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Speaker 1: Let me tell you what it is. It's not the

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Speaker 2: M hm.

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Speaker 1: No, welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm Erica

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Speaker 1: and I'm Mila.

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Speaker 2: Happy Wednesday, Happy hump Day. Bitches, how are you not? Bitches? Queens?

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Speaker 2: Grand rising queens? Are you triggered? Maybe? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: I don't really love that one either. I definitely sound

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Speaker 1: like a hotep. What is the female version? I was

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Speaker 1: the second woman be a hotel? I was gonna say,

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Speaker 2: A pho tep like a female tep? What is hotel like?

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Speaker 2: It should be a hotep hotep?

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Speaker 1: Oh, I'm a hoe tip a hole on that tip,

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Speaker 2: Baby. What does hotep even mean? I don't know. Let's

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Speaker 2: I said, I'm a forever student, and that's what Google

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Speaker 3: Okay, looked up hotep meaning Okay.

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Speaker 2: Hoteps.

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Speaker 3: Hoteps are members of an afrocentric African American subculture that

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Speaker 3: The group has been described as promoting pseudohistory and pseudohistory

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Speaker 2: Of course they have because or did the white man right? Yeah,

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Speaker 3: Hoteps espouse a mixture of black radicalism and social conservatism.

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Speaker 2: I just that's sure. That's the hoteps want their bitches

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Speaker 1: To wear wear certain wear, robes, wear long skirts. But

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Speaker 3: Hotep comes from the ancient Egyptian word for to be

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Speaker 2: It's a hoptep sister.

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Speaker 1: I think they're seeking a relationship and they're like, please

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Speaker 2: me know.

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Speaker 3: All I know is that when we did an episode

437
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Speaker 3: with Shan Bouderum many moons ago, she told us that

438
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Speaker 3: women the secret to getting women a lot of attention

439
00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:43,720
Speaker 3: is by when you're ovulating, putting your fingers in your pussy,

440
00:20:43,840 --> 00:20:47,200
Speaker 3: getting the juices, and then putting them like behind your ear,

441
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Speaker 3: like perfume, like on your wrist, like if you're going.

442
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Speaker 2: To an especially when you're ovulating.

443
00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:52,879
Speaker 3: If you're ovulating, if you're going into a business meeting,

444
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Speaker 3: or like you're going on a date. Like It's been

445
00:20:55,280 --> 00:20:59,840
Speaker 3: medically proven that men or people just automatically start to

446
00:21:00,040 --> 00:21:03,520
Speaker 3: gravitate towards you. Granted, women were magical bitches, so I

447
00:21:03,520 --> 00:21:06,600
Speaker 3: don't necessarily think men have this gift. But if they did,

448
00:21:06,720 --> 00:21:09,040
Speaker 3: I'm just wondering what that where that comes from? So

449
00:21:09,119 --> 00:21:10,080
Speaker 3: maybe it is the semen.

450
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Speaker 1: Well, recently, this is a hack for your niggas and

451
00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:19,280
Speaker 1: for women with niggas, if you are trying to manifest.

452
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Speaker 1: This is what gotas Jesse told me god Is Jesse

453
00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:24,680
Speaker 1: is my our witch mentor, and she has the Sweet

454
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Speaker 1: Pussy Sanctuary in Houston, So if you guys are in Houston,

455
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Speaker 1: check her out.

456
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Speaker 2: Anyway.

457
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Speaker 1: She told me in Orlando that he should write down

458
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Speaker 1: his goals and then come on them. Ejaculate on them

459
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Speaker 1: like on the paper. Yeah, because it's life force energy,

460
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Speaker 1: and then do it. Keep them in her put it,

461
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Speaker 1: put it under the candle, so let it dry, fold

462
00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:52,480
Speaker 1: it up, and then put it under a candle. It

463
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Speaker 1: didn't chance it, you can put her in your wallet.

464
00:21:54,800 --> 00:21:56,600
Speaker 1: You can put like if it didn't chance it. She

465
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Speaker 1: also told me some other ones, so maybe I'll save

466
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Speaker 1: that one for Patreons. Oh that one gets a little nasty.

467
00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:07,280
Speaker 1: I was speaking of Patreon and YouTube. You guys, if

468
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Speaker 1: you're on YouTube.

469
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Speaker 2: A bitch changed her hair color really cuteisty. Do you

470
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Speaker 2: like it.

471
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Speaker 3: I've always wanted to do like a half color, but

472
00:22:16,040 --> 00:22:18,040
Speaker 3: I was like, maybe if I just do just a

473
00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:19,840
Speaker 3: little patch in the front it would be enough.

474
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Speaker 2: But I was like, I want to go red. I

475
00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:25,320
Speaker 2: was really nervous, but you'd like it. It's growing on me.

476
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Speaker 3: I just got it done yesterday and I didn't have

477
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Speaker 3: any makeup on this morning and I was looking I

478
00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:33,320
Speaker 3: wasn't looking like hot stuff, so I was like, oh no,

479
00:22:33,840 --> 00:22:34,520
Speaker 3: it's cute.

480
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Speaker 1: I had hair colored like that when I was younger

481
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Speaker 1: and I woorked curly and my dad called me sideshow Bob.

482
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Speaker 2: Oh great, thanks. You remember who show Bob is? Yes, bitch,

483
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Speaker 2: I know who that is, The Simpsons. I just wanted

484
00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:50,040
Speaker 2: to test you. Everyone's called me that my whole life. Yes, bitch,

485
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Speaker 2: I got afro. We have red hair. I have had

486
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Speaker 2: red hair, but not this, not this color. It looks good.

487
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Speaker 3: And I once said, I'm gonna like ice spice because

488
00:22:58,040 --> 00:23:00,960
Speaker 3: as I get more pale, why would you get more pale?

489
00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:03,760
Speaker 2: You're black? Because I'm tan right now? This is me tan.

490
00:23:05,080 --> 00:23:06,640
Speaker 1: It looks I think this is you all the time.

491
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Speaker 1: Where'd you just come from? Then you're still tanned.

492
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Speaker 2: I've been tanning all summer.

493
00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:12,520
Speaker 3: Oh okay, but we're trying to maintain it. And sometime

494
00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:15,480
Speaker 3: I'm still using the same shade as my summer tan,

495
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:18,320
Speaker 3: so I know that I'm still tan. Once I go

496
00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:20,920
Speaker 3: start in using beauty Blender three point six five skin

497
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Speaker 3: tint foundation, then I know that I have crossed over

498
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Speaker 3: to the pale side again.

499
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Speaker 2: Okay.

500
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Speaker 3: Yeah, speaking of which, if you guys want any beauty

501
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Speaker 3: blender products, support my other business. Use Erica fifteen at

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Speaker 3: checkout for fifteen percent off all beauty blender products. Go

503
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Speaker 3: stuck up on your beauty blenders and stop buying those

504
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Speaker 3: fake as bonges and support a Latina black owned business.

505
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Speaker 2: That's it.

506
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Speaker 1: Okay, fuck, we don't have weed today. This is crazy.

507
00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:57,280
Speaker 1: This is another This is a shameless big send us wheat.

508
00:23:57,960 --> 00:24:00,000
Speaker 1: You can stop buy anytime if you're bringing a sweet.

509
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,840
Speaker 2: No, you can't ever the time that guy dropped I

510
00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:05,720
Speaker 2: dropped us off week anytime you want. Please don't go

511
00:24:05,720 --> 00:24:07,600
Speaker 2: on our dms and think that you can.

512
00:24:07,720 --> 00:24:09,800
Speaker 1: Just someone DMed us and said that she had works

513
00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:11,879
Speaker 1: a dispensary in North Hollywood and I can't find the

514
00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:12,679
Speaker 1: fucking DM.

515
00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:14,760
Speaker 2: There was another girl that was giving us wee where

516
00:24:14,760 --> 00:24:18,280
Speaker 2: did she emailed us? We gotta collect this weed? She

517
00:24:18,359 --> 00:24:18,880
Speaker 2: emailed us.

518
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Speaker 1: We did have like a big jar. We need to

519
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:22,480
Speaker 1: have like a one pound jar like that.

520
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Speaker 2: Would be great? Right, Yes, we need that.

521
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:31,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna ask Robin, that's a good idea.

522
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Speaker 1: How much you think is gonna cost? We only need

523
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Speaker 1: that low percentage week.

524
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Speaker 2: I don't know, asked Robin. Maybe a half a pound.

525
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Speaker 2: I mean she owns a dispensary in LA. She's not

526
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Speaker 2: like a weed dealer.

527
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Speaker 3: But well, I mean that's basically a weed dealer. That's

528
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Speaker 3: a legal weed dealer. Well, I'm actually I'm actually doing

529
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Speaker 3: an event I'm doing. I'm not doing the event. I'm

530
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Speaker 3: showing up at this event this weekend for Gorilla r X,

531
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Speaker 3: which is a black owned dispensary. I'm gonna ask that.

532
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Speaker 2: Okay, good.

533
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Speaker 3: They offered me five hundred dollars worth of weed. I

534
00:24:58,640 --> 00:25:00,720
Speaker 3: think that's it, but I want money instead.

535
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Speaker 2: Did they give it to you? I said, I don't

536
00:25:02,640 --> 00:25:04,520
Speaker 2: want five dollars with a week. I want five hundred dollars.

537
00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:06,240
Speaker 2: So are you going for a they giving you money

538
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:07,959
Speaker 2: or they're giving you a wee? Did you clarify money?

539
00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:08,360
Speaker 1: Oh?

540
00:25:08,359 --> 00:25:10,520
Speaker 2: They did? They say thrills to pay? Okay, like at

541
00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:12,000
Speaker 2: least three bills? Please? Yeah?

542
00:25:12,040 --> 00:25:14,320
Speaker 1: Please don't email us and try to give us things.

543
00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:17,359
Speaker 2: I mean some things I do I would I do want,

544
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 2: but like mostly I want money because I'm a mom

545
00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:21,440
Speaker 2: and I my life is expensive.

546
00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:23,600
Speaker 1: If you are going to give us things, I would

547
00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:28,920
Speaker 1: like new prescription glasses, teeth whitening, and maybe braces, you

548
00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:30,280
Speaker 1: know those braces commercials, and.

549
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Speaker 3: Everybody's get the fuck on Amazon and buy a teeth

550
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Speaker 3: whitening kit.

551
00:25:34,560 --> 00:25:36,040
Speaker 2: Stat if I.

552
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Speaker 4: Hear one more about this fucking bitch has been talking

553
00:25:41,160 --> 00:25:45,080
Speaker 4: about teeth whitening for seven months and then the vampire

554
00:25:45,119 --> 00:25:46,760
Speaker 4: facial for twenty two years.

555
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,840
Speaker 3: We're gonna I'm gonna go on Amazon tonight. I'm gonna

556
00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:55,520
Speaker 3: get your own teeth whitening kit. Okay, I can't wait.

557
00:25:57,000 --> 00:26:02,480
Speaker 1: Anything else been going on in sexy September, been staying sexy.

558
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:03,199
Speaker 2: I feel like it.

559
00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:07,120
Speaker 3: I'm on a little cleanse right now, so I'm feeling sexy.

560
00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:10,119
Speaker 3: I did oh last night, I did candled at yoga.

561
00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:12,920
Speaker 1: Oh really, yeah, at the place you always go to.

562
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:14,719
Speaker 2: I think I've done that one back in the day.

563
00:26:14,920 --> 00:26:15,520
Speaker 2: It was cool.

564
00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:17,720
Speaker 1: It's like fake candles. It was fake candles. I thought

565
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Speaker 1: it was like five.

566
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Speaker 2: Like real what I was expecting. But but it was.

567
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:25,360
Speaker 2: It was cool. The teacher was she was all right.

568
00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:27,560
Speaker 3: I just don't like people that don't have a rhythm.

569
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:29,520
Speaker 3: Like it's just like she kept sucking up.

570
00:26:29,680 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 2: She could be like, oh oops, downward dog. Oh, I

571
00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:33,359
Speaker 2: mean I was like, probably a new student.

572
00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:35,800
Speaker 3: I feel like I'm gonna have to start using going

573
00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:38,280
Speaker 3: to a new yoga studio because lately the flow has

574
00:26:38,320 --> 00:26:40,560
Speaker 3: been fucked up. But then they were like, oh, we're

575
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:42,960
Speaker 3: doing a teacher yoga teacher training, a two hundred hour

576
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Speaker 3: yoga teacher training from September to December.

577
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Speaker 2: And I was like, seems quick. Could I do that?

578
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Speaker 2: You could?

579
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Speaker 1: I've always wanted to do it. I don't like anything

580
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Speaker 1: that I could just do hours. If I could put

581
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Speaker 1: an hour, I want the I want the certification. I

582
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Speaker 1: want to be like, Hi, yeah, I'm a yoga I'm

583
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Speaker 1: a yoga instructor, tantent instructor. I'm also lush lash license lashist.

584
00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,200
Speaker 1: I always want like a long list list of training.

585
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:07,320
Speaker 2: Yeah. I don't know why. It just makes me feel smarter.

586
00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:08,920
Speaker 2: I love that for you.

587
00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:11,440
Speaker 1: You never know, like boy scout, I don't know it's

588
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:13,040
Speaker 1: a CPR specialist.

589
00:27:13,240 --> 00:27:15,760
Speaker 2: But then I thought, I don't have time. You don

590
00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:17,640
Speaker 2: when the fuck am I gonna have time? How many?

591
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:19,639
Speaker 2: How many hours a week? I don't know.

592
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:20,960
Speaker 3: I was trying to do the math in my head

593
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:22,679
Speaker 3: while I was in yoga, Like okay, so if I

594
00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:25,800
Speaker 3: come like two hours a week. No, it's not gonna

595
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Speaker 3: add up to two hundred four hours.

596
00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:31,160
Speaker 2: I'm like, this take I'd have to ten.

597
00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:34,280
Speaker 3: I wouldn't be taking my yoga class. I'd be in

598
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Speaker 3: yoga training, which is then taking away from my yoga class.

599
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Speaker 1: Well, unless you just the training is the class. I

600
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Speaker 1: don't really know how it works.

601
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Speaker 2: I don't want to be a yoga instructor. I just

602
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:45,240
Speaker 2: want to be led.

603
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:47,879
Speaker 1: I know, but then we don't have to hire yoga

604
00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 1: instructors for our retreat. I just want to be lead

605
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:52,840
Speaker 1: in all ways in my life. Speaking of leading, I

606
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Speaker 1: think you inspired me. I think I want to do

607
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Speaker 1: like a toptional tanker dinner at my house. Oh okay,

608
00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:01,480
Speaker 1: only with our friends, though I don't know at my house.

609
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:03,080
Speaker 1: I'm like, what the fuck are you talking about?

610
00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:06,240
Speaker 2: I only have six friends. So Orlando's like, what Linda

611
00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:06,840
Speaker 2: get them?

612
00:28:07,160 --> 00:28:09,680
Speaker 3: She wants me friends with every person she ever met,

613
00:28:09,720 --> 00:28:12,040
Speaker 3: and invites strangers into our office.

614
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Speaker 2: Are your home, bitch? What?

615
00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:18,719
Speaker 1: I'm a cancer? Can I say I trust people?

616
00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:21,280
Speaker 2: We'll post me with the dress right here in the

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Speaker 2: episode description. Don't worry.

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Speaker 1: No, I'm saying for people we know, like special people.

619
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Speaker 2: You're gonna steal this bitches whole dinner.

620
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Speaker 1: I'm stealing that bitch is dinner. She didn't, she didn't

621
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Speaker 1: create toplessness.

622
00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 2: I'm kidding. Are you kidding? It's black style. I'm gonna

623
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:38,080
Speaker 2: play R and B where they plan R and B,

624
00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:41,320
Speaker 2: where they plan R and B. It's your dinner, girl.

625
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Speaker 2: I don't even know if they're playing music at all,

626
00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:46,640
Speaker 2: even stranger. It's very silent, silent vibes. Maybe there was music.

627
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:48,400
Speaker 2: Let me not say that, because then she's like, there

628
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:49,080
Speaker 2: wives music.

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Speaker 3: I was thinking, it's funny you said that because I

630
00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:56,040
Speaker 3: know that I've said before that I want to start

631
00:28:56,080 --> 00:28:57,160
Speaker 3: doing circles at my house.

632
00:28:57,280 --> 00:28:58,959
Speaker 2: You should the beautiful backyard, I know.

633
00:28:59,080 --> 00:29:01,080
Speaker 3: And I was like, I've been like kind of in

634
00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:04,960
Speaker 3: like a new nesting mode in my home because every

635
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:07,720
Speaker 3: like one year, I realize I can't move because I'm

636
00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 3: still not rich. I'm rich mentally, but my bank account

637
00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:12,960
Speaker 3: is not rich enough for me to move and feel

638
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:16,120
Speaker 3: like I'm upgrading. So about every year I start like

639
00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:18,360
Speaker 3: redoing my home again. It Lea's painting something and that

640
00:29:18,440 --> 00:29:20,800
Speaker 3: I was, I'm really happy with what's happening right now.

641
00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:22,120
Speaker 3: And then I looked at my backyard and I was like,

642
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:23,560
Speaker 3: this is fucking tragic out here.

643
00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:26,000
Speaker 2: I have so much gun pieces here.

644
00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:28,760
Speaker 3: I have twenty two pieces of outdoor furniture that have

645
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:31,800
Speaker 3: now changed color because I never put a cover over them,

646
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:33,960
Speaker 3: and it come with a cover no, which I don't

647
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:36,680
Speaker 3: understand why I paid that amount of money to not

648
00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:39,400
Speaker 3: have a fucking cover. But I was like, Okay, next

649
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:43,880
Speaker 3: step is I'm going to figure out my backyard. Actually,

650
00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:45,680
Speaker 3: I met a guy today who's going to help me,

651
00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:49,200
Speaker 3: and then I'm going to start having circles at my house,

652
00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:51,960
Speaker 3: like little retreat circles with my friends because we all

653
00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:54,680
Speaker 3: need healing. Because just I don't know about you guys,

654
00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:57,520
Speaker 3: but all my friends are absolutely fucking crazy. And I

655
00:29:57,560 --> 00:29:59,920
Speaker 3: thought I was the normal one, but apparently, like twenty

656
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:03,640
Speaker 3: twenty three is like my year of being nuts. So

657
00:30:03,760 --> 00:30:06,160
Speaker 3: now I feel like we are all ready to be

658
00:30:06,240 --> 00:30:07,600
Speaker 3: en circle and ceremony together.

659
00:30:07,640 --> 00:30:10,920
Speaker 2: We all finally we all need some healing. Yeah, you know,

660
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 2: I feel like we keep our we've kept.

661
00:30:13,000 --> 00:30:17,479
Speaker 1: Our retreating to Yeah, we've kept a retreat lifestyle and

662
00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:19,720
Speaker 1: our like friend lifestyles that's separately.

663
00:30:19,760 --> 00:30:21,280
Speaker 2: But you know what I think it is, Well, I think.

664
00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 3: We do offer our friends an element of healing in

665
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:29,000
Speaker 3: just talking and conversation and stuff like that, but not

666
00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:31,480
Speaker 3: like in the spaces that we're creating at the retreat.

667
00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:33,800
Speaker 3: So I want to be able to do that for

668
00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:36,600
Speaker 3: our friends, and I want to activate them too, because

669
00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:40,360
Speaker 3: there's some witches in our group. One specifically that is

670
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:43,000
Speaker 3: like a Jesus freak, but I know is for sure

671
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:45,480
Speaker 3: a witch. I know, and she can be a Jesus

672
00:30:45,520 --> 00:30:47,520
Speaker 3: freak and a witch. I can keep trying to tell.

673
00:30:47,360 --> 00:30:49,560
Speaker 2: Her I know, you can't say which try she gets weird.

674
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:51,480
Speaker 2: She gets so weird if I pull the tarots out,

675
00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:55,120
Speaker 2: She's like, you know, Jesus, Jesus. They did a number

676
00:30:55,160 --> 00:30:55,720
Speaker 2: with Jesus.

677
00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:59,400
Speaker 1: Oh, speaking of this is this is my other. This

678
00:30:59,480 --> 00:31:02,920
Speaker 1: is my their plan. Are you on board? And this

679
00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:05,800
Speaker 1: is an announcement too. I had thought of this last

680
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:08,000
Speaker 1: night at three o'clock in the morning. It's very important

681
00:31:08,080 --> 00:31:10,840
Speaker 1: you're awake. Don't ask me any questions. I woke up

682
00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:12,160
Speaker 1: at three o'clock in the morning. I couldn't go back

683
00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:14,520
Speaker 1: to sleep. I've been up for hours since then. Why

684
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:16,920
Speaker 1: do you think I posted on Patreon at four am. Oh,

685
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:18,080
Speaker 1: I didn't know what time it winning it was. I

686
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:19,560
Speaker 1: was like, well at least it's seven in New York.

687
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:27,200
Speaker 1: I want to create a High Witches Council, Okay, and

688
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:29,120
Speaker 1: it's just like all the witches we know, and then

689
00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:30,880
Speaker 1: we get together like once or twice a year and

690
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:32,160
Speaker 1: we have a dinner, like we did that one time

691
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,000
Speaker 1: a long time ago, but actual witches now now that

692
00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:35,840
Speaker 1: we actually know we're witches and we know all the witches.

693
00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:41,400
Speaker 1: The trap witch meAll, uh, deVie, you know all the

694
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:44,120
Speaker 1: witches we know, Jesse, And then like we can have

695
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:45,960
Speaker 1: a council and we could talk and then we can

696
00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:46,840
Speaker 1: like accept other.

697
00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:48,840
Speaker 2: People and we can like share all of our witchy findings.

698
00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:50,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, and then we can do like a like a

699
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:56,040
Speaker 1: very intense manifestation every year. Maybe it's a Halloween, maybe

700
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,320
Speaker 1: it's like right before the New Year. But I feel like,

701
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:00,640
Speaker 1: I mean, like most of our friends witches. But like

702
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:02,760
Speaker 1: if we have a High Witch's Council and then we

703
00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:06,400
Speaker 1: like have an actual meeting, like the High Witch's Council

704
00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:06,960
Speaker 1: is now and.

705
00:32:07,280 --> 00:32:09,440
Speaker 2: It's now a journed. We need one of those, yeah,

706
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:10,680
Speaker 2: like the things from the retreat.

707
00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,880
Speaker 3: No, like a like a like a little it's called

708
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:16,480
Speaker 3: a lavlate a lavel of what it's like, you know

709
00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:17,440
Speaker 3: the judges they use that.

710
00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:21,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, we are now beginning the High Witch's Council meeting, meeting,

711
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:30,800
Speaker 1: meeting adjourned. If you're here, say I that's our that's

712
00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:33,440
Speaker 1: our witch's call. So all the retreaties are listening. You're like,

713
00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:36,000
Speaker 1: you're in your car right now. You know, I was

714
00:32:36,040 --> 00:32:39,480
Speaker 1: howling in the We just got back from Atlanta, and

715
00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:41,080
Speaker 1: I was howling in the restaurant. We had a book

716
00:32:41,120 --> 00:32:42,880
Speaker 1: meet up, and I'm sure everyone was like, what the

717
00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:43,600
Speaker 1: fuck are you doing?

718
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:46,360
Speaker 2: There was there was a retreaty there, so she knew

719
00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:49,200
Speaker 2: that was the only shout out to Tisha.

720
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:52,880
Speaker 3: I hate though, yeah, and I love you know what,

721
00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:54,360
Speaker 3: when I went to Atlanta, I'm.

722
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:59,800
Speaker 2: Like pretty sure that I need a season in Atlanta.

723
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:05,200
Speaker 2: You probably girl, you go, I think we need to

724
00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:07,840
Speaker 2: go to Atlanta for one year. I did it right,

725
00:33:07,840 --> 00:33:10,800
Speaker 2: We kill it. You were ho then I almost died.

726
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:13,600
Speaker 2: You were a young little HOUCHI. Then I was nearer.

727
00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:14,840
Speaker 2: Now you're more mature, Hucci.

728
00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:18,560
Speaker 1: I'm a hotep now, so I'm not just a hope

729
00:33:18,880 --> 00:33:19,680
Speaker 1: you can't do better.

730
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:22,000
Speaker 3: Now. Every time I go, I just I don't know,

731
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:24,720
Speaker 3: I like enjoy it more and more I think that

732
00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:26,960
Speaker 3: I have a mommy trap I didn't know I had there,

733
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:32,280
Speaker 3: And there's nature, and there's a lot of the food

734
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:33,960
Speaker 3: isn't The food is great, but it's not healthy.

735
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:36,520
Speaker 1: Let's do there is some good like vegetarian. But we

736
00:33:36,560 --> 00:33:38,600
Speaker 1: just didn't go to those places and they're not the majority.

737
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:39,720
Speaker 2: But we went there with Jade.

738
00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:41,800
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we did that one. There's a really good

739
00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:43,680
Speaker 1: some of the good ones in the West End. I

740
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:45,440
Speaker 1: think I could do it now that I'm more mature.

741
00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 1: I was like, maybe need a leash or something, but

742
00:33:47,240 --> 00:33:48,480
Speaker 1: like it's.

743
00:33:48,320 --> 00:33:50,200
Speaker 2: Not a leash.

744
00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:53,080
Speaker 1: I am triggered in Atlanta, like I had it, Like

745
00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:54,479
Speaker 1: it's crazy. When we were there, I had a lot

746
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 1: of like memories come back to me that I had

747
00:33:56,400 --> 00:34:01,120
Speaker 1: obviously like forgotten. But yeah, maybe it will be a test.

748
00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:02,480
Speaker 1: I think we just start with the summer. I think

749
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:04,280
Speaker 1: a year is a big over. I don't want to

750
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:05,840
Speaker 1: do a summer now over. Actually thats probably when I

751
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 1: would leave beause it's too hot. Okay, well, like a

752
00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:10,319
Speaker 1: spring you mean, I mean like a season. Maybe that's

753
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:12,160
Speaker 1: where the high Witches counsel will be kids, like we

754
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:15,040
Speaker 1: have to like commit you know. Okay, Well, never mind,

755
00:34:15,160 --> 00:34:19,080
Speaker 1: I mean, like not all the Atlanta listeners. You're our

756
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:21,399
Speaker 1: dreams got killed because of Jamila. You heard it here first,

757
00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:23,560
Speaker 1: we can they can come, but we didn't. We didn't

758
00:34:23,600 --> 00:34:25,400
Speaker 1: get richer. So we can get a homeschool or the

759
00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:29,040
Speaker 1: comments of wherever we want. It's true because I think

760
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:31,280
Speaker 1: the High Witch's Council first meeting needs to be in Atlanta,

761
00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:36,120
Speaker 1: like a lot of black witches together. I think spiritualists witches.

762
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:37,120
Speaker 2: I think.

763
00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:38,759
Speaker 1: I think it's gonna be good, and then they can

764
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:42,080
Speaker 1: have like Sunday school for the kids. Which Sunday school.

765
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:46,560
Speaker 1: Nobody's still my fucking idea. Email me for applications to join.

766
00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:50,239
Speaker 1: Put in the subject title High Witch's Council Application.

767
00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:55,000
Speaker 2: How they can approved? How are we gonna vet them?

768
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:57,960
Speaker 1: Send your Instagram pages and and some testimonies of bitches

769
00:34:58,000 --> 00:35:04,120
Speaker 1: you've healed? Send me three spells, who's your who's your

770
00:35:04,719 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 1: who's your leader? Who's your head? Three spells and two testimonies,

771
00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:15,480
Speaker 1: and then well we'll review it. It's like a sex party,

772
00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:19,480
Speaker 1: but it's the witch party. Got you gotta vet you first.

773
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:22,000
Speaker 2: You don't like that idea? I think it's cute. I

774
00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:24,040
Speaker 2: love no, I love it. Okay, No, I think it's great.

775
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:31,240
Speaker 1: Maybe we'll put the Good Witch's Counsel, the Good the Good.

776
00:35:29,719 --> 00:35:33,600
Speaker 2: High Witch's Council, Good Witch Council, the Witch Council. I

777
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:34,480
Speaker 2: don't know why I've put high on.

778
00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:36,759
Speaker 1: It just sounded like a good Witch Council, good Witch

779
00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 1: count good Witch good because it needs to sound like right,

780
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:43,360
Speaker 1: like the high good Witch Council, the Good Witches of

781
00:35:43,440 --> 00:35:44,160
Speaker 1: High Counsel.

782
00:35:46,719 --> 00:35:48,880
Speaker 2: You know what, we're still work it's a working title.

783
00:35:51,760 --> 00:35:53,920
Speaker 1: It's a conference. It's a secret conference. You know what

784
00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:56,799
Speaker 1: I think about. I think about remember in childhood they

785
00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:58,120
Speaker 1: had the movie Witches and then they go in the

786
00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:00,239
Speaker 1: room and they take off all their masks, except like,

787
00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:01,760
Speaker 1: take off our clothes and will be beautiful.

788
00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:07,640
Speaker 2: Our couchies will just hm coucies have to be out

789
00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:10,239
Speaker 2: to be at the highway. They know. I just it

790
00:36:10,239 --> 00:36:12,440
Speaker 2: just seems not every witches is like if you're not

791
00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:13,359
Speaker 2: every witch is a naked witch.

792
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:17,759
Speaker 3: No, No, I don't believe that. No, I don't think

793
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:22,640
Speaker 3: so every witch has for practices. Okay, only there's only

794
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:24,719
Speaker 3: only certain type of witches can come to the Good

795
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:25,360
Speaker 3: Witch's Council.

796
00:36:25,560 --> 00:36:28,920
Speaker 2: No, but I would like them to be No, but

797
00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:33,920
Speaker 2: if your cocie is not out. I don't know you

798
00:36:33,920 --> 00:36:35,319
Speaker 2: can charge you in the moon. How are you gonna

799
00:36:35,360 --> 00:36:37,160
Speaker 2: charge your pussing the moon? If it's not out, you're

800
00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:38,879
Speaker 2: gonna have a sea through skirt. You can wear sea

801
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:39,400
Speaker 2: through skirt.

802
00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:46,000
Speaker 1: Listen, Christian Witches conformative, which is conservative, not conformative Conservative Witches.

803
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:49,720
Speaker 1: Everyone's welcome, got it perfect, just like church is supposed

804
00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:49,920
Speaker 1: to be.

805
00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:56,920
Speaker 2: But it's not okay, Sorry, guys, I'm ran. Like, speaking

806
00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:59,960
Speaker 2: of Atlanta, we also toward the Honeypot offices.

807
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:03,319
Speaker 1: We did with Jasmine. Shout out to Jasmine. We had

808
00:37:03,320 --> 00:37:04,000
Speaker 1: a really good time.

809
00:37:04,080 --> 00:37:07,239
Speaker 2: We had such a good time, and their offices are beautiful.

810
00:37:07,719 --> 00:37:10,040
Speaker 2: They are really beautiful. So what area of what area

811
00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:13,160
Speaker 2: of Atlanta was It's Midtown Midtown. Yeah, it was so beautiful.

812
00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:13,480
Speaker 2: It was.

813
00:37:13,560 --> 00:37:17,560
Speaker 3: It's just so inspiring to see a black woman just

814
00:37:18,719 --> 00:37:21,960
Speaker 3: take like take over a whole, like half of a

815
00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:23,440
Speaker 3: floor of a fucking.

816
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Speaker 1: Building for feminine wellness, Yes, for feminine care, and like

817
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818
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:31,080
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819
00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:33,840
Speaker 2: just even her story of like how why she created

820
00:37:33,840 --> 00:37:34,600
Speaker 2: her line.

821
00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:36,120
Speaker 1: Because she's a part of the High Witches counsel. I

822
00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:38,560
Speaker 1: know we need to get her to be he has

823
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:40,320
Speaker 1: to be a part of the High Witch'ess Council because

824
00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:43,200
Speaker 1: she is a witch. Look at how she manifested her dreams.

825
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:45,239
Speaker 1: You know, for those of you are being triggered by

826
00:37:45,239 --> 00:37:47,480
Speaker 1: the word witch, it just means you're an alchemist. You

827
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:49,160
Speaker 1: could do whatever you want. You can make spells and shit,

828
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:51,640
Speaker 1: that's pretty much all women. We have the ability to

829
00:37:51,719 --> 00:37:53,920
Speaker 1: speak and our words are spells.

830
00:37:54,040 --> 00:37:56,839
Speaker 2: So don't get turned off. Turn on, get into it,

831
00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:58,720
Speaker 2: turn on, get into it. Don't be scared.

832
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,719
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833
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834
00:38:05,040 --> 00:38:07,880
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835
00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:11,440
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836
00:38:11,480 --> 00:38:13,920
Speaker 3: went to lunch, and then they hooked up everyone from

837
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:16,319
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838
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:20,239
Speaker 3: Honeypot gift bags, which was amazing, including our kids. I

839
00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:21,839
Speaker 3: just gave one to lose. I know, I just saw

840
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:23,920
Speaker 3: I haven't unpacked my bag. I just saw that today

841
00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:27,520
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842
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843
00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:33,200
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844
00:38:33,560 --> 00:38:37,479
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845
00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:39,680
Speaker 3: Could just partner with all of those type of brands,

846
00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:41,200
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847
00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:43,600
Speaker 1: Well, I mean, we can create our own ecosystem, you know,

848
00:38:43,640 --> 00:38:45,279
Speaker 1: which you already have, and like, I think that's kind

849
00:38:45,280 --> 00:38:49,360
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850
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851
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852
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853
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854
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855
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856
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857
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858
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859
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860
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861
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870
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Speaker 1: have lube. But they have serums that I really fucking enjoy.

871
00:39:44,800 --> 00:39:48,919
Speaker 2: I have boric acid, they have they have all types

872
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:49,320
Speaker 2: of shit.

873
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:54,399
Speaker 1: Probiotics, probiotically, everything you need for feminine wellness they have.

874
00:39:54,840 --> 00:40:02,959
Speaker 3: Yeah, so that was fine in Atlanta and now.

875
00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:07,400
Speaker 2: I'm back in LA. How do you feel about that?

876
00:40:07,960 --> 00:40:09,919
Speaker 1: You look like you're really happy to be home.

877
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:15,040
Speaker 3: I just I you know, I think I'm like reimagining

878
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:18,960
Speaker 3: my space because I and thinking about moving to Atlanta

879
00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:22,360
Speaker 3: because I don't I just don't.

880
00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:23,759
Speaker 2: Really want to be in LA. I don't really know

881
00:40:23,800 --> 00:40:28,400
Speaker 2: where I want to be, but it's just not here. Yeah,

882
00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:31,240
Speaker 2: I like, am I running from something?

883
00:40:31,640 --> 00:40:32,960
Speaker 1: Is it because you want to move from your house?

884
00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:34,120
Speaker 1: Do you think if you feel that way for you

885
00:40:34,160 --> 00:40:35,200
Speaker 1: were born in that at your house?

886
00:40:37,600 --> 00:40:39,080
Speaker 2: I don't know, because I like my house.

887
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:40,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, what do you what do you feel like you're

888
00:40:40,760 --> 00:40:41,399
Speaker 1: running away from?

889
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:43,480
Speaker 2: I mean, I maybe it's not running. I think it's

890
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:48,320
Speaker 2: for yourself. Well, I'm okay to Atrica. So what do

891
00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:51,120
Speaker 2: you think you're running away from? I don't know.

892
00:40:51,239 --> 00:40:55,839
Speaker 3: I just I feel disconnected here, like I don't have

893
00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:59,080
Speaker 3: any sort of deep taugh You know, people are like, oh,

894
00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:00,840
Speaker 3: I love where I live. I love that I would

895
00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:04,319
Speaker 3: never live anywhere else. I don't feel that way at all.

896
00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:06,320
Speaker 3: But I also don't know where it is that I

897
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:07,840
Speaker 3: would go. You know, we had this, I had this

898
00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:10,480
Speaker 3: astro cartographer reading, and it just confused the fuck out

899
00:41:10,480 --> 00:41:12,399
Speaker 3: of me. It actually didn't give me any help at all.

900
00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:14,839
Speaker 3: It's like, you should live in Italy or you should

901
00:41:14,920 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 3: live in Alaska. That's where your high vibrational matches. And

902
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:21,240
Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't want to live in Alaska. Italy

903
00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:24,400
Speaker 3: sounds great, but that doesn't make sense right now.

904
00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:27,239
Speaker 2: I don't know.

905
00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:29,920
Speaker 3: I feel like maybe I'm just in a period of

906
00:41:31,320 --> 00:41:36,160
Speaker 3: transition in my life where I just don't feel grounded anywhere,

907
00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:37,920
Speaker 3: really like restless.

908
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:41,640
Speaker 1: I think that this year has been is like is

909
00:41:41,680 --> 00:41:44,760
Speaker 1: a transformational year. I think there's a lot of shifts happening,

910
00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:46,680
Speaker 1: and I think people are not recognizing it, but like,

911
00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:50,280
Speaker 1: just energetically, there's things are changing, and so your spirit

912
00:41:50,480 --> 00:41:53,319
Speaker 1: is feeling unsettled, you know, like there's movement happening because

913
00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:56,960
Speaker 1: it is I think I think you're going through changes personally,

914
00:41:57,280 --> 00:42:00,400
Speaker 1: like lessons and like graduating to this next step. But

915
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:02,920
Speaker 1: you know, like I feel like this year in general

916
00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:06,160
Speaker 1: has been a lot of movement for us, and I

917
00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:09,800
Speaker 1: think when you move that quickly for an extended period

918
00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:12,000
Speaker 1: of time, it does make you feel a little bit

919
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:14,000
Speaker 1: out of whack, Like what the fuck. It's just like

920
00:42:14,040 --> 00:42:16,720
Speaker 1: you've been traveling for six months. But it's like your

921
00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:21,080
Speaker 1: brain is moving so fast and it has it's.

922
00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:21,600
Speaker 2: Like this project.

923
00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:24,480
Speaker 1: This project is make a book, make a cover, make

924
00:42:24,520 --> 00:42:27,280
Speaker 1: them like the cover, shoot the cover, fucking write the book,

925
00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:30,160
Speaker 1: you know, and it's like, publish this book, market the book. Now,

926
00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:33,000
Speaker 1: do a live show, Now do a retreat, you know

927
00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:35,399
Speaker 1: what I mean. And it's like our brains are not

928
00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:38,279
Speaker 1: really intended to function on this many channels, you know.

929
00:42:38,320 --> 00:42:39,920
Speaker 1: I've say this all the time, but like we're working

930
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:42,920
Speaker 1: against ourselves because now we have the fucking on like

931
00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:44,680
Speaker 1: the online I'm like the old lady. Now we have

932
00:42:44,719 --> 00:42:47,400
Speaker 1: the social media, and so you're just like scrolling and

933
00:42:47,400 --> 00:42:49,879
Speaker 1: you're seeing all these channels all the time, and our

934
00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:52,840
Speaker 1: brains are only like basic cable. We're only supposed to

935
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:55,160
Speaker 1: have about like twenty two channels. Now we got like

936
00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:58,320
Speaker 1: two hundred and twenty two and our brains are fucking malfunctioning,

937
00:42:58,320 --> 00:42:59,799
Speaker 1: and we got to send them the Apple Care, but

938
00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:01,680
Speaker 1: we didn't because we're not Apple Care. We gotta go

939
00:43:01,680 --> 00:43:03,799
Speaker 1: to God and we just refuse to just keep moving

940
00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:05,759
Speaker 1: and moving and moving, and they're gonna go to overdrive.

941
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:09,399
Speaker 2: M I love this analogy. You just made my love

942
00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:13,200
Speaker 2: like that. Yeah, our brains are meant to be basic cable.

943
00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:16,759
Speaker 1: Not basic, but you know, like the back of the day,

944
00:43:16,800 --> 00:43:20,359
Speaker 1: the vintage cable cable. Yeah, brains are like are like

945
00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:24,120
Speaker 1: really wired as vintage cable. And now they've given you know,

946
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,960
Speaker 1: they went past satellite and they're giving streaming services and

947
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:29,839
Speaker 1: social and it's just too much. And now you're gonna

948
00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:37,040
Speaker 1: get a virus. Whoa, Well, so you gotta go to Tantra.

949
00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:39,640
Speaker 1: You got to come to the pleasure versus that's me,

950
00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:43,919
Speaker 1: and I'll fix you. I'm Apple Care for your brain.

951
00:43:43,920 --> 00:43:46,839
Speaker 2: You're gonna fix me. I'm gonna fix you, okay perfect. Oh.

952
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:48,800
Speaker 1: I was thinking that we need to do that practice,

953
00:43:48,840 --> 00:43:51,719
Speaker 1: that sexy practice that me and Orlando did on Patreon,

954
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:53,000
Speaker 1: that we need to do that.

955
00:43:56,480 --> 00:43:59,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, connection is really medicine.

956
00:43:59,760 --> 00:44:02,399
Speaker 1: Too, was connecting with the people that you really fuck with,

957
00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:05,239
Speaker 1: connecting with the people who are actually on your frequency

958
00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:08,840
Speaker 1: and your vibration. Sometimes we really like we start to

959
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:14,640
Speaker 1: intertwine with the peasants, and I'm just kidding. We started

960
00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:16,319
Speaker 1: to intertwine with people who are not on the same

961
00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:19,920
Speaker 1: frequency as us, and it fucks us up. And we're

962
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:21,319
Speaker 1: not trying to figure out why we're out of whack.

963
00:44:21,360 --> 00:44:23,480
Speaker 1: It's because you need to connect with the people you're

964
00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:26,200
Speaker 1: supposed to connect to, not just anyone, and so like,

965
00:44:27,280 --> 00:44:33,160
Speaker 1: intentionally diligently finding times to connect with your people is important.

966
00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:36,760
Speaker 1: I think even for us, we work together and obviously

967
00:44:36,760 --> 00:44:39,720
Speaker 1: we're best friends, but when you're working, working, working, working, working,

968
00:44:39,880 --> 00:44:42,000
Speaker 1: the friendship kind of gets put on the back burner

969
00:44:42,000 --> 00:44:44,400
Speaker 1: because there's all these other deadlines and important things that

970
00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:48,080
Speaker 1: seem to be more important. But like just sitting back

971
00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:50,680
Speaker 1: and connecting with your friends and saying, hey, you know

972
00:44:50,760 --> 00:44:53,680
Speaker 1: what's up, and like touching each other, hugging, looking to

973
00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:56,520
Speaker 1: each other's eyes. It's super simple shit, but it's like

974
00:44:56,640 --> 00:44:58,680
Speaker 1: the little things that we forget. And that's the same

975
00:44:58,680 --> 00:45:01,680
Speaker 1: thing for relationships with our love with our kids. It's like,

976
00:45:01,760 --> 00:45:03,600
Speaker 1: do your homework, pick out from school, go to the tutor,

977
00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:05,719
Speaker 1: do these things, or a cook dinner, you know, like

978
00:45:05,800 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 1: pay the rent. There's just all these things that need

979
00:45:07,640 --> 00:45:10,919
Speaker 1: to be checked off of this list. But the very

980
00:45:10,960 --> 00:45:13,920
Speaker 1: basic thing the medicine is the connection to one to

981
00:45:13,960 --> 00:45:16,840
Speaker 1: one another, and it is you know, speaking kindly to

982
00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:19,319
Speaker 1: each other, speaking kindly to ourselves, and like sitting in

983
00:45:19,360 --> 00:45:22,080
Speaker 1: silence so that we can like clear our channels to

984
00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:25,759
Speaker 1: go back to basic, basic cable. And I think we

985
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:31,600
Speaker 1: sometimes are seeking something that is we think is in

986
00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:34,319
Speaker 1: all of the channels, but instead it's really just like

987
00:45:34,400 --> 00:45:38,200
Speaker 1: turning the fucking TV off and letting it sit in silence,

988
00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:42,120
Speaker 1: you know, and amongst your people and not trying to

989
00:45:42,160 --> 00:45:45,040
Speaker 1: add things that just don't fit in. And a lot

990
00:45:45,080 --> 00:45:47,520
Speaker 1: of times is the people you're following. Sometimes it's the

991
00:45:47,600 --> 00:45:50,840
Speaker 1: Nike as you're dating, and it throws us off of

992
00:45:50,840 --> 00:45:53,520
Speaker 1: our shit. And like when you're going through transition and

993
00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:55,479
Speaker 1: then you add a bunch of frequencies that don't really

994
00:45:56,280 --> 00:45:58,839
Speaker 1: make sense, it will really throw your.

995
00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:07,000
Speaker 2: Whole shit off. Trying to make me cry, No, I'm

996
00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:07,440
Speaker 2: really not.

997
00:46:07,719 --> 00:46:09,720
Speaker 1: But you're free to cry here because I'm your friend.

998
00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:11,360
Speaker 2: You can cry.

999
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:18,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, life be lifing and like no one's exempt from that.

1000
00:46:18,520 --> 00:46:21,840
Speaker 1: You know, it doesn't matter like what we're going through,

1001
00:46:22,239 --> 00:46:24,200
Speaker 1: how rich you are, what you think someone else has

1002
00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:28,399
Speaker 1: is like we're all have to go through the obstacles,

1003
00:46:28,440 --> 00:46:32,080
Speaker 1: the emotional obstacles that like honestly give us power in

1004
00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:34,400
Speaker 1: the end, Like all of the things that you go

1005
00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:36,960
Speaker 1: through are only going to make you a better Erica.

1006
00:46:37,840 --> 00:46:41,319
Speaker 3: I know, I've just been like feeling so off of

1007
00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:46,799
Speaker 3: my frequency and like that I'm like beating myself up

1008
00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:49,000
Speaker 3: about it because I know better and I know like

1009
00:46:51,239 --> 00:46:54,480
Speaker 3: how I feel at my highest vibration, and like I've

1010
00:46:54,480 --> 00:46:57,279
Speaker 3: been like beating myself up trying to.

1011
00:46:58,920 --> 00:47:00,560
Speaker 2: Make sense of what I or less it.

1012
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,080
Speaker 3: I think I'm supposed to be learning and like feeling

1013
00:47:03,120 --> 00:47:09,319
Speaker 3: like I'm supposed to like be more patient and and

1014
00:47:09,400 --> 00:47:12,520
Speaker 3: I have like self sacrificed a lot.

1015
00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:14,680
Speaker 2: Of my my own.

1016
00:47:14,239 --> 00:47:22,640
Speaker 3: Happiness and intuition and literally ignored it too. I guess

1017
00:47:24,080 --> 00:47:25,799
Speaker 3: I don't even know why. I mean I know why,

1018
00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:28,840
Speaker 3: but I just feel like I.

1019
00:47:28,480 --> 00:47:36,839
Speaker 2: Have been I don't even know how.

1020
00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:39,359
Speaker 3: I don't have the words because I'm still processing it.

1021
00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:43,200
Speaker 3: But you know, like on our last episode made me

1022
00:47:43,280 --> 00:47:47,080
Speaker 3: like the kind of got into it and and it's true,

1023
00:47:47,080 --> 00:47:51,120
Speaker 3: like I have been mean and I've let I've allowed

1024
00:47:51,160 --> 00:47:55,040
Speaker 3: like my own personal shit to overshadow everything, and I'm

1025
00:47:55,040 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 3: not I'm not proud of that. I like I realize,

1026
00:47:57,480 --> 00:48:01,239
Speaker 3: like I'm not good at compartmentalizing how I'm feeling in

1027
00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:05,719
Speaker 3: my emotional relationship with with someone and then like how

1028
00:48:05,760 --> 00:48:10,399
Speaker 3: it translates to everything else. And granted, like there's other

1029
00:48:10,440 --> 00:48:12,600
Speaker 3: shit that like me and you have like needed to

1030
00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:14,799
Speaker 3: work through that or like outside of that that had

1031
00:48:14,840 --> 00:48:17,720
Speaker 3: been bothering me whatever, but I'm.

1032
00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:21,960
Speaker 1: Sorry, No, I'm not taking that personally. I don't think

1033
00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:22,440
Speaker 1: it's but.

1034
00:48:22,480 --> 00:48:25,560
Speaker 2: You should, and I'm sorry I don't.

1035
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:28,560
Speaker 1: Though I realized that, like you're going through a season

1036
00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 1: and you know, and like that's just like that's part

1037
00:48:32,600 --> 00:48:34,160
Speaker 1: of a friendship, is like sometimes one of us are

1038
00:48:34,200 --> 00:48:35,520
Speaker 1: going to go through some shit and we have to

1039
00:48:36,080 --> 00:48:38,120
Speaker 1: be there for each other no matter what. It may

1040
00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:40,520
Speaker 1: not look perfect and it may not feel perfect and

1041
00:48:40,560 --> 00:48:43,440
Speaker 1: it may not feel like easy, but it's not like

1042
00:48:44,200 --> 00:48:46,080
Speaker 1: it hasn't had Like you're human, you know, And I

1043
00:48:46,080 --> 00:48:49,520
Speaker 1: don't want you to beat yourself up because you're human

1044
00:48:49,680 --> 00:48:51,719
Speaker 1: and you do know better. And you and I and

1045
00:48:52,040 --> 00:48:55,239
Speaker 1: like you know, and I know that like these are

1046
00:48:55,320 --> 00:48:59,719
Speaker 1: these are temporary seasons, and I realized that we deal

1047
00:48:59,719 --> 00:49:04,600
Speaker 1: with things very differently, and like, it's very difficult Erica to,

1048
00:49:05,120 --> 00:49:08,239
Speaker 1: like I said, to have someone in your in your

1049
00:49:08,480 --> 00:49:12,560
Speaker 1: energy field and not be affected by it. It's almost impossible.

1050
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:14,400
Speaker 1: And I've seen, like I'm not even talking about you,

1051
00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:16,880
Speaker 1: but other friends in relationships and they're like, oh, well,

1052
00:49:16,920 --> 00:49:18,279
Speaker 1: I'm just going to focus on me, and I'm like,

1053
00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:20,799
Speaker 1: that's very hard. When you're sleeping next to someone that's

1054
00:49:20,840 --> 00:49:22,640
Speaker 1: not on the same page as you, and whether you're

1055
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:25,080
Speaker 1: like physically sleeping next to them every night, or you

1056
00:49:25,120 --> 00:49:28,440
Speaker 1: know what I mean, just sleeping with them, it is it.

1057
00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:30,200
Speaker 2: You really have to.

1058
00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:33,400
Speaker 1: Be super careful about who you bring into your aura

1059
00:49:33,440 --> 00:49:36,279
Speaker 1: and to your space because it will and it can

1060
00:49:36,520 --> 00:49:39,759
Speaker 1: infect everything. When you love someone and you share your

1061
00:49:39,760 --> 00:49:42,480
Speaker 1: womb and you share your heart with someone, it's easy

1062
00:49:42,520 --> 00:49:47,440
Speaker 1: for you to be You're intermingling energies, you're intermingling trauma,

1063
00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:49,920
Speaker 1: you're intermingling all these things, and if the other person

1064
00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:53,200
Speaker 1: is not like showing up and prepared and wanting to

1065
00:49:53,280 --> 00:49:56,520
Speaker 1: clear those blocks, you will be blocked by other people's shit.

1066
00:49:57,280 --> 00:49:59,960
Speaker 1: That's with family that's with friends, that's with romantic relationship,

1067
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:03,040
Speaker 1: and so like, I knew it was gonna at some

1068
00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:04,480
Speaker 1: point you're gonna come out of it. Either it was

1069
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:07,480
Speaker 1: gonna fix itself or you're gonna come out of it

1070
00:50:07,560 --> 00:50:11,080
Speaker 1: because I know you, and so I just I think,

1071
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:15,040
Speaker 1: you know, I do apologize for blurting out like that

1072
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:17,960
Speaker 1: last last episode, and you know, like the truth is,

1073
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:21,640
Speaker 1: it's like I'm not really good. I like saying how

1074
00:50:21,640 --> 00:50:24,400
Speaker 1: I feel sometimes and so like maybe I'm noticing it

1075
00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:26,359
Speaker 1: but not saying it and just trying to like just

1076
00:50:26,480 --> 00:50:29,279
Speaker 1: kind of keep moving forward and like you know, and

1077
00:50:29,320 --> 00:50:30,720
Speaker 1: not just saying like, hey, let's talk.

1078
00:50:30,960 --> 00:50:32,120
Speaker 2: You know, I'm feeling this way.

1079
00:50:32,160 --> 00:50:34,239
Speaker 1: And then that day I was like, I think you

1080
00:50:34,320 --> 00:50:37,000
Speaker 1: called me before and like you weren't saying anything, and

1081
00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:38,600
Speaker 1: I was like kind of had an attitude and I

1082
00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:40,239
Speaker 1: had to hang up and be like why do I

1083
00:50:40,280 --> 00:50:42,680
Speaker 1: feel an attitude? And there's no reason to have attitude.

1084
00:50:42,719 --> 00:50:45,560
Speaker 1: You weren't talking about anything, like weren't coming at me

1085
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:47,439
Speaker 1: or anything. And I realized, I'm like, I think I'm

1086
00:50:47,480 --> 00:50:52,080
Speaker 1: harboring feelings from these last past months because you've been short,

1087
00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:55,680
Speaker 1: and like I understand why, and rightfully so, and I

1088
00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:58,799
Speaker 1: think because I have no filter, I really wanted to

1089
00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:01,880
Speaker 1: say it, and obviously wasn't the right time, But I

1090
00:51:02,120 --> 00:51:05,520
Speaker 1: just like it came out that way because I just

1091
00:51:05,920 --> 00:51:08,560
Speaker 1: realized that I was feeling that way, you know, like

1092
00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:10,799
Speaker 1: even though I knew what was going on, even though

1093
00:51:10,840 --> 00:51:13,080
Speaker 1: I acknowledged it, even though we had the conversation about it,

1094
00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:17,040
Speaker 1: I don't think I really really was acknowledging it deeply

1095
00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:19,480
Speaker 1: enough to be like, oh, I think my feelings were

1096
00:51:19,560 --> 00:51:21,319
Speaker 1: kind of hurt by that, you know. I think, like

1097
00:51:21,719 --> 00:51:23,319
Speaker 1: now that I look back, like you have been kind

1098
00:51:23,360 --> 00:51:25,319
Speaker 1: of distant or short, and maybe it's because I haven't.

1099
00:51:25,480 --> 00:51:27,239
Speaker 1: You haven't felt like you can come to me because you're,

1100
00:51:27,280 --> 00:51:29,600
Speaker 1: you know, going through some shit that can I get it.

1101
00:51:29,600 --> 00:51:30,200
Speaker 2: You do.

1102
00:51:30,440 --> 00:51:32,560
Speaker 1: You get in a relationship, you tell some of your business,

1103
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:33,640
Speaker 1: and then you don't want to tell them, then you

1104
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:36,120
Speaker 1: want to tell and then it becomes difficult to talk

1105
00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:39,680
Speaker 1: to your friends. But I it doesn't justify me like

1106
00:51:40,719 --> 00:51:43,320
Speaker 1: saying that and that, and like in this setting. And

1107
00:51:43,360 --> 00:51:44,600
Speaker 1: I don't want you to take that personally. And I

1108
00:51:44,640 --> 00:51:47,640
Speaker 1: don't want you to even beat yourself up for being human,

1109
00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:48,760
Speaker 1: because that's.

1110
00:51:48,560 --> 00:51:52,000
Speaker 2: A part of you know, that's a part of it.

1111
00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:58,040
Speaker 1: The lessons, the people, the relationships, Like we've all you know,

1112
00:51:58,960 --> 00:52:01,000
Speaker 1: we've been doing this for a long time time, and

1113
00:52:01,440 --> 00:52:04,600
Speaker 1: you know, and some of those they don't and you see,

1114
00:52:04,600 --> 00:52:08,280
Speaker 1: like you'll see how they affect us differently. That's so crazy,

1115
00:52:08,280 --> 00:52:10,560
Speaker 1: Like we'll show up as different parts, different versions of

1116
00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:14,400
Speaker 1: ourselves and different relationships even single you know, and we

1117
00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:18,960
Speaker 1: have and we've kind of like, uh been mirrors to

1118
00:52:19,080 --> 00:52:21,480
Speaker 1: each other in a lot of ways and like dated

1119
00:52:21,680 --> 00:52:24,120
Speaker 1: and been serious in relationships at the same time. And

1120
00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:27,120
Speaker 1: I know that, you know, even I am moving into

1121
00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:29,439
Speaker 1: like a place that I didn't think was. I didn't

1122
00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:31,719
Speaker 1: even expect this relationship to come this way. And I

1123
00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:34,560
Speaker 1: know generally we are in like similar spaces and we

1124
00:52:34,560 --> 00:52:36,400
Speaker 1: can be like fuck niggas together, or we could be

1125
00:52:36,400 --> 00:52:39,400
Speaker 1: like we're relationships and it's like you know, this merry

1126
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:42,160
Speaker 1: dandy world, but that's not how life works. You know,

1127
00:52:42,200 --> 00:52:45,680
Speaker 1: We're all gonna go through different times. And like even

1128
00:52:45,760 --> 00:52:48,880
Speaker 1: for friends that are listening, you know, sometimes like your

1129
00:52:48,920 --> 00:52:51,920
Speaker 1: lives will mirror each other and sometimes they won't, and

1130
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,240
Speaker 1: you still have to be able to give your friend

1131
00:52:54,280 --> 00:52:57,320
Speaker 1: grace in the in between time, whether it's a relationship

1132
00:52:57,360 --> 00:53:00,560
Speaker 1: you love or you're they love, or you're in love

1133
00:53:00,600 --> 00:53:01,080
Speaker 1: and they're not.

1134
00:53:01,520 --> 00:53:02,279
Speaker 2: Whatever it is.

1135
00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:05,000
Speaker 1: It's like that's a part of the friendship too, is

1136
00:53:05,040 --> 00:53:09,320
Speaker 1: like writing, writing through all the different, you know, versions

1137
00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:11,480
Speaker 1: of you while you figure it out.

1138
00:53:14,040 --> 00:53:19,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have not really enjoyed this version of myself,

1139
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:23,319
Speaker 3: and I think that too, is part of like why

1140
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:26,279
Speaker 3: I've been like, oh, well, if there might there must

1141
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:29,920
Speaker 3: be a lesson here, because I shouldn't, like maybe this

1142
00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:32,480
Speaker 3: version of myself is coming up because I'm supposed to

1143
00:53:32,520 --> 00:53:36,520
Speaker 3: heal something here, like I'm supposed to like walk through

1144
00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:41,759
Speaker 3: this this with with this person or whatever, with or

1145
00:53:41,800 --> 00:53:42,640
Speaker 3: without this person.

1146
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:47,680
Speaker 2: And I realized, like, there's no healing happening for me.

1147
00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:50,080
Speaker 2: It's just sadness.

1148
00:53:51,080 --> 00:53:56,040
Speaker 3: It's just anxiousness and anxiety, and like, you know, I

1149
00:53:56,040 --> 00:54:00,000
Speaker 3: I just am.

1150
00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:03,320
Speaker 2: I guess have not given myself a lot of grace.

1151
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:06,000
Speaker 2: I've been really hard on myself and hard on everybody

1152
00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:10,360
Speaker 2: else as a result, And I'm sorry.

1153
00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:17,200
Speaker 3: And I'm looking forward to the next fucking month, my

1154
00:54:17,239 --> 00:54:18,600
Speaker 3: birthday month, which also is.

1155
00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:20,759
Speaker 2: A weird time for me sometimes.

1156
00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:25,800
Speaker 3: But I'm not going to claim that I'm going to

1157
00:54:25,880 --> 00:54:27,800
Speaker 3: claim that this is going to be like a really

1158
00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:30,799
Speaker 3: beautiful transition and that I know that I had to

1159
00:54:31,000 --> 00:54:33,520
Speaker 3: learn whatever lesson that needed to be learned here. I've

1160
00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:37,960
Speaker 3: got it, like I overstand it. I've really fucking got

1161
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:46,920
Speaker 3: it at this point, and like forgiving myself, forgiving the

1162
00:54:47,200 --> 00:54:49,600
Speaker 3: you know, any sort of energy or that even the

1163
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:53,759
Speaker 3: person that I'm that has I guess brought this out

1164
00:54:53,840 --> 00:54:58,680
Speaker 3: of me, because ultimately it's me too, like you know,

1165
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:01,120
Speaker 3: I have I've realiz that a lot of times I

1166
00:55:01,160 --> 00:55:05,520
Speaker 3: am moving in like victimness in relationships because I have

1167
00:55:06,239 --> 00:55:10,520
Speaker 3: been hurt and continue to be hurt in similar ways.

1168
00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:12,919
Speaker 2: I don't think that's true. No, I do think it's true.

1169
00:55:12,960 --> 00:55:14,600
Speaker 3: I think if you're a vict if, I don't think

1170
00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:18,120
Speaker 3: it in every aspect, but there is a level of like.

1171
00:55:18,160 --> 00:55:19,440
Speaker 2: How could you do this to me?

1172
00:55:19,760 --> 00:55:21,680
Speaker 1: And it's like bitch, Well it's because like, well, first

1173
00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:24,920
Speaker 1: it requires someone to do something to you, and I

1174
00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:28,400
Speaker 1: understand that you like maybe the process after like once

1175
00:55:28,440 --> 00:55:31,120
Speaker 1: the occurrence happens, and then you choose to still stay

1176
00:55:31,120 --> 00:55:33,200
Speaker 1: in it. Yes, you know, if you choose to say

1177
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:34,640
Speaker 1: in something, I don't even think it's victimhood.

1178
00:55:34,680 --> 00:55:35,399
Speaker 2: But it's like the.

1179
00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:42,799
Speaker 1: Don't let people like rob you and then when you

1180
00:55:42,840 --> 00:55:46,400
Speaker 1: shoot them, be like, oh my god, you're a murderer, Like, bitch,

1181
00:55:46,440 --> 00:55:49,200
Speaker 1: you just robbed me like I was minding my business.

1182
00:55:49,640 --> 00:55:52,440
Speaker 1: So like, be careful of the labels that you put

1183
00:55:52,480 --> 00:55:54,400
Speaker 1: on yourself. I don't think that you're a victim. I

1184
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:57,920
Speaker 1: think that you have had bad relationships, as we all have.

1185
00:55:58,080 --> 00:56:01,880
Speaker 1: You've had relationships that have not been careful with you,

1186
00:56:02,160 --> 00:56:04,279
Speaker 1: and I think as a result, yeah, you build up

1187
00:56:04,440 --> 00:56:07,400
Speaker 1: armor to be more self aware when you're in the

1188
00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:10,680
Speaker 1: next relationships that you don't get got twice. That's human nature.

1189
00:56:10,960 --> 00:56:12,799
Speaker 1: But I don't think that you're a victim. And I

1190
00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:15,879
Speaker 1: don't really think that you even move that way.

1191
00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:19,520
Speaker 2: Okay, well, thank you for saying that. I don't. I

1192
00:56:19,520 --> 00:56:25,560
Speaker 2: really don't. I think that people want to justify their.

1193
00:56:27,800 --> 00:56:30,879
Speaker 1: Behavior, and in an attempt to do that, they will

1194
00:56:30,920 --> 00:56:33,480
Speaker 1: project and they will try to confuse you and take

1195
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:37,480
Speaker 1: your valid emotions because of things that they have done

1196
00:56:38,280 --> 00:56:41,040
Speaker 1: and try them use them against you. And that's usually

1197
00:56:41,080 --> 00:56:46,960
Speaker 1: people who are manipulators and people who are projecting. So yeah,

1198
00:56:47,000 --> 00:56:49,399
Speaker 1: and I think you have to be really careful with that,

1199
00:56:50,000 --> 00:56:52,680
Speaker 1: and that's why you have to really carefuble who you know.

1200
00:56:52,719 --> 00:56:55,640
Speaker 1: You pillow talk with who you share what your insecurities are,

1201
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:59,680
Speaker 1: your history with, because they will pry on that information

1202
00:56:59,800 --> 00:57:02,480
Speaker 1: and then they will use it against you when you

1203
00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:06,600
Speaker 1: are vulnerable. And I think women, you know, we've especially

1204
00:57:06,600 --> 00:57:11,759
Speaker 1: black women, have historically been called loud, aggressive, mean, we

1205
00:57:11,800 --> 00:57:14,560
Speaker 1: don't you know, we're not with the black men we talk,

1206
00:57:14,640 --> 00:57:17,680
Speaker 1: you know, all these things that we've been categorized as.

1207
00:57:17,720 --> 00:57:21,000
Speaker 1: And it's like, nigga, we have feelings. You have feelings.

1208
00:57:22,000 --> 00:57:24,040
Speaker 1: You're supposed to have feelings, and you're allowed to have feelings.

1209
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:26,800
Speaker 1: And a nigga being a nigga is not a reason

1210
00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:30,000
Speaker 1: to not have feelings just because you want a default

1211
00:57:30,320 --> 00:57:33,000
Speaker 1: on your part of an agreement, because you are not

1212
00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:37,200
Speaker 1: really a grown up. You can't show up maturely and

1213
00:57:37,680 --> 00:57:40,040
Speaker 1: you know, deliver your part of the agreement. Does it

1214
00:57:40,560 --> 00:57:45,480
Speaker 1: then put that on somebody else. That's not fair, you know.

1215
00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:47,320
Speaker 1: I think in any time you've been a victim, it's

1216
00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:52,680
Speaker 1: because someone has done something to you. It's not for

1217
00:57:52,800 --> 00:57:56,600
Speaker 1: like no reason, not like I'm melting like bitch. That's

1218
00:57:56,640 --> 00:57:59,120
Speaker 1: not that's not real, you know. And I think this

1219
00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:03,600
Speaker 1: lesson for you is about you. It's about giving less

1220
00:58:03,600 --> 00:58:05,840
Speaker 1: grace And I know you think it's about being more patient.

1221
00:58:06,120 --> 00:58:07,880
Speaker 1: But I think the message in all of this is,

1222
00:58:07,960 --> 00:58:13,440
Speaker 1: like you generally know very early on when shit is

1223
00:58:13,480 --> 00:58:20,000
Speaker 1: not right, the good mother lord, lets bitches know, Hey, bitch,

1224
00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:22,280
Speaker 1: you sure you want to go down this because I

1225
00:58:22,360 --> 00:58:25,240
Speaker 1: just showed you this, this and that, and then we either.

1226
00:58:26,160 --> 00:58:28,640
Speaker 2: See pink instead of red and we keep moving or

1227
00:58:29,240 --> 00:58:29,960
Speaker 2: we back up.

1228
00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:32,720
Speaker 1: And I think as you grow in this space and

1229
00:58:32,760 --> 00:58:36,840
Speaker 1: you evolve, and you healing others and you are using

1230
00:58:36,840 --> 00:58:39,920
Speaker 1: a lot of energy, I think it's super important.

1231
00:58:39,520 --> 00:58:43,920
Speaker 2: That you that I that we would be very aware.

1232
00:58:43,680 --> 00:58:49,240
Speaker 1: And discriminate with our energy because people will try to

1233
00:58:49,320 --> 00:58:52,440
Speaker 1: like suck the life out of you because there's a

1234
00:58:52,520 --> 00:58:54,240
Speaker 1: light that they want to be attached to, but they

1235
00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:57,880
Speaker 1: are not on the level of that light yet, you know.

1236
00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:01,240
Speaker 1: And I think that's the lesson. How how early and

1237
00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:04,000
Speaker 1: how often am I going to choose myself without question?

1238
00:59:05,720 --> 00:59:07,760
Speaker 1: It's not about you not being patient, it's not about

1239
00:59:07,760 --> 00:59:09,800
Speaker 1: you not having giving people grace. It's not about any

1240
00:59:09,840 --> 00:59:11,800
Speaker 1: of those things. Like you're my friend, so you've given

1241
00:59:11,840 --> 00:59:14,320
Speaker 1: me a lot of grace, you know, and so I

1242
00:59:14,400 --> 00:59:17,800
Speaker 1: just don't want you to I don't want you to

1243
00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:21,840
Speaker 1: put that on yourself like walking away from this or whatever,

1244
00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:24,480
Speaker 1: you know, walking into this next this next chapter. I

1245
00:59:24,520 --> 00:59:26,280
Speaker 1: just don't want you to take that with you, because

1246
00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:28,880
Speaker 1: I think you've shown a lot that you're ready and

1247
00:59:28,960 --> 00:59:31,640
Speaker 1: wanting love and that you're willing to work for it.

1248
00:59:32,200 --> 00:59:35,760
Speaker 1: And like this long term marriage you've been a part of,

1249
00:59:35,880 --> 00:59:37,280
Speaker 1: it's not you, it's them.

1250
00:59:38,200 --> 00:59:43,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, thanks, friend, You're welcome. I love you.

1251
00:59:43,640 --> 00:59:47,400
Speaker 1: I love you too, And this is going to make

1252
00:59:47,400 --> 00:59:49,600
Speaker 1: you stronger and better and you're gonna get to the

1253
00:59:49,600 --> 00:59:51,120
Speaker 1: other side of it and you're gonna be like what

1254
00:59:51,160 --> 00:59:54,720
Speaker 1: the fuck WHOA? And I know it doesn't feel that

1255
00:59:54,760 --> 00:59:55,400
Speaker 1: way right now.

1256
00:59:55,760 --> 00:59:59,400
Speaker 2: I know that I know that I don't have a

1257
00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:02,520
Speaker 2: doubt of that. I know, like my ability to.

1258
01:00:05,040 --> 01:00:07,200
Speaker 3: Like burn and crash like the phoenix and rise from

1259
01:00:07,240 --> 01:00:09,000
Speaker 3: the ashes, Like that's literally why I'm put on.

1260
01:00:09,000 --> 01:00:12,600
Speaker 2: This earth scorpio. It's literally why I'm here. But it

1261
01:00:12,600 --> 01:00:14,760
Speaker 2: doesn't hurt any less. It's just like.

1262
01:00:16,280 --> 01:00:19,720
Speaker 3: It's more so like my own And like I said

1263
01:00:19,720 --> 01:00:22,439
Speaker 3: before we started recording, it's like I'm mad at myself

1264
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:26,880
Speaker 3: because because like I've went against my instinct and my

1265
01:00:27,000 --> 01:00:29,880
Speaker 3: gut and like these feelings and granted, like I love

1266
01:00:29,920 --> 01:00:32,160
Speaker 3: this person, so much. I still love I always love

1267
01:00:32,200 --> 01:00:33,840
Speaker 3: this person. I always have a love for this person.

1268
01:00:33,960 --> 01:00:37,840
Speaker 3: But I have to, like love put myself first. And

1269
01:00:38,600 --> 01:00:42,920
Speaker 3: I kept putting myself like okay, like you'll you'll get

1270
01:00:42,960 --> 01:00:44,840
Speaker 3: but you'll feel better soon, Like you'll feel better soon,

1271
01:00:44,840 --> 01:00:45,600
Speaker 3: you'll feel better soon.

1272
01:00:45,600 --> 01:00:47,480
Speaker 2: Oh there's been three days where you feel good. Oh,

1273
01:00:47,480 --> 01:00:54,120
Speaker 2: we're back here again. And it's like it's I'm emotionally exhausted.

1274
01:00:54,480 --> 01:01:00,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, and and I'm not blaming you know this person either,

1275
01:01:01,440 --> 01:01:05,240
Speaker 3: it's me. It's like I've chosen to allow certain things

1276
01:01:05,280 --> 01:01:08,800
Speaker 3: and I've chosen to allow things to like overtake me

1277
01:01:08,880 --> 01:01:10,720
Speaker 3: even too, like more.

1278
01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:15,440
Speaker 2: Than they should. So I'm just done with that.

1279
01:01:16,320 --> 01:01:24,320
Speaker 3: And I know that I have to choose myself and and.

1280
01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:29,840
Speaker 2: I'm excited to do that. I'm just want to fast

1281
01:01:29,840 --> 01:01:33,000
Speaker 2: forward time, but I can't do that. No, we never

1282
01:01:33,040 --> 01:01:35,760
Speaker 2: got that do that, So I'm just have to walk

1283
01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:39,720
Speaker 2: through this shit. Thankfully. I have an amazing group of

1284
01:01:39,760 --> 01:01:43,520
Speaker 2: friends and amazing child that I can hug at night.

1285
01:01:46,240 --> 01:01:48,920
Speaker 1: I mean that's a big that's a big plus. You

1286
01:01:48,960 --> 01:01:51,600
Speaker 1: have like a forever built in like someone who's got

1287
01:01:51,600 --> 01:01:54,040
Speaker 1: your back and bestie and like for real, like kids

1288
01:01:54,080 --> 01:01:57,520
Speaker 1: really do be comforting you because they know even if

1289
01:01:57,520 --> 01:01:59,880
Speaker 1: you don't say, what's that like, they actually do know.

1290
01:02:00,120 --> 01:02:05,280
Speaker 2: I know, yeah, And I just want peace. I just

1291
01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:07,960
Speaker 2: want peace every day as much as I can, as

1292
01:02:08,040 --> 01:02:10,439
Speaker 2: much as I can control the peace in my life,

1293
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Speaker 2: That's what I want. And you know, I can't control

1294
01:02:14,480 --> 01:02:18,720
Speaker 2: other people. I can't control how they treat me. I

1295
01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:21,280
Speaker 2: can't control how they treat themselves. I can't control how

1296
01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:21,760
Speaker 2: they show up.

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01:02:21,760 --> 01:02:24,400
Speaker 3: Blah blah blah, all the terms, all the words. But

1298
01:02:24,440 --> 01:02:27,840
Speaker 3: what I can control is like what I allow. And

1299
01:02:28,320 --> 01:02:30,640
Speaker 3: I have been totally out of control of that. And

1300
01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,200
Speaker 3: I'm ready to get back in the fucking driver's seat

1301
01:02:34,400 --> 01:02:37,960
Speaker 3: because I have kind of like been sitting in the middle,

1302
01:02:38,880 --> 01:02:40,520
Speaker 3: you know that thing that opens up in the middle,

1303
01:02:40,560 --> 01:02:43,800
Speaker 3: Like I've been sitting there in the middle console. I

1304
01:02:43,920 --> 01:02:47,280
Speaker 3: haven't been quite the passenger all the way because I'm like,

1305
01:02:47,560 --> 01:02:50,080
Speaker 3: are we going to crash? And then I haven't been

1306
01:02:50,160 --> 01:02:52,560
Speaker 3: driving because I'm like, I want you to leave me.

1307
01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:54,000
Speaker 3: And then I'm like in the middle like just in

1308
01:02:54,040 --> 01:02:55,400
Speaker 3: case when when?

1309
01:02:57,680 --> 01:03:00,680
Speaker 2: So, Yeah, I'm ready to get back in the receipt

1310
01:03:00,760 --> 01:03:07,880
Speaker 2: of my overall well being. And that's that. I'm done

1311
01:03:07,920 --> 01:03:11,760
Speaker 2: crying the end scene.

1312
01:03:14,080 --> 01:03:16,000
Speaker 1: Well, I'm happy you shared and I'm happy you got

1313
01:03:16,000 --> 01:03:17,880
Speaker 1: that off your chest. And I know there will probably

1314
01:03:17,920 --> 01:03:20,520
Speaker 1: be more tears and that's normal and it will hurt.

1315
01:03:20,680 --> 01:03:24,560
Speaker 1: But one thing I think I've learned is that as

1316
01:03:24,600 --> 01:03:32,080
Speaker 1: you go through different initiations, the downtime is shorter, you know,

1317
01:03:32,120 --> 01:03:34,000
Speaker 1: like it won't feel as much of a heartache as

1318
01:03:34,000 --> 01:03:36,000
Speaker 1: the last breakup and the one before. That is because

1319
01:03:36,000 --> 01:03:39,240
Speaker 1: you're kind of building this resilience and like resilience but

1320
01:03:39,360 --> 01:03:42,440
Speaker 1: not like hardness, and it requires both.

1321
01:03:42,640 --> 01:03:44,720
Speaker 2: I hope not. That's not what I want. I don't think.

1322
01:03:44,760 --> 01:03:46,320
Speaker 2: I don't that's not what I want.

1323
01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:48,600
Speaker 1: I think you've gotten softer in the process. Honestly, I

1324
01:03:48,640 --> 01:03:51,040
Speaker 1: think that's the takeaway. I think that's the co the

1325
01:03:51,120 --> 01:03:54,600
Speaker 1: pro I think you've proven to yourself that you are,

1326
01:03:54,760 --> 01:03:59,040
Speaker 1: in fact, very patient, you are very soft, and it's

1327
01:03:59,160 --> 01:04:01,480
Speaker 1: just like you got to pick someone who is really

1328
01:04:01,520 --> 01:04:06,160
Speaker 1: gonna cherish that vulnerability and show up and really want

1329
01:04:06,160 --> 01:04:09,920
Speaker 1: the same thing as you. And that's really you know,

1330
01:04:09,960 --> 01:04:13,200
Speaker 1: Step one is like people like if you someone can

1331
01:04:13,200 --> 01:04:15,040
Speaker 1: say they want the same thing as you, but are

1332
01:04:15,040 --> 01:04:20,160
Speaker 1: they making actual actions to do the things that they

1333
01:04:20,200 --> 01:04:22,480
Speaker 1: say to want the same goal? As you or this

1334
01:04:22,720 --> 01:04:26,560
Speaker 1: just talk. It has to all be in alignment. You know,

1335
01:04:27,640 --> 01:04:31,720
Speaker 1: you're once the trajectory. You know, math quests, You guys

1336
01:04:31,840 --> 01:04:36,960
Speaker 1: be on the same path, your math quest, your analogies

1337
01:04:37,000 --> 01:04:40,840
Speaker 1: today killing it. Which way are you going to the

1338
01:04:40,840 --> 01:04:41,560
Speaker 1: same destination?

1339
01:04:42,040 --> 01:04:44,600
Speaker 2: Are you going the long way? You're taking the free cable.

1340
01:04:45,480 --> 01:04:47,320
Speaker 3: There was another one. I can't remember what it was,

1341
01:04:47,400 --> 01:04:52,440
Speaker 3: but it was third one. Will we pulled a card

1342
01:04:52,520 --> 01:04:54,240
Speaker 3: today or I pulled a card today?

1343
01:04:54,800 --> 01:04:57,520
Speaker 2: And so it is Tarot time. Let's see what we do.

1344
01:04:57,560 --> 01:05:02,360
Speaker 2: Have an affirmation before you to Tarot time. My affirmation

1345
01:05:03,600 --> 01:05:09,680
Speaker 2: is mufasa, don't forget who you are, no bitch. So

1346
01:05:09,760 --> 01:05:16,320
Speaker 2: that is not the affirmation. I thought all the mombs

1347
01:05:16,320 --> 01:05:21,960
Speaker 2: would appreciate Itfasa, don't forget who you are. What is

1348
01:05:21,960 --> 01:05:25,640
Speaker 2: the that's the affirmation is trust your nervous system. Trust

1349
01:05:25,720 --> 01:05:26,920
Speaker 2: your nervous system.

1350
01:05:27,040 --> 01:05:31,120
Speaker 1: That's a bar, bitch, that's a fucking bar trust that's

1351
01:05:31,160 --> 01:05:34,480
Speaker 1: a tantr bar. Okay, one thing is not gonna lie, bitch.

1352
01:05:35,080 --> 01:05:38,640
Speaker 1: It's that nervous system. Yeah, it needs to be regulated,

1353
01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:43,480
Speaker 1: but usually knows what the fuck it's talking about. And

1354
01:05:43,560 --> 01:05:48,680
Speaker 1: I can help you regulate that nervous system.

1355
01:05:48,680 --> 01:05:52,640
Speaker 2: Okay, it's tarot tyme and the sun.

1356
01:05:54,160 --> 01:05:58,400
Speaker 1: The sun represents success, radiance, and abundance. The sun gives

1357
01:05:58,440 --> 01:06:00,360
Speaker 1: you strength and tells you that no matter or where

1358
01:06:00,360 --> 01:06:03,040
Speaker 1: you go or what you do, your positive and radiant

1359
01:06:03,120 --> 01:06:05,720
Speaker 1: energy will follow you and bring you happiness and joy.

1360
01:06:06,360 --> 01:06:08,560
Speaker 1: People are drawn to you because you can always see

1361
01:06:08,560 --> 01:06:12,080
Speaker 1: the bright side and bring such warmth into other people's lives.

1362
01:06:12,560 --> 01:06:15,200
Speaker 1: This beautiful, warm energy is what will get you through

1363
01:06:15,280 --> 01:06:19,040
Speaker 1: the tough times and help you succeed. You are also

1364
01:06:19,080 --> 01:06:21,520
Speaker 1: in a position where you can share your highest qualities

1365
01:06:21,520 --> 01:06:24,640
Speaker 1: and achievements with others, Radiate who you are.

1366
01:06:24,440 --> 01:06:25,680
Speaker 2: And what you stand for.

1367
01:06:26,760 --> 01:06:29,680
Speaker 1: Shine your love on those you care about and those

1368
01:06:29,720 --> 01:06:33,360
Speaker 1: who care about you. If you're going through a difficult time,

1369
01:06:33,880 --> 01:06:35,920
Speaker 1: the sun brings you the message you have been waiting

1370
01:06:35,960 --> 01:06:41,120
Speaker 1: for that things will get better, a lot better. Exclamation mark.

1371
01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:44,080
Speaker 1: Okay that means okay, I know what that means. Through

1372
01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:47,160
Speaker 1: the challenges along your path, you discovered who you are

1373
01:06:47,280 --> 01:06:50,600
Speaker 1: and why you're here. Now you're full of energy and

1374
01:06:50,720 --> 01:06:53,520
Speaker 1: zeal for the future and can already perceive success and

1375
01:06:53,600 --> 01:06:56,960
Speaker 1: abundance flowing to you. You are brimming with confidence because

1376
01:06:56,960 --> 01:06:58,760
Speaker 1: you know everything will work out.

1377
01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:01,000
Speaker 2: It always does. Baby.

1378
01:07:01,800 --> 01:07:07,440
Speaker 1: Life is good good mom's bad choices. The sun connects

1379
01:07:07,440 --> 01:07:10,880
Speaker 1: you to your power base, not fear driven egotistical power,

1380
01:07:11,080 --> 01:07:14,200
Speaker 1: but the abundant inner energy radiating through you right now.

1381
01:07:14,600 --> 01:07:17,680
Speaker 1: You'll sense it in your solar plexus chakra, calling you

1382
01:07:17,720 --> 01:07:21,600
Speaker 1: to express yourself authentically and be fully present in the

1383
01:07:21,600 --> 01:07:25,080
Speaker 1: world around you. You have what others want and are

1384
01:07:25,160 --> 01:07:28,640
Speaker 1: asked and are being asked to radiate your energy and

1385
01:07:28,680 --> 01:07:31,360
Speaker 1: your gifts out into the world in a big way

1386
01:07:31,560 --> 01:07:39,560
Speaker 1: that includes your cucumber skills. What like second, and I'm

1387
01:07:39,560 --> 01:07:42,920
Speaker 1: just kidding at me personally. Oh, I'm just saying to

1388
01:07:43,040 --> 01:07:44,880
Speaker 1: put your gifts into the world. Don't anyone stop you

1389
01:07:45,400 --> 01:07:47,840
Speaker 1: tap into your power and use your divine will to

1390
01:07:47,920 --> 01:07:49,960
Speaker 1: express that power in positive ways.

1391
01:07:50,080 --> 01:07:55,880
Speaker 2: I just got it. You got it, Yeah, understood. The

1392
01:07:55,960 --> 01:07:57,439
Speaker 2: sun is an energetic card.

1393
01:07:57,480 --> 01:07:59,800
Speaker 1: It reflects a time when you can expect to experience

1394
01:07:59,800 --> 01:08:04,560
Speaker 1: an increase in physical energy, vitality, and general positivity. You

1395
01:08:04,760 --> 01:08:09,840
Speaker 1: are bursting with enthusiasm, invigorated, and enjoying a wonderful sense

1396
01:08:09,960 --> 01:08:10,720
Speaker 1: of good health.

1397
01:08:12,040 --> 01:08:16,600
Speaker 2: Okay, Wow, that was on point. I receive all of that, Simba,

1398
01:08:16,720 --> 01:08:25,160
Speaker 2: don't forget who you are. That's what that said. Okay,

1399
01:08:23,120 --> 01:08:26,920
Speaker 2: I receive that.

1400
01:08:27,040 --> 01:08:31,840
Speaker 3: I think that this is where I'm heading, moving towards this,

1401
01:08:33,240 --> 01:08:41,519
Speaker 3: going back to this and not allowing anything, anyone, any

1402
01:08:41,520 --> 01:08:46,519
Speaker 3: frequency to take me off of this type of energy

1403
01:08:46,560 --> 01:08:49,520
Speaker 3: in the space and being able to be an optimist

1404
01:08:49,560 --> 01:08:52,280
Speaker 3: because I do think that is my superpower. I think

1405
01:08:52,280 --> 01:08:55,000
Speaker 3: that I am generally an optimist. I think I can

1406
01:08:55,080 --> 01:08:58,600
Speaker 3: see things clearly and so maybe like sometimes I'm like, mmm, no,

1407
01:08:59,000 --> 01:09:01,640
Speaker 3: but I always feel like there's always going to can,

1408
01:09:01,680 --> 01:09:04,880
Speaker 3: There's always another option, There's always something that's going to

1409
01:09:04,960 --> 01:09:05,400
Speaker 3: work out.

1410
01:09:05,680 --> 01:09:08,120
Speaker 2: It's never the end of the world. You know what.

1411
01:09:08,240 --> 01:09:09,520
Speaker 2: I think this.

1412
01:09:11,560 --> 01:09:14,200
Speaker 1: All of this has proven like one thing's for sure

1413
01:09:14,200 --> 01:09:16,240
Speaker 1: and three things for certain is things work themselves out

1414
01:09:16,960 --> 01:09:19,200
Speaker 1: when you absolutely know, without a doubt they will. And

1415
01:09:19,400 --> 01:09:23,679
Speaker 1: you know, we're blessed in Holly fate, Holo favored, blessen,

1416
01:09:23,720 --> 01:09:28,000
Speaker 1: Holo favored over here say Hallelujah, Hallujah. But you know,

1417
01:09:28,479 --> 01:09:32,000
Speaker 1: just on that card and just for you friend and

1418
01:09:32,160 --> 01:09:36,480
Speaker 1: friends out there, I do not think that a relationship

1419
01:09:36,520 --> 01:09:39,719
Speaker 1: that is for you is going to hinder you from

1420
01:09:40,000 --> 01:09:43,040
Speaker 1: showing up as your authentic self or in your purpose

1421
01:09:43,439 --> 01:09:44,479
Speaker 1: or in your full form.

1422
01:09:45,000 --> 01:09:45,880
Speaker 2: It will never do that.

1423
01:09:46,320 --> 01:09:48,719
Speaker 1: It will make you question yourself and will make question

1424
01:09:49,439 --> 01:09:52,439
Speaker 1: you know, the things that you already know in your heart.

1425
01:09:52,640 --> 01:09:54,640
Speaker 1: And like, I think that's one of the biggest indicators.

1426
01:09:54,640 --> 01:09:57,680
Speaker 1: I think as women who've been judged and shamed so

1427
01:09:57,800 --> 01:10:00,600
Speaker 1: often that it's, you know, someone says one thing to us,

1428
01:10:00,640 --> 01:10:02,679
Speaker 1: it's easy to go back into that like little girl

1429
01:10:02,720 --> 01:10:04,280
Speaker 1: mode of like, oh my god, like maybe I should

1430
01:10:04,280 --> 01:10:06,200
Speaker 1: do this, Maybe I should pull back. Maybe that is

1431
01:10:06,240 --> 01:10:09,000
Speaker 1: too much you know, me sucking dick, that's too much

1432
01:10:09,160 --> 01:10:12,400
Speaker 1: me talking about it. That's not good. But the truth

1433
01:10:12,439 --> 01:10:17,200
Speaker 1: of the matter is it's like that that won't happen

1434
01:10:17,240 --> 01:10:19,880
Speaker 1: when it's supposed to be. You're not going to have

1435
01:10:19,920 --> 01:10:21,840
Speaker 1: to question who you are. You've worked so hard to

1436
01:10:21,880 --> 01:10:24,400
Speaker 1: become this amazing woman that I get to show up

1437
01:10:24,400 --> 01:10:26,639
Speaker 1: to work to see every day. And like we've done

1438
01:10:26,640 --> 01:10:28,760
Speaker 1: a lot of work. And you know, just like you

1439
01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:31,240
Speaker 1: told me when like I was second guessing my relationship

1440
01:10:31,280 --> 01:10:34,200
Speaker 1: with Orlando, it's like, this is a reflection of the

1441
01:10:34,240 --> 01:10:38,240
Speaker 1: work that you've done. Accept it, And you've done a

1442
01:10:38,240 --> 01:10:40,640
Speaker 1: lot of work. And if it isn't a reflection of

1443
01:10:40,680 --> 01:10:42,720
Speaker 1: the work that you've done and the woman that you're

1444
01:10:42,880 --> 01:10:44,120
Speaker 1: seeing today.

1445
01:10:44,360 --> 01:10:47,479
Speaker 2: Then it's not for you boom. You know, like I.

1446
01:10:49,760 --> 01:10:52,479
Speaker 1: Can vouch, I've seen the growth, I've seen the evolution.

1447
01:10:52,560 --> 01:10:56,759
Speaker 1: I've seen the self reflectiveness and the inner conversations because

1448
01:10:56,800 --> 01:11:01,639
Speaker 1: they're recorded. But mostly don't doubt that. You know you're

1449
01:11:01,640 --> 01:11:03,920
Speaker 1: on your path. And that's the way. That's why you've

1450
01:11:03,960 --> 01:11:08,160
Speaker 1: manifested all of this shit, all these cameras, this office,

1451
01:11:08,280 --> 01:11:13,040
Speaker 1: these books, bitch, this is this is it. God is

1452
01:11:13,040 --> 01:11:14,560
Speaker 1: not going to send you someone who's gonna make you

1453
01:11:14,560 --> 01:11:18,120
Speaker 1: a question. We made the right choice. That's why we're

1454
01:11:18,120 --> 01:11:18,759
Speaker 1: getting blessed.

1455
01:11:18,880 --> 01:11:19,240
Speaker 2: And so.

1456
01:11:21,760 --> 01:11:26,200
Speaker 1: Get the get the dead weight out. Leave people where

1457
01:11:26,240 --> 01:11:34,599
Speaker 1: they be at. Sometimes it's where the ninja turtles live.

1458
01:11:37,479 --> 01:11:39,000
Speaker 2: Lion King to the ninja turtles.

1459
01:11:40,720 --> 01:11:42,280
Speaker 1: Well, only my boyfriend thinks something funny.

1460
01:11:42,880 --> 01:11:45,280
Speaker 3: Lion king to the ninja turtles. And you know, I

1461
01:11:45,280 --> 01:11:47,920
Speaker 3: don't want to. I don't, I never. I don't want

1462
01:11:47,960 --> 01:11:50,080
Speaker 3: anyone to be left in the ninja turtle space. I

1463
01:11:50,080 --> 01:11:52,760
Speaker 3: want everyone that I've crossed paths with, whether or not

1464
01:11:53,280 --> 01:11:57,679
Speaker 3: it's for me or not, to elevate, to expand, to grow,

1465
01:11:57,880 --> 01:12:02,559
Speaker 3: to heal, to be their highest version of themselves. Everyone's

1466
01:12:02,600 --> 01:12:05,000
Speaker 3: not going to I know that, but I just want

1467
01:12:05,040 --> 01:12:07,400
Speaker 3: to say that though because that's never my I don't.

1468
01:12:07,960 --> 01:12:08,200
Speaker 2: I don't.

1469
01:12:08,240 --> 01:12:12,880
Speaker 3: I've never wanted to leave any sort of relationship really

1470
01:12:12,920 --> 01:12:15,200
Speaker 3: on a negative note. It's never my goal, and also

1471
01:12:15,320 --> 01:12:17,160
Speaker 3: never saying like, well.

1472
01:12:17,080 --> 01:12:19,519
Speaker 2: Fuck them, I hope that they fail, like.

1473
01:12:19,800 --> 01:12:24,559
Speaker 3: I really, I always hope to inspire. I hope to

1474
01:12:24,600 --> 01:12:28,680
Speaker 3: be inspired. And I also have to know when to

1475
01:12:28,760 --> 01:12:32,880
Speaker 3: bow out. When you know my light is being I

1476
01:12:32,880 --> 01:12:36,920
Speaker 3: feel like dimmed and I'm and I and I want

1477
01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:40,080
Speaker 3: that person to also choose themselves as well.

1478
01:12:40,160 --> 01:12:43,040
Speaker 2: And be happy as well, whether that's with or without me.

1479
01:12:43,280 --> 01:12:46,479
Speaker 1: We can only choose ourselves. No one else can choose

1480
01:12:46,560 --> 01:12:49,000
Speaker 1: us for us, you know. That's that's self work. And

1481
01:12:49,040 --> 01:12:50,800
Speaker 1: like I think as women we take on the law

1482
01:12:50,800 --> 01:12:53,759
Speaker 1: of that responsibility sometimes because we want the best for people,

1483
01:12:53,840 --> 01:12:56,240
Speaker 1: you know. No, I just also know that, like as

1484
01:12:56,280 --> 01:12:59,600
Speaker 1: women too who choose themselves, there's this like narrative of

1485
01:12:59,600 --> 01:13:03,320
Speaker 1: display of people that I don't want to get behind

1486
01:13:03,439 --> 01:13:06,160
Speaker 1: that that's not ever my intention at least, And I've

1487
01:13:06,160 --> 01:13:08,320
Speaker 1: been part of that narrative as well, like early on,

1488
01:13:08,439 --> 01:13:10,480
Speaker 1: not having clarity.

1489
01:13:10,080 --> 01:13:11,920
Speaker 2: On who I am and what I am and what I.

1490
01:13:11,920 --> 01:13:16,920
Speaker 3: Want and feeling insecure and feeling less then and therefore

1491
01:13:17,880 --> 01:13:21,160
Speaker 3: needing that whoever is not for me to also be

1492
01:13:21,360 --> 01:13:25,400
Speaker 3: less than as well. And so you know, I wish

1493
01:13:26,160 --> 01:13:30,520
Speaker 3: I wish everyone that I've cross paths with romantically emotional

1494
01:13:31,320 --> 01:13:33,800
Speaker 3: friendship wise that have not worked out and that we're

1495
01:13:33,800 --> 01:13:35,680
Speaker 3: no longer connected, I want them to do well. I

1496
01:13:35,680 --> 01:13:37,640
Speaker 3: want them to thrive. I want them to thrive in

1497
01:13:37,640 --> 01:13:41,400
Speaker 3: their space. I wish that there was like a I've

1498
01:13:41,400 --> 01:13:47,799
Speaker 3: only had like one good like peaceful depart depart departing

1499
01:13:47,840 --> 01:13:49,360
Speaker 3: of a relationship. And I think I talked about it

1500
01:13:49,360 --> 01:13:52,519
Speaker 3: on the podcast once. It was like really kind and

1501
01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:56,720
Speaker 3: sweet and like, hey, we are in different people. This

1502
01:13:56,840 --> 01:13:57,599
Speaker 3: is not working.

1503
01:13:57,760 --> 01:13:59,599
Speaker 2: I love you. I don't want to I don't want

1504
01:13:59,600 --> 01:14:02,400
Speaker 2: to limit who you are and I don't want to

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Speaker 2: be limited.

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Speaker 1: Well that's coming from like a pretty mature person, right, And.

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Speaker 3: I just want to encourage everyone who is going through

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01:14:09,600 --> 01:14:13,840
Speaker 3: a breakup or is going is possibly considering that to

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01:14:13,920 --> 01:14:16,360
Speaker 3: try and if you have a partner that can get that,

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01:14:16,400 --> 01:14:19,120
Speaker 3: you guys can do that. Get to that point before

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01:14:19,160 --> 01:14:23,160
Speaker 3: you hate each other, because like, I just hate that

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01:14:23,800 --> 01:14:27,599
Speaker 3: we have to like disrespect one another in order to

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01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:31,840
Speaker 3: finally cease the relationship. You know, I wish that we

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01:14:31,880 --> 01:14:36,439
Speaker 3: could normalize just like saying, hey, I don't feel good

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01:14:36,479 --> 01:14:39,519
Speaker 3: here anymore. I know, I feel like maybe you don't either,

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01:14:39,520 --> 01:14:41,400
Speaker 3: and you're not ready to acknowledge that. But that's okay.

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01:14:42,360 --> 01:14:46,160
Speaker 3: Let's decide. Let's make this decision or I'm making this decision.

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01:14:46,160 --> 01:14:50,080
Speaker 3: Can you please respect it and let's not hate each

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01:14:50,120 --> 01:14:51,760
Speaker 3: other and let's just be done.

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01:14:52,640 --> 01:14:54,800
Speaker 1: I know, I agree. I think that's like the mature

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01:14:54,840 --> 01:14:55,519
Speaker 1: adult thing to do.

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Speaker 3: I think, I mean, obviously, and yes, it takes another

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01:14:58,160 --> 01:15:00,120
Speaker 3: mature person to do that. I think we have I

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01:15:00,160 --> 01:15:04,800
Speaker 3: think you have to acknowledge that that that type of maturity.

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01:15:04,439 --> 01:15:05,799
Speaker 2: Sometimes makes people.

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01:15:07,080 --> 01:15:09,040
Speaker 1: If you're a certain type of person, it will make

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01:15:09,080 --> 01:15:13,280
Speaker 1: you fry harder, I know, you know, and like that's

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01:15:13,320 --> 01:15:15,320
Speaker 1: a different type of vibe and like so it's not

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01:15:15,360 --> 01:15:17,960
Speaker 1: always going to be that easy or that amibacal because

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01:15:18,000 --> 01:15:20,519
Speaker 1: everyone's not going to be that emotionally evolved and mature.

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01:15:20,640 --> 01:15:22,240
Speaker 2: But hopefully that's the goal.

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01:15:22,400 --> 01:15:24,080
Speaker 1: You know, that we're choosing people that we can have

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01:15:24,120 --> 01:15:27,120
Speaker 1: those type of conversations with. But my tits are a

1534
01:15:27,120 --> 01:15:32,760
Speaker 1: little confused right now. But it's also you have to

1535
01:15:32,800 --> 01:15:34,960
Speaker 1: also acknowledge them. And it's just like you rip a

1536
01:15:34,960 --> 01:15:36,680
Speaker 1: band it off, and you block and you move on

1537
01:15:36,800 --> 01:15:39,640
Speaker 1: because people will try to be back and get off on.

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Speaker 2: Girl.

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01:15:40,160 --> 01:15:41,599
Speaker 3: You know I'm the but you know I'm a queen

1540
01:15:41,600 --> 01:15:43,759
Speaker 3: of a good block, okay, and I will keep that block.

1541
01:15:44,680 --> 01:15:49,360
Speaker 3: But I guess I just want to say that I don't.

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01:15:50,920 --> 01:15:54,559
Speaker 3: I don't want to. That's not the vibe that I'm

1543
01:15:54,600 --> 01:15:57,400
Speaker 3: going for, you know, in the removing of someone from

1544
01:15:57,400 --> 01:15:59,680
Speaker 3: my life, it's more so like, hey, I have to

1545
01:15:59,760 --> 01:16:04,960
Speaker 3: choose myself right now forever and this is not this

1546
01:16:05,040 --> 01:16:06,680
Speaker 3: is not it right now, and I don't think it's

1547
01:16:06,680 --> 01:16:09,439
Speaker 3: really it for you either. There's a lot of conflict

1548
01:16:09,640 --> 01:16:11,920
Speaker 3: and I'm tired, and I know maybe you have more

1549
01:16:11,920 --> 01:16:14,000
Speaker 3: statementa than me, but I'm just too emotional for this.

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01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:14,400
Speaker 2: Type of shit.

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01:16:14,479 --> 01:16:17,360
Speaker 3: I'm very sensitive being And that's also what I've realized

1552
01:16:17,320 --> 01:16:19,960
Speaker 3: in this relationship that I've been in is like, Wow,

1553
01:16:20,040 --> 01:16:24,320
Speaker 3: I really am fucking sensitive. Like I know I'm sensitive,

1554
01:16:24,439 --> 01:16:27,000
Speaker 3: but like I can be, I don't know, like I

1555
01:16:27,000 --> 01:16:29,000
Speaker 3: can have. I felt like I have good boundaries, so

1556
01:16:29,120 --> 01:16:31,640
Speaker 3: like I think, because I have boundaries, I feel like

1557
01:16:32,040 --> 01:16:35,280
Speaker 3: I'm not as sensitive as I think. And I've even

1558
01:16:35,320 --> 01:16:36,640
Speaker 3: heard my mom tell me I'm sensitive all the time.

1559
01:16:36,680 --> 01:16:38,160
Speaker 3: And she would get on my fucking nerves with that shit,

1560
01:16:38,400 --> 01:16:40,439
Speaker 3: but I'd be like, you're just actually being mean to me.

1561
01:16:41,000 --> 01:16:45,640
Speaker 3: But I realized that I am highly a highly emotional

1562
01:16:45,760 --> 01:16:50,880
Speaker 3: person and I am very sensitive and that is my superpower,

1563
01:16:50,920 --> 01:16:54,120
Speaker 3: but it's also can be a detriment to myself and

1564
01:16:54,160 --> 01:16:57,400
Speaker 3: I have to figure out and I have to work

1565
01:16:57,520 --> 01:17:05,360
Speaker 3: on being able to direct those emotions and that sensitivity

1566
01:17:05,360 --> 01:17:09,559
Speaker 3: in a more positive way to myself and to other people.

1567
01:17:11,000 --> 01:17:14,679
Speaker 3: So that is literally like the lesson. That is literally

1568
01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:17,120
Speaker 3: like the project that I'm working on from this point

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01:17:17,160 --> 01:17:18,840
Speaker 3: on right now until I master it.

1570
01:17:18,920 --> 01:17:23,800
Speaker 2: Because the emotional wreckage that I feel like I've been

1571
01:17:23,800 --> 01:17:28,160
Speaker 2: going through and like spewing onto people is like not okay,

1572
01:17:28,960 --> 01:17:31,519
Speaker 2: and it's not what I want and who I want

1573
01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:31,720
Speaker 2: to be.

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01:17:31,880 --> 01:17:35,439
Speaker 1: So well, it's good to acknowledge it so you can

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01:17:35,479 --> 01:17:37,040
Speaker 1: work on it. That's all we can do.

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01:17:39,520 --> 01:17:45,400
Speaker 2: Okay, I think I'm done talking. Okay, anyway, thank.

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01:17:45,240 --> 01:17:49,000
Speaker 1: You guys for joining ed Talk. Some niggas are shit,

1578
01:17:50,640 --> 01:17:54,680
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1579
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Speaker 1: if you plan on coming to La, please come support

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Speaker 1: us and come to our show at the Teogram Ballroom,

1581
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Speaker 1: and not to twenty. First, it will be my wife's

1582
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Speaker 1: birthday celebration. It will be a motherfucking movie. It will

1583
01:18:07,160 --> 01:18:09,679
Speaker 1: be fun and sexy. There will be some special guests

1584
01:18:09,680 --> 01:18:12,880
Speaker 1: and surprises, and there will be debauchery and tequila.

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Speaker 2: So well, sorry, ah, and I was gonna say, they

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Speaker 2: need a caller hotline.

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01:18:18,120 --> 01:18:20,000
Speaker 1: Oh, and call our hotline. I might have been giving

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Speaker 1: you the wrong number, now I remember it. It's two

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01:18:22,280 --> 01:18:23,719
Speaker 1: one three eight one eight.

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01:18:23,840 --> 01:18:25,680
Speaker 2: Wait what eight one eight you mean?

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01:18:25,880 --> 01:18:25,960
Speaker 3: No?

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01:18:26,200 --> 01:18:26,400
Speaker 2: Oh?

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01:18:26,960 --> 01:18:30,599
Speaker 1: Oh it's eight one eight two one three twelve eighty

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01:18:30,640 --> 01:18:34,559
Speaker 1: seven eight one eight two one three twelve eighty seven.

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01:18:34,800 --> 01:18:38,360
Speaker 1: Confess any confessions are welcome. As you can see, we

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01:18:38,439 --> 01:18:39,880
Speaker 1: confess everything.

1597
01:18:41,040 --> 01:18:45,160
Speaker 2: Every week. Your fucking turn. What else?

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01:18:46,280 --> 01:18:48,519
Speaker 3: We still have a few more spots left for our

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Speaker 3: retreat in Costa Rica. We're totally sold out for February.

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Speaker 3: You missed out. Sorry, so now you gotta wait till

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Speaker 3: the summer. But you don't want to miss out for

1602
01:18:56,360 --> 01:18:59,360
Speaker 3: the summer, because, bitch, you got like nine months to

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01:18:59,400 --> 01:19:02,120
Speaker 3: pay this shit off, and it's.

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Speaker 2: Worth every fucking dollar. It really is.

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Speaker 3: So make sure you click the link in this episode

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Speaker 3: description and check out the Good Vibe treat. Go follow

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Speaker 3: us on Instagram at the Good Vibe Retreat so you

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Speaker 3: can see all the vibes, all the beautiful, incredible women

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Speaker 3: that have joined us on these retreats. I personally cannot

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Speaker 3: wait for our retreat in February. I feel like it'll

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01:19:22,880 --> 01:19:25,240
Speaker 3: be right on time for where I will be at

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Speaker 3: that moment. The retreats always come at the perfect time

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01:19:29,200 --> 01:19:31,320
Speaker 3: and where I'm at, and I think where everyone where

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Speaker 3: you're at too.

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Speaker 2: Yep. Make sure you subscribe to our YouTube channel.

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Speaker 1: And our Patreon. We're sharing a lot of personal shit

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Speaker 1: over there. Our arguments are tantra all the types of

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Speaker 2: And we'll see you next week. Bye, ms go yuh,

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