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Speaker 1: four ever. Okay, so these are conversations with strangers that

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Speaker 2: All from Taylor. Taylor, whoa I actually got through.

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Speaker 1: I know, I'm surprised. I'm as surprised as you are.

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Speaker 3: Well, welcome back, mister Ghek. It's good to have you back.

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Speaker 1: Thank you Taylor, It's good to see you.

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Speaker 4: So.

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Speaker 3: I had a little bit of an issue about a

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Speaker 3: month ago hit my fiance and I. We went camping

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Speaker 3: with some friends and they brought some edibles and we

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Speaker 3: a high panic attack. But a part of me kind

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Speaker 3: of wants to try it again, to relive that moment.

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Speaker 1: What do you feel like was enjoyable to you about

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Speaker 1: having this panic attack? What were the aspects of it

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Speaker 1: that you found endearing, Like.

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Speaker 3: Just realizing, like that time, it's such a weird thing,

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Speaker 3: like how in our free time we have so much

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Speaker 3: of it, but really there's not enough of it. It

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Speaker 3: sounds kind of weird, but that's how I felt at

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Speaker 3: the time, So I wanted to relive that feeling. Am

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Speaker 3: I weird for that?

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Speaker 1: Why do you feel like you don't do you feel

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Speaker 1: like you don't have access to this feeling. Why do

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Speaker 1: you feel like you need you need to do edibles

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Speaker 1: to get back access to this feeling, this feeling, it's

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Speaker 1: inside of you. Yeah, you had dig.

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Speaker 3: Yeah that's true. But yeah, when I was on the edibles,

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Speaker 1: But you were you. You told me that you learned

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Speaker 1: something about not just time, not your perception of time

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Speaker 1: in that moment. But then you were talking about time

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Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly.

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Speaker 1: You said that, you said that you don't have enough time.

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Speaker 1: What don't you have enough time to do?

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Speaker 3: I mean, like life is so short. None of us

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Speaker 3: have enough time, and I think that's why I went

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Speaker 1: Enough time.

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Speaker 3: To live, to go and see all the things that

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Speaker 1: What do you what do you want to experience?

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Speaker 3: I want to travel?

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Speaker 1: Where do you want to go?

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Speaker 3: I'd really like to go to like Japan?

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Speaker 1: All right, so you'll be alive by the time that

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Speaker 1: you can go to Japan without you know, getting coronavirus.

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Speaker 1: So you'll get to do that, all right. What else

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Speaker 1: we can get? We can keep going, We can plan

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Speaker 1: out your whole life right here. I think you've got

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Speaker 1: time to do it though, Yeah, what what what do

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Speaker 3: That's like the crazy thing is you start thinking about

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Speaker 1: You know what, what have you already done?

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Speaker 3: I feel like not a lot.

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Speaker 1: Well, you had friends because you went camping.

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Speaker 6: With them, so that's yeah, that's true.

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Speaker 1: You had you got to experience camping. I mean, that's

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Speaker 3: I went to college?

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Speaker 1: Did did you enjoy it?

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Speaker 1: Okay, Well you got you got to hate something, that's true.

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Speaker 1: That's a feeling. That is, you got to experience rage

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Speaker 1: who is alive. What what give me? One more thing

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Speaker 3: Them, oh, automotive mechanics.

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Speaker 1: What do you do? You fix cars?

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Speaker 1: I thought that you go to like trade school for that.

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Speaker 3: technical degree is like like an associates of applied science.

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Speaker 1: If you all right, so you went, you got to

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Speaker 1: you got to be pissed off, you got to go camping,

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Speaker 1: You got to have friends. That's like three things.

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Speaker 1: What else do you want to do?

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Speaker 1: I want to have to think if you could do anything?

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Speaker 1: You want to have kids? Yeah, you got time to do.

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Speaker 3: That, that's true.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't think that you. I don't think that you.

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Speaker 2: Can.

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Speaker 1: Can this conversation be a substitute for you giving yourself

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Speaker 1: a panic attack intentionally to discover that you have time?

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Speaker 1: Can we sub this in for you intentionally drugging yourself

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Speaker 1: and causing your self physical harm? Can we just can

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Speaker 3: Yeah? I think that's a good idea.

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Speaker 1: All right, cool?

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Speaker 3: Thank you?

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Speaker 1: Ging to hear that. Absolutely What did you say?

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Speaker 6: Your name was Taylor?

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Speaker 1: Well, Taylor, I love you and you've inspired You've inspired me.

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Speaker 1: I can am I go camping now too?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we're going again this weekend. It's it's real nice.

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Speaker 1: You got something to look forward to now, huh. I

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Speaker 3: That's true, that's very true.

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Speaker 1: Alright, man, I love you when I and you know,

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Speaker 1: watch out for bears.

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Speaker 6: Hi will.

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Speaker 3: I love you too, man, Thank you.

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Speaker 1: Take care of Taylor all right bye? I think I

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Speaker 1: think we got time. Some people don't actually that don't

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Speaker 1: have time. Some people have a defined amount of time

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Speaker 1: But Taylor has plenty of time. You can have had time.

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Speaker 1: You know, you're already you're you're already have done a

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Speaker 1: And I'm and he's only told me like two things

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Speaker 1: other stuff that he's done that he didn't even talk about,

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Speaker 1: you know, there's like he's got to have done at

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Speaker 1: least seven other things with his life. Then just have friends,

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Speaker 1: go camping and send a fourth goddamn email to financially.

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Speaker 8: Angie dan Banjie Dangie Angie Angie.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, that's kind of a cool that's a cool name.

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Speaker 1: I've never met. I are you, I'm assuming are you

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Speaker 7: Oh? I'm a man. My name's my full name, Angela.

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Speaker 1: I never heard Angie is a man's name. Your full

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Speaker 7: Well, Angela, Angela, Angelou.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I'm calling because, uh, I was dropped on

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Speaker 1: So one of the chats said, not as a joke,

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Speaker 7: No, No, I meant like you know, people say like, oh,

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Speaker 7: we you dropped on it. Yeah, yeah, no, I was

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Speaker 1: Jesus Christ, I can't have met what do you what

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Speaker 1: did your like? What the fuck? How would your parents like?

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Speaker 7: Well, I mean, uh, they were worried.

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Speaker 10: Yeah, but.

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Speaker 7: This this memory thing. Have you ever watched I can't

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Speaker 7: remember what the movie is called, like one hundred First

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Speaker 7: I should say, based on my own experience, because there's

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Speaker 7: like a gradual thing. But the other day I was

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Speaker 7: about this new game among us and I was like

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Speaker 7: telling her how awesome it was, and I was like,

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Speaker 7: dead in the eye and she's like, Angie, we were

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Speaker 7: playing that two days ago. And I was like, no way,

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Speaker 7: because that's too soon for me to forget, Like my

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Speaker 7: and she like pulled out her phone and showed me

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Speaker 7: like looked at her. I'm like, is this shit? Things worse?

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Speaker 7: I got forget everything?

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Speaker 1: How often this happen?

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Speaker 7: Well, things things that quickly. Not often. It's like normally

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Speaker 7: it'll be, uh, someone will talk about something we did

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Speaker 7: Well, so I have a call each week, Well it's

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Speaker 7: Even with COVID. They just have their little little stickies

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Speaker 2: Right?

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Speaker 1: Do you feel like this kind of this might be

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Speaker 7: can you imagine that? But I guess you got that's

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Speaker 7: Like, have you ever broken a bone?

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Speaker 7: So yes and no. Right, So, like I was talking

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Speaker 1: Interesting, So you're so you you're not impervious to trauma.

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Speaker 1: You just kind of feel it without knowing, without having

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Speaker 7: Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Like so if you watch in the

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Speaker 7: I guess it's it's it's like a double edged sword, right,

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Speaker 7: I'm gonna forget this, Like I'm never going to think

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Speaker 1: Interesting.

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Speaker 7: Ooh, ooh ooh.

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Speaker 1: I feel like I thought. I feel like there's gotta

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Speaker 7: Guy take edibles?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the guy who wanted to take edibles because you

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Speaker 7: Well, I do like I have yesterday. I have the

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Speaker 7: don't know when. When was June? Only months ago?

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Speaker 7: Remember during my brother's birthday? Right?

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Speaker 1: Two months ago?

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Speaker 7: Okay? Yeah, that's pretty decent. So, like I guess, I mean,

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Speaker 7: throw something out there but I don't know. You've raised

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Speaker 7: some good questions. I guess. I guess it's like living

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Speaker 1: Yeah, do you find do you you have? You feel

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Speaker 7: In the moment more than like, well, it's not so

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Speaker 7: Well, it's like not the it's not the same way.

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Speaker 7: I don't know what the word means. Sometimes, like like

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Speaker 5: That makes sense.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, like reading someone else's journal.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, Like the words make sense and the things, like

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Speaker 7: The weirdest thing, though, is I live in a state where,

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Speaker 11: just be like the high. You know, I don't know

444
00:27:55,440 --> 00:28:00,560
Speaker 11: if I'm like chasing something that's real or I'm just

445
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:03,000
Speaker 11: making up stuff in my head.

446
00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:06,320
Speaker 1: You ever asked your doctor about that specifically?

447
00:28:08,119 --> 00:28:12,919
Speaker 7: Yeah? Well so yeah. Sarah basically said that weed is

448
00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:15,080
Speaker 7: like the opposite of what I should be doing because

449
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:19,880
Speaker 7: it has a memory of loss properties, and so she

450
00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:23,440
Speaker 7: kind of shrugs it off as like me just kind

451
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:26,199
Speaker 7: of imagining stuff. It's kind of hard to talk to

452
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:30,280
Speaker 7: her about alternative methods. I don't know. I feel like

453
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:32,000
Speaker 7: every time I bring it up to her, it's like, no,

454
00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:34,760
Speaker 7: this is the only way to do it, Like this

455
00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:37,560
Speaker 7: is this is how science works. And I'm a big

456
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:39,920
Speaker 7: trust I feel a lot of trust in science, So

457
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:46,120
Speaker 7: I don't want to just like blow her off. But

458
00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:50,480
Speaker 7: I think if you go, I mean, she's like fucking

459
00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:54,240
Speaker 7: sixty or something. So you go your entire life only

460
00:28:54,320 --> 00:29:00,440
Speaker 7: knowing one way of fixing something. I mean, you know,

461
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:02,560
Speaker 7: like if you walk, if you walk your entire life

462
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:05,600
Speaker 7: being a hammer, then every problem with the fucking nail.

463
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,120
Speaker 7: And I feel like that's how she is with this,

464
00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:12,920
Speaker 7: like the other stuff the other people she talks to

465
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:16,960
Speaker 7: are like trauma based, can't remember stuff because they're blocking

466
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:20,560
Speaker 7: it mentally. Right, if I could unblock all my memory, dude,

467
00:29:21,040 --> 00:29:24,000
Speaker 7: I'd do it, even the bad stuff, just to get

468
00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:34,360
Speaker 7: all that. Or I wait six weeks and I forget

469
00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:36,360
Speaker 7: about wanting to do that, and the w all good.

470
00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:51,800
Speaker 1: I'm I'm glad that you felt comfortable enough to show

471
00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:52,440
Speaker 1: all this with us.

472
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:55,720
Speaker 7: Man. Oh hell yeah, I mean.

473
00:29:58,400 --> 00:30:02,120
Speaker 1: For sure, for sure, I hope that you know, I

474
00:30:02,160 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 1: hope that talking about this. I don't know if it

475
00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:08,480
Speaker 1: made you feel better, but I hope it did something

476
00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:09,040
Speaker 1: for you.

477
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:13,000
Speaker 7: Well, you know, I'm living in the moment, right, and

478
00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:15,960
Speaker 7: like one hundred percent of my attention for the last

479
00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:20,040
Speaker 7: whatever fifteen twenty minutes has been has been between you

480
00:30:20,080 --> 00:30:22,479
Speaker 7: and I, and I will cherish that as long as

481
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:26,640
Speaker 7: I remember it, which isn't say much, but it's all

482
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 7: I can do.

483
00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:30,640
Speaker 1: That's that's that's that's saying a lot, man. And uh

484
00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:33,560
Speaker 1: and and again, I like, I mean, I appreciate you, uh,

485
00:30:34,080 --> 00:30:37,800
Speaker 1: you know, being being open about this. It's uh, it's

486
00:30:37,880 --> 00:30:41,240
Speaker 1: very interesting, thankfully.

487
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:42,480
Speaker 6: And I know people want to get.

488
00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:44,400
Speaker 7: On the phone line, so I'm going to hop off

489
00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:47,080
Speaker 7: Let's let some people that can actually remember shit get

490
00:30:47,120 --> 00:30:49,200
Speaker 7: on here. But I just want to thank you. Get

491
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,640
Speaker 7: You're amazing everyone, everyone that's on here. I'm not looking

492
00:30:52,640 --> 00:30:54,719
Speaker 7: at a chat right now, but whoever's on here, you

493
00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,600
Speaker 7: guys are amazing. If I remember you later on, I'll

494
00:30:57,600 --> 00:31:02,880
Speaker 7: say hi and uh, have a good Winday, Peter A right, you.

495
00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:04,440
Speaker 1: Have a good night too, Angie, take care of man.

496
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:19,240
Speaker 1: Thanks again for calling Jacob.

497
00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:22,680
Speaker 6: Hello, what's up?

498
00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:23,080
Speaker 9: Jacob?

499
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:25,120
Speaker 4: Can you hear me?

500
00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:26,360
Speaker 1: I can?

501
00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:27,520
Speaker 4: How are you?

502
00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:29,840
Speaker 12: Uh?

503
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:35,040
Speaker 4: I'm doing good? Are you you know?

504
00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:37,680
Speaker 1: I'm all right? Thanks for asking. Not a lot of

505
00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:39,760
Speaker 1: people ask me how I am, which is fine. I

506
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:41,960
Speaker 1: don't blame them for it, but it feels nice when

507
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:42,239
Speaker 1: they do.

508
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:44,200
Speaker 7: Right.

509
00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:50,040
Speaker 1: Are you are you okay? How all right?

510
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:50,960
Speaker 5: Yeah?

511
00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:51,080
Speaker 9: I was?

512
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:53,800
Speaker 1: Are you okay? Are you all right right now?

513
00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:55,200
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah?

514
00:31:55,520 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 1: Are you nervous or something? Are you nervous?

515
00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:00,560
Speaker 4: Yes? Yes, I am okay.

516
00:32:02,600 --> 00:32:04,640
Speaker 1: Well I think we we we look we can get

517
00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:05,280
Speaker 1: through that though.

518
00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:07,240
Speaker 4: Yeah.

519
00:32:07,280 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 1: What what do you what do you think is driving

520
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:10,040
Speaker 1: your nerves?

521
00:32:12,280 --> 00:32:13,200
Speaker 13: Uh?

522
00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:21,920
Speaker 4: You know that's a good question. I think it's just

523
00:32:22,120 --> 00:32:26,440
Speaker 4: the suspense that has been leading up to this call. Look,

524
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:30,800
Speaker 4: after a little while, I'll cool up for now.

525
00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:32,360
Speaker 5: I'm I'm just a little nervous.

526
00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:35,800
Speaker 1: I know it is. It's a little it's slightly suspense.

527
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:37,720
Speaker 1: Could you do me a favorite, Jacob? Could you move

528
00:32:37,760 --> 00:32:40,320
Speaker 1: your are you? Are you on a headset microphone?

529
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:42,960
Speaker 4: Yeah? A yep?

530
00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:45,520
Speaker 1: How old are you?

531
00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:49,080
Speaker 4: Ah, I'm twenty five?

532
00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:58,440
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, it is suspense. What are you saying?

533
00:32:59,280 --> 00:32:59,520
Speaker 5: Yeah?

534
00:32:59,560 --> 00:33:03,720
Speaker 4: Sorry if my voice sounds like weird, I had surge

535
00:33:03,760 --> 00:33:07,160
Speaker 4: around my voice box a while ago and it's never

536
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:15,960
Speaker 4: been the same. Is my sound okay? Or yeah?

537
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:16,600
Speaker 1: You're perfect?

538
00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:16,800
Speaker 2: Man?

539
00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:22,000
Speaker 4: Cool? Is it windy?

540
00:33:23,320 --> 00:33:25,320
Speaker 1: It's mildly windy, but it's not that big of a deal.

541
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:27,320
Speaker 6: Okay, Where are you?

542
00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:29,280
Speaker 1: Where are you calling from? If you care to share.

543
00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:34,240
Speaker 4: I'm in the middle of a soccer field.

544
00:33:35,120 --> 00:33:37,000
Speaker 1: You're in the middle of a soccer field?

545
00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:40,800
Speaker 7: Yeah? Yeah?

546
00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:45,800
Speaker 1: How did you get in the middle of a soccer

547
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:48,080
Speaker 1: How did you How did you find yourself this evening

548
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:50,560
Speaker 1: in the middle of a soccer field.

549
00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:56,600
Speaker 4: I've been biking around. I like to bike around at nighttime,

550
00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:07,080
Speaker 4: and tonight I was like, oh, listen to the stream

551
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:12,560
Speaker 4: while I bike around. I stopped here and now I'm

552
00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:13,480
Speaker 4: on a phone call with you.

553
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:16,960
Speaker 1: Were you you were watching it on your phone.

554
00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:23,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, yep, well more just listening to it. I wasn't.

555
00:34:24,080 --> 00:34:26,400
Speaker 4: I wasn't watching it while I was biking.

556
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:32,280
Speaker 1: I used to do that. I got my bike fixed

557
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:36,239
Speaker 1: up recently, and I've been meaning to take it back out,

558
00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:37,560
Speaker 1: but I haven't done that in a while.

559
00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:39,560
Speaker 4: Why not?

560
00:34:41,040 --> 00:34:43,799
Speaker 1: I just haven't had time. I haven't had like a

561
00:34:44,239 --> 00:34:46,919
Speaker 1: since for I in a while. I really haven't had

562
00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:52,200
Speaker 1: like a full day where I just have nothing I

563
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:55,160
Speaker 1: need to do, not a Saturday or a Sunday, or

564
00:34:55,160 --> 00:34:58,959
Speaker 1: a Monday or Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and I feel

565
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:01,799
Speaker 1: like I need a full o day. Did you go

566
00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:02,640
Speaker 1: out on my bike?

567
00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:11,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, it feels good to do that. It's nice to

568
00:35:11,120 --> 00:35:12,719
Speaker 4: have a breaking now.

569
00:35:12,760 --> 00:35:13,280
Speaker 7: And then.

570
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:17,799
Speaker 1: Someone said, bruh, you're sitting in a gecko shuit right now.

571
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:19,359
Speaker 1: What do you mean you don't have time? What does

572
00:35:19,400 --> 00:35:23,160
Speaker 1: that even? What does that even mean? I'm sorry.

573
00:35:23,560 --> 00:35:24,799
Speaker 4: A stream is a lot of work.

574
00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:28,279
Speaker 1: It is. It's a lot of I was saying before.

575
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:30,680
Speaker 1: Everyone asked me how much time it takes it takes

576
00:35:30,680 --> 00:35:34,600
Speaker 1: to put on the makeup. That's the easiest, the whole thing.

577
00:35:35,520 --> 00:35:36,120
Speaker 6: This is the easy.

578
00:35:36,200 --> 00:35:39,120
Speaker 1: It takes five minutes. No one, no one asked me

579
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:42,560
Speaker 1: how long it takes to do I mean, I don't

580
00:35:42,560 --> 00:35:49,759
Speaker 1: give you all right, so where else? Okay, what we get?

581
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:55,279
Speaker 1: Can I what are the other pit stops on this?

582
00:35:57,520 --> 00:36:01,880
Speaker 1: On this on this bike journey.

583
00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:07,120
Speaker 4: I went to a different park earlier. Sometimes I go

584
00:36:07,280 --> 00:36:12,719
Speaker 4: to kind of a a golfing area. But I didn't

585
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:17,120
Speaker 4: do that too many. But I don't know. I don't

586
00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,840
Speaker 4: really make too many pit stops, to be honest, I

587
00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:20,839
Speaker 4: just I just go.

588
00:36:23,560 --> 00:36:26,799
Speaker 1: So this is like a regular activity for you?

589
00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:30,560
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah, I I bike a lot.

590
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:35,040
Speaker 1: Is it Is it the middle of the night where

591
00:36:35,080 --> 00:36:36,600
Speaker 1: you are? Are you on Eastern Standard?

592
00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:45,760
Speaker 4: It's it's probably midnight. Yeah, yeah, it's it's approaching midnight.

593
00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:51,000
Speaker 1: What do you think about around at night?

594
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:59,359
Speaker 4: I usually I usually go just listen to music. Since

595
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:04,640
Speaker 4: I discovered you, I've, like I said, since I discovered you.

596
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,239
Speaker 4: Sometimes your stream, but usually I just listen to music.

597
00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:12,719
Speaker 1: How long have you been watching the stream for?

598
00:37:12,920 --> 00:37:13,040
Speaker 4: Like?

599
00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:15,120
Speaker 1: How long have you been keeping up with it?

600
00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:20,280
Speaker 4: I think it's been about a week and a half

601
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:21,000
Speaker 4: at this point.

602
00:37:21,719 --> 00:37:25,399
Speaker 1: Oh cool. Yeah, it's always fun when the people who

603
00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:27,200
Speaker 1: have just been listening when I finally get to talk

604
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,120
Speaker 1: to him.

605
00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:32,359
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I like what you do.

606
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:37,319
Speaker 4: It's fun to hear what everybody has to say, and

607
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:37,799
Speaker 4: it's cool.

608
00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:43,480
Speaker 1: Thanks man, I'm glad. I'm glad that. Uh well, but

609
00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:45,359
Speaker 1: I want to say I want to just real quick

610
00:37:45,360 --> 00:37:48,719
Speaker 1: if I can say that, I am not liable if

611
00:37:48,719 --> 00:37:51,000
Speaker 1: you get into a you know, bike accident.

612
00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:56,359
Speaker 4: Because I yeah, no, no, no, no, no my eyes, no, no,

613
00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:59,320
Speaker 4: I'm not gonna bike while I'm like on a phone

614
00:37:59,320 --> 00:38:04,360
Speaker 4: call or something. I am moving. I'm walking away because

615
00:38:04,760 --> 00:38:09,279
Speaker 4: there's a there's a very loud train going by right now,

616
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:12,800
Speaker 4: so I'm I'm moving, but I'm walking.

617
00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:20,000
Speaker 1: What what made you? Just what made you want to

618
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:24,640
Speaker 1: stop at this at this field? What?

619
00:38:24,640 --> 00:38:24,920
Speaker 4: What?

620
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,239
Speaker 1: What? What about? What was it about this field that

621
00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:28,480
Speaker 1: was so alluring to you?

622
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:34,600
Speaker 4: It's very empty, and I like open spaces, and I

623
00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:38,160
Speaker 4: have an orange that I wanted to eat. It's a

624
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:41,840
Speaker 4: very very cheesy, juicy orange.

625
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:46,640
Speaker 1: And something about this field stuck out to you as

626
00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:49,359
Speaker 1: the perfect place for you to eat your orange.

627
00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:53,680
Speaker 4: Definitely. Yeah's call my name.

628
00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:55,680
Speaker 1: That's very specific.

629
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:07,560
Speaker 4: Yeah. Do you do you have places that you uh

630
00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:12,000
Speaker 4: like to be? I guess you know.

631
00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:16,360
Speaker 1: I used I used to do a similar thing I

632
00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:18,799
Speaker 1: used to do. I used to do ship like that,

633
00:39:20,040 --> 00:39:22,279
Speaker 1: not like like pretty recently. I just I mean I've

634
00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:25,960
Speaker 1: been like, you know, hold up all day, you know,

635
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:30,840
Speaker 1: in my house. But sure, yeah, but yeah, No, I

636
00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:34,839
Speaker 1: used to like go to the I used to bring

637
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:40,000
Speaker 1: a folding chair into the woods, Oh my gosh, and

638
00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:43,560
Speaker 1: just put the chair down and just sit in the

639
00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:46,960
Speaker 1: chair and stare into the woods.

640
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:51,840
Speaker 4: When, uh, what time of day would you do that?

641
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:53,640
Speaker 4: Would you do that night time? Like I'm doing it

642
00:39:53,760 --> 00:39:55,640
Speaker 4: or you do it during the day.

643
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,640
Speaker 1: No, I've been I've always been a little afraid of

644
00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:01,799
Speaker 1: like don't into the middle of the woods at night.

645
00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:05,200
Speaker 1: But like I have like I'll like go on a

646
00:40:05,239 --> 00:40:08,239
Speaker 1: walk at night. I enjoyed going on night walks in

647
00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:10,480
Speaker 1: places where you know, I know, it's reasonably safe to

648
00:40:10,480 --> 00:40:11,120
Speaker 1: walk around.

649
00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:12,759
Speaker 7: Definitely.

650
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:17,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, ghek, you are literally sitting in the woods in

651
00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:18,160
Speaker 1: a chair.

652
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:19,360
Speaker 5: This is true.

653
00:40:19,680 --> 00:40:22,279
Speaker 4: I was just thinking of that, Like I don't think

654
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,160
Speaker 4: about the money.

655
00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:32,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, that sounds cool, just biking around. Do you have

656
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:34,000
Speaker 1: do you have worked tomorrow? Do you have anything that

657
00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:34,640
Speaker 1: you need to do?

658
00:40:35,840 --> 00:40:39,760
Speaker 4: No, No, I'm not working right now. I'm just playing

659
00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:45,239
Speaker 4: low the whole pandemic thing going on. I use I'm

660
00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:48,200
Speaker 4: usually working in a ball, So I don't really want

661
00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:51,160
Speaker 4: to work at them all right? Now?

662
00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:51,759
Speaker 2: You do not?

663
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:55,439
Speaker 4: Can I avoid that place the time being?

664
00:40:57,960 --> 00:41:00,560
Speaker 1: So where's next for you after the field? Or I

665
00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:02,520
Speaker 1: guess you don't have You don't plan that far ahead.

666
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:05,839
Speaker 1: You just see something appealing to you and then and

667
00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:07,319
Speaker 1: you take action right then and there.

668
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Speaker 4: Yes, yeah, that's funny. The moment you message mentioned that

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Speaker 4: I'm like standing at a fork, and I'm not. I

670
00:41:14,920 --> 00:41:17,600
Speaker 4: don't have a plan. I'm just I'm just going.

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00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:23,320
Speaker 1: You're at a fork or two options, right or left?

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00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:28,640
Speaker 1: Look towards What do you think.

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Speaker 4: I'm reading leaning towards right, because oh, that that pass

674
00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:42,279
Speaker 4: kind of goes downwards and curves a bit, and it

675
00:41:42,400 --> 00:41:45,080
Speaker 4: seems to go further than the left path. But the

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Speaker 4: left back looks kind of nice too. It's also a

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00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:53,480
Speaker 4: dirt past. The right path is a still paved path,

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Speaker 4: so that might go right. Yeah, I'm going, what do

679
00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:01,239
Speaker 4: you What.

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00:42:01,120 --> 00:42:02,880
Speaker 1: Do you think that says about you that you prefer

681
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:04,560
Speaker 1: a paved path over a dirt path?

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Speaker 4: M Uh, I think it says right now, I don't

683
00:42:13,680 --> 00:42:15,960
Speaker 4: want to go into a dead end at the.

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Speaker 1: Moment, perfect I think I think the right path is

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00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:24,440
Speaker 1: a good move for you, Jacob.

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00:42:25,719 --> 00:42:27,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, everybody should take the right path.

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00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:34,080
Speaker 1: You're not only taking the right path, you're endorsing the

688
00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:37,399
Speaker 1: right path. That's a that's that's confidence right there.

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Speaker 7: Yeah.

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00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:43,480
Speaker 1: Well, Jacob, are you are you feeling better? Are you

691
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:44,520
Speaker 1: feeling less nervous?

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00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:48,840
Speaker 4: I am yeah, I'm feeling more comfortable on the phone

693
00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:49,400
Speaker 4: call now.

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00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:56,560
Speaker 1: Good good, well man, I am someone Someone someone said,

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00:42:56,640 --> 00:43:00,680
Speaker 1: Jacob Frost, do you do you know you know that

696
00:43:00,719 --> 00:43:02,960
Speaker 1: poem by Robert Frost?

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00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:06,400
Speaker 4: Oh gosh, no, I don't know that. I don't know

698
00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:08,719
Speaker 4: that poem, but I know who that is?

699
00:43:10,560 --> 00:43:10,920
Speaker 7: To what?

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00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:17,560
Speaker 1: Someone copy and paste the poem into the chat real quick? Well,

701
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:20,680
Speaker 1: I'll I'll wait until someone does it so I can

702
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:23,920
Speaker 1: read it. Someone real quick. I would go get my computer.

703
00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:28,080
Speaker 1: But no, just copy and paste the whole thing like

704
00:43:28,160 --> 00:43:31,319
Speaker 1: as a as a big paragraph. Not do you want

705
00:43:31,360 --> 00:43:32,800
Speaker 1: to see it as lines? I want to see it

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00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:36,160
Speaker 1: all as one message. Whoever can do that first.

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00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:41,120
Speaker 4: Does it first?

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00:43:41,280 --> 00:43:41,440
Speaker 9: Oh?

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00:43:41,480 --> 00:43:42,120
Speaker 1: Hold on, hold on?

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Speaker 5: Ok?

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Speaker 6: Two?

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Speaker 1: Thanks you shout out to a underscore killer Underscore whale

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00:43:54,160 --> 00:44:00,640
Speaker 1: two D two roads diverged in a yellow wood and

714
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Speaker 1: sorry I could not travel both and be one traveler.

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00:44:05,840 --> 00:44:09,600
Speaker 1: Long I stood and looked down one as far as

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Speaker 1: I could to where it bent in the undergrowth, then

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Speaker 1: took the other as just as fair and having perhaps

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00:44:17,520 --> 00:44:21,479
Speaker 1: the better calm, because it was grassy and wanted, where

719
00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:27,239
Speaker 1: though as for that passing had there had worn them

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Speaker 1: really about the same, and both that morning equally lay

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Speaker 1: in leaves, no step had trodden black. Oh. I kept

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Speaker 1: the first for another day, yet knowing how. And I

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Speaker 1: also want to make it clear that I've never read

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Speaker 1: this poem before, so he could have just copy and

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00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:46,400
Speaker 1: pasted anything in a big paragraph, and I would have

726
00:44:46,440 --> 00:44:49,920
Speaker 1: read it and assumed it was his poem. But I

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Speaker 1: trust the killer where I'm not to do that.

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Speaker 4: That's a nice phone too, it's a nice poem. Yeah.

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00:44:58,680 --> 00:45:01,360
Speaker 1: Oh oh oh, there's more. Oh oh shit, hold on,

730
00:45:01,880 --> 00:45:05,520
Speaker 1: oh shit, way leads onto way I doubted if I

731
00:45:05,520 --> 00:45:08,279
Speaker 1: should ever come back. Oh okay, And then here's the one.

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Speaker 1: Here's the main part. Two roads that versed in a wood,

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Speaker 1: and I took the one less travel less traveled by,

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Speaker 1: and that has made all the difference. So I guess

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00:45:18,040 --> 00:45:21,240
Speaker 1: that would make that would incline for you to go left,

736
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:22,920
Speaker 1: But you don't want to go left. You want to

737
00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:24,239
Speaker 1: go right. You want to go on the paved one

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00:45:24,239 --> 00:45:25,160
Speaker 1: that people have traveled for.

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Speaker 4: I don't see anyone on this path.

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00:45:31,520 --> 00:45:31,880
Speaker 1: Perfect.

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00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:35,080
Speaker 4: Well, you're right, yeah, that's true.

742
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:39,520
Speaker 1: Well, Jacob, I'm happy that you decided to go. I'm

743
00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:41,960
Speaker 1: happy that you've been listening. I'm happy that you decided

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00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:46,640
Speaker 1: to finally call in and this. I'm this was a

745
00:45:46,640 --> 00:45:49,359
Speaker 1: good arc for you. I I like this a lot.

746
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Speaker 1: I hope that you enjoy your the rest of your

747
00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:55,600
Speaker 1: time down the right path and you you have, you

748
00:45:55,680 --> 00:46:00,320
Speaker 1: have my good graces as you make your journey.

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Speaker 4: You have a good rest stream.

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Speaker 1: Thank you man. Have a good night, Jacob. I love

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00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:06,640
Speaker 1: you very much. I'll talk to you against soon.

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00:46:07,480 --> 00:46:08,400
Speaker 4: Yeah. Good cue.

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00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:18,120
Speaker 9: Call from Jennifer.

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00:46:20,600 --> 00:46:22,320
Speaker 1: What were you doing before you called in?

755
00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:24,040
Speaker 14: Uh?

756
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:25,840
Speaker 9: Procrastinating? Homework?

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00:46:28,719 --> 00:46:29,920
Speaker 1: Homework for college?

758
00:46:30,320 --> 00:46:30,480
Speaker 6: Right?

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00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:30,920
Speaker 5: Yes?

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00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:34,360
Speaker 9: Yes, college, my last year of computer science?

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00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 1: Oh cool?

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00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:37,920
Speaker 5: Yeah?

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00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:39,480
Speaker 1: What do you do while you're procrastinating?

764
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Speaker 7: Like?

765
00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:39,920
Speaker 15: What do you?

766
00:46:39,960 --> 00:46:40,560
Speaker 1: What do you do?

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00:46:41,560 --> 00:46:44,759
Speaker 9: Well? I'm home twitch watching you for the first time.

768
00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:46,960
Speaker 9: This is the first dream I've seen of you, and

769
00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:49,560
Speaker 9: I'm very much I'm really enjoying it.

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00:46:50,800 --> 00:46:52,120
Speaker 1: That makes me happy. To you, how'd you how'd you

771
00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:53,080
Speaker 1: find out about it?

772
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:53,799
Speaker 12: Uh?

773
00:46:54,280 --> 00:46:54,720
Speaker 6: TikTok?

774
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:58,080
Speaker 9: I'm pretty sure I don't remember. I'm pretty sure it.

775
00:46:58,040 --> 00:46:58,480
Speaker 4: Was on there.

776
00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:03,360
Speaker 1: So you make computers out of science?

777
00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:09,880
Speaker 9: No? Absolutely, No, I just programmed. We we kind of

778
00:47:09,960 --> 00:47:12,480
Speaker 9: learned things on the side, But basically the only thing

779
00:47:12,560 --> 00:47:14,960
Speaker 9: I can do is programming.

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00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:19,040
Speaker 1: What do you program?

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00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:22,240
Speaker 4: Well, that's.

782
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Speaker 9: That's a weird question. I can program things in different languages,

783
00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:33,680
Speaker 9: and the different languages are to make different things. If

784
00:47:33,719 --> 00:47:34,400
Speaker 9: that makes sense.

785
00:47:40,280 --> 00:47:44,680
Speaker 1: You can program in different languages, yes, can you program

786
00:47:44,680 --> 00:47:45,360
Speaker 1: in Chinese?

787
00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:47,200
Speaker 8: No?

788
00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:51,640
Speaker 9: So for example, if you want to make a website,

789
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:58,200
Speaker 9: you have languages as JavaScript, HTM orses to make a website.

790
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:02,400
Speaker 9: If you want to do something more backland or database, well,

791
00:48:02,440 --> 00:48:09,200
Speaker 9: database is SQL or just anything like actual programming things

792
00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:13,240
Speaker 9: would be like Java or Sharp. AI use this Python

793
00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:13,640
Speaker 9: a lot.

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Speaker 2: So yeah, is it hard?

795
00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:21,560
Speaker 1: Is that why you procrastinate?

796
00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:23,400
Speaker 7: It's boring?

797
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:28,480
Speaker 1: Why do you do it?

798
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:35,839
Speaker 9: I need a job. I have responsibilities and uh and

799
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:36,960
Speaker 9: people to take care of.

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Speaker 13: So maybe this is why.

801
00:48:41,360 --> 00:48:42,879
Speaker 1: Maybe this is what who do you have to take

802
00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:43,160
Speaker 1: care of?

803
00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:44,000
Speaker 16: Are you do you?

804
00:48:44,200 --> 00:48:45,040
Speaker 1: Do you have kids?

805
00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:45,759
Speaker 9: No?

806
00:48:45,840 --> 00:48:46,680
Speaker 7: My mom is sick.

807
00:48:47,320 --> 00:48:48,279
Speaker 1: Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

808
00:48:49,040 --> 00:48:51,440
Speaker 9: Yeah, she's in the hospital right now. She had a

809
00:48:51,440 --> 00:48:56,080
Speaker 9: seizure on Monday Monday night, and because of COVID, only

810
00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:59,400
Speaker 9: one person can be with her, So my grandmother is

811
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Speaker 9: with her and I'm home.

812
00:49:03,239 --> 00:49:03,799
Speaker 8: Fascinating.

813
00:49:06,360 --> 00:49:09,319
Speaker 1: Well, I mean, you uh, you've got a lot of

814
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:11,480
Speaker 1: you know, responsibility.

815
00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:15,319
Speaker 9: Yeah, I mean she got sick when I was very young,

816
00:49:15,560 --> 00:49:19,560
Speaker 9: so it's you know, I grew up with that. You know,

817
00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:25,520
Speaker 9: she's a lovely mother despite everything. She's an absolute amazing mother.

818
00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:30,960
Speaker 9: She she doesn't even take narcotics even she's supposed to,

819
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:32,960
Speaker 9: you know, she's supposed to take more feet and stuff

820
00:49:33,080 --> 00:49:35,640
Speaker 9: because of the pains are so much that she tried

821
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Speaker 9: her best not to so she can be there for me.

822
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Speaker 2: You know.

823
00:49:38,880 --> 00:49:40,920
Speaker 9: It's the amazing, amazing woman.

824
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Speaker 1: That is really amazing. Yeah, that's that's I mean, that's

825
00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:52,000
Speaker 1: great that you're willing to do things that you really

826
00:49:52,080 --> 00:49:55,239
Speaker 1: don't like to support people that you love.

827
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Speaker 9: Yeah, I mean it's not I'm not saying it's the

828
00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:00,840
Speaker 9: end of the world, like it's it's not that bad.

829
00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:03,920
Speaker 9: It's just kind of boring. But there are parts that

830
00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:06,440
Speaker 9: I like, you know, problem solving is really fun. Like

831
00:50:07,239 --> 00:50:10,600
Speaker 9: how exams are for programming is that they give you

832
00:50:10,680 --> 00:50:11,960
Speaker 9: a question and you just have.

833
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Speaker 4: To like resolve it.

834
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Speaker 9: It's a puzzle really because then yeah, let's say like

835
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Speaker 9: there's an exam and there's thirty students. Each student have

836
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Speaker 9: a different answer to it, like a different way to

837
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:28,400
Speaker 9: resolve the problems. So it's fun to have like that challenge,

838
00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 9: you know.

839
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Speaker 1: So there's not so when you take these exams, there's

840
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Speaker 1: not one definitive answer that you need. You there's multiple answers.

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Speaker 9: I mean it depends. You know, you can ask something

842
00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:41,759
Speaker 9: that's subjectively like you know, there's only one answer, but

843
00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:45,920
Speaker 9: there are questions where it's like it's an actual you

844
00:50:45,960 --> 00:50:48,640
Speaker 9: have to write code right, and it's a thing you

845
00:50:48,680 --> 00:50:52,719
Speaker 9: have to resolve, and that's basically up to interpretation. You know,

846
00:50:53,239 --> 00:50:58,279
Speaker 9: some answers are more are better than others, but you know,

847
00:50:58,320 --> 00:51:00,600
Speaker 9: there's different ways they're seeing. There's differ and ways to

848
00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:03,880
Speaker 9: look at a question. And I find that part very interesting.

849
00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:10,480
Speaker 6: Hmm.

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00:51:12,719 --> 00:51:16,120
Speaker 1: Indeed, no, I can tell that your paid I can

851
00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:19,279
Speaker 1: tell that. I mean, I feel like the patience that

852
00:51:19,320 --> 00:51:21,399
Speaker 1: you displayed with me at the beginning of this call

853
00:51:21,600 --> 00:51:25,279
Speaker 1: is indicative of the way in which you are able

854
00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:26,759
Speaker 1: to be patient with you.

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00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:28,919
Speaker 8: Know, start very much.

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00:51:28,960 --> 00:51:31,560
Speaker 9: Okay, I feel like I called and I tried to

857
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 9: call in too many times for like finally accepted and

858
00:51:35,280 --> 00:51:37,600
Speaker 9: just be like no, I will not wait for you.

859
00:51:38,719 --> 00:51:43,319
Speaker 1: How you know you're showing strong boundaries in our relationship

860
00:51:43,320 --> 00:51:44,320
Speaker 1: and it only makes.

861
00:51:44,120 --> 00:51:47,360
Speaker 5: Me respectful more, Jennifer, thank you very much.

862
00:51:47,640 --> 00:51:49,120
Speaker 1: How many times did you call in?

863
00:51:50,160 --> 00:51:53,279
Speaker 9: Not that mny I think another caller had like fifty one.

864
00:51:53,480 --> 00:51:54,080
Speaker 9: I called like.

865
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Speaker 1: Sixteen determined how what?

866
00:51:59,800 --> 00:51:59,960
Speaker 7: How?

867
00:52:00,440 --> 00:52:04,960
Speaker 1: Okay? Let me, how has this conversation compare?

868
00:52:05,239 --> 00:52:05,399
Speaker 6: How?

869
00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:08,160
Speaker 1: How is how is this compared to how you thought

870
00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:08,640
Speaker 1: it would be?

871
00:52:09,719 --> 00:52:12,480
Speaker 9: Honestly a lot better than I thought. I was really

872
00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 9: really nervous when like the call started and then he

873
00:52:16,239 --> 00:52:20,960
Speaker 9: told me to shut up. That was even more nervous.

874
00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:23,040
Speaker 9: Like now that I'm talking, I see a lot better,

875
00:52:23,239 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 9: and it's it's a.

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00:52:23,920 --> 00:52:27,960
Speaker 1: Good conversation, good, good, good, Yeah, don't be look, don't

877
00:52:27,960 --> 00:52:31,040
Speaker 1: be nervous. It's just you and me talking, you know.

878
00:52:31,000 --> 00:52:32,720
Speaker 9: Like two hundred and fifty people watching.

879
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:37,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, but they're just here, you know, they're not They're

880
00:52:37,680 --> 00:52:41,319
Speaker 1: just all so there's also in their rooms. We're just

881
00:52:41,360 --> 00:52:43,359
Speaker 1: all a bunch of people in our rooms right now?

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00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:44,240
Speaker 3: Fair?

883
00:52:45,120 --> 00:52:50,800
Speaker 1: Fair, what do you think about? Its almost to know

884
00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:54,120
Speaker 1: what you think about neuralink neuralink.

885
00:52:54,200 --> 00:52:56,440
Speaker 9: I don't that brings a bell that I don't actually

886
00:52:56,480 --> 00:52:57,200
Speaker 9: know what it is.

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00:52:58,120 --> 00:52:59,840
Speaker 1: That's what I would have said, as well.

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00:53:00,200 --> 00:53:10,799
Speaker 9: Yeah, this is just a bachelor's and not master's or

889
00:53:10,840 --> 00:53:11,600
Speaker 9: PhD or not.

890
00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:12,200
Speaker 4: That's far.

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00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:18,719
Speaker 1: Well, you're you're a lot smarter than you know at

892
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:23,279
Speaker 1: computer science than most people, because most people don't know

893
00:53:23,400 --> 00:53:25,040
Speaker 1: computer sciences.

894
00:53:25,360 --> 00:53:30,000
Speaker 9: I mean it's because I'm studying. It's not anything special.

895
00:53:30,320 --> 00:53:32,200
Speaker 9: If you wouldn't studied it, you wouldn't know you had

896
00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:34,880
Speaker 9: had the same amount of knowledge that I possessed in

897
00:53:35,000 --> 00:53:35,800
Speaker 9: this current moment.

898
00:53:36,239 --> 00:53:40,000
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, I do, but I do, but I didn't. Yeah,

899
00:53:41,239 --> 00:53:44,160
Speaker 1: and you did, and you get to reap that reward

900
00:53:44,360 --> 00:53:47,400
Speaker 1: or I guess you don't like it, so I guess

901
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:50,960
Speaker 1: it's not but it's much of a reward.

902
00:53:51,040 --> 00:53:52,719
Speaker 4: But still, I'm in.

903
00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:56,800
Speaker 9: C JYPT so it's uh like two hundred dollars a

904
00:53:56,840 --> 00:53:59,960
Speaker 9: semester pretty fucking good when you compare to American price.

905
00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:00,360
Speaker 7: Is.

906
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:05,120
Speaker 1: Oh, yeah, you know, I wasn't gonna I didn't want

907
00:54:05,120 --> 00:54:08,360
Speaker 1: to dox you, but I saw that where are you?

908
00:54:08,400 --> 00:54:20,799
Speaker 8: Where are you from Quebec, Canada, that.

909
00:54:20,840 --> 00:54:22,399
Speaker 1: The what I said to you is the only thing

910
00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:24,480
Speaker 1: that I know how to say, oh, well.

911
00:54:24,400 --> 00:54:43,200
Speaker 12: I know something something right, But like I, I feel

912
00:54:43,239 --> 00:54:47,800
Speaker 12: bad for Anglophones, like people who English is their first language.

913
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:51,400
Speaker 9: Because it's hard for them to learn another language afterwards,

914
00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:54,200
Speaker 9: because no other language fronds like English. English is so

915
00:54:54,320 --> 00:55:00,719
Speaker 9: fucking weird, like Fresh and Spanish are super similar the English,

916
00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:03,799
Speaker 9: like in and five, the dates of the week are

917
00:55:03,800 --> 00:55:06,640
Speaker 9: exactly the same. And then like English, it took me

918
00:55:06,719 --> 00:55:09,480
Speaker 9: so long to remember what the fuck is Thursday? That

919
00:55:09,600 --> 00:55:12,480
Speaker 9: makes no sense? Is your D or whom is it's

920
00:55:12,480 --> 00:55:15,240
Speaker 9: supposed to start with the g J? Sorry the outside

921
00:55:15,239 --> 00:55:17,200
Speaker 9: that also up in English.

922
00:55:17,520 --> 00:55:18,520
Speaker 7: Sorry, I'm on the mens.

923
00:55:19,160 --> 00:55:21,800
Speaker 1: No, no, no, I'm so glad that so one finally

924
00:55:21,840 --> 00:55:24,839
Speaker 1: at because I've been wondering that too, Right, what the

925
00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:31,399
Speaker 1: what the fuck is Thursday? I've been wondering, Thank god,

926
00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:36,640
Speaker 1: finally someone. I'm happy that you know, I've been nervous

927
00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:39,000
Speaker 1: to bring that up. I've been wanting to bring that

928
00:55:39,120 --> 00:55:42,279
Speaker 1: up forever, and I'm I'm glad that you find in

929
00:55:42,320 --> 00:55:42,680
Speaker 1: the air.

930
00:55:43,239 --> 00:55:44,000
Speaker 9: I was brave.

931
00:55:45,800 --> 00:55:47,560
Speaker 6: Exactly someone.

932
00:55:49,520 --> 00:55:52,040
Speaker 9: It is your D. That's how it's supposed to be,

933
00:55:52,320 --> 00:55:56,759
Speaker 9: not Thursday. It's what your g That's how you say

934
00:55:56,840 --> 00:56:02,120
Speaker 9: theresay in French your D. What Yes, sorry I said,

935
00:56:02,640 --> 00:56:03,360
Speaker 9: I said, yeah.

936
00:56:03,880 --> 00:56:06,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, you said I know that one I know we

937
00:56:06,400 --> 00:56:07,279
Speaker 1: is yes and.

938
00:56:07,200 --> 00:56:08,880
Speaker 5: Why is yeah?

939
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:09,880
Speaker 9: Yeah exactly?

940
00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:13,600
Speaker 1: Fuck Thursday. All my homies hate Thursday. Hell you dude,

941
00:56:15,120 --> 00:56:17,319
Speaker 1: I'm so glad that we finally What do you think

942
00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:19,280
Speaker 1: Thursday is?

943
00:56:20,880 --> 00:56:30,360
Speaker 9: Mm hmmm, it's written j e U D I.

944
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:33,040
Speaker 1: J u D.

945
00:56:33,239 --> 00:56:36,400
Speaker 6: I sure D your D.

946
00:56:36,960 --> 00:56:38,560
Speaker 1: You know I'm gonna play Devil's advocate here.

947
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:41,120
Speaker 9: Uh huh, what the fuck.

948
00:56:40,960 --> 00:56:42,000
Speaker 1: Is your D?

949
00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:43,960
Speaker 9: Thursday?

950
00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:44,560
Speaker 7: The better?

951
00:56:47,880 --> 00:56:51,320
Speaker 1: I'll all right after after this, we're taken on Wednesday

952
00:56:51,520 --> 00:56:53,200
Speaker 1: and we're gonna get through all the days of the week.

953
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:59,279
Speaker 9: It's very weird, like that makes sense? Web nest day?

954
00:57:01,320 --> 00:57:06,520
Speaker 9: How does that make sense in any shape or form?

955
00:57:06,719 --> 00:57:08,560
Speaker 1: When when neds D?

956
00:57:09,200 --> 00:57:11,799
Speaker 9: When day? Like that's how you spell it, like when

957
00:57:12,480 --> 00:57:17,840
Speaker 9: Ned and day and you pronounce it Wednesday.

958
00:57:18,920 --> 00:57:28,080
Speaker 1: Well, the other one is Wednesday French matre d. Yeah,

959
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:38,120
Speaker 1: oh yes, there's miracle miracle leddy. I know I'm saying

960
00:57:38,160 --> 00:57:40,000
Speaker 1: because I know I know a little bit of Spanish,

961
00:57:40,040 --> 00:57:46,480
Speaker 1: I know a little bit of se Miracleish.

962
00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:49,520
Speaker 12: Exactly do you see it's the same.

963
00:57:52,880 --> 00:57:55,560
Speaker 9: What the fuck is Wednesday?

964
00:57:58,160 --> 00:58:00,400
Speaker 1: What the fuck is Wednesday? With the who do we Okay,

965
00:58:00,560 --> 00:58:03,160
Speaker 1: all right, so we've established this and we've got about

966
00:58:03,160 --> 00:58:05,560
Speaker 1: two hundred and thirteen people here and that's a small army.

967
00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:08,560
Speaker 1: So all right, we did we know what we want?

968
00:58:09,840 --> 00:58:13,640
Speaker 1: We want answers. What do we do with this?

969
00:58:13,800 --> 00:58:13,880
Speaker 7: What?

970
00:58:14,120 --> 00:58:14,360
Speaker 6: Now?

971
00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:17,040
Speaker 1: Where do we go?

972
00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:23,280
Speaker 9: Basically follow the same letters as like, you know, Romance languages,

973
00:58:25,400 --> 00:58:28,400
Speaker 9: like at least start with like the correct letters.

974
00:58:28,440 --> 00:58:28,640
Speaker 14: You know.

975
00:58:30,280 --> 00:58:32,560
Speaker 1: Someone in the chad said that wholesome is my middle name.

976
00:58:32,600 --> 00:58:36,240
Speaker 1: I'll give you if I could, real quick. I you know, look,

977
00:58:36,280 --> 00:58:38,600
Speaker 1: this is a wholesome conversation. I enjoy wholesomness, but I

978
00:58:38,640 --> 00:58:42,240
Speaker 1: don't want, I hate, I don't like, I don't I very.

979
00:58:42,240 --> 00:58:45,040
Speaker 1: I'm scared of being like known for being wholesome because

980
00:58:45,040 --> 00:58:47,439
Speaker 1: then I can't be mean and I like doing that too.

981
00:58:47,960 --> 00:58:49,280
Speaker 7: Oh, you can't be mean.

982
00:58:50,280 --> 00:58:51,439
Speaker 9: You can be whatever you want.

983
00:58:51,600 --> 00:58:55,800
Speaker 1: It's your life, Okay, good, because I'm I like, I

984
00:58:55,880 --> 00:58:57,320
Speaker 1: want to reserve the right.

985
00:58:57,200 --> 00:59:03,280
Speaker 9: To Also, you can tell me French it's okay, even

986
00:59:03,320 --> 00:59:05,080
Speaker 9: though you're wrong, but it's okay.

987
00:59:05,720 --> 00:59:07,960
Speaker 1: I'm happy to be I'm happy to have wholesome moments.

988
00:59:08,000 --> 00:59:10,600
Speaker 1: I enjoy mixing them in, but I also need a

989
00:59:10,640 --> 00:59:14,200
Speaker 1: little bit of space to you know, be be mean

990
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:17,000
Speaker 1: and disgusting. I need I need to have I need

991
00:59:17,040 --> 00:59:17,480
Speaker 1: to have that.

992
00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:23,200
Speaker 9: I respect your space. It's valuable, it's your it's your

993
00:59:23,200 --> 00:59:24,520
Speaker 9: boundaries very much.

994
00:59:24,560 --> 00:59:30,920
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, Jennifer, this was well, you know, you give me.

995
00:59:32,560 --> 00:59:34,480
Speaker 1: We'll set something up. We'll do I don't know, like

996
00:59:34,520 --> 00:59:36,920
Speaker 1: a protest. Maybe we'll figure something out. We'll figure out

997
00:59:36,920 --> 00:59:38,600
Speaker 1: a way to let our voices be heard.

998
00:59:39,120 --> 00:59:42,080
Speaker 5: Perfect very much. Down.

999
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:45,000
Speaker 1: I'm excited for this movement we've got going.

1000
00:59:45,120 --> 00:59:45,240
Speaker 11: Jed.

1001
00:59:46,080 --> 00:59:49,400
Speaker 9: This is a slightly expensive call for me, but yeah, sure,

1002
00:59:49,600 --> 00:59:50,760
Speaker 9: oh ship Jesus Christ.

1003
00:59:51,400 --> 00:59:53,840
Speaker 1: Well I'll let you get I'll let you get off

1004
00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:54,240
Speaker 1: the air.

1005
00:59:54,400 --> 00:59:59,240
Speaker 9: And all right, I've had a very nice time.

1006
01:00:00,360 --> 01:00:02,440
Speaker 1: I'm happy that you did. I've had a nice time too.

1007
01:00:02,720 --> 01:00:04,560
Speaker 1: I love you very much and I I'll talk to

1008
01:00:04,600 --> 01:00:05,240
Speaker 1: you again soon.

1009
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:08,320
Speaker 12: Okay, bye bye bye.

1010
01:00:08,200 --> 01:00:17,840
Speaker 6: Jen John.

1011
01:00:20,760 --> 01:00:34,800
Speaker 1: John o John John John John, Hey Jack, Hey, what's

1012
01:00:34,880 --> 01:00:35,480
Speaker 1: up is that you?

1013
01:00:36,800 --> 01:00:38,400
Speaker 15: Uh No, it's Josh.

1014
01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:42,680
Speaker 1: Josh.

1015
01:00:42,800 --> 01:00:43,680
Speaker 15: Is this the get Go guy?

1016
01:00:44,760 --> 01:00:46,680
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1017
01:00:46,760 --> 01:00:47,760
Speaker 3: Hey?

1018
01:00:48,080 --> 01:00:50,760
Speaker 15: Sorry, ahead, hey my computer because I didn't want to

1019
01:00:50,800 --> 01:00:55,840
Speaker 15: beat back so about being banned?

1020
01:00:58,200 --> 01:00:58,400
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1021
01:00:58,440 --> 01:01:00,360
Speaker 1: What you have you ever? Have you ever been band?

1022
01:01:02,640 --> 01:01:08,280
Speaker 15: So this is probably back like ten years ago, but

1023
01:01:09,240 --> 01:01:12,080
Speaker 15: you know back, I'm a hipster piece of shit man.

1024
01:01:12,160 --> 01:01:16,520
Speaker 15: So I was playing Minecraft way before it was available

1025
01:01:16,560 --> 01:01:20,560
Speaker 15: to anyone. In alpha. I got this guy's friend code

1026
01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:26,320
Speaker 15: and I was on his server. He made me admin

1027
01:01:26,520 --> 01:01:30,240
Speaker 15: and then I just turned everything into dynamite and exploded

1028
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:33,680
Speaker 15: and crashed the server. I can no longer talk to

1029
01:01:33,720 --> 01:01:34,440
Speaker 15: that guy anymore.

1030
01:01:37,280 --> 01:01:39,360
Speaker 1: And you got put in real jail for this.

1031
01:01:40,840 --> 01:01:43,840
Speaker 15: Oh, I mean not real ass jail, but you know

1032
01:01:45,520 --> 01:01:47,240
Speaker 15: Minecraft jail, whatever the hell that is?

1033
01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:50,920
Speaker 9: Now?

1034
01:01:50,960 --> 01:01:53,439
Speaker 1: What compelled you to blow up this man's Minecraft server?

1035
01:01:55,320 --> 01:01:55,520
Speaker 15: You know?

1036
01:01:55,680 --> 01:01:56,040
Speaker 7: Power?

1037
01:01:56,120 --> 01:01:59,920
Speaker 15: I got drunk with power. I was, you know, eighteen

1038
01:02:00,040 --> 01:02:01,520
Speaker 15: at the time. I think, I don't, I don't know.

1039
01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:06,800
Speaker 15: And it was just it was when you feel power

1040
01:02:06,880 --> 01:02:11,280
Speaker 15: surging in your fingertips to just create bombs at will,

1041
01:02:11,600 --> 01:02:16,080
Speaker 15: and you know there's no repercussions in a you know, sandbox.

1042
01:02:16,160 --> 01:02:16,480
Speaker 15: Why not?

1043
01:02:20,120 --> 01:02:21,840
Speaker 1: You know, I'm actually glad to hear that you're getting

1044
01:02:21,840 --> 01:02:25,840
Speaker 1: out these impulses in you know, virtual realms, because I

1045
01:02:25,920 --> 01:02:28,120
Speaker 1: can tell that you have impulses within you to you know,

1046
01:02:28,320 --> 01:02:29,120
Speaker 1: create destruction.

1047
01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:34,160
Speaker 15: Well as a kid, you know, I'm ten years older,

1048
01:02:34,200 --> 01:02:36,760
Speaker 15: ten years wiser now, and you know, your brain soup

1049
01:02:36,880 --> 01:02:40,240
Speaker 15: fully solidifies that you know twenty six ish, I think

1050
01:02:40,320 --> 01:02:44,520
Speaker 15: is what scientists are saying. So impulse control way better

1051
01:02:44,560 --> 01:02:48,760
Speaker 15: than it was when I was playing Minecraft.

1052
01:02:58,200 --> 01:03:01,200
Speaker 1: Have you done anything impulsive? But between now and then?

1053
01:03:03,320 --> 01:03:07,000
Speaker 15: I mean I've probably done something impulsive between this morning

1054
01:03:07,040 --> 01:03:07,480
Speaker 15: and now.

1055
01:03:08,120 --> 01:03:10,640
Speaker 1: Okay, if you do impulsive between this morning and now.

1056
01:03:14,880 --> 01:03:17,720
Speaker 15: I mean, it's it's much lower steaks these days. I

1057
01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:20,680
Speaker 15: made ramen after dinner when I shouldn't have.

1058
01:03:22,360 --> 01:03:23,520
Speaker 1: That is much lower steaks.

1059
01:03:26,200 --> 01:03:27,640
Speaker 15: But like I put an egg.

1060
01:03:28,840 --> 01:03:32,520
Speaker 1: That's about that is actually, now that I think about it,

1061
01:03:32,560 --> 01:03:34,760
Speaker 1: in the grand scheme of things, that's about equal stakes

1062
01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:36,080
Speaker 1: to blowing up a Minecraft server.

1063
01:03:37,520 --> 01:03:40,800
Speaker 15: But yeah, fair, I guess I'm a boring guy.

1064
01:03:42,320 --> 01:03:43,120
Speaker 1: Was nothing wrong with that?

1065
01:03:45,960 --> 01:03:46,760
Speaker 10: Yeah, fair enough?

1066
01:03:48,840 --> 01:03:49,240
Speaker 1: What'd you say?

1067
01:03:49,280 --> 01:03:52,760
Speaker 6: Your name was Josh?

1068
01:03:53,240 --> 01:03:56,640
Speaker 1: Well, Josh, thanks for thanks for sharing.

1069
01:03:58,560 --> 01:04:00,360
Speaker 15: Yeah, I mean, you know, I hope that you get

1070
01:04:00,360 --> 01:04:01,120
Speaker 15: out of city jail.

1071
01:04:03,000 --> 01:04:04,520
Speaker 1: You know what, I hope I get out of titty

1072
01:04:04,600 --> 01:04:10,480
Speaker 1: jail too. Take care of us, Take care brother. I

1073
01:04:10,520 --> 01:04:11,919
Speaker 1: love you very much. I'll talk to you soon.

1074
01:04:12,800 --> 01:04:13,400
Speaker 4: Oh, I love you.

1075
01:04:13,520 --> 01:04:13,760
Speaker 9: Cut.

1076
01:04:17,720 --> 01:04:21,240
Speaker 1: That was cute. I didn't know Josh could be cute.

1077
01:04:21,880 --> 01:04:25,240
Speaker 1: We went the whole comp we went this whole conversation

1078
01:04:25,360 --> 01:04:28,040
Speaker 1: without knowing that he was cute, and then he showed

1079
01:04:28,120 --> 01:04:28,439
Speaker 1: us at.

1080
01:04:28,320 --> 01:04:40,919
Speaker 13: The very end, Max, Max, what's going on?

1081
01:04:41,920 --> 01:04:47,400
Speaker 1: You know, I'm just I'm just here and I'm trying

1082
01:04:47,440 --> 01:04:52,280
Speaker 1: to I'm talking to I'm just here and I'm banned

1083
01:04:52,320 --> 01:04:56,080
Speaker 1: and I'm in prison. And do what the worst part is?

1084
01:04:57,160 --> 01:04:58,440
Speaker 1: Would you say what your name was?

1085
01:04:59,240 --> 01:04:59,560
Speaker 6: Max?

1086
01:04:59,720 --> 01:05:00,960
Speaker 1: You know what the worst part is?

1087
01:05:01,000 --> 01:05:01,320
Speaker 7: Max?

1088
01:05:02,040 --> 01:05:04,040
Speaker 1: What is it is? I have no one to blame

1089
01:05:04,080 --> 01:05:04,720
Speaker 1: but myself.

1090
01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:07,240
Speaker 13: I've been there.

1091
01:05:08,840 --> 01:05:10,920
Speaker 1: Tell me about tell me about the time you've been there.

1092
01:05:11,920 --> 01:05:17,120
Speaker 13: So this is ten years ago. I'm thirty. Now, this

1093
01:05:17,280 --> 01:05:22,440
Speaker 13: is back when nineteen twenty. But I got a parking

1094
01:05:22,480 --> 01:05:27,560
Speaker 13: ticket and I live in Michigan. So if you don't

1095
01:05:27,560 --> 01:05:33,560
Speaker 13: pay your parking tickets back when we had two governors ago,

1096
01:05:33,680 --> 01:05:35,760
Speaker 13: they instilled some kind of law where you don't pay

1097
01:05:35,800 --> 01:05:40,320
Speaker 13: your parking tickets, they automatically suspend your license. And so

1098
01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:43,640
Speaker 13: I didn't know that, and then I forgot to pay the

1099
01:05:43,680 --> 01:05:46,680
Speaker 13: parking ticket. They suspended my license. I got caught driving

1100
01:05:46,720 --> 01:05:50,240
Speaker 13: under suspended license, and then they let me go. The

1101
01:05:50,240 --> 01:05:53,040
Speaker 13: first time, well, I was kind of a low life

1102
01:05:53,080 --> 01:05:58,200
Speaker 13: at that time, didn't have much money and didn't pay

1103
01:05:58,240 --> 01:06:03,240
Speaker 13: that ticket either. Two times pasted another time they caught me.

1104
01:06:03,400 --> 01:06:07,040
Speaker 13: And then somehow I avoided going to jail. Then and

1105
01:06:07,200 --> 01:06:11,160
Speaker 13: you get caught with a friend doing two hots of

1106
01:06:11,160 --> 01:06:15,840
Speaker 13: the week to somebody at a bloodhouse and they caught

1107
01:06:15,880 --> 01:06:19,080
Speaker 13: him driving my car. Consequently, I was in the car.

1108
01:06:19,200 --> 01:06:20,800
Speaker 13: They were like, hey, we've been looking for you for

1109
01:06:20,840 --> 01:06:25,240
Speaker 13: a while, so you're going to jail. And ended up

1110
01:06:25,280 --> 01:06:28,400
Speaker 13: in jail for parking tickets over the weekend when on Friday,

1111
01:06:28,440 --> 01:06:31,080
Speaker 13: of course I have to wait over the weekend.

1112
01:06:30,720 --> 01:06:31,560
Speaker 7: To see the judge.

1113
01:06:32,400 --> 01:06:36,040
Speaker 13: And judge says, well, you can get out, but it's

1114
01:06:36,120 --> 01:06:38,640
Speaker 13: five hundred bucks or you can spend four more days

1115
01:06:38,640 --> 01:06:41,440
Speaker 13: in jail and time served.

1116
01:06:42,560 --> 01:06:44,600
Speaker 7: I said, well, four more days.

1117
01:06:44,400 --> 01:06:51,160
Speaker 13: In jail, and yeah, that's my experience of.

1118
01:06:53,280 --> 01:06:53,760
Speaker 7: My law.

1119
01:06:54,120 --> 01:06:57,720
Speaker 13: And then I got a DWI from marijuana even though

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01:06:57,760 --> 01:07:02,280
Speaker 13: I wasn't high. Don't ever admitt in Michigan to driving

1121
01:07:05,000 --> 01:07:10,680
Speaker 13: after a party two days ago and you know, having

1122
01:07:10,720 --> 01:07:12,720
Speaker 13: some weed in the car. My buddy had some weed

1123
01:07:12,720 --> 01:07:14,920
Speaker 13: in the car. We hadn't smoked. We were on their

1124
01:07:14,960 --> 01:07:19,720
Speaker 13: way to some trick's house to smoke. And yeah, consequently,

1125
01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:22,400
Speaker 13: don't admit to ever smoking weed a couple of days

1126
01:07:22,440 --> 01:07:25,680
Speaker 13: prior or whatever, because he'll still take you to jail.

1127
01:07:28,480 --> 01:07:30,480
Speaker 1: Why did Why did you admit to being high if

1128
01:07:30,480 --> 01:07:32,960
Speaker 1: you weren't high?

1129
01:07:32,560 --> 01:07:35,120
Speaker 13: H No, I didn't say I was high at the time.

1130
01:07:35,320 --> 01:07:37,360
Speaker 13: He asked me when the last time I smoked weed,

1131
01:07:37,400 --> 01:07:39,320
Speaker 13: and I said I hadn't smoked weed for a couple

1132
01:07:39,320 --> 01:07:41,600
Speaker 13: of days. And he's like a couple of days or like,

1133
01:07:42,720 --> 01:07:44,560
Speaker 13: you know, like a week. I said, well, a couple

1134
01:07:44,600 --> 01:07:46,680
Speaker 13: of days because there was a day after New Year's

1135
01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:51,280
Speaker 13: And that was a dumb on my part, of course.

1136
01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:55,200
Speaker 1: And I arrested for being high two days ago.

1137
01:07:56,480 --> 01:07:56,880
Speaker 6: Correct.

1138
01:07:57,360 --> 01:08:01,120
Speaker 13: They tested my blood and because in Michigan they have

1139
01:08:01,200 --> 01:08:05,920
Speaker 13: some kind of legal thing, and I learned everything and

1140
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:08,240
Speaker 13: it was absolutely ridiculous, and they said it was gonna

1141
01:08:08,240 --> 01:08:10,400
Speaker 13: cost me three grand to go to trial over it,

1142
01:08:11,160 --> 01:08:14,520
Speaker 13: and uh yeah, So I got apped on that and

1143
01:08:14,520 --> 01:08:17,000
Speaker 13: I ended up with a d w I on my record.

1144
01:08:17,040 --> 01:08:20,000
Speaker 13: But none of the employers give a shit, Like nobody

1145
01:08:20,000 --> 01:08:22,160
Speaker 13: has ever. They all look at me like, you gotta

1146
01:08:22,160 --> 01:08:23,120
Speaker 13: be fucking getting.

1147
01:08:24,479 --> 01:08:27,040
Speaker 1: It's insane. Well do you do you have to explain

1148
01:08:27,120 --> 01:08:30,360
Speaker 1: that you weren't actually high while you were doing Yeah.

1149
01:08:30,360 --> 01:08:35,160
Speaker 13: I have actually a whole freaking uh one page like

1150
01:08:35,320 --> 01:08:40,479
Speaker 13: explanatory about it. Uh, just for that reason, because it

1151
01:08:40,520 --> 01:08:41,840
Speaker 13: is on my record.

1152
01:08:42,400 --> 01:08:42,920
Speaker 1: Can we hear it?

1153
01:08:44,439 --> 01:08:48,200
Speaker 4: Oh God, I don't.

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01:08:48,479 --> 01:08:50,880
Speaker 13: I'd have to look on my computer because it's been

1155
01:08:50,880 --> 01:08:52,880
Speaker 13: a while since I've had to actually use it, because

1156
01:08:52,920 --> 01:08:55,160
Speaker 13: most employers when they pull up my record nowadays, it

1157
01:08:55,200 --> 01:09:02,080
Speaker 13: doesn't even come up so I can find it. Did

1158
01:09:02,200 --> 01:09:03,679
Speaker 13: take me a minute, man, I don't want.

1159
01:09:03,520 --> 01:09:08,560
Speaker 2: To waste now we can wait, all give me one second.

1160
01:09:09,000 --> 01:09:12,040
Speaker 1: I'll read the chat. They were pretty good at talking

1161
01:09:12,040 --> 01:09:16,400
Speaker 1: amongst ourselves. Well, I think legally he just said no

1162
01:09:16,479 --> 01:09:17,880
Speaker 1: I don't smoke weed and or refuse to take a

1163
01:09:17,880 --> 01:09:21,040
Speaker 1: blood test, you have no problem. Solves to assume Oh yeah.

1164
01:09:20,880 --> 01:09:26,200
Speaker 13: Oh no, trust me I nowadays and I fully understand.

1165
01:09:26,600 --> 01:09:33,799
Speaker 13: And what was crazy is afterwards they literally uh allowed

1166
01:09:33,800 --> 01:09:36,200
Speaker 13: me to smoke weed on probation because I got a

1167
01:09:36,240 --> 01:09:38,920
Speaker 13: medical marijuana card the very next day. I went to

1168
01:09:38,960 --> 01:09:41,759
Speaker 13: a doctor the very next day, said my back ached

1169
01:09:41,800 --> 01:09:45,000
Speaker 13: and they were like, here's a card, kid, And I

1170
01:09:45,040 --> 01:09:48,639
Speaker 13: got a medical card, walked into court and the judge

1171
01:09:48,720 --> 01:09:51,880
Speaker 13: was like, or my promission officer was like, well, how

1172
01:09:51,920 --> 01:09:53,080
Speaker 13: do I know you're not going to drive?

1173
01:09:53,120 --> 01:09:53,559
Speaker 7: Well high?

1174
01:09:53,560 --> 01:09:55,639
Speaker 13: Again, I said, well, I wasn't high in the first place.

1175
01:09:55,840 --> 01:09:58,080
Speaker 13: And now I know in medical laws and I have

1176
01:09:58,160 --> 01:10:00,760
Speaker 13: a card, so therefore I shouldn't getting in trouble with

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01:10:00,760 --> 01:10:04,599
Speaker 13: the law anymore. And I worked for a veterinarian clinic

1178
01:10:04,640 --> 01:10:10,479
Speaker 13: at that point, and the dude, my the vet was

1179
01:10:10,520 --> 01:10:13,479
Speaker 13: really cool with me at that time and wrote a

1180
01:10:13,560 --> 01:10:17,439
Speaker 13: whole like long letter about how I was an essential

1181
01:10:17,479 --> 01:10:20,960
Speaker 13: worker at his place that was a necessary asset and

1182
01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:24,200
Speaker 13: needed to be able to drive at all times, which

1183
01:10:24,280 --> 01:10:27,760
Speaker 13: basically saved me from getting my license suspended and I

1184
01:10:27,840 --> 01:10:31,679
Speaker 13: just had to drive under like a temporary license, and

1185
01:10:34,200 --> 01:10:39,840
Speaker 13: like that veterinarian saved my ass because it was really unconsequential,

1186
01:10:39,920 --> 01:10:42,519
Speaker 13: this whole thing I had, this whole long.

1187
01:10:45,800 --> 01:10:46,960
Speaker 7: You know what, dude, I.

1188
01:10:46,920 --> 01:10:50,160
Speaker 13: Just remembered that this is a new computer. I don't

1189
01:10:50,200 --> 01:10:51,959
Speaker 13: even know if I hope.

1190
01:10:51,720 --> 01:10:52,639
Speaker 4: To god I can find it.

1191
01:10:52,720 --> 01:10:55,760
Speaker 13: I really wanted word to do it. By the way

1192
01:10:55,800 --> 01:10:56,439
Speaker 13: I found you.

1193
01:10:56,439 --> 01:11:00,559
Speaker 1: Today, Oh shit, No, you're cool to actually you uh you?

1194
01:11:00,840 --> 01:11:03,040
Speaker 1: Finding this has given me a chance to ban someone

1195
01:11:03,080 --> 01:11:05,960
Speaker 1: from the chat who was being really annoying, so okay.

1196
01:11:05,720 --> 01:11:17,719
Speaker 13: Cool, yeah, yeah, yeah.

1197
01:11:12,600 --> 01:11:15,960
Speaker 3: I found you on like he should call in.

1198
01:11:18,080 --> 01:11:19,439
Speaker 13: And with the.

1199
01:11:19,439 --> 01:11:23,840
Speaker 1: Story how I just banned him. He should If you

1200
01:11:23,840 --> 01:11:24,320
Speaker 1: can see this.

1201
01:11:24,400 --> 01:11:24,639
Speaker 9: I want.

1202
01:11:24,640 --> 01:11:26,519
Speaker 1: I want him to call in and tell and just

1203
01:11:26,640 --> 01:11:31,800
Speaker 1: recount me banning him just now as his story. I'm sorry,

1204
01:11:31,840 --> 01:11:33,639
Speaker 1: what did you say I was doing?

1205
01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:38,120
Speaker 13: I know you're fine, man, I was just saying that

1206
01:11:38,240 --> 01:11:40,120
Speaker 13: today is like the very first day I found you.

1207
01:11:40,200 --> 01:11:42,599
Speaker 13: I saw a TikTok of you and a couple of

1208
01:11:43,520 --> 01:11:46,560
Speaker 13: different tiktoks that are just like fascinating, and I was

1209
01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:47,960
Speaker 13: just like, man, this is interesting.

1210
01:11:48,000 --> 01:11:50,160
Speaker 7: I looked you up on YouTube and here you are.

1211
01:11:50,200 --> 01:11:51,920
Speaker 13: Man like, hell, yeah, I dud.

1212
01:11:53,360 --> 01:11:57,360
Speaker 1: Wow, I'm I'm I'm I'm glad. I'm glad that you know.

1213
01:11:58,160 --> 01:11:59,080
Speaker 7: Yeah, I got like the.

1214
01:11:59,120 --> 01:12:01,320
Speaker 13: Worst news of all time to day too, So, like

1215
01:12:01,600 --> 01:12:03,160
Speaker 13: you know, it's it's it's crazy.

1216
01:12:03,560 --> 01:12:06,000
Speaker 1: What was the.

1217
01:12:05,080 --> 01:12:09,720
Speaker 13: Uh my grandfather who is eighty two, And I mean

1218
01:12:09,840 --> 01:12:12,800
Speaker 13: it's something that we've kind of talk.

1219
01:12:12,720 --> 01:12:14,000
Speaker 1: About it if you don't want to talk about it,

1220
01:12:14,040 --> 01:12:15,800
Speaker 1: by the way, I know, it just kind of strang

1221
01:12:16,120 --> 01:12:18,160
Speaker 1: on that, you know, Yeah, yeah, you're.

1222
01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:19,920
Speaker 13: Fine, Yeah, yea, we won't.

1223
01:12:20,360 --> 01:12:21,080
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1224
01:12:21,160 --> 01:12:26,160
Speaker 13: But anyways, so I cannot find the word. But maybe

1225
01:12:26,160 --> 01:12:28,320
Speaker 13: i'll call in another time when I actually do have

1226
01:12:28,439 --> 01:12:31,479
Speaker 13: the uh word document because I'm sure I got it

1227
01:12:31,520 --> 01:12:32,240
Speaker 13: saved somewhere.

1228
01:12:33,120 --> 01:12:34,720
Speaker 1: But we'll be here.

1229
01:12:36,640 --> 01:12:38,920
Speaker 13: So thanks a lot for talking with me.

1230
01:12:39,720 --> 01:12:41,479
Speaker 1: Absolutely, man, take care of man. Have a good one.

1231
01:12:41,520 --> 01:12:42,240
Speaker 1: I hope you feel better.

1232
01:12:43,000 --> 01:12:43,200
Speaker 5: Yeah.

1233
01:12:43,400 --> 01:12:54,280
Speaker 3: YouTube from Connor.

1234
01:12:56,680 --> 01:13:00,240
Speaker 6: Connor go.

1235
01:13:02,640 --> 01:13:06,320
Speaker 1: Mm, Connor? Can I take a step of water real quick?

1236
01:13:06,400 --> 01:13:07,040
Speaker 7: Or will you?

1237
01:13:07,080 --> 01:13:08,960
Speaker 1: Will you? Will you wait for me? Will you get offended?

1238
01:13:09,000 --> 01:13:09,840
Speaker 1: Am I wasting your time?

1239
01:13:09,960 --> 01:13:10,000
Speaker 8: No?

1240
01:13:11,080 --> 01:13:11,439
Speaker 5: Go ahead?

1241
01:13:11,439 --> 01:13:13,120
Speaker 1: Man? All right? Thank you?

1242
01:13:16,520 --> 01:13:21,080
Speaker 7: M m hm.

1243
01:13:22,240 --> 01:13:25,000
Speaker 1: They let me have water here if I'm good.

1244
01:13:27,840 --> 01:13:29,280
Speaker 5: Yeah. I was gonna ask you how you were doing

1245
01:13:29,320 --> 01:13:29,639
Speaker 5: in there?

1246
01:13:30,920 --> 01:13:33,639
Speaker 1: You know I'm doing okay. Thanks for asking.

1247
01:13:36,400 --> 01:13:37,160
Speaker 5: I thought I heard that.

1248
01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:47,920
Speaker 1: They don't because they don't care. And I'm with a

1249
01:13:47,960 --> 01:13:49,719
Speaker 1: bunch of other people who got banned.

1250
01:13:51,840 --> 01:13:52,720
Speaker 5: Who else is in there?

1251
01:14:00,360 --> 01:14:01,320
Speaker 1: Have you ever been banned?

1252
01:14:01,320 --> 01:14:01,679
Speaker 5: Connor?

1253
01:14:03,040 --> 01:14:07,000
Speaker 1: I have what have you been banned from?

1254
01:14:07,200 --> 01:14:08,040
Speaker 5: Civilization?

1255
01:14:09,560 --> 01:14:10,479
Speaker 1: How did you get banned?

1256
01:14:10,520 --> 01:14:10,800
Speaker 5: Were you?

1257
01:14:10,880 --> 01:14:12,440
Speaker 1: How did you get banned from civilization?

1258
01:14:13,560 --> 01:14:15,400
Speaker 5: I was sent to juvenile detention?

1259
01:14:20,000 --> 01:14:36,439
Speaker 1: Hold on, you were sent to juvenile detention?

1260
01:14:37,479 --> 01:14:38,040
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1261
01:14:38,600 --> 01:14:38,880
Speaker 7: What for?

1262
01:14:40,720 --> 01:14:42,280
Speaker 5: I don't want to talk about it, but I can

1263
01:14:42,360 --> 01:14:49,120
Speaker 5: tell you what went on there? Sure, well, honestly it's

1264
01:14:49,120 --> 01:14:55,400
Speaker 5: pretty fucking boring. But uh, let's see. So it's like

1265
01:14:55,479 --> 01:14:59,280
Speaker 5: split up in the two sections. So she got the

1266
01:14:59,280 --> 01:15:04,479
Speaker 5: blue block, the green block and you just kind of

1267
01:15:06,120 --> 01:15:13,200
Speaker 5: sitting yourself. There's some there's some uh sorry, man, I'm

1268
01:15:13,280 --> 01:15:15,120
Speaker 5: kind of taking it back. I've been trying to call

1269
01:15:15,280 --> 01:15:16,200
Speaker 5: like the past few weeks.

1270
01:15:16,760 --> 01:15:19,800
Speaker 1: Oh you're good. You can look, you can look Lee,

1271
01:15:19,920 --> 01:15:22,080
Speaker 1: you know what, you know what I think what happened

1272
01:15:22,120 --> 01:15:25,599
Speaker 1: is you might have heard Leanne and look respect to Leanne.

1273
01:15:25,680 --> 01:15:28,640
Speaker 1: She voiced her opinion. It was an unpopular one that

1274
01:15:28,680 --> 01:15:32,320
Speaker 1: took it. That took some courage, Leanne. I'll see you

1275
01:15:32,360 --> 01:15:34,240
Speaker 1: on that. But you know, you might have heard her

1276
01:15:34,280 --> 01:15:41,080
Speaker 1: talking about, you know, perhaps antagonizing silences. And I don't

1277
01:15:41,080 --> 01:15:44,240
Speaker 1: want that idea in your head that you know, I want.

1278
01:15:44,320 --> 01:15:47,760
Speaker 1: I want you to have enough space to say what

1279
01:15:47,840 --> 01:15:48,439
Speaker 1: you need to say.

1280
01:15:48,520 --> 01:15:59,360
Speaker 5: Connor, sciences are the best part. So let me thank you. Well,

1281
01:16:00,120 --> 01:16:04,040
Speaker 5: let's see, so let's let's tell a story about so

1282
01:16:04,200 --> 01:16:08,080
Speaker 5: when it's time for court, all right, they'll they'll call

1283
01:16:08,120 --> 01:16:10,639
Speaker 5: you in your cell. They'll they have like a little

1284
01:16:10,640 --> 01:16:15,200
Speaker 5: intercoms that they'll call you in and officer comes to

1285
01:16:15,360 --> 01:16:17,160
Speaker 5: take you from your cell. They take you to the

1286
01:16:17,680 --> 01:16:25,120
Speaker 5: processing area and they'll like handcuff you, put you in shackles.

1287
01:16:25,360 --> 01:16:28,599
Speaker 5: And that was like fifteen at this time, and uh,

1288
01:16:29,600 --> 01:16:31,320
Speaker 5: and then they'll take you to this elevator. You have

1289
01:16:31,400 --> 01:16:35,920
Speaker 5: to stand facing the wall of the elevator. They'll take

1290
01:16:35,960 --> 01:16:37,360
Speaker 5: you up to court and you're in like a little

1291
01:16:37,360 --> 01:16:39,479
Speaker 5: holding cell with all the other people that have court

1292
01:16:39,520 --> 01:16:45,000
Speaker 5: on the same day. And yeah, it's it's it's actually

1293
01:16:45,040 --> 01:16:47,680
Speaker 5: pretty it's pretty crazy, man, Like, I mean, it was

1294
01:16:47,720 --> 01:16:50,080
Speaker 5: just juvie, but I mean as a kid, that was

1295
01:16:50,160 --> 01:16:50,880
Speaker 5: kind of fucked up.

1296
01:16:56,360 --> 01:17:04,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's kind of fucked up. Do you still is that?

1297
01:17:04,560 --> 01:17:07,760
Speaker 1: Are those feelings still close to you or or are

1298
01:17:07,760 --> 01:17:09,160
Speaker 1: they pretty far in the past.

1299
01:17:09,920 --> 01:17:10,920
Speaker 5: No, yeah, I'm past it.

1300
01:17:13,439 --> 01:17:14,240
Speaker 1: How old are you now?

1301
01:17:15,400 --> 01:17:17,040
Speaker 5: Twenty?

1302
01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:19,080
Speaker 1: What are you doing though?

1303
01:17:20,880 --> 01:17:25,320
Speaker 5: School work? Hanging out? Talking to you?

1304
01:17:32,080 --> 01:17:35,240
Speaker 1: So you said there's a you started out by making

1305
01:17:35,360 --> 01:17:40,599
Speaker 1: juvenile Hall sound a little bit like kindergarten color War

1306
01:17:40,640 --> 01:17:43,320
Speaker 1: where they have like the blue team and the red team.

1307
01:17:43,400 --> 01:17:48,479
Speaker 5: Yeah, so they keep you separate because like obviously, like

1308
01:17:48,520 --> 01:17:50,360
Speaker 5: there's certain people that you want to keep separate from

1309
01:17:50,360 --> 01:17:58,320
Speaker 5: each other. Go ahead, Oh.

1310
01:17:58,120 --> 01:18:01,479
Speaker 1: Wait, wait, hold real work? What Yeah, don't don't dump it.

1311
01:18:01,560 --> 01:18:04,840
Speaker 1: Don't you mean too Leanna in the chat? Don't mean

1312
01:18:04,880 --> 01:18:05,679
Speaker 1: to Leanna in the chat?

1313
01:18:07,840 --> 01:18:08,120
Speaker 2: All right?

1314
01:18:08,400 --> 01:18:09,000
Speaker 1: What are we saying?

1315
01:18:10,200 --> 01:18:12,280
Speaker 5: So like, there was like the Green block, like I

1316
01:18:12,280 --> 01:18:14,160
Speaker 5: don't want to like it's juvie at the end of

1317
01:18:14,200 --> 01:18:14,479
Speaker 5: the day.

1318
01:18:14,520 --> 01:18:14,840
Speaker 7: But like.

1319
01:18:16,320 --> 01:18:20,040
Speaker 5: Where I was, there's like there's like gangs and ships,

1320
01:18:20,640 --> 01:18:23,559
Speaker 5: so they would keep the blue and green like rival

1321
01:18:23,560 --> 01:18:27,200
Speaker 5: gangs from each other. And there was a there's there's

1322
01:18:27,240 --> 01:18:34,880
Speaker 5: a female block there as well. But I was in

1323
01:18:34,960 --> 01:18:43,280
Speaker 5: there over Christmas and New Year's so.

1324
01:18:40,880 --> 01:18:42,519
Speaker 1: So what was Christmas? And Juvenile Hall like.

1325
01:18:44,840 --> 01:18:48,320
Speaker 5: Actually have a funny story. So all the guys apparently

1326
01:18:48,320 --> 01:18:50,040
Speaker 5: it's a thing. Some of the guys that were there.

1327
01:18:50,080 --> 01:18:52,040
Speaker 5: I was only there for a month, and some of

1328
01:18:52,080 --> 01:18:54,280
Speaker 5: the guys that were there had been there for a

1329
01:18:54,320 --> 01:18:57,479
Speaker 5: few years. And apparently it's a thing on Christmas to

1330
01:18:57,880 --> 01:19:01,320
Speaker 5: uh flood your fucking toilet and have all the water

1331
01:19:01,360 --> 01:19:02,080
Speaker 5: come out of your.

1332
01:19:01,960 --> 01:19:09,240
Speaker 1: Out of your cell, like as a celebratory thing.

1333
01:19:10,240 --> 01:19:11,400
Speaker 5: I suppose.

1334
01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:16,679
Speaker 1: Is it is this sanctioned by the.

1335
01:19:17,880 --> 01:19:23,120
Speaker 5: No personally not people would get pulled out, like they

1336
01:19:23,120 --> 01:19:28,120
Speaker 5: would try the prisoners, if you will, would like try

1337
01:19:28,160 --> 01:19:30,640
Speaker 5: to block the door so they couldn't come in. And

1338
01:19:30,920 --> 01:19:32,760
Speaker 5: so like in my block, it was like a it

1339
01:19:32,840 --> 01:19:34,479
Speaker 5: was like a two stories, so like I was on

1340
01:19:34,520 --> 01:19:37,240
Speaker 5: the bottom floor and the people were at the top floor.

1341
01:19:37,479 --> 01:19:40,200
Speaker 5: All right, and the people on the top floor like

1342
01:19:40,479 --> 01:19:42,040
Speaker 5: there was like a little railing, like it was like

1343
01:19:42,080 --> 01:19:44,960
Speaker 5: a solid floor, and it would the water would flow

1344
01:19:45,000 --> 01:19:47,840
Speaker 5: off off of that top railing down in front of

1345
01:19:47,880 --> 01:19:51,759
Speaker 5: my cell door, like a shit waterfall.

1346
01:19:51,840 --> 01:20:00,640
Speaker 2: If if you will, Jesus Christ start.

1347
01:20:02,920 --> 01:20:05,120
Speaker 5: But I, like I said, I was trying to call

1348
01:20:05,200 --> 01:20:07,760
Speaker 5: from for a few weeks, for a few weeks now,

1349
01:20:08,200 --> 01:20:11,679
Speaker 5: and I had another story in mind.

1350
01:20:12,760 --> 01:20:14,560
Speaker 1: I feel like I still I want to hear the

1351
01:20:14,600 --> 01:20:17,120
Speaker 1: second story because I was very intrigued by the first

1352
01:20:17,160 --> 01:20:19,320
Speaker 1: story and now I'm intrigued by a second. But my

1353
01:20:19,680 --> 01:20:24,240
Speaker 1: I feel I feel like I still haven't results. How

1354
01:20:24,280 --> 01:20:26,800
Speaker 1: did this tradition begin? Is there a story behind this

1355
01:20:26,920 --> 01:20:30,040
Speaker 1: or is it just pure chaos as to why they

1356
01:20:30,160 --> 01:20:31,240
Speaker 1: flood toilets?

1357
01:20:31,680 --> 01:20:34,519
Speaker 5: What I mean I had I'm just as closed as

1358
01:20:34,560 --> 01:20:37,360
Speaker 5: you are. I mean, I thought it was funny, but

1359
01:20:38,240 --> 01:20:41,040
Speaker 5: I didn't know. I didn't know if it was. I

1360
01:20:41,040 --> 01:20:42,040
Speaker 5: don't know how it started.

1361
01:20:45,560 --> 01:20:46,320
Speaker 1: What's the second one?

1362
01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:49,559
Speaker 10: What'd you say?

1363
01:20:50,200 --> 01:20:51,800
Speaker 1: I said, what's the second one?

1364
01:20:52,479 --> 01:20:57,800
Speaker 5: Okay? So I also worked, So what high school I

1365
01:20:57,840 --> 01:21:01,960
Speaker 5: did like this career program or I could like go

1366
01:21:02,080 --> 01:21:06,200
Speaker 5: off the high school campus and like do a there's

1367
01:21:06,280 --> 01:21:10,920
Speaker 5: like a career choices for like welding, auto service, nursing, assistant,

1368
01:21:11,560 --> 01:21:14,040
Speaker 5: computer engineering, and I just I thought I was going

1369
01:21:14,080 --> 01:21:17,519
Speaker 5: to be a nurse coming out of high school. So

1370
01:21:17,560 --> 01:21:21,080
Speaker 5: I took the CNA class and finished a CREP class,

1371
01:21:21,160 --> 01:21:24,879
Speaker 5: No big deal, and I went to work at a hospital,

1372
01:21:24,880 --> 01:21:28,120
Speaker 5: all right. So I was on the surgical floor of

1373
01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:32,120
Speaker 5: a hospital, like a brand new CNA. And this is

1374
01:21:32,200 --> 01:21:34,920
Speaker 5: this is this story happened the first week I was there.

1375
01:21:35,000 --> 01:21:42,479
Speaker 5: So imagine actually, let me start off by saying, so, yes,

1376
01:21:42,520 --> 01:21:45,639
Speaker 5: it was a surgical floor, but it was also an

1377
01:21:45,640 --> 01:21:49,920
Speaker 5: overflow floor. So what that means is if there isn't

1378
01:21:49,960 --> 01:21:56,200
Speaker 5: beds available in behavioral health or like whatever whatever you whatever, whatever,

1379
01:21:56,800 --> 01:21:59,559
Speaker 5: any other floor like there's no beds available, they would

1380
01:21:59,560 --> 01:22:04,040
Speaker 5: send them to our floor. And so this one, you

1381
01:22:04,080 --> 01:22:08,080
Speaker 5: know what actually hold on. So imagine a hallway that's

1382
01:22:08,080 --> 01:22:11,880
Speaker 5: like a T shape, So there's a long, straight, yeah,

1383
01:22:11,880 --> 01:22:16,280
Speaker 5: and then in the middle of that straight is a

1384
01:22:16,360 --> 01:22:18,439
Speaker 5: tee off to the other side of the building, which

1385
01:22:18,479 --> 01:22:22,519
Speaker 5: is the ortho side. And so I'm sitting on the

1386
01:22:22,560 --> 01:22:25,680
Speaker 5: long the long hallway straight. I'm on one side. I'm

1387
01:22:25,720 --> 01:22:28,960
Speaker 5: at a computer like doing some chartings. I hear a

1388
01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:34,120
Speaker 5: commotion coming from the other side of the hallway. So

1389
01:22:34,200 --> 01:22:38,920
Speaker 5: I lean over and I see a naked man standing

1390
01:22:39,080 --> 01:22:46,160
Speaker 5: in the hallway. And he proceeds to punch a hole

1391
01:22:46,600 --> 01:22:49,599
Speaker 5: in the glass that holds the fire extinguisher in the wall,

1392
01:22:50,840 --> 01:22:54,479
Speaker 5: pulls the fire extinguisher out of the wall and inserts

1393
01:22:54,520 --> 01:22:56,439
Speaker 5: it into his rectum and pulls trigger.

1394
01:23:02,360 --> 01:23:03,160
Speaker 1: And what did you do?

1395
01:23:03,280 --> 01:23:07,200
Speaker 6: Then called for a nurse.

1396
01:23:09,920 --> 01:23:11,400
Speaker 5: He had to be taken down into the er.

1397
01:23:26,400 --> 01:23:29,519
Speaker 2: What happened to him, I honestly don't know.

1398
01:23:29,960 --> 01:23:34,760
Speaker 5: I would assume some pretty serious damages insides.

1399
01:23:40,000 --> 01:23:44,640
Speaker 1: Do you think that that might feel good?

1400
01:23:50,200 --> 01:23:57,840
Speaker 5: I wouldn't be too sure. I've never tried it.

1401
01:23:57,840 --> 01:23:59,920
Speaker 1: It probably wouldn't. It would probably feel very invasive.

1402
01:24:03,360 --> 01:24:05,240
Speaker 5: I'm not too sure he even felt it at all.

1403
01:24:08,040 --> 01:24:12,040
Speaker 1: I mean the pressure on those things, Yeah, it's like

1404
01:24:12,320 --> 01:24:14,639
Speaker 1: it's like it's like shooting a gun.

1405
01:24:15,920 --> 01:24:24,400
Speaker 6: Yeah, damn.

1406
01:24:27,320 --> 01:24:29,840
Speaker 5: But I mean working working at a hospital. I have

1407
01:24:29,920 --> 01:24:31,639
Speaker 5: a few other stories. If you want to hear him too.

1408
01:24:34,160 --> 01:24:46,160
Speaker 16: I want say, yeah, we can do one more, all right?

1409
01:24:46,200 --> 01:24:49,000
Speaker 5: So I mean, also going back to the prisoner thing,

1410
01:24:49,080 --> 01:24:52,639
Speaker 5: So we got a few prisoners in the hospital here

1411
01:24:52,680 --> 01:24:58,320
Speaker 5: and there, And I mean, I don't know if you've

1412
01:24:58,360 --> 01:25:00,600
Speaker 5: you've ever heard of this, But like prisoners will like

1413
01:25:00,680 --> 01:25:04,120
Speaker 5: almost do anything to get out of prison. Most of

1414
01:25:04,160 --> 01:25:05,519
Speaker 5: the time they do shit to get out of the

1415
01:25:06,000 --> 01:25:09,080
Speaker 5: to go to the hospital because they'll probably be out

1416
01:25:09,080 --> 01:25:13,519
Speaker 5: for like a week. And this one guy came in

1417
01:25:13,760 --> 01:25:19,160
Speaker 5: and he swallowed stuff. He swallowed shower hooks, and they

1418
01:25:19,160 --> 01:25:22,400
Speaker 5: had to do a surgery on him. And just keep

1419
01:25:22,400 --> 01:25:25,679
Speaker 5: this in mind that he had a huge a scar.

1420
01:25:27,080 --> 01:25:30,640
Speaker 5: He was stitched up straight down the middle, and uh

1421
01:25:32,280 --> 01:25:34,360
Speaker 5: so just keep that in mind for later, all right.

1422
01:25:35,000 --> 01:25:41,320
Speaker 5: And so a prisoner in a hospital, what that looks

1423
01:25:41,400 --> 01:25:44,600
Speaker 5: like is you're shackled to the bed and handcuffed in

1424
01:25:44,600 --> 01:25:47,879
Speaker 5: the bed, but you have some slack on your handcuffs

1425
01:25:47,880 --> 01:25:50,679
Speaker 5: so you can like eat, drink, read a book whatever.

1426
01:25:53,120 --> 01:26:00,360
Speaker 5: So where was that? What did I say?

1427
01:26:01,680 --> 01:26:03,920
Speaker 1: You said, a man swallowed hooks?

1428
01:26:04,479 --> 01:26:07,880
Speaker 5: Okay, Okay, So he sackled to the bat, right, and

1429
01:26:07,960 --> 01:26:13,959
Speaker 5: he has some slack in his handcuffs, and like there's guards.

1430
01:26:14,040 --> 01:26:15,800
Speaker 5: There's like three or four guards in the room at

1431
01:26:16,080 --> 01:26:21,160
Speaker 5: one time. And I didn't personally see this that I

1432
01:26:21,280 --> 01:26:24,920
Speaker 5: believe one hundred percent did it happened. So this guy

1433
01:26:25,120 --> 01:26:30,400
Speaker 5: swallowed shower hooks, big incisions down the middle of his chest,

1434
01:26:30,400 --> 01:26:37,080
Speaker 5: all right, And he allegedly ripped himself open and fonded

1435
01:26:37,120 --> 01:26:39,720
Speaker 5: with his insides.

1436
01:26:42,280 --> 01:26:43,600
Speaker 1: He what his insides?

1437
01:26:44,439 --> 01:26:47,800
Speaker 5: He fondled with his insides. He stuck his hand in

1438
01:26:47,840 --> 01:26:50,360
Speaker 5: there was grabbing around.

1439
01:26:55,160 --> 01:26:56,000
Speaker 1: Did he come.

1440
01:26:57,880 --> 01:27:00,439
Speaker 5: Like I said, I wasn't there. It's very possible.

1441
01:27:07,600 --> 01:27:09,599
Speaker 1: I guess you would like come blood or something.

1442
01:27:12,000 --> 01:27:13,519
Speaker 5: Maybe he'd come to shower hood.

1443
01:27:24,360 --> 01:27:35,320
Speaker 1: Jesus Christ. Well, yeah, no, that was he fondles. Is

1444
01:27:35,360 --> 01:27:38,880
Speaker 1: it like he fondled which of it? What of his body?

1445
01:27:38,880 --> 01:27:39,679
Speaker 1: What of his parts?

1446
01:27:42,320 --> 01:27:44,960
Speaker 5: I would assume it's intestines. That'd be the first thing

1447
01:27:45,000 --> 01:27:45,519
Speaker 5: that'd be there.

1448
01:27:53,320 --> 01:27:55,040
Speaker 1: Someone wants to know if and I don't know if

1449
01:27:55,040 --> 01:27:56,599
Speaker 1: you would know this, but someone wants to know if

1450
01:27:56,640 --> 01:27:57,760
Speaker 1: it was a sexual thing.

1451
01:27:59,479 --> 01:28:01,680
Speaker 5: I think you're I don't think it was a sexual thing.

1452
01:28:01,720 --> 01:28:05,120
Speaker 5: I think it was an attention thing, because I mean,

1453
01:28:05,160 --> 01:28:06,600
Speaker 5: at the end of the day, that's why he was

1454
01:28:06,640 --> 01:28:10,280
Speaker 5: there in the first place. That's why prisoners do the

1455
01:28:10,320 --> 01:28:13,439
Speaker 5: things they do so they can get out, Like they'll

1456
01:28:13,439 --> 01:28:16,800
Speaker 5: almost like people serving big time will do anything to

1457
01:28:16,880 --> 01:28:18,840
Speaker 5: get out, even if it's for a week, even if

1458
01:28:18,840 --> 01:28:21,120
Speaker 5: they had to swallow shower hooks.

1459
01:28:23,479 --> 01:28:24,839
Speaker 1: He couldn't have just coughed.

1460
01:28:27,280 --> 01:28:29,639
Speaker 5: This is a few years ago. That didn't mean shit.

1461
01:28:32,960 --> 01:28:33,280
Speaker 10: That guy.

1462
01:28:34,520 --> 01:28:36,760
Speaker 1: Where was coronavirus when that guy needed.

1463
01:28:39,240 --> 01:28:40,280
Speaker 5: I'm sure it got him now?

1464
01:28:41,880 --> 01:28:51,040
Speaker 1: Well, Geez, would you say your name was Connor? Well, Connor,

1465
01:28:51,080 --> 01:28:57,479
Speaker 1: you've sufficiently disturbed me. I appreciate the fact that you

1466
01:28:58,520 --> 01:29:05,080
Speaker 1: came up here and successfully pulled emotional responses from both

1467
01:29:05,160 --> 01:29:07,800
Speaker 1: me as well as the chat, because you know, that's

1468
01:29:07,840 --> 01:29:10,200
Speaker 1: what the stream is all about. It's about elictening emotions,

1469
01:29:11,800 --> 01:29:15,200
Speaker 1: however pleasant or unpleasant they may be, and you know

1470
01:29:15,240 --> 01:29:16,160
Speaker 1: you did a good job of that.

1471
01:29:17,479 --> 01:29:18,240
Speaker 5: I appreciate that.

1472
01:29:20,600 --> 01:29:23,840
Speaker 1: I appreciate you coming in here and sharing these personal

1473
01:29:23,880 --> 01:29:29,560
Speaker 1: stories with us, and I hope that you're sufficiently reformed.

1474
01:29:30,680 --> 01:29:37,160
Speaker 1: I hope that you continue down this path of glory.

1475
01:29:39,200 --> 01:29:41,360
Speaker 6: Thank you absolutely.

1476
01:29:41,920 --> 01:29:49,040
Speaker 1: I love you, Connor, love you too, Gek, take care too.

1477
01:29:53,800 --> 01:29:58,920
Speaker 1: I'm going to close the line real quick. That was

1478
01:29:58,960 --> 01:30:04,280
Speaker 1: a lot. I can we, I think we. I think

1479
01:30:04,280 --> 01:30:05,960
Speaker 1: it's okay if we take a second.

1480
01:30:22,120 --> 01:30:23,679
Speaker 6: Call from Mike.

1481
01:30:27,800 --> 01:30:32,320
Speaker 10: Mike, that was a crazy burp.

1482
01:30:34,400 --> 01:30:36,120
Speaker 1: How do you how do you how does burp? How

1483
01:30:36,160 --> 01:30:37,160
Speaker 1: do you feel about burping?

1484
01:30:39,000 --> 01:30:39,120
Speaker 2: Uh?

1485
01:30:40,160 --> 01:30:43,799
Speaker 10: I'm pro burping. I think I'm pro burping.

1486
01:30:44,160 --> 01:30:45,960
Speaker 1: Can you burp right now? Can you burp on command?

1487
01:30:46,960 --> 01:30:49,560
Speaker 10: I can't. I don't know if there's the way I

1488
01:30:49,600 --> 01:30:50,200
Speaker 10: can learn that.

1489
01:30:56,280 --> 01:30:59,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, because your p o box at usps or ups.

1490
01:30:59,360 --> 01:31:03,960
Speaker 1: It's at uss daisy get you burp a lot. But

1491
01:31:04,000 --> 01:31:06,280
Speaker 1: I see you drink a lot of water. So okay,

1492
01:31:06,320 --> 01:31:08,479
Speaker 1: so that's something you can't do. All right, So we

1493
01:31:08,560 --> 01:31:10,639
Speaker 1: know a thing that you can't do. You can't burp

1494
01:31:10,720 --> 01:31:11,200
Speaker 1: on command?

1495
01:31:11,920 --> 01:31:17,240
Speaker 16: No, what can you do?

1496
01:31:18,600 --> 01:31:27,120
Speaker 10: Hmm? I can? I can tell when people have to poop?

1497
01:31:30,920 --> 01:31:32,439
Speaker 1: How can you tell when people have to poop?

1498
01:31:33,720 --> 01:31:38,800
Speaker 10: It's in the walk?

1499
01:31:39,880 --> 01:31:41,280
Speaker 1: What about the walk?

1500
01:31:44,000 --> 01:31:46,879
Speaker 10: It's kind of slanted, it's rushed.

1501
01:31:48,000 --> 01:31:48,280
Speaker 7: You know?

1502
01:31:54,000 --> 01:31:57,559
Speaker 1: What do you do when you see someone that you

1503
01:31:57,640 --> 01:32:01,400
Speaker 1: know has to poop? How do you respond to having

1504
01:32:01,439 --> 01:32:02,000
Speaker 1: that knowledge?

1505
01:32:02,760 --> 01:32:04,240
Speaker 10: It makes me have to poop?

1506
01:32:07,720 --> 01:32:10,519
Speaker 1: So seeing other people have to poop makes you have

1507
01:32:10,560 --> 01:32:11,000
Speaker 1: to poop?

1508
01:32:11,960 --> 01:32:14,800
Speaker 10: Yeah?

1509
01:32:15,439 --> 01:32:16,559
Speaker 1: Is this a sexual thing?

1510
01:32:17,760 --> 01:32:24,120
Speaker 10: No? No, it just reminds me of times that I

1511
01:32:24,160 --> 01:32:27,200
Speaker 10: have pooped and then I have to poop.

1512
01:32:34,080 --> 01:32:35,360
Speaker 1: Are they fond of memories?

1513
01:32:36,720 --> 01:32:37,040
Speaker 3: Oh?

1514
01:32:37,120 --> 01:32:39,519
Speaker 10: Yeah, all of them are fond.

1515
01:32:43,320 --> 01:32:48,280
Speaker 1: Someone in the chats said that that's a strong display

1516
01:32:48,280 --> 01:32:50,320
Speaker 1: of empathy.

1517
01:32:51,920 --> 01:33:02,000
Speaker 10: Yeah, I'm an empathetic poop watcher. Is that what's the

1518
01:33:02,040 --> 01:33:02,680
Speaker 10: title for that.

1519
01:33:04,080 --> 01:33:08,880
Speaker 1: I think empathetic poop watcher works. Are you vaping right now?

1520
01:33:10,280 --> 01:33:11,639
Speaker 5: Uh?

1521
01:33:11,960 --> 01:33:14,960
Speaker 10: Is that a good thing? O?

1522
01:33:15,200 --> 01:33:15,479
Speaker 1: Zask?

1523
01:33:17,000 --> 01:33:17,240
Speaker 5: Yes?

1524
01:33:17,920 --> 01:33:19,040
Speaker 1: What slave? Are you baping?

1525
01:33:20,120 --> 01:33:20,439
Speaker 7: Straight?

1526
01:33:20,520 --> 01:33:20,800
Speaker 4: Mental?

1527
01:33:22,880 --> 01:33:23,920
Speaker 10: Because I'm a psycho.

1528
01:33:28,560 --> 01:33:30,840
Speaker 1: So do you have this with pea as well? Or

1529
01:33:30,880 --> 01:33:31,519
Speaker 1: is it just poop?

1530
01:33:33,600 --> 01:33:38,479
Speaker 10: No, no pee, just just the pooping? I don't know

1531
01:33:38,520 --> 01:33:40,360
Speaker 10: what does that? What does that mean that I can't

1532
01:33:40,760 --> 01:33:41,639
Speaker 10: tell when people.

1533
01:33:41,439 --> 01:33:42,080
Speaker 5: Have to pee?

1534
01:33:42,920 --> 01:33:45,160
Speaker 10: You think that's is that apathetic?

1535
01:33:47,520 --> 01:33:51,519
Speaker 1: You're an empathetic pooper but an apathetic peer?

1536
01:33:52,920 --> 01:33:57,080
Speaker 10: Yes, okay, it's all coming together.

1537
01:33:58,600 --> 01:33:58,800
Speaker 2: Well.

1538
01:33:58,880 --> 01:34:01,160
Speaker 1: I think that the reason behind that could be that

1539
01:34:01,439 --> 01:34:05,000
Speaker 1: peeing is a bit more casual of an experience than pooping.

1540
01:34:06,840 --> 01:34:09,880
Speaker 1: Pooping's a bit bigger of a deal. But here here

1541
01:34:09,920 --> 01:34:12,240
Speaker 1: because look, because peeing is a bit more portable. You

1542
01:34:12,280 --> 01:34:18,080
Speaker 1: can do it in the woods, you can do it

1543
01:34:18,120 --> 01:34:20,760
Speaker 1: in your pants, and it's not as big of a

1544
01:34:20,800 --> 01:34:22,920
Speaker 1: detriment to you going on about your days. If you

1545
01:34:22,960 --> 01:34:23,839
Speaker 1: pooped in your pants.

1546
01:34:25,080 --> 01:34:27,320
Speaker 10: Yeah, if you poop in your pants, you're not gonna

1547
01:34:27,360 --> 01:34:30,760
Speaker 10: have friends, you know, So that's part of that.

1548
01:34:30,880 --> 01:34:32,680
Speaker 1: I think if you poop in your pants and your

1549
01:34:32,680 --> 01:34:34,200
Speaker 1: friends don't want to hang out with you because of

1550
01:34:34,240 --> 01:34:35,759
Speaker 1: that I think that you need new friends.

1551
01:34:37,280 --> 01:34:41,559
Speaker 10: That's true. They don't realize how empathetic I am, you know,

1552
01:34:42,920 --> 01:34:45,679
Speaker 10: because maybe I just saw someone that needs to poop

1553
01:34:46,760 --> 01:34:49,639
Speaker 10: and I could sense the emergency and then I poop

1554
01:34:50,360 --> 01:34:51,280
Speaker 10: like super quick.

1555
01:34:53,520 --> 01:34:56,240
Speaker 1: Yes, it's like when you see someone else it's like, okay, sure,

1556
01:34:56,479 --> 01:34:58,479
Speaker 1: now I'm beginning to understand this a little bit more. Right,

1557
01:34:58,840 --> 01:35:01,760
Speaker 1: if you were on the street of Manhattan and you

1558
01:35:01,960 --> 01:35:07,839
Speaker 1: saw a crowd of people running and screaming the opposite direction,

1559
01:35:08,920 --> 01:35:12,040
Speaker 1: you would also feel a sense of alarm, and and

1560
01:35:12,120 --> 01:35:15,840
Speaker 1: that's sort of a micro a macrocosm of what you're

1561
01:35:15,880 --> 01:35:18,360
Speaker 1: experiencing with this empathetic pooping thing.

1562
01:35:20,000 --> 01:35:26,680
Speaker 10: Right, Right, So I'm really just yeah, I'm liking the

1563
01:35:26,760 --> 01:35:28,720
Speaker 10: sound of this. I thought it was a handicap, but

1564
01:35:28,760 --> 01:35:30,639
Speaker 10: I think it's pretty good.

1565
01:35:34,920 --> 01:35:41,679
Speaker 1: You know, I've never understood it's totally acceptable to tell

1566
01:35:41,680 --> 01:35:44,200
Speaker 1: people you're gonna go pee, but not that you're gonna

1567
01:35:44,200 --> 01:35:48,360
Speaker 1: go poop. Like if you're like, if you're like in

1568
01:35:48,400 --> 01:35:50,120
Speaker 1: a group setting and you're like, I gotta go pee,

1569
01:35:50,200 --> 01:35:53,519
Speaker 1: and they're like, all right, right, But if you're in

1570
01:35:53,520 --> 01:35:55,439
Speaker 1: a group setting you're like, I got I gotta go poop.

1571
01:35:55,520 --> 01:35:56,479
Speaker 1: Everyone's like, what the hell?

1572
01:35:57,160 --> 01:35:59,280
Speaker 10: Let me ask you this, is it more acceptable to

1573
01:35:59,320 --> 01:36:03,080
Speaker 10: say I have to go poop or I've just finished pooper.

1574
01:36:07,120 --> 01:36:10,800
Speaker 1: I think it's a little bit weirder to silently to

1575
01:36:10,880 --> 01:36:16,400
Speaker 1: initially silently excuse yourself to the bathroom to go poop

1576
01:36:16,960 --> 01:36:21,400
Speaker 1: and then, upon returning to the dinner table, announced that

1577
01:36:21,439 --> 01:36:25,640
Speaker 1: you have just pooped. Right, there's no reason to do that.

1578
01:36:27,120 --> 01:36:30,919
Speaker 10: Now, let me ask you this. I'm an empathetic pooper.

1579
01:36:31,360 --> 01:36:34,880
Speaker 10: What if I let that person know that because I

1580
01:36:34,920 --> 01:36:37,920
Speaker 10: could tell they have to go poop, and I could

1581
01:36:37,920 --> 01:36:40,640
Speaker 10: tell them that I saw them from a distance and

1582
01:36:40,720 --> 01:36:42,799
Speaker 10: I could tell and then I had to go poop.

1583
01:36:43,960 --> 01:36:45,160
Speaker 10: What would their reaction be?

1584
01:36:45,280 --> 01:36:45,679
Speaker 2: Do you think?

1585
01:36:49,240 --> 01:36:51,679
Speaker 1: I don't know? Maybe you'd make a friend.

1586
01:36:52,439 --> 01:36:55,559
Speaker 10: Right, Okay, I'm gonna start doing that.

1587
01:36:56,560 --> 01:37:00,280
Speaker 1: You should, you should warn them? You you know what,

1588
01:37:00,439 --> 01:37:02,200
Speaker 1: I think you could use this for good if perhaps

1589
01:37:02,280 --> 01:37:07,880
Speaker 1: you see a person who you can tell has to poop,

1590
01:37:07,920 --> 01:37:09,800
Speaker 1: but you can also maybe tell that they don't know

1591
01:37:09,840 --> 01:37:11,479
Speaker 1: that they have to poop, but that they're gonna know

1592
01:37:11,800 --> 01:37:14,759
Speaker 1: very soon. You could go after them and warn them.

1593
01:37:15,000 --> 01:37:23,760
Speaker 14: So like a psychic pooper a little bit, okay, I'm

1594
01:37:23,840 --> 01:37:27,920
Speaker 14: like a guardian angel pooper, like, Hey, I'm here to

1595
01:37:27,960 --> 01:37:28,479
Speaker 14: comfort you.

1596
01:37:32,200 --> 01:37:36,160
Speaker 1: Yes, I think that you should go around to random

1597
01:37:36,160 --> 01:37:41,759
Speaker 1: people and comfort them in their time of need, because,

1598
01:37:41,800 --> 01:37:46,320
Speaker 1: as we have established, it's a having to poop is

1599
01:37:46,360 --> 01:37:48,639
Speaker 1: a very very mild version of panic.

1600
01:37:52,439 --> 01:37:53,800
Speaker 10: All right, you don't panic pee?

1601
01:37:56,000 --> 01:37:57,000
Speaker 1: Oh I have panic peede?

1602
01:37:58,760 --> 01:38:05,040
Speaker 10: Really, I think I panicked pede. You know, when I

1603
01:38:05,080 --> 01:38:06,920
Speaker 10: was younger, my uncle told me that if I peed

1604
01:38:06,920 --> 01:38:10,559
Speaker 10: in this pool, there would be red die everywhere. And

1605
01:38:10,640 --> 01:38:14,880
Speaker 10: I just peeded and then frent. It was a panic

1606
01:38:14,880 --> 01:38:17,439
Speaker 10: because I thought there might be read somewhere and I'd

1607
01:38:17,439 --> 01:38:23,479
Speaker 10: be found out, like there was some kind of die

1608
01:38:23,520 --> 01:38:25,200
Speaker 10: in the pool that could detect pee.

1609
01:38:25,240 --> 01:38:31,479
Speaker 1: Is that a real thing, red die that can detect

1610
01:38:31,479 --> 01:38:32,320
Speaker 1: pee in pools?

1611
01:38:33,920 --> 01:38:43,280
Speaker 10: Yeah, he was kind of a shitty uncle. Basically, he

1612
01:38:43,320 --> 01:38:47,280
Speaker 10: was saying, don't pee my pool. I'll no, that's what

1613
01:38:47,320 --> 01:38:48,120
Speaker 10: he was trying to tell me.

1614
01:38:49,360 --> 01:38:51,040
Speaker 1: I thought he was trying to tell you that there

1615
01:38:51,120 --> 01:38:54,960
Speaker 1: was something that happens where if you pee into a pool,

1616
01:38:55,240 --> 01:38:56,200
Speaker 1: you'll pee blood.

1617
01:38:57,360 --> 01:39:01,120
Speaker 10: Oh no, no, no, no, Like it was a nicole that

1618
01:39:01,240 --> 01:39:04,320
Speaker 10: once you peede, it would be visible to the other

1619
01:39:04,360 --> 01:39:08,559
Speaker 10: people in the pool, and then everyone would laugh at you.

1620
01:39:08,640 --> 01:39:16,360
Speaker 1: And then he would know, I think I think your

1621
01:39:16,360 --> 01:39:18,640
Speaker 1: solution in that situation would be to take you know,

1622
01:39:18,720 --> 01:39:22,240
Speaker 1: with B to B. Look, if you're gonna pee in

1623
01:39:22,520 --> 01:39:23,559
Speaker 1: the pool, you just got to own.

1624
01:39:23,439 --> 01:39:27,400
Speaker 10: It rights and the whole Thingrette.

1625
01:39:27,520 --> 01:39:32,920
Speaker 1: And yet yes, yes, it's.

1626
01:39:32,800 --> 01:39:34,559
Speaker 10: Like, what do you think of your red dye?

1627
01:39:34,640 --> 01:39:34,880
Speaker 7: Now?

1628
01:39:36,400 --> 01:39:41,599
Speaker 10: I just I just made it happen. I'm feeling better

1629
01:39:41,720 --> 01:39:43,920
Speaker 10: about bodily functions after this call.

1630
01:39:44,960 --> 01:39:50,920
Speaker 1: Beautiful. Well, well, Mike, I'm happy that that you feel

1631
01:39:50,920 --> 01:39:53,040
Speaker 1: a little better about the natural processes of your body.

1632
01:39:53,040 --> 01:39:54,280
Speaker 1: And I'm happy for the role that I got to

1633
01:39:54,320 --> 01:39:54,720
Speaker 1: play in that.

1634
01:39:56,600 --> 01:39:57,000
Speaker 10: Thank you.

1635
01:39:58,240 --> 01:39:59,960
Speaker 1: I love you very much. I'll talk to you again soon.

1636
01:40:00,680 --> 01:40:01,320
Speaker 14: I love you too.

1637
01:40:01,400 --> 01:40:01,719
Speaker 7: Bye.

1638
01:40:09,120 --> 01:40:11,480
Speaker 17: Call from Aaron.

1639
01:40:12,720 --> 01:40:15,120
Speaker 6: Two Aaron.

1640
01:40:16,960 --> 01:40:20,920
Speaker 17: Hello, Hello, Aaron, Oh my god.

1641
01:40:21,120 --> 01:40:27,519
Speaker 1: Hi, you know, I'm all right. Thank you for asking.

1642
01:40:27,520 --> 01:40:29,000
Speaker 1: Not a lot of people ask me how I am,

1643
01:40:29,040 --> 01:40:30,599
Speaker 1: but it makes me feel good when they do. Not

1644
01:40:30,600 --> 01:40:31,920
Speaker 1: that they're obligated.

1645
01:40:31,400 --> 01:40:31,800
Speaker 6: Too, But.

1646
01:40:33,840 --> 01:40:36,080
Speaker 17: That's okay. I'm really happy to be talking to you.

1647
01:40:36,680 --> 01:40:40,280
Speaker 17: I've tried calling you many streams, but here we are.

1648
01:40:43,120 --> 01:40:45,360
Speaker 1: How many times did you have to call to get in.

1649
01:40:47,040 --> 01:40:47,280
Speaker 17: Well?

1650
01:40:47,320 --> 01:40:49,639
Speaker 3: Today this is like my fourth call.

1651
01:40:50,360 --> 01:40:52,880
Speaker 17: But previously I would call you so many times that

1652
01:40:52,920 --> 01:40:57,960
Speaker 17: it would like you know clear my most recent calls.

1653
01:41:00,680 --> 01:41:03,679
Speaker 1: Who who else do you call a lot in your life?

1654
01:41:05,160 --> 01:41:09,680
Speaker 17: Sometimes I call my mom, she's pretty sick. I like

1655
01:41:09,760 --> 01:41:14,960
Speaker 17: my mom. Yeah, I mean, that's about it. I don't

1656
01:41:15,040 --> 01:41:18,240
Speaker 17: talk to a lot of people. That's my story. Who

1657
01:41:18,280 --> 01:41:18,760
Speaker 17: do you call?

1658
01:41:20,920 --> 01:41:23,280
Speaker 1: Do you intentionally not talk to a lot of people?

1659
01:41:23,360 --> 01:41:26,639
Speaker 1: Or do you do you try to talk to people

1660
01:41:26,680 --> 01:41:27,720
Speaker 1: but they don't won't talk to you.

1661
01:41:30,439 --> 01:41:33,120
Speaker 17: I feel like I intentionally don't talk to people. I

1662
01:41:33,200 --> 01:41:36,639
Speaker 17: kind of ignore people a lot. I don't like people.

1663
01:41:37,800 --> 01:41:38,240
Speaker 1: Why don't you.

1664
01:41:40,080 --> 01:41:47,479
Speaker 17: Because they're stupid. It's just like every day, you know,

1665
01:41:47,640 --> 01:41:51,240
Speaker 17: existence is more painful with the amount of stupid people

1666
01:41:51,240 --> 01:41:55,680
Speaker 17: I deal with. I don't know.

1667
01:41:58,640 --> 01:41:59,559
Speaker 1: That you have ever met.

1668
01:42:01,600 --> 01:42:05,400
Speaker 17: Okay, So here's a good one. So I work in

1669
01:42:05,439 --> 01:42:09,480
Speaker 17: a restaurant and I'm in the amazing state of North Carolina.

1670
01:42:10,400 --> 01:42:14,600
Speaker 17: So in North Carolina, our COVID numbers are just beautiful.

1671
01:42:15,920 --> 01:42:20,679
Speaker 17: So people really don't like wearing masks. So at my job,

1672
01:42:20,760 --> 01:42:25,840
Speaker 17: I have to tell people to tell them or I

1673
01:42:25,880 --> 01:42:28,240
Speaker 17: have to tell them to wear their mask, and people

1674
01:42:28,280 --> 01:42:32,880
Speaker 17: will often scream at me about it and then ask

1675
01:42:33,000 --> 01:42:37,400
Speaker 17: me why they should wear one, even though they're grown adults.

1676
01:42:37,439 --> 01:42:39,680
Speaker 17: And you know what, it's just like mentally exhausting, and

1677
01:42:39,720 --> 01:42:44,920
Speaker 17: people are asking what city. It's in Greensboro. So yes,

1678
01:42:45,439 --> 01:42:52,240
Speaker 17: it's like right in the middle of school and Hicksville.

1679
01:42:54,560 --> 01:42:59,280
Speaker 1: Now, what is it about your surroundings you think that

1680
01:42:59,439 --> 01:43:04,040
Speaker 1: have separated? Did you from the hive mind of Greenville

1681
01:43:04,280 --> 01:43:07,720
Speaker 1: that has decided upon not wearing masks?

1682
01:43:10,080 --> 01:43:10,320
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1683
01:43:10,960 --> 01:43:13,960
Speaker 17: I don't really know. I just moved here from New York.

1684
01:43:15,000 --> 01:43:18,000
Speaker 17: But for some reason, people just really don't like it.

1685
01:43:19,880 --> 01:43:22,640
Speaker 17: I just I don't know why. It's just like the

1686
01:43:22,640 --> 01:43:25,040
Speaker 17: whole entire state of New York or New York, the

1687
01:43:25,120 --> 01:43:28,360
Speaker 17: whole entire state of North Carolina just said that, you know,

1688
01:43:29,520 --> 01:43:32,519
Speaker 17: mass are stupid and they don't exist and they shouldn't exist.

1689
01:43:35,200 --> 01:43:37,200
Speaker 1: Why'd you move from New York?

1690
01:43:38,800 --> 01:43:45,800
Speaker 17: I'm going to college down here now. So yeah, that's my.

1691
01:43:45,800 --> 01:43:49,920
Speaker 1: Story, although I feel like you didn't you kind of

1692
01:43:49,920 --> 01:43:56,680
Speaker 1: bring Why did you choose to move to Greenville?

1693
01:43:57,040 --> 01:43:59,880
Speaker 17: Well, I hate to correct you, but it's called Greensboro.

1694
01:44:00,920 --> 01:44:03,479
Speaker 1: But I've been saying Greenville this whole time.

1695
01:44:03,600 --> 01:44:05,559
Speaker 17: Yeah, but you know what, I'm just gonna let it go.

1696
01:44:05,880 --> 01:44:07,920
Speaker 17: You know what, you deserve a pat You're doing great.

1697
01:44:08,200 --> 01:44:10,519
Speaker 1: Hold on, what would you not letting it go look like, though,

1698
01:44:10,640 --> 01:44:12,760
Speaker 1: what would you making a big deal of it be?

1699
01:44:14,560 --> 01:44:17,679
Speaker 17: I don't know, that's actually a great question. I would

1700
01:44:17,720 --> 01:44:21,320
Speaker 17: probably just, you know, correct you the same way as

1701
01:44:21,360 --> 01:44:24,439
Speaker 17: I would right now, But I would in that case.

1702
01:44:24,479 --> 01:44:27,200
Speaker 1: You So, in that case, you did make your version of.

1703
01:44:27,120 --> 01:44:30,360
Speaker 8: A big deal out of it, I guess.

1704
01:44:30,560 --> 01:44:33,240
Speaker 17: But it did take me a while, you know, I

1705
01:44:33,320 --> 01:44:36,280
Speaker 17: just you know, I figured that, you know, I just

1706
01:44:36,439 --> 01:44:37,000
Speaker 17: I should.

1707
01:44:36,840 --> 01:44:39,240
Speaker 14: Correct you, all right?

1708
01:44:39,280 --> 01:44:40,639
Speaker 1: So why did you choose to go to Greenborough?

1709
01:44:44,560 --> 01:44:47,200
Speaker 17: Mostly just a college I'm going to. It's really good

1710
01:44:47,439 --> 01:44:53,479
Speaker 17: for music because I want to be a musician, that's

1711
01:44:53,479 --> 01:44:53,840
Speaker 17: the tea.

1712
01:44:58,880 --> 01:45:07,640
Speaker 1: But but how does music school online working for you?

1713
01:45:07,760 --> 01:45:08,200
Speaker 1: Right now?

1714
01:45:09,200 --> 01:45:13,000
Speaker 17: So I'm kind of doing hybrids. But music school online.

1715
01:45:12,880 --> 01:45:14,160
Speaker 7: Is really ass.

1716
01:45:14,560 --> 01:45:17,800
Speaker 17: Actually sorry, I don't know. I think I can swear

1717
01:45:17,880 --> 01:45:24,479
Speaker 17: on the stream. Wow, it really sucks. I have to

1718
01:45:24,520 --> 01:45:28,679
Speaker 17: listen to a lot of classical music by really old,

1719
01:45:28,760 --> 01:45:32,000
Speaker 17: dead white men that I really don't care about and

1720
01:45:32,040 --> 01:45:34,439
Speaker 17: then tell people what I think about it, which I

1721
01:45:34,600 --> 01:45:38,600
Speaker 17: obviously have to lie because it's fucking tucks and I

1722
01:45:38,640 --> 01:45:41,840
Speaker 17: hate listening to it. But you know what, that's just

1723
01:45:41,880 --> 01:45:42,360
Speaker 17: the way it is.

1724
01:45:43,080 --> 01:45:47,639
Speaker 1: Aaron, Why are you? Why are you so upset.

1725
01:45:49,200 --> 01:45:53,160
Speaker 17: It's just the way, you know. I don't know. I

1726
01:45:53,160 --> 01:45:55,439
Speaker 17: feel like I'm a really negative person that has just

1727
01:45:55,479 --> 01:45:59,679
Speaker 17: become my personality trait. That's like my only redeeming quality

1728
01:46:00,120 --> 01:46:02,360
Speaker 17: besides the fact that I have from one point five

1729
01:46:02,400 --> 01:46:06,400
Speaker 17: brain cells. And it's kind of entertaining. But you know what,

1730
01:46:07,040 --> 01:46:11,280
Speaker 17: it's just my personality straight, it's just misery.

1731
01:46:13,120 --> 01:46:13,840
Speaker 1: What can you do?

1732
01:46:16,240 --> 01:46:17,400
Speaker 17: It could be not miserable.

1733
01:46:20,280 --> 01:46:20,760
Speaker 1: I don't know.

1734
01:46:20,960 --> 01:46:23,320
Speaker 17: I feel like that you're supposed to tell me how

1735
01:46:23,320 --> 01:46:25,679
Speaker 17: to be not miserable if you are the therapy echo,

1736
01:46:26,200 --> 01:46:28,040
Speaker 17: give me some examples. What should I do?

1737
01:46:35,280 --> 01:46:38,479
Speaker 1: I think you should lower your expectations of not just

1738
01:46:38,560 --> 01:46:45,120
Speaker 1: other people, but of but of everything, of everyone.

1739
01:46:47,080 --> 01:46:48,599
Speaker 17: And someone told me I should move.

1740
01:46:50,160 --> 01:46:50,720
Speaker 9: You know what, I.

1741
01:46:52,600 --> 01:46:54,120
Speaker 17: Hard agree. I miss New York.

1742
01:46:54,720 --> 01:46:59,519
Speaker 1: I think you should lower your expectations of the general

1743
01:46:59,560 --> 01:47:07,000
Speaker 1: citizens of the general public of Greenville. Should lower your

1744
01:47:07,000 --> 01:47:11,960
Speaker 1: expectations of me to give you adequate advice. Should lower

1745
01:47:12,000 --> 01:47:16,800
Speaker 1: your expectations of college to give you adequate experience.

1746
01:47:21,880 --> 01:47:25,760
Speaker 17: You know what, You're probably right, I have. You know,

1747
01:47:26,120 --> 01:47:28,400
Speaker 17: I have pretty low expectations most of the time, but

1748
01:47:28,439 --> 01:47:30,880
Speaker 17: I feel like they can go lower. And you know what,

1749
01:47:32,680 --> 01:47:34,880
Speaker 17: maybe then I'll be happy once again.

1750
01:47:36,960 --> 01:47:38,559
Speaker 1: I think it'll help. At least.

1751
01:47:39,439 --> 01:47:43,160
Speaker 17: This isn't really enlightening cock. I'm really glad. I'm glad

1752
01:47:43,640 --> 01:47:44,360
Speaker 17: moment together.

1753
01:47:45,600 --> 01:47:47,000
Speaker 1: I'm glad we're sharing this moment too.

1754
01:47:48,000 --> 01:47:51,360
Speaker 17: Yeah, I'm you know, I'm really glad I found you.

1755
01:47:51,360 --> 01:47:55,120
Speaker 17: You're a diamond in the rough. Therapy, get go, you know,

1756
01:47:55,920 --> 01:47:57,080
Speaker 17: I'm just happy to be here.

1757
01:47:58,960 --> 01:47:59,439
Speaker 15: We did it.

1758
01:48:00,040 --> 01:48:02,400
Speaker 1: We got you, We got you something, we got you somewhere,

1759
01:48:02,880 --> 01:48:04,960
Speaker 1: we got you, got to be this. That was that

1760
01:48:05,080 --> 01:48:11,160
Speaker 1: was a positive. We got a solid positive twenty seconds

1761
01:48:11,160 --> 01:48:12,760
Speaker 1: out of you. And I think if we can get

1762
01:48:12,760 --> 01:48:14,639
Speaker 1: twenty second Saturday, we can get years.

1763
01:48:14,760 --> 01:48:14,960
Speaker 2: Eric.

1764
01:48:16,600 --> 01:48:19,879
Speaker 17: I hope. So, I hope we can, you know, continue

1765
01:48:19,880 --> 01:48:23,160
Speaker 17: our sessions and hopefully one day I can just be,

1766
01:48:23,880 --> 01:48:29,000
Speaker 17: you know, a more positive person with your guidance. And

1767
01:48:29,040 --> 01:48:31,320
Speaker 17: you know what, I hope you don't have any more

1768
01:48:31,360 --> 01:48:34,679
Speaker 17: poop called for now, within at least the next hour.

1769
01:48:36,360 --> 01:48:40,360
Speaker 1: Well, I don't have any expectations, so.

1770
01:48:40,720 --> 01:48:42,920
Speaker 17: Yeah, maybe you should lower them a little and you'll

1771
01:48:42,920 --> 01:48:43,479
Speaker 17: be happier.

1772
01:48:45,200 --> 01:48:47,920
Speaker 1: Maybe I should. I'll love you and I'll talk to

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Speaker 17: I love you too. I hope you have an amazing.

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Speaker 1: Night you as well.

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Speaker 1: Lyle and then the number four ever. Okay, I love

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Speaker 1: you all, Take care. Heil Satan, Alaska as a city

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Speaker 1: and out of state. See you, see you soon, See

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