WEBVTT - Ep. 433: Captain Hook

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Decisions Decisions. I don't think you should say

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<v Speaker 1>decision Decisions. It sounded like you was talking to Kirsty.

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<v Speaker 1>You definitely say to welcome, Welcome to the new podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh wait, you want to say together Decisions Decisions. Hey guys,

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<v Speaker 1>welcome to another episode of Decisions Decisions. I'm your girl,

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<v Speaker 1>Mandy v aka Full corporuns Akad Beach. Hey, everybody, welcome

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<v Speaker 1>back to another episode. My name is Weezy and per usual.

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<v Speaker 1>You can go get our book, No Holds Bart. If

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have it already, you are really missing out, Beach.

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<v Speaker 1>I really don't like when people are left out. It's

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<v Speaker 1>like people that didn't watch Love Island and all that shit.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm one of them, and I don't want you to

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<v Speaker 1>be one of those that I haven't read our book yet,

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<v Speaker 1>So go and order No Holds Bard is out now,

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<v Speaker 1>that's right. Don't beat on people that got so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Some motherfuckers say because you watch a little clip, a

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<v Speaker 1>little thirty seconds, a little sixty seconds or something and

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<v Speaker 1>don't check out the whole thing, that's what you doing

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<v Speaker 1>on the internet. And I know by now you've seen

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<v Speaker 1>all these clips about our goddamn book. Do not comment

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<v Speaker 1>unless you've broad the whole thing. Poor Fayever, Okay, she

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<v Speaker 1>only said that because you're here, we want to make

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<v Speaker 1>you feel included, Like we just said what I can't say,

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<v Speaker 1>poor paper, your favorite nicker, Nick ker Awan. I guess

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna start with a little ketchup or whatever. It's

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<v Speaker 1>crazy because I notice is the decisions decisions now, and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want us to get like bleeped too much

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<v Speaker 1>on the YouTube. So therefore, if you don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>hear the bleeps that's about to come, go ahead and

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<v Speaker 1>subscribe to our patreon where is bleep free puts the

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<v Speaker 1>whole or what You could try to tell this story

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<v Speaker 1>without saying I like that. I mean she just said, Dick,

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<v Speaker 1>do you think they bleeped out there? Yes? It isn't

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<v Speaker 1>that an anatomical or saying thirteen version, like call it

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<v Speaker 1>banana the banana plant? Ye say stuff like that. And

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<v Speaker 1>when me and him were hunching, say stuff like that,

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<v Speaker 1>you think we can say hunching, hunch hudget is corraze. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm gonna make it. By the way, it's already

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<v Speaker 1>gonna sound like it's coming from an old bitch or

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<v Speaker 1>an old woman. I'm sorry, look at me. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to get the bleeps going. Okay, it sounds like

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<v Speaker 1>it's you're gonna hear why because I'm embarrassed to share

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<v Speaker 1>this story, but I'm finna share it with y'all. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, No, even worse, even worse, even worse. First off,

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<v Speaker 1>not y'all guessing about the goddamn egg plant story. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So anyways, if you guys have been on the Patreon,

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<v Speaker 1>you would have known, like the backstory, I'm back single,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm back dating outside, going back in the rolodecks,

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<v Speaker 1>and so basically boomed. Let me tell y'all what happened.

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<v Speaker 1>So I ended up double back into somebody that this

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<v Speaker 1>is so bad too pre pandemic. We ended up hanging

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<v Speaker 1>out try to hook up. We were both so lit.

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<v Speaker 1>He didn't get up, and so normally I don't give

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<v Speaker 1>someone second chances with that. There's a few guys I've

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<v Speaker 1>talked about on the pod where that's happened, and it's like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>we didn't fuck because it didn't get hard, right. So anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>we just kind of kept following each other on Instagram.

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<v Speaker 1>We haven't done anything. Anyways. I was lit the other night,

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<v Speaker 1>and he happens to live in Atlanta. So I was

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<v Speaker 1>lit the other night, coming from like my homeboy game night.

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<v Speaker 1>When I say lit lit, we was playing some game.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even was it Tunuk. It might've been tungk

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<v Speaker 1>and you would just had to drink. Anyways, I was lit.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's two o'clock in the morning. You hear me

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<v Speaker 1>two o'clock in the morning. I say, come over because

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<v Speaker 1>I look at his story and he outside, So I

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<v Speaker 1>hit him up, like, come over, mind you we've never

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<v Speaker 1>had sex. He's like dead ass. I'm like, yeah, the

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<v Speaker 1>dead ass response is crazy. Now did you ever feel

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<v Speaker 1>it coming? Did I feel it coming for him? None

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<v Speaker 1>of Yeah, because you're like, we never had tags. No,

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<v Speaker 1>he good looking, He very good looking. He also about

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<v Speaker 1>to have a nickname on the five and y'all about

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<v Speaker 1>to hear it goes deeper into the story. So anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's two o'clock in the morning, he's like dead ass.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, yeah, I'm calling on uber now. I said

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<v Speaker 1>me too this one. But just can't have homeboys just live. No, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>he wasn't my homeboy because we clearly tried two fuck

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<v Speaker 1>years ago. It just didn't get up and I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>really give him a second chance. So what did you

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<v Speaker 1>do right after you didn't give him the second chance?

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<v Speaker 1>He was just like, okay, never mind. This was pre

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<v Speaker 1>pandemic and we didn't live in the same city anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>like I was living in New York. Prepandem. It said

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<v Speaker 1>pre pandemic, as if that's the like it was. It

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<v Speaker 1>was pre predom. We technically didn't fuck because resep body

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<v Speaker 1>counts after prepend Oh baby, I got three. I'm good,

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<v Speaker 1>so three. I mean I had a relationship, then the

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<v Speaker 1>the basketball nigga I went to every time me and

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<v Speaker 1>him broke up, and then my new boyfriend ex boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I don't know. Oh yeah St Croix, none of

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<v Speaker 1>the only niggas you fuck? Remember I went celibate, Yes

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<v Speaker 1>you did, and then I stopped fucking. Twenty four to seven,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh so I can add twenty four seven five five

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<v Speaker 1>penises in five years is not bad? That is it's

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<v Speaker 1>a dick of year. Whoa, I'm proud of my not

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<v Speaker 1>a dick of year. You know what's crazy? I actually

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<v Speaker 1>feel like that can't be right.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought I'm going to be office with you. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think so either, Yo. No, is that fin shir

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<v Speaker 2>been going on a little too well for you?

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<v Speaker 1>Don't yo? I was in a three year relationship. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean okay, there was mad girls. Let me do girls

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<v Speaker 1>on count I mean no, not really, I'm talking about

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<v Speaker 1>the insertion per penis. Okay, wait, broll I have five

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<v Speaker 1>and five year old accounts because twenty twenty the only

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<v Speaker 1>way she likes to cobadd Then the nigga was cheating

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<v Speaker 1>on him with Lambeau b d Oh Lambo too. None

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<v Speaker 1>of no Lambo was prepende, No Lampo was after pandemic.

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<v Speaker 1>Lambo was after o bay All right, Oh, you ain't

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<v Speaker 1>even too many? The nigga got cheated on him with

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<v Speaker 1>b d d Lambbo Netflix, Netflix, Netflix. The skater niggam,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't mind, man, you already do. I'm at five

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<v Speaker 1>and then you're men and now you're man. Oh and

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<v Speaker 1>the two niggas you cheated on obay with Oh my,

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<v Speaker 1>what I count I'm like seven, old bab That don't

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<v Speaker 1>sound right either? Sound first? Got we counted this to

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<v Speaker 1>share a dick story is crazy? Like your nigga, you

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<v Speaker 1>ain't fucking nobody was no the one? What do you

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<v Speaker 1>see what I mean. I don't like this, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like what I'm saying, she's over. You're trying when William

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<v Speaker 1>and that's why he got mad at the one dude

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<v Speaker 1>that I used to go to and you know him,

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's him. I just feel like mine don't count

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<v Speaker 1>how girl because she lost because she had more dis

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<v Speaker 1>than I did. I've been more conservative. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be getting hold on. You know what's even more crazy?

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<v Speaker 1>People about to hop in the comments like wait, what

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<v Speaker 1>about this guy a mathematics They about to go back

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<v Speaker 1>and be like, in this episode you said no, that

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<v Speaker 1>was it. That was it for me too, Damn why

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<v Speaker 1>would you do it? Okay, you know you know what's crazy?

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<v Speaker 1>This actually might lead to one of the variables for

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<v Speaker 1>this story that I'm telling. So anyways, the story, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>all scared, okay, so let me get back to my story.

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<v Speaker 1>So anyways, I was horny. Clearly he was outside, so

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<v Speaker 1>I said come over. He said, dead ass, He said yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>didn't really waste no time wasted like none. So he

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<v Speaker 1>walks in. So he walks in. We go straight to

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<v Speaker 1>my bar and do another shot. Because you've been out.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been lit. Let's do another shot, given though the

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<v Speaker 1>first So we do a shot, even though the first time,

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<v Speaker 1>you know this was dumble me good yeah, good point.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was so lit the last time. We both

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<v Speaker 1>were lit, but literally couldn't get up. Maybe he was nervous,

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe it was a liquor. I don't know. All I

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<v Speaker 1>know is this time I think maybe he went and

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<v Speaker 1>got surgery. It came out. He was hard. We started

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<v Speaker 1>kissing in the dining room, said let's go upstairs. We

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<v Speaker 1>get upstairs, and this is how you know I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was ready. I had already the condomns under the

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<v Speaker 1>pillow and the loop like. He was just right ready.

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<v Speaker 1>I knew I wanted some dick. So he pulls it

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<v Speaker 1>out as short, isn't there what? No, I don't I

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<v Speaker 1>I set up. I set it up. I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>mab with this thove. So he he takes it out

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<v Speaker 1>and I get ready to put it in my mouth,

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<v Speaker 1>and it is ginormous. It Oh no, but it is

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<v Speaker 1>ginormous with a hook. And when I tell you like like,

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<v Speaker 1>so his dick is probably like this, like it might

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<v Speaker 1>be the size of my whole arm. What's crazy? Someone's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna know he were talking about because you think someone

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<v Speaker 1>that dick has a hook, No, bitch on that thing

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<v Speaker 1>like left right his name on the show about to

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<v Speaker 1>be Captain Hooks. It's not an uppercut, it's a hook. Bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>Are you gonna fuck him again? So we've already fucked

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<v Speaker 1>three times and this is where the story's gone. So anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>we fucked that night and bitch, I know, I'm y'all's queen. Ooh, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>I ran about forty We just experienced a heat wave

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<v Speaker 1>in New York City and during our downtime, me and

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<v Speaker 1>Eden county three more dicks than this, bitch, fuck continue

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<v Speaker 1>the story, Captain hook Ricks, Oh, I got, y'all, hook,

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<v Speaker 1>I forgot that. Okay, wait, can I be like the

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<v Speaker 1>how to men be? Do sex workers really count sax?

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<v Speaker 1>Short Friends and nigga from Texas? Three different states? Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>First off, the fellow shoall was like all up in

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<v Speaker 1>my pussy and you know what he didn't say during hill?

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<v Speaker 1>What's it be down down? AnyWho? Okay, so back to

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<v Speaker 1>the story, So boom, he go to fuck me, and baby,

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<v Speaker 1>I cannot take that dig for nothing, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>this isn't normal. It's the hood. Hold on, it's even

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<v Speaker 1>it gets deeper than this, because I'm like, mind, you

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<v Speaker 1>were loved up. So I'm like, okay, maybe it's because

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I haven't fucked in a while. I broke

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<v Speaker 1>up with my with my boyfriend. It's been like a

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<v Speaker 1>month and a half. You know. The pussy done came

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<v Speaker 1>back and so I was like, maybe that's it. So gray,

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<v Speaker 1>it was so good. I ran that thing back the

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<v Speaker 1>next day, hold on any daytime. Literally during his lunch break,

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<v Speaker 1>bitch ran that thing back again. So he came in again.

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<v Speaker 1>Bitch came into girl put it in me, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was running again. So let me tell you how big

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<v Speaker 1>this thing is. Let me tell you now. The hook

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<v Speaker 1>is a variable. The amount of time it took me

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<v Speaker 1>to have sex is another variable. Y'all want to know

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<v Speaker 1>what another variable is? What's variable? I ain't starting. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know the other variable yet. Because I decided that

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<v Speaker 1>maybe something is anatomically wrong with me. His his penis

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<v Speaker 1>went so deep into me and I couldn't take it

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<v Speaker 1>so good. I said, you gotta be a fibrarate. I

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<v Speaker 1>need to go to a doctor. I literally, in my

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<v Speaker 1>old ass mine said, bitch, you don't wrong from dick.

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<v Speaker 1>It's gotta be something like something a right down there

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<v Speaker 1>that she was running. So here we go where you

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<v Speaker 1>did you go? Well? No, we want a thirst time?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh what did I take that dick like a motherfucker?

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<v Speaker 1>Pro So? Maybe I think I said so, maybe it

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<v Speaker 1>was a time that I was you know, you have

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<v Speaker 1>a cycle and within your pms, apparently you're you're you're

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<v Speaker 1>more sensitive at certain times than not like e'sag Smith.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a whole lot of things that could have been.

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<v Speaker 1>I am going to get some doctor though, because I

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<v Speaker 1>don't like not being able to take dick. But anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>so that happens, and it's so good, I start to

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<v Speaker 1>be like, so need that again? I have a question

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<v Speaker 1>for the men because now I'm confused. We're having a

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<v Speaker 1>great time having sex, it's going well, we've only fucked

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<v Speaker 1>three times, and he says that he feels like meat,

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<v Speaker 1>and I need to know how to not make him

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<v Speaker 1>feel that way. Although I remember how anyone that attended

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<v Speaker 1>our last Horrible Decisions tour, what show me the text

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<v Speaker 1>of you asking what the meat? Or ask him for

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<v Speaker 1>the wait, ask him for it? I need to see

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<v Speaker 1>why he said, like, how did you say the way

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<v Speaker 1>he used to text twenty four to seven, you up

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<v Speaker 1>gang or he said that no, no, no, we something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>That's crazy. You know what's aught so crazy about you

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<v Speaker 1>saying this about how I talk? So hit him the

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<v Speaker 1>other day because we've been talking about like Michelin restaurants

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff, and I went to one yesterday, so I

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<v Speaker 1>called him. I was like, ooh, go into this cote.

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<v Speaker 1>I love cot so Coke, So went there and So

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<v Speaker 1>called him and was like and when I called him,

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<v Speaker 1>he answered, like, what's up, babe? Not the B word

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<v Speaker 1>with three insertions, and I kind of let us slide.

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know that if I hear it again,

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<v Speaker 1>if I'm gonna have to like, hey, brou calm down

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<v Speaker 1>with that problem. Okay, first off, to be called babe,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the only three insertions and this is any start

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<v Speaker 1>a clip of this. So I made that love I

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<v Speaker 1>Love Island joke today because I just started it because

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<v Speaker 1>everybody's watching it. Okay. Brionda actually hung up on me

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<v Speaker 1>a few days ago for the watch You're not watching

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<v Speaker 1>Levine that I can't talk to you and hung up.

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<v Speaker 1>She's like, ditch, I need to talk like I'm not I

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<v Speaker 1>need to talk about that, and I can't tell you. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm also dubbed me in text. So I started watching

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<v Speaker 1>it and there's a scene where this dude chooses a

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<v Speaker 1>girl as his number one, which means they now share

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<v Speaker 1>a bed together, and they're coupled in the villain Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>his name is Ace, her name is Amaya, and he goes, look,

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<v Speaker 1>I just want you to know even though I chose you,

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<v Speaker 1>like he's, oh, I'm not watching it, but apparently they

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<v Speaker 1>came out of thing. Okay, okay, But anyway he said

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<v Speaker 1>to this girl, he said, yeah, like I'm with someone else.

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<v Speaker 1>She goes, okay, fine. Next day she's like, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>damn babe, and he goes, I don't really like that either.

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<v Speaker 1>She's like what He's like, Yeah, like the cuddling, like

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<v Speaker 1>the extra tonal, like the pet name. She's like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so you don't. I can't say babe either. And at

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<v Speaker 1>this point I'm really feeling her because I'm like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>don't tell me you like me or you fuck with me,

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<v Speaker 1>and I can't say that. I can't say fucking babe.

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<v Speaker 1>Do worth off? He just he inserted in me three times. Cool,

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<v Speaker 1>We're cool. A minute mark. You could say no, no, no, no

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<v Speaker 1>to me. Three assertions doesn't mean that. Now there's the

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<v Speaker 1>pet names going on. Not call you by your first year. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean he he doesn't say like that. But Yn

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<v Speaker 1>actually told me once he was like, you call everybody

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<v Speaker 1>bab Yeah, but you know what's crazy, he didn't call

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<v Speaker 1>me babe before he inserted he answered the phone, what's

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<v Speaker 1>that babe? Like that, just like that, I am not

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<v Speaker 1>your babe. I'm not your babe. Restaurants because we finish,

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<v Speaker 1>go and eat. Because he don't want to feel like meat,

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<v Speaker 1>so I'm gonna let him feed me some other meat

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<v Speaker 1>besides his meat. So you calling him and telling about stuff, right,

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<v Speaker 1>because you are doing no. But that's the thing. But

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<v Speaker 1>since before pandemic, we still maintained where we talked. We

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<v Speaker 1>send each other meets, we text like we do all

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<v Speaker 1>that ship. When I moved to Atlanta, Like I told

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<v Speaker 1>him about my favorite sushi restaurant, he told me about

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<v Speaker 1>Like we still have conversations. You don't like him, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what's crazy? He cool, He's very he's very handsome.

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<v Speaker 1>Me my type with a big old dick, good job

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<v Speaker 1>six five good Yeah, Like it's cute, and she said

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<v Speaker 1>a year out, but I don't. I don't want a

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<v Speaker 1>relationship right now. That's fair, but he can't call you

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<v Speaker 1>be okay, getting deeper. Let me tell you what really happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Hold on, because why not? Let me tell you what.

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<v Speaker 1>So we went on a date. This is before I

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<v Speaker 1>got with Active Bay. So we went on a date.

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<v Speaker 1>It was cool. He ghosted me, I swear to god.

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<v Speaker 1>He doesn't think he did, but I felt ghost you.

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<v Speaker 1>So literally, after he fucked the ship out of me,

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<v Speaker 1>I said, damn, you ghost to me, nigga. So he's like, wait,

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<v Speaker 1>what he fucked the ship out of you recently? And

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<v Speaker 1>then I brought up damn nigga, and you ghosted me

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<v Speaker 1>and I still gave you some pussy, which is crazy anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>So you So then I got a boyfriend and so

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<v Speaker 1>it didn't I got a boyfriend, so it didn't matter.

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<v Speaker 1>So he's like, okay, I'll tell you why, just not

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<v Speaker 1>right now because we laid up. I'm probably ruining the mood.

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<v Speaker 1>So he tells you you ready, yes, tell the nigga.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't want kids, oh exactly, and so in his mind,

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<v Speaker 1>hold on, So we have this whole conversation because he

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<v Speaker 1>liked me, and then I said, yeah, fuck them kids

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<v Speaker 1>on a date and he's like, he's my age, so

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<v Speaker 1>he wants kids. This was after fuck one. We've now

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<v Speaker 1>fucked three times. I like to think my pussy is

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<v Speaker 1>that good. He now was like, well, maybe I don't

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<v Speaker 1>need kids, and he called me babe. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>he's liking me, and whoa. Yeah. Well this was to

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<v Speaker 1>go with ghosting, but we did an episode with trash Tuesday.

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<v Speaker 1>We loved. I loved the cutie for Duties. Actually, Alex

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<v Speaker 1>has been trying to get us to go. I want

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<v Speaker 1>to go back for years. I will go back on

0:17:56.280 --> 0:17:58.720
<v Speaker 1>their show. Love them like and I don't say that

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<v Speaker 1>about many people, especially white people. When I tell you

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<v Speaker 1>I would go on their show once a month I

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<v Speaker 1>was there. I love them. They're from one of us

0:18:07.400 --> 0:18:09.800
<v Speaker 1>back before the episode. I love them. If y'all go

0:18:09.880 --> 0:18:12.119
<v Speaker 1>check it out, it's out if you're on our Patreon.

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<v Speaker 1>I posted it trash Tuesday shout out to them if

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, white girl us so because girl, we

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<v Speaker 1>were saying nigga with them, but they didn't say it back,

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<v Speaker 1>which I appreciated. Wait, Mandy, why would they say that

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<v Speaker 1>they would. But if they did say, well, no they

0:18:29.560 --> 0:18:32.960
<v Speaker 1>did say that, which one do you think it's said? No,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna say that because these are them date guys.

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<v Speaker 1>One was dating an Asian and the other dates white guys. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>she didn't Sam and allow Brown. I like Saman's nah,

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<v Speaker 1>you damn. I want to know what I will say.

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<v Speaker 1>I will say, I will say and though on them

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<v Speaker 1>them them islanders, there's they're probably the most respective in

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<v Speaker 1>terms of not having to say nigga. Like y'all saw

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<v Speaker 1>the mexicanot said, nigga can say what they grow up

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<v Speaker 1>around their own tribe. So I don't feel like they

0:19:02.240 --> 0:19:05.040
<v Speaker 1>need to say the innovatric cle on Trappa because you

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<v Speaker 1>know what it is. Here's the thing she asked the

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<v Speaker 1>question people like why you ain't check you There's some

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<v Speaker 1>moments where you're just like, I'm gonna let you sit

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<v Speaker 1>in your dumb yep. I felt that from h just like,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I don't think any of them want to

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<v Speaker 1>said it anyway, don't check it out, you're gonna do

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<v Speaker 1>about it. What did we talk about on tray Shuesday?

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<v Speaker 1>We talked about something like this ghosting and ghosting. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think ghosting is okay, and you and the girls

0:19:29.480 --> 0:19:33.159
<v Speaker 1>were like, no, I go feeling it. Yeah, and so

0:19:33.240 --> 0:19:37.120
<v Speaker 1>he did, and I'm not I actually think the ghosting

0:19:37.240 --> 0:19:40.000
<v Speaker 1>is the most appropriate in terms of, like of what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying for a reason. I actually he had a reason.

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<v Speaker 1>I understand he had a reason. He literally they really

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<v Speaker 1>can't go past this at all. And he literally said

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<v Speaker 1>that to me. So after the date, which you well wait,

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<v Speaker 1>which I thought was great, right, the date was great.

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<v Speaker 1>So when it kind of went nowhere and I stopped

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<v Speaker 1>hearing from him and then I got a boyfriend, it

0:19:59.040 --> 0:20:01.159
<v Speaker 1>didn't matter. But now how that he fucked me and

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<v Speaker 1>it was good? Now I was like, damn, Now, I

0:20:03.560 --> 0:20:05.040
<v Speaker 1>want to know why the fuck you ghost to me?

0:20:05.880 --> 0:20:08.119
<v Speaker 1>And it was because he's digging you down and he

0:20:08.240 --> 0:20:10.680
<v Speaker 1>is taking me down. Question, then what is the fine

0:20:10.720 --> 0:20:13.960
<v Speaker 1>line between distancing and ghosting? No? No, no, we were

0:20:14.480 --> 0:20:17.960
<v Speaker 1>we were texting, talking like it was on a date. Shut.

0:20:18.320 --> 0:20:21.320
<v Speaker 1>Literally it was like a shut immediately, Oh no more Texas,

0:20:21.359 --> 0:20:24.640
<v Speaker 1>no more calls, no faith, no more reaction. And that

0:20:24.680 --> 0:20:26.840
<v Speaker 1>went like even on my Instagram and then guess what

0:20:26.880 --> 0:20:31.400
<v Speaker 1>he started reacting to you my flowers. I got sent

0:20:31.440 --> 0:20:33.920
<v Speaker 1>by my nigga, the sushi that he bought me when

0:20:33.920 --> 0:20:37.000
<v Speaker 1>I went to La. All the posts about me having

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<v Speaker 1>a nigga is the ones he would kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>corny double tap, like big big six five cornball. I

0:20:42.680 --> 0:20:44.919
<v Speaker 1>don't know. I didn't mind it, but that's where he

0:20:44.960 --> 0:20:47.000
<v Speaker 1>was like, you got into a relationship, you know, he

0:20:47.119 --> 0:20:49.680
<v Speaker 1>was like, my ship, Well, you know what it is.

0:20:50.040 --> 0:20:53.280
<v Speaker 1>It's very passive aggressive it is. It's a very passive.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think so. Bro. If a bitch did that

0:20:55.760 --> 0:20:58.960
<v Speaker 1>to a nigga, that's corny. You know, I'm glad you

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<v Speaker 1>found somebody. I even told him when we started talking

0:21:01.520 --> 0:21:03.480
<v Speaker 1>about the kids, I said, no, if you want to

0:21:03.520 --> 0:21:06.119
<v Speaker 1>go have kids, you could still be in search of

0:21:06.359 --> 0:21:09.600
<v Speaker 1>baby mama. Who's telling everybody? Why why can't I tell man?

0:21:09.640 --> 0:21:11.160
<v Speaker 1>If they want to have kids, go ad them. You're

0:21:11.160 --> 0:21:13.480
<v Speaker 1>just not gonna have them with me. I don't see

0:21:13.520 --> 0:21:16.040
<v Speaker 1>nothing wrong with that. There's something really wrong. I don't

0:21:16.040 --> 0:21:19.000
<v Speaker 1>know how we're supposed to navigate this non traditional life

0:21:19.160 --> 0:21:22.960
<v Speaker 1>without new ways of introducing solutions to FOP. Because the

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<v Speaker 1>truth is, if someone wants children and you don't, they shouldn't.

0:21:27.160 --> 0:21:31.760
<v Speaker 1>You shouldn't be dating long term well, who's to say

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<v Speaker 1>what long is? It's subjective. The reason I say that,

0:21:36.320 --> 0:21:38.160
<v Speaker 1>it's like who we date a year is someone who

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<v Speaker 1>we date for two years? Like what is law? I

0:21:39.760 --> 0:21:42.040
<v Speaker 1>think even dating for two years, that's kind of I

0:21:42.040 --> 0:21:43.720
<v Speaker 1>think two years. And here's why I say that. And

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<v Speaker 1>this is no shade to you. I want you to

0:21:45.400 --> 0:21:48.680
<v Speaker 1>meet I'm sure a man that's in alignment. Well yeah

0:21:48.760 --> 0:21:50.240
<v Speaker 1>he might be an alnight now he said he don't

0:21:50.240 --> 0:21:53.240
<v Speaker 1>old kids, no vote. I mean I didn't ask real

0:21:53.600 --> 0:21:55.360
<v Speaker 1>so to me, the reason I think it shouldn't happen

0:21:55.480 --> 0:21:58.840
<v Speaker 1>is because one you start doing shit, no one needs

0:21:58.840 --> 0:22:01.240
<v Speaker 1>this extra headache in their life. For example, you're a

0:22:01.240 --> 0:22:03.520
<v Speaker 1>woman that's saying, go out there, do your thing where

0:22:03.560 --> 0:22:06.520
<v Speaker 1>that's gracious of you. Now it's another fucking headache in

0:22:06.560 --> 0:22:09.520
<v Speaker 1>your life because now this nigga has to take time

0:22:09.800 --> 0:22:11.840
<v Speaker 1>from away from you to go be with this children.

0:22:11.880 --> 0:22:13.520
<v Speaker 1>Then you're gonna have the baby mama headache. Then there's

0:22:13.520 --> 0:22:15.520
<v Speaker 1>a new energy in their life. Then that kid is

0:22:15.560 --> 0:22:18.520
<v Speaker 1>somehow now surrounding your life. Now you're the fucking bitch

0:22:18.840 --> 0:22:21.480
<v Speaker 1>for saying, hey, well I don't want to wrap your son,

0:22:21.560 --> 0:22:23.399
<v Speaker 1>come on vacation. I have a kid, and you're like,

0:22:23.440 --> 0:22:25.399
<v Speaker 1>what the fuck it was supposed to I didn't want kids.

0:22:25.520 --> 0:22:28.199
<v Speaker 1>It like brings it into your life and it's bringing

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<v Speaker 1>you shit you don't want or need. So I can't

0:22:30.760 --> 0:22:33.719
<v Speaker 1>even date niggas with kids, then, I think. I mean,

0:22:34.480 --> 0:22:36.280
<v Speaker 1>but based on what she even said, that's what I'm

0:22:36.480 --> 0:22:38.480
<v Speaker 1>g if you don't want to child like, if you

0:22:38.480 --> 0:22:40.600
<v Speaker 1>don't want to handle that, if you don't want children

0:22:40.640 --> 0:22:44.560
<v Speaker 1>around your seer in your life. Nah, So what you're

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<v Speaker 1>telling me is that the date deadbeats no? Well no,

0:22:48.920 --> 0:22:51.600
<v Speaker 1>because if you're saying no, so I like, I have

0:22:51.920 --> 0:22:54.040
<v Speaker 1>off of other friends that don't want children. So what

0:22:54.119 --> 0:22:56.200
<v Speaker 1>you say, as crazy as people act like you are,

0:22:56.760 --> 0:22:59.199
<v Speaker 1>this is not a crazy fucking thing to me at all. No,

0:22:59.280 --> 0:23:01.960
<v Speaker 1>I got crazy men and women. I don't want kids,

0:23:02.040 --> 0:23:04.760
<v Speaker 1>understand that. So I do. Wait, what you're saying is

0:23:04.800 --> 0:23:07.760
<v Speaker 1>that I can't based off even someone wanting them in

0:23:07.800 --> 0:23:10.760
<v Speaker 1>the future. Would you say that, as a woman not

0:23:10.880 --> 0:23:13.520
<v Speaker 1>wanting kids, that I also shouldn't date a man that

0:23:13.600 --> 0:23:15.520
<v Speaker 1>already has kids because what about the men that have

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<v Speaker 1>kids and don't want any more? Respectfully? Oh, I mean

0:23:19.320 --> 0:23:22.000
<v Speaker 1>that's what I'm That's what I'm asked sactfully, respectfully, you

0:23:22.040 --> 0:23:24.160
<v Speaker 1>don't want to be kids at all? Well, maybe they're

0:23:24.160 --> 0:23:28.040
<v Speaker 1>teenagers by now, if there's an age, Like I say

0:23:28.119 --> 0:23:32.520
<v Speaker 1>respectfully because I don't want to say it, like you

0:23:32.720 --> 0:23:35.919
<v Speaker 1>don't like children, but they do seem bothersome to you

0:23:35.960 --> 0:23:39.399
<v Speaker 1>sometimes babies, So yeah, but I wouldn't date with a

0:23:39.440 --> 0:23:41.440
<v Speaker 1>newborn baby. What about like a seven year old, I

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't mind a seven year old, bro, I'll be around

0:23:43.600 --> 0:23:47.200
<v Speaker 1>my homegirls with kids, So like, I'm not that disgusted

0:23:47.359 --> 0:23:50.600
<v Speaker 1>and like I hate kids so goddamn much. I like,

0:23:51.040 --> 0:23:53.560
<v Speaker 1>I like exaggerations, don't I feel if it was long

0:23:53.680 --> 0:23:56.240
<v Speaker 1>term and that kid is with his dad half the week,

0:23:57.320 --> 0:23:59.160
<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, that probably wouldn't work for me. But that's

0:23:59.200 --> 0:24:03.119
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. But that a good dad someone's playing

0:24:03.119 --> 0:24:05.439
<v Speaker 1>custody doesn't mess necessarily making them a good dad. They

0:24:05.480 --> 0:24:07.359
<v Speaker 1>probably did it so they have to pay more child support.

0:24:07.520 --> 0:24:10.240
<v Speaker 1>Well let's just say that. Chances are you chose a

0:24:10.240 --> 0:24:12.159
<v Speaker 1>good partner, and a good man is gonna want to

0:24:12.160 --> 0:24:14.159
<v Speaker 1>show up if they wanted to be in their child's

0:24:14.160 --> 0:24:18.760
<v Speaker 1>life half the week. How would that make you feel? Subjective?

0:24:18.920 --> 0:24:21.399
<v Speaker 1>You know, it depends how good the dick is how

0:24:21.440 --> 0:24:24.320
<v Speaker 1>much money he has, how great he looks. I don't

0:24:24.320 --> 0:24:27.600
<v Speaker 1>think I mean I've dated guys with kids before though

0:24:28.600 --> 0:24:32.760
<v Speaker 1>long term. No, I have a data of many people

0:24:32.800 --> 0:24:37.600
<v Speaker 1>long ter. Yeah, I don't think you should go because

0:24:38.640 --> 0:24:41.720
<v Speaker 1>I don't like this, because I get what she means though,

0:24:41.880 --> 0:24:44.119
<v Speaker 1>and it's not a headache for Mandy though I know

0:24:44.160 --> 0:24:46.240
<v Speaker 1>you're coming from good intentions at the end of the day.

0:24:46.280 --> 0:24:49.000
<v Speaker 2>Realistically, even if it's short for her, long term, it

0:24:49.080 --> 0:24:49.959
<v Speaker 2>might be messing with him.

0:24:50.040 --> 0:24:53.640
<v Speaker 1>Like guys sound like I'm being picky or nasty when

0:24:53.640 --> 0:24:55.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, don't date a guy with kids, And I

0:24:55.320 --> 0:24:58.560
<v Speaker 1>genuinely think if I didn't want something for my life,

0:24:58.920 --> 0:25:02.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm not surely better. Yeah, I don't think it's because

0:25:02.320 --> 0:25:06.520
<v Speaker 1>then it's just really actually is a friend. No, it's

0:25:06.520 --> 0:25:09.560
<v Speaker 1>not even that it's crazy because I guess I come

0:25:09.600 --> 0:25:12.520
<v Speaker 1>from And again that's why maybe even hit it toward

0:25:12.800 --> 0:25:16.399
<v Speaker 1>the quote unquote deadbeat daddy right, Like I grew up

0:25:16.400 --> 0:25:21.840
<v Speaker 1>in a single parent household. My dad saw us maybe

0:25:22.040 --> 0:25:25.440
<v Speaker 1>once a month, and sometimes the girlfriend was with him,

0:25:25.480 --> 0:25:30.600
<v Speaker 1>sometimes they weren't, but we didn't infiltrate his life at all.

0:25:29.480 --> 0:25:32.639
<v Speaker 1>As what it seems, right, and a lot of my

0:25:32.720 --> 0:25:37.040
<v Speaker 1>friends currently are fucking single mothers. Guess who. They have

0:25:37.240 --> 0:25:40.720
<v Speaker 1>almost zero contact with zero help even financially from their

0:25:40.760 --> 0:25:43.560
<v Speaker 1>baby daddies. So there are a lot of people with

0:25:43.760 --> 0:25:50.359
<v Speaker 1>kids who, especially men, but especially Menia Williamson. Right, what

0:25:50.480 --> 0:25:53.600
<v Speaker 1>don't truly make you feel good? You're not talking about Zion,

0:25:54.560 --> 0:25:56.640
<v Speaker 1>Zion a fat nigga that No, No, you're not talking about Zion.

0:25:56.640 --> 0:26:00.680
<v Speaker 1>You're talking about Zarah. And then he there's a guy

0:26:00.840 --> 0:26:03.240
<v Speaker 1>that had kids with a woman and he's like paying

0:26:03.320 --> 0:26:08.560
<v Speaker 1>not to Anthony Edwards. Look, she confusing the basketball player. No,

0:26:08.600 --> 0:26:11.439
<v Speaker 1>that's Anthony Edwards, she says, Zion whatever that guy right?

0:26:11.640 --> 0:26:14.720
<v Speaker 2>Why she confused it though? Why because didn't Zion also

0:26:14.760 --> 0:26:15.240
<v Speaker 2>have a kid?

0:26:15.320 --> 0:26:19.240
<v Speaker 1>No, Zion was fucking with a prostitute. Oh like put

0:26:19.280 --> 0:26:21.800
<v Speaker 1>him on Black Gossip of the City. Whatever she is.

0:26:21.840 --> 0:26:27.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. The BBL hosts are like the Anthony no, oh, sorry,

0:26:27.960 --> 0:26:29.320
<v Speaker 1>because you know he could. I don't even want to

0:26:29.320 --> 0:26:31.720
<v Speaker 1>put it. No, if that's your friend, don't be putting.

0:26:32.160 --> 0:26:34.080
<v Speaker 1>They might not be true on it. It's just his

0:26:34.160 --> 0:26:36.600
<v Speaker 1>ex girlfriend like wild out, but it might not be true.

0:26:37.760 --> 0:26:40.320
<v Speaker 1>She's on TikTok saying how much you should be asking

0:26:40.359 --> 0:26:45.720
<v Speaker 1>for Anthony Edwards, right, Anthony Edwards. Okay, so I was

0:26:45.720 --> 0:26:49.040
<v Speaker 1>gonna say a deadbut dad. Right, Yes, let's just say

0:26:49.040 --> 0:26:51.720
<v Speaker 1>you dated a guy that washed his hands with those children. Yeah,

0:26:52.480 --> 0:26:56.199
<v Speaker 1>you in this book talk about how a ship my

0:26:56.240 --> 0:26:58.600
<v Speaker 1>own daddy is yep, now knowing how the effect of

0:26:58.640 --> 0:27:02.080
<v Speaker 1>those things, knowing how fucked up was, to date a

0:27:02.119 --> 0:27:05.080
<v Speaker 1>man that's now having that same action, I mean, but

0:27:05.160 --> 0:27:08.119
<v Speaker 1>that's so again, And that's why I said it was subjective.

0:27:08.200 --> 0:27:10.600
<v Speaker 1>Like to me, I've also said that I know a

0:27:10.640 --> 0:27:12.320
<v Speaker 1>man could be a great partner and probably not a

0:27:12.320 --> 0:27:15.000
<v Speaker 1>great father or vice versa. There's really good fathers that

0:27:15.040 --> 0:27:17.320
<v Speaker 1>aren't great partner. But would you want to date a

0:27:17.359 --> 0:27:20.240
<v Speaker 1>man that wasn't good to children but the children? So

0:27:20.480 --> 0:27:23.760
<v Speaker 1>that's what I'm saying. Being good to children again is

0:27:23.760 --> 0:27:25.840
<v Speaker 1>subjective because you could be a good father, not a

0:27:25.880 --> 0:27:29.320
<v Speaker 1>good partner. And unfortunately, because I also I'm friends with

0:27:29.359 --> 0:27:32.160
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people who are single parents, I also

0:27:32.240 --> 0:27:36.760
<v Speaker 1>know that it's not necessarily always just the relationship between

0:27:36.960 --> 0:27:39.240
<v Speaker 1>a parent and a child, because you have another adult

0:27:39.320 --> 0:27:42.400
<v Speaker 1>in there that infiltrates maybe how much you can see

0:27:42.440 --> 0:27:45.280
<v Speaker 1>them or or makes it difficult. So that's why I said,

0:27:45.320 --> 0:27:47.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to generalize this topic because there are

0:27:47.680 --> 0:27:50.880
<v Speaker 1>a lot of nuances to being a single parent or

0:27:50.920 --> 0:27:53.240
<v Speaker 1>a nigga being a deadbeat dad. There just is. What

0:27:53.280 --> 0:27:55.159
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying is though, do it unless the kid was

0:27:55.200 --> 0:27:57.480
<v Speaker 1>older and the baby mama got a new call. But

0:27:57.680 --> 0:28:00.280
<v Speaker 1>that's even if they're older, they still end up like

0:28:01.000 --> 0:28:03.400
<v Speaker 1>a child with the trauma of not having their child around.

0:28:03.400 --> 0:28:06.240
<v Speaker 1>So I don't even think age matters. I think, but

0:28:06.320 --> 0:28:09.080
<v Speaker 1>I also have talked two men who had kids at

0:28:09.119 --> 0:28:12.960
<v Speaker 1>a very early age seventeen eighteen, had them in college,

0:28:13.200 --> 0:28:15.800
<v Speaker 1>and now they're in their thirties. So to me, I mean, again,

0:28:16.080 --> 0:28:18.840
<v Speaker 1>there's nuance to it. I would be okay dating a

0:28:18.880 --> 0:28:22.480
<v Speaker 1>guy with kids? Are you? I think? Are you watching

0:28:22.520 --> 0:28:27.439
<v Speaker 1>ann just like that? No? Okay, terrible first episode. I

0:28:27.440 --> 0:28:29.040
<v Speaker 1>thought it was a parody, and everyone knows how much

0:28:29.080 --> 0:28:34.600
<v Speaker 1>I love Sex and the City. Fucking dumb. However, this season,

0:28:35.080 --> 0:28:38.040
<v Speaker 1>Aiden and Carrie decide to get back together. Okay, right,

0:28:38.160 --> 0:28:41.200
<v Speaker 1>they're in the fifties or whatever they're in. Aiden's son

0:28:41.480 --> 0:28:45.440
<v Speaker 1>is acting out, who's like twelve? Okay, he tells Carrie, listen,

0:28:45.520 --> 0:28:47.320
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna be together, but I need to be there

0:28:47.320 --> 0:28:49.800
<v Speaker 1>for my kid right now. Okay, I think I need

0:28:49.800 --> 0:28:53.440
<v Speaker 1>to be with him for another five years. Okay, Carrie

0:28:53.440 --> 0:28:55.360
<v Speaker 1>and him decide to split ways. He moves to Virginia.

0:28:55.400 --> 0:28:56.840
<v Speaker 1>She's in New York. She's in a relationship with him.

0:28:56.840 --> 0:28:59.080
<v Speaker 1>They bought a house together. Okay, everybody, all of her

0:28:59.080 --> 0:29:03.040
<v Speaker 1>friends think this is crazy, right, And Carrie's feeling very

0:29:03.040 --> 0:29:04.800
<v Speaker 1>alone because he's got to tend to his children. Blah

0:29:04.800 --> 0:29:08.320
<v Speaker 1>blah blah. This last episode I watched, she goes to Virginia.

0:29:08.560 --> 0:29:11.920
<v Speaker 1>He tries to integrate her with his children. They're a mess.

0:29:12.080 --> 0:29:14.640
<v Speaker 1>He's throwing shit out the window. Fuck you mom, total

0:29:14.640 --> 0:29:17.320
<v Speaker 1>white kid shit and my homegirl. I get on the phone,

0:29:17.400 --> 0:29:21.120
<v Speaker 1>she goes, this was exactly what the world needed to see.

0:29:21.120 --> 0:29:23.400
<v Speaker 1>And I wish Black America could see this, because all

0:29:23.440 --> 0:29:26.840
<v Speaker 1>we see is a black single woman with her children

0:29:27.120 --> 0:29:29.760
<v Speaker 1>causing a man a headache. And now you get to

0:29:29.760 --> 0:29:33.400
<v Speaker 1>see a woman who decided to have no kids. Bam,

0:29:33.760 --> 0:29:36.400
<v Speaker 1>and your fuck shit in your world. And now I'm

0:29:36.440 --> 0:29:38.160
<v Speaker 1>excited to watch the rest of the season because I'm like,

0:29:38.800 --> 0:29:41.480
<v Speaker 1>Carrie should leave. I'm not gonna lie because I just

0:29:41.560 --> 0:29:44.680
<v Speaker 1>need It's our baggage, not everybody's children. Are baggage them

0:29:44.640 --> 0:29:47.840
<v Speaker 1>a little fuck ass motherfuckers, dawn, little boys baggage and

0:29:47.880 --> 0:29:50.280
<v Speaker 1>his baggage to the point where now I can't be

0:29:50.320 --> 0:29:54.320
<v Speaker 1>a priority. Now I can't be a part of this world.

0:29:54.560 --> 0:29:58.560
<v Speaker 1>For example, another thing, get to a city in Europe.

0:29:58.600 --> 0:30:00.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to say what city, but my man's

0:30:00.880 --> 0:30:05.000
<v Speaker 1>homeboys around and he's got a kid, he has a

0:30:05.040 --> 0:30:07.640
<v Speaker 1>girl come visit. I'm talking to the ditch at the

0:30:07.640 --> 0:30:12.640
<v Speaker 1>bar with my homegirl and the dude was basically, uh,

0:30:12.720 --> 0:30:14.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, he's only in time for a little bit

0:30:14.080 --> 0:30:17.720
<v Speaker 1>of time. And a girl's like oh. I was like, yeah,

0:30:17.760 --> 0:30:20.160
<v Speaker 1>he's so sweet, like he's getting back to his sons,

0:30:20.240 --> 0:30:22.760
<v Speaker 1>Like this is so cute. And she was like, yeah,

0:30:22.800 --> 0:30:26.160
<v Speaker 1>I can't be number two to nobody and they kids.

0:30:26.560 --> 0:30:30.480
<v Speaker 1>My homegirl and I looking like, oh no, my homegirl says,

0:30:30.520 --> 0:30:32.640
<v Speaker 1>shout out to a cute so why are you dating

0:30:32.640 --> 0:30:34.120
<v Speaker 1>a man with kids? She goes like, I guess I

0:30:34.160 --> 0:30:37.520
<v Speaker 1>probably shouldn't. I'm just having fun, but I'm never showing

0:30:37.560 --> 0:30:41.200
<v Speaker 1>up the number two, So that's that's problematic. So when

0:30:41.240 --> 0:30:45.000
<v Speaker 1>she walks away, me and my homegirl like, why would

0:30:45.000 --> 0:30:49.120
<v Speaker 1>you even say something like that to y'all? To your

0:30:49.200 --> 0:30:53.120
<v Speaker 1>man's he's with his friend, his girlfriend. Now you know,

0:30:53.400 --> 0:30:55.320
<v Speaker 1>I know you're gonna repeat this. Why would you tell

0:30:55.320 --> 0:30:57.719
<v Speaker 1>a man to their face, I'm never coming number two

0:30:57.760 --> 0:31:00.880
<v Speaker 1>to your kids? So now you're literally dating someone saying

0:31:01.040 --> 0:31:05.200
<v Speaker 1>what out not gonna happen? Your sons are number two

0:31:05.200 --> 0:31:07.080
<v Speaker 1>to mind you A man saying that to a woman

0:31:07.280 --> 0:31:10.520
<v Speaker 1>would be just like you don't say that kids come first.

0:31:10.840 --> 0:31:16.120
<v Speaker 1>I think, though I've called this my superpower in previous episodes,

0:31:17.280 --> 0:31:22.240
<v Speaker 1>I think compartmentalizing is my superpower, and it could be

0:31:22.360 --> 0:31:24.680
<v Speaker 1>to a fault, right Like, I know there's gonna be

0:31:24.680 --> 0:31:26.720
<v Speaker 1>people in the comments like, oh my gosh, she clearly

0:31:26.760 --> 0:31:29.480
<v Speaker 1>needs therapy. But I said it, and I'll say it again.

0:31:29.720 --> 0:31:32.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't believe in things lasting forever, and I think

0:31:32.520 --> 0:31:35.640
<v Speaker 1>that in ways that I genuinely know, I can't show up.

0:31:36.120 --> 0:31:38.600
<v Speaker 1>I have to be willing to walk away or have

0:31:38.640 --> 0:31:41.200
<v Speaker 1>someone walk away from me, which is why when I

0:31:41.280 --> 0:31:44.760
<v Speaker 1>laid down with Captain Hook, because it was good and

0:31:44.800 --> 0:31:47.240
<v Speaker 1>I wanted again, I wanted to know where that happened.

0:31:47.280 --> 0:31:49.200
<v Speaker 1>And when he said, oh, because you said you didn't

0:31:49.240 --> 0:31:53.880
<v Speaker 1>want kids, okay, well I'll be here until you go

0:31:53.920 --> 0:31:56.520
<v Speaker 1>find someone to have them with like, but that's not

0:31:56.560 --> 0:31:59.240
<v Speaker 1>what I want, literally, dead ass, you know to me

0:31:59.440 --> 0:32:05.720
<v Speaker 1>saying that, why, because I feel like that almost lives

0:32:05.760 --> 0:32:09.880
<v Speaker 1>in the same language of so why married ben Chichi

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:12.840
<v Speaker 1>better chapter? It's the thing of getting more and deserving better?

0:32:13.000 --> 0:32:14.840
<v Speaker 1>Are you fucking kidding me? Why would someone? Well? Right now,

0:32:14.880 --> 0:32:17.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm just well, right now, I'm just I don't feel

0:32:17.280 --> 0:32:20.200
<v Speaker 1>like I'm getting you. I want the dick. I want

0:32:20.240 --> 0:32:22.960
<v Speaker 1>the dick. It's really good. I enjoy his company and

0:32:23.040 --> 0:32:25.960
<v Speaker 1>so for now it works for me and I'm getting

0:32:26.000 --> 0:32:28.720
<v Speaker 1>exactly what I want to Well, to me, I don't

0:32:28.720 --> 0:32:30.840
<v Speaker 1>want a relationship right now. I just got out of

0:32:30.880 --> 0:32:34.880
<v Speaker 1>one bitch. I haven't been home longer than fucking like

0:32:35.000 --> 0:32:37.000
<v Speaker 1>even the third time I just fucked him. It was

0:32:37.040 --> 0:32:39.840
<v Speaker 1>because I decided to change my flight so I could

0:32:39.840 --> 0:32:41.800
<v Speaker 1>sleep in my bed and not have to rush straight

0:32:41.840 --> 0:32:43.960
<v Speaker 1>to Okay. See, so I was like, ooh, no, I

0:32:44.000 --> 0:32:46.320
<v Speaker 1>wasn't supposed to be here, but I'm here for eleven

0:32:46.360 --> 0:32:48.880
<v Speaker 1>hours if you want to come over, like to me,

0:32:49.440 --> 0:32:52.040
<v Speaker 1>it works right now, So to me, where now he

0:32:52.120 --> 0:32:54.200
<v Speaker 1>has to make the decision. Big if you're starting to

0:32:54.280 --> 0:32:57.000
<v Speaker 1>like me, but you know you want family planning and

0:32:57.040 --> 0:32:58.960
<v Speaker 1>I can't give you that. That's to be his decision

0:32:59.000 --> 0:33:01.040
<v Speaker 1>to stop fucking with me. Right now, I'm getting exactly

0:33:01.040 --> 0:33:04.000
<v Speaker 1>what I want. But it feels good now that I'm

0:33:04.040 --> 0:33:08.560
<v Speaker 1>not running. But like, to me, I'm not wasting my time.

0:33:08.600 --> 0:33:12.040
<v Speaker 1>If he's wasting his time, that's on him. He has

0:33:12.080 --> 0:33:14.240
<v Speaker 1>to plan his own life for me right now, though

0:33:14.320 --> 0:33:16.320
<v Speaker 1>what I want is exactly what I'm getting out of him,

0:33:16.320 --> 0:33:20.640
<v Speaker 1>and I like it. If you want friends with benefits, shit, sure, great,

0:33:21.080 --> 0:33:23.400
<v Speaker 1>I think that's the best thing. And then the only

0:33:23.440 --> 0:33:26.440
<v Speaker 1>thing that can suck is like the more that we

0:33:26.560 --> 0:33:30.240
<v Speaker 1>start to grow connections with people, like, let's just say,

0:33:30.280 --> 0:33:32.640
<v Speaker 1>you really start feeling this niggat, let's say, because it's

0:33:32.720 --> 0:33:35.880
<v Speaker 1>very possible, I think he would be the most unfair

0:33:35.920 --> 0:33:38.640
<v Speaker 1>one because he's telling you I'm good. I said I

0:33:38.640 --> 0:33:40.720
<v Speaker 1>didn't need a kid like you said that I'm still

0:33:40.800 --> 0:33:44.000
<v Speaker 1>dating you. It's like the pressure back and forth. That's

0:33:44.040 --> 0:33:47.280
<v Speaker 1>why I don't think it's fair or safe to say

0:33:48.000 --> 0:33:51.920
<v Speaker 1>date me, go up kids with someone else, because that's

0:33:52.000 --> 0:33:54.280
<v Speaker 1>still well no, so even me saying that we had

0:33:54.280 --> 0:33:59.880
<v Speaker 1>a deeper conversation, right, I don't want kids. We're fucking

0:34:00.360 --> 0:34:03.640
<v Speaker 1>I know that we're fucking with protections. So I'm not

0:34:03.680 --> 0:34:05.760
<v Speaker 1>even asking him if there's anyone else he's fucking. I

0:34:05.800 --> 0:34:10.080
<v Speaker 1>don't think we're there yet. But when I say, when

0:34:10.120 --> 0:34:13.200
<v Speaker 1>you're ready to go have kids, go find someone. To me,

0:34:13.320 --> 0:34:16.160
<v Speaker 1>that's me letting him know when he gets to a

0:34:16.200 --> 0:34:19.319
<v Speaker 1>place where he wants something, I don't even want him

0:34:19.320 --> 0:34:21.640
<v Speaker 1>to think he can apply any pressure to make me

0:34:21.719 --> 0:34:23.920
<v Speaker 1>change my mind or make me feel like I have

0:34:23.920 --> 0:34:25.279
<v Speaker 1>to show up in a way that I've already said

0:34:25.640 --> 0:34:28.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to. I think when we date people

0:34:28.239 --> 0:34:30.960
<v Speaker 1>with intention or not because of yes, we'll deal with

0:34:30.960 --> 0:34:33.680
<v Speaker 1>people and then fall into feelings, we get digmatized, we

0:34:33.719 --> 0:34:35.880
<v Speaker 1>think that we just want of friends with benefits relationship,

0:34:35.920 --> 0:34:38.160
<v Speaker 1>and then it's like, oh my god, you coming over

0:34:38.160 --> 0:34:39.920
<v Speaker 1>every day. Now I'm cooking for you, Now I like you.

0:34:40.360 --> 0:34:43.960
<v Speaker 1>All of those things, Yes, they happen, but I'm very

0:34:44.000 --> 0:34:47.080
<v Speaker 1>clear about that, and so to me, if he is

0:34:47.160 --> 0:34:49.120
<v Speaker 1>this grown ass man at the age of thirty five

0:34:50.400 --> 0:34:54.040
<v Speaker 1>really wants to have kids before it's too late, I'm

0:34:54.080 --> 0:34:57.600
<v Speaker 1>fine with him saying, Yo, you're not able to give

0:34:57.600 --> 0:34:59.000
<v Speaker 1>me what I need right now. I need to go

0:34:59.040 --> 0:35:03.200
<v Speaker 1>get that. I might cry not it too, but I'm okay.

0:35:03.239 --> 0:35:05.239
<v Speaker 1>With that, and I think that that's the thing, like

0:35:05.360 --> 0:35:08.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna try to be somebody that I'm not

0:35:08.680 --> 0:35:11.080
<v Speaker 1>that I don't want to be that, And I think

0:35:11.080 --> 0:35:12.960
<v Speaker 1>that we have to put that same onus on the man,

0:35:13.600 --> 0:35:15.480
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of us show up in ways that

0:35:16.239 --> 0:35:18.520
<v Speaker 1>we don't want to for the sake of a man often.

0:35:19.040 --> 0:35:20.759
<v Speaker 1>And so if that's what he's doing with me, I

0:35:20.760 --> 0:35:22.359
<v Speaker 1>hope he's not because I want him to be true

0:35:22.360 --> 0:35:25.799
<v Speaker 1>to himself. That's gonna be his job to step away

0:35:25.840 --> 0:35:28.960
<v Speaker 1>from me, and for me, it's not to push away

0:35:29.000 --> 0:35:31.239
<v Speaker 1>in no good dick, bitch, I'm sorry, I'm gonna keep

0:35:31.280 --> 0:35:33.080
<v Speaker 1>getting a good dick. So you feel we almost don't

0:35:33.120 --> 0:35:34.600
<v Speaker 1>want you to go eat with this nigga, just keep

0:35:34.640 --> 0:35:39.040
<v Speaker 1>getting why now you are telling me that now I

0:35:39.080 --> 0:35:41.520
<v Speaker 1>can't get fed by niggas only because he said he

0:35:41.560 --> 0:35:43.680
<v Speaker 1>feels like he's being treated by meat. But that's why

0:35:43.680 --> 0:35:44.799
<v Speaker 1>I say he can take me how to go get

0:35:44.800 --> 0:35:48.439
<v Speaker 1>some shit. I'm saying I think I make something sex

0:35:48.520 --> 0:35:51.880
<v Speaker 1>focused because they know that's what they like. I actually

0:35:51.920 --> 0:35:54.840
<v Speaker 1>really believe niggas need to let that shit ronge. Oh no,

0:35:54.880 --> 0:35:58.120
<v Speaker 1>you should have seen girl, because I didn't make him

0:35:58.120 --> 0:36:00.480
<v Speaker 1>feel like meat. So he's put on like the the

0:36:00.520 --> 0:36:05.239
<v Speaker 1>documentary around the Submersible, and then we started fucking, so

0:36:05.280 --> 0:36:07.839
<v Speaker 1>we paused it and then he left because I had

0:36:07.880 --> 0:36:12.080
<v Speaker 1>a flight. Bitch, there's twenty five minutes left. Do you

0:36:12.160 --> 0:36:14.439
<v Speaker 1>know he said, don't finish watching it till I come back.

0:36:15.080 --> 0:36:19.520
<v Speaker 1>That's bitch, Now we watching shit together. Oh I thought,

0:36:20.000 --> 0:36:22.479
<v Speaker 1>I thought, I don't wait he left left. I thought

0:36:22.560 --> 0:36:25.000
<v Speaker 1>he left all night, but we had twenty five minutes left,

0:36:25.320 --> 0:36:26.560
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, dang, he told me not to

0:36:26.560 --> 0:36:29.280
<v Speaker 1>finish it until you come back over. That's like leaving

0:36:29.320 --> 0:36:31.279
<v Speaker 1>something making sure he come back. You know. Yeah, my

0:36:31.360 --> 0:36:32.959
<v Speaker 1>nigga didn't talk to me all night because I watched

0:36:32.960 --> 0:36:36.480
<v Speaker 1>White Lotus with bro It becomes well. He was a wait,

0:36:36.600 --> 0:36:38.960
<v Speaker 1>so is that more intimate than him taking me out

0:36:38.960 --> 0:36:43.480
<v Speaker 1>to eat kind of yees? Saving a Netflix show? Yes? Yeah, yes, yes, yeah,

0:36:43.520 --> 0:36:47.279
<v Speaker 1>I will agree. We agree more than babe. No no, no, no,

0:36:47.920 --> 0:36:49.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna like you know it's crazy. You know

0:36:49.920 --> 0:36:52.480
<v Speaker 1>what's crazy experience for him? You know what's crazy. I

0:36:52.520 --> 0:36:55.399
<v Speaker 1>didn't check him on the bab, but if it happened again,

0:36:55.400 --> 0:37:02.920
<v Speaker 1>it might have to check him. So is there a

0:37:02.920 --> 0:37:06.560
<v Speaker 1>way to check someone on a anymore. Why you're too far,

0:37:07.080 --> 0:37:10.839
<v Speaker 1>which we have only fucked three times. Now you're saving,

0:37:11.400 --> 0:37:12.839
<v Speaker 1>Now you're doing the food that you guys are picking

0:37:12.840 --> 0:37:14.680
<v Speaker 1>the ship. You're too far. It's like, what are you

0:37:14.719 --> 0:37:18.280
<v Speaker 1>talking about now? I can't say, babe, bitch, sun up Seau.

0:37:18.800 --> 0:37:22.080
<v Speaker 1>He hasn't slept over yet. Okay, he hasn't slept over yet,

0:37:22.239 --> 0:37:24.239
<v Speaker 1>but that's why he feels like me. And I was like, well,

0:37:24.280 --> 0:37:25.879
<v Speaker 1>Nigga had a fly, you had to get up early

0:37:25.920 --> 0:37:30.600
<v Speaker 1>for work. You made an excuse to why he couldn't

0:37:30.640 --> 0:37:33.040
<v Speaker 1>sleep over. Instead of saying, oh no, I did say

0:37:33.040 --> 0:37:35.480
<v Speaker 1>I would like I like slumber parties, so I said

0:37:35.480 --> 0:37:39.560
<v Speaker 1>we got to do that soon, and he kids, I

0:37:39.560 --> 0:37:42.920
<v Speaker 1>don't like the pet names, bro. I just don't like that.

0:37:42.960 --> 0:37:44.800
<v Speaker 1>If you all go back to maybe like your three

0:37:44.840 --> 0:37:48.560
<v Speaker 1>of Horrible decisions. I've never really liked the pet names, bro,

0:37:48.680 --> 0:37:50.719
<v Speaker 1>because it made me feel like you're just forgetting my name,

0:37:50.960 --> 0:37:54.240
<v Speaker 1>like you fucking with a whole bunch of bitches. Way

0:37:54.520 --> 0:37:57.040
<v Speaker 1>about a friend of mine, you've only met him once

0:37:57.120 --> 0:37:59.359
<v Speaker 1>or twice on my gaze. I don't want to say

0:37:59.360 --> 0:38:02.839
<v Speaker 1>his name though, but he was like saying something about you,

0:38:02.880 --> 0:38:05.560
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, well, is Mandy like that? What

0:38:05.600 --> 0:38:10.319
<v Speaker 1>do you say about me? So in the Breakfast Club interview, yes,

0:38:10.880 --> 0:38:13.440
<v Speaker 1>you said you were single. Mmm. He called me, and

0:38:13.480 --> 0:38:16.600
<v Speaker 1>he's like, I knew it. I was like, knew what

0:38:17.280 --> 0:38:21.160
<v Speaker 1>he's like after listening to the show Mandy when she

0:38:21.360 --> 0:38:23.440
<v Speaker 1>like a nigga, got an energy that I didn't hear

0:38:23.719 --> 0:38:26.600
<v Speaker 1>from her this time around, and I was like really,

0:38:27.080 --> 0:38:31.200
<v Speaker 1>he was like, oh, I remember Mandy was giggly, and

0:38:31.280 --> 0:38:33.799
<v Speaker 1>he was like, so Mandy wasn't giving that energy. I said,

0:38:33.840 --> 0:38:37.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, bring this up. I didn't know that. I

0:38:37.560 --> 0:38:39.080
<v Speaker 1>think he's gonna be at the book signing tonight, so

0:38:39.280 --> 0:38:42.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna having keep going, keep going. He said to me.

0:38:42.360 --> 0:38:44.800
<v Speaker 1>A thing that I thought was very interesting. He said,

0:38:45.719 --> 0:38:49.120
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even trying to be what's the word when

0:38:49.160 --> 0:38:52.800
<v Speaker 1>you're wanting something to go bad? Malicious? He said, Listening

0:38:53.280 --> 0:38:55.839
<v Speaker 1>I knew Mandy. It felt like he liked it when

0:38:55.840 --> 0:38:58.560
<v Speaker 1>Mandy was just she didn't get google Gaga and I've

0:38:58.640 --> 0:39:02.640
<v Speaker 1>heard her be on the show Your ex the recent X. Okay,

0:39:02.760 --> 0:39:05.319
<v Speaker 1>He's like, I would hear Mandy be like let me

0:39:05.080 --> 0:39:08.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean and get so feminine and girly and whatever.

0:39:08.640 --> 0:39:11.720
<v Speaker 1>He's like, I know, I absolutely did that with my ex.

0:39:12.040 --> 0:39:14.920
<v Speaker 1>I know. Oh the point he's now is when Mandy

0:39:15.040 --> 0:39:17.760
<v Speaker 1>likes a nigga, she's like that. And so I'm saying,

0:39:17.800 --> 0:39:20.000
<v Speaker 1>when you like a nigga and he called you bad

0:39:20.160 --> 0:39:25.720
<v Speaker 1>bitch bag, you're not, you'll enjoy it. I don't know, really,

0:39:25.800 --> 0:39:28.160
<v Speaker 1>go don't like a nigga. You know, it's crazy. I

0:39:28.280 --> 0:39:31.239
<v Speaker 1>like him, but I am so like anti relationship right now,

0:39:31.560 --> 0:39:33.840
<v Speaker 1>right like, but I don't. I don't want it to

0:39:33.840 --> 0:39:36.520
<v Speaker 1>go that far. And I don't think like you, and

0:39:36.560 --> 0:39:40.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't think I'm the one for him. That's your

0:39:40.680 --> 0:39:42.840
<v Speaker 1>your saying you're valid in the whole day, Well, you

0:39:42.960 --> 0:39:45.160
<v Speaker 1>really like a nigga and you're into a nigga, your

0:39:45.239 --> 0:39:47.319
<v Speaker 1>energy is definitely you are like super in luck and

0:39:47.440 --> 0:39:51.880
<v Speaker 1>I didn't think about it. Okay, that's possible. And honestly,

0:39:52.000 --> 0:39:56.800
<v Speaker 1>it's crazy because I wonder if people felt that from

0:39:56.880 --> 0:40:00.520
<v Speaker 1>you while talking about your most recent ex. Because for

0:40:00.600 --> 0:40:02.520
<v Speaker 1>a person who's met you once or twice to be

0:40:02.600 --> 0:40:06.719
<v Speaker 1>like nah, I heard may be different before. Yeah, was

0:40:06.760 --> 0:40:10.480
<v Speaker 1>a narcissist. I was throwed over a nigga. Darren. If

0:40:10.520 --> 0:40:13.160
<v Speaker 1>you listen to the eight years of this fucking podcast.

0:40:13.600 --> 0:40:17.120
<v Speaker 1>I was thrown over twenty four seven's Dick Lawyer Bay

0:40:18.200 --> 0:40:22.320
<v Speaker 1>who had a lot of issues, and my ex uh sauwmate.

0:40:22.840 --> 0:40:24.560
<v Speaker 1>Those are the only three niggas that I've ever been

0:40:24.600 --> 0:40:26.960
<v Speaker 1>googly over. I talk about good dinner. You were that

0:40:27.000 --> 0:40:29.200
<v Speaker 1>googly over lawyer Babe. But well, it was it was

0:40:29.280 --> 0:40:31.480
<v Speaker 1>very short lived. I remember it was very short lived.

0:40:31.520 --> 0:40:35.240
<v Speaker 1>I remember one thing specifically you said, and I was like, oh, boy,

0:40:35.280 --> 0:40:36.960
<v Speaker 1>was I google over a nigga that I thought it

0:40:37.000 --> 0:40:39.200
<v Speaker 1>was my sawmate? Yes, I said something about something wrong.

0:40:39.239 --> 0:40:42.160
<v Speaker 1>You said he didn't do nothing wrong. He didn't. He

0:40:42.239 --> 0:40:44.160
<v Speaker 1>was perfect for the whole first year, and that's why

0:40:44.200 --> 0:40:47.879
<v Speaker 1>points But I also say, and it's it's weird because

0:40:47.880 --> 0:40:50.800
<v Speaker 1>even in therapy I'm talking about it, that whole timeline

0:40:50.840 --> 0:40:53.680
<v Speaker 1>of me. First off, it was the pandemic. I was

0:40:53.719 --> 0:40:57.320
<v Speaker 1>cooking every day. I wasn't outside. We were only together me,

0:40:57.600 --> 0:41:00.279
<v Speaker 1>him and my fucking cat like because of the world

0:41:00.320 --> 0:41:03.959
<v Speaker 1>shutting down, Crystal was battling breast cancer like. I wasn't

0:41:03.960 --> 0:41:06.640
<v Speaker 1>even allowed to be around my core group of friends.

0:41:06.800 --> 0:41:10.640
<v Speaker 1>So he was my universe literally for a year, which

0:41:10.680 --> 0:41:12.319
<v Speaker 1>is why he was perfect to me. We had no

0:41:12.480 --> 0:41:16.160
<v Speaker 1>outside influences think about him being perfect or I think

0:41:16.239 --> 0:41:18.960
<v Speaker 1>when you to me out someone, But to me, he's

0:41:19.000 --> 0:41:20.839
<v Speaker 1>the only person that I've ever been like that with.

0:41:21.080 --> 0:41:24.000
<v Speaker 1>And it's why I had such the difficult time saying

0:41:24.040 --> 0:41:26.719
<v Speaker 1>that L word to my ex because this was the

0:41:26.719 --> 0:41:29.000
<v Speaker 1>first person I let all of my guards down for.

0:41:29.239 --> 0:41:31.719
<v Speaker 1>This is the first person I said I love you too,

0:41:32.280 --> 0:41:34.760
<v Speaker 1>And this is the first person that I like, literally

0:41:34.840 --> 0:41:37.640
<v Speaker 1>kept going back to, and I felt like I lost

0:41:37.680 --> 0:41:40.200
<v Speaker 1>myself again, and so me even saying the L word

0:41:40.239 --> 0:41:42.480
<v Speaker 1>to my new X, yes, I probably went into my

0:41:42.560 --> 0:41:45.080
<v Speaker 1>last relationship with trauma that I didn't realize I had.

0:41:45.120 --> 0:41:46.920
<v Speaker 1>Even with the L word, I felt like I was

0:41:46.960 --> 0:41:49.080
<v Speaker 1>a delusional, dumb ass bitch when I was in love

0:41:49.080 --> 0:41:51.480
<v Speaker 1>with him. Being in love is a delusional to me?

0:41:51.600 --> 0:41:54.160
<v Speaker 1>Is this is all to me? Love is not delusion

0:41:54.200 --> 0:41:56.840
<v Speaker 1>for a lot of people. For me, when I said

0:41:56.840 --> 0:41:59.200
<v Speaker 1>that word to a man, when it was said back

0:41:59.239 --> 0:42:03.600
<v Speaker 1>to me, when I look back at it now, I

0:42:03.719 --> 0:42:07.759
<v Speaker 1>felt delusional. I felt stupid. I kept going back as

0:42:07.800 --> 0:42:10.080
<v Speaker 1>well to him for the face of love, which is

0:42:10.080 --> 0:42:12.040
<v Speaker 1>what I said on this podcast, bitch when I went

0:42:12.080 --> 0:42:14.920
<v Speaker 1>back time nine, it was because well, they say that

0:42:15.040 --> 0:42:16.719
<v Speaker 1>love is hard and you gotta fight for it. And

0:42:16.920 --> 0:42:19.440
<v Speaker 1>all the little things about love that I thought I

0:42:19.520 --> 0:42:23.000
<v Speaker 1>had to be in with him makes me feel stupid

0:42:23.080 --> 0:42:25.640
<v Speaker 1>in hindsight. So maybe it's not even that it was love.

0:42:25.680 --> 0:42:28.439
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I was just literally thrown over a narcissist. Maybe

0:42:28.440 --> 0:42:31.000
<v Speaker 1>the self worth I thought I had didn't exist. Maybe

0:42:31.040 --> 0:42:33.600
<v Speaker 1>there was still things I was getting over. But for me,

0:42:34.040 --> 0:42:39.360
<v Speaker 1>what that relationship resembles now is so like choppy that

0:42:40.080 --> 0:42:42.480
<v Speaker 1>no love to me, isn't that? And the way I

0:42:42.600 --> 0:42:45.080
<v Speaker 1>was googly eyed for that man, the way I was

0:42:45.120 --> 0:42:47.400
<v Speaker 1>able to exist with him, I literally look back now,

0:42:47.440 --> 0:42:49.160
<v Speaker 1>I've talked about it in therapy and I'm like, bro,

0:42:49.280 --> 0:42:52.040
<v Speaker 1>the world was ending. Do you think that you can

0:42:52.200 --> 0:42:55.839
<v Speaker 1>be or that being googly can be something safe when

0:42:55.840 --> 0:42:58.480
<v Speaker 1>you're with someone? I mean, and let's be honest, your

0:42:58.520 --> 0:43:02.440
<v Speaker 1>most recent acts like you enjoy that company absolutely affirming,

0:43:02.680 --> 0:43:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Like do you think you could ever be googly again

0:43:06.120 --> 0:43:07.080
<v Speaker 1>and feel safe?

0:43:07.120 --> 0:43:07.200
<v Speaker 2>Like?

0:43:07.239 --> 0:43:09.680
<v Speaker 1>Do you think that there's safety in that? I just

0:43:09.680 --> 0:43:17.320
<v Speaker 1>think I have said it now a few times my mom, my, sister, myself,

0:43:18.040 --> 0:43:21.200
<v Speaker 1>and a lot of the conversations with my friends. It's

0:43:21.200 --> 0:43:25.400
<v Speaker 1>a work in progress. I having it felt so safe

0:43:25.840 --> 0:43:29.239
<v Speaker 1>in that relationship during the pandemic and feeling so hurt

0:43:29.280 --> 0:43:32.000
<v Speaker 1>and betrayed and manipulated and gaslet and all those things.

0:43:32.239 --> 0:43:35.400
<v Speaker 1>In hindsight, to me, I am still at a place

0:43:35.440 --> 0:43:39.040
<v Speaker 1>where I haven't felt safety with a man. So I

0:43:39.120 --> 0:43:41.319
<v Speaker 1>can't say that like I could be googly eyed and

0:43:41.320 --> 0:43:43.480
<v Speaker 1>throw it over Nigga. And this again could be my

0:43:43.560 --> 0:43:46.720
<v Speaker 1>defense mechanism as to why Captain hook ain't really getting

0:43:47.040 --> 0:43:50.239
<v Speaker 1>the googly from me. I don't want that right now,

0:43:50.640 --> 0:43:52.800
<v Speaker 1>and I don't know when I'm going to be ready

0:43:52.840 --> 0:43:56.200
<v Speaker 1>to get that, but right now, especially having to navigate

0:43:56.320 --> 0:43:59.239
<v Speaker 1>not wanting children, not wanting these things, and standing firm

0:43:59.280 --> 0:44:01.920
<v Speaker 1>on it and finding soe that respects that, to me,

0:44:02.320 --> 0:44:07.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm really cool with just like enjoying like the

0:44:08.040 --> 0:44:11.319
<v Speaker 1>joys of life, like my friendships, like being able to

0:44:11.360 --> 0:44:13.440
<v Speaker 1>live in Atlanta out and be close to like my

0:44:13.520 --> 0:44:16.879
<v Speaker 1>fucking friends, like it feels so good. And not saying

0:44:16.880 --> 0:44:18.759
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't have friends in New York, but like

0:44:19.040 --> 0:44:20.640
<v Speaker 1>these are my friends I've been friends with for like

0:44:20.840 --> 0:44:23.800
<v Speaker 1>fifteen plus years, Like Crystal just made it to fourteen.

0:44:23.840 --> 0:44:25.840
<v Speaker 1>My other friend we've been friends since tenth grade. So

0:44:25.960 --> 0:44:29.040
<v Speaker 1>like these friends are like they've just known me. It

0:44:29.160 --> 0:44:31.920
<v Speaker 1>just feels different. And so for me, it's that it's traveling.

0:44:32.239 --> 0:44:35.160
<v Speaker 1>It's the new baby of our book. It's the new

0:44:35.200 --> 0:44:39.920
<v Speaker 1>baby of selective ignorance. It's me thinking, Okay, realistically, I'm

0:44:39.920 --> 0:44:41.640
<v Speaker 1>in this new city. What other things do I want

0:44:41.680 --> 0:44:45.080
<v Speaker 1>to do? And so for me, a relationship doesn't seem

0:44:45.120 --> 0:44:46.560
<v Speaker 1>like the work I want to do right now. And

0:44:46.719 --> 0:44:50.200
<v Speaker 1>relationships are work. I said it, like yeah, and I

0:44:50.200 --> 0:44:53.080
<v Speaker 1>worked with some shit. I had to make space and

0:44:53.120 --> 0:44:56.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't think I had the space around the time

0:44:56.640 --> 0:45:00.200
<v Speaker 1>that I broke up with Olbay. And it's a good thing.

0:45:00.760 --> 0:45:01.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, it's a good thing. Goun to me,

0:45:02.000 --> 0:45:03.439
<v Speaker 1>my partner, and I remember he was saying the same

0:45:03.440 --> 0:45:06.520
<v Speaker 1>thing to me, like damn, even like six months earlier,

0:45:06.560 --> 0:45:09.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, Yeah, where will we be because you

0:45:09.320 --> 0:45:12.640
<v Speaker 1>actually do have to make room and making room is

0:45:12.680 --> 0:45:16.480
<v Speaker 1>something that like, I don't think it sucks because we

0:45:16.520 --> 0:45:19.200
<v Speaker 1>could want to receive love, intimacy, whatever, But it's like

0:45:20.000 --> 0:45:22.600
<v Speaker 1>timing matters if I'm just kind of prioritizing this thing.

0:45:23.120 --> 0:45:25.239
<v Speaker 1>I just realized this week just with our press tour.

0:45:25.280 --> 0:45:27.920
<v Speaker 1>Moh blah blah blah, whatever is going on. He was

0:45:27.920 --> 0:45:30.359
<v Speaker 1>gonna come over yesterday. Yes, we just got back from

0:45:30.400 --> 0:45:32.200
<v Speaker 1>a trip together. It's only in twenty four hours. He

0:45:32.280 --> 0:45:33.719
<v Speaker 1>was like, miss She goes like, miss you too, come

0:45:33.760 --> 0:45:36.319
<v Speaker 1>over and I was like, just heads up, I make

0:45:36.400 --> 0:45:39.919
<v Speaker 1>up at ten thirty in the morning. He's like, all right, baby,

0:45:39.920 --> 0:45:41.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna I'll stay home. I'll see you at the

0:45:41.360 --> 0:45:44.080
<v Speaker 1>book Sadie. And I was like, why can't you come over.

0:45:45.040 --> 0:45:47.920
<v Speaker 1>He's like, we're gonna get wrapped up and shit and

0:45:47.960 --> 0:45:50.440
<v Speaker 1>by the time you wake up for me and breakfast,

0:45:50.480 --> 0:45:53.600
<v Speaker 1>you got makeup, Like I need to leave you alone.

0:45:54.360 --> 0:45:57.560
<v Speaker 1>And I was laughing about it to myself because I'm like,

0:45:57.920 --> 0:46:01.719
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, Like there is really a world of

0:46:01.800 --> 0:46:05.880
<v Speaker 1>like you don't have time. Yeah, like I don't. I

0:46:06.360 --> 0:46:09.840
<v Speaker 1>don't have time bucked, But it's true. I want to

0:46:09.840 --> 0:46:11.880
<v Speaker 1>get fucked, but I don't have time. And this is

0:46:11.920 --> 0:46:15.440
<v Speaker 1>gonna sound by the way, this is gonna sound bad. Yeah,

0:46:15.440 --> 0:46:17.320
<v Speaker 1>I know limited vocabulary. It's gonna sound bad. Is it

0:46:17.360 --> 0:46:20.400
<v Speaker 1>gonna bad or it's gonna be I don't have the

0:46:20.480 --> 0:46:23.840
<v Speaker 1>time right now. This is gonna sound so bad. And

0:46:23.880 --> 0:46:25.520
<v Speaker 1>I know it, but I don't know another word to use.

0:46:26.480 --> 0:46:29.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't have the time right now to consider somebody

0:46:29.440 --> 0:46:33.040
<v Speaker 1>else that doesn't sound okay. Well, they be fucking heavy

0:46:33.120 --> 0:46:37.279
<v Speaker 1>dragging me for everything. Oh my god, I said, motherfuckers

0:46:37.280 --> 0:46:39.560
<v Speaker 1>deserve the relationships, stay in and I'm getting draged, so

0:46:39.960 --> 0:46:42.600
<v Speaker 1>people deserve to be killed and abuse. Shut the fuck up.

0:46:42.600 --> 0:46:45.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know it worth any So I missed a

0:46:45.040 --> 0:46:46.799
<v Speaker 1>few texts from him, and he wrote me back and said,

0:46:47.160 --> 0:46:49.120
<v Speaker 1>do you love me? I wrote him back, I said,

0:46:49.160 --> 0:46:51.600
<v Speaker 1>your pages eighty eight through ninety in my book, I

0:46:51.680 --> 0:46:54.520
<v Speaker 1>love you, And don't make that the clarify because there's

0:46:54.520 --> 0:46:56.279
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people who ain't get mentioned in my book.

0:46:56.280 --> 0:46:58.360
<v Speaker 1>You know. It was just fucking around, okay, And I said,

0:46:59.360 --> 0:47:03.520
<v Speaker 1>I really am selfish right now. Sorry, and he was like,

0:47:03.520 --> 0:47:05.719
<v Speaker 1>you're good, baby, like it's your week. But I think

0:47:05.800 --> 0:47:07.520
<v Speaker 1>you actually do need to kind of say to someone

0:47:08.640 --> 0:47:11.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't I can't consider or I don't have the

0:47:11.520 --> 0:47:15.800
<v Speaker 1>capacity to be responsible right now for how you feel

0:47:16.200 --> 0:47:19.040
<v Speaker 1>or how you want to be treated, because I don't

0:47:19.080 --> 0:47:21.320
<v Speaker 1>have the capacity to be there for you right and

0:47:21.360 --> 0:47:22.759
<v Speaker 1>I need to say that. And I think it didn't

0:47:22.840 --> 0:47:25.799
<v Speaker 1>hit me. This is the first time in this relationship

0:47:25.880 --> 0:47:28.840
<v Speaker 1>because when we went on the last horrible tour twenty

0:47:28.880 --> 0:47:31.080
<v Speaker 1>twenty three and I were dated. Oh yeah, last year

0:47:31.120 --> 0:47:32.880
<v Speaker 1>we didn't tour at all. I know last year was

0:47:32.920 --> 0:47:34.959
<v Speaker 1>easy to be. That's why I was on the phone

0:47:34.960 --> 0:47:37.560
<v Speaker 1>with Activating for three hours in Yare somch I ain't

0:47:37.600 --> 0:47:39.160
<v Speaker 1>got the time to talk to a nigga that long

0:47:39.239 --> 0:47:41.560
<v Speaker 1>now book and then he came over like bruh. So

0:47:42.040 --> 0:47:45.480
<v Speaker 1>now he's like, Yo, it's cool, don't worry. And I'm

0:47:45.520 --> 0:47:50.000
<v Speaker 1>appreciative of that. But you know, yes, he even hit

0:47:50.040 --> 0:47:52.680
<v Speaker 1>me and said, uh, what do you need me to do?

0:47:52.680 --> 0:47:54.680
<v Speaker 1>Do you want me to drive you? Like, tell me

0:47:54.840 --> 0:47:56.480
<v Speaker 1>you know some health you need, like you know on

0:47:56.520 --> 0:47:58.239
<v Speaker 1>this move. You want me to take you to Connecticut? You

0:47:58.280 --> 0:48:01.120
<v Speaker 1>want to take you guys here. I'm like, yo, I

0:48:01.120 --> 0:48:04.799
<v Speaker 1>don't even want you to feel so over exhausted from

0:48:05.040 --> 0:48:08.920
<v Speaker 1>our shit. And I I was like, I guess we

0:48:09.000 --> 0:48:10.359
<v Speaker 1>really do have to be a part. I gotta get

0:48:10.360 --> 0:48:12.960
<v Speaker 1>this shit done. And it feels good. It's great, like

0:48:13.480 --> 0:48:16.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, especially when knowing that like you have the support,

0:48:16.560 --> 0:48:18.040
<v Speaker 1>but it does make you be like, oh, I gotta

0:48:18.040 --> 0:48:20.360
<v Speaker 1>be selfish. But the way I want Dick and I

0:48:20.440 --> 0:48:23.200
<v Speaker 1>have to tell him I'm supposed to be bleeding when

0:48:23.239 --> 0:48:25.520
<v Speaker 1>I get back, so then I gotta go on another trip.

0:48:26.160 --> 0:48:28.640
<v Speaker 1>It's literally like twelve days before I could even have

0:48:28.800 --> 0:48:32.759
<v Speaker 1>dick again. And I'm like, damn, I gotta tell you. You

0:48:32.560 --> 0:48:34.840
<v Speaker 1>can't even fuck me for the next two weeks. Oh

0:48:34.920 --> 0:48:36.440
<v Speaker 1>my god, Like, what the fuck? I need to tell

0:48:36.440 --> 0:48:39.720
<v Speaker 1>you guys something. This was a very weird, nasty little

0:48:39.719 --> 0:48:42.400
<v Speaker 1>flirt that should probably be illegal from the guy at

0:48:42.440 --> 0:48:45.920
<v Speaker 1>one of the pharmacias on Lower East Side. What the fuck? Okay, So,

0:48:46.280 --> 0:48:48.120
<v Speaker 1>since it's the ketchup and mustard and you just said

0:48:48.160 --> 0:48:51.200
<v Speaker 1>bleeding at this point, no, at this point, decisions decisions,

0:48:51.239 --> 0:48:54.240
<v Speaker 1>y'all wanted some horrible decisions content here the fuck you go? Okay,

0:48:54.520 --> 0:48:55.920
<v Speaker 1>So if you want more, you can go to Patreon.

0:48:55.960 --> 0:48:59.040
<v Speaker 1>This is where we do it. So I didn't realize

0:48:59.120 --> 0:49:02.120
<v Speaker 1>I'll order my I ain't medicine or my birst control

0:49:02.160 --> 0:49:04.359
<v Speaker 1>from one of those like subscription services that just send

0:49:04.360 --> 0:49:07.359
<v Speaker 1>them to you. I don't know if it's in LA

0:49:07.480 --> 0:49:09.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but I'm on my last pill. Today.

0:49:09.440 --> 0:49:11.799
<v Speaker 1>I was worrying and I'm like, oh shit, this book

0:49:11.800 --> 0:49:14.520
<v Speaker 1>pub day and I'm fucking hype. I'm like, damn it,

0:49:14.600 --> 0:49:16.160
<v Speaker 1>my alarm went off. You know what? Always goes off

0:49:16.200 --> 0:49:19.759
<v Speaker 1>in an interview. This fucked. I call the company. They're like, shit,

0:49:19.800 --> 0:49:21.360
<v Speaker 1>we can't get to you here for seventy four hours.

0:49:21.680 --> 0:49:24.920
<v Speaker 1>Now I am a little nervous because this would be

0:49:24.960 --> 0:49:27.080
<v Speaker 1>my population time. Technically, I'm just scared and I'm on

0:49:27.120 --> 0:49:33.360
<v Speaker 1>low estrogen. You just don't fuck right talking about you

0:49:33.480 --> 0:49:35.719
<v Speaker 1>scared it Just don't fuck it. First of all, you

0:49:35.800 --> 0:49:39.799
<v Speaker 1>touching look, and I was like, just easy, fixed, bro,

0:49:40.400 --> 0:49:42.440
<v Speaker 1>it's not bad. It's just I don't know how if

0:49:42.440 --> 0:49:44.680
<v Speaker 1>it like throws you off, well, just don't fuck God

0:49:44.719 --> 0:49:47.719
<v Speaker 1>for how long till you get your ship back? And

0:49:47.760 --> 0:49:49.680
<v Speaker 1>it's not even that once I take the pill, does

0:49:49.719 --> 0:49:51.719
<v Speaker 1>it throw me off? I don't want inconsistencies. I heard

0:49:51.719 --> 0:49:54.760
<v Speaker 1>when you're on low estro it like really only lasting

0:49:54.800 --> 0:49:57.239
<v Speaker 1>your body for twenty four hours. So don't don't fuck

0:49:57.280 --> 0:49:59.160
<v Speaker 1>for twenty four hours. It's not just twenty four hours,

0:49:59.200 --> 0:50:02.640
<v Speaker 1>so don't fuck for four It's not that I again,

0:50:02.920 --> 0:50:05.040
<v Speaker 1>does it throw my body off for like a week? Girlss,

0:50:06.320 --> 0:50:08.479
<v Speaker 1>this is an emergency. Don't don't work for a week,

0:50:08.560 --> 0:50:11.359
<v Speaker 1>wait till you get back regulated. No, it's not gonna

0:50:11.400 --> 0:50:16.240
<v Speaker 1>work for me. So anyway, everybody trying to is your engineer.

0:50:16.280 --> 0:50:18.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't appreciate this, like just lock that you're not

0:50:18.480 --> 0:50:23.920
<v Speaker 1>in her common don't lock. Okay, So this happens. So

0:50:24.160 --> 0:50:26.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what do I do? So the lady on

0:50:26.840 --> 0:50:30.680
<v Speaker 1>the phone goes, this is advice that's off the record.

0:50:31.200 --> 0:50:33.799
<v Speaker 1>But if you prove that you have a subscription, sometimes

0:50:34.080 --> 0:50:35.960
<v Speaker 1>you can go to a local pharmacy and they'll actually

0:50:36.000 --> 0:50:38.480
<v Speaker 1>give you like an emergency script. Just try it. She

0:50:38.560 --> 0:50:40.640
<v Speaker 1>was like, it happens most of the time for like inhalers

0:50:40.960 --> 0:50:44.680
<v Speaker 1>or things that are like dire emergency insulin birth control

0:50:44.760 --> 0:50:47.359
<v Speaker 1>is do they consider birth control dire because it could

0:50:47.360 --> 0:50:53.400
<v Speaker 1>throw you off? So anyway, Ashes no one to Walgreens

0:50:53.480 --> 0:50:56.840
<v Speaker 1>maybe then went to a local one and there was

0:50:56.880 --> 0:51:00.319
<v Speaker 1>a man and he was young, maybe thirty eight. I'm

0:51:00.360 --> 0:51:01.960
<v Speaker 1>not trying to smile, it's just the way that he

0:51:02.000 --> 0:51:05.680
<v Speaker 1>was learning to me was crazy. So he's like, how

0:51:05.680 --> 0:51:06.880
<v Speaker 1>can I help you? And I was like, I know

0:51:07.000 --> 0:51:09.320
<v Speaker 1>this has been on orthodox. I've never even shopped here before,

0:51:09.440 --> 0:51:12.640
<v Speaker 1>but I'm your neighbor and I'm trying to get this

0:51:12.719 --> 0:51:16.720
<v Speaker 1>script filled. But this first control and I'm a little worried,

0:51:16.800 --> 0:51:20.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, it'll throw my cycle off or whatever. He

0:51:20.239 --> 0:51:23.919
<v Speaker 1>said with these eyes. I sort of, God, you need

0:51:23.960 --> 0:51:27.680
<v Speaker 1>it that fast, you need that badly. And by the

0:51:27.719 --> 0:51:29.520
<v Speaker 1>way he's smiling, I know he's gonna give it to me.

0:51:29.840 --> 0:51:35.120
<v Speaker 1>This sounds like a violation, like a healthcare professional hip.

0:51:36.200 --> 0:51:43.959
<v Speaker 1>This is giving Tyler Perry response that's appropriate. Then I'm like, okay,

0:51:43.960 --> 0:51:46.279
<v Speaker 1>I guess I'll just do this back. I was like, well,

0:51:46.280 --> 0:51:49.160
<v Speaker 1>it's not that, it's just then I'll start my cycle

0:51:49.200 --> 0:51:50.719
<v Speaker 1>if I don't take it, and I just don't want

0:51:50.760 --> 0:51:52.440
<v Speaker 1>it to He was like, can't have that on a

0:51:52.440 --> 0:51:56.960
<v Speaker 1>summer day and I was like, no, no, no, just

0:51:56.960 --> 0:51:59.520
<v Speaker 1>because we yucking it. You liked it, so see you

0:52:00.120 --> 0:52:02.600
<v Speaker 1>change your faith? Nah? No, I flirted for birth control.

0:52:02.600 --> 0:52:08.240
<v Speaker 1>Hold on. Wow. So right now it is ten ten am.

0:52:08.320 --> 0:52:11.400
<v Speaker 1>I just left Trap Palace workout and I'm just like, bro, like,

0:52:11.480 --> 0:52:13.520
<v Speaker 1>how long is this going to take? So I was like,

0:52:14.040 --> 0:52:16.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm just getting what you want. I was like, listen,

0:52:17.239 --> 0:52:19.760
<v Speaker 1>I really need it badly because I do have plans

0:52:19.800 --> 0:52:22.040
<v Speaker 1>this week and I don't want to mess anything up

0:52:22.080 --> 0:52:24.440
<v Speaker 1>and I would rather be safe than sorry. He's like,

0:52:24.440 --> 0:52:26.600
<v Speaker 1>I want you to be really really safe too. I

0:52:26.600 --> 0:52:28.759
<v Speaker 1>don't want you to have any mishaps. He goes, but

0:52:29.480 --> 0:52:33.839
<v Speaker 1>we do have condoms? Would you like condoms? And I'm like, oh,

0:52:33.920 --> 0:52:36.480
<v Speaker 1>now you want me to say, I don't want to

0:52:36.560 --> 0:52:39.600
<v Speaker 1>use kinda I want to cream by imposed to marry

0:52:40.080 --> 0:52:41.839
<v Speaker 1>that's what you want. I don't think that's I think

0:52:41.840 --> 0:52:45.080
<v Speaker 1>he was just giving you an alternative, like we just did. Look,

0:52:45.400 --> 0:52:47.960
<v Speaker 1>we said, don't have sex. He said condoms, and now

0:52:48.000 --> 0:52:51.080
<v Speaker 1>you feel I said, well, they're not guaranteed. So I

0:52:51.200 --> 0:52:54.279
<v Speaker 1>was like, bro, they are ninety nine percent and which

0:52:54.360 --> 0:52:57.640
<v Speaker 1>the point one swimmer? Bro? Are you kidding me right now?

0:52:57.680 --> 0:52:59.839
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, please, Bro, do you hear this?

0:53:00.120 --> 0:53:04.320
<v Speaker 1>Just if it's now condoms? Are you seriously want me?

0:53:04.400 --> 0:53:06.720
<v Speaker 1>There's birth control? Don't how any women have gotten pregnant

0:53:06.719 --> 0:53:09.319
<v Speaker 1>on birth control? I would like you shut up? I

0:53:09.360 --> 0:53:11.839
<v Speaker 1>know I actually want to look up chat gibt. I

0:53:11.880 --> 0:53:15.600
<v Speaker 1>think I think condoms have a better I think condoms

0:53:15.600 --> 0:53:19.560
<v Speaker 1>have a better success rate. Then then Robert, no, but like,

0:53:20.040 --> 0:53:22.879
<v Speaker 1>you're not on the pill right now. I just took it.

0:53:23.000 --> 0:53:24.960
<v Speaker 1>Oh you gave it to me. Oh this is this

0:53:24.960 --> 0:53:26.439
<v Speaker 1>is how you gave it to me. So I act

0:53:26.520 --> 0:53:28.160
<v Speaker 1>he gave it to me. I said I didn't want

0:53:28.160 --> 0:53:30.520
<v Speaker 1>to know condoms. He's like, all right, I'm gonna give

0:53:30.520 --> 0:53:33.000
<v Speaker 1>you another brand that we have here. So you said

0:53:33.280 --> 0:53:36.960
<v Speaker 1>low estrogen birth control pills. Yeah, I'm not trying to

0:53:36.960 --> 0:53:40.600
<v Speaker 1>be as Laurena. I think I'm on. I just want

0:53:40.600 --> 0:53:44.719
<v Speaker 1>to know which one is more effective tatchipt my man

0:53:46.200 --> 0:53:50.160
<v Speaker 1>be giving me all the tea. Okay, they're both effective

0:53:50.200 --> 0:53:56.680
<v Speaker 1>methods because she's a cut. Okay, there's a one percent difference.

0:53:57.280 --> 0:54:00.560
<v Speaker 1>Perfect use effectiveness. Condoms is ninety eight percent. The low

0:54:00.680 --> 0:54:02.560
<v Speaker 1>estrogen pills are ninety nine percent.

0:54:02.760 --> 0:54:05.080
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So I mean the pill sounds like it's a

0:54:05.080 --> 0:54:09.600
<v Speaker 2>better yeah, but there's still like it's still well, you

0:54:09.680 --> 0:54:10.320
<v Speaker 2>still got.

0:54:10.120 --> 0:54:13.560
<v Speaker 1>The one percent that you were scared of. Hun anyway,

0:54:13.600 --> 0:54:16.400
<v Speaker 1>you're just saying. So he goes to get it, and

0:54:16.400 --> 0:54:19.879
<v Speaker 1>he goes, I want you to pick, So like what

0:54:20.040 --> 0:54:22.719
<v Speaker 1>pick what? He's like the brand? He's like, so let

0:54:22.719 --> 0:54:25.680
<v Speaker 1>me just show you. He's like, whatever's best for you.

0:54:26.080 --> 0:54:28.719
<v Speaker 1>So then he puts them out in his hand like this,

0:54:29.440 --> 0:54:31.480
<v Speaker 1>So I had to fucking grab it instead of putting

0:54:31.520 --> 0:54:33.279
<v Speaker 1>it down on the table, and I was like, he

0:54:33.600 --> 0:54:37.080
<v Speaker 1>wants to fuck me, he wants me in and around

0:54:37.120 --> 0:54:39.080
<v Speaker 1>his mouth, and you know what, I just didn't want

0:54:39.120 --> 0:54:41.040
<v Speaker 1>him to say no. So I was like, I'll take

0:54:41.160 --> 0:54:43.440
<v Speaker 1>that one, and I like gotta tapped his wrist and

0:54:43.520 --> 0:54:45.560
<v Speaker 1>he was like, that was so good. That was so good.

0:54:45.640 --> 0:54:49.920
<v Speaker 1>You made that twice, bitch. Anyway, rang it up. It

0:54:49.960 --> 0:54:52.040
<v Speaker 1>was forty eight dollars. I say, old, no, that's how high.

0:54:52.160 --> 0:54:54.759
<v Speaker 1>It's only thirty days. That the fuck. So he's like,

0:54:54.760 --> 0:54:56.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna give you a discount if you come back

0:54:56.239 --> 0:55:00.239
<v Speaker 1>to me. Never, this sounds like you cheated on man.

0:55:01.120 --> 0:55:03.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna lie this a little. This is a lot.

0:55:04.400 --> 0:55:07.319
<v Speaker 1>It's Michael cheating. Should I cut this out? No, it's

0:55:07.320 --> 0:55:12.920
<v Speaker 1>staying in bro executive decisions. They get show work control

0:55:12.960 --> 0:55:16.479
<v Speaker 1>pills because you couldn't use condoms. Mandy. It's not about

0:55:16.520 --> 0:55:18.920
<v Speaker 1>the condoms. I'm really scared to get off birth control

0:55:19.000 --> 0:55:21.319
<v Speaker 1>for like a day because if I throw my ship off,

0:55:22.120 --> 0:55:23.919
<v Speaker 1>do you want me to be a looney tuner this week?

0:55:24.200 --> 0:55:26.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm already. I mean, birth control pills make you do

0:55:26.680 --> 0:55:29.560
<v Speaker 1>that too. But if you're off off, it's just like

0:55:29.640 --> 0:55:32.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm a little worried about being off. And also like

0:55:32.080 --> 0:55:34.160
<v Speaker 1>the way people scare you about birth control, like you

0:55:34.280 --> 0:55:35.680
<v Speaker 1>have to take it this time. You don't want to

0:55:35.719 --> 0:55:37.919
<v Speaker 1>do this, like it's just too scary. And I've also

0:55:38.400 --> 0:55:40.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, I don't know how deep we are into

0:55:40.040 --> 0:55:41.800
<v Speaker 1>the book, but if you read my love chapter like that,

0:55:41.840 --> 0:55:44.120
<v Speaker 1>ship was scary. But I don't want to. I feel

0:55:44.400 --> 0:55:48.239
<v Speaker 1>I want to know when I'm pregnant. So's to pull

0:55:48.280 --> 0:55:55.400
<v Speaker 1>on the vacuum, pull out, pull out, but pull out

0:55:55.440 --> 0:56:01.600
<v Speaker 1>the vacuum. Thanks so much for joining us. Another episode Decisions.

0:56:02.160 --> 0:56:05.239
<v Speaker 1>This is pretty all bitch ass holes on the motherfucking

0:56:05.480 --> 0:56:07.400
<v Speaker 1>By the way, just so you know, this is a

0:56:07.480 --> 0:56:11.759
<v Speaker 1>Celsius making me this way. This is not so real quick,

0:56:12.200 --> 0:56:15.440
<v Speaker 1>by the way, this is Celsius. What happened immunity juice

0:56:15.560 --> 0:56:18.839
<v Speaker 1>this morning and something else? Because I have so much

0:56:18.840 --> 0:56:21.919
<v Speaker 1>anxiety that's really like, my anxiety right now is fucking

0:56:21.960 --> 0:56:23.839
<v Speaker 1>off the charts and I'm pre message. I love about

0:56:23.840 --> 0:56:25.200
<v Speaker 1>to come out my pussy in a day. But you know,

0:56:25.360 --> 0:56:28.359
<v Speaker 1>need no, no, no, So so I talked to my mom,

0:56:28.440 --> 0:56:32.160
<v Speaker 1>I talked to my friends. They say, no caffeine and bitch,

0:56:32.200 --> 0:56:34.400
<v Speaker 1>you know I drink always. Is this she said, this

0:56:34.480 --> 0:56:37.000
<v Speaker 1>is health This is a healthier caffeine and cofee. She

0:56:37.040 --> 0:56:40.680
<v Speaker 1>said no coffee. So she said to a Celsius, it's healthier.

0:56:40.800 --> 0:56:43.120
<v Speaker 1>She said no caffeine. No looker, so bitch. Also also

0:56:43.200 --> 0:56:46.600
<v Speaker 1>all week I'm not drinking liquor, so like anyways, this

0:56:46.680 --> 0:56:48.080
<v Speaker 1>is getna hype. So I do want to talk y'all

0:56:48.120 --> 0:56:51.680
<v Speaker 1>real quick, because this was an episode of decisions decisions,

0:56:52.040 --> 0:56:54.800
<v Speaker 1>and you put the assholes since the rebrand want to

0:56:54.840 --> 0:56:57.239
<v Speaker 1>act like changing one motherfucking word and change who the

0:56:57.320 --> 0:57:00.319
<v Speaker 1>fuck we is. Just know this is why y'all whole

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<v Speaker 1>just got shown as a horrible decision. You changed more

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<v Speaker 1>niggas than me. No, no, no, no, no no oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>bring it back. You find eight niggas that I funck savy.

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<v Speaker 1>You just wanted me to have one more than you,

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<v Speaker 1>and that is crazy because I feel like you're still

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<v Speaker 1>leaving someone else.

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<v Speaker 2>I just want to say, your energy drink has two

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<v Speaker 2>hundred milligrams caffeine, which is like considered a really vin

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<v Speaker 2>same as that like.

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<v Speaker 1>That calm down, No no, no, he died fucking a

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<v Speaker 1>girl like that was way too young for him. No,

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<v Speaker 1>they said that there was he consumed high energy drink

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<v Speaker 1>or something. Bitch, I never drink high energy drinks. This

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<v Speaker 1>is my blood pressure. Yeah, he was ald htension. He

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<v Speaker 1>was like his fifty hard pretension talking about fat. Wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>that bad? Damn yo RP, Jesus, I'm sorry. Like rest

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<v Speaker 1>and pleasure the relationship you deserve, drinking the damn you

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<v Speaker 1>women like their hell we got ship to do them

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<v Speaker 1>bitches still big got more episodes that do you know what?

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<v Speaker 1>More episodes we got to do more horrible decisions will

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<v Speaker 1>five dollars a month to get you a babe. That's

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<v Speaker 1>how she says it, right, okay, baby judged bab. Five

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<v Speaker 1>E and get your fucking shit bab. Okay, five dollars

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<v Speaker 1>a month, bab, Thanks Bob, See you next week, Bed