07:22.520 --> 0:07:24.880 I like Sarcus Queen a lot because that's kind of 0:07:25.880 --> 0:07:27.920 where I'm like, that's what I want to do mostly 0:07:28.040 --> 0:07:30.360 is like that type of music. But Better Now is 0:07:30.360 --> 0:07:34.040 a really good one. It's a ballad of self love, 0:07:34.200 --> 0:07:36.080 self growth, you know, growth type song. 0:07:37.040 --> 0:07:38.360 So i'd say shout out better Now. 0:07:38.720 --> 0:07:41.120 Better Now and Sarcus Queen are my top two favorites 0:07:41.720 --> 0:07:42.880 in Vampire ballad. 0:07:43.360 --> 0:07:45.520 Yes, that's another beautiful I like that one. 0:07:46.160 --> 0:07:48.880 Yeah, it's a That one's a beautiful song too. Core. 0:07:48.880 --> 0:07:51.560 It did a great job with you know, producing it 0:07:51.600 --> 0:07:54.640 and creating it and layering all my vocals together. 0:07:54.920 --> 0:07:56.680 So that's all him for that song. 0:07:56.720 --> 0:07:59.720 What is it like working together with your partner, like 0:07:59.760 --> 0:08:01.560 your workers, but personal partners? 0:08:01.600 --> 0:08:05.480 Like is that good and bad? 0:08:06.600 --> 0:08:08.320 I mean, for the most part, we get along. 0:08:09.640 --> 0:08:11.840 There are moments when I like, I'm trying to do 0:08:11.920 --> 0:08:13.880 something with my vocals and it takes me a few 0:08:14.120 --> 0:08:16.600 times to get it right, and I can get aggravated 0:08:16.640 --> 0:08:19.800 at like I'll just get aggravated, But over all we 0:08:19.840 --> 0:08:20.360 get along. 0:08:20.440 --> 0:08:23.240 It's pretty easy going. I think it's more that you know, 0:08:23.440 --> 0:08:25.600 she's embarrassed. She doesn't want to mess up in front 0:08:25.600 --> 0:08:27.960 of me. And the thing is is like that's who 0:08:28.040 --> 0:08:30.600 I would be, right, But her voice is so perfect. 0:08:30.640 --> 0:08:33.600 Like literally I think maybe in all of our sessions 0:08:33.600 --> 0:08:35.280 I heard her get like two bad notes. 0:08:35.400 --> 0:08:39.960 And I'm not even joking, I mean like literally, yeah, 0:08:40.080 --> 0:08:43.400 like six months of working together on an album and 0:08:43.440 --> 0:08:46.480 literally like two bad notes out of all those sessions. 0:08:46.840 --> 0:08:47.720 So look at her face. 0:08:47.720 --> 0:08:49.640 She wants to correct to you because I know we 0:08:49.679 --> 0:08:52.120 all perceive things differently than other people. 0:08:52.200 --> 0:08:53.400 Right, Yeah, that's all it is. 0:08:54.800 --> 0:08:58.600 That's two bad notes. He was talking about our direction. 0:08:58.760 --> 0:09:01.760 She was going in, oh, I love you even more now, 0:09:01.840 --> 0:09:03.080 Oh my god, that's funny. 0:09:03.120 --> 0:09:05.640 I thought you were like, oh no, there's other You're. 0:09:05.520 --> 0:09:11.680 Like, no, what's too bad note? Okay, Oh now I'm 0:09:11.920 --> 0:09:13.720 like getting it. 0:09:14.440 --> 0:09:15.319 I love this. 0:09:19.920 --> 0:09:22.960 When I was with my partner, like I couldn't do 0:09:23.040 --> 0:09:25.720 anything in front of him, I would be like, if 0:09:25.760 --> 0:09:27.720 we if he would come with me to set or something, 0:09:28.000 --> 0:09:29.880 you have to leave sex. If I was doing an interview, 0:09:30.200 --> 0:09:33.600 you have to turn away. It was always that, and 0:09:33.640 --> 0:09:35.160 it's just like it's the beginning. 0:09:35.400 --> 0:09:36.880 In the beginning, she was that way, but it's like, 0:09:36.920 --> 0:09:41.240 I'm your producer, like right, so you're like it started 0:09:41.240 --> 0:09:43.040 off where you know, she had like we have my 0:09:43.120 --> 0:09:46.160 engineer who's also a co producer, and he works with me. 0:09:46.600 --> 0:09:49.000 You know, she'd be like, maybe you should leave the 0:09:49.080 --> 0:09:50.480 room and I'll just work with him. And I'm like 0:09:50.600 --> 0:09:51.560 that's not gonna work. 0:09:51.920 --> 0:09:55.559 It can't happen. But I understand, yeah, of course. 0:09:55.800 --> 0:09:57.680 I mean it was that that was her first attempt. 0:09:57.840 --> 0:10:01.240 But I was like with this because I've got to 0:10:01.280 --> 0:10:03.280 be hands on and I've got to really be able 0:10:03.280 --> 0:10:05.480 to massage each piece of it and like work with 0:10:05.520 --> 0:10:08.480 you on your performance. And it's just, you know, it's 0:10:08.480 --> 0:10:11.200 different because you know, as a musician, I don't know 0:10:11.280 --> 0:10:16.559 if you've ever done music, but the difference is. 0:10:15.720 --> 0:10:20.960 A producer in this singer count no as. 0:10:20.720 --> 0:10:25.040 A little bit. I mean that little session that you do, 0:10:25.280 --> 0:10:27.600 you know, that little recording session that you do that 0:10:27.640 --> 0:10:31.840 you're not supposed to talk about. No, you know what 0:10:31.880 --> 0:10:32.720 I'm talking about. 0:10:33.080 --> 0:10:34.800 I don't know what you're talking about, because. 0:10:34.520 --> 0:10:37.679 They have like they have them coming and record first, right, 0:10:37.760 --> 0:10:39.040 you're coming in your record? 0:10:39.440 --> 0:10:40.600 What are you talking about? 0:10:40.760 --> 0:10:41.439 You didn't do that? 0:10:43.080 --> 0:10:44.439 Fuck my life? Of course? 0:10:44.520 --> 0:10:44.600 No? 0:10:45.160 --> 0:10:46.000 Are you serious? 0:10:46.240 --> 0:10:46.520 Yes? 0:10:47.120 --> 0:10:49.679 Really, maybe I'm not supposed to stay. 0:10:49.600 --> 0:10:53.480 Wait which incarnationans you do? What the us one? 0:10:53.920 --> 0:10:54.240 Yes? 0:10:55.240 --> 0:10:57.920 I am so upset right now. I asked to have 0:10:57.960 --> 0:11:00.960 that done and they said no, I was on the 0:11:01.000 --> 0:11:01.560 first season. 0:11:01.640 --> 0:11:04.600 I was like, because you were on the first season, 0:11:04.679 --> 0:11:05.720 so it changed it. 0:11:06.240 --> 0:11:09.559 So sad? I scared. 0:11:09.679 --> 0:11:12.280 Yeah, so what they would do at least by the 0:11:12.320 --> 0:11:14.040 time I came on, which was I don't know, like 0:11:14.120 --> 0:11:16.840 fifteen seasons in or something, But yes, they would have 0:11:16.880 --> 0:11:20.319 you pre record all the stuff just in case something 0:11:20.320 --> 0:11:22.320 went wrong, like you might cut out or there was 0:11:22.360 --> 0:11:24.959 like some big problem on the live night. They had 0:11:24.960 --> 0:11:26.360 it to go to just in case. 0:11:27.000 --> 0:11:31.440 So it was like, oh, I see, I see back up, smart, smart, 0:11:31.480 --> 0:11:32.000 I understand. 0:11:32.320 --> 0:11:35.200 Oh so it's not like you're actually using that as 0:11:35.240 --> 0:11:37.679 the performance, but it's just a backup just in case. 0:11:37.760 --> 0:11:37.920 Right. 0:11:38.240 --> 0:11:40.559 So but the point is it was like a two 0:11:40.679 --> 0:11:44.120 second session. There was like no direction, no anything. It 0:11:44.160 --> 0:11:46.640 was just like go you know, and then maybe like okay, 0:11:46.679 --> 0:11:48.720 you can try it again one more time, you know, Okay, 0:11:48.760 --> 0:11:50.040 go all right, fine, you know what I mean that 0:11:50.080 --> 0:11:51.360 sort of thing, Like they don't give you a lot 0:11:51.360 --> 0:11:53.400 of like work on it. So the point is is 0:11:53.480 --> 0:11:57.680 that's a two minutes But I when you're when you're 0:11:57.720 --> 0:12:02.720 working on music, producer of the music acts the same 0:12:02.760 --> 0:12:06.320 as a director would in TV or film. You see 0:12:06.360 --> 0:12:08.400 what I'm saying. So the one that comes over, it 0:12:08.440 --> 0:12:11.480 gives you the notes, tells you what the performance is about, 0:12:11.720 --> 0:12:14.360 tells you how to deliver something. All that kind of 0:12:14.400 --> 0:12:17.240 stuff comes from the producer, not the director, because there 0:12:17.280 --> 0:12:20.760 is no director. But that's the idea kind of like 0:12:20.800 --> 0:12:24.040 if we're doing like a sitcom and the EP becomes 0:12:24.080 --> 0:12:26.840 the showrunner, which kind of takes place as the director, 0:12:27.400 --> 0:12:28.240 same sort of thing. 0:12:30.760 --> 0:12:33.000 Wait, why did you mention sitcom? Well, because should we 0:12:33.040 --> 0:12:33.760 do a sitcom? No? 0:12:33.920 --> 0:12:35.600 Because you know how when you do I'm sure you've 0:12:35.640 --> 0:12:40.440 done like live television, right, yes, right, so you know 0:12:40.520 --> 0:12:42.920 that the director just gives you, like the set notes, 0:12:43.200 --> 0:12:45.760 but they don't give you the delivery performance notes. That 0:12:45.840 --> 0:12:47.800 all comes from the showrunner and the EPs. 0:12:50.120 --> 0:12:53.280 I understand. Wait would she do a sitcom? 0:12:53.559 --> 0:12:54.959 I've done many sitcoms. 0:12:55.120 --> 0:12:58.000 Well, no, that's not my question. Would you do a 0:12:58.120 --> 0:12:59.439 sitcom in the future? 0:13:01.520 --> 0:13:02.000 Probably not. 0:13:03.440 --> 0:13:05.240 What if it was different, though, Like what if you 0:13:05.320 --> 0:13:08.040 created something that was a different type of sitcom, not 0:13:08.080 --> 0:13:09.640 the obvious. 0:13:09.640 --> 0:13:12.280 If we were reinventing the wheel. Sure, I'm always. 0:13:12.080 --> 0:13:13.680 Open to Yeah you're a creator. 0:13:14.040 --> 0:13:17.720 Yeah, I like creating stuff, but I just don't like. 0:13:17.880 --> 0:13:21.360 To me, the the the least exciting thing to me 0:13:21.480 --> 0:13:24.200 is watching that same like kind of format of like 0:13:24.280 --> 0:13:28.400 scripted television, where you know, it's so cheesy and the 0:13:28.440 --> 0:13:30.959 lines are so cheesy and it's like this would never 0:13:31.040 --> 0:13:33.200 happen in real life and it's so stupid, and the 0:13:33.240 --> 0:13:35.880 like the canned laughter and the can sets and it's 0:13:35.880 --> 0:13:37.920 just I don't know, I have an issue with. 0:13:37.960 --> 0:13:41.480 That same We'll talk often. 0:13:41.679 --> 0:13:45.880 Okay, anyway, wait, Adrian, sorry's back to you. But now 0:13:45.960 --> 0:13:47.880 you guys are at the point like moving forward. It's 0:13:47.920 --> 0:13:49.400 a well oiled machine. 0:13:49.679 --> 0:13:56.160 Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah. 0:13:53.559 --> 0:13:55.360 No, wait, I want to play games with you guys. 0:13:55.360 --> 0:13:57.360 I want you guys to answer question I'm just kidding, 0:13:57.720 --> 0:13:58.120 like not. 0:13:58.160 --> 0:14:01.160 Right down to answer questions, but not to each other. Yeah, 0:14:01.440 --> 0:14:02.640 like the paddle up, it's. 0:14:02.520 --> 0:14:08.600 Like wait, so yeah, it's been a very exciting project. 0:14:08.600 --> 0:14:11.160 But like she was saying about Dampire's Ballad, you said, 0:14:11.240 --> 0:14:12.360 is a beautiful. 0:14:12.120 --> 0:14:14.559 Yes, it is, because it's you know. 0:14:14.559 --> 0:14:17.080 What, I really connected with it, And that was the one, 0:14:17.080 --> 0:14:19.200 by the way, that got me into this, Like that 0:14:19.360 --> 0:14:21.760 was the one that connected to me where I was like, 0:14:21.840 --> 0:14:25.320 I got to help you get this done because yeah, 0:14:25.400 --> 0:14:30.120 because the concept of it was so ingenious. The fact 0:14:30.160 --> 0:14:33.680 that she felt isolated and alone, she felt like people 0:14:33.680 --> 0:14:36.800 didn't understand her, She felt like an outcast, and that 0:14:37.440 --> 0:14:40.440 the similarity of like hiding in the shadows, living in 0:14:40.480 --> 0:14:43.800 the shadows, not you know, not wanting to see the 0:14:43.880 --> 0:14:45.600 light because you don't want people to see your face 0:14:45.600 --> 0:14:49.600 because they're so like kind of almost a shame, but 0:14:49.680 --> 0:14:51.440 not a shame where like, you know, you've been beaten 0:14:51.520 --> 0:14:55.200 down by like negativity and bullies and all that. 0:14:55.200 --> 0:14:55.720 Kind of life. 0:14:56.320 --> 0:14:59.080 It's kind of like living in the shadows and coming 0:14:59.160 --> 0:15:01.640 out of the shadows trying to find your love and 0:15:02.000 --> 0:15:04.840 imagining the idea of love which seems so far away 0:15:04.840 --> 0:15:07.360 and distant when you're in that lonely place. So all 0:15:07.400 --> 0:15:11.320 of that stuff really struck a tone with me. And 0:15:12.520 --> 0:15:14.960 you know, looking at her, she has that, you know, 0:15:15.040 --> 0:15:17.680 that kind of image of like that lonely vampire that 0:15:17.720 --> 0:15:20.080 you could imagine is sitting up in the castle, locked 0:15:20.080 --> 0:15:22.840 all alone. You know, so I had to go rescue he. 0:15:23.800 --> 0:15:26.080 Of course, Adrian jump in. 0:15:26.840 --> 0:15:32.880 I'm you guys made me laugh together. 0:15:32.920 --> 0:15:35.520 I don't really know what to say to that other 0:15:35.600 --> 0:15:37.520 than I don't need to be rescued anymore. 0:15:39.200 --> 0:15:39.760 Bingo. 0:15:40.600 --> 0:15:43.000 So I guess we did the job effectively. 0:15:43.320 --> 0:15:48.200 Right right, Yes, there you go. That song resonated to me. 0:15:48.400 --> 0:15:52.200 I feel like that song. We're all different in this world, 0:15:52.200 --> 0:15:56.160 but like that song resonates with everyone on some human level. 0:15:57.560 --> 0:15:59.720 Like I was like, oh my god, that I mean, 0:15:59.760 --> 0:16:02.280 I know we've led two very different lives, but like 0:16:02.360 --> 0:16:02.800 I was. 0:16:03.200 --> 0:16:05.600 Listening and the lyrics, I was like, oh my god, 0:16:05.800 --> 0:16:08.880 is everything my whole life? I felt that song right now. 0:16:09.480 --> 0:16:11.720 Yeah, that's what I'm saying. I mean, we've led different 0:16:11.760 --> 0:16:14.480 lives too, but it's it's yeah, got that kind of 0:16:14.520 --> 0:16:17.800 resonance that really draws you in. And Better Now. I 0:16:17.840 --> 0:16:19.640 don't know if you've heard Better Now yet, but it's 0:16:19.640 --> 0:16:22.600 the same kind of an idea, where Better Now is 0:16:22.680 --> 0:16:26.440 about what she's been through, the pain that she struggled 0:16:26.440 --> 0:16:28.880 through and coming out the other side, and showing that 0:16:28.920 --> 0:16:32.360 you can grow through anything. And these are really important 0:16:32.400 --> 0:16:34.560 topics to me. I mean, this is like real work. 0:16:34.640 --> 0:16:38.000 It's not this isn't just fluffy pop stuff. You know, 0:16:38.080 --> 0:16:41.960 we're not talking about booties and and you know and Benzo's. 0:16:42.040 --> 0:16:44.560 You know, we're talking about like real stuff. You know, 0:16:44.800 --> 0:16:48.800 so a Benzo, I don't know, just rap stuff, Benji, 0:16:49.000 --> 0:16:50.480 Benjamin's Benz, I don't know. 0:16:53.040 --> 0:16:55.680 I want to age myself, hundred dollar bills, you know, 0:16:55.800 --> 0:16:56.280 that's all. I know. 0:16:57.000 --> 0:17:01.920 Nothing is the same thing. But you know, actually Benzo's 0:17:01.960 --> 0:17:03.360 are third drug. 0:17:05.520 --> 0:17:10.080 Yeah, I'm learning on TikTok. I'm getting with the new age. 0:17:10.240 --> 0:17:10.840 It's all good. 0:17:18.440 --> 0:17:23.480 I love though that approach delivering music the people can 0:17:23.720 --> 0:17:26.800 really I was just saying to someone the other day, 0:17:26.840 --> 0:17:29.800 like I feel like we're all at that space now, 0:17:29.880 --> 0:17:32.880 Like we're all on social media looking at quotes, right, 0:17:33.000 --> 0:17:36.480 and quotes are resonating with us, and then our algorithm 0:17:36.560 --> 0:17:39.880 knows us and it's saving and note knows what we're 0:17:40.200 --> 0:17:43.399 what's finding us. And self help is now as an 0:17:43.400 --> 0:17:47.320 outdated term, right, But the approach of like music speaking 0:17:48.200 --> 0:17:52.520 through that that is like I'd rather do that than 0:17:52.600 --> 0:17:54.919 like look at quotes or like here's somebody talk to 0:17:54.960 --> 0:17:59.040 me or read a self help book. So I'm really 0:17:59.080 --> 0:18:02.680 glad you're doing this, you're on this journey, and I 0:18:02.720 --> 0:18:07.040 really hope I think I was looking at your Instagram 0:18:07.160 --> 0:18:11.479 and I feel like in Cordiness as well, like you, 0:18:12.040 --> 0:18:15.720 we all three probably deal with this that people look 0:18:15.760 --> 0:18:18.440 at us and they get a perception and then that's 0:18:18.480 --> 0:18:22.320 it and that's all they can see. And I really 0:18:22.440 --> 0:18:27.240 hope you're so beautiful on the exterior, but I really 0:18:27.280 --> 0:18:30.000 hope they look past that and do a deep dive 0:18:30.440 --> 0:18:33.080 and hear you because it's worth it. 0:18:33.080 --> 0:18:36.560 It will help change them on their journey. That makes sense. 0:18:36.800 --> 0:18:39.880 Yeah, that's a very sweet sam and thank you Tori. 0:18:40.000 --> 0:18:40.679 That was lovely. 0:18:41.080 --> 0:18:41.920 No, no, I mean it. 0:18:42.080 --> 0:18:45.440 I mean it because it's hard. 0:18:45.520 --> 0:18:48.879 It's hard in life, Like it's hard. You know. 0:18:49.160 --> 0:18:52.000 I'm a strong female, but I'm not gonna lie like 0:18:52.040 --> 0:18:52.600 your pictures. 0:18:52.600 --> 0:18:54.080 I look and I'm like, oh my god, you're so hot. 0:18:54.119 --> 0:18:57.960 I'm zooming in looking, you know, just like and but 0:18:58.119 --> 0:19:00.600 then it's like I speak to you, I'm getting to 0:19:00.720 --> 0:19:05.280 know you, and I listen to you and it touches 0:19:05.320 --> 0:19:08.520 me on a different level. And it's all what we're 0:19:08.600 --> 0:19:10.720 all trying to get past, I think. But it's it's 0:19:10.720 --> 0:19:11.520 hard to know how. 0:19:11.440 --> 0:19:14.919 To deliver it to people, right yeah. 0:19:14.600 --> 0:19:16.320 Because we have to deliver it in many ways in 0:19:16.400 --> 0:19:25.159 order to get our message out. Yeah, which sucks in life, right. 0:19:24.880 --> 0:19:26.720 Well, it's you know, the point is is that I 0:19:26.800 --> 0:19:30.600 think that that's what makes music beautiful. That's why music 0:19:30.680 --> 0:19:33.000 is still important to me. I mean, never listen art 0:19:33.040 --> 0:19:36.200 in general, right Like film tells a story, a book 0:19:36.240 --> 0:19:39.200 tells a story, a painting tells a story, music tells 0:19:39.200 --> 0:19:44.560 a story. To be able to deliver that little insight 0:19:44.720 --> 0:19:48.040 into yourself, but also something that may work as a 0:19:48.080 --> 0:19:51.359 tool to help others, that's a beautiful thing. Yes, and 0:19:51.400 --> 0:19:55.240 if you can write those emotions and express them, and 0:19:55.280 --> 0:19:57.480