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Speaker 1: What Up, guys, Welcome back to your favorite podcast, Cheeks

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Speaker 1: and Chill. I know, and thank you so much for

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Speaker 1: being here. I cannot believe tomorrow is New Year's Eve.

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Speaker 1: That is crazy, and I am in the Philippines with

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Speaker 1: my husband, so we're going to be spending it out here.

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Speaker 1: But AnyWho, this year has been full of lows and highs,

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Speaker 1: but nonetheless, it's been a great year and I want

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Speaker 1: to highlight a few things and also welcome twenty twenty

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Speaker 1: five because I'm looking forward to it. So in one word,

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Speaker 1: if I can describe twenty twenty four, I would say

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Speaker 1: it was fulfilling. It was the year of fulfillment, very grateful.

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Speaker 1: A lot has happened. I feel that it's been like

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Speaker 1: three years or more in this one year. Let's start

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Speaker 1: off with January and January twenty twenty four. We spent

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Speaker 1: last New Years in Zion, Utah, our absolute favorite place,

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Speaker 1: and we haven't been back since actually, and I missed

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Speaker 1: it and I need it in my life. But anyways,

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Speaker 1: we chose to spend it out there. We also decided

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Speaker 1: that we were going to start the year off sober,

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Speaker 1: so we did that the first ninety days of the year.

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Speaker 1: Twenty twenty four were sober, no alcohol, no cannabis for me,

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Speaker 1: no red meat, no coffee. I think it was one

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Speaker 1: of the best things I could have done. On January fourth,

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Speaker 1: I got my breast surgery, my fifth breast surgery. Guys,

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Speaker 1: poor Emidio, he's been through two of them with me.

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Speaker 1: So that's kind of how the year started. You know.

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Speaker 1: I was getting the scar revision and like I had

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Speaker 1: something going on with my boob. It was just like

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Speaker 1: this whole thing. Anyways, it was necessary. And then towards

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Speaker 1: the end of January that's when I started IVF and

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Speaker 1: I think that's what the first thing that threw me

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Speaker 1: through a loop because it's a bunch of hormones. As

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Speaker 1: you guys know, I talked about it here on the podcast.

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Speaker 1: So I was injecting myself with hormones and it just

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Speaker 1: took an emotional toll on me. It was a lot,

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Speaker 1: but I'm grateful because I only had to do it once.

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Speaker 1: A lot of women I here have to do a

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Speaker 1: few cycles. I prayed and I was like, God, I

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Speaker 1: just want to do it once because I know myself

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Speaker 1: I'm already a cancer. I'm very emotional. I'm lunatic. Lunatica,

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Speaker 1: not lunatic, but lunatica sounds better in English or in Spanish.

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Speaker 1: Should I say I've never done birth control pills because

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Speaker 1: I'm all the hormones and stuff like it really does

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Speaker 1: affect me. I'm very in tune with my body. So

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Speaker 1: that happened. That was how it started. And then we

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Speaker 1: were sober, which kind of obviously helped. But sometimes you know,

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Speaker 1: a glass of wine or some tequila makes things feel better.

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Speaker 1: So I just really had no other choice but to

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Speaker 1: face everything. Then I was started working on you know,

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Speaker 1: the album, The Amanthis, And that's why it's so important

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Speaker 1: to for me anyways as an artist, to really think

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Speaker 1: about what I'm going to name the album, the concept

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Speaker 1: and everything, because the whole concept, the whole theme was,

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Speaker 1: like I said, diamonds and how a diamond is made,

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Speaker 1: the process that it goes through, and I really felt

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Speaker 1: it in my life in every aspect. Trying to finish

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Speaker 1: through all these things, all these emotions. I wasn't able

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Speaker 1: I just felt a lot of pressure. Puli means being polished,

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Speaker 1: and that's what I feel that this year has done

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Speaker 1: for me. Twenty twenty four was a number eight, like

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Speaker 1: is like I'm talking to mirology now. A lot of

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Speaker 1: great things come with it. It's everlasting, it's infinity, it's

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Speaker 1: constantly flowing. And I felt like that happened this year

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Speaker 1: a lot. And I also knew I was going to

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Speaker 1: have what they call a karmic year, which means that

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Speaker 1: all the seeds that I planted for good or for bad,

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Speaker 1: I was going to sew in this year or see

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Speaker 1: lot of work, A lot was going on. We had

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Speaker 1: And I know I made noticing me to talk about it,

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Speaker 1: I'm very grateful for that. So a lot has happened.

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Speaker 1: going down the line of the month, and every month

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Speaker 1: and I can't remember what happened in March. Oh we

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Speaker 1: went to Big Sir in March. Okay, so yeah, so

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Speaker 1: in March, I mean it was reminding me right now, guys.

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Speaker 1: So in March we went to Big sur and we

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Speaker 1: We had an amazing conversation. We were in the chacuzzi.

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Speaker 1: not telling you guys to go out there and do mushrooms.

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Speaker 1: a responsible adult. It's my choice. But you guys might

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Speaker 1: share everything with you guys. So anyways, that was what

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Speaker 1: It was fun. It was not having my weekends and

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Speaker 1: Make sure to have fun, enjoy, celebrate with some champagne

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