1 00:00:08,600 --> 00:00:12,360 Speaker 1: Welcome, Welcome, Welcome to the Bob Left Sets podcast. For 2 00:00:12,480 --> 00:00:15,760 Speaker 1: those of you new to the show, I interview musicians, 3 00:00:15,880 --> 00:00:18,640 Speaker 1: tech stars, business people and hope to give you some 4 00:00:18,840 --> 00:00:22,000 Speaker 1: entertainment and some education at the same time. For those 5 00:00:22,239 --> 00:00:25,240 Speaker 1: who've been listening for a year already, you know the drill. 6 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:31,120 Speaker 1: My guest today is songwriter and performer extraordinary Carla Bonoff. 7 00:00:31,320 --> 00:00:33,720 Speaker 1: I normally don't give a huge intro, but I'm going 8 00:00:33,800 --> 00:00:36,720 Speaker 1: to it this case. How did we know the name 9 00:00:36,840 --> 00:00:42,320 Speaker 1: Carla Bonoff? She wrote songs on the Linda Ronstad album 10 00:00:42,400 --> 00:00:47,400 Speaker 1: Hastened Down the Wind, and I moved to l a permanently. 11 00:00:47,440 --> 00:00:49,960 Speaker 1: I was here a little bit before that, but permanently 12 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:51,600 Speaker 1: in the summer of seventy six, and I used to 13 00:00:51,640 --> 00:00:54,400 Speaker 1: go to this record store which no longer exists, called 14 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:58,319 Speaker 1: Grammy and Granny Records in Westwood and one of the 15 00:00:58,360 --> 00:01:01,320 Speaker 1: benefits of living in Los Angeles as you could buy 16 00:01:01,400 --> 00:01:05,640 Speaker 1: promo records people cash them in. This is what it was, 17 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:08,760 Speaker 1: still vinyl before CD. I get a few tales about 18 00:01:08,760 --> 00:01:13,800 Speaker 1: selling my promo c d s. But in the bin 19 00:01:14,040 --> 00:01:17,800 Speaker 1: I saw Carla's debut album. Okay, I still have it 20 00:01:17,800 --> 00:01:19,560 Speaker 1: with the price stick around it because I kept all 21 00:01:19,560 --> 00:01:21,480 Speaker 1: my vinyl. It could have been it was either a 22 00:01:21,520 --> 00:01:24,040 Speaker 1: dollar ninety nine or two forty seven. And I came 23 00:01:24,120 --> 00:01:26,640 Speaker 1: home and I played it. I loved it so much. 24 00:01:26,680 --> 00:01:29,399 Speaker 1: I literally went back and bought all the copies and 25 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:31,640 Speaker 1: gave them to my friends. And I can tell you 26 00:01:31,800 --> 00:01:35,840 Speaker 1: story after story about turning people on to the first album. 27 00:01:35,880 --> 00:01:38,640 Speaker 1: In any event, Carla, glad to have you on the show. 28 00:01:38,720 --> 00:01:41,800 Speaker 1: Thank you. It's a privilege to be here. So how 29 00:01:41,800 --> 00:01:47,120 Speaker 1: did you get those tracks on the ron Stad album? Oh? Wow, 30 00:01:47,160 --> 00:01:50,040 Speaker 1: there's a lot of history. I mean, that's what the 31 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:54,000 Speaker 1: shows about. Well, it really goes back to Kenny Edwards. Okay, 32 00:01:54,080 --> 00:01:58,000 Speaker 1: tell my audience who Kenny Edwards was an incredible musician 33 00:01:58,880 --> 00:02:02,320 Speaker 1: and songwriter. But he began in the Stone Ponies with 34 00:02:02,400 --> 00:02:05,920 Speaker 1: Linda Ronstep. So when Linda came out from Tucson with 35 00:02:05,960 --> 00:02:08,799 Speaker 1: Bobby Kimmel and they got together with Kenny and they 36 00:02:08,800 --> 00:02:12,720 Speaker 1: formed that band. So I met Kenny right after the 37 00:02:12,760 --> 00:02:17,000 Speaker 1: Stone Ponies broke up and we started our own band 38 00:02:17,000 --> 00:02:20,920 Speaker 1: with Wendy Waldman and myself and Andrew gold Um called Brindle. 39 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:24,720 Speaker 1: So we got signed to A and M. We made 40 00:02:24,720 --> 00:02:29,000 Speaker 1: a record they dropped us, which fell apart, and Kenny 41 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:31,280 Speaker 1: and Andrew went back and started playing in Linda's band. 42 00:02:31,480 --> 00:02:34,480 Speaker 1: Right about the time she was really hitting it big 43 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:38,200 Speaker 1: with that heart like a will. So Kenny would go 44 00:02:38,320 --> 00:02:41,200 Speaker 1: off on these tours and I would I was writing, 45 00:02:41,280 --> 00:02:44,560 Speaker 1: and I would give him cassettes and you know, hey, 46 00:02:44,600 --> 00:02:48,320 Speaker 1: maybe just put this in Linda's person Um, nothing would 47 00:02:48,320 --> 00:02:50,520 Speaker 1: ever happened really with it. And then when one day 48 00:02:50,600 --> 00:02:52,359 Speaker 1: called me up, he goes. You know, I decided maybe 49 00:02:52,400 --> 00:02:55,400 Speaker 1: if I just picked up a guitar and played the 50 00:02:55,480 --> 00:02:59,400 Speaker 1: song for her myself, um, and she would hear it, 51 00:02:59,480 --> 00:03:01,360 Speaker 1: and he did, added a sound check, he played her 52 00:03:01,440 --> 00:03:05,600 Speaker 1: Lose Again and she totally loved it, and they learned 53 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:09,320 Speaker 1: it right there and it was in the show. And 54 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:11,840 Speaker 1: so they came back to play the universal lamphitheater. She 55 00:03:11,880 --> 00:03:15,360 Speaker 1: was playing like twelve nights. That was the day before. 56 00:03:15,360 --> 00:03:19,240 Speaker 1: There was a roof before they down, and yeah, that 57 00:03:19,360 --> 00:03:22,640 Speaker 1: was a fun that was a fun run. But that's 58 00:03:22,639 --> 00:03:27,399 Speaker 1: when she started doing them. So that's lose Again, did three? 59 00:03:27,480 --> 00:03:31,600 Speaker 1: She did if He's Ever? So she was getting ready 60 00:03:31,639 --> 00:03:35,160 Speaker 1: to make the next record. I guess um hastened down 61 00:03:35,200 --> 00:03:38,000 Speaker 1: the wind. So then then she asked me if I 62 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:40,640 Speaker 1: had more so. Then I just started, well, how about 63 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:42,680 Speaker 1: this one? How about this one? So that's how it 64 00:03:42,760 --> 00:03:46,160 Speaker 1: ended up being three once I think her mind kind 65 00:03:46,160 --> 00:03:49,440 Speaker 1: of opened up to the idea. Then she then all 66 00:03:49,440 --> 00:03:53,160 Speaker 1: of a sudden it was three. And it was kind 67 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:54,800 Speaker 1: of weird for me because I was getting ready to 68 00:03:54,840 --> 00:03:56,600 Speaker 1: make my own record too. I didn't have a whole 69 00:03:56,600 --> 00:03:59,360 Speaker 1: lot of other songs. Those are my good songs, so 70 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,920 Speaker 1: we can talk about that. But I ended up recording 71 00:04:01,960 --> 00:04:04,440 Speaker 1: them all those same three songs, right right, And I 72 00:04:04,480 --> 00:04:07,160 Speaker 1: think your versions are much better. Usually the person who 73 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:10,800 Speaker 1: wrote the song add something extra that someone does not. 74 00:04:11,040 --> 00:04:14,960 Speaker 1: But without making it about Ronstad, how did you feel, 75 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:17,400 Speaker 1: I mean, this is a totally different era. There are 76 00:04:17,400 --> 00:04:20,400 Speaker 1: many fewer records out. Linda Ronstadt one of the biggest 77 00:04:20,440 --> 00:04:23,919 Speaker 1: acts in the country, and she's going to record your tracks. 78 00:04:23,960 --> 00:04:27,240 Speaker 1: In an addition, you're gonna get paid. So what was 79 00:04:27,320 --> 00:04:29,760 Speaker 1: going on in your brain? Well, I mean it was 80 00:04:29,839 --> 00:04:32,840 Speaker 1: huge for me because I'd been, you know, playing with 81 00:04:32,880 --> 00:04:35,719 Speaker 1: my sister and playing in Brindle and playing the troubadour, 82 00:04:35,880 --> 00:04:38,200 Speaker 1: and I mean I've been out there for ten years really, 83 00:04:38,880 --> 00:04:42,640 Speaker 1: from the time I was fifteen till maybe twenty five. 84 00:04:42,760 --> 00:04:46,000 Speaker 1: When this happened just you know, not going to college, 85 00:04:46,080 --> 00:04:48,520 Speaker 1: trying to make a living. So it was like an 86 00:04:48,520 --> 00:04:52,479 Speaker 1: overnight for me, like three songs on that album. You're right, 87 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:55,240 Speaker 1: I mean not only the recognition, but the fact that 88 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:58,320 Speaker 1: I would suddenly probably make like a serious amount of 89 00:04:58,320 --> 00:05:01,400 Speaker 1: money from Okay, So how long did it take to 90 00:05:01,480 --> 00:05:05,599 Speaker 1: see a check after the album came out? Trying to 91 00:05:05,640 --> 00:05:08,880 Speaker 1: remember it takes a while, I know, That's why I'm 92 00:05:08,880 --> 00:05:11,839 Speaker 1: asked you. Yeah, probably a year. Okay. So when the 93 00:05:11,880 --> 00:05:16,000 Speaker 1: money came in, did you treat yourself to anything? Well, 94 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:18,839 Speaker 1: I actually had a business manager who was also Linda's 95 00:05:18,880 --> 00:05:21,320 Speaker 1: business manager, and he said to me, you you need 96 00:05:21,360 --> 00:05:24,919 Speaker 1: to either buy a house or invest your money or 97 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:27,520 Speaker 1: do something because otherwise Uncle Sam's just gonna take it. 98 00:05:28,400 --> 00:05:30,760 Speaker 1: And he was a great business manager. And so I 99 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:33,800 Speaker 1: bought my first house, which I lived in for twenty 100 00:05:33,800 --> 00:05:38,400 Speaker 1: one years. So where was that house in the Hollywood Hills? Okay? 101 00:05:38,440 --> 00:05:40,440 Speaker 1: And now you live in Santa Barbara. I think that's 102 00:05:40,480 --> 00:05:43,279 Speaker 1: a well known fact. We're not going to give the street. Um, 103 00:05:43,440 --> 00:05:45,479 Speaker 1: did you move from Hollywood Santa Barbara? Was there some 104 00:05:45,480 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 1: place in between? Now? I moved straight from twenty one 105 00:05:48,480 --> 00:05:51,039 Speaker 1: years in the Hollywood Hills to Santa Barbara. What was 106 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:55,640 Speaker 1: the decision there? The decision, I think was the fact 107 00:05:55,680 --> 00:05:58,400 Speaker 1: that A the music business was not really you know, 108 00:05:58,720 --> 00:06:02,839 Speaker 1: centered here, and I was touring mostly, and I realized 109 00:06:02,880 --> 00:06:05,320 Speaker 1: I can't fly from anywhere. I don't have to live 110 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:08,679 Speaker 1: here to go on the road. And I think also 111 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:12,160 Speaker 1: the traffic had gotten so bad that I wasn't leaving 112 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:15,040 Speaker 1: my house. I was stuck in my house except for 113 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:18,479 Speaker 1: maybe these these hours between eleven and one where you 114 00:06:18,480 --> 00:06:21,920 Speaker 1: could go out. And and I just went, why am 115 00:06:21,920 --> 00:06:23,720 Speaker 1: I doing this? I don't need to live here. I 116 00:06:23,760 --> 00:06:28,200 Speaker 1: don't have a job here. Um, And I was tired. 117 00:06:28,240 --> 00:06:30,560 Speaker 1: You know, I'm born and raised here. I wanted to 118 00:06:30,600 --> 00:06:33,400 Speaker 1: live somewhere different, never lived. So how many years ago 119 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:36,800 Speaker 1: did you move to bar Twenty years ago? Now? Okay, 120 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:39,080 Speaker 1: and that worked for you. You were glad about the position. 121 00:06:39,320 --> 00:06:42,200 Speaker 1: I wish I'd done it sooner. Okay, let's go back 122 00:06:42,240 --> 00:06:45,080 Speaker 1: to the beginning. You're born and raised here where West 123 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:47,599 Speaker 1: l A West? I mean for those of us, I 124 00:06:47,839 --> 00:06:50,560 Speaker 1: literally live in West l A. So we're in West 125 00:06:50,720 --> 00:06:52,159 Speaker 1: l A right New u c. L A. On a 126 00:06:52,200 --> 00:06:56,039 Speaker 1: street called Warner Avenue. Okay, I don't I can't I 127 00:06:56,080 --> 00:06:57,520 Speaker 1: know the street. Where is that? You know, we're a 128 00:06:57,600 --> 00:07:01,839 Speaker 1: Hillgard Avenue of course, so it's Hillgard comes down to Wilshire, 129 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:07,880 Speaker 1: it turns kind of into Warner exactly for those people 130 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:10,280 Speaker 1: don't know. It just really right up beside U C. 131 00:07:10,440 --> 00:07:13,160 Speaker 1: L A. So in Westwood, which, of course, in the 132 00:07:13,280 --> 00:07:15,880 Speaker 1: seventies was the hippest place in l A. And I 133 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:19,720 Speaker 1: was a ghost top really well. When my parents bought 134 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:25,160 Speaker 1: this house in the you know, in the fifties or forties. Um, 135 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:26,880 Speaker 1: you know, it was a little college town. It was 136 00:07:26,920 --> 00:07:30,080 Speaker 1: a sleeping college town. You know, they wanted to live 137 00:07:30,080 --> 00:07:34,240 Speaker 1: there because it was quiet. Okay, let's stay there. Your 138 00:07:34,440 --> 00:07:36,760 Speaker 1: parents or your father did what for a living? My 139 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:41,840 Speaker 1: father was a radiologist, okay, and so was my grandfather. 140 00:07:42,160 --> 00:07:46,440 Speaker 1: My grandfather, Um, was the first radiologist in Los Angeles, 141 00:07:46,520 --> 00:07:51,160 Speaker 1: actually first radio has doctors didn't specialize then, they were 142 00:07:51,200 --> 00:07:55,520 Speaker 1: general practitioners. So he went to USC and and actually 143 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:59,640 Speaker 1: specialized in being a radiologist. This is your grandfather, my grandfather, 144 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:04,160 Speaker 1: and and your father followed in his footsteps. And okay, 145 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:07,840 Speaker 1: so it's married to your mother. Did your parents stay married? Yeah? Okay? 146 00:08:07,840 --> 00:08:10,400 Speaker 1: And how many kids too? I have an older sister, 147 00:08:10,560 --> 00:08:12,440 Speaker 1: an older sister, what's she up to or what it 148 00:08:12,480 --> 00:08:14,720 Speaker 1: was her life about? Um? She and I played music 149 00:08:14,760 --> 00:08:19,080 Speaker 1: together a lot and starting as teenagers. Um. And then 150 00:08:19,120 --> 00:08:21,480 Speaker 1: she decided she didn't really like it that much, so 151 00:08:21,560 --> 00:08:23,960 Speaker 1: she went back to school and got a PhD at 152 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:27,360 Speaker 1: U c l A. And what in history of religions? 153 00:08:28,560 --> 00:08:30,920 Speaker 1: And what was your career if if there was one 154 00:08:30,960 --> 00:08:35,319 Speaker 1: after the PPD ended up teaching college. Okay, so you're there. 155 00:08:35,880 --> 00:08:40,040 Speaker 1: And did your parents make you take piano lessons? And yeah, yeah, 156 00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:44,800 Speaker 1: every young Jewish kid has certainly did. So what age 157 00:08:44,840 --> 00:08:48,720 Speaker 1: did you start at? Young? Like five six seven? We 158 00:08:48,800 --> 00:08:53,120 Speaker 1: had a very strict Russian piano teacher and that was 159 00:08:53,200 --> 00:08:59,040 Speaker 1: your parents idea, not your idea, okay? And did you practice? Yeah? 160 00:08:59,080 --> 00:09:02,640 Speaker 1: I did, but it was she expected a lot like 161 00:09:02,679 --> 00:09:06,320 Speaker 1: two three hours of practicing reading music, And so I 162 00:09:06,400 --> 00:09:10,000 Speaker 1: developed a definite distaste for it, and and finally rebelled 163 00:09:10,080 --> 00:09:12,920 Speaker 1: and went, I don't want to do this anymore. After 164 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:15,240 Speaker 1: how many years, after three or four? I think by 165 00:09:15,280 --> 00:09:17,120 Speaker 1: the time I was eight or nine, I was no, 166 00:09:17,280 --> 00:09:19,400 Speaker 1: I don't want to do that. And did you give 167 00:09:19,440 --> 00:09:21,840 Speaker 1: up music completely playing music at that point? No? I 168 00:09:21,840 --> 00:09:26,120 Speaker 1: played clarinet in school. Yeah, and like yeah, in sixth 169 00:09:26,160 --> 00:09:28,360 Speaker 1: grade orchestra. Do you think you could still play it? 170 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:32,480 Speaker 1: I don't know, okay, sexually. And when you go to 171 00:09:32,520 --> 00:09:36,440 Speaker 1: school where? I went to school at University Elementary School, 172 00:09:36,440 --> 00:09:38,320 Speaker 1: which was part of u c l A, which was 173 00:09:38,400 --> 00:09:43,000 Speaker 1: kind of an experimental grammar school, very liberal arts oriented, 174 00:09:43,080 --> 00:09:47,000 Speaker 1: lots of music and art. Um. I love that. Um, 175 00:09:47,080 --> 00:09:49,000 Speaker 1: it's on the campus of u c l A. Really, 176 00:09:49,800 --> 00:09:52,200 Speaker 1: And then I went into public school, which was horrible 177 00:09:52,280 --> 00:09:55,640 Speaker 1: from where where was high school? University High School right 178 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:58,400 Speaker 1: in West l A, where a lot of musicians actually 179 00:09:58,400 --> 00:10:02,000 Speaker 1: went both before and after you. Okay, so you're in 180 00:10:02,160 --> 00:10:04,880 Speaker 1: your house now. It's hard for me to view this 181 00:10:05,040 --> 00:10:08,520 Speaker 1: through the eyes of a woman, But in my era 182 00:10:08,600 --> 00:10:14,480 Speaker 1: were very similar ages. Um, you got a transistor radio, okay, 183 00:10:14,520 --> 00:10:18,000 Speaker 1: which was a really big deal. And when you were 184 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:22,280 Speaker 1: a boy, you listened to sports first. So were you 185 00:10:22,559 --> 00:10:26,080 Speaker 1: a radio listener? Were you addicted in that way? Yeah? 186 00:10:26,160 --> 00:10:29,280 Speaker 1: I remember having that transistor radio and listening to kf 187 00:10:29,520 --> 00:10:32,959 Speaker 1: W B B Mitchell read. But B Mitchell Read late 188 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:35,840 Speaker 1: at night would play things like the Stone Ponies. That's 189 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:38,480 Speaker 1: where I was hearing music like that. Okay, But what 190 00:10:38,640 --> 00:10:41,520 Speaker 1: you're I mean, let's let's go back before when the 191 00:10:41,559 --> 00:10:45,480 Speaker 1: Beatles hit in sixty four. Are you listening to the radio. 192 00:10:45,520 --> 00:10:47,280 Speaker 1: Are you up on popular music? Or is that a 193 00:10:47,320 --> 00:10:51,160 Speaker 1: turning point? Oh? Yeah, I was listening to all of it. Basically, 194 00:10:51,280 --> 00:10:55,160 Speaker 1: Beatles and Motown on transistor radio was a k h J. 195 00:10:55,320 --> 00:10:59,720 Speaker 1: I'm trying to remember definitely, But before that, because they're 196 00:11:00,040 --> 00:11:03,040 Speaker 1: really was Beatlemania where a beat you a big music 197 00:11:03,160 --> 00:11:07,480 Speaker 1: popular music fan. Well, I'm trying to place my years, 198 00:11:07,559 --> 00:11:10,040 Speaker 1: but I mean, what would what would have been before that? 199 00:11:10,120 --> 00:11:12,360 Speaker 1: I think, well, that was like the Four Seasons, the 200 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:16,439 Speaker 1: Beach Boys. Yeah, I mean whatever was on the radio, 201 00:11:16,559 --> 00:11:19,880 Speaker 1: we were absorbing. So you were definitely hooked on the radio. 202 00:11:20,760 --> 00:11:24,800 Speaker 1: And at what point does it cross your mind, WHOA, 203 00:11:25,600 --> 00:11:28,880 Speaker 1: I want to do this for a living? Well, see 204 00:11:28,920 --> 00:11:31,920 Speaker 1: that's a guitar lessons and that kind of well a 205 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:35,000 Speaker 1: little bit slower, right. You gave up the piano after throw, 206 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:38,320 Speaker 1: I gave a piano. I played violin and clarinet, and 207 00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:41,839 Speaker 1: I finally picked up a nylon string. That's how it 208 00:11:41,960 --> 00:11:48,960 Speaker 1: all started, a harmony nylon string from Westwood Music, and um, 209 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:51,200 Speaker 1: you know it just sort of rang about for me. 210 00:11:51,320 --> 00:11:54,679 Speaker 1: I got that and so when in this history because 211 00:11:55,200 --> 00:11:58,000 Speaker 1: we had a nylon string guitar in the house that 212 00:11:58,040 --> 00:12:01,160 Speaker 1: we didn't play during the folk era prior to the Beatles, 213 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:03,560 Speaker 1: and then after the Beatles we started playing that and 214 00:12:03,559 --> 00:12:05,800 Speaker 1: then went to electrics whatever. So did you get your 215 00:12:05,800 --> 00:12:08,880 Speaker 1: folk guitar to play Beatles songs? Or we were playing 216 00:12:09,000 --> 00:12:12,400 Speaker 1: you know, we were playing folk music, folk music, Train 217 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:16,480 Speaker 1: Puff the Magic Dragon right right right. It was Peter 218 00:12:16,559 --> 00:12:21,120 Speaker 1: Paul and Mary was sort of early music. Yeah, and 219 00:12:21,280 --> 00:12:24,560 Speaker 1: five Miles and all that other stuff. So you got 220 00:12:24,600 --> 00:12:27,160 Speaker 1: the guitar from Westwood Music? Howd you learn how to 221 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:30,360 Speaker 1: play it? I ha got guitar lessons, but I taught 222 00:12:30,400 --> 00:12:33,600 Speaker 1: myself a lot by ear. I remember just having the 223 00:12:33,679 --> 00:12:36,480 Speaker 1: turntable and like putting on the Peter Paul and Mary 224 00:12:36,520 --> 00:12:39,679 Speaker 1: record and just you know, learning how to play it. 225 00:12:39,720 --> 00:12:42,720 Speaker 1: I just could figure it out. Okay. At this point, 226 00:12:42,800 --> 00:12:45,440 Speaker 1: do you feel okay? You said you played music with 227 00:12:45,480 --> 00:12:48,600 Speaker 1: your sister. Was she playing the guitar too? We were 228 00:12:48,640 --> 00:12:52,720 Speaker 1: both playing Okay. But outside of the house where you 229 00:12:52,720 --> 00:12:54,400 Speaker 1: had did you have a lot of friends who were 230 00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:58,680 Speaker 1: also into playing music? No? No, this was my I 231 00:12:58,679 --> 00:13:00,440 Speaker 1: would just get my school work done and then go 232 00:13:00,520 --> 00:13:05,600 Speaker 1: into my own head and that was my escape. So 233 00:13:05,600 --> 00:13:08,280 Speaker 1: so you were really dedicated. You would really sit there 234 00:13:08,280 --> 00:13:10,960 Speaker 1: with the records, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. It was the only 235 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:14,280 Speaker 1: thing that held my attention really, and maybe because public 236 00:13:14,320 --> 00:13:18,000 Speaker 1: school was so bad, we didn't have great teachers. But 237 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:21,880 Speaker 1: and then I was fortunate enough I kind of outgrew 238 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:24,679 Speaker 1: this guitar teacher. I had Prayabe when I was thirteen 239 00:13:24,800 --> 00:13:27,480 Speaker 1: or fourteen, and she said, I don't think I can 240 00:13:27,480 --> 00:13:29,400 Speaker 1: teach you anything else. I think you need to go 241 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:32,440 Speaker 1: to the fellow that taught me. Who was this guy 242 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:36,400 Speaker 1: Frank Hamilton's. It was in the Weavers and taught right 243 00:13:36,440 --> 00:13:39,400 Speaker 1: around the corner from here. Were in downtown Hollywood now 244 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:42,800 Speaker 1: Barney Kestle's Music World, which is at the Yucca and 245 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:45,560 Speaker 1: Vine Street I heard about. I've never been there before 246 00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:47,959 Speaker 1: my time. L It was a music store and then 247 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:52,280 Speaker 1: little cubicles with guitar teachers. So Frank, of course was 248 00:13:52,679 --> 00:13:57,240 Speaker 1: just what an amazing talent. And you talk about learning 249 00:13:57,360 --> 00:13:59,600 Speaker 1: the real folk music, you know, he was teaching me 250 00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:02,640 Speaker 1: those arrangements from the Weavers. That's where I learned the 251 00:14:02,679 --> 00:14:06,160 Speaker 1: waters wide and Okay, so you govern the guitar lesson 252 00:14:06,160 --> 00:14:09,360 Speaker 1: traditionally half an hour you call them. You really practice. 253 00:14:09,400 --> 00:14:15,120 Speaker 1: This was your thing, okay, and at what point a 254 00:14:15,280 --> 00:14:17,480 Speaker 1: do you think, well, this could be a career path. 255 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,800 Speaker 1: You know, what happened was I started I don't know why, 256 00:14:20,840 --> 00:14:24,480 Speaker 1: I just started writing melodies and music. I wasn't writing lyrics. 257 00:14:25,040 --> 00:14:28,760 Speaker 1: My sister was really into poetry, so and we were 258 00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:31,760 Speaker 1: both playing acoustic guitar. So we decided, I think this 259 00:14:31,840 --> 00:14:35,120 Speaker 1: was right about when Joni Mitchell's first came, right that 260 00:14:35,200 --> 00:14:38,960 Speaker 1: we wanted to make music like that. So we started 261 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:42,160 Speaker 1: trying to write songs like that. Okay. For those of 262 00:14:42,240 --> 00:14:45,240 Speaker 1: us who grew up outside of Los Angeles, California was 263 00:14:45,280 --> 00:14:49,000 Speaker 1: a dream. Okay. We had the Beach Boys, we had 264 00:14:49,080 --> 00:14:51,240 Speaker 1: all these other things. We watched all the shows made 265 00:14:51,240 --> 00:14:55,720 Speaker 1: in southern California. Now, were you here realizing that you 266 00:14:55,760 --> 00:14:58,280 Speaker 1: were at the epicenter of the scene, that the acts 267 00:14:58,320 --> 00:15:01,840 Speaker 1: were in Laurel Canyon and you go see in the clubs, etcetera. 268 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:03,640 Speaker 1: You know, when you're in the middle of it, you 269 00:15:03,680 --> 00:15:07,520 Speaker 1: don't you don't see that. Of course, looking back now, 270 00:15:07,560 --> 00:15:10,520 Speaker 1: it's like insane when I think about all the music 271 00:15:10,600 --> 00:15:13,160 Speaker 1: I could go here, and what was happening at the 272 00:15:13,160 --> 00:15:16,040 Speaker 1: troubudaor I mean, it's crazy that we could see Joni 273 00:15:16,080 --> 00:15:19,240 Speaker 1: Mitchell play for two weeks, two sets at night in 274 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:21,520 Speaker 1: the Tribute or a hundred and fifty people in there. 275 00:15:22,240 --> 00:15:23,960 Speaker 1: But I mean it never occurred to me. What's it 276 00:15:24,040 --> 00:15:28,280 Speaker 1: like growing up in somewhere in Michigan. I had no idea. Okay, 277 00:15:28,280 --> 00:15:31,240 Speaker 1: so you're playing guitar with your sister. At what point 278 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:34,120 Speaker 1: do you start going out to hear in music? Well, 279 00:15:34,120 --> 00:15:36,160 Speaker 1: we were already going out to hear music. I mean 280 00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:38,720 Speaker 1: we were going to the Tributor every chance we could 281 00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:40,920 Speaker 1: get to. Okay, people, this was now you had to 282 00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:43,040 Speaker 1: driver's license or how did you get that? She did? 283 00:15:43,800 --> 00:15:45,720 Speaker 1: She would drive us. Okay, So you would go to 284 00:15:45,760 --> 00:15:49,240 Speaker 1: the Troubadoor. Where else would you go? We went to 285 00:15:49,280 --> 00:15:52,320 Speaker 1: the Tribuador God. We would go to the Santa Monica Civic. 286 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:56,280 Speaker 1: They were concerts there. There was this um place called 287 00:15:56,320 --> 00:15:59,680 Speaker 1: the Valley Music Theater that turned into a Jehovah's Witnesses 288 00:16:00,800 --> 00:16:04,120 Speaker 1: that had like we see the Doors and Jefferson Airplane. There. 289 00:16:04,720 --> 00:16:07,320 Speaker 1: There was a place that Cheetah on the Venice Pier 290 00:16:07,880 --> 00:16:10,560 Speaker 1: that had like the same kind of acts. Um the 291 00:16:10,640 --> 00:16:15,120 Speaker 1: Hullabaloo here in Hollywood. UM had a revolving stage that 292 00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:17,320 Speaker 1: would go around and they would switch the band so 293 00:16:17,400 --> 00:16:20,600 Speaker 1: it'd be like Neil Diamond and then the stage would turn. 294 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:23,680 Speaker 1: It would be Iron Butterfly, and then the stage would 295 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:27,640 Speaker 1: turn and it would be UM the Sunshine Company. I 296 00:16:27,720 --> 00:16:30,360 Speaker 1: mean all those groups. And okay, so you went with 297 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:32,560 Speaker 1: your sister, But was there a whole group of girls 298 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:34,760 Speaker 1: who would go with these shows that you would know 299 00:16:34,920 --> 00:16:37,040 Speaker 1: or just the two of you? It was just us, 300 00:16:37,240 --> 00:16:40,000 Speaker 1: but we met people. We met other people like in 301 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:43,480 Speaker 1: the Troubadour who were doing the same thing we were doing. 302 00:16:43,560 --> 00:16:47,160 Speaker 1: And there were a lot of people on those Monday nights. Okay, 303 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:50,320 Speaker 1: well from my audience talked about Monday night. UM. During 304 00:16:50,360 --> 00:16:53,720 Speaker 1: the week the Troubador had national acts like James Taylor, 305 00:16:53,800 --> 00:16:56,920 Speaker 1: Joni Mitchell. Earlier than that, we went to see people 306 00:16:57,000 --> 00:17:01,440 Speaker 1: like Joe and Eddie and Buffy st re right right right, 307 00:17:01,440 --> 00:17:04,800 Speaker 1: you know, Um Joe and Eddio from Toronto. Bob ezbrind 308 00:17:04,800 --> 00:17:06,679 Speaker 1: goes on to me all the time I had had 309 00:17:06,680 --> 00:17:08,320 Speaker 1: a dial them up on the internet. I've never even 310 00:17:08,320 --> 00:17:11,360 Speaker 1: heard of them. Yeah, so there were acts like that. 311 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:14,840 Speaker 1: I remember Tim Buckley was of course one of the 312 00:17:14,840 --> 00:17:17,840 Speaker 1: great albums. Yeah, and Robert Klein would open for Tim Buckley. 313 00:17:18,119 --> 00:17:22,639 Speaker 1: Really they always would have comedians. So I'm trying to 314 00:17:22,640 --> 00:17:24,720 Speaker 1: think of all the people we would go see everything 315 00:17:24,760 --> 00:17:28,399 Speaker 1: that was happening there. Um. So you're in terms of money, 316 00:17:28,440 --> 00:17:30,560 Speaker 1: you're in my family. If it was had to do 317 00:17:30,600 --> 00:17:33,639 Speaker 1: with the arts, there was unlimited money. And in terms 318 00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:37,360 Speaker 1: of going to the show, where did the money come from? 319 00:17:37,359 --> 00:17:39,920 Speaker 1: Your allowance or your parents? Dug into the roll and 320 00:17:40,119 --> 00:17:43,399 Speaker 1: thought about that. I guess it wasn't expensive to go 321 00:17:43,440 --> 00:17:46,800 Speaker 1: to the True Door. It probably was like six dollars 322 00:17:46,920 --> 00:17:49,720 Speaker 1: or five dollars to get in there. I think we 323 00:17:49,800 --> 00:17:52,400 Speaker 1: never had any trouble getting in there. Okay, so it's 324 00:17:52,440 --> 00:17:56,720 Speaker 1: Monday night is hoot night. Monday night was whot night. Um. 325 00:17:56,840 --> 00:18:00,280 Speaker 1: And maybe there were four or five slots in that 326 00:18:00,359 --> 00:18:02,920 Speaker 1: you could get on, just to be clear, because I 327 00:18:02,960 --> 00:18:06,520 Speaker 1: was this is before my time, so there were only 328 00:18:06,560 --> 00:18:09,720 Speaker 1: four or five acts a night. Well, I think that 329 00:18:09,880 --> 00:18:13,359 Speaker 1: the record companies maybe would put acts on for just 330 00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:17,439 Speaker 1: those of us who were connected to anything there. The 331 00:18:17,480 --> 00:18:18,720 Speaker 1: way you had to do it was you had to 332 00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:21,600 Speaker 1: line up at the box office, um, and wait for 333 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:23,280 Speaker 1: them to open the window and then if you were 334 00:18:23,320 --> 00:18:26,000 Speaker 1: one of the first four to sign up, you could 335 00:18:26,040 --> 00:18:29,840 Speaker 1: get on. So I would literally cut school. I would 336 00:18:29,880 --> 00:18:33,120 Speaker 1: climb over the fence at Uni, go to the troubador 337 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:35,600 Speaker 1: and then sit there in that little alcove in the 338 00:18:35,680 --> 00:18:39,280 Speaker 1: window and and get my sister and I on to 339 00:18:39,480 --> 00:18:42,679 Speaker 1: that thing, you know. And it was terrifying. I was 340 00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:46,400 Speaker 1: so afraid doing them. But I mean, Jackson Brown would 341 00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:49,159 Speaker 1: be doing them more every now and then somebody like 342 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:51,360 Speaker 1: Neil Young would just come and doing for fun. I mean. 343 00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:53,560 Speaker 1: And in those days that the you know, the bar 344 00:18:53,720 --> 00:18:57,560 Speaker 1: was on the inside and record company people were there, 345 00:18:57,720 --> 00:19:01,200 Speaker 1: and it was scary because a lot of people would 346 00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:03,320 Speaker 1: see you. Okay, so do you remember what year you 347 00:19:03,400 --> 00:19:09,360 Speaker 1: first appeared? Um? I was sixteen, so probably, um, sixty 348 00:19:09,480 --> 00:19:13,920 Speaker 1: nine maybe, Okay, so you're there. Are you any good 349 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:16,919 Speaker 1: the first time? I don't think so. I mean, I 350 00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:20,879 Speaker 1: think my sister and I had some promise we could play, 351 00:19:20,920 --> 00:19:24,560 Speaker 1: and I think I was writing some interesting music, but um, 352 00:19:24,600 --> 00:19:28,800 Speaker 1: I wasn't singing well and we were very young. Really, 353 00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:32,200 Speaker 1: you would you bill yourself as the daughters of Chester 354 00:19:32,320 --> 00:19:37,560 Speaker 1: p What does that mean? My dad was Chester Paul 355 00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:39,879 Speaker 1: bon Off. So we came up with that name for 356 00:19:40,160 --> 00:19:44,200 Speaker 1: because Lisa and Carlos seemed stupid. So okay, so how 357 00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:48,159 Speaker 1: many times do you do that? At the Troubadoor? We 358 00:19:48,240 --> 00:19:50,760 Speaker 1: did them a lot. We also went down to Pasadena 359 00:19:50,800 --> 00:19:54,720 Speaker 1: and did the ice House. We did that. There was 360 00:19:54,760 --> 00:19:57,240 Speaker 1: a little restaurant in Santa Monica called the Attica. We 361 00:19:57,280 --> 00:19:59,959 Speaker 1: would get up and play there. Um. One of our 362 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:03,359 Speaker 1: very first I told the story the other night um 363 00:20:03,600 --> 00:20:05,840 Speaker 1: jobs that we got was at this club called Artie 364 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:09,480 Speaker 1: Fat Buckles, which was at Sunset and Gardener, down some 365 00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:13,720 Speaker 1: little steps and we got hired. And the people that 366 00:20:13,840 --> 00:20:16,240 Speaker 1: hired us said, you'll be opening for these two guys. 367 00:20:16,880 --> 00:20:20,919 Speaker 1: Their name is Long Branch Penny was and we were 368 00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:24,719 Speaker 1: like who Um, So we walking in there was JD. Southern, 369 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:34,080 Speaker 1: Glenn Fry twenty three and nineteen. Now you're there and 370 00:20:34,119 --> 00:20:36,159 Speaker 1: you're having these Are you I hate to use the 371 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:39,520 Speaker 1: modern term, but I will anyway. Are you networking with people? 372 00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:41,679 Speaker 1: Are you saying are you just waiting for things to 373 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:46,199 Speaker 1: come to you? I don't think anybody was thinking I wasn't. 374 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:50,080 Speaker 1: We were just excited to be playing there, and I 375 00:20:50,119 --> 00:20:54,560 Speaker 1: think to be just in the environment. Um. When Jackson 376 00:20:54,600 --> 00:20:56,600 Speaker 1: would get up and play a new song. It would 377 00:20:56,640 --> 00:20:59,200 Speaker 1: just be amazing to me. I mean, I don't think 378 00:20:59,240 --> 00:21:01,840 Speaker 1: I was really thinking about getting a record del yet. 379 00:21:01,840 --> 00:21:05,720 Speaker 1: I was just feeling whether that could be something I 380 00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:10,720 Speaker 1: could actually do. Um. We did ultimately make a demo 381 00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:14,560 Speaker 1: for Electra. I still have a coffee of it. It's 382 00:21:14,600 --> 00:21:18,439 Speaker 1: pretty My sister and I did. We got um. I 383 00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:22,480 Speaker 1: went to school with Jim Densmore, who was John Densmore's 384 00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:25,639 Speaker 1: younger brother, and some have the Doors of the Doors. 385 00:21:26,240 --> 00:21:33,320 Speaker 1: John got us an audition UM with David Andrew Ley. Yes, 386 00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:35,600 Speaker 1: so we went in and they had us go in 387 00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:40,399 Speaker 1: the studio and play our repertoire live just you know. 388 00:21:40,440 --> 00:21:42,200 Speaker 1: So I actually have a tape of us playing that 389 00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:46,520 Speaker 1: and laughing and being embarrassed. And we didn't get signed. 390 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:49,320 Speaker 1: But what do you remember what they said to not 391 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:52,679 Speaker 1: make a deal. He said that we needed to remember this, 392 00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:54,600 Speaker 1: that we were too young and we needed to go 393 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:57,000 Speaker 1: out and live a little, and we were just we 394 00:21:57,000 --> 00:22:00,399 Speaker 1: were horrified. Okay, now what comes to time to go 395 00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:04,280 Speaker 1: to college and you come from a family of radiologists, 396 00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:11,280 Speaker 1: how does that go down? Not? Well? Not well? Um, 397 00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:13,320 Speaker 1: they just said to me, we would like you to 398 00:22:13,359 --> 00:22:15,359 Speaker 1: try to at least go. I got into u c 399 00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:19,760 Speaker 1: l A. Um, go to college just for one semester, okay, 400 00:22:19,760 --> 00:22:24,320 Speaker 1: but when did you decide you weren't going well, I didn't. 401 00:22:24,440 --> 00:22:26,840 Speaker 1: I mean at this when we lost a little time here. Actually, 402 00:22:26,920 --> 00:22:28,920 Speaker 1: my sister and I broke up because she wanted to 403 00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:34,120 Speaker 1: go back to school. So I met Kenny Edwards. How um, 404 00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:37,200 Speaker 1: how I had my sister. Oh, here's how it happened. 405 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:41,320 Speaker 1: My sister and I decided we wanted to do transcendental meditation. 406 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:44,879 Speaker 1: So they had a big meeting at Royce Hall at 407 00:22:44,960 --> 00:22:48,280 Speaker 1: u c l A. And it was a meeting to 408 00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:51,760 Speaker 1: sort of learn about going up to Squaw Valley for 409 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:54,440 Speaker 1: a month with Marishi. So my sister and I went 410 00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:58,520 Speaker 1: to this and I remember spotting this really handsome, tall 411 00:22:58,560 --> 00:23:02,280 Speaker 1: guy walking up the aisle and I realized it was 412 00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:05,919 Speaker 1: that's Kenny Edwards of the Stone Ponies. I mean to me, 413 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:09,360 Speaker 1: he was a rock star of course, of course, and um, 414 00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:11,720 Speaker 1: so that's how I met Kenny. Actually I did go 415 00:23:11,760 --> 00:23:15,399 Speaker 1: to Squaw Valley and I well a little bit slower, right. 416 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:17,560 Speaker 1: So now you're at Royce, Saul, do you go up 417 00:23:17,560 --> 00:23:20,639 Speaker 1: and introduce yourself? Now I didn't there but my sister 418 00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:22,640 Speaker 1: and I signed up to go to this month long 419 00:23:22,720 --> 00:23:28,200 Speaker 1: course with the Maharishi at Squaw Valley. I was sixteen 420 00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:32,720 Speaker 1: or seventeen, she was nineteen. What did your parents say? 421 00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:35,840 Speaker 1: They let us go? I'm sure quite why? And so 422 00:23:36,119 --> 00:23:38,200 Speaker 1: you were there? How many people were in Squaw Valley 423 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:42,360 Speaker 1: people and Kenny was one of them. And I spotted 424 00:23:42,440 --> 00:23:45,920 Speaker 1: Kenny and I had my Martin guitar and I followed 425 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,840 Speaker 1: him around and convinced him that I could play the 426 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:53,720 Speaker 1: guitar as well as Joni Mitchell. So was he giving? 427 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:57,239 Speaker 1: Was he giving you the time of day? You know, 428 00:23:57,400 --> 00:23:59,600 Speaker 1: he had just gotten out of the Stone Ponies, and 429 00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:03,000 Speaker 1: I think he really wanted to focus on his spirituality 430 00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:06,160 Speaker 1: and he was not really I don't know. He wasn't 431 00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:08,600 Speaker 1: focused on me at least not at that point. But 432 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:11,960 Speaker 1: ultimately there was a romance with Kenny. How much longer 433 00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:15,080 Speaker 1: after you meet him? Does? Um? He went off to 434 00:24:15,119 --> 00:24:17,960 Speaker 1: India because he was really deep. He was deep into 435 00:24:17,960 --> 00:24:20,520 Speaker 1: it and he wanted to become a teacher. So he 436 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:24,359 Speaker 1: went off to India. But when he came back, um, 437 00:24:24,520 --> 00:24:31,480 Speaker 1: somehow we got together and he knew Wendy Waldman and 438 00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:34,399 Speaker 1: Andrew Gold from another. I can't even remember how he 439 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:37,040 Speaker 1: knew them, but we all got together and decided to 440 00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:41,080 Speaker 1: form a group. So our romance began and our group 441 00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:48,520 Speaker 1: Brindle began, probably Candle, Oh God, Andrew thought up the 442 00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:51,720 Speaker 1: name and he spelled it with a y because he 443 00:24:51,840 --> 00:24:55,040 Speaker 1: was such a Birds fan. So we just went, Okay, 444 00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:57,280 Speaker 1: that sounds good. So it's got nothing to do with 445 00:24:57,320 --> 00:25:02,400 Speaker 1: those dogs that are different colors, striped whatever. Okay, so 446 00:25:02,520 --> 00:25:05,359 Speaker 1: you're forming a band because everybody's hanging out or you saying, 447 00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:06,720 Speaker 1: we're going to form a band and we're going to 448 00:25:06,760 --> 00:25:09,280 Speaker 1: get a deal and we're gonna make it. We were 449 00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,200 Speaker 1: serious at that point. We wanted to get a deal 450 00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:14,720 Speaker 1: and we wanted to make it, and we did get 451 00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:18,000 Speaker 1: a deal. Okay, But before that, when did you decide 452 00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:21,800 Speaker 1: you didn't want to go to college. I think at 453 00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:25,240 Speaker 1: that point, um, it was just becoming obvious to me. 454 00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:28,320 Speaker 1: I went for one summer quarter and got seasoned D's 455 00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:32,200 Speaker 1: and I was already so deeply in the music business 456 00:25:32,280 --> 00:25:35,600 Speaker 1: at that point. Um. No, my parents were not happy 457 00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:38,680 Speaker 1: about it, but I think I was lucky I found 458 00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:41,359 Speaker 1: what I wanted to do, you know, And Okay, so 459 00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:43,159 Speaker 1: you could at what point did you move out of 460 00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:46,000 Speaker 1: the house when I was about eighteen, and what we 461 00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:48,680 Speaker 1: you know, you're a musician. How you paying the rent? 462 00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:52,080 Speaker 1: How did we pay that? I moved in with Kenny 463 00:25:52,200 --> 00:25:55,560 Speaker 1: and in a house that Andrew also lived in, and 464 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:59,520 Speaker 1: we rehearsed there and started our band. And so your parents, 465 00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:05,199 Speaker 1: I'm down on this totally. In fact, they were like, 466 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:06,719 Speaker 1: if you're going to go do that, then leave your 467 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:11,960 Speaker 1: car here and we're not giving you anything. Um. I 468 00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:13,680 Speaker 1: think they thought I would just turn around and come 469 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:17,040 Speaker 1: right back. But I'm not quite sure how we survived. 470 00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:19,199 Speaker 1: It was just amazing. We didn't need a lot of 471 00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:22,399 Speaker 1: money then, right, that's differently, you can't make it a 472 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:25,280 Speaker 1: minimum wage today, whatever your money. We could ran a 473 00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:28,440 Speaker 1: big house for two hundred dollars a month for all 474 00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:34,040 Speaker 1: of us. And where was that house? Somewhere in West Ally. Yeah, okay, 475 00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:36,439 Speaker 1: so you're living in the house. You form the group, 476 00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:39,600 Speaker 1: so everybody in the group is living there. Wendy was 477 00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:42,440 Speaker 1: not living there because she was living into Panka Canyon 478 00:26:42,440 --> 00:26:46,080 Speaker 1: because she was married. So we three of us were 479 00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:49,480 Speaker 1: living there, but Wendy would come there. And how long 480 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:51,920 Speaker 1: after you formed the band did you get your deal 481 00:26:52,000 --> 00:26:56,480 Speaker 1: with a and M. Somehow Wendy had met Chuck Plotkin. 482 00:26:56,600 --> 00:26:59,040 Speaker 1: I'm not sure how she met Chuck, but Chuck got 483 00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:01,400 Speaker 1: interested in us, and then he got us to deal 484 00:27:01,400 --> 00:27:04,560 Speaker 1: at Day and M. And you made a complete record 485 00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:06,639 Speaker 1: that didn't come out. We did. We made a record 486 00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:13,119 Speaker 1: with Chuck and UM Chad Stuart producing, And what was 487 00:27:13,160 --> 00:27:16,960 Speaker 1: the rationale for not releasing it? You know, I don't 488 00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:20,560 Speaker 1: think they got us. We were two girls and two 489 00:27:20,600 --> 00:27:25,160 Speaker 1: guys writing songs. This is before Fleetwood Mac. It's just maybe, 490 00:27:25,200 --> 00:27:27,520 Speaker 1: I mean, it really wasn't anything like that. I think 491 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:31,200 Speaker 1: we're on the wrong label. They had the Carpenters, they 492 00:27:31,280 --> 00:27:36,480 Speaker 1: had UM, but they had Joe Cocker and Peter Frampton. Yeah. 493 00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:38,359 Speaker 1: I think it was two things. I think they didn't 494 00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:40,159 Speaker 1: understand what we were trying to do and we weren't 495 00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:42,560 Speaker 1: really that great yet. I think we needed to make 496 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:45,480 Speaker 1: another record. Okay, so the record, even you would own 497 00:27:45,520 --> 00:27:48,040 Speaker 1: that the record was not I think Wendy was the 498 00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:51,719 Speaker 1: closest to being ready to make the record. Um. I 499 00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:55,160 Speaker 1: think that it was a little disjointed. Um okay, so 500 00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:58,760 Speaker 1: now the records rejected. Does the band girl really break up? 501 00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:02,320 Speaker 1: Not right away. We ended up going and playing a 502 00:28:02,359 --> 00:28:05,840 Speaker 1: Top forty bar out by the airport called the Carolina Lanes, 503 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:10,880 Speaker 1: which was a nude room, a bowling alley, a rock 504 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:13,879 Speaker 1: and roll basically a biker bar, rock and roll club. 505 00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:17,320 Speaker 1: Five sets a night like Top forty, and then we 506 00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:20,840 Speaker 1: would intersperse our Brindle songs in there. Wednesday night was 507 00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:24,320 Speaker 1: hot pants night. Okay, so what you do on Wendy 508 00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:28,879 Speaker 1: were hot pants? How about you? I don't think I 509 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:32,439 Speaker 1: could do it. But the cool thing about that was 510 00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:36,080 Speaker 1: I had to play a lot. I learned to get 511 00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:38,560 Speaker 1: strong as a player because we had to play all 512 00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:41,920 Speaker 1: these Rolling Stones tunes and Carol King tunes, and so 513 00:28:41,960 --> 00:28:43,640 Speaker 1: I had to learn all this stuff and play all 514 00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:46,680 Speaker 1: the keyboard parts. And I mean it really actually was 515 00:28:46,720 --> 00:28:50,160 Speaker 1: good for all of us. I think, um just getting 516 00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:52,360 Speaker 1: strong as a musician, being able to play that much. 517 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:57,480 Speaker 1: So how long does that gig last? It didn't last 518 00:28:57,600 --> 00:29:00,600 Speaker 1: very long because I think ultimately Linda had guys go 519 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:03,360 Speaker 1: and play out in her band, and for us that 520 00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:05,880 Speaker 1: was like, you know, and Wendy got signed to Warner Brothers, 521 00:29:05,880 --> 00:29:08,320 Speaker 1: so it kind of fell apart. They went and worked 522 00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:11,800 Speaker 1: for Linda. I mean, Kenny was making nine dollars a week, 523 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:17,520 Speaker 1: which was like, oh my god, we started saving money. Okay, 524 00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:20,520 Speaker 1: but you were suddenly the odd person out. You didn't 525 00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:23,440 Speaker 1: have a solo deal and you weren't with Linda. I 526 00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:26,560 Speaker 1: would think that was would be depressing. Well I was. 527 00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:31,840 Speaker 1: I was Kenny's girlfriend. So for me, what was interesting 528 00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:33,800 Speaker 1: about that time when I got to go out on 529 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:36,680 Speaker 1: the road a lot and kind of watch Linda and 530 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:39,880 Speaker 1: learn from Linda, see what it was like to be 531 00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:44,360 Speaker 1: on the road beyond the bus. And you know, she 532 00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:46,920 Speaker 1: really taught me a lot just watching what she had 533 00:29:46,960 --> 00:29:50,200 Speaker 1: to go through, just watching her do her makeup, watching 534 00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:53,160 Speaker 1: her figure out what to wear. So you're on the 535 00:29:53,280 --> 00:29:55,560 Speaker 1: road with your boyfriend and Linda and you're learning all 536 00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:59,440 Speaker 1: these lessons from Linda. Yeah, and how long does that 537 00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:01,800 Speaker 1: go on? I mean I didn't do it all the time, 538 00:30:01,840 --> 00:30:03,760 Speaker 1: but I you know, I would do it on and off. 539 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:06,360 Speaker 1: And I mean it was really exciting. She was really 540 00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:10,800 Speaker 1: gigantic star. Yeah and so and it was I remember 541 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:14,440 Speaker 1: when they when Kenyan Andrews first started going out with her, 542 00:30:14,720 --> 00:30:17,600 Speaker 1: they were sharing a room. I mean, so they really 543 00:30:17,640 --> 00:30:21,280 Speaker 1: started right at that base of things. And when they 544 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:23,040 Speaker 1: came back and made the record that had You're No 545 00:30:23,160 --> 00:30:25,240 Speaker 1: Good and all that stuff on it. That was really 546 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:27,600 Speaker 1: the big record for her. But they had learned all 547 00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:30,440 Speaker 1: that stuff on the road and then I mean, I 548 00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:33,960 Speaker 1: remember when they were flying on the Concorde and I think, 549 00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:38,440 Speaker 1: caviare you know? So it changed changed, right, It's almost 550 00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:41,000 Speaker 1: hard to comprehend. But okay, you're on the road some 551 00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:45,000 Speaker 1: now you're at home, you're writing songs. Yeah. At that 552 00:30:45,040 --> 00:30:48,400 Speaker 1: point I really just had, you know, to figure out 553 00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:51,320 Speaker 1: what I was going to do. So I just kept 554 00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:54,000 Speaker 1: trying to get better as a writer. And how did 555 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:57,200 Speaker 1: you get your deal with Columbia. I actually got my 556 00:30:57,320 --> 00:31:00,200 Speaker 1: deal playing a Monday night at the Troube door. Um 557 00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:05,040 Speaker 1: I started doing those alone. UM Norman Epstein was managing 558 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:08,080 Speaker 1: me and trying to get me gigs wherever we could, 559 00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:11,720 Speaker 1: but we would still do those Monday nights and UM 560 00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:14,040 Speaker 1: I played one of those. I think Linda had already 561 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,160 Speaker 1: decided to do a couple of songs and I was 562 00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:20,880 Speaker 1: at the Tributor and this fellow, Peter Philbin came up 563 00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:22,960 Speaker 1: to the dressing room and said, I just want to 564 00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,360 Speaker 1: congratulate you. I love your music. I'm sure you're signed 565 00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:28,440 Speaker 1: to Asylum or whatever, and and we was like, no, 566 00:31:29,600 --> 00:31:34,080 Speaker 1: we're not signed. So he had just come out to 567 00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:36,560 Speaker 1: be an an or guy. He had not signed anybody. 568 00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:40,640 Speaker 1: He was brand new. So he brought me to Columbia. 569 00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 1: But it was a long road because, um, I don't 570 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:47,479 Speaker 1: think they trusted him a because he was new. So 571 00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:49,640 Speaker 1: they made me go to New York to the big 572 00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:56,320 Speaker 1: black Rock building and actually audition and for all of 573 00:31:56,360 --> 00:31:59,520 Speaker 1: the all of the people, like in one of those rooms, 574 00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:03,280 Speaker 1: one of those conference rooms with an upright piano. And 575 00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:05,840 Speaker 1: I've never been to New York, and I mean it 576 00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:08,600 Speaker 1: was terrifying. I remember I was staying in this hotel 577 00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:10,680 Speaker 1: and I woke up. We got there at night and 578 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,320 Speaker 1: I looked back to the window and I went, why 579 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,880 Speaker 1: is it so dark out there? There's nothing out there. 580 00:32:15,360 --> 00:32:17,640 Speaker 1: I didn't have any idea. I was looking at Central Park. 581 00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:23,240 Speaker 1: So yeah, in the morning, I had to go his 582 00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:25,960 Speaker 1: conference room with I was like Bruce lun Ball and 583 00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:31,160 Speaker 1: all those people, Yeah, and just play like on the 584 00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:33,880 Speaker 1: stupid piano and played the guitar, had a little dressed on, 585 00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:38,920 Speaker 1: and I remember they just thanked me and we left. 586 00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:42,720 Speaker 1: And then that night Peter took us to dinner and 587 00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:44,840 Speaker 1: I said, well, have you heard anythings like no, and 588 00:32:46,040 --> 00:32:48,760 Speaker 1: still nothing. Nothing. The next morning, nothing and I went, okay, 589 00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:51,840 Speaker 1: I'm getting out of here, and I just I think 590 00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:53,720 Speaker 1: I met up with Kenny on the road and it 591 00:32:53,840 --> 00:32:57,800 Speaker 1: was like a couple of days and then finally my 592 00:32:57,880 --> 00:33:01,000 Speaker 1: manager call and they said, well, they've decided to saw you. 593 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:04,360 Speaker 1: You must have been elated. I was. And we were 594 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:09,360 Speaker 1: also talking to Clive Davis too, so I can't remember 595 00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:11,000 Speaker 1: the time frame of that. But I also had to 596 00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:14,320 Speaker 1: go to the Beverly Hills Hotel to the bungalow and 597 00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:17,479 Speaker 1: play for Clive on the piano, and I think we 598 00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:20,080 Speaker 1: were balancing both of those. Thank God, you didn't sign 599 00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:22,640 Speaker 1: with Clive. Well, you know, I didn't sign with Clive 600 00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:24,760 Speaker 1: because I remember I played him someone to lay down 601 00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:27,600 Speaker 1: beside me, which was something I knew even then I 602 00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:30,360 Speaker 1: was really proud of. And he started trying to rewrite 603 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:34,400 Speaker 1: it exactly and I said to Norman, I said, you 604 00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:37,600 Speaker 1: know what, I can't do that, you know, because that's 605 00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:42,520 Speaker 1: what's going to happen, like with everything. Um, so that's 606 00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:46,480 Speaker 1: why we didn't do that. Okay. So one of the 607 00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:50,280 Speaker 1: amazing things is about about your music is the insightful lyrics. 608 00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:54,120 Speaker 1: Let's start with someone to lay down beside me even 609 00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:57,959 Speaker 1: though it's not real, okay, which is the line? How 610 00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:02,040 Speaker 1: did you come up with that? I don't know, I 611 00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:05,720 Speaker 1: really don't know. I wrote the music first, and I 612 00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,360 Speaker 1: had the music for a long time, and I knew 613 00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:11,400 Speaker 1: that was that it was good, and I just couldn't 614 00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:13,279 Speaker 1: come up with any lyrics. And one night, I don't know, 615 00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:15,720 Speaker 1: I watched a TV show and I was just walking 616 00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,000 Speaker 1: around and I just sat down and it came out. 617 00:34:18,320 --> 00:34:19,839 Speaker 1: So it was one of the things very fast once 618 00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:22,560 Speaker 1: you were in the mood right, and of the tracks 619 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:25,480 Speaker 1: on the first album where they all done that fast 620 00:34:25,800 --> 00:34:28,440 Speaker 1: when the time came, or were some eatd out over time. 621 00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:32,120 Speaker 1: The you know the way what would happen for me 622 00:34:32,200 --> 00:34:34,239 Speaker 1: is I wouldn't write very much, but when I would write, 623 00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:37,319 Speaker 1: it would happen fast. Um, so you were waiting for 624 00:34:37,400 --> 00:34:41,000 Speaker 1: inspiration to hit you. Yeah, And lyrics were always hard 625 00:34:41,040 --> 00:34:44,239 Speaker 1: for me. I could write are so phenomenal. I mean, 626 00:34:44,280 --> 00:34:46,839 Speaker 1: you know, if he's ever near, they say just once 627 00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:49,799 Speaker 1: in life you find someone right that's right, but love 628 00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:52,120 Speaker 1: so hard to find in this state of mind. I 629 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:55,240 Speaker 1: hope I'll know if he's ever hear there's so much wisdom. 630 00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:57,279 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm quoting off the top of my head 631 00:34:57,320 --> 00:35:00,680 Speaker 1: forty year old lyrics and becau as they mean that 632 00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:04,840 Speaker 1: much to me. So I'm wondering, you know, the process 633 00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:07,080 Speaker 1: of coming up with that. Maybe it's quick, but what 634 00:35:07,160 --> 00:35:09,800 Speaker 1: kind of space are you in to have so much insight? 635 00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,560 Speaker 1: You know? It's mischief. You know when I look back 636 00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:17,359 Speaker 1: on being twenty three or four or however old I 637 00:35:17,480 --> 00:35:19,680 Speaker 1: was when I wrote those things, and I don't think 638 00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:23,759 Speaker 1: I was all that. I think it was very subconscious 639 00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:28,480 Speaker 1: and just stream of conscious. I wasn't really thinking about it. 640 00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:31,600 Speaker 1: It was just I think I was accessing just some 641 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:36,960 Speaker 1: part of my brain that was pure and insightful. Well 642 00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:39,719 Speaker 1: that's one of the fascinating things about all these musicians. 643 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:43,440 Speaker 1: You know, we laugh at teenager musicians at this point, 644 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:46,680 Speaker 1: but a lot of the people were very young, certainly 645 00:35:46,719 --> 00:35:49,719 Speaker 1: Jackson Brown when he started writing whatever. And I can 646 00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:52,520 Speaker 1: listen to some of those records now in my sixties 647 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:57,080 Speaker 1: and they finally understand them, okay, having lived all this time, 648 00:35:57,280 --> 00:35:59,359 Speaker 1: and I say, how did these people come up with 649 00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:02,160 Speaker 1: this in sight? Like at that age? He wrote these 650 00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:05,760 Speaker 1: days when he was sixteen, So how does that happen? 651 00:36:05,880 --> 00:36:09,839 Speaker 1: I mean, that's mysterious to me because obviously it's sixteen. 652 00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:13,799 Speaker 1: What could he know right exactly? But even you, I mean, 653 00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:19,000 Speaker 1: you're talking about in terms of relationships. Um, you know 654 00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:23,359 Speaker 1: Rose in the garden. You know, about having a relationship 655 00:36:23,880 --> 00:36:27,120 Speaker 1: and sometimes you have to let them go that you 656 00:36:27,160 --> 00:36:29,279 Speaker 1: know that didn't come from something in your life or 657 00:36:29,320 --> 00:36:37,040 Speaker 1: something I was trying to remember that, you know, I 658 00:36:37,080 --> 00:36:41,239 Speaker 1: think so, I mean, I think, Um, I don't know, 659 00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:44,120 Speaker 1: you know, that first batch of songs for me just came. 660 00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:47,200 Speaker 1: I felt like they were a gift. It just kind 661 00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:52,040 Speaker 1: of came to me from, you know, some other wonderful place. 662 00:36:52,239 --> 00:36:54,160 Speaker 1: You know. I still feel like that. I don't know, 663 00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:56,560 Speaker 1: you know, I don't. I was never able to go 664 00:36:56,640 --> 00:36:58,600 Speaker 1: I think I'm going to write a song about this, 665 00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,799 Speaker 1: or come up with a title like some people will 666 00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:03,320 Speaker 1: come up with a title and write a song. I 667 00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:07,600 Speaker 1: could never intellectualize about writing like that. And that's why 668 00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:10,400 Speaker 1: I think I'm not prolific, because I don't really know 669 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:13,000 Speaker 1: how to. Yeah, but a couple of things, I mean, 670 00:37:13,040 --> 00:37:17,080 Speaker 1: you know, isn't it always love that you know makes 671 00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:19,080 Speaker 1: you cry, breaks your heart, but you wouldn't have it 672 00:37:19,120 --> 00:37:21,120 Speaker 1: any other way. I mean, these are songs that really 673 00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:23,680 Speaker 1: helped me through things. I mean, you know there's some 674 00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:28,719 Speaker 1: Jackson Brown lines to like, uh, you know, well without 675 00:37:28,800 --> 00:37:33,239 Speaker 1: quoting those things at this particular point, this is not 676 00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:35,880 Speaker 1: the kind of wisdom you find on a Kelly Clarkson 677 00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:38,839 Speaker 1: are justin Bieber record. In addition, it's not the kind 678 00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:41,840 Speaker 1: of wisdom you found back then, which I believe is 679 00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:43,960 Speaker 1: one of the I mean, I remember, you know, I've 680 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:46,480 Speaker 1: told people about that album. You know, in the nineties, 681 00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:48,680 Speaker 1: back in the days of a O. L Chat, people 682 00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:50,120 Speaker 1: said they're in the music as you gotta get this 683 00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:52,120 Speaker 1: record and I'm not doing it. The both smoke up 684 00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:54,560 Speaker 1: your ask. That's how much the record meant to me. 685 00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:59,160 Speaker 1: So I have to believe you may not be revealing it, 686 00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:04,440 Speaker 1: but beneath the surface you must be a study of humanity. 687 00:38:04,440 --> 00:38:06,720 Speaker 1: You must be a student of humanity or have insight 688 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:12,520 Speaker 1: that the average person probably does not. Maybe, Okay, let's 689 00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:16,440 Speaker 1: let's stay with writing songs. Okay, your first album comes out. Okay, 690 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:20,520 Speaker 1: you're riding the coattails of Linda having covered your songs. 691 00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:24,919 Speaker 1: So what's it like when your album finally comes out? Well, 692 00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:28,680 Speaker 1: it was interesting. Um, there was some confusion obviously, because 693 00:38:28,719 --> 00:38:31,479 Speaker 1: Linda's album had come out like six months before mine, 694 00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:35,839 Speaker 1: and there were some similar musicians on the tracks too, 695 00:38:36,040 --> 00:38:43,120 Speaker 1: So um, I got a tour opening for Jackson. I 696 00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:44,640 Speaker 1: did a short club tour, and then I got a 697 00:38:44,680 --> 00:38:48,880 Speaker 1: tour opening for Jackson, and um, I had this moment 698 00:38:48,880 --> 00:38:51,920 Speaker 1: where I was playing the songs and realizing these people 699 00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:57,279 Speaker 1: think that I'm covering, of course, and it took me 700 00:38:57,320 --> 00:38:59,359 Speaker 1: about three or four nights to go, oh my god, 701 00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:01,640 Speaker 1: I'm going to have to how people I wrote these 702 00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:06,080 Speaker 1: They don't know. UM. So that was kind of horrifying 703 00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:08,840 Speaker 1: in a way. So there was some of that confusion. 704 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:12,760 Speaker 1: But once I once I talked a little and explained 705 00:39:12,760 --> 00:39:14,840 Speaker 1: to people, and they were really on my side and 706 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:18,760 Speaker 1: it was actually pretty wonderful. UM. And people often asked 707 00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:21,640 Speaker 1: me like, are you sorry? You gave Linda your best songs? 708 00:39:21,800 --> 00:39:24,759 Speaker 1: But if I hadn't, I don't know, you know what, 709 00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,640 Speaker 1: people have noticed me as much. I mean, would my 710 00:39:27,719 --> 00:39:30,640 Speaker 1: have first album done as well? Would people have paid 711 00:39:30,680 --> 00:39:33,440 Speaker 1: attention to it? Maybe not? You know, so when you 712 00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:35,480 Speaker 1: went out on the road, you go out alone. No, 713 00:39:35,600 --> 00:39:38,320 Speaker 1: I had a band on that first tour. Yeah, okay, 714 00:39:38,360 --> 00:39:40,560 Speaker 1: so you okay, you do that with Jackson, what's the 715 00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:44,080 Speaker 1: next step. Well, I did a couple of tours with Jackson, 716 00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:47,200 Speaker 1: and then of course you're in that Columbia Records time 717 00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:49,080 Speaker 1: thing where it's like, well, you gotta make another record, 718 00:39:49,239 --> 00:39:52,120 Speaker 1: so you come back. It took me ten years to 719 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:55,040 Speaker 1: make that first one. I'm on the road for the 720 00:39:55,120 --> 00:39:57,319 Speaker 1: first time, and then you come home and you want 721 00:39:57,360 --> 00:39:59,480 Speaker 1: to breathe, and they want you to make another record. 722 00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:03,680 Speaker 1: And I really had maybe one or two songs, and 723 00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:06,400 Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, you know, now I 724 00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:09,560 Speaker 1: have what six months to do this, So it was 725 00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:13,279 Speaker 1: pretty terrifying trying to you know, really then trying to 726 00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:18,680 Speaker 1: crank stuff out. I mean I did it, um, and 727 00:40:18,719 --> 00:40:20,520 Speaker 1: I had some help. Actually at the time, I was 728 00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:24,239 Speaker 1: dating Cameron Crowe and he was so young. He was 729 00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:28,040 Speaker 1: so much because I certainly know Cameron, I certainly know 730 00:40:28,239 --> 00:40:31,040 Speaker 1: Nancy Wilson and I don't, but I didn't know that 731 00:40:31,120 --> 00:40:33,799 Speaker 1: was part of your history. Well it was brief. But 732 00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:40,160 Speaker 1: he was so disciplined and so good about writing every day, um, 733 00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:42,239 Speaker 1: because I think he was working on fast times. Then 734 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,520 Speaker 1: it was before that when that was becoming a book. 735 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:47,560 Speaker 1: Um that he was such a good influence on me 736 00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:49,520 Speaker 1: because I was trying to write Restless Nights, and he 737 00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:51,919 Speaker 1: would write every day, and so I would write every day, 738 00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:54,799 Speaker 1: and um, I lived like a mile down the road 739 00:40:54,840 --> 00:40:57,759 Speaker 1: from him, and it really helped me focus and get 740 00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:00,480 Speaker 1: that record room. But let's stop just for one second. 741 00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:04,400 Speaker 1: How does it end with Kenny? Oh? How did it 742 00:41:04,520 --> 00:41:07,000 Speaker 1: end with Kenny? I don't know. It just kind of 743 00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:10,200 Speaker 1: fell apart, you know, the days of those days of 744 00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:14,359 Speaker 1: Hollywood and craziness and drugs and you know, it's just, 745 00:41:14,560 --> 00:41:17,040 Speaker 1: you know, we were together for nine years and it 746 00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:21,120 Speaker 1: just kind of we were great friends, but we just are. 747 00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:24,600 Speaker 1: Romance kind of disappeared. So we stayed friends for up 748 00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:29,240 Speaker 1: until a day. Okay, So how do you meet Cameron Crowe? 749 00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:34,160 Speaker 1: I met Cameron Crowe at the Universal Amphitheater at probably 750 00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:37,839 Speaker 1: at one of Linda's shows. Outside um, I think he 751 00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:41,359 Speaker 1: introduced himself. He was still writing for Rolling Stone, right, Yeah, 752 00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,719 Speaker 1: So okay, you know these are the perks of being famous. 753 00:41:45,200 --> 00:41:50,719 Speaker 1: Any other perks of being famous? Oh god, I don't know. 754 00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:55,400 Speaker 1: You mean meeting people like that? Meeting people opportunities, you know, 755 00:41:55,560 --> 00:42:00,080 Speaker 1: once you're a known quantity, not that I don't know. 756 00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:03,239 Speaker 1: I mean, maybe you get into first class occasionally on 757 00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:07,800 Speaker 1: an airplane. That doesn't even happen anymore. Okay, So Cameron 758 00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:10,399 Speaker 1: is very disciplined. So your disciplined and you crank out 759 00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:14,279 Speaker 1: the album. Are you happy with the album? I was 760 00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:16,359 Speaker 1: happy with most of it. I mean some of it. 761 00:42:17,160 --> 00:42:19,799 Speaker 1: That album to me has the water is wide, it 762 00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:24,000 Speaker 1: has um only a fool it had. I'm trying to 763 00:42:24,040 --> 00:42:26,319 Speaker 1: think one of their songs were on that, But I 764 00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:28,720 Speaker 1: thought that was a pretty good album. It had trouble again, 765 00:42:30,360 --> 00:42:35,600 Speaker 1: um when you walk in the room the letter, So 766 00:42:35,760 --> 00:42:37,640 Speaker 1: I mean it wasn't you know. I think my first 767 00:42:37,640 --> 00:42:40,520 Speaker 1: album is still probably my best album. But for how 768 00:42:41,120 --> 00:42:42,799 Speaker 1: fast I had to crank that one out, I think 769 00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:45,520 Speaker 1: it was okay. Okay, Now being on the inside of 770 00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:49,520 Speaker 1: the belly of the beast, Um, what was the label's 771 00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:53,080 Speaker 1: reaction into what degree was that record successful in their 772 00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:57,600 Speaker 1: eyes and your eyes commercially? You know, it was always 773 00:42:57,640 --> 00:42:59,440 Speaker 1: so hard for me to tell what they thought. It 774 00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:01,480 Speaker 1: was such a big record company and there were so 775 00:43:01,560 --> 00:43:05,359 Speaker 1: many big artists Paul McCartney and Michael Jackson and other 776 00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:08,080 Speaker 1: things that they were focused on. I don't really ever 777 00:43:08,160 --> 00:43:11,319 Speaker 1: think that that I got the shot. Maybe that I 778 00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:17,080 Speaker 1: should have had. I think they tried. Um, it's hard 779 00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:19,320 Speaker 1: to say, you know. I mean I think the production maybe, 780 00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:21,640 Speaker 1: you know, I don't know why there weren't more hits 781 00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:23,520 Speaker 1: on some of those things. I think, oh, baby don't 782 00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:25,200 Speaker 1: go with on that too. I think there were hit 783 00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:29,200 Speaker 1: songs on that album. Maybe we didn't produce them as hits. 784 00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:32,680 Speaker 1: I feel like there should have been hits. Um, And 785 00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:35,400 Speaker 1: is that record promotion? Is that the record itself? I 786 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:38,520 Speaker 1: mean it's hard to hindsight when you try to look 787 00:43:38,560 --> 00:43:40,200 Speaker 1: at that and go, well, why couldn't they make Trouble 788 00:43:40,239 --> 00:43:42,799 Speaker 1: again it or Baby Don't go it? I mean, did 789 00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:51,040 Speaker 1: we not make the right record? I don't know. You 790 00:43:51,120 --> 00:43:54,759 Speaker 1: got to deliver a third album it was even harder. Yeah, 791 00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:58,239 Speaker 1: and then you they the so called work track was 792 00:43:58,280 --> 00:44:02,839 Speaker 1: a cover first, right. Um. Glenn Fry is the one 793 00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:05,279 Speaker 1: that played me personally. Um. I was at his house 794 00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:07,600 Speaker 1: and I don't know if you know, Glenn had a 795 00:44:07,680 --> 00:44:12,200 Speaker 1: great collection of obscure R and B stuff, so um, 796 00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:15,120 Speaker 1: he played me the Jackie Moore version of that from 797 00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:18,759 Speaker 1: seventy seven or something, and I remember saying to him, Wow, 798 00:44:18,840 --> 00:44:21,719 Speaker 1: what a cool song. I'm surprised nobody's made that a hit. 799 00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:23,680 Speaker 1: And he said, yeah, I was thinking I should send 800 00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:28,239 Speaker 1: that to Bonnie Rate. I was like, wait just a 801 00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:32,440 Speaker 1: minute there. So, um, that's how that came about. Glenn 802 00:44:32,480 --> 00:44:34,520 Speaker 1: produced part of that album, and then he and I 803 00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:37,800 Speaker 1: had a falling out. Well that's good, he's just he's 804 00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:39,640 Speaker 1: so we could talk. What was the falling out about? 805 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:43,440 Speaker 1: I never could quite figure it out. Um, Glenn was 806 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:48,200 Speaker 1: an interesting person and volatile and um, you know, once 807 00:44:48,239 --> 00:44:52,400 Speaker 1: Glenn decided he was not into something, then he was done. Um. 808 00:44:52,480 --> 00:44:54,839 Speaker 1: I don't really think it was anything that you could 809 00:44:54,880 --> 00:44:58,960 Speaker 1: point to specific. But so Kenny Cannon came in and 810 00:44:59,000 --> 00:45:01,719 Speaker 1: took up the the last half of that and help 811 00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:04,000 Speaker 1: me make the rest of that record. So it was 812 00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:08,120 Speaker 1: it was a tough album for me, Okay, and then 813 00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:11,800 Speaker 1: that album comes out and you're back on the road 814 00:45:12,200 --> 00:45:15,800 Speaker 1: and what is it like? It was pretty fun actually, 815 00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:17,920 Speaker 1: because I had a really good band. I had Kenny 816 00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:21,400 Speaker 1: and Andrew in my band and Mike Bots on drums 817 00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:26,120 Speaker 1: and a young keyboard player, Michael Rouff on keyboards. So 818 00:45:26,160 --> 00:45:28,120 Speaker 1: we had a great band and did a lot of 819 00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:31,560 Speaker 1: fun shows. So and I had a hit record of 820 00:45:31,640 --> 00:45:34,400 Speaker 1: some sort. Um. I also got to go out and 821 00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:37,480 Speaker 1: open for James Taylor on a summer tour, which you know, 822 00:45:37,560 --> 00:45:41,080 Speaker 1: James is my hero. So being able to watch James 823 00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:44,120 Speaker 1: every night and open for James was that was a 824 00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:47,480 Speaker 1: treat for me. And okay, that's cycle Lens. Then you 825 00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:51,360 Speaker 1: don't make a record. What happens? What does Columbia say? Well, 826 00:45:51,640 --> 00:45:53,520 Speaker 1: that's when the ship kind of hit the fan for me, 827 00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:56,600 Speaker 1: because I think I came home from that and that 828 00:45:56,719 --> 00:46:00,120 Speaker 1: album and all the things that kind of happened, and 829 00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:04,640 Speaker 1: I just got really depressed. Um and actually, looking back now, 830 00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:09,120 Speaker 1: clinically depressed at that point in my life, I, Um, 831 00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:11,480 Speaker 1: I just didn't want to make any more records. I 832 00:46:11,480 --> 00:46:14,760 Speaker 1: didn't want to do it. I didn't want to write, UM, 833 00:46:14,800 --> 00:46:18,719 Speaker 1: I didn't. I think I was confusing my personal happiness 834 00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:22,560 Speaker 1: with my professional happiness, Like why aren't I happy in 835 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:26,400 Speaker 1: my personal life with you know, this success? And so 836 00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:30,719 Speaker 1: I kind of just rebelled against everything and I basically stopped, 837 00:46:31,239 --> 00:46:34,880 Speaker 1: you know, doing anything. So ultimately I got dropped by Columbia. 838 00:46:35,440 --> 00:46:39,759 Speaker 1: My manager left and went to work for a record label. UM, 839 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:44,560 Speaker 1: so I had no record label, UM and I just 840 00:46:44,680 --> 00:46:46,480 Speaker 1: it took me a couple of years. I was in 841 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:53,880 Speaker 1: a lot of therapy trying to get my life together. Um, 842 00:46:53,920 --> 00:46:59,000 Speaker 1: I learned that it takes medication to get out of 843 00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:03,440 Speaker 1: depression and really didn't exist then. Um. So, no matter 844 00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:05,719 Speaker 1: how much therapy I had, I couldn't seem to pull 845 00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:08,359 Speaker 1: myself out of that. And I didn't really come out 846 00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:13,080 Speaker 1: with prose Act till about eighty eight or nine, and 847 00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:15,359 Speaker 1: I finally I was at a therapist and she said 848 00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:17,920 Speaker 1: to me, you know, I said, look, I'm good. When 849 00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:20,440 Speaker 1: I leave here, I'm good for thirty minutes and then 850 00:47:20,480 --> 00:47:23,759 Speaker 1: I get home and it's just I'm right back there. 851 00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:26,520 Speaker 1: And she goes, you know, I think maybe you need 852 00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:29,239 Speaker 1: to be evaluator. And I went to somebody and they said, 853 00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:32,520 Speaker 1: I'm interested who you went to? Remember? Well, I went 854 00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:39,560 Speaker 1: towards psycho. Yeah yeah, but was he U c l A. 855 00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:41,480 Speaker 1: I went to somebody U c l A. We ultimately 856 00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:43,799 Speaker 1: got medical trouble. That's why his interest was the same. 857 00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:46,400 Speaker 1: They ask you all those questions, are you hopeless? Do 858 00:47:46,640 --> 00:47:48,960 Speaker 1: you know? Do you lose interest in things? And there 859 00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:53,279 Speaker 1: was a checklist then, um, and she said, well, I 860 00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:56,240 Speaker 1: think you need to be on some medication. I was like, fine, 861 00:47:56,400 --> 00:47:59,640 Speaker 1: just something and it was mind blowing to me. Within 862 00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:03,320 Speaker 1: three days of taking medication. I woke up and I went, oh, 863 00:48:03,320 --> 00:48:06,279 Speaker 1: my god, is this how normal people feel? Do you 864 00:48:06,280 --> 00:48:10,280 Speaker 1: remember what the medication was? It was prozac. I didn't 865 00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:16,560 Speaker 1: wake up with this feeling of like dread and hopelessness. Um, 866 00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:18,680 Speaker 1: when you wake up like that, you can't work, you 867 00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:21,759 Speaker 1: can't write, you can't create. Okay, so let's go back. 868 00:48:21,840 --> 00:48:25,799 Speaker 1: So do you still take prozac? No? Not anymore? How 869 00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:29,040 Speaker 1: long did you take it? For quite a while? I 870 00:48:29,080 --> 00:48:32,319 Speaker 1: mean I had, you know, probably ten fifteen years. And 871 00:48:32,320 --> 00:48:35,480 Speaker 1: how you decided to go off? I just started weaning 872 00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:40,120 Speaker 1: myself off of it, as it wasn't with a professional Yeah. 873 00:48:40,160 --> 00:48:43,080 Speaker 1: I think that once my life got back together and 874 00:48:43,360 --> 00:48:46,160 Speaker 1: things started to turn around again and I felt pretty 875 00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:49,440 Speaker 1: good and just I just experimented with it and I 876 00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:52,600 Speaker 1: was able to to stay off of it. Other people 877 00:48:52,719 --> 00:48:55,880 Speaker 1: my family and not the case. I think it's very genetic. 878 00:48:56,000 --> 00:48:59,919 Speaker 1: My mother was very depressed. My grandmother apparently couldn't get 879 00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:03,040 Speaker 1: out of bed and dress herself. I hear those things 880 00:49:03,080 --> 00:49:05,479 Speaker 1: about my great grandmother, So I think it's passed down 881 00:49:05,520 --> 00:49:11,120 Speaker 1: through the maternal side of my family. Um, I watched 882 00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:14,920 Speaker 1: my mother, I mean, as a kid, certainly going through it. 883 00:49:15,040 --> 00:49:18,080 Speaker 1: So I'm lucky that there was something for me and 884 00:49:18,160 --> 00:49:20,400 Speaker 1: I was able to kind of get what about your sister, 885 00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:26,839 Speaker 1: same thing for her? And so, but if you look 886 00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:32,320 Speaker 1: at it externally, if you live in Santa Barbara and 887 00:49:32,960 --> 00:49:36,319 Speaker 1: you live alone, Yeah, you live alone, that sounds like 888 00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:42,400 Speaker 1: it could be depressing. Yeah. Well, but I mean I stopped. 889 00:49:42,680 --> 00:49:47,360 Speaker 1: I stopped taking medication along before I moved up there. Okay, 890 00:49:47,360 --> 00:49:49,240 Speaker 1: but I'm just talking about what I guess I should 891 00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:52,719 Speaker 1: ask a question. Since you stopped taking the medication, do 892 00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:56,600 Speaker 1: you have episodes of depression. I've had one or two, 893 00:49:56,640 --> 00:49:59,959 Speaker 1: but they're really more about something specific, which is man 894 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:03,640 Speaker 1: to Jamal, not this other kind of low grade thing 895 00:50:03,719 --> 00:50:07,360 Speaker 1: that you have no reason for having. Let's do not functional, 896 00:50:07,600 --> 00:50:12,600 Speaker 1: let's go back. Okay. So, but at the time you've 897 00:50:12,680 --> 00:50:17,440 Speaker 1: been on the road, everything was not perfect when you 898 00:50:17,520 --> 00:50:20,879 Speaker 1: started to sink into this depression. So do you think 899 00:50:20,920 --> 00:50:26,640 Speaker 1: the triggers were there? Yeah? I think that I wanted 900 00:50:26,680 --> 00:50:28,880 Speaker 1: a personal life too. I want to be happy, I 901 00:50:28,880 --> 00:50:31,719 Speaker 1: want to be in a relationship. I wanted all this 902 00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:34,360 Speaker 1: other stuff and I didn't have any of that. It 903 00:50:34,400 --> 00:50:37,319 Speaker 1: seemed like I had this music thing, and maybe I 904 00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:39,839 Speaker 1: was confused about what I thought that would bring to me, 905 00:50:40,800 --> 00:50:43,080 Speaker 1: and I think that was the ugly realization, which is 906 00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:45,360 Speaker 1: I'm a big believer in that. I mean, you know yours, 907 00:50:45,800 --> 00:50:48,840 Speaker 1: but generally speaking, I find that a lot of acts, 908 00:50:49,360 --> 00:50:55,240 Speaker 1: you know, are not whole emotionally, and they ultimately believe that, 909 00:50:55,520 --> 00:50:57,720 Speaker 1: you know, music will save them, and when the music 910 00:50:57,760 --> 00:51:00,840 Speaker 1: can't save him anymore, they can't write it other hit record. 911 00:51:01,640 --> 00:51:04,120 Speaker 1: Now that is not your case. You ultimately wrote great 912 00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:06,319 Speaker 1: stuff off that, But I find that a lot of 913 00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:08,040 Speaker 1: time people say, well, how come they can't write anywhere 914 00:51:08,120 --> 00:51:11,920 Speaker 1: they were in a different space. Yeah, I think, I 915 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:13,520 Speaker 1: don't know. I think when I was younger, I was 916 00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:19,000 Speaker 1: hungry to get away from my family growing up and 917 00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:21,239 Speaker 1: to be a different kind of a person and to 918 00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:23,960 Speaker 1: prove that. There was a lot of proving I can 919 00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:26,640 Speaker 1: do this. And then once you've proven it in a 920 00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:30,120 Speaker 1: way and you've had some success, um, then you kind 921 00:51:30,120 --> 00:51:32,400 Speaker 1: of go, okay, well now what you know? So I 922 00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:36,640 Speaker 1: did that? Okay? So you say, now what, you've made 923 00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:39,680 Speaker 1: enough money that you didn't have to worry about money temporarily? 924 00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:44,239 Speaker 1: Not really okay, but you know that to duality, you're depressed, 925 00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:46,440 Speaker 1: and then you get depressed because you're not working and 926 00:51:46,440 --> 00:51:48,279 Speaker 1: it gets worse, and then you get to press because 927 00:51:48,280 --> 00:51:50,480 Speaker 1: you don't have any money, right, so then you have 928 00:51:50,560 --> 00:51:53,440 Speaker 1: to do something. Just basically what happened to me was 929 00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:56,320 Speaker 1: it got so bad I was going to lose my house. 930 00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:58,880 Speaker 1: I was like, all right, I gotta pull this out somehow, 931 00:51:58,920 --> 00:52:02,560 Speaker 1: I gotta do something. So what did you do? I 932 00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:05,279 Speaker 1: think I just did whatever I could. I tried to 933 00:52:05,320 --> 00:52:10,040 Speaker 1: write songs for movies. Um, I got lucky on I 934 00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:12,919 Speaker 1: met a fan who was writing, who was a music 935 00:52:12,960 --> 00:52:16,319 Speaker 1: supervisor for Miami Vice, and I got to write a 936 00:52:16,360 --> 00:52:18,960 Speaker 1: song for one of those shows, and that led to 937 00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:24,120 Speaker 1: making some demos for a record label, and just stuff 938 00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:27,719 Speaker 1: started happening again. Okay, so then ultimately you make a 939 00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:32,240 Speaker 1: record for Danny Goldberg. How does that come together? Um? 940 00:52:32,360 --> 00:52:35,600 Speaker 1: Jeff Hyman, who was a big fan of mine, UM, 941 00:52:35,840 --> 00:52:38,000 Speaker 1: was a and R for Danny Goldberg, and I think 942 00:52:38,000 --> 00:52:42,160 Speaker 1: he sought me out, and Um, I had a bunch 943 00:52:42,200 --> 00:52:44,160 Speaker 1: of songs at that point, I'd put a few together 944 00:52:44,280 --> 00:52:48,319 Speaker 1: and that's how I got signed there. Okay, ultimately, when 945 00:52:48,320 --> 00:52:50,400 Speaker 1: it's all said, because the album label ultimately went to 946 00:52:50,480 --> 00:52:54,360 Speaker 1: Funked and before you were on Columbia Good experience or 947 00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:58,319 Speaker 1: bad experience on gold Castle. It was good, really. I mean, 948 00:52:58,360 --> 00:53:00,560 Speaker 1: I think that was kind of a weird time the 949 00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:04,000 Speaker 1: early eighties a singer songwriters. The music was changing, and 950 00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:06,360 Speaker 1: so I don't think it was as easy of a 951 00:53:06,480 --> 00:53:09,440 Speaker 1: time for me or for a label like that. But 952 00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:13,799 Speaker 1: there was this whole um radio format, the Wave, which 953 00:53:13,880 --> 00:53:17,000 Speaker 1: saved me because they would play all this jazz stuff 954 00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:19,319 Speaker 1: and then they would play a few vocal things. So 955 00:53:19,760 --> 00:53:23,080 Speaker 1: they played two songs from that album a lot, and 956 00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:26,040 Speaker 1: that really kind of remember what two songs they were. Yes, 957 00:53:26,080 --> 00:53:29,560 Speaker 1: it was New World and Way of the Heart. Okay, 958 00:53:29,600 --> 00:53:32,839 Speaker 1: because this album is a real return to form, obviously 959 00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:36,440 Speaker 1: made on a budget as opposed to you know, working 960 00:53:36,480 --> 00:53:40,800 Speaker 1: for Columbia. But you know, goodbye my friend. I remember 961 00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:44,480 Speaker 1: writing about that on nine eleven. Okay, that's certainly a 962 00:53:44,520 --> 00:53:47,000 Speaker 1: great song and the best part of you. That's got 963 00:53:47,000 --> 00:53:52,680 Speaker 1: a great sound on it. Okay, still be getting over you. Wow. 964 00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:55,960 Speaker 1: I'm someone takes a really long time to get over people, 965 00:53:56,000 --> 00:53:59,600 Speaker 1: if I ever get over them. So that was there, 966 00:54:00,360 --> 00:54:03,080 Speaker 1: and you know, it's just one great track after another, 967 00:54:03,120 --> 00:54:06,440 Speaker 1: the one you mentioned, New World and all my Life 968 00:54:06,480 --> 00:54:09,359 Speaker 1: and tell me why. I mean, it's a surprise because 969 00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:13,400 Speaker 1: most people have been away cannot recapture the heights. But 970 00:54:13,520 --> 00:54:15,040 Speaker 1: this was something you said, Well, I it was on 971 00:54:15,560 --> 00:54:17,840 Speaker 1: a major label, maybe it would have been promoted to 972 00:54:17,880 --> 00:54:21,399 Speaker 1: the point would be as successful as the previous albums. Well, 973 00:54:21,440 --> 00:54:23,640 Speaker 1: I feel like if I hadn't lost those years and 974 00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:27,759 Speaker 1: I had made that album for Columbia, maybe, um, it 975 00:54:27,760 --> 00:54:31,000 Speaker 1: would have been different. Um. You know, Mark Oldenberg produced 976 00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:33,040 Speaker 1: that and he did a beautiful job. Unfortunately, that was 977 00:54:33,120 --> 00:54:36,880 Speaker 1: the time of the drum machine. So, um, you know, 978 00:54:37,000 --> 00:54:40,400 Speaker 1: we would like to go back and read something. Well, 979 00:54:40,560 --> 00:54:42,799 Speaker 1: you know that's one of the other things. Is even 980 00:54:43,000 --> 00:54:45,560 Speaker 1: there somebody you know the new Hosier track, it's got 981 00:54:45,560 --> 00:54:48,880 Speaker 1: a drum machine on and go. That's I mean, can 982 00:54:48,920 --> 00:54:51,600 Speaker 1: we can we get rid of that? Okay? So you 983 00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:55,840 Speaker 1: put out that album, okay, and that's kind of the 984 00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:59,359 Speaker 1: end of the new material, right, So what does that 985 00:54:59,400 --> 00:55:04,040 Speaker 1: sell us? I don't know. You know, um, I have 986 00:55:04,080 --> 00:55:06,880 Speaker 1: a couple of new songs, but you know, I've just 987 00:55:06,960 --> 00:55:08,759 Speaker 1: kind of I don't know. It's hard for me. It's 988 00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:11,160 Speaker 1: hard for me to be motivated to do it, I think, 989 00:55:11,280 --> 00:55:15,000 Speaker 1: especially in this climate. Well that's my question. You know, 990 00:55:15,080 --> 00:55:17,719 Speaker 1: now you can spend all the time and make the 991 00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:21,000 Speaker 1: record and ultimately fine, it's it's over in a day. 992 00:55:21,040 --> 00:55:22,920 Speaker 1: You put it out and get the bank and that's it. 993 00:55:23,520 --> 00:55:26,440 Speaker 1: So is that the motivating it is for me? I 994 00:55:26,440 --> 00:55:28,959 Speaker 1: mean I think what CITs now are something to sell 995 00:55:29,000 --> 00:55:32,640 Speaker 1: on the road, right, and maybe someone will play it 996 00:55:32,680 --> 00:55:35,880 Speaker 1: somewhere on a folk show or something. But so that 997 00:55:36,760 --> 00:55:38,960 Speaker 1: because I don't just do it because I gotta do 998 00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:40,640 Speaker 1: it and I gotta right and I'm not one of 999 00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:43,319 Speaker 1: those people. It's hard for me. I mean, it's hard 1000 00:55:43,360 --> 00:55:46,840 Speaker 1: to make a record. It's a lot of work. Um 1001 00:55:46,960 --> 00:55:49,440 Speaker 1: what about the concept of getting a publisher because you 1002 00:55:49,440 --> 00:55:52,359 Speaker 1: know your skill level is at the A level and 1003 00:55:52,440 --> 00:55:55,280 Speaker 1: theoretically writing a song that could be covered by somebody else. 1004 00:55:56,920 --> 00:56:00,719 Speaker 1: Maybe I don't really know how that works these days. Um, well, 1005 00:56:00,760 --> 00:56:05,000 Speaker 1: you publish your own songs, who administers them? I do, okay? 1006 00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:08,680 Speaker 1: So you do everything yourself. You're not with you know, 1007 00:56:08,719 --> 00:56:12,040 Speaker 1: because they have these administrators like Cobalt. I mean there's 1008 00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:15,640 Speaker 1: different sides of publishing, but they have you know, Cobalt 1009 00:56:15,640 --> 00:56:19,960 Speaker 1: in downtown based on technology where they say they can 1010 00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:25,440 Speaker 1: find all this money overseas, etcetera. You haven't explored that, well, 1011 00:56:25,480 --> 00:56:28,640 Speaker 1: I have a great business manager who they administer that 1012 00:56:28,760 --> 00:56:30,400 Speaker 1: and they take care of that stuff for me. So 1013 00:56:30,440 --> 00:56:32,239 Speaker 1: I don't know if to find out, I think you 1014 00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:36,760 Speaker 1: should explore that. Not that the business manager shouldn't get paid, okay, 1015 00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:38,560 Speaker 1: but it's not like the old days with one guy 1016 00:56:38,640 --> 00:56:40,440 Speaker 1: can go to meet him and you know, collect all 1017 00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:43,480 Speaker 1: the money, etcetera to have those meetings. And it's of 1018 00:56:43,480 --> 00:56:47,120 Speaker 1: course there's certain publishers who work you know, who worked 1019 00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:49,839 Speaker 1: tracks to what degreeed people are open to that you'd 1020 00:56:49,880 --> 00:56:51,560 Speaker 1: have to meet with people. Okay. So if you're not 1021 00:56:51,640 --> 00:56:54,680 Speaker 1: the type of person who needs to write music, what 1022 00:56:54,840 --> 00:56:57,440 Speaker 1: is your life about today? Well, I'm on the road 1023 00:56:57,480 --> 00:57:01,080 Speaker 1: a lot um with Nina Gerber, my great guitar player. 1024 00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:04,600 Speaker 1: So we've been touring a lot um. So I do that. 1025 00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:10,880 Speaker 1: Um usually weekends we do weekend wyor Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday. UM. 1026 00:57:10,920 --> 00:57:13,560 Speaker 1: I do have this new CD, right, we'll get to that. 1027 00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:15,600 Speaker 1: We'll get to that in a minutum. And I live 1028 00:57:15,640 --> 00:57:17,960 Speaker 1: in a beautiful place. I you know, I live on 1029 00:57:18,000 --> 00:57:21,160 Speaker 1: an acre and I have gardens, and I have lots 1030 00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:24,640 Speaker 1: of friends, and I don't deal with traffic, and um, 1031 00:57:24,720 --> 00:57:26,640 Speaker 1: you know it's good. I don't know, you know, if 1032 00:57:26,640 --> 00:57:28,960 Speaker 1: I made a record, what like you say, what it's 1033 00:57:29,000 --> 00:57:32,120 Speaker 1: over in a day, right, right, it's hard. So let's 1034 00:57:32,120 --> 00:57:36,360 Speaker 1: go back. So now you've reached the pitnacle. You've had 1035 00:57:36,360 --> 00:57:38,840 Speaker 1: a hit record, you had lit a rod stack cover 1036 00:57:38,880 --> 00:57:41,760 Speaker 1: your records, you had a major label deal, and you 1037 00:57:41,880 --> 00:57:45,200 Speaker 1: also say you woke up one day and your personal 1038 00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:49,200 Speaker 1: life was not living up to snuff. In your mind 1039 00:57:49,680 --> 00:57:53,400 Speaker 1: all these years later, any regrets anything you would have 1040 00:57:53,440 --> 00:57:58,080 Speaker 1: done differently knowing we can't. But as we're talking about well, 1041 00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:00,960 Speaker 1: I think, you know we were talking about this. I 1042 00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:03,200 Speaker 1: think if I were I wish that I had had 1043 00:58:03,200 --> 00:58:06,720 Speaker 1: someone smart enough around me to say, you know, this 1044 00:58:06,840 --> 00:58:08,800 Speaker 1: time in the in the music business, it's like being 1045 00:58:08,800 --> 00:58:12,960 Speaker 1: an athlete. You probably got about ten years where you 1046 00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:16,480 Speaker 1: really have your opportunity and don't worry about anything else, 1047 00:58:16,520 --> 00:58:18,240 Speaker 1: just to go for it because you can do all 1048 00:58:18,280 --> 00:58:21,280 Speaker 1: this other stuff later. And I wish that I hadn't 1049 00:58:21,280 --> 00:58:24,600 Speaker 1: been so naive about that. I realized that I had 1050 00:58:24,640 --> 00:58:28,520 Speaker 1: a lot of opportunity, and obviously the mental stuff made 1051 00:58:28,560 --> 00:58:31,800 Speaker 1: it harder because I was not feeling good. But I 1052 00:58:31,880 --> 00:58:33,840 Speaker 1: regret that I didn't really you know, when I kind 1053 00:58:33,840 --> 00:58:35,320 Speaker 1: of had it in the palm of my hand. I 1054 00:58:35,320 --> 00:58:38,880 Speaker 1: didn't really go for it. And then what about I 1055 00:58:38,880 --> 00:58:41,440 Speaker 1: mean this is, you know, I've dedicated my life to 1056 00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:45,040 Speaker 1: a certain path and as a result, I got married. 1057 00:58:45,560 --> 00:58:47,560 Speaker 1: My ex wife said she tricked me into it, which 1058 00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:50,520 Speaker 1: is a whole separate story. And I don't have any children, 1059 00:58:51,280 --> 00:58:55,400 Speaker 1: and it's a very different path from everybody else, and 1060 00:58:55,440 --> 00:58:58,680 Speaker 1: I'm willing to own that, although that forces career issues 1061 00:58:58,720 --> 00:59:02,080 Speaker 1: to be much more important than if you have children. 1062 00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:04,440 Speaker 1: So do you have any regrets you didn't go the 1063 00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:08,120 Speaker 1: other way get married to have children. Yeah, a little bit, 1064 00:59:08,200 --> 00:59:10,320 Speaker 1: But I think I probably did the right thing. I 1065 00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:12,919 Speaker 1: think I probably wasn't going to be a great mother. 1066 00:59:13,320 --> 00:59:15,400 Speaker 1: I wouldn't be I would have had to change everything. 1067 00:59:15,440 --> 00:59:17,040 Speaker 1: I wouldn't have been able to be on the road. 1068 00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:19,240 Speaker 1: I think if I had a kid, I wouldn't have 1069 00:59:19,240 --> 00:59:21,240 Speaker 1: been able to leave my kid. So I think I 1070 00:59:21,240 --> 00:59:24,280 Speaker 1: would have ended up quitting anyway. I don't think that 1071 00:59:24,320 --> 00:59:26,680 Speaker 1: I was someone that could do both. And did Lisa 1072 00:59:26,720 --> 00:59:31,160 Speaker 1: have kids? I have two beautiful nieces. Okay, so let's 1073 00:59:31,160 --> 00:59:33,120 Speaker 1: go back to the new album. The album is very 1074 00:59:33,160 --> 00:59:38,040 Speaker 1: interesting because there covers of your own songs. There's cover 1075 00:59:38,120 --> 00:59:40,880 Speaker 1: of Jackson Brown song, why don't you tell the audience 1076 00:59:40,920 --> 00:59:44,880 Speaker 1: about your new album? Well, actually, the reason this I 1077 00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:47,760 Speaker 1: even started at all was I was thinking, you know, 1078 00:59:48,840 --> 00:59:50,280 Speaker 1: I have all these songs, but I don't own the 1079 00:59:50,320 --> 00:59:53,520 Speaker 1: masters to them, so in order to license something, I 1080 00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:56,280 Speaker 1: don't really have any control. So it seemed like it 1081 00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:58,120 Speaker 1: would make a lot of sense for me to rerecord 1082 00:59:58,160 --> 01:00:00,400 Speaker 1: these things so I could own the masters, own them, 1083 01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:03,240 Speaker 1: I own all the publishing, and then I could control it. 1084 01:00:03,280 --> 01:00:05,960 Speaker 1: So it really was done initially kind of as a 1085 01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:08,480 Speaker 1: business move. I thought it was because that's usually what 1086 01:00:08,520 --> 01:00:10,080 Speaker 1: people It was not meant to be a c D, 1087 01:00:10,640 --> 01:00:12,200 Speaker 1: so I just thought, I'm just going to go in 1088 01:00:12,640 --> 01:00:16,800 Speaker 1: cut these songs. Nina and I play them beautifully, and 1089 01:00:16,840 --> 01:00:19,200 Speaker 1: I think, actually, I think I'm singing better than I 1090 01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:22,440 Speaker 1: did a long time ago. So I thought we'd just 1091 01:00:22,680 --> 01:00:25,360 Speaker 1: take a weekend and just we'll just blow them all out. 1092 01:00:25,480 --> 01:00:29,280 Speaker 1: And it started to come out really good. So then 1093 01:00:29,320 --> 01:00:31,680 Speaker 1: I thought, well, I have all these tracks, maybe I 1094 01:00:31,680 --> 01:00:34,520 Speaker 1: should do something with it. So it kind of became 1095 01:00:34,560 --> 01:00:36,720 Speaker 1: a CD. And then the Jackson Brown tune, I'm not 1096 01:00:36,800 --> 01:00:38,440 Speaker 1: sure a lot of people heard because it was on 1097 01:00:38,480 --> 01:00:41,840 Speaker 1: this other obscure tribute album. So I put that on there, 1098 01:00:42,600 --> 01:00:44,120 Speaker 1: and then I went in and cut a song of 1099 01:00:44,280 --> 01:00:48,200 Speaker 1: Kenny's as well. Um, and that's so you know, at 1100 01:00:48,240 --> 01:00:52,320 Speaker 1: least it's something okay. But if you read the credits, 1101 01:00:53,040 --> 01:00:58,120 Speaker 1: the producer engineer his memories thanks, so I googled and 1102 01:00:58,200 --> 01:01:01,360 Speaker 1: he died at some point. It was a pretty crazy time. 1103 01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:04,520 Speaker 1: I was just getting going on this. We had cut 1104 01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:08,400 Speaker 1: the tracks and he had a heart attack fort nine 1105 01:01:08,680 --> 01:01:12,000 Speaker 1: and died. It took us a while to get back 1106 01:01:12,320 --> 01:01:14,080 Speaker 1: into the studio to do this. Then we had a 1107 01:01:14,120 --> 01:01:18,280 Speaker 1: huge wildfire and a mud slide. So all this stuff happened, 1108 01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:23,000 Speaker 1: but the CD did get finished with a great friend 1109 01:01:23,000 --> 01:01:25,560 Speaker 1: of Robinson, I Canbury, who's the one who passed away, 1110 01:01:25,680 --> 01:01:29,640 Speaker 1: Shaan mckugh, another great musician up in Santa Barbara. Because 1111 01:01:29,680 --> 01:01:32,400 Speaker 1: it's hard to drive down to l A and work 1112 01:01:32,440 --> 01:01:34,080 Speaker 1: on a record, let's just go back for a second. 1113 01:01:34,200 --> 01:01:36,520 Speaker 1: Was your house affected by the fires and the floods? 1114 01:01:36,600 --> 01:01:40,520 Speaker 1: Mine was okay? But all around me not good. Okay. 1115 01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:43,040 Speaker 1: So the project, if you look at some of the 1116 01:01:43,080 --> 01:01:45,960 Speaker 1: recording dates, were done a couple of years ago, right, 1117 01:01:46,480 --> 01:01:48,440 Speaker 1: So when did you decide you were going to actually 1118 01:01:48,440 --> 01:01:52,920 Speaker 1: release it? As soon as I finished it. Yeah, so 1119 01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:54,919 Speaker 1: it just took us a while because of all those 1120 01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:58,200 Speaker 1: disasters to get it done. Really are the recording dates 1121 01:01:58,240 --> 01:01:59,880 Speaker 1: on there? I didn't even notice that. Well, there was 1122 01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:02,600 Speaker 1: something in there that indicated to me, maybe the fact 1123 01:02:02,600 --> 01:02:04,800 Speaker 1: he got credits and he died a couple of years ago, 1124 01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:08,360 Speaker 1: which is what tipped me off. Okay, yeah, I think 1125 01:02:08,400 --> 01:02:12,200 Speaker 1: it's just by the time we gotta beything finished. Okay. 1126 01:02:12,360 --> 01:02:15,480 Speaker 1: So are you playing some of these tracks that are 1127 01:02:15,600 --> 01:02:20,960 Speaker 1: you have not previously recorded live? Yeah? Yeah, you mean 1128 01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:23,880 Speaker 1: like the Jackson song we play and karre Me Home, 1129 01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:26,080 Speaker 1: which is a new song we're playing that. We haven't 1130 01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:28,440 Speaker 1: played Kenny song yet. We need to do that. We 1131 01:02:28,560 --> 01:02:30,920 Speaker 1: have played it in the past. We play all of 1132 01:02:30,920 --> 01:02:34,720 Speaker 1: those and other ones too. So I mean I'm mostly 1133 01:02:34,760 --> 01:02:38,800 Speaker 1: I'm touring, okay. But and then you sit there after 1134 01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:41,240 Speaker 1: the gig at the merch table and you signed the 1135 01:02:41,280 --> 01:02:44,000 Speaker 1: c ds, etcetera, and you find your way. It still 1136 01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:47,360 Speaker 1: wants the CDs. They do, they really do. And they 1137 01:02:47,360 --> 01:02:49,400 Speaker 1: want vinyl too. I'm gonna have to get some vinyl. 1138 01:02:50,160 --> 01:02:52,400 Speaker 1: They definitely want vinyl. It's an interesting thing though. I 1139 01:02:52,440 --> 01:02:54,520 Speaker 1: hear from acts that go on the road and so 1140 01:02:54,640 --> 01:02:56,640 Speaker 1: other things. You know, the stand the CD can't die. 1141 01:02:57,040 --> 01:02:59,520 Speaker 1: That's what I'm selling. Although I think a lot of 1142 01:02:59,520 --> 01:03:02,520 Speaker 1: times when it's autographed, even vinyl, the people just want it. 1143 01:03:02,560 --> 01:03:04,800 Speaker 1: They don't even play it, but as long as they 1144 01:03:04,800 --> 01:03:07,920 Speaker 1: buy it. Now, going back to being on the road, 1145 01:03:09,200 --> 01:03:13,200 Speaker 1: a lot of people just stop. Okay, So at what 1146 01:03:13,360 --> 01:03:16,960 Speaker 1: point did you decide that you wanted to work? I mean, 1147 01:03:16,960 --> 01:03:18,479 Speaker 1: I don't think you've been working in the whole last 1148 01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:21,840 Speaker 1: twenty five years, have you. I've been working a lot. 1149 01:03:21,880 --> 01:03:25,000 Speaker 1: Actually maybe there were sometimes I didn't in the eighties, 1150 01:03:25,040 --> 01:03:27,760 Speaker 1: but no, starting in the nineties, I've had agents and 1151 01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:30,760 Speaker 1: been on the road. Who's your agent now? My agent 1152 01:03:31,040 --> 01:03:34,760 Speaker 1: is s R O Artists and Madison, Wisconsin. Yes, okay. 1153 01:03:35,040 --> 01:03:39,160 Speaker 1: And you do you enjoy playing on the road or 1154 01:03:39,320 --> 01:03:42,840 Speaker 1: do you find that it's a you know, a drudge drudge. 1155 01:03:43,240 --> 01:03:46,600 Speaker 1: Once I'm up there, I enjoy it um obviously the 1156 01:03:46,760 --> 01:03:51,760 Speaker 1: traveling and flying and driving not so much. That's hard. 1157 01:03:52,560 --> 01:03:55,200 Speaker 1: So in a typical year, how many gigs do you play? 1158 01:03:55,440 --> 01:03:59,240 Speaker 1: Probably thirty or forty, not a ton. Okay. Well, as 1159 01:03:59,240 --> 01:04:00,480 Speaker 1: I say, I've seen you a few times in the 1160 01:04:00,520 --> 01:04:02,440 Speaker 1: last couple of years, and I agree with you. You know, 1161 01:04:02,560 --> 01:04:06,280 Speaker 1: your voice is spectacular, which is not the case with 1162 01:04:06,440 --> 01:04:10,040 Speaker 1: most people as their careers have gone on. You know, 1163 01:04:10,080 --> 01:04:11,880 Speaker 1: there are a lot of people and I won't even mention. 1164 01:04:11,960 --> 01:04:14,120 Speaker 1: We just have to go see them, even selling tickets 1165 01:04:14,120 --> 01:04:15,840 Speaker 1: and you're there and you go, wow, this is bad. 1166 01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:19,600 Speaker 1: I know. I don't know. I guess it's just I'm lucky. 1167 01:04:19,640 --> 01:04:21,960 Speaker 1: It must be a genetic thing or something. I haven't 1168 01:04:21,960 --> 01:04:23,760 Speaker 1: had to tune. You know, a lot of people tune 1169 01:04:23,760 --> 01:04:26,320 Speaker 1: their guitars down. I have to step. I haven't had 1170 01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:28,760 Speaker 1: to do that yet, which is good. Okay, we're all 1171 01:04:28,760 --> 01:04:31,760 Speaker 1: getting older by the minute. With the time you have left. 1172 01:04:31,800 --> 01:04:36,880 Speaker 1: Any specific goals, I don't know. You know, I'd like 1173 01:04:36,920 --> 01:04:38,920 Speaker 1: to figure out how to write some more songs, you know, 1174 01:04:39,000 --> 01:04:42,720 Speaker 1: without it being uh something that's difficult. You know. I 1175 01:04:42,760 --> 01:04:45,160 Speaker 1: don't know. I know people really want them for me, 1176 01:04:45,200 --> 01:04:48,400 Speaker 1: and I feel bad about that because people ask me 1177 01:04:48,560 --> 01:04:51,160 Speaker 1: or please make a new record, please make a new record, 1178 01:04:51,200 --> 01:04:55,400 Speaker 1: and I don't know. I gotta get motivated, okay, the 1179 01:04:55,520 --> 01:04:58,120 Speaker 1: people who ask you to make new record, or fans 1180 01:04:58,240 --> 01:05:01,520 Speaker 1: or business people or other musicians. No, it's always fans. 1181 01:05:02,680 --> 01:05:04,800 Speaker 1: Like I put this out and we look on Facebook 1182 01:05:04,800 --> 01:05:07,840 Speaker 1: and people are complimentary and they love it, but they 1183 01:05:07,880 --> 01:05:10,840 Speaker 1: do go please, can we have a whole new CD 1184 01:05:10,960 --> 01:05:16,040 Speaker 1: of new songs? Okay, the audience wants it. You find 1185 01:05:16,120 --> 01:05:19,880 Speaker 1: it difficult? But how much of that is what we 1186 01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:23,280 Speaker 1: talked earlier? Even if I make it, it's not like 1187 01:05:23,320 --> 01:05:25,640 Speaker 1: the old days. You know, we get all this promotion 1188 01:05:25,720 --> 01:05:29,200 Speaker 1: and you get all this uh you know mind share? 1189 01:05:29,960 --> 01:05:32,480 Speaker 1: Is it that? Or you find it difficult to write? 1190 01:05:32,680 --> 01:05:35,080 Speaker 1: I think it's said it's difficult for me to write. 1191 01:05:35,120 --> 01:05:38,200 Speaker 1: I think if I wrote easily and easy enough to record, 1192 01:05:38,320 --> 01:05:41,560 Speaker 1: and um, it's just not that easy for me. But 1193 01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:43,800 Speaker 1: I'm also not very disciplined. I don't sit down and 1194 01:05:43,880 --> 01:05:46,840 Speaker 1: try well. It seems to me, is I'm analyzing you 1195 01:05:47,080 --> 01:05:51,200 Speaker 1: here that you're somewhat of a perfectionist and if the 1196 01:05:51,240 --> 01:05:54,040 Speaker 1: song is not going to be at the level of 1197 01:05:54,080 --> 01:05:57,360 Speaker 1: your other songs, you don't want to do it. Well, 1198 01:05:57,360 --> 01:05:59,040 Speaker 1: why would I want to do that? I don't want 1199 01:05:59,040 --> 01:06:01,520 Speaker 1: to make a shifty out. No, no, just hanging in 1200 01:06:01,560 --> 01:06:04,280 Speaker 1: there with to begin with, it's talking about my own 1201 01:06:04,320 --> 01:06:07,920 Speaker 1: expert my experience totally different. When I was in high school, 1202 01:06:08,440 --> 01:06:12,400 Speaker 1: Mr Harrity in the English class, he'd taken a sabbatical 1203 01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:14,320 Speaker 1: which in public school. I don't know how that happened, 1204 01:06:14,320 --> 01:06:15,840 Speaker 1: but he took a year off and he came back 1205 01:06:16,120 --> 01:06:18,560 Speaker 1: and every morning, for five minutes, we had to write, 1206 01:06:19,040 --> 01:06:20,360 Speaker 1: and if you didn't have anything to say, you had 1207 01:06:20,360 --> 01:06:23,640 Speaker 1: to repeat the last three words. So I am a 1208 01:06:23,680 --> 01:06:27,200 Speaker 1: writer completely different from everybody else. Everybody is. The picture 1209 01:06:27,200 --> 01:06:29,640 Speaker 1: of a writer is well, I make a cup of coffee, 1210 01:06:29,960 --> 01:06:33,360 Speaker 1: I sharpened my pencils, and my goal is to get 1211 01:06:33,360 --> 01:06:36,360 Speaker 1: a page done a day. I could not be doing 1212 01:06:36,360 --> 01:06:38,560 Speaker 1: it completely different. I got a record blasting arm standing 1213 01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:40,920 Speaker 1: the tar. I got inspiration. It's exactly how you say 1214 01:06:40,960 --> 01:06:43,640 Speaker 1: you wrote those earlier songs. Okay, it hit, and I 1215 01:06:43,640 --> 01:06:46,360 Speaker 1: got to be near the computer fast enough to do that. 1216 01:06:46,840 --> 01:06:49,760 Speaker 1: But I do know. I mean, I've done it long enough. 1217 01:06:49,800 --> 01:06:52,280 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna write anything terrible, just like you're not 1218 01:06:52,280 --> 01:06:55,400 Speaker 1: gonna run anything terrible. But you you're right it and 1219 01:06:55,400 --> 01:06:57,160 Speaker 1: you say, okay, this is not going to be at ten. 1220 01:06:57,280 --> 01:06:59,360 Speaker 1: You know you can see it veering as you do. 1221 01:06:59,760 --> 01:07:03,840 Speaker 1: But two things happen. One, you never know what will 1222 01:07:03,880 --> 01:07:06,600 Speaker 1: resonate with the audience. You know, when you hit in eleven, 1223 01:07:06,760 --> 01:07:08,960 Speaker 1: you're done, and you go, this is just great, and 1224 01:07:09,000 --> 01:07:12,080 Speaker 1: you'll hear it from people. But even if you have 1225 01:07:12,120 --> 01:07:14,960 Speaker 1: a seven or eight using you know this one to 1226 01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:19,640 Speaker 1: ten scale, somebody resonates. And the point is, I hate 1227 01:07:19,680 --> 01:07:22,720 Speaker 1: to admit it. You know a lot of times you 1228 01:07:22,760 --> 01:07:25,720 Speaker 1: get warmed up or I had a couple of times. 1229 01:07:25,760 --> 01:07:27,840 Speaker 1: I haven't been in such great space myself the last 1230 01:07:27,840 --> 01:07:30,480 Speaker 1: couple of weeks, and I said, well, I want to 1231 01:07:30,520 --> 01:07:34,560 Speaker 1: write to make myself feel better. And I was out skiing, 1232 01:07:34,640 --> 01:07:37,760 Speaker 1: and by time I'm done skiing, I'm not in the mood. Okay. 1233 01:07:38,000 --> 01:07:41,080 Speaker 1: Finally I said, I'm just gonna start writing because I'm 1234 01:07:41,080 --> 01:07:43,320 Speaker 1: in a bad mood. And all this stuff for the 1235 01:07:43,400 --> 01:07:46,160 Speaker 1: last four days came out that I didn't even know 1236 01:07:46,200 --> 01:07:49,760 Speaker 1: it was going to come out. Okay, Now you have 1237 01:07:49,880 --> 01:07:51,760 Speaker 1: to want to do it. I mean, I think the 1238 01:07:51,840 --> 01:07:55,440 Speaker 1: nature of being creative person is to be to a 1239 01:07:55,480 --> 01:07:59,600 Speaker 1: degree ill adjusted, and the creativity is a way of 1240 01:07:59,600 --> 01:08:04,840 Speaker 1: connect thing with people. And you know two things. One, 1241 01:08:04,880 --> 01:08:06,920 Speaker 1: when you connect with people feels really good. But this 1242 01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,320 Speaker 1: is analogous to your point about being at the therapist, 1243 01:08:09,520 --> 01:08:12,040 Speaker 1: which I know totally. You're at the therapist, you're talking 1244 01:08:12,080 --> 01:08:14,360 Speaker 1: up a storm, even though you can't talk outside the office. 1245 01:08:14,800 --> 01:08:16,439 Speaker 1: You leave, you're on the top of the world in 1246 01:08:16,520 --> 01:08:20,520 Speaker 1: thirty or forty five minutes, Bang, you're at the bottom, okay, 1247 01:08:20,640 --> 01:08:23,120 Speaker 1: and being That's one thing I envy in a musician. 1248 01:08:23,360 --> 01:08:25,320 Speaker 1: If you happen to write a hit song. On one level, 1249 01:08:25,360 --> 01:08:27,160 Speaker 1: it's a sentence. You got to play it for the 1250 01:08:27,160 --> 01:08:29,880 Speaker 1: rest of your life. But on another level, you can 1251 01:08:29,960 --> 01:08:33,160 Speaker 1: perform it, whereas if you're writing prose, you're right at 1252 01:08:33,160 --> 01:08:39,840 Speaker 1: once that's it. Okay. So you know, I think there 1253 01:08:39,880 --> 01:08:42,439 Speaker 1: has to be a raw motivation. You know. The other 1254 01:08:42,479 --> 01:08:45,000 Speaker 1: thing is we all get older and we ask, well, 1255 01:08:45,040 --> 01:08:47,120 Speaker 1: you know I did this, Should I be doing something 1256 01:08:47,240 --> 01:08:51,160 Speaker 1: completely different? You know I'm not gonna live forever. But 1257 01:08:52,840 --> 01:08:56,680 Speaker 1: the question becomes as I somewhat, I mean, someone of 1258 01:08:56,800 --> 01:09:03,040 Speaker 1: your caliber. I have no doubt that if you applied yourself, 1259 01:09:03,080 --> 01:09:08,280 Speaker 1: you could get very major covers. Because we have the 1260 01:09:08,320 --> 01:09:11,920 Speaker 1: hip hop world. That's not your world, okay, then only 1261 01:09:11,960 --> 01:09:14,360 Speaker 1: we have the pop world. They don't write most of 1262 01:09:14,360 --> 01:09:17,719 Speaker 1: these songs, and if you listen to the lyrics, they're 1263 01:09:17,760 --> 01:09:21,120 Speaker 1: not that good. Okay. Sure, when you write a song, 1264 01:09:21,880 --> 01:09:24,200 Speaker 1: you have assuming you say yes, you know, you have 1265 01:09:24,240 --> 01:09:27,200 Speaker 1: no control over what they're gonna do with it. But 1266 01:09:28,479 --> 01:09:33,680 Speaker 1: you know, most people can't do it, you can do it. Yeah, 1267 01:09:33,720 --> 01:09:36,280 Speaker 1: I guess I'm intimidated by that world of getting your 1268 01:09:36,320 --> 01:09:38,559 Speaker 1: songs covered out there. It just seems like all those 1269 01:09:38,600 --> 01:09:41,120 Speaker 1: young artists were writing with the producers and they want 1270 01:09:41,120 --> 01:09:44,479 Speaker 1: the writing, the publishing and the credit. And I mean, 1271 01:09:44,520 --> 01:09:47,679 Speaker 1: I know some great writers that aren't getting covers people 1272 01:09:47,720 --> 01:09:51,600 Speaker 1: in Nashville. So I don't know. I guess I'm skeptical. 1273 01:09:52,800 --> 01:09:56,120 Speaker 1: I was too skeptical. And this is one of the problems. 1274 01:09:56,160 --> 01:09:58,639 Speaker 1: If you're ignorant, you're better off because all the things 1275 01:09:58,680 --> 01:10:02,120 Speaker 1: you're bringing up are totally reel by the same token. 1276 01:10:02,560 --> 01:10:07,479 Speaker 1: If you write a hit song, okay, that will help 1277 01:10:07,520 --> 01:10:11,880 Speaker 1: your mood. In an addition, I can certainly say you 1278 01:10:11,920 --> 01:10:14,960 Speaker 1: can't change a certain word. I'm totally with that. And 1279 01:10:15,040 --> 01:10:19,639 Speaker 1: you also say, well, I'm not giving up, but maybe 1280 01:10:19,680 --> 01:10:23,720 Speaker 1: even though it's a scam, you give up and then 1281 01:10:23,760 --> 01:10:26,639 Speaker 1: as you gain you know, it's like anything else with leverage. 1282 01:10:27,200 --> 01:10:30,519 Speaker 1: The question, you know, as I say, question, is whether 1283 01:10:30,560 --> 01:10:32,439 Speaker 1: you would get off on it. I mean, only you 1284 01:10:32,479 --> 01:10:35,439 Speaker 1: can answer that. I think it's just getting back in 1285 01:10:35,479 --> 01:10:38,000 Speaker 1: the game, you know. I think I'm disconnected from all 1286 01:10:38,040 --> 01:10:41,599 Speaker 1: of the you know, the outlets for that. So i'd 1287 01:10:41,600 --> 01:10:44,200 Speaker 1: have to well, I would say that you know, there 1288 01:10:44,200 --> 01:10:47,519 Speaker 1: are not some publishers are better at collection, some better 1289 01:10:47,720 --> 01:10:51,400 Speaker 1: or better at covers, And I think having a couple 1290 01:10:51,439 --> 01:10:54,960 Speaker 1: of meetings with these people would show you opportunities. For 1291 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:57,080 Speaker 1: you can have a meeting enough to sign anything, and 1292 01:10:57,120 --> 01:10:59,479 Speaker 1: you can also write a track and then say this 1293 01:10:59,520 --> 01:11:01,360 Speaker 1: is the track. You don't have to give up anything 1294 01:11:01,439 --> 01:11:04,240 Speaker 1: to do it. Because I'm here giving advice because I'm 1295 01:11:04,280 --> 01:11:06,880 Speaker 1: a big believer. I mean, I find the same motivation 1296 01:11:07,400 --> 01:11:11,599 Speaker 1: of the internet. You know, there's so much stuff out there. 1297 01:11:11,960 --> 01:11:13,840 Speaker 1: You write something and you go, well, you know, who 1298 01:11:13,840 --> 01:11:16,920 Speaker 1: am I going to reach than my core audience? And 1299 01:11:17,000 --> 01:11:20,439 Speaker 1: it's somewhat somewhat depressing for especially for those of us 1300 01:11:20,479 --> 01:11:25,639 Speaker 1: who lived through an era what it was different. Well, yeah, 1301 01:11:25,800 --> 01:11:27,280 Speaker 1: I just have to get off my butt and be 1302 01:11:27,400 --> 01:11:29,760 Speaker 1: a little more disciplined. I think I know it's in there. 1303 01:11:29,920 --> 01:11:32,240 Speaker 1: I mean, I went to a writing coach when I 1304 01:11:32,280 --> 01:11:35,479 Speaker 1: had writer's block during that whole period, and somebody sent 1305 01:11:35,520 --> 01:11:37,240 Speaker 1: me to a writing coach and he said, Okay, I 1306 01:11:37,240 --> 01:11:39,559 Speaker 1: just want you to wake up every morning and just 1307 01:11:39,600 --> 01:11:42,639 Speaker 1: write a page, just stream of consciousness. Don't It doesn't 1308 01:11:42,640 --> 01:11:43,960 Speaker 1: matter what you say. You don't kind of read it 1309 01:11:44,040 --> 01:11:47,400 Speaker 1: later or anything, just right. So every morning, before coffee 1310 01:11:47,439 --> 01:11:49,519 Speaker 1: or anything, just do the writing. And he goes and 1311 01:11:49,560 --> 01:11:53,639 Speaker 1: then bring it back into me um, and he goes, 1312 01:11:53,760 --> 01:11:56,439 Speaker 1: just somewhere in there, there's going to be something, find 1313 01:11:56,479 --> 01:11:59,680 Speaker 1: a line. There's got to be something in that you 1314 01:11:59,680 --> 01:12:01,720 Speaker 1: can is as a song title. And I was like, 1315 01:12:01,760 --> 01:12:05,280 Speaker 1: oh God, he's going to give me an assignment. And 1316 01:12:05,360 --> 01:12:08,320 Speaker 1: so I had had a dream about my dad or something, 1317 01:12:08,360 --> 01:12:11,000 Speaker 1: and I wrote this thing about I always just want 1318 01:12:11,040 --> 01:12:14,040 Speaker 1: to stay Daddy's a little girl. And because that's what 1319 01:12:14,120 --> 01:12:15,920 Speaker 1: I want you to, Okay, here's this. I know you 1320 01:12:15,960 --> 01:12:18,200 Speaker 1: to write a song called Daddy's Little Girl. That's a 1321 01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:20,599 Speaker 1: great fool And I was just like, oh, I don't 1322 01:12:20,640 --> 01:12:23,679 Speaker 1: want to do this is awful. It's assignment. I don't 1323 01:12:23,680 --> 01:12:26,679 Speaker 1: write that way. It'll come out bad, and I don't 1324 01:12:26,760 --> 01:12:30,880 Speaker 1: want to end. I went and forced this song out 1325 01:12:30,920 --> 01:12:34,600 Speaker 1: and it's a great song. So it just proved to 1326 01:12:34,640 --> 01:12:37,519 Speaker 1: me that I was full of it thinking that I 1327 01:12:37,520 --> 01:12:40,719 Speaker 1: couldn't write that way. So I think you're right. I mean, basically, 1328 01:12:40,760 --> 01:12:44,040 Speaker 1: if you're talented, you're not going to write something horrible. 1329 01:12:44,600 --> 01:12:46,920 Speaker 1: You might write not write the best thing you wrote 1330 01:12:47,000 --> 01:12:50,520 Speaker 1: but if you have those skills, you're probably gonna write. Okay, 1331 01:12:51,600 --> 01:12:54,559 Speaker 1: so you're right, I have I have no. Well, the 1332 01:12:54,560 --> 01:12:57,679 Speaker 1: other thing about my writing is different. You always want 1333 01:12:57,720 --> 01:13:00,439 Speaker 1: to write in eleven and you're disappointed once you've been 1334 01:13:00,479 --> 01:13:02,760 Speaker 1: doing a long time throughout eleven. But one thing is 1335 01:13:02,840 --> 01:13:06,800 Speaker 1: for sure. You cannot hit the eleven each time. Nobody can. 1336 01:13:07,439 --> 01:13:10,040 Speaker 1: But if you stay at it, all of a sudden, 1337 01:13:10,120 --> 01:13:12,720 Speaker 1: it's always like you know, for me, it's like what 1338 01:13:12,840 --> 01:13:15,400 Speaker 1: you say, either as a raw stimulation or I'm in 1339 01:13:15,439 --> 01:13:18,240 Speaker 1: the shower, something just comes to me and then it does. 1340 01:13:18,360 --> 01:13:21,280 Speaker 1: But you know, also as your point with your depression, 1341 01:13:22,200 --> 01:13:25,720 Speaker 1: you get older, you've seen the game, so it's you know, 1342 01:13:25,800 --> 01:13:29,040 Speaker 1: it's it's not as exciting. It's hard to get motivated. Again. 1343 01:13:29,320 --> 01:13:31,679 Speaker 1: I think that's part of it. I'm probably too much, 1344 01:13:31,960 --> 01:13:35,600 Speaker 1: too negative about that, but right I just wish I 1345 01:13:35,640 --> 01:13:37,800 Speaker 1: was one of those people that just I've no people 1346 01:13:37,840 --> 01:13:40,120 Speaker 1: that just go, I just have to write because I'm 1347 01:13:40,160 --> 01:13:42,000 Speaker 1: not happy if I'm not writing songs, and I'm like, 1348 01:13:42,080 --> 01:13:45,840 Speaker 1: can you give me an injection of some of that? Okay, 1349 01:13:45,880 --> 01:13:47,679 Speaker 1: when you do write a song, let's say you're writing 1350 01:13:47,680 --> 01:13:50,639 Speaker 1: the lyrics, you say, it's more difficult. When you finally 1351 01:13:50,760 --> 01:13:53,679 Speaker 1: do you talk about the earlier songs coming all at once? 1352 01:13:54,080 --> 01:13:56,880 Speaker 1: How fast? How long has it taken write the lyrics 1353 01:13:56,920 --> 01:14:01,960 Speaker 1: for a song. Maybe you dare too so very quickly. Yeah, 1354 01:14:02,200 --> 01:14:07,360 Speaker 1: and not all day long. I mean either kind of 1355 01:14:07,400 --> 01:14:10,120 Speaker 1: have it or I don't. It either sort of happens 1356 01:14:10,720 --> 01:14:12,640 Speaker 1: or a pieces of music that just sit there for 1357 01:14:12,760 --> 01:14:15,080 Speaker 1: years that never gets well. You know, the only thing 1358 01:14:15,120 --> 01:14:20,480 Speaker 1: about it is when your music, generally speaking, certainly not personally, 1359 01:14:21,439 --> 01:14:24,680 Speaker 1: it resonates with people who are square pigs in a 1360 01:14:24,800 --> 01:14:29,559 Speaker 1: round hole, okay, in that they use the music to 1361 01:14:29,560 --> 01:14:31,720 Speaker 1: feel good about These are not I'm not saying a 1362 01:14:31,840 --> 01:14:35,839 Speaker 1: cheerleader or football captain can't enjoy your music, but people 1363 01:14:36,640 --> 01:14:40,320 Speaker 1: who you're when your fans say they want more, they 1364 01:14:40,360 --> 01:14:43,880 Speaker 1: want more insight, that's what you know. We Joni Mitchell, 1365 01:14:43,920 --> 01:14:45,840 Speaker 1: we wanted more and then she lost the plot and 1366 01:14:46,600 --> 01:14:50,840 Speaker 1: she's kind of crazy anyway. But I don't know, you know, 1367 01:14:51,120 --> 01:14:53,679 Speaker 1: I'll I'll let you get up off the couch. But 1368 01:14:54,479 --> 01:14:57,439 Speaker 1: those are some of my thoughts. Now it's inspiring. I 1369 01:14:57,479 --> 01:15:00,479 Speaker 1: think those are good thoughts. Okay, But let's it to 1370 01:15:00,800 --> 01:15:04,120 Speaker 1: Carla Bonoff. You can where are you playing? Yolk? For 1371 01:15:04,160 --> 01:15:07,280 Speaker 1: the next six months. Oh, it's on our website. We're 1372 01:15:07,280 --> 01:15:10,080 Speaker 1: going to the Northwest. Um, then we're going back east. 1373 01:15:10,160 --> 01:15:14,720 Speaker 1: We're going everywhere, go everywhere. And these tend to be 1374 01:15:14,760 --> 01:15:16,680 Speaker 1: solo dates or you I know you played with j 1375 01:15:16,800 --> 01:15:21,080 Speaker 1: D in Minneapolis, but these other gigs mostly just yeah 1376 01:15:21,240 --> 01:15:25,800 Speaker 1: for an evening with Carla bonof Right, So how many 1377 01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:29,000 Speaker 1: songs might someone expect to hear? Um? We play almost 1378 01:15:29,040 --> 01:15:32,160 Speaker 1: two hours actually, So if you go, you're gonna hear 1379 01:15:32,200 --> 01:15:35,360 Speaker 1: the song you want, and you can buy the new album. 1380 01:15:35,360 --> 01:15:36,960 Speaker 1: And you can also, because I know I did it, 1381 01:15:37,240 --> 01:15:41,200 Speaker 1: you can stream it on Spotify another streaming services. Carla, 1382 01:15:41,200 --> 01:15:43,240 Speaker 1: it has been wonderful to have you here. Thank you 1383 01:15:43,320 --> 01:15:43,800 Speaker 1: so much.