Speaker 1: We've thought that women are soft and we're dainty and
Speaker 1: we're emotional, But no, nigga, that's you. You are soft
Speaker 1: and dainty, and that's the problem. Your emotions are so
Speaker 1: fucking fragile you couldn't handle if the shoe was on
Speaker 1: the other foot. So instead you take your insecurities and
Speaker 1: you fuck the next bitch, And if this shoe were
Speaker 1: all on the foot, you would literally melt. And then
Speaker 1: that's why you project, and you spew hate, and you
Speaker 1: disrespect us, and you label us whorees or this or that,
Speaker 1: even though you were in love five minutes ago. But
Speaker 1: now I'm a whore and you're a saint because I've
Speaker 1: done exactly what you've done. And men generally can't handle
Speaker 1: that shit because they're weaker than us. And you know,
Speaker 1: to any other cheating ass niggas listening, if you just
Speaker 1: happen to tune in, if you've got a cheating ass
Speaker 1: nigg in the house, go ahead and just take your
Speaker 1: earplugs out and turn up the radio so they can
Speaker 1: hear me. Hello, it's me for all the cheating ass niggas.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you what it is. It's not the
Speaker 1: cheating that pisses bitches off, it's your lack of ability
Speaker 1: to stand ten toes down and who wherever the fuck
Speaker 1: you are?
Speaker 2: M hm.
Speaker 1: No, welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm Erica
Speaker 1: and I'm Mila.
Speaker 2: Happy Wednesday, Happy hump Day. Bitches, how are you not? Bitches? Queens?
Speaker 2: Grand rising queens? Are you triggered? Maybe? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I don't really love that one either. I definitely sound
Speaker 1: like a hotep. What is the female version? I was
Speaker 1: the second woman be a hotel? I was gonna say,
Speaker 1: what's a female version like HOTEPA.
Speaker 2: A pho tep like a female tep? What is hotel like?
Speaker 2: It should be a hotep hotep?
Speaker 1: Oh, I'm a hoe tip a hole on that tip,
Speaker 1: bouncing on the tip.
Speaker 2: Baby. What does hotep even mean? I don't know. Let's
Speaker 2: look it up.
Speaker 3: Okay, that's a good idea. Let's google the meaning of
Speaker 3: the hotel.
Speaker 2: I said, I'm a forever student, and that's what Google
Speaker 2: is for. Hotep means this is not You're gonna go
Speaker 2: to the urban dictionary.
Speaker 3: Okay, looked up hotep meaning Okay.
Speaker 2: Hoteps.
Speaker 3: Hoteps are members of an afrocentric African American subculture that
Speaker 3: focuses on ancient Egypt as a source of black pride.
Speaker 3: The group has been described as promoting pseudohistory and pseudohistory
Speaker 3: like fake history and misinformation about black history.
Speaker 2: Of course they have because or did the white man right? Yeah,
Speaker 2: of course, or did the man write that? I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't know how to believe the hoteps or google
Speaker 2: ho tech.
Speaker 3: Hoteps espouse a mixture of black radicalism and social conservatism.
Speaker 1: I don't really believe in black radicalism, but social yeah,
Speaker 1: you know what.
Speaker 2: I just that's sure. That's the hoteps want their bitches
Speaker 2: to like.
Speaker 1: To wear wear certain wear, robes, wear long skirts. But
Speaker 1: they also want to fee the black people.
Speaker 2: Wait the turn.
Speaker 3: Hotep comes from the ancient Egyptian word for to be
Speaker 3: at peace, and is sometimes used in contemporary black culture
Speaker 3: as a greeting hotep Hotep sister. How do you use
Speaker 3: hotep in a sentence?
Speaker 2: It's a hoptep sister.
Speaker 3: Sometimes it's the same sentence. Example, I didn't realize he
Speaker 3: was a hotep until I friended him on Facebook and
Speaker 3: he kept sharing hotep memes on my timeline.
Speaker 2: Why the fuck is this on the internet? This is
Speaker 2: the root you know this is true. This is a problem.
Speaker 1: I just saw this on the you know what shout
Speaker 1: out to I met these with the girls in Philly
Speaker 1: and they were like young podcasters and they were like
Speaker 1: looking up to us. They're called oh my god, shit.
Speaker 2: God.
Speaker 1: I was trying to give him a shout out and
Speaker 1: I can't remember. It's something ho.
Speaker 2: Shit.
Speaker 1: Anyway, there, I was looking in there there. We follow
Speaker 1: them and they were talking about black men, like all
Speaker 1: these like very conservative black men who are like free
Speaker 1: the black people but also like imprison the women. It's
Speaker 1: so contradictory, you know, it's like the nineteen Keys.
Speaker 2: And the fucking what's then other nigga's name. He wasn't Hotep.
Speaker 1: He was just like conservative, the one who died, Kevin Samuels.
Speaker 1: But it's like, how are you like into the liberation
Speaker 1: of our people but also the incarceration of the women.
Speaker 2: It's just like you can't do both them.
Speaker 3: I mean, they want the women to behave a certain way,
Speaker 3: and you know, we feel like a lot of feminism
Speaker 3: is pushing us back, like the female rappers that are
Speaker 3: talking about getting money in the bag.
Speaker 2: Because niggas have never done that. Well, I don't think
Speaker 2: they co sign that either I'm not supporting that either
Speaker 2: those how teps be listening to and he will take
Speaker 2: a picture with one of niggas, so you better stop
Speaker 2: back nineteen keys in a picture with Rick Ross, you did,
Speaker 2: I don't know if I do, I mean future any
Speaker 2: of those. Well, that's the thing. It's the it's the
Speaker 2: idea that.
Speaker 1: There's acceptability for men and there's like a wide range
Speaker 1: for men to show up because they're men. But like
Speaker 1: for women, it's like, wear that fucking head wrap, don't
Speaker 1: suck any dick, don't talk about sucking dick on the internet.
Speaker 1: Don't talk about second ticket all you never happened. It's
Speaker 1: always like my dick, don't always t like my dick.
Speaker 1: But don't tell anybody in the dark. But yeah, it's
Speaker 1: it's just interesting because I think, actually I just scrolled.
Speaker 2: Upon I didn't get the fuck off the internet.
Speaker 1: I was scrolled by this other uh shock bars have
Speaker 1: posted this girl. And there's always like five prominent pick
Speaker 1: me black women on the internet, and I.
Speaker 2: Don't know why. They're always like six feet tall too.
Speaker 1: But she was like, Okay, ladies, if your man cheats
Speaker 1: on you, are you gonna leave him if he provides
Speaker 1: and particts and he is good to you, are you
Speaker 1: gonna leave him? And everyone in the comments is like,
Speaker 1: uh yeah, I've bring a monogamous relationship and he breaks
Speaker 1: the fucking agreement. But it's like, what's up with these bitches.
Speaker 1: It's like, dude, do women want men so badly that
Speaker 1: they're like latantly just ignore, disrespect and like defaulting on
Speaker 1: a commitment.
Speaker 2: I'm here to say, yes, we do.
Speaker 1: I mean, we've all done it. We've all done it,
Speaker 1: but like to advocate for it on the internet. It's crazy,
Speaker 1: like most of the people like I did some you know,
Speaker 1: I turned the other cheek. I allowed some shit to
Speaker 1: happen to me, and then you know, I moved on
Speaker 1: and I learned my lessons.
Speaker 2: Those women haven't moved on. They're still in the relationship,
Speaker 2: so of course they're gonna.
Speaker 1: I think they're seeking a relationship and they're like, please
Speaker 1: pick me. If you cheat on me and you're still
Speaker 1: a good man and you provide for me, I'm a stay.
Speaker 2: Because they're slaves.
Speaker 1: Literally, they are in the field. I'm i gonna pull it.
Speaker 1: It's gonna piss me off. It was so it was
Speaker 1: very you know, because we talk so much in this space,
Speaker 1: and we pick who we talk about and talk to,
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm kind of like I'm not in
Speaker 1: reality about the world. And so sometimes I scroll and
Speaker 1: I hear ridiculous antics about Christianity and I'm in wearing turtlenecks,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, who the fuck believes this anymore? But
Speaker 1: most of the population, Oh my god, he fucking posts
Speaker 1: so much. I can't even fucking find the bitch. He's
Speaker 1: always trick posting.
Speaker 2: Okay, hear it here. This is I don't know if
Speaker 2: this is this is a trick post. This is a
Speaker 2: real one, though. If your man comes home, pays all
Speaker 2: the bills, takes care.
Speaker 3: Of the kids, deals with your ups and downs, and
Speaker 3: he sets out, you're gonna leave him.
Speaker 2: You're gonna leave him for the next woman who might
Speaker 2: put up with it.
Speaker 3: And all he's gonna do is find another woman who
Speaker 3: do the same thing, and you're gonna be independent.
Speaker 1: Ah, yeah, well this is the thing, not be independent.
Speaker 2: That's the worst thing you could be.
Speaker 3: Well, okay, I understand, But I also have to say
Speaker 3: that we've even talked about this that like is infidelity,
Speaker 3: Like is it a non negotiable for you.
Speaker 2: Like if you're like, if Orlando cheated on you, are
Speaker 2: you gonna leave him?
Speaker 1: I'm gonna cut off one ball and then I'll think
Speaker 1: about it.
Speaker 2: You're not gonna leave him?
Speaker 3: No, I think so that's really what it is. It's like,
Speaker 3: it's not gonna fucking ideas, Orlando. But I'm just saying, like,
Speaker 3: give me my naked production, I'll come, I'll cut off
Speaker 3: the other ball. But I'm just saying that. I think
Speaker 3: I don't know how deep, how much, how much cheating
Speaker 3: we're talking about, how much disrespect we're talking about, right,
Speaker 3: But Like, I think that there's a lot of women
Speaker 3: listening that probably are still in relationships with their husbands
Speaker 3: or partners that have cheated, and they have been providers
Speaker 3: and they have been great overall in the relationship, and
Speaker 3: they let their manhood overcome them, which is very fucking
Speaker 3: standard in this society.
Speaker 1: Right, Like, No, I agree, and I understand what you're saying.
Speaker 1: I think we're all human, and I think we're all
Speaker 1: subject to fuck up, like physically because it's the flesh.
Speaker 2: However, I think it's.
Speaker 1: Dangerous and I think it's it's proactive to put these
Speaker 1: messages on the internet just because there are women who
Speaker 1: are getting dogged the fuck out and like, well, he
Speaker 1: pays all my bills, and like I've seen friends do it,
Speaker 1: Like bitch is getting taken care of, has a nice car,
Speaker 1: has a nice place, and she's accepting the bottom of
Speaker 1: the barrel because there's security, and so like, I just
Speaker 1: don't I don't agree with advocate for being in a
Speaker 1: monogamous relationship and then just pretending like the disrespect is
Speaker 1: not happening and in order to be taken care of.
Speaker 1: It's like that that is not the way to happiness,
Speaker 1: that's actually the way to disaster.
Speaker 3: Well, I think that the internet perpetuates these messages a
Speaker 3: because usually there's only like between sixty to ninety seconds
Speaker 3: to share your thoughts. And I would even I would
Speaker 3: even argue that some of our messages because their only clips,
Speaker 3: could trigger people and say that's a dangerous message. But okay, well, bitch,
Speaker 3: go listen to the full Epio's gonna have.
Speaker 1: A full episode has.
Speaker 2: Reels and I did. I like them, and I'm just trying.
Speaker 3: I was just trying to play Devil's advocate that maybe
Speaker 3: she was like had more to say past the end
Speaker 3: of that statement.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I definitely don't co sign a women staying in toxic
Speaker 3: ass relationships. I do think that relationships are hard work.
Speaker 3: I know that it's not always going to be easy.
Speaker 3: I know that people fuck up, and that's why it's
Speaker 3: important for you to be friends first and really love
Speaker 3: that person as a friend so that you can humanize
Speaker 3: them and that you can.
Speaker 2: Forgive them and move on.
Speaker 3: However, if there's no if there's nothing to stand on,
Speaker 3: then you have to let that shit go.
Speaker 1: And and I think my problem with those messages is
Speaker 1: we don't see niggas on the internet talking about if
Speaker 1: you got a good woman and she cooks and she
Speaker 1: bared all the children and she cheat on you one time,
Speaker 1: oh girl.
Speaker 2: I mean, it's the patriarchy.
Speaker 3: I know, it's a patriotchy every day we can we
Speaker 3: can go do this shit all day long. Niggas don't
Speaker 3: do a lot of shit that bitches would do, including taking.
Speaker 2: Care of the kids. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I just think all of the things need to be shifted,
Speaker 1: all of the ideas, all the ideologies. I think we
Speaker 1: all have to get out of our own way and
Speaker 1: consider that we do need each other and in order
Speaker 1: to really function and flow. We have to accept each
Speaker 1: other as humans and we're all just like humans wanting
Speaker 1: to get one off and figure shit out and you know,
Speaker 1: be at peace and make money and have good sex,
Speaker 1: you know, and sometimes there's are temptations and things will
Speaker 1: come up. But ultimately, like it's about respect and if
Speaker 1: you're like getting disrespected, I think that's really you know.
Speaker 2: Well, cheating is disrespectful period, it is.
Speaker 1: But then it's like did he come and tell you
Speaker 1: and say fucked up? Like you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Is it like you said, is it a serial cheater?
Speaker 1: Is it like blatant? Like if you fuck up and
Speaker 1: you're like, listen, I fucked up, you know, and you
Speaker 1: can stand in I would love.
Speaker 3: To know how many men actually do that, like actually
Speaker 3: go to their woman and say, hey, I fucked up,
Speaker 3: Like can we just pull on the internet. I did
Speaker 3: a poll to happen, and I needed to really be
Speaker 3: like I need the women to vote and say my
Speaker 3: man actually told me this, because I don't think that
Speaker 3: ever happens. I don't know if it really I feel
Speaker 3: like maybe women we might do it more. I think
Speaker 3: that we also are really good secret keepers as well.
Speaker 3: We'll keep some shit down, like to the grave. But
Speaker 3: I have never ever in my lifetime heard of no
Speaker 3: nigga coming to their bitch and saying, hey, baby, guess oh.
Speaker 3: The only time it's a happened is if they had
Speaker 3: a baby on you. That is the only and the
Speaker 3: bitch you gotta tell you. The bitch told me yeah,
Speaker 3: like that is the only time in which like, there
Speaker 3: is now a whole other human that is coming northside
Speaker 3: and I cannot run from this any longer.
Speaker 1: In the great words of Shaggy, it wasn't me.
Speaker 2: You remember that song came out. I was like, Wow,
Speaker 2: niggas sam shit.
Speaker 1: Twenty years later, it still rings true because they'll never
Speaker 1: omit that they cheated.
Speaker 2: It's a fact. Yeah.
Speaker 3: I just like, if there's any men listening who are
Speaker 3: cheating on their partners right now, just go tell them
Speaker 3: now because you probably will be okay, you'll probably keep
Speaker 3: your bitch, but if you lie to her. And I
Speaker 3: think men just don't believe women when they tell them this, Like, Hey,
Speaker 3: I really just need you to be honest. I swear
Speaker 3: to God, like we probably would stay and respect you
Speaker 3: more if you just had the fucking balls to say
Speaker 3: I fucked up, like I would respect that.
Speaker 2: I think the problem is too, is that, like, well.
Speaker 3: Then there's also it's the it's it's it's the fear
Speaker 3: that they're gonna leave you. It's the fear that this
Speaker 3: is giving them permission now to go do their own thing.
Speaker 2: And I think that's really what it is.
Speaker 3: A lot of it is that is like, oh shit,
Speaker 3: well now she's gonna go do that, and like men's
Speaker 3: ownership over our bodies and are you know, are just
Speaker 3: us in general? I feel like really negates how honest
Speaker 3: they can be with us because they're always so concerned
Speaker 3: because they're so ego driven around what their actions are
Speaker 3: going to be, like how what is the cause of
Speaker 3: their action? They cannot handle the they can't handle the
Speaker 3: possibility that you could act out in the same way
Speaker 3: that they've misbehaved because they can't handle if the shoe
Speaker 3: was on the foot, they can fuck it and they
Speaker 3: can say, you know, it's.
Speaker 1: My dick, my dick been neat and she and you
Speaker 1: know it wasn't me. But then if a bitch does it,
Speaker 1: then like they can't handle it. The sluts they suck
Speaker 1: dick demons. Even if you're just psyching histic now you're
Speaker 1: a slut. But like, that's the problem, is that, like
Speaker 1: when this is the we've gotten, we've gotten the gender
Speaker 1: roles fucked up. We've thought that women are soft and
Speaker 1: we're dainty and we're emotional. But no, nigga, that's you.
Speaker 1: You are soft and dainty, and that's the problem. Your
Speaker 1: emotions are so fucking fragile you couldn't handle if the
Speaker 1: shoe was on the other foot. So instead you take
Speaker 1: your insecurities and you fuck the next bitch, And if
Speaker 1: this shoe were all on the foot, you would literally melt.
Speaker 1: And then that's why you project and you spew hate,
Speaker 1: and you disrespect us, and you label us whorees or
Speaker 1: this or that, even though you were in love five
Speaker 1: minutes ago. But now I'm a whore and you're a
Speaker 1: saint because I've done exactly what you've done. And men
Speaker 1: generally can't handle that shit because they're weaker than us.
Speaker 1: We are the head of household, we bear the children.
Speaker 1: Because you are weaker than us, we have emotional intelligence,
Speaker 1: and we also have that fucking I'll kill you, nigga,
Speaker 1: because we are the superior fucking sex.
Speaker 2: I don't know if you got the memo but it's us.
Speaker 3: I mean, we're birthing babies, taking care of them and
Speaker 3: also starting to make more money than you.
Speaker 2: I'm the savior. I just it's Heyzusa, I know it's
Speaker 2: triggering guys. I know. Yeah, it's your fault though.
Speaker 1: And you know, to any other cheating ass niggas listening,
Speaker 1: if you just happen to tune in, if you got
Speaker 1: a cheating ass nigga in the house, go ahead and
Speaker 1: just take your earplugs out and turn up the radio
Speaker 1: so they can hear me. Hello, it's me for other
Speaker 1: cheating ass niggas. Let me tell you what it is.
Speaker 1: It's not the cheating that pisses bitches off. It's your
Speaker 1: lack of ability to stand ten toes down and whoever
Speaker 1: the fuck you are, nigga. If you want to be
Speaker 1: non monogamous, be a real nigga and say that, be
Speaker 1: a man and set your grounds like the whole teps,
Speaker 1: they start from the top. They say, I'm Polly and
Speaker 1: I need lots of women's just do that so bitches. No,
Speaker 1: But if you start to lie and cheat and pretend
Speaker 1: like nigga, you're a bitch, because guess what if I
Speaker 1: want another nigga.
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna say it, but you.
Speaker 1: Can't even be who you are and say what you
Speaker 1: want and what you need and said you lie and
Speaker 1: you pretend and you fake the funk about who you are.
Speaker 1: And any nigga who doesn't like themselves is gonna lie
Speaker 1: about who they are. So it's just weak nigga shit.
Speaker 1: So if you want to be a real nigga and
Speaker 1: you want to have multiple bitches, you wanna have multiple partners,
Speaker 1: then lead with that and then be able to handle
Speaker 1: it when your woman has to go do the same
Speaker 1: thing because we are human and we have the same needs.
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Speaker 1: Anyway, darling, how are you well.
Speaker 2: Don't worry.
Speaker 1: It's the last week of September, so you could just
Speaker 1: leave all of that in September and we're going to
Speaker 1: move into October and you're gonna feel differently. That energy
Speaker 1: is shifting. Your birthday is coming up. We we have
Speaker 1: a live show coming up because we're performing ass bitches.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys were comedians. We're sexy dancers.
Speaker 1: Somebody came in todays.
Speaker 2: Shit talkers.
Speaker 1: We're you know, we're intuitives. Someone asked me today, like,
Speaker 1: is your show like a sex show? And I said, no,
Speaker 1: but it's sexy. But it's definitely drattling the line between
Speaker 1: extreme sexy and spiritual. It's a spiritual sexual show. Spiritual sex,
Speaker 1: spiritual sex. It's the only type of sex I do.
Speaker 2: Now. I love that. I saw your post on Patreon.
Speaker 2: Oh you like it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, if you guys haven't followed us on Patreon, make
Speaker 3: sure you go check out Patreon. We post bonus content.
Speaker 3: And Mila posted a really intimate video of her in
Speaker 3: Orlando this morning and I was like, oh.
Speaker 2: Crying, I like this.
Speaker 1: I'm sharing some of my Tantra tools on Patreon and yeah,
Speaker 1: it's getting pretty hot and steamy on Patreon. So hot
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Speaker 2: Patreon is our only fans.
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Speaker 1: We couldn't start only fans because our moms would like
Speaker 1: it would if they Google Day would go crazy. So
Speaker 1: we'll just go on Patreon. They never heard of that before.
Speaker 1: We just should I announce. Well, maybe I'll keep it
Speaker 1: a secret. But we just secured our one of our
Speaker 1: special guests in October for our live show on October
Speaker 1: twenty first in LA at the Teogram Ballroom. And we
Speaker 1: have a lot of We got a lot of a
Speaker 1: lot of masculine energy.
Speaker 2: We do. It's two masculines too. Masculine energy to divine masculines.
Speaker 3: Because you know, I feel like our audience is there's
Speaker 3: a lot of women, and I think women, as much
Speaker 3: as we love to congregate and you know, have our
Speaker 3: sister circles and all that shit, we need some good
Speaker 3: masculine energy in our space, especially if we're gonna go out,
Speaker 3: We're gonna put makeup on, We're gonna feel sexy.
Speaker 2: I have a couple of drinks. I do really wanted
Speaker 2: to sit and watch a bunch of bitches talk.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, I need eye candy. I need some testosterone.
Speaker 1: Do men have pheromones?
Speaker 2: Yeah? We all have fear.
Speaker 1: Okay, some testosterone, some male pheromones.
Speaker 2: I need it, but pheromones and can only smell if
Speaker 2: you're close up right, I don't. I'm a night. I
Speaker 2: wonder if men.
Speaker 3: Have like dick perfume, you know, like like we did
Speaker 3: that episode with Shan we're talking about pussy perfume. No,
Speaker 3: but you know what, what is a man's version of
Speaker 3: that he's putting. I had this really gross visual with
Speaker 3: man like sticking his fingers up his asshole, and like, eh,
Speaker 3: I was like, maybe that's where why prostates in there,
Speaker 3: Like that's where a lot of plays.
Speaker 1: The prostate is is the semen is stored in the process.
Speaker 2: I know, but you can you can write, you can.
Speaker 2: I don't know. You're farther along in tantar school. Let
Speaker 2: me know.
Speaker 3: All I know is that when we did an episode
Speaker 3: with Shan Bouderum many moons ago, she told us that
Speaker 3: women the secret to getting women a lot of attention
Speaker 3: is by when you're ovulating, putting your fingers in your pussy,
Speaker 3: getting the juices, and then putting them like behind your ear,
Speaker 3: like perfume, like on your wrist, like if you're going.
Speaker 2: To an especially when you're ovulating.
Speaker 3: If you're ovulating, if you're going into a business meeting,
Speaker 3: or like you're going on a date. Like It's been
Speaker 3: medically proven that men or people just automatically start to
Speaker 3: gravitate towards you. Granted, women were magical bitches, so I
Speaker 3: don't necessarily think men have this gift. But if they did,
Speaker 3: I'm just wondering what that where that comes from? So
Speaker 3: maybe it is the semen.
Speaker 1: Well, recently, this is a hack for your niggas and
Speaker 1: for women with niggas, if you are trying to manifest.
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Speaker 2: Anyway.
Speaker 1: She told me in Orlando that he should write down
Speaker 1: his goals and then come on them. Ejaculate on them
Speaker 1: like on the paper. Yeah, because it's life force energy,
Speaker 1: and then do it. Keep them in her put it,
Speaker 1: put it under the candle, so let it dry, fold
Speaker 1: it up, and then put it under a candle. It
Speaker 1: didn't chance it, you can put her in your wallet.
Speaker 1: You can put like if it didn't chance it. She
Speaker 1: also told me some other ones, so maybe I'll save
Speaker 1: that one for Patreons. Oh that one gets a little nasty.
Speaker 1: I was speaking of Patreon and YouTube. You guys, if
Speaker 1: you're on YouTube.
Speaker 2: A bitch changed her hair color really cuteisty. Do you
Speaker 2: like it.
Speaker 3: I've always wanted to do like a half color, but
Speaker 3: I was like, maybe if I just do just a
Speaker 3: little patch in the front it would be enough.
Speaker 2: But I was like, I want to go red. I
Speaker 2: was really nervous, but you'd like it. It's growing on me.
Speaker 3: I just got it done yesterday and I didn't have
Speaker 3: any makeup on this morning and I was looking I
Speaker 3: wasn't looking like hot stuff, so I was like, oh no,
Speaker 3: it's cute.
Speaker 1: I had hair colored like that when I was younger
Speaker 1: and I woorked curly and my dad called me sideshow Bob.
Speaker 2: Oh great, thanks. You remember who show Bob is? Yes, bitch,
Speaker 2: I know who that is, The Simpsons. I just wanted
Speaker 2: to test you. Everyone's called me that my whole life. Yes, bitch,
Speaker 2: I got afro. We have red hair. I have had
Speaker 2: red hair, but not this, not this color. It looks good.
Speaker 3: And I once said, I'm gonna like ice spice because
Speaker 3: as I get more pale, why would you get more pale?
Speaker 2: You're black? Because I'm tan right now? This is me tan.
Speaker 1: It looks I think this is you all the time.
Speaker 1: Where'd you just come from? Then you're still tanned.
Speaker 2: I've been tanning all summer.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, but we're trying to maintain it. And sometime
Speaker 3: I'm still using the same shade as my summer tan,
Speaker 3: so I know that I'm still tan. Once I go
Speaker 3: start in using beauty Blender three point six five skin
Speaker 3: tint foundation, then I know that I have crossed over
Speaker 3: to the pale side again.
Speaker 2: Okay.
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Speaker 2: That's it.
Speaker 1: Okay, fuck, we don't have weed today. This is crazy.
Speaker 1: This is another This is a shameless big send us wheat.
Speaker 1: You can stop buy anytime if you're bringing a sweet.
Speaker 2: No, you can't ever the time that guy dropped I
Speaker 2: dropped us off week anytime you want. Please don't go
Speaker 2: on our dms and think that you can.
Speaker 1: Just someone DMed us and said that she had works
Speaker 1: a dispensary in North Hollywood and I can't find the
Speaker 1: fucking DM.
Speaker 2: There was another girl that was giving us wee where
Speaker 2: did she emailed us? We gotta collect this weed? She
Speaker 2: emailed us.
Speaker 1: We did have like a big jar. We need to
Speaker 1: have like a one pound jar like that.
Speaker 2: Would be great? Right, Yes, we need that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna ask Robin, that's a good idea.
Speaker 1: How much you think is gonna cost? We only need
Speaker 1: that low percentage week.
Speaker 2: I don't know, asked Robin. Maybe a half a pound.
Speaker 2: I mean she owns a dispensary in LA. She's not
Speaker 2: like a weed dealer.
Speaker 3: But well, I mean that's basically a weed dealer. That's
Speaker 3: a legal weed dealer. Well, I'm actually I'm actually doing
Speaker 3: an event I'm doing. I'm not doing the event. I'm
Speaker 3: showing up at this event this weekend for Gorilla r X,
Speaker 3: which is a black owned dispensary. I'm gonna ask that.
Speaker 2: Okay, good.
Speaker 3: They offered me five hundred dollars worth of weed. I
Speaker 3: think that's it, but I want money instead.
Speaker 2: Did they give it to you? I said, I don't
Speaker 2: want five dollars with a week. I want five hundred dollars.
Speaker 2: So are you going for a they giving you money
Speaker 2: or they're giving you a wee? Did you clarify money?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 2: They did? They say thrills to pay? Okay, like at
Speaker 2: least three bills? Please? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Please don't email us and try to give us things.
Speaker 2: I mean some things I do I would I do want,
Speaker 2: but like mostly I want money because I'm a mom
Speaker 2: and I my life is expensive.
Speaker 1: If you are going to give us things, I would
Speaker 1: like new prescription glasses, teeth whitening, and maybe braces, you
Speaker 1: know those braces commercials, and.
Speaker 3: Everybody's get the fuck on Amazon and buy a teeth
Speaker 3: whitening kit.
Speaker 2: Stat if I.
Speaker 4: Hear one more about this fucking bitch has been talking
Speaker 4: about teeth whitening for seven months and then the vampire
Speaker 4: facial for twenty two years.
Speaker 3: We're gonna I'm gonna go on Amazon tonight. I'm gonna
Speaker 3: get your own teeth whitening kit. Okay, I can't wait.
Speaker 1: Anything else been going on in sexy September, been staying sexy.
Speaker 2: I feel like it.
Speaker 3: I'm on a little cleanse right now, so I'm feeling sexy.
Speaker 3: I did oh last night, I did candled at yoga.
Speaker 1: Oh really, yeah, at the place you always go to.
Speaker 2: I think I've done that one back in the day.
Speaker 2: It was cool.
Speaker 1: It's like fake candles. It was fake candles. I thought
Speaker 1: it was like five.
Speaker 2: Like real what I was expecting. But but it was.
Speaker 2: It was cool. The teacher was she was all right.
Speaker 3: I just don't like people that don't have a rhythm.
Speaker 3: Like it's just like she kept sucking up.
Speaker 2: She could be like, oh oops, downward dog. Oh, I
Speaker 2: mean I was like, probably a new student.
Speaker 3: I feel like I'm gonna have to start using going
Speaker 3: to a new yoga studio because lately the flow has
Speaker 3: been fucked up. But then they were like, oh, we're
Speaker 3: doing a teacher yoga teacher training, a two hundred hour
Speaker 3: yoga teacher training from September to December.
Speaker 2: And I was like, seems quick. Could I do that?
Speaker 2: You could?
Speaker 1: I've always wanted to do it. I don't like anything
Speaker 1: that I could just do hours. If I could put
Speaker 1: an hour, I want the I want the certification. I
Speaker 1: want to be like, Hi, yeah, I'm a yoga I'm
Speaker 1: a yoga instructor, tantent instructor. I'm also lush lash license lashist.
Speaker 1: I always want like a long list list of training.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I don't know why. It just makes me feel smarter.
Speaker 2: I love that for you.
Speaker 1: You never know, like boy scout, I don't know it's
Speaker 1: a CPR specialist.
Speaker 2: But then I thought, I don't have time. You don
Speaker 2: when the fuck am I gonna have time? How many?
Speaker 2: How many hours a week? I don't know.
Speaker 3: I was trying to do the math in my head
Speaker 3: while I was in yoga, Like okay, so if I
Speaker 3: come like two hours a week. No, it's not gonna
Speaker 3: add up to two hundred four hours.
Speaker 2: I'm like, this take I'd have to ten.
Speaker 3: I wouldn't be taking my yoga class. I'd be in
Speaker 3: yoga training, which is then taking away from my yoga class.
Speaker 1: Well, unless you just the training is the class. I
Speaker 1: don't really know how it works.
Speaker 2: I don't want to be a yoga instructor. I just
Speaker 2: want to be led.
Speaker 1: I know, but then we don't have to hire yoga
Speaker 1: instructors for our retreat. I just want to be lead
Speaker 1: in all ways in my life. Speaking of leading, I
Speaker 1: think you inspired me. I think I want to do
Speaker 1: like a toptional tanker dinner at my house. Oh okay,
Speaker 1: only with our friends, though I don't know at my house.
Speaker 1: I'm like, what the fuck are you talking about?
Speaker 2: I only have six friends. So Orlando's like, what Linda
Speaker 2: get them?
Speaker 3: She wants me friends with every person she ever met,
Speaker 3: and invites strangers into our office.
Speaker 2: Are your home, bitch? What?
Speaker 1: I'm a cancer? Can I say I trust people?
Speaker 2: We'll post me with the dress right here in the
Speaker 2: episode description. Don't worry.
Speaker 1: No, I'm saying for people we know, like special people.
Speaker 2: You're gonna steal this bitches whole dinner.
Speaker 1: I'm stealing that bitch is dinner. She didn't, she didn't
Speaker 1: create toplessness.
Speaker 2: I'm kidding. Are you kidding? It's black style. I'm gonna
Speaker 2: play R and B where they plan R and B,
Speaker 2: where they plan R and B. It's your dinner, girl.
Speaker 2: I don't even know if they're playing music at all,
Speaker 2: even stranger. It's very silent, silent vibes. Maybe there was music.
Speaker 2: Let me not say that, because then she's like, there
Speaker 2: wives music.
Speaker 3: I was thinking, it's funny you said that because I
Speaker 3: know that I've said before that I want to start
Speaker 3: doing circles at my house.
Speaker 2: You should the beautiful backyard, I know.
Speaker 3: And I was like, I've been like kind of in
Speaker 3: like a new nesting mode in my home because every
Speaker 3: like one year, I realize I can't move because I'm
Speaker 3: still not rich. I'm rich mentally, but my bank account
Speaker 3: is not rich enough for me to move and feel
Speaker 3: like I'm upgrading. So about every year I start like
Speaker 3: redoing my home again. It Lea's painting something and that
Speaker 3: I was, I'm really happy with what's happening right now.
Speaker 3: And then I looked at my backyard and I was like,
Speaker 3: this is fucking tragic out here.
Speaker 2: I have so much gun pieces here.
Speaker 3: I have twenty two pieces of outdoor furniture that have
Speaker 3: now changed color because I never put a cover over them,
Speaker 3: and it come with a cover no, which I don't
Speaker 3: understand why I paid that amount of money to not
Speaker 3: have a fucking cover. But I was like, Okay, next
Speaker 3: step is I'm going to figure out my backyard. Actually,
Speaker 3: I met a guy today who's going to help me,
Speaker 3: and then I'm going to start having circles at my house,
Speaker 3: like little retreat circles with my friends because we all
Speaker 3: need healing. Because just I don't know about you guys,
Speaker 3: but all my friends are absolutely fucking crazy. And I
Speaker 3: thought I was the normal one, but apparently, like twenty
Speaker 3: twenty three is like my year of being nuts. So
Speaker 3: now I feel like we are all ready to be
Speaker 3: en circle and ceremony together.
Speaker 2: We all finally we all need some healing. Yeah, you know,
Speaker 2: I feel like we keep our we've kept.
Speaker 1: Our retreating to Yeah, we've kept a retreat lifestyle and
Speaker 1: our like friend lifestyles that's separately.
Speaker 2: But you know what I think it is, Well, I think.
Speaker 3: We do offer our friends an element of healing in
Speaker 3: just talking and conversation and stuff like that, but not
Speaker 3: like in the spaces that we're creating at the retreat.
Speaker 3: So I want to be able to do that for
Speaker 3: our friends, and I want to activate them too, because
Speaker 3: there's some witches in our group. One specifically that is
Speaker 3: like a Jesus freak, but I know is for sure
Speaker 3: a witch. I know, and she can be a Jesus
Speaker 3: freak and a witch. I can keep trying to tell.
Speaker 2: Her I know, you can't say which try she gets weird.
Speaker 2: She gets so weird if I pull the tarots out,
Speaker 2: She's like, you know, Jesus, Jesus. They did a number
Speaker 2: with Jesus.
Speaker 1: Oh, speaking of this is this is my other. This
Speaker 1: is my their plan. Are you on board? And this
Speaker 1: is an announcement too. I had thought of this last
Speaker 1: night at three o'clock in the morning. It's very important
Speaker 1: you're awake. Don't ask me any questions. I woke up
Speaker 1: at three o'clock in the morning. I couldn't go back
Speaker 1: to sleep. I've been up for hours since then. Why
Speaker 1: do you think I posted on Patreon at four am. Oh,
Speaker 1: I didn't know what time it winning it was. I
Speaker 1: was like, well at least it's seven in New York.
Speaker 1: I want to create a High Witches Council, Okay, and
Speaker 1: it's just like all the witches we know, and then
Speaker 1: we get together like once or twice a year and
Speaker 1: we have a dinner, like we did that one time
Speaker 1: a long time ago, but actual witches now now that
Speaker 1: we actually know we're witches and we know all the witches.
Speaker 1: The trap witch meAll, uh, deVie, you know all the
Speaker 1: witches we know, Jesse, And then like we can have
Speaker 1: a council and we could talk and then we can
Speaker 1: like accept other.
Speaker 2: People and we can like share all of our witchy findings.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and then we can do like a like a
Speaker 1: very intense manifestation every year. Maybe it's a Halloween, maybe
Speaker 1: it's like right before the New Year. But I feel like,
Speaker 1: I mean, like most of our friends witches. But like
Speaker 1: if we have a High Witch's Council and then we
Speaker 1: like have an actual meeting, like the High Witch's Council
Speaker 1: is now and.
Speaker 2: It's now a journed. We need one of those, yeah,
Speaker 2: like the things from the retreat.
Speaker 3: No, like a like a like a little it's called
Speaker 3: a lavlate a lavel of what it's like, you know
Speaker 3: the judges they use that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we are now beginning the High Witch's Council meeting, meeting,
Speaker 1: meeting adjourned. If you're here, say I that's our that's
Speaker 1: our witch's call. So all the retreaties are listening. You're like,
Speaker 1: you're in your car right now. You know, I was
Speaker 1: howling in the We just got back from Atlanta, and
Speaker 1: I was howling in the restaurant. We had a book
Speaker 1: meet up, and I'm sure everyone was like, what the
Speaker 1: fuck are you doing?
Speaker 2: There was there was a retreaty there, so she knew
Speaker 2: that was the only shout out to Tisha.
Speaker 3: I hate though, yeah, and I love you know what,
Speaker 3: when I went to Atlanta, I'm.
Speaker 2: Like pretty sure that I need a season in Atlanta.
Speaker 2: You probably girl, you go, I think we need to
Speaker 2: go to Atlanta for one year. I did it right,
Speaker 2: We kill it. You were ho then I almost died.
Speaker 2: You were a young little HOUCHI. Then I was nearer.
Speaker 2: Now you're more mature, Hucci.
Speaker 1: I'm a hotep now, so I'm not just a hope
Speaker 1: you can't do better.
Speaker 3: Now. Every time I go, I just I don't know,
Speaker 3: I like enjoy it more and more I think that
Speaker 3: I have a mommy trap I didn't know I had there,
Speaker 3: And there's nature, and there's a lot of the food
Speaker 3: isn't The food is great, but it's not healthy.
Speaker 1: Let's do there is some good like vegetarian. But we
Speaker 1: just didn't go to those places and they're not the majority.
Speaker 2: But we went there with Jade.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we did that one. There's a really good
Speaker 1: some of the good ones in the West End. I
Speaker 1: think I could do it now that I'm more mature.
Speaker 1: I was like, maybe need a leash or something, but
Speaker 1: like it's.
Speaker 2: Not a leash.
Speaker 1: I am triggered in Atlanta, like I had it, Like
Speaker 1: it's crazy. When we were there, I had a lot
Speaker 1: of like memories come back to me that I had
Speaker 1: obviously like forgotten. But yeah, maybe it will be a test.
Speaker 1: I think we just start with the summer. I think
Speaker 1: a year is a big over. I don't want to
Speaker 1: do a summer now over. Actually thats probably when I
Speaker 1: would leave beause it's too hot. Okay, well, like a
Speaker 1: spring you mean, I mean like a season. Maybe that's
Speaker 1: where the high Witches counsel will be kids, like we
Speaker 1: have to like commit you know. Okay, Well, never mind,
Speaker 1: I mean, like not all the Atlanta listeners. You're our
Speaker 1: dreams got killed because of Jamila. You heard it here first,
Speaker 1: we can they can come, but we didn't. We didn't
Speaker 1: get richer. So we can get a homeschool or the
Speaker 1: comments of wherever we want. It's true because I think
Speaker 1: the High Witch's Council first meeting needs to be in Atlanta,
Speaker 1: like a lot of black witches together. I think spiritualists witches.
Speaker 2: I think.
Speaker 1: I think it's gonna be good, and then they can
Speaker 1: have like Sunday school for the kids. Which Sunday school.
Speaker 1: Nobody's still my fucking idea. Email me for applications to join.
Speaker 1: Put in the subject title High Witch's Council Application.
Speaker 2: How they can approved? How are we gonna vet them?
Speaker 1: Send your Instagram pages and and some testimonies of bitches
Speaker 1: you've healed? Send me three spells, who's your who's your
Speaker 1: who's your leader? Who's your head? Three spells and two testimonies,
Speaker 1: and then well we'll review it. It's like a sex party,
Speaker 1: but it's the witch party. Got you gotta vet you first.
Speaker 2: You don't like that idea? I think it's cute. I
Speaker 2: love no, I love it. Okay, No, I think it's great.
Speaker 1: Maybe we'll put the Good Witch's Counsel, the Good the Good.
Speaker 2: High Witch's Council, Good Witch Council, the Witch Council. I
Speaker 2: don't know why I've put high on.
Speaker 1: It just sounded like a good Witch Council, good Witch
Speaker 1: count good Witch good because it needs to sound like right,
Speaker 1: like the high good Witch Council, the Good Witches of
Speaker 1: High Counsel.
Speaker 2: You know what, we're still work it's a working title.
Speaker 1: It's a conference. It's a secret conference. You know what
Speaker 1: I think about. I think about remember in childhood they
Speaker 1: had the movie Witches and then they go in the
Speaker 1: room and they take off all their masks, except like,
Speaker 1: take off our clothes and will be beautiful.
Speaker 2: Our couchies will just hm coucies have to be out
Speaker 2: to be at the highway. They know. I just it
Speaker 2: just seems not every witches is like if you're not
Speaker 2: every witch is a naked witch.
Speaker 3: No, No, I don't believe that. No, I don't think
Speaker 3: so every witch has for practices. Okay, only there's only
Speaker 3: only certain type of witches can come to the Good
Speaker 3: Witch's Council.
Speaker 2: No, but I would like them to be No, but
Speaker 2: if your cocie is not out. I don't know you
Speaker 2: can charge you in the moon. How are you gonna
Speaker 2: charge your pussing the moon? If it's not out, you're
Speaker 2: gonna have a sea through skirt. You can wear sea
Speaker 2: through skirt.
Speaker 1: Listen, Christian Witches conformative, which is conservative, not conformative Conservative Witches.
Speaker 1: Everyone's welcome, got it perfect, just like church is supposed
Speaker 1: to be.
Speaker 2: But it's not okay, Sorry, guys, I'm ran. Like, speaking
Speaker 2: of Atlanta, we also toward the Honeypot offices.
Speaker 1: We did with Jasmine. Shout out to Jasmine. We had
Speaker 1: a really good time.
Speaker 2: We had such a good time, and their offices are beautiful.
Speaker 2: They are really beautiful. So what area of what area
Speaker 2: of Atlanta was It's Midtown Midtown. Yeah, it was so beautiful.
Speaker 2: It was.
Speaker 3: It's just so inspiring to see a black woman just
Speaker 3: take like take over a whole, like half of a
Speaker 3: floor of a fucking.
Speaker 1: Building for feminine wellness, Yes, for feminine care, and like
Speaker 1: it'd be curated beautifully.
Speaker 2: There was incense, you know, it's our vibe. Well, and
Speaker 2: just even her story of like how why she created
Speaker 2: her line.
Speaker 1: Because she's a part of the High Witches counsel. I
Speaker 1: know we need to get her to be he has
Speaker 1: to be a part of the High Witch'ess Council because
Speaker 1: she is a witch. Look at how she manifested her dreams.
Speaker 1: You know, for those of you are being triggered by
Speaker 1: the word witch, it just means you're an alchemist. You
Speaker 1: could do whatever you want. You can make spells and shit,
Speaker 1: that's pretty much all women. We have the ability to
Speaker 1: speak and our words are spells.
Speaker 2: So don't get turned off. Turn on, get into it,
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Speaker 3: of the product. They have this cute little room where
Speaker 3: they're like teaching you, like all the all the different
Speaker 3: ways that they create their loubs. And and then we
Speaker 3: went to lunch, and then they hooked up everyone from
Speaker 3: all of our people that attended our book signing with
Speaker 3: Honeypot gift bags, which was amazing, including our kids. I
Speaker 3: just gave one to lose. I know, I just saw
Speaker 3: I haven't unpacked my bag. I just saw that today
Speaker 3: I needed to give to Iri. But yeah, I'm just
Speaker 3: I'm just so grateful to partner with brands that we
Speaker 3: actually really love.
Speaker 2: And that are black owned, woman owned. Like, if I.
Speaker 3: Could just partner with all of those type of brands,
Speaker 3: I'll be a happy little bitch.
Speaker 1: Well, I mean, we can create our own ecosystem, you know,
Speaker 1: which you already have, and like, I think that's kind
Speaker 1: of the goal. It's like not really relying on you know,
Speaker 1: brands to get us, but if you already get us
Speaker 1: because you have a vagina and you're black, then even better.
Speaker 1: I'd like to work like within our community. And That's
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Speaker 1: I'm like, why are you using my feminine care wipes, Orlando?
Speaker 2: They're not for your ass, they are They're for everyone's ass. Okay,
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Speaker 3: Yeah, so that was fine in Atlanta and now.
Speaker 2: I'm back in LA. How do you feel about that?
Speaker 1: You look like you're really happy to be home.
Speaker 3: I just I you know, I think I'm like reimagining
Speaker 3: my space because I and thinking about moving to Atlanta
Speaker 3: because I don't I just don't.
Speaker 2: Really want to be in LA. I don't really know
Speaker 2: where I want to be, but it's just not here. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I like, am I running from something?
Speaker 1: Is it because you want to move from your house?
Speaker 1: Do you think if you feel that way for you
Speaker 1: were born in that at your house?
Speaker 2: I don't know, because I like my house.
Speaker 1: Yeah, what do you what do you feel like you're
Speaker 1: running away from?
Speaker 2: I mean, I maybe it's not running. I think it's
Speaker 2: for yourself. Well, I'm okay to Atrica. So what do
Speaker 2: you think you're running away from? I don't know.
Speaker 3: I just I feel disconnected here, like I don't have
Speaker 3: any sort of deep taugh You know, people are like, oh,
Speaker 3: I love where I live. I love that I would
Speaker 3: never live anywhere else. I don't feel that way at all.
Speaker 3: But I also don't know where it is that I
Speaker 3: would go. You know, we had this, I had this
Speaker 3: astro cartographer reading, and it just confused the fuck out
Speaker 3: of me. It actually didn't give me any help at all.
Speaker 3: It's like, you should live in Italy or you should
Speaker 3: live in Alaska. That's where your high vibrational matches. And
Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't want to live in Alaska. Italy
Speaker 3: sounds great, but that doesn't make sense right now.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I feel like maybe I'm just in a period of
Speaker 3: transition in my life where I just don't feel grounded anywhere,
Speaker 3: really like restless.
Speaker 1: I think that this year has been is like is
Speaker 1: a transformational year. I think there's a lot of shifts happening,
Speaker 1: and I think people are not recognizing it, but like,
Speaker 1: just energetically, there's things are changing, and so your spirit
Speaker 1: is feeling unsettled, you know, like there's movement happening because
Speaker 1: it is I think I think you're going through changes personally,
Speaker 1: like lessons and like graduating to this next step. But
Speaker 1: you know, like I feel like this year in general
Speaker 1: has been a lot of movement for us, and I
Speaker 1: think when you move that quickly for an extended period
Speaker 1: of time, it does make you feel a little bit
Speaker 1: out of whack, Like what the fuck. It's just like
Speaker 1: you've been traveling for six months. But it's like your
Speaker 1: brain is moving so fast and it has it's.
Speaker 2: Like this project.
Speaker 1: This project is make a book, make a cover, make
Speaker 1: them like the cover, shoot the cover, fucking write the book,
Speaker 1: you know, and it's like, publish this book, market the book. Now,
Speaker 1: do a live show, Now do a retreat, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. And it's like our brains are not
Speaker 1: really intended to function on this many channels, you know.
Speaker 1: I've say this all the time, but like we're working
Speaker 1: against ourselves because now we have the fucking on like
Speaker 1: the online I'm like the old lady. Now we have
Speaker 1: the social media, and so you're just like scrolling and
Speaker 1: you're seeing all these channels all the time, and our
Speaker 1: brains are only like basic cable. We're only supposed to
Speaker 1: have about like twenty two channels. Now we got like
Speaker 1: two hundred and twenty two and our brains are fucking malfunctioning,
Speaker 1: and we got to send them the Apple Care, but
Speaker 1: we didn't because we're not Apple Care. We gotta go
Speaker 1: to God and we just refuse to just keep moving
Speaker 1: and moving and moving, and they're gonna go to overdrive.
Speaker 2: M I love this analogy. You just made my love
Speaker 2: like that. Yeah, our brains are meant to be basic cable.
Speaker 1: Not basic, but you know, like the back of the day,
Speaker 1: the vintage cable cable. Yeah, brains are like are like
Speaker 1: really wired as vintage cable. And now they've given you know,
Speaker 1: they went past satellite and they're giving streaming services and
Speaker 1: social and it's just too much. And now you're gonna
Speaker 1: get a virus. Whoa, Well, so you gotta go to Tantra.
Speaker 1: You got to come to the pleasure versus that's me,
Speaker 1: and I'll fix you. I'm Apple Care for your brain.
Speaker 2: You're gonna fix me. I'm gonna fix you, okay perfect. Oh.
Speaker 1: I was thinking that we need to do that practice,
Speaker 1: that sexy practice that me and Orlando did on Patreon,
Speaker 1: that we need to do that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, connection is really medicine.
Speaker 1: Too, was connecting with the people that you really fuck with,
Speaker 1: connecting with the people who are actually on your frequency
Speaker 1: and your vibration. Sometimes we really like we start to
Speaker 1: intertwine with the peasants, and I'm just kidding. We started
Speaker 1: to intertwine with people who are not on the same
Speaker 1: frequency as us, and it fucks us up. And we're
Speaker 1: not trying to figure out why we're out of whack.
Speaker 1: It's because you need to connect with the people you're
Speaker 1: supposed to connect to, not just anyone, and so like,
Speaker 1: intentionally diligently finding times to connect with your people is important.
Speaker 1: I think even for us, we work together and obviously
Speaker 1: we're best friends, but when you're working, working, working, working, working,
Speaker 1: the friendship kind of gets put on the back burner
Speaker 1: because there's all these other deadlines and important things that
Speaker 1: seem to be more important. But like just sitting back
Speaker 1: and connecting with your friends and saying, hey, you know
Speaker 1: what's up, and like touching each other, hugging, looking to
Speaker 1: each other's eyes. It's super simple shit, but it's like
Speaker 1: the little things that we forget. And that's the same
Speaker 1: thing for relationships with our love with our kids. It's like,
Speaker 1: do your homework, pick out from school, go to the tutor,
Speaker 1: do these things, or a cook dinner, you know, like
Speaker 1: pay the rent. There's just all these things that need
Speaker 1: to be checked off of this list. But the very
Speaker 1: basic thing the medicine is the connection to one to
Speaker 1: one another, and it is you know, speaking kindly to
Speaker 1: each other, speaking kindly to ourselves, and like sitting in
Speaker 1: silence so that we can like clear our channels to
Speaker 1: go back to basic, basic cable. And I think we
Speaker 1: sometimes are seeking something that is we think is in
Speaker 1: all of the channels, but instead it's really just like
Speaker 1: turning the fucking TV off and letting it sit in silence,
Speaker 1: you know, and amongst your people and not trying to
Speaker 1: add things that just don't fit in. And a lot
Speaker 1: of times is the people you're following. Sometimes it's the
Speaker 1: Nike as you're dating, and it throws us off of
Speaker 1: our shit. And like when you're going through transition and
Speaker 1: then you add a bunch of frequencies that don't really
Speaker 1: make sense, it will really throw your.
Speaker 2: Whole shit off. Trying to make me cry, No, I'm
Speaker 2: really not.
Speaker 1: But you're free to cry here because I'm your friend.
Speaker 2: You can cry.
Speaker 1: Yeah, life be lifing and like no one's exempt from that.
Speaker 1: You know, it doesn't matter like what we're going through,
Speaker 1: how rich you are, what you think someone else has
Speaker 1: is like we're all have to go through the obstacles,
Speaker 1: the emotional obstacles that like honestly give us power in
Speaker 1: the end, Like all of the things that you go
Speaker 1: through are only going to make you a better Erica.
Speaker 3: I know, I've just been like feeling so off of
Speaker 3: my frequency and like that I'm like beating myself up
Speaker 3: about it because I know better and I know like
Speaker 3: how I feel at my highest vibration, and like I've
Speaker 3: been like beating myself up trying to.
Speaker 2: Make sense of what I or less it.
Speaker 3: I think I'm supposed to be learning and like feeling
Speaker 3: like I'm supposed to like be more patient and and
Speaker 3: I have like self sacrificed a lot.
Speaker 2: Of my my own.
Speaker 3: Happiness and intuition and literally ignored it too. I guess
Speaker 3: I don't even know why. I mean I know why,
Speaker 3: but I just feel like I.
Speaker 2: Have been I don't even know how.
Speaker 3: I don't have the words because I'm still processing it.
Speaker 3: But you know, like on our last episode made me
Speaker 3: like the kind of got into it and and it's true,
Speaker 3: like I have been mean and I've let I've allowed
Speaker 3: like my own personal shit to overshadow everything, and I'm
Speaker 3: not I'm not proud of that. I like I realize,
Speaker 3: like I'm not good at compartmentalizing how I'm feeling in
Speaker 3: my emotional relationship with with someone and then like how
Speaker 3: it translates to everything else. And granted, like there's other
Speaker 3: shit that like me and you have like needed to
Speaker 3: work through that or like outside of that that had
Speaker 3: been bothering me whatever, but I'm.
Speaker 1: Sorry, No, I'm not taking that personally. I don't think
Speaker 1: it's but.
Speaker 2: You should, and I'm sorry I don't.
Speaker 1: Though I realized that, like you're going through a season
Speaker 1: and you know, and like that's just like that's part
Speaker 1: of a friendship, is like sometimes one of us are
Speaker 1: going to go through some shit and we have to
Speaker 1: be there for each other no matter what. It may
Speaker 1: not look perfect and it may not feel perfect and
Speaker 1: it may not feel like easy, but it's not like
Speaker 1: it hasn't had Like you're human, you know, And I
Speaker 1: don't want you to beat yourself up because you're human
Speaker 1: and you do know better. And you and I and
Speaker 1: like you know, and I know that like these are
Speaker 1: these are temporary seasons, and I realized that we deal
Speaker 1: with things very differently, and like, it's very difficult Erica to,
Speaker 1: like I said, to have someone in your in your
Speaker 1: energy field and not be affected by it. It's almost impossible.
Speaker 1: And I've seen, like I'm not even talking about you,
Speaker 1: but other friends in relationships and they're like, oh, well,
Speaker 1: I'm just going to focus on me, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: that's very hard. When you're sleeping next to someone that's
Speaker 1: not on the same page as you, and whether you're
Speaker 1: like physically sleeping next to them every night, or you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, just sleeping with them, it is it.
Speaker 2: You really have to.
Speaker 1: Be super careful about who you bring into your aura
Speaker 1: and to your space because it will and it can
Speaker 1: infect everything. When you love someone and you share your
Speaker 1: womb and you share your heart with someone, it's easy
Speaker 1: for you to be You're intermingling energies, you're intermingling trauma,
Speaker 1: you're intermingling all these things, and if the other person
Speaker 1: is not like showing up and prepared and wanting to
Speaker 1: clear those blocks, you will be blocked by other people's shit.
Speaker 1: That's with family that's with friends, that's with romantic relationship,
Speaker 1: and so like, I knew it was gonna at some
Speaker 1: point you're gonna come out of it. Either it was
Speaker 1: gonna fix itself or you're gonna come out of it
Speaker 1: because I know you, and so I just I think,
Speaker 1: you know, I do apologize for blurting out like that
Speaker 1: last last episode, and you know, like the truth is,
Speaker 1: it's like I'm not really good. I like saying how
Speaker 1: I feel sometimes and so like maybe I'm noticing it
Speaker 1: but not saying it and just trying to like just
Speaker 1: kind of keep moving forward and like you know, and
Speaker 1: not just saying like, hey, let's talk.
Speaker 2: You know, I'm feeling this way.
Speaker 1: And then that day I was like, I think you
Speaker 1: called me before and like you weren't saying anything, and
Speaker 1: I was like kind of had an attitude and I
Speaker 1: had to hang up and be like why do I
Speaker 1: feel an attitude? And there's no reason to have attitude.
Speaker 1: You weren't talking about anything, like weren't coming at me
Speaker 1: or anything. And I realized, I'm like, I think I'm
Speaker 1: harboring feelings from these last past months because you've been short,
Speaker 1: and like I understand why, and rightfully so, and I
Speaker 1: think because I have no filter, I really wanted to
Speaker 1: say it, and obviously wasn't the right time, But I
Speaker 1: just like it came out that way because I just
Speaker 1: realized that I was feeling that way, you know, like
Speaker 1: even though I knew what was going on, even though
Speaker 1: I acknowledged it, even though we had the conversation about it,
Speaker 1: I don't think I really really was acknowledging it deeply
Speaker 1: enough to be like, oh, I think my feelings were
Speaker 1: kind of hurt by that, you know. I think, like
Speaker 1: now that I look back, like you have been kind
Speaker 1: of distant or short, and maybe it's because I haven't.
Speaker 1: You haven't felt like you can come to me because you're,
Speaker 1: you know, going through some shit that can I get it.
Speaker 2: You do.
Speaker 1: You get in a relationship, you tell some of your business,
Speaker 1: and then you don't want to tell them, then you
Speaker 1: want to tell and then it becomes difficult to talk
Speaker 1: to your friends. But I it doesn't justify me like
Speaker 1: saying that and that, and like in this setting. And
Speaker 1: I don't want you to take that personally. And I
Speaker 1: don't want you to even beat yourself up for being human,
Speaker 1: because that's.
Speaker 2: A part of you know, that's a part of it.
Speaker 1: The lessons, the people, the relationships, Like we've all you know,
Speaker 1: we've been doing this for a long time time, and
Speaker 1: you know, and some of those they don't and you see,
Speaker 1: like you'll see how they affect us differently. That's so crazy,
Speaker 1: Like we'll show up as different parts, different versions of
Speaker 1: ourselves and different relationships even single you know, and we
Speaker 1: have and we've kind of like, uh been mirrors to
Speaker 1: each other in a lot of ways and like dated
Speaker 1: and been serious in relationships at the same time. And
Speaker 1: I know that, you know, even I am moving into
Speaker 1: like a place that I didn't think was. I didn't
Speaker 1: even expect this relationship to come this way. And I
Speaker 1: know generally we are in like similar spaces and we
Speaker 1: can be like fuck niggas together, or we could be
Speaker 1: like we're relationships and it's like you know, this merry
Speaker 1: dandy world, but that's not how life works. You know,
Speaker 1: We're all gonna go through different times. And like even
Speaker 1: for friends that are listening, you know, sometimes like your
Speaker 1: lives will mirror each other and sometimes they won't, and
Speaker 1: you still have to be able to give your friend
Speaker 1: grace in the in between time, whether it's a relationship
Speaker 1: you love or you're they love, or you're in love
Speaker 1: and they're not.
Speaker 2: Whatever it is.
Speaker 1: It's like that's a part of the friendship too, is
Speaker 1: like writing, writing through all the different, you know, versions
Speaker 1: of you while you figure it out.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have not really enjoyed this version of myself,
Speaker 3: and I think that too, is part of like why
Speaker 3: I've been like, oh, well, if there might there must
Speaker 3: be a lesson here, because I shouldn't, like maybe this
Speaker 3: version of myself is coming up because I'm supposed to
Speaker 3: heal something here, like I'm supposed to like walk through
Speaker 3: this this with with this person or whatever, with or
Speaker 3: without this person.
Speaker 2: And I realized, like, there's no healing happening for me.
Speaker 2: It's just sadness.
Speaker 3: It's just anxiousness and anxiety, and like, you know, I
Speaker 3: I just am.
Speaker 2: I guess have not given myself a lot of grace.
Speaker 2: I've been really hard on myself and hard on everybody
Speaker 2: else as a result, And I'm sorry.
Speaker 3: And I'm looking forward to the next fucking month, my
Speaker 3: birthday month, which also is.
Speaker 2: A weird time for me sometimes.
Speaker 3: But I'm not going to claim that I'm going to
Speaker 3: claim that this is going to be like a really
Speaker 3: beautiful transition and that I know that I had to
Speaker 3: learn whatever lesson that needed to be learned here. I've
Speaker 3: got it, like I overstand it. I've really fucking got
Speaker 3: it at this point, and like forgiving myself, forgiving the
Speaker 3: you know, any sort of energy or that even the
Speaker 3: person that I'm that has I guess brought this out
Speaker 3: of me, because ultimately it's me too, like you know,
Speaker 3: I have I've realiz that a lot of times I
Speaker 3: am moving in like victimness in relationships because I have
Speaker 3: been hurt and continue to be hurt in similar ways.
Speaker 2: I don't think that's true. No, I do think it's true.
Speaker 3: I think if you're a vict if, I don't think
Speaker 3: it in every aspect, but there is a level of like.
Speaker 2: How could you do this to me?
Speaker 1: And it's like bitch, Well it's because like, well, first
Speaker 1: it requires someone to do something to you, and I
Speaker 1: understand that you like maybe the process after like once
Speaker 1: the occurrence happens, and then you choose to still stay
Speaker 1: in it. Yes, you know, if you choose to say
Speaker 1: in something, I don't even think it's victimhood.
Speaker 2: But it's like the.
Speaker 1: Don't let people like rob you and then when you
Speaker 1: shoot them, be like, oh my god, you're a murderer, Like, bitch,
Speaker 1: you just robbed me like I was minding my business.
Speaker 1: So like, be careful of the labels that you put
Speaker 1: on yourself. I don't think that you're a victim. I
Speaker 1: think that you have had bad relationships, as we all have.
Speaker 1: You've had relationships that have not been careful with you,
Speaker 1: and I think as a result, yeah, you build up
Speaker 1: armor to be more self aware when you're in the
Speaker 1: next relationships that you don't get got twice. That's human nature.
Speaker 1: But I don't think that you're a victim. And I
Speaker 1: don't really think that you even move that way.
Speaker 2: Okay, well, thank you for saying that. I don't. I
Speaker 2: really don't. I think that people want to justify their.
Speaker 1: Behavior, and in an attempt to do that, they will
Speaker 1: project and they will try to confuse you and take
Speaker 1: your valid emotions because of things that they have done
Speaker 1: and try them use them against you. And that's usually
Speaker 1: people who are manipulators and people who are projecting. So yeah,
Speaker 1: and I think you have to be really careful with that,
Speaker 1: and that's why you have to really carefuble who you know.
Speaker 1: You pillow talk with who you share what your insecurities are,
Speaker 1: your history with, because they will pry on that information
Speaker 1: and then they will use it against you when you
Speaker 1: are vulnerable. And I think women, you know, we've especially
Speaker 1: black women, have historically been called loud, aggressive, mean, we
Speaker 1: don't you know, we're not with the black men we talk,
Speaker 1: you know, all these things that we've been categorized as.
Speaker 1: And it's like, nigga, we have feelings. You have feelings.
Speaker 1: You're supposed to have feelings, and you're allowed to have feelings.
Speaker 1: And a nigga being a nigga is not a reason
Speaker 1: to not have feelings just because you want a default
Speaker 1: on your part of an agreement, because you are not
Speaker 1: really a grown up. You can't show up maturely and
Speaker 1: you know, deliver your part of the agreement. Does it
Speaker 1: then put that on somebody else. That's not fair, you know.
Speaker 1: I think in any time you've been a victim, it's
Speaker 1: because someone has done something to you. It's not for
Speaker 1: like no reason, not like I'm melting like bitch. That's
Speaker 1: not that's not real, you know. And I think this
Speaker 1: lesson for you is about you. It's about giving less
Speaker 1: grace And I know you think it's about being more patient.
Speaker 1: But I think the message in all of this is,
Speaker 1: like you generally know very early on when shit is
Speaker 1: not right, the good mother lord, lets bitches know, Hey, bitch,
Speaker 1: you sure you want to go down this because I
Speaker 1: just showed you this, this and that, and then we either.
Speaker 2: See pink instead of red and we keep moving or
Speaker 2: we back up.
Speaker 1: And I think as you grow in this space and
Speaker 1: you evolve, and you healing others and you are using
Speaker 1: a lot of energy, I think it's super important.
Speaker 2: That you that I that we would be very aware.
Speaker 1: And discriminate with our energy because people will try to
Speaker 1: like suck the life out of you because there's a
Speaker 1: light that they want to be attached to, but they
Speaker 1: are not on the level of that light yet, you know.
Speaker 1: And I think that's the lesson. How how early and
Speaker 1: how often am I going to choose myself without question?
Speaker 1: It's not about you not being patient, it's not about
Speaker 1: you not having giving people grace. It's not about any
Speaker 1: of those things. Like you're my friend, so you've given
Speaker 1: me a lot of grace, you know, and so I
Speaker 1: just don't want you to I don't want you to
Speaker 1: put that on yourself like walking away from this or whatever,
Speaker 1: you know, walking into this next this next chapter. I
Speaker 1: just don't want you to take that with you, because
Speaker 1: I think you've shown a lot that you're ready and
Speaker 1: wanting love and that you're willing to work for it.
Speaker 1: And like this long term marriage you've been a part of,
Speaker 1: it's not you, it's them.
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, thanks, friend, You're welcome. I love you.
Speaker 1: I love you too, And this is going to make
Speaker 1: you stronger and better and you're gonna get to the
Speaker 1: other side of it and you're gonna be like what
Speaker 1: the fuck WHOA? And I know it doesn't feel that
Speaker 1: way right now.
Speaker 2: I know that I know that I don't have a
Speaker 2: doubt of that. I know, like my ability to.
Speaker 3: Like burn and crash like the phoenix and rise from
Speaker 3: the ashes, Like that's literally why I'm put on.
Speaker 2: This earth scorpio. It's literally why I'm here. But it
Speaker 2: doesn't hurt any less. It's just like.
Speaker 3: It's more so like my own And like I said
Speaker 3: before we started recording, it's like I'm mad at myself
Speaker 3: because because like I've went against my instinct and my
Speaker 3: gut and like these feelings and granted, like I love
Speaker 3: this person, so much. I still love I always love
Speaker 3: this person. I always have a love for this person.
Speaker 3: But I have to, like love put myself first. And
Speaker 3: I kept putting myself like okay, like you'll you'll get
Speaker 3: but you'll feel better soon, Like you'll feel better soon,
Speaker 3: you'll feel better soon.
Speaker 2: Oh there's been three days where you feel good. Oh,
Speaker 2: we're back here again. And it's like it's I'm emotionally exhausted.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and and I'm not blaming you know this person either,
Speaker 3: it's me. It's like I've chosen to allow certain things
Speaker 3: and I've chosen to allow things to like overtake me
Speaker 3: even too, like more.
Speaker 2: Than they should. So I'm just done with that.
Speaker 3: And I know that I have to choose myself and and.
Speaker 2: I'm excited to do that. I'm just want to fast
Speaker 2: forward time, but I can't do that. No, we never
Speaker 2: got that do that, So I'm just have to walk
Speaker 2: through this shit. Thankfully. I have an amazing group of
Speaker 2: friends and amazing child that I can hug at night.
Speaker 1: I mean that's a big that's a big plus. You
Speaker 1: have like a forever built in like someone who's got
Speaker 1: your back and bestie and like for real, like kids
Speaker 1: really do be comforting you because they know even if
Speaker 1: you don't say, what's that like, they actually do know.
Speaker 2: I know, yeah, And I just want peace. I just
Speaker 2: want peace every day as much as I can, as
Speaker 2: much as I can control the peace in my life,
Speaker 2: That's what I want. And you know, I can't control
Speaker 2: other people. I can't control how they treat me. I
Speaker 2: can't control how they treat themselves. I can't control how
Speaker 2: they show up.
Speaker 3: Blah blah blah, all the terms, all the words. But
Speaker 3: what I can control is like what I allow. And
Speaker 3: I have been totally out of control of that. And
Speaker 3: I'm ready to get back in the fucking driver's seat
Speaker 3: because I have kind of like been sitting in the middle,
Speaker 3: you know that thing that opens up in the middle,
Speaker 3: Like I've been sitting there in the middle console. I
Speaker 3: haven't been quite the passenger all the way because I'm like,
Speaker 3: are we going to crash? And then I haven't been
Speaker 3: driving because I'm like, I want you to leave me.
Speaker 3: And then I'm like in the middle like just in
Speaker 3: case when when?
Speaker 2: So, Yeah, I'm ready to get back in the receipt
Speaker 2: of my overall well being. And that's that. I'm done
Speaker 2: crying the end scene.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm happy you shared and I'm happy you got
Speaker 1: that off your chest. And I know there will probably
Speaker 1: be more tears and that's normal and it will hurt.
Speaker 1: But one thing I think I've learned is that as
Speaker 1: you go through different initiations, the downtime is shorter, you know,
Speaker 1: like it won't feel as much of a heartache as
Speaker 1: the last breakup and the one before. That is because
Speaker 1: you're kind of building this resilience and like resilience but
Speaker 1: not like hardness, and it requires both.
Speaker 2: I hope not. That's not what I want. I don't think.
Speaker 2: I don't that's not what I want.
Speaker 1: I think you've gotten softer in the process. Honestly, I
Speaker 1: think that's the takeaway. I think that's the co the
Speaker 1: pro I think you've proven to yourself that you are,
Speaker 1: in fact, very patient, you are very soft, and it's
Speaker 1: just like you got to pick someone who is really
Speaker 1: gonna cherish that vulnerability and show up and really want
Speaker 1: the same thing as you. And that's really you know,
Speaker 1: Step one is like people like if you someone can
Speaker 1: say they want the same thing as you, but are
Speaker 1: they making actual actions to do the things that they
Speaker 1: say to want the same goal? As you or this
Speaker 1: just talk. It has to all be in alignment. You know,
Speaker 1: you're once the trajectory. You know, math quests, You guys
Speaker 1: be on the same path, your math quest, your analogies
Speaker 1: today killing it. Which way are you going to the
Speaker 1: same destination?
Speaker 2: Are you going the long way? You're taking the free cable.
Speaker 3: There was another one. I can't remember what it was,
Speaker 3: but it was third one. Will we pulled a card
Speaker 3: today or I pulled a card today?
Speaker 2: And so it is Tarot time. Let's see what we do.
Speaker 2: Have an affirmation before you to Tarot time. My affirmation
Speaker 2: is mufasa, don't forget who you are, no bitch. So
Speaker 2: that is not the affirmation. I thought all the mombs
Speaker 2: would appreciate Itfasa, don't forget who you are. What is
Speaker 2: the that's the affirmation is trust your nervous system. Trust
Speaker 2: your nervous system.
Speaker 1: That's a bar, bitch, that's a fucking bar trust that's
Speaker 1: a tantr bar. Okay, one thing is not gonna lie, bitch.
Speaker 1: It's that nervous system. Yeah, it needs to be regulated,
Speaker 1: but usually knows what the fuck it's talking about. And
Speaker 1: I can help you regulate that nervous system.
Speaker 2: Okay, it's tarot tyme and the sun.
Speaker 1: The sun represents success, radiance, and abundance. The sun gives
Speaker 1: you strength and tells you that no matter or where
Speaker 1: you go or what you do, your positive and radiant
Speaker 1: energy will follow you and bring you happiness and joy.
Speaker 1: People are drawn to you because you can always see
Speaker 1: the bright side and bring such warmth into other people's lives.
Speaker 1: This beautiful, warm energy is what will get you through
Speaker 1: the tough times and help you succeed. You are also
Speaker 1: in a position where you can share your highest qualities
Speaker 1: and achievements with others, Radiate who you are.
Speaker 2: And what you stand for.
Speaker 1: Shine your love on those you care about and those
Speaker 1: who care about you. If you're going through a difficult time,
Speaker 1: the sun brings you the message you have been waiting
Speaker 1: for that things will get better, a lot better. Exclamation mark.
Speaker 1: Okay that means okay, I know what that means. Through
Speaker 1: the challenges along your path, you discovered who you are
Speaker 1: and why you're here. Now you're full of energy and
Speaker 1: zeal for the future and can already perceive success and
Speaker 1: abundance flowing to you. You are brimming with confidence because
Speaker 1: you know everything will work out.
Speaker 2: It always does. Baby.
Speaker 1: Life is good good mom's bad choices. The sun connects
Speaker 1: you to your power base, not fear driven egotistical power,
Speaker 1: but the abundant inner energy radiating through you right now.
Speaker 1: You'll sense it in your solar plexus chakra, calling you
Speaker 1: to express yourself authentically and be fully present in the
Speaker 1: world around you. You have what others want and are
Speaker 1: asked and are being asked to radiate your energy and
Speaker 1: your gifts out into the world in a big way
Speaker 1: that includes your cucumber skills. What like second, and I'm
Speaker 1: just kidding at me personally. Oh, I'm just saying to
Speaker 1: put your gifts into the world. Don't anyone stop you
Speaker 1: tap into your power and use your divine will to
Speaker 1: express that power in positive ways.
Speaker 2: I just got it. You got it, Yeah, understood. The
Speaker 2: sun is an energetic card.
Speaker 1: It reflects a time when you can expect to experience
Speaker 1: an increase in physical energy, vitality, and general positivity. You
Speaker 1: are bursting with enthusiasm, invigorated, and enjoying a wonderful sense
Speaker 1: of good health.
Speaker 2: Okay, Wow, that was on point. I receive all of that, Simba,
Speaker 2: don't forget who you are. That's what that said. Okay,
Speaker 2: I receive that.
Speaker 3: I think that this is where I'm heading, moving towards this,
Speaker 3: going back to this and not allowing anything, anyone, any
Speaker 3: frequency to take me off of this type of energy
Speaker 3: in the space and being able to be an optimist
Speaker 3: because I do think that is my superpower. I think
Speaker 3: that I am generally an optimist. I think I can
Speaker 3: see things clearly and so maybe like sometimes I'm like, mmm, no,
Speaker 3: but I always feel like there's always going to can,
Speaker 3: There's always another option, There's always something that's going to
Speaker 3: work out.
Speaker 2: It's never the end of the world. You know what.
Speaker 2: I think this.
Speaker 1: All of this has proven like one thing's for sure
Speaker 1: and three things for certain is things work themselves out
Speaker 1: when you absolutely know, without a doubt they will. And
Speaker 1: you know, we're blessed in Holly fate, Holo favored, blessen,
Speaker 1: Holo favored over here say Hallelujah, Hallujah. But you know,
Speaker 1: just on that card and just for you friend and
Speaker 1: friends out there, I do not think that a relationship
Speaker 1: that is for you is going to hinder you from
Speaker 1: showing up as your authentic self or in your purpose
Speaker 1: or in your full form.
Speaker 2: It will never do that.
Speaker 1: It will make you question yourself and will make question
Speaker 1: you know, the things that you already know in your heart.
Speaker 1: And like, I think that's one of the biggest indicators.
Speaker 1: I think as women who've been judged and shamed so
Speaker 1: often that it's, you know, someone says one thing to us,
Speaker 1: it's easy to go back into that like little girl
Speaker 1: mode of like, oh my god, like maybe I should
Speaker 1: do this, Maybe I should pull back. Maybe that is
Speaker 1: too much you know, me sucking dick, that's too much
Speaker 1: me talking about it. That's not good. But the truth
Speaker 1: of the matter is it's like that that won't happen
Speaker 1: when it's supposed to be. You're not going to have
Speaker 1: to question who you are. You've worked so hard to
Speaker 1: become this amazing woman that I get to show up
Speaker 1: to work to see every day. And like we've done
Speaker 1: a lot of work. And you know, just like you
Speaker 1: told me when like I was second guessing my relationship
Speaker 1: with Orlando, it's like, this is a reflection of the
Speaker 1: work that you've done. Accept it, And you've done a
Speaker 1: lot of work. And if it isn't a reflection of
Speaker 1: the work that you've done and the woman that you're
Speaker 1: seeing today.
Speaker 2: Then it's not for you boom. You know, like I.
Speaker 1: Can vouch, I've seen the growth, I've seen the evolution.
Speaker 1: I've seen the self reflectiveness and the inner conversations because
Speaker 1: they're recorded. But mostly don't doubt that. You know you're
Speaker 1: on your path. And that's the way. That's why you've
Speaker 1: manifested all of this shit, all these cameras, this office,
Speaker 1: these books, bitch, this is this is it. God is
Speaker 1: not going to send you someone who's gonna make you
Speaker 1: a question. We made the right choice. That's why we're
Speaker 1: getting blessed.
Speaker 2: And so.
Speaker 1: Get the get the dead weight out. Leave people where
Speaker 1: they be at. Sometimes it's where the ninja turtles live.
Speaker 2: Lion King to the ninja turtles.
Speaker 1: Well, only my boyfriend thinks something funny.
Speaker 3: Lion king to the ninja turtles. And you know, I
Speaker 3: don't want to. I don't, I never. I don't want
Speaker 3: anyone to be left in the ninja turtle space. I
Speaker 3: want everyone that I've crossed paths with, whether or not
Speaker 3: it's for me or not, to elevate, to expand, to grow,
Speaker 3: to heal, to be their highest version of themselves. Everyone's
Speaker 3: not going to I know that, but I just want
Speaker 3: to say that though because that's never my I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't.
Speaker 3: I've never wanted to leave any sort of relationship really
Speaker 3: on a negative note. It's never my goal, and also
Speaker 3: never saying like, well.
Speaker 2: Fuck them, I hope that they fail, like.
Speaker 3: I really, I always hope to inspire. I hope to
Speaker 3: be inspired. And I also have to know when to
Speaker 3: bow out. When you know my light is being I
Speaker 3: feel like dimmed and I'm and I and I want
Speaker 3: that person to also choose themselves as well.
Speaker 2: And be happy as well, whether that's with or without me.
Speaker 1: We can only choose ourselves. No one else can choose
Speaker 1: us for us, you know. That's that's self work. And
Speaker 1: like I think as women we take on the law
Speaker 1: of that responsibility sometimes because we want the best for people,
Speaker 1: you know. No, I just also know that, like as
Speaker 1: women too who choose themselves, there's this like narrative of
Speaker 1: display of people that I don't want to get behind
Speaker 1: that that's not ever my intention at least, And I've
Speaker 1: been part of that narrative as well, like early on,
Speaker 1: not having clarity.
Speaker 2: On who I am and what I am and what I.
Speaker 3: Want and feeling insecure and feeling less then and therefore
Speaker 3: needing that whoever is not for me to also be
Speaker 3: less than as well. And so you know, I wish
Speaker 3: I wish everyone that I've cross paths with romantically emotional
Speaker 3: friendship wise that have not worked out and that we're
Speaker 3: no longer connected, I want them to do well. I
Speaker 3: want them to thrive. I want them to thrive in
Speaker 3: their space. I wish that there was like a I've
Speaker 3: only had like one good like peaceful depart depart departing
Speaker 3: of a relationship. And I think I talked about it
Speaker 3: on the podcast once. It was like really kind and
Speaker 3: sweet and like, hey, we are in different people. This
Speaker 3: is not working.
Speaker 2: I love you. I don't want to I don't want
Speaker 2: to limit who you are and I don't want to
Speaker 2: be limited.
Speaker 1: Well that's coming from like a pretty mature person, right, And.
Speaker 3: I just want to encourage everyone who is going through
Speaker 3: a breakup or is going is possibly considering that to
Speaker 3: try and if you have a partner that can get that,
Speaker 3: you guys can do that. Get to that point before
Speaker 3: you hate each other, because like, I just hate that
Speaker 3: we have to like disrespect one another in order to
Speaker 3: finally cease the relationship. You know, I wish that we
Speaker 3: could normalize just like saying, hey, I don't feel good
Speaker 3: here anymore. I know, I feel like maybe you don't either,
Speaker 3: and you're not ready to acknowledge that. But that's okay.
Speaker 3: Let's decide. Let's make this decision or I'm making this decision.
Speaker 3: Can you please respect it and let's not hate each
Speaker 3: other and let's just be done.
Speaker 1: I know, I agree. I think that's like the mature
Speaker 1: adult thing to do.
Speaker 3: I think, I mean, obviously, and yes, it takes another
Speaker 3: mature person to do that. I think we have I
Speaker 3: think you have to acknowledge that that that type of maturity.
Speaker 2: Sometimes makes people.
Speaker 1: If you're a certain type of person, it will make
Speaker 1: you fry harder, I know, you know, and like that's
Speaker 1: a different type of vibe and like so it's not
Speaker 1: always going to be that easy or that amibacal because
Speaker 1: everyone's not going to be that emotionally evolved and mature.
Speaker 2: But hopefully that's the goal.
Speaker 1: You know, that we're choosing people that we can have
Speaker 1: those type of conversations with. But my tits are a
Speaker 1: little confused right now. But it's also you have to
Speaker 1: also acknowledge them. And it's just like you rip a
Speaker 1: band it off, and you block and you move on
Speaker 1: because people will try to be back and get off on.
Speaker 2: Girl.
Speaker 3: You know I'm the but you know I'm a queen
Speaker 3: of a good block, okay, and I will keep that block.
Speaker 3: But I guess I just want to say that I don't.
Speaker 3: I don't want to. That's not the vibe that I'm
Speaker 3: going for, you know, in the removing of someone from
Speaker 3: my life, it's more so like, hey, I have to
Speaker 3: choose myself right now forever and this is not this
Speaker 3: is not it right now, and I don't think it's
Speaker 3: really it for you either. There's a lot of conflict
Speaker 3: and I'm tired, and I know maybe you have more
Speaker 3: statementa than me, but I'm just too emotional for this.
Speaker 2: Type of shit.
Speaker 3: I'm very sensitive being And that's also what I've realized
Speaker 3: in this relationship that I've been in is like, Wow,
Speaker 3: I really am fucking sensitive. Like I know I'm sensitive,
Speaker 3: but like I can be, I don't know, like I
Speaker 3: can have. I felt like I have good boundaries, so
Speaker 3: like I think, because I have boundaries, I feel like
Speaker 3: I'm not as sensitive as I think. And I've even
Speaker 3: heard my mom tell me I'm sensitive all the time.
Speaker 3: And she would get on my fucking nerves with that shit,
Speaker 3: but I'd be like, you're just actually being mean to me.
Speaker 3: But I realized that I am highly a highly emotional
Speaker 3: person and I am very sensitive and that is my superpower,
Speaker 3: but it's also can be a detriment to myself and
Speaker 3: I have to figure out and I have to work
Speaker 3: on being able to direct those emotions and that sensitivity
Speaker 3: in a more positive way to myself and to other people.
Speaker 3: So that is literally like the lesson. That is literally
Speaker 3: like the project that I'm working on from this point
Speaker 3: on right now until I master it.
Speaker 2: Because the emotional wreckage that I feel like I've been
Speaker 2: going through and like spewing onto people is like not okay,
Speaker 2: and it's not what I want and who I want
Speaker 2: to be.
Speaker 1: So well, it's good to acknowledge it so you can
Speaker 1: work on it. That's all we can do.
Speaker 2: Okay, I think I'm done talking. Okay, anyway, thank.
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