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Speaker 1: So too much, too much, too much juice. When this

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Speaker 1: So Hi guys, we are back with another episode of

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Speaker 1: horrible decisions. Um. The song that I just played was

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Speaker 1: a niger song. If you guys follow me on social network,

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Speaker 1: I just got back from Nigeria. What is so funny

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Speaker 1: because like when we were growing up, used to be

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Speaker 1: the friendship that we have is really fun. To ask

424
00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:33,840
Speaker 1: him a lot of investing questions rights things like that

425
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:35,960
Speaker 1: about my money or what I should do at work,

426
00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:37,639
Speaker 1: and we're getting more personal in that lew And I

427
00:20:37,680 --> 00:20:41,360
Speaker 1: think maybe bringing him more into my personal life maybe

428
00:20:41,440 --> 00:20:43,480
Speaker 1: makes me feel like, oh well, if you're not doing

429
00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:45,720
Speaker 1: it for me, is something wrong? But that's what I

430
00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:47,880
Speaker 1: choose to do. I can't push him to do nothing.

431
00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:51,040
Speaker 1: I don't think I am but not like weird. And

432
00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:52,720
Speaker 1: it's almost like he's not a whole boy. Sometimes I

433
00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:54,239
Speaker 1: send up a picture of a bitch. Today the two

434
00:20:54,320 --> 00:20:59,760
Speaker 1: posted the thick check or not She's so. I posted

435
00:20:59,840 --> 00:21:02,320
Speaker 1: this been on my Instagram today and mind you, we've

436
00:21:02,359 --> 00:21:04,680
Speaker 1: talked about this before. I like girls. We see likes girls,

437
00:21:04,720 --> 00:21:07,440
Speaker 1: but we see like them slim. I like them Amazonian

438
00:21:07,840 --> 00:21:12,280
Speaker 1: and this Amazonian this bitches. I was like, man, I

439
00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:16,960
Speaker 1: swiping left right. He's like, I think right, Like she's

440
00:21:17,119 --> 00:21:22,119
Speaker 1: so fine to me. What's her Instagram? Kelly mourn I

441
00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:24,080
Speaker 1: believe the name is. We'll spell it out for you, guys.

442
00:21:24,480 --> 00:21:26,119
Speaker 1: So let me get to the sex and I get out.

443
00:21:27,280 --> 00:21:29,880
Speaker 1: Let me tell you the name. So y'all gotta follow her. Um,

444
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:34,520
Speaker 1: it's Kelly k e l l E moreen m or

445
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Speaker 1: moron more. I don't know m o r a N.

446
00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:40,720
Speaker 1: So it's k e l l E mo m o

447
00:21:41,160 --> 00:21:43,640
Speaker 1: r A And I don't know if she finds bitch

448
00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:46,520
Speaker 1: car on my face. I'm gonna be honest. She's just

449
00:21:47,280 --> 00:21:50,120
Speaker 1: a little too. She's a plus size model. I need

450
00:21:50,160 --> 00:21:52,960
Speaker 1: the plus like she's ever plus sizes. But I mean

451
00:21:53,280 --> 00:21:57,719
Speaker 1: she fine, but don't even like bro. She's thick as

452
00:21:57,760 --> 00:22:01,680
Speaker 1: fun like got is bottom heavy, but her stomach flat.

453
00:22:01,720 --> 00:22:03,399
Speaker 1: She got a little to these little little arms. How

454
00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:10,000
Speaker 1: she big? Brokay? She by shaving me. I know I

455
00:22:10,119 --> 00:22:12,280
Speaker 1: have had dudes. Don't do this to me. That's fine.

456
00:22:12,359 --> 00:22:16,480
Speaker 1: It's going to this right now. It's fine. Whatever, Um

457
00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:20,840
Speaker 1: you go. You gotta be bit stand up. There's some

458
00:22:20,920 --> 00:22:23,679
Speaker 1: disgusting ship that I realized I like, and it's really nasty,

459
00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:25,960
Speaker 1: but he knows it, and he'd be feeding into the ship.

460
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,040
Speaker 1: So I'd be like, okay, is this leading into our

461
00:22:28,119 --> 00:22:30,280
Speaker 1: King of the week. I will so a few nasty

462
00:22:30,320 --> 00:22:32,920
Speaker 1: things we did. I realized I like to be fed

463
00:22:34,119 --> 00:22:39,720
Speaker 1: um semen? You were he wait? Wait wait wait wait

464
00:22:39,760 --> 00:22:43,280
Speaker 1: wait wait wait wait wait wait one moment. Oh no,

465
00:22:43,520 --> 00:22:47,000
Speaker 1: I need to I need to break this down real quick. Okay, okay,

466
00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:50,080
Speaker 1: because wait wait wait, because I'm about to ask you

467
00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:53,840
Speaker 1: some motherfucking questions on Jesus Christ. So let me ask

468
00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:56,200
Speaker 1: you if it's similar to this real quick, because I

469
00:22:56,280 --> 00:22:58,520
Speaker 1: have a guy who wanted to do this, so I

470
00:22:58,600 --> 00:22:59,920
Speaker 1: want to know if this is something you would do,

471
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:03,480
Speaker 1: apparently since you like being fed semen um he was

472
00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:06,080
Speaker 1: he wanted me to like comeing up because he made

473
00:23:06,119 --> 00:23:07,960
Speaker 1: me square. He wanted me to come in a cup

474
00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:11,639
Speaker 1: remember the story, Mix it with sarok and drink it.

475
00:23:12,359 --> 00:23:15,879
Speaker 1: Is that what you're like? Would you maybe use the

476
00:23:15,920 --> 00:23:18,680
Speaker 1: wrong word? Would you mix semen with well, you don't

477
00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:26,800
Speaker 1: even like sack? Yeah? Would you make talk about where

478
00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:30,520
Speaker 1: the brief comes? Um? So when I said fed, maybe

479
00:23:30,560 --> 00:23:32,320
Speaker 1: I used the word there was two literal bus So

480
00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:34,320
Speaker 1: what explain. Let me just say, so we make him

481
00:23:34,359 --> 00:23:39,680
Speaker 1: look like mad. So we've been like every sex we

482
00:23:39,760 --> 00:23:41,639
Speaker 1: had was mad sweet and I was like, yo, I

483
00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:43,960
Speaker 1: need you to suck me like O. He was like

484
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:47,320
Speaker 1: oh yeah. It was like yeah, like a sup right,

485
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:49,560
Speaker 1: and obviously I won't to me like a dirty little

486
00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:54,600
Speaker 1: So anyway, he comes right and like, let's say, he

487
00:23:54,640 --> 00:23:56,480
Speaker 1: comes in my face, maybe something gets on my chest,

488
00:23:57,600 --> 00:24:00,400
Speaker 1: I'll look at it. Then he fucking takes his hand

489
00:24:00,800 --> 00:24:02,280
Speaker 1: and wipes it up and puts it in your mouth.

490
00:24:02,359 --> 00:24:05,080
Speaker 1: Like literally, I get every single drop off of his

491
00:24:05,160 --> 00:24:07,159
Speaker 1: sucking fingers in his hands. And we were having like

492
00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:11,120
Speaker 1: face time sex, so to speak, like this weekend, and uh,

493
00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:13,879
Speaker 1: he came in his hand and I was like I

494
00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:15,120
Speaker 1: don't want to see it. I was like I want

495
00:24:15,119 --> 00:24:17,080
Speaker 1: to see it, and he was like in his fingers

496
00:24:17,119 --> 00:24:19,200
Speaker 1: and I was and I was bit off. I don't

497
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:21,679
Speaker 1: make the screen. What do you mean you see? I'm nasty.

498
00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:23,280
Speaker 1: I'll sit here and be like, can you look it

499
00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:25,399
Speaker 1: for me? Since I'm not there, I'm having my niggas

500
00:24:25,440 --> 00:24:28,200
Speaker 1: like they don't coming ship into that year, but I

501
00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:35,240
Speaker 1: could be. So you're making it go to waste. I

502
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:39,080
Speaker 1: already know what Dominic Santos, No me sucking his deck? Oh?

503
00:24:39,119 --> 00:24:42,080
Speaker 1: I thought you just said like we had this fucking

504
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:44,720
Speaker 1: hot as sex on the balcony. This is Nike ass.

505
00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:49,040
Speaker 1: But oh Ship, that was when weird outside. I'm gonna

506
00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:51,320
Speaker 1: need you to get you cute, I am. Look at

507
00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:54,440
Speaker 1: this little outfit I got. I really don't want to

508
00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:59,119
Speaker 1: she's really I was great, right bro? Why are you

509
00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:01,360
Speaker 1: not using any of your hands? Though? Can you wait

510
00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:03,840
Speaker 1: for the bill about bitch? I was on my knees,

511
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:08,159
Speaker 1: but I want to submissive. His dick is actually a

512
00:25:08,320 --> 00:25:10,600
Speaker 1: very good size, you know, a white guy, so that's

513
00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:15,159
Speaker 1: a big dicky. He loved the hand, Ship though. I

514
00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:18,160
Speaker 1: was about to say, did you put both hands? Yes,

515
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:23,240
Speaker 1: hands on the dicks. I'm proud. I'm proud of you.

516
00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:26,440
Speaker 1: Thank you, I'm so proud of you. My friend put

517
00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:30,600
Speaker 1: two hands on it. Bit everything. Hello, Like literally, I

518
00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:32,840
Speaker 1: feel like when he gets tired of sucking, like I

519
00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:34,480
Speaker 1: just get two hands like that and it's gonna make

520
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:38,680
Speaker 1: him up. Uh So, anyway, that was the night I

521
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:40,480
Speaker 1: got sucked in the ass. But I've been like really

522
00:25:40,520 --> 00:25:43,160
Speaker 1: like being fed com Like it's fucking dirty and nasty

523
00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:49,040
Speaker 1: and I love it. No, I don't because my voice.

524
00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:55,879
Speaker 1: So the ass fucking bro Like, first of all, you

525
00:25:55,920 --> 00:25:57,960
Speaker 1: know we used the weed vibe right right right, So

526
00:25:58,080 --> 00:25:59,480
Speaker 1: I bring the weed by with me, and you know

527
00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:01,240
Speaker 1: the we by has two inserts, so it can either

528
00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:02,680
Speaker 1: in your pussy and be on your click, can go

529
00:26:02,720 --> 00:26:04,800
Speaker 1: in your pussy and be in your ass. So he

530
00:26:05,040 --> 00:26:07,440
Speaker 1: sticks it in my pussy, puts it on the clip,

531
00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:10,080
Speaker 1: sticks his dick in my pussy with the wee by

532
00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:12,439
Speaker 1: brought the ship was crazy. And then once I got

533
00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:15,639
Speaker 1: like super crazy, we started sucking an ass. Now my

534
00:26:15,760 --> 00:26:19,160
Speaker 1: anal virginity guys got taken on my back. He wanted

535
00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:22,720
Speaker 1: me to be shit, that's hardcore. Well no, I not

536
00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:24,960
Speaker 1: even it was. It's to me because he was saying,

537
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,240
Speaker 1: if you're bent over, it's probably gonna be too mon like.

538
00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:31,119
Speaker 1: So when I first had antal sex, I was actually

539
00:26:31,119 --> 00:26:36,439
Speaker 1: I was on my side and he like he went

540
00:26:36,480 --> 00:26:38,159
Speaker 1: in that way. And then all the other times that

541
00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:40,919
Speaker 1: I've done it, um Jesus does sounded like a lot.

542
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:43,479
Speaker 1: Let me not say all the other times I had

543
00:26:44,040 --> 00:26:45,719
Speaker 1: so the three hundred and sixty four days a year,

544
00:26:45,800 --> 00:26:49,240
Speaker 1: I hear it. No, I actually well, actually just lay

545
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:54,840
Speaker 1: flat like all a flat and stomach. Yeah, I'm not

546
00:26:55,240 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 1: doing doggy style with addictions. So he wanted me to

547
00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:02,480
Speaker 1: be on top. But like, did he know? He was

548
00:27:02,520 --> 00:27:04,000
Speaker 1: saying that way? You know how much you want to

549
00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:08,040
Speaker 1: put in the head, bitch, I'd stop at the mother.

550
00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:11,320
Speaker 1: He got a thick, ask dick, Oh that dick, and

551
00:27:11,359 --> 00:27:15,360
Speaker 1: that was your girl. Put that dick in my ass?

552
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:17,960
Speaker 1: I just because it's so good, And I tell him, yeah,

553
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:19,239
Speaker 1: he could do it. I told you he could get

554
00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:22,040
Speaker 1: whatever he wants. Bitch. I'm almost crying, but I can't

555
00:27:22,080 --> 00:27:26,240
Speaker 1: let him go. Come for everything, bitch. I'm be telling

556
00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:30,760
Speaker 1: him to just come like you're ready. I'll be in pain,

557
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:32,159
Speaker 1: but I just let him do whatever you want to

558
00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:34,800
Speaker 1: do to me. I wasn't in pain until he hit

559
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:36,920
Speaker 1: one little It was that spinker bit. He got a

560
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:40,760
Speaker 1: little too far and I was like all right, um,

561
00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:43,440
Speaker 1: but I mean, dude, I really enjoyed it. And so

562
00:27:43,640 --> 00:27:46,600
Speaker 1: he wanted me to tell him over and over where

563
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:51,159
Speaker 1: his dick it's in my ass. I think it's I know, literally,

564
00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:54,720
Speaker 1: I think it's a mental thing because I've let me

565
00:27:54,760 --> 00:27:58,280
Speaker 1: not say I've got guys, but the times that I've

566
00:27:58,359 --> 00:28:01,679
Speaker 1: had an say that's a great that's a great times

567
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,440
Speaker 1: that I have hit anal sex. The guys are like, well,

568
00:28:04,520 --> 00:28:06,359
Speaker 1: hold am I in, Like let me know where I'm at.

569
00:28:06,400 --> 00:28:10,399
Speaker 1: You're in my ass and that should be hurt. But

570
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:12,200
Speaker 1: I'd be like, nigked, you know where you act? Like

571
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:15,240
Speaker 1: are you does it feel good? All right? That's my dude?

572
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:17,280
Speaker 1: Or just come already like you just find the dirty

573
00:28:17,280 --> 00:28:21,440
Speaker 1: stung like he likes. He says, like he told me today, like, yo,

574
00:28:21,520 --> 00:28:23,040
Speaker 1: you come out here in a month like were sucking

575
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:26,000
Speaker 1: an ass, bro? And I was like, she brought that ticket.

576
00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:27,680
Speaker 1: The guy down Italy. You know if you get on

577
00:28:27,760 --> 00:28:31,840
Speaker 1: a passport stamp flight but you get the said to me,

578
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,560
Speaker 1: you did a little bit last time, but you know

579
00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:37,960
Speaker 1: you were a champ for me. But it's going down.

580
00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:42,240
Speaker 1: This is but sex territory anyway. Yeah, the anal sex

581
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:44,720
Speaker 1: is great. I loved it. I came from it and

582
00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:46,640
Speaker 1: I asked for it every single time. It wasn't even

583
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:47,960
Speaker 1: like he was like are you ready? So can I

584
00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:51,680
Speaker 1: ask you for our listeners who may have not had

585
00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:53,959
Speaker 1: anal sex but are thinking of venturing into it, did

586
00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:57,280
Speaker 1: you do any preps? Like did you like I was

587
00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:00,600
Speaker 1: sucking my own ass like a different type of eyeladers

588
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 1: and butt plugs before I got to Italy, like I

589
00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:06,400
Speaker 1: was getting ready for that. Did you but did you listen?

590
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,920
Speaker 1: Did you eat that day? Did you do any type?

591
00:29:09,600 --> 00:29:11,080
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, it was so funny when we

592
00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:15,040
Speaker 1: were done fucking, he said. And it was so clean, babe.

593
00:29:19,240 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 1: Not if you remember that ship, but I did because

594
00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,600
Speaker 1: I took it like a fucking compliment. So let me

595
00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:25,800
Speaker 1: tell you what I did. I did eat that day,

596
00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:27,880
Speaker 1: but like, I didn't eat anything that I knew would

597
00:29:27,880 --> 00:29:34,040
Speaker 1: like my fingers in my ass and made sure like

598
00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:37,400
Speaker 1: super clean, like even when I got off the dick,

599
00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:39,440
Speaker 1: like I was like staring at it like anything. Yeah,

600
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:43,000
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna say it. Um, I made a joke

601
00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:45,360
Speaker 1: on a few episodes ago. If you ever didn't ask

602
00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:49,080
Speaker 1: the mouth wait after he took it out your ass,

603
00:29:49,360 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 1: you put it in your mouth? Oh you're filthy. Wait.

604
00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:57,840
Speaker 1: I never even did that ship. Oh my god, No, No,

605
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 1: this is staying on the show. Bit you sat here

606
00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:04,120
Speaker 1: and told everyone I just got He was like, no,

607
00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:07,000
Speaker 1: we're keeping this ship on the motherfucking show and my

608
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 1: own goddamn defence. Okay, it was part of the role play.

609
00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:11,560
Speaker 1: He was like, Yeah, you're a fucking little slut and

610
00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:15,440
Speaker 1: he took it out. My ask like that is disgusted. Okay,

611
00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:23,800
Speaker 1: isn't nasty? So I get bit let me back up.

612
00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:25,560
Speaker 1: It was the last night we just have to see

613
00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:29,640
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying? That was right? But did

614
00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:32,880
Speaker 1: as dick taste better than condom dick? Dude, I was

615
00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:36,400
Speaker 1: super clean. Don't check you out. It tasted like lemon barbona.

616
00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:42,640
Speaker 1: Get out of here, get the the final scene. Let me.

617
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:44,360
Speaker 1: I'm gonna turn the sound down because you could hear,

618
00:30:44,480 --> 00:30:47,120
Speaker 1: Oh my god, trying to guess you know what I'm saying.

619
00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:50,640
Speaker 1: But so I was telling him like something I really

620
00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 1: wanted to do was somewhere in the street. I don't

621
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:54,800
Speaker 1: know why, but like, well, can we get before you

622
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:57,040
Speaker 1: go into I'm gonna go into and then we'll get

623
00:30:57,040 --> 00:31:01,480
Speaker 1: into the King. So if this was hold bro, we're

624
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:05,440
Speaker 1: out after jazz club fucked up, it's we're just going

625
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:07,760
Speaker 1: in these different little canals and streets or whatever. So

626
00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:11,280
Speaker 1: I was like starting to touch him and she was

627
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:14,520
Speaker 1: like get on your knees and I was like, okay,

628
00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,840
Speaker 1: so here I am sucking his dick in the Grand

629
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,320
Speaker 1: Canal in Venice. You know, just fancy and skanky at

630
00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:22,800
Speaker 1: the same time. And all of a sudden, I see

631
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 1: some lights going by, and so just to give you,

632
00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:28,600
Speaker 1: I'm in an alley away from the street. But that

633
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:31,040
Speaker 1: doesn't mean that there's not water on the other side. Okay,

634
00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:33,040
Speaker 1: So I'm by the water, all right. If y'all see

635
00:31:33,120 --> 00:31:35,360
Speaker 1: the pictures of Venus Hole, she was like by the water,

636
00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:40,920
Speaker 1: we're right on the cusp. Like if he pushed back

637
00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:42,520
Speaker 1: when end, she'd fall in the water. So I'm sucking

638
00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:43,840
Speaker 1: his dick with the edge because we don't want to

639
00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:46,040
Speaker 1: be by the street where people was at. Of course,

640
00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:49,960
Speaker 1: there is a huge water taxi that I'm gonna say

641
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 1: it was holding maybe fifty people. Bitch, I was so embarrassed.

642
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:58,479
Speaker 1: He hasn't on video. I haven't seen yet. But if

643
00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:00,680
Speaker 1: you stuck in his dick off fifty people pass you,

644
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:04,960
Speaker 1: I think the dick was in my mouth like that.

645
00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:08,600
Speaker 1: It was really bad. Let me show you. It was

646
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:11,200
Speaker 1: like I am over it, you are over it. But like,

647
00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:14,120
Speaker 1: b it's just like I think I would like someone watching.

648
00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:17,840
Speaker 1: But the possibility of fifty people saying dick in my

649
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:24,000
Speaker 1: mouth and then like, yeah, you can hear me say

650
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:26,360
Speaker 1: some shing like, Oh my god, is that people? Wait

651
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:30,360
Speaker 1: real quick? Can is he uncircumcised? Yeah? Is that an

652
00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:33,800
Speaker 1: uncircumcised dick? You don't fucking circumcised dick. I have not

653
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:38,120
Speaker 1: had an uncircumcised dick, and so long, what seriously gets

654
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:41,880
Speaker 1: your life? Bro? I swear the reason it's so much

655
00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 1: hotter is like, so when you use two hands and

656
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:48,440
Speaker 1: the skin goes. I get that, I get that sensitive. Yeah,

657
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:55,320
Speaker 1: but I'm just used to sucking uncircumcised, like circumcised dicks.

658
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:59,040
Speaker 1: So when they're uncircumcised and that extra skin, bro, it

659
00:32:59,200 --> 00:33:02,520
Speaker 1: like throws off my rhythm of women are like because

660
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:04,440
Speaker 1: I remember sex in the City when I was a kid, right,

661
00:33:04,480 --> 00:33:07,320
Speaker 1: and they were freaking out when Charlotte said she saw

662
00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:09,880
Speaker 1: an uncircumcised dick, and the dude was so uncomfortable because

663
00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:12,080
Speaker 1: her reaction, and he went and got circumcised. You know

664
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:17,160
Speaker 1: what's crazy. I've had like two that I can even

665
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:23,600
Speaker 1: recall right now, you bitch hasn't been that many, but no,

666
00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:27,200
Speaker 1: like and that I really liked. But they were only

667
00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:29,680
Speaker 1: if this makes sense, they were only uncircumcised when they

668
00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:33,560
Speaker 1: were soft, because no, their dick's got so big there

669
00:33:33,600 --> 00:33:36,440
Speaker 1: was no skin. Yea, that he wasn't. I've had skin

670
00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:39,160
Speaker 1: to where it's just like, oh my god, every time

671
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:41,640
Speaker 1: I sucked, the skin covers the head and I'm fucking

672
00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:43,560
Speaker 1: gross out and I'm just like, okay, I've never seen that,

673
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 1: no seriously, and so it just hasn't gone any further

674
00:33:46,360 --> 00:33:49,480
Speaker 1: than that. But no, like the lay, I believe it's

675
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:53,840
Speaker 1: like maybe out of its little You're so it might

676
00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:55,240
Speaker 1: be a white boy thing because a lot of black

677
00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:57,560
Speaker 1: guys are circumcised. Okay, let's scale it back. It's not

678
00:33:57,640 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 1: a white white thing night. Like I read something like

679
00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,560
Speaker 1: a percent of the country US like a circumcised in

680
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:05,080
Speaker 1: the rest of the world is is uncircumcised. It's an

681
00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:07,440
Speaker 1: American culture to be like, so you did that makes sense.

682
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:11,719
Speaker 1: You funk with foreigners, makes perfect suck sunse foreigners, foreigners,

683
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,480
Speaker 1: That's true. I have an American dude, and you fuck foreigners,

684
00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:16,560
Speaker 1: so that makes perfect sense. While you're out here fucking

685
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:21,759
Speaker 1: uncircumcised turtleneck dicks. It makes fucking purple perfect sense. I'm

686
00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:24,719
Speaker 1: let me tell you something I can't do American white boys,

687
00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:26,719
Speaker 1: and then they're gonna start with the questions like it's

688
00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:29,160
Speaker 1: not really racist if you say the N word because

689
00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:33,640
Speaker 1: I'm not fucking turtle night dicks. Well, it's fine what

690
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:37,480
Speaker 1: I mean from Australians to Europeans too. Now I'm taking

691
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:40,239
Speaker 1: it too far. Yeah, you're taking away so questions. So

692
00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:43,719
Speaker 1: you had fifty people watching you. So this actually so

693
00:34:44,280 --> 00:34:47,120
Speaker 1: for any of you guys listening who may feel turned

694
00:34:47,160 --> 00:34:49,480
Speaker 1: on by this, this is actually a thing. Um, this

695
00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:52,560
Speaker 1: leads us to our kink of the week. So if

696
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:55,640
Speaker 1: you guys know, we ned kinks of the Week every episode.

697
00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:58,439
Speaker 1: This is where we fucking inform you motherfucker's awesome ship.

698
00:34:58,520 --> 00:35:02,000
Speaker 1: You may have not known. So what is it called

699
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:06,080
Speaker 1: when you enjoy an audience? I guess so to speak, Um,

700
00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:08,080
Speaker 1: I don't even know if I enjoy the audience. It

701
00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:11,040
Speaker 1: was strange, like, so it's called voyeurism. It's the practice

702
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:16,000
Speaker 1: of gaining sexual pleasure from watching others, um, and so

703
00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:19,439
Speaker 1: not being watched. We'll have to do that another episode. Voyeurism. Yeah,

704
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:22,880
Speaker 1: And so for me, it's strange because I usually like

705
00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:25,640
Speaker 1: to watch people like I I could never have sex,

706
00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:27,279
Speaker 1: and like a sex club or something, have people watch

707
00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:28,799
Speaker 1: me like I couldn't, or even like in a room

708
00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:31,759
Speaker 1: I wouldn't want people to watch me. But something about

709
00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:35,400
Speaker 1: like that outdoor sex, like getting caught, I think is

710
00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:37,400
Speaker 1: what I got turned on at. But with the fifty

711
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,479
Speaker 1: people end up being a total goddamn show. No, that's

712
00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:42,239
Speaker 1: a little bit much. I feel like I should have

713
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:49,200
Speaker 1: gotten paid way more than that. I was so fucking shot, bro.

714
00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:50,560
Speaker 1: I had this hat on, you know, that little die

715
00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:52,920
Speaker 1: cat I wear all the time, and I like literally

716
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,200
Speaker 1: took it toward my face. I was so scared going

717
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:59,480
Speaker 1: to burn that. Guys, I'm going to burn this motherfucking

718
00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:04,000
Speaker 1: network anywhere else and I'm going to Um. So I'm

719
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:07,800
Speaker 1: I'm actually super into that. Um it's so odd. I

720
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:10,400
Speaker 1: don't know if any of my female followers do it

721
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 1: like I do, but I'm clearly single. So I talked

722
00:36:13,120 --> 00:36:16,200
Speaker 1: to other men. Whether they're single or not single doesn't

723
00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:20,680
Speaker 1: matter to me. But what I don't care, and it's

724
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:22,279
Speaker 1: I talked to whoever I want. They don't need to

725
00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:25,040
Speaker 1: be really talked to whoever the funk I want, And

726
00:36:25,160 --> 00:36:27,919
Speaker 1: that's just what the funk I do, and I don't

727
00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:31,200
Speaker 1: get a fuck and so it's something that I do often.

728
00:36:31,360 --> 00:36:34,320
Speaker 1: All all like asked them to send me videos of

729
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:38,080
Speaker 1: them fucking other girls or having their dick suck by

730
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:40,799
Speaker 1: other girls, and that ship is just sexyful. Why am

731
00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:42,840
Speaker 1: I fucking wrong when I asked loverboy to do it

732
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:45,839
Speaker 1: because you have feelings for him these things. I'm just sucking, bro,

733
00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:49,759
Speaker 1: I'm just sucking. No, Bro, No, Bro, it's not the

734
00:36:49,840 --> 00:36:54,680
Speaker 1: fucking sing It's not if he's the one who's saying, oh, bab,

735
00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:56,160
Speaker 1: you got me so horny and I gotta go fun

736
00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:59,840
Speaker 1: this out. But no, it's different the niggas whore. I'm

737
00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:02,160
Speaker 1: just fucking because I enjoyed their fucking dick. I'm not

738
00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:05,719
Speaker 1: emotionally attached. Could I sit here and tell Lawyer Bay

739
00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:08,640
Speaker 1: to send me a video of him another girl? Absolutely

740
00:37:08,680 --> 00:37:12,360
Speaker 1: not funck No, and I Lawyer Bay is Bay. I

741
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,399
Speaker 1: get it. It's so I get jealous, don't get me wrong,

742
00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:16,400
Speaker 1: but it's like a different kind of jealousy. Know. So

743
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:18,160
Speaker 1: if it's a nigga that I'm just having a phone with,

744
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:20,399
Speaker 1: I'll tell him. Like the nigga who I just felt

745
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:22,359
Speaker 1: when I got back from Africa, I told him straight up,

746
00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:25,520
Speaker 1: I said, whatever holds you fucking put them holes on

747
00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:27,880
Speaker 1: hold because I need you ready, Like I don't need

748
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:29,680
Speaker 1: you to just a bit a couple of days before

749
00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:32,000
Speaker 1: you come suck me. So I told him you, I said,

750
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:36,040
Speaker 1: put your holes on hold. Tell them you got something

751
00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:39,040
Speaker 1: else going on. And that's it. So that's what that is,

752
00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:43,040
Speaker 1: goddamn it. So what we're about to do NA is

753
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:46,520
Speaker 1: getting too the horrible decision and this week it is

754
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:51,239
Speaker 1: women chating't um. So I made a post recently and

755
00:37:51,640 --> 00:37:54,080
Speaker 1: I need to yeah, and I see my rant girl.

756
00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:58,719
Speaker 1: I asked the question as to why women cheat, um,

757
00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:01,440
Speaker 1: and we got a ton of respe most of them, um,

758
00:38:01,560 --> 00:38:05,160
Speaker 1: we're just lacking affection. Um that they felt like they

759
00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:08,440
Speaker 1: weren't getting enough attention. There was actually laid it down

760
00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:10,320
Speaker 1: into the two reasons I wrote down, and there was

761
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:13,759
Speaker 1: actually another one UM that dealt with finances ironically, which

762
00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:16,919
Speaker 1: we'll get into. Just read the screen. The screen say

763
00:38:18,080 --> 00:38:23,600
Speaker 1: money and emotions. It's literally because I'm gonna tell you

764
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:26,759
Speaker 1: what it is real quick sixty seconds. Women cheat for

765
00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:29,800
Speaker 1: emotions because they take more time to think about it.

766
00:38:29,920 --> 00:38:31,600
Speaker 1: Men when they cheat, they can make that decision in

767
00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:33,399
Speaker 1: twenty seconds. You could be in a bathroom, a cute

768
00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:35,680
Speaker 1: girl walks in. You're gonna am I A man didn't

769
00:38:35,760 --> 00:38:40,439
Speaker 1: feel bad women when I've cheated. Oh, bitch, I thought

770
00:38:40,440 --> 00:38:43,000
Speaker 1: about it for weeks. Bitch, I was plotting on them,

771
00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:46,200
Speaker 1: motherfucking dick because I felt so unloved. And you know what,

772
00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:49,040
Speaker 1: you see the signs men see it coming. You stopped

773
00:38:49,080 --> 00:38:51,239
Speaker 1: doing ship, you stopped taking it on dates, stop sending

774
00:38:51,239 --> 00:38:54,759
Speaker 1: them going in text, and then we want some other dick. Eventually,

775
00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:56,920
Speaker 1: you don't give me attention. Bro, I'm telling you, at

776
00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:59,640
Speaker 1: least labor boy beyond it, you know. And it's so crazy.

777
00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:02,760
Speaker 1: So that was more emotional as far as the attachment.

778
00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:05,440
Speaker 1: I actually have. Um, a friend of mine, we just

779
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,560
Speaker 1: had to have this conversation. She'd be with this guy

780
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:10,400
Speaker 1: a little over two years. She's now in grad school

781
00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:15,560
Speaker 1: and um, she has a sugar daddy. So we literally

782
00:39:15,640 --> 00:39:22,000
Speaker 1: talked about this because I'm like, listen, listen bit on

783
00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:25,360
Speaker 1: the college so in her eyes, listen, listen to this

784
00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:27,280
Speaker 1: in her mind. And we literally had a like probably

785
00:39:27,280 --> 00:39:28,919
Speaker 1: an hour and have conversation about this on the phone

786
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,080
Speaker 1: because I'm just like, bro, you're cheating on your naked

787
00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:35,280
Speaker 1: She was like, but I'm not because it's for money,

788
00:39:35,480 --> 00:39:40,160
Speaker 1: and I was just like, you are having in a business. Yeah,

789
00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:42,959
Speaker 1: And I'm like bro, you're literally having sex with someone

790
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:46,440
Speaker 1: else for money. I know this is your friend, and

791
00:39:46,520 --> 00:39:48,640
Speaker 1: I hate to say this, but when I did my rant,

792
00:39:48,680 --> 00:39:51,480
Speaker 1: this is what I said. I believe that good women

793
00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:54,360
Speaker 1: cheat because of emotions, because that's the only thing. It's not.

794
00:39:54,480 --> 00:39:56,920
Speaker 1: We see fine dudes every day. We can't offered dick

795
00:39:57,000 --> 00:40:00,160
Speaker 1: every day. Yeah, but but we still go for the rule.

796
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:03,480
Speaker 1: But I'm gonna tell only ain't ship. Bitches is cheating

797
00:40:03,520 --> 00:40:06,799
Speaker 1: for money. I really believe that ship. I'm gonna tell

798
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:12,759
Speaker 1: you why, because you're cheating to gain money. Leave that

799
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:15,520
Speaker 1: bumbass nigger. That's what I told her. You ain't shit.

800
00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:17,360
Speaker 1: If you out here fucking want a dude who's a

801
00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:22,160
Speaker 1: fucking bum and can't help you out you cheating for money.

802
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:24,040
Speaker 1: You ain't ship because you're sitting here and like, oh

803
00:40:24,120 --> 00:40:25,680
Speaker 1: this dude gives me this, but not not be by

804
00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:29,200
Speaker 1: your self. And that's why I'm single, because I refused

805
00:40:29,239 --> 00:40:32,680
Speaker 1: to be due. They can't do anything else for me. No,

806
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna don't make this all my life for money.

807
00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:39,040
Speaker 1: You ain't ship, and I'm sorry, but neither is your friends. Well,

808
00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:41,719
Speaker 1: she could be smart, maybe she's book smart, but she

809
00:40:41,880 --> 00:40:43,560
Speaker 1: does because she's still with that dude who can't help

810
00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:48,480
Speaker 1: getting because now I need to know she's getting a

811
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:51,279
Speaker 1: nice amount. I ain't even gonna hold you. She get

812
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:53,439
Speaker 1: in a good amount, and what's her due. Let's let's

813
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:55,480
Speaker 1: not make it. Yeah, let's not make it too personal. Well,

814
00:40:55,600 --> 00:40:57,920
Speaker 1: speaking of this, you just said what you had to

815
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:01,439
Speaker 1: say about her. So I have one of ours together

816
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:04,280
Speaker 1: and nobody for money, she'll leave your ass. I already

817
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,319
Speaker 1: know that's right, but you gotta post because you might

818
00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:08,520
Speaker 1: have some of this goddamn advice for one of our listeners.

819
00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:12,319
Speaker 1: So um, when I posted this on Instagram, I told

820
00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:14,480
Speaker 1: our listeners to please send it any stories if they

821
00:41:14,560 --> 00:41:16,960
Speaker 1: have any stories about being cheated on. And um, so

822
00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:21,000
Speaker 1: this is the email that we received. Again, guys, if

823
00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:24,080
Speaker 1: you guys want to listen to your story or have

824
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:26,279
Speaker 1: us give you advice on our show, you're more than

825
00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:29,160
Speaker 1: welcome to email us at Horrible Decisions at gmail dot

826
00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:31,960
Speaker 1: com and we will read your stories on the air.

827
00:41:32,320 --> 00:41:34,759
Speaker 1: So you gotta listen to this be because which I

828
00:41:34,760 --> 00:41:39,080
Speaker 1: ain't even gonna hold you. I want her to keep listening,

829
00:41:39,120 --> 00:41:43,640
Speaker 1: but we're gonna be honest. Okay, I'm so hi, ladies,

830
00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:47,000
Speaker 1: I absolutely fucking love your show. I'm a woman in

831
00:41:47,120 --> 00:41:51,160
Speaker 1: my early thirties currently cheating on my significant other. So

832
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:53,880
Speaker 1: here's the backstory. I'll try to keep it short. I

833
00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:56,320
Speaker 1: have been with my children's father since I was twenty

834
00:41:56,400 --> 00:42:00,160
Speaker 1: years old. He's seventeen years older than I am, and

835
00:42:02,160 --> 00:42:10,320
Speaker 1: um many at least. Okay, and we have been together

836
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:12,640
Speaker 1: for eleven and a half years now. He can't get

837
00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:15,840
Speaker 1: it up. Hold on. We have three children together, and

838
00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:18,720
Speaker 1: I have one child from a previous relationship. So okay.

839
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:22,480
Speaker 1: For the first seven years, everything was great until I

840
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:27,000
Speaker 1: found out he was married. Excuse me, the first one years,

841
00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:33,600
Speaker 1: seven and a half years, hold On, girl. After that,

842
00:42:33,880 --> 00:42:36,279
Speaker 1: the respect and the love went out the window. I

843
00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:38,480
Speaker 1: didn't look at him the same and everything that came

844
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:47,560
Speaker 1: out of his which I don't know, bitch, two hands,

845
00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:54,279
Speaker 1: bit right, sold on, hold On, so she couldn't believe

846
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:56,720
Speaker 1: anything out of his mouth. In two thousand and fourteen,

847
00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:59,680
Speaker 1: I left him for another another man. I know you

848
00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:01,880
Speaker 1: did it, hold On, but this this is the kicker.

849
00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:06,440
Speaker 1: I lost some slates on Okay. Apparently he still does

850
00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:09,200
Speaker 1: not know to this day. But after a year and

851
00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:12,680
Speaker 1: a half, I had some financial struggles and decided to

852
00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:17,040
Speaker 1: go back to him now girl, but she said, went back.

853
00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:20,120
Speaker 1: Then she went back for money. But now. The first

854
00:43:20,160 --> 00:43:22,600
Speaker 1: few months were okay, but then he started holding back

855
00:43:22,680 --> 00:43:25,520
Speaker 1: on sex and went from three times a week to

856
00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:29,919
Speaker 1: twice a month. Then for the last fifteen months now, which, bitch,

857
00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:31,719
Speaker 1: if you do the math, is a year and three months,

858
00:43:33,120 --> 00:43:36,279
Speaker 1: they've had no sex. WHOA. I have done everything from

859
00:43:36,360 --> 00:43:41,840
Speaker 1: dry humping him to walk, bitch. I have done everything

860
00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:43,959
Speaker 1: from dry humping him to walking in front of him naked,

861
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:46,080
Speaker 1: but to no avail. I asked him a few months

862
00:43:46,080 --> 00:43:48,120
Speaker 1: ago if he's catching blue balls since he hasn't been

863
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:51,320
Speaker 1: releasing anything, and his response to me was he was

864
00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:54,080
Speaker 1: waiting until our wedding. Now, mind you, I said, this

865
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:56,080
Speaker 1: is my significant other and we've been together for over

866
00:43:56,120 --> 00:43:58,600
Speaker 1: eleven years with three kids and still not married at

867
00:43:58,640 --> 00:44:00,680
Speaker 1: this point, I don't even want to get me. If

868
00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:02,560
Speaker 1: you can look at me for seven years knowing that

869
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:05,480
Speaker 1: you are married to someone else, I'm just completely turned off, clearly,

870
00:44:05,520 --> 00:44:07,719
Speaker 1: not because but you right back with them. I never

871
00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:11,200
Speaker 1: condoned cheating. I never condoned cheating, but now I understand

872
00:44:11,239 --> 00:44:13,520
Speaker 1: why most girls do it. It's not the best feeling

873
00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:15,600
Speaker 1: in the world to feel unwanted by your partner, but

874
00:44:15,719 --> 00:44:21,680
Speaker 1: she got emotions and financial woes she got. Everyone tells

875
00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:26,959
Speaker 1: me what the side comments broken the question? Everyone tells

876
00:44:27,040 --> 00:44:29,000
Speaker 1: me I should just leave and go find someone else.

877
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:31,040
Speaker 1: But it's hard financially at the moment, and it's even

878
00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:34,080
Speaker 1: harder when there's kids involved, at least in my situation.

879
00:44:34,520 --> 00:44:38,359
Speaker 1: Love lying, cheating hr who really doesn't feel that, who

880
00:44:38,360 --> 00:44:39,839
Speaker 1: really don't feel that bad about it? Who really don't

881
00:44:39,880 --> 00:44:41,440
Speaker 1: feel that badout? All right, I'm gonna tell you right now,

882
00:44:41,719 --> 00:44:44,400
Speaker 1: we just said that you don't usually don't condone cheating.

883
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:46,839
Speaker 1: Then let's just start with the facts. Sex is such

884
00:44:46,880 --> 00:44:50,719
Speaker 1: a huge part of a relationship, and I feel like

885
00:44:51,560 --> 00:44:53,600
Speaker 1: you're gonna get great sex with someone else, and then

886
00:44:53,680 --> 00:44:55,200
Speaker 1: what's going to happen to you? What happened with me

887
00:44:55,239 --> 00:44:57,480
Speaker 1: with love boy? Did dick me down and look at

888
00:44:57,480 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 1: me now? Then deleted the tender? So you emotional after

889
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:03,960
Speaker 1: you're getting sucked so good. Eventually it's gonna start turning

890
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:05,719
Speaker 1: into something else, and then it's going to ruin the

891
00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:08,480
Speaker 1: relationship at home. Don't even waste your time to get married.

892
00:45:08,560 --> 00:45:11,399
Speaker 1: I am it's so funny, real quick. I don't think

893
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:15,040
Speaker 1: it makes sense even and it's so funny that she

894
00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:17,759
Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys listened to the last

895
00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:21,240
Speaker 1: episode UM with Tahoe, but we talked about dating broke

896
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:26,399
Speaker 1: and to me to have so much focus on this man,

897
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:30,560
Speaker 1: this relationship, this person has been that she's doing right however,

898
00:45:31,640 --> 00:45:35,640
Speaker 1: absolutely because you're only with this man because financially you

899
00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:39,360
Speaker 1: can't survive on your own. The only reason I'm a

900
00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:41,920
Speaker 1: cut like because I know, I said, you know, bitch,

901
00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:44,040
Speaker 1: ain't shay to cheating for money or whatever. But she

902
00:45:44,200 --> 00:45:46,360
Speaker 1: got three kids, so I can understand that. It's like

903
00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:48,520
Speaker 1: you have way more of a burden. I'm only speaking

904
00:45:48,560 --> 00:45:50,640
Speaker 1: for women that take care of themselves with no children.

905
00:45:50,680 --> 00:45:52,160
Speaker 1: I think, right, I don't know what I would do.

906
00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:55,319
Speaker 1: I don't want to ever speak for somebody that's got

907
00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:57,080
Speaker 1: another person to take care And I don't plan b

908
00:45:57,160 --> 00:46:00,440
Speaker 1: with millionaires, so it ain't even better. Don't care how

909
00:46:00,520 --> 00:46:05,320
Speaker 1: much money kids love. Her voice says that to me, like,

910
00:46:05,400 --> 00:46:08,840
Speaker 1: what have you got pregnant? And I'm like, but you

911
00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:11,920
Speaker 1: know what, whatever, I would take care of pro choice,

912
00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 1: I need a ring. See, I can take care of

913
00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:20,239
Speaker 1: a baby, which is why you're telling me you could

914
00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:22,600
Speaker 1: take care of the babies. So I understand women that

915
00:46:25,600 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 1: I thought with you, I get it, do a thing. So, um,

916
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:32,360
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'll be honest unless you decided because

917
00:46:32,360 --> 00:46:33,960
Speaker 1: you have three kids, so now you have to think

918
00:46:34,080 --> 00:46:37,920
Speaker 1: beyond yourself. I'm curious married, so this is what I know.

919
00:46:38,000 --> 00:46:40,279
Speaker 1: They're about to get married's probably not. But what I'm

920
00:46:40,320 --> 00:46:43,040
Speaker 1: thinking is, you've got three kids. You obviously want to

921
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:45,920
Speaker 1: think of family first before your own pleasure, right, because

922
00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,279
Speaker 1: I mean that that weighs more right. If you made

923
00:46:48,280 --> 00:46:51,400
Speaker 1: an arrangement with him, then yeah, I would say to it.

924
00:46:51,520 --> 00:46:53,840
Speaker 1: But if you were lying and cheating, you can end

925
00:46:53,920 --> 00:46:55,960
Speaker 1: up hurting your kids in the end anyway. Absolutely, Like

926
00:46:56,600 --> 00:46:58,200
Speaker 1: I just I don't know. I don't see the point.

927
00:46:58,239 --> 00:47:01,120
Speaker 1: I just think I don't sign because as well. But

928
00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:03,800
Speaker 1: what my other friend did the same thing. She was

929
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:07,560
Speaker 1: dating somebody, And I'm not gonna be too in detailed

930
00:47:07,600 --> 00:47:09,799
Speaker 1: with this friend, but she was dating someone as well,

931
00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:12,560
Speaker 1: and when she wasn't with him, she also had a

932
00:47:12,560 --> 00:47:15,120
Speaker 1: sugar daddy on the side, and so it's crazy to me,

933
00:47:15,280 --> 00:47:18,359
Speaker 1: and it's something that I tell guys as well. I'm

934
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,319
Speaker 1: not gonna lie btch. I got a nigga, pay my rent,

935
00:47:20,719 --> 00:47:24,480
Speaker 1: so I don't even gonna hold you bit. But I'm

936
00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:27,400
Speaker 1: and I genuinely and I tell the nigga as soon

937
00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:29,960
Speaker 1: as I get a boyfriend, we can't continue with what

938
00:47:30,080 --> 00:47:33,359
Speaker 1: we're doing. And to me, I don't see how women

939
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:36,040
Speaker 1: could sit here and get into a relationship and that

940
00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:40,279
Speaker 1: person is not everything that you want in somebody. And

941
00:47:40,400 --> 00:47:43,800
Speaker 1: to me, if you can't financially take care of yourself

942
00:47:44,080 --> 00:47:45,880
Speaker 1: and you need a man to take care of you,

943
00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:49,480
Speaker 1: there's no reason why you shouldn't be with the man

944
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:53,120
Speaker 1: that can't take care of you either. It just doesn't

945
00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:55,239
Speaker 1: think you know what I mean. And the only reason

946
00:47:55,320 --> 00:47:57,719
Speaker 1: I'm giving her a little vase three. I just can't

947
00:47:57,760 --> 00:48:01,480
Speaker 1: imagine having three kids, which I can't imagine having a lizard,

948
00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:05,160
Speaker 1: my lizard. I had a lizard named Durant when I

949
00:48:05,239 --> 00:48:08,120
Speaker 1: lived in Miami and I traveled so much. I came

950
00:48:08,160 --> 00:48:12,080
Speaker 1: back and he he died. Oh my god, Durant died

951
00:48:12,120 --> 00:48:13,319
Speaker 1: and I had to put him in a steve at

952
00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:17,279
Speaker 1: a shoebox, and I bitch, I bury him down at

953
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:21,319
Speaker 1: the bottom of my condo like by Durant. And if

954
00:48:21,360 --> 00:48:23,920
Speaker 1: you guys, for any of you guys who know again, um,

955
00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:26,279
Speaker 1: I had a sports blog and so actually, growing up,

956
00:48:26,320 --> 00:48:28,200
Speaker 1: I was so into sports that all of our pets

957
00:48:28,239 --> 00:48:31,280
Speaker 1: were named after animals. So I had like three rabbits

958
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:35,719
Speaker 1: named t mac Armstrong, and iverson our dog. Um you

959
00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:41,080
Speaker 1: a girl wasn't old enough that dude Mitchall was on age.

960
00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:46,840
Speaker 1: Uh but yeah, and like I named our dog Nugget

961
00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:50,360
Speaker 1: because I was obsessed with Carmela Anthony. I was obsessed

962
00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:54,920
Speaker 1: with Karmelo Anthony for the longest time and my heart

963
00:48:55,040 --> 00:48:58,439
Speaker 1: was crushed when he married La La. But um yeah,

964
00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:01,560
Speaker 1: like I was obsessed with him. But yeah, so girl,

965
00:49:01,600 --> 00:49:04,000
Speaker 1: if I can't even keep a lizard alive, goddamn no,

966
00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:05,800
Speaker 1: I ain't shooting out a baby out my pussy. I

967
00:49:05,880 --> 00:49:09,120
Speaker 1: gotta keep that bitch alive too. Got the three kids

968
00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:10,920
Speaker 1: is a lot, so I don't know, I mean, but

969
00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:12,879
Speaker 1: to me, I think people need to focus. I feel

970
00:49:12,920 --> 00:49:17,839
Speaker 1: like giving advice on this one, honestly, because I don't

971
00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:20,320
Speaker 1: know her financial situation and I'm not gonna say for

972
00:49:20,440 --> 00:49:22,400
Speaker 1: your pride taking three kids down because I don't know

973
00:49:22,480 --> 00:49:24,960
Speaker 1: what I would do. Bit, but we don't have kids.

974
00:49:25,080 --> 00:49:27,799
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm assuming with three children and a man

975
00:49:27,920 --> 00:49:31,319
Speaker 1: who's got decent you know, who's affluent that you would

976
00:49:31,360 --> 00:49:33,759
Speaker 1: have child supports. I don't understand how you wouldn't be

977
00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:35,160
Speaker 1: able to take care of yourself and three kids. If

978
00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:37,400
Speaker 1: you give a job with y'all, you'd be surprised, like

979
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:39,600
Speaker 1: depending on what his money is and if his money

980
00:49:39,640 --> 00:49:41,800
Speaker 1: And I know that's just from growing up, I understand

981
00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:43,960
Speaker 1: that she can get a little section. I grew up

982
00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:45,960
Speaker 1: on child support. I grew up with food stamps like

983
00:49:46,080 --> 00:49:51,040
Speaker 1: that was my upbringing and ship. But my mama had

984
00:49:51,080 --> 00:49:53,520
Speaker 1: to take my dad at the court because he wasn't

985
00:49:53,520 --> 00:49:55,759
Speaker 1: paying enough and because only two out of three of

986
00:49:55,880 --> 00:49:58,319
Speaker 1: us were his, he was only paying for two of us.

987
00:49:58,719 --> 00:50:01,240
Speaker 1: And if I'm not mistaken, my mom may have gotten

988
00:50:01,840 --> 00:50:04,919
Speaker 1: four two hundred a piece for us and she ended

989
00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:06,799
Speaker 1: up as we got older, having to go to court

990
00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:11,520
Speaker 1: to take him back for more that he has it.

991
00:50:11,760 --> 00:50:15,520
Speaker 1: But but I mean, um, like I said, I'm not

992
00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:17,520
Speaker 1: into the lying. I don't believe in lying, and I

993
00:50:17,680 --> 00:50:19,879
Speaker 1: do believe what comes to dark comes to the light,

994
00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:21,719
Speaker 1: was done in the dark comes to light. Um, I

995
00:50:21,760 --> 00:50:25,000
Speaker 1: wouldn't cheat, but I would suggest maybe having an arrangement,

996
00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:28,200
Speaker 1: putting it on the table. Honestly, at that age, I'm

997
00:50:28,200 --> 00:50:30,759
Speaker 1: not trying to be shitty, but did ask. He might

998
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:33,120
Speaker 1: not give a funk like whatever you gotta like. He

999
00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:35,560
Speaker 1: might not care. He obviously doesn't have a sexual crazing,

1000
00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:37,719
Speaker 1: not teeking arrangement. She has the money, she wants sex

1001
00:50:37,880 --> 00:50:40,000
Speaker 1: to me. I'm not even gonna hold you the fact

1002
00:50:40,080 --> 00:50:43,400
Speaker 1: that he's saying that. I'm sure he's getting pussy elsewhere.

1003
00:50:43,480 --> 00:50:47,720
Speaker 1: I was thinking that too, definitely convinced he's cheating. It's

1004
00:50:47,760 --> 00:50:49,399
Speaker 1: even no no, no, no, no, no no. I don't

1005
00:50:49,440 --> 00:50:51,960
Speaker 1: want to say that because I mean, if he's when

1006
00:50:52,040 --> 00:50:55,279
Speaker 1: Nigga is cheat, Nils still fu Okay, not of who

1007
00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:59,719
Speaker 1: he out with, that's a long time to listen. I

1008
00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:01,880
Speaker 1: had of ex that I lived with. We all know

1009
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:04,120
Speaker 1: he was trashed and cheated on me all the time,

1010
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:06,719
Speaker 1: but he still came home one pussy. Okay, Well, I'm

1011
00:51:06,760 --> 00:51:08,799
Speaker 1: just gonna assume he had an outbreak that still hasn't

1012
00:51:08,800 --> 00:51:10,920
Speaker 1: gone away. That's the only reason things ain't sucking, bitch,

1013
00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:17,640
Speaker 1: I don't give a fuck. Fair right Oh oh okay,

1014
00:51:17,719 --> 00:51:21,479
Speaker 1: now we're speculating, Okay, Russ, I just really think maybe

1015
00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:23,759
Speaker 1: he's not that intern she just gets. I think it's

1016
00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:26,040
Speaker 1: something that where they really need to have that discussion

1017
00:51:26,080 --> 00:51:28,960
Speaker 1: the same way connections, Yeah, the same way. The last

1018
00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:31,680
Speaker 1: listener was like, my boyfriend won't give me. I really

1019
00:51:31,719 --> 00:51:33,960
Speaker 1: believe in marrying for the benefits too, Like if there's

1020
00:51:33,960 --> 00:51:36,320
Speaker 1: a partnership and you're you know, with someone marrying, I

1021
00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:38,800
Speaker 1: believe having a relationship for all. But no, no, no, no,

1022
00:51:38,880 --> 00:51:41,839
Speaker 1: no no, she got three kids. Stopped, she got three kids.

1023
00:51:41,880 --> 00:51:43,760
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna say I believe in marrying for the benefits.

1024
00:51:43,800 --> 00:51:45,920
Speaker 1: And they all his married for the benefits. No one,

1025
00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:48,560
Speaker 1: it is not his. Oh well whatever, it's been long enough,

1026
00:51:48,600 --> 00:51:53,279
Speaker 1: eleven years, demother. So like I said, I think that

1027
00:51:53,280 --> 00:51:56,120
Speaker 1: you should about you've been working with love a boy

1028
00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:58,200
Speaker 1: forgot damn two and a half months, and he damn

1029
00:51:58,239 --> 00:52:01,200
Speaker 1: you the boyfriend and everybody body else's head. And she'd

1030
00:52:01,239 --> 00:52:03,480
Speaker 1: been with for eleven years. That's the husband. And you

1031
00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:06,839
Speaker 1: don't suck a wedding, that's the husband. Already four months, man,

1032
00:52:07,120 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 1: No bro, the show hasn't even been on for four

1033
00:52:09,280 --> 00:52:13,160
Speaker 1: My boyfriend, I'm walk about that time, y'all see what

1034
00:52:13,200 --> 00:52:14,759
Speaker 1: I'm talking. We ain't even had the show on for

1035
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:18,439
Speaker 1: four months. And she said she's been for four months. No, bitch,

1036
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:22,440
Speaker 1: four months bitch. No March. No, bro, we started the

1037
00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:24,680
Speaker 1: show March twenty one. I looked at our stats, so

1038
00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:29,080
Speaker 1: that's damn near April. Bro. Chill up. Anyways, guys, she

1039
00:52:29,320 --> 00:52:31,680
Speaker 1: fucking hates me. Anyways, I'm putting a clock on my pussy.

1040
00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:37,600
Speaker 1: I don't even want to fuck you. Come down anyways, guys, um,

1041
00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:42,279
Speaker 1: I want to say that I'm actually excited that we

1042
00:52:42,440 --> 00:52:45,440
Speaker 1: just had an episode with just us to Also, if

1043
00:52:45,480 --> 00:52:48,919
Speaker 1: you guys want us to interview anybody, please please please

1044
00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:51,960
Speaker 1: them and you know, tag them, hit us up on

1045
00:52:52,120 --> 00:52:55,279
Speaker 1: our instagrams or our email. You can go ahead and

1046
00:52:55,360 --> 00:53:00,560
Speaker 1: follow us on our Instagram page at Horrible Underscored Decisions.

1047
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:05,280
Speaker 1: And you can always find my ass literally on Instagram

1048
00:53:05,440 --> 00:53:07,680
Speaker 1: at full core Pumps and where can they find your

1049
00:53:07,719 --> 00:53:13,040
Speaker 1: ass at Wheezy WTF on Instagram? And stop damning me

1050
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Speaker 1: your dicks. Oh you're getting them too. We don't want

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Speaker 1: to see unsolicited dicks that you're gonna say uncircumcised, doesn't

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Speaker 1: say hold it, I will solicited. Anyways, guys, I hope

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Speaker 1: that you enjoy being caught up with our travels, our

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Speaker 1: lives and everything else, sugar and spice and everything nice.

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Speaker 1: And I would say something nice. Say something nice. You

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Speaker 1: go first, Um, don't talk about my ass, I will not. Okay, well,

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Speaker 1: something nice. I'm actually really glad that we no longer

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Speaker 1: have to have conversations about how you only been with

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Speaker 1: the head of a dick that you now have had

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Speaker 1: the shaft in your ass. I am proud of my mom, yes,

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Speaker 1: but not deep. But no I haven't. Well now you

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Speaker 1: have accidentally. It doesn't matter. I'm proud of you. At

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Speaker 1: this point. You've had a whole shaft in your ass,

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Speaker 1: So congrats. It wasn't a whole dick, it was half.

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Speaker 1: But just wait till part two. We fucking go. Okay,

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Speaker 1: now you're trying to say something nice. Um, I think

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Speaker 1: that it's great that the other night you just cuddled

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Speaker 1: with that guy because Mandy was out with this dude

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Speaker 1: that she was like really feeling and she was like,

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Speaker 1: you know what, I don't I don't know if I

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Speaker 1: want to suck him because I'm just not sure yet.

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Speaker 1: And I just want to give you a cute to

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Speaker 1: kudos because like, you think like a man, and I

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Speaker 1: really believe you were probably horny rubbing up all night

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Speaker 1: only because I had fun that night that I was

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Speaker 1: going to keep that between us. Oh my bad. I

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Speaker 1: have fun that morning, so all right. Well then I

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Speaker 1: can't give you credit anymore that you just couldn't. But

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Speaker 1: I did cuddle with him, I take good. Well that's

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Speaker 1: a nice thing anyway. I hate you anyways, guys, this

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Speaker 1: has been another episode of horrible decisions. See you guys

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Speaker 1: on the flip side.