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Speaker 1: So I know that you said that you found out

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Speaker 1: that you had this gift when you was a kid.

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Speaker 1: So what was the first time you realize on what

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Speaker 1: was going on? So that's kind of a sad story. Um,

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Speaker 1: what happened was I was five. Um my mother knew

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Speaker 1: since I was three and was five and I saw

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Speaker 1: my uncle Jeffrey walking through a tunnel and I remember

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Speaker 1: like asking him, well where are you going? And he

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Speaker 1: was like go back that way? I said, but don't.

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Speaker 1: We don't leave and he disappeared. So I ended up

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Speaker 1: getting I ended up waking up and I told my mom,

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Speaker 1: I fast I saw uncle Jeffrey. I want to do

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Speaker 1: the tunnel. So she's like, what what tunnel. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: I don't know. It was a tunnel, my So later

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Speaker 1: on the next day we got a call that he

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Speaker 1: had been murdered in Chinatown m m. He was an

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Speaker 1: iceman and they set him up. He's working with Colombians

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Speaker 1: and he got murdered. But I saw him transitioning and

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Speaker 1: she like yeah, so she like kinda after that, it

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Speaker 1: was like okay, Like, um, all right, my kid is different,

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Speaker 1: right mm hmm okay, So um that was my first

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Speaker 1: to say that people developed this, uh psychic abilities doing

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Speaker 1: their childhood traumaticly this um I would say, I would

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Speaker 1: say childhood because you think you're born, whether either you

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Speaker 1: not it's not something that you can create. Um. Even

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Speaker 1: when I hear people say I'm practicing mediumship and I'm

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Speaker 1: What does that mean? Well, I'm I'm I'm tapping into

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Speaker 1: be a psychic you can't tap it into what you know,

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying like, either you want to learn um

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Speaker 1: but learning that No, once you learn spirituality, you know

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Speaker 1: that you can't do that either God, you know he

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Speaker 1: you know. So that's the bottom line to that. And

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Speaker 1: I know that this runs in your family. And so

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Speaker 1: was your grandmother teaching your mom or your mom? Did

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Speaker 1: the religion and stuff or the spiritual? Who do? Um? So, No,

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Speaker 1: My mom just knew things. But we you know, she

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Speaker 1: You know, she would teach me certain things to do spiritually,

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Speaker 1: I probably thought everybody's grandmother, you know, I was doing that.

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Speaker 1: I didn't know it was anything different. Yeah, it was

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Speaker 1: So you know my mom My mom's kind of like

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Speaker 1: You know, well not other people can't do, but like

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Speaker 1: it's a group of y'all somewhere. You know, I'm not

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Speaker 1: one of them. So I've been used to sence you

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Speaker 1: with little being like this just started when I was three. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I didn't do my first prediction until I was five,

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Speaker 1: you know, of course with my uncle. But when I

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Speaker 1: And she was all the twenty years old. She didn't know.

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Speaker 1: She's like, what are you talking about a veil? She's like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: looked different to her. I'm never thinking. She said, your

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Speaker 1: eyes look different to me, like you like why, like

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Speaker 1: I was just like after that, I was like okay,

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Speaker 1: was it in church for you? Um? I was trying

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Speaker 1: to find my way mm hmm. I didn't particularly Um.

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Speaker 1: know what. And I discovered that I had a different

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Speaker 1: changed my whole everything. I was like, Okay, this is

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Speaker 1: word is not even his. It's certain books in the

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Speaker 1: Bible that are real, but certain ones aren't. And I

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Speaker 1: M hmm. Everything that you think, you know, like you

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Speaker 1: have to unlearn going into this. Yeah, I was just

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Speaker 1: m hmm. And some of it's you know, because you're

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Speaker 1: like I believe this for so long. I knew this

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Speaker 1: to be true. Girl, for you dig deep book, Yeah, listen,

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Speaker 1: hold is in Psalm Psalms. There's nothing but a big

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Speaker 1: book of spouse huge. Yeah. I heard that before. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: And when you ever hear in church thinking into existence, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Let me tell you it really because if y'all don't

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Speaker 1: thing exactly exactly. And what do people do in church

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Speaker 1: So when I hear people put this thing on spirituality

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Speaker 1: do something, it's it's it's mind brunest to me because

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Speaker 1: research and you practice, this is our birth right. You

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Speaker 1: your black You come from West Africa. You come from Africa.

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Speaker 1: and I'm willing to learn. I'm willing to learn as well,

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Speaker 1: you know. So, Yeah, were you ever nervous about your

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Speaker 1: That's how I grew up. I've always seen things and had,

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Speaker 1: able to tell people stuff mm hmm. But I never

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Speaker 1: so then when did you start telling everyone? Because I

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Speaker 1: all kind of stuff in my twenties, and finally I

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Speaker 1: you're not like when I'm um because I'm a skeptic,

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Speaker 1: you know, but my my friend told me that you

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Speaker 1: you know anyway, So yes, we was down and I

423
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Speaker 1: love that. I love that. So towards the end, after

424
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:35,840
Speaker 1: I finished, this person bust out when I say, bust out,

425
00:25:36,880 --> 00:25:43,040
Speaker 1: like crying hysterically, and I had never experienced that. M

426
00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:46,440
Speaker 1: I said, what I said, hold the whole whoa, whoo, whoa,

427
00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:49,280
Speaker 1: because I asked and said, okay, you know, so we

428
00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:50,959
Speaker 1: towards the end, we're gonna pray. You know how to do.

429
00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:54,720
Speaker 1: We're gonna pray. Let's bring down the energy. And she

430
00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:57,960
Speaker 1: cried so hard and I said, what's wrong, honey, what happened?

431
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:02,280
Speaker 1: And she said, it is real, like this is real stuff,

432
00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:04,480
Speaker 1: you know, like you I didn't tell you that. You

433
00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:07,159
Speaker 1: don't even know me. I gotta change my life. And

434
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:10,520
Speaker 1: I mean she was just going off. That was two

435
00:26:10,600 --> 00:26:14,480
Speaker 1: years ago, and she is progressing. UM, one of my

436
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:20,200
Speaker 1: most supportive clients has done for Tears of Shadow Work.

437
00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:25,400
Speaker 1: UM has lost a ton of weight, UM has met

438
00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:30,040
Speaker 1: a wonderful man. But she was so miserable m hm.

439
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:32,800
Speaker 1: And she told me that like I was so miserable

440
00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:34,359
Speaker 1: prior to you, Like you came in and you just

441
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:38,040
Speaker 1: changed my life and stuff like that. That makes me

442
00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:40,320
Speaker 1: want to just keep going and going and going and

443
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:42,320
Speaker 1: doing whatever God told me to do because of people

444
00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:45,360
Speaker 1: like her. You understand that may have been closed up.

445
00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:46,600
Speaker 1: You know, when I was ready to be like, you

446
00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:48,560
Speaker 1: know what, I don't want to do this ship. You

447
00:26:48,600 --> 00:26:51,159
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, because you know it's spiritual, this

448
00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:54,920
Speaker 1: incense and and then crystals can turn into Newports and

449
00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:57,679
Speaker 1: Colt forty five, you understand. So it's like, you know,

450
00:26:58,040 --> 00:26:59,840
Speaker 1: come on, bitch, you know I don't have to give

451
00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:02,800
Speaker 1: used my time. You know. But then that's that's that's

452
00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:06,679
Speaker 1: that's not that's that wasn't healed me. Now healed me

453
00:27:06,760 --> 00:27:10,399
Speaker 1: understands that people need me, and I'm okay with that.

454
00:27:11,119 --> 00:27:13,760
Speaker 1: Un this stand so yeah, I've had those. And do

455
00:27:13,920 --> 00:27:19,560
Speaker 1: you believe like crystals? Of course? Honey? Okay, no, I

456
00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:21,960
Speaker 1: don't think I ever heard. I mean, we only talk

457
00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:26,439
Speaker 1: so many times, but I never I don't know. Oh,

458
00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:29,240
Speaker 1: I gotta show you my crystals. I have a whole collection.

459
00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:35,119
Speaker 1: You need crystals. Okay, what kind of crystals do you have?

460
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:37,879
Speaker 1: So the one that carried me and soon as I

461
00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:40,679
Speaker 1: leave about the house is um and please correct me

462
00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:49,119
Speaker 1: on the annaunciation black torminaminin tourmaline termallytermally. Yes, So I

463
00:27:49,200 --> 00:27:52,240
Speaker 1: carried it with me everywhere I go. M keep these

464
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:55,199
Speaker 1: niggers away from me. Anybody that's not protection, that's not

465
00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:59,639
Speaker 1: of God. UM. Where you know, I'm an entrepreneur and

466
00:27:59,640 --> 00:28:02,200
Speaker 1: I'm trying. I am growing my business so at night

467
00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:04,280
Speaker 1: because sometimes my mind just be all over the place.

468
00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:08,479
Speaker 1: I have my UM. I think it's a rose course.

469
00:28:09,359 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 1: Rose courts is to bring in love. Yes. And then

470
00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:15,119
Speaker 1: I also have my amethyst stone. I was just getting

471
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:17,560
Speaker 1: ready to say that you have an amethyst. Yes, amethysts

472
00:28:17,560 --> 00:28:20,080
Speaker 1: for the ground. Um. And let me just make this

473
00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:26,119
Speaker 1: clear to the audience. UM, crystals. There's another stigma to

474
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:31,679
Speaker 1: that too, and it's now it's very, very trendy, but

475
00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:33,679
Speaker 1: this has been My grandmother used to have these a

476
00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:40,200
Speaker 1: long time ago, and they come from minds. Mind are

477
00:28:40,320 --> 00:28:45,320
Speaker 1: part of the earth. The earth produces crystals which are

478
00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:48,200
Speaker 1: here for us to use because they have power in them.

479
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:51,240
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. So I just want to make that clear

480
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,960
Speaker 1: food audience. Not just rocks. My brother loved to call

481
00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:57,840
Speaker 1: them rock. Oh you got your rocks on some you

482
00:28:57,920 --> 00:29:00,480
Speaker 1: need you need one, motherfucker, you need. You need a

483
00:29:00,480 --> 00:29:04,000
Speaker 1: few rocks. And I also have my UM, what's the

484
00:29:04,040 --> 00:29:08,960
Speaker 1: other one? Uh centrin? Centrin. Oh that's good for wealth,

485
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:12,400
Speaker 1: that's good for Yes, I have that one and I

486
00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:14,040
Speaker 1: can't I'm looking at the one I have now. It's

487
00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:17,360
Speaker 1: a pretty silver one, but it has like glitter in it.

488
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,280
Speaker 1: Pie right right, I was getting pie right as also

489
00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:24,760
Speaker 1: for I gotta see you some stuff you got y'all.

490
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:28,840
Speaker 1: Y'all a bit with a little one dimension though, Okay,

491
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,720
Speaker 1: I just do this for my po fun. I love it.

492
00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:37,719
Speaker 1: I love it. I a woke mm hmm. Okay. So

493
00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:39,520
Speaker 1: how often do you recommend people come to you? Because

494
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:43,240
Speaker 1: I feel like like I know that I can't. I

495
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,280
Speaker 1: know that for me, I'm not gonna always come to you.

496
00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:46,680
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do the working stuff as far like the

497
00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:48,680
Speaker 1: shout out working there. But I feel like you shouldn't

498
00:29:48,680 --> 00:29:51,000
Speaker 1: always get a psychic reading like every month or is

499
00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:55,040
Speaker 1: that true? Um? I'm okay, so that all my clients know,

500
00:29:55,160 --> 00:29:58,320
Speaker 1: because again they are Tara Car readers. I'm not a

501
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,920
Speaker 1: Tybercar Readers' psychic. So what I do is I let

502
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:04,560
Speaker 1: my clients know you have a five reading limit with me,

503
00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:09,560
Speaker 1: because if I read you and you need therapy, you

504
00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:11,840
Speaker 1: need to remove blockages and you need to do all

505
00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:13,920
Speaker 1: this stuff and you're not healing and I'm not asking

506
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:15,320
Speaker 1: you to do shadow work with me. Go get a

507
00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:18,480
Speaker 1: therapist if that's what you're comfortable with, but you gotta heal.

508
00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:20,120
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna keep taking your money and telling you

509
00:30:20,240 --> 00:30:22,320
Speaker 1: the same ship. I don't do that. You don't need

510
00:30:22,400 --> 00:30:24,400
Speaker 1: your money. You can go go to go to go

511
00:30:24,560 --> 00:30:27,360
Speaker 1: to somebody else, go to whatever. There's a million tyot

512
00:30:27,400 --> 00:30:30,840
Speaker 1: cloud readers or Instagram, there's a million self proclaimed psychics.

513
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:33,440
Speaker 1: Go to them. I'm not doing no more than five

514
00:30:33,520 --> 00:30:35,880
Speaker 1: readings with you, and I'm saying that out of love.

515
00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:37,320
Speaker 1: I don't want you guys to think that I'm just

516
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:41,040
Speaker 1: some spicy, ficy psychics. No I'm not. And when I

517
00:30:41,880 --> 00:30:43,600
Speaker 1: when I say spicy in the beginning, I met that

518
00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:45,400
Speaker 1: with love because I get here. I know where you're

519
00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:52,120
Speaker 1: coming from. Like, yeah, exactly. Because my clients are happy

520
00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:54,880
Speaker 1: and healthy, you understand what I'm saying. And if you

521
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:57,360
Speaker 1: see those cash starts, I don't come to play. I

522
00:30:57,480 --> 00:30:59,920
Speaker 1: come through. I come to bring growths, I come to

523
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:03,800
Speaker 1: bring evolution. I've come to bring self love to you. Awareness. Yes,

524
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:06,440
Speaker 1: we are all human. We're gonna make mistakes. But if

525
00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:09,800
Speaker 1: you learn, if you unlearn what you thought you know,

526
00:31:10,320 --> 00:31:12,360
Speaker 1: and you do it this way, it's gonna work out

527
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:15,200
Speaker 1: better for you and incorporate God into that. You understand

528
00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:17,120
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. But if you keep coming to me

529
00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:20,080
Speaker 1: talking about raggedy ass, you know what I'm saying, Ramel,

530
00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:22,400
Speaker 1: let you win. You know what I've Donna had babies

531
00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:24,000
Speaker 1: on you. And you want me to do a love

532
00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:27,480
Speaker 1: spell on listen, You're not getting that from me. You

533
00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 1: need to You need to do shadow work. You needs

534
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,920
Speaker 1: to hell or some daddy issues and mommy issues and

535
00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:34,360
Speaker 1: who hurt you when you was fourteen years old and

536
00:31:34,880 --> 00:31:37,000
Speaker 1: nigga who sucked you and didn't hear from them, and

537
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:39,400
Speaker 1: you know what kind of chick you need to heal

538
00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:43,480
Speaker 1: from that. You understand that you won't keep attracting raggedy ass, Ramel,

539
00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:47,360
Speaker 1: You'll be attracting productive Paul. You want to stand what

540
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:51,560
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Somehow, Yeah, he'll carries you know, you'll be

541
00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 1: attracting that. But if you're raggedy, you're gonna keep attracting rags.

542
00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:57,800
Speaker 1: That's just what it is. The universe is a is

543
00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:00,600
Speaker 1: a mirror, and whatever you feel about your self, that's

544
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:03,560
Speaker 1: the type of man you will attract. And that's just

545
00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 1: the truth. Everybody's out here. I have somebody telling me

546
00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:07,720
Speaker 1: I just want somebody to make me happy, and I

547
00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:10,239
Speaker 1: have to tell her you are the person to make

548
00:32:10,280 --> 00:32:13,720
Speaker 1: you happy. Once a man sees how you love you

549
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:17,480
Speaker 1: when you're happy, but just you, you don't need He

550
00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:19,520
Speaker 1: can come and add to that, but he shouldn't be

551
00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:21,960
Speaker 1: the total reason, because when he leaves, he's gonna take

552
00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:25,160
Speaker 1: his happiness with him, and then you're still empty. M h.

553
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:28,120
Speaker 1: And it's next. So now you're now, Now you've got

554
00:32:28,200 --> 00:32:30,360
Speaker 1: your legs open because you think you've got that guacock

555
00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:33,719
Speaker 1: and that walk three thousand and you're just like everybody else. Okay,

556
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:38,840
Speaker 1: step your fucking spiritual gam up, all right. Yeah, Like

557
00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:43,400
Speaker 1: I'm so tired of like even if you want to learn, saying,

558
00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:46,040
Speaker 1: take you in like a little sister, you know, and

559
00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:47,800
Speaker 1: take you under my wing and show you because I

560
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:50,360
Speaker 1: don't want you hurt. I don't want you you know

561
00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:52,800
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I don't want your heart growth, you know,

562
00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:56,240
Speaker 1: because either we're gonna get the spiritual the spiritual food

563
00:32:56,280 --> 00:32:57,719
Speaker 1: that we need, or we're gonna get in the car

564
00:32:57,760 --> 00:33:00,880
Speaker 1: and whoop his ass. And I can't because I'm a fan.

565
00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:02,680
Speaker 1: No more, I'm not getting the call to whoop his ass.

566
00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:08,040
Speaker 1: We're gonna into shape spiritually. Let that man go because

567
00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:10,400
Speaker 1: that was a lesson and if you could bring on

568
00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:13,160
Speaker 1: to him, God is gonna make the experience. Every time

569
00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:15,080
Speaker 1: you go back, it's gonna be worse and worse and

570
00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,400
Speaker 1: worse and worse because you didn't listen to God and

571
00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:21,800
Speaker 1: you didn't learn. You better pay attention, y'all. M hmm.

572
00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:25,560
Speaker 1: Do you recommend that everyone receiver reading sometime in their

573
00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:29,680
Speaker 1: lifetimes even if they don't believe. Um, Well, you know,

574
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:31,800
Speaker 1: if they don't believe, you don't fool stuff like that

575
00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:36,120
Speaker 1: on people, because then they won't receive the message. Um.

576
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:39,680
Speaker 1: Even if you tell people down to the socks about themselves,

577
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:42,760
Speaker 1: they'll feel like you're tapping into something demonic. No, motherfucker,

578
00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:45,880
Speaker 1: this is God, okay um. And if he was in

579
00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:47,719
Speaker 1: church and the prophet told you that you would all

580
00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 1: glory hallelujah, you know, and you know, so I don't

581
00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:54,520
Speaker 1: push things if you don't believe. No, But I feel

582
00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:57,320
Speaker 1: like I feel like everyone's sugarad. I feel like people

583
00:33:57,360 --> 00:33:59,200
Speaker 1: should you know, but you have to be tapped into that.

584
00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:02,720
Speaker 1: That's something like you know, force on anybody, you know

585
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,760
Speaker 1: they're not in so last analogs because I feel like

586
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:08,479
Speaker 1: I could talk to you for like hours. I'm gonna

587
00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:10,279
Speaker 1: definitely bring you back on the show, especially when I

588
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:14,200
Speaker 1: started doing my m my shadow working stuff, because I'm like,

589
00:34:14,640 --> 00:34:16,560
Speaker 1: we're gonna make some things happen. Like however, I can

590
00:34:16,600 --> 00:34:20,400
Speaker 1: support you, especially with things growing with p h G. Like,

591
00:34:20,480 --> 00:34:22,719
Speaker 1: I'm gonna definitely bring you on board with some things

592
00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 1: I'm working out because she did tell me, y'all, thing's

593
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:27,880
Speaker 1: gonna take off for the kid. Yes they are. You

594
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:29,680
Speaker 1: watch out for her because they sure are, and I'm

595
00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 1: gonna support you as well. You're a beautiful energy um.

596
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:36,760
Speaker 1: Your life is gonna be very abundant, and you be careful.

597
00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:42,080
Speaker 1: Be careful of people smiling and laughing with you and

598
00:34:42,200 --> 00:34:45,240
Speaker 1: hating you in the background. You have always been who

599
00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:48,560
Speaker 1: you are and your energy can bring envy sometimes from

600
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:51,319
Speaker 1: other people who don't have the same energy. Make sure

601
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:54,279
Speaker 1: you you use your third eye, your eyes open, and

602
00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:56,640
Speaker 1: your paying attention. But you are blessed. You are going

603
00:34:56,719 --> 00:35:03,200
Speaker 1: to live an abundant life and you're gonna be okay. Yeah,

604
00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:07,160
Speaker 1: I believe it. So. Last, and not least, what is

605
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:09,439
Speaker 1: some advice you would give to our listeners who want

606
00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:11,839
Speaker 1: to be who want to receive a reading. Who want

607
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:14,239
Speaker 1: to seek out a psychic? Because I will if y'all

608
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:16,560
Speaker 1: aren't interested in receiving a reading from her, I don't know,

609
00:35:16,600 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 1: because I'm very protective for certain people like y'all not

610
00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:23,120
Speaker 1: gonna be my girl crazy. So if you're listening to that,

611
00:35:23,239 --> 00:35:25,200
Speaker 1: then kicking with or if you're gonna say me an email,

612
00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:26,760
Speaker 1: tell me why you ain't got some of your business,

613
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:29,000
Speaker 1: but why you want herd contact that I might consider,

614
00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:31,239
Speaker 1: because I don't want people to just go to you

615
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:33,400
Speaker 1: and be asking you all types of dumb ask questions.

616
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:35,680
Speaker 1: Oh no, you know, I don't. I don't work for free.

617
00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:38,080
Speaker 1: I didn't know free work in the beginning. That was

618
00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:41,600
Speaker 1: my walk for God to do free ever want. He

619
00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:43,360
Speaker 1: gave me that green light and told me how you

620
00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:46,240
Speaker 1: charge these prices to do that? That was it, okay,

621
00:35:50,239 --> 00:35:52,640
Speaker 1: But I don't want y'all to think that. You know,

622
00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:55,320
Speaker 1: I'm here for the better of you. I'm here for

623
00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:58,439
Speaker 1: the better of women. You understand. I'm here to help women.

624
00:35:58,480 --> 00:36:02,120
Speaker 1: I'm here to help anybody, but particular we women, especially sisters,

625
00:36:02,480 --> 00:36:05,920
Speaker 1: you know, to evolve to recognize ourselves worth. We are

626
00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:10,200
Speaker 1: the most underappreciated women in the world. You understand what

627
00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:13,879
Speaker 1: the most magic to us, but the most everything. I'm

628
00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:17,400
Speaker 1: sure all of you listening, all beautiful souls, you understand

629
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:19,480
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And it's hard for us out here.

630
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:22,160
Speaker 1: So what we have to do is stick together, you know,

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Speaker 1: I really thank you, thank you. But I had a

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Speaker 1: that word. You know that to honor for people to

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Speaker 1: Thank you. And if you have any questions, comments or concerns,

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Speaker 1: so y'all want to say PhDs do it better, please

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