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Speaker 2: I ain't want to live.

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Speaker 1: I don't gotta shot myself in the head before I

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Speaker 2: On all my.

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Speaker 3: Life, grinding all my life, sacrifice, hustle, p prison, one slice,

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Speaker 3: Got the brother geis all my life. I've been grinding

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Speaker 3: all my life, all my life, running all my life, sacrifice, hustle,

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Speaker 3: I've been grinding all my life.

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Speaker 4: Hello, Welcome to another episode of Club Sha Shay. I

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Speaker 4: am your host, Shannon Sharp. I'm also the proprietor of

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Speaker 4: Club shaw Sha, stopping by for conversation and the drink today.

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Speaker 2: He's one of one.

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Speaker 4: He's one of the most authentic, prolific, and transparent voices

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Speaker 4: in the game. He's one of the Internet's most favorite personalities,

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Speaker 4: a staple in the entertainment world and consistent presence in

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Speaker 4: hip hop.

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Speaker 2: He's a Grammy Naming, Grammy.

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Speaker 4: Nominated rapper, Billboard Hot one hundred artists, a multi platinum

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Speaker 4: song writer, a charismatic musician, cinematic storyteller, and a candidate

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Speaker 4: MC successful businessman, motivational figure, and a fan favorite. Here

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Speaker 4: he goes the Louisiana legend Kevin Gates.

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Speaker 2: I did you right? I leave. I didn't think what

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Speaker 2: you was. What I'm here. You did me more than writer.

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Speaker 2: And I just want to say one thing.

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Speaker 1: I really appreciate you, but I gotta say this with

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Speaker 1: it all praise on and glory be to the most

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Speaker 1: High God. I appreciate that I'm a natural born like

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Speaker 1: I'm a perfect imperfection. I came tie my shoes right

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Speaker 1: without God. So I just got to say that too.

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 4: I appreciate that you know what I've seen a lot

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Speaker 4: of times that before we well, let's go ahead. You

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Speaker 4: know what you asked me what this was? What is

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Speaker 4: this is my This is my kangyac. It's called schey

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Speaker 4: by Laportier. It's a vsop. In order for it to

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Speaker 4: be a kanyak, it has to originate two years in

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Speaker 4: that region, which is Kanyaku. It's a a bsop, very

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Speaker 4: special old pale four to six years.

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Speaker 2: Sometimes it stays in the bolly can go. It's a

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Speaker 4: So I know you drank kanyak, but I want to know,

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Speaker 4: give me your honest opinion right here on camera. I

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Speaker 4: don't you don't drink what I drink? Who I do now?

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Speaker 4: But you got water down there by by your chair.

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Speaker 4: If you want water anything like that, We have water.

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Speaker 4: Can I see a lot of your interviews that there

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Speaker 4: have been some, not all, but some. You like to

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Speaker 4: start with a prayer. You want to lead us on

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Speaker 4: the words, Uh.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I will okay, I hope the villima and that

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Speaker 1: shadona the regime. We smell out of documenthor vahine adam

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Speaker 1: did it lie here to be? I mean a documentor

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Speaker 1: vahine mighty kill medean? Yeah, can I will do it? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I mean Almighty God created and make up heaveans and earth.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for all the wonderful blessings in what you

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Speaker 1: bestowed upon us in this life and the halfter heanks

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Speaker 1: you forgive us follow our spaghettos and sin against us.

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Speaker 1: We see refuge with you, for there's no refuge from

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Speaker 1: you but to you. Thank you for closing us without

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Speaker 1: use of ourselves. That anything that it said today that

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Speaker 2: I mean appreciate that. Wow. So the first was in Arabic. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: So when did you learn to speak Arabic? I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I just kind of like been hearing it all my life.

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Speaker 4: Born in New Orleans, but you was raised in Baton Rouge. Yes, sir,

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Speaker 4: take us back to your childhood. Do you have any

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Speaker 2: Uh, my grandparents.

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Speaker 4: It's funny that you say that I was raised by

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Speaker 4: So you said your grandparents they raised you, were your

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Speaker 2: Them when I could? What do you mean when you could?

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Speaker 1: My mama had me kind of young. Yes, And it's

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Speaker 1: She just came to my house out here in California

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Speaker 1: for the first time. Last year we had a very

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Speaker 2: Told us, say you a strange from your mom And she.

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Speaker 1: And I told her, I say, she broke down when

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Speaker 4: Raised by your grandparents. What are some of the lessons

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Speaker 4: that your grandparents taught you? Always being respectful? That was

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Speaker 4: the biggest thing, being respectful, Hard work, it's a lot.

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Speaker 4: If you're gonna stay at home, stay at home. But

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Speaker 4: Is like the voice be inside me. Like when I

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Speaker 1: at all day like it just like it's when he died.

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Speaker 1: It's like his spirit like or energy or whatever just

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Speaker 4: It was very very hard. I was raised, me and

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Speaker 4: I had had my grandfather for about eight and it

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Speaker 4: You just get better at dealing with it as time passes.

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Speaker 4: As your grandmother. How were you when your grandmother passed?

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Speaker 1: I forgot It was emotional for me. I was about

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Speaker 2: Do you remember the last conversation you had with your grandmother?

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Speaker 1: Yes, ma'am, I mean yes, sir excu and please forgive

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Speaker 1: me you good. What was that conversation? She told me

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Speaker 2: Yep, were you your Were you your grandmother's favorite? Uh?

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Speaker 2: I'm everybody's favorite. I'm everybody's favorite. No, No, I was

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Speaker 4: You said, the very first woman to ever break your

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Speaker 4: was my grandmother. What was the relationship you mentioned that

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Speaker 1: She was young and she did the best that she could.

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Speaker 1: But I guess the best thing that she ever did

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Speaker 2: Wow, she did the best she could. You feel she

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Speaker 4: Now as you've gotten older, as I got older, at

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Speaker 2: I used to hate them. Wow, I used to hate

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Speaker 2: a strong word heare now I used to hate my mother.

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Speaker 2: What was it? What was it? What wasn't she doing?

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Speaker 4: Obviously now you know more your parent yourself. I think

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Speaker 1: Nothing, It's nothing that she could have did different. And

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Speaker 1: I'm just most people that I talked to, they asked

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Speaker 1: me me being an overachiever where it comes from? And

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Speaker 2: My mother.

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Speaker 1: And please, if they watching on't look at me, y'all.

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Speaker 2: I love y'all.

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Speaker 1: But the truth of the truth is I was a

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Speaker 1: So me, being an overachiever, I'm gonna show you how

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Speaker 1: great I am. I took on like the the persona

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna show you. I'm gonna show you how great

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Speaker 1: I am. And I believe it came from me feeling

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Speaker 2: Know I didn't. I didn't feel like I belonged in

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Speaker 4: Did you feel because she married their dad and not

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Speaker 2: Why we couldn't be a family? No?

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Speaker 1: I never felt like that. I never felt like that.

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Speaker 1: I just felt like I got treated different.

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Speaker 4: Because you weren't the father's biological son. Did she treat you.

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Speaker 2: Giving him me and him platinum? Wow? Me and him platinum?

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Speaker 4: So what was it about your book? Hold on your

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Speaker 4: mom birth? All of those other kids also, So what

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Speaker 4: was the difference?

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Speaker 1: Looking at it from where I'm at right now, I'll

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Speaker 1: say that we all had different requirements and different needs,

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Speaker 2: Be there for me the way I needed them to

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Speaker 2: be there. They did the best they could, though, did

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Speaker 4: Because it's interesting that, but you said, how old were

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Speaker 2: Say, you know what, it's too heavy of a burden

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Speaker 4: My mom, as you said, she did the best she

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Speaker 2: Yeah, we talked about everything. Did she What did she say?

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Speaker 1: You're still a child. You're still a child, which is

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Speaker 2: You this, but.

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Speaker 1: Damn, I can't believe I'm about to speak on this.

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Speaker 1: I got a cousin n amed Tyree. I was laying

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Speaker 1: Kevin Case was telling the truth.

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Speaker 3: But.

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Speaker 1: I believe that to tell the truth out of season

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Speaker 2: I read your father passed of AIDS? Was he was

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Speaker 2: Time He never lied to me bout nothing.

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Speaker 4: So he told you, did you see the facts that

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Speaker 1: It's an autoimmune deficiency. And those times that's what made

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Speaker 1: If you could have seen my dad, he was beautiful.

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Speaker 1: But that's crazy.

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Speaker 2: You asked me that. Nobody ever asked me this. I

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Speaker 1: I was with him like for a long time up

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Speaker 2: I was with him.

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Speaker 1: He taught me a lot of beautiful lessons. And if

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Speaker 2: Could have cured him, do you think so? I know so,

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Speaker 1: I ain't doctor Sibby, No ship like that. I ain't

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Speaker 2: But I could a curried. He don't want to make

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Speaker 1: Serious proud of that you didn't take help seriously. I

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Speaker 1: by how this go. I watched them kind of. I

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Speaker 1: To see someone go through that, a painful death, and

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Speaker 1: going to leave here. What did that do to you

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Speaker 1: don't really know, but I was already in the streets jam.

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Speaker 2: Yep. How important is fathers in sons' lives? Even daughter? Listen.

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Speaker 2: But I'm just gonna take it from.

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Speaker 1: I'm approaching forty years of age on paper. I say

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Speaker 2: That one two three hit the back was free.

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Speaker 1: I still do that, still do yoga, still work out,

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Speaker 1: I used to get jealous when I see somebody spending

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Speaker 1: And then I got to the point where I saluted. Now,

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Speaker 1: Take a picture.

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Speaker 2: Da da da da.

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Speaker 1: I say, this is your daughter. I shook his hand.

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Speaker 1: I say, you're a good father. You're a good man.

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Speaker 1: He was like, thank you.

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Speaker 2: So shout out to all the good fathers out there.

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Speaker 1: I know y'all might feel like y'all going appreciate it,

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Speaker 2: Did you miss that as a child.

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Speaker 1: Uh?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, But he was in your life in some capacity, right, Yeah?

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Speaker 4: If he was in your father was he not in

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Speaker 2: He was in the streets? Oh okay, okay, yeah he

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Speaker 1: Well, to be honest, coming from Louisiana, it's very privately

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Speaker 4: I saw that you did an interview with Mike Tyson

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Speaker 2: Yeah, session victimize.

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Speaker 4: So I've heard people say, what's so traumatic about this?

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Speaker 4: Not only is the child robbed of its youth and

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Speaker 1: That was one of the reasons that me and my

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Speaker 2: So it was multiple.

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Speaker 1: It wasn't just you, nah, it was I'm gonna say

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Speaker 1: me is okay, me okay, I'm gonna take this. You know,

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Speaker 4: And it's interesting because, uh, Clarissa Shills was on here.

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Speaker 1: It was the things that he told me off camera

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Speaker 1: that's what turned me into a monster.

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Speaker 2: Something bad happened to me. And he said, that's never

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Speaker 1: It really it really forced me into being kind of

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Speaker 1: I took like every type of martial laws you could

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Speaker 1: to say, for a long time, I exhibited a lot

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Speaker 1: lot of stuff, but that wasn't. That was out of fear. Mhm,

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Speaker 1: that wasn't out of just me being no monster.

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Speaker 2: No time. That was fear.

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Speaker 4: Were you a teenager at the time, Yes, sir, were

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Speaker 4: you threatened? When did he? If you tell anybody that

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Speaker 2: Or she did? He did? He out of here? I

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Speaker 1: I mean, that's the truth. I mean, I don't know

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Speaker 1: how you you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: Oh you don't know how? Yeahtare like I said, we'll

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Speaker 1: Yeah, he'll never do that to anybody again. That's the

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Speaker 1: two things. And but then you know it, man, I

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00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:14,760
Speaker 1: might be shitre. I don't want to say too much,

443
00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:20,000
Speaker 1: but I really broke generational curses with that situation because

444
00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:28,679
Speaker 1: people that came before me, they was raped, and they

445
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,639
Speaker 1: created the space for me to have with my children

446
00:23:31,720 --> 00:23:34,440
Speaker 1: to where my children know, don't nobody never touch you.

447
00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:35,159
Speaker 2: They're not even me.

448
00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:39,240
Speaker 1: I had these open conversations with my children. They are equipped.

449
00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:42,280
Speaker 1: I created a space for them to be able to

450
00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:44,400
Speaker 1: tell their daddy any open and honest with you about

451
00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:45,640
Speaker 1: any situation anything.

452
00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:47,000
Speaker 2: keV.

453
00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:50,040
Speaker 4: You know what, let me ask you this, how did

454
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:53,520
Speaker 4: you summons up the courage? Because I can assure you

455
00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:58,920
Speaker 4: you're not the first young man boy that's ever had

456
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:01,919
Speaker 4: this happen, but a lot of young boys will, sup President.

457
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:04,400
Speaker 1: I created the space for men to be able to heal.

458
00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:07,560
Speaker 1: It's so many men that come up to men and

459
00:24:07,720 --> 00:24:09,840
Speaker 1: hug me and cry in the gym and tell me

460
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:13,160
Speaker 1: thank you because I created a space, and I tell

461
00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:17,160
Speaker 1: him you was vulnerable. Then we have built ourselves into

462
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:23,600
Speaker 1: machines to where we can protect the inner child. That's

463
00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:26,600
Speaker 1: why I made that song. Protect children. You're not supposed

464
00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:30,480
Speaker 1: to hurt children. Your song molested inside my mom's home.

465
00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:37,360
Speaker 1: She ain't believe me when I was young. There's gonna

466
00:24:37,359 --> 00:24:39,280
Speaker 1: be a lot of people that's gonna watch this. After

467
00:24:39,320 --> 00:24:42,320
Speaker 1: I made that song, yes, I ain't know how much

468
00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:45,280
Speaker 1: trauma that I was holding. I cried for two weeks uncontrollably.

469
00:24:46,760 --> 00:24:49,760
Speaker 1: My manager sitting back there, he didn't want recorded that song.

470
00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:52,880
Speaker 1: I was in Puerto Rico, and when I did that song,

471
00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:57,879
Speaker 1: I cried uncontrollably for like two weeks, two weeks straight.

472
00:24:58,720 --> 00:25:01,480
Speaker 1: Then I went to the bathroom and when I shit.

473
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:06,320
Speaker 1: It it just like everything released, everything released. I was

474
00:25:06,359 --> 00:25:08,920
Speaker 1: so tense all the time, just from you know, you

475
00:25:09,040 --> 00:25:14,040
Speaker 1: underwent trauma, and even even going out here and applying pressure,

476
00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:18,080
Speaker 1: you still don't. It don't ever go away. But I

477
00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:20,280
Speaker 1: think my snapping point was.

478
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Speaker 2: Damn.

479
00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:25,240
Speaker 1: I hate to say who it was, but he pulled

480
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Speaker 1: me to the side. He a monster too. He pulled

481
00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:30,760
Speaker 1: me to the side. He was like, hey, are we gay?

482
00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:33,159
Speaker 1: I said, I don't know.

483
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:36,960
Speaker 2: I don't know.

484
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Speaker 1: And I remember that was the last time I kind

485
00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:47,480
Speaker 1: of had a little bit of like before it went black.

486
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:56,639
Speaker 2: You don't remember anything after that. No, I remember.

487
00:25:56,840 --> 00:26:00,879
Speaker 1: I'm talking about before. I before my humanity kind of

488
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:03,400
Speaker 1: got turned off towards prodigals.

489
00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:07,120
Speaker 2: I just don't.

490
00:26:09,119 --> 00:26:13,760
Speaker 1: I don't respect those that pick on the week. I

491
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:20,119
Speaker 1: just I just don't. I don't like bullets. Is that

492
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:21,280
Speaker 1: why you stay to yourself?

493
00:26:21,359 --> 00:26:24,000
Speaker 2: Now? What's why you don't like? Look, I don't bother nobody.

494
00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:26,280
Speaker 4: I don't want nobody bother me because I don't want

495
00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:27,960
Speaker 4: that person to ever show back up again.

496
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Speaker 1: M not really that come from a I'm so lawyer

497
00:26:39,400 --> 00:26:42,000
Speaker 1: and I'm such a beautiful person that I give my all.

498
00:26:43,680 --> 00:26:50,800
Speaker 2: I give my all every time how important is it.

499
00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 4: For mothers, fathers, people that's an authoritative position to listen

500
00:26:58,359 --> 00:27:00,520
Speaker 4: to their child when they tell them something of this

501
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:01,720
Speaker 4: magnitude that's happened.

502
00:27:03,040 --> 00:27:06,920
Speaker 1: It ain't about listening. You gotta listen, but then you

503
00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:11,960
Speaker 1: gotta do something behind it. You gotta do something about it.

504
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:17,280
Speaker 1: That child not gonna know that they protected. If don't

505
00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:21,040
Speaker 1: nothing get dead, If don't nothing get dead, you're just talking.

506
00:27:21,080 --> 00:27:25,720
Speaker 2: Good as a bitch. What I uttered with my mouth.

507
00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:29,359
Speaker 1: My actions must prove my children know they done, saw

508
00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:33,800
Speaker 1: they dare to get out their character before everybody in

509
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:36,800
Speaker 1: this room has. Unfortunately, I hated that they had to

510
00:27:36,840 --> 00:27:41,000
Speaker 1: see that. But men as men, when you're a man,

511
00:27:41,320 --> 00:27:44,680
Speaker 1: you do what you must. Fools do what they want,

512
00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:48,960
Speaker 1: but men do what they must. I didn't know this

513
00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:52,120
Speaker 1: conversation is gonna be like this, but this, Oh we're

514
00:27:52,119 --> 00:27:54,240
Speaker 1: gonna light up, But now I ain't trying to lighten up.

515
00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:56,879
Speaker 2: This is healing for me. I appreciate it. Thank you.

516
00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:03,679
Speaker 4: Had your mom taken depth necessary. How different is your

517
00:28:03,720 --> 00:28:04,880
Speaker 4: relationship with your mom?

518
00:28:05,680 --> 00:28:08,960
Speaker 1: It's beautiful because you got to think when a parent

519
00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:11,480
Speaker 1: hear that, that's the worst thing they want to hear. Absolutely,

520
00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:14,639
Speaker 1: they being shocked. They don't know what to do because

521
00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:16,639
Speaker 1: I'm here to protect you, and I didn't protect you.

522
00:28:17,560 --> 00:28:20,080
Speaker 1: You know, my mom may't my mom ain't you know?

523
00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:25,760
Speaker 2: My love my mom.

524
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:30,639
Speaker 1: But I hate, I hate what happened. Happened, But at

525
00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:35,120
Speaker 1: the end of the day, it's beautiful because my pain

526
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:37,639
Speaker 1: turned into my purpose and I'm healing the world through that.

527
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 1: And like I say, that person he stretched, so damn

528
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:45,960
Speaker 1: care I you said, like you proud of that?

529
00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:48,960
Speaker 2: I am the fuck.

530
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:53,440
Speaker 1: Cal you touch your kids. You're suposed to die straight up.

531
00:28:54,680 --> 00:28:57,840
Speaker 1: You're you're able woman. You supposed to die straight up

532
00:28:58,440 --> 00:29:00,680
Speaker 1: camp But that's not your purpose, that's not your cool.

533
00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:03,440
Speaker 1: I thought we were gonna let him handle that.

534
00:29:04,680 --> 00:29:04,840
Speaker 2: Boy.

535
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,400
Speaker 1: God ain't putting here to be God give me the

536
00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:09,239
Speaker 1: strength to make sure it's mine I want to give.

537
00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:12,000
Speaker 1: I'm gonna stand over and give me everything I got. God,

538
00:29:12,160 --> 00:29:14,840
Speaker 1: please let him be stretched, because sometimes you give him

539
00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:17,280
Speaker 1: everything you got. The you know, God don't take his

540
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:19,000
Speaker 1: hand off him. But if God take his hand off

541
00:29:19,280 --> 00:29:23,520
Speaker 1: the feet going up in the al, his feet going

542
00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:24,200
Speaker 1: up in the al.

543
00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:31,480
Speaker 2: That's how that's supposed to go. You get relief from that,

544
00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:32,240
Speaker 2: You feel you.

545
00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:37,600
Speaker 1: What if somebody molests my daughter, You're gonna die. I'm

546
00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:44,880
Speaker 1: gonna die trying. But I'm very resourceful, unfortunately unfortunately, but

547
00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:46,680
Speaker 1: if you touch one of my children, you're gonna die.

548
00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:53,120
Speaker 1: As we sit here, that's supposed to be like that,

549
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:55,000
Speaker 1: What is your purpose?

550
00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:57,120
Speaker 2: What did you learn from from that? Have you been

551
00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:59,000
Speaker 2: able to know? I wasn't saying that was my purpose?

552
00:29:59,040 --> 00:29:59,800
Speaker 2: I know what I said.

553
00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:02,760
Speaker 1: It turns out I turn my pain into purpose. Yes,

554
00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:07,000
Speaker 1: because I've been helping men that have been sexually victimized heal. Okay,

555
00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:12,200
Speaker 1: everybody ain't everybody. Everybody ain't got it in them to

556
00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:15,200
Speaker 1: watch a soul either bout it. Everybody ain't got that

557
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:19,080
Speaker 1: any No, and that ain't that ain't everybody. And I'm

558
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:21,440
Speaker 1: not saying that for everybody, but I'm just saying, like,

559
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:27,040
Speaker 1: you know, people that's healing. It's a lot of men

560
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:28,880
Speaker 1: that I watch go to the gym and work. I'll

561
00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:31,520
Speaker 1: go crazy and they suppressed it. But when they hug me,

562
00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 1: they cry, so your music help me, Your music make

563
00:30:35,240 --> 00:30:38,120
Speaker 1: this world a better place. And I was like, it's okay,

564
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:41,240
Speaker 1: I know I can look at somebody that it's a

565
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 1: spirit that it's like a black class of spirit. When

566
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:46,560
Speaker 1: I watch people. I can look at somebody and tell

567
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:49,600
Speaker 1: if they've been saily victimized. It's an energy that comes

568
00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:53,720
Speaker 1: with that, a kind of spirit. I ain't gonna say

569
00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:55,200
Speaker 1: a kind of spirit. But I can look at somebody

570
00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:59,080
Speaker 1: that has been molistic before sexually victimized, and I see it.

571
00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:03,400
Speaker 1: It's a hurt that come with it. It's unfortunate. But

572
00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:05,400
Speaker 1: the way I explained it to him is I tell him,

573
00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:08,120
Speaker 1: you know that happened at a time when you was vulnerable.

574
00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:10,239
Speaker 2: You're not vulnerable anymore. Right.

575
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:13,880
Speaker 1: All you have to do is protect the end of child.

576
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,160
Speaker 1: Let let the end of child come back out and

577
00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:16,800
Speaker 1: thrive again.

578
00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,800
Speaker 4: How do you let them know it's okay to heal

579
00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 4: what happened to you weren't your fault. Now it's time to,

580
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:29,080
Speaker 4: as you say, heal that inner child and be the man.

581
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:32,160
Speaker 1: That's easy to say it than done, though, Okay, it's

582
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:34,920
Speaker 1: easy to say it than done. Like I did a lot,

583
00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:37,120
Speaker 1: a lot of work, did a lot of inner work

584
00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:39,560
Speaker 1: to get what I'm at. It wasn't easy for me.

585
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:42,360
Speaker 1: The first step is when I made that song. Everybody

586
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:46,200
Speaker 1: don't have a therapeutic release where they could make music

587
00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:49,040
Speaker 1: or write a poem or yeah, that's what I'm saying. So,

588
00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:53,920
Speaker 1: like I say, I cried for two weeks uncontrollably after

589
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:57,760
Speaker 1: I made that song, but I released it and then

590
00:31:57,840 --> 00:31:59,640
Speaker 1: I was able to go on Mike Tyson interview and

591
00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:05,000
Speaker 1: talk out there and that was like, vulnerability is one

592
00:32:05,040 --> 00:32:07,400
Speaker 1: of the strongest things you could ever exhibit as a man,

593
00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:11,360
Speaker 1: because you know, you gotta be tough, you gotta be this,

594
00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:12,280
Speaker 1: you got be that.

595
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:17,160
Speaker 4: So but don't some view vulnerability that's weakness. You can

596
00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:19,920
Speaker 4: be vulnerable but not be weak. You can be weak

597
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,440
Speaker 4: but not be vulnerable. I'm being vulnerable right now, absolutely,

598
00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:24,640
Speaker 4: But I don't think anybody that's watching this will see

599
00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:25,120
Speaker 4: you as weak.

600
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:27,280
Speaker 1: It take more courage to be vulnerable than it do

601
00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:30,600
Speaker 1: to be a tough guy. I'ma always be vulnerable first.

602
00:32:32,840 --> 00:32:34,480
Speaker 1: I'm only tough if I just gotta be.

603
00:32:35,720 --> 00:32:39,720
Speaker 4: They pulled, they pulled, They pulled that cab out because

604
00:32:39,760 --> 00:32:41,600
Speaker 4: this keb this cab cool. You just want to, you know,

605
00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 4: get on the cigar, you know, drag a little water.

606
00:32:44,080 --> 00:32:46,680
Speaker 4: I'm not dr by three drunk by three gallons the day.

607
00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:50,000
Speaker 1: I'm really little Ted Bell. Oh I'm really little teded Bell.

608
00:32:50,080 --> 00:32:52,080
Speaker 1: But we just went down that path and I was

609
00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:54,360
Speaker 1: just explaining it. And then you know, I know a

610
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:56,040
Speaker 1: lot of people gonna watch this, And I don't want

611
00:32:56,040 --> 00:32:59,880
Speaker 1: to hurt no feelings because we're healing like past relationships, yes,

612
00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:03,200
Speaker 1: and like I'm in the process of healing my relationship

613
00:33:03,240 --> 00:33:07,040
Speaker 1: with my mother, and like I love my mom, like

614
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:08,760
Speaker 1: I tell her, I say, I'm grateful for you. You

615
00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:12,200
Speaker 1: gave me life. We talked every day. Now, Wow, she

616
00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 1: talked to my new wife on the phone.

617
00:33:15,680 --> 00:33:19,640
Speaker 2: Yep, cav Where did you want to be when you

618
00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:20,160
Speaker 2: were a child.

619
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:23,720
Speaker 1: I don't know, Probably garbage man. I us justly won't

620
00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:27,520
Speaker 1: hang off the back of the truck. Shit didn't look fun.

621
00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:30,080
Speaker 1: But you now, as we get older, it's like, you

622
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:31,640
Speaker 1: don't want to be no. When I used I want

623
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:32,760
Speaker 1: to be a garber. You don't want to be no

624
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,320
Speaker 1: garbage man. They don't make that much money. Yeah, you

625
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:39,320
Speaker 1: don't be no fire man. I was like, man, I

626
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:41,480
Speaker 1: want to hang on the back of the truck. When

627
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:43,280
Speaker 1: you were a kid, You're not thinking about the money.

628
00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:46,000
Speaker 1: You're just thinking about what looked fun, right, They hanging

629
00:33:46,040 --> 00:33:46,800
Speaker 1: on the back of the truck.

630
00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:50,000
Speaker 2: I won't hang off the back of the truck too. So,

631
00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:54,560
Speaker 2: so you go through all this trauma. You said something earlier,

632
00:33:54,560 --> 00:33:56,400
Speaker 2: you said you don't know it's trauma when you're going

633
00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:01,040
Speaker 2: when you're going through it. But you said you killed

634
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:03,280
Speaker 2: generational trauma.

635
00:34:03,960 --> 00:34:05,280
Speaker 4: We hear a lot of people say, well, I want

636
00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:09,600
Speaker 4: to create generational wealth, but just like generational wealth is

637
00:34:09,680 --> 00:34:11,200
Speaker 4: passed down, so it's trauma.

638
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:12,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, because.

639
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:17,600
Speaker 1: Until I hear the relationship with my mother, I couldn't

640
00:34:17,600 --> 00:34:19,360
Speaker 1: receive the type of woman that I was supposed to

641
00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:21,719
Speaker 1: receive because I was always looking for my mother.

642
00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:24,719
Speaker 2: I'm not looking for my mother anymore than any woman.

643
00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:25,000
Speaker 1: I'm me.

644
00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:29,520
Speaker 2: I'm looking for me. I'm looking for myself.

645
00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:32,080
Speaker 1: And I told my mom, I said I love you,

646
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:35,920
Speaker 1: and this was my daughter was right there and everything

647
00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:38,080
Speaker 1: I say, so, no matter what I do is never

648
00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:40,680
Speaker 1: gonna be enough. And those are the type of women

649
00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:43,440
Speaker 1: that I would pursue. No matter what I did, it

650
00:34:43,560 --> 00:34:49,600
Speaker 1: was never enough, and it wasn't It wasn't my mama

651
00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:51,279
Speaker 1: fault that she was like that, but it's just how

652
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:57,919
Speaker 1: she knew. So I say, really, for everything that's going

653
00:34:57,960 --> 00:35:02,200
Speaker 1: on with you right now in your life, it's my fault. Wow,

654
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:05,080
Speaker 1: I say, that's really what you're saying. Without saying it.

655
00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:08,279
Speaker 2: And it was.

656
00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:14,239
Speaker 1: When I released that situation. And it took a little

657
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:19,040
Speaker 1: while after that, but like I say, it was one

658
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:21,000
Speaker 1: of the biggest things and the most beautiful things that

659
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:23,560
Speaker 1: I did because I'm like, I don't owe nobody no

660
00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:26,680
Speaker 1: more but my children. That was a self worth issue.

661
00:35:28,280 --> 00:35:33,200
Speaker 1: Like man, it's kind of like seeking validation. I always

662
00:35:33,239 --> 00:35:35,360
Speaker 1: trying to help people, but that's just how my heart is.

663
00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:38,720
Speaker 1: I want to help, not help myself.

664
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:43,319
Speaker 4: Is it because you didn't get help when you thought

665
00:35:43,360 --> 00:35:46,399
Speaker 4: you needed that? You now you find that flip side

666
00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:48,080
Speaker 4: that you try to help everybody.

667
00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:52,640
Speaker 1: Exactly. It's like a self worth issue. It's like you

668
00:35:52,760 --> 00:35:54,880
Speaker 1: see yourself, you see the hurt parts of yourself and

669
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:56,960
Speaker 1: other people. So you just want to just try to

670
00:35:57,000 --> 00:36:00,719
Speaker 1: help everybody. But guess what you're doing. You're in enabling them.

671
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:11,440
Speaker 1: You're not really helping them as a pacifier, se touching.

672
00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:16,320
Speaker 4: When you tell these stories about your childhood and about

673
00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:18,560
Speaker 4: the trauma and about the trauma and some of your

674
00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:21,919
Speaker 4: family members when you go back and see it, what care?

675
00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:24,000
Speaker 4: Come on, man, some of that stuff you just just

676
00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:27,800
Speaker 4: keep that between us. Have you got any of that?

677
00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:34,040
Speaker 1: I didn't disclose anything though, and I never disclosed anything.

678
00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:35,360
Speaker 1: I didn't incriminate anyone.

679
00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:36,480
Speaker 2: I'm just and.

680
00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:40,799
Speaker 1: You want me to be honest. I hate to say

681
00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:42,880
Speaker 1: what I'm about to say. Don't nobody tell me nothing

682
00:36:43,600 --> 00:36:46,800
Speaker 1: but all due respect. People be just happy to see me.

683
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:52,560
Speaker 1: And if they and if they did have something to

684
00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:54,719
Speaker 1: tell me, they gonna pretend like they're happy to see me,

685
00:36:58,280 --> 00:36:59,240
Speaker 1: with all due respect.

686
00:36:59,280 --> 00:37:04,120
Speaker 2: I mean, it sounds harsher than what it is. Yeah,

687
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:10,960
Speaker 2: so you go through all that. What they think? What

688
00:37:11,200 --> 00:37:22,040
Speaker 2: day you weren't there? Buddy? Did you we could? You could?

689
00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:24,960
Speaker 2: Did you play sports growing up? Did you want to

690
00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:30,200
Speaker 2: play sports? I tried? What happened? Can you tell you backflipping?

691
00:37:30,280 --> 00:37:31,920
Speaker 2: And you could do y'other? You doing all this? So

692
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:32,680
Speaker 2: that's athletic.

693
00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:37,479
Speaker 1: I'm a natural athlete. I'm a natural athlete. I played

694
00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:40,160
Speaker 1: middle school football. I had fun with that.

695
00:37:41,239 --> 00:37:45,600
Speaker 2: I played middle school. I was a linebacker. Okay, I

696
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:49,640
Speaker 2: played pee wee football too. I played baseball. All that.

697
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:55,680
Speaker 1: I get care au basketball, not only laugh though. Basketball.

698
00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:56,840
Speaker 1: I'm a great pastor.

699
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:02,399
Speaker 4: That the way your well said, I can't shoot from

700
00:38:02,520 --> 00:38:11,160
Speaker 4: four square. You played baseball, you played you know, you

701
00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:14,160
Speaker 4: played baseball, you played basketball, You played football.

702
00:38:14,680 --> 00:38:17,520
Speaker 1: And I'm not trying to sound like a nerd, but

703
00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:18,880
Speaker 1: my favorite sport was soccer.

704
00:38:21,760 --> 00:38:22,440
Speaker 2: Good a soccer.

705
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:25,719
Speaker 4: So in other words, you ain't want to I mean,

706
00:38:25,840 --> 00:38:28,560
Speaker 4: I'm looking at a guy like yourself. You all dieseled up.

707
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:30,800
Speaker 4: You ain't want to play football. You ain't want to

708
00:38:30,800 --> 00:38:32,160
Speaker 4: put that pain on nobody.

709
00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:39,080
Speaker 2: Steroids and Coco Pas. I boxed too. I boxed for

710
00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:39,719
Speaker 2: a long time.

711
00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:42,960
Speaker 1: I've been boxing, so I like, probably about fourteen, I

712
00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:44,439
Speaker 1: thought I was gonna be Muhammed Ali.

713
00:38:45,360 --> 00:38:52,120
Speaker 2: That got cut short, Hey, get all wrong? Hands you back?

714
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:56,719
Speaker 2: What day? I mean where you were? You were you

715
00:38:56,880 --> 00:38:58,879
Speaker 2: doing what you was trying to do what you needed

716
00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:04,200
Speaker 2: to do to try to be Muhamed. Yeah, I was

717
00:39:04,239 --> 00:39:08,120
Speaker 2: on the AU boxing team. I did good. I did good.

718
00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:13,279
Speaker 1: While I was doing good? Why I was decent? I

719
00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:14,360
Speaker 1: was fair for a square?

720
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:16,960
Speaker 2: And then how did okay? The path is? This is

721
00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:17,319
Speaker 2: the path?

722
00:39:17,440 --> 00:39:20,759
Speaker 1: We straightened arrow? How did keV get off the path?

723
00:39:22,520 --> 00:39:25,360
Speaker 1: Aw Man, why are you gonna ask me that? I

724
00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:32,439
Speaker 1: hate to say this, I've been off the path. Even

725
00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:34,040
Speaker 1: when you was on the path, you were off the.

726
00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:38,200
Speaker 2: Path because it was a wrong. It was a wrong.

727
00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:42,240
Speaker 2: What if you say your dad was in the street,

728
00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 2: if your dad being in the street and not just

729
00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:46,360
Speaker 2: regular in the streets like a lot of people say this,

730
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:50,680
Speaker 2: like my my dadd was true.

731
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:54,279
Speaker 4: Yeah, so I'm serious. But if your dad had said,

732
00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:56,320
Speaker 4: cav I don't want this for you. I want you

733
00:39:56,360 --> 00:39:58,200
Speaker 4: to play football. I want you to play basketball, I

734
00:39:58,200 --> 00:39:58,959
Speaker 4: want you to play soccer.

735
00:39:59,040 --> 00:40:01,880
Speaker 1: Can't tell me that cause when you do it, you

736
00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:04,960
Speaker 1: can't tell me that. You can't never say that to me.

737
00:40:05,719 --> 00:40:16,360
Speaker 2: Why he pops? Yeah, I guess he pops. We spoke.

738
00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 2: We listened to Pops. I do I listen good too.

739
00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:32,680
Speaker 2: I'm proud of me. You get jammed up? Which time

740
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:34,239
Speaker 2: old that me?

741
00:40:35,239 --> 00:40:36,840
Speaker 4: The first time that you got into it? What did

742
00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:38,759
Speaker 4: what did you do for the first time for them

743
00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:39,560
Speaker 4: folks to come get you.

744
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:42,840
Speaker 1: I don't want to talk about it, but I was

745
00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:45,640
Speaker 1: thirteen the first time I went to prison.

746
00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:47,560
Speaker 2: I'm a jail. You went to Julie.

747
00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:52,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, juvenile attention. If they I tell everybody this, if

748
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,200
Speaker 1: they would have just put me in the car and

749
00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:56,080
Speaker 1: drove me to the front of the jail and said,

750
00:40:56,080 --> 00:41:00,440
Speaker 1: if you up again, you're gonna have to go in

751
00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:03,439
Speaker 1: there and it's not gonna be pretty, I probably would

752
00:41:03,440 --> 00:41:05,759
Speaker 1: have been so scared, I'll have never up again. But

753
00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:10,759
Speaker 1: once the fear of imprisonment was removed, it became so

754
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:12,200
Speaker 1: much more easier to come back.

755
00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:17,360
Speaker 2: So Juvie didn't scare you.

756
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:22,279
Speaker 1: Juvenile attention is the most chaotic. Adult jail be laid back.

757
00:41:23,960 --> 00:41:27,359
Speaker 1: Adult jail be more structured. It depends on what camp

758
00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:29,839
Speaker 1: you get to. Right, if you get to a pen,

759
00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:35,320
Speaker 1: it's gonna be structured. Satellite camp, it might be a chaos.

760
00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:41,040
Speaker 1: But but I do respect my law, my law, my loss.

761
00:41:41,080 --> 00:41:45,960
Speaker 1: Some serious, my respect on heavy, not because I'm just

762
00:41:46,040 --> 00:41:49,680
Speaker 1: no monster, nothing like that, but I just I feel nothing.

763
00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:53,600
Speaker 2: I respect all my respect. Some serious is that?

764
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:54,080
Speaker 3: Is that?

765
00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:57,760
Speaker 4: Is that the number one currency when you dealing with places,

766
00:41:57,960 --> 00:42:01,120
Speaker 4: be at Juvie, be at Satellite, be at the Big House.

767
00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:04,640
Speaker 4: Is respect the number one currency when you walk into

768
00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:06,040
Speaker 4: one of these places facilities.

769
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:10,720
Speaker 1: Yes, sir by, the language is the lowder's language. Respect

770
00:42:10,840 --> 00:42:13,760
Speaker 1: is ern not giving, and nobody will.

771
00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:17,920
Speaker 2: Ever re respect you, So you gotta get it immediately.

772
00:42:19,280 --> 00:42:26,120
Speaker 1: No, I ain't gonna say that the world no sugar from.

773
00:42:26,040 --> 00:42:32,080
Speaker 2: Shit do you get tried? So if I so lift,

774
00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:33,319
Speaker 2: you say, I'll go, you know.

775
00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:36,840
Speaker 1: And my younger day is coming up. I got tested

776
00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:41,960
Speaker 1: every day. I beat up every day, win lose a

777
00:42:42,000 --> 00:42:46,600
Speaker 1: neighbor glad they had a cool from the neighborhood to

778
00:42:46,640 --> 00:42:50,520
Speaker 1: the jails. Everything, beat up, all that, but adult jail.

779
00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:54,719
Speaker 1: I don't have any losses. But I had already been

780
00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:55,800
Speaker 1: through everything already.

781
00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:58,560
Speaker 4: They know you, did they know so when you so

782
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:02,200
Speaker 4: the first time you went, did you you were not afraid? Yeah,

783
00:43:02,239 --> 00:43:06,279
Speaker 4: I'm scared of the Okay, did you know anybody in there?

784
00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:10,440
Speaker 4: There are people from my neighborhood or though, so they

785
00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:14,680
Speaker 4: looked out for you. Now, really I still had the scuffle. Hey,

786
00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:20,640
Speaker 4: you and him, y'all do something. I'm grateful that that happened.

787
00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:23,680
Speaker 4: Though they tell me a lot about who I was

788
00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:24,360
Speaker 4: as a person.

789
00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:29,839
Speaker 2: Okay, you go to Julie, You're like, damn, I mean

790
00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:33,040
Speaker 2: and then another thing. All I gotta say this.

791
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:39,839
Speaker 1: I did get god rest of dead. I did get

792
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:43,160
Speaker 1: what they called bushed or jumps. Yeah, in adult jail.

793
00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:47,480
Speaker 1: Like but the people that was involved in that, they

794
00:43:47,640 --> 00:43:51,000
Speaker 1: not here no more. But I got, I did get

795
00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:53,239
Speaker 1: and I ain't had nothing to do with it or nothing,

796
00:43:53,320 --> 00:43:56,560
Speaker 1: but they just not here no more. But like even

797
00:43:56,640 --> 00:44:03,200
Speaker 1: them like you got to kill me, I ain't gonna start.

798
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:06,160
Speaker 2: What what would Lee want to get bushed or jumped.

799
00:44:08,200 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 2: I don't know what it was about. I don't know how.

800
00:44:12,080 --> 00:44:15,120
Speaker 2: My lawyer say, it's always over a girl. Ain't no

801
00:44:15,239 --> 00:44:15,920
Speaker 2: girls in there.

802
00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:19,120
Speaker 1: I think I probably putting that on the in the streets,

803
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:22,120
Speaker 1: and then I fell.

804
00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:27,200
Speaker 2: On the line he was on with the same the

805
00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:32,359
Speaker 2: young lady. Hmm, the young lady. Man, Oh my whole

806
00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:34,759
Speaker 2: bag on baby, that was that was your girl.

807
00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:40,400
Speaker 1: I'm putting that on the over I guess he fell played.

808
00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:42,360
Speaker 2: I don't know.

809
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:47,719
Speaker 1: I mean I accidentally picked the phone, I thought, on

810
00:44:47,800 --> 00:44:51,080
Speaker 1: my poet, I'm like, I'm over here. Hey, it's my turn,

811
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:52,440
Speaker 1: it's my turn today.

812
00:44:53,040 --> 00:44:54,000
Speaker 2: You picked the phone up?

813
00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:57,040
Speaker 4: Come on, man, you don't answer the phone at nobody

814
00:44:57,080 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 4: else house call you come on?

815
00:44:58,239 --> 00:44:58,840
Speaker 2: You wrong for that.

816
00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:01,160
Speaker 1: No, I can't, No, I can't get down with you

817
00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:03,440
Speaker 1: on that. Don't When we was at her sister's house,

818
00:45:03,480 --> 00:45:04,480
Speaker 1: it was her cell phone.

819
00:45:05,080 --> 00:45:06,800
Speaker 2: Why you answer that? You don't play the bill? You

820
00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:10,040
Speaker 2: paying the bill? He just kept calling. He tried to

821
00:45:10,080 --> 00:45:11,040
Speaker 2: get at touch with him.

822
00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:14,000
Speaker 1: Look, hey, it's my turn. You're gonna have to catch tomorrow, thug,

823
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:15,719
Speaker 1: and he just took that.

824
00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:18,680
Speaker 2: I really was joking, man, You know you can't joke

825
00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:20,960
Speaker 2: with nobody like that. Kell Come on now, I no, no,

826
00:45:21,880 --> 00:45:25,640
Speaker 2: you knew then you called the chick, and you call it.

827
00:45:25,719 --> 00:45:27,160
Speaker 2: You called it all of a sudden said hey, what

828
00:45:27,280 --> 00:45:30,080
Speaker 2: a player. I'm over here right now. It's my turn.

829
00:45:30,920 --> 00:45:33,239
Speaker 2: She'll get at you on Friday? Did they Tuesday? I

830
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:35,759
Speaker 2: was really playing though, I was playing.

831
00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:38,560
Speaker 1: Where they play like that at Kevin where they play

832
00:45:38,680 --> 00:45:42,399
Speaker 1: like that at where I was a kid. Then though,

833
00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:44,479
Speaker 1: I was you know that they played like that because

834
00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:45,640
Speaker 1: you was already in the streets.

835
00:45:46,200 --> 00:45:48,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, so you know that. Don't play like that.

836
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 1: It was whatever, But I was. I really wasn't tripping though.

837
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:53,640
Speaker 2: It wasn't. It wasn't nothing like that.

838
00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:56,359
Speaker 1: It was like, I know my hole.

839
00:45:57,400 --> 00:45:59,200
Speaker 2: That was your them. Later, Okay, I get that.

840
00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:02,439
Speaker 1: Man, ain't no, ain't no military set. But I'm putting

841
00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:06,280
Speaker 1: that dick on his O. That's how that's going right now. Okay,

842
00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:09,480
Speaker 1: but keep that all that calling, all that all that talking.

843
00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:11,239
Speaker 2: Man, I'm ana player. We don't do no ship like that.

844
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:15,640
Speaker 2: Who raised you? You are? Player? He wasn't. He was

845
00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:17,879
Speaker 2: in love with him. He probably gonna bought a little something,

846
00:46:17,880 --> 00:46:19,960
Speaker 2: you know, playing the ring. He probably playing the phone bill,

847
00:46:20,239 --> 00:46:21,719
Speaker 2: got playing the light bill and all that.

848
00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:26,320
Speaker 1: He wasn't playing no phone bill. You know, Charlotte was

849
00:46:26,520 --> 00:46:29,719
Speaker 1: with you, I guess probably when I was in jail

850
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:30,120
Speaker 1: or something.

851
00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:32,040
Speaker 2: I forgot. She was just you, was you, was you

852
00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:34,640
Speaker 2: was passing the time. It was something to do. Yeah,

853
00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:39,120
Speaker 2: you know it was cool. So y'all find y'all sol

854
00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:41,920
Speaker 2: you fight to find yourself in on the same line.

855
00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:43,319
Speaker 1: I ain't never know how you look, you know how

856
00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:46,600
Speaker 1: I look? And then he already had, you know, his

857
00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:48,839
Speaker 1: little people back there or whatever. It wasn't nothing major,

858
00:46:48,920 --> 00:46:53,760
Speaker 1: don't then it's so crazy. He ain't even want scratch.

859
00:46:54,680 --> 00:46:55,400
Speaker 2: He was little.

860
00:46:55,640 --> 00:46:57,759
Speaker 1: He wasn't even wont scratch. He wasn't living like that

861
00:46:57,840 --> 00:47:00,560
Speaker 1: for real. He talked good though, but so.

862
00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:01,920
Speaker 2: He tried to say that he tried to sit the

863
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:05,320
Speaker 2: boy for you, the goons for you. Come on, come on,

864
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:06,839
Speaker 2: you know, he ain't won't do nothing.

865
00:47:06,880 --> 00:47:09,560
Speaker 1: But one of his partners, you know, they had jumped

866
00:47:09,600 --> 00:47:11,640
Speaker 1: in whatever. But then after they jumped in, it wasn't

867
00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:13,920
Speaker 1: really bouting nothing because after that I still let the

868
00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:15,719
Speaker 1: pro car I say tomorrow and wake up and go

869
00:47:15,880 --> 00:47:21,920
Speaker 1: do it again. Yeah, I had a little eye had

870
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:25,440
Speaker 1: a black eye and the eye. Yeah, probably had a list.

871
00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:29,760
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, bus maver, litle bit nothing major, little.

872
00:47:29,560 --> 00:47:33,160
Speaker 2: Lip lit eye. Cool. Then you come back tomorrow, let's

873
00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:33,640
Speaker 2: do it again.

874
00:47:34,080 --> 00:47:37,759
Speaker 1: And it well, somebody else is on the line that

875
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:40,600
Speaker 1: we all had mutual respect for because I used to

876
00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:41,879
Speaker 1: date this, so he cool?

877
00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:46,360
Speaker 2: What damn care? How big is back ruge? Like twenty five.

878
00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:49,920
Speaker 1: People sit from Baker to Gunzealees. You blink your eye,

879
00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:52,400
Speaker 1: you been the past to it. It's small, right, But

880
00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:54,400
Speaker 1: they got a lot of trophies come from bedroom. A

881
00:47:54,440 --> 00:47:55,680
Speaker 1: lot of living legends come from them.

882
00:47:55,760 --> 00:48:01,000
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, I'm blessed. They had grew up though, So.

883
00:48:01,040 --> 00:48:03,480
Speaker 4: At thirteen you get your first juvet. Okay, you get out?

884
00:48:03,880 --> 00:48:05,520
Speaker 4: Did you say, you know what? I ain't going back.

885
00:48:05,520 --> 00:48:07,040
Speaker 4: I'm gonna live. I'm gonna be on the straighten.

886
00:48:07,120 --> 00:48:07,239
Speaker 1: Now.

887
00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:09,239
Speaker 2: I was still seeking acceptance.

888
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,800
Speaker 1: I was running with some older dudes and I was

889
00:48:11,840 --> 00:48:15,560
Speaker 1: seeking acceptance for them and point, I'm gonna show you

890
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:19,920
Speaker 1: what's happening. All you gotta do is point. And I

891
00:48:19,960 --> 00:48:23,279
Speaker 1: guess it was they put batteries in my back.

892
00:48:23,719 --> 00:48:24,479
Speaker 2: I mean, I guess.

893
00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:27,719
Speaker 1: But I was seeking acceptance because I was looking up

894
00:48:27,760 --> 00:48:29,640
Speaker 1: to some dudes that wasn't even like that for real.

895
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:33,239
Speaker 1: So I was like seeking acceptance like all young kids

896
00:48:33,280 --> 00:48:40,360
Speaker 1: and personable kids. Just them respecting me made me just

897
00:48:40,520 --> 00:48:43,440
Speaker 1: feel so great. But I'm like, as I started maturing

898
00:48:43,480 --> 00:48:49,360
Speaker 1: in the game, I'm like, y'all, really, y'all.

899
00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:53,560
Speaker 4: I'm about of life that y'all not about, and y'all

900
00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:56,080
Speaker 4: putting y'all juice, y'all battering me up.

901
00:48:57,040 --> 00:49:00,160
Speaker 1: Everybody's been an R two D two before everybody it's

902
00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:01,000
Speaker 1: been a robot.

903
00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:06,880
Speaker 2: Some people still, but.

904
00:49:07,280 --> 00:49:08,920
Speaker 1: I no longer have right off batteries.

905
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:11,560
Speaker 2: Hey, what's up, y'all? Is your favorite unk?

906
00:49:11,719 --> 00:49:14,279
Speaker 4: Proud partner of Roast Sparks? Have you ever had one

907
00:49:14,320 --> 00:49:17,000
Speaker 4: of those nights? Maybe you're watching a movie, it's laughing.

908
00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:20,840
Speaker 4: She snuggled in closer on the couch, and boom it's on.

909
00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:24,279
Speaker 4: Now in these moments, you can't get caught slipping. You

910
00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:26,640
Speaker 4: gotta be ready to perform like it's the big game,

911
00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:29,239
Speaker 4: you hear me? And that's what Roast Sparks come in.

912
00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:32,439
Speaker 4: These bad boys dissolved right under your tongue, no water,

913
00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:33,280
Speaker 4: no worries.

914
00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:34,320
Speaker 2: And here's the kicker.

915
00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:37,520
Speaker 4: That dual action formula stays active for up to thirty

916
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:40,439
Speaker 4: six hours. Now you ain't hard for thirty six hours,

917
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:43,040
Speaker 4: Let's get that straight. But when the moment strikes again

918
00:49:43,520 --> 00:49:46,239
Speaker 4: or again, you're ready to rise to the occasion. With

919
00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:49,160
Speaker 4: roast barks, you get harder, you get more control, and

920
00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:51,240
Speaker 4: everybody's leaving the room with a smile.

921
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:53,879
Speaker 2: And that's what I call a dub baby. And check

922
00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:54,319
Speaker 2: this out.

923
00:49:54,560 --> 00:49:57,560
Speaker 4: If you prescribe the new sexual health patient and get

924
00:49:57,719 --> 00:50:00,560
Speaker 4: fifteen dollars off the first order of roast on a

925
00:50:00,640 --> 00:50:04,480
Speaker 4: recurring plan, just go to ro dot co slash shay

926
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:07,480
Speaker 4: shape to find out if prescription road sparks are right

927
00:50:07,560 --> 00:50:11,479
Speaker 4: for you. Again, that's r dot co slash shay shape.

928
00:50:11,840 --> 00:50:14,880
Speaker 4: Now you know you got a huture straight. Road Sparks

929
00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:17,800
Speaker 4: is a compounded drug that means it's allowed to be

930
00:50:17,920 --> 00:50:22,040
Speaker 4: prescribed under federal law, but it isn't FDA approved and

931
00:50:22,200 --> 00:50:25,600
Speaker 4: it doesn't go through their reviews. For the full safety info,

932
00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:30,200
Speaker 4: hit up r o coo slash safety info. So fellas,

933
00:50:30,400 --> 00:50:33,480
Speaker 4: stay confident, stay ready, and let them sparks fly.

934
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:34,600
Speaker 2: When the moment is right.

935
00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:37,200
Speaker 4: So let me ask you this, you can did you

936
00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:40,040
Speaker 4: come to the realization, keV say, you know what I'm

937
00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:44,919
Speaker 4: done with this unless I absolutely positively have to get down.

938
00:50:45,600 --> 00:50:49,600
Speaker 2: I'm done with this the last bit I did? How

939
00:50:49,680 --> 00:50:52,760
Speaker 2: long with that? With that stretch? Thirty three months?

940
00:50:57,400 --> 00:51:06,040
Speaker 1: Drugs try to They tried to say that I it

941
00:51:06,160 --> 00:51:09,279
Speaker 1: was in Chicago. It was crazy. I never heard of

942
00:51:09,320 --> 00:51:11,520
Speaker 1: this charge though, but they tried to say I was

943
00:51:11,600 --> 00:51:14,399
Speaker 1: a convicted feeling with a fire on, which I didn't

944
00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:17,040
Speaker 1: have a fire on. But they say I'm a gang chief.

945
00:51:17,120 --> 00:51:19,239
Speaker 1: I'm not even from Chicago. I've never been in a gang.

946
00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:23,120
Speaker 1: But this just weird.

947
00:51:23,320 --> 00:51:24,840
Speaker 2: But you done been locked up a lot of places,

948
00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:32,719
Speaker 2: dough care, what's a lot more than one different states? Yeah,

949
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:43,640
Speaker 2: I am Louis Adda, Chicago, Canada, Canada, Ohio.

950
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:52,279
Speaker 1: Yep, how you know about Ohio? Can get in and yeah,

951
00:51:52,719 --> 00:52:03,320
Speaker 1: and they got some really really yeah good people. So

952
00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:04,560
Speaker 1: after that's crazy?

953
00:52:04,760 --> 00:52:10,040
Speaker 2: You know about that? Are you lin done your home service?

954
00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:14,120
Speaker 2: I was okay in school. I wasn't great, but I

955
00:52:14,239 --> 00:52:15,200
Speaker 2: was okay. Nah.

956
00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:16,960
Speaker 1: I was looking at that one where you was like, yeah,

957
00:52:17,400 --> 00:52:19,560
Speaker 1: sound like sound like Johnny Kree.

958
00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:23,399
Speaker 2: I set up my doll.

959
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:25,120
Speaker 3: That's my dog.

960
00:52:26,160 --> 00:52:28,759
Speaker 4: So I'm just trying to figure out how you go

961
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:32,440
Speaker 4: from that? Were you rapping before you did started doing

962
00:52:32,480 --> 00:52:34,840
Speaker 4: all this stuff or rapping was a byproduct. Say you

963
00:52:34,920 --> 00:52:36,279
Speaker 4: know what, let me find something that could do that,

964
00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:38,080
Speaker 4: cause I can make an honest living doing I.

965
00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:40,759
Speaker 2: Fell in love with the hustle. I never really took

966
00:52:40,880 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 2: music serious.

967
00:52:43,120 --> 00:52:46,000
Speaker 1: I started taking music series when I started watching everybody

968
00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:50,840
Speaker 1: do what I wanted to do, okay, and I was like,

969
00:52:50,880 --> 00:52:53,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take this shiit serious. But by the time

970
00:52:53,680 --> 00:52:56,000
Speaker 1: I was taking this serious, I still had other ship pending.

971
00:52:56,080 --> 00:52:57,680
Speaker 1: I had to go, you know what I'm saying, face

972
00:52:57,719 --> 00:52:59,960
Speaker 1: all that shit. But I was addicted to the hull

973
00:53:00,480 --> 00:53:03,959
Speaker 1: right because you ain't got no money, you ain't shit.

974
00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:09,640
Speaker 1: I fell in love with the hustle. It's like I

975
00:53:09,719 --> 00:53:13,880
Speaker 1: had a Fandela. I just wanted to you would I

976
00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:17,160
Speaker 1: just love a hustle, Like when Mitch said on pay

977
00:53:17,239 --> 00:53:18,360
Speaker 1: them for I love a hustle.

978
00:53:19,640 --> 00:53:22,840
Speaker 2: Do you believe people look at you differently you you differently,

979
00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:26,680
Speaker 2: treat you differently if you got paper think or no. No,

980
00:53:28,840 --> 00:53:30,200
Speaker 2: yeah they do because they say money.

981
00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:32,439
Speaker 4: You know money, You don't need no money, And people

982
00:53:32,480 --> 00:53:34,439
Speaker 4: gonna treat you the same, gonna look at you the same,

983
00:53:34,760 --> 00:53:36,520
Speaker 4: Women gonna treat you the same, gonna look at you

984
00:53:36,600 --> 00:53:36,879
Speaker 4: the same.

985
00:53:37,080 --> 00:53:37,759
Speaker 2: That's not true.

986
00:53:38,960 --> 00:53:41,000
Speaker 1: I wish a woman would come ahead and tell me, worry,

987
00:53:41,000 --> 00:53:42,600
Speaker 1: it's not about the money. We'll go get a bum

988
00:53:42,680 --> 00:53:45,640
Speaker 1: off the h from over theof scared Row. I bet

989
00:53:45,719 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 1: he has a great conversation. Go get him, move him

990
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:51,480
Speaker 1: in your house, since money don't matter.

991
00:53:53,360 --> 00:53:57,279
Speaker 2: So silly. But if you go back there, you look

992
00:53:57,280 --> 00:53:58,160
Speaker 2: at Louisiana.

993
00:53:58,280 --> 00:54:00,279
Speaker 4: You got Wayne, you got Pee, you got boot see

994
00:54:00,960 --> 00:54:05,080
Speaker 4: NBA YB mystical soldier slim Seed murdered Juvee Webby currency

995
00:54:05,120 --> 00:54:09,480
Speaker 4: bird man BG. You saw all that coming up, you

996
00:54:09,760 --> 00:54:15,120
Speaker 4: was around it, yep, and you still didn't want to

997
00:54:15,160 --> 00:54:16,680
Speaker 4: do right until you wanted to do right.

998
00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:21,120
Speaker 1: It's not that I was trying, but I also was

999
00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:22,480
Speaker 1: trying the other way exactly.

1000
00:54:22,680 --> 00:54:26,600
Speaker 2: Yes, sir, Well you confer to God you love wanting

1001
00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:33,680
Speaker 2: to spies the other. You could just love both of us.

1002
00:54:34,360 --> 00:54:39,160
Speaker 4: You luck what them got to go because remember we

1003
00:54:39,239 --> 00:54:40,960
Speaker 4: had a conversation. We had a conversation earlier.

1004
00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:45,600
Speaker 1: It's about the law of equivalent exchange. So yeah, where

1005
00:54:45,640 --> 00:54:49,399
Speaker 1: your attention goes in as your flows, wherever you put

1006
00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:50,880
Speaker 1: the most, that's where you get the most out of.

1007
00:54:51,120 --> 00:54:53,799
Speaker 1: So what you do most, you do best.

1008
00:54:54,239 --> 00:54:56,200
Speaker 2: Absolutely So I agree with that.

1009
00:54:58,000 --> 00:54:59,800
Speaker 4: And what you love to do, what your passion is,

1010
00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:01,919
Speaker 4: you're gonna be really and you put your time into

1011
00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:03,719
Speaker 4: that passion, you're gonna be good at it.

1012
00:55:04,880 --> 00:55:08,360
Speaker 2: Whatever your I love creating new music, you love. But

1013
00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:12,719
Speaker 2: I'm a drama too. But no, that's not true. I

1014
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:15,040
Speaker 2: don't love creating drum. What you thought you were doing

1015
00:55:15,080 --> 00:55:17,879
Speaker 2: when you were going to Juvenie ANDed out, I wasn't

1016
00:55:17,880 --> 00:55:22,480
Speaker 2: creating drum. What were you creating? My grandma hustle.

1017
00:55:23,520 --> 00:55:28,640
Speaker 1: My grandma said, I don't remember in charge, Mike, Come on, man,

1018
00:55:28,760 --> 00:55:30,640
Speaker 1: like what my grandma?

1019
00:55:30,760 --> 00:55:33,200
Speaker 2: My grandma, Hey, come on man.

1020
00:55:34,000 --> 00:55:36,560
Speaker 4: So you were so you were exposed to that at

1021
00:55:36,600 --> 00:55:39,400
Speaker 4: a very young age. So really, theoretically that's kind of

1022
00:55:39,480 --> 00:55:40,160
Speaker 4: all you knew.

1023
00:55:40,560 --> 00:55:42,960
Speaker 1: Y'all seen my grandma on Instagram talking to gangs and

1024
00:55:42,960 --> 00:55:48,520
Speaker 1: ship stop playing God Bless it dead. I mean, I'm

1025
00:55:48,560 --> 00:55:52,759
Speaker 1: trying to you know, I'm trying to like get to

1026
00:55:52,840 --> 00:55:54,880
Speaker 1: you the wrong way, but because I don't want you

1027
00:55:54,960 --> 00:55:56,120
Speaker 1: to feel like you know what I'm saying.

1028
00:55:56,160 --> 00:55:58,760
Speaker 2: But my grandma say, A don't won't. It ain't no military.

1029
00:56:00,239 --> 00:56:05,560
Speaker 1: I'm I'm a real street unfortunately, like out of hypes,

1030
00:56:05,640 --> 00:56:07,839
Speaker 1: out of junkets, and everything. I ain't trying to come

1031
00:56:07,880 --> 00:56:09,759
Speaker 1: out chared and be like I just have been bad

1032
00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:12,759
Speaker 1: my whole life. I'd have been on the block, say,

1033
00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:14,640
Speaker 1: ain't tell you I got a towiny pikaggle eat that

1034
00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:15,520
Speaker 1: off man.

1035
00:56:16,719 --> 00:56:23,319
Speaker 2: Yeah, this me like, I can't beat nothing from me. Now.

1036
00:56:25,480 --> 00:56:27,560
Speaker 1: I made a better way because I don't never want

1037
00:56:27,600 --> 00:56:31,080
Speaker 1: my children to experience the things that I experience. My children,

1038
00:56:31,239 --> 00:56:33,279
Speaker 1: if they be in the streets, I feel as a father,

1039
00:56:35,480 --> 00:56:39,759
Speaker 1: I don't miss the streets, but I love it.

1040
00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:45,239
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. I like streets. Ship you know you can

1041
00:56:45,320 --> 00:56:50,040
Speaker 2: never go back there, too big of a fish. Yeah,

1042
00:56:50,120 --> 00:56:51,759
Speaker 2: and the game, the game ain't the same no more.

1043
00:56:55,880 --> 00:57:03,320
Speaker 2: What changed it? They start moving the gold post.

1044
00:57:03,440 --> 00:57:06,239
Speaker 1: You know, she's not like And it's crazy that I'm

1045
00:57:06,280 --> 00:57:09,840
Speaker 1: sitting in here with like dressed the way I'm dressed,

1046
00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:11,400
Speaker 1: talking about how the streets used to be.

1047
00:57:11,520 --> 00:57:11,880
Speaker 2: It's just.

1048
00:57:14,600 --> 00:57:19,080
Speaker 1: It used to seeing like he used to seeing glorious,

1049
00:57:19,160 --> 00:57:21,840
Speaker 1: It used to seeing honorable. N It's a lot of

1050
00:57:21,880 --> 00:57:24,400
Speaker 1: slime ball activity, you know what I'm saying. When you

1051
00:57:24,560 --> 00:57:27,919
Speaker 1: looking at it from the outside looking in, and you're thinking, man, man, they.

1052
00:57:27,880 --> 00:57:30,000
Speaker 2: Get money over there. They all lawyer to each other

1053
00:57:30,040 --> 00:57:31,280
Speaker 2: and all that. You don't know, nigga.

1054
00:57:31,760 --> 00:57:33,120
Speaker 1: You don't know when as soon as you pull off

1055
00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:35,440
Speaker 1: they talk about you behind your back. You don't know

1056
00:57:35,480 --> 00:57:37,120
Speaker 1: as soon as you go to jail, your main man

1057
00:57:37,240 --> 00:57:40,120
Speaker 1: trying to get she's trying to lay. You don't know that.

1058
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,520
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. It's just different. You don't

1059
00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:44,080
Speaker 1: know that he didn't went in there and made a deal.

1060
00:57:44,560 --> 00:57:46,960
Speaker 1: He didne came to you wearing a wire. He didn't

1061
00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:49,040
Speaker 1: did an you done, did a control bad Like you

1062
00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:49,600
Speaker 1: don't know that.

1063
00:57:49,680 --> 00:57:50,320
Speaker 2: They go like that.

1064
00:57:51,360 --> 00:57:53,720
Speaker 1: Then they got these other rules like once you really

1065
00:57:53,760 --> 00:57:55,640
Speaker 1: get to you know what I'm saying, just talking about

1066
00:57:55,680 --> 00:57:58,160
Speaker 1: some old shit, they got a rule color relevant conduct,

1067
00:57:59,040 --> 00:58:01,400
Speaker 1: Like just talking on some shit, you ain't got no business.

1068
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:08,560
Speaker 1: You know, it's different though what seems like it ain't

1069
00:58:08,600 --> 00:58:12,080
Speaker 1: no consequences. It ain't no consequences behind you know, Like

1070
00:58:13,360 --> 00:58:15,560
Speaker 1: people ask me how you feel about people that wreck.

1071
00:58:17,160 --> 00:58:19,360
Speaker 1: It ain't bout no street code that make me don't wreck.

1072
00:58:20,360 --> 00:58:21,920
Speaker 1: What makes me don't want to be a rit is

1073
00:58:21,960 --> 00:58:24,800
Speaker 1: that we do not sacrifice the lives of others for

1074
00:58:24,960 --> 00:58:28,840
Speaker 1: our own self preservation. So that's like if you're a

1075
00:58:28,960 --> 00:58:31,680
Speaker 1: Christian and you subscribe to the Christian faith, like I

1076
00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:34,640
Speaker 1: told my uh I had. My lawyer told him that

1077
00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:40,080
Speaker 1: Judas told on Jesus, you did thirty piece of Shuman,

1078
00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:45,400
Speaker 1: And so I never want to be like that. We

1079
00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,480
Speaker 1: don't sacrifice the lives of others for our own self preservation.

1080
00:58:50,160 --> 00:58:52,320
Speaker 2: Well, that's that's what I get it.

1081
00:58:52,400 --> 00:58:54,280
Speaker 4: I get not snitching if you in the street, because

1082
00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:55,919
Speaker 4: if you're in the street, you know what comes along

1083
00:58:55,960 --> 00:58:56,360
Speaker 4: with the actor.

1084
00:58:56,480 --> 00:59:00,160
Speaker 1: Everybody everybody telling them, I mean they got some, they

1085
00:59:00,200 --> 00:59:00,960
Speaker 1: got some, they got some.

1086
00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:01,280
Speaker 2: Cab.

1087
00:59:01,280 --> 00:59:02,600
Speaker 4: I ain't gonna lie to you, Cab. I ain't in

1088
00:59:02,680 --> 00:59:06,880
Speaker 4: the street. You did something something. I'm telling that if

1089
00:59:07,200 --> 00:59:08,439
Speaker 4: I didn't sign up with that CAV.

1090
00:59:08,840 --> 00:59:14,840
Speaker 1: But based on my assessment, and you know, to be honest,

1091
00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:17,960
Speaker 1: I wouldn't do nothing gangster with you. I wouldn't even

1092
00:59:17,960 --> 00:59:19,840
Speaker 1: put myself in that I shull appreciate that. I wouldn't

1093
00:59:19,880 --> 00:59:22,160
Speaker 1: put myself in that predicament. And I wouldn't even expose

1094
00:59:22,200 --> 00:59:23,680
Speaker 1: you to some shit that you might not be ready

1095
00:59:23,720 --> 00:59:29,120
Speaker 1: for a mental list, spiritual, left, physical, No, but that

1096
00:59:29,240 --> 00:59:32,000
Speaker 1: boy is TG say. First time I hear something with

1097
00:59:32,120 --> 00:59:34,560
Speaker 1: that blick, I had a weak stump mm hm.

1098
00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:42,120
Speaker 4: So you see all these figures around you and Louisiana

1099
00:59:42,240 --> 00:59:44,919
Speaker 4: doing it. Is that is that when you're like, Okay,

1100
00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:48,400
Speaker 4: I'm gonna take it serious because people around you it's easy.

1101
00:59:49,120 --> 00:59:51,400
Speaker 4: It's not easy. I shouldn't say easy. But when you

1102
00:59:51,480 --> 00:59:53,480
Speaker 4: see people that grew up in an environment like you

1103
00:59:53,600 --> 00:59:55,520
Speaker 4: and can do something, you have to think that you

1104
00:59:55,600 --> 00:59:55,960
Speaker 4: can do it.

1105
00:59:56,720 --> 01:00:03,240
Speaker 2: Mm hm. I ain't seen no doctors and lawyers. You

1106
01:00:03,360 --> 01:00:07,800
Speaker 2: so hustle as some pimps. Huh what I do? Respect?

1107
01:00:08,760 --> 01:00:12,160
Speaker 1: I live under that old lord like there isn't but

1108
01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:14,880
Speaker 1: I'm not no pimp. I don't take cash out of

1109
01:00:14,920 --> 01:00:19,400
Speaker 1: bitch ass. I'm too much of a protector for the

1110
01:00:19,560 --> 01:00:21,600
Speaker 1: like my heart ain't built for that. And they say

1111
01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:24,960
Speaker 1: to that down self be true, So you know, I

1112
01:00:25,240 --> 01:00:27,000
Speaker 1: just ain't got the heart for that to be.

1113
01:00:27,120 --> 01:00:29,440
Speaker 2: No pimp. I couldn't. My heart ain't gonna let me

1114
01:00:29,520 --> 01:00:31,360
Speaker 2: do it because I love heart. I'm a lover.

1115
01:00:32,160 --> 01:00:37,520
Speaker 1: So it's like, if you violate, I'm a demonstrate right there.

1116
01:00:37,760 --> 01:00:39,919
Speaker 1: I'm not even gonna let my woman go through nothing.

1117
01:00:39,960 --> 01:00:42,440
Speaker 1: I'm gonna protect her at all costs. So I had

1118
01:00:42,480 --> 01:00:45,880
Speaker 1: to pick something else more suitable for me, right, But

1119
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:48,480
Speaker 1: I respect every man hustle, but that ain't my hustle.

1120
01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:51,240
Speaker 2: I like that.

1121
01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:54,120
Speaker 1: I'm in the hall. I'm in a hardball, like a

1122
01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:56,200
Speaker 1: blacktop in between them yellow lines.

1123
01:00:56,360 --> 01:00:56,480
Speaker 2: Right.

1124
01:00:57,200 --> 01:01:02,560
Speaker 1: But like I say, I'm so glad that I'm so

1125
01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:04,760
Speaker 1: glad that I've been delivered from that bullshit.

1126
01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:07,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, we try to keep him going back. Don't go back,

1127
01:01:08,960 --> 01:01:09,520
Speaker 2: don't make me.

1128
01:01:16,640 --> 01:01:16,680
Speaker 1: P.

1129
01:01:17,720 --> 01:01:18,440
Speaker 2: You see master P.

1130
01:01:18,560 --> 01:01:20,840
Speaker 4: And I've met Pete, talked to pe here a great

1131
01:01:20,960 --> 01:01:22,960
Speaker 4: dude for him to be able to do what he did,

1132
01:01:23,520 --> 01:01:26,439
Speaker 4: you know, selling and get and and to now he's

1133
01:01:26,680 --> 01:01:28,320
Speaker 4: a multi hundred millionaire.

1134
01:01:29,720 --> 01:01:33,040
Speaker 2: What does P mean to New Orleans? I don't know

1135
01:01:33,080 --> 01:01:34,320
Speaker 2: what you mean in New Orleans? I know what you

1136
01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:35,360
Speaker 2: mean to me? What do you mean to you?

1137
01:01:37,560 --> 01:01:39,640
Speaker 1: That man still come knock on my door to this day?

1138
01:01:40,600 --> 01:01:44,840
Speaker 1: We live in the same neighborhood there, and I'm like, man,

1139
01:01:44,880 --> 01:01:47,280
Speaker 1: that nigga, that still man, that nigga still pulling up

1140
01:01:47,320 --> 01:01:51,360
Speaker 1: like he in a projection. Hey, wake up, get up

1141
01:01:51,360 --> 01:01:57,200
Speaker 1: out that bed. Now he proud of me, though, he

1142
01:01:57,360 --> 01:02:00,520
Speaker 1: proud of What was the first time you met P.

1143
01:02:03,200 --> 01:02:06,440
Speaker 1: I kind of grew up knowing them, Okay, since I

1144
01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:06,960
Speaker 1: was a kid.

1145
01:02:09,600 --> 01:02:10,240
Speaker 2: What have you learned?

1146
01:02:10,280 --> 01:02:12,240
Speaker 4: You see a guy that you know tried out for

1147
01:02:12,280 --> 01:02:15,520
Speaker 4: the NBA, made it to the last cut, became this mogul.

1148
01:02:15,680 --> 01:02:18,200
Speaker 1: That's not the master p I know, yeah, I know,

1149
01:02:18,280 --> 01:02:24,120
Speaker 1: you know the other one, the ice cream man. He

1150
01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:27,840
Speaker 1: always been a hustle. He always been a hustle. A

1151
01:02:27,960 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 1: dog About that paper, Yeah.

1152
01:02:31,720 --> 01:02:35,320
Speaker 2: I read that boosy uh hopped on one of your

1153
01:02:35,400 --> 01:02:42,760
Speaker 2: tracks at a discount. Yeah, something like that, something like that.

1154
01:02:44,680 --> 01:02:45,880
Speaker 2: What is that? What does that mean?

1155
01:02:45,920 --> 01:02:48,160
Speaker 4: When you see somebody that's already made it, that's that's

1156
01:02:48,280 --> 01:02:49,960
Speaker 4: that's in the game. And they said, you know what,

1157
01:02:51,080 --> 01:02:53,919
Speaker 4: you're good, dude, bro, You're beautiful because he showed love

1158
01:02:54,440 --> 01:02:55,280
Speaker 4: like he was texting.

1159
01:02:56,440 --> 01:02:58,800
Speaker 1: He was texting everybody, but he showed love at a

1160
01:02:58,840 --> 01:03:02,520
Speaker 1: time when he didn't even have to, right, Hell beautiful?

1161
01:03:03,360 --> 01:03:06,640
Speaker 2: Is that? Does that mean more to you? When somebody

1162
01:03:06,720 --> 01:03:09,320
Speaker 2: gives you favor and they don't have to. You ain't

1163
01:03:09,360 --> 01:03:12,640
Speaker 2: have to do that. But you did that and I

1164
01:03:12,760 --> 01:03:14,480
Speaker 2: respect you for that still to this day.

1165
01:03:17,920 --> 01:03:20,120
Speaker 1: It was like in two thousand and eight or something

1166
01:03:20,160 --> 01:03:22,320
Speaker 1: like that, in two thousand and seven, he ain't have

1167
01:03:22,440 --> 01:03:22,760
Speaker 1: to do that.

1168
01:03:22,840 --> 01:03:24,280
Speaker 2: He ain't have to do any of that at all.

1169
01:03:25,760 --> 01:03:29,800
Speaker 1: Birdman, trying to exign you to cash money something like

1170
01:03:29,880 --> 01:03:31,400
Speaker 1: that whatever.

1171
01:03:33,640 --> 01:03:34,080
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1172
01:03:36,800 --> 01:03:41,480
Speaker 1: It's like when I saw him give I saw him

1173
01:03:41,560 --> 01:03:47,680
Speaker 1: give on. I saw him bust down one hundred million

1174
01:03:47,720 --> 01:03:52,480
Speaker 1: with his team like in front me, and I was like,

1175
01:03:52,560 --> 01:03:56,120
Speaker 1: I want to do this for my team. He's like,

1176
01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:58,760
Speaker 1: you're gonna through it, nephew, You're a querious.

1177
01:03:59,280 --> 01:04:03,120
Speaker 2: It's in you. You're going through it. And that was

1178
01:04:03,200 --> 01:04:05,560
Speaker 2: all the motivation I needed. Wow.

1179
01:04:07,200 --> 01:04:08,760
Speaker 1: But when I was over there with them, I already

1180
01:04:08,800 --> 01:04:11,200
Speaker 1: had my own record label though, right like I followed

1181
01:04:11,280 --> 01:04:14,720
Speaker 1: in the footsteps a master of cash money, no limit

1182
01:04:15,720 --> 01:04:18,800
Speaker 1: on trill and T, I followed in the footsteps of them.

1183
01:04:21,320 --> 01:04:22,640
Speaker 1: I want my own record label.

1184
01:04:22,960 --> 01:04:30,320
Speaker 2: Won us. Jim Jones.

1185
01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:34,240
Speaker 4: Jim Jones told the story on Drink Chaps that you

1186
01:04:34,280 --> 01:04:36,920
Speaker 4: wouldn't sidne with cash money unless they introduced them to Hill.

1187
01:04:37,120 --> 01:04:42,080
Speaker 4: Jim Jones he an the truth to that. Okay, well

1188
01:04:42,120 --> 01:04:45,040
Speaker 4: you you, I got you here right now. Will tell

1189
01:04:45,080 --> 01:04:46,200
Speaker 4: me what? Will tell me the truth?

1190
01:04:46,320 --> 01:04:48,120
Speaker 1: I mean, if that's what they told him. I don't

1191
01:04:48,160 --> 01:04:51,600
Speaker 1: know the conversation they had. But I didn't even I

1192
01:04:51,720 --> 01:04:57,080
Speaker 1: never even signed to them. Well I met Jim Jones

1193
01:04:57,120 --> 01:05:00,080
Speaker 1: and that ain't That is not the state that baby did.

1194
01:05:00,160 --> 01:05:02,720
Speaker 1: That baby caught why you this sad, I don't know.

1195
01:05:02,920 --> 01:05:05,600
Speaker 1: But when I met him, though, yeah, like, and we

1196
01:05:05,680 --> 01:05:07,600
Speaker 1: still got a great relationship to this day. So I

1197
01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:10,640
Speaker 1: all won't say that up because I didn't even hear

1198
01:05:10,800 --> 01:05:11,920
Speaker 1: that interview or see that.

1199
01:05:12,120 --> 01:05:14,480
Speaker 2: No one ever this new information to me. But I

1200
01:05:14,520 --> 01:05:16,040
Speaker 2: don't know what they told him.

1201
01:05:16,840 --> 01:05:19,720
Speaker 1: But when I met him, and we had developed our

1202
01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:22,840
Speaker 1: own relationship and rapport, we've been like brothers ever since.

1203
01:05:23,360 --> 01:05:25,120
Speaker 1: And he taught me a lot about the industry and

1204
01:05:25,200 --> 01:05:28,880
Speaker 1: the label. And I be honest, Jim Jones was the

1205
01:05:29,040 --> 01:05:32,360
Speaker 1: flash in the game. Like that's the that I looked

1206
01:05:32,440 --> 01:05:39,919
Speaker 1: up to, like, hey, shout out the gym god. But yeah,

1207
01:05:39,960 --> 01:05:41,919
Speaker 1: he was the flash in the game at that time.

1208
01:05:42,680 --> 01:05:46,600
Speaker 1: And then you meet Wayne, Yeah I met Wayne. How

1209
01:05:46,760 --> 01:05:47,720
Speaker 1: was Wayne when you met him?

1210
01:05:48,600 --> 01:05:50,000
Speaker 2: I don't even remember how all I was.

1211
01:05:50,080 --> 01:05:52,040
Speaker 1: Had you got out of jail twenty eleven, so I

1212
01:05:52,120 --> 01:05:56,480
Speaker 1: might have been like twenty something out of jail twenty

1213
01:05:56,640 --> 01:06:02,360
Speaker 1: eleven and I met Wayne maybe two thousand and eleven

1214
01:06:02,480 --> 01:06:03,200
Speaker 1: or twelve.

1215
01:06:02,920 --> 01:06:03,440
Speaker 2: I don remember.

1216
01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:06,160
Speaker 1: It might have been the end of living or the

1217
01:06:06,240 --> 01:06:07,960
Speaker 1: beginning of twelve. Don't make me lie to you.

1218
01:06:11,160 --> 01:06:13,720
Speaker 4: So that group, I mean, you got young money, you

1219
01:06:13,800 --> 01:06:19,640
Speaker 4: got no limit? Uh, what's the young money with Wayne

1220
01:06:19,800 --> 01:06:21,040
Speaker 4: Drake Nikki.

1221
01:06:22,000 --> 01:06:24,680
Speaker 1: Who wouldn't have wanted to be there? Yes, that was

1222
01:06:24,800 --> 01:06:29,000
Speaker 1: like that was like they at that time. They was

1223
01:06:29,120 --> 01:06:32,959
Speaker 1: like the Roman Empire of the music industry for sure.

1224
01:06:33,840 --> 01:06:39,280
Speaker 1: And I was like, Hannibal Barker, So what what's up?

1225
01:06:39,840 --> 01:06:40,160
Speaker 2: Nothing?

1226
01:06:41,640 --> 01:06:46,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, here I am, That's what's up? Oh, Mama asked

1227
01:06:46,040 --> 01:06:46,800
Speaker 1: me that question again?

1228
01:06:46,840 --> 01:06:54,920
Speaker 2: What's up? Yeah? Ask me what's up me? What's Humble's up? Bro?

1229
01:06:55,080 --> 01:06:57,000
Speaker 2: I mean, why didn't you get down with damn brought

1230
01:06:57,040 --> 01:06:58,479
Speaker 2: the money? That's the money you talk about a hundred

1231
01:06:58,480 --> 01:06:59,640
Speaker 2: MILLI you can bust down a hundred meal.

1232
01:07:00,560 --> 01:07:02,280
Speaker 1: I don't think it was in alignment for me. It

1233
01:07:02,400 --> 01:07:03,880
Speaker 1: might have not been in the cause for me. I

1234
01:07:04,160 --> 01:07:06,520
Speaker 1: believe in allowing things that happen how they're supposed to happen.

1235
01:07:07,600 --> 01:07:09,600
Speaker 1: Like me and bird Man we still got a great relationship.

1236
01:07:09,720 --> 01:07:11,120
Speaker 1: Me and I ain't got a great relationship.

1237
01:07:12,120 --> 01:07:12,320
Speaker 2: We do.

1238
01:07:12,960 --> 01:07:15,040
Speaker 1: It's no static or no smoking air or nothing. But

1239
01:07:15,600 --> 01:07:17,600
Speaker 1: it just wasn't in alignment for me at that time.

1240
01:07:19,160 --> 01:07:20,920
Speaker 1: All right, Well, it helped me out, and then I

1241
01:07:21,040 --> 01:07:22,760
Speaker 1: probably wouldn't be who I am.

1242
01:07:22,800 --> 01:07:24,680
Speaker 2: If that situation would have happened.

1243
01:07:26,640 --> 01:07:28,240
Speaker 4: So you don't feel like you missed out on anything

1244
01:07:28,280 --> 01:07:32,440
Speaker 4: in that situation. No, you believe everything. You believe everything

1245
01:07:32,560 --> 01:07:34,800
Speaker 4: happened for a reason, and that's a purpose behind everything.

1246
01:07:35,200 --> 01:07:40,160
Speaker 1: Rejection is protection. You don't know what you're being protected.

1247
01:07:39,840 --> 01:07:43,600
Speaker 2: From, but you just got a trust that you're being protected.

1248
01:07:43,720 --> 01:07:46,520
Speaker 1: You gotta know disappointments come with it. So I accept

1249
01:07:46,560 --> 01:07:48,680
Speaker 1: my wins the same as I do my defeat. But

1250
01:07:53,120 --> 01:07:55,360
Speaker 1: I love why I'm here right now, and I love

1251
01:07:55,400 --> 01:08:00,520
Speaker 1: the man that I've become. Nobody owns me, not just no,

1252
01:08:00,640 --> 01:08:03,160
Speaker 1: I just already I heard I heard uh this, ZL

1253
01:08:03,240 --> 01:08:07,840
Speaker 1: said that and uh American gangs. Now, I ain't gonna

1254
01:08:07,840 --> 01:08:11,360
Speaker 1: say that. But I'm around a lot of good people,

1255
01:08:11,360 --> 01:08:14,200
Speaker 1: and I met a lot of great people, and I

1256
01:08:14,320 --> 01:08:16,840
Speaker 1: get to be myself every day. How many people get

1257
01:08:16,840 --> 01:08:20,439
Speaker 1: to wake up and be their authentic self? Like when

1258
01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:22,120
Speaker 1: I walked in here, I'm like, what's that? I just

1259
01:08:22,280 --> 01:08:24,960
Speaker 1: hug like, I ain't gotta be careful. I could just

1260
01:08:25,080 --> 01:08:28,080
Speaker 1: be me, and people love you and respect you more

1261
01:08:28,120 --> 01:08:28,839
Speaker 1: when you're authentic.

1262
01:08:29,200 --> 01:08:31,800
Speaker 4: Well, you can be that better than anybody, because yeah,

1263
01:08:31,840 --> 01:08:36,040
Speaker 4: I mean you got you copyrighted. I mean, wa ain't

1264
01:08:36,040 --> 01:08:37,560
Speaker 4: the best rapper from New Orleans.

1265
01:08:41,040 --> 01:08:44,840
Speaker 2: In what in what time? Anytime? The greatest rapper from

1266
01:08:44,880 --> 01:08:48,880
Speaker 2: New Orleans is who? He won of my favorites. I

1267
01:08:49,000 --> 01:08:50,439
Speaker 2: just tried to figure out who you're gonna say better

1268
01:08:50,439 --> 01:08:50,920
Speaker 2: than Wheezy?

1269
01:08:51,439 --> 01:08:55,759
Speaker 1: He one of my favorites. He was one of my favorites.

1270
01:08:57,880 --> 01:09:01,240
Speaker 2: Did you see this debate going online? You want me

1271
01:09:01,320 --> 01:09:01,920
Speaker 2: to be honest?

1272
01:09:02,080 --> 01:09:05,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, you already know what I'm about to say. I

1273
01:09:05,360 --> 01:09:09,200
Speaker 1: don't really do social media. A lot of social media, right,

1274
01:09:09,439 --> 01:09:11,160
Speaker 1: and to be honest with you, when I wake up

1275
01:09:11,600 --> 01:09:16,120
Speaker 1: like it's so crazy, like I'll make a post and

1276
01:09:16,280 --> 01:09:18,040
Speaker 1: just turn my phone off and go bout my day

1277
01:09:18,640 --> 01:09:19,960
Speaker 1: and my partnerser takes me.

1278
01:09:20,120 --> 01:09:22,680
Speaker 2: Man, say boy, man, you want yourn like a lot

1279
01:09:22,680 --> 01:09:26,280
Speaker 2: of people from jail. Man. Hey, my girl, say you man,

1280
01:09:26,320 --> 01:09:29,400
Speaker 2: you ought your mind? What did I do? I just

1281
01:09:29,479 --> 01:09:37,360
Speaker 2: told the truth. What did I do? Well? I get you.

1282
01:09:37,479 --> 01:09:39,280
Speaker 4: You might not have heard it, but there's a debate

1283
01:09:39,360 --> 01:09:42,560
Speaker 4: online that says NBA YB is better than Wayne in

1284
01:09:42,640 --> 01:09:43,080
Speaker 4: his prime.

1285
01:09:46,160 --> 01:09:49,120
Speaker 1: You want me to be honest? Yeah, I don't even

1286
01:09:49,280 --> 01:09:54,360
Speaker 1: entertain those kind of conversations. With all due respect, I'm grown, okay,

1287
01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:56,439
Speaker 1: with all due respect, Like me and my wife, we

1288
01:09:56,520 --> 01:09:58,519
Speaker 1: get up and we work, we pray, we work out,

1289
01:09:58,920 --> 01:10:02,360
Speaker 1: we go to the gym. I do things that it's

1290
01:10:02,400 --> 01:10:06,000
Speaker 1: gonna raise my frequency. Right, Small minded people discuss people,

1291
01:10:07,520 --> 01:10:12,840
Speaker 1: I guess. Medium minded people discuss events, and people like me,

1292
01:10:13,840 --> 01:10:17,760
Speaker 1: we discuss ideas and entrepreneurship and business and all that.

1293
01:10:18,080 --> 01:10:20,280
Speaker 2: So that's what my mind being. Right. You got to

1294
01:10:20,360 --> 01:10:26,760
Speaker 2: you gotta white be tattooed, though, I guess, so y'all cool? Yeah,

1295
01:10:28,080 --> 01:10:28,439
Speaker 2: so all?

1296
01:10:28,720 --> 01:10:31,640
Speaker 4: So also, ain't no beef between nobody? So also the

1297
01:10:31,680 --> 01:10:33,759
Speaker 4: New Orleans rapper y'all cool, y'all get down.

1298
01:10:35,880 --> 01:10:36,080
Speaker 2: Well.

1299
01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:39,760
Speaker 1: Me andwhile I be from badon Rugs, okay, but I'm

1300
01:10:39,840 --> 01:10:42,280
Speaker 1: kind of I'm New Orleans and Bad Rugs.

1301
01:10:42,280 --> 01:10:42,599
Speaker 2: I'm both.

1302
01:10:42,640 --> 01:10:44,679
Speaker 1: I've been backing for my whole life. I done lived

1303
01:10:44,720 --> 01:10:48,599
Speaker 1: in both places. But everybody from Louisiana pretty much get along.

1304
01:10:48,720 --> 01:10:48,920
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1305
01:10:49,880 --> 01:10:51,880
Speaker 1: But it's like when you say who's better, I just

1306
01:10:51,960 --> 01:10:54,160
Speaker 1: don't even entertain them kind of conversations.

1307
01:10:54,360 --> 01:10:56,360
Speaker 2: I get that with, Like, that's not even like I

1308
01:10:56,439 --> 01:10:59,880
Speaker 2: don't wake up to discuss what other people doing. Forgive me,

1309
01:11:00,040 --> 01:11:04,599
Speaker 2: that's that that's not what I do. Good. Who haven't

1310
01:11:04,680 --> 01:11:06,200
Speaker 2: you worked with that you like to work with?

1311
01:11:10,000 --> 01:11:10,160
Speaker 3: Oh?

1312
01:11:10,320 --> 01:11:11,160
Speaker 2: You been her?

1313
01:11:11,520 --> 01:11:19,120
Speaker 1: Her by someone else. You can tell about the way

1314
01:11:20,600 --> 01:11:22,439
Speaker 1: you carry us olf.

1315
01:11:23,400 --> 01:11:24,160
Speaker 2: I don't know what that is.

1316
01:11:24,320 --> 01:11:30,360
Speaker 1: But if you let me, here's what I do. I'll

1317
01:11:30,560 --> 01:11:33,200
Speaker 1: take care of Rihanna.

1318
01:11:33,840 --> 01:11:35,040
Speaker 2: Oh you want to work re read.

1319
01:11:36,320 --> 01:11:40,479
Speaker 1: Well, she got children and you know all right now,

1320
01:11:40,600 --> 01:11:45,320
Speaker 1: so well if she gets time. She's one of my favorites.

1321
01:11:47,680 --> 01:11:50,560
Speaker 1: You're talking about rap or just anything whatever. Yeah, I

1322
01:11:50,680 --> 01:11:55,200
Speaker 1: want to work with Rihanna, Siza who and whomever, and

1323
01:11:55,439 --> 01:11:58,240
Speaker 1: then far As. I just think we'll sound good together.

1324
01:11:58,400 --> 01:12:01,479
Speaker 1: Then if we talking about rap, I didnet worked with

1325
01:12:01,560 --> 01:12:03,679
Speaker 1: everybody I ever wanted to work with in the rap game.

1326
01:12:06,479 --> 01:12:08,000
Speaker 1: I wish I could have did a song with Biggest

1327
01:12:08,000 --> 01:12:15,160
Speaker 1: small okay and big punt. That'll been it'd have been hard.

1328
01:12:19,320 --> 01:12:21,559
Speaker 1: They had me wanted to be a big, old fat nigga. Man,

1329
01:12:21,640 --> 01:12:23,360
Speaker 1: they just made it just look so flat.

1330
01:12:23,520 --> 01:12:23,960
Speaker 2: You down?

1331
01:12:24,000 --> 01:12:26,519
Speaker 4: You done lost forty pounds? You don't you love that guy?

1332
01:12:26,600 --> 01:12:27,960
Speaker 4: What you mean wanted to be one?

1333
01:12:28,160 --> 01:12:31,400
Speaker 1: I was titty man, bro I was real titty man.

1334
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:34,479
Speaker 2: So you had I mean you down.

1335
01:12:34,360 --> 01:12:37,600
Speaker 1: Now, Yeah, but it wasn't fled in. It was uncomfortable.

1336
01:12:38,439 --> 01:12:42,920
Speaker 1: Oh God, thank you God. I don't want to be

1337
01:12:43,000 --> 01:12:48,479
Speaker 1: the fair rapper. Thank you God, I pray. I prayed

1338
01:12:48,479 --> 01:12:51,800
Speaker 1: the loud that way. I never had no surgery or nothing.

1339
01:12:52,600 --> 01:12:54,720
Speaker 1: I still got bited at this morphia because some days

1340
01:12:54,720 --> 01:12:56,840
Speaker 1: I wake up and just feel like I'm fat right,

1341
01:12:57,560 --> 01:12:59,920
Speaker 1: And I'm thankful for my bide of this morphia because it.

1342
01:13:00,160 --> 01:13:04,080
Speaker 2: Will keep me disciplined. You ain't take that zipic? Did

1343
01:13:04,160 --> 01:13:07,519
Speaker 2: you you ever noticed people that take that? Yeah? You

1344
01:13:07,680 --> 01:13:08,080
Speaker 2: just seen me?

1345
01:13:08,520 --> 01:13:10,200
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, I mean you you you, I mean you you.

1346
01:13:10,880 --> 01:13:13,840
Speaker 4: You talk of them, but they don't. Yeah, people that's

1347
01:13:13,880 --> 01:13:17,120
Speaker 4: on that zipic, they don't. The muscle texture, the head.

1348
01:13:17,120 --> 01:13:21,080
Speaker 4: It be big head, be bigger than they bad look

1349
01:13:21,200 --> 01:13:29,080
Speaker 4: like it. He it be big body, be little. Let's

1350
01:13:29,120 --> 01:13:32,960
Speaker 4: talk about the twenty sixteen trend. Well, basically, you go

1351
01:13:33,120 --> 01:13:35,080
Speaker 4: back and you post from your twenty sixteen. Do you

1352
01:13:35,120 --> 01:13:38,000
Speaker 4: remember anything about twenty sixteen that you would like to post.

1353
01:13:40,120 --> 01:13:42,000
Speaker 1: I can't really post the stuff I want to post,

1354
01:13:42,040 --> 01:13:44,720
Speaker 1: but uh, I would have to take I would have

1355
01:13:44,800 --> 01:13:46,160
Speaker 1: to take a photo or the picture.

1356
01:13:47,040 --> 01:13:49,760
Speaker 2: Well no, no, no, I got I got some. I

1357
01:13:49,880 --> 01:13:50,120
Speaker 2: got some.

1358
01:13:50,280 --> 01:13:54,120
Speaker 1: I got some pictures cut probably in my old phone somewhere.

1359
01:13:54,880 --> 01:13:57,040
Speaker 2: Well good, I mean that's ten years. I mean you

1360
01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:57,800
Speaker 2: get to look back, you.

1361
01:13:57,800 --> 01:13:59,800
Speaker 1: Get I ain't got eye cloud though you know I don't.

1362
01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:02,320
Speaker 1: I never had eye cloud on them on my phone.

1363
01:14:02,439 --> 01:14:03,680
Speaker 2: Oh so you know.

1364
01:14:04,880 --> 01:14:08,000
Speaker 1: But yeah, sixteen, they probably got some shit circulating on

1365
01:14:08,040 --> 01:14:08,519
Speaker 1: the internet.

1366
01:14:09,400 --> 01:14:12,720
Speaker 2: And I was that thing. Then I was that thing

1367
01:14:12,800 --> 01:14:13,679
Speaker 2: at twenty sixteen.

1368
01:14:15,240 --> 01:14:19,080
Speaker 4: Yeah, twenty sixteen debut album. It's debut at number two,

1369
01:14:19,280 --> 01:14:20,000
Speaker 4: right behind Drake.

1370
01:14:21,240 --> 01:14:25,679
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I got taken away? How you take it away?

1371
01:14:26,080 --> 01:14:30,280
Speaker 1: I went to jail, I fumbled, I dropped the ball.

1372
01:14:32,160 --> 01:14:34,559
Speaker 1: I was nominated for a Grammy while I was in prison.

1373
01:14:35,280 --> 01:14:38,960
Speaker 1: Damn Ouch, If you weren't in jail, you think you

1374
01:14:39,080 --> 01:14:41,920
Speaker 1: the one. I don't know, but you would like to

1375
01:14:42,000 --> 01:14:43,719
Speaker 1: find a dhah ouch?

1376
01:14:46,200 --> 01:14:48,920
Speaker 4: How different is your life? Do you think your life

1377
01:14:49,000 --> 01:14:50,960
Speaker 4: is different if you have the grammar? As opposed to what?

1378
01:14:51,120 --> 01:14:51,280
Speaker 2: Now?

1379
01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:54,960
Speaker 1: It's not about that. It's like the gold medal at

1380
01:14:55,000 --> 01:14:59,320
Speaker 1: the Olympics doesn't make you. It doesn't do anything for you.

1381
01:15:01,720 --> 01:15:10,800
Speaker 2: But I want the gold medal. Who knows I might

1382
01:15:10,880 --> 01:15:13,280
Speaker 2: get it. I might get one this year. I mean

1383
01:15:13,560 --> 01:15:17,280
Speaker 2: the second biggest album in twenty sixteen, behind Drake. Yeah.

1384
01:15:18,280 --> 01:15:19,760
Speaker 2: Why do you play the pop game? Why didn't you?

1385
01:15:19,760 --> 01:15:23,320
Speaker 2: Why didn't you like say, you know what? Do what?

1386
01:15:23,439 --> 01:15:25,800
Speaker 2: Drake in future. Did you know play the pop game?

1387
01:15:26,080 --> 01:15:27,800
Speaker 2: I do you do? Now?

1388
01:15:27,920 --> 01:15:31,640
Speaker 1: You I've been doing it. Most of what you I

1389
01:15:31,640 --> 01:15:36,880
Speaker 1: don't even want to say that shit say it. Most

1390
01:15:36,920 --> 01:15:39,519
Speaker 1: of what you see in the industry. If you go

1391
01:15:39,680 --> 01:15:42,080
Speaker 1: back and look into twenty sixteen all the way to

1392
01:15:42,240 --> 01:15:48,680
Speaker 1: no look inside of everybody image just a touch of gates.

1393
01:15:58,600 --> 01:16:02,439
Speaker 4: Outside of you going to jail, being nominated for a

1394
01:16:02,520 --> 01:16:06,719
Speaker 4: Grammy the second biggest album. Is there anything you remember

1395
01:16:06,760 --> 01:16:07,759
Speaker 4: about twenty sixteen?

1396
01:16:08,920 --> 01:16:09,360
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

1397
01:16:13,720 --> 01:16:15,360
Speaker 1: That was the most miserable time in my life. I

1398
01:16:15,479 --> 01:16:16,240
Speaker 1: just made it look good.

1399
01:16:17,600 --> 01:16:18,600
Speaker 2: I was the first.

1400
01:16:19,840 --> 01:16:25,200
Speaker 4: Bro okay, got the second biggest album. I mean, you

1401
01:16:25,280 --> 01:16:27,600
Speaker 4: got a lot going on. Still gotta fly to go.

1402
01:16:28,240 --> 01:16:30,160
Speaker 1: I gotta go to court, back and forth to all

1403
01:16:30,200 --> 01:16:33,000
Speaker 1: these different court hearings, Gotta fly to a city that

1404
01:16:33,080 --> 01:16:35,519
Speaker 1: you don't live in, get on the plane, get off

1405
01:16:35,560 --> 01:16:41,519
Speaker 1: the plane, go to court. That's draining. And then with

1406
01:16:41,640 --> 01:16:43,840
Speaker 1: everything else that was going on, it just wasn't.

1407
01:16:44,680 --> 01:16:45,120
Speaker 2: It wasn't.

1408
01:16:45,320 --> 01:16:49,200
Speaker 1: I wasn't at peace, right, I wasn't in But you

1409
01:16:49,280 --> 01:16:52,840
Speaker 1: do understand why you were having to go to those cities, right, Yeah?

1410
01:16:53,880 --> 01:16:57,160
Speaker 1: I believe in accountability. That was my fault, right, that

1411
01:16:57,320 --> 01:17:00,559
Speaker 1: was my fault that I missed out. I wasn't nobody

1412
01:17:00,600 --> 01:17:03,360
Speaker 1: else fault but my fault, because if I knew better,

1413
01:17:03,760 --> 01:17:05,000
Speaker 1: I ain't about to sit up here and say I

1414
01:17:05,000 --> 01:17:09,040
Speaker 1: ain't no better. I knew better. I knew better, and

1415
01:17:09,680 --> 01:17:13,120
Speaker 1: I was fortunate. I was fortunate that the judge didn't

1416
01:17:13,120 --> 01:17:15,840
Speaker 1: abuse discretion because he didn't have to.

1417
01:17:17,000 --> 01:17:17,439
Speaker 2: He could have.

1418
01:17:17,439 --> 01:17:20,880
Speaker 1: Smagged me, but I just told him. I said, I'm

1419
01:17:20,880 --> 01:17:22,760
Speaker 1: gon go ahead and cop out. I want to take

1420
01:17:22,760 --> 01:17:24,680
Speaker 1: it to try, but I still want to sell, which

1421
01:17:24,720 --> 01:17:26,840
Speaker 1: with a little of a career, I do have right.

1422
01:17:28,360 --> 01:17:30,559
Speaker 1: I could have litigated for myself. Judge, well, why didn't

1423
01:17:30,560 --> 01:17:34,760
Speaker 1: you because you seem very talent Because I'm a nigga. Hmm,

1424
01:17:35,040 --> 01:17:40,040
Speaker 1: that's why, and he laughed. It's in the minimis. The

1425
01:17:40,120 --> 01:17:43,320
Speaker 1: minimists is the people that the record. It's a monographer.

1426
01:17:43,400 --> 01:17:44,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, the report.

1427
01:17:46,880 --> 01:17:47,479
Speaker 3: Is uh.

1428
01:17:49,120 --> 01:17:52,400
Speaker 1: If I could get the real version, but you know,

1429
01:17:52,479 --> 01:17:54,559
Speaker 1: everything be redacted and you get it from the clerk

1430
01:17:55,640 --> 01:17:56,439
Speaker 1: or you know some shit.

1431
01:17:59,000 --> 01:18:04,840
Speaker 2: Yes, sir, I read you, DM Drake Rihanna meek Mill.

1432
01:18:05,680 --> 01:18:07,479
Speaker 2: I just want to know this. Why aren't you afraid

1433
01:18:07,520 --> 01:18:11,640
Speaker 2: of rejection? I was You said I didn't, DM, I

1434
01:18:11,720 --> 01:18:17,040
Speaker 2: said you did. Yeah, I was afraid of rejection. Well,

1435
01:18:17,080 --> 01:18:18,839
Speaker 2: if you DM them, you ain't afraid of rejection.

1436
01:18:19,240 --> 01:18:21,560
Speaker 1: That was before I DM them. I had to just

1437
01:18:21,600 --> 01:18:25,200
Speaker 1: swallow my pride and DM all of them. I DMed

1438
01:18:25,240 --> 01:18:28,000
Speaker 1: all of them. I was like, let's work something. My

1439
01:18:28,120 --> 01:18:30,360
Speaker 1: number and that was big for me. I know that

1440
01:18:30,439 --> 01:18:31,320
Speaker 1: guy lot going on this.

1441
01:18:31,479 --> 01:18:37,040
Speaker 2: Yeah. The only one responding was Rihanna. Really yeah. She

1442
01:18:37,160 --> 01:18:37,400
Speaker 2: told me.

1443
01:18:37,479 --> 01:18:40,040
Speaker 1: She said, I'm proud of your growth. And I was like,

1444
01:18:40,160 --> 01:18:43,080
Speaker 1: thank you, thank you.

1445
01:18:43,880 --> 01:18:44,120
Speaker 2: Wow.

1446
01:18:44,240 --> 01:18:45,760
Speaker 1: I ain't know you could see me, but thank you.

1447
01:18:46,720 --> 01:18:48,559
Speaker 1: He feel like, I'm proud of your growth. I'm proud

1448
01:18:48,560 --> 01:18:49,920
Speaker 1: of your journey. That's what she told me.

1449
01:18:50,040 --> 01:18:51,720
Speaker 2: And I was like, thank you. That meant a lot.

1450
01:18:51,760 --> 01:18:54,280
Speaker 2: Did that? Yeah, cause it's like it let me know that.

1451
01:18:54,360 --> 01:18:57,559
Speaker 1: The world watching, the people you don't think be watching.

1452
01:18:57,400 --> 01:18:57,880
Speaker 2: Be watching.

1453
01:19:00,040 --> 01:19:01,639
Speaker 1: You would have Did you go on tour with Cardi

1454
01:19:02,040 --> 01:19:04,080
Speaker 1: something like that? What do you mean something like that?

1455
01:19:04,280 --> 01:19:07,760
Speaker 1: Either you did or you didn't, Gates, I mean I

1456
01:19:07,840 --> 01:19:10,720
Speaker 1: had went on tour with him, but it wasn't like

1457
01:19:10,760 --> 01:19:11,080
Speaker 1: I was on.

1458
01:19:11,200 --> 01:19:11,800
Speaker 2: Tour with them.

1459
01:19:12,840 --> 01:19:17,640
Speaker 1: I'm confused because it was like six dates. Yes, you know,

1460
01:19:17,680 --> 01:19:22,760
Speaker 1: I was support and it was beautiful. It was a

1461
01:19:22,840 --> 01:19:25,840
Speaker 1: lot went on with not not with her, with her

1462
01:19:25,920 --> 01:19:27,920
Speaker 1: camp or nothing, but in my back grind A lot

1463
01:19:28,000 --> 01:19:31,280
Speaker 1: going on then, So it wasn't I ain't really get

1464
01:19:31,320 --> 01:19:33,200
Speaker 1: to you know what I'm saying, enjoyed the way that

1465
01:19:33,360 --> 01:19:33,800
Speaker 1: I should have.

1466
01:19:34,200 --> 01:19:36,000
Speaker 4: So you want to do more dates or you just

1467
01:19:36,080 --> 01:19:38,120
Speaker 4: have so much going on that you wasn't allowed to

1468
01:19:38,240 --> 01:19:39,040
Speaker 4: enjoy a period.

1469
01:19:39,680 --> 01:19:41,679
Speaker 1: Yeah, I wasn't able to my head, wasn't. I wasn't

1470
01:19:41,680 --> 01:19:46,479
Speaker 1: in the right space, I'll say that. But the way

1471
01:19:46,520 --> 01:19:48,640
Speaker 1: everything going on tour is like therapy for me.

1472
01:19:49,680 --> 01:19:50,559
Speaker 2: I love performing.

1473
01:19:50,640 --> 01:19:53,240
Speaker 1: I love getting on stands right because I get to

1474
01:19:53,280 --> 01:19:57,640
Speaker 1: see like everybody loved me. And then when you get

1475
01:19:57,680 --> 01:20:00,400
Speaker 1: off stages like you back to plane okaevn right.

1476
01:20:01,760 --> 01:20:02,479
Speaker 2: Let me ask you a question.

1477
01:20:02,560 --> 01:20:05,200
Speaker 4: How do you just how do you determine who you're

1478
01:20:05,200 --> 01:20:07,559
Speaker 4: gonna put in a song like the song super General

1479
01:20:07,600 --> 01:20:09,280
Speaker 4: with Nicki a freestyle you mentioned her.

1480
01:20:10,080 --> 01:20:13,479
Speaker 2: Did she ever respond m M not that I'm a

1481
01:20:13,560 --> 01:20:17,639
Speaker 2: world Why would you even put her on a song? Nigga?

1482
01:20:17,640 --> 01:20:20,080
Speaker 2: Won't lady? What you mean?

1483
01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:24,639
Speaker 1: Who everybody wanted to late Dick? We had everybody. Everybody

1484
01:20:25,240 --> 01:20:30,360
Speaker 1: wanted wanted to have sex with Nicki? That song gonna

1485
01:20:30,400 --> 01:20:30,800
Speaker 1: lay Dick.

1486
01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:36,920
Speaker 2: I want Nikki. She need Kevin. She's still playing around

1487
01:20:37,000 --> 01:20:47,080
Speaker 2: with Kenneth. I said that I did that. Please, I don't.

1488
01:20:47,200 --> 01:20:49,280
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know. Forgive me.

1489
01:20:50,520 --> 01:20:55,800
Speaker 1: I'm just so deeply na sorry, Please forgive me.

1490
01:20:56,520 --> 01:21:00,599
Speaker 2: Can I will be honest? I don't know. I mean

1491
01:21:00,760 --> 01:21:03,280
Speaker 2: maybe some might think, oh, he put me on a song.

1492
01:21:03,400 --> 01:21:06,360
Speaker 2: That's nice, let me do what he says he wants

1493
01:21:06,439 --> 01:21:06,640
Speaker 2: to do.

1494
01:21:07,280 --> 01:21:10,760
Speaker 4: But probably they probably another way to probably a better

1495
01:21:10,800 --> 01:21:11,479
Speaker 4: way to go about it.

1496
01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:13,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, it probably was, But I just was.

1497
01:21:14,760 --> 01:21:17,920
Speaker 1: I was just going. I was just going that day.

1498
01:21:18,800 --> 01:21:20,519
Speaker 1: I went in there and just let everything out.

1499
01:21:22,680 --> 01:21:24,960
Speaker 2: You didn't want to keep anything in. I just let

1500
01:21:25,040 --> 01:21:28,000
Speaker 2: everything out. Hey, is what it was.

1501
01:21:29,960 --> 01:21:32,880
Speaker 1: Solely, I believe in accountability, and I'm fully prepared to

1502
01:21:33,000 --> 01:21:34,439
Speaker 1: accept whatever come behind it.

1503
01:21:34,680 --> 01:21:36,160
Speaker 2: Like I'm fully prepared.

1504
01:21:36,200 --> 01:21:37,640
Speaker 4: I'm just trying to figure out if you would to

1505
01:21:37,680 --> 01:21:39,920
Speaker 4: ever meet this person in person? He meet this person

1506
01:21:40,000 --> 01:21:40,519
Speaker 4: in person?

1507
01:21:41,160 --> 01:21:41,679
Speaker 2: What you gonna?

1508
01:21:41,680 --> 01:21:41,840
Speaker 1: Hey?

1509
01:21:41,920 --> 01:21:43,479
Speaker 2: How you doing it? That used to meet you? Yeah,

1510
01:21:43,479 --> 01:21:44,400
Speaker 2: it's good to see you too.

1511
01:21:44,520 --> 01:21:47,120
Speaker 1: I ain't gotta say nothing. I don't speak unless spoken to.

1512
01:21:48,120 --> 01:21:49,800
Speaker 1: Now if you speak to man, be like Kevin, you

1513
01:21:49,920 --> 01:21:52,280
Speaker 1: know how you could have You're right, Yes, ma'am. I

1514
01:21:52,320 --> 01:21:53,479
Speaker 1: could have said it a better way.

1515
01:21:53,840 --> 01:21:56,160
Speaker 2: No, you culdn't. You could not have said nothing, or

1516
01:21:56,240 --> 01:21:57,200
Speaker 2: you could have just let no.

1517
01:21:57,240 --> 01:21:58,920
Speaker 1: I ain't say nothing. What I said I want niggas

1518
01:21:58,960 --> 01:22:01,200
Speaker 1: she need kept it playing? Yeah, you're playing around.

1519
01:22:01,920 --> 01:22:04,320
Speaker 2: No, you said you want to have sex with her? Yeah,

1520
01:22:04,320 --> 01:22:04,840
Speaker 2: I won't lay.

1521
01:22:05,040 --> 01:22:10,479
Speaker 1: Who don't anybody that means well, the old Nikki, anybody

1522
01:22:10,560 --> 01:22:12,559
Speaker 1: that me hu and say that they don't want a lady?

1523
01:22:12,680 --> 01:22:13,679
Speaker 2: You're lie.

1524
01:22:14,560 --> 01:22:16,240
Speaker 1: That's a beautiful woman. I won't lady.

1525
01:22:18,280 --> 01:22:20,559
Speaker 2: What you mean? Did you want a relationship with her?

1526
01:22:21,600 --> 01:22:25,080
Speaker 4: If you get to that, well, I thought that's supposed

1527
01:22:25,080 --> 01:22:27,080
Speaker 4: to a relationship, and then the other partners.

1528
01:22:27,640 --> 01:22:30,160
Speaker 1: But I'm a lady first. I don't even I jump

1529
01:22:30,200 --> 01:22:32,280
Speaker 1: in a relationship that I might not be getting what

1530
01:22:32,360 --> 01:22:38,360
Speaker 1: I'm boggin for. You ain't never been with ain't even

1531
01:22:38,680 --> 01:22:43,720
Speaker 1: oh how it's supposed to be. Yes, I'm psyched up.

1532
01:22:43,760 --> 01:22:46,160
Speaker 1: I'm psyched up about this. I'm psyched up about this.

1533
01:22:46,479 --> 01:22:51,000
Speaker 2: Does she just boot coool regular? Boot cool? Mean? Like, yeah,

1534
01:22:51,040 --> 01:22:51,880
Speaker 2: I know what boot cooo is?

1535
01:22:52,240 --> 01:22:55,280
Speaker 1: Boot coool regular, Like I'm ida had women like that.

1536
01:22:55,320 --> 01:22:57,639
Speaker 2: I'm just psyched up. Yeah.

1537
01:22:57,720 --> 01:23:01,200
Speaker 1: And I just and and and get over there and

1538
01:23:01,280 --> 01:23:03,440
Speaker 1: be disappointed. I had a lot of disappointments.

1539
01:23:03,520 --> 01:23:04,320
Speaker 2: But let me ask you this.

1540
01:23:05,280 --> 01:23:09,080
Speaker 4: Were you disappointed because of who she was? Who she was,

1541
01:23:09,200 --> 01:23:11,639
Speaker 4: the image, the persona of the thought. She's a singer,

1542
01:23:11,720 --> 01:23:14,560
Speaker 4: she's an entertainer, the lady that you was having that

1543
01:23:14,640 --> 01:23:19,400
Speaker 4: you thought she was gonna be uh, Mecca, she's gonna

1544
01:23:19,400 --> 01:23:20,559
Speaker 4: be that, this's gonna be ooh.

1545
01:23:21,200 --> 01:23:22,960
Speaker 2: It's been a lot of women like that. Just as

1546
01:23:23,000 --> 01:23:23,439
Speaker 2: a man, you.

1547
01:23:23,520 --> 01:23:28,280
Speaker 1: See something, be like ooh, and she looked like she's

1548
01:23:28,280 --> 01:23:39,160
Speaker 1: some little texture. You be sitting back, I'll be like, say,

1549
01:23:39,200 --> 01:23:40,320
Speaker 1: don't check all right there?

1550
01:23:40,840 --> 01:23:44,640
Speaker 2: She look like she looked like she's like, yeah, she

1551
01:23:44,680 --> 01:23:45,439
Speaker 2: looks she's nice.

1552
01:23:45,960 --> 01:23:48,080
Speaker 1: No, she looks like she's some lat pressure over up.

1553
01:23:53,920 --> 01:23:55,760
Speaker 1: Any man that say that, that's not how they feel.

1554
01:23:55,800 --> 01:24:01,040
Speaker 2: They laying now.

1555
01:24:01,120 --> 01:24:04,400
Speaker 1: If you my partner in this show old later, I'll

1556
01:24:04,439 --> 01:24:08,280
Speaker 1: never look at him. I don't play like that. But

1557
01:24:08,360 --> 01:24:16,080
Speaker 1: if she fair game, she fair game. If she fair game,

1558
01:24:18,680 --> 01:24:21,400
Speaker 1: even if she going but she for somebody that I

1559
01:24:21,560 --> 01:24:23,160
Speaker 1: know that I got a relationship with.

1560
01:24:23,439 --> 01:24:26,600
Speaker 2: I ain't with that. No you shouldn't. I ain't doing it.

1561
01:24:26,680 --> 01:24:29,240
Speaker 4: Even if she let me ask you a question, even

1562
01:24:29,280 --> 01:24:32,120
Speaker 4: if she had been with somebody you knew, and she

1563
01:24:32,320 --> 01:24:33,400
Speaker 4: no longer with that person.

1564
01:24:34,120 --> 01:24:37,400
Speaker 1: How close the person he is, Oh Jesus Christ, one

1565
01:24:37,479 --> 01:24:41,080
Speaker 1: of my partner partners, Like one of my partners didn't

1566
01:24:41,080 --> 01:24:43,400
Speaker 1: know she I ain't never that's like one of my

1567
01:24:43,479 --> 01:24:45,320
Speaker 1: partners me going bust, they baby, I.

1568
01:24:45,320 --> 01:24:45,840
Speaker 2: Can't do that.

1569
01:24:46,120 --> 01:24:46,160
Speaker 3: No.

1570
01:24:47,760 --> 01:24:50,920
Speaker 1: Now, if it's you somebody, I just know who you is,

1571
01:24:51,080 --> 01:24:53,040
Speaker 1: but I don't just know you. You don't get down

1572
01:24:53,120 --> 01:24:56,160
Speaker 1: with it like that. Oh yeah, we ain't rocking like that.

1573
01:24:56,920 --> 01:24:58,360
Speaker 1: Then you know that's different.

1574
01:24:59,200 --> 01:25:02,200
Speaker 2: She got her. I'm gonna punish that, y'all.

1575
01:25:02,720 --> 01:25:05,200
Speaker 1: I'm about to take it a god if it go

1576
01:25:05,400 --> 01:25:09,080
Speaker 1: like that, because I'm I laid back like I'm a.

1577
01:25:11,280 --> 01:25:12,760
Speaker 2: I like for a woman though, like.

1578
01:25:14,600 --> 01:25:22,479
Speaker 1: Come at me. I guess you like I'm I like

1579
01:25:22,600 --> 01:25:24,560
Speaker 1: to kick it with the man. Yeah all that, but

1580
01:25:25,120 --> 01:25:29,320
Speaker 1: I really I kind of like to play hide. I

1581
01:25:29,520 --> 01:25:31,640
Speaker 1: like when it be the sexual attention between me and

1582
01:25:31,720 --> 01:25:34,840
Speaker 1: that woman. Yeah, but like we seeing who gonna go

1583
01:25:35,000 --> 01:25:38,439
Speaker 1: with the first move, like I play had to with

1584
01:25:38,560 --> 01:25:39,440
Speaker 1: a liberty.

1585
01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:44,280
Speaker 2: And they just be like, so this young lady, you

1586
01:25:44,439 --> 01:25:47,200
Speaker 2: feeling her and you and and and she feeling you.

1587
01:25:47,439 --> 01:25:48,000
Speaker 2: I won't you.

1588
01:25:48,240 --> 01:25:50,559
Speaker 4: Yeah, but I just but you want to see who

1589
01:25:50,640 --> 01:25:52,400
Speaker 4: gonna make the first move that he really try to

1590
01:25:52,400 --> 01:25:53,920
Speaker 4: see who really tried to see who first?

1591
01:25:54,280 --> 01:25:56,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I'm gonna put us in a position to

1592
01:25:56,840 --> 01:26:00,320
Speaker 1: where you're gonna have to go with your move. You know,

1593
01:26:00,439 --> 01:26:02,320
Speaker 1: we might do dinner days a few times, then the

1594
01:26:02,439 --> 01:26:05,519
Speaker 1: next time, Hey, look I cooked, bought the horse.

1595
01:26:08,479 --> 01:26:09,000
Speaker 2: You cook?

1596
01:26:09,120 --> 01:26:12,120
Speaker 1: Oh yes, ma'am, without question. Who taught you how to cook?

1597
01:26:12,160 --> 01:26:13,519
Speaker 1: My grandmother taught me how to cook.

1598
01:26:14,040 --> 01:26:17,720
Speaker 2: What you cooking? What's the deal? What's the meal? I'm

1599
01:26:17,760 --> 01:26:20,360
Speaker 2: trying to touch her. I'm trying to touch her. Salt

1600
01:26:20,960 --> 01:26:22,479
Speaker 2: the bill a fact that you bring it over there,

1601
01:26:22,479 --> 01:26:23,840
Speaker 2: you cook it for it. You try to get at

1602
01:26:23,920 --> 01:26:24,519
Speaker 2: him like that.

1603
01:26:24,920 --> 01:26:27,000
Speaker 1: Nah, it's just I ain't trying to get at him.

1604
01:26:27,479 --> 01:26:28,880
Speaker 1: But I'm about to be in it. I'm in this

1605
01:26:29,360 --> 01:26:32,559
Speaker 1: in my house now. Yeah, I got on the nice

1606
01:26:32,560 --> 01:26:33,040
Speaker 1: litt pans.

1607
01:26:33,120 --> 01:26:33,320
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1608
01:26:33,600 --> 01:26:35,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, you could see the luggage. Now, you can see

1609
01:26:35,760 --> 01:26:39,160
Speaker 1: the lumber. And I'm cooking for you. Might do a

1610
01:26:39,200 --> 01:26:42,680
Speaker 1: little steak, might do some cools, cools, might do a

1611
01:26:42,760 --> 01:26:46,840
Speaker 1: potato or something. Yeah, play a ship player ship? Oh

1612
01:26:46,960 --> 01:26:48,080
Speaker 1: my god, you cooked.

1613
01:26:47,880 --> 01:26:48,880
Speaker 2: Then my seasoning game?

1614
01:26:49,000 --> 01:26:51,599
Speaker 1: So on point h Cause you're from New Orleans because

1615
01:26:51,640 --> 01:26:54,920
Speaker 1: you know that love that season. Oh yes, lord, yes, Lord,

1616
01:26:55,160 --> 01:26:56,439
Speaker 1: my seasoning game on point.

1617
01:26:58,360 --> 01:27:02,479
Speaker 2: Yeah. Watch a little movie, you know, play a ship.

1618
01:27:03,840 --> 01:27:05,560
Speaker 2: Then you know didn me? Oh, then you know I

1619
01:27:05,680 --> 01:27:06,519
Speaker 2: talked to the movie.

1620
01:27:07,160 --> 01:27:09,360
Speaker 1: So I'll tell her, Hey, look, baby, please don't don't chull.

1621
01:27:09,439 --> 01:27:11,559
Speaker 1: She'd be like what I wouldn't, babe. I'll be talking

1622
01:27:11,640 --> 01:27:14,360
Speaker 1: to the movie you be talking to I'll be talking

1623
01:27:14,400 --> 01:27:15,680
Speaker 1: to the move. I ain't gonna I be talking to

1624
01:27:15,760 --> 01:27:17,640
Speaker 1: myself too, Baby, I'll be talking to the move. He

1625
01:27:17,800 --> 01:27:19,519
Speaker 1: be talking to the movie. Come on, and I'll be like,

1626
01:27:20,040 --> 01:27:22,519
Speaker 1: he gonna do that stupid dash. Oh my god, I

1627
01:27:22,560 --> 01:27:23,719
Speaker 1: didn't know you were this funny.

1628
01:27:24,240 --> 01:27:31,280
Speaker 2: You're you're you are. Oh, I know you're this funny.

1629
01:27:33,479 --> 01:27:38,760
Speaker 2: But my wife and I'm lying, she don't she knows.

1630
01:27:39,360 --> 01:27:42,240
Speaker 4: This concludes the first half of my conversation. Part two

1631
01:27:42,320 --> 01:27:44,519
Speaker 4: is also posted, and you can access it to whichever

1632
01:27:44,880 --> 01:27:48,000
Speaker 4: podcast platform you just listen to part one on. Just

1633
01:27:48,120 --> 01:27:50,920
Speaker 4: simply go back to Club Shay profile and I'll see

1634
01:27:50,960 --> 01:27:51,280
Speaker 4: you there.